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and this is your heart (windows down on an open road) by rissalaroo
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
16 Nov 2020
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It's only their second day of driving down the dusty, deserted interstate, and Dazai's already blasting Taylor Swift and singing along obnoxiously loudly. Chuuya rolls his eyes as Dazai prods him to join, but starts singing anyways.
"Asshole."
"You love me, though!"
And christ, he really does, doesn't he?
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la-che-sis-m; noun
the desire to be struck by a disaster.Atsushi doesn't quite know how he ended up in bed with a Port Mafia Executive, but he's not about to complain or anything.
2k of just. soft smut. and also akutagawa being told he's worth more than what he gives to other people. :)
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better than hallmark (but still on thin ice) by rissalaroo
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Nov 2020
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five dates that dazai took chuuya on, and one that was much, much more than a date. soft skk christmas fluff for the soul. will update weekly, since i've written ahead!
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Fjord is gone, but his bedroll isn’t empty. The half-elf from before is stretched out on the bedroll with the lithe grace and danger of a lion lying in wait. He tosses a dagger up, catching it lazily, over and over again, and it glints in the weak sunlight that makes its way into the tent. He tosses it one last time, then catches it and sheaths it in one fluid motion.
“My name is Vax’ildan, and I am the champion of the Raven Queen.”
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“Shit! God fucking dammit!” Beau’s voice quivers no matter what she does, and she hates it. She hates that she sounds hoarse and pathetic and she hates that her eyes sting with unshed tears. She hates that all of the anger pounding in her head is drowned out by sorrow. She hates that this is her fault, and she hates that she could have done something to stop it. She hates that she got attached. she hates that it hurts so much. She hates that she doesn’t even regret getting attached, not one bit.
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aralas oneshots by rissalaroo
Fandom: The Lord of the Rings (Movies), The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
04 Feb 2019
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a collection of cute oneshots that have really nothing to do with each other. they're not in a particular order, just stand-alone ficlets. enjoy!
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like blood, the stars by startrex
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
17 Jan 2021
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'You feel nothing! It must not even compute for you! You never loved her!'
He regrets the words the moment they come out of his mouth. But that other, older Spock said that he needed to get command of the ship, and to do so, must get his younger counterpart to acknowledge his emotions. Spock is not the first Vulcan Jim has had dealings with, and he can think of few things that would get T’pri as riled up as quickly as insinuating that she doesn’t love him.
He gambles that Spock is the same about his mother, and it pays off.
(Or, the one where Jim has a Vulcan daughter, and it leads to all sorts of emotions.)
update: now with a chapter two from Spock’s perspective!
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Bookmarked by rissalaroo
22 Jul 2025
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into the bookmarks it goes! i love how this fic deals with jim and t'pri's trauma and the connection and love that they share. really got me emotional that he did nothing but right by her, as bones said. the depth of his trauma & understanding that it always impacts him (and t'pri) and that even speaking about it is difficult for someone as seemingly open with his emotions as jim presents himself as AND with spock, who he really truly wants to tell.... ough. rambling but it was so so good and i feel like my heart got grabbed and gently twisted several times. 10/10
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Tear out this graceless heart (and hope that you will treat it well) by juurensha
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon)
08 Dec 2019
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“However you have changed, Feng Xin hasn’t,” Mu Qing says bluntly. “He’s still—loyal to a fault. He’s as dumb as a bag of rocks, and he can never figure anything out or notice anything, but you fell in love with that, so you can’t fault him there. He likes to fight too much, but he’s also—so kind. Kind and loyal to all those who are lucky enough to be in his affections.”
(And he has never been all that lucky in the end.)
Jian Lan’s eyes widen as she stares at him.
“What?” he snaps.
“…I am no longer in love with him, but I think you are,” Jian Lan says finally.
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Bookmarked by rissalaroo
11 Jun 2025
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just realized i didnt have this bookmarked which is a CRIMEEEE. i think the first time i read this was shortly after it was first published and i absolutely love it. ugh theyre in love and they Get each other in ways nobody else does and also the don't get each other sometimes.....
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anything that's worth my love (is worth the fight) by archetypically
Fandoms: Guardians of the Galaxy (Comics), Nova (Comics), Marvel 616, Marvel (Comics)
17 Nov 2019
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“You’re crazy.”
“Maybe.” Peter shrugs in response, and after a moment, he actually smirks through the blood trickling from his bottom lip. “But it worked, didn’t it?”
There’s a part of Rich that’s definitely pissed, but the rest of him can’t help the smile that pulls at the corners of his mouth.
Bookmarked by rissalaroo
17 Jun 2025
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end note says "sometimes i read comics and cry." yeah ❤️ rich is heartbreaking in this one. i love them ugh
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High Mountain, How I Long by Minimalistless
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Apr 2019
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Shen Qingqiu, after enduring his trial, is placed into Luo Binghe’s custody at Huan Hua Palace.
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Bookmarked by rissalaroo
30 May 2025
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this was so well written that i actually feel like throwing up.
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chrysanthemum by schrodingers__cat
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
17 Jul 2023
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Tesla is a big sister, and that was stolen from her.
She has never had anything for herself. She has never owned anything in her life. But this—this was hers, and it was taken. This was hers, and it was dug out of her skin with cold eyes and human hands, all while a dark-haired woman wept and crimson flowers bled from her fingers.
She wants it so badly.
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Bookmarked by rissalaroo
09 Feb 2025
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this fic altered my brain chemistry. there is almost nothing tesla centric out there, much less anything written this well. i could feel tesla's helplessness and her desire to love in this whole fic and it made me ACHEEEE this was so good i can't wait to reread it in like two days