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Power of Persuasion

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"Open your mouth." Placing the piece of candy directly on his tongue, she swears she can hear him moan. Ignoring his moan, and the fact that she definitely wasn't the only one to hear it, she softly pats him under his chin, signaling him to close his mouth. "Good boy, you can go sit in your chair now." Lightly sucking on his piece of candy, he sits down politely until the crack of her gloves brings him back.

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"It's time to come home." That was all that her Father had said before hanging up, after so many years that was all that he had to say to his (by her knowledge) youngest daughter. 'His little backup plan' Mary thought bitterly, a slight grimace gracing her face before she could school it back into place, but what could she expect from him. She hadn't been surprised that he had known how to reach her, but the fact that he had even called her personally, it was a feat of emotional consideration that she didn't believe he was even capable of.

A lump formed in the base of Mary's throat, a memory came to mind, the memory of the last time she had talked to him face to face. Father had only answered one, of the many questions she had bombarded him with. "When can I come home?" Mary's voice shook with a slight uncertainty, not truly wanting to know the answer. He looked down at her with disappointment, ‘Was it her question that had displeased him, or the way her voice shook when she asked it?’

"When you're perfect." At the time her Father's answer puzzled her, When would she know when she was perfect? It took a few years after she had been sent away for Mary to truly understand her fathers answer, and how he must have laughed at, or more likely pitied her naivety. After she had been sent away Mary had thrown herself into what she thought was perfection, from her education, to honing her abilities.

It hadn't taken long before she had been assigned missions, nothing too gruesome, yes there were murders, but mostly he had sent her on retrieval missions, everyone more dangerous than the next. In the end, she had found it added up little to nothing to her father, perfection is subjective, and since she was his daughter and not a mirror she would never be his definition of perfect.

But for the moment, none of that mattered, she was not perfect, but for right now she was useful, and in the end isn't that better. She had been staying in a (By her Fathers standards) a cozy loft near union square, to be honest she had made her way back home awhile ago, or at least close enough to it.

Mary had been reluctant to confront her Father, what would she even say to him 'Long time no see Father, why did you abandon me?' No it was better this way. He could pretend she didn't exist, and She could work through her daddy issues in peace, and for awhile it had felt like she was healing.

That was until He had called, mentally throwing her against a wall until she laid bleeding, bruised and begging for mercy. Was she really going to go to him, like a dog at his beck and call? He didn't own her (but he did) she didn't have to go (but she would).

She would always come to him, in the end he was the only reason she was here, and maybe if she went to him, just this one last time she could get what she had always wanted from him. Answers, satisfaction, understanding (love).

When the time came to meet him she had dressed in her 'work' clothes as requested, the ones she wore when she had to get up and personal with a target; a full latex getup with a veil, opera gloves, double slit skirt and thigh high boots to keep blood off her hair and body.

She could admit it was a bit promiscuous, and most likely sacrilegious, but it was easy to take off and clean, leaving her with less to worry about later, after everything was said and done. So that's how she had arrived, she had rarely wore her work outfit in daylight, but she hadn't been surprised by the looks she had gotten as she walked through the Vought tower doors.

It wouldn't be hard to recreate her outfit, by walking into the first sex shop you saw, and rummaging through their discount leather pile, but it worked well for her so she stood tall, her back straight and her hips swaying as she made her way to floor 82.

Stan Edgar had been standing in front of his desk, when Mary had walked into his office, a red head with a visually nervous disposition, looking like she was on the verge of tears stood near him.

"I-I'm just not sure how Homelander will take the news Sir, he's been through a lot and this just doesn't seem like-"

"Ms. Barrett you are the senior vice president of Hero management are you not?"

"Yes, Sir-"

"Recommended by Homelander"

"Yes, Sir but-"

"Then whatever you tell him is up to you, so however he takes the news is not my problem but yours, right?"

"...Right"

Looking up to finally acknowledge the nun in the room he gives one his ‘Smile for the camera' looks.

"Ah, and here she is Mother, thank you for coming here today, this is Ashley Barrett Vice president of Hero management."

Ashley steps towards Mary trying to keep a confident smile on her face after being steam rolled by Edgar.

"Hello it's-"

"No need for introductions right now, I'm sure you and Mother will have plenty of time to get acquainted, right now you should focus on informing Homelander that there's going to be a new Seven member arriving in” Looking down at his watch he smirks, “Half an hour."

Her smile turns uneasy, into one of obvious discomfort, and her face pales realizing time was of the essence. ‘Ashley’ almost stumbles over herself, making her way out of the door, and into the hallway, the sound of her making haste could be heard in the distance.

Finally, looking at her if she wasn't made of wallpaper and glue, Edger seemed to be waiting for her to speak, and like so long ago Mary wanted to ask her questions, even if they were ignored, even if she stumbled over them like a newborn dear.

She knew better though, and knew what she had to say, what he wanted to hear. Anxiety bubbled in her guts as she defaulted to what she had come to learn was a safe response, keeping her head slightly bowed she spoke. "Objective?"

She wanted to break down right there, why did she come here if she couldn't even look him in the eyes. Slowly lifting her head, his closed mouth smile had taken her off guard, he seemed pleased, 'Of course, my obedience after all this time must be comforting.'

He looked proud of himself, as if he had commanded the seas themselves. Speaking with an even tone, "We won't have time to go over your full objective, so I'll give you an abridged version. You will be working for Vought as a new member of The Seven, under the Moniker 'Mother', and for all intents purposes we will have no famil relations."

Not noticing, or maybe just not caring, that her stomach dropped at his words he continues. "It could compromise our other plans for you, we also wouldn't want anyone to think you were a nepto hire, no, for now I'll have you meet your new colleagues, and from now on unless out of suit of course, you are 'Mother'."

Finally noticing her unpleasant expression he pauses. "Questions?" A million and one questions were going through her head, the most prominent one screamed at her asking her, 'Why did I come here?' "No, Sir." This time showing his teeth, he smiles back at her, "Good."

Edgar had personally introduced Mother to The Seven with calm and precise wording, that could have almost been mistaken for boredom. Not looking Mary's way he began firing off her abilities, like he was selling a car. "Persuasion, Longevity, Durability, healing, flight, slightly translucent wings that can be used as a shield... or if need be a weapon." Pausing, finally taking a glance at Mary he smiled. "Almost perfect." Mary's heart leaped at the word perfect, but soon dropped as he continued his spiel, smile turning into a smirk.

"If not for her lack of overt superhuman strength, and naivety of course." 'Of course, she mockingly thought 'He has to keep me humble, but why couldn't he just keep the last part to himself.' Mary continued to smile as if she hadn't heard his little jab, instead took time to look over at Edgar, into his eyes she saw something that contradicted his words, ‘PRIDE’ ’’shined brightly almost overlapping planning, no.. scheming?

They seemed to be intertwined, and then ‘PREPARING’, preparing for what? In the very back buried deep in the shadows of his eyes laid ‘regret’, her face softened at this, it was weak but it was there. Turning way from him, she gives the supes In front of them her best Macy's sale commercial smile, but the only thing that ran repeatedly through her mind was, 'You should be sorry.'

There was one power that Mary was able to keep to herself, Intuitive empathy, she couldn't read minds but, more like see a persons intentions and emotions, which came in handy at times. Edgar had been honest when he had said she was naive, so she took time to look every seven member in the eye starting with Black Noir.

She couldn't really see his eyes, but knew him before she was sent away, at that time she got around that problem by holding his hands, her powers were weak then, she wondered what she could uncover about him now. The last thing she felt from him was uneasiness, bitterness, and HOPE, those feelings that she had unearthed from him had helped her heal, and made forgiving him easier, she would save him for later when they were alone.

She looked at Starlight, she seemed calm on the outside but underneath was a hectic curiosity of the unknown, the desire to stay positive with a slip of dread tucked away, Starlight seemed to want to make friends with her but was hesitant, 'What happened in the past, to make her so wary?'

Mary could read A-train in her sleep, insecurity, frustration, not focused on Mary but inwardly, but just like Starlight there is a curiosity, he wants to use Mary but for what? She didn't know yet but she was sure he'd be showing up at her door soon enough.

Queen Maeve was shrouded in a translucent disillusion, mixed with a foreboding that could barely hold back her feelings of hope, her smile was semi-honest, and unlike Starlight and A-train it seemed she was better at holding back her interests and curiosity in getting to know Mary, maybe she could take a deeper look later but she was running out of time, though reading surface level feelings took seconds, they began to add up.

The first thing that Mary notices is that Homelander isn't looking at her, not really, he's looking at Edgar, and no matter how much he's trying to hide behind that perfect plastic smile, his emotion flow like a nicked vein steadily and continuously. The flow almost over takes her, making her light headed, she tries to grab anything from his amalgamation of emotions.

Exasperation, paranoia, insecurity; Every emotion hit her like a bullet, forcing her to close her eyes, giving up on processing his emotions from the fear of passing out. When she finally opens her eyes, she realizes that he must have noticed her pulse spike, he's staring at her now, and she must look like prey from the way his canines glisten at the view of her.

The hand reaching out to touch Mary's shoulder almost makes her jump out of her skin, luckily she's able to stay calm on the outside, electing to instead smile at Edgar, whose hand was still placed on her shoulder. "Great Idea Mother, why don't you give us all an Idea of what you can do."

Confused at first by the seemingly random request, she notices that her wings have become visible, had they bristled when Edgar had startled her? Does he know, do they all know that her nerves are shot. Edgar must have noticed, and is giving her a chance to redeem herself. Perfect, she's not perfect, but she can be more than perfect, she can be useful.

Still nervous Mary nods at Edgar, taking a deep breath, 'Get it the fuck together, you can do this.' Squaring her shoulders she turns back to the one that caused this reaction, and looks him dead in the eyes. Instead of a harsh onslaught of emotions that had almost made her pass out before, the ones she's able to whittle out now are almost playful, mischievous, maliciously gleeful.

Homelander must have noticed she was nervous and assumed it was from him, a fire began to build in Mary's guts and her thoughts went wild, 'Is he laughing at me? Am I a fucking joke to him, I must not even come up on the radar of the so called, 'World's Greatest Superhero, What a fucking joke, I'm not weak, not anymore.'

Her canines weren't as big as Homelander’s, but they were just as sharp, baring her fangs she gives him the widest smile she can, and hopes that her message is clear, 'I'm not your prey and you're not the only predator here.'

The first words that comes out of Mother's mouth seems to startle everyone in the room, except of course Edgar whose hands are back to his side, and whose face was one of passing interests at best. Staring deep into Homelander's soul Mother ask, "Can you hear me big boy?" His face is one of confusion, but before he can try to laugh her question off she continues.

"I asked you a question, can you hear me Homelander, "Huffing out in indignation, he finally answers with clear irritation in his voice. "Yes, I can hear you." Visibly nervous he looks around the room, but his eyes end up back at Mother. "Look at me sweetie, look at Mommy..." With a slight furrowed brow he mutters out, "Mo...Mommy?"

She can't help but smile softly, "Yes, I'm Mommy and you're my sweetheart, do you understand?" Nodding he gulps down, knot stuck in his throat. "What would you do for Mommy?" Before he can swallow them, the words they're ripped out of his throat, "Anything, I would do anything for you Mommy." His eye’s full of desperation, he wanted, no needed to please her.

"Really?” He quickly nods his head, showing how eager he is to obey her.

"Then stand up and stand In front of Mommy." His smile turning into a grimace, Homelander grips the end of the table until it dents, he looks like he might resist her, but in the end he stands up and walks over to Mother, until he's standing right In front of her.

'Iodine, he smells like iodine, sharp, but there was something underneath the iodine, something sickeningly sweet, focus Mother!' She almost grimaces at the smell clinging to his body, but keeps her face neutral. "Mommy needs you to do a favor for her."

"Anything, Mommy I woul.." He was so far gone now. She places one finger softly on his lips, "Shusssh, Mommy knows Mommy understands, just do everything I say, okay Sweetheart?

Put your hands around my neck."

Nodding he slowly places them around her neck, and she can't help but smile.

"Now, snap my neck."

The atmosphere became uncomfortably thick, from her request, but Mary's smile stays soft as Homelander's hands embrace her neck, tighter and tighter, until the only thing in the room that can be heard is his strained breaths, and the groan of his leather gloves. This goes on until his grip loosens, looking down at her with the most pitiful expression.

"I'm sorry Mommy, I can't..I." Placing a hand on the side of his face she smiles as he leans into it, a light pout still gracing his face. "Heyyy, hey, don't make that face you were perfect, you ARE perfect. "Since you did such an amazing job, Mommy wants to give you a reward." Digging into a small pocket near her hip, Mother retrieves a creamy vanilla flavored piece of candy.

She unwraps it using her teeth, and her free hand. "Open your mouth." Placing the piece of candy directly on his tongue, she swears she can hear him moan. Ignoring his moan, and the fact that she definitely wasn't the only one to hear it, she softly pats him under his chin, signaling him to close his mouth. "Good boy, you can go sit in your chair now." Lightly sucking on his piece of candy, he sits down politely until the crack of her gloves brings him back.

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Sitting up, Homelander looks dead straight at Mother, hands placed flat on the table, he looks as if he's going to jump over the table and murder her. Instead he clenches and releases his hands a few times, before giving her a smile, that would give a shark a run for it’s money. Realizing the piece of candy is still in his mouth, he shatters it with his molars, watching him going through so many emotions, especially embarrassment is almost too much for her, she can't help herself.

"Is it good?" She says smiles and leans in with a stage whisper, "Almost everyone seems to prefer chocolate or strawberry, but I think we can both agree that vanilla, is just... naturally sweeter." 'Still think I'm a joke fucker, maybe that will fix you.' Smiling and slowly shaking his head, "You.. Momm." Clearing his throat trying to get a hold of himself, he clenches his gloved hand then points at Mother "..hem, Mother, that was a cute little party trick."

A slight frown begins to form on Mother's face, before she begins to smile again, "Par.. Party trick?" 'Never mind, only death can fix him.' Before Mother could persuade Homelander to snap his own neck, Edgar clears his throat. "I couldn't agree more, party tricks by definition, are implemented to entertain their target audience, and I have to admit. Seeing you reduced to your mental age, was thoroughly entertaining. Either way I'm sure Mother will be a valuable asset to The Seven, and I for one can't wait to see what she achieves. Now that demonstrations are concluded, I’ll be taking my leave."

Giving Mother a half hearted nod he turns to leave. "I'm sure you can finish introducing yourself Mother." Turning in one fluid motion, Edgar makes his way towards the exit, and without looking back, Mary sprints after him. "Wha..what, fa... sir.. SIR!" Only catching up to him after the doors close behind them. "What was that?" She tries to uselessly whisper. "Mother I’m not sure what you.."

"That! This” She motions between them, “We haven't talked face to face for years, and then all of a sudden you call me up, calling me by my 'work' name?” She crosses her arms over her chest, not caring what she sounded like. “I couldn't even remember what you smelled like, but at least back then you called me by my name." He just stares at her. "…" She’s trying to stop from crying, but his silence feels almost violent.

"Sir, please, say something." She says, trying not to let her voice break. "Set a time, with my receptionist Samantha." Voice breaking, her next words come out so pathetic that she winces. "...Is that all you have to say?" Not having enough time to read his surface emotions, at least not without anyone noticing, she quietly watches as Edgar continues on his way. "... Have a good day, Mother."

Back facing the doors, trying to get her emotions under control, she wonders. 'Why are you still here, you have your answer, you don't have to stay, but there must be a reason deep in his conscience there was pride and I haven't felt that since... and the regret what was that about.' (breathe in, breathe out) 'No, I'm not leaving, not yet and when I do it will be with satisfaction, be that in understanding or in the ashes of this company, Now smile, Mother.'

Walking back into the seven conference room, Mother kept her smile bright, pushing down any emotions that might paint her as anything less then perfect. "Thank you for your patience, I would like to formally introduce myself as Mother, but my close confidants call me Mary, and my even closer ones call me Mommy.” She gives Homelander a playful wink. “It's my hope, that we can all get very close."

Homelander hand been smiling, since she had walked back into the room, no doubt having heard her pathetic pleas, he shoots her and toothy grin. "Well, let me be the first to welcome you to The Seven, we're like a family here, so don't be shy, come to me with any problems you may have.” She was going to reply with a simple thank you, but he continues talking.

“Though something has been nagging me since you walked in, and I hope you don't mind me asking but, how long did you have to fuck Edgar, before he threw you a bone and let you join." Hearing a sharp intake from starlight, Mother couldn't help letting out a bark of laughter, directed at Homelander's weak attempt to embarrass her. Watching his synthetically cheerful smile waiver, and his eye twitch, she playfully rolls her eyes flashing him a smile of pure enjoyment.

"Whyyyy, aren’t you a wild card Mr. lander, why, are you looking to be my rebound, are you a good fuck?" watching his mouth go from a giddy spitefulness, to pure uncertainty. Mother looks around the room, not giving him the chance to respond. "Who have you fucked here, can someone vouch for you?" Pointing at starlight. "You?" She tries to hide her disgust. "Oh, No I, he's... uh, no." Mother smiles, "Not your type? That's fine, not everyone is into men close to their expiration date."

Face screwing up Homelander tries to correct her, "I'm only-" Cutting him off Mother doesn't slow down, "How about you?" Pointing to A-Train, looking around wildly then pointing to himself. "Me? are you fucking kiddin-" Raising her hand in surrender, she mockingly tries to pacify him. "Heyyy, I don't discriminate, love is love, and Vought's all about inclusivity right? But I guess that's a no, that just leaves you.”

Mother eyes the Queen up and down. “Queen Maeve right? Is he a good fuck?" Refusing to acknowledge the question, Maeve turns her chair, unfortunately Homelander is looking right at her, she just crosses her arms, "What?" Looking a little put out he turns his head towards the opposite wall with a scoff, "Nothing." Looking back at Mother, they watch as Mother gestures with her hand, rocking it back and forth. "So, just so-so, huh?" Mother lets out a melodic chuckle

"Can you imagine me, giving you the green light, and receiving the most mediocre fuck of my life” Her laugh is cruel, as she points to herself then to Homelander. ”I think that just might be enough for me to pull an R. Budd Dwyer." Everyone looking thoroughly embarrassed, Mother continues smiling.

"Anyyyyhooo, to answer your question, I have never had sexual relations with Mr. Edgar." Dramatically shivering at the word sexual, "If you must know I've known Edgar for many years, starting my tenure as a child, I was on a... let's call it, a semi-permanent vacation when Edgar called me to return to Vought, does that answer all your questions, Mr. Homelander?"

