19 Works in Scared John "Soap" MacTavish

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    A shot rang out as Soap snapped his head up, remembering there were more hostiles in the room with him. Relief spread through him as he watched two fall.

    Ghost.

    “Soap, give me somethingーhow copy?” Ghost pleaded through the mic, torn up with static.

    Soap could only cough as he tried to press the button, fingers flicking at it weakly. More men were on him before he could get a word out, grabbing him by his arms and hoisting him to his knees. He felt cold metal hit his head, his vertigo plagued eyes tracing to the pistol that was now pressed against his skin.

     

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    A scouting mission goes wrong, Soap gets ambushed, then gets separated from his team. He has to fight for his survival alone in the wilderness.

    NOT ABANDONED - I’m just on summer break I’ll get back to writing when I go back to school dw yall

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    When Soap opens his eyes, it’s not to the sharp, sterile white of hospital fluorescents like he’s come to expect after a mission gone wrong.

    It’s warm. Soft. Dust dancing lazily in the air above him. The mattress beneath him is firm but unfamiliar. The pillow smells faintly of cigarette smoke and old linen.

     

     

    Where the fuck—

     

     

    Pain slams into his skull like a brick. A deep, throbbing ache just behind his eyes that makes him groan low in his throat. It comes paired with the dry pull of dehydration and a strange tightness in his chest that flares every time he tries to move.

    Then he hears it.

    Breathing.

    Close.

    Too close.

    Slow, uneven—like whoever it is can’t decide if they’re relieved or about to fall apart. The rhythm’s just off enough to trigger every survival instinct he’s got.

    Something is wrong.

    His eyes snap to the side.

    And there, sitting far too near on the edge of the bed, is a shape he knows instantly.

    Skull mask. Broad shoulders. Black tactical gear, dusty and worn.

    Ghost.

    •• ━━━━━ ••●•• ━━━━━ ••

    Or; Ghost kidnaps Soap.

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    Her coat was a gentle white, decently long, and so soft to the touch. Her gangly legs and long snout just added to her appeal, she looked so awkward and yet so adorable.


    Or, the fic where I give Ghost a silken windhound and let him be soft with her.

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    “If you let yourself have what you want… what would you do to me?”

    Ghost’s eyes lock back onto Soap in an instant. There's a flicker in his expression—hesitation, restraint—but it’s gone in an instant, swallowed by a raw, all-consuming need.

    “I wish I could live inside you,” Ghost murmurs, voice hoarse, wrecked. “I wish I could tear you apart, rip you open and look at what’s inside—fuck, your blood…” His breath shudders as his gaze drops to Soap’s arm, as if he’s trying to physically restrain himself from lunging.

    Soap’s stomach twists itself into knots.

    “I love every inch of you,” Ghost continues, his voice dipping lower, raspier, like the words are being dragged out of him. “You’re so vulnerable, so fragile. I fantasise about all the ways I could kill you. I want to fuck you while I chew on your veins, while I suck at your blood like I’m starving—want to bite you all over, scar your skin forever.”

    ─── ⋆⋅ ♰ ⋅⋆ ───

    Or, Simon Riley is a vampire and gains an obsession with John MacTavish. Perverted desires and pitiful impulse control lead to difficult and blissfully violent circumstances, with a side of mental terror and horrible coping mechanisms.

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    He was aware that, at certain times, things were said and done that did not have to be true; and Simon thought this was one of those times. That, in reality, Johnny had not meant those words because no one in their right mind would consider Simon to be the love of his life.

    Mostly narrated from Ghost's point of view, this fanfic is centered on how he gradually accepts that he can have beautiful things in life, be loved, and that not all the good things in his life will be taken out of his hands. That not everything is suffering.

    Makarov is not the main villain here ;)

    A/N: This is a translation of a fanfic I'm writing in Spanish, so please forgive any spelling mistakes or the misuse of any word.

    A/N: Tags updated

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    Era consciente de que, en ciertos momentos, se decían y hacían cosas que no tenían por qué ser ciertas; y Simon pensaba que ésta era una de esas veces. Que, en realidad, Johnny no había dicho aquellas palabras en serio porque nadie en su sano juicio consideraría a Simon como el amor de su vida.

    Este fanfic, mayormente narrado desde el punto de vista de Ghost, está centrado en cómo va aceptando, poco a poco, que puede tener cosas bonitas en la vida, ser amado y que no todo lo bueno de su vida se le arrancará de las manos. Que no todo es sufrir.

    Makarov no es el villano principal ;)

    ¡Espero que os guste!

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    He grabbed his rifle and held it tight in his hands, he didn’t know why he felt this sense of caution when it was a familiar voice speaking to him. A voice he had grown to trust and knew cared for him. But now it made him feel anxious and unsettled.

    He looked around, he didn’t see anything as he heard the voice call again.

    “Johnny”

    He gulped as he took a step from the room, it was hesitant and had a slight tremor to it but kept taking slow steps until the room that had been untouched came into view. The one down the hallway.

    He stared down it, his gun pointing directly at the door.

    The now opened door.

