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Last year, Inojin came out as a transgender to his family who did not understand everything by not knowing what it means, he had to take a full afternoon to explain it while adding at the end the choice of Inojin and not deadname as well as the fact of using pronouns him and him! Saï doesn’t care that he got used to changing in less than a month, based on the principle that the time his child is happy, the rest he does not care! He even volunteered to help him change his name officially! But on the other hand Ino... How to say... She accepts it but it may be a year ago, impossible for her to properly gender her son more than ten minutes even trying for a reason that escapes her, justified by the fact that she gave birth to him.
Unnecessary justification since all the people who surround them correctly kind of Inojin not being shocked to see that he always had a rather androgynous physique, at least with the support of Sai, Sakura and Shikadai, he was able to change his name officially, which in his eyes is a good thing despite the fact that it’s hard to have a mother who at best calls him “My baby” by trying to be happy by ignoring what Ino can say to him when deep down inside of him, he feels not to be legitimate to be if his mother had to hurt with it.
Involuntarily, it makes him fall into a deep evil being by making him have black ideas that he sometimes gives in by getting scars when everyone is asleep, he blames himself that just for his mother who does not bother to get used to it that it made him fall so low to the point of wanting to die or find a genius that will allow him to be reborn as a cisgender man, this self-destructive tendency has become a real addiction by not being able to stop even trying, his brain can’t help but think about it having almost been surprised by Sakura who went to the wrong room to go to the toilet, taking the time to sit on the edge of the bed and talk to her.
Why don’t you stay with us if you’re not sleeping? You’re not two years old anymore, you can come down if you want to.” Giving him a comforting smile, Sakura finds it a bit unfortunate that he tends to get away from others.
"I prefer to be alone if it’s so that Mom can say I’m her princess... I wish she could understand but well, I’m used to it." Not seeking to lie to him, Inojin does not want to be grieved for knowing that there is worse.
“One day she won’t say “her” to you, we’ll say there’s progress on the fact that she doesn’t call you deadname but nicknames. » Trying to reassure him, Sakura doesn’t like him feeling bad.
"May be but I’m used to it... Don’t worry, go back with them, I’m just waiting for a miracle that will eventually happen." Remaining well covered so that she does not see the massacre, Inojin gives her a fake smile to encourage her to go away.
“If you say so, you can come to me if you feel the need.”
Before leaving, Sakura puts a kiss in his hair wishing him good night, Inojin feels bad about having was close to being surprised by putting away his torture weapons before trying to leave in fear of how it will go at the sleepover organized by Sarada, Not being stupid, he did not take it by spending a pleasant evening and taking advantage of being considered a man! But the time has come to sleep, Inojin cannot find sleep by becoming nervous while others are asleep, his arms itch when he arrives not to think of something else! Even trying, he does not succeed in going to the court to get some air while refraining from scratching, Inojin feels like a jerk who did not know how to take advantage of being surprised by Sakura who was not on her way to bed.
"Inojin... what’s the matter with you? I saw that you are in the west even trying to interest you, tell me everything without sending me baladé." Sitting next to her, Sakura doesn’t like lies and won’t settle for half-truths.
“I promise to tell you in a few days, there, I just can’t sleep but that’s it!” Knowing that he is trapped, Inojin nevertheless tries to talk about it a little later by not wanting to talk about it now.
“It’s not going to make things better by pretending, you know that?” Trying to encourage him to talk, Sakura doesn’t know what he’s hiding or how he could sleep easier.
I know but I just want to find a way to get tired and quickly go to sleep! I’m used to this but I don’t see myself doing it here... » If for Inojin it’s with a sharp object, it can really be confusing.
It’s true that you can’t masturbate next to someone, but there is a solution that could do the trick without being embarrassing for everyone. Blushing with the idea that came to her mind, Sakura is feeling like a pervert.
Realizing that he was going to sell himself, Inojin prefers to go in the sense that yes, he thought of it just not to blow his cover. “What’s your idea? I mean, I’m planning on not doing anything so it doesn’t matter, it happens that you don’t sleep well!”
“If you want then we can do it if you want, I don’t care what you have between your legs, you say you’re a guy so you got one but I don’t force it!” Telling him clearly, Sakura doesn’t know how much just the fact that in his eyes he is a man because he says it can make her happy.
“If it is done with the light off, I will.”
Instead of talking, Sakura takes his hand by going to her room which is on the ground floor, not turning on the light at Inojin’s request, the two kissing with their clothes that end up on the floor, even though Sakura has only sucked penises all her life, it is she who will dominate by giving him little caresses and understanding why the will to do so in the dark by not saying anything for tonight not wanting to spoil the moment, also avoiding touching her chest to avoid any pain from it, Sakura not really knowing if the relationship is really straight by really caring about it, Inojin wanting to start by not daring to say that it will be his first time.
"We.... Can we start? " A little awkward, Inojin wants to start by finding that her caresses are already strong pleasant.
“Yes, we can, if you ever want me to change the rhythm or even stop, do not hesitate to tell me.” Suspecting that he doesn’t really have experience, Sakura wants to make him feel safe and listen to his desires.
“I would, don’t worry about that.”
Trusting him, Sakura kisses him before settling between his legs by not hesitating before starting to give him a cunnilingus without knowing if it makes him happy trying to do what we would like to do to him! Sakura makes little circles fast with his tongue being able to hear small moans from Inojin proof that it does him good, he gets wet when he finds it nice! Even if he doesn’t really like having a vagina, there, he is boyfriend with just for the pleasure that it can be to get licked!
Trying to hide behind his hand when he is unable to contain himself, Inojin comes out a much louder moan when Sakura penetrates it with two fingers, he did not expect but it does him good by letting her do.
Remaining gentle in her gesture, Sakura gradually increases the rhythm of her fingers to find the one that will please Inojin the best, who tries to limit the noise he can make by biting his lips, the idea of being heard a little but not, he takes too much pleasure in wanting to go to the end of things! Enjoy everything we can offer him just knowing that sexually, he likes doing with women! Sakura confirmed things to him by taking care of him.
Desiring to see him go wild under the pleasure, Sakura finally added a third finger by getting
the fingering like a little whore! Already that was fun until now but there! It’s the party in her little pussy! Letting himself go permanently in his moans, his brain being unable to think by finding that it is a moment of pure pleasure! Sakura stops licking him after a while to make bites and suck between his thighs hoping that it will not make too much mark.
Torturing a little Inojin in order to make their relationship last longer, Sakura has the pleasure of hearing and feeling him have his orgasm, letting him regain his mind and let him dress again before turning on the light, Letting him go to the toilet keeping it secret, taking heart to help him get better mentally even if some slip in bed, it is a little strange for Sakura and Inojin who are close, intimate but without feelings.
The advantage is that through his sexuality, Inojin has found a way to stop hurting himself to make his rotten mind pale, it suits him by saying that even if his mother does not gender him properly, others do so by finding that he is quite a fuckable man.