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    Seungcheol cranes his head back and finds their reflection above the headboard. He gapes at it before he's adequately distracted again by Jeonghan pulling off clothes, then launching himself back into Seungcheol's arms. Tilting his chin back, he invites Jeonghan into another kiss that slows, syrupy and perfect. He feels a little useless, letting Jeonghan press him down at the wrists. Letting Wonwoo watch them from his place on the floor.

    Retribution, probably, for how Seungcheol had been forced to watch them—watched Jeonghan finger Wonwoo open, until his neck was straining and voice gone hoarse—fuck in the backseat of his car while white-knuckling the steering wheel.

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    “It’s like,” Seungcheol had said, parsing his words carefully. “If someone dies at my hand, then it’s activated.”

    “What’s activated?” Seokmin had asked, trying to find a connection. Homocide is a hell of a catalyst.

    “Lycanthropy,” Seungcheol said finally, eyes cast to the ceiling. “My fucking time of the month.”

    Sometimes, what’s been written is something that cannot be undone.

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    Wonwoo would recognize Jeonghan’s body in a room full of shadows, if only just by the sharpness in his eyes.

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    Jeonghan looks down at his foot, then back up into Joshua’s eyes, inquisitive. There’s another question behind what he’s actually asking. One of his many real talents, being able to side-step the heart of something but still manage to strike the way he needs to.

    Once, Jeonghan had called him a snake.

    Who’s biting who?

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    Something firm presses against his Adam’s apple. An insignificant weight, but it makes it a little harder to swallow. A finger drags up and down the column of Wonwoo’s throat. It would be loving if it weren't for the thin edge of the knife.

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    The first night that Seungcheol had to sleep alone, he’d piled every piece of clothing that Jeonghan had left behind onto his side of the bed, and fallen asleep with his face buried in a ratty t-shirt that used to belong to him. So much of his became theirs. He doesn’t know how to be alone anymore.

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    There’s secrets to share, then secrets to keep. Typically transformation falls under this category. Fear corrupts trust, but Wonwoo knows Seokmin, and Seokmin knows him. Has seen him, dressed only in earth and leaves, mud-soaked and caked in blood, and clothed and fed him.

    Even a dog knows its master, and the wolf would know to heel.

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    "You don't remember, do you?"

    "Of course I do."

    It's the only thing worth remembering in the last 3 years of his life. Every single excuse dries on his tongue, every apology souring before he can voice them. I didn't think I would miss you as much as I do.

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    Jeonghan checks the time and stares at the difference. The gaping maw between who he is now—and becoming—and who he used to be. It's only been four, no, eight weeks, but the time is like sand in an hourglass.

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    What’s a smart boy like you doing producing a dating show?

    Mingyu's friends are on the film festival circuit. Emmy-bound. Cannes. Tiny little events you’ve never even heard of, racking up awards just to rub shoulders and be closer to someone of some sort of proximity to someone who knows someone.

    The easy answer is that Mingyu is damn good at it. The real answer is a lot less simple, but nothing ever is, is it?

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    “What exactly do you want to talk about, Soonyoung?” Seungkwan rolls off his lap to stand. Truly unbelievable. What happened to any time, no questions asked? That they’re both still clothed is a nightmare. He was really hoping that Soonyoung would be fucking him into the couch cushions right about now.

    “I don’t know!” Soonyoung throws his hands in the air. “This is a deeply traumatic experience and you don’t think it’s awful that your first thought is to fuck it out?”

    No.

    Yes.

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    “We’ll stay together even when we're apart?” Seokmin asks, after they toast to an uncertain future. His eyes are on Seungcheol, like he's asking for forgiveness for clinging on. Every person in this room, it was their youth, too. Both Seokmin and Mingyu had re-signed early on. Soonyoung and Seungkwan, as well, both givens.

    “Of course,” Seungcheol says, spinning an empty bottle on the table. He watches the red lid point in different directions. He catches Seokmin’s unwavering gaze on the way back up. “We’ll always be a family.”

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    Jeonghan thinks to ask the figure if they're something to each other. Are, or were. He's afraid that he knows the answer. A hand touches his back now, and it feels solid. It feels real, but there's nothing behind him. Jeonghan knows there’s nothing there. The thought is a toothache.

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    Jeonghan tries to imagine it. Imagine knowing Seungcheol without being what they are. Imagine coming here without a constant shadow. Without having to speak carefully, and having to hold him so far away.

    In this fantasy, they're happy.

    or, it’s summer 2019, and change is on the horizon. Seungcheol makes a wish, and Jeonghan makes a choice. Or, “you’re supposed to wait endlessly for the people you like.”

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    Flight attendants aren’t doing service for another handful of hours, but still, this is a huge risk. Wonwoo knows it’s a risk, and can imagine what the headlines would look like. Indecent exposure. It would be an international incident. It would be his undoing. Mingyu’s undoing.

    It would be—

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    Before the knife had kissed Jeonghan’s throat, Mingyu’s mouth had been there.

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    “All of this is new for me,” Wonwoo says. He reaches for one of Jeonghan’s hands, tracing a path over every knuckle. Jeonghan shivers. “You've done this before. And it’s kind of…” Wonwoo’s hands rest at the top of Jeonghan’s knees and squeezes.

    “It’s what?” Jeonghan asks in a whisper. He’s careful, carding a hand through Wonwoo’s hair.

    “Stupid.” Wonwoo reaches for Jeonghan’s hand. His fingertips graze against the rings.

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    The hours they have left to spend together are starting to dwindle, but the finish is a line that no one wants to cross quite yet.

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    It's not none or all. More like an elementary school math equation. If you spend six years of your life with someone and love them with your whole heart, how much love are they left with even after they break the lease?

     

    [Podfic available.]

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    Healing isn’t linear, sure. But Wonwoo is a broken line.

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