Giving her a tight smile. "Yes and I have to admit, I really appreciate th-" Sick of hearing his voice she steamrolls his next sentence. "Thank you sir, if you do have anymore questions, you can ask Black Noir he was my... chaperone, when I was younger, I'm sure he has all kinds of info about me, isn't that right Noir." Slowly raising a thumb, Noir nods his head. "That's right... huh…” Her eyes go glossy for a second but she soon snaps back.

”Anyway it should be known that I have an open door policy, I only have one rule no suits." Black Noir begins scribbling in his notebook, ":(" "Don't worry noir, we'll figure something out, I like to separate my personal life and work, and I hope my request will be respected." A permanent scowl now on Homelander's face, from repeatedly being cut off, failing to keep his voice even he barks out, "Is that all? Great! meeting over, your all dismissed." Mother turning, made her way to the door "Not you Mother, I think we need to talk."

Everyone in the room pauses looking at Homelander then to Mother, surprised to see her smiling at Homelander’s demand. "...Actually, that sounds great, I had planned to schedule personal time with all of you at a later date, but hey why wait, huh? No time like the present." She had smelt iodine, and a rotting sweetness the whole time she had been in The Seven conference room, and while it was hard to pin point at first where it was coming from, she could now clearly smell it on Homelander's more intimate parts.

She wasn't expecting to use her healing powers today, but she was a healer, so she might as well, you know heal. Nodding to black Noir and A-Train. "I'd like to talk to you both, sooner rather than later, make time for me, okay." Nodding A-train, Starlight and then Maeve started to slowly make their way to the exit, looking back to see Noir still standing right behind Mother. The sound of Homelander's gloves could be herd from him gripping his fist. "What are you all waiting for, I said leave." Turning toward Noir, Mother put her hand in his and gave it a squeeze, like when she was young. If it had just been them in the room, she could read him by just expanding her range, but it took more energy, was slightly less effective, and it was almost impossible to do with too many people in range.

'Worry, Distrust' She wanted to laugh, he never trusted her around boys. "Noir, I'm a big girl now, you don't have to stay in the room when I'm talking to a boy anymore." 'Shame' "It's okay old habits die hard, just visit me soon, we have so much to catch up on." giving him one last squeeze, he squeezes back nodding and letting go of her hand.

Leaving out the doors with everyone else, only looking back once more to see her waving goodbye, and Homelander's eyes burning with anger, while taking off his gloves, Noir's stomach drops as the doors close in his face.

Before Mother can ask where she can heal him, Homelander's covering her mouth with one hand, and gripping the back of her head with the other. "Did you think I'd just let that shit slide? Did you!" Gripping his forearm Mother tries to warn him, "Pleammheh." He grips the back of her head tighter, and if he gets excited from the sound of her heart beating who could blame him.

It's natural, and with everything from Edgar breathing down his neck every interview, keeping him on a short leash, to everyone around him pretending like he hadn't been the one keeping them safe all these years... like they didn't need him. He'd be damned, if he let some new recruit treat him like a joke.

He was The FUCKING Homelander, "Dumb slut, can't use that little party trick if you can't talk!" Mother wants to warn him she really does, and if he would let her talk she could before she, "Mmhmph" Something rubbing against her breast is too much for her, it's always been enough to make her, she can barely stay lucid eyes starting to water.

"And you want me to believe you didn't fuck Edgar to get on The Seven, I mean look at you!?" "WhaoHmgah???" Unknowingly pushing her over the edge, he gets as close as possible and whispers in her ear. "You're no better than a walking talking fleshlight." 'Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck.' Homelander doesn't realize what's happening, until he can smell what he can only describe as wild Honey, and vanilla coming from her folds.

Her eyes rolling back while her hips rolled forward, Homelander lets her go immediately, Mother's legs buckle, forcing her on her knees, shuttering from the after shock. "Fuck, fuck, fuck, I'm sorry I didn't mean to” Panting she tries to catch her breath. “I just- I wanted to- I tried to warn you." At a lost for words Homelander says the first thing that comes to mind

"How?" Looking up at him, she slowly gets to her feet, lightly swaying, she looks away from him. "My um… breast are extremely sensitive." He can't help but look down at said breast, he had noticed they were big, but emotions had distracted him from taking a good look at them. Fatter than he can hold with both hands and nipples hard as diamonds just begging for- Before he can continue his train of thought, Mother adopts an accusing tone. "And what was all that about, I thought you needed healing!?"

Sputtering he is the strongest man alive "w-What? Healing, why would I-?” Looking more concerned by the second, she steps towards him her brows furrow and her lips softly tighten. "Well I don't know if anyone has told you this... but you smell like rot and iodine, especially-" Motioning her hands toward his dick. "There, I just assumed you were too proud to get medical help or you were-"

Pausing, her face slowly turning from one of confusion, to a face full of disgust and horror. "Oh god, unless... are you… are you, fucking terminally ill patients at a hospital?" His face quickly turns into one of pure disbelief. "What, no I-" Placing her hands over her mouth, "Oh my god... please tell me they're at least willing."

She looks away from him, while slowly taking a step back, "No don't tell me I don't want to know, and to be honest I don't even care.” She backs up even further, like the first victim, in a horror movie. “I'll leave, and we can pretend this conversation never happened."

Before she can turn towards the doors, he grabs her by her shoulders, giving her a quick shake. His face full of anger, and embarrassment, he raises his voice. "Just shut the fuck up, and listen!" Letting out a sigh he looks down at her, and he sees how disheveled she looks, her veil slightly pulled back, revealing the start of thick silver locs, one falling out of place and on to his wrist.

He grabs the loc, stroking it between his fingers, before letting it drop over her face. His voice is softer but no less filled with malice, "listen... Never use persuasion on me again... you know... there are worst things than physical pain."

Slowly running his hand over her Vought approved collar, glancing down to smirk at the V dangling from it, before looking her in the eyes. "Am I understood?" Face blank, eyes blown, she nods her head, "Yes Sir, I understand." He tilts his head towards her, his smile slowly reemerging, "Good, good girl, now get the fuck out of here."

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Mother had found Noir, standing In front of her door, when she made it back home. 'Had he been standing there the whole time?' Trying not to look so tired after what occurred, in The Seven meeting room, she smiles softly, barely able to turn up the corner of her lips. "Hey, it's been a while, hasn't it?" Placing his hand on her, he tries stroking her head as his hands quiver.

Mother grabs his hands, unable to stop herself from reading him, ‘Fear, Relief, Shame.’ Exhaling, Mother tries to decode everything, Noir was horrified at the thought of her getting hurt, relieved that she's safe, but ashamed he couldn't do anything, to stop Homelander.

Looking up at him, she tries to give him a reassuring smile, "You don't have to be worried,” He tilts his head to the side, “He only wanted to get to know me better,” She could tell Noir was unconvinced “I'm sure we'll be best friends in no time." Nodding no longer able to help himself, Noir envelops her in a soul crushing hug, just like the ones he would give her when she was young.

For a second she feels weightless, it felt better than flying, so much that she can't help the giggle that passes her lips, which seems to encourage him, he spins her around like a child, turning light giggles into howls of laughter. "NOIR!" Patting him on the shoulder, she signals for him to let her down, he reluctantly slows down his movements.

Noir’s emotions, feel like fireworks on her fingertips, As her feet touch the ground she gives one last laugh, he pulls out a pen and paper, [Sure you're okay?] She softly chuckles at his overprotective nature. "Yes, I'm okay, but why are you using a pen and paper?" She begins to move her hands, [I can still sign.]

Noir looks down at her hands, and then back at her, moving his hands slowly. [Rusty.] Watching him finish, she smiles at him. "That's okay we can work on it, together just like before." [Ok.] It shouldn't take to long, to get back into the hang of things, but for now I'm going to call it a night. Noir opens her door, before she can reach for her keys, which some how hadn’t surprised her much.

Mother had known Noir longer then she had known her father, he had been her first friend, and the first to betray her. Folding her arms in front of herself, her defenses are up. "Is there anything else, you need to tell me?" The way he looked away from her, she didn't need powers to feel the discomfort coming from him.

"Noir, no… You didn't go to Edgar, did you?" He nods slowly. "Why!? I was fine you don't have to foll-” Her mind flashes back to when she was young, screaming at the top of her lungs, at a frustrated but unapologetic Noir, ‘You don't have to follow me around, reporting every little thing that I do to Edgar!’ They’ve been here before, somethings never change.

Frowning, “Have you been in my home, not just today but before?" Her stomach drops as he turns away from her, confirming what she already knew, just like before, she couldn't fully trust him, no matter how much he seemed to care about her, at his core he still belonged to Vought.

Placing both of her hands over her face, she's too tired to cry, and just rubs her eyes, smearing her makeup in the process, "Of course, of course that was a stupid question, well, come in then."

Walking past him, then pass the kitchen to the living room, she sits down, listening to him walking towards her, after closing the door. "I would tell you to make yourself at home, but I'm sure you already know this place like the back of your hand." Having enough shame, to at least look sorry, he slouches his shoulders walking over to the couch parallel to her.

"I'm not angry at you, I'm just disappointed, but we both know that in the end my feelings have always been meaningless to Vought, and- You know what, never mind I'm not going to bitch to you, especially when you're suited up, and probably recording me right now.”

Standing up she pulls off her veil, locs falling to the middle of her back. “I'll bring a blanket out, you can sleep on the couch." Nodding he waits until she comes back with a big blue blanket, she walks towards him placing it softly on the couch. Catching her attention he lifts his hands, [Goodnight.] Pausing and swallowing the lump in her throat, before signing back, [Goodnight.] She walks away, trying to comfort herself, 'Things will be okay.'

It had hit him, as soon as he walked through the door of his suite, how could he have missed the sweet pungent smell of dead skin, and the burn of iodine. The smell of the sick, the weak, trying to fight through the grimace plastered on his face, Homelander forces out the most sincere smile he can muster, towards Stormfront.

Laying on her gurney, barely able to return his smile, one eye lost. With a voice one could call joyful but raspy and full of suppressed pain, she tries to welcome him home. "Hello, beautiful, did you come, to keep me company?." That simple sentence, taking more energy out of her, than she had hoped.

Not acknowledging how much she’s struggling to greet him, he falls right into a rant. "You wouldn't believe the day I've had, everyone is still treating me like the bad guy, even the lower level trash are openly ignoring me.” He paces back and forth near her bed. “I'm the fucking Homelander, they can't treat me like this!" She tries to sound sympathetic, through all the pain. "Oh, my poor baby..." He continues to ignore her platitudes.

"And the fact that I can't even rectify all this, because of some ancient recording, that may I add, anyone, ANYONE, would agree wasn't my fault." She moves her hand over the railings, "Oh let me take care of you, make you feel all better." As she unfurls her hand, he can smell the harsh chemicals used to keep her clean, and sees the dry cracks on her skin. His nose turns up, 'Have I been placing myself in that all this time? The dried ridges on her palm look sharp enough to cut someone. The least she can do is keep herself presentable while I'm taking care of her, I'm risking everything for her, and she can't even rub some lotion in those desert palms of hers.'

Taking a subtle step back, he straightens his back, and looks away. "Umm... not right now." Slowly closing her hand, "Well when ever you want to relax-" Not waiting for her to finish her sentence, he continues his rant, "Then Edgar brings this new supe in, and embarrasses me in front of everyone, while dressed up in something you would see in a soft core porno.

I mean where are Vought’s standards, what message is being sent to the impressionable youth of America. What? That any bimbo with pasties over her nipples, and soft skin can become part of The Seven, and the fact that I wasn't even asked.. what?" Noticing the slight frown on her face, he gives pause enough for her to speak.

"How do you know her skin is soft...Is that why you smell like.." Playfully rolling his eyes, but not stepping any closer than need be, he puts his hands up. "What, no I just needed to keep her in her place, and that required a more hands on approach." Making a choking gesture with his hands, he smiled back at her.

Lost in thought, reprimanding her might not have been the best thing to do, now that he had time to think it through, especially with the predicament he was in. 'What if that little slut told on me, I can see it now, her running her bouncy ass to Edger, or god forbid Starlight, fucking bitch!’ Crossing his arms in front of himself, he scowls as he works through his mental battle. ‘Maybe if I apologize.’ ‘No... why should I?’ ‘... we don't have to mean it.'

Breaking his train of thought, Stormfront can feel the last of her energy leaving her body, "Well I'm happy, you're not letting yourself, become distracted, we have to remember, our main goal is to..."

Waving her away "Yeah, yeah, yeah, You know what, I think I am going to go out for some fresh air, why don't you get some rest, and maybe ask if they could put something on your hands, to make them softer." Leaving without looking back, before she can continue her master race spiel.

His mind goes back to how soft Mother's skin felt under his hands, how her heart had raced, and how good it felt to not feel weak for once, to feel seen. Shaking away those pesky thoughts of Mother he takes to the skies, frustration radiating off of him, as he lands on the rooftop of Vought towers.

The last place he could get some peace and quiet, more now then ever now that Mother had commented on How unnatural he smelled, making him aware that, that same smell had penetrated almost every inch of his suite and suit, taking off his gloves and placing them near his nose he could still Smell the sweet rotting smell that came off of Stormfront, and the harsh chemicals that had dried and cracked her skin.

Still underneath all of that, was the smell of wild honey and vanilla, taking a deeper breath he unzipped his pants, 'It wasn't fair why did his poor little Goddess have to smell like, THAT, While some nobody slut, smelled like... like-' "Heaven." Stroking himself from base to tip, he tries to keep his mind on Stormfront. The good times they had, how she use to smell, how she made him feel loved, wanted, needed, powerful.

His mind kept wondering back to Mother, how she trembled underneath his touch, how her eyes rolled back, how she smelled. "Fuck, Fuck, FUCK!" His pace picks up, the more frustrated he becomes. 'Fucking bitch, how dare she come in to my life, and make me think of her like this, especially when I still have my perfect Stormfront.'

He had never thought of anyone else all this time, what made her different.' Grunting he couldn't stop the words that fall from his mouth. "Nothing, nothing about her is special, she's just some dumb bimbo, that got a handout, probably by using those lips of-"

The thought of her lips bring him closer, he grips his gloves tighter, hearing them crack underneath the pressure. 'Fuck those lips, they looked so plump, so soft, so- how would they fell wrapped around-' "Fuck!" Speeding up, no longer able to hold back he spills over the ledge of the tower.

"Fuck." Post nut clarity, hitting him like a truck, he realizes what just happened, and tries to rationalize it. "This was the same as jerking off to a porno.” Putting himself away, “it's not cheating, Stormfront would understand” Pulling on his gloves, “I am not a bad boyfriend, these things happen." Smile slowly making it's way to his face, "Yeah, things happen."

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It had been a while since she had been back to Vought, so waking up to Noir standing over her, makes Mother's heart jump out of her throat. Pulling her blankets closer to her bare skin, she watches as he signs, [Sorry, we go?] frowning, "Edgar?" Nodding he turns to let her get dressed, grabbing her phone from its charger she takes a second to look at the time.

Of course Edgar would call for her at ass-o-clock in the fucking morning, didn't he have anything better to do than to fuck with her sleep schedule. Since it wasn't specified she decided to wear a simple white crop top, with a white two split long skirt after jumping out the shower, not in the mood to put on all that leather so early in the morning. Walking towards the kitchen, she sees Noir staring at her while tapping his wrist, [late.] sighing, she walks in front of the stove top while placing her hands on her hips.

"Look just because he wants to meet me before even the birds have time to scream at the sky, doesn't mean I have to rush to see him, and it especially doesn't mean I have to skip breakfast. So you can sit and wait for me to finish, or you can knock me out and drag me to him, because that is the only way you're going to get me there any quicker." He takes a moment to think about it before deciding to sit down, and it's not long before a plate is placed in front of him.

Touching down in front of Vought HQ, she wastes no time making her way to Edgar's office, "Mother, how nice of you to finally show up." His tone making her bristle with irritation, 'First he wakes me up at an ungodly hour, now he wants to berate me when I don't come running, also I’m out of costume, why is he using my Supe name?'

She shoots daggers at him. "You're welcome and thank you for waking me up so bright and early." A tight smile graces her lips. "Noir and I were able to have a lovely breakfast because of you." Seeing she was clearly in a mood; he decides to egg her on further. "You're welcome, though I have no idea where you could have acquired your disregard for others time, though I guess neither do you." He smiles when she stays silent, obviously striking a chord.

"Now that morning pleasantries are done, I can tell you what your assignment is." Sliding a USB stick across his desk, Edgar stands up from his chair. "How do you feel about Homelander, I hear he may have given you some trouble a while ago, but since then has let you be." She had forgotten all about that, merely sweeping it under the rug like most embarrassing, and horrible things in her life, why did he bring it up now?

"You know he has a track record that says you should have disappeared that day, that's why I'm more confident than ever, that you'll be able to do what needs to be done." Though she had spent most of her life abroad, she had heard things in passing, about missions gone wrong, and Vought workers going missing, growing more anxious by the second she speaks up.

"And what exactly is that." Giving pause, he takes a second to think but continues. "You're going to be his companion… his best friend." Anxiety flowing over, unable to hold her tongue anymore, her feelings pour over. "Fr-friend? Best Fucking Friend, that's why you called me hear, is this why you're wasting my time, giving me hope!" Her voice begins to raise. "You may not understand, but this is import-"

"No, no, fuck you, do you hear yourself right now? You uprooted me from my life, just when I was becoming comfortable… secure… HAPPY! I was happy for once in my life.” He lets her continue on her tirade. “Now, what? You now want me to play what, babysitter to your pet project gone wrong? You know what I've tried to be patient, I've tried giving you time, but I'm tired of tiptoeing around you, scared that you'll never talk to me again.”

She was breathing hard, trying to keep any composure she had left. “That you'll leave me forever, so please just put me out of my misery, and just answer my questions. Do you regret throwing me to the wolves, did you miss me while I was gone, do you love me?" "…" The silence is deafening, he hadn't said a word, but had answered all her questions, eye twitching under the stress, she focuses on her heartbeat.

'Was I just a pet, no not a pet, people adore their pets, would die for them… I was a tool, a means to an end, FINE, then to ashes it is.' The cloud in her mind parts, and everything seems so much clearer now. 'Fuck him, fuck this company, and the building it resides in.' Tilting her head, her smile must have unnerved Edgar for just a microsecond, and for the first time in his eyes she saw uncertainty.

