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Something is wrong. When Abdirak cast Plane Shift, he had a very clear idea of where he was going, but that wasn't where he ended up. Instead he is in a strange, unknown place, surrounded by darkness and metal.
Yet somehow, close by, there is something very familiar and he finds himself drawn to it. Perhaps a kindred spirit?
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"Stars, hide your fires; Let not light see my black and deep desires.” Macbeth (Act 1, Scene 4)
Newly ordained priest Father Jayce Talis is sent to a remote village tied to his past after an indiscretion is discovered hidden beneath his mattress. Exiled from his home in Barcelona, he must travel east to an unfamiliar land, yet the very place of his conception.
There, his faith and vows will be tested in the face of a beautiful man who awakens irresistible desires that could lead the young priest to ruin.
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Les Echos de l'Emeraude by AngelofDarkWings
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Notre-Dame de Paris | The Hunchback of Notre-Dame - Victor Hugo
20 Sep 2025
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Le Royaume de Gryffondor abrite Poudlard, cité dominée par l’antique Cathédrale.
Après 15 ans d'Exil, Draco revient des champs de bataille pour réclamer son héritage. Lasse de la vie, perclus de solitude, il n'espère plus rien.
Pourtant, sur le parvis, il rencontre l’Émeraude, danseur sorcier, affilié à la Terre, qui capture son cœur et disperse les ténèbres qui enlisent son âme.
Si ce n'était que pour lui...
Dans l’ombre des cloches, Severus, le sonneur, voit en lui son dernier lien avec le monde d'en bas. Et plus sombre encore, Tom, le Maître alchimiste, nourrit pour le danseur un désir dévorant.
Les grelots de chevilles ne cessent de tintinnabuler, emportant avec eux ce qui reste de sa raison.
Entre amour, obsession et damnation, les deux amants devront lutter pour sauver leur amour de la fatalité... -
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Cas started his mission late, late to faith, or late to truly hating himself. 25. He’s become the big brother in his mission community, often cooking for the brothers and chatting warmly with his trio over dinner. Trios were more common during the Covid mission—limited as they were by shelter in place, and yet brimming with righteous young men. Men like Dea—Elder Winchester, that is. Green eyed, wild grinning. And… why not call him Dean, in the din of his own TV static mind after he’s said amen to Heavenly Father? Why not say Dean… only to himself, only in his mind, only to feel shudders of hopeless agony, shame roiling in his gut, clenching on sin of the mind. But wouldn’t he taste like it? Sin. And big Brother Novak smiles in the clear light of day, gummy and bright, Heavenly Father’s invisible hands nigh obvious on his broad shoulders, even if at night he curls up tight and wretched, doubting and tormented, thinking, Dean.
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Deliver Us From Sin | The Ninth Gate by ExoticAlmonde
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Sep 2025
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“Show me.” He demanded.
Sunday swallowed thickly, throat bobbing.
“Show… Show you…?”
Answers to questions I cannot ask.
Feelings, which have been manifesting inside me.
These desires, which have been festering like a weeping wound.
Right now, all Sunday could think about was the person before him.
---Father Sunday is trapped in a beautiful nightmare, where all of his virginal questions could be answered. With the blessing of Ena, he is given the chance to explore all of his desires, a path through which he would find himself and a key to the cage he longed to escape.
With the Hound of the Dreamscape by his side, change doesn't look quite so frightening anymore.
