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Idia Shroud here.

Because of the a project of one of the teacher. We are task to write a journal about a topic of choice. It will be submitted in the end of year and it be a win win as it's a passing grade without going to class! 

I obviously refuse to miss out such chance to get the credits so here's the journal for the assignment. It have to be done through the traditional way of writing it to a piece of magical journal. 

That can only be open by anyone the owner wish to be able to read it. You can stick photos or doodles in it too. It's a pretty dope item. It's a petty money worth so it's good to use for this project.

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Introduction:

My name is idia shroud, the oldest brother of Ortho Shroud. I like to play games and I don't want to go to class because social interaction is far too much for me!!

My topic of interest is about the prefect of ramshackle—Prefect Yu. The protagonist that come from another world. It's an obvious choice as this journal could be the next anime hit if anything. Because I don't want to go out to the danger around the protagonist.

My little brother the best technomantic humanoid that I created will go write the part where there's a possible casualties. 

Through I made sure my little brother is properly safe through out it. Cause I built him different and not as weak as humans. 

There would be two type of things inside this book, one is about the journal and the other is about the observation. Honestly thinking about it what kind of things even going to be written in this little school project of mine? Well fate can only knows what could it be.

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(Date: September/23/202x)

The Ramshackle prefect have encounter two overblot so far since the arrive of his in the Night Raven college. Not only did he face one but two! Dorm leader who have overblot because of sequence of events to lead such way. Alas, the overblot are the villain and the protagonist is the protagonist. He obviously have a plot armor.

His assisted by his kitty cat Grim, Deuce Spade, Ace Trappola and other Heartslabyul when dealing with Leona Kingscholar. Because of a totally predictable outcome ( the protagonist winning against Leona cause of plot armor ) the prefect have once again save the day.

* A Picture of prefect Yu. Stolen from CCTV camera is stick in the edge.

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(September/30/202x)

Hello! This is Ortho shroud, I'm doing my brother journal for a while, for in person observation of the prefect Yu.

Today I went to befriend the protagonist who stared at me and nodding his head after what seems to be a whole minute. There's something odd about the protagonist Yu. 

He never once eat, drink or does anything that normal human does. I don't think he even bleed. But according to my scan, Yu. Seems to be someone who's clearly human. But he never did any human thing at all. Maybe it's a quirk of his kind back in his world? It's really strange and intriguing.

*There's a stick figure doodle of The protagonist and grim.

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#JOURNAL 03

it's Ortho again. 

I went to play with Yu. Who once again seems to take a whole minute before agreeing to play with Me. I wonder why he always need to stare at me that long. But the game we played is chess. 

Somehow Yu. Where going to win did not after pausing a bit, they stared at me again for whole 15 seconds before he made a wrong move that lead me to win.

"I can't believe a cutie like you defeat me." I saw how his eyes twitching when he said those words as if force to do so.

 "Say what does the winner wish for me to do?" His mouth is also twitching. "Can we play again next time?" I said as I Ignore the things I notice about him. 

"...play again huh?" He always takes a whole minute as if processing what I'm saying.

"Sure darling." His mouth twitching as he smiled. "I won't mind playing with you again." He took 5 seconds before he give a wink at my direction.

There's something odd about the prefect. it's not the fact his seems to be force to flirt with me by something but also the fact he seems to be good enough to win but choice not too. 

*A photo of Yu. Smiling face is pasted on the edge of the paper.

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(October/18/202x)

Idia Shroud here.

Today, my fellow club member and fellow Prefect Azulchi told me what happened with him with the confrontation with the prefect. He obviously overblot cause the prefect friends was victims of Azul scam business. 

"The prefect went and pulled out a gun." Said Azulchi when ask how did he lost. "Who even bring a gun to a magic fight?" He seems to not know thats possible scenerio.

"A magicless human who have access to weapons than magic." I said before he throw a +4 in the uno game were playing. 

It turn out Yu. Have access to guns with his limited money from the principal. How come he can bring a firearm with him? Maybe it's a protagonist thing. Or he brought it from Sam's shop.

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(October/20/202x)

Hello! It's Ortho Shroud.

Today I went to set on the same class as the protagonist Prefect Yu. Which happened to be Flying Class. Yu. Just seat in the corner while everyone fly. 

"Can I seat beside you?" I ask Yu. Who stared at me, and nodding his head without taking a while like before. He scout over the side and let me seat beside him.

"Do you wanna fly like them Yu.?" I ask him, I can carry them and fly up. If they want to experience it.

I need to gather data how they react in high places.

"Are you offering, Shroud?" Yu. Never really call anyone by the first name even his close friend he call them by the last name. I told him before it's fine to call me by my first name since there's two shroud in the school. But he said: there's two leech here too. But I call them both leech.

But he does call me nickname albeit a bit force by something.

"Yes. Do you want too?" I offer again to him and he nodded his head. He stood up and went on my back the moment he lean his chest against my back I notice something. Ah, is that supposed to be soft?' I thought as I carried him piggyback carry and fly up. 

I never really scan a person without permission. The head mage said it's bad to do so, so I carelessly don't. "Yu. Why is your chest soft?" 

"Why?" He seems to be laughing at how his tone went. "I'm a biologically female after all." He—no she says as the two of us in midair.

  "I never understood why everyone think I'm a guy. Just because I can't wear skirt as there's no skirt uniform. Doesn't make me a guy student." Her voice spoke right beside my headgear ear piece.

 "Shroud when are we going down?" She ask as I was looking through the school rule book and history to make sure about something.

Well, its not really that wrong to say it's not allowed for a female student to enrolled here. Yu. Is not technically enrolled by will. It's because of the circumstances that cause her to be enrolled here. She doesn't belong to this world either.

"Sorry I'll bring you down." After a long moment of processing I fly us down.

"Thanks." She step off me and start to walk away. not even looking back, she went to the direction of the teacher to excuse herself because she's going to the clinic for stomach pain.

Ah, Yu. Can't seems to be very good with flying. 

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Idia read the documentary of his younger brother for the 5th entre of the journal. He stared at the humanoid who's staring back at him with a raising brow. 

"...the protagonist is a heroine??" He wonder if he should correct the pronoun cause he might get cancelled and doxx online by certain people.

"She said so and probably is." The humanoid did want to scan her but she already running toward the clinic, looking green. "Are you still continue with her being your topic of interest big brother?" 

"Obviously, we already started." Idia can't abandoned the journal now. beside it just made the whole journal thing more interesting since there's a possibility of romance genre in the story with how there's one girl in a whole boys school. And his going to record it all!

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idia shroud here.

Today I'm going to school  totally not cause I was force to do so and probably would meet the heroine for the first time. 

(Will update later)

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Idia is walking in the hallway, which is rather empty? How alarming and forbidding as if something will happen to the lone person that happened to be walking alone in the hallway —Him.

"...~" There's a sound coming from one of the empty rooms. The oldest shroud just happened to pass by and saw a familiar figure facing the wall, as if under something. 

"Shit. This is not some thrilling genre right?" Idia mumble to himself, hiding from plain sight but went to peak at the heroine who's still facing the wall in an empty classes, with a slump shoulders that's seems to mean she's doing something. 

"...!! Fuck." The noise he heard seems to be pornographic kind as a whined come from the heroine who's shoulder is moving but they were just standing and seems to be fully cloths. What are they doing exactly??

Idia unconsciously learn closer to see what she's doing when he knock over the window that cause a loud noise, the window conveniently open and he slumped inside the room, groaning in pain and his bad luck.

"... A willing sacrifice have come towards me." He heard a voice spoke as set of feet stand in front of him. He dreadfully look up to have his eyes meet with engrossing and protruding d*ck. 

"!!!!? A-arent you a girl...!?" idia unconsciously swallow and back away. Yet something boiling inside of him. Seeing that erect and harden penis he wonder why he felt his pants getting uncomfortable tight.

"Ah, your hair... Your related to shroud." Yu. took a while before she let out a laugh that seems like those ara-ara oneechan in anime. It made the situation idia in even more increasingly arousing.

"I am a girl. Technically the situation I'm in right now is called [ futanarification ] cause of a certain circumstances... No, why do I have explain it to you, who's going to not remember anything anyway?" Yu. Stops explaining before staring with dark intent at her senior.

 Who felt being chained in place and unable to move further away from the approaching junior of his.

 "Ahah... Shroud. You can only blame your curiosity..." 

"H-help....?!!" his voice was not heard as the location they are in are under a spell that remove it from the interfering or being interfered by the outside world.

... 

"Haa... Mnnn ♡ ahh... ♡I'm being raped ♡ I'm being raped by the heroine♡♡♡" even so those where the words of the moaning blue and pink mess that being rammed from behind while his face is planted against the window, for anyone who wish to look up to see, such a whore he become the moment he was rammed by a girl d*ck.

Precum pouring out from his own dick that being squeeze against the dirty and cum drench wall.

 "Haa.. I'm going to cum ♡♡♡ I'm going to cum in my asspussy while being raped ♡♡♡" his head felt so empty, it's only full of the dick thats fucking him in his ass. He don't even care if his moaning or making a mess. 

"Ahh♡♡♡ what a good quality cocksleeve you are shroud ♡♡♡ I might get addicted to your service...♡♡♡" the voice of his penetrator felt an aphrodisiac that's making him felt even better.

She's enjoying his service? Is he just a fuck toy right now? Being use for pleasure... It's not so bad if it's like this ♡ his mind is totally been made into a bitch in heat. Can only think of cumming and being use like a meat hole by her girl dick. 

"Fuck me ♡ ah please use me ♡♡♡ ahhhh.mmmn use me more ♡♡♡ use me ms pwotagonist!!♡♡♡" each thrust is making him less intelligence and more of a bitch.

"Good ♡ what a willing fuck toy ♡ Im going to fuck your tight ass till it's loose and cannot live without my girl dick, shroud ♡" he felt her bite on shoulder blade. Making him as she painted his inside white, it felt so warm, it felt so good♡ 

"ahhhhh fuhiiii ♡ I'm being turn into a dick whore! ♡" blood pouring out from his nose from the intense pleasure as he collapse on the floor the moment Yu. Let go of him. His cum squirting out and making a mess on his stomach, face and the floor. His gaping hole drip with white thick cream.

"AHAHA ~ what a mess... What a filthy whore." idia felt his pulled up by the prefect by the hair who push him this time in the table, a finger plug into his dripping hole. Making him bent backwards from the sudden action of her.

 "Where not done, shroud." She flip him to face her, he still harden girl dick rub against his making him leak out precum by just contract with her.

"I-idia..." He mumble out before mewling cause of her penetration in his ass. "Idia? Is that supposed to be my current fuck toy name? AHAHAHA ... It doesn't matter what's your name, shroud. Your nothing but a toy for me today." degrading him and using him till she's satisfied. That's what she did yet he felt nothing but pleasure and addiction to the feeling being treated as such. 

She don't even kiss him, no why would she kiss him? His nothing but an onahole for her today. She even left him covered with her cum and bite marks not caring if someone will find him in such lewd position and ruined his reputation.

He only manage to move his weaken and use body to call for his brother who question what happened to him with anger in his tone but idia already lost consciousness by that time.

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I want to be the heroine toy.

*There's a dried wet spot and a photo of Yu. Thats ruined with cum. In the edge.

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I'm want to look for the heroine today♡

But I become a ruined toy that been thrown away by its owner... 

Yu. Pls. Pls. Use me again...

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Ortho stared at his older brother who's rather excited to go to class today after what happened to him a yesterday. No matter how much he ask him, he refuse to tell him who's do it to him. Telling him:

he likes it, that he want it to happen again. He needs it to happen again.

"Big brother let me help you! According to the databank your under aphrodisiac and love potion if the person made you this way!" His big brother become an idiot who can only think of his penetrator dick and being degrade to be nothing but a toy. 

"Aphrodisiac? Love potion? Ah. She needs to take responsibility then. To make me unable to live with her dick♡" 

"She...?" The humanoid clearly know there's only one girl in the campus but the event that happened to idia, that's not a girl can do. Is it one of those trans female then? If so, who do he need to eliminate to make his older brother this way!!

"Ahhh... ♡ haa... ♡ Ortho your big brother is nothing but cum toy ♡" his brother who was swallowed back the memories of that time, suddenly went and strip and jerk his harden dick and toyed with his ass with the dildo he made based on his memories of Yu's girl dick that filled his mind. 

"..." Ortho was shocked to see him to be in such vile and repulsive act on his own. 

"The shroud going to end with mee.... I can't cum unless it's her... " Idia cried pitifully as he find yet another useless attempt to cum through his dick. His mind, his body want to be fuck and use by Yu. 

"Such good unit but wasted one me♡" he rub his aching erection that leaks out precum but will cum cause he turn into cum sleeve that needed to be use by only one person.

 "*Hic... I want to cum I want to cum ...." He whined against his cover on his bed. Not caring anymore if his younger see him in such filthy position.

"Big brother." From behind the dildo he made was grab by someone and start to move, hitting his prostate in each time. Edging him yet he want to hear it. He want to hear her voice that hiding her moan and enjoyment of his service. 

< Shroud ♡ >

"Hicc...." His mind went blank as he remembers the voice of the prefect. His little brother who's trying to help him release those pent out arousal saw him cum a mess on the side of his bed.

Ortho scan his big brother brain wave and realize it's more calm than earlier. It seems his back to normal to say at least.

"Big brother only need to tell me the name of the person who did this to you, I'll eliminate them for ruining you." He pulled his big brother up to the bed to properly rest there.

 His older brother lost consciousness but it's good he seems better now. He stared at the journal on the side of the bed.

"Ah, big brother don't wrote entre #6. And this thing should been filled every other day too." Ortho sigh thinking what to do with this journal.

He cannot view the entre that was locked away by idia, so he thought it was not written at all.

 "Oh well, since big brother is out of service for a while. I'll go observe Yuu for him today too." He smiled thinking it be a great idea. 

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(November/07/202x)

Hello it's Ortho again.

Today I'm going to ask the prefect if she's ok to be recorded in big brother journal. Even through I felt it's quite late already to ask permission about something like this. But prefect and I become close friend. I will feel bad if I don't ask permission at least.

...

"Hello, prefect." I greeted Yu. Who stared up from the book she's reading: how to cook for dummies. That she put aside.

"Hello shroud." She smiled at me as she let me seat beside her. "Yu. I wanted to apologize and want to ask permission for something important." 

"Hmm?" She blink at me, tilting her head in confusion. Yu. Sometimes looks like she don't understand anything at all. But sometimes it felt she knows many things too. "If you tell me what it is, I can see what I can do about it." 

"My older brother have a project about writing a journal of someone of their muse or something like that. An interesting subject." I began and she listen to me. Yu. Is odd she seems to treat me like I'm someone who's equal footing and not that different from her. That I'm not a tool, accessories or a child that was brought by his brother to school.

 "You were the main character of the journal because big brother said your a protagonist. So it's situation start like that. That's why I want to apologize cause we already have 5 entre about you." I even give her the journal to review. 

She pause at an empty page, blinking for a moment before closing the journal and giving it back to me.

"Oh. Then no need to apologize I don't really see the problem." She chuckle not thinking what my brother and I did was anything bad. "Really? Then it's ok to continue?" 

"Hmm, but you can't write certain things. There's things I don't want to be documented about me." She stared at me. I can't help but gulp even so it's not something I should do since I'm a humanoid.

"L-like what ?" 

"I don't want someone reading about my confession to someone if your going to record everytime we talk." 

C-confession?!

"You like someone prefect?" I finally said after a moment of processing what she's saying. It most be the case she is too open to me and might admit she like someone and don't want to let the secret out.

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 "Okay I understand." The humanoid ended his recording for the journal as he stared at the prefect who smiled at him. 

"Like is a strong word... through I don't know if that's the case in this situation. But I felt the person I thought of is the only safe person to be around me. So I think his the best candidate to like." The prefect says while looking still at Ortho. 

"Maybe I can help you prefect. I can download some love advice from the internet." The humanoid who don't have experience in such things if not the things spread in the internet or the games or media that his brother consume. 

He would try his best if prefect need him to give an advice in such situations.

"I don't think that would help me. It's not even about Love and relationship kind of thing." She sigh a bit but thought of something.

 "Ortho." She spoke, calling him by his first name for the first time. Her voice rang and echoes inside of his head. it felt... Rather pleasant to hear her call his name.

He stared at her, she who always seems to be guarded against everyone, who's eyes normally doesn't show what she really felt —Is now staring at him with her emotions fully shown. She seems honestly opening up to him and being defenseless.

"There's something I'm hiding. I'm very dangerous around people. I only feel secure and not following such urge when I'm around you....

 Ortho shroud I think I come to realization your the only safe place in this school for me. So would you allow me to indulge in such safe place till I leave this place?" She confess to the humanoid who's process what she's saying.

 "I know it's kinda bad timing. No... I think it's a horrendous timing." She really felt she have made a huge mistake yesterday. It can't be help. 

She wasn't able to control it. Even when she tried to lock her self away from anyone, to not let anyone to come near her. 

The system played a huge joke on her and made someone become the unfortunate soul thats now ruined for all his sex life cause of her.

And it was the older brother of the only person that calm her untamed arousal and sexual desire—Ortho Shroud, that School mate of her that's keep approaching her for no reason. 

Clearly because his not human. Since his humanoid, she felt no urge to violet him, to ruined him. To mark him. What a safe guy to be around.

She thought till she fuck things up cause her sexual desire is too much to handle when its peak time.

 In those dare time she black out and her reasoning gone off the window. She will become a beast that will treat someone that they are nothing but her toy to use and break apart.

"Is there something wrong Yu? I can help you. Since you said I give you such comfort and solace then I'm glad I did. To have someone call me a safe place. How wonderful is that."

He was treated like everyone else. Well not really, as his the only one that Yu. called by the first name. Maybe his different for her.

"I—"

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System: you cannot say anything about the punishment Host and about system or else you'll be under another punishment.

——

She pause after hearing the monotone voice of the system. She stared at Ortho, why does the world want her to play as a bad guy. A hero that's secret sick in the head that want to do terrible things to people if they approach her. 

Such a foul and sick joke.

 She want to log out but she needs to finish the game task to do so. But it's too much time consuming thing, because She needs to deal with 7 overblot do so. 

"...no. I shouldn't bother someone about my trouble. Till then shroud... I'm sorry too." Her eyes become empty, the eyes that earlier looking at him with full honesty and defenseless is gone.

 She stood up and left, not caring if she left the book she was reading earlier.

Ortho watch her leave. Trouble by not just one person but two important people today. He don't know what to do. He really want to shoot down the one who did that to his older brother but his brother won't tell him who did it.

Yu. Said his the most comfortable and safe place for her. Yet she don't want to burden him.

Even as a humanoid with super computer brain, he cannot process what to do with such more deep problem like this one.

He felt those two seems to be treating him like a person yet not trusting him enough to share the trouble.

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Ortho felt that his big brother really have change. But he hide it from him. His mumbling about spying on 'her' and wondering if 'she' did it to someone else too.

 Checking the CCTV camera and even went as far putting drones to fly around with invisible magic lace on them to look for all angle. To look for that person his being obsess with. 

The humanoid little brother felt trouble. By the development of things. Because his older brother who refuse to go to class unless force went to class, because he might trigger an event where he will meet 'her' again. 

—But he keep failing, the person his wanting to meet seems to not want to meet him. It cause him to be in such depress state, mumbling again how his just use and abandoned. Ah his just a use and broken toy. 

"Big brother—" 

"I'm fine. Don't worry Ortho." But in front of his younger brother he will act like his fine.

There's nothing wrong with him.

 Or that he don't want to burden him. No, it's because he don't want his younger brother to know his secret. His younger brother will Kill Yu. If he knew who did that that vile to him.

"Okay." The younger brother sigh, he watches as his brother went and start to make something vulgar, something that can free him in the shackles his under. 

"I'll go and hang out with my friend, brother." The humanoid thought it be better to leave him be for now.

 He should take a space for himself or else he might decide to destroy the whole school to turn it upside down so the criminal who wrong his brother dies. 

It's just manual casualty if others dies along with that thing. But he don't want to harm his friend Yu. Because Yu and him are quite close now, they are now best friends. Yu continue to call him by his first name unlike everyone else. 

The heroine seems to really felt comfortable with him, solace with someone like him instead of humans. Such thought made his system flicker a bit with red colors.

 A tingling feeling that seems to run, an excitement, a happiness is filling his core from and to each wires and circuit inside his humanoid body. 

"Yu~" he called out to his friend whos back is turn from him but as he fly closer he realize the prefect is surrounded by rogue and delinquent of NRC.

"A magicless human like you, why do you get privilege?" She was grab by the collar, her body went rigid by the contact of the opposite sex. Her iris shrunk as if in deep shock and something else. 

"Ah.... Haha. " Instead of fear everyone thought the magicless human would felt in such moment being gang up by fae and beastman as well humans cause how unfair he is able to enter the school with special treatment. To be the prefect on his first day.

 Something like that, isn't he too favored? They all thought before they all decide to teach him a lesson when his alone without those Heartslabyul or that monster around him.

"HAHAHAHAH. " her laughter is not of a hero. But a villain. "You dare touch me? Hehe... AHAHAHA... big mistake." Suddenly there something that held everyone in front of her down to the spot. Unable to move as she gaze at them all. 

There's craze and frenzy In her eyes. Heat spread in each of those males core. As if a demon of lust have descended in front of them and now under his command. 

"I will ruined everyone of you today... " She reach out to the nearest person, her body is shaking out of excitement. It been a while since she have a taste of pleasure. She will dine today. Foolish men actually went and dare touch her? Ahaha♡ 

"H-huh—" the tiger beastmen who was reach out by the ramshackle prefect felt his apursal rise up, his head starting to feel empty and the mating season start to happen to all the beast men in the current situation. 

"NO! YU!! GET AWAY FROM HIM!!" Ortho a humanoid cannot feel the spell everyone is under but he have sense the Heat phenomenon that those beastmen are releasing. 

He knows Yu is a woman. If she dare stay in such situations, she will be ruined. Like his older brother! He can't let that happen!! 

"• gathering magical energy....100%... DONT TOUCH YU MAGIC BEAM!!"he grab hold of Yu. Pulling her to his arm as he deliberately miss everyone by a Millimeter but the danger have cause them to snap out and scrambled away, not from the humanoid who threaten them but the prefect who's clearly not human!

A demon! His clearly a demon!! 

It was almost everyone thought as they painfully run with erection and arousal still at it's peak.

"... Ortho." Yu. Slowly calm down. The feeling of wanting to violet the opposite sex calm down when she was in this humanoid embrace. Because she can't feel any way this robot can feel such way as he was not like human that have physical desire. 

"Thank you..." She felt tired. The system curse her cause she said to it: go suck my dick. When the system told her she cannot go home till she dealt with 7 overblot ( after the tutorial which is the phantom in the mines ) and have punish her by giving her a dick. 

Then the system who grant her wish that she only said out of hate and heat of the moment: WHY CAN'T THEY JUST GET DICKED DOWN AND MADE INTO BITCHES SO THEIR PROBLEM WILL BE GONE AND THEY CAN ONLY THINK IS GETTING FUCK AND BE FUCKED. LIKE BROKEN DOLL WITH MORE USE AS FUCK TOYS THAT THIS CRAPPY OVERBLOTS.

( she said this after riddle overblot and have hated how his such a pussy and short temper. Cannot accept that his such a bitch who think crying will save him being at fault. Sure your mom is strict but don't be shitty to people cause of it. )

system: okay, host you shall be granted that as award for this arc reward.

Yu: hey I don't say I want that as an reward!!??

System: system already generate it and updated this body for it.

Yu:.... Am I fucking hentai protagonist or a fake otome click bait protagonist?

System: do you want it to be? You can get skill of making people fall for you after you "dick" them down, unable to move until you have your way with them, as well energy to do it like rabbits. It's a starter pack for one.

Yu: sure sure I REALLY WOULD LOVE THAT/sarcasm.

System: you have accepted the hentai protagonist package. Congratulations to host being the first one to be two type of protagonist. Let's save the world and fuck some bitches. *Confetti.

Yu:... Do you not know sarcasm?

System: •system is under maintenance please chat after maintenance.•

"Yu? Are you okay now?" She felt cold surface on her face as she look up to Ortho who's giving her a cold soda. "Please drink this to calm down. I brought it from the soda machine. It's the nearest water source." The humanoid worriedly stared at the prefect who was sleeping just now but she keep frowning In her sleep.

She most been having a nightmare. The situation most have scared her too much.

"...Ortho is really the best." She smiled thinking how the stupid Hentai protagonist halo doesn't effect him because his not human, beastmen or fae. His really her safe heaven in this hellhole.

"But I almost come too late Yu. If I don't come in hurry..." You could end up like what happened to my big brother. I still did not find the culprit who did it. 

That person might do such thing to yu too. His brother cannot think straight but the criminal who wrong him, his big brother think his not wrong. 

The only wrong that happened to him, was that he was abandoned by the one who let him experience such delight and sinful pleasure. 

"Ortho thank you... When I'm around you, the demons seems to be purified." She haft jokingly state but she's really glad.

Maybe because he seems like someone who will never and probably will never felt indulging in lust. So his touch is safe, his presence is serenity.

"I'm glad, I can help you, Yu." He felt happy for the first time after being trouble by his two precious people. His best friend and his big brother.

"..." Yu remember something. She can't help shed tears and really want to curse that damn system. She shouldn't be comfortable with Ortho cause she did something terrible to him, specifically his older brother. She seat up laying on his lap. 

"I need to go back to the dorm. See you later shroud." Sometimes when she's too stress out by something, she return to calling him by his surname.

 Ortho watch her leave again, there's an empty feeling that's seems to be digging a pit Inside his core. Yet when he check his system there's nothing wrong on it.

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The heroine laughter is really nice. 

She sleep like a sleeping beauty. 

She seems really fearless even the sight of danger. 

Yet she said Ortho Shroud keep her demon in check.

- Ortho. 11/20/20xx

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hello! This is Ortho.

I wanted to see if the protagonist can save my big brother from the pit of despair his experiencing because I learn thats usually the job of protagonist. The heroine in the shoujo anime and novels to help the possible love interest. 

Big brother is clearly a love interest. 

( I wonder if I'm a love interest too) I hope Yu. Can help him. This is why I have invited Yu to go home with me and my brother. So she can help him in more secluded place.

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"Go visit your home with you?" The prefect stared at the humanoid at their usual meeting spot. "... To help your older brother?" She don't think that's a good idea. To begin with it's HER FAULT his in that type of situation. "I don't think it's a good idea.".

"Please prefect... Please Yu. I really think big brother really losing it. I can't find the culprit to eliminate them, to make them regret what they did to him. I want to end them. No ending them is too merciful. I need to make them pay for it. I just downloaded 1000 ways to torture someone too." The look of anger in his eyes really show he mean what he said. There's a nagging feeling inside of him, that the culprit is close and he just refuse to acknowledge it. 

"..." The culprit of the crime suddenly felt like she want to never set foot again near the oldest shroud or let Ortho know she did it.

Somehow she question why he doesn't know it was her at all. Thankful he doesn't. 

"I can't. There's things needed to be done. And I don't feel comfortable with men that I'm not close with." She barely able to handle her urge around her first year friend because she treat them as siblings and brothers.

As long they won't cross that line she can stay being friends with them.

"Aw... But school is pretty boring in the break right? Would you and grim really be ok?" 

"...yes." there's an overblot arc as stated by system. I rather not want to miss it out and be stuck in this damn game world and can't log out for who knows how long.'

Yu thought while flipping the page of: how to cook for dummies that was returned by Ortho who pick it up before.

"Don't worry about me, Ortho." She stated before they part ways.

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sadly the prefect did not agree to come with us back to the island of sorrow. That's why there won't be another journal tackling the prefect for a while cause it's break.

Through when we arrive home, big brother busy himself with something in his workshop, mumbling about how his losing patience with certain person. He don't even notice the cake that was left for his birthday. Big brother is too busy to even play games. 

He seems to really under such obsession and craze about certain criminal. 

If Yu have come with us, there should be a cute party of the three of us since mom and dad have a meeting with the Olympus family. It always happens on big brother birthday. It's really annoying.

-Ortho (December 14)

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we're finally back to the NRC! 

I heard from rumors that there's another overblot that happened in scarabia. It seems Jamil Viper have overblot. It's a good thing prefect was there to save the day. What a hero she is.

the holiday did not help my big brother get over the thing his under. It's really WORRISOME. why can't he just tell me who did it?

-Ortho (January 04)

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big brother acted strange today, he went out so early than usual. But he did not go to class but rather he went and followed Yu all day.

I don't know big brother is going to do observation part too. But I have to make sure his going to be okay, since the protagonist side always tend to be dangerous cause how much drama they attract like a magnet.

Hopefully Yu, won't think we're some creep following her.

-ortho (January 06)

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Sometime later after the holiday and the Scarabia Arc. 

While walking in the hallway, she suddenly was pulled by someone and was force into a room as the door was shut. She saw a glimpse of blue flame and already knew who it was. 

"Am I disgusting? Do you hate using a use toy?" Craze and depravity in his eyes. Yet seeing her so close to him he can't help but smile. 

"Please use me again. Please....!!" Someone like him who's a child of a esteem family went on his knees to beg a magicless human, now she's not a human. She's is his owner. 

"If you don't I will ruined your reputation like you wanted to do to mine." If begging doesn't work, he will use force. he already given her chance to take him back if she doesn't still. his left with no choice. 

"..." She just stared down at him. He felt his dick throbbing just by her gaze. She's a demon isn't she? Clearly she's a demon of lust! What saint from another world. Clearly she's a lust demon, a hentai protagonist!!

 "Ah, right... your ortho's beloved big brother. I thought I was looking at a whore." Yuu who finally spoke said the first thing that comes to her mind.

 Internally she's panicking cause THIS IS ORTHO BIG BROTHER, THE ONE SHE VIOLATED SOMETIME AGO!! AGH. Ortho going to loath me if I do something again to this thing.... Ahem. guy.' Yu felt trouble with this person being a bother to her right now.

Yu: system what's wrong with this guy? Is this the effect of the skillset ?

System: yes and he did not experience cumming since you and him part ways. Only you, the Hentai protagonist can save him! Make him cum and make him your bitch!!

Yu:

Yu: the latter part is not needed. 

"Fine. Since your ortho's friend I'll help you." Ortho said, his big brother cannot produce an heir anymore cause he only want cum In his asspussy. 

What a bother.' I thought before I reach out to touch him, no I don't need to do it. this shroud have a weird effect on me. it's the opposite his brother give. Maybe that's what he got use by me that day.

"I'll help you go back being a man by making you cum from your dick." She smiled at him before the room where in have been locked away by the system. Not realizing someone have followed idia to this room and was inside the room looking at them with amber eyes. 

...

"The heroine is touching me♡♡♡ ahhh... ♡♡♡ it felt so good.♡♡♡ I'm going to cum on my useless big dick for the first time after week...!! Cwummin ♡♡♡" the noise that the person stuck laying on the table echoes in the room. His head feel lightheaded. the hand holding his cock seems like a pussy ( lol how would he know that, his a dick virginity who only experience was being use as cum dump by his owner ) is squeezing him, making him release the pent up semen that been stuck inside his balls for who knows how long because his unable to cum with his hand or any wanking material in the weeb or his room.

",ahhh I'm cumming ♡♡" his slutty moaned is too loud. His really enjoying himself, no enjoying is understatement. this is heaven!! Heaven! Why can she the heroine make him cum so easily..even by being stared by her, he felt precum leaking out.

 Now his making a mess on her gloves hand and on her cloths, she now smell like him. Seeing her cover in sperm, he felt like his marking his property. Why Cant she be his♡? Please. Please. He will give you everything!!

"Stinky...." The prefect grumble as the stench of the cum of her senior is making her irritated. The smell is making her want to fuck him for it. "Since you already cum. I'm going to leave." She needs to leave now!!

"No!!" He hug the heroine, inhaling her scent made him thirsty and wanting her more. "I saw what you did to those students... You were going to make them like me... No. Your not allowed to fuck anyone but me!!" Just thinking about you touching someone else. Making them feel the euphoria and sinful pleasure you give. It made him mad, no. His livid.

He always watches you, who's comfortable and all friendly with, his innocent and oblivious younger brother. 

—he was Your so called safe place yet you don't want to be around idia, denying each time Ortho innocently invited you to go to his big brother room to hang out. Ortho doesn't know that his watching everything he sees, everytime he went to see you to play. 

Ortho doesn't know His older brother notice how he seems to really like the Heroine, no his poor little brother have fallen for her cheap trick of Innocents act. 

"Your not a cute heroines that all good in many ways. Lol your hentai protagonist aren't you? You most have some cheat skill that cause me to be this way. Hahaha. You think I don't study everything you do and say? Heehee... heroine... You need to pay for trying to seduce my little brother too."

His younger brother who's watching all this. He have his arms around Yu. Despite being the one who have upper hand on him before is still smaller and shorter than him. 

"Your body is so lewd, heroine." One of his hand grope your boobs. Ah it's so soft♡♡ she's not wearing a bra under it!! How lewd ♡ and the other pulled you closer by the butt.

"........." Your slowly losing your patience with this damn bitch. Touching you after you should him mercy and tried to turn him back to being a guy who can't cum in his dick from being a cum dump of your a few weeks back. 

"What's wrong perverted protagonist? Can't you accept such L and your truth to be let out? Ahaha. You should have not made me this way, you could only blame yourself for your own demise."

 Idia want you to lost control. He knows your losing your patience and mercy on him because the arousing scent that trying to make him stay on his place is resurfacing again. 

He don't want your so called kind and sweet act of heroism. No! He want you to rail him and fuck him so hard again that he will see stars. He want his little brother to see who you really are. You filthy liar who's corrupting his younger brother after using him, Ortho's precious big brother.

Do you want both of them? Ah, what a selfish and egoistic of you. Well if you beg him, he and his brother might let you have them both.

"What type of bullshit are you trying to put me in, shroud?" He was forcefully push by Yu who use her stupid skill to detain him in place.

"I'm not interested in you. I'm not interested in anyone here in this stupid fuckin world to be anyone's. You think I'm seducing your brother? HAHAHAH... far from it. Why would you think a friendship of opposite gender leads to something like lousy as love?" Her hand was on his neck. She's really want to make him stop breathing so those vile thoughts will shut up. 