Unable to stop herself her smile widens, "Objective." Eyes now narrowed and full of suspicion, he clears his throat. "Are you okay, we can reschedule-" 'I'm going to burn this place to the ground.' "I'm great, I think I was just too uncertain of my place in life, really my place in your life." 'Cleansed in fire.'

"People can become emotional, when uncertainty hits them." 'Nothing but ashes.' "Now that everything has been cleared up, my mind finally feels clearer."

'Ashes.' "I'm focused, I now know my purpose, and now I can serve you better." 'Ashes' "So let's not waste any more time, we both are going to be very busy people soon." 'Ashes.' Nodding but still on guard, he keeps his assignment precise and clear. "As I was saying, I brought you here for one thing, and that is to manage Homelander, I am under no great illusion that he will happily accept retirement.”

“He'll need to be eased into termination, while his replacement can be perfected, and that time will come, but before then, we need him docile and willing enough to step down on his own, and that is where you come in. The fact that you were able to manipulate his mind so easily means that I chose correctly" 'Perfected, no one's a human to him just say trained like a dog, and how many times does he plan to do this, I'll live forever so-'

"Great, of course all need a few things from you." As if he's trying to get her smile to falter, he smirks at her, to make her feel like an idiot, "Naturally if you take time to look through your contract you'll see that everything you need will be taken care of, that is, as long as you don’t break your contract." Smile never wavering, she replies in kind "Yes, yes, are there any other requirements, I should be aware of at the present."

"You will be required to stay in the tower, all medical history will be recorded and taken care of by and at our Vought approved clinic, and you are forbidden from engaging in promiscuous behavior, and dating those not first approved by Vought, if you decide to read it, there’s a celibacy clause in your contract, no dating or sexual escapades for the first year"

"That makes sense, though a bit invasive, but understandable; My stove, final decision on what I wear, where I work, make it eight months, a year is excessive, and my own advocate personally picked out by me." "Done, done, done, done, though your advocate will have to go through a background check, just to be safe-"

"Yup, yup, yup, sounds great." Holding eye contact, Edgar looks deeply into her eyes. "I want to give you one small piece of advice, that you would do good to never forget, never cross any lines you can't erase by yourself."

Making her way back to her apartment Mary hadn't even been surprised when she opened her door to find it empty, bare besides the wallpaper she had personally put up, not being able to help herself she begins to walk around, taking in her surroundings as if she'd never see them again, and would she? In her mind she had talked a big game, she had been fuming on her way home, wanting to set a literal fire to Vought, the only thing Edgar ever seemed to care about other than…Will you still love me tommorooowww

Pulling out her phone she glanced at the caller ID, and mumbles, "Vic." She shook her head, she had once believed that although they had different beginnings in the end they resided in the same boat, but now she wasn't too sure. There of course had been times when she wanted to make Edgar set himself on fire, but Vic had always been there to calm her down, growing up she'd lecture her about hormones and emotions as if they were something you could grow out of with age.

With any assignment that was forced on her, Vic was there to nudge her forward, set her head straight, she had once loved the thought of having a big sister, but now she had to wonder had everything Vic said to her just been a ploy to keep her in line, and was Edgar now using her to do the same to Homelander? Finger hovering over the answer button she pressed down. "Hello?"

It had been the same ol’ bullshit, just like she knew it would be, sisterly platitudes to keep her docile, and most importantly never questioning Edgar, that’s who Vic was doing all this for. Mother couldn’t believe she never realized it, but Vic almost never called her unless she was on the edge of breaking out of her assigned role/mission, Vic ended the call as soon as she was sure that Mother would fall in line. Every time Mary wonders if that hollow feeling in her chest could get any deeper, the ones that she care about grab their shovels and go to work.

Her new apartment on floor 99 hadn’t been too bad, and for now Edgar seemed to be honoring her contract, there it was, the only thing that she had kept purely for herself, walking over to her kitchen it was the only thing that was truly for her. She sometimes wonders if she hadn't been born a Supe would the culinary arts been her calling, supe children rarely get to pick their future careers, often pulled along by whatever power that makes them useful.

August had been the very example of that, they had met in college, August had been an amazing note taker, able to strip down information to its bare importance, with a photo memory, and a built-in lie detector, that would have made him a perfect partner in business.

There was so much potential in him, but instead he was given some shitty Supe name and told to pose for pictures in a mall, and since that's all he's ever known that's what he did, barely being able to make rent.

When she first presented August’s credentials to Edgar he had scoffed, it was obvious what his opinions on Supes were, Mother paid him no mind. August was in the system already and they knew that he was somewhat trustful, so there shouldn’t be any problem, and there wasn't. Edgar begrudgingly approved August's employment as her advocate/secretary.

August is the one who informs Mother that there was a meeting in the seven-conference room. “Did you remember to order the drinks, and did you remember that I wanted a large water extra ice with a lemon.” The last thing she needed was coffee to make her feel jittery. “Yes, Mother.” She wish he wasn’t so formal, but maybe it was better this way.

“Good, we should make a good impression shouldn't we.” Walking into the hall Mother turns to August. “I can make it there by myself, why don't you go and grab the drinks and meet me in the conference room.” August gives her a Curt nod as he walks towards the elevators, she walks towards the conference room, and when she arrives all the current seven members are already seated.

 

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Homelander gives her a sharp smile just like when they first met "How nice of you to join us." He says the next part softly, but loud enough that everyone can hear it. "Dressed just enough like a slut, that i could barely tell you were out of suit." Smile never leaving his face as he takes a jab at her attire. It had been weeks since they had seen each other, but it looked like he still was dying to needle her.

Looking down at her body, she hadn’t had time to talk with the costuming department between finalizing her contract and getting adjusted to living at Vought. She looks up at him with a smile of her own. "You want to fuck me so bad; it makes you stupid." Maeve tries to keep a straight face but still has to turn her head to laugh.

Mary doesn't know what made her say that, blame it on the weather, or the call she had received from Vic trying to keep her lobotomized, or how she was tired and at the end of her rope. Remembering her main goal, she tries to salvage the trash fire that their relationship started off as.

Mary looks Homelander in the eyes, "I'm sorry.” Trying to sound sincere. “That was mean of me, you're not stupid." Before he can ask her to elaborate August walks through the door, she turns to thank him, but notices some random trailing behind him, drinks in hand. “August, who's your little friend?”

A shy looking man in his 30’s moves past August to introduce himself. “Hello, my name is Scott, I made the drinks for you today, actually, most of the time I make your drinks, I'm a big fan, so your secretary let me personally drop your drinks off today”

Mary can hear Starlight cooing “That is so sweet Scott.” He gives the room a smile “Thank you Ms. Starlight.” ‘Malicious’ was the emotion that was coming off of Scott, Mary side eyes him. “Why don't you go set those drinks on the table.” August whispers in Mary’s ear “Contaminated.” She nods at him. “Thought so.” August blocks the door with his body.

Ashley seems to be the only one who notices the shift in Mother's demeanor, she becomes visibly nervous, fidgeting until you get her attention. “Ashley, you seem to have a nervous disposition, would you like to leave before I start?” She gives a nervous smile that says yes but still shakes her head. “Okay.” You give her a big smile. “Feel free to turn around if things become too much for you.”

Confused by Mothers statement Scott turns around looking her in the eyes as he answers her, “Hey Scott, what did you put in our drinks.” He doesn’t even pause, before answering Mother’s question. “I put a little cum in everyone's drink, except for Homelander’s, I just spit in it, and yours was too clear to risk doing anything to, who the fuck orders a large water at a coffee shop.”

His smile turns into one of horror when he realizes what he just confessed. Understanding the situation he was in, he quickly grabs the drink labeled Mother and throws it right at her face to distract her, as he runs towards the door where August was waiting for him.

Screaming and kicking Scott tries to fight back, Mother and August might not have superhero strength, but they were still stronger than a normal human. Quickly subduing the perpetrator, August drags Scott over to Mother, as she wipes her face off, she looks down at her ruined outfit, white top sticking to her skin making her tits visible.

Everyone in the room looks disgusted at what they heard, looking at Scott then back at the drinks, in disbelief except for Homelander. Homelander is looking at Mother. ‘Is he curious to see what I'll do next?’ The first thing she does catches everyone off guard, she smiles, laughing at Scott who is now whimpering, begging to be let go.

“What's wrong Scottie, you were all gums before your confession.” “I'm sorry just please let me go.” Mother smiles while looking deep in his eyes, “Are you? Are you sorry Scottie.” He flashes a crooked smile. “No, you, and every other filthy fucking supe here deserves what I've done to you.” Mother cackles at how distraught he looks from spilling his guts.

“How long have you been doing this?” “At least, several months now” The tears are starting to pool in his eyes as he digs his grave. “Hmmm, and no one has caught you?” “No one cares, as long as you make the drinks quick, I just gush about how much I love the seven.” He seems almost proud as the next words leave his mouth “All the while adding extra cream, to that dumb bitch starlight's drink.”

The more he talks, the more starlight looks like she wants to throw up. Mother was done playing with him, it was time to dig deeper. “I think I understand now, look into my eyes Scott, do you understand what I'm saying to you?” He nods. “Come here.” He suddenly stops struggling in August's arms, and willingly walks towards Mother, who is standing at the edge of the seven table.

“You're not really sorry, are you?” He shakes his head giving a slight smirk. “No, you're not sorry, but you will be.” Mother places a hand on Scott’s shoulder giving it a light squeeze. “I want you to slam your hand against this table, until you feel remorse for your actions, true remorse.”

Mother stands back to give Scott some room, and without missing a beat Scott begins to slam his hand against the table, again, and again, until bones can be heard snapping. His choked sobs become wails, and Ashley in the most assured voice she can muster gives her opinion. “Maybe he's had enough?”

Mother looks at Homelander who looks surprised that his opinions are even being considered, just shrugs, and then to Ashley, who looks like she’s on the edge of crying. “I can't make him feel remorse Ashley, only he knows when he's had enough.”

It's not until bone is showing, and his piss is soaking the floor that he stops.
Shaking he looks like he's going to go into shock, Mother looks to August, motioning at Scott, August pulls Scott away from his pool of piss so that mother can kneel before him, he's barely coherent, and that wouldn't do, not for what she needed from him.

“Can you still hear my voice, Scott?” He shakily nods his head. “Then listen when I tell you I wouldn't do to you, what I couldn't handle doing to myself, she gently cradles his broken hand close to her body. “You know Scott, A lot of people think that my healing power happens instantaneously, but in truth I feel every stitch, every tickle of flesh, and every bone mending itself, every second of pain gained, I feel it all.”

Everything he's done to his own hand appears on Mothers, but she doesn't flinch as she mends his mutilated hand, as the pain disappears, he finally has enough strength to cry, sobbing out thanks, and apologies. “I don't want your apologies Scott, I don't need them, I wasn't the one you disrespected, not really, not compared to them.” Mother points over her shoulder, to the people still seated behind her.

“You decided to spite the gods, that walk among you.” Standing up she looks down at her hand mending itself, then to Scott in disgust. “Look up at those you deemed below you, they're the ones that deserve apologies, now get up and show them how sorry you are.” Scott slowly stands up, body still shaking from shock, and lowers his head, not making eye contact with those in front of him.

“i-I am so v-very s-s-s-sorry for what I’ve done.” He takes a second to bite down on his hand to stop the shakes. “I hope that I can be forgiven, for my lapse in sanity.” Looking back at Mother, with tears still in his eyes, “Can I leave now, please?”

“Now Scottie, am I really the person you should be asking?” Mother nods to the figure sitting in the middle of everything. “Maybe he’s the one you should be getting on your knees and begging to.” Scott slowly walks beside Homelander’s chair and lowers himself on the floor. “Pleas-” Mother corrects him before he can continue. “Head to floor Scottie, show him you mean it.” He quickly lowers his head until it’s kissing the floor. “Please, Homelander sir, may I go home?”

Homelander looks at her as if she was testing him, “His life's in your hands big guy, I can have him run towards the windows until his body breaks the glass, and plunges thousands of feet in the air, or you can let him go home to his family tonight, having learned a valuable lesson.” Homelander gives her a look. “I’m not a monster Mother.” He smiles giving a light chuckle. The way that everyone in the room tenses up said otherwise. “Let the man go home.”

Giving a dramatic pout she nods “Ah, Homieeee.” Homelander is taken back slightly by the nickname but doesn’t say anything. “You're no fun, but okay.” Motioning for Scott, “Come here Scottie, aren't you one lucky ducky, you get to go home, and you know what I think that’s worth something.” He shakes his head in panic. “That's right you deserve a reward, for being able to admit your faults, and apologize for your wrongdoings.”

The smile she’s sporting is bone chilling. “Ashley, August, Scottie here is being promoted, you and only you are allowed to prepare drinks for The Seven, that way if there are any more fuck ups, I know exactly who to get rid of.” He breaks out in more sobs just wanting this day to be over with.

“Shhh don't cry, see what's happening is you lashed out at people who are above your station, and instead of truly punishing you, I'm going to reward you with the attention that you craved.” Placing her hands on his shoulders she gives him a light squeeze.

“You’re now someone important, you can brag about your new position to everyone you know, you are now The Seven’s own personal barista. We're going to outfit you in your own little personnel barista outfit and everything, how does that sound Scott? Good” He nods not wanting anymore trouble. “Yea, good.”

Leaning in close Mother smiles while whispering in his ear. “I don't think I need to tell you what will happen to your family, to the people you work with, to your home, if you breathe a word of what you have witnessed and will witness in the future around the seven conference room.” She looks deep into his soul; all he wanted was to survive today.

“Do I?” He shakes his head. “I didn't think so, now if you agree to everything I said, I want you to follow August to the costuming department, and get suited up, okay?” Referencing a video Edgar had shown her, she tries to mimic Homelander’s smile and voice as best as she can. “Hey, and like our hero Homelander says, you're the real hero.” The smile she's been sporting since he arrived, drops. “Now get your happy-go-lucky ass the fuck out my face.”

He quickly follows behind August not giving her a chance to change her mind.

She turns to get a look at The Seven, watching their varied emotions swirl around her. Hearing the sound of Noir’s scribbles, she looks over to him, holding up a notebook. [Are you okay?] Face devoid of emotion she sighs. “No, but that doesn't matter.”

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Rushing into the first empty room he could find, slamming the door behind him, Homelander is in disbelief at what he had witnessed at The Seven meeting room. Even Stormfront hadn’t been bold enough to do that in front of an audience.  

Unzipping the front of his suit, taking off his gloves, Homelander moans as he frees his dick, thinking of how Mother was like a walking talking porno mag. What had she been thinking wearing that outfit, no bra, it was like she wasn’t even trying to dodge the ice water that hit her body. Mother hadn’t even had the shame to cover herself and instead let him watch as her nipples harden, leaving nothing to the imagination. 

Breathing deeply, Homelander grips himself tighter, remembering the way she smiled and for a second wondered whose attention she was trying to get? Mother had been looking at him, but had also been a bitch to him every time she occupied his space, even today… ‘You want to fuck me so bad.’ He did.

Frustration plagued Homelander as he sped up his movements; he had to be quick. Mother had been scheduled to move into Stormfront’s old apartment, but she hadn’t the last time he had checked. Homelander checked once, maybe twice (a week) since she had been introduced; she had mostly disappeared but he could sometimes smell her on Noir. 

Homelander wanted to ask Noir about her but decided against it, even though it was his right as team leader to know where she was. If he started looking into Mother’s whereabouts, it might get back to Edgar. Frowning, Homelander almost loses his hard on thinking about the trouble Edgar would give him if he found out Homelander was sniffing around the little flesh light.

Spitting directly on his dick, Homelander slowly works his way back up, thinking of the way Mother had demanded that sub-human show him respect, how she had defaulted to his command, how she was the only one on this goddamn team to show him some fucking respect, the way she called him Homie, and the way her lips pouted. “Fuck.” Homelander tries to keep his voice down as his come hits the floor in ropes.  

Breathing hard, Homelander looks down at the mess in front of him and notices this load had been especially thick. He hadn’t accepted any comfort from Stormfront thanks to Mother pointing out the smell, and now that he knew it was there he couldn't ignore it. Running his fingers through his hair Homelander puts himself away, puts on his gloves then leaves the room with his come seeping into the carpet. 

It takes a couple of weeks but Homelander finally ‘Mistakenly’ walks towards Stormfront’s old apartment, ‘Mother’s new apartment’ catching Mother leaving her apartment dressed in what could be described as workout wear. Sighing he was only slightly disappointed in her change of clothing.

Homelander hadn’t expected for Mother to walk around every day in wet clothing, but the view she had given him (And unfortunately everyone else in the Seven conference room) had made dealing with the day to day bullshit worth it. It wasn’t all bad; what she was wearing now showed off how curvy she was. He couldn't help pausing, biting his lip as his eyes laid claim to her. 

When Mother noticed Homelander staring at her, his cheeks grow hot, but he doesn’t avert his gaze and instead of ignoring him like he expects her to she smiles at him, taking him off guard. He turns around to see if anyone’s behind him, but no one is in the hallway but them; Mother shocks him even further by walking towards him, ‘Of Fucking course they bounce.’  

Eyes bright and smile even brighter Mother puts her hands on her hips, standing in front of Homelander as if they were friends, “Just the Hero I wanted to see, I’m on my way to see my new suit.” Waiting for her to elaborate he looks confused as to why she’s telling him this, “And?” Seeing Mother pout brings his mind back to that day and he can’t help glancing at her lips. “I want you to give me your opinion.”  

Shifting side to side Homelander was now nervous, what game was she playing? “Why, would you-” Reminding him of her bad habits, Mother excitedly cuts Homelander off, “I heard that your key inputs on your own suit design made it unforgettable, and I agree the flag was an amazing Idea, very memorable.”  

Mother had also heard that was the last time he was given autonomy, but she would keep that part to herself. Looking down at her with interest, Homelander doesn’t answer Mother immediately, making her smile waver. “Ah, sorry you must be busy I-” It was now his turn to cut her off, “I’m not, I mean I am busy but I don’t mind helping you out, I wouldn’t be a good leader if I didn’t help guide the new family member”  

They begin walking to the hero suit and costume department. Gaining a few curious looks on their way, Mother smiles up at Homelander, “You truly are the dad of America, definitely something to inspire to.” He chuckles not quite sure what to make of her statement. It was true that he was a father, but the way she had worded it made him sound so old, human.  

Homelander smiles looking down at Mother and how her gait makes her bounce so… “So about what happened with drink guy.” She slows down looking up at Homelander, visibly embarrassed, “Sorry about that, I may have overreacted a bit.” His smile widens; it was like he couldn’t help himself. He loved to tease her, and she made it so easy, “Just a little?” Speeding up Mother decides she’d rather get to their destination sooner than later, “Should I have just killed him? And don’t tell me that all life is precious, I’ve killed enough people not to adhere to that bullshit opinion.”  

