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Thomas has always been prone to bouts of melancholy, since he was a child. Unfortunately, that particular problem stays with him even in death. What’s worse, there’s the addition of physical pain from the blasted bullet wound.
Two hundred years of pain later, he gets some help.
Basically, I’m convinced that Thomas has depression and I want to write some hurt/comfort about it.
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Alternatively titled "If Just One of You Fuckers Actually Communicated the Mindscape Wouldn't Be On Fire and God Wouldn't Have Yeeted Himself to the Next Dimension."
A story about the consequences of dividing yourself and calling that moral, and the pain that comes from spending so long living inauthentically, told through the epics of parts of Character!Thomas' personality. In which everyone has donated their brain cells, everyone has angst, and everyone has made some pretty stupid decisions.
None of the current installments have it, but this series will deal heavily in child sexual abuse, and against my will selfcest sprouted. There will be an alternative version available eventually without those taboo subjects, but it's lower priority and, admittedly, inferior in quality to the more triggering version.
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Everyone treats him like a hopeless patient, like a dead man walking. And maybe he is. He certainly feels like he’s just counting his days. All the others grieved, cried and got back on their feet. But not Thomas. Sometimes he thinks the part of him capable of finding happiness is buried under flames and debris, nestled close next to a rusty blade.
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The day Newt died, Thomas died with him. Similarly, when Newt comes back to life, so does Thomas.-
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Mrs. Patmore said that Jimmy hadn't sent a Valentine, or at least not to someone in the house. However, that was not entirely true.
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After Thomas's suicide attempt, he's visited by the last person he ever expected to walk back through the doors of Downton. And just maybe it'll be the thing to pull him back into the light.
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Room 250 by hashtagthanks1d
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner (Movies), The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types, Teen Wolf (TV)
03 Aug 2016
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Commited suicide for one of them. Self-harm and depression for the other one. Sounds like an abstractly good chemistry, right? But what if Newt refuses to speak to Thomas. To anyone at all? The best part is still, that they have to share a room and, that Thomas should take care of Newt. But how is he supposed to do so, with the given circumstances?
And the voices in Lydias head are starting to become louder and more agressive every day. They're telling her to kill someone. One of her closest friends.
And surely, Doctor Paige, the head of the WCKD establishment isn't exactly what you'd expect a therapist to be...Series
- Part 1 of Room 250
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You can tell them what you saw in me, and not how I turned out to be by V1L3
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types, The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner
27 May 2022
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Thomas reminisces on the past, as well as his missed opportunities
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frenchbitch: alexander was the only one who had off from work today, and i decided to get off work early using my amazing looks to surprise alex
frenchbitch: so i walk inside our home and alex is wearing a barbie snuggie, he's drinking grape juice from a wine glass and he's blaring beyonce
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WAAHHHHH I LOVE LVOE LOVEEEE READ 1000000000 TIMESS
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Anna and Mr Bates have always had several concerns when it comes to Thomas Barrow, the most recent being the way he is towards Andy, the new footman. They invite Thomas to sit down and have a conversation about it, and Thomas decides he has a lot of explaining to do in order to set the record straight.
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Thomas finally opens up about his childhood and gives Bates and Anna an education on homosexuality.
Set at the beginning of series 6, around episode 2 or 3, after the fair with the pigs, whenever that was.
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Oh my gosh tragic 1910s gay characters have my heart
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let my heart be your shelter by els31
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types
10 Feb 2019
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Newt is starting Glades College two weeks into the first term. After a year of dragging his life back together, Newt isn't looking forward to two years away from home and being surrounded by alcohol, drugs and danger. But Newt will come to learn that not everyone in the world is bad, and one specific, kind soul is going to restore Newt's faith in everything. All Newt has to do, is let him in.
Or, Newt is damaged and determined not to fall in love, and Thomas is damaged and adorably irresistible.
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Ch. 2 interesting
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Let down your walls by March_To_The_Se_a
Fandoms: The Maze Runner (Movies), The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner
30 Aug 2024
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Thomas is, for a lack of a better word, broken. Two years in the glade. Two years of the maze. Two years of run down shoes and bleeding feet. Two years and they were still no closer to finding a way out.
