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The Important Thing Is Not to Panic

Summary:

A new, unexpected update, they said. Free lunacy, they said. It´ll be just a minute, they said. Well, somebody has to let the upper management of Project Moon know that someone, somewhere majorly fucked up.

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An unfortunate player gets to experience Limbus Company from the front row seat.

Chapter 1: In Hell-bus We Live

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A new, unexpected update, they said. Free lunacy, they said. It´ll be just a minute, they said. Well, somebody has to let the upper management of Project Moon know that someone, somewhere majorly fucked up.

I mean, there HAS to be an explanation as to why I found myself quite literally fished out of a great big pond of possibilities and plopped out on a dusty grey sidewalk. I definitely knew that no terms and conditions would ever cover getting wrapped in chains and pulled through a portal after downloading a phone app update for Christ´s sake. If technology like that existed, I bet Jeff Bezos would immediately seize the means of production and then charge triple for a much shittier version, while marketing it as „Once in a Lifetime Experience“.

That would probably be the thought process of a reasonable person in my position. Meanwhile, the only thought in my head in that precise moment was: Fuck, is my phone okay?

Okay, maybe that was an exaggeration. There was also a secondary thought channel filled with a continuous stream of the most inventive swearing known to a person who spent most of their life on the internet. Then again, what else could I be thinking in my situation?

Imagine for a while that you´re some ordinary schmuck living your pathetic, but not-so-terrible life and suddenly a godly hand grips you by the neck and decides that you should see new places. The next moment you are aware of, you are in a place that physically shouldn´t exist, surrounded by people that also shouldn´t exist and nothing they say is in any way, shape or form understandable to you, aside from the very obvious fact that they are just as lost as you about your sudden arrival.

The singular positive of the situation was that my phone was indeed okay.

Before I had time to enjoy my hopeful discovery, however, I heard a very distinct and equally exasperated sigh next to me, followed by a sinking feeling that I was totally screwed.

„Please, tell me that at least one of you can understand me.“ I mumbled, mostly towards the group in front of me. Seeing only further confusion on the twelve-or-so faces and a clock, I turned around to the Gaze himself. He was taller than I expected and his skin was actually grey, which was strange, but nowhere near as absurd as anything else that was happening at that moment.

He was looking at Dante as he spoke, not sparing even a moment to address the stranger in his close vicinity which was… well, it was a thing that happened, let´s leave it at that. He did also say „Danteeeh“ which provided a small clue as to who he was talking to and, to me, also the tiniest grain of amusement to offset all the dread that was taking hold of me. Faust briefly interjected in Dante´s stead, after a brief moment of thought.

To my surprise, there was indeed one person whom I could understand. The problem? They also happened to be the only person without an actual mouth.

„How did this even happen? Faust, I thought I could only pull identities of the Sinners from Mephistopheles not… random strangers? Also, I should mention that they are wondering if any of us can understand them. I feel that it would be appropriate to answer to see if they can also understand me in any way.“ Dante said, pointing at me. Their voice still came out as ticking of a clock, but I still somehow understood every word perfectly.

Dante´s revelation produced a considerable amount of chatter among the rest of the group. I was kind of glad I couldn´t understand what they were saying. Especially when Outis looked at me as if she was deciding whether I should be tortured for information first or just disposed of by shoving me into the bus engine. Luckily, they all fell silent as Vergilius shuffled back inside the bus without as much as a word of acknowledgement. I supposed that it was his way to leave it up to Dante to deal with me. I promptly picked myself off the ground and made a meager effort to dust myself off. Least I could do was to pretend to appear presentable.

„Okay, here it goes. Hello, I am Dante, Manager of Limbus Company-“ Dante spoke, or rather tick-tocked at me. It was odd, hearing the ticking and also knowing what those sounds meant in words. I suppose it was kind of comparable to deciphering morse code on the go.

„I already know who you are, Manager Dante. And yes, I can understand you, which I find just as odd as you probably do.“

„Great! That makes things easier.“ Dante perked up, greatly relieved that they didn´t need to pantomime what they were trying to say. „Wait, you know me?“

As expected, it made the Sinners uneasy. At least those whose names didn´t start with F and end with aust. She was the only one who didn´t immediately reach for a weapon.

I continued, doing my best to try and ignore the growing hostility. „Not in the sense that I know who you were before the clock. It´s kind of complicated, actually, but before I start picking that topic apart, I´d like to know what happened here. Updating an app on my phone doesn´t usually result in dimension hopping.“

Dante turned to Faust, supposedly communicating the very thing I told them, but in a hushed voice that I couldn´t quite make out and apparently, neither could the rest of the Sinners, judging by the confusion written all over several faces. A while later Faust replied to Dante and in a bizarre telephone fashion Dante then spoke to me.

„Faust… that´s her… would like to see the app. She presumes it´s on the device you´re holding.“

I did not like where the conversation was headed, but having no other option to support my claims, I handed over my phone, unlocked.

„I don´t think you´ll get past the loading screen, but this is it.“

I pointed out the application to Faust. Considering the fact that Dante´s flaming head shaped like a clock and the company´s name were both front and center of the icon, there wasn´t anything I could´ve done to keep my knowledge of their possible futures secret.

Especially not once Faust opened the app and the title screen was a splash art of Don Quixote´s Battle Pass E.G.O with the slogan of Limbus Company: Face the sin, save the E.G.O. The familiar piano and violin tune played, with the sounds of rustling chains and faint ticking of a clock in the background. I was rather glad it was just an instrumental. The splash art alone was already a big enough spoiler, judging by Faust´s slightly shaken expression. She promptly closed the app before the others and especially Don had even a chance to partake in the view.

In that moment I was certain that I was ahead of their timeline with my knowledge. In my musings of doom I nearly missed what Dante was trying to tell me.

„So, that more or less confirmed Faust´s earlier assumption. We… as in, you and me… we synchronized. It should apparently be so unlikely that the event is practically impossible, but...“

„Don´t you dare apologize, Dante.“ I bit back. Although neither of us was in any way responsible for what happened, I felt especially angry. They lost nothing, while I was stripped of all I´ve ever known. „My only ask of you is to send me back.“

„I think that´s reasonable ide-… Faust, what do you mean can´t we just… can we not send them back?“ Dante asked, turning to Faust once again. She seemed to think for a brief moment before shaking her head and saying something. She then went inside the bus without elaborating as to why. Or rather, if she did tell Dante anything, they didn´t tell me, which already didn´t bode well with me and my continued survival.

The Sinners standing around didn´t look particularly phased anymore, as most of them relaxed into simple boredom. Aside from Outis, who was still eyeing me with contempt and Don Quixote who decided to step closer in the absence of Faust, and tried animatedly gesturing a question. If there was any rhyme or reason to her movements, I could not see it, however.

„Don, I know you have questions, we all do, but they can´t understand you any more than people outside of the company can understand me… I think.“ A moment later Don has apparently formulated a singular worded question, to which Dante reacted with what sounded like it was supposed to be a sigh. „I suppose, that´s a good question. What name should we call you in the meantime?“

„Alighiero.“ I replied, trying to not sound like I was about to shit my pants and run around like a headless chicken. „It´s not my actual name, but it´s the only name I will give you.“

„Huh… I´ll keep that in mind…Alighiero.“ Dante said quietly.

As Faust returned, I could see she had a strange expression on her face. It wasn´t one of surprise or horror, but it certainly wasn´t calm, either. I felt it was the kind of expression one would make while holding a beloved stuffed toy that has outlived its use – immediately before throwing it away. Chills ran down my back, however, I couldn´t dwell on them as the group of Sinners was thrown into the state of combat. The opponents weren´t particularly scary, they were just Backstreets rats. In other words, not exactly threatening to Dante or the Sinners.

On the other hand, I was unarmed, very squishy and conveniently in the range of one of the attackers. Though the assailant was cut down by Faust a moment later, they succeeded in landing a cut that went through my clothes and skin, soaking my torn sleeve in fresh blood. I pressed on the wound to stave off the bleeding somewhat. The wound wasn´t particularly bothersome to me all things considered. If I was going to be killed by the higher directive of Limbus Company to protect their secrets, it probably didn´t matter… was what I would have thought if I didn´t see Dante also holding their arm.
In the exact same spot. Despite their coat showing no signs of damage, they were bleeding.

I met their eyes (clock-hands?). I wanted to say something, anything really. An apology would probably be best, given the fact that we were probably wounded because I was injured, but then again it was probably preferable that we found out that our lives were so intimately entwined before I was experiencing more serious bodily harm. Or death. Or fate far worse than death.

After the fight was over, everyone including myself found themselves inside the bus. Vergilius was nowhere to be seen and Faust, too made herself scarce soon after the fight was over. I could only imagine that one or both of them were having lengthy discussions of the most recent discovery regarding me and Dante.

I found myself in very close company of Yi Sang, who was dressing the cut on my arm, while Outis was doing the same for Dante. The cuts on our respective arms were absolutely identical, which made everyone around especially nervous. I couldn´t blame them. I went from a bizarre annoyance to an endangered keystone species real quick.

„So, Alighiero…” Dante began after Outis laid off their back and started lecturing Yi Sang on the particulars of wound-dressing techniques while undoing his work and starting to wrap my arm all over again. „...who are you?”

I blinked. I guess it was just my wishful thinking to expect Dante to not question me further. Best I could do was deflection and excuses, but even those wouldn´t last forever.
„It´s a loaded question and we are surrounded by people who can´t understand me. Do you really want to bother translating for them?“

„I suppose not, but I still have questions. The City isn´t easy to live in and, pardon the expression, you don´t look like you would survive very long on your own.“ They pointed at my whole person. I could only laugh.

„Look who´s talking. You may be slightly more durable than me, but when it comes down to it, if it wasn´t for your ability and position, you´d be just as useless as me.“

I didn´t get to find out what Dante thought about my comment because Faust returned, with Vergilius in tow. She was holding a stack of papers, this time a fair bit thicker than before. She spoke to Dante and her words made quite a stir among the group, at least until Vergilius silenced them with a glare.

„Faust, are you sure this will work?“

I did not like sound of that at all, but at the same time, I was painfully aware of the fact that I didn´t have many choices if I wanted to survive in the City. All things considering, I got lucky. Hermann would scarcely be so gracious without an obvious ulterior motive and Demian´s group creeped me out.

„Okay, I´ll ask them.“ Dante turned to me again. „Alighiero, according to Faust, the safest and easiest option for everyone involved seems to be for you to join Limbus Company as a temporary employee.“

„Temporary how?“

With a sigh, Dante asked Faust. What followed was an incredibly long string of words from Faust. Which Dante translated as she spoke, mostly because there was no way they would remember the exact phrasing otherwise.

„In short, it´s an administrative loophole. If you were a full-time employee, you´d need to be a certified graded Fixer first and only then hired. Temporary employment is more lenient on the rules, since it is closer to case-by-case employment, which covers existence of specific factions that are not directly overseen by anyone aside from the Head. As a caveat, should the Company wish, you could be fired with immediate efficacy, but given your unique position that is highly unlikely. Ehm, those were Faust´s words, not mine.“

„Sounds about right. Where do I sign?“

Understanding before Dante could even translate my words, a contract appeared before me, with an empty dotted line and an offered pen to boot. I did not hesitate.

I did not expect a simple signature to be so involved. I wasn´t even signing it with my own name, yet each loop and line gliding across the paper felt as it drew something out of me. With the last flourish I lifted the tip of the pen off the page. As I lifted my eyes to look around, I was flabbergasted. Instead of the interior of the bus, I was staring into an endless space filled with countless stars and galaxies, pulsating around a singular bright point somewhere in the distance. I felt the pen leave my hand as if the muscles released on their own. I didn´t even dare to breathe, that was how entranced I was by the whole thing.

All of that disappeared with a sharp, stinging pain I suddenly felt radiating from my left cheek.

„Oi, look over ´ere. That Alighiero bloke is still with us.“ Heathcliff grinned at me victoriously. „Could´ve sworn you killed them for good, Clockface.“

„Do you realize that if that happened, Dante would also die? Or are you not smart enough to think that far?“ Ishmael ribbed into Heathcliff. She was lucky to not be within the bat´s reach. No, even luckier than that, because Heathclif´s bat wasn´t within his reach, either. As such, he settled for growling at her through gritted teeth.

I could finally understand what they said, but I decided to keep the cards close to my chest just for a bit longer, to leave everyone in an uncomfortable suspense for as long as it took. Especially since my throat hurt as if someone tried to strangle me, only to give up halfway through the process. My hands reached up to scratch at the irritated skin, only to touch something cold and metal. It was a collar-like necklace, attached to a chain which itself fed into Dante´s chest. Unlike the chains in the game, the chain that connected the two of us were glowing, silvery-white.

„Welcome to the Limbus Company… I guess.“ Dante said, helping me back on my feet. The chain around my neck disappeared into fine silver mist which then disappeared into thin air as well.

„Can you understand the rest of us now, Alighiero?“

„You tell me. Does Ishmael bicker with Heathcliff like that every hour or just every other hour of the day?“ My innocent jab made Rodion snort, barely making an effort to stifle a laugh. Heathcliff and Ishmael would probably be at each other´s throat about the matter if Charon didn´t just shut the bus door. They hurried to their respective seats, as did most of Sinners who were not already seated.

„Good. This makes certain matters much easier.“ Faust nodded before turning to Vergilius who has since returned to his seat in the front of the bus. „Am I to presume that you still cannot understand what they are saying, Vergilius?“

One tired sigh later, Vergilius spoke. He didn´t even bother turning his head towards Faust, looking at something in his hands. „Yes, Miss Faust. The tone of their voice is much clearer now, though. In most cases that is more than enough to facilitate necessary communication.“

„Excellent. I will inform the headquarters of this development at once. If recent events have not made it clear enough, it is advisable that none of you make an attempt on Alighiero´s life for your own sakes. In all likelihood, Dante won´t be able to restore them, since they can´t restore themselves either.“

With those words, Faust disappeared to the back of the bus, leaving a vacant seat. As Charon revved up the engine, I quickly made move for the vacated seat. I sat down just in time to not be jostled by the speeding vehicle.

„Hi, I´m Hong Lu.“

„Yup. I know.“ I nodded along politely.

„Wow, do you know everyone´s names?“

Though I didn´t have a clear view of everyone on the bus, it was safe to assume that others were just as curious as Hong Lu, even if they tried to hide it.

„Yes.“

„HAST THOU HEARD OF OUR LIMBUS COMPANAAAYYY?!! MAYHAPS FROM AN ARTICLE IN A MAGAZINE?“

As I should´ve expected, Don did not wait long to unleash her yapping at full force. The fact that she waited her turn at all could be considered a miracle. Poor Yi Sang was in the blast zone, likely robbed of half of his hearing ability.

„You could call it that if it makes it easier to understand, but no, not exactly.“ I scratched the back of my head. I fruitlessly reached into my pocket only to remember that Faust still had my phone, which only furthered my already rising annoyance. „I know you from a certain type of books, individually. Though, not all details apply. If they did, there wouldn´t be a single woman on this bus.“ Don´s jaw dropped in disbelief.

„That is so interesting.“ Hong Lu mused. „I don´t think I could imagine Don as a man.“

„A valiant knight can be man or woman, young Hong Lu. Gender matters not, only the vigor and unshakable resolve to do what is just.“ Don defended her point. „I, for one, would not mind being a man in the least.“

I heard someone clear their throat and turned towards further to the front of the bus. Outis was seemed quite perturbed. „What you said earlier – knowing our identities from books, however inaccurate to our versions here…“ She stared at me with so much scrutiny that I felt like I was being cross-examined at a trial. „...does mean that in theory you have knowledge on our pasts and futures, correct?“

I worried that could´ve come up. The only viable play was to twist the truth with partial lie.

„In a way you could say that I know a thing or two, but the inaccuracies make the information I do have pretty useless. Most of the stories are very dated compared to this world´s environment, which is obvious just by looking around. Though certain points may be similar or even the same, even knowing the context I would not be able to pick apart what applies and what doesn´t.“ My answer seemed to satisfy Outis, though I doubted she trusted me just yet. The rest of the bus grew quiet as Vergilius decided to pose a question himself.

„Quite an amount of chatter the newest passenger is generating. I feel it is only right that I should ask a question myself.“

Silence fell on the bus. Only sound that could be heard was a metallic of a lighter, which I was positive belonged to Ryoshu.

„How kind of you to quiet down for once.“ Vergilius said. He could´ve been smiling to himself, but I couldn´t see if that was indeed the case. „Alighiero, knowing what you know – what are your intentions with the information you possess, regardless of their perceived accuracy?“

It was a completely valid and logical question. I could imagine Faust to ask the very same thing, though maybe worded a little bit differently. Straddling the thin line between half-truths and lies, I laid perfect ground for my own, and hopefully just figurative, demise. If I were to lie in any way, he would find out. Although his face was turned away from me, I could´ve sworn that he knew I was guarding some sort of a secret. Vergilius however made no move to directly reveal what I knew. Instead he simply wanted to know my reasoning for keeping the secret itself.

„Hong Lu, I´d like to address Vergilius word for word. Would you translate for me, please?“

„Hmm, I see no problem with it.“

I cleared my throat and began. „The unchanging truth is that I will always act in my own best interest first and foremost. Given the situation, it´s clear that acting in my best interest is one and the same as acting in the best interest of Dante and therefore Limbus Company as a whole. So that is what I´ll do. Whether the best course of action is to reveal things or keep quiet will most likely change moment to moment, so making a rigid decision to do one or the other would be a mistake.“

Even when Hong Lu finished, Vergilius didn´t reply. I was unsure as to what to make of his silence and the silence among the Sinners that followed. I decided not to question it. That day, I became part of the Company. Only time would tell whether that was for the better or for worse.

Chapter 2: Fake It Till You Make It

Summary:

Finding out details about the mission is helpful when dealing with life-or-death scenarios, but sometimes, the most potent weapon one can have in their arsenal is a handful of candies.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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I wish someone had told me that bus rides were boring. First two or so hours were by far the most entertaining as I scrambled to not get thrown out of my seat by Charon´s impressive drifting, but once I got used to being constantly shaken (not stirred) it lost its appeal. Another thing entirely was that Don Quixote had a memory of a goldfish and after about five minutes of peaceful silence she began to recount the stories of her mighty adventures to everyone unfortunate enough to still have a sense of hearing. The collective groaning that followed somehow gained musical qualities somewhere along the line, which was at least kind of notable.

Seeing no other option to save everyone from yet another long tale of vanquishing a vicious beast (something about a Killer Bunny. I half expected a holy hand-grenade to also make an appearance, however that didn´t happen), I decided to ask the most roadtrip-coded question to ever exist.

„So… what´s the current destination?“

„I was wondering about that as well.“ Gregor piped from the front of the bus. „Where we´re off to, Vergilius?“

I didn´t quite make out whose canto it could´ve been, yet. I supposed it wasn´t unlikely that I have joined the group just before their first official assignment. The possibility made me uneasy, as the mental image of Hermann formed in my brain. Then again, maybe there was a way to save Yuri if that was the case. Maybe, I could help everyone take the golden bough and bolt out of the L corp branch before Hermann even showed up.

My hopes were crushed under a heavy boot the very next moment.

„This time… we´re headed to K Corp´s Nest.“ Vergilius spoke, making it known that the second worst possibility was the reality I found myself in. I had barely any time to mentally digest the information before Heathcliff butted into the conversation.

„District 11, eh? Job´s taking me to all sorts of places I´d never have thought to visit.“ His chipper attitude juxtaposed against what was coming was… definitely something.

„´Tis home to another great individual! And you are certain to find a souvenir shop there! I´ve always yearned for a limited-edition figure set!“ Don excitedly wiggled in her seat.

The conversation then turned to food of all things. I turned my gaze out of the bus window instead of joining in, pretending to observe the run-down architecture in the orange-tinted light of a fading sun.

I definitely didn´t want to look at Sinclair, who was already trembling and breathing erratically. There was nothing I could do about his situation. In all likelihood, his hometown was already massacred and the stage set for his arrival. In my thoughts, I´ve almost forgotten that I wasn´t just a mere observer anymore.

„Alighiero, I´ve noticed a certain trend. Whenever our next destination is revealed, one of us has a visceral reaction to it. You also mentioned having some knowledge about the individual Sinners. It would probably be the best if you-“

„No.“ I flatly replied, not looking away from the window. Instead of the world beyond the glass, I stared at my reflection. I looked terrible. „Not yet. Please, Dante, let me first figure out how to walk in this world before you ask me to sprint.“

„Alright.“

Faust had just reappeared from the back of the bus. I didn´t know how she managed it, but she was holding a folded up uniform. It quickly dawned on me that my artistically ripped blue denim jeans and a short sleeved t-shirt with an image of a shrimp and text „It´s Shrimple“ probably wasn´t up to dress-code within the Company.

„Mephistopheles and its passengers will soon undergo an immigration process. Since you are now part of the company it is for the best you also look the part.“

„I figured that might be the case.“

Another thing nobody told me was that tying a tie is a 500 step process at the end of which you don´t have anything that even remotely resembles a proper tie. My only solace in that moment was that there was no one to see me struggle because I was in Dante´s room, as advised by Faust. With a sigh I dropped left the tie out altogether, depending on the coat to do all the heavy lifting when it came down to appearing professional. The most cringe-worthy of course was the ID card. Apparently, Faust was in charge of picking a photo for it.

From my phone.

There were only a handful of selfies and each was more embarrassing than the other. I didn´t want to even THINK about what she must´ve seen in the camera roll. I wasn´t entirely sure myself what kinds of things were on there.

As I folded up my old clothes, I felt something bumpy in the pocket and reached in. To anyone else a small river rock and handful of caramel candies would appear as barely anything, but to me, they were treasures of untold value. I stashed both into my coat pockets which I was happy to find were more spacious than the jeans pockets were.

Catching my reflection in the glass of a picture-frame once again, I could however not deny that I looked much cooler, tie or no tie. Smiling at myself, I thought, no, I believed that maybe I did have a hold on things. After all, I knew what was coming. I could plan ahead, which not even Faust was able to do.

There, I noticed it. Bright light, reflecting off of a glassy surface of an object that sat on Dante´s desk.

My. Fucking. Phone.

At first I reached for it, almost making a vow to not let it out of my sight ever again… but then, I realized another thing. The border check was likely to cover any sort of equipment, not just weapons in the traditional sense. For that reason, back of the bus was probably a much more secure place for it. I sighed, drawing my hand away from it.

„I´ll come back for you.“ I whispered to the device like it was my very own Han Solo in Carbonite. With that done, I walked out of the room. As expected, there was a puddle of vomit on the floor. I decided not to bring it up.

„You are not wearing the tie.“ Faust immediately commented after assessing my appearance.

„I wrestled it for good ten minutes and now it is wrinkled. Even if you tied it properly it would just look ridiculous at this point.“

„Don´t worry ´bout that, sweetie, neither me nor Ryoshu bother with those. And Fau, you don´t even wear a dress shirt, let alone the tie, so who are you to comment on what they are wearing, hmm?“

I suppose I didn´t expect the second or third tallest person on the bus to jump to my defense like that. Obvious that was the only reason for a silly little feeling that definitely, positively was not anything even comparable to a crush. Comradery, yes, it was definitely just comradery. I would not engage in hijinks of a romantic nature and I absolutely wasn´t about to swoon over someone just because they showed me the tiniest shred of kindness. What was I some fan-fiction protagonist?

I turned my head towards Ishmael who was discussing something with others. „A company as big as ours should get a free pass. Not to mention, breaking through using the method dear Ryoshu suggested will take ages. How badly must you underestimate a Nest actively governed by a Wing to say that?“

„Oh, I see, no one´s gonna take into account how much I´ll suffer for that CIDER, huh?“ Dante complained. I nudged their arm.

„You and me both. There´s also that option.“

Dante seemed to be taken aback as if they were flustered over not considering that angle up until the very moment. „Uhhh, yeah. That´s not good.“

„This is this, and that is that. Things could and will get much worse.“

Of course I wasn´t going to tell Dante that things would get worse very soon. Especially when absolutely no one was paying any attention to me OR Dante figuring out a pretty crucial point.

„Limbus Company has backing from shareholders of a wide array of fields.“ Vergilius spoke to the Sinners with the authority of a tired teacher who was explaining a group of five-year-olds to not pick their noses when he´s not looking.

„Oh, do you happen to know the shareholder of H Corp, then? They once personally visited our home because my younger sibling insisted upon having a red passport as a kid.“ Hong Lu butted in, just like one of the aforementioned hypothetical five-year-olds. At least he wasn´t picking his nose.

„No. I am but a humble Guide. I wouldn´t be in position to know such a thing. Besides, the question doesn´t otherwise seem like one that´s worth answering.“

„How harsh.“ Hong Lu hung his head, though he looked to be far from even remotely embarrassed.

„That leaves the route to the checkpoint as our concern. Thorough inspection at the border means that there is no shortage of people looking for an easy way in, including those who´d take the pass by force.“

„I can hear several interlopers surrounding the bus.“ Meursault interjected. Moment later there indeed was rapping against the bus door.

„Welp… off the bus we go I guess.“ Dante shrugged. „Not you, Alighiero, though.“

„Lucky me.“ I shrugged. As the Sinners stepped out I walked up to the window to watch the altercation from the safety of Mephistopheles.

„What are you doing?“ Vergilius asked. I couldn´t exactly give him a proper answer without any of the Sinners present, but I gave it a good old-fashioned student try.

„I have a hypothesis and I´d like to see if I´m accidentally right.“

I brushed away condensed water from the edge of one of the windows to get a clear view. As expected, the opponents were just Rats of the Backstreets. I didn´t fault them for being so pathetic, but there was a stark difference between desperate and pathetic and those who were so desperate they willingly walked to their death. This fight was no different, except I noticed what I´ve missed in the previous altercation due to being laser focused on holding my bleeding arm – the Rats had health bars and sanity gauges, just like in the game. I couldn´t make out anything further, but even that much was more than enough to put me on edge.

Just how much could I see if it was me commanding the Sinners?

My train of thought stopped dead in tracks as a disembodied head of a Rat slammed into the window and slid down, leaving a particularly nasty smudge of blood. Through the bloodied glass I locked eyes with Ryoshu. Standing there, covered in blood from head to toe, she looked like a proper demon. Wordlessly, I gave her a thumbs up.

„Remind me to never piss Ryoshu off. Just in case I forgot somewhere down the line.“

„Hmm.“ Vergilius nodded. I could only imagine what he must´ve thought I´ve said. I moved away from the dirty window. I was relieved to see that none of the Sinners were injured, just slightly covered in blood. Aside from Ryoshu, who looked like she just returned from a much more vicious version of La Tomatina.

Though most people met my little venture with complete ignorance, Faust´s piercing gaze let me know that she knew. Whether she knew that I knew was however still up for the debate.

The rest of the ride luckily went without any more delays. Charon was parking mumbling something to herself that I couldn´t quite make out because Don took my experimental observation of the group´s combat as typical biggest fan behavior – which naturally meant that I wanted to hear her rant about the individual strikes she made. If it wasn´t for Faust´s scrutinous gaze earlier, I might´ve actually listened to her.

„All right, off the bus. Time to get inspected.“ Vergilius commanded some fifteen minutes later. „Ah, and let me add this just in case some of you are feeling particularly inclined towards your usual antics: don´t go around causing a scene expecting things to go your way… because that will not be how things work in this particular place.“

From there we moved in almost a neat line, one after the other. The K Corp´s checkpoint was spacious and white, with all the architectural soundness of an airport and the inviting nature of a prison with the number of heavily armed guards. Though I knew why a Nest would have need to guard their territory so harshly, I could no shak off the feeling of unease. The same feeling appeared to be shared among the Sinners, too, with Dante being the owner of the ultimate poker face.

Sinclair was quietly sniffling behind me. I didn´t dare turn around to help Gregor and Rodya calm him down. Knowing what I knew, it would be a hollow and, in the end, useless action.

„How nice it is to see you so orderly standing in line and behave. Like a brood of chicks on an outing.“

„Ducklings.“ I muttered, mildly annoyed to be referred to as any sort of bird. When it came to Project Moon, anything that had wings or feathers was bound to be a problem. Me? I was so far from even distantly resembling a problem. I didn´t get in the way, I even put an effort to not disturb the existing timeline, which happened to be working quite nicely so far.

„Wait.. Why´re you...here?“ Ishmael stammered, evidently shocked that Vergilius stepped out of the bus.

„What made you follow us off the bus this time?“ Dante asked, adding to what would otherwise be pretty suspenseful event.

„Because this is a Nest, Dante.“ Vergilius relied matter-o-factly. „If someone were to cause trouble here, the responsibility would be bit too much for you to bear alone.“

The fact that Vergilius seemed genuinely crestfallen made me buy into the theory that he was missing his equivalent of iPad time. He did look like someone who could easily spend hours playing connect-3 type games on literally any kind of device, including a thermostat if conditions were so dire.

„The line´s moving quickly. It´ll be our turn in 10 minutes at most.“ Ishmael rambled in front of me. „Will all of us need to answer the immigration questions? They won´t be able to understand Dante or Alighiero, so what should we do about that?“

Maybe I´ve overstated my own unease. Compared to Ishmael I could´ve been mistaken for a monk under a vow of unconditional peace and calm or something.

„I was just about to get to that.“ Vergilius replied. „Listen up. The K Corp. Official will only ask very simple questions and your answers will too be concise. When asked about the nature of your stay, you will say: I´m here for business on behalf of Limbus Company, please refer to my work visa. Remember this exact phrasing, word for word. I´ll take care of the rest. All you need to prove is that you didn´t come here to cause trouble.“

Faust stepped in as well. „If memorization poses an issue for you, I suggest you keep your mouth shut and present your employee card instead.“

The information I was thankful for, but for someone as smart as Faust it was embarrassing that she seemingly ignored the fact than me and Dante had no choice but to shut up and present our employee cards. Still, it was the thought that counted.

„Keep calm and don´t cause trouble. The easiest tasks in the world.“ Dante ticked with sarcasm so potent I was positive even Vergilius could understand what they said.

Contrary to Dante´s worries, the check went by quite smoothly. One after the other, the Sinners, myself and Dante all passed without issues.

Then there was Don Quixote, whose singular functioning braincell took the leave the moment she was speaking to the K Corp official. Before I could open my mouth to alert Dante, I caught a glimpse of the scene myself.

„I have come here to liberate the weak and powerless!“ she proudly proclaimed.

Not far from her was a little child, reaching towards their parent in vain as the adult was being dragged away for an unknown offense. To say that it struck a familiar cord with me would be an understatement. I could never forget the pair of small hands sinking into watery depths as I could do nothing but watch.

I could feel my muscles tensing in the moment, as if my limbs were waiting for me to bolt to where Don stood and fist fight the fully decked-out military officer with an ability to insta-heal. If I was any less of a coward or if Don Quixote resigned herself to the cruelty of the system, there was no telling whether I would stop myself from doing just that.

„Release them at once. Can´t you see they are suffering?“ Don Quixote stubbornly continued in her crusade. „If you are unwilling to take action, then I shall do so myself.“

Almost immediately the official raised an alarm and bathed the area in a bright purple light as Don´t comically large lance made proportionally large hole in the barrier that separated the Backstreets immigration line from the one we were in. More armed forced poured in to neutralize the threat. By that point Don was already lying face down on the ground, taken out by a few sniper shots.

Things were indeed going about as smoothly as I remembered.

One thing I din´t actually expect was Vergilius pulling me back next to him. I turned to him in confusion, but he just shrugged.

„As a temporary hire, you legally bear no responsibility for this. That is all.“

Maybe he figure that the harm transference could apply to psychological harm of revivals as well. Maybe the laws really were that convoluted in the City. Or maybe he just wanted to be nice for once.

I doubted it was the last thing. I wasn´t Charon.

Though the K Corp. Security guards weren´t particularly strong, their healing abilities were surely annoying. Especially for Ryoshu who was getting pretty fed up with her opponents not bleeding for long enough after being slashed through. Even then, Dante and the Sinners seemed to manage. Of course, that was when Thor-lite decided to show up.

„MWAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!! In the height of chaos, I have arrived at last!!“

„Ah, there you are. K Corp´s superstar.“ Vergilius deadpanned in the most disinterested voice I´ve ever heard from him. Which wasn´t saying that much, but it sure was something to take into account.

„Greetings one and all! You are free to share stories of the heroic feats you are to witness here, but photographs and more will require permission from K corp!“ He was speaking into some sort of a recording device. I would probably be surprised by it if I didn´t see countless streamers and Youtubers doing the exact same thing. Well, maybe not exact. Last time I checked, murder was not allowed back home and it was likely to stay that way until the heat death of the universe – or until some maniac came along and decided that the Purge was a great idea to execute in real life.

All the same, I wanted to punch that spandex-clad mountain of audacity so, SO bad. It even seemed that Vergilius shared the same mindset, but neither of us could do anything without digging ourselves even deeper into trouble.

„Alas, I must attend magazine interview in half an hour, so I cannot overlinger. I pray you to understand.“

„Was wondering when you´d come.“ Vergilius sighed. „I heard you became a wagie serving a Wing, Siegfried.“

„Ahaha! Your tongue is as sharp as ever, dear fellow. And what is this little thing by your side? Have you assumed the role of a mentor while I wasn´t looking?“ He was looking at me and I was looking at him, trying my best not to glare.

„Don´t be ridiculous.“ Vergilius rolled his eyes. „They are a mere outside hire.“

„Ah, your friends over there must be the perpetrators of code purple, methinks.“

„Not exactly friends. I hope you understand that the two of us have nothing to do with this commotion.“

„In that case…“ Siegfried cracked his knuckles in preparation. His massive gloves crackled with electricity.

„Yup, I´m counting on you to give them a spicy lesson.“

I suddenly felt a splitting headache come over me. It only lasted for a brief moment, but that didn´t prevent it from being particularly potent. However, little migraine was nothing compared to what followed.

„OOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!“ Don Quixote´s scream could probably be heard outside of the building. As soon as she sprang to life and saw Siegfried, she assumed her full blown fangirl form.

„Don Quixote, what´s wrong?“ Dante asked, looking a little lost.

„TH- tha- tHe- th-tHA,… HE! THAT, THAT, THE MAN HIMSELF!!!!!!!!! She was pointing at Siegfried, absolutely buzzing with energy. Especially for someone who was dead just moments ago. Vergilius sighed at the view and whispered to Siegfried one last time.

„We´re in a hurry, so get this done in a minute if possible. And keep that clockhead out of this.“

„Hmm, a prosthetic, is it? Right then, make it 50 seconds!!!“ Siegfried grinned and quite literally threw himself into the fray.

One by one the Sinners fell down like bowling pins. The combat was so fast I could barely see Siegfried move around. Few lightning flashes later, everyone except for Dante was fried to crisp. I did not look forward to experiencing all that. Not in the slightest.

As Dante made their way towards us on the sidelines, Vergilius decided to speak again.

„About time they learned what happens if they kick up a ruckus in Nest, thinking they can get away with it.“ He was smiling. That shit-eating, grey-faced asshole was smiling as he looked upon the carnage before him. It was in that moment that I decided that I would never ever make his life any easier. No, I would pull as much bullshit as was humanly possible without dying and he would rue the day he made me his own personal hater.

„Dante, you may not remember it at the moment, but you, too used to be something of a bigwig… so to speak.“

„I-I was?“ Dante asked in disbelief, turning to me. I only shrugged and shook my head.

„I don´t know the specifics either.“

„However, your memory doesn´t wholly excuse your shortcomings as their manager. I´m sure you know what I mean.“

Long silence fell as Dante was lost in thought. „Taking back my head might not be for the best after all, Vergilius.“

„Ah, dear… I´ve got to tell them to put a microphone next time.“ Vergilius rubbed his forehead, probably trying his best to understand – and failing miserably. „I´ll take it you´ve gotten my point.“

„I wouldn´t worry about it too much, Dante. It´ll be a long time before you see your head again, and when you do, you won´t be the same person you are now anyway.“

„What´s that supposed to mean?“

„I don´t know myself. The source material is… kind of abstract.“ I really didn´t want to launch a discussion of the Divine Comedy. Especially not when Dante has barely even gotten into the loop of being stuck in Inferno. Another thing entirely was their identity, so carefully guarded by those who were in the know that theories ranged from plausible to completely unhinged.

In the uncertainty there was always the possibility that Dante was the Bus itself, Mephistopheles. Demon Manager from Hell definitely had a cool ring to it.

„Hurrah! 46.5 seconds! Another day, another heroic tale of justice written!!“

The alarm turned off as the corpses and blood littered the floor.

„Ah, it looks like the curtains have closed. Time to rewind, Dante.“ Vergilius commented. I, of course remained unacknowledged until I was leaning against the wall as the combined pain of 12 rewinds coursed through my body. The pain was of course gone as soon as the last of the Sinners raised to their feet, fully unharmed once more.

To say that I was perturbed about the lack of care among them would be an understatement.

„I´m sorry you had to go through… all that.“ Dante apologized. I couldn´t find any particularly nice words that wouldn´t turn into very loud swearing as soon as I opened my mouth, so I just nodded. I was too busy watching Vergilius slowly stewing next to Siegfried who was busy asking him all sorts of uncomfortable questions. Like, why he hasn´t showed up in the Avengers Annual Analysis of Actions Against Antagonists, also known as A.A.A.A.A.A. Which was coincidently the sound Vergilius was internally making.

„I don´t know what happened between these two but…. Vergilius is being a bit hostile here, right?“

„That´s an understatement. Looks like a corporate way of saying: I hate your guts and the only reason why I am not ripping them out of you right now is because mom is watching and would put me in time-out if I did anything like that.“

I reveled in how shocked by my explanation everyone was. Well, everyone aside from Ryoshu who found it slightly amusing.

„That is…“

„Not entirely inaccurate.“ Faust interjected. „Mr. Siegfried here could be described as a pro-Wing Fixer based on views he´s expressed. On the other hand, our guide Vergilius sought independence as a Fixer. He believed that a Fixer loses sight of their core principles the moment they become subordinate to an influential entity.“ Her explanation was clean and concise. At last, her pale blue eyes bore into me. „He is someone who is strict to those with power, after all.“

Against the obvious warning coming from Faust was placed the situation, once again involving none other than Don Quixote, who walked up to Siegfried, shaking with excitement.

„A fe-fa-fh-feh-af-afa-A FAN I am! I have collected figurines sculpted after you! Though I´ve yet to get my hands on limited editions…. I´ve set my heart on becoming a magnificent Fixer such as you!“

„AHA! An aspiring Fixer! I have little time to spare, but more than enough for an autograph!“

„I-Is that true? Then would you sign… an autograph… here… Ehehe.“

„Slow breaths, Don Quixote.“ Gregor muttered to her as she began hyperventilating, not so differently from Sinclair earlier, though the general vibe was completely turned on its head.

„Huzzah, that´s a job done well! Now then, until next we meet!! Hahahaha!!“ Siegfried leaped up with force I could only compare to a reverse Superhero landing. It was as annoyingly over-the-top as one could imagine.

In the end, the travel permit was acquired and Vergilius returned to the bus, as grumpy as ever.

„Ufu...wuhuhu...hehehaah.“ Don Quixote was as happy as could be, completely oblivious to the weight of the situation she triggered. I could only smile at her antics as she caressed some random sheet of paper with Siegfried´s autograph on it.

„I must be caught in a dream! Manager Esquire! Will you pinch my cheek just once?“

Dante was about to make a remark regarding that idea, but stopped as soon as we left the checkpoint. An armored van stopped before us. Of course, I was totally unphased by it.

„A newfound foe? Bold of them to challenge us here, right in front of a Nest´s checkpoint.“ Outis stepped in front of Dante, weapon at ready.

„This vehicle is from… LCC, the clearance department.“ Faust said just as quickly. As if on cue, the door of the van opened just as she finished her explanation.

„Ah, Jeez, what took you so long? We had to cycle three laps waiting for it to be over.“

Until the moment I saw Effie and Saude in flesh, it didn´t even cross my mind that they would be very much caught in the mess that was Nagel und Hammer. I was suddenly very uncomfortable with the idea of Effie dying.

„Oh, people from the Before Team, eh? Something about you looks different, I´ve gotta say.“ Gregor looked at them, trying to figure out what that something was. As if there was anything different besides their clothes.

„That was a disguise we had in order to infiltrate the casino. It was ultimately useless, though.“

„Still got that sharp tongue, huh?“ Gregor rolled his eyes as Dante… seemed quite shook up. I pitied them. They didn´t even do so much fumbling. Why were they even picked as the person to play the damn poker? They could´ve been the one crushed under a large metal cube. I supposed that the Before Team lacked intel on that, but it would be pretty crucial intel to know in any case.

„Pft…. Saude, you see that hand on the clock trembling? You´ll make them cry.“

„I was just being playful. In truth, I´ve come to the conclusion that even though all its oddities, LCB department has its own character.“

„Exactly. Wouldn´t have guessed you guys would drag another soul to your team, for example.“

I smiled uncomfortably as I was singled out by Effie. Besides the Sinners, nobody could understand me, so there wasn´t really any way for me to conveniently let them know just what kind of mess they were walking into. Not without letting everyone in on it and thus making myself permanently stuck on the bus and unable to do literally anything productive when I was sure that I could.

I needed to first and foremost prove that I was worth the effort to keep alive for who I was, not only because I was Dante´s walking Achiilles´ heel on top of their own general vulnerabilities.

„There was a set of unforeseeable circumstances. Anyway, weren´t the Before Team supposed to be on-site at this hour?“

„The others should be there already. We decided to wait for you because we had useful intel to share.“

„Well then, let´s hear it.“ I said, trying to push the conversation along in my own way. Effie blinked at me like I was speaking in tongues. Which I probably was, at least from his point of view.

„Whoa, what dialect is that? I don´t think I´ve heard anything like it.“

„Sufficiently explaining that part would take too long, so Faust will simply communicate in their stead: They, as much as Faust, would like to know the contents of this intelligence.“

Effie shrugged. „It´s about the target location. Another faction has occupied the place already. As a result, we´re putting in much more manpower than usual.“

„Yet another swarm of gadflies attracted by opportunity.“ Outis nodded knowingly. Little did she know that this swarm of gadflies would be particularly annyoing to deal with. But of course I wasn´t revealing that unless it was in the privacy of Mephistopheles without any possible ears snooping on us.

„Unfortunately, our opponents this time won´t be some crummy no-names like before. We took a peek at the immigration records and found out that N Corp. Dispatched a legion of employees a few weeks ago. Same destination as ours, too.“ Effie furrowed his brows as Saude overtook the explanation.

„Though this wasn´t an officialy disclosed activity, seeing that K Corp. Has let them pass means they might have made a deal under the table.“

„Which, if it´s true that N Corp. Has sent staff in advance, then the journey won´t be a smooth one.“

As if a journey to claiming a golden bough was ever a smooth one... Minute by minute I was more and more certain that the timeline was going to play out in the very same way as the one I was familiar with from the game. It bode well for me and helping Dante and the Sinners out with their troubles. The question of whether I could make impactful changes to the lives of those who were destined to die in that world, however remained.

It was a daring decision to start revealing any of my more safely guarded information. A gamble, with my freedom and agency at stake. Then again, how much of those was still in my hands?

„Judging from the fact that N Corp. hasn´t made this motion officially known, it could end as a simple conflict of interest.“ Faust thought out loud. „Furthermore, we can´t discount the possibility that it´s not the Golden Bough they are after.“ She looked towards me. I didn´t return her gaze that time. I could only hope that she understood that I would reveal critical information, just not out in the open where anyone could hear.

„Oh right, I heard some morons caused a scene at K Corp. checkpoint. Did you guys see who they were?“

I wanted to laugh for solid two minutes. I settled on biting my lip so I wouldn´t say anything. Even though they couldn´t understand me, interpretation was probably not something new to them.

„R-rumor travels with such haste. ´Twas as though…. Astride Rocinante.“ She hung her head, but I could see the faintest of smiles tugging on her lips even then. I was kind of disappointed that her embarrassment wasn´t as genuine as it initially seemed.

„A shame I missed it.“ Saude sighed. „That´s not the kind of spectacle you see every day. Really, who in their right mind would mes with a Wing at a border checkpoint unless they had lives to spare...“

Everyone was quietly playing the oblivious card, making it magnitudes more obvious what had happened. Even myself was not exempt from the equation however. Watching Saude come to the realization was funny.

„...please, don´t tell me….“ Saude facepalmed. It was worth every third second of the pain.

„Come on, we don´t have much time.“ Ishmael piped in. I agreed with her wholeheartedly. Though there wasn´t much to do about the speed of Mephistopheles, there was still the mountain of crazy cultists.

„Ah. Mr. Vergilius is nowhere to be seen again.“ Effie commented with annoyance.

„Oh him? He went back to the bus first.“ Gregor pointed in the vague direction of th location where Mephistopheles was parked.

„What a pity, I didn´t want to miss my chance to say hello…“ Saude added.

„We´ll leave impression on him next time, mark my words. I´m planning to ask him if we can join the team in your stead.“ Effie laughed.

„What? That´s what you wanted to ask him?“ Dante said, offended.

I snorted. Yeah. As if. I was already big enough of a liability. Then again, I suppose Saue and Effie had some combat capabilities so they wouldn´t be totally useless. Not that it was my place to decide.

„That wasn´t entirely a joke. See you at the site, then.“ Saude said at last, before shutting the door.

„If you can get there in one piece, anyway.“ One last jab came as courtesy of Effie´s head peeking out from the window as the van drove off.

After that, there was one final boss to face before we could drive to the target location.

Vergilius.

It was already a long, bizarre day and I was getting really fed-up with all the bullshit I´ve had to endure. If there was time for a controlled burn to take case of all the anger welling up inside me, it was when we got back on the bus.

Charon was pouting because we made her wait and Vergilius forgot to buy her candy. While he was busy being angry, I covertly slipped Charon a single caramel. It wasn´t much, but her eyes lit up with excitement. I winked at her just before melting back into the stream of people. Vergilius looked at me briefly, but didn´t say or do anything that would betray that he knew what I´ve done.

Score!

The Sinners have since moved to their respective seats, leaving but one empty – Don Quixote´s. She was currently anxiously standing in front of Vergilius who´s eyes burned with crimson flames.

„Let´s hear your excuse, Don Quixote.“

„I… could not turn a blind eye to the weak being-“

Before Don Quixote coul finish her sentence I leapt in front of her, knowing that Vergilius would take not second more after she finished her sentence. My calculations were only slightly off.

Vergilius´ hands were full with my coat and he was ready to throw me on the ground, just as he would with Don Quixote. It was obvious from his expression that it wasn´t the motion that surprised him but rather the context of the action. I used that brief confusion to present my point.

„Stop wasting time. We´re already running late.“ I glared right into his eyes, burning with anger.

„Have you gone totally mad, Alighiero?“ Heathcliff yelled, voicing the collective thoughts off the whole bus.

„I am perfectly sane, but it´s nice to know you worry, Heathcliff.“

„Running late, hmmm…“ Vergilius guessed. Happy with his answer, I nodded.

We seemed to have arrive at some sort of a mutual understanding because Charon unwrapped her caramel and was happily humming with the sweet in her mouth as she revved up the engine. It was pointless to pretend I wasn´t the source of the sweets.

With a grumpy, though not as angry hum, Vergilius returned to his seat without beating Don Quixote´s lights out from her head.

She opened her mouth, possibly to thank me. I tried to stop her, but it was then that both of us were knocked off our feet by Charon´s driving.

„Don, don´t give me your apologies. Mend your behavior.“

„But-“

„I know you´re capable of doing so. I am putting my faith in you to not disappoint me.“

Don Quixote nodded at me, visibly shaken, though it was up for debate whether that was just courtesy of Charon´s driving or her own reaction.
She then helped me back on my feet as we carefully made our way to the single vacant seat.

„I deserve the seat not, dear Alighieri. Please, accept this as my humble apolo-“

„No.“ I deadpanned. „You will sit in your spot.“ I grabbed hold of the steel pipe jutting from the floor and stretching towards the ceiling of the bus. I would not admit that I refused the seat only because it was next to Sinclair.

If the entire population of the bus saw me as crazy, it was for the best. Something told me trying to retain my sanity, too, was an exercise in futility.

Notes:

Here´s to my naive thinking that I could stuff a whole canto´s worth of story into one chapter.
See you in the second half.

Chapter 3: Trust Exercise

Summary:

Arriving at Calw, situation quickly gets out of hand both in predictable and unpredictable ways. Alighiero´s planning bears some fruit, but it´s up in the air whether the tree will bear delectable snack or deadly poison.

Notes:

TRIGGER WARNING: If you are squeamish with descriptions of gore, blood and physical violence, feel free to sit this one out. I rated this fic M for a very good reason.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

With Vergilius more-or-less secured and the bus a-moving, I felt pretty good about my contributions so far. Wasting less time was only half of my plan, though. Possibly one third, but there was not telling how far I would make it before getting walled by Faust. Or Vergilius looking to make things difficult for me out of spite. Or a particularly ambitious squirrel who decided to join N Corp.

As far as I was concerned, anything was possible.

„Attention all.“ Vergilius stood up to address everyone. „Our destination is the town of Calw, situated in Nest K. Investigation revealed that a passage connected to a Lobotomy Corp, branch exists somewhere in that village.“

Sinclair immediately began shaking at the mention of his hometown. Though I pitied his position, there were more important things to consider in Calw than Sinclair´s mental state. Besides, it was Dante´s job as his manager to do that.

My little stand-off with Vergilius already bought us few precious minutes and Charon was more than happy enough to push the speed limit, at least judging by the civilians throwing middlefingers towards Mephistopheles as we cruised through the urban part of the Nest.

There remained only one thing to deal with. Dante was still pretty new to the whole Manager business and even with weeks or months of experience, they had yet to face the likes of Mr. PinkiePie, Terrible Trio, Slightly-more-pissed-off Heathcliff or the Mosquito gang. Me? Let´s just say that I wasn´t going to pass up the opportunity to show off what 500+ hours of gaming experience looked like.

Vergilius continued. „But, as you have told me, a third party has occupied the area surrounding that branch facility. That´s why I requested an additional recon operation from Clearance.“

Faust looked at me with that same analyzing gaze as she spoke. „Preliminary Observation Unit 3 from the Before Team has been dispatched. Mr. Effie and Ms. Saude should be with them shortly. Given our… accelerated movement, Faust has concluded that we should arrive at very similar time unless we experience serious unforeseen delays.“ I figured she was trying to understand what kind of play I was hiding.

„We´re to receive a report from them once they get a good grasp on the situation.“

It was about time I´ve showed my cards. I couldn´t exactly advise Dante without clearing few things up.

„Dante, remember what I told you back at the border check?“

„The thing about…. Walking and running in this world?“ I nodded at Dante´s question. „I have been wondering what you meant by that.“

„I´ve not been completely honest with you when I told you how I knew everyone.“ I said, very much aware that my reply would only serve to spark fire among the Sinners. As expected, Outis was first to jump to conclusions.

„I knew it! You were a mole all along.“ She pointed at me as I sighed, rolling my eyes at her.

„We really don´t have time for this, so I´ll be very brief.“ I said, completely ignoring the sharp blade-gun pointed at my face. „As Faust likely already knows because she´s been digging through my phone…“ I looked at Faust who simply nodded, letting me speak. „...part of my knowledge of this world is sourced from a turn-based combat game which is built on the same principles as combat you carry out when Dante commands you.“

„Oh sod off, like we´re supposed to believe that shite.“ Heathcliff grumbled. I met his reaction with the same level of disinterest as I showed towards Outis.

„In other words, I know your opponents´ weaknesses and how to best deal with them. Ignoring that obvious advantage will make your progress towards the Golden Bough slower and in turn cause Dante to endure more suffering than necessary. Also, remember that Saude´s and Effie´s lives are at stake.“ I stared at Outis in defiance. „The question is, just how much are you willing to gamble?“

„Dante-“

„Show me.“ Dante took my hand, tugging me towards their office. „Show me how to beat them.“

Taking a very quick glance through the identities in Dante´s stock, I´ve recognized most, but there still was a number of identities that were totally new to me. I sorted the cards quickly, knowing that there was little time before the next fight. Specifically, I looked for two identities for Sinclair that I was certain would be very useful in the upcoming altercation: his Cinq Fixer identity, which was overall good clasher with a strong evasive maneuver and the N Corp identity which would give Dante a step ahead in facing Kromer at the cost of being slightly more difficult to manage.

Luckily, the identities I ended up putting into the team were a reasonably leveled set, ensuring that even if the ones on the bench were required to partake in combat, Dante wouln´t be totally screwed. More importantly, it was a blunt-based team of heavy hitters that was sure to deal with the armored Inquisitors quickly. I could only hope that it was enough to get to Effie before he was turned into a human skewer.

„This is the best play I know for this passage. Either of these identities will work for Sinclair, but… he might have some thoughts on using One Who Shall Grip. You… you´ll see why later.“

Hurriedly, we returned to the bus proper. Outis was still glaring a bunch, and so were most of the others, but Dante´s decision made everyone mellow out just a little.

„Okay, so-“

Slam.

A comically large nail flew into the bus, passing the front glass, wedging itself where Heathcliff´s head was just a moment ago as he stretched his neck to take a look at the identities were slotted in.

„Verg, Mephi got hurt. Charon´s sad.“ Charon said in a low voice.

„Doesn´t look like they´ll stop anytime soon. Off the bus, all.“

„Looks like you´ll have an opportunity to try out the team for yourself right away.“ I patted Dante´s shoulder. „Don´t bother with negotiations. They won´t listen to you.“

„This is… a very strange team.“ I heard Ishmael comment as the Sinners assumed their identities one after another before walking out.

„That´s because it´s damage output first, synergy second.“ I shrugged. „Huh, just like pineapple pizza.“ I mumbled to myself as the bus door shut behind the last of the Sinners.

„Pine-apple pine-apple, pine-apple peee-tza.“ Charon hummed along with the clashing going on outside. Vergilius looked up for a moment, probably to say something, but quickly decided against it when he saw how quickly the Inquisitors began falling. Soon there was no one left standing.

„That was quick. I assumed that these people would pose… a more challenging task.“

„I worked with what I was given.“ I shrugged, because it was true. Anyone with relevant information at hand would do similarly well in my position. The bus door closed an Charon drove on once more.

„Those people, they labeled us as heretics. Just what is their judgement based on?“ Ishmael asked no one in particular.

„I think… they were targeting me.“ Dante pondered, glancing my way for a confirmation. I nodded as Meursault began explaining.

„Nagel und Hammer… a Wing that values experience above all else.“

„Experience?“

„Humans are made to have experiences and actions appropriate for their worth. That is what they say of it.“ He finished in an even tone which I came to accept as his only kind of tone. Not that he was any different in the game, but… there was a slightly different quality to his voice that I couldn´t quite place.

„They told us to offer up a severed head of our manager.“ Outis growled angrily. I was glad her anger was no longer aimed solely at my person. „That means-“ Before Outis could finish her thought, Sinclair´s mental barrier snapped, unleashing a waterfall of words as he trembled.

„...They´re back. They didn´t forget. Coming back like that, to-“

Just as I went to say something, Charon suddenly stopped the bus.

„Verg-verg, the sound-box is being noisy.“

From scorching pan into a pot of boiling oil we went. Not a moment to regroup.

„...Looks like the advance team has words for us.“

„Gimme that.“ Gregor grabbed the walkie-talkie speaker in hand.

„Effie, this is bus, how are things out there?“

You shall bear here your every sin and be purified.“ A distorted voice came from the other side.

„Effie?“ He asked. Of course, I knew that it wasn´t Effie.

„Whis-tles.“ Sinclair shook violently, his trembling hands barely holding his halberd.

Unlike Sinclair, I didn´t need to hear the haunting whistles to know what we were walking into.

„Sinclair, what are you talking about?“ Rodion asked carefully, though, all of it fell on deaf ears, as Sinclair was positively losing it.

„Alighiero, you heard the whistles! There, at the end… faintly?“ Sinclair shook, looking at me. I could´ve lied to him, tell him that it would all be okay, or say any of million other things just to calm him down.

Instead, I confirmed his greatest fear with a simple nod.

„Were there really?“ Gregor asked, still on the fence about it. There was no calming Sinclair down, however, even though he and Rodya put in some effort to do that.

„It´s her! That wretch is there! After all this time… to destroy the rest of our town.“

„Calm down, Sinclair.“ Dante said in a fruitless effort to reign in raging Sinclair. „What whistles? And who is this „wretched“ woman?“

„She´s waiting for me. That was a message calling for me!“ Sinclair screamed as tears streamed from his eyes, a mix of burning anger, anxiety and grief.

„There. More of those Inquisitors up ahead.“ Ishmael pointed through broken windshield of Mephistopheles.

„We should go back…“

„Sinclair-“ I began, but I didn´t get very far before Sinclair started another rant.

„Can´t we… just head back? I don´t wanna go – let´s just turn around. Just tip the steering wheel and-“

Smack.

My hand flew across Sinclair´s face, leaving a red mark behind. He looked at me with terrified eyes.

„Turn around, sure. And what about Effie and Saude?“ I crossed my arms angrily.

That did it. He was still crying, but no more protests left his mouth.

„Y-you´re right. I can´t keep dragging others down.“ Sinclair sniffled, wiping his face and gripping the halberd with renewed vigor, even if it seemed half-hearted compared to his resolve before.

The second round of fighting went about as easily as the first one. Surprisingly, no casualties and only minimal injuries occurred. That pleased me greatly, even though I knew the worst was yet to come.

„Alighiero…“ Dante spoke to me through the broken glass. „I want you to come with us. I know you´ve set me up with a solid team and all that, but…“

„I understand.“ I sighed, exiting the bus myself. „Let´s hurry. I don´t want to linger there any longer than necessary. The smoke smells... real bad.“ I said, scrunching my nose at the putrid scent of burning organic and inorganic materials. I was quietly glad that I had no food in my stomach, otherwise the content would´ve made an immediate exit.

The smoke weaved around the buildings, rising from numerous pyres. The walls were decorated with perverted version of wreaths made of guts, crudely nailed to the surfaces. The theme of body parts, prosthetics and intestines strewn around the place continued throughout the entire town. Grotesque as it was to see in person, I was still much more bothered by the smell. The other Sinners must´ve gotten used to smelling all kinds of horrible things, because nobody even mentioned it.

The upsetting atmosphere was made even more dire as music began to play from somewhere. Silent Night, a song so intimately connected to messages of familial love, twisted until it lost all former meaning.

„You hear that, too, right?“ Ishmael asked. „Some sort of a familiar song.“

„Oh yeah, I used to hear this all the time on snowy days.“ Heathcliff pitched in, all too pleased with himself.

„They played it a bunch during wartime to raise our spirits. Did exact opposite for me.“ Gregor joined the discussion. „Alighiero, do you recognize it too?“

I shrugged in a vague agreement. „It´s one of those songs you just can´t get away from, no matter how much you try. Especially in winter.“ I cringed internally at a particularly nasty memory attached to one cold, December night. Luckily, no one paid any mind to me.

„Right… that day… it was snowy like this… and that song was playing.“

Aah, aah… Mic test, mic test! Kromer´s thin, insufferable voice poured from speakers overhead. Enjoying your Noel, everyone?

„Go fuck yourself!“ I yelled towards the speaker in a fit or rage. Far from the real deal, I was guaranteed to not be understood by the recipient, but at least I was able to vent some of the compounded tension I´ve collected along the way.

I really didn´t expect to get a reply.

Hey, who´s this? Ugh, I hope I have the correct channel.“ After a brief pause to clear her throat, she continued. „Anyway, my name is Kromer. I´m a humanitarian who loves purity and the one who grips the hammer. I don´t know how you managed to get here, but you´re trespassing on a private property.

I was momentarily indisposed on account of being utterly dumbfounded by the fact that there was a person who apparently could understand me just fine. Without being a Sinner themselves. And that someone was Kromer of all people.

As you can see, this hallowed ground is undergoing our nailing judgement. I hope you like the decorations I set up.Kromer explained. Getting no reply, she got bored quite quickly. „Well, let´s just say you got lost. Turn back now and a fine will be all you have to pay. I´m feeling generous… today is Nativity after all!

That Megaspeech didn´t last long at all. Oh, before that- is Guido there?

„Here I stand.“ A mountain of muscle and steel has spoken, trampling a dead body of a civilian on purpose.

Good. Just in case, do you see any heretics over there?“

Guido´s gaze passed over everyone in the group, slowly assessing each of us before settling on Dante. „I see an impure one and their followers. And with them… the child you spoke of.“

Hahahah! Really! My Sinclair is back?Kromer instantly perked up. Come see me, Sinclair. I´ll be waiting at that familiar spot.

„Grr...Khhhr….Kro...mer…“ Sinclair pushed out words through gritted teeth.

Take out the rest, Guido. Or should I myself? I wouldn´t mind.“

„I urge you to focus on hammering the impure, O One Who Grips.“

Hahahahaha! Good, good! Let´s keep up the purification!Kromer laughed one last time. Now then, everyone! Merry Christmas!The sound cut off and the message ended.

A number of Inquisitors gathered around Guido, all of them ready to fight. I would be lying if I said I wasn´t scared shitless, but in the end, it was fine. The Inquisitors weren´t much tougher than the previous ones, though Guido sure turned out to be pretty persistent. At last the Sinners brought him to his knees. His arms were not serviceable anymore, as one was sliced clean off and the other was dislocated at the shoulder. He crumbled down a moment later, as if dead.

„...That was a tough opponent.“ Ishmael wiped sweat off her brow while Outis was all too eager to point out her faults.

„If you weren´t slacking off, they would be dealt with a few strikes sooner.“

„You´re both wrong.“ I commented as I picked up a nail and a hammer into my own hands. For something so destructive, their weight wasn´t difficult to carry.

„What are you doi-“

Climbing on top of Guido´s „corpse“ I drove a nail through the right eye of the mask and hammered until I was sure that the nail had sufficiently damaged the brain.

I could hear couple gasps of surprise, some of revulsion and one thoroughly horrified, which I guessed belonged to Sinclair.

„Why waste energy on that one? They were already dead.“ Ishmael cringed as I tugged on the large nail, using it to pry open the front of the metal mask Guido wore. With a little bit more persuasion, it came off, revealing a contraption filled with green liquid. Yi Sang´s eye twitched as he saw it, but he said nothing.

„Let´s go, I´ve got what I wanted.“ I told them with Guido´s pierced mask in hand.

„Little grotesque for a souvenir, don´t you think?“ Heathcliff asked, obviously uncomfortable with just how casual I was about doing something so horrible.

„Not a souvenir.“ Was all I told him before getting up and following the group that walked slightly ahead. I didn´t think they believed me. I knew I wouldn´t believe myself, either.

We marched on, arriving at the town´s square where a tall pine stood adorned with pieces of those unfortunate to have lived in Calw. There were about a dozen of N Corp soldiers, enacting their idea of purification upon the townsfolk.

„If we move quietly, we could pass by those Inquisitors unnoticed.“ Ishmael whispered as we hid behind one of the buildings in the area.

„Sinclair, do you know what Kromer meant by „that familiar spot“?“ Dante asked quietly.

„That´s… well...“

„You need to talk, Sinclair. Tell us what you know and you´ll prevent half the deaths we might suffer stumbling through the town.“

„It will also raise the likelihood of our success.“ Outis added, in her own military-and-strategy-first way. „I´m looking forward to hearing something useful.“

Sinclair took a deep breath and exhaled slowly before speaking. „...my house. That´s where Kromer must be. There´s… there´s another way around. It´s a bit longer, though.“

„It will likely be faster than fighting those guys head on.“

We crept around the town square. There still were couple of Inquisitors, but thanks to Ryoshu´s reflexes they fell before they even realized they weren´t alone.

„So, you know that bird?“ Heathcliff scratched his head as he struggled to understand the situation. „Bollocks my head is still pounding thanks to that shrill laugh.“

„...I met her at school.“ Sinclair replied cagily.

„Oh boy, she´s a friend of yours? Whatever´s going on, sure hope you can talk it out.“ Rodya added innocently. I didn´t have the heart to laugh at her.

„She´s not my friend. Kromer killed my family.“

„My bad.“ She deflated at her horrid misunderstanding.

„Si-ncla-ir…. Why….did….y-you...re...turn?“ A prosthetic head hanged on the front door of a nearby house spoke in a broken voice. Dark oily liquid pooled under it and sparks flew from the strands of electric wires woven into a crudely made wreath attached to the door.

„Sinclair…. are those your neighbors?“ Rodion asked once again. Her face was pale, almost green.

„It looks like they were.“ Sinclair replied, glancing at the prosthetic face for a moment. „I really hope that isn´t the case, though…“

Siiilent niiight…..“ The prosthetic heads around the town began to sing. It was out of tune cacophony, hardly recognizable, giving way to making grim visuals even more twisted. „Hoooooly niiight…..“

„It´s clearer than ever now… prosthetic body parts are „herecy“ to them.“ Ishmael flinched as she passed one of the bodies, dismembered and headless.

„Though it has been quite a while since prostheses were first introduced to the City, many people still find them foreign and alienating.“ Faust commented as we walked on, closer and closer towards the burning manor in the distance.

„Our town… our town was called „The Holy Site of Nest K´s Prosthetic industry“. Most of the residents worked in manufacturing high-end prosthesis components.“ Sinclair sniffled. „Kromer has been keeping an eye on our town for a long time.“

Dante nodded in understanding. „So, was your family…“

„Yeah, my father was the owner of a fledgling prosthetics company, too.“ Sinclair replied, and stopped in his tracks as if just realizing something. „Is that why…“

„No.“ Ishmael shut his thought down as soon as it assumed form. „The way I see it, attributing it to a high-flown cause of any kind is giving them too much credit. They´re just… lunatics, consumed by madness and violence.“ I could see Ishmael pausing briefly for herself, too. She was probably recalling her own Kromer. I decided not to push her about it just yet. It was far too early to open that can of worms.

We came upon the manor soon after, which cut the opportunities for further discussions short. The burning was entirely on fire, closely resembling an enormous furnace. It gave off similarly potent heat, too, which made my earlier mental comparison of the impaled corpses to meat skewers all the more unfortunate.

„This is… awful to say the least.“ Ishmael commented in a trembling voice. Whether it was the number of bodies realized in an easily countable manner or the fact that we were closer to the fire that was the source of putrid smoke was debatable.

„The graves, they are…. dug up?“ Sinclair´s eyes drifted to the far end of the courtyard in front of the mansion where three distinct holes were located, emptied of remains of his family.

„To execute the dead – this is nothing short of devil´s work.“ Yi Sang eyes the graves with that sort of quiet anger that would easily go unnoticed unless you knew someone well. I was surprised to catch it myself.

„Halt! One uniform, straight ahead.“ Outis pointed to a lone N corp Inquisitor, standing firmly next to the impaled bodies to the left, resembling a statue more than anything else. In the hands of the Inquisitor were the instruments we´ve already seen plenty of: large nail and a hammer, both used for destruction instead of creation. Their stillness with clear sight of Dante, an obvious „heretic“ in their eyes sent my guts into a painful twist. As far as I remembered, this wasn´t the way the story was supposed to go.

„Alighiero, is everything okay? You´ve gone real pale.“ Rodion worriedly alerted everyone to my condition.

„We will need to get that Inquisitor away from the bodies on the left – as far as possible, if we can´t manage killing them right away.“

„Ryoshu´s easily the fastest.“ Dante replied in a low tone, though the ticking of their clock remained as loud as ever.

While we deliberated between ourselves. Another figure decided to join us, whistling as she stepped into view. She came out of the doorway surrounded by flames. If the context of her character was different, maybe I would feel mildly excited about the way she reminded me of a less naked Daenerys Targaryen. Instead I felt nothing but pure adrenaline shaking my limbs as I breathed slowly to keep my heart rate low.

„That whistling….“ Sinclair shivered next to me, terrified but standing his ground nonetheless. I was quietly very proud of him.

„I mean, it´s just too funny when you think about it.“ Kromer laughed as she walked towards us, slowly, like a cat on a prowl.

„Why put so much effort in burying bodies that can´t even rot… am I right.“

„Kromer!“ Sinclair barely stuttered her name out. If I didn´t know better I would´ve thought she already had her metal gauntlets squeezing his neck.

„I´m sure you´ll find ´em around here somewhere if you look hard enough. I do remember nailing those three.“ Kromer spoke in a sort of a honey-sweet voice, as if she was completely sure that she was in control of the situation. I could not wait to see her boastful attitude shatter.

„Well, Sinclair, you´ve grown a spine, coming all the way here.“ „Enough of one to look at a few dead bodies too, right?“

Her taunts were chipping away at my dwindling patience. I gripped Guido´s mask that much harder. She could not see it, as Rodion stepped in front of me the moment she noticed Kromer.

„Why… just why… all this….?“ Sinclair asked, though it was a question without a proper answer since the day he met Kromer for the first time. His trembling voice was overshadowed by Outis´ question which came immediately after.

„Where did our Before Team get off to? They should´ve turned up by this point.“

„Ah! Sinclair´s got some buddies! Looking for the other filthy ratlets that snuck in here, are you? Okay, okay, watch closely, I´ll turn on the lights, so open your eyes wide!“

Electric cord snaked along the grass between the enormous nails, feeding into light that turned on, all focused on a singular point where Effie´s destroyed body was located.

„Tadaaa!“

Effie´s midsection run through and one of his arms torn off, with a prosthetic shoved into the wound instead. His other arm was apparently still somewhat able, as he was doing best he could to prevent his precariously positioned body from sliding lower on the giant nail. He was barely breathing, but conscious. In other words, still very much alive.

„Effie!“ Sinclair and Gregor cried out almost at the same time.

„In his current state it will take around two days for him to completely die. And the pole piercing through him will only amplify his suffering.“ Faust commented. Her expression felt indifferent at first, but there was a slight tinge of disgust to it if nothing else.

Before I could nudge Ryoshu and tell her to attack before the Inquisitor drove the nail through Effie´s skull, sealing his fate, said Inquisitor´s tools were already on the ground, along with their arms. The cuts were bleeding profusely, turning into scarlet sprinklers as the Inquisitor writhed on the ground, powerless. Ryoshu didn´t come out of the altercation unharmed either, sporting two nasty wounds in her torso as she breathed hoarsely, coughing up blood.

That however did nothing to mood as she grinned at her blade that slashed through the Inquisitor´s neck, finishing them off.

„Pwahahaha ahahahahhaaa! Really, it´s hilarious how you all care for each other when you´ll all meet the same fate anyway. Brings you back, doesn´t it, Sinclair? Your face back then was real priceless.“

I knew what Kromer meant. Her one and only trump card that took shape of a large tin can of a man with an even larger hammer. I was glad I waited to show my hand.
Before Sinclair could deliver his words and jump at Kromer, I pushed Rodion slightly aside, revealing myself. I needed no words to address Kromer. Instead, I threw Guido´s pierced mask to her feet.

I could almost hear her confidence snap in half as she stared at the metal mask that clattered along the stone path leading to the manor behind her. Her face was morphed by snarling anger, so animalistic I was surprised she had not distorted right there. Instead of attacking, however, her eyes briefly flew past us as her lips curled into a smile.

„Meet me inside Sinclair…. If you make it, that is.“ She said before bolting into burning building.

„KROMER!!!!“ Sinclair yelled, barely held back by Don, who of all people thought to take firm grip of the back of his collar before he ran into the fire himself. „Get back here! I´ll… I swear, you-! I´ll grab you with my hand and-“

„Nope! It´s always been the other way around!“ A ghastly voice came from somewhere among the fire. „I am The One Who Grips.“

„Sinclair, don´t be stupid! We´ve got enough trouble to deal with here.“ I called out to him. He seemed to retain enough sanity to glance back and see that there was a considerable amount of Inquisitors waiting to attack us from behind at the most opportune moment.

With a battle cry so vicious the trees around shook he ran straight into the group of six, felling them all on his own before they landed a single on him.

„What the… what have have you been dawdling in the back for if you could do that?“ Heathcliff breathed at the sight, visibly impressed with the boy that so often was at the destructive end of his bat.

Though there were no more live Inquisitors in the area, Sinclair was still in his berserker rage, stabbing an already dead body, sending blood all over the place. It was in that moment that Don walked up to him… forcibly taking the halberd from his hands and sending punches into his face, one after another. Dante briefly wondered if he should´ve done something about it, but when Don suddenly stopped and Sinclair was no longer in murderous rage, there was only one thing to consider in the courtyard.

The group, one by one turned to mangled Effie who was doing his damnest to stay alive.

„Manager, I happen to know of a method to end a life with as little pain as possible.“ Outis spoke as she and Dante stepped closer to him. „It´s one that saw many uses in fact. May I ask you to give me the order?“

Before Dante could speak, I ran up to them both. „Don´t!“

As always, my words earned me a slew of looks that were not friendly. I was getting pretty tired of becoming the Cassandra of the group.

„His head is in tact. And as Faust said, though enduring a great deal of suffering, he won´t die completely for next two days at least.“ I quickly explained. Even Effie seemed to comprehend what I´ve just said, a corner of his mouth twitching, almost as if he was trying to smile. „More than enough time to call for reinforcements, don´t you think?“

„Reinforcements? You mean Vergilius?“ Faust asked, still doubtful.

„Yes, but actually no.“ I scratched the back of my head. „He´s a Color Fixer - in other words, a man whose name comes with significance and connections. If you ask me, Siegfried will trip over himself just to have Vergilius owe him one. There´s also another thing to consider going forward.“

„Which is?“ Dante asked, their clock hands twitching anxiously.

„I´d be nothing but a liability if I went down there with you. I mean, more so than usual. I propose you let me trek back to the bus while you… sort that out without my further assistance.“ I nodded towards the mansion.

„That´s a big ask, Alighiero.“ Dante considered. „I´m not sure it would be wise to drop anyone off the team in order to send you back to the bus.“

„You misunderstand, Dante.“ I shook my head. „I am not asking for anyone to accompany me. I am offering to go by myself.

„Okay, I know I´ve said it before, but now I really mean it. ARE YOU AN UTTER LOONY? If you get hurt, it´s over for all of us.“ Heathcliff argued loudly.

„If Dante gets hurt I die with them. Don´t act like that possibility isn´t on the table, too.“ I barked back, just as angrily.

„That´s different.“

I sighed, annoyed. „Look, I´ve not been on your team for long. You know nothing of my capabilities. Sneaking around, climbing buildings to get out of sight and reach of… pursuers… is something I am actually proficient in. The Inquisitors are slow and I doubt they will bother scaling roofs of houses in all that armor.“ I pointed at the dead Inquisitors around us. „I´ve trusted you with my life since before I knew about that strange bond we share, Dante. All I´m asking for is fraction of that trust in return.“

Dante stood there for a moment, thinking. They took longer than usual to decide, but eventually they came to the conclusion. „Fine. We´ll do what you´ve suggested. But please, be careful. If I start rewinding while you´re in a tough spot…“

„I´m aware of the risk. But I also know that without reinforcements, what you´ll face down there could very well be the end of line for both of us.“ I was pointing at the passage of fire. The flames there had since died down a bit, making passage far safer.

„Are you absolutely certain?“

I turned my head towards the sound. I was surprised, though in hindsight maybe not so surprised to hear Faust ask that question.

„Yes, Faust. Like I said, I am always acting in my own best interest and therefore Dante´s and Company´s best interests. I wouldn´t make this suggestion in the first place unless I was sure it was necessary and that I am fully capable of doing what needs to be done.“

Dante and Faust looked at each other for a moment. Before nodding.

„That´s done then. Don´t die too many times, ´kay guys?“ I smiled at the group before kicking into a sprint towards the town.

Notes:

I´m starting to feel like someone should take away my laptop privileges because I keep writing more and more and I can´t stop myself (I will take a break after I finish the next chapter I promise - I had to split this one cause it was getting annoyingly long before I was finished - I just really really hate leaving cliffhangers around)

Fun fact, I didn´t check my play-time on Steam before putting 500+ hours mark in the fic. I only did that after I wrote that part and well… I DO indeed have 500+ hours under my belt on Steam alone (and God knows how much extra time I spent gaming on the phone, which isn´t counted towards number of hours on Steam). Life truly imitates art.

Chapter 4: ´Tis But a Scratch

Summary:

Dante and Alighiero learn that splitting apart doesn´t always work - except when it does. But even when it works, the danger is grave for all parties involved.

Notes:

TRIGGER WARNING: religious violence, regular violence, torture, flesh, blood, tourniquets and big ol´ body horror

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The warmth and light of the burning mansion was soon replaced by the crisp cold air whistling past me and through the windows and doors of the ghost town called Calw.

It was quiet and dark, too, as the bonfires around the town gradually died down, making every shadow that much taller.

A thought did cross my mind that perhaps I made a grave mistake. I quickly pushed it aside and pressed on, recalling the many people who depended on me. Several times I passed by Inquisitors and had to hide. Luckily, there weren´t many of them and they all carried torches, making them easy to spot in the dark. When I reached the town square, it looked strangely empty. If even one Inquisitor was in sight, I might´ve chosen the long way around, the same path we took on the way to the mansion. However, feeling that time was of the essence still, I decided to risk and walk through the town square.

I wasn´t going to march through it without care, though. I stuck to the walls of the buildings, avoiding the open space which would have been all too convenient for an ambush. In my carefulness, however, for that brief moment I was looking around the square I wasn´t looking in front of me.

My face met hard armor of an Inquisitor with a soft thud.

„Lovely night, isn´t it?“ I smiled innocently before bolting in the opposite direction. As luck would have it, I´ve soon ran into yet another Inquisitor. Seeing that my only option was to head into dead end alley and use trash bins there to get up on roof of one of the adjacent houses I did just that. Hoisting myself onto the roof, my muscles burned, protesting such activity without the proper warm-up or stretching, but survival was far more important than my comfort. I could only hope that Dante didn´t have too much trouble weathering that strain.

My breathing was fast, but I strived to keep it even as I leaped from roof to roof, evading the inquisitors on ground as they decided that throwing nails was a much more productive way to deal with me.

As I jumped onto roof of another house, however, instead of landing on top of it, I fell through as the old wood gave in under me. The realization of just how royally screwed I was didn´t come until the inquisitor broke the door down and dragged me out, holding my neck in iron grip.

I could hardly breathe as the inquisitors started arguing about my fate.

„I don´t know… I don´t really understand the language, but it does squeal like a human. And we are supposed to only fine those who are trespassing tonight as a show of or goodwill. Order from The One Who Grips herself.“

„Don´t be stupid, they are employed by some Limbus Company, see? They are allied with those heretics we´ve caught earlier.“

„I´m pretty sure they had completely different uniforms, though? Also, come on dude, they are just a temporary hire. We don´t have any concrete orders regarding those. I don´t wanna get reprimanded again for doing something we´re not suppo-“

„If you´re such a coward, fine. I´ll purify this wretch myself.“

Struggling in the tight grip as I was lifted high off the ground, my feet were dangling. I kicked with all my might, but it could not amount to more damage that a mouse bite. Whether it was more the fault of the burn in my lungs or the unadulterated despair I wasn´t sure, but a single hot tear streamed down my face.

I failed, not just myself, but everyone who depended on me, both in that cruel world I was brought up in and the one I was dragged into by chance.

My fingers reached into my pocket in vain. The caramels must´ve all fallen out, because all that was left there was a single smooth rock I carried with me since I was eight years old. I gripped it in my hand, fully expecting inquisitor´s nail to pierce my feeble body.

Oddly enough, that didn´t come to pass, as a shower of shining globs fell around me, vanquishing both of the inquisitors with ease.

For a brief moment I considered the possibility that I was hallucinating from lack of oxygen in my brain or that I was already dead. The puddles formed by those strange globs looked like something from a drug trip, with their pulsing, swirling blues and purples accompanied by star-like twinkles. The puddles held no reflections in them, even when I looked into one of them. They distantly reminded me of a still, watery surface of a lake during a certain clear winter night.

Suddenly, I heard a jingling laughter from above. Fully expecting to see Demian, I was surprised to instead catch a glimpse of a dark silhouette that definitely didn´t belong to him. Despite being a child, the shadowy figure had no scarf around its neck and yet it skipped from roof to roof on feet lighter than air, before disappearing entirely into the night.

I decided to not look the gift deus ex machina in the mouth. because I was getting a strong feeling that it was filled with sharp teeth, all too happy to have an opportunity to sink into human flesh.

Knowing that my miraculous escape would attract attention of pretty much every inquisitor in the close proximity, I dove into the shadows once again as I ran towards the forest path where the bus was parked. My feet burned from the exertion, but facing no more trouble, I considered it to be a negligible development.

I was practically in front of Mephistopheles when I slipped and fell, face burring into grassy undergrowth. When I tried to pick myself up, I realized in horror that such a thing would not be possible – I no longer had any feet to stand on. What little remained of them at the end of my legs was quickly melting into bloody sludge and seeping into the dirt below with every passing second.

Using my arms, that were thankfully not melting, I crawled closer towards the bus door, driven by nothing but adrenaline and my own stubbornness. Only when I saw his feet stepping towards me have I realized that Vergilius was once again outside of the bus. He asked no questions before scooping my foot-less body off of the ground.

„You have much explaining to do, Alighiero and I do hope you have some sort of plan to accomplish it.“

„Phone.“ I hurriedly signed with my hands, in hopes that Vergilius could piece together what I meant. I pointed to the back of the bus. „Dante´s office. Desk.“ I moved my hands again, shaping a surface in the air. It must´ve been just specific enough between Dante´s name and the gestures because a minute later I was fumbling with my favorite piece of technology. Though my initial idea was using emojis, Kromer´s initial reaction to my voice heard through the speaker gave me an idea.

I opened the dictaphone app and spoke into my phone before playing the message back to Vergilius.

Is this communication understandable to you?“

„Hmmm, interesting. Yes, I can understand the recording perfectly.“

Given new hope, I was able to kind of ignore the continuous dread of my melting feet.

Alright, Dante´s in trouble, they need reinforcements ASAP. As you can see, they are sort of melting into a goop right now. Also Effie is impaled, but alive and with brain still in one piece so maybe tell whoever´s going there to not kill him assuming he can´t be legally revived. Oh yeah, I think Saude is alive, too, injured as well, though. End or reportFUC- I quickly ended the recording so that my screams wouldn´t make it in. In all likelihood, that message would be making it into the official company report, so I wanted to be extra sure to keep it as orderly as I could, given my sorry state.

Vergilius grumbled something incomprehensible under his breath and headed to the back of the bus. Possibly his own room or office or whichever that space qualified as, leaving me alone.

Well, not entirely alone.

Next to me, Charon appeared, seemingly out of nowhere.

„Got more candy?“

Having made my latest discovery, I was truly never letting my phone out of my sight ever again.

Sorry, no candy. I lost what I had in my pockets, sorry.“

I was crying. Sobbing, even. I didn´t even clearly understand why, it was like my body just decided, hey, moron, this is crazy, time to finally act like it. Or maybe it was the feeling of my feet melting that turned into the feeling of my calves melting or the pain that gripped me as Dante was fruitlessly trying to rewind the meltdown of the Sinners as their last ditch effort.

When I pulled myself together enough to not lock myself out of my own phone, I decided to ease my suffering with some music. In that moment, I didn´t find it strange at all that Spotify worked just fine despite being in an entirely different universe with a totally different wi-fi and most likely no Spotify app. And yet…

Mmm um m ba de
Dum bum ba be
Doo buh dum ba beh beh

Pressure,
p ushing down on me
Pressing down on you
No man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

I looked at Charon. It did seem she at least enjoyed the song as she swayed to the rhythm. What I failed to noticed was Vergilius returning to bus proper. At least until he dropped the very bag of caramels I thought I have lost into my lap.


Um ba ba be
Um ba ba be
De day da
Ee day da
That's okay

That 's the terror of knowing what this world is about
Watching some good friends screaming, "Let me out"
Pray tomorrow gets me higher
Pressure on people, people on streets

 

„Nice song.“ He said as he knelt down to my missing feet.

„Yeah, it´s from back home.“ I said without care of whether he understood me as I was all too distracted by my rediscovered candy to notice what he was doing… At least until a tourniquet sharply reminded me that I still had legs that were actively bleeding.

Day day de mm hm
Da da da ba ba
Okay

„Keep talking. I need to make sure you stay awake. Wouldn´t want our dear Manager to be easy pickings, would you?“

„No, I suppose not. Where did you even get these, they were-“ I winced as the second tourniquet tightened around my other limb.

„Oh, right, the sweets… did you think I have not noticed how you slipped some to Charon earlier?“ He smiled softly, which was a strange thing to witness. Usually there was a slight undertone of meanness to Vergilius´ smiles.

„A Color turned pickpocket… what a concept.“ I laughed shortly.


Chipping around, kick my brains 'round the floor
These are the days, it never rains, but it pours

What is it like?Vergilius asked. „Your home.“ He clarified, probably because I was looking at him like he was speaking in Klingon.

Ee do ba be
Ee da ba ba ba
Um bo bo
Be lap
People on streets
Ee da de da de
People on streets
Ee da de da de da de da

„Well, as the song goes, there are people on the streets, scraping by. Though, I guess everyone kind of just scrapes by… aside from the very select few who scrape others for their own benefit.“ I rambled, barely listening to Vergilius by that point. „...so I guess you could say it´s not really that much different from this world.“


It's the terror of knowing what this world is about
Watching some good friends screaming, "Let me out"
Pray tomorrow gets me higher, higher, high...
Pressure on people, people on streets

Turned away from it all like a blind man
Sat on a fence, but it don't work
Keep coming up with love, but it's so slashed and torn
Why, why, why?

The particular flow of lyrics shut Vergilius up for just one brief, but no less impactful, moment.


Love, love, love, love, love...
Insanity laughs under pressure we're breaking


Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love, Alighiero, give love, give love
Give love, give love, give love, give love, give love?

Listening to the words myself, I completely forgot that I was supposed to be…. Talking? Was that what I was doing? When was that?


'Cause love's such an old-fashioned word
And Alighiero dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves

 

Hey, wasn´t it that Kromer who said something about caring for one another… I thought she said something like that… or was I remembering wrong?


This is our last dance
This is our last dance

A-IGIE-O!
This is ourselves
U--------ressure
Unde----------re
Pr---ure

 

Odd, it seemed like there was some other voice among the song… dissonant and raspy. But the silence after the song felt so nice and fluffy. Like the warm embrace of a bed after a long day.

I wasn´t going to say no to that.

 

The basement of Sinclair mansion , approx. 2 hours earlier

 

Dante´s POV

 

As we entered the charred mansion, Sinclair led us to the basement. He opened a smallish door with a squeak, revealing to us a long underpass leading to an unknown location.

„To think there would be tunnel down here…“ I wondered aloud.

„So… if my guess is right this passage should lead to the branch facility.“ Sinclair said in a tone that betrayed that he wasn´t quite sure if what he was saying was true.

„Why´re you keeping this shifty shaft in your basement anyway?“ Heathcliff asked as he ducked to squeeze in through the doorway which had a particularly low ceiling.

„It wasn´t here before.“

„What? Then how´d you know we ought to go to the basement?“ He questioned Sinclair again, slightly agitated.

„There are two answers to that question.“ Sinclair explained in a low voice, as if there was another question entirely on his mind. „Part of the reason is this feeling I have. It´s like a magnetic pull that draws the needle of a compass northward. Aside from my own intuition, though… Alighiero also pointed us here.“

Rodya turned her head to Sinclair. „When they have done that? I thought they just told us to not die too much before they ran off.“ She butted in, remembering the last we saw of Alighiero.

„Before that, they said: „...what you´ll face down there…“. Could be hardly something different from the basement.“ Sinclair pointed out. „Like they knew precisely where we were should be headed.“ He added.

„Further confirming my suspicions about their true allegiance.“ Outis muttered under her breath.

Sinclair however shook his head. „I don´t think they were lying, Outis.“ He then looked to the dark end of the tunnel. „I think…. I think they are just scared of what the secrets they keep could do if they let them out.“

The idea he voiced rattled between the walls of the tunnel, absorbed in different light by each of us. Unlike the rest of the Sinners, Faust strode ahead, her hand inspecting the wall of the tunnel

„Faust, what is it?“ I asked, all too eager to change the topic of conversation to something more productive.

„Judging from the material, this tunnel has been made relatively recently.“ She said. „It was likely dug by N Corp´s expeditionary forces when they had occupied the town.“

She then turned around to address all of us head on. „It won´t be a short trip. Given that this passage was excavated for their use, we will assuredly run into foes on the way.“

I couldn´t be more glad to have taken Alighiero´s earlier offer of help. „I guess I´m glad I´ve consulted Alighiero on which units to bring. If it wasn´t for their help, we wouldn´t have reached the mansion so quickly…. Or with so few injuries.“

„That is likely to be true.“ Faust nodded in agreement. „Are you ready to move in?“

„Yeah, let´s get this over with.“

The branch we entered wasn´t as well preserved as the one in District 4. It seemed that N Corp´s Inquisitors have been using the place as their base for a while. Countless torture devices and bits of flesh and prostheses were strewn around without much care.

„Please stop…..it hurts…… it hurts so much…!“ A robotic voice spoke ahead of us. It was accompanied by two more voices, clearly belonging to Inquisitors.

„Haaah…. This one speaks of suffering.“

„It must be a false cry. Pay it no mind.“

„No…the pain…. it´s real, I swear...!“

We watched on as the inquisitors mercilessly tortured the poor townsfolk on the grounds of trial so unjust, it made Outis´ earlier accusations pointed towards Alighiero look like a bona fide Justice system.

I supposed that Don must have somehow sensed the direction of my thoughts, because she pierced the back of one of the Inquisitors soon after they threatened the person after they failed to sufficiently cry. Though she acted at her own accord, I had no problem with it. In the narrow space of the basement corridor, fighting was going to be unavoidable, anyway.

„You heretics truly are like pests. Never alone, with a habit of constantly obstructing our great task; you are kindred creatures indeed.“

„I… I apologize for my...rash decision, Manager Esquire.“ She turned to me with a sullen expression and head hung low.

„It´s alright, Don. Just… let me know next time before you jump in so you can assume an identity first, okay?“

„Yes, Manager.“

The fight that followed was brief, but no less tense. Maybe the knowledge that reversal of their deaths could indirectly lead to my death made the Sinners that much more careful about getting injured.

„Well I´ll be…. you´ve all… gotten better at fighting, haven´t you...?“ Saude´s weak, though no less biting, voice carried down the corridor towards us.

„Saude…“ Gregor breathed out. We didn´t have to voice our individual thoughts. We all had the same thing in mind – relief.

She was resting against a wall, injured and exhausted, but miraculously still alive. Numerous bites left by peccatula covered her body.

„Are you alright? Can you get up easily?“ Ishmael asked, kneeling by her side. It quickly became obvious that much like Effie, she was in no state to move, let alone stand up and walk. Every word she spoke was accompanied by a painful twitch.

„Effie… how is he…“ She struggled outta single question that´s likely been on her mind for hours.

„Alive… though, he´s got it quite worse than you, I must say.“ Outis replied, her face unreadable, though she could not cover for the rest of Sinners whose expressions betrayed just how badly Effie fared. „If you hang in there, though, you´ll both make it. We´ve sent a messenger back to the bus with a request for backup.“

Saude´s eyes slowly passed over everyone in the group, coming to a slow, but that much more horrified realization. „Just...who…did you…send?“

Gregor was the one to pitch in. „Alighiero… the person that Effie said had a strange accent or something?“

Saude let out a blood-soaked cough. The corners of her mouth lifted slightly as she spoke. „You sent…. a rookie. You are...truly… unbelievable.“

„Manager.“ Meursault spoke as he gazed into the dark corridors around us. „There´s more peccatula inbound.“

„Then we shall deal with them.“ I said, assuming command once more.

„It´s hopeless.“ Saude said once we dealt with the last of those creatures. „You should… head down. They´ll just… keep coming, anyway.“

„And what are we supposed to do? Leave you for dead? Saude, you can´t be serious.“

„That´s what you´re supposed to do in situations like these. Nod along and let me take the fall.“

„Well, I guess we didn´t get the memo then.“ Ishmael said angrily, ripping her own shirt to wrap the worst of Saude´s wounds. „You heard Outis, help has already been sent for. If you die now, you´d just be ungrateful.“

„Aw… you´re making this pretty awkward, you know that? Here I thought I could have a cool farewell.“ Saude told Ishmael. When she was done with the knots, Saude took out her gun. She briefly checked the magazine before pushing herself slightly more firmly against the wall. „Alright, fine…. I´ll do my best. For your sake, too. Someone… needs to keep those guys… off your backs. And Faust-“

„...should you die here, I´ll make sure to give Vergilius your regards.“ Faust nodded.

„No need.“ Saude swallowed. „Just tell him to visit and say hello someday. You know what I mean?“

Faust sighed. „Of course.“ We moved further into the basement soon after, leaving Saude behind. The journey turned exceptionally silent, giving way to hearing all sorts of noises as we crept to the deeper levels.

There we heard a strange sort of scraping against the floor, as if someone was using it to sharpen many blades. Along with the scraping could be heard growling and roars, as if some kind of wild animal has made its home there.

„You hear beasts crawling somewhere, too, right? Heathcliff asked, hand tight around his large bat.

Surely enough, something did creep from behind the corner. It had a raspy, shrill breath and fur, but bore also distinctly armored appearance.

„Are those Abnormalities?“ Gregor asked, positively disgusted.

„They aren´t – take a closer look. See that emblem?“ Ishmael whispered. As we followed her index finger, it became obvious that the emblem was none other than the one worn by the Inquisitors.

„They fell victim to E.G.O. corrosion.“ Faust explained.

„You mean that nauseating state?“ Gregor asked once again. I recalled it from the past, too. It was an unfortunate side effect that came with overusing E.G.O. The more powerful E.G.O., the more difficult it was to reign in, both figuratively and practically.

„I think it happened to me at some point, too… I was on the verge of breakdown. It was like I was being devoured.“ Ishmael breathed out.

Faust paused for a moment, then spoke. „Although it´s not unlike consumption in the conventional sense… I do suppose that it is a serviceable analogy, seeing as it eats away at your essences.“ She looked around with an analyzing eye then nodded as she solidified her thought. „In observation, unlike the last floor, this place does not seem to be exclusively for torturing prosthesis users. It would be fair to say that its purpose is to induce corrosion onto oneself.“

I stared at the corroded beasts that once perhaps used to be human. No, ones that did use to be human, but then were twisted beyond recognition… until they succumbed to their innermost beliefs, choosing to fully lose their past selves.

It made me wonder just what would occur if they were to claim the Golden Bough for themselves after going to such lengths. Would it even be used for their benefit?

Then it occurred to me. Was I really any different from those unsightly zealots? I didn´t even know what the Golden Boughs would be used for.

I imagined what would Alighiero say to me if they were with us and I asked them about it. The last we saw of them, they were smiling widely, as if going for a nice, calming walk in a peaceful forest. I couldn´t come up with anything they would have said. Perhaps they were right. I truly didn´t know them at all.

„Manager, we ought to move.“ Outis suggested after the last of corroded Inquisitors in the area were felled.

„Yeah, I know, just give me a moment.“ I turned to Sinclair. I had yet to ask him about using the identity Alighiero suggested earlier. Looking at the identity card briefly, I could tell that while it was a Sinclair that had joined Nagel und Hammer, he did not take over the role of Kromer. It made me uneasy, but if it really was the best option in facing Kromer, temporary discomfort was probably a small price to pay. „Sinclair, can I ask you someth-“

As I spoke, I suddenly felt a significant strain in my arms.

„Dante, are you alright?“ Sinclair worried, but I just waved him away.

„It´s nothing. I´m guessing Alighiero is scaling buildings in the town now. At least, that´s the feeling I´m getting from my arms. It´s not unbearable, just a little unexpected.“

„So, what did you want to ask me about?“ Sinclair said, walking closer. He glanced at the identity card I held in my hand. There was disgust written all over his face.

„Why would you bring that one, Manager?!“ He froze, backing away from me.

„It was Alighiero´s suggestion.“ I could see Sinclair´s doubt grow, as did everyone else´s. Everyone´s but Faust´s.

„Identities have been crafted in a way that assures that no lasting cognitive damage will occur, even when we are made to wear identities that oppose our core ideals.“ Faust explained in a calm voice. „Though uncomfortable in concept, in practice they are mere tools used by Dante, nothing more.“

„Oh…“ Sinclair let out a sigh of relief. „I guess… if Alighiero suggested it, they had to have a good reason to do so.“

„If I recall, they mentioned that it is the best play they know. I… I forgot to ask what that actually meant.“

„Well then… what are you waiting for, Dante?“ Sinclair shot me a sad smile. I nodded in reply, but before I could slot the identity in place, I felt a strong tightness in my entire body. It made me fall to my knees. It was an immensely troubling development to say the least.

„Dante!“ Sinclair shivered. I could not answer him, as if something was preventing me, squeezing around my neck. While I didn´t need to breathe, Alighiero was the opposite. If they found themselves in grip of an Inquisitor…

The Sinners looked at me in horror. Though none of them were gravely injured at the moment, without my command and ressurective abilities they wouldn´t be difficult to overpower. I feared for their lives and Alighiero´s. My own went largely forgotten.

As quickly and suddenly as the feeling took over, it disappeared. I carefully rose back to my feet, straightening my coat and tie.

„Are you… are you okay?“ Sinclair asked in a small voice.

„Yes… I believe I am. I…. am not sure about Alighiero, but at the very least, whoever or whatever got their hands on them, they were able to escape…. Somehow.“

„They should be in the vicinity of Mephistopheles by now.“ Faust pondered. „If not, for whatever reason, they should at least be close. No farther than we are currently from the Golden Bough.“ She added, pointing towards opening metal gates. From inside an enormous space filled with mountains upon mountains of bodies shone warm golden light.

As we drew closer, it became apparent that getting to Kromer, who stood on top of one of the mounds next to the source of the glow, would not be easy. Surrounding the mound were tens of Inquisitors, all engaging in a prayer-like rite along with Kromer in the role of a preacher.

„The fathoms of the ego are already open. It seems that someone had already resonated with the Bough before us.“ Faust commented, putting the obvious into simple words.

„The hell are they up to? What´re they raising their hands like that for?“ Heathcliff questioned.

„Prayer.“ Faust confirmed my thoughts with a scoff.

„Do you hear that?“ Ishmael flinched at an incredibly out-of-place melodic tune.

Of all people, Heathcliff seemed to recognize it. „This feels awfully familiar… somehow annoyingly tingly… and unpleasant.“

We were thrown into whirl of Sinclair´s memories. As it turned out, the mysterious sound was nothing more than a school bell. We´ve ran into few fights, as the waves of memories paused and resumed intermittently. We saw Sinclair´s first contact with Kromer, the betrayal of his parents´ secret and submitting to Kromer´s every whim. His opposition towards prosthetics and the way his entire surrounding world seemed to be obsessed with them. There was no wonder why someone like Sinclair would catch eye of someone like Kromer.

He felt helpless and Kromer offered him the power to take hold of his fate, to make his own choices… only to twist his wish and mold it into horrible acts of violence enacted against Sinclair´s family.

Then there was that enigmatic classmate of his, Demian. As if entirely divorced from reality, he spoke of things that were rarely acknowledged in the City, let alone in the much smaller town of Calw.

In short, I did not know what to make of it, other than the single clear answer: Kromer had to die for Sinclair to truly begin to live.

„Well, Sinclair? Were you able to find an answer in your heart´s path?“ She greeted us on the very top of the tallest mountain of flesh and bones, grinning from ear to ear.

„...Kromer!“ Sinclair angrily gritted his teeth.

„Ahaha, don´t give me that look. It´s not even time yet. You´re making me want to kill you. Ahu… but no, no. I should abstain… I can´t let immediate entertainment distract me from the more important things.“

„Sinclair, the only way to retrieve the Golden Bough that´s begun to resonate is…“ Faust turned to Sinclair to remind him of his duty as Sinner of the Limbus Company. However, there was no need.

„I know. Even if it weren´t for our mission... I´d still tear that bitch to piecesand drink up her remains!“

„Pfh…. Aahahaha! Sinclair! When did you learn to act so tough? That´s not like you at all! What a riot… pfft.“ Smile suddenly fell off Kromer´s face. „Still… Well, I guess you´ve made some friends since then. Or maybe not. One of them has already left you, didn´t they?“

„Stop it!“

„But you won´t run away this time, will you?“

„Dante… slot it in.“ Sinclair growled as I clicked the identity in place. The blood-stained and torn ivory overtook his clothes, adorned with red seals of N Corp Inquisitors. His eyes grew hateful and bloodshot, his hair tousled and messy.

The One Who Shall Grip.

„M-my Sinclair?“ Kromer was muttering something, frozen in place, overtaken by disbelief or maybe awe. Or both.

The Sinners jumped at her with great eagerness, but their effort paled in comparison to Sinclair´s righteous anger. His halberd was soon smeared with Kromer´s blood. Once she recovered from her initial shock, though, she unleashed hell upon us. Some of them were greatly injured, couple were already dead.

But Kromer wasn´t unharmed either, but she stood triumphally regardless of the blood pouring from her wounds. Sinclair was on his knees, trying to use his halberd to stand up when Kromer reached into his pocket and took out a shiny coin.

„There… I´m taking your second coin, Sinclair… your last chance.“

„Why…. Why are you doing this to me….“ He pushed from his lungs, barring teeth at Kromer. „Why… me...“

„Sinclair… do you wanna know why I gave you back the basement key when you asked? Listen close. It´s not because I´ve made my discovery or baked a copy of it. It´s because you were my key.“

Sinclair looked at her with strange expression, almost as if he comprehended what that meant.

„You see, I happen to know a way to peek at the futures that might come true.“ She stroked his messy hair with a smile. „I saw one among them where you an I travel from Nest to Nest, slaughtering heretics together all around the City. Even though you were raised by heretics bearing revolting metal bodies, part of you still felt disgusted by them. Funny, isn´t it?“

„You would stab them in the head with your halberd!“ Kromer stood tall reenacting what she likely saw, with mad twinkle in her eyes, not so different from the one Don had sometimes.

„D-Don´t you lie to me!“ Sinclair yelled at Kromer, standing up on his shaking feet.

„-while I smash their heads with a hammer!“

„Stop!“

„In that world, you looked like the freest person in the universe, transcending everything.“

„No… no, you´re LYING!!!“

„Whether I´m lying or not… ufu…“ Kromer staggered back with an inch of her life, blood dripping from her slashed and pierced torso. She crawled to where the Golden Bough was wedged into the mound and reached to it in mockery of a prayer, muttering something once again, just to herself before she suddenly stilled.

I heard something crack.

„The Golden Bough!“ I yelled. The Bough resonated with Kromer´s cackle and began to glow brighter. Then…

Aah… It´s begun… At last, my final grudge will be fulfilled.“ Kromer spoke, but sounded off from the way she spoke earlier. A mass of flesh from the mound enveloped her lower half. From the mass of flesh, countless appendages of ambiguous shapes emerged outward. She became desire and madness manifested into solid form. „Come, Sinclair. Rip me up and chew me down. If you can, that is……. Keheheh.“

A hideous large beast with flesh wings lunged at us, slamming into us over and over, pummeling the life out of the Sinners who were still somehow standing upright… then, she smacked them off the side of the mound. Only I an Sinclair remained on the top before her, holding on thanks to Sinclair´s halberd, buried into slippery flesh below our feet.

It burned as it ate away at our bodies, melting them with acid. Sinclair screamed.

YES! That´s it! It hurts, doesn´t it? You´re filled with rage, aren´t you? Accept it all! Welcome it with open arms!“ Kromer cackled in our face, knowing that she had already won.

Come closer! Watch me! Watch my glorious body, closest to the purest form of humanity than ever before! This flesh here! The sheer, unmatched strength of purity! She pushed him around like he was no more than a puppet on a sting. Aah, Sinclair, look how human you are… you can become like me, too.

„I´ll…. you´re…“ Sinclair crawled onward, barely able to move his body. Scrambling for some kind of power to give him, I tried to rewind the clock and restore his body. Over and over I tried and tried, unwilling to doom us all. Unwilling to doom Alighiero, whom I forcibly tore away from their home, not unlike Kromer once did to Sinclair.

Sinclair… you were scared all along, weren´t you? You´ve lost your family and then you had to ride along on a bus with these strangers, forced to do things you didn´t want. You knew in your heart you didn´t belong there, right?“ Kromer laughed. „Didn´t you want to run? To quit it all? Am I wrong?“

„I swear….I…“

Join me, Sinclair! Don´t avoid this, embrace it! Complete my grudge!Sinclair´s weapon clattered to the ground. You must accept the pain! Only when we have transcended suffering itself can we be reborn! Bloat the flesh, spill the blood! Adding on most human things each second! Onwards, to the purest world where the impurities plaguing the city of all folks have been filtered out!

„Mama… papa… sis...“

„Sinclair! Listen to me!“ I called to him. I knew I wasn´t much of a good manager. That even Alighiero, who had not been with us for longer than a day has done better job than I with way less. Still, I made the effort to reach him. „I know you think a lot! I know there´s a lot going on in your head that you can´t share with others.“

„My family died because of me… I said stuff I really shouldn´t have.“

Exactly! It´s all your fault – so embrace it! That´s the way to become wholly reborn!“ Kromer victoriously slid towards Sinclair on multitude of appendages. „Follow me… and rest in my grip!“

„Don´t listen to her!“ I called out, ignoring the pain of my melting body. „You have to see! Look at her! Observe her carefully!“

„Ah…“ He reached towards her, inch by inch.

„Sinclair…look! Look closely, Sinclair! Not with your eyes, but with your heart!“ I shrieked with the last of my power. „Only then… will you see what matters most.“

„Only then… will you see what matters most.“ A voice repeated, like an echo. „And when you can see the things that matter most, you won´t have to stifle yourself with shallow threats or cheap tricks. Isn´t that right, Sinclair?“

A boy appeared out of thin air, floating just above the ground, light as a feather. Then, with a single flick of his wrist, top half of Kromer vanished in a clean cut.

„D...Demian…“ Sinclair whispered in disbelief.

„You´ve changed your own fate, Sinclair. Right now, you´re neither coward nor a hero. But you´ve still yet to let go of your fears completely.“ Demian smiled softly at Sinclair. „I´ve said it before, haven´t I? When you fear someone…“

„That´s because… you gave them power to have control over you.“ Sinclair finished the sentence for him.

„That´s right. And I… don´t want anyone else to domineer over you. Which is why I got rid of that Kromer.“ Demian looked aside, at the gleaming Bough. „The world is about to head for a new birth and only a few individuals can get there.“ Then, he turned back to Sinclair. „Sinclair, you´re one of them.“

Before he could reply, Sinclair crumbled onto the flesh ground, unconscious. The mysterious youth then turned to me, walking closer and closer as he spoke.

„Kromer… attempted to become a god, like those which people of the past were said to believe in. Sinclair almost became her stepping stone. In the end, though, one has to break an egg on their own.“ He said, the same enigmatic smile on his face. „Kromer put in quite the effort, doing this and that to create a throwback to the time when Sinclair lost his first coin. Irregardless of the fact that Christmas is still a while away, it´s ironic that they resorted to creating false imagery, something they loathed so deeply. Don´t you think so?“

I stared at the boy who talked like we were on the same page regarding… well, everything. We were decidedly not. „What are you talking about? Who are you?“

„A pleasure to meet you, Dante.“ He laughed softly. „So, you´re the adult who will condition Sinclair at the moment. As for who I am, and as for what I was talking about; you´ll see in due time.“

I was left with even more questions than answers.

„When Sinclair takes flight with unshakeable faith in the power of the heart…. Right, when he becomes one with the beautiful stars, that is when I´ll return. Take good care of Sinclair, until then, Dante.“ He turned around, his blue scarf whipping around him, unbound by gravity.

„You…. You can hear me?“ I asked a stranger a second time that day.

„I can hear all sorts of chirp and trills of birds both resident and migratory, Dante. It´s only natural that I hear your voice. As always… what matters most is something you can´t see or hear.“ The boy replied before disappearing as abruptly as he appeared.

I crawled to Sinclair, one last time rewinding time for him even though my hand own hand was half melted. „It may have been your fault, Sinclair, but that´s okay. It´s one small mistake – one anyone could make. Don´t beat yourself up so much about it.“

I soon fell to the ground after that.

„-we found them!“

„This looks like the individuals we seek. Do I inject it now?“

I barely registered voices and a sharp jab to my shoulder that came soon after. It sounded like two people were arguing about something.

„The others can be revived as long as this one lives. Focus all resources on restoring their body.“

„We were provided three HP ampules. Do I use all three of them?“

„Keep an eye on the regeneration progress and use them at your discretion.“

Then my mind provided the information I sought – those must´ve been the reinforcements Alighiero risked so much for.

„Lucky straphangers…. they´re rolling in luxury thanks to having a Color on their team – one with a friend in K Corp. at that, too.“

Or maybe it was just my wishful, delirious thinking and I lost all awareness of my surroundings.

„….ction….firmed. Addi...“

Notes:

Oops I did it again - this time on purpose (kind of)

2 in 1 chapter, because why make a short one if I can make it twice as long just before taking a longer break? (I was thinking of splitting it in two again but there just wasn´t a satisfactory point to do it so what you got is what you get)

Yeah, I will try making shorter chapters after this one, but no promises. Carmen has infected my brain and decided that I shall only write long chapters.

Till we meet again (I´ll still be in comment sections AND I may put out a dedicated chapter that will be just bunch of memes about various fanfic moments - because while I won´t have time to write as much as I want, I will still have enough time to do silly stuff, duh)

Chapter 5: FANART SPACE - minor or no spoilers

Summary:

This is the place of no honor. Only art resides here.

More fanart may appear, mostly spoiler free.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Note: This is an interpretation of the character by a fan, I do however encourage that everyone sees themselves as Alighiero. Credit and thanks goes to dEmO_tHE_mAno1 for allowing me to post this art.

Notes:

I just saw the first canto 8 trailer and I am already tearing up (KJH REALLY wants that anime to happen and I am HERE for it). I swear, I thought that it would be Don´s canto that destroys me (which it has) but here´s Hong Lu, coming in with a steel chair to finish me off.

send help (and memes, if you please)

Update: I´ve removed memes from this space, now it is solely for fanart (the other chapter like this will follow suit, too). You can find memes and more cut details that were in consideration and lore discussions in the discord server, link in my ao3 profile.

Chapter 6: Apparently Actions Do In Fact Have Consequences

Summary:

Time came for Alighiero to explain in more detail just what kind of information leaks is Limbus Company risking with their fresh hire.

Notes:

TRIGGER WARNING: blood and dead bodies, brief mentions of homophobia

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

When I came to, you could say I kind of expected it to be a sort of bittersweet awakening of opening my eyes to the good old familiar world, having to face the dull and overwhelmingly grey reality instead of cultists who thought that reenactment of the Purge movies was a completely valid pastime.

 

Instead I woke up to the sound of multiple people arguing over food.

 

„Meursault, watch out where you squeeze that sauce! You´re literally busting the bottles open!“

 

„It is simply the most efficient way of sufficiently using these sauce containers.“

 

„Hey, welcome back!“ Gregor smiled warmly my way. His cheery announcement caused quite a stir among the Sinners whose faces turned my way.

 

I was still sitting in the same spot where Vergilius dropped me in after bringing me into the bus – coincidentally, it was Sinclair´s spot, though, smiling as he was, it didn´t look like he minded at all.

 

„Alighiero! You´re alright!“ He exclaimed with such a relief my blood ran cold.

 

Why wouldn´t I be alright ? Unless…

 

„Is Dante okay?“ I asked with a gasp, the last of my sleepiness slipping away in an instant.

 

„Way to word your sentences, Sinclair!“ Rodion laughed as she held two skewers, one in each hand. „They´re doing just fine, but it seems that they won´t be eating with us. Skewer?“

 

I looked at the stick on which were impaled many pieces of meat and vegetables. „Yeah, thanks.“ I smiled, taking one from Rodion. Only once I smelled it did I realize how hungry I actually was. It turned out to be extremely satisfying, despite the irony that of all things that could´ve been bought at a stall, we were having chicken kebab on a stick.

 

It was still one of the most satisfying meals I´ve had in my life. The atmosphere around me was warm and bright, with the light of morning sun shining overhead.

 

„We were worried about you. When we got back from the mission, you were…“ Sinclair paused, smile falling off his face for a moment.

 

Gregor took over, as Sinclair stumbled over his words. „You were unconscious. Manager bud wasn´t exactly clear of mind either after being fixed up and then having to bring back the rest of us, but they also weren´t completely out of the loop.“

 

„Ah… sorry about worrying you, then. It was a nice nap while it lasted.“ I laughed the dark thoughts away just as they have begun forming in my mind after that revelation. „Maybe it would´ve lasted even longer if it wasn´t for the saucy argument over there.“ I pointed at Ishmael who was tugging her hair away from Meursault´s range of fire. Unlike his technique of extracting sauce from the containers, his table manners were quite refined. In all honesty, I was surprised he hasn´t taken out a knife and fork to pull the meat off of the stick and onto a plate.

 

Among the jolly conversation, I noticed that two people were inexplicably nowhere to be seen. „Have Faust and Vergilius disappeared off to the back of the bus again?“

 

„Yeah… more of this scran for the rest of us, in any case.“ Heathcliff grinned. He somehow claimed four skewers, even though I was pretty sure that in the chapter Vergilius got only one skewer for each person on the bus… the math was not mathing.

 

„Uhhh… maybe don´t get used to taking things that aren´t yours, Heathcliff.“ I laughed uncomfortably as I ate. „The last thing you´d want is to make enemies over stolen kebabs, believe me. You can´t exactly get away from people on the bus.“ I quickly covered my tracks so as to not raise any suspicion with my comments.

 

Luckily, or maybe unluckily, my words seemed to fly right over Heathcliff´s head. I still held onto the meager hope that he´d have remembered my words before he went ahead and helped himself to coupons he didn´t even get to use. I promptly returned to my humble meal as I thought over what happened and was going to happen… and what could happen if I didn´t watch my step.

 

It could be said that if Dante´s capability to manage the Sinners didn´t hinge on me being conscious – but just being alive and unharmed – the most logical solution would be to stick me into a box with life support attached. Possibly in a nice coma if I was lucky. Any knowledge they could desire to know could be pulled straight out of my head if not my phone, that I was sure of. The only solace I could kind of rely on, was that torture wouldn´t be on the menu. A single small light in the endless pit of darkness.

 

I tried not to think about it too hard. If a decision lik that was made, I wouldn´t be in a position to do anything. Best I could do was to enjoy the ride and kebabs while they lasted.

 

„Alighiero…“ Outis made me raise my head to her. Thanks to where I sat, I would have to make an effort to not be in her view. „...before we set off to Calw, you´ve provided a very brief explanation on your supposed knowledge and-“

 

„Not this again…“ Ishmael sighed. „When will you lay off of their back about the whole traitor stuff? They´ve already risked their life for us.“

 

„It´s fine, Ishmael.“ I stopped her.

 

„What?“ Ishmael protested, at which point I sighed. Explaining myself typically resulted in pretty pointed opinions in regards to my person and especially my allegiance.

 

„I´m actually relieved that there is someone who questions my judgement on everything. It´s simple: If there wasn´t, I would have to worry, because it would mean that either you were all naive morons – which I know you aren´t – or that at least some of you were faking your attitude towards me.“ Outis´ eyes widened. I met them with a smile. „So yes, I am glad to know that at least one person doesn´t hide what they really think of me.“

 

„I have not thought of it that way… “ I could see that Outis was somewhat faltering as she grappled with the fact that maybe she did read me wrong. Or maybe she was just trying to think of another way to get to be one step ahead of me at every moment.

 

„I do want to add, though... I´d be honored to have earned your trust one day.“

 

Outis looked like she briefly considered something and then replied. „You could start by telling us what happened the previous night after you ran off. Manager Dante was in great deal of pain in a moment when they absolutely shouldn´t have been.“

 

No one spoke against Outis that time, they just waited for an explanation. Even Dante, who probably had their own thoughts on the matter looked at me with their naturally blank expression.

 

„Well…“ I was about to try to worm my way out of it, but just as I opened my mouth Faust has returned, not in company of Vergilius as the last time, however. „...I guess now that Faust is here, I won´t have to repeat myself.“

 

„Faust assumes you would like to deliver the rest of the information you´ve spoken about yesterday.“ She calmly state as she returned to her seat. „Is that incorrect?“ She asked, analyzing my expression, most likely.

 

„I suppose I have two things to talk about then. Thanks for reminding me.“ I said. The feeling of dread has barred its teeth again, but I was in no position to run. Only thing I could do was to face the music head on. „I think I´ll start with that, since the other thing will probably make more sense afterwards.“

 

I reached for my phone, only to be very surprised when I unlocked the screen. The battery´s energy percentage has not gone down in a significant way like it would normally do. I decided not to ask about it, however. Further stalling would only make everyone tense.

 

Opening the Limbus Company app, I was surprised to see that no connection error occurred. Then I recalled the fact that Spotify had no issues playing my music either. I shrugged it off as some multiverse weirdness. Between all the abnormalities, technological nukes like the concept incinerator and general advancements that my world could only dream of, working Internet connection and nearly infinite battery were not that impressive.

 

„It´s probably easiest if I just show you.“ I said as I tapped the icon and hid the screen from Don as the game began connecting.

 

„Wherefore art thou holding thy phone in such a way?“ Don asked curiously with her big starry eyes aimed right into my face.

 

„Uhh… spoilers?“

 

„Spoilers?“

 

„Things you shouldn´t know about yet.“ I explained apologetically. „Or rather, things you would have no way of knowing if it wasn´t for me.“

„J.A.G.U.A.R…..fuhu.“ Ryoshu commented with a small laugh. I immediately turned to Sinclair for answers, as he happened to be standing next to her.

 

„Huh… she says you´re just another genius… to use and replace? Ryoshu, is that really what you think of them?“ Sinclair recoiled away from Ryoshu slightly, but for me, such words carried a much more significant weight. If they did get all the knowledge I held, I really would be of no practical use. I tried to calm myself by focusing on the smooth, glossy surface of the phone case around my phone. It helped only slightly.

 

„No.“ Ryoshu spat out a spent cigarette in annoyance, immediately lighting another one as she looked at me. „Useful. Aggravating. Rascal.“

 

„… thank you?“ I laughed nervously. The game has finally connected, as the sound of mechanical interface load sounded. „Hah… there we go.“ I said, as I quickly tapped the „Theatre“ button and opened the first chapter, Selva Oscura.

 

„I think that this might be the easiest way to explain. Sorry about the voiceover, I don´t think you´ll be able to understand that part of it – maybe aside from Yi Sang. Then again, you were there, so you probably have a good idea of who said what.“ I turned the sound up so that even Sinners who were farther away would get something out of it.

 

„Why would I have understanding of what is spoken, but not others?“

 

„The game was made by South Koreans and you are based on a South Korean poet.“ I quickly explained to him. „While the text has been translated to a number of languages, the voice-acting is pretty limited language-wise.“

 

„That explains why you always talk like that, Yi Sang.“ Gregor nudged Yi Sang with his left elbow with a smile.

 

„Wherefore do you think that?“

 

„Just proving the point, mate.“ Heathcliff snickered.

 

Faust cleared her throat, slight annoyance creeping into her face. „Can we please focus on the matter at hand?“

 

„Y-yeah, right. Sorry.“ I tapped to open the story of the first episode. I turned on the automatic dialogue and watched.

 

Wolf: „Do you see now? You can´t run from us.“

 

Me: <You dare... interrupt me just as I was engraving the ■■■■■■... You must be out of your...>

 

„Is that „me“ supposed to be...?“ Dante asked. I nodded.

 

„Yes. That´s you, shortly after switching up your head. And don´t ask me about the expunged stuff, I don´t have a slightest idea about what they are.“

 

Lion: „Ah, if we´re being technical, what our master has planned apparently isn´t one of City´s taboos. It's just the kind of thing that... no one has ever dared to consider, you catch my drift? Huh, would you look at that... “

 

Panther:You managed to get a different head in so fast. Do people like you always come prepared?“

 

Me: <Kngh... Just wait 'til I get the ■■■■■■... You'll be no match for my...>

 

Lion: „Haha, I guess that new noggin doesn't come with a mouth, huh?“

 

Wolf: „Yep, ticking is all I can hear. You think they're screaming on the inside?“

 

With a nasty fleshy sound, Dante was stabbed by Wolf. Several Sinners recoiled at the sound and the rapid ticking that followed. Dante winced, too, possibly faintly remembering what has happened to their body.

 

Me: <Ghaagh...!>

 

Wolf: „Hmm. It's ticking faster, so I guess they can still feel pain.“

 

Me: Dammit... Why... am I...! ...Why am I being attacked? Not good... Memories are dissolving already... The ■■■ was done too quick...

 

Wolf: What, they've gone quiet already. Let's get this over with.“

 

Lion: Wolf, this is a place no one visits and somewhere none can see. What's the hurry?“

 

Wolf: „We must follow her teachings. We can't drag on on any longer.“

 

Lion: „Yeah, but... Haa, this is the moment of a lifetime. We're not gonna get a second chance to kill someone of this caliber...“

 

Panther: „Lion, you have a tendency to grow too emotional during your jobs. I hope you show some discretion.“

 

Lion: „Pshaw...“

 

Panther: „It's a shame—I wanted to have a look at your face. I reckon you won't tell us where your star is, right?“

 

Dante: <Like hell I am. I'm taking ■■■'s location to the grave with...>

 

Dammit, where was ■■■ supposed to be again? My memories are escaping me too quickly...

 

„Is it just me, or does this „Dante“ sound nothing like our Manager?“ Ishmael asked.

 

„No. I don´t recognize this side of myself either. I suppose it´s how I was before the whole… clock head thing.“ Dante punctuated their words by softly knocking on the metal of their head.

 

Panther: „...Right. No mouth. Which in turn means... we won’t learn how to acquire it from this person.“

 

Wolf: „Can I end them now?“

 

Panther: „Sure... Huh?“

 

The sound of Mephistopheles driving in the distance made ears of several people who previously weren´t paying as much attention, perk up.

 

„Hey, I guess this is where we come in to save Dante, right?“ Rodion said as she leaned in closer to watch the screen.

 

„I… huh... If you arrived any later you´d probably have no manager now.“ Dante pointed out. After that, everyone silently stared at them.

 

„That´s one hell of a morbid though, Manager Bud.“ Gregor shivered.

 

Lion: „Hey, what’s that noise? Don’t tell me, Panther... did you allow yourself to be tracked?“

 

Panther: „No, there was no one that could’ve pursued me. Perhaps a wild animal?“

 

„What kinds of wild animals did that guy run into that he mistook our bus for one?“ Ishmael shook her head in disbelief. „Some people, I tell you…“

 

Wolf: This is not the sound a beast would make. It’s... a bus...?

 

Panther: How did it even end up here?

 

Lion: Must’ve taken a wrong turn? Hoo, the price they’ll pay for taking the wrong road will be heavier than they expect...

 

When Lion was sent flying by the bus, several Sinners around me cheered.

 

Wolf: ...It bested Lion’s strength?

 

Heathcliff laughed. „I guess this Lion woman is pretty stupid, ain´t she? Picking fights with a bus is some audacity.“

The very next moment when Faust´s shadowed silhouette appeared on the screen, Don loudly exclaimed: „´Tis Faust!“

 

„I can see that, Don Quixote. Please, sit down.“ Faust calmly stated, but it was a half-hearted sentence as her eyes were firmly attached to the words as they appeared on the screen.

 

???: „If my eyes are still right, then you will reach the harbor of glory.“

 

Me: <Who... are you? That nameplate... says... Faust?>

 

Faust: „You’ve lost your way in a dark forest.“

 

Me: <I’m... sorry, what?>

 

Faust: „Yet you were not overcome with fear. Why was that?“

 

Me: <That’s...I could simply... lift my head to find the star.>

 

Faust: That’s right. Now, repeat with the heart what I tell you aloud as you remind yourself of that image. Follow your star.

 

Me: <Follow... your star.>

 

At that moment… I felt a sudden thump in my head. Followed by the sting of several chains penetrating my chest.

 

Me: <Hyag... Ah— Aaagh!!!>

 

As the screen shifted to the image of Dante, writhing in pain as the chains sprung out and connected with the twelve individuals around them, the Sinners seemed to realize just how much pain their Manager has gone through the day they first met.

 

Faust: „Relax. Though it may feel otherwise, your heart is still functional. With this, the pact has been sealed. Dante, from this day forth, we are bound to your time.“

 

„Pshhh… was that the most comforting thing you could´ve come up with?“ Heathcliff asked Faust with a scowl on his face. Faust did not respond at all.

 

Me: <What do you...?>

 

Faust: „The beating of our hearts now depends on where your hands fall. I hope you’ll make a fine leader.“

 

Me: <“Our”…?>

 

Ishmael: „Is that really everything?“

 

Yi Sang: „A single apple has fallen.“

 

The Sinners turned to Yi Sang in horror. He didn´t seem affected at first, but as he closed his eyes and reopened them with a sigh.

 

Outis scoffed at him. „An unfortunate choice of words on your part. Then again, none of us could´ve known what would come to pass.“

It was obvious for anyone in the know that Yuri´s death weighted on everyone still. I decided not to address it.

 

Ishmael: „...This guy’s still not making any sense.“

 

Rodion: „Geeeez~ The wait was killing me! Finally some action now?“

 

Gregor: „Well, I guess we could use a little warm-up.“

 

Outis: „What is that wretch miserably writhing on the ground? Are they to be the newest addition to the team?“

 

„Speaking of unfortunate choice of words…“ Yi Sang flatly said.

As Outis watched herself deliver prickly words aimed at Dante in shame. She looked like she wanted to do nothing more than to shrink to the size of mouse and hide under the velvet-covered seats.

 

Gregor: „Uh... You might wanna watch your words... I heard that’s our soon-to-be boss...“

 

Faust: „The attack must’ve happened in an instant— I’m impressed you managed to hide your head.“

 

Me: <Who are you people? And what’s up with this bus?>

 

Faust: „We are bearers of justice who have come to aid you, and this is the magical bus that takes us wherever we wish to go.“

 

„OOHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I KNEW IT!!!!!!“ Don screamed, assuredly with enough power that even Vergilius heard her. „Ah… I apologize.“ She hung her head down in shame under the gaze of several displeased faces.

 

Me: <Justice? Bus? I don’t...>

 

Faust: „Wasn’t that what you expected to hear? Either way, you’re better off believing us to be your saviors. We’re racing against time and the situation isn’t in our favor, so let me explain this once.“

 

„Faust concludes that this is enough of proof.“ Faust said. I didn´t need further instructions to follow.

 

„Fine by me.“ I said, though the action did produce sounds of disagreement. I sighed. „I didn´t show you this for nothing. You might have forgotten what exactly you have said then, but I am more or less sure that this was a word-for-word transcript of what you said that day.“ I looked to Faust for confirmation.

 

„Correct. Faust has only looked little further past the point at which you stopped the recounting, because there wasn´t much time to confirm the assumptions that were made in regards to your… arrival. Am I fair to assume that the device holds recordings of events from the point you just showed us up to those that took place yesterday?“

 

My stomach was twisting again. There was no other way about it, but to say how things were. „Yes.“

 

„So that´s how you knew that Effie was not... that we could save him.“ Sinclair shot me a soft smile.

 

„Not exactly.“ Though I didn´t want to reveal it, false understanding of my actions would only result in more problems down the line. „I´ve meddled with what was supposed to happen.“

 

„In that case you could´ve said something earlier. We would´ve warned Saude and Effie about what they were walking into.“ Ishmael rolled her eyes at me.

 

„Ishmael, I appreciate your current outlook, but honestly, no one but Faust would have taken me seriously. Moreover, I had to first make sure that what I knew to be the succession of events applied in this world. So I waited to see if things that I thought would pass would really happen exactly as I expected them to.“

 

„That explains why you let the lass cause that mess at the checkpoint.“ Heathcliff thought out loud. „Gotta say, that makes sense plenty, but then why not say something to the Before Team when we met up?“

 

I swallowed emptily. „I… at first I didn´t think that changing things around would be all that good of an idea. Given that Dante is essentially my lifeline, the smartest thing to do would be to keep my head down and go with the flow. Meeting Effie and Saude in the flesh, though… I realized I had to at least try.

 

The tense conversation was broken up by Vergilius returning to bus.

 

„What merry get together is going on here?“

 

Faust answered in my stead. „I´ve been questioning Alighiero on the matter we´ve discussed previously.“

 

„Ah… were you able to confirm your suspicions?“

 

Faust nodded. „Very much so. Though the amount of knowledge they have access to is nowhere near the breadth of what Faust knows, the precision of what they do know cannot be overstated.“ She turned to me with her usual level of professionalism as Vergilius pushed past the gathered Sinners to his seat at the front of the bus.

 

„On that note, Alighiero, I would like to make further arrangements with you in regards to the manner of sharing what you know.“

 

My legs immediately felt like they were made of solid lead. „Well, everyone whom it might concern is present, so, feel free to speak.“

 

„Of course. I would like you to abstain from sharing what you know of future of the Sinners – that is to say, you may not speak to Sinners about their future or the future of other Sinners, unless it specifically relates to preventing an occurrence of a significantly difficult or dangerous situation.“

 

As soon as the weight was placed on me, it was lifted. „Ah right… yeah, I can manage to do that.“

 

„You seem relieved.“

 

I ignored the couple odd glances. „Well yes… Not gonna lie, I half-expected you to dig until you knew absolutely everything right away.“ I said, pushing the vestigial fear as far as I could.

 

„It certainly would be most convenient…“ Faust replied, earning herself quite a few opponents.

 

„...but Faust has determined such measures to be unnecessary. You have displayed both cooperativity and a strong drive to help us on our journey. However, Faust would appreciate if you discussed your action with Dante or myself before you take charge next time.“

 

„Sure, I will.“ I nodded quickly. Though the feeling I had has settled, some of it still reared its ugly head at the very back of my mind.

 

Since I set my phone aside, the Sinners have returned to their seats. I noticed that Sinclair was looking a bit uncomfortable, so I stood up. Only when I was standing it occurred to me how lucky I was that K Corp´s Singularity had to do with healing physical damage.

 

„Hey, don´t you try and leave now. We have not yet discussed the other thing.“ Outis barked at me. I just rolled my eyes at that point.

 

„Relax. I´m just stretching. Besides, I was occupying Sinclair´s seat.“

 

„I don´t mind.“ Sinclair´s face flushed as he looking into my eyes.

 

„Yeah and you´ve been shifting your weight from one leg to another for past ten or so minutes. No need to act all tough just for my sake.“ I smiled as I watched him sink back into his seat while I stretched my muscles. „As for the thing…“ I began, not really knowing how to put my experience into proper words. For all I knew, Child of the Galaxy was contained within the Library somewhere in the Outskirts, Demian would have had his scarf and I couldn´t think of any other explanation for the strange shadow child who saved my life. Then again, I supposed it wasn´t completely out of question that Demian´s group had a number of members I didn´t know about. Between all the blue and purple, my savior would fit in with them all too well.

 

„We´re waiting.“

 

„I´m thinking.“ I repeated in the same tone.

 

„Thinking of how to lie about getting captured?“

 

I sighed. „No. Yes, I did miscalculate and got caught by Inquisitors if that´s what´s bothering you, Outis.“

 

„But, thou escaped.“ Don pitched in. „Prithee, say how didst thou deliver justice unto those evildoers? Mayhaps thou granted them the very same fate as that dastardly Guido?“

 

As I remembered the moment I struck a nail through Guido´s head, I froze. „...not really. I… I´m not really sure how or why or who or what happened there… but I was saved by… something.“

 

„Something?“ Outis raised an eyebrow. „Elaborate.“

„It´s… well, it wasn´t behaving exactly like the Child of the Galaxy, but there was enough similarity for it to be concerning.“ I thought out loud. To no surprise, Faust was the only one who could comprehend what I was talking about.

 

„Child of the Galaxy? What´s that?“ Heathcliff asked, scratching the back of his head.

 

„It was one of the abnormalities extracted and contained within the Lobotomy Corp. Headquarters.“ Faust stated. „According to the retrieved documentation it takes form of a small boy whose skin and hair resemble starry night sky or a galaxy. Since Alighiero appears to be familiar with the abnormality, however, it is fair to estimate that such description is not applicable to what they observed.“

 

„Nor did its behavior. Child of the Galaxy´s defining characteristic is sobbing all the time, but the thing that saved me was laughing like mad – after melting two Inquisitors into shimmering starry puddles no less.“

 

„Okay, okay, can you roll back to the part where you said you were saved by an abnormality? Last time I checked, those blithers weren´t exactly the friendly bunch.“ Heathcliff pointed out. To my surprise he was joined by Ishmael.

 

„Can´t believe I´m about to agree with Heathcliff of all people, but he´s not wrong.“ She said with an annoyed sigh. „Also, I´m curious. How do you know so much about the abnormalities? We do deal with some of them on a regular basis, but it´s not like we´ve been to-“

 

I could swear I saw Ishmael´s hair stand up on the top of her head as her eyes widened. „-are we going to enter the Library at some point?!“

 

„No… not for a long time, at least. And to answer your question, Heathcliff, it doesn´t make any more sense to me than it does to you. I just know that I´m happy to be alive.“

 

I looked at Dante. They have been silent for a long time and that was… slightly concerning. „Is there something on your mind, Dante?“

 

„You don´t have your own seat on the bus. Or your own room. I feel like we should be doing something about that.“

 

I blinked at Dante in disbelief. „O-kay. I thought you´d have some more questions.“

 

„I do, but they aren´t particularly important right now. It´s also about the time for a Mirror Dungeon.“ The collective groaning of the Sinners must´ve been enough of a clue that they would rather listen to me talk for another five hours if it meant they would be exempt from the drills for the day.

 

„The thing is, Sinners endure a lot of damage there and… I do need to rewind afterwards.“

 

At once, I understood. „Don´t worry about it, Dante. It does suck to be me in those moments, but it´s not something either of us can change. I´ll just have to get used to it.“

 

„Alright. Oh, one more thing-“

„You want me to give you a crash course on team-building before you head in?“ I smirked at Dante knowingly.

 

„Yes….please.“

 

After much deliberation Dante settled on a Rupture-based team. Given my especially fragile nature, I was left in the bus, bored out of my mind. Though the phone provided some much needed distraction, the waiting punctuated by repetitive spasms of pain were anything but enjoyable. When the group eventually reappeared, all of them were dragging their feet behind… and all of them were in a dire need of a shower.

 

„Welcome back. How did it go?“

 

„Better than usual. Though, we didn´t get to the final floor because Sangy here corroded, and blasted away like half of the team.“ Rodya shook her head. „We were so close, too.“

 

„Apologies.“ Yi Sang replied. The bags under his eyes looked heavier than usual.

 

„What about you, Alighiero? It must be pretty hard dealing with all this.“ Sinclair asked as he dragged himself to his seat.

 

„Eh, I´ll get used to the pain eventually… I think.“

 

„No, I meant… don´t you miss your home?“ Sinclair asked, looking like the saddest blonde puppy you´ve ever seen. With eyes to match.

 

„That´s…“ I tried not to think about home. It was by no means perfect, but it was still a familiar place where things made sense and mental breakdown didn´t have the everpresent potential of turning a person into an equivalent of a nuclear bomb. „...I guess I miss my dog.“

 

„Don´t you have a family?“ Heathcliff asked, his face softening slightly.

 

„I do, but the ones left are not really people who´d miss me – they kicked out of the family home as soon as they were no longer legally responsible for me.“ I shrugged.

 

„What? Why?“

 

As it was a rather touchy subject, I gave them as brief of a summary as I could think of. „Because they are religious zealots who think that some random book written thousands of years ago has ultimate authority on who should marry who… among other things.“

 

„I´m sorry I asked.“ Sinclair looked at his feet in shame. I simply waved the subject off.

 

„Water under the bridge at this point. Though, I hope Fawkes chews through the door or something. I wouldn´t want the pup to suffer any more. Military service was enough.“

 

„Military?“ Gregor lifted his head up, looking towards me.

 

„Yeah.“ I pulled out a picture of my dear doggy on my phone. It was the most recent one, with the sleeping Rottweiler drooling on the couch below him, not long after he redecorated his brand new bed with his teeth. „Although this goofball may not look it, he spent 9 years of his life in service. And now he´s probably chewing on my favorite slippers and wondering why I´m not home.“ I turned off the phone screen, not wanting to look at the picture because I was sure that it would make me cry.

 

„With a gob like that… there´s a hole in the door for sure.“ Heathcliff said with half a smile.

 

„Thanks, Heathcliff.“

 

The rest of the day turned out to be quite uneventful. As the evening neared, Dante stood up to announce the end of workday for the Sinners. As they poured in one by one, I was about to try and find some kind of position that I wouldn´t regret the next morning, only to see Faust stand next to me.

 

„Alighiero, I was able to prepare a suitable room for you in the Corridor. Please, follow me.“

 

I stood up from the seat, expectations firmly on the floor. I noticed that the barrier that signified the end of the „safe“ part of Mephistopheles was moved slightly further, allowing for exactly one extra room.

 

„Faust hopes you will find it amenable. Goodnight.“

 

„Goodnight, Faust. And thanks.“ I took the handle of the door and opened it.

 

Though the room was sparse, with little more than a simple bed, a small mirror and a barred window, I couldn´t help but smile at the naked grey concrete that covered the floor and walls. When I slipped under the covers the sleep found me just as easily as it would in the most inviting hotel room.

 

When the next morning reared its head, I found it most strange. I fully expected someone to knock on my door or to wake up abruptly due to Heathcliff and Ishmael arguing about the order of using the shared bathroom. Instead, I rose in a deathly silence.

 

Hardly bothered about wearing my company-provided striped pajamas, I peeked my head out into the corridor. Meeting the same silence, I crept towards the small kitchen and opened the door.

 

Blood.

 

There was so much blood and it kept pouring out of the cramped space where twelve beaten dead bodies were unceremoniously shoved, bleeding endlessly. As I tried to run to the front of the bus, I slipped and fell into the liquid which immediately soaked through the pajamas I wore.

 

From the floor I saw the edge of the familiar red and golden-yellow coat.

 

„Dante, something terrible has happened, they are… they are all…“

 

A cold metal gauntlet clasped around my throat. I couldn´t breathe, much less scream as I was lifted up to meet the face of Guido who was wearing Dante´s coat. The nail was still wedged in his head as he lifted another, its sharp point aimed at my face.

 

An eye for an eye…“

 

Notes:

I promise I DID take a break from this fic. I really have. Chapter´s barely over 6k, so hey, maybe the next chapter will be a little shorter (haha... we´ll see)

Chapter 7: Kentucky Fried Facehuggers

Summary:

The Chicken Adventure Begins! Faust gets outFausted! Fun for the whole family!

Except for sleep-deprived Alighiero, who is once again craving violence.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

I shot up from the bed drenched in cold sweat and breathing heavily. It was still the middle of the night. I was shaking.

Nice going, me, developing an N Corp related trauma on day ONE. When in all likelihood, N Corp. was going to be THE most likely destination of Meursault´s canto. Yup, tooootally cool.

I wasn´t able to fall asleep after that ordeal, so I simply stared at the ceiling, waiting for the rest of the bus to wake up. Part of me was still afraid to open the door even when I heard Ishmael and Heathcliff just outside.

„WATCH WHERE YOU´RE GOING WITH THAT BAT!“

„YOU WATCH WHERE YOU ARE GOING. NEXT TIME THE SHOWER HAS A LARGE GLOB OF ORANGE HAIR STUCK IN THE-“

„Morning. Coming through.“ I pushed past the two of them after haphazardly throwing my uniform back on and trying to get my hair to sit in a way that didn´t resemble a rat´s nest. Judging by their expressions, I was unsuccessful.

„You look terrible.“

„Coffee will fix me.“ I grumbled right into Ishmael´s face.

The door to the kitchen were open and only two people were inside: Meursault, drinking his cup of coffee whilst reading news… and Don, entirely captivated by him. When she turned to me, however, it was as if she just saw Vergilius coming at her to turn her into meatloaf.

The two of them were hardly of my concern, however. I smelled the distinct warm aroma in the air and that was enough to partially quell my grumpiness. „Meursault, where do you keep coffee in here?“

He lifted his eyes from the newspaper and after a cursory glance at me pointed to the counter with his cup before returning to the news, As I sluggishly turned to the counter it took me a while until I noticed the coffee pot there and found a clean mug in the cupboard overhead.

As I poured myself the hot beverage I hardly cared about its taste. Typically, I would not rink coffee unless it was properly sweetened and its bitterness diluted with creamer or milk. That morning, however, I wasn´t in any shape to look for any more ingredients. I sipped the dark, bitter liquid, my senses gradually sharpening. It however did nothing about my fatigue, making me that much more annoyed.

Yi Sang was the next unfortunate soul to meet m that morning. Unlike the others, his expression did not change in the slightest when he walked past me to get his own cup filled. Unlike me, he did drop in couple of sugar cubes beforehand.

„-and then I said „all in“ and pushed all my chips across to…“ Rodya walked past the door to the kitchen. Unfortunately, the doors were open, so there was nothing to spare her the sight of me and Yi Sang, side by side.

„Yi Sang, what did you do to Alighiero? You´re like twins now.“ She laughed, but stopped the moment I shot her a particular sort of glare. Once the desired effect was achieved I quietly finished the cup. I suppose I felt at least slightly more awake afterwards, which was a welcome development. I even noticed an extra seat that wasn´t in the bus before. It was obvious it had not been part of the plan, as no one in their right mind would voluntarily sit next to Outis after being repeatedly labeled a traitor by her.

She was already sitting in her seat, judgmentally watching as I neared her. To my surprise, she was actually quite considerate as she spoke.

„Rough night?“

„You could call it that.“

She glanced at me again and sighed before reaching towards me. With my slowed reactions, I could not do or say anything before the wrinkled tie that wrapped around the collar of my shirt like a limp noodle was tied into a shape that vaguely resembled a proper tie.

„It is not much, but you appear a bit more put together with the tie.“ She explained as I inspected the knot with my hand. Though the tie was wrinkled, the knot itself felt quite smooth.

„Thanks, Outis.“ I replied in the least grumpy voice I could manage.

Gradually, the bus seats filled with Sinners. I figured that the word must´ve got around because there weren´t any more comments on my appearance.

Except for Hong Lu, whose mouth would likely have to be duct-taped shut to stop him.

„Aaah, you figured out how to tie a tie? It´s so nice.“

„Actually, that was courtesy of Outis.“ I mumbled.

„Outis? Really?“ He exclaimed loudly enough for everyone to hear. „I was worried you wouldn´t get along, but I see now...I didn´t have to worry after all.“ He added with a smile.

I wanted to forget the sweep the whole exchange under the rug as fast as possible, so I just waved him off. That would probably be en of it if Faust hadn´t just come into the bus.

„Off the bus, everyone. We have a client we are supposed to meet for today´s mission.“

Of course. K Corp. I could not wait to see countless chickens abused in such a horrific way that PETA would launch a full military assault and commit all of the officially recognized war crimes in rapid succession. I could not wait to get my ears talked off by a self-assured ding-dong in a labcoat. Heathcliff, too had some opinions about it.

„Gimme a break. Now we´re taking requests like we´re some frou-frou errand boys?“

As we exited the bus, there was a long line of people waiting in front of a large, very corporate looking restaurant, complete with a huge neon sign advertising an abomination that would barely pass as a chicken in our world with its many limbs.

„Hm? Say, what´s over there? It´s got a long line in front of it.“

Rodya breathed in deeply and sighed. „Aaah… Can´t you recognize this stirring scent? It´s fried chicken, Greg. Deep fried chicken brought to crisp in expensive oil!“

„It seem you haven´t seen much of Nest K if you have yet to learn of Bodhisattva Chicken, the hottest trend around these parts.“

Of course. How could I forget? The Mr. Persuasion Check himself, complete with glasses nested on top of his head and lollipop in his mouth. I didn´t notice Samjo joining the group which only served to tank me already annoyed disposition further. Doubly so, knowing just what kind of mess we would get into as a result.

„Oho…. Bodhisattva Chicken, is it? What is that?“ Hong Lu innocently asked.

Permit me… to answer.Breathing in, Samjo began to speak without any prior agreement n our part.Bodhisattva Chicken is a highly renowned restaurant known for its six-legged, eight-winged poultry whose blissful tastes and gracious quantities really make you feel great compassion.“ He spoke so quickly I felt like I was being talked to by an AI that was told to generate an advertisement for fried chicken. And that AI was definitely NOT anywhere near as cool as Angela.

„What’s more, they’re prepared for every preference. The buzzworthy biddy with the right amount of tenderness, the chubby capon with plentiful flesh to dig into, the chewy cockerel that’s perfectly al dente, and more. Now tell me, what do you want?

„For you to shut up and piss off.“ I grumbled, glaring at him with profound passion.

„Oh dear, what happened to your friend? Have they hit their head or something?“

Gregor tugged me away from Samjo with an apologetic laugh. „Oh, don´t mind them. They´ve woken up with a pretty spicy attitude – there´s a reason why unlike the rest of us they don´t have any weapon on them, you see…“

„Ah.“ Samjo nodded before slipping in yet another advert. „Well in that case they might appreciate the energizing lemon-ginger soda offered by the restaurant, which comes with free refills as long as you also order something to eat.“

I had to give it to him, he was good at his job. I kind of wanted to try that soda.

He then looked past us, off to the distance. „Gracious, what could those things roaming around the restaurant possibly be? They don’t appear very normal to me.

Turning around, we had a clear view of chicken monsters attached to heads of the unfortunate K Corp. Staff.

„I-Isn't that K Corp's staff...? What are they doing?“ Dante asked.

Meursault stretched his neck, squinting at the figures in the distance. I see individuals covering their heads with strange masks.

„M—Maybe they're some kind of mascot? It could be pretty cute when we look up close... “ Sinclair mused as we watched them run around. I didn´t disagree. They had the design and shape of a highly marketable plushie.

„Those "mascots" have people running and screaming, though?Dante pointed out.

As it always went with things in the City, there was a caveat. I sighed with realization that I would not be getting my hands on any kind of energizing beverage before we got back to the bus. And even then it would just be coffee again. Or tea, if I maybe managed to recruit Outis to my cause. Given her newly-lukewarm behavior towards me, there was a small flame of hope.

„Seems a bit off, but let's leave 'em be. Doesn't look like they're coming this way, and I don't particularly feel like getting wrapped up in something bothersome— “ Gregor said, prompting me to jumping at Sajmo who was already leaning to the sidewalk to pick up a rock.

„Throw that rock you´re holding and I´ll throw you, fartface.“ I bared teeth at him as I held his wrist. Only I was holding the wrong hand.

He threw the rock. Naturally, I threw him to the ground.

„What in the world did you do?!Dante asked. I wasn´t sure at who it was aimed, but it wasn´t like Samjo could understand them so I answered instead.

„I did warn him. Twice. Anyway, I suggest you get ready for a fight, those chickenheads are looking our way now.“

„Giiiii... Giiii…The chicken-headed K Corp. Staff was upon us as Samjo got up to his feet.

„Yikes, I’ve made such a clumsy mistake. What will we do?

„Likely story, kozyol... I advise you keep your mouth shut – Alighiero looks like they are not all too pleased with you.“ Rodion nodded towards me before following Dante´s command an assuming her Liu Association Director identity.

„They have chicken heads.“ Faust commented after the last of the pack was knocked unconscious.

„Yup, whole chickens.“ Rodion said as she nudged one of the unconscious staff with her foot.

„I wouldn´t call these chickens per se.“ I said, as I pulled one of the chickens off of the guy on the ground. It took serious amount of tugging, but loosened eventually. „See? It´s hardly a bird of the regular or the many-limbed variety served at the restaurant this corporate guy mentioned, no?“

„Corporate? Yeah, I guess this person does look like someone who works for the Wing“ Ishmael nodded. „Who are you, exactly?“ She asked him.

„…Ah, I did neglect to introduce myself. Here’s my business card. You may call me Samjo.“ Heathcliff snatched the business card he offered before anyone else could get hold of it.

„A K Corp... Affiliate of the Department of Food Resource Development's Research Center...He read slowly, stumbling over couple of the words. Suddenly, he grinned victoriously after a period of silence„Hah! Thought we'd be fooled by a bunch of big fancy words?

Samjo straightened his suit, giving off the energy of the most Office-coded office worker ever. „Of course. Persuasion and explanation are where I excel, so please stay calm and listen. I was most impressed by the feats of your battle just moments ago. As you can see, those chickenheads of unknown origin which are occupying this restaurant’s front have been causing considerable damage.“ He pointed to the great, big McDonnald´s of the City. I suppose it was at least less boring than McDonnald´s, but having the prior knowledge of just what kind of scum the guy running it was, I had no intentions of playing particularly nice.

„The venue’s manager has also been bedridden until just now. You may speak now.

The short slimy bastard was shaking like a chihuahua, but lacked the yappiness or the big-dog-in-small-body nature of one. He looked like a stronger gust of wind would topple him over.

„Erm... So, things've been... Our fryhouse opened up a few months ago just across from Eunbong's Bar & Fryers. Our franchise offers generous servings of good-tasting food using poultry with a supreme pedigree, so it was natural that we would draw all the customers from Eunbong's.“

Though the rest were genuinely listening to the tale, I couldn´t uphold my interest. At least I could excuse my disinterest by simply being tired.

„But one day, out of the blue, the owner of Eunbong's started acting real strange. Losing his customers must've shocked him or somethin', and now he's trying to ruin all of our businesses.

„Fair, all things considering.“ I said flatly. It came in handy to not be understood.

Yeah… I mean, it's not uncommon for competitors to throw jabs at each other, right— Gregor nodded along with me. I didn´t bother correcting him. I would let the gang know soon enough just what was going on.

„Kyaaaugh!!! What the hell!!!

An unfortunate resident yelled as the owner of Eunbong´s himself showed up. I had to agree that seeing a huge googly-eyed chicken man was about as ridiculous as it could get.

„Khh... Ghh... Kagh…“ He swung his arm in command and the chickens followed suit in unison like an angered herd of chicken-sized bulls. The jumped at just about everyone: residents, K Corp. Staff, men, women or children. The rampage seemed nigh unstoppable as those whose heads were claimed by chickens seemed to turn on their comrades.

„...What in the world? Is he commanding the chickens?“ Ishmael asked.

„That's definitely strange behavior. How spiteful does someone have to be to resort to that kind of stuff...?“

„I dunno, Heathcliff doesn´t need that much persuasion to argue with Ishmael… though I guess he´s not exactly commanding an army of chickens.“ I commented, already yearning to get away from the whiny manager that totally wrecked a mom n´ pop restaurant because it served better chicken than his own big corporate chain.

„I don't know if they're augmented or what, but those plucked and prepped hens would break into the restaurant and destroy things... and now there's people wearing those chickens on their heads, too. If this keeps up, our restaurant is gonna lose so much money.He spoke hurriedly. Of course the guy like him cared about money and not the damage caused to the people who lived in the Nest, thinking they didn´t have to worry about their day-to-day safety.

„Such is his feathery song.“ Samjo said.

I glanced at Yi Sang who was almost glaring at Samjo in that moment.

„This has been his tear-jerking reflection. Would you be willing to deal with this case?“ Samjo asked when the restaurant owner finished his whole spiel.

„Tear-jerking or whatever, we still don't take requests from a chicken p—“ Heathcliff gripped his bat tighter, ready to smash Samjo´s head in.

Lifetime. Voucher.He said, pulling out a bucket of fried chicken from god-knows-where. Handle this request, and I’ll offer you groundbreaking benefit: the right to free orders from this restaurant for the rest of your lives.

A lifetime voucher?! I never heard of such a—“ The Bodhisattva Manager lamented.

„I have even prepared a few free samples for you.Samjo shoved the bucket to my hands.

The manager of Bodhisattva´s looked at him like he just told him there was a candy mountain on the Moon. „You what?!“

There was enough self control left in me to not throw the bucket upside down over his head to act as a greasy hat. He was lucky that my gut was rumbling for the mouth-watering fried chicken right under my nose. I immediately claimed a drumstick for myself.

„Now now, stand in line and keep things orderly. I’ve brought samples for different pedigrees, so you’re free to pick and choose. Each one comes with a unique brand of tastiness, demonstrating its strengths in differing cuts of meat.“ Samjo said, effectively using me as an impromptu assistant bucket-holder. I was mad about it, but the chicken was nice and crispy. I couldn´t complain, it was free food at the end of the day.

„Mmmmh... Must I choose only one flavor to taste? They all appear equal in gustatory greatness...Don drooled at the sight of all that golden, crispy meat.

„Let me suggest this, then: Leave the other flavors as something to anticipate for your future meals. It won’t be a problem once the lifetime voucher is in your hands.

„Oho... Indeed, 'tis an infallible proposition…

I guess the way to the heart really is through stomach… at least one of them. Especially when the tools used to make way belonged on KFC menu.

„What do you say?“ Samjo looked at us once the chicken was distributed among the whole group.

„……..“ Heathcliff was silently munching on the chicken, evidently trying to form an intelligent, thoughtful response.

„That's... not half bad at all…“ He said finally.

„Hello...? Aren't we supposed to be looking for Golden Boughs, not golden drumsticks? Since when did we—“ Ishmael wondered out loud in annoyance. All the same, in her hand was a juicy fried piece of chicken breast with half of it gone in a single bite, so she was hardly impartial.

„Didn't you hear him? We're dining on free crispy chicken forever!“ Heathcliff victoriously smiled.

Meanwhile, Rodion put on her interrogator hat on. „It doesn't have limited use, right? It's actually free chickens forever, right? Yeah? Takeout counts too?“ Immediately after finishing that question, however, her mind wandered away from the topic altogether. „Hah, this takes me back to older days. Wonder if anyone remembers it~ Y'know, HamHamPangPang's freshly fried chicken that was totes delish.“

Heathcliff pointed at Rodion with a drumstick in agreement. „I sure do. I'd have a cheeky one with the lads whenever our Syndicate earned a proper lump of dosh.“

„Ugh, Ms. Faust, can you have them cut the crap already? Shouldn't there be some company clause against fried chicken requests?“ Ishmael begged, but to no avail. The course was already plotted out before we left the bus.

She spent some time within her own head before replying. To Samjo, not Ishmael. „Alright, we will take your request.“

Ishmael´s eyes were so wide I was getting worried they would pop out of her skull. „Excuse me?! I'm sorry, Faust... but did you... go out of your mind for a second there?“

„Yeesh, Ishmael, no need to be so biting there…“ Gregor said, helping nothing at all. But at least he tried.

„It's hard to say. Faust's mind tends to be out there most of the time.“

„Hahah! Guess we're all right and chummy for once, eh?“ Heathcliff exclaimed, still thinking in terms of the chicken voucher quest.

„Faust... Are you serious? You're taking a request over free chicken?“ Dante asked. I couldn´t tell if they were annoyed or just confused.

„To be more precise... this is to resolve a case of the 'Distortion Phenomenon', Dante.“

„Distortion Phenomenon?“

I felt several heads turn to me.

„You assume that I have knowledge on this, correct?“

„Don´t you?“ Sinclair asked, perplexed.

I shook my head with a smile. „Don´t be so gullible. Of course I do. Faust, do you want to fill the rest of the group about the general summary or shall I?“

„Faust will handle the summary. The term is most probably unclear to most. Although it has been occurring all around the City, no official announcement of the phenomenon has been made to the general public.“

„Oh…“ Hong Lu cocked his head slightly.

„To my knowledge, it is a phenomenon where an individual morphs into a form often unfit to be considered "human". It has no known causes, and the appearances were all different.“ Meursault stated.

„Technically, you´re wrong. The cause is known, but the precise reason is different for each individual, so it seems like there is no common cause.“ I spoke in an even tone. „In a way, distortion is not much different from E.G.O. corrosion. Usually it occurs due to some kind of fracture in mental stability: personal trauma, prolonged intense stress or, in some cases, specific external influences. Though, unlike E.G.O. corrosion, the changes caused by distortion have a bit more staying power.“

When I finished the Sinners and Dante were staring at me. Faust was also slightly frowning.

„Faust was not finished.“

„Eh… Sorry. It is a particular topic that always held my interest.“ I smiled apologetically.

