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Summary:

The beautiful days of the roses have ended. The night sky has begun to bloom.

It starts now, the thorny affairs of existence.

The tree of life that we were born from, the green fields of Valinor, the blue heavens, and the land of art and poetry. It has all been taken away.

'I heard the wind whisper once - for the love of these lands, they blew a hidden message. I ignored their plight and convinced myself that Sauron was not in our midst. Oh, Eru Illuvatar, forgive me for ruining your creation!'

Celebrimbor wiped the salt of his sweat from his brow as he continued forging. He should have listened to the young herald when he expressed his suspicions about Echthrós. He should not have blinded himself from Echthrós' rebellion when he expressed his desire to continue forging the rings. He should not have allowed a stranger this much power in his council - and now his people believe that he has gone mad. Mad from forging the rings!

(OR After coming across your presence, Sauron is beguiled with dark malice. He abducts the wife of a certain elf. The entire realm stops to watch the day that the world stood still for Thranduil Oropherion.)

Chapter 1: Deception

Summary:

The poem is from Chant II in Hadestown.

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Prince Thranduil welcomes the emissary with a thin-lipped smile. He does not know the reason, but a voice in his mind is warning him, telling him to be cautious around this ‘Emissary of the Valar. ’ 

“I apologize for treating you with hostility.” he lowered his head, clearly remembering that he had pointed his arrow at the intruder — before the man spoke out and proclaimed himself friendly. Called himself an elf. 

Nowadays, even an elf is not to be trusted. 

“It is seldom that an elf visits our lands. There is nothing much to see.” Thranduil adds, even though his kingdom proves to be worthy of song. The prince did not want this emissary speaking tales of the Woodland Realm’s beauty, lest people from distant lands visit.

“You keep to yourselves,” the emissary echoes a sentiment shared by the foreigners. 

Thranduil turned to look at the emissary, and he saw great pain behind the older elf’s eyes, a slight shine in his features that reminded the prince of someone familiar. “I am Annatar,” the emissary introduced himself. “Thranduil,” the prince answers as they continue walking deeper into the heart of the kingdom. 

“I understand your skepticism, and I will leave for Lindon soon. I merely hope to regain my strength as it has been a long and harrowing journey." Annatar explains, and he wasn't entirely lying.

Merging into this form has taken a lot of power — and he refuses to admit it, but he feels weaker

“You need not to explain. Having a representative of the Valar in our halls is already a great honor.” Thranduil forces a smile. Centuries spent in King Thingol’s courts taught him how to be courteous to guests, regardless of the guest being suspicious. 

They both continue walking until they enter a hallway, an entire corridor made from pure Narra trees. Annatar assumes that these are the sleeping quarters. He takes a deep breath, inhaling the scent of pine and moss — out of all the elven kingdoms, the Woodland Realm is closest to the fea of Arda.

It was a marvel of its own, its architecture masculine in aesthetic nature, but its forests were fluid as the wind. His gaze trails upwards to admire the chandeliers made of amber, but a light from the corner of his eyes catches his attention.

Pure and unbrindled innocence.

He indulges in the beauty, his eyes reaching the veranda of the level above him. 

An elleth as beautiful as the morning, and her mantle as dark as the night. Annatar has never seen anything as beautiful or as innocent. He has bared witness to Luthien dancing naked in his master’s courts, and he has seen human maidens slaughtered in the hands of orcs, but he has never seen this, for you are the only thing capable of stealing his non-existent breath. 

You are not Luthien, no. 

Not even Galadriel. 

You looked nothing like the elf-maidens of Valinor — your face was a type entirely new to his eyes. Whereas Annatar's skin is as pale as moonlight, yours holds the warmth of the sun. Shining in the morning and hiding in the night, but inevitable.

He remembers his promise to Galadriel. Halbrand's promise to Galadriel. It must be forgotten, for Annatar must make a stronger vow — a tale so enchanting that an elleth of the Woodland Realm shall fall victim to its lies.

The Prince halts, staring at the elf, who is motionless, mouth agape as he gawked at you. Thranduil clenches his jaw, an unfamiliar feeling blossoming in the bottom of his chest. He has always been aware of your ability to strike any creature with fondness, the kindness of your smile has always allowed everyone to feel comfortable.

The children run in your direction, babbling nonsense as you cater to their every story. The wives tell you everything about their married lives, sometimes even asking for advice, and the young soldiers of Greenwood see you as their mother. They are all fond of you.

But this is the first time he’s seeing this type of fondness. 

Thranduil raises his gaze, watching as you pluck the strings of your harp, singing a melody that he composed during the years of your courting. A song of love, the changing of seasons and waiting. The song was composed during the first years of King Oropher's reign, when your family still resided in one of the small villages up east.

Thranduil would always visit your family home, bringing gifts — the finest gifts and equipment to ensure that your brothers hunted with ease. He had fallen in love with you upon first glance, and slowly but surely presented himself — introduced himself.

Made you fall in love with things beyond his physical appearance. You were wed after a century of courting, and the Woodland Realm has only known peace and happiness since then. As long as Oropher is King, the Woodland Realm will only feel thus.

You meet the Prince's gaze, and your lips turn into a fond smile.

Thranduil looks away.

“She is my wife,” Thranduil says, almost like a warning. 

Annatar nods his head impassively. Marriage is not enough of a reason for him not to be besotted with you. “— She has been for a thousand years now.” The Prince adds sharply, glaring daggers at the emissary. Valar be damned, no one dares to look upon his wife. 

“I see no elflings running around.” Annatar keeps his kind tone, but Thranduil can see beyond its explicit meaning. “None yet,” the prince snaps, his smile long gone from his features. 

Thranduil halts in front of one of the guest quarters. 

“This shall be your room, Lord Annatar.” 

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“When shall the emissary leave our courts?” Thranduil inquired, annoyance flashing across his features. In the seldom times that the Woodland Realm has received visitors, the prince has always been courteous with them. King Oropher raises an eyebrow. 

‘What is so different with this emissary? What did he do to cause my son such a reaction?’ Oropher mused while taking a sip of his wine. 

“He has only been here for a day, ion nin.” Oropher says, not thinking much of the situation. Thranduil mumbles something along the lines of eye and wife but his father is unable to decipher the entire sentence. “What did he do?” Oropher asks. 

Thranduil remains silent. He takes a sip of wine. 

“It is nothing,” the prince shakes his head. 

It is nothing but my possessiveness. There is nothing to be worried about; Annatar may lay his eyes on my wife. No, Annatar may not lay his eyes on my wife! My point is, I am the only one that she loves.’ 

Oropher chuckles, watching as his son’s eyebrows move in different directions. Thranduil reminds him too much of the Queen. 

The Queen that never was. 

“It is almost luncheon; tell your wife to dress, for we have a guest.” Oropher commands, his voice never faltering in its elegance. “Is he that special that we have to dress?” Thranduil’s eyebrows merged. 

“Your wife would want to look appropriate. I have had this conversation a thousand times with your mother. If you let her march into the halls wearing her lounge wear, you’ll never hear the end of it.” Oropher rambles, chuckling at the memory of his wife. 

“- but truly there is no difference between their lounge wear and their outside wear. It all looks the same in my eyes.” Oropher adds. Not because a husband is unable to see the difference, but because their wives will always look beautiful regardless. “It is because of our love for them that we indulge in the simplest beauty of things.” Oropher smiles. 

“Alright, ada.” Thranduil sighs, pretending not to care about his father’s tedious ramblings, but truly, the memory of his mother still sends shivers down his spine — memories of the war and the fall. He cannot bear to think about it again. 

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Thranduil enters your shared chambers, a gentle smile on his face as he sees you sitting on the floor and reading a book that he had previously discarded. 

“I was wondering why I couldn’t hear music,” he refers to the harp standing motionless on the veranda. 

“It was fun, but the sun became too bright. It bothered me,” you explained, rising to greet him with a small kiss. “We have a guest over for luncheon; Ada expects us to greet him,” Thranduil informs. 

You nod. 

“What kind of guest?” You inquired, opening your closet. Unlike him, you tried to keep your clothes few, only those of the greatest quality that would last for a hundred years. It has always been the way of your people — to be sustainable, to only take what nature wants to give, to never be greedy, for that is where you will be trapped.

“An emissary of the Valar. I walked with him, you did not see?” He asks while placing a hand on the small of your back, resting his head on your shoulder as you try to choose between your two favorite dresses. “I saw you.” You answer, always oblivious to the person trailing behind your husband; it is only him that you see.

“You did not greet me,” you frowned. 

“Apologies, lover.” He indulges. 

You choose the blue gown, the same color as his robes. He lifts his hands away from your body, reaching for the buttons behind your gown, helping you undress. “Beautiful,” he whispered underneath his breath, his hands dancing across your naked back, lifting the gown over your body, and he throws it inside one of the open hampers. 

“Only the best for my handsome prince,” you hummed while turning to look at him. Utterly drowned by his beautiful blue irises. Your husband has always been the most beautiful elf in your eyes (and you care not if others feel the same way, for he is yours). 

He places a kiss on your lips. 

Lost in the perfume of love. 

His hands snake towards your waist, about to lift your shift, but you hold both of his hands. Instead, you face them on your face until he is cupping your cheeks. 

“Lover, we must have luncheon first.” You cleverly reminded him while turning around to wear your gown. 

