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❝Changing hearts, changing lives… changing hands.❞

                — One Silver Dollar, Marilyn Monroe. 

Two years have passed since Langa had beaten Adam, previous King of the Mountains. Setting the bar high on any future endeavours that Langa might be doing in S. A bar that quickly plummeted down when everyone saw that all Langa cared about was skating with his friends. However, the attention of the on-lookers was taken back by Adam who was now more… open, to say the least. There was still arrogance in his persona, his speech still a bit hurtful towards others. But, he was more present in S. 

Adam wasn’t isolated in his home, watching people have fun through the cameras. He was actively participating in that said fun. Although Adam’s image of being an intense skater persisted, this change in Adam was welcomed by many. Adam even surprised everyone when tonight he (finally) accepted Cherry and Joe’s beef. Neither of them ever thought they would get that far and since the track was not big enough during certain turns for the three of them to compete at the same time, Cherry and Joe had to race one another to see who could beef with Adam first. 

“You’re not going to physically hurt them this time, are you?” Reki asked, walking up to Adam’s side who was looking at the screen to see his former friends racing. Reki’s arms were crossed, a suspicious glare on his amber eyes. 

Adam looked back at Reki. He was a bit surprised to see that Reki, of all people, had bravely approached him. “What would you do if I did?” 

Reki’s right eyebrow twitched. “Then, I’ll avenge them!” Reki exclaimed, fire burning his eyes. 

Adam couldn’t help but remember the first time Reki called him out to a beef upon seeing Reki’s gaze. Adam narrowed his eyes with a hum, crossing his arms and turning his whole body to face Reki. “How will you avenge them, then?”

“By challenging you to a beef, duh!” Reki mocked, looking at Adam like he said the most stupid thing. The amusement in Adam’s eyes went unnoticed by Reki as Adam chuckled. It wasn’t exactly a mocking laugh, but there was something in that chuckle that had Reki shifting on his feet. Making him a bit more aware of the crimson eyes looking at him. 

“You still think you can beat me?” Adam asked, smirking.

Reki glared at Adam. “I almost did the second time.” 

“Almost.”

“But I could’ve won!”

“But you didn’t.” 

“But I was close-”

“Reki!” Langa’s voice caught their attention. Langa slowed down next to Reki, smiling wide at him. His aqua eyes glimmered and his pupils dilated. Adam’s jaw clenched as he glanced away, shifting on his stance. “Shadow and Miya are going to the factory, let’s go!” Langa exclaimed, grabbing Reki’s arm. 

“Ah, wait!” Reki exclaimed, looking back at Adam as he was dragged away. Adam was looking back at him, an unreadable expression on him. The night ended with Cherry winning by a few centimeters ahead of Joe and it was decided that Cherry and Adam’s beef would be held tomorrow night.

“Let’s hit up Joe’s place!” Miya shouted, throwing his hands in the air like he was the one to have won the race and not Cherry. Shadow agreed with him, yelling something about how they should celebrate Cherry’s win.

“Such good friends, rubbing it on my face, huh?” Joe chuckled, smiling teasingly at them. 

Cherry wrapped an arm around Joe’s shoulder, leaning close. “Don’t pretend like you wouldn’t have done the same if I lost, hm?” Cherry asked, smirking under his balaclava.

However, instead of the usual brushing off and jabbing back, Joe tensed up a bit. He glanced away with a nervous laugh. “I guess you’re right.” Joe said. Cherry raised an eyebrow at him. 

Langa and Reki were following behind. With Langa smiling as he listened to Reki ramble about how close the race had been and how Joe’s new trick was so cool he couldn’t wait to try it himself. “Ah, hey, Langa!” Miya exclaimed, looking through the gap between Cherry and Joe before he walked to where Reki and Langa were. “After tomorrow’s beef, I want us to race again!” Miya exclaimed, raising his fists with a mischievous smile. “This time, I have the perfect strategy to beat you!” Miya exclaimed with a smirk.

“Sure,” Langa shrugged, before a small teasing smile made it past his lips. “I’ll gladly beat your ass again!” Langa exclaimed with a laugh.

“We’ll see who’s laughing last!” Miya retorted back, playfully punching Langa’s arm.

Reki chuckled, smiling softly at his friends before a hand grabbed his shoulder. Reki tensed up before turning around to notice piercing red eyes on him. “What do you want?” Reki asked, narrowing his eyes up in annoyance. 

Adam smirked down at him. “You weren’t anywhere close to beating me.” Adam said, continuing their conversation from a few moments ago. “Like I said before, you were just,” Adam leaned in, making Reki tense up. “Lucky.” Adam sneered against his ear before he slightly pushed Reki’s shoulder and walked away. 

Reki let out an offended gasp. “How dare you!?” Reki shouted, watching Adam’s back. “Luck is also a skill, asshole!” Reki shouted, but Adam ignored him before disappearing. 

“Reki, don’t listen to him!” Miya shouted as Reki had ended up falling a bit behind thanks to Adam stopping him. “Let’s just go!” 

Reki grumbled, feeling his ears hot as he walked back to catch up with his friends that were waiting for him. When he was close to the group again, Langa wrapped an arm around Reki’s shoulders. Bringing him close to his side as he gave Reki a worried glance. “Are you okay?” 

Reki let out a dragged sigh before softening his face and glancing up at Langa. “Yeah, don’t worry about it, dude!” Reki exclaimed with a smile. 

Langa felt his cheeks heat up before shyly glancing away. “O-Okay!” Langa stammered. Although Reki ended up having fun with his friends, there was a small thorn at the back of Reki’s head. A thorn that has been there since the end of last year. 

***

Reki watched Miya on the big ramp at the skatepark. He was doing a tail drop before skating down, then up again. Langa walked up to Reki’s side, both of them watching as Miya skated from one side to the other. Trying a few tricks mid-air. “Aren’t you gonna skate?” Langa asked, glancing down at Reki who was crouched down and looking at Miya with boredom.

At the mention of skating, Reki tensed up. Reki nervously laughed. “Right, right.” Reki said before clearing his throat and standing up again. “I was just… taking a small break, haha.” Reki said, scratching his right cheek as he glanced to the side. 

Langa blinked before smiling wide. “Want to skate together?” Langa asked.

“Uh… sure!” Reki exclaimed, smiling back at Langa. Though, his brow was slightly furrowed. “Let’s skate together.” 

From the outside, it looked like Reki was having fun. He was laughing so freely, falling down quite a few times, but always getting back up with a cheeky smile on his face. On the inside, however, Reki was hitting himself against a wall. Why? You might ask. Well, ever since the end of last year, Reki has been stuck at a dead end. 