„Our company has the LCD, a department housing consultant Fixers dedicated to matters regarding the Distortions. Though its size is small, it nevertheless signifies the company's interest in the phenomenon.“

„Where else do you think would I get the information on distortions, Faust?“ I laughed. „Though, there are secondary sources I suppose.“

„So the owner of Eunbong's... has... turned into one of those Distortion things?“ Dante asked.

I nodded, as Faust delivered the explanation in her own right. „That's correct. One does not simply gain the ability to lead an army of raw chickens by losing their mind.“

„I see…“ Dante nodded along.

Ishmael sighed with relief. „So that's what it's about? Phew... I almost got worried that I might have to knock some sense back into you, Faust.“

„We must act before this commotion results in any casualty. Ñam-ñam…“ Don exclaimed, scarfing down the last of the piece of chicken.

Rodion pulled out a handkerchief as she walked up to Don. „Oh? You got sauce on your face, chiquita!“ She wiped her face clean.

I turned my eyes to Samjo and angrily shoved the empty bucket into his hands. I made sure to glare at him some more.

„I’ll take that as a yes, and will be waiting for your contact.“ He said before walking away.

Notes:

Look guys, LOOK I DID IT! it´s a short(ish) chapter! a miracle to behold!

Chapter 8: Cooking Up a Storm

Summary:

Let the attack of chicken-related puns commence. May the best dish win! Glory to papa Bongy!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When Samjo finally left, the atmosphere got much more breathable.

„What are we supposed to do to resolve a Distortion?“ Dante asked. Faust was all too keen to provide the necessary information.

It´s simple. What we will do is open up the heart of the Distorted. Disarm their mind's guard and coax them into opening up.

„Okay.“ Dante nodded, then immediately turned to me. „Alighiero, how are we supposed to do that?“

It was going to be a long day.

„We cook.“

„Cook?“

„Yes. But we need to first head inside Eunbong´s. That´s where the distorted owner will be.“ I added. I was already dreading having to keep several spirited people away from the stoves. Especially Don Quixote.

„Ah, okay – you heard them, guys, let´s go.“ Dante commanded in a tone that hardly inspired leadership.

Inside of the restaurant was as filthy as one could imagine: dirty dishes piled in the sinks, grime on just about every surface and various cooking utensils strewn around. Of course, there were more of those chicken monsters.

„Euh... Raw poultry is walking around. That can't be hygienic…“ Sinclair shuddered, watching them walk about on their two pairs of plucked wings that served as feet.

„Dante-“

I see them. They look like the things that were on those people's heads earlier.“ They quickly took out their tablet, briefly glancing at the chickens as they picked the Sinner identities. „Alright, time to deal with those fowl beasts.“

„Kieeh!

Just as Dante finished the sentence a chicken was jumping at me, aiming straight for my head. In the whirl of action I took up the nearest object – which turned out to be a cast-iron frying pan – and batted the chicken away with a yell… right into Heathcliff´s face, where the chicken assumed its place.

„Heathcliff?!?!“ Sinclair fearfully exclaimed. While the others had their hands full clashing up the rest of chickens, Heathcliff just stood there, unmoving. I walked up to him with caution, as he seemed like he wasn´t there and neither was the chicken on his head.

Nice shot, Alighiero.“ Ishmael patted my shoulder. „I think I like Heathcliff better this way. He actually seems intelligent now.“ She laughed.

„Sorry to be the one to break it to you, but that´s not gonna fly.“ I snort-laughed at my own joke. It was probably the first honest laugh I´ve had since becoming part of the strange world around me. „But seriously, someone´s gotta pull that chicken off of Heathcliff´s head.“ I added, still laughing a little.

„Mister Heathcliff! Are you alright in there?Sinclair hurriedly asked Heathcliff among mine and Ishmael´s jokes.

„Ghii... Ghii…“

The chicken on Heathcliff´s head began to talk to the other surrounding chickens.

„Ghii... Cooh…

„Bubawkgi! Bubawkgicludoo. Buhbawkgigi!

„Bubawgi... Doodlegidoo... Buhbawk…

„Fuhu, Heathcliff's become quite the chatterbox.“ Hong Lu pointed out, joining in on making fun of chicken-headed Heathcliff.

„It appears that the chicken sitting on his face is using his mouth to communicate, rather than Heathcliff himself.Faust commented, observing the cluckings of the jury.

Don Quixote, meanwhile was lamenting loss of Heathcliff who actually was capable of being a Heathcliff. „Sniff... I cannot leave Sir Heathcliff in these straits... I had wished to cosplay with him as two "Fixers del Atardecer Ardiente" someday... We would only be subject to mockery if he were to engage in mummery with that chickened head…

„Ghiii... Ghiii...

As Heathcliff started clucking yet again, Outis angrily stepped towards him and took hold of the chicken head. „I can't stand his clucking anymore. I'll bring him back to his senses sharply.“

She began slapping the chicken. The slaps were hard enough that I could believe that a thousand of them could sufficiently cook it.

„Kwi... Giidoough…

„...The sound of the impacts was comparable to when she was interrogating a captive enemy.“ Meursault commented, looking to me. I kept quiet, only shrugging my shoulders.

Outis was getting fed up as she slapped the chicken. „I don't see him ever recovering on his own. This leaves us no choice. I will remove the chicken head as a whole.

„Is it really okay to yank it off like that? You might peel his face right off with it!“ Rodya exclaimed.

„Should be fine. It´s not a facehugger at least.“ I commented.

„W-what´s a facehugger?“ Sinclair sheepishly asked.

„A monster from a movie.“ I sighed, rubbing my eyes. „Don´t worry, they are not real.“

At last, the chicken came off Heathcliff´s head with a tearing sound.

„Kuff... Kaff... Gehg…He coughed, thoroughly confused about the whole ordeal.

Outis immediately asked him with scrutiny: „Back with us soldier?“

After coughing up some more, a few pieces of vegetable stuffing shot out.

„Urgh... What's with this barmy soup in my mouth…“

Seeing that he was back to his usual, Heathcliff self, Rodya immediately launched into questioning. „Heath... You were having some serious discussion with those chickens, clucking weird stuff. Remember?“

Heathcliff thought about the question for a short while before answering.

Huh, now that you say it... I think I did hear some gabbing in my head… W-What were they on about... some sort of recipe got lost, I guess… Was the cornerstone of this eatery, but once it was gone...“ Heathcliff pointed to the distorted owner. „He stopped getting customers... That's when the master started acting off... and infected us all…“ He finished.

„Pft... Did you just say those chickens were "us"?“ Rodion laughed uncomfortably, probably worrying that Heathcliff would be forever stuck with a part-chicken brain.

„...Bugger, I'm still recovering from those headhens... This is confusing...“

I could hear Dante´s gears spinning as they started to piece together the story. „I see now... the Distortion happened because he lost his recipe, and the solution here is to somehow recreate it for him.“

Faust answered when Dante has barely finished their thought. „As Alighiero has already stated, the Distortion is a phenomenon that arises from deeply personal psychological shock. The affected will have walled off their heart with a solid defense, which has to be brought down using methods that the Distorted would approve.“ She looked to me as she finished, expecting an answer, or rather a confirmation of her unspoken assumption.

„And in this case, the Distortion would most likely want... chicken-based cooking, right?“ Gregor thought out loud.

I nodded, getting ready to wrangle the Sinners before they started splitting into teams – more importantly, before certain Sinners got access to the stovetops an created abominations that could not and would not ever qualify as food.

Gregor was however a bit quicker than my train of thought. „I cooked up a good few meals using leftovers and cans for my comrades in arms during the war. Those traumatized soldiers were moved to tears by my dishes as they gobbled up the stuff.“

„Hmph.“ Ryoshu angrily stepped in front of him, barring him from kitchen with her body.

„...Hey now, is it just me... or did I hear somebody scoff at that?“ Gregor stare daggers into Ryoshu´s eyes. He had to lift his head a little, being vertically challenged himself.

„How droll. What does a C.F. know about cooking? You'd be better off flipping hamburger patties with your pincer.“ Ryoshu said, confident as ever.

I could not allow such travesty to continue. I valued my sense of taste and smell, of which both would come under attack if those two started their own iteration of the Great British Bake-Off.

They weren´t even British.

„Hold your horses you two… please.“ I stepped between them, pushing them aside. The tension was almost in material form as Ryoshu was doing her best not to immediately behead me. „Neither of you can cook anything even remotely resembling food.“

„Hey!“ Gregor exclaimed with a scowl. I felt Ryoshu´s murderous stare on the back of my neck as I turned to Gregor to first address him.

„Do NOT cut me off while I am holding a frying pan, Gregor. Though it may come at the price of great discomfort later, I am not afraid to use it on your head if it means we can get through this annoying day faster.“ I said, pointing the pan threateningly at his face. He seemed to have decided to not pick fights, as he backed down fairly easily.

Unlike Gregor, Ryoshu was already walking up to a stove with a struggling chicken monster in hand.

„Ryoshu, I can´t really stop you from cooking, but just know that your dish will not be appreciated by anyone here.“ I called after her as I scratched the back of my head.

„So, who should be cooking, then?“ Dante asked me, full of expectation.

I thought about it for a while and then replied.

„Everyone.“ I said, knowing full well, I would get a fair share of very confused looks. „Not individually though. Every one of us here has specific strengths that can be utilized in making this nebulous perfect chicken… at least that´s my view of things.“

„Didn´t you just say that neither me nor Ryoshu can cook?“ Gregor cocked his head to a side. Ryoshu seemed to have been listening as she gave up on her dish and threw the whole pan behind her, splattering its contents on the wall and making it look like a Warhol original.

„L. I. N. T.“ She said as she walked back over to the group, leaning back against the counter.

I glanced at Sinclair, just in case she was saying my funeral rites. „Listening intently now… toots? I don´t know what „toots“ means, but I think that´s it.“ Ryoshu nodded once in confirmation.

„Alright by me.“ I stretched my back and looked around. „What I mean to say is, everyone here can contribute, we´ve just got to be smart about who does what. If I recall correctly, Heathcliff, you´re good with peeling potatoes, right?“

„Right on! I´ve been cleanin´ up so many spuds in the kitchen I´ve basically perfected it.“ He beamed proudly.

I nodded thoughtfully, then turned to Don. „Alright. Don, you will also be in charge of potatoes, specifically making them into shapes. Any shape will do, just pick one and keep them the same size, got it?“

„I shall carve them into stars.“ Don´s eyes sure twinkled just lke stars. It made me smile even in my unideal state.

„Perfect.“ Then I turned to a trio that stood aside, chatting. „Hong Lu, Rodion and Sinclair, you´ll be the taste testers. We need a wide range of preferences and you guys cover that pretty neatly…. Just make sure to leave some for our distorted pal over there.“

They cheered loudly as I moved onto Outis and Ishmael.

„Outis, Ishmael you two people with the highest standards by far, so you´ll be in charge of gathering and inspecting ingredients. This place is pretty run down so finding food items that have not gone bad, whether it´s vegetables or seasonings might be a challenge. I´m counting on you.“

Outis smirked at the praise, while Ishmael just rolled her eyes at her and headed for the fridge. I turned to Dante who seemed a little lost, but ultimately glad that the argument between Ryoshu and Gregor was settled quickly and without anyone losing their head.

„Dante, you´ll be of course be the preliminary dish inspector before the final judging.“

Dante nodded. „Seems about right. It´s too bad I can´t really contribute much else.“

At last I turned to Meursault and Faust. „Meursault, Faust you´ve got the technique, I´ve got the instructions. Is everything clear?“

I heard someone clear throat behind me. Yi Sang, his eyes underlines with eyebags. My heart sank. I couldn´t believe I forgot about him, let alone right before it was his turn.

„I uhm…“ I turned to him, sudddenly twice as tired. „I mean, you could-“

„I am fine with simply standing by if there is not a position for me to take over.“ I saw his eyes glance over a pile of moldy bread in the trash. I shook my head and tugged him to Dante´s side.

„No mold for you, Yi Sang. Not on my watch.“ I said to him before walking up to Meursault and Faust to dole out the instructions to prepare the chicken and potatoes. The end result turned out unsurprisingly to be a slightly strange, but ultimately pleasant looking dish with crispy chicken breast laid on a bed of lettuce surrounded by twelve star-shaped french-fried pieces of potato. There was enough leftovers to feed everyone later, but Papa Bongy took precedence.

„Gagaga…… gigigigi…“

Distorted owner spoke in sounds that could not be understood by most. Unfortunately, that was the price of morphing into chicken with teeth in its beak.

Faust frowned. „The Distortion's language is difficult to parse. It will take me at least 70 hours to decipher it based on the speech pattern and cadence.“

„That long? We can't be frying and eating chickens for all that time!“ Sinclair lamented.

I rolled my eyes knowingly, bringing a serving to Yi Sang who sulked in the corner. „Hey, I saved you some.“

„You needn´t to-“

„I didn´t ask. I saw you eye the chicken as Meursault pulled it out of the oil. Eat.“ I smiled at him, pushing the plate and silverware into his hands. I didn´t tell Yi Sang that there was one portion less than to feed all of us a proper lunch.

Luckily, Dante was among those who could understand Distortions. „Wait! I think I can hear his voice in my head.“

„Hmm, how curious. This could be due to the influence of the Golden Boughs we've collected resonating with Manager Dante's head.“ She stroked her chin as she momentarily fell into deep thought.

„Gogogoooo… gigigugu...gaaa.“

„Oh. He says that it tastes bland, not outstanding enough to be anything other than a home-cooked dish-“

Outis let out an offended gasp. „Impossible, I´ve personally seasoned each part to the precise degree of heat.“

„Aaaaaah… gagaga…gigi………...“

„-but the sweetness of… comradery?….reminds him of…“ Dante paused. The environment around us changed to a much brighter, cleaner restaurant.

„I'm having visions I've never seen before!“

„I think we´re all having them.“ I told Dante as I was looking around. „Fathoms of ego, if I´m not mistaken?“ I added, looking at Faust.

„Yes. These might be recollections that the owner of the restaurant had partially lost due to shock.“ Faust nodded, quite satisfied that there were things I wasn´t totally sure about.

„Phew... I've finally found it. I though he'd keep his top-secret recipe locked up tight and away, but he was using it as a trivet to eat ramen...!“

The Bodhisattva´s manager´s eyes gleamed as he held the secret chicken recipe in his hands.

„I—Is that my restaurant's recipe? How did you get your hands on it?“ The Eunbong´s owner came into vision. He looked just as buff as his chicken counterpart. He could probably fold the other man in half if he wanted to.

We could only helplessly watch the memory of Eunbong´s owner as his memory of the recipe for his fried chicken faded, thrown into the concept incinerator by his rival. Concept incinerator, that fatal, destructive invention capable of erasing practically anything from existence… the ultimate plot hole maker. But who knew, maybe its limitation simply weren´t properly explained since it wasn´t like Sinners would know about them.

At least that was what I chose believe.

„I never liked that pest. Knew he was rotten from all the N.S.O.P. signs plastered over his walls.“ Ryoshu angrily smoked a cigarette in the direction of memory version of Bodhisattva´s manager.





„If it was put in the concept incinerator... That recipe is as good as gone…“ Ishmael hung her head.

„What's a concept incinerator ab – “ Gregor opened his mouth, but halfway through changed his mind. „...Nevermind, Ishmael. Your face tells me I don't wanna ask about it.“

„Pardon?“ She raised an eyebrow at Gregor.

Surprisingly, or rather unsurprisingly, Yi Sang answered the question instead. „The concept incinerator... It is a trusted method of permanently erasing a technology. For instance... It has the ability to make it as if Miss Faust never invented Mephistopheles.“ He said, in the same flat tone as all his responses embodied.

„Does it turn things back in time?“

„No, not quite. It simply... is oblivionized, as though the brain had never conceived it. Any documentation, photography, the tiniest bits and parts of its composition, and even Miss Faust's own memories will be dimmed and obliterated.“

„The effectiveness and range of the incineration will depend on the price of the product.“

„It's true...! I can't remember if the marinade was based on pepper or soy sauce... How much sugar or salt I should put... Nothing's left in my head! Hone of my customers can remember how it tasted! There's no use in trying at this point...! It's all useless... “ Eunbong´s owner lamented.

I wanted to protest. To say something uplifting and nice...

„Hmph, you're soft-hearted. Eunbong's? You should do away with that tacky name and give your restaurant a better title.“

I forgot Outis was still there. Letting out an annoyed sigh I facepalmed. „Great going Outis…“

„Eunbong is my mother's name…“ The owner explained, growing exponentially more angry.

„...I suppose tacky can also mean a friendly warmth.“ She tried to save her response, but to no avail. „The problem is still your weak will!“ She added.

„Just... Why are you so eager to start fights…“ Dante asked, equally as tire it seemed.

„Come! I will fix that helpless attitude of yours!“ She raise her gunblade at Papa Bongy before running at him.

The fight commensed, and we were soon surrounded by headhens as Heathcliff called them. I was very glad I have picked up and held onto that frying pan. It wasn´t the heaviest pan I´ve seen around, but it was heavy enough to send the chickens flying. Whack after whack they were sent back to the gravy basket from whence they came.

At last, the owner knelt down, defeated.

„...Running this chicken joint, I had forgotten something important. That's right, the chicken I wanted to cook... was something that even my mother could enjoy.“ The owner sifted through his memories, bit by bit. „Something to please her extremely particular palate... no, wait…“ The memory morphed again. „I knew it all along. The real reason momma wouldn't eat chicken... is because we couldn't afford to feed the whole family.“

I hazily remembered the plate I pushed into Yi Sang´s hands. I could not believe I accidentally lucked into that one. I have practically forgotten the exact events of the Intervallo and it showed. Maybe it wouldn´t hurt to have a peek at the future on the bus, I thought.

„It's why... we always had a stash of coupons at home... Ten of them could be exchanged for a free chicken... My mother would keep collecting them for me... You did all that to feed me a chicken you wouldn't eat…“

The environment changed again, showing the visions of the coupons. Only, they weren´t coupons for chicken… they were coupons for pizza.

„Hm? Oh. These are pizza coupons.“ He said in confusion.

Son, your momma... She liked... pizza better... " A disembodied voice repeated. It sounded a whole lot like Outis.

„Agh... My head…“ The owner of Eunbong´s returned to his human form.

„He's gone back to normal“ Dante exclaimed and I let out a sigh of relief.

„I can't thank you enough. I think I'm ready to start anew.“ He smiled at us amicably. I was just glad he had no more tooth-clad beak. Or googly chicken eyes.

„It wasn't the recipe I needed... As long as I remember to cook from the heart for those I care about... even if it comes in the shape... of a pizza... I know my customers will still appreciate their earnest servings.“

The heartwarming ending of course didn´t hold for long.

„Oi, your rival promised us a lifetime vouch for free chicken. What do you have?“ Heathcliff asked, all too eager to collect his due. He was joined by Rodion.

„I... thought I'd be stuffing my face with drumsticks of countless flavors by now…“ She whined.

„….It's nothing much, but please take this.“ He turned around an rummaged through a pile of things on a high shelf until he pulled out a dusty old box and handed it to us. „It's an invaluable treasure of mine, there's nothing else like it.“

I couldn´t hide a tired smile as I took it from him. Not when I knew what was inside.

„Could we accept such a rarity from thee?!“ Don asked, her mouth so wide her jaw was practically brushing the floor.

„I wouldn't have been able to reopen my restaurant without your help... So I insist, please take it as your reward.“

The owner bid us a merry goodbye. Naturally, I was as happy as I could be. I could clock out early and maybe took a nap in the crowded bus. Next to Outis who was at least somewhat tolerating my presence.

So I did just that, with the unopened box resting in my lap. Or rather, I put in my best effort, because, Don was busy recounting the entire event to Vergilius.

„..And thus, we had resolved the Distortion and claimed our spoils!“

As one could expect, Vergilius was not listening at all. Only he conveniently forgot to tell Don Quixote that.

„Pray tell, pray tell! Are you perhaps speechless with astonishment at the glory of our tale?!

"We then embarked to Eunbong's" was where I tuned out.“ He sai at last in disinterested voice Why should I bother listening to your embellished drivel when Faust's report will fill me in on all the details I need?

Don let out a squeal of offense and then pouted at Vergilius who continued to ignore her.

„C'mon now, Donqui. Forget about this sourpuss and gather 'round so we can open the box. Heeheehee. I wonder what's inside.

With a knowing smirk, I pulled out the stuffie in the shape of the very chickens we spent the entire day fighting and cooking. „Surpriiiiise!“ I snorted, looking at everyone´s annoyed faces.

You´ve gotta be kidding me.“ Heathcliff grumbled. „Let's toss that thing in that concinerator thing.

Charon walked up to me, taking the plush. „Charon likes this passenger.“

„What's there to like about—

Charon turned to Heathcliff, snuggling the plush to her chest. „It's got eyes and nothing else. It's nice.

Vergilius looked over at us only briefly. „...Alright. That's that, then. Keep the doll.

The rest of the day did pass objectively calmly. Dante was making some notes in their tablet, Sinners were chatting with each other and I was free to nap as we drove on. When at last Outis nudged me and said something about the business of the day being over, I was confused at first.

Then tense.

I followed with the rest of the Sinners to our respective rooms. I thought that a shower would help matters, but hours later, I laid on back staring at the grey ceiling, exhausted but wide awake. My stomach grumbled, demanding anything to fill it.

I completely forgot I relinquished my meal at Eunbong´s, as there wasn´t much to eat on the bus but couple of slices of stale bread that already laid in my stomach. Glancing at the time, I could tell it was late at night.

Against the many protests of my tired, sleepless body, I slowly crept towards the door, opening them just as slowly as I did in my nightmare. The corridor was nowhere near that silent, however, because Heathcliff´s room was having a particularly stormy night and so was Ishmael´s, as if th two were in some weird competition.

Looking down the corridor, I spied a thin sliver of weak light coming from behind the kitchen door.

I made my way into the kitchen, fully prepared to lie that I just got thirsty. I ran into Yi Sang who had just opened the door, freezing in place. He was also in his pajamas.

„Why are you awake, Alighiero?“

„I could ask you the same thing. But I guess the eyebags under our eyes say plenty. For both of us.“ I smiled weakly.

He stepped aside, opening the door for me, beckoning me inside the dimly lit kitchen. There was a kind of sweet herbal smell in the air that I couldn´t quite place. It was pleasant.

„Midnight tea party?“ I asked, drawing water into a glass and drinking the cool liquid.

„Something of the kind.“ Yi Sang replied solemnly, walking over to the small table where the source of the smell sat – a small cup of steaming tea of an unknown sort. „This blend has been recommended to me by Miss Faust back when I…“ He paused, then looked towards me.

„You are aware of what occurred when I joined the Company, aren´t you?“

I nodded. „Yes. And I assume you reached for the tea because you are aware that your turn nears.“

„That is correct. I am aware that it is my turn.“ He looked aside for a moment, then towards the cup between us, just before he pushed it towards me. „But I have not made the tea for that reason.“

My confusion must´ve been very visible because he continued.

„I am naturally more nocturnally inclined than the rest of the Sinners. You, however…“ He looked at me, not with judgement or pity, only simple understanding. „...are in a period of adjustment. The tea will help.“

I barely noticed when he left the kitchen, leaving me alone... feeling anything but lonely.

Notes:

Did I stay up till 2am to finish this? yes.
will I regret it in the morning... not really, god bless coffee.
also i really wanted to write that cute moment at the end and something so silly as societal time conventions were not going to stop me lol

enjoy <3

Chapter 9: IT´S MEME TIME! P.2

Summary:

another set of chapters, another set of memes

 

and a poem, because it´s YI SANG TIME!!!!!!

Notes:

I guess I WOULD post another chapter by now in IDEAL circumstances, but I have REASONS (other than having to conform to real life an do boring adult life stuff):

1. it is Yi Sang´s arc. It´s Long (tm)
2. because of number 1, I am plotting out the chapter story stuff before actually writing the chapters down
3. the chapter titles of his canto WILL form a short poem. why? because it´s YI SANG, that´s why (there will be 5 of them because that´s how many lines are in that poem. Chapters might turn out long (you know me, short chapters are not exactly my forte in this one), but by this point that´s kind of my thing anyway)

bonus: This chapter also includes another original poem I wrote back when blindly struck with inspiration after Funeral of the Dead Butterflies Yi Sang id dropped.

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        wings                                                                              
                                     wings
                                                                                             wings
 wings                                   
                                After                      a long                                   wings
                                  slumber    I    woke up
                                         once      more.
            wings                      As    I    did,                              wings                                                                        
                                   there     they      were.
                                All around       me, in every 
                                   possible        direction.    
     wings
                                                            wings                         wings

                                                                             wings

                     wings

   White and black, black and white, each fluttering in the soft wind.

                                      As they should.

Chapter 10: Big Brother, Ever-watching

Summary:

Alighiero and the rest of the gang face the client in K Corp´s Nest. After a brief run-in with the Technology Liberation Alliance, the group learns about the dark side of the K Corp´s regenerative ampules.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Yi Sang wasn´t wrong – the tea did do what he said it would. After I finished it, I felt calm and pleasantly drowsy. So much so that on the way back to my room I almost opened the wrong door. The tea must´ve been quite potent because I barely remembered falling onto the bed before falling asleep. However, waking up in bed instead of on the ground was enough to prove it. In the end, there was nothing to complain about.

I stretched as I entered the corridor and headed towards the kitchen. The nightmares have not found me that night and it must´v showed because I wasn´t getting any worried or terrified looks that morning. As I poured myself a cup of coffee, adding both sugar and a splash of milk, I realized that the kitchen was empty. I panicked for just split second before I realized that I must´ve overslept. There was hardly any coffee left in the pot, too.

„I see that Yi Sang has passed on the calming tea.“ Faust commented as she brewed herself a cup of black tea, methodically measuring the tea leaves and setting an electric kettle to boil.

„He did.“ I smiled to myself. Of course the idea was Faust´s. How could I ever have thought that it was a coincidence that Yi Sang was awake that night, waiting in the dimly lit kitchen with a cup of hot tea. No, it was an intervention to keep me in the tip-top shape so that Dante could do Dante stuff without enduring fatigue transfer... or something. Of course, I mentioned none of that to Faust. It was redundant to tell Faust her own plan.

„I advise you don´t partake in that particular tea too often – only in most dire of situations.“ She said, pouring hot liquid over dry leaves. „If you are ever unsure whether the circumstances necessitate its use, it is best you consult Faust on the matter.“

I wondered just what could be part of the tea that would make it a controlled substance, but I decided that I didn´t really want to know. Considering the setting of the City, it could´ve been all manner of things including souls of the innocent or the very essence of a pleasant dreamless sleep freshly squeezed from stillborn´s cranium. Whatever it was, I knew better than to take Faust´s warning lightly.

„Sure.“ I said, brushing away the uncomfortable possibilities.

We drank our respective beverages in silence. Though Faust´s tea was still scorching hot, she drank it quite a bit faster than I did my cup of coffee. It was still little unnerving to watch, knowing that she was technically a fictional character.

„The rest of the bus´ inhabitants are currently in their seats.“ She said, washing the cup right away and setting it on dry rack. „Several of them have voiced their desires to find out what we will contend with going forward.“

I gulped down the rest of my coffee before cleaning off the cup, too. Following Faust out of the kitchen I could hear Hong Lu talking with Rodion about hair brushing regimen. They quieted as soon as I was within hearing distance.

„Morning, sleepyhead.“ Rodion playfully greeted me. Couple heads turned around with smiles and waves, too, but most just kept looking ahead. I found it a little disconcerting.

„Hey, next time just knock on the door if I´m taking forever to wake up.“ I laughed briefly.

„That was precisely what I suggested to them.“ Outis rolled her eyes. „But Manager was adamant on letting you rest for as long as was permissible.“

I was taken slightly aback. „Oh. Was my lack of sleep affecting you, Dante?“ They only shook their head in response, flames whipping around the metal case.

„No, I just thought that you could use the extra rest. You may have had previous experience with the way things work here, but I can imagine that actually living here is… not easy or pleasant.“

More coddling. As much as I appreciated that my feelings and experiences were taken into account, I silently wished I wasn´t babied like that.

„Thanks, Dante.“ I replied kindly. Though some of the more observant Sinners may have noticed that it wasn´t entirely sincere, I could not care less. „Is it fair to assume that Vergilius already said something about the next destination?“

„Yeah, something-something K Corp. Client guy offered up a Golden Bough in an exchange for some mission. Sounds simple enough on paper.“ Gregor shrugged. „Then again, when has anything been simple for us?“

„Never.“ I nodded.

I sat down in my seat as I heard the bus engine wake up. Dante wasn´t finished, however.

„We were hoping you could shed a little light on what will happen. Not gonna lie, I would appreciate knowing what we´re walking into for once.“ Dante said, probably thinking over all the things that have gone wrong in the past.

„That works out for me pretty well...“ I began, turning to ante in my seat. „...because I have concerns of my own with this particular mission.“

„Concerns? Do things get that bad?“ Sinclair worried.

I shook my head. „No, that´s not what I meant. There´s a lot of fighting. In the game version of your story, this part is notorious for dragging on and on. Even after the developers shortened many of the combat stages, it´s still long.“

„I don´t see a problem with some more fightin´.” Heathcliff shrugged. „We just beat ´em harder than they beat us, where´s the problem?

I looked at Heathcliff with as much patience as I was able to pull together. Luckily, Ishmael caught on and was more than happy to act as his own personal braincell. „They mean that getting hurt on our end is going to be unavoidable.“

„Yeah, that´s what the Clockhead´s for, what´ the-“

If glares could kill, Heathcliff would be dead where he sat. Ishmael gripped her harpoon tight.

„It means that Alighiero will have to go through all that with them. Meaning that everyone around will see someone without as little as a scratch on them, writhing in pain. Next to Dante who will not be doing any better.“ She was speaking faster than usual. „One person in that state might be explainable, but two is another thing. Especially when Alighiero doesn´t have any kind of prosthetic that could explain their bondage to us.“

„It is a valid information security concern.Faust nodded.However, such things will be unavoidable going forward. I´ve spoken to the higher management in regards to a similar question and I was assured that should any uncertainties arise due to Alighiero´s involvement, the Company will smooth things over for us.

I was glad that although Faust didn´t seem to see right through me, she figured what kinds of things may have been bothering me. Maybe having a genius on your good side wasn´t such an annoying thing. Though the mind wipe was one of my bigger concerns, it was a lesser one, knowing that Faust and the Company were not keen on gambling with certain uncertainties.

As I went to look through the story passages in the Limbus app the day prior, not long after I first retired to my assigned room, I came to see that none of those that were ahead of the current timeline would open. Instead they caused the whole application to crash, every single time. I even thought of searching up the transcripts, the memes, the videos, anything, yet none of them would load the information I sought. The outcome was obvious – in order to guide Dante and the others I would need to depend solely on my own memory. It made it all the more important that there was absolutely no chance of alteration from K Corp, no matter the immediate coat.

Besides, I knew that Dante and the Sinners would be perfectly capable of handling the situation on their own, so there wasn´t really any reason for me to insert myself into the narrative. It would however ultimately mean that people would die. People like Shrenne and Ran, fighting for their cause, and people like Samjo, all too devoted to his idol, Dongrang. And people like Dongbaek and Dongrang, driven to abandon their humanity. All of them destined to die.

Their blood was on my hands long before it was even spilled. I could not ever hope to save them all, not Ran or Shrenne, or Dongbaek or Dongrang. But then there was Samjo.

Utterly annoying, self-assured and unflappably loyal. Was there a chance that his mind could be swayed after seeing Dongrang drive Dongbaek to destroy herself? If only someone had prevented him from jumping into the vat of tears, maybe there was a chance that he would open his eyes and realize the truth.

„Given these constraints, Faust thinks that perhaps it would be best if Alighiero stayed behind for this mission.“ Faust said slowly, looking at me and then at Dante. „It is ultimately your decision as their manager, though.“

I made my own decision that morning. And that morning I served it to everyone, wrapped up and tied with the gift bow of duty and necessity, before Dante could speak.

It would be easy for me to just stay on the sidelines and feel your every struggle, bearing all the deaths Dante endures in your stead. That´s what someone smart would do, right?

„ ….…“ Faust was silently watching me.

Don´t mistake me for someone smart. The only real difference between my and Heathcliff´s way of dealing with problems is that I make a plan before rushing into battle. The only reason why I don´t actually fight is because I don´t have anything to fight with aside from what I know.

„Good thing to know that you are not a coward. I could not stand sitting next to someone like that.“ Outis grinned proudly, as if it was her direct influence that shaped my stance. I found it just a little unnerving how quickly she warmed up to me. Then again, I could never be sure of what Outis really thought.

Suddenly, all of us were jostled forwards as the bus came to a screeching halt.

„Verg, the road is blocked. Should I go around it?“ Charon calmly spoke.

„…..“ Vergilius only let out a rumbling hum as he stood up from his seat and looked on, assessing the situation.

„Blocked? That´s strange. We´re in the middle of K Corp´s Nest, it´s unlikely that there´s a sce-“

As if on cue, Ishmael´s comment was punctuated by a human body, slamming into the front window, before bouncing off and falling to the ground.

„Something just got flunged at the bus and boinked off…. It was a person, wasn´t it?“ Rodion asked.

„A male individual in his early 40s. There seemed to be a serious injury to his occipital region. He died before the impact.“ Meursault answered in an indifferent tone.

„Yeah, sure doesn´t seem like the usual scuffle. Pitstop. If it´s a problem you can deal with, come back after you´re done.“

Rodion nudged me after that comment as we began standing up. „Is it something we can deal with?“

„Yeah. Just a bit annoying. But smacking things until they aren´t a problem anymore will work well enough.“ I assured her, knowing full well that the raging bull was going to be kind of a pain in the ass.

„Oh, that´s reassuring.“ Rodion smiled before assuming a serious expression. „Off the bus.“ She said, imitating Vergilius who could only tiredly stare in he general direction. „What? Weren´t you about to say the same thing anyways? Saved you the trouble.“ She grinned.

When we stepped off the bus, it was very obvious that the area was thrown into a highly unusual sort of commotion. People were running away from a specific direction, screaming bloody murder.

„As you saw through the bus… we are in the middle of a Nest. A place that should be furthest from unexpected trouble.“

As one could expect, that declaration was immediately refuted by the universe as one of the running civilians bumped into Don Quixote and fell.

„Hufff, huff…. D-don´t go that way!“

Don Quixote puffed up her chest as she helped the K Corp. Resident on their feet. Come now, you may rest easy! We have galloped hither to save innocent lives such as yours for we are—

„We are no such things as heroes, so please don’t say anything unnecessary.Dante warned Don.

Meanwhile, Heathcliff took it upon himself to raise his bat in the face of the unfortunate person. Oi, we need to cross here. If you’re here to stop us for nothing, then I’ll give you a taste of this bat.

„There’s… something ahead… something that shouldn’t be real…The resident rambled in a hushed voice.

I looked at Dante who turned to me as well. „Yup, it is an abnormality. In particular a big, angry metal bull. Scorching hot.“ I whispered to them.

„I dunno what it was, I’ve never seen anything like it… Everyone was screaming and running, and then… people rolling on the floor… set on fire…

„Did the entity you witnessed have a form that does not resemble a human?Meursault asked for further confirmation. His unnaturally calm tone seemed to placate the person somewhat.

„Yeah, you’re right. That’s right…!

We sent the person off on their not-so-merry way before heading towards the very thing people were running away from.

Do you know why there is an Abnormality in the middle of a Nest, Alighiero?Dante asked me. There was an uneasines to that question, as well as the disposition of the others.

„You´re asking the wrong question. The abnormality´s existence is due to L Corp. However, the real question is why is K Corp. not doing anything about it when it is clearly causing a lot of damage?“

Well, there are some members of K Corp. Staff over there.Sinclair pointed at a group of K Corp. Staff just shead, getting totally nuked by the giant bull abnormality.

„Rather than suppressing the Abnormality… they’re just getting completely wrecked.Heathcliff grumbled. „Come on, let´s go show ´em how it´s done.“

Just before Heathcliff could rush into the battle however, Outis took hold of his collar.

What the hell are you doing?! Have that insane brat’s daily ramblings about justice and protecting the weak finally managed to brainwash you? The guide only instructed us to return once the commotion has been dealt with. He never ordered us to deal with it ourselves.

I could see where Outis was coming from. In a way, I guess I would even prefer that option… if it was a viable option to begin with.

„Didn’t you see what just happened? It almost blew my head off! Who knows what else will happen if it keeps up!Heathcliff yelled at Outis as he pointed in the direction fo the rampaging abnormality with his bat. This’ll be over if we just beat that damn thing down… What else do we got? Parking a seat to keep watching, gobbling some chicken? Huh?!

„There’s no need to waste our lives on fights unrelated to our missions.She spoke firmly and resolutely. I’m sure you filth didn’t even realize, but here’s the thing - the more you die, the less efficient you become in battle. Simply put, experiencing a certain pain will make you learn to fear and avoid it.

Or it will trivialize it as your body grows desensitized to the feeling.I added. I didn´t delight anyone with an explanation. The last thing I wanted was more pity.

„Although it will cost much time and many lives… they will eventually suppress it. Just as we do.Outis commented as she watched K Corp. Staff die and revive in repetitive fashion, before getting stomped into the ground. She said nothing of my own comment, which felt… a little odd. Like she understood in a sense, which only served to give me the opposite of the peace of mind.

„We should suppress it. I can’t logically explain why, but… I feel like we should.Dante eventually decided. I nodded along and stepped aside as the Sinners assumed their identities.

„I’d have crushed that clock and run out there if you gabbled the same rubbish, clockface.Heathcliff grinned. He was in his N Corp. Identity. Not exactly the greatest, but Dante was trying to make teams on their own. Though I would prefer them to use curated teams, they were the Manager. In any case, I couldn´t act as their training wheels forever. Not if I wanted to return home.

„What’s that flying machine? It’s been irking me. Got the urge to S.I.D. for the three-thousandth time.Ryoshu scoffed at a large K Corp. drone.

„That… is a device called a drone.Yi Sang spoke, looking at the drone with vacant eyes.

Ishmael took that information in quite the positive light. Oh, they might be combat drones K Corp. sent to help us. The Wing seems to be above average in terms of technology.

„No, viewing its design, it doesn’t appear to be equipped with combat functionalities. It also has a camera at the center.Faust commented, her hand tightening around her zweihander.

„Well… I guess it makes sense to get a close look at the mess happening in a well-off Nest.Ishmael commented, unsure what to make of it.

„Ohh, will be be featured on the thing called the „news“?“ Don Quixote beamed innocently.

The drones flew around, observing and recording the visuals of burning buildings, dead people and the beast´s rampage.

„Wait, something’s off… Why’re…Sinclair trembled uncomfortably. Why are they only filming corpses and dying people?

„Well, it’s the provocative stuff that draws more attention, doesn’t it?Gregor commented. It reminded me of the way news back home worked: serving only the most eye-catching, horrible things. I always wondered which was worse – people profiting off of another´s suffering or the people who willingly watched the terrible things happen, enabling the ones who got paid in the first place.

„But…Sinclair protested, unaware of the drone swooping down at him.

„Hold up, kiddo! In front of you!

Rodya´s warning came too late as Sinclair was knocked down by the drone. His nose was bleeding. Kngh… This is… definitely weird…

„Sinclair!Dante called out in worry.

„Look at this thing. Why does it have its camera glued to me…?

While Sinclair laid on the ground, Ryoshu made a quick move, slashing the drone in half and sending the broken parts flying in the opposite direction. …I don’t appreciate a soulless audience.

„There is a considerable number of them. And these drones appear to be deliberately preventing us from entering the area where the Abnormality is.Meursault commented, his eyes locked onto numerous machines hovering in the air.

Greetings, citizens. Please keep ten meters of distance for your own safety. K Corp’s staff has been dispatched. Your safety is assured. Please keep ten meters of distance.The drone played its pre-recorded message in a loop. The sound distantly reminded me of the AI in Portal games. I did not like the association in the slightest.

„No, look, your staff is being slaughtered over there, can’t you see?Heathcliff argued with the drones who were, very obviously, not there to listen.

Greetings, citizens. Please keep ten meters of distance for your own safety.

„Hah, the instructions make no sense. What difference is ten meters going to make in this mess?Ishmael frowned.

T he fight broke out as the Sinners were forced to deal with the drones for all of us to be able to move forward. Luckily, the drones were not particularly durable. As soon as the fan motors were slightly damaged, they fell to the ground where they were promptly smashed.

„That’s the last of ‘em… They aren’t gonna make us pay for the damages, are they?“ Rodya worried as she picked up her axe from the remains of a crushed drone.

„I‘ll try to report that it was an act of self-defense.“ Faust said calmly.

As the drones were dealt with, we pressed on, coming to a destroyed street where a giant metal bull was running around, smashing everything in its vicinity. Blue liquid poured from various holes in its body.

„…Something feels strange about this Abnormality. Doesn’t quite feel like the others we’ve fought.“ Dante commented, likely sensing something about it was off. „Besides, what is this… blue fluid dripping from them?“ They turned to me for the answer, but I just shook my head.

„I don´t know.. It wasn´t really… explained. All I know that its referred to as „tearful“.“ I explained. After brief consideration, Faust spoke.

„We have no time to analyze its constituents, so we should be careful not to come in contact with it.“

„Oi! Did these things eat bad food off the floor or what? It’s like they’ve got rabies—“ Heathcliff commented, pointing at the abnormality with his back turned to it...

„Huh? Above you, Mr. Heathcliff!“

...only to get smashed by it from above. Sinclair´s warning came a touch too late.

„All men, prepare for battle!“ Outis commanded, immediately assuming battle stance.

„Figured it would come to this…“ Dante said to me apologetically as they turned the clock back for Heathcliff. Oddly enough, the pain of getting crushed by a bull wasn´t as bad as I thought it would be. I almost managed to keep my breathing steady.

When the bull finally fell, compressing itself into its own little pokeball form, everyone was pretty beat up. Fortunately, only two more deaths occurred, which was better than what I had anticipated from Dante´s identity picks.

Vergilius greeted us with a small smile. „You came back later than expected. I was just about to take my first nap in a while.“

While Faust and Dante (or more precisely, just Faust) talked with Vergilius about what happened, I turned my attention to the other end of the bus.

„You, why do you have your shoulders hunched over like that? You’re short enough as you are, and this shrunken posture makes you practically imperceptible.“ Outis scolded Don Quixote who was quietly sulking in her seat.

I hoped to meet Lord Siegfried again“ She pouted. „Eager was I to show him… my valiant acts of rescuing imperiled civilians.I vowed that I shall meet him again as a Fixer of noble cause.“

Gregor tried to provide some sort of comfort. „Reunions are more touching if it’s after a long time, Don Quixote. Try thinking that it’s a good thing he didn’t show up today.“

The seemingly innocuous conversation caught Vergilius´ attention, however. „It really is strange, though. He’s not one to miss spectacles with this many spectators around.“ He looked to me and I understood. I pulled out my phone and spoke through the dictaphone.

Though I am not sure whether knowingly or not, Siegfried was prevented from intervening. Simply put, all that mess happened because K Corp. allowed it to happen.“

Vergilius nodded, potentially reconsidering his opinion on Siegfried, though it was difficult to tell because his face really didn´t hold many expressions.

„Allowed it to happen? Why would they let their own Nest to be destroyed like that?“ Sinclair asked.

I decided it wasn´t a good time to tell him that destruction of Calw was also purposeful sacrifice. „For the same reason each Wing exploits people who live in their District – profit.“ I said with a shrug.“

I decided it was for the best that I left my phone on the bus. Thankfully, Charon must´ve liked my songs because she very quickly took hold of it and opened the album with my favorites. I could´ve sworn I saw Vergilius´ eye twitch, but since we were leaving, there wasn´t the time to ask him about it.

„Are you sure you want to go with us, Alighiero?“ Dante asked me one last time before we stepped into the K Corp. building.

„I am.“ I said resolutely. „If you´re against it, I´ll stay, though. You´re my manager, too.“ I off-handedly pointed to my employee card.

„I know…“ They turned to me, their gears clicking as they turned inside their head. „...but having someone to talk to… someone who understands… feels nice.“

I smiled and nodded as we entered the building, only for that smile to be rendered void as we came to face none other than Samjo.

„Ah, you’re a little late as expected.“ He said, barely looking up from what looked like a work schedule in his hands.

„As expected?“ Dante looked at Samjo, about ready to verbally throw hands. Not that they could do much when they were perceived by outsiders as little more than a walking clock. Outis, too, gritted her teeth and mumbled something under her breath.

„It’s a pleasure to meet you again. I want you to know that this is my heartfelt sentiment and not a formality.“ Samjo said in one breath. His tone completely lacked in any semblance of sincerity.

„…I’m out. Already told ya.“ Heathcliff grumbled in Samjo´s direction. He did attempt to turn around and walk back to the bus, but Dante grabbed his arm.

„Give it a moment! Let’s at least hear what he has to say, okay?“

„Let go! Do you even get how it feels to have nightmares about doing the tango with raw chickens? Huh?“

„If all you have nightmares about is chicken tango, I´ll be happy to trade.“ I nudged Heathcliff with an elbow.

Looking at Samjo as he sighed, I could almost believe that he was feeling sorry. „To tell you the truth, my last request was a test to measure your competence. And you passed with flying colors. Congratulations.“ He said with a small smile. „I mean this one as well.“

„Who are you to test and grade us?! You—“ Heathcliff growled, about ready to jump at Samjo´s throat or pummel him with his fists.

„That’s of course at the discretion of Mr. Samjo, my shrewd secretary. So you must be… from Limbus Company. A pleasure to meet you, I’m Dongrang. I heard a lot about you from Samjo—it almost made me a fan.“

Dongrang wasted no time to start spouting words of praise. Although I knew what a scumbag he really was, there was a part of me that could relate in a strange way.

„Fan??? Didst thou say just now that we have earned thine adoration?“ Don Quixote gasped, her eyes sparkling like twin stars, complementing the wide smile that spanned from ear to ear.

„It’s just flattery, Don Quixote…“Rodion patted Don´s shoulder. Don seemed to have piped down, just a little, but the smile did not leave her face.

„If I’m being quite honest… the test wasn’t my idea. I mean, you aren’t lab hens or anything, and you deserve better than involuntary tests.“ Dongrang said courteously, only to be immediately followed by Samjo´s much wordier explanation.

„Indeed, it was my suggestion. I had reason to do so as your “Limbus Company” is a little-known firm that… could or could not be newly established. We couldn’t take the risk of entrusting an unknown organization with a request on Mr. Dongrang’s word alone.“

„Ahem… So, that means you’re requesting us…“ Ishmael prompted the two researchers to speak further. Much to our collective annoyance, Dongrang was about as unfocused as a little kid in a zoo.

„Why, of course. Because, you all are… Ah, why don’t I show you to my lab? There are many fun things to see.“

The mention of a lab tour, however was enough to placate most of the Sinners who mostly quietly followed Samjo while Dongrang turned to Dante who stood next to me.

„Ah, and you must be the manager… it was Dante, yes? May we speak for a moment?“

„I mean… I don’t mind, but you two can’t hear me anyway.“ They said, mostly out of habit. „Alighiero, would you mind going ahead with the others?“

„Not at all. Fair warning, though, I´d rather listen to Don Quixote list all honorable Fixers of the City than be forced to talk to this guy. Have fun.“ I smiled and walked on, leaving Dante with Dongrang and Samjo. After a short while, the three of them reappeared, with Samjo pushing past the group to lead us along.

„We’re at the laboratory aisle. Ordinary visitors would not be permitted to go any further, but since you’ve been invited by Mr. Dongrang I will show you to the interior.“

„Wow...I hoped I could work at a company as big as this.“ Ishmael sighed in awe, looking at the incredibly clean and futuristic design of the laboratory. To me it looked like a bunch of extra fancy cubicles, though.

„Then, maybe you could’ve applied to one. Why didn’t you give it a shot?“ Rodion asked, looking at Ishmael who blinked in disbelief.

„You’re joking, right? Not everyone can join these companies. This kind of firm only accepts the very best of the elite. Like Faust or Yi Sang, for example.“

Dante turned to Faust. „Yeah, why did you choose to join Limbus Company out of all the options you had? There must’ve been better places to shoot for.“

She simply stated: „Because I am Faust.“

„What about you, Yi Sang?“

Yi Sang looked at Dante with tired eyes, then spoke in his own, slow and detached manner. „Let me take the trouble of asking in return. Manager, why did you join the company you work for?“

„I mean, that’s because I had no other choice.“

„That should sufficiently answer your question.“ Yi Sang replied and turned away.

„Let’s move on to the request—“ Dongrang began, possibly trying to offset the uncomfortable tension. However, we ran into another person, a short woman with short brown hair. It was Shrenne, another one of the researchers at K Corp´s main facility.

„You’re bringing outsiders into the building now… What are you, a field trip guide, Dongrang?“

I couldn´t help but laugh quietly, but on the inside I pitied Shrenne. For all her struggling, her fate was sealed already, as Dongrang knew that she was part of the problem we were hired to solve.

„Ah. Pardon me for a moment. This is Shrenne. She’s the manager of the department next to mine and a colleague who joined the company at the same time as I did. Visiting me to hurl hurtful words takes up much of her daily routine.“ He said nonchalantly.

„I figured someone’s got to point out the massive drain on our company's welfare budget that is your team.“ She said, her words dripping with barely hidden malice.

„Ah, if you’re wondering about how we spend our welfare budget… You’ll see when the Department of the Year trophy is awarded. Right, Samjo?“

„It would take a full day to list the benefits the department chosen as the best receives.“ Samjo nodded.

„Eugh, you’re snobs, both of you.“ Shrenne scoffed.

„Hm. Is that a rival? I do suppose excellence is followed by envy wherever it is.“ Gregor commented, blissfully unaware. In that moment I envied his position. Even though his story wasn´t very happy, at least he didn´t have to wrestle with the existential dread of being the judge, jury and executioner of prety much everyone who happened to be in the general vicinity.

„Envy fuels advancement, as they say, so it’s only right for us to show a little generosity for those following behind. Should we give some of the pies we bought from that store to Shrenne’s department, Mr. Samjo?“

„I was planning to do so. The pepper, chili, lettuce, and curry-flavored ones, specifically.“

„Haha… Now then, let’s get back to the main topic. I heard the rumors. They were about a newly formed company collecting organic objects called “Golden Boughs”. And those Golden Boughs are found exclusively inside the closed-down branch facilities of Lobotomy Corp.“

At the mention og the Golden Boughs, everyone tensed up significantly. Faust came forth with the question. „How did you learn about the existence of Golden Boughs?“

„It was a recent discovery. We’d been using a Lobotomy Corp. branch near our research facility as a lab until a few months ago.“

„You set a lab in that horrible place? What are you nuts?!“ Heathcliff exclaimed apprehensively.

„…Did the scope of your research include Abnormalities?“ Faust questioned further, ignoring Heathcliff altogether.

„Why, certainly. No researcher could overlook such intriguing subjects.“

Intriguing subjects… looking at Faust so intently listening to Dongrang I started to wonder if that was what I was to Limbus Company, aside from a well of information – a particularly interesting bug to put into a jar and study my every move. After all, I climbed into the jar so willingly, they didn´t even have to leash me or do anything extreme.

If it wasn´t for my connection to Dante, I would for sure be locked up in some facility by then.

I quickly returned my attention to the situation at hand.

„...Then, one day, while we happily indulged in research in that laboratory of the Lobotomy Corp. branch facility, armed terrorists attacked the place. It was all too sudden. Have you ever seen a bomb set off before your eyes? It’s quite the spectacle. It all starts and ends in a split second. Just like the universe, isn’t it?“ Dongrang stared into a wall, completely blissed out. I quietly wished he exploded with the bomb.

„Where are the terrorists now?“ Outis asked in full business-only mode.

„The members have almost nothing in common, and their motive is unknown. They only showed up recently. In the end, the terrorist organization took over the laboratory Mr. Dongrang’s team had stayed in.“ Samjo explained.

„Mm. That must be when the lab was moved.“

„…How severe was the damage?“ Yi Sang asked suddenly, as his eyes traveled along the mostly empty desks. Several of them were decorated with bunches of flowers.

„You see, those empty seats… they’ll stay that way for a while. Their owners died—in that act of terror. Ah, this fellow we only managed to recover a finger from. We couldn’t find the right place to put it, so we’ve been keeping it in storage. It should be over at the display on the second floor. There is so much we had to leave behind.“

„…Dongrang…“ Gregor said, possibly in an attempt to offer some kind of comfort.

Not that Dongrang needed any of it.

„...I especially miss the plaque modeled after the face of my character, that was a favorite souvenir of mine.“

„I’ll be stumped, I can’t tell how much of what he says is a joke and how much of it is serious.“ Gregor said to me. I sighed.

„I wouldn´t bother… he´s not exactly the type to mourn.“

„What about that seat, then?“ Outis pointed to a vacant seat at a desk completely devoid of any kind of memorial decor.

„Ah, that one is reserved. We’re waiting for a new employee to take that seat.“

„Oh… Is there an application guideline for the position, then? Where can I see it?“ Ishmael asked, with clear motive behind her otherwise innocent question, but was ultimately shot down by displeased Samjo clearing his throat.

„Oh dear, our Mr. Samjo is feeling all uncomfortable now. Shall we actually get to the point then, Samjo?“ Dongrang laughed as Samjo assumed a business-ready stance.

„Let me be blunt; I suggest an accord that will benefit both parties. If you help us retake the laboratory, we’ll yield the ownership of the Golden Bough we found to you.“

Faust was apparently taking no prisoners that day, as she responded in kind: „I have a question. Is this a fixed contract, or a post-fulfillment review contract? Will it be represented by delegate bodies or co-executive members?“

„Allow me to answer that. This will be an immediate delegate-body-represented contract with no warranty liability. A contractual signing overseen by an observer from a Grade 1 Contract Office will take place following due process.“

„A Contract Office…? I-I dunno what’s going on… Does it really have to be so complicated?“ Dante asked, completely lost in all the bureaucratic bullshit.

„In J Corp’s District, we couldn’t get the Golden Bough right away despite winning because we didn’t have anyone overseeing the deal.“ Ishmael answered.

Gregor scratched his head, trying to remember. „Oh… That Ayuda from the Merry Archils? She started a fight even after Rodya won the game.“

„It’s Aida from Los Mariachis…“ Sinclair corrected Gregor, but was promptly ignored.

„That’s right. Instead of playing the role of the observer, she left us with no choice but to take the Bough with force. Which is why it is safer to use the service of an Association or a Contract Office to stand as an observer or to notarize the contract even if it can be costly. That’s what Faust probably considered most carefully, I think.“ Ishmael explained. I had to admit, for all that paperwork, having something solid to rely on was probably the only way how to stay safe in the City. So much so, that I caught myself wondering what exactly was stated in the contact I signed the day I joined Limbus Company. I didn´t have a chance to actually read through it, since it wasn´t in a language I could understand, but it wasn´t unlikely that there were important stipulations I wasn´t aware of. That thought worried me.

I snapped back to the reality as I shook my head. No, thinking that way will get me nowhere. I just had to trust them. There was no other option if I wanted to get back home.

„Ah… Why don’t I show you around my lab instead, then? It’s not here, though… You’ll have to take the elevator once more.“

„Geh? You would show them that much, Mr. Dongrang? That place is off-limits for unauthorized personnel…“ Samjo jumped, as if Dongrang just said that he was going to shave Samjo´s head as a little harmless prank.

„Hah, you just made a really funny noise, Mr. Samjo. Well, it shouldn’t hurt. We’re hanging out a bit to celebrate the provisional contract being signed. Besides, I am intrigued to see if that gift from one of my old friends could help that individual at the back, next to the manager. Poor thing can´t manage to speak properly.“

I realized a moment later that those words were aimed at me.

„Alighiero is perfectly capable of communication, Mr. Dongrang. It is their unique circumstance as a temporary hire that they are only capable of talking to the rest of the Company employees and our manager.“

„Really? Well that only makes it more interesting for me.“

Dongrang´s sudden interest in me was worrying, to say the least. More worrying would be if he succeeded, because I was not sure I could hold myself if he started talking my ear off. As we entered his lab, he began pointing out all the machinery.

„This is where regenerative ampules are made. They’re publicly called “HP bullets”… but the underlying principle is a nanobot-based medical treatment. There have been struggles here and there, but at the moment, the ampule I sliiightly modified recently is the most commonly used version.“

He then popped over to small workstation. I guessed it must´ve been the point from which the surrounding machinery was directed as it was surrounded by a number of large screens depicting all sorts of values I didn´t understand. After a while Dongrang let out a victorious noise.

„Here it is! Now, hold still for just a moment-“

I let out a pathetic yelp as I felt a hunk of cold metal catch on the skin of me neck as it enclosed it in a vice grip. After the initial panic was over I realized it was little more than a rigid metal collar necklace.

„Ugh… this brings back memories.“ I laughed uncomfortably.

„Of the Inquisitors?“ Sinclair asked with worry.

„No… just a very particular of heavy drinking that was filled with questionable life choices. It was a night to remember, I can tell you that much.“

„Interesting.“ Dongrang sighed in awe. „I can kind of make out what you´re saying… but your way of speaking is unlike anything I´ve ever heard. Simply fascinating.“

Clearing his throat, Gregor asked Dongranga question: „So, Dongrang, are you… continuing your research on improving those cure-all nanobots?“ He briefly looked to me and I smiled and nodded encouragingly, glad to be pulled off the spotlight.

„Haha, of course not. HP bullets have long been commercialized. My project right now is the improvement of livestock using them.“

Improving… livestock? Ishmael raised an eyebrow at Dongrang.

„If “cutting” as a concept is reduced to irrelevance… if it becomes limited to a fleeting moment… Think about it. We can get an endless supply of high-quality meat. And it’s not just any meat; the flesh will come from livestock researched and improved with the combined efforts of countless minds… That’s the quality and rarity we’re talking about.“

Our gazes were drawn upwards where countless live chickens were perpetually being regenerated with ampules after their wings and legs got cut off.

„It seems… Dongrang has a love for meat as deep as Rodya’s!“ Hong Lu smiled.

„Hmm… Love, you say? You might be right, if endlessly devoting time and care could be called love.“

With the fact that he could understand my speech, I had to keep my mouth shut in order to prevent myself from letting out a spicy remark.

„Hah. I guess snobby bunches get along well, eh?“ Heathcliff nudged me. It did lift my mood a little.

„Don’t beat up our client, okay, Heathcliff?“ Dante scolded Heathcliff in their own laid-back way.

„Depends on how they behave.“

„Hmmm… Is this how nanobots look? All I see is liquid…“ Gregor commented, looking at the green liquid injected into the chickens with scrutiny.

„When infinitesimal particles have fluidity, they will look pretty much the same as fluid.“

„Ugh… Is it really necessary to go this far for food?“ Sinclair winced.

„…Kiddo, there are lots of people in the world who’d go any length for a meal.“

I sighed. „Rodion, let´s be real, this is a commercial business – as much chicken as they can produce will be produced, but the cost of it won´t necessarily change. It´s not charity work.“

„Ah, I think I know what you’re getting at. It does feel rather unnatural, doesn’t it? If it was simply for the sake of improving food… there could've been more efficient ways to do it.“ Ishmael nodded. I guessed she probably didn´t mind too much that the chickens were practically enslaved… then again. I would not care myself whether the chicken meat on my plate was cloned or not. Especially if I was hungry and the meat was flavorful and cooked just right.

„Improving? No, this is no more than breeding. They will never realize they have the ability to fly for their entire lives.“ Yi Sang frowned.

Offended, Samjo immediately jumped to Dongrang´s defense. „I must object. Chickens cannot fly in the first place, and this technology is providing quality welfare to many…“

„It’s okay, Samjo. For someone who usually wouldn’t look others in the eye to glare directly at a person… That’s a sign of desperation, isn’t it?“

A loud alarm sounded, prompting everyone to drop the topic altogether.

„…Something seems to have happened to the lab.“ Samjo said, looking the tablet in his hands. „Will it be a good choice to head there now?“

„It’ll be fine, Samjo. They’re skilled enough that they got out of a scuffle with K Corp. security staff armed with our regenerative ampules without a scratch.“ Dongrang waved his hand over the matter as if he was talking about a malfunctioning coffee machine.

When we returned to the lab, the place was in complete disarray. Not long ago having been neat and tidy, the many awards and plaques fell to the floor and broke.

An explosion has been detected. Please protect yourselves from danger by swiftly moving under your desks.“

The announcement accompanied purple lighting, similar to the one produced by Don Quixote´s messup at the border checkpoint.

„Whoops… That was a misfire.“ A large machine came into view. It was shaped much like a virus, with spidery mechanical legs and a large bulbous end that had just smashed through the glass wall of the cubicle. Next to it stood a man with mostly covered face and a disinterest of a typical office worker in his voice.

A second explosion has been detected. Please activate the regeneration ampule in your possession, and please wait for K Corp’s security staff that will arrive within 18 seconds of, of, of…

The pre-recorded announcement gradually died down.

„Same old announcement. I wonder, why are broadcasts like that told in such calm voices? Won’t a little gasping and panicking be more effective in getting people to evacuate? See, getting so preoccupied with all that technology and science nonsense dulls your empathy with feelings.“ Ran came into view, twice as cool looking as in the game. That did not however dissuade me from giving her a piece of my mind.

„Because you are bastion of such things? Just so you know, panicked announcement would make things far worse because it would make people panic instead of orderly exiting the dangerous situation.“ I angrily retorted. „Moron.“

„…You talk too much. Be quiet.“ The disinterested man next to her commented. I couldn´t quite recall his name. What was it Marlowe?

„Is everyone alright? If you aren’t, take a regeneration sample. A cross-compatibility test is normally needed, but we’re in an emergency…“

„…You look unfazed. Doesn’t a terrorist attack usually throw everyone into chaos?“ Gregor asked Samjo who calmly addressed the K Corp. researchers in the room.

„The first attack did have everyone panicking. The explosive detection broadcasts didn't exist, either. Mister Samjo hid under his desk for quite some time.“ Dongrang laughed, poking fun at Samjo.

„As I keep saying, the attack occurred in the lobby, and I was merely attempting to pick up a notebook that fell under the desk. You must take this situation seriously, Mr. Dongrang. An attack on a K Corp. laboratory in the middle of the Nest is no small matter.“

All I knew was that tips of Samjo´s ears were turning pinkish red in embarrassment. For that reason, I could hardly take him seriously.

„For sure, they managed to arrive at the floor where the researchers are. Oh, I think I sprained my left ankle, Samjo.“ Dongrang lamented. Samjo promptly injected him with a regeneration ampule.

„Are they the terrorists that are occupying the Lobotomy Corp. branch?“ Outis questioned, her eyes locked onto the intruders.

„Indeed. Speak of the devil.“ Dongrang nodded.

Soon, familiar-looking figures emerged, along with unforgettable beats of footsteps.

„Eek!“ Don yelped.

„T-The ones from the checkpoint…“ Sinclair added.

Ishmael was by far the most collected of the three of them. „And now they’re our reliable allies.“

„Those robots… They look seriously hostile…“ Dante commented as they turned to me. I simply nodded, having nothing more to add.

„Hemorrhage within five seconds. Spinal damage of at least 12 centimeters in length. Direct impact on coronary artery. Destruction of the cranium. These steps will ensure that the enemy meets immediate death without unnecessary suffering.“ The masked man said as matter-of-factly that I could not take him seriously.

„It can do that, but wasn’t it mainly to fully destroy the brain so that they can’t regenerate themselves?“ Ran nudged her compatriot before turning to us. „Hey, if you don’t mind, could you pretend to be dead if this doesn’t kill you right away? My buddy stayed up all night upgrading the instakill function.“

„Quiet.“

As the machine attacked, I coud clearly see the unfortunate victim writhe in pain.

„See~ I told you. With that recoil distance, it only reaches as deep as the occipital lobe. Did you really have to learn it through trial?“

„Damn it… It should have gone all the way through the temporal lobe.“

Dongrang, although getting seemingly more annoyed by the second, seemed quite calm. „We can’t lose to them, we have robots of our own. They should be here any minute now. Aha, there it is! The regeneration ampule administration drone.“ He excitedly pointed at the hovering pile of metal.

„It must be pretty handy to have them. Do they inject the ampules right as the staff is injured?“ Ishmael asked.

„Yes, as long as their heads aren’t lost… and the ampule is injected before the golden time passes and their brain stops functioning… They’re practically undying.“

„Even still… They wouldn’t be immune to pain. How can they be so calm about it… They won’t even bat an eye at a colleague right next to them being cut down.“ I noticed that Ishmael got a little quieter at that part. Perhaps it was starting to dawn on her that K Corp. wasn´t that great of a place to work at after all.

„Natural behavior. If all wounds can be healed up in seconds, all judgement regarding it will be secondary.“ Meursault spoke, observing the K Corp. Staff.

„If that’s the case… Will we become like that eventually?“ Hong Lu asked. He looked to me for answers at first, but I realized I didn´t have one.

„I don’t see a reason to think about such things.“ Meursault said, saving me the trouble of coming up with something.

„I was just curious.“ Hong Lu added. Nobody listened to him.

„By the way… Who are these new faces with unfamiliar outfits? Anyone wanna introduce yourself?“ Ran asked. She was looking over all of us, but her eyes did stop on me. „You there, temporary hire, who are you?“

„It´s none of our business.“ The man stopped her by placing a hand on her shoulder.

„True. But it’s kinda awkward to be just facing them. Someone’s gotta talk, no?“

I was going to introduce myself out of common courtesy before I was stopped by Ishmael. „Why should we introduce ourselves to a terrorist organization?“

„Watch you words, we’re no mere terrorist organization. We are the technology liberation alliance.“

„Liberate what technologies exactly? Does technology yearn for freedom?“ Hong Lu asked, his head cocked to a side.

„You´d be surprised. Remind me to show you guys Star Wars when we get back. It´s a movie.“ I whispered to Hong Lu who smiled in return and nodded happily.

„That… certainly looks convenient. Broken bones heal up in a matter of moments.“ Gregor said, pointing at the K Corp. Staff getting shot with the regenerative ampules.

„K Corp. provided us with an astronomical sum of research grants to support our research on improving this ampule. Do keep this a secret from Shrenne, please; she might get mad at me about it for three months.“ Dongrang laughed.

Rodya stood in front of a K Corp. drone and extended her right arm. „I think I cracked a bone in my right hand~ Can I get an ampule? It’s kinda harder to grip my axe.“

Welcome. K Corp. drones are always there for your health. Administering regeneration ampule…Cannot administer.“ The machine rambled.

Friendly entities of type 3j-54 are eligible for serum injection, but regeneration ampules may only be administered to patients hemorrhaging 1L or more of blood. Also, since you have not taken a cross-compatibility test for the ampules, we do not take any responsibility for possible side effects. Thank you.“

„Wha~? What are you talking about, you want me to cut off an arm or a leg or something?“ Rodion scrunched her face in disgust – only for Sinclair to point out K Corp. Staff who were doing just that.

„They’re…They’re already doing that. Look at the K Corp. staff…They’re cutting up their own limbs… to get the ampule…“

If I didn´t already know about the kinds of standards the City employed, I would be shocked by that sight. As it just so happened, however, I wasn´t specifically phased… at least not in the moment. As with N Corp. Inquisitors in Calw, there was no telling wat affects may have persisted after we have left K Corp.

„It’s a necessary requirement. It would be a tremendous financial waste to use regeneration ampules for every little scratch.“ Samjo commented, only stoking the fire in me.

I glared at him „But it´s not waste to use the same resource to regenerate chickens, is it? Sounds like a double standard to me, especially when so much chicken winds up in food waste each day as is.“

„I hate to make comparisons, but its value is far above the caliber of small firms like yours.“

I rolled my eyes in annoyance, only to notice Dante backing away – and the K Corp. drone sending decay bolts after them… luckily, Ishmael was on the top of things, throwing herself in front of Dante.

„Ah…Grrr…“

„Executive Manager! Are you alright?“ Outis worriedly asked Dante, completely ignoring Ishmael.

„I’m the one who got hit, Outis…“

„Hah, see what your robots that cost a bomb to make are doing. It fired at an ally!“ Outis continuously protested. She was met with equally oppositional Samjo.

„I must object. That was not friendly fire. However… It does appear that exceptions couldn’t be fully configured. I apologize for that particular shortcoming.“

„What, ngh… are you talking about?“ I could only watch as Ishmael´s arm melted right before our eyes. I silently wished I had noticed what was going on sooner… but in the end, I would not be able to warn Ishmael or Dante in time – and not without drawing attention to myself, either. „Why… does it look like my body is melting? Can anyone make it… make sense…“

„Ishmael!“ Dante´s clock head ticked with worry.

„Normally, K Corp’s drones administer regeneration ampules to injured personnel… However, it injects a decay ampule to deserters.“ Samjo explained.

„…It shot the decay ampule at me because I was trying to escape the combat zone?“ Dante asked, flabbergasted.

„Ain’t that just revolting… Think you can pull off summary executions when there isn't even a war going on?“ Gregor recoiled. I could hardly hold myself, too. „Why not just make the drones fight instead?“

„The Nest you’re from must have valued human life, am I right? The value of each drone we have far surpasses that of ten class 2 staff members combined. Do you understand?“ Samjo retorted coldly. I could not stand down anymore.

„Value…“ I spat the word Samjo in the face, like it was a disease. „You can´t place something so finite as value on human life. Each human born is a completely unique set of variables, while mass produced machines are all but identical. If you and your buddy Dongrang really think that any single life has a finite monetary value, then you are no men of science… you´re just a common idiots playing God.“

„Alighiero…“ I heard Dante call to me, but I couldn´t tell if they were scolding me or not. I sighed and replied in similar tone.

„It´s time to rewind, Dante. Don´t worry about me, I can handle it.“

Then The clock hands began to turn and my body was gripped by pain once again. I gritted my teeth and stood resolutely before Samjo through it all, staring daggers into him.

I could hardly believe that I was going to try and save his life the very same day.

Notes:

Not at 3K hits yet, but I just wanna say: I am absolutely delighted. This fic has surpassed pretty much all statistics between all my fics. I can hardly believe it. It´s not even been that many chapters.

I love you guys, both newcomers and the handful of regulars that keep refreshing ao3 in hope of updates.

Have fun with the extra long chapter. Yi Sang´s arc (5 chapters total) will continue this chapter length trend and my keyboard conditions are not ideal (TWO keyboards at one. I am Dual Wielding - sadly, it doesn´t make me type any faster). In other words, might be a while before next chapter. I will do what I can to not leave you guys hanging for too long, though.

(Yes I have seen the newest trailer. I am absolutely jumping up an down... Demian-coded Rodion??? WHAT??? like it FITS but I am here like???????? Also, poor Gregor can´t catch a break. Sufferer no. 1 not even gonna start about Hong Lu.... AND SINCLAIRS LIL DRAGON TAIL AAAAAAAAAAA)

Chapter 11: Uttered He, Star, Grant My Wish

Summary:

Continuing to the defunct L Corp. branch in search for the Golden Bough, the Sinners, Dante and Alighiero are joined by another faction aside from their clients. Revelations and reunions clash in solely bitter manner.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

„Attention, everyone! Reinforcements have arrived!!“ Shrenne rolled in with bunch of people I knew would betray us later. The place was getting quite crowded and I didn´t like it in the slightest.

„W-Who are those people?“ Rodion asked.

„For sure, who could these be, Shrenne~? Made new friends other than me?“ Dongrang said with poorly feigned jealousy. It was very clear that he was unhappy about the development, which only made me that much happier.

„They’re Fixers from Rosespanner Workshop, the ones we’re working with for the current project. They’ve visited here several times already, you really should be familiar by now.“ Shrenne rolled her eyes at Dongrang.

The tall man with ashen hair came up to Dante, dripping confidence and smell of strong cologne. „Pleasure to meet you. I’m Niko, representative of Rosespanner Workshop.“

The unexpectedly expected friends-pretending-to-be-enemies’ faces clouded over at the unexpected arrival of „reinforcements“. I did my best to play a surprised and relieved guest and hired help. It was more difficult than I thought it would be.

„Boring. Let’s head back.“ Ran said as her eyes met with Shrenne´s.

„What?“ Her masked buddy looked surprised at first, but quickly changed his tune. „Sure… We’ll leave.“

„Would you look at that, our "aura" has made them flee out of terror… Huhu…“ Nico grinned victoriously.

If only I had realized that not blowing my cover would be this difficult, I would´ve stayed on the bus. Samjo had better thank me after all this AND get me a gift basket of crispy chicken for my troubles.

„Thanks, Shrenne. This made me seriously consider the possibility that your department might be picked as the best next year for the first time.“ Dongrang smiled. It was surprising just how good he was at acting. Maybe he held onto the hope that Shrenne would betray Ran.

„Shame about your precious trophies being destroyed, huh?“ She mumbled under her breath.

„Ms. Shrenne, pardon me for suspecting, but you did not perchance wait until the trophies were broken before bringing reinforcements, did you?“ Shrenne was momentarily surprised, judging by her widened eyes at Samjo´s words.

„I don’t mind losing them. As long as the photo is fine.“ Dongrang commented, kneeling down to pick up a broken picture frame off of the floor,

„The damage they left is pretty severe now that I’m seeing it firsthand…It could’ve gotten all the researchers killed if things went wrong.“ Gregor said, kicking about the rubble at our feet.

„Indeed, which is why we must eliminate them and reclaim the facility they've occupied as soon as possible.“ Samjo replied

„Why, then, does K Corp… not provide assistance?“ Yi Sang asked pensively. There was certain hardness to his eyes that I haven´t really noticed before.

„Mmm… Clearly, it’s because they don't want the general public to know that such a thing happened in the Nest, don’t you think?“ Dongrang replied, stepping from one foot to another, clearly uncomfortable with the implications.

„While I may concede on that matter as innocent feathers were involved, this concerns researchers and a laboratory directly affiliated with the Wing.“ Yi Sang pressed further.

„It’s evidence that they want it to remain discrete that much, don’t you think?“ Dongrang answered, outwardly unbothered by the statement. „Anyway, I ought to bring a generous supply of regeneration ampules for you all to use. Now should be a good time to depart, right?“

„We aren’t going on a picnic, Dongrang… You gonna be okay?“

I found Gregor´s concern quite touching. Though he may have hated Dongrang´s guts over his attitude towards decay ampules used for intimidation, he clearly didn´t want him hurt. Or maybe it was just that he was our client.

„No problem, seeing you in battle made me all the more reassured about accompanying you.“ Dongrang smiled once again, showing perfectly white teeth.

„Just so you know… the technology our manager Dante uses is on a different level compared to K Corp’s ampules; rather than regenerate, it restores.“ Faust stepped in front of Dante who was Dongrang´s focus at that moment. „Therefore, observing it won’t provide much insight that can be applied to K Corp’s Singularity or regeneration ampules.“

„Restoration, not healing, huh.“ Dongrang rubbed his chin, as he seemed to consider the angle Faust spoke about. „I would like to see it in action either way. Nothing beats seeing technology used in its most natural environment.“

„It has to be common practice for someone like you to send capable underlings to do the fighting for you, and yet you insist on being on the front. Are you that hungry for a medal?“ Outis snickered at Dongrang´s unshakeable determination to see the Sinners in action.

„No, it’s that I left…..“ He said in a surprisingly soft voice. „...a number of things I couldn’t take with me in time. Like the photo commemorating my third consecutive year of winning the excellence award, the plaque of appreciation from K Corp, the photo taken to celebrate my lab's expansion, and… what else was there, Samjo?“

„…Classified documents concerning the research, sir…“ Samjo said through his teeth, likely busting a nerve over Dongrang´s aloofness.

„…So it’s more that you wanted to gain back the medals you had.“

„Oh right, that too.“

Though the exchange was a bit funny, it did make me wonder… just how much would I miss everyone when I finally reached my goal of getting back home? There wasn´t all that much to miss about it, aside from Fawkes and maybe couple people I could´ve called friends but never bothered to get close to.

„I guarantee you, that nerd Dongrang has never swung a fist in his life. He’s too carefree. At least bring some Fixers like me.“ I heard Shrenne say next to me. I smiled in return.

„He does have that vibe about him. I could never stand someone like that without pulling a string of some office pranks… like taking his favorite belongings and encasing them in gelatin.“ I whispered to Shrenne. I heard her laugh, however small sound it was, with the undercurrent of pity.

„Is your department going as well, Ms. Shrenne? I don’t see how you could benefit from the success of this operation.“

Shrenne´s face hardened in a split second, smile replaced by frown „…Three of my coworkers died in their last attack. I’ve lost too much to care about interests and benefits.“

„Ms. Shrenne… In that case, will I be correct to assume that the payment for the Fixers will be handled by your department—“

Maybe letting Samjo jump into the vat of tears wasn´t such a bad idea after all.

„Ugh… You just can’t stop being such an irritating bunch.“ She shook her head in disbelief.

„The Lobotomy Corp. branch we must reclaim isn’t too far from here. Let’s head there together.“ Samjo proposed, as he looked through what looked like underground maps on his tablet´s screen.

A per Samjo´s idea, we were traveling on foot, looking like a small-sized rag-tag army of clowns – and sounding like it, too.

„And then, you see~ I bet the chips and declared like this: "All~ in." “ Rodion said, pushing imaginary chips in front of her away.

„Haah… I wanna stop hearing it… It's giving me nausea.“

I had to agree with Gregor… although hearing the story for the first few times was fun… it got old VERY fast.

I looked ahead at Niko who was walking next to Rodion and Heathcliff. They happened to be caught in a deep conversation on how to win big in a casino. I had to shake my head, because it was probably the first time I saw Heathcliff pay attention to something else than turning enemies into a bloody pulp.

„Things are lively this time around.“ Dante commented as they caugh up to me. I scratched at my neck, bringing their attention to the newly acquired speech collar.

„Is that thing uncomfortable? I could ask Faust to remove it.“

„No, it´s fine… for now, anyway. But I think we should probably limit talking. Too many people around, you know.“

„D.L.I.“ Ryoshu growled.

"She says she doesn't like it." whispered Sinclair in response.

„I know." Dante whispered back.

„If there’s one fortunate thing, however, it’s that we won’t encounter any Abnormalities here.” Dongrang slid next to us, uncomfortably close for someone who was just a client.

„Why does this person keep talking to me?“ Dante asked no one in particular.

„To tell you the truth, the first encounter with Abnormalities was a series of shocking revelations. It was hybrid, so to speak. I wouldn’t have been able to conceive such a concept as developing a new source of energy from the human subconscious.“

„Did it never occurr to you that messing around with things you know nothing about, and that were purposefully buried, was not a great idea?“ I asked Dongrang directly.

„I believe in that widespread and standard, hm, what was it again… right, the notion that age of humanity is coming to an end. Now is the age of the superior minds. Not too many have realized this with their hearts yet. It´s fear like that which holds the progress back.“

I scoffed. „Some progress this is. You don´t even have safety railings anywhere and you act like this place is the pinnacle of technology. Even Lobotomy Corp. had a proper grading system for the Abnormalities that corresponded to their danger levels. Though their documentation was written in blood, it was enough to prevent further deaths. Meanwhile your office gets attacked so often that the safety announcements are not met with much more interest than if they were weather updates.“

My words didn´t seem to strike chord with Dongrang. „I was already glad to have you on board, but seeing that your temporary hire is of such a knowledgeable sort, I am downright humbled, Manager Dante. If these are standards you hold your temporary employees to, the rest must stand leagues above them.“

„Some one-sided conversation this is… Much worse than the ones I have with Vergilius… though, I´m surprised you know so much about L Corp.“ Dante told me, turning away from Dongrang.

Before that particular conversation could continue, Dongrang stopped us, lowering his voice to a whisper.

„Shh. I hear some movement.“

There were indeed machines. I recalled that they were of the explosive sort, so I kept my guard up, more so than usual.

After the fighting was over, Dongrang looked almost disappointed. „I don’t see any terrorists.“

„Relax. I’ve brought plenty of regeneration ampules, so those murder machines can rampage all they want.“ Shrenne said calmly, glass ampules jingling in her bag.

Just after she said that, one of the machines turned on with an ominous noise before playing a message in a mechanical voice.

Alright, all… You hear me? I got pretty mad thinking you might have thought we ran off, so I’m sending you a message verbally. I’m about to tell you something real important, so listen up.“

I watched the Sinners like a hawk. For a while I was almost wondering if they would adhere to the way they acted in the game.

„……a pause to rouse tension… Good….. It’s that you are…You are a bunch of worthless worms. Yeah, that’s right. You’re just worms!

„Gimme a break. I was all ears for this load of nonsense.“ Gregor said, making move towards the machine. I tugged him and Heathcliff back. „Guys, that thing´s a trap, get back!“

The machine is heating to unnatural degrees, its components expanding. Someone grabbed me from behind and threw me away from the explosion… coincidentally, straight into Niko, causing us to topple to the ground.

„Oh my, it really is a trap. That’s a telltale sign of an imminent explosion.“ Niko said, not at all phased by a whole person being thrown at him.

The murderous machine exploded a moment later, leaving behind a scorched spot and general rubble. I saw that Don Quixote and Meursault were still caught in the explosion, despite my warning.

„Hmm… They must’ve used what little time they had to place traps like this.“ Dongrang said calmly, although if it hadn´t been for Meursault throwing himself in front of him, he´d be assuredly dead. „Their dedication is admirable. I’m raring to see the mastermind behind this.“

„This really doesn’t feel like the time for admirations.“ Dante said, assessing the damage to the Sinners. Don was in a particularly pitiable state, impaled on a pillar.

„Will this… blow up once it stops working like the last one?“ Sinclair pointed to another machine that was similarly starting to play some kind of message.

Alright, so, this is the second time you killed my machines, right? Let’s see…You’re a bunch of roaches that do nothing other than just crawl on the floor.“

Gregor looked particularly uncomfortable, although he did his best to not let it get to him.

So… go on and keep crawling like the bugs you are. Why bother looking up when you’ll be spending all your lives on that flat dimension of the surface, am I right?“

„I understand now. Once the machines stop functioning, they play a pre-recorded voice clip, then explode seconds after. It is unclear what purpose they are meant to serve, but all the machines are equipped with the same mechanisms.“ Meursault assessed the machine from a safe distance.

„Pre…recorded? I didn’t see that one coming…“ Gregor´s shoulders visibly relaxed, since that basically meant that the roach-related message was not a specific jab against him.

„There’s something I’ve been meaning to ask, what kind of organization is this… technology liberation alliance?“ Hong Lu asked suddenly. His insights were typically out of nowhere, but moved things along in unexpected ways. I really liked that about game Hong Lu… and the real deal didn´t disappoint, either.

Outis rolled her eyes at him. „Why do you bother asking such questions? All we need to know about them is that it’s a terrorist organization with a hollow name; their values are irrelevant to us.“

„Haha, you never know what use the information might have, Outis.“ Hong Lu smiled in response.

„I know little about them myself. I did hear that someone who used to work in a K Corp. laboratory is now one of the organization’s core members. Though, I don't have the details as this took place before I joined the firm.“ Samjo provided. Although generally insufferable, he somehow managed to be less annoying than Dongrang… marginally. „She was an outstanding researcher who was once awarded the best employee award, much like Mr. Dongrang is now.“

„What? How do you know that?“ Shrenne asked, her eyes wide and face slightly paler than before.

„I saw her name on one of the plaques in the trophy room. Wouldn’t you say it’s mandatory for someone of my occupation to remember all the names there?“

„Why do you keep peeking in there, anyway?“ She mumbled at Dongrang.

„I believe you saw her once earlier. She was enthusiastically destroying my lab.“ Dongrang turned to the rest of us to explain. „Right around when Shrenne and I joined the company, she was… well, rather famous within the firm. I heard rumors that she had wanted to test the limits of K Corp’s technologies… then one day… rumors about her leaving the laboratory spread, saying that this is where she ended up.“

A deathly quiet spread among the group as we continued onwards, deeper into the Lobcorp branch.

„Ah, this corridor must be the last. Once we’re past here, we’ll reach the edge of the facility. After I retrieve my precious items from there, I’ll give you the ownership of the Golden Bough as promised.“ Dongrang smiled.

„Feels like this is gonna end on a rotten note, you gonna be okay with that? Those terrorists really must’ve run off, seeing how none of ‘em showed up.“ Rodion sighed. Little did she know that we weren´t done with K Corp. at all.

„It was part of the contract to reclaim the laboratory.“ He replied in turn.

„That’s why I kept telling you, Mr. Dongrang. When you draft a contract, you have to be meticulous and calculating, and write it in a way that favors us.“ Samjo rolled his eyes in annoyance.

There weren´t any more killing machines there. Instead, there were just people.

„Be on guard, Executive Manager! Someone is ahead of us.“ Outis stepped in front of Dante and me, eyes glued on them.

„Yeah, but they aren’t holding any weapons.“ Dante pointed out.

„They may be unarmed, but you and Alighiero are incredibly weak and fragile civilians, Executive Manager!“

I wanted to retort with something, but realized that I really could not. Maybe it was about time I asked Outis to teach me at least the basics of hand-to-hand combat.

„Um, thanks? Outis?“ Dante asked, more than replied.

„Can’t you count? You clearly outnumber us by a huge margin. Don’t be a baby…“ Ran stepped forth, confident as ever. „Here at last, worms?“

„It’s the same voice that played from the machines. And it’s the same face we saw earlier.“ Sinclair commented, taking tighter hold of his halberd.

„Where are your other members, Senior Researcher Ran?“ Dongrang asked, meeting her confidence with his own.

„You managed to bring more help in that mess, I see. And put away that "senior" crap, we haven’t even known each other for long. Don’t you see what’s going on? They've all evacuated. And here I am… buying time for them.“

I nudged Dante. They looked at me questioningly. Though risky, I had to let them know that Ran was also outfitted with a bomb. It would have been more convenient to do before I had the speech collar on, but I did not anticipate that hiccup in my plans.

I used my hand and eyes to signal an explosion. I could only hope that Dante understood what I mean because they didn´t say anything to confirm it or deny it.

„‘Cause you're worms. Look at you, getting all cocky after receiving the best employee award. Raiding here, dare trying to catch us.“ Ran spoke, repeating the words parroted by the machines shortly before they exploded.

„You’ve got a big mouth. You think you’re better than us? You’re outnumbered like you said. That noggin of yours probably knows you’d better surrender, eh?“ Heathcliff pointed at her with his bat.

Ran laughed shortly. „Let’s say I do. It’s clear what you’ll do with me. You’ll neutralize me and keep me barely alive… "Curing" me with your flaunted regeneration ampules… Rinse and repeat, until you get the answers you want.“

The words starkly reminded me of the fragility of my own position. In theory, there was nothing tangible preventing Limbus Company doing the same to me… aside from acquiring a sufficient amount of regeneration ampules… not that they would need that many in the first place.

„Sounds like a problem that can be prevented by giving us the answers right away. Am I asking too much?“

I glanced at Dante for a moment.

Were they really as friendly as they carried themselves of was that just a role they played to keep me placated? I could easily imagine Faust just advising them to do precisely that. To keep me content and cooperative for the time being.

„Ah, whatever… I’ve had enough of toying with you.“

As Ran said that I took hold of Dante´s arm. That time, they did understand.

„Fallback! She´s got a bomb!“ At first there were mere confused faces, but as Ran spoke again, the Sinners quickly picked up on what was happening.

„That’s right, show your curiosity only to what's happening immediately before your eyes. That’s how a researcher should be.“

They acted accordingly – some jumping in to protect protect Dongrang and Samjo, others getting in the way of flying debris so that me and Dante were spared of actually lethal damage.

„Ran…“ Shrenne breathed out the words, staring at the dark spot on the floor where Ran was standing just a moment before.

„Ngh… That will hurt a lot.“ Dante said as they looked around at all the decimated Sinners. I helped them to their feet, sighing deeply.

„Well, you better get to it, that´s a lot of rewinding to do.“ I replied, dreading the pain to come. „I´ll just… go find a wall to brace against.“ I said before leaning against a wall bit further from the explosion.

„Are you alright, Mr. Dongrang?“

„I’m fine… Someone in Dante’s party pushed me away as soon as the blast was heard. You know, the quiet fellow with intimidating eyes.“

As I braced against the painful spasms, I heard Shrenne come closer. She was holding the decay ampules. With as much bravado as I could muster, I smiled at her. „Oh, I´ve no need for those – suffering the pain transference is part of Company policy for temporary hires, you see… I am not actually hurt.“

Shrenne blinked at me and then looked around as the dead rose before her eyes, their bodies restored to previous state.

„That… must be convenient. You can recover your body without using regeneration ampules.“

„I dunno, the ampule looks handier.“ Dante commented as they revived Don Quixote who was barely breathing.

„Right, is Ms. Shrenne alright? And the other Fixers?“ Samjo asked, though it was quite evident that he wasn´t particularly worried about them either way.

„We’re perfectly sound.“ Niko replied. „The other group blocked the blast for us, so we turned out fine.“

„That’s… why you haven’t been taking the ampules. That clock had special powers.“ Shrenne whispered in a heart-broken tone. „I see… Well, darn… All the ampules I brought… are useless now.“ She laughed in defeat as she dropped the ampules on the floor.

„Shrenne, you’ve got shrapnel wounds, are you sure you don’t want to use an ampule?“ Dongrang asked her, pointing out the various small wounds on her body.

„I’m fine…“

„That Shrenne fella… She’s looking kinda blank-faced, is she okay? Blank-faced… Hah, of course not. She couldn’t be so carefree.“

„I dunno, Gregor. Grief does present in a lot of different ways… and Ran was technically her colleague at one point.“ I replied. Though I tried my best to not get attached… it was difficult to know that someone I was speaking to in one moment would die before the day was over.

The only comfort I had was that her death would at least be very fast.

„……This makes it evident. The terrorists long since made their leave. All that’s left were bloodthirsty murderers hellbent on killing us. I’ve made my judgement. Alighiero?“

Outis turned to me and I stared at her for a bit before nodding. „If you´re thinking what I´m thinking you are thinking, then you are right.“

„Wha, what are you two talking about?“ Gregor asked, slightly weirded out.

Meursault stepped forth, taking over the explanation. „There’s a traitor in our ranks. No doubt remains in the matter. It’s thanks to this spy that our course and plans were leaked from the moment we departed. To prevent further damage, it is right to dispose of them here and now.“

Outis nodded along with the explanation. „As it’s unlikely to be one of us, the rational course of action is to suspect your institute’s lackeys. This mission must be abandoned, Executive Manager. To allow ourselves to be involved in this nonsense is-“

However, it wasn´t like Rosespanner Workshop Fixers would stand and take an accusation like that… even though it was true.

Apparently, neither was Samjo.

„I am repulsed by your accusation. Are you seriously suspecting us? I can assure you that we trust each other better than you people who haven’t even been in the same firm for a year-“

„No, Samjo. Their hypothesis sounds plausible. I would’ve said the same.“ Dongrang said, stopping Samjo dead in his tracks.

Samjo breathed heavily, possibly in anger, though it was difficult to tell.

„You have something to say, don’t you?“ Dongrang asked him,

„Mr. Dongrang…That group of Fixers haven’t used regeneration ampules a single time since they came in here. Any sane combatant would kill to have those.“ Samjo admitted. It must have been a hard pill to swallow, to witness as his coworkers basically were ready to stab him in the back in the most literal sense of those words.

„There is one more thing.“ Meursault added. „When we encountered Ran…They were distancing themselves from her in advance. The only explanation is that they knew there would be an explosion.“

„Oh, bother… Why not consider the possibility that my intuition is just that keen? It´s not like you´re complaining about that new hire´s miraculous warnings that came just before the explosions, either. Besides, what if we weren't using the ampules because these buddies and I are built healthy?“

Samjo´s eyes pierced me with a glare. I was, however more than ready to defend myself. „It was elementary to figure out. All the bombings worked with the same principle of taunting us in order to draw us closer just before the explosion. The first bomb was bit of a lucky guess on my part, but after that it was rinse and repeat… Ran didn´t even bother changing her wording before she detonated the charge that killed her.“

„I think that is plausible enough of an explanation.“ Samjo relented. „Unlike yours, Niko.“

„Hm… I’ve brought a truth tablet just in case. There is only one, but since Niko failed to provide a believable reason, I think it´s best you take it and testify. Either way we´ll have found the traitor in our midst.“

„Truth tablet? That red thing? How can I take that suspicious-looking drug?“ Niko recoiled, his hair sticking out in all sorts of directions like the hair on an agitated cat.

„Sorry, did you have a choice here? How strange, if I were you, I would take the tablet… or make more desperate excuses.“ Dongrang replied coldly. „You’re so gladly squandering your chances to clear yourselves of suspicion, it’s almost like you’re asking to be killed… or did you decide to kill us all and get away with it?“

„I thought a researcher’s job was writing papers… and you’re out here writing fiction, you deranged maniac.“ Niko raised his weapon at us.

The irony was not lost on me. Fiction… if only Niko knew who I was he would have laughed. Or maybe he would start wondering if I was real or just a figment of his imagination, too.

„Showing your true selves now that you’re cornered, eh?“

„I even taught you my secret to winning at the slot machines, and this is how you return the favor?“

I had to dive out of the way to avoid getting slammed over my head as Niko unexpectedly went for me first. I must´ve looked like the easiest target around. Luckily, there were more than enough Sinners ready to fight in my stead… for the time being, at least.

„Ah… Give me a second. I think we need to call a timeout. Might be the sardine I ate this morning… My stomach is aching.“ Niko was holding his bleeding gut. He was barely standing after getting hit with Heathcliff´s bat straight into his solar plexus.

„Boss!“ One of his fellow Fixers rushed to his side as Ryoshu closed in on him, teeth bared.

„No such thing. SYNC is up next.“

„Shrenne!“ The lackey spoke as Ryoshu grabbed his collar.

„She what?“

„Shrenne told us something. While we’re in here… don’t ever use regeneration ampules no matter what…“

All eyes turned to Shrenne and Niko who stood close by.

„Haah… Saying that out loud… is breaching the contract, you dolt.“ Niko lamented.

„That so… Shrenne told you that? Why?“ Rodya questioned, assuming the role of the „good cop“ to complement Ryoshu´s „bad cop“… supposedly. The City didn´t really have the concept of cops in the same sense so it was difficult to tell.

„I don’t know… She said we’ll see in due time…“ The lackey squirmed.

„Well, we have the simplest way to find out, don’t we?“ Dongrang said as he picked up on of the ampules and jammed it into the lackey´s shoulder.

„Ah…“

„…Why do you look so surprised, boss? What happens if the ampule is injected…? …Huh, this is weird…Uwaah. Uagh.“

I expected him to melt like Ishmael did. Instead, his body began to contort and change shape… then his skin began splitting open to make way for new, protruding parts that weren´t at all human in shape. It made me feel a little lightheaded and nauseous.

„…Is it just me, or is this awfully familiar?“

„Please. You don’t really think you're the only one who remembers that bug den, do you, Greg babe?“

„Hey, you okay there, Alighiero?“ Gregor asked. He was trying to hide his bug arm from view, but I just waved him off.

„Y-yeah just… give me a moment to… process… I thought they were decay ampules. Guess… guess not.“ I turned away from the remains of the Fixer. It did help a bit.

„…Oh dear.“ Niko sighed, knowing that their group was fully beaten.

„Let’s stop here. I dragged too many people into this.“ Shrenne resigned while her ally kept on lamenting.

„Well… It was my decision to take the deal for the money. Dearie me… Should’ve gone on a bigger spree yesterday if I knew it would come to this.“

He tried to go for me again, but having Rodion and Gregor standing close by made getting away twice as easier than before. I stuck to Dante´s side, not wanting to get tangled in the combat further. The fighting was over quite soon as we had the numbers advantage.

„Alright, then… Care to give us an explanation, Shrenne?“ Dongrang questioned Shrenne head on, but she simply stared blankly ahead. „Since when did you join their side?“

„…You really are something. You don’t even act surprised.“ She was fully breaking down. „Hah, employees that can be brought back to life without the ampules, huh… This wasn’t in the plans… It's not fair.“

„When I asked why you volunteered to follow me at the laboratory, you told me this: "Three of my coworkers died." Five of us died in that attack. Three is the number of casualties the technology liberation alliance suffered. Oh, and I checked your network history, too.“

Dongrang kept pressing Shrenne on and on. I could not believe him to be so cruel, but stopping him would definitely put Dante and others in major danger so I kept quiet.

„Wait, is this…all true? I don't understand. K Corp’s research institutes are the best workplace you could ask for as a scientist; it’s a stable job, cares about employee well-being, and has the limelight of the academy. But, why would you turn your back on it and collude with those terrorists… I saw you as a researcher with a promising future… You had a long way to go compared to Mr. Dongrang, but still…“ Samjo rambled, practically grasping at straws.

„Yeah, Shrenne. Why don’t you say it yourself? Why did you decide to collude with them?“ Dongrang pressed one more time. I thought I heard the softest buzzing sound coming from behind the wall just before-

„……The tears wouldn’t stop.“ Just as Shrenne finished, she looked at me with the most peculiar smile… then her head split onto two clean halves, delineated by a thin, red line.

„Hah, haha… Shut your mouths and keep still. Don’t even breathe.“ Ryoshu commanded.

I could see the wall behind Shrenne´s body crumble, revealing moving bodies of the Shi assassins.

„Fixers inanely treading shadows… I’ll give you the honor of being called F.I.T.S. Heh.“

„Fixers who work like that… would belong to… Shi Association. An Association of Fixers that exclusively take assassination requests. They most likely aren’t ones we could easily fight and defeat.“ Ishmael commented, as Dante looked about as flabbergasted as I could imagine them to look.

„How ridiculous. Torn by inner conflict.“ Samjo shook his head.

„Senior Researcher Ran was Shrenne’s mentor when she first joined the firm. It looks like their bond lasted much longer than I thought.“ Dongrang shrugged. „You see, Dante? We were peers working for the same firm, and there's still collusion and fraternity. Betrayal, division, connivance. It happens in any group of people… I guess it’s an inescapable cycle.“

„You´re wrong.“ Once again I found myself in a verbal joust with Dongrang. „Conflict is unavoidable. Letting it tear people apart is not – that is always a conscious choice of the participants.“

„Really? Say… How much do you trust those Sinners?“ He challenged me.

I scoffed in his face. „I trust them with my life.“

„You know virtually nothing about them, though. You are just a temporary hire. Am I wrong?“ He tried to get under my skin so badly, but failed at just about every possible point.

Sure, I had doubts, no shortage of them… but I had no choice but to put my faith in Dante and choose to do so over and over until I got back home to the safety of my mundane everyday life.

„You could not fathom how wrong you are, Dongrang.“

„You don’t even know which is the one that has a history with me.“

I had to laugh at that remark. I laughed and laughed like some sort of a maniac.

„Oh, that is priceless.“ I said as I caught my breath. „Of all the people here… precisely three know… you, the person in question and me.“ I stepped closer, unafraid. „If you want to continue this verbal spar, be my guest… but know that you picked the worst person to do that to, all things considered.“

After that, Dongrang seemed to have changed his mind. He calmly smiled and turned around, looking for something in piles of rubble.

„I can sense the Golden Bough resonating nearby.“ Dante said quickly.

„…It appears we’re nearing the target location.“ Faust translated for Samjo and Dongrang.

„That’s good. The photos and awards I left should be still there.“

„Classified research documents as well, Mr. Dongrang.“

I could not believe those two idiots were the top researchers at K Corp.

While I ruminated on the hiring standards of K Corp´s Department of Food Resource Development, Yi Sang knelt down to the floor and picked up a miraculously unbroken vial. It wasn´t one of those brought in by Shrenne.

He stared at the vial in deep thought.

„How kind of you. You didn’t have to pick it up.“ Dongrang said, reaching for the vial.

„…It’s the same. This regeneration ampule… Its number abides by the same rule as the 'decay ampules' that was forcibly administered to Miss Ishmael in the earlier scuffle between K Corp's brawlers and invading machines.“ He said slowly, each word said with measured, but heavy tone.

„That's what’s called a serial code. It's a unique string of numbers to categorize ampules. Ones that start with an "O" are original- Wait, why am I explaining this, again?“ Samjo asked himself as he delivered the last piece of puzzle.

„Original… Identical to the 'decay ampule' injected to Miss Ishmael... So it suggests that its essence was no different from that of the regeneration ampule.“ Yi Sang frowned.

„This series of regeneration ampule is, well, how do I say it… It’s an undiluted solution. It’s not exactly like the commercially available ones.“

There he was, caught in his own lie.

„Undiluted? I recall you said they are nanobots. Microscopic machines, therefore their programming would not differ regardless of the number of individual nanobots in the solution. Therefore, what you called nanobots are not nanobots at all.“ I stepped between the two men, glaring daggers into Dongrang. „Am I wrong?“

„Alighiero… please, stop.“

I turned around to him. „But he-“

Please.“

With a sigh I backed down. I did not say a single word of apology, though. I wasn´t sorry – if catching Dongrang in a lie was what it took to open Samjo´s eyes to the truth, then I would do it. For my own sake.

„When did you first recognize me?“ Dongrang asked his former colleague and a friend.

„Since you showed us the chickens in captivity. It would have sufficed to give your visitors a cursory tour, yet you insisted on showing your personal laboratory…“ Yi Sang spoke, prior anger missing from his eyes.

„You’re right. I don't know about the others, but I wanted you to see the demonstrable proof of my success. I’m still sad, though. You probably had plenty of time to express your joy of reuniting with this old friend of yours.“

Dongrang sighed. „You haven’t changed. You’ve always enjoyed keeping precious things in bottles and watching them.“ He glanced at me briefly in way that made me feel more exposed than if I was naked.

„And you were intent on releasing and showing them.“ I saw Yi Sang sidestep, just enough to place himself in the way of Dongrang´s gaze.

„Didst thou say "old friend"? I must say, Yi Sang, many reunions with thy companions do await thee in this journey! In an expedition past, the, err…one wearing a tinted eyewear did confront thee!“ Don peeped, trying to break the incredibly tense verbal stand-off between the two of them.

Dongrang simply smiled. „……Aha. So you already had a reunion to celebrate. No wonder you’re being so detached with me. How troubling for you, though. Looks like there’ll be another you have to face.“

„What does he mean, Alighiero?“ Dante asked.

„You´ll see soon enough.“ I whispered back.

„I thought everyone had made their escape thanks to Shrenne’s snitching…but I suppose that wasn’t the case.“ Dongrang said, just before another figure entered the picture, followed by a thick flowery scent.

She was holding a glowing stick – the Golden Bough. I was stumped for a moment, just admiring the thing as it glowed in her hand. I got the feeling that if I reached towards it it would feel very nice... and warm.

I shook my head, pushing those thoughts away. It earned me an odd look from couple Sinners next to me, but I wasn´t particularly bothered by it.

In Dongbaek´s other hand was a torn, monochrome photograph.

„It’s a fine photograph. Only one of this shot remains in this world now.“ She said softly, looking our way with sad, tired eyes.

„So many old friends, and not one to greet me with delight… won’t you give that picture back to me? It may not look like it, but it’s a cherished treasure of mine.“ Dongrang asked, walking up to Dongbaek.

„Mr. Dongrang, you shouldn’t get close to her! It’s dangerous!“ Samjo warned him, though his words were not really acknowledged.

„All troops, do not carelessly approach her! The Golden Bough may be destroyed…“ Outis commanded, paying special attention to me. I would have felt called out if it wasn´t true.

„I agree with it.“ Meursault added. I noticed that he also stepped closer.

The Sinners must have realized that I was about ready to jump in and try to tear head off of anyone who tried to hurt Yi Sang.

„Faust will come up with a way to retrieve it in no time.“ Faust said calmly, looking at me.

„Tch, why do we keep running into problems that a good pummeling can’t solve! This is right infuriating…“

At least some things stayed the same. „You took the words right out of my mouth, Heathcliff.“ I said quietly. That confirmation apparently was enough for Outis and Meursault silently agreeing between two of them to further physically block me from jumping towards Yi Sang. Their actions bore fruit when Dongbaek lunged with the Bough and stabbed it through him. Through I made the effort, I could not reach them in time.

If it wasn´t for the metal gauntlet on Meursault´s arm and hand, I felt that I might´ve bitten him in retribution. Which was only the second weirdest thought I had that day. (The first being that Samjo´s life was worth saving.)

„I…didn’t think you would end up choosing him before my eyes.“ Dongbaek said slowly.

„Yi Sang!“ Dante called out to him as he fell to the ground, stab wound blossoming into a red flower on his chest.

„You can have this back. A photograph is nothing more than a taxidermied moment.“ She added as she dropped the photograph on the floor, beside fallen Yi Sang.

Thinking back to those days, I felt as though I had been afloat all the time then.

Yes, I was enduring life with the feeling of flying in the sky.

Thus, I had been living without knowing for certain if I truly had wings or if I was a mere half-wit.

A kind of imagery unfolded around us – Yi Sang´s memories.

Yi Sang, did you stay up all night working on your research again? I keep telling you, skipping sleep will get you killed.“

Dongrang.

He’s something else. Remember how he’d forget to eat or sleep when he got into something?“

Dongbaek.

He can’t be helped, Dongbaek. So… what do you plan to show us at this illuminators’ conference? I can’t help but look forward to something you’ve been working on tirelessly in your room.“

This time… I have made something I call the 'mirror'.“

And Yi Sang.

Thus, it has always remained unclear. Unsure if I regret that day, or reminisce of it fondly.

„…Sang… Yi Sang! You alright?“ Dante shook Yi Sang with vacant eyes by his shoulder. At last his eyes turned to them.

„I see… You have reversed my death as you always do.“

His words carried weight that couldn´t be simply brushed off as his usual state of ennui.

„…I’m sure Dongbaek’s plan was to stab me. Shrenne and Ran probably told her that I brought help from the outside…But she couldn’t have known that Yi Sang would be one of them.“

Of course, such thing was completely lost on Dongrang. In the meantime, Dongbaek made off with the Golden Bough.

„Ah~ So you’ve brought Yi Sang here on purpose?“ Hong Lu asked, curious twinkle in his jade eye.

„Mm… Are you asking if I invited him as a meat shield knowing that I’d be ambushed? As excellent as my ability to predict courses of events is, I am no prophet.“ Dongrang said, not at all feeling sorry it seemed.

„Either way, things went in our favor. The assault was clearly made with intent to kill.“ Samjo said, unaware that he was pissing off the one person who was able to change his fate. The irony was palpable, if only to me.

„What did you just…? You can't be serious… A colleague of ours got stabbed to death for your boss, and you’re talking like everything went well…“ Gregor growled at him in turn.

„It’s not our responsibility to compensate for any injuries, is it? If this has left psychological scars, you are free to demand compensation, but please know that the procedures will be rather complex.“

„No, my problem is with how you’re describing this whole-“

Yi Sang placed his hand on Gregor´s shoulder. „Leave the matter there. I do not feel an ounce of pain. So you have no need to pursue this matter further.“

„Are you sure you’re okay, Yi Sang?“ Dante asked him.

Then, Yi Sang began to talk. „I see, you must have been rather curious. I was once part of an organization named the League of Nine. Gubo, Dongrang, and Dongbaek, the one who stabbed my chest. Those faces you have seen were members of it as well, manager. However, it disbanded and scattered one day. Each of us was flown away into our own path. That was all there was to it.“

Our eyes met. I wasn´t sure what kind of expression Yi Sang saw in me, but it didn´t seem to sway him towards a different path from the one he´s walked since before I joined the Company.

„Aw, what~ Feels like your story’s missing a ton of details, y’know?“ Rodion interjected. „You broke up ‘cause things happened and now you’re pointing knives at each other~ Like, is that it?“

„Or maybe they were never friends after all.“ Sinclair commented, likely recalling his own relationship with Kromer.

„It was no more than a moment. I believe my testimony to be apt for a time as transient as that.“ Yi Sang finished, shutting down any further questioning of the matter.

„Are you really sure you’re okay, Yi Sang?“ Dante asked once again. They really were trying to be a better manager. It was good to see that.

„I have always been okay.“ Yi Sang said placidly.

„From your recent memory, umm… Have you had any particularly happy or painful moments or something like that?“

„…You are devoting an unusual degree of attention to me today, Dante. While it does not please me… I will give you an answer since your demeanor is quite unlike the usual.“ Yi Sang relented, if for just that moment. „If I were to choose one, the happiest occasion in recent memory would be… when we held an illuminators’ conference. And the most hopeless one would be…At the forest where I first met you. The very moment my life resumed when I was certain that it had ended there. Another such moment is now. I am once again realizing that this regeneration is ever so flawless, unchanging.“

Yi Sang´s words rocked me straight to the core, even though I had a rough idea of what meaning they held before he spoke them.

„I hope that sates your curiosity.“

Dante grew silent after that.

„Now, should we not be on our way? I see a long road ahead of us.“ Yi Sang looked to me for confirmation. Solemnly, I nodded.

Sudden beeping in Samjo´s pocket alerted us all.

„Oh dear...“ He took a phone out and listened to it. „Yes, I understand. I’ll return right away.“ As he put the device away, he turned to Dongrang and the rest of us. „It seems the laboratory has been raided again. There are apparently more terrorists this time, on a fiercer offense than before.“

„So the commotion earlier was a distraction to keep us here. Kgh… This could have easily been prevented if it weren’t for your collusion.“ Outis grumbled.

As we hurriedly returned through the Lobotomy Corp. branch corridors, Sinclair spoke up. „It does feel rather strange… I think this is the first time we’re going through a Lobotomy Corp. branch without facing a single Abnormality.“

„That’s true indeed. Those we did see were resting still in their eggs.“ Hong Lu added.

„The bounders from tech liberation whatever must have got some way to put Abnormalities in their eggs without lifting a hand, eh?“ Heathcliff grumbled. I was wondering if he felt a little sad that he had yet to smack a single abnormality with his bat.

„Though we will have to see the details with our own eyes...If they really do have the technology to revert Abnormalities into their inactive forms, it’s certain that they possess the technologies to achieve more.“ Faust commented. She did glance at me briefly, to which I nodded quickly.

„Well well, sounds like you’ve gotta look out, Dongrang, bud… Ms. Faust isn’t one to say ominous stuff for nothing, you know.“ Gregor added.

Even with that kind of warning, Dongrang looked as unfazed as ever, only furthering my annoyance.

„It’ll work out somehow. In our group is K Corp’s most successful researcher… and better yet, two of the greatest geniuses in the City… and the most knowledgeable intern I´ve ever had the pleasure to meet.“

It was nice to be acknowledged, but since it came from Dongrang, I was anything but happy about it.

„Mr. Dongrang… A moment, please!“ A panicked employee called after Dongrang as we re-entered the laboratory lobby.

„Haha, you’ve all turned pale. Ah, pardon me for a moment.“ Dongrang said as he followed after them with Samjo by his side.

„The situation looks pretty tense. It’s kinda awkward to stand still like this.“ Dante said as we waited for the two researchers to finish their phone call.

Meanwhile, Don Quixote was perusing a stack of books and pamphlets on a nearby shelf.

„Oho, what manner of books are these? The pictures glitter brightly!“ With a happy hum she picked up a story book. Although I technically knew its contents, I leaned over Don´s shoulder along with Dante.

Once upon a time, when everyone had their heads down and eyes fixed on the ground, there was a person who looked up into the sky.

In their eyes were twinkling stars.

Connecting the nameless stars no one else would look at,

The person gave them names, and made up stories for them as they liked.

Stories are like skeins of thread without an end;

They’re drawn and woven together in an effort to find meaning from meaninglessness.

All kinds of stories in the world, happy and sad, circled in the night sky.

Then one day, the person’s family fell deeply sick, their life nearing its end.

Like any other day, the person spoke into the sky about the grief they felt.

And then…

A droplet of water fell onto the person’s head.

Looking up, the person found the constellation talking to them.

'Dear person who named me and gave me a story, thanks to you, I was cast onto the land and pushed by the flow of time, feeling the world in full.'

'Did you know that stars can grant wishes?'

'The tears I shed will clear you of your pain.'

Afterwards, a rain fell onto the world for a day and a half.

Everyone caught in the rain was all healed up.

The person’s ill family recovered to health, too.

Since then, the person and their family, as well as all the residents of the city, have looked up at the sky and talked about happiness every night.

„That explains it. I read that Nest K has a custom of walking outside without an umbrella to stand in the rain on the night of a certain month every year.“ Ishmael knowingly commented. Much to her displeasure, the Sinners around her were staring at her blankly. „Don’t tell me, am I alone in this again? Have none of you checked out the pamphlet guide to K Corp’s Nest and Backstreets until now? No one? Alighiero?“

I felt my cheeks burn. „To my defense I already knew that… I would like to peruse the pamphlets next time, though.“ I added with a forced smile. Maybe if I knew what was in the pamphlets I could figure out more easily what was going on when my memory failed to provide the necessary information.

As the Sinners began to discuss the nature of the rain within the story and the „nanobot“ technology of the regenerative ampules, Dongrang returned.

„We’d better hurry. The situation seems pretty serious. I hear they managed to storm all the way into rooms where experiments are conducted this time.“

Don raised her face from the picture-book and looked around. „Hmm? Does this place not seem too peaceful for such a dire predicament? I see nary a man running away!“

„It does appear that there's been an evacuation order. However, as you witnessed last time, this is not the first emergency that occurred this week. They might be worried that evacuating again could disrupt the 70-hour workweek policy.“ Samjo explained in a single breath.

I cringed away at the idea. Dante seemed to have been of similar mind.

„Working in this kind of place is not easy, huh...“

„I don’t get it. How was this attack possible? It didn’t seem like a structure that allowed intruders to sneak into the room undetected.“ Outis pointed out.

„We’re running short of time, so I’ll explain as we go up.“ Dongrang more-or-less commanded. His words didn´t pass without a reaction, though.

„Object. Give one reason we should go with you.“ Ryoshu grumbled.

„Indeed. The contract has been fulfilled.“ Meursault added.

„That’s true. But, as much as I want to give the Bough to you, it’s been taken before our eyes.“

„Hmgh… TRASHES.“

Ryoshu´s eyes glowed with vicious red hue. I was very glad to be her ally instead of an enemy.

„Is this… really right? Hey… What does the contract exactly say?“ Rodion questioned.

„Hm… I couldn’t say, I’m not all too knowledgeable when it comes to legal matters…“

Samjo´s words did not please Ryoshu in the slightest.

„S.A.“

„Mister Samjo… She wants answers.“ Sinclair translated, in a trembling voice.

„Mm?“

Meanwhile, Samjo was as oblivious to her anger as could be.

„S.A.!“

„S-Samjo… She says she’ll assail you this time!“ Sinclair hurriedly translated.

„Wrong. I said I’ll assail him right now.“

Luckily for Samjo, his phone beeped again just as it finally dawned on him what kind of hot waters he was sitting in. „T-This is an emergency, an emergency!!! You should go upstairs, quickly!“

„L-Let’s hurry along for now, Ryōshū.“ Dante placated her, however little effect their words had.

„I’ll show SANGRIA… I swear it.“ She growled as we hurried upstairs.

The hallway that used to be clean and calm was filled with screams of fleeing reearchers. Among the general rubble and destruction layed dead bodies of those who were not able to run fast enough.

„Help me… Mr. Dongrang… Please, save me.“ An injured colleague of Dongrang´s held onto the smallest scrap of their life whilst in the tight grip of a TLA member.

„My staff member… is begging for help, wouldn’t you consider letting them go?“ Dongrang talked to the terrorist, hands up in the air to show he wasn´t armed. „If it’s intelligence you want, I’ll give it to you. We were planning to go out for a staff dinner tomorrow, and the restaurant we booked serves such delicious meat.“

„It’d be rather unfortunate if the smell awaiting us tomorrow came from incense sticks at a funeral instead of meat on a grill. Wouldn’t you agree?“ He added, trying to appeal to the terrorist´s feelings no doubt.

„Intelligence? We have no need for it.“ The terrorist replied coldly.

„Huh, you’re walking in unarmed now? What happened to your robots that did the fighting for you wimps?“ Heathcliff laughed.

„We have no need to bring our robots. I see plenty of useful-looking ones here.“ The terrorist probably smiled, but due to the mask covering their face I wasn´t able to tell.

„Are you trying to-“ Outis seemed to have connected the dots.

„We were ordered to excise terrorists. Target: all parts.“

Armored staff rolled in with considerable numbers.

„Huff. We outnumber them by a wide margin. It might be a little unfair, but… it seems like we won’t have any trouble beating them.“ Ishmael huffed in relief.

„Ms. Ran’s expertise was hijacking machines. She was more experienced in hacking than fighting.“ The terrorist said, pointing to the ampule helper drone floating nearby. On instinct I backed slowly to where Dante stood. We exchanged a quiet glance between us.

Welcome. Here at K Corp, we value your safety above all else.“

„Huh, wait… What’s…“ The armored person was stumped, as the glowing green eye of the drone turned red.

For everyone’s safety, deserters attempting to flee from battle will be injected with a decay ampule according to regulatory rules. The ampule will be launched if you leave the 120-meter radius of the combat area; you are 49 meters away from the perimeter.“

Shots rang out and decay ampules were injected into several of the staff members.

If you do not attack the enemy within the next 5 seconds, the decay ampule will be administered according to regulatory rules. You have 4 seconds remaining.“

„Wait, are we… the "enemy" now?“ Dante asked me.

„Yup. They don´t have a choice and neither do we… but if we focus on the drones we may be able to-“ I started, only to promptly cut off.

Damn it… I’ve got no choice.“ The armored soldier charged at Meursault.

„…!“ He tanked the hit like a total champ.

„I… don’t wanna get hit by the decay ampule. I want to live.“ The armored guy said instead of an apology.

Current status: no deserters detected, all status green. Please stand in line for regeneration ampules“

„…I see.“ Meursault nodded.

„They’re weighing their lives with ours, not unlike what we do. Please permit us to engage.“ Outis turned to Dante. They glanced back at me, then turned to Outis.

„Got it. Try to take out the drones first… if you can.“

The fighting didn´t look easy at all. Between taking hits from the armored staff and avoiding flying decay ampules, the Sinners had their work cut out for them. All the while they were fighting, the TLA members just stood by, watching.

„I take back what I said about you being spineless wimps. I’m surprised you didn’t run away while we were scrapping.“ Heathcliff said when the last drone fell. „You’re so dead now. Bunch of book-smart sods who think using things others made is a talent.“

„Fair point. Which is why we brought something new from the Lobotomy Corp. branch.“ The terrorist said as their body was enveloped by a storm of flying talismans. They were wearing an E.G.O. gear.

„Was E.G.O something you could keep on all the time and use whenever like that? ‘Cause I didn’t know you could do that. We all know E.G.O isn’t some kind of magic tool. It’s a lot of work… just keeping my sanity from tumbling over.“ Gregor recoiled, disgusted by the particular enemy in suit made of greenish slime.

„Looks like they took a page out of Lobotomy Corp. book. I´m pretty sure they used to have those kinds of gear.“ I replied quietly to him. „It´s different from the stuff you use… slightly more stable version, if you will.“

„Does that mean… Lobotomy Corporation did the same…“ Gregor looked at me, horrified. It was Faust who answered his question, however.

„Yes, rather than Fixers, regular employees were given the E.G.O to work with. Of course, what we have right now isn’t as refined as what the Wing used to have. Additionally, they may have made use of the Golden Bough´s Qliphoth Detterence Field.“

„Wait, hold on. If you’re saying they can do that with the help of the Golden Bough’s deterrence power, that means it’s nearby!“ Ishmael pointed out.

„…Must be. Along with Dongbaek, who has it in her hands.“ Gregor nodded, intercepting an attack from one of the TLA members.

„I cannot help but question the security of this facility. The leader of the terrorists is freely roaming in your building, and not once has her presence been reported.“ Outis said after the scuffle was over.

„As much as I’d like to object… I don’t have much I can say. I didn’t expect them to break in so easily…“ Samjo sighed, having no excuse to hide behind. „Then again, the technology liberation alliance is formed by former researchers of renowned firms. It may have been inevitable after all.“

„I see… So they were villains of bright minds. But I must wonder, can individuals of bright minds turn to villainy? Hmm… What a bewildering conundrum.“ Don struggled to understand the situation through her rosy tinted glass cage.

„Don’t let them fascinate you. If they were so wise, they wouldn’t have quit their enviable jobs at large firms for a terrorist organization in the first place.“ Samjo replied.

I could not stay silent any longer. „There is more to life than money, Samjo. Some people have principles they hold onto no matter the consequences… much like you hold onto your precious Dongrang.“

He blinked at me. I hoped it was a blink of slowly inching realization, but I could not do anything else than hope because his phone beeped.

„Mr. Dongrang, you have an urgent call from Director Alfonso.“

Dongrang rolled his eyes. „Oh boy… She’s about to give me a talking-to. Can’t you take the call for me, Samjo?“

„I already have been, but her patience is nearing its limit.“

„Oh well… I’m not getting away from this. Pardon me for a second.“

Dongrang took the phone from Samjo as they both walked away from the group to get some privacy. When they were out of sight, Dante turned to me.

„Alighiero, there are quite a few things I meant to ask you… but first, I think it´s best to ask: what even is the Technology Liberation Alliance about?“

„It´s alright. I would´ve said something earlier, but there were too many ears around, if you catch my drift. In summary, TLA wants to return to the past… in a way. Specifically to the time before the conception of industrialized society when no technological advances existed. First Ran joined, then Shrenne… and the connecting thread seems to be working on the regeneration ampules. We ought to step carefully going forward.“

„Ah… that´s handy to know…. I guess.“

„It’s fortunate for Shrenne that she didn’t get to see liberation alliance members murdering researchers without mercy.“ Ishmael pointed out to offset the gloomy setting around us.

Rodion nodded. „She probably believed she was working for a noble cause to end violence until the end of her life. But I agree, it was probably best for her that she died holding onto that belief.“

Listening to their words… I couldn´t help but wonder.

Was opening Samjo´s eyes to the reality really the right thing to do?

Notes:

Not a word about how I should write any slower xD i don´t wanna hear it. I am taking a more substantial break to actually prepare for thesis defense so chill
(also I am hoping against all hope that I won´t be doing that with a fever on, pray for me to get better before next week rolls by)

Enjoy the double-length long chapter

Chapter 12: Bloodied Petals Fall Softly

Summary:

Many revelations regarding the TLA and its members happen. Dongrang continues to be a total scum of the earth and Samjo may just pay for his lies with his life - unless someone does something about it, that is.

Notes:

TRIGGER WARNING: canon-typical violence, discussion of suicidal thoughts, minor character death

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A group of staff members came our way, carrying an imposing aura, unlike any other K Corp. employees we’ve met. Their armor was more substantial, as were their numbers.

„Ah, you must be K Corp. staff. Hey! I saw some researchers that haven’t evacuated over there-“

Gregor´s words fell on deaf ears as they moved upstairs. In a way they reminded me more of a small army than a group of Fixers.

„They aren’t here to rescue anyone. Their role is eliminating intruders and keeping classified technologies secure.“ Dongrang interjected like he´s not left for even a moment. „Rescuing is left to Class 1 staff.“

„Gasp! Is Class 1 not the highest level an employee can reach, precisely like Grade 1 is for Fixers?! Verily, ‘tis no wonder that they are the noblest!“ Don excitedly spoke up.

„Sorry? In this Nest, Class 1 is the lowest level, and higher numbers indicate better ranks.“ Samjo added.

„Wha, wuh, wah, wha, wai… Whaat?!!!…Even still, none can be too lordly or lowly to save lives, so how can the roles be divided?“

„Haha, bigger is better for numbers and riches alike, isn’t that right?“

I rolled my eyes. Bigger being better. Of course, that was the way many things worked. But not all. Sometimes, it was more of the way one used what little they had. However, there was no point in arguing. Not when Yi Sang was so explicitly against it.

„Ah, the conversation dragged on for a bit… But there’s nothing to worry about, I’ve acquired the permission.“ Dongrang said, patting Samjo´s back.

„What? Permission? For what?“ Heathcliff asked, voicing Dante´s question.

„Normally, it seems to require a bunch of paperwork as well, but since we’re in an emergency, let’s skip the procedures that we can. Should be fine, right, Samjo?“ Dongrang turned to his ever-so-loyal assistant. Samjo´s expression held a considerable amount of quiet resentment.

„Well… I believe it could be managed with three days and a half of working on the report overtime. And strictly speaking, the problem already began when you brought them to your lab without any report.“

„Just tell us what that permission is about first!“ Heathcliff demanded, fed up with Dongrang´s bullshit.

It would seem that Dongbaek has headed that way.“ Dongrang pointed to the stairway. „The screening room. The security procedures for entering that place can be… extremely convoluted.“ He added cryptically.

„Screening room? The name doesn’t give a very clear idea of what it’s about.“ Rodion questioned.

„Wonder why the security is so tight about it.“ Hong Lu added quietly. I saw few of the Sinners glance at me, but nobody was really asking about it.

„It’s at the very top of the building.“ Dongrang explained. „There are two ways to make something inaccessible: put it underground, or at the highest point.“

Continuing down the corridor, we stumbled on another group of TLA members.

„As you might have seen earlier… that’s Marile. In fact, I met him once at a job interview for B Corp. once.“

„Really? Samjo… You applied for B Corp, too?“ Dongrang asked with interest.

„Of course, K Corp. was my primary choice… but a man of mediocrity like me has to send an application to every Wing in hopes that one will accept it.“

Marile… of course it was Marile, how could I forget? Well, very easily, apparently. When we reached him, there were many corpses around. I could hardly tell which may have belonged to men or women while alive.

„Oh dear, pardon me, I need to use the restroom!“ Samjo turned pale and ran, covering his mouth with a hand. Unlike him, Dongrang didn´t seem to have such troubles looking at the many disfigured bodies. It only made me that much more unsettled to be around him. Blood pooled around them, though edges have already begin to set into gnarly dark stains on the floor. In a way, it reminded me of the nightmare from the night after we got back from Calw and the disfigured faces didn´t help the distinction, either. I had to look away just to keep the contents of my mostly empty stomach inside it.

„G.U.T.S. or S.O.B.“ Ryoshu mumbled in a gruff voice as she held smoldering butt of a cigarette between her teeth. I realized the words were aimed at me only when Sinclair nudged me.

„She said you should get used to it… or stay on the bus.“ He said. „Your face is looking a bit green. Are you sure you can handle this?“

I nodded slowly. Though my stomach was swimming, I wasn´t going to let little nausea stop me. In any case, I did have to steel myself if I wanted to play an active role in the missions. The number of dead bodies I would come to see wasn´t going to drop lower anytime soon.

„We’re looking for your boss. Where is she?“ Outis asked Marile assertively.

„What I want to know is how you’re still alive.“ He retorted angrily.

Heathcliff was naturally the fastest to reply. „Oh, you mean those galling murder machines? They weren’t anything we couldn’t deal with. The bomb… did hurt a bit, though.“

„No. That bomb wasn’t meant for annihilation. It was a means.“ Marile shook his head. „There’s been an unexpected variable to Ran and Shrenne’s plan. What are you?“ He said, his eyes stopping on Dante and by extension, me. Thankfully, it was Faust who broke her silence.

„Even if you were to return to an age without technology, you won’t find the peace you seek.“ She said, diverting the conversation away from that landmine of a question. „Once accustomed to the luxury brought by technology, people won’t be able to withstand life in the past. Think of the time when trips to the Backstreets were trending among the rich.“ She said pointedly. „They only use the experience to take another look at their own lives and be thankful for everything they have. Hardly any would live in a less opulent era given the opportunity.“

„And? I don’t like talkative people. Not fond of explaining things to you, either.“ Marile said proudly.

„I’m not the talkative sort. And I don’t require explanations in any field. I was simply curious to know the difference in perspectives.“ Faust replied.

It must´ve been enough for Marile to open up a little more, one researcher speaking to another.

„None of us take WARP trains. We don’t eat the meat the City has to offer, either. When you know the truth, you wouldn’t even consider something as shallow as Backstreets trips.“

Hong Lu cocked his head. „Hm… The elders in my family, who must know even greater things than I do, didn’t have any problem using them though?“ His innocent curiosity didn´t sway Marile at all, though.

„The masses are ignorant. They won’t believe it even if you show it before their eyes.“

Then it was Heathcliff who tried his hand at talking the terrorist down. „And this is your conclusion? Get rid of everything and make ‘em live in that empty world?“

„You wouldn’t get—“

„No, I think I get it just fine. There are plenty of blighters out there who just don’t get it if you talk nicely. They’d only start empathizing with the likes of me after they get a couple bruises and scars on their faces.“ He spat at him the words, syllable by syllable. „It gives me the urge to just wreck it all.“

Marile thought about his words for a while, then replied: „If we ever recruit new members…I’ll try excluding the educational background from the requisites.“

„Although Heathcliff has never told us about what schools he went to… I can see where it’s coming from. Still, you're going way over the line.“ Ishmael said, shifting the grip on her mace.

When the fight broke out, I stood by Dante, thinking over everything that was just said. What technologies like the tears meant to people of the City, people like Samjo. If I was to show him all that he was willingly blinding himself to and succeed, I needed to really sell that point of view to him. Not through empty words, but something that he held close to his heart… and there was really only one way to do that.

„E.Y.“ Ryoshu tapped Yi Sang´s shoulder.

„…Did you call?“

„That man who keeps clinging to us claiming to be your friend. What’s the relationship?“ She said, using actual words and sentences instead of her signature SANGRIAs. Each word she spoke was intent realized. She was serious.

„As can be seen, the tie has long been severed.“

„I don’t like butting in, and I hate speaking for long even more…But I’m telling you this since the smile of that ignorance-feigning scoundrel Dongrang is detestable.“ She shook her head. „That one desk, one that was even more disgusting than the others because it was clean and empty. The nametag below it had your name.“

Yi Sang had nothing to say to that. Naturally.

„He was planning to give Yi Sang that position all along?“ Dante turned to me. „Why didn´t you tell us, Alighiero?“

Before I could answer, Ishmael butted in.

„Yeah, is he trying to headhunt him? That’s supposedly a violation of moral principles between firms or something like that if I recall.“

I shook my head. „Come on, Ishmael. It doesn´t take a genius to see that Yi Sang doesn´t have a particular reason or desire to accept the offer. The point´s moot.“

„BAFFLED.“

Ishmael paused to think, but quickly gave up. „What’s that supposed to be an acronym for?“

„It’s not. I’m just baffled. Orange hair, you say you used to work on a ship for a long while? As a Fixer? You have serious delusions about Wings and firms. Did you dump your common sense into the great lake as chum? Bringing up morality in the world we live in… Pretty amusing for a joke.“

Ryoshu´s words irked me. „Don´t get me started, Ryoshu. If having strong sense of morality is your idea of a joke I could make you bust a rib or two laughing.“ I said, stone-faced. „Which would be both unpleasant for me and pretty dangerous going forward. We still have to get the Bough from Dongbaek.“

Dante interjected. „Even if Dongrang was headhunting Yi Sang... this really is strange. He’s not taking Yi Sang’s thoughts into account at all.“

„Pay it no heed.“ Yi Sang spoke his wishes in earnest once again. „Thoughts are rather meager things. I am quite used to the life of being taxidermied.“

„Are you sure you don’t mind? Yi Sang, when you joined the company… No, actually… Didn’t all of us receive the same job offer?“

The job offer. In my case I could hardly call it that. It was just a lifeline thrown towards me as I was drowning. I knew that the rope was covered in thorns and I still grabbed on – because in that moment, more than anything else, I wanted to live.

Funny thing was that I hardly had any reason to survive. I may have gripped the rope, but instead of my own grip, the very thorns that cut my hands were the reasons why I kept holding on after the survival instinct became a background noise.

I couldn´t die because there were thirteen people directly depending on my survival. Thirteen thorns of the rope that wrapped around my head like a fucked up crown since the moment I was pulled into that ruthless world.

„Let’s proceed.“ Faust said, pulling me out of my thoughts. We entered the dark environment of the screening room. There, hidden in shadow like a shroud a giant eyeball rested, its eyelids pried open by force to make it cry endless tears that formed the basis of the regeneration ampules.

„It’s too dark to see… What is that?“ Sinclair asked, pointing to the thing above the vat of tears. Instead of answering his question, Dongrang turned to Samjo.

„It’s been stopped for a moment because of the commotion, right?“

Samjo looked at the screen of his tablet. „Yes, as intruders might come up… so Director Alfonso has ordered to halt the operation for the moment.“

After brief moment of thought, Dongrang shook his head. „No, no, that just won’t do. The losses caused in that brief moment will be tremendous, Samjo.“

Rodion was on the edge, her hold on axe tightening as she raised it closer to her chest. „Scratch that… What IS that thing?!“

„Ah, you see… This thing cries in our stead.“ Dongrang answered cryptically. „So I always look at it with gratitude and pity.“

„I see now… That’s what Ran told me about.“ A voice came from the shadows, unseen, yet soft. With it returned the heavy, scent of flowers. A translucent veil around her suddenly dropped and Dongbaek looked at us with the same sad, tired eyes that Yi Sang always had.

„Ahh~ I’ve been wondering how, and now I know the answer. How our security was so easily breached, how we kept losing track of you, and how you kept vanishing…You had the 'veil'.“ Dongrang breathed unabashedly. „Ah, it was so simple, why couldn’t I think of it sooner?“

Heathcliff frowned. „'Veil'? What’s that supposed to be… Gah, you buggers started talking about things only you know again, eh?“

Meanwhile, Ishmael just rolled her eyes with a sigh. „You might be able to live in the City alright, but you clearly aren’t cut out to be a Fixer.“

„Most people will struggle to figure out or understand the source of each technology in their lives, so they give up the endeavor and simply nod along.“ Faust whispered. „Pretending to know. It’s an essential skill for making your life in the City bearable.“

„Ahem.“ Ishmael cleared her throat, not so covertly nodding towards the scene before us.

Dongbaek sighed deeply.

„It’s an expensive Singularity-based item only famous Fixers, Wing executives, or the richest classes could afford.“ Dongrang said, as if that explained anything. Even if I asked how you got it, you won’t answer me, will you?“

I had a few ideas about how that might´ve happened. Most of them involved Hermann in some way. However, I decided to not voice that thought. Things were getting convoluted as it were.

„Is what I’m seeing the truth behind regeneration ampules?“ Dongbaek asked pointing to the vat and the mass above it.

„Yes, that’s right. The source of the ampules you’re hellbent on destroying.“ Dongrang replied calmly.

Samjo could not hold himself back, however. „What do you… Destroy?! Let me ask you a question: Don’t you know how many lives these ampules can save?“

„These regeneration ampules don’t simply regenerate the body. These tears can kill as easily as they can save.“ Dongbaek told him. As if words from the mouth of a terrorist would sway his mind after seeing his colleagues slaughtered by members of her group.

„Are you trying to suggest that these tears kill people?“

„I have nothing more to say to you if you won’t believe me even after seeing it happen several times already.“ Dongbaek turned away.

„Fine then, will you concede if I prove their safety by walking into this pool?“ He said, completely serious and assured that his life was not in any danger.

„What?“ Dongbaek was genuinely caught off guard.

„Don’t slander Mr. Dongrang with your baseless claims. Countless people have recovered from life-threatening conditions thanks to this technology.“ He continued. „I ’ve been injected with it once myself. My neck broke while diving, but the regeneration ampule helped me recover from the brink of death. It was one of the reasons I applied for K Corp. as soon as I became an adult, but that’s not the point here.“

As he was removing his jacket I stepped towards him. There was an arm on my shoulder but I brushed it off with a scoff, making my way to Samjo.

„Listen up, because I will only say it once! Just because you are clever enough that K Corp. hired you doesn´t mean you are above being an utter dumbass. You should trust me when I say you that you are currently being the stupidest smart person I´ve ever met… which is really saying something when you take Heathcliff´s existence into account.“ I growled at him.

„Uhhh… I´m confused, was that an insult or a compliment?“ Heathcliff whispered behind me.

Ishmael was equally as confused. „I think it was both… somehow.“

I paid no mind to the whispers behind my back. „You have no reason to believe Dongbaek on this matter. You have no reason to believe me or my coworkers, either. In fact, there´s only one person you would believe and he´s standing over there.“ I nodded towards Dongrang. „So, Mr. Dongrang…“ I said as condescendingly as I could manage. „...would you so kindly explain what the real essence of the healing ampules before Samjo decides to jump in just to prove the point and fail miserably?“

„Explain? But those are-?“

„You´ve already said plenty for anyone with half a brain to figure out that healing ampules are not nanobots. Though some processing is needed to the base liquid and its origin is still shrouded in darkness, there´s no denying it any longer. And hey, Mr. Dongrang, you do happen to have a truth tablet in your pocket, remember? Perfect solution to the situation, readily available and safe.“

„No… no it can´t be… Mr. Dongrang wouldn´t…“ Samjo stammered, laughing at first, but looking at Dongrang whose smile has faltered for a moment, his eyes bolting between me and him. Samjo paused for a moment before forming his question. „W-What does the unprocessed liquid do, Mr. Dongrang?“

It wasn´t a question at all. It was a plea. A plea for Dongrang to tell him that the liquid was completely safe and that everyone around him saying otherwise was either misinformed or a liar. Sadly, Dongrang was not exactly the sort to hide the facts once he´s been found out.

„Its function is to revert things to how they were originally. The regeneration ampules available now are a product of numerous refining processes. When a person who has lost an arm takes the ampule, they’ll remember having the arm as its original state. When someone with a dent in the head takes the ampule, their head will be restored to the shape they remember to be how it originally was.“ He said calmly. I could practically hear Samjo smile victoriously… but Dongrang continued, replacing Samjo´s smile with a sort of realization. „But, when a drop of tear that lacks any kind of interpretation by its receiver touches someone… They’d be reverted all the way back… to the original form of humanity.“

„The… original form?“ Samjo asked, dumbstruck.

„Or should I say it helps you go back to that state? Although it tries… it doesn’t seem to be capable of making a person fully reach that state. It consequently removes pain, but, well… so, are you satisfied, Alighiero? You were right, congratulations... now, what is it you really want, Dongbaek?

I looked at Samjo who watched Dongrang dismiss him as soon as he finished… maybe because he didn´t want to watch the resolve of his favorite secretary crumble or perhaps because he genuinely could not care less. Samjo stood in place, frozen, looking at Dongrang, as if in a trance. He didn´t even notice when the chewed up lollipop stick fell out of his mouth.

„The Singularity.“ Dongbaek replied. „Permanently destroying it and everything related by using the concept incinerator.“

Seeing that Samjo wasn´t recovering anytime soon from his shock, I returned to the Sinners. I bore the brunt of their stares and unvoiced questions with quiet grace. I did accomplish what I set out to do. I prevented Samjo from jumping into the vat of tears.

„Concept incinerator, huh. You’ll use it again? So, Dongbaek… Let’s say that you do successfully return to an age of nothingness… What comes next? Chop trees, build huts, make clothes out of leather… Is that the kind of life you want? Mourning the lost lives of trees and animals you’ve killed? Look, Dongbaek… With an attitude like that… you’ll be nothing more than a primitive amateur. Are you really sure that’s what you want?“

For the first time that day, Dongrang´s words held another kind of emotion besides placid calmness. Something sharp.

„You… always ask stupid questions, then and now. We decided to use vile technology as tools to get rid of their vile creators. Thus, no one can remain in the future we envision. That’s why we could be free. From the obsession with survival.“

„Haha, what are you talking about?“ Dongrang laughed, hiding his previous angrier side once more. „So you weren’t envisioning a future; you just can’t let go of the past.“

„Both of you… Stop this. I don’t want old feuds repeating before my eyes.“ Yi Sang stepped in, trying to break their argument apart. I found myself wondering if it was often like that in the past.

„Yi Sang, you look fine.“ Dongbaek commented as she looked Yi Sang over.

Gregor interjected. „You say it like you're relieved. Didn’t you want him-“

Dongbaek nodded, not sparing a moment to look at Gregor. „You’re right. I wanted him to die. But I’m sure he wished for the same. He wouldn’t resist while it dug into his heart. It was unpleasant - it felt like I was granting your wish.“

It was terrifying in a sense, to see Yi Sang not raise even the smallest objection to that statement.

„Seems to me both of you got a few screws loose. You think pushing someone off a cliff can be justified because that person was hesitating?“ Gregor spoke again. He must´ve seen many terribly suicidal comrades in the Smoke War, I realized.

„Hesi— Haah, why don’t we hear it from the person himself, then?“ Dongbaek scoffed in Gregor´s direction.

„I have no words to say.“ Yi Sang sighed.

„This conversation is over, then.“ She replied with a sad smile. „I’m frankly glad it is. I’ll take this opportunity to kill two of my old companions with my own hands. Then I‘ll seize and burn the Singularity.“

She took up a broken umbrella. I knew better than to get in her way.

„Dante-“

„I know. I´ve got it, don´t worry.“ They replied, slotting identities into their respective slots. I noted they put Yi Sang on the bench. The Sinners were more than happy to oblige and take out Dongbaek in his stead. However, even at her most desperate, she wouldn´t go down so easily.

She coughed up bloody mucus as she staggered back.

„Hemoptysis. An optimistic sign.“ Outis commented pragmatically.

„Even with the repeated training with Qliphoth deterrence, abuse of E.G.O will still push the user’s body to the limit.“ Faust nodded.

Dongrang stepped towards Dongbaek.

„Will you return the Golden Bough now, Dongbaek? I was supposed to hand it over to my guests over here, signed in some complicated contract with several stamps… So I can’t go back on my words here.“

„Proudly… boasting your… ignorance… still…“ She growled at him. Not even her pitiful state could stop her from resenting him. I could respect that.

„And you are weak. Still. Even with the E.G.O from Lobotomy Corp, this was below my expectations, Dongbaek. Besides… I haven’t even introduced you to the technology I developed.“

„Mr. Dongrang… that´s against the-“ Samjo. Who seemed to have recovered from his previous shock, was hardly himself enough to stop Dongrang.

„I know, why don’t we hold our first conference in a while?“ Dongrang said. He walked up to the workstation and pressed a series of buttons, bringing the system back online. It was pointless to try and stop him. Even if I tried I would fail because I realized a second too late what was happening.

The daily audiovisual feed has been sent.“

The announcement rang between the walls of the Screening room.

„So, tell me, Dongbaek…How bigger can your despair grow?“ Dongrang said with a cruel smile.

Ahhhhh!! Help me!!!“ The screams of the recording of the bull´s rampage filled the room. I did my best to try and appear shocked, in case there were some security cameras. There was no way I could explain not being surprised if that was the case.

„What’s up with this sound?“ Ishmael asked before turning around and seeing the source. Samjo stared at it, too. It was difficult to tell if he was more amazed, confused or horrified by the sight.

„Is that the footage those drones filmed while we were fighting the Abnormality on the street?“ Gregor asked in disbelief.

„I read the threat you sent, Dongbaek. Said you’ll release an Abnormality on the streets if I don’t speak about the Singularity. I knew you were always fond of radical events… But I didn’t think you’d actually do it.“ Dongrang smiled. „Of course… It produced a lot more tears. All thanks to you.“

„No… I wasn’t planning to release it. It escaped. You ignored my warning!“ Dongbaek spoke slowly, each word painful to push out through her vocal chords. I grew more and more disgusted with Dongrang, so much so I had to close my eyes for a moment, going back to the moment in the morning when Vergilius asked everyone to try to not do anything to anger the client.

Dongrang didn´t make it easy, either.

„If I responded there, that’d mean admitting that our lab had been experimenting on Abnormalities arbitrarily. Thank goodness our contractors happened to be near the Nest when it happened.“ My eyes snapped open. I could not shut him out.

I tried to focus on Samjo who had since tore his eyes away from the eyeball. He was staring at Dongrang as he dug with words like daggers, deeper and deeper under Dongbaek´s skin.

„So it was all part of your plan to have us run into the breached Abnormality?“ Ishmael asked. „Samjo, did you know about this?“

Samjo shook his head. He was pale and sweating profusely. „I didn´t…“

„It was closer to an experiment than a plan. The possibility of failure was kept in mind, but I had evidence to trust that you’d make it through. I’ve been keeping an eye on your for longer than you might think. I told you, didn’t it?“ He grinned. „I’m a fan of yours.“

No, Sinclair! It’s always been the other way around… I am the one who grips…!“

„How is this… I don’t think I want to watch.“ Sinclair cried out.

Recordings of burning Calw appeared on the screens around the eyeball. I would have lunged at Dongrang if it haven´t been for one particular screen that showed my own suffocating face… with the shadowy child atop the roof above me, raining shining starry globs that melted my attackers into puddles of liquid that held no reflections. It remained as mysterious as ever, but seeing it again, I did notice something else aside from the creepy laugh I heard that night.

Its eyes glowed like two pale stars, as it played a thin flute when it caused the strange rain.

I looked around. Faust, too was captivated by that particular screen. She looked at me briefly. For a moment, I could tell that there was something about it that she understood better than I have. It made me uneasy.

„We generated record tears that time as well. It played a significant part in securing the award, I might add.“ Dongrang continued. „The employees of a certain department in N Corp. weren’t the best people to talk with, but I was able to procure fresh audiovisual feed thanks to them.“

Rodion gasped. „That means… the reason N Corp. could get away with such cruelties in a residential area in Nest K was-“

„This is what the deal entailed.“ Meursault finished for her.

Dongrang smiled as he looked up at the eyeball, endlessly tortured by the images of pain and suffering. „I think I remember a certain fellow saying this: while Brother Young-ji's 'glass window' was innovative, it was simply too vast to freely wield, especially for a coarse man like me.“

Dongbaek gasped for air, repeatedly, as if she was drowning in all that suffering herself.

„Ah, Dongbaek. Was it you?“ He turned to her, marveling at the pain he was putting her in.

„What is… Are you…“ Dongbaek stumbled back a little.

„There just were never enough tears. I mean, look around you, and see how many people are suffering here. So they’ll be doing the crying for us. With no time to shut their eyes.“

„Respectably…“ Samjo stepped towards Dongrang, shaking, but resolute. „…Mr. Dongrang, this is madness… it´s horribly ...inefficient... to-to depend on… all of this, just for the…. tears… of that thing...

Samjo´s words gradually faded into obscurity as the reality was overwritten with imagery of the past.

I only made minor modifications to Brother Young-ji’s work. I wanted to show a reflection of any possibility in its unvarnished image. That is why I am considering the name for it:

Yi Sang 'Mirror'.

I wish that this will serve as a tool of entertainment… giving us more joy.

Dongbaek

Is this why I haven't been able to see you lately? To discover this?

Dongrang, why are you laughing like that?

Dongrang

It’s just funny that you’re talking so ferociously when your eyes are full of curious twinkles.

Dongbaek

Yi Sang, will you tell him to shut it?

Dongrang

Why don’t you hide your astonishment of a child who’s tried ice cream for the first time on your face first?

Mouths unable to hold laughter.

Exclamations of amazement.

Smiles at each other.

Eyes glowing brighter than stars.

Everyone there felt… pure joy.

I only wished that all this… w ould remain a simple recreation.

„The glass window… wasn’t made for this kind of wicked degeneracy.“ Dongbaek cried out. I could not agree more. Using it for news coverage would be one thing, but inflicting endless torment on any being just to generate endless stream of healing tears was another kind of evil.

„We’re having an important moment. Please mind your language.“ Dongrang brushed Dongbaek off. „And I know what you’re saying. Brother Young-ji would have scolded me for this. Ah, but did you know, though? We’re no longer in the time when we used to cheer over toy-like inventions… the applause won’t be as loud with how few of us that remain now.“

„Applause? Is that what you expect for this?“ Samjo walked up to Dongrang. He was no longer shaking. „To think that I looked up to you and this Wing for so long… quite literally my entire life… you disgust me Dongrang. The Technology Liberation Alliance members that attacked us were ruthless, cutting through the researchers with ease, attack after attack... that much is true, but you… you are cruel for the enjoyment of it…“

„Come on, Samjo… are we really so different in that regard?“

„It... appears so.“ Samjo was shaking violently, gritting his teeth and breathing heavily. „No need… I have no need of… more...“

Suddenly, Samjo fell to the floor, silent like a falling petal… twisting and turning until nothing remained… except a wheel of sharp edges, bound by few shreds of vestigial flesh.

It all happened so quickly I barely registered it. In one moment, there was Samjo… and in the other, there was peccatulum in his place, with a single hateful eye staring in Dongrang´s direction. Its wounded pride was enough to send the wheel barrelling towards him.

With a wet squishing sound an umbrella stopped the wheel in its tracks. The wheel broke and fell, never to stand on its own again.

„You’re just struggling to let go. Isn’t that right?“ Dongrang turned back to Dongbaek, fully intending to break her spirit completely as she stared at remains of what used to be Samjo. „You give your grand speeches about the evil of technology… But that’s no more than a pretext you made up on the way as a means to garner support. To reach your true goal.“

Though robbed of that single wheel, the world kept rolling without it.

„You claim to fight the vile technology, but you yourself are being plenty vile. When your group took over the Lobotomy branch facility where I just happened to be conducting my research… You probably told your followers that it was to investigate the Singularity, but in reality, you figured out that you could find pieces of technology you could use as weapons, didn’t you? Like E.G.O. I wonder who gave you all that precious information. Shrenne couldn’t have known that. How about a game of twenty questions, will you tell me that way?“

„Don’t talk like you know everything. That attitude of yours…always annoyed me.“ Dongbaek said through her teeth, weaker and weaker by the second.

I tried nudging Dante about it, but it was as if they were held in a sort of a trance. Meanwhile, Dongrang just kept laughing in Donbaek´s face.

„Haha, then let me act like I know about just one more thing. When we peeked through Brother Young-ji’s glass window… and when we got a glimpse of worlds reflected in Yi Sang’s mirror… We felt the euphoria and schism we would never be able to recover from.“

Dongbaek gasped mournfully. „Since the moment the glass window was made… All sorts of interest groups came knocking on the door...Right… While we may think… that we left the League of our own volition… We all know what actually happened… We were actually just torn apart and scattered away…“ She looked Dongrang in the eyes, with the glare of clarity. „And that the reason for it came from the inside…“

„Dongbaek, even if you put my work in the concept incinerator, we won’t be able to go back to those innocent times. You know that, right? Hmm… Even though you are aware… you still can't give up your obsession…“ Dongrang continued, as if he was simply solving some complex puzzle.

„……“

„Ah, now I get it. If someone were to discover the incinerated technologies again…Other nameless fellows with other dreams… would feel the same euphoria we once felt. That’s what you wanted to happen. Since we can’t return to the past ourselves… You were going to recreate the past for coming generations. Wow, what a cute and unique idea, Dongbaek.“ He smiled, but there was not a drop of sincerity in the expression.

„M-Miss Dongbaek… Your body…“ Sinclair was first to snap out of the prolonged silence at last, while Dongbaek muttered into emptiness, as if she was talking to someone. Then, branches carrying golden-yellow petals began sprouting from her body, sharp and bloodied, carrying the same scent that traveled with her wherever she went.

„Yes… I’ll bury it… deep in the sand… hide them…“ Dongbaek breathed heavily, ignoring the world around her. The fight was imminent, so I poked Dante, pointing to their tablet wordlessly. They nodded in understanding. „For someone to find… some day…We… didn’t discover the technologies because we were better or had exclusive rights to…You may be right, I fooled everyone including myself into working for my own goals… It was… the land we tilled… that was fertile…“

„That’s disheartening to hear. Are you going to discredit all our efforts that went into plowing the soil, missing out on sights of flowers? Back then, we were naive amateurs, and the past you refuse to forget is just a fleeting moment seen through rose-tinted glasses. Did your colleagues who gave their lives to the cause know this, though? That the cause you exclaimed was only a specious banner to lure people with. That it was as vain as a cloud on the sky.“

Dongrang drew on and on, as if winding a jack-in-a-box toy.

„No… And yet… I’m finally seeing myself better now. Which is why I should plant the sprout and cover it with dirt with my own hands, isn’t that right? The bud has fallen… and our fruit has long since withered…It must be covered with dirt again… let other fruits be borne…“ Dongbaek said, brandishing one of the branches that have grown from her body like a lance.

„Hey… Is it really okay to let her be? You know… Your mind doesn’t work right when you’re using E.G.O…“ Rodion worried. She had not yet picked up on the fact that we would have to fight Dongbaek – both to put her out of the misery and to gain access to the Golden Bough.

„There is nothing we can do about this.“ I said, my eyes dropping to the small pile that remained of Samjo. „Once the process of realizing one´s E.G.O. has begun, it cannot be stopped.“

„Now hold on… is he you doing that on purpose…? Taunting her as much as he can…“ Heathcliff asked. He wasn´t as smart in the same way as Faust or Yi Sang, but when he wanted to, he could clearly figure people´s intentions quickly.

„Waiting for her to tire herself out…“ Outis added.

I nodded. „It´s obvious, isn´t it?“

Heathcliff gripped his bat as it transformed into a broken umbrella. „Blimey…. First the Samjo guy and now that lady friend of his and Yi Sang´s… Dongrang sure is one hell of a prick.“ He said solemnly.

„…Back to the innocent times, now without us.“ Dongbaek mumbled.

„Ah, innocence…No words are as embarrassing as that.“ Dongrang sighed. As much as I yearned to punch his face into the floor, it would be a futile effort and an unjust one. If anyone deserved to end Dongrang´s life, it was Yi Sang.

Only by confronting his shadow could his wings shine in the light of the sun.“

I heard a strange voice speak. It wasn´t intelligible at all, yet I understood what was said. There was no source to be found, just shadowy corners all around where the light of the projected recordings didn´t shine. First who crossed my mind was Carmen, but the voice was not feminine nor warm. It was just a sound, in its most basic form.

„Oi, keep it together!“ Heathcliff nudged me. „Can´t afford you to lose your marbles, too.“

„Right… I´m okay. Just… spaced out a little.“ I shook my head and focused on the situation at hand.

Dongrang laughed shortly as he looked at Dongbaek still. „No one can shake your mind like I do, then and now. Isn’t that right?“

„No, I feel like my mind is blooming wider than ever. I’ve always wished to be a bud, soon to burst into bloom. Shrouded in scent all over the body…“ Yet more branches sprouted with golden, blood-soaked petals. Dongbaek´s clothes changed too and in her hand appeared a flowery fan. „Even if this is my own heart-wrenching path, understood by no one… I’ll still leave behind a morrow, strong and fertile like fallen petals.“

A fight opened, with Dongbaek attacking twice as viciously as before. The heavy scent of flowers had taken hold in my mind, inescapable even though I was away from the fray, next to Dante. Then, I realized.

They had a clock for a head, they could not smell… therefore the scent could not affect them. I, however, had no such benefit. Dongbaek must´ve realized so, too as her fan waved a gust of golden petals my way.

Then, I saw it. The scenery has changed to a peaceful valley underneath blue sky with pillowy white clouds. The screening room faded away, replaced by that bright, beautiful land… I was captivated, longing to frolic in the green grass with not a care in the world.

And I would´ve, had Dante not gripped my arm and brought me down to the reality.

„Alighiero, snap out of it!“

I realized I couldn´t move because my body was entangled in a tree. A particular set of branches has encircled my windpipe, threatening to crush it at moment´s notice… and I didn´t even notice until several people were hacking at the branches and pulling me out of that organic prison.

Dongbaek has delivered blow after the blow to the main group and had just managed to trap all but one.

Yi Sang.

I saw Dante hesitate. There were too many targets and Dongbaek was about to attack Yi Sang. If they didn´t duel Dongbaek, they would for sure lose and give her an opportunity to trap me again.

If they lost, we would all be dead.

„Dante, you gotta fight her head on if we want to make it out!“

I hoped they understood. Luckily, I was right and Yi Sang didn´t lose either of the two decisive clashes.

The Sinners trapped within branches were freed and all at once lunged at Dongbaek, delivering the last few blows before she stumbled back, bloom of golden-yellow petals descending on the floor all around us like rain of soft sunshine.

„Why don’t we look at it this way? Did you know that a new League of Nine has been formed in N Corp?“ Dongrang stepped towards her, as if he longed to help her to her feet.

She was wheezing, last of her strength leaving her body as she fought back against gravity with each second… just to keep standing.