Thranduil groans, cursing the presence of Annatar. He walks towards your nightstand, grabbing one of the earrings that he had forged for you. “Wear these,” he says, and you comply — finding them to be the perfect choice. 

He ties the ribbons of your gowns, all the while whispering about all the things he will do to you once luncheon is over. 

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Annatar presses a finger to his lips. More beautiful up close.

Your ears tapered into delicate points, your hair uncombed, flowing down like the waves of the elven-river and effortlessly framing your face. You were wearing a simple blue gown, its tulle covering the curves of your body — making you seem like a maia of the river.

And your smile.

It is not like Lady Varda's smile that has a knowing glint, shining with the wisdom of a creature that has lived since the beginning of time, but rather, your smile is new. A breath of fresh air after a cold winter, a smile that is shy and real — moldable. "It is a pleasure to have you in our halls, Lord Annatar." You greeted, your voice reminding him of the birds that chattered on his window.

As green as summer grass, trusting and willing.

That pink tinge on your cheeks tells him that you were born in these lands, not marred by the light of the two trees. A slight in your eyes that tells him that all you've ever seen are the dense forest canopies of the Woodland Realm. A feeling entirely new to him.

He must have more.

"I apologize for not having arrived with gifts." he gives a charming smile, but your attention is focused on your husband. It will be difficult to corrupt you when this elven prince has already seduced your heart. "Your presence is enough of a gift, my lord." You turned to look at Annatar.

Feeling his light shining amidst the darkness.

Annatar was handsome, like the tapestries that King Oropher uses to decorate the corridors of the sleeping quarters. He looks like a swan rising from a great lake. His skin is pale like alabaster. His hair is golden like your husband's, but the sight of his eyes brings shivers down your spine. Sea-green like a muddied river. Sea-green like the eye of the storm, inescapable and not to be trusted.

He gives you another smile, and you return it reluctantly before reaching for your husband's hand and entwining it with yours. "Thranduil, you must eat — you have a patrol later." The King dutifully reminded his only son, placing another spoonful of mead on the Prince's plate.

"Yes, father," Thranduil relaxes, pulling his wife closer to his body. "But I do hope that you stop taking all those late night patrols..." King Oropher's voice fades in the background.

Annatar continues staring at you.

A dark plan was hatching in the back of his mind.

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It was the dead of night.

You could hear the cicadas chirping from outside your window, the fire gently flickering as it filled the room with warmth. Your lips pressed into a thin line as you watched the rising moon. Your husband ought to be back by now...where is he?

Thranduil always preferred late-night patrols, as the guards averted from volunteering around that post. As always, your husband does the work that nobody wants to do. A true prince, you smiled.

The sound of something heavy falling frees you from your thoughts.

'What was that?' You rise grabbing a dagger, and opening your bedroom doors.

"Meleth." Thranduil opens his mouth to speak, startling you.

"Meleth?" You placed a hand on your chest, attempting to calm yourself down but also fighting against confusion. Thranduil has never called you meleth, but you suppose that there is a first time for everything. "Did I startle you?" He asks, reaching for your dagger and placing it on the tall table beside the door.

His hand snakes down to the small of your waist, guiding you back inside the chambers with haste. "Yes, I did not sense you, but where did that sound come from?" You raised an eyebrow, features flooded with concern. "One of the amber from the chandelier fell, but it is alright; the servants are already cleaning it up." He answers sharply.

'The servants?'

Thranduil has never referred to your people as servants.

Your husband reaches for your chin, forcing you to look upon his eyes, and for a second — the only thing that you see are the eyes of the storm, the sight of a muddied river. "All is well." He whispers.

All is well.

A sense of tranquility floods your body. What was it that I was thinking about again?

"Were the patrols alright? You have arrived longer than usual." You made an observation while helping him undress out of his armor. "One of the guards could not attend the patrols; his wife gave birth, and I promised to cover him." He explains with full control of the conversation. You raised an eyebrow.

Normally, he is too tired to speak after his patrols. Normally, he chooses to sleep on the couch, too tired to get rid of his armor — and too worried to dirty your bed. Normally, you'd wait until he has fallen asleep before stripping him of his armor, using a wet cloth to clean his body — and he'd wake up wearing a fresh set of clothes.

He sits on the couch.

"That is very kind of you, lover." You say while reaching for the wet cloth, prepared to clean his body from all the mud and twigs, but to your surprise his body is entirely clean. "I already took a bath," he notices your alarm — well if he had already taken a bath, then why is he still wearing his armor.

"Do not think too much," he whispers again.

You blink.

What was I supposed to say?

His hands rest on your hips, marvelling at your beauty. The fire engulfed the room with a red-orange glow, illuminating your figure. You were wearing your favorite nightgown, a transparent purple shift that was perfect for nights like these — where it was hard to decipher between coldness and warmth.

The elf continues looking at you, devouring your body with his gaze.

"Lover," you opened your mouth to speak. You wanted him to look at your face, to stare deep into your eyes like he does every day.

He gives you a smile.

A smile that you cannot decipher the meaning of.

He pulls you closer until you are settled on his lap. Your breasts pressing against his chest. "I have news to share," you whispered, seeking for the warmth that his chest always provided, but tonight he is cold to the touch. "Yes?" He asks, pulling his pants down, pressing his cock on your entrance, eliciting a moan out of you.

"Look at me," you demanded.

He gives you another lazy smile.

"I am listening," he humms, pressing his cock around your entrance.

"Aaah," you moaned feeling his cock press against your cunt abruptly, and without preparation. "- Give me a second to speak." You reached for his hands that were settled on your ass. "Apologies," he lowers his head — ceasing his thrusts.

"I am with a child," you smiled — your face painted with absolute joy.

He bites his lower lips.

"Wonderful news!" He says, reaching for your chin and bridging your lips together. His kiss feels different — sloppy, needy, and filled with lust but it is your husband. Right?

He feels the stress on your shoulder, and he pulls away from the kiss.

"Be at rest," he continued thrusting.

"Hmm," you hummed while bridging your lips together again.

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Annatar continued staring at your sleeping figure. Your body is covered by your husband's shift now, but he cannot remember giving it to you. His hands trace invisible lines on the curve of your butt. You must have gotten cold in the middle of the night. You must've instinctively reached out for something familiar.

He closes his eyes, sensing Thranduil's close presence.

He looks at you.

He remembers the sight of you moaning in pleasure as he bounced you on his elf cock, chasing an inevitable high, pressing your lips together as your eyes rolled back. Oh, he might've placed you under the illusion that he was Thranduil, but every second was real. All of it.

You are his.

The Queen of the Sea and Storm.

He smiles.

When you wake up inside of his dark castle, will you be thankful to have all the power within arm's reach? Will you grow to lust after his body or will he have to use his power to make his voice echo in the back of your head once more? Will you weep and beg to be returned to your husband? Will he have to chain you?

All those scenarios made his stomach flutter with warmth.

His cock almost springing back to life.

You look so beautiful while chasing an orgasm. He wonders how beautiful you will be with your body painted purple with bruises under the weight of his torture.

Planted with his seed, always ready and willing.

His greatest conquest.

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It was morning when Thranduil was dismissed from his patrols. The sun was already shining in its full glory, birds chirping, but he knows that you are still sleeping around this time.

His head hangs low, and his shoulders are slumped as he prepares for the inevitable scolding — not from you but his father. He feels guilt bubble from the bottom of his stomach. You must've been awake the entire night, tossing and turning as you awaited for his arrival.

'I am sorry, lover. I did not mean for the patrols to last that long, but Daeniel's wife had given birth the night before, and I promised to take over his patrols. He promises to name us both as the godparents. If that is any consolation.' He rehearsed his apologies as he held a bouquet of flowers in his right hand.

He sees the faint outline of the Woodland Castle. He continues marching forward, but to his surprise, Galion sees him and begins sprinting in his direction. "Mellon!" His best friend looked worried, afraid, with bags underneath his eyes — elves do not get eyebags, unless under great stress. "What happened?" Thranduil raises an eyebrow, walking inside of the gates — confused as to why all of their guards are armored and armed.

"A letter from Galadriel came — that Annatar is not to be trusted and-and-and." Galion breathes heavily as if he is unable to speak.

"What?!" Thranduil's eyebrows merged, concern and anger flashing across his features. As if he knew deep inside that Annatar was not to be trusted in the first place. "He has taken the princess!" Gilda, my wife's closest lady royal, screams at the tops of her lungs. Gilda has tears in her eyes.

"W-we had thought that it was you who came to the chambers last night. But then this morning, when I came to prepare the princess' bath — she was gone. Which I found peculiar because the princess does not wake during these hours — but then a letter from Lady Galadriel came warning us of a possible intruder." Gilda explained as she continued to weep.

"GALION, PREPARE OUR SOLDIERS!" King Oropher shouted commands.

Hot rage bubbled inside the Prince's heart. He takes a deep breath. Do not let your anger sabotage you, he remembers King Thingol's words. He will defeat the very darkness if it means having you back.

Thranduil adjusts his arrow, "They cannot be far from here. I have already patrolled our South border; they must be in the North." Thranduil says, his calmness making him appear all the more terrifying. With his eyebrows merged and his eyes shining with rage — hell shall set Annatar ablaze. He takes a deep breath, allowing his connection with the trees to channel through his veins.

He closes his eyes, and he sees you, sleeping in the arms of a pretender.

He marches forward, a couple of soldiers following after him.

