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You were loner, spending your time on the Internet, you could say you're a chronically online person. You enjoy writing dark theme fanfics, talking about the absolute filth about fictional characters. You always love an anime character called Tomura Shigaraki for the longest time. When you start watching my hero academia, you can't get over him. He’s the only thing that makes you happy.

You know you're weirdo and didn't fit in the normal for people but that doesn't matter.

Depression has been kicking your ass, you wish it would go away like a balloon that pops by a needle.

You're struggling with it, it's getting worse by the days of laying in bed, having a pile of trash lay on the floor. Garbage bags piling near the corner as you start to regret not taking care of yourself.

You curl into a ball, you rub your eyes from the tears coming down that you wish you had someone to be by your side and help you.

To tell you, everything is fine but…

You pull your phone out to think about having therapy for your mental health..

You try to do everything, check if your friend has messaged you or at least want someone to give you a call.

Nothing..

Simply nothing, no notification, not even a call.

You decide to take a long walk to clear your mind… Yeah that should help then you get an appointment for your problem yeah that would be nice.

You start to get dressed into a big baggy hoodie and sweatpants, you don't want to be overdressed.

You close the door, lock it as you start to look at the sky. A pretty blue sky color as you smile at how breathtaking it is.

You weren't paying attention as you trip onto the ground thinking that you hit it face first off the hard cement.

But you keep falling into a deep hole, you scream out as you see the blue sky going away from above as the hole goes deeper. The scream doesn't echo out as you feel like this is it.

It feels like you're in Alice in wonderland, you were expecting at least the white rabbit to say he's late.

But you keep falling down, down, down.

This hole is really long, how the hell.. You started to think this is your way of death and you would have a somewhat peaceful moment as you close your eyes accepting it. You wish you lived longer than passing away so soon, you're too young to die!

A few minutes have passed as you open your eyes for the first time. You're standing still as a busy crowd of people cross the street and you're in the middle.

Huh… weren't you falling just now? This whole thing is bizarre as you try to remember how you end up here and not falling to your doom.

This is strange, you try to check your phone but nothing… You widened your eyes at the realization that you don't have your phone at the moment.

You begin to panic, you look for your damn phone onto the ground, did it slip out while you were falling?!?

But you stop as you start to notice the surroundings of the people, each one looks different. It feels like they belong to an anime that seems familiar to you.

There is a bright colorful hero jumping over the crowd as you watch in horror that he leaps over your head as this man chases after a villain.

You rub your head, you need to lay down there no way… But you saw the all might merch near a store across the street as you begin to panic.

How… How are you here!?? This can't be happening.

You quickly hurry away from the crowd as you begin to grip your hair, you can't be in their universe from falling into a hole?!?

It can't be possible…. It can't.

You don't think you would have a quirk in this world but you saw yourself in the window of the store, you look exactly the same but in an anime art style… Freaky … What the hell.

You need help from anyone…. You start to think about this deeply and logically. No one will take you seriously, they'll think you're gone crazy and insane for speaking the truth.

That you went into madness if you told anyone that you were in another world, another universe. You couldn't breathe, the lump stuck in your throat as you began to cry.

You need to find a place to stay but where…. Where the hell do you stay?!? There is no place for you, no one will take a random woman into their house… You begin to run away, away from the crowd and into a dark dirty alley to call home.

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Alone in this dirty narrow alleyway, you hold yourself tight as you begin to cry.

Everything overwhelmed you, you couldn't be in my hero academia universe from falling into a hole?!?

You really feel like Alice in wonder land, the smell is getting to you as you decide to leave the area, it isn't safe.

The feeling is uncanny, the atmosphere is creepy, your gut telling you it isn't safe. You hear footsteps coming from deep in the alleyway as you quickly leave.

The area is crawling with creepy criminals, you have a feeling whoever walks forward towards you doesn't sound friendly.

It's best to not stay in the dirty alleyway, you don't know if they're nice and good people.

As you walk out into the busy street, you hear people talking.

“ Have you seen your soulmate’s aura? I saw mine. She had a beautiful light green surrounding her. It was love at first sight, it matched the same color as mine.”

“ That pretty cool man, I haven't found a soulmate yet but I hope they're out there somewhere.”