„They seem to be recruiting the old members and their technologies, similar to what you tried to do. Though, it looks like they’re trying to erase that past, rather. This is purely conjecture, but we’re all doomed to die at the hands of our dear fellow Gubo and be taxidermied, one after another.“ Dongrang said, so calmly I could almost believe that it was something he earnestly wanted. „All I did was bring that predetermined death a bit earlier. Besides… You’ve gone too far for our past friendship to forgive, Dongbaek. Ahh~ I was looking forward to the staff dinner tomorrow, I really was.“

From nowhere, he pulled the Golden Bough, gleaming ever-so-softly. „ Come on, then… It’s time you ceased the bloom, Dongbaek.“

He thrust it into Dongbaek´s body without moment´s hesitation. Although surprised and in pain… I could almost see relief wash over her face.

With the Golden Bough in hand, Dongrang stabs Dongbaek without hesitation.

„But why…“ Yi Sang asked in a pained voice, his steps carrying him to Dongbaek´s side.

„I could state many reasons, but… right, let’s say this is my parting act of compassion.“ Dongrang said softly.

I sincerely wished I was more like Heathcliff: strong, impulsive, careless about what my actions would mean for the future… just to be able to jump at Dongrang´s throat and rip it out. To feel his warm blood trickle from the wound. To watch him smear floor with it as he begged for merciful, quick death blow that I would deny with a smile as wide as his own.

But I wasn´t like Heathcliff.

„I knew I’d have to wilt when the time came, but… I… always… Wished to be a bud… soon to bloom, bearing the scent within… Like you, Yi Sang… How you dreamed… of flying…Like that… I just… wanted to be buried… under a piquant scent of flowers… with you all…“ Dongbaek spoke her last as she faded away.

New feed has been added.“

An announcement sounded in the room – a cruel reminder of where we stood. Soon, the screens around the eyeball filled with yellow petals.

Dongbaek

Thank you, Yi Sang. For showing me such a moment. I would dedicate my entire life to repay you for this favor…

Dongrang

Hey, Yi Sang, what say you to setting up a lab with me? I get the feeling every day spent with you will be a fun one.

Young-ji

Amazing, Yi Sang. Unlike me, you attempted to reflect the true image in all its uprightness. The images don’t overlap… They aren’t blurry or shaky.

Gubo

Yi Sang, you’re too lax. Why on earth would you leave it as a plaything when it can be so much more?

???

Be still. Just be still, and do nothing more than breathe. For now, that’s how you must live.

You cannot fly.

Gubo

The League has fallen apart! We have to leave this place. Yi Sang, you will come with me. You can close your eyes if you so wish. Since you’re too faint-hearted, I’ll see ahead in your stead.

„What are you thinking?“ Dongrang´s voice carried in the strange space as it twisted around us.

„……Nothing.“ Yi Sang replied.

And the scent of the grave was in full bloom.

Notes:

Soooooo, I have returned from under the rock (momentarily!!!) because studying is boring and I need to be a little silly or I will throw myself into the sun.

Looks like this chapter will be the thing I post with the degree of Bachelor(ette?)... before sprouting my M.D.W. (Master´s Degree Wings) and dropping the last two chapters of Yi Sang´s arc. Kinda hoped I would manage to drop second to last chapter of his arc before that and drop one last chapter like a total badass with w degree, but c´est la vie... (technically i could manage to pull that off, but that´s the DEVIL talking... I shall not listen!)

Anyway, next chapter will be hopefully engineered by an actual IT engineer - so stay tuned!

As per usual, I WILL check and answer comments that will come my way - I can always find time for that, you can bet.

I will not discuss canto 8, this is a canto 8 spoiler-free zone. I will however say that I am HYPED and annoyed that I have to do boring adult stuff instead of obsessing over my faves.

Chapter 13: Last Remains of Loyalty

Summary:

As the group dives into Yi Sang´s Fathoms, it becomes quite clear that even though the League of Nine was made of people Yi Sang considered his friends, the friendship had since waned quite a bit.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When the world around us settled, it was a different place from the Screening room where we were before.

„Did the Golden Bough have the power do to this? I don't think we’ve even entered the fathoms of ego yet… Was it capable of warping the real world?“ Ishmael asked in a concerned voice.

„Excitement or questions over matters related to the Golden Boughs have little meaning.“ Faust replied. „To you, and to Faust… All of us would be the very first witnesses to what is happening before our eyes… perhaps aside from Alighiero who has seen much of things we can only imagine.“

I had nothing to refute her claim.

Faust continued. „It would be statistically sound to assume that we will continue to witness previously unseen events in the future.“

„I suppose you’re right… I mean, look at that…“ Unable to properly articulate her words any further, Ishmael pointed with her finger instead. I followed the direction with my eyes and stumbled on a pretty distressing sight. „Even the dead… are coming back…“

The corpses began to rise. I looked to Faust for answer on it, since I couldn´t remember any zombies ever playing big role in K Corp. as I knew it… unless the Sinners were the „zombies“ in question.

Gregor winced. „Huh, I’ve seen some stuff, but bringing people back from the dead… sounds too implausible. Even K Corp’s HP ampules couldn’t do this much, right?“ He turned to Outis of all people. And surprisingly, she did answer him, too.

„It’s unlikely that there was absolutely no technology or Singularity capable of complete revival at some point. However, if such technology did exist… I, for one, haven’t heard of it once even during war.“ She rubbed her chin thoughtfully. „That can only mean… it’s not a kind of technology allowed to prosper in the City. …If I had to guess, the Head might…“

Faust was happy to infodump. „Indeed. It may well be an act of taboo as established by the Head. It’s completely different from Limbus Company’s case, where we can experience revival by synchronizing with Dante.“

„It’s different, and wrong.“ Meursault commented, without much, if any, emotion to his voice. „Theirs is not a complete restoration, unlike our case. They’re merely… Animated. That is all. They appear to lack consciousness and reason.“

Yup, those were most definitely zombies.

„Seems that way… In other words, I guess it would only count as a taboo if both the mind and body are recovered.“

Faust said nothing on the matter, which was… a little concerning. I had no time to think on it, as the animated bodies shambled towards us.

„Unh… Ahheahii…“

„Dante, do you feel the Golden Bough’s presence nearby?“ Faust asked plainly as she dismembered one of the bodies in a clean arc of her zweihander. „Last time I saw, the Golden Bough was lodged into Dongbaek’s body.“

„I can’t see her corpse anywhere… Must have been moved away when the space twisted.“ Dante replied. „But it can’t be too far away, I’m sure of it. I can feel it.“

„Ah, I don’t see Dongrang, either.“ Sinclair commented, looking around the place along with Ryoshu.

„Don´t bother. He’s likely to be in the same location as the deceased Dongbaek. If only to hold onto the Golden Bough until we returned.“

We trekked after Dante like little ducklings, while their head guided them towards the Bough.

„So the fathoms of Yi Sang’s ego are over there…“ Sinclair pointed at what looked like a dimensional ass-crack leading to a different, monochromatic place.

„Come on, let’s get in.“ Dante commanded. Without another question, we all followed their lead.

A disembodied voice spoke up.

„Wow, I sure didn't expect I’d be back here. Is this thanks to the Golden Bough? Or is it you, Yi Sang?“

It was Dongrang, greeting us merrily. We found ourselves in a small, but quaint room.

„How cozy… What place is this, Yi Sang?“ Rodya asked curiously.

„The only place where I may breathe… That’s what this was.“ He replied solemnly.

Dante walked up to a faded, beat up desk. On top of it were stack and stacks of papers covered in text that looked like it was written on a typewriter.

„There are stacks of paper on the desk.“

Rodion laughed. „Aha… Yes, you see, usually, these are placed for visitors like us to read.“

Yi Sang quietly picked up a stack and silently read what was written on the paper. He then lifted his eyes to speak. „A letter, I had written once… And its structure… follows that of a play’s script… but you already knew this, did you not?“ He turned to me.

„I did. Like a number of things that have come to pass today…“ I sighed, weighing what little I remembered from the passage that in the game felt almost like threading through deep water. It was marginally less difficult than confronting what happened to Samjo as a result of my meddling.

„Is it reasonable to assume that each actor in the play was provided with one?“ Meursault asked.

„Yes. There is a finite number of roles though, so not everyone will get to have lines.“

„If so… This may well be a stage awaiting our arrival, rather than a simple emptiness.“ Yi Sang commented in an almost hollow voice.

„From the looks of it… We’ll have to read out this script, right?“ Dongrang said as he waltzed past Yi Sang and picked up a stack of his own. I breathed in and out slowly a few times, in an effort to not jump at his throat right away. He, like some of the Sinners, played a role in the play. He couldn´t die just yet, no matter what angle I looked at the situation from. „Maybe Dongbaek might just come, Yi Sang.“

Getting no reaction out of him, Dongrang continued. „If Dongbaek got to this… space before she died… Haha, I’m not sure what I should call this. Anyway, if the entrance opened while she was alive… Her consciousness might have been wrapped up in this, as ours were.“

„…For what reason did you stab Dongbaek?“ Yi Sang asked him, script still in hand.

„She hesitated a little too much… What, did you want this kind of eulogy from me?“

„The reason, I’ll hear it.“ Yi Sang stepped closer, quiet rage desperately clawing to the surface through the heavy blanket of apathy.

„No, it’s really… You knew as well, Yi Sang. In that state, Dongbaek’s death was imminent… Her life would’ve painfully scattered away if I let her be.“

„If you had not intervened she would not be pushed into second bout of fighting.“ I glared at him, crossing my arms. „She was already defeated before you took it into your head that you would willfully torment her… and not just her but Samjo, too.“ Slowly, I made my way closer to him. Though he did his best to hide it by putting his hands into his pockets, I could tell they were trembling. „Their blood is on your hands and you know it. After all, you are one of the top researchers here. You´d have to be completely deluded to think otherwise.“

He laughed in my face. „Why lash out at me? The anger boiling inside you makes no difference.“

„You are right. My anger makes no difference.“ I leaned in and whispered to him. „However, your actions have had very clear consequences – your hands are shaking.“

„How do you-“

„Takes one to know the other.“ I simply said before turning away from him.

Faust cleared her throat. „This time, the fathoms of ego… might present themselves differently from the previous ones.“ She pulled me back by my arm, probably in fear that I would actually attack Dongrang – which was a fair assessment. „The fathoms of ego are places or images of someone’s mind made manifest. It releases a powerful and complex energy… It might draw in people other than the Sinners, like those deeply related to Yi Sang in this case.“

„That so? To put it bluntly… It dragged in a bunch of clowns to act on stage, is that right?“ Heathcliff scratched the back of his head, pondering on the situation.

Faust did briedly look to me for a confirmation, which I gave readily enough. „Yes, I suppose that’s about right. We’ll have to do our best with our given roles.“

„And if we don’t?“ Ryoshu asked, fingers grazing over her odachi.

The image displayed by the fathoms of ego will go awry… ultimately preventing our access to the Golden Bough. We must reenact the original’s—in other words, Yi Sang’s—actual memories as closely as possible.“ Faust said calmly, stopping the situation from escalating. Though obviously unhappy, Ryoshu relented.

Alright, I got that clear enough. So-“ Heathcliff cleared his throat and jumped, caught off guard as the door behind him opened. „What the-?! I almost jumped out of my skin!“

I had people who accompanied me, either by caprice, coincidence… or fate.“ Yi Sang read out of the script, his voice rather soft as he recalled past events.

What a fascinating line.“ Dongrang commented.

„Why did you stand in front of the door like a dork?“ A memory of Dongbaek materialized in the Fathoms, creeping behind Heathcliff.

„…What did you call me? Wait… Aren't you the one that just…“

„What are you staring at my face for, like you were looking at a dead person? Why, do I look cool?“ Dongbaek of the Fathoms laughed in his face.

Sinclair stepped in next, picking another script. „S-She’s right, Gap-ryong, don’t act like such a country bumpkin. Do you want your mannerisms to match your name?“

The hell are you saying now… What is it?“ Heathcliff eyed Sinclair as if he was just going to bash his head in with his bat.

Sinclair quicly whispered an apology. „Eep, I’m just reading from the script, Mr. Heathcliff. The script…! That’s just what mine says.“

What are you whispering like that?“ Dongbaek asked, raising an eyebrow at the two of them.

You know, Dongbaek. Gap-ryong was thinking back to how we all managed to gather here at T Corp.“ Dongrang said, for once being actually useful.

That really bugs me… Oi, don't call me by that name.“ Heathcliff grumbled.

„Good acting. The real Gap-ryong always used to ask us not to call him by his name, too.“ Dongrang replied, not at all concerned about his safety even though Heathcliff, looked like he was considering using his bat as the main problem solver.

Silently, Outis looked through yet another script.

„It is now your turn to speak, Sang-heo.“ Yi Sang looked at her. Outis noticed and proceeded to clear her throat before speaking.

„Ahem. Ah… So…As one might know, our hometown, S Corp’s district, was going through a turbulent time, many things breaking and changing.“ I watched her face intently. Something about it was almost pensive, as if S corp was a kind of familiar place for her. Or maybe it was just the circumstance of its nature. I had no way of knowing for sure.

„Because of daydreaming higher-ups who tell sweet-sounding words with no substance and corrupt officials squeezing the people, the public’s lives and economy teetered and twisted more and more each day…“

It almost looked like shadow of guilt.

„With no guarantees of arrangements between Wings or positions to apply for, researchers like us who pursued the studies of knowledge struggle to find even a simple bolt to help ourselves. That was when Brother Young-ji brought us together.“

„Ah…I was the one who called Yi Sang and Dongbaek. We grew up in the same town.“ Dongrang corrected Outis, who briefly glanced back at the script.

„…Right, Brother Young-ji and Dongrang brought us together.“

Hong Lu settled into his role as naturally as a fish into a pond. „There, I suggested: The Wing called T Corp. is seeing remarkable technological growth nowadays, generously backing inventions of machines and technology… so it should be no problem at all to get any part we need; there, all the people invent for a living.“ He continued, eyes straying to Meursault whose hands caught the script next. „So, the like-minded ones defected to the district empty-handed, risking everything.“

As everyone wished… We were free to continue our research here.“ Meursault read. „Even though we had to yield the colors in them, making it so they didn’t outwardly shine.“

It was a little strange, to see all colors faded into sepia as I had a moment to consider it. I didn´t dislike it as much as I thought I would, but I knew that if that was all the color range I knew on top of my time of day being my currency, I would not last alive for long.

„In T Corp’s district, having colors is a kind of privilege.“ Faust informed the Sinners.

„They take away colors?“ I heard Sinclair ask in a small, slightly terrified tone.

Ishmael nodded in an understanding I didn´t really expect from her. „Colors establish identity. There are few better ways to rob one of uniqueness than this. Isn’t that right?“

Maybe reading all the pamphlets was what gave her such an outlook. Ahab may have taken away the agency of the Pequod crewmembers, but even she could not take away their individuality.

„For sure.“ Faust replied.

Then, a second later a thought struck me.

Queequeg.

Ishmael´s canto was next after Yi Sang´s and with it came several things to keep in mind. After seeing how I fared with Samjo, I caught myself doubting my ability to do anything significant. After all, I didn´t even know if my actions did save Effie´s life – I only assumed they have.

Maybe I´ve been lying to myself all along. Maybe, I didn´t have any say in things that have come to pass, only how they happened.

It would explain Samjo turning into a peccatula all too well. He wasn´t meant to survive.

„Hey, Aneung, are you gonna keep chatting away?“ Dongbaek asked. „The conference is today. Watch, I’ve made a vibrant amusement.“

The amusement turned out to be a small lightshow of fizzling sparks of a firework. Though virtually colorless, the sharp edges and twinkling of the sparks was very eye-catching.

„Look. It blows up better than before, doesn’t it?“

„I have to wonder what is up with your obsession with explosives… I mean, fireworks, Dongbaek.“ Ishmael read from the script, momentarily slipping into her own words.

„Here, you can’t see stars in the night sky thanks to blinding lights and smokestacks filling the air. The stars were so pretty in my hometown, it was fun watching them together...“

Stars.

I was reminded of the swirling, colorful pools created by the dark-silhouetted child that saved me. Their colors were so vibrant and alive that I doubted that even T Corp. could make them so colorless.

„...what’s more, there’s no color here. Where we were, we could at least see the colors of flowers. So… I wanted to bring it back in some way. Look. Even if it’s all black and white, you can still see it, right?“ She looked into the monochrome flames with a smile. „Fire makes such a warm color.“

„I’m a bit embarrassed. I don’t have anything to show off for now.“ Dongrang admitted with a sorry expression. It wasn´t one he had made for the entire duration of the day, even as his employees begged him for help.

„Is that really something to admit so merrily?“ Dongbaek replied, rolling her eyes at him.

„Haha, treating injured animals on the streets took much of my time.“ Dongrang said, his tone apologetic, but firm. „I couldn’t leave them be. They reminded me of the yellow calf I left behind in my hometown.“

A rare glimpse into what kind of a man he used to be before K Corp. turned his heart into a warped mess. Though, was it really K Corp´s fault or his own for letting the world change him for the worse?

„It used to like you so much. I don’t get what it saw in you.“

„It was abandoned by its mother. Seeking warmth to lean on is an instinct all living beings have.“

I didn´t think that those words could´ve had any affect on me – not until I felt that painful pang in my throat. I swallowed it, pushing the uncomfortable feeling deeper within.

Luckily, no one seemed to notice that fleeting moment of weakness because a very important sound caught their attention.

„Agh… Urrgiahh…“

„Oh, bother… Here we go again.“ Dongbaek grumbled. „Gap-ryong, looks like the bar owner is here to take the tab you owe again. Why don’t you go outside and greet them?“

„What the, those crooks… How’d they get here?“ Heathcliff said. He was going off script, but that would be the least of our concerns if we chose to ignore the forces trying to break down the door.

„The strong resonance of the Golden Bough with Yi Sang is affecting the entire laboratory building.“ Faust explained. „They were caught up it in as well, but they have no ties to Yi Sang. Since they weren’t given any roles in the play… they’ll instead try to ruin the stage. It’ll only get worse as the fathoms grow unstable.“

„In other words, we have to be quick with moving the play’s plot along.“ Ishmael nodded, turning to me. „The more time we spend fooling around like a certain complete oaf instead of reading what the script says, the more enemies will attack us.“ She added, cracking her joints.

„Got it.“ I walked up to Dante, but as I found, the team was fairly well-built. I smiled. „You lean quickly, I´ll give you that. This is a good setup.“

„Heh… thanks.“ Dante couldn´t smile, but I could see that their shoulders did seem to loosen a bit at the unexpected praise as they hurried with the combat.

As I stood back, I looked at dongrang who seemed… almost sad. Or maybe sad wasn´t quite the right word for it.

„Reminiscing?“ I whispered to him, surprising even myself with how civil I was with him. He smiled at me.

„Quite. This place… is rather peculiar, I must admit. Had I known that the Bough was capable of all this, I would not have given it up so easily. Then again, Samjo did his best to warn me…“

I turned away from Dongrang at that mention.

„It´s okay. I´ve always had a feeling his life would end quite gruesomely.“

I didn´t want to talk to him, but staying quiet didn´t seem like a viable option. „If I didn´t stop him... he would have jumped into the vat of tears…“

„He wouldn´t feel a thing, no… but where´s the beauty in that?“ Dongrang laughed quietly. „Honestly, I am quite happy he had something to feel in his last moments… even if it was one last expression of his prideful endeavor to bring me to my senses… thank you for that, truly.“

„Haaah…“ I sighed deeply. Though he annoyed me and I could not wait for him to shut up already… he was oddly enough growing on me. I hated it.

I hope you have been well since we conversed last.

I see flowers bloom outside, and the birds chirp every now and then.

Though the scents of flowers spread as they like, they create a rather sweet smell once mingled in one place.

I wonder if you have taken in such a smell.

Yi Sang´s voice echoed in the Fathoms, but I couldn´t know if the Sinners heard it or not. I was at least partially sure that Dante did, however, because they lifted their head at the sound.

Hong Lu flipped through the pages of a previously discarded script. „I was always worried about the gloom on Dongbaek’s face… But the things she presents at the illuminators’ conferences are relieving to see; they carry a certain joy with them. Can I take that as her way of indirectly expressing the smiles she couldn’t make at us?

„Well, take it however you want.“ She commented.

Hong Lu then turned to Yi Sang, apparently as the script directed him to do because he only lifted his eyes off the paper after doing so. „Yi Sang. What are you thinking? I just can’t figure out what your face might mean. It makes me curious to know what’s in your mind.“

 

Those who I have brushed past until now asked that same question.

However, as I did not possess the eloquence to utter a concise answer in words and the matter itself was too wearisome and perplexing to clearly summarize…

I would substitute my answer with a figurative blank sheet of paper.

 

„…You know what that is: Nothing.“ Yi Sang replied, most likely not knowing that the Fathoms betrayed his actual mindset.

 

In truth, it may not have been nothing, after all.

I would feel a desire to scatter into the winds in lush blue, sensing the sway of seeds plunging into my scrawling mind.

 

„Well, how was my acting?“ Hong Lu asked, curious to hear how he fared.

„Brother Young-ji was a man of kindness. He was not one to rashly harbor spite or reproach for others.“ Yi Sang reminisced. „You resemble him in that sense.“

He nodded and flipped the page of the script „You see, I called you this time, because… I’ve made something interesting that I’d like to show.“

„Ahem… Young-ji… What is this?“ Dongbaek leaned in closer as the three of them circled around the table where the glass window aimed at a dried up butterfly chrystalis showed the butterfly, calmly flapping its wings.

„There are simply too many transient things that wilt all too soon, don’t you think? The butterfly only wanted to lightly flutter, but to be punished with death for that crime… That felt too unfortunate.“

„Did you… bring it back… from the dead? I thought that kind of technology was forbidden by the Head's treaty.“ Dongbaek asked, worried.

„It is no such case. Although the carcass remains inanimate, something has overridden it.“ Yi Sang said, eyes fixated on the slowly moving wings.

Hong Lu replied, or rather, read from the script. „That’s right. To be exact... it’s the glass window. The butterfly can now be free within it. Even if its wings dampen while trying to cross a pond, are gripped in somebody’s hands and crumble to dust, or dry out due to the lack of flowers… The butterfly won’t stop. And eventually… in the distant future…“ Hong Lu´s voice trailed off, as Faust took the script from his hands.

„It’ll make it across a sea. If that happens, will the butterfly no longer be afraid of the sea?“

„Splendid, Young-ji. This level of technology could have numerous applications.“ Dongrang added excitedly.

„Young-ji… Are you sure… you really made this just for the conference?“ Dongbaek asked with eyes wide in awe.

„What do you mean by that?“ Hong Lu replied.

„A gathering where we show technology we’ve created as a hobby in our free time after returning from a day's work, sharing our thoughts… wasn’t that the significance and appeal of the illuminators’ conference our League had? But this… It doesn’t look like a simple hobbyhorse to me.“ Dongbaek looked at him with sad eyes. „Are you still… not over what happened then…“

Hong Lu hesitated for a moment, then sighed and resumed reading. „That’s… how you see it, Dongbaek… I’d like to know what you think as well, Yi Sang.“

„As Dongrang rightfully assessed, this is nothing short of a great first discovery.“ Yi Sang said with a voice not devoid of scrutiny. „Alas…If frost were to form on the glass window… It will blur the reflected image all the same. As such, the frame of this glass window… will need to be made firmer and straighter.“

Hong Lu smiled. „Yi Sang, you managed to see through its essence from just a single glance. But personally… I can’t seem to think of a way, so how about this instead? Yi Sang, try recreating it in your own way.“

I watched Yi Sang closely as his eyes seemed to shift from unknowable to an echo of past inspiration. „My own way…“

„That’s right. By the next conference.“

„Is it… truly okay for me… to handle a technology as valuable as the glass window?“ He asked Hong Lu.

„You got it wrong. I’m making this suggestion because it’s valuable.“

As Ishmael flipped through the pages of the script she held, I could see quite a bit of conflict on her face as she tried to piece together what happened. „It looks like the group was at peace.“

„Things were good for a short while. It was as though we were on a trip. We thought everything would be fine after leaving our hometown for this new place, but alas…“ Dongrang said in a pained voice, the emotion just making it past assured surface. „...at the end of the day, human societies weren’t so different from each other.“

Outis stepped forth.

„Today… I saw something suspicious at the market.“

„Now that intrigues me. What is it, Sang-heo?“ Dongrang turned to Outis.

„This invention. Wasn’t this your work for the League of Nine, Gap-ryong?“

Heathcliff quickly flipped through the pages, forgetting it was his turn. „It… is. But, I mean… there’s no need to scour markets and all that, right? It, it’s trust and faith that binds us together, isn’t it?“

„You must have forgotten the League’s nine laws.“

„L.N.L. Pft. Fascinating.“ Ryoshu said excitedly, moving the cigarette from one corner of her mouth to the other.

„Ryōshū! You aren’t supposed to say things that aren't in the script!“ Mortified Sinclair whispered next to her.

„Tsk. I know. They made me memorize every word of it, you think I’ll forget?“ Heathcliff scoffed. It seemed that he has gotten fully into character.

„No technology made within the League shall be distributed outside. Be particularly careful not to be tainted with the smell of money.“ He recited, about as interested in the words as the person who once spoke them. „But… we’ve been told that all our property will be seized if we don’t pay the rent for the laboratory within the next six days. What are we supposed to do? We’ve got to do something about it. The money we earn at the factory can only barely keep us fed. We got here from S Corp’s district, taking nothing but passion for research with us! Tell me how else we’re gonna pay the rent.“

„That’s a valid point. Taxes are heavier on us because we migrated from another district. They are demanding a fee we cannot afford to pay regularly.“ Meursault nodded, the angle and lowering of head in exact, equal measures.

„I can pay that. So I suggest we put this matter to rest.“ Yi Sang said, as calm and still as the lake´s surface on a windless night.

Dongbaek turned around, angry. „Wait, why haven’t I been told about this before? Seized? Did you know all along, Young-ji? I want to hear it from you directly.“

„I understand that you’re upset, but be mindful of what you say to Brother Young-ji, Dongbaek.“ Outis said, trying to defuse the situation as the person whose actions she imitated did.

„I’m fine, Sang-heo. Dongbaek, I was planning to tell you once it had been dealt with. I figured you'd be the first to get furious about matters concerning the League. And Yi Sang, while I sincerely appreciate your offer, I couldn’t possibly take it.“ Hong Lu replied.

Though the scene before me was hardly boring, it was growing stale and a strange hum began to overtake the voices of the Sinners and that of Yi Sang´s memories.

„It bothers me not, for accumulating wealth has no meaning to me. I urge you to spend it for the League’s sake.“

„Whaaat? Wait, Yi Sang! Were you that rich?“ I heard Ishmael ask, but it was as if I was hearing her voice from behind the closed door.

„Haha, you might want to do a better job at remembering your part, yes? The enemies will start attacking again, you know.“

„Look who’s fooling around like an oaf, failing what’s as easy as reading words on paper.“

The words turned into a blur of sound and color until suddenly, everything was back to normal, monotone and colorless reality of T Corp. I looked around, just to observe if anything changed, but found no one who would be specifically concerned about me.

I gathered it was going to be fine… probably.

Yi Sang of the past showed off his invention. „I only made minor modifications to Brother Young-ji’s work. I wanted to show a reflection of any possibility in its unvarnished image, without a blur.“

„The stars I saw while lying on the ground here seemed so far away… Yet it was possible to see them up close.“ Hong Lu read from the script. I couldn´t hear the humming anymore, so I decided to focus back on the story unfolding before me, as tiresome as it was getting.

„Is this why I haven’t been able to see you lately? To discover this? I thought you caved to your yearning for rice and went back to S Corp’s district…“ Dongbaek smiled. „I’ll say, though… This isn’t half bad. Dongrang, why are you laughing like that?“

„It’s just funny that you’re talking so ferociously when your eyes are full of curious twinkles.“

„Yi Sang, will you tell him to shut it?“

In a different world, I thought, I´d be totally best friends with Dongbaek. Maybe, if she and other researchers had been born in my world, their story wouldn´t end so bitterly.

„Why don’t you first hide your facial recreation of a child who’s tried ice cream for the first time?“ Dongrang turned around, waving at Don Quixote who was handed the script next. „Gubo, why don’t you say something? You’ve been part of the League for fairly long now, so stop standing around like a guest.“

„What more do I have to add? Everyone already seems to be of one mind.“ She said, in a voice completely devoid of her usual idiosyncrasies. It felt alien, hollow, in a way that not even Sancho has spoken when she regained her memories.

„If you’re trying to be an odd one out, at least have some audacity.“ Dongbaek scolded Don. „Some cold fish you are.“

„I see… So this… is how you view the world.“ Hong Lu commented.

„…The world I view, is it.“

Yi Sang sighed, eyes dropping to the ground.

„Did you know? They say every invention carries hints of the hopes and dreams of its inventor. Discovering them is one of the spectators’ joys. It's a tidbit that’s good to know.“ Hong Lu said. The words weren´t his, but they fit him so well I could easily imagine him saying them, word for word.

„So, Yi Sang, what do you plan to do with this technology?“ Dongrang asked.

„Do… what exactly?“

Dongrang continued. „Brother Young-ji’s glass window is already making the rounds. Researchers from other Nests have taken an interest, or so I’ve heard. Really… We rarely saw visitors in the past, but now we might have to start punching tickets so all those people will stand in line. So if you announce your work here…“

„Dongrang, I have absolutely no intention of announcing this.“

„…None? At all?“ Dongrang cocked his head in disbelief.

„All that I ask… Is to keep this as a moment of laughter, solely between us.“

„Look, just what is your idea of-“

Dongrang´s words were cut short by Dongbaek. „Pft… Yi Sang. That was the second funniest moment I’ve seen out of you. The first is…“ She turned to Dongrang with a laugh. „...y’know, when the yellow calf was being fed milk, and it suddenly licked his hair… Pfh…“

„True, I’ve never seen Dongbaek laugh as loudly as then.“ Dongrang laughed along with Dongbaek.

Meanwhile, Yi Sang looked like he wanted nothing more than to disappear in that moment, even as a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. „T-That… I think we’d best forget…“

Human eyes are such glistening and scalding things. Fearing that they would burn me, I tended to watch them from the side.

However, not seeing the subject straightly does not mean I think lowly of them.

Even without looking, it is possible to seep in.

„By the way, is that… the same as the mirror we use?“ Rodion asked quietly.

„Similar, to be exact. Limbus Company uses a mirror with special modifications.“ Faust replied.

Although it landed me in a pretty unfavorable situation, I couldn´t help but agree with Rodion who excitedly turned to Yi Sang. „You invented something incredible, Yi Sang…“

„What Young-ji and I did… wasn’t invention; we discovered, rather.“ He simply said before looking at me with apology on his lips. I shook my head, mouthing to him „Not the time.“, so he´d let Meursault speak.

„T Corp… wouldn’t have been pleased with the idea of a technology capable of peeping into other worlds without permission. I do believe you know well enough that their problem lies with the lack of permission, not the capability of the technology.“

I laughed. „Taking permissions and consent into account? In this City? Sounds like a setup for a joke with all the blatant disregard for either of those.“

„It makes one wonder… where do you come from, Alighiero?“ Dongrang asked me, curiosity burning in his eyes, as I if I was amenable to give him the answer outright.

„Not a place you have to worry about.“

„Although we had figured that T Corp. would not accept it… We thought it would be fine since it was only used as a pastime between us. The decision couldn't have been more glib.“ Yi Sang quickly returned us to the topic at hand.

The scene suddenly changed to an open, sandy area. It was dark and the sky shined with thousands of stars.

„It’s quiet. Nothing like the Outskirts…“ A boy said to a girl.

„You’re right. Was the world beyond the Outskirts one filled with such beautiful and tranquil beings?“

The two talked freely, completely unbothered. An incredibly rare sight in the City.

„Yeah, I guess that must be the reason everyone tried to keep quiet about it.“

„Right, do you, by any chance… know a story about the things beyond the Outskirts? It’s said there’s a thing that lives here… granting wishes to those who are earnest. Wanna hear it?“

As the girl spoke, the odd hum returned, much louder than before. It drowned out their words and the vibrations seemed to warp the very imagery of the scene.

The desert turned into a forest clearing where a calm lake glittered with thousands of stars of the clear night sky above, reflected on its unusually still surface.

Though the lake was surrounded with a chainlink fence and countless warnings not to go anywhere near it, two very young and twice as reckless children were standing by the fence, cutting a hole in it with a pair of stolen wire cutters. In the dark their faces were completely obscured, but it was obvious they weren´t the two people from before.

My head hurt pretty bad. Luckily, the scene warped again, shifting back to the what it was supposed to be.

„……When we look up at our sky… all we see is a pinch of muddled light. But here… I can see lone stars looking down at us. Since the city I can see from here is filled with cries of pain and despair… I’d rather… gaze down at people from the loneliness up in the sky and shed tears with them…“

I heard the boy speak, though the scene was once more relocated to the sandy dunes.

„Sorry, I was a bit late. There were flowers I’d never seen before, maybe we could smell them as I tell my story…“ The girl paused, looking up. „I see, have you… finally fulfilled your wish? Starting today, even if the handful of stars doesn't rise in a corner of the night sky… Those stars will light the dark of the lands below instead… So it’ll all be okay.“

I felt a hand shaking my shoulder, so I brushed it off as I turned to the person who was shaking me.

It was Faust, with a pretty nervous looking Dante standing next to her.

„Alighiero, what happened!?“ They asked, ticking in panic.

„I am not entirely sure myself.“ I blinked, trying to remember where I knew the forest scene from. Memory was not being helpful at all. „Ugh, it sure gave me a headache, though.“ I rubbed my head.

„It felt like a story from long ago. And then there was that moment with the pond-“

„Lake.“ I corrected him as my mind caught up. „When I was little I called it the Starry Lake… I´m not sure how or why it appeared, though.“

Faust rubbed her chin. „As the Golden Bough generated the fathoms of ego in a frenzy… foreign matters were mixed into them. Namely K Corp’s Singularity: Tears of the so-called 'Tearful Thing'… and as it appears, Alighiero´s memories… possibilities vary, but it could be the general similarity in the events. The Golden Bough resonance is… not an easy phenomenon to comprehend, even for Faust.“

The space around us changed again, to a kind of a paved road in a cityscape that was reminiscent of London… if London was way larger and only composed of old brick buildings.

„The space has changed. Where… was this place?“ Sinclair asked, sligtly panicked.

Dongrang shook his head. „What are you talking about, Aneung? This is the road we would traverse all the time.“

„Oh… Um… Right.“

„This… was the place of my day’s profession… or the avenue nearby.“ Yi Sang added, looking at the individual stones paving the road under our feet.

„Hm, you researched by night… and during the day?“ Rodion scratched her head, trying to understand.

„I was an architect.“ Yi Sang replied. It wasn´t an exclamation of pride or even an accomplishment. He ma have as well said he was an executioner and his tone would have fit.

„Ooh~ An architect, huh… That’s a neat occupation you had, Yi Sang.“ Gregor commented.

„Neat, you say… Originally, children used to run in these streets. Although there weren’t many… they came into my view on occasion. Even a single abandoned ball could keep a smile on their faces.“

„But they’re nowhere to be seen now. Where could they have gone?“ Dongrang asked, prying into the topic.

Yi Sang sighed. „Once children are old enough to learn language, they are taken to factories. Among them are those I made… those factories whose architecture I designed with my hands.“

„Yi Sang…“ Hong Lu of all people spoke to him, but could not stop him from continuing his self-flagellating confession.

„They were optimized for efficiently monitoring people. It made pressing laborers more convenient than ever. Perhaps the reason my income has been rather high is that the owners of those buildings run a profitable business.“

„Well, even so… It’s not like you spent that money to show off. You gave it all for the League.“ Heathcliff tried to save the situation, but was not successful. Neither was Ishmael, who at that point may have been one of Yi Sang´s old friends. She hardly even used the script anymore.

„…Do you remember? The first thing I invented… after getting a job at T Corp.“

„The identification tags, right?“ Hong Lu asked.

„Yeah, I made them to help lost kids. It’s absurd, I know. Maybe I expected it to help more children reunite with their parents. But now... they’re being used to monitor the workers’ time spent on the job in every factory. Heck, I made those things, and even I’m not free from the obligation to wear one while working.“ Ishmael rambled as if those words have been hers all along.

„Those were the kinds of achievements we accomplished in T Corp’s district. Which is why… I became more engrossed in the mirror. Untainted, unadulterated… I wished to immerse myself in the pure exploration of knowledge. So that… I wouldn’t have to take anything from anyone.“ Yi Sang said as the scenery changed again. We saw him, looking into the mirror he made, conversing with a version of himself from another world.

Sang Yi

You knew you’d face those predicaments since the moment you made your way to T Corp’s territory avoiding exploitation and abuse, haven't you, Yi Sang? That you’d have to exploit others if you don’t want to be. So don’t feel guilty about it.



Flowers fell, and all things began to make busy steps.

More people are visiting us each day, and twice the noise fills the air.



„This isn’t supposed to be a downtown marketplace or anything. It’s gotten way too noisy here.…Nine was the right amount of people.“ Dongbaek complained loudly as the space grew crowded and noisy.

„Oho… Many new curiosities have taken up the space! May I be permitted to touch the inventions here?“ Don looked around with shining eyes, forgetting her role momentarily.

„Will you shut that mouth?“ Dongbaek snapped at her, which served as a very effective deterrent.

„Don’t be so sour, Dongbaek. Liveliness is good to have.“ Dongrang patted her shoulder, but the act did nothing to quell her annoyance.

 

Some considered the assemblage to be mere noise…

While some considered the commotion to be growth.

As for me… I saw it slantwise as always.

As heavy rain might pour for days after a spell of clear skies…

I saw no meaning in attempting to fathom the caprices of the weather.

 

„……Young-ji hasn’t shown up for this conference as well.“

„I heard he’s been officially invited by a Wing. This is probably the second time.“

Faust tapped my shoulder as she whispered to me. „You don’t happen to know which Wing it was, do you?“

I shook my head. „Nope. No one knows.“

Why are you displeased about it? You’re the one who turned down Brother Young-ji’s offer to go with him, Dongbaek.“ Dongrang retorted. She just silently stared back at him.

„There’s no need to be so fixated on the number nine. What if there are eight or five of us?“ He waved her concerns away like he was brushing off fallen petals from his coat.

„Say, Dongrang… How long are you gonna stick to your vet routine? I made precious time in my packed schedule to check out what Young-ji’s group was like… and all I see are children’s playthings.“ Rodion walked about, acting out her role.

„Oh, it’s been a while, Nul-in. It’s a pleasure to see a fellow from my hometown here. You arrived here later than we did, but it looks like you adapted much faster. But I must say… It’s a bit disheartening to hear you call them children’s playthings. You won’t be saying that once you learn that animals feel pain exactly like we do.“

I caught myself silently wondering how bad the Biology classes were in the City that people didn´t even comprehend that animals feel pain.

„Well, I’ll take my words back if those animals start repaying the kindness by bringing money or something.“

Dongbaek huffed in her direction. „Nul-in, do you take this for a gaudy auction where technology is sold for cash? You didn’t even care to cast a glance at us mere months ago, calling illuminators’ conferences out of fashion… Have you come now to rake off a piece of the profit you’re smelling?“

Dongrang turned to Dongbaek with a relieved smile. „Dongbaek…“

She rolled her eyes at him, though. „Don’t mistake it for covering for you. I just don’t want to see her face, that’s all. By the way… What made you so passionate about curing animals? They can’t pay the bills or anything. How are you gonna make a living?“

He laughed quietly. „You like to nag a lot. Well, I suppose I could run a chicken restaurant?“ He pondered out loud.

„What?“

„Hear me out for a second. I could make chickens grow tons of wings… and cut them off without inflicting any pain. They only need a single pair to fly. That way, humans get more meat to eat, while chickens lose nothing for it.“

So much for letting the chickens fly with one pair of wings… The ones in the K Corp. factory sure didn´t get to fly… they were losing all of their limbs at once, in perpetuity. So much has Dongrang wilted since his younger days.

„Pshaw…“

„What name do you plan to give to the chicken?“ Yi Sang asked.

„Let’s see... how about Plumpy Chicken?“ Dongrang proposed only to gain a number of odd looks.

„...Dongrang, never try naming things again. Got it?“

 

I may have heard a faint sound at that moment.

It was the sound of a crack.

Knowing well what consequences a minuscule crack could bring about, I chose to look past it...

Perhaps I wanted to pretend that I did not hear it...

Alas, I was careless in my assumption that I could simply observe slantwise as it comes to pass until it has seeped…

Realization comes too late.

 

„You know, Dongbaek? Your words weren't particularly reassuring, either. It was actually what Nul-in said that gave me an important lesson.“ Dongrang frowned. „No matter how hard I try, if technology doesn't have an immediate use… no one will give it a passing glance…“

The scene began to twist and ripple again. I expected it to show another of the Tearful thing´s memories… maybe even one of my own, that I have long forgotten about. But neither appeared, leaving me feeling strangely incomplete, as if something was ripped out of me by force at some point.

Then again, I was in a different world. It was entirely possible that somewhere along the way, a piece of myself was irreversibly shaved off and lost… or maybe signing the contract Faust gave me changed some minuscule thing in my brain. I couldn´t have known… I wasn´t Faust.

„Isn't this a concept incinerator? What is it doing here?“ Ishmael asked, looking at a large bowl-shaped metal vessel in which a wild fire burned without stopping. It didn´t seem like it needed fuel to operate, but I knew better than to take technologies of the City at face value – most of them ran on human sacrifices or suffering or both.

„We’ve received an official notice that private technological invention groups of five or more people not registered as a business require a permit from T Corp. The same goes for technology.“ Outis stepped forth, speaking in grave tone. „Everything that hasn’t been authorized by the Wing’s tech agency will be confiscated. Whether they’re registered or taken by force… they’ll be used in ways none of us wanted. That is why we will rid the world of them before that happens.“

„But, why now of all times? Is it because of the League's gatherings… No, is this about the window…?“ Ishmael asked.

„Wait, wait. This idea that we have to make technology in secret could be a pitfall, you know? Who knows, T Corp. might just give us the approval.“ Dongrang pleaded, not willing to give up his work like that.

„A foolish question. Did you forget the reason the League of Nine was established? We gathered together for the pure pursuit of knowledge. Not to serve Wings like pathetic mules. We deserted our hometowns for this cause, and now you suggest that we yield our knowledge? After all we’ve been through?“

Dongrang continued to argue his point, edging on anger. „Let’s see the bigger picture. Rather than just T Corp, wouldn’t the City as a whole be benefiting from them? Technology only has value when it’s used for others. Until then, they’re mere toys. With this healing technology I’ve developed, I could save at least hundreds of lives in the City. Should we really squander that chance… on protecting this make-believe organization?“

For someone who boasted his intelligence, Dongrang wasn´t one to even try to read the room, it seemed.

„Dongrang, don’t make clumsy attempts unless you’re planning to save everyone in the City. If I thought this measly technology had what it takes to give every single person the help they needed, I would’ve given my all for it. But… you think that’ll change anything? The world will still be a terrible mess.“ Dongbaek spoke, tugging his idealism to the floor and kicking it till nothing remained.

There was a residual pain in Dongrang´s face, one of a kicked puppy. „You’re right, I thought wrong. What’s the point in all this…“ He threw his invention into the fire. „Wow… Look at that… It really does a good job at burning things. You think its creator was a researcher who had an ardor for genuine study like us?“

I pondered the flames, too. Maybe the concept incinerator didn´t really „erase“ things from existence… maybe it just obscured the memory of it and the real ideas with all their contents were stored somewhere far away.

After all, the Fathoms wouldn´t be able to show the memories of the invention if it was completely destroyed.

„Dongrang… Are you certain you're alright?“ Yi Sang turned to him.

„Hey, check this out, Yi Sang. I chanced upon this curious thing in the Backstreets. It's apparently an item a Wing called K Corp. is producing these days.“ He smiled, but there was a strain to it. „It’s a swarm of nanobots that look like liquid to the naked eye, and when you inject it… No matter how badly you're crushed, hurt, fractured, ripped, torn, or chopped away… It all heals up in seconds.“

He laughed, but there were tears welling in his eyes.

„Amazing, isn’t it? It only takes a short while for the pain to be gone. Hahaha. It was perfectly fine to be hurt. I didn’t have to strain my body and heart trying to cure things. I was so stupid, wasn’t I?“

„…Dongrang.“

 

There was wilting among the nine.

Those who indulged in research with purity and astonishment on their faces as they did in the old days have already withdrawn their buds.

In exchange, unfamiliar sounds began to fill the air.

Orderly footsteps, sounds of wind-up keys that signify their position, and heavy, low voices.

 

„Why… Why did you tell them the League's location, Aneung?“

I heard Outis speak. Then, Sinclair. And Dongbaek. Ishmael. Hong Lu…

But the voices kept going… melting… fading…

Until there was just a silent lake with water´s surface glittering like stars that hung high above.

 

You look Lost.“

 

There it was again – that strange voice, that laughed like it was jingling a bag filled with knives at me. It didn´t need to bare its teeth for me to know that it had them.

„Give him back!“ The small child yelled with my vocal chords. „I know you took him! Give. Him. BACK!“

Suddenly I was back in the monochrome space of the Fathoms. I didn´t remember falling on the floor, but I must´ve, because I wasn´t standing on my feet.

„There it was again – that forest scene… just after-“

„We all saw it, Sinclair.“ Gregor sighed. „No idea what we actually saw, though. Do you know, Faust?“

She paused for a moment longer than I thought she would. „It appeared to bear a great resemblance to the abnormality that had appeared to save Alighiero from the Inquisitors in Calw.“

„That´s what bothers me about it.“ I admitted. „There are no Abnormalities back home and definitely not one like that.“

Ishmael pondered on it, too. „But… it was your memory, no? The… Starry Lake, you called it?“

I didn´t feel so sure anymore. Though I knew what I saw, it felt wrong… and also not wrong at all. Worst of all, I wasn´t sure whether those events happened exactly like that or if something else, like my own feelings or the more recent experiences, muddled my memory.

„I… I don´t know, Ishmael. A lot has happened since I was the little twerp you saw in the memory. Until I was reminded of it, I hardly even remembered that it wasn´t just some thing I made up while bored.“

„You were screaming.“ Dante informed me as they helped me up on my feet. „Something about someone who was taken away from you. It seemed a bit too important to have been just your imagination.“

„Taken away, huh…“ I scratched the back of my head, trying to remember who was the person I lost. But it was all a blur… I couldn´t recall anything specific about the event. „That´s what happened to the League members, wasn´t it?“

I looked at Yi Sang who only nodded. „You weren´t yourself to see it, but that is what had transpired.“

„We should get a move on. The end of the Fathoms is still a good chunk of road away.“ I said, dusting myself off.

„But what about you? What if you have another outburst like that?“ Heathcliff scratched his head. „It´s not like we can beat the sense back into you if we needed to.“

„Can´t exactly back out now.“ I shrugged. „Besides, at least now we know that the Bough is close by, no?“

No one objected.



Notes:

So... I know I said I would not listen to the devil in the shadows - but apparently I am SO good at multitasking that I didn´t even have to? (Carmen is living in my walls and not paying a single cent of the rent... thankfully Pablo pays for three)

Not yet a graduate - in two days maybe. I will hang an update here when that´s done.
UPDATE: I made it! Now I can say: "Trust me, I´m an engineer!" and it will be true!

Meanwhile, few things to say:

1. the memes have been relocated to a discord server (link in author´s profile, feel free to join and yap, or just lurk in there for memes which I will continue add on there instead). Still in chapter, but they will be removed eventually because memes are kind of not really stuff to keep on ao3 in the way I was using them.

2. In time the memes WILL be removed, BUT the chapters will stay as they are, since I want to keep the comments on those chapters in-tact. As a solution, the memes will be replaced with fanart - once I have any fanfic-related fanart to put there that is. It´s work-in-progress, though if you wanna pitch in, feel free to reach out via discord or tumblr. Again, contact info are in my profile.

3. enjoy the fic, and don´t forget to leave out some snacks for Carmen

Chapter 14: Soar Up On a Turning Wind

Summary:

Yi Sang regains his wings as per the canon goings of his arc, but there are slight alterations that catch Alighiero´s eyes.
With more questions than answers, Alighiero is left to ponder the things on their own.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The explosion of the League of Nine shattered everything there was, and everything came to a halt for me as well.

To stop means to cease caring… It is a state of indifference.

In other words…

It no longer mattered if I was weathered and stomped.

But that was when someone held me by the arm.

 

Gubo

„Are you going to stand still and let T Corp’s tech agency take you away? Someone like you? Have you finally gone mad, Yi Sang?“

„You must come with me.“

 

What could I have done other than nod?

If he told me to be apprehended by the tech agency employees, I would have nodded all the same.

If he told me to put all of the mirror technology into a concept incinerator, I would have done so.

If he told me to hide on the spot and pretend I know nothing, I would have followed it.

How many of the nine survived and ran away…

 

„I do not know.“ Yi Sang said, replying to his own words heard within the Fathoms.

The scene melted and changed, reflecting a scene I was familiar with – the girl from the Tearful Thing´s memories sat in a chair, reading it a story.

„Don’t be so sad… I don’t want to use your tears to fight the flow of time…“

She grew older and older, and the jar that held the being grew ever so larger.

„Those tears are better reserved for those who need them more dearly. Don’t forget… You’re a nameless star, hanging in the sky for everyone who is in suffering…“

Then the scene changed again, to the view from an enormous containment filled with fluid. There were figures in the dark, three of them at least judging by the different voices.

„With the passing of Ms. Stephanette… We at K Corp. would like to take a moment to express our condolences, honoring her noble will…“

„What’s the need to be so roundabout?“ An assertive woman cut in. „You know there’s something you really want to say: which one of us will be the next chief executive.“

The other two could only hum in disgruntled agreement.

„Well… The nomination should be simple, right? What did each of us do, and how much did it help to contribute to the growth of this Wing and its Nest.“

We were watching a run-of-the-mill dick-measuring contest.

„Ever since Ms. Stephanette began struggling to even speak due to her age… I started extracting the tears in her stead.“ Another figure spoke, though their tone was anything but assertive words of a leader-to-be.

„What… Having your men buy and read those 'gut-wrenching and heartwarming stories' out loud? I saw the tear production going down, too.“ Their rival was quick to critique them.

„…Are you serious?“

„Kah… W-Wait.“

With that, one of the people found themselves at the destructive end of a weapon, their battered body tumbling to the floor. They tried to crawl towards the tank that held the Tearful Thing, but to no avail – its tears could not save them from inside the tank.

„This is what happens when you run your mouth rashly. You knew my temper and still decided to play with fire?“

„Hngh… The board of directors won’t… let you get away with this…“

„I’ll make sure that you’re finished before that happens.“

Although the two fought on the floor like animals, the assertive woman stepped forth, her black hair streaked with vibrant green… Alfonso.

K Corp.

„Ah, our dear Ms. Stephanette… You were so kind even after you’ve gone. The tears don’t have to be by noble means after all.“ She gleefully palmed the glass of the holding tank. „Everyone, I believe I’ve found the answer. To take the seat of the chief executive, there’s only one simple thing to do: ensure the prosperity of K Corp.“

„All that’s left now is for the board of directors to cast their votes.“ She added, turning back to the group.

„Stop them this instant…! It appalls me greatly to think that one must suffer everlasting sights of despair in captivity for the many…“ Don Quixote tried to plead with the figures of the executives as they cast their votes, but to no avail. They were just projections of a memory, one that didn´t even belong to Yi Sang.

„Your pleas won’t reach them. This one didn’t come from Yi Sang... It’s a fragmented scene concerning the tears.“ Faust calmed her down, leading her to turn away from the dreadful scene.

„Ah, in case you aren’t familiar, that one Singularity has saved countless lives.“ Dongrang pitched in, hardly making the situation better. „It was like someone fulfilled my old dream I couldn’t make true. If, say, I were in that vat… I would have gladly given up everything I had. Every single thing, with no exception.“

I scoffed in his direction, an action which luckily did catch his attention. „You don´t get to decide its feelings on the matter. It cries because it wants to help – and yet its tears are only used to drive K Corp´s profit margins up.“

He stared at me in silence, so I continued.

„If you actually cared about helping others, you would´ve never given up on your own idea, Dongrang. I can tell you from experience that people like having the ability to choose instead being thrown onto single straight path.“

He laughed in my face as if I just said the funniest thing in the world.

„You must find my old friend quite irritating then.“



An overlong silence shrouded the passage of time.

All my time during it was a mere adjunct.

In the square wholly painted white, only two visitors came to see me.

To supplement… One visited in the square within the square, and the other visited in the square within the square within the square.

 

The scene changed again, to that of a painfully white room which lacked a ceiling. Instead, it was replaced with a kaleidoscope of fractured colors, pulsing and shifting endlessly. Enough for another headache to spring up, at least.

„You’re free to do your research here.“ Gubo spoke. He was wearing the same uniform as the rest of Hermann´s group. „The mirror you seemed to love so dearly… don’t forget to eat your meals and supplements every day.“ He added before leaving the white room.

 

There was no one left to gaze at the mirror and enjoy its sight, and it ceased to be a tool of amusement…

Yet I still held on to it, for a reason…

You wouldn’t talk to even Gubo these days. You’ve been grasping at the mirror all day long. He just stared at your back before leaving. The expression on his face wasn’t so good.“

 

Yi Sang´s reflection in the mirror, one he called Sang Yi, spoke to him from the suspended mirror. In that dreadful place, their talks were likely his only comfort. I wanted to reach out to him… but I would only be interfering with the reflection of the past.

Somehow, I was sure that doing that would cause irreversible damage, not just to Yi Sang, but to me as well.

„It concerns me not. I would much rather face you and talk to you. When I turn away, I would like you to do the same.“

„Yi Sang, Gubo genuinely cares about you. You know that, right? I'm pretty sure you’re the biggest reason he decided to join the League before it fell apart.“

Yi Sang shook his head, gaze cast downwards. „That is untrue. The one Gubo cares for the most… would be himself. He simply happened to chance upon me while looking for things to make him stand out.“

„Then… let him do that. You can be under the limelight as long as you’re standing next to him. Right now, N Corp’s director has been trying to form a new League of Nine with you, Gubo, and Aseah.“

„I cannot bring myself to call that organization the League when its roots are entirely different. It has simply borrowed the name that will have to be returned one day.“ Yi Sang´s words may have sounded quite assertive if he didn´t say them in a way that made him sound so small. „How go the affairs in the world outside? With your wings, you can be anywhere you’d like.“

„The outside… Haah. It's the same, tiring stuff. The world always flows along the same current. Isn’t that the truth? The League used to be bound with such strong solidarity, but now it has disbanded… There’s no point in feeling joy or despair over every passing moment. So I want you to stay here with me. Be someone I can talk with.“

„What did that fellow named Gubo want to do with the mirror, I wonder?“ Hong Lu pondered when the invisible veil that protected the sanctity of the scene loosened somewhat.

„What exactly N Corp. wished to do… I do not know in detail. I did not bother to ask. However…“

Instead of a straight answer another memory came into view.

„How do you like it here, is it comfortable enough? Are you keeping yourself fed?“ Hermann asked in a tone that would´ve read as motherly if I didn´t already know about the awful things that Gregor went through.

„Like I said, ma’am, he is a reticent man.“ Gubo wiped dust off of his glasses before setting them back on the bridge of his nose.

„Do you know of a way… to destroy all the worlds and the myriad possibilities they represent in the mirror and the glass window?“ Hermann looked to Yi Sang who could hardly answer her.

„I…“

„Of course you’d say no. I am telling you what to study. Even if you say you don’t want to, I have plenty of other ways. But I thought I should have the courtesy to politely ask you first, for your friend’s sake.“

I decided that should I ever came face to face with Hermann at a time when I was armed and skilled enough to use what I had, I would not wait for her to speak to me a single word before striking.

„Ah, let’s keep this as a little secret between the three of us, shall we? …Are the two still reluctant to rejoin the League? Aseah didn’t seem to care either way, but these two are being tricky.“

„There is no need for concern. They'll make up their minds soon. The new League formed here will be more powerful than ever. It’s backed by none other than Miss Hermann.“ Gubo said resolutely just before Hermann left him alone with Yi Sang.

„What is the problem? Are you hesitant to take the offer without Dongrang and Dongbaek to accompany you? …Do you really not see that I can only set my mind at ease once you make your stance clear?“

He begged him, but Yi Sang would not listen.

„My mind has not changed from before.“

After that, even Gubo left, leaving Yi Sang alone… well, not entirely alone, as Sang Yi was present… in a way.

„…Destruction of the mirror worlds, huh. Gubo and Hermann seemed pretty serious about it.“

„You would be right. Once they have set their mind on it, it will undoubtedly be done. And I… would end up aiding him in his purpose…“ Yi Sang´s eyes were empty and aimless as he spoke. „However… I do not wish for you to perish as a result. You must fly away and leave before Gubo destroys you as well.“

„What about you?“ Sang Yi asked after a moment of consideration. His tone was not nearly as empty as Yi Sang´s.

„Is it not abundantly clear? There is nothing I am capable of. Unlike you, I have no wings to fly with. I have no complaints. If I mutely follow whatever they demand, they will at least let me be.“

He gestured to Sang Yi´s reflection in the mirror. „As I have said, all that I have left… is you outside the mirror.“

„When you've suffered a loss, shouldn’t you consider filling the void back up with new things?“ The reflection asked. Strangely, it seemed to have generated the tiniest spark of liveliness in Yi Sang´s eyes.

„What a peculiar question. This is all that is of my world, so how will I be able to fill it anew?“

After that, you wouldn’t show up before me for a time.

A question occurs to me at times.

I was the one who said this was all that I had, so why did you make such a devastated expression as though you lost everything?

„It sounds like the Yi Sang in the mirror… Wanted to keep him in this place. Telling him that it’s not safe outside, so he should stay inside…“

I turned to Ishmael. „You´re wrong.“ She did turn to me with a question at ready, but I simply pointed to the continuation of the memory already taking shape.

You returned to me after some time… and spoke strange things.

„Yi Sang. When Gubo comes back with that blue supplement… keep it stored instead of swallowing it right away. After around three days of doing so… you’ll start seeing things you couldn’t before.“

It was true that Sang Yi was keeping Yi Sang where he was. But it was a protective and a slightly selfish wish. After all, Yi Sang, having abandoned everything he had left and what he cared about… the mirror and Sang Yi… would not have made the decision to keep walking. Not on his own, or rather, not for very long.

„When that day comes, you will have two options: the first is to chew up all the supplements you’ve gathered. It will put you into a deep sleep, but when you wake, everything will return to normalcy. You’ll spend your days wholly dedicated to the mirror technology like this, chatting with me from time to time. The status quo will be preserved.“

The classic blue-pill and red-pill dichotomy. Maybe I should introduce the Sinners to Matrix as well once we returned to the bus.

„The second… is to leave this place.“ Sang Yi said.

Yi sang did consider his options shortly, before posing a question.

„I lack the wings to do so. How will I accomplish that?“

„A chicken may not be able to fly, but that doesn’t stop it from flapping its wings. It struggles… endlessly.“ Sang Yi smiled.

„You perplex me. At this point in time… where must I even go? I have neither a hometown nor an awaiter to return to.“

„Be straightforward.“ Sang Yi advised him. „If there is no hometown, you can walk ceaselessly until your feet decide to stop, and make that your new home.“

I followed your words and avoided taking the blue supplements.

Once I stopped taking the supplements, what had only been a blur carved a clear image onto my retina for the first time.

The room I was in was not closed. It has always been open, and I had the freedom to go anywhere.

Walking through the long and narrow hallway, I saw how my mirror was being used.

Then, a sudden wave of lassitude began to surge.

If I took the supplements and fell asleep, everything would have stayed alright.

And I wished to believe that there must have been a misunderstanding between Gubo and me.

Alas…

I stepped outside the white square and kept walking.

Though Yi Sang´s steps were assured, there was one more hurdle in his way. Gubo.

„Have you decided to leave, my foolish companion?“

They were words not meant to persuade me, but merely to pounce at me…

Although they did not hurt, they may have left a mark.

„You have nowhere to return to, and you’re dragging that tottering body along? Do you truly believe you will find a place to call home, wherever you might go?“

Gubo turned away and let Yi Sang pass. Just like that.

But not before delivering one last line.

„Enjoy your rest, then. I’ll return once twilight arrives.“

With that, I parted from Gubo, who was my last remaining compatriot.

I was thoroughly isolated.

„That's right. With this, we all ended up alone. Only then… At long last. My turn had come.“ Dongrang said walking to the forefront of the stage.

„This is the part where Mr. Dongrang hands the glass technology over to K Corp. We were in the League’s shoes, if only for a short while, so we know what’s been going on.“ Sinclair commented. Then, the scene restarted anew.

Dongrang

„But I must say it’s a bit disheartening to hear you call them children’s playthings. You won’t be saying that once you learn that animals feel pain exactly like we do.“

Dongbaek

„Dongrang, don’t make clumsy attempts unless you’re planning to save everyone in the City. If I thought this measly technology had what it takes to give every single person the help they needed, I would’ve given my all for it.“

„But… you think that’ll change anything? The world will still be a terrible mess.“

Dongrang

„It was perfectly fine to be hurt. I didn’t have to strain my body and heart trying to cure things. I was so stupid, wasn’t I?“

Dongbaek

„Then you should’ve braced for it! Have the guts to bite your tongue and die if you couldn’t stand to survive alone in the hometown!“

Suddenly there was a shift in the air, like an ominous, silent shroud descending down.

„Dante...“ I turned to them, hoping that my expression didn´t look too grave. „He is-“

„I feel it, too.“ They replied as the scene shifted towards the Tearful Thing and the dialogue between Alfonso and Dongrang surfaced from Dongrang´s memory.

Alfonso

Why the surprise? You must have heard stories about our Wing’s Singularity.“

Dongrang

„…Looking at it in person felt different is all. I didn’t think I would come all the way here…“

Alfonso

Yeah, most have similar reactions. So… can you remind me of what you can do?“

Dongrang

Ah, to start with an explanation of the technology I invented…“

Alfonso

My expectations are particularly high since I heard you were a member of the League of Nine. That… Young-ji person is still missing, is that right?“

Dongrang

Yes, he is.“

Alfonso

Well, it’s a shame about the League disbanding… But it’s fortunate we managed to recruit one of them.“

Dongrang

The League of Nine… always serves as a plentiful shade, doesn’t it. Then and now… By the way, this reminds me of a thing that would cry at me like this in the past…“

Alfonso

Dongrang?“

Dongrang

Oh… I mean, the reason I’ve come here is…“

 

„The thing that used to cry at Dongrang… He must mean the yellow calf.“ Ishmael pointed out.

Dongrang laughed uncomfortably. „Haha. What are you doing now? The League of Nine has disbanded, and the play is over. You’re not Yurang anymore.“

„You’re right, I guess I got too immersed and felt like I was one of your "companions" for a second. You said you fulfilled your wish, but it didn’t seem that way to me no matter which way I looked at it.“ She continued.

„Did you feel the same when you saved that calf?“

In an unexpected turn of events, Dongrang snapped at Ishmael. „Will you watch your words? I didn’t save the calf expecting a reward.“

„You think we don’t know that? You saved the poor creature right before it got crushed to death ‘cause you felt like it. I remember when we took turns feeding it milk.“

Watching Heathcliff and Ishmael work together for once was a bit weird after constantly listening to them throwing jabs at each other on the bus. Then again, maybe the reason for it was that they somewhat synchronized with Yi Sang´s friends.

Synchronized… the very word that Faust used to describe what happened when Dante pulled me into the City through Mephistopheles.

„I believed that it would be okay to save lives without a price back then. I guess it wasn’t just my work… that burned away in the incinerator that day.“ Dongrang´s heart fell almost audibly. „My mind’s garden I had been tending to burned down with it.“

„Taking a backward glance at our trails… all of us have been suffering great losses. Failing to see… what needed to be seen.“ Yi Sang spoke to Dongrang in the same rhythm and tone as he always did, but it wasn´t so hollow anymore. „Allow me to apologize. For casting only slantwise glances. We were all falling into ruin all the same, and you were no different… I did not realize it then.“

„I wonder... do you think the cow is peacefully grazing grass somewhere right now?“ Dongrang asked, though it wasn´t Yi Sang who answered him.

„I’m sure of it. He’ll be waiting for you, even if you won't go back.“ Outis replied.

„I don’t think… it’ll recognize me… I’ve changed too much from who I was in the past.“

Suddenly, his eyes glazed over, as he spoke to an unseen voice – Carmen.

„Yeah, you’re right. All the trophies and awards on my desk praising my excellence are empty husks.“

„Dante, get the units ready.“

Unlike Samjo´s transformation into the peccatulum, Dongrang´s was quite a bit slower.

„Although they dazzle gloriously… they're empty inside. They’re husks I couldn't have ever gotten if I weren’t a member of the League. That’s why I liked photographs. They… contain my image in all its honesty.“

He muttered to himself and the ominous silence radiated around him like a protective bubble.

„For however long, when I look up at the sky… I can’t see a thing. It’s like I'm under a giant shadow…“

„Who is… Mr. Dongrang talking to?“ Sinclair asked as we watched the horrid changes happen to Dongrang´s body.

„The source of distortion.“ I replied without second thought, only to quickly cover it up. „You know, like the saying: If you stare into the dark for long enough, it will stare back at you.“

„Certainly, and the distortion… might not be the terminus, but rather a step in a process.“

Dongrang´s body grew and shrunk in intervals, twisting into a centaur-like body.

„Then… I-Is there any way we can help.“ Sinclair was unsure whether to ask me or Faust, so he just asked the question. I let Faust answer, as I wanted to avoid accidentally spilling any more information than I already have.

„To stop him from going astray in this space where mental images take physical form.“ She said. „As we do, he will naturally come to accept that what lies ahead is his path. That is how we can help him.“

The fight did not last long at all… but no one felt victorious about it even as Dongrang´s body took on a human shape once again.

„So it comes down to this. I’ll probably die soon. In such a peaceful place…“

The scene was that of a grassy field with soft earth and blades of grass bending in a soft breeze. A soft moo of a cow sounded somewhere close by.

„What?“ Dongrang said as the cow walked right past him.

„Ha, haha… You’re right, it doesn’t recognize me.“ He said, pacing around. „I may be filled with husks right now, but I know… I’m almost there. Soon… I’ll make my own technology to fill myself up. I’ll gather a team again… hire another secretary… There’ll be a lot to do.“ Dongrang said to the cow.

„So… I don’t think I’ll need you anymore.“

I averted my gaze, but the wet slash still reached my ears. I only returned my eyes to the scene when it changed to the clinical space of K Corp.

Alfonso

„…Dongrang? I wonder how long will you keep me waiting.“

Dongrang

Ah, sorry for the delay. I was reminded of something I left in my hometown… But I’ve realized that now is the time to be thinking about what I’ll gain from now on instead of what I left behind.“

Alfonso

„Anyone can have a moment of foolishness. Right, so… You know about a way to generate an endless stream of tears, do you?“

Dongrang

„To reach a certain quota, people are tortured… then cured using the tears… then tortured again… It’s such a waste to keep spending a portion of tears on that.“

Alfonso

„True, so we’re importing footage from a variety of Wings and Backstreets Syndicates as a substitute.“

Dongrang

„They’re asking higher and higher prices for the audiovisual feed, aren’t they? Other factions are starting to notice that we’re in evident need of it, albeit faintly. Even if they don’t know what exactly it’s used for in K Corp.“

I was just about done with K Corp´s unhinged practices. As mundane as exploitation was in the City and back home, I would not accept it as a way things were supposed to be. Not ever.

I shouldn’t close my eyes. Miss Carmen… I believe that’s not exactly the case. The path hasn't ended, and I finally see clearly where I should go.“ Dongrang spoke, but as before, he wasn´t speaking to anyone in the room. Not when his body has regained and expanded upon his previous state… forming his E.G.O. around himself.

„Dongrang… after coming such a long way ‘round… have you at last returned to this path?“ Yi Sang asked him, choked up, but determined to say what he meant to say.

When I look into the eye… I don’t feel the sympathy I used to feel anymore. Instead… Do you see that? A pale imitation of the League’s renowned glass window, made by leeching off it… It’s now become the flag that raised the esteem of K Corp’s Singularity high.“

„Yes, I can see it well.“ Yi Sang replied.

Brother Young-ji has left, Dongbaek has returned to the bed of flowers…“

In an unfathomable distance an ominous bell tolled.

All that’s left is a parasitic mutation of Young-ji’s glass… My shoddy copy of the glass, which didn’t manage to be anything.“

Its sound echoed within th Fathoms, shaking their very foundations, reverberating through the air.

What use is technology that can’t change the world?“

His question hung in the air, drifting by like a single down feather. I understood the feeling. That feeling of helplessness and dread that followed me since that day when I picked up the small stone in my pocket.

But unlike Dongrang, I refused to let it dictate my actions.

So I want you to stop caring like I have. Let it cry for our agony and sorrow in our stead.“

The fight broke out anew, as Dongrang viciously attacked the Sinners who had very little time to actually prepare for the strikes.

The past is all useless, I´ll burn it all.“ He growled like a beast. „And Yi Sang, I´d like you gone as well.“

With a roar, he rushed at Yi Sang, horns on his head aimed into his chest – only, the strike didn´t connect. Cinq Outis rushed in, perfectly parrying his attack.

Haah, you´re being a nuisance.“

Outis didn´t grace him with a reaction, as stoic as always.

I´ve decided to erase all the past. In other words, I´ll have no business with you once Yi Sang is gone.“ Dongrang was bargaining at that point, lost more and more. However, lost or not, I would not let him dig his claws in and hurt Yi Sang any further.

„Except you will.“ I said, stepping closer, but still remaining within the lines of the Sinners. Being a brave little soldier meant nothing if I was stupid about it. „We may not be the League, but we sure as hell give a damn about each other. I know I do.“ I shot Yi Sang a reassuring smile.

I didn´t even notice that Dongrang was charging until Meursault returned the favor and punched him with a blazing hot gauntlet of the Liu Association South Section.

Kgh…“ Dongrang stumbled back, heaving. „I see where you stand… then I'll just get rid of you all along with Yi Sang and his ideal.“

Though he tried, Dongrang could not get past the Sinners. Yi Sang stood there, sort of dumbstruck by all that care for his person. He turned to me.

„Is this how it is supposed to be?“ He asked, eyes sad, but resolute.

I looked at Dongrang, who was fighting off the Sinners in frenzy. „I wish I could´ve changed it… but it seems that no amount of knowledge can do anything about this. He´s made the decision a long time ago… today-“

„-it simply came to pass.“ Yi Sang finished. „I understand. Thank you, Alighiero… for trying.“

He walked past the Sinners to the effloresced Dongrang, calm as a lake on a windless night.

I really shouldn't be wasting my time like this.“ Coming to a sudden realization, Dongrang stopped in place. He looked at the ceiling as though he was looking at stars hanging in the sky. The very skies reflected in that very same, still lake. „At this very moment... I'm losing out for each second it spends without crying.“

The opportunities and time to change the world... are scattering.“ He glared at approaching Yi Sang with bloodshot eyes. „Yi Sang... It's you, you're the only one who needs to go for this to be over!“

Though the Sinners tried to stand in his way, Yi Sang waved them off. „I must insist... that I mark the end for Dongrang… for that would be most ideal.“ He managed to stop Dongrang in his path.

Yi Sang…“

„I plead you, end this now... Dongrang.“

Haha... How can I?“ „In the end, someone... has to... cry tears, isn't that right...?“ Dongrang pulled the weapon lodged into himself deeper inside. Though brave in the moment, I could hear something crack inside of Yi Sang in that moment.

Let's end it this way... Yi Sang...“ Dongrang yelled before launching a powerful attack that scattered the Sinners around. The gust of resulting, dust-filled air knocked me back against Dante.

„Oof…“ I coughed, trying to get the taste of dirt out of my mouth.

„Are you alright?“ They asked me, but I shot the same question right back at them. „Oh… yeah, I am okay. I´m pretty durable.“ They knocked on the metal casing of their head for emphasis.

I smiled shortly before turning my attention to Yi Sang. His fathoms were flowing again.

And there was something different, almost happy about them.

I used to think that in spite of leaving, I was still trapped inside that white square… that I have been reduced to but single function, incapable of breaking away and into flight…

...but despite having their wings clipped in perpetuity, chickens do try… and flap their wings in spite of man who clips them.

If I am to follow this walk of life forever more, wandering from place to place… I wish to do so along with the rest of the flock, flapping our wings for as long as we will.

Change. Maybe I did have the power to change something after all.

„Even though I only delivered Young-ji’s words with my tongue… it does give me a thought. Maybe, these letters that you wrote… weren’t just meant for the Yi Sang in the mirror alone.“ Hong Lu spoke thoughtfully. „To all people you had ties with in the past, those you know in the present, and those you might meet in the future.“

„You mean, including us?“ Dante asked. „What do you think, Yi Sang?“

„I’m thinking that you might just be right.“ He smiled shortly as the memories flowed past us. „When I parted with Gubo… the stars lost their shine and let darkness fill the air, and I felt as though I were crippled.“

„Yet…I thought that there may be a place that would allow me to live on, even if I had no wings and my legs limped. The thread of hope couldn’t be thinner, but I held onto the faint possibility.“

Shortly, Dongbaek appeared, smiling softly, next to the mirror reflecting bright yellow spicebush next to her.

„When we… or at least I saw your mirror, I thought I was seeing what we didn’t have. That’s why they seemed so far, and that’s why I could only look. It’s why I had to settle for this reality. Like how I dreamed of stars as I watched fireworks. But the mirror…“

She tilted the mirror, showing us different angles. With them, the image changed, from spring to autumn to winter scene. The countless possibilities.

„What it shows are possibilities. So… do you see what I’m getting at? You don’t have to envy the mirrored images. What you saw… were the possibilities you held. You’ve had them all along. The wings to make your possibility a reality.“

She smiled at Yi Sang, face free of previous torment.

„That’s what I wanted to tell you.“

„I see now… I thought that I had lost my wings, that I couldn’t have them. I thought I had been clinging to research, pathetically stroking the joints where wings used to be… But I believe I now know the mirror’s true name.“

Yi Sang turned to Dante and proudly announced.

„Yeonsim - a bridge that joins hearts together. I made the mirror because I wished to continue living and flapping and fluttering. I wished to soar into the air once more, even if I fell afterward.“

„One day, despair will arrive for certain.“ Dante nodded thoughtfully. „It’s for that reason… life must go on, as far as it can. Whether or not we have wings of our own.“

Sang Yi

All Yi Sangs have outstanding talent. At the same time, all Yi Sangs are ignorant. All Yi Sangs can see wings, but only one Yi Sang can fly.

Yi Sang

If such is the case

Sang Yi

The Yi Sang in the mirror must be the opposite of the Yi Sang outside… but they’re quite alike, too. I mean the wings you say you saw… those radiant and magnificent wings.

They’re my wings, and they’re yours in the reflection.

Why do I think that? …It’s obvious. The mirror is a reflection of the self.

If you saw wings on me, then they were on you as well… They would obviously belong to you. Now, kick off the ground and flutter your wings.

 

„All I wished for… Just once more… I wished to fly.“ Yi Sang smiled, as he locked eyes with Dongrang one last time.

„Break the birdcage… and be free.“ Yi Sang said as he kicked off, soaring on the wings that assembled from the glass shards of his fathoms, glittering like diamonds.

„Yi… Sang.“

Dongrang´s voice was faint. He would die soon and no amount of tears, magical or otherwise, was going to make a difference in that. Dongrang wasn´t dying just on the physical level. His very mind was dissipating.

„I remember that spring day. Stars rose in our eyes.“ Yi Sang told him, as he knelt down to his battered body.

„They sparkled. As brightly… as your wings. I've… always yearned to… Escape the shadows of the League… In the end… it is that same shadow… that embraces me after everything.“

He faded not long after.

Since our client kind of died, the mission kind of became a problem. Or rather, the whole Bough collecting business did.

„Well, consequently… it wasn’t all bad. But it’s not good, either. Since the leader of the terrorists—Dongbaek, was it?—has died, their organization should collapse in no time. As for the remaining problems… I have a suggestion on how to handle them.“

I was dreading meeting Alfonso. Not just because of the whole „seen the things I wasn´t supposed to“ and th subsequent mindwipe of who-knows-what consequences… she was positively more annoying than five Dongrangs in a trenchcoat with extra Samjo on top.

Keeping a straight face was going to be very, very important… and very difficult.

„Everything that happened in K Corp. today was single-handedly caused by a mentally unstable, rebellious employee named Dongrang… In his scheme to unfairly claim personal gains and power within the firm. Do you agree?“

„…Are you sure you’re okay with that cover-up story? He may have opposed us… but he was your employee, wasn't he?“ Ishmael asked her, but Alfonso simply waved her concerns off.

„Well… I did say my goodbyes with a phone call earlier. Some cheeky man he was.“ She then turned to Dante. „And you’re a manager at Limbus Company… Dante, right? You seemed somewhat unassertive for a manager. In fact, going off of the couple recordings, your temporary employee has been far more involved in that task…“

Her glance passed over me with strange interest. Basically every known survival instinct was yelling at me to run. But I tried my best to keep my cool.

„If you want to be a leader, you’d best remember to nip any rising problem in its bud. The faster, the better.“ She whispered to them. The weight of the implication was not lost on me.

„Screw yourself. You also hired Shi Association’s assassins to silence Shrenne, didn’t you?“

I made a personal note to thank every single star in the sky that Dante could not speak normally and that I was able to keep a straight face. It it wasn´t for those two lucky coincidences, not only would we not get the Golden Bough, we would also have to forfeit our lives – most likely.

„They are telling you that they got the message.“

Faust smoothed things over, as always. Thank the stars for Faust´s existence, too.

„Hmph, I thought you were something of a half-wit, but I suppose you weren’t put in charge for nothing.“

Just when I thought that Alfonso was done and that we wouldn´t have address the gargantuan tarantula in the room, she stopped herself. „Ah, and one more thing. I don't know how things got complicated enough for you to get involved with our Wing’s Singularity, but… the tearful thing…was K Corp’s Singularity itself and a confidential detail we could in no way allow to be known.“

FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck

„Limbus Company does not give away confidential information gained during investigation. If you’d like, we could arrange a contract to…“

„Ha. Ha. Are you seriously offering that just after seeing a contract you signed turn into worthless paper stacks? I couldn’t let a piece of paper bind me down. I’ll get your memories erased.“

SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

„SYNC. Tamper with my memories, and I’ll cut you down to bits.“

At least Ryoshu was of the same mind as me in regards to that plan.

„We’ll follow your method, ma’am. However, there is a specific stipulation that must be addressed in regards to our temporary employee, Alighiero.“ I wanted to sigh in relief, but doing so would b highly irresponsible, so I held off. I could probably manage to do so for a bit longer. „Through proprietary experimental augmentation procedures they and the Manager share various bodily states, in this case, most notable is their shared memory. Therefore it has to be said that subjecting our temporary employee to a mindwipe is unnecessary and in addition could pose a great risk for the Company´s current most valuable asset to an unforeseen malfunction.“

„Most valuable asset, hm? I can see how you might consider someone like this a valuable asset. They are quite a knowledge treasure trove, just waiting to be cracked open…“ I did not like the manic look in Alfonso´s eyes for a second. I pressed out an uncomfortable, short smile. „It´s truly a pity that they are not my employee. Would you mind much if I headhunted them once their temporary work contract expired?“

„You piece of…“ Ryoshu´s eyes gleamed dangerously in an unexpected turn of events.

Following the unfriendly instructions of people who appeared to be K Corp’s high-rank staff and Fixers, the Sinners and Dante were put through the memory wipe procedure. I was quite glad I didn´t have to go through it.

While I waited with Vergilus outside the room, I cleared my throat before turning to him.

„Uhm, Vergilius, there´s a little something I´d like you to do for me… if you can figure out the way.“

„Ah. The translator around your neck, is it?“

„Yeah… as convenient as it is… I really want it off. It´s… bothersome.“

„Understandable.“ He looked over the metal piece and quickly found the unlocking mechanism. With a simple push of a button, that I couldn´t feel out before, he unlocked it.

„Thanks.“ I said with a smile, although I knew that he didn´t understand my speech anymore. He did however nod in return, likely inferring what I said from my expression.

At least I had expression, unlike Dante who had a whole another set of little clock quirks instead.

Looking more closely at the collar, I noticed there was a tiny spot of bleed on the inner rim where the two halves clipped together. As it turned out, the little sharp pinch I felt did actually harm me, if only a tiny bit.

Maybe I should´ve listened and wiggled less.

In addition to the drop of blood, the side of the device looked slightly less shiny than the rest of it, as if someone took a power sander with a particularly high-grade grit and sanded something away – maybe the name of the inventor who made it.

Or maybe someone dropped it into the concept incinerator but only demanded the inventor´s name to be deleted. Which in hindsight definitely sounded like something T Corp. would do.

In that ponder-ful state of my mind, I heard clattering of many footsteps as the Sinners have returned – their minds scrubbed of the knowledge of the Tearful Thing and the true nature of K Corp´s Singularity… all except for one, on whom the procedure simply didn´t work.

After all was said and done, we did gain the ownership of another Golden Bough. We were all sitting at a table in a bistro, delighting the owner by consuming copious amounts of food – and paying for it, of course.

For the first time since my arrival to the strange world of the City, I felt content and full. Meanwhile, Rodion and Heathcliff showed no particular signs of stopping. At some point the others started placing bets on who would eat more chicken wings off of the bucket. Then the most unexpected thing happened – the store owner actually ran out of chicken wings.

I was so amazed that I didn´t even notice when Dante rejoined the group, having excused themselves to get some air (did they even breathe?) outside. We exchanged a glance, but in that moment, Rodion won by snatching the last wing from Heathcliff and the task of preventing them from trashing the establishment fell onto Dante so no further conversations were held afterwards.

Not about Demian, nor the speech collar I decided to keep.

Notes:

Title acquired? Check.
Unemployed? Yup.
New Chapter? HELL YEAH!

Anyways I dedicate this chapter to the unemployment registry lady that came at me 5 billion words/hour while I had to sign bunch of extra papers because the form I brought was not enough. 10/10 certified Faust moment.

Also, in regards to canto 8 part 2... *pterodactyl screams* *metal-tube-sound.mp3* *Wilhelm-scream.mp3*
I haven´t even finished it yet, but Jia Mu better watch out because when Alighiero finds out... the chamber WILL become very Red indeed

Chapter 15: Homeward Bound

Summary:

Long promised movie night came along and with it the uncomfortable talks and a couple revelations. Heathcliff learns the hard way why he should not do stupid things (he will do stupid things again, but not this one)

Then the most unexpected guest arrives to the bus, stealing nearly everyone´s hearts (and ham).

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

„Ready?“

„Like never before.“ I told Yi Sang.

All the Sinners were huddled in the space of Dante´s office, curious if the makeshift machine would actually work – including me.

My phone´s continued survival was the stake after all.

Was I overjoyed that I could still access the entirety of the Internet (confidingly, or maybe annoyingly, aside from the future spoilers that would be handy to have) in its static state from the day I left the Earth´s surface?

Yes. And no. It meant that I had the duty to prevent everyone from unlocking my phone. I definitely didn´t want to explain Gregnant meme to anyone.

Especially not Gregor.

However, the Internet access coupled with many years of successful pirating proved invaluable when it came to downtime possibilities.

The cheers filled the room as the familiar yellow text crawl projected onto the wall. To have that familiar bit of home in the strange land was the best safety blanket I could ask for.

I didn´t pay half as much attention to the movie as I paid to everyone´s reactions, though. Sinclair has immediately found kinship with Luke, which was to be expected. What I did not expect was near immediate identification between R2-D2 and C3-P0 as Heathcliff and Ishmael respectively. That comparison was however shunned as soon as Han Solo came on screen.

There was no debate whose favorite he became.

„I´m telling you, he´s the best character.“ Heathcliff said about 50th time sine the movie started.

„But Luke´s the main character. You can´t throw that aside – even the princess likes him.“ Sinclair argued. „Besides, Han Solo wouldn´t amount to much without Chewbacca.“

Heathcliff would´ve probably pummeled him for that, it if wasn´t for another person´s hand around his wrist. „We understand that you are very passionate about these characters. However, I am trying to follow the story, so if you two would quiet down that would be ideal.“ Yi Sang of all people snapped at them.

When the duel between Darth Vader and Obi-Wan commenced, however, the room was almost completely silent, save for the quiet clicking of the mechanism of the projector.

„B.S.“ Ryoshu commented as she watched the duel.

„It´s not boring!“ Sinclair turned to Ryoshu on an instinct. „He´s fighting his pupil. There´s got to be a great amount of emotions in it.“

„There are better duels, though.“ I butted in. „This is one of the more boring ones. Then again, this movie is also the oldest in the franchise so it didn´t have as much funding as later ones.“

When Obi-Wan sacrificed himself, several people gasped, most audibly Don and Sinclair.

„Nay! This cannot be the master´s end!“ She cried. „Prithee, speak Alighiero, is it?“

„Yes… and no.“ I whispered with a wink. „He wasn´t joking when he claimed he´d become more powerful in the event of his passing. He sort of becomes this non-corporeal guiding spirit.“

I would not be exaggerating that much if I said that Don´s eyes grew as wide as dinner plates.

As the movie progressed, Heathcliff´s adoration and vexation with Han Solo reached its peak. „I can understand why the guy´d want to piss off at the most dangerous moment, but leaving friends in hot water like that? Despicable.“

„Does that mean you agree that Luke is the best character?“ Sinclair laughed quietly.

„Zip it!“

„You two are really sleeping on Leia you know that?“ Ishmael let out an exasperated sigh. „Going through with the plan to destroy that ship after her whole home was blown to bits? Now that is dedication and the mark of a true leader.“

„At last, the voice of reason.“ I clapped. „Leia is definitely my favorite, too.“

„Hey, Meursault, do you have a favorite?“ Gregor nudged Meursault who was silent the entire length of the movie so far.

„Oui.“ He nodded. „The droid unit identified as R2-D2.“ When Gregor blinked at him in confusion. „It demonstrated a great deal of efficiency. And it has an interesting personality as well.“

The rest of the movie passed by quite fast. To surprise of absolutely no one but Heathcliff, Han Solo reappeared and saved Luke´s butt from Darth Vader.

„I knew the bastard would come back!“ Heathcliff exclaimed loudly.

You literally cursed his existence five minutes ago.Ishmael rolled her eyes.

Use the Force, Luke.“ Obi-Wan spoke to Luke through the Force at the critically precise moment. Don squealed when she heard his voice, but was quickly shushed by the rest.

Everyone watched in silence as the proton charges disengaged and blew up the Death star just before it could fire. It exploded and cheers filled the small space – except for Rodion who had her mouth filled with popcorn.

As the medal was hung around his favorite´s neck. When Han then winked at Leia, Heathcliff grinned.

„What a couple of lovebirds.“

„You wish. They are so not getting together.“ Ishmael protested. „They are way too different on many levels... besides she likes Luke more.“

I decided to not tell everyone gushing over Luke and Leia that they were twins. There were still two more movies to watch and I wasn´t about to spoil anything when the likelihood that I would stumble on another large group of people who knew absolutely nothing about Star Wars was basically zero.

Dante, who constantly sat next to me stood up when the movie ended. „Alright, everyone, it´s time to get some rest.“

Multiple groans came as a reply as the Sinners departed to their respective rooms. I was about to leave, when I was stopped by Faust.

„There are things to discuss, Alighiero.“

„If this is about my fairly unhelpful advice in the morning-“ I raised arms in defense.

Faust and Dante looked at each other and then back at me.

„Faust meant to discuss the resonance you experienced with the Golden Bough.“ Dante scratched the back of their head.

Oh. That.. right.I froze for a moment as I recalled the bits and pieces of memory that were brought forth by the Bough in Yi Sang´s Fathoms. „Okay, so what´s the matter?“

„We don´t have a certain way to know, but it is likely that similar things might continue happening as we go on. You are not one of the Sinners, but your past may be forcibly unveiled. Given your general predisposition to secrecy, Faust would assume that it would act as a deterrent from accompanying Dante and the Sinners going forward.“

I thought about it. There were many reasons to agree with the statement. I would be completely safe on the bus. I could take my time piecing together my memories and deliver a comprehensive guide on this or that day.

At the same time, the particular memory that the Fathoms pulled out was one that I have completely forgotten about. Most likely, walking through the Fathoms was the only way to relive that memory and find out more about the abnormality that saved my life. If I could learn how to control it, I could fight back and actually help out.

„I didn´t appreciate it, no. At the same time, that memory… I don´t remember what happened back then. If the only way to understand what happened that day is Bough resonance then I´ll endure it.“

„There is another angle Faust was considering, too.“ She explained. „We were under the assumption that the reason why you were pulled through the engine of Mephistopheles was an incredibly low-probability event. However, I propose that perhaps this was not entirely the case.“

„I don´t follow.“ I shifted in my seat.

„Put simply, your resonance with the Bough and with Dante suggests that there might be an additional underlying reason. This idea is supported by the abnormality actively helping you as well. In general, abnormalities have certain affinity towards the Golden Boughs. If it really did feature in the event as you were remembering it, there might be a pre-existing connection between your world and ours. To what extend… Faust doesn´t know yet, but there could be a way to return you where you belong.“

For a moment my eyes widened. Going home was my objective, after all. Yet, I couldn´t ignore that strange itch at the back of my head in regards to the Shadow Child that saved my life. The rock that seemed to be instrumental to its appearance came from my world, after all.

„As much as I would like to return home as soon as possible, there are details that don´t quite fit, like that abnormality in my memory. The Boughs don´t fabricate things, as far as I know and if there is a connection that allows for passage… it´s my duty to see to it that once I am home, it is closed off.“

Between all the impossibilities, a thought solidified in my head.

I will take that into consideration, as well as the device you have worn along the day. We can´t ignore the fact that you haven´t experienced similar outbursts while in Calw.Faust nodded. And in regards to your morning advice… Faust will not question it, that is up to the Manager. Goodnight.She said before leaving.

They considered their words for a moment and then spoke. „You´ve acted out on your own with Samjo and Dongrang. Though I see no problem with it… I would appreciate if I had known about what was going on ahead of time. That was what I asked of you in the morning.“

I looked at my feet, just to not face the judgemental stare of their clock.

„Look, Alighiero, I am not angry with you. I´m sure that your intentions were good, but my life depends on yours. If you take unexpected risks like you did with Samjo… I can´t protect you.“

I swallowed the uncomfortable memory and pushed it way down. It wasn´t like I knew the guy. „Samjo was… a miscalculation. All I was trying to do was prevent him from jumping into the vat of tears. He wasn´t supposed to…“ I swallowed the lump forming in my throat. I would not cry. I promised to myself that I would not show weakness, whatever it took. I would stay strong against all that the City threw at me.

„Look, Dante, I know you´d want me to be this convenient little treasure trove of information, but the thing is… I´m not anything of the sort. All I have is few memories in my brain to go off of.“ I tapped my temple.

„I thought you had access to the… story… on your phone.“ They cocked their head, which was a bit odd for someone with a circular head to do. I didn´t want to tell them, but I´ve walked myself into that one it seemed.

„So did I… I tried to check it the other day, to see how well I remembered the events, the order of things and such... but I can´t access anything that is beyond the point of present time.“ I let loose the secret I held so close to my chest. Although I would not tell Faust, out of fear of what might follow… I felt like I could trust Dante. „I guess it´s handy because no one else would be able to get to the information either if they happened to get hold of my phone, but it also means that I am advising you by feeling out the situation in the moment… and… what if I remember something wrong and then tell you one thing and something completely different happens because I send a ball rolling somewhere else, months ago and then the whole thing of planning falls apart and it´s me who is to blame because I´m the only person who sees all the cards, and-“

I didn´t really notice I was hugging my sides.

„...You´re afraid.“

„Fuck, of course I am afraid!“ I snapped at Dante, standing up. „This whole situation is so messed up that if I was any worse at containing all I think and feel about it, I would´ve gone mad the moment I realized where I wound up.“

I stood up and walked up to the window, looking outside. „And now the one thing I thought I had to offer you is a sham.“

„Look, I´m afraid, too.“ They said after a while of prolonged silence. „I want to be a good Manager, but… I feel like I´m not a good fit at all. It´s not like I´m doing all that much except bark out orders. A machine would probably do the same job with a better efficiency than me.“

I looked at them with half a smile. „Sure, you´re not the greatest manager in the world right now… but you can always learn to do better. Be better.“

Though I couldn´t read their expression, their ticking grew a bit softer. From that I assumed that we settled the things into calm waters once again. An idea crossed my mind.

„Maybe I could work on that, too.“

„What do you mean?“

„Well, I am the most killable person in the group at the moment.“ I pointed out to them once again. „Getting stronger in the most literal sense of the word might just be the way to go about things.


The next morning

„Have you lost your mind since yesterday?“ Rodion worried. „Quick, tell me how many fingers I´m holding up.

I rolled my eyes, checking one last time if the training gear was appropriately attached to my limbs. The last thing I wanted was to land Dante with a lot of damage to heal. „Yup. I am completely sane. And you are holding up coffee stirrers, not your fingers, Rodion.

„Nah, I´m with Rodya on this - seems like a really bad idea.“ Heathcliff was shaking his head, but made no further moves to stop me. „Were there really no better options?

„If you have a better one, I´m all ears.“

One last person stood in my way. It was Gregor with a worried expression. „She´ll run you into the ground.“

I sighed, turning to the three of them. „Guys, I appreciate your concern, I really do. But the enemies that Limbus Company will face in the near and more distant future will only get tougher and more ruthless. If I´m standing in the back next to Dante, being able to throw a few punches could be the difference between life and death for everyone.“

I met Outis outside the bus. Though training out in the street wasn´t the greatest idea in the world, having Meursault and Ryoshu on the standby in case of an ambush brushed off any worries about safety.

„Ready, soldier?“

„Yes ma´am.“ I squared off my shoulders. Though it´s been a while since I had to use any of my very basic self-defense, at least I wasn´t starting with absolutely nothing.

On the other han d, I might as well have, because I was face d own in the d ust in less than a minute.

„You call that self-defense? I´ve met rookies more evasive than you.“ I´ve spent enough time around her to figure out that it was just a taunt. I reached back for one of her legs, trying to pull it from under her.

Unsuccessfully.

And so the training went on… with my ass or face on the ground more often than not. About an hour later I was covered in bruises and few scrapes with only single Outis-approved hit under my belt. It didn´t even connect, but I could almost see a hint of a smile on her face.

„We´ll end it here for today.“ Outis said eventually. „Now that I have an idea of what kind of performance to expect from you, I can devise a training regimen.“

I could very clearly see why she stopped the training session. A group of very mean-looking people was closing in. They wore similar outfits, which meant they likely belonged to a Syndicate. „Sounds good to me.“

I hopped into the bus just in time before the doors closed and the Sinners started to beat up the wannabe assailants – most likely to turn them into fuel for Mephistopheles somewhere down the line.

„Looks like you´ve survived today´s training.“ Gregor smiled, patting my back with his one human hand. „And don´t let Outis´ comments get to your head… you weren´t doing half bad.“

„Thanks, Greg. But you don´t have to sugarcoat it.“ I said as I made my way to the kitchen. All that exercise made me hungry. „I only punch I threw at her didn´t even land. Also, I´m feeling muscles I didn´t even know I had. That hasn´t happened in ages.“

„Youff trainef beffove?“ Rodya asked with a bagel in her mouth as she was making a beverage I didn´t recognize and judging by the smell didn´t want to know what went into it.

„It wasn´t much, but before I had Fawkes around, I was working at a really seedy place where bunch of beefy guys twice my size went. Dealing with drunks like that would be inadvisable if I didn´t at least try to put some muscle on. And it sure came in handy after I got myself a dog because Fawkes definitely is the type to see a squirrel and pull on the leash with enough force to topple you if you aren´t paying attention. First two weeks with him felt like a bootcamp – waking me up at the crack of dawn and then dragging me around the block by the leash, still halfway-asleep...“ I scrolled through my phone to show Rodion the evidence of his last destructive stint. He tore up only one side of the sofa, but the foam from it was strewn all over the flat. „Many pieces of furniture have fell victim to his teeth when I slacked off early on.“

Rodion laughed, drinking that godforsaken beverage she made. She seemed to enjoy it, at least.

„Morning everyone.“ Sinclair greeted us, but his eyes stopped on me. „What´s happened to you?“

„Training.“

„Oh, that´s why you´re up so early.“ He laughed. „How´d it go?“

I gestured to my obviously sweaty mess. „Well, I´m still standing, so I guess it wasn´t that bad.“

There wasn´t much of ready-to-eat food besides very obvious ration packs. Knowing that beggars could not be choosers, though, I settled for crackers and hardly identifiable savory paste. Despite its looks, it tasted okay.

Slowly but surely, it seemed that I have adjusted to the rhythm of the days just fine. Between the training and helping Dante learn how to better use their Sinners in the Mirror dungeons, I still had plenty of time to borrow various leaflets and pamphlets from Ishmael. Gradually, the world of the City started to become marginally less terrifying.

I still had nights when sleep evaded me, though. There was no pattern to the night terrors that had me toss and turn. Though I indulged in Faust´s tea a few times without alerting her, but I made sure to not build it into a habit. Even with the help of the magic brew I was still waking up covered in cold sweat and heart beating like I´ve just ran a marathon, anyway. At least it helped me to not remember what I dreamed about.

Like that, sweaty mornings became just one more thing to get used to. With everything else going on, it was a non-issue, though.

It was about a month later when I was getting ready for bed. Outis took the training a little too seriously and it stretched far enough that it was getting dark outside. With the order of showering drawn while we were still outside, I happened to lose and had to wait for everyone to shower before I could do the same.

That´s how I wound up creeping into my room with my hair still a little damp when everyone was already retired to their rooms. To my surprise, in the dim light I bumped face first into Heathcliff.

Holding my aching nose, I whispered. „What the hell?! Heathcliff?“

„Oh… sorry Alighiero. Just… coming through.“

„The bathroom is on the opposite end of the corridor.“

„Uhm…“

The awkward silence had me blink at Heathcliff as my eyes adjusted to the dimmed lights.

„Look, Faust!“ He pointed in the opposite direction of the corridor and I turned there like a complete dumbass. Before I knew it Heathcliff was running into the off-limits depths of the Corridor. Knowing precisely what kind of shenanigans he would get into, I quickly got Dante and Faust for support. Knowing what was likely to transpire I also grabbed an extension cord that was left in Dante´s office the previous movie night.

Hearing Heathcliff´s scream echo through the Corridor would´ve made me freeze if I didn´t know what exactly was happening. As we ran, we came across a three-way crossroads.

„I think I heard screams coming from the middle.“ Dante told Faust, though I could´ve sworn I heard the sound from the fork to the right.

Faust darted left, however, leaving me and Dante with nothing else but to follow her.

„F-Faust, I know you´re in a hurry, but.. are you sure this is the right way? I could´ve sworn I heard the voice coming from the center path.“

„I know.“ Faust huffed from the exertion as she continued down the path she chose.

Right, center, left, left, then enter fifth door on the right… the path was melting before my eyes, but I kept hot on Faust´s and Dante´s heels. Then a long hall came into view and on the edge was a dropped that pulled on us as we got closer to the edge. I quickly unwound the extension cord and threw one end to Faust.

„Heathcliff!“

Under literally any other circumstances, seeing Heathcliff splayed and holding on the carpet for his dear life would be funny… but the scene was anything but.

„What the hell… is this… this place!“ He yelled.

Faust threw one end of the cord to him and he held on it as if it was some kind of a rope.

„Dante, grab the doorknob of that door. Grab it tightly. Alighiero, grab their other hand and the end of the cord. When I say, both of you pull with all your might. Heathcliff, you hold onto your dear life.“

„As if I could do anything else, dammit!“

„Now!“ Faust yelled and we pulled, but the cord was slipping in my hand. In that moment, I thought I heard a familiar sound – a full throttle of four paws on the carpet. I pulled and pulled and suddenly the pulling was actually feasible and Heathcliff began to move out of the depths. There was a familiar low growl at my feet, just as unflinching in the face of danger as I remembered him.

„Fawkes, pull!“ I commanded, but it was hardly necessary. He was intelligent enough to figure out what was happening, and event if he wasn´t, tug-of-war was one of his favorite games.

As soon as Heathcliff was pulled out of the Corridor´s pull, I grabbed Fawkes into my arms, Faust hoisted Heathcliff over her shoulder and we all ran the fuck outta there, the same way Faust lead us in the first place.

Huffing in the safety of the familiar part of the Corridor, I put Fawkes down and started to properly check him over, which came without all the kisses he could muster. I noted that ever since I grabbed him and ran, his tail hasn´t stopped wagging for a second.

„Phew, let us say that it is fortunate, Heathcliff was not lost in a deeper area.“ Only when Faust set Heathcliff down did I notice that he was unconscious. „Dante, you´ll have to rewind the clock.“

„Heathcliff´s... gonna be okay, right?“ Dante asked, not entirely sure who to turn to.

„Well, if this is true to what I know, yeah, he will. And you can be sure he´ll think twice before going any deeper than his own room.“ I said, stopping the pets just for a moment. Fawkes let out an Oscar worthy whimper as he sniffed around unconscious Heathcliff.

Oh, good.“ Then, the clock turned and Heathcliff sprang up, startling Fawkes who scampered back to my feet, providing a physical, growling barrier that was wholly unnecessary.

„What the hell is… that thing?“ Heathcliff pushed out of his lungs, pointing at the smelly and a bit thin-looking hairy beast that was staring him down with teeth bared.

„Have some respect, this goofball just saved your ass.“ I took a firm hold of the chain collar around Fawkes´ neck. „Calm down, buddy. That´s just Heathcliff. Bit stupid, but he´s not so bad once you get to know him.“

„Hey!“ He protested, but I rolled my eyes at him skeptically. „Ugh… sorry about… that.“

„Hmm… this is… rather unexpected.“ Faust commented, kneeling down to also give Fawkes a once-over herself. „Aside from malnutrition, he seems to be unhurt.“

Sensing zero hostility from Faust, Fawkes started sniffing her all over, though she gently pushed him back. „I believe there is a piece of old ham in the fridge. An adequate treat for his help, I´d say.“

At the word „ham“, Fawkes basically started running circles around us, with a good amount of drool falling to the floor.

„Good work back there, you two. While it is unfortunate we have all a portion of our break time… to this… “ She glanced at Heathcliff, who was trying his damnest to get away from Fawkes looking for the ham in all the wrong places. „I suppose it served as a sufficient deterrent from further investigations into the depths of the Corridor. I bid you all good night.“ Faust said, returning to her room without any further elaborations regarding the Corridor.

„So… this is Fawkes?“ Dante asked, looking down at him as the three of us walked side by side to the kitchen where I plucked the ham from the fridge to feed my dog.

„Yeah… don´t ask me how he got here, I have no idea.“ I patted Fawkes´ head as he scarfed down the sliced meat. „My best guess is that he followed his nose somehow, but where he even entered into Corridor… I have not a clue.“

Carefully, Dante knelt down. Fawkes looked at them for a while, likely more than a fair share of confusion rocking about in his head. However, when Dante reached behind his ear for a scratch, he turned into the smiley goofball I knew and loved dearly. His tail was wagging again, supposing it had stopped at any point. I saw Heathcliff at the corner of my eye as he snuck past the kitchen and into his room without a word.

„I should probably get some sleep now.“ I said, yawning for emphasis. I was joined by Fawkes who copied the action, showing of rows of sharp teeth in his strong jaw.

„Yeah. Thanks for letting me know about Heathcliff. Quick thinking and all.“

„Goodnight, Dante.“ I smiled and walked up to my on room. I couldn´t know whether I would be allowed to even keep Fawkes around, but for at least one night, I knew I could. Of course I´d use that night to fully catch up on missed out cuddles, fully tucked in bed.

That night I slept like a log, with my hairy companion contently snoring next to me.

As I could´ve expected, I was woken up by a wet snoot all up in my face and couple of barks when I ignored the first warning. I was already halfway rising from the bed when Fawkes tugged the covers from the bed.

„Alright, alright, you hairy asshole, I´m up.“ I said with a smile. I couldn´t remember when was the last time I smiled so early in the morning and not drenched in sweat. I dressed myself and opened the door to the corridor, only to stumble on a small, chewed up object. I leaned down and picked up the old Swiss army knife. Judging by the teeth marks, Fawkes must´ve brought it there and only then has bolted into the Corridor to help with Heathcliff. In my ruminations, I failed to notice that Fawkes has already ran into the kitchen.

Not that I could keep his existence a secret with Faust, Dante and Heathcliff already in the know (and possibly Ryoshu, who would definitely figure out based on sounds coming from my room alone). But the least I could´ve hoped for was an orderly introduction to everyone, most importantly, Vergilius.

When I reached the kitchen, it was almost empty – save for the usual early morning duo of Meursault and Don Quixote, both of whom were staring at Fawkes who stood in the doorway, unsure how to proceed. I took hold of his collar just in case.

„Sorry about the scare…. Ehm… meet Fawkes. Fawkes, this is Meursault and Don.“ I pushed past Fawkes, leading the way with unsure dog by my side. When I was sure that he wasn´t going to jump at either of them I let go of his collar.

„Hello…“ Don reached towards his head, which Fawkes immediately understood and put his big head on her lap, wagging his tail and looking at her like she has hung up the stars in the sky. Meanwhile, Don looked like she was about to cry. „What a splendid occasion this is… say, young Meursault, am I dreaming still?“

„You are perfectly awake… though it is quite perplexing how the bus gained yet another occupant – overnight.“ He turned to me with a raised eyebrow.

I sighed. „Believe it or not, it started with Heathcliff´s dubious decision-making. As for Fawkes… he just appeared out of nowhere. Working theory is that he somehow sniffed me out, but it´s still pretty strange. Not that you´ll hear me complaining about it.“

He nodded and returned to both his coffee and the newspapers as if this was a perfectly ordinary daily occurrence. I quickly found a suitable bowl an filled it with water before setting it down. As I expected, Fawkes wasted little time going for a very loud and sloppy drink, getting water all over the floor and into his mouth.

Of course, I had to confront the man himself eventually, so I walked him to the main part of the bus where Vergilius was already sitting in the front. Losing the collar meant I was to use my phone instead, which was going to be a little more annoying, but it was less annoying than trying my hand at pantomime.

Even before I spoke, Vergilius´ head turned around, looking at the dog with scrutiny with his scarlet eyes. „So this is your dog?“

Faust already told you what happened last night?“ I spoke through the dictaphone.

„She has… given the circumstances, there isn´t much to do about this. He is yours to keep, but the Company will not spend any amount of resources on him. I am sure you understand.“

Expecting a much more grave news. I let out a sigh of relief. „Thank you.“

Not all meets were so calm and collected, however. When Gregor appeared in the bus, I had to quickly grab hold of Fawkes´ collar as he was growling and barking at Gregor´s bug arm, as if he wanted to bite it clean off.

„Hey, hey, it´s okay buddy. Gregor is good. He´s good. Calm down!“ I hushed Fawkes, but even so, he remained quite wary of him. „Sorry. I guess you smell weird... or something.“

„I get it. It´s not personal.“ He waved it off, but I could tell he was a bit tense about it. „I wouldn´t trust myself either.“

One by one, the Sinners filled up the bus, with both new smells and presences. Heathcliff was dead last, very obviously wary of the large, hairy animal, even with his big bat close by. At that moment, the big-headed goof was sitting contently on top of Sinclair who wasn´t at all bothered by the big dog who was doing his best impression of a pampered chihuahua. Judging by Fawkes´ tail, he was having a field day and enjoying all the attention and pats he earned by just being a dog in a place where companions were limited to two legged coworkers and associates.

„Heathcliff, are you afraid of the dog?“ Ishmael eventually asked when she caught the wind of things. It was a rare opportunity to poke fun at him, and she apparently wasn´t going to pass it up.

Heathcliff´s refusal to comment on the topic only made it that much obvious how he was feeling about the situation.

„I´m sure he´s just shy about it. Animals with heads so big often bite strong and don´t let go until their catch is dead or too mangled to hold onto.“ Hong Lu laughed, only driving Heathcliff´s fears up the wall. What happened next didn´t help either.

Charon stopped the bus all of sudden. That occurrence alone wasn´t anything new, not with all the people in the Backstreets frequently harassing the bus. However, Fawkes took it as an opportunity to show off and jumped from Sinclair´s lap, growling and snapping at the front window, standing on his back legs with teeth bared.

When the obstacles were cleared, he plopped his butt down in front of Sinclair, awaiting praise for his service, which he was all too eager to give out.

One thing I was sure about – Fawkes would not be facing a food shortage anytime soon.

Notes:

Shorter chapter once again, and I will try to keep them about this long if I can - just to make editing easier on myself.

Also, Swiss army knife cameo, courtesy of the author of the 78th comment on this fic, spoder9! Everyone give it up for spoder9, because this is not the last appearance of that amazing multi-tool.

Chapter 16: Crab Rave

Summary:

The Beach Episode: In which Ishmael doesn´t feel so good, Mr. Krabbs

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Not long after Heathcliff´s little adventure, the roads were taking us through a particularly dull part of the City. Although the dungeon runs were still a thing that took place on a daily basis, most of the time was spent sitting around, which was annoying everyone, including Fawkes who, much like Heathcliff, decided it was prime time for naps as he curled up around Gregor´s feet.

As it turned out, his beef with Gregor was skin-deep and quickly disappeared thanks to all the canned meat Fawkes got to enjoy - much to the disgust of everyone besides Gregor (who was delighted that at least one inhabitant of the bus enjoyed his cooking).

Then again, Fawkes was a d og an d the stuff that cam e out of the can was basically wet d og foo d.

Having nothing else to do during the long drive, an important question came up: to Spotify or to not Spotify? Before subjecting everyone to my varied and, in my unbiased opinion, great taste in music, it would be for the best to keep three things in mind:

1. ask if everyone is on board

2. play only the songs that wouldn´t unintentionally let anything slip

3. avoid anything too explicit, you do NOT want to experience a mountain of embarrassment

Those three rules cut my playlist options down significantly. A wrench in my plans soon reared her head, because I was sitting next to Outis, The Snoop-master 1000, who was also bored out of her mind. She happened to glance at my phone´s screen at the precise moment when I was scrolling past the „Bratty Darling Sub Mix“. Needless to say, the look of mutual mortification we exchanged made me reconsider my earlier plan.

Between all the sounds of discontentment between the Sinners (aside from snoozing Heathcliff), Faust was the one to break the icebergs that have formed in the silent environment of the bus.

„We’re almost there. The road will free up once we exit this tunnel.“ Just as she finished, the traffic jam appeared to visibly improve. Charon even sped up a bit, which was an especially good sign.

„That’s good. I can’t see much yet, but I’m glad we’re almost there… speaking of which, our destination was…“

D ante´s q u e stion d i d n´t nee d further elaboration.

„Lobotomy Corp. branch, of course… at U Corp., to be specific.“ I said, almost hearing hair on the back of Ishmael´s neck stand up.

„Hmm… Alighiero has divulged our upcoming destination, didn´t they?“ Vergilius asked, noticing the slight drift in the atmosphere of the bus.

„Indeed. They have confirmed that our destination lies at the Lobotomy Corp. Branch in U Corp.“ Faust paraphrased my words. „Are there any specifics that we should know, Alighiero?“

„There are a few.“ I nodded. „Most importantly, the Bough will no longer be located at the Branch once we reach it, but we must head there regardless because a critically important ally will pass by and as far as I know, there isn´t really any other way of contacting him.“

„Who is this ally you speak of?“ Yi Sang asked with interest.

Preparing for the inevitable I sighed. „The Indigo Elder.“

„OOOOOHOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!“

As anyone acquainted with Don Quixote could gather, she got excited at the prospects of working with a Color Fixer. She did manage to wake up both Heathcliff and Fawkes, but given that our stop was nearing, it wasn´t the end of the world.

„...on top of that, there are few things that could make our journey much more difficult, but avoiding them is stupid easy, so I´ll just let you know as the details come into play… it´s possible that some of them might not even happen if we play our cards right.“ I finished.

I coul d hear Ishmael stir in her seat.

„One more thing to mention…“ Vergilius butted in. „We are currently headed to a temporary stop.“ Just as Vergilius finished his sentence, the bus left the tunnel the interior was bathed in daylight.

„Woahhh!“ don Quixote practically plastered her face against the glass. Though Sinclair kept some distance from the surface of the window, he too was captivated by the view of the azure line on the horizon, bordered by pale, sandy beach.

„That’s…!“

„Do I behold the G-Great Lake yonder?!“ Don exclaimed as the Sinners turned to look outside, woken up by her earlier excitement.

„…Whew, now that's a sight I’ve not seen in a long time!“

„Oh Greg, darling! You’ve been here before? I’ve only ever heard of this place, never been myself.“ Rodion and Gregor chatted excitedly and were soon joined by others… except one.

Ishmael.

Her eyes were shifting around the space of the bus. „Wait, wait… It can’t be my turn already! I… No, we’re still not ready for this.“

Her gaze met mine and I could tell that she was going to pester me about each and every detail of the journey, no matter how many times I shut her down.

„Ishmael… you good?“ Dante asked her, noticing her sudden nervous fixation on me.

„N-no. Uh… give me a moment… I need some time to think…“ She mumbled.

In spite of Ishmael´s anxiety rearing up its ugly hea d, the rest of the bus was bubbling with enthusiasm.

„S-so, we are journeying toward the Great Lake?!“ Don Quixote was practically jumping in her seat.

Though Sinclair was much less hyper, it was obvious that he wasn´t any less excited – he just had a bit more control over it. „I’ve only heard of the Great Lake but never saw it myself… So this is what it looks like, huh…“

„Ooh… Perhaps our trying journey shall finally be rewarded with a seaside picnic!“ Don mused, totally oblivious to the fact that we weren´t taking any turns towards the pristine beaches.

„Aha~ I suppose spending a nice vacation here could be a fun experience!“

„If we were permitted to rest, I wish to lie upon the summery sand and gaze up at the skies.“

„I could use some nice tanning on a long bench~“

„I wish to try the game of beach volleyball! With everyone, that is!“

I was only mildly disappointed to hear that Don´s pronunciation did not contain the iconic „BEACH VOLLEYBURR“. At last, Gregor was the one to actually see beyond the blue ocean and golden sands and actually ask a sensible question.

„Hey, guide bud. Are we really stopping at the beach?“

„What do you think?“ Vergilius replied in the tone dripping with schadenfreude. „Charon.“

„Gonna hitch wheels in a ditch. Screech.“

Charon jerked the bus into an impressive drift. More impressively, I managed to hold onto my seat and my dog and avoid either of us getting thrown to the floor.

„Owowow… What treachery is this? An ambush?!“ Don Quixote cried from the bus floor, joined on the flat surface by Sinclair and Gregor who also didn´t manage to grab onto something immovable quickly enough.

„No. This is our stop.“

I didn´t need to look out to know that the place we stopped at was going to be horrendous. The stink reached my nose before I even had a chance to do so.

„WHAT IN THE NAME OF THE WINGS?!!!!“ If there were any sleepy Sinners, they certainly weren´t sleepy anymore. Don made sure of that. „This cannot be… How art we to enjoy our vacaciones at a locale such as this?“

„This may come as a surprise to you, Don Quixote… But Vergilius never mentioned that we’re here on a vacation.“ Gregor patted her shoulder, though it didn´t look to bring her much comfort.

„Well… it is rather quaint. NB.“

At least Ryoshu was happy.

„Hark! Right hither is the aforeseen beach!“ Don pointed to the shimmering barrier. I quickly grabbed hold of Fawkes´ collar just so he wouldn´t run off. He seemed to be unbothered by the awful stench, looking around with interest.

It was a while since we last stopped and he really needed to do his business somewhere. Anywhere.

„Wherefore art we not journeying in that direction?! Its air appears pristine, its skies clear!“ don complained loudly to Faust.

„Because that's not our destination.“ She replied.

„This cannot be…“

The Sinners’ faces grew dark with disappointment. „I had a feeling this was going to happen.“ Dante sighed in discontentment along with the rest. „S-so, where is this, exactly?“

„This is…“

„-District 21. Backstreets of U Corp…“ Ishmael sighed. „Haah… Dammit, we’re really not ready for this.“

„…Yes.“

Though Faust was going to explain things, Ishmael was faster. Granted, it was her home turf, so Faust should´ve expected that.

„So that’s why there hasn’t been congestion since the tunnel? Because we’re not in a Nest?“ Dante asked.

„That depends on the Nest and their Backstreets, so such generalizations are not encouraged. It seems to be the case this time, however.“ Faust replied, glad to have retained some amount of informational authority.

„Is that a private beach over there? The water… its colors are very different from this side’s.“ Hong Lu pointed towards the barrier Don noticed earlier.

„I see. A boundary, as though hewn by a blade. Those are telltale signs of the place's nature.“ Outis said, though, it was barely necessary to comment on it.

„Indeed, this is-“

„The Great Lake. That’s just how it has always been. You can assume that a well-maintained vacation spot like that… is usually Nest territory.“ Ishmael finished for Faust once again.

„My explanations keep getting hijacked.“ She grumbled to herself.

„Look at all this minging rubbish, the place is in shambles. I’d be gobsmacked if this weren’t the Backstreets.“ Heathcliff pointed around. I couldn´t do anything but agree… if the place we stood in was the Nest, Backstreets would have to be practically unlivable to warrant the Nest to be so… disgusting in every sense of the word. The regular disgust of the place was soon accompanied by a pile of dog poop and urine. However, just after he did his thing, Fawkes snapped into protection mode, growling at a nearby pile of scrap metal.

„Oho! Behold, hither is a rather useful-“ Don walked up to a small pile of garbage, only to recoil moments later.

„What? Finish your sentence!“

„…It moved.“ She muttered, holding her lance with the pointy end turned towards the pile.

„What?“

„It´s a hermit crab.“ I deadpanned. „Better get ready to smack it dead, they aren´t friendly.“

„Wha… What are you on abou- Woah?!“ Heathcliff jumped as the crab in question showed its stalky eyes and bumpy carapace of it limbs.

Luckily, the shell of that trash crab wasn´t particularly strong and few hits of Heathcliff´s bat later (he was being very brave and definitely didn´t keep hitting the crab to make sure it was DEAD dead) the crab was sufficiently taken care of… and beyond.

„Haah… So what are these bug-crab-things?!“ Heathcliff poked the dead crab with his bat, probably checking if it really was not-coming-back-from-the-death dead.

Gregor winced. „Hey now… What are you looking at me for? What makes you think I’d know?“

„I wasn’t even gawking at you! You’re paranoid, that’s what!“ Heathcliff snapped back at him. „!Can't even talk about bugs around this guy…“

„They’re trash crabs, not hermit crabs.“ Ishmael rolled her eyes at me, probably disappointed I got a tiny bit of trivia wrong. „They collect trash or scrap like that on their shells, and use them as their homes and weapons.“

Yup, they are oversized hermit crabs alright. But I decided to not rile up Ishmael any more. Though she wasn´t one to brawl unless your name was Heathcliff, I was not going to stake the structural soundness of my bones on it.

„They’re a tiresome lot… They ambush people working by the waters, attack those wandering in the area, and their numbers grow by the day… but they’re just one of the innumerable small fries of the Great Lake. What’s more important, and more treacherous, is…“

We locked eyes. I nodded. I didn´t particularly want to go whaling either, but… there weren´t exactly options to choose from.

„I-Ishmael?“ Dante tried to speak to her, but the private conversation was rudely cut short by newcomers.

„Hey guys~ Already hard at work, huh?“

A couple of people in work overalls seemed to be approaching from a distance.

„Mika, Mika! They’re our valued customers. Watch your manners!“

„Oh… Okay, I guess?“ Mika replied, rolling her eyes behind the glasses.

„What’re those R&Ts?“ Ryoshu blew a stream of smoke in their general direction.

„I think she’s calling them Rags and Tags…“ Sinclair whispered to Dante.

Mika´s eyes narrowed. „Rain, they’re calling us ragtags… Do I really have to watch my manners?“

Rain did his best to calm Mika down, but it was a half-hearted effort. I found myself kind of wishing I had that metal collar thingy because fumbling with my phone and holding Fawkes at the same time was kind of difficult. He was very clearly itching to check out the new people.

„They could be enemies.“ Outis guessed, but I elbowed her side.

„Actually, they were hired by the Limbus Company.“

„What´s with that person? Are they like, messed up in the head?“ Mika pointed at me with her chin. I did my best to not glare, but it was difficult.

„No, you are simply not authorized to understand them. Regardless, you should be glad, because they have just confirmed your identity.“

„Pleased to meet you, Mika, Rain. We are LCB, also known as the Limbus Company Bus Department.“ Faust pushed through to the front.

„Bus… Right. That’s what that person said, too—you guys are the bus blokes.“ Mika pushed her glasses further up the bridge of her nose.

„I was informed that the LCC Before Team was here first. By "that person", do you mean…“ Faust asked, but was interrupted by Rain.

„Sorry, let me check the business card again… LCC…B. Right, all accounted… for.“ Rain was looking at Fawkes with a certain level of caution. Or maybe it was disgust because he was drooling. Then again, at the place like the mudflat, Fawkes´ drool could hardly be considered offensive. „Now that we’re clear, why don’t we continue this conversation back at the shop? Let’s take a look at that bus, too. This is an awkward place to talk, you know?“

„We're… their customers?“ Dante whispered.

„Our destination, U Corp, is a Nest composed of various nautical structures. Therefore, Mephistopheles in its current form cannot reach there.“ Faust explained.

„And… the Great Lake’s environs are unpredictable. You’re going to need a ship… that can withstand such capriciousness.“ Ishmael rubbed her chin. I could not comprehend what things were running through her head, but I knew that about three quarters were dedicated to all the things that could kill and eat us out there… not necessarily in that order, either.

„That's right. Which is why we sought out a contract with an adequate shop to modify the bus.“ Vergilius popped at our side like some kind of a ghost, making me jump. He seemed even slightly amused by it.

Asshole.

„Huh… Adequate, you say?“ Gregor looked over the Molar Boatworks structure. From the outside it really looked like… well, not much. Maybe like a place to hotwire a car in before getting chased by police and then pulling out tommy guns from the back and shooting anyone who asked questions about the business´ legitimacy.

„Hmph. Let’s go in.“ Vergilius basically herded us inside, which was much more spacious than it seemed. I was kind of sad, because I would love to make a Doctor Who joke or two… but for one, the people around would not get it, and even if they did, that sort of technology was common enough in the City that it wouldn´t even be funny.

It was a sad day for comedy indeed.

„Rain~ I’m going to take a look at this bus, so why don’t you get them to recepti— I mean, entertain the guests?“ Mika said before disappearing into the back of the shop where Mephistopheles was parked.

„…Okay.“

The workshop was packed with tools and various mechanical things I could not even name, let alone understand what they were used for. Maybe if I paid more attention to the tools in all the movies about fast cars I would understand a little more. But alas...

„Hm. It seems to me that this workshop is capable of making more sophisticated modifications than it initially appeared.“ Outis commented, perusing the various tools hanging on the wall.

„Ah, you recognize these?“ Rain asked.

„During the war, it was of utmost importance to have a general understanding of arms and gear workshops.“

„Ah…“

The awkward silence was cut short by a sudden and deafening screech. As I covered my ears, Fawkes ran out of the shop. I ran after him, naturally.

„Fawkes, stop!“ I caught up to him just to see an army of crabs barrelling towards the shop. „Shit.“ In the distance was an enormous king crab, looking more like a mobile house than an animal. Fawkes whimpered, tugging me back into the shop by my pants. I didn´t need to be told twice.

„Crab o´clock outside.“ I let everyone know… well, most of them, anyway. Even fewer of them understood what exactly that meant.

„E-everyone, outside, now!“ Dante commanded.

The giant King crab with a massive shipping container on its back loomed over us – for a moment, at least. Until the hottest woman of the Boatworks appeared, descending like the goddamn Wonder Woman deluxe from the mist above the crab.

The King Crab shrieked, but she was on top of the things… literally.

„Sit still... Quit strugglin’!“ She dug into its head or similar part, through the top with her huge arm harpoon thing. An explosion erupted soon after and she leaped down, doing the whole Superhero Landing™. Truly a character of all time.

The crab meanwhile let out another bellowing sound and scampered off into the distance from whence it came.

„I-is it fleeing?“ Sinclair asked as he poked his head from behind Meursault.

„Ha!“ She squelched over the mudflat in her swim fins and stood before us, harpoon resting on her shoulder. „Right, so you lot are… the bus people that fella mentioned?“

Fawkes barked in agreement for all of us.

„Allow me to formally introduce them, with Olga this time.“ Faust stood to the front. „They are from the Molar Boatworks, here to help us with 'modifications' for Mephistopheles.“

„Woah… We’re getting a whole intro and everything? Color me flattered.“ Olga laughed jovially.

„Big Sis, they’re still our dear customers! We should watch our.“ Rain, of course was trying his best to keep the air of professionalism… if only he knew what kind of people he was speaking to, he wouldn´t have bothered.

„Aw, come on! I didn’t do nothing wrong, did I? Bugger, I didn’t even do anything yet!“

„Sigh… 'Yet' being the keyword here… our business just opened, so there's nothing wrong with being a little careful.“

„I’d imagine the sudden switch in your career path couldn't have been easy. Was it manageable…“ Vergilius interjected, but paused for a moment. „…Olga, Grade 5 Fixer.“ He said about as quietly as he was able.

„Well-“

F I X E R ?!“

Yup, Don´s hearing was unharmed by Mephistopheles manic panic alarm.

„W-wha?“

„Thou'rt a Fixer?! I thought I had caught scent of a noble one! Wherefore hast thou strayed from the path of a Fixer? The life of a Fixer must have been a grueling one, surely? Where was thy most prolific district?! Which Association and which test hast thou taken to rise to become a Grade 5 Fixer? A workshop exam at Tres Association, indeed? Hmm? Hmm?“

It took a glare from Vergilius to stop Don in her tracks.

„Fine, yes I understand!“ She promptly backed down.

„I apologize, Olga. Soon there will be peace and quiet.“

„The Red Gaze… Gree...tings? I guess? Blimey, it's been so long since I had to be so polite!“ Olga breathed heavily, sweat beads already forming on her forehead.

„Well, that's polite enough.“ He waved his hand over the matter. „It seems that people have been returning one by one from the books since the incident at the 'Library'. How was it for you?“

„Same story here... One moment I was like 'Huhn? Am I dead?' And next, I’m suddenly waking up somewhere around here! No Mika, no Rain, stomach hankerin’, thought I should grab myself a nosh, so …And uh… how’d it go again?“

I smiled to myself. I definitely lucked out with Dante reeling me in into relatively safe environment of Limbus Company. Had it been Hermann or someone from the Ring… I would not be able to keep my cool, that was for sure. Then again… they didn´t have the technology to do something like that… hopefully.

„A trash crab appeared, you fashioned a few things around you into a weapon, smashed its head in and turned it into a barbecue.“

„Tasted like arse, though.“ Olga winced at the memory.

„Then you started selling scrap metal from the back of those crabs.“ Rain continued, making Olga laugh.

„Haah! Okay, Rain. How about I leave the storytelling to you, yeah?“ She smacked his back lightly.

„Hm, That Olga lady’s got a pretty flippant personality, huh?“

„Yeah, Rodya. Like someone else I know.“ Dante ticked at Rodion who smirked.

„Uhuhu, I have no idea who you’re talking about.“

Olga´s eyes shined with interest. „Ohoho? What's this? That’s a… prosthetic head, innit?“

„Big Sis, we’ll be here all day if you keep derailing…“ Rain rolled his eyes.

„Tsk, okay. I gotcha, I gotcha.“

The discussion continued, filling others on the details of getting booked at the Library. I didn´t particularly bother to listen, since I pretty much knew what happened then, albeit from a slightly different perspective.

Fawkes, on the other hand, was not going to pass up the opportunity to get extra scratches behind his ears – which Olga was apparently very good at, because before I knew it, Fawkes was lying on his back with his head in her lap, getting belly rubs.

A position many people back home would kill for, that´s certain.

„Hm. So there wasn’t any particular order in which they were returned from the book. The patterns have yet to reveal themselves to me.“ Vergilius muttered to himself, looking towards Faust who simply nodded.

„What´s with them, by the way?“ Olga asked. „They´ve got no prosthetic, but Rain mentioned that whatever they say is unintelligible, like the speech of your clock-headed manager.“

„That is confidential.“ Faust shut her down. „Is something wrong, Alighiero?“ She looked at me as I fiddled with Fawkes´ collar.

I shook my head. „It´s fine, I´ve just been thinking that it would be a good time to find a proper lead for Fawkes.“

Faust nodded, taking hold of the collar, inspecting the chain links. „I see.“

„I-Ishmael, so you’ve been here before? It looked like you recognized those crabs from earlier.“ Dante did their best to open up the touchy subject… it was still a bit of a disaster, though.

„…Yes. Is that a problem?“

I couldn´t tell exactly if Ishmael was acting like that because I haven´t been exactly forward with divulging information or just because Dante was fumbling. Most likely it was the combination of both.

„Huh? No… not really. I’m just wondering how they taste. It sounds like people eat those crabs.“

Great save Dante… Ishmael wasn´t fooled, but hey, at least you tried.

„I can see plain as day what you’re trying to do with that inane question, but… I’ll entertain it anyway. Yes. I’ve had it more than a few times as crab chowder. It was a pretty digestible flavor, once I got past the vomit traveling back up my esophagus.“

That visual wasn´t going to leave my mind for a while, so I decided I wouldn´t try the crab – unless there was absolutely, positively nothing else to eat.

„Does that answer your question?“

„Uh… yeah. T-thanks?“

Overhearing the exchange, Sinclair piped in, sensing the stand-offish vibes. „So… that thing is edible, huh… Eugh, it almost looks like an A-Abnormality or a Distortion.“

„No, I don’t think that’s an Abnormality or a Distortion.“

„Really? Then-“

„Since Dante can distinguish between an Abnormality and a Distortion, they were able to tell without me explaining.“ Faust provided the necessary information swiftly and eagerly. „They are living organisms. Mutants, if you will. Theoretically speaking, there shouldn’t be any problem with ingesting them.“

„Grandmother used to collect mutated animals, too. I’ve never seen anything like this one, though—what a priceless experience!“ Hong Lu butted in with his signature smile.

A grandma that collects mutants… I could only hope she wasn´t anything like Hermann, but given the setting… that was wishful thinking at best.

The odds were that she would turn out to be much worse, if anything.

„Yep, so they’re pretty much our daily grub!“ Mika walked over from inside of the workshop, an inscrutable look on her face.

„Mika! So how much of it do we gotta work on ‘ere?“ Olga asked.

„You know, there's this thing that my father who worked in a workshop used to say: the whole shebang.“

„What, all the way down to the engines, or something like that?“ Heathcliff scratched the back of his head. He wasn´t the technology guy of the group, but „whole shebang“ was descriptive enough even for him to understand.

„No, not that far. …I won’t dare go tinkering with that thing, either. I saw the internals of the bus, and… it’s on a whole 'nother level of complexity. But yeah, pretty much everything else has to be changed. No floatation device, no propellers, no steering gear, nothing.“

She listed off the parts as if we were all seafearing experts, but the point was, we needed a ship. And Mephistopheles was a bus.

Naturally, the answer was to give the bus a magic girl transformation ability... as you do.

„So… what do we do now?“ Dante turned to Faust.

„This was to be expected. Please present us with a solution.“

„Did the manager say something? Or do they just tick-tock sometimes? Well, anyway. We do have a plan to fix it. What we lack are the parts.“ Mika explained.

It was time to assume the role of the Tatooine scavangers.
Target? The trash crabs. Lots and lots of trash crabs.

„Parts for the bus… What, do you need us to collect scrap or something?“

At least Gregor caught on.

„Yep, exactly. And from what I’ve seen so far, I’m certain you and your company are… cut out for the job.“ Mika pointed outside. „Defeat the trash crabs, and you should be able to collect the scrap they're carrying.“

„How many do we need to kill?“

„Uh… a lot?“

„Haah… Of course. That’s what we’re here for, isn't it?“ Gregor sighed.

„Precisely.“ Vergilius smiled with that same shiteating grin from before. „Your job at this stop is to collect parts to modify the bus. It’s a far simpler and easier job than retrieving a Golden Bough. Now then, while I converse with our cooperators… Everyone, to the beach… except for Alighiero, that is.

„Noted, but I also have an idea in regards to easier crab collection.“

„Oho! Mayhaps a powerful technique? Or a secret vulnerable spot?“ Don´s eyes shined but I could only laugh.

„No… it´s much more primitive.“ I said as I picked up a random megaphone that looked like it was stuck in the mudflat for some time. Somehow, it was still amplifying sounds, though, which was the only function I needed from it. „But those crabs aren´t particularly smart, either. To attract a dumb beast, you´ve got to think like one.“

Was the first song I put on through the megaphone the Crab Rave?

Of course it was.

To my surprise, it even worked. In fact, it worked so well that carting the gathered scrap to the workshop before dark became a bit of an issue.

„Is this the last of it?“ Olga asked as we dragged ourselves into the workshop. Everyone was filthy and smelled of sweat… well, anyone except for Fawkes who opted to watch Mika and Rain work on the bus.

I wiped the muck off of my face after lugging in a large piece of what I could only assume was a bumper of a car once. „This is the last.“ I said, accompanying my words with an exaggerated nodding.

„Faust mentioned you were looking for some sort of a lead for your dog. This looked like it could be good enough.“ She said, handing me a mostly cleaned chain. Oddly enough, the weight, length and the shape of it was exactly the same as the Fawkes´ lead back home – down to the scratched up carabiner that connected to the collar. „The metal´s not really good to use in the workshop, but unless that animal has some kind of enhancements, it should be more than enough for your needs.“

I nodded with a smile. „Thanks, Olga.“ Fawkes, seeing the lead in my hand, immediately trotted up to my side and waited until I attached the lead to his collar.

„We are not going for a walk. Nights here are dark and full of terrors... I will try to find you some grub, okay?“ I scratched him under his chin shortly before someone cleared their throat behind me.

I was kneeling down in front of Fawkes, so when I turned to have a look at who that was, my face came to contact with a thick waterfall of long ginger waves.

„Alighiero, we need to talk.“

Notes:

I was debating whether I should´ve split this part into two chapters, but in the end, it´s just chapter lengthh economy. No need to overachieve.

Hope you guys have a fun read ;)

Chapter 17: Beaching Off

Summary:

Between hunting crabs for spare parts, wine and barbecue, Ishmael´s patience reaches critical point. Hands are thrown... but none of that bargaining is able to stop the unstoppable journey that is the hunt for the elusive Golden Bough.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

I stoo d up, meeting Ishmael´s shifty eyes.

„We´re not ready for this. You should understand that better than anyone. We´ve got to tell Vergilius. Get Dante to tell him that we have to-“

„No.“

Her attitude immediately turned for worse. „No? NO?! What do you mean „no“? We are nowhere near ready for this.“

I shrugged. „That´s true. But it´s happening regardless of whether you are ready or not.“

Ishmael gritted her teeth. „I´m the only person who´s even remotely ready-“

„-and you´re still afraid, because you know what we´ll be facing.“ I finished for her with a sigh. „Welcome to the Knowers club.“ Before she had the time refute me again, I continued. „Gregor wasn´t ready to confront Hermann. Rodion wasn´t ready to face Sonya, even though she´d tell you otherwise if you asked. Sinclair definitely wasn´t ready to confront Kromer and Yi Sang wasn´t particularly ready for what happened with Dongrang and Dongbaek, either. You see what I´m getting at? Nobody ever goes into their canto ready.“

Fawkes tried his best to comfort Ishmael, probably sensing all the anxiety in the air. He nudged at her hand with his nose, but she ignored him.

„The other night… I overheard you talking to Dante.“ Ishmael whispered. „In guiding us, you rely solely on your memory.“

„I remember enough, Ishmael.“ I whispered back. „Enough to help us avoid the worst of the Lake. Do you not trust me on that?“

Ishmael glared back at me before walking away without any follow up words. I decided to join the rest of the group, just in case she was going to pull something regrettable.

„Hang on a sec, though~ How does collecting these pieces of scrap even help modify the bus?“ Rodion wondered out loud.

„Of course, if we were simply bolting these scraps onto the bus willy-nilly, it wouldn’t amount to much… but using U Corp's Singularity to fuse the parts, we can make them work as though they were tailor-made for this bus.“ Mika explained as she wiped black oil off her hands.

„U Corp…? I thought their deal was some kind of a food packaging tech?“ Rodion said, recalling memories from way back. „You know, stuff that stops the contents inside from spoiling or changing in any way until you open the packaging? I used to eat a bunch of their canned food…“

Rain smiled. „Funny, Big Sis said the exact same thing. Some Nests have more than one way of using their Singularity, in case you didn't know.“

As was customary, Faust was ready to swiftly deliver the explanation. „…If the working principle is the same, one can always utilize the Singularity's fundamentals to patent a Singularity-based technology at A Corp. U Corp is not only known for its stasis preservation packaging but also for its resonance tuning fork.“

The mention of the tuning fork had immediate effect on Ishmael. Almost as if Faust wanted her to start inching closer and closer to the ultimate breaking point.

„Resonance tuning fork… just like that bastard… entwined, fused with… things… and eventually devour them all… as though they've never even existed…“ She twitched as she muttered under her breath.

Wasn´t that the precise thing the Company was doing all this time? Just pushing and pushing until the climactic reveal of the Golden Bough tied to some past trauma… always by such despicable means… I could not wait to get back home and let the City be just a fictional world once again.

„Ishmael… What’s the problem?“ Dante asked, launching Ishmael to try and swim against the current.

„Dante. You have to tell Vergilius immediately. Tell him that we have to collect the Golden Boughs of other branches first.“

„Ishmael… Are you okay?“

„No, no. We are not ready. We’re inexperienced, we don’t know enough about the Great Lake, nor about the whale… I know, I’ll help you out. I’ll help you make Vergilius understand. We shouldn't go there, not yet. I’m telling you, that place is…!“

As if Ishmael going a little cray-cray wasn´t bad enough, Heathcliff decided it was a good time for him to butt in.

„Blimey, what's gotten you goin’ mardy, eh? What, gettin’ collywobbles from the crab chowder or something?“

„We all scraped through the same crab guts, but I’m totally fine.“ Ishmael barked back.

„So what’s got you throwin’ a wobbly? We´ve got Alighiero to fill us in on what we need to know to avoid the worst of things. Even if we haven´t, we’ve been dead enough times to get used to it!"

Ishmael rolled her yes with an ironic smile. „Dying your way through a mission isn’t really something to be proud of, Heathcliff. If we were your average Fixers, we would've been dead and gone on our very first mission-“

But you are not.I interjected. „That´s the difference.

„What they said! I’ve had enough years toilin’ and brushing with death for the Syndicates of the Backstreets to know that I’ve got but one life! But it’s different now! Clockface’s here to bring us back every time!“

„Oh, so you think we’ve seen everything there is to see at this point? You know that’s not true. In the worst case scenario, Dante could turn the clock all day and not be able to bring us back!“

I was suddenly reminded of the nightmare that´s been haunting me ever since Calw. Sinners, all dead, bleeding out on the floor of the bus kitchen… stacked up high, never to wake up again.

„What if we encounter something we can never come back right from? Especially that monstrous whale…“ Ishmael was almost drawing close to opening up, but as quickly as she did, she retreated back into her shell. „Ah, nevermind.“

„Oh, don’t do that. Like I won't understand a thing. It narks me when you treat me like a stupid sod.“

„…Ha.“

„You-!“

I was about to get between the two of them to prevent the argument getting any more heated, but Yi Sang was on top of the things.

„Now, if you will allow me to inquire!“ He loudly inserted himself into the conversation, which was most unlike him. The surprise alone shut them both up. „Let us call to mind the various desires of ours that we so enthusiastically proclaimed on our journey here. It is true, there is still significant toil to be had. Yet it can also be said that we have accomplished things that we could hardly imagine to come close to.“

„Perhaps a momentary respite is warranted. Isn’t that true, Dante?“ He added, turning to the manager.

Dante nodded. „Yeah, I agree with Yi Sang. I think we can slow down for a bit and do some team-building activities together, how’s that sound?“

„Sure, I think you guys can take some time off. We’ll let you know once we're ready.“ Rain called in from the back before disappearing deeper into the workshop.

To be fair, he probably just wanted to be as far from the proverbial powder keg as he could.

It was rather dark however, so no volleyball could be had for the time being, despite Don´s determination to find the ball the next day and stage a proper tournament once it was acquired. There was still a need for an activity though and since no one was coming up with anything I proposed the first thing that came to mind – pictionary.

Splitting into two teams was fairly straightforward. Ishmael and Heathcliff were obviously spearheading the splitting in the first place. Funnily enough, the groups formed to be what the cook-off groups would have been if I didn´t intervene, with the slight change of Dante being on Ishmael´s team and me joining Heathcliff´s. I would´ve joined in with Ishmael, but with her current mood and with advantage of having Faust on their team, that would likely lead to arguments which was the exact opposite of what the activity was supposed to do.

Having set up two whiteboards and erasable markers, the game started. First up was Meursault and Outis, who both began to scribble on their respective boards after agreeing on a word – which took no more than five seconds.

It was immediately obvious the two took very different approaches to drawing the prompt they agreed on. Meursault was meticulously drawing half-a-pill shaped… something, whilst Outis went with a very simplified approach: quickly drawing a star and an explosion.

„Star?“

„Nightsky! It´s got to be nightsky.“

Outis angrily shook her head and pointed to the explosion. „Fireworks?“ Rodion asked, but was unsuccessful, so I turned attention to Meursault´s board instead, only to see perfect drawing of R2-D2. It was obvious.

„STAR WARS!“

Meursault calmly nodded while Outis angrily put down the marker and relinquished her spot to Dante.

„It was so obvious!“ She grumbled at her teammates. Her spot was taken by Dante while I took the drawer´s role on out team.

I took dante aside to decide the prompt. They immediately commended my effort. „They are looking a bit calmer. Good thinking.“

„Thanks. Now, about the prompt… how do you feel about „time“ ?“

They paused for a moment but nodded quickly. „Easy to draw and guess… I think it´s best to go with that. To keep our side happy.“

„Yeah…“ I nodded in agreement before grabbing the marker and drawing the circle with the clock hands and dots to represent the numbers. Dante´s drawing was no more detailed, however they included arrows suggesting movement and thus had something closer to the actual answer.

„Clock! No… Dante?“

I shook my head. In the meantime, the correct answer came from Sinclair on the other side.

„Should´ve picked something less abstract.“ I scratched the back of my head apologetically aas I handed the marker to Hong Lu. „Try to negotiate something easy to guess. Good luck.“

Hong Lu and Sinclair were standing aside a little bit longer, but returned soon enough because Ryoshu was staring daggers into both of them. Then the drawing resumed. While Sinclair was drawing shapes that looked like broccoli, Hong Lu was drawing some branching, stick looking things in long, artistic strokes, wielding marker more like a brush.

„Golden Bough?“ Gregor asked in a very unsure tone. Hong Lu smiled and shook his head, adding leaves to the sticks, denoting they were supposed to be trees.

„Trees. They´ve got to be trees.“ Outis pointed out. „Faust, what do you think?“

„Hmm… the answer is forest, is it not?“ She said. It was indeed the correct answer.

„I believe it is time I took the mantle.“ Yi Sang said as he sauntered over to the board where he was joined by Faust. They decided on the prompt almost wordlessly.

Unlike the previous turns, however, theirs was not quick at all. Maybe it was because Faust was drawing broken chains while Yi Sang drew a bird flying high up in the sky. Neither bothered to elaborate their respective drawings, either, leaving both sides to guess endlessly.

„Someone free us from this torment…“ Heathcliff rolled his eyes, settling in for a nap. He wasn´t even all about the game, he just wanted it to be over. That was when Yi Sang´s marker has striked him in the face.

„THE HELL??“ He shot up, only to see Yi Sang wildly gesturing to the bird. Unfortunately, Heathcliff was not fast enough.

„Freedom! It´s freedom, right Faust?“ Dante called out, egaged in the game themselves.

Faust nodded and Heathcliff was so relieved he didn´t even care about getting the answer wrong.

Naturally, Don and Ryoshu were next up and they barely started to draw when „child“ came out of Gregor´s mouth ad happened to be the correct answer.

„My turn now…“ Ishmael stood up. Heathcliff´s fire must´ve reignited though, because he pushed past Gregor to face off against Ishmael.

Not good at all, which was something that Dante noticed, too. It became especially obvious as Heathcliff started to draw a tombstone, while Ishmael was meticulously sketching a hearse.

All bets were off. No one wanted to speak that into existence.

„What, cat got your tongues?“ Ishmael grumbled. „It´s obvious, so what are you stalling for?“

„Yeah, I see that you´re dawdling on this side, too. Come on, don´t you wanna show orange hair how it´s done?“

„I can´t believe I´m agreeing with you.“ Ishmael growled at him.

„Tough luck, even the that´s mutual.“

Well, at least they weren´t jumping at each other´s throats.

„Uhh… manager bud, maybe it´s time to call it quits?“ Gregor nudged Dante while Heathcliff and Ishmael were busy glaring at one another.

They nodded. „Yeah, right. We should probably… uhh… dinner! That´s right, good work today everyone!“

With a breath of fresh air and lots of mediocre crab meat distributed around the group, the two stormy clouds settled into less angry rain clouds. The crisis was averted and the next morning came eventually. We resumed the collection of the spare part and all was dandy… until Don Quixote came running with procured volleyball and incited the game which was halted the previous day due to timing.

Her enthusiasm was impossible to dismiss and even though they were still staring daggers at each other, Heathcliff and Ishmael did seem calm enough to not murder each other.

„‘Twould be no puffery to say that ‘tis true injustice to deny ourselves merriment when a ball, able bodies, and beach all await us!“

„Can we… really call this a beach, though?“ Sinclair looked around the mudflat with doubt, but his words were not taken into account at all. It was time to beach.

„I cannot say that I am particularly talented in games of the ball variety… but this appears to be as good a time as any to experience it for once.“ Yi Sang stepped forward, a little anxious, but determined nonetheless. „So let us partake in this game of volleyed balls.“

„Sheesh…“ Gregor facepalmed at the expression. I couldn´t hold a smile back myself – that was the exact type humor I was used to.

„We’re so not ready…“ Ishmael mumbled just slightly aside. Despite her calmer disposition, she did not let go of her worries at all. „This isn’t the time to play ball games… We've been slacking too much as of late… Yeah, we were too lucky last time.“

Ishmael was starting to practically ooze all over with an ominous aura. Great…. Just peachy.

„Let’s play beach volleyball.“ Dante commanded, trying to act a bit more manager-y. It almost worked.

„A wise decision! I shall retrieve el balón!“ Don said, scampering off to the side to look for the ball.

The game went about as well as it did in the story i remembered – a complete disaster. At the end of it remained a ball torn up by the plasma field, barely sane Ishmael out for Heathcliff´s blood and Heathcliff himself, practically foaming at his mouth.

„It’s all gone to hell… Why does this keep happening?“ Dante asked me, but I had no coherent answer for them.

„There´s two of them. Pick one to deal with, I´ll handle the other.“

„Okay… are you sure about this?“

„Their lives depend on both of us. They´ll think twice before getting physical…I think.“

Dante turned to the arguing Sinners. „Hmm… Ishmael´s the main problem right now. It´s her attitude that is actually driving Heathcliff´s rage… so I should probably deal with her. Can you-“

„Yes, I´ll be fine.“ I replied quickly. The last person I wanted to talk to at that moment was Ishmael, so I wasn´t going to give Dante time to second guess their decision.

„Heathcliff… a word, please?“ I tapped his shoulder. Although he wasn´t anywhere near happy, he was just calm enough to not start swinging at anything or anyone who wasn´t a crab. Fawkes appeared, too, trotting up to me with a very dirty tennis ball in mouth, which he dropped on the mudflat.

„Fawkes… not now. Sorry, I can´t play with you-“

In that moment, Heathcliff leaned down, carefully picking up the slobber-covered ball.

„Uhm… how do you…“

I watched Heathcliff with genuine surprise. Explaining fetch to a grown man was the last thing I would imagine to be doing, but there we were.

„You… you throw the ball. That´s it. Fawkes chases the ball down, then brings it back. Rinse and repeat until one of you gets bored of it… which is usually not Fawkes. He may look like a big scary hound, but at heart he´s still a puppy.“

I scratched behind his ears as he tapped on his front paws in excitement. „Just make sure to throw the ball away from the beach barrier…“

„...got it.“

Heathcliff threw the ball away, and Fawkes ran after it like rocket let loose.

„So… Ishmael…“ He began. Though his tone was bit aggressive, it wasn´t quite as hateful as I feared. „What´s her deal?“

„You know, I can´t really tell you and to be honest, I am way against sharing someone else´s stories. That being said, your issues are kind of similar…“ I replied, watching Fawkes run around like he was just a puppy. His age did not show at all. „Loads of bullshit and nasty people in her past… then again, that kind of goes for everyone on the bus. Sometimes I wonder if that was a requirement to join or something… Heathcliff?“

Heathcliff was staring at Ishmael who was very animatedly arguing with Dante… and Faust.

„Heathcliff, I´ve got a reaaaaaally important thing I need to tell you about. But you gotta listen.“

Fawkes nudged his leg after dropping the ball in front of him. „Oh...what? Right, I´m listening.“ He said, returning his attention to me after throwing the ball a second time. Luckily.

„So, I know there is someone you´ll be looking to impress… „bells and whistles“ kind of showstopping. What I need you to do is to not bother with any of that until we´re on the return trip from this whole thing. Can you manage? As in, no stealing of bits and bops in the meantime?“

„Stealing? Why would I steal...? Of course I can manage… say, does Ca-“

„Gah, what a mess. In that case, we should at least map a detailed sailing route and plan out a combat strategy…“ Ishmael listed out very loudly, practically oozing angry anxiety.

Heathcliff let out a long sigh. „Prattling on and on and on…“ Unfortunately, his commentary didn´t go unheard by Ishmael.

„What’s your problem?“

„Shut your gob. Think you’re the only one with baggage? Newsflash, you´re not special in that regard. So I’m telling you that it´s time to shove it! Things will work out like they always do.“

If it was any other Sinner, those words might´ve landed reasonably well, but Ishmael would not accept any sort of comfort words, let alone a super blunt Heathcliff-edition spiel – while being actively angry with him.

„And I’m telling you that the Great Lake is different. What if the manager drowns? What if Alighiero is kidnapped by pirates? What if that thing eats us and our bodies can't be recovered? Do you understand? This isn’t anything like we’ve been through so far! This could be the end of us!“ Ishmael growled. „Then I… won’t have the chance to kill that bastard…“

Heathcliff took a deep breath, probably in a feeble effort to calm himself down a bit. „…Okay. Let’s say that you're right. If we go now, we’re all going to bite it and I won't be able to get Cath-“ He stopped himself, just before speaking about Cathy.

„-I mean, get back up. So what’s wrong with faffin' about for a little while? What, are those whales working out or something? You’ve been mucking up the mood ever since we got here, so how about you use some bloody common sense to not bring everyone else down with you!“

„That’s rich coming from you, Heathcliff.“ Ishmael huffed. „What 'common sense' do you have of the Great Lake? Have you even seen a whale? Since when were you such a know-it-all?“ Not seeing even a glimmer of his rising annoyance, Ishmael continued in her tirade.

„What do you even know about a sailor’s life? Hah, how would you? All day you’re whining about your girlfriend or something, dozing off in the bus, or throwing a hissy fit once in a while!“

Coincidentally, I have not once heard a single word eluding to Cathy from Heathcliff prior to that day. Maybe he talked in his sleep about her? His room was kind of close to Ishmael´s.

„…Quit it.“ He warned her. It was very obvious that he was trying to calm down, but even he was just a person with finite patience that was running dangerously low.

„It’s kill or be killed, by everything from the depths of the waters to the heights of the skies crawling and falling onto the deck… Innumerable natural disasters like acid typhoons, tuna tsunamis, cerebra storms, and multitude of other terrors of the lake I can't even recall the names of! And from the storms, high-waves as tall as mountains! Following that, those fucking monsters that wash up on the deck! Look away for a moment and your mate, whom you've trusted with your life, is slain! Everyone and every goddamn thing goes mad and are transformed into something else entirely on that abominable lake!“

I could tell that she was going to inevitably say something hurtful and all that arguing was accomplishing exactly nothing at all… besides really tanking everyone´s mood, especially Yi Sang´s. Even Fawkes stood aside next to Dante.

„It’s something that a pathetic lovey-dovey...“

Enough, Ishmael.“ I stated calmly, stepping between them before she could finish the sentence. Even I had just enough of her yapping and dramatizing every tiniest detail of the voyage that didn´t even begin.

„And you… oh, you…“ Ishmael snarled at me. „You don´t even carry all that knowledge you led us to think you have! You´re just a bumbling, tag-along baby...“

There wasn´t a single thought in my head when I swung my fist straight into Ishmael´s face. In fact, I barely noticed I was doing anything before I felt my knuckles striking her fleshy cheek. By that time, Ishmael recovered from the surprise attack and kicked my legs from under me.

However, a month of training with Outis has taught me enough to return the favor. Not just that, but to swiftly disarm Ishmael while she was on the ground, by using my weight to press on her hand until she let go of her mace. I swiftly took it and raised it above my head while still blinded by that snarling, snapping rage on the inside.

I hesitated.

By that point, seeing a shard of genuine fear behind Ishmael´s eyes, I realized exactly what I was doing. In the very same moment I recalled a similar incident from the past.

I wasn´t acting out of anger at Ishmael. It was that old stinging memory and repressed rage that had long slumbered until she woke it up with the precise set of circumstances that mirrored the past.

The memory of betrayal scraped at the back of my throat, drawing out burning tears that threatened to fall at any moment. I threw the mace aside and wordlessly left the group. Fawkes followed closely, snapping at everyone and anyone who tried to stand in my way.

I was leaning up against the wall outside of the boatworks, Fawkes diligently keeping the area clear of intruders… at least until Vergilius showed up.

„I´ve got to say, a physical altercation is not something I expected of you, Alighiero.“

I refused to even look at him let alone talk. Even though the phone was safely tucked in my pocket. To underline my lack of cooperation, Fawkes growled at him, putting his large, hairy body between us.

„Ahhh… not making this easy, are you?“ He sighed at Fawkes and reached into his pocket. From it, he pulled a nice, big, meaty bone. Fawkes did start to drool at the sight and undoubtedly the smell, but did not stop growling. Vergilius did attempt to further entice him by bringing the bone closer to his face – only to have to quickly draw his hand away and avoid a nasty bite.

Hmmm… If you won´t speak then I suppose this will be a rather dull conversation. But it must be had.He sighed. The Company knows nothing of your past. The Sinners and Dante know nothing of your past… besides what you´ve already shared, voluntarily or otherwise. It may be beneficial for all parties if you-

I pulled out my phone halfway through his sentence. In a weird turn of events, I missed the convenient nature of the speech collar.

Don´t you of all people go telling me about sharing my past – you didn´t share with them even a shred… well, except with Faust, but that was inevitable given the situation.“

„...so you do know what happened that day.“ Vergilius blinked at me with faintly redder eyes. „I´ve figured as much.“

There is much more than just that… but as a friend of yours likes to say: this is this and that is that.“

He barked out half a laugh. „Hah… every time I think you´ve ran out of ways to surprise me, you come with something new.“

It´s both a blessing and a curse.I shrugged. I can´t take back anything I reveal. That has been the single unchangeable truth back home and here as well. I won´t let out more information than what you need to know.

„Trust is a two-way road, though. Remember that.“ He finished before leaving, satisfied. He threw the meaty bone in front of Fawkes who looked at me with a pathetic sad little whine.

„Yes, you can have it, silly.“ I rolled my eyes at Fawkes proudly chomping at the bone.

„Alighiero I… you know I didn´t mean it like that, right?“

When I returned to the group to help out carting the scraps to the workshop, Ishmael was quick to approach me. She appeared to be a little beat up, but still anxious, if a bit more subdued about it.

