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Kaname truly was making up for lost time, ten thousand years of waiting for his mate, and now, finally, he had Zero beneath him, their souls intertwined in a bond that was as ancient as it was unbreakable.
How could he stop loving his mate now? The sound of Zero's moaning was like music to his ears, a symphony that echoed the completion of something he had longed for through countless ages.
Tonight, they had consummated their bond, something Kaname hadn't anticipated happening so soon, but something that felt as natural as breathing.
Kaname moved slowly, savoring every moment, every shiver, every moan that escaped Zero’s lips.
It felt as though the universe itself had finally aligned. This was not just passion, though that burned between them like a wildfire. This was something far deeper, more sacred.
As he moved against Zero, feeling the heat of their bodies merging, the world outside ceased to exist. There was no Yuki, no other concerns—only the two of them, bound together by fate and blood.
The connection they shared was more than physical; it was spiritual, a melding of two souls that were always meant to find one another, despite the odds.
Kaname could taste it in Zero's blood, the acceptance, the surrender to what they were.
Zero might not fully understand it yet, might still wrestle with the complexities of their bond, but he had accepted it on some level. Kaname only hoped that when the dawn came, Zero wouldn’t try to back out, wouldn’t try to distance himself from the reality of their connection.
But even if he did, Kaname wouldn’t allow it.
This bond was sacred, a rare and precious gift that not even Kaname himself could fully comprehend right now.
Kaname was determined to help both himself and Zero understand, to guide each other through the intricacies of what it meant to be mates.
He would be patient, gentle when needed, but he would also be firm.
There was no going back from this.
They were bound in every sense of the word, and Kaname would make sure Zero felt that with every fiber of his being.
The night stretched on, the intensity between them never wavering. For Kaname, this was more than just physical pleasure—it was the culmination of centuries of waiting, of longing, of searching for the one soul that was made to complete his.
And now that he had Zero, he would never let him go.
No matter how many times Kaname took Zero, the feeling always takes his breath away. The way Zero's body fits around his, the way Zero trembles and arches beneath him, surrendering so completely.
The heat of him, the tight grip of his muscles around Kaname.—it's intoxicating, and every time Kaname enters Zero, it feels like coming home.
Kaname paused, buried deep inside Zero, savoring the moment, the way Zero's body clenches instinctively around Kaname, like it never wants to let go. Kaname felt the tension in Zero's muscles, the slight quiver in his thighs. Kaname brushed his lips against the curve of Zero's neck, planting soft, lingering kisses that make his skin flush and his breath hitch.
"Kaname..." Zero’s voice broke on his name, a blend of desperation and trust, and Kaname’s heart clenched at the sound.
The sight of Zero like this—his hair fanned out against the pillows, his lips parted as he gasped for breath, his body moving instinctively in sync with Kaname’s—took Kaname’s breath away. It was a vision he wanted to etch into his memory forever.
"You’re so perfect," Kaname whispered, his lips brushing against Zero’s ear.
His hand slid down Zero’s side, his thumb tracing the soft curve of his hip. "I can’t believe you’re mine."
Zero’s response was a soft whimper, his fingers tightening in Kaname’s hair as if to keep him close. His legs wrapped around Kaname’s waist, pulling him in deeper, and the sensation was almost overwhelming.
Kaname's hands tighten on Zero's hips, as he pulls back slowly, almost all the way out, just to drive Zero crazy. Zero's whimper of protest is like music to Kaname's ears, and before Zero can beg for more, Kaname thrust back in, hard and deep.
"KANAME!" Zero cries out, his voice raw, and it sends a jolt of possessive pride through Kaname.
He pressed a series of lingering kisses along Zero’s jawline, his voice a husky murmur. "Does it feel like home, Zero? Because for me, there’s nowhere else I’d rather be."
Zero didn’t answer with words—he couldn’t.
The emotions were too much, too raw.
Instead, he tilted his head to capture Kaname’s lips in a kiss that was desperate and full of fire. Their tongues met, tangling in a rhythm as old as time itself.
Kaname swallowed Zero’s soft moans, pouring every ounce of his love and devotion into the kiss.
The room is filled with the sounds of their coupling—skin slapping against skin, Zero's cries, Kaname's own low grunts. Kaname's fingers digging into Zero hips, holding him in place as Kaname drove into him, over and over.
Kaname knew Zero was close, his body shaking, his breath coming in short, desperate gasps.
As they reached the peak of their passion, Kaname held Zero close, whispering words of love and devotion into his ear, letting him know that this was forever.
He would protect Zero, cherish him, and ensure that nothing would ever come between them.
No more running, no more doubts.
Zero was his, and he was Zero’s.