Looking around Homelander seems spooked but excited at Mother’s candor; the fact that she would just openly admit that where people could hear her, “I’m just surprised that someone with your powers would have such a blasé reaction to death.”  

Standing in front of the costuming and design doors, she sighs, “Death is one of the last natural things in this world.” Looking over at Homelander Mother chooses her next words carefully. “Even Gods are granted it’s sweet embrace.” His eyebrow slightly raises before giving a hearty chuckle, “Wow, Look we’re here.” Dismissing her serious tone he opens the door in front of them.  

As soon as they walk through the door, someone comes up to them with a smile on their face, “You must be Mother.” Nodding she watches as they turn to give Homelander a look of confusion. “Um, Homelander is there anything we can help you with?”  

Trying her best not to roll her eyes at the designers clear disdain for Homelander,  Mother had to wonder if these people had any sense of self-preservation, “We’re here together, He’s going to look over the design of my suit and improve it if needed.”  

Their eye twitches as they try to work through what they're being told. “Oh, well there won’t be a need for that; Edgar personally saw to your design, no more leather for you.” Handing her a portfolio of her new suits design, “Edgar wanted to focus more on the heavenly and healing aspects to your power.” 

Clicking her tongue at the white and gold design, she can’t hold back the contempt in her voice, “I thought he would.” Mother barely gives the portfolio a glance and instead turns to Homelander, “What do you think?”  

Handing the examples over to Homelander, the designer who had looked miffed by his presence looks put out that Homelander is even getting the option to voice his opinions. “It’s fine but-”  

They interrupt Homelander, “Edgar already approved everything.” Sending them an icy glare Mother shuts them up and urges Homelander to finish his thoughts. “But?” “It too closely reassembles…”  

He waits for her to finish his sentence, “Starlight.” Shrugging Homelander gently places the folder back into Mother’s hands, “It’s just what I see.” She hands the portfolio back to the designer, “Change it.” She turns to Homelander, “Color?” He doesn’t pause before answering “Mauve.” Now the designer looks not only confused but frustrated, “But Mr. Edgar…”  

Homelander knows exactly what that means, and rolls his eyes waiting for her to agree to the original. Mother waits for them to elaborate but they don’t, not expecting push back. “I’m sorry is that suppose to mean something to me?” Not picking up the lack of fucks in her voice the designer gives Mother a patronizing look, “If I tell Edgar the reason his vision isn’t realized he might have a talk with you.”  

She gives them a faux look of concern, “Ohhhh, you’ll sic Edgar on me?” She pulls out her phone pressing the call button “One second.” To be honest Mother doesn’t expect Edgar to answer the phone but as soon as he does she puts it on speaker “Hello, Mother?” “You’re on speaker, we’re here with a hero costume designer.”  

She gives them a scathing look before continuing, “And they’re under the impression that you have last say over what I wear, is this true?” “I would not consid-” Frustrated She cuts Edgar off. “Just answer the question.” Hearing the hostile inflection in her tone both the designer and Homelander give her a double take. Edgar sighs, displeased at her abrasive attitude, “No, this is incorrect, I hop-” 

Hanging up, after getting what she wanted from Edgar she looks deeply into the Designer’s eyes, “Did you hear that?” They look nervous now, as if they had finally realized who they’re speaking to. “Yes, Ma’am.”  

They try to turn to leave but she places a hand on their shoulder whispering in their ear softly enough that only Homelander could hear, “And never question the leader of The Seven again,” Color drains from their face as they hear the unspoken threat, “I didn’t mean…ye-Yes Ma’am.” Homelander glances at Mother as she waves the stammering designer off, irritated on his behalf. Homelander didn’t need it, but when was the last time someone stood up for him like Mother? 

After a few measurements, they begin walking back to her apartment when Mother turns to Homelander, “Thank you for taking time out of your day to help me, all of this can be so daunting.” Basking in her appreciation, he motions his hand relaying that it was nothing, “I’m just doing what all great leaders do, lead.”  

She nods, stopping in front of her door, realizing too late that he’s expecting to be invited in. Seeing her hesitation he smiles at her, “I still have time, I could give you some pointers on interior styles.” Homelander playfully rolls his eyes, “Not to brag, but I have quite the painting collection.” Mother smiles back at him but doesn’t let him in, instead in a calm tone she softly declines his offer, “As I stated at my introduction I have a no suit policy, but I really appreciate your offer.”  

Homelander’s smile tightens; Mother’s words seem to have rubbed Homelander the wrong way. Looking in his eyes she watches as his emotions instantly shift from ‘bubbly’ and ‘warm’ to ‘Embarrassment, and Disappointment’.  

Mother can see the malicious intent in Homelander’s eyes before it reaches his lips but behind those malicious emotions she can see ‘sadness’ and ‘loneliness’ rooted in his core. “You know Mother, you seem to have a special relationship with Edgar, does he have to ask to come in?” 

Ignoring the implication Mother tries to stay calm while keeping a smile on her face. Homelander was trying to make her feel as embarrassed as he felt and was doing it in the best way he could, through juvenile bulling. 

Closing her eyes for a second she sighs, “The best way I can describe my relationship with Edgar is one of a benefactor and beneficiary, he’s not even a friend.” Folding his arms the hostility radiating off of him almost gives Mother a nose bleed. “So he’s your client and you’re what, His Escort?” Tilting his head in curiosity his voice grows low, “How much does he pay you for a blow job?”  

Mother hadn’t expected him to ask for her rates, but she shouldn’t be surprised. He’s trying to hurt her, but she had to wonder if she threw out a number how quickly he would match it. Homelander is easier to read than a child's book, and even with all his feelings of embarrassment, sadness, loneliness, and disappointment bombarding the fuck out of her, one emotion was a constant companion to whatever emotions he would throw her way. 

Lust; it sat there and had only grown bigger since their eyes connected. “I’m sorry,” Homelander bites his lip then smiles at her, misinterpreting Mother’s apologies as submission, “It’s alright, I’m sure you were just confused.” Unfolding his arms he moves closer, getting ready to be let in. 

She puts a hand on his chest before he can get any closer, “I’m sorry, for orgasming in front of you, it was inappropriate, and now you have distorted ideas of who I am.” Anger and frustration back in full force Homelander towers over Mother. 

Homelander places his hand on her door frame while leaning towards her, his voice was low and deadly. “You were practically begging Noir and A- Train to visit you, so is my view of you distorted? Or are you just a high end slu-”  

Someone clears their throat behind them. “Am I interrupting something?” Mother looks under Homelander’s arm to see Starlight out of suit. Before he can say anything she tries to clear things up, though even to a casual observer the workplace harassment that was taking place was clear as day. “No, Homelander here is just dropping me off after helping me put the finishing touches on my new suit.”  

Watching Homelander tightening and relaxing his hand, Starlight doesn’t fully believe Mother and doesn't leave; instead she stands there waiting for Homelander to move. Huffing while pushing off the wall, he doesn’t even say goodbye as he stomps away, fist gripped tightly.  

Exhaling, Mother glances over at Starlight before gesturing to her door, “Did you want to come in?” She does, and Mother offers her refreshments while getting weather talk thrown at her. Starlight gets a serious look on her face, warning her about Homelander. Mother thanks her for the warning, not wanting to linger on the occupational dangers of Vought, before wishing her a great rest of her day. 

Weeks go by and Mother gets a visit from all of the Seven in some capacity. Most memorable is when A-train stops by. Mother had been given a small file on each member so she had known that A-train would come around sooner or later for her ‘services’. 

When she’s finished with him she’s sweating and her heart is pounding; she almost faints but manages to stay awake long enough to tell A-train goodnight. He only looks slightly concerned before returning her farewells. 

Mother can feel herself healing as she watches A-train turn the corner, but before she can fully get back inside and close her door she feels a tidal wave of irritation coming from the other side of the hallway. Lo and behold, Homelander comes strutting down the hall dressed in jeans, a jacket, and a jumper. 

Smile tight, Homelander tries to hide his frustration, “Funny bumping into you here, was that A-Train I heard scurrying away?” Mother steps fully into the hallway, closing her door behind her. His eye slightly twitches giving away his displeasure at her closing her door, denying him access to her. Smiling back at him she ignores his question, “Hello Homelander, how are you tonight?” 

By the way his teeth grind he must have noticed she dodged his question, “Fine, just taking a stroll.” Mother places a hand over her mouth letting out a fake yawn, “It’s really late..” His face cracks; he doesn’t need to bother asking, she’s not letting him in.  

Huffing his eyes flash red before he screws his eyelids tight, they look almost wet, “You know what, fuck it, I’m trying to be nice, wasting my time trying to make you feel welcomed, and all you’ve done is give me mixed messages.”  

“I’m sor-” Frustration overtakes him as he raises his voice “Stop apologizing!” closing his eyes again he tries to slow down his breathing, running his fingers through his hair he lets out a deep sigh, “Just uh. Forget it.” Homelander turns away from Mother like when he had gotten interrupted by Starlight, his hands tightened into a fist. Homelander doesn’t ‘bump’ into Mother anymore after that, not that she doesn’t still feel his presence. 

Late at night while laying in bed she lets her powers reach out as far as they can, catching frustration whipping through the air. When she catches lust mixed in with his frustration Mother ponders whether or not she should start wearing clothing to bed, but decides against it if she changed her sleeping habits he might figure out that she knew he was there, besides she didn’t care if he saw her naked or not. 

Letting out a sigh, Mother stretches her power out and just as she expected there he was, just as sexually frustrated as the other nights he had sat outside her window doing God knows what. Mother wants to run out on to her balcony and scream at him that he wasn’t the only one sexually frustrated, but he didn’t see her flying around broadcasting it to the whole world.

Glancing over to her nightstand she sits up, digs into her drawer, and pulls out the star spangle banger laying on the bottom of her end table. It had been put in the house warming gift left on her counter when she first moved in. 

Mother had no problems with sex toys or using them; matter-of-fact she hoped Vought would give her her own soon, but that gift bag was just one complaint away from a sexual harassment scandal. 

It had been awhile since she had last gotten laid and with the legal chastity belt Vought had put on her, it would be awhile more. Needing a little lubrication, she takes the tip of the dildo to her tongue and slowly does a magic trick by making it disappear down her throat.

Mother doesn’t need to do all this but if he wants to watch her why not put on a show. With the dildo still in her throat she maneuvers her body until she’s laying on her back facing the window where she knows he is lurking. Slowly removing the dildo from her throat, she begins to run the tip up and down her clit before plunging it into her pussy,  letting out a long moan as it gets deep enough to tickle her cervix. Mother wonders if it was a life size replica, the curve alone had her curling her toes. 

Letting out a sigh of satisfaction as she almost gets to the base of the toy, she barely has to expand her abilities. His emotions were like a shock wave sweeping over her body and he wanted her bad. Maybe she'd let Homelander fuck her; even if the sex was trash it'd still be a good conversation opener. Dragging his dildo in and out of her pussy with one hand she takes her other and uses her fingers to help bring her closer; this was a demonstration but resolution was soon approaching.

Hips rocking against the dildo she’s almost there; she almost calls out Homelander’s supe name but has a better idea. He needs to know that being Homelander would get him nothing from her, so as she reaches climax coming all over his replicated dick, she hopes he takes note of whose name she moans out, “John, fuck John please, want it so bad! m-Mr. Gillman!”  

Wings opaque and stretched out in satisfaction, Mother deeply breathes in and out, letting her body come down from euphoria. It’s her post nut clarity that tells her that might not have been the best thing to do in front of a man she knew partook in monstrous activities, and who she was trying to push into retirement. But her fears slowly dissipate as the seconds then minutes pass and nothing happens.

Mother removes the toy from her pussy, cleaning it off then putting it away, places the covers over her body and turns out her lights. She had a feeling that something was holding him back from busting down her door, but she’s not sure what or who that was yet. Either way she sleeps lightly at night not knowing why he’s holding back.

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The first time she had really ‘crossed the line’ as Edgar put it, had been an accident and by the looks of it, an unexpected one. Mother had been in The Seven for a couple months now, she had personally met most of the members. All of them had their problems, but she could say without a doubt Homelander was the most fucked of the bunch.

There was something deeply wrong with him; it seemed almost innate, as if what made him unnatural was woven into his DNA. Sure they all were Supes, but there was something so damn uncanny about him that unnerved her to her very core. 

That's why she had been more surprised than anyone when her hand cupped Homelander's. Where had all that courage come from? She didn't know, but it had immediately left when she heard the crack of his leather gloves in her ears. With her heart in her throat, she steeled herself. He hadn’t done anything to her; really he had tried his best to ignore her, only watching from afar. 

She was sure it was his way of punishing her for denying him entry twice; she wouldn’t have cared but his behavior hindered her progress. And the way he would linger around her apartment unnerved her. She had been surprised to learn that he particularly liked to watch her cook; he couldn't hurt her physically, but she remembered what Homelander said, “There are things worse than physical pain.” and she believed him. 

What if he exploded right here? Trying to push her anxiety away, she turned to the source of all her fears, and she could see it. All the anger, heavy as ocean waves beating against the side of a light house; the irritability sharper than flint, that if struck would burn the whole world down.

Deeper, past the orgy of blunt emotions, she saw the softer ones, the ones he seemed to want to hide more than anything. The hurt, confusion, suspicion, and in his opinion the most vile of all, hope. Hope, he still had hope? Hope for what... His grip tightened; she realized she had been staring, staring at a smile as blinding as the sun and into eyes it never reached. She had felt him drowning, and one of the rules when someone is drowning never take your eyes off of them. So she gathered all the courage she could muster; from the bottom of her soles to the tip of her head she hoped this would work. Mother matched Homelander's smile, pushing as much sincerity and adoration as she could to the forefront of her visage.  

She pushed so hard that at first, even Homelander was taken back, his eyes giving a slight squint. The confusion she had seen deep within him surfaces; her smile would have fooled anyone else of her sincerity, but he could hear her pulse beating faster than anyone who was genuine had the right to. She thought of the advice her older 'sister' had once given her years ago, "You don't have to lie, but you don't have to tell them the full truth, let them fill in the cracks with whatever lie they want to, they always will." 

The truth is, you are afraid; he most likely already knows that you're afraid he’ll make a scene, you were afraid of him. He can only suspect this, so use that fear. Don't lie, just let him fill in the cracks. Leaning toward him she puts one hand on his shoulder almost as if she was using him for support.

Sliding her other hand out of his and sliding it slowly in-between his torso and upper arm, she gives him a slight squeeze and whispers in his ear, "Sorry if I'm making you uncomfortable, I'm just so...” She pauses and looks at the cameras flashing in front of them then looks back at him, “…You're our leader, my leader."  

His face goes from slight confusion to an almost condescending smirk as if he had figured it all out, as if she had been as obvious as a child trying to lie. She didn't need to say anything else, he understood loud and clear. She was nervous from all the flashing lights, and she needed him, her benevolent leader that she trusted to comfort her. 

SHE NEEDED HIM. He is a hero and most likely her favorite. She could have gone to anyone, but of course she went to him. He's the best. She trusts him. He's her hero. Letting out a slight chuckle almost mockingly "Of course." Had it been shyness this whole time? He had to punish her by ignoring her but he still watched over her, making sure she was okay like a good leader would. He had been rewarded for his diligence as he watched her pump herself full of his silicone dick; he should have known it was shyness. She most likely had a crush too.

Homelander’s eyes slowly rake down Mother’s body. It had been a shame that her suit hadn’t been ready during the filming of the new Seven movie. She had only been given a small role dressed in her civvies. Mother had shown up to meetings dressed in more modest wear of late too, so this had been the first time he had gotten to see her fully suited up.

Homelander couldn’t deny she looked beautiful, like a goddess, like mother earth, gia herself. Unable to really enjoy Mother’s new look, Homelander's thoughts are interrupted by the shrill and obnoxious voice of a reporter covering Mother's debut and trailer launch for Dawn of the Seven. 

“Homelander can you give us an update on your Nazi girlfriend!” Fixing his mouth to regurgitate Stan’s stupid man in love speech, Mother places a hand on his shoulder, stopping him before he can utter a single word. Feeling Edgar’s hard stare directed at him, Homelander was eager to just get the whole bullshit speech over with. So when she does this, he looks down at her in confusion. Before Homelander can ask what Mother needed, he watches as she looks straight at the reporter who brought up the question and scoffs. Whatever fears that might have been plaguing her were now wiped away by the introduction of the vermin in front of her. Gliding over to the offender, Mother singles them out. Looking down at them with as much as disdain as she could generate without seeming too hostile; she pouts and gestures to her body, “I’m wounded, a woman as beautiful as sin itself is standing before you and all you can talk about is some Nazi bitch that hasn't shown her face in months?”

Expletives seem to come natural to Mother. It was something that PR had tried to wring out of her, but her tongue stayed sharp as ever. Besides, she wasn’t here to maintain her public image or to make fans. She was here to complete a mission, and it started by fixing Homelander’s approval rating and this is where she would start. Instead of averting their gaze, the reporter sneers at Mother, dying to put her in her place, “We have a reliable source that, that Nazi is still living with Homelander. What would you say to that?” Mother doesn’t miss a beat. Rolling her eyes, she sends a smirk across the crowd, “I would just ask where you got your sources from because last time I slept over she wasn't there.” She knows how it sounds, and she knows how they’ll take it; let them fill in the cracks. A pregnant pause takes up room, waiting for Mother to explain herself. Instead she stares straight at the reporter, smirk never wavering.

Not backing down, they turn their full attention to Mother, “Are you saying you slept over at Homelander’s apartment?” No dates, no times, no other information, just nonchalance, “A few times.” Mother should be embarrassed to admit that, and they’re racking their brains on why she isn’t, “Why?” She leans in giving the reporter a toothy smile, begging them to ask her what they really wanted to know, “Why not?” They were grasping straws; either it never crossed their minds that she could be fucking Homelander or they were too scared to ask, opting to circle back to old reliable, or at least what was reliable, “With the whole stormfront-”

Holding a hand up, Mother signals she has heard enough and she was sure the public had too, “Enough about the Nazi. I'm right here and this is my debut; I would like some nice pictures to place in my apartment.” Placing her hand on her hip she looked so unimpressed at their attempts to center Stormfront. “Unless you have something interesting to ask that hasn't been asked by a hundred reporters better than you.” Mother takes a peek behind the now red faced reporter and gives a wave to the people with cameras, “Can you let the lovely camera people behind you do their job?”

