self harm ideation
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A lonely Kageyama accidentally cuts his hand but Hinata helps to fix it up. Hinata's claim that kissing it better definitely makes a difference leads to an entirely different declaration.
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To his awful luck, someone is in the bathroom when he bursts in. The brazen demeanor crumbles and he freezes up, mouth yet to receive the memo.
To Jeongguk’s awful-but-thankfully-not-as-awful luck, the man in the bathroom is neither presently on the toilet nor a paying customer.
'Here he is again', Jeongguk thinks.
'That beautiful man', Jeongguk thinks.
'That beautiful, probably homeless man', Jeongguk thinks.
'That beautiful, probably homeless man who is seriously going to get me fired some day', Jeongguk thinks.
'That beautiful, homeless man who is seriously gonna get me fired some day, because he keeps stealing all the fucking toilet paper-'
“Hey!!” The accusation finally reaches his voice box and shoots with an embarrassing squeak, but Jeon Jeongguk has no time for that now, for Jeon Jeongguk has soap dispensers to refill and porcelain bowls to scrub and a floor to mop and 'a fucking job to do, damnit, I just work here, when will my suffering end-'
“Hey- I warned you- there’s no way I’m letting you off this time!”Series
- Part 3 of BTS Things
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You spread the King’s hand against your own, palm-against-palm, like a child comparing sizes. The ring is a cold and unwelcome thing between you. But then the lethargy flows over you again and your fingers lose their tension, slip between those of Regis like they were meant to be there. Regis grips your hand tightly between his.
“Cor…” he says.
“I’m sorry I let you die,” you reply.
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- Part 1 of Immortales
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i wanna sink & let it take me away by ohmoka
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
14 Sep 2019
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Dabi needs to ground himself but unfortunately doesn't have healthy ways to do that. So instead, he confronts Hawks about being a traitor, hoping the pain of torching their relationship will clear his head.
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- Part 6 of Dabihawks One-Offs
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Logan likes to ignore Patton’s contributions, belittle him and limit his influence on Thomas - he had to, after all, Patton kept distracting the man and ran off to play with friends and be an altruist when Logan had made plans.
In order to keep up productivity, Logan needs to put Patton into his place once more. The moral side knows it has to be done but it hurts when he feels the rejection, hears the hostile tone and cold words Logan uses. But as always,he can rely on his best friend to make it go away.
Just this time, Virgil is using extra awkward methods to make him feel better. Too bad Morality starts finding a bunch of comfort in this dangerous -
⟨⟬stay wîth ṁe?⟭⟩ by sonshineandshowers for Jameena, TheFibreWitch
Fandoms: Prodigal Son (TV 2019)
23 Apr 2020
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Bright asks Gil to stay with him while he takes a breather to get back on his feet into a stable routine.
For Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt Anger Born of Worry.
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You Don't Need To Run Anymore by MorphlingUnderscore
Fandoms: Half Life VR But The AI Is Self Aware
09 May 2020
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Gordon has been on watch every night they go to sleep, making sure nobody gets killed in the night. With stresses piling endlessly on, it's no surprise that he's close to to cracking.
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oh we have moved forward in pain by rainbowshoes
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
26 Jul 2020
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Excerpt: Lan Xichen could spend hours and days meditating and trying to reorient many of his memories around his two new truths: his two sworn brothers believed he'd been in a relationship with his brother, and Jin Guangyao had been betraying him the entire time. It hurt. But he considered this exercise as akin to lancing a wound to encourage healing. Only, some part of himself knew he was only driving in the needle again and again and never allowing himself time to heal at all. He wasn't making himself better, only worse.
This is, ultimately, a story about family. About struggling with depression, grief, the aftermath of betrayal, struggling to accept two conflicting sides to the same story, and - growth, recovery.
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we don't make it out of this house alive by chasingfictions
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
30 Apr 2021
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(In which nothing good could ever happen in this house, but Tara can do spells in the kitchen when Dad's asleep and can kiss a girl who loves her, so maybe things will be okay. Maybe.)
