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The air in the deserted corridor on the third floor was thick with the ozone scent of spent hexes and sheer, volatile hatred. The semester had only just resumed after the Christmas holiday, and the pain in Severus’s ribs—a grim souvenir from his father, Tobias, who’d intercepted and destroyed several attempts at correspondence—made every breath a calculated effort.
James Potter, flanked by Black and Pettigrew, blocked his path. "Well, well, if it isn't Snivellus, looking like his pet cauldron just exploded," James sneered, his tone carrying that familiar, entitled arrogance that scraped Severus's spine raw.
Severus felt the familiar knot of bile rise, but the physical pain made his usual cutting sarcasm sluggish. He straightened, fighting to ignore the dull, throbbing ache. "And if it isn't Potter, still confusing a corridor with a stage for his tired, simian theatrics," he managed, his voice slightly tight. He hated that the injury betrayed his composure.
"You really are a piece of work, aren't you? Always lurking, always smelling of bad hygiene and worse intentions," James retaliated, his eyes flashing.
"Better bad hygiene than bad taste in friends, Potter. You surround yourself with sycophants," Severus countered, his own wand lifting. This time, he was more desperate to end the confrontation quickly, needing to be alone.
"Enough," James snarled, and the fight began—fast, messy, and brutal. They exchanged curses, but Severus was slow. The sudden motion caused a searing pain beneath his robes, and the movement he needed to dodge a Langlock was delayed by a crucial half-second.
In the desperate scramble to disarm and flee as a warning about an approaching prefect rang out, Severus stumbled back, not just from the fight, but from a dizzying spike of pain. James, moving quickly to haul him out of sight, grabbed his thin forearm just above the wrist.
The contact was a blinding, electric shock that stole Severus's breath, eclipsing the rib pain entirely. He knew, instantly, why. The silvery scar—the Unmarked Constellation—had pulsed faintly for years, but this contact was a catastrophic discharge. The pain in his side, however, made him hiss involuntarily, a sound James wouldn't have typically ignored.
A searing, liquid heat shot up Severus's arm, followed by the blinding vision: James's hand tracing the silver marks on his own.
James froze utterly. The moment his skin met Severus's, a cold shock ran through him, followed by an intense, undeniable warmth and a horrifying sense of completion. But what truly made him hesitate was the soft, raw hiss of pain Severus let out—a sound that wasn't rage or defiance, but genuine hurt. Instinctively, James glanced down.
There, on his own wrist, were the fine, silver lines—the constellation—glowing with the same heat he felt radiating from Severus’s arm. Severus Snape was his soulmate.
He let go as if Severus's arm were fire. The shock was a devastating blow that shattered his world.
Severus didn't wait. He didn't need to see the utterly stunned horror in James's wide eyes. The sight of James’s sudden, sickening realization was confirmation enough. He yanked his arm back, clutching his aching side through his robes.
Without a word, Severus turned on his heel. He didn't run like a shadow; he fled with a hobbling, desperate urgency, rounding the corner and disappearing. The only thing worse than the pain in his ribs was the terrifying knowledge that James Potter now possessed the ultimate, agonizing truth.

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Severus did not stop until he was sealed behind the stone wall of the Slytherin dungeon. He staggered toward the alcove, visibly favouring his left side.
He found them there: Narcissa Black was elegantly reviewing a Transfiguration text; Regulus Black was attempting to tutor an overwhelmed Barty Crouch Jr. in the finer points of nonverbal jinxes; and Evan Rosier was cleaning his wand with meticulous care.
Narcissa, Regulus, Barty, and Evan immediately dropped their tasks. The sight of Severus—pale, dishevelled, clutching his ribs—was alarming enough. The sheer, naked terror on his face was catastrophic.
"Severus, what in Salazar’s name happened?" Narcissa demanded, moving toward him. She glanced quickly at the strain in his posture. "Did your father—"
"It's… the mark," he hissed, sinking onto the low sofa. "Potter. He knows." He fought for a steady breath, the words tasting like ash. "He saw the mark flare. He touched me during the scuffle."
Regulus’s quill snapped. "He knows? Are you certain?"
The room plunged into absolute silence. Regulus’s quill snapped in half; Barty, always prone to dramatic flair, gaped openly; and even the normally composed Evan looked stricken. They all knew the legend of Severus's secret mark—the knowledge of his soulmate’s identity that had been a poison in his veins for years.
"He knows?" Regulus whispered, scrambling up to check the corridor door, though the wards were strong. "Are you certain? Did he see the full—"
"He touched me," Severus cut him off, his tone laced with furious self-loathing. He displayed his wrist; the skin where James’s hand had been still held a faint, feverish heat, and the lines of the constellation pulsed with an internal, silvery light that faded as they watched. "Accidental contact. Skin to skin. He saw his own mark flare, I know it. The look on his face—it was sheer, devastating horror."
Narcissa sat beside him, taking his hand with a firm, cool grip. "Good. Let him suffer the consequences of his existence," she said, her voice sharp and practical. "But we need a plan. He is going to stop the nonsense, the taunting. He won't be able to lift a finger against his soulmate without significant magical backlash."
"That is exactly the problem, Narcissa!" Severus spat, pulling his hand away and running his fingers through his greasy hair. "I didn't spend the last four years building a wall of pure, crystalline hatred only for fate to mandate a truce! I do not want his pity, and I certainly do not want his mandated affection! He is a pathetic bully who only values things he can own. I won't be his possession."
"But this changes everything, Sev," Evan said softly, kneeling before him. "He knows who you are now, what you truly are. He knows the magical truth of your worth."
Severus let out a bitter, scathing laugh. "My worth? My worth is the dirt he wiped off his shoe, Rosier! If he is forced to treat me with civility, it will not be because he genuinely respects my intellect or my skill with a cauldron. It will be because some absurd, star-fated magic compels him. I'd rather he continues to be the cruel, honest swine he always was."
Barty, quiet until now, leaned forward. "So, we deny it," he suggested with sudden, manic energy. "We claim he's mistaken. We say you are bonded to someone else—maybe Mulciber, or... me!" He grinned, clearly relishing the drama.
"Pathetic," Severus dismissed, but a flicker of scheming entered his eyes. "No, we let him think the bond is one-sided, perhaps damaged by years of conflict. We ensure that James Potter believes that while he may be tethered to me, I will never, under any circumstance, acknowledge or accept him."
Narcissa nodded slowly, her aristocratic features thoughtful. "A solid defense. Keep him at arm's length, make him work, and constantly remind him that the past is not erased by a silver scar. We will support you in this, Severus. If he shows any sign of reverting to type, or even if he dares to show a shred of genuine affection, we will be his shield. You deserve to choose your destiny, soulmate bond or not."
Regulus, ever the pragmatic strategist, added, "This also gives us leverage. If James is now invested in your well-being, he cannot ignore what we bring to his notice. We can use this to subtly dismantle his status among the Gryffindors. Starting with his pet dog."
Severus gave a slow, predatory smirk, the first genuine emotion not related to fear or panic. "Let him try to approach me with kindness. He will find my tongue sharper than any Sectumsempra." He finally stood, the panic replaced by a cold, renewed resolve. "I may be his soulmate, but I refuse to be his reward."