Kaname watched Zero sleep, his heart swelling with a fierce protectiveness. This was just the beginning of their journey together, and Kaname would do everything in his power to ensure that their bond remained strong, unbreakable.
Zero might struggle, might try to pull away, but Kaname knew that deep down, Zero felt it too—the rightness of this, the inevitability of their connection. And no matter what came next, Kaname was ready to face it, as long as he had Zero by his side.
As the light of midday filtered through the curtains, Zero lay entwined with Kaname, his body exhausted yet buzzing with the remnants of their intense night. His limbs were heavy with satisfaction, muscles sore in a way that promised he'd be feeling Kaname's presence in every movement for days.
He doubted he could move anytime soon.
Did they really do what they did? A pureblood vampire and an ex-human vampire hunter—what a funny couple they would make.
Part of him wanted to regret it, to take back the passionate surrender he had given to Kaname, but he couldn't bring himself to do it. Not after tasting Kaname's feelings through his blood.
That blood had been like a conduit, flooding him with Kaname's love, desire, and possessiveness.
There was no longer any room to argue that Kaname was just using him.
The way Kaname's arms were wrapped securely around him, holding him close, told Zero everything he needed to know. He was anchored, bound by an unspoken promise that felt both possessive and protective.
It was confusing, overwhelming, and yet, it felt like something inside him had finally clicked into place.
Zero's mind was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, struggling to process the seismic shift in their relationship. His entire existence had been defined by hatred and vengeance against vampires.
Yet here he was, lying in the arms of the very embodiment of what he had been taught to despise. And not just any vampire—a pureblood, the epitome of everything his kind was supposed to hunt.
His sworn enemy.
And yet, Kaname’s touch now traced gentle patterns on his skin, a soothing contrast to the storm that had raged between them hours before. It was almost tender, as if the pureblood were trying to reassure him.
Zero blushed, feeling the heat rise to his cheeks.
Did he really lose his virginity like that, so suddenly, without any planning? And to a male, no less?
The realization felt surreal. He had never thought about this sort of thing before; he had never had the luxury to.
He had always been too focused on survival, on hatred, on his duty as a hunter. Never in his wildest dreams had he imagined he would end up with a vampire—a male one.
He hadn’t imagined he’d end up with anyone.
Kaname’s presence beside him was calming, the rhythm of his breathing in sync with Zero’s own, pulling him back to the present moment.
He seemed lost in thought, his brows furrowed slightly, as if contemplating something beyond the physical bond they had shared. The tension in his body gradually eased as the moments passed, replaced by a quiet contentment that made Zero’s heart ache with confusion and yearning.
How had it come to this so suddenly?
From not being able to stand each other to becoming so crucial to each other's existence?
Zero thought back to the countless times they had clashed, their words laced with disdain, their glares burning with mutual resentment.
He had always seen Kaname as an arrogant, manipulative pureblood, someone who thought of him as nothing more than a tool, a pawn in his game. But now... now everything was different.
There was no denying the intensity of Kaname’s feelings, the raw passion they had shared, the undeniable connection that had bound them together.
Kaname seemed to sense his inner conflict. He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to Zero's forehead, a silent reassurance that he was there, that he understood.
"You're thinking too much, Zero," Kaname murmured against his skin, his voice a soothing lull.
"I need you to understand something."Zero shifted slightly, looking up to meet Kaname's gaze.
The intensity in Kaname's eyes had softened, replaced by a depth of emotion that made Zero's heart ache. "What is it?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
"No more time to think, no more running. You are mine," Kaname almost growled. "I don't share."
Zero sighed. "You don't share, but I suppose I'd have to share you with Yuki. You were horrible to me and did everything for her sake. What now?"Kaname's expression darkened for a moment before softening again.
He took a deep breath, his fingers stilling on Zero's skin. "Yuki is important to me, but she and I have always had a complicated relationship. My feelings for her are different from what I feel for you."
"Different how?" Zero challenged, his voice tinged with bitterness.
Kaname looked deeply into Zero's eyes, his own filled with a mixture of regret and determination. "Yuki was my responsibility, someone I needed to protect. But you, Zero, you are my equal, my mate. My love for you is not born out of duty or obligation. It's something much deeper, something I can't ignore or deny."
Zero's heart ached at Kaname's words, the sincerity in them cutting through his defenses. "But can you truly let go of her? Can you prioritize us over her?" he asked, his voice trembling with the weight of his insecurities.
What if this was all some sort of illusion.
Kaname cupped Zero's face, his thumb brushing gently across his cheek. "I can and I will," he promised, his voice steady and unwavering.
"You are my mate, my partner in every sense of the word. Our bond is unbreakable, and I will do everything in my power to make sure you know that."