Reki loved skateboarding because it was fun. He really did, but like playing his favorite video game, it was time he leveled up. However, no amount of skateboard tutorials could help him in overcoming this damn wall that was turning out to be a huge pain in the ass. Reki knew he was in the limbo between acquiring a new skill and if he stopped smashing the buttons the level-up bar would go back to 0 and Reki would be stuck on level 59 even if he had all the requirements to finally move to level 60. 

Since the tutorials weren’t working, he had no other choice but to turn to someone for help. Sadly, there was only one person who could currently help him: Adam. Many times Reki had wanted to follow Adam after each defeat whenever they raced. Now that he was able to put up a good fight against Adam, there was still room for improvement. Which takes Reki back to his plan: ask Adam for advice. 

Reki knew that his pride wouldn’t allow it. More so since Adam and he had a rocky start. And even that was an understatement. But even Reki himself has to admit that the older man was good. Like, crazy good. And Reki wants to improve. He wasn’t expecting to be on Adam’s level, that would be suicide. No, he just wanted to be better for himself. 

Even rivals could help each other out, right? Except they weren’t even that. 

What about Langa? Sucks at the teaching part. Miya can only help him so much, but there are things even Miya can’t do or doesn’t risk to try yet. Joe has offered some advice, as has Cherry. But they didn’t have the time to properly teach him. And honestly, he has already memorized all of Shadows tricks but it’s not really his style. 

So the only one left is Adam. Or The Love Hotel guy, which he learnt goes by Snake and even he was always by Adam’s side. 

“Reki! Langa! Let’s race to A&W, whoever gets there last has to pay for the food~” Miya purred, a mischievous glint on his green eyes.

Langa’s own eyes glinted, nodding enthusiastically. Reki for his part, strained a laugh. “S-Sure…” Reki stammered.

Reki could already picture the mockery in Adam… which is why he will give it some more thought. Yeah, just a bit more. 

***

Langa quietly munched on his burger, dissociating a bit while Miya and Reki fought about something. Langa gulped down his food, glancing to the side to stare at his best friend. The sun setting and the light pouring from the window made Reki’s amber eyes look more golden, brow furrowed and his tan skin looked a bit glistening from the sweat from all that skating. Maybe because of that, the end of Reki’s hair was sticking to his nape. Reki took a sip of his soda and Langa watched as Reki's Adam's apple bobbed. Langa’s mouth went dry, feeling this urge to lick and nibble at Reki’s apple. 

“What do you think, Langa?” Reki asked after setting his soda down. 

Langa blinked. Fantasy interrupted. “Huh?”

Reki raised an eyebrow at Langa. “Were you not listening?” Reki asked. “Which character has suffered the most? I said Itadori Yuuji from Jujutsu Kaisen-”

“And I said Guts from Berserk.” Miya said, crossing his arms. “Easy win.”

“You aren’t even legal enough to read Berserk! How the fuck do you know what he went through!?” Reki exclaimed, motioning with his hands and shaking his head in disapproval at Miya. “Here I am, trying to keep shit PG-15 for you and you go and pull this shit on me-”

“Fuck your PG-15!”

Reki let out an offended gasp. “You kiss your mother with that mouth!?”

Miya flipped Reki off with a smile. “Kiss these nuts.”

“Stop!”

Langa glanced between Miya and Reki. “Can non-humans count? Because if so, I think Shin Godzilla suffered-”

Both Miya and Reki groaned at the same time.

“Are you being for real right now!? Langa-”

“Oh my fucking God, your algorithm is very western and it shows.” Miya huffed. 

“What? He’s a doomed God-”

“Langa, no,” Reki started, putting a hand on Langa’s shoulder. “Listen to me-”

“Missed me with that shit, bro.” Miya said, raising a hand and shaking his head. The three best friends continued to eat and talk, always straying from one topic to another until they walked out of the establishment and the sun had fully set. 

“So, my house as usual?” Reki asked, glancing back at Langa and Miya.

“Yes!” Langa exclaimed with a smile on his face.

“Ah, sorry, I need to finish a school assignment. So, I’ll head home now.” Miya said, at the same time. 

Reki nodded. “No worries, man.” He said. Langa, however, was looking down at Miya in betrayal. Miya looked up at him, nonchalant. As Reki started to walk towards the bus stop, Miya and Langa followed a few meters behind. 

“What are you doing!?” Langa whispered-yelled, knowing that Miya didn’t really have any assignments since he always finished everything on time. Something about having to show good grades or else his parents might tell him to pause on the skating. 

Miya rolled his eyes. “Did you think I didn’t notice you eye-fucking Reki back there?” Miya whispered back.

Langa choked down a sound, his cheeks heating up. “Gah! Shut up!” Langa managed to inaudibly gasp, nudging Miya who chuckled. 

“I’m giving you a chance here, ya know?” Miya said, low as he crossed his arms.

“A chance of what?” Langa asked, rolling his eyes.

Miya gave Langa a knowing look. “Anyway, it’s your chance to take it.” Miya said as he sped his walk a little. “Otherwise someone might take it away!” Miya exclaimed, waving dismissively before catching up to Reki who was so far ahead already. 

Langa stopped for a few seconds, staring wide-eyed at Miya’s back before sighing. That’s right. Langa has been in love with Reki for two years now. Langa was still not sure what his sexuality was, whether he was really gay or maybe in the demi spectrum, Langa was still figuring that one out. But, he was sure of one thing and that was his feelings for his best friend. 

For the longest time —again, two years— Langa’s been trying to confess to Reki and just when it seemed like it was the right time, Langa either chickened out or the universe conspired against him as something would come up that would ruin the mood. This dragged shoujo ‘will they, won’t they’ plot was starting to drive Langa insane too. 

What was stopping Langa then? You might ask. 

The uncertainty of it all. Despite some… peculiar moments between them when they were alone, Langa couldn’t be sure if what just happened between them had any romantic intonations or if Langa had jumped the gun and the sad reality was that Reki was not interested. It didn’t help that Miya found out about his obvious crush on Reki, saying how even Joe could see how bad Langa had it for Reki.

And yet. Reki himself didn’t seem to be aware of it. 

On one hand, Langa found Reki’s dense nature a bit cute. The downside was that amidst mixed signals, Langa was not sure if Reki saw him as more than a friend and as clichéd as the situation already was, Langa didn’t want to lose Reki’s friendship. Despite the tension that only Langa seemed to feel, Reki was someone precious to him. Langa would hate himself if things started to get awkward because of him. If that warm golden gaze started to glance away instead, if those cheeky grins turned into forced smiles and if the simple gesture of a hug was not given anymore for fear that Langa might misunderstand again.

Langa was afraid. He had all the right to be! He’s never really felt this way. No, really. He’s been under the assumption of being aroace since middle school when a girl who often hung out with him confided in him that she might be a lesbian. Only to be hit in the guts with these intense feelings of want and it hurts. Langa always read how beautiful and dreamy love was, but he also knew how painful it could be. Something that Langa never could relate with.