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James Potter didn't remember the walk back to the Gryffindor common room. He remembered the feeling: the ice-cold shock when he looked at his own wrist, the furious, blinding heat of the shared magic, and the sickening, utter conviction that the silver scar wasn't a mistake. He remembered Severus Snape's immediate, desperate flight—a silent confirmation of the catastrophic truth.
His mind was a blank canvas splashed with the horrific realization: Snivellus was his soulmate.
He moved through the castle as a ghost, past students, past portraits, his vision tunneling on the familiar sight of the Fat Lady's frame. Sirius’s frantic questioning—“Oi, Prongs! What was that? Why did you let him go?”—sounded muffled and distant, like shouting underwater. James didn't answer. He didn't even register that he was still clutching his own forearm, his thumb pressing desperately against the fine, elegant star-lines that had erupted on his skin minutes ago.
The moment he tumbled through the portrait hole and into the familiar, warm roar of the Gryffindor common room, the numbness broke. He didn't stop to greet anyone. He vaulted up the stairs to the fifth-year boys' dormitory, Peter and Sirius trailing behind him, confused and annoyed.
The trunk lids were open, detritus from their holiday belongings still scattered around the beds. James barely registered the room. He walked to his four-poster and simply collapsed onto the mattress, his breath catching in his throat.
"James, talk to me!" Sirius demanded, slamming the door shut. He grabbed his friend's shoulder, forcing him to sit up. "What in Merlin's name possessed you? We had him cornered, and you just froze up like a—"
James didn't hear the rest. He pushed Sirius’s hand away and spoke, the words rushing out in a terrified, hyperventilating stream.
"It's true. The stories are true," James gasped, his hands shaking as he held them up, palms out, staring at the silver constellations etched onto his inner wrist. The lines, faded now but still unmistakable, looked wrong against his skin. They belonged on a telescope, not on him.
Remus Lupin, who had been quietly organizing his things, moved swiftly to the edge of James's bed, instantly recognizing the signs of extreme shock. He calmly forced a glass of water into James’s hand. "What stories, James? What happened back there? Who is it?"
James gripped the glass until his knuckles were white. "It was an accident," he whispered, staring into the water as if it held the answer. "We were fighting, our arms—they touched. And it felt like… like being hit by a thousand Bludgers and then suddenly landing at home. Everything went cold, and then hot, and the magic… the magic was absolute."
Sirius leaned forward, his face serious now, all bravado gone. He looked at James's wrist, then his own clean skin, then back at James with wide, disbelief. "You got your soulmark? Now? James, that's… that's incredible! Who is she?"
"It's not a she, Padfoot!" James choked out, slamming the glass down on the bedside table. "It's not incredible! It's wrong! It’s the cruelest, most sick, pathetic joke the universe could ever play on me!" He finally looked up, his eyes glassy with unshed tears of rage and disbelief. "It's Snape."
A beat of stunned silence enveloped the room. Peter Pettigrew made a small, choked sound. Remus blinked slowly, absorbing the information with his usual painful deliberation.
Sirius, however, laughed—a sharp, incredulous, almost hysterical bark. "Right. Very funny, Prongs. Trying to deflect from the fact that you froze up and let Snivellus escape. Who is it, honestly? Tell us."
"It's him!" James roared, leaping off the bed and frantically pacing the cramped space. "I saw the marks on my own skin! I felt the pull! It's that greasy git! That sneaking, awful, Snivellus!" He scrubbed his hand violently over his face, as if he could wipe the memory away.
Remus stepped in, his voice low and firm. "James, look at me. You felt the bond. Magic doesn't lie. Why are you so upset? You should be elated."
"Elated? Remus, I hate him! I bully him! I spent four years making his life miserable!" James argued, the realization crashing down on him in waves. He didn't consider Severus’s feelings, only the profound, immediate disruption of his own established hierarchy. "I'm James Potter! I'm supposed to be bonded to a brilliant, funny, powerful witch—someone like Evans! Not… him!"
He stopped pacing, staring out the window at the setting sun, his mind racing through the thousands of insults he’d hurled, the jinxes he’d cast, the sheer, systematic abuse he'd inflicted on his soulmate. The horror was selfish: What does this mean for me?
Then, the innate, arrogant entitlement that defined James Potter surfaced, overriding the shock.
He turned back to his friends, his shoulders straightening. His eyes, though red-rimmed, had found a cold, fierce focus.
"Fine," he said, the word clipped and resolute. "Magic decided this. Not me. But I won't ignore it. I'm James Potter. And if he's my soulmate, then he's mine." He ran a determined thumb over the faint silver stars on his wrist. "The bullying stops. Now. He's my responsibility. I didn't choose him, but I'm bonded to him, and I'll pursue him until he accepts it. I always get what I decide I want."
The shock had worn off, replaced by a reckless, absolute determination.
Sirius stared, his jaw slack. "You're serious. You're actually going to pursue Snivellus?"
"Absolutely," James confirmed, the edge of hysteria replaced by a fierce, new drive. "And I'm going to start by making sure he understands that I am no longer his enemy. No matter what it takes."

