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  1. 17

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    He remembers their night together like it was yesterday, but she acts like it never happened.

    After years living in Kirkwall, Fenris is adapted to the drumbeat of the city. He understands it as a world as complicated as his former home of Minrathous, with magic and freedom at war in its heart. In taking his freedom, he has somehow found family and friends within the City of Chains. Something that brings up conflicted and complicated emotions for one with such a scarred history. None more complicated than Hawke...but does he even deserve to feel that way after what he did?

    Beginning in Act 2, this story follows the latter part of my Mage Fem Hawke and Fenris' romance. Love this broody boy...enjoy!

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    Lily and Harry Potter were trapped in an endless loop of reincarnations, serving Death for cheating it; but Death was fair, they stay together as mother and child. Every life is different, but one thing is always the same; Harry Potter has his mother's eyes.

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  3. 5

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    Hawke flirts with Tallis and Fenris is jealous, but why exactly is he jealous? He and Hawke aren’t together, that was his choice.

    An exploration of suppressing one’s desires and forming an emotional attachment after physical connection.

    With graphic pussy eating. : )

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  4. 3

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    It makes him sick, the way he feels about Bethany Hawke. She is everything he is meant to hate, not only a mage but an apostate too. But she has wormed her way into his life.

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  5. 8

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    Hawke went to bed alone, but is awakened in the middle of the night to find an intruder in the mansion

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  6. 9

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    "How strange it was, to face something as daunting and wonderful as freedom and know she need not be afraid, because now, she wasn’t facing it alone."

    A newly-freed Orana struggles to understand what it really means to be free. As Orana gets settled into her new life, Hawke is determined to support her every step of the way -- but the path to freedom isn't an easy one, and good intentions don't always translate to good outcomes. As Orana learns, for the first time, how to live a free life and make decisions for herself, she makes unexpected discoveries, learns new skills, and even makes some unlikely friends. This is a story about freedom, independence, friendship, and recovering from trauma.

    Now featuring Fenris being broody and closed off as he tries his best not to deal with his complicated feelings about life, freedom, and most of all, Hawke.

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  7. 1

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    Acercó una silla que estaba oculta en la oscuridad y la dejó caer enfrente de mí.
    Tomó asiento más divertida.
    —Te escucho.
    Mi escapatoria era imposible.
    Suspiré antes de imitar su sonrisa. Esperaba que Hawke me perdonase.
    —Para eso, vamos a tener que volver atrás en el tiempo.
    Acomodé mi voz antes de comenzar a narrar…

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  8. 1

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    "I just hope this time you’ll reply to my message and come home. I know you will."

     

    Being older doesn't mean you're any wiser. It just means you have more baggage.

    Ten years later, a world-hardened musician and a suburban dad connect again and old feelings resurface. It's not perfect, there's still prejudice and old ghosts everywhere. But sometimes you have to admit, being alone is so much worse than being with someone.

    Until you realize by being together you're only hurting the person you love.

    Second part of a trilogy.
    Updates on Mondays.

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  9. 83

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    Lilian DuFleur is born with hair the colour blood and a destiny on her shoulders she couldn't possibly understand; and when she stares down at the child in her arms, the memories of Lily Evans threaten to drown her.

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  10. 10

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    Fenris has a question. Anders has many more.

    Featuring feathers, lemon-scented everything and an Orlesian with a silly moustache.

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  11. 4

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    Since Danarius’s death, Fenris has been experiencing a strange unease that gradually intensifies into a suffocating pressure within his body. What begins as a vague discomfort takes a physical form during a routine trip to the Wounded Coast, forcing Fenris to confront hidden truths about himself, and forcing Anders into the role of helping him.

    A rewrite of my older abadoned fic "We are more than how the world sees us".

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  12. 2

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    Fenris is a fascinating man:
    He reminds her of those books her father kept in the top shelves of his study, beautiful leather painted with gold promising mysteries beyond her imagination. Just out of reach, above what her fingertips could touch no matter how her arm would strain trying.

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  13. 7

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    Dead.

    Anders was sure he was dead when he could formulate thoughts again. He tried to focus on small things, like his arms for instance which felt uncomfortably numb but slowly, so slowly feeling came back to him and with it pain that danced across every muscle that made him wish he was dead.

    He debated on just laying here and accepting whatever fate fell upon him but the sudden incessant jabbing in his side forced him to crack his eyelids open. Immediate regret washed over him just like the nausea from the intrusion of the vague shapes in front of his eyes.

    Another sharp jab forced his vision to clear slightly which was met with a very unimpressed and slightly bloody Fenris, who had his foot shoved into his side.

    “Dont tell me im stuck with you in death too.”

    “What? Dont be ridiculous, get up we need to find Hawke.” Fenris squinted at him through the low lighting and dust that whipped around them before crawling down the sloped debri Anders was precariously laying upon.

     

    A simple excursion into the mountains turns into an inescapable mess when a cave collapse forces Fenris and Anders to rely on one another to make it home.

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  14. 10

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    Fenris would love nothing more than to forget his past and Garret Hawke might just be the man who could help with that. He tries his best to pull away, but the gravitation just might pull him back again. Can he forget his past, or will he be swallowed by the revenge and insecurities? Only time will show.

    Inspired by Danarius's words during "Alone"-questline. "Do I detect a note of jealousy? Not surprising. The lad is rather skilled, isn’t he?" Happens after Act 2's "Questioning Beliefs"-quest.
    Mostly told from Fenris's POV, going through Act 2.
    Warning: there will be spoilers!
    Updates on Tuesdays and Fridays. (At "I'm not at work" o'clock)

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  15. 75

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    Fenris has a unique, troubling, and wholly inappropriate reaction to Hawke's magic.

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  16. 2

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    "He was pointed and piercing, cold yet captivating, beautiful in the way only deadly things can be."

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  17. 17

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    Hawke doesn’t ask him to go. Instead, slowly unfolds his spine and stands from where he’d been leaning over the hearth, asks him the question he’s held cupped in rough palms since Isabela, all soft, hushed whispers and coaxing fingers, had pulled him away from his mother’s corpse.

    “Am I to blame for not saving her?”

    There’s a stillness before Fenris replies.

    “I could say no, but would that help?” Hawke isn’t looking at him anymore, though he feels his gaze burning between his shoulder blades. “You are looking for forgiveness, but I’m not the one who can give it to you.”

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  18. 4

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    Kirkwall but modern (with magic)

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  19. 4

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    After helping the Inquisitor stop the Nightmare, she is ready to go to Weisshaupt to warn the wardens. Varric convinces her to find Fenris so he can go with her. Hawke is a little worried about how he will react to seeing her again after leaving without telling him.

    Rated M for safety.

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  20. 31

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    Fenris/Female Mage Hawke. Just filling in those delightfully wide gaps that canon has left us.

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