Zero swallowed hard, the lump in his throat making it difficult to speak. "What about Yuki? What about her feelings?" Zero asked sadly.
"She’s clearly obsessed with you. I can’t be the reason for her pain, Kaname. She was there at my lowest." Zero cannot believe how complicated this has become.
Never in his dreams did he think that he and Yuki will have to fight over a man.
"I can’t be the reason for her losing the man she loves." Zero continues "I am willing to accept the bond and I accept you, but how can we cause so much pain and chaos?"
Kaname sighed deeply, his eyes reflecting a mixture of pain and understanding. "Zero, I understand your concern for Yuki. She’s been a significant part of both our lives."
He knew Zero’s concerns were valid, and the weight of their situation bore heavily on him too. "But my feelings for her is driven by a sense of duty and protection. My feelings for her were shaped by the responsibilities I felt towards her."
He stroked Zero's cheek gently, his touch filled with a tenderness that spoke volumes. "What I feel for you, it’s different. It's raw, real, and undeniable. We are meant to be."
Zero listened intently, his heart aching with the truth in Kaname's words. He wanted to believe in the bond they shared, but the fear of causing Yuki pain held him back.
"Yuki deserves happiness, just as we do," Kaname continued, his voice steady but gentle. "But the happiness we’re talking about is not something I can give her. It’s something she needs to find on her own. My role in her life has changed, and in time she will understands that."
Zero nodded slowly, the logic of Kaname's words settling in. But the emotional turmoil within him was still evident. "But what if she doesn’t understand? What if she can’t accept it?"
Kaname’s gaze softened further, his fingers gently brushing through Zero’s hair. "Then it’s up to us to help her understand. To show her that while our paths may be different now, it doesn’t mean she’s lost everything. She has to find her own strength and path, just as we have found ours."
Zero’s eyes shimmered with unshed tears, the enormity of their situation pressing down on him.
He knew Kaname was right, but the fear of the unknown loomed large. "I just don’t want to lose anyone, Kaname. Not you, not Yuki."
Kaname pulled Zero closer, their foreheads resting against each other. "And you won’t. We’ll navigate this together. We’ll find a way to help Yuki see that this is the best path for all of us. Our bond is strong, Zero. It’s something we can rely on, something we can build our future on. Trust in that, and trust in us."
Kaname continued "You need to know what will happen from now on."
Zero looked up at Kaname, his eyes searching for reassurance.
Kaname's gaze was steady and filled with a warmth that seemed to anchor Zero amidst the storm of his emotions.
Kaname took a deep breath, preparing to lay out what lay ahead. "We've crossed a significant threshold," Kaname began, his tone calm and deliberate.
"What happened between us was not just a physical act; it was a profound change in our relationship. We are no longer just two beings with a complicated past. We've moved beyond that, and it means that our future together needs to be redefined."He paused, ensuring Zero was absorbing his words.
"From now on, our bond is deeper. We will face challenges together, but we will also experience moments of profound connection. You should know that being with me means accepting both the responsibilities and the rewards of our bond. I care for you deeply, and that care is not just about physical satisfaction. It's about being there for you, supporting you, and protecting you."Kaname's hand continued to trace soothing patterns on Zero's back, his touch gentle but insistent.
"Our relationship will evolve. We will continue to explore what it means to be together, to support each other, and to navigate the complexities of our lives. You will have a place in my world, and I will have a place in yours."
Kaname kept his tone gentle, his mate was young and not a born vampire. He needed to understand the bond and the vampire ways.
"But with that comes a commitment from both of us. We need to communicate openly and honestly, to understand each other's needs and boundaries."He looked into Zero's eyes, his expression sincere.
"I want us to build something lasting and meaningful. It won't always be easy, but it will be worth it. And above all, I need you to trust me. Trust that I am here for you, that I care for you in a way that goes beyond the physical. Trust that together, we can face whatever comes our way."
Zero closed his eyes, letting Kaname’s words wash over him.
He could feel the sincerity and determination in every word, the strength of their bond providing a reassuring anchor in the storm of emotions.
Slowly, he began to accept that while their path was fraught with challenges, it was also filled with the promise of a love that could overcome any obstacle.
"Alright," Zero whispered, his voice filled with a tentative hope. "I trust you, Kaname. I trust us."
Kaname smiled, a look of profound relief and gratitude crossing his features.
As the light continued to fill the room, Kaname and Zero lay entwined, their hearts and souls united by a bond that promised to withstand the trials ahead.
It was a new beginning, one filled with both challenges and the promise of a love that could transcend any obstacle. And in that moment, they found solace and strength in each other’s embrace, ready to face whatever the future held, together.