I sighed deeply and audibly. „I didn´t hit you because you said something that wasn´t true, Ishmael. It was the breach of trust I thought was mutual. Anyway, is that barbecue I smell?“ I tried to quickly turn the topic away from the past. I definitely didn´t want to discuss my past and why I reacted the way I have.

I turned my attention to the fire in the distance. Don was holding a large crab leg and eating it like a slice of watermelon. Though I wasn´t really big into shellfish, I was curious what those overgrown crabs tasted like.

Ishmael pulled me back around to face her, however. „So… that´s it? You´re just going to act as if nothing happened!?“

„Pretty much.“ I replied calmly. „Look, I don´t half-ass grudges – if you want me to put my whole Alighierussy into hating you forever, you´ll need to do something way worse than this.“

„Alighierussy?“

I didn´t bother explaining myself.

„So, does that mean you two have made up?“ Dante asked.

I scratched at the back of my head. „I think so, yeah.“

„Yes…“ Ishmael said before walking away to presumably take care of the scraps lugging. Presumably to get as far from Heathcliff and me as possible.

„That´s good.“ I could practically see Dante´s relief letting the tension out of their frame. I grabbed a crab leg and bit into the flesh. It was seasoned and salted a bit sparingly, the texture was that of a wet towel and it tasted like how old socks smelled… but overall, as a meal, it wasn´t half bad. I´ve definitely recalled much less appetizing things happening at the school cafeteria.

„So… you weren´t completely honest about what you know…“ Outis began, to much displeasure of the people around.

As was practically customary when dealing with Outis´ suspicions, I rolled my eyes. „...Dante knew, if that helps ease your concerns.“

„I see... so it was Manager´s decision to keep it under wraps in order to not incite panic among the crew. Sound judgement as always.“ She nodded thoughtfully and I was putting all of my effort into not burst into laughing with a crab leg in my mouth.

„I see... that was the reason behind your independent initiatives… you´ve acted on details you have remembered and estimated based on timely observation.“ Faust butted in, calm and thoughtful. „Such is not dissimilar from the way Faust approaches problems.“ She mused, eating the crab piece by piece.

We spent the next few days collecting scraps. The days sure did drag on and on, but with a little bit of music to attract those beasts in larger numbers the daily quotas were reached so quickly that out work time amounted to barely half a day of work.

While others say around in boredom while we were waiting for my phone to recharge through the makeshift charging station Yi Sang and Faust put together, Outis seemed to be set firmly in her lane.

„You there! Connecting those parts will cause an issue with the intake fan!

„What do we do, then? That's like three separate wires.“ Mika complained.

„Amateurish. Allow me to demonstrate.“ Outis took up the wrench, working as if she was the one we were commissioning. „Hmph, this is nothing compared to what I had to do back in the day, when I worked with the engineering corps…“

Most other Sinners were busying themselves with hunting the crabs the usual way or finding out creative ways to make a lot of noise to attract them. Unsurprisingly, asking Don to list of the famous fixers of the City was the most successful among the alternative methods.

All the while that was going on, Ishmael kept splitting away from the group, preparing weapons, manuals and who knows what else. At least there wasn´t any more infighting. Even Heathcliff mellowed up a bit, with no need for Vergilius to intervene.

I considered that a very good sign.

Just as the Mephistopheles´ modifications were heading to the end, we were called in for a demonstration. Everyone gathered around, except for Ishmael who was sharpening harpoons outside.

With a push of a button, the bus transformed into a ship. Like magic.

„Ooh! Do I behold with mine eyes the transformed bus?“ don squealed at the sight of the Mephiboat.

„Would one call this a busboat, or a boatbus?“ Yi Sang wondered out loud.

„I think I’ll go with busboat?“

„Busboat does roll off the tongue more easily.“ I agreed with Dante.

„Where did the wheels go? We’ll need them again once we’re done with U Corp's District…“ Sinclair asked as if turning a boat into a bus was suddenly impossible.

„A needless concern.“ Outis crossed her arms. „Of course it has been modified to be amphibious, with both a boat form and a bus form.“

„What is this, some kind of magic bus?“

„The myriad of possibilities Mephistopheles holds means it has always been capable of various functions. Hasn’t Faust expounded upon this detail once?“ Faust answered Gregor´s question.

„Now now, that’s enough of that… Let’s start it up.“

As Mika fiddled with its controls, the magic busboat 2000 shuddered awake with a screeching noise that made Fawkes growl at it as he hid behind Meursault. Thankfully, this time he had not blindly run out of the building.

„Nhgh… I think we’re missing something. Maybe it’s the form transmogrifier that’s messing up.“

„Mika… I think it’s that one part we had to make do with what we had.“ Rain pointed out.

The revelation made Outis make a realy funny face, like something behind being deeply offended and impressed at the same time. „What was that? Did you just say "make do"?“

„W-we didn’t have a choice! There weren’t enough parts in stock… there’s this one thing that was supposed to be irreplaceable, but the problem is-“

As Mika explained in depth a loud noise sounded from the outside, followed by booming, squelching steps as huge claws dug into the mudflat.

„This wasn’t the sound of its engine, was it?“ Rain asked, growing paler in his face.

„King Crab is back.“ I told Dante as they turned to me.

„It’s the gigantic mutant we’ve encountered before. It’s headed this way.“ Faust confirmed, looking outside.

„It is likely drawn here by the same clamor as afore. Strange how the music didn´t seem to draw that one in, unlike the smaller crabs.“ Yi Sang commented.

„Hmm hmm, that’s good news.“ Olga eyed the crab through a portable looking glass. „That big boy has the exact part we’re missing on its back, don’t it?“

„I-it does, I guess…“ Mika nodded, although unsure of the endeavor.

„Big Sis, are you really?“

„I am, really. It’s that one expensive and tricky to manufacture part, isn’t it?“ She asked, already putting on her wetsuit gear.

„Don’t you remember the way it killed the employees of other boat workshops?“

„Well, that’s because it crashed into us, not because we were hunting the bastard for parts.“

After a while of mostly pointless arguments between the boatworks fixers, Heathcliff got real annoyed by the waiting.

„Anyway… all we need to do is catch and kill that prick, innit?“

„Right on.“ Olga nodded, one last time checking the sharpness of her harpoon.

„You heard ‘er, clockface.“ Heathcliff turned to Dante who was alredy busy slotting in identities into their controller. But of course that was when Ishmael appeared to stir the waters.

„Let’s not. Isn’t this better for us?“

„Ishmael?!“

Dante was surprised by her sudden reappearance.

„Gee, Ishy… Where have you been all this time?“

Ishmael turned to Rodion, not particularly annoyed, yet, but definitely somewhat perturbed.

„I was making preparations for our survival on the Great Lake, obviously. The least I can do is make an exhaustive guide on whales you can study up on, right?“

„You know I don’t read that kinda stuff…“ Rodion winced in disgust.

„Then I’ll keep reminding you until you have no choice but to read it.“ Ishmael snapped back at her before turning to Dante. „See, manager? We still need more time. There is so much more to prepare. That king trash crab can be repelled, can’t it? Then let’s do that and finish modifying the bus later. With more time in our hands.“

Dante didn´t look like they were particularly thrilled to be arguing with Ishmael.

„Ishmael… I’m not sure. My lack of memory doesn’t help, of course, but… as much as I want to respect your opinions and reflect them, I don’t think this is the best for all of us. So-“

„There is no „all of us“.“ Ishmael interjected. „Let’s be honest here. Is any one of us devoting themselves for the sake of this „all of us“? We all signed a contract with Limbus Company for our own goals. I did, Yi Sang did as we saw last time, and all the other Sinners did. Even Alighiero only joined out of necessity, not out of goodness of their heart.“

She threw her hands up in the air. „Aren’t we only in this together to achieve our personal aims?“

Though I really wanted to tell Ishmael that she was wrong… there was nothing to say. She was completely on the money with every word.

„And you, too…“ She turned to Dante. „You’re forcing yourself to look for those Golden Boughs, things you’ve probably never heard of once in your life, just so you can get your memories back. You have a more selfish motive than anyone else here, so why do you pretend like you’re doing anything for all of us?“

„Enough.“ Vergilius, who seemed to have been discreetly listening in, joined the conversation as though he's been a part of it from the start. „Ishmael. I believe I made myself clear during our meeting. The 'contract' comes first.“

„The contract, huh.“ She mellowed out significantly. „Sure, this is a company I’m working for. Of course it does.“

Ishmael glared at Dante with a face that really said „I quit and there is nothing you can do about it“. Well, with the difference that she wasn´t actually quitting.

„Fine, I’ll abide by the oh-so honorable contract. Manager. Give me your orders, and I’ll follow them. So, if there’s anything you want from me from now on, state it. Clearly.“ She leaned against a wall like a moody teenager… or like me, not that long ago, actually. I was almost offended by it. „I won’t get out of line by providing unsolicited help or explanations any longer.“

„What are we waiting for? Weren’t you going to order us to go kill that giant crustacean? I’ll gladly obey as it is stipulated in the contract, Manager Dante.“

„Let’s go.“

The Sinners left the workshop, weapons in hands as I stood by, next to Vergilius. Watching them defeat the giant crab was kind of entertaining, but I was rudely interrupted by Fawkes tugging on my pants.

„Fawkes! Stop it, you´ll tear my weekly pair of pants.“

As if on cue, he led me to the back of the shop where Mephistopheles the busboat stood. That was when I noticed a small gap in the seam. The unsuccessful starting up seemed to have knocked a few things loose and created a pretty obvious hole. There was an odd sort of smell emanating from the gap, which I figured was precisely what Fawkes picked up on.

„Good dog.“ I patted his big head.

„Is something the issue?“

Mika appeared, carrying a stack of blueprints. When she saw that I was there she sighed. „Oh, it´s you. Guess I´ll never know what you wanted…“

I rolled my eyes and tugged her to the busted seam, showing it off and pointing to my nose.

Mika leaned closer, taking a small with and recoiling immediately. „Goddamit! The start up must´ve jostled some stuff and punctured the engine coolant, tank. And there´s a gap in the hull, too…“ After she calmed down a bit, she continued. „Thanks for finding that. It´s not particularly difficult to fix, but… if it wasn´t fixed it would make the boat sink for sure.“

When the gang pulled in the King Crab parts, there was a considerable uproar of victory cheers… except from Ishmael, which was just about what we could´ve expected. Few hours later, just as the tide was coming in, the busboat´s engine roared awake, thankfully, without any shrieking alarms.

Mika turned to boat back into the bus after that. Hopping off, she said: „Alright, now… Get in your vehicle. You can switch the mode again once you’re in the water.“

With that sorted out, we waved at the Molar Boatworks crew as we set off onto the waters of the Great Lake.

Despite all the things going on, however, I had Fawkes and the world was that much less terrifying.

Notes:

Finally getting to the juicy bits!

Also, competitive pictionary which was totally not in my plans, but just so happened to be both a perfect solution and an additional way to sneak in some additional stuff.

Perfect.

Chapter 18: A Perfectly Normal Shopping Trip

Summary:

While the Sinners head off to gather the intel from the Before Team, Alighiero goes shopping with Charon and Vergilius.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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The next day and the day after that were mostly spend just floating about along the shore. The waiting was pretty annoying, so Outis decided it was the prime time to up the number of hours spent on training. Although, under her supervision I was getting more confident in the strikes, which landed more often than not, having a peanut gallery at all times was getting a bit bothersome.

„Good, you´re finally leaving some bruising.“ She said, proudly showing of the darkening splotches on her arms.

„Strikes could use more force.“ Ryoshu commented, leaning against the railing of the deck.

„I concur.“ Meursault nodded, standing close by. „But their defense is adequate, which is much more important.“ He added.

„It would be greatly appreciated if you saved your comments for the periods after the training.“

„Outis, it´s alright.“ I said for maybe fifth time in the past twenty minutes. „I´m used to having an audience that scrutinizes my every move. I´ve already said so a few times.“

„And we still don´t know what that really means.“ Rodion rolled her eyes. „Loosen up - you know we don´t bite.“

„It´s not that deep, Rodion.“ I stretched a bit. „Back home it´s just something you don´t speak about openly because a lot of people think it´s offensive.“

„Well, now I´m double interested.“

Luckily, a blaring noise of a siren from the control bridge of the busboat accompanied by telltale green lights came to my rescue.

„GAH! Holy CRAP!“ I heard Gregor´s yell carried outside. I couldn´t see Fawkes, so the most probable explanation was that Gregor was trying to make something to eat for him when the alarm turned on.

„Huhh...? We've never had flashing lights like this before, right?“ Rodion wondered out loud as we hurried inside.

„What is it this time?“ Heathcliff grumbled. It looked like he had just been woken up from his nap with hair sticking out everywhere.

„Ooo!! This must be a signal that the long-awaited adventure is finally nigh!!!“

„I-is this... what we've been waiting for this whole time?“ Sinclair asked, covering his ears slightly to shut off the worst of the noise.

„...No.“

Seeing Vergilius even a bit clueless for once kind of delighted me. He turned to Faust with a frown.

„Weewoo. Weewoo. Mephi's blaring and crying. Mephi sick?“ Charon tugged at my sleeve.

I shook my head. Faust already was already preparing a more detailed explanation anyway.

„What is it, Ms. Faust? I wasn't informed about a siren like this before.“ Vergilius asked.

„Yeah, it's a bit different from the usual alarms... Don't think this one's for a new door.“ Dante chimed in.

„It is quite simple. The Night is here.“ Faust replied with confidence, totally disregarding the lack of any actual information in that statement. I could see that Ryoshu was particularly ticked off by that.

I sighed. „Walpurgisnacht, or Walpurgis night, is an occasional event that serves as a window to the history of your world, namely that of Lobotomy Corp. and the Library.“

„Precisely. Additionally, it temporarily expands the pool of possibilities from which Mephistopheles´ engine pulls the identities that Dante can use in combat. Alighiero, you certainly know of Walpugisnacht slightly more. Can we expect other events to occur in combination with the pull range expansion?“

„Yeah… the Ordeals and assorted combat stages. But those come in the later ones, I think.“

Faust nodded in place of reply. The sirens thankfully stopped, but not the blinking green lights.

„So... how do we stop that green light from flashing?“ Gregor asked, wiping ground meat from his shirt.

„It will turn itself off when Dante extracts something from the engine. Do not worry.“ Faust waved him off.

„Right, back to business, all. Dante, extract something and turn that alarm off.“

And so it went. Day after day, waiting for the signal to move further into the Lake. It was maybe three or four days since Walpurgis when the signal we´ve been awaiting finally arrived. After gazing out the window for a while, Faust stood up to her feet and approached the helm (formerly known as the wheel).

„Ms. Faust.“ Vergilius lifted his head, picking up on the minuscule changes in her expression… or something. I could never be sure.

„Yes. We have received a signal.“ She confirmed.

„Hurk… Haah… The long-awaited signal has arrived, then…? Yi Sang asked inbetween hurling out the contents of his stomach into a bucket formerly designated to bucket out water out of the busboat if need be.

„Oooh! Then shall our adventure in the Great Lake finally commence?!“

Sinclair looked around in confusion while Don bounced around, quickly joined by barking Fawkes. „What signal? I don't hear or see anything… Not even an alarm.“

„A smoke signal outside our visual range has been picked up by Mephistopheles.“ Faust said, walking up to Fawkes. Like a charm, Fawkes sat down, quiet. I figured that Faust has been training him when I wasn´t looking. That, or Gesselschaft´s knowledge stretched further than even I could imagine.

„A smoke signal… the beacons are lit-“

„-And Rohan will answer.“ I said without a second thought.

„Sailing is a go. Splish splash.“ Charon said, happily returning to the helm.

„What´s Rohan?“ Dante asked. „Is that some kind of a reference.“

I could practically feel my ears turn red as the realization took over. „...yeah. It´s famous movie quotes like that, that just stick around. I guess there´s an idea for the next movie night.“ I shrugged.

„Soon… we will be moving away from the coastal area and draw closer to what one could call the Great Lake approach.“ Faust took over, drawing the attention back to herself. „Activating automatic navigation system now.“

„How, how! Thou meanest to say that what we have experienced so far… was not the Great Lake?“ Don asked her, momentarily distracted from the anticipation of the next movie night.

„By strict definition… Yes, it was. We have been inside the Great Lake's borders for a while. Yet I make the distinction based on the information available to you, as our path has so far lacked any real threats.“

Real threats… well, I supposed that the crabs weren´t particularly tough enemies… aside from the King Crab. But even that one paled in comparison to things we would see on the journeys ahead, both on the Lake and back on land.

„… I shall henceforth continue to slumber, then-“ Don Quixote yawned, only to have the back of her head smacked by Outis.

„NO! We have just entered a hostile environment. We must rouse ourselves from sleep and ready ourselves for what dangers there may be.“

„Outis?“ Dante tried their best to stop her, but Outis was not listening.

„All hands, to defensive stations!“ She suddenly leaped to her feet and began barking orders at the Sinners.

„Outis, this is unnecessary.“ I walked to her. She did shut up, if for a brief moment, which Faust promptly proceeded to make use of.

„Outis, this ship is currently steered by an automated navigation system. As its name suggests, it will automatically avoid any threats the Great Lake may pose. Should a threat prove to be unavoidable, it will sound an alarm.“

„Bah… Do you really expect me to trust that incomprehensible contraption?“

„Outis, if you don´t trust the tech, that´s alright, but I can tell you that on this particular journey, your attempts at commandeering Mephistopheles were pretty bad...“ Before Outis could ask what exactly happened, I recalled all the bikes that served as a backup movement method for Mephistopheles. „...as in, at least on one occasion you managed to throw off the main engine.“

„That would be rather unfavorable. We must exit this area within the next 2 hours and although Mephistopheles could reboot, such an action would take 5 hours at least. Considering the fact that we are already falling somewhat behind the schedule, this would be very detrimental to our journey.“

„Okay… that was ominous. Why precisely two hours?“ Gregor raised an eyebrow at Faust. Though Outis wasn´t happy about her lack of promotion to the rank of the busboat´s Captain, she didn´t argue and returned to her seat with only a slight frown.

I could only imagine that she was trying to think of a way to make the next training that much more exhausting, just as a little payback.

„The 'laws of the Great Lake'.“

„Ohh… I knew it! It's that darn law of the Great Lake again, huh?!“ Rodion called out, fully sarcastic about it… unfortunately, Faust wasn´t big on understanding sarcasm.

„Your foreknowledge of the laws of the Great Lake is an unexpected development, Rodion. Quite difficult to believe that, even with the consolidated experience, your intuition would-“

„Sorry, sorry… I just wanted to look like I was in on it for once. Girl gets tired of asking every time, ya know?“

„The Great Lake of U Corp. has laws that… must never be broken.“ Faust continued after she sufficiently rolled her eyes at Rodion´s shenanigans. „And yes. The port can and will sail away, Gregor.“

„It's a bloody lake… What laws could it possibly have?“

„Heathcliff, need I remind you that the City has rules so specific that I would not bat an eye if you told me there´s a District that put tax on moving your body because the Wing there has monopoly on the District´s air or something.“ I turned to him. „You break the rules, you get punished by the Waves… which you would know if you bothered to at least skim Ishmael´s Guidebook.“

„You actually read that thing?“ Rodion asked with apprehension that could rival typical student´s reaction to being told that there is mandatory reading list.

„I have and I found it very informative.“

I heard someone in the corridor open a door with much force.

„What´s all this ruckus? Did the Waves finally hit?“

Looking out of the window I could see the lake behind us, crawling with tentacles in boiling red liquid that resembled blood.

„We got out of range of one of them.“ I replied. Few of the Sinners who also followed my gaze looked at the sight in horror. Except for Ryoshu, who found it amusing. As expected.

„Ish… mael?“ Dante asked very carefully. „What have you been doing all this time?“

„Whetting my harpoon.“ She showed them her very, very sharp, barbed harpoon.

„Your harpoon? Why?“

„Because I need it to be sharper.“ Ishmael´s eye twitched as she looked at the sharpened edges „Because I'll give her the kind of pain that makes her wish she was dead. She'll feel it, even from the smallest cuts.“

„… Then why don't you spare us from your misery and crawl back into your hole…“ Heathcliff has once again butted in at one of the worse moments to do so.

„I'm afraid that if I did, I'd later emerge to a deck littered with your melted, unrecognizable flesh. And I'm not rearing to see a sight like that again.“

I recalled the nightmare once again. Th smell of blood came to me immediately, as if I was really smelling it. So did faces with blank expressions and glazed-over eyes.

A wet nose nudging gently against my hand brought me back to the reality. I scratched Fawkes behind his ears as Ishmael gestured with her harpoon to me. „At least Alighiero has half a brain to not let you waste time tinkering with the ship you don´t understand.“

Suddenly, Fawkes left my side, pacing about the space, growling and barking at something, but there was nothing visible… except for relatively thick cloud of fog in the distance.

„Something´s up.“ I said. „I am not sure what Fawkes is picking up on, but it for sure isn´t nothing.“

Ishmael walked up to the helm. „Hm. I had a feeling this would happen.“

„What are you doing? We are smooth sailing at the moment. A northbound breeze is pushing us along.“

„Mephistopheles isn´t powered by wind in the sails, Outis. Simple breeze can´t significantly alter our course.“ I gritted my teeth. „Guh… I don´t remember this particular part… but you seem to be familiar with this situation.“

I joined Ishmael at the helm, mostly to grab hold of Fawkes´ so he wouldn´t just pace about.

„We're getting dragged.“ She said. „By those ships.“ Ishmael pointed at the cloud of fog that has slightly got out of the way.

Dante scratched their head. „We're not exactly on a collision course with them, though?“

An epiphany hit me. „Just like the tractor beam of the Death star...“

Ishmael took the helm and threw it wildly in one direction, causing me to slide along the floor until I grabbed hold of a vertical steel beam.

„This skill… Splashy drift?“ Charon´s eyes shined with excitement. „Charon, impressed. Redhead… not bad.“

„You have competition, Charon.“ Vergilius smiled.

„This is weird. She turned the helm all the way… and we are still headed between those two ships!“ Gregor called out.

„I-it's like we're stuck on rails…“ Sinclair peeped anxiously.

„Ishy?! Don't tell me you hit the reverse gear?!“ Rodion worriedly said. We were getting dragged even faster.

„I turned the engine off.“

„...OH.“ The reason behind it hit me. „Oh, that´s one hell of a Applied Physics move. Nice“

„What…“ Rodion looked at me like I was crazy. Which wasn´t entirely wrong I suppose.

„Woah… are those ships melding into one another?“ Hong Lu pointed out, launching Heathcliff and Outis into a shouting match with Ishmael. I, of course, had a general idea that things would turn out fine. Ishmael behind the helm was a favorable circumstance.

„Shut up, both of you. I'm going to use the momentum of the pull when it's the strongest to get us out of here.“

Immediately before the crash, Ishmael revved the engine and adjusted several levers in a series of decisive motions before speeding us between the two vessels and past them. The two ships slammed into one another with metal screeches that shook Mephistopheles.

„The back of our ship…“ The ship's stern was crushed… but it was better than getting completely sandwiched between those two ships.

„Relax… we´re still sailing half a ship.“ Ishmael rolled her eyes with such annoyance that the reference almost flew over my head.

„Mephistopheles' engine can reconstruct damage of this severity within the next few days.“ Faust reassured everyone. Well, tried to, anyway.

„Wait, this is more than just some damage… It's like they deleted a part of our ship.“ Gregor pointed to the cutoff edge.

Yi Sang nodded solemnly. „Gone, as though it had never even been a part of the ship's blueprint.“

„It's U Corp.'s Singularity, the resonance tuning fork.“ Ishmael sighed deeply, not even bothering to remind everyone that, yet again, pamphlets and guidebooks existed. „Ships operating in the Great Lake can merge and separate when needed. As though they’ve always been a single vessel or as though they’ve never been parts of the same ship.“

„Resonance tuning forks used by vessels of that size are strong enough to pull in smaller boats without tuning forks like ours, or even ones with tuning forks with mismatching wavelengths.“ She continued, until she caught herself.

„…Oh, right. Apologies for taking the helm without your orders, Manager.“

„No, don't. You just saved all of our lives…“ Dante pointed out.

„I wasn't trying to. But thank you for understanding anyway.“

Faust cleared her throat as if to break through the rising tension. „Our destination is near. Welcome to one of the Five Great Ports of U Corp., the Marlin Port.“ However, her voice was dry and emotionless, as though what had just happened didn't affect her one bit.“

„Wow… That's so big.“ Hong Lu looked over at the huge ship-port before us. It was built of shipping containers seemingly haphazardly stacked on top of each other. „That has to be one of the biggest ships I'd ever seen.“

„Mist fades, and what was unseen before unveils itself. I scarcely did expect the pall to shroud a structure such as this.“

As we were taken by the scenery, I didn´t notice Vergilius standing up until he spoke.

„Well, then. This is where we will go our separate ways… for a short while. Charon and I have business to attend to here. Likewise you, Alighiero.“

„Wait, what?“ I whipped my head around.

„Although your training is steadily progressing, you lack a proper weapon. Even though it is unlikely you´ll need to go on the offensive, having a weapon to block attacks just in case is best practice for someone in your position.“

I nodded. „Alright. Can I take Fawkes, too? He could use the exercise.“

„They are asking whether they may take the dog with them.“ Faust translated when Vergilius blinked at me with maroon eyes.

„Alright. But do keep it on the leash.“ He waved his hand over the matter. Before I stepped off the busboat, Faust tapped my shoulder. In her hand was the lovingly dubbed „speech collar“.

„You may put this to use once more. Faust has found nothing wrong with it. The erased inscription is still a mystery, but that´s about it.“

„Thank you, Faust. Though I do find it highly uncomfortable, the convenience can hardly be overstated.“ I clicked the metal around my neck and secured it in place. There wasn´t any pinching of skin, however, which pleased me.

As everyone exited the bus, Don was, as always, quick to grow excited. „Ooo! Lo! I spy a purveyor of iced creams over yonder!“

„A significant source of income for the people of U Corp. comes from selling Whale and Mermaid products. Whale oil, Mermaid tears, Mermaid perfumes, Whale cuisine, and more, to list a few examples.“ Faust supplied the information, gladly being the sole informant.

„Sardine Whale flavored ice cream? How is that appetizing to you?“ Gregor winced after reading the daily offer section on the menu.

„Sardines are quite the savory nosh, even if they do have a funny look to them.“ Heathcliff shook his head. However, even he didn´t seem too keen on the idea of sardine-flavored ice cream.

„Alas, I am more keen to learn the flavors of the Marlin Whale ice cream.“ Don´s eyes shined with desire as she spied a small child with a triple-scoop ice cream off in the distance.

„Will you not accompany us to our destination, dear guide?“ Yi Sang posed an innocent question.

„I've done my job as your guide.“ He replied coldly. „I point you in the right direction, and that's where my responsibilities end. It's not my job to accompany you all the way there.“

„While you may be correct… your words also come across as rather impersonal.“

„Then you heard me right, Yi Sang. I don't intend to make friends with any of you. Nor do I want to. Hah. Don't let these small talks give you the wrong impression.“

He turned away from Yi Sang quite abruptly. Too abruptly. Of course, I knew what would take place in the near future and what happened in the past, but even if I didn´t I´ve had enough experience to know when personal bonds were liable to deepen… whether the person wanted them to, or not.

„Now, Ms. Faust…“ He turned to Faust briefly. They exchanged only a single look before she nodded and turned to the Sinners. That was when I remembered couple things to help them out while I was out and about with Vergilius and Charon.

„Faust, one moment.“

She paused as I leaned in. „The Before Team won´t be at the designated spot. I can´t exactly remember what the reason is, but you will need to go to the local club, which is under control of a Syndicate. Word of advice, try to not make them too mad – they are backed by one of the Fingers.“ I saw Heathcliff in the back, who was picking his nose, not listening to the single word I said to Faust.

„Oh, that reminds me… Heathcliff, you do remember what I told you back on the shore?“ His head snapped to me in an instant.

„´Course I do… I´m not some daft fool.“

„Alrighty, then. See you later.“ I bid the Sinners farewell and returned to Vergilius, Fawkes standing next to my heel.

We walked for only a little while before the three of us stopped at the ice cream kiosk that Don was eyeing earlier. Vergilius let her get a full view of the marine-smelling ice cream as she picked flavors of her treat. Then he turned to me, seemingly asking if I wanted any.

„No thanks.“ I declined, fully knowing that Fawkes would do everything in his power to make me drop the funky smelling icy delight. He was already salivating at the sight of Charon´s scoops and I hav quite enough work keeping him from pilfering that.

„By the way…“ I said after we left the kiosk behind. „...what you said earlier about not intending or wanting to be friendly towards the Sinners… you may try, but you will most likely fail to keep a distance.“

„Whatever do you mean?“

„You aren´t some heartless monster, Vergilius. Pretty much everyone knows that.“ I smiled. „It´s kind of inevitable to develop a sense of belonging when you share space with other people for a prolonged time.“

He shot me quite a grumpy look. „Then I´ll have to remind them that I am not their friend until they understand.“

„That´s the thing though… the more effort you have to put into „not being their friend“, the more obvious it becomes that you do care about them.“ I looked over the various shops around. I spotted a candy shop ahead and about a second later, Charon was holding Vergilius´ arm and pointing to it.

„And the thing is, as long as you keep even a single other person in your heart, you won´t be able to tear it out of your chest yourself. Believe me, I´ve tried.“

We´ve stopped at the candy shop and Charon excitedly picked out a bag of salted caramel candies and extra sour gummies shaped like… well, I would call them jellyfish, but they were probably some kind of Whale or Mermaid shape.

„Why would you want to be heartless?“ Vergilius asked while Charon unwrapped a hard candy and shoved it in her mouth.

„I don´t want to be heartless, but what choice do I have? There is no place for people with a heart in this City. That´s why I use a name that´s not my own.“

„Like a mask…“

„Like a mask.“

We walked in silence after that, up until we came across kind of a large building. It kind of looked like a post office, if said post office required over a dozen armed soldiers to protect access to the terminal window.

„Here is where I must go. Stay here, I will not be long.“

The men parted before Vergilius easily, however. He spoke to the person through the terminal. I couldn´t hear what he said or what the other person said, but I figured that it was best to not question it.

Fawkes seemed perplexed by it, too, as he cocked his head from side to side, as if trying to understand why Vergilius was moving his mouth without a single sound. As promised, he was done rather quickly.

„Hmm… next on the shopping list would be... the Mermaid perfume.“

I decided that I wouldn´t ask why he needed it. In all likelihood, it was Charon who asked for it. Or maybe Vergilius was more vain than I thought. Either way it made no difference. We were getting the perfume.

To my surprise, the shop smelled nothing like dead fish. It was a pleasant, warm and slightly sweet kind of scent, not overpowering in any way, but otherwise really difficult to pinpoint. While Vergilius handled the shopping, Fawkes circled around me excitedly. The scent was definitely something his nose enjoyed very much.

As I waited for Vergilius to finish his business in the shop, a particular perfume bottle caught my eye. It wasn´t because it was bulbous or had the top decorated with branching filigree made of gold, nor its mustard yellow, shimmering contents. There was a black, tentacly thing that pulsed inside the bottle, a swirling, weird shape twisting and warping like an amoeba.

But when I looked away for only a moment to tug Fawkes away from the display, the dark thing in the bottle disappeared.

Vergilius must´ve noticed my unease because he immediately dragged me out of the shop and back into the street – if one could call the passage that.

In truth, I had not a slightest idea of what I saw, only that some part of my mind did, and that very part knew that the more people have known of its existence, the more would its power grow.

„Well then… only one thing remains.“ Vergilius said, stepping towards a much less welcoming path. Charon walked by his side without a spec of fear, however, so I assumed that I could easily do the same. I tugged Fawkes along, even as he seemed quite unsettled in the dark place. I saw only a shadow of a hand reaching towards Charon´s pocket where she put her sweets. Fawkes must´ve seen it coming earlier, because he snapped at its owner, growling.

„It would be good for you to not trouble the dog or its companions if you value your fingers, young lady.“ Vergilius said without even turning around. The child froze

The girl was wearing a torn brown leather jacket and even more torn, dirty shirt under it. She stuck out her tongue at us and ran away.

„Do you pity the child?“ Vergilius asked me.

„Of course I-.“

„She would have pulled out the knife she held concealed in the sleeve of her jacket. Slit your throat, robbed you and left you to slowly bleed out the ground.“ He replied before I was even halfway through my sentence. „You mustn´t let your guard down, not even for a moment if you wish to survive.“

„...right.“

I wasn´t sure what he was trying to do except for trying to teach me some form of Fixer Soft Skills 101. Either way, it paid to listen to him. I inched closer behind him from that point onward, as did Charon. Fawkes next to me seemed to have understood perfectly what Vergilius said. His tail was no longer wagging from side to side, and his ears perked up at the slightest odd sound.

The path was filled with many shops either side, with owners only getting more rugged and shifty-eyed as we went along. „Do my eyes deceive me? That is you, isn´t it, Vi? In all your red-eyed glory.“ A burly woman wiped soot off her hands as she turned around from the flames of her forge. The chipper attitude didn´t fit within the space much, but at least the surprise was pleasant for a change.

Vergilius hummed disapprovingly. „I told you many times before… that is not my name.“

„And I told you as many times, that it´s what I´ll call you anyway.“ The woman laughed. „Care to introduce your entourage?“

„Charon and Alighiero… we came here on business. Specifically, to find a suitable weapon for the latter.“

„Of course… it´s always been work, work, work and even more work with you… never spare time for old friends.“ The woman said bitterly. „I am Horatio, pleasure to meet you.“

„Likewise.“ I smiled. Going unacknowledged, Fawkes decided it was the prime time to sit down and bark exactly once.

„Oh… a little furball… that´s definitely not something you see a lot these days… well, maybe except in private collections of Wing CEOs and the similarly wealthy.“ She fearlessly put her hand under his chin to give him a scratch. Her hand nearly met his teeth as he snapped.

„Vicious little thing…“ She laughed as she pulled her hand back just in the nick of time and moved her gaze over my body, top to bottom and back. „Hmm, I see. Slender body, not whole lot of muscle on you. Something lightweight with a long reach will work best. Close quarters seem to be covered fairly well by your dog if need be.“

When Horatio turned around I silently raised an eyebrow at Vergilius who was leaning against the wall with a sly smile. That worried me, if only just a little. Especially, when he whispered something to Charon and she tugged the leash from my hand and led Fawkes aside.

No anime betrayal could ever compare.

„This seems like a good pick. Try it.“ Horatio essentially threw a polearm at me, which I only barely managed to not drop on the floor or my feet.

„Try it?“

„Of course… Vi, what is this, a novice?“

„...I thought it obvious.“ Vergilius laughed quietly.

„Ugh, should´ve said that right upfront.“ Horatio rolled her eyes at him. „This won´t do, you´d tear your arms clean off with it.“

The polearm was promptly confiscated from my grasp and replaced with a slightly lighter, yet somehow longer polearm with barbed tip.

„Swing it around or something. Feel the weight of the tip and let it guide the swing. If you can maneuver with the weapon through the air, you can fight with it effectively.“

I did as Horatio said, but found it difficult. The tip was little too light. Another and another, various long-shafted weapons went through my hands and Horatio wasn´t satisfied with any of them.

„Maybe this one will do. A whaling ship apparently found this spear inside of a dead mermaid that the Waves threw up on their ship.“ She brought out a rather heavy looking thing with a large laurel-shaped blade on the end of the handle, flanked by what reminded me of the spurs on Faust´s Zweihander. Despite its intimidating looks, when I took it in my hands it was not nearly as difficult to move around.

The feeling was almost indescribable, as if the blade half-guided my moves as I swung it around… at least until I got it wedged in the container wall. To my surprise, Horatio wasn´t phased by it in the slightest. She was laughing gregariously.

„Now that´s more like it! You´ve gotta learn how to handle the length of it, but it´s the perfect weight, which matters more. What do you think, Vi?“

„It will suffice.“ Vergilius nodded.

I couldn´t be more glad the hunt for a weapon was over when I sank onto the bench as we waited for Dante and the Sinners. I almost forgot what they were up to. Charon poked at me all out of sudden.

„Dog person… Charon´s bored.“

„So am I, actually.“ I breathed out, leaning back and looking up into the sky where white fluffy clouds flew high above. A black, shadow-like smudge passed trough one of them, almost humanoid in shape, but not quite.

„Tik-tok is back with others.“ Charon suddenly perked up as the group neared us. „Charon ate ice cream. It was cold but disappeared fast.“

„D-did it not have the putrid scent of the sea?“ Don shuddered.

„Putrid? Charon doesn't know what that means.“

„'Tis… a flavor not unlike licking a fish…“

„Blonde girl licks fish?“ Charon cocked her hear to a side. „Funny tastes. Charon, shudder shudder.“

„Something's happened, by the looks on your faces. Explain.“ Vergilius said, only for Don to step forth and clear her throat.

„Allow me to explain…! Upon our arrival at the promised location-“

„...And make it short.“ Vergilius quickly added.

„We obtained its variable coordinates of Lobotomy Corp. Branch. As per Alighiero´s earlier intel, that is where we need to go to gather an irreplaceable ally, even though the Golden Bough won´t be there when we reach it.“ Faust explained.

„I know what you're about to say… "That's it? That's all you got?" or something… But just listen to the trouble we went through to.“

Vergilius waved Rodion off. „No, that's good enough. Almost makes me want to applaud you all.“

„Vergilius, there was…“ Outis started, her eyes boring into me and my newly-acquired spear.

„Ah, I know exactly what you're about to tell me.“ He replied cryptically. „I will deal with it. Stay out of this.“

I stood up, stretching out my legs. Funnily enough, Fawkes followed suit, yawning and shaking his head briefly. The spear was a little awkward to carry, but I figured that it would take a while to get used to it.

„So, you´ve got a bear spear?“ Sinclair joined my side. „You know, if you need a bit of advice on how handle something this long, you could ask me or Hong Lu.“

„Doubting my experience, rookie?“ Outis loomed over Sinclair until he left my side.

Hong Lu, having heard his name mentioned has slid between us. „But Outis, Sinclair isn´t wrong at all. I´ve been training with guandao since I was a child. I may not have experience with teaching others as you do, but I can definitely offer useful advice.“ He smiled.

Outis grumbled something under her breath. I couldn´t piece out what she said, but from the context clues, there were likely some swears included in what she said.

„I appreciate all the help I can get.“ I smiled back at Hong Lu.

„Try holding it a bit further from the metal tip… like this, at an angle. It´s easier to balance it then.“ He helped me adjust my grip, which made it much less awkward as we boarded the busboat once again. Fawkes for once didn´t protest the return aboard a limited space, happily lying own under my seat.

I walked up to Dante with questions to ask. „I´ve got questions, Dante.“

„I thought you might have. Listen, I really tried to get Ishmael to not kill that Smee woman, but…“

„Oh.“ I scratched the back of my head. „That´s okay… I think. I meant about… Saude and Effie.“ I pushed the question that´s been eating at my heart since the day we left Calw behind.

„They are alright. Both of them are Captains in their own right by now, though still in recovery.“

„Effie´s alive?“ I almost couldn´t hear my own words, that´s how quietly I asked. When Dante nodded, I was practically jumping around.

„That´s amazing news!“ I exclaimed excitedly to distaste of multiple passengers, but I coudn´t give a flying fuck. A solid confirmation that my impact on their lives did matter.

A solid confirmation that Queequeg´s life was not lost just yet.

Notes:

Late night chapter posting is back on the menu!

Anyway, I bring you more Vergilius, couple of innuendos and big strong woman, because you cannot have too many of big strong women <3

Chapter 19: The Complete Pirates Of The Caribbean Experience

Summary:

Sailing on the Lakes of U Corp is no easy feat. There are numerous threats, obstacles and worst of all... your life depends on the wisdom and the stupidity of the people you are stuck traveling with.

Oh, also there´s pirates and unholy creatures crawling out from the watery depths of hell itself... no pressure tho.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

On the busboat, Faust has entered the variable coordinates into the navigation. We sailed onwards on calm water, but Ishmael has not stepped from the deck ever since, nervously checking around the misty horizon of a pinkish-purple part of the Lake with a telescope. Ever since we left the Marlin port, she had not taken a break. It was getting dark, too, which made me worry about her continued stay outside, experience with sailing be damned.

Especially after seeing the shadow follow me around the Marlin port.

Gregor, Outis and Dante followed Ishmael outside, supposedly to try and talk a bit of sense into her. At least that was my hope, but it was crushed when I noticed a suspiciously large cloud of mist ahead of us. Its shape seemed little too perfect to be natural.

The answer of its true nature came a moment later, courtesy of a bellowing ship horn and… a trumpet?

„There, ahead!“ Ishmael ran into the busboat, behind the helm.

„Time to drift again, redhead?“ Charon asked, eager to repeat the same trick if need be.

Ishmael briefly looked at me, but noting my lack of response she just shook her head. „It's too late to change course. That trick won't help us here.“

„They went through the trouble of hiding themselves in an artificial fog of war… We're obviously their target.“ She added.

„It's a matter of time before they catch up with this ship, now that they know our location.“ Vergilius commented, looking at what I realized was a pirate vessel. „Deal with them as you will.“

„Manager, permit us to board their ship.“ Ishmael turned to Dante without further questions towards me, verbal or otherwise.

„Are you sure that boarding their ship is the best course of action if we want to save our ship?“ This time, not even Dante bothered to ask me. I saw that as a good thing. If they depended on my aid with every little thing and obstacle, they wouldn´t become the Manager they were supposed to be.

„According to my experience, yes.“

„Okay. I'll leave it to you, then.“ Dante nodded.

Ishmael replied in much the same fashion before turning around. „I hope you'll continue to make wise choices like that.“ She said as she left the main quarters.

Though my assistance was hardly necessary, I peeked out of the door just to see the commotion for myself.

„We'll hook their ship with harpoons, force them into a melee range! Somebody grab the helm and turn it on my signal!“

The Sinners milled about like cogs of a well-oiled machine. So much so, that I felt out of place, like a stray rock kicked into the contraption. To be fair, that was precisely what I was – just another obstacle on their long road to, presumably, paradise.

„Hm. Then someone should be on standby, ready to shut the engine off at the right moment. Hey, you! Bring some extra rope. You! Wait for her signal inside the wheelhouse!“

For just a moment I thought that Outis might´ve been talking to me, but Sinclair making towards the helm made me reconsider.

Ishmael's explanations were rapid and confident. Outis nodded along affirmatively. The other Sinners were quick to follow their instructions, naturally.

I sank back into my seat, which Fawkes momentarily claimed. Once seated, he decided that my lap was a much more comfortable place to be.

I tried my best to ignore all the yelling and the sounds of bloodshed and clashing. Surely enough, injuries were sustained and subsequent bouts of pain found me. I still flinched when Dante went to rewind the Sinners, but I was no longer doubling over dramatically holding my chest or sinking to the ground. I considered that a useful progress.

The pirate ship was left littered with corpses of our would-be invaders, her desk smeared with fresh blood. Its sails fluttered in the wind calmly… until a gust of strong wind blew through the sails, followed by a sizeable black smudge.

However, as quickly as he appeared he disappeared, leaving me to stare at a vacant spot.

„All good, swabbie?“ Outis pulled me out of my ruminations.

I shook my head. „I think I´m due for a nap. Wouldn´t have guessed that something as simple as a shopping trip would exhaust me this much, but here we are.“

„Inadequate rest could potentially affect your ability to provide helpful advice.“ Meursault chimed in. „I can recommend a few relaxation techniques to help, but short nap will suffice for now.“

„Thanks, Meursault.“ I smiled shortly.

Once I sank into my seat and the ship resumed its course, I shut my eyes. The Sinners kept their chatter much quieter, which was a nice change of pace. I definitely didn´t expect them to be so considerate of someone who was very much still a deadweight, but I decided to leave it be.

Soon enough, my mind was lulled into a pleasant half-sleep.

After an indeterminate amount of time, I felt a hand shake my shoulder. Feeling slightly warmer air around my face, it came as no surprise that once I opened my eyes I saw Dante. „I know you´re trying to rest, but… something's been bothering me…“ Their clockhands were twitching nervously. „...the pirates, they all seemed so… certain… that if we kept going this way, we'd run into some huge disaster.“

„Dante, just leave them to sleep. It was probably nothing.“ Rodya groaned from the back. It likely wasn´t the first time they have discussed that particular thing among themselves. „Pirates can be pretty superstitious bunch. I should know, I beat few of them in cards because of that.“

„Well…“ I started, but I was interrupted by Faust who strolled up to thee helm where Outis stood, keeping an eye on everything. She still didn´t trust the automatic navigation, but at least she wasn´t messing with it.

„Outis, we will have to steer the ship portside.“ Faust said to Outis all of the sudden.

„What?“ She whipped her head around in confusion. „Hey. It hasn't been an hour since you told us that we'll have to cross this zone in a straight line.“

„We are falling short of our target speed. At our current rate, we will be struck by the next zone's Waves as soon as we exit here.“

„Is that the damned law of this zone?“ Outis questioned through gritted teeth.

„Indeed.“ Faust replied. „Though our encounter with the pirates was rapidly resolved, we still fell behind schedule. The variable coordinates now points to a different route.“

A vague memory surfaced in my head. Mephistopheles was lengthening to provide a small arena to fight some spongy hand Whale and its mermaids. In the middle of a storm.

„How much time are we going to have to waste here?“

„According to the variable coordinates… the necessary roundabout path will cost us three more days.“

Outis bit her lip with discontent before suddenly turning to me and Dante.

„Executive Manager, Alighiero, I have a genius plan. A plan that will not only accelerate this operation but also increase the chances of securing and rescuing the lives of the remaining LCCB Agents.“ She said proudly. „If we were to waste three more days at sea, there is obviously very little guarantee for their well-being.“

„Well… What's the plan?“ Dante asked, turning fully to Outis.

„We keep going forward.“ With that, Outis slowly raised the acceleration lever.

„What?!“ Ishmael´s hair practically raised from her head. „Are you nuts? We'd be sailing right into the Waves, you know that?“

„I know what the Waves are, swabbie. I'm not as ignorant of the Great Lake as you might think. You've had plenty of experience weathering and conquering Waves as well, haven't you?“ Outis said to her as Mephistopheles speed up towards the barrier that separated the lakes.

„Yeah! But that's because they were unavoidable! Because we lacked enough information to take the roundabout path! I've never sailed knowingly into the Waves before.“ She turned to me for support. „Alighiero, please…“ She was practically begging me to tell Outis off, to stop her.

I couldn´t do that for her, however. „Three days is way too much time to be wasted. We could miss the window of opportunity to meet up with the Elder which would make chasing after the Bough a suicide mission.“

„But the Bough is in the Lobotomy Corp. Branch… the Before Team forwarded that information to us-“

„The rumbling Pilot heard was that of the Pallid Whale, Ishmael. It swallowed the branch whole with it, everything and everyone inside.“

„Do you know which Whale is in the lake ahead of us?“

I nodded. „I don´t remember its name exactly, but it looks like a giant spongy hand.“

„The Whale of the Porous Hand… I was really hoping to avoid that one.“ She tightened the rope around her harpoon. „I hope I won´t regret trusting you to know what you are talking about.“

She spoke as if the decision was already made. I turned to Dante and Faust, awaiting their judgement of the situation.

„Your decision, Dante?“ Faust asked, ready to revert the controls if need be.

„Let's try following Outis' plan.“ They said resolutely.

„Understood. Crossing the zone's borders to the target Lake.“

The moment the busboat crossed the threshold, the sky grew dark and the storm came over us with everything that gos with it. Rain, thunder and lashing winds, all at once.

„Thunder?“

„It's really starting to pour.“

„We're in the eye of the storm.“

The Sinners were in awe of the sudden change of weather. Well, not Ishmael.

„The Waves are already here, manager.“ She said.

„Hm. That was an entertaining display. Charon, this seems like a good opportunity to test that function.“ Vergilius said as Fawkes clung to my feet, shaking with every clap of the thunder.

„Ok. Switching to Endure mode.“

Like magic, the deck of the ship extended. As a result, the ship shook quite a bit less in the waves.

„What should… What do we do now?“ Dante asked, clearly out of their depth. I looked to Ishmael who gripped her harpoon tight.

„We survive.“ We said at once, surprising each other.

„There's this adage that every greenhorn sailor of the Great Lake hears before they set their first sail: „There is but one thing you can count on if you find yourself in an unfamiliar Lake whose Waves are alien to you...“

A colossal waves rose and fell, tossing the ship around like a toy.

„S.I.C. Ready your weapons if you want to delay the inevitable.“ Ryoshu called out as the Sinners stepped out onto the deck.

„...It's not your sailing prowess, your far-seeing eyes of a pathfinder, or the unbreakable bond between you and your mates. Many sailors fail to endure this trial and instead choose to become sacrifices to the depths of the Lake...“

„Huh? S-something's climbing onto our ship?!“ Sinclair exclaimed in a panicked voice as an enormous hand-shaped thing grasped onto and over the side of the busboat.

„Trust nothing but your own resolve to hold steadfast in the face of terror, in the face of calamity, though the raging Lake may remain indifferent to the will of your meager existence.“ Outis joined Ishmael in the last part. They shared a short glance afterwards and stepped out as well, just as the mermaids began to crawl out of the holes in the hand.

They moved out while I stayed behind along with Vergilius and Charon, watching them as wave after wave of fish-shaped monsters with bulbous eyes clashed against them, tearing through their bodies with bony claw-like spurs on their fins.

There were deaths, just like before, but much, much worse. Each turn back of the clock felt more and more draining, to the point when I barely registered the pain.

I had to sit down, using my spear as a crutch rather than a weapon. Which was tricky because it was quite long and holding it completely vertical would risk scraping the floor or the ceiling with the pointy end. Fawkes came from under the seat to push me further back into the seat, settling on top of my lap. The additional weight did make it a little bit easier to not sway in the seat at least.

Then finally, it was over. Sinners returned inside, dripping with rain, seawater and filthy with fishy, rotting muck.

„Mermaids… were they human, once?“ Dante asked once everyone settled into their seats, semi-clean and slightly drier than before.

„Not every creature that lives in the depths of the Great Lake are called 'Whales'. Whales specifically refer to… everything in the Great Lake that can parasitize humans.“ Ishmael´s eyes looked far, beyond the storm, way back into the past. „And Whales give birth to 'Mermaids'.“

„And where do the Mermaids come from?“

„They're people devoured by Whales that came with the Waves. There's no guarantee that we won't meet the same fate. See? Now you know why you could turn the clock all day and fail to bring us back.“

„That´s not exactly the full truth.“ I interjected, catching Ishmael´s attention. „I can´t speak for myself, naturally, but the Golden Bough stored inside of Dante´s clock can counteract Whales´ parasitic nature. At the very least, that of the Pallid Whale.“

There is was. The smallest glimmer of hope shone in Ishmael´s eyes as she grabbed my shoulders. „Can it… can it be reversed? The pallidification?“ At the very same time, I saw her anger, her hatred… her determination to push past everything and everyone who dared to stand in her way.

„I don´t know about reversal… but it can definitely slow the process down by a lot. As long as the person has something to hold onto. As long as the person has something to turn to that isn´t the Whale´s will, anything... they can survive.“

Ishmael gasped. I could see that she understood what I had in mind.

„Once the Whale is dead… I suppose it´s possible that the pallidification can be fought off like an illness left behind by a parasite. But that isn´t something that I know for sure.“

„It´s a game of chance then…“ Ishmael nodded. „...uncertain in its outcome, but even that fool´s chance is more than I imagined.“

We finally made it out of the Waves and into calmer seas. I briefly wondered if we can finally start smooth-sailing toward the coordinates. The air inside the busboat was soaked and stinking of fish. I stepped outside to get away from the concentrated stench, even for a little while.

„The Lake… When I look into its waters… I see my shimmering reflection. Maybe I’m just as refracted and twisted like my reflection in the water. It doesn’t matter which Lake we’re on… I always look so warped, so unstable…“

Ishmael mumbled under her breath, not even noticing me until Fawkes trotted up to her and licked her hand.

„Why haven´t you told me earlier?“

„I didn´t know how.“ I admitted. „Besides, would you have believed me when we were on the shore?“

„No… but still.“ Ishmael shook her head. „You know what happened then… you know what I must do...“

Dante joined us quietly and it was then when the glimpses of the past entered my mind.

My hands were… peeling… bleeding…

Saltwater seeped into my gaping wounds. It hurt so much. So, so much that I thought I might faint if I didn’t let go…

But I couldn’t.

I…

What was I holding on to?

Soft ding of their clock told me they also saw what I glimpsed thanks to them. Unfortunately, there wasn´t much time for lengthy heart-to-heart as Outis marched up to us.

„Executive Manager, there is a matter that requires your attention! We are approaching our next coordinates.“

„O-okay!“ They turned around, following Outis. As did Ishmael.

„I’ll go see, too.“

I was left alone with Fawkes on the deck, staring into murky green-colored water below. My face scarcely looked like me. It dawned on me that there was a fat chance that the person who would make it back home would be nothing like the person who was pulled into the cruel reality of the City.

Soon, my thoughts were interrupted by Don´s extremely loud yelling that could rival the sound of Mephistopheles´ alert system.

„OOOOOOOOOOOHHH! LO! That is a Mini-Cruuuiise ship over yonder! A veritable par-tay ship! A vessel of par-taying!“

Even from this distance, I could see the colorful balloons and banners decorating the ship. Albeit distant, even the music from it carried to my ears.

„I! LOVE! TO! PARRR-TAY!“ Don exited the busboat. In her hands was something that looked suspiciously similar to a megaphone.

Heigh-ho!!! Allow me to ask thee and thy fine company a few questions!!“ She practically yelled at the other ship, unaware of the fact there weren´t any humans to listen, let alone answer. The faintly blaring music was the only response from the ship.

Others have gathered outside soon after. Mostly to confiscate the megaphone from Don Quixote.

„Maybe they can’t hear us over the music. Boy, music these days… they’re just too loud for me. It’ll be faster if we just head over there and ask them in person.“ Gregor complained. He took ownership of the megaphone, quickly handing it to Meursault who was tall enough to keep it out of Don´s range of grasp.

„Nope. Don´t even think about going to that ship.“ I said as I turned around to face them instead of the water below.

„Alighiero?“

There are no humans left on that ship. The Waves already swallowed them, leaving only mermaids behind.“

„So they are… Mermaids…“ Don said somberly, head hung down.

Ishmael looked through the ship´s telescope, looking at the other ship´s deck. „If that´s so then… whoever sailed on this ship… they were probably too distracted by the party to realize that they broke a law of the Lake. So…

„And they ended up getting devoured by a Whale.“ Dante finished. „Leaving a deserted ship… in the aftermath.“

The mood turned and with it came Ishmael´s chilling addition. „Even if we stick to every single law of the Lake, depending on the type of its Waves, getting too close to a ship that broke the law could get us swept up in the aftermath. We should stay as far as we can afford.“

And so we stayed where we were, swaying on the waves of green, winds whipping around us as we waited to progress. That was when Fawkes alerted me with mad barking at seemingly nothing at all.

I didn´t want to wait and see what he was barking at. „Something´s got Fawkes barking up a storm.“ I called to Ishmael who was already getting on the deck, closely followed by Outis and Don. Fawkes instead pushed past them and ran inside.

„Mermaids?“ Ishmael asked.

„I don´t know.“ I shook my head. „I don´t remember anything like this. And I thought that I´ve had this passage down pretty well because I struggled along this part for a while...“

„There´s something on the radar but it´s… strange. Fading in and out. Frequently changing in size.“ Faust informed us as she also exited the main part of the boat. „You should return inside immediately, Alighiero.“

Just as Faust finished the sentence, Mephistopheles swayed one more time before a smudge of black and yellow softly landed on the edge of the ship.

He wasn´t smiling.

For the first time I could see he wasn´t just a dark shadow figure. He wore a cape split in two reminiscent of a pair of wings, which were sickly, pale yellow underneath. The bottom edges were torn up and flapped in the wind like miniature flags.

Which one of you killed First Mate Smee?“ He asked, voice booming like the shot of a cannon as his single pale eye gleamed menacingly – the second was hidden by a pointed hat sitting askew on his head with a single yellowish feather stuck into it behind a golden band of sharp teeth that distantly resembled a crown.

No Sinner dared answer him. I noticed that I was being surrounded and pushed back, inside the busboat, little by little.

WHO. KILLED. SMEE?!“ He asked again, with the voice loud enough to shake the whole ship.

„I did.“ I called out before Ishmael had the chance. Although it was a gamble, the Shadow Child has favored me in the past enough to save my life… so if anything, it was an educated gamble.

The Shadow jumped into the air as if weightless and slowly, like a piece of paper floating downwards, he descended right above me, horizontal against the wall. His pale eye gleamed somewhat brighter as he laughed hard enough to shake the entire ship.

I knew it, I knew it! He kicked into the air, floating just above the deck. Only my best friend could kick that mean, mean Smee´s butt… He then pouted like… well, like a child would. „...but I wanted to do it.“

„There´s still Captain Hook, though, isn´t there?“ I asked carefully. It seemed to have cheered the child up.

Yes! Yes! Even better! He waved at me with his hat. „I will go now… watch out for the Ticking Crocodile!“

With that, he was gone.

„Ticking Crocodile?“ Don cocked her head to the side. „Didst they mean Manager Esquire?“ She pondered. Meanwhile, Outis took a more direct approach – she pressed me against the wall.

„Explain yourself! What was that thing?“

„I don´t know for sure…“ I stuck a hand into my pocket where the stone that summoned him back in Calw rested. It was freezing cold to the touch, because no matter what, it never grew even a little warm. „...but if my assumption is correct… that abnormality is what´s become of my only friend.“

The wind carried a distant melody to my ears that brought forth bitter tears. The notes of Legend of Zelda´s iconic main theme, played on a lone, weeping flute.

I wasn´t safe from questioning inside either. Hours and hours of various Sinners trying to get any more information about my past out of me passed by. Luckily, I was used to stubbornly guarding each and every piece of me and their patience was fortunately finite, even on the otherwise uneventful journey to the next, and possibly final, set of coordinates… until we were inevitably dragged along the waves towards the Pallid Whale, that is.

„Hey, the radar's caught something. It's… large. Fixed size.“

Faust approached Outis who was standing next to the navigation screen. „That is very close to the center of the coordinates.“

„Then that dot on the radar has to be…“

„…The Lobotomy Corp. Branch of District 21.“ Gregor finished for Outis.

„I'm going out for some air.“

I didn´t want to let her go on her own, but going myself would ring several alarm bells for the people around me. Instead, I sent Fawkes in. Though unsure of the world outside, he did do as I commanded him. He stood by her like a protective pillar as she muttered to herself.

She did end up petting his large head, so I hoped he was able to provide some solace at least.

„Ah… There it is. Our destination, the Lobotomy Corp. Branch of U Corp.“ Vergilius said as the large structure came into view. To say that the pale membranes that covered it were disgusting was a gross understatement.

„Ho. Creepy.“ Ryoshu smiled, while every other Sinner froze at the sight.

„That's… the Lobotomy Corp. Branch?“ Gregor asked, not so sure about it.

„We are as close as it is physically possible to be to the center of the area delineated by the coordinates. The structure's size and appearance match the intel we received as well.“

Ishmael returned inside, trembling. Not even Fawkes could offset the dread that has overtaken her.

„I observe the Lobotomy Corp. logo between the white materials.“ Meursault confirmed, tone somehow more flat and hollow than usual.

„What the hell happened here?“ Gregor asked.

„Pilot said that the last thing that the Twinhook Pirates said before leaving this place was… 'The Calamity is coming', wasn't it?“

„The Pallid Whale.“ I nodded. „Or as it´s known in the source material – Moby Dick.“

„It sure makes the place look sickly.“ Heathcliff nodded along in agreement.

Sinclair shivered at the realization that entered all of our minds. „Then… Pilot's team is already…“

„We should consider them lucky if they haven't been turned into Mermaids…“ Outis patted his shoulder.

„So the Calamity was…“ Dante paused themselves. I haven´t even realized how quiet they have become over the course of the journey. It was almost as if they have surrendered themselves to the waves of the Lake, letting the winds carry them whenever.

„It won't matter how careful you are. At the Great Lake, the Calamities will always find you. The laws of the Great Lake don't apply to them… making it impossible to predict their patterns.“ Ishmael said solemnly, recalling the events of the past it seemed like.

Vergilius stood up, walking to the controls. „And now's the time to row your way into the ruins the Calamity left behind.“ He pointed outside. „Take the skiff to the Lobotomy Corp. Branch. It's on the Lake adjacent to this one. I'll be keeping my distance and watching from this Lake, just in case of an emergency.“

„Isn't that exactly why you should be coming with us?“ Dante questioned.

„Who knows what the guide bud's thinking, eh?“ Gregor shrugged in response. „Come to think of it, why don´t you stay behind, Alighiero? No point in risking your life on that rickety thing over there.“ He pointed to the skiff tied to the side of Mephistopheles. „Especially when, as you put it, you struggled with this part.“

„You´re not wrong…“ I said in response. „There would be a really, really difficult fight, but I did make sure to divert that mess away from us.“ I patted his shoulder reassuringly. „Unless someone pulled something really stupid that I couldn´t anticipate, it´s a non-issue.“

Dante was thinking things over, however. Carefully. For longer than was normal.

„No. Alighiero is coming with us.“

„Dante-“ Faust went to question them, but Dante stopped her. „I can´t explain why, but… it feels like the right thing to do.“

There was no arguing with the decision of the Manager, and so the small engine on the skiff revved gently, and the short, sputtering journey to the Lobotomy Corp. Branch began. I double checked my pockets for belongings.

I had my phone, the speech collar around my neck and the stone in my pocket. The spear and Fawkes were left behind on the ship, mostly because the skiff was very small and besides, I didn´t really know how to properly use the spear.

There was a growing sense of worry among the Sinners as we climbed the pale membrane-enveloped stairs leading up to the Lobotomy Corp. Branch. The closer we got to the entrance, the more reluctant the Sinners' gaits became.

As though they were growing increasingly wary that some unseen enemy could ambush them at any second… even though I told them there wasn´t any serious danger, their minds could not be swayed.

Despite what I told them, they were walking deeper and deeper into the structure, as if compelled by an unseen force. I was reminded of the strange stillness they were held by in K Corp., able to only watch as Samjo prepared to jump into the vat of tears.

Still, I had to try.

„Guys, where are you going?! I told you already, we just need to wait outside!“

They weren´t listening to me at all, just like before. My blood ran cold.

Don Quixote suddenly stopped dead in her tracks. She was looking blankly at a section of the wall, so I knew that she didn´t stop because of me, but I still allowed myself a little breath of relief.

„See anything interesting, kiddo?“ Rodion asked her.

„Here. In the wall.“ She pointed at a figure encrusted in pale membranes.

„Huh…?“

„There is… a person in this wall.“

„GUYS!“ I yelled at them. The second time, they finally turned around. „Oh, thank god you still can hear me… anyway, short recap, yes, they are people. No, there isn´t anything we can do for them. Lastly, the Bough isn´t even here! I told you already and yet you walked in like some… puppets on strings…“

„Compelled by an unseen force… just like her obsession.“ Ishmael muttered. „The very obsession that drove the whole crew of Pequod to madness, chasing after that damned Whale… the same will to subdue still lingers in this pallid membrane.“

„Alighiero is right… we should not have come inside, let alone so deep into the structure.“

I was glad that I was at least able to slap some sense into Ishmael,, because she was the fulcrum around which the rest spun at the moment. Even Dante, the esteemed Manager of Limbus Company was following her step, not the other way around.

That was when an imperceptibly light breeze broke through the silence.

A solitary butterfly.

It moved with grace tinged with fragility, as though it did not fear the weight of silence. It took a moment to gently flutter onto a puddle.

„...That is a butterfly.“ Faust commented at the brilliant blue insect before us.

Ryoshu scoffed. „Hmph, you think any ordinary butterfly would wander into a place like this?“

After a quick respite, the butterfly fluttered its wings and took off once again.

„It's like… the butterfly is asking us to follow.“

„It might be a trap… But we're lost. It's the only thing with any sense of direction we have at the moment.“ Dante nodded.

„I am in agreement. I am… also quite intrigued by the butterfly.“ Yi Sang agreed.

I kept quiet on the origin of the butterfly. We would find out soon enough anyway. We followed the mysterious butterfly deeper into the Lobotomy Corp. Branch. A man with a fishbowl for a head was waiting for us there.

„Quite the arduous journey you've endured.“ He said as the butterfly we were following folded its wings and settled into his sloshing head.

„I didn't expect to find any unharmed survivors…“ Sinclair whispered to Dante.

„No, wait. Is he… a Distortion?“ Dante looked to me. I nodded shortly, eyes not straying away from him. He was my first official introduction to the Team Blue. I had to step carefully. The more stupid and mundane I appeared, the better.

Heathcliff pointed at the materialized person in front of us with his bat. „Oi, clockhead. You friends with that bowlhead?“

„A Distortion? Like… that Bingbong's Bar & Fryers owner from earlier?“ Gregor asked in a hushed voice. I facepalmed.

„Gregor, it was Eunbong´s… it´s not been that long ago. I agree, though, that dude´s weird.“

„I see that many of you are rather flummoxed by my appearance. This is but one of the many ways one may choose to understand the journey that is the world. So, please do not be so wary.“

„Oooh… Thy head… splishes and sploshes so.“ Don said, mesmerized by the water in his head.

„Under the night sky where the stars have gone out, I await the coming dawn.“ He said, small waves breaking the calm of the water´s surface. „Call me Rim.“

Yi Sang nearly spoke up, but Outis has beaten him to it. „We're not here to introduce ourselves. So why don't we cut to the chase. Explain yourself. You must have some reason for coming to this mad place.“

In the absence of response, she continued. „We didn't see any other boat than our own by the docks of this structure. So explain how you-“

„I have no need of ships should I wish to cross the ocean. I am simply here to have a look at all of you.“

„So we´re just some sort of a traveling circus to you? Cheap entertainment? That´s a new low.“

„You say so as if there were no other onlookers and puppeteers on this voyage that you know of. But truth is seldom so simple, isn´t it?“

He´s had me figured out from the start. The implications have not done any good for my psyche, that´s for sure. At least there weren´t any mermaids to interrupt that lovely spar of a chat.

„You are those who follow the bough's golden ray… and yet… you are not following your trusty compass. I wonder why that is…“

It was hard to tell if he was looking at me or not. He had no eyes to estimate and his bulbous head was quite large.

„Regardless, we all have paths to follow… only those who are lost are allowed to wander. Because when all is lost… then all is found.“

„We? Who are you talking about?“ Ryoshu suddenly stepped in front of me, hand lightly over her sword. It wasn´t the only time she did that, but it felt… different somehow. More intentional.

I found comfort in that.

„We are those who watch all, those who bide the time. Those who will be sovereigns of a Star.“ Rim said. „Yet, we are those who cannot all embody the same Star.“

Sinclair gasped, looking at something, but I could not tell at all what it was, nor did I remember.

„Those who watch, you say…“ Yi Sang shot a silent gaze in Rim's direction. „Rim. Have you also watched the breaking of the League, then? Have you any idea of what fate has befallen our old fellows?“

„I do.“

„Yet you have done… naught but observe?“

It was an accusatory question, burning like hot coals, made to burn that much hotter when Rim did not answer right away.

„Is he one of your old… friends, Yi Sang?“ Hong Lu asked him.

„A part of my life that you have witnessed afore. One of those who left when the League of Nine scattered into the winds. You have last uttered to me that you would journey to the ocean, yet…“

Rim nodded, as well as a crystalline ball half-filled with water could. „Indeed, I was one of them. Once. I shall answer your question, Yi Sang. You ask whether I have done naught but watch? That is a question born of vacuity. For you, the League is dead. Yet, for some, its death was but a beginning.“

„I am certain that you are… well aware of that yourself. When does something end? When does something begin? The distinction is arbitrary and signifies naught.“

„The shattering of the League was a beginning for Brother Young-ji as well.“

„I see… You have cast it aside long, long time ago.“ Yi Sang replied, eyes cast downwards.

„My eyes were simply opened to the stem of this world. The singular, yet all-important stem. Once your eyes are opened to it… everything else becomes… As hollow as the fall of wilted petals.“

„I just need to know one thing.“ Ishmael said, stepping forth. „If… the Golden Bough is inside the Whale that devoured this place… And if the Golden Boughs can really… somehow… counteract the Pallidification effects…“

Her breathing was quick and light. She couldn't even finish her sentence.

„It can be said that, indeed, what you believe, what you wish to be true, is correct.“

Rim´s words had an immediate, profound effect on Ishmael. „...I see.“

„I hope I have been a useful signpost to you all.“ Rim said, addressing everyone at once.

„To where do you seek to depart again?“ Yi Sang asked him.

„I was once a mere pond who only knew where the sea, the rivers, and the City were. Now I seek to reach there with my wings. That is all.“

A question rattled against the cage of my brain. I had to ask, even if that meant revealing a touch too much.

„Rim… you say you once knew of the rivers… are there streams that run past the confines of this world, as it were?“

„No. There are rivers that run in this world and they are confined to it, much like the people are. There are, however, beings far greater than anything there is to know.“

As I went to question him further, he replied on his own.

„You´ve already met one – you bear its Sign.“

I wished I have not asked him about it at all.

„Stop right there… You know too much! Think we're about to let you leave, just like that?“ Outis snapped at him, but Rim remained calm.

„Pity. Try as you might to hold me now, I flow betwixt your fingers. Well, then…“ With that, he stepped into the puddle… and disappeared into its depths.

When Rim left, much shambling was heard, as if stationary guards in a castle have moved to deal with the intruders at once.

„It can be deduced that it was his influence that kept the Mermaids at bay.“ Meursault commented as he chopped through the mermaids with well-placed strikes of his gauntlets. I was very glad that dante decided to bring their PDA and identity cards with them, otherwise we´d be screwed as hell.

„But why?“ Rodya asked, doing her best to keep the Mermaids at bay.

„I can only theorize that their primal sense of certain ebbs and flows of energy remained even as their reason eroded.“ Faust replied. She had much easier time with her zweihander that offered her a nice long reach, even though she was absorbing a lot of damage which I wasn´t looking forward to experiencing.

That was when the last Mermaid of that wave fell dead.

„You're saying that he scared 'em off or something?“ Gregor cleaned mermaid muck from his glasses by rubbing them against his shirt which wasn´t that much cleaner either.

„Sinclair, on his forehead, there was-“ Dante started, but Sinclair understood immediately.

„Yeah.“

„That Rim guy… If he's got that mark… You think he's in cahoots with the flying blue kid from before?“ Rodion asked.

„It´s been more or less confirmed, but-“ I noticed something peeking from Sinclair´s pocket that gave me a pause. „Ehm… Sinclair, what´s that thing in your pocket there?“ I asked, squinting at the edge. He immediately froze.

„Ugh… I told you it was a bad idea from the get go!“ He yelled at Heathcliff in an unusual fit of anger. Looking between his anxious face and Heathcliff´s guilty one. I paused.

Then I started laughing, confusing just about everyone.

„Don´t tell me…. don´t tell me, Heathcliff, that I gave you one, just a SINGLE one, exceedingly simple thing to NOT do… and you just… you blew it in totality... for goddamn HAIR COUPONS?!?!!“

Notes:

I can hardly believe I was able to condense this chapter as much as I have, this chapter was looking like a 10k business initially... anyway, tune in next time for the Bizarre Adventures with Mr. Hair Coupon.

Chapter 20: F.U.B.A.R.

Summary:

Facing off against an insurmountable foe, Alighiero is faced with a difficult choice: What matters most? Their life... or their dignity?

Notes:

Warning: This particular chapter does get more intense. Do be conscious that this fic is rated M. However, the core premise IS crack so if that isn´t the type of content you want to see, you can skip the part where the warnings apply.

Trigger warning: sexual themes, implied sex work/adult entertainment, canon-typical violence, blood

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

„I-I thought...“

„OH, so you THOUGHT?“ I threw my hands in the air in utter disbelief of Heathcliff. „Well let me tell you what the exact cost of your glorious thinking is…The Big Brother of the Middle… Fucking Ricardo of the Middle Finger Himself, the Single Most Vain Asshole in these waters is who you just so happened to royally piss off.“

„Wow… great thinking, Heathcliff.“ Hong Lu smiled at him, though just below the happy expression was the thick layer of dread, just barely rearing up its terrified head.

Under slightly different circumstances, the little verbal spat would´ve probably devolved into a proper brawl. However, sudden shaking of the platform made everyone reconsider.

„Let´s get out of here!“ Dante commanded. I stuck to the very back of the group.

Said group has stopped just shy of the entrance. Water has splashed in from the outside, wetting the stairs and turning the fleshy membrane into a slippery deathtrap for anyone who didn´t thread with extreme caution.

„W-what madness is this?!“ Don cried as she slipped and fell on her face.

Meursault was following hot on her heels and graciously picked her up by the back of her shirt and coat while looking ahead. „I observe multiple ships on the horizon, beyond the wall of mist. None of their silhouettes resemble Mephistopheles.“

„It´s possible they have yet to see the Manager or Alighiero. We could hide you down here, endure whatever is thrown our way and wait to be brought back.“ Outis promptly suggested.

„W-wait! Look around!“ Heathcliff pointed at the standing water puddles on the platform. „The water level… it'll be up to our britches any minute! We don´t know how long the whole thing will take and if Dante or Alighiero drown, we´re fucked.“

It was as Heathcliff said. When we first got to this branch, the water level was quite low… but the water had risen high enough that the waves were lapping at the platform we were standing on.

„It's high tide. It appears that this Lake's water levels rise and fall depending on the time of day.“

The appreciation of Faust´s analysis was short-lived, as something flew our way and wedged itself in the wall of the Lobotomy Corp. Branch.

„They have launched something in our direction.“

„Brace for impact! Here comes another!“

Harpoons started piercing the front wall and the floor of the structure. All at an angle for ease of sliding down with their hooks on the ropes attached to those very harpoons.

„Agh…“ In anger, Ryoshu parried a number of the harpoons back with the back of her sheathed sword, but there were just too many of them.

„It's those Twithook Pirates again, huh… Gotta say, I can respect their tenacity.“ Gregor said, chewing on the unlit cigarette between his teeth. His hand searched his pockets for a lighter, but he found it was out of fluid.

„Those trash are here only thanks to your very stubborn vengeance, no doubt.“ Outis barked at Ishmael.

I sighed. „He doesn´t care about Smee enough to pull up with all that fanfare. It would be just the pirates if that was the sole reason. The coupons were the crux of all this… and the pirates tagged along for revenge, but they would come regardless.“

I stepped back, deeper inside of the structure, as deep as the water would allow. „With a bit of luck, all I´ll have to do is stay put in here while you stall Ricardo, dying a thousand deaths which I will inevitably suffer along with you… And I sure hope that the Elder makes it here before Ricardo decides to smash Dante´s head into pieces.“

Dante looked at me in silence.

„If you are expecting a strategy from me for dealing with that fuck… no. There isn´t a single combination that guarantees a win. Because you can´t win. All you can do is buy us time with every try because Ricardo is in it for the fun of it. Good luck.“

„Ha ha, now ye know why they call us the Twinhooks!“ I heard the pirates call from the upper section as the Sinners left. I didn´t have a single usable weapon on me – even if I still had the swiss knife, the blade of it was gone and fighting Mermaids with a corkscrew didn´t seem like a sane idea even in the worst of circumstances. So I waited, as the water level rose up, little by little.

The pirates didn´t last long, of course, but they weren´t the actual threat standing in our way.

„We're fending them off somehow, but… something tells me this is nowhere close to the worst of it.“

„That ship in the middle sure is eye-catching.“ I heard Hong Lu say to Dante.

I hoped I would not have to think of its purple decor or of the tall man clad in equally purple, opulent fur with purple sunglasses and hot pink hair. Or hear the rattle of heavy chainlinks they wore wrapped around their forearms and necks in place of weapons. But thanks to Heathcliff, that dream melted into an actual nightmare.

„Uh… oh… T-that guy, standing there at the center…“ Rodya rarely ever showed that much fear and anxiety. There was no doubt about who she was looking at.

„That weird guy up there? He's been posing like that over there ever since this whole mess started.“

„Posing? That's not what I'm talking about, Dante…“

I clamped my hands over my ears. I didn´t want to hear all that mess. Instead, I looked at the water below, slowly splashing back and forth. The surface was steadily rising, but not so quickly that I would need to move for at least a few more minutes. Eventually, though, I had to move and I needed my hands for that.

The first words that reached my ears belonged to a man with an almost ear-bleeding, booming voice. It didn´t help he was accompanied by loud EDM beats.

„All right. How was the warmup?“

„Big Bro's givin' y'all time for a warmup! Appreciate it!“ One of his henchemen added.

Luckily, the noisy background perfectly covered my slight ascend on the slippery, membrane-covered stairs. The unfortunate reality however began to dawn on me. My clothes were getting very soaked. Then again, hypothermia would at least in theory knock me out before killing me, so at least there was that to look forward to.

Ricardo definitely wouldn´t give me that kind of treatment and neither would the mermaids.

„He's wearing Sunglasses? In this gloomy weather?“ Dante´s ticking almost made me laugh and blow my cover. Almost.

„All hands. Prepare for battle.“ I heard Outis say just before I shut my ears to the slaughter that would inevitably follow. I didn´t want to hear them fumble at negotiations. I didn´t want to hear them get killed, over and over in gradually more cruel ways. My body felt every sting and scrape and gash and slam… over and over… but the pain never lessened, not for a moment. Then the blood began to pour down the stairs… the Sinners´ blood.

The only thing that changed was my attitude towards the inevitability and futility of pushing back against that brick wall.

And so I sat there, curled up, shaking, clothes soaked with cold seawater. Though I clasped my hands over my ears, I could not shut out the violent rushing of my heart that thundered in my chest to the point of pain. I tried breathing deeply, just to keep some semblance of calm… and that was when I saw something move in the murky waters that were once again lapping at my feet. The blood has reached the waters below and attracted hungry monsters living in its depths.

The fact that I had nothing to defend myself with instantly became extremely worrying. I looked around for something, anything that could be used… and I found a rusty pipe. Not the most covert of weapons, but it wasn´t like I had many choices if I wanted to live.

Thunk

I tore the pipe from its pallidified spot, hitting a wall on the other side of the narrow stairwell. The sound must´ve pissed off the mermaid because it lunged at me, claws first… only to get the very same pipe showed into its teeth-filled maw as I pushed it back to the water from whence it came with all the strength I had. I had to lose my only weapon in order to make the mermaid leave me alone, but I considered that a resounding win.

Unfortunately, there was a wave of profound silence worming its way down the stairwell. The music stopped. So much for being covert.

„Boss, there´s another one! Down here!“

The pipe which I believed to be my only way to escape death has become a bell, and its toll spelled my funeral. There was nowhere to run and no amount of training would have strengthened me to be able to 1v1 Ricardo.

In short, shit was fucked.

I had nothing, but my brain to rely on as I faced the hair-obsessed man built of pure muscle and vanity. I was dragged in front of him by his cronies. The previously mostly pale whitish platform was smeared with blood. Most of the Sinners were already dead. The ones left alive were Ishmael, Faust and Dante, but even then, Faust was heavily injured and Ishmael, at her most angriest, was barely able to lean on her harpoon for support.

No…“ I heard Ishmael´s weak voice. Faust was talking to Dante, her head leaning against their shoulder. Against all the dread and obliteration… there was only one thing I could´ve done, one last trick up my sleeve.

„One little duckling snuck away, hm?“ My feet left the ground as his hand grabbed a fistful of my clothes. I was surprised that he bothered to check out my employee card. „Temporary employee? Figures you don´t have enough loyalty in you to sign up full time… you can´t even stand by yer pals.“

He tutted at me. „Should´ve stayed in the City ponds.“ He squeezed my neck till I saw splotches of darkness cloud my vision. And that was precisely when I pulled out the very last joker.

„H-harder… da-daddy…“

He released me as if I burned his hand.

„WHADDAFUCK!!!“

Heaving and coughing I rubbed my sore throat. „Is that… not to your liking?“ I looked up at him with the saddest, most pathetic eyes I could´ve muster. „I distinctly remember the contract said… strong preference... for lopsided power dynamics…“

„Contract? What contract?“ He asked, scrunching his face in half-apprehension, half-confusion.

I rose to my feet slowly, putting on a very distinct persona. „The job... You know, the one you paid premium for, birthday boy?“ I slowly ran my hand through my hair, painstakingly slowly dragging it down my neck, slightly pulling the coat off my shoulders, not tearing my eyes away from his for even a second.

As I did that, I tried to not think of the people who were watching my every move, utterly speechless.

„My birthday was… a while ago… and I... I didn´t order anything… did I? “ Ricardo whispered to the guy next to him, who just shook his head.

I closed my eyes and sighed dramatically. „Ahhhh… I must have the wrong guy then… my bad. Can you blame me, though? The contract clearly states „U Corp´s own Big Brother with the most Luscious Hairdo“… I wasn´t aware that description fit more than one person.“

„Can I see this contract?“

I started frantically searching my very soaked pockets for a piece of paper that definitely never existed in any of them. „Haaah… blasted mermaid must´ve snatched it… now I´m definitely not getting the ship-rental deposit back… darn it… I knew I should´ve asked for those 7 billion Ahn upfront.“

„Seven billion?“ He blinked at me, intrigued. „For what?“

I clapped my hands with a smile. „The performance, of course! Why else would a sane person row through the Lake to this godforsaken place?“ I spun around. „You´re looking at the top notch dancer and personal entertainer. Now, I don´t typically do this kinda stuff off-shore, let alone in the middle of bum-fuck nowhere, but... when the price is right... it´s really difficult to say no, y´ know?“ I sauntered little closer to him, showing off my body like I was some kind of a blue-ribbon pampered poodle. „So I grabbed a crew of bodyguards from the mainland, dressed up as a temp employee to not draw too much attention, then waited in the designated spot and everything… but I´m getting the feeling that it might´ve been a scam all along… what a mess.“ I shook my head at him.

He shook his head in disbelief and laughed. „Some bodyguards that bunch are… so it´s you who is the actual top dog in ´ere?“

„You could say that…“ Before he went to kill me I raised my hands up protectively. „Look, I get that whatever shenanigans these idiots pulled really rubbed you the wrong way… I will not argue with you, it is my responsibility to answer for their… horrendous transgressions… but since I´m already here, why not let me make this whole business worth your time twice over, hm?“ I lightly pulled on the top three buttons of my shirt until thy came undone.

„...I´m listening.“

Jackpot.

„You´ll get a free premium-grade performance since my actual client failed to show up… and once that is done… you can do whatever you wanna do… to me and my pack of useless circus monkeys... how ´bout that?“

He rubbed his chin as his eyes hungrily passed over my body. I´ve seen the same look in the eyes of men and women countless times to know that he took the bait. „Hmmm… you do raise some very strong points… say, what´s your name? I get the sense that „Alighiero“ is part of the... cover you mentioned.“

I laughed softly. „Well, since you asked so nicely… it´s Zorro. No one in the City knows me by my real name, but… since you´re probably going to end my life here, someone might as well know.“ I whispered to him with half-lidded eyes and a cheeky smile.

„Well then… go ahead… show me what is worth that amount of money.“ He said, taking off his sunglasses and licking his lips.

I turned around, doing all I could to not appear at all disgusted even as I kind of wanted to puke… both because of Ricardo and the gruesome scenery… and pulled out my phone. It didn´t take long at all to search up the specific song I decided on.

I silently cursed Heathcliff under my breath as I handed my phone to Dante.

„Just hold this and don´t drop it, ´kay?“ I said to them, trying to sound like their superior. I quickly looked beyond the platform. A cloud of mist was slowly nearing us.

Couple more minutes was all the time we needed.

I winked at them as I tapped the play button on the screen and walked over bodies of Sinners to the rhythm of the music that began blaring from the small device…

I like it, like it
I like it, like it
I like it, like it
I, I like it, like it
I like it, like it
I like it, like it
I like it, like it

...until I reached the optimal spot to perform.

(Na-na-na-na, c'mon)
I like it, like it
(Na-na-na-na, c'mon)
I, I like it, like it
(Na-na-na-na-na, c'mon)
I like it, like it
(Na-na-na-na-na, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon)
(Na-na-na-na-na)

Swaying to the music I unbuttoned few of the bottom buttons and tied my shirt into a knot to show off my midriff. If I was going to pull off a NAT 20 bardic seduction, I had to commit fully. Then it was truly my time to shine.

Feels so good being bad (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
There's no way I'm turning back (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)...

I strutted ahead with confidence I definitely didn´t have, channeling my inner Rodion. Then stopped with a slow body roll…

...Now the pain is my pleasure 'cause nothing could measure
(Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

...that flowed into a bend-over and gradual roll back up, rocking my hips to the beat.

Love is great, love is fine (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Out the box, outta line (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

I approached one of his goons, fingers trailing over his chest as looked into his eyes with hunger I didn´t feel and drew him towards me before pushing him away in a retreat...

The affliction of the feeling leaves me wanting more
(Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

...leaving him dissatisfied and yearning… classic carrot-on-the-stick.

'Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me

I tried my best to not think about the lyrics of the song and the implications they brought forth. As long as my little distraction dance worked as intended, it would be nothing but a horribly embarrassing memory to laugh at later.

Na-na-na-na, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
I like it, like it
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon
I like it, like it

At least for the time being, Ricardo´s eyes were following my every move – all things considering, that was a good thing.

I was on my knees sliding around in that fish-stinking, slippery mess. The smell alone would have me gagging if I wasn´t used to less-than-sanitary conditions in my last place of work… which was somehow worse than the flesh-covered, blood-smeared surface under me.

Surprisingly, its slimy nature made dancing easier, which was… not something I expected.

Just one night full of sin (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Feel the pain on your skin (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Tough, I don't scream mercy
It's your turn to hurt me, yeah
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

As I danced even closer to Ricardo, one of his more enthusiastic men threw loose chain at me – which I caught and used it like a really bad substitution for a feather boa.

If I'm bad, tie me down (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Shut me up, gag and bound… me (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
'Cause the pain is my pleasure
Nothing comes better, yeah
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

'Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me…

I unwound the chain from around my neck and threw it around Ricardo´s neck instead, as I looked into his burning eyes.

Oh, I love the feeling you bring to me
Oh, you turn me on
It's exactly what I've been yearning for
Give it to me strong...

Regardless, I proceeded to slowly let the chain slide out of my hands as I stepped away from him, shaking my ass around like my life depended on it… because it did.

...And meet me in my boudoir
Make my body say ah, ah, ah
I like it, like it

With each „ah“ was followed by a thrust of my hips. I didn´t dare tear my eyes away from his gaze even for a moment, adding desperate, lustful expressions into the whole act. I had to turn my back eventually if I wanted to appear as confident as the music suggested, though. I made sure to not let the heat lower for even a moment, though, squeezing my butt as I went and turned my head around at him, trying to look as needy as possible.

'Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it (Yeah)
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me (Uh-huh)

I spun around on the slippery ground before dropping on one knee, flipping my hair around and bashing the ground. Then, like a cat on a prowl I crawled towards him on all-fours.

Na-na-na-na, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
I like it, like it
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon
I like it, like it
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon
I like it, like it
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon
I like it, like it (Like it)

I held his eyes in mine the entire time and I could tell, he wasn´t just hooked.

He was aware of getting hooked and thrilled about it.
I leaned back on my heels until I could get up to my feet, rising from a back bend. I knew it would hurt like a motherfucker later, but to be fair, it could have very easily be the last thing I´ve ever done so I did not spare a single muscle in my body.

S-S-S and M-M-M
S-S-S and M-M-M
S-S-S and M-M-M (Oh)
S-S-S and M-M-M

I ended the routine standing in front of Ricardo with the most „come here and fuck me yourself, little man“ look I could muster, sweaty, hot and honestly, kind of bothered… which definitely wasn´t part of the plan, but at least I didn´t have to pretend... if I needed to.

There still was no sign of the Indigo Elder. Was I wrong? Was it really just a regular cloud of mist?

The panic gauge in my head was steadily rising as I breathed heavily. And then Ricardo started clapping with a wide-ass grin on his face.

„HA HA HA! Bravo! That was actually worth my time… of course I´ll still have to kill you but oh, what a performance… very nice. You know what, I´ll save you for the last… and maybe I´ll play a little more before I snap your neck…“

He turned to Dante, cracking his neck, side to side.

„Now, for the more boring, run-of-the-mill business. I call this move clock bashing!“

„No…! Dante! Run! Get out of here!“ Ishmael grabbed onto Ricardo´s leg, refusing to let him come any closer to Dante.

„Aww, that clock fella's gotta be someone so very precious to you, hmm? Just look at her, hanging onto my leg… after all that beating and bleeding...“ Ricardo laughed at her, cruelty in his eyes.

„Not the manager… No! Not Dante! Not Dante!

I saw Dante reach up their head towards the button that would be end of both of us and my blood ran cold. I couldn´t move, not even to shake my head to stop them.

Suddenly, a distant sound rang through the air. A small laugh of relief found its way on my face as I looked into the mist. There was a fuzzy silhouette of a man, riding on a small skiff. Ricardo noticed him too.

„But why?“ He stared at the man on the skiff who was steadily rowing to our position. A giant harpoon was attached to the bow of the skiff. Then, with less sound than a whistle, something flew in the direction of Ricardo and pierced his shoulder with a wet, cracking sound – a harpoon.

One powerful shockwave later, the figure jumped and crossed the very much not jump-able distance, landing on the platform. Despite his age, the Elder landed gracefully, like a cat.

Ricardo stumbled and fell to his knees with his shoulder skewered.

„Haah… You!“ He yelled at the Elder.

The Elder´s arm was surrounded by rings of a familiar, warm light.

„You old geezer… thought you were out there, fishing… what, you think you're some hot shit now that they made you a Color? Just because you hunted the Marlin Whale? Are you challenging the Middle to a hunt us like we're some Whale? That it?“

„You're not the kind of idiot that would attack me without knowing the consequences.“ Ricardo growled at the Elder, but the latter regarded his outburst as nothing more than meowing of a tiny, fussy kitten.

„The Middle is no different from a Whale, hm. But that's not why I am here.“ He looked at the pallid membranes enveloping the former L Corp. Branch. „I'm just after a fish that got away.“

„Ha… ha ha… 'Course you are… I'm sure there's no need for me to remind you that the Middle never forgets.“

„Feel free to write me down in the remaining margins of that nasty little book, if you wish.“ The Elder replied, tugging the harpoon lodged in Ricardo´s shoulder.

„Hngh…“

With a disgusting wet crunch, his shoulder gave in and the harpoon was dislodged… while still very much attached to a bug chunk of his shoulder.

„Those that do not bend… break.“

Well, that was certainly a thing to say in front of someone who was just minutes ago bending all over the place.

„Not bad. Would you like to give it another try?“

I quietly wondered if all Colors were naturally so good at shit-eating grins to accompany their badass one-liners or if that was something they were bestowed with when getting the title of a Color.

„…Fine, fine! I'll leave for now. But… don't you forget…“ His still-hungry eyes turned to me. „The Middle remembers. It doesn't matter what happened here; the Middle will remember everyone and everything that dared to turn their back on it.“

Yup, that was definitely ominous as fuck. Good thing I didn´t plan to stay in PM verse forever because hot damn, I would not last long… in a fight or otherwise.

„And the Middle always pays its debts. In whichever form…“

At last, his goons carried him away to his own ship. I could finally breathe freely and unknot my shirt to regain at least some of my dignity before Dante brought the rest of the Sinners back. The Elder approached Dante with assured step.

„I'm looking for the fish that consumed this structure. Are you also here to fish?“

Needless to say, I was happy to be back inside Mephistopheles in a dry change of clothes. I was so exhausted I didn´t bother to fully scrub the smell of fish and blood off my body... not that anyone seemed to mind, least of all Fawkes who already smelled like a wet dog.

„This was unexpected of you, Faust. For you of all Sinners to be the one to bring aboard a 'big shot' to our humble abode.“

If I wasn´t so tired I would´ve gone up to Vergilius and whacked him with rolled up newspapers or something… but alas he got lucky. Meursault has discarded the last newspapers after reading through it and finding nothing worth reading a second time.

„Tsk, do you have any idea how many times that prick killed us? The least you could do is-“

„Yes… that reminds me. I'll have to re-open my personal consultation hours for a certain kleptomaniac among us.“

On a second thought, maybe Vergilius could keep his head unwhacked. I was more angry with Heathcliff. Giving Ricardo a show like that definitely warranted an I.O.U. the size of the Australia.

„According to Alighiero he is indispensable to the completion of this mission… and I am in agreement with that notion as well.“

„And why is that?“

„Because I am the only one who can hunt that Pallid Whale.“ The Elder answered in mine and Faust´s stead.

„…Of course you are. The Indigo Elder.“

Don was happily swaying back and forth in her seat, unbothered by the quiet distaste Vergilius held towards the Indigo Elder.

„I heard that you were wandering the Great Lake to hunt its Whales. And last I heard, you hunted one of the five Calamities, the All-impaling Marlin Whale.“

„… Hrm.“ The old man grunted. It was neither a confirmation nor a denial, but that was probably just what he was like.

„The information we are privy to suggests that the Golden Bough was devoured by the Pallid Whale of the Five Calamities, normally observed in the Outskirts.“ Faust said calmly.

„...Hm. Of course. That's how these things always tend to flow.“ Vergilius rolled his tired eyes in a way that made me question why he wasn´t up in the kitchen brewing himself a cup of coffee or something.

„We've wasted much time, so I'll be blunt. I wish to hunt the Pallid Whale.“ The Elder said at last.

„Yes. And time's all we have.“ Vergilius nodded his head in agreement.

„Moreover, we know where the Whale is headed. And I am certain that you have spent a significant amount of time observing and learning that Whale to hunt it.“

The Indigo Elder simply nodded to Faust´s keen observation.

„I've got a plan.“ Ishmael suddenly said. „And I'll do anything to make it work. Even if you want me there only as bait. And this is how we'll do it.“

As Ishmael explained in detail to everyone how she planned to sail into the Whale through its mouth, I started to wonder… Dante didn´t need to breathe. The Sinners could be brought back with relative ease, but me? I was bound to die if we went with that plan, meaning everyone would be destined to die.

From those facts sprung a single, undeniable truth: Ishmael has already decided that I wouldn´t be going with them.

The crowd fell silent when Ishmael finished explaining her plan.

„You're mad. All that thrashing's finally sent you off the deep end.“ Heathcliff shook his head, eyebrows raised.

Ishmael frowned, not even looking at him. „I'm just going there for my mission. And the Golden Bough just happens to be in the same direction. I'll leave it up to you…“

She briefly paused then shook her head. „Well, to the manager, since their decision matters the most. This Company, me… We're both just trying to find a way to reach our goals. That's all this is.“

I pondered if that really was true. Sure, I did end up saving or at least trying to save the people who happened to be on the chopping block. But the line between doing it for solely my benefit and doing it because it was the right thing to do… was becoming blurrier and blurrier each day. Then there were the people I didn´t even bother trying to save… not that Faust could warn the Before Team about the Pallid Whale or Middle´s involvement even if I told her… but I was the one who made the decision not to tell her.

As if I had the right to decide who lives and who does not.

„Besides, does anyone have a better idea?“ She looked at me briefly. I shook my head after returning her look.

„No. Can't agree to that. We're making a mistake by even entertaining that barmy idea.“ Heathcliff protested, but it was pointless. The decision was already made.

„I must ask you one last thing.“ Indigo Elder turned to Vergilius. „Will you join us to fish, Red?“

Vergilius blinked at the Elder slowly. „I'm not experienced or particularly skilled at hunting marine life… and I have other, more important concerns that prevent me from joining. So, no. Unless the worst comes to pass, I will not take part.“

He didn´t have to elaborate on what consisted „the worst“ that would make him take part in the hunt. Everyone had a pretty good idea what he meant.

The old man rose from his seat and walked off as though he was about to leave.

„Wait… Wait a moment.“ Outis hurried after the Elder who was walking outside at a leisurely pace. „We don't need the guide. With a proper plan, we are more than capable of completing this mission. To give up so quickly is-“

„I never said I am.“ He replied, making me smile. „This loud, screaming ship won't do in our hunt for the Pallid Whale.“

„Screaming? I didn't think Mephistopheles was that loud.“ Dante protested, but given their clock-for-a-head thing, the Elder didn´t hear their complaint that nobody bothered to translate.

„To hunt it, the boat must remain near and covert. A narrow and sturdy boat is what we need.“

„Huh? So all you needed to hear was that Vergilius wasn't going to help out? Why?“ Gregor questioned, thoroughly confused. He was promptly joined by Rodion.

„Right? This could go much smoother if Vergie was with us.“

Meanwhile, Faust ignored them both, talking to the Elder directly. „We can prepare a boat that fits your specifications, should you request it.“

„That's all right. I'll sail on my own skiff.“ He replied, waving her off.

„That old dinghy? That Whale could split it in two with a light wag of its tail.“

„No. That skiff… It may not look like much, but it is extremely durable.“ Outis explained to Heathcliff who knew about boats and ships about as much as I understood how planes worked.

„I see that X Corp.'s alloys have been used in its construction. That could not have been an easy ingredient to come by.“ Yi Sang commented, visibly impressed by the craftsmanship.

„Ooh… another benefit of having a Color bestowed upon thee, then?! I have heard tale of-“ Don Quixote almost launched a lengthy story, but a single displeased look from the Elder was luckily enough to make her reconsider.

Seeing that there wasn´t anything of consequence I could help the crew with, I stood up, having decided to hide away in the confines of my room. Fawkes cocked his head in confusion at first, quite comfortable lying down under my seat. All the same, as I made way to the back of the bus, he dutifully followed in my steps.

„Alighiero, where are you going?“ I stopped and turned around to face Dante. The Sinners were already leaving.

„To my room. It´s not like I am part of the plan.“ Trying to at least put on a front of not caring about it at all.

„What do you mean you´re not part of the plan? Nobody said that.“

I rolled my eyes. „Dante, I am not a fish. I don´t have gills to breathe underwater... and you can´t turn the clock for me. If I drowned in the Whale everyone else including you would die. Least I can do is not get in the way of fishing.“

„But…“

„You should also get used to not having me around to inform your every decision. I am just a temporary employee, after all.“

They didn´t bother to further dig into the matter. Neither did Vergilius who silently stood by, watching the exchange.

„Alright. Go rest up. We´ll… we´ll talk when we get back.“

I nodded and continued into my room without further distractions. I rested my spear against the wall and plopped onto my bed. Fawkes, smart as he was, hopped in as well, with his big head right over my stomach.

„Yeah buddy… it´s really one of those days… at least we get to rest while everyone else is… busy with the other stuff...“ I mindlessly scratched him behind his ears as he snuggled up closer. As it were, my exhaustion was greater than I anticipated and I was soon fast asleep.

Notes:

I am not at all sorry for what is contained in this chapter. You signed up for crack, you GET the crack. Also, this was one of the more tame choices as far as the song choice goes... just saying.

Chapter 21: Monsters In The Dark

Summary:

As the merry band of Sinners descend into the Whale, Alighiero and Vergilius face the horrors that the Lake spat at them and more.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

D ante´s POV

I saw Ishmael, moments before boarding the skiff swaying next to Mephistopheles. It was her plan, but… I had no way of knowing what she was really thinking.

I had an inkling, yes. And so far, I've been going along with those vague guesses. Vague guesses that led to disasters half of the time and the other half we narrowly avoided thanks to Alighiero. Only one starkly distinct situation burned into my mind, the encounter with the Big Brother of the Middle, remained uncontested.

I hoped I would soon forget what happened there, but part of me subconsciously knew that would not come to pass for whatever reason. Maybe it was the mechanical nature of my head… or maybe just my own paranoia.

Instead of lengthy ruminations, I went to speak with Ishmael. Since the journey has begun, I´ve neglected talking to her, relying on Alighiero to temper her most erratic behaviors. I´ve since come to the conclusion that I was being far too negligent.

„Ishmael. What do you really want?“

„What I really want…“ She gazed into the watery depths below. As a vision came upon me.

She was lifting a body from the waters. A body that torn to pieces. Shattered bones, strips of muscle tissue, flesh… Ishmael trembled with elation before what looked like the Captain's mutilated corpse.

„Ishmael, you-“

„What?“ She blinked at me and the vision disappeared as quickly as it appeared.

„Come on, let's get going.“

We rowed toward the gray Lake as we previously discussed with the Indigo Elder. He took a different route as we were to arrive at separate destinations for our plan.

„Something's floating over there.“ I pointed at a pale spot seemingly floating at the surface of murky grey water. Just as we crossed the threshold, numerous such things jutted out just above the water´s surface.

„Are those… Islands? There's a lot of them.“ Sinclair informed us, uneasy in his seat.

„They may be reefs. Perhaps that is this Lake's challenge…“ Outis mused. „...to navigate it while avoiding them to the best of our abilities.“

„Well, they sure do look rocky. But… They're too big to be called reefs.“

Turning away from Sinclair, I looked at those „reefs“ once again, thoughts stirring in my head. I had a feeling that if Alighiero was with us, they would´ve retorted with an off-hand remark that we were wrong and should steer clear of them… however, they were not around.

Even though their involvement with us was brief, they have made themselves into a reliable advisor and rather pleasant company which I came to miss on the dreary grey waters.

„Do you sense aught, Dante?“ Yi Sang said. „We may attempt to discover a path that does not lead into an area cluttered with such obstacles, yet that would require us to hazard a path unknown. It may lead to this plan's ruin.“

Though his words were a far cry from what I imagined Alighiero would say, he wasn´t wrong. Our paths were seldom calm, even following Alighiero´s advice.

„If you can sense even the most general direction of the Golden Bough, please relay it to me. I can use that to approximate its location.“ Faust interrupted my train of thought. „I can assure you a degree of accuracy, now that we have with us additional data provided by the Indigo Elder.“

„Huh? Why couldn't you have just been our magic compass to begin with, clockhead?“ Heathcliff grumbled.

„They are able to do this only under the peculiar conditions of the Great Lake, which has very few in the way of obstacles.“

Faust immediately began to explain in detail how and why I could do it.

„The urban areas of the City are dense with structures, both high and low, and into the underground. The higher population density also complicates matters. Considering that Dante can detect the Golden Bough only in close proximities, considering that there may be insurmountable obstacles in our way, their sense will not be of much help there.“

It was a cold and detached explanation, befitting Faust´s ways. I found myself sorely missing Alighiero´s input. While they sometimes lacked the same level of clarity, their down-to-earth nature was comforting even in the most dire of situations. Almost as if they spoke out on behalf of feelings I could not express myself.

Heathcliff muttered something under his breath in annoyance, but otherwise settled down.

„So that's why… that's why I can faintly feel the Golden Bough here, even when it is still far away…“ I raised my finger and pointed toward the general direction of that vague feeling.

„Confirmed. We will turn the ship around in that direction.“

Ishmael wordlessly steered the ship according to Faust's words. We grew ever nearer to an island… or a reef… a heavy silence descended upon the Sinners...

Oh.“ …until Ishmael gasped with a sudden realization. „It's this Lake.“ There was an incomprehensible look on her face.

Maybe I saw her unrestrained joy. The joy of finding something she's been searching for so long. That overwhelming, all-consuming happiness made her facial muscles twitch on their own.

Or maybe I saw extreme fear. The fear in the face of destined, unavoidable horror. The Lake's splashing waves hit her trembling face and rolled down her cheeks.

Or, maybe, she was sweating from dread. I simply could not tell.

„Ishmael, do you have any new information to share with us?“ Faust asked her insistently.

„…Yeah. Here… I know what to do from here. I know exactly what to do.“ She said with confidence. „Outis, I can't clearly see what's in front of us from back here. Tell me precisely what you see. Their numbers, their sizes, all of it.“

Outis nodded emphatically and rose from her seat to look ahead. „Trying to avoid the wild currents and find a safe path around these rocks? Understood.“

Even as the ship swayed, she kept her balance.

„About 350 meters ahead. Minuscule, plain patterned, glistening rock. About 500 meters ahead of that is a medium-sized rock. It has a bump on top of it that stands out.“

„Continue.“

„Hm. And not so far ahead from there is a large island with a rough, porous surface… Oh, upon closer inspection, it's like an archipelago of three… four similar islands.“

„Good.“

The two women communicated as if they have always been part of one crew. A small, flickering ember of pride grew somewhere in my chest.
Ishmael began fiddling with the steering gear and the engine's output levers as though something had clicked in her mind.

„…Good. We've made it past the first rock.“ Outis nodded, her eyes never straying from the rocks ahead.

„Its texture was a bit… different from that of a normal rock, wasn't it?“ I heard Hong Lu comment as we passed said rock.

„G.E. That's not the texture of a rock. Or even soil.“ Ryoshu nodded. I could see that her hand twitched around the handle of her blade.

„We just passed the second one.“ Outis called from the front.

„Oi, what's so weird about the texture? I can't see over the big boy and the long one.“ Heathcliff shifted around uncomfortably.

„Hmph. That there… is a living, breathing thing.“ Ryoshu nodded towards the rock right in front of us.

What?

Heathcliff´s panic was palpable.

„…Wait“ In addition to Heathcliff, Outis was also on edge all of sudden. „Swabbie! Watch where you're steering this ship! We're going to crash into that third rock at this rate!“

Ishmael was smiling, not altering the course in the slightest. „And that's what I'm going to do, Outis. That's where we get off.“

„That rock? That creepy, porous rock over there?“ Heathcliff yelled. „Oi, feel free to crash into a rock on your free time, but don't take all of us with you! There's not even a single tree up there, let alone a person. What the bloody hell are we anchoring there for?“

Exasperated sigh marked her reply. „You gotta screw your head on in a different direction in the Great Lake, Heathcliff.“

„What are you talking abou-“

A loud shock and an ear-splitting sound of the skiff scratching and sliding against something cut Heathcliff off.

„Do you even know where you're going, woman?!“

Unlike Heathcliff, Ryoshu was thrilled. Laughing, even. „Oh yes, she knows. Huhu.“

„Wait, that white color… Ishmael?“ Sinclair shook her shoulder as his own face grew paler.

„Yeah. Those aren't islands or rocks.“ She said.

What we thought were islands suddenly rumbled, vibrating, as ground tremors from an earthquake.

 

„They're… all part of a Whale.“ A colossal creature shuddered as it woke from a long slumber.

„Right… I get it. I get it now.“ Heathcliff said, unconvincingly. „All of these 'rocks' were actually Whales. And I get that Mermaids pop out of those pores.“

Most confoundingly, he continued. „But I think it's a loony thing that… Why are we even drawing their ire, huh? We could've just gone around them! What, are you looking to let off some steam? Hankerin' for a game of whack-a-mole all of a sudden? Is that it?“

Ishmael endured his verbal smack-arounds, surprisingly calm and not as annoyed as I thought she would be.

„Of course not. This is just the only method I know.“

„You better be ready to explain what you're talking about.“ Heathcliff, furious… wasn't the only Sinner looking at Ishmael, expecting an explanation.

„Ishmael…“ Naturally, I was among those who wanted answers.

„Haah… I also didn't think I'd actually be doing this…“ She wiped water droplets from her forehead before she spoke. „Well… so there's this legend-like tale-“

„Legend?“

Sinclair´s brief interruption hardly made her pause.

„Each Lake of the Great Lake has its own culture, with many wandering and choosing to call those places their homes. So, naturally, there are as many tales as there are Lakes. But there's that one tale of a certain Lake that is passed down orally from sailor to sailor. Just like the legends of old… the legend of the 'Gloomy Grey Lake of Wafting and Rumbling'. Sailors sang the legend of that Lake, passing it down for years upon years:

Doom, and hew thy veiled path to misty seas.

Begloom, and let Whales draw their pearls in search of pallid hue.

Toom, shall be thy mist-path, heeding the weeping Whales.“

She finished, but it was scarcely enough information for some of us.

„Whatever does that mean?“ Don Quixote asked with twinkling eyes.

„It's simple. Hit the Porous Whales to wake them, draw out and hunt their Mermaids, and the path to the Pallid Whale should clear of the mist.“

Heathcliff, though calmer, remained unconvinced. „Do you really believe that? You expect us to just… believe that hogwash? Blimey, didn't think I'd ever get to say these words before my deathbed, but…“

Are you stupid?“

I recalled Alighiero mentioning that Heathcliff, as stupid as me may have seemed at times, wasn´t. It didn´t make his words any less amusing to others, though. Especially not Rodya who let out a little snort as she covered her mouth to not laugh.

„Haah… Listen. What does waking these Whales up have anything to do with getting rid of that thick fog? It's got to make even a little bit of sense, no?“

„Heathcliff discusses the correlation between actions and consequences. This truly is a rare experience indeed.“ Faust smiled.

„Shut up, smartarse… I'm serious.“

And you think the law that sends Waves after us if we don't cross the borders at the exact right moment makes sense?“ Ishmael asked him. „You think the law that makes us go in circles before reaching our destination, the law that doesn't let us go back the way we came from, makes any sense?

She sighe d.

„I've been telling you this whole time. Common sense has no place in the Great Lake. That's just the way this place works, okay? Just… You just have to accept that.“

Though still opposing her, Heathcliff´s expression changed, as if the very essence of his world molded into the new, only slightly differing shape. „… Fine. I'll give you that. But they're like the laws of the City. As outlandish as they are, they're still strict laws that can be calculated into those variable coordinates or whatnot. What you're blathering here is some vague old song. Am I supposed to believe something so absurd?“

„Yes.“ Ishmael nodded, looking ahead, into the thick mist that surrounded us. „Because I've seen it myself.“

In the growing silence, Ishmael continued. „Years ago, when a young, stupid, but motivated sailor boarded the ship, she had the most unfortunate opportunity of witnessing this very legend with her own eyes… because that's how she saw the Pallid Whale.“

Heathcliff fell silent, scratching his head. The rest of the Sinners also nodded and began whispering.

„I really don't like you…“

„Took the words right out of my mouth.“ Ishmael rolled her eyes at him, but there was no anger left in them.

Heathcliff shook his head. „I don't like… any of this. But I know that you're not the kind of lass to lie or tell tall tales just to get the upper hand in a petty squabble.“

He sighed, relenting, which surprised everyone aboard, but most of all Ishmael herself. „Fine, let's go all the way to the end. I'll keep whacking those mole-like things with this club.“

Clearing her throat, Outis also joined Heathcliff in that strange, off-hand apology. „I can also accept your explanation. But… from now on, I would appreciate it if you could share your knowledge with us first before doing anything.“

To my surprise, Ishmael smiled. „I'll try.“

Her words echoed in my mechanical head, repeating the tune so familiar it hurt, just a little.

We made quick, or rather, as quick as we could, work of the Mermaids. Then, as if by some invisible hand, the curtain of fog began to part.

„Truly, the ocean mist is splitting as though a blade has hewn it in half.“ Yi Sang breathed out, confounded by the strange sight.

„Haah… Finally.“ Ishmael said as she turned our ship into waters of the Lake dark as starless night.



Alighiero ´s POV

I woke up, jostled by a pair of limbs that were too small to belong to Vergilius and not rough or hairy enough to be Fawkes´ paws. It was dark, pitch black and the entire place swayed madly in a thundering noise.

„Wake up...!“ Charon paused, as if unsure for a moment what to call me. „Verg says you have to get up, now!“

Her insistence and surprisingly strong hold onto my arm dragged me out of the bed. I barely had the time to grab my spear before she pulled me out of the room and towards the front of the busboat. There I heard Fawkes who was hiding under my seat, whimpering. Just as we got there, the door to the unusually dark Corridor shut close with a slam. Only light in the front happened to be the flashes of lightning from outside, the only sounds the violent raging beyond Mephistopheles´ confines.

Charon, where´s Vergilius?I asked, looking around for the Color Fixer who was nowhere to be seen. That was when a figure, heaving and soaked to the bone, entered the busboat´s main room and sank into his seat. I could barely make out the shape of him. However, his red eyes have answered any concern about safety I might have had.

„Ah… you´ve made it… good.“ He breathed quickly even as he tried in vain to slow his raspy breathing down. He brushed wet clump of hair away from his eyes.

„...Care to explain what´s going on or am I supposed to guess?“ I scratched along the metal around my neck. I loathed the fact that I forgot to take it off, but somehow that little oversight worked out in my favor as I was able to speak with Vergilius, even if it came at the price of soreness.

„The Waves…“ He said cryptically, pointing to the maelstrom raging outside. „I´ve dealt with the Whale of this Lake and its Mermaids, however... Mephistopheles can only support this very space… with utmost certainty.“ He slowly said as he regained his breath. „The Corridor, however, is built to protect itself, first and foremost… even at the cost of devouring its inhabitants.“

I tried to not think of the dark end of the Corridor that nearly swallowed Heathcliff whole not that long ago.

„Good thing Charon got me out of there, then… but why was Fawkes here? He fell asleep on my stomach last I remember.“

„He was hungry…“ Vergilius smiled, a bit wider than I´ve seen him smile before, almost like a child caught doing something he should not have been doing.

„Of course...“ The lights kicked on finally, giving way to a warm light across the red velvet seats.

I noticed a very concerning detail about the world outside.

It wasn´t just dark. It was as if someone had painted every window with Vantablack. There were no water droplets on the glass either, just boundless dark. It was so complete I could´ve sworn that even the glass of the windows was gone. In reaction to it, I gripped the spear tighter, moving further away from the windows as I whipped my head around, expecting something to crawl inside at any moment.

Vergilius noticed it too, standing up and moving closer to me, Charon and Fawkes. The busboat grew so quiet, we could hear even the tiniest creak of the floorboards and the rhythmic hum of the engine underneath.

Then the disembodied whispers came from the ever-present darkness.

Along the shore where cloud waves break,

the bear claws sink behind the Lake,

the shadows darken

In Kokytos.

The speech was slow as the voice rose and fell, not unlike the push and pull of the waves below the ship. I looked to Vergilius. „Do you hear that, too?“ I whispered, not much louder than the cold voice. He nodded, red eyes shining into the ink-black depths beyond the windows.

„Charon hears it, too.“ She quietly replied. Though she didn´t cling in fear to me or Vergilius, she did move close enough that we stood back to back. And the voice continued.

Strange is the day when black stars rise,

strange is the night with pallid skies,

but stranger still is

Cold Kokytos.

The words grew louder, gradually, so muuch so that I barely noticed that by the third stanza, I could not hear Vergilius speak, I just saw his lips, moving in shapes I couldn´t recognize.

Beneath the trees where silence grows,

the crowned beast treads where no light shows,

weak whimpers drowns out

Deep Kokytos.

However, I could see him point at the spot by the helm and I could see him draw his sword against the evergrowing mass of tendrils made of black… something… between smoke and water. The substance has not once stilled as it molded into a vaguely humanoid shape – the shape of a child. Then, the blackness split in several places, top to bottom, like a weird, creepy flower, revealing none other than the familiar shadowy figure of a child. His lips weren´t moving, so it was immediately obvious he was not the one who spoke. Further evidence of that were tears of molten gold sliding own his cheeks from the hollows in which a pair of pale eyes shined before.

On path unseen when one may see,

what bound once was now flutters free

its throne mere ruin

In Kokytos.

Why do you want such stupid things… why must you… why… why...WHYWHY!!!!!

The boy was turne d to me an d starte d wailing uncontrollably. Even though I intrinsically knew that I shoul d keep away… I felt as if it was my responsibility to comfort him. To hol d him an d wipe the gol d- streake d cheeks with my sleeve.

Instead I just put hand on the one that held Vergilius´ blade, lowering it. I could see the distrust in his eyes, but I stood my ground. „He will not harm us… I think.“ Then, I turned to the child before us.

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GROW UP?!“ He cried with hollow eyes. „Now you have a heart that WANTS and WANTS and WANTS… always just MORE, MORE, MORE…

The d arkness outsi d e seeme d to move, ten d rils creeping in through the cracks between win d ow panes an d the frame of Mephistopheles. However, the boy walke d up to them, pushing them outsi d e one by one as he sniffle d .

...but you are my only friend and what you want must be what I want, too… so I will grant your wish… because if I don´t, the Wishmaker will...and they will twist you all wrong-like!“

He outstretched little hand for me to take. Though I stepped forward, Vergilius stopped me.

„I cannot allow this…“

Smaller hand stayed his that time. Charon looked at the boy with curiosity as she cocked her head from side to side.

„Let go, Verg.“ She said to him, standing as tall as she could. „The Boy reminds Charon of someone.“

Vergilius let go of my hand near immediately, crimson eyes turned to the floor. „Alighiero… be careful, at least.“

I nodded, before turning towards the Shadow Child. I held my spear tightly despite trying to keep a cool head. „Wishmaker? Who is that?“

The abnormality pointed outside. „The Monster that lurks in the dark… the Master of the Pallid Veil.

„Pallid Whale?“ I asked cautiously.

The Shadow Child picked his nose. I don´t think there is a difference.

I looked back to Vergilius. Apparently he too was clueless because there was no apparent recognition of any „pallid veil“ or its master.

I probably should´ve been more worried about that.

You said you´d grant my wish… but I made no wish.

That´s not how it works.“ The Shadow Child giggled shortly before leaning closer to whisper. „It´s the Wishmaker who makes wishes made with words real… because words can be turned around. But the heart can´t lie, even after you grow up.“

„Alright…“ I sighed, grip on the spear unwavering. „Let´s say I agree to let you grant my wish… will the… Monster in the dark… leave this ship alone?“

Hmm…“ He thought for only a moment longer than a second. „Yes, they will. Their wishes were taken on by someone else already.“ He pointed at Vergilius and Charon who didn´t look all too happy about that revelation.

The busboat began to shake violently right after that, jostling us all around – except for the Shadow Child who floated in the spot where he stood, unmoving.

Take my hand… only then I can fulfill our wish.“

I d i d n´t have time to think much about the repercussions of my suppose d „ wish or its fulfillment. I d i d n´t want whatever was outsi d e to hurt Vergilius an d Charon. Another thing entirely was the silent hope that accepting the Chil d ´s offer woul d magically take me home, back to where I belonge d.

Before I realized the error of my judgement, the Child´s torso split open like a vertical mouth. Filled with teeth and black shadowy tendrils which poured out from an incomprehensible swirl of colors, shapes and sounds. They pulled me into the gaping maw before even Vergilius could react, swallowing me whole along with my spear. By the time Vergilius´ yell reached my ears the gap of the maw was a distant memory.

My surroundings did change, but instead of a messy room with stagnant, musty dry air, I was inside of a slimy, wet and way too squishy tunnel. It smelled of fish and rot.

I could only hope that it was the right Whale.

In the darkness of the space, there was no way to tell where I should be headed. I didn´t exactly have a built in Golden Bough Navigation system like Dante, I had nothing usable as a light source and there was no sign of any man-made sound.

At least not until I saw a distant, swaying light that creaked softly as the figure that carried it shambled forward.

Like a moth drawn to the flame, I decided to follow that very same light.

„Who… goes there?“ A distinct, but quite young-sounding voice was what I heard.

As I went to answer the call, however, a much louder and nearer sound came from behind me. A shriek of a Mermaid that caused me to freeze. Only after a harpoon whizzed by my ear and tore through its head did I actually lunged at the beast, finishing it off.

„Nice catch… must be… worth... two coins… at least.“ A gruff, burly figure said. Half of his face was covered in thick, white membrane. He was quite lucky to still be able to speak, as it crept over his mustache and beard already. He held the lantern over my face and nodded. „Name…“

„Alighiero… or call me Ali, that´s probably easier for you.“

„Not… pallid. Not at… all.“ Another sailor regarded me with suspicious eyes. Their braided hair reached past their waist easily.

„Ali… we´re bringing you… to our Captain.“ The owner of the young voice said. I couldn´t make much of them in the dim light of the lantern, but I figured that it must´ve been Pip.

„Fine by me… beats getting torn apart by mermaids.“ I shuddered looking into the darkness. More shambling was coming from the depths, no doubt Mermaids attracted to the stray source of light in the endless dark.

„Acid, too… don´t… forget…“ The burly man pushing my ahead laughed. „...typical… land-lubber.“ He added mockingly. I didn´t bother correcting him. I couldn´t really call myself a sailor.



Dante´s POV

Before we knew it, we were evading tails of massive sleeping Whales in the obsidian-dark waters of the Lake we entered.

„WOAAAAAAHHHHH! OVER YONDER, I-IS THAT THE WHALE?!“

We didn't have to wonder even for a second about what Don Quixote was screaming at. An entire herd of entities, each dwarfing every single Whale we've weathered throughout the journey, emerged from the waters all at once. In unison, they began migrating in a singular direction. To witness something like that was enough to make even Meursault gape with plain bewilderment.

„Looks like things are going according to plan.“ Faust commented against the maelstrom unfolding all around us.

„Then we'll have to do our part.“ Outis reminded us all, as if there was even the slightest chance anyone on the skiff would forget our mission.

„Ah! There, there!“ Ishmael pointed in the direction of a beast that dwarfed the rest of ineffably immense Whales. It was wearing the pallor of death itself… Its hide, thick and heavily scarred. „Ha, ha ha ha… I've found it!“ She called, looking at it with untethered glee. „Yes… He was right. The wounds, the scars that we… the Pequod made… they're all still there.“

A muffled scratchy sound of a hand-held radio alerted us all.

„I assume that you have finally located the Whale?“ Vergilius spoke through the radio, which was to be expected, that was part of the plan, but… he sounded off. Terrified? Winded? I couldn´t quite put a finger on it.

„I believe so, yes. Has something come up, Vergilius?“ Faust yelled into the receiver, trying to overcome the screaming waves around us.

„Is Dante… feeling alright?“ He asked, making me feel quite strange. He´s not expressed concern so outwardly, let alone for me.

„I feel fine. What happened?“

„Dante is not affected. What happened, Vergilius?“

Silence was our only answer.

„We´ve lost contact it seems.“ Faust relayed. Her voice was quickly drowned out by Ishmael´s thundering call that rivaled the storm itself.

„OARSMEN!!!!!!!“

„Ishmael?“ I asked, but it was a fruitless effort to talk to her. Not only has her voice rivaled the storm, it was even louder than the thunder itself. As though her personality had suddenly shifted.

„ANSWERS, YOU DOGS!!!!! OARSMEN!!!!“

„Huh?! A-aye!“ Heathcliff yelled back unconvincingly.

„Set route to that pallid thing! FULL SPEED AHEAD!!!! ROW!“

„Full speed ahead! Row!“ Outis echoed, swept up in this sudden turn of events, repeating after Ishmael's bellowing commands. Is this what Ishmael was like when she sailed the Lakes? Or was that roaring beast the Captain?

„I see light ahead. … It's the Indigo Elder.“ Faust informed us from the prow.

The old man and his skiff were sliding across the waters toward the Whale.

„Listen well!“ He called. „The rest of the awakened Whales have gone after the bait I've laid for them!

„Then the plan worked! Now… Ah!“ We all stilled as a pale eyelid over its hateful, black eye lifted. At first I thought that a gash so large must´ve been an old injury, caused by a weapon, but no… it was its eye, enormous enough to swallow our vessel countless times over.

„It's been so long since I've witnessed anything like this up close.“ Outis breathed out, half in terror, half in awe.

That eye no longer resembled an eye—but a reflective mirror of the world in which we could observe ourselves.

„Oh, how I wished to see you eye-to-eye.“ The Elder held harpoon in his hand as he drew ever closer to the whale with a grim, stony expression. Ishmael also aimed her harpoon at the great Whale, her face nearly tearing with uncontainable joy. Some Sinners trembled with fear, while others prepared themselves.

All of it, the world… was contained in that single reflective eye that stretched even beyond our peripheral visions.

„Now here's your bait, fish. Bite on it.“ Indigo Elder spoke to it as he prepared a shot. „I know you have no other choice. Biting, devouring's all you've ever known.“

„OARSMEN!!!!! SPLIT THE SEA WITH YOUR OARS!!!!!“

„I respect you, Pallid Whale. I respect that you have lived years in numbers that I cannot even begin to imagine. I respect that you hail from a place beyond my ken. But… I will take this chance to stand before you, to challenge you. And with this challenge, to the edge of understanding I will row.“

The giant harpoon soared across the black sky like a bolt of levin and still was only able to graze the body of the Pallid Whale.

„Now is our chance! Row on, row on!“ I heard Outis call, but I kept my eyes on Ishmael

She rose, tall and alone, looking straight out beyond the speeding boat's swaying bow, harpoon in her hand.

„I've been thinking… ever since then… about what feelings you might dig up from my heart if I saw you again… Ha… But this feeling is much more straightforward than I expected.

„Nice meeting you again, you FUCKING WHALE!“ She yelled as he hurled the harpoon straight into its glossy eyeball. Compared to the old man's harpoon, the harpoon Ishmael hurled was like a needle, but once struck, the Pallid Whale's maw opened – and the air itself began to vibrate.

„Go. I will now fish this beast.“ The Elder beckoned us.

Every Sinner heard the old man's voice.
Every Sinner begins rowing with all their might.
In desperation. As though death itself was in our pursuit.
As though it was our fate, our destiny to row.

We were sucked into an endless abyss that was the maw of that beastly Whale.

There was a deep noise. Then, like a droplet in sea, we melted into the fathomless dark.

It is said that Queequeg's ropes, twisted by her powerful grip and her esoteric techniques are tougher than any other rope in the world.

Queequeg told me to not leave her alone in the cold, dark Lake.

That she didn't want the Whales and Mermaids to tear her apart and devour her when her corpse sinks deep into its waters.

I agreed.

The wounds on her skin that only I knew of… the memories of her pain… I didn't want those monsters to heartlessly rip into them, to gorge themselves with her scarred flesh.

So, Queequeg built herself a coffin.

Built hardily and fastened with ropes twisted and knotted with all her strength. So that her coffin would not sink no matter how precariously the ship swayed.

The immediate sensation upon waking up was that it was moist and cold, yet oddly warm in some places.

„Where… are we?“ I asked as I got up, looking around. Couple Sinners needed to be rewound due to drowning, but surprisingly, most of them were not at all injured.

„Mm… There's this long river-like thing. If we follow it, maybe… there'll be something at the end of it?“ Hong Lu proposed, pointing to a fleshy tunnel ahead. We were lucky that my head was literally made of inextinguishable fire, providing just enough light so that we could see.

„Hong Lu… How can you always be so calm about everything?“ Sinclair raised an eyebrow at his reaction – or rather lack of it, for the better or worse.

„Is he? I think that's just how that fella is with pretty much everything.“ Gregor shrugged.

„No… That's not what I'm…“ Sinclair shook his head. „I mean, where do you guys think this is? We just…“

„I am well aware. We rowed into the maws of the beast. Of our own volition.“ Outis brushed off as she got up to her feet.

„Indeed. The lack of plan becomes the plan itself. This solidifies the veracity of my new theory even further.“ Faust nodded to herself, for the most part.

Luckily, we didn't lose any Sinners on the way down. All 12 of them made it, just as we planned. But…

„Guys, where's – where's the boat?“

The boat was nowhere to be seen.

„Men! We will commence a search. This boat must be found as soon as possible.“ Outis commanded immediately, with mixed results.

„There is no need for a search. 400 meters to your right. There is the boat-“

„Quite observant you are, Meursault. Let's not waste any time and return to the boat.“

„Allow me to finish. There is the boat in a ditch. 75% of its hull integrity has been breached and its remains are scattered on the ground.“

It was as he said. Our vessel was basically a pile of rubble.

„Wow, so this was a piece of our boat, huh?“ Hong Lu picked up a piece of a plank. It looked like part of one of the seats.

„That vessel was designed to be used more than two times…“ Faust said, sadness visible in her eyes.

Yi Sang joined Faust in mourning our vessel. „Thus it rests here forevermore… This would have been quite the painful sight for Mika and Rain.“

„This is a pretty painful sight for us, too… I guess this is why Alighiero said that we needed the assistance of the Indigo Elder.“

Amidst the worries about the lack of a sailable ship, Ishmael approached me. „Manager. You can still sense the Golden Bough, right?“

„Yeah. Unlike at the Lobotomy Corp. Branch, I can definitely feel that it's somewhere 'in here'. But it's also pretty far away, so I can't tell where it exactly-“

„Great. Are you ready to turn the clock?“

„What's that about turning the clock?“ She asked. At first I didn´t understand, I could not see the membranes consuming any of the Sinners, but...

„Ohh…“

Mermaids have crawled in from the depths, hungry and screeching. So we have dealt with them to the best of our ability.

„Haah… let's bounce before more of those Mermaids show up.“ Gregor wiped sweat off his brow when the last of them stopped moving.

„Bounce where…? We're trapped inside a Whale.“ Sinclair pointed out.

I wasn't sure if I could bring back a Sinner that's turned into a Mermaid. The Golden Bough seemed to have been counteracting the effects of Pallidification, but there were no guarantees it would work indefinitely.

We needed to move. Preferably quickly.

„But… Where do we even go? I don't have even the slightest idea as to where we might be…“ I pondered. Hong Lu´s voice pulled me out of my brief ruminations, however.

„Weird… I didn't know it could rain inside a Whale's belly.“

„What are you talking about?“

„Oh, it's just that I felt a few droplets of water on my shoulder.“

Heathcliff seemed to have caught on a bit quicker than the rest. „Wait… So this is the first place we landed on after the Whale swallowed us whole, innit?“

„Right…“ I nodded, waiting for him to gather his thoughts.

„Sorry, I just sometimes need someone to confirm my common senses. When you eat something… where does it usually land first?“

„My stomach, of course. My poor, starving stomach…“ Rodion laughed, but as the realization made its way into her mind, the smile froze on her face.

„I see your point, Heathcliff. The stomach constantly secretes acid in order to digest the food effectively.“ Faust quickly nodded.

„Everyone… We gotta run!“ I yelled at them as good half of them was about to argue about the biological makeup of the Whale´s stomach acid. „I don't care how many pieces of you there are left, just make sure that there's something left for me to bring back!“

And so we ran, trying to weave our way between the pouring stomach acid without even knowing where we were supposed to go.

„Wow, man. What a… what a funny sight, eh?“

„Funny? That's more suspicious than funny.“

„You're too loud! Great, now we caught their attention.“

I looked up, and called after the owners of the mysterious voices coming from some kind of a fleshy ledge.

„Who's there?

Only after I posed the question have I realized that, of course, they couldn´t understand me.

„Hey. I heard you guys… talking down there.“ The figure waved. It was encrusted with the white membrane, but despite that, capable of intelligent speech.

„Those Mermaids… speak?“ Yi Sang wondered out loud.

„We're not… Mermaids.“ The other pallidified figure spoke. „Ever seen a Mer…maid this chatty?“

Meursault, too had made a useful observation. „Their Pallidification effects have only partially progressed.“

„Well, we don't got… much time. So I'll make it… short.“ The one on the forefront spoke. „This zone… floods with acid every 10 minutes… or so. Unless you guys are all… made of steel… you better decide fast! Either ta…ke the rope we're about to lower down, or…“

The person unwound a length of reddish rope and threw one end down.

„… become sludgy nutrient… for the Whale and be one with it… forever and ever. Well, even if you were to all turn into sludge, we can still salvage your weapons. We don't got nothing to lose.“

„Some of 'em are already starting to melt.“ The friend(?) or perhaps just a colleague of the leader added.

The Sinners looked at each other only briefly before Heathcliff called out: „ROPE! NOW!“
Then again, it wasn´t as if we had a choice.

They people above us muttered something amongst themselves, as if they found something funny about the situation.

„This rope feels funny.“ Gregor commented as he climbed upwards.

The person on the left snickered. „That rope right… there's made of capillary we pulled straight… from its lungs. It'll last more than… an hour, even in its stomach acid.“

„Greg… Why'd you even ask that…? Eugh, I hate it…“ Rodya winced, but climbed the fleshy length all the same.

„Phew. I don't know who you guys are… But thanks.“ I said as the last of the Sinners climbed onto the ledge.

„Hell yeah, what a catch! We'll net us upwards of 3 gold coins for this.“ Their leader looked at us like we were scavenged treasure. „I think this tick-tocking friend might be worth more than that.“

„A catch? You think you fished us up?“ Ryoshu growled at the person who by all means looked like a man.

„We come here every… once in a while to check if… anyone's washed up, yeah.“ He shrugged. „But most of 'em poor castaways… are already almost full Mermaids by the time we find 'em. In a matter of… minutes, they're all rearing to kill us. And the rest are… just your every-day Mermaids.“

„Haha, so this is a special occasion, then?“ Hong Lu smiled innocently.

„This is probably the first time ever… that we found sailors that could not only… talk, but also weren't halfway turned… into Mermaids.“

„So why do you guys come here every once in a while, then?“ I tried making small talk to the best of my ability. Perhaps a part of me hoped that they would understand… or maybe Alighiero was more than just a little right to say that I´ve started to depend on them. Not even as an advisor… but a companion, someone to talk to who was also just trying to make way through the crazy world around us.

„The clock friend… here keeps tick-tockin'. Are they saying some…thing? Doubt they're a full-on robot.“ The man who walked ahead asked, turning his head around. „Don't most… people prefer to keep the ability to speak even when re…placing their bodies with prosthetics? Guess the trends have re…ally changed since we got here.“

„Uh, so that buddy there… Well, it's a long story. But yeah, they can't communicate normally.“ Gregor thankfully answered in my stead.

„Hm, all… good. Everyone's got a sto…ry they don't want to tell. We can sympathize a little. Talking ain't… the easiest thi…ng to do.“ He said.

„Consider yourselves lucked out, fellas! You guys ran into us, of all things! Cuz we'll be getting out of here real soon!“ The other person said, considerably chipper than their leader.

We followed their confident, guiding steps, but there was no way to look at this situation without a bit of healthy suspicion.

„Where do you think they're taking us? What if they're leading us into a trap?“ I asked Ishmael, since aside from Alighiero, she had the best shot at knowing what we were walking into.

„If they were trying to attack us, they would've done so when we were almost at the top of the cliff. We were completely vulnerable to attacks there.“ She said calmly. „And…“

Ishmael opened her mouth as though she was about to say something, then stopped herself, as if to pause to collect her thoughts about something. „…I'm sure I've seen that harpoon before somewhere…“

Ahead of us, Gregor was chatting with the chipper person who was excited about getting out of the Whale… somehow.

„So what ship a…re you guys from again?

„Um… It's called the… The Limbus. You probably haven't heard of it, yeah…“ Gregor laughed, trying to act cool. For once, it almost looked like it worked.

„Well, talk straight, man! It's not like you're a Mermaid. Who's your Captain? If they're from U Corp, their name just might ring a bell.“

„Um… who's… our Captain again?“ Gregor whispered to me.

„I dunno, guys. I've never taken the helm. Not sure if I can call myself a Captain here.“ I shook my head. Luckily, Don Quixote had answer for everything.

„The helm… Forsooth… If this be all about who handles the wheel… I am quite well aware of our Captain!!! Charon is our Captain, indeed!“

„Aha… nope. Never hea…rd of 'em. I guess it's really been… a while, then…“ The leader scratched his head. 'Captain' Charon clearly didn't ring a bell.

„You… How long has it been since you were trapped in here?“ Ishmael asked the chipper one, making use of his chattiness.

„Eight months.“

The leader, however smacked them over the head. „No, dumbass! This is our third year! Our last count was at 644 days, so…“

„I dunno, la…dy. I quit coun…ting the days a while ago. I've completely lost tra…ck of time since we got stuck deep in…side where the sun don't shine.“

„I see…“ Ishmael nodded along, but her eye caught the length of rope that connected to the harpoon the leading pallidified sailor carried. „I know only one person who ties a knot to their harpoon like that.“

„Oh, this? It's called the Desper…ate's Knot. Even in our town, only the… experienced few knows how to tie it.“

That reply was like an arrow striking through Ishmael. „So… they're here... I… I think I know you.“

Ishmael raised her head, as if to ask them to confirm her assumption, but instead she stopped dead in her tracks. So did our guides… but not because of what she said.

„Here we are! Welcome to Pequod Town. We're back, Cap'n! Look what we fished up!“

Ahead of us stood one-legged woman in green uniform with hair grey as concrete. She had an arm around the shoulders of a shorter and much younger person, looking like they desperately wanted to widen the distance between themselves and the supposed Captain. They waved at us.

Alighiero?“

Notes:

Existential horror? Cosmic horror? Body horror?

ALL the horror.

Okay, maybe not psychological horror... not yet, at least :3

Enjoy the chapter, I really had fun with this one so it´s a bit longer.

Chapter 22: In The Belly Of a Whale

Summary:

Negotiations with the Gaslighter supreme go about as well as one would expect. Additional difficulties make the road even bumpier.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Alighiero´s POV

Quite the catch indeed! You certainly are an excellent scout, Starbuck!“ Ahab walked closer to the group of Sinners, her arm not leaving the spot around my shoulders, like a reminder of who was in power. I let her believe that lie for the time being. Revealing any piece of the plan I hatched in my head would be quite a disaster.

„Two gold coins for you, lad. And here's one for the twins.“

„Thank you, Cap'n.“ Starbuck saluted at her.

I was unconvinced at first, I must say… but this greenhorn spoke true. A company of thirteen more…Ahab´s eyes flew over the the Sinners before stopping on Ishmael. „...including a member of the old Pequod crew.

„I knew it…“ Ishmael growled, hand tightening around her harpoon just as I felt Ahab´s hand dig into my shoulder.

„Welcome. I have built this village and watched over these poor, wretched souls. Soon, I shall set sail on the final voyage with my crew.“ She pushed me towards them, in an act that felt oddly motherly, which left a sour taste in my mouth. „I am Captain Ahab.“

„…Ah, Ishmael!“ Dante called after her as I found myself between Gregor and Outis who had very different reactions to my appearance in the Whale, judging by their faces, but that reunion was pushed back thanks to… the more pressing circumstances.

„You have… no idea how I've waited… how I've longed for this moment. You won't ever know...“ Ishmael trembled with barely contained rage, her knuckles white from the force she used to hold her harpoon. „...because I'll gut you like a fish before you even have the chance to find out.“

Ishmael charged at Ahab.

„What a way to greet your Captain, Ishmael.“

But the Captain stood there, unmoving.

„I-Ishmael…?! Wa…it, now that you mention it-“ Starbuck scratched his head, probably just connecting the dots.

The other villagers of Pequod Town were not as considerate.

„You thankless bastards. You dare attack our Cap'n?!“

„We'll show you what we're made of!“

„We'll toss you back into that river of acid!“

In short, a brief altercation was about to commence, which was… well, I guess that did happen in the canon so it wasn´t like something unspeakable was taking place. It was still disconcerting.

„Not a lot of good men left, Ahab.“ Ishmael huffed as she beat up man after man after man… until a literal mountain stood in her way, hurling a huge harpoon her way. Ishmael quickly leaped to the side, evading the strike.

„Who's this now?“ She bared her teeth and tightened the rope around her arm.

The person in front of her stood firm, a pale mask covering her face, aside from a single eye peeking from under it.

„My crew is nothing if not loyal. More so than anyone in the world.“ Ahab boasted, her chest bursting with pride. „And this one here is second to none when it comes to harpooneering.“

I stood frozen in place, but I couldn´t understand why. The harpooner was Queequeg, the very person I set out to save, but… when I looked at the towering, masked figure in front of me, somewhere in the back of my mind the very concept paralyzed me.

„So… do you still fail to see that to attack me here is to court death?“

A hand grabbed the back of my coat and pulled me back. I hardly even noticed that the harpoon was aiming for me. „Blimey, Alighiero, can´t you see the size of that thing? Can´t hope to do much ´bout it with that toothpick of yours, buddy.“

Don´t ever call me that.“ I snapped at Heathcliff, slapping his hand away with my teeth bared. His eyes widened as he stumbled back, just narrowly rolling out of the way of the harpoon that whizzed past me. „I´m not your buddy, nor your friend, nor partner or anything else of that sort.“

„The Hell?! Look, if you´re still mad about those coupons I-“

His head bas smashed through by the harpoon, blood shooting across my face. I barely flinched.

„Hmm, that one… That one's a real warrior. Huhu…“ Ryoshu laughed somewhere around me, but moved in too fast for me to actually grasp where she was when she said that.

I used my coat´s sleeve to wipe Heathcliff´s blood off my face. There would likely be a residue for the rest of the trip, which I wasn´t happy about. It beat washing my face with the whale stomach acid, though.

„All of you. Strong. But no sailors.“ Queequeg spoke slowly. Ishmael still has not put the pieces together, it seemed, as she was seething and showering her former comrade with clashes, seemingly not getting tired from the activity.

„Why, talk, so, slow? Irritating. If you're not abbreviating with acronyms… then all you're doing is wasting time.“ Ryoshu scoffed. Before I could retort with anything, Ishmael nicked Queequeg´s mask. Cracks formed in the pale cover, once again drawing my mind away from the scene before me. At once I saw the past.

Towering figure in the pale mask… or was it just the mask itself? No, there was flowing, tattered fabric attached to it, shimmering gold, though tattered, with edges burnt black. The mask was cracked, with dark tendrils snaking out through the very cracks. Set in the mask was a pair of dark, endless pits for eyes.

Mouthless, it beckoned: „Come, child. Let me hear your wish“

I blinke d until the image d isappeare d . Ishmael threw her arms aroun d Queequeg, hugging her tightly.

„Wasn't she saying something about bashing her face in just moments ago?“ Rodion raised an eyebrow at the scene in confusion.

„This embrace is what one does when meeting an old fellow. You fear they may flutter away unless you hold them tightly so.“ Yi Sang whispered to her. „Let her have the moment.“

„Your hair color. Can't forget...Your name. I know.“ Queeueg smiled for just a moment before her face grew serious. „But no attacking Captain.“

„Why…? I'm just…“ Ishmael stumbled over her words, torn between desire to tear Ahab apart right there and rejoicing at meeting Queequeg again.

„You attack Captain again, I attack you. Then kill or be killed. One of us.“

The awkward silence that followed was unsurprisingly, shattered by Ahab.

„Well now, whatever shall you do? Starbuck here has, out of the kindness of his heart, rescued you from jaws of death. Invited you to my village! Pip´s even saved your wandering temporary hire as they were about to be torn into pieces by a mermaid.“

„Technically speaking, that wasn´t-“ I tried to speak up.

But Ahab was having exactly none of it. She looked at me with a smile. „Are you saying that Pip lied to me? That he has not thrown the harpoon that found its home in the mermaid´s heart?“

„No, but-“

„Well then, it´s settled.“ She clapped, announcing the closure of the case. I´ve gone over the events as they happened in my head… although I did follow Pip and others, I definitely was being pretty suspicious. And yet, Pip did hit the mermaid, not me. His aim had to be pretty good to accomplish that. Which he´d most likely pick up over all that time on Pequod and then in Pequod town.

T here was also a non-zero chance that my min d was playing tricks on me. It woul d n´t be the first time there was a brief chunk of memory missing d ue to interference from my past memories. The problem was that I d i d n´t remember anything like that happening.

„Were we sailing the Great Lake, I would have had all of you tied and thrown overboard to be crushed underneath the keel of our ship, your lungs bloating with the Lake's waters.“ Ahab continued, prompted by my silence.

Things aren't looking so good…“ Dante tapped my shoulder. „There´s about 40 people… all at beck and call of Ahab. I feel like we could use a bit of advice, you know… on what to do here… if you´re still on our side.

„Haha!! Lads, lasses! Cast fear from your hearts.“ Ahab roared with a laugh. „It is lucky for you, that… I am nothing if not merciful. I shall forgive your transgressions thus far. I have questions I would like to ask you, and I am certain that you have a few for me as well.“

She turned her back to us as she marched into one of the buildings.

„If you are willing to talk, then enter the Captain's quarters… in peace, mind.“ She carried herself with utmost confidence, almost like she knew that we would follow. That we had no choice but to follow.

„…Oi, them blokes that were glarin' at us… They're gone, like nothing happened.“ Heathcliff scratched the back of his head, thoroughly confused after being brought back.

„Captain forgave. Then everyone also forgives. I forgive, too.“ Queequeg answered.

„Huh… To turn her back on someone who was charging at her with murderous intent just moments ago… It's…“

„Yes. She is confident.“ Outis assessed the situation perfectly. I could juuust about see the person she once used to be… but not quite. „Confident that she's got the numerical advantage, even if we were to press the offensive. Confident that we know there's more for us to lose by attacking her than by going along with her.“

Outis gestured to my shoulder which still had marks from where her fingernails dug into it. „With what just happened… she's made it clear as day that, at least while we're in here, she has absolute control of the situation.“

„Good point. Also, Alighiero, you have plenty of explaining to do.“ Dante looked at me with their clock face and unfortunately, I couldn´t tell if they were particularly angry or not. Their tone was pretty ambiguous too.

Yeah, I know… to briefly summarize, I had a pretty lopsided choice in front of me and I chose the lesser evil… which landed me on an impromptu one-way trip into the whale guts.“ Outis looked especially was doubtful of my claim, but didn´t speak against it just yet. Nor did the others.

Even if it was a fragile sort of trust, I valued it above any kind of treasure.

„The lesser evil… is that what we´re facing here, too?“ Dante asked plainly.

„...yeah.“

Ishmael was having none of it, though. „Talk with her? In peace…? Nonsense…“

„It's not like we have a way out of here…“ Dante quickly pointed out. Though it was just a simple fact, it had a profound effect on Ishmael as her gaze followed Queequeg, who walked wordlessly behind Ahab.

„Haah… Let's go. Let's listen to what that bastard's got to say. There's nowhere to run, after all… for her, or for us.“ Ishmael sighed and stepped forth, leading our group into Ahab´s tent.

„Um… So what's that on the board over there?“ Rodion said, trying her best to offset the ambient hostility in the room.

„The number of gold coins assigned to… each crewman and woman. We can collect 'em by fish…ing up useful stuff or by hunting Mermaids.“

Ah yes. The good ol´ „when we get back I´ll pay you“… in other words, the I.O.U´s that don´t need to be followed up on if the party that´s owed is no longer alive. Ahab really did have it all figured out.

„Hm… And who's the one paying you?“ Gregor asked, as if it wasn´t blatantly obvious.

„The Captain, ob…viously?“

Starbuck´s bluntness was very quickly growing on me.

„Are you saying that there is economic activity within the Whale's stomach? What need of gold coins could you have in here? Let alone the means of procuring them?“

„Told ya. We'll be outta here in just… a little bit. And once we're off this Whale, I'll get pa…id 63 gold coins. With that much dough… I just might be able to snag myself a half…way decent ship. Unless the inflation's gone… nuts, that is.“

I kept quiet about the flawed logistics of the cryptocurrency-based economy… though, WhaleCoin sure had a ring to it. Or maybe they could be called Star-bucks?

„Oh, by the way, ever be…en to the Marlin portship lately? Any chance you saw the sting…ray flattop grill place? I wonder if it's still… open.“ Starbuck asked. Unsurprisingly, Rodya immediately perked up at the mention of food.

„Ohh… That sounds delish! Where is it?“

Instead of answering her question, Starbuck walked up to Ishmael. „Hey, Ishmael. You really caught me off… guard earlier. Seriously, I didn't… think I'd find… you here, of all places. When we're outta here, we should go cr…ash at a bar and drink rum straight from a bar…rel! We'll make it a competition, just like the good ol…d days!“

Before Ishmael could give any semblance of an answer, Starbuck continued. „Right, so did you get a chance to say hello to every…one? A little chat? And oh m…an, you sure did grow your ha…ir out! Whatever happened to 'long hair is annoying'?“

He sounded like a terrific roomate.

„That's a lot of questions at once.“ Ishmael shot him a small smile that quickly fell off. „I don't think any of them want to chat with me. I can tell from the looks they're giving me…“

„Sometimes, peo…ple from other… ships would join us in the village… But none of 'em lasted more than a d…ay. We're the only ones who's made it this long. And it's all thanks to a solu…tion our Captain ca…me up with.“ Starbuck replied thoughtfully.

„A solution?“

As always, Outis was sharp as a tack when it came to gathering important information.

„A way to stop our bodies and minds from turning pal…lid.“

Only after Starbuck mentioned it did I recall the fact that my bind to Dante wasn´t particularly strong. The fact that I wasn´t turning pallid suddenly became just that much concerning.

If it wasn´t Dante who staved off the progression of pallidification for me, then who was? Was it Ahab? That explanation seemed even more far-fetched. I supposed it could´ve been my good ol´ pal Shadow Child… maybe making use of that stone I still carried with me, as it did have some kind of connection to him.

But those were all theories based on zero concrete evidence, which bothered me. It bothered me even more because Faust didn´t look least bit surprised about it.

„What is it?“ Dante asked me, since Starbuck wasn´t going to give them an answer. I shook my head. The answer would come out soon anyway.

„As you can see… with…out our Captain, we would've long been turn…ed into Mermaids. Without the Captain, this village wouldn't exist. So anyone that dares to anta…gonize the Captain… is our… enemy. Because to stand against the Cap…tain is to stand against our very survival.“

On paper, that mindset seemed at least halfway plausible. Technically, it wasn´t wrong, but the mechanism hinged on their loyalty to Ahab and her singular, laser-point goal of hunting the Pallid Whale.

„You've changed, Starbuck. I remember you butting heads with the Captain all the time.“ Ishmael said to him with what sounded almost like pity.

„…Did I?“

„Don't forget who trapped all of you here in the first place. Led us to our deaths.“ Ishmael coldly walked past Starbuck before entering Ahab´s office.

„I thought he was an old mate of yours?“ Dante asked Ishmael. They, too, have picked up on Ishmael´s weird attitude towards those she supposedly knew well before joining the Company.

„Starbuck… first mate of the Pequod. He wanted to be a good person to everyone. And he was the closest of the crew to the Captain's ear… which meant that they also squabbled pretty often, but… it didn't matter in the end. Ahab was equally indifferent to everyone anyway.“ She whispered back to them.

The office looked basically like that one meme with a crazed guy and corkboard with papers and red string and all that… except all of th walls looked like that. Even the ceiling had deep scratches of whale-adjascent shapes which… would be very concerning if I didn´t already know that Ahab was… well, it would probably be an understatement to it anything but obsession.

„Please, excuse the state of my office.“ She gestured to all the mess around us. „A bottle of rum and this would have gone down much smoother. Yet, after all the time we've spent stuck in here… I've not seen a single bottle of it float its way in.“

„Executive Manager, allow me to take charge of this negotiation.“ Outis spoke up. „Ishmael… cannot be trusted to make a rational decision. And you, Executive Manager, cannot properly communicate with this woman. She will only hear your ticking sounds.“

„Sure…“

I was glad I didn´t have to get involved in any of that. Explaining to Ahab how a random person wound up inside the whale, unpallidified and still in one piece (without actually telling her anything important) had already made me feel like a raving lunatic. As soon as I mentioned that Ishmael would appear, however, Ahab´s attitude shifted from suspicion to amusement.

Almost as if she expected the very situation to occur all along.

In other words, it was a great comfort that Outis took up the initiative. „Captain Ahab, is it? We-“

„Allow me to hazard a guess. You rowed in here, voluntarily, in search of something that the Pallid Whale devoured. This means that you and your present company have also found a way to keep yourselves from turning into Mermaids.“

„Well, I don't suppose there's any point hiding it when we've already come this far.“ Outis nodded. I saw her shoot a glance at me, as if to make sure I didn´t let out any information.

„We are in search… of a certain object. Its appearance is as thus…“ Don Quixote explained excitedly, before being stopped by Gregor mid-sentence.

„Wait, are we really going to just tell her everything? Why don't we talk about this between us first, and-“

„I know what you seek. A golden stick of sorts, I presume. Am I wrong?“ Ahab interjected, catching the Sinners and Dante off-guard.

„Wh-what?“

„I know where to find it. I can even bring you to it.“

„Hmph, how do we know that you aren't bluffing?“

„She´s not. And before you go ahead and assume she knows because I told her or because she overheard you or something – the answer is no. She´s already known about the Golden Bough before any of us got near the Whale.“ I quelled the rising suspicions. Unsurprisingly, my words, though taken into account, weren´t met with much trust – though, I would be concerned if they were. However, the last person I wanted to catch wind of things was Ahab whose eyes shined with interest.

„For a temporary employee, you have quite a tight hold on them. Especially given your age. I wonder why that is...“

„Alighiero has proven themselves number of times.“ Outis stepped between me and Ahab, even though the distance between us wasn´t that small. „You will not get more information than that.“

„Besides, do you expect us to believe you´re really about to tell us where the Bough is?“

„You presume that I would not part with this information? I have nothing to hide!“ Ahab slammed the desk and leaned aggressively toward us. She wore a knowing grin, as though she knew exactly how to tilt the tables to get the ball rolling in her direction. „Let us speak plainly here. I have naught to hide from you. In fact, I daresay that it is you who are withholding things from me.“ I could feel Ahab´s eyes bore into me even though Outis has not moved from her spot, hand on her weapon, as if she expected an altercation at any moment.

„You called that stick the 'Golden Bough' did you? Well, then. That 'Golden Bough' is at the dead center of this accursed whale.“

„At the dead center…“ Hong Lu repeated to himself. I could hardly imagine what was going through his head.

„The epicenter of this deep, resonant thumping. The spring of life that fuels this beast. The heart. The heart that seeps with all that is evil in the world.“ Ahab explained.

For some reason, that sentence resonated in my head. I let it go before the horrible thought took root in my head. I needed to focus on the now, not waste time worrying about some distant tomorrow that might´ve not even come.

„But… You are in luck. It just so happens to be that the Pequod has set course for that very same destination. And we plan to set sail in the very near future. Because the only way out of the Whale is by destroying its heart.“

„That's interesting. I wonder if this is just a coincidence?“ Hong Lu once again brought up how the details just seemed to fall into place. I had nothing to say on it. The flow of the cantos sure was weird as hell, but I wasn´t Vergilius. The flow was a total mystery to me, even though I knew about its existence.

„What's so interesting about it?“ Sinclair asked with an eyebrow rising up his forehead.

„Isn't it interesting that, after all those years they spent preparing for their journey to the heart, we just happened to arrive as they were about to set sail?“

„I have naught else to say but merely refer to the nature of fate. The threads of fate itself is weaved so that I, Ahab, shall be the one to pierce the heart of the Pallid Whale.“

Dream on, bitch. This Whale is not yours to slay… at least not in the reality in which we were at the time. I really had to hold myself to not let on my inner thoughts on the situation out of my mouth.

„I have set more sails in the belly of this beast than the number of your gritted teeth combined. I have been to every nook and cranny of this place, all of which I clearly recall. There is no method upon this earth that I have not attempted to pierce this beast's hide. So allow me to preclude a few options for you. This beast's hide is as thick and impenetrable as R Corp.'s fortress. All the weapons in the world will not be able to pierce it.“

„Tried to stab it. With my Harpoon. Wound it, yes. Puncture a hole, no.“ Queequeg said, amplifying the direness of Ahab´s claims.

„Well, If you find my words so difficult to believe, then feel free to give it a try with your own weapons.“

The Sinners already seemed to hav an idea of just how true those words were because not a single one of them doubted that statement.

„I… we know better than anyone.“ Ahab corrected herself. „The crushing pain of surviving at a place such as this with no hope of rescue. No sane mind survives such torment for long.“

A pang of something stirred within me. An old memory, from before I adopted Fawkes. The empty, grey apartment that seemed to close in on me every night, robbing me of precious rest. I pushed those memories away. I wasn´t in that small apartment anymore and I sure as hell wasn´t ever going to be alone.

Never again.

„Behold my pitiful crew! They hold on, tooth and nail, to their sense of self as the pallid membrane tries to devour them whole!“

„Nothing here. Nothing. None.“ Queequeg echoed her Captain´s words.

„We can do naught here but scavenge the flotsam that washes up to its stomach. Mermaid corpses Queequeg brings back from her hunts are our only source of subsistence.“

„Fins. Soft.“ Queequeg nodded.

„And faith. The faith that, as long as we foll…ow our Captain, she'll eventually lead us… out of here. That's what we hold onto.“ Starbuck added.

Ishmael looked back to me, probably recalling what I´ve told her before. I could see that there was fear in her eyes, a prelude of doom which her killing of Ahab could bring if attempted too soon without properly disengaging her influence on the crew.