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The very next morning, James Potter, radiating a palpable, almost frantic energy, sought out Severus Snape. His target was in the Great Hall, seated at the Slytherin table, not alone, but perfectly cushioned by his usual protective cluster: Narcissa Black, Regulus Black, Evan Rosier, and Barty Crouch Jr. They were clearly expecting him.
James walked toward the table with a determined stride that made several Gryffindors exchange confused glances. The usual arrogant swagger was replaced by a strange, stiff solemnity. He stopped a short, respectful distance from the bench where Severus was slowly stirring his porridge, his earlier injury making his movements deliberate.
"Snape," James began, his voice surprisingly quiet, lacking its usual sneering edge. He felt the cold, undeniable pull of the silver mark on his wrist throb, a magical compass pointing directly at the boy before him. "We need to talk. Alone."
Severus didn't lift his head, but his lips curled into a faint, unpleasant smile—a calculated performance.
"You've already spoken, Potter," he drawled, his voice pitched just loud enough for the surrounding Slytherins to hear the familiar hostility. "Or did you forget the pathetic display of poor spellcasting yesterday? I’m afraid I haven’t had time to analyze your failings yet. Perhaps later."
Narcissa Black, seated directly opposite Severus, fixed James with an icy, evaluating stare. "Severus has a heavy schedule, Potter. If this involves detention, take it up with Professor Slughorn."
James ignored her, his eyes locked on Severus, struggling to reconcile the hateful rival with the concept of his soulmate. He took a breath, forcing the words out.
"Listen, I know what happened yesterday. The fight—that's over. I mean the… the connection." He lowered his voice, trying to convey the shock and magnitude of the event. "The marks. I saw them. I felt it, Snape. The magic doesn't lie. It means we're—"
Severus finally lifted his gaze. His eyes, dark and cold, narrowed in a perfect mimicry of utter confusion and suspicion. He let out a soft, mocking laugh, glancing quickly at his allies as if seeking confirmation of James's madness.
"The connection? The marks?" Severus repeated, his tone laced with venomous sarcasm. "What in Merlin's name are you talking about, Potter? Did you sustain a head injury yesterday? You certainly looked shocked, but I ran away because I assumed you’d frozen, desperately trying to calculate how to avoid a suspension for dueling on the first day back. I didn't want to be involved in your inevitable pathetic fallout."
Regulus Black leaned forward, his voice politely dangerous. "Are you suggesting Severus is your soulmate, Potter? Because if you are, I must remind you that years of systematic, unprovoked harassment tend to—shall we say—nullify any supposed bond. Magic has ethics, even if you do not."
James felt a sickening lurch in his gut. The bond was right there. He could feel the anchor it threw into his own soul. Severus was denying it. Was it possible the conflict had broken the connection on one side?
"Don't be ridiculous, Regulus," James snapped, dismissing the junior Black. He focused back on Severus, his face serious. "It's not nullified. I saw the marks on my wrist. You felt the shock, I know you did. It means we have a bond, a destiny—"
Severus pushed his porridge bowl away, his movements radiating disdain. "A destiny? With you?" He stood up slowly, deliberately favoring his side—a subtle reminder of the pain James had inflicted over the years. His voice dropped to an icy whisper meant only for James. "Let me be perfectly clear, Potter. I have no such mark, no such feeling, and no such destiny with a self-absorbed, ignorant bully like you."
He paused, letting his gaze scorch James. "I am not blind, and I am not stupid. The only thing I felt yesterday was relief that you were momentarily stunned, giving me time to escape your childish spectacle. Now you've stopped bullying me, which is suspicious enough, but to concoct this bizarre, fantastical tale about a 'soulmate bond' just to continue tormenting me? It's insulting to my intelligence."
Narcissa stood beside Severus, her hand subtly resting on his forearm. "He's not interested in your dramatic games, Potter. Go find someone who actually likes you to practice your theatrical apologies on."
James stared, completely stunned. The furious certainty that had fueled him since the night before wavered. If Severus was telling the truth—if he felt nothing—then James was bonded to someone who actively despised him and planned to reject the bond forever. The magic on his own wrist pulsed, but the connection was fiercely, violently one-sided.
"I am not joking," James said, his voice flat with genuine hurt. "The bullying stops. I will apologize for everything, and I will prove to you that this is real."
Severus sneered, his mask of cold disbelief holding fast. "Do what you like, Potter. I don't care about your apologies or your sudden, forced attempts at civil behavior. But if you mention this ridiculous 'soulmate' fantasy to me again, I will assume it's simply your newest, most pathetic form of psychological torture."
With a pointedly dismissive turn, Severus and his allies walked out of the Great Hall, leaving James standing alone, bewildered and aching with the unrequited force of a magical bond he was now certain only he could feel. His pursuit had officially begun—and it had been instantly, brutally rejected.