Until Reki.

Until he understood what Frank Sinatra meant when he sang: “I’m a fool to want you, to want a love that can’t be true. A love that’s there for others too.” It was too much. Langa wanted to be Reki’s first choice, he wanted to cuddle in his arms like a cat, he wanted to litter his face in kisses, he wanted for Reki’s eyes to gaze down lovingly at him as Langa was embraced by him. To be loved by him, to wear Reki’s marks on his skin with pride and show the world that they were meant for each other.

“You’re quieter than usual.” Reki commented, looking at Langa with an eyebrow raised. “Everything okay?”

Langa blinked, looking up from Reki’s laptop. His aqua blue eyes connect to a pair of concerned amber eyes. “Sorry, I was thinking about something.”

“About what?” 

You. Us. How the universe hates me. Langa thought. “I wonder if Cherry will win tonight.” Langa lied. 

Reki hummed, resting his chin on his right hand. “Maybe? Though, sometimes I feel like he trusts the AI too much and Adam is as unpredictable as ever, so even if he doesn’t get hurt again. Adam might pull a nasty trick he’s hiding under his sleeve.” Reki huffed, eyes narrowed. 

Langa chuckled before downcasting his gaze. Reki noticed the change in moods of his friend. “Langa?” Reki called out, leaning away from his hand. Worried for his best friend.

Langa pondered if he should say it now. If he should get over this damn limbo and finally take a step forward. Whether it would be a step forward to a dream come true or a step to a long and hard process of letting go, it wouldn’t matter. At the end of the day, Reki would still be there. Langa looked back at Reki, his eyes gleaming. “Reki, I…”

 “Ah, Langa is here!” Masae exclaimed, walking into the living room to see her son and Langa sitting at the dining table, watching a movie on the laptop. “Will you be eating dinner with us, dear?” Masae asked as she made her way to the kitchen.

“H-Hello, Masae-san,” Langa stammered, his cheeks pink as he glanced over his shoulder at the kitchen’s doorway. “I’m fine! I, uh, promised my mom to eat dinner with her.” 

“Oh, that reminds me!” Masae exclaimed from the kitchen. Reki and Langa heard noise from the kitchen before Masae walked out with a jar full of strawberry jelly. “My older brother sent this to us this morning! I thought you and Nanako might like it.”

Langa’s eyes widened. “Are you sure?”

Masae chuckled, setting the jar in front of Langa. “Of course! He sent a lot of jelly anyway.” Masae said. “Say hello to your mom from me, okay sweetie?” Masae said, patting Langa’s shoulder before walking back to the kitchen.

Langa’s face heated up at the nickname. Being treated like he was family now also kept his (delusions) hopes up. Langa smiled shyly at Reki. “I’ll, ah, start heading out now.”

Reki paused the movie, going back to the parts they missed before smiling at Langa. “Sure! I’ll walk you to the door.”

What a man! Langa thought, giggling as he narrowed his eyes at Reki. “That’s very gentlemanly of you~” Langa teased. 

Reki playfully rolled his eyes. “Shut up, dude.” Reki said. Reki walked Langa all the way to the sidewalk. “Hey,” Reki carefully grabbed Langa’s arm before he left. “What were you going to tell me back there?” Reki asked, giving Langa a curious look.

Langa widened his eyes. “Ah, that… um…” Langa shifted under Reki’s expectant eyes. “So, what I wanted to say was… that I… hope Cherry wins!” Langa stammered, his voice a little too high at the end. He was dodging the issue at hand. Again. For the millionth time. 

Reki blinked, looking at him surprised before smiling at Langa. “Yeah,” Reki chuckled. “That would be nice.”

Langa smiled back, a little wry. “Let’s just hope Adam doesn’t send Cherry to the hospital again, huh?” 

Reki tensed up at Adam’s name, recalling his conversation from yesterday night. The way Adam leaned into his space and his breath tickled his ear. Reki laughed nervously, glancing from side to side. “R-Right.” 

Langa raised his fist. “See you at S?” Langa asked, hopeful. 

Reki laughed, connecting his fist with Langa’s before giving him a lopsided smile. “See you at S.”

Langa wanted to believe in the dream. He wanted so desperately to achieve that happy ending he’s been wishing for since two years ago. Miya was right, he had to take a chance before it was too late. Tonight, no matter the outcome, I will confess to Reki. Langa silently promised to himself.

***

As soon as Ainosuke arrived home, he already felt a slight headache. His day hadn’t been going great. First, one of his proposals had been out-voted. Then, he had to eat with his aunts and a few fellow party members he could give two less shit about. Last, but not least, he found out that his rival from the opposing party was meeting with someone important Ainosuke was going to ask to meet up with in order to further help his agenda. There was the possibility that his political rival could fuck up, of course, but his foul mood kept on feeding him the worse case scenario for him.

It was like today, the universe decided to kick him in the shin and beat him up like a bully. Could this day get any worse?

“Master Ainosuke, you told me to remind you that tonight is your beef with Cherry.” Tadashi said as soon as he opened Ainosuke’s door. 

Ainosuke took a deep breath. I am going to fucking kill someone. Ainosuke thought before stepping out of the car and looking at Tadashi. “Start preparing my outfit, then.” Ainosuke said, trying to sound as natural as possible before he started to walk inside. However, Tadashi could clearly see that Ainosuke was a string away from losing his shit and he needed to be careful that Ainosuke didn’t hurt himself… or others. 

Ainosuke opted to use the shower rather than the bathtub. Wanting to feel the cold water hit his body and hope that it would wash away all that was bad. However, it didn’t seem to be working. Ainosuke stared down at his feet, drops of water hanging from his royal blue hair before falling down onto the marble floor. 

“I’m going to beat you next!” Cherry boldly proclaimed, pointing to Adam. Everyone in the factory roared, excited for what was to come.

Adam snickered. “And then what? You’ll force me to give you back ownership?”

Cherry burst out laughing. “Please! It’s not about the ownership anymore.” Cherry said with a shrug and a slight shake of his head. “You might have become more active in S, but whatever Snow made you see doesn’t seem to be enough for your bullshit.” 

Adam glared at Cherry. “What are you getting at?”

Cherry raised his chin, glaring back at Adam. “We still haven’t resolved shit between us or have you forgotten we exist? Because it seems that you did!” 

Adam clenched his jaw. 

Joe walked closer to Cherry, softly pulling on Cherry’s arm. “Come on, Cherry, save it for the next time.” 

“You’ll defeat me and then, what?” Adam asked, taking a step closer to Cherry. 

“I’ll make you pay is what I’ll do!” Cherry shouted, taking a step closer as well. However, Joe could see that things were starting to get heated and a bit more personal. Joe grabbed Cherry’s shoulder, calling his name through gritted teeth. 