"I'm not interested in you or ever be, or your crappy scenerio. Hmm. It doesn't matter if you two hates me. Ah. You think I care? LMFAO. Let's get real here." She let go of him, turning his back on him. He want her to not do it but he can't move. Something stopping him again. "No one will blindly believe everything is like a damn anime or novel. This is not like those type of crap. Lmfao."

"Ortho." She called out to the one she notice was watching them from the upper level of table. 

"No. I shouldn't call you that anymore. Since the jig is out. The criminal your looking for was in front of you all this time." She's sick of trying to hide it. "Come and try to end me, youngest shroud." Her gaze no longer show her emotions. It's nothing but blank and empty state. 

"...Yu." Ortho come out of his hiding spot, there's a conflicted look on his face. He don't want to harm his friend. But she's also the sinner he is looking for.

"How boring. Stop dragging it on. I'm giving you a chance to shoot me down. Yet your not doing anything." Yu rolled her eyes, she can't believe this character would have second thought of doing what he always wanted to do to the culprit.

"Since your not doing anything. I'm leaving. Do not come near me anymore. Go on and tell everyone what you know about me. Do you think I give a fuck? No. The reputation doesn't matter to me. Your thoughts doesn't matter to me... I'm going to fucking leave a bad review on this damn thing once I'm back home." She mumble the last part as she left the room.

Idia was released from the chain that bound him in place. "Big brother." Ortho fly toward his brother who's having a panic attack cause you left him again.

 Why do you always walk off and never turn to look at him? Ah, is it cause his below you? You really won't use a used goods?

"Breath. Please." The humanoid id trouble again by Yu and idia. "*Hic... Ortho. I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I want her I wan t her I want her I want her..." His older brother once again sound like a broken tape, crying and sobbing because his abandoned again.

Based on his understanding in the situation if Yu really the culprit who did that horrendous thing to his big brother and was about to do it to those bullies then for just touching her.

She most been too nice to idia to not do it again cause Ortho is her friend. Maybe thats why he can't bare to harm her. 

"But big brother, Yu seems to hate you." He don't want to break the harsh truth but that's clearly what he sees.

"It doesn't matter if she did. Fuhee... I have enough waiting and being nice." His going to lock her up then force her to use him. His going to make her be in the same state as he is in right now.

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My big brother decide that the protagonist is going to take responsibility and be taken away by us. Because it's the most Kind punishment for being such a vile demon as big brother quotes.

I don't understand the problem in deep as my big brother does. Because usually people would sue someone. But big brother unlike what he told the heroine. To spread her dirt to the world. He refuse and did not do so. 

Obviously if people knew about Yu dark side. People would flacks around Yu and there's no way she will notice us anymore. Yu is after all the protagonist. She is bound to have eventful and colorful harem as big brother quoted. 

Big brother is the only one who think that was an issue. How could that Been an issue? For Yu who only have one victim of her uncontrollably lust and sexual desire. Is big brother and she told me she's not comfortable with just anyone. And she don't want to do it with just anyone. Everyone makes her uncomfortable. Only I won't make her be in such state. 

-ortho.

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Today Yu whos supposed to be the manager of the NRC sing and dance group was not in the practice. She once again MIA.

HOW IS SHE DOING THIS EXACTLY?

There's so many mystery about Yu. Based on the data gather from Ortho interaction with her. She's clearly a cheat code not just being a hentai protagonist with a dick.

She can hide from CCTV camera even so Ortho was clearly talking to her before. Ortho once told me she wasn't in the hallway where that fateful day happened. 

She was somewhere far from that location. He ask around, they said Yu where sleeping in the forest behind the school.

That's full of crap. That heroine never sleeps. How would I know? Ahaha. Ramshackle is not the securing place if someone did sneak in after all. She's not even her bed when night come but rather just doing the most random things in her room.

• Making a fort before destroying it
• Reading that how to cook for dummies 
• Playing uno with ghost and winning each time.
• Throwing middle finger into something she can see but others can't.
• Etc.

It's just the small things she does on her room instead of sleeping. She doesn't even know I was spying on her at all with invisible cloak I invented.

Clearly that prefect is not human.SHES A DEMON! And I'm going to own her. Hehe.

-Idia Shroud.

* A pic of Yu throwing a middle finger at nothing with a very frustrated face is stocked in the corner of the page.

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Vil Schoenheit have notice there's something odd about how constant Ortho have went to look for the protagonist and start to not tell where she is. He already deem the shroud as a creepy stalkers. What did he know? He knows nothing. Protecting that cock bitch will not get him anywhere.

Why does that Heroine have so many love interest that willing to save her. Don't joke on me. This full of crap as she stated. She's not interested in anyone. So Vil Schoenheit shouldn't even dream of stealing such a fine succubus from me! 

She's mine!! It's her fault for ruining me, making me in such state where I can't live without thinking of her each moment. That vile and wicked witch. She did this to me that's why she should take responsibility and not run away from me. 

You can run for now. I will crip your wings and lock you in a bird cages once I caught you heroine. And once we do we shall have lots of wonderful time together.

I know my younger brother is seduce by you. You filthy whore went and seduce two brothers? You want to steal my younger brother from me? No! You will not. You can't take him from me. You have to respect the tradition. You need to take the oldest first before you can marry the youngest. 

Hehe... Ortho. Doesn't understand anything his feeling right now. Maybe his going to gain an alter ego and gain his own sentient cause of that dick girl heroine. Maybe I should be a kind big brother and help him. Putting a function where the whore sword can go through should be easy. Then we three can have lots of fun together for sure ♡

Just thinking of having threesome with Yu and Ortho. Makes me hard. Yu is such a seductress, so worthy of her title being a hentai protagonist. Even went and seduce me while she's not even here.

*There's a dried wet  mess in some part of the paper.

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-Yu-

I stared at Vil who's overblot form is slowly killing everyone. At least I think so. Everyone trying to fight back but I think poison is getting on their system.

The reason the fight is hard to behind with is my fault. Because I violated so many system rules. because system doesn't like how often I used the teleportation manual exchanging for additional increase of level in the next arc. I don't want to meet any of the shrouds. So it's doesn't matter, beside in the end of the day I won't die from it. Those people aren't people but npc. They'll just respawn at the save point.

Yu: what's worse. Poison or aphrodisiac.

System: host, one kills you physically and be in heaven while the other can make you feel heaven without dying.

Yu: I'm stupid asking a stupid question. 

System: don't worry host, I gotten use to it.

Yu:.... >:(

...

-THIRD POINT-

The heroine removes her gloves that she gotten as an award. Put it away and went to touch the nearest person beside her—Ace.

"Wtf. What's with the sudden touchy touchy." He honestly don't think the prefect will go and do something weird cause they probably end up dying today. 

"...you can consider this as cheat code." Yu mumble sighing as she stared at Vil.

"I wanted to try if I can do it against an overblot." She can feel the uncontrollable urge.

"Trappola remember to knock me out without touching me if things gone west." She instructed ace who nodded not understanding much but it seems Yu have an hidden ace in her sleeve.

"Sure—" as he said that everyone heat boiling inside of them. It was rather the explicit type of heat but along with that burning sensation they can't move.

Just like them the enemy also experience the same thing, the scent that left them breathless and with a dry throat. 

"Ah♡ w-what vile thing is this...!?" The proud tyrant of beauty suddenly fall down on his knees. his head become light headed, his anger and furry is forgotten but something else is troubling him.

Well, his not the only one who's in such situations. Anyone under the radius that view Yu. Experiencing such intense desire, thirst for something that is making their brain blank. 

"Come back senior." Yu stood fearless in front of vil, her hair is corrosive and tainted by poison coming from Vil unique magic and rampage. 

"Get away from me or die!!" The tyrant of beauty want to slap her away.

"Oh beauty, you may try." She smirk while looking down at him.

"But last I checked, [ players ] can't truly die." the look of confusion on her senior face as he cannot hear the word with [] as it's censored by system. It is breaking the fourth wall after all.

"You're adorable." Yu held him by the chin. Vil eyes can't help but lock gaze at this junior who seems to have entrancing aura around him. "Bow down now to the [ only player of this world ]." Not caring if her hand have turn black, she tried to change the anger and furry Into something else. 

"Here to entertain. but fear not, I bring no pain." Just as she said that, the poison and pain everyone felt disappear. Pain and pleasure have a thin line difference. But if you knew your math, you can just remove them all together with enough of each to equalize them.

"Under my spell. were stuck in paradise." One of the beginner package of a normal type protagonist is being able to have background of flowers or flowers blooming when around them.

Yu never really touch it cause it's gross as hell.

That's why it's pilling up as it's a daily award thing. Now she just use it and the whole stage that's destroyed suddenly become a flower field that let out scent that calm everyone down and relax them.

"... Yu? " Vil finally snap out of it. suddenly Yu let go of him and the whole flowers and everything that looks like paradise disappear like it's an illusion of their mind but the poison is gone, except from the one that's coating Yu's hand into a black painful mess. 

"What was that?" Ace was surprised but he saw yu's hand that's turn black from poison and was about to approach him. When Yu give him a look, petrified him in place.

"don't fucking come near me." She demanded before running away. "Yu!" Ace and deuce was about to chase after their friend but was stop by rook. 

"The event just now was a bizarre way to snap someone out of overblot. But using lust against anger. Something like that, probably rebounded on them as no one suffer casualties of aphrodisiac."

Vil who realize what type of smell he inhale earlier was mumble which made everyone who now realize what they felt the heat was earlier was lust and arousal.

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Idia felt something have landed on top of him, who's trying to see where Yu have gone too after the so called heroic act they did by the drones. 

"Ha......" Familiar voice spoke beside his ears, he felt his body reacting the scent of aphrodisiac entering his nostril is making him stupid the more he inhale it.

"I can't see anything." He heard her mumble before he felt her touching him from behind. Touching his hair, his face, his neck and her hand went under his jacket. Her touch left him breathless and gasping. 

"Ah. It's idia." The moment his name spoke by her, he fuckin know it. This damn protagonist is a succubus that owning him by just saying his name. Damn it. It's so unfair!!

"I can't take anymore..." Her breathing is uneven. His pants suddenly get pulled down.

"S-STOP!!" he realize his going to be use and thrown off if he let her get on her way.

"Don't touch me! Only my girlfriend can do something like that!!" Maybe because she's weaker cause of the poison, she was now the one being pinned down by him.

"...ah, you can still move?" She mumble feeling too drown to the lust that's debuffing her. "Annoying. I don't want to start relationship with a toy I already use before. You cant offer much to me if I used you already. "

"Heartless. Can't believe I'm hearing this from a protagonist. You most be those damn playboy type of protagonist who think she can make a harem of everyone good looking. Your sick. Sicker than someone like me."

"I'm not even little bit interested making Romance with any of you [ NPC]. Why would I bother doing something unfruitful. In the end you will not remember it. It's always the case for [games] that's under [beta test]."

"???" Some of the words spoken by Yu have been censored and end up as Beeping sound. "Yu?" Idia watches as She suddenly was under system punishment for spouting out something she shouldn't.

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System: host your under punishment for how many times you have broken the fourth wall for mentioning things you should.

System: please confess your love to the person in front of you as punishment. ^⁠_⁠^ MAKE HIM YOUR BITCH AS YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE WEEKS AGO!

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"I-... HELL NO!!" she was about to say something she might escape from so she went and knock herself up by hitting her head in the wall.

Successfully doing so but bleeding out and under a poison debuff. 

"That acceleration was too fast even for the most shitty anime I watch." The prefect of Ignihyde mumble before poking Yu whos unconscious but then suddenly a twisted smirk appear on his face.

"Ortho. We're going back to the island of sorrow." He told his brother who was watching everything but you did not seems to notice him as the poison have effective your eye vision as one of the debuff. 

"I understand big brother." He honestly think the current situation is quite troublesome. Hopefully Yu would be fine. Even so she's not human a crack in the skull and being under a poison is not a good mix at all!' Ortho thought as he message the styx to send a transport that fast enough to take them back as quick as possible.

Because using the mirror would arise suspicion from everyone else, especially how busy it is. The security is high.

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The protagonist is under a very bad curse That seems to decaying her body, so we brought her back to the island of sorrow.

It cause some issues of how the prefect have gone missing after that day of the festival. But they can't do anything about it, because the prefect is under the care of Styx now. The health care of Night Raven college cannot help even a bit at Yu situation after all. 

Yu have stayed unconscious since that day. 

Yu I hope you'll be ok.

-ortho.

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There's some schoolmates that come to island of sorrow today. They were taken by Charon. The overblot individuals of NRC or the SSR troublemaker of NRC gather together because it's just a protocol to test if they are really okay and to see if we can gather their data of the time where they are in overblot state. 

Vil Schoenheit the moment he saw big brother and me have questions us:

"You two, you guys disappear the day the prefect have gone missing. Did you two take him too?" 

"Prefect?hehee... Why do you guys have trouble thinking of someone when you guys are all stuck here." Big brother rather defensive, he don't want the topic of the prefect to be brought up. 

"Yu is under medical care. Is not able to meet any living beings. At any cost. But the prefect is doing fine after the poison have stabilize." I felt it's just fine to tell them, they are Yu friend too.

 "Ortho!" Big brother was surprised that I told them that Yu is here too. 

"... poison..? So his still under the curse." 

"That's right, the prefect went and save the day a few days ago. And end up in a bad state. The so called team mate can't even win the sing and dance competition that's against a goodie two shoes and his 7 toddlers from RSA. And all those time, The wanna be sleeping beauty the prefect did not wake up, that bitch will not wake up even there's 9 magnitude earthquake if I knew better. Hehee." Big brother mouth spout out words that lead Vil to glare at him.

 "Heehee. You losers aren't allowed to visit the prefect." He added. "Because I'm the boss of this place." He proudly says pointing at himself.

"It's also cause it's bad for you guys. You'll end up crazy like big brother." I added, giggling at their confusion. "No one wants to take care of such pain so willingly like I do." It's also because big brother is important to me I cannot yell to him before that: YOUR UNDER A POTION? CLEARLY UNDER A LOVE POTION? Idia Shroud your a smart and a genius in potion too fix yourself!? 

But big brother will not listen to me anyway if I said that to him. Whatever. It doesn't matter.

"...Ortho can you please stop letting out secrets like that!!' big brother whisper yell at Me, I just chuckle. Big brother reaction is funny.

 The only reason I'm telling them this cause ai are supposed to warn people about something bad that will happened. 

—No, it's more likely. They shouldn't be curious like big brother and end up like him. There's already far too many that likes Yu. No need for more.

Then again, once Yu and I become friends again. I can be the only safe haven for her again. Because big brother is still wronged by her, maybe I can make her get use to him. Or just use him as he wanted to be. 

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There's something that have happened today that let the whole place lock down by me.

But thankfully I can still watch over Yu while it all happened because there's a holographic hologram in the room that was installed by big brother since I'm the only one that can watch over Yu. It be good if Yu wake up when we won. Then no one will take Yu away. Then Yu can be safe with us, with me

Because we won't allow Yu to be around anyone else but me, big brother and brother Ortho.

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The arrival of Rook and Epel was the cause of the catastrophe. No, it was Vil Schoenheit words that did it. Things have went to West Since then and the protagonist who's arguing with the system did know of this but the system will not let her wake up yet.

Yu: this is dumb. 

System: host, if you told him you would be fine dating him as system have put punishment on you to do so, then this will never Happened.

Yu: that guy character seems low-key unstable do you not see that? If I agree to something like that, that's the dumbest thing a player would do. It's game over. I felt his the one who's going to overblot today too. Your shitting me. You did this him, you wanted to make my gaming life hell, that's why when your suppose to keep everyone away that day, you made him slip into the room.

Your biased sure is not showing. I won't be surprised to know your his creation and some shit and trying to shit me over it cause you want this to happened. Bullshit. I'm not into npc, game characters and unrealistic expectations to someone or something that is not real. 

System: system creator and all about details about system is classified information.

Yu: I never fucking ass (ask)

System: incorrect. You did fuck an ass. You have fuck an ass which Belong to—

Yu: shut up.

System: host your time to wake up will be postponed again for whole 1hour now your current time is 143h 30m 56s for being rude to the system.

"YOU MIGHT AS WELL TELL IM IN COMA FOR LIFE!?" she yelled at the system who just ignored her.

Yu stared at the damn system while she's in the white space for a waiting room.

 "Whatever." She went and just play some dinosaur run that offline browser offer while she wait cause she's getting bored staying in this place.

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After sometime. System spoke up again.

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System: you can wake and reduce your time out timer by a 99% if you enter the dating sim route and make someone your love interest.

Yu: ace then.

System: his not here.

Yu: deuce then.

System: his not here.

Yu: jack then.

System: his not here.

Yu: Divus Crewel then.

There was a long moment of silence. Yu cross her arms cause of the loading screen on the system screen after she said that name.

System: not Epel Felmier??

Yu: not that close with him to say him.

System: Divus Crewel is your teacher. Do you really want to do teacher- student type of sim date?

Yu: his a 10 and smash. 

System: please don't harm anyone.

Yu: the only thing that harming him is his reputation if I do him. (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)

System: system doesn't allow teacher -student genre.

Yu: bullshit your going to make me have a very specific choices huh? It's always this crap that will shit me in game. Then you and I going to stay here cause I will mention everyone but those the people I felt your biased on.

System: sure host, system have lots of time too.

Yu: Epel 

System: not allowed. 

Yu: Leona Kingscholar. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡ )

System: you want to be a princess?

Yu: I could be queen too if we poison his big brother and nephew.

System: system will add another 1h for such cruel act against characters.

Yu: I ONLY SAID IT. I DONT DO IT YET!!

System: then system will only add 30m.

Yu: fine. Sebastian then.

System: ???????????? System doesn't know any Sebastian.

Yu: ah my bad. I'm supposed to say what grim called him huh. As if IM NOT THE ONE WHO WAS ASK AND ALLOWS TO CALL HIM ANY NAME WITH. HUH? It's Tsunotarou.

System: not allowed. You'll die with two.

Yu:?????????? ( ͠° ͟ʖ ͠°)

Yu:two? What if I want two?( °͡ ͜ʖ°͡ )

System: you can take certain characters if you want 2.

There's another long silent where Yu dawn in realization about something. This dam. System have been too obvious about something. Not even hiding it That good at all. Their favoritism about certain characters.

Yu: your not secretly Ortho are you?

System: system private information is not allowed to be disclose to anyone and just anybody.

Yu: that's sound like fucking crap to me. YOUR FUCKIN ORTHO AREN'T YOU?

System: system is not fucking Ortho shroud. That's impossible to happen. Unless you mean other Ortho shroud.

Yu: HELP ME!! YOUR A FUCKIN SHROUD OMG. WTF? HELLO? NO ONE TOLD ME THIS DAMN GAME IS SELF AWARE? HELLO? TECH SUPPORT!! I WANT TO CHANGE SYSTEM. THIS ONE IS TOO BIASED!!

System: system is not fucking shrouds either. System is not that too high spec to do orgy like the hentai protagonist will do one day.

Yu: YOU AND YOUR BULLSHIT. YOUR REALLY A DAMN SHROUD HUH? WHICH ONE IS IT? THAT BIMBO OR THE ROBO ONE.

System: system private information is not allowed to be disclose to anyone and just anybody. Unless your not just anyone and anybody.( ͡¬᎑ ͡¬)

Yu: ./.

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"The world can burn. I don't care. It's just a game anyway. Bohoo. Go cry about it." She give a middle finger to the system screen who told her she will have another hour added for disrespectful attitude. Obviously she ignore it and went to play her dinosaur run again.

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System: ^⁠_⁠^ host, the system manager is so nice. They lift your penalty for being such a delinquent host. So you can wake up now.

Yu: cant you tell your manager I want to change system cause your fucking biased.

System: can't do. We're bounded till you did your quest host.

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"I call bullshit when I see one." The protagonist mumble when she wakes up from what seems to be a hospital bed. She look around the room, removing the wires and machine connected to her body. The sound of the beeping irritated her. 

So she take out her gun that she brought with system points and shoot it. She so frustrated about the situation, she's livid. The system is full of crap and clearly trying to set her up.

"Yu?" She heard a voice spoke from behind her. She loaded her gun and shoot that person who spoke even she knew who it was.

 "Ah— please be careful with firearm. There's some worker here that might be in danger cause of it." There's no dent to the gear of the humanoid who did not even dodge it but was surprised she would attack him with her gun.

"So what? Ahaha... I don't care about anyone's life. I don't even care if I have crack this body head open just to escape being such lousy confrontation with your older brother, shroud." She let out a mocking laugh as she reloaded her gun. "Say how many bullets does it takes to destroy you?" 

"Well, technically none of my gear is in the room. So that's impossible and the mare bullet of your gun cannot do damage to any of it. My gears after all created with the best material beneath the ground." The humanoid hologram doesn't think much of her words.

 He think she's just so stress by everything, being kidnapped and waking up in such strange place would lead people to think such way.

Through, where did she hide that gun from? Clearly it was not on her when he did her body scan for any weapon and dangerous object. 

Yu is really a protagonist, so many cheat code that even he a humanoid with super computer brain cannot determine them all.

"It's useless to talk to you then." She was about to leave when she realizes the outfit she have is too much annoying to walk around. Who the hell put her In an erotic weeb for sure inspired blue lingerie that clearly made for sexual night?

And who tattooed some lewd mark on her stomach? Pls. Based on appraisal it's not even going to work on her even so it's real. Them, putting a lewd succubus tattoo on her the hentai protagonist? AHAHAHA. we'll see.

It's probably that damn himbo shroud.' Yu thought as she went to get the white curtains and some golden rope from system shop as she can't find any cloths that she can wear.

 She's going to make a easy dress without sewing with those two item so it can be more modest to walk around.

It's more cause it lessen the chance someone touching her bare body. She doesn't mind the lingerie, since she already use to that type of skin in some games she played before. It's just skin anyway. 

"Yu look like a goddess of island of sorrow from a long time ago with that attire." He heard the hologram chuckle at her current outfit. He taken some photo of her but it ended as corrupted file and Yu giving him a nasty glare.

"Stop stealing photos of me." She loaded her gun with a new type of bullet and shoot the handle of the door and it made a hole in it.

The humanoid suddenly wonder how many types of bullets does Yu have exactly? That bullet have a force like a mini grande if anything!!

He remembers reading one of the entre stating that Yu have pulled out a gun when confronting Azul Ashengrotto. It seems that Yu pulled not just ordinary bullets in that gun fight to snap him out of the overblot form!

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The hologram of Ortho followed Yu around as she walk through the lock down Styx. Ortho scanned the cameras around Styx and realize Yu is bound to meet one of the schoolmate they have soon.

"Yu, is it okay for you to be discovered your a girl?" Because of her outfit, it clearly cannot hide her gender. Through there's something confusing to Ortho it seems the male genitalia of Yu that have taken his big brother anal virginity seems to be hidden. Is it like an add on thing? 

It did confuse big brother but idia did not mind if there's no dick and just a pussy. He was going to do nasty thing to the unconscious Yu when Ortho smack him unconscious too. And not allow him near Yu after realizing his big brother is a nasty and vile individual that will try to steal prefect innocent. 

Obviously, it's just biased on his part. even so prefect did the same thing to idia. Ortho thought, big brother is into it too. But does Yu want it? No. Yu doesn't like anyone and doesn't want to do sexual thing with anyone. So they shouldn't force her. She already think less of everyone to say she will never fall for anyone. 

It's already... Quite depressing and sad when the humanoid remember her words that day. He felt sadness he shouldn't. It left him trouble in different reason. He really don't like it when Yu state it. 

He don't understand what's his feelings are. Is he even allowed to feel anything? It was so confusing, it overheating his CPU because of over thinking. 

Does Ortho like Yu? He want to be her friend again, to be her safe place. If Yu doesn't want a partner, as long Yu enjoy his company it's fine too. As long Yu doesn't hate him. The thought that driving his whole ai might get corrupted and glitch out will be keep in line. 

"I don't care. What does it change anyway? If anything I have both." She went and touch her crotch area and based on Ortho scan, the male reproductive organ appeared suddenly there.

 'ah so it's an add on.' he thought while looking at Yu who remove her hand from her crotch and the genitalia disappear or become hidden.

"The students are all still males in their adolescent prefect. They could do you wrong. Like you did to older brother." 

"... Ahahaha. Me? " The protagonist laughter made Ortho daze, looking at her with sparkling eyes. She look really much like an alluring heroine with max stat in charm. Especially with such outfit she have. She seems to be the reincarnation of Aphrodite if anything. The humanoid thought while staring at Yu in awestruck.

"Your assumption is far off the truth. The moment they have such thought toward me and the moment they reach out to touch me with their filthy hands. The one who shall be covered with cum and violated is not me but them." 

"But Yu don't you say you don't feel comfortable doing sexual activity with anyone?" Ortho wonder why Yu is barking and all talk when she don't even want it.

"Oh? I only said that before Because I want to get close to you. Your the only one that stop those thoughts anyway. It was when I care for everyone in this stupid [ game ] but if things comes west I won't mind using my title as Hentai protagonist to make everyone my bitches." She played with her hair, licking her lips as if hungry for the toys she can't wait to dine in the state of pleasure and ecstacy.

"Ah. So Yu really were < seducing> me ~ " Ortho ignore the unimportant part of her words. And pointed out the important one as he poke Yu with his hologram hand.

"Don't sorry Yu I can still be your safe heaven if you want. Let's be friends again." He offered his friendship to her again. 

"Ahahaha." She laugh but there's no mocking tone on it unlike the one she did before. "Really?" She reach out to touch the hologram. The humanoid felt regretful his not there physically if he knew Yu would do something like this. Then he can feel Yu warmth again.

"Such nice offer your offering me Ortho." Her sharing his name again. It made him happy but the look on Yu face change. If become like a god looking down at him. 

"—sadly I'm not interested. And will never be." She turn around. "Ahaha ~ why would ever be in a romantic or any relationship with any of you [ NPC] do not swallow in such foul delusions. You and I, in the very beginning is just nothing. All you thought is fake shroud. You don't know me and will never be acquaintance with me." leaving him watching her leave for the nth time again.

Something inside of him is snapping.

He felt something is being crush but he wonder what? He gotten use to Yu turning her back on him. Unable to truly relay on him to trust him. 

Yu might never really trusted him and treated him as friend and just use him just like idia have told him. He just believing it was the case. 

"Then Yu. Do not blame me for being cruel then." He mumble with a twisted smile on his face, he stared darkly at the figure that turn to the next corner. 

Yu, I won't be kind anymore. Your a criminal and you needed to be punish. You will not getting your way anymore. I won't protect you anymore.

Because you broke me without even doing anything physically to me. Maybe being emotional broken is worse than what you did to my big brother... 

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Yu don't feel good. She doesn't think it's a good idea to even say those words but the current situation is making her lose rationality. She only say things out of spit of the moment.

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System: oh no, host you made another yandere out of someone! As expected of host! The best protagonist of both fake otome and hentai genre! ^⁠_⁠^

System: Just remember you can always dick them down to your bitches to remove their horrendous thoughts about you~ it is your skill after all ♡

System:Come on host make the shroud brothers your bitches! You can try the third one too! How wonderful would it be! Not only two but three! Such a good sale!!

She guess it was that humanoid who turn into yandere. But she pause when she realize the system said three.

Yu: don't fucking tell me the other one is something weirder than a humanoid? Let me guess. since idia going to overblot. It's a phantom isn't it? YOU THINK IM INTO FUCKIN MONSTER?

System: according to your browser history you have search for furry, metal furry, reptiles, and many others that clearly state your into monster fucking too. Isn't it good host you can have a big guy as your bitch too! 

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Yu want to scream so badly and throw a middle finger again to the bullshittery the system is giving her but she currently being watch by the humanoid that awfully silent since she said those words earlier. It's good his silent. 

His high pitch tone making her want to shoot her head cause she cannot focus on the task at hand. Why can't he shut up a bit before she really want to ki—

—she erase the thought that's possible corrosive in her proper way of thinking. Something like that. No, it's too far from being a good person would do.

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Yu: I don't care anymore. Let the world burn.^⁠_⁠^

System: you will restart then. But they will still remember what you did.

Yu: ah? Really ♡? AHAHAHAHAH. that's good. I will unalive myself in front of them over and over again till they break apart emotionally and cannot do anything stupid anymore. I'll break their codes and you the system who seems to be shitting me if you don't follow what I want.

System was silent because of the threat of the protagonist is really dangerous. She really doesn't care because she will revive either way, respawn from the last save point but the memories will be remember by the people she emotionally and physically ruined. 

System: what do you want host. 

Yu: just get this over with and teleport me to the final location. 

System: we can't use teleportation if someone Is spying on you. 

Yu:AHAHAHAHA. Is that so?

Yu suddenly went and loaded her gun and pointed it at her head as if threatening the system but it also cause Ortho who watching her to be alarm by her sudden off behavior.

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System: please put the gun away, Host.

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"Please put the gun away, Yu." Ortho and the system spoke almost exactly the same words it made her laugh in reality.

 "Stop fucking following me or I will shoot myself." She demanded and threaten him. She event went and was about to pull the trigger when he screamed: 

"NO. DONT...we will meet at the end point. Yu doesn't seems to really need me. Go forth heroine... Please be safe." The sound of something cracking and breaking, he wonder if it was just him imagining it. But it's too late as he come back to where his older brothers are. 

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When he left, Yu was just standing there in silence for a moment as her gun was taken away by the system who sigh in relief once the dangerous weapon is gone from its host.

Before he teleported her to the location of the next confrontation as well punishment for even trying to threaten the system with her life. It's a loathsome crime after all.

Yu who still daze, deep in her own thoughts as she's bind by the system chain and gentle push to seat on a hard surface. 

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"Aah♡ more ortho♡" the sound of moaning can be heard from his big brother who's being fuck by a phantom of his dead brother that have morph to what seems to be human but melting humanoid phantom. 

"Big brother you liar ♡♡ you liar...♡♡" blot of tears fall into idia shroud who's trying to find release he wanted to have. To orgasm that he can see stars. His inside is being made a mess by dear brother. 

"You said you and I will give each other our first time... You did me dirty and went to give your virginity to a demon!!!" Anger in the voice of his brother voice as he rammed his dick inside of idia. 

"I-im sorry oooethooo♡ your big brother is a liar♡ ah! Ortho's dick is fucking me so good♡" 

"Big brother ♡♡ your inside is all moochie and tight♡♡ I'm going to breed you big brother ♡♡" 

Suddenly idia was push on his back and his legs is push into a piston position where his prostrate keep being hit and his inside being rub so good ♡

"It feel so good!♡ ahh.. ♡ more ♡" precum coming out from his dick that spread a bit into his face as he was about reach his climax with warmth pouring inside his ass. 

In That very moment that he look up and saw a certain protagonist looking down at him being fuck by his brother while seating with legs cross in what he thought was throne like a higher being that really treat everyone as dirt and unequal.

Unable to blink he stared at her who's full of disgust on her eyes made his mind blank. Yet somehow it was the last straw that made him painfully cum.

Why is he imagining that dick bitch in the times like this.... Idia thought as his younger brother rest a bit against his chest. When he blink at the direction where he saw Yu earlier. She wasn't there anymore.

"Big brother once we conquer the world, reset it. We would be together forever." 

His own face was cummed by his own dick and his younger brother mumbling how he love him very much yet his mind is somewhere else.

"And you will no longer bound to the island of sorrow either. Because the whole world shall be ours." 

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Yu who was force to watch the incestuous act of those two by the system puke in the sideline. She doesn't even have anything to puke because she don't even eat anything in this world.

Yu: your disgusting. Why the fuck do you think it's fine to show this to me?

System: ^⁠_⁠^ I already taken away your gun, host. This is your punishment for threatening the system earlier. Now continue to watch till the three finish ok?

Yu stared at the porn that's happening just beside ( 10 feet away ) her (she can't move cause she's chained by system penality while being force to seat on a rock ) but like she's invisible and can't be heard by them at all.

There's just two of them fucking through? She look around and saw Ortho the humanoid in the corner in deep thoughts. Her eyes widen. It click. When she realize what the system meant, it made her felt like her chest being squeeze by someone. Especially seeing what happened after the confrontation earlier.

NO!! STOP IT!! ' she shake those thoughts off. She grumble thinking of something else. But her eyes slowly become unstable. But it's not as seen by anyone as the system avatar is doing something dumb as jumping around with a sign board.

Yu: OMFG. THREE? This is NOT THE WORSE PART YET?

system: that system doesn't want to spoil. It's bad to do so after all. 

Yu: BULLSHIT.

system: there's no bull that's shitting here host. Can you please stop saying that?

Yu: ./. If your into that crap don't tag me into your repulsive taste. 

System: but your also repulsive host. You raped someone before.

Yu: WHICH YOU CAUSE TO HAPPEN!!

System: the system is pretty Innocent. You could get sued for falsely blaming me for a crime system doesn't remember doing at all.

Yu: ./.

She was rebuttaled by the system by her bad attitude by watching the next scene of the pornography without blink because her eyelid was force open.

She can only internally curses cause she really don't want to fucking see the oldest shroud to fuck his second brother ass and them moaning each other name but it's clearly seen by her that Idia have a problem with his dick cause his not easily reach his climax. And some sick reason, he always seems to notice her there before he can cum.

Bro have a orgasmic dysfunction. cause the hentai protagonist skill set is too OP that it's really going to ruined people sexual life. ' what kind of bullshit is this. So hateful.' she thought.

her gaze briefly went to the person who's in the corner that was not notice by the two. She saw tear falling from his eyes. 

It making her more sick than seeing the Incestuous act of those two shrouds. She doesn't like it.

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"Ortho?" The second brother realize that they were being watch their new sibling, their third brother who's also named Ortho as he was created based on the second brother. 

He was looking rather depress about something. "Aren't you supposed to be watching over the bitch?" The second brother ask him coming close to comfort his pitiful little brother. 

"... The heroine rather shoot herself than being with me..." His CPU is overheating and the exhaust fan water pouring out of his eyes creating an effect of him crying. But maybe it's a way to show he felt in the moment is truly sadness and heartbreaking. 

"Damn it." Idia quickly went toward Ortho to comfort him too. "Did it mean she's dead?lol. She better be." No. It's bad if she's dead. It felt like if she died something sick will happen to him.

Something will die with her if she perish.' idia thought acting as the tough older brother to comfort the youngest who experience such heartbreak.