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Locked inside a black room — you cannot see anything.

'This is a dream,' you tell yourself as your eyes navigate the infinite walls of this imaginary room. Your eyebrows merge, attempting to open your real eyelids, but you do not awaken from your slumber. "Maliwag," a voice calls you by your Silvan name — the name that your husband did not give to you.

You turned to look at the source of the noise.

A gasp escapes your mouth.

"Elbereth," you kneeled.

She is truly a creature of the stars. A beauty that you cannot describe for you have not seen anything as beautiful yet.

"My sweet child," she speaks in a rhythm, "— I cannot purge the lust of every creature's heart." She explains as if you have had this conversation a thousand times before.

"What do you mean, my lady?" You raised an eyebrow.

"You must go where Sauron is scared to go," she continues to speak.

"Apologies, but I do not understand."

"Wake up! It has been a year, Maliwag."

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You hear the sound of a babe crying from beside you.

"Legolas," you whispered frantically while reaching for the boy. Your son has inherited his father's features. Shining genuine blue eyes that remind you of clouds, his silver straight hair and his cute dimples. It has been a year since you were abducted from your home — asleep and oblivious, how stupid, you cursed yourself.

Partly because Sauron's curses have made it through your mind now.

He calls you all sorts of names, but he pretends to be gentle with Legolas. He holds the babe with a gentle hand, looks at him with a smile even when threatening you, even when he tells you that he shall throw your child from the tower's windows.

You know that his false kindness has its limits. For now, your babe is his only leverage against you. "The babe has been weeping for quite some time now." he leaned on the frame of the door, watching you as a predator would do to its prey. "I'm sorry," you whispered quickly, nursing your son with a breast upon his lips.

"— the babe cannot stay here any longer. You must return him to the Woodland Realm." You continued your speech. You have been convincing Sauron to send your babe back for an entire moon now. He has always refused to listen to your pleading because he knows that Legolas is a means for him to have control. "He will die here, and if he dies, then I shall follow. I swear of it." You gritted your teeth.

If you must become a monster to keep Legolas safe. You will do it.

"Making threats now, how adorable." He teases.

"I have always been true to my words." You frowned.

He stares deep into your irises.

He knows the truth.

Mordor is not a place for elflings, it is detrimental to their fea, and you can feel your son fading from his prolonged stay here.

"Fine, but I will not return him to his father." He chuckles.

"Where will you bring him? I will know if you hurt him. I will feel it." Your eyebrows merged.

"He will be useful for my plan. I will tell Lord Celebrimbor that Legolas is my son, then I shall work under his command as a smith. Earn my ranks and then introduce my magnum opus, which are the rings. I have already strayed from my plans by taking you," he looks down at you, undressing you with his mere gaze.

"No one will believe that you are his father," you rolled your eyes.

"We already look so much alike," he smiles — merging into a form that looks similar to your husband. But not quite.

He steals your husband's nose, hair, and eyes — but in a way that sends shivers down your spine. Makes you fearful of him. For your husband has always gazed upon you with warmth, and you see nothing but darkness in his eyes.

Legolas begins to weep.

Sauron places a hand on your forehead, and everything fades to black. It will be years until you gain control of your consciousness again, years until you fight against his power Elbereth, please keep my son safe.

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"Welcome to my halls," Lord Celebrimbor greets.

When Mirdania spoke of an elven-family seeking refuge, he did not expect such a sweet looking family. The father, who introduced himself as Echthrós had long silver hair almost reminding Celebrimbor of Elu Thingol, if it weren't for the michevious glint in the man's eyes. He says that he is a smith and can work in Celebrimbor's forge.

The mother, Danaë, kept to herself. She had long golden curls, her ears were tapered into delicate points, and her eyes were green. She looked almost like Galadriel if it weren't for the kindness in her movements that set her apart. "- And who is this little boy?" Celebrimbor smiles at the cooing elfling.

He turns to look at Danaë, but there seems to be no thought behind her eyes. Celebrimbor pauses for a moment, attempting to reach out to the mother's fea but he is answered with nothing but silence.

"Legolas," Echthrós answers, placing a hand on Danaë's back.

"A silvan name," Celebrimbor smiles.

A tear trickles down Danaë's eyes.

Chapter 2: Forgotten Season

Summary:

You spend time in Eregion with your husband. The cracks of his facade begin to unravel in the hands of Elrond and Celebrian.

Notes:

I was trying to hint at Thranduil's intelligence because he's the GOAT, basically Elrond just fangirling over nochalant!thranduil. And yep, no Thranduil in this chapter because I want ya'll to wonder what he's doing. THIS CHAPTER IS BASICALLY JUST ELROND OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING.

Thranduil: Thinks that 'Annatar' is suspicious but bites those thoughts down because the emissary promises that he's going to leave soon*
Elrond: Why would Thranduil let Annatar into his home? Why was Thranduil unable to see through Annatar's disguise?

Sauron: Makes the mistake of letting Legolas keep his Sindar name*
Elrond: Why would Sauron allow this Legolas to keep his Sindar name quite literally meaning green leaf in Sindarin? Why would Sauron pop up in Eregion with a baby and a girl when a baby and a girl are literally missing in the Woodland Realm?? None of this makes sense!!

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DANAË

You stared at your reflection through the mirror.

The woman looking back at you looks beautiful - but her face is unfamiliar. She has gorgeous golden curls that remind you of a lion's mane. Her cheekbones are chiseled upon a feline face, and her eyes are emerald green, enchanting, alluring, but not yours.

There is a clever glint in her eyes, and you do not like it.

"Are you admiring yourself in the mirror?" Echthrós inquires with an amused grin. "No," you snapped rather quickly while turning to look at him. Your husband of three hundred years. Your husband with whom you have thousands of memories...memories that you cannot remember right now.

He places a hand on your head, petting you as a man would a pet.

"You are beautiful. I have made it so," he mumbles - the both of you looking at your features through the mirror. Your eyebrows merged. You wanted to open your mouth - to ask him a question, but you bite those words down. Echthrós has never been known for his patience.

Your eyes trailed downwards, playing with the rings on your fingers, all of them golden. Echthrós has always made you feel nervous, always made your stomach rumble for no reason at all.

A wife should not fear her husband - and your husband has never raised a hand against you, but then again, it would be unusual for an elf to raise a hand against their own spouse. He loves me, you tell yourself all the while you feel him tugging your robes down.

He presses a kiss on the back of your head.

"Where is Legolas?" You found yourself asking, having not seen your son since Echthrós took him early in the morning. "Lord Celebrimbor has been fond of him and says that he reminds him of his brothers. He told me to rest and I figured you'd be able to find the babe on your own," Echthrós says nonchalantly.

As if he has never spent a day worrying about the safety of his son.

This damn... you cursed him in your head.

What kind of adar leaves their child in the arms of another person? Yes, Celebrimbor is the Lord of Eregion, but his duties do not include taking care of children who have healthy parents to do that for them, and you have only known Lord Celebrimbor for a year!

"Legolas is not old enough to be in the company of people beyond his own parents," you began with a soft tone.

Your son, despite looking everything like this father did not like the company of other people. Legolas would weep each time that Echthrós tried to hold him - which is the reason you allowed Legolas to spend time with his father in the first place, for them to build a stronger bond. "You coddle him too much," your husband sighs.

"I am his mother," you whispered in return.

Echthrós' hands trailed down to the small of your waist.

Your teeth burrow into your lower lip. Legolas is probably crying at this very moment, hungry and yearning for you.

"The ladies of the court are intrigued to see you, lady wife, ever since Mirdania spoke about your great beauty." Echthrós scoffs as if your beauty pales in comparison to something else. "- and I assume that you do not find joy in that." Your eyebrows merged once more.

Echthrós laughs, a genuine laugh.

"It brings me great pride, but I do not enjoy all of those eyes gazing upon you." His tone is dark and indecipherable. "How awfully vain, Echthrós." You replied, not breaking his gaze. "You are mine, all the same, no matter your complaints." He jokes.

"Perhaps," you paused.

He presses your lips together, your tongues battling for dominance as he pulls your hair - urging you to open your mouth further.

Your stomach rumbles uncomfortably, shying away from his touch.

You pull away from the kiss.

"I must find our son." You gave him a soft smile, pressing a tender kiss to his cheek and sprinting away before he is able to respond.

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Relief washes over your figure as you see the sight of Legolas playing with a wooden horse, seated upon the carpeted floors of Lord Celebrimbor. "My lord," you quickly greeted before sitting on the floor beside your son and Lord Celebrimbor.

"I do not mean to impose, but I have no elfling of my own and Legolas has been a calming presence," Celebrimbor chuckles while Legolas leans on him for balance.

Your heart softens at the sight of your son. A shining beacon in a world corrupted by darkness. "It is an honor, my lord." You answered.

Legolas continues cooing.

" - How old is he?" Celebrimbor asks with interest.

"A year old," you smiled.

A year filled with happiness. A year of your existence having meaning. Legolas feels like the sunlight giving you a warm embrace, and you'd give the entire world for him, no journey too perilous, no island out of reach. It is a mother's love, you tell yourself.

"No doubt he will grow up to be a warrior," Celebrimbor compliments.

Someone clears their throat from behind you.

"Lord Celebrimbor," Elrond Peredhel raises his voice to speak, his eyes trailing back and forth between the Lord of Eregion and you. "Ah, I am afraid that our conversation must be cut short, my lady." Celebrimbor is gentle in returning your elfling in your arms.