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The moment they were back in the Slytherin Common Room, the collective tension that had held Severus’s group together in the Great Hall finally broke. A small, self-satisfied smile touched Severus’s lips—the first genuine sign of victory he’d displayed all morning.
"Catastrophic failure on his part," Barty Crouch Jr. declared, collapsing onto the leather sofa with a grin. "The look on Potter's face when you utterly demolished his 'destiny' was priceless. He looked like a house elf who'd dropped the Christmas ham."
"A beautiful rejection," Evan Rosier agreed, leaning against the cold stone wall. "The accusation that he was just continuing the torture under a new disguise? Masterful, Severus."
Narcissa Black, however, remained coolly strategic. She took a seat next to Severus, her expression thoughtful rather than celebratory. "It was a successful opening maneuver, yes. But Potter is not deterred. He is arrogant, obsessed, and fundamentally believes he can force the world to bend to his will. His denial isn't a retreat; it's a declaration of war on your terms."
Severus nodded, the small smile vanishing. He knew Narcissa was right. He had exchanged overt aggression for a maddening, persistent pursuit, and James Potter was dangerously good at chasing things he thought he deserved.
"He'll try again," Severus stated, running a hand through his perpetually messy hair. "He felt the bond, he knows the truth, and now he thinks I am simply damaged or defensive. He won't believe I genuinely feel nothing. He'll believe I'm lying."
"Good," Narcissa countered, her voice low and sharp. "Let him believe you're lying. That is our entire strategy. We reinforce the narrative: The magic is one-sided, and Severus is completely uninterested. We starve the bond of any reciprocity."
Regulus, who had been listening intently, placed a small, heavily bound book of ancient magical ethics on the table. "I did a quick cross-reference this morning," he explained, tapping the cover. "If a soul bond is actively and vehemently rejected by one party, the magic of the bond, particularly the protective elements, is severely weakened. James will feel the pull, but you won't feel the protection, and more importantly, he will receive no comforting magic from you. He will be constantly reminded of his failure."
Severus felt a grim satisfaction at this confirmation. "Then we need to be seen moving on. If he thinks I am isolated and vulnerable, he will try to exploit that with his clumsy 'pity.' We ensure he sees me thriving."
He looked at Evan and Barty. "Barty, I need you to loudly lament to anyone who will listen—particularly those with ties to the Marauders—how distraught I was that Potter would use a sensitive topic like soulmate bonds to launch a new round of psychological torment."
"Consider it done," Barty replied with a wolfish grin. "A bit of teary-eyed dramatic flair is my specialty."
"Evan, I need you to secure exclusive use of the potions lab next Tuesday after curfew. I am perfecting the new anti-Dark Arts potion for Slughorn," Severus continued. "Potter needs to see that my focus is purely on my ambition and my academic excellence, not on his idiotic personal crisis."
Evan nodded. "I’ll charm Slughorn. He loves a bit of extra credit ambition."
Finally, Severus turned to Narcissa and Regulus. "And you two," he said, meeting their steady gazes, "you are my visible shield. If he approaches, you are quick, cold, and dismissive. You remind him of the difference in our stations, the years of torment, and the sheer audacity of his attempts at immediate forgiveness."
Narcissa’s expression softened into a look of fierce, protective loyalty. "We will not allow him to erase the reality of your life, Severus. He must be reminded, constantly, that his privilege and past cruelty are insurmountable barriers. A soulmate bond does not cleanse four years of history."
Severus leaned back, feeling a measure of control return. James Potter had assumed this bond gave him a shortcut, a claim. Severus would ensure that this bond became the longest, most arduous path of James's entire life.
"He wants to pursue me?" Severus murmured, a genuine, cold smile playing on his lips. "Then let the pursuit begin. He will find I am a very unwelcome destiny indeed."