“Ha. Let’s see if you can!” Adam mocked with a smirk. 

“Oh, you bet your fucking ass I can!”

“Cherry-”

“Tomorrow then.” Adam took two steps forward. “Make sure to clear your schedule.” Adam said, gaze hardened as he raised his chin at Cherry also.

“Fine by me.” Cherry huffed.

Ainosuke rubbed his hands on his face, before facing up and passing his fingers through his hair. He looked up at the shower with narrowed eyes. “This is fine.” Ainosuke mumbled. “I knew this would happen, eventually.” Ainosuke said. Getting himself cleaned up, trying to ignore the growing tension in his chest.

Can’t I please get a break? It’s been a rough day. Ainosuke pleaded with his mind. For a moment, Ainosuke’s mind seemed to comply. Letting Ainosuke be focused on scrubbing himself. Until his mind took him back on yesterday night, when Reki had approached him and the strange urge he had to follow upon seeing Reki walk away, prompted his legs to move on its own and grab Reki by the shoulder.

Amber. That was all Ainosuke saw. 

Ainosuke stepped out of the shower, his body more relaxed than before as he dried himself with a towel before putting on his robe. “What’s so good about him, anyway?” Ainosuke grumbled, brow furrowed. 

For the last two years, Ainosuke has been going through something. A change in hearts, maybe. Langa’s words during their second —though, Ainosuke considered that one their first race since they were interrupted before— race resonated deep inside Ainosuke and though he’s become more freed in his skating style, there were still some… issues Ainosuke has yet to overcome. 

Even if Ainosuke himself didn’t want to admit it, one of those issues was between his former friends. The other, however, had to do with whom Adam thought would turn out to be his Eve. There was still a part of Adam, a stubborn one that refused to let go of Langa. Like a petulant child holding onto a teddy bear and causing a scene until his parents buy it. Sure, it was more fun to be with others. But, it was still a bit lonely that no one could catch up to him. Ainosuke had to be the one to match others’ skills.

It was still frustrating. He already did something similar in his daytime and now, he had to do it in his garden. Ainosuke knew he had to play nice if he even wanted someone to play with. But, really, no one could compare to Langa. Langa was the only one he genuinely enjoyed skating with and thus, he also wanted to be closer to Langa. He’s tried to lower down on his emotions, tried to be more collected. Making sure to be there wherever Langa was, made it seem like a coincidence most of the time.

But Langa doesn’t seem to care. Rather, Langa’s attention remained stuck on someone else. Not sparing a single glance.

Langa’s eyes remained glued on a stupid redhead with amber eyes that in certain lighting looked golden, a stupid redhead that always ends up scrapped up, a stupid redhead that shined so bright like the sun. Ainosuke paused midway in his dressing. He glanced up at the full mirror and his reflection could have raised an eyebrow if it could before his subconscious tapped into his head. You think Reki shines like the sun? It pointed out. 

Ainosuke clicked his tongue. “The moon is prettier anyway!” Ainosuke exclaimed, continuing dressing up in his matador outfit. Yet, there was a strange swirl in his chest. Ainosuke couldn’t describe the feeling other than it being bittersweet. 

It was weird. He didn’t like that.

Ainosuke heard Kaoru’s distant mocking laugh in his head. “Please, Ainosuke! If you give yourself the chance to know Reki-” Ainosuke stood up all dressed up, glaring at his reflection. “Not a chance.” Ainosuke snarled. “The one who is right for me is no one other than Langa.”

Ainosuke thought back on Cherry’s words after his win against Joe. If it’s not about the ownership… then, surely, you wouldn’t mind if I give it to someone else, right? Ainosuke thought, brow furrowed and his lips straining into a bitter smile. Someone who will accept it. “My true friend.” Ainosuke muttured, the image of Langa smiling appearing in his mind.

Tadashi was already waiting for him by the door. His most loyal dog. Ainosuke should reward him more often. “Are you ready for tonight, doggy?” Ainosuke asked with a dark smirk as he glanced at Tadashi.

“As ready as ever, Master.” Tadashi said, stoic as ever.

“Good.” Ainosuke said, stepping out after Tadashi opened the door for him. “Tonight is a night that is going to be remembered~” Ainosuke purred, a dark hint in his voice. Tadashi stared at Adam’s back as he trailed after him. A strange ominous feeling settled on Tadashi’s gut. Please let tonight be a good one for Ainosuke. He silently prayed. 

***

Reki started to put on his shoes at the entrance before standing up and grabbing his skateboard. “Ah, you’re leaving already?” Reki’s grandmother’s voice startled Reki a little before glancing back to look at his grandmother. The TV in the living room could no longer be heard. 

Reki nodded. “It’s, um, an important event with my friends.”

Grandma Kyan hummed before giving him a small smile. “Be careful, dear.”

Reki nodded. “I will.”

“Well, since it’s already this late, I’ll head to sleep.” Grandma Kyan said, turning her back on Reki. “Have fun with your friends!” 

“Yeah! Goodnight, grandma!” Reki exclaimed. Grandma Kyan waved at him.

“The key will be under the carpet, remember!” Grandma Kyan exclaimed before heading inside her room. 

Reki walked out of the house, stretching before looking up at the night sky with a confident smile. “Alright!” Reki raised a fist. “I’m going to level up no matter what!” Reki exclaimed. 

Reki made his way to that garden of Eden, hopeful about striking a deal. Even if it was with a devil. His best friend, Langa, was making his way to that place with a mission. Adam watched out the window of the car, his mind still in turmoil and Tadashi was preparing for the worst.

Meanwhile, Joe and Cherry were already in S. Anxious. Impatient, maybe. Joe kept walking around with his hands behind his back while Cherry had his arms crossed, glancing at the entrance every once in a while. Joe stopped walking before glancing at Cherry’s back, eyebrows knitted. “What you said yesterday was true?”

Cherry turned to look at Joe. “Which part?” Cherry asked.

Joe downcasted his gaze. “About the ownership thing…”

Cherry stared at Joe for a few seconds before closing his eyes with an internal sigh. “I mean, yeah? It isn’t about the ownership or anything like that,” Cherry opened his eyes to look at Joe, pulling his balaclava down to offer Joe a small smile. Joe widened his eyes, a slight blush on his cheeks. “It’s about our friendship!” Cherry exclaimed before walking closer to Joe. Joe tensed up, slowly raising his hands when Cherry playfully punched Joe’s shoulder. “We promised, didn’t we? That we would prove to Adam that we are still worthy!”

Joe relaxed a little, smiling back at Cherry. “Even if he sent you to the hospital?”

Cherry laughed. “Don’t worry, I’ll make him pay for that.” Cherry said, though his grip on Joe’s shoulder tightened. 