Legolas scowls for a second before smiling as he sees your face.

You rise. Your posture is straight, and elegant like a princess. You give the herald a thin-lipped smile, reserved for guests.

"This is Lady Danaë, the wife of one of my smiths. Lady Danaë, he is Lord Elrond Peredhel, the herald of King Gil-Galad." Celebrimbor introduces and you give the herald a slight bow.

You have heard whispers about Lord Elrond, they say that he is the brightest and cleverest of all elves. Seldom does he open his mouth to speak, but when he does - it shakes the entire realm. "It is a pleasure to meet you, my lord." You greeted.

"Likewise," the elf replied - your courtesy and grace not lost on him. He finds it uncharacteristic for a woman of your stature to possess such vibrance, but then again, that intelligent glint in your eyes makes him believe that you are one of the Sindar. A clever race.

"Lord Celebrimbor, we are needed in the council room," Elrond informs. "Lady Danaë, my wife and sons are in the tea room, perhaps your elfling would enjoy being in their presence." The elf invites with a kind smile, a smile as gentle as summer breeze. "It would be an honor," you accepted his invitation.

Lately, it seems like it would be a honor are the only words that escape your tongue. Eregion is beautiful but being here suffocates you - you long to see the trees, the rivers, and the forests.

"Lady Celebrian will not join our meeting?" Celebrimbor frowns.

Elrond gives a slight chuckle.

"The both of us agreed that she'd sit this conversation. The Lady of the Woodland Realm remains unfound and..." Elrond continues but Celebrimbor raises a hand to stop him from sharing more.

"If you will excuse me," you took that as your queue to leave.

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ELROND

Celebrimbor shoots him a heavy glare.

The Lord of Eregion has always been the one to keep things private. He seldom shares information like these to the general public, but something in Elrond's heart pushed him to speak. There is something about you that feels familiar - and you are the first elf that he hears to have been named Danaë, no elf-family follows those naming rules.

Elrond presses a hand on his forehead.

What am I talking about? He asks himself.

What is he going to say next? That Lady Danaë is the long-missing Woodland Princess? These thoughts of his are nothing but baseless conspiracies spoken by a sleep-deprived tongue. "It is a great problem." Celebrimbor opens his mouth to speak.

Elrond tilts his head.

The elves of the Woodland Realm keep to themselves. Elrond has only been able to speak to the Prince once in his entire lifetime, and it was on the matter of trade, which is hardly representative of the Prince's true nature. He knows that the Prince speaks in a cold and detached manner, only bringing forth agreements where the Woodland Realm holds the upper hand in, but Elrond will not make the mistake of assuming things about the elf.

Thranduil as opposed to Glorfindel does not dabble in witty jokes, nor does he approach danger with a calm hand, but Thranduil - in his blunt intelligence is able to see through everything, to see plainly through someone's purpose, which is why he is always sent to discuss trades with King Erenion. What Elrond cannot understand is how the Prince was unable to see through Sauron's guise?

Or mayhaps, the fault lies in Elrond for placing the prince on such a high pedestal.

He knows that the Prince fights because he has a thing to protect, much like Elrond in that regard, and that is why he empathizes... Elrond knows that if this were to happen to his own wife, then there would be no place in the entire world that would be able to keep Celebrian away from him. He almost breathes a sigh of relief knowing that his wife is sitting a mere wall away, alive, breathing.

He almost bites his tongue in punishment for thinking that way.

"The Woodland Princess is yet to be found. Goodness knows what Sauron has done to her - what he is capable of doing to our kind." Celebrimbor speaks openly this time. "Prince Thranduil is certain that his wife remains alive, but I believe that is the least of our problems." Elrond takes a step forward, his eyes cast on the floor as he says this in a soft whisper: "The elven princess was with a child."

And suddenly the room's atmosphere thickens.

The elven race has always held their elflings in the highest regard, all sworn to protect every elfling regardless of race or the sins of their parents. Children are pure, filled with no malice, to hurt them would mean directly hurting Eru Illuvatar. "I can only imagine the chaos of the Woodland Realm," Celebrimbor takes a step backwards.

Elrond vividly remembers his own childhood, with him and his brother orphaned in their parents' search of the Silmarils, he once expected death at the hands of his captors. But, to his surprise, Maglor and Maedhros' hearts mellowed at the sight of the twins. They were spared because of their innocence, because of the kindness that still remained in his adoptive fathers' hearts.

Even those ensnared by the darkness falter at the sight of babes.

So, if Sauron has been proven to raise a hand against an elfling, then that only proves that his heart is dark and that his soul is lost.

"Which is why we should make haste, there is a council waiting for us." Elrond reminds.

"Let us make haste indeed," Celebrimbor nodded.

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Celebrimbor and Elrond entered the meeting chambers. The atmosphere was heavy and filled with grief. "I hope that we did not take too long, Lord Galion." Elrond apologizes while locking the door behind him. Every second counts during moments like these. Galion only gives them a thin-lipped smile watching as Celebrimbor finds his place at the head of the table.

"Lord Galion was able to have an audience with King Gil-Galad, but the circumstances were far too soon and Eregion is too far to call upon such urgent council," Elrond explains, informing the Lord of Eregion that this problem has already reached the ears of the High King. "- and your arrival here could only mean that you believe Sauron to be within my halls?" Celebrimbor raises an eyebrow.

Galion remains composed.

"Sauron could be anywhere, my lord." The man answers. "- I am here on the matters of our elvenprincess who was taken from our halls." Galion maintains his neutral tone, but his eyes betray him, behind his eyes Elrond could see a man - a brother, even, who has lost a sister.

Lord Celebrimbor leans on his chair, deep in thought.

"If you will allow me to ask, Lord Galion, what are your plans to retrieve your princess? Why did Sauron take her in the first place?" Celebrimbor inquires bluntly, as would a man of his stature. Elrond's eyebrows merged together in curiosity, this question had been bothering him for quite a time now - but it was not appropriate to ask an elf of the Woodland Realm that question given his stature... and Elrond supposes that he has the decorum to not ask that question regardless.

"I will answer the first question. Gorthaur is known to have powers of disguise, are there any new visitors in Eregion? Are there elves that have ventured from far lands and have just recently returned? The elven princess has an elfling, and according to our healers, the babe is already born. Do you have any visitors with babes that we should know of?" Galion inquires and Elrond clenches his fist.

Lady Danaë. He whispers in the back of his mind. It seems like Thranduil is not the only person capable of seeing through spells. Elrond is about to answer the question but Celebrimbor gives him a stare, one that tells him to back down - that they should discuss this first. The glance is not lost on Galion and he takes a sharp breath.

"There is someone?" Lord Galion insists.

"We know our people, Lord Galion, but I thank you for raising awareness of this problem. We will be taking measures to ensure that all our visitors are screened once more." Celebrimbor articulates.

Elrond's eyes trailed back and forth between Lord Galion and Celebrimbor. He is hiding something, Elrond says to himself.

But what could it be?

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CELEBRIAN

Needless to say, Lady Celebrian was fond of you.

You remind her of her own mother - with your golden curls and the light beyond your eyes. "I have never been fond of tea," you giggled while watching your son play with his newfound friends. "What?" Celebrian's eyes narrowed while she slurped some of her tea. "I used to like it in the past but the taste of it - it's earthy and it brings forth feelings that I cannot place a finger on," you breathed.

This longing for the forest has been plaguing your physical body, a longing so strong that the mere thought of the forest makes your eyes water. "What a poetic way to describe your aversion to tea," Celebrian snorts, standing up to hug Elrohir as he bumps his knee on one of the tables. "- are you a poet of some sort?" Celebrian asks.

"I wish," you scoffed. "- I make attempts at poetry but they pale in comparison to the real poets." You humbled.

Celebrian presses a kiss on Elrohir's forehead - and to your surprise, the elfling wobbles right into another game, as if he didn't just cry after bumping his knee a mere second ago. Celebrian smiles at your lingering gaze. "I apologize for my sons, they are exuberant, a trait that my husband swears they inherited from me." Celebrian rolls his eyes, but you know that she is fond of that compliment.

"They inherit their faces from their fathers, and their personalities from us." You reference a previous topic that you discussed.

Celebrian answers with a sigh.

Laughing as you both realize the truth of your statement.

In hindsight, Legolas looks so much like Echthrós, but at the same time not quite. There is a certain gentleness in your son's features, a slight tint in his cheeks, a softness that stood below his irises - features that did not come from you nor Echthrós.

"Legolas' father must be of the sindar." Celebrian muses.

"No, he is of the Silvan." You smiled.

"Oh," Celebrian is slightly taken aback. "- apologies, your son has a Sindar name and I assumed." The lady gracefully apologized.

Legolas, meaning green leaf.

"Yes, he does have a Sindar name." You winced feeling a headache begin to form. Before Lady Celebrian is about to open her mouth, an elf barges into the tea room - a strange aura following after him. Celebrian takes a deep breath, her eyes painted on the strange man.

"I apologize for intruding, my lady, but I require the council of my wife," Echthrós demands, not waiting for Lady Celebrian's approval. He grabs Legolas from the ground, and you are given the non-verbal cue to follow after him. "It has been a wonderful time, my lady. We should do this again." You gathered your skirts, before following after your husband like a shadow.

