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    It's that time of year again! More vignettes based on the 31 Smegtober prompts.

    Tags will be updated with each chapter.

    Note: Most of what I write will be SFW, but some chapters may have dark or triggering content/implications. CW or TW will be posted in the notes of relevant chapters.

    Days 1 - 5: Tie / Privacy / Bet / Contaminate / Body Swap
    Days 6 - 10: Red Alert / Claustrophobic / Guilt / Nostalgia / Restraint
    Days 11 - 15: Fantasies / T-shirt / In the Dark / Holidays / What if...?
    Days 16 - 20: Fever / Tease / Comfort / Morning / Planet Leave
    Days 21 - 25: Fear / Self-care / Ultimatum / Drunk / Hidden Talent
    Dys 26 - 31: Secrets / Combats / Scars / Space Corps / Home / Hungry 

    Challenge deemed completed at 25/31 prompts. Hope you enjoyed!

    Find my contributions to past Smegtobers here and here.

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    The vampire Armand, in thirty-one shades of ruin.

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    As usual summer before third year is really hard…

    After an unfortunate incident with Aunt Marge, Harry finds himself staying with Snape and his live-in boyfriend of 12 years.

    Only, Snape is just as awful as ever and his boyfriend is really cool and nice and makes Harry feel important… but as time goes on, it’s clear that all is not as it seems. Because Snape is actually… well, he’s not a decent guy, but he does care about protecting children from abuse, apparently.

    But his boyfriend… It turns out that not all guys who seem good end up being good in the end. As he watches his professor’s relationship dissolve he can’t help feeling like an awful person for being an active participant in it.

    It never once crosses his mind that Harry was being groomed and abused in a grossly different way than he was used to.

    OR

    Not only do old secrets get revealed, but Professor Snape’s boyfriend takes advantage of Harry while he’s staying there for the summer leading to shifts in perspective and possibly… healing?

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    Matt Sturniolo has learned to keep himself small, to survive the shadows of his past. But when a pedophile moves into his neighborhood, the memories he’s buried for years come rushing back. Haunted by what he endured and what he sees around him, Matt begins a dark path of his own making, determined to confront the invisible monsters lurking in the world.

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    The world can be a harsh and brutal place, where even just trying to exist can be overwhelming. In a near future, Han Jisung has found the perfect escape in a fully immersive VR game where he is able to thrive in the environment rather than struggle to tolerate it. A world where he can feel like someone who can be loved, and indulge in a virtual romance without the pressure and fear caused with real ones. Somewhere he can feel just like a normal person. He will soon find, though, that even something that feels perfect can never fully be an escape from reality, and who he is. He is in a losing fight in maintaining the balance between keeping the reality he is so desperate to run away from, and the virtual world where he can fake being more real than in reality separated.

    Or; A story about struggling to exist in (and out of) the world with autism, trauma, and a complicated relationship with sexuality. About escapism, acceptance, healing, and the ordeal of falling in love.

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    He’d seen it the day before yesterday, displayed front and center in one of the shop windows they’d passed by.

    A beautiful, felt bowler hat. Onyan had stopped to admire it. He’d said the color was burgundy. To Levi, it looked like a deep red, almost purple. He guesses that’s what burgundy was. Well, he’d been able to tell Onyan wanted it, but then he’d kept walkin’, pushin’ Levi’s chair down the street, and hadn’t said another word about it.

    //

    Part two of This Life, After.

    Levi faces new challenges in his journey toward healing.

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    It starts with her, in a way. Starts with her bathroom counter, half-empty pill bottles and scattered hot rollers and the dark curiosity to know what’s more important than him. Starts with 40s and a dare he makes with himself, alone in his room. It ends up here, in the shadow of her sick bed. Exhausted. Clean, mostly. Broke and back in his childhood home, a high school diploma and accidentally acquired plaque declaring him Employee of the Month! the only thing to show for thirty five years on this big, green earth.

    “Yeah, Randy,” he says. “It’s a thing I do.”

    (the dealer Benson AU)

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    A journey through Daken's life, particularly touching on narratives not covered in comics. I attempted to write this a year ago, when I just got back into comics, but I am not currently happy with that work. I feel that I know more material and am a better writer, and wanted to take things in a different direction now. Some plot points may carry over, but it will largely be a new work.

    This fic will go in depth about many heavy topics. Almost all of the archive warnings will apply at some point. This is a work of fiction.

    follow me on twitter

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    “But I am a boy.” Kalluto mumbles, and he wishes he said it quieter because Kikyo definitely heard, and she is definitely not amused.

    “No. You’re not a boy, Kalluto. Stop saying such stupid things!” Her voice is growing louder, and Kalluto feels like he is shrinking, shrinking, shrinking.

    “You’re a girl Kalluto. That’s all you’re good for. Being a quiet, nice, respectful little girl. That's," She boops Kalluto’s nose, “it. Anyways, you don’t really have the right to complain do you, Kalluto?” He wordlessly nods, because he doesn’t think he could bring himself to disagree.

