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Unrequited love is a quiet kind of agony - especially when the person you love burns as brightly as Bokuto Koutarou.
Akaashi Keiji has spent years holding everything together the perfect student, the reliable friend, the composed setter who never lets his cracks show. But after years of being everyone’s anchor, the weight of expectations—his family’s, his team’s, his own is finally beginning to crush him. He’s tired of giving. Tired of pretending. For once, he wants something just for himself—peace, purpose, and the chance to rest without the world collapsing around him.
Ushijima Wakatoshi has only ever known one rule: give 120%, always. Now a rising star in Japan’s pro volleyball world, he’s praised, envied, unstoppable—and unbearably lonely. Beneath the strength and control is a boy who’s never been allowed to simply be.
When Akaashi and Ushijima’s worlds collide again at university, pressure meets quiet rebellion, and something starts to shift. Maybe it’s not love yet—but it’s the first time either of them remembers how to breathe..
Bookmarked by paradisiacpear
10 Oct 2025
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amazing characterization of keiji! (my two favs in one fic?! IM SOLD!)
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30 days' worth of one-shots with Alpha Lev and Omega Yaku, each written based on a different prompt!
- Words:
- 39,206
- Works:
- 30
- Bookmarks:
- 39
Bookmarked by paradisiacpear
02 Oct 2025
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i love you so so so so so much yaku, you deserve the world fr
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“Alpha’s gotcha now… ain’t lettin’ ya go. Not ever.” Atsumu’s voice is low, wrecked with instinct, but his hands are steady, holding Kiyoomi close like he’s something fragile and precious all at once.
Or, Kiyoomi’s never learned how to fall apart without flinching, never known what it feels like to be wanted without being wrecked for it. But Atsumu stays, fills him slow, knots him gentle, holds him like he belongs.
Bookmarked by paradisiacpear
05 Jul 2025
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this is the cutest fic ive EVER READ?!
soft atsu 🙏🏼😭🤩 -
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Kiyoomi wraps his arms around Atsumu and holds on and on and on. Atsumu doesn’t let him go. Even though Kiyoomi has hurt him before. Even though Kiyoomi has made every single mistake. Even though Kiyoomi is realizing that the look on Atsumu’s face is seemingly more than just friendship.
Even though Kiyoomi might be a mistake to some people, he is a miracle to Atsumu.
“I think you might be made out of starlight,” Kiyoomi whispers into Atsumu’s shoulder.
Atsumu leans back and kisses him on the forehead, right where twin moles sit.
Kiyoomi has spent his whole life bracing for impact. The asteroid never comes.
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Or: Kiyoomi learns that love doesn't always mean the end of the world. Sometimes love is Atsumu and drunk Karoke. Sometimes love is just trusting the sun will come up tomorrow despite the insistence of the night.Bookmarked by paradisiacpear
19 Sep 2025
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absolute cinema.
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Sometimes. Sometimes Iwaizumi stops to think about the fact that he’s…like this. That he likes being used and being watched and being pushed to his knees and told he’s a slut. That he comes harder with more than one cock squeezing past his lips, more than one pair of hands on his body. That he doesn’t think he can be quite satisfied with just one cock for the rest of his life. He likes variety. He loves all sorts. Loves sucking them to hardness, feeling testicles move under his tongue until they tense and draw back into the skin, tight and ready to blow hot cum into his mouth. Over his face. His chest. He loves it even more when he finishes with one cock only to angle his head just a little and be greeted with another one, already bullying its way into his mouth.
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- Part 3 of Plum's Parting Porn-A-Thon
Bookmarked by paradisiacpear
27 Feb 2024
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just iwa being a cock slut
(have i mentioned, i love blowjob and humiliation fics?)