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The immediate, cold dismissal in the Great Hall left James reeling. He didn't just feel rejected; he felt mystified by the sheer, absolute denial from Severus. That evening, back in the sanctuary of the Gryffindor dormitory, James was a whirlwind of frustrated energy, pacing as he tried to articulate the incomprehensible.
"He lied," James insisted, scrubbing his hands over his face. The faint, silvery marks on his wrist felt like a mocking brand. "He had to. He felt the bond, I know it. But he looked at me like I was trying to trick him into a duel."
Remus was meticulously folding a stack of clean robes, watching James with a careful, thoughtful gaze. "James, you spent four years humiliating him. Why would he ever admit to a magical bond that forces him to be near you? He thinks it's a new, more refined form of torture."
Sirius, perched on his bed, looked skeptical but had lost the earlier hysteria. The truth was too undeniable. "So, the greasy git is actually your soulmate," he muttered, shaking his head. "The universe really does have a sick sense of humour, Prongs. But Moony's right. He saw the truth, but he saw it through years of trauma you inflicted. You can’t just expect him to drop his guard because of a few sparkly lines."
"But this is a Marauders' Mission now," James announced, suddenly stopping his pacing, his eyes alight with reckless determination. "It’s not just about me; it's about destiny. We need a strategy. We need to make him realize that this isn't a prank, it's a permanent feature of his existence."
Peter, surprisingly, piped up from his desk. "But what kind of mission? We can't use jinxes or potions—that'll just make him run faster."
"Exactly. We use kindness," James declared, though the word felt foreign on his tongue. "We start with subtle, constant presence. We show him I’m everywhere, but harmless. We shadow him until he admits the truth."
Over the next two weeks, the Marauders executed the "Unwanted Pursuit" with all the logistical brilliance they usually reserved for mapping secret passageways.
Attempt 1: The Subtle Safety Patrol.
The Marauders began taking frequent, conspicuous walks down the corridor leading to the dungeons. James would position himself slightly ahead, wearing an expression of intense, almost painful sincerity. When Severus and his allies passed, James would simply stop, offer a slight, awkward nod, and try to make direct eye contact, hoping to project "Soulmate Safety" with his stare.
Severus and his group would sweep past, Severus’s dark eyes meeting James’s for a split second before looking away with a look of withering, surgical disdain. Narcissa or Evan would often block Severus’s line of sight entirely.
Result: Failure. Severus maintained a flawless expression of cold indifference, making James feel like a particularly dull piece of furniture.
Attempt 2: The Academic Intervention.
Knowing Severus valued his studies above all else, James tried to 'help.' In the library one evening, James noticed Severus struggling to reach a rare tome on advanced rune-based warding on a high shelf. James, seeing his chance, raced over.
"Here, Snape, let me get that," James offered, reaching for the book.
Before James could even touch the spine, Regulus, who was sitting nearby, casually flicked his wand. The book sailed off the shelf, landing perfectly in Severus’s waiting hand.
Severus stared at James, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "What a marvel of helpfulness, Potter. Did you truly believe I am incapable of summoning a text? Or perhaps you thought that my failure would grant you some sort of pathetic moral high ground? Get lost."
Result: Failure. Severus and his allies perfectly anticipated the move.
Attempt 3: The Public Apology (Sirius’s Reluctant Plan).
Sirius, tired of the lack of progress, suggested a brief, shouted apology in a crowded hallway. "At least he'll know you mean it," he argued.
The next day, James cornered Severus near the Charms classroom. "Snape! Listen! I am sorry! For everything! I know I was awful! Please just talk to me about the mark!"
Severus stopped, looked around at the curious students, and then turned back to James with a look of deep, dramatic pity. "Potter, if this is your new strategy—publicly faking a mental breakdown to elicit a response—it's truly beneath you. Find a hobby. Stop harassing me." He then walked off with Narcissa, who threw James a look that promised long-term bodily harm.
Result: Failure. Severus played James's sincerity off as theatrical harassment.

Three weeks of total, humiliating failure later, the Marauders were back in their dorm, dejected.
"He's like a fortress," Peter muttered, picking at a loose thread on his bedspread.
"He's not a fortress, he's a highly intelligent individual who knows exactly how to manipulate the situation to his advantage," Remus corrected, running a hand through his hair in exasperation. "He's banking on the fact that you won't use magic against him, and he’s using your past cruelty as a shield."
James sat slumped on the bed, staring blankly at the map of his soulmate on his wrist. "Every time I try to be kind, he throws my history back in my face. It's working. I feel like the least deserving person in the world to be his soulmate."
Sirius leaned forward, his face serious. "You have to be smarter, Prongs. You've established the ceasefire. You've established the denial. Now you have to find a way around the wall, not through it."
"He spends all his time with the Slytherin inner circle," James mused. "We need to get him alone, away from the protective shields of Black and Rosier."
"That's nearly impossible," Remus warned. "They guard him like a dragon guards its hoard."
James looked up, a familiar glint of scheming returning to his hazel eyes. "Then we target the circumstances, not him. What's the only thing that would force him to be isolated and vulnerable? What’s the only place he can't bring his entire security detail?"
He pointed a finger at the center of the Marauders' Map, which had been unrolled on the floor. "He's always in the Potions Lab on Tuesday nights after curfew, working on Slughorn's private projects. Alone. And Slughorn doesn't care who is in the dungeons, as long as the work gets done."
"The dungeons," Sirius breathed, a reluctant smile spreading across his face. "High stakes. High risk. No witnesses."
"This isn't about dueling him, Padfoot," James stated, his voice firm. "This is about forcing a genuine, private conversation. No denial, no audience. Just him and me, and the bond we share. Remus, can you find a way to distract Slughorn? Peter, we need a diversion near the Slytherin entrance."
James finally looked down at the silver constellation on his wrist, a determined, almost desperate conviction settling over him.
"Operation: Dungeon Confession is a go. Failure is no longer an option."

