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    night shift is a series of one-shots set in an au where dean never gets cured after being turned into a vampire. Instead of going back to his old life, he’s stuck living in the dark, trying to find some kind of new normal. each chapter is a snapshot of his life, set at varying points between season 6 and season 15, as he navigates the aftermath of his transformation, the toll it takes on his relationships with those he loves, and the hunger he can’t shake.

    PLEASE NOTE:
    1) i have tried to list the setting for most of them. that being said, some chapters will be more obvious when they are set than others

    2) sexual content is indicated with a !, so feel free to just skip if desired!

    hope you enjoy!

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    101/101
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    "I tell myself
    there’s not a world
    without my brother in it.
    I tell myself
    I’d follow him anywhere
    to keep the world
    from ending."

    (The World at Its Beginning - Dustin Pearson)

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    The story of the Winchester brothers is already written, it's a Gospel they can't escape; yet, two variables, two unforeseen elements, can upend everything.
    The stage is set, tragedy is inevitable, and the script must be respected.
    But perhaps its Narrator is losing control of his creation.

    or

    A rewrite of Supernatural

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    1/?
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    Sooo, first of October, that means kinktober time.
    Day one, masturbation.
    Cas is experiencing hormonal problems like a little bird due to increasing temperatures on Earth (basically global warming is making the angels go into heat) and Dean has to teach him how to touch himself, Cas' not a very good student though...

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    1/1
    Comments:
    3
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    64
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    3
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    404
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    The year is 2014, Castiel and Dean are living in Camp Chitaqua and the world is infected with the Croatoan virus. The Apocalypse is here. Castiel, barely an angel, barely human, is reading his journal entries from when it all started to go wrong five years prior and reminiscing on the key moments of his and Dean's relationship.

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    3/6
    Comments:
    14
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    32
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    18
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    Dean and Castiel go bowling. It’s supposed to be casual. It’s not. There’s laughter, longing, and a biblical verse that hits harder than any prayer. Dean starts to realize what he’s been feeling all along

    or Strikes, spares, and the worst kind of heart attack: feelings.

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    1/1
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    2
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    26
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    4
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    211
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    Sam and Bobby have finally convinced Dean to go to therapy (only after Sam pre-paid for a months worth) and he finds himself learning a lot more about himself than he thought.

    OR

    Dean gets thrown into therapy and finds out his therapist doesn’t have to be a woman to be hot too.

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    Dean writes letters to Cas he never intends to send. After Cas’s confession in the Empty, the words Dean never said weigh heavier than ever. When Cas finds the box of unsent letters, the truth Dean’s been hiding finally comes to light.

    (Or a love story in unsent confessions, discovered truths, and finally saying the words aloud.)

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    64
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    6
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    Sam and Hughie were looking for Dean, not knowing it would end with dire consequences.

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    5/5
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    6
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    7
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    1
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    Based off of this prompt from Pinterest:

    “cas brings dean a 4am cup of coffee while they're still researching in the bunker library; another all nighter to save the innocent. cas puts the steaming mug down in front of dean, and dean snags cas' sleeve, yanking him down and kissing him on the cheek as a thank you; just barely catching the side of cas' mouth. it isnt until dean has pulled away and taken a large sip of coffee he realizes with startling clarity that he just kissed cas for the very first time.”

    Credit for prompt: Nyx

     

    ****complete****

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    In the heavy Southern heat, faith tastes like ash and desire feels like sin. Dean Winchester carries his father’s sermons in his bones, Castiel carries his silence like penance, and Sam has grown tired of watching them break. Between hymnals and cicadas, shame and longing, something has to give.

    A story of damnation, desire, and the small mercies that might still be called love.

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    1/1
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    19
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    2
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    Twenty-six year old Dean Winchester finds himself homeless after a physical altercation with his father goes too far. He follows his little brother out to New York City, but doesn’t reveal the truth about his living situation for fear of putting a damper on Sam’s college life. Navigating this difficult experience on his own has got Dean’s self-esteem lower than ever before, but he finds true friendship in the people he meets along the way - most notably Castiel Novak, a generous volunteer at the men’s shelter. As their relationship becomes more complex, the two men work in tandem to get Dean permanently housed and save their connection from his disorganized attachment issues.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
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    127
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    33
    Hits:
    2,370
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    Adele sang that regrets and mistakes are memories made. What she failed to mention in dulcet tones and a smooth British accent is that they're not always bittersweet, sometimes, they're just bitter.

    Dean's only just getting his life back together after his mistakes cost him his husband, his son, and damn near his liver. There's a long road ahead, filled with pain and heartbreak, the difficult navigating of two parents trying to make divorce work for the sake of their son. Of course, Dean's being morose because it's not all bad, he has his sobriety, he has his brother, he has friends and a job he loves...

    And maybe - just maybe - one day he'll have Cas back too.

    Language:
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    57,841
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    211
    Kudos:
    92
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    23
    Hits:
    1,991
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    Our poor, sheltered boy gets on 5th Base after Alice explains to him what it is, and he may need to rethink his whole life afterwards. A good pegging will do that to a guy.

    - Alice has AFAB bits, but otherwise you get to decide what she looks like.

    - Can be read by itself

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    12
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    When Dean goes to buy beer and finds that he has bet all his money away, the cashier lets him have the case, but when Dean returns the next day to pay, he gets more than just a case of beer.

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    Dean is a lonely hunter on the road with nothing but his guns, the clothes on his back, and Baby, his horse. He visits a town once he here's word of a potential infestation of werewolves. While investigating he runs into the town priest. He finds he’s not as alone as he thought and doesn’t want to be, anymore.

    (Posting every Wednesday)

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    5/?
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    3
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    8
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    4
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    226
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    Castiel didn’t really want to be at a rodeo.
    He’s a forty-five-year-old single dad who just wants peace, not dust in his shoes and a date who disappears halfway through the night. But instead of popcorn and small talk, he ends up watching his date make out with America’s hottest bull rider—Dean Winchester.

    …which is awkward.

    Language:
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    7,176
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    63
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    665
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    Cas is in a coma. Dean prays, even though he'd rather not.

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    1/1
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    A week after Jack left, he brought Castiel back from the Empty — whole, alive, and standing in front of Dean like nothing had changed, though everything had. Dean’s grateful. Of course he is. But now that Cas is here, really here, Dean is left face-to-face with everything unsaid between them. He knows what Cas confessed before dying, and worse — he knows damn well what he feels in return. But saying it out loud? That’s another story entirely, because there's something broken inside of him.

    Dean asks Cas for something no one’s ever asked of him before: to go back in time, to the moment something broke, and stop it from happening. Stop the moment that taught Dean to be afraid of what he wanted most. Stop the moment Dean got broken.

    Stop John Winchester.

    Language:
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    Words:
    55,076
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
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    675
    Bookmarks:
    283
    Hits:
    17,115
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    title from (you guessed it): good luck, babe! by chappell roan

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    Realizing his feelings for Cas after a spontaneous kiss, Dean drives to the closest bar and finds the nearest attractive woman to hook up with.

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    please leave feedback/comments, i love reading them :))

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    7
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