Without throwing them another rope to grab onto, they would sink, never to see above the water´s surface again

„Now, give my offer a listen. I, Captain Ahab of the Pequod, the leader of the Pequod Town, have a responsibility to bring every single one of my crew home. Thus I make this offer to you.“ She said with grandeur. „I will destroy this bastard's heart. For long have I prepared; now, all that remains to be done is to set the plan in motion.“

„Our goals are the same, yet we each seek different treasures. Assist me in my plan. We will hunt this Whale and escape, and the Golden Bough shall be yours.“ She boasted before the Sinners, who have listened keenly to her every word by then.

„We must discuss this amongst ourselves first.“ Outis said resolutely, gathering us into a closed circle, though still within hearing distance of Ahab.

„Take as much time as you want.“ Ahab nodded with a generous smile.

Meursault spoke first. „The boat that carried us here is beyond salvaging. Thus, it follows that we require a new boat for us to escape the Whale. Moreover, moving across the bodily fluids of this Whale is necessary if we are to conduct an investigation of its interiors. For that, we require a new boat.“

„Hmph, then commandeering their vessel is also one of our options-“

„Guys, they can hear us! Pipe down!“

Thanks God that at least Sinclair had some common sense left where Outis did not.

„Our ship. Hard to sail. Complex. Only Pequod crew can handle Pequod boats.“ Queequeg said matter-o-factly from the opposite corner of the room.

„What'd I say?“ Sinclair pointed out, looking like a nervous chihuahua, riiiiight at its limit. Luckily, Sinclair didn´t snap all that often even when he reached the point where most other people would.

How much time would it take if we were to build a boat from scratch?“ Outis asked instead. She was probably already thinking of engine plans or something. She did spend a lot of time helping back at boatworks, I realized.

„Considering that we possess no necessary materials, considering that we must reinforce it to be resistant to the Whale's acid… The estimated time of completion is…“ Faust paused, not giving a concrete answer on that. It wasn´t necessary.

„No, no. Let's… not even think about that.“ Dante shook their head.

„Ha, so that's her offer? She's not changed one bit. Driving people to their deaths with bullshit that, at a glance, seems plausible… nothing's changed.“ Ishmael scoffed in Ahab´s direction.

The Sinners were all expressing their opinions… which were all very diametrically opposed to one another with little hope of meeting somewhere in the middle.

Dante looked like they were lost… they looked at me in hope that I would magically present a genius solution to the issue at hand. Before I could say something, Ahab stepped in, unbidden.

„I see that you are having some trouble coming to an agreement amongst yourselves. That is quite understandable. It should be clear as day that the answer is right before your eyes. My offer is perfect for your present, rather desperate, situation.“

„But that is the whims of fate! These seemingly implausible, coincidental opportunities are the threads of fate weaving the path ahead for us! You must first learn to be someone who grips their destiny when it presents itself. It is common wisdom among every seafarer.“

Ugh…“ Sinclair shuddered at her words. I would probably too, but Sinclair´s discomfort and the chaos brewing among the Sinners and on top of that, Dante´s passivity… it all stirred something inside of me.

Will you kindly shut up for five minutes? Please and thank you.“ I glared at her. She laughed in my face of course, but even that bit of opposition was better than letting it stew inside.

They are right about one thing...you and your arrogant, all-knowing speeches haven't changed one bit.“ Ishmael growled Ahab´s way. „Don't delude yourself. I'm not joining hands with you ever again. Even now I can't wait to chew you up and tear you apart.“

That refute made Ahab laugh even harder. „Hahaha! What face! What words! The girl has finally learned how to speak like a proper seadog worth her salt! Haven't you, Ishmael?“

„Didn't think you'd remember my name.“ Ishmael stepped out of the circle, closing in on Ahab.

„How could I not?“ I heard your voice moments before the Whale swallowed me whole. The echoes of your voice calling my name, scattering to the winds amidst the desolation. Hah. I can hear it clearly, as though it happened but a day ago.“

„Even for a brief moment, through the tempest, our eyes met. And I peered into the depths of your heart. Into the depths of your true desire.“

I wanted to call bullshit on that, but there wasn´t really enough time as Ahab strode toward Ishmael who stood her ground, feet planted firmly into Whale´s guts that served as a disgusting carpet. She glared at the old woman with bloodshot eyes.

„So I'll give you what you want.“ Ahab almost whispered, face so close to Ishmael I was getting especially concerned.

„Huh. Let's see what kind of crap you come up with this time. Because what I want-“

„-Is my heart.“ Ahab finished for Ishmael. In that moment I saw nothing but pure surprise in Ishmael´s face. There was no debate to be had. Ahab guessed precisely what Ishmael wanted. Because Ishmael was just like Ahab.

„Ishmael. Listen well. I am… the first and the only person who watched the birth of your life's greatest wish. There was an awakening deep within you. A hateful obsession, screaming and thrashing with frenzy so that you may one day gut me yourself. That very desire is what has brought you before me, past the trials and tribulations the world has thrown in your way. Am I wrong?“

Her speech was nothing short of captivating. Even in my disgust I listened to every single word as if Ahab was speaking to me.

„The Golden Bough they seek? You don't give a shit about that. Of course you don't. My very heart is your Golden Bough, your plunder, the treasure you so desperately seek at the end of your journey. I knew that, deep inside, you were still a sailor and a harpooneer. An excellent one at that. From the moment of our reunion to now, you've been stabbing me over and over again in your head. And not once have you averted your eyes.“

Ahab grinned. „What a harpooneer that makes you! Were I a Whale, I would have willingly given you my heart to kill.“

„You'll give me your heart…“ I saw Ishmael´s grip around her harpoon tighten so much that I could practically hear her knuckles pop.

„You know better than anyone that I do not lie, Ishmael! You know where the bow of my accumulated passion has set course to! Help me destroy this Whale's heart! And I, Captain Ahab, shall willingly give you my life.“

She opened her arms at Ishmael, as if to beckon her to attack, right there, in her office, as her two most loyal crewmen watched.

„It matters not the manner in which you end me. I will accept it all gladly.“

Ishmael´s nose flared as she was desperately trying to control her breathing. In that moment Ahab snatched Ishmael's harpoon, and brought it to her throat.

„Now! Do you not wish to tear open my arteries? Allow me to make this task even easier for you. Shall I turn my neck so that my veins are plain to see?! All of this is yours… as long as I can achieve my goal.“

A drop of blood fell from Ahab´s finger. She cut herself on Ishmael´s harpoon, but that only drove her further along. „Oh, what a keen harpoon you have whetted! I can imagine the nights you've spent sharpening it, drawing a picture of my painful demise. You must have felt it—the call of destiny, your fate! Just as I have!!!“ She was looking at her own bloody hand like it was the most precious thing in the world.

I was getting major heebies. Jeebies, even.

„No one on this earth understands you better than I do, Ishmael! I know that very longing, that very burning hatred that consumes your days!“

„Yeah… You're right. I'm barely holding myself back from tearing into your arteries.“ Ishmael said quietly, to the point I could´ve easily missed it.

„Yet you do not act… Because even now, even as the tip of your razor-sharp harpoon tickles the fuzz on my neck, you know the truth so well.“

Ahab leaned somehow even closer to Ishmael who stepped back to avoid piercing Ahab´s throat with her harpoon. „That you are still too weak to kill me. How pitiful, yet how clever… The girl knows her place… And that cleverness serves you well. A foolish sailor would not have accepted this very generous offer of mine.“

She smiled, knowing that she´s won the negotiations. Fair and square, with little fussing. I kept sane only by reminding myself that the victory of war would not be hers.

Because I would not let her win even if the odds were tilted wildly in her favor.

„As long as I can kill the Pallid Whale with my two hands… I care not about what happens next. My heart is yours to harpoon, Ishmael. I will be made complete at that very moment. What happens afterward… I could not care less.“

„Ha… Haha… Ha…“

Ishmael laughed and laughed.

She did not fight back with her biting tongue, nor did she sharply and rationally criticize Ahab. She laughed and laughed and laughed, glaring straight into Ahab's eyes.

„Yes… I like the look in your eyes. I can already see it. In fact, I may as well have already heard your decision from that look.“

„Yeah… Enjoy your last voyage, Ahab. And whatever it takes, survive to the end of this voyage, until you destroy the Whale's heart. And I'll happily destroy you the moment you are made complete.“

„Ha! Ahahahaha!! YES! Now I see the eyes of a proper seadog! Finally, conviction burns within your eyes! I shall not disappoint, Ishmael. Allow my heart to beat like the very tempest, allow my heart to bleed hotter than the boiling blood of the Lava Whale. So that it may be a target worthy of your harpoon.“

„HA! HAHAHAHA!!“

A sense of overwhelming dread emanated from the two women's mad laughter. Neither I nor the other Sinners dared to intrude, though.

To tear them apart would mean to rend apart a singular heart which beat in each of their chests with the same thundering desire brought to the surface.

The desire to hunt.

Notes:

Just wanna thank everyone for the continued support as this fic cracked 100 subscriptions milestone. I guess I must be doing something right when my barely edited first drafts reel in this many people (like, I do spend a lot of time plotting and revising the little details for a number of chapters ahead, but this still feels like I´m having my own little KJH moment which is really funny).

As always, enjoy the chapter. Long Life The Yuri Nation!

Chapter 23: The Ropes That Bind The Heart

Summary:

Sailing towards the Heart of the Whale brings more than its fair share up to the surface.

Notes:

Trigger warnings: mentions of self harm and controlling behaviour, the COVID pandemic

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Starbuck got chatty once again when we left Ahab´s office. „So you're joining us for the jour…ney to the heart? Ain't that… nice. It's encouraging to have you lively-look…ing fellas along for the ride! Not a hint of that pale mem…brane to be seen on yous.“

He stopped suddenly. „Oh, speaking of which… How are you all so… okay? How come the Pallid Wha…le's got no effect on an…y of you?“

„Forsooth, that is— Mmmph?!“

„…It's a long story. We just happened to get lucky… and I'll leave it at that.“ Gregor cut in and blocked Don Quixote's mouth.

Couple faces did turn my way, but I figured that open discussions probably weren´t good to bring up in such a broad company of strangers.

„There are tasks that must be completed if we are to reach the heart. Two ships, two routes. They must go their separate ways to reach the heart. The Pequod will make its way through the pancreas.“ Ahab said as she unfolded a small map of the Whale´s innards in front of us.

„Question.“ Ryoshu glanced at Ahab.

„Shoot.“

„Why are you the ones going through the pancreas?“

„The Whale's pancreas is vast and filled with treacherous acid. To go in there without knowing when and where the acid will spew from is to dance with death. So I'm electing to bring those that have toiled here for years, not inexperienced landsmen such as you.“

Starbuck shrugged next to Ahab, supporting her claims. „I must also mention that the pancreas is heavily populated by the Mermaids. It is better that we sailors, who have spent our entire lives hunting Mermaids and Whales, take that route instead.

„While there aren't any particularly powerful or troublesome Mermaids there, our numerical advantage will still be useful in that path. At the end of its pancreas, we will hew open its largest vein… then its left heart atrium will open to supply blood to the area.“

„Okay, so what about us?“ Gregor asked, eager to know the rest of the plan Ahab concocted.

You will take this path.“ She pointed out a route on the map. „The right heart atrium connected to the lungs. This is a narrow path, so a smaller vessel will serve you well. Some… other things have made their way into the path I send you on. They are neither Whale nor Mermaid. Their numbers are small, but each of them may pose a difficult fight.“

Faust looked at me briefly. As imperceptibly as I could I nodded, careful not to return her gaze.

„What you lack in numbers, I assumed, will be made up by your individual prowess. You and your men will shine in targeted strikes, not all-out battles that the Pequod will face through the pancreas.“ Ahab continued.

„Were you not here, I would have had to send Starbuck, Queequeg, and at least eight other good men that way. A boat divided will have a higher chance of failing. In fact, it had been a rather significant concern of mine… but you have arrived, fitting perfectly into this conundrum of a puzzle as though fate itself has ordained it. Destiny is one fickle thing, is it not?“

I resisted the urge to scoff at her proclamations of destiny. If such a thing as destiny existed then I was eager to meet whoever was in charge and square up with them for every single thing that has gone wrong in my life.

„Ms. Ahab… must be referring to the Abnormalities that were swallowed alongside the Lobotomy Corp. Branch.“ Faust informed the others who haven´t caught on.

So you know something about those odd creatures. Indeed, our encounter was ordained by fate! The very destiny that leads me to the heart of the Whale! Kill the monsters there, hew open the arteries, and the right atrium shall open.“ She concluded the plan. „And we will meet again at the heart where the atriums meet. Then I shall enter and destroy its core… The heart of the heart, if you will.“

Don Quixote was especially captivated by the plan. „Verily, you proclaim that there is a heart within a heart?!“ She gasped.

„I see that you have little experience contending a foe so great as the Whale. It is obvious that such a colossal creature would have a heart that fuels its heart.“

„Is that supposed to be obvious?“ Dante questioned, but since Ahab couldn´t understand them, they were not privy to any tangible answer.

„The sun shall shine on us again only when we destroy the heart beating with the very essence of evil! Through the Whale's sundered flesh shall the gentle light rain over us!“

The only sun Ahab would see would be the glow of the Golden Bough. Maybe that was what she had in mind. I couldn´t recall anything else that would have fit the description. One thing still didn´t leave my mind, however. Just how and when did Ahab find out about the Golden Bough? It wasn´t as if she had known about it prior to it being inside of the Whale. And because she knew what it looked like, she must´ve seen it before – which meant she was inside the Heart at some point… and decided to not kill the Whale… maybe because there was no one to stare at her in awe for it.

At least that was what would make sense given what I´ve already known of Ahab´s ways.

„And you will impale me with the final harpoon, to end my breath once and for all!“ She was turned to Ishmael with a grin.

Ishmael was smiling too, a vicious grin of a prowling cat looking at a bird up in the tree.

„While I am yet to analyze the geography of this entity… The general structure of the plan appears sound to me, Executive Manager.“ Outis nodded next to Dante.

„Yeah… I agree.“ They said. Meanwhile, Heathcliff was having none of it.

„I still don't like this. Are we supposed to just, what, listen to some dodgy Captain orderin' us around? I thought the clockhead here was our boss. Why don't we just finish this with our own hands instead of relying on her? Let's just do this ourselves. Let one or two of us go mad and turn into a Mermaid. At least it would've been our work at the end of the day.“

I walked up to him. He immediately stilled. „If you are offering to get turned into a Mermaid, sure, let´s do it your way… because being stubborn when you had a clear plan in the works worked out oh so well before.“

„Ugh… how long are you going to hold that over my head? Yeah, I fucked up bad, I´m sorry. Is that what you want to hear?“

„No amount of saying „sorry, my bad“ will return what I´ve lost on that platform… what I´ve traded for our survival.“ I glared into his eyes, nose scrunched. „Least you could do is grow half a brain before you try to come up with another incredible plan.“

„What you´ve traded? Hang on, there wasn´t a single scratch on you… sure, your shirt was kind of crumpled and filthy but-“

„Heathcliff…“ Dante turned to him. „...please… let´s not delve into… that. It´s behind us.“

„Ugh, fine… as long as Alighiero lets go, too, and doesn´t start muttering to themselves like Ishmael over there… it´s real creepy.“ Heathcliff nodded towards Ishmael, who, just as he put it, was muttering to herself.

„As long as we destroy the heart… I can end her. As long as we destroy the heart…“ She was gritting her teeth as she repeated that singular line to herself like a mantra. So that she would not forget, not even for a moment.

I was most thankful towards Dante to not bring up the Ricardo incident. I wanted to forget the whole thing as soon as possible and it seemed like they shared the sentiment.

„Right, then. We will meet again at our rendezvous point. Let this be a good voyage to us all.“ Ahab clapped her hands and everyone fell in line, sailors and Sinners alike.

Queequeg joined us as our helmswoman on the smaller ship provided by Pequod town. It was a lucky thing, not just because it would allow me to speak to Queequeg without Ahab watching my every move. Mostly it was lucky because the boat wasn't like any other boat we'd ever seen (not that we´ve seen many of them). Its body was made of flesh and bones of Whales or Mermaids. Between all the organic matter were also wedged plates of metal, which altogether made for a grotesque vessel that would definitely give Kromer an aneurysm.

As we boarded, Ishmael stared at Queequeg.

„I… I thought you… everyone… died.“ She managed to say after a long period of silence.

„Me too.“ Queequeg said, in much the same speed. „Also thought you dead.“

They were pretty adorable together, stumbling over their words.

„Where I was, we bury dead people. No burning. In earth. In hearts. Deep. Never to dig up again… Because, we have to forget.“

„Did you… bury me, too?“

Ishmael´s question caught Queequeg off-guard.

„I… want to see sunset again. That keeps me going. Breathing. Throwing harpoons.“

„I thought you didn't like the outside world?“

„Sunset, always warm. Wherever it sets.“

Queequeg wasn´t just looking for the sake of being in the picture on what was happening around us. She was stealing glances at Ishmael like they were a rare treasure.

Ishmael did notice it and a slight smile was slowly spreading over her face, drawing slight reddish tint into her cheeks… until a piercing cry cut through the otherwise peaceful silence.

„I'm hearing a terrifying cry… coming from far away…“ Dante stood by the railing, looking ahead. Ishmael promptly joined them.

„It's the Mermaids' cry…“

„Our future. If we fail to escape.“ Queequeg added, steering the ship with years of experience under her belt. „Cry and cry. Trying to kill all we see. Then melt. Very slowly. And later… Float away. Like we were never here.“ She trailed off, pausing for a moment. „Don't want to be Mermaid. The Pallid Whale. Have to kill it. Only then, we get out.“

A thought came across my mind. „What if there was more than one Whale?“

„More than one? Whales don´t... get along. Where two appear, they fight. One wins. The other? Torn apart.“

I see.“ I nodded, trying to focus on inspecting my spear as if what I just asked about was a completely normal thing to ask about.

„What made you ponder that question, Alighiero?“ Yi Sang asked. His face was positively green, but his seasickness apparently wasn´t going to stop him from being his good old inquisitive self.

I sighed. „I think we can all agree that getting into the Whale without dying along the way isn´t all that easy. To put it bluntly, I didn´t get in the same way you did. Or voluntarily, for that matter.“

„Was the abnormality that´s been following you involved?“ Faust asked in Yi Sang´s stead, because he was busy hurling the contents of his stomach over the railing.

I nodded as we sailed through the pack of mermaids. Meursault and Rodion took to punching them off, joined by Ryoshu who was instead turning them into bloody steaks with her long blade. Yep. We were in the middle of Waves when Charon woke me up to more or less drag me to the front of the busboat. Vergilius was outside, keeping the vessel afloat and stuff. Pretty standard business aside from being woken up, I guess.“ I shrugged. „Then things started going a bit haywire when he walked back in. The Waves were over, but the Backdoor were still shut.“

Faust raised her eyebrows at that part. It was obvious that wasn´t the way the Backdoor was supposed to react to emergency ending. „Then the windows went all black, like someone painted them over with a really thick layer of inky-black paint that was also alive and trying to get in.“

Sounds like Whale.“ Queequeg nodded to my surprise. „Not one I saw. Heard of, though. Long time ago.

Ishmael turned her head, brows furrowed. „I guess it does sound like the Kraken Whale of the Ink Lake, but-

„No.“ Queequeg shook her head. „This Whale, older. Much older.“ Unbidden, she continued. „Called by many names, it wanders, not just in the Lake, but on land, too. Far beyond the edge of Outskirts. Some say it gave birth... to Calamities.

„Forsooth, could such a beast of many-a-legend be real?Don shuddered. „And to think that whilst we were rowing into the maw of one foul beast, another was accosting our Guide and friends we left behind to keep them safe.

I winced at the word as if it burned me. Still, I kept talking, trying to put as much distance between it and me as possible. „Regardless… The Shadow Child appeared inside the busboat, talking about wishes I carry in my heart that have not been taken on by anyone. That seemed to be the sole reason I attracted the entity that was trying to get inside.

„Hold on, wasn´t that the weird kid?“ Gregor asked, scratching his 5´o clock shadow that was getting notably thicker over the course of the voyage.

„Nope.“ I huffed a laugh. The Child wasn´t the entity pressing up against the windows.“

The smile froze on my face as the connections between the points solidified in my mind. I think… Queequeg might be right about that thing being at least tangentially a Whale. The Child is definitely a separate being from that entity, but subservient to it... like a Mermaid. At the same time, it has some sort of agency or specific rules of conduct, though.

I paused for a moment, as the poem echoed in my head, like an ominous lullaby. „Another notable difference between the two, the Wishmaker – which is the name the Child called the entity trying to get into busboat – it spoke. In verse.“

In verse? As in poetry?Hong Lu cocked his head to a side, smiling softly. „That´s interesting.“

Yeah. Apparently both of them have a singular goal: to fulfill people´s wishes... but with very different philosophies. The Wishmaker takes care of wishes said out loud, with the big catch being that it uses that wish to twist the person in some way – according to the kid, mind you. The Shadow Child explained that he must fulfill my wishes because he´s my friend. If I refused, the Wishmaker would take my wish on regardless, so...

„...so the choice boiled down to letting one of the entities direct your fate: one who has aided you in the past, taking on some vague inner wish or the other one which the former has specifically warned against.“ Outis nodded. „Taking into account all information available, the outcome could´ve been much worse.“

„It appears there are Mermaids ahead. We should prepare for a fight, Dante.“ Ishmael said, alerting everyone to quit chatting.

„I´ve got it. Thanks, Faust.“

I took the spear in my hands, ready to stick the pointy end into anything that tried to claw me apart. Of course, that would be a dire scenario in which most, if not all the Sinners were dead, leaving me and Dante to fend for ourselves. So all that ended up happening was me, standing around awkwardly with a pretty long spear because the Sinners were fending them off fairly easily. Unfortunately, while their physical effects couldn´t reach me, the psychological effects were a whole another thing.

Thankfully, it was a vision of Ishmael which was supposed to play out.

Crying.

Every night, a terrifying cry echoes from the holds.

Pip, it's your turn to go down there.“ Starbuck said.

The Mermaids cried every single night. So, we had to lock them deep in the holds.

Pip doesn't wanna go down there… It's scary.“

That's just the luck of your draw, Pip. I'm sorry, but… you gotta accept it.“

Isn't it weird, Queequeg? Why are we… doing any of this?“ Ishmael asked. Her hair was much shorter back then.

At one point she began to question both Ahab and her actions… at the point where there wasn´t another boat to hop into or port to hide in and ditch the Pequod altogether.

Ishmael. Steel yourself. We'll see Pallid Whale. Soon. Which means all this be over.“ Queequeg told her, face near emotionless.

Soon.

Yeah. It'll all be over, soon… So when this voyage is over…“

What is this mess? Can you not even man your stations properly, you deckhands?“ Ahab´s voice boomed across the deck as she walked up and down, scrutinizing every twist in the planks that made the deck.

Captain! Pip doesn't wanna go down there. Pip's scared to death. It's so scary down there. Every night Pip hears. Every night he scratches at the locked door.“

Get a hold of yourself, Pip. That's just a Mermaid.“ Ahab dismissed his concerns. No, not just that, she reveled in them.

Pip knows, Pip saw… That was…That was our mate Stubb, Captain. The Pallid Whale ate Stubb and the boat he was on, and…“

Pip. Turn away from the sound of the holds. Look far beyond to the Great Lake. The Pallid Whale's day of reckoning draws near. The louder the Mermaid cries, the closer we are to our goal. That creature will lead us to the Pallid Whale.“

That night, I snuck into Captain Ahab's quarters.

The vision morphed according to Ishmael´s memory. She entered Ahab´s quarters.

To enter the Captain's quarters, unauthorized, was like breaking a taboo. Every sailor knew that.

If I was caught… I would've had to accept whatever punishment they decided to levy upon me for committing a sin that may as well have been a mutiny.

But I don't know what I was thinking when I walked in there.

C-Captain Ahab… I… C-Captain?“

The Captain's eyes were locked on the map of the Great Lake stuck to the ceiling of her quarters.

She did not stir.

I looked at this sight for a moment… before stumbling out of the Captain's quarters.

I had to.

So, you went into the Captain's quarters, huh?“ Starbuck asked her as he caught Ishmael red-handed.

M-mister Starbuck…“

Captain never gets a proper shut-eye. Even when she sleeps, she sleeps with her eyes wide open. She's always looking for that Pallid Whale somewhere in the Great Lake. Even as she dreams Captain ain't sleeping. She's awake. Always is.“

In a way, I pitied Ahab. I knew myself what kind of crazy sleep deprivation can bring. I definitely wasn´t someone nice to hang around before my morning coffee even with a proper rest.

Maybe Ahab´s psychotic behavior was just caused by long-term sleep deprivation? Though, if that was the case, sleeping wouldn´t fix her on its own. Because she physically couldn´t sleep anymore.

I never ever imagined I would empathize with a bitch like Ahab, but there I was, pondering the mind of an old hag that basically brainwashed her entire crew to go on a suicide mission and smiled as they threw their lives away assuming it was for some greater good… to slay the root of all Evil and blah, blah, blah…

Maybe chucking it all to sleep deprivation was a bit of a stretch.

Yeah… on the Pequod, the Captain had a tight leash around us.

We were merely gasping on what little air she permitted us.

Then, the vision melted into reality once again. Something roared in front of us. I couldn´t see what exactly it was, but I recalled that there were three abnormalities altogether: The Bitch Fish, The Poison Clam and the Three-eyed Student Who Forgot To Write Their Assignment And Had To Rush Big Time (With Their Ass On Fire).

„That. Not Mermaid. Not Whale. Monster from other Outskirts?“ Queequeg asked as i finally got the full view of the being. It was the Clam, spewing stinky green goop around.

„Their official denomination is 'Abnormalities'. They were once contained within the Lobotomy Corp. Branch, but the Whale has devoured them.“ Faust replied.

„I saw similar things before. But not Abnormality. Different.“

„Yes, indeed. In the Outskirts, anything is within the realm of possibility. I find it credible that you may have encountered similar entities in the Outskirts.“

Unsurprisingly, the clam wasn´t difficult to deal with. A little poison here and there, but it didn´t hurt too much as Dante rewound the damage it caused. All in all, things weren´t looking so bad… yet.

„Abnormalities. Born how?“ Queequeg asked as she steered the ship through the narrowing channel.

„They were once human. These have been created by humans as a source of new energy.“

„They have wishes. Looks like. Each one.“ She nodded along as we passed the goopy remains of the clam´s egg form. „Must be nice, knowing what you want. Knowing what you desire.“

„Yeah… but not knowing is nice, too…“ Queequeg raised an eyebrow at me as I smiled. „You get to choose something new to look forward to. I know that´s what I did when all my days started blurrying into on another and it seemed like there was no end to it.“

I looked into the distance, only half aware of the fact that I started opening up. It became even harder to ignore when I saw a vision of myself, rotting on a couch that was patched up so many times with pieces of scrap fabric there wasn´t much of the original cover visible. It was the only splash of color in the small grey apartment I rented and by far one of the more expensive pieces of furniture. It doubled as a bed and a chair, and it smelled like mold every time it rained.

To say that I was embarrassed that others were seeing me in that state would be an understatement.

As fate would have it, I remembered the precise moment that I was seeing. It was the day when I, like many others during the pandemic, fell in love with sea shanties.

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum.

One day when the tonguin´ is done,

we´ll take our leave and go.

The music coming from my phone in the vision faded into Mermaid cries as they tried to claw their way up the ship.

„That song… a sailor tune.“ Queequeg said to me as she steered along the narrow pathway while others fended off the Mermaids.

„Yeah… a whaler shanty now that I think about it… been a while since I listened to it last, but that one´s permanently itched into my head regardless. Unavoidable really, with how many times I listened to it during the lockdowns.“ I laughed, leaving Queequeg confused. „Right… it´s a long story. I´m… from far away.“

„...the song… you know it in full?“ Queequeg asked, turning away from digging into the details of my past.

„Yeah, why?“

„Song? What song?“ Ishmael asked. I realized that the Mermaids have been dealt with and the Sinners have returned to their seats.

„Oh, a shanty... from back home.“

„I didn´t know you were a sailor.“ Ishmael looked at me with confusion. „You never said anything about sailing so I assumed-“

„Oh, I´m definitely not... but when you´re stuck in a small apartment under a government-mandated isolation due to an outbreak of a new, contagious disease… for months… you go looking for anything to take the edge off. Especially once you run out of alcohol.“

I didn´t like remembering those times. Before I adopted Fawkes, my life was… not pretty. When the pandemic hit, I didn´t even notice because my life hardly changed, aside from working remotely. Performing for a tiny camera was somehow even more humiliating than doing the same for middle-aged people gawking at me in a nightclub. Then, I could at least have the peace of mind that my apartment was truly private.

In pandemic, even that last safety blanket was torn away from me.

Without much thinking I stuck my hand into my pocket, taking hold of the stone there, gently cradling in my palm. Queequeg was waiting. Waiting for me to sing, it looked like.

„Don´t have to sing… if you don´t want to.“ She shrugged.

„What? Oh, no, it´s alright. I was just... reminiscing.“

I cleared my throat and began to sing, hoping that Queequeg would find a small scrap of truth in the lyrics. Seeing nothing particularly wrong with it, I added rhythmic thumping with the blunt end of my spear against the deck. If the singing would attract the Mermaids, I might´ve as well given them a full show.

There once was a ship that put to sea

the name of that ship was Billy o´ Tea

the winds blew up the bow dipped down

blow my bully boys blow.

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum

one day when the tonguin´ is done

we´ll take our leave an d go

To my surprise, Queequeg joined in along the refrain, her low voice resonating in the cavernous arteries of the Whale.

She had not been two weeks from shore

when down on her a right whale bore

the Captain called all hands and swore

he´d take that whale in tow

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum

one day when the tonguin´ is done

we´ll take our leave an d go

Though I expected the singing and thumping to attract more Mermaids, it seemed like it achieved the exact opposite. As if the Mermaids were captivated by the song and for just that short while, remembered they were once sailors, too.

Before the boat had hit the water

the whale´s tail came up and caught her

all hands to the side harpooned and fought her

when she dived down below

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum

one day when the tonguin´ is done

we´ll take our leave an d go

 

I looked ahead as I sang. The Scribe with Fiery Quill was just ahead. Still, I sang, as if in a trance.

 

No line was cut, no whale was freed

the Captain´s mind was not of greed

but he belonged to the whaleman´s creed

she took that ship in tow

 

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum

one day when the tonguin´ is done

we´ll take our leave an d go

 

We sailed by the Scribe who ignored us altogether for some reason. Only then I noticed that is wasn´t just me and Queequeg singing. Everyone was, even Dante, who ticked oddly in rhythm. I couldn´t stop singing even if I wanted to, I realized as there was a flute, somewhere in the distance, playing the same, weeping melody I associated with the shanty.

The thumping of my spear gradually grew quieter as it met the thundering, slow heartbeat of the Whale´s core.

Soon enough, they were beating as one.

 

For forty d ays or even more

the line went slack then tight once more

all boats were lost there were only four

but still that whale did go

 

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum

one day when the tonguin´ is done

we´ll take our leave an d go

 

There was a slight, if any change in Queequeg´s eyes as her gaze landed on the Abnormality ahead of us.

That fucking Fish.

And still I sang, determined to finish my song.

 

As far as I´ve heard the fight still on

the line´s not cut and whale´s not gone

the Wellerman makes his regular call

to encourage the Captain, crew and all

 

With a thunderous call, we sailed towards it, hitting hard and fast, all hands as one. I felt the exhilaration as if I was the one holding each and every weapon, striking it over and over.

 

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum

one day when the tonguin´ is done

we´ll take our leave and go

 

Like that, the song finished and the Abnormality perished, like the blind and raging beast it was… diving head-first into sharpened, broken flotsam.

 

Soon may the Wellerman come

to bring us sugar and tea and rum

one day when the tonguin´ is done

we´ll take our leave and go...


The Mermaids didn´t bother the ship even after the song was over. In fact, everyone grew quiet when it did.

„You can sing pretty well, Alighiero.“ Sinclair said, trying to rekindle the conversation. „...you know… i wouldn´t be surprised if you were some superstar… where you came from. Even the Mermaids left us alone.“

I don´t think that was my singing. Look.I pointed upwards at the shadowy silhouette dancing across the fleshy walls. Heathcliff was the first to turn his head up.

„Oi, the kid´s in here!“

„So… he… used to be a friend of yours?“ Yi Sang stumbled forth to tug me back onto my seat as Heathcliff practiced swinging his bat. The Shadow Child was nowhere within his reach, flying high above. Not that it stopped him from trying.

The Child giggled at the sights below, stashing his flute into his chest as it opened to reveals rows of sharp teeth.

„Yeesh, that´s a lot of teeth.“ Gregor winced. Though coming across things that were anything but normal has become a daily occurrence for th most part, seeing new ones still could rouse reactions from the Sinners.

„What even is he? He doesn´t… feel exactly like an abnormality.“ Dante wondered out loud. To everyone´s surprise, the Child floated down before them, smiling widely.

I´m youth and I´m joy. He said in sing-song voice as he walked on the railing of the ship, feet as light as a feather. I´m a little bird that has broken out of his egg.

Then, his smile fell into a sad frown as he looked to Queequeg Watch out for the Ticking Crocodile… and my best friend. There is a monster just ahead. With those words, he melted into the shadows, leaving us alone once again.

„Strange child.“ Queequeg echoed what others have already thought of in their heads. „Helpful though. The Mermaids vanished.“

„Ahead… there isn´t anything to warrant such warning.“ Meursault squinted at the end of the tunnel. „Our path is relatively clear.“

Another cry pierced the air. A distinctly human cry, but muffled, as if-

Queequeg used to spend some nights in crushing loneliness. In unbearable pain.

Queequeg sat in the corner of a dark, dark room. She looked down at her arms.

Then, with a small dagger she uses for cutting harpoon ropes… she mercilessly tore into her arms. Like she was carving something into her flesh.

I peered closer. Her body was covered with countless, strange tattoos. Over them were scars of old and gnashed wounds, cut as though to hide the tattoos drawn on her skin.

A vision of Queequeg and Ishmael appeared, both of them younger and more reckless than in the present time.

Did you… do that to yourself?“

I did.“

But… why?“

Because of shame. Because the tattoos… I engraved them. Myself.“

Queequeg… don't do this. We'll go look for a place that could erase your tattoos. There's got to be one out there, at one of the nests. So… stop hurting yourself like this.“ Ishmael tried to stop her, reaching for the knife in her hands. But Queequeg had the upper hand and kept the bloody blade from her reach with ease.

My tattoos, tattooed in a special way. So no normal way to erase. And… even if there is… I won't erase like that.“

Why?“

No way to be free from… past.“

On a Whaling ship, any discussion of the crew's pasts was an unspoken taboo.

Whalers were often running from their pasts,

Wanted to wash their pasts away in the Waves,

Or threw themselves against the Waves in their desperate need for money.

Ishmael. You already knew. I come from the Middle.“

„… I had a hunch when I saw your tattoos.“

The Middle… never forgets.

But the Middle that I've heard of…“

Ishmael´s voice trailed off as she looked at Queequeg. Maybe she couldn´t believe that her friend could be like that. Ruthless. Power-hungry.

I know that the Middle accepts anyone into their fold… But… I also heard that once you're a part of the Middle… they'll never let you go…“ She continued, but Queequeg stopped her.

Yes. The Middle remembers. The Middle never forgets. Never... So, can't leave. So they captured me.“ Queequeg in the vision looked to the floor. „They said to me… to really leave, erase everything of the Middle from me. If not, they catch me again. My tattoo is the Middle's brand. So I cut up the brand. Have to. My speech, also touched by the Middle. So I went to doctor… to cut up my tongue. To cut up my brain. To break myself.

And I ran. Again.“

Ishmael shook her head. „Even after you lost your speech… even after you cut your whole body up to erase your tattoos… they're still coming after you? That's too high a price-“

Not true.“ Queequeg protested. „Back then… I was… a maggot. Crawling in filth. Thinking filth was everything. Thought filth was the world. Thought I knew the world.“ Ishmael didn´t interject, so she continued. „They wanted to make me 'Big Sister'. So I killed. And killed. And killed. Not because of orders. Killed with my own hands. Because I wanted to. Because I wanted respect as Big Sister.“

„…No. We're all… still in our cocoons. Soon, we'll break out of our shells and be born again… okay?“ Ishmael looked at Queequeg, pouring all the care she had for her friend… or maybe, just maybe… someone even closer.

Born again…“

Yeah. Once this voyage is over… let's go find it together. A way to break out of our cocoons…“

How?“

I dunno. That's why I want to go find it with you, together.“

QueeQueg laughed at Ishmael´s antics. I couldn´t help cracking a smile, too.

This is first time. First time I heard Ishmael… saying she don't know.“ Queequeg´s smile was warm and soft, two things that the Queequeg of present time seemingly lost. Or buried deep within.

That's how we started looking beyond this voyage. All of us. Starbuck who wante d to open a grill place in Kraken Port. Pip, who wante d to be a lan d lor d. We were p eople who wanted to bury their pasts. People living from one day to the next without dreams, without futures.

Between every close call, between every moment of triumph, amidst the brutal trials we endured in solidarity, we began to sketch the rough pictures of our futures.

I sketched something for myself, too. In that sketch… I'm walking alongside Queequeg in some small port shrouded in mist and the smell of fish.

Maybe we're holding large textbooks in our hands. Or… maybe we're carrying suspiciously well-maintained weapons. Or maybe we're just heading somewhere with our hands full of tasty treats for the day.

And… we kept sketching. How we will continue to live out the rest of our days. How we will persevere.

The visions of Ishmael´s past disappeared once again, giving way to the disgusting reality of whale guts and acid river below. All the same, it was just a bit more bearable for her, it looked like.

If nothing else, she sat d own closer to Queequeg.

„Ishmael, once this whole ordeal is over and we go back to Mephistopheles…“ Dante began, prompting Ishmael to turn around.

„How about we all go get ice cream together? You know, the one Don Quixote wanted.“

Ishmael blinked at them. „Go… back? What will you do, manager… if I told you that I don't want to go back?“

„What do you mean?“

„Once we destroy the heart, and once I squeeze the life out of Ahab with my own two hands…“ Ishmael spoke, inspecting her harpoon once again, to make sure it was still sharp. Queequeg said nothing, but I could see her body tense up. „… What… would I… go back to? Why would I… go on?“

„Is that an official resignation request?“ Outis questioned Ishmael directly just as she finished that thought.

„…No. Forget it.“

Ishmael took off her headband to pluck a piece of Mermaid flesh from it. As she did, Queequeg spoke to her.

„Your headband. Familiar. Familiar knot. Desperate's Knot.“

Ishmael froze. „Queequeg… I survived by hanging onto the ropes you tied to your coffin. The ropes that you could have held… Instead, I held onto it with my dear life…“

„That rope… also for you.“ Queequeg said slowly, putting a mountain of intend behind each word.

Another glimpse into Ishmael´s past former around us. Ishmael stood above a dead whale with a bucket. Uncertain of the flimsy rope that was her only tether to the ship and thus survival.

Her job? To bucket whale oil out of the whale. Oil, that could still very easily be her doom if she fell into it, because it would consume her in entirety. With no whale alive, however, nothing would be left behind… just a mindless, empty shell. I caught myself wondering if that was what Hermann was chasing after – mindless husk of humanity, less than a machine or even a puppet.

In the middle of Ishmael´s ruminations, Queequeg came behind her and tied the other end of the rope to herself.

What… are you doing?“ Ishmael asked.

Your rope. Tie it to my waist.“

B-but why?“

Tethered like so. Now if you fall, I fall.“ Queequeg pulled on the rope. „You. Me. Together.“

Her sentences were stuttering and incomplete. But there was something there that oddly soothed me.

Together…“

Someone to catch me if I fell.

Someone to watch over me if I fell.

So I tied one end of the rope to Queequeg's waist, and the other on mine.

Even though the metaphorical rope strengthened, the actual, physical one was still flimsy. It snapped, sending younger Ishmael into the depths of a deceased whale, straight into the pool of whale oil. It reverberated, threatening to consume Ishmael. An the scene continued.

That's when I… realized how tiny and fragile I was. How insignificant of a thing I was.

Maybe the Whales were just lonely. And that's why they carried within them the oil that had the power to turn others just like them.

Maybe, people are the same. Out of loneliness, we want to make something, someone ours. To paint them just like us, to fill them with things that make us.

I don't even know what makes me. How could I possibly paint others like me… if even I don't know what I am?

Maybe I'm shallower than a Whale.

I, who boarded the Pequod just because I wanted to live a life unlike those of others. Just because living a humdrum life was too boring for me…

What do I even want?

In the dark, where the distinction of all things begin to blur…

I saw light.

A ray of light scattered through an opening. I saw a rope drop from there. A rope lowered from the heavens into this dark, lonely abyss.

This rope. I wanted to hold onto this rope and live. Because it was there, right before me.

Ishmael! Rope, hold tight!“ Queequeg called after Ishmael. She pulled on the rope then, pulling Ishmael from what would otherwise be her death.

I was born again that day, maybe. The rope I held onto that day… was a rope that could never be severed.

The memory vanished, leaving once again the two women to recount in the present.

„That rope. It snapped.“ Queequeg turned away.

„No, no. It can… We can make it whole again. We'll tie another knot. As long as we can make it to the heart… you'll be free.“

Silence, like a chasm grew between them. Dante and the Sinners understood the weight of the moment. They refused to get involved.

Once we, trapped here… We had to think one thing. One thing only. To not become Mermaids. Doubting. Hesitating. And pale begin to grow on skin. You know. Like Whale oil.“ Queequeg explained to Ishmael. „I thought one thing. To meet you again, to go on a new adventure with you, I have to escape. Have to kill the Whale. But to do that, I had to cut… the rope. To not become a Mermaid, I think that one thought. I think that one thought again and again. And suddenly…“

„I, buried you.“ Queequeg realized, curling in on herself in shame. „The Whale-heart. To kill it… I put my heart to sleep.“

„A sleeping heart is one that dreams.“ I said with a small smile. Even in the seemingly endless ennui of the pandemic, I carved a small place in my heart for a furry animal that would hardly eat and whine night after night. That was why I knew that Queequeg just needed someone to point out that Ahab wasn´t the only way out of the Pallid Whale´s stomach. „Do you not dream of the sun anymore?“

„How…“ Queequeg looked at me, confused, but not apprehensive. „Yes, I dream of the sun… the sunset. Want to… see it again.“ The way she looked at Ishmael´s orange hair afterwards wasn´t subtle in the slightest.

Notes:

Bit late for the Yuri day, which was yesterday... the chapter is bit longer, though.

Enjoy the Ishqueg - I am not asking, this is your Captain´s command! I will not stand any mutiny on my ship! /silly

Chapter 24: When Whale Is Life

Summary:

The Sinners sail for the heart... but whose heart will be torn apart?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

„So this is the second atrium the Captain mentioned…“ Outis commented as we sailed along the course towards the sinewy bridge. I couldn´t quite recall what happened there, but I did have a sort of odd feeling at the pit of my stomach after the Shadow Child mentioned a monster ahead. Moreover, it seemed that not only Dante, but also myself was to be put in danger from it.

Suddenly, Queequeg changed the course, swerving the ship away from the bridge.

„H.W. What are you doing?“ Ryoshu asked.

„The bridge. Made of flimsy veins.“

„That way. Original plan.“ Ryoshu growled at Queequeg.

The sailor simply shook her head. „It looks like the way, but no. Not the way. Once one person cross, bridge snap under next.“

„I get it. You already knew the path was going to snap. Despite that, you led us here. That means… You were going to cross this bridge, and drop all of us behind you.“ Outis analyzed her actions.

„Was.“ Queequeg said flatly. „Changed my mind.“

Dante raised their head, astounded. „Alighiero, you didn´t say anything about that. Did you not remember it?“

I looked away from their gaze. „I kept that information from you on purpose because I wanted to know what would Queequeg´s choice be.“

„You what?“ I heard Ishmael´s voice from shrill in disbelief. I wasn´t entirely sure if that was reaction to Queequeg or me. Probably both.

„The Captain… She said… sacrifice, necessary. Can't go forward unless someone falls.“ Queequeg continued.

„It´s a good thing then that Ahab is a liar.“ I interjected.

Queequeg stared at me, almost motionless.

„I know that you´re most likely questioning how I knew… there isn´t a simple answer to that. I just need you to know that... Ahab´s not the only rope you can hold onto. I…“ Just As I was about to say „I wish“, I stopped myself. I coudn´t know how literal the wishing had to be to catch the attention of the Wishmaker... I wasn´t ready to become the lab rat to test that. I cleared my throat.

„I think you would rather hold onto the other rope, too. All you really have to do is… reach out and hold it tight.“

When I saw a faint smile bloom on Queequeg´s face, I knew she understood exactly what I meant. „Captain… has been a sturdy rope for long. But you… speak true. Old ropes, soaked in Whale acid… break more easily.“

„Queequeg… why… did you change your mind?“ Ishmael walked up to Queequeg. She stood tall, but vulnerable in front of her.

„Want to know, now.“ She looked at Ishmael with softened eyes.

„Know… what?“

„My way. My path.“

Ishmael blinked at Queequeg, standing still. I couldn´t tell if she was surprised or just plain oblivious.

Another vision from the past surfaced. We were on the deck of Pequod, where mayhem ruled supreme.

He got bit, trying to save Pip. The Whale bit him when he tried to save Pip, he…“ Pip bawled, pointing at an older man, Stubb who was holding his arm, bitten.

Shit, why'd that oil barrel have to fall on our oarsman? None of it made sense from the start, making that kid row as a replacement!“ Starbuck loudly proclaimed. It was no surprise, given who gave out orders on Pequod.

Captain, please tell Pip. Is Stubb going to die?“ Pip clung to her green coat and she regarded him with almost motherly tenderness before her eyes turned hard and cold.

What did I say? As long as you are my crew! None of you! Shall die without my explicit permission. And I don't remember giving any of you permission to die just yet.“

The lie spilled from her lips like poison.

B-but… I… What will happen to…“ Stubb lamented, slowly losing ability to speak as his body transformed.

The Pequod is on the brink of reaching the Pallid Whale of hatred! All we need is a good compass that'll lead us to it.“ She pointed at Stubb. „This Mermaid before us will serve that role better than anything.“

The fact that her words were met with basically zero refute chilled to the bone.

B-but, Captain, I… am not… a Mermaid…“

Whatever that Whale devoured will eventually turn into a Pallid Mermaid. You must know that. Incarcerate this Mermaid in the large cistern down by the holds. Its instinct will drive it toward the Whale of hatred.“

Ahab cared not for the crew, that much was obvious. She only cared about the hunt and her target. Everything and everyone else was just means to her goal.

Captain… Captain… Please, no!“

Stubb struggled as he was tied up and lowered into the cistern which was placed on a skiff.

Starbuck, send down the skiff.“

What? Now?“ Only Ishmael seemed to have enough of critical thinking left to be appalled by that order.

...Aye.“ Starbuck, who according to Ishmael butted heads with Ahab, was already in the mad Captain´s grasp. Before they even reached the Pallid Whale.

A few moments later, I heard a splash of water. All hands of the ship emerged from their stations and gathered around Ahab.

And Ahab… thundered.

Ooh! I hear him! Listen well, for it is Stubb who speaks! Heed his voice! All of you! Listen well! The voice of the great sailor Stubb echoes from across that Lake! The great sailor Stubb who so willingly threw his life in danger for the hunt of the Whale!“

I… the great…“ Stubb was barely heard from inside the cistern. Likely contorting within into a mermaid as his new body filled out the already cramped space.

In our urgency, we had no time to bring him back aboard! Yet he lives! He did not die! Though he is overboard, floating on the Lake after this fateful battle, he will soon find safety aboard the skiff I have lowered for him!“

The fact that Ahab´s bellowing matched cries of a religious cult leader was not lost on me. Because that was what Pequod was. A cult, in which Ahab ruled with an iron fist and an iron pegleg, ready to skewer anyone who even dared to think about disobeying her.

He shouts! Oh yes, he bellows for our victory! And he bellows that we must go on, sail forth to victory!“

Ishmael watched on, eyes stricken with fear. Except, there was nowhere to go, nowhere to run… except the dark, watery depths below. „What kind of insanity is…“

„…We. Sail forth.“

„…Queequeg?“ She turned to her side, to the one person she thought she could always trust.

This voyage will soon meet its victorious end. Then I shall sail to the nearest port! And there he shall await us, the great Stubb! With a profound smile he shall greet us.“ Ahab continued, unbothered. „He will be rightly rewarded. And of course, we will all share tales of this long voyage over many sleepless nights!“

With… a profound… smile… I…“ The sounds coming from the cistern grew weaker and weaker. Less human by the minute.

And there you shall all be as well! We will buy rounds upon rounds of drinks for everyone in the tavern in Stubb's name! Once! This voyage is over! EVERYTHING! WILL! COME TO BE!“

„Once this voyage is over.“ The crew repeated after Ahab, as did Stubb from within the cistern, slower, weaker. Less articulate.

The Whale of Hatred… is finally… in our sights…“ Hoarse voice coming from the cistern barely resembled the human speech. Weak and rugged, like the voice of an elderly person who was about to die. „You'll kill it, right? Captain…“

Let us answer his calling! We will kill the Whale of Hatred… WE WILL KILL THE PALLID WHALE!“ Ahab bellowed...

All aboard, men! All aboard for the hunt for the evil!“

All aboard on this voyage to hunt the fount of all evils of the world, of the City, the hateful evil that pushes you all to the brink of death!“

All of your struggles, all of your injustices, all of your pains and losses… that very evil sprang forth from that very Whale… So we'll kill it! We'll kill it and watch as the new dawn breaks upon a world that has been mended!“

...and her crew followed suit.

„…Aye!“

SHOUT! BELLOW!“

Aye, Captain!“

Ehehehe, goodbye! Stubb!! Let's meet again! Again, and again!“ Pip called blow with a wide smile on his face.

„…Eiiiirgh!!!“

But the noise that came from the cistern no longer belonged to Stubb.

Yeah. It'll all be over when we kill the Pallid Whale. When we kill the Whale of all evils…“ Ishmael said, repeating her line from the memory even after the vision was long gone.

Then a rumbling from beneath came, shaking the ship on the river of liquid death. From that sloshing mess rose a dark mass.

„5 o´clock!“ Outis called out. What we saw was difficult to comprehend. It was formless and solid at the same time, and also oozing and feathering out at the edges as if it was melting into the fabric of reality itself. At first it looked nothing like a proper creature, just a mass without any discernible features. Then, as it leaned over the ship and the light of the lanterns caught in its bodily mass that became the ceiling, there was this oddly mesmerizing glittering quality to its body.

Queequeg wasted no time, sending the ship forward in an attempt to flee it.

I pointed my spear´s sharp end towards it. Only then have I realized what I was looking at. A maniacal laugh dispersed any doubts that remained.

Eheheheheheee… I got you! I got you good!“

You said there was a monster up ahead. What else was I supposed to think?I snapped at the Child who immediately stopped laughing. But it wasn´t because of what I said.

Suddenly we had a stream of Mermaids began climbing onto the deck with shrill cries.

My trick doesn´t work anymore. The Wishmaker broke my flute because I was helping you earlier.“

„That thing is here?“ Rodion asked, recalling my brief recollection it seemed.

The Wishmaker is the Master of the Pallid Veil, silly.“ The Child giggled at Rodion. „And the Pallid Veil is all around.“

„But you are here. You´ve got something else to try, don´t you?“

He giggled again, eyes shining bright. „I do, I do, I do!! I can´t keep the Mermaids away from you, but I can keep you away from the Mermaids.“ He kicked off the floor into the air and floated on top of helm, looking down at Queequeg. It´s my turn to steer now.

Though apprehensive at first, when the smile fell off the Child´s face, Queequeg took a step back. And one more after that, for a good measure.

Thank you, big lady!“ He grinned and let his body melt over the helm like a coating of fresh, glittery paint that stretched over the entirety of the ship as the Sinners continued to throw the Mermaids over the railing just as they climbed on. As the vessel shook, I recalled a snippet from the old movie we would watch as kids.

„Grab hold of something sturdy, quickly!“ I called out, grabbing hold of the railing as the vessel shook wildly and lifted off the acid´s surface. As the ship steadied and flew forward I couldn´t help but laugh.

„You madlad, you actually did it!“

The Sinners were in comparison much less enthusiastic. „What the-“

„Guys, whatever you do, don´t look down.“

Except for Faust and Yi Sang, who were looking overboard and began discussing the physical potentialities of flight.

And Meursault, who, while silently impressed, didn´t state his opinions out loud.

„We will probably get to the heart quite quickly like this.“ Dante stated as they came to my side. They lowered their speech to a whisper. „I don´t know what the Shadow Child is, but he feels distinctly foreign to everything I´ve felt before. Including you.“

I raised my eyebrows. „Me?“

„Yeah… I mean, I can tell that you are a human, of course. But… there´s a difference between you and the people of the City. Almost like you´re… more human.“ Dante briefly looked towards Faust who was too entranced by the vessel sailing in the air. „I actually wondered about why that is… Faust refuses to elaborate, so I just wondered if you... knew.“

„I appreciate you told me, but… I don´t think it matters. To me, regardless of how human or inhuman… you´re all people.“ I frowned, looking into the Mermaid-infested depths below. „Even Ahab, as terrible as she is, is a person.“

It was an irrefutable truth that they were all people – all capable of doing good as well as evil things. I trusted them to do good by me, of course. In turn, they trusted me enough to rely on my advice. That being said… my trust was completely based on what I already knew about the Sinners, and the tie my life had to Dante´s life.

For all I knew, I could be betting on the wrong horse all along, ceaselessly waiting around for a way home to just spring into existence one day.

There wasn´t even a repeated promise of such outcome like in the Wellerman song.

Even through all her manipulation, lies and backstabbing, Ahab made promises. Repeatedly. The fact that I was willingly following Dante and the others without even a promise of a resolution made me look even more deluded than a standard Pequod crew member.

I noticed that Queequeg was muttering to herself, nails digging into her scarred arms. „Broke it. Captain's orders. Broke Captain's orders. Can't see sunset again.“

Ishmael was quick to step in, taking Queequeg´s hands into hers. „No, you can. You'll see the sunset again. As long as you sail your own path… Because we'll get to the heart. No matter what.“

There was a dark shadow over Ishmael´s expression as she likely imagined all the creative ways to dispose of Ahab for what she did to the crew of Pequod… before she even knew the full extend of Ahab´s crimes.

„Ah!“ Ishmael raised her had as a loud, dull thumping could be heard. „Can you hear that? The distant beating of the heart.“

The heart, beating…“ Queequeg repeated, letting go of Ishmael´s hands. The two listened to the sound, side by side. The ship began to descend. As it just so happened, Ahab was already waiting at the designated spot. Her eyebrows raised and her mouth fell agape as she spotted us.

„Oh, you are doing much better than I expected.“ Unlike our group, which was smaller to begin with, Ahab´s lost most of her men on her way through the pancreas. As we exited from the ship, I noticed that the Child has not left our side, taking his place next to me as he held my hand.

Queequeg stepped forth, arms crossed. „Rest of crew not here. Only five now. Why?“

„You dare question me now, eh?“ She snarled at her harpooner. „Your present company must've rubbed off on you. I have enough men left. The rest were… disposable.“

Disposable. Real subtle, Ahab, real subtle. Whacking someone over the head in front of court and pleading innocence would be more subtle.

„They must have left you quite the impression, Queequeg. Look at them, letting dubious things aboard the vessel.“ Ahab looked at the Shadow Child with a sharp eye. I could practically hear the wheels turn in her head. I thought of raising the spear against her, but… no, I didn´t have a reason to do that. The Child was more than capable to protect himself.

„Say it. Why.“ Queequeg pressed Ahab.

„Before I do… Queequeg, where's your greeting for your Captain? For your surviving compatriots Especially when… the heart presents itself before us! We are THIS close to killing the Whale!“

„What Captain? Your crew. Can hardly be called that. Your ship, barely sail-able.“ The harpooner growled at Ahab. It seemed that her question was answered. The pallid membrane that covered her body in mere patches was growing into more substantial, restrictive.

„Pip hates Mermaids!!! W-want to! Now! Want to get out of here!!! But the pale keeps trying to eat Pip. This. Ugh, ughh. It won't come off.“ Pip cried out, scratching at the membrane until it was taking on reddish hue from smeared blood from the scratches.

„The Pallidification is progressing, the closer we get to the heart. It is starting to get rather… bothersome.“ Ahab nodded along. Of course, bothersome to Ahab simply meant that it was more difficult to accomplish her goal. She didn´t care least bit about the lives of her crew, that much was evident.

„But you. All of you are somehow completely unaffected. And… this ticking sound! It has been getting on my nerves!“ Ahab strode towards Dante. The spear quivered in my hand which wasn´t holding onto the Child next to me. Still, I have not stepped between them. Still, I waited. But what for?

„Tell me. What will I find in your clock-head?“ Ahab looked into Dante´s head, almost close enough to be within hand´s reach of them. They returned her gaze. That was what triggered the voices.

„This is...!“ Their alarm betrayed that for them, the recollection was more than just voices. I didn´t understand what was so different that I couldn´t see the visions in full.

Cap'n… You said… you won't let me be… a Mermaid…“

Well, then… this was not the right method indeed. I heard Ahab say in disinterested tone.

Over and over, the voices kept coming. Once screaming of those who were stranded after the line was cut. Another time Ahab kicked one of her crew off a cliff, sending them falling down. And yet another moment when one of her crewmen begged for his life, she made him believe that his death was necessary to advance.

Lie, after lie, after lie… Ahab was consistent, unfaltering.

„Your head… What an odd power it has. Just like the peculiarities of each Whales.“ Ahab´s eyes shined as if she was just showed the greatest treasure in existence. Or perhaps another tool to further her own goal.

Or just maybe, the two things were one and the same.

„Pequod crew sank. Right before heart. Because of you.“ Queequeg readied herself. In midst of that revelation and following mutiny, Ahab cracked a confident laugh.

„Hahahaha! Yes, you can say that. You may indeed claim that I have sacrificed my crew. By now they must be wandering the Whale's guts, transformed into Mermaids. Lucky ones probably turned to sludge in acid.“

„But why…“ Gregor stood there in shock. He probably hadn´t heard of such treatment of underlings since the Smoke War.

„I know this heart better than anything else in the world. I know it better than my own body. The pancreas we have journeyed through is an endlessly winding maze! And if our limbs were to be melted off, we'd have no means of recovering them as you do.“

It was hard to tell if Ahab really believed her own bullshit or if she was consciously sending men to their deaths for the fun of it. Or course, that hardly mattered in the grand scope of things.

„I had to calculate the ideal path to the heart, losses be damned. I see no injustice committed in my pursuit of practicality. My crew and I are one, bound by oath! The promise that we will hunt the Pallid Whale, whatever it takes!“

Ahab turned to Ishmael. „Are we not, Ishmael?! Now, we shall…“

„… Sail… to the heart?“ Ishmael´s eyes grew wide, as if she were a starving dog, finally offered a tiny morsel of meat.

„Quite! Yet we need one last piece of the puzzle before we set sail.“ With bated breath I watched Ahab´s eyes turn to Dante. „That shard of the Bough.“

I would have allowed Ahab a lot of things, I felt. Within limits, but there were still things to trade if I was truly desperate. Whether Dante was deceiving me or not – if they even knew they were doing it would be a big if given their amnesia – mattered little.

They were still my lifeline and thus, a threat to their life was a threat to mine. Based on that and nothing else I moved the end of the spear to Ahab´s throat.

„Do you really think this is a wise decision, Alighiero?“ She looked down on me with a proud smile. „To threaten me like this?“

„This isn´t a threat, A-hag.“ I growled through my teeth. „This is a promise.

„I, Captain Ahab, cannot be deceived! That thing in their clock-head… is a piece of a Golden Bough, is it not? It is that Golden thing that counteracts the Pallidification effects! Am I wrong in assuming that this is how you and your crew have remained untouched by its effects?! Soon, our final battle for everything that we hold dear will commence. And for victory, I shall spare no quarter.“

She turned to the few survivors of her former crew. „No one knows what will happen here, at the heart of the Whale from which all evils of the City, the world, spout.“

Ahab then turned to us once again. „And is it not patently clear that they are the most inexperienced in combat? What fate shall befall you and the rest of the crew should they perish? What fate shall befall this crew, should they meet a pathetic end without having destroyed the Whale's heart!“

She thought she had me in the palm of her hand. For a moment, maybe she even has… but that moment had since passed. „Riddle me this, Captain Ahab…“ I said mockingly as I glanced at the rest of her crew. It was true that had my speech worked, they would die. However, they were in too deep and I did not have the time to wrestle them from Ahab´s grasp.

„…you knew of the Golden Bough before coming here. You knew precisely what it looked like… so you had to have seen it at some point in the past. Going by that logic, you must have known of its potent effects and simply chose to watch it float past as it made its journey into the Whale´s heart.“

Ahab froze in what could probably be called fear, however brief it was.

„Why not grab it then?“ I continued. „It´s simple. Without it, the Pequod town depended on you and you alone to protect them from Pallidification. With the Bough, however, they would have no use for you or your nonsensical orders that have driven majority of them to death.“

Suddenly, the way to the heart opened. With hungry eyes, Ahab strode forward, forgetting the entire matter as if it never happened. Behind her, Starbuck and Pip shuffled, the last of her men. Counting to five, Queequeg must have included herself and Ishmael in the number of remainder of the crew.

„Are you okay?“ I heard Dante ask behind me as I let loose breath I was holding.

„Does it matter? I´m alive and unhurt. You can see and feel that for yourself.“ I rolled my eyes and turned away from them, by their hand had turned me around.

„I am responsible for all of the Sinners. That includes you, too, Alighiero. Because I am your Manager.“ They said, completely serious. I heard Heathcliff whistle appreciatively.

„Uh… yeah. I think I´m fine.“ I waved them off as the Child still held onto me tightly. I spared a short glance back into the dark before quickly following in their footsteps. I was getting a feeling it was looking back at me.

Dante nodded and we walked towards the heart of the Whale.

„Do you see it? This… is the heart. An amalgamation of all that the Pallid Whale has ever devoured. This makes the Pallid Whale breathe, this makes its heart pound, and from here its evil spouts! Behold! It spews evil again! Again! Again! And again!“

Ahab had totally lost it. She was standing in front of the heart, the pallid membrane devouring her prosthetic and her flesh leg. She looked at the heart in much the same way I assumed Kromer looked at the Bough in the basement of Sinclair´s family home.

„Stop laughing like you're happy when your path here was paved with the lives of your own crew.“ Ishmael barked, stomping her way towards Ahab, Queequeg hot on her heels, silent as a grave. „I suffered my whole life. Everything, my dreams, my friends, all of them… sank right before my eyes. You… it was you. You did that to me. You!“

„Indeed, That was I! I led my crew to their deaths... And what of it?“

Starbuck and Pip stood by Ahab, even with her rotten core on full display. However, Queequeg did not join them. Nor did she hide her face underneath the pale mask.

„Their fates were sealed the moment the Whale swallowed them. Fated to become Mermaids, fated to wander the Whale's belly until they keeled over and died. I saved them!“ Ahab boasted. „I merely reap my recompense for extending their lives, even for a fleeting moment! I looked after them, watched over them, and led them to this place… And for that, I have been rightly rewarded.“

Queequeg´s harpoon pierced Ahab´s leg, pinning her to the ground. Starbuck and Pip have entered into the battle, too, jumping Ishmael where she stood. However, Dante wasn´t going to just stand around as it happened. Ishmael and Queequeg were joined by Yi Sang, Faust, Don and Ryoshu quicker than one would´ve guessed. I barely noticed which units they used. It turned out to be W corp team, except for Ishmael, who wasn´t wearing anything besides her company-issued uniform.

In any other situation I would find the situation highly questionable. Except, Ahab could not fight in her current condition. Pip and Starbuck weren´t so tough without Queequeg to soak up the attacks flying their way. All in all, things were looking surprisingly good.

Except for Ishmael, who was basically frothing at her mouth to rip Ahab into shreds in a very literal sense.

„You devoured the crew whole. You painted over their wills, just like the Whales— no! Just like the Pallid Whale! Molding them and shaping them to fit your wants and needs.“ Ishmael was shaking wish sheer amount of rage that was threatening to spill out. „We didn’t board your ship solely to hunt some stupid Whale. And you knew that.“

„I did--n't. Could not---care less about---your reas--ons.“ Ahab could barely articulate as she spoke. She was trying to pry the harpoon out, but to no avail. Starbuck and Pip were but pale cocoons by that point. Devoured whole. Queequeg was doing better, but even then she was winded from the fight and the effort to keep herself from falling into the embrace of the pallid membrane. „Their hearts---were flim--sy. They...let them--selves be swall---owed... they we--re shal--low; let the--mse--lves be mol---ded… they were… we--ak.“

„What do you---believe in? Is your be---lief abso---lute? My beli--efs are abso--lute! My defin--itio--ns of go--od and ev--il are cle---ar cut! I have ble--ssed you with--my abso--lutes... good---evil! So that you---may live with--out hesita---tion!“ Ahab wheezed, with blood trickling from the wound that was becoming larger and larger as she struggled and flailed about to dislodge the harpoon.

„Then you are my definition of evil. All of my hatred, all of my goals, all of my failures, all of my past, all of my… losses!“

Ishmael raised her mace, ready to smash Ahab´s skull right open. „They all came from you, Ahab!“ She screamed.

„Crash un--to me... like the Wa--ves! Let yo--ur wor---ld and min---e cla---sh! Let us see... whose e--vil prev--ails!“

Just before Ishmael´s mace hit, a massive, invisible force pushed us all away from Ahab. She muttered something to herself, but we could not hear a single word of it.

„I´m going to go on a limb and say that is Bad with a capital B.“ Rodion gasped as Ahab tore her leg in two to be rid of the pesky harpoon. That however mattered little as her body twisted, enlarged and shrunk about until it assumed a new shape enshrouded in white membrane.

She was manifesting her ego, but the cocooned Starbuck and Pip remained in place. Even through all her effort, she could not swallow them, nor could she devour Queequeg. She shambled along on a torso of a giant, pallid lobster, its tail slapping the fleshy ground every so often.

„I am the Captain of this Lake… of the City… I shall seize this beast's heart and sever the evil from its roots!“ Ahab howled at Ishmael, as if she were a matador, using her own crimson heart as a bait for Ishmael – her raging bull.

„Dante...“ Ishmael looked towards them. „Killing Ahab is my only goal... after she dies I… that´s it. You… you take Queequeg and the ship and you… get out of here. Grab the Bough and-“

„No.“ Dante said resolutely, stopping Ishmael before made even a single step towards Ahab. „I will not sink to her level. Sacrifice… is just a way for people to soften the blows of pointless death. As your Manager, I will not allow you to die for nothing.“

Ishmael turned to Ahab, as if still considering it.

„There is always another path to chart. You know this. Look with your heart, Ishmael!“ Dante called out. Those were the words that finally snapped Ishmael out of her ruminations.

But her eyes were on Queequeg who´s been almost fully encruste d in the Palli d membrane. „QUEEQUEG!“

Though Ishmael tore an d tore into the membrane, she coul d n´t quite get it off. Ahab laughe d cruelly.

„See Ishmael? You could not save even one of them. You were the one who wrenched Queequeg from my grasp and made her weak. The fault lies with you, Ishmael!“

It was only hopeless only until Heathcliff an d Yi Sang starte d helping Ishmael , making use of Yi Sang´s knife an d Heathcliff´s bitten nails which surprisingly acte d as little saws as they d ug into the membrane.

Though bloo d y with numerous patches of raw skin, Queequeg looke d at Ishmael with a small smile.

„The Whale…“

Yes.“ Ishmael nodded, looking to the heart in which the Bough was wedged like an arrow in a target. „We must kill this Whale.“

„NO! YOU WILL NOT! I alone have the right to kill this whale, the root of all Evil!“ Ahab shrieked, rushing at Ishmael. She seemed to forget that Queequeg was right next to her. In that clash, Ahab´s harpoon broke, as did Queequeg´s. Both of them heaved from the exhausting match that separated them, sending each flying in the opposite direction. The direction in which Ahab flew, however, also happened to get her within reach of Dante. And me.

The whole thing happened so fast that I barely had the time to think, let alone twist and turn with the spear in my hands. I would have died with Ahab´s knife in my throat… if only it wasn´t already embedded in the Shadow Child who immediately jumped into action.

The manic laugh that Ahab let out was nothing compared to the Child´s which for the first time was deeper, much deeper than any children´s voice could possibly be.

Ehehehheee… that tickles!“

The smile froze on Ahab´s face.

My turn now.“ He said, pulling Ahab´s arm until half of it disappeared in his vertical mouth filled with teeth.

One wet chomp later, Ahab lost her third limb and collapsed, her ego shattering. Ishmael briefly turned to her old captain lying on the ground, but then shook her head and turned to Queequeg.

Pequod ship…“ Queequeg pointed to Ahab´s abandoned vessel. There was a skiff tied to its side. „Only Pequod… can steer.“

Right.“ Ishmael nodded as Queequeg untied the rope that tethered the skiff to the ship. „Dante, I´ll be back in a bit.

Right.“ Dante ticked her way. With a newfound hope, everything looked a little brighter. With that, Ishmael and Queequeg rowed to the heart.

Did I do good?“

I jumped. I completely forgot that the Shadow Child was there. He looked at me with twinkling eyes, not so different from Don´s when she got excited about something.

„You saved us, didn´t you?“

Of course. That´s what you want – to keep them safe... Are they your friends?“ The Shadow Child asked, squinting at Dante in particular.

„No, of course not. You are my only friend, remember?“ I quickly said as I sensed their tone turn vicious again. It seemed to do the trick.

Best of the best! We Pinkie swore! And who breaks a Pinkie promise will sink to the bad place…“

„...to never be seen again.“ I sighed. I faintly remembered that creepy nursery rhyme we stumbled upon when trying to google where the pinkie swears came from. „I remember.“

With a loud, booming cry, the Golden Bough dislodged from the Whale´s heart. I turned to the sound as Queequeg, standing next to Ishmael, pulled on the harpoon´s rope. Even though she was covered in blood and pieces of the pallid membrane, she was smiling. I went to thank to the Shadow Child properly, but saw that he´d since disappeared.

„By the looks of things, we´re about to sink into the bad place if we don´t do something about that.“ Heathcliff yellled as the acid blood poured from the heart, threatening to quickly wallow us in its depths as the water-level (acid-level?) rose higher and higher at a quick pace.

„What are you waiting for!? GET ON THE DAMN BOAT YOU IDIOTS!!!!!“ Ishmael kept wildly gesturing to the Pequod ship as she and Queequeg rowed back towards it. We wasted no more time, but the acid poured relentlessly from every corner.

We collected the Bough, but the question of getting out still hung in the air like a silent fart.

„Oi… The Whale's not letting us out, it's caving in on itself!“

Sinclair shuddered next to Heathcliff. „So what she said about destroying the heart and escaping…“

„Of course… Full of lies to the end.“ Gregor shook his head. „And by the looks of things, she´s not doing any better.“

„Well, technically we will eventually end up outside the Whale…“ Outis scratched the back of her head. „Alighiero´s the testament to that. They aren´t panicking, so this must be how things are supposed to go.“

„Well yeah… aside from couple details…“ I began, quickly realizing what I just said. „...any moment now we´ll have our way out. Trust me.“

THUMP!

A large hole appeared right above us and whoever was standing up there dropped down a long, thick rope.

Told you he was critical part of the plan.“ I grinned, knowing that was the Indigo Elder´s doing.

The Indigo Elder?“ Dante asked. I nodded.

Ishmael stared at that rope for a moment.

„What are you standing around there for? Let's go.“

„This rope… I have a feeling that this rope won't snap.“ Ishmael smiled at us and looked towards Queequeg. The Pallid membrane has fallen off her body and dissipated, unlike that which covered Ahab.

„You… You should have killed me… I should have been the one to kill the Whale!“ Ahab cried down beside the ship.

„What… about her?“ Heathcliff asked.

„…We'll let her watch as this place crumbles around her. The Captain must go down with the ship, after all.“ Ishmael decided. Queequeg cracked a smile.

Thirteen people entered the Pallid Whale according to the plan, but fifteen climbed out of it. Needless to say, there was a lot of explanations to be had.

I couldn´t help but look briefly down into the dark abyss of the Whale carcass. I could just about make out Ahab´s shape, but also shapes of something other, dark and amorphous that shimmered with faded gold flecks.

Notes:

No, I have not forgotten that there is an aftermath after they exit the Whale - I just put that into separate chapter, things were already getting a bit long and I wanna include some more scenes and moments so there´s that.

I hope you weren´t too disappointed with condensing of the combat scene and Ahab<->Ishmael rap battle that totally happened in the original. As fun as using the canon dialogue is, in story format it stretched for too long.

As always, I hope you enjoyed the chapter ;) see you in the next one

Chapter 25: Beyond The Horizon

Summary:

The beginning of the journey back to the civilization is long and full of Ishqueg... among other things. When discussion turns towards the nature of the Shadow Child and the Wishmaker, tensions are bound to heighten.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

„Apparently the Whale's hide's too thick and tough for most things to puncture… So how'd ya do it? Hmm? Hmmm?“ Though Rodion did her absolute best to annoy the Indigo Elder, his patience was quite substantial.

After we boarded Mephistopheles proper, there were many emotions to be had from enigmatic expression on Vergilius´ face to the slobbering delight and tail-wagging of Fawkes. Even the Elder seemed curious about our expanded numbers. Despite his interest, however, he said nothing. Possibly because he didn´t want to disturb the peculiar sailor wound-tending rituals going on… or maybe he just had some common sense to leave the two women alone.

Fawkes contently sat at my feet, or should I say, on top of my feet. His tail was still sweeping the floor, even a good fifteen minutes after everyone settled into some sort of a seat – aside from Yi Sang who excused himself to his room to get away from the ceaseless swaying of the ship. The winds were starting to pick up as the next Waves were imminent.

„I do not know if it is because the Pallid Whale swallowed the Golden Bough... or because it swallowed you and your friends. But its behaviors changed in ways that I had never seen before. I presume that something had gone wrong with its brain.“ The Elder explained. „So I punctured a hole in it with my anchor. That is all.“

„Now… two of the five Calamities of the Lake have met their end by your hands. Will you remain here, Indigo Elder?“ Vergilius asked him, putting his tablet down for a change.

„Why would I leave? The sea still harbors three Calamities.“ The Elder replied. „But I am getting old. In my age, it would probably be a good idea to mentor a successor.“ He turned his piercing eyes towards Queequeg who met his gaze head on. „You, with the ropes around your waist. You´re a survivor of the Pallid, I reckon?

„Queequeg. Harpooner of Pequod… former.“ She nodded with a stoic expression.

„Hmm. Not much of a talker.“ He shrugged as he stood up, looking at the sunset. „I prefer that. Talking helps nothing when staring down any old Whale, let alone a Calamity. Doing is where it´s at.“ he stretched out an old hand towards her. „Say, would you join me in the hunt the rest of the Calamities of the Lake?“

Queequeg looked at him with certain reverence, but also caution. It wasn´t difficult to put a finger on why that would be.

„You don´t have to decide right away.“ The Elder shrugged. „Just leave a message for me at one of the ports when you make up your mind. I swing by them more often than not – very few people are left who know how to tie proper ropes like the one around your waist.“ He pointed out. For the first time since we came across him, he smiled. „Even if you decide to decline my offer I´d be most thankful to pay you for a length of it.“

Queequeg smiled kindly in reply as the Elder was boarding his skiff to leave Mephistopheles.

„Sunset´s… duller than I remember.“ She said as winds started to pick up, twirling Ishmael´s orange curls around her head. In the light of the fading sun they looked like they were made of fire.

„Well, you did spend quite a bit of time inside of the Pallid Whale.“ Ishmael rolled her eyes. „Though, adjusting for that, I would think that you´d perceive the color as brighter than-“ She paused, then blushed hard enough to match her fiery hair. „Oh.

„This is gonna be a long way back, ain´t it?“ Heathcliff sighed by my side. He was lucky we were standing far away from them to not hear his quiet remark.

„Yeah…“ I laughed along, but the smile I put up was a defense against what was to come few months later.

„Oh… That butterfly…“ Sinclair suddenly exclaimed. A solitary, distinctly blue butterfly took a moment to rest on my phone´s screen where it rested by the helm, before fluttering over the Lake's surface.

„That butterfly looks similar to the one we saw in the Lobotomy Corp. Branch.“ Sinclair added.

With an even step, Meursault approached the ship´s railing. „It appears to be the exact same Butterfly.“

„I'm envious. To be able to cross the Lakes so unbound, so freely like that.“ Hong Lu breathed out as the butterfly once more took to the sky, flying towards the far horizon.

„What do you think his deal was? Rim… He did help us at the end of the day, but…“ Dante asked as I walked up to my phone. A song began to play before the phone was within my reach. Some sort of a string instrument, creating a sound reminiscent of water.

„He has certain expectations of us. I expect that he will return.“ I heard Faust say.



Where the northwind meets the sea,

there´s a river full of memory.

Sleep my darling safe and sound

for in this river all is found.



It wasn´t even a song I had in my Spotify library. I didn´t recognize it up until I looked on the screen itself and saw it was from the second Frozen movie. I silently wondered if Charon somehow ran into a disney playlist while scrolling through the suggestions and then kept it playing or something.



In her waters deep and true,

lie the answers and a path for you.

Dive down deep into her sound,

but not too far or you´ll be drowned.



Yeah, she will sing to those who hear

and in her song all magic flows.

But can you brave what you most fear?

Can you face what the river knows?



Face the Fear, build the future? Wasn´t that the original Lobotomy Corp´s motto? It felt eerily similar. And the song mentioned a river of memory which… was odd if nothing else. Was that really something Rim was trying to communicate? Or maybe, it was a message from Demian – a call to arrange a meeting of sorts.

But h would need to know the song to know which one to play to convey the message itself.

If that was the case, how much did Demian actually know about the future? About my world? Could it be that he was more like me than I´d like? Or was it that I was more like him than I had anticipated?



Where the northwind meets the sea,

there´s a mother full of memory.

Come my darling homeward bound,

when all is lost, then all is found.



Maybe that was what he saw. Someone just different enough they would make a nice addition to his sketchy group. And the song was an invitation. Come, let´s get magical powerups together and study the cool glowy ring energy technique. Totally safe, guarantee. Don´t mind the Apocalypse happening in that silly little City, look at how weird my anti-gravity scarf is instead.

Or something like that.

„Alighiero? You´re looking kind of pale.“ Rodion caught the look of me just as I closed the app. „Please, don´t tell me you´re getting seasick, too. We only have one bucket.“

„It is highly improbable that sea sickness would suddenly manifest without any prior signs of such condition.“ Faust shook her head in thought. „Based on that information, this is merely a temporary state of upset.“

„It´s nothing.“ I said quickly, casting doubt on a couple faces. Rodion shrugged as she walked into the cabin. „I´ve just been thinking about some things. The Shadow Child and, whatever the Wishmaker is, are not supposed to, you know, be around.“ I looked towards the prow of the ship. Ishmael and Queequeg were talking in that relative privacy, possibly about the dark clouds ahead of us, blocking out the sunset piece by piece – the signs of a gathering storm.

„We´ll just have to figure out that part together… like we would have if you weren´t with us.“ Heathcliff butted in, leaning up against his large bat like an over-the-top cane. „I don't like being a pawn in any dodgy kid's games. But I guess those things aren´t a problem you can give a good smackin´ so… we´ll just have to put up with it. And if it starts causing trouble, well, then we´ll-“

„No.“ I leaned against the wall as I glared at him „He is my friend, Heathcliff.“

„Are we not your friends, though?“ Faust asked. She almost looked hurt.

„Don´t mistake me being nice to any of you for friendship.“ I hissed at him. „I´ve never had a choice in being chained to Dante.“

In truth, part of me wanted to declare everyone on the bus as my friends after all was said and done. But I couldn´t. I pinkie swore to be the Shadow Child´s only friend. In the Child´s mind, everything was literal, including that promise. If I were to break it, there would be consequences, possibly resulting in my death and by proxy death of Dante. Even Sinners´ survival was questionable at best if that came to pass.

If I had to make myself the most hated person on the bus just to survive, just to have the faintest chance of seeing my dirty old apartment again, I would do it. I didn´t like it, but it was the proverbial necessary evil.

After all, my stay on the crew was temporary. I would leave one day. The less attachment I had towards them, the easier the eventual break would be.

„Ishmael.“ Dante turned to her. Queequeg was still closely attached to her side.

„We´re heading into the Waves. It´d be best to prepare if we´re facing them head-on.“ She looked between Dante, Heathcliff and myself as we stood next to the cabin door. „What´s going on here?“

„Nothing much.“ I answered, pushing off the wall I was leaning against. „Just a few clarifications.“

„Alighiero…“

„Leave me alone, Dante. You´ve got the Waves to worry about.“ I said over my shoulder. To my surprise, I met Queequeg´s face.

„Coming inside. In this lake´s Waves… these would be deadly.“ She pointed to the many bandages that covered her arms.

I shrugged, as the others poured out beside us. It left plenty of places to sit down in. Vergilius was oddly absent. Though I expected him to give me a stern talking to, the foot didn´t seem to even lift off the ground, let alone drop down.

„You can sit pretty much anywhere, I guess.“

Queequeg turned to the helm briefly. Seeing Charon, as short as she was, guiding the ship´s course, was probably an odd sight to her.

„Charon´s got this. Big woman. Sailing into the Waves now. Splish-splash.“

With a small smile, Queequeg sat down on the joint seats where Don, Sinclair and Yi Sang usually sat. I considered sitting down in my usual spot, but Queequeg called me over, patting the spot beside her.

„Ishmael told me… if not for you, I would die.“ She said, her face completely serious. „This, you knew.“

I scratched the back of my head as rain began to pour around us. It was red, like blood. „In a way, yeah. But I can´t foretell future, I just… know things.“ Queequeg took that information with such a grace I could barely believe it.

„Why?“ She asked. „Why save me?“

„Well…“ I paused, searching for the right words. „I don´t like seeing people die. So I try to help, which doesn´t always work, but… I wouldn´t be able to sleep, knowing I could´ve done something. Even though it sometimes feels like I am trying to change the weather by yelling at the storm clouds.“ I smiled shortly to myself. Maybe if I yelled at Heathcliff a little earlier he wouldn´t dare steal Ricardo´s hair coupons.

„So… whatever I choose now… is up to me?“ Queequeg asked, slowly and quietly, as if speaking any louder would jinx it.

„You´ve always had the choice.“ I replied. „I wasn´t the one who saved you from some inevitable fate, Queequeg. You´re the one who let go of Ahab´s rope before it was too late.“

„But without you, I would not see… nor remember… how fragile it was.“ She reached to something at her waist, tightly bound in the ropes. She pulled out a knife. „This… I want you to have. So that you, too… don´t forget. Ropes can be cut.“

It was a generous gift, showing years of weathering. The handle was tightly bound with thin black rope that haven´t snapped off even though it looked slashed in several places. The blade itself, only a little shorter than a shortsword would be, was sharp and shiny, nestled in a smooth sheath stitched from several pieces of hide – most likely whale hide.

„Thank you... I will not let go of it as long... as I have hands to hold it.“ I said, stumbling over my words. Suddenly a big hairy head nudged my hands as they held the knife. Fawkes sniffed at the knife, curiosity overcoming his earlier uncertainty of Queequeg.

„Is the dog yours?“ She asked, reaching towards him. He sniffed at her hand then looked at her with his big eyes. He walked up to her and sat down, staring intently.

„Yes. Meet Fawkes.“

„He´s staring at me.“

„Looks like he´s waiting for you to pet him.“ I smiled, before an idea formed in my head. „Actually, wait a second. I think… if you´re giving me your knife, I want you to take this with you.“ I unfastened the Swiss army knife that was attached to his collar, holding it in my palm as I showed it to Queequeg.

„A corkscrew?“ She looked at me with a confused expression.

„It´s a foldable multi-tool. There´s a small blade, a corkscrew, a pair of scissors, a woodsaw, can and bottle openers that can double as screwdrivers in a pinch…“ I unfolded the individual tools for Queequeg to see. „There used to be a large blade too, but Fawkes managed to snap it off. Ever since, there´s this awkward, vacant spot.“ I laughed. „He would also chew on it, which is why it´s so beat up. And also why I had kept it attached to his collar.“

„Silly dog.“ Queequeg smiled as she patted his big head. She didn´t seem to mind him drooling on her leg where he rested his head. She then took the folded up knife with as much reverence as I took hers. I noticed she tied it to the spot where previously was her own knife.

„Thank you. With this… I will remember. No matter what problem… there is always a way to deal with it. Different… but possible.“

„So…“ I began after a brief stint of silence. „Do you know where you´ll be headed next?“ I didn´t want to dig in too deep, but the fact was that if Ishmael got up and left with Queequeg, the bus would be one Sinner short. Which in turn would mean BIG TROUBLE for the timeline.

„Yes. I will take the Elder´s offer.“ Queequeg nodded and my heart sank.

„I guess it´s for the best… with what happened, anyone with even a passing connection to Limbus Company, and especially Ishmael, is now risking getting targeted by the Middle.“

„The Syndicate?“ Queequeg raised her eyebrows high. „What did you do?“

„Ehm… you know the Twinhooks?“

„The pirates, yes. Under leadership of…. The Middle.“ She closed her eyes with a sigh. „You got... in trouble.“

I made a bit of a squeal. „Eeeh, technically, the ones who got in trouble were from another department of Limbus Company who got snatched up by the pirates for ransom. We needed the coordinates, though, so Ishmael and others broke into Big Brother´s nightclub to find out which shipping container the informant was put in… long story short, First Mate Smee of the Twinhooks is dead.“ I looked to the floor. It became gradually more interesting. „And that´s not even the end of it.“ I added, quietly hoping that Queequeg wouldn´t hear it.

But she did, and she awaited answers.

„Yeah, so, while getting the access to the coordinates Heathcliff broke open THE Big Brother´s safe and stole his hair coupons. Kind of unrelated, but apparently, the Big Scary Brother of the Middle likes kitty stickers enough to put them all over said safe.“

„How… did you survive?“

„Mix of luck, skill and desperate measures.“ I dodged the question like I was in Matrix. „Then the Indigo Elder showed up and skewered Ricardo´s shoulder with a huge harpoon until he fucked off. Point being, waiting for the Elder you´ll want to lay as low as you possibly can.“

„Good to know.“

In that semi-peaceful atmosphere, the rest of the busboat inhabitants returned. Most of them covered in at least a moderate amount of Mermaid, except for Ryoshu who looked and smelled like she took a bath in the chum bucket.

I felt only a couple stings as Dante rewound the clock, but overall, it seemed that the Waves were quite manageable. Or maybe Dante was getting better at commanding the Sinners. Or both.

„Alighiero…“ Faust approached me after she and the Sinners cleaned up. Dante had since declared the end of the day, so most of them returned to their rooms, aside from Queequeg who stubbornly claimed that she was comfortable enough in the cabin (much to Ishmael´s displeasure). „…please, if you would come with me for a moment. There are a few things that need to be discussed… in private.“ She looked shortly at Queequeg who was resting nearby. Fawkes was laying at her feet, pretending to sleep. His ears we twitching at the slightest sound or movement as he kept watch.

I stood up and followed Faust wordlessly. She did a double take on the knife I received from Queequeg. It was now safely bound to my belt with a piece of her rope. It didn´t take a genius to figure out that a form of voluntary exchange took place.

She didn´t lead us to her room. Instead, we entered a sort of office space, which I haven´t seen before. It was stark white, with a halogen light that probably was nothing like the halogen bulbs I knew from back home. There was also a door in the corner behind the desk at which Faust sat down. It was closed shut, making me silently wonder what was behind it.

Clearing her throat, Faust directed my attention to the chair on the opposite side of the table. „Sit down, please.“

I did not like where the situation was going. It felt both like a job interview and a medical examination in the worst way possible. Still, I followed her request. Faust knew better than most not to waste time on banalities.

„I spoke to Vergilius on the precise mechanism of you leaving the Mephistopheles prior to your appearance inside of the Pallid Whale. Ah, before we begin, do note that for posterity´s sake, this conversation is being recorded.“

„Fine by me.“ I shrugged. „I assume he already mentioned the creepy rhyme that followed shortly after the windows were blacked-out.“

„The Red Gaze and Charon have provided an account of the poem, yes. Of course, I need you to validate it, in case there were differences in what you heard.“

I looked over the slip of paper she passed me. The words were laid out in front of me, just as I remembered them… down to the strange refrain at the end of each stanza. „Yup, that is what I heard, too.“

Peering down at the words laid before me, I sifted through them, searching for any sort of meaning. The repeating word Kokytos caught my eye in particular. It was familiar, like something I´ve long since forgotten, but I couldn´t quite remember what it was.

„Kokytos…“ I mumbled under my breath. In a moment of clarity I pulled out my phone. „I think I read that somewhere before. One moment, I´m looking it up.“

I typed out the word into the search engine. Immediately, several things popped up.

Kokytos ffxiv

Kokytos river

Kokytos Greek mythology

Though the latter two of the responses were the obvious answers, I ended up clicking on the first one, in hopes that if there was some „future information, don´t look here“ interference, it could be bypassed.

The fact that the figure displayed on the wiki page looked a lot like those hit with pallidification only deepened the connection between the Wishmaker and the Pallid Whale in my mind. I followed the link which led to the further information. What I saw on the screen served to only add to the uncomfortable tension.

Like a blotch of dark ink on a serene canvas, Pandæmonium now floats foreboding upon the aetherial sea. From its gates has emerged a beast with an insatiable appetite for souls, and its feast threatens to sever the flow of life itself. Although Pandæmonium's mysteries beckon to you from the darkness, you must first quell this immediate threat to the star.

It felt too perfect, yet poignant.

Faust must have noticed my expression because she reached for the phone and read th words for herself.

„Threat to the star…“

„It´s… not exactly what I had in mind. The page mentions the Ninth Circle. If I recall correctly, there is a book in which Hell is divided into nine levels or Circles… Ninth Circle of Hell is the deepest part, which is basically a frozen lake into which were cast the souls of traitors. And look here, an alternative spelling…“ I pointed to the link to Wikipedia article of Cocytus. „Which links to an article on the greatest free encyclopedic database… perfect.“

As expected, when I tried to open up said Wikipedia page, the entire web browser shut down. I mentally facepalmed. Of course it would do that.

„Curious.“ Faust´s eyes shined with interest as she handed me back my phone, albeit very reluctantly.

„Yeah… that´s what happens every time I try to open something that might contain information about the future pertaining to your world. Apparently the same thing applies to the direct information on the original manuscript. How annoying.“

„Anyway, is this everything you wanted to discuss?“ I nudged the poem with my finger.

„There is also the matter of the… Shadow Child and the Wishmaker. The recent insights from Dante into their natures were… inconclusive at best.“

I sighed as I leaned back in the chair. It was quite uncomfortable. „And what you expect to get out of me, Faust? You already know that while my world is far from the Paradise, in many respects it is far less aggressive to its inhabitants than this City of yours. No Abnormalities, no Distortions, no Singularities either. The likes of those exist only in fictional media.“

„Have you not said that in your eyes we were once mere fictional characters? A story connected to games?“ I hated when people used my own words against me. But Faust raised a valid point. „Assume that all of the stories were a reality in some space. Can you think of anything that could possibly compare to them in nature?“

I raked through my brain for any single idea or concept, but nothing concrete came out of the effort. There were too many stories and at the same time, not enough of them. „I guess… there´s that thing Queequeg said about there being some really old whale that birthed the Calamities somewhere beyond the Outskirts… hmm…“

There was something that fit the bill uncomfortably well and single-handedly made shivers run down my spine.

„The Great Old Ones would be… a possible classification. The worst case scenario I can think of, too.“ Faust´s expression was nothing short of interested. I could see her leaning towards me as she hung on every word that came from my mouth. „They are these unfathomable beings that lie dormant in remote places like deep under the ocean or frozen in ice.“

„Like the egg form of the Abnormalities…“ Faust said under her breath as she leaned back, lost in thought. „Are you able to relate their power rank to that of the Abnormalities?“

Her question worried me. All the same, it would come out sooner or later that I knew enough about Lobotomy Corporation to make that kind of judgement. Withholding information at this point could easily cost me her trust, which was not something I could afford to lose. „Yeah they... they would easily reach the rank of the most powerful Alephs… on the low end of the power scale.“ I recalled play-through videos of the game I´ve seen in the past. The way Nothing There would assume form of its victim. The way Ahab was swallowed by that unknown dark mass inside of the Whale´s carcass. Was she to become its puppet or a mobile vessel? Or was she just food to feed its hunger?

I didn´t want to think about it, but the conclusion couldn´t be any clearer. „In any case, it´s not something anyone in the City, including the Head, could hope to contain, fight or hide from. So I hope that I am wrong in assuming that the Wishmaker is anywhere near the power of the Great Old Ones.“

Whatever the Wishmaker was, I´ve only came across their „ d ormant“ form. One question that remaine d was whether Ahab, provi d e d the d arkness was the Wishmaker in the first place, would become a puppet or a vessel.

„Thank you for sharing that information with me and the Company.“ Faust said as she turned off the device that was recording our conversation. „There´s also the question of the Shadow Child, as you called… him. Off the record, where would you set him?“

I felt my arms tense as I sat in that uncomfortable chair. The metallic armrests became irritatingly smooth, even though I barely felt the material once it warmed up from my elbows resting on them. „He.. has the looks and the powers comparable to an Abnormality, the lingering agency of a Distortion and yet remains partly subservient, if rebellious, towards the Wishmaker… like a Mermaid to a Whale, but not quite.“ One of my hands ventured towards the stone, feeling its solidity through the fabric of the coat. I could feel how cold it was, despite being so close to my body that it should´ve picked up some of my body heat after such a long time. „Still, I can´t think of him as anything else besides my friend. So don´t ask me to do that ever again, Faust.“ I added with a warning glare.

„Your preference is noted.“ Faust nodded. „That is all. You may leave. I´ll likely remain here for the rest of the night. You have given me a substantial amount of information to pick apart.“

„Goodnight, Faust.“ I said as I walked out of the door, trying to not appear too relieved to be exiting that room.

„Goodnight to you too, Alighiero.“

When the door to the white room shut and I was surrounded by the soft, orange lights of the Corridor with its plush carpet and carved details along the walls and the ceiling, the tension left my muscles with short breaths. Without further ado, I walked to my room.

I never thought I would find its concrete, grey walls comforting.

Notes:

A shorter chapter, but I felt like after all those 6k chapters a little breather would be nice :) (but not without some lore-poking of course)

Chapter 26: Rumor Has It

Summary:

Long journey on a ship is bound to get boring. Luckily (unfortunately if your name happens to be Vergilius), the Sinners are particularly inventive when it comes to killing spare time.

Especially Ryoshu.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The darkness was pleasant to fall into. That was, until it surrounded me completely with whispers approaching from all directions, speaking in a language I didn´t recognize. I walked on and on, hoping to get away, but no matter how fast or slow I was running, there wasn´t any change to my surroundings.

Suddenly, the whispers started to get louder and louder, until the voices were practically yelling into my head, screaming unknowable things. Trying to shut them up, I closed my eyes and pressed the palms of my hands so tightly against my ears they hurt… which was how I stumbled over some lump under my feet and faceplanted into bone-dry grass.

Oh, so there was something besides the endless void.

I looked back to see what I stumbled over. It was too dark to see, so I just reached with my hand towards the object. Feeling something wet and sticky I recoiled. It had a metallic smell almost like… blood.

It was blood.

And for some stupid reason I started feeling around the object to find out what exactly it was, as if my life depended on it. It was lumpy and symmetrical, with two major shapes sticking out on the sides and fairly smooth skin, aside from a section covered in…

I tumbled to the floor with a dull thud and Fawkes drooling on my face. He was starting to smell really bad, so I made a mental note to bathe him that day. The very next thing that I noticed right after I wiped the drool from my face was the discomfort in my neck. It took me longer than on would expect to remember that I forgot to take the speech collar off. Again.

A feeling of revulsion strengthened to the point where I promptly took it off. The immediate feeling of freedom was only mildly dampened by the feeling of imprints and creases the metal left on my skin.

One of my hands felt wet for some reason and catching a whiff of the smell made it obvious who was responsible. „Thanks for the wake up call, Fawkes.“ I said to him as I got up to my feet. The door to the corridor wer already partially opened, so I could see Hong Lu just exit the shower, toweling his hair.

„Oh, good morning, Alighiero.“

„Hey…“ Something felt off about that morning, though, not in the just-found-my-coworkers-murdered-bodies kind of way. „What happened?“

„Huh?“

Looking at his face with mouth making the almost cartoonishly accurate O shape, my brain caught up. „Usually I wake up to Ishmael and Heathcliff arguing over who gets to shower first. Quiet mornings feel off.“

„Ah, I see.“ He smiled. „I heard Heathcliff decided to let Ishmael go first today. In fact, he said he would shower last.“

I blinked at Hong Lu as if he suddenly spoke in the Windings. Heathcliff? Our Heathcliff? That doesn´t make sense. The only thing he likes more than warm showers are naps.I shook my head, and turned towards the kitchen when I smelled a familiar floral scent.

„Jasmine...“

„Hm?“

Waving Hong Lu away, I made my way towards the kitchen. „It´s nothing… Just got reminded of something.“ Shoving the memory back into the box, I entered the kitchen only to be treated to an even stranger sight.

Gregor was cooking. Not just reheating something from a can, either, but actually cooking. With ingredients. He was under Meursault´s supervision, so the outcome was likely to be edible, even if it took longer than usual due to his bug arm limitations.

„Alright, someone better have some answers on what´s happening.“ I said pouring myself coffee. „First Heathcliff, now you? Next thing I know Rodion will be reading Ishmael´s pamphlets or something.“

„Morning Alighiero b-“ Gregor stopped himself mid-sentence, clearing his throat. „Ehm… well, there is a reason for that.“

„The eggs are burning.“ Meursault let him know. Gregor moved frantically, flipping the eggs while using his bug arm to hold the pan in place. He was moderately successful, but the eggs were unfortunately burnt around the edges. Gregor lowered his voice to a bare whisper. „Ishmael´s planning to leave us, so we´re trying to show her that it´s not so bad ´round here.“

„What?“

„I mean, why else would Heathcliff let her shower first?“

Maybe I should´ve though a little further ahead, but I couldn´t regret helping Queequeg part ways with Ahab. I simply couldn´t, even if it meant that Ishmael would no longer be part of the bus crew. However, that came with its own share of issues. In that sense, Gregor was right. „So you´re trying to… cook her a meal to persuade her to stay on the team?“

Gregor nodded. I quickly glanced over my shoulder to check if Ishmael was within the earshot. Seeing she wasn´t, I leaned to Gregor. „Make hotdogs. They are her favorite.“ I told him with a wink, as I reached for the milk to add a splash into my cup.

„Okay. I guess… those are easier to make than the eggs.“ Gregor smiled a little. The eggs were evacuated on a plate along with two pieces of bread. I was in no place to refuse the plate when it was pushed in front of me as my stomach made an audible grumble.

When I eventually I left the two men deal with their business in the kitchen, Fawkes stayed behind. Meursault took it upon himself to be on the Fawkes feeding duty that day and I knew that bathing him would be easier when he was halfway towards an after-meal nap. Although Meursault showed little emotion in his face, that could hardly stop Fawkes from weaving around his feet when he cracked open the fridge.

Stretching my arms after I mad short work of the breakfast, I entered the front of the bus. Ishmael, Faust and Outis were at the helm discussing the course, while Queequeg was outside on the deck. Heathcliff was napping in the back seat. On the opposite side sat Ryoshu, sharpening her odachi´s sheath. That was about where the usual weirdness of the morning ended.

Though I figured Rodion was probably sleeping in for one reason or another, Don Quixote and Sinclair´s absences were particularly odd, given the fact that they were among the group of Sinners who woke up first.

„Good morning… not-quite-everyone.“ I heard soft ticking behind me as Dante joined the cabin crew. „Alighiero, is everything alright? You´re usually dressed at this hour. And you´re also not wearing the… thing.“ They pointed to their neck, or rather just about where their neck would be.

I looked at myself. I forgot I was in my pajamas. „Oh, I´m good, thanks for asking. And yeah, I took the collar off. Forgot to take it off yesterday when going to bed… sorry about that.“ I guess I wasn´t entirely honest, since I did also fell out of the bed when I woke up. But that was more on Fawkes than the nightmare. „As for not being dressed yet, I´m planning to bathe my dog, which will leave me drenched regardless of what I´m wearing.“

„That´s fair.“ They nodded. Dante´s attention was then dragged away by the generally quiet atmosphere that overtook most of the busboat. „Huh, this is unusual. I´d expect Don Quixote to be up by now.“

„Thou requests my presence, Manager Esquire? Art we to engage in combat on this fine morning?“

I would be embarrassed to say so out loud, but I jumped a little when she appeared behind us. Don most likely wasn´t even trying to sneak, we were just too focused on the conversation to notice her. Or Rodion, who was also making her way to the cabin, barely stifling a laugh.

„Can´t blame us for scarin´ ya, fuhu. You gotta be prepared for anything.“ She giggled. „Think of it as part of your training.“ She made mess of my hair. Putting things back in place, I noted that my hair were getting a bit too long and made a second mental note to ask someone for a pair of scissors. Maybe assistance, too. The last thing I wanted to accomplish cutting my own hair was giving myself a crooked bowlcut.

If I were to go to the lengths of giving myself a bowlcut I would at least put enough effort into it to make it even and straight. Neither of the two words could´ve been used to describe me, but oh well... c´est la vie.

When I felt my hairy stinker brush up against my leg, I stopped him from advancing towards the seat by grabbing hold of the chain lead. He looked at me in confusion. „If you hear any screaming from the bathroom, it´ll be Fawkes being a drama queen.“

„Aww, doth he dislike having a bath?“ Don asked, petting him. Though he initially held a bit of distrust towards her, it was impossible to resist Don´s infectiously friendly personality.

„Not really. He doesn´t mind the water or the soap, but whenever he is bathing, everyone else in the room is also having a bath. So I will might end up swearing a lot and particularly loudly. And though I would prefer not to get soaked along with him, that would result in the bus smelling like a dirty dog for the next few weeks, so...“

„Say it to my face you-“ Heathcliff whipped his face up, teeth bared. He mellowed when he saw the multitude of confused stares. „Ah… sorry. Must´ve dozed of.“ He scratched the back of his head, tucking his head between his shoulders. I conveniently shambled away, tugging Fawkes behind me. He wasn´t too keen on leaving his mandated cuddle session, but I wasn´t going to give up easily.

„Come on, it´s just a bit of soapy water, then towel dry. If you cooperate it will be quick, too.“

Maybe some stray braincell in Fawkes´ head understood me because he didn´t resist any longer and let me get him into the bathroom. That was the easy part, as was getting his coat wet and rubbing in a multi-purpose bodywash which for some reason also doubled as five different products and baby/pet-safe shampoo.

Whoever came up with it was a godsend.

As expected, however, the shaking has begun as soon as the shampoo was rubbed in. Then continued as I rinsed and repeat one more time. By the end of the process, it was safe to say that both of us needed a towel… the problem being that there was only one spare towel in the bathroom. Which I found out only after the towel was wet and covered in dog hair.

I stood there, contemplating my choices while Fawkes was having a field day slowly drying off after the preliminary drying with the towel. He pawed at the door that he definitely could get through easily if he really wanted to. The noise and the conundrum at hand were probably the reason why I didn´t notice Heathcliff open the door until he was staring at me, face red as a beet.

„Uuuuugh… you… might wanna take the towel for yourself.“ He said, face turned as away as it could be. „The pajamas are… really not… you know… when soaked through.“

My brain took a moment to catch up, but when it did and I glanced down at myself, I could see exactly what Heathcliff meant by that – and why he was more than eager to hand over his own towel.

If I had any dignity left after the Ricardo incident, it sublimated into the damp air in the bathroom in that very moment. I took the towel and wrapped myself to not flash any more busboat inhabitants.

„I´ll… I´ll bring you my spare towel. Just a… hang on a moment.“

Luckily, my room was close enough that a quick run to the other side of the corridor was all I needed to accomplish to keep the rest of the bus unaware of my towel fumble.

Somehow, it was a success because no one was paying attention to the back of the bus. I retrieved the towel and my clothes with ease and repaid Heathcliff´s chivalry with a dry towel of my own. All was well, the crisis of embarrassment was averted. Fawkes was clean, if a little damp still, but not enough to trail water. The sea wasn´t thrown into raging Waves. But I have forgotten a very important detail.

Due to an abundance of free time with little left to do, there was nothing and no one stopping Outis from scheduling an all-day military-grade training. Given the fact that I had since acquired a spear and a knife, it was only a matter of time before she realized it, too.

And as I was thinking about it, the moment has arrived, as fast as if Outis was a telepath.

„Alighiero, meet me out on the deck in fifteen minutes. Bring the spear, too.“ What she said wasn´t a request. That was a command. And I sure as hell didn´t want to find out what would happen if I didn´t listen. Logically speaking, there wouldn´t be anything serious, but there was no one stopping Outis from waking me up at 4 in the morning if she so pleased.

Did she even know how to fight with a spear? Given Outis´ literary origin in Greek myth that was a possibility, but for all I knew, she could have been just winging it. Besides, I still needed to figure out how Heathcliff even got the idea that Ishmael was leaving the crew, because she had not mentioned a single word of it since we climbed out of the Pallid Whale.

If there was a single person (except Faust) who always found out about every detail of free-floating information, it was Outis.

Maybe that was why I didn´t hide out in my room and actually came onto the deck with my spear as she requested.

„I´m here.“ I said, only to have the spear confiscated immediately.

„There are few thing one must learn and always keep in mind when fighting with a spear.“ Outis said off-handedly before turning to me, spear sharply whizzing by before stopping in front of my face. „Lesson number one: The spear´s length is its main advantage. If you let your enemy get too close, you will lose the advantage, then your weapon and finally...“ She demonstrated by pointing a little lower. „..your life.

I had to give Outis credit where it was due – there was no way in hell I was forgetting what she said if her weapon-handling lessons were so intense. Despite being more or less able to match her in hand to hand combat, I felt vulnerable.

That was when Outis raised the blade of the spear up towards my eyes again.Lesson number two: Look closely at the blade – the end is pointed, and while both edges are sharp, too, it is an instrument meant for stabbing with a thrust, not slashing. Remember that this is a spear, in other words it is more like a large, hand-held arrow than a knife attached to a stick. Lastly-

Quick as a flash, the spearhead whipped past my ear and as Outis pulled the weapon back, th bar caught on my shoulder, sending me tumbling to the ground as i lost my balance. „This spear also has a cross-piece. As you can see, it serves a dual purpose – it can keep the enemy away from you or act as a portable hook should you need to disarm or destabilize them.

„Don´t get robbed, stick people with the pointy end, hook is a tool.“ I repeated in quick succession as I rolled away from a strike. „Simple enough… in theory.“

„Good. Now grab hold of it and try to get a hit in.“

Outis´ approach to training was interesting if nothing else. She would let me make mistakes first, then show me why they were mistakes by exploiting them – which landed me with a few painful reminders in the form of bruises. Though it was Penelope, not Odysseus who was Spartan in the mythology, Outis´ training methods were definitely felt Spartan. Despite my body´s complaints, I knew it was in my best interest to pay attention and learn everything I could.

However, when Outis finally declared end of training session, I wished I had stopped her half an hour earlier. Every part of my body hurt. While her lessons were understandable, learning from them was not.

On top of all that, the breakfast was long forgotten and my body demanded food and water. When I smelled hotdogs I thought I would cry with joy.

„You know, Outis, I had my doubts when you agreed to train Alighiero with the spear.“ Ishmael grinned as she stood by the stairs to the cabin, watching us close in. She had a hotdog in her hand, too, with a big bite taken out of it. „But I see I worried about nothing. I don´t think Hong Lu or Sinclair would do as good of a job of beating them up.“

Outis didn´t seem to notice that it was a jab at her. „Indeed. I´ve trained many men in the art of war. Naturally, I have a wide range of knowledge on most types of weapons used on the battlefield.“ She boasted, but paused afterwards. „I must say, though… IThinkYouMightBeASlightyBetterSailorThanMe.“

Though the praise was delivered quickly and fairly quietly, Ishmael laughed. Sh had not missed a single word, it seemed.

„That´s high praise coming from you. Anyway, if I were you, I´d make sure you get some food in Alighiero before Vergilius gives you his piece of mind on training intensity. They look like they could eat a Whale.“

„Don´t tempt me. We did leave a giant carcass of one behind.“ I smiled, but quickly proceeded to head towards the kitchen where the hotdogs were most likely sourced from.

Instead of Gregor and Meursault, however, I found the missing quartet of Rodion, Sinclair, Don Quixote and Hong Lu, all hunched over the table which was admittedly barely big enough for that large of a company. They all whipped their faces to me like a pack of meerkats and in woe tried to hide what looked like a schematic of sorts.

„What are you doing?“ I asked, accidentally tapping into an Outis-like tone and execution of that sentence.

„Oh, Alighiero – just the person we needed.“ Rodion grinned as she brought me to the table. She did push a plate with couple hotdogs on it, in a fashion that made it look a lot like a „shut up and listen“ type of bribe. I couldn´t complain, though. The food was warm and satisfyingly filling.

„You´re up to something, aren´t you?“ I turned to Sinclair who laughed nervously. „I had a feeling that might be the case. It´s been a really weird morning.“

„That´s when I noticed there was something off.“ Sinclair replied. „I saw Ryoshu acting strange. Like there was something for her to be happy about. And then she asked me if I thought that Queequeg was getting as close with Ishmael as Demian was to me and...“

The feeling of dread has made its way back into my head. The profound „oh fuck“ that usually appeared when I thought I was breaking the timeline. I felt it earlier, too when I talked to Queequeg about the ability of making her own choices… it was obvious that Ishmael would be part of them, and although her leaving could very easily be catastrophic… I could not bring myself to take that opportunity away from her. It seemed that she had since made her mind about what to do and well… she had the final say.

„So what´s the plan?“ I asked Don Quixote who was basically vibrating trying to keep herself from launching a lengthy and detailed explanation.

„We shall put together a lovely evening for Ishmael and her dear friend to enjoy together. Mayhaps a little removed from the present company.“

I blinked at grinning Don Quixote. „Wait… like a date?“

„Aha, so that´s why Sinclair went silent when Don Quixote suggested it.“ Hong Lu smiled.

I facepalmed. Of course it was Don who came up with the idea in the first place. And of course she recruited precisely the people who would go with her schemes without opposition.

„I think I now understand Ishmael on a whole another level. Putting up with things like this, day after day… must require an extraordinary level of patience I can´t ever hope to match.“ I muttered to myself as I slowly realized what kind of shoes would need to be filled by someone, most likely myself, since no other Sinner could feasibly take up Ishmael´s mantle. „Why exactly do you need me for this, Rodya?“

„Well… aside from Ishmael herself you´re the closest person to Queeqqeg.“ Rodya stammered. „And you´re like, really cool talker so-“

„Just spit it out, Rodion.“

„We want you to tell her to come on the deck at the sunset.“ Rodya finally said and I breathed out with relief. They just needed a messenger, thank God.

„Fine. I´ll do it. I´ll need to retrieve that collar thingy, but yeah, it´s doable.“ I shrugged and left them to their plans. I didn´t particularly care for their plans to begin with. Either they would work or it would be a total disaster, no inbetween. Besides, I was more intrigued on where the fact that Ishmael was even leaving the Company came from. I´ve already talked to half of the bus and I still lacked the answer, which was strange.

Did Dante talk to Ishmael and not mention it to me? Were they so distrustful with me after the whole ending-up-inside-the-whale thing, that they just kept the conversation to themselves and decided they wouldn´t speak to me?

Even though I understood where they might be coming from, I couldn´t know what they were really thinking. I needed to know, however, so I went to the one unlikely source of such information – Ryoshu.

I found her quietly smoking in the back of the bus, playing with her lighter. When I stopped next to her, she took a deep breath in and blew a billow of smoke in my face. „W.Y.W.?“

„Information, or an explanation, I guess.“ I scratched the back of my head and pointed at Ishmael and Faust, working in tandem at the helm, adjusting a few things. Charon wasn´t there at that moment, which likely prompted them to take action. „Sinclair mentioned you´ve had some interesting questions for him earlier this morning.“

„Heh.“ Ryoshu grinned as she exchanged the butt of a cigarette in her mouth for a fresh one, lighting it as she did. „They are fun when they S.C.R.E.W. each other.“

Apparently confusing the hell out of me was her intention because she was laughing at me. „Wait… that´s not an actual S.A.N.G.R.I.A., you´re making fun of me aren´t you…“ I sighed. At the same time, I connected the dots that it was exactly what she was doing. „Oh, for FUCK´S sake… it´s all just a joke.“

„T.Y.L.E.R.“ Ryoshu laughed as I made my way to my room and then to the deck to at least deliver the message to Queequeg. Putting on the speech collar was just as disconcerting as always. Somehow, however, I was getting used to it, little by little. I was almost more bothered by how I was getting used to it than actually wearing the damn thing. But I persevered.

If things were going tits up with Ishmael at least she would get to have a nice day. If not… well, she would get a nice day out of it anyway. Except… I was stopped in my tracks at the helm. By none other than Ishmael herself.

„Alighiero, hey… you look tired. Did Outis go overboard again?“ She asked with a slight grumble in her voice. „You´ve got to watch your pace or you´ll work yourself into the ground.“

„Yeah, guess I should. Thanks for the advice.“ I replied, barely taking her words into account. When I tried to walk past her, however, she still stood in my way. „You´re in my way, Ishmael.“

Someone´s got to do it if you won´t acknowledge that you need a break.“ She rolled her eyes. „I say that you´re not going out on the deck until you rest up properly.“

„I had lunch.“ I told Ishmael who squinted at me with the utmost skepticism. „Besides, I wasn´t going to train more. Contrary to my looks, I am not a masochist. I am actually looking for Queequeg and the deck just so happens to be the first place I decided to check.“

„Ugh, fine. But the moment I see you try to do any physically demanding activity I am stepping in.“ She called after me as she cracked her knuckles.

„Works for me.“ I shrugged and proceeded onto the deck where I found Queequeg rather quickly. She was weaving and twisting together a length of rope. I noted that among the rop strands were also pale organic pieces, likely salvaged from the Pallid Whale at some point.

„Hey, Queequeg… you´ve been out here for a while.“

„I´m working on a rope.“ She said, not looking away from her work.

„I can see that. Are those pieces of whale woven into it?“ I pointed to the pale material. Queequeg nodded.

„Whalehide tough. Pallid Whale was a Calamity… its hide… tougher than regular one. I saved some of it.“ She worked fast, but methodically pulling the strands to create a tough weave that was further enhanced by the material used.

„Listen, I´ve got a message for you.“ She paused working, looking to me, listening keenly. „Come to deck at the sunset.“

„Who´s asking?“ She raised an eyebrow at me.

„Uhm… well, I guess there wasn´t a single one sender to the message. Just… come to the deck and see for yourself. I can at least promise there is no malicious intent.“ I stammered out with a forced smile. Though Queequeg didn´t look convinced she just shrugged and returned to her work.

„We are approaching the Marlin Port steadily.“ Faust came to the two of us. „However, we are soon to be pulled into the Waves again since its location had adjusted since the last calculation. I advise you both to return to the cabin.“ She said solemnly.

Queequeg rose without much protest, taking the partially woven rope with her. As I turned, Faust put her hand on my shoulder. I turned my face to her to ask her about it, only to see her wink at me and press a finger to her lips. When I saw Don and Rodion covertly (as covertly as the two were able, anyway) lugging out the table from the kitchen, a vase with a fake flower and an unlit candle in a golden holder, all became very clear.

I was no less confused by the fact that Faust had teamed up with the chaos quartet, though. Perhaps that was part of her effort to understand the peculiarities of unlikely outcomes. I definitely wasn´t smart enough to understand Faust´s mind.

No Waves did come in the end. As the sun was setting it painted the sky in many hues of orange and pink. Ishmael and Queequeg were seated at the small table, eating their dinner away from the rest of the busboat. Of course, they could not hope for no peepers. That would be a little too perfect.

„What´s all this?“ A gravely voice spoke up, causing various Sinners to tumble to the floor from their „hiding spots“ from which they observed the lovebirds on the deck. „Hmm…“ Vergilius looked at the deck and smiled shortly to himself. „Very well. Give them some privacy, at least. If any of you fail to understand, I shall open my office for consultations and reminders of company rules in regards to employee harassment.“

However, even with all the effort, the ship still sailed along its course – and before we knew it, the Marlin Port was in the view with all of the narrative weight that came with it. And the tension kept winding tighter and tighter. The cabin grew silent enough that I could almost hear Ryoshu´s cigarettes crackling as they burned.

We docked in the evening. It wasn´t yet the Night in the Backstreets (did the Sweepers just live in between the containers or crawl out of the water below? I felt that I didn´t particularly want to know) so there weren´t many major concerns about safety. In fact, at the dock a head of brown, curly hair waited for us with provisions to restock before we continued the journey back.

„Look, ´tis Pilot!“ Don Quixote pointed excitedly as she waved at him.



„So uhm…“ Dante fidgeted as Queequeg checked the tightness of the new ropes she made and wrapped around her arms and waist. The pallid strands stood out proudly among the dark fibers of the rope. „Ishmael, I know you said you would go off on your own…“ Ishmael looked at them like they just said the stupidest thing ever.

Ishmael sighed. „Dante...“

„…but I still have to ask you… not as your Manager… but as a friend, too. Please-“

„What gave you the idea that I am leaving the crew?“

Dante stood there like an idiot for a hot minute. „Wait… so you´re not leaving the Company?“

„Have i handed in an official resignation while sleepwalking or something?“ Ishmael asked, arms at her hips.

I could hear Ryoshu laugh quietly in the back as Dante gathered their thoughts. „...No.“

„Then I am not leaving the Company… not yet anyways.“ She smiled at them before turning to Queequeg. „See? If I left them I would took all of the common sense with me.“

„Looks like.“ Queequeg laughed. „You keep your eyes on them…“ Queequeg paused as Ishmael´s smile fell off her face. „Don´t worry, Ishmael. I will not forget you… as long as sun… sets in the west.“

„I know.“ Ishmael said. I could see there were tears in her eyes, threatening to fall, but she held them in as tightly as she did Queequeg when they embraced one last time. She waved at us until we disappeared into the night.

I stood by the railing for a decent while afterwards. Feeling the air in my face as the ship moved onward was nice, as were the sky filled with countless stars – a view that would not last once we returned to the mainland.

After some time, I was predictably joined by Ishmael.

„You can rest assured that I am not doing a physical activity.“ I turned to her. „Just enjoying some alone time. And the nightsky.“ I frowned. The constellations were somewhat familiar, but at the same time different in some unnameable way, almost as if someone moved each star just a bit off its place.

„Looking for something specific?“ She asked, turning her gaze to the sky as well. „It´s been a while since I could see the stars at night, but I might be able to point out a few constellations and navigational points.“

I shook my head, breathing out. „I guess I´m just confused by it. The stars all just seem… slightly off. Some are missing, and there are also stars in places where I don´t remember being any.“ I sighed, choking back the stinging in my eyes. Must´ve been the salty air. „I guess I really am far from home.“

I felt her hand on my shoulder. The warmth was comforting and slightly uncomfortable at the same time. „You´ll get back. I mean…“ She must´ve sensed that I grew tense because she retreated her touch. „I´m no Faust and I guess that even with Faust´s brain on the job it will take a while longer, but… I´m glad Dante pulled you out of the Mephistopheles´ engine. It´s a good thing to have someone so firmly down-to-earth around to balance things out.“

I smiled as those words warmed my heart more than Ishmael´s hand did my shoulder. „That´s true. The bus could not handle two of Don Quixote.“

„I´m taking back what I said. You´re the worst.“ Ishmael snickered as she playfully elbowed my arm.

„And proud of it!“

Notes:

Another lighter chapter before we return to the canon happenings

I had a blast planning this one out, but I am very much itching to get to the juicy bits now. Enjoy the fun while it funs.

Chapter 27: Vicious Little Pillow-Men

Summary:

An unexpected Christmas-themed journey catches up to the busboat-dwellers. The happenings catch off guard everyone involved, even the supposed "one who knows all outcomes".

 

~24-26-6-3-15~

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As the journey to the mainland stretched ever longer, it was becoming increasingly more difficult to keep boredom at bay. I did my best with what I had on hand, since I had an ultimately exclusive access to movies and tv shows of all genres. In theory, it was the perfect source of entertainment. In theory… in practice, it turned out that Star Wars was a big time outlier that wasn´t met with an overt dislike from anyone. Which meant that every time I wanted to introduce anything new, be it music or movie, there was a collective vote. 

Unfortunately, getting the Sinners to agree on anything was a functional nightmare that could very quickly devolve into a fight. As much as I wanted to save us all from the endless boredom, I much preferred boredom to the feeling of getting my head smashed in when Dante inevitably needed to revive one or more of the Sinners after a scuffle.

Which was precisely why we were all being bored to death as Mephistopheles slowly made its way to the distant shore.

„Guys... Anybody got any fun-“

„-stories to tell? No, for the thirtieth time. I suppose repeating the exact same phrase that many times is a talent, if it could even be called that. If you’re having trouble recalling what you said moments ago…“ Outis grumbled next to me. Her annoyance over Rodion´s comment was more than understandable.

„She has repeated that phrase twenty-eight times, to be precise. At thirty, I was planning to verify if she had suffered any damages to her occipital region.“ Meursault replied from the back seat.

„I get it, I get it. I'm just that bored, ‘kay?“ Rodion sighed dramatically. „And I also don´t want to keep doing that whole dance with Alighiero to put on some music when every time someone gets it shut down ten seconds in... y´know?“

The Sinners kept going on and on, tossing the blame between each other like a hot potato. The only one who didn´t seem to join in was Heathcliff. He´s become rather quiet lately, which was starting to bother me.

„Khm. Hmm.“

He kept fidgeting, moving about in his seat even though we weren´t getting tossed around by Charon´s sailing.

„…Uh, ahem. Oi, Ver… Vergilius.“ He suddenly said the Guide´s name in full, catching just about everyone off-guard as they stared at him, several faces turning around to check if they weren´t imagining things.

„Huh.“

Even Vergilius was surprised, an emotion that was most often reserved for me.

„Oh… Heathcliff! Have you gone insane? Did you finally snap?“ Ishmael asked him, fully serious about it.

Rodion quickly joined her. „This must be the side effect of the 'consultations'! Maybe we can call this 'Sense of Self-Preservation Loss Syndrome' or something like that.“

„H-Heathcliff…“ Dante turned to him with worry in their slightly panicked ticking.

„Shut your traps! I ain't mad. And my sense of self-preservation is just fine.“ Heathcliff barked at them, an action that made even Fawkes raise his head in concern.

„Impressive, Heathcliff.“ Vergilius´ eyebrows shot up. „I have not been surprised all that often in this series of misadventures so far.“ 

I had a distinct feeling that I was somehow included in that sentence.

„Speak. What is your business?“

„It’s the, uh…“ Heathcliff scratched the back of his head. „Our next destination is T Corp., innit?“

„…Do you really need me to answer that?“

Vergilius´ tone made Heathcliff look at me. Not that I looked back to check, but I could basically feel his eyes burning holes into the back of my head. Which, too, was understandable.

„You… know. You know what I’m talking about.“ Heathcliff grumbled. „And why I´m talking to you instead.“

Somehow, that was more hurtful than Outis´ comments on my mistakes in battle stance could ever hope to be. Why did I even care? I wasn´t supposed to care. If anything, Heathcliff hating my guts was a positive . At least he wouldn´t be left to think that I betrayed his trust in me. Win-win, really.

„…Hm. Patience, Heathcliff. Though that seems to be a virtue that most of you lack… If everything goes according to the flow, you’ll make it to your 'appointment' on time.“ Vergilius told him calmly.

Heathcliff paused, possibly using his brain for once. „But we’re still in the middle of this mad Lake…“ His tone was angrier, prompting Fawkes to get up and sit in front of him, pawing at his foot.

„Oi, Clockhead! What’s today's date?“ Heathcliff demanded, unmoved.

„How would I know?“ They replied.

„Huh? Can’t you tell the date?! You’ve got a clock for a head! Haah…“

I rolled my eyes as Dante explained that calendars and clocks weren´t the same thing. As if they could even tell the position of the clock hands on their own face without a mirror.

„Tell us, Heathcliff. Your turn’s coming up, isn’t it?“ Ishmael asked Heathcliff as he let out an exasperated sigh. „And whatever it is that awaits you there… you’re going to have to prepare yourself for it.“

„Haah… Yeah, I suppose… there's no use hiding it anymore.“ 

Trying to cheer him up, Rodion leaned towards him with an upbeat tone. „But this is kind of perfect, no? I mean, Alighiero knows what´s ahead of us, so they could, you know…“

I felt my body seize up at that moment. „Advise you on the best course of action?“ I hoped that the crack in my voice wasn´t too obvious.

„Yeah. That´s kind of what you´ve agreed to do, no?“ Dante pointed out.

„I guess I did.“ I hated the way they phrased it. They seemingly kept forgetting that I didn´t have much of a choice when I signed the contract, even after I kept reminding them. „That being said, I´ll need to speak to Faust on this specific matter.“

„Alright, so when do we-“

„...without you, Heathcliff.“ I added as he interrupted me.

„The Hell?! You can´t do that!…“ Heathcliff jumped from his seat, only to sit down and turn to Faust. „Can they do that?“

„I think I understand why they made that particular request.“ Faust sighed.

Though Ishmael didn´t laugh at him, she did shake her head at his behavior. „Now that you mention it, it´s quite obvious.“

„...ugh.“

Though Heathcliff did grumble, he didn´t stop me or Faust as we walked out on the deck to have a bit of privacy.

„You have not discussed your actions prior to carrying them out in the past, Alighiero.“ She pointed out. It wasn´t an accusation, just an observation, but it still felt a little pointed.

I took a deep breath and let it out slowly to compose myself. „That´s because in the past the obstacles between a better outcome and the path we were on… weren´t all that complicated to work around or avoid entirely.“ I walked over to the railing. It was easier to talk to Faust when I didn´t have to face her pale blue eyes. „But this… I want to be absolutely sure I´m doing the right thing - to see the forest as a whole before I cut down the wrong tree, so to speak.“

„Faust knows all outcomes.“ She said as she leaned against the railing next to me, looking at the horizon.

„But none of Fausts necessarily know the roads that lead to those outcomes.“

„...that is true.“ She confessed with a sigh.

The silence that followed felt a bit awkward, so I looked around trying to find the words I was lacking, ending up grabbing the hilt of the knife Queequeg gifted me. The handle was tightly wrapped in strips of black leather. The feeling of the material under my fingertips settled me enough to continue.

„So far, I have changed fates of three people: Effie, Samjo and now Queequeg. I think I have a fairly good understanding of how it works, but... I would like to hear what you think about my theory.“

Faust nodded, giving me the space to speak. She turned towards me, which I suppose was the little push of discomfort I needed.

„The main common denominator is that they were all supposed to die... in specific ways. I was able to change the circumstances for each of them, but… as you know, only two of them made it out alive. My original theory was that there is some kind of a threshold and if I pushed against it hard enough, the outcome would be better – and if the pressure was too much, the outcome would be far worse.“ 

The memory of Samjo´s body contorting, twisting and morphing into a spiky wheel that wanted nothing else but to rip everyone to pieces was quickly brushed aside from my mind as I refocused on the present moment. „However, comparing Queequeg and Effie to… to Samjo… I think there are at least two more things that need to happen to avoid the… unfortunate ends.“

Faust nodded again as she considered the information herself. Her eyes were closed for a while before she spoke. „Hmm… in both successful cases the people who were impacted were accepting of the change to their fates… while Samjo was not.“

„Yeah… and in both cases, each of their lives directly paralleled an earlier sacrifice of another: Guido´s for Effie´s and Smee´s for Queequeg´s. Although Guido was supposed to die that night, he would be otherwise shot by Saude. And Smee wasn´t supposed to die at all.“ I swallowed the lump in my throat. If I was right, Ishmael attacking and killing Smee without Dante stepping in was precisely the reason why Queequeg was able to escape Ahab´s hold. The mere idea that I was that close to failing again made me sick to my stomach. 

„Your theory seems likely. Though, I fail to see a larger issue going forward.“

I closed my eyes for a moment to collect myself. Of course she failed to see it. After all, she didn´t yet have the full information in regards to the future. Besides, what were couple deaths to feed Mephistopheles on a regular basis just to keep the bus moving? Tens, hundreds, thousands… I didn´t want to even think about how many people were killed just to move the bus along its course. 

Death was simple and trivial in the City, regardless of how the Head boasted it wasn´t so.

„To change the original outcome to something that would make Heathcliff happy would mean to kill a functional infinity of people before their time.“ I said slowly as I finally faced Faust head on. „On top of that… I think Heathcliff might want to become a part of that infinity if he were to find out for what such sacrifice was necessary.“

„Is that why you´ve been confrontational towards him lately?“

Somehow, the conversation that was meant to be about strategy of going forward was turning into a pep talk of all things. It made me laugh as I realized that I ran myself into a corner there… mostly thanks to Faust, of course.

„To feed him false hopes, to tell him blatant lies over and over… it would destroy me from inside out. And if I suffered a mental breakdown… it´s…“ The words refused to come out of my mouth as I held on the railing like it was the only thing to anchor me to the ship. 

Luckily, Faust was a genius.

„We don´t know if you have a capability to distort, given your origins, but it is for the best to leave that box closed. Especially since the  typical treatment involves suppression by combat.“

„Yeah.“ It took a lot of effort to take hold of the reins again, as if I was learning to move my body all over again. „The last thing I want is Dante getting hurt because of my incompetence in handling… well, everything.“

„I believe the sentiment is mutual.“ Faust replied softly. As simple as that sentence was, it brushed away the remaining tension from my shoulders.

„That´s good to know.“ A smile made its way on my face even as the dread of the general situation remained. „But I´ve still got no idea how to approach all this.“

„Hm…That is a conundrum for another time. After all, we still have yet to leave the Lake.“ She said pragmatically. The fact that she didn´t push for answers felt strange.

Maybe catastrophizing Faust´s, and, by extension, Limbus Company´s interests was a stupid thing after all. „That will not stop the avalanche of questions everyone´s going to have.“ I shrugged, as I looked to the cabin. Several paces quickly disappeared from the view.

It was only natural that they would snoop. I would definitely snoop if I was in Heathcliff´s position. In fact, I would be the single most annoying snooper of them all.

But that was that and this was this.

„Faust will handle it.“ She sighed and rolled her eyes at their antics. „Also, if any new information comes to mind in regards to the Shadow Child or the Wishmaker entity, please let me know. Even the smallest piece may provide the key to the bigger picture.“

„Of course.“ I turned one last time to the far horizon where dark clouds gathered into a nasty-looking pile, little by little.

In stark contrast to the deck, the inside of Mephistopheles was as lively as one would expect in that kind of situation.

„So, basically… Heathcliff’s starting to feel like his turn’s coming up, now that Ishmael’s had her time in the wringer.“ Gregor said loudly enough that I basically heard him before I stepped into the cabin after Faust. „And he’s got good reason to believe that, because Vergilius handed him 'something' in their last consultation that affirmed his suspicions.“

If there was a How To Be The Most Obvious Spy, Gregor would most definitely win it by a landslide.

„And according to that 'something', he’ll need some fancy clothes and whatnot to refine his looks before we get to T Corp…“

„…But since we're still so far from escaping the Lake, you’re starting to feel restless. Is that right?“ Hong Lu asked before turning around with a bright smile. „Ah, Faust and Alighiero are back.“

„Right on! So…“

„Yeah, so… there’s not much you can do about that before we hit solid ground, is there?“ Gregor interrupted Heathcliff who was about to say something, but stopped with his mouth agape.

„Uh…“

Rodion was on top of things, putting her arm around Heathcliff in a comforting fashion. Which would usually result in two of them fighting, but he was too out of it from worrying that he simply accepted his fate. „Aw, come on, Heath! That’s it? Don’tcha worry, I can definitely help ya with that as soon as we find land. ‘Kay?“

„We don’t even know how far away from land we are…“ He seemed to sink deeper into his seat. Which theoretically shouldn´t be possible, but I knew better than to question Faust´s craftsmanship in that regard.

„Dante, we have reached the end of the scheduled work period for the Sinners.“

It just so happened that Faust had a plan to avoid extensive questioning all along. The plan was „shut up and go to sleep“.

It couldn´t get any more perfect than that.

„Huh? O-oh, yeah…“ Dante did briefly pause to look between me and Faust, but didn´t further dig into the matter. „I hereby confirm today’s close of business for the Sinners… you know, the usual.“ They said and the back door opened.

„Man, that wasn’t even a big deal, then.“ Gregor said with a yawn as he rose from his seat.

„Well, at least he wasn’t trying to stir up trouble for once.“ Ishmael laughed quietly. Ryoshu mentioned something about the lack of bloodshed, but by that point it would be much more disturbing if she said she expected fluffy white bunny-rabbits hopping in a grassy meadow… mostly because one could be certain those rabbits would eat exclusively human flesh and explode like packs of dynamite as an offensive defense mechanism.

As I made my way to the door that led to my room I was joined by Fawkes who yawned dramatically as he pawed the door.

„Yes, yes, I know, you want to sleep too.“ I patted his head as I opened the room to let him in. „Not that you don´t have plenty of opportunities during the day…“

Instead of arguing with my dog, I fell asleep as soon as my pajama-clad self hit the bed. Which was unfortunate, because I was rudely awoken by Fawkes some hours later. He was tugging on the blanket, then my pajama sleeve and barking loud enough to wake up an army.

„I’m up, I'm up, you maniac. You better have a good reason for this.”

The reason became extremely clear as the door flew open with Outis who was basically out of breath. „Alighiero, where's Dante? They are nowhere to be found!”

„Don Quixote and Heathcliff are likewise not in their rooms.” Yi Sang added.

I stared at them for about ten seconds as my mind caught up to the body’s wakefulness. “Oh shit, it's this thing. They went through some door in the Corridor.”

„Faust…” Yi Sang turned to Faust as I grabbed my spear. She sighed and nodded.

„I know which door they most likely used. Tell the others to get dressed and group up at the end of the corridor next to the barrier.” She told Outis and Yi Sang, then turned to me. „Alighiero, you should stay here.”

I wanted to protest, but I quickly realized there wasn't any case to be made. Though armed, I was still by far the most vulnerable.

„Hang on just a minute. There will be enemies. Least I can do is tell you who is best suited to fight them.” I said as I opened the Limbus app and tapped the Sinners tab to quickly check the skill affinities and weaknesses. I found it very odd that despite tapping the option reserved for viewing the identities, not combat prep, combat selection was enabled. Additionally, Heathcliff and Don Quixote were not selectable, but I had no time to think about the why.

„Alighiero, get dressed.” I heard Faust say. Her voice was somewhat different, softer sounding.  „You will accompany us after all. Your unique expertise may be… necessary.”

Confused, I raised my head and promptly started grabbing for my coat, socks and shoes. The Sinners were wearing the identities of my main team in the lineup - which just so happened to be based around rupture.

„Oh, now we're cooking.” I said as I strapped the knife to my waist. Although I couldn't reasonably carry both the spear and command the Sinners through my phone (not to mention fighting off enemies), walking unarmed into the factory I knew was filled with bloodthirsty pillow gremlins sounded like a recipe for a disaster.

As the Sinners grouped up at the end of the corridor’s non-restricted area, I took just a moment to pop into Don Quixote's room and grabbed one of the figurines off the shelf. We then followed Faust through the confusing depths of the Corridor. Fawkes stayed close by my side, sniffing the air every so often. Once we arrived at the door Faust assumed the missing trio went through. The door was left slightly ajar, but there was nothing stopping them from getting shut.

„Just as I suspected.” Seven Association Faust commented as she pushed her round glasses higher up the bridge of her nose. “Luckily the doors are still open.”

„Yeah, but how are we gonna find them in here? This place is huge!” Rodion commented at the unfolding interior of an enormous factory.

„I’ve got a solution for that.” I said as I knelt next to Fawkes, pulling out the borrowed figurine. „Find Don Quixote.”

I barely had to finish the sentence for Fawkes to have caught the scent of the excitable Sinner. However, the gnomes weren't going to let us pass just like that.

„INTRUDER-OMES! SOUND THE ALARM-OME!” one of the beefier ones yelled, which I guessed was the leader or something. It didn't matter much to me in the end.

Combat that ensued was barely remarkable, aside from one stark difference from the game - it was by no means turn-based. The attacks were fast, flying left and right and I had barely enough time to decide which skills to use. If nothing else, it made my respect for Dante grow exponentially.

„There! The side door!” Outis pointed out as Fawkes scraped the door’s surface. They were locked, though that was hardly a problem for Rodya who proceeded to kick them in.

There we found a hunched-over Dante, alone.

„… It’s a miracle that I managed to survive this far…“

„Miracle? What miracle? Come on, get a hold of yourself.“ Ishmael strolled up to them.

„Great. Now I'm hearing things…“

Sinclair let out a huff of a laugh in their general direction. „You’re not hearing things, Manager! We’re really here!“

„Guys…“ When Dante lifted their head to us, they were taken aback. „You´re – you´re wearing identities? How-“

„That´s on me. To be frank I just found out that I can do that.“ I smiled at them encouragingly. „But there will be enough time for lengthy explanations later. For now, you need to take the command back, this is way too much for my brain to handle.“ I said as I promptly shoved my phone into my pocket.

„Oh boy, looks like I forgot about that slightly spoiled ingredi…ent…ome…?“ A stray gnome has waddled in after us. Fawkes growled at him at first, but when the little monster tried to attack us, it was very quickly dismembered by his jaws. Just like one of the many stuffed toys I bought Fawkes… except more bloody.

„They are right. I will inquire about this incident later, Dante.“ Faust added, kicking back couple gnomes as they advanced closer. „For now, command us in this battle.“

With Dante´s management, the battle was soon over, giving everyone a brief moment to catch their breaths.

„Thanks, everyone… How did you find me?“

„We entered via the Backdoor.“ Yi Sang informed Dante.

„Your signals were no longer detected from within the bus’ premises.“ Faust stepped forward. „We´ve immediately sought out Alighiero who luckily knew these events would transpire. Although they didn´t mention it ahead of time, it can be estimated that there isn´t a precise timeline to attach the events to, is there?“

Faust looked to me with a look of scrutiny that fizzled out as soon as I shook my head. „Not really, no.“ I rubbed my face. The adrenaline was quickly falling off and making me more sleepy than was sensible in the moment.

„Then, every Sinner was immediately summoned from their respective rooms for the search.“ Yi Sang continued, before being loudly interrupted.

„And so soon after our break started… Dante, let’s try to not do anything like this again, hmm?“ Rodion pleaded, while Outis merely crossed her arms in disappointment.

„Even if you are the Executive Manager… rogue behavior such as this poses too great a risk. Please be wary of that.“

„I’m sorry… S-so how did you guys find us? The factory is quite big.“

„Dogs have a great sense of smell, Manager bud.“ Gregor said, patting Fawkes´ head. „I am surprised that Don Quixote is not here, given that it was her scent he followed here.“

„Indeed. However, at this rate it can be reasonably deduced that she is accompanying Heathcliff. As of late, Heathcliff was in a constant state of uneasiness. Considering the nature of our circumstances, I conjectured that there was aught that he had to do before our arrival at T Corp.“ Yi Sang explained. „On the day in which the Backdoor volatility siren echoed, Don Quixote made a relatively delayed return to the Backdoor. Come the next day, she requested from me and Miss Faust an encyclopedia of common symbols used in the City.“

„Yes. So Faust lent her a few volumes.“ Faust nodded.

„Ever since receiving the volumes, Miss Don Quixote sat next to me and perused the pages with a rather enthusiastic expression on her countenance. Although I could not converse with her on account of my… conditions… I do recollect that the following words were repeatedly uttered. Cosplay, costumes, sack… In summation, I surmised that Miss Don Quixote witnessed a series of symbols that caught her attention when the siren blared…“

„…and Faust was aware of the door on which those symbols were drawn. Based on that information, and later Fawkes´ inputwe were able to find our way here.“ Faust concluded.

Surprisingly, Meursault also had his part to say despite being by far the quietest Sinner, even compared to Ryoshu. „We engaged several entities of the corridor on our path to this door.“

„Good thing we only ran into weaklings, though. Alighiero might be good at directing us in combat, but they can´t exactly rewind our deaths.“ Rodion added as she patted my back appreciatively. „Good on you for not getting us all killed.“

„Exactly. An irreversible death of a Sinner could have occurred in the process. Alighiero may have died as a result of our rash decision to involve them in this rescue. Please comprehend the weight of your responsibilities and the risks your independent actions carry.“ Faust scolded Dante. I felt bad for them. „You must survive, Executive Manager. No matter what. Do I make myself clear?“

„I’m really sorry… I don’t know what else to say.“ They covered before us like a child in front of parents after eating few too many sweets before dinner.

„I believe that is enough. But…“

„N.D.Q.“ Ryoshu finished for Faust with a drag from a cigarette in her mouth. I lost count how many she burned through. It was as if they were an extension of her – seeing Ryoshu without one would probably give me a whiplash at that point.

„Yeah. Don Quixote, Heathcliff… where’d the pair run off to?“ Gregor asked. Instead of a proper answer, more gnomes interrupted our little get-together.

„Where’s this sound coming from-ome… Eh?“

„’Ome!! I struck gold-ome! Get your tool-omes!!!“

„Dante, come hither to the back of the line.“ Yi Sang told them as he and others took up their weapons, ready to smash the pillow creatures into bloody pulp as they began to flood the room. Luckily, Dante was more than prepared for the task that would´ve left me running about like a headless chicken.

Soon we were making our merry way through the dissonant environment of the factory decorated with red and green strings of lights, hanging ornaments, tinsel strips and ribbons. The only thing I found surprising about the place was the fact there was no Christmas tree to top it all off.

„So now that I had some time to look around out here…“ Rodion seemed eager to voice her discomfort with the place that everyone else also seemed to share.

„This facility appears to be… a gift factory.“ Yi Sang said, turning to me with an unvoiced question.

„I see… so there are factories like these that produce gifts.“ Hong Lu mused as he looked around the place.

„…Christmas decorations everywhere… There's still some time until Christmas, though.“ Sinclair winced. The memories of Calw were still fresh in everyone´s memory. Oddly enough, I wasn´t as put off as I thought I would be. As I thought I should´ve been.

Probably because there was no Mariah Carey yodeling from every corner.

As I went to answer Yi Sang´s query with a horrifying reveal that the gifts were indeed made from people, the floor vanished from underneath my feet as I fell through a trapdoor of some sort.

The good news? It wasn´t a straight fall, more like a slide, so I wasn´t injured. The bad news? I was so far down I couldn´t see Dante and the others.

„Alighiero! Are you okay?“ I heard from far above.

„Yeah! I don´t think I can find my way back up to you. This thing goes deep. It doesn´t even look like this part is used by the gnomes, it´s all dusty and stuff.“ I looked around for any sign of a trolley system or rope I could climb to get to the upper levels, however, there were none. There was a sort of natural-looking cave tunnel that had a reddish light at the end, shining in through a very thin gap of sorts. Since it was most likely made by the gnomes it was quite small, but big enough to crawl through, at least for me.

„Don´t panic, we´ll come get you!“ Came from the above. I rolled my eyes. That was definitely Sinclair.

„I´m not… listen, if I happen to be in trouble, I´ll play the corniest Christmas music I know at max volume, okay?“ I was only half-joking when I said that. There was something to be said about horror movie scenarios – as long as there was a wholesome, corny music going on, the likelyhood of death diminished by quite a lot. Knowing my chances of survival were already getting pretty low, even that questionable logic was a real possibility that could save my life.

My comment wasn´t met with much of an answer as the group pressed forward to find Don Quixote and Heathcliff. I was likewise on my own quest, crawling through the tunnel I found. I had to move the knife around to my back to make that possible, but I figured there weren´t any threats abound, so it wasn´t too big of a deal to have in in a more difficult place to reach.

At last I reached what I deduced were likely floorboards. I could not hear any manner of creatures stumbling about in there, so I grabbed a fist-sized rock from the ground of the tunnel and smashed it against the wood until I broke through. It took very little effort, because the wood was very old.

The other side was nothing like I expected. The stone walls looked old as balls with carvings in some illegible language that looked like someone took an exceptionally powerful weedwhacker to the walls and then had a sabre-tooth tiger claw at it a fair bit to give it some extra texture. In the middle of the room was a sort of circular fireplace, or rather, a stone model of one, since there was no way for smoke to exit the place. In its center was the source of the light, a large crystalline sphere that produced a red glow. Instead of grabbing the ball like some second grade idiot, I looked more closely at my surroundings. Aside from the chickenscratch on the walls, there were also numerous paintings, most of which had half of the paint chipped off on the floor of the cave room. There were some halfway-discernible shapes however, main of which was a towering black figure spanning up towards the sky from what looked like a large lake or an ocean. From the sky, another, similarly large, but white entity reached down, surrounded by stars.

I looked between the painting and the glowing orb. It was definitely some kind of a main-character-building-mcguffin-collectible bullshit.

The objective was simple: don´t touch the suspicious looking ball.

Of course, as the fate would have it, there was some kind of an earthquake and when I grabbed for something to steady myself, what else should I grab but the aforementioned red ball.

„Fuuuuuuuck…“ was all I managed to say before I lost consciousness.

Notes:

A brief sickness is not enough to keep me away from writing! (seriously though, for anyone concerned, I bounce back real fast, don´t worry)

For those not already in the discord server, I caught a bit of a sickness on Sunday, slept through pretty much the entire day and then my brain went "hey look what I can do" and slammed half a chapter with a big slab of worldbuilding into my face (of which there is only very little in this chapter because I can´t share everything right off the bat, lol)

Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy the chapter even though it came a little later than usual.

Update: Also, I forgot to mention this, but glowy ball addition was directly inspired by BinahAyin´s addition ideas (glowyness and memory jog were the abilities I picked out of the whole idea, more in next chapter)

For those not in the know, I occasionally pick out commenters to add tiny features to incorporate into the story - typically when it´s some milestone fic reached, so keep an eye out if one is just around the corner ;) The rules on how I pick change all the time so there isn´t really a predictable way to guess who can get chosen

~K Dishn, nhh iqinl dekh kpcytxvqj rtna, ueeprvr nz pf taf Dvakad~

Chapter 28: One Horse Open Slay

Summary:

Exploring the gift factory the Limbus crew finds a slew of strange happenings and characters. They also beat up evil Santa Claus. ´Tis the season to be jolly!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dante´s POV

„I suppose things could be worse.“ I heard Outis say. Her shabby attempt at comforting me in my worries was something I would appreciate more if it came at a time when we were all safely back aboard Mephistopheles.

There were many boxes in the gift factory we walked through in an effort to find the exit – and hopefully also Heathcliff and don Quixote, who were dragged away by the gnomes. I could scarcely bring myself to tell Faust the whole story. In hindsight, it was possibly the stupidest thing I´ve ever agreed to. Looking closer at the contents of some of the gifts, they were completely innocuous: teddy bears, oil pastels, toy trains… and yet there was no sign of the materials to make the individual parts.

„...But they have an abnormally high concentration of protein and phosphorous.“ I heard Meursault say. He was talking to Faust, who nodded along. „Even Fawkes seems to have picked up on the scents.“

„However, the decorations and the lights are made of proper materials.“ She said thoughtfully. „They must have salvaged the wastes expelled from the City.“

„What are you guys talking about?“ I asked, completely out of the loop. Losing sight of Alighiero did not help matters in the slightest if I was to be honest. Their dog was pacing about, too, though if I were to guess from the occasional growl, he was fully focused on the job at hand.

„It's obvious. G.M.F.H.“ Ryoshu rolled her eyes.

Before I even looked at Sinclair, he answered my question.

„Gifts made from humans…“

That at least explained why there were tags of different body parts like eyeball and foot attached to the colorful boxes moving about on numerous conveyor belts.

„Haah… more stuff made from human sacrifice? I guess the Outskirts isn't so different from the City, huh?“ Rodion sighed with a grim tone.

„What's really concerning is… who are these gifts for?“ Ishmael quickly asked. „Who in their right mind would want anything like these?“ She pointed to a box that was clearly marked with what I could only assume meant „baby hands“.

„Who knows. Rich folks with screwed-up perversions? Maybe that's who they're for.“ Rodion shrugged.

„Uh… so…“ Hong Lu stopped dead in his tracks. „If they're making gifts out of people… Heathcliff and Don Quixote… will the gnomes turn them into gifts, too?“

„…I do recall them saying something about… locally... produced…?!“ I wasn´t entirely sure I had a heart that could stop, but I swear in that moment it might as well have. I felt a sudden surge of something within me, then I was overcome with a vision, not too much unlike the times when we came across a Golden Bough.

The first thing I saw was a warm, comforting light. A home, where a couple sat down at a table having dinner. They wore clothes that reminded me of the style Alighiero wore when we first met, simple t-shirts and pants.

The two people drank wine and laughed, though there was something about the man´s expression that bothered me, but I couldn´t quite explain why. My discomfort only grew as the scene turned darker. A child was safely tucked into its crib, sleeping, with the father standing above the crib as something else entered the room. Its wispy voice was the only sign of its presence.

You´ve held up your end of the bargain.“

„I have. Now, about my reward…“ The man said with a smile in his voice.

Yes… you have upheld your end of the bargain… I have no use for you now.“

The man´s body contorted like a pretzel mid-air with a disgusting crunch and strangled sound from his throat. The baby in the crib cried loudly, only to be calmed shortly after, seemingly by wind… brought in by the fluttering of a single white-and-black spotted moth. Its wings threw impossibly large shadows on the walls, with moon as the only source of light.

I didn´t know how I knew that, but I did.

„Come on, Dante, now´s not the time for power naps.“ Ishmael was shaking me. I quickly realized that I must´ve lost consciousness, however briefly.

„What happened?“ I turned to Faust who looked as concerned as she seemed intrigued.

„You´ve temporarily lost your consciousness.“ She replied. „Possibly an influence of Alighiero undergoing loss of consciousness, though, we will need to validate that.“

„Your head also burned with scarlet flame in place of the usual golden hue.“ Yi Sang added. „And you kept repeating a concerning verse: O Mizar, who burns with righteous rage, deliver us to thy Hearth. I suggest we move with haste. Should a similar thing occur in battle, it could spell doom to us all.“

Luckily, Meursault has pointed out a small sign to our envoy. „I have discovered a location with a high probability of their presence. Presuming that they haven't been turned into gifts yet. There. The placard says 'Gift Assembly'.“ 

„I think I'm hearing some odd noise from in there.“ I said. It was difficult to describe. While there was more or less recognizable sound of high pitched wailing, there were also faint jingling sounds...

„Heh. A rather high-pitched S.O.S. It's always a good indicator of wonderful happenings.“

„Can you not giggle about sounds of screaming, please?! Wait… are those...?“

Meursault listened, too. „I am familiar with this tone. The decibel range of this screaming is an exact match with Don Quixote's. However, there is also another sound, possibly a recording. It appears to be-“

„It´s the jiggle bells!“ Sinclair suddenly called out. „Alighiero´s in trouble! Remember, they said they would play some Christmas music on their phone!“

Before anyone could make way to the Gift Assembly, however, Outis stopped us. „Wait. We have yet to conduct a threat assessment of the combat area. That area appears to be a closed-off space, which means-“ Fawkes interjected loudly with a bark. He caught Outis off-guard, too.

„Outis. Were Heathcliff with us, he would have said as such...“ Yi Sang spoke.

„Said what?“

„I think I know.“ I said, recalling a particular moment from one of the recent mirror dungeon outings. „How bloody frustrating. Quit whinging, pick up your tools, and get crackin'!“

„Heh, that was pretty close.“ Ishmael smiled before blasting through the door with a powerful kick, prompting Alighiero´s dog to bolt inside. Just then, our ears were treated to a very familiar kind of music.

...I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace

Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas Day

„Alighiero! Heathcliff! Don Quixote! Ah, what a relief! They've not been turned into gifts yet!“ Sinclair waved at them with a smile. Fawkes, too was excited to be reunited with his owner, jumping about like a very excited rabbit.

„Everyone!“ Don Quixote greeted us.

„Clockhead! H-how…“ Heathcliff was at a loss for words. So I answered him.

„We´re here for you, Heathcliff!“ I called. The only one of the three still annoyed was Alighiero, who unlike the trio of Heathcliff, don Quixote and Crayon was tied up on the floor and surrounded by gnomes.

„Hey, maybe zip it for the time being? We´ve kind of got a situation here!“ They called my way. I had quite a few questions. How they managed to find Heathcliff and Don Quixote before us, how did they get captured,... all while their phone blared the music from somewhere, likely their pocket.

„We´ll cut you down after we deal with some of these gnomes. Hang in there, guys!“ Gregor told them. On that cue I quickly took out my PDA and the battle commenced. There were many gnomes and I did notice there were different kinds – three different colors, with red being the more prevalent. The tougher gnomes were notably all red. If it wasn´t for the mission at hand, I might´ve laughed at the ridiculous situation we found ourselves in. I found the music relatively nice, however. Judging by their expression, however, Alighiero was eager to turn it off.

'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do?
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you
You, baby

Oh, all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa, won't you bring me the one I really need?
Won't you please bring my baby to me?

Between all the fighting and freeing the hanging trio, a small grouping of gnomes were dragging Alighiero further away from us. I exchanged a look with Outis and Meursault who broke off from the main group to stop the gnomes from taking them off to god knows where.

„I have hewn your straps. Descend!“

When Yi Sang cut the trio down, the music abruptly ended. I looked over to Alighiero, expecting to see that Outis and Meursault have dealt with the gnomes. However, although they were freed, it was by the gnomes who captured them in the first place. In that moment, the knee-high monsters began to chant.

O Mizar, who burns with righteous rage, deliver us to thy Hearth.“

Fawkes, however had not ran to his owner. He ran back to me, tail behind his hind legs, whining in fear.

„What the fuck?!“ Heathcliff said as his eyes widened at the bizarre scene.

The ground suddenly shook. A blazing red light came from the direction of Alighiero and the gnomes. Alighiero´s eyes were glowing red, but unlike Vergilius´ there was no humanity left in them, no whites, no nothing. Just blazing red fire.

They reached above themselves into the air in which a glowing shape of a spear materialized. They used it to draw a half-circle in front of them, from which sprouted red flames licking up to their waist. With a elegant flourish I never saw them do, let alone practice, they spun the spear around before plunging it into the floor.

And hell broke loose.

The ring of fire quickly expanded outwards, consuming everything in its way. The gnomes screamed as they burned. Outis and Meursault did not fully escape the fire, either, but compared to the gnomes, they were merely singed.

As quickly as their transformation came about, Alighiero´s eyes returned to normal. They fell to their knees, panting beside Outis and Meursault who were hardly doing much better. I turned back the clock for them in no time.

„What the hell was that?! Explain yourself!“ Outis demanded from them at first, but Meursault stopped her with a silent shaking of his head. He helped Alighiero to their unsteady feet. Only then has Fawkes nervously come up to Alighiero.

„I don´t know.“ They simply said as they raised their head to Outis. „I… don´t really know what I did, either, but I´m guessing with all this gnomes turned into chicken nuggets it had to be… a lot?“

„You were not in control of yourself after that chant?“ Outis raised a single eyebrow at their reply skeptically. „Likely story… but for now, it will have to do. Now that we´re all together, we should work our way back to assure your and Executive Manager´s safety. Speaking of…“ She turned to Heathcliff and Don Quixote.

„You absolute idiots! You two had ONE job, to remain by the Executive Manager's side! Yet you let yourselves be captured like this?!“

The expression on Heathcliff´s face soured at Outis´ comment. „There she is. The Outis we all know and loathe.“

„Right. Get a hold of yourself, you two.“ Ishmael scolded them both. „Manager… what now?“ She was pointing at the trio and Crayon, the girl the gnomes kidnapped and brought in, along with many dead bodies.