Joe let out a small yelp in pain, which made Cherry’s grip softened. “How? You’re gonna send him to the hospital too?” Joe asked, one eyebrow raised.

“Nah, that masochist would love it if I did and call it even.” Cherry said, rolling his eyes as he crossed his arms again. Cherry smiled devilishly. “No, I will do something else.”

Joe shuddered. “Remember me to not make an enemy out of you.”

“Besides, Adam seems to have cooled down since his second race with Langa.” Cherry said with a shrug. “I think we can finally start to talk things out, don’t you think?” Cherry asked with a smile.

Joe chuckled. “I would love to! But hey, what will you do if you lose?”

“Who says I’ll lose!?” Cherry shouted, making Joe laugh nervously as he raised his hands again in defense. 

“I-It’s just a what-if!”

Cherry huffed again before glancing back at the entrance of S. “Isn’t it obvious?” Cherry asked, the serious tone in his voice catching Joe off-guard. “You’ll have to be the one to reach Adam for the both of us.” 

Joe stared wide eyed at Cherry’s back. 

That same night, two friends were hoping to take a step forward to amend the tear that separated them and a special someone they used to consider a best friend. 

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❝You have words with him and your future’s looking dim. But these things your hearts can rise above.❞

                                                  — It’s All In The Game, Tommy Edwards.

S Night

11:41 PM

Reki had arrived first before Langa. Reki looked around, trying to see if he could catch a glimpse of a flashy red suit or wild royal blue hair. “Are you looking for Langa?” 

“Gah!” Reki let out a startled yell before turning around to see Miya. “Shit. You scared me!” Reki exclaimed.

Miya rolled his eyes. “He hasn’t arrived yet.” Miya said, folding his arms against his chest as he glanced away. Seemingly uninterested.

“Uh… right.” Reki said, hesitant. “I figured he would be late since he lives even farther away than me.” Reki said, glancing back around. He noticed Shadow was talking with the flag woman about something before both of them ended up laughing.

Miya furrowed his brow before glancing back at Reki. “Did… something happened with Langa?”

Reki glanced back at Miya like he just spoke nonsense. “No?” Reki said, though it sounded more like a question. “Why? Did he tell you something?” 

God damn it, Langa! Miya thought, biting back the urge to roll his eyes again. “No,” Miya sighed. “Nothing. Just curious.” 

Reki shrugged. “We didn’t do much, though. I managed to… acquire the movie Lords of Dogtown with Japanese subtitles, so we were watching it on my laptop.” Reki said with a chuckle. 

Miya snicker. “Were the subtitles accurate?”

“Eh.” Reki let out as he motioned a ‘more or less’ with his hands. “I did manage to understand more of the English than before! So, I’m getting there.”

Miya nodded. “We’re going to watch the movie from the beginning next time.” Miya stated, a sharp glint in his eyes. 

Reki rolled his eyes, playful. “Of course you would say that.” 

“Oh my god, Adam is here!” Someone yelled. The crowd in S started to murmur and Miya glanced unamused at the direction where Adam was walking towards Cherry. 

Miya let out another sigh. “For a politician, he sure seems to have a lot of free time, huh?” Miya teased with a smirk, glancing up to Reki and expecting to join in on the joke. However, his smirk slowly faltered upon seeing Reki’s face.

Reki’s eyes were glued on Adam, a strange glint on them before a wide smile was making it past his lips. “He’s here!” Reki exclaimed before letting out a sigh of relief, shoulders relaxing. “Oh, thank god he came.” Reki said, not realizing he had put a hand on his chest. 

Miya frowned, alarming bells ringing in his mind. “What do you-”

“Come on! Let’s get closer to hear what they say.” Reki said, grabbing Miya’s wrist as he pulled him closer through the crowd. 

“Ah! Wait! What about Langa!?”

“Don’t worry about him, he’ll be fine!”

“But-”

“He’ll call if he can’t see us.” Reki reassured, excited to see the re-match between Cherry and Adam. 

Langa, you idiot! Miya thought, knitting his eyebrows together as he stared at the back of Reki’s head. Why didn’t you make your move when I told you to!? Miya mentally cried out.

***

“Oh, good. You didn’t chicken out.” Cherry jabbed at Adam, golden eyes narrowed.

Adam let out a breath through his nose. “You never give up, do you?”

“Damn right I don’t!” Cherry exclaimed. 

Adam noticed a flash of red in the corner of his eyes, but ultimately, decided to ignore it. “Then, allow me to show you,” Adam started walking closer to Cherry’s side. Putting a hand on his shoulder with a tight grip. “That with or without what happened at the tournament, you would still have lost.” Adam gritted before he started to make his way to the start line. 

Cherry felt his blood boil, mouth quirked in annoyance under the balaclava. “Oh yeah? You better not regret those words when I wipe the floor with your face!” Cherry shouted, pointing at Adam’s back before also making his way towards the start line. As he glanced around, however, he noticed Reki and Miya. Miya had a sour face on, glaring at Adam while Reki… well, Reki’s eyes were star-eyed. Excited as he shook Miya to the side. Though, if Cherry followed Reki’s line of sight… it didn’t seem like Reki was looking at him. Cherry let out a small sigh, shaking his head. 

Cherry and Adam got themselves in position. The feeling of deja vu is uncomfortably present. That is until Joe stepped out in front of them, the S flag on his hands. However, he wasn’t wearing his usual outfit tonight. Tonight, he was wearing dark baggy pants. Joe had taken off the jersey he came with, instead, he was wearing a black fishnet shrug top that showed off his man boobs and of course his black fingerless gloves. Joe’s groupies were howling, eyes bulged out and Cherry could swear most of them were drooling at the sight.

Not that Cherry didn’t understand them. From the outside he looked unaffected, but inside his mind Cherry was digging claws into his horny’s self shoulder until it was bleeding. Who’s the one who told him to wear that scanty outfit? Is that why his jersey was zipped up all the way!? God damn! Cherry thought and as if on cue, the flag woman whistled, giving Joe a thumbs up. “You’re looking good, sweetie!” She shouted, sounding like a proud aunt as if she wasn’t the same age as them. Joe had no qualms wearing outfits like this, but when he crossed glances with Cherry, Joe’s ears started to grow hot as he tried to laugh it off. 

“So, uh, I’ll be the flag boy for this race!” Joe exclaimed, which only made his groupies squeal louder.

Adam looked unimpressed, though he did give Cherry a side-eye before looking back ahead. “Don’t get distracted now,” Adam started. “We don’t want to end up back in the hospital, do we?” Adam taunted.

Cherry burst out laughing, maybe a little too hard. Cherry cleared his throat, glancing at Adam. “Right back at you.” Cherry poked back.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Adam said, ignoring the fact that —yet again— that annoying flash of red persisted on the corner of his eyes. 

“You know exactly what I mean.” 