Face lacquered with embarrassment, the reporter had tried to ignore the new addition to the seven. But now they had lost the support of the other reporters, who now had front row seats to witness the show off between the fresh faced Seven member and the supposedly seasoned reporter. “Homelander, does she speak for you?”

Gliding back over to Homelander, Mother places her hand on the side of his chin, running one finger down his neck. Feeling him shiver under her touch she whispers in his ear, “Tsk, don't worry about them right now just take my body and show me how to pose.”

Homelander couldn’t be misreading Mother’s signals could he? Looking down at her he nods, “Mother's right let's not Sully her debut with old news instead...” looking up and down at her body he reaches for her but hesitates for a second, looking in her eyes. A question flies past Mother, ‘Does he want permission to touch me? Guess there's a first time for everything.’ Inwardly chuckling, she nods relaxing her body to let him do as he pleased without resistance. 

Posing Mother like a life size doll, a real, real doll, Homelander surprises Mother by stepping out of frame after frame, every pose. Quickly running out of chances, Mother grabs his wrist before he can step back, “Take this last one with me.” Looking her in the eyes, Homelander nods, now letting her take the reins, interested in what she’ll do.

Mother poses him in one of the generic hero poses she saw Homelander frequently use, and she could feel him rolling his eyes at her basic choices. Throwing her own spin into it, she has her wings become opaque and spread out. Moving behind him, she slowly lifts herself off the ground until her back hits his, their shoulders align, and the flashes go crazy.

Chapter 8

Summary:

He’s not sure why he says it, and tries to ignore how vulnerable he sounds when the words leave his lips, “I could be useful.” 

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It only took a day before Vic was calling Mary ‘To catch up,’ “I didn’t know you and Homelander were that close.” Vic had called Mary as soon as Edgar bitched about her to Vic. The conversation had added up to little more than a poorly put together interrogation, dressed up as good intentions.  

The reason for the call had been clear enough, find out what Mother was planning, and if she was still loyal to Edgar. In the end Mary could barely stand to be on the phone with Vic for more than was necessary, and to her none of it was. Choosing to quickly end the conversation by giving Vic almost what she wanted, a mouth full of half-truths, Mary navigated her way off the phone. 

Ass barely brushing the cushions of her living-room loveseat she hears a rapid tap on her entry door, and lets out a frustrated sigh. Usually Mary wouldn’t mind hosting but at the moment she wasn’t in the mood, not after dealing with Vic. 

Tongue fixed to tell whoever was at her door to leave, Mary is greeted with a face full of greenery wrapped in floral paper, and behind that grocery list of flowers and herbs was Mr. Goggles, dressed appropriately in street wear. “Hello A-train, is this for me?” 

Nodding he carefully places them in Mary’s waiting arms, the last time A-Train was at her place he had promised that if she ‘Fixed’ him, he would bring her a bouquet of flowers. Mary had joked that if he did find the time to remember what she did for him, that she’d much rather have something she could cook with. Mary hadn’t actually expected him to go through with his promise, but she couldn't lie, it brought a smile to her face.  

Welcoming him in, Mary places the bouquet in her sink, “So what do I owe the pleasure of this impromptu visit?” Pulling out his phone A-Train shoves it in Mary’s face, “I won!” On the screen she watches as A-Train lines up and in the blink of an eye runs through the finish line. Not sure how she’s supposed to feel in this moment, she mirrors the emotions blooming from A-Train.  

Smiling Mary pulls A-Train into a tight hug, she can feel his body tense for a micro second but soon he melts into her embrace, “I’m proud of you.” Pulling away A-Train clears his throat, “I just came to thank you, and to fulfill my promise…” He looks like he wanted to say something else but before he can a knock interrupts him. Unlike A-Train whose knock was fast and came in short burst filled with energy these were slow and purposeful with an air of uncertainty. 

Smiling Mary glances at the door then back to A-Train, “When did I get so popular?” A-Train places his phone back in his pocket giving Mary an inquisitive look before slowly shaking his head from side to side, “Um… so Imma be on my way, thanks to you there’s talks about renegotiating my contract.”  

Nodding along Mary knew that wasn’t the only thing he wanted to tell her but the second knock on her door seemed more irritated than insecure, “How fun… let me show you out.” A-train looked slightly disappointed but didn’t argue as he slowly followed behind her, in a way that made it seem like he was dragging his feet.  

Opening her door, Mary is greeted by Homelander, or should she say John, with his arms behind his back waiting patiently at her doors entrance dressed in his civvies. Homelander flashes Mary a heartfelt smile, but it doesn’t last long as his eyes land on A-Train, who looks more open to leaving than before. Unfortunately for A-Train an immovable object was in his way, and by the way Homelander was looking at him he wasn’t pleased that A-Train was there. 

Smile tight with unspoken frustration Homelander feigns shock, “A-Train what a pleasant surprise, what are you doing here?” Tripping over his words he hadn’t expected to run into Homelander, “i-I was just on my way out.” Smile growing even tighter, Homelander looked ready to tear A-Trains throat out with his canines, “Really? Well I hope I’m not interrupting anything.” A inconspicuous threat hangs off of Homelander’s tongue, making A-Train tense up like a child whose been caught red handed with their fingers deep in a cookie jar. Mary watches A-Train stumble over his words as he tries to deny Homelander’s allegations.  

Homelander lets out a light chuckle enjoying A-Trains obvious distress, “Calm down, I’m just kidding…you don’t have to sneak around like some thief in the night.” Visibly shrinking from Homelander’s insinuation, A-Train looks over to Mary, pleading for help. Sighing Mary knew what she had to do, “John why don’t you come inside.”  

lightly bristling at Mary’s use of his civilian name, Homelander walks past A-Train ignoring the speedster whipping pass him without saying goodbye, and more than content with achieving his main goal. Homelander begins soaking in his surrounds as if he truly hadn’t expected to be invited in.  

Closing the door behind a fleeing A-train, Mary tries to figure out the reason for Homelander dropping by after actively ignoring her for so long, only picking up wonderment and satisfaction, leaving her confused as he slowly turns around, she notices the bouquet of roses in his hand. 

Following Mary’s gaze Homelander holds out the bouquet of flowers, beaming with self satisfaction and pride, “Here’s a little something for your successful debut.” Looking down at the roses she doesn’t immediately grab them from his grasp nor does she show any appreciation, feeling his irritation and insecurity buildup the longer she takes to acknowledge them. 

Mary watches Homelander’s fingers start to grip the stems, on the verge of ruining them she reaches out her arm placing a hand over his, she lightly runs a finger across his knuckles, “How sweet of you John.” Looking up at him she can see greed and lust begin to build within him. ‘What did Homelander want besides access between her thighs?’ 

Placing Homelander’s bouquet on her kitchen counter she moves to grab the ones that were still in her sink, Without warning Mary feels his breath tickling her ear, (Had he glided over to her?) as he leans over her while lightly brushing against her ass in the process. “Is that from A-Train?”  

Did he get off on making her uncomfortable? Refusing to give him the response he desired she smiles and answers him as simple and cleanly as possible, “Yes, excuse me.” Unable to do so without pressing against his dick, she hears him let out an excited groan as she squeezes her way past him, and places A-Trains arranged flowers and herbs into her fridge for later.  

Not paying Homelander any mind she grabs his flowers off her counter while grabbing a pair of sheers from the knife holder, scooting back into her spot between him and the kitchen sink she begins clipping the end of the roses stems off. Uncomfortable with the silence and annoyed by her lack of response to him trying to provoke her, Homelander traces circles on her hip, “What did you do for him?” 

Pausing Mary looks over her shoulder, tilting her head to the side, “Nothing I haven’t done a dozen times before.” Hearing him sharply inhale then scoff he doesn't seem to appreciate her answer, “I just hope you didn’t have to do to much, not to be mean but in my opinion, they’re kind of lackluster.” Homelander doesn’t specify whether he meant the bouquet or A-Train, but if she had to guess it was probably a bit of both. 

Studying the flower in her hand Mary sighs, “I suppose you’re right, they’re not as beautiful or grandiose as the roses you’ve graciously gifted me.” Homelander smiles at her admission, but the corners of his mouth soon drop as she continues speaking. “But they’re useful and to me that’s better.” He’s not sure why he says it, and tries to ignore how vulnerable he sounds when the words leave his lips, “I could be useful.” 

Pausing again, it was obvious that Mary was just as surprised by Homelander’s candor as he was. “Could you… Hand me the vase on the top shelf?” Nodding as if her request was some sort of test, he gently lifts himself off of the ground as he grabs a clear vase and places it on the counter beside her, finally giving her enough room to move. 

Watching Mary slowly place the flowers into the vase one by one, while carefully arranging them, Homelander lets out a frustrated sigh, “I can understand Edgar, money, power, brains whatever…but A-Train? I just don’t know why yo-” Slapping her hand on the counter she had enough of Homelander’s insinuations and childlike bullying when he didn’t get his way.  

Mary may have been able to handle his bullshit on another day, but not after talking with Vic who had already put her in a sour mood. Dropping all of the flowers on the counter Mary stands in front of Homelander with her hands on her hips and her legs spread slightly apart, “You know what? smell me.” 

Shocked at Mary’s sudden change in tone Homelander looks her up and down, “What?” Gesturing with both hands to the lower part of her body her voice begins to rise, “You heard me smell me, does this smell like a pussy that's been fucked!?”  

Rubbing her temples with one of her hands she leaves the other on her hip. “God how I wish I was fucking as much as you think I was, and besides why does it matter to you? You’re acting like a jealous boyfriend.”  

Mary looks up at Homelander to see that he’s shrouded in confusion, doubt, and yearning. Could it be that he didn’t understand his own emotions and the things that he said to her, folding his arms in front of himself he looked so insecure, completely different from the Homelander that had been tracing circles on her hip just a second ago.  

 Mary felt like she was losing her mind, one moment she could read Homelander like a book the next she could barely decipher anything from his emotions. Using her powers of intuitive empathy around Homelander felt like she was in a room with multiple people; and then it dawned on her, maybe she was. “I’m sorry for blowing up at you like that.” 

Having had grown up around Vought Mary knew about all the fucked up things they had done and were most likely still doing, she also knew that Homelander was a product of Voughts design, she just didn’t know how much.  

If Homelander had some how developed multiple personalities to cope with Voughts treatment it would explain the difficulties she sometimes dealt with reading him; so that begs the question, who was she speaking to right now? Pressing her lips together in contemplation she’d have to figure out his different personalities, but until then she’d have to play their interactions by ear. “I’d like to try and be friends with you.”  

Homelander looks like he finally has something to say, but before he can, Mary puts a hand up silencing him and finishing her sentence, “But you’re making it hard… so for the last time I didn’t fuck my way into the Seven, and I’m not trading sexual favors for gifts, especially not flowers.” Homelander follows Mary’s gaze as she looks down at the pile of flowers littered around the vase.  

Looking back at Homelander with displeasure, Mary turns her lip up, “Don’t tell me… that’s not the reason for,” She gestures to the unraveled bouquet. Homelander looks a bit panicked and places both of his hands in front of her, “No! I told you they’re to congratulate you on your debut.” 

Mary didn’t quite believe Homelander but she had no other choice but to drop it, dwelling on it wouldn’t bring her anything of value, looking back at the roses then at the digital clock displayed on her oven it had gotten late, “Have you had dinner yet?” He slowly shakes his head not expecting her to ask that particular question, when was the last time someone offered to cook for him.  

Placing the last of the flowers in the vase, Mary smiles, they really were beautiful. “I hope you don’t mind if it’s simple.” Placing boiling hot water on the stove and setting the oven to 380℉, Homelander watches as she moves fluidly through out her kitchen, he had watched her do this dozens of times before but somehow it never seemed to get old. 

“Did you learn all of this from your Mother?” Looking up at him but never stopping her movements she shook her head, “I didn’t have a mother.” Rolling his eyes, “Okay then your Father.” Huffing out a laugh she brings her eyes back to the task at hand, “Unless you count Noir, then the answer would still be a no.”   

Not responding to Mary’s answer, Homelander looks displease at the revelation that she may not have had a picture perfect life, washing her hands she looks over at Homelander, “What about you?” Placing a hand on his chest he smiles, “Me? Well no doubt you’ve seen my mini documentary…” Frowning Mary seems equally displeased, “So no.” Drying her hands on a clean towel, she begins grabbing plates and utensils from her cabinets. “Nice to know I’m not the only one.”  

Mary can feel how conflicted Homelander is as he grips and relaxes his fist, he wants to refute what she had said but she was correct, and also seemed to find some sense of camaraderie from their fucked up childhoods, so he dropped it, choosing to instead change the subject.  

Clearing his throat, Homelander spoke in a more self assured voice, as if he had practiced that particular tone but still found it difficult to execute. “I also wanted to thank you for sticking up for me, not just with the drink guy, but with the designer and even at your debut with that bug of a reporter, you’ve never been inside my place, but you said it with so much assurance that even I began to doubt that you hadn’t.”  

Walking closer to her Mary noticed that Homelander liked to use his presence to intimidate people, like Lyndon B. Johnson would do while he was president, but that wasn’t what was happening at the moment, all Mary could think was how could someone be so imposing but feel so small at the same time. “I just want to know why?” 

Putting some distance between them, Mary walks over to the oven and turns it off, “I’m sure you already know this but you don’t have to thank me for defending you, I did it out of my own volition, and I may have never been in your apartment, but that’s mainly since you’ve never invited me over.”  

Homelander laughs as if he couldn’t believe what Mary was saying, refusing to acknowledge it could have been that easy to get her alone, “Would you have really come back to my place if I asked?” Furrowing her brows she places a hand on her hip, she was not going to answer him with a yes or no. “Why not? I told you before that I wanted to be friends, as long as there weren’t any half dead Nazis when I got there, why wouldn’t I want to spend the day with a friend, maybe we could even have a sleep over.” 

Placing plates and silverware on her dining room table Mary feels Homelander’s emotions shifting, it was harder to focus when his emotions flared up all at once like this, but she had to try. ‘Anger’ he hadn't liked that she had brought up the Nazi, but there was also ‘Shame’ and ‘Longing’, so much longing and on the very surface ‘Doubt’, “You don’t believe me? It’s okay I understand why, I was a bit of a bitch when we first met, I personally blame it on Edgar’s bad influence, he brings out the worst in me.” 

Opening the door to her apartment Noir doesn't bother knocking as he walks through the entrance, but stops dead in his tracks when he sees Homelander out of costume and standing by the kitchen island, staring at him with a tight smile on his face.  

Walking back and forth between the kitchen and the dining room, Mary places serving plates down on the table before greeting Noir and explaining Noir’s presence to Homelander. “I hope you don’t mind, Noir often joins me for dinner.”  

Waving Mary off with faux nonchalance, Homelander smiles, he had already known that Noir sometimes shared meals with Mary, what he hadn’t known was that Noir would waltz in and out of her space without knocking; ‘As if he fucking lived there’, for some reason that thought made his eye twitch, “The more the merrier as I always say.”

Frowning she scrunches up her nose, she could tell he was lying, “Do you?” He hadn’t expected her to question him and stumbles over his words, “Well…I-” Ignoring Homelander’s odd choice of words, Mary instead greets Noir who’s wearing something closer to a cloth gimp suit than to his usual tactical wear, by running into his arms. 

“How’s Stan the man?” Glancing over at Homelander with his faceless mask, Noir hesitantly signs at Mary,  [He didn’t like your choice of words.] Smiling she can’t help but feel pleased, “I didn’t think he would.”  

Ushering both Homelander and Noir to the dining room table to eat, Mary dishes out everyone's serving, watching as Homelander brings a fork full of his dinner to his mouth, chewing liberally before swallowing. Mary lets Homelander and Noir finish eating before turning towards Homelander, gesturing to his empty plate, “So what do you think?” Pondering he sits back in his chair, “You smell like Wild honey and vanilla.”

Chapter 9

Summary:

Lightly grinding down, she can hear as he tries to muffle the moans coming from the back of his throat while grabbing her hips, trying to stop her before he makes a mess

Chapter Text

 

Mary adored Noir, but his constant hovering had become ridiculous after Homelander’s little comment over a fortnight ago. Noir had made it his mission to stick to her like glue, to the point that the only time she could find time alone was when she was flying up above, and even then, he would be right back on her trail once she landed.

Mary had been enjoying her time, high in the sky but close enough to Vought towers for August to get in touch with her; when her day dreaming is interrupted by the big red, white, and blue floating above her.

Mary is instantly hit with frustration that’s not hers, “Funny seeing you here.” She doesn’t say anything and instead just waves, which Homelander takes as an invitation to continue talking, “Nice hiding spot you got here.”

There’s a possessive bitterness in Homelander’s tone, that he couldn’t hide and she couldn’t ignore. “Only way I can get away from noirs constant hovering, who knew that a man that can’t talk could nag so much.”

Smiling Homelander looks relieved, “I thought you might be dodging me.” Returning his smile Mary looks up at him as she speaks soft and slow, “You? Why would I do that?” He shrugs his shoulders, letting them relax until she continues speaking, but this time with what she hopes is a playful tone, “Though the reason why I have to hide is your fault.”

Crossing his arms in front of him Homelander hadn’t seemed to enjoy her rib, taking it more personal than need be. “How is it my fault?” Mary keeps her voice calm; his emotions could change at the drop of a dime. She had been picking up what those changes meant and what emotions belonged to each of his personalities. “Your lovely insinuation has put Noir on edge.”

Pouting Homelander looked childlike with his petulant behavior, though not cruel yet. It was as if there were several characters within him, and all of them had their part to play only coming out when they were needed. “I was just doing what you told me.” Mary decides to push him a bit more, “You were trying to rile me up.”

Placing a hand on his hip, Homelander rolls his eyes while running a hand through his hair, Mary could feel the shift in his emotions hitting just a little harder. She noticed that the harder it became to read him, the more vicious he became, and at the moment it seemed like all he wanted was to be petty. “They’re just words; besides I never said what part of you I smelled, maybe he’s the one acting like a jealous boyfriend.”

Mary can’t help the bark of laughter that leaves her lips, emotions raising with his voice Homelander goes cold, “What are you laughing at?” Twirling in the air she hides her giggling behind the back of her hand, “Sorry, you just reminded me of something. I don’t know why I laughed; it’s not a happy memory.”

Homelander’s mood switches again as if the attack dog part of him had been told to heel, waving his hand around he gestures for Mary to continue, “Welllll, don't leave me in suspense, what was the memory?” She slows down, floating in a relaxed pose. Whatever he had expected to hear, is not what came from her mouth. "It was of when Noir killed the first boy I kissed.”