I didn´t need much time to think.

„Well… we've got to trash this place. Come on. Get ready to wear your Identities.“

After we defeated yet another horde of gnomes, Alighiero came to me. Outis was too busy, further scolding Heathcliff and Don Quixote left and right. I, too felt like I should be down there with them… but Outis tightly pushed me off to the side a moment later.

„Dante… when we were split up, I uh… I found something.“ Alighiero spoke in a hushed tone. „A sort of glowing, red ball… which I tried not to touch but… there was an earthquake of sorts…“ They said, looking unsure. It wasn´t an expression they made often.

I recalled the episode I went through earlier. „Hmm… Faust did mention I fell unconscious for a bit. With red flames shooting out of my head. And repeating some kind of a verse… the same one that the gnomes chanted, just before you… lost it? I don´t know what else to call it.“

„Given the known information, it can be assumed it is a phenomenon at least distantly similar to E.G.O. usage. Save for the verbal activation, which is… unique... the mechanism appeared to function the same.“ Faust said quietly. „I am not entirely sure whether it is the same thing, but E.G.O. do generally come enclosed in crystalline orbs. And you did just mention…“

„A crystalline glowing ball… yeah.“ Alighiero swallowed, visibly uncomfortable with the idea. „…Is the kid doing okay?“ They asked, looking towards Crayon. Standing off to a side. She was petting Fawkes, whose maw was bloody from tearing gnomes apart. It didn´t seem to matter to her, though.

„Yes. She merely lost her consciousness from excess psychological shock earlier.“

Ishmael walked up to Crayon. „You are… a human, right? And we're really in the Outskirts? Crayon was weary at first, but she soon began to open up.

„So… you're really from the City.“ She looked at the sinners with pale blue eyes. „I'm from Cloud Town. It's a village on the north side of the Outskirts.“

„Are there a lot of… monsters like those gnomes out here? That can speak?“ Gregor asked her. She nodded.

„Yeah. There are many more monsters out here other than the gnomes. I've seen a few of them myself, but… the village elders told me about the rest.“ Crayon looked to the ground. „Our village was built to keep the monsters out. To keep us safe. If this didn't happen… we'd all be preparing dinner back at the village by now…“

„So they raided your village.“

„Yeah… and they attacked us when the Hunters were gone. So… We normally don't get raided by them around this time of year, so I thought we were safe… But they suddenly attacked us, rushing in on their sleighs…“ A lump grew in Crayon´s throat, making it more difficult for her to speak.

„Some of us tried to fight, but we didn't stand a chance. And… everyone that they killed… got shoved into the sacks on that sleigh. I passed out from fright… and they thought I was dead, too. I got shoved into the sacks like the rest of the villagers.“

Gregor placed a hand on her shoulder gently. „Oh… We forced you to talk about something that couldn't have been easy to go through. I'm sorry.“

„N-no, it's okay… Can I… ask things, too?“

Gregor nodded. „Anything.“

„Is it right that crayon boxes in the City have 48 different colors? And they have gold and silver colored crayons, too?“

„Um… Probably…“

„And… there's just people in the City, right? No… monsters like the gnomes that try to kill us, right?“

„Hmm… It's kinda hard to answer that, actually.“ Rodion scratched the back of her head. „Though… Alighiero, your home is like that, no?“ Alighiero scratched the back of their head, but sort of shook their head in place of answer.

„Sometimes, I'd climb a high hill to look at the City. I always saw pretty, colorful lights from up there… So colorful that I don't have enough colors in my crayon box to draw them all. I wish I could live in the City. If I lived there, I'd never have to worry about getting attacked by monsters. I could live happily with all my neighbors…“

„…You've really never been to the City, huh.“ Rodion´s face mirrored Crayon´s expression. She must´ve been recalling the fate that befell her own neighbors after her rash decision to kill the tax collector.

„S.S.E.“ Ryoshu said suddenly, unprompted.

„I'm sorry?“ Crayon blinked at her.

„Same story everywhere. Doesn't matter where you are. Death always stalks us.“

Crayon´s eyes grew even wider. „Woah… that was so cool! Can you say that again?“

I truly do not understand children, I realized.

„…Oh! Uh, did you guys see anyone else nearby, by any chance?“ She asked with hopeful expression. Alighiero lifted their head with recognition.

„I don't think we ran into any other humans out here. But there will be someone. I know there will be.“ They weren´t wearing the device that translated their speech, yet, Crayon´s eyes shined with recognition.

„Wow! You speak funny. I wonder if you are like that one old lady few villages over was.“ She blurted out. „Are you also from the Outskirts? Have you met the hunter of Cloud Town?“ Alighiero quickly shook their head, though, I could tell they were intrigued.

„Who do you mean, Crayon?“ Hong Lu asked.

„The best Hunter of Cloud Town… If he was at the village, the gnomes wouldn't have…“

„It appears that, in the Outskirts, there are 'Hunters' who specialize in hunting monsters. Akin to Whalers of the Great Lake, that is.“ Yi Sang summarized.

„But… Wait. So if they're kidnapping and killing humans for these gifts… Who are these gifts for?“ Rodion turned to Alighiero. However, a rumbling in the floor caught out attention as another large figure entered the picture.

„HO! HO! HO! Of course, the gifts are for our poor and kind neighbors who do not cry!“

„Shit, it´s the fat fuck!“ Alighiero jumped. They pulled out a knife from their waist, as if that was able to do any amount of significant damage. Fawkes growled, but did not stray from their side.

„Executive Manager! Retreat!“ I heard Outis say. I didn´t need her to repeat it twice. The large shadow that loomed over us was motivation enough.

„Augh! What is that thing?!“ Rodion asked Alighiero again. Once more, the question was asked before they could react.

„I am Santata, bringer of gifts to our neighbors! HO! HO! HO!“ The guffawing giant, dressed in red, carried a massive gift sack on his shoulder. It was definitely not a human.

„Yeah! It's that git! That one's the boss!“ Heathcliff pointed out and tightened the grip on his bat.

Don Quixote, too, recognized the giant figure. „Lo! The crimson garb! That is the crimson garb that I spoke of!“

„That's the Red Sack's outfit? Oi, then he's already…“

„N-no! Not the Reindeer-man, too!“ Don Quixote cried.

„Shut it! Cut the useless chatter, for once…“

After silencing the pair with a short, stern command, Outis approached me and spoke in a low voice.

„Executive Manager. Since he appears to be of an intelligent species, I will attempt to parlay with it. … But we best prepare for battle in case the talks fall through.“

„…Yeah, that's a good idea.“ I replied.

„What do you mean by neighbors…? Wings? Clients from the City?“ Ishmael demanded. The giant was more than happy to answer.

„HO! HO! HO! But we are denied entry to the City, are we not?“

„Dante, that's not an Abnormality, is it?“ Rodion turned to me in a hushed voice.

„No. That's not an Abnormality or a Distortion. I'd say it's closer to the Whales…“

„HO! HO! Do you yearn for gifts, too? Yet your kind already owns all there is to own! We and our neighbors in the Outskirts wish so dearly for that very day. The only day we are allowed joy and comfort in human gifts.“

„I see. You produce toys out of humans and gift them to those who harbor hatred for humans.“ Meursault said. His voice was flat, almost accusatory. „Out of pure goodness of your heart.“

„And now, with the blessing of Mizar we will fend off those who would oppose us! Here, where all those who have been marginalized and exiled by humans gather and wallow… we will pour our infinite hatred into the-“

Alighiero´s face went pale, but their eyes shined as they lunged forth.

„O Mizar, who burns with rightous rage, deliver us to thy Hearth!“ They snarled. It wasn´t something Santata anticipated, judging by his reaction as the wall of scarlet flames swallowed the gnomes that gathered around him. Alighiero stood tall before him.

„The negotiations are over.“

„Insolent child! I'll separate the flesh from your bones!“ Santata roared but Alighiero sidestepped their attack easily. Then the Sinners marched to their aid while they retreated next to me.

„That was incredibly brave… and stupid.“ I reprimanded them as I chained the attacks of the Sinners one by one.

„Yeah, I know. I´m sorry.“ They said, but their voice bore none of the sincere emotion I associated with their apologies. I let it be, focusing on the fight at hand, which went reasonably well. If nothing else, I was glad that I didn´t need to fight Alighiero in their fiery state.

Then, just as the giant fell to his knees from all the wounds sustained, Santata's gut began to expand.

„All of you! Hold your breaths!“ I heard a man´s voice say. I had no mouth or nose to hold, so I just stood there as I was. The Sinners, however, followed the mystery man´s advice as he leaped out of the dark and slammed what looked like a stake into Santata's gut.

„Woaah?! 'T-tis a smell most foul!“ Don Quixote said just seconds later. I was suddenly glad that my head didn´t come with a nose or mouth.

„I-I think I'm about to pass out…“

„A scent of potently fetid refuse lingers…“

Some Sinners drop to the floor, while the others gagged profusely. Clearly, this was a rather painful experience for all… except Alighiero, who alone seemed unaffected.

„This gas does not appear to be toxic. However, its scent seems to inspire… an extreme level of discomfort in people.“

„I mean, it´s not great, but these make it fairly tolerable.“ Alighiero shrugged as they handed out clothes pins to the sinners. They pinched their nose with one which gave their voice a distinct nasal quality.

Most of the Sinners gladly followed suit.

„So you've defeated a northern giant… yet you don't seem to know the proper procedure for what to do afterward. Are you Hunters from the City?“ The man who staked Santata's gut explained as he approached us.

„Proper procedure?“

„Immediately before death, a northern giant's body fills with noxious gas before exploding in a rain of acid.“ He added. „You have to puncture a hole in its gut to let out the gas before its internal organs condense it into acidic fluid. Allowing it to cause a chain reaction could… complicate things.“

„M-mister Domino!!!“ Crayon, who'd been holding her breath with her fingers over her nostrils, ran up to the large man and hugged him.

„At least you're safe, Crayon… That's good.“ The man called Domino said as he patted the girl´s head.

After stumbling for a moment,(due to the stench, most likely) Outis briefly gasped for air before approaching Domino.

„Hey, you… Identify… yourself.“

„Name's Domino. I'm a monster Hunter from Cloud Town… I don't suppose I can call it a town anymore now that it's just me and Crayon that's left. You can relax. I wouldn't even think of hurting any of you.“

„Haah… So you're the Hunter that the girl mentioned.“ The tension in Outis´ frame lessened in intensity, but as always, it never completely went away. She leaned on a wall and looked to the floor in relief.

„Normally, around this time of year, these monsters would've gone further north to a different village, so I was on an expedition to help them out. Looks like they decided to switch things up this time around.“ Domino´s face darkened. „When I returned, they'd already finished their raid on our village and left… Damn it, they used to be predictable, attacking only right before Christmas.“

„Do these tragedies happen often?“ Yi Sang asked. He tried to look dignified despite the clothing pin on his nose.

„Though I can't speak for the City, I can say that this is a common occurrence in the Outskirts. It's a hellish place to live, if you can even call this living. Survival alone is a miracle out here.“

After a while of uncomfortable silence, Domino spoke again.

„I must still extend my gratitude for keeping the girl safe until my arrival.“

„ I know a good way to, cough, extend your gratitude. Maybe you can extend us a nice pouch of-“

„Ehm…“ Alighiero cleared their throat briefly, catching everyone´s attention. „Would someone, please, ask about the old woman Crayon mentioned? I may not be from Outskirts, but I wonder… if that woman´s origin was similar to mine.“

„Oh yeah, sure thing.“ Rodion smiled. „Crayon mentioned some old lady earlier when Alighiero spoke up. Don´tcha know something more about that?“

„Hmm… must´ve been thinking of Amelia. She was an odd one, I can tell you as much. I happened to have met her only couple times as a boy, but she left quite an impression on me. She didn´t speak in any way anyone could understand, but she was quite skilled with machinery which always comes in handy in these parts.“

Alighiero had a funny look on their face. „Amelia… as in… Amelia Earhart?“

„...So they knew her?“ Domino asked Rodion. Alighiero wasn´t answering anyone, instead just huffing out a laugh.

„Not sure if knew is the correct way to say it, but they at least seem to know of her… Thanks for that, I guess.“ Rodya shrugged.

Although th Sinners seemed eager to talk to domino, I felt a creeping fear sink its teeth into my mind. „Faust… there's still a decent chance that the door we entered through might just shut behind us, right?“

„Indeed. In fact, it is unclear whether the door is still open. I recommend a quick return to the bus, now that our two primary objectives have been secured.“ Faust replied.

„…So she says.“

„Looks like you've got to hurry back… Well, then! Catch!“ Domino tossed a carved wooden doll in my direction. It was promptly snatched by Outis.

„It does not appear to be anything dangerous. Let us inspect it further after we return. We mustn't dally any longer than we have to.“

„Yeah, g-good idea!“

Thanks to Alighiero´s lucky find of clothing pins, we were able to make our way out of the gift factory without much trouble, though Fawkes had to be carried my Meursault.

„The door has remained open!“ Yi Sang pointed at the passage back to the safety of Mephistopheles.

„Boo. Stinky. Charon, evacuate. Evacuate.“ Charon said immediately after smelling the stench that came with us. She ran out of the cabin and to the deck.

„…Huh.“

… And Vergilius greeted us in the cabin with a terrifying gaze.

„Looks like everyone's had quite the adventure. Covered in blood and guts… and with a disgusting stench to boot.“

„Oh, this is…“

„…Manager. I can't hear you anyway.“ Vergilius grumbled. „So just reply to my query with a nod or a shake. Your replies better match up with my expectations, of course.“

I stared at him in worry.

„I have but one question… Was it you who made the call?“

I hesitated for a moment before nodding affirmatively. I could get reprimanded. Or maybe he had worse things in mind for me. But… it was I who decided to go along with their plan. All those things would not happen without my authorization.

„…Good. Then my questioning is over.“

I could almost see a small, proud smile lingering on his face.

„I will leave it to you to deal with this mess. You may rest afterward. And please, do something about this foul stench.“

With that, Vergilius disappeared into the Backdoor once again.

 

Alighiero ´s POV

When we were all clean at once, the company began gathering in the cabin.

„Alas! Behold, one and all!“ Don Quixote said as she dropped a big sack of things on the floor of the bus.

„You picked that up from all that mess?“ Rodion laughed at her antics.

„I have laid claim upon the evil gnomes' trinkets!“

„Now that's some real commitment…“ Gregor said, unable to hold back a smile.

„What's all that for?“

Don smiled at Dante. „Ah, art thou truly unaware of mine intentions?! 'Tis for adorning our ship with Christmas decorations!“

„Wait, now? But we're still, like, three months away from Christmas…“ Sinclair pointed out.

„Agreed. Let us not risk peeling old wounds. To lower the morale of our company is-“

„Oh, it's… okay, Outis. It's been getting better with time. Little by little.“ He smiled encouragingly.

„Yeah. We can all grow beyond it. Eventually.“

I couldn´t help but smile. Yeah, they would all be just fine.

„Mmhm~ Marvelous! Then this appears to be an occasion most fit for a PAR-TAY then! What say you?!“ don turned to me with twinkling eyes.

„I´ll do you one better – a movie night. And not just any old movie night, either. For keeping me up all night, I sentence you and Heathcliff to suffer my godawful sense of humor.“ I grinned at her mortified face.

„Don't tell me you went through all that trouble for some party decorations…“ Ishmael sighed at Heathcliff, meanwhile.

Faust shook her head at the notion. „According to Dante's explanations, this incident was spurred on by Heathcliff's need for an outfit.“

Heathcliff has been silently brooding in his seat with his face buried in his palms. Out of shame, most likely. I felt responsible for what happened, but what was I to tell him? That Cathy would die and there was nothing that he could do to stop it? That it would not be just his Cathy but every Cathy in every parallel universe?

Vergilius was right. I did not have it in me to be cruel enough to live in the City. I could not even manage to be cruel to my fr-

I stopped myself mid-though. No. No they weren´t my friends. They could never be my friends. That was what I had decided on for my and their safety.

And yet.

„A-ahem. Verily, verily. Yet… that very costume we had sought was worn by none other than that monstrous giant… I-I don't suppose it would fit Sir Heathcliff, anyhow…“

„Forget it… It wasn't the kind of look I was going for, anyway.“ Heathcliff waved her off.

I could not lie to myself any longer. No matter how much I tried to keep distance, the Sinners have wormed their way into my heart. Not just as fictional characters, but as people of flesh and bone.

Which was the reason why I stepped out onto the deck as Heathcliff started opening up about what his deal was. The cold, morning wind smelled of salt. Fawkes stepped out, too, yawning. For a while, the two of us were alone, enjoying the relative quiet time. Time to think about the vision that I saw shortly after my hand came into contact with the red glowing ball.

I never knew my biological father. Mom never spoke of him, and I didn´t feel a need to ask. My dad was the man who raised me, for the better or for worse. To know that I have been a bargain chip since I was just a baby was… unpleasant. Heavy load of questions that I had no one to ask about.

„I thought I´d find you here.“ I heard soft ticking behind me. „You know, when we reach the shore, you won´t have a place like this to hide from everyone.“

„I know. That´s why I´m here now.“ I replied, and I would stay quiet, but there was a question that wouldn´t slip my mind. „Dante, when you… fell unconscious, you… you saw something, right? A vision?“

„Yeah… your parents, I think?“

I nodded. „The woman was my mom, I can tell you that. The man… wasn´t the person I grew up calling „dad“, though. I guess now I know why mom remarried shortly after I was born.“

We stood there in silence, watching the water below the ship.

„Funny, though… would never have guessed that Amelia Earhart found her way here of all places.“

„Who was she?“

I smiled. „A pioneer of flight. First woman to fly over an ocean from continent to continent. She went missing on an attempted flight around the entire globe. Vanished without a trace, basically… over an ocean…“ I looked into the waters below. „I don´t yet know why things like this keep cropping up. But… it bothers me. Thought it means that I could have a relatively easy time finding my way home… what if something else crossed back with me?“

„Worrying about that will help no one, Alighiero. Least of all you.“ Dante invited me back into the cabin. „Come on. Let´s see what the others are up to. Last I´ve heard, Rodion and Hong Lu are giving Heathcliff a makeover.“

I went with them. Someone needed to feed Fawkes, after all.

Notes:

Christmas here! And also more mysteries! And Amelia Earhart cameo because I am in silly mood (also, her route went near Mili Atoll. MILI ATOLL! I swear I am not kidding, look it up)

Have fun with this one. Next up, the Walpurgisnacht (and Sinner meme review)

Chapter 29: Night Of Walpurgis

Summary:

At long last, the land is within reach. But the Lake does not let its prey off the hook so easily.

Notes:

trigger warning: detailed description of a ptsd-induced flashback

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

After a brief period of relative peace (which lasted whole four days), the residents of the Mephistopheles busboat returned to the somewhat normal rhythm of the day – which meant that the levels of boredom were getting higher at a staggering rate. The fact that Heathcliff was getting more and more nervous did not help in the slightest... and neither did the blaring alarm accompanied by telltale green lightshow.

„This is…“ Dante raised their head up from their PDA, as they were in process of writing their notes.

„Aough!“

Meanwhile Yi Sang and few others were jostled awake from their respective naps. „Ah… I have been wrested from my refuge of sleep once again.“

„Walpurgis Night has descended once again.“ Faust explained. Even amidst the chaos, she was as calm as ever. She walked up to the helm and shut off the alarm, much to everyone´s relief.

„Already…? I thought it was supposed to be a really rare occurrence.“ Dante pointed out.

„Yes, it is a rare occurrence. But its frequency is not something we can reliably predict.“

I couldn´t help but insert myself into that conversation, since I had some information on the topic. „Technically it´s pretty easy to estimate – there´s always one or two after each canto since the first occurrence. Unpredictable, but not all that rare.“

Naturally, it gained me a stinkeye from Faust. She returned her attention to the Mephistopheles´ interface, then froze.

„What’s up? Is there something wrong?“ Dante asked.

„…No, everything is under control. This is within the predictable range of variables for one such volatility.“ She replied, but her words did nothing to lessen the degree of concern everyone was silently developing. „I merely paused to contemplate how I should explain this to you and the rest of the Sinners, Dante. Considering that this will be a new environment for you, that is.“

„New environment?“ Dante looked at me for answers. „What does she mean?“

Faust was already walking toward the Backdoor. „It is said that a picture is worth a thousand words. In this case… a first-hand experience.“

I shrugged at Dante. „Faust´s right, you´ll see soon enough what she meant. Do you want me to come with?“

„Actually, Faust mentioned that Vergilius wants to speak with you about what happened at the Gift factory. Since we´ll be dealing with other things, this seems like a good time to get it over with.“ They said, playing with the lapel of their coat. „I´m sorry, I forgot to bring it up earlier.“

I sighed. „It´s fine. Have fun I guess?“ I waved the Sinners off as Ishmael and Don Quixote started chatting away about the door and Christmas decorations or something. Feeling my legs gather weight, I dragged myself to the helm where Charon sat, humming some kind of a tune.

„Hey, Charon. Have you seen Vergilius?“ It took until I saw the lack of comprehension on her face to remember that I wasn´t wearing the translator collar around my neck. „Ah… right.“

Luckily, the man I was looking for just walked into the cabin, carrying a sturdy-looking duffel bag on his shoulder. Fawkes trotted by his side, carrying a large meaty bone in his mouth. He settled under my seat and got chomping.

„Just the person I was looking for. Dante´s gone to the Corridor, right?“ He said in his usual, gravely voice.

I nodded. It was quicker than pulling out my phone to speak or going to my room to retrieve the collar.

„Alright. Follow me, there is quite a bit to go over, so I would like to get through this quickly.“

We walked out on the deck where I immediately spotted what looked like a training dummy of sorts. Connecting the incident at the factory to the setup made it clear what was about to transpire. Even clearer after Vergilius unzipped th duffel bag and took out some sort of an arm cuff.

„Miss Faust´s report on what transpired prompted the upper management of the Company to request a more thorough observation of your special ability in a few key scenarios.“ Vergilius said in a flat voice as he tightened the cuff around my arm. „No need to panic, this is just means to monitor your vital signs.“

„Right. So I´m just hitting the dummy over there?“

Vergilius looked up from a report as he filled in my „resting rate“, which was really just fancy name for „before the power-up activation“.

„I suppose you are asking if the dummy over there is your target. Which it is.“ He said as he stepped slightly to the side after filling out the information in the form. „You may proceed.“

„Right.“ I was a bit nervous about activating the strange power that I gained access to by making contact with a random glowing ball. However, there wasn´t really a reason not to do it. If there was anyone qualified to stop me if I went completely berserk, it would be Vergilius.

I said the magic words and felt the familiar warmth rise in my body. My limbs moved on their own accord, all I needed to do was to keep the target in mind. Moments later the dummy was singed black and few feet further away. The foreign sensation of warmth was gone. When I glanced at Vergilius, he was already filling out more information.

„Hmm… during the altered state your vitals remained stable – it wasn´t until after you left that state, that there was a spike across all values.“

„I guess that´s a good thing?“ I asked, talking more to myself than Vergilius since he could not understand me in the traditional sense.

„You could say it is a positive, in the sense that this particular ability doesn´t come with a number of downsides. However, it also means that if you were to gain any more of these abilities in the future, we will have no way of knowing how they might affect you physically and mentally until after you have activated them.“ Vergilius sighed. There was a twinge of sadness to his voice.

„Ugh… That´s not good.“ I winced. I didn´t need to understand the flow on a philosophical level to know that it basically tied into whatever narrative began to form around me ever since I crossed over. If it demanded it, I would be pushed to hold more glowing balls in future – each with unknown risks attached.

In short, getting home ASAP suddenly became a lot more important. So much for solving the issue of survival in the ruthless environment of the City by joining Limbus Company. Even the narrative seemed to be determined to make me the main character archetype.

„In any case, there are other things to test out.“ Vergilius took out a pair of ear plugs next. „Since your ability appears to be activated by a verbal trigger, it is necessary to know the exact limitations of the mechanism.“

I nodded as I put on the earplugs. I could not hear a thing, so when Vergilius disappeared from my line of sight which I focused on the dummy, I fully expected that nothing of note would happen. Instead, the same burning hot feeling took hold of me and forced my hand to send another wave of fire towards the dummy.

For a moment, I just stood there, dumbfounded, until Vergilius tapped my shoulder. I took out the earplugs.

„You have not heard a word, have you?“

„N-No.“ Though I tried to use a more confident tone as I shook my head, the worry made me stumble over my words. „I didn´t hear a thing… and yet...“ I looked at the dummy. It was in a really sorry state for only suffering two strikes of fire.

„Hm… no additional strikes… that is a good sign.“

„What do you mean?“ I asked Vergilius who sat a sort of recorder on a folding chair.

„I asked Dante to test whether the verbal command would activate while they were at a sufficient distance, both in the Corridor and the cabin. The fact that you have not reacted to either is proof enough that there are distance limitations to the verbal command, although it does not matter who activates it or whether you can hear it. Which brings me to the last part of the test.“ He pointed to the recorder. „I´ve recorded the chant as I said it earlier. If this can indeed activate your ability it would mean that in practice, a remote activation by any party would be possible which would greatly complicate matters.“

I nodded as he pushed the button. The words cut into my ears, but instead of losing control of my actions again, I just stood there like a dumbass. A very relieved dumbass.

„At least some good news came out of this.“ Vergilius nodded as he clicked the pen and put the documents away.

„Couldn´t agree more.“ I took off the arm cuff, all too eager to return to the cabin. There, the Sinners and Dante were already sat in their seats, discussing their most recent adventure.

„…What were the nature of these… entities?“ Yi Sang turned to Faust as he picked apart the events.

„They are entities that used to appear in Lobotomy Corp. Headquarters. Entities… similar to yet different from the Abnormalities. Lobotomy Corp. Headquarters used to call them 'Ordeals'.“

„'Ordeals'. I see. Then was the corridor, which is evidently not a containment unit, also utilized to contain certain entities as well?“

„Those monsters had a tendency to spontaneously appear during certain periods.“ Faust replied. „Ah, Vergilius. Have you completed the form the Headquarters requested?“

„Yes, Miss Faust. The results are worrying, albeit all was within the measure of your expectations.“ He replied as he handed her the paperwork. She immediately skimmed through it.

„I see what you meant. Thank you for the assistance.“

With a nod, Vergilius walked to his room. It seemed that the latest excursion to the back was only moderately successful, because the Sinners have all too eagerly latched onto the new conversation topic.

„Worrying? Is it really that bad?“ Sinclair asked, shifting in his seat.

„The Risk of Usurpation: Moderate.“ Ishmael read from the form. „Yeah, that it does sound pretty bad. What exactly does it mean, Faust?“

„To summarize, if another party were to gain control over Alighiero while possessing the knowledge of their ability as well as the activation phrase, they could use them - in the most literal sense of the word – as a weapon. Especially considering the fact that their cooperation is not necessary component of the activation.“

„Jesus Christ!“ Gregor winced. „How is that only a moderate risk?!“

„No remote activation, I´m guessing.“ Ishmael answered as she pointed out on the form. „Whoever would be controlling Alighiero would need to be relatively close by and able to speak out loud. Also, their ability is activated by a fairly long and noticeable phrase instead of a single innocuous word.“

Ishmael´s summary did seem to calm down the more anxious Sinners. Heathcliff was strangely quiet and scratched the back of his head before speaking. „So basically, protect Alighiero and if someone tries to nab them, don´t give them time to speak.“ He shrugged.

„K.T.D.“ Ryoshu nodded. For once, the vision of extensive violence didn´t look like it gave her a reason to smile about it.

„Kill them dead, yeah.“ Sinclair nodded along. „I guess it´s pretty safe to say that it would take anyone a lot of effort to even get close to Alighiero with all of us surrounding them.“

Faust interjected. „Of course, the simplest option would be to fully isolate Alighiero from the field. Which would also solve the issue regarding their safety…“ Faust continued, but it was Yi Sang who finished the sentence for her. „...but it also means they wouldn´t be able to advise us on the journey.“

„Nor we could make use of their abilities.“ Outis added thoughtfully. „Given that it is poses quite a risk to their safety on its own, the middle ground of safety and usefulness is to stick to the already employed strategy of Alighiero as Executive Manager´s advisor and last line of defense should it be necessary.“

„Sounds sensible to me.“ Dante nodded. „What do you think, Alighiero?“

„I really don´t like the way that this ability makes me effectively lose control of myself even when used normally.“ I explained to them. „I can´t suppress it once the phrase is spoken, either, so... yeah, I´d appreciate it if its usage is kept to an absolute minimum.“

The conversation grew stale after that. Dante was shifting in their seat, poking away at their PDA. At one point I could not stave off my curiosity (and crushing boredom) any longer.

„What are you up to, Dante?“

„I´m trying to put together a team. The Ordeal is not all that tough, but I was struggling to meet the objective of dealing with all of the… monsters, as Faust referred to them… in the set amount of time.“

The moment I´ve waited for has come. It was the right time to really flex with my strategic brain. „Right, I remember this one – there´s a particular identity for Outis which was tailor-made for this objective: E.G.O. Magic Bullet, very blue. It´s really difficult to meet the objective without it since you need all the firepower you can get and that identity can ramp up enough firepower to function as an ego, especially when facing this Ordeal. The strategy is simple – rack up the bullets, shoot the bullets, profit.“

„I like the sound of this plan.“ Outis grinned. She didn´t even try to hide her huge self-important ego from anybody. Quite the opposite.

Dante slotted the identity in. „Okay, who else then? There´s still four more positions.“

„Let´s see… R Corp Heathcliff for access to Quick Suppression, Twinhooks Gregor has the Garden of Thorns E.G.O, which is useful in a pinch, but overall expensive… hmm… N corp identities for Faust and Sinclair, with Fluid sack and 9:2 E.G.O respectively.“

„Are you sure?“ Outis raised an eyebrow as she looked over Dante´s shoulder.

„Yeah… It´s a really short stage, so corrosion is pretty unlikely even with aggressive E.G.O use, which will most likely be necessary to make sure every one of those things is dead.“ I said. „Other than that, the rest of the units as support for burn and extra damage aaaand you´re set for success.“

„You heard them, Clockhead. Let´s go graze on some metal grass.“ Heathcliff grinned. His enthusiasm rivaled Outis on every level. Sinclair and Faust were looking properly unhinged, but that was the usual state of the identities they were wearing, so I tried not to think about it too hard.

„Not gonna lie, I feel a bit o´ place in this troupe.“ Gregor patted my back. „But ye´re th´ right smart-ass if ya want t´be, Alighiero… I trust yer judgment.“ He winked at me. I tried my best not to burst into full-blown witch´s cackle.

When they left, the cabin got rather boring. With Mephistopheles sailing along its course, there wasn´t much need for Charon to be at helm all the time. Which was likely the reason she walked up to me.

„Hey, Dog person. Charon´s bored.“

I sighed. I just put the phone away to charge so I didn´t have a way to distract Charon, nor communicate that. Before I could react, however, Fawkes nudged Charon. There was a rope knot in his jaws, courtesy of Ishmael. His pleading eyes spoke volumes.

„Hmm… Charon is going on the deck to play with the doggy.“ She smiled and the two quickly left. After a while I stood up to stretch my legs. Watching the two of them play like any other child with a dog warmed my heart. For a moment, I was back in the world where the kids could play outside without fear of getting gutted by any random passerby. For a moment, I was back home.

I don´t know what I expected, but excruciating pain of something tearing through my chest was definitely not on the list. I grabbed the nearest steel pole for balance as I clutched my unharmed torso, waiting for the pain to disappear.

And I didn´t expect a very pissed off Heathcliff stomping towards me, either.

„You bloody loon! You did this on purpose didn´t you?“

A cold hand gripped my throat.. no, not a hand. A gauntlet, made of cold, unforgiving metal plates. The air smelled of smoke that stung my nose and eyes. I tried to take in a bit of air, but the grip only tightened, threatening to crush my windpipe altogether.

I knew what I had to do. My trembling fingers found the stone in my pocket, but as smooth as it was I dropped it. It clattered and there were voices, so many voices, screaming, mumbling, ringing, thrashing, frozen in place, in that terrible moment that dug its claws into my chest, as if to claw out my burning lungs. Somewhere in there it occurred to me that if something did puncture my lungs at least then air could get in.

Still, I couldn´t breathe. Then, a nudge came, wet and cold, so much unlike the dry, hot environment around me. It didn´t fit. I felt a sort of gentle weight press on my lap. I didn´t remember sitting down, but it occurred to me I had to do that at some point because how else would the pressure be there? There was something soft and firm moving under my hand. High-pitched ringing melted into soft, whimpers accompanied by fretful tapping of paws against the floor. Instead of ash and smoke, I smelled the salt of the sea and I could finally take some air in. It hurt at first, to fight against the muscles that didn´t want to move, but at long last, feeling returned to my fingers as I pet Fawkes´ large head on my lap, returning to the reality bit by bit.

„Alighiero.“ I raised my head up from my lap to meet the owner of the softspoken voice. Faust sat nearby, cross-legged. We were both sitting on the floor, but I couldn´t really remember why or when or even how it happened. The next thing I clocked was how quiet and empty the front of the busboat was.

„Faust, what happened? And where is everybody?“

She paused for a moment „How are you feeling?“

Seeing that I wouldn´t get a straight answer from her, I sighed. „Mostly confused, but also annoyed by a certain genius who is dodging the questions.“

„You´ve experienced a dissociative episode, most likely brought on by Heathcliff grabbing hold of the collar of your shirt. Faust decided that quiet environment with minimal disturbances would help you cope, since you reacted very badly when Dante tried to provide physical comfort. They and the Sinners are outside, on the deck.“ Faust calmly explained. „I suppose that between the recent visual of N Corp. identities and the physical trigger it is not surprising that this incident resulted in such a reaction.“

I rubbed my face in annoyance. „And here I thought that I got over that thing.“

Words could not capture how utterly pathetic I felt in that moment. How vulnerable I was in that moment of weakness. I could easily imagine the amount of pity everyone would bring in as soon as Faust opened the backdoor.

„Traumatic experiences typically don´t function in that manner, even with regular therapy sessions and medication, neither of which was administered.“ She said, her pale blue eyes staring holes into my very soul. „I apologize for the oversight. Assuming you would ever be as resilient to traumatic experiences as the typical resident of the City was a major error on Faust´s part.“

„Apology accepted.“ I nodded. „I´ve got a bit of a request for you about this whole thing. Could you tell the others to not bring this up in any way? I´m used to dealing with things like this when it´s just me and Fawkes. Adding other people into the equation makes things… uncomfortable.“

„I will let them know. However, I cannot influence how they will behave towards you.“ Faust replied as she helped me back on my feet.

„That´s fine. I don´t think anyone could govern Heathcliff. Or Ryoshu. Or especially Don Quixote.“ I thought out loud and made myself laugh a little. The Ungovernable Trio had a nice ring to it.

As per my request, the others didn´t bring up what happened in my moment of vulnerability. The one good thing that came out of that whole ordeal was that no one was going to touch my neck ever again… hopefully.

The very next morning I crawled to the kitchen in search of coffee. Despite my best efforts, I had a terrible time falling asleep and even that little shuteye I got was plagued with nightmares. I only properly woke up when I sipped on my cup of coffee, only to find out I mixed in salt instead of sugar. Down the drain the contents of the cup went and I scrounged up enough mental capability to brew another one just as Heathcliff walked in.

„So…“

„So what?“

„Aren´t you… you know… mad at me?“ Heathcliff asked. In my sleep deprived brain somewhere that delivery registered as vaguely adorable.

„No?“

„Oh oka- why are you putting salt in your coffee?“

I looked down at the spoon and the cup. Heathcliff was right.

„Fuck, not again.“ I grumbled as I rubbed my eyes.

„Haaah, just sit down, I´ll make you a cup. Least I could do…“ He said as he turned his back on me. Reluctantly, I sauntered onto the chair. I was halfway into a nap when the coffee appeared in front of me, along with a simple ham sandwich.

I blinked at the place, then at Heathcliff.

„Awe ya woth hungwy?“ He asked as he chewed the remainder of his own sandwich.

„You don´t have to be nice to me.“ I said just before I bit into the bread, staking my claim. „I did forget to warn Dante that Magic Bullet can friendly fire if you´re too careless.“

„I´m just… I am sorry, okay?“ Heathcliff said, his head tucked between his shoulders and eyes looking off to the side. I could not cope with him like that.

„...it would be easier if you weren´t.“ I stood up from the table, sandwich barely half-eaten, coffee in hand.

„What´s that s´posed to mean?“ He demanded, but I was already leaving the kitchen.

„Thanks for the coffee… and the sandwich.“

I left Heathcliff in the kitchen and made my way to the cabin. The chatter immediately quieted down when I entered. Almost unconsciously I reached into my pocket with my free hand as I addressed them all.

„Yes, I slept bad. No, I will not elaborate. Morning to all.“ I said as I sipped on the coffee on the way to my seat near the front of the bus. When I slipped my fingers into my pocket and failed to find the stone I was looking for, I felt my muscles tense.

„You appear troubled.“ Yi Sang spoke up. „What is the matter?“

As guarded as I wanted to be about it, the more people knew about it, the sooner the misplaced stone would be found. „A pebble – smooth, fits in the palm of a hand. I must´ve dropped it yesterday.“

„Oh, you mean this?“ Dante ticked from across the cabin. In their palm was the stone I recognized by shape and color… except for a scarlet streak that seemed to run just below the topmost surface layer, like a natural gemstone. „I found it while on the watch last night.“

„Yeah, that´s… that´s it.“ I stumbled over my words, putting on a small, fake smile as I took the rock and put it into the safety of my pocket.

You´re leaving?“

A small sound came from behind me. The Shadow Child looked like it was about to burst into tears.

„Yes. I can´t stay.“

I could make you…“ His words sounded ominous, but the way he clung to my pant leg, I could tell it wasn´t a serious threat.

„But that´s not what either of us wants, is it?“ I replied quietly. He nodded, however imperceptibly.

„Why not set on the journey with us all?“ Don Quixote blurted out, clearly without much thought behind her words, as she regretted them the moment later.

The Shadow Child looked at Don Quixote with watery eyes and replied in a trembling voice. „I can´t…“ Black, shadowy shackles briefly materialized around the his ankles. I figured it was the Wishmaker´s doing.

„You came when I called for you.“ I pointed out to the Shadow Child. He brushed his tears away with a sniffle.

There are exceptions… very few exceptions.“ He then turned to Don Quixote with the same sad gaze. „You… will you keep my friend safe?“

„I swear upon my name.“ Don said with seriousness that I have not seen on her face before. Her reply was but a small smile that appeared on the Shadow Child´s face as he melted into thin air, waving us a goodbye. The atmosphere in the cabin immediately shifted, as if some unseen weight was suddenly disappeared.

„Warning, warning. Land ahoy.“ Charon, who had been quietly holding the helm, suddenly spoke up. As if on cue, everyone in the cabin simultaneously jumped up from their seats. To say that their joy was palpable would be an understatement.

„Finally! Is it over?“

„My eyes well with tears of relief...“

„Haah... If they ever let us go on a vacation, remind me to preclude any seafaring options. I think I've had enough of the Great Lake for one lifetime…“

Some Sinners began to visibly relax with the realization that the never-ending cruise was finally at an end. Others rushed to the windows as if they were expecting anything to have changed while we were away from land.

Ishmael rolled her eyes. „You guys are being so overdramatic. Back in my sailor days, setting sail in the Great Lake meant that you'd have to spend-“

„-at least three years at the treacherous sea, out of any landsmen's sight. Right. I think I've heard that exact sentence a few dozen times by now. So…“ Heathcliff grumbled at her.

„...Agreed. You have made your point, Ishmael. I found it difficult to tolerate when you began sharing that story for the fourth time.“ Sinclair doubled down earning a high-five from Heathcliff.

„Khm... Y-you guys were the ones who complained that no one had any fun stories to tell.“ Just as they were exchanging a few meaningless jabs at each other...

BOOM!

Mephistopheles suddenly jerked violently as though something had exploded. Of course, everyone was promptly thrown about the busboat like ragdolls.

„Augh...“

„I-is everyone okay?!“ Dante quickly asked.

„Oww... Can this bloody bus come to a smooth stop for once... Wait, bus?“

Heathcliff was right. Looking around, not much has changed on the inside, save for the helm turning back into a driver´s wheel.

„Charon hit the transform button. Click clack.“ Our driver smiled to herself.

„Charon... can you give us a warning for once? At least a turn signal or something? Please!“ Rodion pleaded as she got up to her feet. Her action was slightly hampered by Fawkes who weaved between the fallen Sinners, personally verifying whether they were okay (and able to provide pats and scratches).

„Yeah, Charon. Please…“ Gregor joined Rodya. He rose significantly slower and rubbed his, no doubt aching, joints.

„Busboat don't have turn signals. Too bad, Bug Guy.“

„I thought there was going to be some complicated procedure to transform it back to a bus... I guess it just happens with the click of a button, huh.“ Dante mused.

„One of many functions of Mephistopheles is that it can remember every form or property it once possessed. Therefore, it follows that once it takes a certain form, it can revert to it or any of its previous forms at any time.“ Faust replied.

„I-I see...“

„Anyways…“ Hong Lu stretched tall. „We're finally back on land! Aren't you glad, Heathcliff? You've been so looking forward to this!“

„Huh? OH! Ohh...“ Hong Lu´s cheery attitude was shared by Heathcliff for approximately two seconds before a vortex of complicated feelings swallowed him up. „Then... Oi, vroom-vroom lass. Are we at... T Corp.?“

Heathcliff was talking to Charon, but she did not reply. Maybe it was because he didn't call her by her name—or maybe it was that she didn't really know where she was either. She always drove wherever her whims took her, after all.

„This monochromatic, grey hue is reminiscent of that place, indeed. Yet... there is a disparity.“ Yi Sang pointed out as the world outside took shape. The colors appeared slightly less vibrant, but nowhere near the monochromatic sepia of Yi Sang´s memories.

„Hm... Yeah? I suppose it was a different monochromatic hue than whatever this is.“

Vergilius, who was watching the exchange as he leaned against the door frame of the backdoor, had some words for him. „Have some patience, Heathcliff. We are still in the Backstreets. We are getting quite close to the place you know so well... aren't we?“ He added with a shit-eating grin that could easily rival Outis at her most self-important.

„Get a hold of yourself, Vergilius. I´ve met five-year-olds with more tact.“ I glared at him. Of course, Vergilius couldn´t understand me word for word, but it seemed he got the general message of „stop being a dick to the guy who´s on his way to the torment nexus“.

„I agree. You had no reason to provoke him like that…“ Dante stood by me, arms on their hips.

Onc everyone settled back into their seats (save for Fawkes, who, as always, laid down under my seat), Ishmael spoke up.

„Is there a reason we're going through the Backstreets instead of heading straight to the Nest?“

„Huh, you're right. Why are we going through the Backstreets anyway?“ Dante repeated the question that´s been bothering all at that point.

„I am curious as well. The Backstreets roads are rife with danger and winding, roundabout paths. This carries an unnecessary risk, does it not?“ Outis added.

Even Meursault, who was typically silent unless spoken to, could not help but share his piece of mind with the others. „I would also like to highlight that the immigration process is significantly more lenient when one is migrating from a Nest to a Nest than it is when migrating from the Backstreets to a Nest territory.“

„Hm... Looks like you have all grown rather chatty since we first met.“ Vergilius sighed, though there was a slight smile to his tone. „You must know that it won't change how I choose to answer your questions. Ask me all you want, but I will not spare the time to give you a comprehensible explanation for your convenience. Certainly not when there is another to play that role.“ He pointed at me, prompting me to glare, just a little.

„Well yeah, but still… it´s your job as our guide to tell us where to go, isn't it?“ Ishmael said, refusing to let go.

„...Hm.“

„Don't tell me that we haven't been authorized to enter T Corp.'s Nest yet? And here I thought Limbus Company was a proper business. Sure, it's relatively new. But I thought we had a rather "substantial backing"?“

„We can receive proper authorization to enter most Nests should we request it.“ Faust quickly said.

„Then why-“

„It's the company's will.“ Vergilius silenced the entire hubbub on the bus with a short but low growl. „My job as your guide is to plan a path toward the destination as requested by the company. Selecting this path was also a part of accommodating that request. So... please, know your place and shut your mouth.“

„Well, if that's the case…“

While doubt was still apparent on Ishmael's face, she nodded along, acknowledging that there was little we could do about the orders from the company itself.

„Why haven´t you said anything? You know where we are going, no?“ Outis turned to me with the question I fully expected to come from Dante, or Faust. Maybe Ishmael, but certainly not her.

„I do. That being said, if our esteemed Guide is going to be an asshole to any of you for no reason at all, I´ll repay him in kind.“ I said, staring daggers into the back of his grey-haired head.

Notes:

Finally, lake arc is over... took forever even in writing, which is funny. Call that ludo-narrative resonance, ha!

Not employed yet, however, the outlook is pretty positive, so if in coming weeks the chapters suddenly stop coming at the usual rate, that is why. I will keep you guys updated, either on discord or in author´s notes of latest posted chapter.

Update: Everyone thank Monngo for the Magic Bullet Outis friendly fire. As always, any commenter can be selected for celebratory story additions, however, do keep in mind that if you comment as a guest I have no tangible way of verifying that I got the right person. The sole exception is being part of the discord server (link in profile, if it doesn´t work there´s additional contacts to reach out)

Chapter 30: Jackass

Summary:

Taking on an extra job at T Corp was supposed to be a little less complicated. Of course, nothing ever comes easy to the bus crew and thus begins the lengthy lecture on company politics from the most unpleasant crocodillian ever.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Driving deeper into the Backstreets, the environment did start to lose color in a more significant way. I was quite glad that Fawkes was mostly black and that dogs didn´t have much of a color vision anyway, so the shift wasn´t so disorienting for him.

„So we're finally here, eh…“ Heathcliff was looking at the world outside of the bus with a grim expression. Although it didn´t rain, the sky was overcast, with black clouds of smoke hanging about, adding on top of the already potent Old London atmosphere T Corp. had going on.

„The color remains grey this deep into the heart of the Backstreets. I recall with quite the certitude that the T Corp. I arrived at after my departure from S Corp. was sepia-hued.“ Yi Sang commented. His words were shortly followed by an explanation from Faust. Despite my best efforts not to become an encyclopedia, Faust still jumped at every opportunity to show everyone who was the smartest person on the bus.

„This phenomenon can be explained by the fact that the technology used to drain our saturation is situated at the center of T Corp. It has been reported that such variations in hue may occur in areas further away from its sphere of influence.“

„Ah, I understand. Then…“

Two more Sinners immediately jumped in on the conversation to direct it away from whatever tangent Yi Sang and Faust were about to lead it into.

„OH! Right, I had something to ask you guys!“ Rodya chimed in, shortly followed by Gregor.

„Ohh, yeah! Uh, m-me too.“

„What? I-I mean yeah! That's, uh… oh, yeah. The buildings here look a little different from where Yi Sang used to live… so I'm just wondering if there's anything up with that.“

„Exactly! That's exactly what I was about to ask.“

Yi Sang was all too happy to explain.. by diving into yet another complicated explanation, much to the horror of Rodion and Gregor. „Ah, allow me to elaborate, then. To discuss this subject, we must first-“

I watched the two of them attempt to direct the conversation topic with a smile spreading on my face. Instead of paying attention, I simply rolled my eyes and decided to give some good old videos another go. I was searching for one in particular. I wasn´t even halfway sure it would play, given the multitude of unwritten restrictions, but I was determined to give it a try.

„…Hm? Ah, Clockhead.“

But instead, my attention was drawn away from he phone when Dante made their way to the back of the bus and sat down next to Heathcliff.

„Still wracking your head about what to wear to Wuthering Heights?“

„What?! N-no. It's nothing like that.“ Heathcliff protested, jumping up from his seat. He was fooling exactly no one with that kind of behavior.

„Fine, I was. A little bit. But... I was mostly reminiscing.“

„Maybe there's something for us to do here? Heathcliff did spend some time in the T Corp. Backstreets, after all. Maybe we'll run into a Golden Bough here?“

I snorted at Dante´s thought process. „Well, you are right about having something to do here, but it´s got mostly nothing to do with the Golden Bough… or Heathcliff, for that matter.“

„Wait, really? But why else would we stop by here?“ Dante asked.

„Remember how we stopped by in K Corp. at Eunbong´s? This is something similar.“ I told them before smiling shortly. „Less chicken-headed fixers, though.“

„Ugh, don´t remind me…“ Heathcliff shuddered at the memory. „Besides, Wuthering Heights is… quite the manor in more ways than one. You won't find it anywhere near some run-down Backstreets like this. There's a chasm of wealth between these poor alleyway sods and… them.

Heathcliff continued in a low voice. The hubbub from outside the bus seemed to almost blend with his words, turning into a mass of murmurs.

„Before we talk about wherever our eventual destination is, we'll have to clear the road of some blockage.“

„Your intuition is half-right, Heathcliff.“ Vergilius said. The fact that he spoke without any prompting or warning was so surprising that even I jumped a little at the sound.

„Hmpfh?!“ Heathcliff, who was muttering to himself in an uncharacteristic daze, jolted awake. „Bloody hell… what's wrong with you and the vroom-vroom lass? Neither of you ever do anything with a proper forewarning.“

„I simply did not see the necessity of warning you. Anyway, those outside the bus are our 'targets'.“

„Targets?“

„I believe that he means to say that they must be eliminated.“ Meursault answered Dante´s question, since they couldn´t exactly be understood by the Guide.

„I feel compelled to let you know that that is not the only implication of the word 'target'. Though I am yet to be informed of the precise details of this mission, that is… Regardless, you are to make contact with a 'target' among them.“ Vergilius explained. I vaguely started to remember what was going on. Though I couldn´t quite remember her name, I at least remembered the woman´s face.

„Find the target, then extract the necessary intel. Is this clear enough for you, manager?“

Though the command was clear enough for me, Dante was less assured. „How are we supposed to find this 'target' if you're not even going to tell us who it is?“

„Dante asks if there are any identifying characteristics to this 'target'.“ Faust translated for them.

Vergilius sighed. „I'm sure you'll find out when you get there… Besides, Alighiero seems to have a good grasp of the situation, judging by their expression.“ I found Vergilius´ comment a little dishonest, since he´s not looked at me once. „Well… Off the bus, all.“

Getting off the bus, we stepped into a proper mayhem. Swords, robes and black cloaks whipping through the air, whole lot of yelling, too. If I didn´t know better (and if there wasn´t copious amounts of blood and dead bodies all around), I´d think I stumbled into a LARP gone wrong.

„That one's headed your way, aniki!“

„Don't worry about me, I'll handle him! Try not to get yourself killed, ya got that?!“

Dante was standing next to me, by all accounts unsure what to do.

„What a mess… so, which one´s our target?“ They asked as we stood not all that far from the heart of the battle.

I scanned the crowd in front of us, but I could not make out much. The fighters were simply moving too fast. „There´s Kurokumo clan fighting the Blade Lineage… our target is part of the Blade Lineage, which I think is currently losing side?“

„Ah, it's a strife.“ Heathcliff interrupted me. „It ain't a rare sight to see Syndicates fighting one another in the Backstreets. Must be somethin' about street tax or some other trivial turf dispute.“

„Leeches! Bloodsucking curs seeking to oppress and exploit the weak with violence! Fie, there is nary a place these scum do not infest-“

„It ain't anything new, lass…“ Heathcliff held don Quixote back before she jumped into the middle of battle on her lonesome. „Most Syndicates are like that. The only difference between 'em is how far they're willing to go. Like… right, there he is. Blokes like that one over there. The one walking right at us.“ Heathcliff added, pointing the end of his bat at the man up ahead.

„The hell are you lookin' at? Crowdin' like you're here to start shit… Gonna keep pointing that bat at me? You wanna go? Is that it?“ The man who approached us wore the Kurokumo Clan´s robes and enough attitude to match a bus full of Heathcliffs.

„Hey, lower your weapon. Let's not do anything rash—no need to escalate this further, is there?“ Outis stepped in to warn Heathcliff, but he did not budge. He remained motionless, the bat still raised and pointing threateningly at the approaching man.

„Won't matter what we do here. It's a foregone conclusion.“ Heathcliff shrugged.

„…That we're going to have to fight him?“ Sinclair asked.

„Right on, lad. They're in the middle of a strife. They'll be real sensitive about making it clear that this is their turf.“ Heathcliff explained. I felt so proud of him, showing his impeccable street smarts. „What better way to do it than forcing some unwitting travelers to pay the toll for the road?“

„Heh, looks like we've got a smart one 'ere.“ The Kurokumo Clan henchman strutted before us like he owned the place.

„Too bad you´re dumber than a pile of bricks.“ I rolled my eyes. „Dante…“

„I understand.“ They nodded, just as the Sinners in front of us assumed their respective identities. To put it mildly, the Kurokumo Clan was screwed.

„Halt! There, in that field of battle!“ Don Quixote suddenly pointed at someone lying on the pavement. From her cloths it was obvious that she was from the Blade Lineage. Moreover, her headband was clue enough for me that she was precisely who we were looking for. „There lies a wounded dame… We must make haste and rescue her! … Thou wouldst agree, no?“

„Oi, what'd I say about this 'justice' rubbish? This is a Syndicate turf war, yeah? No one's more or less honorable than the other.“

„That may be true, but that woman´s our informant… won´t be doing much informing if she´s dead, though.“

Before Dante or the others could react to that revelation, a member of Kurokumo Clan growled at us. „I don't like the way you're looking at the Kurokumo Clan like we're some pack of stray dogs… And don't think I missed that sympathetic look you gave her. Which could only mean that you clowns are chummy with the Blade Lineage.“

„All units! Prepare for battle!“ Outis commanded, quickly joined by others who jumped in to deal with the Syndicate members. The fight was over relatively quickly, much to Ryoshu´s disappointment.

„S.A.D. All bark, no bite.“ She said as she stepped on one of the dead Kukokumo. I wasn´t entirely sure, but it felt intentional on her part that she stepped straight onto his ribs that made a disgusting crack.

While the rest of the Sinners were slowly recovering from the excitement of battle, Don Quixote did not waste a second before bolting forth to the woman's side.

„Hark! Art thou— Ah, I must check thy pulse…“

„Ooh... You can check her pulse through her forehead? Didn't know that was possible…“ Hong Lu marveled at Don Quixote´s strange technique. Knowing that it was much too soon to drop that bombshell of an explanation, I remained silent.

„Mhm! The lady lives!“

„Haah… so this lass has the intel we need?“ Heathcliff asked again. Looking at the unconscious woman, the Sinners were obviously unsure about how to proceed.

„Blade Lineage, hmm…“ Don Quixote checked the pulse on other members of the Blade Lineage strewn around, but with a shake of her head, it was made obvious that we didn´t really have a choice on what needed to happen.

„Executive Manager. I have questioned some Kurokumo Clan members during the battle, but no notable intelligence has been gained.“ Outis quietly told them.

„So it's just her, then…“ Dante commented.

„The lady doth appear to be the sole survivor… We must move her to the bus and administer first aid posthaste. What dost thou say to that?“

„…Yeah. Don't see any other way.“ Dante nodded. „Meursault? Do you mind carrying her back to the bus?“

„I do not.“ He replied, lifting the unfortunate Blade Lineage member to carry her to Mephistopheles.

„I see that you've hauled in another baggage.“ To say that Vergilius was furious would be a dishonest description of his mood shortly after we arrived. „Manager… since when did bringing in unauthorized, unverified 'guests' into our bus become such an… acceptable practice?“

„We had no choice… We have to save her first if we're going to get any answers out of her.“ Dante explained, only for their words to be repeated by Faust so that Vergilius actually understood.

„Dante explains that this individual will be of no use to us deceased. If she carries the intel we need, then we must first ensure that she survives. On that, Faust agrees with Dante's decision.“

„Hah, what's done is done. However, do be mindful of bringing in strangers onto this bus from now on, Dante.“ Vergilius grumbled, but overall, no more reprimand came out of it. At least not until his eyes stopped on me.

„Did you not know that this would transpire?“

„I was hoping we could´ve reached her while she was still in a talkative state… but that didn´t seem to be an option. Should´ve brought a first-aid kit…“ Only after being mostly done with my explanation have I remembered that I didn´t have the collar on. With a huff of annoyance I lifted my eyes up to Vergilius.

He sighed, then waved me off. „Your expression is answer enough. Dismissed.“

Given the situation, I figured that having an ability to speak to people outweighed any sort of discomfort caused by wearing the speech collar. That was why I stepped into my room and picked it up. Just before I put it on, however, I paused. The cold metal that made up the bulk of it felt horrible. Before I could change my mind, I put it on. The revulsion of the feeling alone made me nauseous, but still, I pushed through it, breathing deeply until I steadied myself. Only then I made my way back to the front of the bus.

„Where?“ Immediately, it became apparent that the woman we rescued was woke up.

„T.B.“ Ryoshu said in a flat voice.

„Welcome to the bus... And oh, we are-“

„An Odachi?! Hah!“ The Blade Lineage woman sprang from her prone position, grabbing the sword next to her. She held the grip of her blade, ready to draw it at any moment. Hong Lu´s cheery attitude didn´t seem to have eased her worry. Which was understandable, Ryoshu was terrifying even when she was just chilling around. „Identify yourselves! Are you with the Kurokumo Clan?!“

„Nah, we just beat them up to get to you.“ I stepped in front of Ryoshu who looked pretty pissed off. „You can breath easy. If we wanted to hurt you, it would be pretty stupid to treat your wounds and leave your weapon within hand´s reach, no?“

„Then why does that woman wield an Odachi?!“

„Tsk. She will not listen. We should kill her.“ Ryoshu growled, at which point Fawkes appeared by my side, looking rightfully confused, as the commotion had woken him up from his nap.

„Ryoshu!“

Ryoshu was not at all phased by Dante´s reprimand. „She pisses me off for two reasons. One. She refused to listen, making this conversation longer than it needed to be. Two. She dared to compare their… scrap metals to my blade.“

„Is there any reason for me not to proceed with her O.O.F, Clock?“ Ryoshu said through gritted teeth that crushed the end of the cigarette in her mouth.

„Yeah, there is! She can't tell us anything if she's dead.“

„…Tsk.“

It was for the best that she still listened to Dante.

„I-I suppose your blade is not exactly like theirs… Your uniform is certainly different.“ The woman said. Fawkes slowly approached and sat down by her feet, watching her every move. She looked up at Dante. „And you… who might you be? You certainly wear a rather loud timepiece… Are you unable to communicate otherwise?“

„They are our manager. Their vocalizations will not reach your ears.“ Yi Sang said, as he moved past Ryoshu and Dante with a glass full of water. The woman, although suspicious, accepted the glass.

„Hm.“ She sipped a bit of the liquid before setting the glass aside. „I recognize the scent your voice carries. It's… familiar.“

„Even in the Districts that I have resided in have I not met fellows who speak as I do…“

„Speak as you do, indeed. Yet I sense familiarity in your choice of verbiage. You must be from District 19… S Corp., are you?“

Yi Sang nodded. „Though I have fled, that is where I hail from.“

„I see… so you have also left your home behind. My compatriots oft share the same fate as we do.“

It looked like meeting someone from the same home District helped; the woman visibly relaxed before slumping down on a nearby chair. Her breathing was labored.

„My name is Yi Sang. I have operated on the wounds you have suffered.“

„Ah… So I have acted with such brutishness despite your kindness - please, accept my apologies. Call me Aeng-du. I am a Salsu from the Lineage that deals in Blades.“ Aeng-du apologized. „May I ask… can you call off your dog?“

„Of course. Fawkes, heel.“ I said. He looked at Aeng-du one more time before fully retreating to my side. He then looked up at me and patted my leg – which meant he was hungry. Seeing that Yi Sang was handling the situation like a champ, I felt more than comfortable leaving the group to their own devices and raiding the kitchen for some scraps for both of us.

Walking past the small grouping, however, I caught later part of their conversations.

„…As it has always been, District 19 is fraught with corruption and disturbance to the lives of the public. There is very little that us men and women of the blade, who seek naught else but to train and walk the path of martial arts, can do to change the Wing now known as 'Salpippyeo Agroindustries'… or S Corp.“

Though I originally didn´t care for something I could just read later from the Limbus app, I stood there, listening to Aeng-du.

„As the old saying goes… what other choice does a monk who abhors his temple have but to leave it behind? Thus we have departed from our home.“

„So the people of S Corp. suffer still.“

Yi Sang may have been a soft-spoken person, but the quiet anger seeped from his words nonetheless.

„We had departed in search of a new home… yet it was no easy journey. Most territories have already been made home by others; in order for us to settle, conflict was unavoidable. In the midst of those conflicts, I have the memory of our mentor bringing us an… 'invitation'. An invitation to enter a 'Library' of sorts.“

I froze. Right. The Library. Bamboo-hatted Kim. I felt especially embarrassed that I forgot about that connection. All the more when I saw Vergilius tense up. We exchanged only a single look, but it spoke more than enough.

„You 'have the memory'… Quite an odd way to phrase your own recollections.“ Yi Sang said quietly.

„Mm. We arrived at the Library, hoping to escape the Kurokumo Clan's clutches… but all we had done was to lead ourselves into just another field of battle. We were handily defeated. Then, all of a sudden, we found ourselves stranded in the Backstreets of T Corp. upon our waking. The bizarreness of such an experience can only be described by an expression just as odd.“

Suddenly, Aeng-du sprang up to her feet, eyes as wide as dinner plates. „…Ah! Mentor Bamboo-hatted Kim! I believe that our mentor remains there still! We must make haste to Yong-jin Building!“

„Be not so hasty! Such wild movements may tear the wounds that I have-“

Before Yi Sang finished his sentence, Aeng-du collapsed into his arms. He gently lowered her back on the chair.

„Huhh?! W-what the heck! Is she dead?“ Rodion called out.

Faust, naturally, answered her question. „It is no surprise that a sudden rise in blood pressure in lieu of blood supply would cause one to faint. She has merely lost her consciousness.“

„Well, she did have some useful intel for us.“ Ishmael commented when she noticed me standing by the door frame.

„Yong-jin Building… I suppose we have some business there, then.“ Outis nodded as she rubbed her chin, possibly preparing a 300-step plan that would never ever be enacted by Limbus Company bus crew.

„Mmm… Maybe, but I'm not sure. I don't know what this has to do with our mission, if any.“ Dante worried.

I walked up to them and patted their shoulder. „Don´t worry, we got the right address. Though, I feel like there´s something missing. I distinctly remember an incredibly punchable bitchface making an appearance in this part of the narrative-“

„Danger, danger. Bunch of people in Mephi's way. Swinging swords around. Black clothes.“ Suddenly Charon´s voice rang through the bus. „Passengers, move out. Protect Mephi.“

It took Outis only a single brief look at the blockade to speak. „Executive Manager, they appear to be Kurokumo Clan's reinforcements.“

„Well, what can we do…“ Dante shrugged then turned to me. „We´ll handle this. Keep an eye out on Aeng-du, will you?“

„Will do. Don´t get yourselves turned into human kebabs.“

„Is that another movie reference?“ Heathcliff asked, head tilted, eyes squinting.

„Yes. Now go.“ I waved them away with a huff of disbelief. It may have been a movie that Ryoshu would enjoy greatly, but there wasn´t a single universe where I was going to sit through Deadpool movies with the Sinners without dying of embarrassment at every dick-joke and sexual innuendo… of which there was… well, to say a lot would be a dishonor to Wade Wilson´s legacy because infinity is hardly countable no matter what the Mathematicians might tell you.

So instead I pulled up a chair near unconscious Aeng-du and watched over her with Fawkes sitting next to me. And waited. And then waited some more. An then, finally, when I had an inkling that I have waited long enough for her to come back to her senses, the shitstain we´ve all been waiting for made an appearance.

„So you´re the famous street rat the company hired?“ A very mean looking woman stepped aboard the bus. One look was all I needed to guesstimate that she would be a migraine and a half. Tactical maroon-colored uniform, short hair falling into her face like she was an emo band reject that joined the military because she craved the smell of hell… well, mostly the fresh blood and viscera.

„Name´s Alighiero, not that you care. Manager´s out dealing with stuff, so… coffee?“ She nodded shortly, silent as a grave. It was a good start all things considering. „Fawkes, guard.“ I told my trusted four-legged companion before heading into the kitchen. By the time I returned with the cup, Dante has just returned.

„Interesting, guide. I believe that we've both made it quite clear that no guests are to board the bus without prior consultation. That discussion was not even an hour ago, in fact.“ Outis said with her arms crossed, looking like a reprimanding mother, not ex-military. I would probably consider it badass if I wasn´t aware of the context.

„Yes, we did. No 'outsiders', to be exact. Isn't it clear as day as to who she is?“

Considering the fact that Caiman´s uniform´s only distinguishing feature was a patch saying „CLEAR“, no, it really wasn´t that obvious. I handed her the cup of coffee.

„Are you from the LCCB?“

She drank about half of the coffee straight up. Freshly-brewed, hot coffee. „LCCA. The After Team, manager Clock.“ She said without much pause or change in her face. She must´ve been taking her coffee at boiling temperatures.

„Huh? Wait, can she hear what you're saying?“ Ishmael was taken back a bit.

„No. Don't have any talent in tick-tock interpretation, either. But it was pretty easy to tell with that blank, stupid look they were giving me.“

„Every Dante´s look is blank, since their face is a clock. You know, I really thought you´ve noticed that since it was you who just now called them Manager Clock.“

With a sharp breath in and not a word more spared towards me. Caiman puffed out her chest. „I am Team Leader Caiman. Limbus Company Clearance After Team, Normal Operations Unit 2.“

„I don't think I've ever seen anyone from the After Team in person.“ Dante mused, only to be followed up by Heathcliff.

„Hah, of course not. All that them blokes do is sweeping in to pick up the spoils after we've done all the hard work.“

„Let me set some things straight, Backstreets mutt.“

„What?“

„The After Team is charged with cleaning up the mess you ungrateful wastes of lives leave behind. Sweeping in to pick up the spoils? No, we do the very difficult work of sweeping your stinking shit under the rug.“

„Wastes of lives? Is that how you guys see us?“ Ishmael stepped in right after Heathcliff who was showing truly an impressive level of self-control after being called a Backstreets mutt… impressive for Heathcliff, that is.

Caiman stepped closer to Ishmael, small smile on her face. „Oh, that's not all. Wastes of lives, bumper cars, the most expensive bus in the world, meat shields, maniacs with more luck than they deserve, and then some. Doesn´t seem like the most relevant conversation topic for now, though.“

„You little… You better change your tone. Now.“ Heathcliff snarled at her, his patience running thinner by the second.

„If you give me one reason to, then I will. Unfortunately, it is my personal philosophy to be stubbornly set in my ways unless I'm given a good reason to change.“ Caiman replied, stepping closer and challenging Heathcliff head on.

„Sure, it's your job to collect the Golden Boughs no matter what. But I'm having a lot of trouble scrounging up even an ounce of respect for a group of halfwit idiots who-“

„Hold it right there.“ Caiman´s head whipped right to me, confused and possibly annoyed, it was hard to tell with the whole resting bitch face she had going on. „It´s true, that we´re lucky. It´s true that we know fuckall about what you and the After Team do. But you know nothing of our job either, so I suggest you get to the point you are actually here for or shut your mouth in regards to my colleagues.“

„And you… of all things wrong with this bus, you are the most pathetic.“ Caiman stood tall over me as she spoke. „I don´t think I will ever understand the reasoning of the idiot who decided to hire some Backstreet Rat that can´t even make a decent cup of coffee.“

I felt a lump in my throat. I had to avert my eyes when I saw the look on her face. The very same look that I only ever saw on a face I swore I would never return to.

„That's enough, Team Leader Caiman.“ Vergilius stepped in, effectively pulling me to my seat. It wasn´t exactly far from Caiman, but it was far enough that I could breathe a little easier.

„Hm, very well. I wasn't sent here to reprimand them. I'm here to relay the orders from the head office.“ Caiman produced an envelope, opened it, and pulled out a paper from within. She began to read it out loud.

'LCB: Additional mission assignment prior to T Corp. Golden Bough retrieval operation.'

'1. Eliminate and/or secure the Distortion in the area.'

'2. Recover the 'Monolith', an artifact in the shape of a black stele, from the same site.'“

„A 'Monolith'? What's this now?“

I figured Dante´s question was aimed at me, but I really didn´t want to let the cat out of the bag in front of Caiman. She didn´t seem to grasp my role in the bus crew and I preferred it that way.

„Distortion? Are you saying that they've already Distorted?“ Sinclair asked.

Caiman shrugged as she handed the document to Faust. „I don't know. Limbus Company Clearance is not a part of this extra operation. I was merely ordered to relay this information to you as I happened to be taking care of some other job at T Corp.“

„I believe that our one and only mission was to recover the Golden Boughs. Since when did it become our job to play errand boy Fixers?“ Outis questioned.

„Since now. Besides, I don't see what the difference is between an average errand boy and your team. All you ever do is picking up and delivering the Golden Boughs, no?“

„And all you ever do is sweep up pieces of dead peccatula and mop up blood, right?“ I glared at Caiman. She´s delivered the information like she was supposed to. We had no need for her to remain on the bus any longer. Caiman didn´t snap back, which I considered my little personal victory. I didn´t even have to call her a Sweeper outright.

Caiman quietly took a sweeping look at the complaining Sinners, then approached Dante.

„Manager Clock.“

„…Yes?“ Dante said, though it was more out of habit than actual attempt of communication.

„Can't hear what you're saying anyway, so just listen.“ Caiman rolled her eyes. „Allow me to kindly explain some things for you and your minions, since all of you appear to be so out of the loop.“ She crossed her arms and leaned against the bus seat as though she was about to start a lecture.

„LCB's primary objective is to retrieve the Golden Boughs, yes. Can't deny that. But parading around, telling everyone that Limbus Company specializes in 'retrieving the Golden Boughs' would be… stupid, don't you agree? And it's not exactly the most lucrative business. If at all.“

„I suppose so. I've been wondering about the company's finances for a while. Where do we even get our funding from?“ Ishmael shifted in her seat.

„Well, there is no need for you to concern yourself with the company's finances. We have much more than enough capital to do what we want. What the company really lacks, however… is public standing and a 'cause'.“

„A cause…“ Dante repeated. I had no idea what they were thinking, but they did gave an appearance of someone deep in thought.

Caiman continued, unbothered by Dante´s ticking. „Limbus Company decided to find our cause in 'Distortions'. No significant organization has yet taken charge of managing instances of the Distortion phenomenon. Limbus Company is building our reputation as a professional Distortion prevention & control company that doubles as a research center for the Distortion phenomena. Which means that we need to produce real results. In more ways than one, that is.“

„Which is precisely why we were ordered to take care of this matter – the Company can´t produce any research without the test subjects.“ The words felt disgusting in my mouth, but I felt compelled to call it what it was… keeping that knowledge to myself would feel far worse.

„Huh…“ There was an odd glint in Caiman´s eyes, though only for a split second. „I suppose there is something more to you than meets the eye.“ She then turned to the others, continuing her own personal Ted Talk.

„You see, no one has properly defined what these 'Distortions' truly are. This means that not many are willing to jump into dealing with this new phenomenon blind. We did hear that some are preparing to launch an Association primarily dealing with Distortions, but that's all it is: an Association. We intend to deal with it on a corporate level.“

„Right, but how's any of that our business? What reason do we have to go out of our way to tussle with those Distortions?“ Heathcliff asked. Though the answer has been brought up earlier, it was in his nature to space out during lengthy discussions. Sometimes he even managed to fall asleep, which I found quite impressive, especially when it happened during Don Quixote´s many recounts of her adventures.

„Here's how it's your business: the order came all the way from the top. The highest authority of our company. Don't they teach you how to follow orders in the slums?“

„If the Company wanted blind, unquestioning obedience, most of this bus´ occupants would be replaced by machines by now.“ I ignored Heathcliff´s growl. I had Caiman´s attention earlier as not-a-total-waste-of-space, so there was a decent chance that she would at least listen. Whether my words did land was questionable, as Caiman poured the rest of the coffee on the bus floor as she stared straight at me. On a flip side she handed me the empty cup instead of smashing it on the ground, so maybe there was a silver lining to it all.

„Manager.“ Caiman turned to Dante. „My attitude toward your minions… and the company's attitude toward them… It all depends on the choices you make. And your leadership. At the end of the day, though, the choice is yours.“

„Your men aren't completely wrong; if you would like to focus solely on your primary mission, the Golden Boughs, then fine. It's not like the company is going to kick you and your meat shields out. But do understand that the Company's treatment of the Sinners may change depending on what you decide to do here.“ Her words were cold, but on point. We didn´t really have the luxury of choice at the end of the day.

„Now, then. Red Gaze, I'll be taking my leave now. Until next time.“ Caiman said to Vergilius as she turned on her heel, stepping over the puddle of coffee she was responsible for.

„Fine. But next time… I'd prefer it if you would watch your language. These 'meat shields' are still under my guidance. So try not to… disturb me as well, hmm?“ Vergilius said quietly, but decisively.

„Well… that depends on what the manager does, doesn't it?“ Though she met his gaze seemingly without fear, I could tell that her legs were shaking, just a little. „Excuse me.“ She left, leaving nothing but the awkward silence behind… along with a small box that she left with Vergilius.

„Bloody prick…“ Heathcliff breathed out when the bus door closed behind Caiman. After that brief moment of quiet, everyone began sighing and complaining as though they'd just been ungagged.

„Almost burst a blood vessel listening to all that. Haah… I thought I'd softened my temper with age.“ Gregor mumbled as he brushed away the sweaty hair stuck to his forehead.

„Still… good work keeping things nonviolent, guys.“ Dante said. There was a sense of pride in their ticking.

„Mm... I don't think she said anything wrong, though.“ Hong Lu added.

„I found her manner of speech quite convenient. There was no need to unnecessarily read between the lines. I had little trouble understanding her and organizing my thoughts accordingly.“ Meursault nodded in agreement. It seemed that everyone´s opinion of Caiman differed.

„Huh, I guess that's one way of looking at things.“ Ishmael shrugged. „Anyway, she's right that we really don't have much say in the matter. If the company asks us to do our jobs, we do our jobs… even if that means doing things we don´t think are right.“

„Yeah…“ Gregor sighed, looking at the floor. „By the way, Alighiero bud, are you… okay? You did... freeze a little.“

„I´m fine. My skin´s thicker than you´d think, it´s just…“ I paused to sigh before I pushed myself into feelings I definitely didn´t want to feel in the moment. „Her tone and attitude matched someone from my past I prefer not to spare another moment to think about.“

Vergilius passed the box he received from Caiman to Dante who looked through, pulling out a walkie-talkie, along with some more paperwork. They stared at the paper so profusely I couldn´t help but get a weird feeling about it.

„Huh? It says: Mission location… Yong-jin Building. That´s the same place that-“ They looked at me. I nodded before they even finished the question.

„Let's go, Charon.“ Vergilius said without even knowing where we were supposed to go – though, it was also likely he and Charon overheard Aeng-du talking earlier.

„Yong… Jin? Right, Verg? Got it. I'm feeling it… here we go... Vroom-vroom.“ Charon replied cheerfully before revving up the bus´ engine to take us to our next destination.

Notes:

If you are asking how the hell have I already written another chapter - yeah, I got nothing except my brain just... did the thing. I dunno, maybe Carmen is back on the hype train?

Either way, enjoy the many roasts in this chapter. I would have involved more, but the current amount felt about right. Enjoy <3

Chapter 31: Eternal Cycle

Summary:

When Mephistopheles stops by the building that houses the monolith and the distortion, Alighiero´s struck with an odd feeling. What could this possibly mean? Are they susceptible to the distortion-inducing effects of the monolith? Or is something else at play entirely?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Shortly after the bus took off, Dante shifted in their seat. „If he already knew where we were going, and why… would it hurt to tell us for once?“ They muttered to themselves while looking toward the back of the bus where Aeng-du slept. She was still out cold.

„Come on, Faust. I legitimately think that this is something we have to talk about. Can you please relay my question to Vergilius?“

„Mm.“ Although Faust gave a sign of acknowledgement, she made no action to actually relay the information… at which point Outis stepped in.

„Hah, if you won't do it, then I will. A journey can't always be sunshine and rainbows—some friction is necessary. You there, guide!“ She raised her voice before relaying Dante´s question… among her own personal grievances.

Of which there were many.

„Haah, are you finished?“ Vergilius sighed when Outis paused for more than two seconds, signalling that she wasn´t just pausing to take a breath. „Well, you're not wrong. I did hear most of the details through the radio. And here's why I didn't tell you in advance.“

He turned around, facing the passengers of the bus. „It's because you're the kind of people who never learn until the 'problem' crashes through your front door. Would you have done anything differently if you knew in advance? It'll only serve to give you an excuse to whine about it.“

„So there it is. What now, manager? Will you refuse this mission?“ Vergilius asked after he finished his explanation, his crimson gaze aimed at Dante.

„How could I? They're already treating us like dirt. If I refuse this, I can't imagine how much worse it'll get.“ They said in reply.

„I'm sure you're thinking 'How could I?'. And you'd be right.“ Vergilius nodded. Then, a short bark alerted everyone´s attention to the back of the bus. „Ah, our guest is awake. You should go and ask her for directions, manager. Charon's intuition can only take us so far.“

„Hm, ahm. Allow me to explicate our present circumstances to her.“ Yi Sang got up with an awkward smile in an attempt to clear the air. Shortly after, Aeng-du was standing next to Charon, giving her more precise directions… or at least trying to.

„Ah, turn to the right there- Ah!“ Aeng-du gritted her teeth. „They've already set up camp there!“

People dressed in Kurokumo Clan's garbs were wandering around the building, standing guard before its entrance.

„I have to! Agh, mentor Bamboo-hatted Kim!“ Aeng-du had leaped out of the door of the bus, looked on by confused Fawkes. If I didn´t hold him back, he would likely have ran after her.

„Delaying further will only allow the Distortion to grow more powerful. We must enter the building as soon as possible.“ Faust explained, to which I replied with a simple nod as I reached for my spear. As I prepared to leave, I handed the end of the chain leash to Vergilius.

„Keep an eye on Fawkes while we´re out, please. In all likelihood he will try to run off if there´s even a smallest opening. He´s sensing something up ahead that he doesn´t like.“ I told him.

As the Sinners got off the bus and started fighting their way into the building, Vergilius stopped me „If you have doubts about getting involved, perhaps you should not join the Sinners on this mission.“

I shook my head. „I don´t have doubts, Vergilius. Logically speaking, I know that it would be best if I stayed behind... but…“ I looked towards the building that stood tall and ominous in its desaturated surroundings. „...there´s this pull that compels me to go anyway. That´s what´s been bothering me... it´s the kind of thing that happens to those native to the narrative, not... outsiders.“ I gestured to myself.

„Hmm…“ Vergilius grew silent as he closed his eyes, causing a chill to run down my back. „Your flow runs separate from that of the City. I cannot sense where it may take you... but what I can tell you from my own experience is this: refusing its call… can bring about more danger than following it.“

I nodded, recalling a quote from a book I once read. „I guess Sapkowski was right - the sword of destiny really has two edges. And we are just one of them.“

Vergilius turned his head slightly to a side, as if trying to understand the meaning of those words. I smiled at him shortly before stepping off the bus. By the time I caught up with the rest, the Kurokumo Clan members that stood before the building were all dead.

„Looks like this was the last one of them.“ Aeng-du commented. She took note of me rejoining the group, but said nothing of it.

„Ah, the aroma of blood… Some splattered fresh, some old and growing viscous… Heh, I can already tell that there will be a collage of different blood splatters waiting for me in there. I am excited to see this collection for myself.“ Ryoshu grinned as her eyes passed over the slaughterhouse mess around the building, mess that was partly her creation.

„…This one expresses brutal thoughts with such nonchalance as one muses about their next meal. Ahm, whichever may be the case… The way is open! We must move with haste!“ Aeng-du, as disturbed as she was by Ryoshu´s penchant for violence, wasted no time before disappearing into the building.

„Man, I'm impressed by her energy. Wasn't she knocked out cold just a few minutes ago?“ Gregor shook his head, at which point Outis shrugged.

„It is sheer willpower that moves her. What other choice does she have when her superior is captured?“

A particular bloody smudge on the inside wall caught my eye. It had a striking resemblance to the shapes of the wall painting in the cave where I found the glowing, red orb. Moreso, the blood it was painted in was fresh.

„Alighiero?“ Faust stopped by my side, her eyes scanning the painting of two forces, one of the sky and one of the ocean, seemingly at war. „What is it?“

„I saw the same imagery in the caves below the Gift Factory… in the hollow where I found the glowing orb.“ I quickly whispered to Faust.

„We have no time for idle chatter! Come now!“ Aeng-du called from the deeper part of the building. Faust turned back, giving me a sign that we would discuss the matter at a later time. When we caught up to her, we could see that there was another batch of Kurokumo members – all dead, save for one that wasn´t far off.

„Agh... There were more Blade Lineage bastards left?“ The man that was barely holding on for dear life coughed up a bit of blood.

„What the… The lass took 'em all out already.“ Heathcliff whistled in amazement.

„They were nothing but mewling minions.“ Aeng-du replied in his direction. „The size of their bravado ill-matched their immature skills. They foolishly decided to stand their ground instead of retreating upstairs.“

Tzzt.

An electric buzz of sorts played from the walkie-talkie Dante had stashed in their clothes.

„Is someone calling this radio?“ The sound became much clearer when they unfolded the antenna of the device.

LCD here, LCD here! Can you hear me? Acknowledge! C'mon…“ The upbeat voice coming from the other end of the radio immediately lifted up my mood.

Dante pressed the button and started speaking, however unsure. „W-well, I'll talk. But it's not like you can hear-“

Ahahaha! They actually tick-tock!“ The woman from the other end replied. After a moment, possibly a reprimand, her tone grew marginally more serious. „Oh right, I called you for a reason. I'm just calling to relay a message, so don't bother responding! Yeah?“

„O-okay…“ Dante responded again, though, the other side would just hear more ticking.

We don't have much time, so lemme keep it short! Remember that black stele you guys were sent to retrieve? The Monolith? I'm picking up a super huge bump in the Monolith signal in the area near you! That signal can force people to Distort, for your information!“

„Force people to Distort?“ Ishmael´s eyes widened and flickered towards me in worry. I nodded.

We HAVE to contain it before that seeping signal goes completely out of control, okay?!“ There was a sudden banging after that, followed by a more distant voice. „Agh, what the heck is this?!“

Oh, my bad! I've got some stuff going on over here too, y'know? Anyway, I gotta keep this short, so lemme just emphasize that time is of the essence here! Over and out!“ The call dropped before any of us even had the chance to say anything back.

„She's uh, pretty lively, huh.“ Dante commented as the call ended.

„We don't have time to sit around dumbfounded, Clockhead. Let's crack on.“ Heathcliff rolled his eyes. However, more problems sprung up, as expected.

„Um, everyone… I think the elevator's broken.“ Sinclair called from the large sliding door made of metal.

„I see that you and your fellows now also have a reason to hurry.“ Aeng-du said. „I say that we break through their lines and rise through the stairwell. What say you?“

„We don't have a choice… Come on, let's go!“ Dante nodded, motioning for everyone to follow closely as they put the radio back in their pocket. The stairwells were tight and quite packed with enemies. Still, the fighting didn´t seem to be taking nearly as big of a toll as moving upwards.

„Gah, haah, oh man…“ Gregor was breathing heavily. The others, myself included, weren´t much better for the wear, either.

„Whew… seriously, the stairwell is the real challenge, isn't it? Not the Kurokumo Clan guys.“ Rodion agreed as we stopped the ascend to catch our breaths.

„Curious… is it not?“ Aeng-du asked, brows furrowed. „That they filled the stairwell full of weaklings who clearly don't know what they're doing. Perhaps they weren't trying to stop us from going upstairs. Perhaps they were afraid of retreating upstairs…“

Aeng-du paused and her expression darkened. „…No, it can't be.“

„Dost thou… worry for thy mentor?“ Don Quixote carefully sidled to Aeng-du's side with a sympathetic expression.

„How could I not?!“ Aeng-du exclaimed. As emotions were running high, Sinclair seemed to have a good hold of the situation so I neared Faust instead.

„Alighiero.“ She raised an eyebrow at me. „It´s not yet a good time.“

„Yeah, I´m aware, but I might not get another opportunity to tell you this, so listen up… please.“ I whispered. „Dante´s going to have like, an episode? I´m not sure when exactly, but you´ll know it when you see it: lots of fire, talking unlike themselves, the works.“

„Hmm, that would align with the influence of the Monolith... Do you know how to get them out of that state?“ Faust asked. The conversation that was going on among Aeng-du and the Sinners was quickly nearning its end.

„No, I don´t. That being said, the process of monolith-induced distortion can be halted if you knock out the person in question before they turn – I guess it´s worth a try, since my head´s not made of metal.“

„I´ll keep that in mind.“ Faust replied quietly. Just in time for Aeng-du to start rallying the group again.

„…whichever may be the case, I have no choice but to make haste…“

Aeng-du hurried up the stairs after that and, naturally, so did the rest of us. The next floor was filled with an oddly familiar, if out-of-place sight – peccatula. Gloom and wrath based creatures immediately sensed our arrival and surrounded us.

Next to Dante, I thought I would be spared having to stab away at them, but there were too many of them and few slipped past, trying to snap and burst… only to get impaled by my spear and promptly discarded. It wasn´t often that I felt the affects of peccatula myself aside from couple times where some of the gloom peccatula fluid splashed on me, causing profound feeling of dread to take hold of me.

„Did we just fight the Peccatula?“ Dante asked, fretting over few bleeding scratches I didn´t manage to dodge and the somber expression that I was trying to wipe off my body.

„Yes.“ Faust nodded.

„Their appearances are rather dissimilar from what we have encountered afore. They appear to have grown more… acute…“ Yi Sang pointed at the remains of the creatures that attacked us.

„They are evolutions of each Peccatula.“ Faust replied. „The kind of Peccatula one transforms into depends on the types of Sin that one has embodied in life, so it is no surprise that there may be variations to them.“

„But… we've never encountered anything like them before.“ Sinclair shook his head in disbelief.

„Collecting the Golden Boughs could have expedited the Peccatula growth process.“

Rodya sighed as she brushed blood off her face. There was a cut on her cheek that was bleeding quite a bit. „Those boughs… they really have something to do with everything, huh? Our job is starting to look a lot more serious…“

„Right, that reminds me. These 'Peccatula' are each supposed to represent some kinda 'Sin', right?“ Gregor asked as he scratched his head.

„Sin…“ I heard Dante say, though, the tone I perceived was very different, as if they were talking to a wall. I immediately knew the time has arrived.

„Faust! Faust it´s happening!“ I waved at her, but she was in a really engaged conversation with Yi Sang. Others didn´t seem to react either. In fact, their conversations started to sound… muffled. Like the whole place was spinning out of focus and far away until nothing but darkness remained. As I floated in the spinning ink, stars began too twinkle in the swirl, joined by blue, pink and cyan numerous galaxies. There was only one voice that grew no more distant or muffled at any point – Dante´s voice.

Planted in the hearts of all are seeds with ever-present potential to bloom.“ It echoed in the vast, seemingly endless space I was floating in.

At last, I can talk to you on my own terms.

„Who´s there?!“ I asked, as a foreign voice rang in my ears. „Show yourself!“

I am sorry. I cannot do that without your mind and body liquifying… which would have set me back by a lot.

When the light of that day descends upon the hearts of every human, blooming the seeds buried deep within…“ I could tell that Dante´s voice was coming from a specific direction, but floating towards it in the weightless vacuum presented quite an impossible task. For the time being, I had to be content talking to the strange new voice.

„Alright, fine, whatever… but I´m kind of in the middle of something, so… put me back!“ I called out, trying to sound brave. The voice laughed.

You want to command me? Me? Oh, my sweet, naive child, nobody can command me. In fact, I am currently commanding your body to hover on the Threshold. Cease this fruitless effort of yours. It could end very badly for you otherwise.

If one's #### ## #######, devoured by their sins, they are reborn in the form of the #########, their image reflecting the ######## ##### ## ### #### dreamt by those who are nothing. If one withstands ### ###### ## ##### ####, yet ####### ## ###### ## their sins, the heart ########…“

Dante´s voice grew more erratic by the moment, yet I could do nothing to help them. I was trapped by the owner of the disembodied voice of a foreign origin. „I appreciate your concern and all that, but we´ve been here for a while and I still don´t know why am I even here.“

If you want answers, you must look within, through all of the colored lens. Only then will you be able to assume your true purpose.

Yet if one seeks to bear the #### ############ ## ##### ####, the ### shall ###### ### ##### of their original hearts…“

„Wait, colored lens?“ I had a feeling that the orbs may have come up, but I much disliked the idea of becoming some sort of a main character. The Main Character would not get to just go home, ooooh no… there would be much peril and suffering and other kinds of bullshit… none of which was the vibes I wanted to embody at any point in my insignificant existence.

Your existence is not insignificant. In fact, it is extremely significant, as it has been set in motion long before you were born into this abhorrent pupa you call your „body“.

And yes, to answer your question, I did mean the glowing orbs when I said „colored lens“.

And in a world perceived through their own ##### ## ### ######## ### ### ######, the ####### shall be unveiled: to ##### their egos ### ########… ## ## melt into ### ##### by ######## #### ## #### ##### ###### of sin…“

„But why? Why me? Why must I do all this? And get the fuck out of my head.“

The eternal cycle must continue.

Only those who can define their own ####… Only those who are awakened to their own #####…“

Now go. Do what must be done.

Suddenly, the weight that has left me returned. The feeling of limbs attached to my torso, heavy like iron shackles. I took air into my chest, through a great deal of struggle and pain.

„They´ve awoken.“ I heard Yi Sang say with a tinge of a tearful relief in his voice. Only when he spoke did I note that he was supporting my back in half-sitting, half-laying position. „Careful, you were-“

„-teetering on the edge between life and death?“ I coughed. The air was swirling with dust that stung when I breathed it in. The quiet horror on everyone´s faces was the only confirmation I needed. „Yes, it´s new to me, too… how´s Dante?“

„… Ugh.“ The answer came in a form of familiar ticking, causing me to let out a sigh of relief.

„Pray tell, art thou recover'd?!“ Don Quixote by their side asked nervously. Her eyes flipped between the two of us.

„What… happened?“ Dante asked they turned their face to me. It was obvious plenty that they were no more in the loop than I. At least some comfort.

„Do you not recall what had transpired?“ Yi Sang asked, at which point I tapped his arm as I slowly got up from the floor. He remained by my side, making sure I didn´t fall back down out of nowhere. I would find it very sweet if there weren´t more pressing matters on my mind.

„They obviously don´t. Makes the two of us, really. Speaking of, Faust, I tried to get your attention earlier, but you didn´t seem to hear me.“

„My attention was elsewhere… I apologize.“ Faust looked to the floor as she helped Dante on their feet. The two were approached by Outis.

„Executive Manager. You must visit a workshop to get that looked at as soon as we return…“

„Huh? A workshop? Did I malfunction or something?“ They asked.

„Hey, don't talk about them like you're talking about some machine… Either way, there isn't anything we can do about what just happened. Not here.“ Ishmael gestured to the surrounding area.

„We can discuss this later once we return. What just transpired does not seem to pose too much hindrance to our mission. Or am I mistaken?“ Faust turned to me with pleading eyes.

„It won´t.“ I replied. It wasn´t something I knew in my mind, however. I just knew, as if the voice I heard earlier told me so.

„Aeng-du, where is…“

„She has advanced without us.“ Yi Sang told Dante. „While I remain curious yet concerned about your condition, we must reconvene with her. The situation calls for urgency.“

„Yeah… okay.“

With the biggest hurdle behind us, we made our way up, higher and higher, until we reached the topmost floor. The door were guarded by a small grouping. Amidst it, a tall, nervous-looking man was checking his pocket watch – the leader of the Kurokumo Clan.

„Haah… tsk. Why'd this have to break? Why now?“ He fiddled with the watch some more before stashing it away with a sigh. „It better be quiet in there… I hope that thing at least stays put…“

„He is…“ Aeng-du was shaking. Not with fear, but with barely veiled rage.

„His garb, which highly resembles the Kurokumo Clan's standard outfits, suggests that he is a relevant individual in this case. It is possible to extrapolate from his outfit that he is of higher rank than any foe we have defeated on the course to this location.“ Meursault commented, steadfast and reliable, awaiting Dante´s command.

„Then!“ Aeng-du was already charging at the man. „You must be a Captain of the Kurokumo Clan!“

„What the-?!“ The man was barely able to parry her attacks.

„You wish to hunt the Blade Lineage? Very well, here I stand before you! Face my blade!“ She yelled at him. While his cronies engaged with the Sinners, Aeng-du faced him on her lonesome.

„Tsk, I suppose this means that my other men are all dead, huh?“ He glared at her as he unsheathed his long blade. „I'd toss you into that office if I could, but… the 'merchandise' is still in there… Gah, come on…'Spose I've got no choice but to fight. At least allow me to introduce myself. Then you can tell me who you are.“

For someone who was about to fight a sizeable group with barely handful of men by his side, he was surprisingly gallant in his manner of conduct.

„Name's Jun. Captain of the boys you killed.“

„…Aeng-du. Salsu from the Lineage of Blades. A follower of mentor Bamboo-hatted Kim.“

The hallway before the door fell silent, as calm as a winter dawn. The two warriors, blades drawn, began to take cautious steps. It was as though they were trying to gauge the distance between each other.

„Hah!“

There was a sudden flash. The next moment the pair had suddenly switched sides, facing away from each other. The outcome of this clash…

„…Agh.“ A slash has opened in Aeng-du´s side, not unlike the ones I´ve only seen in movies and anime.

„C'mon, that's it?! Huh?!“ Jun scoffed at her.

„M-miss Aeng-du!“ Sinclair called out, but Aeng-du had already fallen to her knees. He was lucky that the other Kurokumo Clan members laid dead on the floor, otherwise he would´ve lost his head. Damage like that was especially nasty when felt through Dante´s turning of the clock.

„I mean… I was just getting started. I'm surprised you even had any energy left for that attack…“ Jun walked closer to Aeng-du, supposedly to deliver the killing blow.

„Gah…“

„She's been fighting the Kurokumo Clan henchmen on the front lines before we even had the chance to catch up. No wonder she's exhausted.“ Dante commented.

„I must also remind you that she was on the verge of death not so long ago. She has overexerted herself.“ Outis pointed out in addition.

„And now it´s up to us to pick up where she left off.“ I sighed.

Jun only then caught up with the situation that was shaping up around him. „…What, are the rest of you gonna fight me too? This hardly seems fair, me against all of you…“ He rested his blade on his shoulder with a glare.

„Well, I don't like that we're all ganging up against this one guy, but-“ Dante began, only to be rudely interrupted.

„You've got one loud-ass clock for a head. What even is that? Is this some local T Corp. clock-shaped prosthetic fashion or something?“ For a moment, Jun paused to think. „It is a clock, right? You there. Is that clock head on time?“ He nodded at Heathcliff.

„Mate, what do you think? That clock ain't for telling time.“

At least he remembered that.

„Huh? Then what'd ya decapitate yourself for? What a useless clock…“ Jun rolled his eyes and looked around the room. „Okay, then. Any of you got a timepiece? A clock… a watch… anyone? My stupid watch broke again.“ The Sinners wordlessly begin to surround Jun.

„No, but by the look of things, it´s defeat o´ clock for you.“ I glared at him. „Shouldn´t have picked a bone with the Manager if you´re not ready to throw hands with the rest of the squad.“

„You're all really getting on my nerves!“ Jun said through his teeth as he readied for the fight. „You know what? That's it. I'll be in deep shit if I let anyone in there anyway. So come and get me! I'll cut you down if it's the last thing I do!“

It was in fact, not the last thing he did. It wasn´t even something he did do, but hey, at least he tried. For that I could respect him, however meaningless it was in the grand scheme of things.

„Haah… now let us converse for a moment.“ Aeng-du seemed to have recovered somewhat as the Sinners brought Jun to his knees. She bound him up with a piece of rope before threw him to the ground. „I do not expect a mere Captain to know why your organization has put a bounty on our heads, but… I cannot quite place the reason you were standing guard before this room. It was as though you were protecting our mentor from us, of all people.“

Though speaking with confidence split second ago, Aeng-du stopped dead in her tracks as the dots began to connects into a fuller picture. „Wait, it wasn't just you, was it? Every Kurokumo Clan filth we killed on our way up to this floor stood in our path like they were protecting something with their lives.“

„Fine. Here's the truth, then… We're the victims here.“ Jun said, meeting her eyes for the first time since he was beaten.

„Whatever do you mean?“

„You guys really have a way of pushing my buttons, huh… Haah… we weren't part of the party pursuing you or cutting you down. That was none of my business. You're just one of many, many Syndicates or organizations that were unlucky enough to be on the Thumb's shit list. Our run-in was just a coincidence.“ Jun explained in a low, but even voice. „We were ordered by the Thumb to stand guard next to a black stele here, that's all. Everyone was on edge because we were supposed to transport it elsewhere pretty soon… and that's when you Blade Lineage bastards appeared out of nowhere.“

„Out of nowhere?“ Aeng-du´s eyes widened. „I see… So this is where our mentor has awakened.“

„You… Sounds like you know something that I don't… Can't say I've ever heard of a tech that could blip people into existence, just like that. Thought they were using a Singularity or something, tsk… Besides, the Blade Lineage never had a chance. Our numerical advantage was insurmountable.“

If only Jun had known how I arrived in the City… he would have seen me as nothing but a bag of Ahn, there was no doubt about it. As would many others. And, who knew, maybe that´s how Limbus Company Headquarters had seen me, too – at least those who were privy to all the information Faust had sent over. My only solace was that at least the people I traveled with had seen me for who I was – a person who simply wanted to get back where they belonged.

„Of course.“ Aeng-du´s eyes darkened as she glared at the man at her feet.

„We had your friends cornered. We had no trouble cutting them down until there were but three of you left standing. Then, all of a sudden, your boss' eye suddenly began to glow, and… Haah, he cut down everyone around him. It was a one-sided slaughter.“ Jun sighed as he recounted the events that led him to be where he was.

„What? Then-“ Aeng-du´s face grew pale.

„You got that right. Blade Lineage, Kurokumo Clan, it didn't matter. He cut through everyone. So what the hell was I supposed to do? What were we supposed to do? I'm their Captain—the lives of my men are my responsibility. I had to save them somehow.“ Jun glared back at her. „So I stayed behind to guard the door while my men guarded the entrance to this building. What other choice did I have?“

Jun took out his pocket watch once again, shaking it around as if to make it work again. „Haah… shit. Delivery deadline's coming up… I'm finished. This won't end with me having to cut off a finger or two… Dammit.“

Aeng-du suddenly stepped closer to him and in a barely visible flash struck the back of his neck. His eyes drifted shut as he slumped to the floor.

„Aeng-du?! That man had already been subdued! Wherefore didst thou-“

She raised hand to shut Don Quixote up. „I have merely put him to sleep. He would have caused us trouble had we attempted to enter that room while he was conscious.“ She told her. Then, her eyes turned to the last door that separated us from her mentor. „I… must talk to the mentor. See him with my own eyes.“

„Have you gone deaf, lass? Your boss'll cut down anyone who gets too close.“

„No. That… cannot be.“ Aeng-du slapped Heathcliff´s hand off her shoulder.

Though the chance was small, I didn´t wish for Aeng-du to become Limbus Company´s lab rat. „Aeng-du, your mentor has distorted. If we approach him, he will attack any one of us as if we were of the Kurokumo Clan... including you. In his present state he´s unable to see reason. He´s not himself.“

„You can´t know that!“ She yelled into my face.

I looked right back into her angry eyes. „Wrong. I´m the only person who knows for certain without even opening that door… the same way I know what happened to you in the Library.“

„I don´t believe you.“ Aeng-du replied, though I could see the corner of her eye twitch.

„The people you´ve faced wore clothes and weapons of various Offices, Syndicates and Associations, did they not? And they used abilities you´ve not seen anyone use before? Ones that would to an untrained eye appear as potent as Singularities?“

With each question, Aeng-du´s expression darkened further. Her trembling hands have not left the doorknob even for a moment.

„Please, let us handle this matter. Your mentor would not want to see you hurt by his own hand!“

I know that mentor Bamboo-hatted Kim will do no such thing!“ She yelled in my face as she tore the door open… only to come face-to-face with the Distortion.

Notes:

Yes, my update schedule is a mess, I am aware. I am also stress writing because another interview is coming up. No biggie, hahaaa

I was originally going to split this intervallo into just two chapters, but then I looked at the length and went naaah I don´t wanna edit THAT much words per chapter - anyway, enjoy the chapter, sorry about the cliffhanger at the end, it´s the lesser evil compared to off-screening the fight or killing the buildup just before the combat section.

Chapter 32: Pains Of The Past

Summary:

Facing distorting Bamboo-hatted Kim was supposed to be a relatively straightforward task. Things get a little complicated when Alighiero unknowingly wedges themselves into that process.

Notes:

TRIGGER WARNINGS: attempted assault and homophobia, both depicted in a movie watched within the story, not the story itself. Implied homophobia when it comes to story character.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Cold blue light seeped from his eye through a thin crack in his slanted bamboo hat. Silent, Bamboo-hatted Kim stood in the middle of the room. The floor was covered in bodies, Kurokumo and Blade Lineage members alike. He stood completely still as his menacing aura filled the space we stepped into.

„Mentor. What is this?“ Aeng-du glanced around the room in horror. „I recognize these wounds. These are your techniques! You… how could you put your blade to our fellows!“

As expected, Aeng-du´s words failed to reach Bamboo-hatted Kim.

„Attempting to communicate seems futile.“ Outis said quietly to Dante who was already putting together a team. I leaned over their shoulder. Seeing the mix of poise and bleed identities, I was more than confident they would be able to handle the combat ahead.

Meanwhile, Aeng-du was getting dangerously close to her distorted mentor.

„Cease your beastly howls and talk to me, please! Say someth-“

„Oi! Don't get too close!“ Heathcliff called in vain. Bamboo-hatted Kim had unsheathed his blade in the blink of an eye, sensing a presence within his range.

„That stance! You're really going to kill-“

„G-get out of the way!“ Sinclair screamed as he hurled himself in Aeng-du´s direction. Kim´s blade fell upon them, sweeping through the spot where they stood.

„I surmise that Sinclair has entered the Distortion's range as well.“ Yi Sang pointed out. Lucky for everyone involved, Dante had finished their preparations and was ready to command the Sinners into battle.

„We have no choice but to suppress it.“ The Sinners tensed up at Dante´s command, sensing the changing atmosphere and raised their weapons.

Distorted mentor of the Blade Lineage attacked first, moving through the space like a hovering phantom, swift and almost completely silent, except for the movement of his robes. Attack after attack, clash after clash, seemingly never tiring, but not indestructible.

Aeng-du could only watch as the Sinners chipped away at him. Seeing that I didn´t have much else to do, I turned away from Dante to speak to her.

„You spoke true… but how have you known…“ Aeng-du lamented as her eyes we focused on her mentor, but then she turned to me. „Have you also received an invitation to that Library?“

I shook my head. „No, I have not. I just happen to know things that are hidden to most.“ I gestured to the Blade Lineage Mentor. „Bamboo-hatted Kim is running in circles inside of a maze of his own mind´s design… unless we can break through, he will hold onto the projection he believes is the reality. That´s about the simplest way I can put it.“

„So… Bamboo-hatted Kim… his mind… caused him to be… like this?“

„Yes and no… in this case it´s the black stele´s energy field that caused this incident. When the body is hurt, the wounds left untreated can get infected, causing a fever. In this case, it was his mind that was wounded… and then the monolith triggered the „infection“, bringing about this feverish state. His mind is trying to desperately protect itself, sparing no expense to fight off every threat – real or perceived. He can still be brought back to himself should his delusion be broken.“

„Haah. Hah.“ Bamboo-hatted Kim was brought to his knees, catching his breath as the Sinners defeated him. Something began to shimmer behind him, however.

„This is a dungeon - A Mirror Dungeon of the Fathoms.“ Faust said to Dante.

„This is just like the Dingdong's Bar & Fryers, huh?“

„It's 'Eunbong's', Gregor. 'Eunbong's'…“ Sinclair rubbed his forehead. I still held out. One day, Gregor would get it right. One day...

„He has already entered the dungeon.“ Meursault pointed to the vacant spot that was where Bamboo-hatted Kim was mere moments ago.

„Haah… so we've got to follow the bloke, eh?“

„Yeah… we were ordered to secure the Distortion as well. So…“ Dante shrugged at Heathcliff. „And that 'Monolith' has to be somewhere in there, too.“

„Let us follow, then.“ Aeng-du joined the envoy of the Sinners once again, more determined than before.

The place we stepped into resembled a courtyard with its manicured garden and tall stone walls surrounding a fairly large structure. Dead bodies laid all around, pierced by hundreds or even thousands of curved blades. The path led straight to the building flanked by two large braziers that held bright blue flames.

„This is…“ Aeng-du stopped, her eyes widening.

„This place has taken the likeness of S Corp…“ Yi Sang explained to the rest of us.

„Not just anywhere in S Corp.“ Aeng-du shook her head. „You call this place the 'fathoms of ego'? It appears that mentor Bamboo-hatted Kim's memories are… affecting this place.“

„Is there aught from his past that you are aware of?“ Yi Sang asked her carefully.

„No… nothing in detail. I don't believe I have the right to divulge a depiction of his past based on hearsay, either.“ Aeng-du shook her head, as did I, when Rodya and Don looked at me with almost pleading eyes. It wasn´t my story to tell.

Aeng-du continued in a morose tone. „When he appeared so suddenly at this building… I don't suppose he had much trouble cutting down the Kurokumo Clan henchmen. I am certain he was flanked by competent men and women. It would not have mattered how many henchmen they threw against the mentor; nothing short of a Kurokumo Clan officer could have given him any trouble. In fact, I surmise that he would have been able to cut down a hundred of their men on his own.“

Unbidden, she continued the story all the same. „But… Not all those who accompanied master Bamboo-hatted Kim were as powerful as he. His capabilities lie far beyond our own. His fellows must have fallen one by one before the endless onslaught of the Kurokumo Clan henchmen. I cannot help but imagine that the sight must have reminded him of a rather tragic event in his past - an unpleasant event that likely shook mentor Bamboo-hatted Kim to the core.“

„That alone fits numerous criteria that make it ripe for a manifestation of a Distortion. He was in a very receptive state to the Monolith's influences as well.“ Faust nodded.

„So that is how… the mentor became beholden to his blade. Like a fiend…“

As we neared the building ahead, we could see Bamboo-hatted Kim inside, kneeling on the floor, hand on his blade. He would look peaceful if it wasn´t for all the black flames and single burning blue eye that followed our every step. Behind him was a low table on which sat the black featureless monolith. I heard a faint thumping rhythm coming from that direction. It sounded strangely familiar.

„So that thing behind him is…“ Dante began the question that was promptly answered by Faust.

„Indeed, that is the Monolith. The artifact must have entered his fathoms of ego the moment it imbued Bamboo-hatted Kim with strength.“

„This manor must be… where the mentor's last protectee resided before we departed S Corp.“ Aeng-du said in a grave voice as she looked around the courtyard. „Ah… such massacre… Mentor, was this carnage the memory that has haunted your dreams and your waking hours for so long?“ She mumbled. „Yet… the deaths of our dear fellows…“ Tears began to well in Aeng-du's eyes, at which point I laid a hand on her shoulder. I wasn´t exactly used to comforting people, but that act alone seemed to lift part of the immense weight on her shoulders.

„…Ah.“ Dante´s hand raised to hold their head. Then, I heard a somber voice echo in my own.

For a fleeting moment, I once had this thing people call 'honor'.

Vile men, whose hearts are consumed by evil, oft approach virtuous officials to seek harm.

And I considered it an honorable deed to be a protector of the virtuous, to hew those that sought harm against them.

Yet, to be virtuous in a world of the vicious was to be prey to this merciless world.

And before such overwhelming might of the vicious, the irrevocably corrupt officials… my strength was inconsequential.

I had little choice but to leave S Corp. cradling my broken spirit alongside my fellows.

I have left my scarred honor behind at the land of my failure.

We became vagabonds. Lost, wandering, and weary; aimless drifters without a place to call their home.

Even their faith in my decision to leave began to crumble piece by piece. So did my faith in myself.

I began to… fall apart.

I have already failed once. What's there to say that I am not failing my dear fellows once again…?

The least I could do is to help them lead a stable life…

Yet that 'invitation' I received… only led them to their demise.

In the end… I failed my mission. I failed my honor. I failed my dear fellows.

„You can only fail once you stop caring enough to try again.“ I mumbled out, moreso for myself that for anyone else. I didn´t expect my words to reach his ears.

But my honor-“

It took me less than a second to decide what I wanted to do with the boon I´ve been granted.

„Do you throw away a blade after it´s been smeared with blood? Or do you put care in cleaning it and restore its edge with a grindstone when it is dulled?“ I called out, missing the fact that I stepped to the front of the group.

„Alighiero-“ I heard Dante say, but their words and my realization of the situation mattered little. The dice were cast.

My honor cannot be restored. I´ve-“

„Honor is not something you can lose unless you knowingly choose to throw it away, time after time when faced with the choice… so tell me, Bamboo-hatted Kim… have you abandoned the principles that drive you to care for your fellow men and women?“

The wind blew in my face – Kim whipped through air in a flash, more phantom than a person, stopping sharply just before me. For a moment, I thought that was it, that I fucked up horribly, but… the man standing before me was no less human than the rest of us. The fathoms have dissolved, leaving us standing in the room at the topmost floor of the building in T Corp´s Backstreets.

„Speak your name… so that I may thank you properly.“ When he spoke, his tone was even and bore none of the malice or violence.

Faintly, I heard Aeng-du gasp in relief. „Mentor!“

„Not even my coworkers know my real name.“ I met his single piercing eye. „Same as them, you may call me Alighiero.“

Before I knew it, the man was on his knees, head bowed to the floor. Aeng-du joined him shortly, leaving me with nothing but confusion. I looked to Faust for answers, but by all accounts, she was just as out of the loop as me.

„Alighiero, from this day onward, the Blade Lineage is in your debt. Our blades are yours.“

I blinked at them in silence, unsure of what to do or say. „Uh… thanks?“

Just as I said that, the radio Dante carried began to buzz again. „Hiya! Can you hear me? If you do, gimme a 'tick-tock'!“

„Tick-tock.“ Dante replied. Ishmael sighed and facepalmed next to them.

Perfect! We really don't have much time left. Since it looks like the Monolith's briefly stabilized, lemme teach you how to lock it down. Don't take too long, or that Distortion's gonna turn into an Abnormality! Follow my instructions to a T, and don't lag behind! It's all about precision and speed!“

„Yeah, about that… there isn´t one anymo-“

WHAT?!?!?! You were not supposed to kill it!“ A high-pitched voice screamed out of the walkie-talkie.

„Ehm! What Alighiero meant to communicate is that the distortion case was resolved… purely by chance. Please proceed with the Monolith containment instructions.“ Faust explained through the radio. Though her voice didn´t really change, her gaze was a little scary.

Oh wow! Just like the dete- Ehm. Right, the instructions…“ The voice then started giving Dante step by step instructions. Things seemed to be going reasonably well.

„She seems awfully cheerful for how, uh, dire the situation is…“ Ishmael commented. That was when a sudden tremor shook the entire building.

„What the-“ I managed to say before I was lying face first on the floor. Then, I saw it, glassy-smooth and shimmering in an unnaturally brilliant-blue through a thin crack in the wall, in a way so strangely reminiscent of Bamboo-hatted Kim´s eye. At the same time as I spotted it, however, the rhythmic thump that I heard in Kim´s fathoms grew louder, loud enough to make out that it was drumming. I wasn´t sure how, but somehow I knew it was a war drum. Its sound was so loud I could barely make out others´ voices. When I looked around and spotted Kim himself, I did not like what I saw. It was as if dark shadows were swallowing him, wrapping around his body like a tattered, black cloak.

Then, it hit me precisely why the rhythm of the drum sounded familiar. I fumbled through my coat until I pulled out my phone, tapping and swiping the screen until I found the song I was looking for. Faust was too far away from me, and even if she wasn´t, I wouldn´t be able to hear her thoughts on the matter.

„Save us, Hatsune Miku.“ I said as I pressed the play button and hoped for the best.

The synthesized intro filled the room. Although I could still hear the drums, that sound was pushed far into the background. Then the song started.

Ratsatsaa ja ripidabi dilla
Beritstan dillan dellan doo
A baribbattaa baribbariiba
Ribiribi distan dellan doo
Ja barillas dillan deia dooa
Daba daba daba daba daba duvja vuu
Baristal dillas dillan duu ba daga
Daiga daida duu duu deiga dou

Ratsatsaa ja ripidabi dilla
Beritstan dillan dellan doo
A baribbattaa baribbariiba
Ribiribi distan dellan doo
Ja barillas dillan deia dooa
Daba daba daba daba daba duvja vuu
Baristal dillas dillan duu ba daga
Daiga daida duu duu deiga dou

Yo!

„...Okay, this is odd, but whatever you are doing don´t stop. That nonsense music seems to be counteracting the Monolith´s energetic output. Now follow my instructions to contain it… no pressure, but another spike like the one that just caused that earthquake could topple the building you´re standing in! The voice said thought the walkie-talkie. Following it were the lengthy instructions aimed at Dante who was able to get to the Monolith and resume containing it.

I on the other hand watched the song´s progress bar with sweaty hands. It was not a long song at all.

Ratsatsaa ja ripidabi dilla
Beritstan dillan dellan doo
A baribbattaa baribbariiba
Ribiribi distan dellan doo
Ja barillas dillan deia dooa
Ja barillas dillan deia dooa
Ja barillas dillan
-rillas dillan
-rillas-rillas-ri-ri-ri-ri-ri

Ratsatsaa ja ripidabi dilla
Beritstan dillan dellan doo
A baribbattaa baribbariiba
Ribiribi distan dellan doo
Ja barillas dillan deia dooa
Daba daba daba daba daba duvja vuu
Baristal dillas dillan duu ba daga
Daiga daida duu duu deiga dou

Suddenly, there was no more drumming, leaving only the song. Good work! Detective, the levels are stabilizing!… Ah, I can't seem to stop calling you Detective, huh. Sorry, old habits die hard, y'know…“

Ratsatsaa ja ripidabi dilla
Beritstan dillan dellan doo
A baribbattaa baribbariiba
Ribiribi distan dellan doo
Ja barillas dillan deia dooa
Daba daba daba daba daba duvja vuu
Baristal dillas dillan duu ba daga
Daiga daida duu duu deiga dou

The song ended, and with it, the crushing anxiety. „Good work, bus dudes! LCA'll be there in a min, so just sit tight!“

„Huh? LCA? Not that rude After Team lady from earlier?“ Dante asked, not trying to hide the relief that we would not be hearing from Caiman. I could relate.

Well, anyways! Thanks for the assist, everyone! LCD Distortion Task Force Ezra, over and out!“

Hurried steps up rang up the stairs not five seconds later as everyone picked themselves up from the floor. Bamboo-hatted Kim´s eye flew about the room in a sweeping motion, stopping on the wide windows. We shared only a brief look after that, but the understanding was mutual. I nodded shortly.

„We must away, Aeng-du. This place has seen enough bloodshed.“ He suddenly said to his disciple. Heavy footsteps drew ever closer to where we stood.

„Yes, I understand.“ Aeng-du nodded. Before anyone could stop either of them, they leaped out through the window, breaking it in the process. Ryoshu whistled as she looked down through the massive hole. The two of them landed on a rooftop of a nearby building, quickly disappearing from our sight.

„P.E.O.N.I.E.S.“

„Yeah, I think we´re all impressed, Ryoshu, but… weren´t we supposed to detain them?“ Sinclair asked worriedly.

„One part of the mission was to secure the distortion. With the distortion resolved… there is not much point in pursuing them.“ Faust said calmly. „This was however… the most unexpected development.“

I rolled my eyes at Faust´s obvious emphasis on the word „unexpected“. „For the record, I didn´t see that coming either. Besides…“ I knelt down and pointed to the crack where I saw the sapphire glint. „...if the Company wants something to study in the meantime, I´ll be more than happy to hand over whatever this is.“

Back at the bus, the grumpiest father figure of the year awaited us.

„So, to summarize-“ Vergilius wiped sweaty bangs from his forehead. „You´ve accomplished half of the assigned mission… but the outcome has provided the Company with valuable information and a potentially dangerous object to make up for the unforeseen circumstances regarding the distortion.“

„When you put it like that it sounds worse than it probably is.“ I replied, only to be shut down by a single look. He must´ve immediately regretted it, because he didn´t press any further.

„Haaah… I suppose every dark cloud has a silver lining.“ He sighed. „Your accidental findings will most likely result in a much safer monolith collection protocol.“

„Undoubtedly.“ Faust said in a voice so cold it felt alien to Faust. „Now, for the details of greater importance: you´ve mentioned quite a personal account of the Library.“

„Yeah… when were you gonna tell us you´ve been to the Library of all places?“ Heathcliff grumbled. „Could´ve said something when Aeng-du mentioned it on the bus.“

I rubbed my temples to dispel the migraine that was forming. „I haven´t been to the Library, Heathcliff, its story was made into yet another game, second in the chronological order, with your stories making up the third. The first centered around Lobotomy Corporation, which was a resource management simulator made with a shoestring budget and a dream. I was going to bring it up during the Walpurgis night, but then this glowing red ball thing threw a wrench into my plans, and well… you know what happened after that.“ My words have effectively shut Heathcliff up, which I considered a small positive in the grand scale of things. „Besides, I haven´t even played the other two games myself, I just watched some recap videos so understand the story and jokes about „buttering eyes“ and whatnot.“ I breathed out the Sinners were looking a bit worried, all things considered.

„…and here I thought that Rodion getting angry when I ate the last piece of chicken last week was terrifying.“ Sinclair said in a small voice. That was when I realized precisely what was putting me on the edge. It wasn´t Vergilius´ or Faust´s judgement, nor Heathcliff´s jab or Sinclair´s worry.

It was Outis, sitting next to me, uncharacteristically silent.

„I suppose we can discuss this matter another time when the depth of your knowledge becomes relevant.“ Faust sighed. „Today has been taxing for everyone, after all.“

„Outis…“ I began, not a minute after Faust finished. „Anything to add?“

„No. Why should I have anything to say?“ She turned to me, tone slightly perturbed.

„Your silence. It just came up that there´s stuff I know about that I´ve intentionally concealed from everyone up till now. Any other day you´d be at my throat about it.“

„Hey, that is a good point.“ Ishmael leaned closer to Outis. „Every time something like this comes up, the first thing you think to say is that they are a traitor.“

The look on Outis´ face was telling. She had no words to defend herself it seemed, so she simply stared blankly ahead. After a while, however, she did speak.

„They´ve had more than enough opportunities by now and ignored them in full. If Alighiero was working with an opposing party, I´d say they are terrible at it.“

„I should hope so.“ I laughed, trying to relieve some of the tension. „I am a terrible liar.“

„Still worked on that bastard Ricardo, though.“ Ishmael laughed along. Meanwhile, the smile froze on my face as I remembered that day.

„´Tis true! Thou hast not yet regaled us with what thou hast done to stave off that man!“ Don Quixote butted in, eyes shining. I saw that no amount of wriggling was going to get me out of the situation since Dante was busy exchanging some manner of words with Vergilius in a hushed tone. Strangely enough, for a moment the latter had an odd look on his face, pensive and mind-numbingly sad. As I was looking their way, I answered Don Quixote´s question without much thought.

„Oh, uh… I danced.“

„What? You danced for the Big Brother of the Middle?“ Of all people, Ryoshu with smoldering cigarette dropping out of her mouth was the last person I thought would react to my words with a surprise… until my mind caught up to my mouth and ears and processed exactly what I just told everybody.

Seeing the pit I´ve dug for myself, I shrugged. Why not do a flip if the fall was already inevitable.

„Well, back home, it´s kind of my job to dance and entertain people for money. A self-centered prick who whines like a toddler over a ruined hairdo is... not really a rarity. Without the threat of murder, that´s basically every third patron on a Friday night. Unless there´s a bachelorette party, that is.“

„And that´s the kind of life you want to return to?“ Rodion asked, horror seeping into her words.

I sighed. „Rodion, you´ve spent most of your life in the Backstreets. Imagine, just for now, Backstreets where you don´t have to worry about abnormalities, distortions or sweepers. The kind of place where it´s more likely that you run into a person trying to get you to buy into a pyramid scheme than getting gutted in the back alley. Most people aren´t living on couple chicken bones from trash for the better part of the month. Sure, it´s no paradise, but it´s home... with all its familiar sights, smells and faces. That´s the life I want to return to.“

As the silence dropped down like a thick curtain, Vergilius sat in his place, turning to Charon. „Speaking of the familiar… let's go, Charon.“

She nodded shortly, patting Fawkes who then settled below my seat. „Been waiting for vroom-vroom time. Driving to the famous heights of T Corp.“

Looking at Heathcliff in the back I felt a kind of remorse. Even though I knew there wasn´t really anything that I could´ve done to ease his pain, I felt responsible for it. In an effort to get the feeling off my mind, my eyes trailed to the other side of the bus where Dante sat, tapping away into their PDA.

„Hey, Faust, what date is it today? Is it the fifth?“

„Yes, Dante, it´s 5th of November.“

„Oh, I haven´t missed it then.“ I perked up, confusing everyone.

„Prithee say, is it thy birthday today?“

I waved Don off as a smile made its way on my face. „No, it´s just a little yearly habit I have, watching a specific movie… it´s also the day I adopted Fawkes, so I suppose you could say it´s kind of his birthday.“

Gregor grinned. „Say, Manager bud, it´s been a long day. Why not let off a little steam and keep Alighiero´s little habit alive?“ Several nods of various heads later, I was pleasantly surprised to see everyone was on board. Then I looked to the front of the bus, which reeked quiet misery.

I got up and tapped Vergilius´ shoulder. „Come on old man, surely you can spare couple hours´ worth of respite from being all sad and mopey.“

„I am not interested. Besides, who else would stand guard in case of an emergen-“

„Charon and doggy got this, Verg. Road is very slow.“ Charon smiled, much to Vergilius´ annoyance.

„See? All good here. And if something does come up, Fawkes will raise Hell, trust me.“ I patted his large head. „He doesn´t like that movie much, anyway.“

One long, exasperated sigh later, Vergilius sat down among the Sinners as I set up V for Vendetta to play.

Remember, remember, the 5th of November, the gunpowder treason and plot
I know of no reason why the gunpowder treason should ever be forgot.
But what of the man? I know his name was Guy Fawkes... and I know in 1605, he attempted
to blow up the Houses of Parliament. But who was he really? What was he like?
We are told to remember the idea and not the man - because a man can fail: he can be caught,
he can be killed and forgotten… but 400 years later, an idea can still change the world.
I have witnessed firsthand the power of ideas... I've seen people kill in the name of them and die defending them. But you cannot kiss an idea… cannot touch it or hold it. Ideas do not bleed. They do not feel pain. They do not love… and it is not an idea that I miss.
It is a man.
A man that made me remember the 5th of November. A man that I will never forget.

„That´s a pretty grim start. So this Fuckee Guy tried to blow up a building?“ Gregor asked. „Seems a little cruel to name your dog after him.“

„You have yet to see Fawkes when he´s bored… trust me, the mayhem is very much alike. And yeah… Guy Fawkes is an actual piece of history, unlike the rest of the movie… though, you could argue that the movie serves as a catalogue of things that have happened in one way or another at some point… making it a warning that says: this could happen again.“

„Hmm. History does have a habit of repeating itself.“ Vergilius said slowly.

„Yeah…“ I tried not to think about just how his words would become a cruel reality in coming days. I really did.

It didn´t work.

Here was a country that had everything,
absolutely everything, and now, 20 years later, is what?
The world's biggest leper colony. Why?
Godlessness.
Let me say that again.
Godlessness.
It wasn't the war they started.
It wasn't the plague they created.
It was Judgment.

„What a dick.“ Heathcliff scoffed, only to be immediately shushed.

No one escapes their past. No one escapes Judgment.
You think he's not up there? You think he's not watching over this country?
How else can you explain it?
He tested us, but we came through. We did what we had to do: Islington. Enfield… I was there. I saw it all: Immigrants, Muslims, homosexuals, terrorists… Disease-ridden degenerates. They had to go.

Even though I listened to the same speech yearly, I never grew any less angry.

Strength through unity, unity through faith.
I am a God-fearing Englishman, and I'm goddamn proud of it!

Luckily, Evey came on screen, shutting down the repulsive speech.

That's quite enough of that, thank you very much.

„Oh, she´s pretty.“ Sinclair smiled as the movie continued. The smile promptly fell down when Evie was accosted by the men in the street.

Look, Willy, kitty's got claws.
She just threatened us.
That she did, that she did.
You know what that means, don't you?
It means that we exercise our own judicial discretion... And you get to swallow it.

You're Fingermen.

„Fingermen?“ Vergilius asked asked. „Like the City´s Syndicate?“

„No… those are the government´s hound dogs… I suppose you could compare them to taboo hunters… huh…now that I think about it the naming conventions for the departments are… similar to yours... The Head is still the Head, in any case.“

What do you think, lads?
Spare the rod, spoil the child.
Help me! Someone help!

„´Tis cannot be! What of the-“ Don Quixote cried, only to shut her mouth as V stepped into the picture.

The multiplying villainies of nature do swarm upon him.
Disdaining fortune, with his brandish'd steel… which smoked with bloody execution.

We are oft to blame in this… 'Tis too much proved. That with devotion's visage and pious action
we do sugar o'er the devil himself.

„Guys, I think that´s Yi Sang.“

„I am right here, Rodion.“

„Come on, can you blame me? He does talk a lot like you.“

I can assure you, I mean you no harm.
Who are you?
Who? Who is but the form following the function of what… and what I am is a man in a mask.
Oh, I can see that.
Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation. I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.

„Perhaps there is some similarity to my manner of speech.“ Yi Sang sighed with a small smile.

But on this most auspicious of nights permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet to suggest the character of this dramatis persona. Voil a ! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

The only verdict is vengeance, a vendetta… held as a votive not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.

Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

Evey looked at V as he finished, I couldn´t hold back a laugh, even before she spoke.

Are you, like, a crazy person?

And yet, she let V lead her on the rooftop, with a simple promise of music.

It is to Madame Justice that I dedicate this concerto in honor of the holiday she seems to have taken from these parts and in recognition of the imposter that stands in her stead.
Tell me, do you know what day it is, Evey?
November the 4th?
Not anymore.
Remember, remember, the 5th of November, the gunpowder treason and plot. I know of no reason why the gunpowder treason should ever be forgot.

As the Old Bayley exploded and V laughed like a maniac, the small space erupted into both cheer and horror.

„Truly a character… but I must say… I do not identify with this V anymore.“ Yi Sang shook his head disapprovingly. His words were not met with a rebuttal.

The movie continued, unfolding moment by moment the wretched world and the many horrors of V´s past and Norsefire´s misdeeds towards the country they ruled. I couldn´t tell much from the looks of the Sinners who grew gradually more silent, nor Vergilius who asked no more questions, seemingly captivated by the mystery despite his earlier prejudice. The speech seemed to reach him, as did the persona of V himself.

If I had left you there, right now you'd be in one of Creedy's interrogation cells. They'd imprison you, torture you, and, in all probability, kill you in the pursuit of finding me.
After what you did, I couldn't let that happen so I picked you up and carried you to the only place I knew you'd be safe: Here, to my home.

Don Quixote, just as enamored with V as she was with the idea of a vigilante fighting for justice gasped and grit her teeth every now and then. Outis watched silently, so still I could almost swear she has not blinked once.

Dante, whose expression was as mysterious as their identity, recoiled at the sight of gnarly burnt hands underneath V´s black, leather gloves, not unlike the ones they wore themselves. I felt sorry for them, almost wishing to see a path that spared them from the pain they endured daily. At the same time I knew there was no stopping the train to Hell.

Holy Christ! Jesus!
Good evening, Commander Prothero.
Oh, my God! How did you get in here?
Don't worry, I've made sure our reunion won't be disturbed by any pesky late-night phone calls,
commander.
Stop. Why do you keep calling me that?
That was your title, remember? When we first met, all those years ago. You wore a uniform in those days.
You. It is you.
The Ghost of Christmas Past.

Burning building, screaming… mention of Christmas… I was most surprised to see Sinclair handling it all as if Calw was just a bad dream all along.

Sometime along the movie´s runtime I forgot few, every other year insignificant, passages – made powerful by the context of people who experienced them through a haphazardly put-together setup in a crowded room. Evey and V were watching Count of Monte Cristo and the scene I forgot came up, striking like an arrow flying true.

You find your own tree.
You find your own tree.
Did you like it?
Yeah. But it made me feel sorry for Mercedes.
Why?
Because he cared more about revenge than he did about her.

I could hear Heathcliff make the smallest choking sound, so faint that I was half-convinced only Ryoshu heard it besides me and maybe Dante. Then, before I knew it, the scenes I thought would not ever haunt me again… did.

This whole thing started the night he blew up the Old Bailey. I was on my way here, and...
Yes. You see, we are both fugitives in our own way.
But...
Y ou're wondering why you were invited here to supper in the first place if my appetites were for less conventional fare. Unfortunately, a man in my position is expected to entertai n young and attractive ladies like yourself. Because in this world, if I were to invite who I desired I would undoubtedly find myself without a home, let alone a television show.

Gordon´s admission and knowledge of what scenes would follow immediately after caused me to dig my nails into the chair. Were I at home, I would not have spared my own legs the sharp, stinging grip to center myself… but I didn´t want to bother Dante any more than I already did. The peccatula scratches still stung.

I'm sorry.
Not as sorry as I am. The truth is, after so many years you begin to lose more than just your appetite. You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it.

„I wonder if that is my fate, too…“ I heard Dante say. The others have not reacted, so I figured they didn´t intend for anyone else to hear that. And yet, it seemed like I could... regardless of their wishes.
Maybe I was selfish to invite everyone to watch the movie so close and dear to me. Or maybe, I was instead too stupid and too naive…

November the 5th.
It started last night, around midnight. The first explosions tore open the entire medical section. All my work, gone. I was trying to understand how
i t could've happened when I saw him. The man from room 5. He looked at me. Not with eyes. There were no eyes. But I know he was looking at me... because I felt it.

...a step too far into vulnerability.

Just before the scene I knew for sure would cause me to crumble into tears, I excused myself to the toilet. Others haven´t thought much of it - why would they? I´ve already told them I´ve watched that very movie yearly, so the occasion was more for them than for me.

Even though I shut the door to the small bathroom across the hall, I could hear the movie without the slightest issue.

I know there's no way I can convince you this is not one of their tricks but I don't care. I am me.
My name is Valerie.
I don't think I'll live much longer, and I wanted to tell someone about my life. This is the only autobiography that I will ever write and, God, I'm writing it on toilet paper.

I was born in Nottingham in 1985. I don't remember much of those early years, but I do remember the rain. My grandmother owned a farm in Tottle Brook and she used to tell me that God was in the rain. I passed my 11 Plus and went to girls' grammar. It was at school that I met my first girlfriend. Her name was Sarah. It was her wrists. They were beautiful.

I thought we would love each other forever. I remember our teacher telling us that it was an adolescent phase that people outgrew. Sarah did.
I didn't.

In 2002, I fell in love with a girl named Christina. That year I came out to my parents. I couldn't have done it without Chris holding my hand. My father wouldn't look at me. He told me to go and never come back. My mother said nothing. But I'd only told them the truth.
Was that so selfish?
Our integrity sells for so little, but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us.
But within that inch we are free.

I'd always known what I wanted to do with my life and in 2015 I starred in my first film, The Salt Flats. It was the most important role of my life. Not because of my career but because that was how I met Ruth. The first time we kissed I knew I never wanted to kiss any other lips but hers again. We moved to a small flat in London together. She grew Scarlet Carsons for me in our window box and our place always smelt of roses. Those were the best years of my life.

But America's war grew worse and worse, and eventually came to London. The bill proposed by the Undersecretary for Defense, Adam Sutler to close the remaining tube stations
passed with... After that, there were no roses anymore.
Not for anyone.

I remember how the meaning of words began to change. How unfamiliar words like "collateral"
and "rendition" became frightening while things like "Norsefire" and the "Articles of Allegiance" became powerful. I remember how "different" became dangerous. I still don't understand it why they hate us so much.

They took Ruth while she was out buying food. I've never cried so hard in my life. It wasn't long till they came for me. It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place. But for three years, I had roses and apologized to no one.

I shall die here.
Every inch of me shall perish.
Every inch… but one.

An inch.

It is small, and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us.

I hope that, whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the world turns
and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you or kiss you... I love you.

With all my heart, I love you.
Valerie.

Even though I didn´t want to after all that, I had to return among the movie-watchers. Their tear struck faces spoke told me more than any mouth ever could.

I haven´t paid much attention to the movie after that. I let my body embody the most basic version of the friendly persona I could muster, even though I felt like someone just ripped my body into pieces and tore our my heart, still-beating.

It wasn´t the political messaging that made me watch the movie year after year. Not the hopeful end or the flashy action scenes… not even Fawkes.
For me, the movie was about integrity and roses. About being myself, day after day, unapologeticaly in the face of everyone who ever looked at me with disgust as I walked out of the club where I worked.

When the movie concluded and the Sinners dispersed into their rooms, I followed suit. When I closed the door of my room, I fully intended to curl on my bed with Fawkes who was already occupying the softest spot on the mattress. I took off my coat, only to see a small object fall out – a business card of sorts. The writing was brief and unfortunately not legible to me, but right below it was a string of numbers and, more importantly, a logo of the Blade Lineage. Though I didn´t know when exactly I came to possession of it, there was no doubt as to why I received it.

Then there came a knock on my door, so I quickly hid the card in my pocket before answering. I expected a few different faces… but Vergilius´ was not among them.

„Emergency?!“ I asked, immediately grabbing for my spear – which I dropped. I quickly picked it up to stand ready, but Vergilius shook his head.

„No… I simply… wanted to speak to you. I am aware that this… isn´t something you are used to, Alighiero. Neither am I.“

„Then why…“

„I wanted to thank you.“ His eyes were watery. The red in them was so faint I could swear that in the moment, his eyes were just as grey as his hair. „I… have forgotten how lonely I´ve become… since…“ His yes grew distant as he swallowed, looking somewhere past me and the bus´ walls. „...I suppose you already know what I mean.“

I nodded. For a moment I opened my mouth to say something about what was happening in the Wuthering Heights… but in the last moment I decided against it and looked to the floor.
„I know first hand that there is no worse thing than being alone, truly alone.“ I looked at Fawkes rolling in my blanket and smiled shortly. „...and you always look so lonely… even in that photo with children all around you, before… you know.“

Vergilius closed his eyes with a sigh. „You do not know how to… bring Garnet back, do you?“

„I´m sorry…“ I rubbed my arm absent-mindedly as I shook my head, at which point I heard Vergilius sigh again before he placed a small glass bottle into my hand. I looked at him with an unspoken question only to have it answered.

„Clean your scrapes and cuts. Infected wounds can be… troublesome.“

„Huh…“ I looked at the bottle than at Vergilius once again. „What a coincidence. I said something similar earlier.“

Vergilius laughed quietly. „I don´t believe in coincidences… not anymore.“ He walked away, leaving me standing there, dumbfounded.

Notes:

I guess you can chuck most of the length of this chapter to song/movie script inserts and canon and whatnot, but I am damn proud of it regardless. If not for length, then for the emotional knife-twisting.

As always, I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.

Chapter 33: Through The Fog

Summary:

On the way to the Wuthering Heights manor many things need to be confronted

but mostly Heathcliff´s hair

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

T Corp´s Nest was no less dreadful than its Backstreets, despite what a person would have thought. With the shrinking distance between us and the manor I found myself dreading our destination more and more.

„Well... Somehow, we made it through this Nest checkpoint without any trouble.“

„Ahem, ahem...! ´Tis nothing! Forsooth, such wild compliments are unnecessary, says I.“

If it wasn´t for Don´s neverending optimism, I would have felt a good deal worse.

„She´s grown so much…“ Rodion looked at Don Quixote with pride… although she´s been the very person who was teaching Don how to count cards in poker barely two hours ago - after which the cards were immediately confiscated. All things considered, everyone seemed awfully relaxed for having just entered a different Nest. Except for Heathcliff, that is.

„We’re headed to this place called ‘Wuthering Heights’ next, right?“ Dante asked innocently. In truth, everyone knew where we were headed and why. And everyone figured out by that point that it was Heathcliff´s turn and that, no matter the paths we took to get to the Golden Bough, there would be suffering.

Only I knew exactly the weight that would drop when the time came, though.

„Huh? Uh… yeah.“ Though Heathcliff´s eyes were staring at the moving scenery past the windows, his mind was affixed on something else. Something that lay beyond the building walls. Someone.

„´Wuthering´ Heights…That manor must’ve been built on one windy hill, huh?“ Ishmael asked, in an effort to detract from the heaviness that was just beginning to settle around the bus´ interior.

„Yeah. Bloody ´wuthering´, like its namesake... Not a single corner of that place gave any comfort…“ Heathcliff´s voice carried a dark tone. The other Sinners on the bus noticed it and soon began chatting him up. As if that was ever any help.

„A return to one´s homeland must bring forth quite the tangled mass of emotions.“

„Homeland? Well… I wasn´t born here, I was raised here… I suppose that could still count as a ´homeland´, in a way. But it doesn´t conjure in me the same feeling that a ´homeland´ is supposed to.“ Every word of Heathcliff´s answer to the seemingly innocuous question Yi Sang spoke into existence was soaked in bitter memories.

„...That is to say?“

„You´ve no idea how many times I imagined it, played it out in my head. Returning to that bloody manor, smashing every little thing in that place to bits until there is nothing left...“

„Just like that V guy did in the movie?“ Gregor asked. Heathcliff paused for a moment, thinking about it, before answering.

„Yeah… I reckon that wouldn´t be a halfway bad way of dealing with that place… but I don´t got anything to blow the place up with, so… the bat it is.“

„Okay, so you´ll smash everything to bits. Then what?“ Ishmael sighed at Heathcliff. „Did you really learn nothing from watching what I went through at the Lake?“

„...I did learn something.“ Heathcliff replied. „If I ever lose the plot and push myself to the brink of no return, I trust that one of you louts will pull me right out of it.“ He smiled shortly Ishmael´s way.

„Are you giving us permission to beat the sense back into you?“ She asked with a raised eyebrow.

Heathcliff shrugged. „Yeah. If that’s what it takes.“

„Interesting. How far are we allowed to go with bodily harm? Amputation? Nerve mutilation?“

Shuddering at Ryoshu´s suggestion, Sinclair quickly blurted out his own. „Maybe we can at least smack his head really hard?“

„All right, you cheeky bastards…“ Heathcliff rolled his eyes with a huff. „Seriously, this ain´t an invitation to use me as your emotional punching bag. I´m not in the mood to-“

„Still, I think your present self can do this, Heathcliff.“ Hong Lu softly said.

„Huh? What do you mean my ´present self´?“

„Heathcliff, your present self is… deprived. You're poor, and you don´t have anything left…“

Oh Hong Lu, if only you knew when to shut up.

„What? ´Poor´? Right, now you´re skipping past the pleasantries and going straight into personal insults, yeah? I´m-“ Heathcliff was reaching for his bat at that point. I sighed.

„I think what he was trying to say is that since you´ve reached rock bottom, you´ll fight that much harder for what you want. Which… I think applies to everyone on this bus.“

„Oh, ha ha… that´s exactly it. In a way, we´re all ´deprived´... and that can change a lot of things. Maybe there are things that we can understand only when we´re left with nothing.“ Hong Lu nodded. His words seemed to have calmed Heathcliff a bit more. At least no skull smashing or nerve mutilation was happening – which was a huge relief for me and for Dante who also looked relieved that the argument didn´t evolve into a brawl.

„Doth that poverty explain our current unsightly lack of colorfulness?“ Don Quixote looked mournfully at everything around her, then at herself. She sounded like she was about to cry. Everything turned a monochromatic range of sepia hues only Beige moms could love.

„I was wondering when we´d bring that up.“ Rodion chimed in. „Haah, maybe we´ll get our colors back soon… or so I thought, like ten hours ago… Hey, are we gonna be colorless forever? Are we gonna be stuck in this gloomy hue for the rest of our lives? Seriously, nothing looks tasty in this sepia hue… I´m starting to lose even my will to live…“ She ruminated. „Everything´s in that sickly brown hue! Guys, even meat looks downright rotten in this color!“

„That´s a bit of an overreaction, isn´t it?“ Gregor said, turning to her. „Fawkey doesn´t seem to mind at all and you know that spoiled pup won´t eat anything that´s beyond stale.“

Fawkes even barked in agreement.

„Oh, and what about those guys? They´ve got color in their clothes!“ Rodion pointed out toward the people outside the bus with a look of total bafflement.

„A sufficient amount of payment must be made in order to retrieve your colors. It must be emphasized that this question has been repeatedly answered on twentythree separate occasions.“ Faust rubbed her temples as she repeated what she´s said numerous times throughout the journey.

„Well, let me have a gander.“ Heathcliff sighed as he got up to have a look. „His coat, his trousers… Hah, That bloke´s not even that loaded. He´s only trying to come off as though he is. Real toffs spare no cash to get every single colour back, even to their trivial trinkets like the rims of their glasses.“ He rolled his eyes and went back to his seat.

„Did you also have to live without color when you lived here, Heathcliff?“ Hong Lu asked with much more tact than before.

„No. The manor had some color, yeah… though it was still far from vibrant.“ Heathcliff sighed. „That poor sod´s going to get himself jumped wanderin´ about with that look. That´s just enough color to invite the bandits, but not enough to keep ´em away.“

Heathcliff´s predictions came true soon enough; several thieves surrounded the guy who was trying to come off as rich and bashed him on the back of his head.

All for a single red hat.

„ Fie, a bunch of shameless villains they are!“ Don Quixote cried out. „Preying on a weak civilian like a pack of hyenas!“

It felt strange how content I was, sitting on the bus, watching that man get beat up over a hat.

„Are they... what you would call a ´gang´?“ Hong Lu asked.

„Tsk, the gangs of T Corp. have certainly seen better days. I wouldn´t even call ´em a gang… they´re just lowlives running out of ´time´. “ Heathcliff shook his head. „The last time I was here, scum like ´em couldn´t even dare to infest the streets so brazenly.“

„There are gangs that aren´t scummy?“ Dante asked.

„´Course! The gang I was in would never dogpile on some poor, unarmed bloke like that.“ Heathcliff snapped back.

„Charon wants to vroom-vroom. Can´t vroom-vroom with a roadblock.“ Said the designated bus driver and all-around sweetheart.

„Well, there isn´t much point in waiting for the situation to resolve itself.“ Vergilius finally spoke up after quietly listening in on the discussion for the last few minutes. „Take care of them before Don Quixote starts making a fuss about it.“

„Don Quixote Ooh! An enactment of justice! I thank thee!“ Don grabbed her lance and ran for the bus door. Fawkes lifted his head but hasn't otherwise made much of an effort to move.

„You´re really starting to get the hang of this, huh?“ Rodion smiled at Vergilius as she joined Don with the others. Her remark drew a grumble and a mean look out, but it was like a half-hearted bark Fawkes let out whenever an unfortunate suspicious-looking person approached the bus. The real bark and growl only came if the person in question refused didn´t keep their distance. Same could be said for Vergilius and his glowing red stare.

„It is not all that often that you choose to stay behind, Alighiero.“ Vergilius commented when I haven´t followed the others outside. „Is there something that needs discussing?“

I turned to him with a nod. „I figured that you don´t want your past brought up with others hanging about - so I let Faust know that I would talk to you while the rest deal with the roadblocks.“

My past?“ He looked at me with furrowed brows. „Why bring it up now?“

„I´ll be blunt about it - Wuthering Heights is a trap set specifically for Heathcliff, but the people who set it, as well as the technology they are using… are something both of you are already familiar with.“ I looked at Charon who loudly sucked on a lollipop while watching the commotion outside. Vergilius was eerily silent, I couldn´t hear a single breath or crack of a knuckle, not even the slightest slide of fabric against fabric as he shifted in his seat.

„It is useless to tell me this. I cannot intervene…“ He sighed at least, looking ahead.

„I know… and I´m telling you because I know that you did. Whether you will is, of course, another thing, but…“

Although he seemed to hesitate, Vergilius made no move to stop me, so I continued.

„…the simplest truth is that if you stay true to your contract, it´s unlikely we´ll see each other again. By that point, the contract may as well be a piece of toilet paper.“

„What would you have me do, then?“

I walked up to the front, next to Charon. The Sinners were talking to the man in the red hat. „There will be a horde of the undead in the basement. If you hold them back, that will give the rest of us enough of an opportunity to make it to the rooftop where the Golden Bough is located. It won´t be easy either way, but at least it will be possible.“

„A straightforward plan, all things considered.“ Vergilius sighed. „But I gather from your somber expression it hardly covers all your worries.“

„You´re right. But there´s nothing I can do… the result will be the same.“ I looked at Heathcliff standing outside. „Try not to be a dick to him, Vergilius. The path he´s on isn´t any more pleasant than your own.“ He looked almost happy, beating up the gang members that stood in our way. „The only difference if things go in the direction I am familiar with… is that Heathcliff gets to say goodbye.“

My back was turned towards Vergilius, so when he didn´t reply I had no choice but to face him to find out how he felt about my words. when I did, however, his gaze was fixed on the foggy streets outside. I couldn´t see anything there, but when a shape moved in the fog and Fawkes started to growl, there was no denial there was something in the fog.

Then, the fog lifted a bit, just enough for me to make out a vague shape of a human figure. At first I thought I imagined it, but if I had, Fawkes would not react to it.

Then, as soon as it appeared, it vanished back into the fog.

„Do you know what they are?“ Vergilius asked. „They´ve been following us closely ever since you´ve returned from the last mission.“

My mouth went dry. „I… guess there´s a possibility… there have been disappearances in the area... but I don´t remember anything like this being part of the story. Then again, it does fit it so… it could just be a detail that went unmentioned.“ I slid back to my seat as we waited for the Sinners to return. Bored, I scratched along the metal ring around my neck. It was still as uncomfortable as ever, but at least it wasn't triggering any more flashbacks.

„…mysterious case of missing persons in a street shrouded in thick, heavy fog...“ Sinclair shuddered as the group at last returned aboard the bus. „It´s... almost as if we´re in the middle of some scary urban legend. Not that I’m scared... Not at all. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha.“

„Don´t force yourself to laugh, Sinclair.“ Gregor patted his shoulder.

„I don´t like this at all… We´re this scared so soon after entering the nest?“ Rodya shivered. She wasn´t voicing just her own anxieties. Everyone seemed to be on edge.

That was when Dante cleared their throat… clock?

„Hey, Heathcliff. That invitation… can you read it out loud for us again?“

„Hmph… It´s just an invitation. There ain´t anything special about it.“ Heathcliff grumbled, but still produced a neatly folded piece of paper from his pocket before clearing his throat and reading it word for word.

My mind was still heavy with the image of the mysterious figure, so I only caught the tail end of the letter.

„…Please, honor this occasion with your presence… With great respect, Nelly.“ Heathcliff finished, folding the paper back up, only to be stopped by Rodion.

„And? And?“

„Bollocks…“ Heathcliff rubbed his forehead. „Y-you have to be here, Heath. I´ll be waiting. - Cathy.“

„Daaamn...“

„Oho!“

„Ugh... What are we, a party crowd at some dive bar?“ Ishmael interrupted the duo as they pestered poor Heathcliff.

„Oh, that wasn´t what we were going for...“ Rodion straightened in her seat, lips pressed tightly together.

„I knew that this would happen… I ain´t even mad.“ Heathcliff shifted in his seat. „Besides… all she said is that she´d be waiting. She never said she missed me or ´wanted´ to see me.“

„No, but it is just enough to make you wonder. Which is why the last line was added to the invitation.“ I closed my eyes to steady myself before I spoke again. „Because the whole thing is a trap.“

„O-kay, tad overdramatic, no?“ Gregor asked before pointing at the letter. „Just look at the way she wrote it. Here-“

„It´s a trap.“ I repeated with emphasis. „Spoiler alert: everyone in that manor hates you, Heathcliff… well, not everyone, there´s certainly one person who doesn´t hate your guts. But that´s it. One single person.“

„That... checks out.“ Heathcliff shrugged and looked to the floor.

„I did consider it… rather odd.“ Yi Sang suddenly asked.

„What, that someone actually wrote Heathcliff a love letter?“ Ishmael chuckled quietly. „I haven´t pegged you as someone capable of being this rude.“

„N-no, I had no intention of relaying such crass sentiments to... I-“

„Just kidding, Yi Sang. Just kidding.“ Ishmael raised her hands in defense. „I was actually thinking the same thing. Since we´re not looking for a Lobotomy Corp. branch of T Corp., since we´re heading to this ´Wuthering Heights´ manor instead... I suppose that that’s where we´ll find the Golden Bough.“

„That was precisely what I had intended to convey, Miss Ishmael.“ Yi Sang concluded.

„Thank you for bringing that up. I was starting to get tired of being the bringer of unpleasant news.“ Vergilius smiled shortly. „Hopefully, none of you are under the impression that we're headed to Wuthering Heights just because of some invitation Heathcliff received. Because if you are... you'll be sorely disappointed.“

From there, Faust took hold of the conversation. „There was a report from the LCCB that a Golden Bough has been observed. They narrowed its location down to somewhere within the Wuthering Heights manor... but there was a significant risk, on account of the manor's unique security system, that prevented the Before Team from conducting their on-site preliminary survey. The exact location of the Bough was thus not identified… however…“

„...you got me... Yay.“ I said with about as much enthusiasm as a children muster when told they have to finish the greens before the dessert. „Which is lucky, because there are two Boughs at the manor. One in the basement and another on the rooftop.“

„The basement?!“ Even more color drained from Sinclair´s face.

„Though I remain ignorant of the monetary value and the public perception of its worth... I do know that the Golden Bough is not an item so easily obtainable that it may be housed in a normal, private manor… let alone two of them.“ Yi Sang commented with a raised eyebrow. „If there was a Lobotomy Corp. branch underneath the manor it would certainly explain how-“

„I assure you, this isn´t anything like Calw.“ I quickly said. „Both of the Boughs were brought in from their previous locations in Lobcorp´s branches.“

„Right. Then... this ´Catherine´ person must be a major part of this operation.“ Ishmael mused. „To have not just one, but two Golden Boughs all to herself in that manor... and she’s gotta be one confident woman, too. Confident enough to believe that Heathcliff will come to the manor just to see her face, even if it wasn’t for the Golden Boughs.“

„Things are a bit more complicated than that, but yeah… I think she knows how Heathcliff feels about her… I mean, look at him…he´s pining enough for five relationships.“ I nodded to Heathcliff who was definitely not listening to a single word of that conversation.

„Oi, lemme know if you see a barbershop or a boutique nearby.“ He grumbled.

Ishmael stared at Heathcliff then shook her head as she sighed.

„This isn't a tour bus, Heathcliff. We will not make unnecessary stops like the ones you suggest.“ Vergilius replied.

„Right, I get it. Then why don’t you just leave me behind and go on ahead? I’ll catch up...“

„So Heathcliff… I’ve been watching the shops very closely…“ Hong Lu smiled at him. „…but I haven't noticed a single open shop. It might be because of the rumors from earlier, and the fog… Why don’t you just leave it to us? Rodya and I...“

After a short scuffle, Heathcliff managed to shake the two of them off, but I knew that Hong Lu and Rodion would not give up so easily. For a while, the ride grew quiet. The silence was not oppressive, however, it was comforting… which was precisely what I needed to shake off the anxiety that took hold of me when thinking about the figure in the fog.

„Have you been here by any chance, Yi Sang?“ Dante asked after a while.

„Though I have resided here for some time, most of my hours were spent earning a living and conducting my research when I could afford to do so. Thus I have not ventured freely the streets of T Corp.“

„I can’t imagine doing any research at a place like this… Can’t have been easy.“

Yi Sang shook his head shortly. „It is quite manageable once one grows accustomed to this monochromatic sight. The presence of variance in color itself is a concept alien to those who are born and raised in these lands. And I had shoulders of those that I could… lean on, even for a fleeting moment. It helps to have such support when acclimating to a place as foreign as this.“

„You can say that twice.“ I smiled briefly.

„Did you ever hear anything about what T Corp.’s Singularity is, Yi Sang?“ Ishmael asked. I much appreciated the continued diversion from the present.

„As all Singularities are, its true nature, its mechanisms, and function are all something of an enigma. Yet…“ Yi Sang paused, and carefully began to speak. „I am aware is that it has aught to do with time. Though I am unsure of its use... well, I suppose all this is but meaningless conjecture, and only Miss Faust among us must be aware of the answers… and perhaps Alighiero.“

The memories of years of dozing off in the Physics class were a stark contradiction to Yi Sang´ honest assumption, but I let him think that.

„Its singularity is one of the reasons T Corp. constantly drains colors from its inhabitants.“ Faust replied before I had a chance to say anything.

Rodion chimed in next. „What’s time got to do with… color?“

„If the control of time is so imperative to T Corp.'s operations... then they must also control the realm of ´light´. As light inherently has much to do with the spectrum of colors, these two subjects eventually overlap.“ Faust said softly. „That is as far as I could deduce regarding the concept of time that I am aware of. Yet, it must also be said that it takes time for me to reach Faust’s specific knowledge regarding T Corp.’s Singularity.“

Just as Dante was getting ready to ask something, however…

„Miss Faust, as we discuss the subject of time-“

Faust nodded. „Indeed. It would be safe for us to move on from the subject of T Corp. at this time.“

„Aw…“ Dante deflated, ticking slowly.

„Hm… It is pretty disappointing that even the sun loses its vibrancy here.“

Yi Sang nodded in agreement with Ishmael while I caught myself wondering if she longed to see the oranges of the sunset as a way to feel closer to Queequeg.

„Oft did I long to see the colors of the sky. Especially the sky that looms over a light shower of rain.“ He mused.

„Yeah. Things like the color of the sky... You long to see it only because you've seen its beauty already. If you were born here, never to escape its borders to the last of your days without ever seeing the blue sky... then I'd hardly call that death miserable. To do that… is nothing but sheltered arrogance.“

The atmosphere in the bus suddenly became incredibly frosty, if only for a brief moment before Rodion put on a smile once more.

„Oh! Hey, speaking of color, I got something to ask ya. Have you guys ever heard of the ´colors game´? Apparently, each type of personality has a corresponding color!“

The mention of the game pulled at the corners of my mouth. I recalled the times when I would play with other kids and ask much the same sort of questions. Favorite color, animal or any other arbitrary thing would be the sole quality by which kids judged each other. Not nationality, color of skin or languages we spoke. We were all of the same, innocent matter that was molded over the years into indistinguishable shapes with edges sharpened to hurt each other… gone were the days when I would be asked what my favorite color was. And gone were the days when I even had a favorite one to begin with.

„If Yi Sang enjoys the light blue color of the sky, then… Let’s see. You must be a thinker and a philosopher who prefers the calm and quiet.“ Rodion proudly announced.

„Ooh… How did you come to know that? That is quite the remarkable talent you have.“ Yi Sang responded, enamored with Rodion´s analysis.

„Hark, hark! I wish my favorite color to be rated as well! Forsooth, I quite fancy the color red! Nay, yellow! Nay, red! Nay-“

Don Quixote´s excitement was almost infectious enough to get me on board with their little game

„Now, wait your turn. Next in the order is… Faust.“

„I-“ Caught unawares, Faust froze in place, her eyes staring blankly ahead. I suppose everyone in the Faustcord had a very specific opinion on that one simple question.

„Wait up, wait up. I know exactly what you’re about to say. You were about to say, ´Faust does not hold much belief in such ideations-´ or something like that, right? Which is exactly what people who like the color white would say. I'm right, aren't I? Like, your hair’s white, too!“

„I will not comment further on this subject.“ She said at last.

