20 Works in If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
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Autumn has a rough day at school that only gets worse as the day passes, but she ends up finding a sight that brightens it
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Oneshots on my hyper fixationssss 💕 by AshersPawzzz
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016), If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin, KPop Demon Hunters (2025), A Good Girl's Guide to Murder Series - Holly Jackson
16 Sep 2025
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Just a bunch of oneshots of my hyper fixations :)))
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What if Finny survived the accident- but just barely?
From the POV of Autumn.
Finny survived the accident, but had to be hospitalized. Their relationship is still there, their moms don't know, but they think something is going on. Finny is upset about Sylvie, but does care that Autumn is upset.
"I told you, I told you to stay. I told you...." I sobbed.
"I know, I know. It's ok, I'm here. I'm ok." He said weakly.
"It's not ok! You almost died! I told you! You should've listened!"
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I wish that I could freeze the picture by verygoodreader
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
26 Aug 2025
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Basically what would have happened if Finny hadn't died that night.
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I don’t know what’s wrong, and I don’t understand why I feel this way, but I love Finny. My Finny.
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When Stars Align With Each Other by Ceilingfan44
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin, If Only I Had Told Her - Laura Nowlin
14 Jul 2025
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so basically the ending of the books broke me and I cannot handle Finny’s death ! this is going to be a (hopefully) multi-chapter fix about Finn and Autumns future together.
enjoy!!!
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What If? - Narratives by Rosie_calling
Fandoms: The Inheritance Games - Jennifer Lynn Barnes, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, A Good Girl's Guide to Murder Series - Holly Jackson, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Fourth Wing - Rebecca Yarros, Shatter Me Series - Tahereh Mafi, Lightlark Series - Alex Aster, Five Survive - Holly Jackson, The Powerless Trilogy - Lauren Roberts, The Naturals - Jennifer Lynn Barnes
15 May 2025
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A series of narratives based off the books/series's that I've read recently lol :) they are "what if?" questions, changing different plot points that would have massively affected the storyline
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Inheritance Games: Done - chapter: 1
Hunger Games:
AGGGTM:
Percy Jackson:
IHHBWM:
Harry Potter:
Fourth Wing:
Shatter Me:
Lightlark:
Five Survive:
The Naturals:
Powerless:
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At 1:43 a.m. on October 14th, my boy finally came back to me.
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Or: My re-written ending of Laura Nowlin's novel "If He Had Been With Me".Series
- Part 28 of Original Works
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After Finny's death, Autumn raises their daughter as a single mother, but she still misses Finny.
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He Had Been With Me by Chloe0rSam0rSophia0rMarcus
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
31 Dec 2024
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the ending of this book makes me really sad so I rewrote it and let Autumn and Finny be happy together because I love them and these poor babies deserve some joy and peace
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If He Had Listened To Me by staygold_ponyboy
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
27 Nov 2024
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Jack’s life from “If He Had Been With Me” before Finn dies. It starts with him first meeting Finn, and ends with Jack waking up to Lexi’s phone call telling him that Finn is dead. There will be flash-forward scenes where things are explained to Jack that he didn’t know during Finn’s life. (Work in progress. I’ll try to post regularly.)
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If there were another universe by eliza_grey276
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
18 Jun 2024
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“So, what’s everybody wearing for cheer tryouts?” Victoria asks, setting her tray down next to mine. I pick at my cheese stick, avoiding eye contact with the others. They discuss exactly which skirt and tank top combo would impress the coaches the most, and I try my best to disappear into the bench I’m sitting on.
It’s not that I don’t want to be a cheerleader- the idea is about as neutral to me as the bland food I’m chewing. It’s just that I cannot make up and perform my own routine for the tryouts. Period. Full stop. End of story.
In which Autumn lives life from an alternate universe. Look out Finny, here comes a cheerleader with a tiara and family associations to steal your heart...
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If He Had Been With Me - alternate ending by Caffeinatedreamer
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
20 Feb 2024
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To fix my broken heart over the ending. This is cure coping because of my denial and because of how much I adore these characters who should have had forever together.
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If only the ending had been different by bookat99
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin, If Only I Had Told Her
09 Feb 2024
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An Alternate ending, where Finny lives and grows old with Autumn.
I recommend reading after finishing the first book. Minor spoilers for If Only I had Told Her. -
The Visit (Autumn’s Apricity) by avesswrites
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
08 Jan 2024
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I have not seen Sylvie Whitehouse since I was nineteen years old. I thought, for the longest time, that it would stay that way forever. I did not want to see Sylvie again-- even after I’d grown out of my unwarranted adolescent hatred for her. I assumed that Sylvie would not want to see me. I assumed that if she did, she would attack me in a fit of rage. Maybe she’d attempt to claw my eyes out or scrape my skin off or pull my limbs apart.
I would not blame her for any of these things. Maybe I would’ve when I was younger. But not now. Never now.
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Enjoy Autumn reconnecting with someone from her past. An apology is owed. Naturally.
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Nothing could have prepared me for what my mother said next. My heart stops as my stomach drops to the floor.
The drive to the hospital is excruciatingly slow. We are going well over the speed limit, but it still isn’t fast enough. The Mothers are in the front while I sit in the back. I can hear Aunt Angelina’s panicked sobs and my mother consoling her, although there is a tremble in her voice. I stay silent and will the tears in my eyes to go away.
“Don’t cry, it’s okay,” Finny had said to me last night. I squeeze my eyes shut and focus on the memory, on the sound of his voice. “Don’t cry.”
We drive past the side street where it happened. Police cars surround the area, and I catch a glimpse of the little red car with the hole in the windshield, of the fallen power line laying in the water, enclosed with yellow caution tape. Seeing the scene makes it all seem so much more real, and a horrible feeling of dread settles in my abdomen.
I have never prayed before, but in that moment, I plead with any God who might be listening.
Please, save him.
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Finny’s POV in If He had been with me
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Autumn wishes Finn had been with her. Finn wishes that he hadn't been there at all.
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At least you're safe. by Ladynoir_vs (orphan_account)
Fandoms: If He Had Been with Me - Laura Nowlin
24 Jan 2023
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(Again SPOILERS AHEAD)
What if finny had seen the puddle? or better yet what if he never got out of the car to begin with.
An alternate ending to "if he had been with me" by Laura Nowlin, where finn doesn't get killed in the crash.