Mary doesn't know why she’s telling Homelander this, but at the moment she just needed to tell someone, maybe she was still healing from the past. “I was young and so stupid, I had met him during a Vought sanctioned Family Fun Day and had instantly latched on to him, I wasn’t even supposed to be there.”

Playing with her fingers Mary looked apprehensive, “But I was lonely and so very needy, and he had been the only one that wanted to hang out with the strange girl with no chaperone or family in sight. At the end of the day, I begged him to see me again, and he did.” Homelander listened as Mary let out a rough laugh, he could tell that she was still hurting. “God I was so pathetic back then.”

Mary sits down midair as if she’s siting on a therapist's couch, “Anyway it hadn't taken too long before my father got word of our little meetings, and that I supposedly had a little crush. From then on, I was forbidden from meeting with him, my father the controlling bastard that he is went as far as getting the kids parent fired, just to make sure I never saw him again. Punished for puppy love.”

Mary takes a watery breath, “So I did what any kid who thought they had found their one true love would do, I snuck out in the dead of night and I found him myself, I knocked on his bedroom window, and surprisingly he was happy to see me. We made our way to his roof, and we must have talked for what felt like hours before he leaned in to kiss my lips, and for once in my youth, I felt truly happy.”

Tears began to form as she hugs her knees close to her body, shuttering as she spoke her next words, “That was until he pulled away and his head fell to the ground, I was so stupid to think that Noir wouldn't be following right behind me, I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t even scream, I just flew away.”

Wiping the side of her face, Mary didn’t think that Homelander’s attention span was that long when talking about something having nothing to do with him, but there he was listening intently as she spilled out her past to him. “When Noir did find me, I immediately lashed out at him, and even though I knew why for some reason I asked him, why he had done what he did, I told him to stop following me around, and then I told him that I hated him.”

Mary gets a faraway look, “Noir tried to apologize but I was too young, too angry to accept it, I soon regretted not at least talking with him. I got in trouble again and was shipped off without even getting to say goodbye.” She wasn’t sure if it was happier, but she tried to lighten the mood with something that she had found morbid but sweet. “I’m told he was the first non-medical staff to hold me, though he almost killed me in the process when I instantly tried to heal him, after that he refused to pick me up until I could control my abilities.”

Boop, beep, bop Mary checks the message that had interrupted her rambling, “Looks like I have to get going.” Homelander swings around facing her back, leaning over her shoulder while conspicuously trying to read her messages before she can quickly put her phone away, “It’s just August.” Sounding a bit miffed by her need for privacy, his response is sharp, “Your Assistant?”

Feeling Homelander’s jealousy begin to build up Mary sighs, “Yeah, we’ve been working on a project, I’ll show you and everyone else this afternoon.” Moving closer to Homelander she was learning not to leave him in a bad mood, least he does something that was less than desirable later.

Mary shocks him by pulling him in for a tight hug, “John I want to thank you for lending me your ear I really appreciate it.” He quickly gets over his shock pulling her closer when her grip begins to loosen, “…Anytime.” ‘He’s probably touched starved.’ Finally letting go he watches Mary wave goodbye.

Afternoon comes quicker than Mother thought and slower than Homelander wanted, he was still giddy from the morning they shared, waving to her as she appears at the entrance.

Mother flows into the room, while August stands behind her with glass bakeware on top of a metal cooler with wheels. “Good afternoon everyone, I just wanted to offer a congratulations to A-train on his wonderful victory against Mr. Marathon.”

Turning her full attention to A-Train Mother flashes him a smile, not seeing but feeling Homelander’s growing unease. “I know it was a while ago, but I have a little something for you.”

Waving August over, Mother waits until he lays the glass wear on the table, revealing a colorful garden focaccia. Words stuck in his throat A-Train quickly glances over at Homelander then up at Mother, who could feel A-Train panicking.

Slicing a piece of soft warm bread, she lays it on a napkin and hands it to A-Train, “I made it using the bouquet you gave me, tell me what you think.” Nodding he goes in to take a bite but jumps when Mother slaps her hands together, “Wait, August would you please take a picture of us.”

Standing beside A-Train, Mother with her hand on his shoulder leans over him, with her breast caressing the side of his face, smiling ear to ear. Before August takes the photo, she looks over to A-Train, “Make it look natural.” August takes the shot while A-Train takes a bite, then he posts the picture to Mother’s socials.

Looking over at A-Train she cocks her head to the side, “So?” Feeling Homelander staring daggers in the back of his head A-Train just nods while giving Mother a one-worded answer, “Wow.” Nodding her head with pure excitement she smiles even wider, “That’s exactly what I wanted to hear!”

August hands Mother her phone while she’s still leaning over a nervous A-Train. “It’s Edgar.” Rolling her eyes she thanks him while taking the phone from his hands, “You're on speaker, speak.”

Edgar wastes no time making demands, “Take down those pictures.” Mother is so confused that she takes a look at her surrounding to make sure she hadn’t lost her mind, “What?” Letting out a deep sigh he continues talking, “The photos that you took are distasteful.”

Pushing herself off A-Train Mother begins to pace, visibly getting more irritated by the second, “Distasteful? Wait a second let me get this straight, you want me to take down pictures that I put on my personal blog?”

Sighing again Edgar sounded like an irritated customer service rep., dealing with a more than idiotic customer. “Yes, while I can understand the appeal of candid moments these things have to be planned, it's all for the personal reputation of Vought you understand, don't you?”

Looking over at Homelander, Mother notices his eyes glued to her, and waves at him while giving him a devious smile. She never breaks eye contact with him while playfully saying her next words, “I think I do but here's an idea, next time I'm free I'll make my way down to your office with your professional Vought camera crew in tow, sit Homelander down in that fancy little executive chair that you have, and they can film me giving him a blowjob, don't worry I won’t let him get anything dirty, I'm a good girl I swallo-.”

‘Beep.’

With faux indignation, Mother gasp while turning to look at everyone at the Seven table. Starlight looks genuinely embarrassed with a hand slightly coving her mouth, while Maeve seems to be more interested in what’s on her own phone.

Handing the phone back over to August, than taking a glance at Homelander who was now sporting a red tinge on his cheeks, Mother lets out a breathy laugh, “He hung up on me, how rude.”

Mother gestures to the metal cooler, watching as August sets down a bowl, spoon and bag in front of everyone, even handing one over to Ashley who was standing off in the corner and Noir who had an uncanny ability to eat through his mask.

Placing a hand over her heart Mother looked truly sincere as she speaks to everyone in the room, “You all have been so patient with me, there’s just one thing I want to show everyone here, and I’m hoping to get some feedback if possible.”

Smiling Mother looks a bit nervous, but more than that she looks excited, “I'm releasing a line called Honey and Vanilla, it's going to have items not limited to but including lip balm, lotion, soap and even ice cream. Sans the ice cream that is currently being served. Everything I just listed off is in the bags in front of you, and everything was made right in my kitchen, by yours truly.”

Watching everyone but Homelander who seems more focused on Mother take a spoonful of ice cream to their mouths, Mother is met with surprised sounds of approval, even Maeve seems impressed. Clearing her throat she nods towards Homelander, “I want to thank Homelander here for giving me the idea, I wouldn’t have ever thought of it on my own.

With an exaggerated smile Ashley pops up beside Homelander, suddenly interested in what Mother was saying. Ashley begins to play the part of the eager sycophant, “Wow! sir I didn’t know you had such a business-oriented mind.” Smiling Homelander nods but doesn’t correct her, instead looks straight at Mother with a look of anticipation, “Aren't you going to take a picture with me?”

Almost everyone seems to tense at what Mother would call a needy tone, she had started to notice a pattern, Homelander liked to start off playful before he turned violent, it was a pattern that the others here had most likely also noticed.

Mother had been ignoring it the whole meeting, but Homelander’s emotions were starting to build. “Would you like to?” Rolling his eyes he smirks, “I just thought since you took one with A-Train…”

Mother could make Homelander beg if she wanted to, but if she made him beg he would get petty, and that would just set them back. Smiling back at him she nods, feeling the room relax, “Yeah, you know what, that’s a great idea.”

Watching Mother walk towards him with August right behind her, Homelander eagerly stands up, getting ready to strike one of the generic hero poses that he had inwardly teased Mother for, but before he can get into position she places a hand over his chest, and smiles so sweetly at him that he finds it hard to breathe, “Hommie sit back down.”

Confused he slowly sit’s back down feeling the eyes of everyone around, and like those around him he doesn't know what Mothers about to do until she sits down on his lap. Lightly grinding down, she can hear as he tries to muffle the moans coming from the back of his throat while gripping her hips, trying to stop her before he makes a mess.

Grabbing the uneaten ice cream beside them on top of the table, Mother gently lays back against Homelander’s chest and unnecessarily turns her head to whisper in his ear, “Let's give the man on floor 82 an aneurysm.” Looking down at her lips he smiles, all he can hear is his heart trying to leap out of his chest, and the artificial shutter of the phone.

Taking a spoonful of ice cream Mother places it in her mouth, humming around the spoon, she really had tried her best to perfect the flavors. August walks up to her showing the pictures that had been taken.

Love couldn’t be seen, but no one could deny the lust in Homelander’s eyes. Mother nods while handing August back the phone, “Fix the lighting then post them, hashtag something new.” (If you know, you know.)

Still sitting on Homelander’s lap, Mother turns to him, not giving thought to those around, “I think it’s good, but If you want to come by, I could always use any suggestions, you know to really get that natural flavor, but until then.” Scooping ice cream onto her spoon, she holds it near Homelander’s lips.

As Homelander wraps his lips around the spoon, he could hear Ashley’s heart rate rise as she skips over to them, “Holy fuc- Homelander your up 10 points!” Looking from Ashley to Mother he licks his lips, feeling her snuggling closer she speaks slow and deliberate, “Tell me how it taste.” With the way his hand held her hips she could tell she was playing a dangerous game. “Delicious.”

 

Chapter Text

Just as Mother had expected, Edgar had called her to his office as soon as he could, not eve n trying to hide his distaste at her recent behavior.

Still not saying anything, Edgar just stares at her, this is how he had always operated when it came to Mary.

Using his silence until she was quaking with uncertainty, until she was begging for him to punish her just for it to be over.

“It seems you’ve been around bad influences.” Edgar wanted Mother to submit, but instead of apologizing until her throats raw she shocks him.

At least she assumes it’s shock that’s on his face by the way his eyebrows lift, as the first few words leave her lips.

Mother’s face screws up, “Oh cut the bullshit, a few months here didn't change me, all it did was affirm what I’ve always known but was too afraid to admit.”

Pausing she lets out a deep sigh, “That you've never loved nor cared about me, and that I've always been a means to an end.”

Mother expects to be dismissed immediately but instead Edgar doubles down, slowly shaking his head, “You are so ungrateful, you've always been ungrateful I've given you freedom, I've given you leeway, much more than I did Victor-”

Mother can’t take much more of him tying to shame her, gaslight her into submission.

She feels like she came back wrong, how could she have craved approval from such a petty man all these years, she’ll never know.

The subtle crack in her voice betrays the fact that his disapproval still hurt her, “Yeah you didn't have to substitute for not loving her, all you’ve ever given me was neglect, I was a latchkey kid from birth.”

Like he hadn’t heard a word she said he dismisses the distress in her voice, “Even now you're talking back to me, disobeying me, undermining me. I gave you a job, I gave you a purpose.”

His voice goes soft, filled to the brink with the condescending tone he got when he thought he had gotten one over on an opponent. “Though maybe you'd be better off without one.”

Edgar’s words make something deep within her twitch, “Maybe, I didn't ask to be here, you asked me, if you want me to go, I'll go but don't forget why I'm here.”

He had dragged Mary from the life she had been steadily building without him and couldn't seem to understand nor care why she might not be appreciative.

A memory passes by her eyes, the memory of Edgar whispering in her ear, “All you have to do is be a good girl.” clutching Mary’s shoulders forcing her to watch a screen, planting the seed of fear deep within her.

Mother scowls at Edgar with disgust, “Or do you plan to finally follow through on your little promise?”

Lifting a single eyebrow Edgar clasps his fingers together, “What promise?”

Mother didn’t know if Edgar was just trying to gaslight her, or if traumatizing a child was such an insignificant part of his life that he had simply forgotten.

“Oh, suddenly you don’t remember threatening to put me, away!?” His voice is filled with nothing but boredom, “I never…”

Putting her hand up to silence Edgar, Mother was falling apart as tears fell from her cheeks and onto his office floor.

“Just stop, you would show me videos of some kid locked up and told me that if I ever misbehaved that’s where I’d end up, do you know how much that fucked with me!?”

Voice growing horse from shouting, breathing in and out she tries to calm down why did he still have so much power over her.

Looking at the ground Mother begins massaging her temples as she lets out one deep and weary sigh.

She looks back up at Edgar who was now giving her an unimpressed blank look, that said that she was taking up more time of his than she was worth.

Mother tries to keep her voice steady and professional, “I don't want to argue anymore, I’ll do what I was tasked to do.”

“My work ethic is good, and my drive to complete a job with nothing less than perfection is something you've ingrained in me.”

Breathing finally under control she hardens her features, “The company won't suffer just let me do my job.”

Deciding to finally walk away on her own she hears Edgar stand up from his chair, “Mary without powers you could have been great.”

Even now he wanted to hurt her with his backhanded comments, she gives a sad and soft laugh, “Without my powers, you would have been able to admit it.”

Leaving Edgar standing there, she silently walks from his office to the elevator never glancing back at him.

Riding to floor 99 Mother walks down the corridor until she’s greeted by Maeve, who looks to be on her way back to her own apartment.

Maeve gives Mother a knowing smile, “You look rough.” For a moment Mother feels small, “Edgar…”

Nodding Maeve seemed to completely understand, “Ah, the photos?” Mother’s childlike tone of voice gives a glimpse to her shame, “Among other things…”

Crossing her arms in front of her Maeve leans back, “You cool?” Mother shakes her head trying to fight off all the bad feelings Edgar had seen fit to lay upon her shoulders.

“Honestly? I just regret that I didn't stock my liquor cabinet up before dragging my ass back here.”

Opening the door beside her Maeve gestures to the inside of her apartment, “What are you into?”

Happy to be given a respite after her horrible meeting with Edgar Mother throws her a wink, and in a flirtatious sway slowly makes her way into Maeve’s apartment. “Anything and everything…”

Mother waste no time getting comfortable, sinking herself into the first couch she sees as Maeve hands her a bottle.

Watching as Mother tips it all the way back before grimacing and wiping her lips, “Fucking Everclear, what are you a college freshman? I hope you don't mind me doing a little bitching.”

Maeve laughs into her tumbler, “Why, do you plan on getting wasted?” Mother smiles pinching her fingers together without letting them touch, “A little yeah.”

Mother’s halfway done with the bottle when her voice begins to slur and her vision wavers, rubbing her eyes she accidentally drops the bottle on the floor.

Pouting she sets it back up before too much of it gets out, “Fuckin’ everclear, I'm not supposed to tell but who the fuck cares it's not like he was a good father.”

“I'm not sure if he even is my father, at least not my birth one, he's just some guy that paid for my schooling.”

Stopping mid sip Maeve moves her drink from her lips, “Who Edgar?” Looking over at Maeve, Mother can see her shocked face while nursing the same drink she had started with.

Mother places a finger to her lips in a shushing motion, “Don't tell anyone though, I'm not supposed to say anything.”

Placing her drink down Maeve seems to be pondering something. “Your secret's safe with me.”

Maeve's emotions told a different story, making Mother giggle, “You're lyyying, but it's okay I'm used to being used, also used to being lied to.”

Mother says the last part softly but can instantly feel regret and sadness flowing around Maeve.

“Oh, pretty lady don't feel bad, I'm sure you have your reasons, and I’m sure it has to do with why you’ve only taken two sips of your drink since I got here.”

Stretching her body over the couch it was time for Mother to give Maeve a knowing look, “I’ll give you a warning before you do somethin’ drastic. Don’t. Just let Mommy handle it.”

Before Maeve can make up a lie, Mother’s phone vibrates. ‘Beep bop boop.’ Knowing exactly who it is before she looks at the caller id Mother groans, “Ugh One second, I have to take this.

“Hello… I'm getting drunk right now… no not with Homelander, I'm not stupid…” Mother looks over at Maeve and smiles, “A hot brunet…”

Sighing Mother looks away, “You don't have to call me every time I piss Edgar off; I'm not going to go nuclear just because he makes me cry…”

“I'm drunk too drunk to listen to you pretend to care about me.” Trying and failing to grab the bottle off the ground she gives up with a frustrated huff.

“Listen just let Edgar know I'm not fucking Homelander, yet, I'm not thinking of staging a hostile takeover, and I'm not suicidal.”

“Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to drink until I can't remember my childhood.” Hanging up her phone she ignores Vic's pleas for her to drink water.

Sitting up Mother places her head in her hands, “Ugh fuck me.” Maeve watches Mother successfully grab the bottle from the ground and tips it back growing slightly worried the longer she drinks.

“Family troubles?” Throwing the now empty bottle to the ground, Mother lets it shatter before her, “They’re not my family! I don’t know why it took me so long to figure it out…”

“I don't know why I even bother; Noir has been the only one in my life I could call family, I should have made an effort to stay in touch after Edgar sent me away…”

Mother sits in silence before standing up leaving her phone on the couch, she wobbles over to a now concerned Maeve who was on the cusp of grabbing the other woman before she fell.

Before she can stand up Mother lays on top of her, legs spread saddled on Maeve lap Mother presses her breast against her.

Twirling Maeve's soft locs of hair between her fingers she looks her in the eyes, “You know you really are beautiful, and yes they’re real.”

Grabbing Mother's hand, Maeve rolls her eyes and smiles. “Thanks for the compliment, and I can’t lie, I was curious.”

Maeve looks down at Mother's cleavage then back into her eyes, “But it looks like you’ve had enough.”

Watching her seductive face suddenly turn into a playful pout Maeve had to admit that Mother was cute like this, even with the glass scattered across her floor.

“I’m serious, tall brunettes are one of the seven wonders of the world.” Moving closer Mother places her head against Maeves making Maeve let out a dry laugh.

Questioning Mother’s motives, this was her first time seeing Mother so needy. “I'm an auburn, now what are you up to?”

Lips almost touching but not quite, Mother caresses the side of Maeve’s cheek, making a tingle go through Maeve's body.

