EddiePothos
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In the weeks (months) following Eddie’s breakdown, he finds what makes him happy. He figures out (unearths) who he is.
And cries a whole fucking bunch.
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Eddie recovers, slowly.
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Recovery is never linear, and Maddie is learning that the hard way (just like everyone learns if the world's completely honest). Buck's good. Buck's brilliant, if she's honest.
At a loss and a low point, Buck tells her about his list of good things. A list of things that make the pain, the numb, the trembling, hurt just a little bit less.
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Everybody knew that Edmundo Diaz was not okay. The people on the street passing the man could tell that he hadn’t gotten a wink of sleep in weeks, the people at the call centre could see his cogs turning. Bobby could tell from his yelling, and Buck could just tell.
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Eddie breaks
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- Part 5 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
- Part 2 of Go Farther In Lightness (A Series, An Album)
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Evan "Buck" Buckley has always had a rough go of it. Depression was never a helping hand in growing up, nor was the constant sense of inadequacy. He never thought he would be where he is today as, Firefighter Buckley, of LA's Elite. He never thought he'd be a known face in LA because of the tsunami or Eddie's shooting. He always thought, as a kid, that being known – that being elite would fix him. That he'd be all better. That Evan "Buck" Buckley wouldn't feel this numb depression all the damn fucking time.
Yet he still felt it. He still felt nothing. He still wanted to die – even with the vision of Eddie finding his body. Yet, he couldn't let that happen. He couldn't do that to Eddie.
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- Part 4 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
- Part 1 of L'imaginaire
- Part 3 of Go Farther In Lightness (A Series, An Album)
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Honestly, just Buck and Eddie finally talking about their feelings and getting together.
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Written with the album Go Farther In Lightness by Gang of Youths. There is no order to these stories other than the order of the album. Enjoy
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Eddie had cracked, splintered, shattered. He had (is still) piecing himself back together, glass shard by glass shard. Knuckles bruised, fingertips bleeding, he's very much getting there.
And a lot of telling Evan that he loves him because Buck is perfect, gorgeous, stunning – the best person Eddie had ever god damned met and he wouldn't be who he is without this stunning, gorgeous, perfect man in his life. Buck makes Eddie's second go at life so much easier, his everything makes Eddie exist easier.
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Loosely connected Buddie fics with intense angst. Both are dealing with intense, heightened emotions, dealing with severe mental health issues, tendencies, and the irking need to stop . But they love each other, they have each other. It just sucks sometimes.
This can be read in order, out of order, back to front, front to back. Enjoy
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One-shots that are not connected at all (unless stated), simply just me doing my bad things happen bingo card. Read with caution, as most / if not all deal with serious mental health discussions and events. Have a good day lovelies
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in·qui·ry:
- A request or search for information.
- An official investigation.
While the United Kingdom investigates the Harold Saxon debacle, Gwen Cooper struggles to understand what Jack Harkness went through during his time away.
Bookmarked by EddiePothos
22 Sep 2025
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to all the things left unsaid (and to the days that will come after us) by fallenhalo
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Sep 2025
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A New God that doesn't answer to prayers. A dead fallen angel. A grieving ultimate killer. His brother trying to fix things. What happens once the narrative ends and you're left with both freedom and free will?
A story where Castiel is saved, of course, and the Winchesters find a new purpose in a world that doesn't need them every day. Where is God now?
(story still a WIP!)
Bookmarked by EddiePothos
16 Sep 2025
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It’s not good, not at all, not for Andrew, or for this foul-mouthed FBI agent telling him to “forget about Neil Josten,” or for Wymack standing between them in this Baltimore motel room. Oh, sir, don’t you know how hard Andrew has tried to forget Neil? Don’t you know that boy is an expert in getting under people's skin? Andrew’s knuckles itch to clutch scarred shoulder, to brush against auburn hair, but they’ll settle for crunching against this fucking agent’s nose.
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They say Neil's fine, but those words mean nothing until Andrew gets his hands on him.Bookmarked by EddiePothos
15 Sep 2025
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Predictably, Neil’s automated voicemail message answers for him. The number you’re trying to reach is unavailable at this time. The message runs through its spiel, informing Andrew that he can leave a message after the beep.
Goodbye hovers on his tongue. It’s the least that Neil deserves from him. There are so many more things to be said.
Andrew shuts his phone without leaving a voicemail. He drops his phone onto the counter and slips a knife out of its sheath.
Right before spring break during his fourth year at Palmetto, Andrew Minyard attempts suicide. Now everyone has to figure out how to move forward from here.
Bookmarked by EddiePothos
26 Mar 2025
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Andrew spends most of his childhood thinking he is a psychopath. He is not. Andrew is, and always will be, just Andrew.
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Bookmarked by EddiePothos
19 Mar 2025