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007n7 didn’t really know why he was doing this, his mind blanked and he was at the desk holding his blade.

He set the blade down and shimmied out of his pants, pulling them down to his ankles before he sat back down and admired his thighs.

They were so fucked up, the dark lines fading. It made him feel really good, like.. aroused.

He picked the blade back up and brought it down to his thigh and pressed it to his skin, applying pressure for a few seconds before swiping.

He swiped a few more times, watching the blood bead up. He felt his own face flush, he was getting excited.

He moved to his other thigh, doing the same thing. 007n7 knew this was fucked up, he knew he shouldn’t like it.

But he did. He liked the pain, he liked seeing the blood. It made him feel all warm, and tingly, and embarassingly made his cunt ache.

He had to stop cutting for a moment, biting his arm.

It felt too good. The sting felt good. He shuddered, pulling back from the bite and going back to cutting.

Each swipe was something 007n7 could never say outloud.

“I’m sorry.”

“I hate you.”

“Fuck you.”

He felt himself smiling, from what? He had no clue. Maybe from pleasure or maybe from the pain.

He wondered what’d it be like if Noli caught him, would they be upset or as equally turned on as him?

He glanced down at his thigh, looking at the blood pooled on both thighs.

His mind blanked again, pure relief flooded through him as he shakily breathed.

It took him a moment to recover, his thighs were shaking. Did he just cum? He think he did. He wasn’t sure.

He grabbed the towel he kept near his bed and applied it to the still bleeding cuts and let out a sigh.

Was he ashamed of this? Yes. Would he do it again? Yes. Will he do it again? Absolutely.007n7 didn’t really know why he was doing this, his mind blanked and he was at the desk holding his blade.

He set the blade down and shimmied out of his pants, pulling them down to his ankles before he sat back down and admired his thighs.

They were so fucked up, the dark lines fading. It made him feel really good, like.. aroused.

He picked the blade back up and brought it down to his thigh and pressed it to his skin, applying pressure for a few seconds before swiping.

He swiped a few more times, watching the blood bead up. He felt his own face flush, he was getting excited.

He moved to his other thigh, doing the same thing. 007n7 knew this was fucked up, he knew he shouldn’t like it.

But he did. He liked the pain, he liked seeing the blood. It made him feel all warm, and tingly, and embarassingly made his cunt ache.

He had to stop cutting for a moment, biting his arm.

It felt too good. The sting felt good. He shuddered, pulling back from the bite and going back to cutting.

Each swipe was something 007n7 could never say outloud.

“I’m sorry.”

“I hate you.”

“Fuck you.”

He felt himself smiling, from what? He had no clue. Maybe from pleasure or maybe from the pain.

He wondered what’d it be like if Noli caught him, would they be upset or as equally turned on as him?

He glanced down at his thigh, looking at the blood pooled on both thighs.

His mind blanked again, pure relief flooded through him as he shakily breathed.

It took him a moment to recover, his thighs were shaking. Did he just cum? He think he did. He wasn’t sure.

He grabbed the towel he kept near his bed and applied it to the still bleeding cuts and let out a sigh.

Was he ashamed of this? Yes. Would he do it again? Yes. Will he do it again? Absolutely.

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“And.. And you’re fine with me doing this?” Noli hesitated, baring a tiny frown.

He still doesn’t believe he got Noli to agree to this. That he got Noli to agree to hold the blade for him.

It excited him, made him giddy. “Yeah. I’ll let you know when it’s unbearable.”

Noli brought the blade down to 007n7’s arm, swiping. Their hands were shaking.

They didn’t know why they agreed, they didn’t want to see their partner hurt.

But he seemed to like it, so they did it again. Seeing the blood bead up was interesting.

Beautiful, almost.

They moved the blade down to above the other mans thigh. “Close your eyes.”

007n7 obeyed, his mind hazy. He loved this, loved the feeling of it. Even moreso now that Noli was “branding” him as he liked to call it.

Noli bit their lip, trying to do this carefully and not go too deep.