Two long years and Thomas' hope of escape is long gone. But he's not allowed to say that. Two long years and god.. the top of those walls are looking increasingly inviting.
Thomas has lost all hope of finding a way out through the maze. Newt is losing hope that his Tommy is okay.
In this Thomas has came up in the box a year after Newt. This is held roughly one year before the main story with the main story pushed back a year
We get to a mix of movie and book cannon later into the story
There are triggering topics in this so please read tags
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Don't Judge Me by bookwormforlifeandmore
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types
03 Jul 2018
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Thomas is sent to the Glade, but everyone around him doesn't like him. Well, almost everyone. Newt and Minho like him. But unfortunately that's not enough to let Thomas stay in the Glade. He is forced to go into the Maze overnight. If he survives and comes back, he can stay. But there's one problem--no one has ever survived a night in the Maze. But Thomas does the impossible. Though, there are consequences of what happened to him. And Thomas has a past even the memory wipe can't erase.
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Young, dumb and full of caffeinated beverages by keysandneedles
Fandoms: Conclave (2024), Conclave - Robert Harris
23 Aug 2025
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A conclave university AU that no one asked for.
Thomas is a history major with a very specific interest in the political history of the papal state. He is also extremely sleep deprived and it has been too long since he has felt anything. In a moment of desperation Thomas finds himself in the back of the local church on a saturday night.
Vincent is a young social worker with a lot of love to give, but no one to call his own yet, but trusting God to guide him.
Aldo and Geffredo have declared themselves arch rivals, even if their not in the same major... Guilio finds it suspicious.
Ray, Willi and Agnes meet every saturday night to watch movies, talk trash and get high.
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He's gonna need time by Coridoeswriting
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV), The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types, The Maze Runner (Movies)
10 Jun 2020
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Set at the end of season 5 of Teen Wolf when Lydia almost dies. She wakes up in a strange place and starts talking to a strange British boy named Newt who knows her friend Thomas. Or did know before he died.
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Anything For You by Itsalarrypotterthing
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner
04 Jun 2023
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Thomas and co made it to the Safe Haven, but that was not without sacrifice. Newt was left to the hands of the flaming Last City, and is assumed to be dead. But when he's found and nursed back to health, what's stopping him from reuniting with his lost love?
In other words, a death cure fix-it where Newt didn't die and they live happily ever after.
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Reincarnated - Modern Glader AU - Red strings, Soulmate, AOB AU by LizzyANT
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types, The Maze Runner (Movies), The Maze Runner RPF
05 Jul 2018
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When Newt died his last wish was: ,,I wanna meet up with Tommy once again"
Years later when Minho was dying his last wish was same: ,,I wanna met my lover once again"- Language:
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It has kind of became a trend now, to insult yourself, but not seriously, never seriously. Well, at least that is how most students took it as.
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hehe my finger slipped
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MY POOR BABY AAAA
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This is a short fic, but it’s also very simple and lovely. It’s a good read that takes no more than a few minutes; it’s definitely worth your time.
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Swim by orphan_account
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types, The Maze Runner (Movies)
05 Feb 2018
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He kept walking, right up to the edge and stood there. He looked down at the waves, large swells crashing up against the rocks aggressively at the bottom. If he jumped, he would land in the water and surely get thrown against the rocks. He could swim, he thinks, but he knew he'd be taken under within seconds. He'd survive the jump, but not the water.
He moved closer, hand reaching for the pocket Newt's note was sticking out of. He managed to grab the frail paper, pulling it to his eye line and unfolded it. He read the words over and over, analysing Newt's handwriting, treasuring the last piece of Newt he had left.
Kill me. If you've ever been my friend, kill me.
He would never forgive himself.
(title from chase atlantic)
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tmr fav fic
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It all just happened so fast by orphan_account
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV), The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner
27 Aug 2017
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Stiles is kidnapped and taken to the maze, where he loses all his memories. When the Gladers escape, the world isn't how they thought. Now they have to return to a world that they have no memories of and face their family's and friends that they don't remember.
(probs never gonna finish this lmao. would say im sorry but i dont care)
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