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    “Eddie, I’m in love with you,” he says, heart thrumming in his chest, in his throat, in his mouth. He feels hot and cold and dizzy by turns.

    “What?” asks Eddie faintly, barely even a question.

    “I’m in love with you,” Buck says again. “I didn’t know, I didn’t mean to, but I am. I am.”

    “You– Right, okay,” says Eddie, so visibly buffering that it makes Buck’s heart clench a little in his chest. Of course he’s in love with Eddie. How could he possibly have let himself pretend otherwise. “Wasn’t expecting this, bud,” says Eddie, and he sounds so shocked that Buck can’t help a wry smile. Of course Eddie’s surprised. They must be the only two people in existence who didn’t already know. “I– Buck, man, you know that I care about you, but…”

    “I know,” he says gently to Eddie, because he did know, but that doesn't make this moment hurt any less.

     

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    Post season 8, Buck confesses his feelings, Eddie lets him down as gently as he can, and they both try to figure out how to be just friends.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    “Uh, who the fuck are you?” Trevor stood from the stool, taking a step toward them and not taking his gaze off of Mickey’s arm so comfortably draped over Ian. Ian still hadn’t opened his eyes, silently willing the earth to swallow him whole, but he could hear the bitchy inflection in Trevor’s voice and knew this would not end well for anyone standing in the kitchen.

    Ian finally forced himself to open his eyes. Trevor was apparently going through a repeated series of emotions, going from anger, to shock, to hurt, back around to anger. “Who. The fuck. Is this?”

    "That's Mickey," Debbie finally supplied helpfully.

     

    Frank Gallagher has, to the joy of many in Canaryville, finally shed the mortal coil, so naturally Ian leaves his boyfriend in Milwaukee for a few weeks to help Lip get his shit together in the aftermath. What could go wrong?

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    24 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ian is thick and Mickey is into it.

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    24 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Mick—”

    “Fuckin’ drop it!”

    He didn’t wait for Ian to answer. Just grabbed his jacket and slammed the door on the way out. Hard enough to make the frame rattle.

    Because if Ian was gonna treat him like he was still worth anything, then Mickey was gonna make damn sure to prove him wrong.
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    And Ian’s breath caught.

    Because Mickey’s eyes weren’t just red. They were glass. Soaked from the inside out. Like he’d been drowning all week behind that scowl and no one noticed the flood.

    Ian softened instantly. His whole body shifted — less dom, more devoted.

    “Oh,” he murmured, taking one step forward. “Oh, my poor baby…”

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    23 Aug 2025

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    This is where I am putting all my Abbot/Whitaker/Robby brainrot. Goes in chronological order, and exists in a world where most of The Pitt characters engage in some strange workplace poly relationship and flirting.

    All titles, including the series name come from the song 'Take a Slice' by Glass Animals.
    Feel free to come yell at me on my tumblr about it!

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    30 Jul 2025

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    After Whitaker helps him through his panic attack, Robby doesn't feel like he's thanked the boy enough for all his help. After watching him and noticing things, he thinks of the perfect way to show Whitaker just how thankful he is...

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    21 Jul 2025

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    Mickey half-shrugs incredulously at him with glassy eyes, his mouth hanging slightly open.

    Ian just blinks back at him, thoroughly lost.

    Mickey’s jaw twitches. “Is this the end?”

    Ian shakes his head. “The end of what?”

    “Of us.”

    // post-canon: ian and mickey have their first big fight as a married couple

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    09 Jun 2025

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    “Do you miss it?” Buck asks, turning his head on the back of the couch to look at Eddie. There’s something open and vulnerable about his expression, a plea in his eyes, so blue even in the dark of the room.
    “Yeah,” Eddie admits quietly, because he does miss kissing, even if it’s not for the same reasons as Buck.
    “I’d kiss you,” Buck says, and Eddie snorts, shaking his head.

     

    Or, the FWB fic where they make out all the time and eventually figure their shit out.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    “I get used to it, I guess. Kind of. After a while,” Eddie says. Then, very quietly, “I’m just, uh, sensitive.”

    “Oh,” Buck says. Eddie's just sensitive. Eddie, his best friend, who he has now seen when he comes. Who comes in under a minute if he isn’t getting some on the regs. This is – this is – interesting.

    Love and premature ejaculation.

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    18 May 2025

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    “Stubble’s kinda crazy,” Buck says, “And it actually kinda drives me crazy. I didn’t think I’d be into that, you know? But it’s cool. Like, he’s a man, you know?”

    Hen whoops and claps him on the back. “That is nasty and I do not know, but I’m happy for you.”

    Buck grins. “Sometimes I kinda feel small. Which has, like, never happened before.”

    “Wow,” Chim says dryly, “Wonder what that’s like.”

    “It’s just like, you know, even though it doesn’t feel as good, there are still all these new things that I didn’t expect I’d like so much.”

    Hen frowns at him. “What do you mean, doesn’t feel as good?”

    Buck shrugs. “Well, you know, like, it can kinda hurt sometimes.”

    All at once, Eddie, Chim, and Maddie speak, their voices overlapping: “Can you specify it?” “Wait, it hurts?” “Buck, he’s hurting you?”