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萨姆·温彻斯特不清楚自己到底是不是发了疯，他父亲是个狂信上帝的疯子，整天蜗居在他们称为“家”的房子里祈祷，而他又太不信，尽管他的确怀疑自己的出生有些不敬神之处，毕竟，他听见老鼠跟自己说话了，那老鼠还长着一双黄眼睛。它说他是敌基督，注定要领导地狱的。这要真是他的臆想，那他还真算是天赋异禀。它还说，你得离开这里，去看看你必然统治的世界——好吧，萨姆想，这倒是说中了他的心事。录取通知书现在就在柜子的最底层，而他还不敢告诉迪恩，他有点亵渎地爱着的迪恩。
迪恩·温彻斯特不明白和老鼠讲话是怎么一回事，不明白父亲信的那个主究竟想要什么，也不明白自己究竟希望萨姆离开还是留下。他只能紧紧抓住“爱”这一个小东西，还有附带其上的希望。
简言之：温温在保守基督教家庭里长大的某个宇宙
8.7更新：Dean/Rhonda Hurley的戏份比计划中更多（真的多了很多），已添加tag+章节开头Warning。请按需规避。
9.14更新：不知不觉已经写了将近一半……好不可思议。照目前来看会是be，请斟酌后阅读！Series
- Part 1 of Kripke Semantics
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There's A Storm Brewing by RocketMermaid23
Fandoms: Human Domestication Guide - GlitchyRobo
13 Sep 2025
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Brent Fischer, head brewer at New Rochefort Brewing Company, has his workday interrupted when the Affini come to domesticate the planet of Trappist-1e.
Circeval Purpurea, Thirteenth Bloom, is a xenopharmacologist who doesn't get why Terrans would want to make beer when the Affini can make such effective xenodrugs.
What happens when they cross paths?
This work occurs in the Human Domestication Guide setting and is 18+.
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Alastor is a priest with questionable tastes and a dark past, a past that leaves him in debt to the devil.
And how will he repay it?
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- Part 2 of Forgive me Father, I am a sinner
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Blackbeard was Izzy’s god, and Izzy worshiped on his hands and knees.
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Long My Love Awaited by dirty_whorchata, ShadowViking
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
07 Sep 2025
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Geir Dagrsson knows three things: cattle die, kinsmen die, but the one thing that doesn’t is a man’s deeds. He just didn’t expect his greatest one to be marrying the brat prince of East Anglia, and worst of all, the son of one of his father’s killers: a Saxon.
Ӕlfstan, son of Cadwallon, loathes the heathens plaguing their lands. When he is sold off in marriage to one, he will do whatever it takes to free himself from the man, his father’s wishes be damned. The Viking he is promised to also proves to be just as irritating as he expected.
Little do they both know, sinister forces are looking to sow more discord between the denizens of East Anglia, with Geir and Ӕlfstan at the centre of it all.
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it rises, it rises by bugbiter
Fandoms: Disventure Camp | Campamento desventura (Web Series)
06 Sep 2025
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“Is it really a confession if you’re too ashamed to even speak of what you’ve done?”
Her hum begins again, shakier this time. “I suppose that’s true.” She breathes out, the guilt of speaking back to Him burning through her frame. This game has made her too comfortable.
“Of course it is,” He laughs, and the sound feels like it’s coming from within her skull rather than a physical presence. It was a part of speaking to Him she’d never get used to. “You said it yourself: I’m all knowing, aren’t I?”
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Olivine, Kuya, and the secrets they keep from each other.
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Relationship drama but Nuca style
(Sequel to Incandescent Light he Sees)Series
- Part 5 of To find my way in you
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Mouthfeel by VLYRN
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
02 Sep 2025
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The North goes to war, and Roose Bolton’s eldest, his daughter Sara, will ride with him to Winterfell to serve Robb Stark, leaving her beloved half-brother behind. The Boltons rend flesh from bone with ease and their butcher’s knives may yet cleave the North in two.
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Aldo has never really been one to think much about penance.
“We honor God in a multitude of ways,” he’d told Thomas once. “I agree that discomfort is useful. We learn to turn away from our sins and commit to do better. I don't understand what mutilating yourself in His name is meant to accomplish. We were not put in this world to suffer, Thomas."
Thomas had been quiet for a long time. "It is a different thing, though," he'd said finally. "You will agree on that much at least. Self-harm is a sin. Self-flagellation has a place in doctrine."
Aldo had winced. "Next thing you'll tell me is you've joined Opus Dei. You don’t think confession is enough? Prayer?”