    ——————
    Or

    Soap goes on a solo mission deep in the forest to receive files from a hidden cabin. Things don’t go as planned

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    31 days, 31 Ghost/Soap centric fics. Welcome to Mini's Whumptober!

    Tags will be in notes at the beginning of each chapter

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    A misunderstanding occurs when an amnesiac Soap is found. After a mission gone wrong only this time he assumes. He’s being punished and takes a near instant weariness of Ghost.

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    “Just think about it, alright?”

    He didn’t answer straight away. Instead, Simon allowed the silence to return and carded his fingers through his partner’s mohawk like he’d wanted to do earlier. It was soothing, touching him like this. Grounding.

    “Alright, Johnny,” he whispered. “I’ll think about it.”

    --

    Ever since Simon retired from the service, his nightmares had been getting the better of him. When Johnny proposes a solution, they both need to overcome their fears to find a way forward, meeting someone new along the way.

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    Soaps never been good with storms, made worse from working with bombs. Thankfully one simon Riley is happy to help :)

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    A month before meeting him, Ghost dreams about Johnny. About the bullet in his head. His blood on the floor. And his weight in Ghost’s lap as he tries to find a pulse.

    Soap is brash, childish, and mouthy. Ghost has only had him for a day, but if anything happened to him, he would kill everyone in the room and then himself.

    Another MW3 fix-it because there can frankly not be too many.

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    “You’re an interesting one.”

    Soap doesn’t know where to point his gun, because like the humming, the voice is everywhere. It’s distorted and it sounds like multiple voices in one. It’s terrifying, yet he wants more of it. “Right here.” He hears the distorted voice whisper-hiss in his ear, and he snaps his head around, and nothing was there. Only darkness. Nothing but darkness. That ecstatic feeling leaves and is replaced with that fear that grips your heart.

    He turns his head back and is met with eyes in the dark, and they come at him so fast he couldn’t breathe, only flinching as he is certain he is going to be met with his demise.
    It doesn’t come, and he can hear breathing right in front of him, and it makes the hair on his neck stand. He’s too horrified to open his eyes at this point, and all he can hear is the breathing and his own heart racing. He backs up as much as he can, til his back is pressed against a tree, which startles him into opening his eyes.

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    Now both, shoulder to shoulder, sat in silence. A silence that filled the room, as if it were waiting for someone to take the fall.

    "So... you're a writer" Ghost broke the silence

    Soap's heart sanked as Ghost talked. He was dead.
    Soap, stuttering, didn't know what to say. He wanted to sink in a hole and never come back

    "It's fine, you don't have to talk." Ghost continued

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    Warmth filled his chest at the prospect of the future. Once he had thought the job was his life; probably because it actually had been. He had resigned himself to an early, violent death on a battlefield. Recently, he had started accepting the chance at the opposite.

    Like the fresh buds on the trees rushing past the car window, Price felt a new start coming with spring.

     

    Soap and Ghost are forced out of retirement when Price goes MIA.

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    “That's a dog!” Johnny’s voice was as quiet as a shriek of absolute terror would allow.

    “Yes.” Came the answer matter-of-factly, “a puppy. Now keep quiet about this or I will get in trouble.”
    The man didn't seem to think that simply telling Johnny to shut up could possibly backfire on him. Usually people were intimidated by his presence, he supposed, but with a couple years of military career, Johnny was not. That didn't mean that he wasn't positively floundering at the dog that had poked its head out of the three quarters unzipped hoodie jacket of the man beside him.

    “How did you- this-” Soap opened and closed his mouth a few times in a quite passable carp impersonation, “How did ye get this thing through security!”

    All that he got in reply was a shrug. And then, after a long pause, finally some words: “Same way I got my guns through security.”

    Words that Johnny couldn’t believe got a single second. “Yer fucking what?”

    - - -

    or: Simon smuggled a puppy on a plane and Johnny is not happy about it

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    "Why don't you like him? He's always seemed to like you, he's never been aggressive or anything has he?" Ghost asks. Riley comes bounding back inside, tongue lolling from his mouth as he skids across the wooden floor. Just like that, with a sharp intake of breath, Soaps tension returns.

    "No, it's not his fault, I'm just not a dog person." Soap mutters. His eyes never meet Ghosts, constantly trained on the stalking body of Riley who is searching for his toy.

    "Johnny, I really don't mind trying to get in touch with Price-"

    "Simon, drop it, the dog stays!" Soap insists, "Trust me, he's fine."

    It isn't fine. It's absolutely as far from fine as Ghost thinks it can get. Soap hasn't relaxed once since getting there, too worked up by the dogs presence to even consider chilling out. As expected, Johnnys patience doesn't last and on the third day, he breaks.

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    Price asks Ghost to take Riley on leave with him. Ghost would love to, except Soap is terrified of dogs. It wouldn’t be an issue if it wasn’t for the fact that Soap is his secret partner and is expecting to visit.

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    Two weeks after Valeria was released from prison, her and Alejandro are back together and are just trying to get their grocery shopping done when they run into some friends of theirs.

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    He ruined it. He ruined everything. 

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