The twins watch as the strange man leaves with their new friend. Elladan yawns, walking towards his mother. "Naneth, who is he?" He inquires with the curiosity of a child. "He must be Legolas' ada, my sweet." Celebrian replies, still confused about the entire interaction.

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It was late at night when Elrond returned to their chambers. Lord Celebrimbor was gracious enough to provide them a chamber in the upper wing, away from the loud noises of the courtyard. Celebrian lay on the bed, reading a book that was illuminated by a single candle flickering on the nightstand. "You are early," Celebrian says sarcastically, pointing at their twin children slumbering on the bed.

Elladan was sprawled atop his father's pillow, and Elrohir was cuddling his brother's leg. Elrond takes a deep breath again, a reminder that this is what was stolen from the elven prince. Something that can be stolen from him if the darkness remains unvanquished. "I had a conversation with Lord Celebrimbor," Elrond reasons while lifting his tunic, replacing it with his nightrobes.

"What did you speak about?" Celebrian asks with concern.

"An ambassador from Eryn Galen warned us about possible visitors. Lord Celebrimbor made mention of Lady Danaë being his 'new' smith's wife." Elrond recalled the story to the best of his abilities, and his wife's eyebrows merged in deep thought.

"What is it that plagues your mind, my wife?" Elrond places a gentle hand on her shoulder, settling on the bed beside her (truly, only half of his bottom was sitting for his twins are infamous bed hoggers, much like their mother who has spent most of her life not sharing a bed with anyone). "Lady Danaë has been a comforting presence, but her husband is another story..." Celebrian speaks plainly.

As the scion of both Lord Celeborn and Lady Galadriel, there is an immense power that flows through Celebrian's veins. She could feel light flowing through Echthrós' figure, but in a way that felt crooked and untrue. A mere mimic of what there is supposed to be.

"I saw the way that he lifted Legolas in his arms, without a care. Well, at least not with care like a father is supposed to have." Celebrian defend, not wanting to point a finger at someone. "It is peculiar indeed, and the boy is just around the missing prince's age." Elrond connects the dots together.

Celebrian breathes deeply, it is a tragedy - a mother and a child...

"Legolas is a Sindar name." Celebrian points out.

Legolas, meaning green leaf.

"My mother says that Sauron's tricks are plenty. He is able to mimic such great light that only a creature of great power is able to see through his guise. I believe that our concerns are not misplaced. It would be best to talk to Lord Celebrimbor about this." Celebrian advised with true concern this time.

Elrond pressed a hand to his head. It didn't make any sense. Why would Sauron come to Eregion with a babe and a woman, knowing very well that a babe and a woman are missing? Why would he allow this Legolas to remain having that name, knowing very well that Legolas is a Sindar name? It didn't make any sense!

Celebrian looks upon Elrond with a soft stare.

Elrond shakes his head, "- you are right." He agrees.

There are only two outcomes from his accusation - either Lady Danaë is the missing Princess of the Woodland Realm, or they're both accusing the wrong person. Elrond wouldn't mind being the latter if it meant keeping someone safe.

Chapter 3: Death

Notes:

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ELROND

Elrond hesitated at the threshold, his hands danced against the wooden details of Celebrimbor's door, but he remained reluctant. He had a conversation with his wife last night, and truly, their hypothesis sounded plausible, but that was tonight, and now it was already morning, the sun was beginning to shine upon the courtyards of Eregion. Matter of fact, Elrond feels the damning eyes of the sun staring at him with a raised eyebrow: Really, Lady Danaë is the missing princess? 

He almost bites back a groan. 

"What are you doing there?" He hears Celebrimbor's voice from behind him. Elrond slightly pales in embarrassment. "I wanted to speak to you, my lord." He opens his mouth to speak, praying that Celebrimbor wasn't there long enough to witness his internal monologue, for that would be far too embarrassing. Elrond eyes the other man from his head to his toes, able to surmise that the Lord was still wearing his smithing attire - he must've come straight from the forges. "Nothing serious, I hope." Celebrimbor lightens the mood while opening the door to his office. 

Elrond follows after the Lord of Eregion. 

Celebrimbor has always been known for his acclimation towards everything luxurious, and Elrond was not surprised to see his office decked in dark wood and gold. It was a room that rivaled the office of King Gil-Galad, although Elrond supposes that the King doesn't mind - for he isn't known for his jealousy nor his love for luxury. "I do not mean to disappoint you," Elrond sits on the chair opposite Celebrimbor's. "- It is the matter with the elven princess." 

Celebrimbor raises an eyebrow while pouring himself a cup of tea. 

"Has she been found?" He asks. 

"I think I know where she is," the herald claims with 5/10 certainty. Well, to explain those chances, it is the same chances as a six-sided die rolling out even numbers. "You said that you have hired a new smith, Celebrian tells me that his name is Echthrós." Elrond begins the conversation, not failing to see how Lord Celebrimbor paled, nervously drinking his chamomile. 

There was more than what meets the eye, truly. 

"I do not mean to impose, but I find it peculiar that a man arrives with his wife and a child, when a wife and a child are missing in Greenwood. On top of that, the babe's name is a Silvan one." Elrond pointed out the coincidences that appeared far too often for it to be considered a coincidence. "I believe that Sauron would be wise enough to give the babe another name," Celebrimbor's lips settled into a thin line. 

That was what I was saying! Elrond screams inside his head. 

"- but nevertheless, given the circumstances," Elrond argues. 

Even when the odds seemed far too impossible, Celebrimbor should still look into that Echthrós. It is what King Oropher would do if they had happened upon the same scenario. 

"I understand your concerns, I truly do, but Echthrós is a good man. I have spent long nights with him, and he has shed thousands of tears in memory of his family. There is a tenderness inside of him that cannot be replicated by any dark force." Celebrimbor defends the foreigner, whom he is unsure if he can call a foreigner, for Echthrós insists that they are kin. 

"- But I shall look into it. You are right, we cannot be too careless." Celebrimbor settles on a compromise. 

Elrond finds his tone antagonizing, almost foreign, as if the other man is controlled by a force. He might as well be. They might as well all be damned. 

"I would like to lead that investigation." Elrond insisted. 

It is the least that he could do; finding the elven princess and uncovering Sauron's motives would ensure the safety of the realm. Elrond takes a deep breath, his mind returning to the daughter that he was forced to leave in Lothlorien. Arwen, his inspiration, who was probably giving her grandfather one hell of a time. Elrond cracks a smile at the thought of stoic Celeborn taking care of a small crying babe. I must return home soon, but first I must solve the matter with Celebrimbor, Elrond thinks to himself. 

Celebrimbor looked partly taken aback, but knowing the calamity of this problem, he had no choice but to agree. "Of course," he forces a thin-lipped smile, after all, Elrond has already forced his hand. 

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THRANDUIL

In more ways than one, the elven prince found himself careening into a chamber of madness, only kept sane by the thought of you suffering under the weight of Gorthaur's games. Gilda says that the Dark Lord marched into your chambers wearing his face - he cannot even begin to imagine the lengths of your torment. Each night, when he sleeps under the careful watch of the stars (he sleeps only when he is tired; the hollow bags underneath his eyes are proof of his torture), he dreams of you - his wife, his princess. 

He sees you inside a dark chamber, fighting against claws that scratch your porcelain skin, drawing blood. Every morning, he wakes up needing more rest than when he previously slept. 

He closes his eyes, tries to feel Arda for your fea, but he is answered with silence. A deafening silence that should make him believe that you're dead, but still, he holds hope, because he hears your fea faintly, voice, rattling like the leaves of a dying tree. He hears it in the wind, the green leaves delivering the sounds of his babe's giggles. His hope is renewed with every blow of the wind - his dedication to bring you home made anew. 

It has been twenty and four turns of the moon since he left the comforts of Greenwood, for he knew that there was only one person who could answer the whereabouts of Gorthaur. "I've heard whispers of you, elven prince, but I did not believe them to be true." A voice from behind him beckoned. Thranduil's heart thumped furiously, twelve turns of the moon since he started searching for the man who calls himself Adar, and now... "I apologize for trespassing on your lands," the elven prince tried to keep his voice low. His head bowed. 

The other man responds with an amused chuckle. 

"These are not my lands, and you really must be desperate," the man mumbled while taking a step forward. 

Thranduil lifts his gaze, momentarily taken aback by the sight of the other man. His pale alabaster skin was marred by cuts and bruises that would never heal, but it was not his skin that made the Prince gasp, but rather his pointed ears. "You're an elf," he whispers out loud. 

"I am not," the man growls. "Apologies," Thranduil quickly says. 

His grip on his bow felt clammy, his mind counting every second of this conversation; that is all he is doing nowadays, counting each second he's spent away from you and his child. "- You say that you've heard whispers of my search, then surely you must also know my purpose?" Thranduil inquires, his clever mind not dulled by restless sleep. "I have," Adar's face softens slightly, but returns to its previous coldness. "My wife was taken from my home by the very darkness that you once professed to have vanquished," Thranduil informs, his intonation heavy on the word wife. 

Adar mumbles something to himself, but Thranduil does not hear. 

"I do not know where he is," Adar responds, testing to see the lengths of the other man's yearning. Thranduil clenches his jaw, his shoulders tensing up at the mention. The Prince takes a step forward, without fear, fighting against the grumbling of his stomach at the feeling of the other elf's dark spirit. Oh, the Prince would very well ally with Morgoth if it meant bringing you back. "But you have defeated him once," Thranduil points out. 