Adam rolled his eyes. “You’re still hung up on that?”

“Don’t believe me then,” Cherry shrugged, looking ahead and trying not to stare at Joe too much. “Just know that if you keep running away, it will eventuaĺly catch up with you and you’ll be the only one losing.” Cherry warned Adam.

Adam didn’t say anything. 

Yet, he couldn’t help looking to his side. Looking back into that burning amber gaze. Reki blinked, a little taken back that Adam was looking back at him. Reki glanced away, feeling his cheeks heat up in embarrassment at getting caught staring. Adam turned his head back ahead, ignoring that strange bittersweet feeling. Again. For the billionth time. 

Cherry snorted. “Made you look.” Cherry teased.

“Shut the fuck up.” Adam was quick to answer. 

The sirens of S blasted, signifying the start of the race. One by one, the lights turn red before they all light up in green. As soon as Joe waved the flag, Cherry and Adam impulsed forward. Just like the first time, they were too fast. Though, this time Cherry was slightly ahead. 

***

At long last, Langa arrived in S. He made his way towards the screen, watching Cherry and Adam already racing. “Shit. I’m late!” Langa exclaimed. Langa started to look around for his friends before trotting towards the starting line, where he found Miya leaned up against a pillar as he watched the race through the stream on his phone. “Miya!” Langa called out, catching his attention before stopping by his side. “Where’s-ow!” Langa cried out when Miya punched his arm. Rubbing on the area to ease the pain. “What was that for!?” 

“I gave you a chance and you wasted it!” Miya shouted, pointing at Langa with a frown. 

Langa tensed up, nervously glancing away. “I-I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Langa stammered.

“Dude!” Miya exclaimed before sighing. “Why didn’t you use the chance I gave you?” Miya asked, crossing his arms and looking up at Langa, unamused.

Langa pouted as he downcasted his gaze to his feet. “His, uh, his mom came at that moment.” 

“And?”

“I-I didn’t want things to get awkward! What if Reki isn’t out to his parents yet!?” Langa explained, looking back at Miya. 

“Okay, fair enough.”

“See!?”

“But you had plenty of time before even getting to Reki’s house! Or after, since I know Reki walks everyone out to see them off.” Miya said. However, in trying to prove a point, his last words burst out one of Langa’s fantasies about being the only one Reki did that with. 

Langa narrowed his eyes, lips tight on a line. “Whatever. Where’s Reki?” Langa asked, his voice dry.

Miya glanced up at Langa, noticing the sudden bad mood and feeling a bit bad. I was a bit harsh there. I should tone it down. Miya thought. “He went up ahead on the tracks, but I don’t know exactly where he is.” Miya said, his voice low. 

“Okay. Thanks.” Langa said, but before he could make his way further down the track, Miya grabbed his arm. 

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be harsh on you.” Miya said, eyebrows knitted.

Langa raised his eyebrows before offering Miya a smile. “It’s fine,” Langa glanced to the side with a strained smile. “Besides, it’s true that I ran away again.” Langa said, before looking back at Miya. “But, I promise you that tonight I will tell Reki how I feel!”

Miya slowly let go of Langa’s arm. “Are you sure?” Miya asked, raising one eyebrow.

Langa nodded with a smile, his eyes glinting with mirth. “Trust me! I won’t run away this time.” Langa exclaimed, a determination burning in his eyes. 

Miya looked at each of Langa’s eyes before sighing. “Good luck, then!” Miya exclaimed with a knowing smile. Although Miya waved as Langa went down the track, his smile slowly faltered. His hand falling on his side. Miya furrowed his brow, recalling when he saw Reki’s face lighting up when Adam arrived. That was… strange. Miya wanted to trust in Langa. He really wanted to. But there was a bad feeling settling on his gut, one that made Miya recall a time he noticed Reki and Adam acting a little close. 

Miya stared down the track. Langa was no longer in sight. “I hope I’m wrong.” Miya mumbled.

***

The race was becoming a close one between Cherry and Adam. In a way, Reki was reminded of Adam’s race with Snow in the old dangerous track by how fast Cherry and Adam were going. Leaving behind gusts of winds. Reki was in the warehouse, anxious as he stared at the entrance door above. Langa reached the warehouse in time as Cherry and Adam dived in, all the while Langa looked around for any sight of Reki.

Cherry was calculating as ever. Already taking the path he had simulated with Carla’s help before the race. Following every step to completion. Adam, however, seemed relaxed. Humming a melody as he seemed to ‘slow down’. Reki raised an eyebrow at Adam’s actions. What is he planning on doing? Reki thought. Before they reached the hand rails, Adam smirked. Reki widened his eyes. At a simple glance, it may have looked like Adam did a simple kickflip to cut more of the path and position himself ahead of Cherry.

Reki, however, knew what Adam did. After all, that had been one of the tricks Reki had been getting a lot of bruises over trying to get right and so far, he hasn’t been able to. There was a familiar goosebump going all over Reki’s body, his lips twitching upwards into a wide smile as his cheeks started to feel warm. “I knew it.” Reki mumbled, his heart beating fast as Adam and Cherry were neck to neck as they reached the finish line. “He really is the best, huh?” Reki chuckled, eyes narrowed on Adam’s back as he crossed the line. 

The repetition showed that Adam had won by a few centimeters ahead. The chant was divided almost evenly between Cherry and Adam’s fans. Cherry clicked his tongue, pulling down on his balaclava as he frowned. “Fuck.” Cherry cussed on the low as Joe approached his side. Jersey back on.

“Hey,” Joe softly called out, putting a hand on Cherry’s shoulder. “You did great out there.” Joe tried to reassure him. Cherry’s face softened a bit, though the frustration of having lost still lingered. Cherry turned to look at Adam. 

“I told you so.” Adam shrugged.

Cherry glared at Adam. “This isn’t over. Adam.” Cherry said through gritted teeth.

Langa made his way to the front, his eyes landing on Reki who was all the way across the warehouse. Langa smiled wide. “Reki!” Langa shouted, catching his attention as he raised a hand.

“Langa!” Reki shouted back, laughing as he waved back. 

Adam turned back around, his ears perking up when Reki shouted Langa’s name. Adam looked at Langa, before looking back at Cherry. Who was still looking at him in bitter defeat. Deep inside his mind, a slightly young voice told him… no, begged him not to do it. Crying out that this was more than enough, burning the bridge was not worth it. But another voice inside his head, a more cold and threatening one screamed louder: Do it! Do it! It’s not like Cherry would have forgiven you after hitting him hard on the head with your skateboard! The voice taunted. Besides, you’ve been replaced! They no longer consider you a friend. You are not needed. You are not wanted. The voice sneered. 

