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Calvin Gabriel



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    It all started in German class, in the town of New Stratford.

    It might have even started when the idea first sparked in Mr. Fischer's mind to set up a pen pal program.

    Cal Gabriel had been used to being invisible, until Andre Kriegman saw him.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    next chapter 29 oh god this is such a banger

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Calvin and Andre are getting ready to perpetrate Zero Day in a few months. However, Calvin's lingering secret adoration for Andre gets in the way of his will-to-kill. Despite this, his depression is still rooting itself deeper into him, alongside his self-doubt, because he thinks Andre doesn't reciprocate his feelings.

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    16 Sep 2025

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    so fire

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    A hail of bullets. The sharp, loud cracks of the bullets echo across the room. This is it. They’re gone. With force, they surrendered. They won. The people who have tormented them, the people who have drove them to this madness, their own anger and hatred, they all won. They’re the winners.

    Everything faded to black, leaving them dead with their shame and guilt, knowing they were monsters.

    For a moment, nothing.

    No sound, no light, no breathing. The only feeling was cold, dark nothingness like the kind you feel when you keep your eyes closed for too long. It's fucking suffocating.

    And then, bam.

    In the blink of an eye, Andre's back.

    He blinked, his head snapping forward as he felt like his brain was shot with a bullet. He sensed the cool sun on his tan skin, the faint warmth of the sun falling on his shoulders.

    He stood outside. Outside their high school.

    June 23, 2000.

    The day it all began.

    Or:

    Andre is stuck in a time loop, a cycle of the worst day of his life, with reality constantly shifting between horror and normalcy.

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    14 Sep 2025

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    BALLER WTF

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    – On Hiatus! Being Rewritten! –

    Marinette is not supposed to be his holder. Plagg was painfully aware of this. He was aware when he saw the child create clothes and creatures and patterns. He was aware when he saw Marinette's luck manifest itself in Nathaniel's friendship and the Guardian Tome.

    Plagg was supportive of his holder. He was, truly. He cheered for her successes, mourned for her failures, and encouraged Marinette into becoming the best she could possibly be.

    But the Tome made Plagg afraid. He flickered more often, tense and on edge. What did the Guardians say about him? Did they call him a beast, a creature of pure evil, a Demon? A force of nature that had no potential to be good or pure, leading to nothing but corruption, destruction, and death. Who knows how much the Guardians added to the story? How much got embellished or twisted?

    Still, Plagg watched as Marinette slowly translated the Tome, black mist flickering.

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    18 Sep 2024

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    CRYING BRICKS AND SHITTING CHAIRS WHAT

     

    Author is rewriting

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    It's the 90's, and after the USSR collapsed, Russia and his siblings now begin to attend UN meetings as their own nations. As they go to their first UN meeting, Russia meets his father's enemy for the first time... America. Naturally, neither are happy with their seating arrangements being next to each other. What will happen when UN forces them to keep going out on the town and learn to get along with each other?

    (im a perfectionist so most of it will be as "historically accurate" as I can make it. but also please keep in mind that this is fiction and some things are just for plot, and also absolutely does not represent my actual feelings towards the countries or what they stand for. this is just a stupid fanfic lol.)

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    07 Jan 2023

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    screaming crying sobbing this is such a concept /pos

    next chap: 24