"It was not easy," Adar reiterated. It took centuries of planning, centuries that he is sure Thranduil does not want to sacrifice. His problem is time-sensitive, too fragile for someone like Adar to handle. "But you still did it," Thranduil points out. 

"I thought you came here to find your missing wife. Now you are speaking of defeating Sauron." Adar almost scoffed, but the other elf's gaze did not falter. 

"If that is what it takes, then why not?" Thranduil raises his eyebrows in defiance.

"He stole my world, the one that I built with blood and love." He adds, fury following each word that he uttered. Sauron stole you, pried you away from his unwilling hands. "He took the woman that I shared my life with, and my child, whom I was not given the courtesy of holding in my arms. If the only way to get them back is by defeating Gorthaur, then let it be and I shall make him swim in a river of his own black blood." Thranduil professed, and Adar did not doubt him for one second. 

Perhaps, there was a sense of kinship between the two of them - both having known the feeling of loss. Their blood both flowed for the promise of revenge, and Adar could not help but hold his tongue. He remained silent.

Thranduil had made mention of a child...he has children too

So with a sigh, Adar opened his mouth and said: "Follow me," 

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"Where are we going?" Thranduil asked for the thousandth time now. 

Adar rolls his eyes while leading the elf to a more secluded part of the forest, where he and his children had previously set up camp. "Where do you think?" Adar couldn't help but retort.

Thranduil rolls his eyes. 

"Mellon, I do not have time for meaningless dialogue." Thranduil reminded, his fingers tapping against the grip of his bow, meaning he was still counting every second without your presence. "We cannot fly to camp, elfling," Adar snaps, and that was enough to keep the prince from complaining about walking. "- Might I remind you, you have been waiting more than a year." 

"Yes, and I cannot wait another," The Prince breathes, gazing up at the sky and seeing brief hints of smoke. That means that they were close. "You are allowing your distress to cloud your judgment," Adar points out, an observation that only someone who has lived for thousands of years is able to make. "I suggest that you calm down," the other man said plainly. 

He's right, Thranduil thinks to himself. 

So for a moment, Thranduil pries his pointer away from the grip of his bow, opting for it to be held by his thumb (thank you Eru Illuvatar for giving him big thumbs), and for the first time in two years, he stops counting. He allows his mind to be free of time, and instead, he thinks realistically of the ways that he could bring you back. 

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Adar welcomed him inside the closed confines of his tents. The entire room smelled like herbs and fruits. "It is not wise to keep your tent in the middle of camp," Thranduil says while settling his bow on one of the crates. "It is also not wise to leave your weapon within reach of a stranger," Adar responds, but the other elf still leaves his bow on top of the crate. "I am inside your camp, surrounded by thousands of your men. I am already doomed regardless," the Prince responds. 

For a second, Adar contemplates whacking the Prince on the back of his head. 

Adar reaches for a box hidden under a crevice inside his closet. The Prince clears his throat once again, and the other man turns around slowly, a hint of annoyance flashing across his features. "Before you show me what is inside that box, let us first come to an agreement," Thranduil demanded, ever a man of his word. 

"What agreement?" Adar raised an eyebrow. 

"- that we are not to harm each other, that we are allies." Thranduil enunciates. 

"We are not to harm each other. We are allies." Adar replied adamantly. They both needed each other, and from what he was able to observe, Thranduil was a decent warrior. It would be a shame to kill someone with his talent. "Alright," the Prince points at what Adar was about to do. 

Adar drags the metal box with difficulty, settling it on the carpeted floor. 

Thranduil did not need to wait for Adar to speak, for he could feel the darkness persisting in the air, covering the room in its moldy scent. The Prince took a deep breath, peering into the dark box that Adar went through difficult lengths to keep hidden. "The Iron Crown of Morgoth," Thranduil's eyes widened, both elves sharing a knowing glance. 

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DANAË  

It is such a harrowing feeling, the feeling of no control. 

It came as a floating sensation at first, like trying to sleep after an entire day of foraging under the warmth of the summer sun. It was blissful succumbing to the maiar's spell; it smelled like lotus, cinnamon, and the ground after rain. It was peace. You were just peacefully inside the void, like a raft floating with the river currents. 

Days like those flew by very quickly. 

But then came suffocating pain - the feeling of your soul being ripped apart, the feeling of memories attempting to make themselves known. The feeling of your memories being stolen away, replaced by someone else's illusions. There was nothing living inside the void, not even you, for you wielded no autonomy over the darkness. You could not even remember your name, the title that predetermined each creature's fate. 

Legolas. 

His name echoed throughout the closed maze of your mind, and suddenly you were able to open your eyes. Legolas. "Not a step closer," you blinked while pointing a dagger at Gorthaur. "Danaë," the Maiar said while taking a cautious step forward. How long have you been trapped inside that void? Where is your son? 

"That is not my name," you replied sharply. 

"It is the name that your father gave you." He said harshly, as if he was making you remember a memory. You winced, feeling a harsh wave of power force its way through your head. "I will not fall for your tricks," you fought against his power with much effort. "Woman, you cannot even remember your name." Echthrós laughs mockingly. "Shut up!" You raised your voice. 

His left hand was on your shoulder now, his right palm wiping your tears away. 

"Don't touch me," you shoved his hands away. 

"What's your name then?" He teased. 

What is my name? 

"You are Danaë. You are my wife." He repeats, almost like an incantation. 

"I said that isn't my name!" You growled at him, all the while attempting to remember your real name. Your tangible name that made you remember the scent of lotus and pine. "Shh," he wraps his arms around you, pressing kisses upon the crown of your head, your dagger falling loudly on the floor. "I don't know you, please," your voice was partly muffled by his chest. 

"Danaë," he repeats your name. 

"That's not my name," 

"It is," 

"It's not," 

"Go to bed, you are tired." He pulls away from the hug, giving you a thin-lipped smile. "I have to go home. I have a husband, I-I don't live here." Your grip on his forearm tightened, almost begging him to believe in you. 

"Yes, I am your husband. You are safe," he comforted, rubbing circles on the small of your back. "You're not," you whispered. 

You're not. 

But he would not listen to you. 

"I am," he nods his head. "I am," he repeats. 

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CELEBRIMBOR 

When Echthrós mentioned the creation of more rings, Celebrimbor was delighted. 

All his life, he's been lamenting over the sins of his father and brothers in their yearning for the Silmarils, but now he is finally given the chance of redemption by creating rings that would bring peace to Middle-earth. It was perfect, too perfect, but he could not deny his desires nonetheless. The forged called for him to create the rings. 

But now it all feels like an illusion. 

"You have a very strange ability, mellon." Celebrimbor followed after the smith, seeing him retreat into the halls after Celebrimbor's announcement. After forging the last elven ring, he no longer had the desire to forge. He no longer had the desire to follow Echthrós's advice of creating rings for dwarves and men alike, for he knew that King Gil-Galad would never agree to such, and the creation of more rings would be an unnecessary headache. 

Echthrós turns slightly to look at the elven-lord. The younger elf raises an eyebrow, as if urging Celebrimbor to continue further in his speech. "Sowing seeds in others' minds and then convincing them that the fruit is of their own thought." Celebrimbor probes, as Elrond's words echoed in the back of his mind. For months, he has been shoving these thoughts down, seeing Echthrós as nothing more than a kind smith, but the latter's insistence on creating rings made him feel uneasy. 

That, on top of Lady Danae's insistence on staying in her chambers.

"I apologize if I seem adamant about creating the rings for mankind. I do not mean to make you feel that way. I am grateful to you, my lord, for without you, my family would have starved, and we would have seen the great shores of Valinor sooner than intended." Echthrós bows his head, but his fists remain clenched in anger. 

Celebrimbor takes another step forward, carefully observing the elf's movements. "I suppose that my appreciation for mankind is out of the ordinary, but a few of them helped me during times of great need, and I have seen how easily they wilt against the darkness. Why must we only reserve salvation to our kind? What about them? What about their misery?" Echthrós continued, in a tone that would have had Celebrimbor believing him all those years ago. 

But the Lord of Eregion forcibly makes his heart harden. 

"I have found that much of the misery of men is their own making," Celebrimbor crossed his arms. He could not believe that Echthrós was campaigning to give mankind more power. "- give them a crumb and they'll eat the whole bread," he added to emphasize his point. Men have been proven to light the world on fire when given a simple match; what will they do when given Nine Rings? 

"My lord," Echthrós pleads. 

"We cannot give the rings to men; the risk of corruption is simply too great. The problems that you claim we shall solve will be minuscule compared to those that we will create." Celebrimbor explained to the best of his ability, watching as the other elf frowned in sadness. 

Echthrós takes a deep breath. "Yes, my lord, I understand." He admits while taking a step backward. "Men are capable of great frailty, but when the darkness falls, there are always some who rise forth and shine. Earendil, Tuor, Beren." Echthrós cited the names of Elrond's ancestors. 

Celebrimbor pauses, the other elf's words making him think for a second. "What exactly are you proposing?" the Lord pauses, but he already knows where Echthrós is getting at. 

"We find men that we can trust, the wisest, the kindest, the purest of all. We find nine ringbearers from nine mortal kingdoms." Echthrós continues while walking towards the balcony of the forges, overlooking the smiths working in unison - Celebrimbor follows after him. "We have already spoken about the nine rings, mellon. They cannot be." His gaze softens. 