Adam glanced back at Langa. “I knew it,” Adam started and before Langa could run towards Reki, a light was casted on him. Langa blinked twice, looking up in confusion. “Only you are worthy of me, Snow!” Adam exclaimed, raising a hand towards Langa. 

Langa looked at Adam with surprise in his eyes. What the? Is he still obsessed with me!? I thought he had given up on finding an Eve! Langa thought. However, Langa wasn’t the only one as many people in the warehouse started to murmur. Amongst the murmuring, there were a few phrases that caught the attention: “I thought he had given up on the Eve thing?”, “What!? But I thought he and Red…” and “Does that mean… he will only skate with Snow now?”. 

Cherry and Joe looked at each other, confused. And yet, a sense of dread started to settle on their guts before they looked back at Adam. Eyes narrowed in suspicion.

“Cherry, you said defeating me wasn’t about the ownership of S anymore… right?” Adam asked with a smirk. However, when Adam looked at his former friends, both of them tensed up. Adam’s eyes looked cold, dead almost and for a second, Cherry was reminded of the time they were teens and Adam started to do his Eve hunting. When they confronted him, Adam’s eyes looked the same as they do now.

No… no! Cherry thought. A lot of alarming bells were ringing all over his body. Cherry widened his eyes in horror. 

Joe was also looking at Adam in terror. He wouldn’t… no, right? He wouldn’t do what I think he’s going to do? Right? Right!? Joe thought. 

The realization slowly kicked in as Adam walked closer to Langa. “I’ve been thinking recently that running this place all by myself was starting to get lonely.” Adam said before stopping in front of Langa. Adam got on one knee, which took Langa by surprise and quickly darted his eyes up to Reki. Reki was as shocked as Langa. “Which is why I am here to make a proposal!” Adam exclaimed, grabbing Langa’s hand tightly. Langa flinched as he tried to pull away but couldn’t. “Snow, would you do me the honor of becoming co-owner of S with me?” 

Many people gasped, the murmuring getting louder. 

“I, uh-” 

Before Langa could even say anything, Cherry had stomped to where they were. Grabbing Adam by the shoulder tight and forcing him to look at Cherry. If looks could kill, Adam would be six feet under by how hard Cherry was glaring at him. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Cherry asked, his tone a bit shaky as he tried to keep himself collected despite the blood boiling under his skin. 

Adam looked up at him, disgruntled. “What?” Adam asked, standing up but not letting go of Langa who struggled one more time against Adam’s hold before giving up with a sigh. “You said you didn’t want back the ownership.”

“I never said that.”

Adam laughed. “You did! You said-”

“I said it wasn’t about the ownership of S.” Cherry said, his body starting to shake in ire.

Adam raised an eyebrow at him. “Isn’t that the same thing?” 

Cherry clenched his fists. “This joke isn’t funny.”

“Who says it’s a joke?” 

“Adam!” Cherry shouted, grabbing the collar of Adam’s shirt. “You can’t be serious. How are you going to give co-ownership to a child who doesn’t even have the fucking time to take care of what we built. Mind I remind you that it was us who created this place? You, Joe and me.”

The knot in Adam’s chest tightened. The weaker younger voice in his head cried. Nevertheless, Adam let out a dry laugh. Glaring back at Cherry. “Oh? So the ownership did matter to you!” Adam mocked. 

Cherry’s grip on Adam tightened. “Shut the fuck up! This isn’t about who the fuck owns this abandoned piece of land!” Cherry shouted. 

“Then, what is it about, huh!?”

“About us! About the promises the three of us made when we were teens! About showing my friend that we can skate together like before!” Cherry yelled, the memory of the three of them laughing together replaying in his head. 

Adam laughed again when Cherry mentioned the word friend. “Friend? What friend are you referring to?” Adam asked, jaw clenched. “You and Joe seem fine to me!” Adam shouted. Don’t say it! Don’t say it! The weaker voice whimpered. “In fact, why bother racing with me? You have each other to do that with and you even formed a small, nice and tight group!” Stop! Stop! “Be honest, Cherry, we’re not the friends we used to be. You don’t need me. We don’t even like each other anymore! It’s been years-”

Cherry’s grip on Adam loosened a bit. “You don’t mean that.” Cherry interrupted, his golden eyes tearing up. His glare weakening. Please… say it! Say that- “You don’t mean that.” Cherry gritted, shaking his head.

Adam finally let go of Langa, who was quick to rub his wrist and gave him a side-eye before sneaking away. Adam didn’t seem to care, though as he stared back at his former best friend. “I do.” Adam managed to say. 

Cherry widened his eyes before narrowing them with a bitter laugh. A few tears rolled down his eyes. “So, that’s your answer.” Cherry said, low. Cherry let go of Adam, shoving past him. 

“Cherry!” Joe shouted, trying to catch up with him when Adam spoke.

“So, Joe, what will you do?” Adam asked, making Joe stop on his tracks. “Are you still going to challenge me?”

Joe clenched his fists and jaw, downcasting his gaze. He was hurt. Cut too deeply by someone he thought was their friend. “Isn’t it obvious?” Kaoru’s words came back to Kojiro’s mind. Kojiro knitted his eyebrows together, eyes wide. “You’ll have to be the one to reach Adam for the both of us.” Kojiro unclenched his fists before glaring back at Adam over his shoulder. “I will, actually.” Joe said, turning his body to face Adam. “But, I’m no longer challenging you as a friend.” Joe said before pointing at Adam. “I’m going to beat your ass and avenge Cherry!” Joe exclaimed before rushing to follow Cherry. 

Langa was already by Reki’s side, gently holding his arm. “Damn. Talk about burning bridges.” Langa muttered as they stared at the scene before them. 

Adam turned to look at Langa, making the taller young man flinch. “What say you, Snow? Do you accept my proposal?”

Langa glanced at Reki, who was looking at Adam with narrowed eyes. Langa smiled, a tender gaze on his aqua eyes and cheeks dusting pink. Langa glanced back at Adam, his warmth expression turning cold. “I refuse.” Langa said, his tone serious. “Besides, I’m going to be in college next month! I’ll probably get busy.” Langa shrugged, nonchalant. “So, no thanks!”

Adam grimaced. “I see.” Adam downcasted his gaze. “That’s a shame, then.”

“Reki! Langa!” Miya shouted, catching Langa’s attention as Miya ran up to them alongside Shadow. 

“Ah, hey!” Langa exclaimed, letting go of Reki as he raised a hand towards their friends. Unaware that Reki was still staring at Adam. Adam, however, seemed to have noticed Reki’s stare. Has felt it all throughout the race. Adam sighed with closed eyes before looking back at Reki with a tired look. Expecting to see a scorn, Ainosuke was surprised to see a strange look on Reki’s eyes. It had softness to it, almost understanding. Was it sympathy or pity? Though, Ainosuke considered them synonymous anyway.

