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    A Whumptober work with One-Shot's about the Voices from Slay The Princess. Not that many people are exploring the wide range of possibilities that come from these characters, and so I came up with backstories for each of them with the help of the prompts from this year, along with other scenarios for after the finale when The Long Quiet and The Shifting Mound leave together, the voices deciding to not interfere.

    It's never specified, but I headcannon that the Voices are still inside TLQ's mind, just kept away from the outside world and out of contact with their host.

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    Eighteen-year-old Dean Winchester lives a tired life in District 9, slaving away in the grain fields, taking care of his younger brother Sam and trying to survive an impoverished life. The Winchester brothers dream of making their escape one day, starting over somewhere where they never have to fear the Hunger Games again. But when Sam nearly gets voted as District 9’s male tribute for the country's first ever Quarter Quell, Dean volunteers in his place.

    Seventeen-year-old Castiel Novak is the favourite to win the twenty-fifth Hunger Games, expected to come out a victor like his brother before him. While reluctant, he goes in believing he’ll easily emerge as this year’s winner. What he can’t predict is the alliance he’ll make with a tribute with a knack for rebelling and a need to break free of the cage that contains them both. Or how this new partnership will change him.

    This is a revision of my work of the same name that I wrote from 2014-2018, heavily edited and fully complete.

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    - . . ꒰ #Hyunjin becomes obsessed with Chan ꒱

    A post-apocalyptic world where the fate of the human race is the end of its existence. Christopher knows it, he is losing his mind but continues to cling to life in order to feel alive again, to stop surviving and to let his emotions carry him away one last time.

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    This is supposed to be more serious. This one is my actual first ever fanfic on Ao3, besides the joke one.

    SUMMARY; Protagonist, lonely! What's this? Three men, but two with traumatic events?! What a day to be alive!... Not really, it's hell on earth with everything going on. And one just drinks, so that's gonna be a fun chapter to write.

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    MECH became something bigger — the government facility pretending to be something they are not.

     

    There’s a facility beneath the Earth, deeper than anyone was meant to go. What was once science undercover it has become something else entirely—twisted, unstable, alive.

    When a breach leaves survivors trapped inside, one mech is sent to retrieve them.

    He’s been here before. Too many times. But never like this.

    This time, the silence follows him.

    In the dark, every footstep matters. Every breath could be the last. And not everything born in this place is willing to stay behind.

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    ‘Ow,’ I whine when I wake up to a not-so-welcome headache. Waking up with a stinging pain in my forehead is not an uncommon occurrence, but the moment I roll around in the bed I realize something is wrong. When I tried shielding my eyes with the sheets, I felt satin. I don’t have satin sheets. Immediately I open my eyes and sit up. The movement makes my head ache even more.

     

    I hate to realize I’m correct; this is not my bed. I’m laying on a soft mattress with rose-colored sheets. The floor seems to be made of soft, white carpet. Huh? Once again, that’s not my carpet. When I look up I freeze. Glass. I’m surrounded by a glass cage. And behind the glass is a man with a mask.

     

    I scream.

     

    Melanie Wolff should've recognized the signs and acted on it. The strange packages that kept arriving...

    Two months later she's taken and there's no escaping her stalker.

     

    (Might add tags later on in the story)

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    The vampire houses of Massachusetts have existed for hundreds of years under the leadership of the Kirammans. It's a carefully maintained order held in place by adherence to rules and the celebration of violence found in the werewolf fighting pits.

    Vi is a fighter in the pits, but more than that she's become something that shouldn't even exist. Caitlyn wants to keep Vi's secret, no matter the consequences. Some people fall in love too fast, and others are ready to throw away hundreds of years of hard work for the sake of the right woman—whatever you want to call that.

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    A deaf girl.
    A model haunted by the past.
    An idol who never stopped loving him.
    And the silence that ties their worlds together.
    Will love survive the silence that binds them?

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    Sethos and Scara are complete opposites. Scara is introverted, lives under the weight of mental problems, is used to hiding from people, and Sethos - is a social butterfly that will help him embrace his vulnerability and gain his trust.

    They start casually, a few hook ups that were never supposed to mean anything, suddenly start to transform into something else. Something warmer. Something softer. Scara doesn’t even know how he let that happen.

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    18/?
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    Wednesday slammed the door to her dormitory shut. She needed to wash the dirt and grime from being buried alive and the Iago Tower explosion from her body and then she needed to sit at her typewriter and become Viper de la Muerte, typing until her fingers bled. Anything to escape the confusing cacophony of emotions threatening to overwhelm her.