"We have already accomplished great things, Echthrós. Let us not tempt failure by allowing our reach to exceed our grasp." Celebrimbor warned. He places a hand on the younger elf's shoulder.

"I am sorry, but my answer is still no. The Rings of Power are complete; the only thing we are left to do now is enjoy the fruits of our labor." Celebrimbor apologizes. Echthrós shrinks, his eyes watery with tears - his eyes that have always strangely reminded Celebrimbor of something familiar. "No, I am sorry." Echthrós forces a thin-lipped smile. 

Celebrimbor breathes a sigh of relief, seeing the elf take the news lightly. "You need not apologize," the Lord comforts, as a brother would his sibling. "Very well," Echthrós moved away, his shoulder bumping with Celebrimbor as he walked towards the stairs leading down to the forge, a light aura following after him as the torches flickered in the wind of his walk. 

"I shall make the nine myself," Echthrós professed in a harder tone. An unsettling feeling stirs at the bottom of Celebrimbor's chest. Had this all been a mistake? Was the creation of the rings truly his idea in the first place? Celebrimbor takes a deep breath, reaching to sit down in one of the klines beside the open window - he does not know if speaking against Echthrós shall prove to be beneficial or even morally right. 

To speak against Echthrós would mean speaking against the creation of the Nine Rings, which in extension would mean speaking against all the Rings of Power. Celebrimbor cannot speak against his greatest work, his greatest achievement - it cannot have any flaws. 

 

Notes:

Thranduil POV after quite some time 😭 I was contemplating between writing him in a very broken manner or writing him as someone who's still pushing through the darkness. Bro just misses his wife, idk why I wrote this fic, he lowkey deserves better. 🙂😭

OH MY GOD I REGRET WRITING THIS FIC.

Elrond is the goat, bromance from afar 🤞🏻

Erm yes, I am pushing the Adar is Thranduil's mentor agenda.

my tumblr is @two-white-butterflies

Chapter 4: The Petal Falls, the Flower Endures

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

DANAË

When Echthrós made mention of spending more time in the smithy, you had been delighted. 

You don't know the reason why, but spending time with your husband feels like a heavy boulder on your shoulders. You do not feel at rest in his presence, for each time you gaze upon his eyes, you see nothing but the sight of a muddied river, the harsh pull of a riptide that would not allow you to leave. The sight of him brings shivers down your spine, and you do not like it at the very least. So, when he said something about forging rings and spending time under Lord Celebrimbor's mentorship, you did not complain. 

"I have made it my duty to forge the Nine Rings," Echthrós explained while pouring himself a goblet of wine. You reclined on her chair, playing with the stray strands of your hair that were still wet from your previous bath. "I thought that Lord Celebrimbor did not desire to forge more rings. How did you convince him?" You raised an eyebrow, finding the turn of events to be quite peculiar. 

Echthrós sits on the chair opposite you, his gaze cold and indifferent. You have not left their shared chambers since the events of last week. Echthrós had to lie and say that you were feeling under the weather. It was rare for an elf to feel that way, but not impossible to the point that it would raise alarm.

Echthrós clenches his fists. 

Each day, you walk closer to revealing the truth. Each day, you are a step closer to remembering. It is only a matter of time before the truth reveals itself, and nothing is going his way; at least not in the way that he envisoned it all those years ago. "He believes the fault of the dwarven rings to be on his shoulders. Forging the Nine redeems him." He lies. 

"I do not think that it shall be wise to forge the Nine whilst the herald is around. He has been very vocal against the rings." You made an observation. "And how do you know that?" He rolls his eyes, sipping on his wine leisurely. 

"I heard them speaking," 

"It does not matter. He has left Eregion." He confirms, and your eyebrows merged in confusion. "What?" You ask, rather shocked.

A joyous smile is plastered on your husband's face. "The high-king has sent scouts to Greenwood, and there has been mention of the Uruks setting up camp near their kingdoms. The herald was needed in Lindon more." Echthrós explains, a smile still on his face. When he heard about Elrond staying in Eregion to find the Elven Princess, he had been a little concerned.

The herald was clever. He had only been in Eregion for a few days, but he was already able to realize that their presence was under suspicious circumstances. He already made the connection of Legolas having a Silvan name. And yes, Sauron had to read the herald's mind whilst he was sleeping. Truly, he did not know how he'd get out of Elrond's watchful gaze, not until the tides of fate decided to rock in his direction. So, with renewed confidence, he is able to straighten his back. 

"A turn of events proving beneficial to us," Echthrós reminds, seeing a forlorn expression on your face. "That is not a nice thing to say," you frowned. 

The elves of the Woodland Realm were probably in chaos right at this moment. Their defeat would mean the defeat of all elvenkind. 

"Do not begin with me, wife." He says in a scolding tone, as a man would scold a puppy. "The fact that imminent danger is waiting outside our doorsteps should be enough of a driving force to allow the creation of more rings. It is a good thing, a necessity." He emphasizes, as if he were forcing you to believe his opinions. You turn to meet his gaze, seeing his eyes pulsing with anger. 

Your eyebrows merged again, in half fear and sadness. 

"If you will excuse me, I am needed in the forge." He announces, while standing up to leave. 

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You continued gazing upon the open window, watching the other elves converse around the courtyard. "Nana!" Legolas says while placing a leaf on your lap. 

A smile painted your lips as you moved a stray strand of hair away from his face. "Where did you find this leaf, my love?" You asked while placing a gentle kiss on his forehead. 

"Elladan and Elrohir gave me." He answers. Legolas has always been fascinated with Eru Illuvatar's world, from the sweet apples that he feasted upon every morning to the fine rocks that he'd collect on the river shores with Lord Celebrimbor. The world is beautiful to his eyes, and the thought of not having seen it all brings him great sorrow. 

"Have you ever been to Lindon, nana?" He tilted his head, ever the curious child. "I have yet to visit," you reclined on your chair. Truthfully, you cannot remember the days before Eregion, no matter how hard you think; the only thing that you are greeted with is the sound of the abyss reverberating through your mind. As if a part of yourself is missing - that in your mind once stood a great library, now burnt to the ground. 

"Elladan said that we will like it there," he says while resting his head on your lap. "I don't wike it here," he confesses in a tone that reminds you of a whisper. It was the same tone that he uses to speak when he talks to other grown-up elves. You placed a hand on his scalp, gently combing through his blonde locks. "Why is that?" You inquired with a frown. 

Legolas takes a deep breath. He frowns while playing with the edges of the leaf. He could not find the right words to explain his discomfort. "Weird," he mumbles, remembering the word from all the times that the twins would call each other that name. You take a deep breath, not understanding how your son feels uncomfortable in a place that he has called his own. 

He was only a babe when you came here. Eregion is all he's ever known. 

Legolas turns around. He stares at your face as if trying to look for something. "Do you remember?" he inquires. "Remember what, my love?" You chuckled while adjusting his position on your lap so that he'd be comfortably lying on his back. "Um," Legolas struggles to find his words again. 

"Are you fine now, nana?" He asks. 

"I have always been well. You have no need to worry," you reassured him. 

He nods quietly, his attention drawn back to the leaf in his hands.

"Uh-huh," he hums, and you could only smile at the sight of his little face. He is so young, and yet in this moment, he appears to have all the world's problems with the way that he frowns. You giggle slightly while pressing a finger to his eyebrows, straightening them into a line. 

The leaf in your son's hand has begun to fracture at the edges, especially the edges where it was browning, but he did not seem to care. It is the way of things anyway, all living things wilt, and there is no good reason to hold onto things that are born to fade away. He kept tracing the outlines of the leaf's veins, his breathing was slow, his eyelids heavy, and fighting against sleep. 

A sign that your little elfling still has not outgrown his afternoon naps. "You have to sleep now," you announced while patting his leg in a repeated motion, one that you know helps your son sleep. 

Legolas yawns. 

A slow ringing began in your ears, its sound echoing in your eardrums. 

Your mouth goes dry. The light from the window becomes far too bright, and you are left with no choice but to close your eyes. 

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You open your eyes once more, and suddenly the entire world has changed. Suddenly, you are sitting in the middle of a green field, and his hand reaches out to wipe the tears that have been flowing down your face. Yes, him, your husband. "Why are you crying, lover?" Thranduil asks with a fond smile on his face. 

Your breath is momentarily stuck in your throat.

His eyes, his blue eyes, the sight of an open vastless ocean. 

You reach for his arms, pulling him closer to your body. "Thranduil," your voice cracks from all the sadness that was beginning to crash against your figure. Memories begin to flood your brain as you bask in the sight of him. "What happened? Hey, there is no need for those tears," he chuckled nervously while bridging your lips together. 

You pull away from the kiss, continuing to soak in his features. "Thranduil," the only word that exits your mouth is his name. "You have to tell me," you pleaded through broken sobs. 

"What is it?" He inquires with a concerned look. 

"What's my name?" You pleaded for him to answer, but before he is able to open his mouth, a hand reaches for your body, pulling you away from all that you've ever known. 

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A gasp escapes your mouth as you open your eyes once more. 

Legolas sits up instantly, alarmed. "Nana?" 