They lay there for a while longer, basking in the quietude of their newfound understanding. Kaname would kiss him sofly every other minute and trail lingering kisses along his shoulder blades making Zero blush.
The sun had fully risen by the time they reluctantly began to untangle themselves from each other, the reality of the day ahead starting to settle in.
Zero winced as he moved, his body still aching from the intensity of the night before, a pain shooting through his back that was already fading, probably because of Kaname's strong blood within him.
Kaname noticed and immediately helped him, concern etched on his face. "Are you alright?"
Zero gave a small, reassuring smile. "Just a bit sore. But I’ll be fine."
Kaname's eyes softened with a mix of guilt and love. "I’m sorry I was too rough. I never wanted to cause you pain."
Zero shook his head. "It wasn’t just pain, Kaname. It was... everything else too. It’s just going to take some time to adjust, though we could have done without you going at it all night."
Kaname smiled, a hint of mischief in his eyes. "Sorry, purebloods are possessive beings, and the more you called out my name, the more I wanted to hear it."
Kaname picked Zero up despite Zero's protests. "Let's get you cleaned up. I will arrange for food and hot healing tea for your throat."
Zero blinked. "How did you know my throat was hurting?"
Kaname chuckled. "Your voice is hoarse, but that's to be expected when you moan and scream your mate's name all night."
Zero blushed and murmured, "Stupid leech."
Kaname laughed out loud. "Not a nice nickname for the vampire of your life."
"Shut up, Kuran," Zero spat. Making Kaname laugh softly.
Kaname helped Zero into the bath. As Zero relaxed in the bath Kaname leaned in to press soft kisses to his forehead and whisper reassurances.
Kaname left to arrange for food, basically ordering Seiren and changing the bedding himself as he was sure Zero didn't want anyone to find out about last night's deeds yet.
Once done, he joined Zero in the bathroom sitting beside the tub and continuing to wash away the remaining traces of their passion with a gentle touch.
His attentiveness evident in every gesture.
The soothing warmth of the water was a welcome relief for Zero's sore muscles, but he soon noticed an uncomfortable sensation.
He could feel Kaname's fluids running down his legs, a reminder of their intense night. Zero shifted uncomfortably, a faint blush creeping onto his cheeks.
" What wrong?" Kaname asked.
Zero shut his eyes and looked away from Kaname. "Zero?" Kaname asked concerned.
"Shut up" Zero murmured. Kaname eyes in wide concern for Zero's well being made him bombard Zero with questions. Zero irritated realising Kaname won't leave him alone.
Kaname's cheek reddened when releastion drawn to him.
Zero really has done the impossible, after ten thousand years Kaname didn't think it was possible for him to blush.
His gaze softened with understanding, and he nodded. "My apology. Would you like me to help you clean up." His voice was calm and reassuring.
"Wh..what?..."Zero asked panicked.
With gentle hands, Kaname leaned closer to Zero.
Zero grabbed his hand stoping his task.
"Are you still shy after all we did last night?" Kaname chuckled amused. "We are mates Zero" Kaname remained.
Zero glared heatedly "I dont care, you perverted leech. Get out." Zero growled out shut his eyes hoping to hide away from the embarrassment.
Kaname smiled and cleaned himself up and left to give his embarrassed mate some privacy.
Kaname got some of his clothes for Zero, letting Takuma know he wont be attending class today. Before returning to the bathroom to help Zero out of the bath, wrapping him in a soft, clean towel and gently patting him dry.
Despite Zero insisting that he can do it himself.
Kaname's attentiveness was unwavering. He dressed Zero in fresh, comfortable clothing ensuring that every step was taken with care. His touch was soothing, and his presence was a comforting constant throughout the process
Zero dressed in Kaname's clothes, he couldn't help but feel a strange sense of comfort in their shared intimacy.
The scent of Kaname clung to the fabric, a constant reminder of their bond. It's been a long time since someone took care of him like this. Kaname, noticing Zero's contemplative expression, placed a gentle hand on his shoulder.
"Are you alright, Zero?"
Zero looked up, meeting Kaname's concerned gaze. "Yeah, a lot has changed within a night."
Kaname nodded, understanding the weight of Zero's thoughts. "I can’t complain. I feel blessed. Finally, I have my mate within arm's reach, and we've already consummated our bond. I was truly becoming scared that you'd never accept me."
Kaname held Zero in his arms and tilting Zero's head by his chin, placing a soft loving kiss on Zero's lips.
Just then, there was a soft knock on the door. Making them pull part. Seiren entered, carrying a tray laden with food and a pot of steaming tea. She placed it on the table and gave a respectful nod before silently exiting the room.
Kaname guided Zero to the table, pouring a cup of tea and handing it to him. "Drink this. It will help your throat."