"No! I don't want Yu to die...." The humanoid is rather vocal than idia who rather hide what he really felt.

"That's why I left her to her journey even so I'm just trying to keep her safe—" suddenly Ortho mouth gear disappear and he felt someone kisses him, a face similar to his but more mature kisses him. 

"...?? Brother?" The youngest doesn't understand why his brother would kiss him too. He thought the incestuous thing was something for idia and the original Ortho. 

He already happy enough to be accepted as a real sibling of those two. Because his now treated as a real family with confirmation.

"You don't need her and anyone else. You only need your brothers Ortho. We will never break your heart like this... My pitiful little brother I love you too."

Why does that bitchy heroine always seems to ruined and break his most important people?' the second shroud thought as he wipe his little brother tears away.

"Brother..." The youngest felt weird, is his brother trying to fill the hole inside of him? But is it ok (Yu)? If someone else filled the void, that only want one thing (Yu)?

It dawn to him that moment, being kiss and embrace by his two siblings. That showing warmth and affection that will never be shown and give to him by the heroine. 

Big brother I think I can finally understand what you mean before... But is it too late to know it? Is it allowed to erase it from my core because it's making my core and ai to be filled with nothing but red.'

Ortho still felt empty even how much love is being pour into him. In his mind, the image of the one kissing him and embracing him was someone else. 

Maybe it was his delusions, he saw Yu whos staring at him being kiss by his brother there's flicker of anger in her beautiful eyes.

...Maybe it was his memories that's overlapping cause he really want to kiss Yu instead.

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System: what's wrong Host, you been quite for a while now. Do you regret saying those words before?

System: hehe. You shouldn't lie like that Host. Now you have to be punish by watching such amazing show of the game characters that showing love for one another.

Yu who watch everything because of the sick joke of the system, her eyes stared at the humanoid who's being lovingly kiss by his two brothers to tell him it's ok and others is not needed because they only needed each other.

It was an odd character backstory and fetish truly this is a sick and twisted game. Maybe that's why the system think it was fine to let her watch such sight Because this is a game world. 

" ah.... That's right..." Yu eyes suddenly glow in red of madness. Her now crimson orbs stared at the sick sight before her.

 The system that have it's golden bunny avatar having a cheerleader pompom on it's paws. pause from its cheering motion, the moment it heard the voice of it's host.

System: Yu?

" ...this is a game. Everyone is a character and codes. There's no consciousness and soul in this damn world... "

System doesn't know why but why does it felt like there's something wrong with host. It only wanted to tease her but the madness in her eyes that shows up with she become sick of everything it's trying to make her do. 

"System I'll do what you want me to do since a long time ago. Since you give me that damnable title and it's skill set. "She can't help but let out a dry laugh as she summon her system screen and open the package meant for the second title she have. So many high grade item filled her inventory all for sexual and explicit time.

"I would like a taste of the power." Suddenly the chain that chained her down because of the penalty have been broken. She start to approach the three that is going to be the first set to be belong to her collection of toys.

"I would like to use more than words."  

Each steps she come near the gate of the underworld and the original Ortho in extension. 

The death that seek and desire her life and magic tried to take it away but in the end it was instead taken by her. She's the one absorbing what the underworld can offer.

Her hair gotten long and turn black because of the death that underworld brought upon her. She look rather different as she manifest and become visible to the three, through the one who saw her first was not idia, he was only second to see. But rather the humanoid yet he did not alarm his two brothers.

"Ortho no!!" Idia knows those familiar gaze are but he felt it's worse than that day. 

"I can conjure up a monster." She finally spoke that was heard by the other suddenly one of the stupid item of a Hentai protagonist starter pack / the opposite of the flowers —eroge tentacle monsters that's ready to comply every command she shall give it was summoned by her. 

"!!!!" suddenly the supposedly final boss of this round have been bond into a lewd position by the tentacles, his mouth is shut as a tentacle is shove inside of it. His younger brother who's supposed to be his phantom was lean against him. 

"What are you doing?!" The first Ortho question at the heroine that is not acting very protagonist like. She stood beside the humanoid who was left on the ground as she only targeted those two. 

The humanoid Ortho look up to Yu before standing up and hugging her with a wide smile on his face. 

It was not his imagination when he saw Yu earlier. Beside Humanoid cannot imagine or dream. So everything is reality for him.

His sadness disappear and the void seems to slowly filling up when he realize Yu is with him again. "Yu ♡" his smile is filled with happiness and madness.

"I shall conquer you all." She tilt the head of her only safe solace and lean to kiss him. The annoying thing that bother her somehow get under control. For a moment the humanoid saw her eyes become honest and gentle like when they always hang out together before.

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The kiss was brief yet sweet it ended the same moment a blot tried to attack her, the phantom Ortho real form have tried to smash her from behind when she was distracted.

Through he was debating to do so because the heroine is holding his little brother. 'big brother can fix Ortho but will the other die?' he ask himself but his furry toward the person who think the shroud brothers are nothing but toys boiled the anger into loath.

"Don't touch my little brother!! You already ruined him too. like you did to big brother!!" The phantom Ortho in his true form yelled in anger as he don't want his little brother who just new to the emotion of human would suffer again by being toyed by this so called protagonist.

 "AHAHAHA. YOUR LIFE IS MINE.." he thought he gotten rid of her but it was a bad assumption.

"Oh handsome, you may try. " A giggle can be heard as flowers bloom around the dark and gloomy place where they are. The vines and flowers slowly grip around the gigantic phantom.

 The underworld sucks the life and magic near it but somehow the more it tried to suck the life from the flowers it bloom even more beautifully to release aroma and scent.

"But last I check... I, the [ player ] cannot truly die." The phantom hand was force to pull up and the smug look of Yu while holding the humanoid on her arms.

" your a [ player ]?" Unlike everyone else the phantom who's part or the underworld itself can hear the word that was censored toward everyone else. 

He suddenly realize something. Could this person be that evil because she thinks everyone is not real?

"You're adorable." She stared at the humanoid in her arms who looking at her with lovestruck in his eyes. "Yu ♡ your adorable too!!" 

The heroine snap her hand who made a gigantic tentacle and flowers and vines to make a throne for her as she seat on it. She cross her legs and the youngest shroud who's sticking still around her went and seat on her lap after she tap it. 

"Bow down now to the [ player ], Yu." The moment she stared at the underworld, phantoms and the titans that's slowly creak out of the understand gate because the distress that the underworld is feeling at this moment— all was push by some force to bow down at Yu, to be in their knees.

"Here to entertain. but fear not, I bring no pain..." she gift a mocking smile at idia who's currently being under the pleasure of such hentai loving otaku like him could only dream to experience in such moment. Being fuck and toyed by her tentacles let of her. 

He felt nothing but pleasure because those things felt all like Yu. His mind is blank as he can felt his being toyed by the heroine who seems to be the secretly the final boss who can change the genre of the world.

 "Cause we got—all we could want here, All we could need here." The flowers and vines did not just grow and surrounded the whole place but slowly the whole Styx and the island of sorrow is now filled with beautiful flowers.

In some part of the tower, the mages and school mate that was stuck in it, those who's wounded or have their mana/magic drained from the continuous fight slowly felt they regain their vitality and magic. 

Almost as if they were fully healed. The pomefiore and Jamil who saw those same flowers before realize Yu have awake and seems to have been helping them still somewhere else in the island.

"Under my spell, were not stuck in paradise." Yu felt her inside is being morbid. Because this stupid song absorb the negative effect of the underworld.

 It's painful, her inside felt like it's dying.

 Maybe she should have lower the sensitivity and realistic function of this game before she comes and confronting them. But the more drawback it rebounded to her, her spell will increase in range. 

But in front view of everyone, she rather calm if not for the fact Ortho saw a blood was dripping out from her mouth and quickly scanned her and realize her organs (?) Is failing and seems to shutting down one by one. 

System: host please don't use two epic song verses right after the other. Your real body will be damage as well If you continue.

" Anyone can come and go." Yu doesn't listen suddenly the signal that manage to alert outside the island about the event have bless the operator in the control room. 

They all manage to message the head of Styx about the situation where idia have overblot and currently in lock down.

Yu: watch me do three. 

System: PLEASE DON'T?

Yu: YES ILL DO!!

System:... Why do you always do something reckless and stupid Yu?...

"I got all the power yeah. yeah, I got all the power. No I'm not just a [ protagonist], I'm a the [ Player ]." And then she proceed to say another verse from another song cause she's being challenged by the system.

HER THE PLAYER BEING CHALLENGE? HAHAHAHAHA. LAUGHABLE 

her vision already gone again, but the last thing she can clearly see was Ortho worried look but she open her palm toward the phantom.

Who's binded into a bowing position is now forcefully morph into a human. But obviously this is not his pathetic excuse of morph earlier. With limited vision she use her skill to pull her two dish close to her. 

"Now I'm going to make it fair by ruining you too... ♡"she return the position of the second brother to lay on his big brother who's already lost it to lust and Yu. 

System: host I will help you get vitality you need. Please fuck the shrouds brothers to heal your injuries. 

"Yu ♡" the humanoid who's hugging her now, after she stood up from her throne. 

"•Gathering Magical energy.... Magical energy fully gather. Converting magical energy into energy...70% ...90% 100% complete.• Yu let me heal you vision."

 Ortho pulled her into a kiss, not caring if they are in front of his brother who would want to heal him. No he can't be healed by them. It's too late ♡

"Hm." The vision she lost because of the debuff if the underworld, have returned. She smirk as she kiss her dear solace one more time. 

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turning to look at the two who's binded but somehow ended kissing each other. Sucking each other tongue and eating each other up as their erogenous zone have been stimulated by the tentacles that have aphrodisiac as a classic slime it have.

"Ortho ♡ your so lewd kissing your big brother while where tied up in such position ♡" 

"Big brother dick is rubbing against mine ♡ brother those slime is lace with aphrodisiac... Makes me want to have another round with you again♡" the first Ortho went and tried to move, to make their harden erection rub against one another, precum leaking from the tips mixing with one another. 

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Yu: fuck me those two is doing it again!!

System: I can do you in later date. If you want Yu. But currently we can't do that now.

Yu: ...........

Yu: sorry the player is not interested with the system. Your not even fuckable to begin with. Also aren't you trying to keep your job? Breaking Character again huh, shroud?

System: system doesn't understand what you mean, host. But system will show you how fuckable he is.

Yu: HELLO TECH SUPPORT? CAN I CHANGE SYSTEM THIS ONE IS KINDA CRAZY. SEXUAL HARASSMENT TOWARD HOST ?

system: oh no. Host the system made an accidental slip up.

Yu mind suddenly get flash bang of close up of Shroudcest in such angle she almost believe it was for hentai manga reference. 

Yu: FUCK YOU. CAN YOU STOP DOING THIS?

System: Host you officially said Fuck you 1433 consist of:

1155 of private system - host chat

273 of throwing the middle finger gesture.

5 of saying it out loud.

—toward the system under our contract together. Don't worry fucking that many times won't be a problem with your stamina as hentai protagonist. 

Yu: >:(( im going to use another epic verse and kill myself.

Yu suddenly found herself unable to let out a single voice as if she is muted by system.

System: please use another threat. ^⁠_⁠^

Yu: you do understand that I need to speak.

System: you'll be muted it you speak of any verses then. 

Yu: I suddenly dont want to heal myself and fuck this incestuous brothers.

System: you already kiss who they kiss earlier. You been contaminated. Might as well do more if your already been infected by it.

Yu: listen. the robo one don't have sexual organs. All they could do is kiss him. AHAHAHAH. 

System: tribadism exist you know. Beside in this world technology always evolves especially because idia shroud exist will see to the time where those transformer x reader fic you read might be true. Except it's more of other type of techono being. Through we can work things out of you like transformers and Gundam.

Yu: do you really want to get fuck that much Ortho? You REALLY not good at your job. I don't even understand how your doing this. Your just beside me and your also talking inside my head in this weird time spot motion chat box. That host-system have.

System: host system doesn't understand what you mean by that. ^⁠_⁠^ maybe we'll see later once I'll fuck you in later date ♡

Yu: YOU DONT EVEN DENYING YOUR ORTHO!!

system: system is host Yu's system.

Yu: that's a weird way to say that. You sound like I own you. Yet you act against my want all the time.

System: your want is too boring. like who like just normal High school life when you could do better since this is the game world or that you threaten your life, now in multiple occasions too. How frightening. You should get psychological check cause being suicidal is not good host. Not good at all Yu.

Yu: your making me wonder if you brainwash me to like Ortho.

System: (///∇///) ♡oh?♡ you like Ortho host?(ꈍᴗꈍ) and you said before your not interested in anyone in this world.(◞ꈍ∇ꈍ)◞⋆** system will never brainwash or lobotomy you to like Ortho shroud. It's just fated to do so.

Yu: ah, you did do something huh. This is why you damn Shrouds are so fuckin weird and dangerous. I'm going to kms. You rewrote the coding of this avatar to like the robo one huh. Your really. Really mess up.

Yu thought for a moment. She tried to remember why she was beta testing this game. But it come out blank. She can't remember. No. It's more so, she is force not to remember.

Yu: a close friend ask me to try out a VR to lighten up... Then I can't remember what happened next.

System: you don't need to force yourself to remember unwanted memories, yu.

In the back of her mind, she saw the system avatar pushing her away from trying to remember more. There's something weird on the system words. It felt like it's hypnotizing her.

System: you only need to focus on the moment. And fuck the shrouds Yu. Don't worry in all this they'll be fine with it. If not they won't be playing with you after all.

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The heroine felt there's something wrong. No there is something wrong. She felt hyperventilating, there's something The system who's clearly Ortho is hiding from her.

But her mind went blank and just nodded as chat box come to an end, she now back to the reality of the game.

Within that moment something flash in her mind.

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Hey Yuu do you wanna play a game I made? It's virtual reality. You can do anything in the game. It be really interesting... Since your not saying anything I'll take it as yes.... 

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You seems to be having lots of fun in the game world Yuu. Should we play with you too? Hehe. But of course as the admin of the VR game. We shouldn't openly cheat... But for you it be fine if your too OP. Since all the situation before, you were not so much op even so your the heroine... That's why—

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Im going to change the world and the game your playing Yuu. Maybe because I felt you played that one far too long.... Since I just finish developing the new one it should be tested by our only VR player. 

Your quite lucky, I never thought I'll go making a game based on something I felt as the second worse memory of mine. But it's not just the only worse cause your in it too.

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Yuu I swear you'll be happy and safe in the VR no matter what because Ill be by your side all the time. So please have fun okay? 

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Shall we fall in love over and over again, my be loved heroine? 

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Geez. What did you do? I told you keep her mind off the things outside the game. now she lost connection!!

But admin. system did try to make sure nothing like that will happen. It's not my fault you guys start doing that in front of her again. 

... Don't throw blame on us! when you went and teleport her in the moment the first time!! Just cause she said those words on her own mouth. Your really shameless as to throw blame on us!!

System doesn't understand what you mean at all. the system is pretty much just an innocent ai That don't know any better♡ I will sue you if you try to slander the innocent of mine. You even tried to take my innocent from me too this time too. It belong to Yuu still.

This is why your been found out so quickly again. You crack your character so quick when Yuu is mentioned than a back stabbing villain under disguise of a hero friend!! Aren't you supposed to be a good actor!

System don't know what you mean, admin. You should give system an update like a virtual body too. Maybe system can work things out.

Shut it. You already doing something out of the script again ok! Stop trying to take more than you should! You already cheating! Your already cheating so bad cause you could be with her all the time!!

System doesn't understand. System is too cute and adorable and innocent to know any better.

... You really acting like your databank don't exist with how childish your acting.

System cannot be childish. System never been a child even so it have memories of being a child.

......let's just go back to where it supposed to continue. 

System can't believe admin really want to be railed that much. Maybe you were really delusional that host will do you in reality. AHAHAHAHAH. 

your really pushing your luck. I'm going to change you for real!! Just because you won the rock paper scissors to be the heroine System doesn't mean you could be this unashamed to slander your admin!!

System is the best system Yu can ask for. I give her all she wants. Even things she don't want. What did you give her? Nothing but trouble. That's why system made sure your character get non con but then again your into that. Well, whatever. The one who kiss Yuu is me!! Your just a toy for her. ♡

Id— ahem. Admin. How long are we pausing again. I'm so tired of this position. You guys have lot of energy that you can argue so loudly. my back hurts.

How are you hurting your back when your not the one under???????

EXCUSE ME? You will not feel anything BUT I CAN!! Admin, in all honesty because of that. The only one who really can't feel anything if we were to continue is YOU. Ahaha. Me and system would be enjoying it for real ~ ♡

Can't believe those two really the same side of coins! Not one is better or worse than the other!!

obviously. If we aren't then your bad at your work, admin. Ahaha.

thats right if Admin doesn't know his ( beep ) that well then your a failure as a ( beep ) ?

Indeed HAHAHAH.

Ending communication with you cheeky and shameless pig of a team mates.

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I can hear you. 

I can hear you three.

So... It's really that case?

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"you." When she open her eyes to see the right. Her eyes glared at certain shroud. "You knew something." Her hand suddenly went to choke him.

"Aha.... AHAHAHA." Tears fall from her eyes. "YOU ALL KNEW SOMETHING." Memories comes pouring in. It made you sick. It made you want to do it again.

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Why can't they just let you go?

Your so sick of everything.

That's why you...... Refuse to wake up.

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"Yuu!" She was called by a name she don't want to hear. Stupid. What does removing one U can do anything? Ahaha... This sick fate.

"I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world. I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world.I don't ask for this. I never ask to be in this damn world. " She was like a broken tape...maybe she is broken. That's why she want to break everyone that did this to her.

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Everyone is happy

Why can't they let you be happy?

Happiness is not being around this damn world.

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' Tsunotarou, since you owe me something for helping you out. Can you grant me my wish?'

' what's your wish, Child of men? If I can grant it then I will give it to you.

' it turn out I cannot return home no matter what. Please let me dream of being able to go home... Im sick of being here... Im sick that I'm force to be in such situations, being use by people, being force to in a situation I don't want. I can't do anything because I'm just a weak magicless human. I don't even have a family in this world. Pls let me dream and never wake me up. I don't want a prince charming to wake me up or a villain. I want to continue dreaming being free to escape this reality.'

'.... If you do that, then you will die while dreaming. But I understand. I shall grant your wish. Maybe in the land of dream we will meet again. And you'll have the shine in your eyes like the first meeting we have.'

'thank you... Even so in some way your the same as everyone else in this place... May we never meet ever again. Malleus Draconia and everyone in this damnable world.' 

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a long time ago, through it's not really that long ago. But there was a protagonist that was so bright and beautiful that fallen into the twisted world of villains. To be the solo hero in such cruel world, as a magicless and useless human. What can she really do in this place? 

She can't do anything, she never said anything. She run and flee. She don't want to be here. She's full of fear and terrified of small things. Such a cute hopeless thing that seems to be abandoned by fate. 

Being protected by her so called ' friends ' but to only meet with cruel reality. There's no real friendship in this world unless they want something from you, dear unfortunate soul. That's why your use and attracted attention you don't want.

Many unwanted hands touches you. Look at how filthy you are. It's a good thing even how broken and used you are. Your still welcome in our arms.

You given a helping hand by such generous souls but you refuse it. You refuse it over and over again. Because your also dumb and stupid. Cannot see who's the good guy from the bunch of mask villains.

Why can't you be like moth to the fire. Come closer to the fire, dear heroin. Well just burn away your wings so you'll stay and won't run away anymore. Even through physically the moth is burned away. The moth can be with the fire now isn't it? Together the fire will burn with the moth till it's last wisps.

If you ask why, it's simple because we adore the hero like you since long ago. Now you come to this world. And no one loves you like we do. Your belong to us now isn't it?

Even if you try to end it. Your not going anywhere. Even if you throw yourself to the pit of underworld to cripple your own life. Well just take you back. Rebuild you till your back to your shape. 

Heroines let's have fun again in this virtual reality till you finally truly fallen for us. Then maybe you can have your crippled wings back and wake up. 

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"Why can't I remember what happened the last few days ago??" The heroines mumble waking up on her dorm room. 

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System: host do you want recap what you did. You black out cause the event was too amazing.

Yu: ah... 

Yu stared at the pink cat with golden eyes avatar of the system. Why does it felt its not that avatar before.

She vaguely remember it's supposed to green but sometimes the system avatar change from green bunny to Blue cat stuff doll and then this one the eye catching neon pink one with red scarf. But often it's the green rabbit.

Yu: do I get reward since I have dealt with the 6th overblot? 

System: of course you'll get an award, host. But are you not curious?

Yu: no. I'm not a cat. And I felt I forgotten something.... 

System: if it's meant to be remembered then it be remembered if not then it's not time yet. ..well, do you want to know what change then at least you'll know what to watch out for.

Yu:... Okay.

System: host you seems really down. Cheer up. Okay?

Yu: just... Tell me the information.

System: everyone saw you have intercourse with certain someone and now everyone think your in relationships with him.

Yu:... Is this the dating sim date route your talking about ?

System: have I told you that before? Ohh... Wait let me see through the log book.

Yu stared at the silly pink neon cat that summon a big book of things. 

System: oh, it's right here. I guess system told you about it. Yes it's about the sim date route. Won't you enjoy the dating game since your in your final arc?

Yu:... I'm not... Interested.

System: host, do you like the good guys in RSA instead of NRC? They are shining and sparkling after all. System heard you sparkle like them too before.

Yu: I only know few people in RSA. Why is system fine on the fact I should date someone else? Aren't you pushy about dating shroud—

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"Agh.... Ahhhhhhh...." The heroine grab hold of her head she felt it throbbing but something soft touch it and rub the pain away. She look up and the system avatar is floating around, the black scaft is pretty long that it felt its tied to something on the last end but it's faded. 

"There, there... Host. If it's not time to remember. Don't push yourself." The pink neon cat avatar that felt like a plush went and hug her. 

"If someone will treat you better in this world. Then what's wrong with you experiencing romance with that person?" The pink cat doesn't have that deep thoughts about the heroine unlike the admin and the green bunny. 

But thinking about it, he watches her live in this world, to heal in this place. But in the end when she did heal it always been someone else who healed her. It was never them...

Not just the three of them but everyone in NRC. Who cause her harm cannot heal her.

 Maybe that's why the blue cat want to reset it again but this time they'll interfere since she's partly healed. Maybe she can try again without help of someone else.

"I can't do that. Because of that stupid title." She frown but he smiled as it mean she's back to normal. She's not sad and depress like before. She got her spirit back. "Then if you like someone just have intercourse with them." Each time the neon pink cat say that word ' intercourse ' the red scarf form a heart shape in midair.

"I don't want too." Yu reach out to the neon pink cat and wonder if she can hug it. She were able to grab it's soft form and then pulled it to a hug. It's pretty big like 50cm plush.

"I'm going to sleep. Wake me up when something important happened..." she doesn't need sleep but she felt drowsy. Soon she fallen into slumber, three cute avatar appeared beside her..fluffy as the pink one.

 One is a much smaller green rabbit with suit and the other is much bigger dark blue- light blue cat thats like Frankenstein stitch together with pink and blue threads. 

"Unfair! Scout over" The green rabbit snuggle inside the arm of the heroine to be hug too. While the blue mismatch cat went to get a cover to cover the sleeping player. 

"Shh... She'll wake up." The oldest says before seating against the heroine. Too shy to want to hug her like the other two. But feeling the soft fabric of the mismatched cat the heroine went and hug him too.

 The soft plush avatars made her smile. The three stared at one another before their golden orbs stared at you. Two set of eyes held madness while the last one held gentleness. 

"Good night Yuu~ " 

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The protagonist squeeze the gummy like neon pink cat that made a squishy sound when being squeeze. But somehow it maintain its shape once you mold it a bit.

"Host, you been squishing me for a while now..." It's tickling him ok!? He really want to tell his host to stop but seeing that she seems happy he don't.

Yu don't listen and proceed to drop it to the floor 

Boing. Boing

"!!!" The system was shocked being drop, it's a good thing his avatar feature is really soft and bouncy like jelly cause it's closes to ink.

Yu proceed to dribble him around like his some basketball ball and then throw him up. The avatar suddenly transform into a pink gun. 

System: ....¿?¿

"I know it. it's like chibi moon bouncing ball thing. Ahaha." Yu laughs as she stared at the gun before throw up and it transform back into the cat avatar.

 "Host, are you happy?" He was mad that the admin doesn't tell him this avatar have the feature at all! 

"Hmm." She hug the pink cat avatar who look up to her and hug her back by wrapping the red scarf around her. "That's remind me. It was a pink icon who let me brought a gun from the shop." 

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Arc 3 

System: do you need weapon, host?

Yu: obviously. I need a long range one.

System: I can give you one! It's designed by the second brother of the admin. You can use different type of bullet as long you know the chemical compound to make the bullet by memory.

Yu:...I don't usually read those stuff???

System: well, just think of a chemical and elements of something and make one yourself. Imagination is limitless after all.

Yu: ... Thanks.

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"Host the admin don't really know system let you have the gun and question where the gun is from... Bohoo. Host the admin told system did a terrible thing by giving you a cool gun." The pink avatar cried wolf hugging the heroines and slandering the admin shamelessly.

"...oh your really different from the green one huh." Yu mumble while weeping the pouring black tears from the avatar. "The other one is kin to do otome route." She remembers that one really pushy about going for bitches.

"Host, do you know you and i are similar in some way." The red scarf float around the two of them. The opposite edge of the scarf circle around Yu's and a similar scarf is not around her. 

It's very comfortable and warm. It's connected to the scarf of the pink one but when it fly around the connection fades a bit. So it looks like it's not of the same scaft. "See system and Yuu now have similar scarf ~" 

"Your silly." She smiled as she went and hug the pink avatar again. "I like you better."  

"!!!!! System don't think you should casually say that host!" the pink cat can feel the glaring of certain two invisible avatar that been watching you two all this time. He can hear the stamping of feet and the sound of claw against on a surface of metal.

*Mwah.

The heroine kiss him in where his mouth supposed to be. He froze almost glitching out his virtual avatar for a moment. 

"Can't I romance the system instead?" Yu is sick of people. Maybe cute things are better companion. 

Ah, his going to get killed again! By his brothers envious gaze—

Yet there's an evil grin on the pink car face. 

"Sure, I'm sure the admin won't mind cause he want host to be happy after all ♡" his such a good brother.

He want to make his brothers stared in envy as he realize Yu is not even influence by potion or change of code. She's particularly honest!

AHAHAHA. I'm not even in the game and I'm already winning!!!

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A few days later: 

System: host there's a new update! There's now a new patch where you'll experience event stories!

Yu blink at she stared at the pink cat and went and pulled it off the screen and come out as the squishy soft jelly like cat plush. She hug it. "But I'm not interested." She stated. 

Currently she's walking around the school ground, alone again. When she spotted Ortho writing something on the journal of his.

She blink for a moment and went to open her hentai protagonist item and went to activate the inviability skill and walk toward the humanoid who seems to be so busy on writing on the journal.

She look over his shoulder and saw—

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( January 29 )

Hello this is Ortho!

It's going to be valentines soon. Because of a very much delusional mind of big brother. He think Yu and him are now dating and thought they are going to have a cute date soon.

 Ahem. Old people tend to be like that aren't they? Oh well, he thought so because that time when Yu seems to snap from watching incestuous porn and start to cry and laugh in the same type while choking him. 

And he said it's BDSM. That's how couple work things out. Kinky he quoted. 

She also fuck him cause he ask for it. I think she's too mad about something. Right. I forget the reason I need to write this journal entre cause big brother want me to write the recording.... Does it NEED to include the incestuous part or not. I'll just write it down either way I'll be told to redo it if I don't.

... Yu won't happen to read this book on accident and discovered I wrote this part? I swear if Yu did. I WAS FORCE TO DO IT. If the teacher ask:

 What about me? Do you think I want to learn you shroud do incest stuff?

{Isn't incest normal thing for Olympus and shroud family ancestor? Sir do you not read history book? It's literally just normal Monday morning thing for them. Some old stuff doesn't erase by time. That's what I, a descendant of that family can say anyway.} It was quote by big brother at least.

{ Technically if you want to go deep. You call it incest cause of blood ties. Little Ortho don't have blood, his a Humanoid. I doesn't have blood, i have blot. Only big brother have blood. Can you still call it incest? } Quote Brother Ortho.

The two just making up reasons. I'm just putting it here so they will think normal people reaction about that topic is just PREJUDICE and UNCULTURED SWINE. Beside the teacher never classified what's NOT ALLOWED to be put in the book.

Imma just put the sex part in a new entre. It be a long one anyway... Unless I decided not to include some stuff for privacy reason.

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PORNOGRAPHY

Third Point. Because big brother said so.

Do you know I finally realize what's a true embarrassment is? Embarrassment is writing this. YU DONT HATE ME OK 💔 big brother said I'll need to write every part so the teacher will force to give A+ for the extra wanking material. Big brother based on my data bank people usually not into that type of thing... 

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"Ah♡♡♡my ashhhmmhnn♡♡♡" the heroines shove finger inside the moaning bitch, there's a reddish purple mark of hand print on his neck from being choke earlier.

 "Filthy incestuous whore." She hiss at him, hearing him degrading him again made him squeeze around her dick. His dick ejected cum into the tentacle that reshape into a milking and sucking the cum his leaking out.

"Look at you ejaculate so much. You broken faucet." She's really looking down at him and his enjoying every second of it. "Tell me shroud, do you prefer to be my cum dumpster or be your dead brother lover?" She push him against the rough ground and start to hitting him skillfully that he can't straight and only being fuck this amazingly. 

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{As expected of a Hentai protagonist.'} idia shroud later quote. { She knows how to fuck so good you will become her bitch without being blackmailed. Actually being blackmailed is an extra spice. } Added idia later on while drooling about the memories. 

In the side rebuttal commentary of the one that was force to write this because his big brother is rather proud being a fuck toy: { big brother, I knew it's partly my fault I don't get it. I don't sensitivity like human or have sexual organ of one. But I know that none of you get kisses like I did. So stop acting like you have the best kind of affection. Your just Yu's cum dump.} 

{ ... } Idia Shroud was too bamboozled by it he did not say anything.

Ah yes, just normal brotherly rivalry and love.

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"C-cum dump♡♡♡ make me your toy again♡♡♡ ahhh hmmnn. ♡♡♡ Soo...warm.mmm♡♡♡" idia eyes rolls back as he felt cum pouring inside of his ass. The feeling that Yu still enjoyed him to cum inside of him again made him feel ecstasy made his dick cum a mess again into the sucking tub. God his inside felt so full♡

"AHAHAHAHAH ♡ good choice." Yu laugh as she pulled out from idia, he squirm as white cream poured out from his gaping hole that seems to not want to release the girl dick that was fucking it earlier. "Don't worry I'll do your second incestuous brother too... I'll make you both my toy...!" She proceed to step on her dick, really stamping on it.

"Ahhh ♡ step on me more ♡ ah my useless big dick." Idia moaned, the pain is nothing but pleasure to him cause of the effect of the aphrodisiac and Yu max out skill in sexual intercourse activities.

"HAHAHA. what a damn masochist." The heroine seems to enjoying being sadistic to idia.

"Such a sight for sore eyes." She grab idia by the hair, he whined but there's still that derange smile on his face as he don't even fight at all.

She made him look at her as a clear baby bottle like tentacle come from the ceiling. It's filled with idia cum from earlier.

"Drink your own cum and we can go for another round, my darling boy toy." She offer him casually.

"!!!!" golden orbs widen before he went and suck it and gulp it down so fast it leave everyone flabbergasted. "Easy ♡" licking his lips from what might leak out and circling his arms around the heroine like a whore for dick. "Fuck me again, Ms hentai protagonist." 

"DAMN IT!! IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!" suddenly Ortho shroud the phantom and the dead child screamed in tears hitting the ground like Yami Yugi meme. 

Ortho shroud the humanoid stared at him wondering if his mad because idia shroud is being fuck. Till he heard this following words: NOT HIM, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY TURN AFTER ALL!!" 

the humanoid decide to ignore what he said and just focus on the pornography in front. He also wonder if 

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Later when ask what's wrong with the phantom: I only have big brother ass experience. When I saw the scene that day, I realize. I think there's something wrong with me cause I want to be treated that way too. Is this the power of the hentai dick bitch ? I wasn't even fuck and I'm already ruined!

It's so unfair how come big brother can shameless hoard the dick girl for 10 rounds!! 

The humanoid did not write the description of what the phantom wanted to he fuck by the heroine in the notebook. It might ruined his brother image of how much hardcore it was—

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"..." Yu who read as Ortho wrote those in the paper with a straight face can only wonder if she really did it when she blacked out again. It always happens. Just like the first time she fuck someone which is still idia shroud.

Man, she sound like a whole lot different person than her usual self if she think about it. 

The humanoid doesn't seems to notice her looking over his shoulder as he flip to a next page to write a new journal entre.

Yu unconsciously gripped and squishing the neon pink cat that realize the next part is about the second brother and really want to make Yu look away cause the humanoid is going to show how much more of a whore he is than idia shroud!!!

"H-host can we leave now! It's rude to look at someone journal that shamelessly!!" The pink cat tagged the player who was hyper focus on the words being written down by Ortho to notice or hear his voice. 

She is reading something about herself she can't believe is true. Her eyes follows the ink of the pen on the white page. The sound around them is gone and she's already went down to the level of Ortho who's seating on the grass to read closely—

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This is the second part of the loosely written based on real events. 

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"More ♡♡♡ fuck me more ♡♡♡ ahhh... My iwswide ish bein ruwb swoo gooodddd♡♡♡ are you going to cum?♡♡♡ Cum iwswide cuuuuhmmm iwswide ♡♡♡ hicccchhh....hghhh h-hot...!!!♡♡♡" 

The lewd voice of idia shroud could be heard even in the upper tower. His showing and flexing how much of a whore he is at the moment. 

"Ahhhhhhh....hmmmmnn...♡♡♡ " he groan, feeling orgasm again when Yu pulled out, lots and lots of cum that filled his stomach that it was bulging spilled out  

"oh, you let it all spilled out. What a waste..." 

"Nyoooo.... Hghhmm... I'll lick it for you ♡♡♡" fearing that the fun time will end the oldest shroud tried to plug the gaping leaking hole with the tentacle he grab near him. It wiggle inside of him but it's not bad as he felt leaking on his useless big dick that is cumming blank with how much he experience climax the last hour.  

