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Between her military service and her complex family life, Elle Douglas found herself almost uniquely qualified to survive in The Commonwealth’s wasteland - at least as far as Vault 111 residents went. But now, almost a full year after rising from cryogenic stasis and the horror that befell her young family as a result of the war, Elle finds herself on the verge of breaching The Institute and changing her entire life yet again.
Beyond that, the Brotherhood of Steel is beginning to disintegrate around her. The dissolution of her relationship with the organization is forcing her to make choices she never thought she'd make, pursue opportunities she never thought she'd have, and maybe even fall in love with a man who she never thought she would.
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Stan and Ford are having fun ocean adventures when suddenly, Bill Cipher is back from Theraprism and needs Ford's help with something only he can do: Killing Bill Cipher.
Ocean madness combined with a weird god-thing you kind of want to kiss and punch at the same time sounds like a disaster. But a fun one.
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Let the world burn: The story of Dark Cacao & Shadow Milk (aka “how to fall in love and ruin the world together) by Celestial_entity12
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
12 Oct 2025
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They say the snow never stops falling in the Cacao Kingdom, and for nearly a year, it mourned without end. Its king—disciplined, unwavering, the very spine of its law—was gone, no trace left behind but the echo of his last command. His name, unetched in the altar of the fallen, remained untouched not from negligence, but from stubborn belief. He could not fall. He would not.
They were wrong
Somewhere far from the mountains, where no sun dares to settle and laughter curls like smoke through the cracks of a tower, something began to unravel.
A jester waits there.
Now the color of his soul jam begins to shift, blue-laced, traced with a pale white quiet but steady—its warmth bleeding into something colder, stranger. He tells himself it’s only exhaustion, that duty still anchors him. That he is still the man they remember.
Plans are drawn beneath starlight. Kingdoms are next. And when Shadow Milk can no longer stand, it is Cacao who carries him—without question.
The hero is not lost. He simply… chose a different ending.
And the world, whether it weeps or bows, will have no choice but to follow.
Updates randomly weekly
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- Part 1 of Dark Cacao Corruption AU
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Rumi never planned on coming back. After losing her mom, the military became her escape – until one explosion changed everything. A year later, she’s back in New York, hiding behind music and the two brothers who survived alongside her.
Then Zoey and Mira walk back into her life. Old wounds reopen, melodies pull them closer, and buried feelings rise to the surface. But Rumi’s past isn’t done with her, and healing might be the hardest mission she’s ever faced.
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Content Warnings: This story contains depictions of combat violence, suicidal thoughts and ideation, self-worth struggles, and themes of alcohol abuse and sobriety, and PTSD.
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Would You Fall In Love With Me (Again)? by Chudomirovich_Sparklite
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 Oct 2025
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If you ask Rerir, he’s been blackmailed into an engagement.
If you ask Flins, he’s finally getting everything he’s ever wanted.
Both statements are true.
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Unmute the Silence by fruityfever
Fandoms: โปรเจกต์ซีรีส์วาย: เหนือพระราม | En Of Love: This Is Love Story (TV), ทำไมต้องเป็นเธอทุกทีเลยวะ | Jack & Joker: U Steal My Heart! (TV) RPF, ครั้งหนึ่งที่รัก | The Best Story (TV 2021) RPF, โปรเจกต์ซีรีส์วาย : กลรักรุ่นพี่ | En of Love: Love Mechanics (TV) RPF, ทำไมต้องเป็นเธอทุกทีเลยวะ | Jack & Joker: U Steal My Heart! (TV), โปรเจกต์ซีรีส์วาย : กลรักรุ่นพี่ | En of Love: Love Mechanics (TV)
12 Oct 2025
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وار که با ویدیوهای سفالگری و ورزشیش به ولاگر معروفی تبدیل شده بود، یه روز خیلی تصادفی یین - یه گیمر/یوتیوبری که محتواش پر از تیکهپرونی و طعنه بود- رو تو یکی از لایوهاش دیس کرد و بیخبر طرفدارها رو به جون هم انداخت. وار و یین برایاینکه اوضاع آروم بگیره تصمیم میگیرن یه ویدیو مشترک باهمدیگه ضبط کنن. اما طولی نمیکشه همکاری دوستانهشون که از سر شوخی و مسخرهبازی شروع شده بود کمکم جا رو برای احساسات عمیقی که پشت دوربینها شکل میگرفت باز کنه و فنها هم شروع به شیپ کردنشون بکنن.
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impossibly possible by minvara
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Superman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Oct 2025
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"The screen lit up. There was Peter, in his hoodie, AirPods dangling from his ears, looking for all the world a nodding seal whilst the Vicki lady interrogated him: kiss, marry or kill. And then his own voice, the barest cadence of a tremor:
“Um, kiss Nightwing …marry Red Hood, kill Red Robin?”
A strangled, animal sound tore from his throat. He was fucked. Really, really, fucked."
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Peter, this time, didn't ask for any of it: he ends up in a place called Gotham, goes viral on the internet, runs into Superman's ex-wife, gets an internship at the Daily Planet…all the while getting pursued by the Red Hood + the no-more-the-less demented family.
He tried, okay? (He messes it up with two potential love interests but gets himself a job and makes a name for himself).
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Wednesday slammed the door to her dormitory shut. She needed to wash the dirt and grime from being buried alive and the Iago Tower explosion from her body and then she needed to sit at her typewriter and become Viper de la Muerte, typing until her fingers bled. Anything to escape the confusing cacophony of emotions threatening to overwhelm her.