Body going still and breath hitching, Maeve realizes Mother is healing her. Mother’s eyes seem glossy, “Can I sleep here tonight?”

Maeve never gets to answer her as Mother's body droops forward, passing out on top of her. Smiling Maeve takes her to bed.

The morning sun floods Maeve’s room, as the sound of curtains are heard being pulled back.

Maeve makes a spectacle of waking Mother up, “Rise and shine princess.” Mother tries to cover her face, but she’s too late as the sun hits her eyes, momentarily blinding her.

Tears prickle her eyes, “Fuck!” Maeve pulls the covers from Mother’s body, “Here.” She hands her a bottle of water.

Maeve looks down at Mother fondly, enjoying the repercussions of Mother’s actions like she’s remembering a bygone memory.

“Thank you.” Mother begins to sip at the water while feeling her healing kick into overdrive, trying to kill the headache forming.

“Um, I didn’t say anything weird last night did I?” Smiling Maeve helps Mother out of her bed, “Would you feel better if I said no?”

Nodding, Mother doesn’t ask any more questions as she watches Maeve stretch, “Thank you for healing me.”

Walking towards the entrance Mother grabs her phone on the way out, looking down at the time she lets out a curse.

Still in her suit, and without pockets she tucks her phone under her breast, before flashing Maeve a smile, “That’s what I’m here for.”

Maeve squints her eyelids with that same knowing look as before, she smirks, “Is it?” Mother smiles and wonders what she had let slip while drowning in her frustrations.

Leaning in, Mother whispers near Maeves ear, “Just between you, Edgar and I, not really, but who cares.”

Stepping back Mother waves goodbye to Maeve who copies her movement, “Have a good morning… I mean afternoon!”

Walking slowly back Mother feels a cloud of frustration coming from the direction of her apartment.

Finding Homelander dressed in his civies in front of her door, with a sour expression that screamed, ‘Welcome home cheater’.

Shocked and a bit confused Mother treads lightly, “John what are you doin-” Not waiting for her to finish her question he immediately digs into her, “Where were you?”

Chapter 11

Summary:

John relents, if compromising meant that he could get Homelander to back off for now than he would do it, truth was that he had wanted to do it anyway.

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Ignoring his newfound possessiveness, Mother skips to her next question while ushering him into her apartment, “How long have you been standing here?”

His voice still full of accusation, he follows Mary through her apartment, and into her bedroom, “Long enough to know that you didn't come home last night.”

Sighing she begins to remove the hair accessories from her locs, “Maeve was kind enough to put up with me.”

He lets out a bitter huff as if Maeve’s name alone was enough to paint a vivid picture, “Maeve huh? that would explain the smell, I didn’t know that she was your type.”

Removing the gold chains across her body she doesn’t deny her attraction to Maeve, nor does she stop undressing, “She is, but that’s not why I was there.”

Homelander gawks as he watches her unzip her suit, throwing it on the bedroom floor, taken completely off guard he tries to remember his anger. “What are you-”

Grabbing her robe and towels she makes her way to her bathroom, stopping at the door she turns to look at Homelander, “I need to wash the scent of booze off of my body, don’t snoop through my things and if you steal any of my panties replace them with new ones.”

Looking slightly taken back he places a hand over his chest, “Why would I steal-” Mary puts a hand up waving it in a dismissive matter, “I don't know I don't care, just replace them if you do.

Still a little surprised at Mary undressing in front of him, without any inhibition to speak of, it takes Homelander a second to collect his thoughts.

Even though he had seen her naked plenty of times before, without her knowing of course, it felt different to see her walking around so casually in front of him.

His thoughts were at war with each other, either she felt so comfortable around him that she didn’t feel the need to cover up, or she didn’t see him as a man. ‘Like some no dick puppet,’ shaking the thought away he hopes it’s the former.

Homelander had never been in her room before, he had looked around a bit while she was sleeping, or on very good days stuffing herself full of imitation dick, but that had always been from a distance.

He glances over at Mary’s bedside table, the one he knew held her star-spangled banger, and back in the direction of her shower. ‘Would she have taken it in the shower with her if he wasn’t there?’

He quickly turns his head towards her closet, trying to get the thought of her spread around silicone out of his mind. Strolling over he decides to take a little peak at what was inside.

The first thing he notices is her wardrobe, packed with civilian clothing vastly different than her supe suit, he had felt like he had walked into a 1950s clothing catalog.

Everything placed neatly in their respectable categories, not a single clothing piece out of place, that’s what makes it so easy to find a little basket filled to the brim with silk.

Murmuring under his breath Homelander justifies his actions to no one but himself, “She said it was fine as long as I replaced them.”

Grabbing a red pair he brings them to his nose, even though they’d been cleaned there was still the faint smell of Mother for Homelander to enjoy.

No matter how much they washed, bleached, burned a smell away he would always be able to smell what was once there.

Making his way to her bed he sits down slowly, relaxing his shoulders he unbuckles his belt, sliding his jeans and underwear down until his dick sits flushed against his stomach.

Taking one last deep inhale of her panties, he enjoys the sweet vanilla bean undertones stitched into the silky fibers, before wrapping the cloth around his shaft.

Moaning from the soft caress of her panties he begins picking up the pace, enjoying the sensation of it moving up and down against him.

Until his eyes land on the vanity mirror in the corner of her room, and for a moment he feels ashamed. “What are you doing? Is this really enough for you? She’s right there, a berry ripe for the picking.”

John knew that ‘The Homelander’ could be volatile in so many ways, but at the same time he had protected John when he needed it the most.

So John would often give into Homelander’s more dangerous desires, it was the least he could do for him, but….“She’s not ready…”

Homelander slowly strokes his hand down his shaft squeezing at the base. “Fuck, oh I could make her ready, make her see how good we can be for her if you just sit back and let me take the reins, just like with…. you know… we could bring her so much pleasure.”

John had let Homelander do what he pleased before, but this was different, he couldn’t, not this time, “We’re friends.”

Still stroking he could feel the pre-cum dripping onto the silk clutched between his palm and cock. “We could be fuck friends, buddies, whatever the fuck they’re calling it nowadays”

Slowly shaking his head, if he let Homelander have his way… “She trusts us.” Barely thrusting into his hand, Homelander slows down delaying his orgasm, as if he was saving his hard on for something else.

“Yeah enough to stupidly let her guard down, and while we’re thrusting into our fist we could be thrusting into her.”

John was at the end of his rope he could feel Homelander getting frustrated by his resistance, but still he wanted to reason with him, “What if she told someone.”

The thought seemed to only make Homelander more excited, “I’d make sure she didn’t.”

Thinking about the supe taking up space in their apartment John tries to appeal to Homelander’s righteous side. “What about Stormfront?”

Letting out a bitter laugh Homelander isn’t impressed, “Is that supposed to be some kind of fucking joke? You haven’t even checked up on her in weeks, no use bringing her up now, besides she would understand more than anyone, you’re a man, you have needs.”

John couldn’t let Homelander ruin this for him, no matter how much he hated to fight with him. “No.”

Rubbing the tip of his dick Homelander contemplates his next words, John was being an unreasonable romantic, he just needed to see the bigger picture. “If you want we can wine and dine her later, but for right now-”

John knew what would happen if Homelander got his way and he couldn’t risk it, he didn’t want her to be afraid of him. “I said no.”

Letting out a frustrated snarl he grips his dick almost to the point of pain. “Fine! we’ll do it your way… but there’s no reason we can’t take a peek, this is tame compared to what we’ve seen before, right?”

John relents, if compromising meant that he could get Homelander to back off for now than he would do it, truth was that he had wanted to do it anyway.

Fixing his sights towards where her shower laid he catches her just as she’s washing over her folds.

With a satisfied look on his face, Homelander looks vindicated. “Well would you look at that Johnny boy, the carpet matches the drapes, never noticed that before did you?”

John lets out a shaky breath as Mary’s hands rub over her breast, pumping faster he loosens his grip feeling the silky material softly work against his skin as he’s nearing his release.

He screws his eyes shut while gripping her bed sheets, trying and failing to not rip them as he empties himself into her panties.

Breathing hard he feels as if his head is floating away from his body, almost missing the sounds of her leaving the shower.

His mind slides back into focus, quickly rolling his underwear then pants back up and buckling his belt, he panics as she’s getting closer to the door.

Silk underwear still lay in his hand, not spotting any clothes hamper in sight and having no were else to put them he throws her panties back where he found them.

Sitting down just as she walks out the bathroom wrapped in her robe with her hair tied up, she smiles at Homelander sitting on her bed patiently waiting for her arrival.

At least that's how he would look if Mary couldn’t see the nervous emotion wrapping itself around his body. “Did you miss me?” Her voice is playful but he doesn’t say anything, and instead gives her a nervous smile.

She had a pretty good idea what he was up to and if his open fly and flushed cheeks were any indication, he must have just finished.

Homelander watches as she calmly walks over to him, kneeling down between his thighs, she makes his heart skip a beat.

“I know that you’re probably not used to being in your civilian clothes, but you have to be careful not to be seen with your zipper down.”

Placing her fingers on the metal pull, she stares deep into his eyes, “Depending where you are someone might get the wrong idea.”

She was talking to him so condescendingly, but all he could bring himself to do was nod.

Still a little hard he lifts his hips to give her better access without bumping into anything, he needn't bother, she gently tucks him back in, while hearing him whimper as her fingers softly press down on his hardening cock.

Standing up she steps back. “Do you have your phone on you?” Placing his hand over the pocket where it was held he pulls it out and holds it to his chest, “Why?”

Holding out her hand she quickly grows impatient, “Give it to me.” Huffing he sounds annoyed by her pushy nature, but deep down it excited him how familiar she behaved around him, like she had known him for years.

John hands it to her still unsure of what she’s going to do. Looking down at it she seems surprised, “Oooh you actually have a smartphone.”

Lightly furrowing his brows he scoffs, “And that’s surprising?” Taking her hair down she shakes her locs out parting them to the side, “You look like the type to still use flip phones.”

Loosening her robe, she lets it slide to her shoulder before using Homelander’s phone to take a picture, typing something, then handing it back to him, “Here when you need to get a hold of me just call, I’ll answer when I can.”

Taking a glance at his phone, he sees that his background of the American flag had been replaced with Mary’s sexy but tasteful photo.

Debating whether or not to change it back, he decides to leave it for now, placing it back in his jacket pocket.

Grabbing a bottle of lotion from her nightstand, Mary sits beside Homelander filling her hand with a few generous pumps.

She rubs her hands together and begins to rub her body down, fully aware of John’s eyes mesmerize by her motions.

“Remember when I told you I was sent away?” His eyes making their way back up her body John slowly nods his head.

“It was Edgar who ordered my re-education.” She said the last part slowly as if the whole situation still confused her, caused her pain.

“It had been soon after the first ‘incident’.” Her face grimaces recalling how the boys head had toppled from his neck as they finished kissing.

Looking away then back at Homelander, Mary tries her best to school her features, “As a child, when I first really began to comprehend the magnitude of my abilities, Edgar would force me to watch videos, of a young boy with a blue blank-”

Not ready, or maybe just unable to hear the rest of her sentence, Homelander interrupts her before she can finish. “I have something for you.”

Surprised from his interruption she takes a glance at the emotions swirling around him. ‘Nervousness, discomfort, shame.’ He was going haywire, she thought opening up to him would make him do the same.

‘What had made him react this way, was it something she said?’ Pulling out a ring box he opens it in front of her. looking down at a flag shaped ring that tiptoed the line of gaudiness she tries to smile.

If his emotions hadn’t confused her, surprising her with a ring had, unsure of what he was trying to imply, she had to be careful with her next words.

“What is this?” He gives her a coy smile while grabbing her hand and placing the ring on her pinkie finger. “Just a little thank you.”

Coughing out a relieved laugh she sounded almost hysterical, “John, I really love it, first the flowers now this ring, not to mention I never repaid you for helping me out with my suit.”

He was glowing at her appreciation, until she continued with a tone of hesitancy. “You’re going to make me feel bad for what I’m going to say… well the thing is…”

Smile growing tight he was dreading the words that would fall from her lips, every little doubt he had about himself was screaming in his ears.

Telling him how they would deal with her when she rejected him, it was almost hard to focus. “What?”

She shyly looks away as if she’s embarrassed, “I was going to ask you for another favor, but now I feel like I’m asking for too much, as if I’m using you.”

The relief he feels from her confession is indescribable, John wasn’t sure what Homelander would do if he couldn’t control himself, and he wanted nothing more than to be useful.

“Nonsense what are friends for, now tell me, what can your old pal Homelander do for you.” Smile slowly wavering she corrected him, “John.”

Confused he answers her, “What?” Her eyes dart away from him this time she was actually nervous, “I prefer talking to John.”

He tries to shrug off the uncomfortable feeling growing in his chest, “Pff, whatever same diff.”

Mary is looking at him now, her eyes grow soft, “Not really though, just like in here out of suit I’m not Mother, you’re not Homelander.”

She could feel how much he wanted to lash out at her, it was all there, sizzling like the wick of a lit bomb ready to go off, and at the same time there were emotions trying to defuse what was there.

Laying her soft hands on his, she squeezes his hand trying to ground him. “Right here right now, can we just be John and Mary?”

Licking his lips, they had suddenly felt dry, he stares blankly at her before nodding. A smile begins to appear on her lips, “Is that a yes?”

The sirens in his head were going off, but the soft touch of her fingers guided him, John, forward. “Yes.”

Mary watches the part of John that had wanted to blow up at her slowly fizzle out. “Great, now back to that favor, I have a lingerie shoot coming up next month, and I need your guidance.”

Smiling, a part of John had hated the way she had spurned Homelander, Homelander wanted to punish her a little for being rude, but she needed John, and he was happy to be needed.

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He wasn’t sliding into her, but neither were they, that’s what Homelander tries to tell himself as Mother takes another pose, body shimmering as the light hits her.

As the weeks had past John and Mary had gotten a little closer, true to her word she would answer his calls when she wasn’t swapped with whatever the fuck Vought had her doing.

Homelander knew she’d never purposely ignore his calls, she had shown herself to be trustworthy.

Once when his call went to voicemail, she had quickly texted where and what she was doing, it had been some boring PR P.C bullshit classes narrated by Ashley.

Curious and with nothing better to do, he had ‘checked’ up on her and found her doing just what she said she was, he watched her from a distance texting her back and forth.

Reveling in the smiles that would grace her lips whenever her phone buzzed, it made him giddy with excitement, and in truth was a little addicting.

Mary had asked him to guide her through her shoot, but honestly Homelander was feeling a bit out of place, he was just standing there watching, listening as those around made lewd and disparaging remarks.

In Homelander’s honest opinion Mother was being kind and way too accommodating. ‘Yeah, she’s fat but in a hot way…With just a bit of lipo…Why is he here?…I wonder if she’d let me fu-’ Homelander was close to burning the whole building down with every disgusting freak in here.

Done with a round of shots, Homelander notices one of the worthless go getters that every business seemed to have standing around approach Mother, slowly unzipping her suit.

Before Homelander can question them, one of those so called go getters walk up to him, contaminating his air with whatever they had recently decided to stuff their gullet with, and a fake smile.

“Homelander Sir, we’re going to be doing a few risqué shots soon, so we’re going have to ask you to leave, and then comeback after we’re done.”

Homelander can see the photographer behind who was now going to call Gogetter, glancing over every few seconds, most likely being the one who gave the order, too chicken shit to walk up to Homelander himself.

Looking down at the little sacrificial lamb that was put in front of him, he gives them a tight smile. “Is that what Mother wants?”

Voice filled with uncertainty, they didn’t want to lie, but they had been given an order, “She didn’t exactly express those sentiments but-”

Trying to keep his calm, Homelander leans in a bit with that same tight smile printed on his face, “So, what’s the problem?”

Letting out a frustrated sigh, little Gogetter looks like they would rather be anywhere else than speaking with the particular Supe in front of them. Squaring their shoulders they do their best to keep the tremble in their voice to a minimum.

“Mr. Homelander look, I’m a fan and I don’t mean to be rude, but don’t you have enough on your plate with the Nazi girlfriend thing? The last thing you need is a ‘metoo’ moment on your hands, right?”

Homelander’s face hardens, and for a moment he ponders whether or not to rip Gogetter’s face off, but that moment passes and instead he swallows the thick and bitter taste in his throat and begins walking towards the exit.

Before Homelander can get too far a hand lays softly on his shoulder, “John where are you going?” The sound of Mother’s needy voice stops him in his tracks, his eyes a little wet, he turns back around trying not to show how that pathetic fucking worm had affected him.

Intervening before Homelander can explain what had transpired, Gogetter tries to alleviate the concerned look on Mother’s face. “Mr. Homelander here has decided to give you some privacy while we take your more risqué pictures.”

With a confused look on her face, she doesn’t even glance towards Gogetter. “John is that true?” Homelander’s smile widens as he grits his teeth, too embarrassed to repeat what Gogetter had said.

He didn’t want to remind Mother that he was being treated like a pariah, because even though she knew, she never brought it up, but what if it became too much for her?

John didn’t know what Homelander would do to her if she decided to ignore him like the other members of the Seven. “Well, we don’t want you to feel uncomfortable now do we?”

Brows furrowed, Mother looks at him as if he had lost his mind, placing her fingers on her bottom lip she startles Homelander by breaking out in laughter.

Smiling, he’s unsure what part of this situation is funny enough to bring tears to her eyes, but he lets her finish. “John what the fuck are you talking about, you’ve seen me naked already?”

Gogetter’s eyes widen from Mother’s candor, Homelander can’t blame them for being shocked, even he found the things Mother would say when they were out and about a little bit much sometimes.

But he enjoyed the looks that those around them would throw her way, those looks were almost as enjoyable as the looks she would give him when he would needle her.

“You’ve probably seen parts of me that I’ve never seen myself…” Mother’s voice grows quiet as she suddenly realizes that it might not be her comfort he was trying to cater to. “But uh, if you want to leave because you feel uncomfortable, I won't make you stay.”

Placing her arms around one of his, she gives him a little squeeze, her breast pressing against Homelander he almost lets out a deep moan but quickly catches himself. “But I really would like you here with me.”

Looking down at her pouting lips Homelander doesn’t know how much more of this he can take, it’s been months since he’s done anything with anyone.

Mother’s touch was starting to drive him wild, maybe John should have let Homelander- “Of course I’d do anything to you.” Shaking his head he tries to fix his wording, “I mean-”

Listening to her giggle Homelander let’s Mother pull him by the hand. “Come here Johnny.” Placing Homelander right beside the photographer, she waves at him while getting into place.