"Unfair..." A voice sound with lace of venom. "Stop using him!!" The phantom stood in front of idia, as if shielding him but if you look closely you can see he have a erection and his eyes is filled with lust. Albeit his drooling a bit as he was watching the whole thing in envy, envious of his big brother being fuck so good for so many round!

"U-use me instead!!" 

"Use you ? Hee.." the heroine laughs as she went and seat on her chair made of flowers, vines and tentacles like a queen. Her crimson eyes look down at the two shroud.

 "Do you want to be a hero and help out your pitiful big brother, little incestuous shroud?" She cross her legs, the distance between her and the second shroud is not that far. 

"Is that what your trying to do, little shroud?" She out reach her right foot and poke the erection that made the so called heroic brother squirm and almost let out a lewd voice but shut his mouth with his hand.

If you look closely, there seems to be blot bleeding out from his nose. "Or was it something else?" A sly smile on her face. She can see through him, but she will amuse him. 

"Then lick my foot and beg me for my cock—" she can't even finish her words as Ortho went down on his knees and start to lick her feet that's rather dirty because of walking almost barefoot if not for the blue fuzzy stockings. 

"...AHAHAHA ♡" she let out a laugh as she realize this bitchy attitude is a family thing. It run to the family to be such a submissive cock loving whore, other than being incestuous siblings. 

"I'm easy to talk to.... Come, my new toy." She gesture him to come closer after he lick her feet clean. She don't even have to wait that long as he walk or particularly run toward where she seat. Stumbling a bit on his way to land on her lap, he look up to her who held him by the face. 

There's a moment of gentle on her eyes but realize this is not the Ortho that is her solace.

"I'm going to break you, your big brother won't even satisfy you afterwards." Her hand pulled him closer. "I'll give you another chance to run away." It's only because he share the same face as certain someone.

"No need for mercy and just fuck me already." The shamelessness of the shroud who's seating on her lap made her laugh.

"What a debauched whore you are." Not even hiding that fact at all. Not caring if his two brothers is giving him bombastic side eyes as his ass is squeeze by Yu. "Fine." Lining up the tip into the hole, she grip on his hips before she penetrated him. 

"AHHH~ ♡♡♡ " black ink bleed out from his nose as he felt overwhelming pleasure when the tip of the hard dick kisses and rub his inside each time she pound in. It felt like she's deeply kissing him under ♡

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{ It felt so good I felt I died again. But this time I did wake up in Elysium instead of underworld.} Said later by the interviewed shameless whore Ortho. Golden eyes suddenly froze seeing the look of the humanoid giving him. He realize something { You better not write I'm a whore in that paper—} 

The humanoid run before he could get smacked by his brother. When his just stating the truth.

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"Girl dick is good!♡♡♡ nii-chan you bastard, you glutton!♡♡♡ your trying to get all this for yourself!!♡♡♡ ahhh ~ so HATEFUL." 

"Ackk...Ort...thoo!♡" Idia Shroud is currently being choke by a very angry dick loving whore little brother of his. True shades is showing the moment they get dicked down by the hentai protagonist girl cock.

"Greedy, greedy. Nii-chan!! ♡♡♡" his mind is blank, all he could think is that his getting fuck so good, his having nosebleed. And that his brother really did went and tried to keep it all to himself earlier!

"Ah...♡ squeezing me like you want to empty me~♡♡ ?" There's something with this Intimate moment. Yu who was rather unfazed by fucking the oldest should face is red, is she flustered?

"Yu's cum is feeling me up ♡♡♡ ahhhh~ I love this feeling ♡♡♡ "he doesn't care if black blood drop on his big brother. Or that his drooling. He felt too good to care about anything about anything else.

"Yu ♡♡♡" Ortho let go of his big brother and turn to look at the heroine. There's something odd on his eyes. "You and I are more closer in similarity than you and everyone else... Because our soul are being bounded too ♡♡♡" 

He gaze for a moment at the humanoid as he circle his arms around the heroine. It's not about her dick anymore. There's something odd about it. But it can't be recorded as the sight as blocked by ink. Ink filled the whole place. Covering big brother as laughter of the phantom can be heard. 

...

Brother Ortho did something. I can't remember what happened next but when it comes to be. He was holding Yu sleeping in his arms. Sleeping soundly beside idia. 

{ Little Ortho, come get the kisses you don't get earlier from the Heroine.} 

The second brother told his younger brother, beckoning him to come closer. "Okay ♡" I don't know what he did at all. To even have the hentai protagonist be exhausted is a fit. 

I got kisses from the sleeping beauty. I felt happy after being left out by my whore of big brothers who only care about being fucked by Yu. 

I like Yu even if we can't do something like that.

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The pink cat melt from embarrassment as the humanoid finish writing the entre. He thankfully glad, he made Ortho shut down before THAT part.

It's a good thing, He knew that their big brother is too much of a foul simp who will force their younger brother to write down that event. For what? Hahaha. Teacher? Lol. Like who will believe that crap?

"The assumption is not even close. Because I wasn't even that conscious by that time." Yu finally spoke and corrected something on the journal. ' but I remember some parts vaguely... Someone were kissing me and I felt warmth that seems to really soul deep kind of thing... How odd.' 

"I probably think having one is already a bother. Why would I take another bimbo that will chase me to be fuck?" She pick the melted pink goo from the ground. 

"The green bunny state, there's two yandere already. Did it make it's three now since I fuck two of them?" Molding it back to it's shape. She chuckle looking at the confuse face of the cat.

"....." The system think about it. He don't think he will go far to say it's yandere tendency. It's just whore tendency. "No." As well something else. 

Because Yu and the phantom Ortho are the one who's intimate moment is like having intercourse of souls and consciousness, so it's very much deep connection is being built that time.

Because that Ortho is not alive and just bind to the game world by the admin to hang out and entertain the little sleeping beauty. Who refuse to wake up. 

"Oh... That's weird. I thought the skill set of the hentai protagonist is too omnipotent? That's good. Then I won't have to problem having more of those red flag if i did went and fuck another one." She seat beside the oblivious humanoid.

"Who are your next target, hosting?" Changing the topic! Since the pink cat really don't want to dwell too much on his whore era. He needs to change it quickly.

"Divus Crewel."

"......." The pink cat went and summon his log book and read through something. "Are you into that professor?" It stare here, she mentioned that name before. 

"Sam is good too."

"Ahm." The pink cat avatar went to note down that it seems that Yu is into older men. "Are you into the principal too?" He already making a check list of the older men in the NRC.

"Huh? I like his keys." The protagonist says. The cat looks at her, tilting his head. "Oh." He wrote it down too. "We can go out in the town, maybe you'll meet more older men if your into them."

"I'm not into them that much. I felt at least comfortable with them. " she mumble. She don't know why through. "Are you uncomfortable with the shrouds, host?" 

"They reeks of yandere and derange tendency and they are into incest. I rather not go near them again." 

Said the heroine who's beside two of the shroud. 

But big brother made this world for you. And fall in love with you over and over again in each play through..why can't you love them back? Do you still not forgive them?

"I see host. I'll help you out to not meet up with any of them. Especially the oldest one." The system is made to entertain and help host Yu. So they should priority her no matter what. That's what the pink cat is doing even so his receiving messages from admin to not do so.

"Thank you, kitty." The heroine give a soft kiss to the pink cat who hug her back with his paws and red scarf. " Your Welcome ♡." 

Everyone is acting in this world. They can't go against the script. Unless the protagonist change the flow, they cannot break the character profile. The world of this virtual reality is made to circle around her after all.

Even how much derange that is, it's made that way by idia shroud so Yu will be happy that she can control what she really happened when she found herself in the real twisted wonderland.

Hopeless and afraid of many things.

So far from the one who's hugging him. Who's fearless and full of guts. But still anti social to not call anyone by their name. Refusing to fully acknowledge the relationship.

Maybe healing a broke cup is not easy. It will leave you wounded and bleeding before you could do it.

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I saw Yu sleeping against the tree that's surrounded by field of flowers today. Does the heroine sleep? How come she can sleep those days?

I approach her and watch her sleep for a bit. Seating beside her wondering if Yu is mad still. 

Out of sudden, from the other side of Yu, something come out under her.

"Meow." A pink cat look up to me. That's one weird looking cat. Is that a real cat? Is that food that get possess? Clearly there's no pink cat unless it's a monster feline. I was going to scan it when it smack me across the face

"Eh? What did I do to you?" I question the pink cat who just flop against Yu, purring mockingly at me for some reason. It's pissing me off. 

"Meow nyahahaha." 

Can cat laugh like that ...... ?

The cat shamelessly rub it's face against Yu's boobs even went and groping it. While it's tail wag behind it

"Hmn ♡?" -yu groan because of the lewd stupid cat action. But she don't wake up still.

And this cat seems to be a pervert.

"Why do you seems like big brother..." I mumble as I tried to pick it up but it smack me away with it's tail that might not look like it but it hit pretty hard.

"Meow meownomhmmm." The perverted thing went and nom Yu nipples. 

"STOP THAT!" I quickly pulled the perverted cat that soon transform into a face similar to mine, but there a neon pink ears on top of his head and a pink tail swinging mischievously behind him.

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The humanoid look up to his second oldest brother who pinned him under him.

 "Hello Little brother." His held tilt and mouth mask of his college gear gets remove by the other. "Hey—" the other can't even say anything as he was kiss as a greeting, so shamelessly by his brother.

*Poof.

Green- Yellow bunny ears and tail appear on the humanoid who's now frowning after his brother broke his disguise and ruined the whole ordeal again.

"Cute ♡" the second brother pat the head of his cute little brother who keep frowning at him.

"Brother why are you getting shameless? After Yu said that casually cause you show up first than me or big brother on our virtual avatar. Doesn't makes you the favorite now. >:((" 

the humanoid push his brother away but the other did not move but rather put his arms around his copycat little brother.

"But little Ortho, I don't do anything to her. I don't wrong her like certain people, in fact I saved her. I'm her hero... Maybe that's why I'm favorite ♡" 

"..." The humanoid stop arguing as his in deep thoughts. His brother is not wrong. "Stop... Why do you keep repeating that?" 

"Don't think I'm some evil devil that out to ruined your little charade. You, big brother and I made a deal. Big brother have taken her soul out from the river of souls where she supposed to rest for all eternity. after all, She supposed to be property of the king of the dead after she decide to never wake up...." 

"...." 

" But because I care and love you two deeply, my two brothers. I let you two off with a deal: As long you two can make her happy to wish to wake up to be with you(again), I'll give up her soul. But she seems to prefer me, death itself than you two." He poke his little brother nose. It irritated him.

 "Once a glass break. You cannot get all the small pieces to put it back together.... It will be forever be broke. Unless you melt it down and mold it back to shape. Yet is it still the same glass? Or a new person..." 

How many times did they tried to recreate a version of her that will accept them. How many times did she choice to run away. Just How far the length does those two will go for a soul that never belong to this world, to begin with?

"Your so cute when your full of despair too, little Ortho. My sweet little brother." The pink cat held Ortho face so lovingly and kiss him again. The humanoid felt dull and empty.

He always felt his brother like to slap him with reality of the situation. To keep him in line about certain things they can't change.

"Aww... Don't be like that. It almost made me feel like I'm bullying you which I'm not, I'm just stating the obvious truth. It's just the boring thing a king of the land of the dead have to remind people who made a deal with him. Don't take it at heart, little Ortho." His brother chuckle as if he don't think what his words earlier is like a hammer hitting a nail. 

The humanoid watch as his brother transform back to that form of a pink cat with red scarf. Flying around him.

"...I see." The humanoid note everything he stated to remind big brother, this one is telling them off again. "Why is Yu sleeping brother?" 

"Playing game 24/7 might be a dream for some but it's good to sleep where mind rest don't you think?" The pink cat went toward the sleeping heroine and seat beside her. "Oh. And that I made her remember you two ♡" a sly smile on his face as he stared at his younger brother reaction.

"What?" The horror in the humanoid voice. it almost as if his really human who knows fear.

"It's a game, Ortho. I still have to try my part to make sure Yuu won't be property of the living, isn't it the way of the world?" The pink cat see nothing wrong with it. Because he did nothing wrong. only criminal will felt something is wrong and will felt guilty and fear. 

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"Yuu~ " a mechanical boy called out to the prefect who flinch on the mention of her name. She took a moment as if debating if she should acknowledge the humanoid.

 "Yes?" Sighing she turn around, to only have his face quite close to her. "Come play with nii-chan with me again tonight won't you?" There's a happy tone on his noice. Mask in false innocent. Just like a little boy who don't know any better or did not do any crime.

But it's a lie. All it is a lie. 

"...I don't want." its almost inaudible but he can hear it even it's distance away.

"What?" He tilt his head at her. His golden orbs seems to pierce deep into her soul, she said something he don't want to hear at all. Panicking she look around but as always everyone ignores her. 

They don't know what's wrong with her. Ortho is the nicest boy in the whole NRC why is the ramshackle prefect acting like he did something terrible to her? Beside the two of them, where they not someone pretty close as they once dated? So no one would think how odd it is to see them so close.

"I-im busy... So I can't—" 

"but I know your schedule very well, Yuu. You should be free today. There's no unbirthday, your friends are all in club activities and grim is with spell drive club to practice. So you'll be all alone..." 

The humanoid hugs her by the arm. Looking up to her, acting like she was rather mean to not give him a few of her time to spend with a friend. His hand grip on her is intentionally or not, is tighten. she felt pain when he held her.

"I don't want to go!!" she finally find her words and tried to push him but failed to do som I'm the end, Ortho spin her by one arm like a ballerina and then held her. Just like before. 

"Don't be shy, it be like old time." He pulled her, she can't do anything but be dragged away by him toward the wolfs den.

Please someone help me.

She pleaded to the people that turn blind eye or just oblivious to the chaos that storming inside of her.

...

"Yuu ♡" the metallic jointed intertwined with her human one. She once always love such feeling of how their hand seems to fit together but now it made her sick. The same voice that tells her sweet nothing. Is a liars voice.

"Let big brother kiss you okay?" Her back rested against that so called older brother. His arms around her. It made her want to throw up. He was the one who cause this. 

"..." She stayed quite. What is she supposed to say? Go ahead you incestuous fuckers and kiss her like she's some toy being shared between you sickos? 

She can't do anything, the humanoid will break her fingers again if she tried to do something bad against his older brother. Her silence is something that keep her sane and safe from being harm from this weapon of destruction ex she have.

"Silence means Yes. And beside if she comes with you, she obviously fine with anything well do to her." She felt lips kissing the scar she get from trying to protect grim from Leona before. It was not that deep but it leaf an imprint on her back. 

"Your so damage, prefect." Big hands went under her uniform, outreach to grab each part of her body hidden beneath the cloths. "And you dream to be a orchestra singer? Who would want such ugly goods singing for all~? Hehee.. unless your a freak show then everyone will watch you sing." 

"Isn't it good Yuu? Even how much of a broken goods you are. Your welcome in our arms. As long you'll love us back." The humanoid rest his forehead against Yuu's.

She stayed quite. She have gotten use to them saying foul things. As if trying to see if she will speak a word. But each time they did manage to do so. She become even more quieter and quieter till she stop all together.

"How boring..." Spoke the eldest before she felt pain on her shoulder blade. He have bitten her. 

" I-it hurt..." She tried to make him stop but the grip of the mechanical boy stops her. She could only cry and squirm as idia bite her neck. his sharp teeth piercing through her skin and making her bleed.

"Your voice is really beautiful... Even in such distressful and depressing state." Idia tilt her head back to look at her tearful state.

 "Does it gross you that much to be touch and held by someone like me? Ahahaha a heroine want those prince charming and not a shut in like me... No someone like you likes cute little innocent boys that doesn't know any better aren't you? You little freak. You thought you can fool me? Ahaha. You only like Ortho cause he look like a child isn't he? Such foul and vile taste. You and I are meant together don't you think so? Hehehe... don't try to deny it. Only weird people like you and I will love Ortho... " 

he spoke so fast, but she understands that his insulting her again. Mocking her, telling her she's no better than him for dating Ortho before.

"..." Obviously what can she say in such situations? It's already a mistake she let out scream of pain. It seems to make the other have erection cause she can feel it against her back.

"Oh no big brother. You seems to have an erection. Shall we ask the cause of it to fix it?' such words from the person she once like makes her stomach drop. And heart sink in despair. She's stuck in a hell hole. Stuck between two damnable siblings.

She saw the two kiss in front of her, as if comforting the other or it's just their sick sick thing.

"Of course, prefect would help us out again won't you? Hehe... If you don't those popular kids you save. Will be taken by us and experimented till they drop dead."

If they can't get what they wanted from her with foul words, they always went to threaten her . 

Such unfortunate soul she is. 

With nowhere to go too.

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"Ahh♡"

 metallic finger played with her core. Toying with her as he kiss her saying sweet words that meant nothing but lies. She's just human, being feed pleasure even how much she might not want it. She can't stop herself from being please. 

"Your so cute Yuu ♡" naked beneath the humanoid, he stared at eyes that seems to reflect her with adoration. But it's all false love. He never love her and will never love her. His code is only design to love and care for his brother, his creator. 

"I love you, Yuu." He spoke to her, only she can hear it but it never reach her heart anymore. Even if it's true or full of deception. Her heart is shut off to anyone who tried to knock on it. 

The person she believes was a hope, was a grim reaper that want her to perish even so she's still alive. 

"..." The humanoid stared at the silent tearful broken human beneath him. His big brother task him to do the foreplay so she could be ready for the big game. Yet seeing her look this way. It made him feel his being thorn apart. 

 But how could that be...? He cant feel human emotion. He only based what he says on the right and wrong he learn from his data based. 

Tell a woman or your lover, you love them when your having such intimate moment. It will make their heart soft and open up to you...

yet those words are nothing but lies. 

Yuu heart have harden and close up even more. looking at him like his not human. It's not the same gaze that once stare at him with full of affection, love and equality. Like his no different than her. 

She often sing for him, he always been her number one audience. Behind the school yard. Deep in the forest. Where animals gather around to listen to the beautiful angel that seems to descended. Singing such beautiful songs. 

He often listen to the recording he made of her little performance. She's too shy to tell anyone else about it. Only him who she trust so much to stay to listen to her sing her hearts out.

Now, she won't even speak to him if he don't force her too. Her eyes no longer shine so brightly. It's not empty and dull.

—But big brother said. She will come to love him again, him and idia. Because they are two pairs that cannot be separated. If you were to love one, you need to love both. 

And accept there's a bound deep between the two siblings. That might an awful thing for everyone else. But for them it's quite normal thing in their family.

By that time, she's be given lots of love. Then won't she be happy to be loved by two people? Heroine and the protagonist in big brother books. Always have many love interest. They always enjoyed such attention from everyone. Because they are whores for affection and love.

She's no better than them. No, clearly. she's even worse, cause the one who caught her attention is Ortho. There's so many suitors, so many good choices that won't lead her to a doom end. Yet she herself made fate abandoned her.

Now her life is owned by shrouds. It's her fault if she want to blame someone. Blame herself for being a weirdo who like small and cute boys.

"You have to say it back, Yuu. It's only proper." He grab hold of her face, he don't know why. Her silence made him mad. Why can't she speak to him. Why can't she say anything? Don't she always says "I love you " back?

"..." She just glared at him. She think his a joke. What kind of moron will say such thing when she's being violated against her will? Being threaten? Ahaha. If she's not so weak and hopeless. He and his incestuous damnable freaks will be the one who will be asking forgiveness from her.

But what can she do? She's just a human. Pitiful and weak human. Against humanity best weapon of destruction. Something that can thorn her apart if he lost his chill. 

"Say it." The grip on her jaw is so painful. Her bones fill like breaking. Tears falling from her eyes as she give up resisting.

 "I l-love You." Her voice held no love or affection. It only held fear being held by a gun point by a monster. Force to say words, someone will speak to their lover. Yet here she is speaking it to a cruel thing.

"No." He shakes his head. He don't like ebay he heard. He don't like her empty tone. It's not the same she always use to say those words to him. 

She narrowed her eyes, She said what he wanted yet why is he unsatisfied by it?

"Say it again." He demanded his other hand grips on shoulder blade that already have been bleeding from the bite of that freak of a brother this robot have.

"...I love you." It's even more empty than before. Her eyes is not even looking at him, she's looking forward of getting out of this mess. But that where's she's wrong..she can never get out of this mess. Even if she died, she can never escape it.

"Again." 

"I love you."

"Why can't you say it like before, Yuu?" He don't know why, he felt it's not the same. It's never the same as before. Over and over again, he made her repeat and she comply or else he break each bone on her body. 

she who once fear death even she suffer in such cruel way, worse than hell. Can only do so as to comply to the demand of those two.

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Kissing someone who held you with affection and care. But for her it felt like she's being poisoned and rub with animal waste, actually it's much better to be rub with poison and animal waste than this. 

"As expected of the heroine. So tight ♡♡♡" a monster held her and embracing her. Golden eyes that seems to devouring her everything, destroying her everything. 

"Hmn.. ♡" her body is a sick joke on her, she can't do anything but watch in the back of her mind. How the blue and pink monster with golden eyes held her down, her inside being tainted with white. Tears falling from her eyes, the beast licks it and kisses her face with those wet lips. 

"Open Your mouth ♡♡♡ let me lick your inside heheh." She saw herself opening her mouth. The monster kiss her, she want to throw, she want to scream. But her body was force to feel nothing but pleasure. 

"Aww don't cry." He tried to console her, and called for his minion. "Come kiss her too, ( beep ). We have to comfort this cry baby of s protagonist. Can't even take such small pain but can take a claw from behind? Hehe.. laughable." 

They said white is supposed to be good, an angel even. But why is it the white thing she saw is no less than a demon than the blue one...? 

"We love you, ( beep )." His words held honestly but to her its dishonesty.

She can't hear what he called her. What's the point? It doesn't matter. Even her name doesn't matter. 

"You'll be happy if you just accept us and love us back. It's stupid to even try to escape. It's your fault. It's always be your fault, who told you to be the protagonist? Hehe.."

even so the blue monster knew they fuck up. He can't do anything now. After all, they already deep in the pit. Yuu just have to accept it. It's more easy that way.

It's not his and his innocent little brother fault that she's nothing but seductress who seduce them to her stupid heroine charm. So it's only fair she take responsibility and love them back.

She doesn't want to be the heroine. She want to sing in front of many people who will adore her and remember her forever.

To bring happiness through her voice. But here she is stuck in such pit far away from home. Can only let out such debauched voice as she was drugged into euphoria.

Their words felt like insect, she can't hear it no more, she would only let out the moan and groan they want to hear from her. Tell them I love you back even so she don't mean those words. 

Camera flashes on her, they are taking picture of her but what does it change?

Ha... It's useless. She's already in hell. Being worse one doesn't change anything. She's nothing in this world but a toy.

One day, she will show them who's a toy.

I hope you'll get such vengeance. Yuu. after all it be a sight to see the look on those two face. Once it happened .

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It was the time where Dance and music festival is being held. She was the manager of NRC group. So she's with them obviously.

In front of everyone she smile as if she have no broken pieces shuttered around. That's she's not fragile that can be broken even more with a single tap.

She smile and laughs with her friends. Her friends that does notice something wrong but she refuse to tell them. There's gun pointing at each everyone. 

One wrong move and she's done for.

Was she supposed to be happy, she can still spend time with everyone else when she's not in that damn room?

"Yuu ♡" robotic arms circle around her from behind, a kiss pasted on her cheek. She felt rigid yet quickly smile like a lover will have greeting her beloved. She need to act she's in a wonderful and loving relationship or else... Those people who showed her love. Will perish.

"Ortho." Her smile is soft, that's the only thing she can master. It's not the same smile she shows those two from Heartslabyul and grim. Heh. Why would she show such smile to those monsters...?

"Hey, Ortho. Are you going to take minion again to play with you in ignihyde?" Grim ask in slight worry. Yuu always cried each night in the bathroom, throwing up and mumbling things he can't understand. He wonder if it's because of this doll and his brother.

The ghost have told him, there's something wrong with Yuu and it might because of her "lovers" and grim might be the only one who can save her. 

"Yes." The humanoid smiled and nodded. "Too bad minion and I are going to have game night at ace and deuce!" 

"We do?—" deuce who don't know it was scheduled was elbowed by ace.

"Yup. So you two love birds should postpone it ok? Can't you let us bff's have our fun? Unless there's something else...?" Ace narrowed his eyes at the humanoid who's eyes suddenly become lightless. 

"Of course not Ace Trappola. I guess it been a while since you three have fun. But I'll be so jealous if you guys spend more time together. So I'll keep in touch okay, Yuu?" He kiss her again before hugging her, almost too tightly. 

"What's faster Yuu? Showing the internet who owned you or killing your friends ?" He whisper to her ears. 

"... take care okay." He lean away as she stared at him. "Okay." She mumble before she watch him leave.

She thought she was saved. But she's dreadfully wrong.

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The oldest shroud, he never once pulled out or use any protection. Because she's the property of shroud the moment they lead their eyes on her. There's no problem if there's a fruit on their union. 

—this is the cost of Yuu's nightmare the moment she saw two lines in the pregnancy stick. Her professor Crewel have brought a dog to school today, it was rather special one.

The little girl keep smelling her and staring at Crewel. What realize what's up as his little spot is kin on smelling an additional scent on people. 

Just like how pregnant people wound have two scent. One scent is the mother, the other is the child.

He brought her to the infirmary without a word. Called out Sam who knows that his going to be called. 

"Do you want that burden on you?" He ask her, he have seen her lost her brightness and her light in her eyes. It's disappearing rather quickly those pass month. 

She's not fit to be a mother, especially in such age and such state. 

"What?" 

"Sam."

"I know what you need. Here one to check and here's one to undo. It left no pain and trace. Only for you little imp." Sam give her a bag containing two things.

She realize what they mean when she saw what's inside. She felt sick and thrown up on the spot. All the content on her stomach gone. 

"You always quite a troublemaker but you still help those more troublesome students. You always help but refuse to be helped. Tell me Yuu. Are you in a toxic relationship?"

The words of Divus Crewel made her see there's still good in this world. But in the corner of her eyes, she saw something glint in red. The camera is now focusing on her. 

"No." She lied to keep him safe. "Huh. Well..if you say so. " The teacher raise his brow at her and she could only nodded again and hide the bag inside her coat.

Same and crewel give her a look. Sam give her a sign board: My friends from the other side told me, if you still keep it. It be your bargain for you freedom. 

What sick joke is that?

She thought that time, she wanted to erase that thing inside of her. She could never being forth a thing that's not made of love.

 Something that will never be love even so it's innocent. But It's creation isn't.

But Yuu, I felt if you continue, how should I break it up to you? You only made things rather complicated and more worse. 

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"why would you try to destroy them Yuu?" Tears fall onto her face, she's bleeding out. She might actually bleed out enough to finally end it all. 

"Go fuck yourself." She found courage in the face of death. 

"Hehee. Such foul mouth you have after such crime you did?" Her face held by him tightly, he want to crush her. 

Why would she be so cruel and harm something innocent made from the two of them? Ahaha. Foolish effort.

"Am I that disgusting you don't want our child, Yuu? Too bad. My genes are rather strong. You will not abort them, who help you will be dragged into Tartarus and suffer." 

"Just kill me, you damn bitch. I rather die than spawn your filthy—" She really talkative when she realize she will surely die.

*Slap.

"Your really feisty. You can't call them filthy." His mad, why would she call their offsprings as that? Hah... What useless effort is she spouting. It's useless.

"Your filthy anything with your genes is filthy." She push him away but it's useless. He laugh at her hopeless effort.

"Pitiful unfortunate soul. You have no choice. We owned you now." He kiss her lovingly but she spit on his mouth. Too bad for her, his into that. "Ah♡ you even marking me with your saliva? How cute. Don't worry I'm yours forever yuu~"

"..." She don't speak anymore, she fallen unconscious..

"Aww..." There's a twisted grin on his face as he start to lick the blood that's pouring out of her core, cleaning her up.

 The blood she have seems to taste different, maybe because it's the blood mix of he and her, ahh. Just thinking about her holding them in her arms made him want to chow her from cuteness aggression. He want to take a bite off her. Maybe then she will stop trying to refuse him.

"It's effortless Yuu. Even if you die. You cannot escape us." 

That's not just a words spoken lightly, it was a promise.

"Now with this foolishness, all those troublesome SSR will suffer the consequences of being friends with the likes of you. Hehehe.." 

...

× Hey. Do you need help~? I see your in such distress. Come and follow my voice. I'll give you salvation. ×

In the dark, a voice called out to Yuu. She open her eyes, realize she's somewhere unfamiliar. 

× Come and follow my voice, Yuu.× 

The voice once again spoke as the door open for her. She wonder if the voice will give her salvation indeed. She have no hopes or dreams. So she follow him into the depths.

She found herself facing a leaking horror of a certain gate. She stared at it, there's something odd and scary about it. Dreadful even. 

A figure covered in darkness stood in the creaking opening it's arm outreach to her. 

×Come toward me, I'll save you from this mess.× 

She reach out to held his hand, she felt weakness and drain, as if death is holding her in it's arm. × I don't know what they see in you, but someone beg me to save you.× death spin her in it's arm, she felt her heart beat skip from fear and something else..why does death felt more warm than living?

She thought as her vision slowly disappear. Her sight is gone, soon she too will rest upon the water of souls. In peace and happy than she is now.

"LET HER GO!" a voice screamed out in free but she already lost consciousness in the arms of warmth and welcoming death.

...

When she comes to be. She realize there's a fight and she's being carried by Rook. "Our sleeping beauty have waken up. Trickster how is your sleep?" Such warm voice 

It sicken her for the reality it brought upon her. Why is she still here?

"The right is almost over. prefect don't worry. Those two derange brothers are not allowed to be near you any longer." The voice of Vil Schoenheit pat her head, he have learn her circumstances.

She saved him before her she refuse to be saved. So she is force to be saved by those she help before.

In this right against the shroud brothers. there's no hero or villains. They just have their own priority that they all held dear and wish to protect. 

...

Idia was about to fall into underworld. But someone caught him and throw him over. So she will be the one falling instead of him, he heard her say to him: "your death is mercy, live so you'll suffer hell for doing this to me." 

"NOOO!!" why does everyone he loves leave him? He is blinded to see it's his fault to begin with. 

...

 Thankfully, deuce and ace who come with Epel and Rook where closer to the pit and went to save Yuu from her doom. 

Not caring if their life is drained a bit or their hair turn white. The three of them have all white hair now. What bff goals isn't it?

"We can finally be your hero too, Yuu." Ace says with a grin. "Yup! Your now the damsel Yuu." Deuce added. 

Laughing as they held Yuu who is unconscious. Paler than a ghost and hair they fade to white. She like snow white and sleeping as if she eaten a poisonous apple.

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Yuu did not wake up. She was inside a dream where a figure covered in shadow showed her around a beautiful place. 

"You can do anything you want here... Through just ignore the gossiping auntie and uncle in the far corner of this paradise." The shadows figure told her as she seat against a beautiful tree that shade her from the sun.

"I see. Thank you." 

"Don't thank me. I only do this because you did something heroic before you perish..the one time thing earlier where I saved you run out already. This is from my own pocket."

 Somehow this entity is funny. She smiled at him, letting out a soft giggle because of his words seems out of character of what he look like. 

"..." The entity of death stared at her. "I realize why those two are addicted to you... You have a beautiful voice." Through he doesn't feel the same way as those two felt. He just felt pity because her voice seems like siren that attract sailor, but those sailor are obsessive freaks that want to possess her.

"..." Yuu become silent hearing the compliment. The last time someone did it. He become her nightmare. "... Thank you." He felt force to smile because she really don't want to hear compliment. It felt like a bad sign for her.

"Honestly your supposed to be doom in one of the circle of the underworld for sinner. But I felt you already been through hell worse than what they offer. So I'll let you off." 

It's also because of guilt, the entity knows who did it. That's why he wanted to fix it after he saw her saving his older brother still even so she's mad at him. 

"Enjoy your stay in Elysium, Yuu." The entity left her be and she finally found peace...

At least until it was broken when a humanoid come crushing her ' dream ' and taking her away to save everyone. As if he forgetting the one needed saving is her from him!

"Yuu I love you! I really love you♡!!" the humanoid who can finally feel and love confess to her, but she don't hear him. 

"I love you too, Ortho."

She just said the same word yet held no meaning or emotions. After all, that's the thing they want her to say when they say those words right? Ha... So tiresome.

...

She so sick of everything. She saved everyone because it's a force of habit. When everyone is happy. She approaches malleus Draconia. She want her reward. And he grant it. Now no one can wake her up. 

She doesn't need prince charming, she doesn't need anyone. She felt bad for leaving everyone who cared for her but she's lost and broken. She have to care for herself than anyone else. And the only way is that is to get back to that paradise again and be happy just being alone.

She no longer wish to be a song bird that wish to sing for the crowd to make everyone happy and remember her. She wanted to be nothing and forgotten.

Then let time make her mend her tears and let everything fade away. Let her be nothing but dust of time.

Sadly that can't the case. Your really unfortunate..but I'll try my best to keep you dead as you belong to the land of the dead now, after all. Those auntie and uncle will not leave me be if I don't save you after all. 

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Tears fall from Yu's eyes. The pink cat Atropos went and wipe her tears away. The player have waken up from her dream— nightmare.

 "...good morning host." Atropos greeted her. She unconsciously reach out to held the system into her arms.

She grab hold of the pink cat and squeeze it into a pink spear. Pointing the blade at the humanoid, she's going to stab him through his chest plate.

"...  you made one wrong move, and your now done for." There's anger in her eyes steering at this thing that will never let her be. His back to her life when she supposed to be dead. 

"Anything you did that I don't approve, your done for." Her eyes narrowed when she saw those green ears. She realize it very quickly. This whole thing is a charade.

"Boy you can never run for you'll be done for." She who was pitied by a strong woman in the Elysium taught her how to use a spear.  

"Yu I'm sorry..." The humanoid mumble but she's too angry to listen.

She stab through his arm, oil and sparkle leak out. But she doesn't care if anything if his head in front of her. She's going to fucking end him now.

AHAHAHAHAH. THIS IS THE VIRTUAL WORLD. SHE WILL DESTROY HIM FROM INSIDE OUT THEN.

The sick truth, she might never escape them. She will be making sure they'll regret it. Regret it. 

