13 Works in Post-Episode: s11e03 The Bad Seed (Supernatural)

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    He’s startled out of his thoughts by a hand on each of his shoulders and a voice draped with raspy exhaustion, “May I heal you?”

    “Is that what you’re gonna start saying instead of ‘Hello, Dean’?” He replies and mimics the other’s deep voice, though equally as tired.

    “I’d just like to see if you’ve changed your mind.”

    “For the hundredth time, no.”

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    Dean won’t let Castiel heal him, Castiel feels the need to ask again.

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    Dean takes a long pull on his beer and allows himself to relax with his newly restored sense of equilibrium. He’s fine, Cas is fine. They’re all fine. Everything is fine.

    Out of the corner of his eye Dean catches Sam raising a hand to his own still-healing injuries, and his delusion of comfortable denial shatters into a thousand pieces.

     

    In the days following Dean being cured of the Mark of Cain, everything is fine. At least that's what Dean tells himself.

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    After Rowena lifts the effect of her attack dog spell, Castiel is back to normal. Or, he should be.

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    "There's nothing you can do?"

    "It's not like I was using it."

    Dean snorted.

    He frowned when he realized it wasn't a joke.

    Efram doesn't just threaten to cut Castiel's junk off.

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    "Cas," Dean says, frowning down at his bare toes, "you, uh—you've been through a lot in the past twenty-four hours, okay? We don't have to talk about this. About any of it. I—"

    "I'm saying that I want to try it again."

    Dean snaps his head up. "You what now?"

    "My solution," Cas says carefully, "is that instead of showing each other violence, we show each other... the opposite."

    “The opposite,” Dean says. “Like…”

    “Sex.”

    Dean sucks in a breath. "Oh," he squeaks out.

    ****

    Dean helps Cas recover from Rowena's attack dog spell. Cas has an interesting proposition.

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    “I only remember how to kill with these hands. I’m not sure I’m still able to hold, hug or caress anymore.”

    Dean apologises for almost killing Cas with the Mark on his arm. (Because I refuse to accept their 11X03 interaction as "talking about it".)

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    “Dean?”

    The thick door muffled the voice, but he recognized it as Cas’s. And in that one word Cas always managed to convey so much. Right now Dean knew that he was actually saying:

    Dean, I’m worried.

    Dean, are you okay?

    Dean, please answer me before I break down the door.

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    Even though Cas has recovered from Rowena's attack-dog spell, Dean is still worried. He wants to be useful, but still struggles to figure out how to do that for an angel. It turns out that blankets and pies, unsurprisingly, are part of the solution.

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    Set post 11x3. The Mark of Cain is gone, but Dean has no idea how to deal with the aftermath. His relationship to Castiel is frayed, and he doesn't know how to talk to Sam anymore. The boys tackle a mysterious hunt, which quickly turns very dangerous to Dean, and he has to fight for his survival. Will he be able to work through his own guilt and fix things with the love of his life and his brother, before it's too late?

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    There's a lot that goes unsaid between the two of them, but this can't.

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    Dean was still having problems looking Castiel in the eye, and if he was honest with himself, he knew that that was his own fault. So when it happened, he simply added that to the pile of blame he shouldered for himself, and it barely registered against the crippling weight of the guilt he already carried for the things he’d done to the angel. Had he been more comfortable being close to Castiel, had he been able to talk to the man, had he just been able to be in the same room as him, then perhaps they could have avoided a whole heap of difficulty.

    It all spiralled from him refusing to accept Castiel’s help, pushing the angel away to mask his own frustration and humiliation at the things he’d done. When Castiel offered to heal him of the injuries he himself had inflicted, Dean said no, placing himself back into a purgatory of sorts, ice pack pressed to his face doing little to ease the pain or the swelling, but plenty to keep him from having to look at his brother or his friend. But Castiel hadn’t let it go.

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    Dean has always been good at holding things.

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    "The shirt falls to the floor. Dean’s entire body is trembling, his stomach clenched and anxious. He doesn’t know what this is. When Cas’s fingers land on his belt buckle, he has to fight hard not to shove him away, to yell at him to find someone better, someone more deserving of that goddamn look in his eyes."

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