    Or, the Phantom Troupe in Greed Island but with more plot.

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    Ryomen Sukuna has always known he had a power that set him aside from others. During blackouts caused by debilitating headaches, Sukuna is able to transport back in time to disturbing moments in his childhood that his brain purposefully cut out as a trauma response. The blackouts are triggered by anything that helps him remember the moment – a picture, a home video, a journal entry. He is able to change the timeline of events in his life and rewrite history, for himself and his friends.

    When Sukuna visits the love of his life, Megumi Fushiguro, on a holiday home from university, he realizes how miserable his absence has left him. Their catch up ends in tears and raised voices. Once he returns to campus after the break he receives a call from Megumi’s brother informing him that Megumi has killed himself.

    In an attempt to get him back, Sukuna reviews journal entries from his childhood. He attempts to change the course of events that led them to where they were in hopes that he can prevent Megumi’s suicide in the present. But every time he messes with a memory of the past, the reality change causes him to lose Megumi one way or another.

    A phenomenon known as the butterfly effect.

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    Peter Parker spent ten years of his life imprisoned by a secret society. Now he has managed to escape, driven by a single goal: to destroy the secret society and help others. But things are harder than he thinks—the world is different from how he remembered it, and he will have to learn to trust others and to not be afraid.

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    Forty was an achievement. One that many people never could achieve.

    Bruce's made it past his sixteenth, his twenty-first, and his thirtieth. They didn't fly past him, but he did it.

    He'll do it again. Had to.

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    Near never understood Matt. They were friends in the orphanage, sure, but it never seemed to matter much to him. Or that's what Near thought.

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    Gaspar doesn’t move. He aches, he burns, he wishes to run, to hide, until his father’s mood, what surely led to this ordeal, has calmed down.

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    being in charge of your mom's kid day in day out means you have to get creative with punishments. he doesn't take your threats seriously, ignores your attempts to ground him, and complains and fights loudly instead of sitting down and shutting up. so what's a guy to do? a last resort solution, of course. and maybe a far too self indulgent one.

    or bee molests azzy because he's being a brat. embarrassing!

    characters: beezlebub mortimer [18] / asmodeus mortimer [12]

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    Abuse Victim Johnathan Crane abandons his religious upbringing to enter a world full of fear

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    The man—the white-haired elf—was pressed back against the far wall near the sinks, shoulder half-collided with the soap dispenser, a bit of said soap had fallen onto his sweater, most likely because the taller elf had shoved him into its general direction.

    In this light, Wyll could better see the way his face was shaped, thin. Bony, like he hadn’t had a proper meal to eat in weeks, hand raised weakly between them like it might stop anything. His breath came fast.

    Wyll can hardly begin to wrap his head around what it’s looking at, but he knows one thing, and that it’s he must protect this man.

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    Brennan is unexplainedly reverted to her 16 year old self at a crime scene. Backstory reveals ensue.

    Season 6, pre-Doctor in the Photo

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    Sam survived eleven years of hell. Now he has to learn how to live.

    At twenty-two, Sam Winchester is attempting his first real relationship—with Jess, a woman who doesn't know what he's survived. She expects him to be "normal". The PTSD makes it hard. The years of sexual trauma and learned behavior make it damn near impossible. But Sam is *trying*.

    Dean, twenty-seven, finally has his baby brother back. But watching Sam struggle—watching him self-destruct in slow motion—is killing him. Especially when Dean finds himself unexpectedly drawn to Benny Lafitte, and has to figure out his own shit while keeping Sam alive.

    The Winchester brothers learn what healthy love looks like. It's far messier than either of them expected.

     

    Note: this was originally titled Sex and the Single Winchester. I had intended it to be sort of a rom-com-dramedy but the subject matter is way too dark. So the new title reflects that.

    This is Part 2 of the
    Brothers, Man Series
    It can be read standalone, but context from this first part, will deepen the experience.

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    The eggs tasted even better than they looked—fluffy and buttery with just the right amount of salt. Objectively, they were much better than any of the meals he had over the past five years. So why did eating them fill him with revulsion?

    “Finney, what’s wrong?”

    A tear trickled down his cheek, followed by several more.

    “I—”

    He swallowed. His shoulders trembled, and he sniffled. Unable to endure the alarmed concern in his father and sister’s eyes, he focused on the plate in front of him.

    “I shouldn’t be here.”

    And then that ugly, beautiful truth ripped through his skin like a shirt several sizes too small:

    “I should be with Al. I want to be with Al.”

    ****

    After five years of captivity, Finney Blake is finally reunited with his family. He agrees to testify against his kidnapper, but the wounds on his heart run much deeper than the ones on his body, and doing so might not be easy. But just because something isn’t easy doesn’t mean it’s not worth doing.

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