Zero took the cup, the warmth seeping into his hands. He sipped the tea, the soothing liquid easing the rawness in his throat.
As he ate, Kaname watched him, a mix of affection and protectiveness in his gaze.
After they had finished, Kaname leaned back in his chair, his expression serious. "Zero, I know we have a lot to figure out, especially with Yuki. But I want you to know that I'm committed to us. Whatever it takes, we will make this work."
Zero nodded, the weight of Kaname's words settling over him. "I want you to be committed to us too. No more girlfriends; I won't allow or accept it. To put it in human words, we are married now, though the mate bond is far more than that. It’s something that can never truly be explained in human words."
Zero sighed. "Tamayo is a nice girl. I can't just stop seeing and ignore her altogether."
Kaname clenched his fists. Zero continued "I will see her and break up with her as gently as possible."
Kaname exhaled. "Was it really necessary to start dating? How far have you gone with her? Did you kiss her? Did you drink from her?"
Jealousy was very evident in Kaname's voice. "Isn't my blood enough?"
Zero looked down, feeling the intensity of Kaname's emotions. "No, I never kissed her or drank from her. It wasn’t that serious. I started dating her because I was trying to convince myself that I didn’t need you, that I could move on. But it was all a lie. I know that now."
Kaname's expression softened, the jealousy and hurt easing slightly.
Zero nodded. "I promise I’ll handle this with Tamayo. She deserves to have an answer of some sort"
Kaname reached out, taking Zero's hand in his. "Zero. No more running, no more hiding. We face everything as a team now."
Zero squeezed Kaname’s hand, feeling the strength and warmth of their bond.
"Do you want to stay here since it's already afternoon? You've missed most of your classes," Kaname asked, his voice soft yet insistent. "We could catch up on sleep, and I can take today off too."
Zero looked at Kaname, raising an eyebrow. "Just sleep?"
Kaname chuckled, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "If you're up for more than sleep, I openly welcome it."
Zero sighed, the reality of his obligations pressing in. "I'm supposed to meet Tamayo in town."
Kaname’s expression darkened slightly, a hint of jealousy flickering in his eyes. "I see. Leaving your mate to spend time with other women. This is called having an affair, Zero."
Zero sighed again, more heavily this time.
"In this case, you're the other woman. I was dating Tamayo before things happened between us last night."
Kaname shook his head firmly. "No, we've been together since the moment you fed me your blood and completed the blood bond."
Kaname leaned in and kissed Zero, a blend of passion and possession. "Stay."
"How am I supposed to break up with her if I don't meet up with her?" Zero asked, his voice tinged with frustration.
"But you can barely walk. You need rest," Kaname insisted, his concern evident.
Zero let out a small laugh, shaking his head. "If I stay, I won't be able to walk anytime soon, will I? I'll go rest in my room then."
Kaname reluctantly agreed to let Zero go to his own room to rest, but only after extracting a promise from him. "Promise me, Zero. No seeing Tamayo today. You need to rest and recover."
"I promise," Zero replied, leaning in for a quick kiss before slowly making his way towards the balcony.
With a graceful leap, he jumped off, heading towards the Sun Dormitory to rest and think about the whirlwind of events since last night.
As he landed lightly on the ground and made his way inside, Zero reflected on how dramatically his life had changed.
He and Kaname had spent years as adversaries, their mutual distrust and animosity a constant barrier.
Yet now, they were acting like close friends—like lovers, married as Kaname put it even—as if their past enmity had never existed.
Despite his initial reservations, Zero found himself unable to reject Kaname's touch. In fact, he welcomed it.
Settling into his room, Zero sent a quick message to Tamayo, rearranging their meeting. She deserved better, he thought, just as Yuki did. Both women needed someone who held them in their hearts, not someone yearning for another while with them.
Exhaustion overtook him quickly, and he fell into a deep sleep. When he awoke, it was night. Moonlight slipped through the open window, casting a soft glow over the room.
"Your sleeping form looks radiant in the moonlight, like you were blessed by it," came Kaname's voice from a dark corner.
Zero didn’t startle; somehow, even in his sleep, he had known Kaname was there.
"Creepy leech," he murmured.Kaname chuckled, stepping out of the shadows.
"Your creepy mate brought food. It's almost dinner time. I doubt you had lunch." He placed a container full of food bedside table, the aroma of warm, freshly cooked food filling the room. "Go wash up."
Zero, still groggy, nodded and made his way to the bathroom.
Zero was sent to freshen up by Kaname. He washed his face and brushed his teeth while Kaname waited for him with food.
This should feel weird, Zero thought.
Just yesterday he was avoiding Kaname and trying to ignore the mate bond by dating a girl, and now he was mated to Kaname, with Kaname bringing him food.