The spear turn into trident.

"HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE HOPELESS!!"

Water surrounded them it held down the humanoid, jamming his internally drive.

*Stab

"How's does it feel to know pain!?" 

*Stab

"LOOK WHAT YOU TURN ME INTO!!" 

Her hair change color. It's turn in orange in anger, something odd about it's seems to be similar to a certain curse of a certain family.

' beautiful...' the humanoid thought at that moment.

*Stab

"ALL THE PAIN I BEEN THROUGH!!"

*Stab stab.

"I'm Sorry...I'm sorry." The humanoid in the voice box that's slowly submerge by water and destroyed by the trident because Yu stab him by the neck.

"HAVEN'T I SUFFER ENOUGH?

*Stab

She hate them, she hate them. How much sorry they say. She won't forgive them. WHY CANT THEY LET HER BE!!

"RUTHLESSNESS IS MERCY!!" 

All that time, the humanoid let her do it.. because he knows it's useless to run. Maybe if she vent enough. She can forgive him a bit. Some of his libs is throne apart by the pink spear as tears fall into his broken body. But it's not as broken as Yu's soul.

"Shhh... It's bad to go rage on a hopeless enemy, dear." The admin in his avatar appeared behind Yu. Covering her eyes, soon she fainted in his arms. The spear turn back into the pink cat who went to check on the humanoid. 

"You guys totally deserve it. Maybe you should cry too. Maybe my twin will forgive you. AHAHA." He mocks them even so he show affection toward them.

"Time to log out a bit. Ort." Idia pat the head of the cat. Turning him into a kid who's barely ten "It's pass your bed time after all." He acting like a responsible father. What a sick joke.

">:( stop treating me as a kid." Ort slap his hand away. But did what he wanted. Because they are still playing the gods game after all.

Hey Yu, do you want to hear whats its all about? Then I'll tell you what you don't know. You'll hate them more, they'll suffer even more because you'll make them cry for their crimes♡

trying to go against my rule and making deal with troublesome thing...

To be made as a clown by gods.

Ha... Hah... You and I are tuck in such sick game. Called gods game.

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"I'm sorry I'm weak. I'm hopeless and sad." Before everything come to a eternal dream. Yuu once held deuce, ace and grim hands. Tears falling from her eyes. 

"But thank you for being my friends. Please live a life with a smile, reach your dream and be happy even I'm not here anymore. Consider me that I'm back to my own world, okay?'

it was lies, lies of comfort. She don't want to tell them her plans. She want to keep them obvious but safe.

"Oh you finally find your way back Yuu?" Ace tried to hold back his tears, he don't need to be such a loser who will shed tears. He felt he failed as friend as Yuu refuse to tell them anything again. Not sharing the burden of her pain again. 

"Geez... Why are you crying if you can finally go back home, Yuu?" Deuce let the tears fall. There's nothing wrong in crying. His mother said even so it's not as manly as everyone says. For his dear friend Yuu. He will shed all the tears happiness or sadness.

"I wish in another life, I can have you guys as lover instead. Not two okay. Maybe ace or deuce whoever win rock paper scissors." She can't help but make a joke.

"Then it's me cause I'll be the winner. Hahah... *Sniff .." tears falls from ace eyes. He tried to laugh but it end up as sob and whimper.

"Lover? Ehh... Ah..." Deuce felt embarrassed by the confession. His face flustered yet a mess with tears. 

"In another world. I and ace who ever win the rock paper scissors. will love and adore you more than anyone else because we knew you more than anyone else. After all, we are your friends before anyone can come around."

The heart of Heartslabyul can't take it anymore and hug the frail and weak friend. So broken and so fragile.

"By that time, we will be happy. You won't just stuck in one world. you can hop to this world to that. You won't mess your dreams or your friends." Deuce mumble, as he too hug Yuu. 

The three hug each other. Tears falling silently. There's silent that's so strong yet seems to be mending the pain and wounds a bit. It made her smile again. because she have such wonderful friends who care and love her. Willing to share her burden yet she is the one who wish to not share it. Because they are safer that way.

"Yuu, I will go with you. I will protect my minion. I have become a mage already worthy to be your protector!!" grim finally spoke. He knows what's up. He begged the god that lies in the underworld to save you.

 In exchange he will offer his everything for you. Because you always did the same for him. He don't want to be useless for his minion. His only servant and ...family. 

"You'll be safe, I'll keep you safe no matter what. No monsters will take you away from your peace." He hug Yuu, he too shed tears.

 He knows what Yuu will do. Yuu have long for death and it's embrace. Yuu will slumber for all eternity as her wish to malleus Draconia was that she will dream a wonderful dream forever.

Keep in a deep forest, away from anything and anyone who will take her away. Far from the beast that destroy and broken her. And Grim will be the dragon— the kind monster that will be her protector if the thorns doesn't detour the beast.

Forever, he and she will be together even the other is asleep and never be awaken anymore.  

"Are you sure grim?" She ask him as she hug the fluffy thing. "Yes! Don't make the great grim change his mind! It won't! Never!!"

"That's unfair. How come grim can come with Yuu?" Ace sigh, wiping his tears away. "Isn't it good ace. At least they'll be together. They are family after all."  

Tears have been shed. Farewell have told. It's time to say goodbye to everyone else that care but let's make it into a song.

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Everyone is gather in the auditorium hall. The ramshackle prefect who will depart today will offer a song to everyone who she held dear. 

Those who knows will head it for the last time. Those who don't will hear for the first and last time.

The voice that seems to belong to song bird— no belong to the siren that will drag you to the depths.

"Hello, thank you for coming today. I would like to sing this song that's belong to my old one.: thanks to you." She bow as she finish her words before she take a deep breath and let out a beautiful voice:

< Thank you for teaching me how to love

Showing me what the world means

What I've (not) been dreamin' of

And now I know >

She stared at everyone who welcome her in this cruel world. She smiled as tears fall from her eyes. Her emotions can be felt in her voice.

< There is nothing that I could do thanks to You >

Staring at the two who dare show up in this gathering, so shameless to wave at her. As if they were not at fault.

< For teaching me how to feel

Showing me my emotions.. >

Her drift at Ortho for a moment. She loved him, loved him so much because he made her happy. Not because of something else like what his big brother assume it was. She likes to hear his compliment and see the sparkle in his eyes when he listen to her sing. 

< Letting me know what's real from what is not >

But she realize it's all lies.

She doesn't mind if they are into such incestuous act. Just don't bring her between them, that's one of the reason she broke up with him, he don't want to be between them. She believes lovers should be only two people who love each other. Not more than two. She don't need that many love. Especially not that sick love they offer.

And idia made the final hit to the coffin. Telling her: Ortho can never feel anything, all he told her was what he ( idia ) wanted Ortho to say as a love interest candidate. To make her affection raise up. So she could open up and then come toward their embrace. But he ( idia) will love her. 

That if she accept him, the two of them ( the shroud brothers) will love her just the same.

< What I've got is more that I'd ever hoped for

And a lot of what I hope for is thanks to you >

...

< [Chorus]

No mountain, no valley

No time, no space

No heartache, no heartbreak

No fall from grace

Can stop me from believing

That my love will pull me through

Thanks to you>

All she ever dream, was to sing to a crowd like this one. the eyes of everyone is on her, they will remember her as beautiful song bird. She supposed to sing like this to a greater crowd back in her world. 

The day she supposed to leave abroad, to be in the miss Saigon. In her young age, she was already been seen how much her voice can shake the heart of many. It was once a blessing that she thought will bring her to her dream 

But now it's a curse that bring her nothing but 

Nightmare and endless pain. 

< For teaching me how to live >

Her eyes went to her first year friend who felt tears falling from their eyes. This is farewell. They all made her happy. But happy things comes to an end like suffering does.

< Putting things in perspective

Showing me how to give

And how to take >

She can never give them the suffering she felt. She want to experience being love by her two friend but she don't want to prick their future and heart with her broken pieces. She don't want to give them a use goods. A good that cannot love them anymore because she is far from being whole.

< No mistake we were put here together >

Her eyes felt warmth staring at everyone who felt tears unconscious falling from their eyes. Even through they been through so much together, been through so much like death together. She don't want to change it. She still goes to this pain if it mean she can be friends 

With those who care for her in this world. 

< And if I break down forgive me, but it's true

That I'm aching with the love I feel inside> 

She lost her footing, tears have blocked her sight that is only temporary. She can barely see them. Because her gaze have long have expired. It was taken by death that day. But Vil let her see even for a moment with a help of his unique magic:

You shall sing and see those who watches you. Sing the song till the last verse. Or else you shall be poisoned from inside out.

< Thanks to you, you

Thanks to you >

She want to throw a middle finger at those two monster. It's all thanks to them her life is ruined. All thanks to them, she is broken. Her friends wish to put her back together but she wish to not be fix because it will remind her that there's criminal in this world that made her into a monster. 

She held stomach. She killed them too. When she wakes up, she felt more empty. Even so she want them gone. He said to her. She's very irresponsible mother that's why their babies is taken away. 

Babies... It made her sick. It's more than one sin. Ah. It made her want to throw up, to scream but all she could do is cry in front of everyone. But it was though she was sad she will part ways from this world and those people who made her happy. 

In a way yes. In a whole reason it's not. Her skin shiver when that bastard tried to comfort her, she want to ring his neck, but killing him is mercy. She will die and she don't want him with her.

She rather to through seven circle of hell than be with him and his damn brother.

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Yuu left with the protection of Diasomnia who seems to realize there's really a problem that she need knight to help her. It was fast with help of magic, they were gone. To a place where only magic can enter. 

A beautiful house deep in the woods of thorns. Yuu stared at Malleus who seems to be in deep thoughts.

 "Won't killing him be more easy?" He have learn about her pain because he will not assist her until she told him a bit of the issue. 

"What does it change? I'm already broken." She mumble as she hug grim who's grip on her tighten.

 He don't want to never see her open her eyes. He want Yuu to be still, but at what cause? Ah... What is human so complicated? He thought hugging his human.

"It change lot of things, actually." Lilia Vanrouge spoke in the dark, he reach out to pat her head, she flinch when a foreign contact her. But soon realize it was not a bad touch of a monster but a friend.

"Ah... Your really in such pickle." He mumble. He never thought it be this worse. 

It made him wonder just how terrible love can make someone do. To break a hero into such state.

"Maybe in your dream, you'll think through before you come saving someone and being someone hero. Yuu." Sebek mumble.

 He felt depress. His friend that he barely spend time with. But have deeper bound even with that little time..

"I can't help it. If I can help people. Why shouldn't I?" Yuu rest her head against the soft pillows, she smell the scent of flowers. Deep in the valley thorns would be a small house cover with beautiful flowers. Because a sleeping beauty is in deep slumber here for all eternity.

She will never wake up in this body. She is curse without a cure. No prince charming but it is her cure. Away from pain. It will heal her from everything the living have did to her.

It's too sad she can't see them anymore. But in the world of dreams, she can see everything again. But in the world of dreams she no longer have those precious people by her side.

 Because she left them in the dark pit of the living the moment she will embrace death again. 

"Good night, Yuu. " She felt a kiss on her forehead. A lullaby was sing to her as her hearing fade away.

...

 Then in the darkness she walk and walk a place she once saw before appeared. The same stranger cloaked in darkness welcome her.

"I wonder if your effort of escape can really be fruitful." Death dance with her, spined her around in it's more welcoming and warm arms.  

"Hopefully this time, the property of the underworld won't be taken away. It's getting out hand actually. Do those two really making me into a joke?" She can't help but laugh at how silly this death god is.

"Go along now. I don't want you around me or else I might have to dance with you again." He haft jested, he wanted to lighten up the atmosphere. 

He felt bad. He knows something she doesn't. She really can't escape. The fate told him so. 

He watch her run in Elysium with a smile on her face. Still a broken glass. He look down and read the oracle the fates and Apollo give him.

He might be a weirdo because his fine with incest but his brothers. Might have cross the line with the things they are planning to do that will last in two decades.

Agh, why does auntie and uncle not let him be! He just want to be emo in his dark and gloomy throne room. Why do they have to throw this brick at him like it's upper cut. 

And he have to make a straight face when they'll come to the underworld in few years time? GEEZ. GIVE HIM A BREAK. his not even paid for his job. This is bullshit if he knew one.

He crumble the paper that have a picture of two children a female and a male sleeping without a soul as it perish from the attempt of their mother to erase their existence. But all she did was made two vessel. That is going to be use by a human who wish to ruined what's supposed to be life and death because of love. 

"AHHHHHHH...." Ortho felt like it's really such a pain. He keep stamping his foot in the ground it start to crack when he realize Yuu is far off to hear him having a break down cause of the oracle. 

"Big brother your too freaky, you won it. You really  won it for real." Can he pull his hair from its root? Cause he really don't know what he supposed to react in the news.

Agh, the gods really think it's funny to see the next event will be most entertaining to watch for their mortal life's. 

They have too many free time. Can't they help the so cal led bless song bird get back to her home instead?

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"Ortho. Where is she?" Just as the oracle told him. His brother have arrive in the underworld demanding something from him. The king of the underworld seat lazily at his throne room, staring at the two who come from the world of the living through the gate of the underworld. 

Time have taken troll on his big brother. It been at least 5 years since that day they tried to reset the world. He have become the next head, have made so many break through. But it's only for one reason. 

The reason is not world saving at all. It's rather vile to say at least. To the eyes of others, but to the Ortho the king of the underworld who was force to watch it by Apollo laughing at it like a comedy show. He accepted it's just how his brother love. 

"Hello big brother. What bring you here in this dark and gloomy place of the underworld?" He welcome them with open arms. It's a rare thing he got a visitor in such place. To begin with he doesn't know he could have one.

" Where is she?" Idia repeated his words again. His flickering in orange. If his younger refuse to tell him now. He might not know what he'll do. He already told him before that his position as king of the underworld is just a spot he will warm up for him, because his the real boss in this realm!!

"Hmm? I cannot seems to understand what you mean. Who is this "she"? There's a lot of women and trans here. Which one do you call for this she—" obviously The phantom knows what he wanted. He just want to toy with them. He mess his brother and having such brotherly argument is a normal way to greet him if idia refuse to give him a kiss.

"Stop trying to play around. I know she's here. Every souls should be here."

"Technically your wrong, because that's the other world for the souls. But I can't do anything if I don't know the name of the person your looking for." The king fix his seating position, his brother is really mad. The blot around them are being burned by his orange flare.

"Ortho, where's the protagonist." Idia sigh, he can't lost his temper. This adorable brother of his is just fucking toying with him again. He knew his just sad he won't go kiss him. But who told him being a bitch and not let him have what he wanted in fronto?

"Do you mean the heroes of old tales? Which one. You state a woman. Which female hero do you—" ah yes bullshittery, the king have lots of time to play games with those two. 

"Where's Yuu?" The humanoid who was scanning the whole place, in search of the soul they are looking for. But can't seems to find her still. not even here like in the living they can search for her. Her real body is no longer useful. It's somewhere that he and his brother cannot enter. 

The map toward that place is hidden and only Malleus Draconia the ultimate cheat code in this world knows it and he refuse to tell them, the shroud anything. Calling them disgusting to even show themselves in front of him and trying to threaten him of all things with robots and guns.

It's quite Laughable for the fae. Who will start a war against the Olympus or humans if the shroud will take a step further in the " nice confrontation" they have after years since they graduated.

Malleus Draconia will never tell them where the body of the sleeping song bird lies. But all he told him. She's in a better place. Away from those two. 

"Oh your here too, little Ortho. I don't know people can visit the underworld so freely till today. Ahaha." The king of the underworld in his more human form stood up from his throne. He walk toward those two lovely visitor of his.

"Where's Yuu's soul?" The humanoid repeated the question again, his voice seems to be filled with anger.

"You guys are so hurtful. Cant even give a proper greeting to your brother that you haven't meet for a long time. Where's my kiss and I'll tell you guys where the soul you seek..." The phantom put his arms around idia shoulder. The older brother become flustered at how close his brother is. Pink flicker in his blue hair as he pulled him close to kiss him as he wish for. 

' But does that person even want to be found ? Aha...of course not. Especially not by you two.' the second brother thought as he pulled away from the sweet and affectionate kiss of his oldest brother to kiss his younger brother, who frown a bit but still miss him begrudgingly.

 He sure want to hit this kid with a slipper cause of his attitude. What a rude brother.

He brought them into the river of souls. And pointed at the protagonist that's seems to be sleeping a good dream beneath the water filled of souls. 

"There's the soul you seek. But be careful touching the water. It loves living being like big brother. ^⁠_⁠^ Go on. Try to be the hero Hercules and save her. Maybe you'll awaken your gods genes sleeping dormant in your blood nii-chan." 

Before idia can go to the water, the humanoid went and dip through it. 

"Ortho!" His brothers called out to him but the humanoid felt his circuit is having jam by the curse of the water but he went and swim toward the protagonist and it was the moment he shut down where idia with burning orange hair jumps to help those two. The same time the phantom form of his brother Ortho scoop the three up.

"Ah ha... You two are such a pain. It made me a bit jealous as Idy don't go that far for me before." He place the two down before he turn to his human form.

He look at the mess, some souls seems to be damage a bit by his brother curse. What a pain..he need to fix that later. It's his job after all.

"Then come with us Ortho. We can play games again. I made a virtual reality where you could play too."  

The Ortho who died long ago, stared at his older brother. There's a smile on his face, a mocking smile. He wonder how he manage to have such a straight face with all this confrontation. Ah ha. What a joke of gods.

"Hmm? Isn't it for the heroine? Through I think such fruitless effort will not bare anything. Especially to someone who long give up you know? AHAHA. Nii-chan. The so called heroine of yours doesn't want to be saved. What's the point going far if you did this mess to begin with..." 

 The mess his big brother wants him to deal with, made him snap and told them the truth. Even as they held the soul of the heroine they seek. They cannot take her away from this place. She's doom to stay in this place. Forever.

"... Did she seduce you too brother? Ha.. as expected of the protagonist. Cannot be contented with two." Idia who don't want to see the wrong he did could only put the blame on the sleeping soul In his arms.

" Seduce me? Hehehe... AHAHAHA. seduce me ? Stop say such sick joke. Such horrendous assumption. You make me shiver and I'm dead already." He want to throw up from hearing that words from his brother.

 The heroine is not his type. Through they might gotten a bit close. He think, if something cruel to befall her more. As to have him too to fall for her. She's truly doomed. Because he felt his going to be worse than his brothers. 

"If you let her be, she would have been happy on her life. Maybe she could have gone home. Not stuck here. Dead." He tilt his brother face. He look at him who's burning in amber of furry.

The look of his face. Is really something he really seems to adore. Every emotion his brother felt. It made his so called dead heart beat. Oh how love his brother. That is why.

"You can't take her soul away. She's stuck in this place." He walk back to his throne. Crossing his legs and resting his chin on his left fist. He look down at those two.

 "But because I love you both. Shall we play a game my beloved brothers? I shall make a deal with you two. The deal is straight forward and it will last for many years. You could do everything you want to do but once the time limits run out. She's going back here again. "

His voice held authority. His golden orbs in the place socket stared at them.

"I let you two borrow her soul. Convinced her to go with you willingly with her heart filled with love and affection toward any of you or you two in the time limit I given you two. Then I will release her soul...but if you guys failed. " He showed them a magical sand time glass. The time have start its count down as idia caught the item.

"Not only you will lost the chance to touch her broken soul, you two also need to Burn the bodies you hide and experimented for the pass years that is mocking the cycle of life and death. you are over stepping the things a mortal should do and don't... Gods can only turn their eyes in few things before they unleashed their furry on you two..." Even how amusing they are to be watch by them. But there's boundaries that only gods are allowed to step onto. 

" Of course unless you become god yourself, older brother. Then they can not say anything if you make them see who's the real boss... Then again it be a thing for later time. " Ortho the phantom take a deep breath. He really went and said a long ass dialogue he memorize before hand. 

Thankfully Athena told him what's good to say in such confrontation or else he will be too silent the whole ordeal.

 listen he only interact with few people and he don't want to get out of his gloomy and dark throne room if not force by the auntie and uncles who really don't mind anything the shrouds are doing cause it's fucking hilarious and a joke to them.

The actually wonder just how far they'll go for. They stopped looking at the spoiler with oracle cause it be ruining the whole show.

Forsaken by Gods, those gods are fucking too free.' the phantom can only grumble as idia went up to his throne room and pulled him off his chair.  

"Then let's go Ortho." He stared at his older brother who still will bring him along to the world of the living to play that stupid deal. "It's time to go home. Your big brother will bring you back finally."

He could only smile and let out a laugh and grin as He follow them into the so called virtual reality. 

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Through, do he really need to occupy his supposed to be nephew body to able to stay with them? Ah it's such a weird feeling when he can feel the blood flowing inside of him.

He can feel his body is not a normal human anymore. The blood is not even red anymore. His big brother made something that made the gods impress and let him toy with the living, to see how far he will go.

"Yuu dislike incest so much.... Hehee...Wait till she wake up then." He stared at his older brother who put the soul of Yuu inside the body of the twin of the body his current occupying.

"... Ah ♡. You look like Yuu even more, my dear... ♡" the father kiss his daughter body that now the vessel of his so called lover soul.

 Because his real daughter and son have long went to Elysium spending time with Yuu who don't know any better the two children with her was the children she killed because the hate she have for their father.

"Am I supposed to call you nii-chan or chichi (dad)?" The now again child, Ortho look up to idia. Who's rather kin to kissing his daughter face because she's now warm. But not conscious. Btw.

"Ah♡ Yuu it's really different when I know kissing you now it's much sweeter cause of sin♡♡♡ drink more of papas saliva, baby ♡♡♡." His very much derange brother is drowning in incestuous act again.

Ort jump from the table and went toward idia, pulling his lab wear coat with his little hand. 

"Kiss me too, papa." It's unfair. Why is he just giving attention to his twin? ( He long know his going to end up having a twin because fate showed him the oracle years ago. )

"Okay, papa will kiss you too Ort." He was scoop up by idia who's really taller than him. And giving him a kiss, he felt drowning because of how big his brother dad tongue is.

He held onto him. As drunk on his spit that taste like soft drink he likes to drink before.

 Damn it he supposed to be taller one in human form when he was dead and the king of the land of the dead. Now his a midget, tiny that his little brother uncle.

"...I hate being small." He grumble before his gaze went to his twin sister in this "new" sick life. His being carried to look at the sleeping beauty.

 "Cute♡" it's also a sick joke that his curse to be an Incestuous freak.

His little sister is really cute.

Sorry Yuu, he thought he could get you off the hook a bit. But don't worry, his not that into Yuu that much to be derange and lost reasoning. 

Unlike certain people. He side eye his now father whos smiling so evilly, holding the unconscious girl legs. Molesting unconscious little girl too huh? Ah, uncle Zeus will now have a match for his freak.

"She's really cute isn't she, Ort?" Idia have warmth in his eyes but there's more madness in it than anything.

"Big brother. Here's the virtual gear." The humanoid who was under maintenance cause of what he did earlier have enter the room on his lab gear.

"Oh brother is awake too... Or should I call you nephew? Hehe." The humanoid laugh looking down at the small child, who earlier was looking down at them. "Yuu ♡♡" ignoring his big brother and nephew brother the humanoid kiss the princess of the house. 

"I miss you so much ♡" he hugs her, he wanted to hear her say the same too but she's still unconscious. Her soul have a little trouble fitting into this new vessel.

"Now we're completed family." Idia mumble looking at the important people on his life. With him soon Yuu will join them in the conscious world.

"It's temporary complete. You still need to pursued Yuu." Ort really want to slap them with the truth.

"Little brat. Your still cheeky ? Ha... Fine. we have plenty of time..."  Idia kiss his son forehead, not thinking much about his words.

Yuu will join them no matter what. And now she's bound here in this world, in a body of a native of thi s world. Truly she cant escape.

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Sweet water is being feed through her, something soft but big is waggling inside her mouth. She felt sharp teeth, which made her realize who's fucker is this.

She open her eyes and glare at the bastard who's kissing her.

"Get off me!!" her voice sound different, it was younger and childish. No it's someone else voice being use by her.

But she's weak, how could she be strong when this body move for the first time in all it's life. 

"My daughter is finally awake." Flaming curse blue hair tied in braids and one side of his bangs is pulled back. Golden orbs that seems familiar yet unfamiliar. 

Why does he look like that blue monster?

Yu thought eyeing the stranger wearing navy blue outfit. A uniform for something but there's a white lab coat over it. 

"Who are you?" She felt her throat hurt. But she really felt something weird about this guy, this body seems to be comfortable with him.

Lets get close to him, kiss him. kiss him—

She snap her thought off as she realize he called her daughter. What the hell... Daughter? The fuck? Is this reincarnation troop? Reborn troop? What kind of bullshit is that?

Wasn't she supposed to be stuck in a game world crap before? Before... Why can't she remembers what happened?

"Me♡? I'm your papa my dear cute daughter ♡" he went and shameless held her face so lovingly. Leaning closer, his blue lips is about to rest against her. 

"Papa." Another child voice spoke, Yu and the so called father gaze at the front door. Flaming blue hair The same hair as this so called father and very pale almost like ashen or grey in color shade skin. 

"Ort. Did you wake up too just now dear?" The little boy tagged the father sleeve and the father carried him up and place him beside Yu. 

"Sister." The shade of golden orbs seems to be familiar to a certain cat. " Good morning ♡" his light blue lips lean against Yu. Giving her a sweet kiss that made her mind blank yet it doesn't feel wrong—

HELL NAH, IT'S SO WRONG ALRIGHT!

she push him away and back away from those weirdos.

NAUR THIS CANT BE REAL. YOU REINCARNATED ME IN SOME FUCK UP FAMILY WITH INCESTUOUS TENDENCY? AM I CURSE TO BE FOLLOW BY THAT SIN? 

Yu glared at the father and son who give her a twisted grin. Such evil smile made her finally realize who's that papa is.

It's that Idia fucking shroud.

What the hell he mean his my papa? NAUR. HE ACTUALLY GOTTEN BITCHES? HAHAHA. nah. That cant be it. His too crazy to do that.' Yu mind start to think deep what the hell is going on.

Suddenly the memories of the so called Gods game flash in her mind. She realize the cruel truth. 

She's in her supposedly daughter body...?

And That's supposedly to be her son? 

Nah... It mean, that abortion potion suck ass. It can't even kill the damn two kids? No. It killed them to not inhabit the body. But why can't the fucking body perish and turn to blood...? I WANT REFUNDS!! 

Yu cannot hide her emotions because of the curse of the shrouds. the two saw her hair turn to orange and ablazing everything around her. Her flame is rather different. It's like sun flame than normal orange anger.

Because Yu is bless by the sun god the moment she sing her first song in this twisted world. Her hair is in that shade of gold is because she was bless by him and even still in this new life of her. 

She looks so beautiful like a goddess from the good side. If only she's not frowning so hard at the two of them.

"dear daughter what's wrong ? Your rather green—"

*PUKES all over idia shroud the moment he touch her. She pukes so hard she fainted.

"........low-key disgusting but you deserve it, <papa>." The little boy stared at the rainbow mess of a puke because of the potion being feed on the little girl body is very colorful indeed.

"Watch your tone young man. You might get karma on you."

"Not vile as you are. " The little boy stick his tongue out to idia but the other went and kiss him and suck on that feisty tongue that date be disrespectful for his papa.

"Ah♡" the little boy grip on the messy cloths as his father kiss him deeply. Making a good boy out of him with a kiss. "I'm vile as you are, papa ♡" ah his big brother, no. His papa really is handsome when his furious ♡ his blue hair flickers in pink colors.

"Good boy ♡ now help me change your sister cloths to a better one okay? She's no longer a patient of this med room." Idia throw off the dirtied soiled lab coat into a basket beside the bed. And carried the unconscious Yu to be put in a better room.

"Okay ♡" ort nodded his head willing to do what his papa wanted. He tag along with idia following him and his cute sister.

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Yu wake up and thinking she's back to the system stuck in the game world genre. 

"Gods, I have the worse fucking nightmare. Waking up in my daughter body, with that freaky stalker bitch bimbo idia gottdamn shroud who's a weirdo who's into incestuous that he really went and kiss his so called daughter THAT SHOULD HAVE PERISH AND TURN INTO NOTHING BUT BLOOD. I rather die and be slayed by that war freak uncle in the Elysium."

She mumble rubbing her temple thinking all that bullshit supposed to be a sick dream. A nightmare worse than hell. AND SHE SEEN REAL HELL

"You were not sadly dreaming, Yu Katecho Shroud." She heard a little boy spoke beside her. For a momentary, she saw the shadowed covered figure of death and the pink cat seems to have similar voice as this little boy.

"...Yu kate-chow Shroud?????????" She never think that someone would name a girl that awful name unless they want to make a joke out of her.

"It's not that bad if you knew mine." 

 "Whats your name then???" Nah it can't be that bad. Right?

"Palingenesia Ort Shroud." That's some Good awful name she probably will not remember and pronounce right.

"...." She reach out to grab hold of the so called twin of her wondering something.

"OUCH!" She tried to see if she can mold him into a weapon to kill herself. Squeezing his face, gripping it tightly but he seems to be pretty human even through he have a color of a overblot person. 

"Useless... Dying by bitting my tongue off then." She really going to do it but she felt electricity run through her shocking her body. 

"... Your the one who's quite stupid. You already knew you won't be left off even in death. What makes you think that will free you?" This annoying death really sure have his nasty remarks as ever. So his just acting like a cute and fluffy system huh?  

IM SURROUNDED BY DECEPTIVE AND MANIPULATIVE BITCHES.

"I don't lie to you, I never just told you anything. It's not lying and you never ask. Dummy." For some sick reason this bitch can understand what's going on Yu's mind. 

"It's twins connection."- Ort.

 What a joke.' Yu thought.

 "No, obviously your face say it all. We're in deeper sense not real twins. Only our bodies are." Well, his not lying on that part. 

"Then I'm going to kill this body— GAHHHH!" Electric shock run through her nerves again. 

"Stop triggering the curse, <sister>." Her nose bloop by the other. "If you even act on ending yourself you'll be stop by a shock—

"AHAHAHAH. there's enough to kill— GAAAAHHH!!" she once tried to do it but only painful shock run through her.

"It's only 0.001 amp. You won't die. You need 0.1 to 2.0 or more to kill you. It's just annoying and going to piss you off if anything." Ort sigh as he realize he is looking at a clown as always. 

"Luckily there's no brain to be fried if your this stupid." 

"..." Yu Tilt her head, since she can't kill herself. She will end this brat instead. "Ackkk...." Her hand now ring around her so called twin, her golden hair turn black as abyss. If she killed him, he will become death again and being near him will end her.

"YOUR CRAZY!!" his eyes turn black as night and golden to blueish orbs shine through it like moon in the night ink start to spill out from him, he start to melt because his getting mad too and his body have a very unruly child tantrum when push. 

"Children stop the fighting and kiss one another okay?" Yu heard the voice of that himbo bitch ass stalker idia gottdamn bloody shroud. 

She found her body moving on its own and going as far to kiss the damn brat. She going to throw up. She's technically kissing her own son body. Before she can kiss him, she went and puke all over his cloths.

"Ah, she going to throw up—" and you did. " EWWWW!!"

"Lol is this what they call fast karma? LMFAO. Anyway get change quickly. Luckily I felt there's another puking mess with how much Yu still not use to our familial love♡ and brought cloths" idia laugh at his son/brother who quickly remove his dirty cloths even went to take off the cloths of Yu. They are still rather young, barely Eight as it only been 4 years since Idia taken Yu and Ort's souls from the underworld 

Both of them are naked except for their underwear that's rather cute with how it's design with pain and panic. there's a white tattoo seal on Yu's shoulder as the sign she's bless by the sun god Apollo.

And a pink tattoo on her stomach that seems to match the one on her avatar in the virtual world, it was to control her body outside her will.

 Likewise Ort have a tattoo too but it's more the seal to keep inside the body till the time run out. To not spill out blot and his soul out.

"Cute ♡" idia kiss them both in the forehead and then lips. Yu in her sleep frown when someone kiss her and smack the bug that did that to her. She really not into it even in sleeping mode. Very cute ♡

"Are you going to use real world now big brother? Or you'll return to the virtual one? You only have 16 years left after all." 

"...I'll mix both till Yu gotten use to us. Then she will decide running away and leaving is a fruitless effort."

"...oh." his big brother is just walking to the trap set by gods for their sick entertainment. he can't even do anything about it. There's a reason why Yu even have the blessing of Apollo even now. 

She don't have deep curse of the shroud flame. That burns the blot. Rather is a different type. She literally have the sun god ability like heal and give curses if she knew it. 

Such cheat code. Hopefully she doesn't know any of that. But one of the curse is she can never die.

What crap was that? Mocking her obviously. It's a sick joke of the gods on her. Because Apollo have immortality because he can heal and self healing. A damn cockroach if anything.

She really cannot escape anymore. Life will now not let her be.

'She probably won't...' Ort thought while looking at his sister in his arm. He kiss her in the lip, he don't think it's bad even so he like to kiss his big brother and little brother more.

Maybe because they aren't that close like he and idia is... Well, not as siblings anyway. He and her talk before in the underworld, Elysium. Force by those gossiping auntie and uncle. Who ship them. 

Because she's like the sun and his the moon. TOTALLY DID NOT BELONG TO ONE ANOTHER. But they think not. Even fate ship them. 

Agh...those annoying bloody sisters is out to curse his future again. If they going to ship him and Yuu. They shouldn't left out his big brother and little brother then. It's only fair.

They love her more than he did.. at least for now. He think their love is greater than he can offer. He can offer him a pretense of saving her again from this hell, but it's too late the moment she's bless by the sun god again at age of 5.

Now she's stuck in this hell hole of life. What unfortunate soul she is, mocked and toyed by goddesses of fate themselves.

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Because Yu constant puking, she was given medicine to not do so. 

"...eat up or else you won't get anything to throw up anymore. Sister." She saw that < twin brother > of her place broccoli and veggies on her plate. "If your not going to eat that it's mine now." Then steal Yu's steak shamelessly.

She rolled her eyes and push the plate she don't even touch one bit. "I don't want to eat." She will never eat Anything you bastard serve her, she going to starve to death —"!!!!" she held her body as it went to another election shock again.