The game continued, up until it was Heathcliff´s turn.

„Me? My favorite color? Tsk, what a stupid question. That's naff, lass.“ He rolled his eyes, but then, he suddenly stopped himself. „But I like... black. It’s the color you get when you dump an entire set of paint into a bucket, innit? And that’s exactly why I tolerate it. Keep throwing paint over paint over paint… and you get black. Simple.“ He muttered through gritted teeth.

„Hey, Alighiero, you´ve been pretty quiet. What´s your favorite color?“ Dante asked me shortly after.

„Oh, I don´t really have a favorite.“ I laughed, hoping they would just drop the question. However, even if Dante did, Rodion did not.

„Come on, don´t be shy.“ She pestered me. „Wait! Actually, don´t tell me yet. I think I can guess it… it´s red, isn´t it?“

„It´s grey.“

„Grey? That doesn´t sound anything like you. You´re not boring or dull…“ Rodya recoiled as if I suggested that grass was blue, not green.

„It´s not my favorite… but I like grey. It´s a color that´s got nothing to prove because it´s just something that lives between nothing and everything. That´s enough for me.“

„I don´t think I want to play this game anymore.“ Rodion rolled her eyes and deflated. The bus plunged into silence only occasionally pierced through by distant thunder. At least until Heathcliff started fretting about his appearance again as the manor came into view, just jutting from beyond the horizon.

„Mirror… I need a mirror. Anyone got a mirror? Come on, anyone?“

„What has gotten into you, Heathcliff…“ Yi Sang happened to be holding his mirror in hand, which Heathcliff started wrestling him for. „T-this mirror isn´t-“

Unsuccessfully.

A clap and flashing of the storm closed in on us, causing Fawkes to whine loudly.

„What a terrifying noise.“ Dante concurred. „Was the weather here always this awful?“

„It was always this… windy, yeah. Almost like a constant tempest.“ Heathcliff replied as he looked outside, releasing Yi Sang from his grip. „But this thunder and lightning... well, the weather at Wuthering Heights was always awful, thunder or not.“

„That really is one massive manor if it looks that big from this far away.“ Ishmael breathed out as more of the building appeared through the lashing rain.

„Charon can´t see well. Not sure if this is the right place. But we´re here. Lightning goes boom. Eyes go ow.“ Charon added her own piece as she stopped the bus, rubbing her eyes.

This manor looked as though it came straight out of a metal gothic-style album cover. I was half expecting to see a singer come out of it to drop a sick guitar solo.

„So are we just waiting for Vergilius to go ´off the bus´ again?“ Dante shifted their weight as they got up to their feet.

„When hasn’t that been the case, manager bud?“ Gregor sighed, stretching in his seat, not bothering to do much more.

„I mean, it´s not like we´re digging into a Lobotomy Corp. Branch or entering one of the Wings, right? It´s just a manor, so I don´t see what´s stopping him from coming with us.“ Ishmael whispered back.

„Now, off the bus. Charon and I-“

„-will wait outside until we're done with our mission?“ Rodion finished for Vergilius who stared at her blankly.

None of the Sinners were hiding their dissatisfaction with Vergilius. Some of them were even standing with their arms crossed. It looked like a start of a really nasty, one-sided brawl about to happen.

Which the Sinners would not win.

„By the looks on your faces… clearly, you all collectively have something to say.“

„I… of course not. Ahem. I... I would hardly ever dare to challenge thee.“ Don Quixote peeped with her head between her shoulders.

In all honesty, I couldn´t blame the Sinners for voicing their gripes. We´ve gone through a lot of things, survived various trials and tribulations that a Color Fixer like Vergilius could handle easily.

„Vergilius.“ Ishmael decided to step up as the representative of the group. „You introduced yourself to us as our ´guide´, didn’t you? So what kind of ´guide´ just tosses everyone at the start of the journey and goes off on their own with the bus driver? Where are you guys even going?“

Vergilius listened to her intently.

„I want to make it clear that I´m not being a hardass for no good reason.“ Ishmael continued. „I´m asking you, because I want to trust you. After all, we’re technically all in the same boat. We´re coworkers. I´d say the least you could do is to tell us where we´re headed… Alighiero shouldn´t be made to bear that responsibility when they weren´t meant to be part of this operation.“

I felt a warm flame spring in my chest. It was the first time I was acknowledged like that. For the first time since I signed the contract I felt truly seen.

Vergilius held his silence for a moment. His brows were not as furrowed as they usually were… which was the only indicator that he wasn´t offended by the words that were spoken.

„Just like you Sinners who joined this company via your individual contracts… I also signed a contract. With specific clauses and conditions I must abide by.“ He said slowly.

„Huh? The company made thee, a color most illustrious, sign a contract as well?“ Don Quixote asked, raising her head from the crook of her shoulders like a tortoise cautiously sticking its head out of the shell.

„Of course I did. Why would I be babysitting you children on this bus otherwise? I´m not one to work for free.“ Vergilius rolled his eyes, but I could see there was an angle of unusual softness to his gaze. „I don´t want to bother detailing each and every clause of my contract to you, nor should I, but Ishmael, I quite liked that you used the word ´trust´ in your speech. So I believe that you deserve at least a brief explanation.“

„I am not supposed to retrieve the Golden Boughs myself, nor am I allowed to provide you with any direct support. The contract stipulates that I must leave everything to the manager and the Sinners. Though Alighiero poses an unusual conundrum when considering those very rules… I´ve been assured that dwelling on it is pointless since danger to them is automatically danger to the manager as well.“ Vergilius finished, but smiled faintly.

„But… I can tell you is that… when I ask you Sinners to leave this bus for a mission… I suppose, in a way, I say it with a lighter heart than I used to. I am no longer concerned that, in my desire to fulfill the conditions for every clause in my contract, the manager might be irreversibly... hurt. I would be left with nothing if such a thing were to happen.“

„Did he just admit to trusting us more than he used to?“ Dante asked.

„Don´t make him repeat something like that.“ Rodya sighed, shaking her head teasingly. „Especially when someone went through the trouble of expressing their true, hidden feelings. Besides…“

„W-wait!“

Heathcliff had just realized the bus was no longer moving.

„I am NOT going in there like this.“ He said pointing to his crumpled clothes. „Nope, can´t do this. Oi, turn the bus around!“ Heathcliff yelled at Charon who only blinked at him calmly.

„Mephi doesn´t do U-turns.“

„Bollocks… I ain´t going back to the manor in these wrinkly rags!“

„Hey, you don´t look that bad…“ Dante tried to calm him down, but to no avail.

Carding through his messy hair, Heathcliff paced around, muttering to himself. „If I go back in these rags, those bastards will-“

„...Those ´bastards´? Who are they?“ Ishmael asked, checking the sharpness of her harpoon and mace.

„Bastards that´d always eye me up and down, trying to find a speck of dust, a single flaw, something to latch onto just to humiliate me…“

„Then gouge out their eyes.“ Ryoshu said with a sadistic glint in her red eyes.

„Oho, that would be quite the clever solution.“ Outis nodded with a devious smile.

„What are you even…“ Heathcliff turned our to face the two women who were busy plotting murder of our soon-to-be enemies. I smiled at Heathcliff´s clueless face.

„You´re one of us. Is it too great of a stretch to assume that we´ll stick up for you? I mean, turn around.“ I pointed at the two Sinners standing menacingly behind Heathcliff.

„Fuhu...“

„Huhu...“

„The hell is wrong with the pair of you? Quit gigglin´ like that!“ Heathcliff jumped as he realized that Rodion and Hong Lu stood behind him the whole time.

„Good thing we came prepared exactly for this occasion! I just couldn’t imagine Heath managing to pull off this makeover on his own.“ Rodion smiled warmly.

„Rodya and I did some shopping in the Backstreets before we entered the Nest.“ Hong Lu nodded before holding up a BIG basket of various things, half of which I had no idea what they were for. Which was saying a lot when most of my coworkers back home had enough beauty products to stock a medium-sized corner store.

„We were waiting to reveal these just in case there was anything more impressive in the Nest, but thanks to the disappointing lack of anything even remotely interesting… we’ll just make do with what we picked up earlier.“

The look of horror on Heathcliff´s face was apparent. „Wait a bloody second. When the two of you went off on your own… No. All you brought back was a whole basket of cookies, wasn´t it?“

„Those cookies were decoy cookies, Heath! Though some of ´em did end up as a part of my daily sustenance, of course… heh.“ Rodya giggled.

„While I couldn´t find the particular brands I used back home… these should be more than enough for a proper fashion makeover.“ Hong Lu concluded as he put his hand on Heathcliff´s shoulder.

Vergilius watched the whole exchange with a slightly sour expression. Or maybe he was trying not to laugh. It was really difficult to tell.

„Verg, c´mon. Can´t we keep things nice and happy for once, hmm? Let him wear something else other than his uniform. Just for today. Like, no one wants to meet their old flame while wearing their work clothes, right?“ Rodya pleaded.

„W-well, I doubt the guide´ll ever let anything like that sli-“

„Fine.“

„What!“ Heathcliff blinked at Vergilius like he´d just grown wings and a tail. „Seriously?! Guide!!!“

Vergilius rolled his eyes. „I would prefer it if we didn´t have to encourage another rogue incident with the Backdoor.“ He then walked away as Heathcliff was tugged toward the back into awaiting arms of his two Fairly Oddparents.

„Now, Heathcliff, close your eyes… relax… and let us take care of everything. Pretend you´re at the proverbial peach blossom spring.“ Hong Lu spoke in a soft voice.

„Wait, don´t touch my hair like-“ Heathcliff protested, but the moment Hong Lu started brushing through his locks Heathcliff shut up. „Woah… oi, you ain´t half bad…“

The speed with which Hong Lu and Rodion Makeover Pitstop worked would likely put the most skilled of the City to shame. At the end of their work, I could barely tell Heathcliff was Heathcliff.

I blamed the slicked hairdo.

„Ahem... Um… I think you might´ve overdone it with the hair.“ Heathcliff commented as he caught his reflection in Hong Lu´s mirror.

„Don´t touch it! Do you even have any idea how hard Hong Lu worked on that?“ Rodion chided him as he went to ruffle up his head a bit.

„Sir Heathcliff appeareth... a tad more merciful than usual. Mayhaps he shall accept my request should I implore him to purchase me a pint of ice-crrream…“ Don sighed with shining eyes. Sinclair, too didn´t spare a comment.

„And he no longer looks like he´s on the verge of punching me when I make the smallest noises!“

„Lad, please... please don´t bring up anything even remotely like that in front of Catherine…“ Heathcliff said, giving him a warning look.

„Well, I´ll be... Clothes really do make the man.“ Vergilius said as he lifted his eyes from the file he was holding. „Do let me know how this reunion goes; I’ll be looking forward to hearing that tale.“

„Ahm… s-sure.“ Heathcliff went to scratch the back of his head, only to have his hand slapped away by Rodion.

„So, Heathcliff?“ Dante approached him. „Why´d you leave Wuthering Heights? It´s where the love of your life lives, isn´t it?“ Heathcliff, who´d been busily moving about and preparing to leave the bus, suddenly comes to a halt.

„...I didn´t mind it. The thrashings, the starvings, the abuse, them treatin´ me like a servant, like I´m something beneath them…“ He shifted his weight from one foot to another. „I didn´t mind being treated like I´m nothing more than an afterthought, like I'm some impure trash to be discarded. But when I heard what… Catherine said… I realized that I no longer had any reason to remain in that manor.“

Dante nodded at his words. „I see…“

„Ooh, looks like Charon’s got something to say about your new fit!“ I heard Rodion clap excitedly.

„Mhm, Charon has something to say. Something big.“

„Great, awesome! Now, Charon! What do ya think?“

„Looks oily and greasy. Charon doesn´t like greasy.“ She said before returning to her seat. Heathcliff visibly shrunk in on himself.

„Oh… This… isn’t how I thought it’d go… ha ha…“ Rodion rubbed her arm as she basically tugged Heathcliff off the bus.

I patted his shoulder. „Don´t take her too seriously. Vergilius is a Color who rubs shoulders with all sorts of important people when not hanging at the bus. And you managed to impress him. Hold onto that.“

„Will it… will it work on… them?“

I thought of the Wuthering Heights residents for only a split second. „No… but you only care about the opinion of one specific person in that entire place, no?“

„Yeah… I suppose I do.“ Heathcliff smiled shortly.

I silently wished he didn´t.

Notes:

I don´t have much to add to the author´s note. Still unemployed. Still winning somehow.
Enjoy the fix, watch out for mystery characters, leave out cookies and milk just in case it´s Ezio

see ya next chapter

Chapter 34: X Marks The Grave

Summary:

Arriving at the Wuthering Heights manor, there are many peculiar sights. And rain. And hollering wind. And a roasted squirrel.
And that´s not even the worst of it.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The wind and rain wailed through the woods to whipped the grass below our feet. It made my skin crawl in many ways, both seen and unseen.

„Tsk… this is uncomfortable.“ Heathcliff seemed to relate. „Oi, is it normal for these clothes to squeeze harder with every step I take?“

Hong Lu smiled. „That is what it means to maintain an air of dignity. Once you get used to that feeling, you'll feel like you're missing something whenever you're dressed casually!“

I turned away from the two of them to look ahead, past the huge iron gate.

„So this must be the front… gate to your former place of abode, Heathcliff.“

„That´s one big front door.“ Dante concluded.

„It is known that, in certain regions of the City, the size of the front gate is an indicator of one´s social standing. The magnitude of this front gate indicates that… the owner of this home is very affluent.“

Meursault´s revelation stirred up a bit of a conversation.

„Heathcliff, you picked on Hong Lu for being a rich kid when you were raised at some huge mansion yourself?“ Ishmael sneered.

„Heh heh, I don´t mind it at all.“

„…I´m feeling a bit betrayed, actually.“ Rodion scoffed, but her heart wasn´t really in it.

„Keep your stupid comments to yourselves.“ Heathcliff barked back. Despite his outward appearance, he was still the same man underneath the fine clothes and smooth hair. „I wasn´t even remotely close to being rich. I was never once ´rich´ in this manor. I wasn't even allowed to be content. Not even for a moment.“

„And this manor. This manor never accepted me, not even for a-“

Thunder clapped as if to scream at Heathcliff.

„W-what the hell…“ He whispered.

„A lightning strike. It seems to have struck an area near the forest.“ Outis said, sharp eyes scanning the spaces between tree trunks for any would-be ambushers.

„That was so loud…“ Dante said as they held their head. It seemed that even despite their lack of most, if not all human characteristics to their face, they still felt pain in their mechanical head.

„It´s okay. I-I heard that it´s extremely rare for lightning to actually hit people.“ Sinclair quipped, in an effort to calm himself down, for the most part.

„Depends on the surroundings, really. Natural lightning wants to find the quickest path to the ground, so typical targets include tall buildings and trees. If you were running through an open area, like a field with no taller buildings nearby, you´d become the target instead, though.“ I pointed out. „That being said, this lightning isn´t natural.“

As if on cue, there were several forest critters fleeing, spooked by the thunder strike. One of them was a tiny little squirrel.

„Ooh! Behold, a tiny squirrel over yonder!“ Don excitedly pointed at it.

„Woah… such nature so close to home? I didn´t know you used to live at such an eco-friendly place. I suppose I wouldn´t have to go through the trouble of building a private zoo if I lived at a place like this!“

Nodding to Hong Lu´s comment, Outis further expanded on it. „To have a garden or a forest so near their home… Even if we were to ignore everything else, that alone indicates that its owner is someone of unimaginable affluence.“

„Hmm... Right! I remember that Sinclair´s home was in the middle of a forest, too.“ Rodion chimed into the conversation, leaving me dumbfounded.

„I guess that´s why the City feels so jarring.“ I mused.

Sinclair turned to me with a questioning look. „What do you mean?“

„There´s nothing really alive in the streets. No pigeons or scuttling rodents, not even insects. No matter the District, the City just feels so… dead.“ I shuddered. „But life does exist, in carefully manicured pockets that imitate how things should be. That alone makes me want to vomit.“

„Ooh, but what of this tiny forest friend, little Sir Squirrel who must have been quite the jolly companion for Sir Heathcliff her-“

With a strike of lightning, the small animal was reduced into a pile of black ash the moment it jumped beyond the manor´s gates.

„LITTLE SIR SQUIRRELLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!“

„That was… a weird lightning strike. Did it just curve midair?“ Gregor stepped away from the gate.

„Remember how Faust mentioned that the manor has a unique security system? Looks like it doesn´t care whether the intruder is a squirrel or a person.“ I glared at the dark spot of scorched grass where the squirrel once stood.

„Woah… Heathcliff, I had no idea you grew up at such a dangerous place. I´m impressed you even survived…“ Ishmael said quietly, only to be immediately refuted.

„No. Blimey… I've not seen anything like it.“

Pushing past the Sinners, Dante stepped next to Heathcliff. „Right, Heathcliff. Ready to knock on the front gate?“

„The front gate…“ He stared blankly at the front gate of the manor. „I´ve… not knocked on this gate in good many years. I once had to wait out here for hours because they all refused to let me in. Everyone… except Catherine. She snuck out of the manor to open it for me… walking through the heavy rain.“

Heathcliff took a deep breath before knocking on the front door. Hits against steel echoed through the metal, letting out a hollow sound.

Nothing.

„We can try climbing over the fence. I think we can clear that height as long as we're okay with breaking our ankles-“

„No.“

Heathcliff interrupted Ishmael. He was a whole bundle of anxiety even before he knocked on the front gate, but the perceived slight peeled back at his facade, showing more of the Heathcliff we all knew him as.

„I was invited to this manor! This invitation would be meaningless if I were to leap over the fence.“ He paused as he drew air into his lungs. „CATHERINE! I'M BACK! CATHERINE!“

„They´ve ignored you once. Continuing to shout won´t-“ I put my hand on Outis´ shoulder which shut her up perfectly.

„CATH-“

And then, the front gate began to creak open as though someone was answering Heathcliff´s pleas. Meanwhile, it started to rain and the environment began to smell. And when I mean smell, I do mean SMELL.

Like a wet dog. A wet dog whose paws were making soft wet thuds in the dirt.

„I remember explicitly telling you that you´ve got to stay. On the bus.“ I chastised Fawkes, but his sad puppy eyes won everyone over. Not even Heathcliff protested, which felt quite strange for someone who decidedly had a reason to not like dogs.

„I don´t mind. Just keep him on the leash. Cathy might have… some issues with the dog otherwise.“

„I do wonder why he even exited the bus. In this weather, it´s more his pace to hide from the thunder, not run out to meet it.“ I shook my head as i checked the iron chainlinks of the leash. They were a little dirty and heavily scratched up, but otherwise held true.

As we walked closer to the manor, the bubbling excitement of the Sinners from when we got off the bus had all but disappeared. Silent air of apprehension surrounded us as we took hesitant steps toward the main door of the manor.

„Cathy! Have you been well? No… Catherine, it has been a while, hasn´t it? No, this ain´t it either… Alighiero, little help?“

In the midst of this aura of uneasiness, only Heathcliff seemed to be preoccupied with his greeting, enough to ask me for advice. Luckily, before I could say that I was the last person he should be getting relationship advice from, future knowledge be damned, Sinclair spared me from the humiliation.

„Oh? Huh, these flowers…“ He pointed at the violet blooms bending in the sharp wind. „…they´ve got color!“

He was right. The manor´s garden was lightly littered with flowers; they were the only things that still held their color.

„I wonder what these flowers are called?“ Sinclair turned to me. Seeing not much reason not to, I obliged.

„Heather…“ I answered quietly. „They are some of the most resilient plants used to harsh weather of mountain cliffs. Which is fitting. This is hardly a place fit for roses.“

„Huh, I guess you can return the colors even to flowers if you cough up enough cash?“ Rodion quickly replied. She was not at all pleased, but given her background, I couldn´t really be mad at her.

„Indeed.“ Faust nodded.

„Then the proprietor of this manor must have held a particular love for these flowers. To return the colors to such transient things as flowers… or, perhaps, it may simply be that they are preposterously affluent.“ Yi Sang wondered out loud.

Heathcliff quietly gazed at the patches of violet flowers, as if considering something, but then he shook his head, as if to get the thought out of his head.

„You´re wrong. There was no particular love for these flowers. There was no room, no warmth in that heart to spare for mere flowers.“

I didn´t get to refute Heathcliff´s words before a woman came to view. She was holding a large, black umbrella and a lantern.

„My, oh my!!! Please, come this way!!!!“

Her concern looked almost genuine.

„What an awful weather, hmm? Well, T Corp. is… the Wuthering Heights manor is rarely ever sunny, but this is quite the storm!“

„Long…“ Heathcliff cleared his throat. „Long time no see, Nelly.“

„…My word, Heathcliff? Is that you? It really is you!“ Nelly´s eyes were focused on Heathcliff so intensely she forgot there were other people, too.

„Y-yeah…“

„You haven´t the slightest idea how worried I was since you left! Have you been eating well? You´ve not been bullied by a rough crowd, have you?“

The way Nelly fretted over Heathcliff despite knowing what else she invited into the manor sickened me to the core. At least when I was knowingly betraying Heathcliff´s trust, I wasn´t smiling at him like everything was sunshine and rainbows.

„Bullied by a what?“ I heard Dante ask, but I decided not to give Nelly any more information than she needed. Knowing who she was working for definitely helped lighten the load on my conscience.

„We´ve wanted to hear from you for so long!! Do come in now, come in!“

It was then, as she ushered Heathcliff inside that she even noticed there were in fact other people and not exactly in small numbers, either. It kind of made the warm expression on her face slip, if only for a tiniest moment.

„If I may be so bold as to presume… Would you be our dear Heathcliff´s friends?!“ Nelly asked as her eyes passed over each of us.

„Ahem…“

Fawkes provided Nelly with a clear answer in a form of a loud bark.

„Oh my! Don´t worry, I will dispatch of this mongrel at once.“ She immediately assumed a battle stance, but Heathcliff quickly moved to calm her down.

„It´s okay Nelly. This dog doesn´t bite.“ He told her quietly, which seemed to have worked to defuse the situation. „And maybe don´t call him a mongrel… Alighiero is a master at holding grudges... and so is the dog.“

I met eyes with Nelly. as I was the one who held Fawkes´ leash. I didn´t like the look in her eyes – sharp and calculating, just like Outis when she was trying to figure out the opponent´s weak spot. So I put on a kind smile.

„Nice to meet you – Nelly was it? We certainly are with Heathcliff, though maybe friends isn´t quite the right term. I didn´t mean to being Fawkes with me, but he turned out to be quite the escape artist so I didn´t have much choice… I hope it´s not an issue.“ I said warmly, stretching my hand in a handshake.

„Ah… no it´s not an issue, just make sure to keep hold of the leash.“ She replied with an equally insincere smile. „So, what exactly are you to Heathcliff?“

„Yeah, uh, well…“ Ishmael scratched the back of her head, not unlike Heathcliff when he was at loss for words.

„The answer to that question hinges on the range of affinity one would define as a delineation that separates friends from acquaintances.“ Meursault answered calmly.

„´Course we´re friends... precious friendship, forged in fire! Multiple fires, actually!“ Rodion rolled her eyes as she flipped her wet hair over her shoulder, slapping it across Outis´ face, since she was standing right behind Rodya.

„Your dear Heathcliff´s precious friends are about to freeze to their deaths in the rain, woman.“ Outis grumbled, to which Nelly immediately stepped aside to let us into the manor.

„My, what honorable guests I welcome to this place today! I must be all over the place to leave you all standing in the rain! Come in now, come in! It´s a tad warmer in here than it is outside.“

Like that, all of us were ushered in. Towels and rags were quickly used to sop up excess water and clean mud off of shoes and Fawkes´ paws. I was quite thankful that he hadn´t used his signature make-water-on-me-others´-problem.

The inside of the manor was lined with dim yellow light of lanterns which returned some of the saturation to colors. It was soon a fact noticed by the more perceptive Sinners.

„This manor… doth have color.“ Don announced in amazement.

„What´d I tell you? I could see color inside this manor. Well… it´s all bought by money, anyway. Believe it or not, there´s something about these lanterns hanging about the manor that brings back colors.“ Heathcliff reminded Don as we walked through the corridors after Nelly.

„Ah, the lanterns that return the objects´ original saturation. These are quite the expensive luxuries, are they not?“

„It still doesn´t bring all the colors back. Things still remain a tad gloomy.“ Heathcliff told Yi Sang before turning to Nelly. „So, where´s Cathy-“

„Heathcliff! Please, tell me of your life since you have left us, hmm? Where have you been staying? Have you been eating well? My, have you lost weight?“

Instead of answering his question head on, Nelly changed the topic entirely, confusing him. He still trusted her, though, so instead of pressing her about it, he just… turned the barrage of questions in his head.

„Huh? Uh… I…“

„I´m glad your delay wasn´t too substantial. We have all been waiting for your arrival.“

„We?“ He raised an eyebrow at Nelly cautiously, but she once again did her best to avoid answering him.

„Now let me get a better look at you. The refined dress clothes, the hair… My, you´ve certainly grown into a right proper gentleman, haven´t you? Quite the popular lad you are, with a posse of friends and all.“

„Well… Hm… D-did I?“

„But of course! I would not have recognized you from a distance.“

Nelly was talking so fast that Heathcliff wasn't spared even a second to get in a single word. And it was all deliberate. I could feel anger bubbling in my veins, sharp and burning hot.

„Nelly… was it? What is your precise relation to Heathcliff? As his precious friend, colleague, and comrade in arms, I cannot help but be curious as to how you two know each other.“ Outis, who was conspicuously scanning the interiors of the manor, suddenly asked Nelly the most transparently suspicious question that I´ve ever heard. I was glad that at least someone seemed to have taken my warning about the invitation being a trap seriously.

„Oh, I´m… let´s see… Heathcliff´s… hm, how should I put this? …Nanny, I suppose?“

„Nanny…? What, like… you wiped Heathcliff´s snot, changed his baby clothes, and… am I thinking of the right ´nanny´?“ Ishmael looked Nelly up and down as if trying to put together how she kept her young looks.

Heathcliff´s ears were turning red. „Oi, Nelly! Quit teasin´ me like that. You weren´t exactly my ´nanny´, and you know that.“ He then turned to Ishmael. „We´ve known each other since we were both young. And I did not treat her like a servant or follow her around like she was my nanny.“

Nelly laughed softly. „Fuhu. Mind you, I am now the Chief Butler of the house. You must see the other Butlers moving about like soldiers when I give a word!“

„…Well, you were the best at your job.“ Heathcliff replied with a small smile. The happy expression didn´t last, though. „Nelly, I´m… getting quite impatient. So I´ve got to ask…“

He sighed and quickly put on an aloof front instead. „So when´s the… banquet starting?“

Nelly´s face turned a little pale as she struggled with her words. „The banquet…“

However, before she could say anything worthwhile, voices carried from the room ahead.

„Oi! When´s that witless brigand coming? Is he even on his way?“

„You can´t just leave after gathering us all down here!“

„If I have to sit any second longer next to these mugs, I´m going to lose it!“

„Nelly, wait… I recognize that voice!“ Heathcliff snarled quietly. He was shaking, as if barely reigning his rage in.

„My, don´t rush! He just arrived, mind you!“ Nelly called down the hall. „Let´s join the others, Heathcliff. Like I said, we´ve all been waiting for your arrival.“ Nelly told him, tugging him forth by arm. As they did, I let the Sinners go past me until I found myself next to Dante near the very back of the group.

„This… doesn´t feel at all like a manor that´s about to throw a party…“ Rodion whispered.

„Yeah, you can´t really hide the rising sense of dread from places like these. Doesn´t matter how hard you try.“ Sinclair nodded and tightened the grip around his halberd. His gaze shifted around the dimly lit halls as if he expected monsters jumping from around the corner.

Meursault, too was on high alert. There was an odd sort of somber tiredness in his eyes. „This manor does not appear to have been a place where liveliness is an expected element. I see signs of rushed cleaning, conducted immediately before the guests arrived. Several cracks and areas in need of repair have been identified as well. Also-“

„I was scant expecting a raucous par-tay, yet… this is quite the depressing presentation…“ Don Quixote lamented, terribly disappointed by the lack of promised party.

In the large room two people sat by a dying flames of a large fireplace, surrounded by their respective lackeys – Syndicate-looking members in leather rabbit masks and butlers in proper suit-like attire.

The men in the armchairs looked pretty annoyed by the situation, but begrudgingly endured it all the same.

Between the two groups stood numerous people in striped, purple clothes.

„Fixers! I recognize their outfits! Forsooth, they must be Fixers from the O-Ou-Öufi Association!“ Don Quixote´s eyes shined with excitement immediately. Lack of party was promptly forgotten. „´Tis quite rare to even get a sighting of a single Öufi Fixer! They requireth quite the momentous occasion to even grace us with their presence!!!!!!“

„Shh, shh… We´ll have time to ask for autographs later. Later, all right?“ Dante chided her like an exasperated parent would a small child. Rightly so, as we´ve already become the center of the room´s occupants´ attention.

„By gum, that vagabond ´as returned. The bloody shame o´ Wuthering Heights...“

„…Same old Josephine, huh…“ Heathcliff rolled his eyes with a huff.

„Look at ´im, struttin´ about like he owns this place… If our Mistress were to witness this travesty…“

„Gosh, Josephine! That is quite enough!“ Nelly silenced her. „Don´t mind her, Heathcliff.“

Even after being scolded, however, she grumbled through her teeth. „This blessed land o´ Wuthering Heights, reduced to an asylum for vagrants and drifters… if the Mistress had been here to witness this tragic, deplorable state o´ affairs…“

„Ah, the witless brigand returns, and quite delayed at that! How dare you show your face-“ The dirtier-looking of the two seated men growled as he glared at Heathcliff.

„…Hindley, please. Exercise some restraint.“ The other one, who looked like he was just about to keel over and die, spoke. „Heathcliff. I hardly did expect your return. … You have yet to let Catherine go, still?“

All things considering, things were going about as well as they could have.

„…Hah. Right. I wasn´t exactly expecting a grand welcome upon my return. But I ain´t here to see your ugly mugs. It´s like you always said: my base nature´s just incapable of change.“ Heathcliff shoots back with just as much vitriol as the two men threw at him. He was obviously used to being treated like dirt under their shoes.

The man in a black suit turned away, as though it would degrade him to even entertain Heathcliff with an answer. Hindley, on the other hand…

„You unscrupulous shite! You bloody animal- No, a thing lesser than a savage beast!“

… jumped up from his seat, his face turning bright red from anger. His outburst, however, didn´t go unchallenged. Fawkes jumped too, barking and growling, rows of teeth set into his powerful jaw on full display. I barely managed to hold him back.

„Down, Fawkes!“ I sharply warned him. Although he listened and backed down to stand on alert, his eyes have not slid off Hindley. He didn´t stop growling at him either, though the sound grew a good bit quieter.

„By the looks of it, you´ve found yourself a band of vagrants and mongrels just like you, eh? Crawling back to see if there is something worth pilfering from this place?“

„Some audacity you have! My dog´s paws are cleaner than your hair!“ I growled right back. I didn´t regret the decision for even a moment.

„You lot! Beat their arse and teach ´em a lesson. Break a bone or two!“ Hindley spat out orders at the masked lackeys by his side.

„…No orders… from… boss…“

„Shut it! I´m your boss´ boss! I hired him and the rest of you! I don´t expect these boneheaded fools to give you much trouble anyway.“

I looked at Fawkes. He was snarling at the henchemen, ready to pounce at moment´s notice. As were the Sinners.

„Head… of bone? What on earth is that fellow speaking of?“ Yi Sang whispered to Ishmael.

„He´s just expressing his explicit desire to get his ass beat. Well, since he asked for it…“ She raised her harpoon, checking the sharpness once more with her finger. Ryoshu was similarly inclined judging by the glow in her scarlet eyes.

„Good. Now I´ll separate the bones from your flesh and personally introduce you to your own skull.“

Just before she got the chance to do so, a broad-shouldered, masked figure came into view. The man towered over the rest of them by good head and half, too.

„Oiiii, lads.“ His voice, although casual in tone was a powerful boom across the hall, immediately breaking the tension in the room. „I was gone just for a minute to get some water… what the hell happened 'ere? This is one big feckin' manor, eh? Would've been faster to go bucket a cup of water from the well meself.“

„Boss… we have… a guest…“ One of the lackeys informed him. I quickly tugged Fawkes closer to me. The less attention I drew to myself in the presence of that man, the better. Especially since Fawkes seemed more agitated by the second.

„So that´s their boss…“ Dante slowly said.

„Yes, Executive Manager. It is immediately obvious from the way he walks and from the way he carries himself that he is someone quite experienced in combat.“ Outis nodded. We shared a look. I hoped I conveyed through it enough for Outis to be extra cautious. Talking with so many ears around, especially Nelly, would be quite a disaster.

„Right on time. Your lackeys are… lacking. How could they let these group of no-name hooligans knock them on their arses? Go on. Show them the meaning of pain!“

With heavy step, the man confidently strode towards Heathcliff.

„Looks like I´ve got to give my men some proper demonstration.“

Then… gave him a playful smack on the back of his head.

„Oi, lad! Ain´t the first thing to do when crawlin´ back into yer neighborhood to give a quick ´ello! to yer dear old boss? Where´d ya leave yer manners?“

„Huh? Alighiero, I thought you said that all but one person in this manor held nothing but hatred for Heathcliff.“

„I did and it still applies. Don´t let your guard down.“ I whispered to Dante.

„You lot, wipe that stupefied look from yer faces and bow before ´im. C´mon, hurry up. Show some bloody respect.“ The masked man commanded his confused lackeys.

„W-what? No, it can´t be…“ Heathcliff´s look shifted from cautious and angry to quite the friendly disposition.

The masked man just walked into the middle of the fray, then put his arm around Heathcliff's shoulder.

„Boss? Matthew?“ Heathcliff huffed a smile into existence.

„Right on, you muppet! You´ve been gone for so long that people don´t even recognize the infamous Mad Coney!“

„Mad... Coney?“ Rodion leaned to me with an eyebrow raised. I shrugged.

„I don´t get it either.“ I mouthed back to her.

Hindley, seeing that his band of vagabonds-for-hire had turned out to be besties with his enemy was visibly ticked off. „Y-you´ve known that vagrant for long? Why haven´t you told me so?“

„Well, I hardly imagined you´d be interested in hearin´ about every little friend I made back when we were just another gang rollin´ in the sweaty, muddy streets.“ The masked man shrugged nonchalantly.

„Boss, why are you working with this blighter… Wait, no. But… That mask… those rabbit ears… Wait, you´re still with the Dead Rabbits?!“ Heathcliff asked, any and all caution lost to the wind.

„Yeah, we´ve uh, changed a tad, eh? Remember, lad? Back in the day, all we needed to crack some Addams Family ´eads was some tattered scarf ´round one arm and bottles of beer on tab. We even named one of them beers after you, didn´t we? The pub that used to sell that beer closed shop a few weeks ago. Ain´t got much business around with that dreadful rumor keepin´ everyone home nowadays.“

„What?! The Wolf´s Fall closed? Bloody hell…“

I loudly cleared my throat. Heathcliff turned around, not really embarrassed by the fact that he forgot he came with a group of his own.

„Oh… I suppose I´m leaving you all out the loop, eh? Well, allow me to introduce the gaffer. He was a boss of the old Syndicate I used to run with.“

„They all friends of yours, eh? Joined some posh proper company after running out on us outta nowhere, did you?“ The masked man asked, shaking his head at Heathcliff, as if in disappointment.

„Well… things just worked out that way.“

„Are all them lads and lasses your lackeys? Blimey, got a walking timepiece with you too… You daft bastard, you´ve certainly moved up in the world, eh?“

„Heheh…“ Heathcliff laughed, only slightly uncomfortably. He must´ve found the situation downright hilarious. I let him indulge. He would find out soon enough that the matter was not funny at all.

„Lackeys…“ Ishmael glared at Heathcliff with a look that could kill… but she decided to hold her silence and merely shook her head in disbelief. She probably decided that it wasn´t worth the trouble.

„So what´s up with the masks, boss?“ Heathcliff at last asked a question that wasn´t just idle chit-chat.

„What, is it odd? Trends change with time, lad! The time for scarves with rabbit embroidery is long past!“

„Uh, is that so? It looks a bit…“ Heathcliff tried to tell his former „boss“ that the masks were creepy, no doubt. But of course, he wouldn´t listen at all.

„´Course not! Who do you think we are? We the Dead Rabbits ain´t a bookish rabble that follows the coattails of some naff trend. You´ve… really not once returned to this place since you left, have you?“

„No. When I left this manor… and eventually, the Dead Rabbits… I made a promise to myself that I´d not return. Not even a step closer to this place until I´ve made something of myself. Not until I can return as a successful man.“ Heathcliff´s gaze darkened.

„Well, you´ve always hated this place. Even when you were one of us.“ There was a sudden shift to the man´s voice from behind the mask, as if the very sound gained mass. Then, as quickly as it came, it vanished entirely.
„I´ve got news for ya, Heathcliff. We´re no longer the same lowly Backstreets gang yer familiar with. I ´spose we´ve also ´moved up in the world´. Someone from the Ring who´d been keeping their eyes on us plucked us right off the streets and into their fold. We´re bigger now; we´re one of the up-and-coming Syndicates.“

„T-the Ring? One of the Fingers?“ Rodion quietly gasped.

„…Must be the Fauvists of the Ring, then. They´re the only ones who´d outfit their underlings with these cheap, tacky animal masks.“ Ryoshu grumbled. Her red eyes passed over the whole congregation, not just the Rabbits, but the Öuffi and the butlers, too. The hand she rested on the hilt of her sword moved to loosely grip it.

„Then you´re…“

„Yeah, ya little shite. I´m the top boss of the Dead Rabbits now.“ The masked man boasted loudly.

„Boss… Remember what you always used to say when we´ve each filled up with more than three bottles of beer?“

„What we drank were some lousy beer made from halfway rotten wheat, Heathcliff. All that I remembered come the next morn was a poundin´ headache and the light feeling of our emptied pockets.“ The man laughed loudly.

„You used to tell me that it hurt like hell every time one of your own men came back to us hurt. Even the recruits. Like they hurt not just any underling, but an extension of you.“

Heathcliff´s words did make an impact from what little I could see in Dante´s posture. They were of the thoughtful sort, at times weighing more on their own thoughts than the situation in front of us. I lightly nudged them.

The look we shared didn´t need further explanation.

„I knew you´d make it big one day, boss.“ Heathcliff smiled at the masked man.

„Well, I ´spose drunk me knew how to wax poetic.“ The masked man snorted.

„I knew it was you, Matthew. The mask threw me off for a moment, boss.“

Heathcliff had not for a moment realized that the man he was talking to wasn´t Matthew. Then again, the „Matthew“ had enough time to perfect the impression.

„What a sorry sight this is. I sincerely apologize to you two sweethearts for crashing your tearful reunion… But the point is, while you were wandering the streets, wasting away the best years of your life on the road… Matt´s made something of himself. Which is why I hired him as my bodyguard. You hear me? Not like you and your merry band of no-name, second-rate hooligans!“ Hindley jeered our way. I pre-emptively tugged growling Fawkes to my heel. I had my own biting words to say to Hindley, but Dante´s hand on my shoulder reminded me that I wasn´t putting just my own life on the line.

„Hindley. You seem to be sorely mistaken. This isn´t the same winter you thrashed me, treated me like an indentured servant, and abused me like a hound. I won´t deny that I spent many days and nights imagining tearing that foul tongue from your gob. But…“

Heathcliff glanced briefly in our direction.

„Even a poor sod like myself found a place to belong. Went on adventures to places you couldn´t even imagine. Learned a thing or two from ´em. So I just… feel bad for you, mate.“

What?

The pride I felt from Heathcliff finding his backbone in more than smashing problems with his bat was quite sizeable.

„Because you really haven´t changed one bit. Besides… The hell is that rag you´re wearing? You look more like a drifting vagabond than I do.“

Well… safe to say, the shots were fired. How many? All of them.

„What? WHAT? Y-you insolent fool!“

I sighed to myself, silently wishing I had a bucket of popcorn with me.

„That man´s been saying some pretty nasty stuff about us… But he doesn´t even look like someone that´s worth arguing with…“ Ishmael rolled her eyes at the two men throwing insults around like it was cheap ammunition.

„Haah… mate, did you even check yourself in the mirror in the last week? I can´t bear to look at you so down in the dumps, Hindley.“

„You… you fucking bastard!“

Stepping inbetween them and breaking up the smackdown of the century was the masked „Matthew“.

„Now, now. Mister Hindley, why don´t ye seat yerself on this sofa and calm down? Be more considerate of our boys standin´ in that corner, watching the whole thing go down, huh? They don´t even get these comfy-looking leather sofas.“

Hindley grumbled for a moment before slumping down on a sofa. And even that simple action was stumbling and pathetic.
Heathcliff 5, Hindley: negative 100.

„I see what happened. He let the alcohol consume him, and not the other way around. Fell into a big, nasty barrel with no way out.“ Gregor mumbled about Hindley in what sounded distinctly like pity. Ishmael was nodding along.

„I´ve seen the same look on some sailors. Failing to pull themselves out of that habit… would lead them straight into the merciless maws of the Lake. Not even a trace of them would be left.“

„Well, this man´s still my client. Mister Hindley hired me for some job, which is why I´m here at Wuthering Heights.“ The masked man concluded.

„Job? Catherine´s hosting this banquet, ain´t she? What kind of job could possibly need the Dead Rabbits´ help here?“

„…What?“ Linton sucked in air, stiffening in apprehension.

„Hah. A banquet? Well, I suppose there is one thing that hasn't changed with time. It´s that witless, useless idiot brain of yours, you absolute dullard.“ Hindley grinned. There was a dark glint in his eyes, as if he finally found a stick to beat a dog with.

„Hindley! Please, cease this at once. I implore you. I do not wish to see my manor sullied by such… foul obscenities.“

„This is not your home, Linton. It´s mine. It´s my manor! You´re the one who sullied this noble Wuthering Heights, MY birthright bestowed upon me by my father, by taking it from me by the means of trickery! Was your own family manor too small for you, Linton Edgar? Your oh-so-noble Edgar Family?“

Linton looked positively pale. Possibly in anger, but it was very difficult to tell since he looked like he was on the verge of death. „The time for whining, crying, and throwing a tantrum to get what you want is… long past.“

„Bold words for some milksop who´s about to choke himself to death on air!“

There was one thing I could respect about Hindley. He was great at insults.

„Please maintain your distance, Mister Hindley.“ Edgar Family butler stepped between Hindley and Linton Edgar, hands up, ready to strike.

„I´ve seen mongrels more loyal than you lot! I was your master only a few years ago! Have you cast aside your memories as well when you did your loyalty?“ Hindley growled, not looking very different from a ´mongrel´ himself.

„Cease this at once, Master Hindley. The Butlers have all left Hindley Earnshaw behind, as you are very well aware yourself. And you too, Butlers. We do not want to make further trouble here, hmm?“ Nelly commanded, standing tall and proud.

„Understood, Chief Butler Nelly.“ The butlers bowed their heads and returned to their positions beside Linton.

After a brief silence, Heathcliff finally brought up the question he´d been stewing for so long. „Nelly, where is Catherine? You must know, Nelly, that Catherine never did like these commotions. So many guests making so much noise in her home… she won´t be pleased.“

„…I suppose she never did.“ Nelly said in an empty, small voice.

„I´ve been… keeping my volume in check because I didn´t want to offend her. But it´s getting harder and harder to keep it down.“

There was a look of unfathomable, immeasurable grief on both Linton and Nelly. Hindley was absentmindedly mumbling some insult to the ceiling… and Heathcliff probably sensed from this ineffably dark and ominous silence that something was terribly wrong.

The silence that settled around the room was all too familiar. Even Fawkes had enough awareness to stop growling and instead letting out a couple whines when I didn´t let him walk up to Heathcliff.

„Where is Catherine? What's with this dour look on everyone?“ Heathcliff looked around. The realization had been clear enough, he just couldn´t believe it. Wouldn´t believe it.

„I´m terribly sorry, Heathcliff. I…“ Nelly tried to calm him, but her words fell on deaf ears, as did her hands as he tore them off his arm.

„Why… why are you sorry? What the hell are you sorry about?!“

I looked to the floor. I wanted to run out of the room and out of the manor. Then never stop running until the entire City was far, far away, nothing but a faint memory. Knowing what I was walking into did not make me feel any better. Still, I endured every second of it. I had to.

It was the least punishment I deserved for letting Heathcliff down the very same day.

„Heathcliff. I may have a correct assumption as to what this silence indicates. So I have no other choice but to tell you, as it is common courtesy to do so, that I am very sorry to hear that.“ I heard Meursault say. The same tiredness hung in his voice.

„What the fu- aagh! Can´t you talk normally for once?!“

„I hardly know how to tell you this, but… Miss Catherine… isn´t here anymore.“ Nelly said in the same, small voice as before.

„What do you mean she´s not?“

Linton coughed, then replied in a hollow voice. „Catherine, she´s… dead.“

Notes:

Finally getting to the juicy bits of the canto. It´s been so long. It´s time to really get into it.

Chapter 35: Under The Surface

Summary:

When the Catherine´s death is main topic of the conversation, a lot of voices get involved. Alighiero, too can´t resist the pull, but once they start talking, things get a little heated and more than a little out of hand. Dante is left hoping (and coping) they won´t do it again

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When Linton looked up at Heathcliff, his eyes were bloodshot. „As you said earlier… none of us are here to see each other´s ´ugly mugs´. What other reason could we possibly have to reconvene like this?“

„That… can´t be real. What kind of insane-“

„Now.“ The fixers of the „Öufi Association“ who were silent throughout the entire commotion, suddenly spoke up. „The promised hour is come. Mister Hindley Earnshaw, a blood-relative of the deceased. Mister Linton Edgar, the spouse of the deceased. And Mister Heathcliff, an individual mentioned by name in the will.“

„Now that the three relevant parties are all present, we, as the executors of the deceased´s will, may begin the ceremony. The first order of business will be the execution of Miss Catherine´s will. Thus commences this solemn occasion of Miss Catherine´s funeral rites. As per the deceased´s wishes, the will shall be read out aloud here, at Miss Catherine´s manor, in attendance of all those present. Then-“

„No.“ Heathcliff trembled snarling like a dog. „You… stop. Shut up for a second. Whose funeral rites? And… what… what was that about her ´spouse´?“

Linton rose from his seat for the first time since we arrived. „After you abandoned this place with nary a word to her… Catherine immediately turned to me.“ He said so with a smile on his face. It was clear he delighted in Heathcliff´s mounting misery. „Then we married. Every waking hour we spent together were filled with happiness and joy. We were happy to the very last day, to her very last breath…“

„Shut your stupid gob. The moment I set my foot in this manor… I heard her voice. I felt her presence. So what the bloody hell are you even talking about?! This has to be some ploy. These fucking bastards, they must´ve… This… This can´t…“ Heathcliff paused for a moment, struggling to find the words.

„…This can´t be how it ends.“

His voice was soft, but that softness didn´t last.

„I won´t believe a single shite coming out of your mouths until I see her body with my own eyes! Where is she?! Bring her here, now!“

„What a repulsive sight. The least you could have done was to show some proper respect for the dead, but I suppose even the bare minimum was too much to expect from someone like-“ Linton coughed again. Which was when I thrust the chain leash into Dante´s hand and stepped forth, next to Heathcliff. Each step was a penance for what would come later.

„You can hardly blame him! The invitation Heathcliff received contained not even the slightest clue that Catherine has passed – or that he was attending a funeral, for that matter. On the contrary, there was specifically a passage from Catherine herself, stating that she would be waiting for Heathcliff. If anyone here is disrespectful, it´s you.

Though the string was there, easy to grab and pull on, I didn´t particularly want to spring the trap just yet. But once I started, I couldn´t stop talking, as if something, some higher power pulled the words out of my mouth. They were my words, but much like open floodgates, I could no longer stop the current.

„But of course, that could just be a bit of miscommunication, since it wasn´t you who wrote the invitation. However, reading of the will of the deceased before the funeral? Before all of the parties received a proper time to acknowledge, let alone process the grief? All points to you, Edgar Linton, manufacturing this situation to manipulate the present parties to cause a violent altercation that would, in the most favorable circumstances, leave you as the sole living beneficiary.“

„Blimey! I had a passing feeling that the whole thing reeked of your stink, Linton, and this all but confirms my suspicions!“ Hindley suddenly rose from his seat, pointing at Linton. „You´re nothing but a scheming rat trying to rob me in broad daylight!“

„That is preposterous!“ Linton glared from the leather sofa he sat on. He coughed couple more times as the butlers surrounded him in a protective formation.

„Is it? You´ve just said you hate the other two men present and that you were Catherine´s husband, ergo you stand to gain most out of all of them.“ I turned to Linton once more. „And, with the will read before the funeral, Catherine wouldn´t even need to be dead. You could just as easily have her locked up in the attic until the matter is over. And with your failing health and no children to speak of, it´s obvious that petty revenge is the only entertainment you have left...“

„Warning. Should this interruption to the will-reading continue, we may have to resort to use of force to ensure the full execution of this will.“ The so-called Öufi director spoke. Knowing they weren´t from the Association definitely made me more cocky.

„With the death of the allegedly deceased person called into question, it would make continuation of this matter unlawful or even fraudulent if it turned out that Lady Catherine was indeed still alive at this moment. I trust you wouldn´t sully the good name of your Association with such possibility.“

After a brief pause, the director cleared their throat and spoke again. „We will allow for a ten-minute recess for the things to calm down, then we will proceed as planned.“

Though my words seemingly had no impact, I was satisfied. If nothing else, Hindley and Linton glared at each other with much more wrath than before. Should the two of them fight, it would thin out the number of enemies we would have to face. That alone was a reasonably positive situation all things considered.

„That was quite heavy-handed… and reckless.“ Dante reprimanded me with crossed arms. „I´m disappointed, Alighiero.“

„Yeah, yeah, I hear you. I´ll take on the cleaning duties for as long as you deem fit, but I am not least bit sorry for speaking up.“ I glared at them with my own arms crossed. I didn´t understand what made me cause such a scene – my only intention was to reign Heathcliff in a bit, which I did accomplish, but the rest... the accusations… it was as if I was guided by someone or something else.

As much as I wanted to bring it up, though, Nelly was too close for comfort. Looking around, I caught Heathcliff looked at me in confusion. Then, he turned away, silent as a graveyard.

„Um, excuse me, Lady Nelly?“ Sinclair spoke up.

„Lady Nelly?! No need for such honorifics! Please, just call me Nelly.“ She replied with a sweet smile.

„The contractors that Mister… Linton Edgar brought… they once worked at this manor, right?“

She nodded. „Yes, indeed. Some Butlers from the Earnshaws, like myself, followed Miss Catherine to Master Linton´s. Of course, most of Master Linton´s Butlers are from his own Edgar Family.“

„So… if he gives the order to… attack us, Lady Nelly, would…“

„Oh, pish posh! Ridiculous!“ She quickly said, brushing him off. „I was a Butler in direct service of Miss Catherine. Young Master Linton could plead and beg all he wants, but I won't always be taking his side.“

„So, uh… what exactly are the Butlers?“ Gregor asked as he looked at the Edgar family butlers around Linton.

„Butlers? Forsooth, I am quite well-acquainted with this matter! They are-“

„House dogs on tight leash, groveling before their masters.“ Ryoshu finished for Don. At the same time, Hong Lu spoke up as well.

„The most trustworthy and loyal people I´ve ever known, I´d say.“

„-Fixers bound to families!“ Don Quixote finished, a bit perturbed that she was interrupted by Hong Lu as well.

„…Nice. Gotcha. Some great help you fellas are.“ Gregor rolled his eyes.

„Well, I´m glad that I´m not the only one out of the loop for once.“ Dante concluded. Their shoulders relaxed slightly, which I was glad to see.

„At least some of you know who we Butlers are. It is a rather rare occupation, so not many people even know that we exist.“ Nelly´s eyes slid past me, but for just a moment longer than was typical, they lingered, sharp and piercing. „I suppose the same could be said about temporary hires. They are even more uncommon than butlers, I´d say. If it wasn´t for the special marking on your identification card, I would have assumed you were a detective from the Seven Association, especially after such a display.“

I smiled kindly at her. „That would be my father´s influence. He was hardly a kind man, but the lessons he imparted stuck by.“

„I am quite pleased to know that our dear Heathcliff made such intelligent friends!“ Nelly smiled in return.

It wasn´t the right time to spring the trap. I had to remind myself that every time Nelly smiled at me.

„Are you okay, Heathcliff?“ I heard Dante as they walked up to Heathcliff. Instead of them, he turned to Nelly.

„Is it true, Nelly? Is Catherine really… gone?“

Hoping he´s not forgotten my words, I wondered the distance I put between us didn´t grow too large for him to take me seriously.

„Yes.“ Nelly replied quietly. „And Miss Catherine… wrote your name into her will.“

Heathcliff believed Nelly´s words for the time being, that much was clear.

„…Her will, huh? We should at least give it a listen to hear why she mentioned Heathcliff. Dead… or otherwise… it is still her will that is being read.“ Ishmael said softly, eyes fixed on him as he sat down into the chair brought for him.

„So… was this manor Miss Catherine´s?“ Hong Lu asked as we waited.

„Well, it used to be Young Master Hindley´s, once. Then-“

„…Catherine, that shrew. She stabbed me in the back. Why don´t you elaborate on that injustice, Linton? Share the tale of how Catherine and Linton Edgar stabbed me in the back! How the pair of you destroyed me!“ Hindley growled again from his seat.

„There was no injustice. It was done in a perfectly legal manner; bring the case to T Corp. courts if you wish. It will change absolutely nothing.“ Linton glared at him, then briefly bore sharp gaze into me.

Then the reading of the will resumed.

„The allotted recess has expired. We will now proceed to the inheritance bequeathment will-reading. This is the will of the deceased. It has been verified via multiple tests and screenings that no counterfeiting or tampering of a similar nature has occurred.“

Though I had a rough idea of what was being discussed, I caught myself wondering if that was specifically mentioned just in case I called that into question, too.

„If they´re verifying if it´s a counterfeit or not, who verifies if they´re not just straight-up lying about it?“ Rodion wondered out loud, quietly enough that the Öufi would not hear it.

„Maybe it´s just a standard industry practice?“ I heard Hong Lu answer, but there was no more discussion about it.

„Miss Catherine has requested that this letter be read in audience of the three attendees… before the bequeathment of personal property commences. I will now read the full contents of her will.“

At last.

You are all gathered here.

My only wish is that my words will be met with respect, without hostility among you.

I hope that none of you become incensed during this occasion. It´s my one and only funeral, after all.

I am at peace; there is no pain, no suffering where I am.

So do not consider my death a tragic one.

Because by the time you are hearing this, I must have reached my own heaven.

This is not to say that you mustn´t let sorrow into your hearts.

Weep, if you will.

So that I may feel your grief and know that you have all truly loved me.

Wuthering Heights. An old and desolate manor.

I have always been afraid of this place. Fear and nightmares would consume me every night.

But now that I stand before the end of my life, I have come to accept this manor for what it is.

This manor, which I will leave… to my husband, Linton Edgar.

Keep this manor, and remember me by its presence.

„What the fu- Dammit!“ Hindley called out in the middle the reading.

And my brother, Hindley. My one and only brother.

„Right…! I knew I´d be in there somewhere!“ Hindley´s legs began to shake nervously. So did his voice.

I heard that you are mired in quite the heavy debt.

And that you have been spending most of your days drinking and gambling.

So I…

„Come on, Catherine. Give me something, anything…“

signed you up for the ´Abyss Trauma Correctional Facility´ at M Corp. If you don´t visit the facility within 1 week after attending this will-reading they will come to take you in.

„Wha… what?“

I truly hope that your heart will be healed, dear brother.

„NO! That´s absolute nonsense…! How the hell am I even supposed to get to M Corp. in a week?!“

Of course, I have already prepared a WARP Train ticket to M Corp. for you, so please don´t worry about the travel fees.

„No, this is a load of shite!!!“

To put it lightly, Hindley was not taking the idea of a rehab very well. Given the nature of things in the City, though, I didn´t really believe that the rehab in qeustion was very kind to their patients at all.

„Should another instance of disturbance to the execution of this will occur we will take forceful action without warning.“ The Öufi director reminded him.

„H-how dare you, you plebs…“

At last, it came the time we´ve been waiting for.

And you, Heathcliff.

Welcome home.

„Cathy, I´m…“ Heathcliff´s voice was soft, softer than I´ve ever heard it.

Once the seventh strike of lightning falls upon this manor my Golden Bough shall be yours.

„Huh?“ Dante held their head, but they were not the only person feeling the odd sensation. At first, it was like a tremor, a pulse from somewhere, two different directions: from above and below, just as I would expect, knowing that the Golden Boughs were responsible.

I will leave my Golden Bough to you, Heathcliff.

„The Golden Bough… was her personal property? Not even her estate´s or her family´s? Just her?“ Ishmael blinked with wide eyes.

„Seventh strike of lightning? What do you think that means?“ Sinclair asked meanwhile. But all I could feel were the pulsing tremors. It felt as if the floorboards underneath my feet vibrated and hummed.

„It's not ´a´ Golden Bough…“

„Dante. Are you all right?“ Faust asked as they repeated what they already knew.

„There is… a second Golden Bough in this manor… just as Alighiero said.“

I caught just a glimpse of Heathcliff in the corner of my eye. He was crying.

„No… this isn´t at all what I… I… Come back, Cathy. Please… Hear my voice just this once, Cathy!!!“

Then, the first bolt of lightning struck. Fawkes howled and we were plunged into darkness. A vision came into my view as the darkness mellowed.

I'm serious! Oh Nelly, this room is haunted! I saw a ghost!“ A young girl clung to another girl, older and taller, but not by much.

Again with this, Miss Cathy? What did I say? I told you I would thrash that evil ghost and hang them to dry on the rack.“

Ghosts aren´t real. She´s such a big liar.“ Younger Hindley stuck out his tongue at his sister.

I´m not lying!“

A man walked into a room. His features matched Hindley nicely and barely echoed in Catherine´s face. It was obvious he was their father.

I´m sorry, children. Have you been waiting long?“

Dad, where´s my violin?“ Hindley looked at a filthy sack in Mr. Earnshaw´s hands with disgust.

What about my X Corp. all-purpose wrench?!“ Catherine asked, joining her brother, though still curious.

Again, I´m sorry. I did not have the room for the violin or the wrench.“ Mr Earnhaw smiled in an apology as he gently lowered the sack on the floor.

What room? Ugh, what´s that?“

What´s that dirty rag? Eww…“

For once, the two siblings were joined in reaction, but not for long. Mr. Earnshaw unfolded the dirty rag, revealing a small, dirty child inside. He was crying.

I found this child dying alone in the streets. He was without parents or a home… the boy would surely have died in a weather like this.“

So what? I dot want that gross, dirty kid living here.“ Catherine recoiled, holding her nose. Heathcliff must´ve smelled pretty bad back then.

Yeah! I want my violin! Throw that thing out…“ Hindley said.

„…What are you gawkin´ at?“

Heathcliff´s words reached Catherine at once. When their eyes met properly, she wasn´t holding her nose anymore, however. Hindley´s complaints were pushed into the background, too.

Papa, why was he all alone? In the streets?“

Because there wasn´t anyone to take care of him. Poor child… There are other children like him in the Backstreets. No parents or relatives to look after them, no homes to shelter them…“

Suddenly, the scene changed. A place I recognized, but not from the game.

Pale yellow walls covered in scribbles, soft fading autumn sun. A lone child sat on the floor holding a blue crayon – his favorite color.

Are you sure you want that one? Like I´ve said, she is a difficult child.“

We will give her a stable home, I assure you. It is our christian duty to guide the lost sheep onto the right path… We already have one older, perfectly obedient child for her to look up to, in any case.“

I ignored what the adults were saying and approached the child myself, sitting down next to him. „Hello.“

He didn´t speak to me at first. He kept dragging the crayon along the bumpy wall. He put a star above an island of a distinct shape I recognized from a picture book I once saw in a bookshop – before being dragged away from it. Picking up the first crayon I found, I completed the drawing, putting a second star next to the one he drew in dull shade of grey. Only then he looked at me with a toothy smile.

The adults behind us weren´t happy about the wall being disgraced further, but I couldn´t care less. If it made my new little brother happy, I would scribble on every surface I could reach and throw paint-filled water balloons on everything else.

I had a feeling that Cathy felt much the same about Heathcliff.

Then… what does he have now?“ Little Cathy asked as she slowly walked up to Heathcliff.

Well, Cathy, now he´s got us to look after him. And this place as his home.“

NO! I don´t want that ugly thing.“ Hindley protested.

So you´re saying that you don´t wanna have him… right?“ Catherine briefly turned to her brother, then looked at Heathcliff with a soft smile.

The scenery changed again, to an older Cathy.

Wind´s howling. I can hear something wailing; its cry is echoing through the manor halls.“ She said in a weak voice as she looked out of the window into the storm.

I hear it too, miss. Close the windows; there is a nip in the air outside.“

Do you remember still? As a child, you were terribly afraid of these howling winds…“ Cathy smiled at the memory Nelly´s words conjured up. She leaned against the windowsill, letting the cold droplets hit her face and fall down like silver tears. Claiming that you´re seeing ghosts…“ Nelly continued as she pried Catherine away from the window, wrapping a blanket around her shoulders before closing the window.

Nelly. I see them still.“

Nelly shook her head at Catherine. „Miss. You´ve grown far too weak ever since Heathcliff departed the manor. That is why you are seeing things.“

That is all right, Nelly.“ She smiled. I no longer fear the ghosts. Because all fear stems from the ignorance of its origin.“

Catherine once more turned to look out the window with a pensive expression. …Where do you suppose he is? Heathcliff.“

Miss…“

He doesn´t have anything left. I am everything he has…“

Cathy´s voice melted back into the dark before the interior of the manor came into view once again.

„What just happened? Everything went dark for a sec…“ Rodion rubbed her had.

Sinclair, who stood next to her rose fro the ground, having previously fallen over. „I think the lightning caused a brief power outage… the power´s back now, though.“

„What we just saw were… Catherine´s memories, right?“

„…I think so.“ Heathcliff nodded. „But there was that one part… that wasn´t hers.“ He looked at me. I couldn´t figure out what sort of emotion, if any, his gaze held.

„As it has been in the past, such occurrences can be attributed to the influence of the Golden Bough. It´s not the first time when foreign memories intermingled, either. Based on the contents… it is the same sort of thematic resonance we´ve encountered before.“ Faust concluded. Our eyes briefly met, but I put the finger against my lips. Nelly was still close enough to hear.

„Hold on. This is…“ Ishmael looked around the place we were in. „…This is the corridor we walked through earlier, isn´t it? This isn´t where we were before the power outage.“

„I don´t see Hindley or Linton anywhere, either.“ Dante nodded. The group reassembled in the narrow space.

„Oh my word… what just happened?“

Nelly looked very confused. So did Rodion.

„But… we didn´t, like, take a step or anything, did we?“

Technically speaking, everyone was confused, except for me.

„Mm. I do not believe that any of our fellows have moved.“ Yi Sang pointed out. He walked up to the wall of the corridor pressing the hand against cracked carved wood.

„If we were all standing still, then I suppose this means that it´s the house that moved!“ Hong Lu said in the meantime.

„What the… do you know anything about this, Nelly?“ Gregor turned to the one person who´s spent more time in the manor than the rest of us.

„I-I haven´t the slightest idea. I have been away from this manor for many years myself. I seldom had any reason to return ever since Miss Catherine married Master Linton and left this place to live with him.“

„Catherine, the deceased… didn´t someone mention that she purchased this manor, Wuthering Heights?“

„Yes, indeed. But she did not immediately move here after the purchase.“ Nelly replied to Outis´ question, only to snap her eyes wide open. „Oh! Now that you mention it… I see that some changes have been made to this manor since I was gone.“ Nelly was probably referring to the numerous exposed cables, holes, and cracks that seemed to have been painted over. „Had I been the Chief Butler of this manor… I would not have let such slovenliness slide.“

„But…“ She paused, catching herself just before she could say anything incriminating.

„Maybe she was trying to make modifications to the manor?“ Hong Lu mused, only for his idea to be caught by Rodion.

„Is it normal for rich folks to just buy a whole manor and modify it to their liking?“ Her expression was filled with quiet apprehension.

„Mm… I´d say it´s kinda like changing your hairstyle once in a while!“ He smiled back. „Maintaining the exact same style of hair for too long gets pretty boring, you know.“

„Uh-huh. So that´s how, uh, casual a full-on house remodeling is like for rich folks. I see…“ Rodion withdrew away from Hong Lu, moving closer to my side.

„Heathcliff…“ Nelly regarded him with much seriousness. „I hardly know what to tell you. I do not know what words could possibly comfort you now… But what your friend said about Miss Catherine´s death… and how they didn´t believe that she was truly dead…“

„They aren´t my friend.“ Heathcliff mumbled.

„…I gave that idea some thought. And I agree... To an extent.“

„…What?“ Heathcliff´s pupils suddenly dilated.

„Even I… haven´t seen Miss Catherine's body. I was so beside myself when Master Linton told me of Miss Catherine´s passing… that I did not even care to verify it with my own eyes.“

Heathcliff´s breathing seemed to grow faster. „So what you´re trying to say here is… Uh… is it really what I think it is? You´re saying that Cathy might… still be alive?“ When his eyes flickered to me, i didn´t know what to say or do… I was frozen in place until his eyes left me.

„Nothing but a suspicion at this point. Besides, you know how Miss Catherine can be. Stubborn as a mule, sometimes doing things so unexpected that they're almost frightening… Honestly, I even wondered if this whole funeral business was but an awful, elaborate jest from the Miss.“

Heathcliff was trembling. I almost expected Fawkes to come up to him, to comfort him, but… he was nowhere to be seen. I looked around for any sign that he´s run off, but there wasn´t any sign that he was ever anywhere near us.

„What´s certain is, however, that the will was undeniably in her own handwriting. And Master Linton, he… never once stopped making modifications to the manor… even after Miss Catherine passed.“

„That bastard Linton made these modifications to the manor?“ Heathcliff snarled at the walls of the corridor.

„Yes. I haven´t gotten a good look at this place, nor did I personally ask him of his motives, but… it is quite evident that something is to transpire here, isn´t it? …Or that something had already happened.“

Manager, where is my dog?“ I asked in an angrier tone than I meant to use. They looked at their hands, as if they expected the chain leash to appear in their hands.

„I… I don´t know.“ They replied, looking around in confusion. „I don´t remember letting go of the leash.“

Instead of saying what I thought in the moment, I bottled up my gripes and let out a sigh. „He´s capable enough to find us by scent, I suppose… but with that storm going on… he´s got to be terrified.“

I was appalled by just how unbothered everyone was. They fed and pet the dog and yet they couldn´t care less about him. With that thought in mind, it occurred to me that it was likely they held about as much care for me, too. After all, if it wasn´t for the bond between me and Dante, I would´ve been discarded or dragged away to be experimented on. Or maybe sold off like a thing to own and abuse for someone´s messed up idea of amusement.

And I wouldn´t even get paid for it.

„What do you think the ´lightning´ in her will is talking about?“ Sinclair asked.

„Maybe she meant it literally. Seven lightning strikes. We´ve already discussed how the lightning outside isn´t acting like a regular storm.“

„Hmm, maybe the lightning strikes control a unique locking mechanism that will only allow access to the Golden Bough once the seventh strike falls?“ Hong Lu asked.

„Who knows? I don´t even understand what Miss Catherine was trying to do here with that will.“ Gregor scratched his stubbly chin.

„Right… We can´t… ever know the will of the dead.“ Rodion nodded, which ultimately made Nelly to jump in with an idea.

„Oh! Perhaps there is something, a clue, to be found in Miss Catherine´s room? She did visit Wuthering Heights from time to time, even after her marriage to Master Linton. Don´t you remember, Heathcliff? Miss Catherine…“

„Yeah. She always liked riddles.“

„Not like you, who preferred a more… direct approach. Which involved smashing everything to pieces.“ Nelly laughed softly.

„Got me in plenty of trouble for trying to brute force problems without even trying to think about the intent.“ A faint smile appeared on Heathcliff´s face as he seemed to recall a fond memory. „I don´t know if I´ve gotten any better at it since.“ The heavy, somber expression soon returned, though.

„I guess… our next order of things is to find where that room is.“ Dante commanded. „Perhaps we´ll find Fawkes on the way, too.“

I brushed their hand off my shoulder. „At least now I know to never let you hold the end of the leash ever again.“ I said bitterly.

Walking down the corridors, a metallic smell soon filled the air. „I espy blood, everywhere on the floor…“ Don Quixote stopped at the forefront of the group.

Shortly after, an angry voice carried towards us.

„Get back! Back off, you dogs! Have you even an inkling of who I am?!“

„Speak plainly, Hindley. What have ye done to this manor?“ Josephine barked at him.

„Hells, I do not know! I'm just as lost as you are!“ He yelled back as the butlers of Wuthering Heights surrounded him.

„Nelly, get these brutes off me!“

„What are you all doing here?“ Nelly spoke sharply, standing tall.

„My, my. If it isn´t Nelly, the vagabond child, and his gang o´ uninvited guests… ´cept for the mutt…“

Rodion gripped her axe tighter, her eyes narrowing at Josephine´s words. Nelly wasn´t giving up either.

„Josephine. Something is terribly wrong with the manor. Is there anything you know about this?“ She questioned the older woman who scoffed at her instead.

„Wuthering Heights has always been like this. More importantly… how dare ye bring those louts to this place! Mistress would have had ye whipped, had she been here to witness this desecration!“

„We are in the dark as much as you are! Everyone was displaced when the lights flickered. Besides… what is this noise?“

„How are you still unaware? The Dead Rabbits louts and the Butlers are battling in all corners o´ this manor! Ripping, tearing, biting… Oh, what I wouldn't give to have them kill each other until they all lay dead!“ Josephine said through gritted teeth, dark flames burning in her eyes.

„They´re fighting? But why?“

Josephine shook with anger. „After the lightning struck, after the lights flickered… The Dead Rabbits suddenly charged us.“ She pointed at Hindley. „Hindley… that fool must be scheming to take over our manor.“

„What in the blazes…“ Nelly paled in her face.

„Do you fail to heed the voice of Wuthering Heights… the voice of the Mistress?!“ Josephine called out, looking around, listening to something we couldn´t perceive.

„What the bloody hell do these out-of-control Dead Rabbits have got to do with me?! I haven´t even given them any orders!“ Hindley yelled, hitting the floorboards with his cane.

„Nelly, is there something you can do to deescalate this? We´d rather not get involved in something like this…“ Gregor asked quietly.

Rodion, meanwhile, wasn´t quite sure about why the fight broke out in the first place. „Josephine and those Butlers… Didn´t they serve Hindley once?“

„Their service is to Wuthering Heights, and Wuthering Heights only.“ Nelly sighed. „Strictly speaking, Josephine and her Butlers are bound to a contract different from mine. I am contracted with a specific person within the family, while they are contracted with the manor and the estate itself…“

„Wow, okay. I get wanting to work for a rich family to make yourself some dough, but… is such a complicated contract worth it for Butlers who are bound to the manor and its land?“ Rodion shook her head still.

„That depends on the terms of their contracts.“ Faust said, eyes briefly closed shut. „Once they have completed their duties as Butlers, which may be over a set period of time or over specific conditions stipulated in the contract… they may be able to raise their Fixer grades or gain the rights to certain valuable assets tied to the land itself.“

„Therein lies the irony… Butlers bound to manors and estates often inherit their parents´ careers and contracts. Sometimes, it continues for generations upon generations… until the initial contract is eventually forgotten.“ Nelly said, her eyes growing dark.

„What if they forget what the contract was even about?“ Rodion asked further.

„Ha ha… The contract isn´t voided merely because people stop remembering it. Breaking it may invite the Taboo Hunters from an unexpected Nest or Fixers from the Öufi Association we had the pleasure of meeting earlier.“ Nelly explained, forceful smile on her face. „And that Josephine is obsessed with following the long-dead Mistress´ orders and won't listen to anyone else.“

„Ye know me well, Nelly. Well enough to get out of my way while I remain courteous.“ Josephine straightened up, turning towards Hindley. „Do not get in my way of punishing this rat that dared to scheme, to take our Wuthering Heights from us.“

„S-sure thing... We´ll just go, ´kay? Let´s just pretend we didn´t see anything.“ Rodion distanced herself from the group, only to have her arm gripped by Heathcliff.

Then, another brief memory flashed around us.

I´m locking the door now, Heathcliff. You don´t deserve to come indoors.“ Younger Hindley said, shutting door right before Heathcliff. Do you really think that a thing like you deserve to sit next to our family? To dine alongside us? Stay put in the barn. If I see you wandering in the living rooms without my permission, I´ll…“

„Haah…“ Heathcliff turned to Dante.

„No, Clockface. I won´t leave him to die.“

„…You won´t?“

„I won´t… because Cathy… wouldn´t have wanted me to abandon that sod to die by their hands. Not like this.“ Heathcliff let go of Rodion´s arm as the Sinners assumed their identities. I wasn´t really paying attention to the fight, however. Instead, I tried to recall the past I´ve just been reminded of: the happiest time of my life when everything was easy and nice… back when the world was bathed in soft yellows and oranges of the autumn sun.

„…Understood, Mistress. I shall do as you command.“ Josephine mumbled to herself after the fight was over for the most part. „We will not waste any more time here. Let´s go and clear out the Dead Rabbits rabble. We´ll put the rest of you in the bin should our paths cross again.“

„Tsk…“ Hindley didn't show even a hint of gratitude. „Well… I could´ve handled them all on my own. I didn´t need your help to beat up some insane old hag and her pawns…“

„…Maybe we should´ve just left him behind.“ I heard Dante say. I was of similar mind.

„And that ´Boss´ of yours… you don´t even remember his name properly, do you? So much for your loyalty.“ Rage slowly returned to Heathcliff´s face as his brows folded down on his face.

„…What dodgy nonsense are you blathering about?“

„He goes by ´Matt´. Not Matthew, or whatever you decided to call him.“ Hindley scoffed.

Though Heathcliff restrained himself, I could tell that it if he wasn´t Cathy´s brother, he would´ve definitely rip Hindley to shreds. „What? What are you… have you finally gone mad? I´ve known the gaffer for years, and you think I´d get his name wrong?“

Hindley was not listening to Heathcliff. „Besides… That insane old hag still has some of her wits about. Because I do intend to take this manor back. No matter what. I almost had it! If only I hadn´t gotten that confounded card in that round!“ Hindley began to spiral, getting more and more erratic. „No, the game must´ve been rigged. That´s the only way this makes sense. Nothing else explains how Catherine could have had the funds so ready to purchase Wuthering Heights the moment it was put up for sale at the auction.“

„You lost this manor in a gamble? And Catherine bought it back?“

Just as Hindley was losing himself, he snapped back at Heathcliff. „Yes! That girl was always as insane as Josephine… but mark my words, Wuthering Heights shall be mine again.“ He suddenly grinned. „Matt´s made a deal with me. He promised to help me retrieve this manor, as long as I let him and his Dead Rabbits into Wuthering Heights.“ Laughing to himself he turned to walk away.

„Master Hindley, wait. Where are you going?“ Nelly asked him. She didn´t make a move to stop him, however.

„You didn´t seriously expect me to be cosy with you lot after that, did you? I´ll find Matt. And I´ll do everything I can to make this place mine again. ...And don´t be so quick to assume that you´ve really changed, Heathcliff. You haven´t. You simply can´t change. You´re nothing but a ragged sack of waste. Don´t you forge-“

That was precisely the moment when I have had enough of it all.

I barely felt the floor underneath my feet as I abandoned my spear to grip Hindley´s shoulder to spin him towards me. The feeling of his nose cracking underneath my knuckles should´ve scared me, or at the very least it should´ve disgusted me. The smell of blood and stinging pain in my knuckles wasn´t meant to bring joy… But it did, and Hindley´s rage as he struggled against the Sinners tearing us apart made me feel the smallest glimmer of happiness in the dreary interior of the manor. As our eyes met I calmly walked to the wall of the corridor where I momentarily rested my weapon.

„Word of advice, Mr. Earnshaw…“ I said to him as I picked up the spear once more. The edge was as sharp as the day Vergilius bought it for me. „...don´t growl at a pack of stray dogs. Unlike the purebreds, the mutts stand together.“

Shifting his gaze between all of us, Hindley quickly left, angry and with a broken nose.

Then, I felt sharp sting across my cheek. „YOU BLOODY IDIOT! You think you can just pick fights like that? What if Hindley had the time to strike back?! Do you not have half of that big brain of yours turned on today?!!!“ Heathcliff´s anger wasn´t something I expected. Nor did I expect the slap. Or Heathcliff tightly holding me by my shoulders.

„...Bollocks… I just don´t get it… if you hate me so much… why do you jump at every opportunity to defend me?“

A fat silence grew between us. I raised my hand to my face as I rubbed my sore cheek as I smiled at the floor.

„Savior complex, I guess?“

He let go of me with an annoyed huff.

„Hah. Back then… whenever I heard that kind of contemptuous shite from that bastard… it felt as though every word he spat out rang true. That I really was just a useless lowlife who deserved nothing but the rags. I´ve spent days and nights coming up with all kinds of ways I´d exact my revenge on ´im. But now it´s…“ As Heathcliff struggled to string together his words, I raised my eyes up to his gaze.

„...like the time to get back at him had long since passed?“

Heathcliff cocked his head to a side. „Wouldn´t have figured you to be the type to know that feeling. You always seem to have the right words in your pocket.“

I turned away from Heathcliff. I´ve already shared more than I meant to with them. „It´s easy to look like a badass when you only pick the fights you know you can win. That´s all.“

We continued to walk down the winding corridors of the manor. It was a true maze, reminding me of the corridor in the back of Mephistopheles. Then, I remembered what was needed to navigate it – the starting point and the end point. Everything else was just side dressing.

„Where is Catherine´s room? We would do well to be on our guard in this manor. We must always be wary of our surroundings in this field of battle.“ Outis questioned Nelly, guard up as always.

„It should be there once we turn right here. Odd… I don´t recall the corridor being this long.“ Nelly said, her discomfort written across her face. Then she pointed out a door few feet ahead of us. „Heavens! There…“

„Dead Rabbits. At the end of the corridor.“ Outis informed the rest of us.

„Is it just me, or do they look a bit different from earlier? I'll take „it´s just you“ for an answer, by the way.“ Rodion shivered as the freezing realization enveloped several of the Sinners alongside her.

„That reminds me… I have heard tales from the streets about those strange, wandering Dead Rabbits. Word on the street is that we should steer clear of the Dead Rabbits with red eyes… Just… like… the ones they have…“ Nelly said cryptically, moving forth towards the Rabbits. „Excuse me, are you looking for something… or someone?“

„Just for your information, that ´Linton´ fella ain´t here! Those ´Butlers´ of Wuthering Heights ain´t here either. They all went that way, past the hallway. Clearly, you´ve got no beef with us, right? Ha ha ha.“ Gregor said in an effort to lighten the mood, but the Rabbits´ red eyes were hollow as they shambled towards us, looking like a horde of zombies… if zombies carried and used weapons, that is.

„Looks like they´ve got plenty of beef with us.“ Ryoshu narrowed her eyes, hand on her blade.

„Can they even hear what we are saying? If you have demands, then state them. If there is room for negotiation-“ Outis began but the Rabbits started to run towards us.

„They all look a bit… no, they all look completely out of it...“ Dante said as they fumbled with the identity cards.

„What a shame. I, Outis, would have loved to demonstrate my excellent negotiation skills to the Executive Manager.“

The Sinners wasted no time making quick work of the unnerving making the zombified Dead Rabbits actually dead.

„You all heard that too… right?“ Ishmael said as her mace cracked open one of the attacker´s skulls with a sound of breaking glass. „That noise every time we killed one of them. That noise from beyond their masks…“

„…The sound of mirrors.“ Yi Sang´s eyes widened. „They made a sound not unlike a shattering mirror.“

„Wait…“ Ishmael put the two and two together as she approached one of the corpses and unmasked the henchman. She recoiled moments after.

„We should unmask the rest of them to get a better picture of what is happening here.“ Outis said as she personally unmasked couple of the faces.

Once all of the corpses were unmasked, the picture was more than clear.

„I don´t want to judge a book by its cover, but…“ Sinclair stuttered.

„…Hardly do they appear to be members of a violent Backstreets Syndicate.“ Don Quixote finished his thought.

„I can tell from their build that none of them were ever part of a Syndicate. They look more like… civilians.“ Outis estimated.

„But… they attacked us first, right? We were just…“

More of the Rabbits appeared in front of us shortly. I took hold of my spear, ready to deal with anything that slipped past the Sinners.

Ready to kill.

Notes:

Originally I wanted to wait till Friday to post this, but I couldn´t take it anymore. Enjoy early chapter :3 finally, the juice has arrived (there will be more of it later hehe)
also, lil tidbit because I really enjoyed writing that one particular moment:

Hindley: fuck you
Alighiero: *sleeping*
Hindley: fuck you, Heath-
Alighiero: *throws hands* ...and I took that personally

Chapter 36: Knave of Hearts

Summary:

Navigating the way around Wuthering Heights manor turns out to be a bit more difficult than expected. Especially when factoring in unexpected memories resurfacing at the most inopportune moments.

Notes:

TRIGGER WARNINGS: transphobia, child abuse (physical and psychological), self-harm

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Heathcliff was digging through the deceased Dead Rabbits´ pockets.

„What are you looking for, Heathcliff?“ Dante asked him.

„They don´t have ´em.“

„The timepieces that Yi Sang mentioned earlier?“

Heathcliff nodded. „Yeah. Everyone born and raised in T Corp. carries a watch. They have to. Right… the Kurokumo Clan officer we fought in Yong-jin building was looking for a timepiece, too. It´s… like a form of personal identification. It´s something you carry around to show others that you are who you are. I abandoned my watch when I left T Corp., but…“

Nelly joined Heathcliff in searching through the pockets of the deceased. „I see… They don´t even have their pocket watch chains with them. If they did carry a watch, we would have been able to learn at least where they were coming from.“

„So someone either doesn´t want people finding out who they are… or they´re simply not from around here. Right?“ Rodion turned to others with the question. Yi Sang answered.

„I have witnessed such garb commonly worn about within the T Corp. territory. I have no doubts that they must be locals…“

„There are many unanswered questions… but let us save that discussion for later.“ Outis pointed at the door Nelly called out earlier – Catherine´s room.

„…Here it is.“ Heathcliff said as he stood before the door, hesitant.

„Whew… Now that was quite the journey, wasn´t it? Shall we enter?“

„Nelly. Tell me. After I… left without a word… how did Catherine fare?“ He asked instead of opening the door. Nelly wasn´t too keen on saying anything, keeping her mouth shut. „Of course, I already know that she lived happily ever after with that sod, Linton. But…“

„Are you sure you want to know?“ She asked. For a moment, I saw her in a different, all too familiar light. We both knew the answer and we both cared about Heathcliff, wanted to bar him from the uncomfortable feelings, maybe.

„Dammit, I do. But… I also don´t. I must look so… pathetic. If Cathy was here, she would´ve mocked me mercilessly.“

„I would have brought you a mirror so you can see that priceless look on your face… if I hadn´t removed them all from the premises… Ha ha.“ Nelly laughed.

No, we were nothing alike. I never once lied to Heathcliff. Nelly, on the other hand, lied like there was a competition going on.

„Tsk, I´m not interested in your stupid jests. But has Catherine ever, even once, talked about me at all since I left?“

„…No.“

Heathcliff´s shoulders slumped. „Of course she didn´t. A witless brigand, a scoundrel like me… I´m sure it didn´t matter to Catherine whether I-“

„I wouldn´t be so sure, Heathcliff. I… That is not what I meant. When you left, Miss Catherine… she began withering away. She skulked in her room for days upon days, refusing to eat or even speak. Then she´d suddenly grow lachrymose, scream, cry, whisper things to herself… Master Linton would come by to coax her, but it hardly helped matters.“

Nelly looked almost sad, looking at the floorboards below her feet as if she felt the still-beating heart under them. I wasn´t sure if it was an act or if she genuinely cared about Catherine. „She was so ill that I was worried that we might have to start making arrangements with a mortician in advance.“

„Really? I… Catherine… she was in that much pain?“ Heathcliff asked, half in disbelief, half cursing himself under his breath.

„Yes. It pained us to even watch her suffer. And one day, she…“

We were suddenly plunged into another memory.

Nelly, look. Linton´s left a flower on my pillow. Oh, it´s golden... I didn´t know that spring had come to Wuthering Heights already. I suppose the snow has all but thawed, too.“ Catherine said as she looked outside the window, dismissing the bloom.

Is that not so romantic of him, miss?“

Catherine´s smile fell. „I suppose it could appear that way. He must have paid quite the fortune for this. But if Linton truly cared for me, truly wished to return a color to a flower for my sake… then he should have brought me a violet flower.“ As she spoke, Nelly looked at her briefly, understanding the quiet gravity of her words. „So… he did not bring this flower for my sake. This was only for his own satisfaction.“

Are you… okay, Miss?“

Whatever do you mean? I have never felt better than I do today. Walk with me, won´t you? I would like to see which flowers have weathered the wintery cold and bloomed.“ Cathy replied with a mischievous smile.

As the reality came back into view, Nelly was still speaking. „After that day, Miss Catherine truly appeared convalescent. We were all happy to see Miss Catherine be herself again, but… now that I think about it, it was a tad strange. She suffered for months upon months from fever; how could anyone so suddenly recover from all that after a single night´s repose?“

For a moment, Nelly paused and shook her head, then continued thinking out loud. „That is also when she purchased Wuthering Heights from Mister Hindley Earnshaw… and started making sweeping modifications to this place. I thought the two of them had intended to return to Wuthering Heights, so I asked them what exactly they planned to do with it… but they never gave me a straight answer.“ She sighed deeply. „Haah. I´m just as in the dark as you are. I´ve not the slightest clue as to what she was thinking…“

Sure Nelly. Not even the slightest clue.

„What about… my letters?“ Heathcliff pressed Nelly. „I sent her letters. I haven´t been able to since I joined this company, but… when I was a part of that gang… I wrote her letters. Though I didn´t sign my name on ´em. I… just wanted to let her know that I was doing fine.“

Nelly closed her eyes briefly. „Well, I don´t recall her ever opening a letter. Seriously, once she has her mind set on something, no one could convince her otherwise. No one…“ She opened the door to Catherine´s room at last, only to find utter mayhem inside. Torn bedding, feathers everywhere, the butlers digging through every drawer… it reminded me of one of Fawkes´ worst outbursts.

„You… What are you doing?“ Nelly asked, back straight, hands at her hips. The butlers froze mid-movement as though they´d all been caught red-handed.

„We were cleaning the room, as per Master Linton´s orders.“

„You lot were clearly ransacking the room!“ Nelly pointed to the feathers all over the floor.

„Chief Butler Nelly, have you seen any of the Dead Rabbits or the Wuthering Heights Butlers on your way here?“ One of the butlers spoke to Nelly directly. „We have good reason to believe that the Wuthering Heights Butlers are scheming with that villain Hindley to harm Master Linton.“

„The Dead Rabbits ain´t the type of gang to kill people for no reason.“ Heathcliff´s arms flexed as he gripped one of the Rabbit´s bats he borrowed from the dead.

„Okay, but they did try to kill us for no reason.“ Gregor reminded him.

Heathcliff spun around, waving the bat around. „I know, dammit! The boss can´t be doing all this for nothing. He must have a good explanation for this. Just tell us what dodgy shite you were up to in Catherine´s room.“

„We told you, Heathcliff. We were… cleaning the room. Or have you sided yourself with the rest of those lowlives, the Dead Rabbits?“

„Like Master, like Butlers, eh? Just as stupid and soft as Linton himself.“ Heathcliff grimaced at them, disgusted.

„That was uncalled for.“

The reply made Heathcliff grip the bat that much tighter as he pointed at the butler in question with it. The barbed wire and nails decorated the end, making it that much more menacing. „No. This dodgy shite you´re trying to pull here is what´s uncalled for. You´ve crossed the line. I´m the only one who can tell you what to do with this room. Not that posh wanker.“

He let out a loud yell as he attacked the butlers. Dante barely had the time to fumble with their PDA before the fight broke out. Luckily, the butlers weren´t all that keen on attacking them specifically, so I didn´t have to worry too much about keeping us alive.

„That´s enough, Heathcliff!“ Nelly chided him as he punched the lights out of butler after butler.

„Gaah…“ The butler in Heathcliff´s grasp coughed up a bit of blood. Her face was starting to swell.

Ishmael pulled Heathcliff back, just enough so he let go of the butler. „We can´t kill her. Otherwise we won´t know what they were looking for, or why.“ Her eyes shifted to me for only a second as she said that, probably recalling what I said earlier.

„Speak. I am going to take your utensils and cut off your fingers one by one with each dodgy answer you give me. You must know how sharp your own blades are.“ Heathcliff said slowly as he shoved the butler back. The woman seemed hesitant, but Nelly´s glare as the two of them stood over her helped. As did her words.

„…Please cooperate, won´t you? I don't want to have to use the sleepy smack on my own subordinates.“

„The… diary.“ The butler said at last. „Master Linton told us that we must find the diary in Mistress Catherine´s room. That she must have hidden her diary somewhere in here as they were making modifications to the manor…“

„I see. So why do you think Master Linton´s looking for that diary?“ Nelly asked further.

„Master Linton told us that it was to find… a way.“

„Please, do keep up your mysterious attitude. A few more answers like that and I will personally demonstrate how I managed to become the Chief Butler.“ Her eyes turned into thin slits as she slowly approached. The butler raised her hands up covering her face.

„It´s the truth. He did not let us in on what this… ´way´ is. I have told you all that I know.“

Heathcliff looked to me as anger rattled inside him. When I nodded, he sighed and relaxed, if only a little.

„I believe that she is telling the truth.“ Nelly said as she turned back to Heathcliff. „All of you, leave us. Now. And please, do stay out of my sight.“

Nelly´s command drove the butlers out of the room. All except for one, who hobbled to Nelly.

„Chief Butler Nelly… According to what intelligence we could gather… The ´Dead Rabbits´, the Syndicate of an Urban Plague classification, had long been obliterated from the T Corp. Backstreets.“

„…What?“ Heathcliff´s eyes widened.

„They have been inactive for a long, long time - in other words, they have already been vanquished. Other gangs have not seen the Dead Rabbits in the Backstreets in a while, either. We have no way of verifying their identities. Please, do be careful.“

With that ominous line, the butler left, following the others out of the room.

Nelly sighed. „Who in the blazes did Mister Hindley let into this manor? And that diary…“

As the room quieted, I heard some noise coming from underneath the bed. Ryoshu was quicker, however.

„There. Beast under the bed.“

Only then have I noticed the smell. It was mostly covered up by bottles of perfume that laid broken on the floor, but it was there. I held Ryoshu back. A sound of careful sniffing and clawed paws dragging along the floorboards could be heard until a dust-covered dog emerged with a whine.

„Señor Fawkes!“ Don exclaimed happily.

„I guess this explains why the bedding is all torn up.“ I huffed a laugh as I brushed dust bunnies from his head. „See? This is why I told you to stay on the bus, you clown.“ He replied with a soft woof and shook around, sending dust flying everywhere.

„What´s he doing?!“ Heathcliff asked as Fawkes stuck his head under the bed again and then the front half of his body under the bed. There was some rattling to be heard as he fruitlessly pawed at something. When he pulled the object out, it turned out to be a tin box.

„Is that a box?“ Dante asked.

„A small container, an inconspicuous enough space to hide such a thing as a diary…“ Outis commented on the find. „No wonder that the Butlers weren´t able to find it as they combed through the room.“

Heathcliff opened the tin box gingerly, revealing a diary. It was black, front, back even the pages were all smudged over with the color.

„Hm… it´s stained by ink. Even the cover, too.“ Hong Lu commented as Heathcliff flipped through the pages.

„I wonder why anyone would do this to their own diary?“ Rodion shook her head.

„Mm… when I would hold my pen against the paper for a long, long time, because I´m not sure what to write… the ink will start to pool and spread, leaving big stains like these.“ Hong Lu mused. Faust gently took the diary from Heathcliff´s hands, brushing fingers over the inky surface.

„These ink stains appear to have been made from nonstandard, special ink. A pool of ink that stained this page has left no marks on the subsequent page. Perhaps… these stains were made on purpose to hide the words under them.“ She finished, returning the diary to Heathcliff.

„If that Linton guy´s trying so hard to find this diary, then…I´m willing to bet that it´s something important.“ Ishmael proposed. Heathcliff, unsure of what to do with the stained diary, closed his eyes.

„Most of these pages are stained. I would have liked to read them. Even a little bit.“ He said mournfully, which was when the pages suddenly began to flip rapidly, until the diary came to a stop at a page with actually legible words.

It couldn´t have been the wind. There weren´t any open windows. It made my skin crawl even though I knew the why. Or rather, who.

XX/XX

Heathcliff left me. Without a word.
A terrible thunderstorm rages outside.
Will he cease to pain my heart and return home once the rain passes? Like Nelly said?

XX/XX
Fine. Don´t come back.
I don´t want to see your face ever again, either.

XX/XX
This manor and me… we´re all you have. You don't have anything else.
Will you truly abandon what is everything to you?

„Boy, this all feels extremely private. Should we?“ Gregor asked, eyes looking up from the pages. Sinclair was similarly inclined.

„Why don´t we leave Heathcliff alone so he can-“

„No. This entry seems… off.

Pointing to the page, Heathcliff laid out the diary for everyone to see.

XX/XX

A guest paid me a visit. The first in a long time.
Conversing with someone new… really cleared my head.
And I saw my shape in the mirror before me.
I know what to do now.

The basement.

We… must descend there.

„Who do you think this ´we´ is?“ Sinclair wondered.

„The basement… the basement?“ Nelly´s face grew pale.

„From what I remember, Nelly…“

„I agree, Heathcliff. Everyone, it appears that our next destination lies at the basement of this manor.“ Nelly spoke up.

Outis, however remained skeptical. Maybe she caught onto what was going on. „What makes you say that?“ Her gaze was a bit harder to decipher than usual.

„The old Mistress, who passed many years ago, ordered us to seal the entrance to the basement… which means that the basement was unsealed when the modifications were made to the manor.“ Nelly explained as she swallowed.

„But why… why the basement? Cathy hated the dark. Enough to keep her room always lit with several lanterns.“ Heathcliff shook his head.

I wanted to tell him, I wanted to warn him of the impending doom, but I knew I couldn´t. If Nelly found out about what I knew… and if she told Hermann… there would not be a single place in the City where I could hide.
My sleep was alrea
dy bad enough without that kind of worry.

„Indeed. I recall having to purchase an entire set of lanterns whenever I left the manor to procure the groceries.“

„That is certainly suspicious.“ Outis sucked air in as she straightened. We shared a look between us – I could only guess that is was about Nelly. Once again I pressed a finger to my lips. Nelly was still another pair of hands to help deal with enemies and she still had a good reason to keep up her act.

Gregor cleared his throat. „So...got any idea as to where we might find the basement, Nelly?“

„Well, it´s usually by the kitchen, isn´t it? Let us investigate that place first, shall we?“

The journey to the kitchen was far from straightforward, though, even with Nelly´s guidance.

„Odd… from what I recall, turning right here should have led us to the first floor.“

„No. We should have found the kitchen ages ago. And Nelly, it makes absolutely no sense that you of all people would be lost here.“ Heathcliff shook his head.

„Indeed. You could blindfold me and I would still know where everything in this house is.“

„This feels quite familiar. It is like…“ Yi Sang raised his head, as if to grasp a thought stuck to the ceiling somewhere.

„The corridor.“ Ryoshu finished for him, eyes glued to the back of Nelly´s head.

„…Indeed, like the corridors of the Backdoor.“

Faust nodded. „Yes. Considering the exterior of the manor and comparing it to its internal map, its shape and size is far from being even remotely reasonable.“

„What´s on your mind, Heathcliff?“ Dante turned to him as he tried to make sense of something in his mind. He held the same strange expression as he did every time his mind was working at full power… which wasn´t all that often because most of the things that bothered Heathcliff could be solved with a whack of his bat.

„This feels familiar. Like it´s all just one big riddle Cathy used to give me. I´d sometimes get the right answer early in the game. And every time I did, she kept making the answer more and more convoluted, annoyed that I actually managed to get it right. This… is exactly what that felt like. Like she´s cross with me, hiding the basement from us, making us go in circles…“

I stopped dead in my tracks. „Hold on, maybe there is something we can try. Have you got anything with the scent of the kitchen on it? We could get Fawkes to sniff it and-“

CRASH

With a loud bang, the window next to us shattered, sending shards of glass on the floor.

„EEAAUGH!“

„…Was that overreaction really necessary, Don Quixote?“ Sinclair asked as he rubbed his ears. Don Quixote smiled apologetically.

„Sorry.“

„Dammit, you scared the hell outta me, lass. I even dropped the diary… Huh? Wait. This page wasn´t here earlier.“ Heathcliff paused as he picked up the diary.

XX/XX
The basement.
We… must descend there.

In a not so far future, I would like to hang my portrait at the entrance of that basement.
A portrait of my most beautiful, most spirited… yet fleeting present self.
In those rare days when Josephine wasn't haunting that area of the manor, I´d sit there for hours with him by my side. Just chatting our day away…
Do you remember those days?

„This is a riddle, isn´t it? So where could this be?“ Rodya turned to Nelly.

„If this is her riddle, then the only one who can solve it has to be…“

„The entrance of that basement… just chatting our day away…“ Heathcliff briefly closed his eyes as if to recall what the words could be referring to… then squinted them open. „The fireplace in the dining hall. Catherine enjoyed chatting with me before the fireplace.“

„…I see. Those moments must have been very precious to her. Precious enough to write about them in her diary, so that she will always remember them.“ Hong Lu pointed out. Heathcliff, however, was not listening. He made his way forth and before we knew it, we were in the dining hall. Well, almost. There was a group of the Dead Rabbits in front of the door. They weren´t particularly tough, so I wasn´t surprised when most of them laid on the floor, dead. Heathcliff was holding one of them. The henchman was no longer breathing.

„...You lot again. Where is he? Where´s… boss?“ Heathcliff barked at the dead body.

„Any further attempts to communicate with them appear futile. They´re clearly-“

„No… the Dead Rabbits, they…“ Heathcliff stopped himself, then scratched his head as he dropped the body. He sighed deeply. „Dammit… I suppose it doesn't matter what I've got to say. I don't know. None of this feels real. They´re saying that Cathy is dead… the Dead Rabbits have changed… and this bloody maze of a manor… why can´t you just tell me what the hell is going on, Alighiero?!“

Heathcliff´s eyes bore into me like hot iron pokers. The air clung to the inside of my lungs, not wanting to leave, but refusing to stay put, either.

Suddenly I was staring into my father´s face instead, hard and angular.

I could probably count the individual hairs on my father´s stubbly chin if I wanted to. He wasn´t my father at that point, however. He was a just another cop, and not the good kind either.

I didn´t have the choice. I had to tell him something, anything… but I also made a promise. I made a promise to my friend… to my brother.

You snuck out with Stella-“

His name is Peter.“ I argued.

Slap

Here´s how this will go – you lie, you get slapped. Now...you snuck out with Stella… then you went to the lake behind the house. You cut a hole in the fence, then crawled through it. And then?“

We made a wish… well, Peter has-“

Slap

What did Stella wish for? Huh? Did she wish for you to push her into the freezing cold water? To hold her head under the surface until she couldn´t breathe? Until she drowned?!!“

I didn´t do that-“

Slap

The man I called my father broke down into tears as he pulled at the belt of his pants. „Why can´t you just tell me? Why do you have to make me hurt you?!“ He whippe d it, hol d ing by the en d opposite the buckle that retaliate d against his back sharply.

Slap

Wake up. Please, wake up.“

I blinked my eyes open. My cheeks stung real bad. „Ow… was that really necessary?“

„You were catatonic.“ Outis explained with a sigh of obvious relief. „Luckily it was brief, otherwise we would need to leave you behind. Heathcliff in particular is… growing restless.“ Outis nodded over to Heathcliff who was being persuaded by Dante and Nelly to wait just a moment longer.

„Did you… did you see?“ I quietly asked Outis. She nodded, her face unreadable.

„I don´t think any of us understood even half of it, but… What I understand is that adults should never raise a hand against children.“ Outis led me towards the rest of the group. The Sinners anxiously waited by the door. Heathcliff, unsurprisingly, looked angry.

„Finally…“ He huffed as he opened the door. There already was a group of people by the fireplace, with Linton standing guard next to it.

„So you´ve arrived…“

„This can´t be a coincidence, can it? I suppose you´re also trying to enter the basement.“ Heathcliff glared at him.

„Master Linton, what are you hiding in the basement?“ Nelly asked, trying a softer approach to the questioning.

„…I see that they have gotten their hands on it first. Despite the fact that you had the head start.“ Linton squinted at his butlers when he caught sight of Catherine´s diary in Heathcliff´s hand.

„Our most profound apologies, Master Linton…“ The butlers mumbled.

„Return that diary to me.“ Linton commanded without any preamble.

„Why must we?“ Outis scoffed.

„…Is it that unreasonable for a husband to request that you return his loving wife´s memento to his hands?“

I snorted. „Loving wife? If she loved you so badly then why would she hide it in a place you couldn´t find it?“

Linton pressed his lips into a thin line.

„Tell me why Catherine died, Linton. And like I said earlier… I won´t believe a word from your gob until I see her body for myself. Even your claim that she married you.“

„How desperate. Allow me to offer you an alternative. Go hide in some corner of this manor. Wait until the lightning strikes seven times… Then take the Golden Bough Catherine left you, leave, and never return to this place ever again.“ Linton smiled. „It is what you do best, Heathcliff - turning tail and hiding. Shrouding your shameful, tear-soaked face from the world, fleeing from the beatings, abandoning Catherine… because you were too busy running away from the gnawing hounds.“

As I felt the anger rise within me again, I used it to hold onto Fawkes´ leash. He was growling, feeling much the same about Linton who scoffed at him.

„Fitting that you should be standing next to a dog.

„Keep talking, ´Young Master´ Edgar. And you´ll find that I´m no longer that weak child you once knew.“

The muscles on Heathcliff´s back rippled.

„Well… I´m not so sure what has really changed about you since then, Heathcliff. And those… cheap, tacky letters you sent? All burned with the rest of the trash in the incinerator.“

I was getting close to letting go of the leash as Fawkes kept growling, teeth bared and white foamy slobber dribbling on the lacquered floorboards. That was when Dante stepped next to me, tempering my rage just by the presence of their flames. I closed my eyes, trying to breathe more slowly.

„What have you done to this manor?“ Outis asked. Her proactive nature almost made me forget that Nelly stood on the side instead of questioning him herself.

„I did not… tamper with the manor myself. I have not once been anywhere near the subject of workshops or engineering in my life; I am but a sheltered child of the esteemed Edgar Family. How would I have the capacity to do the modifications myself? All I have done is… make a few investments in a separate organization that worked on the construction. They were introduced to me as a group that was once a part of this… Syndicate called ´the Ring´.“

„…Hah.“ Ryoshu barked a laugh. It seemed that she was connecting the dots in her head already. As were the others, like Rodion.

„The Ring? Didn´t the Dead Rabbits guy say something about being plucked by the Ring?“

„What the hell are you doing… bringing those blighters here?“ Heathcliff demanded loudly.

Meanwhile, Linton was as cool as a cucumber… if only outwardly. „I don´t know… I never really cared much about the details of how this manor was modified. If my brother found out what I was doing, he would have tried to kill me… but I cared not.“

„How did you even come across the Golden Bough? It´s-“

„-impossible for a private individual to acquire the Golden Boughs? Indeed. But the Edgar Family is a family of vast means.“ Linton finished for Ishmael. „When my eldest brother left, most of the family fortune became mine. I quite enjoyed the affluence. One could say that it´s the only thing of my possession that I liked. Though I have spent most of it… procuring… the Golden Bough…“ Linton laughed as he coughed roughly into a handkerchief.

„Just tell me what happened to… Catherine. That´s all I´m asking.“ Heathcliff rolled his eyes as Edgar Linton kept yapping on and on about his oh-so-enormous fortune.

„Do you really think that you even deserve to meddle in my family´s affairs? To meddle in this business between me and… my wife?“

„Don´t talk like that to me, dammit! What, are you trying to flaunt those words at me or something?!“

Linton kept on smiling and it was getting more and more difficult to keep looking at his face without smashing through it with literally anything within hand´s reach.

„We were married. De facto, de jure. I was Catherine´s lawfully wedded husband, and we lived under the same roof. We built a family together.“ When Heathcliff paused and stared at him with blank face, Linton´s smile only grew wider. „Right, ´husband´. I suppose you will never know how it feels to be called that… am I wrong?“

Heathcliff had no words to argue with Linton who continued. „It´s only expected at this point, is it not? Who in their right mind would leave everything behind just to be with some… poor Backstreets vagrant… like you?“

I couldn´t move forth to smash Linton´s face into a puddle of bloody pulp. Rodion´s grip held as true as ever, pulling me back.

„I told you to stop provoking me. It´s… Agh. Dammit…“

„You were the first to leave her, yes… but I assure you, Heathcliff, it was certainly for the better. Because she would have… left you first if you hadn´t. Because she would have grown tired of you!“

„Tired… of me?“

I could practically hear the sound of Heathcliff´s heart breaking. In the shards of it was the reflection of his past, accompanied by the second flash of lightning.

Linton. You said that on purpose, didn´t you?“ Cathy accused him angrily.

What do you mean?“

Just now. You provoked Heathcliff. So that you'll anger that boy, so that he´ll attack you first.“

In front of angry Cathy, Linton seemed incredibly small, cowering. „No! I never said anything to him. You see, I was just talking to Hindley. Besides, les be honest. Just look at him. His unkempt hair, the rags he´s wearing… He´s laughable, isn´t he?“

Do you even know what you´ve done? Hindley will thrash that boy once you leave! Do you understand?“ Catherine yelled into his face, eyes welling with tears.

No, no!“ Linton wailed like a sniveling coward he always was.

Quit your weeping, Linton! You have no idea how unhappy your tears make me.“

A disembodied voice suddenly interjected. Catherine´s voice.

Linton tortures Heathcliff like that on purpose.

Every time my brother speaks ill of Heathcliff, he giggles with him or mutters in agreement. As if he wants Heathcliff to hear.

And Heathcliff would always attack Linton. Because he is an impulsive child.

Why can´t the people I love… also love one another?

Once again I got too comfortable in the flow of Heathcliff´s memories, only to be blindsided when the couple´s faces changed.

Maria´s streaming curly hair were like soft curtains when we first kissed. I could not care less that they rejected the gender norms with the same degree of passion that drove my parents to hold onto them with an iron grip. I never judged people like that.

Do you love me, Maria?“ I asked them as my fingers dragged along their arm.

Their eyes were the most beautiful shade of brown I´ve ever seen. I knew that if I looked into them another time I would not be able to let go.

Hearing my own voice say those words again felt so alien and homely at the same time.

I kissed you, didn´t I?“ Maria smiled. If I wasn´t already head over heels, I would be in that moment. Their hand dragging along my cheek, warm and slightly calloused from working in the garden. Smelling the damp soil on them, I could forget my worries for at least a little while.

I don´t know… I´m pretty sure I kissed you first… but then again, we are best friends, so...“

It was an innocent, happy laugh that I let out that day, unaware that we were being watched… and heard as we tumbled in the grass when Maria´s parents were not home.

Hmm… maybe we should spend a bit more time testing that theory…“ They laughed in reply as they pulled me closer.

I would like that very much.“ I kissed them again.

For a while, I genuinely believed we would stay together forever.

Being reminded of those tender moments we shared beside the shrubs covered in small white flowers stung my heart as much as they brought comforting warmth.

Linton. You love me, don´t you?“ Maria´s face changed into Catherine´s in less than a flash.

Of course, dear Catherine.“

Compared to the scene before, there was a chasm of space between the two of them.

Then how far are you willing to go for love? What does ´love´ mean to you?“

Catherine walked up to Linton who hung on her every word like a parched person in sweltering heat pined after a drop of cool water. …If you truly love me, then… perhaps you could bring Heathcliff back to me?“

The scenery snapped back to the present.

„That… diary!“ Linton´s eyes were wide and his face even paler, though it hardly seemed possible. „You can… read it?“ He looked downright pathetic, gasping for air with every breath, trying to read the open diary.

The rapier in his hand clattered pitifully to the floor.

„Yeah. As you can plainly see yourself.“ Heathcliff replied without even an ounce of anger, which was more than commendable.

„When I tried to read it, it was full of nothing but pages upon pages of ink stains… so why does it refuse me but not…“ Linton´s knees gave out, causing him to lean against the the mantle of the fireplace just to keep standing. „Hah. Catherine… this is your answer, then?

„I no longer know if I even have the right to stand in your way.“ Linton closed his eyes for a moment, and backed up. He pressed a hidden a button somewhere within the fireplace. With the sound of moving mechanical parts a long staircase leading downstairs came into view.

He was watching us with a hollow, dejected look.

„Master Linton…“ Nelly breathed out, emotion on her face a mystery to me.

„This staircase leads to the basement? What the hell were you doing down there?“ Ishmael asked.

„All I can say is that… I have been preparing to invite a new guest. Descend. Whatever appears before you, whatever transpires… it shall all be as Catherine willed.“

I stroked Fawkes´ head in order to calm both of us down. As we passed Linton I stopped, turning to him. „For the record, Heathcliff is more of a man than you can ever hope to be, Linton. De facto, de jure, de fuck you.“ I slowly said to his thoroughly disgusted face.

„Alighiero, that´s enough. Let´s go.“ Dante said to me. I followed them only because I had to.

No other reason.

Notes:

Another day another chapter posted... another bit of backstory dripped into the Well...

the genders of ocs are intentionally what they are, Maria is left ambiguous for the same of any Alighiero headcanons readers may have developed (you can also just assume they are nonbinary, but I left it open for interpretation - note that Maria IS unisex name for the very same reason)

Happy reading :)

Chapter 37: Foregone Conclusion

Summary:

The descend into the basement is full of twists, turns and unwanted memories unearthed... however the most grave is the revelation that shakes most people present to the core.

One thing is for certain - there is no going back for Alighiero.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

This staircase seemed to be this never-ending path that just led us deeper and deeper, like mouth of a hungry beast. At some point, both front and back end looked virtually endless which wasn´t really helping the growing dread.

„Is there even an end to these stairs?“ Rodion shuddered. She was still tightly holding onto my arm, though the reason changed sometime during the descend.

„I wonder if this depth was really that necessary? The servants must´ve had quite the hard time putting these stairs together.“ Hong Lu mused once again. The more I listened to his words, the more I wondered just what sort of fucked up stuff he went through. He certainly cared more than would be typical for a rich guy in the City.

„If they operate under the identical mechanisms as our corridor, then there is a chance that they may not have been installed by hand.“ Yi Sang pointed out.

On the other side of the group was Sinclair. There is a dark look on his face. „This is… exactly what the basement at my home felt like.“ He whispered.

„Sinclair, what happened back then… it still haunts you, doesn´t it?“ Dante asked him.

„Can´t say that I´ve completely moved on from it…“ He shuddered. „But… I´m moving forward, little… by little.“

„…Yeah. I can clearly see that.“ Dante nodded.

„…That´s good. Sometimes, I´m not sure if I´m just imagining that I´m getting better.“

I shot Sinclair an encouraging smile when suddenly I felt a low thrum in my head… followed by something dragging itself our war. Fawkes was growling, with his ears turned back.

„Something´s crawling this way… It can´t be an Abnormality, can it? At a place like this?“ Gregor shook his head as he gestured to the environment around us.

„No, this is… it´s gotta be…“

Before Dante could clue everyone into what we felt, the wrath peccatula showed its ugly head and body to us, screeching loudly and attracting more of its kind.

„The peccatula.“ Faust cleaved through the closest offender with her zweihänder.

„However, this place does not appear to be the Lobotomy Corp. branch, nor does it appear to be connected to one as Sinclair´s mansion was.“ Meursault quickly pointed out.

Faust nodded as she clashed against another peccatula, cleaving it in half. „Correct. The L Corp. branch in T Corp. is a fair distance away from this manor.“

„Causeless effects. I fail to see why this is happening.“ Meursault repeated, crushing and throwing one of the peccatula aside.

„As always, even in seemingly inexplicable circumstances such as this, laws of causality remain constant. There is always a cause to an effect.“

„…Understood.“

Meanwhile, Fawkes was using a gloom peccatula as a very torn up chew toy. The fluid from it didn´t seem to bother him much. That was when Ishmael was huffing nearby as she kicked the peccatula in front of her down the stairs. „Well… I guess we´ll find out what that ´cause´ is at the end of this stairwell.“

„I haven´t the faintest idea as to who might be behind this, but… man, someone really doesn´t want us reaching the basement. We´re finding more and more peccatula the closer we get to the entrance.“ Gregor pointed out as the rapier of a Linton identity flashed in his hand.

„Since we haven´t come across any other entrances on our way down… I guess the only place they could be coming from is the basement.“ Sinclair brushed pieces of peccatula out of his hair.

„What… the heck are they keeping in this basement?“ Rodion glanced around the dark space, wondering out loud.

„Don´t the rich families with big mansions usually keep basements for… fancy, classy stuff like fermenting some good whiskey?“ Gregor asked, likewise with an idea of what a rich family household looked like.

„They also use ´em for storing treasures… Hehe, I have many fond memories of raiding their basements.“ Rodya answered with a bit of a giggle. It didn´t help lighten the mood, but it was the thought that counted.

„Hmm… It probably depends on the family, but if a rich family wanted to hide something they´re doing, they´d do it in the basement.“

Visibly disturbed by Hong Lu´s comment, Rodya turned to Heathcliff. „Can you check the diary again, Heath? Maybe something new appeared on the pages like it did earlier.“

„It can´t possibly be that easy. This is just a diary, nothing more. You can ask these papers all you want, but…“

Heathcliff stared at the diary, eyes scanning the black covers.

„…Is there something wrong with the diary, Heathcliff?“ Dante asked him.

„I felt an odd sensation earlier. I dismissed it, thought it was just the chills. But I just felt it again. This diary… I ain´t even sure how to put it… haah. The point is, I just had the strangest sensation… The same feeling I felt earlier when that glass window suddenly shattered all on its own.“

Faust looked at me for only a while before turning to him. „Heathcliff, if I may…“

„I know! I know I must sound like I´ve gone barmy. But-“

Faust shook her head. „No, Heathcliff. It appears rather obvious that the ink used to write the entries was not an ordinary ink. There is a small chance that your ´suspicions´ may be true. That is what I believe.“ She said. „I would like to recommend that you open the diary, Heathcliff.“

Heathcliff opened the diary with a somber expression… and once again, the ink stains on the page had transformed into a series of legible words.

XX/XX

I once had a dream.

A dream of my own death, or an eternal slumber.

I found myself in heaven upon my waking.

It was just as it was described in the books. I was surrounded by angels who sang a song for me.

But at that moment, I also understood that I belonged elsewhere.

I cried and pleaded with the angels to send me back…

And the angels were so furious that they cast me out from heaven back into the middle of the violet flowers on top of Wuthering Heights.

Only then did I truly awake in this world, sobbing for joy.

Now that I reminisce upon that memory… I no longer believe that it was a mere dream.

It was just as real as the ghost from my youth that I have seen haunting this very manor…

Yes. If we were in heaven, we shall be eternally miserable.

Thus we must embrace the encroaching sins and descend into the world beneath.

„Here it is again. The ´we´…“ Sinclair raised an eyebrow.

„Most diaries are written in first person. Do you know anything about this, Heathcliff?“ Ishmael asked, trying to put the pieces together.

„No… She´s never once mentioned this dream to me.“

Yi Sang then cleared his throat as he came closer to Heathcliff. „Though it may be baseless conjecture… But to say that we must „embrace the encroaching sins and descend into the world beneath“ Perhaps the diary means to instruct us to face the peccatula and continue to descend into the basement.“

„You´re saying that Catherine… planned all this?“ Heathcliff´s eyes met mine. I kept quiet, very aware that Nelly was very much close by.

„Mm. Though I remain uncertain if this is what Miss Faust had implied earlier, yet... Heathcliff, did it not appear to you that the diary is answering directly to your beckoning?“

„…Right, it´s not just me who felt that, then?“

The faint smile on Heathcliff´s lips made my resolve all the more hardened. He´s held onto every scrap that was in his and Catherine´s favor. No wonder he´s hated me every time I refused to tell him anything concrete.

„Miss Catherine, she… I don´t want to speak so ill of the dead, but she seems a bit…“

Nelly nodded at Sinclair´s comment. „Yes, she was quite the character. And she could be a tad frightening, from time to time.“

„…Nelly. Linton said… something about my letters being burned at the incinerator, didn´t he? You think he´s really the prick who nicked all my letters before they reached Cathy?“

Momentarily, Nelly froze, but quickly hid that side of herself with a sad smile. „Well… I wouldn´t put such behavior beyond Master Linton.“

We continued downwards, battling few more waves of the crawling monsters until, at last we reached the bottom of the stairs. Icy cold shiver ran down my spine as I realized who would be waiting there. I steeled myself and backed further away from the front of the group, next to Dante.

„Alighiero?“ Dante turned to me, a question on their mind.

„Bad things ahead. And a pretty difficult fight.“ I whispered to them. They nodded shortly.

When the rows of glass pods came into view, gasps of horror, disgust and general apprehension sounded from the Sinners in front of me.

„What an ostentatious production.“ Ryoshu squinted at the coffins with disdain.

„…Is everyone seeing this?“ Sinclair said in a quiet voice. „There are people… in those glass tubes. Their eyes are closed… no, some of them are open… Are they… dead?“ His eyes flickered to me. Unfortunately, it wasn´t easy to tell even though I knew roughly what they were used for and how those glass casings worked.

„Dead or alive, it doesn´t make sense either way. I just don´t understand why there´s something like this under this manor?“ Rodion shuddered.

Each of the pods housed a person, like a protective chrysalis encasing a growing butterfly. All of them were still, as if they were already dead.

Which they were… and were not, at the same time.

„They are all dressed in different garbs. I don´t see any recognizable age or gender patterns among them.“ Meursault spoke. „Recall that large-scale cases of missing persons have been sweeping T Corp. lately. Then-“

Suddenly, Nelly cried out, pointing to the upright coffin on the opposite end of the basement. „T-there! Is that the Golden Bough you were searching for?“

At the end of the basement was a woman lying inside a coffin, not unlike the Snow White. Her coffin, however was made of mostly metal. She appeared to be at peace, as though in a pleasant dream. Attached to the box she was in was the Golden Bough, shimmering with familiar golden light.

„CATHY!!!“ Heathcliff was the only one who immediately recognized her face.

„Look! There are machines attached to her coffin.“ Outis pointed out.

„Mm. I see two levers, both pointed downward.“ Meursault added. In the chaos of opinions thrown around, Heathcliff sprinted towards the coffin.

„Cathy… Cathy, wait for me!“

Don, on the other hand, stood completely still, staring at a group of people at the control panel.

„Don Quixote?“ Dante approached her. She spoke in a tone of pure disbelief.

„There… there ought to have been a misunderstanding… Lo, at those who stand flanking the machines…We have seen them afore at the manor, have we not? …Fixers of the Öufi Association.“

I tapped Don Quixote´s shoulder to get her attention. „Don, ehm… I think it´s pretty clear that those are not Öufi fixers.“ She looked back at me with a mix of confusion and apprehension at the thought I would even suggest such a thing.

„All of you… out of my way. Now.“ Heathcliff stopped, as a wave of Öufi-disguised people stood in front of him.

„This area is off limits.“

Off limits? She´s there. I can see Catherine right there, before my eyes. I won´t let you fucks stand between us.“

The man disguised as the director turned to his comrades at the control panel. „Didn´t expect them to get here so soon… well, we need to buy some more time. Unleash the dregs!“

The men began fiddling with the lab machines. Then, the pods slid open.

„This is…“ Faust glanced around, then at me. I nodded shortly, readying my spear.

„I know, Faust. There´s nothing that can be done here.“

Sinclair yelled. „They´re crawling out of the pods! The pods that people are trapped in! N-no! This shouldn´t be happening! Why are... the peccatula!“ Just as he called out, the peccatula began to swarm us. Fawkes stood by my side, defending Dante alongside me. Nelly also helped, which would make me otherwise very conflicted if I wasn´t busy trying to survive.

„Miss Faust.“ Yi Sang called out to her as they slayed the peccatula, back to back.

„Speak.“

„I am certain that you, with your gift of omniscience and brilliance… already hold the knowledge the rest are not privy to.“ He clashed against a big watery blob, slashing through its defenseless body. „Yet you have deemed that there must be some things better left unuttered, thus you have not shared with us all that you know.“

He twirled around slashing through the peccatula Faust was facing next before turning to her. „So allow me to ask first. As this sight is all too familiar to my eyes.“

As Faust stared blankly into Yi Sang´s eyes, almost forgetting the mayhem around them, Yi Sang continued. „I wish to hear your opinion on my conjecture, in case that I am found to be incorrect. This is an experiment on the subject of ´humanity´, is it not?“

After a pause, she answered him. „Faust explains that the purpose of this experiment is to use the energy stored within the Golden Bough to utilize every strand of possibility. It is but one of many experiments made possible using the Golden Bough´s powers.“

When the last of the peccatula were dealt with, Faust continued. „To be more precise, it is… it is an experiment to birth a human? It is an experiment to create a certain kind of human. If we were to cast a wider net of possibilities… it can be assumed that this basement is merely an engine room where the power source is activated… and that the entire manor itself has become a laboratory of its own.“

„Does any of this resemble what you´ve seen before, Yi Sang?“ Hong Lu stepped next to visibly disturbed Yi Sang.

Resemble? Nay… they lie plainly before me. The machines of my very own design, my very research. This… is not what I had hoped my research would be used for. Not for such hideous purposes, not to exploit humans… not to ´produce´ them…“

„…You´re turning pale.“ Ishmael noted. „The fact that your research is being misused… isn´t the only problem, is it?“

Yi Sang sighed. „Though parts of these machines are of my design, none of these could have been… Nay, I could not have, not without the assistance from my fellows… Not without-“ Yi Sang fell silent, as there was a movement in the shadows, followed by quiet, but decisive steps until a man came into view.

„That man is…“

„You have recognized me long ago, have you not?“ Yi Sang challenged him directly, ignoring Dante. „Do not stand there in silence; utter aught to me.“

„What better response is there for you than my utter silence… when the customary greetings, words of antagonism, and inquiries about your well-being all feel so inappropriate?“ The man replied. „This is no different from how you had always remained a close fellow of silence then… no?“

The man walked among the glass pods in an unhurried, casual way, not sparing them a single look.

„If you can speak so placidly, surrounded betwixt these abominable horrors… then you must have always been a part of this… Aseah.“ Yi Sang accused him, giving the face a name.

„Well… it was not by my sole volition. You must already know that I am not one for such grandiose ambition.“ Aseah shot him a half-smile.

„Hey, you shouldn´t reveal yourself just like-“ The fake Öufi called out.

Aseah simply rolled his eyes. „They are already all aware of who we are. To hurriedly hide in the shadows when the light has already shined upon us is an unsightly cowardice.“

„We are getting tired of playing by your whims. We will make sure that they will hear of everything that has happened-“

That sentence certainly got Ryoshu´s attention. „Oh, ´they´? Interesting, who might this ´they´ be? Docents? Or Maestros?“

„What are you talking about, Ryōshū? They´re…“ Rodion´s eyes snapped first to Ryoshu, then immediately to me.

„They´re from the Ring. The outfits were convincing enough, but they forgot that the way you carry yourself gives away more than you´d think… which Ryoshu picked up on pretty much as soon we arrived.“

„They´re… the Ring?“ Rodya´s face turned a few shades paler.

Ryoshu let out a scoff as she lit a cigarette. „Rejects who ran off… pathetic.“

„You… you were to be sacrificed for the ritual in this laboratory. You should never have been down here…“ One of the researchers fumbled about, looking for a weapon. Some pathetic display that was. „You are ruining our plans. Who sent you down here?“

„Well, I don´t know if you guys will believe what we´ve got to say, but it was a diary.“ Rodion laughed uncomfortably. Even her joke wasn´t enough to offset the dreadful ambience of the basement.

„Aseah… stop. Please.“ Yi Sang turned to his old friend once more. It looked like he was leaving, or at least trying to if the smoke bomb in his hand was a sign of his intentions. „Why do the faces of those I once longed to see… appear at such unexpected times, only to depart in such a hurry? I…“

Aseah laughed quietly. „You do remember, do you not? That I never had any talent in fisticuffs. Well, perhaps I may one day allow myself to use the Mirror as you do.“ He added. Then, of all people, his eyes slid towards me. „This experiment would have been a tad more entertaining had you been here beside me all along… but do tell, has my invention been put to good use?“

I reached towards my collar without much thought about it, then changed my mind and glared at Aseah with fake confidence. „Should´ve seen that coming…“ Meanwhile my mind was all too busy whirling with all kinds of things that the collar could be used for if it weren´t really just a translator.

Aseah smiled, as if my words were a confirmation enough to him, then he turned back to Yi Sang. „Do not be so sorry for the brevity of this reunion, dear old friend. We shall see one another again in due time. Regrettably, I must make my exit. I rarely ever leave work on time, for I wear so many hats.“

In a plume of white smoke that appeared without a warning, Aseah disappeared without a trace. Ryoshu, however, wasn´t letting them all off the hook so easily as she dove into the smoky haze and captured one of the Ring´s researchers.

„Ugh…I normally couldn´t give any less of a crap about what kind of art the Ring makes… But this one… I find this one quite interesting. The Ring playing at being the Öufi… What is this, some kind of pop art?“

„What´s the Ring? The Middle´s neighbor, or something?“ Dante asked, still left out of the loop. I kind of felt bad for them. Before I could say anything, Rodya jumped in with an explanation.

„Neighbor… ha ha. Yeah, I don´t really know much about them. What I do know is that they are all at least halfway insane. Obsessed with what´s beautiful and all that-“

„They run their own gallery and display their own art, but none of their work is quite to my taste.“ Ryoshu added as she puffed cigarette smoke into the captive´s face.

„How… pitiful… you… do not understand the true philosophical beauty of Pointillism…“

„Is a Maestro involved in this? Where are they?“ Ryoshu pressed the captive researcher further, dragging her sharp scabbard along his throat. Respect given where it was due, the researcher didn´t even flinch.

„A Maestro wouldn´t bother to be in a place like this, would they? Besides, as you´ve already guessed, we are not even a part of the Ring anymore.“

„Then what are you?“

„Ahahahahaha! You think I´d tell you that so easi-“ Heathcliff tore the man´s head clean off with a full swing of his club. None of the chaos mattered to him, he cared only about the coffin he was walking towards. Catherine´s coffin.

„Tsk… and it was just starting to get interesting.“ I heard Ryoshu say as she dropped the headless body to the floor.

„…What are you going to do, Heathcliff?!“ Dante called after him.

„Obvious, innit? I´m going to get Cathy out of there. Out of that experiment pod, a machine, a coffin… whatever it is.“

„But what about-“

„But what about all those people in the glass pods? Don´t think you can stop me with your meaningless pleas. You already know what a heartless bastard I am. You know how much I´ve been waiting for this moment.“

„Heathcliff!?“ I called after him.

„DON´T! Don´t lecture me! Don´t you even try. Do you really think you can change my mind?“

„Maybe not, but listen to yourself for a hot second. Heartless bastard?! You? If anyone´s a heartless bastard in here it´s me! You of all people should know by now how true those words are.“ I yelled at him. It did shut him up for good five seconds. Which was coincidentally enough time for Hindley to crash the „heartless bastards impromptu venting session“, along with his favorite Halloween Playboy Bunny.

„I knew it… You were all nothing but a band of thieves, eh? Coming to pilfer my home…“ He yelled as he held a bloodied handkerchief to his very broken nose. I wanted to smash through his skull so bad I was almost getting nauseous from the thought.

„Mister Hindley!“ Nelly exclaimed. „You. What order did you give to the Dead Rabbits?“

„…Boss.“ It seemed that Heathcliff has remembered what I told him earlier. His gaze twitched between Nelly and „Matt“ as if to figure which one of them was the bad guy. „Where have you been this whole time? Do you even have any idea the state the Dead Rabbits are in? Not to mention the rumor I heard. They said that the Dead Rabbits were long-“

„Woah, Heathcliff. Take it easy, lad.“ The masked man said, as if looking to temper Heathcliff´s rage… which was about as hypocritical as one could get. In a fit of righteousness, Fawkes nipped at my hand, causing me to release his lead. He ran up next to Heathcliff, pacing between him and Hindley. I noticed that Heathcliff had enough mind about him to take hold of the leash and tugging him back.

„This was my home, dammit… I nearly had that game. It was mine! If only that bloody bastard hadn´t gotten that card…“ Hindley repeated, whining about the gamble he lost.

So called „Matt“ patted Hindley´s shoulder. I could notice him twitch as Fawkes closed in on him, sharp teeth menacingly bared. „But… Mister Hindley. I did advise you that such problems require a deeper consideration. When everything suddenly starts going wrong in your life… the cause has got to be lurkin´ somewhere, hidin´ out of your sight.“

„…Right. I´ve given it some thought. I´ve given some thought to when or where everything went wrong. And I see it now. The cause of all this misery… It´s because of that thing that everything went wrong.“

Hindley´s eyes bore into Heathcliff as Hindley glared at him. Instead of refuting his words, though, Heathcliff just stood there, unmoving, his grip on the chain lead unwavering.

„That day… that one bloody windy winter night… When some lowlife, vagrant child arrived at my home, before my eyes, with the broken pieces of my violin. That´s when everything went wrong.“ Hindley pointed at Heathcliff. „He should´ve died that day. Succumbed to frostbite, all alone… in some colourless Backstreets shithole.“

„…Calm yourself, Mister Hindley.“

Though held back by Rodion and with several Sinners separating me from the front, my words could not be so easily blocked. „No, Mister Hindley, keep talking… one punch was clearly not enough to set your nose right.“

„Wait… they punched you? That tiny person in the back? The positively harmless one next to the timepiece?“ The masked man began to bellow like a maniac, so much so that he had to brace himself against the wall.

„SHUT UP!“ Hindley growled at him, but that only pulled more laughs out of „Matt“.

When at last he calmed himself enough to speak, he turned to Hindley. „Haah… I´ve got to tell ya that I am runnin´ rather low on manpower. There is no need to waste our strength against ´em… Unless you really value your honor that highly.“ He added with a bit of a giggle.

„No! I can handle them! I´ll have you know that I-“

„-have gone through several augmentation procedures and was sent to a boarding school by your father where you learned how to fight?“

Hindley glared at Matthew, his face red with anger, as if he was about to lash out at him for cutting his sentence short… then scoffed.

„Haah… I was once… the master of this manor. Not like you lowlife hooligans who crawled in here, looking to reave what does not belong to you. Stay out of my way, then.“

Hindley approached Heathcliff slowly, the remaining henchemen by his side. Fawkes was going practically rabid over the situation, straining the chain that held him back.

„I´m going to kill that mangy dog… I should´ve killed him when I had the chance.“ Hindley snarled, lunging at…

...Fawkes. With a kick to his broad chest. Which, given the numerous augmentations would most likely count as more than a normal human kick.

FAWKES!!!!“

He was still alive, still breathing, though maybe winded or dazed and Hindley stood over him, about to deliver what would have been the killing blow. In the split second I noticed one pivotal detail – the hands that previously held me back didn´t grip me so tightly anymore.

The spearhead was heavy and my spear wasn´t exactly built for throwing, but Hindley was close enough that it hardly mattered. It flew between the Sinner´s heads, and the iron embedded itself in Hindley´s neck. The crossbar had prevented it from doing as much damage as I hoped, but it did prevent his act of violence on my dog. That alone was more than enough.

Heathcliff kicked into Hindley´s chest at the same time, causing him to stumble back as he held on the long handle of the spear. The Sinners have clashed against the Rabbits, pushing them all back… allowing me to kneel down and assess the damage. All the while Fawkes whimpered and licked at my hands, with his tail sweeping from side to side on the dusty floor. I was able to conclude that luckily, the only thing seriously wounded was his pride and the rest of him was just badly bruised.

I turned my sights to the commotion around me, most importantly Hindley, who was busy choking on his blood.

„Gah… Agh… Shi-“

„Haha. What did I tell you, Mister Hindley? Again and again?“ The masked leader of the Rabbits stepped to Hindley and ripped my spear out, along with a chunk of Hindley´s throat. „Never underestimate your opponents – especially in cards.

Hindley glared at him with about as much fury as I used to impale him… then slumped down, breathing, but not likely to live much longer.

Ishmael gasped, her face growing pale. „Alighiero, what did you...!? Why did you!?“

I glared back at her. The what and the why were both obvious. „Don´t ask stupid questions, Ishmael. Those who hurt my family don´t get to walk away. That´s how it always has been.“

That was precisely when the power shut off, throwing us into another memory. A fireplace came into view, with Catherine and Hindley standing in front of it.

Where is Heathcliff?“ Little Cathy asked her brother.

I haven´t a clue. Most likely dozing off in some corner, like the lazy bum he is.“ Hindley scoffed. „Oi, Heathcliff! Where the hell are you? ´Lady Catherine´ has finally returned! Chop chop, come on out and bid her welcome like the other servants have.“

Noticing younger Heathcliff´s sorry state, Cathy gasped. „Heathcliff! What are you sulking for? Have you forgotten me?“

Instead of a reply, Heathcliff looked to the ground and shrugged, wincing slightly in pain.

How insolent, Heathcliff. I don´t recall ever permitting you to act so disrespectfully before my dear sister.“ Hindley growled, but Catherine was smiling as she looked aside. It was a simple, small smile that had sadness lurking just under the veneer.

Why… are you… laughing at me?“ Heathcliff asked at last, catching her off-guard.

Huh? Why… would you say a thing like that? I… never laughed at you. I simply wanted to know why you don´t appear very happy to see me. It´s been so long since we´ve last met.“ She said. Notably, she hasn´t apologized.

Then again, she was still a child, while Heathcliff… was a slightly older child.

And… my, you are so dirty!“ She commented as she looked closer at him. There was an air of worry to her voice, but Heathcliff wasn´t the sort to pick up on subtle clues.

„…Hah. Dirty? You´re right. That´s just the way I was born.“ Heathcliff´s brows folded as he closed his eyes for a moment before running off. I like to be dirty, and I´ll be as dirty as I want to be!“

What are you… Heathcliff!“ Cathy reached after him, but missed. He escaped her grasp, leaving her in front of the fireplace.

The day when Heathcliff denied me for the first time…

I´ve never seen a prouder smile on my brother than when he watched it happen.

I wonder if Heathcliff, who stormed off to the barn… was weeping.

As I came to expect, my memories wormed their way into Heathcliff´s. I hated it, but there wasn´t anything I could do to stop them.

It was the tail end of autumn and the air was crisp and cold. Peter ran off into the wooded area behind our house. As his older sibling, I had no other choice but to run after him. I found him crying, perched high up in a tree, not unlike a bird. Though small, he was always a very good climber.

Go away…“ He whined from the branches up above as I climbed after him. „I don´t want to see anyone right now.“

You know I don´t like to see you cry, Stella.“

Don´t call me that!“

I was taken aback. It was the first time he refused that name. „I don´t understand…“ I said quietly. „Why are you-“

Momma told me what happens to girls when they grow up. But I am not a girl!“ He cried ever louder. I don´t want that! Not any of it! I like my body how it is now!“

You don´t want to grow up? Like Peter Pan?“ I asked. I was only trying to understand, not offer any solutions. But inadvertently, I did just that. He sniffled and choked back some tears as he nodded.

I think… I want to be called that - Peter. That´s a good name… so much better than Stella… and Peter didn´t have to grow up. Maybe… maybe I can also just… not grow up.“

Even in my childish understanding at the time, I knew it was impossible. „I don´t know… I don´t think that´s how it works. You don´t get to say no to growing up…“ But then I remembered something I heard when playing on the lawn. „...but maybe...“

Maybe what?“

I leaned closer to Peter. „There´s this rumor I overheard some bigger kids talk about… about the big lake in the woods, the one with a stone ledge that sticks out above water… that it´s where the stars can come down when the surface is still – like when it freezes over. The wishing star, especially.“

I hoped Peter would make a wish and then forget about the whole thing. Be my little brother instead of a sister everyone saw him as.

It´s been really cold past few nights…“ He pondered, only to draw back into himself as the doubts crept in. „Do you think that the star would care about my wish?“

I didn´t believe in wishing stars and flying boys who never grew up, but I knew that trying to tell that to Peter would only make him upset. So I lied to him, knowing that he would hate me later, but maybe… just maybe… I could make him happy for a while.

Every day I silently wished I had never told Peter about the Lake and what I heard about it. That I would instead just comfort him and lessened the blow.

Maybe that was the reason why I refused to give false hopes to Heathcliff, no matter how badly he reacted.

Maybe… but we won´t know unless we try, right Peter?“ I held out my pinkie in the air, unsure whether I was able to lift his spirits up until he smiled and tightly wrapped his pinkie around mine.

Let´s try… tomorrow. At midnight.“

At long last my memory let go, giving way to the memory that was supposed to appear instead. I could feel the relief as my chest no longer strained to take in air.

Catherine, you shrew… You dare conspire with your husband to take my home away from me? The only thing my father ever… ever gave me!“ Hindley´s disembodied voice echoed in my head.

I did not want the pain from your youth to hold you back from living your life, dear brother.

The same pain you wielded like a cudgel to thrash Heathcliff. To hurt me.

I will try all I can so that you may recover… but if you would rather choose to abandon every opportunity that was ever given to you… if you would rather walk yourself into that abyss…

I know this for certain… That Catherine died… because you dared to set foot in our manor, interloper. You… you are but a wretched devil… that never should have come to our home…“

Well… Your father likes me more than he likes you. You might be the one warming yourself by the fireplace now, but… I´m the one your father truly cares about. Me, a poor child from the filthy Backstreets.“ Heathcliff´s voice said in reply.

Oh… poor Heathcliff. He should never have said such a thing.

You… you fucking mutt! Come on, hit me if you wanna. I can take it.“

What do you think your father will have to say when he sees the wounds you´ve inflicted on me?“

The voices blended into one another in such a way that I could hardly tell who said which line. Except for Catherine, whose ethereal voice still stood out.

His words would turn into thorny roots and bury themselves in my brother´s heart as long as he lived. No matter how many times he thrashed Heathcliff to exhaustion, no matter how much time passed after our father´s death, they remained.

Yes. That is when Hindley began to believe… that Heathcliff was here to take everything he ever had.

The third thunderbolt struck as the power came back on. I hardly had the time to think about the memory that surfaced alongside Heathcliff´s. My head was pounding and I was still kneeling on the floor with Fawkes by my side.

The man who introduced himself as Matt stepped over Hindley´s body like it was nothing more than sidewalk trash. He threw my spear on the floor in front of me, painting a splatter of blood and gore on the ground. „Not entirely how I expected this to go… but I can appreciate the symbolism. His big mouth was what got him in trouble at the poker table, too… boastful prick.“ He laughed darkly. „Taking that win away from him was as easy as stealing candy from spoiled brat´s hand.“

„What are you laughing at, boss?“ Heathcliff stared at him with wide eyes as „Matt“ stepped next to the coffin into which Catherine was placed.

„What´s he doing there… right next to the coffin? Sinclair asked. The horror snuck back into his words, replacing the earlier attempt at confidence.

„His motives are unknown. But I see that an additional lever has attached itself to the coffin.“ Meursault commented.

„When did it?“

„Immediately after the power outage.“ Meursault quickly replied to Ishmael´s question.

The „Dead Rabbits Boss“ ignored both of them, his attention firmly on Heathcliff. „What´s… What´s there to not laugh about? Oh, how I´ve spent days upon days wishin´ he´d survive no matter how long I had to wait. That he´d survive until I could be there to watch him die with me own eyes. I imagined it every single day. Wonderin´ what kind of death would befit a prick like him.“ He looked at dead Hindley then, grinning.

„Yet every time, there is something so unsatisfying about the way he goes out. There is always something… missing… but maybe dying so unceremoniously… is just the way he will always meet his end.“

Every time? Always meet his end?“ Ryoshu stared at the masked man as he tried to calm his own laughter down. Meanwhile, Heathcliff stood there, thinking about nothing else but Catherine.

„So pulling that lever kills the power. But I doubt that´s the only thing it does. Am I right? …Are you going to pull it?“

„Yes, I am.“

Before anyone had the chance to stop him, Heathcliff bolted up to the machine and grabbed the Dead Rabbits boss by his collar.

„I knew that something was off about you earlier. Now, I can think of two possibilities. One. You´ve lost it while I was gone, and it´s going to be up to me to beat the sense back into your noggin´. Two. You´re some deranged lunatic who´s only pretending to be the boss. Some mental fuck who should never be allowed anywhere near Catherine.“

Heathcliff´s eyes burned with righteous anger. But it was that very anger that blinded him to the reality to begin with.

„If you´re really him, you must know at least know your own name. What is it?!“ He demanded from the masked man.

„Matt.“ He said at first, then paused. „…I suppose he didn´t go by ´Matt´ here, then?“

„What?“ Heathcliff´s hold on him loosened somewhat, enough to throw Heathcliff back. I crawled back and away from him and his two remaining goons, Fawkes halfway in my arms, squirming. Going by the rumbling coming out of him, deeper than I ever heard before, Fawkes was more than ready to limp his way to the masked man to try to tear his face off.

My eyes found Dante´s gaze. No words were necessary for them to comprehend the gravity of the situation.

„…I´ve grown complacent. I wasted quite a lot of time and effort in an attempt to learn his mannerisms. Just like this…“ The man cleared his voice before speaking. „...Seat your arse down and pour me a pint, Heathcliff. What a bloody gloomy day it is.“

„You… You!!!“ Heathcliff growled at him. „What the hell do you want? Hindley, you, and your mysteries… I´m tired of it.“ He turned back to me for only a moment.

My eyes stung but I pushed through as my vision blurred.
There wasn´t anything I could say or do that would make the situation any better. That was the cold, hard truth I knew long before we even stepped into the manor.

„Haah…“ Heathcliff turned back to the masked man in front of him. „If you won´t talk, then I´ll…“

„Ahaha… what, kill me? You´re going to kill? Me?“

With those words the man tore the rabbit mask off his face, revealing the scarred face underneath – the face that matched the face of the man in front of him.

Notes:

do do-do doot, I got a job - slower chapters from now on, but don´t despair, let us enjoy this heath-cliffhanger for what it is - a promise from me to you to continue writing whenever I have more than five minutes to spare (as long as my keyboard won´t keep breaking down, there have been issues with "e" on top of "d" which is quite annoying but unlikely to stop me)

anyway, please enjoy few more bits of lore before I disappear into the hedges for possibly slightly longer than usual

Chapter 38: The One Who Lived There

Summary:

Erlking crashes the party. Twice. Alighiero is a little shit to Carmen´s plans. Also twice.

There aren´t more things I caught happening twice, but it´s funny that it happened twice.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

„I suppose introductions are unnecessary.“ The Erlking Heathcliff said calmly. „I am you, as it is plain to see. And I have clawed my way back from hell.“

„…H-how can there be two of the same person?“ Sinclair asked quietly, though his eyes were wide open. I tugged Fawkes back, although he looked just about ready to rip out Erlking´s throat, despite his earlier failure to do the same to Hindley. Or maybe because of it, I couldn´t be sure.

„They are… not the same people. This one is an Identity.“ Faust replied when she saw that I would not say anything on the matter.

„Identity? He´s an Identity?“ Outis´ head whipped between Faust and the two Heathcliffs. In the middle of all that mess, Dante tapped my shoulder.

„So he´s a Heathcliff… from one of the Mirror Worlds? The difficult fight you mentioned earlier is…“

„...among other ones, yeah.“ I whispered back to them.

The Erlking walked about with heavy footsteps. „All those who challenged me, stood in my way. All those who humiliated me. I intended to find them one by one, to give them deaths that befit their crimes. And in the end… I would kill… the one who killed my Cathy… with my own hands.“

„My Cathy? The one who- Who… no, what the bloody hell are you talking about?!“ Heathcliff shook his head, trying to make sense of Erlking´s words.

„Obvious, is it not? It´s you. And… me. Do you still fail to understand? We are her murderers.“

„What a load of rubbish… talk like a normal person or…“ The words caught in Heathcliff´s throat. He turned to me. I opened my mouth to answer him, to say something, anything , but his mind was faster than my mouth.

„…Wait. How much do you know about Cathy´s death?“ He asked turning away from me, to his alternate self.

„I have no love left for anyone in this world. This world has none to spare for me, either. I had but two paths before me. Death, or inferno… because I was already cast into the depths of hell upon Cathy´s demise. But you… I watched you going on your puerile adventures, dreaming of some saccharine, heartfelt reunion with her.“ The Erlking looked at Heathcliff with the look of absolute distaste. „Thus, I have journeyed to this world. To devour every one of those hours. So that you may be stained with the same despair that painted me…“

I couldn´t bring myself to speak. I had so much to say and yet it was as if someone had sewn my mouth shut. I couldn´t step forward, because Fawkes would follow. I didn´t want to stand back, because it was unthinkable to let Heathcliff suffer alone while I lounged in the back, doing nothing.

„Stop talking in circles! Are you saying that you´re the one who killed Cathy?“

Us , Heathcliff. It´s us .“ Erlking proclaimed as he raised up his enormous weapon. I could hardly call it a sword when the blade itself was so broad it could easily cut through walls with its multi-faceted shimmering surface held together with what looked like arteries. „That´s what we are. How we were born to this world. A witless brigand. A vagrant. A thing wrapped in a filthy, stinking rag of a sack.“

„A witless brigand… Yeah. That´s what I always was.“

Fawkes was silent, too. Everyone was, as if the play that was staged demanded complete silence from everyone but the two main actors. I didn´t like it least bit. I had to do something.

„Tell me, Heathcliff. What was your first thought… when you first heard the news of her death?“

„If she was killed… I would pursue her murderers to the ends of this earth… and kill every last one of them. Whoever that may be.“ Heathcliff replied to Erlking. I could only watch as the dots connected in his mind, solidifying into a diamond-hard resolve.

„YES! A bloody wretch like ´em… should not be allowed to live. Don´t you agree? You could kill them and tear their corpses from limb to limb a hundred times, but it still wouldn´t be enough. Because it won´t even compare… to the terrible suffering that awaits you.“

„And I… I am Catherine´s murderer… I am the wretch that killed her…“ Heathcliff repeated, his eyes filled with horror that was sinking into the very atmosphere we all breathed, like a poison gas.

I wanted nothing more than to cry out, to remind him that no, Catherine, his Catherine was still alive in the manor… but he would not accept it, so where was the point? I kept arguing with myself and my locked jaw that refused to relax for even a moment. So much so I could feel the tears burst from my eyes, twin springs of silent sorrow that wasn´t even mine.

„Endless, excruciatingly sleepless nights lie await in your future. Though you will not see her, her beckoning voice shall haunt and torment you until you draw your last agonising breath. Can you not hear her? Cathy, she weeps!“

I felt movement in my muscles, as if puppeteered by some invisible force. The chill that would not leave me, the ghostly whispers in my ear that were so quiet I could mistake them for my own breathing.

And the tears would not stop.

„You would not know this, but it snowed the day they buried Cathy. I stood there alone by her grave, nothing but the cold, wintery gust to accompany my vigil.“

There, I heard it. Shrill winds whistling through the manor´s creaky windows that barely held in the bit of heat generated from huge fireplaces. Too many people to count in the small space, all dressed in black and talking in hushed voices. Suffocating.

Outside was no better as the scene whipped around. Snow-dusted, frozen ground was about as welcoming as a butcher´s fridge. I couldn´t move. Couldn´t shout. There I laid, in a hole dug into that inhospitable land with skies forming an ever-so-gray cast above. The pale cover didn´t last before it was forever shut, black and endless.

There was screaming. So much screaming… but the howling Wuthering Heights swallowed all of it, like a starved wolf would a lone, lame sheep.

„Ah… I hear the howling blizzard still. Where are you, dear Cathy? Resenting me still, from whence I shall never reach? You are beside me, are you not? Not under me—but with me, upon this very earth!!!“

Big arms surrounded me like a prison. I still couldn´t move. „Cathy…“ Said the breath to my ear, warm and so loving it shattered the illusion that it could ever be real.

I wasn´t someone to be loved.

When I regained my own self, away from the foggy visions, the first thing I did was punch Erlking, to try to pry his arms open.

„Yes, Cathy… torment me. So that I may never rest until my very last breath!“

„I am not your bloody girlfriend!“

As it appeared, Erlking didn´t expect to be kicked in his balls. Which gave me plenty of opportunity to crawl away, mostly on all fours because I managed to trip over Hindley´s dead body in the process like a complete idiot.

„Yes. Break me to a thousand shards. So that I may be driven mad with suffering! So that Cathy may forgive me… even a little.“

The Erlking wasn´t so easily shrugged off, however and despite the pathetic display stood tall, brandishing his blade with a dark shine in his eyes.

„STOP!!!“

For once I was glad that Heathcliff took it upon himself to, quite literally, throw me to the back of the group. And for the first time that maneuver was executed, I found it pretty surprising that I actually stuck the landing without breaking anything.

Fawkes came sniffing all around me, as if to confirm he got the right person.

„Yeah, still me… I guess I can now fall on my feet like a cat, but I´m still me, don´t worry.“ I patted him as I straightened up next to Dante who looked… concerned ? Or maybe it was just the headache banging on the inside of my head making me see things.

„I don´t think we have any time for discussions right now. Let´s see what we´re working with.“ I stepped to their blank, staring-ahead self. I glanced over the team giving it barely any thought before nodding along. The headache was growing so bad I could barely pay attention to my surroundings, let alone the fight happening quite a bit away from me and Dante.

Fawkes was tugging on the leash for some reason, but I held him back, throughout the blunt pain in my head. The pain was only amplified as Dante was pushed to revive the Sinners a few times.

With Nelly around, I could be just about certain that my secret was as good as leaked already.

Suddenly, there was the sound of breaking glass.

„You... and everything that crushed me under their feet, built this wall between me and Cathy… I´ll shove all of it in this bag... drag it to the end of inferno… and pummel it as hard as my strength would allow!“ I heard Heathcliff ceaselessly pummel Erlking, over and over until nothing but a bloody mess. that was hardly shaped like a person, remained on the floor.

„Every Catherine… was destined… to be miserable. Because of Heathcliff. That is why… I must kill… every Heathcliff, in every world. You would have… done the same.“ The Erlking said before the illusion of his appearance shattered, revealing flaxen-blonde hair of the Edgar Family.

The pain in my head reached its natural crescendo with yet another memory, which belonged to Erlking instead for a change.

Is she… dead? Tell me everything. Please, give me a true history of the event. How did… How did C-Cathy die? Did she pass away with the same kind smile on her face?“

Quietly, as a lamb.“ Nelly from the Erlking´s mirror world said to him as they stood at her grave, covered with mud. The snow had since melted.

And - did she ever mention me?“

She could not; for her senses never returned. She lay with a sweet smile on her face. Her life closed in a gentle dream… may her final slumber be a peaceful one.“

No… No… May her… May Cathy…“ Erlking punched the nearby tree with his head, each slam a splitting flash of headache that cut through my skull. „May she wake in torment!“

Wha… what?“

I… I-I… I… I killed Cathy, didn´t I? I am her murderer, aren´t I? Haunt me then, Cathy! Be a ghost and haunt me, be with me always! Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you. I cannot live without you!“ Erlking cried to the uncaring sky and dirt, in the world where Cathy passed away and was buried before he returned to Wuthering Heights.

H-Heathcliff?“

Cathy, you… may you not rest as long as I am living! And nor shall I!“

I expected the memory to end as the headache melted away, giving way to the view of the present. It did, but something still felt off. Heathcliff was on the ground, kneeling, cradling his head. As the faint sound of ticking could be heard somewhere in the background.

Why´d you leave Wuthering Heights? It´s where the love of your life lives, isn´t it?“

Yeah, Clockhead. You´ve asked me that question once. But that was a wrong question to ask. … You should´ve asked me why I endured , not why I left.

The thrashings, the humiliation, the scorn, the pain, the starvings… I could endure it all. I just had to weather it, let it pass over me. That´s what I always did, anyway.

Despite all that, I decided to leave Wuthering Heights behind because… because I finally realized something.

„… So Linton will be made quite affluent soon. If I were to marry him… I shall be the greatest inventor of the neighborhood, no? Perhaps I shall be awarded the ´Inventor of the Year´ award from T Corp!“ Catherine´s words didn´t contain as much excitement as one would´ve thought. It they held any emotion, it was quiet acceptance of the truth.

Then… what of Heathcliff, Miss Catherine?“

Nelly, please! Don´t say such foolish things. It would degrade me if I were to marry Heathcliff. We´d both be destitute if such a thing were to happen.“

Tell me. Tell me why you couldn´t bear to remain at Wuthering Heights anymore.“ The sound that I heard mimicked Dante´s ticking, but it was off, obvious, like a single dissonant tone in a flawless concerto. It was something else.

Someone else.

Because I finally understood that Catherine… did not love me. And if I had to stay here and watch her marry Linton, right before my eyes… I would have done something so violent, so brutal against Linton… or even against Cathy.

I could not stand that. Not even the idea of it.

So I ran. From this manor that degraded me, made me a wretch. From this manor that taught me love, only to deprive me of it.

„…No. I was always a wretch. From the moment I was born. A lowly thing like me should not have been allowed to be here in the first place. That´s why I tore myself from it. But… I´ve never given up on Cathy. I only wanted her to realize that she was wrong. To regret what she´s done. So that she´ll one day return to me.“ Heathcliff spoke, unaware of the world around him. Alone, he stewed in the echochamber built by the dead woman´s hands.

I commanded Fawkes to stay as I dropped the chain before walking towards him. The very same pull that guided my steps towards Bamboo-hatted Kim. I could only hope that a different resolution was possible.

After all, Carmen could not plan for a typo in her script, let alone one made by a hand far outside of her reach.

But… what about now?

„Pointless. It´s all pointless.“

Then… what can you do now?

I stepped forth through an invisible barrier. It felt like a cozy little bubble that dampened all outside noise. Probably a good deal of screaming at me to get real and not walk towards the very much distorting Heathcliff.

Good thing I was never one to obey rules that I haven´t set myself.

„My head hurts. I´m bleeding. And this… this is the sound of my… distant self bashing his head against the tree trunk.“

I´m back… I said I´m back, Cathy…“ Heathcliff's own voice rang out through the air along with dull thumping against the tough wood.

Look at him. What do you feel?

Following the stream of glowing… something, I reached kneeling Heathcliff sitting in the seemingly endless abyss. Something was drawing close to him from the shadows, unseen and unheard by most.

„Get out.“ I said calmly. The being, to all credit, did back away, allowing Heathcliff a moment of respite as he lifted his head.

„Alighiero? What are you doing here?“

What? Who… you don´t belong here.

I scoffed at the voice. „Yeah, and neither do you.“

No, but you… you´re not from… but you also are ?… how is this even possible? You weren´t here when...

For only a moment, I faltered. I felt the shadows slide around me, circle me like wolf would a lone sheep in the field. „Don´t know, don´t care. Leave him.“ I waved the shadows away from myself and Heathcliff. „There´s only one woman allowed to hold a place in his heart… and she is not you.“

Ah… I see now… very well.

She disappeared, leaving behind Heathcliff and a tall stack of questions I could not care less about at that moment.

A memory whipped around the two of us – two children running around the garden, teasing one another. There was laughter and plenty of sunlight, foreign to T Corp.

In a flash of lightning, the scene warped into Heathcliff´s memory.

Run, Heathcliff! Run!“

Cathy, your ankle!“

Go! I said go!“ Cathy yelled after him. The hounds that surrounded them were twice as large as a great dane.

