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    Natalie was still fucking hounding him about ’self-care’ and ‘therapy’ and all that other bullshit, and now Sydney would team up with her, and it was all because of that stupid fucking article that decided it wanted to come in and fuck up the closest thing to normalcy he’d ever had in his entire fucking life.

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    David Fields covets silence, every word spoken with his permission only. The only way to communicate is through food.

    Carmy accepts the challenge; pours himself into the job with everything he has, desperate to show Chef who he really is.

    Or: Carmy’s time in New York and the aftermath that follows.

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    Carmy calls David. They slowly grow closer in their relationship. David seethes about the truffle guy. They also have phone sex. Again.

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    “Why don’t you wanna have sex?”

    “Huh?” Carmy says, because he doesn’t know what to say to that. Oh, sorry Claire, I can’t fuck you cuz my sexual experiences include my mom and my boss, and that makes sex a bit weird for me.


    aka carmy was sexually abused by donna, which complicates things

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    Carmy is freshly back from NY, facing the aftermath of his brother’s death; in other words, he inherited The Beef.
    With no money in his pocket and a bun in the oven, he starts his new stage of life in Chicago.

    *I just wanted to see Carmy suffer and recover, that's quite literally all this fic is about.

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    In the walk-in, Carmy can't help but let memories wash over him. Once outside, he has to face reality and what it means for him once he realizes his eyes might have betrayed him, just like he has betrayed his team.

    ***
    After the walk-in, Carmy has to face his past, the present situation he has put himself in, and navigate through the first steps of fixing his mistakes. He reaches out to Luca, the one person capable of helping him deal with New Yorkian nights that still haunt him. Sugar and Syd are there to help him through the night.

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    2/?
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    Chef David serves up the kind of pain that Carmen thinks he deserves, he didn't realize it would have *that* kind of effect on him, too

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    Chef moved his mouth closer to Carmen’s ear, which made him shudder involuntarily. “Say you’re my bitch, Carmen.”

    “I’m your bitch, Chef.” And he was. And it was okay. And he would probably jerk off in the shower to the memory of Chef’s breath against his neck later that evening. They said that masturbation relieves stress, but Carmen did it to relive it.

    ~

    Carmen is horny for his boss, he's a poor little meow meow who lowkey thinks he deserves to be hurt and used.

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    Carmen confronts Chef. He remembers.

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    7
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    "No one told you to stop." Chef says near his ear, low and gravelly in a way he's never heard from him. He hadn't realized his movement had stopped, wine glass held uselessly in one hand and the sponge in the other.

    "Yes, Chef." It wasn't meant to be a yes to this--to everything. He doesn't think the other took it as that, either, but his hands smooth up over the small of his back anyways.

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    11/?
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    There was an urge to tell him to fuck off, of course, because he was just walking home after work and he wasn't a hooker, but then he had thought of his cut hours at the gas station and the interviews he kept flubbing and that if he didn't get some money soon his brother was going to get fucking jumped at DOC--and instead replied: “how much you got on you?”

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    2/?
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    An alternative to S03 Ep10

    “I think, instead of cooking, I should have taught you when to shut your mouth.”

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    “If Mikey knew—” Richie tries.

    Carmy doesn’t let him finish.

    “But he didn’t,” Carmy laughs. “He didn’t want to know.”

    Would Mikey still have shot himself if he knew what was happening to his baby brother? If he knew how much Carmy needed him?

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    Two sketches of Carmy and Chef Not-McHale.

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    Carmy finally has his chance to tell Chef David how he really felt about him as a boss when he goes to the funeral at Ever. Things don’t go according to plan when Carmy seems to be unable to find the words to confront his boss.

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    Carmen’s just so angry. He’s shaking with the enormity of the emotion, with the effort it takes to keep himself together.

    “No need for the suspense.” David has the nerve to still be smiling, like he has no idea what Carmy could possibly be upset about. “Are you here to fight or to fuck?” He says the words with the same cadence one might comment on the weather. “I have a preference as to which, if you’d like to hear.”

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    Carmen is working in new york under a chef (who we all know is Joel Mchale) who is always on his ass. After a particularly hard shift, Chef decides that it's time for some much-needed stress relief.

    (Collection of other short stories about this dynamic to be added.)

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    Carmy froze. Again, he saw himself in New York. The empty fridge, the bare table, the never-utilized dishwasher that any normal New York resident would have died for. His mind flashed back to the time a girl, whose name he can’t remember, laid above him, both at a loss of breath from a quick fuck that was only to get Carmy’s stress levels down. He remembered how her fingers could effortlessly fit between the valleys of his ribs. The way the goosebumps rose on her skin at that realization. She was new to Noma and her naivety from culinary school made her freeze up. She threatened to tell Chef, she told Carmy she loved him, both things that were never true. She said something about anorexia, something about her sister being a ballerina. Carmy, mind still cloudy with orgasm, only asked if the sister was the best ballerina.

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    Sydney starts acting a lot like a younger, thinner, New Yorker Carmen Berzatto. The older, stronger, Chicagoian Carmen Berzatto is worried out of his mind

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    “The chef there was a real asshole… but uh, for a while I kinda worshipped him anyway you know? Like even though he said so much awful shit to me, even though he crossed every line I had… I-I still fucking latched onto every criticism, constructive or not, and then when he complimented me it was like I’d get high on it. I chased those short lived moments through all the abuse. I put up with it until I had a reason to leave, the reason, and only when I was gone did I realize I should’ve done it sooner.”
    —-
    A little dive into Carmy’s unhealthy relationship with the NYC Chef

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    Carmy is in the swing of things at The Bear when, one night, an unexpected guest from Carmy's past comes into the restaurant.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    22
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    74
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    11
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    2,656

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