“I think mortification of the flesh has its place,” he’d said absently, eyes faraway.
“Does it serve a purpose, though, apart from hurting you? Does senseless pain really bring you any closer to Him?”
Thomas had barely flinched. Aldo had felt possessed by the urge to grab his jaw and direct him forward, look at me, look!
“We must repent, Aldo,” he’d said simply. "By whatever means necessary."
He’s always thought Thomas did enough repentance as it was for the two of them. He thinks he understands better now.
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Divina tentación by BettyGrantFiction
Fandoms: The Hunchback of Notre Dame (Disney Animated Movies), Notre-Dame de Paris | The Hunchback of Notre-Dame - Victor Hugo
28 Aug 2025
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El juez Claude Frollo es el despiadado ministro de Justicia de París que se complace en infundir terror entre la gente. Persigue cruelmente a los gitanos y ejecuta sin piedad a quien caiga en sus garras, creyendo obrar en nombre de Dios. Pero su vida da un vuelco cuando conoce a María Aliceth Bellarose, una joven monja problemática del convento de Notre-Dame.
Aliceth es una de las novicias más jóvenes de Notre-Dame, pero su espíritu indomable la mete en continuos problemas con la Madre Abadesa y el Arcediano, quienes intentan tenerle paciencia. Sus encuentros con Frollo son tensos y plagados de sarcasmo, ya que ella lo ve como una molestia en su vida, ignorante de la obsesión que despierta en él.
Para Frollo, Aliceth se convierte en una tentación divina que lo consumirá cual llamas del infierno. Bajo su yugo despiadado, la joven monja anhela una libertad que apenas comprende, hasta que conoce a los gitanos. Jayah, una gitana, le revela su futuro: un amor tormentoso, una vida libre de ataduras y una familia. Aliceth no puede ignorar esta visión de un destino posible fuera de los muros que la aprisionan. Aliceth lucha por hallar su camino en una encrucijada donde Frollo parece controlarlo todo, incluso su destino.
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- Part 1 of MAB & CF
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Ángel de la guarda: Triste compañía by Robin_KuroNess
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
22 Aug 2025
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Reo decide arriesgar su vida la noche que le rompen el corazón.
Reo descubre a un ángel y le promete darle un hogar, sin saber que es un ángel.
Reo tiene sentimientos por este ángel...
Y eso es un gran problema.Series
- Part 1 of Ángel de la guarda
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Raised under the tiranny of your own family, forced to steal to earn your keep, you struggle to survive. Born from a Fey mother, and a Manblood father who wanted only sons, you are forced to hide your Fey side. When you are ordered to steal from Father Carden by your half-brother, Cassian, your life spirals out of control and you find yourself at the mercy of the Weeping Monk. The life you knew changes drastically when Cassian betrays you in the cruelest of ways. A trade is made, a promise is broken, and a debt must be paid.
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Gurathin was in here, somewhere. I just had to find him.
A different take on what happened inside Gurathin's head when he was hardwired to Murderbot during his surgery.
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One accidental bite leads to life-changing actions. Sol is a beta, never expecting to become part of a pack. Betas have always been abundant, but generations of cruel treatment have ended with betas rejecting pack life. When Sol gets bitten, both she and the pack try to move on, but complications bring them together.
This work is a rewrite of my work from last year, and I didn't want to edit anything, so I made the decision to publish a new version with a slightly different angle.
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Submit and Be Cherished by nursal1060
Fandoms: DCU, Nightwing (Comics), Deathstroke the Terminator (Comics)
19 Aug 2025
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After years of carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders, Dick Grayson returns to the one person where surrendering isn’t weakness - Slade. Dick finds solace, not in love, but in obedience, structure, and touch that tells him it's okay to breathe. Tonight, he doesn't have to be strong - he only has to be Slade’s again.
Apprentice Dick Week: Dick Returns To Slade Years Later/Touch-Starved/”On Your Knees”
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- Part 67 of Sladick Compilation
- Part 159 of Bats In Love