Displeased that Homelander was still standing around the studio, the photographer motions a ‘WTF’ to the person Homelander had deemed Gogetter.

Trying to look busy Gogetter hands Mother a white cloth, taking off the robe they had given her for decency's sake, as soon as the cloth touches her skin, she yanks it off, looking at it with pure disgust she quickly puts her robe back on. “What is this?”

Looking over at the cloth, Gogetter tries to place it back on her to no avail, “Oh, it’s just a plain cloth, it adds to the sex factor, leaves something to the imagination.”

Pushing the cloth away, Mother eyes it as if it was out to get her, “I see, it’s kind of itchy…”

Frustrated not just from Mother being difficult, but also from the fact that they were told to escort Homelander out, but the fucker still stood there and was probably going to be the reason they were going to be filing for unemployment soon, Gogetter’s voice becomes snippy.

“I’m sorry I can try to find you something softer, but if you could just deal with it for a few shots, it would really help move things along.”

Grabbing the supposed cloth, that felt more like canvas material than anything from Gogetter, Mother inspects it before throwing it as far as she can. “Hmmmm, no.”

Looking at the discarded fabric and the last of their sanity, they were close to doing something stupid, “What do you mean no?”

Mother squints at Gogetter, watching their frustration reach new levels, “I have a better Idea.” She turns her head towards Homelander. “John.”

With a Hollywood smile plastered on his face, Homelander floats over to Mother, happy to get away from the photographer that was sweating with anxiety. “What can I help you with?”

Still on the floor, she reaches out grabbing the end of Homelander’s cape, and with the sweetest, softest voice she has, she asks him, “Can I borrow this?”

Without thinking Homelander starts to remove his cape, but pauses, letting out an uncomfortable chuckle, “Wait, don’t you think this could be seen as a little… I don’t know, treasonous?”

Gently running her fingers over the red, white, and blue fabric, she looks up at him in a way that makes his dick twitch. “I’m a hot bitch that’s going to have the American flag practically falling off my tits, what’s more patriotic than that?”

Nodding but still uncertain, he hands his cape over to her waiting arms. “Thank you Johnny.” Mother blows him a kiss, watching his face become flustered.

Her robe falls off her body as Mother poses patiently, letting Gogetter strategically place a few too many double stick pieces of tape on her body.

Looking over at Homelander, whose been observing her the whole time, she smiles. “John what do you think?”

Mother watches as embarrassment and uncertainty flow around Homelander, his shyness overtaking all other emotions.

A strong blush appears on his cheeks as he looks at her then looks away. “You look fine… good, beautiful.” The childlike and innocent way that he complimented her makes mother giggle, she was definitely talking to John.

John was who she needed Homelander to be in the long run, but right now she needed a sharper tongue, someone with a little blood on their hands, “Homelander…Do I look fuckable?”

Homelander’s eye twitches and suddenly Mother is greeted with an onslaught of emotions, he looks down at her with a sneer and an air of superiority.

She knows in an instant who she’s speaking with. Slightly tilting his head to the side, he lets his eyes rake over her body, no longer ashamed of where his eyes linger. “You don’t look as slutty as you usually do, it wouldn’t hurt to show more skin.”

Eyes locked on his she plays innocent, running her hands down her body, “Where? Show me.”

Before Homelander can place his hands on her, Gogetter lets out a cough, signaling that they were still there.

Mother scowls at them, biting out a command, “Go get yourself something to drink.”

Eyes glossy Gogetter smiles, “Right away ma’am.” They bump into the photographer on their way out the doors, leaving the man holding the camera confused.

Giving Mother a sly smirk, Homelander slowly slides off his gloves as he bends down, laying them beside her.

Moving his cape lower on her body and between her legs, he uses his heat vision to carefully remove the double stick tape that was placed recklessly on her soft skin.

Feeling the gentle caress of Homelander’s heat on her body, Mother let’s out a soft sigh.

Smelling the wild honey between her folds, he wonders how far he could get between her thighs before anyone noticed, or better yet before she stopped him.

Homelander couldn’t figure her out, most times when it was just her and John in her apartment alone, she was demure, chaste.

Then times like this would occur, and she would become soft, needy, practically begging him to take care of her.

Maybe John had been wrong, it was true that Mary seemed to enjoy John’s friendship, never asking for more than a hug.

Was she waiting for Homelander to make a move? If Homelander slipped a finger in right now, he could put his little theory to the test.

It’d be worth it, no matter the outcome he would be fucking her on top of Vought towers soon.

Before Homelander can move his fingers, Mother leans forward and whispers in his ear, “After this, would you like to show me that big art collection you once bragged about?” She watches as his face goes blank.

“I-Um…” The aggressive emotions that had been radiating from all around Homelander come to an abrupt stop, he looks away flustered and unsure of how to answer her.

Mother hadn’t really planned to sleep with Homelander, not yet, what she had been doing was throwing out feelers.

It was funny the amount of information she could get from him with a little flirting.

Feigning sadness with a bit of jealousy, she pulls away from him, immediately seeing how her change in mood affects him.

By the looks of it, the Nazi would be out of the picture sooner than she had hoped.

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John had again found himself lounging on Mary’s couch as she busied herself with mundane housework.

He’d never understand what joy she could possibly get from meal prepping, or getting up an hour before the sun appeared just so she could water her little makeshift garden.

(That, in his opinion, took up too much space on her balcony.)

Just so the water wouldn’t burn the leaves in the evening, or mold the dirt throughout the night.

John had once asked why she didn’t just get someone to do it for her, but Mary had just shrugged and said that the mundane kept her hubris in check, whatever that meant.

Taking a sip from a tall glass of milk, Mary had once found him drinking from her milk carton. John had steadily grown flustered from being caught and had tried to make excuses.

Mary had seemed more intrigued than angry, even going as far to ask what his favorite brand and type were.

Now every time he stopped by, she made sure to pour him a cup as soon as he walked through the door.

Taking another sip, John glances over at Mary whose wiping down her kitchen counters. “Who’s your favorite superhero?”

Looking up at an obviously understimulated John, Mary smiles while cleaning off her towel, and hanging it up to dry.

Mary makes her way over to where he’s relaxing, sitting close enough that their knees brush. “Is this a trick question?”

Mother knows the answer, but she loved to watch Johnny lie to her, he always ended up revealing more than he could ever hope to hide.

Smiling he rolls his eyes, “No, if course not.” Shrugging Mother sits back, uninterested in answering his seemingly ‘innocent’ question, “Then it doesn’t matter.”

John tries to keep his voice calm and relaxed, but he could feel his irritation begin to grow, “Yes it does.”

Tilting her head towards him, the smirk on her lips widens as she lets out a light chuckle, “So it is a trick question.”

Leg beginning to bounce, John was confused as to why she was being so difficult about a simple question. “Yes, no, just answer!”

Putting her hands up in mock surrender, Mother leans backwards a bit, with playfulness laced in her words, “Okay…okay, what if I said Black Noir?”

John sighs and rolls his eyes, as if he expected that to be her answer, “He was always a fan favorite, after me of course.” he quickly adds.

Nodding in agreement, she lifts a brow, “What about A-Train?” Homelander’s head cocks to the side, he didn’t have a problem with A-train per se, A-Train was family after all.

Homelander just hadn’t particularly liked Mary and A-train together, not after he had caught A-train in her apartment.

Really, it was in their best interest to not be seen together, Homelander knew exactly how quickly celebrity gossip spread.

What everyone would think, and how Vought would want to play into it, Homelander couldn’t let that happen, for their sake.

“What are you, a hyperactive seven-year-old?” Mother softly giggles, while observing Homelander’s aura being consumed with a possessive jealousy.

“The Deep?” Homelander doesn’t even humor the thought, but her answer does kick him out of his possessive mood.

Folding his arms, ‘The Deep was no one's favorite’, Homelander throws Mary a condescending smirk, “How cute, try again.”

Slowly leaning forward, Mother places a hand on Homelander’s thigh, gently giving it a squeeze, she answers him slow and sensually, “The Homelander?”

‘YAHTZEE!’ “I wouldn’t say that’s the correct answer…” Suddenly Mary removes her hand and leans back smirking at a gratified Homelander.

“So, this is a trick question.” Done playing her little games Homelander gives her one more chance to answer him.

“Just answer me honestly. Now.” Homelander smiles at the end of his ‘request’, but it was tight, filled with a certain hostility that could only be picked up by people with shitty childhoods.

Honesty? That wasn’t something Mother would ever willingly give Homelander.

In faux contemplation, Mother rolls her tongue over her lips, before softly biting the bottom of her lip, pretending to put thought into her answer. “Perhaps Crimson Countess.”

Following the dance of her tongue Homelander nods, “More believable than the deep, but still why?”

‘He can never seem to ask the right questions.’ Mother thinks as she crosses one of her legs over the other, “Sexy and bold.”

Those were just words to Mother, what she had said hadn’t really answered any of his questions.

Homelander doesn't seem to notice, and instead throws out a little tidbit he had heard about The Countess in passing. “Isn’t she a cam girl now?”

Mother shrugs his words off in indifference, “So what? There’s no shame in that, and she has to pay the bills somehow?”

Homelander scoffs at Mother’s liberal attitude towards petty prostitution.

When Mother had first been introduced to The Seven, she had been dressed a bit… indecent.

Homelander had his own theory as to why, and her nonchalant attitude only solidified his suspicions.

“It’s not like she’s a special case, many supes that work for Vought are given the short end of the stick.”

Mary thinks of August, who had ended up at a dingy mall trying to sell signatures, before Mother had scooped him up.

“The only way to survive life after Vought, is to either budget and save every dime you get, or get reallll comfortable with living without.”

Suddenly realizing she may have revealed too much about herself, Mary cautiously finishes her thoughts.

“When I’m finally let go, I plan on buying a new build, where I can plant a proper garden to grow my own produce.”

Looking out the window at the plants practically falling off her railing, Mary let’s out a bothered sigh.

“Not just on some balcony… maybe I'll even plant some trees for shade, I’ve always been partial to willow.”

With the way Homelander was smirking at Mary, she had a feeling he would remember her words, whether or not he’d use it to hurt her, she could not know.

They sit in silence for a moment, while Mother goes over how the slip of Mary’s tongue might affect her future.

She had to be careful about growing attached to whatever familiarity she was creating with John, Homelander. But she was only human.

“Kids?” Not Immediately comprehending his question, she looks up at him a bit confused, "Huh?”

Homelander gestures his hands around, “Where do kids fall within your little, retirement utopia.”

Smiling Mother would never tell Homelander the truth, but Mary would just have to hope he didn’t hurt her too badly. “A baker's dozen or more.”

Eyes lighting up with excitement he begins to laugh at Mary’s answer, making her smile waver. “Wow, or more? What are you trying to do, reenact little house on the prairie?”

Mother fights off the sneer forming on her lips, “Maybe, maybe I just like cream pies, what about you?” Mother says sharply watching as John grows confused, “What about me?”

“What are you going to do when you retire?” John looks uncomfortable from Mother’s question, not taking time to think about his answer. “I’ve never really thought about it.”

Mother could see that wasn’t completely true, there was a small cotton ball worth of yearning nestled around him, that had to amount to something.

But Mother couldn’t read people's minds, all she could do was infer. “At your age you should.”

Homelander’s mouth twitches, displeased with Mother’s implication, but before he can reply she continues speaking.

“Maybe you could live on a beach, sail the ocean, or if sitting on your ass all day is too mind numbingly boring, maybe you could start a business managing adult Supes.”

In a patronizing voice, mother looks askance at him. “I doubt you can comprehend how much you've helped me out.”

Not giving Homelander a fraction of a second to analyze her backhanded compliment, Mother continues to bombard him with questions. “How do you feel about kids? Ever thought of-

“I have a son.”

Mother watches as a collage of emotions whip around Homelander, then almost instantly neutralize themselves.

Mary had never witnessed anything like that occur while talking with John before, treading lightly she drops the attitude, and instead adopts a more caring tone. “Really…? I've never seen him around, What’s his name?”

“His name is Ryan… I’m not really sure where he is right now.” John seemed to be in a trance, made from a wall of grief.

John’s short replies began to unnerve Mary. “Well… I’d love to meet him, if his mother is okay with it.”

“She’s dead.”

Mary tries her best not to lean away from John, she didn't need for him to know how his current behavior unsettled her. “Okay?…I see, well I’m sure it was an accide-”

“It was- It was an accident; Ryan was trying to protect her from…” As he goes quiet, John resembles a child, innocent and confused.

“Who?” Mary could have easily guessed who it was, but she needed him to say it out loud.

“Stormfront.”

Gently placing a hand on John’s knee, Mary sighs deeply, “I think I understand now, I know you don’t like bringing her up, but can I say something?”

John doesn't try to argue, but instead nods, letting Mary speak.

“I'm only saying this as your friend, but she doesn't seem like a good life partner.” John turns his head away from Mary, as if he was trying to hide from her words.

“Getting outed as a Nazi, then leaving you to bear the brunt of humiliation, and public ridicule, while doing nothing to cushion your fall from grace…”

“It also sounds like she’s the reason you haven’t seen your son, Johnny baby use your head, next you’ll tell me she’s tried to run her Nazi spiel on you, that’s not love.”

John gives her those pathetic puppy dog eyes, and Mother has to be honest for a second, she kind of wants to throw up.

Playing with his fingers he still hasn’t looked Mary in the eyes. “She just needs someone to vent to; we are both all we have left.”

Moving closer Mary lays her head on John’s shoulder. “That’s not true you have me, and your son Ryan.

I'm sure if you could find a way to reach out, try to find him, you’d find that he needs you too.”

Looking up she can see a shimmer of wetness threatening to fall from John's eyes, he was shrouded in hopelessness.

Making her way up his body she sits saddled on his lap, snaking her arms around his neck, “Oh big boy, it’ll all be okay.”

Mary lays his head on her breast, giving him a squeeze. She lets him squeeze her back, relaxing into her touch as they sit for a while, every few minutes telling Mary little things about his son Ryan.

Beepbeepbeep

Mary jumps at the sound of her cell going off, “Ah, its August, I forgot have an interview today.” Dressing in haste Mother jumps out of her home clothing.

Handing John a remote she smiles, “I’ll be back soon, here if you want you can watch me.”

“Wish me luck.” She doesn’t wait for him to respond, as she lays a kiss on top of his head, making her way to her door entrance and waving goodbye.

Unsure of what to do now that she was gone, John turns on the television and waits.

Mother smiles at the talk show host’s faux sunny demeanor, and newly minted veneers. “Hello! everyone out there, tonight we’re here with the newest member of the seven.”

Looking like a wooden doll they gesture to Mother, “Would you like to introduce yourself to our audience right here and at home?”

Homelander’s eyes are glued to the screen watching Mother like a hawk, he wanted to see the fruit of Ashley’s labor.

Especially since all those PR lessons had been the reason Homelander’s calls had gone to voicemail.

“Hello, I’m Mother also known as Mother Mary, and Mommy to my really close friends.”

Homelander whispers under his breath to no one in particular, “That definitely wasn’t in the script.”

The host already slightly uncomfortable, looks to the cameras than back to Mother, “Wow we didn’t know that you were so flirty.”

Homelander’s lip lifts into a smirk at the same time as Mother’s, he had a feeling he knew where this was going.

Mother coyly bats her eyes while tilting her head, “I like to think I’m more than just flirty, I’m fuc-… actually, I don’t think I can say that while live, can I?”

Smile tight and on the verge of panicking, the host looks like they want to go to commercial, they try to stay calm, giving a hearty chuckle, “Not if you want to sell any dolls.”

Mother follows suit showing off her beautiful row of canines, “Well thank the heavens that I don’t give a fuck about dolls than, though I’d love to partner up with Real doll.”

The host was in full panic mode but with too much baby botox to show it, they try and steam roll pass Mother’s sharp tongue by acting seemingly amused.

“Wow you are very spicy, speaking of spice there have been some photos circulating around the web with you and your co seven member A-Train, is there something you’d like to tell us?”

The smirk on Homelander’s face instantly drops, shaking his head, he knew this would happen.

He should have put more effort in smothering their interactions, now the media was going to make a thing out of nothing.

Homelander looks back up at the screen, to see Mother looking confused, as if she truly can’t comprehend the question, nor the implications. “Like?”

Giggling like a child, instead of a grown adult with a fully formed frontal lobe, the host leans in with a theater whisper, “Is there an office romance of some type going on?”

Mother places her hand on her chest, scandalized. On her pinky finger, Homelander can see the ring he gave her and softly smiles.

“Between me and a train?” Homelander can’t help but laugh at how insulted Mother looked, “Fuc- How many F bombs am I allowed?”

Mother could see how distraught the host was and reveled in it.

Their smile was as bright as when Mother sat down, but the light had long been extinguished. “None, the first one was one too many.”

Running her fingers over her mouth, Mother pretends to be embarrassed, “Ah, okay then… No, he's a nice kid… but no.” She says, slowly shaking her head.

The host gives a shocked scoff, head moving back and forth like a marionette, “Kid? He's older than you!”

Leg bouncing in frustration, Homelander talks to himself once again, “What the fuck is their problem? She said no, move the fuck on.”

For the first time in her interview Mother seemed shy, but Homelander could see that there was something off about her sudden timid behavior.

Mother nervously fidgets with her fingers, “Yeah but… I don’t know maybe in 20-25 years, but at the moment he's just not my type.”

Eyes almost bulging out of their sockets, the host is close to intruding on Mother’s personal space.

Praying that Mother finally understood the assignment, they were in tears desperate for one appropriate answer. “Then what is your type?”

Demure act instantly shed, Mother smiles wickedly at the cameras, as if she had personally willed the host to ask that precise question. “Dads.”

Back from what a hysterical Ashley had called a failed interview, Mother walks by Homelander’s apartment; glancing over just in time to see a medical crew, wheeling a catatonic dark-haired woman out of Homelander’s apartment on a stretcher.

Smiling Mother skips to her apartment humming and softly singing, “You can tell by the way that I use my walk…”

Finding her apartment empty, with her TV still on Mary gets ready for the night.

Expanding her powers, she pauses for a second when she finds that Homelander isn’t in his usual creeping spot.

Matter of fact he wasn’t anywhere at all, laying down for the night she’s a bit worried but still brushes his unscripted behavior to the side.

It’s not until the afternoon arrives that John calls Mary, his tone nervous enough to put her on edge.

“Um, You talked about wanting to meet my son…” Unsure of where this was going she hoped for the best, “Yes…”

John says his next words with a little more confidence, “Can we stop by now?”