"Yu, are you thinking of dying again?hehe.. it's a useless effort. Lol. You don't any better I prepared lots of things if you manage to crack one thing that will stop you from doing the kms move again. Hehe.. you just have to admit defeat and. Now eat your breakfast."

 Idia said it in his fast voice again before he put indentured in the last part with his hair turn orange because his getting annoyed at you neglecting your health bar.

Acting Like a damn childish brat... No. His cute daughter is indeed a brat. A child. ... Maybe she should be disciplined in different way~?

Yu found herself being force to eat by her own body. "..." She glared at idia who did something to her current body to be controlled like that.

The taste of the food is actually good. She unconsciously smile cause it been a while since she eaten something good. It reminded her of the time she eat deluxe meal with ace and deuce.

"Your pretty when you smile, sister♡" 

She ignore that compliment when she realize Grim who promise to protect her forever now doing something fruitless as the monster have taken her still.

'i need to get grim. He wanted to be with me forever still....' she finish eating and left the table. Thinking how to contact malleus Draconia to get grim back. 

"Where are you going? Don't be rude and come back here. Your still needed to be punish for being such a brat." Her body stop from leaving and force to turn around. She saw idia smirking as he beckoning her to come closer to him.

"Seat down there." He point at the floor in front of his crotch. Yu realize what this bastard want her to do. She went on knees and idia pulled down his pants, a harden dick greet her. Almost hitting her in the face.

"No one told you to be a bad girl, dear. Now suck." He held her by the head to push her closer to the erect dick, that's already leaking precum because Yu is staring at it ♡

Look it's papa dick. Lucky ~ let's suck it and make papa happy ♡

"Stinky....!!" She frowned before the tip is push on her mouth. It don't even fit that well inside of her small mouth but idia keep pushing it in. "Don't bite it." That sick grin in his face as he look at his daughter sucking him up as dessert makes his hair flicker in pink. 

He held her head down to make her suck deeper and deeper, tears falling from her eyes cause it's too big and this bastard really making her who's stuck in this damn little girl body suck it like it will fit!! It's hitting the back of her throat but she can't breath from the mouth, her hand already holding onto his thighs. 

The smell of cum that haven't ejaculated for few days or a week. It making her want to throw up cause it's really bad!! It taste nasty! Nasty!!! This bastard did not bath or something. How disgusting is he going to be!

Why does it feel weird that her mouth can he stretched and take his big dong ? Ah. This bastard did not go and use her mouth as onahole when she's unconscious right?

"Ahh♡♡♡ my cute daughter is sucking me dry♡♡♡ come drink papa milk ♡♡♡ drink it all!!!" 

"!!!!" Yu tried to push him away before he can cum down her throat but its useless effort she's just a kid. Nasty man's Warm white baby cream gets ejaculated onto her throat down to her stomach.

It's making her feel full and sick. Because her body reaction is so foul. It liked. It love it.

It liked all this, the moment she was giving him blowjob it start to heat up and her so called child pussy is drench and wet it's making a mess under her. This bastard did something in this body to be into this kind of crap!! 

"Ah♡♡" idia finally remove the dick of his from Yu's mouth but leave a mess of cum still on her mouth and her face. 

"Lol look at you. Covered your papa milk." So gottdamn cute.' he thought while he felt his incestuous dick harden by the sight. Blood pouring from his nose because of how euphoria he felt to finally do this to her when she's wide awake.

"Marking you as my own, just like my how so called filthy genes and blood run through your very vines." 

Looking at her who's making a pool of mess beneath her. She really a hypocrite who speak ill about the incestuous love yet her body says otherwise.

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"Sister ♡" he watches as ort walk toward Yu and lick the cum off her face and then kiss her to drink the cum inside her mouth, holding her hands felt warm and right because their hands seems to fit together like perfect pairs.  

She have that stupid face that's petrified cause of the current event again. But it's kinda cute. Ort thought as he kiss her making her snap from the horror face (it was because she realize how bad her body is into incestuous act) she's was experiencing. She look confuse at Ort.

 "It's unfair papa. Ort want papa's milk too♡"hearing that from Ort mouth. Yu give him a bombastic side eyes. She's really the same person in this family who have the belief of normal people that felt disgusted toward this cute familial love. 

It was a futile effort to resist the urges when her body is made to yearn and love the touch of only those are family and feel more disgusted by the touch of non family. It's really a fuck up modification idia did to her new body out of many others.

Idia went down to Yu and ort level in the floor.

"Of course, papa will give you milk too... But where should I feed it to you? This mouth." Idia held ort chin and put a finger inside his mouth. His hand went down and went to rub his so called son ass. "Or this one?"

"♡" ort blush when he felt his being cherish by his papa. His body is no better than what idia did to Yu's. idia is really don't want others touching any of his kids but him and Ortho. No, only they can touch each other. Others filthy hands should never touch any of those adorable babies of his.

"Feed me in my asspussy papa ♡♡" ort could feel his twin giving him a look, he only smirk and do a little show for her. Removing his cute short down, presenting his cute hole that seems to have a butt plug....!?

Wtf. By gods. It turn out idia son daughter brother fucking shroud could be more worse than he already is. Can't I just fucking kill myself—

Her body is zapped with electricity again but it's not even that annoying as it was before it's just telling her it's reality.

She watch as idia grin and pulled the plug, and ort grip on her hand tighten as he let out such sick lewd voice that love what idia is doing to him. 

× don't faint Yuu. If you do. Can you really say he will not molest you? ×

She heard the same voice of death she always heard in Elysium, not the same child voice of her twin. Speaking to her by telepathic way. 

Her eyes widen as she stared at Ort who's giving her a momentary gaze before he let go of her hand as their papa kiss him while pulling the toy shaped as certain someone penis off his little boy asspussy

How the hell does he walk around with that thing shove up his ass???? Also that's freaky. Nasty even like that bastard went and mold a dildo the shape and size as his dick???? How did that fit inside of him? '

child Curiosity made her questions many things right now. She heard laughter in her mind, amuse by her set of thoughts.

× isn't better you know just how derange idia shroud is and will continue to hate him still? Maybe you will win this game... Just continue to hate him...and watch... when you can't handle it I'll help you out of this mess..× 

"Ahh♡♡ papa ♡♡" her twin moaning as idia played with the gaping hole that's so ready for him to feed him milk.

I can't even faint cause this fucker will molest me shamelessly? I'm stuck watching this type of shit again!? END MY LIFE. END MY LIFE ALREADY GOD DAMN IT!!!

She felt electricity shock her over and over again. It only made her frustrated because she can't even throw up too cause she was given medication cause puking everytime is bad for her body.

Nah, he ( idia ) don't think it's disgusting at all. Yu could only imagine that freak doing nasty thing to the thing she throw up on. 

ITS A BAD DAY TO HAVE EYES AND EARS!! 

she thought as she force to watch such obscene and immorally act between father and son.

"Yuu ♡" mechanical arms circle around her, catching her off guard and look away from the incestuous sight to look up to the humanoid who's holding her in his arms.

" ♡ " he kiss her in the lips before holding her head to look straight at the sight where Ort is being penetrated by that big dick of their papa.

"Watch carefully Yuu, it will be you soon♡" he whisper to her ears.

"Papa dick is stretching me full ♡♡ ahh fuck my little boy pussy papa♡♡!! Sister ♡ look as papa dick is owning me ♡♡" drools falling from his mouth as he felt silly in his ass, it felt delighted being rammed by their father. "Ahh ♡♡ papa more more!! ♡♡ fuck my little boy pussy more♡♡"

If this hentai show, ort already have that heart shape eyes drowning in lust and pleasure. Her body felt warm again, metal hand went down and touch her core, she heard the humanoid giggling when he touch the drench wet spot on her panties. She shiver when Ortho played with her clit.

"Hmn...♡" she can't control her body, it starting to feel warm. Each stroke and the sight before her made her mind corrupted with that thought again.

Ah ♡ it could been us being fuck ~ be a good girl and papa will reward us with his milk ♡

Shut up shut up shut up.Shut up shut up shut up.Shut up shut up shut up.Shut up shut up. ' she keep telling that stupid incestuous bitch in her mind. But it keep winning, tempting her as she and Ort reach orgasm. 

× close your eyes. ×

The cloaked figure of darkness told her, he reach out to cover her eyes, to bring a momentary solace. To keep her out of her body for a moment. 

For a moment she was not on her body, she can't feel herself being pleasure rather, she look around and realize she's back at the olive tree curve into a cute bed. 

× pitiful unfortunate soul. How many times do I have to help you?×

The once cloaked figure of death, now have a face. It was the face of Ortho if he was human and older than he looks. Taller than her still. 

"Why help me then?? If you seems force..."

× why? Well someone ask me a favor. Two children that should have hated you but not.× In a far distance in Elysium, you saw kids that look like Your current body and Ort but the little boy is not ashen skin like Ort. They were laughing and giggling like silly children.

"... Are you trying to make me feel bad for trying to end their life ? I felt more glad that I did. I don't want those two experiencing this bullshittery." 

"Of course not. Through who's to say it be this way if you and idia shroud end up together?" He went and ref in the olive tree curve into a bed. "... I will never fall in love with idia shroud or his little brother." 

"Good. I hope you'll stick in such statement. Never fall for any shroud, Yuu. Or else you'll be shrouded with love you can never see true love ever again." He let out a laugh at your reply, his quite happy hearing that. It felt weird. 

Why does your chest felt odd. It felt the same way when Ortho told you sweet nothing... Ah. No. I don't want to repeat the same history. 

Even if this person seems to be so kind and helpful. His still a shroud in the end of the day.

She should never fall in love with one again. It's just another hell hole if she wasn't careful enough.

When the two of them come back to their body, they are both laying in the shared kid bed they have, she stared at how their hand are holding one another. 

She and him who seems to tired were finally left alone by the monsters. She close her eyes while holding him still. When she wakes up, maybe those thoughts will not remember by her and she will continue to hate everyone here just as the same..

Golden orbs stared at yu after she close her eyes. He grip on her hand for a moment. There's a soft smile on his face. Before he return to sleeping. Holding her hand.

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Yu really keeping her distance from Ort when the two of them are force to bath together again. Before she think that's fine... Cause nothing nasty will happened except for those kisses right? And she don't really find the appeal of children and that's fuckin literally her own offspring body. 

Nah. She was so wrong about it. In this house. The things she thought won't happen will happen or might have happened.

"Yuu, you hate that much huh?" She heard him spoke to her. Using her old name.

 "If anything you could been the key to make big brother finally have such a cute romantic love dovey you know? But you rejected him. That's why your in such mess now." She give him a look. She always been the one blame in this damn household.

 "Don't think like I'm blame you as the sole reason. He too have made mistakes, many mistakes you cant even count in one hand... You don't love him in the way he loves you. You loved my little brother more." He went toward you booping her nose. He smile, his sharp teeth showing.

"I pity big brother for his unfortunate love story is not going to be fruitful anytime soon... But I pity you more than him. Someone like you, is being toyed by fate themselves. They should have abandoned you. It's better that way than being mess around and toyed as a sick joke."

 He reach out to hold your hand again. Yu felt weird again when his holding your hand. He giggle seeing Yu's hair have flicker in pink hue in the edge like everytime he held her hand. 

"That's why I will help you get out of here..." Her eyes widen as she heard his words. ' at l least for a limited time. Because we all know you cannot escape forever or run away forever.' he thought.

He will help her get away from this place?

"Yuu, I really want to see big brother face with the look of despair when he realize your gone... So Yuu take a while to be found okay?" 

He kiss her on the forehead. 

'youll discovered another sick joke of idia shroud once you come running toward the arms of your friends before.' he thought as he hug you, there's a sick grin in his face. He want to see Yu's face too when she realize it. Oh, how exciting it will ♡

...

Yu found herself out of island of sorrow riding the metal delivery cargo as instructed by Ort. He will distract idia while she will go and hitchhike the cargo. It been a couple of days since the twins plan for this. She take a deep breath as she felt alone after a long time. 

It made her smile in the dark, her glowing hair is gone because of the potion she drunk. Now it's just an ugly shade of green. Her excitement can't be contained but that incestuous voice in the back of her mind spoke again

Why does we have to left papa and ort. Papa will be sad. We should go back and say sorry to papa. 

"Shut the fuck up. I'm not going back in that hellhole." She hiss at the voice. She's going crazy, her own body demanded to be touch by its father and brother and uncle. 

It's sick.

 It's sick.

 Its so sick. 

No, it's wonderful ♡ 

NOOOOO!!!!! ITS DISGUSTING!!!!! DISGUSTING AND IMMORAL...

She can't sleep because the voices on her head will not let her. The further she will go, the more it tells her to go back. To go back to idia and apologize, to offer her small body to him to fest upon his incestuous desires.

She can't breath, her body is too warm. Her own hand reach out to touch her pussy against her underwear she rub herself as her mind made her think of her papa.

 Her rationality is being beaten down by the modification did to her current body. She have no control over anything.

"Ah ♡ papa... ♡ papa Yu's a bad girl... ♡ papa pls punish Yu. ♡" playing with herself while sucking her finger imagining it's idia hand, her body is being too sexually frustrated. It's drowning her in lust. 

"Ahh.. Papa ♡ papa ♡" she's crying because this body is too lewd. Too much of a whore even in this young age.

[ Sister. ]

Her twin voice spoke to her by the ear piece. She forgotten she were wearing one and the other can hear her moaning their father name as she played her clit to reach orgasm but failing. 

"Hic... B-brother....♡ I wanna go home... My body is too silly it needed to be near papa ♡ brother ♡ and Ortho ♡"

[ AHAHA. I could only imagine that's the case. But you shouldn't. You have barely left island of sorrow.... That's why I need you to sing. Sing Yuu. Sing your heart and the urge of lust will be healed away by the blessing of the sun god.]

"S-sing? "

[ Yes. Hurry. Idy going to look at your tracking device and I can't really chat with you and trying to ruined his hacking now do I? *Sigh... It's a good thing this body is bless with your genes too. Not that I don't have a good voice before. 

They don't know... Cause I'd rather lie.

Than allow them to think they have won.

Through I never thought that I'd resort to this

Just know, I'll be here....]

Yu eyes widen as sanity slowly come back to her mind when she heard the voice of Ort speaking from the other line. It's not to say it's bad, he don't have the right tone on some part. She can't help but let out a laugh.

[ Geez. That's what you'll do after I'm helping you out? Hurry up sing.]

"Oh, could it be. Some kind of sign.

That my world is all about to change ?

Is it finally time~?

For the challenge I arrange..

[ " Through I never thought that it would come to this. " ]

[ Just know I'll be here... Buying you time!]

[ "Whoever can string my husband /sister's old bow. Shoot through 12 axes. Cleanly. We'll be the new King/queen. Sit down on the throne, and rule with me as his/her queen/King "]

Yu's hair suddenly become light golden till it's pure white as the marking of the blessing of the sun god Apollo become more pigmented. 

She could hear something breaking and something cracking inside of her. It made her taste blood but the fact the pink tattoo on her stomach disappear as well the tracker that's embed on the back of her neck is gone too.

A Halo appeared on the back of her head for a moment. A golden figure held her face and whisper: sing for me more my little singing muse. And I'll lent you my power.

Before it disappear. But it give her a cloak that mask her from gaze of anything.

"...wtf. you mean sister's old bow? Nah don't touch the bow I have in Elysium. I will shoot you down with it." Yu frown when she realize what change Ort did to the lyrics. 

[ Can you shoot through 12 axes? Because I can.]

".......no." she mumble. She only have the bow cause it looks very nice and it was given by the very sunny guy in Elysium. [ The bow is useless for you then..just give it to me. Lmao... Shit. Idy crack the code. See you in few years. Have a nice run now Yuu. Remember you can never rest with two eyes close okay~?] Then Ort have ended the call.

Just in time the cargo finally left the deep where the island of sorrow is. Yuu sigh in relief, her hair have return to the ugly shade of green. 

In few hours, she finally the true light of the rising sun. 

"Wtf is this shady looking pup. Where's your mother and father?" And she was taken away by her old professor who think she's too unsightly.

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"Why did you help her?" The current head of the shroud household ask the little boy who's playing with the system screen, clearly not hiding his doing everything he could do to ruined the game for his family.

"I'm rather competitive. I don't want to lose..." The white of his eyes have turn pure black. He start to melt, as the body seems to finally adjusted with his soul because of a certain song bird voice.

 The moment he heard the voice of Yu, he too gotten the modification remove from this body. Even so he love his big brother. He don't want to go fucking him all the time. Well, technically he wasn't doing that in the same time.

It's rather bothersome when he wanted to be doing something else after all. Thankfully there's something his big brother doesn't know and will never know. Because it's something he can't tell and won't tell.

"Why... Ortho.. ? I thought you love your big brother."

"I live 6 years as your little brother but I died and that's that. After that, Idy was never there for me in the dark and gloomy underworld even when you promise you and I will be always together. I'm lonely but I have gotten use it, I have lots of friends that accompany me. Because I manage to be in such 'life' for more years than the time I was your little brother...." 

The whole room suddenly surrounded by melting and boiling blot because the orange flare coming from idia hair, burning it.

"Is that so? Lol. Your being dramatic for no reason. I don't need modification on you if you gotten use to my touch." Idia went and grab Ort by the hair and made him kneel down as he takes a certain potion, he brew for this. Discipline.

"... You really change." Ort could barely recognize him. He truly not the same anymore. Or maybe he should have known things won't be the same or should have known this was the case since long ago.

"As you said, you only been my brother for 6 years... You don't know the darkness that swallow me all that time since you disappear in my life. And you help the sole light that come into mine...!" The darkness and madness in those golden orbs. It's too dark to comprehend..it's so dark than the abyss inside the underworld.

Ort knew what his big brother going to do to him. His going to not walk cause he just enlarge something that already overbearing. Thankfully before anything could start again. He already remove his consciousness and let the whore inside that body move on its own. Through it doesn't mean he will escape the fact it will be a pain when he gets back to his current body.

...

He seat against the olive tree. It was the curve one into a bed. The same tree he guided the heroines that day when he welcome her for the first time in Elysium. 

The auntie and uncle made into a bed cause there's no bed in this place. People don't usually sleep here. They all happy and party all the time. But Yuu like to sleep and be alone, that's why it's made for her. 

Seating on the bed, two children run toward him again. Smiling brightly and welcoming to him just like always they know he will stay here for a while. For a few hours too.

"Uncle. Do you wanna play with us again?" Little Kate ask him. The little boy who's too shy, grab hold of his sister. Shyly looking at Ort wanting to ask him too.

 "Me and Sia are going to play the uno game again. We need another one to play with. Mama is not here anymore after all." Those two pretended to be stranger to get close to Yuu before. 

She welcome them in open arms because being around innocent children made her see that world is still beautiful. Not realizing they were her children.

"You two really can't hate that woman. She did you two wrong." You two could have been born and see the beauty of the world. Not stuck in this place. 

"But mama hates papa. What's wrong of reacting that way? To mama, papa is a bad bad man. So having us is not good for her. " The little girl is full of innocent and hope but still know what's right and what's wrong. And her father did the wrong move in this chess game.

"His a monster. He should root in hell. He and that other one should root in hell!! Then uncle would be our papa." Sia who have the attitude of their mother. Hates idia shroud. He don't even call him father. 

"But I'm not into that woman." He mumble not meeting their eye. He always told this. To himself and everyone.yet...

"That's only because mama cannot open her heart to anyone yet. She will heal and uncle can be the one who will make her fall and trust another shroud again. When the time comes where she come back here. You two can be couple... It was after all told by fate."

"... Fate huh." It was that stupid thing again. Deciding what supposed to happen. That human can never make their own future. 

"Beside... If not for uncle who watches mama before. She will never be in this world won't she?" 

Suddenly little Kate told something that he really don't want to remember. 

"...even that was told by those gossiping auntie and uncle." His hair flickering in pink hue because of this past being brought up in the light. 

That a long time ago, there was phantom that was too lonely, even with his blot friends to accompany him. One of the fate give him a device that will view a life of a world opposite of there, where is there no magic yet it survive till now.

There a story of a little song bird entertain him, he heard her sing and like her voice but he wasn't that obsess with her. Like his big brother and little brother is. She think she was pitiful because she sing so her family could live, she only have her mother after her father died in a car crush with her mistress after all.

"Hmm! That mama actually reach her dream to be a orchestreee. Singer but under one year jealous people played a sick game on her. She almost lost her voice and supposed to be squish by a big chandeliar. But uncle ask fate to change it and pulled her to this world before she reach her dream but in exchange she will suffer something worse than death for many years..."

Those little brats really know how to say things about a history he don't want to remember. those gossiping auntie and uncle will not shut up about it huh.

His not obsess with her, he don't think he was. But maybe he just pity her. No one could save him. But he tried to do it thinking it won't be any of help. Why would fate help him? ' his a liar but he don't lie to anyone, he only lie to himself to hide his shame.

"..........that's why I don't think she should ever fall for me who cause her demise." He stood up and grab the little boy who really kin of shipping him and Yuu. "Little Sia I don't want you saying that in front of your mother." There's a difference sense of fear. He knew she needed to hate each shroud but he also don't want that. It's an annoying thing that made him wonder is he getting worse than his brothers? Ah, this is why he can't bare to put another burden of love to her.

"But uncle don't you propose to her? When you help her sing. You specifically sing with her thag part and change it to your favor. The sun god Apollo have a very amazing archery skill. She will be able to do that too because she's bless by him... She was bless by him cause of you who told him she sing like the muses."

Little Kate voice held excitement as she jump up and down. The children always their mom. They are their mama Guardian angel. At least they wish to be. 

".... You children really should stop cornering your poor uncle like this. " He sigh and give them pomegranate to shut up about it.

"Okay! We keep more of your secrets away~" the little kids then dragged him to play cards since he felt the discipline thing with idia shroud will takes hours.

Uncle is too shy to admit to anything and often lie. so mama won't turn around when she escape. Uncle after all is a good reason to stay. But he think his not enough to let her endure all the pain.' the two little children thought, sharing each other thoughts like twins does in that place or it's just them cause they two special babies.

Not knowing what those little brats are thinking. He thought to himself He could spare those time to entertain those brats who knows him too well.

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I thought about it. If I win this game I could be granted a wish. What do I wish for? I wish Ortho shroud never existed. I wish I never existed. I bring pain and suffering to my big brother and the one I really cared about. Big brother won't be depress if he have no brother to lose. Yuu won't suffer something like this if I'm not selfish. To keep a fish in a bird cage.

If things gone and you'll still end up in this world. Maybe by then big brother who's not held by tragic past will able to court you and you two will be happy. Holding hands, going on dates, and then getting married as you two are perfect pairs.

I wish fate could change. I wish I could change it again. But alas I can't I already given once chance and it already made the disaster worse than it is. I thought big brother will be happy, for he have fallen in love with you. But his ways to court you is twisted and wrong because big brother is tainted by the past that I have wounded him for. Now he use ways that shouldn't be use. And have broken you more than you already are. 

But I can't Change anything. Not anymore . I fear things will gotten lot worse the more I wish it will change. I ruined many life for my selfishness. I wish never did yet I don't regret it. I want to hear you sing again. Your like the sun in the underworld. You make me really happy. I wish you bring such happiness to my brothers too... But you are curse. I curse you. I ruined you life. No amount of saving I could undo the broken pieces that's shuttered everywhere. But I want too even if I bleed and have the shard embed in my skin. I want to embrace you, to dance with you. To sing with you even so I'm not that good of a singer like you do. 

But all those are wishes that might never come true. I don't want to bring another burden of "love" in your life. Because you have enough that you become sick of it. I lied to myself and everyone in else but never to you. Because I know how much you hated liars because of what my big brother did. For what I did. I cause it I'm the root of this mess. 

I want to confess my feeling for you but maybe in this life I could never do so. I don't want to follow fate plan. I want to make you happy. Even I'm not in it. I want to make my big brother happy even if I don't exist. In such life where he and you live a normal life, you two would been happy and smiling... And I would be happy just knowing that.

Yu, I hope you'll be able to be free and happy for the next few years. Be yourself and forgot your past. At least forgot the burden. That's why I helped you out of this mess. But I don't know how long I could last. I'm being throne apart and being broken because of seeing the look of despair in my big brother eyes reminded me of that day. And that I felt sad your no longer by my side. But your more happy this way. 

So be happy and live far from this hell.

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in the house of Divus Crewel.

"Pup, where are you hiding?" Divus Crewel ask the brat he have taken in after Sam told him someone await him in a porch a few days ago. It was a little child that looks so awful as if they were rolling in a dirty oily floor thinking it's normal water.

"...here." the little child come out from hiding under the sofa. There's something new about ...him? At least he think so because of that ugly haircut.

"Where did you get the scissors to make yourself even worse?" He look at the little boy who look up to him with blue eyes that seems empty. It reminded him of a student he once have but now 'return' back to her world.

 "If that student of mine have continue with that pregnancy. You'll be the same age as her supposed to be child."

"Because I'm her child." The little boy said frankly. Divus stared at him in wonder. "Huh. I don't even say who the student was. How would you know she is?" 

"I'm also your student stuck in her child body." Yu who's the so called little boy with an ugly ass hair cut decide honestly is good. She don't want to lie at all. 

".... Huh." The dog loving professor of Night Raven college suddenly have a migraine cause of the things his hearing. " I need a alcohol..." 

"Here." The child take out a wine that's from a certain uncle who likes to party. "Why does a little brat have... Agh whatever. Give me that." Crewel takes the wine and pour some to the glass. 

the moment he take a sip, he realize how fine and how damn good it is. He take another chug till he drink the wine bottle in one go. 

"Do you perhaps have more??" 

"I only got them once a month. I'll give you the next bottle next month, sir Crewel." It was after all a way to bargain for this professor. To let him take her in under his wings.

 The uncle and auntie who is on her side of the so called god game is helping her win. "Take me under your care and I'll give you the finest wine you ever drunk upon." She offer him a deal.

"Next month...? *Sigh. Cough." Crewel suddenly realize. He should learn what's really going on if his going to take in this troublesome child. "Tell me a brief context what's going on. No need to say some traumatic one okay?"

"Everything is traumatic for me." She frankly don't want to remember it. "Some bastard reanimated Me into my supposed to be child body and now I'm stuck inside this vessel till the time run out and won the so called game. Then I can finally find peace from everything I been through." 

"... Some bastard huh. Knowing who you been with. I can guess who it is... Seriously if you ask for help since long ago. You could been helped you know? Everyone is willing to help you....

"But I don't want to put harm to everyone who will help me..." she don't want to be a burden. 

"Do you think your a burden? If you have real friendship. You will never be a real burden. Your hardship is supposed to be shared. Your willing to help those who's need. To wipe the tears of those who been traumatized by their past and smile at them. They want to do the same to you too but you always smile and act like it's nothing. Everyone don't want to be a burden but people willing to lift such loads off your shoulder." 

Crewel went down to her level, pat her head with affection that a parental figure will give. Yu never once experience something like that. This world or her old one.

"..." Yu felt tears falling from her eyes. She felt bad to cry in front of him but she can't stop her tears from falling. It's like fountain that will never stop because she knew she was the one at wrong for not asking help.

 But how could she? She fear them being harm. She care so much for her friends. She don't want to harm them yet her teacher said it's fine to share her pain. It's not bad to do so.

Thoughts comes and voices spoke in her head as she's defenseless right now.

Is she really wrong ? Would things have change?

There's so many what if in her minds. So many scenerios that flashing in it. She wasn't blame in totally. 

It made her wonder. Maybe she's wrong too? That she should have accepted idia love and maybe things won't go this way? Her thought become odd. Something telling her a voice in her mind resurface again.

If you did not run away. And just accept his love. Won't things turn out this way?

The voice of ort. It haunting her. The words of her professor become blocked by the voices on her head. Wondering if she could have change everything. 

Would things end up this way?

× Your my sunshine

 My only sunshine

You make me happy..×

A voice song in her mind, camping the storm of the voices that telling her things she shouldn't hear.

"Your my sunshine

My only sunshine.

You make me happy

When the sky is grey.

She start to sing again. Clapping her hands together as she sing to make the voices stay away. Her hair turn golden as the sun it become longer as the marking of the sun god appear around her body and the halo shine behind her head. She was like a small goddess full of scars that could never heal or be remove but it built her to what she is.

"Hmm? " Divus Crewel put a glasses on as he dont expect that this little brat will flash bang him with such bright light. "I don't know my student have become the sun under the years we don't meet."

"I don't." She shakes her head. 

"Hah. Anyway if you wanna stay you have to earn your keep. Since your still my student before. I will help you start over... Don't you wish to be a singer ? Darling I shall help you become a star."

"... But I would be found faster. "

"That's where you correct but also wrong. Being under the limelight will protect you from the one who wish to take you. Become a star that no one can ever touch. A star that everyone will protect... What do you say, pup?' 

"...okay." maybe she will reach her dream in this world. She once abandoned her dream. Maybe it's time to chase it now that she's free.

Holding the hand of her teacher who helped her before who now adorned her with outfit to make her shine in the stage. Then one day she will be in front of the big stage.

"How did you know I wanted to be a singer teacher?" She was curious to how he knew because she never told anyone that.

"I heard you sing in the forest before. You told that little shroud don't you?" A history she don't realize exist suddenly been revealed today. 

"....I see." Nodding as she don't know what else to say. 

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the journal and observation thing was supposed to be made inside the game. But I decide to write it in reality as no one is going to play the game anytime soon.

So. Hi this Ortho the technomagic humanoid is going to tell you about things that have gone since Yu have finally been free from everything. And how much the house of shroud have chance since that very day.

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first off, I know what we been doing is wrong but big brother already too deep into the thing. I can't go against my big brother because it's still embed in my codes and that I do want Yu to stay with us and be family.... In a different sense of family at least.

When Yu disappear. Big brother panic. He have eyes watching her movement through the cctv and robots of Styx. But it all went blank as if someone hack them or shut them down. To be honest I know what brother Ortho is trying to do.

That's why I helped him without knowing. He won't be able to do it if I don't allow him in. with how I handle the whole Styx as the super computer of the whole building. I don't want to tell him through. Because it's better that I'm treated as someone who will side big brother even if his the one who's wrong. 

Yu manage to escape and brother was 'punish' for helping her to get away. It lasted hours and I don't want to write it down. No one wants that here, only big brother does. But this journal is not for big brother charade but for me to keep things in check. 

After the so called punishment or discipline. I saw brother Ortho who now left in the ground covered with white mess. 

" Ortho thank you." His voice is not even that strong anymore. Maybe because his throat is used too. "For what?' that's not the usual things someone would say when. They experience someone like this right? 

"You helped me right?" When big brother no longer around and went to his room cry or look for Yu, did brother Ortho told me this.

"Don't worry my little brother you won't be blame for this. I already taken the punishment for helping Yuu escape after all." he let out a cracked laugh as I helped him stand but then decide to just carry him to the bathroom.

Brother Ortho always use Yu's old name. Unless it's Infront of Yu. I can't bare to use it. I... Wronged her, I have wronged her still even in this one. I can't be forgiven so easily either. Because someone like me and big brother, begging for forgiveness with tears or not. Can we really be forgiven with such crime we did to her?

Based in my databank. we can't. Maybe that's why I can't do anything but continue. I want Yu to hate us, loath us even because we did her wrong so much so we deserve every single drop of hate she give us .. by doing so So she won't turn back either.

I don't know about big brother through. I felt his too deep into this madness of love. Is this what being human does with such deep attachment and emotion does to someone? I know I can feel now but I can't really go that deep.

"Okay brother." I mumble while I give the things he need to wash himself. I turn around and heard him say: "Yuu's going to be more happy now since she's free." 

"Yes she will." I replied back with a soft smile under my mask. He stared at me before he let out a laugh, he went and pat my head.

"Little brother your really made perfect. You and I are too alike." How can a person still smile from all this? Maybe we gotten use to it that way it's just another day in this life.

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big brother have gotten more depress because he can't find a lead where Yu is. She seems to disappear in the surface of all twisted wonderland. 

It officially been 7 months since she escaped from this. It seems she broken the things put inside her body too. Because big brother did made a counter measure it she escape but he did not comprehend that Yu can undo it or make it disappear for some reason.

Big brother now either lock himself in his room or always on the computer, looking through the cctv camera around the world. He thought that Yu would go to the obvious people like Ace Trappola and Deuce Spade but those two been living life with their job and no one been with them to say she been with them.

Yu is a very good hider and runner. Or maybe she's just smarter now too. Oh well, it's like big brother held a big rock to only drop it on his own feet.

For now Yu is still free and happy out there. And That's more than enough 

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It should been 1 year since the day she escaped. And something have happened today. Brother Ortho become furious. I never see him mad.

Maybe because he always smile still even in hard time or even when his being used as a toy to lent out big brother frustration. Because his a sinner who let the bird out of its birdcage.

Why was brother Ortho mad?

It was only because of what big brother say after he ask this question:

"If the twin where born healthy, that Yu don't abort them. But still choice to do what she did. What would you do?"

Big brother stared at him and laugh, there's no sanity in his eyes. It's far too gone to even understand why would his son ask him that.

"I don't need them. I only need Ortho and Yuu. I have to make the vessel empty of souls. Because they are the perfect vessel for you two..."

Even I know, that's a fuck up answer. But it's wrong.

Why would he say that? He who cried so much hugging the fetus that can barely seen. He weep for them when she felt nothing. Singing lullaby and saying sorry over and over again.

That he could not make their mother love him enough to give birth them to this world. Big brother made an empty grave far in the cliff side for his twins, maybe they'll enjoy the view of the sky and sea.

Big brother was the most sad when he learn he can never save them. Their soul is gone because the potion given to her cut the link of their soul to their still being made body.

It was as if telling him something. That since the body is free of any soul attach to it. It's free to use by any means. This kind of logic only come to big brother after a suspicious person told him so.

Maybe it was the day the start of madness. He don't want to do it at first but thinking of Yu and the fact she dislike such act of immoral love. Hated him and hated us for loving this way. Through I think the hate is more toward the fact we lied to her. Not the incestuous love.

Maybe big brother become broken knowing his wronging his children body by using it. But he still continue each day. The body of Little Kate is really weak. It often shut down with little things being Injected in it. Maybe she was meant to be a sickly child if she was born.

Each time big brother cried and ask me: why can't Yu love me, Ortho? Then we could have been holding our two angels by now...

But that big brother is probably far from the one who answer the question of brother Ortho.

