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    Eddiaz is listening to the slowburn friends to lovers playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the POV you’re falling in love with your best friend playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the sad gay yearning hours playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the he was my best friend and that was the worst part playlist

     

    Or, Eddie doesn't know how to make his listening history private. Buck doesn't know what to do with the words in front of his eyes. Chris cannot believe he has to deal with either of them.

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    05 Feb 2025

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    “Okay, I know we kind of all had an unspoken rule not to talk about it, but…”

    “Buck and Eddie are being weird as hell?” Chim asked, sucking in a breath like he'd been holding back from letting the same thought out for far too long.

    “Yes!” Hen hissed, relieved that she wasn't the only to see the weirdness in the room. “Now, look, they're my friends and so obviously I want them to be happy, but it's also just throwing the team vibe way off.”

    Bobby took a long, tired breath. “Okay. So what did you have in mind?”

    Several things, as it turned out. Between them, they managed to come up with the very vague outline of a plan. Or a few plans, really, depending on how many failed.

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    When Buck and Eddie aren't speaking, Hen decides to take matters into her own hands.

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    26 Dec 2024

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    Only one person may come.

    Only one person will die.

    The person who loves her most can choose to give their life for her, or choose to let her die.

    If the police are called, she will be killed.

    If anyone else finds out, she will be killed.

    Only the one who loves her most can take her place.

    There were instructions. A place to go, alone.

    A very clear stipulation that the location was being watched. That if you were bugged, or tracked, or followed, Maddie would die.

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    A serial killer kidnaps Maddie and leaves a note for the person who loves her most to trade places with her. Buck is only too willing to be the one to do it. Split POV Buck and Maddie.

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    09 Dec 2024

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    There’s a nudge at his hand, a careful tap that finally makes him look up for the first time since they got there. Evan wipes his face hastily, trying to sniffle up the water in his eyes before anyone can see. He doesn’t want to cry, but sometimes he just can’t help it.

    Because that’s his brother. That’s his big brother, in a hospital bed, with dark smudges under his eyes and a really bad cough that keeps getting worse, but he’s smiling at Evan like it’s all going to be okay.

    All Evan heard was the machine. He counted the sounds, hoarded them, and wished he could just sit there and listen to the proof of his brother’s heart beating forever.

    Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep –

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    Daniel needed more. More surgeries, more transfusions, more time. Evan couldn't give that to him, but maybe, years later, thanks to Eddie and Christopher and Bobby, he'll realize. He was always enough for Daniel.

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    05 Dec 2024

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    “Just don’t expect me to walk you down the aisle,” Phillip laughed, looking around like he expected the rest to agree.

    And when no one did, glancing at one another in shock, confusion, and hurt on his behalf... it’d been the last straw:

    “I wouldn’t ask you to,” Buck said, as if discussing something as inconsequential as the weather, “I’d ask Bobby.”

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    or Buck experiences the unconditional love of a parent for the first time in his life at a five year-old's birthday party.

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    24 Nov 2024

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