When she finds an unconscious figure curled up in the back of her closet, clearly hiding and hurting, her heart sinks. There will be no escape from her damning words tonight. "I missed." Yeah right.
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Sparrow by Sigawagis
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga), Batman - All Media Types
12 Oct 2025
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Zenitsu dies during his mission in the entertainment district and wakes up in Gotham harbor. A certain masked vigilante saves Zenitsu from a second death.
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I'm obsessed with the Batfamily dynamics and I just want every tortured lonely soul from my favorite fandoms to feel the love of the Wayne family T-T, and today I'll be starting with Zenitsu.
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Hiyori and Ikuya never quite managed to make up after their fight on the playground. 6 years later, they meet again because Hiyori still has Ikuya as his emergency contact. But Hiyori is no longer what he used to be. Can Ikuya help Hiyori out of the dark place he seems to be trapped in? Will Hiyori allow help from those who hurt him?
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Jimin couldn't stand Jungkook. He's arrogant and popular, the perfect mix to be an asshole. He only went to that party because of his friends. He didn't know it would change everything between them..
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Uzumaki Naruto has always been the type of guy to observe his surroundings, to observe people... given he is a psychology student.
So when the new transfer student Uchiha Sasuke is taking some classes with him… along with his boyfriend, Hoozuki Suigetsu, they learn to understand each other through their grief, their problems, their struggles and most importantly: their love.
It's a story about three hearts that beats for one cause: for each other.
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Devotion, Anguish, and Repentance by GT Anthony (TheElderVampire)
Fandoms: Original Work
12 Oct 2025
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Sunderland’s rebels flee north, following Prince Lucian to Brømkhald to avoid an undead king’s wrath. Among them are two defectors that must right the wrongs they have committed towards their fellow man.
Declan Sutharlan is faced with an extraordinary undertaking, trying to learn the art of healing to save his lover from a spell that is slowly—and agonizingly—killing him.
To ensure his fallen victims did not die in vain, Tobias Druiminn is searching for what he hopes is the solution to Sunderland’s problems.
But things are not what they seem, and Brømkhald may not be as safe as they had hoped.Prince Lucian, meanwhile, believes that repressing himself and ascending the throne is the only way to make up for his survival. But the call for adventure is alluring, and his heart yearns for the people he loves the most in this world.
Auðunar Thrandsson is faced with a great evil that he does not understand, as Brømkhald is seeing signs of the same horrors that plagued Sunderland. Stopping it from spreading means facing the demons that made him the man he is today, and it very well may be his undoing.Series
- Part 3 of The Art of Malignance
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The Shadow Protocol by CrimsonIceGoddess
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
12 Oct 2025
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He’s a rookie FBI agent. She’s a mystery.
Edward’s first real case may just be the one that changes his life.
In a world built on secrets and shadows, love becomes the greatest risk—and the only truth worth dying for.
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Grimmauld Place becomes a place of court-ordered healing for Hermione Granger, who is just fine, thank you very much.
Or she would be, if it weren’t for her roommates, Draco Malfoy and Theodore Nott.
And, of course, the most annoying mentor and warden, Sirius Black.
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The Doctor returns from his trip early, which would have been fine had Celeste not currently been bleeding out on his bathroom floor.
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- Part 5 of The Doctor and his assistant
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heaven is not fit by inkandarsenic
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
12 Oct 2025
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four years after going missing, evander bolton walks back into robb's life
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- Part 3 of Kinktober 2025
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There wasn't time for the companions to deal with Cazador. Astarion had made his peace with that when he had taken down Gortash and Orin in a righteous fury. He knew that what had happened was the right thing to have happened. He had lived in freedom for a while; that was more than he was expecting, to be honest.
What he wasn't expecting, however, was how he now reacted to Cazador.
Astarion navigates his return to being a spawn, and his friends adjust to him being gone. The charismatic leader, the glue that held the group together, gone. They'll never see him again and they grieve.
Then Withers drags them back to Baldur's Gate.
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Cursed Twin Flames by Cypher504
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
12 Oct 2025
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“The council hereby orders the execution of special grade curse user Geto Suguru. It appoints special grade sorcerer Gojo Satoru as executioner.”
He can't.
Gojo Satoru is seventeen when he dies.
He wakes up in a burning body that isn't his own in a place so foreign it hurts.Dabi is fourteen when he sets out to make the world burn.
Or: Gojo and Dabi are both traumatized and cope very differently. Also they share a body which complicates things.
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Arnika by airyoubreathe
Fandoms: Nightwing (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, DCU (Comics)
12 Oct 2025
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As an eight year old Robin, Dick had traversed the tightrope of good and evil effortlessly, understanding how to navigate the world's morality in the way that only a child could. He knew right, he knew wrong and he knew how to differentiate between the two. As an adult, Dick didn’t have that certainty, and he no longer ran, skipped and cartwheeled over that tightrope. Instead, he crawled in a way that felt humiliating, even when no one else knew how much he was struggling to stand.
It's been six months since Nightwing dragged himself from the burning warehouse he'd been held captive in; bloodied, broken and with the fury of an avenging phoenix. And Dick Grayson has spent that time painstakingly putting his persona back together in a way that belies the total destruction wreaked over his mind and body.
Sure, the lie isn't as perfect as he wishes it was. But none of that matters. Not really, anyway. Because as the curtains open on the performance of Dick Grayson's lifetime, he knows one bitter truth; this is his path, and he has to walk it alone.
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A study in pain, grief and the relentless sting of finding a way to heal.
Fully written and updated weekly
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- Part 7 of Terrible Sting, Terrible Storm