He reaches to wipe the tears away from your eyes, and his face suddenly makes you remember another elf who bears his lips and his nose. "It is nothing," you wiped the other tears yourself, the memories from a few moments ago already beginning to spill out of your mind. You cannot collect the remnants of it - it evades you. 

"Like that, you are remembering," Legolas says in a matter-of-fact tone, as if it has happened a thousand times before. "You should not busy yourself with matters such as this. Now, come, you should already be sleeping by this time." You avoided his statement, leading him towards the bed with a distant look. 

There is something wrong with everything. You have been feeling it since the first time you stepped inside these halls, but these feelings of yours only strengthen that doubt. 

The facade that Sauron has built for you was beginning to wane. 

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THRANDUIL

He leaned over the map, staring at the sketch of the entire realm. In one of these parts his wife must be kept in hiding, and his child. His babe, whom he had not been given the luxury of meeting for the first time. His father had been reluctant to welcome the Uruks to their borders, but they reached an understanding, as long as the Uruks stayed far from elvish occupations and as long as they did not hurt the flora and fauna, they were free to stay. 

"My father says that the elves of Eregion are crafting rings that possess great power. I want to use those rings," he says. 

"Rings?" Adar repeated, the sound of it familiar on his mouth. "- and pray tell, what do those rings do?" Adar inquired, his mind beginning to untie the knots of the past.

"They are powerful, able to control nature and strengthen the bearer. I do not know the specifics; they came from my father's spies, but I assume that they grant you the same powers as a maia?" Thranduil shrugged. 

Adar went still. 

"You know something," Thranduil observes. 

"Sauron mentioned creating weapons of destruction that would allow him to gain dominion over the people of Middle-earth." Adar opens his mouth to speak, his mind already set on the fact that this pointy-eared prince's wife was probably in Eregion. 

Thranduil's heart began to thump furiously. All these years of yearning and fighting to reclaim his family. He feels them close. "They say that it was a smith named Echthrós who introduced the Rings of Power to the Lord Celebrimbor," he informs, both of their eyes widening in realization. 

"Echthrós," Adar repeats. 

The Elven Prince raises an eyebrow. "Does the name mean anything?" He asks with a pause. 

"It means enemy in an old dialect. He has been mocking us in plain sight." Adar's gaze sharpened. 

"To Eregion!" Thranduil shouted in command, half of the elves following after him while the other Uruks stared, waiting for their father's command. Adar nods, and they soon follow after. 

Notes:

I know I said 4 chapters and it's done, BUT I CAN'T.

My mind just kept on making things happen.

Anyways, here are Legolas crumbs 🍃 Adar/Thranduil Bromance, and ugh ya'll I feel bad for making the reader remember then not remember but trust in my divine timing. Fighting against Sauron's spell takes time, even Celebrimbor was not immune to it 🙄 I was about to give ya'll Celebrimbor x Sauron but I fear that that shall be a fic for another day.

ALSO, I added a scene in Chapter 3 between Celebrimbor and Sauron so if ya'll wanna check that out then go ahead.

Chapter 5: Forever Winter

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

CELEBRIMBOR

The beautiful days of the roses have ended. The night sky has begun to bloom.

It starts now, the thorny affairs of existence. 

The tree of life that we were born from, the green fields of Valinor, the blue heavens, and the land of art and poetry. It has all been taken away. 

'I heard the wind whisper once - for the love of these lands, they blew a hidden message. I ignored their plight and convinced myself that Sauron was not in our midst. Oh, Eru Illuvatar, forgive me for ruining your creation!' 

Celebrimbor wiped the salt of his sweat from his brow as he continued forging. He should have listened to the young herald when he expressed his suspicions about Echthrós. He should not have blinded himself from Echthrós' rebellion when he expressed his desire to continue forging the rings. He should not have allowed a stranger this much power in his council - and now his people believe that he has gone mad. Mad from forging the rings. 

"My lord," your voice echoed throughout the closed dungeons. Celebrimbor could hear the heavy metal doors open - and he resisted the urge to sprint and escape. Echthrós would surely use it as a means to exaggerate the lord's mental state. "Not a step closer," he weakly muttered while keeping a distance between the two of you. 

In his eyes, you were nothing but an extension of Sauron. He did not trust you. 

"W-what are you doing here? Our enemies are just outside." You stuttered, eyebrows furrowed in rage as you watched Celebrimbor continue to forge. It was uncharacteristic of the lord - the gentleness of his features was long gone, and he refused to look you in the eye.

"Your husband says that I have gone mad." He whispers, hammering through the thick metal as Echthrós has taught him to do. 

"He has made no mention; you do not seem mad." You continued cautiously. 

Outside, you could hear the battle raging, and the sound of rocks piercing through the castle walls. "Did your husband command your presence here?" He raises an eyebrow, attempting to see through your guise, but he sees nothing but confusion in your features. "I have not seen him in days. He told us to hide in the cellars, but far too many men have died - and you're here forging, accusing my husband of a grave crime while he fulfills your duty as Lord of Eregion." You criticized. 

A true ruler fights alongside his people. He does not hide in the forge. 

"How long have you known your husband, Danaë?" He asks. 

"I do not see how that is relevant to your duties, my lord." You breathed, anger pulsing through your veins. 

"Your husband is Sauron!" Celebrimbor slams his hammer. 

He meets your eyes for a split second, and he sees nothing but fear. You take another step backwards, and he can hear your ragged breathing from across the room. He mumbles something underneath his breath, half-praying that you'd believe him and relieve him of the chains. For a second, you do believe him - but your pupil shifts. 

"You have truly gone mad," you shook your head while turning around to leave.

"Danaë!" Celebrimbor calls out to you. "- You must believe me!" He pleads. 

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THRANDUIL

The Prince removed his mask, attempting to catch his breath through the foul odor. The Uruks were skilled warriors, but they stunk like a boar. They smelt of corruption.

"Elfling, how many times do I have to tell you not to remove that mask?" Adar gritted his teeth - forcing the elf's mask down.

"I need to catch my breath," Thranduil responded as more of the Uruks brought captured elves inside the tent.

"Do you want these elves to see that the Uruks are being led by Greenwood's very best?" Adar taunted. 

There were a thousand soldiers prepared to pierce through their skin inside of Eregion. In their eyes, the Uruks were nothing but mere manifestations of evil, a twisted parody of what creation should be. The Uruks have been given an explicit command by the Prince not to harm a single elf, but the elves were prepared to harm them. It was an unequal fight. 

"I need to get inside," Thranduil stated while securing the mask firmly around his neck.

"That is impossible, Sauron is personally guarding the cellars. My children tell me that your family is kept there." Adar informs, and the Prince clenches his fists. His heart fills with so much anger that he believes that no part of his fea is made of light anymore. He begins to fear that this longing has corrupted his soul.

Your family, Adar's voice echoes through his head.

"It is not impossible." Thranduil rolls his eyes, beginning to walk away. "It would be easier if we didn't take the well-being of the elves into account. It is hard to strike when you do not want to kill." Adar breaths. 

Thranduil halts for a second, turning to look at the other man. He abhors what this war has turned him into. He hates the fact that he considers agreeing with Adar - that he believes deep in his heart that the life of his family weighs more than the life of all these elves combined. The lives of his kin! The very same elves that he once shared wine with in the halls of King Thingol. The very same elves that he grew up with - shared the same memories of war - the same elves that he fled from Beleriand with and made the same vows to make Arda a better place. He does not like who he has become, but he is willing to pay with his dignity if it means having you back in his arms. Safe. Alive. You

"I only want my family back," Thranduil responds while looking forward. 

He knows what his answer implies. It does not matter now. 

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Thranduil made his way through an occupied portion of Eregion. He could smell the stench of smoke, the sound of screams from the other side of the wall. He made his way through the frontlines, determined to end the battle now - you were so close. He feels your feä, it is a faint humming sound - a sound stronger than before. 

He took a deep breath, his dark armor rising and falling as he watched a Uruk raise a sword to strike an elf.

He forced himself to look away. 

He could not afford to spare the elves another second, not when he was this close to you. 

The gates opened wide because of the Uruk's relentless attacks. The screams of his kin became amplified, drowning out the sound of the arrows whizzing past him. He could see the confusion in their gaze - even to an untrained eye, his body was not built like an Uruk. He mumbles your name underneath his breath, like a prayer that has long been unanswered. 

"Where are we going?" He hears a voice far away. 

He turns to look in the direction of the voice, attempting to search for you amid the smoke. There was nothing but gray ash to be seen, but it had to have been you! He knows your voice. He dreams of your voice every night, and it has never sounded this clear - never in his dreams did he imagine you this clear. "Lover!" he could not care less that the others could see him frantically running around the courtyard in search of you. 

He couldn't care less if they believe him to be a kinslayer (he is not, but he has aided in the planned demise of other elves, which does not make him any better). 

He screams your name from the top of his lungs. He screams your name, the very same name that has been uttered in Greenwood in hushed whispers, and has never been uttered in Eregion. He screams your name in the hopes that you will respond to him - that somehow, you were still there, that you are there. 

And then, it finally happens. 

He sees you standing in front of him. 

You look different, but he knows that it's you. 

He says your name once more. 

"Thranduil," you whispered, and suddenly he feels a sharp pain in his side - before everything fades to black. 

 

 

Notes:

Ok, ya'll. I PROMISE YOU CHAPTER 6 WILL BE THE LAST CHAPTER.

Sorry for the late update. #LostMyTime #MyLifeisGoingOn