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“He doesn’t hit me. He’s never hit me. Whatever else you can say about him, I—you have to at least give him that,” Mom tells her
“Wow, what a stand-up guy,” Tara says.
She should have some words ready, something moving and perfect that will snap Mom out of it. The two of them will pack up the car and drive out west and set up a life and they’ll call Donny sometimes to see what’s happening at home and hang up before Dad gets on the line.
“Mom …” she tries to start, and all the rest is dust on her tongue. -
Between the Trees by nervousleader for GuiltyMonster
Fandoms: Dead by Daylight (Video Game)
21 Jul 2021
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[COMPLETED WORK] After being abandoned in the woods, Dwight is saved by a strange man living alone in a strange forest.
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Keito shook, like he was seconds from crying. Rei reached out a hand, and he didn't take it. Maybe if he was Eichi, it would’ve been different.
He wanted to be that fucked up boy.
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Stan Pines, shipped off from home to stay with his great aunt in America's first state while he was still a child, now in the middle of his twenties, is doing alright. He does wonder, though, if life is beginning to turn stale. Luckily for him family reunions are never unexplosive.
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Peel Back Your Skin (And Try to Forget How it Feels Inside) by chzva
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
15 Aug 2023
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Follow up to Cuts Like a Knife. Word reaches Price about Gaz's encounter with Lt. O'Donaghue. Gaz remembers the first time he hurt himself.
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- Part 2 of Angst August
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expose my sunlit bones by 8_Sushi_Food_8
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
19 Nov 2023
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Akaza has always been curious. Wants to know why things work, how things fit together like puzzle pieces. How things react with each other. What breaks something, someone. It’s so.. curious as to how things can affect certain things so much.
He’s known his limits for a while, but that doesn’t stop him from trying to prod further at the lines. Today, he’s curious to see how far he can go again.
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Sometimes, to pass time, you have to wonder what it'd feel like to take yourself apart. How it'd feel to flay your own skin, and watch as it comes apart.
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a state of feeling very unhappy, uneasy, or dissatisfied. by knauer
Fandoms: Limbus Company (Video Game)
17 Jan 2024
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To his own reflection, Emil confides in what could have been
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Ollie gestured toward Felix's arm with his head “You have marks, may I ask why?”
Felix tense in a moment, he laughed oddly, no one actually noticed them before, probably because they were covered with his bracelets and sometimes make up.
And even without them, no one looks further enough to actually notice and even if they do, no one really asks. No one except Oliver.
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local man learns that using someone else as a way to cope with life is not a solid plan(tm)
or Stray Italian Greyhound by vienna teng if it went the opposite direction that it did at the end
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First, he prayed in the Latin words that had no meaning to him. The ones that the nuns had made him say. Then they quickly faded to the mindless stream of pleas that marked his prayers.
Let me be remembered. Don’t let me be forgotten. Let me be remembered. Don’t let me be forgotten. Please make it so I’m remembered. Please don’t let me be forgotten.
He’d beg like that for a while, and then he would get up, lips still moving, and would climb under his bed, so he couldn't be found. He wanted quiet, to not be disturbed in his blight. And focus on praying.
It was all he was allowed to do, to fill his days. It was the only thing keeping the thing inside of him in check. He couldn’t let it get out. He needed to keep praying.◌ When the world opens it eyes it looks at the abyss inside of him. The vast, suffocating abyss of the land that once held his soul. They know it, they know it well. They have stalked through the land that used to be his more than even he has.◌
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binding my chest and biting my tongue by sunfl0w3rmoon
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Jan 2025
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Marlene McKinnon doesn't feel at home in her body
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Why do I want to be a man?
No, Buck doesn't like his dead name. The nickname he used to have reminds him too much of his current name.
When someone he used to work with called him by his dead name after suddenly seeing him (while he was around the 118), he panics, but corrects the man.
He spends hours thinking about his past as a girl.
Eddie eventually goes to his house.