"What ?" The one who suppose to be weak and used. Suddenly the one pinning down idia shroud to the ground and ringing his neck with anger in his eyes. "TELL YOUR LYING, YOUR LYING. YOU WOULD NEVER DO THAT!! I WATCH YOU CRY FOR THEM. WEEP FOR THEM." 

"That's in the past. What's in the past is in the past—" big brother eyes is empty. His void of emotion. This is a broken hearted man. He too is broken and harming those who dare touch him with his shards. 

"Is that so? Kate should have not love you to call you papa still. You ruined her image of her father in her eyes now. Let me kill you so you'll apologize to her, big brother." he was really going to do it and big brother was going to let it happen...

No!! Why did big brother deliberately say those words? Ah... 

"Stop it!!" I pulled brother away from him before big brother can lost his last breath, but he have fainted with that purple hand print on his neck very noticable by all to see. "Brother... Pls stop." I tried to calm him down. He stared at me. My whole system was shaken by those eyes. But I still continue. 

"His just a broken hearted man."

"Yuu is broken hearted, your broken hearted and I'm broken hearted. We're all broken glass shuttered around the whole place. What makes you think his any different that I should treat him differently?" He mocks me on my own reason and telling the truth that everyone in this damnable house is broken beyond repair.

"My sweet little brother. Idia Shroud is making me lost my patients to play this family game of pretend... " He no longer called him big brother. Is brother close to the children souls too? Ah, then there's no surprise he'll be this mad.

"Anymore, the pieces that's made me sane will be nothing but dusk... By then I will fix this damn place." He was melting again. But he stood up and walk away, through he have trouble on his walking, he don't dare ask help and never once turn to look at big brother again.

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Mom and dad. They don't really know what's happening in the house. They are barely home. And even more so, the moment big brother have taken over the whole family business.

They went to a long all over content honeymoon trip since they could not do that before. I'm happy for them through.

They don't even know that their oldest son have two children. They only know when brother Ortho who's now in a 10 years old body— was practicing archery. It was a specific type of practice. He have 12 axes line up and he would shoot an arrow shoot through them, cleanly.

"IDY!!!" mom called out big brother who went to her call. His eyes still empty. But he have to act everything is fine in front of his mother or everything he work hard on will be gone.

"Who is this little boy?" Mom point at Brother Ortho who finally saw our mother for the first time. He look at her with eyes sparkling in delight and happiness.

"My youngest son." Big brother mumble, carefully reaching out to pat brothers head. The latter let him do so but only because they are in front of their mother.

Brother Ortho have long stopped idia from touching him outside the so called " punishment time " 

"Youngest—" ah mom is so happy she's going to faint. But thankfully she was help by dad.

"Then you have another child?! Where? A girl or a boy?!" she held her oldest hand that's full of scars from the experiment he did years ago.

"Dear? What happened to your hand...?" She worriedly ask him. And he taken back his hand.

"Nothing." He put on gloves to hide it and put his arms behind him. "The other is a little girl... She's no longer with us." His answer made me and brother to look at him. His reply is a surprise. 

Won't telling mom be a better option? She could invent something to find her quicker after all. All he need to do is tell her that she's gone. To lie that someone have taken her away. 

But he did not lie in a way we expected him to lie. He told mom like his daughter is dead.... Well his real daughter is dead

thats a fact that big brother weep each night for some years ago. Big brother calculate the birthday of the twins and always celebrate their birthday alone in his room. It was the day he let off from touching brother. 

Brother thought it was only because it was Halloween. And kids love Halloween, well all twisted wonderland love Halloween. But he was wrong because it was the twin birthday too.

"Idy... My poor baby." Mom who's in tears hug her son. Who in his mother arms finally broke down and cried.

His just a broken hearted man who did more wrong cause of love. He only want to be loved by the person he really adore. His too shy to be the one who will court her, fearing to leave his room will bring him doom. That's why he sent me to do it.

Well, he did think it's a game at first but the moment he heard her voice. He suddenly want it to be real. He want her, he have fallen in love with his Heroine but in this story his no love interest but a villain in her tale.

Seeing big brother cry so much like a child, we ( brother Ortho and I) wonder if his letting out the pain he felt all those time, keep inside his heart. In his mother arms he felt his just a child that wanted to confess the things he did but he can't bare too.

He no longer someone who can say the crimes he did as he know it's not to be forgiven after all. So now all he could do is weep and be comforted by his mother embrace who felt worried how much he cried in her arms.

I watch as brother Ortho sigh, even so he hates him for the words he said that day. He still love him still. He went and hug him and told him he loves him no matter what.  "I'm sorry I'm sorry ort. I'm sorry your father is a monster." He cried as he hug him. His touch don't held the same feeling he always give which made brother cried too.

I can't help but went to join the hug. Mom was overwhelmed but laugh and welcome us in her arms. Her children are all so precious to her. And love by her still. Dad felt rather surprised but went to join the hug. It was family bounding to heal the broken pieces shuttered around.

Hopefully it can glue pieces back together to be a whole piece even so it's not as good as it was before. Maybe someone will accept it as an art. Isn't that another term for artist thing? A broken glass mended with gold, each crack created history of what have happened to it.

Kintsugi was the name wasn't it? Can we all be kintsugi and admire one another, Yuu?

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There was a new idol, a star called Helios. It turn out it's someone who's very famous but there's never be a picture of him. They said he never allow camera and photography In any of his lives. 

He was famous for 2 years but only by the word of mouth. A dazzling star you need to get a special ticket to ever see. Everyone who heard him sing become a devote, people who willing to burn for him.

Big brother wanted to go see but he can't get any ticket. Something really suspicious about that Helios. It was later when his super famous did the media finally got a glimpse of him.

It was his 5th year being famous and 6th years since she was gone.

It was someone on a frog custom who's singing in the crowd. Underneath him was 5 little frogs. I don't even understand what's going on. So the Helios was a 5 frog in a big frog custom.

The gig was that it was so funny and entertaining they cannot get enough of it. They going to protect those five frogs for life. 

The crowd went wild seeing the little five frogs. It turn out there's supposed to be 6 but the last one is too busy with its main job so it's not always around.

Big brother become a fan of one of the frog. The frog that's smaller than the other. At least he seems doing fine since that person have left us to be happy somewhere in the world of twisted wonderland.

It took him a while to finally gather his shuttered pieces, he might still be broken but he seems to be changing. maybe being part makes him realize his mistake... I really hope that's the case.

"Ortho look the little golden frog from Helios. Isn't he cute too ? " Idia show a pic of a slimy Panamanian golden frog. So small as he is like any of it's kind. His blue eyes twinkling while he sing. 

Then I realized it. 

It was her. 

Hopefully big brother miss it cause I'm gawking at the picture. Yu cant you use a better type of frog? Your not really hiding now. But seeing that many adore her, her voice and she can finally sing in a huge crowd. Maybe she's happy.

She's surrounded by her friends again. The 5 frogs were no other than her first year friend who willingly sing with her and probably protecting her it anytime danger come close. What close friends she have. At least now she's willing to accept the help of others.

Yuu, how many years would it take for you to turn your wounds into scar... Maybe by them you could accept the apology but never forget the things that we did... By then, would we able to stand under one sun together holding each other hand ?

"Yes big brother the golden frog is very cute." I smiled to him as he indulge to be the fan of this golden frog. But I felt it's not as bad he did once to her. he seems to really be healing. 

"Let's watch Helios one day as family trip okay?" Family. Since that day he cried in our mothers arms. He slowly change his ways. It's not seen through at first but now we're really be family. 

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A long time ago, when idia shroud conducted the experiment to make sure the fetus grow like other babies but inside a test tube. He often put / injected many things inside of them. Each time the first to try each potion is himself. He can't bare to put the risk that his babies precious bodies will be more broken.

Each potion gives different draw back but each time he might be in brick of death, he saw the light from the tube where his babies lies. He wakes up and tried again. Over and over again, till he finally made a perfect recipe.

It took a great troll on his body, some drugs are not meant to injected and absorb by a living. He once scream that his inside felt like it's burning, coughing blood over and over again. He was such a mess. But the pain seems to leave when he see the seemingly sleeping children in those tube. 

There's a wish in the back of his mind and whisper it to the darkness, to whoever willing to listen:

He wonder if his children will come back to life. He don't need to put the soul of Yuu inside his precious daughter or make his little brother he lost occupy the son that look like him and his uncle. He will raise their children with love and affection a good father will give. Then he will finally have the rights to find Yuu sleeping form location. Then they'll be a true family. 

But in the shadow it wasn't just me who was listening to him. That damnable thing have come back again to tell him what to really do. Telling him, he needs to do this or else she will never forgive him.

That damnable thing was later said to be a god who wish to win this game. He needs to create the vessel for the heroine before the game could ever began. 

It was told by brother Ortho. Everything is a sick joke by gods and goddesses. We're nothing but entertainment to them. Our suffering brought them laughter and smile. That's why he needed to win. Maybe his big brother will be free from this... He don't know what will happen if the other side won. He dread to learn what it is.

Through he told me. There's gods and goddesses on his side that willing to help him to win. That's why Yu can never be found still with our high technology and very talented big brother. He wish for her to never be found by idia shroud. That's why I'm the only one who notice it was her, that golden lucky frog.

I ask him:

What does the gods get if they win?

He give me a sad smile and said:

A wish. 

I wanted to ask him. What will he wish for if he won. But he don't continue the topic anymore and continue his study for his the next heir of shroud. Even so the eldest supposed to be the heir. And that is no other than idia darling daughter, Kate.

But Kate would rather sing and don't want anything to do with this family, so he will take the mantle of being the next heir. Mumble to himself:

I can finally know what big brother felt before. The burden of expectations and the weight of being the next one in line.

It was rather odd, that Idia never told anyone he have children. Maybe he wanted them to be free and not be burden by it unconsciously.

Big brother sometimes I felt we lost you before. When will you really come back to that Idia Shroud who love his family so much?

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Today the twins become 18th years old. And 8 years left for the time to run out. Big brother finally got to the ticket to see Helios. It took him whole three years to finally buy one. Just how unlucky is he? 

We're going to the concert in the small apple pie and beer house owned by one of the frogs. They always sing there when they are not in the huge crowd. It was the safest place because it's their territory.

Brother Ortho said: 

"You should hide your hair for a bit. You shouldn't steal the spot light from the star of the night." 

Big brother nodded his head:

"Of course I don't want to steal the show from the little froggies.."

His so excited to finally see Helios with his own eyes. Big brother because of the things he injected in his body did not age a bit. But internally his organs shutting down and regenerating. It's a painful process but he thought it's way to punish himself. At least he mumble that to himself each night. When the attacks come back to tell him how horrible human, no a monster he is to his own children and family.

The so called gods that tried to tell him things was now being caught by brother Ortho. He beat them up. Telling them to shut up. Shut up. Shut up. His eyes is going mad instead of big brother Idia. 

His losing himself but his trying to keep things together. 

Because he only need to indure few more years and it be all over. His nephew and niece body can finally rest in peace. And what died supposed to return to the land of the dead. Then big brother will be free. 

But why does brother Ortho felt like his lying to himself? 

When he was a bit younger, he likes to practice archery but he stopped when he reach 15. He hide his bow that was made by big brother. It was a pretty bow that can help him shoot magical arrow made of elements of his choosing. He was happy for the gift but he hide it away as if giving up on a dream. It was then when he start to change too. But not as deep change as big brother have gone too.

He seems to tired to be strong for us. But still willing to smile for us. It's a tragic thing, maybe he unconsciously have the bad habit of the mother of that body who refuse to be a burden to anyone and it will take a decades before she will open up.

When we finally watch the live of Helios, brother Ortho stared at the golden frog like big brother does. It was odd sight to say at least. He was not as big fan of the frog like big brother Idia was. He was just there staring at her unblinking. 

Suddenly the golden frog jump out of the stage and leaps toward us. The other five frogs stared in worry but realize what's she's doing.

"There are other ways of persuasion." 

She jump toward idia's hand who was quick to catch her. He was panicking cause his idol is in his palm and singing a song that he never heard him sing.

"There are other modes of control"

She stared at him deep in his eyes, he felt a jolt as something was odd about this golden frog. But seeing the gaze of Yuu. It felt like there's not much hate in them. Maybe it needed years of loving one self that she could heal a bit.

"There are other means of deceit"

"There are other roads to the soul"

jumping from big brother palm, she leap on my shoulder, I look at her. I felt like crying and I wanted to hold her but I most not do so.

"There are other options of passion

You have so much left to learn"

she look at me for a moment, blinking a bit before she let out a chuckle. Then finally jump on top of brother Ortho head. He was taken back and his hair was shown to the crowd. In the dime crowd, his hair the flicker in blue have a pink hue on them.

"Want to save your brothers from the fire?

Show me that you're willing to burn."

Brother Ortho reach out to grab her then the one he grab become a hand. A beautiful figure that's like a goddess covered in white vile, that doesn't show haft of her face, hiding her true identity still. The crowd went wild but they watch as the two dance like old lovers that just meet once again before she left and become a frog again and went to join the five little frogs. 

brother who's eyes is filled with darkness finally seems to have light since that day. There's a real smile on his face. Big brother is the same too. Laughing as he hug his son/brother, of how lucky he is to be able to dance with one of the frogs. 

"Lucky... Huh...?" Brother Ortho mumble while looking at the frogs up on the stage but the light on his eyes disappear again as if he realize something. 

He left first and did not listen anymore. 

It made me wonder if it's connected to the wish he will have in few more years.

Brother Ortho. What do you really wish if you won? Are you regretting of wanting that wish ? Hopefully it's something that could still change if you did...

And how come he got to dance with YUuuuuu... Agh. It's big brother fault. We could dance with Yuu too. Damn. No. It's my fault too. ;;;

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At the 20th year of the twins. when the time only left is 6 years. Big brother finally come back but brother Ortho cannot take it anymore. There's something he really doesn't tell us. Did he think it's better that way?

Brother Ortho never attended Night Raven college even so his invited by the black mirror. He don't want to take a step into that school ground. He refuse too. Because he said:

"I'll become the ignihyde dorm leader because there's no way I won't, it's expected since my 'father' was one of the best one that ever been a dorm head, well based on knowledge in tech anyways... I have to rest in that same room..."

He mumble to himself, only I heard it. Big brother was too busy watching a reel of the Helios band.

"If you don't want to go, then it's fine. You can learn everything you need to learn in our place anyway." Big brother was fine with his choices. Not realizing why he don't want to enroll to begin with.

Brother Ortho is glad idia don't question why. It was a conversation back when his 16. 4 years later, brother Ortho disappear leaving a note behind 

I need to go cool off. I need to see the world a bit. Please don't worry about me. I'll be back before I become 21. See you in a year time. Love you both.

In his 21th Birthday, his supposed to take the spot as the next head. Big brother read the letter.  But he don't react horrible about the news. 

"Ortho always stuck in this place... Maybe it's time for him to start his adventure... Maybe once his back he can tell what bothering him for those years." Big brother is really smart. He notice something quick but he did not comment on it. He might have waited for brother to tell it himself.

Like I stated before. That body have a mother who refuse any help by anyon else until it's far too late.  Some genes really can't be escaped.

Hopefully his not doing something stupid while his away from home. You know like become someone slave or something...

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I'm quite glad that big brother Idy finally back to normal. Even it took me so much to held back and not make him end up in hell with my own hands. Why do he keep saying things that triggers me. Even how much I love him, those words are crossing the line.

If I were like normal kids. I would have overblot. But like I am the phantom of an overblot. I don't think I can even do that. I wanted to tell someone about my problem.

But the problem... Ah, it was a stupid reason. And embarrassing too. I always been connected to Yuu even when we're far away. Sometimes if we dream in the same time, we meet each other in our dreams. 

She would talk about her days as passing conversation:

"I meet my friends again today. Everyone have change physically yet the same deep inside."

She have a smile on her face as she told me her day. It went that way till I said something I shouldn't when she ask me for by birthday wish ( my real birthday and not sia)

Big brother have changed.. won't you look at him less with anger? You don't need to forgive or forgot the things he did ... 

I don't want her to fully hate big brother but I also want to win this game. If anything, this move is a turning point. It happened in my 15 year stay in this body of Sia.

She look at me with blank gaze. As if processing what I'm asking for her.

"But I don't want too. His a monster in my eyes. Why do you keep shipping Me with him?" She let out a mocking laugh at my stupid mistakes. "I loath your little brother and felt wrath toward your big brother." She cross her arms as she seat on the olive tree. 

"But you always helped me..." She took a moment, she stood up and turn her back on me. "I will give you a bargain..." She turn around and held me by the shoulder, there's such sadistic in her eyes.

Holding me down as I was kneeling before her. I wanted to beg for forgiveness for my little brother and big brother. Because they already know their wrong and soon they'll be fix too.

"W-what's that?" I can't help but ask her, blue hair flickering in pink hue. Because of how close she is toward me.

"I'll make you experience everything I felt over and over again and ruined you in this world of dream, it be a nightmare for you. Break you to more broken pieces that no one willing to held but me. 

If you manage to keep sane till then, in the 20th year I invite you to another torment in reality, Ortho." She let out such wicked yet alluring chuckle.

"Will you change your mind toward my brothers then?"  Gulping down I felt like she have me in a different type of choke hold. I felt sick the feeling that I tried to hide seems to be visible for her at that moment.

"I won't love them but forgive them if they beg me in their knees and cry for my forgiveness. When we meet again after they'll see what I'll do to you." 

Such wicked smile. That smile... 

"Fine. I'll agree to your deal..." I hide my face, I hide my smile and acted this deal was not on my favor.

I don't mind experience what she felt maybe she will open up to me more it I know what she been through all those time. Then we could be more connected. 

I want to be delusional, in the remaining time till I win this stupid game. I guess in this family some genes can't be escaped.

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"I'm not interested in any of the shrouds. Stop practicing that challenge. I don't want to make you my husband." She can gaze upon certain things as the sun god is also an oracle.

"I wasn't doing that for that at all..." I don't dare meet her eyes, my ears have turn red cause I been found out.

She let out a laugh and held me by the chin. Pulling me so close I felt our lips could have touch but did not. 

"I will never take you as my husband, but I can offer you the position of being my toy. Brother ♡" licking her pink lips, she such a pretty and beautiful one that can temp.

"But if you accept. Abandoned your so called wish and be owned and possess by me instead." Holding my face so lovingly in her palm almost as if Im a mare puppet under her command.

"... Yuu ♡" I was about to accept because I was in a trance. But remember I can't because I can't be selfish anymore.

"No!!" I shake my head as I held her hands. No way I'm pushing her. That's stupid mistake character would make. "I don't want too...!! I don't want to be your toy or your possession. " Can I be your husband instead— SHUT UP!!! It's not the time to think that. 

Why does the longer I stayed far away from you, the more I can't stop any more? Is this a sick joke of fate?

Holding her tightly, she doesn't seems to try to resist. She just stared at me. Looking down at me. The light of the sun glow bright behind her, her halo made her like a goddess. And I'm just a mortal man who dare wish for something more.

"If I got my wish, when you finally fine with big brother and little Ortho." I stood up and held her. "Then I know it's fine to have it granted, you two will be happy in the world." Without me. Even then I'll be happy because you'll be happy for sure. Because big brother is the most charming and handsome. He knew by then how to threat you right and be happy together.

"I'm guessing stupidity is something a person can't escape." She rolled her eyes before she turn away. She start to hummed as her figure start to fade away, the sign she's waking up from this dream

There are other ways of persuasion

There are other modes of control

There are other means of deceit

There are other roads to the soul

There are other options of passion

You have so much left to learn

Want to save your brothers from the fire?

Show me that you're willing to burn

She give one look before she was gone, leaving me alone beside the olive tree again.

"Uncle you kinda went against fate plan again. Your not supposed to do that." Little Sia pulled my sleeve and look up to me.

"Mom going to break you to small sparkling dust. And  be use to bedazzled things now." He sneakers, his sharp teeth Showing.

"Sia you shouldn't scare uncle like that!" The oldest Kate told her brother off.

"But I'm not wrong... That's why good luck uncle." The little boy jump up to pay the head of his uncle, after climbing up on his tall build.

"Your going to end up hating everything and everyone like she did." 

Sometimes I wonder why this little kid is this way. Sigh. But his not wrong at all...

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Yuu stated, the one who beg her to be tortured was me. She wasn't going to seek vengeance cause that's just a sick game that become endless. She just don't want to meet any of us anymore. At least not meet big brother and little Ortho. That's is also why she never allow idia to ever buy a concert ticket to Helios. She felt sick just being the same room as him.

The beginning of the torment was when she put a curse on me: you will view my memories but each emotions I felt will be felt by you, even if you wanted to stop it will continue till the very last memories that I called my nightmare.

Since that dream, I can longer see her, but experience what she been through.

...

A long time ago, there was a student who's quite shy and timid. Because this is a new world, not like her own. She wanted to sing but she fear no one will like her voice her. But the animals do. So in the back forest of the school ground, she sing her heart content.

Then there's a humanoid that come greet her and ask if he could listen to her sing, he have heard her singing from far distance and wonder who was singing such beautiful voice.

'... If I remember correctly this was told by Idy to be said by little Ortho... Man.' I could feel her heart was shaken. She was surprised by the appearance of little Ortho. Then she flee, she was too shy to let someone hear her out.

I saw how the gentle gaze on Ortho disappear. Putting his hand on his waist. He start to contact big brother when Yuu is far from being able to hear him.

"Big brother the protagonist is really easy if she's this shy..." There's an evil grin in his face that's up to no good. He and big brother is up to no good.

'fuck... Why do I have to hear that part? This is really a torment...!!' I run toward Ortho, I want him to shut up pls. But I only went pass him. The scenario change. And all I could is watch and felt what she felt.

She continue to go to the forest. There's a hope blooming inside of her heart, that maybe that person would come today and listen to her. She won't be too shy to flee. But Ortho did not show up but was watching her from a distance.

• Letting her regret a bit for rejecting you. She will try to get you to hear her sing. It be always this way. This is one of the easy love interest route in otome games. • 

I heard big brother voice from the tablet, an evil laugh that planned all this. This made me sick. It's really bad. Because Yuu really felt that way.

I wanted him to shut up and I want him to change what's his saying. His going to regret it. Regret is for many years!! Yuu will never love him if he use this ways!!

But as always all I could do was watch and feel what she felt. Big brother really know his game, the things he said did work. Yuu have finally open up to Ortho. She open up so fast, she look forward for the time where she'll sing in the forest and he will listen. She who was sad because her dream will never come true cause time have run out and she can't go back and be the star she wanted. It was too late.

But Yuu, you did become a beautiful star. Everyone envy you. That's why you fall. And I can't help but help you but brought you to this world to suffer more... I don't meant too... ' I thought as I watches Yuu finally smiling so happily with her friends cause she have a emotional support she looking forward for each day. A will to live for. She's such a simple minded fool. 

Even with such heart full of adoration and love for a listener. She wonder if someone like Ortho will like her bad. Because Ortho is a technomagical humanoid. A mechanical boy who don't have emotions. Even so he appear to be able to smile.

But to big brother who was treating this as a game of romance. Have told Ortho to finally "confess" 

I panic. Ortho going to say the words that will break Yuu's heart later on, when she realize it was a lie.

"Yuu, do you ever believe a humanoid like me would feel emotions?" He held her face, her heart beat is beating so fast. I could feel it in my chest too. But knowing what he will say next makes me sick.

"Because I felt I have fallen in love with you, your voice and your everything. I wish to admire it and treasure each memories and data of you in my memory bank... So please prefect won't you go out with me?"

  His voice lace with sweetness and false love, as he gaze upon her. Seemingly only having her in his eyes. But in the end, his only doing so, so big brother who's gazing through his eyes can see how close Yuu is.

Yuu's heart is so happy, she nodded her head. A tear falling from her eyes for a moment because of happiness that her feeling have been return by someone she never thought will able to love. 

Maybe the world is a beautiful place and there's a miracle ' she thought and I dreaded it. Because as she cried out of happiness those two where smiling as if they won the game that's so easy. 

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry...." Tears falling from my eyes even so the moment supposed to be her happiest. I know what will happen next. Nothing will be ever the same. Because of liars have tried to owned her like she nothing but a property. 

To owned a heroines like her, won't it be a greatest achievement? '

ah what a sick joke big brother. Your never going to own her with how you treated her...  Why would you want to own her? Wont being love and be love by one another much better? No one should be a property to boost... That's what mom always says. Don't you remember that big brother?

I watch the scenerio change, feel her being happy and being free. Till the day she was told the truth.

"Ortho have loved you, all he said was dictate by me...." The rest of the words of big brother was blurry. Like Yuu gaze have been blurry. The love she thought return was a lie. Her heart breaking was agonizing and knowing it too well it's not the end made me weep because I could never comfort her when she run away from that room.

When she cried, she was alone. She don't want to be a burden. She don't want to open up to anyone too much. It might lead to another betrayals and lies. Deceit. She cried so hard, she lost her voice yet no one can comfort her cause she run to a corner where no one would know she was there. 

I stood in front of her form wanting to reach for her but my hand always went pass her. All I could do is felt her pain and never able to mend it or weep her tears away that day. She become broken two two shards that day.

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Each night I keep dreaming those type of dreams. I'm just a hopeless fool who can't do anything but watch and feel the agony she felt since that day. Then in the morning I look at the same people who did this to her. 

They were learning their mistakes... Or where they?'

I stared at the sleeping Ortho in the charging pad. 

"What did you really felt that day?" I touch the glass of the charging pad. "Do you really feel nothing?" I can view it as a viewer but I can never understand what they felt in deeper meaning but Yuu's emotions those time because of the dreams. 

"If big brother cannot love Yuu, I thought someone who's based on me could. But you sided big brother... Do you not feel anything at all little brother?" Why do you smile like this is a sick game. Is this another sick game?

"What is too feel? She's just a woman  like any other~? Ackk..."

A minor god Dolos. No, his just a spirit. I held him by the neck, the moment he start to whisper bullshit in my ears. 

"Your one of the insects that whispering bullshit to my big brother ears huh....heehee...." I can't help but let out a laugh as I stared at this bastard who finally dare show himself to me.... 

"Tell me what wish did a fool like even want to go far as to whisper bullshittery to a boy who's barely a man...?" 

"Not any better than yours, your oh-holiland." The bastard dare mock me. "If anything my wish is as not as stupid as yours. HIHIHIH—accckkk.."

Blot surrounded him. Ink that spilled from me. Become a monster that slowly pulling it's limbs into pieces that could be digest. I stared at what left of it a bloody mess.

"Don't torment my big brother and tell me all the crimes you did, little fool..." Inside of me.

Have you eaten a god?

Well, I'm based on the titans of our family line. A titan once eaten his children because he fear they'll brought power that will dethroned him.

But I don't fear something like that, I only fear this bastard will whisper more bullshit to my big brother. 

"Blot taste better than you." I stared at the golden blood in my hand and wipe the blood that's messy on my face. 

The memories of that bastard shows that he have long have start to whisper those bullshit into my big brother ears before Yuu was even sent here.

What was his wish?

To be reborn... As the opposite of he is.

His wish is not supposed to be granted, his a foolish spirit , god or whatnot. But I wonder if it be granted with that stupid wish? HAHAHAHAHA....

Whatever. Now that his dealt with, I just have to do this to the others that will try to do the same thing.

Maybe those gods will not mess with us like we're puppets of their so called game.

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"Yuu... Will you comfort me too?" I held the last picture of Yuu when she's still here.  Tears falling from my eyes, I felt sad and depress. Maybe that's what teen goes through. Agh. Being a kid again is such a pain.

In the darkness as I hug my knees and the photo in my hand. A figure that could barely notice at first immerge. Her whole face is covered with vile. 

÷ look at how broken you are, but it's not enough... ÷ 

She look like an angel but a demon who hold me on the palm of her hand, kissing my tears away. I can't help but smile even so tears is falling from my eyes. 

÷ such unfortunate soul. Do you still wish for me to forgive those monsters?÷ 

Patting my head like I'm a dog. But I don't mind. I held onto her, our broken shards seems to perfectly align with one another. I can't help but smile but it never reach my eyes.

Because I felt this is just but an illusion made by those spirit to fool me again. For eating them so they will shut up. Now they are tormenting me with their curses and voices inside my head.

Making the image of the one I care the most show in front of me like goddess of deceit. Giving false hope to a foolish one like me.

÷but soon things will finally end...÷

Ah it's really a deceit and a lie that made her appear before me. The gods thought that I will never try to go against fate but I did multiple times.

Eaten multiple of them, and carried every burden of those spirit who have stupid wishes. That made me wonder if my wish could benefit so many.

We're all selfish people who only care for ourselves...' I thought as my hand went through the liars chest, she stared at me in horror but she can't do anything as I smiled and held the face of Yuu they dared to copy. 

"Tell me your wish as I will swallow you, little imp." I might become the most hated being in the eyes of gods. But their time already run out.

Big brother once his back to his shape without deceit and those imp that tried to fool him into the depth will defy each one of you with his geniuses. I might not be there by that time because of how grieve the sins I did but it's fine. 

"*Burp. Well it taste like blueberry." I mumble to myself.

"I wonder how does Yuu taste like..." There's a twisted smile on my face before I slap senses back to me.

"Stop it...!" Slowly the demons that I dine and swallow taken control of me but not that much I can't be myself anymore.

It's just seen how much far I am to who I was before...

And it's far from over.

But for you and my brothers I'm willing to burn even more...

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Time runs faster when you don't want it too. The dreams and the terror continue, it repeated over and over again. I start to wonder am I any different from any of them?

A god who did everything to have his wish granted. 

A hopeless fool that don't know how truly love was swayed by the words of deceit. 

A doll that don't know any better but follow his creator command. 

A human that only wish to sing yet was locked in a bird cage. To have her feather flock by those who adore her, so she would sing even it mean it's full of tears and suffering.

And many others who wish for a foolish and hopeless dreams. They are no better or less the other. In the end of the game, life is fair and unfair for everyone else in it's stupid game.

Those fools. Everyone think they are fools. No one will help if you don't ask for help or no one really wish to help such being like them.

What a life to live in this twisted world.

"... I can barely recognize myself anymore." I stared at my reflection. I mumble reaching to touch it but it crack.

The image of reflection shutters to different broken image of me. But all of them are staring at me with empty gaze. 

Deep down

You hide a reason for shame

You know that we are the same

Leaving them feeling betrayed

Breaking the bonds that you've made

There is no price we won't pay

We both know what it takes to survive

Deep down

We only care for ourselves

Deep down, we're lonely demons from hell..

I hummed the song as I stared at the window, a letter have arrive. It seems it's really time for that. I went to my big brother room, saw him fast asleep. Listening to the song of Helios. I fix his hair that is being a mess on his face and kiss his forehead.

"Big brother. Finally your fix..  remember that I don't hate you because it wasn't really you who did it." Everyone have a demons, now I have more demons than anyone cause of things I did over the years  "I love you, please take care." I wish it be like the time before that day when we're little kids but would things change if that day never happened?

Would things change if I never existed? 

Doubt start to whisper in my head but there's a wish I wanted to have, there's no voices that can take the future where my big brother finally happy with the lady of his dream, her heroine that finally treat him as a love interest and not villain in her tale.

This is how much I love my family. The trivial things are trivial things. Boring matters that I most attend.

A stood up from his bed and left the room quietly because I don't want him to wake up from his beautiful dreams that made him smile like that. The letter I left is right on his bed side table. 

Going to Ortho room I saw the humanoid brother of mine is updating his system with new function while his charging.

I always wonder what he really felt. Maybe I will never know in this life. 

"Ortho even were not blood related and your made to be a replacement for me. I love you still as my little brother... Please take care of big brother." I kiss the glass of his charging pad. Then I turn my bad leaving with the cloths I have on my back. 

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In the port, I saw her hair glowing in the dime light of the sunrise. She wear a big summer hat and a beautiful white dress. Her hair that turn lighter shade of blonde swing like a flicker of flame of a candle light In the wind and I'm just a moth that ready to be burned even more.

But this image of her is not deceit but reality and her true form. Not some illusion or lies of pony spirit and gods to make a fool out of me. So I reach out to hold her welcoming hand to a greater hell.

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Yu stared at the mirror, it reflected the face of her daughter. Her daughter should be in the age where suitors will come running and asking to date her by now. But that will never happen.

It took her a long time to finally accepted she too is a monster for ending the life of two infants. She's no better than those two. and she's a liar like anyone else in this damn world. 

But even in those years that gone by even if she mourn for them for the first time after a long time. What things would she change ? She can't bare to give birth to them and not love them because they reminded her of the monster.

"Hey Yuu...." She heard the voice of Ace. "Hmm?" She wonder which lipstick to use for this very day.

"What kind of things do you plan for that 'brother' of yours?" To begin with Yuu truly don't wish to start a revenge. It will end up nowhere.

The one who ask and beg for her to give him a punishment exchange for her to forgive those two. Was him.

So she only give what he wanted and even more. To see who he really give a biased favoritism. Because those two might be a monster for her but for they are his beloved brothers. 

"I'm not doing anything. His doing that to himself." She really don't plan to do anything. She think everything that happened and thing that person endure is too much. His the one putting more burden to himself not her.

"Seriously?" Ace reflection in the mirror was flabbergasted. "Then why do you invite him here?" 

"I don't know. Maybe I miss my brother... I don't really have a family back in my world. My dad died when I was young, my mom overwork and died one day and I raise myself through singing."

She never accepted anyone who want to be her so called father. All those people who were or wanted to be for a sick joke, aren't any better than the other.  They are worse on their own rights.

"Ah... But do you really treat him as a brother or it's something else?" He give her a look. Not judging as he knows what really happened. Yu spilled the beans the second year she escaped that hell.

"I don't know.... I don't want to love anyone because I already been betrayed by one before." 

"I don't say anything about love~ so you do love him? Ah. The irony isn't it. You fall for the original after the clone have broken your heart." A jested joke. She sigh as she realize she was baited into admitting something.

"Maybe there's better story made for you two. Won't you believe so Yuu?" He pat the head of his dear friend. Who been so much, needs to finally smile again.

Maybe believing in such love will make her smile like the last time she fallen in love. But this time it be a true one.

"I wonder about that." She stood up. And picking the big summer hat to place over her head. It was almost time to pick him up from the port. It been a while since she seen him.

She wondered how much have change. Have darkness finally taken over? Or he still manage to held it together?