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The Potions classroom was steeped in a chilly quiet, broken only by the low hiss of a slow-bubbling cauldron and the rhythmic scrape of a stirrer against copper. It was well past midnight. A single flickering gas lamp illuminated the far corner, casting Severus Snape in a pool of dim, golden light as he monitored a delicate brew—the final stage of Slughorn’s anti-Dark Arts commission. He was alone, just as the Marauders had surmised, having waved off Evan Rosier an hour earlier with promises of swift success.
Severus felt an unnerving prickle on the back of his neck. It wasn't the magic of the potion; it was the cold pull of the Unmarked Constellation—a sensation he was now agonizingly attuned to, a cruel indicator that James Potter was nearby.
He straightened, his back rigid. "A cowardly method of entry, Potter," he drawled, not bothering to turn around. "Did you require the cover of night to avoid embarrassing witnesses to your failure?"
The heavy wooden door creaked shut behind James, the sound echoing in the dungeon silence. James didn't answer with a sneer or a retort. He simply walked toward the copper light, stopping a few feet behind Severus.
"I didn't come here to duel, Snape," James said, his voice quiet and low, lacking all its usual theatrical bravado. "I came here because this is the only way you'll stand still long enough to hear me. You and your friends have managed to avoid me for three weeks, but this—" he held up his left wrist, the faint, silver lines of the constellation catching the dim light—"this doesn't go away just because you deny it."
Severus finally turned, resting his weight against the workbench, his dark eyes sharp and utterly hostile. He crossed his arms over his chest, his posture tense. "If you felt a 'bond,' Potter, perhaps it was simply the lingering trauma of four years of mutual animosity finally manifesting itself as delusion. I felt nothing but disgust."
"Stop lying," James commanded, taking a determined step closer. "I know you felt it. I saw the look on your face. The magic hit us both. I didn't stop bullying you because I was bored, Snape, I stopped because I realized the person I'd been tormenting for four years is the person I'm magically bound to spend the rest of my life with."
Severus let out a bitter, surgical laugh. "And this is supposed to be the great confession? The grand apology? Your soulmate is a poor, greasy-haired half-blood who struggles to keep his robes clean, so your solution is to force him to acknowledge a fate he never wanted? How terribly generous of you, Potter."
He stepped away from the bench, his voice dropping to a cutting whisper. "I have no mark. I felt no bond. If you have been struck by some pathetic curse that has convinced you of a ridiculous, one-sided destiny, that is your affliction, not mine. I refuse to be your reluctant prize."
James felt a genuine pang of hurt, a deep, frustrating ache that the bond amplified. "Why? Why are you fighting this so hard? I get it—I was an absolute bastard to you. I was. I'm sorry for that. But we can start over! The bond is a chance—"
"Start Over?! A chance?!" Severus’s voice rose, laced with savage sarcasm. "A chance for what? A chance to stand beside the Boy Who Bullied and be pitied? A chance to forgive the fact that you, with your gilded life and your parental wealth, mocked the fact that my clothes were tattered and my magic was different?"
Severus moved quickly, pulling up the cuff of his own robe and exposing his forearm—clean, white skin. "Look, Potter. No mark. No silver constellations, no binding magic. You are alone in this fantasy. I ran because you suddenly froze, and I assumed it was the precursor to the most humiliating prank yet."
The gesture—the exposed, clean skin—was calculated and brutal. It was the perfect lie, and James was desperate to believe it. He knew the magic in his own blood. Severus had to be hiding it, but the force of his denial was terrifying.
"I don't care if you hide the mark, Severus," James persisted, refusing to look away, the determination warring with a sudden, sinking dread. "I feel the bond, and I know it's real. And I will keep showing up. I will keep apologizing. I will not stop until you admit it, because you are mine, and I won't let four years of my stupidity ruin what magic intended."
Severus smiled then, a cruel, cold expression that didn't reach his eyes. "You think you can pursue me, Potter? You think you can wear down my resolve with clumsy, half-hearted kindness? I have endured far worse than your desperate affections."
He gestured vaguely at the gloom of the dungeon. "I have ambitions, Potter, and they do not include fixing the conscience of the boy who made my childhood hell. Go back to your warm dormitory and your adoring friends. I am not the reward for your sudden nobility."
James stood there, immobilized by the pure, unyielding venom in Severus’s words. He had expected anger; he had expected a hex. He hadn't expected the calculated, absolute dismissal of his very destiny.
Finally, James's shoulders slumped. He nodded slowly, his eyes dark with pain and frustration, but not surrender.
"Fine," James conceded, the word tight. "You have your space. But I won't give up. I will prove to you that the James Potter who hurt you is gone. And when you finally look at that mark and admit the truth, I will be there."
Without another word, James turned, the bond screaming in silent protest at the separation. He let himself out of the Potions classroom, leaving Severus standing alone in the copper light, his hand gripping the edge of the workbench, his false calm finally shattering.
Severus stared at the door, his breath coming in ragged gasps. He pressed his hand to his side—not where his ribs ached, but over his heart—where the silver constellation on his torso pulsed with agonizing, unacknowledged heat.
He believes me, Severus thought, a sharp, horrible triumph mingled with a deep, private sorrow. He believes the bond is one-sided.
He was free of James’s pursuit—for now. But the cost of that freedom felt like a slow, deliberate drowning.

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The cold, copper-scented air of the Potions classroom did nothing to soothe the frantic, searing pain under Severus’s ribs. The lie he had just delivered—that he felt nothing—had been flawless, but the magical cost was immediate and agonizing. The heavy wooden door had barely clicked shut behind James when Severus crumpled against the workbench, his breath coming in ragged, shallow gasps.
He pressed his left hand over the center of his chest, beneath the layers of his thin shirt and dark robes. The skin beneath his fingers was incandescent. His mark, the full, complex Unmarked Constellation, was throbbing with a painful intensity, a magical backlash against the fierce denial he had just delivered to his soulmate.
He believes me, Severus thought, a sharp, horrible triumph mingled with a deep, private sorrow. He thinks he is alone in the bond.
This was the consequence of his self-imposed magical isolation. He was free of James’s pursuit—for now. But the mark's violent reaction threatened to expose him with every painful pulse. He closed his eyes, and the memories of the bond’s history rushed in.

Flashback I

The first two months of Hogwarts had been a reprieve from the cold, crushing poverty of Spinner’s End, the shouting matches between his parents, and the oppressive silence of a father who despised magic. On the platform, Severus had met Lily, and the new world was full of dizzying, chaotic potential.
The realization came not on the train, but in the chaos of the Great Hall during the first week of classes. First-years were being shown around, a swarm of nervous, excited children. Severus, lost in his own thoughts near the doors, was knocked off balance by a flash of red and gold and a booming, arrogant laugh.
James Potter, already holding court with a giggling Sirius Black, stumbled back after a moment of roughhousing. His shoulder slammed into Severus's, and in a clumsy effort to avoid falling, James reached out, his hand instinctively grasping Severus’s left wrist for balance. The contact was brief—a fleeting press of skin on skin.
For Severus, it was a blinding, electric shock. The small, vague patch of skin that had appeared on his wrist on his eleventh birthday—the pre-soul mark—was suddenly alight. Fine, silvery lines erupted across the patch, twisting into the precise, complicated pattern of the Unmarked Constellation.
A wave of chaotic, alien emotion—loud, privileged, and furiously confident—slammed into Severus’s mind through the newly formed bond. He looked up, utterly horrified, straight into the eyes of James Potter. James merely sneered, pulling his hand away with a shudder of obvious disgust.
"Watch it, Snivellus," James spat, before turning back to Sirius with a laugh. "The filth is contagious."
James felt nothing. The bond had formed on both their bodies, but James’s arrogant, self-centered magic had instantly blocked the acknowledgment. Severus, pale and shaking, stared at the clear, silver mark on his own wrist—the beautiful, elegant lie—knowing the magic intended him for the boy who had just called him filth. He had to hide it.