Zero blushed, thinking about the things they did last night.
All night and into the morning, Kaname had been insatiable and possessive.
When Zero came out of the bathroom, the quiet sound of his footsteps drew Kaname’s eyes at once.
For a long moment neither spoke. Then Kaname crossed the room and gathered him into his arms.
Zero didn’t resist. His hands came up almost on their own, sliding around Kaname’s neck, and the tension he had carried for so long simply eased away.
Whenever Kaname was near, the world blurred. Every sharp edge dulled until only the warmth between them remained.
“You’re blushing,” Kaname murmured, amusement softening his tone. “What were you thinking about?”
Zero’s face turned redder, which only made Kaname’s smile deepen. "That’s none of your business." Zero said while avoiding looking at Kaname.
Kaname leaned in, their foreheads touching. The closeness said everything words could not.
Kaname groaned and brought their lips together, kissing his mate, who kissed him back.
For Kaname, the moment felt like the end of ten thousand years of waiting. Yet even as joy filled him, fear lingered at the edges.
Shizuka’s claim still shadowed Zero’s blood.
Rido was always waiting to strike at anything Kaname loved.
The council, the hunters, the fragile line between their worlds…
And the secrets Kaname still kept.
He held Zero tighter, memorising every heartbeat, every breath, every quiet exhale that proved this was real.
They reluctantly broke apart, sitting down to eat the meal Kaname had brought. The aroma of the warm food filled the room, providing a comforting backdrop to their conversation.
They ate without speaking, yet every glance, every brush of fingers, felt like a conversation in itself. The silence wasn’t empty; it was full of understanding.
Zero couldn’t deny the deep connection he felt with Kaname, a connection that went beyond physical attraction. It was something profound, something he couldn’t easily explain or dismiss.
There was no going back now.
No pretending that the bond didn’t exist, that Kaname’s presence wasn’t carved into his very being.
For the first time in years, the endless war inside him had gone silent.
No hatred. No fear. No guilt.
Just stillness.
Peace.
It was dangerous, this calm — intoxicating, even. But as Kaname’s hand brushed his across the table, Zero didn’t pull away.
For the first time, he didn’t want to.
Because in Kaname’s arms, there was no battle to fight.
No wrongs to right.
No past to mourn.
Just this quiet moment that felt, impossibly, like home.
The soft clink of dishes was the only sound in the room.
They sat close together at the small table, eating slowly, the steam from the food curling between them like a fragile peace.
Zero didn’t say much. He wasn’t sure what words could possibly fit the way he felt.
Everything in him was quieter now, like the noise had finally stopped.
It scared him how right it felt.
Across from him, Kaname watched with a calm that hid the same unease. He reached out, almost without thinking, brushing his fingers lightly through Zero’s silver hair.
Zero stiffened for a moment, then let out a breath he hadn’t realised he was holding. The simple touch was grounding, strangely comforting.
“You should eat more,” Kaname murmured, his voice low and even. “You’ve barely touched anything.”
Zero gave a faint shrug. “I’m not that hungry.”
Kaname’s hand slid down, finding Zero’s, their fingers brushing. For a heartbeat, neither moved. Then Kaname laced their hands together, his grip firm but gentle.
Zero looked down at their joined hands, his pulse fluttering.
It felt… natural. Too natural.
His instincts should have screamed at him to pull away, to run, to remind himself that this was wrong.
But they didn’t.
Instead, a quiet calm spread through him. It was like his body finally recognised what his mind fought against.
Kaname’s thumb brushed against the back of his hand, drawing slow, absent circles. “You’re still thinking too much,” he said softly. “You don’t have to tonight.”
Zero glanced up, meeting his eyes. “You make it sound easy.”
Kaname smiled faintly. “It never is. But you don’t have to do it alone anymore.”
For a long moment they stayed that way—hand in hand, the world outside forgotten.
Zero could feel the steady beat of Kaname’s pulse through their joined fingers, the subtle hum of the bond that tied them together.
It was terrifying. It was peaceful.
It was everything he’d never known he wanted.
Whatever happened next—whatever dangers or truths waited beyond these walls—this moment would remain.
A fragile, impossible calm before the world demanded its due.
As Zero leaned back in his chair, his eyes fixed on the table, a question began to gnaw at him. "So, what do you think the vampire society will say about us being mated?" His voice was steady but tinged with apprehension. "I mean, our relationship is bound to stir things up."
Kaname’s expression shifted, his usual calm now shadowed with contemplation. He set his fork down gently, folding his hands on the table. "The vampire society has always been a complex web of politics and old traditions. Our mating is… unprecedented. It will undoubtedly be seen as disruptive."
