OhmygodohmygodohmygodohmyGOD. Holy shit? I have no words. Jesus this chapter made my heart ache. The whole memory/dream when Ford realizes Stan's mortality was a huge punch to the gut. And hallucinating reader making him cut into himself uggghhhh the things I would give to see this as a movie adaptation, truly 😩 Ford is so fucked in the head right now, I genuinely just want to see him happy and healthy :(((( Even if he is a giant stalker with a creepy photo drawer (it's just for research, trust) and extremely fucked up rationalizations about why breaking and entering is okay.
For real though, this whole chapter had me anxious af and reader's split feelings on either wanting to get closer to this man or run tf away definitely hit well; a fic is always good when I can feel exactly what the reader is feeling! I'm so nervous and anxious for what happens in the next chapter hahaha :'D Keep up the amazing work, this was for sure a banger ✌️💖💖
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DiscreetBurger on Chapter 3 Wed 11 Jun 2025 11:42AM UTC
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