Flashback II

The shame and rage had simmered for four years, forcing Severus to hide the mark with thick, dark makeup and powerful glamour spells. Then came the devastating confrontation in the third-floor corridor after the Christmas break, where James’s clumsy touch had forced the magic to breach his defenses, revealing the truth to James.
Severus knew that James, however reluctantly, would pursue him. He couldn’t live under the gaze of pity or the suffocating guilt of James Potter. After the Great Hall rejection, Severus knew he needed a final, desperate defense against James’s innate magical pull.
Three days after the initial revelation, Severus had huddled in a remote corner of the dungeon, armed with the knowledge of an obscure, dangerous ritual. This time, the goal wasn't just concealment; it was displacement—a forcible shift of the mark's physical location.
He prepared a toxic, powerful salve, a compound that used Dark-infused magic to force a magical wound. He pressed the mixture onto his wrist, focusing all his furious, self-loathing will on the rejection of the bond and the need for the mark to be hidden and muted.
The pain was agonizing. The silver lines screamed, glowing with a desperate, self-destructive intensity as they were ripped from the flesh. Slowly, agonizingly, the silvery lines unstitched themselves from his wrist, crawling like cold fire up his arm, over his shoulder, and settling over the breastbone, directly above his heart.
The mark remained, but the magic of the bond was now buried and muffled, making the physical acknowledgment of the connection much harder for both of them, and giving Severus a powerful, internal magical defense against James’s attempts to reach him.

Severus pushed himself away from the cold stone, the searing heat in his chest receding to a dull ache. He had paid the cost twice: once with his soul's acknowledgment, and once with his own flesh and magic. He had won the battle in the Potions lab, but the price was a throbbing, perpetual reminder that his greatest enemy was his reluctant destiny.
He straightened his robes, the rigid composure returning to his face. He was in pain, but he was in control. James Potter would return, fuelled by his entitlement, and Severus would be ready.

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James didn't burst into the dormitory; he simply appeared, slammed the door behind him, and collapsed onto his bed with the broken stillness of a magically overpowered duelist. The ache from the unrequited bond was a physical thing, a cold, empty pressure on his wrist that seemed to be actively mocking his determination.
"He showed me his arm. Clean. Nothing there," James repeated, his voice tight with frustrated fury. He finally looked up at his friends, his hazel eyes burning. "He looked me straight in the eye and said I was trying to torment him with a fantasy."
Sirius Black, perched on his mattress, scoffed. "He's putting on a show, Prongs. The magic doesn't make mistakes. You felt it; he felt it. He's throwing a colossal, greasy-haired hissy fit because he's realized he’s magically shackled to the one person he can't stand."
"But he was so convincing, Padfoot!" James exclaimed, raking his hands through his hair. "He looked genuinely disgusted, not just by me, but by the very idea of the bond! He truly thinks I'm sick enough to invent this just to corner him!"
Remus Lupin, ever the logical center, pushed his glasses up his nose, his voice measured but still shaded with Gryffindor bias. "He's using your history as a shield, James. He's highly intelligent; he knows you won't hex him now, so he's using the moral high ground to drive you away. You're being out-maneuvered, not out-bonded. We need to be smarter."
Peter Pettigrew, nervously twisting his sheet, added, "If he can hide the mark, he can hide the truth. You just need to make him say it out loud when he can't run to his Slytherin friends."
James seized on Remus's words. The problem wasn't the magic; the problem was Severus's will. He was stubbornly refusing a glorious destiny James believed was his right.
"Right," James stated, pushing himself to his feet, a renewed, hard-headed determination hardening his features. "He won't talk in the dungeon. He won't talk in the Great Hall. He needs a moment of clarity—a forced intervention—where he has no audience, no escape, and nothing to distract him from the undeniable truth of the bond."
The New Mission: Operation Forced Clarity
The Marauders gathered around the unrolled Map, their heads bent in a conspiratorial huddle. The plan they concocted was not born of empathy, but of pure, entitled confidence in their superior knowledge of the castle and their belief that proximity and persistence would conquer all.
"The goal is isolation," James summarized, pointing a finger at a disused third-floor classroom—one not covered by the Map, thus ensuring privacy. "We need an hour, completely uninterrupted. We need to lock him down and simply present him with the evidence until he breaks."
Sirius grinned, finally excited by the challenge. "We use a secret passage near the library—that one that lets out by the abandoned tapestry. We corner him after dinner tomorrow night. I'll handle the transportation; a simple non-hostile Petrificus Totalus to ensure he can't bolt. No harm, just stasis."
"That's illegal, Padfoot," Remus murmured, though his protest lacked real conviction.
"It's a necessary intervention, Moony! We're doing him a favour!" Sirius countered with a dismissive wave. "We're saving him from himself. Severus is too proud to accept kindness publicly; we'll give him no choice."
Peter was tasked with providing a strategic distraction near the entrance to the dungeons to lure Severus away from his protective clique.
Remus, the only one to express any hesitation, was to be the "voice of reason," ready to counter Severus's inevitable acidic retorts with logical arguments about fate and compatibility.
James took the final responsibility. "I handle the confession. I'll show him the mark, explain the pull, and make him understand that I know he's feeling it, regardless of his pathetic attempt at deception."
"But what if he genuinely has hidden the mark so well that he's actually convinced himself he doesn't feel the bond?" Remus asked quietly, his eyes lingering on the names on the Map.
James scoffed, the sound dripping with self-righteous arrogance. "That's impossible, Moony. The magic is in the soul, not the skin. He's just refusing to acknowledge a fate he's not good enough to believe he deserves. And I'm going to teach him that the Potter name now stands for his protection, whether he likes it or not."
The plan was foolish, intrusive, and entirely lacking in consideration for Severus's trauma, pride, or fear. It was a perfect reflection of four hard-headed teenagers attempting to force a complex magical truth through sheer Gryffindor will.
"Operation: Forced Clarity," James declared, a cold, focused fire in his eyes. "Tomorrow night, we force him to face his destiny."