Zero frowned, his gaze narrowing slightly. "Disruptive how?"
Kaname met his eyes, the weight of his words palpable. "Vampire society thrives on order and hierarchy. As the head of the Kuran family, my actions carry significant weight. Our bond could be interpreted as a deviation from what is expected of me—choosing a mate outside of pureblood circles is unheard of. Some may see it as a betrayal of tradition. Others might perceive it as a threat to their own power, an unpredictable shift in the balance they so desperately cling to."
Zero mulled this over, his brows knitting together. "So, they’re going to see us as some kind of political statement? Even though… this has nothing to do with politics."
Kaname’s lips quirked into a faint smile, though his tone remained serious. "Unfortunately, everything about my existence has always been political, Zero. Every move I make is scrutinized, analyzed for hidden motives. Our mating will not be exempt from that lens. There will be those who whisper that I am trying to manipulate the hunters or weaken my rivals within the pureblood circles."
Zero exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. "Great. And what about the hunters? What will they say?"
Kaname’s smile faded, replaced by a somber expression.
He leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on the table. "The hunter society is no stranger to black-and-white thinking. To them, a bond like ours may very well be seen as an unforgivable betrayal. Some will see you as having ‘fallen’ to the vampires' influence. Others, however, might view it as an opportunity—a bridge between our worlds."
Zero scoffed lightly. "You’re making it sound like we’re some kind of diplomatic experiment. It’s not like I chose this, Kaname. The bond chose us."
Kaname’s gaze softened, a flicker of sadness crossing his features. "I know, Zero. And that’s what makes it all the more difficult. Fate brought us together, but fate is not kind enough to shield us from the consequences."
Zero’s jaw tightened as he processed Kaname’s words. "So we’re in the middle of a storm before it even starts."
Kaname reached across the table, his hand brushing against Zero’s. "Yes, but we are together. That is all that matters to me."
Zero glanced down at their joined hands, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. "I hate politics," he muttered, though there was no venom in his tone.
Kaname chuckled softly. "You and me both."
Zero looked back at him, his lavender eyes locking with Kaname’s deep crimson ones. "You’re so calm about all this. Aren’t you afraid of what might happen?"
Kaname hesitated, his eyes searching Zero’s face. "I am," he admitted quietly. "But fear cannot dictate how I live my life. I have existed alone for so long, bound by duty and responsibility. For the first time, I have something that is mine—someone who is mine. I will protect that, no matter the cost."
Zero’s chest tightened at the sincerity in Kaname’s voice. He swallowed hard, his voice softer now. "I… I don’t want to lose this either."
Kaname’s gaze grew intense, a fire burning in his eyes as he leaned across the table, his fingers brushing Zero’s cheek.
"You won’t," Kaname assured him, his voice firm. "We will weather the storm together."
The bond they shared felt stronger with each passing moment, drawing them closer in ways Zero had never imagined.
Before Zero could respond, Kaname closed the distance between them, capturing Zero’s lips in a kiss that was both passionate and urgent.
The kiss was filled with everything they hadn’t said aloud—their fears, their hopes, and the undeniable pull that bound them together.
Zero responded instinctively, his hands tangling in Kaname’s hair as he leaned into the kiss.
The intensity of the moment overwhelmed him, his worries fading into the background as he lost himself in Kaname’s touch.
Their lips parted only when they both needed to breathe, the room filled with the sound of their rapid breaths.
“Zero,” Kaname whispered, his voice husky with emotion. “I need you.”Zero felt a surge of warmth at Kaname’s words, his own desire mirroring Kaname’s.
“Then take me,” he replied, his voice trembling with anticipation.
With a sense of urgency, Kaname guided Zero to his small bed.
Their hands explored each other with a mix of tenderness and desperation, the urgency of their actions reflecting the depth of their emotions.
Kaname's touch was careful and deliberate, his fingers exploring Zero's body with a sensitivity that spoke of his care and experience.
He gently opened Zero with his fingers, mindful of the previous night's activities, making sure not to cause any discomfort.
As their bodies intertwined, Kaname’s lips found Zero’s still-sensitive nipples, kissing and sucking them with a gentle but insistent pressure.
The sensations sent shivers through Zero’s body, heightening his arousal and making him gasp softly. Kaname’s attentions were both soothing and thrilling, his touch a mix of devotion and desire.
Zero’s breath quickened as Kaname’s mouth moved over him, his hands gripping the sheets as he lost himself in the sensations.
Each touch and kiss from Kaname was a reminder of their deep connection, and Zero’s anticipation only grew stronger.
Kaname’s movements were both deliberate and gentle as he continued his exploration.
His fingers, still warm from their previous touches, moved with a practiced grace, preparing Zero carefully and ensuring that every sensation was pleasurable.
