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    Siffrin thinks that this is what they want. What everyone wants.
    In here, they'll always love the actors, and the actors will always love them.
    They don't need to think about anything that happens outside of these two days, regardless of how much they want it, CRAVE IT.
    They only need to think about the next line, the next stage direction, the next time they can be alone.
    After so much time, there's bound to be a mistake or two that goes undetected.
    This one cannot be fixed by a simple loop, however.

     

    Or, Siffrin was serious at the end of Act 4, when they said they could keep the play going for a little while longer.

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    With newfound enthusiasm, Isa pads over to where you sit at the end of the bed and holds the headband and collar out toward you.

    You take them gently, marveling at the intricate details of the ears—the fur is plush and feathery, dyed to be the exact same shade as Isa’s hair. The tips of the ears flop over themselves, but when lifted, reveal a soft, pale interior dotted with small spots that remind you of his freckles. Whoever made these was a master at their craft. The collar is similarly well done, shiny leather with a shinier buckle, clearly large enough to fit around Isabeau’s muscled neck.

    When you turn to face him, he’s smiling sheepishly, waiting for you to finish examining his things. “You like ‘em?” he asks.

    Isabeau is a sweet little doggie and he needs to be treated as such!

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    You flinch soon as the lightless tip touches your skin, but Isabeau doesn’t pull it away. He looks at you, but you don’t say any of the safe words. It’s… warm. The tip breaks and leaves a lightless smudge.

    “Again?” Isa asks. “It’ll take a little while for the wax to melt enough for me to start pouring any. Luckily, the kind that won’t burn as much will melt faster than the kind that feels hotter, so we can work up to that more easily.”

    Dawn thinks they found a way to deal with their panic during the kiln game: By making himself associate fire with Isa and pleasure.

    This fella will choose literally anything before therapy.

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    Isabeau has reached the last step of his fashion apprenticeship: an international gala showcasing the final projects of the prospective graduates. Each designer brings their best work and a trusted model to wear it. But the gala has many who are determined to win, some willing to resort to sabotage and intimidation to run off designers or their models. They underestimate Isabeau's mysterious model, who knows their way around a blade better than a dance floor.

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    They smell, faintly, of sugar, and the curiosity returns of what exactly they're made of.
    "Loop.." you start again, quiet. They hum in response. "What do you think you're made of?" You want to open them up, to find out. You want them to let you. You don't want them to die, though, and cutting someone open is pretty deadly.
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    Fellas is it weird to want to cut your original self open and see what's inside or is this just a clone thing— (is being taken away by a comically long cane)

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    Three years after the events of Oh Traveler Come (THE REWRITE), Mirabelle comes to Isabeau and Siffrin like she does every year. But this time, she has a message in hand.

    And not a good one.

    One problem previously solved is a new one undone, the stars above suddenly look untrustworthy, and the past of one unfolds through the eyes of another in visions given by mistake.

    And now, Mirabelle is unsure if she can even trust herself.

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    Isabeau asks Siffrin an unintentionally difficult question.

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    It’s canon that Siffrin drinks. Dormont is having a party when the family gets back from The House. Siffrin has been sober for somewhere around six months in The Loop. Of course Mirabelle is going to have to be the one that drags him to bed so he can sleep it off.

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    Following the break of the timeloops, Siffrin is hurting. He's gone through so much and it's not going to be easy to move past. They're not the same Sif that everyone else seems to remember. They don't even remember how they used to be. And... even if they do, their family specifically doesn't want them to put up those masks anymore.

    Who is he without the masks?

    Is he someone worth knowing?

    (I explore Siffrin's trauma from the time loops including his depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts. Eventually, he gets helped and opens up more to his family, but it's a long road to get there.)

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    In a desperate bid to break the time loops, Siffrin decides to help their friends with any of their problems the afternoon before they attack the castle. After a handful of loops, they work out the routine of how and when to help them.
    Helping them in itself is sort of fun, however. Soon Siffrin has forgotten the reason why he set out to help in the first place, and begins genuinely enjoying the time instead.

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    "Another wave of discomfort builds up in your gut, sweat pouring down your back and sticking your clothing to your overheated skin.

    You can't push it off anymore. Your pre-heat has started—well, it actually started yesterday—and you can’t live in denial anymore. You need to prepare for your heat while you're still up and running."

    Siffrin goes into heat but doesn't particularly want to be touched. So, they get a fucking machine!

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    135. You look back on your experiences over 135 lives, 134 deaths, and everything that happened in between.

    OR:

    A collection of not-really-poetry I wrote for the poetry unit in my English class, inspired by In Stars and Time.

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    "Change, Sif, you scared the crab outta me!!”

    His eye tracks your stumbling efforts to sit up. For a moment, they don’t respond. They don’t move. They don’t breathe. And then you see a mask slip into place, his body slackening like a puppet with its wires cut.

    They smile and it’s too wide, baring every tooth in their mouth. “S-sorry, Isa! I um. I meant to wake you up for breakfast, my bad!”

    Take a hungry vampire and give them a guy who has sooooo much blood in him! What could possibly go wrong?

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    Siffrin is joking around, trying to get some attention, when Odile tells him to "shush, or I'll make you behave like a good girl". Instead of dropping it, they ask her what that would entail, and things escalate from there.

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    “So, uh. Unrelated to my sleeping habits, I was wondering if I could…” you pause, drawing lines between the freckles on his arm, “...I wanted to ask you something.”

    You can feel him turn to look down at you as he speaks, “Yeah?”

    “Mhm.”

    You feel your face warming up under Isabeau’s attention. He’s not saying anything. Stars, this is so much more awkward than you thought it was going to be.

    He coughs. “Well… what’d you wanna ask?”

    Siffrin makes a request, and Isabeau is more than happy to help him out. Canon-typical spiraling ensues!

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    Finally! After laying in bed and being cared for night and day by their allies friends family—finally Siffrin has been deemed recovered and 'stable' enough to get back on the road. They've had plenty of hugs and excruciatingly vulnerable but necessary (necessary!!!) feelings talky-talks while laid up in bed in Dormont, but they finally left the town and that blinding House behind feeling not completely terrible!

    That is, until a familiar, yet entirely unwelcome feeling begins gnawing on their insides after its long absence and knocks them right back into bed. After assuring their family it's not, in fact, their craft exhaustion causing their current problems, Siffrin confides in Mirabelle over these mysterious pains that have been following them for half their life.

    AKA: Doctors suck, intersex Siffrin has had enough of their bullcrab, and he and Mirabelle have a nice long feelings talky-talk about their right to not Change.

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    Siffrin is having some feelings after their talk with Mirabelle about dating. Thankfully, Mirabelle is there to talk about those feelings with him.

    AKA: Siffrin is intersex, and feels lonely. Mirabelle is here to help them see that there's nothing wrong with him.

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    On the offset chance that Siffrin happens to be sick with the fever, he's left on his own at Isabeau's home. There's a suspicious book resting on top of Isa's projects.

    "Isa... has a diary?"

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    Siffrin and Loop spend some quality time together while the rest of the party is away.

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    Three months detached from the time loop, Siffrin and Isabeau decide to spar, to prepare for the event of another threat such as the King appearing.

    Siffrin wishes Isabeau had the will to just crush them like fine powder. He deserved to, after all.

    Yet, he doesn't.

    ( Siffrin hates themself, and loves Isabeau so much, that they're masochistic. )

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