What the hell is soulmate?? You're puzzled by the people chatting about this soulmate thing. You put your finger on your lips as you think, you don't see anyone having a colorful aura. Maybe it's only for people who find their soulmate.

That sounds sweet, maybe it's only people who have the same color aura as them, it would make sense.

“ move out of the way lady. ” a deep rough voice echoes behind you as you quickly move out of the way as you watch the guy walking away.

He seems somewhat familiar but you start to think to yourself as you hum. You look at the sky as you smile at the same beautiful shade of blue that you once saw from your old world.

You sigh softly as you don't see the aura around him so he's not your soulmate, wouldn't it be nice to know who your soulmate.. Would you see it too, what colors would it be?

You don't see yours so you're not sure if you have an aura. Maybe you'll see it when you meet your soulmate.

It would make sense.

You start to regret not telling your friends and family how you feel, spend more time with them.

You regret the choice of not getting help, you start to tear up.

You rub your eyes as you notice people are giving you weird looks, some simply ignoring you.

Their faces look disgusted by you.

You feel … Lost .. Helpless… Just like…. You widened your eyes as you remembered tenko.

How he was walking the street alone.. You wonder if there are people that happen like this, you wonder if people go missing for being homeless. Missing children getting tested for their quirk or getting groomed like tenko.

You gulp heavily as you think of the possibility of anything can happen..

You start to fear anything that can happen to you, you fear the unknown.

Fear of getting kidnapped.

Then you remember that you're in their universe. What if you find Tomura shigaraki!? But you started to question it…. He's groomed to hate heroes, that man is crazy… you love him as an anime villain but to be in their universe…

You start to get scared just by thinking about it, you don't think he's a bad man… But he trained to kill without a single thought. Can villains get soulmates too?? You don't think it's possible but you are curious if it can happen. You know women in your old life would marry criminals so you wouldn't be surprised there are people in their world like that.

But now you're not so sure about this, finding Tomura would be hard.

…

It's been more than a couple of days living in my hero academia, your clothes become dirty by the day, your hair looks like a rat's nest, your face covered in dirt.

Walking in the street alone while people were staring at you like you're a disease, disgusted looks whenever you were wandering alone. Those criminals took your shoes while you slept in an old house that was abandoned like two days ago.

You feel their stare whenever you're walking alone with barely little clothes and no shoes.

You stare at people who look so happy and always count on a hero's help… That you're begging anyone to help you.

You feel lost, you feel not human, you wrap your arms around yourself as you try to find a place to stay.

You can't remember your old life, the world that you once lived in… Tears sliding down as you sat on the street floor alone.

As you're hugging yourself, you slowly look up to see a beautiful shade of blue in the distance in the crowd of people.

You slowly blink as you wonder if you're seeing your soulmate's aura right now.

Maybe you're seeing things but you're curious as you begin to get up and follow the blue aura.

As you see it closer and closer, you can see your own aura. It's the same color as this person.

Could this be my soulmate? It's been like what? Two weeks of living here.

The shade of blue looks so beautiful that it takes your breath away as you get close, you reached your hand upwards as you wanted to know who this is. You gently put a hand on their shoulders as they pause, turn around and stop in their tracks.

Your eyes widen as you realize he's your soulmate…

You and tomura shigaraki made eye contact for the first time, this is just like a cute romance anime scene where a girl falls in love and-..

Tomura looks petrified as he stares at you, he couldn't believe it in his own eyes as he stayed still and watched you.

As you slowly back away, fearing that Tomura wouldn't feel the same way, you keep a short distance as you rub your arm.

You start to feel ashamed because of your looks and how dirty your clothes are, you start to feel nervous.

Not only that, he's with spinner as they both stand there looking clueless… Well spinner is.

Shuichi looks at him then at you with puzzles confused as he gently pat his shoulder.

“ hey what wrong boss-...” his smirk begins to grow as he narrows his eyes and he quickly runs towards you. You begin to flinch as he wraps his arm around you.

He leans in as he begins to blush.” I-I… I've never thought I'll get to meet my soulmate this soon. ”

He pulls your waist closer as you begin to blush, the blue aura surrounding you and him as you feel like you're getting lost in this beautiful moment, you put your head on his shoulder.

“ spinner meet my soulmate~! ”