Zero responded with soft moans, his body arching instinctively towards Kaname’s touch.Kaname’s lips left Zero’s nipples and trailed down his body, planting tender kisses along his stomach and lower.
Each kiss ignited a trail of warmth that made Zero shiver in anticipation.
When Kaname’s lips brushed against the sensitive skin of Zero’s inner thighs, Zero let out a breathless gasp, his fingers gripping Kaname’s shoulders tightly.
“Kaname,” Zero murmured, his voice a mix of need and longing. “Please… I need you.”
Kaname’s eyes met Zero’s, dark with desire and affection. “I’m here,” he whispered, his voice rough with emotion.
He positioned himself carefully, his touch reassuring and filled with intent. He guided Zero’s legs apart, his gaze never leaving Zero’s face.
The intimacy of the moment deepened as Kaname slowly entered Zero, his movements careful and deliberate, as if savoring every second.
Zero’s breath hitched, his hands gripping Kaname’s shoulders tightly as he adjusted to the sensation.
The fullness was different this time—comforting and grounding, a stark yet welcome contrast to the frenzied passion of the previous night.
Kaname’s hand rested gently on Zero’s hip, his thumb rubbing soothing circles against the soft skin there. His touch was reassuring, his presence a steady anchor in the storm of emotions swirling between them.
“It’s alright,” Kaname murmured, his voice low and soothing, carrying a warmth that wrapped around Zero like a blanket. “You’re doing so well.”
Zero’s lavender eyes met Kaname’s crimson gaze, and for a moment, everything else faded away. There was no vampire society, no hunter society, no looming threats or hidden secrets—only the two of them, bound together in this moment of vulnerability and connection.
The room was filled with the soft sounds of their combined breaths and whispered endearments, an intimate symphony that spoke of trust and love.
Kaname moved in a slow, rhythmic pace, his thrusts deliberate and tender, as though each movement was a vow unspoken.
Zero’s body responded eagerly, his fingers trailing down Kaname’s back as a shiver coursed through him.
His soft moans grew louder with each movement, the pleasure spreading through him like a wave, overwhelming and consuming in the most beautiful way.
Kaname leaned down, capturing Zero’s lips in a kiss that was both passionate and gentle, a silent declaration of everything he felt but couldn’t fully put into words. Zero kissed him back with equal fervor, pouring his trust and newfound acceptance into the connection.
Kaname’s possessiveness was evident in every caress and every whispered word, his actions both claiming and cherishing Zero.
Their bond deepened with every touch, every thrust, every shared breath.
It wasn’t just physical; it was emotional, spiritual—a merging of two souls who had found one another against all odds.
“You’re perfect, Zero,” Kaname whispered against his lips, his voice thick with emotion. “Everything about you... everything we are together. I’ve waited so long for this.”
Zero felt his heart clench at the sincerity in Kaname’s words. His own voice trembled as he replied, “I’m yours, Kaname. I—” He broke off, his words swallowed by a gasp as Kaname shifted, hitting a spot that sent sparks of pleasure racing through him.
Kaname’s smile was soft, his movements never faltering. “Say it, Zero. Tell me.”
Zero’s eyes fluttered shut, his voice barely above a whisper but filled with conviction. “I love you.”
The words hung in the air like a promise, and Kaname’s heart swelled with an emotion so profound it almost brought tears to his eyes.
He pressed his forehead against Zero’s, their breaths mingling as he replied, “I love you too. More than you’ll ever know.”
Kaname’s pace quickened slightly, their bodies moving together in perfect harmony. The tension built between them, their shared pleasure reaching a crescendo as they surrendered to the overwhelming force of their bond.
The intensity of their union was both exhilarating and comforting, a reminder of the depth of their bond.As the moment reached its peak, Kaname’s name escaped Zero’s lips in a choked gasp.
Kaname responded with a deep groan, his thrusts becoming more fervent as he reached his own release.
The shared climax was a powerful affirmation of their connection, leaving them both breathless and satisfied.
Kaname collapsed beside Zero, pulling him into a protective embrace.
Their bodies were slick with sweat, their breaths heavy and uneven, but the comfort of each other’s presence made everything else insignificant.
Kaname ran his fingers through Zero’s silver hair, his touch light and affectionate.
Zero rested his head against Kaname’s chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. For the first time in what felt like forever, he felt truly at peace.
For now, they were content. The challenges they faced would be dealt with in time.
in this moment, they had each other, and that was enough.
As they lay together, their bond felt unbreakable, a source of strength and unity that would guide them through whatever the future held.
And for the first time in a long while, Zero felt truly at peace, knowing that he had found his place in the world—right beside Kaname.