    They’re all sitting forward in their seats now, and Buck scrambles to defuse the situation.

    “No! No, I mean, it doesn’t, like, hurt hurt, it’s just, like, ouch! Y’know! Like, normal. Just… uncomfortable. Sometimes.”

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    06 May 2025

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    “It’s fine, Buck. You don’t like it. You can tell me.” Eddie’s disappointed. Buck never lies to him. Never. Why would he say it looked good and let him go to work like this if he actually hated it? It kinda breaks his heart.

    “No!” Buck yells—really, like, screams, “I love it!”

    Eddie’s pouting at him. “You don’t have to lie to me-”

    “I’m not lying! I– you– it’s–”

    “You don’t even want to kiss me like this, do you?” he sounds like a kicked kitten.

    But the next thing he knows, Buck is yanking his face back across the gearshift and kissing him like he’s going off to war.

    Iwanttorideyourfacelikeafuckinghorse.”

     

    OR; eddie gets a mustache. buck goes insane. there's some miscommunication. mustache smut ensues.

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    03 Apr 2025

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    "I'm not stupid, Eddie." Is what came out in response.

    "I never said you were." Was Eddie's reply, and Buck could picture him on the other side of the curtain, arms crossed and eyebrows raised, "In fact, I'm fairly certain that I called you smart before you ran off."

    ………………………………………………………

    Or the one where Buck has trouble accepting compliments so Eddie decides to start making it a point to compliment him. Buck doesn’t know how to handle it.

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    01 Apr 2025

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    “What was it like?” Eddie makes a frustrated sound, squirms a bit more and Buck really wishes he would stop because all this moving around is not mixing well with the amount of vodka shots in his stomach. “The kiss. You never said.”

    Buck frowns. “With a man? Or with Tommy specifically?”

    “With a man, I guess.” Eddie is quiet for a bit, then adds, “Never mind. It’s stupid.”

    “It’s not stupid,” Buck replies, absent-mindedly patting his stomach again. He yawns, and says, “I don’t know. It’s a kiss, you know. If you close your eyes, it’s not that different.”

    aka that thing Angela Bassett said that Oliver told her about the bucktommy kiss inspired me, god bless, so i got rid of Tommy and rambled for 11k words about Buck and Eddie kissing drunk at the bachelor party and then not using their words about it

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    24 Mar 2025

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    Buck remembers reading something once. He’s not sure where or when, and he’s not even sure who said it. But he’ll never forget the words. He’ll never forget the way they burrowed beneath his skin like an arrow aiming straight for his heart. Those words had made him ache back then, but now the memory of them is ripping him apart.

    Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.

    He’d always known it would be Eddie who would walk away first, but he hadn’t expected it to go like this. He hadn’t expected it to hurt quite so bad.

     

    (Or, five times Buck thought Eddie would leave, and the one time he knew he would stay.)

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    08 Mar 2025

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    Buck can feel the sob Eddie tries to hold back - can hear the whimper that manages to slip past his lips. It tears something open inside of Buck, and it feels like whatever is left of his heart starts leaking into the space between their bodies and staining their chests crimson.

    “Tell me you love me,” Eddie begs.

    “I love you,” Buck promises.

    And he just wishes that it could be enough.

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    24 Feb 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 30

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    Buck and Eddie are doing the dating thing now, so Buck sends Eddie a picture (read: thirst trap) to brighten his morning.

    When Eddie’s reply is less than satisfactory, Buck definitely doesn’t start spiralling and absolutely doesn’t make it his sister and her husband’s problem.

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    06 Jan 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 37

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    It was only a matter of time before one of Buck's sleeves ripped. Buck knew it, everybody at the 118 knew it. Bystanders on the streets of LA knew it.

    But when it actually happens, Buck just wants to know why Eddie is so upset.

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    06 Jan 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 49

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    basically what it says on the tin!! just a bunch of jj feeling inadequate and then, eventually, pope showing him that he's not :)

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    22 Oct 2024

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    John B was standing on the edge of the roof, overlooking the deck below. The sun was just starting to set, painting the sky a pretty palette of pinks and oranges. He lifted one foot off the ground, balancing his weight on the other one.

    “That’s what, a three-story fall to the deck?” he could hear his friend’s voice calling from below. “I give you about a one-in-three chance of survival.”
    John B licked his finger, turning it towards the wind.

    “Hm. Should I do it?”

    “Jump? No. Do you have a death wish?” his boyfriend said from his place sitting on the railing.

    “Don’t be such a boomer, babe.”
    ...............
    Or, Outer Banks, but John B and JJ are a couple. Set in 1x01. Includes some additional scenes.

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    17 Oct 2024

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    Buck woke up, hollow. At first, he thought it was a dream. But then he shifted and felt the ache in his backside, the sticky squelch of leftover lube inside him. He felt the dried come crack along his skin. It was real, he realized with a sinking feeling.

    He sat up, refusing to look at his bedmates. There were used condoms and wrappers all around them.

    How could he have done this?

    What was he going to tell Eddie?

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    15 Jul 2024

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