    When she finds an unconscious figure curled up in the back of her closet, clearly hiding and hurting, her heart sinks. There will be no escape from her damning words tonight. "I missed." Yeah right.

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    If it was how his fate was written, what was the point of hanging on? Gao Tu wondered, because he couldn't give himself a reason to keep alive.

    Until they came and gave him one.

    Or:

    Gao Tu was painfully and quietly struggling in years. With his family needs. With his pheromone disorder. With his mental issues.

    Especially, with the idea that he would never be loved, cared or wanted.

    Fortunately, Hua Yong, Sheng Shaoyou and Shen Wenlang were willing to do anything to prove how much they needed him in their life.

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    Tired of his pointless life, John Watson travels to the place of his childhood vacations in Scotland.
    After spending a restless night in a heavy thunderstorm, John finds somebody on the beach who will change his life forever.
    Together, they rise like a phoenix from the ashes of their existence.

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    Dallon likes counting things :)

    also Awsten is having the worst day of his life but who gaf

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    Always hope for the better, stand for the other.

     

    He will fall, but it doesn't mean that he can't enjoy the ride. Though, he will have to face himself at the end, no matter what.
    (Aka. Builderman with a bunch of issues interacts with new people, and starts to discover what the hell is happening around him. Would he ever get to have a therapy? Let's find out!)

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    Kyra's worked hard all her life to uphold masks, and the masks have come to define her as much as what lays beneath them. The arrival of the Affini is stripping away her identity piece by piece, so who gets left behind? No one, not in the Compact. Especially not a seedling sprout, trying so hard to cling to what she's been that she's afraid of what she could be.

    Gaillardia has loved and lost many florets, and each holds a dear place in her core. The most recent parting was especially bittersweet, and she's a little apprehensive to accept another. But an Affini's very nature is to flower, and something about this particular sprout is beckoning her to love and risk loss once more.

    (Hello friends and admirers of benevolent plant aliens, I'm working through some stuff and this is the platform I've chosen to do it. Please note the tags and even title may change as/if I continue to add to this, and I've rated it explicit despite lack of such content so far because I'm not sure whether or not it will veer in that direction. I'm also happy to add new tags, if anyone feels I've missed anything. Thanks folks, happy reading!)

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    Rumi never planned on coming back. After losing her mom, she left without a trace – until one moment changed everything. A year later, she’s back in New York, hiding behind music and the two brothers who survived alongside her.

    Then Zoey and Mira walk back into her life. Old wounds reopen, melodies pull them closer, and buried feelings rise to the surface. But Rumi’s past isn’t done with her, and healing might be the hardest mission she’s ever faced.
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    Content Warnings: This story contains depictions of combat violence, suicidal thoughts and ideation, self-worth struggles, and themes of alcohol abuse and sobriety, and PTSD.

    Ultimately, though, this is a story about healing - we just have to get through the bumps first. :)

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    Jean swears that next time, he won't let him in. Next time Harry's crying on his doorstep at two in the goddamn morning, he's going to leave him there, turn up the radio, and forget about him. He'd be right to do it, too. No one would blame him.

    He's sworn the same thing about a hundred times now.

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    Reiner Braun has been tasked with being a bodyguard to the Princess of Marley who's sickness has brought her at death's door. All of his conceived notions of Marleyeans are challenged when you don't meet his expectations.

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    “You said it was bad,” Lena managed to hoarsely respond after a beat too long.

    Nodding, Lillian stared up at the ceiling for a moment, her throat bobbing as her lips twisted wryly. “I’m dying. Stage four pancreatic cancer.”

    “How long do you have?”

    “A month, maybe two.”

    “Oh.”

    -

    Returning home for the first time in twelve years to the news that her mother is dying, the last thing that Lena wants is to run into the childhood best friend she hasn't spoken to since she left Midvale all those years ago. Especially when said friend was the reason Lena swore she'd never go back home again.

    Still harbouring the sting of teenage love and rejection, as well as the pressure of her unsatisfying career and resentment towards her mother, Lena's life is brought to a halt in her hometown as she's forced to confront years of repressed feelings and the truth about what she really wants out of life while waiting for her mother to die.

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    Chapters:
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    When Tori moves to Truham for Sixth Form, Nick and Tori are sat together for registration, leading to an unlikely friendship.

    Throughout the first few months of term, Tori struggles with being a good enough sister, Nick finds himself having confusing feelings for Tori’s younger brother, and Charlie just feels like he’s drowning.

    Told in rotating POV between Tori, Nick, and Charlie, this story follows the three of them through their mental health struggles as they learn to lean on each other and share their baggage.

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    Chapters:
    10/24
    Comments:
    106
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    103
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    31
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