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“I'm.. sorry you had to see me like that Rob. I know it's gross.” Finney frowned looking over at his boyfriend who was getting settled on his bed.
“It's okay Querida it's not your fault for what happened. Neither of us knew that he was gonna do.. that.” Robin said, moving closer to finney and wrapping an arm around him in a attempt to comfort his boyfriend.
“I know.. I just feel gross and really bad about it.. you were never. Ever. Supposed to see me like that. Unless it's.. something we decided to do when we're older — and I'm sorry for what he said to you..” Finney said as he felt the shame and guilt of it all bubbling back up inside him, like a raging heat he couldn't escape.
“It's okay Mi amor, Really it is. I've seen you at your best, and your worst. I could never see you any differently despite anything we go through, I'll always be at your side.” Robin said, rubbing a comforting hand on Finney's back, as he nuzzled his head on the other boy's shoulder.
“You're right.. thank's for not making me feel too bad about this really Rob.” Finney said as he leaned into the touch, he trusted robin with his whole heart — he knew the other teenager would never hurt him.
“Ofcourse Finn, it's what boyfriend's do.” Robin smiled as he sat up a bit, pulling Finney into his lap wrapping his arms around the others waist. This was nothing new really, they'd cuddle like this all the time. They stayed like that for a bit until Finney had to go use the bathroom, while he was gone Robin had gotten up himself and sorted through some of Finney's hidden comic books, pulling out "The Tomb Of Dracula, Lord Of Vampires! Cross of fire.. Cross of fear." since it seemed interesting enough. He sat back on the bed, legs crossed as he waiting for his boyfriend to come back.
Finney returned and cuddled up to Robin's side, Taking interest of the comic in his hand.
“What'd you pick?" Finney asked, peering at the title of the comic book he hadn't had the chance to read it himself yet since his father usually didn't allow him to have comic books with "Demonic" Covers, Tho this one he had snuck.
”Oh.. I dunno. I just sifted through the pile of comics and found this one, I was thinking maybe to take your mind off of what happened we could read it together?” Robin suggested as he gently took one of Finney's hands into his own, rubbing his thumb over the other teenagers knuckles.
”It looks cool, I haven't read it yet so that's a good idea to read it together. Thank you for not thinking I'm like.. this monster and stuff and still wanting to be with me after all that muck.” Finney sighed as he laid his head on Robin's shoulder, Chestnut curl's spreading down messily as the other teenager opened up the comic book and began to read it out loud to Finney.
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”If I'm in my body, And you're in yours with no way to swap how can we ever truly be together? No matter how hard I press my face against yours a space remains. So am I alone? Are you alone?” Finney asked, As they had already gone through five or six comics already. They were sat there in a comfortable silence, Until ofcourse Finney's mind drifted off to meaningless things.
”We'll always be truly together Mi Amor, no matter what happens I'm yours and you're mine, I would do anything for you even if it meant having another mans blood on my hands. I'd go to the moon and back if you really wanted me to.” Robin said, as he sat up a bit and pressed a soft but chaste kiss to the other boys forehead. No matter what amount of flowery words he could use, He could never put into words how much he loved Finney. Not only as a lover but as a friend, And someone who he holds so close and dearly to his heart.
“Oh Robby.. You know just how to make me feel better and loved. I know even if one day all the stars explode, you'll be the lone and remaining one shining the brightest in the night sky. You're the moon, I'm the sun. And I know it might just sound.. corny to say but you're the only one who actually cares about my astrology stuff.” Finney said, Not realizing that he was rambling on and on. It just came naturally. He felt safe around Robin, He felt safe enough to ramble and yap, to use references and talk about his interests. In shorter words, they were both hopelessly inlove.