A line up, then down, repeat.

They focused. The blood excited them almost, not to the same degree as Seven though. “Done.”

007n7 opened his eyes and looked down, panting slightly. The letters “N-O-L-I” etched into his skin. “This is so fucking hot.”

Noli blushed a little at that, going back to cutting 007n7’s skin. They did it was precision, never going too deep or multi-swiping.

They applied pressure, swiped, and moved on.

“Dude- I think I’m gonna cum or something.”

The creature looked up at their partner, swiping again over an old cut. “I haven’t even done anything? Don’t tell me this turns you on.”

The brunette just looked away, which made Noli giggle. “You’re interesting.”

They applied more pressure than they did before, which made 007n7 go over that edge.

The pain just felt too good, he might be a masochist.

Noli just watched, standing up. Their knees hurt.

They walked into the bathroom and rinsed the blade off. Holy shit the blade was dirty, and slightly rusty.

007n7 took a momennt to recover and winced also immediately once he did.

He was glad the towel was nearby as he applied it to the bleeding wounds on his thighs.

“We should do this again, Nols.” He smirked, tilting his head. Noli just hummed. “Alright.”

They wondered if Seven would let them bite him, eat his flesh next time. They hoped he would.

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“I can’t believe you’re letting me do this.” Noli chuckled, holding a pair of kitchen scissors.

“Me neither. Didn’t know you were into this.”

He squeezed 007n7’s thigh, getting some skin to push up. Noli’s tail twitched, the creature was happy.

They cut into the skin until it broke off. They watched the blood start pooling and it made them hungry.

007n7 had flinched when his skin came off, it hurt more but that was the fun of it.

He was definitely a masochist.

“So.. What now?” He leaned back onto the bed. The wound stung a shit-ton.

Noli glanced away, bringing the piece of flesh to their mouth and eating it.

It took a bit to chew it, due to the fact it was well.. meaty. It tasted like pork, they could even taste the metal of blood.

007n7’s jaw dropped as he watched Noli eat his flesh. He was not expecting that.

“DUDE.” 007n7 sat back up, wincing at the pain in his thigh as he did so. Noli stopped their chewing, their tail wagged. “What- Why would you do that?”

“Do you not like it?” Noli tilted their head, pouting.

007n7 shook his head “No, I did!- I just wasn’t expecting that.” Noli finally swallowed, falling onto their stomach. “Can I?” They glanced at the still bleeding wound.

007n7 nodded, wincing again once Noli started licking the wound. “You’re weird. I’ll probably get an infection from this.”

Noli giggled, moving back up. Their lips and surrounding area tainted with blood. “Will you let me do this again? Please?”

007n7 sighed, pushing Noli away. “Maybe.”

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007n7 went slow this time, maybe he’d go deeper that way.

So far it’s only been baby styro or cat scratches. It pissed him off, he wanted to bleed. He wanted to have the scars, it was proof he existed.

Honestly? He couldn’t remember when he started getting off to this, when it first made him feel good. All he remembers is seeing that pool of blood on his thigh and feeling an ache, a good one.

He swiped again, letting out a breathy sort of sigh. It felt so damn good.

He wished Noli was here, but the creature had business to go do or something.

He swiped harder this time, letting out a choked noise.

He looked down to survey the damage and-

Holy Shit.

Yellow fat was bubbling in the wound, blood surrounding it and already staring to pool on his thigh.

He brushed his fingers over it, flinching. He finally fucking did it.

He set the blade down and fumbled to grab his phone.

He opened Noli’s contact.
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NOLIIII<33333

DUDE
GUESS
WHAT

???

I DID IT

holy shit fr???

YEAH YEAH.
DO U WANT
A PHOTO??

yeah. yeah.

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He grinned, quickly taking a photo and sending it to Noli. After double checking that was who he was sending it too.

He set his phone back down, he was still grinning.

He didn’t know proper care for this, if he got an infection? He got one.

It shockingly didn’t scare him.

He did the same thing he always did, expect he bandaged the wound this time.

He was so damn happy.