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The abandoned classroom was dusty and cold, lit only by a single, faulty gas lamp. The air felt thin and charged.
Severus opened his eyes to find himself propped against the far wall. The sudden, non-hostile paralysis of Sirius’s Petrificus Totalus wore off in a dizzying wave, leaving him stiff and furious. His wand was gone, his path to the door blocked by the four grinning faces of the Marauders.
"Welcome, Snape," James said, stepping forward, his expression grave and sincere—a look Severus found more insulting than any sneer. "We didn't want to do this, but you leave us no choice. You need to face the truth."
Severus rubbed his wrists, his eyes flashing with lethal contempt. "A forced isolation, an illegal curse, and an ambush by four privileged dimwits. Yes, Potter, I believe I understand your definition of 'non-hostile intervention.' Now, if you are quite finished with your pathetic theatrics, return my wand."
"We won't let you leave until you admit the bond," Sirius declared, radiating self-importance. "We know you're lying, Snivellus. You can't just deny destiny."
"Destiny?" Severus spat the word like venom. He straightened, ignoring the lingering stiffness in his muscles, his posture one of rigid, furious control. He fixed his gaze on James, and began to speak, his voice soft, cold, and utterly devastating.
"Let us speak of destiny then, Potter. Let us speak of the divine fate you've decided to suddenly acknowledge."
He took a slow step forward, forcing James to take one back, establishing dominance through sheer presence.
"You speak of the bond as if it were a glorious, clean transaction. I see it for what it is: a cruel, cosmic mockery. The very idea that I, Severus Snape, am magically bound to you—the arrogant, entitled buffoon who defines my worst nightmares—is the most exquisite torture fate could devise."
He shifted his gaze to Sirius, his lip curling. "And you, Black. You stand here, playing the loyal dog, ready to witness your master's act of 'nobility.' You've spent four years perfecting the art of humiliating me. Do you recall the Bat-Bogey Hex outside the library, or the countless times you tripped me in the corridors?"
Sirius’s smug expression flickered, replaced by a slight flush of unease.
Severus didn't wait for a response; he turned his cold scrutiny on Remus. "Lupin. The supposed moral compass. You never threw a hex, never uttered an insult, but you laughed. You sanctioned the cruelty with your silence and your presence. You watched me endure your friends’ malicious stupidity and did nothing, Remus. You were complicit in every single Incarcerous and Locomotor Mortis they aimed at my back."
Remus dropped his gaze, the faint colour draining from his face.
Finally, he returned his focus to James, his eyes black and burning. "And you, Potter. You show me this silvery scar, and you demand my truth. You want me to admit to the magic you've been entirely too self-absorbed to notice for the last four years. You want me to erase the history of your cruelty because a bit of pretty magic suddenly appeared on your wrist?"
Severus took another step, pressing the attack. "Let me tell you your real truth, James Potter. That silver scar is the only reason you aren't laughing right now. It is the only thing standing between you and the vile joy you take in my misery."
"Had that mark never appeared on your wrist," Severus continued, his voice rising in intensity, "you would never, ever have apologized to me. You would have continued to torment me until the last day we breathed air. You would have carried on mocking my poverty, my skill, and my friends until you graduated and forgot my name entirely."
He leaned in, his face close to James's, his expression savage. "I know this. I know you. Your sudden, desperate kindness is not genuine, James. It is magically mandated. It is a consequence of a bond you were too stupid to deflect. And I will never reward your forced decency with my acceptance."
James stood there, immobilized not by a spell, but by the sheer, devastating accuracy of Severus’s assessment. The accusations were a torrent of cold truth, peeling back the layers of Gryffindor self-righteousness. He realized, with a sickening jolt, that Severus was right: without the mark, he never would have apologized.
"I hate you, Potter," Severus hissed, the words raw with pain and conviction. "And I know the magic is real. But if I had a choice between acknowledging that bond and being eternally tied to you, or welcoming the sweet release of death, I would kiss the knife. You are not my destiny. You are a curse."
He drew himself up, his chin tilted defiantly. "Now give me my wand, and let me go. I have work to do, and I will not waste another minute of my life on your pitiful attempts at penance."
The Marauders stood paralyzed, their faces pale with shock and humiliation. Severus's words had landed with the force of a dark curse, exposing the core rot of their actions. Slowly, reluctantly, James reached into his pocket and retrieved Severus’s wand.
Severus snatched it, turned on his heel, and walked out of the classroom, leaving the four Gryffindors standing amid the dust and shadows, reeling from the profound, undeniable truth of his indictment.

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Happy Diwali to everyone celebrating! I truly hope you are all enjoying a wonderful and joyous festival of lights with your friends and family.

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