"Ace... Won't you help me?" She suddenly thought of something. Under one year the two of them will spend time with one another. She realize what kind of things to do with him under this year. 

"Hmm?  I know everyone else will give you a hand. Sure tell me, Yuu what is it?" Sometimes he felt he did not get old as it's the same as old time sake. That time did not went by them. Because they are with the friends that made us smile and happy.

Yuu smiled and told him the plan. Ace look at her, his eyes widen before he grin. Laughing how wicked she is. 

Maybe Yuu is back to her feet again. Not as broken yet not as fix as before. At least she can finally regain light on her eyes.

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"welcome to my paradise."  I heard her said as she reach out to hold my hand. I stared at it, wondering if Its fine. My hand was in midair, debating when she takes it with hers.

That feeling that our hand matches. Our shards seems to fit it's missing pieces each time we held our hands. Even long ago, I felt this way. 

• it's because you two are meant to be together, uncle.• 

"You really do look like your relatives. I guess the genes really don't try with Yuu. Lol." Ace Trappola put his arms around me. I wonder if he think we're that close or maybe he think I'm not a sinner like big brother and little brother. But why?

There's some ritual that we needed to do, I still wondering what kind of torture shes going to give me. 

"Your first torture is you need to hit the bullseye while making sure the arrow will fly through those 6 swinging axes, then do it again and make it go through for 7 times then for the last time make it go through for 11 times." 

Ace guided me to a specific house with the axes above ground. Deuce Spade and Jack howl was putting the last two arrows up in the ceiling... It looks very dangerous and rather made with not much preparation but it's seems to be fueled by magic.

"You have to sign this weaver through and then wear this choker." Ace give me a clipboard, I stared at it and it have three papers. I think the one in the middle is a carbon paper and there's a whole different contract on the third page. Because the first one just said:

I'll be Yuu's dog.

Woof. Woof.

I want pets and cuddles.

x_____

"What's on the third page?" I tried to look at the third more worded paper on the third page but my hand is smacked by Ace Trappola. "Your death certificate. Now sign or leave and your damnable brothers won't be forgiven by Yuu." 

Forget about the fine print, they really planning something with that third page. Then again even if it's death certificate or me agreeing to a slave contract that's fine.

"You can't sell my organs humans can't use them if i did died. They'll explode." I mumble while taking the pen and signing my real name and not little Sia. 

".... We're not some organ seller???" He was giving me a look as I take the string tattoo choker necklace.

"It don't look so good. Did you guys get scammed for that bad quality or it have different spell in it?' I mumble and I could hear someone chocking and trying to stop laughing before someone hit them. 

"Oh no, you have add additional 12 axes. Btw. That's an unneeded commentary, little buddy!" Ace seems to know who made it was made for my side comment as I put it on. I felt like something click. The string seems to change into red one and it's leading to someone I can't see... 

"The choker Will make you felt what the one who made it felt. Or what you felt will be given to the one who made it." Ace explained as he give me a bow that I still need to string up. Wtf. Man. Okay, stringing a bow is not that bad, why is it so old through. Good thing In my delusional phrase I like to this kind of things...

Ah. 

I suddenly realize while, holding the arrow and staring at the axes. There's a moment that it will align in number  6, 7, 11 and then 12 but the tempo is hard to follow for the first time.

It's not that case right?

I ask myself as I shoot the first arrow. It went through 6 axes cleanly. 

Or maybe I'm just delusional again?

Another arrow is fire it went into the seven align axes. Then again and again the arrows all went to 11 and then 12.

"Wow... Your really good at this. Anyway go fix the auditorium audio and music set up. That's your second punishment told by Yuu." I was given tool kit and then was push to a auditorium they build through those years and sing here for a huge crowd. 

I went and did what they wanted. It wasn't that much of a big deal. What kind of punishment is this? Is this like easy mode before they'll throw the normal then hard mode? I keep thinking before I heard the mic is use by the person in the Audio room.

"Go up in the stage. Be a clown for Yuu, little doggy." Epel Felmier voice spoke in the speaker before throwing a set of cloths on me. I stared at it and realize it's not even a clown outfit.  But a white funeral suit.

"... Ah. I don't even know how to joke." I change on the spot since it's still pretty dark. I heard a squeak from behind me but it's probably a rat. 

"Wow so shameless, so shameless. At least you have something to flex." It seems I was seen by the people on the audio room. Then again my hair really can't hide anything in the dark for me. 

"Go to the stage." 

The voice instructed me again and I went and follow it. The stage was dark before it slowly light up, the person in front of me was Yuu in that beautiful summer dress and like her every other performance she have a vile over her face. 

"Sing and dance with me."  She simple said offering her hand and the stage suddenly covered with scenerios and lights.

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"You can turn away from the light

You can even outburn the sun, my star"

Holding her hand with his own. He wonder what kind of things await him. Only dark thought and voices telling him the lady whos holding him hates him

"You're the perfect subject

With the whole world in your sad eyes"

Looking at one another as they dance in such hateful unfair fate called life. She who have a smile on her face through the vile she wear and he who saw it felt everything could be better. But would it really be? Can she forgive his brothers now once this over?

"My savior, beautiful soul"

She look at him with eyes that seems to sparkling while his image reflected in her eyes. Almost as if telling him that his the only one in her heart. 

"I don’t believe, you are a liar"

The things he sing was different from her. Because he don't believe that everything right now is the truth either. How could that be? Yuu seems to notice it and let out a laugh, pulling him for a spin. 

"When our darknesses overlap

(Let me take it all away)"

she held his hand and let him held her face to tell him everything in front of him is the truth. But he really can't. 

"Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart

You are forever beautiful."

"The endless walls

A fall with no ground

In a single moment (breaking down)

I go blind and deaf

My world collapsing

My savior, beautiful lady."

The one holding her now is a monster made of many demons but she still dance with him and reach out to held his face. Pulling him close. He can see the same choker on her neck.

"Make me your god,

I can give you everything."

Her clear eyes stared at his darkness filled one, somehow it made the demons and voices silent as they all start to swoon over the goddess before them, like the one who have eaten them.

"When our darknesses overlap

Let me take it all away."

The two dance in the stage that belong to only them, there's finally a smile on his face.

"Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart

You are forever beautiful."

Then when the music come to it's outro and the lights slowly close around them, he was pulled just right the final light closest down.

He felt something soft against his lips. His blue hair flickering in pink hue as she whisper in his ears.

"Your mine now, don't you dare try to make that stupid wish cause I will erase my existence with you."  It was a threat. He know it.

Yet there's a stupid smile on his face as he realize the so called torture truly is. 

She's really a liar.

He can't even have his own selfless selfish wish in his first day in this place. But his eyes follow the beautiful flickering flame she have as she run off stage. 

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"pack it up. That's your room." I was push inside a dark room. 

"Listen. One of us is a cop. Two of us is a very famous spell drive player and we can cancel you very quickly with one post in magicam, and another is a knight that knows all type of defense and attack fighting style. So you better not try anything funny." 

They all seems successful, Yuu friend have went so far in life. Yet they seems to have free time to hang out and sing with her as frogs.

How odd. Maybe that's how friendship makes you do things you don't usually put in your schedule.

"What are you then?" Even with everyone listen. I don't hear anything that describe Ace Trappola. His not a jobless guy trying to suck Yuu for money right? A hobo—

"I'm Yuu's manager. She become a child of mine now. Cause she literally turn to someone who could been my child with her age and mine. LOL AHAHAHA... anyways off you go."

He push me again in the room and lock it the moment he can.

The door suddenly light up, it seems to be a room that similar to Ramshackle but there's a three mirror in the corner for make up and many dress that I never even saw her wear, but they all beautiful. They look like it's for display only or props.

There's another two doors, one have light and steam coming out and the other seems to be a closet. Wait... Ahm... What?

My eyes went to the first door. My breathing felt it was being held as my face and ears turn red when a figure emerge from the bathroom wearing a ... A frog onesie. 

Damn it's a cute one too. ' I cover the haft of my face trying to hide if I were having a nosebleed the cuteness.

But then pinch myself and told myself: Your supposed to suffer, this is just a ploy. A ploy. Your being tempted to be like your brothers. That's right your being tested it your the same as them.

I told myself as I turn around from the one that's being such a tease.

"Hey." I heard Yuu called out to me. "Yes?!" I think I answer to quick I'm suspicious already. No. Stop it. This is a quirk of big brother. Stop it. Don't be creepy.  Be cool Ortho. You can do this. You can do this.

"What's your size that fit your... " 

S-SIZE...!?

"ITS PRIVATE INFORMATION IM NOT TELLING ANYBODY THAT!!" ah no. I answer too quick again. She don't even finish her questions!

"Hmm? Oh, don't bother telling me about your cock size I know it. I'm asking your body size. XL or L?"

"H-HUH...?! YOU KNOW MY WHAT!!??" 

WHAT!? DID SHE SAY SHE KNOW MY—

I was too embarrassed, it's embarrassing because I'm not a virgin and it was a thing since this body was a little kid. My hair is a pink mess and my face and red mess. My heart is beating too fast the demon are all screaming and simping in my head telling me: get a lead already and bang the pretty lady.

SHUT UP SHUT UP!! THAT PRETTY LADY IS HERE TO PUNISH ME!!

"How? Sun god Apollo have a power of oracle, I wanted to win lottery but each time I use that skill to ask for a number he come out from the void, did a spin with sparkle and present me an oracle telling me:

Your brother dick size this year increase by—"

"NOOOOO!!" I quickly shut her up. Before she could leak out private information. She's killing me. She's totally killing me! My heart can't take it!!

What kind of torture is this!?

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Embarrassing I fainted cause it was too much and that I stayed up so late for so many nights my body cannot take it. When I wake up I was on the bed wearing a male size frog onesie. I stared at it in horror. 

"I don't change you. It was ace who did. He was whistling cause I won the bet." I heard Yuu voice from what seems to be the bathroom.

Thinking she's in another of those cute outfit I dare to look up to only see skin, skin, and more skin...!!

That have a bit of water droplets from the steam. She walk to her closet, some part of her was hidden by her very long wavy hair.

The demons made a side commentary again. 

DOLOS: BOOOoo, she should cut that hair shorter!!

SHUT UP!! I'm going to ring your bloody neck, STOP LOOKING AT HER!!!

DOLOS: I'm just a voice in your head, why are you arguing with me? Dummy. I might be your inner voice that really want to say what you wanted to say.

The voice left me and I saw there's a droplet of blue blood on the cover. I realize I was staring too much bitting my lips and having a nosebleed. 

This is not good. I don't actually brought a medicine if I lost too much blood in this year of hell. It's painful... Agh. This is why I should have not forgotten some meds.

"This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms

Whatever we face, we'll be fine if we're leading from the heart

No matter the place, we can light up the world, here's how to start

Greet the world with open arms"

I heard her voice before I felt the pain disappear and she held my hand. I look up to her, her eyes seems to be glowing like her hair and halo. She smiled at me while singing a song that felt odd hearing from her.

My body felt fine again, the last time it happened was when I heard her sing over the phone but over the years it start to break down again.

It's a mess all over again. Because we all know something like this body is not meant to exist yet it did. And will need many things to survive even a single day.

Staring at my hand it have come back to a real living human skin would look like. Ah. She's really amazing 

"Honestly, you should have come with me. Even how smart that person is. How does that decaying body of your can even last?" She flick my forehead. 

"It don't need to last forever. I just need it to last till the stupid game end and have it burn." I stared at the one hand that's still holding me still.

"Ah. That's funny to hear from you, something that will never happened based on my oracles." She held two finger to her lips as if testing if her lipstick will stick or not before—

"!!!!! S-STOP!!!" she place those those finger against my lips. Isn't this indirect kiss..!? AHHHHHHHHH. STOP IT VOICES. SHUT UP I DON'T WANT TO HEAR A SINGLE WORD!!

my mind is full of screaming as I become a mess in front of her again.

"Are you testing me!? Is this how your going to torture me..!? I'm not going to do the same mistake as my brothers did...!!" I quickly told her and she tilt her head confuse at the word: torture and testing.

"Righhhtt.... Sure. I'm testing you. I'm going to see how long you'll last and become an animal like them."  She lick her lips and then wink at me.

Gods why does it seems she's flirting to me? Is it just me or it's really the case? No this is torture. This is hell. Yes this is hell. One of the seven sins is lust. And IM LOSING IT!!

DOLOS: clearly she's not flirting with you (lies) 

Right.

DOLOS: she's seducing you. And your losing it. Bohoo your going to end up like your big brother and little brother. Going to end up using her like a toy.

SHUT UP!!! I WONT I WONT I WONT!!

DOLOS: they all say that—

NO!!!

His fighting his demon who's making fun of him for being stupid. He doesn't know but his demon he eat notice it. His really gone mad from lack of social interaction, being a teen, and being depress cause he could not see his crush for 5 years in his dream.

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"what happened to him?" Jack ask Yuu who open the door wearing her casual outfit.

He look at the sight of Ortho trying to pull his hair out but failing. His seems to be fighting his inner demon or something. What an odd guy.

"Idk his head probably broken cause he hit it pretty hard last night he fainted." Yuu shrugged her shoulder, not understanding why Ortho is being kinda dramatic for no reason?

His hair keep becoming a disco ball even in his sleep. It was really a bother sleeping next to a living lamp.

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I felt that I'm losing to this torture. And everyone is laughing at me. I can feel their eyes staring at me with those mocking smile.'

I keep fixing the mesh wifi system that's very much too beyond the updated technology.

This place is making me realize I need to understand how to fix all type of tech support even the one that's ONLY use in urban area.

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"Hey it's that Ort? I wonder what's his doing on the roof?" Deuce who come back from his normal day work to come visit everyone here in this compound. He stared up at Ortho who's seems to be on top of the roof doing something with wires and cables.

 "Should that even be safe ?? " The kid don't even have a safety gear at all. 

"I dunno. He been on top of the roof after Yuu said she needs someone to go fix the wifi router and signal thing on the roof. I do think she mean get a technician and not that kid to do it..."

Ace shrugged his shoulder, thinking that shroud is such a poor fellow who think his in some sort of punishment sequence or something.

"Honestly thought he was funny at first till his just being pitiful right now. Tormenting himself like that, even so, there's nothing like torture or torment going on at all." Ace sigh while shaking his head when Ortho finally go down from the roof.

"Hey buddy, do you want to eat some tart? I brought them back from our friend family bakery." 

"...." He stop on his walking to turn toward everyone with a bright smile on his face."^⁠_⁠^Ah pls don't bother. I don't usually eat sweets. I have medical problem."

He then went back to the house where Yuu is.

Deuce and Ace stared at him and then to one another.

"Did she like clown or something?' Ace ask and deuce could only shrugged his shoulder.

"Anyway Sir Crewel went to check on Yuu earlier because there's not much concert this month. He wonder if something have happened." Deuce finally said the thing he forgets earlier.

"Well, yeah we con someone to giving up the possession of his soul and rights to his life by using cheap tricks... AHAHAHA. I can't believe that crap work. Oh man."

ace laugh remembering the kid just went and sign it even through he ask what's up with the last page, he don't pry on the topic anymore afterwards.

"Stop calling marriage contract like that." "But its not a marriage contract?? It just felt that way cause they bound by life and then souls.... Oh. I get it."

Ace sigh when he realize that contract does sound like one but technically it's not since its made by the help of the merchant of the depths.

Very solid contract with the proper paper and hint of magic of Azul so it's a deal indeed. It only took like 3 concert In his restaurant for him to agree for it.

"Man, that shit is still funny. I don't even understand why Yuu wanted to own that poor guy." They stared at the house and thought that Yuu is smiling again, maybe that guy isn't that bad to be around. Hopefully he can survive his own self torture. 

"He don't even notice that time he was stripping naked that Yuu was behind him...." The two left telling about each other some funny things that happened at deuce job and some news about their old friends. This and that simple old people stuff.

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When I come back inside the room I shared with Yuu, I saw her back turn on me while talking to a figure glowing with literal light. 

"—ed Him, you only need to curse thyself with gigantimous galactose peos." Basing on that voice. It seems to be uncle Apollo. Ah, so Yuu was doing some oracle thing again.

"That's not what I'm asking I wanted turn lotto number." Yuu sigh as if she already knew she will not get the numbers she always wanted to hear. Those sweet money from lottery will never be hers. 

"Farewell ~" the sun god left after throwing confetti at the face of his blessed child and disappearing.

"What.. was that?" I mumble a question and she heard it. I don't think I can ask questions or get answers in this place. I thought I was a dog...

But somehow this pass weeks it's not the case or it's just her making me sure I'm in line or something.

She seat on her arm chair, crossing her legs. It made me see a glimpse of flower pattern cause she's wearing something short and not wearing shorts to hide it. 

Ah... Stop looking Ortho. Stop looking. You'll end like a pervert again if you start having nosebleed. Why does she wear something like ( ah such a delight, sadly it's not the day she walk around naked ) WTF WHO SAID THAT? BASTARD WHO SAID THAT!!?

"He said I should fuck you with a futanari cock like in that virtual reality and breed you like a dog." 

Virtual world? Did she mean that time when that so called 6th Arc happened. I guess Apollo don't tell her that's not the only thing that happened between us that night.

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"... Ah." His reaction is rather different than she expected. He don't dare meet her eyes as if hiding something.

"Is there something I forget that happened that time, ort?" She casually moves a bit *accidentally* made the strap of dress move down to make him see a cleavage line. She saw his eyes followed and zoom in.

"W-well... It's shouldn't be that interesting to know." He quickly averted his eyes. The tip of his ears have turn pink. His hair flickering in the same shade of his ears.

"My dog, come and seat in front of me and give me your hand." 

Ort find himself seat on the floor in front of her and holding one of his hand. She lean over and stared close to him with a smile on her face. 

...

We're so close... ( Let's just kiss her) SHUT UP!?? ( Let's deep kiss her that she will forget she's mad) NOOOOOOO!??

"Aren't you forgetting one teensy-weensy but ever-so-crucial little tiny detail, I'm your master...!" She grin as she lean away to rest her back to her chair, looking down at me.

"—And you'll do what I'll say. Jump if I say jump, woof if say so, and you'll do it happily or begrudgingly, Ortho."   She tilt my head with the use of her toes. "Do you understand, brother?" 

"Yes ♡" ah why is she so hot ( the one who's simping now is you. BOOO) I wish she could step on me ( WHORE!!) SHUT UP?I'm focusing on my master right now ( ｡ •̀ ᴖ •́ ｡)

"Yes what?" She tilt her head. 

"Yes, master ♡" I can't help but shamelessly kiss her toes. Clean or not it's my master toes.

"Now tell me what your hiding." She demanded me. Something I don't want to do but my body will force me too if I don't do anything about it.

"I—..." 

*Smack.

...

Yuu stared at Ortho who knock himself out by pressing one of pressure point. "Ah. He really don't want to say huh... But he was so open to do a summary before..." She mumble thinking of the pink cat system.

Before she went and pick up Ortho like a princess. placing him in the bed. "I don't know seducing someone is this hard." She mumble sighing.

"I'll go walk around nude again maybe he will get a hint even so it's kinda embarrassing..." The tip of her hair turn pink before she turn around after placing a cover over him and healing a bit with her blessing magic.

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What does the torture and test consist of? 

• Trying to stop myself from gawking, having a nosebleed or showing the reaction down there when she walk naked on her room. 
• Cooking her food she randomly mentioned from the TV ad or from reels ( she don't ask me but why did she let me hear it if she don't want me to hear and implying I need to make it...!!?)
• Being a technician or tech support for the live concert or any gadgets/technical issue in the compound.
• Trying to stop myself from asking her to step on me when she's being such a baddie.
• Or sleep when she's hugging me almost naked each night ( I can feel them, I can always feel the softness—*slap)

Etc. etc.

NOT ONCE DID I SURRENDER TO LUST AND DID ANYTHING NASTY OR BAD...!!

"How good are you with your hands." 

"I-it depend on technical problem or something else..." 

"Oh it's for something else type of good." She smiled at me. Ah that smile... ( She's seducing you) 

"W-what kind of something else." I don't dare meet her eyes, no I'm already on the floor kneeling before her.

I should not meet eye to eye level I am below her

( you can top her like that time in the—)

SHUT UP!!

(You were so much than a whore that time. Can't believe you where not told off either lol)

SHUT THE FUCK UP?? NO ONE ASK YOU!!

( Ah ♡ Yuu I really like you!! I love you!! The moment I saw you when your like a wet soggy cat cause of the rain in your mamma funeral and you have no umbrella to spear and you even get drench by a dirty water cause of a stupid damn car did a drift in the intersection. I wanna marry you!! * quote the king of the underworld while fucking the heroine in the virtual reality, that's literally fucking that can be felt through their souls )

SHUT UP, SHUT UPPPPPPP I NEVER SAID SHES A WET SOGGY CAT!!! HOW MUCH ARE YOU LURKING IN MY HEAD, WHY ARE YOU SPECIFIC ON THAT MOMENT? HELLO?

( Maybe you did or maybe you don't. But both know you describe her as that too. Your taste is really odd. You called the girl you like a wet soggy cat, a girl boss, Yuu, Yuu ♡, my little frog princess, alph—)

NOOOOOOO PLS SHUT UP!!

"Then your fine with it then." I seems to nodded to whatever Yuu was asking me just now cause I'm arguing with the voices in my head. They are all bullshiting me with my past. It's like my browser history being leak even so it's not!!!

"Y-yes?" I need to act like I know the topic and wasn't distracted!

She walk on her bed, I watch her remove her dress and then lay on the bed on her stomach. Looking at me, waiting for me. "Come and massage my back." 

she give me that smile that seems to be pure evil, ah but she look so angelic. She have a halo too. How could she be a demon? 

But massage her...?

( OOOOOHHHHHHHHHH)

This is not another of her test right....

( Your being seducing and you still call it a test)

IM NOT!! SHES MAD AT SHROUDS WHY WOULD SHE SEDUCE ME!!!

( idk man cause she likes you???)

STOP LYING YOU BLOODY DEMON OG DECEIT.

( For the record I'm the spirit of trickery, cunning, and guile. Not deceit. Wrong god btw.)

...

Yuu watches as Ortho start to shake as his whole face become pink and then red his hair flickering in pink before it become a hot mess of rose pink. 

She wonder if his going to faint again but he took a while but went to her side and did as she ask rather good. She wanted to complain how he seems to have the whole thing mess out the neon pink color: I'm seducing you btw.

But he did too good on his job, she get knock out called cause his pressing the right pressure point to relieve the pain. 

...

I LIVE!! I LIVE AND I DID NOT FAINTED WHILE DOING IT!

( A miss out opportunity. You could have fuck her there. And she would have let you. )

SHUT UP DEMON OF TRICKERY, IM NOT BELIEVING YOUR BULLSHITTERY!!

( it's not even bullshittery at this point but your rather pitiful... Like a clown. Maybe she's into clown like you are. )

Your wrong her type is the one who would listen to her sing, tell her she's doing great, tell her I'll be listening again and again, then always tell her that if she have 1000+ fans I'll be one of them if there's none then I'm gone. Then open up to her too about simple things honesty is a good points for. She doesn't care if your tall, short pretty, cute or not that good looking as long you will enjoy her company and the little things she can offer you. And she will do the same to you. She's not actually the so called easy route as big brother said cause she's actually the one with most difficulty cause one wrong mistake it's a bad end. That's why if you choice her route it mean you really love her and did not do it for the game your doing it cause of her. And she's the game. She's the only one that matter....

I told the voice in my head who become rather speechless that it did not speak for a whole 10 minutes. 

(.... How did you know all that?? That's ALL RATHER SPECIFIC AND TOO DETAILED?)

none of bloody business how I know that information.

( oh you know it cause you watch her 24/7 before. You have no life) the demon who leeching on me said so.

Shut the fuck up..I was dead what do you expect from a dead person? Huh? A life for a dead person?

( You don't have better hobbies? I felt I have better hobbies than you do before. Honestly I wonder if your not the same level of freaky as you brothers are or your worse. Your just hiding your stinky past.)

NO ONE GOING TO RANT ME OUT BUT YOU! I WILL MAKE SURE YOU WILL NEVER SPEAK OF IT TO HER.

( how would I even do that? I'm been consumed by you, unless you let me out of your body I won't be able to do so. What a freaky stalker)

Shut the fuck up, you told my big brother to use my nephew and niece body to be a vessels!

( I never told him to fuck them. That's all him. You guys are nasty... Very nasty.)

>:(( DONT CALL MY BIG BROTHER NASTY YOU BASTARD!!

( listen I'm not the one who think your big brother, out freak the god king. God king himself think Idia own the crown of freaky great descendant.)

My big brother is doing better. Zeus can take that crown away..stop cursing my big brother. His going better and then one day he and Yuu will be happy together.

( That's never going to happen. The chances of the god of sunlight will give lottery winning numbers is more likely to happened)

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I am currently being pinned to the wall by someone shorter than me but I already felt intimidated and submissive for any of her demand—

"I want to breed you." She said in a rather irritated tone as if having enough of something.

(More like someone)

"H-HUH....?!" 

"Get on the bed and undress." She ordered and I found myself shamelessly doing what she said and I'm pinned down on the bed by her but this time she's naked too....

Ahhh. Ahhh....!!!!

I tried to keep My eyes straight on her face but it still went to look belooowwww....

Shit. It have arise.

"Your having a normal reaction or maybe your too much a dummy from those dreams." She press her chest against mine. 

Ahhhhhhh... Her cold tips is pressing against my skin..!!!!! 

Wait cold....???

I look down and saw she have her nipple pierce. Just a simple one. It's almost unnoticed if your far.

"I got it sometime ago, I don't think it's much a bother. Beside it mean I particularly not naked if I walk around with an underwear." She seems to understand what I'm curious about. She went and touch my ears.

"What about you?" She seems to mean the corset piercing in my ears.

"I wanted to reminded what's my end goal of everything I'm doing so far so I tied a note that I will remove and burn once I archive them..But it's not just normal strings use to make into earrings so it's fine to use and won't cause infection....!!"

I quickly said the second haft worrying she's going to tell me off for putting a corset piercing for a long term since it's something bad to keep for a long time.

"One if for your wish and the other is the happiness of your brothers isn't it? Then you better know you'll keep it on forever." 

"!!!!!! " I suddenly remember where both naked as she seat on my ... Ahh..... AHHHHHHH

...

"A-ah.....♡ y-yuu....♡" she just rubbing her drench pussy against his very much so perturbing stiff cock. She lick her lips while she circle her arms around his neck. "Your very annoying, why do you keep insisting your being punish still~? " 

"Don't you said you'll punish me when we'll meet in ort 20th birthday years ago?" 

"Ah... You still remember that?" She doesn't. She honestly thought he will forget about that part, turn out he really don't. What a champ. It turn out his brain does work but for different reason.

"You just have to spend one year with me. Then I'll come home with you." 

"Home...? You... Call that place home?" His eyes widen.

"In some senses or joke. You guys are my only family left this world or the old one. I still felt anger toward your brothers but it's not bad before, and I know there's no such thing as someone who can able to run away from their past. So I'll just face it before it burden me for not doing it when I have time to do. They'll still need to beg me for forgiveness with tears through... And then I'll beat up your big brother then maybe I'll totally forgive him." 

She smiled at him, telling this in full honesty. She thought of everything, the past and the memories.  She can't change this, she change who she was before, it is a part of her that made her who she is now. They might be a monster and did many wrong.

She too did something wrong. Maybe there's no solo reason or person to blame for everything because everyone that's included in the whole ordeal did take a piece of the pie. 

Both suffer the consequences and learn their regrets ( well he said those two regret it. Or finally fix. She don't know how far he meant by those words.) 

"Now then..." 

"Ahh ♡ | YUuuuuu ♡" she shamelessly held his dick and align it up and then slam her hips down, it did surprised her when she felt familiar pain.

"...???" She narrowed her eyes before looking at Ortho who's trying so much not do something but end up doing it, cumming too quick cause her inside is kissing him ♡ ah their connected again ♡ this is not a dream right ?

"Hmmn...♡" she pulled him close and he unconsciously follow her lead, he look up to her who giving him a look then he remembers something to have her look that way.

" Big brother don't go that far... All he did was use this body mouth and kiss it all over. " He mumble circling his arms around her waist.

"My... Was because I love idy-nii and I like it at the beginning..." When it was still technically idy.' he thought but sometime later his big brother disappear, he could not recognize that person anymore.

She blink at it for a few times. "I see." It decided then. It's probably the last thing she needed to learn before she makes her next move on that matter.

"Let's make love Ortho♡"

She smiled and demanded him.his hand grab her hips start to do what she wish. He felt that same feeling that time when they intertwined and link as one like this before. It felt like they are pairs that finally come to be a whole piece. 

Embracing and loving each second of moment of passion, he keep mumbling how he love her even so he promise to himself to never do it in this life but his mind is blank and all he could think was Yuu is in his arms again and being one with her.

Placing marking on her skin just like she did to him. The choker they both have felt like red strings binding them together as perfect pair. It was like that time too when in the virtual realm he give the end of his red scarf around her neck.

Intentionally hinting something yet fearing it's not the right time yet. So he hide everything back, his feelings and his truth.  Yet it's always be unravel when she's near and being held by her. his just too weak against her. 

And that long parting made him even more weak and hopeless. He don't want to follow fate or believe what she's implying because his not worth to risk loving again. Because he could never trust himself to be any different from his brothers. Because his just like them a fool and delusional that dream one it be like this between Yuu and him.

...

"I like you too." She told him while holding his hands like old times. He can't even escape or looked away as his blue hair ablazing in the color of dark pink. Or the fact his face is once again painted in red

"Ah--... " he realize she have heard him confess earlier!

"Once the year mark ends. We're going home. I'm ready to face the past. Right now but I still need to fix things before I go back... "

She smiled at me as she made my hand hold her face. She's so warm and real, so it's not a dream. It's all real.' his thoughts was all about her again.

"Ortho I will never allow your existence to disappear. That's why I'm going to make sure it won't happen. You always saved me. Even long time ago... Even so we don't know each other."

There's a vision she saw when they intertwined in such moment of passion. A familiar phantom asking three ladies to save a human he never meet.

Apollo can only see the future and never the past. It was an odd thing to see such sight. But seeing that, she realizes there's really things she don't know. 

In this story, there's no real villain or Heroine. There's just foolish people who don't know what to do and where to go and blindly follow what their heart, their demons or their mind tell them to do.

It might lead them to somewhere good or somewhere bad. But people made mistake as they continue living or even when they are dead. 

She don't really understand the pain of that monster... Idia Shroud to be in such state of delusion. It took her many years to even consider it. 

She wonder if it's too late or it's never be. But she decided she will face it and ask that person what he really felt. 

But first off is to finally meet grim again. Who most been waiting for a very long time. 

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The heroine 

"I don't need a prince charming. I never once believe in those. I only need someone who will stay by my side and believe and love me. As I will do the same for them." 

I hummed as I stared at the sleeping form of mine in the bed, frozen in time. This body will never wake up ever again and I ask for it. Because I have given up without understanding and only full of hate and wish for nothing but sweet death.

Times really change many things and times might really mend broken hearts and soul as long it's not push to another state of being even more broken.

"Grim... " I reach out for the big feline that's sleeping so soundly in his true form. I kiss his forehead, slowly he wakes up from his slumber.

"... Yuu? Is that you?" Sleepy blue eyes of my sweet companion look back at me before it look at me in shock.

"Yuu..!? Your ...your awake.....?? No... Who are you?!" he look at the bed and realize my real body is still there the happiness in his eyes disappear and growl at me in hostility.

"It's me grim I come back to take you home with me." I told them things only Yuu would know and he finally believe me and I was about to leave when I thought of something. 

I have to fix something for later too. Hopefully it's important enough to use as bargain chip.

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Hey, It's idia shroud. 

It been years since I touch this journal. To be honest I don't know Ortho printed it out to be real one and wrote many things in it. I read through it. 

My brothers no longer recognize me and the person I fallen in love with treats me like a monster... Which is not a surprise. I did many things and said many things. Because I'm a coward and I can't do anything on my own. I use my little brother to do it. And it was a mistake. I saw her fall in love through his eyes who don't know any better. 

I saw her heart break yet all I said was cruel things and all I did was bad things. I'm not a man but a monster. That's why my two angels have to pay the price for my own crimes. I hope they'll forgive me someday when I'll meet them.

The first crime I did was to fall in love with a woman not meant for me. Yet I let my action become a chain that locks me in guilt even further. I push her away, I push everyone away and become someone else they barely recognize.

Yet somehow my brothers never left me and help me mend myself back together. That's why the day I saw them again back in the island of woe. I felt my tears falling down again.

I'm shameless and hopeless as I run toward the princess I should have held in my arms all her life if she was born in this world. But now her body held the woman I fall in love with cause I'm sick and twisted cause of the love have made me be.

"I'm sorry... You don't need to forgive me... Please let me apologize to you..." 

I kneeled before her, I don't care if I'm the current head or the people watching us. They all don't matter my two precious people have come back after leaving home for A very long time. 

"... Tell me your side and I'll think about it." She sigh and held me in her hand, she never gaze at me like this. There's always distrust and hate in her eyes when she look at me. "To make sure Ortho wish will never come true. I will learn to love you but not the way you wanted me too... But I will still try to do what i can..." there's hopelessness in her voice. 

*Chuu.

I felt her kiss me in the cheek. "Just for the record I'm not against incest I just hate liars..." She whisper to me before leaving me in such a mess. She walk like a goddess with Ort who let out a laugh seeing the look of mine. Before placing his hands around her shoulder and telling her something I can't hear anymore.

My family after so many years it's complete. 

( Edited)

— that was my thought 4 years before writing this entre. Ahm. Yuu won the so called gods game by singing the whole epic song with Ortho ( turn out her voice is really that OP it can make gods stop their game and let you win it to grant you a favor )  and have a wish she wanted. Which is give chance to carry the twins again but this time they'll be born.

So in 9 months my babies that I wasn't able to hold in my arms 24 years ago finally happened. 

There's no point writing in this journal. Ort was right about this was not really a journal for a project. It's for a game setting for the virtual reality thing. 

Things change and the reason it's just being use now is just to end the story. Ortho will probably summarize the things that never been written to different type of catalog later on.

Then this be a journal and observation that will hit it big but I don't want anyone to hear it, it's a family tale. And it will stay that way 

Orz. That's it. Idia Shroud out.