I… I promise I´ll! I promise I´ll come back for you.“

The fourth lightning strike drew up Catherine´s soft voice.

Welcome home, Heathcliff.

The memory resumed.

„… So if she catches us red-handed, Nelly might give us the super sleepy smack. Besides, the front gate has got to be closed and locked by now.“ Catherine explained her plan to Heathcliff, the route outlined on the dusty ground.

This is…“

Now, ready?“

Ready for… what?“

My, Heathcliff! Didn´t I tell you to pay attention when I´m speaking? Ready to race from the top of that hill to the gardens?“ Catherine rolled her eyes at Heathcliff. „I´ll win this time, I´m sure of it.“

But Cathy… you don´t have your shoes.“ Young Heathcliff pointed at her bare feet. She only laughed at him.

Heh, I suppose Nelly will have to lecture me, then. Doesn´t matter, though!“ She ran a little further before gasping in wonder. „Oh! See that magnificent house over there?! Why don´t we head over there and peek through its windows? I want to see who lives in such a big house.“

Cathy, we can´t…“

Why not?“

Because… If we go there now… they´ll spot us… and sic their monstrously large hounds on us.

Suddenly, Heathcliff was no longer his child self, but his present self instead.

„One of them will bite your ankle. You won´t scream, but… you´ll bleed a lot. Enough to keep your wound bandaged for weeks.“ I heard him say. „I regretted it, day and night, that it should´ve been me who was mauled in your place.“

„… And?“ Little Cathy asked.

„The people in that house will take you inside to dress your wounds… and there, you´ll meet… Linton…“

How did you feel about that?

„Everyone was entranced the moment they saw you… Of course they were. Because you are the most beautiful person in the world.“

But… Heathcliff. You left me behind in that manor.

„My heart sank to its deepest depths. Then, instead of hitting rock bottom, it kept sinking. Now that I think about it, I felt… wretched. Miserable.“ Heathcliff sighed. The darkness was threatening to surround us again. „I was angry that you hurt your ankles. I hated that I wasn´t a part of that posh picture with you and the others. But more than anything, I… felt that we could no longer be together… ever again.“

That incident really drew Hindley´s ire. So he ordered Nelly to completely neglect your care. I stayed at this manor for five weeks… grew closer to Linton and his little sister Isabella… It was the stay which, eventually, became the reason you denied me for the first time.

Adult Catherine´s voice could be heard, soft and distant.

My life until this moment… they were the happiest times of my life. It was all I ever wanted. But I must leave now. Because this is but a diary of mine.

You can´t change the past.

„I… I still cherished this day. The day I could run so freely across the gardens by your side…“

I did too, Heathcliff. That is why I wrote my diary. So that I will hold these memories to eternity´s end. My most precious memories…

As the feeling and hearing returned to me properly, I noticed that I was tightly holding onto Heathcliff. I disentangled myself from him in embarrassment.

„Heathcliff, Alighiero, are you two okay?“

„I´m fine… I think. One hell of a headache to show for it, but… eh, I´ll live.“ I brushed off Dante´s hurried tick-tocking with a small smile.

„…How are you feeling?“ Ishmael came closer to Heathcliff, wary, but ultimately supportive.

„Like shite. And miserable… and also… confused? Why… how were you in my head?“ He looked at me. Sadly, I didn´t have much of an answer myself, which really made me more aware of all the expectant stares.

„Uhh… dunno… I just… did the thing… because…“ The multitude of words I wanted to say earlier somehow vanished from my head leaving just a few dusty bits behind. „You know what, I don´t know ! Because I wasn´t thinking, I just did what seemed right in the moment!“ I retorted and immediately shut my mouth in confusion over what I just said.

Amidst that whole mess, Heathcliff smirked shortly. „You sound like someone I know very well.“

„That´s not-“

Our merry reunion was cut short as we were being surrounded by remaining former ring members and „dregs“ they released from the pods around us. I picked up my dirty spear off the ground and stood back next to Dante.

Dante´s POV

The onslaught of remaining researchers wasn´t too difficult to deal with, but most of the Sinners were fairly tired afterwards. I had to rewind several of them, too, which was about as unpleasant as always. My mind, however, was drawn elsewhere, to the very moment Alighiero approached Heathcliff soon after he collapsed to his knees, muttering to himself.

„Oi, Clockhead. You probably wouldn´t know this, but… Well, everyone but you would know. When I was starting to lose my mind, when I was completely blinded and deafened… When I was starting to feel my sense of self, my very being, slowly fading away into the dark… I heard that faint noise.“

I looked at him with a bit of confusion. Being torn away from my original train of thought didn´t help matters. „That damned noise of a clock. It opens my eyes. Drags me back to reality.“

„Well, that´s… Because I´m your manager. Bringing you back to your paths is what I do.“

Suddenly, Ishmael called us to her. She was beside the remains of the Erlking, poking at the bloody mess with her harpoon. „You guys might want to come take a look at this… Look at the corpse of the… evil Heathcliff... we defeated earlier. This… isn´t Heathcliff from the other world. I don´t think we´ve ever seen this person before.“

Heathcliff, however gasped as his gaze fell on the strands of blonde hair. „I know her . Isabella Edgar… Linton´s younger sister. She came by this manor a few times along with Linton.“

„They overwrote Linton´s sister… with Heathcliff´s Identity?“ I asked.

„Yeah… hold on, where´s Nelly? Wasn´t she around just now?“ Alighiero looked around frantically. They were nervous, which Fawkes picked up on, too, pacing around his owner and staring into the dark surroundings.

„She is probably checking the corners for any stragglers. We can´t be too careful in this dark space.“ Outis surmised, but it didn´t seem to satisfy Alighiero.

They were obviously shaken from what has been happening in the manor ever since we stepped into it. To have their memories so unceremoniously drawn out would be bad enough on its own, but to also bear the memories of Heathcliff´s past... the weight that came with knowing what we were walking to all along… I couldn´t really blame them for acting out. And though I would have preferred if they didn´t put themselves in danger, the Sinners have certainly done much worse things over far smaller disagreements.

„He wasn´t even real huh?“ I heard Heathcliff say as he looked at the remains of Isabella. There was a bit of sadness about him, but not too much. He clearly didn´t know Isabella all that well.

„…This technology they´re using to summon Identities… it´s definitely a lot like our own.“ I realized out loud. Yi Sang´s quiet horror seemed like plenty of an answer. His eyes were shifting around the room enough to clue me into just how on the edge he was.

„Manager. There have been a total of four separate instances of lightning strikes.“ Meursault broke the silence that spread among the group. „The most logical course of action, from the perspective of our company would have been to wait until the Golden Bough becomes available to us. Just as Linton had suggested earlier-“

The stoic words of his were not received very well. „What, hide in the barn and wait for the seventh strike of lightning like cowards?“ Heathcliff yelled in his face. „What a helpful lot you are. Thank you kindly for your words of encouragement. You know what? We should´ve done that from the start… It was foolish of me to even-“

„-allow me to finish, Heathcliff. I am beginning to feel the need to practice hastening my speech.“ Meursault cleared his throat. „We have experienced consistent escalation of risk merely by moving about the manor. Moreover, it is growing increasingly difficult to ensure Heathcliff´s safety. Therefore, in conclusion… I believe we should stop the lightning from striking, even if it results in failure to complete our mission.“

„We´ve got company.“ I heard Alighiero say with clear disdain in their tone. They lifted their spear up, sharp end pointed towards the stairwell.

„Thus all is ruined…“ Linton´s exhausted voice broke through our musings as his slow, measured steps followed. He looked around at the destroyed laboratory, the corpses, and the husks of dead peccatula. There was a hollow look in his eyes. His face, already so sallow, had lost even more of its color, but he stood tall regardless.

Linton´s gaze lingered on his sister´s mangled corpse for only a moment before moving towards Catherine in the coffin. He walked towards her, as if caught in a trance.

„You… Do you even understand what you´ve done?“ Heathcliff growled at him, barely holding back from jumping at him in an instant.

„I merely follow the path laid before me…The lightning has struck four times.“ He said in a weak voice. „ Those lightning strikes… Each strike of lightning is a blessing… For it signifies that you have a place in her heart.“ Linton did not spare a single look in our direction, continuing forward. I could finally see his face clearly for the first time. He wore the expression of deep, bottomless pain.

It didn´t change the fact that he was still extremely suspicious, and had quite a lot of things to answer for, but… it began to sink in that he was also a man who was also grieving. Only then he turned his sights away from Catherine, looking to the ground instead.

„I lied to you, Heathcliff. Our marriage… was never happy. But I have spent my entire life struggling to earn a place in her heart. Knocking and knocking so that she would let me in. Yet there was nothing. She never once gave me an answer. Even now, she remains silent.“

„Linton. Nothing… none of that justifies the atrocity that you have committed in building this abominable laboratory.“ Yi Sang stared daggers into him. It was the highest amount of anger I´ve ever seen from the usually quiet Sinner.

„I have given some thought as to how so many people could disappear without leaving a shred of evidence. It cannot be said that gangs kidnapped them by force, for there were no signs of resistance. There have also been cases of simultaneous disappearances. Sometimes, even entire families would disappear all at once...“ Meursault said, his arms crossed.

„You actually read… the whole article?“ Rodion lifted her eyebrows.

„...Then, it can be reasoned that they weren´t taken against their will. It would be more believable to say that they followed their would-be kidnappers willingly .“

„Which means… the kidnapper was someone well-known. Someone with a decent reputation. What, did you offer them a job at the manor? Promise to treat them to a nice meal or something?“ Ishmael snapped at Linton.

„An experiment to ´produce a human´, or so it was called. Yet I cannot imagine a single human being for whom these heinous experimentations, all this sacrifice, this suffering… would have been worth it for.“

Linton received the Sinners´ deluge of resentful accusations with an unstirring expression, but at last he spoke. „That is where you are mistaken. Everything was by Catherine´s request. But it was by my will that every one of her requests were carried out to the letter.“

„What? That´s impossible! I´m asking you why-“

„The ´why´ never mattered to me. So I never asked her. All I ever cared about was endlessly endeavouring to carry out her wishes, to do as I was told.“ Linton replied. When he lifted his face to look at Catherine again, they were welling with tears.

„Yeah, still… why? With your family´s wealth, you could´ve just lived out the rest of your days in complete luxury with money to spare. So why-“ Ishmael´s question was cut off before she finished.

„You ask me why? Is it not obvious? Because I loved Catherine. Ever since the moment I laid my eyes upon her, to this very day. I have spent every single moment of my life pining for her.“ Linton continued. „Speak ill of me as you will. I care not. Because my joy comes from what morsel of affection she spared me. So… you have no idea how much I envied you, Heathcliff.“

„You envied me? You?“ Heathcliff blinked at Linton.

„Even in her youth, when I would come to spend time with Catherine at this manor… She would always ask me the same question: „I wonder where Heathcliff has gone to? I wish he was here.“ Of course, you must have been hiding from her. For you could not bear the sight of us… and believe it or not, it was not I who burned your letters. In truth, I would have delivered them to her myself had I had my hands on your letters. Because that was how desperately Catherine was waiting for your news.“

Linton made no further movement closer to the coffin, but I could see Alighiero move next to him anyway. I stopped them and for once they haven´t made an effort to continue, but there was a good deal of conflict in their eyes.

„Once you left, Catherine… she shut herself off in her room, refused to eat, and withered away. Gazing into a mirror, day and night… until one day, she calmly emerged from that very room and asked me for my hand.“

„A mirror… She mentioned the same thing in the diary. That she saw herself in the mirror.“ Heathcliff repeated slowly, trying to make sense of things.

„Yet we kept no mirrors at the manor we lived. The mirror she looked into was, according to her, a gift.

„A gift from who?“

„If you would like to know what she saw in that mirror, what it was that she saw that prompted her to ask to marry me… Why don´t you ask the diary yourself? Ask that old diary that remains in obstinate silence before me.“ Linton said quietly, but readied himself for what seemed to be one last fight. I did the same, though, instead of a weapon I had the PDA and identity cards. Though Linton still had some of his butlers near him, the result of that fight was pretty much decided.

„…You´re going to fight us? In your state?“ Gregor asked.

„If you seek to disturb this experiment… then it falls to me to stop you.“

„Linton…“ Alighiero said, stepping forth once more, but keeping a reasonable distance. „...if you truly love Catherine, you will not allow her heart to break any more than it already has. She asked you to bring Heathcliff to her, and he is here .“ They pointed to Heathcliff. „So stop this. Let Catherine wake up, there´s nothing for you to be gained by prolonging this madness.“

„No. I love Catherine, so I shall do as she wills me to do. So that I may enter her room. I dare not wish to become a master of it; I merely wish that she would let me in… I wish that the sight of an opened door, that little gesture, would be more than enough. The thunder of every lightning that struck the manor… was the sound of her breaking heart, yes. With every heartbreak, the lightning strikes. The pain, the bereavement, the shock… are all manifest as lightning, then darkness… Thus, the lightning only indicates that the person in question was so important to her…“

Linton has only steeled himself in his resolve it seemed. Alighiero´s face twisted in disgust for reasons I could not comprehend. Then, the realization washed over me.

„Heathcliff, I think…this proves it. Catherine´s still alive!“

He didn´t listen. Instead. Heathcliff dove straight into the fight, guns blazing, knife cutting. I had no option but to direct him and the rest through the combat, up until the last butler was dead and Linton dropped to his knees.

„So there isn´t anyone left… I won´t last much longer. This is how I was born. How I´ve lived my entire life.“

„Yeah. Glad you know that. So why don´t you-“

„What… admit my sins and… surrender…? Ha ha… why would any of that ever matter to me?“ Linton looked up with a lighter expression, as though a burden had been lifted from his shoulders.

„This is as far as I will go.“ Then, with the gentlest voice, he begins speaking to the coffin. His voice was overflowing with intense, fervent affection.

„As I have always told you… I have no regrets. I merely think that… we were both walking in different paces. And you always happened to walk ahead of me. Yet, even a sight of you from behind summoned butterflies in my stomach.“

„This man will die without immediate and appropriate medical attention from a professional doctor. He is extremely weakened.“

„Still… Catherine, I wish you would… I wish my death would bring you even a trace of sorrow.“

At Linton´s words, Alighiero froze. Then, the lightning struck for the fifth time, plunging us into darkness. As it did, I felt blunt pain in the back of my neck, just below where the clock connected to my body.

Even before I first laid my eyes upon that child, Linton… he was watching me. Unable to look away, even for a moment.

That child is wealthy. He looks like the prince charming from fairy tales of my childhood. And he loves me so, so much. See? His eyes glimmer like the very stars of the night sky with every second he lays them upon me.

I love Linton who loves me. His eyes that twinkle for no one else but me. His flaxen locks that flow for no one else but me. His radiant smile that flashes for no one else but me.

Linton, who finds happiness through nothing else but me.

When light returned to the manor, when we could finally see again… There stood Linton, wearing the brightest, happiest smile we had ever seen. The machines of the laboratory were linked to his body.

„Ah… did you hear… the thunder…? Catherine weeps for me. Oh… Catherine!“ Linton mustered every strength in his body and reached out toward Catherine´s coffin. Though I expected Alighiero to lunge at him… they were nowhere to be seen, as if they vanished into thin air, along with their dog.

„Wait, what are you-“ Heathcliff was too far from Linton to stop him.

„So now… is the right moment to…“

„STOP!“

I thought I saw tears of joy rolling down Linton´s cheeks, but… they were his flesh beginning to melt off his face.

„Even if you will not permit me into your chambers… It´s all right. I will await you within its walls forevermore.“ His body melted into a viscous mess on the floor, but I paid it hardly any mind as I looked around, searching for the familiar, ever-so-defiant face. Part of me wondered if their vanishing was purposeful, to sneak up on… who would they even sneak up on.

The anxiety welled in my chest.

„To bring forth the pure form of humanity that once existed… was quite the simple task.“ The voice belonged to the man we heard speak earlier. „You never had any talent in the culinary arts, Yi Sang. So you wouldn´t understand. Any kind of Identity could safely and securely be applied to it, as long as the ´dough´ is in its purest form.“

„What happened to… Linton?“ Ishmael pointed to what was left of him on the floor. The mass seemed to pulse and shift, almost like a living being.

„Can´t you see? He´s become a dough, a batter; a pure being free of dregs. So that it would always yield the finest results, regardless of what other ingredients you mix into it.“

„You call that mass of flesh… human?“ Heathcliff recoiled in disgust.

„…No. Creation of a new human is but a stepping stone in that process. Their ultimate goal must be to go even further beyond that ´dough´; they seek to reach the very origin… the primordial human. This is but a part of that process, merely an experiment along the way.“ Faust explained.

„Oh… Consider yourself fortunate that there aren´t any other surviving researchers here other than myself. If Director Hermann or any of the other higher-ups heard what you said, I´m sure they would be pulling all kinds of strings to take you in.“ Aseah smiled. I waited, expecting Alighiero to just from behind the corner to knock Aseah out or do something of the sort. But none of that came to pass.

„Mother… dammit, I knew that woman would be involved in this!“

„The ´dough´, the being you refer to as a human… I presume that one could apply any Identity from any possibility, no matter how distant and irrelevant the world, to that being…“ Yi Sang´s words were pointed, striking precisely where he meant to cause harm. But my anxiety only grew.

„Yes, Yi Sang. I knew that you would be most overjoyed to hear of this breakthrough. This is the apex of what the Mirror technology is capable of. Now all we have left to do is to leap from that apex, to soar beyond its limits.“

Faust continued. „From what we know, there is… another Golden Bough located inside the manor. This ´dough´ is a part of an experiment that can be conducted only with a preposterous magnitude of energy output. So the Golden Bough to accumulate that much energy… is on rooftop of this manor. Drawing into itself the lightning strikes.“

„Correct. The Golden Bough acts as a lightning rod, harnessing the lightning it into a form of energy for itself. Your breadth of knowledge is starting to get unsettling. Well, now that everything is in order… I must really make my exit.“ Aseah shot us a forced smile.

„Not so fast! I´ll get you and find out everything you know about what mother is planning-“

„Please, let us not waste each other´s time by playing this pointless game of cat and mouse. When the perfected Identity is applied over a dough, one such opaque, murky mist emerges. What a picturesque moment, most apt to bid you all farewell, is it not?“

Just as Aseah said, thick, opaque mist filled our surroundings, making his capture impossible. As he hurried away, we caught only his parting words.

„Director Hermann´s son, was it? I hear that you are a veteran of the Smoke War. Then perhaps this may be a familiar sight to you, if a tad different in a few places. And Yi Sang, my dear fellow. Live. So that I may have aught to look forward to in the time I have left.“

„A perfected Identity?“ Heathcliff asked. „Alighiero, what did he mean by…“ He´s at last noticed that Alighiero was not among our group anymore. „Dante, where´s Alighiero?“

„Watch out! He´s… coming back. The Evil Heathcliff!“ Ishmael called out after him. She stood herself next to me, taking Alighiero´s spot.

The Identity we dubbed the „Evil Heathcliff“ rose from the remains of Linton and spoke. Though it was difficult to see him through the slowly parting mist, I could make out the shape of a coffin, hoisted on his shoulders. Catherine´s coffin.

„Yes. I have returned. I, whose existence itself has become a sin… have returned to put an end to us all.“

„You…“ Heathcliff could not muster any more words it seemed. Neither could the others.

„You accursed beast! Infernal demon… you´ve finally come to take our manor, ´ave you…? Mistress, I shall not let that interloper… who dared to stain the honour of our manor-“ Josephine, appearing from some corner of the basement, was quickly seized in evil Heathcliff´s grip. Her throat made a disgusting, cracking noise as she struggled against it.

„HAHAHAHAHA! Every Wuthering Heights, at the end of all things in every world, eventually became mine! Every single death Hindley and Linton suffered was pathetic and writhing. And that shall be an immutable truth for all eternity to come.“

„Thus Josephine, it is only right that you are mine as well. You are bound to heed my commands.“

„M-Mistress, this vagabond… he´s!“ Though she uttered a few more words, with a snap of his wrist, evil Heathcliff made short work of her neck, dropping her limp body on the floor.

„I tire of your ramblings of your ´Mistress´. She is nothing but a rotting corpse, her flesh decayed and bones desiccated.“ Though she was obviously dead, a strange purple glow rose in her eyes as her body stood on its feet, as if pulled by invisible strings of which evil Heathcliff seemed to be the master of.

„Ah! Josephine, Hindley, Linton! All of their pitiful souls tangled and fettered to this accursed destiny in every world! I have seen you far too many times in far too many worlds. I shall take you away from here, you pitiful souls who remain bound to Wuthering Heights even in death.“

The husks of dead Peccatula, Lintons, Hindleys, Josephines… began to materialize and rise, the same purple glow about their eyes. They begin to form a procession, following the monstrous Heathcliff. Countless bodies, husks, the wailing things in their wake join the march.

And still there was not a trace of Alighiero. As if they were never there in the first place.

„Thus approaches the final chapter of this tale.“ Evil Heathcliff scoffed in our Heathcliff´s direction. The coffin on his back was in plain view, the golden glow of the Bough within and around Catherine´s body, shining ever-so-warm.

„You… you can´t do that to Catherine!“ Heathcliff loudly protested.

Evil Heathcliff smiled. „Fine. I suppose we could play a game. It has been a while, hasn´t it. Remember? We used to play games with Catherine on the rooftop of this manor. Why not reminisce upon that sweet memory, hm?“ Stepping into the shadows, Evil Heathcliff smiled, his eyes shining with the same purple hue as the risen dead.

„If you wish to join us, pursue me. Pursue me and rise through the stairwell until your strength fails, Heathcliff.“

Heathcliff took a step forward to seize him, but… the endless march stood in his way, threatening to surround us all.

„Oh, but it will not be that easy. Nor should it be. Your heart toward Catherine shan´t be realized so painlessly. You must suffer more. Let desperation consume you. Become frenzied in your pursuit.“

Notes:

Okay, so this is the official final chapter I´ve written pre-employment. As such, I dedicate this chapter to my future students. The likelihood they will find this fic may be small, but never zero (if you are needlessly on the phone in my class you better be on ao3, reading in a foreign language and preferably AFTER you hand in your classwork, just saying)

Not sure how the posting schedule will be, there could be multiple months worth of hiatus as I get used to the job. However, this fic is NOT abandoned, just momentarily wandering the woods, trying to find my star.

Till next chapter, stay shining!

Chapter 39: A Fool´s Chance

Summary:

Trapped in the basement of Wuthering Heights with foes coming from all sides, Alighiero gone and Heathcliff from the Mirror bringing Catherine´s body to the rooftops, the gang has their work cut out for them.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dante´s POV

We were quickly being surrounded. I had to step up. Worrying about Alighiero would help no one.

„The rooftop… we must reach it.“ I said resolutely.

„Indeed, the roof houses the Golden Bough. When the two Golden Boughs come into physical contact with one another, they…“ Faust paused. It seemed inevitable, but, to borrow Alighiero´s rhetoric, we had to try.

„But what of Alighiero?“ Sinclair shuddered. „We don´t know where they went. The could be hurt and we would be caught in the middle of a fight.“

„Exactly. For the time being, we do know that they are presently unharmed. As long as that remains true, they can wait for us to get hold of our bearings and assure that the Manager is kept safe.“ Outis pointed out. Though I could tell she was quite unhappy about the situation, she wasn´t panicking – unlike I was, in my mind. „Securing the Bough is still our mission´s priority.“

In a way I was glad I didn´t have a face that could show just how unsettled I was.

I stopped Outis to let Heathcliff speak, as he was glaring down at the club he was holding. „I don´t know what he´s planning to do with Catherine, but… We have to stop him… we have to!“ Though his mind was laser-focused on Cathy, his determination was only heightened by Alighiero´s sudden disappearance.

„Our retreat´s been cut off. No way forward, no way back.“ Gregor let the rest of us know. He´s had to fend off couple peccatula judging by the scratches along his shins.

With no other option I prepared the team. Our enemies all bore familiar faces. „Are they… Hindley, Linton, and Josephine from other worlds?“ I turned to Faust who shortly nodded in reply.

„They appear to be imperfect Identities, summoned from worlds chosen at random. It is the fate that awaits all those who become thralls to the… evil Heathcliff. A phenomenon in which a Mirror World entity wreaks havoc across the dimensions in pursuit of every Heathcliff… In other words, the ´Wild Hunt´.“

„Like the Nocturnal March of a Hundred Demons.“ Ryoshu added. There was a slight smile tugging at her lips, but she didn´t quite let the expression manifest. I had no time to wonder why as the onslaught of enemies had just begun. Body after body they fell, shattering into pieces as their true forms were revealed.

„Is there no end to them?“ Outis called out, dodging a particularly nasty hit. There were handful of peccatula among the procession, gnawing and jumping at Sinners like a pack of rabid hounds.

Faust weaved between the opponents with ease. The butler identity I managed to gather from Mephistopheles came in handy – more so when it came to healing the damage the battle brought on. While rewinding was still the option, it required too much of the time we didn´t have.

„He is the conduit that has brought them all to this world. He leads this army at its vanguard, as its Erlkönig… or the Erlking. This army will never stop until the Erlking´s orders are withdrawn.“ She answered after smashing the ground with a huge sack of crimson fluid.

Half of the Sinners stood before me, while the half was at my back. Don Quixote, who stood near my back gasped audibly.

„Manager Esquire! ´Tis Alighiero´s spear, dropped upon the ground.“ She picked it up, only to pierce its blade into the ground next to me with surprising ease. It stood tall next to me, a grim reminder that if I faltered it would be up to me to defend myself.

Both fronts fought fervently as we made slow progress towards the stairway. Sometime during the movement Ishmael took it upon herself to grab a piece of rope she saw laying around and tied Alighiero´s spear to a loop I was able to hoist across my chest. It made moving forward slightly more awkward, but we pressed on regardless. We had to.

I was getting particularly worried that our effort was for nothing as Heathcliff fell nearly dead for the fifth time in the past fifteen minutes. He was heavily wounded and it looked as though he could hardly stand, let alone wield a weapon. Still, he refused to back down.

„Fuck… fuck!“

The club clattered to the floor and rolled away as the last vestiges of strength left him.

„When I left this manor by my own volition, I… I promised to myself that I would return a changed man. So that I could at least stand proud before Catherine. So that she won´t be embarrassed of me.“ He was breathing heavily as a large, evolved form of peccatula irae prepared to strike him down. „But… look at me. I couldn´t protect her in the end. I can´t even get nearer to her or hold my weapons proper, like an idiot… Alighiero was right… what use would it be ,telling me all this, when I can´t even muster enough strength to stand...“

„Heathcliff-“

„I know. I know that I don´t… I know that I don´t have anything to show for in my life. I ain´t educated. I´ve got a short fuse and a brutish personality.“ He turned to me, completely disregarding the monster in front of him. „Tell me, Clockhead… no, Manager… this endless, overwhelming flood… Is this what it´s like to face my sins? Was my life so wretched that I deserve to suffer this endless swarm of sins?“

That could not be true. I wanted to believe that it couldn´t be true. That, with the will and the determination to forge on… the mist that once seemed impenetrable will one day part, and we will see the light at the end of the tunnel.

That every struggle he endured, every lesson he´s learned in this journey… couldn´t have been for nothing. I wanted to tell him: „Please, please don´t doubt the path I´m showing you.“ But…

„There´s… more of them. They number greater than the last.“ Meursault informed me among the cacophony of it all. I could see clearly what was going to happen. Heathcliff would be stuck, he would perish. I would revive him, but with the others busy and Alighiero nowhere near being found… the hope I held onto seemed to slip between my fingers. I´ve led them all into such absolute darkness… without even a hint of light…

„What should I…“ I brought a hand to my head casing as I gripped the handle of Alighiero´s spear. I hoped the answer would appear in my mind, as clear as if Alighiero was standing next to me.

But then again, when even I´m starting to feel lost… What should I… do?

Last minute, Heathcliff, stood up, in a fruitless effort to clash against one of the large peccatulum. Its fiery claw was just about to hit him when suddenly I saw a blood-red barrier form around Heathcliff-

„When you lose sight of your path, when you no longer know which road to take…the guide shall show you the way, Dante.“

Swift as a wind, a grey shadow whizzed past me and struck turned the peccatulum into a hollow carcass.

„Vergilius?“ I asked, half to confirm it really was him, half to confirm is I haven´t fell unconscious and imagined what was happening.

„Woah… Am I seeing things? Guys, is it just me, or is that-?“ Rodion gasped

It was him - that very same Vergilius, who´s never once seemed to care about what´s happened to us, who never once took part in our journey… wading through the Wild Hunt, into the basement.

„S-Sir Vergilius… Most illustrious Color! My deepest apologies, for mine alertness is not as keen as it oft is. Could this be a dream? Is it truly thee? May I pinch thy cheek, to ascertain my suspicions?“ Don Quixote stood next to him, possibly just a hair´s width away from tugging on his jacket.

„Sounds like you´ve got enough energy to flap your gums.“ Vergilius looked down at her briefly before defeating few more of the endless procession.

„Ooh! What biting words! Forsooth, our very own Color has arrived indeed!“ She jumped to join him in the combat, her energy replenished as if she lived off of the excitement alone.

„Why… why are you here? I mean, I´m not saying that you shouldn´t be here, but still…“ Rodion asked him as we slowly gained the upper hand and moved along the dank basement corridors.

„I simply could not bear to walk past this familiar sensation emanating from underneath the manor. The thick stench of the husks… and the terrible wailings.“ Vergilius replied. He squinted at us, looking around, then gazed at the destroyed laboratory and the march of the Wild Hunt in a collected, assured silence… and worry.

Though I couldn´t know everything about the path he walked… I felt as if could see the smallest glimpse of it.

Ishmael was the one to break that silence. „But you… you´ve never…“

„…involved myself? No, I haven´t. And I shouldn´t have…“ Vergilius said quietly, so quietly I almost wondered if i heard him right. „But it is pointless to waste your time on those whose path has ended… besides… losing our temporary addition could easily spell a disaster. Find them.“

He may not have used the most commanding tone we´ve heard from him, but the message was clear – failure was not an option.

„On those whose path has ended…? You mean the peccatula?“ Gregor asked as we cleaved our way further.

Vergilius handled the fight with such ease I could not believe I was looking at a person. „Yes. I will handle this ´Wild Hunt´ and the peccatula born from the basement.“

„But… there´s literally no end to them. Can you…“

We were in no shape to deny his help out of worry. Sinclair barely stopped himself as he asked him about it. Although he couldn´t bring himself to finish his sentence, Vergilius understood the meaning of that silence.

„Yes. That is why I am choosing to handle this.“

The blood pooled along the floor rose up and converged on Vergilius, taking form of a mantle wrapped around his shoulders. Pauldrons of metal shined on his shoulders while bloody golden laurel crown circled his head.

If he fought with ease before, the battle turned to a one-sided slaughter. Even Faust could do little more than stare at him. „Vergilius...“

„Yes, I am aware I will not be receiving everything I wanted from the contract. Alighiero has already told me of this… I assume you were met with trouble, since they are not here. Go now. I will handle this mess.“ Vergilius said before turning his back on us.

„Very well.“

Though Faust took his words as a direct command, the rest of the Sinners were not so easily convinced.

„Ah, so much for my determination to follow the great flow…“ Vergilius mumbled as Heathcliff gathered up the courage to address him.

„...Oi, I… I don´t do shite like leaving a family behind. At least, not… usually…“

„You are all awfully talkative today…“ Vergilius commented with a smile so soft I could´ve sworn I imagined it. „As you can see, I am not so weak that you must concern yourself with my well-being when there are much more pressing concerns.“ He added in a darker tone. „I know a more effective way of taking care of them, and…“ Vergilius looked down at the sword in his hand. „I once left this weapon in the care of a kid I knew. When I returned, he… who should have returned this weapon to my hands… was no more. This blade was all that remained, abandoned on the ground.“

„The Gladius.“ I heard Ryoshu quietly whisper in a voice that carried an air of sadness, one of two emotions I didn´t think I would see from Ryoshu.

„My w-… ehm, my hope is that… no one will ever have to understand the meaning of that sight.“ Vergilius quickly corrected himself, as the word „wish“ carried certain connotations. If I didn´t have much more pressing things to think about, maybe I would worry about its usage as well.

The endless onslaught of the peccatula and the Wild Hunt began swarming toward Vergilius. „Family… A word I haven´t heard in such a long time. What a… blood-drenched word it is.“ As he said those words, blood poured from Vergilius´ head like sweat and tears, seeping from where the crown dug under his skin. And the mantle began to ripple into existence once again.

A mantle of blood.

„Let´s leave this to Vergilius. We have to keep moving.“ I commanded. The Sinners followed me without another word, even though leaving our Guide to face the horde alone clearly didn´t please them.

Moving up the long staircases was tiring even without fighting countless enemies. All the more difficult as it weighted in our minds that the second most critical person of our group was missing, with no clue as to where they were. I anxiously awaited any kind of pain, in hopes that if any arrived it would not be in the heat of battle.

„So, we know for sure that there are two Golden Boughs here, but how is that possible? I mean, it´s a rich family manor, but it´s not like they´re a corporation or a Syndicate.“ Ishmael pointed out as we climbed the stairs. We didn´t have time to think about the ties between the information with the ceaseless flood they arrived in.

„Mm… One was acquired by Linton, who spent nearly all of his fortune on it, and… I wonder how he got his hands on the second one?“ Hong Lu mused in his usual airy tone. He strangely seemed to be least concerned about Alighiero´s disappearance.

„With what information we gathered from this Aseah… all evidence seems to point to Director Hermann of N Corp. Being involved in some way.“ Outis furrowed her brows. „Then there is Nelly... Heathcliff, do you really trust that woman?“

„Of course!“ He quickly barked back.

„Then where did she go? I find it highly suspicious that she broke off from our group just before Alighiero disappeared along with their dog. They even seemed more concerned when she vanished.“

Outis was right. Alighiero did warn us there was only one person who did not hate Heathcliff. The former implications were that Catherine was dead, which left Nelly as the kind one, except Alighiero was not at all surprised by Catherine´s state – given the fact that she was still alive, there was only one possibility to tackle.

The faint sound of horse hooves echoing from above us tore our minds off the question, however.

„Move it, Clockhead! We have to go after that git. We can´t let him take Catherine to the rooftops where the Golden Bough is.“

We were too slow to reasonably catch up, as it were. With Alighiero who knows where, speed was off the essence. Vergilius already bought us the opportunity to try. He must have had to sacrifice something of his to get us to where we were.

That decision was made solely for our sake. I made my mind that i would not let it go to waste.

„This is the only way to the rooftops, right?“ Ishmael asked Heathcliff whose forehead was covered in many droplets of sweat.

„Yes.“

„Agh… that bastard keeps sending those dregs after us…“ Outis breathed laboriously. The fights we had to go through were not terribly difficult, so it wasn´t strength we needed.

What we did need was just a bit more time.

I stopped dead in my tracks. „Faust. I´m asking this out of pure curiosity, but…“

„Do ask.“ She replied.

„There´s gotta be a good reason my head is, of all things, in the shape of…“ I gestured to the mechanism on my neck. „… a clock, right?“

She nodded shortly. „It can be said that its shape was not determined randomly and without intent. As every shape is followed by concepts and symbols adherent to the laws of causality.“

„And the Golden Bough has powers that I am yet to be aware of.“ I continued, connecting together the dots of shimmering light.

„You are not asking a question. You are asking for a confirmation.“ Faust´s voice I heard was muddled and quit, as if heard from a great distance as an echo. „If that is the case… Simply do as you will, as one seeks the stars in the night sky.“

The dots of light began to move, connections shifted and morphed into the shape of a golden clock. If I can… if my clock or the Golden Bough… or whichever it is… can turn back time... then what´s there to say that I can´t accelerate it or shorten it?

Besides, I did not want my Heathcliff to be tied down to his past like the Heathcliff from the other world was.

Something shifted inside my head and the sounds sharpened again.

„Woah…! Do you feel that?“ Sinclair said as he looked around. The dregs the Sinners were fighting earlier were moving at a snail´s pace. „We´re… faster. Fast enough to outrun our enemies.“

Faust looked about, poking at one of the dregs. „This is not temporal acceleration, to be precise. It would be more accurate to say we are in a temporal deceleration field that slows everything except us within a certain radius.“

„Whatever it is, we´ll catch up to him in no time!“ Rodion called out, running up the stairs. „Come on!“

„Oi, Clockhead. … Is this your doing?“ Heathcliff asked as we ran upstairs.

„I… think so.“ I replied. The truth was that I hardly knew what I was doing. The Sinners could´ve complained that ´this would´ve been very helpful a while ago!´… but I had nothing to say to them. Even I didn´t know that I had access to such power. I just began to feel the possibility out of nowhere.

Heathcliff came up to me with a confused look. „Everyone I´ve gone through in my life… Either ignored me, scorned me, or I simply lost the plot before we even had the chance to build anything. It was always a mess. But you, Clockhead… What is wrong with you?“ His words felt a bit hurtful, especially after everything we´ve already been through. „Why do you still hold any hope for me? You needn´t go this far for my sake. The company won´t give two shites about any of this. The other Sinners won´t, either. So why are you… why are you trying so hard?“

I already had an answer. Actually, I had two, but...

„I don´t deserve any of it. I ain´t worth-“

„Because-“

As I tried to tell him, I was interrupted.

„Heathcliff, focus! He´s getting away!“ Ishmael tugged Heathcliff up the stairs. „We can´t dawdle lik this when Alighiero is who knows where! Let´s get this over with so we can go look for them and the dog.“

„Bollocks…Let´s crack on for now.“ Heathcliff nodded with a renewed sense of direction. With our path mostly clear, we caught up to the other Heathcliff in no time.

„Stop… I won´t let you get away this time. Give my Catherine back, you git.“ Heathcliff yelled at him. He turned to the sound, seemingly unphased.

„Even if you were to pursue me, even if you were to grab me… It will change nothing. Catherine has already left you.“ He scoffed. „That is the most undeniable truth, isn´t it? Shovel up the soil and exhume her body for all you want... Still, there she lies, wearing an ineffable, ethereal smile. She always is.“

„I know. But I am trying my damnest to change it. So shut up and-“ Heathcliff´s words were once more interrupted by a cold laughter.

„Hahaha! Change it? Allow me to relieve you of the struggle. You will suffer, longing for her for as much as eternity permits… Searching for Catherine, who is long gone from this world… until your heart finds peace. Every strand of despair leads to the same answer. At the end of every path, you will mutter to yourself, that once your repentance is complete, you shall lie beside her in that coffin with your cold, still heart.“

The Erlking Heathcliff stepped forward, closing on our Heathcliff, a blade, huge and menacing in his hands, gleaming with countless shards of a mirror. „I merely mean to lift the years of that suffering from your shoulders. Join the other Heathcliffs in their trail of penitence, and I shall grant you the early peace of your heart that you so deserve!“

„And who will grant that same peace to you, dumbass?“ A familiar, snarky voice came from a corridor next to us, accompanied by soft sound of clawed paws along the floor. „When all is said and done exactly as you want, there will be no Heathcliff left to kill you, Cruel Heathcliff.“

„That… only one person ever called me that…“ Erlking Heathcliff´s voice grew quiet and soft as h watched Alighiero return to our side. In his eyes was longing and hunger… mixed in with confusion. „Have you returned to me in this person, Cathy?“

I´m no Cathy or Catherine or any other version of that name. Because I am not that person. I am simply... me.“ Alighiero said calmly as they took back their spear and stood by my side.

„Alighiero! You´re back!“ I said to them. A huge weight was lifted from my shoulders as they stood by my side again, along with their four-legged companion.

„Yeah, sorry I took so long. Untying knots is kind of difficult when you can´t see what you´re trying to untie.“

„Wait what?“ Ishmael raised an eyebrow. „Are you saying that-“

„Save it! We´ve got an enemy ahead of us.“ Outis cut the conversation short. I could tell, however that she, too, had her own set of questions on mind in regards to Alighiero. Unfortunately, a difficult fight was ahead of us, forming a quite literal wall.

There were the red-eyed Rabbits, Linton and Josephine, alight with the same violet glow as we saw before. Hindley, however, was missing, replaced with a hairy beast dressed in tatters – a distortion, I realized. It must´ve been the fate that befell him in the other worlds.

After a long, grueling fight which left most of the Sinners exhausted and some of them in dire need of a rewind, our Heathcliff was barely standing, breathing heavily. Still, he refused to yield.

„Give Catherine… back.“

„She is forever lost. Her consciousness is broken, scattered to a thousand places.“ Erlking Heathcliff replied.

„Shut up! You´ll have to do much worse to make me give up!“ Heathcliff barked back. Fawkes added a growl and barking of his own, too, causing Erlking Heathcliff to stumble back in fear.

„Gah!“ He tripped and fell to his knees. We were less than ten paces from the rooftop; we had to stop him from going up the stairs no matter what. That was when Meursault stepped forth. I gave no order, but he used his E.G.O., a slight, somber expression on his face as the chains flew forth to bind Erlking Heathcliff.

„He is bound. I cannot hold him with these chains for much longer; neutralize the target as soon as possible.“

As suddenly as Alighiero, Nelly caught up to us. She was winded, but just as unhurt as them. „Oh, here you are! I see you´ve dealt with that wretch already. I´ll knock him unconscious! It is one of many lesser-known skills of Butlers to keep their foes neutralized.“

„Not a step closer you two-faced snake.“ Alighiero said, pointing their spear at Nelly. „Should´ve ran a little faster if you wanted to keep your mask on.“

„A mask? I don´t know what you are talking about.“ Nelly laughed softly.

„Oh really? So Fawkes and myself were knocked out, bound and thrown into a closet by the wind?“ They said, showing off marks on their skin where the ropes made indents into their skin.

What? Nelly, did you… but why would you-Heathcliff stuttered, head whipping between Alighiero and Nelly.

„Dante.“ Faust nudged my arm. „Our foremost priority should be… finding out who it was that showed the Erlking Heathcliff about Heathcliffs and Catherines in every world. The one who opened his eyes to the Mirror Worlds. In order to do so... the very first question we must ask is how Catherine suddenly gained a keen interest in studying the Mirror Worlds. Considering that she had led a relatively normal life before Heathcliff´s departure, this behavior seems highly irregular.“

„So it´s pretty much a given that there was someone acting behind the scenes, egging her on…“ Ishmael joined Faust.

„Indeed. Someone who handed the mirror to Catherine, leading her to create the laboratory. Someone who had to have invited Erlking Heathcliff to this manor.“

„It would for sure have to be someone close to Catherine. Someone who she trusted and leaned on… someone like you, Nelly.“ Heathcliff said quietly.

„Executive Manager. If you would allow me to voice a few additional suspicions. Do you recall what Nelly said, when we first discovered the Golden Bough in the basement? She couldn´t have known that we were actively seeking the Golden Boughs. We never shared that information with her. The only thing she should have known at that stage is what Catherine´s will stated: that she was leaving the Golden Bough to Heathcliff. And… When we encountered the Dead Rabbits in the corridor… She claimed that the ´word on the street´ is that we must be wary of Dead Rabbits with red eyes, but… as you are well aware yourself, in the ´streets´, their eyes would not have had any color.“

As the evidence piled up, Nelly began to inch backwards, away from us.

„Right? She wasn´t even at an angle where she could see their eyes.“ Rodion added.

„It can only mean that she was already aware of that fact before we encountered them.“ Outis concluded.

In that moment, the Erlking Heathcliff broke free from the chains that bound him, sending Meursault flying into a wall before he looked to Nelly, who nodded.

„Now ascend to the rooftops… Heathcliff.“

„…Nelly? Why are you talking to him?“ Heathcliff questioned her, despite the answer in the plain sight.

„Do you still not understand? It was Nelly who invited me to this manor! She summoned me here, gave me information I needed to utterly destroy that fool Hindley. Oh, and it was Nelly who introduced me to that girl, Isabella. Do not ask me why, for the answer is quite plain. Because we were both tired of enduring!“

„NO!“ I called out as Erlking Heathcliff disappeared off to the rooftop of the manor. Alighiero fumbled with their phone for some reason. It appeared they had some sort of a plan, but I could not be sure what it was. The look on their face didn´t hold the usual air of confidence in their own ability.

„Nelly… You… betrayed me?“ Heathcliff looked at her in disbelief.

„This manor has never been on your side. Not even once. And Heathcliff, I find it rather vexing that you would use the expression ´betrayal´.“

Heathcliff slowly approaches Nelly. I can´t imagine the level of betrayal he must be feeling.

„Tell me… tell me why.“

She smiled at him. „You´ve really changed, Heathcliff. The old you wouldn´t have bothered to ask even a single question before swinging that big club at my skull.“

„I´m asking, because it´s you! Do I really have to destroy… even our childhood?“ He asked in a pained voice. Though Alighiero took hold of the chain leash once more, Fawkes paced around my feet as if trying to find the opportunity to break free and jump at Nelly.

„Heathcliff… what are you most afraid of? I… wasn´t afraid of the ghost that Miss Catherine claimed to have seen. I wasn´t afraid of the tempest that sometimes shook this manor. Or how violent Mister Hindley would get when he was drunk.“ Nelly began. „Until one day… I became afraid. I became afraid of an old woman whose heart and body were aged beyond their years...“

She looked Heathcliff in the eyes as she gestured to herself. „I was that old woman. An old woman who suffered because of you, Heathcliff, and Miss Catherine in every world… Round and round you and Miss Catherine went, both plagued by the hatred, the misunderstandings, the terrible obsessions… And I, in every world, was always dragged under that wheel of destruction, suffering and struggling to my last haggardly breath. Again, and again, and again…The worst thing… was that all of us were ignorant of our doomed fates. I hadn´t even an inkling that the two of you were consuming every minute of my life, little by little. So… I showed it to her, too.“

„I told her that… it was a mirror shard that showed the beholder whatever their heart wished to see.“ Nelly said calmly as her gaze aimed somewhere to the moment in the past.

„Instead of using the information to change your fate, you only tangled yourself further into that fate, Nelly. You only dragged yourself deeper under the wheel.“ Alighiero sighed before turning to Heathcliff. „I´m sure you´ve wondered why I´ve treated my own insights like something to keep hidden… this is the very reason why. I will not let you fall further into the pit, even if I lack the strength to pull you out of it.“

Heathcliff looked at Alighiero. For possibly the first time that day, his eyes bore none of the earlier anger. He nodded.

„The glass shards can make countless cracks in the hearts of humans. It shakes the very foundation of one´s existence. The knowledge of Mirror Worlds can suck the meaning out of every struggle, everything that one has worked for their entire life… and plants the seeds of doubt in their heart.“ Faust explained further. „Doubts about the very path one seeks to take in their life. It´s… enough to make them attempt to meddle with the selves in other worlds. Believing that it is the right thing to do. If someone has shown Nelly that mirror… then that must have been precisely their intended outcome.“

„…Yet, a mirror technology that allows for such high degree of interactivity must be-“ Yi Sang´s musings were interrupted rudely by Nelly.

„Then… everything began to unravel all on its own. She conversed with someone on the other end of the mirror for a long time. Someone who was suffering as much as she was. Then the laboratory began to take shape. Oh, she mustn´t have known even in her wildest dreams. She never once doubted me, even as she closed her eyes forevermore in that coffin! As naive as any other sheltered child, a caged bird. I suppose it wasn´t only naïveté, but also her own temperament. She was the kind of person who always had to be the center of everything.“

If Heathcliff´s anger was gone as he faced Alighiero, it returned at full force with the words Nelly dared to speak.

„But please, do not deny every memory we´ve shared together. The pity I felt for you as they abused you, wishing that you would live your best life, a life better than anyone else´s… were all my honest feelings.“

With those words, Nelly lunged at Heathcliff, aiming to strike him square in his head, a move that would surely leave him knocked out. He dodged it last second, returning fire in a quite literal way with his R corp identity´s bullets. On and on, the Sinners fought Nelly, driven by… well, all kinds of things. Alighiero and Fawkes stood by my side as I gave out the orders to attack and dodge her moves, which threatened to bind them with chains.

At long last, she was too injured to fight us head on.

„Miss Catherine was… difficult from time to time, but I do not wish to deny even the times we´ve spent together. I even miss the late Mister Earnshaw Senior from time to time.“

Nelly´s words seemed to cut deep under Alighiero´s skin. They clutched their fists tight enough that i could feel their nails digging into their flesh. The sharp sting could´ve possible drawn blood, but without taking off my gloves I wouldn´t know.

„Save it, Nelly. Save it for someone who is ignorant enough to actually buy your words. No amount of love in the past can offset the betrayal happening in real time.“ Alighiero growled at her.

„I never lived a life full of hate and animosity.“ Nelly defended herself. „I am just struggling desperately to change my destiny. To get here, I worked myself to the bone… trained and worked harder than anyone else to become a Chief Butler-“

The stark apprehension was clearly written in Alighiero´s features and stance. „I know enough about changing destiny myself, thank you very much. What I will tell you is that changing the way things go is like trying to tame a wild horse. You could run yourself into the ground, it will still kick and bite your hand unless you try to understand its ways first… but of course it´s pointless to explain it to you when you´ve already resorted to the riding crop. The horse you beat in the past won´t ever trust you again.“

Heathcliff listened to Alighiero´s words. From what I could see, he likely didn´t understand the full context or the weight those words bore, but he understood enough to realize the vague, but inevitable shape the things were taking on.

„...Move.“ He said to Nelly, calm, but unyielding.

There was no pleading, no amount of compromise between them. Either she would step out of the way or we would have to kill her.

„You still endeavor to reach the rooftops? I must tell you that it is a fruitless effort. That other Heathcliff is already there. And that is how this tale shall end. This is the better ending, isn´t it? You two couldn´t even summon the smallest courage to talk to one another.“

„Stop it…“ He begged her, his heart slowly being squeezed by the tight squeeze of the thorny vines of complete betrayal.

But Nelly would not stop.

„You two always believed everything I told you, without even one iota of doubt. Every little twist, every little nudge I made in my tales… taken as truth.“ Nelly´s words took on a certain edge. „You two have mired more people than you could imagine into your business. Yet you do not even talk to one another, nor do you ask questions. Do you really believe that you even deserve to move on? With such slothfulness?“ Nelly shook her head. „No more. This tale ends here.“

Nelly was right. Heathcliff the Erlking had already disappeared into the rooftops. The only chance Vergilius gave us… the awakening I managed with my clock… The very last of Heathcliff´s hopes…

„Yeah… It´s… over.“ Heathcliff replied.

The sixth lightning struck outside the manor and bathed the hall in its flash of light. A disembodied voice spoke in my head – Heathcliff´s voice.

Endless vortex of colors, mixing into a sludge. A splash of grey paint over the heart that once gleamed violet.

A splash of bloody red paint.

Splashes of faded colors.

Again and again… until there was nothing but blackness.

Unseen by all. Unnecessary to anyone. The color of the pitch-black night.

The color of the Backstreets.

I expected a longer memory, perhaps with a brief interlude from Alighiero´s own past, but… there wasn´t anything but the short monologue. Then the power came back on.

„Another power outage…“ Sinclair commented.

I looked around, confused. „Huh? Where did Heathcliff go?“ Alighiero, unlike the rest of us, has not glanced around, instead, they knelt down to where Fawkes sniffed at the floor.

„Yeah, he disappeared all of a sudden…“ Hong Lu nodded, also turning his head around the hall in search of Heathcliff.

„What are you talking about? I´m right here.“ His disembodied voice carried into the far corners of the hall, but we could not see him.

„A predictable ending, is it not? He returned to the Backstreets. The place where our dear Heathcliff belongs. Poor Heathcliff. Once again he turns his tail, tasting nothing but defeat and despair.“

„Stop… stop it. I don´t want to hear any more of it!“

„Pitiful… isn´t he? He would not have changed one bit, no matter how much time he spent in your company. Look at Heathcliff the Erlking. Heathcliff the devil. The very same end that awaits Heathcliff.“

„I disagree. You probably can´t hear a thing I´m saying… but I still do. Because…“ The words came from my mechanism in a way she could not understand, but those words weren´t really meant for Nelly.

Fawkes pawed at air just off to the side, barking at a spot that appeared to be vacant. Although I could not see him, I understood that was where he went. Unseen, but not gone.

„I´m hurting. I don´t want to be here anymore.“ Heathcliff´s voice echoed, until the past took shape around us.

„… So I must marry Linton in the end. Because it would degrade me to marry Heathcliff now.“ Catherine spoke from behind a door left slightly ajar.

„Oh… bloody hell. It´s this memory again. Cathy and Nelly must be talking about me in that room. Haah… I have to get out of here. If I had to stay and listen… my heart will crack and fall apart… until it completely shatters.“

I tried to call out to him, but he did not look like he heard me. All my words came out as mere ticking, not even I could hear them in any other way.

„And this bloody clock noise is back… It could only mean that time´s passing, no matter how much I suffer. But… would waiting, letting time pass, change anything? What difference would it…“

So I called louder, with more insistence. The ticking grew louder, faster in pace.

„Fine. I´ll wait a little. So shut up and-“ Heathcliff growled, but paused as he heard Catherine speak again.

Marrying Linton would give me the means to help Heathcliff. I could make him a better person. So he must never know the immense love I have for him.“

Heathcliff´s face changed then, its hard edges softened. „No. This time… I don´t want to shut this open door. I´m still scared. Terrified, even. But… Cathy, I´m sorry. I´ve disappointed you. Because I was too afraid to hear your true feelings. I know. This future… is a future that will never come true. Not for us. I wrecked everything with my hesitation. I hurt more than just us; I hurt Nelly, too. I have to start… fixing the things I´ve wrecked.“

„Because… I don´t want my Heathcliff… to live the rest of his life in regret. That is why… despite everything… I want Heathcliff to forge on to the rooftop.“ My words finally took on the shape and meaning I meant them to have. The memory resurfaced, taking on the scenery of Heathcliff and Catherine standing on the rooftop, looking down.

Those flowers bloom in places like desolate moors or steep cliffsides. So they may appear more lonely than anything else in the world.“ Catherine said with a soft smile. In her hands was one of the violet flowers growing down below. Do you want to know why I still love this flower the most? All other flowers lose their colors and fade as they wither away. But this flower… even as it withers and wilts… remains the same color. So when you´re gone, I will dry these flowers and decorate my room with them.“

Heathcliff stepped from one foot to another, unsure. „Uh… what, like make rings of them flowers? Don´t say something so foolish. Why would I ever leave you?“

„So stupid… I never once realized what she meant by those words. Everything you´ve ever said, Catherine… was an expression of love.“ Heathcliff sighed.

That was when the scene shifted again, to a garden filled with shrubs that had little white flowers all over them before. With shifting seasons, however, the flowers have gone, too. So did the warmth Alighiero and Maria shared, as it were.

You could stay at my place, you know…“ Maria said, scratching the back of their head. While Alighiero looked… not dissimilar to the way they looked just before throwing spear into Hindley´s neck.

Of course… that´s exactly what you wanted, isn´t it?“ They said coldly, eyes looking away from the person in front of them, arms crossed. „And when I told you ´no, I don´t wanna move in´ you made it so that it was the only option I had left.“

The air around them was so crisp even I could feel the shiver running through me.

You make me sick to the pit of my stomach.“ Alighiero said, turning to walk away, only for their arm to be caught in Maria´s grip.

Babe-“

Don´t you dare touch me!“ Alighiero hissed at them. „We´re done. If you ever call me again I swear I´ll get a fucking restraining order.“

Maria stood there, appalled, but not making any moves to get closer. They threw their hands up in the air. „Where are you even gonna go? I mean-“

I DON´T CARE!“ Alighiero yelled back. „Right now I´ll take anywhere far away from you.“

With a blow of wind, the shrubs lost their leaves all at once and we were back in the manor halls. Alighiero was breathing heavily. Though Sinclair moved in to check on them, one glare and a step away told him that it was not the right time for that.

„Oi, I´m back, calm down, pup.“ I turned to Heathcliff who came back, trying to wrestle Fawkes off his hip while the dog sniffed and licked at his hands with a tail wagging so hard it generated a small gust of wind.

„Heathcliff!“ I called to him. He lifted his head, visibly tired, but back among us.

„Where the hell did you go? You blipped out of existence when the lightning struck, and-“ Ishmael asked. Only to be interrupted by Hong Lu.

„Are you okay, Heathcliff?“

Heathcliff thought about it for a moment, then shook his head. „No. It hurts. It still hurts like hell. But…“ He turned to Nelly. „I will move past you and make my way to the rooftop, Nelly.“

„You´re… what?“

„Heathcliff the Erlking will not be my future. You, him… you both had access to every knowledge, but made the same choices anyway.“ Heathcliff gazed back at Alighiero in quiet understanding. „Not me. I´m going to make a different choice. Thank you so much for looking after us, Nelly. It must have been very hard.“

„Among the three individuals mentioned in Miss Catherine´s will…“ Faust interjected. „Since Hindley and Linton are now both clearly deceased… it can be said that, at least on paper, the ownership of Wuthering Heights has been transferred to Heathcliff.“

He nodded, turning to Nelly who was barely standing on her feet. „I´ll give you a new future, Nelly. I´ll give you freedom. So start writing as you will. Write your own tale... or whatever else it is that you wish to do.“

With that, Heathcliff left Nelly behind and began making his way to the rooftop. She collapsed to the floor, making an odd noise that sounded like a mixture of laughter and sobbing.

„I´m… free to go? I´ve been… freed? Then I… I can finally…“

Alighiero walked up to her, just close enough that she would hear them. „Yeah, you can, but I warn you.“ They knelt down, as Fawkes stepped between them and Nelly, growling threateningly. „If you make even a single move that will result in harm to any of them, I swear on my real name, you will rue my decision to spare your life today.“

Notes:

At long last, another chapter is finished. I don´t think I´ll be able to post every two weeks, but I think at least one chapter a month is pretty likely. Really sorry all this work stuff came about at the end of a canto, I know cliffhangers are annoying. Expect things to get a bit more frequent once Christmas holiday season rolls in.

The students (teenagers) who make my job extra difficult and tiring by being disruptive also make the writing less likely when I get home exhausted (especially when teaching 8 classes with only handful of breaks inbetween besides lunch). Like anyone, if I am tired, I get no writing done even when I really want to write. i will still try to finish part one around Christmas, though.

Chapter 40: Yours, €æ₮Ħ¥

Summary:

The match at the rooftop of the Wuthering Heights turns out to be just as tragic as it always were... if not more.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Alighiero´s POV

„The hell are you lot doing down there, faffin´ about? Come on up.“ Heathcliff called after me and Dante as we climbed up the stair after the rest of the Sinners.

„For the first time… I really have no idea what you´re thinking right now.“ They said to him.

Heathcliff smirked shortly. „Thinking? I don´t really ´think´ that hard, mate. I just clearly know what I have to do. That´s all.“

Erlking Heathcliff waited for us on the rooftop. The powerful and oppressive aura that surrounded him almost left me frozen in place. On the roof where the lightning stuck every now and then, his vibe only grew more ferocious.

He watched us stumbling up the stairs as he lowered Catherine´s coffin to the rooftop floor. Fawkes stuck close to my hip, ready to jump into the fray. I only held his leash and my spear that much tighter.

„What a sorry ending to this tale, is it not? You have no idea of the lengths I´ve gone to destroy both Hindley and Linton. How much I have pushed myself to the brink again and again. This is my own heaven. It is finally within my reach.“

„Heaven? This shite is your idea of a heaven? Look again. You´re in hell, right in the middle of it.“ Heathcliff spat the words at him, club at the ready.

„When I heard the news of Catherine´s passing, I… began to see her face in all things. Even my very own face brought back her memories.“ Erlking spoke calmly, despite everything else about him that screamed „I will kill you if given half a chance“.

„Everything in the world became an unending reminder of who Catherine once was. A reminder of the fact that she once existed, only to be forever lost because of me… So… to breathe, to let my heart beat… I had to think of nothing but that singular wish. That burning, unchanging desire. My wish.“

Heathcliff stepped closer, feet dragging along the rooftop. „To kill every Heathcliff in every world.“

„Yes. That singular wish is the ultimate proof of my love.“

„And you think that your Catherine would approve of this? This slaughter which turned you into a self-torturing demon that knows no peace nor rest?“ I turned to Erlking. „I´ve seen this Heathcliff do stupid things for love, but compared to your choice… he´s been more thoughtful every step of the way than I´ve given him credit for.“ I exchanged a look with him briefly before looking away. I couldn´t handle much more eye contact knowing the inevitable end ahead of us.

Erlking, however stood unmoved by my words. „Through my campaign, I have seen many versions of Heathcliff. Some grew wrathful. Some begged for mercy, for their lives… But in the end… they all admitted that they all had to perish for the good of Catherine, and willingly forfeited their lives.“

„You gave them no other choice to repent… no, you gave yourself no other choice but to die, over and over. Because you can´t see beyond your own pain… and if you can´t have Catherine, no other Heathcliff can.“ I glared at him as he raised his large sword, with which rose the numerous Hindleys, Lintons, Josephines and butlers of the mirror worlds the Erlking has conquered and destroyed in their entirety.

„I found no pleasure in my work. How could I, when I made it my mission to slay those poor, wretched souls? When all of them died so alone, unloved by all that is living, by the world?“ Erlking turned to Heathcliff instead of me. „Did you know that no one ever weeps for Heathcliff´s death? So, the task falls to me to bury them. To shed my tears for them. Yet, only silence shall attend my own demise.“

To my immense relief, Heathcliff shook his head in defiance. „No. Your method´s all wrong. Of course, I would have given anything to make Catherine happy. Anything. But… even you, who saw the possibilities of every world… missed something.“

„What do you mean?“ Erlking asked him, doubtful.

„You said that in every world… Catherine and Heathcliff were destined to be miserable, didn´t you? But we could have been happy. We just missed that smallest key to happiness. To try and write a different story for ourselves.“

Erlking faltered, stumbling on his feet a bit before finding his balance again. „No. No such thing is possible. Because of me… No, us! Because of our existence, Catherine will-“

„Haaah… Bloody hell. I´m telling you that it´s got nothing to do with our existence. The problem was that I wanted to believe that it was. All I had to do…“ Heathcliff looked at the club in his hands, remembering his own club which was left on the bus, with REVENGE written on it in all capital letters. „All I had to do was to get over my embarrassment. That little fear. I just had to scrounge up the smallest morsel of courage to open the door… and talk to her.“

„But how will you prove your theory when we have nothing left to prove it with? When my Catherine is long gone?!“ Erlking growled at Heathcliff. Fawkes growled too, in retaliation.

„Right. I can´t change the past, like you said. I can´t prove it to you, either. Maybe none of this matters in the end, and...“ Heathcliff paused, looking to me. I had nothing of solace to say to him, so I looked away. „...Catherine might never wake up again no matter what I do. But I´m here anyway. On this rooftop. Do… you understand what that means?“

Heathcliff stepped forth. As he did, a flash of dim light enveloped him. The identity Dante slotted in for him materialized, muscles rippling underneath the R corp armor. Not the ideal pick given the fact that it would be a long fight, but there was no time to tell them. „You, me… we´re both wretches. I understand that… But… I refuse to break like you did. Leaping from world to world, seeking to kill everyone that you deemed to be the cause of that misery… No matter how broken my heart has become.“

„Your speech rings hollow, Heathcliff, for the outcome is already decided. I will end your life and leap over to the next world to do the same.“

„Then what the hell are you waiting for?“ Heathcliff pulled the Golden Bough from the roof of the manor, where it was installed as a lightning rod.

Erlking laughed at him. „Haah… your struggle is meaningless. You cannot destroy the Golden Bough.“

„I can´t destroy it, no… but I can stop it from working?“ Heathcliff glanced at me, asking.

„Well… I guess you can do that.“ I shrugged, preparing myself for the pain that was sure to follow. An equivalent of betting struck by a lightning would most definitely be a new experience.

„Sorry, pal. This won´t be pleasant.“

„Yeah, I figured.“

„You mean to kill me? You?“ Erlking looked at Heathcliff, pointing to the Golden Bough with his sword.

„No. I will stab myself, just as you wished.“

Erlking went quiet for a moment. „…You´re… what?“

„I don´t exactly understand why, but this Golden Bough bein´ imbued with lightning is a necessary part of your plan, innit? What if I just… drained its powers? That´d cock up your grand scheme, won´t it?“

„Wait… how do you even know that, Heathcliff? When did Alighiero-“

„I didn´t tell him diddly squat. Heathcliff may not be the smartest person on the bus, but… he sure has a brain and knows how to use it.“

„Yeah… Besides…“

Heathcliff stabbed the Bough into his chest, right in the middle. Golden light flowed all around it, shining against crimson blood that bloomed into a flower on his white shirt.

„Heathcliff!“ I heard Dante scream out.

„...we´ve got Alighiero to tell us if something is about to... go tits up.“ Heathcliff smiled softly to himself. „Catherine… I´m back. Please, open the door.“

„Why… why did you stab yourself? Is this how you wanted this to end?“ Ishmael ran up to his side, staring at the Bough sticking out of his chest.

„Because I need Cathy in every corner of this manor to hear my call. From what I´ve seen, the Golden Bough… connects the hearts… together.“ Speaking, Heathcliff realized how dumb he sounded. „Look, I´m flying by the seat of my trousers here.“

„What are you…“

„Shhh, Sinclair let the man cook.“ Sinclair´s face after I said that was downright priceless.

„Catherine… has become Wuthering Heights itself. I don´t understand how that happened. But if Cathy… if she saw the same mirror that Nelly and this git peered into… And if her heart was the same as mine all along… I feel like I´d know what kind of choice she made.“ Heathcliff explained slowly. „Now that I think back on it… from the moment we set our foot upon this manor, Wuthering Heights kept pushing me away while the diary continued to soothe me. We were never honest. Cathy, I… both of us.“

„Heathcliff, what are you talking about?“ Sinclair asked. Just as he did, the seventh and final lightning struck the manor.

The diary flipped through its pages until it came to an abrupt stop on the last page.

Would you like to hear a story, Heathcliff?

Long, long time ago, Josephine told me a little tale.

She said that there is a deep, ancient river flowing beneath this manor.

Every architect said that this was not a good place to build anything, let alone a house. That nothing should ever be built atop this hill.

Wuthering Heights was built here nonetheless. Over the unseen, hypogean river.

Ever since I was a child, I saw… the ghost of my late mother, wandering the halls of this manor.

From the mention on that page, a memory molded itself atop the roof.

Nelly… can´t you see that ghost?“

Nelly shook her head with a sigh. „I told you, Miss! There are no such things as ghosts! Why didn´t you take your nap like I asked you to?!“

Seeing that she would find no word of reason with Nelly, Catherine wandered the manor´s halls until she stumbled upon Josephine.

Ooh… Mistress…“ She greeted her like any other dutiful servant would.

Thankfully, I wasn´t the only one who was seeing ghosts.

I, Josephine, knew that you would one day return to our side. That the river flowing beneath these lands would bring your grace back to this manor… That, should my duties at this manor be complete, you would allow me to drink the river´s waters…“ Josephine mumbled cryptically to herself.

And I´ve repeatedly seen that vision as I grew up.

After Heathcliff left me, after I´d lost every will to live… Nelly brought me a mirror.

The scene took shape of Catherine´s room where her and Nelly stood, talking to one another as Catherine was bed bound, pale as death.

Miss, I… found an interesting mirror. It shows you some fascinating things; I suppose it is a magic mirror of sorts? I thought you might enjoy such an invention.“

At Nelly´s words, Catherine perked up immediately.

In that mirror, I saw the infinite variations of Heathcliff and I.

I pulled Heathcliff to the utter abyss of desolation. He grew cold and unhappy… mired in an endless cycle of misfortune.

It was as though his fate was already written to be miserable. No matter what he did, he would always meet a wretched end.

„Do you see that? I see… another ghost.“ Catherine said as Nelly next to her faltered before pulling herself together.

Miss, you are still very ill. Please do not let the chill winds sicken you further.“

Why does that ghost weep so tragically? And why does she appear so… familiar? I… I must gaze into the mirror again, Nelly…“ Catherine repeated, as if caught up in a sort of a mania.

I wished to find that single strand of possibility where Heathcliff can be happy… So I gazed into that mirror night after night, night after night… Until blood began to stream down my cheeks in place of tears…

The vision of Catherine doing precisely that shook me to my core. The window of her room was cast over with the same ink-black cover that threatened to break inside, except… it had a face. A child´s face, with a pair of pale eyes set into it.

He wept as he gazed into her room. „Wendy, Wendy, come out, come out to play! Pleeaaaaaase!“ The Child´s screams turned into helpless wails and shrieks that rattled the windows. When she refused him with a shake of her head, he picked up his flute, playing another familiar tune.

The Song of Storms.

Like magic, the weather outside grew all the more dreadful, fueled by the Child´s loneliness.

At the end of the ceaseless wailings… I found the Catherines who tasted the deepest despair.

You are… No other Catherine weeps as terribly as you do. Not in any of the worlds I have seen.“ Catherine spoke to the Every Catherine beyond the Mirror she held.

Because in this world… I am Heathcliff´s murderer! We were just like you… desperately searching through every world we peered past the mirror… But in no world are Heathcliff and I together in happiness. Our tale always ends in tragedy. Thus suffering is all that remains! I have nothing to live for alone. I have no reason to go on. Ahhh…“

The sharp, high pitched wailing shook the room and the perfume bottles on the dresser. Few of them fell off the dresser, shattering into millions of tiny glass shards.

Why can´t Heathcliff be happy? Why can´t any Heathcliff be allowed even an ounce of happiness?“ Catherine asked the Every Catherine.

There is but one answer. That we are the cause of his misery. Because Catherine´s existence is what brings misfortune to Heathcliff!“

Every Heathcliff is miserable… because of me… If I were to no longer exist in any world… will every Heathcliff in every world find happiness?“ Catherine asked her counterpart in the Mirror, longing for any way to change their fates. Desperately reaching out through the veil of possibility.

Had I acted sooner, maybe arrived before the Mephistopheles set off on its journey… maybe then I would stand a chance to change their destinies. As is just so happened, however… there really wasn´t anything left to do, but what was already bound to happen.

Yes, he will. So… it´s not too late. For the sake of every remaining Heathcliff in every world… Please, invite us to your world beyond. So that we may kill you first… and move on to the next, to kill the Catherine of a different world. Again, and again…“

The ultimatum Every Catherine set up… was exactly the same thing Erlking was doing. Always parallel, never crossing, those were their never-ending stories… at least, that is what they would be if Every Catherine had her way.

Then… only then can every Heathcliff reach his own heaven. The heaven where I no longer exist…“ As Catherine came to that very conclusion, the storm outside her window grew worse and worse, wailing mixed in with the lightning and thunder. The Child cried for her, too.

It felt as though I was freed from a heavy yoke. It felt as though this was precisely what I was meant to do. Because I love every Heathcliff. Because he deserves to be happy.

Once more we found ourselves in Catherine´s room.

I have done as you ordered. I have used some of my… connections in the Backstreets… to bankrupt Mister Hindley. Last I heard, he gambled everything he had away.“ Nelly lied to Catherine through her teeth, without shame or regret. I could not see her as anything but a hopeless wretch and a disgrace. But my feelings could not change the past.

I used Nelly, who asked her acquaintance to bankrupt my brother. Then I took the ownership of Wuthering Heights from him…

We were transported into the basement where the researchers who formerly belonged to the Ring worked long hours to bring their messed up project to fruition.

Don´t worry about the results. We´ve done similar experiments in the past. It´ll all work out as long as the laboratory is ready.“

Certainly. The laboratory will be completed as you have requested. The price is not a matter of concern.“ Catherine waved them off. She stared at the countless glassy coffins around with almost an air of satisfaction – at least the empty ones. She had not spared a singular look to the ones which had victims already strapped into them.

And… like I´ve told you repeatedly… This method will overwrite your identity with that of another. Which is to say that your body should be free of consciousness. We´ve learned from one of our previous experiments that full, complete Identities can be summoned only when the body is empty.“ The researcher continued. Of course, I had an inkling who they were talking about.

After all, there was a reason why I haven´t thought twice before I bribed her with candy that contained an echo of home I lost the day I met her in person.

I installed a massive laboratory in our basement to invite Catherine to our world. I acquired the Golden Bough with Linton´s help. However…

Seeing Hermann, even in memory, sent a chill down my spine. Although I knew that she would not be able to see me… she terrified me regardless.

To summon a fully intact Identity… is an incredibly power-consuming procedure. A single Golden Bough won´t be enough to power it.“ She produced a containment with the golden branch inside to Catherine. Lucky for you, we have recently procured ourselves a Golden Bough. This Golden Bough, once installed on the roof of your manor, will collect all the necessary energy and relay it to the Golden Bough installed in the laboratory.“

Catherine smiled at her sweetly, unaware just what kind of monster she allowed to meddle with her life. „You are so kind. What kind of payment do you ask in return?“

Not monetary, that´s for certain. Instead… allow us to make a ´dough´. That is all I ask.“

A ´dough´?“ Catherine furrowed her brows. If she had doubts about Hermann, she had not voiced them, staying quiet, instead forging ahead with the Every Catherine´s plan. Her own plan.

Yes. A pure, uncontaminated dough.“ Hermann nodded.

Invite me, please… please…“ A ghostly whisper whispered in Catherine´s ear, the voice of Every Catherine.

Mmhm. The experiment should be complete soon.“ Catherine said to herself with a solemn nod She was standing in her room once again. And once again, Nelly was with her, observing Catherine´s every move. „Nelly. I no longer fear the ghosts. Because all fear stems from the ignorance of its origin. Maybe that is why I was so afraid of talking to Heathcliff. Because I could not know, nor could I understand his ever-distant heart.“

She looked outside the window where the winds howled as the unforgiving, cold rain hammered against the window panes. „What I had thought to be ghosts… were just us from the other worlds. Suffering, in wretched pain, yet wandering the manor still, determined to end my life.“

The scenes changed around us with much greater frequency, so fast it was becoming unbearable to keep up with the flow.

Now, after the lightning strikes seven times upon your coffin… the path to the other world will open, summoning the Catherine you want from the other world here.“ Hermann repeated to Catherine. Her sly expression echoed within the basement despite producing no sound.

I am certain that Linton will be happy. Because he is doing this for me, whom he loves so much.

Once this coffin closes, that is it. You won´t ever open your eyes again.“ Linton said as he stood by Catherine. The coffin was open before her. She had no fear then, not even a shadow of doubt.

I know. But this is not the end. I will always be watching over you, wherever you may be.“

Linton nodded to her reply. „Your word is my command. Everything shall be as you willed. Sweet dreams, my love.“

After th coffin shut and Linton left the room. Hermann was left alone with Catherine and any pretense has dropped like a cloth torn off the unveiled painting. „Oh, a ´dough´ of such high purity can become pretty much anything. What I seek lies beyond that dough, however. It´s something more primordial, something at the far beginning of all things…“ She spoke to Catherine, who slept inside the coffin. „But to you, I present a different Heathcliff… Not your Heathcliff who left you without a word, and doesn´t even care to return. A Heathcliff who exists for Catherine… and only Catherine… The river that flows beneath your manor will be of great help to the both of us. It may be that your consciousness isn´t lost forever. Because the deepest river arrests them from moving on.“

Perhaps you would have a front seat to everything that is to transpire.“ Hermann laughed as she turned heel to walk out of the basement. She paused just once more to turn around.Don´t you worry. We will make sure that this summoning ritual is a resounding success. And just in case you forget… remember to hold steadfast. Remember that all of this is for the good of Heathcliff whom you love so much.“

Heathcliff who exists just for me…? What are you talking about? And… why am I watching all this happen? Where am I? Can anyone hear me?“

Catherine´s voice could be heard even though her body sat still in the coffin connected to the rest of the glass containments in the basement. Hermann left her, alone in the dark, but her words didn´t go unheard. I could see the familiar pitch-dark silhouette with a pair of pale eyes inch towards the coffin, out of the shadowy corner of the basement.

Wendy, don´t be afraid. I will keep you company. Like you did for me, all these long years.

Who… who are you?“ Catherine´s voice answered the Child. Not in fear, simply a bit confused. Even intrigued one could say.

We used to play hide and seek in the manor… but I guess you don´t remember. It was mostly me hiding… and you didn´t really seek… but I had fun nonetheless.The Child replied with a soft voice. „You can call me Peter – Peter Pan!

Okay… Peter.“ Catherine softly replied. The memory faded and we were standing on the rooftop of the manor again.

It was a long day. Even Fawkes looked like he wanted nothing more than to curl up in the bus and snore profoundly. But it would still be quite a while before we could afford to do so.

Catherine from a distant world was slowly pulled out from the coffin the Erlking was carrying - the Golden Bough that Heathcliff impaled himself with returned to whence it came… back to where Heathcliff first tore it from, like it was commanded by fate itself.

That harsh, unchangeable fate I hated so much.

Catherine, who Heathcliff desired so desperately to reach walked out of the coffin, her eyes opened. But… it was no longer his Catherine.

Sudden, piercing pain in the middle of my chest let me know that Dante´s clock was turning to revive Heathcliff.

It didn´t hurt as much as I thought it would. It felt… oddly warm… like a memory of one of the nicer nights that came after the harsh waking up from the dream of parents who would accept who I was without ridicule or horror. The feeling, however did not result in a dredged up memory.

I breathed out a breath of small relief.

At the same time, Heathcliff´s heart was weighted down as he realized that Catherine was… gone. „Catherine… No...“

„The seventh lightning has struck… She´s… being overwritten by a Catherine from a different world…“ Dante slowly said.

„Please don´t do this, Catherine. I endured everything for you. Everything at the manor. Everything I suffered out there. All I ever wanted was to see you again… to return to this manor, to meet you…“ His pained voice drove thorns into my mind. It was unbearable feeling… but I endured it.

It was the least I deserved.

The space surrounding Every Catherine who was screaming and wailing… began to bend and refract, like a glitch in a video game… exactly, like the glitch in a video game.

The high-pitched wailing pierced my ears. „Catherine! Why have you changed your mind?! Have you forgotten our wish? You have spent countless days and nights watching how Heathcliff suffers! The suffering that we have inflicted upon him!“

No… It´s… different. The only person who can tell me this is…“ I heard Catherine retort to Every Catherine. I couldn´t see her, but she was there.

Does it not matter to you, what happens to every Heathcliff in every world? Are you truly so selfish that you feel detached from its consequences?“ Every Catherine shrieked. „I am Heathcliff. My greatest miseries in this world have been Heathcliff´s miseries, and I have watched and felt each from the beginning: my great thought in living is himself!“

If all else remained, and he were annihilated… no Catherine should seem a part of that world any longer!“

„Cathy! You are here, somewhere! Where are you?!“ Erlking screamed back, turning around in confusion, searching for Catherine.

„The Identity… has something gone wrong with the summoning?“ They turned to me. I nodded.

„Catherine´s actively resisting it. Her will is keeping herself and Every Catherine in… a sort of deadlock.

„She´s… refusing the summoning?“ Ishmael asked with her eyes wide in shock.

„It´s not an agreement, that´s for sure.“ I sighed.

Do not obstruct me! Summon me, if your love for Heathcliff is true!“

The Golden Bough brought back color back to the Manor with a blooming, golden light, like fingers of a small sun outstretched. Erlking Heathcliff reached out to Every Catherine, despite the unimaginable distance separating them.

Every Catherine did the same in return as the world around us all began to glitch out, like screen of a computer in which something has gone wrong.

„Where are you? Come to my embrace, Catherine!“ Erlking yelled into the storm. Though he looked around around for her, he could not see Every Catherine.

Heathcliff!“ She yelled in response.

„Where… where are… I can hear your voice. Oh, please…“ Erlking called to the ghostly pale Catherine, but it was all for nought – they still could not see one another. In his pain, Erlking Heathcliff turned to the Sinners and commanded his forces against us.

He might´ve thought we were somehow thwarting his effort to return to Catherine. The risen members of the Wild Hunt marched towards us, bright, violet flames in their eyes. Their numbers growing with each passing moment, to the point I was getting concerned we would get outnumbered to the point of defeat.

Fawkes paced around next to me and Dante, anxious. He´s not growled since the fight broke out, as if he knew this wasn´t that kind of situation.

Then, Heathcliff and Erlking rushed towards each other. Pequod Heathcliff´s harpoon clashed against the enormous blade made of mirror pieces, shattering the very reality we were in, bleaching the environment into shades of pale grey and white. In the middle of it, where Erlking stood before was Every Catherine shrieking in despair before summoning a pair of giant, clawed hands.

„Don´t clash her head on, get those hands first!“ I yelled at Dante. Though they stood next to me, with the winds whistling around us I could barely hear myself. Raising my voice was the only way to communicate anything to them.

Luckily they understood, sending the Sinners to do just that.

Suddenly, Dante looked to me, head cocked to the side in confusion. I returned their expression.

„Is this… is this sound coming directly through the Golden Bough?“ They asked. Only after they did have I remembered. Catherine speaking through the Golden Bough.

„...You can hear it too, Clockhead?“ Heathcliff turned to him, only momentarily, since he was still locked in battle, as were the other Sinners.

Dante lookes at Heathcliff, exhausted by the long battle in both body and spirit. The Golden Bough was long removed from his chest and Dante has already turned the time back for him, reversing the physical damage... but its influence lingered for some reason.

„Catherine?“ Heathcliff whispered.

I could not hear what words they exchanged, only Dante´s and Heathcliff´s reactions

„So all of this is…“ Dante paused. „...oh, I don´t think she can hear everyone´s voices.“

„I can´t hear her, either.“ I replied to Dante, only compounding their confusion.

„Let´s call out to her nonetheless. Someone… anyone…“ Heathcliff begged. Knowing the future, I took up the mantle.

„Catherine! I can´t hear your voice, but I know you´ve spoken to my brother, Peter… you kept him company when I could not. And now I tell you, you are not alone either! We are here! Heathcliff, your Heathcliff is here!“ I screamed into the void that could not answer me. Even Fawkes joined in, howling and barking loudly.

Golden bough´s light shined brighter. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. When I took it out, the Notes app was open. Letters were typed in, all on their own.

Heathcliff... is he really here?“

„Y-Yeah, Cathy, I´m back, I´m…“ Heathcliff answered, calling out to her voice, which he must´ve heard against the howling of the storm.

Yet all is silent… I cannot hear his voice…“

I typed an answer back.

He is here. Please… trust my words. He can hear you, even though you can´t hear him.

„Bloody hell…“ Heathcliff swore loudly as he caught the sight of the screen.

Biting cold slowly took over as the warmth grew weaker. Catherine did not answer again.

„Tsk, I should´ve known… it´s not gonna be this easy.“ But Heathcliff refused let disappointment hold him back. Instead, he forged on with determination. The other Sinners followed suit, prepared for another round of the battle.

Heathcliff dodged the Left Hand before countering the Right Hand of Every Catherine. It looked as if he wanted to reach her, but the reality shattered again with shades of violet and purple.

With that, we stood once again in front of Erlking. He batted Heathcliff away almost effortlessly and mounted a giant, black horse, the beasts neck cleaved through. „May you wake in torment, my dear Catherine.“ Erlking said just before charging forth.

The fight was ruthless, leaving all Sinners gasping for their breaths. The spear in my hand almost begged to spring forth, to taste blood again… but I refused its call. Steeled myself, because there wasn´t any other way to end the fight.

Just one.

Heathcliff and Erlking rushed towards each other before clashing. Once again, the world shattered and Every Catherine in her glitching reality of multitude of colors has chained us in battle with her. Once again, the same act of a violent play. Hands defeated. Catherine screaming, reaching out towards Erlking, but unable to reach him.

„Please, Catherine. Appear before me and tear me asunder. Let me see your eyes as I expire.“ Erlking looked towards me, desperate, wanting… out of his mind.

„I am no Catherine.“ Though I said those words to him, Erlking did not listen least bit… he was just as stubborn as the Heathcliff I knew.

I held Fawkes´ leash tightly in one hand and the spear in the other. I would not be able to fend him off on my own. Luckily, I didn´t have to.

Heathcliff´s E.G.O, Bodysack, rushed towards Erlking, clashing once again. Erlking was thrown off his steed and stopped only as he slid over the rooftop´s floor, next to the Golden Bough.

„No repose shall await us… not until I´m holding Catherine of mine again.“

With many more yells, Heathcliff clashed Erlking, over and over. There were no more members of the Wild Hunt left standing.

„Faust. If… if things don´t get any better…What will happen to them?“

Faust, exhausted answered Dante´s question. „Erlking Heathcliff, once he kills Heathcliff of this world for good… will leap over to other worlds to slay other versions of Heathcliff. If Catherine´s summoning succeeds… she will become another Catherine who leaps between every world, creating more Catherines like herself.“

„To what end?“

„To an end where there is nothing but the silence and the lamentation of both Heathcliff and Catherine. Wouldn´t you agree?“ Ishmael replied.

„…Huh? There´s a sound… coming from my device…“ Dante brought their tablet up. Dante´s Notes section was on the screen, but all the entries were unresponsive. Then, the words began to appear, typed by an invisible hand.

Catherine > Dante.

Catherine > I see that you write a diary of your own.

Dante looked to me. I just nodded in agreement. They typed into the tablet.

Dante > …….

Dante > I wouldn´t call it a diary. It´s not like I record what happens every day in here…

Catherine > That counts as a diary still.

Catherine > It is a record of your life.

Dante > Then… I suppose it is.

Dante > Catherine.

Catherine > Just before the break of dawn, during the quietest hours of the day… I would write my diary.

Catherine > Especially on days when I suffered from fevers. I could not bear to keep going without vomiting every fault of mine on a piece of paper.

Catherine > I was always honest with my diary.

Catherine > But…

Catherine > It seems that I could never be honest anywhere else.

Catherine > While I hid my true feelings from the ones I loved… while refusing to communicate myself… I became angry at those who couldn´t understand me.

Catherine > Heathcliff shall never know.

Catherine > He will never know how much I…

Catherine > How much I…

Another voice, or rather words entered the device.

Heathcliff > No. I have to know.

Catherine > Heathcliff? How did you…?

Heathcliff > I needed a lot of courage to get here.

Heathcliff > Catherine.

Heathcliff > It´s all so easy for you. For you to topple me…

Heathcliff > For you to ground me up until I´m nothing.

Heathcliff > I was so happy whenever you came to visit me. A single glance from you in my direction could brighten my entire day. You were almost like a calamity.

Heathcliff > And I have always, always…

Heathcliff > … always loved that very calamity that swept over me like the tempest, Catherine.

Catherine > …….

Catherine > Thank you. For having the courage.

Catherine > Finally, our hearts…

Catherine > … are no longer broken apart.

Catherine > Dante. May I borrow your diary for a moment?

Catherine > The Golden Bough has far more impressive powers than any of us could have ever imagined.

Dante > What powers…?

Catherine > It has been bringing your own wishes to reality, has it not?

Catherine > So…

Catherine > The key to my Heathcliff´s happiness…

Catherine > …….

Catherine > … is in your diary.

I could´ve said something. Could´ve stopped Catherine from making that decision… but I was too afraid it would only lead to worse outcomes.

So I stayed quiet as Dante tapped the interface on which the button „Clear All Cathy“ gleamed in ghostly light against the darkened rest of the screen.

As the progress bar drew closer and closer to the inevitable end, Catherine spoke, her voice clear on the wind.

Thank you so much for being the first one to talk, Heathcliff. I don´t love every Heathcliff in every world. I love you... As you are now.“

The bar reached 100% and the screen was bathed in yellow-orange light before the messaged shined on the screen in bold, dark letters.

Cleared All Cathy.

In every world of possibilities that may or may not have been, Catherines and Heathcliffs of all worlds call out to each other, feeling the echoes of their partners. They struggle for one last embrace.

„Where are you, Cathy?! I wish to have you in my embrace again. I have felt your presence all along. I knew for certain that you have been haunting me. You lie not beneath the cold earth; you are beside me, are you not?“ Erlking called out, unable to hear her.

In shrill voice, Catherine echoed his call, though his words have not reached her. „Heathcliff! Why do you refuse to embrace me?“

„I have not broken your heart—you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine!“ Erlking angrily continued, shattering Catherine´s heart again and again.

Do come to me, Heathcliff! Whisk me away and embrace me in your heart—the gust here is too cold; my body is turning into ice. Only by your warmth shall the frost thaw!“

Millions of worlds made real by Catherine and Heathcliff begin speeding by before our eyes. Every possibility of Heathcliff and Catherine. Most end in a tragedy, full of suffering and lamentation… but every infinity hold at least one possibility different from the rest.

IN one such possibility, outside the manor, there are two gravestones marking Heathcliff and Catherine´s final resting places. And in that desolate, forlorn moorland of Wuthering Heights… is a young man and woman, each resembling Heathcliff and Catherine – the „canon“ ending of the book from my home. They gaze deeply into each other´s eyes; their mouths drawn into the sweetest, happiest smiles.

Two hearts connected despite everything.

„They were… I see… I let my conviction… blind myself to the other possibilities…“ Erlking Heathcliff´s last words are hollow and bittersweet. Their echo scatters into nothingness.

Catherine begins to disappear from every world, as though she was never there.

And when Every Catherine eventually disappeared… millions of possibilities of the mirror worlds appeared before us.

Mr. Earnshaw bringing Heathcliff from the Backstreets. Hindley´s scorn and hatred for Heathcliff, the same as it were… but without Catherine, Heathcliffs have no reason to endure the suffering in Wuthering Heights, so they each quickly move on from Wuthering Heights.

Each Heathcliff lives a different life, meets all kinds of different people… and lives on without Catherine.

Except for our Heathcliff. The one Heathcliff who watches it all happen. The Heathcliff who remembers.

He watched all those worlds transform, every Catherine disappear from her respective world… he watches them pass along, etching their faces, different but ultimately the same into his memory.

I expected many things to come.

Heathcliff, screaming at me to do something. To at least try to do least bit of anything at all… to scream and shake me to action I could not take. To whisper countless curses, to cry and promise retribution… but he stayed silent as a grave. He didn´t look at me, not even once.

Amidst the somber atmosphere, Nelly returns, almost smiling in victory.

„Finally, there isn´t anything left.“

„Nelly… are you taking the Golden Bough?“ Heathcliff asked her. She stood atop the railings of the rooftop and gazed down at us. Most Sinners were either dead or unconscious. In her hands she held the Golden Bough that she pried from the rooftop.

„Heathcliff… You are a good, kindhearted boy, aren´t you? I´m certain you understand.“ She said in honey-covered voice. „I suppose I will bring this to the one who first showed me the mirror shard.“

Heathcliff can barely move. He can´t stop her, even if he wanted to.

„You know it´s futile. You and your friends… have fought battle after battle, pushed yourselves past the brink of exhaustion. How will you stop a Chief Butler who has waited for this precise moment? They can turn the clock, but I will no longer be here once the hands turn once.“

„Dante…“ I whispered to them. „Let me handle this… Please.“

To my surprise, they shook their head. „No… we can´t risk this, Alighiero.“

„But-“

„That is my order as your Manager.“ They told me in a tone which spelled out clearly that the decision was not up for debate.

I could´ve refused to listen. To use my power… but Heathcliff did still care about Nelly. And as it were, I have already hurt him more than enough.

So I did not step forth, against my (arguably better) judgement.

„Sure. I can´t stop you now. But… But I´ll get it all back. The Golden Bough. My Catherine.“ Heathcliff told Nelly.

„Catherine? Who are you talking about? I can´t say I understand what you are talking about, Heathcliff.“

There it was, one last thorn to pierce Heathcliff´s heart that day. One last thorn I could not stop.

Heathcliff let out a pained sigh. „I know. That name no longer means anything to you or anyone else. Nothing but an ink stain remains where she once stood. But she´s never been clearer to me. So, so clear that it can never be erased.“

„Well, if you are that desperate… then I hope your wish shall come true one day. It is said that the Golden Bough can make any wish… any heart… come true.“ Nelly walked away, just like that. All that remained on the rooftop was a burnt Golden Bough in the coffin.

„The Golden Bough is burnt white. It appears that someone has made off with the other.“ Faust commented as she rose back from the dead.

„Nelly… took the other one. The one that´s intact.“ Dante told her.

With a sigh, Gregor added his piece of mind to the conversation. „She must´ve taken it to her… to Hermann.“

We´ve recovered the Bough which was no longer Golden, but white instead, as if covered in a thick layer of ash... or frost.

„This isn´t a failure. We´ll get it back. Even if our hearts may be broken apart, if I give it my all… we´ll be connected once again. As it did, even in the world where Catherine and I were both dead.“ Heathcliff said resolutely, more to himself than to Dante or me.

„Is Catherine… the name of the person in this coffin? I´m sorry, everything feels so… foggy…“ Sinclair rubbed his forehead as he, too rose after his injuries were reversed.

„The coffin and the person that lies within will be retrieved to the headquarters by the After Team.“ Faust said to Heathcliff.

I wanted to ask him if he was okay, but… the answer was more than obvious. Some things have been different, have gone a little better… but they could not offset what´s happened in the end.

Not that I ever expected them to.

Heathcliff has figured that a question has gone unsaid. He turned to Dante.

„No. I´m still… not okay.“

Heathcliff´s one and only goal was gone, shattered into millions of glass shards that have since turned to dust. Not a single color remained in the silent Wuthering Heights once the tempest passed.

All monochromatic, save for patches of color in the grass below.

„Those flowers… are called heath. The loneliest flowers that take root and bloom in the wild moorlands… But they´re also flowers that survive no matter what devastating tempest comes their way. They endure it all and wait.“ Heathcliff said in a somber tone, unprompted.

„Wait for… what?“ Dante asked him.

„I don´t know. The time, I suppose.“ Heathcliff replied.

I had nothing more to add... or perhaps I had. There was a song, pre-selected, Spotify application running, song waiting at just the push of one button: Scarborough Fair. Without a single word I pushed the button to play it. Listened to it.

Every word engraved itself into my skull, connected to that gloomy afternoon.

Notes:

This week´s been an easier one (and last weekend was long one, too) so early chapter! I´m also in a pretty good mood, so overall, stuff´s been good to me :3 means more writer juice (lets be honest it is coffee, but don´t tell anyone)

Hope you have a great weekend.

Chapter 41: A Sore Spot

Summary:

Coming back to Mephistopheles, Alighiero has a bunch of stuff to answer for an explain - but will they? Or will Heathcliff just resent them forever?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

We left the manor dragging our feet behind us, entering the bus in silence. Vergilius was already inside, holding a faded photograph. As tired as everyone was, no one bothered to ask him about it.

I too hoped I would be spared lengthy explanations of recent events, but that was just my wishful thinking.

„Alighiero…“ Dante began, not long after everyone was seated.

„Dante.“ I replied, in a slightly more annoyed voice than I meant to use.

„Did you think we wouldn´t ask you about what happened in the basement of the manor?“

„You already know as much as I do.“ I rolled my eyes at them. „Nelly knocked me and Fawkes out, then bound and locked us up in some spare room. We broke free and rejoined you near the rooftop thanks to Fawkes´ great sense of smell... that´s about it.“

„And what about the implications? Nelly was working with N Corp all along – which you obviously knew about.“ Outis pointed out. She was practically twitching with displeasure. „That´s not something you can brush off.“

I shifted in my seat. „I wanted to tell you all, but… the more you´d know, the greater the chance would be one of you would let something slip – which, given Nelly´s allegiance would be a certain information leak.“ I retorted. „Another Wing setting their eyes on me is the last thing I need or want.“

Only two Sinners seemed to recall Alfonso´s reaction to the strangely vast amount of intelligence I displayed – Yi Sang and Faust. Unsurprising, but by all means slightly disappointing.

„That explains why you didn´t say anything up until you had an unquestionable proof.“ Faust nodded in understanding. She was joined in motion by Outis, who added her own piece to it.

„It is impossible to strategize when there´s an enemy breathing down your neck… though… had you taken that speech aid off-“

„Tsk… as if that would change anything.“ Heathcliff grumbled from the back. I didn´t need to look to know his eyes welled with tears of grief and anger. „With how cagey they are, I´m surprised Alighiero talks at all.“

„Heathcliff!“ Dante stepped in, but I just waved them off.

„Dante, it´s okay.“ I sighed. „Outis is right. If I took the collar off for a bit, I could´ve told you that Nelly would betray us without her knowing. But she is smart. Even the fact that I use any speech aid at all would be enough information for her to pivot and act differently. And then, my knowledge would be of no use to you. I am not Faust – I don´t know all outcomes.“ I added, eyes staring into Dante´s clockface.

„So… the other Golden Bough Nelly took with her… she´ll bring it to Hermann, right?“ Gregor asked, trying to break up the tension.

Fawkes nudged my hand with his wet snout, trying to help things, too. I pet his big head. „Yeah… and aside from the Bough any and all information she has learned about me – though, after trying to kidnap me, I can only imagine that Hermann already knows some things.“ I crossed my arms, thinking out loud with a huff. „Can´t say I like it but… it´s not like I can speed up the whole „getting back home“ thing.“

At my seemingly innocuous statement, Fast twitched, as if burned by those words. She excused herself shortly after, saying that she has some paperwork to file. I didn´t buy her words, but sowing further discord would help no one.

One by one, the Sinners left the bus to settle into their respective rooms. After some time, only me, Heathcliff, Dante, Vergilius and Charon remained in the bus. They didn´t seek any explanations, so I simply took off the collar. I examined it closer, obsessively looking for even the tiniest detail Faust might´ve missed. I barely noticed when Charon stopped the bus, parking it in a corner of a street – not until she and Vergilius have left. Dante looked like they also wanted to leave, but at the same time, leaving me alone with Heathcliff would be a risk they didn´t seem too fond of.

„Clockhead, leave us.“ Heathcliff said at last as he kept fidgeting with a small loop of steel-silver ring. „Don´t worry, I ain´t gonna do anything to them – I´m not stupid.“

Dante hesitated but I turned to them with a sigh. „Just go. If I won´t be able to handle the situation I´ll holler. And Fawkes will most definitely not stay passive, either.“

At the mention of his name, Fawkes´ ears rose a little, listening in. Dante nodded slowly and bid us goodnight before slowly heading tho their room. When I turned my face to Heathcliff who moved closer to the front of the bus, sitting across from me, I expected a lot of things... but quiet, almost careless, disinterest was not among them.

„Tell me…“ He said at last. „Do you hate me, Alighiero?“

I shook my head slowly. I didn´t return his gaze… I couldn´t bring myself to do it. „No, I don´t.“

„Then why…“ His voice broke as he trailed off, question in no need of being finished. I already knew what he wanted to know. Unfortunately, there wasn´t a clear answer if any at all.

„I…“ I swallowed. It did not move the lump forming in my throat. „...do you remember what happened to Samjo?“ I asked him quietly. The memory still haunted me, even if the nightmares have since passed… the worst of them, anyway.

„The bloke who turned into… one of those wheels… the peccatulum… yeah.“ Heathcliff nodded. „What´s that have to do with…“ He paused, hand clenching around the ring. „...forget it.“ He said as he curled in on himself. Fawkes sensed his grief at once. Walking up to him, pawing at him gently. It came in handy, Fawkes´ gentle, unconditional kind of love, so rare in the City one could wonder if its inhabitants even knew it was ever a possibility.

Most, including Heathcliff, probably couldn´t fathom the existence of such thing.

„It´s got a lot to do with what happened in the manor. I won´t lie… it is a complicated thing, trying to bend the future to a certain outcome-“

„Complicated…“ Heathcliff grimaced. „Yeah, I bet it´s real complicated, to decide whether to save someone or not.“

„You think I actually wanted Samjo to die?!“ I snarled at Heathcliff, prompting Fawkes to jump between us, a living barrier preventing me from doing snything I would come to regret.

„...that´s not what I meant.“ Heathcliff said quietly. I nodded, willing myself to calm down.

„I think... we both need to cool off for a bit. It´s been… a long day.“

„...fair enough.“ Heathcliff grumbled before heading to the back. After couple minutes I followed suit, closing the door of my room. I knew the walls were thin in Mephistopheles. As such, it was no surprise when a storm broke out down the hall. There was no thundering lightning, though… just endless rain and quiet sobbing that gradually turned to snoring.

All night I was curled on the bed, wide awake by desperate choice to not have to face my past in my sleep. I knew full well the outcome that decision would have as I buried my face into Fawkes´ side when he climbed up into the bed next to me. Though not enough to bring me to sleep, his presence did at least keep me calm.

But after the night, the morning came, much quieter than usual because there was no bickering from Heathcliff and Ishmael. When I finally crawled out of my room to the kitchen for a cup of coffee and some light breakfast, Heathcliff was nowhere to be seen.

„If you´re looking for Heath, he´s sleeping in.“ Rodya shrugged when I asked her about it. „If you´d ask me, though, you´re the one who should be sleeping.“ She pointed to the bags under my eyes.

„Thanks, but I don´t need a minder.“ I gritted my teeth as I clutched the cup of bitter beverage. However, I faced Faust just as I turned around and her expression didn´t hold any less displeasure with my appearance. She crossed her arms.

„Faust recommends you rest properly.“ She said, carefully, but firmly taking the cup from my hands. „And drink the provided herbal blend instead of coffee. Don´t worry, Faust will let Dante know about the... situation.“

With few more heads poking into the kitchen I didn´t have much choice but to take the scorching hot mug of tea and return to my room. Instead of drinking the beverage right away, though, I sat the mug down onto a small bedside table, taking out my phone. Instead of anything relating to the world around me, I opened the maps, images of places I wanted to visit at some point, GIFs of funny cats and countless memes.

It´s been long since I´ve immersed myself in the culture of the very place I came from. Only after returning to the memories did I realize just how warped my perspective has become. How I impulsively took Hindley´s life, risked my own survival for the Sinners that I would eventually part with. A sort of warm feeling settled into my chest – I knew full well what it was, but I would not let it out.

I couldn´t. If the Sinners and Dante knew how I saw them… the parting would only be that much more painful for both me and them.

As I was laying on the bed, a small thought, an idea sprouted in my mind. Though a very small possibility, even that would be more than nothing. I quickly opened the app to check and just as I expected, it was all there, just as it would be back home. With the plan formed, I only needed couple more pieces – a locket of some sort and Faust´s (or maybe Yi Sang´s) technological prowess.

But neither of those would help me if my eyes cosplayed as a pair of exhausted deadlifters, so I resigned myself to the mug of lukewarm herbal tea and its speedy acting time – though not before setting an alarm. Knowing the brew´s effects, if I had any hope of waking up before everyone´s gone to sleep, it was the necessary evil.

Dante´s POV

The morning after we´ve collected the Golden Bough from Wuthering Heights the first thing I noticed immediately after coming to the passenger area of Mephistopheles was that two people were missing from the usual lineup – unsurprisingly including Heathcliff. Alighiero, being the other person not in their seat, has brought up a question in my mind.

Faust, however was quick to answer.

„Heathcliff is sleeping in. Based on the look of them, Faust ordained a mandatory rest period for Alighiero.“

„It hit them bad, didn´t it?“ I sighed. „I suppose that was to be expected given… everything that happened.“

„Indeed. To think that on top of Heathcliff´s memories they had to also walk through the past of their own – in the same measure, without moment´s rest…“ Yi Sang looked aside. „It is curious, however, that with each strike of lightning a memory surfaced for both Heathcliff and Alighiero. Miss Faust, do you, too conclude such circumstance could´ve been triggered by the presence of two Golden Boughs in the manor instead of just one?“

Faust paused for a moment before she spoke, nodding. „It is but one of the possibilities. Energy of the Bough we collected was significantly depleted, hence its pale, white color. While it can be assumed that bringing forth twice as many memories could´ve caused its hue to change, Alighiero is the sole person who can confirm or deny whether that would also occur in their absence.“

„Mornin´.“

A grumpy voice greeted us as Heathcliff shuffled to his seat. His hair and clothes were crumpled and messy, but he was mostly awake. „What´s the talk of the day?“

He tried to act like nothing has happened. A distinct trait of Heathcliff´s always remained – he would not bring up things that hurt him and it was quite a big ask to expect him to allow others do so without smashing their head in. As such, I decided to not bring up Catherine, let alone the fact that I remembered her despite what happened the previous day.

„Alighiero´s welbeing following the events of yesterday.“ Outis filled him in. Anger was the immediate emotion brought to Heathcliff´s face.

„Of course… it´s all about Alighiero-“

„Got a problem with that?“ Ishmael quickly interjected, stepping in front of Heathcliff as he huffed. She surprised him as he stumbled backwards, hands raised in front of him. „Unlike us, they don´t get to confront their past. They just get to hurt along, feeling double the pain with nowhere to put it.“

„Speaking of… where are they?“ Heathcliff turned to me. His face was mostly unreadable, but there was a slight shade of worry in his twitching hands that didn´t quite know what to do besides tugging on the straps of his leather harness.

„Resting. No disturbances allowed aside from necessary emergencies.“ Faust replied to him. As she did, however, Don Quixote was already inbetween the seats, tugging on her sleeve.

„Prithee, Faust… is that not an emergency?“ She pointed down the corridor. There was a distinct blueish mist, with a sort of shimmer to it.

Even Vergilius stood up to check what was happening, eyes narrowing. „Miss Faust, I don´t believe this is one of the intended functions of Mephistopheles. Please, deal with it as you will.“

„It is… and it is not its intended function.“ She replied cryptically. „The rooms of the Sinners are constructed with the shape of their E.G.O in mind… however, Alighiero´s was… more of an afterthought. Given the fact that we were not privy to their past, the room has to gather necessary data and adjust accordingly… which can only happen when they are inside, in a sufficiently heightened emotional state.“ Faust continued with a frown. „Even so… the room should be capable of fully containing them without any leaks into the rest of the bus.“

„Hold on, Fau, you mean to say they are distorting?!“ Rodion panicked, voicing my own worry.

„No.“ Faust shook her head resolutely. „They are not distorting - it is a process more akin to the use of our innate, base E.G.O, except Alighiero is accessing the ability subconsciously instead of consciously… possibly in reaction to the projections of their memories within a dream, though Faust does not currently have enough information to conclude that.“

„I didn´t know they could manifest their E.G.O.“ I stepped from one foot to another. „...nevertheless, we can´t have the bus fill up with that mist.“

„Correct. In spite of what I said moments ago… this is indeed an emergency. Alighiero must wake up. However…“ Faust looked aside. „There may be an issue with that.“

„What issue? We go in, shake them awake, they wake up. Problem solved… for the most part.“ Gregor scratched the back of his head.

„Ah, I think I know.“ Hong Lu pitched in. „It´s the tea you gave them in the morning, right? It has some sort of an active ingredient that assures they won´t wake up for a while.“

„Yes… in the case of the brew Faust provided Alighiero with… the active ingredient is enkephalin, effects of which cannot be mitigated without causing significant mental distress to Alighiero. Given their current state of mind, it is highly likely that trying to wake them up would only aggravate the E.G.O. further, possibly to the point of distortion.“

„So they need to wake up, but we can´t wake them up the usual way otherwise they will distort. Which is not something we could handle without hurting them and therefore hurting the manager…“ Outis paced around, trying to come up with a solution.

„What if we just wait? The mist doesn´t look too... bad.“ Sinclair pointed out. His gaze drew to the mist and its shimmer. „It´s kind of pretty, actually.“ There was a strange glint in his eyes as he stepped towards it.

„The mist appears to have some sort of psychological effect.“ Meursault said slowly. „Luckily, it seems that it can only impact one person at a time.“

„Like the moth drawn in by the flame´s incandescent glow… destined to burn when reaching its destination.“ Ryoshu summarized. She grabbed Sinclair and held him as he flailed. His irises were blown wide. „We need to deal with this - before O.A.R.“ Ryoshu scoffed.

„There is but one more thing we could attempt. An administration of a counter-reagent could enable us to wake Alighiero up without too many negative consequences.“ Faust at last said, after another brief moment of silence.

„´Without too many´ implies that there will be negative consequences to the action.“ I sighed. „Let us hope that they won´t be too surprising.“

„They won´t be.“ Faust replied to my concerns. She was back in her confident self. „At worst, Alighiero´s state shall remain the same as it was beforehand – drowsy and unfocused. Let me fetch the counter-reagent.“

Faust disappeared into the mist, confidently walking into her room. Meanwhile, Sinclair´s state has not improved by any means. He started singing a strange tune:

Twinkle-twinkle… little star… so we'll know... where you are
Gleaming in the skies above,
lead us to the land we dream of
And when
our journey is through, each time we say ´Goodnight´
We'll thank the little star that shines…
the second from the right.“

„Hmm, that is a nice song, Sinclair. I have no idea what it means, though.“ Hong Lu laughed softly. „It does remind me of a song my nanny used to sing to me before sleep, though… at least the melody is somewhat similar.“

„Yeah, that´s cause that´s the single most recognizable tune – every child in the City knows it.“ Ishmael rolled her eyes.

„Wait, how come Alighiero knows that melody?“ I asked, however my question went unanswered as Faust reappeared from the mist. In her hands was what looked like a plant mister.

„I am ready, Dante. Let´s not drag this out for longer than is necessary.“

With a nod of agreement between us (aside from Sinclair who still wasn´t himself), we pried the door of Alighiero´s room open. Ryoshu stayed outside, as someone needed to assure that Sinclair wouldn´t run into the room.

I didn´t expect all that much from Alighiero´s room – but seeing the walls of bare concrete and only the most essential furniture did make my gut twist uncomfortably. In that vast onslaught of mundane, a small whimper and weight pressing against my legs let me know that Fawkes was near, even though through the mist it was difficult to see clearly.

The shimmering mist wasn´t just blue, I realized as I looked closer. There were shades of pink and purple and cyan, all swirling in a cacophony of color that reminded me of starry nebulae I saw when reaching out to the star within my mind.

„What is all this?“ Rodion glanced around. „And where is Alighiero. I… they aren´t in their bed.“ With a slam, the doors shut closed. Somewhere from the dark corner, beyond the mist, a deep growl came. The sheer volume of the sound left several of the Sinners backpedaling towards the door and the size of the dark silhouette taking shape pushed the rest to reconsider their stances as well. Aside from Faust, who promptly aimed the plant mister at it, letting the counter-reagent do its job.

Maybe it was because the silhouette was just beginning to take shape or because of the proximity, but the mist sucked into the shape in the corner as it shrunk down, leaving an Alighiero-sized human body slumped against the wall in the corner.

„Tell Clockhead that Sinclair is B.I.O.S.“ I heard Ryoshu call from the hallway.

„I guess she means Sinclair´s alright again.“ Ishmael shrugged. „Honestly I´m just glad this time we didn´t have to throw down with a distortion.“

„They weren´t distorted.“ I corrected Ishmael. „Though, I agree. I don´t think it would be a good way to go about things, fighting Alighiero – even if my life wasn´t tied to theirs.“

„What do you mean?“ Faust asked me, intrigue written clearly in her eyes.

„I´ve felt the sort of feeling before – the feeling that came from them.“ „Back in that factory in the Outskirts… and also more recently in T Corp´s Backstreets. Whatever that was… it´s tied to something very different from how the things usually go.“ I explained. Though I couldn´t quite figure out what we were dealing with, it felt like something large, greater than anything we have face before, including the Pallid Whale. „It´s not something I understand just yet, so please, don´t go asking me about it, Faust.“

She shut her open mouth immediately, turning her attention to Don Quixote who knelt down to Alighiero to check on them. They were still unconscious, but sound asleep it seemed.

„So the counter-reagent did not wake them up, merely cut the connection… curious.“ Faust mumbled to herself, so low that I questioned if I heard her right.

„Guys, I think it´s for the best if we just let them sleep it off. Let´s move out – quietly.“ I commanded just after Don gingerly lowered Alighiero onto the bed where Fawkes resumed his place as the main heating element with a wagging tail.

Alighiero´s POV

Distinct beeping brought me back to my senses at the precise time I set it at. To my disappointment, however, I didn´t feel that much more rested.

„Oh boy… time to get up and get to work on that thing, huh?“ I asked Fawkes who simply stared at me with two wet eyes and an equally wet nose. „Yeah… I really should.“ I got up, rubbing my eyes open only to notice few things out of place around the room, as if someone barged in and knocked them over. The carpet was crumpled on one corner, too, only adding further confusion. Shaking my head, I exited the room, driven by hunger to the kitchen where I found a suspiciously labeled paper bag.

ALIGHIERO´S
DO NOT TOUCH,
RODION!!!

Opening the paper bag. I found a sandwich nearly the size of my head, double-wrapped in paper with HamHamPangPang logo on the outer layer. A head poked into the kitchen.

„Uh, how are you feeling?“ Sinclair asked softly, making me raise an eyebrow at him.

„I´m good, thanks for asking… didn´t know a sandwich shop visit was in the schedule.“ I pointed to the paper bag. „Thanks for saving me one though, that nap sure made me hungry.“ I huffed a laugh as I bit into the sandwich with the gusto of someone who´s been left starving for a few hundred millennia. When Sinclair kept standing there with a worried expression on his face, I got an off feeling about it. „Fine, I´ll bite, what happened?“

„Uhh… you don´t remember?“

„...no? What is it that I should remember? Did I sleepwalk and do something real stupid like try to phone my ex?“

Several more heads appeared at the door. Feeling a little cornered, I sighed. „Can this wait? I´m kind of in the middle of a sandwich.“

„It´s good to see you´re no less yourself. Faust was kind of worried about that.“ Gregor laughed to lift the mood a bit. He did the exact opposite instead, but it was the thought that counted.

„Yeah, and then Verg went all mushy and raided the local sandwich shop. Wouldn´t have pegged him as such a softball, but I guess you´ve wormed your way into his cold, hardened heart or something…. he´s standing right behind me, isn´t he?“ Rodya giggled nervously. Vergilius indeed was standing right behind her, crimson eyes set aflame.

„Yup. He sure is.“ I replied between bites. My brain was working at maybe third of its usual speed so it took me a while to really register the weight of what was being communicated to me. „Wait, why are you here? You don´t get off your seat till you head into your room. Which is typically fairly late in the day…“

„It is rather late, yes.“ He said without a further comment as he walked past the kitchen. Leaving me alone with the Sinners.

„What the hell happened?“ I asked, but got no answer at all. As they looked to the floor. I shook my head and walked to the front of the bus, only to notice that it was night outside and most of the passengers had already turned in. There was some blood and general mess in the main part of the bus. Dante waved at me from the front.

„Hey. How are you feeling?“

„I´m good. Still tired, but mostly confused about… well everything.“ I admitted. Hong Lu passed me with his usual soft smile, Ryoshu´s eyes met mine as she gave a smile and a nod of approval, which absolutely knocked me off the track. „I have questions.“

„So do we.“ Faust said in return. „Do you truly remember nothing of what transpired?“

„I have no idea what you are on about. I went to sleep. I woke up. And everyone´s acting like sometime inbetween the two events I grew three more heads.“ I huffed. „I´d appreciate if someone filled me in on what the hell happened.“

„That´s going to be a bit of an issue… we don´t really understand what happened, either.“ Dante said slowly. „But you… something happened to you while you were asleep.“

The explanation, however detailed they tried to put it only served to confuse me more, however. „So, I sort of manifested E.G.O., bewitched Sinclair and nearly tried to kill you all? That´s a lot.“ I concluded. „But I seriously don´t remember any of it, truly.“

„Is it possible that what happened in the Wuthering Heights manor are still weighing down your psyche?“

I scratched the back of my head. „I suppose there is a chance… but I am working on fixing that. Actually…“ I pulled out my phone and pulled up a particular image. „...Faust, I need your help with this. Potentially a bit more from Hong Lu or Rodya, too, but yours is the most critical.“

She took the phone from my hands. „I don´t understand.“

„It´s fine.“ I smiled. „I didn´t expect you to.“ Then, I turned towards Dante. „I´m also in need of a small favor from you, manager.“ They ticked in response, a clear question mark on their clockface.

Sitting and waiting were by far the worst part of it all. I sat in the dark, alone. Fawkes was safely tucked away in his nest of blankets, snoozing and snoring to his heart´s content… all the while I waited for Heathcliff to appear.

At last, he did.

„...could´ve guessed it was your idea.“ He said bitterly, but sank into the seat opposite of me. „Thought we already went through this thing once.“

„We did. But both of us were twice as raw about… everything.“ I shifted in my seat.

„And? How is it going to be any different tonight?“ He bit back, rolling his eyes, jumping his leg. Clearly, he was moments away from just getting up and leaving. „There isn´t anything you could say to me that would be apology enough.“

„Yeah, exactly, so...“

„I´m leaving.“ He said as he rose from his seat.

„Okay... but please… at least take this if you don´t wanna talk.“ I pushed a silver locket into his hand. He brought it to his face and squinted at it.

„...what is this cheap, beat up trinket?“ He raised an eyebrow at me. „Some kind of a jab? That I carry a broken heart and its okay because its mine or some shite like that?“

I sighed. „It´s not about what is on the outside. Look inside it.“

He pried the two halves open with blatant disinterest until his eye caught the image inside. A printed out picture of Catherine, wearing her signature soft smile.

„...H-how?!“ He asked in a shaking, low voice, nearly a whisper.

„I don´t know. Maybe it´s because I knew before I came here. Or because the phone and the game app came from another world. Or maybe-“

Suddenly, my face was pressed into his chest and his arms around my shoulders. A hug. A very warm hug.

I didn´t know what to do about it. I couldn´t remember the last time I was hugged for the sake of being hugged.

„I´m sorry. I´m sorry I made you think I hated you.“ He said quietly as he held me close. „I can´t hate you. Not really.“

„What? Why?“ I said in confusion. Heathcliff pulled back, just enough that the moonlight illuminated his face. There were tears flowing down his face, too, mirroring my own.

„Because you´re family, duh.“ He patted my shoulder. „Take it easy, kid. Been a long day. And, Alighiero…“ He added just before he walked to his room. „...if y´need a bloke to talk some stuff through… just knock.“

„...I´ll keep that in mind.“ I replied to him, my heart fluttering and light for once, letting me breathe freely.

Weeks passed since that evening. We were in the streets of T Corp, Distortion hunting, as per LCD´s orders. Since I didn´t have information of those cases, I couldn´t really do anything abut their fates, but I kept myself sane, thinking of Heathcliff´s tear-struck, quiet thankfulness when he realized I gave him a locket with Catherine´s picture. Ever since, he seemed to return to his usual self once again

„Woahh! Go after it! GO!“ Gregor yelled out after Heathcliff as the distortion ran past him.

„Oi, it took off. Where the bloody hell are you lookin´ at?!“

„Well, maybe you should´ve told me that first?!“ Sinclair yelled back at Heathcliff who growled at him.

„Oi, I told you to send ´em this way! I´ll smash your head in once this is over!“

Things were just about as ideal as they could be. Of course that was precisely when he showed up, floating down silently and light as a feather, his signature scarf weightlessly snaking around him mid-air.

„Long time no— Wait. Why are you… how do you still have color?“ Dante asked Demian who landed beside us.

„Because the light is yet to reach me. Because a star is an unfathomable distance away.“ He said before looking towards me. „I believe this is the first time we meet face to face, Alighiero.“

„Let´s not make it a habit. I don´t plan to stay around for too long, Bluebird.“ I squinted at Demian. Fawkes next to me sniffed at his feet, but didn´t feel quite as comfortable as Dante. Maybe because I didn´t feel very comfortable around him either.

„Do you like flowers too, Dante?“

„Um… I think I´ve come to like them.“ Dante replied to him.

„Imagine that there was a single rose you´ve cared for a long time. Your room was always brimming from the sweet aroma of that flower. But one day, you leave the rose behind to go on a long, long journey. In your journey, you come across a large garden… and there, you see thousands of the very same rose you once you cared for. That sight… brings you to tears, and you drop to your knees.“

„Why do you suppose that is?“ Demian asked Dante the question, crossing another line off the script.

„Because I´ve finally come to understand. That the one I truly loved was the rose I´d left behind.“

„Correct. Even though there are thousands of roses in this world, there is but one rose that is mine. You´ve watered it diligently, cared for it, even as its thorns pricked your fingers. So that your care makes its aroma bloom.“ Demian nodded, then looked onward, to Heathcliff chasing the distortion with others.

„I suppose that´s how it was for Heathcliff and Catherine as well. Knowing that there are infinite Catherines and Heathcliffs in countless worlds… they wished not for the happiness of infinite Catherines and Heathcliffs but for the happiness of each other. Because to them, each other was the one that truly mattered. But it would take most people a long, long time to understand that. Because most people are foolish.“

I huffed at that. Sensing my discontent, Demian turned to me then. „Do you disagree?“

„I do.“ I replied. „You may care for just one in the thousands of roses… but that care means nothing if you let a wildfire raze the garden the rose grows in. To care for a single rose means to do right by the whole patch of flowers, not just the one you like the most.“

Demian smiled softly. „But even you only really care for a small patch of flowers in the garden, no?“

„That´s true.“ I nodded. „But I know full well that I am a mess of contradictory statements… because that is what makes me… me.“

At last, Demian turned to Dante again. „Once I learn to properly love my very own flower… I no longer need to protect the thousands of other roses in the world.“

„People of this star care for thousands of rose blossoms in their own gardens… but still fail to find what they really desire.“ He continued. I w as really getting sick of his preachy attitude, though.

„Yeah… but what you desire isn´t always what you need. A selfish desire… can be easily one´s own undoing.“ Instead of listening to me, however, Dante stepped forth, talking to Demian.

„What of the other flowers that have already bloomed? What happens to them?“

Demian smiled at that question. „You will find the answer to that question yourself… when you can draw me a sheep… and, Alighiero...“

He turned to me with a gentle expression that deeply unnerved me.

„Remember, nothing is solely black or white.“ With that, he disappeared, just as quickly and soundlessly as he appeared.

Notes:

wohoo another chapterrr... with the side of angst hehe. just a lil bit

Chapter 42: Somebody´s Watching Me

Summary:

The bus crew is dragged into a movie night - watching Nimona alongside their driver and grumpy father figure.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Over the following days, not much has changed in regards to our schedule. We were still running about, dealing with distortions, to the point where I began to think that Limbus Company was really a Truman Show type thing and us running about would be put on tv as cheap entertainment.

It was one of those days and we were just about wrapping up taking care of a particularly nasty distortion that kept shooting out endless receipts from a head in the shape of a cash register – possibly a very unfortunate retail worker. I slipped on the pile of receipt paper, falling into a large pile of it. As I struggled to stand up, I caught a glimpse of an alleyway across the road – a figure in the shadows, its face turned right at me. Then, a flash of light, like that of a small hand-held camera hit my eyes.

„Did someone just take a picture of us?“ Dante asked, having noticed the same thing. When I looked back after getting up, the alleyway was empty and the figure that stood there was gone.

„A PICTURE? A PHOTOGRAPH? Verily, we must´ve caught a glimpse of a fan!“ Don´s eyes shined with excitement.

„S.T.A.L.K.E.R.“ Ryoshu corrected her with a dangerous look in her crimson eyes.

Is that even an abbreviation?“ Dante asked with concern. Sinclair didn´t look back with much confidence.

„No.“ Ryoshu added with a scoff. „There is no point in shortening that one. But I would like to C.A.P. for answers.“

„Catch annoying peepers.“

Ryoshu nodded to Sinclair´s prompt explanation. She spent quite a while looking in the direction of the alleyway while the rest of the Sinners dealt with the mountain made of paper ribbons. Fawkes, who was in the meantime snoozing in the bus, unfortunately couldn´t provide any helpful input at that moment.

„Alright guys, let´s leave the rest to the After Team.“ Dante commanded after the distortion was secured. „I think I don´t want to linger in this place for longer than necessary if there´s weird people about.“

„I say let them come. If they wanna taste the bat, IT´LL BE MY PLEASURE TO GIVE THEM THE OPPORTUNITY.“ Heathcliff yelled in the vague, directionless manner. I was glad I was able to patch things up with him and the little warm feeling that came with that at least dampened the lingering feeling of dread after the stalker disappeared.

„Vergilius mentioned that there have been pursuers since about the time we´ve engaged Bamboo-hatted Kim. It is certainly worrying that the pursuers have followed us here, however, it is also quite likely that we won´t have to bear these annoyances for much longer.“

What do you mean, Fau? Are we off soon?“ Rodion asked, her spine straightening as if she just had some snacks. Then again, maybe she did munch on something in the middle of combat. There wasn´t a day her pockets weren´t stuffed with candy bars, cookies or something else to eat.

„Hey, I was also wondering about that. No offense to anyone, but staying in one place is getting pretty old.“

I smiled at Ishmael´s quip. Of course she was the one to comment on staying in one place for too long. Others had different opinions on that.

„Quit your complaints. Regular drills are to be expected. A soldier who´s left idle for too long is bound to get sloppy.“

„O-kay. Time to get back to the bus. Look, there goes the After Team.“ Dante pointed at the uniformed group ahead. I rolled my eyes and patted their shoulder.

„It´s fine Dante. Look on the bright side - no one´s died this time.“ I may have said that with a little too much of a smile, as they didn´t seem too comfortable from what I could tell.

In truth, I could not shake off the creeping feeling that my every move was watched. Maybe that was why I called for another movie night as it got darker outside the bus. My effort was met with some amount of grumbling, but the curiosity won them over eventually when Charon decided that it was time for her to join in - and pick the movie herself. The Sinners only really knew her as the bus driver, so even the smallest hint into who she was outside of that intrigued them… the groaning and grumbling briefly resumed when she picked out a kid's movie.

Oh, I like this one.“ I smiled when I saw which one she chose – Nimona. „Heard some people call it controversial, which I found lowkey funny.“

„Controversial? Looks like any other kids movie from the lineup there.“ Gregor pointed at the website from which the movie was picked. „Are people in your world allergic to kids media or something?“ He smirked.

„It´s more of a pearl-clutching ´oh, but think of the children!´ situation.“ I replied as I put the movie on.

„Think of the children? What, has it got some crazy amount of violence?“

I thought about it for a while, but shook my head almost instantly. „The opposite, actually. But it´s difficult to find the middle ground when even the existence of someone who falls out of the very narrow ´normal´ of human existence is met with disgust at best.“

„You could say that twice.“ Gregor sighed. That was when the movie started.

A long, long time ago, a kingdom lived in peace… believing they had nothing to fear. But lurking in the shadows was a great and terrible evil.“

In an instant, several groans could be heard – and also a small eepy sound from Don who was, unsurprisingly, immediately captivated. Charon was paying attention too, shushing the rest of the Sinners.

The monster attacked without warning, laying waste to everything and everyone in its path. But in that darkest hour, a hero rose up. Her name was Gloreth.“

„Don´t tell me it is just like one of Don´s Fixer stories…“ Heathcliff lamented behind me.

„Actually, I think you might like this one a decent amount once you get past the-“

„SHHHHHH.“

Charon´s hand in ront of my mouth has stopped any further discussions.

Gloreth vowed that her people would never be vulnerable again. So she trained an elite force of knights and decreed that their descendants would protect the kingdom for generations to come… But if you want a happily ever after, you can never let your guard down, because the monsters are always out there.“

When the narration was over, the air loosened, if only a little. In quiet of the room, I could hear Don practically bouncing off the walls with excitement.

„´Tis an exemplary choice of a mo-vie! Great pick, Miss Cha-wbrb.“

Although her excitement matched Charon´s, Don was also not safe from being forcibly shushed. However, for all her annoyed shushing of others, Charon only had two hands and taller Sinners like Rodya and Meursault were out of her reach. Which was not a whole lot of a problem with Meursault who was content being the example of the most respectable cinema-goer, but same did not apply to Rodion… or Gregor, who sat far out of Charon´s range.

But this is also the most controversial knighting ceremony in a thousand years. You can feel the excitement and the tension. Tonight, tradition will be cast aside, and the kingdom will change forever because of one man. Ballister. The street kid with the impossible dream of being a knight.“

Under Charon´s hand, an excited high-pitched yelp made it through the physical barrier. Fawkes even came to check what the fuss was about. He had to pause his late afternoon nap, so it was undoubtedly serious stuff.

I’m here to slay monsters and protect our kingdom!“

Heathcliff, in the meantime, rolled his eyes. He didn´t however leave. When I saw that he was looking at the scruffy, dark-skinned kid with interest I knew I made the right call letting Charon pick the movie that night.

Impossible, that is, until the queen herself made a shocking decision.“

The kid held a sword nearly as long as he was tall, eyes wide with wonder. The queen stood beside him, smiling into the camera.

No, he doesn’t come from a noble bloodline… but he might just have the heart of a hero.“

Don´s eyes were wide as saucers. Even Charon grew more transfixed at the screen. The two were inching closer and closer to the projected image, up until Faust and Yi Sang stopped them due to safety concerns.

And Ballister made the most of that chance, graduating top of his institute class. A class that includes none other than Ambrosius Goldenloin, direct descendant of Gloreth herself, and the most anticipated knight of a generation.“

„I can see why Don likes it. But what´s with Heathcliff?“ Ishmael quietly laughed as she tapped my shoulder. Heathcliff, in the few moments I wasn´t looking at him, joined Charon and Don on the floor, sitting with his legs crossed. Unlike the two, however, he had the gall to steal one of Rodion´s popcorn buckets, which became the trio´s personal bucket for the night. I giggled in response.

With Ballister joining the ranks, for the first time in history, our safety will be put in the hands of a commoner. So tonight, only one question remains: Will the kingdom accept this knight who might not be right?“

„Not be right?!!! TRAVESTY I SAY!“

„Yeah... Say what you will of the City, no one´s kept from becoming a Fixer as long as they got an able body and the courage to stomach what the job entails.“ Ishmael sighed. „That´s the controversial part, right?“

I shot Ishmael half a smile. „Nope. But that part is coming on right now.“ I pointed to the screen where Ballister and Ambrosius had just been talking.

Aaand will Ballister be broody on the biggest day of his life?“ Ambrosius jumped into frame, radiating light and positivity with the voluminous wavy blonde hair and shining golden armor – direct opposite to Ballister´s black set.

I’m not brooding. I’m just… I’m thinking. This is my thinking face.“

Hey, Thinky Face. Look at me. You were better and worked harder than all of us. You’re gonna be a knight, Bal.“

Ballister laughed. „Okay, okay, okay. But what if they still hate me?“

No one hates a hero of the realm. They’re gonna love you… Like I do.“

When Ambrosius laid his hand over Ballister´s and Ballister then leaned with his head on Ambrosius shoulder, several Sinners seemed to catch on what was happening. They didn´t really say anythign about it, aside from Dante.

„Is that… the controversial part?“

Rodya snorted. „Come on, Dante, it can´t be something as simple as two grown men holding hands…“ Rodion´s smile froze on her face as our eyes met.

...wait, that´s it?!“ Rodion stared at me, quietly horrified.

I nodded, feeling the bile rise up from the pit of my stomach. „I guess they also do kiss at some point in the movie, but yeah, that´s it.“ I shrugged. Against the growing, uncomfortable silence, I added another bit. „Things actually used to be a lot worse. Think execution with little to no trial.“ I whispered towards the back, only to catch the sight of three very annoyed faces.

„...uh, I think I´m going to stay away from talking about politics for the time being. Don´t wanna end up with a popcorn bucket hat, haha.“ I laughed at their very angry faces.

When Ballister´s sword exploded and assassinated the queen, the room grew silent once again, save for Ryoshu smirking. „Not very artful, but dramatic. Nice.“

Some of us don’t get the happily ever after we’re looking for… ’cause it ain’t that kind of kingdom. And this ain’t that kind of story.“

Sounds… familiar.

Everyone jumped at the gruff, though not outright hostile, voice. It looked pretty surreal, Vergilius entering the room by himself, without anyone having to drag him in. Even Fawkes arrived, settling by my feet with a soft woof.

The queen killer is still out there. Everyone is scared.“

Oh. Freak!“ A guy in the background said to the girl who had just arrived on screen. I could practically hear Gregor wince.

Not since Gloreth’s monster has anything been so hated. He never should’ve been a knight. He wasn’t one of us and hated us for it.“

„Damn, it´s almost like these people have an inherent beef with the guy from the streets. Wonder why…“ Heathcliff rolled his eyes with a sigh.

A commoner. He’s vile. He’s got no place in this kingdom.“

He’s a murderer.“

He’s a monster.“

He’s perfect.“ The pink-haired girl grinned at the projection, showing fangs in her mouth.

The movie was passing relatively fast and with surprisingly little grumbling from the people stuffed into the small projection room. Somehow, everyone was engrossed in the movie, despite my fears that it would be purely something for Don to fangirl over.

Charon obviously loved it, Heathcliff has turned into the one-man Ballister fanclub, Ryoshu´s eyes were shining with what I could only describe as quiet pride over Nimona´s semi-violent string of hijinks and Outis, usually not much a fan of any movies in general, was watching with interest. Though she pretended to be disinterested, I quickly noticed her stealing glances back at the screen more and more.

Even Vergilius looked entertained on some level when Nimona and Ballister met up properly and he fumbled with as little as guessing her age.

Not a lot of kids in your life, huh?“

You know what? No. I’d like it to stay that way. You have to go.“

But I’m here about the job.“

Job? What job?“

„Job? Has Ballister put up some flyers in the meantime or what?“ Ishmael asked, only to be shushed immediately.

It’s all here in my application.“

This is just a bunch of drawings. Very disturbing drawings.“

Oh, look, it’s me.“ Ballister chuckled, only to look closer and immediately get angry about it. „On a rhinoceros, skewering several guards like a human kebab.“

The image shown was just a regular kids drawing of the scene, but several Sinners were put off. Except for Ryoshu, who grinned.

Yeah! Do you like it? I thought a visual aid would really make my resume pop.“

„That kid would make a pretty formidable Fixer.“ Outis nodded along, assessing the fictional character. „Supposing she can actually summon a rhinoceros to her aid.“

„Outis, if you´re fishing for spoilers, you´ll find that I´ll be giving you none of those.“ I replied with a chuckle.

So, about the job?“

What job?“

To be your sidekick. To help you do whatever it takes to get revenge on the cruel world that rejected youShall we pillage a village? Lay low until they don’t remember you. then we rise like a fiery phoenix from the ashes to overthrow the government!“

Yup, a real Fixer material.“ Rodion snorted.

As the Sinners bantered, the movie kept going. Only then did I notice that outside of ocassional shushing, Don was unusually quiet. Then, the reveal came about, where Ballister realized the girl, wasn´t just any girl.

You’re not human.“ He reached to his belt, but there wasn´t anything to grab hold of. No sword. Not even a knife or a dagger.

You looking for something?“

My sword.“

It exploded. Remember?“

Well, the Baller Guy is dead.“ Gregor sighed.

You’re a mo…“

What? Marsupial? Mariachi? Meatball?“

You’re a monster.“

Do not call me that!“

The whiplash echoed throughout the room, leaving its impression on… well, everyone. Even Meursault, usually the most blank-faced guy in the roster, looked… concerned. At least that was my impression of him. Don made some sort of a strangled noise that resembled a combination of a sob and recoil in surprise – sort of like the sound a squeaky chicken dog toy makes.

No. No, no, no. Of course not.“ Ballister immediately backed up. „You’re obviously not a massive fire-breathing, you know… But you do do the shifty-shift-shifting-shape thing. And you’re a girl who can turn into… What are you?“

I’m Nimona.“

No, that’s not an answer. People don’t just turn into things.“

I do.“

Okay. Fine. Then I have a million questions.“

You get one.“ Nimona replied as she angrily grabbed a breakfast taco to munch on, back turned to Ballister.

My eyes were drawn to Vergilius in that particular moment. Maybe it was the short, low-pitched humming sound he made, or because Dante shifted around while sitting next to him and my lizard brain decided it was sign of danger my eyes just NEEDED to check out.

To my great disappointment, there wasn´t anything to note about either of them. However, in spite of it, the weird feeling didn´t let go. The feeling of being watched.

I didn´t even have the speech collar thing on. It was inside of the room, tucked away just in case it was bugged in spite of Faust´s prior judgement of it as „safe“. And yet, I felt unease seeping into every corner of my body. I turned my attention back to the movie.

Why are you helping me?“

Because I’m bored... And everybody hates you too.“

„That´s so sad.“ Dante concluded from that interaction. „Why can´t they just… coexist. It´s not like Nimona is hurting anybody.“

Prejudice of that nature is rather common. Intelligent non-human life forms, like the one we´ve encountered during the… unplanned excursion… are not allowed to live in the City regardless of their danger level, which, in some cases, is comparable to the danger posed by some of City´s human inhabitants.“ Faust explained. „Technically speaking, it´s not an unfounded worry. If any unknown forces were let into the City with lacking understanding of their precise nature, a disaster of an unprecedented scale could occur. Losses of lives at, or even above, the level of a Wing War or an especially aggressive distortion like The Pianist.“

„The Pianist?“ Dante asked, while the rest of the Sinners assumed grave silence. „I gather it was a pretty bad one, but you know… I don´t remember anything pre-clock.“

Vergilius cleared his throat. „The Pianist is a name bestowed upon a large-scale distortion event with an unparalleled number of casualties which were drawn into the distortion – consumed by it, fusing into its… body, if you were to refer to it as such.“

Indeed. It even claimed lives of many before the illustrious Color Fixer, the Black Silence defeated it.“ Don added with shining eyes. She was obviously happy to flex her knowledge. However…

„That´s only the partial truth.“ I stepped into the conversation, drawing pretty much all eyes (except Charon´s) to myself. For once, I did so on purpose. „The Black Silence was identified by the pair of black gloves – the woman who originally wore them was killed by the Pianist while off-duty. It was actually her husband who stopped the Pianist and assumed the title afterwards… shortly before going berserk with grief.“

„How bothersome… though, I suppose the expressions are clue enough, I would have preferred to hear it in full.“ Vergilius chuckled. It was the saddest chuckle I´ve ever heard, though. And that included my own self-deprecating ones.

Fie! It cannot be!“ Don jumped to her feet with a loud wail. „N-not the illustrious Black Silence… vanquished by a mere distortion!“

„To be fair, a lot of people died back then. About 80% of District 9, from what I´ve heard.“ Ishmael shrugged. „Even if Color Fixers are powerful, they are not invincible.“

Hang on, 80% of the whole District?“ Dante recoiled. „From a single distortion event?“ Their mental welbeing was, to put it lightly, getting into the shambles.

I shrugged. „As far as I know, there is no way to tell how powerful someone can get after distorting. I suppose the general rule of thumb could be that the more powerful the distortion, the more rare the occurrence - which I'm basing solely on the knowledge that you haven´t faced anything like the Pianist.“ I explained. Somewhere along the thought process I trailed off on my own. „I guess that´s why the Limbus Company exists in the first place. There´s not a whole lot of understanding when it comes to the distortion phenomenon and there´s very few people willing to stick out their neck to check how dangerous they get.“ I gestured to everyone around me. „In that sense, this group is the perfect storm of circumstances to deal with all the unknowns… as long as Dante makes it.“

„And you, too. Don´t you forget that.“ Rodya elbowed my arm with a smile, but there was a bit of strain to it.

„Yeah… would be easier to make sure I survive if I was back home, I can tell you that much.“ I sighed as I pet Fawkes who was doing his best to pretend to be an overgrown lap warmer.

After that conversation passed along, I returned my attention to the movie, as did the others.

Monster attack. Monster attack. Seek immediate shelter.“

Citizens of the realm, hello. In light of yesterday’s horrific attack on the Institute, we are taking every precaution to keep you safe. Please do not be alarmed. This is only a test. Go about your normal lives and rest assured that the Institute has this situation well in hand. Good day and may Gloreth guide you always.“

Do not be alarmed. Please remain calm. This is only a test.“

„Hmmm… this brings forth… certain memories of yestermonth´s morn´.“ Yi Sang waxed poetic, confusing the hell out of everyone. He smiled softly, though, so I guess that was part of his plan.

Oh! A “don’t-be-alarmed” alarm. Effective.“

Don’t you get it? The second we let our guard down, something terrible comes over that wall.“

Have you ever even been outside the wall?“

Huh, it is really familiar-sounding.“ Sinclair nodded in agreement.

Yeah, ’cause I have a death wish. No! No one has!“

So, maybe there’s nothing there?“

„Yeah, ´cept the Outskirts definitely got something going on out there.“

In a surprising turn of events, Heathcliff was the one to comment on the matter first, which made me whip my head towards him. Faust did the same, though slower and with more grace than I could ever hope for. It was Vergilius who spoke, though.

„Many have ventured past the City´s walls in search of lost things among the Ruins… but it isn´t something most people accomplish and live to tell the tale.“ Vergilius nodded thoughtfully. Then his red eyes turned to Charon who was happily watching along as Ballister and Nimona trashed a metro station on their way beneath their own city. In that moment, Nimona was a reddish-pink gorilla munching on some trash pizza in a particularly disgusting way – on purpose.

You’ve been staring. Did somebody want pizza?“ She taunted Ballister with the leftover crust, still wet with her spit.

Can you please just be normal for a second?“

Normal?“

I just think it’d be easier if you were a girl.“

Easier to be a girl? You’re hilarious.“

I mean, easier if you look human.“

Easier for who?“

For you. A lot of people aren’t as accepting as me.“

Rodion and Gregor simultaneously cringed at that.

„Wow, he´s real awful at talking to kids. REAL awful.“ Rodion shook her head.

After a while, though, Nimona relented and with a sigh, started to tell her story.

I was just a kid. Cute, little, innocent me. I was playing in the woods, following the birds flying and the fish swimming and the deer bounding. They all looked so happy together, but I… I was alone. That’s when I heard it… a song, calling me, leading me to... a wishing well.“

„A wishing well?“ Outis said in time with Ballister, even with the same inflection of doubt – only to be berated by Nimona through the screen.

„Wow, Outis, it´s almost like Nimona is replying to you directly.“ Hong Lu chuckled.

Shut up or I´ll hit you directly over your head.“

SHHHHH!“ Charon grounded them both, much to Rodya´s amusement. Actually, most of the Sinners smiled at that… aside from Meursault who wasn´t really of the smiling sort and Dante, who didn´t have the apparatus to laugh or smile at anything.

As I slowly approached the well, a coin appeared in the palm of my hand as if by magic. And I knew what I had to do. I summoned my courage, held the coin tight, threw it into the well, and made a wish. A wish to one day...“

Charon and Don inched closer to the screen, shortly followed by Heathcliff who has gotten just as wrapped up in the story as the rest of them.

...be trapped on a subway with an uptight knight asking me small-minded questions.“

The explosion of laughter that followed was so loud that Fawkes raised his head and barked a few times, as if telling everyone to shut up… except the barking came from the spot by the door. And it wasn´t just barking, but barking accompanied by mechanical, human speech.

PlaY? PLAy? Throw Ball??“ The sound came from the speech collar. It was horribly off-key, but otherwise fairly recognizable. I had no idea how Fawkes managed to put on the speech collar, but somehow, he did just that.

The laughter only grew in volume, much to the trio of popcorn-eaters´ displeasure.

Fawkes ran out of the room and into the hall, possibly sensing he´s done something he shouldn´t have. Naturally, I ran after him. Chasing him to the front of the bus. Luckily, he didn´t know how to open the bus door. That was my only solace in the matter.

„Come here, you rascal.“

„BaLl, bALL, bAll…. wAlK? OuTsIDe?“ The speech collar asked as Fawkes´ tail waged from side to side, wide enough to double as a metronome. As I closed in on him, though, he decided to continue the chase – up until being caught by Sinclair who decided to help me deal with the furry menace.

„How did he even put it on?“ Sinclair shook his head in disbelief.

„No idea… but I can tell you one thing. As far as hijinks go, there´s no wall high enough to stop Fawkes.“ As if to confirm my statement, Fawkes licked my face when I took off the speech collar. „Even so, I can´t ever be mad at him.“

I sent Fawkes to run along, back to rejoin the movie-watchers, as I held the collar in my hand.

„Does it bother you?“ Sinclair asked quietly, pointing to it. „Knowing who made it.“ He clarified.

„It does, but it's not a big deal - with Nelly delivering a first-hand account of things to Hermann… who already knew something… but no, although I am bothered by those things, they are dangers I know of.“

„There are dangers you don't know of? I mean, around right now.“ Sinclair asked carefully.

I nodded. „Those strange people tailing us - they aren't supposed to be there.“ I shifted a bit, looking over my shoulder as I felt that off-putting feeling of being watched again. „If I changed too many things…“

„Alighiero…“ Sinclair smiled at me as he patted my shoulder. „Did you ever stop to consider that maybe you think too much? …Maybe that particular unknown has been a known all along. Remember Bamboo-hatted Kim and Aeng-du? It would be like them to keep watch from afar.“

I thought about it. It would be like them - aside from that singular snap of a photograph. Against that knowledge, however, I let Sinclair's words become my truth. At that moment it felt better to dip myself into the warm comfort of a lie than to shiver in truth that only brought in paranoia.

„I guess I could believe that… if nothing else it might help me sleep at night.“ I smiled to myself. „Thank you, Sinclair.“

As we rejoined the group, a familiar scene played out.

You want me to shift. You don’t want me to shift. Pick a lane.“

And now you’re a boy.“

I am today.“

Rodya was laughing so hard tears came out of her eyes. „Why does she look like a tiny version of Yi Sang?“

Yi Sang, seeing the tiny boy Nimona didn't have it in him to refute. Not that there was anything to refute.

I settled down with the rest of them, heart beating a bit more lightly than before.

Oh! Yep. I like it. We’re gonna shake this dude down in this sketchy part of town.“

Look, let’s just question the squire and get out… Your leg!

Huh?“

Ballister pointed out Nimona’s leg. There was a crossbow bolt sticking out of it.

There’s an arrow in your leg!“

Oh.“ While Nimona was busy making light of the situation, Ballister was panicking. As was Don and Heathcliff. Outis and Vergilius, in the meantime looked displeased, a fact which Outis would never keep quiet about.

„This is not how you properly treat that kind of a wound. What is he thinking, poking at the arrow?!“

We’re gonna do this on three.“

„Oh don't tell me… he's going to-“

You ready? One, two, three. Okay, most people scream at that part.“

„Not even an anesthe-“ At the point of her third complaint Charon turned around, a vicious glare on her face, able to rival that of Vergilius - except her eyes didn't glow when she got mad.

Charon telegraphed with a finger pressed to her lips. It worked nigh instantly, even if Outis crossed her arms.

I’m not a people.“

Right. Right. Um… does it hurt at all?“

It does. But I’ve been through worse.“

A small whine of dismay and a sniffle came from the front row - from Charon and Don respectively.

What does it feel like?“

Pretty stabby in my leg region.“

No. No. The shape shifting. Does it hurt, or does it… Sorry. Small-minded question. Hold still.“

As Ballister wrapped up Nimona's leg, she decided to open up to him, catching eyes of Yi Sang and Dante especially.

Honestly? I feel worse when I don’t do it. Like my insides are itchy.“ Nimona sighed. „You know that second right before you sneeze? That’s close to it. Then I shape-shift, and I’m free.“

„Like a bird with its wings fluttering in the air.“ Yi Sang breathed out, prompting Dante to speak up.

„I guess there is a point then, in the boy shape of Nimona looking like you.“ They ticked in a funny, off-key melody. I could've sworn it was supposed to be their honest attempt at a laugh.

The movie continued in its tracks, revealing that all along, it was the Director who set Ballister up. His eyes were filled with distinct kind of emptiness I saw in Gregor a few times - a soldier left behind by the system that created him, and then, further ostracized by it.

I looked back at him, checking whether he was okay. I only was able to relax when I saw him fiddling with his lighter, as it the movie didn't interest him at all.

Look, boss, you got betrayed by someone you trusted. I get it. It sucks. But we did it. You’re innocent, and we have the proof. Once we upload that video…“

We’re not.“

What? Everybody needs to know the truth. The system is jacked. The Institute needs to shut down.“

Will you be quiet?“

I will not be quiet about this.“

„A system so rotten that it has no reason to exist… allowed to persist regardless…“ Rodion whispered to herself. There was a sudden chill to the air around us, as if someone left windows opened at either end of the corridor… but there weren't any windows in the back of the bus.

This video could damage people’s faith in the Institute.“

No duh!“

Look, I don’t know why she framed me, but the Institute’s not the problem. The Director is. That’s why I’m taking this to Ambrosius.“

Who cares? This is the man who cut off your arm. Arm-chopping is not a love language!“

He didn’t cut off my arm. He disarmed a weapon. Ballister stubbornly argued. „It’s how we were trained.“

Wow! They brainwashed you good. You think this stops with the Director? You should be questioning everything right now. The will of Gloreth, the Institute, the wall. What’s it all really for?“

For protecting the realm.“

You mean from villains like you? Or monsters like me?“

„She raises a good point. What is all of that for?“ Sinclair questioned, gesturing to the imagery before us. „This whole ‘telling the truth’ thing sounds like trouble.“

Sinclair's words turned out to be pretty much prophetic as Nimona and Ballister did end up fighting all of the knights in less than a few minutes. More so when not even Nimona shifting into a form of a little girl didn't help bridge the gap between her and the people in that fictional city.

Did you see the way that little girl looked at me?“ Nimona's eyes were filling with tears, as was her voice.Kids. Little kids. They grow up believing that they can be a hero if they drive a sword into the heart of anything differentAnd I’m the monster?“

The words have struck another chord with the bus crew. More so when Nimona added that sometimes she felt like letting the world destroy her. Yi Sang´s eyes were positively wet with tears of recognition. He may not have seen himself as a monster, but that was not the point.

We have to get you out of here.“

We’ll go over the wall. We won’t stop until we find someplace safe.“

Together?“

Listen, you were right about everything. The Institute, the wall… Ambrosius.“ Ballister paused briefly. „No matter what we do, we can’t change the way people see us.“

You changed the way you see me. Didn’t you?“ Nimona pointed out to him. The words echoed through the screen as Dante shuffled in their seat, too. Maybe they were thinking about the journeys the Sinners were on. That they themselves were on. „We can’t let the Director get away with this. We shouldn’t have to run. And you made a deal, right? We clear your name, you make me your sidekick. And you can’t back out on a deal because you believe in truth and honor and blah, blah, blah. All that stupid stuff.“

Truth and honor aren’t stupid, but all right. So, you got a plan?“

„‘Course I got a plan. Something, something, something… We win.“

Heathcliff chuckled at that. „The best plan there is. No need for lengthy explanations.“

„I am in agreement.“ Don exclaimed valiantly. „No merit comes from the ability to sit idle. What thou thinks, young Charon?“

„I wanna see shifty-shifty break stuff.“ She said with a smile before stealing the popcorn bucket from Heathcliff.

Charon´s wish would not be granted until much, MUCH later, however – after Nimona was revealed as Gloreth´s monster… and Gloreth herself, being revealed as only a child, poisoned by her parents´ views of Nimona.

It was when Nimona´s grief over that betrayal, over Ballister´s betrayal and the continued pressure put on her broke out… in a form of a giant, quadrupedal black mass with giant maw and a multitude of glowing white eyes.

„That´s pretty similar to distortion.“ Dante commented. He was joined by Faust who nodded.

„Considering the conditions there are essentially identical, it is not a wrong observation. In theory, any intelligent lifeform is capable of distortion.Alighiero´s case in that matter is extremely specific, but considering the recent developments-“

„Yeah, yeah we get it, you are one smart arse, Faust. Can we now finish the movie please?“ Heathcliff turned back in annoyance. Funnily enough, Charon and Don had no trouble sticking to the movie regardless of background noise.

You’ve gotta be kidding me.“ Ambrosius said as he saw giant missile canons turning into the cityscape inside the walls. Ma’am, someone is turning the cannon into the kingdom.“

Yes, I know. I gave the order.“ The Director answered.

But firing them will take out half the city. Innocent people will die.“

And so will the monster.“

But…“ The transmission cut off, leaving Ambrosius standing in the middle of panicked, burning streets with people fleeing from the chaos. „What are we doing?“

„Took him long enough.“ Ishmael rolled her eyes. „Guess it´s not all that different in your world, Alighiero. People will bow beneath an opinion that is wrong as long as it sounds halfway plausible.“

I snorted. „Ish, you just summarized the entirety of politics. It´s been like that since the dawn of civilization. The louder and stronger monkey always wins.“ I regretted that wording as soon as I caught a small glimpse of Ryoshu´s face. Whatever emotion she was experiencing was far too complicated to put into simple words of language. It felt like something that could only be expressed fully through art… maybe solely by the kind of very bloody art Ryoshu preferred.

As Nimona nearly impaled herself on the sword of Gloreth´s statue, only to be stopped by Ballister, I could hear the entire room hold their breaths.

I’m sorry… I’m sorry. I see you, Nimona. And you’re not alone.“

Judging by the loud sniffling in the front-most row, Don was about to cry.

The movie´s perspective shifted, showing the far view of the scene just after Nimona calmed down and was embraced by Ballister.Fire the cannons. Kill it. I said fire the…“ The Director demanded, only to be met face to face with Ambrosius and a formidable force of the knights.

No! It’s over.“

It’s fooling you. Fooling all of you! Can’t you see this is what it wants? For us to let our guard down! I see what it really is, and so did Gloreth! That monster is a threat to our very way of life!“

And what if we’re wrong? What if we’ve always been wrong?“ Ambrosius asked her, calmly, with a hand outstretched. For a moment, Director´s face was almost turned away from all that violence. But as it goes with that type of people, it didn´t stick. The green glow came from her scepter as it unfolded like a flower, shooting green laser at the guards. Most were knocked out, while Ambrosius, stumbling made one last effort to stop the Director before she herself entered the canon to fire at her perceived monster.

That gun’s gonna kill everyone.“ Ballister exclaimed as he watched the cannon in horror.

Hey, boss. Be right back. I’m gonna go break some stuff.“

Wait, Nimona. What are you…“

It’s time to rewrite this story.“

Several gasps filled the room as Nimona jumped off the sculpture´s sword, transforming into a glowing pink… well, phoenix… and rammed straight into the canon, causing a huge explosion. Though Ballister searched for Nimona, the pinkish spark fading in his hand was the last he had seen as the dust settled… and the beautiful world beyond the wall came into view.

„Did she… die?“ Sinclair asked, sounding mostly confused.

„Well…“

Some of us don’t get the happily ever after we were looking for. Maybe it’s not that kind of kingdom…“

„OH COME ON!“ Heathcliff loudly protested, only to end up with the popcorn bucket hat for his trouble… and subsequent giggles from Rodya and Ishmael especially.

Or maybe it’s not the end of the story.“ Heathcliff lifted the bucket off his head, watching intently… and silently.

As Ballister cleaned up the „evil lair“ he and Nimona stayed in over the course of the movie, a loud knocking came upon the door. Elated he ran to open it and found… nothing. Until…

„Hey boss.“

„HOLY SHI-“

When the movie ended several groans could be heard… most of which demanded more of the movie.

„I can´t believe that was the point at which they left off.“ Heathcliff loudly complained.

„For someone who thought watching a movie would be a waste of time, you´ve surely come around to it.“ Hong Lu laughed along with Rodya and Ishmael.

„Alright-alright, first thing tomorrow I´ll take a page out of Alighiero´s book and slip salt in your tea, Ponytail.“ Heathcliff grumbled, but it was nothing more than an exaggerated eyeroll underlined with a small smile.

„Hmm, okay! Finding the salted cup might be a bit more of a challenge than figuring out if it´s poison, but I bet it´ll be twice as fun to figure out.“ Hong Lu smiled in response.

Safe to say that disturbing joke marked the end of the movie night – much to Don´s and Charon´s dismay. It was a good thing though, cause it was getting late and showers alone took forever.

As I finally settled into my my basic-ass bad in a fully grey room with Fawkes snoozing against my chest… I couldn´t sleep. Couldn´t stop thinking about what happened just a few days ago. Though I didn´t tell the others, patching up things with Heathcliff and Sinclair´s advice were not nearly enough to lighten the load… not when it came to what the hell was going out with me. My past, that kept worming itself throughout the stories of Sinners´ past. Knowing what was coming for Don… I had a sneaking suspicion which parts would be brought to the stage without my consent.

As I laid in the bed, I ran through the available options. I could ask Faust for them to leave me behind on that mission – as an extra safety precaution. On the other hand… slipping doubt into Don´s heart could easily wreck their efforts. I could not allow that.

I had to face my past… in order to grant them a chance at a better future.

Notes:

Bit of a later post, got sick so I had ample time to catch up though - on my obsession that is. Not enough brain for anything where I had to really use my brain, so enjoy some character banter in this one <3 I´ll see you again in TkT intervallo arc.