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leave tonight (or live and die this way) by mslilylashes, NaomiLeyers
Fandoms: Supernatural
05 Sep 2022
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Dean Winchester never expected much from life. His mother abandoned her sons to be raised by their drunk, abusive father. Dean dropped out of school to take care of the family, but they were barely getting by, so when a handsome stranger came along, offering him a way out... Well, even if things weren’t perfect, he wasn’t going to risk losing a good thing.
So what if Lee was a mean drunk — it wasn’t anything Dean hadn’t seen from his father his whole life. So what if sometimes he was a bit too rough — Dean’s tough, he can take it. And so what, if sometimes things got a bit out of hand when Lee’s friends came around — Lee doesn’t seem to mind. In fact, sometimes he asks Dean to ‘take care of them’. (It was fine. It was all fine.)
Enter grad student Castiel, who is instantly intrigued by the kind, quiet mechanic with the sad eyes. The more he gets to know Dean, the more he learns about his heartbreaking past and even more heartbreaking present, the more he feels like he’s fallen into something he can’t walk away from.
Dean doesn’t believe he deserves to be saved, because he never thought to ask. Can Castiel be the one to pull him out of hell?
Title inspired by: Fast Car by Tracy Chapman
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- Part 1 of ticket to anywhere
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- English
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- 34/34
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Bookmarked by greenteabrainrot
22 Oct 2025
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High Infidelity- Taylor swift
Oh my fucking god i almost threw up this is so tragic
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When you first hear the voice of your soulmate, you just know that they’re the one for you. Sounds perfect. Simple.
As an EMT, Dean Winchester has seen both the ups and downs of what soulmates can do to each other. He rejects the very idea that one person is your person and once you hear their voice you belong to them. To him it feels like a forced relationship that there is only one way out of.
Castiel Novak, profoundly deaf since childhood, doubts he will ever find his soulmate. Even if he did, how would he ever know? Rather than let that diminish his happiness, he creates the website Solemates for others like himself, who have either lost their soulmate or aren't looking for one for whatever reason. It's a place to find support and understanding.
After a friend directs him to Solemates, despite some trepidation, Dean begins to read and comment on posts. That's how he meets blue_eyed_angel. They hit it off, so they chat and get to know each other for a while. After they exchange numbers, Dean realizes he’s falling for the guy. It's inevitable that they start to think about meeting in real life...
When you're a Winchester, you find that things rarely go according to plan.
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- Part 1 of Sounds of Silence
- Language:
- English
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- 122,550
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- 38/38
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Bookmarked by greenteabrainrot
20 Oct 2025
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When Dean Winchester meets the enigmatic and grounded Castiel, he isn’t searching for change—just a little something to call his own. But what begins as a quiet friendship gradually deepens into something more, as Castiel gently introduces him to a world where surrender is not weakness, but a quiet kind of strength. Through trust, vulnerability, and the slow unraveling of long-held fears, Dean begins to discover a sense of safety, acceptance, and love he never believed he deserved.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 56,412
- Chapters:
- 18/18
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- 1
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- 64
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Bookmarked by greenteabrainrot
20 Oct 2025
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SO SWEET AND CUTE
OH HELL YEAH BOTTOM!DEAN
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Being stuck on a plane feels sort of like some twisted form of a Jigsaw trap, but Dean just has to keep reminding himself that in a little under than six hours, they’ll be in the damn Bahamas.
Toes in the sand, Dean. Toes in the sand.
(TLDR: Sequel to SBF! Destiel & family beach vacation. Fluff, some angstiness and grown men handling body-image problems, hurt/comfort, some more fluff, and smut ensue. Destiel-centric.)
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- Part 2 of SBF-verse
Bookmarked by greenteabrainrot
19 Oct 2025
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ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVS?????
OH MY GOD
dean my baby boy
THE BODY IMAGE ISSUES MY HEART I RELATE SO BAD
Cas calling dean ‘Honey’ oh my goddddddd
mmmmm bottom dean
oh they mean the world to me
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After a brutal breakup, Dean figures the smartest move is crashing at Sam’s place until he gets his shit together. Temporary. Simple. No big deal.
What he doesn’t count on is Castiel—Sam’s annoyingly perfect, always-pressed, space-invading roommate with a voice like gravel and a stare sharp enough to cut glass. From the second they meet, Dean’s itching for a fight… or maybe something rougher.
It starts with a shove in the kitchen. A snapped insult. A kiss that feels more like a dare. Dean tells himself it’s just hate sex—just a way to burn through the leftover anger from his ex. No feelings. No strings. Just filthy, no-holds-barred relief with the one man who knows exactly how to push his buttons.
But the nights get longer. The silences afterward get heavier. And somewhere between the bickering and the breathless moans, Dean starts to realize—he’s in way deeper than he meant to be.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 123,379
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 284
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Bookmarked by greenteabrainrot
10 Oct 2025
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one of my favorites
FREAKY YOGAAAAAA
OHMYGOD THEYRE SO IN LOVE YOUR HONOR
OH MY HEART OH MY GOD
literally just dry humping for 90% of the fic