“That was quite the roller coaster, huh?” Shadow said, watching as some people were still murmuring, a few of Joe and Cherry’s fans cried as they felt intense sympathy for them. 

Miya let out a sigh. “Just when it seemed like Adam was forgetting the Eve thing, he pulls this shit, huh?”

Langa shrugged. “I mean, it’s not like he said I was Eve. He just asked me if I wanted to be a co-owner.” 

“Well… yeah, but we all know what he meant! Right, Reki?” Miya asked. However, when the three of them turned to look to the side, Reki was no longer there. 

Langa widened his eyes. “Huh!? Where’s Reki!?”

“Damn, he was by your side, right? Or am I tripping?” 

“Reki!? Reki!” Langa started shouting, looking around. 

Miya, however, furrowed his brow. Adam isn’t here anymore either. He thought.

***

Reki’s legs moved forward the moment Adam broke their eye contact and he started to walk behind the warehouse. They had moved on their own, Reki swore as he followed the defeated Matador into a trail in the forest. After walking quite a distance away from the warehouse, Adam stopped. Which then made Reki stop as well.

Adam let out a breath through his nose before turning to look back at Reki. “Do you need something?” He asked with a scowl.

Reki blinked, breaking out of whatever trance he was in as his face heated up in embarrassment and raised his hands in defense. Body jolting in nervousness. “Eh? Ah! Uh, n-not really! I was just… taking a walk!” Reki exclaimed with a nervous laugh, putting a hand on his nape as he glanced away with narrowed eyes. Yeah, right. Like he could believe that! Reki thought. 

Silence.

“Enjoy your walk then.” Adam spat, turning around to continue on his way. 

“Ah, w-wait! Wait! I actually have something to say!” Reki exclaimed, skipping twice before grabbing Adam by the arm and feeling his toned muscles. Reki widened his eyes, heat rushing to his cheeks. “Oh, wow! You’re quite toned, huh? Do you hit the gym often?” 

Adam snorted before forcefully pulling his arm away from Reki. “Is that all you wanted to say?” Adam asked, facing back to Reki with arms crossed. 

“N-No! No… I just…” Reki’s words trailed off for a second, brow furrowed as he recalled the fight between the three owners of S. “I understand that you may have your own reasons, but trust me when I say that pushing your friends away isn’t going to solve the problem.” Reki said, looking up at Adam with a serious expression. 

Adam stared back at Reki. “Yeah?” Adam took a step forward, raising his chin to look down at Reki. “And who are you to tell me that? You don’t know me-”

Reki offered his hand to Adam. “Reki Kyan. Someone who also fought and said horrible shit to his best friend.” Reki said, amber eyes burning with determination. For what? Ainosuke didn’t want to know. 

They stared at each other in silence before Ainosuke let out a huff. “If that’s all, then I’m leaving.” Adam said, taking a step back and ready to turn away when Reki put himself back in his sight.

“Wait, damn it!” Reki exclaimed, brow slightly furrowed. “I also have something I want to ask you!” 

Adam eyed Reki, putting a hand on his hip as he shifted on his stance. “What?” He asked, annoyed.

Reki’s face lit up, smiling upon seeing that Adam was still willing to hear him out. Ainosuke narrowed his eyes on him. “Okay,” Reki started, shifting on his feet. Reki’s heart was beating fast. A million scenarios running through his head. This is your only chance! Reki reminded himself. Reki took a deep breath before dropping the bomb. “Give me advice on my skating, please!” He shouted, bowing. 

“No.” Adam answered quickly. He didn’t even bother with an explanation, not even a ‘You’re beneath me’ insult. 

Reki glared up at Adam, though his pout was evident. “Why not!?” 

Adam raised an eyebrow at him. “Why should I give you advice?” He asked, almost offended as he motioned. “What will you give me in return for it anyway? No offense but you’re clearly not financially able to pay me for it.” Ainosuke said, crossing his arms again.

Reki frowned. “Why should I pay you for giving me some advice!? The fuck!?”

Adam put a hand on his chest, taking full offense. “You wanted my advice for free!? Get out of my sight, brat! You’re just ruining my mood even further.” Adam turned his back on Reki, walking away. Which made Reki start to panic. 

“H-How much would it cost anyway!?” Reki persisted, following Adam close behind. “I can probably pay for it! If I… sell some stuff.” Reki mumbled the last thing. 

Adam let out a dry laugh. “Ha! With your money the only thing you will be paying will be the wasted time you just gave me.” He said. Adam glared at Reki over his shoulder. “Now leave me alone.” He snarled. 

Reki stopped walking, gnawing nervously on his bottom lip. Adam was getting further and further away. Correction, his only hope of improving was getting away. Reki needed to say something, anything to keep Adam from leaving. “I-I’ll sell my body to you!” he shouted, though he immediately regretted his words. However, Adam did stop in his tracks and glanced over his shoulder. Now that he got his attention, Reki was about to say it was a joke but Adam spoke first.

“How much?” He asked. 

Reki widened his eyes and his face started to pale. Adam snickered, for he had intended to mess with the redhead. Taking out a bit of his frustrations on Reki as well as payback for Reki being persistently annoying tonight. Ainosuke was about to tell Reki that he was joking. That even if Reki sold himself with the highest price, Ainosuke would never buy such an ugly thing. What does Snow see in him anyway? Ainosuke thought, narrowing his eyes when he remembered the enamoured face Langa would always do every time he looked at Reki.

But Reki answered him anyway. “N-Name a price!” Reki exclaimed. The younger man was shaking, but the fire in his eyes never died out. 

Ainosuke hummed. “Are you hearing yourself, Little Red?” Ainosuke asked, his voice dropping low as he walked back to Reki. 

Reki felt a shiver down his spine at the nickname, taking a few steps back until he hit a tree. Ainosuke had gotten close, trapping him against the tree as he slapped a hand on the tree, right next to Reki’s face. The action made Reki let out a yelp. Reki went from a panicked stare at Adam’s forearm to narrowed eyes at his face. 

Reki cleared his throat, trying to act all cool and collected. “S-So?” 

Ainosuke chuckled darkly, the sound echoing nicely in Reki’s ears. “You’ll really sell yourself for a stranger’s opinion?” Ainosuke asked, smirking.

Reki frowned. “But, you’re not a stranger.” 

Ainosuke looked at Reki surprised. “Care to explain?” Ainosuke asked, one eyebrow raised.

Reki downcasted his gaze as the growing heat on his ears spread to his cheeks. “You’re… you.” Reki said, his voice soft. 

“Me.” Ainosuke repeated. “And who exactly am I, Red?” Ainosuke rested his forearm against the tree, leaning closer to Reki’s face. Reki bit down a noise, tensing up a bit further at the sudden proximity. 

Fuck, what do I say!? Reki panicked. If he answered wrongly, Adam would walk away again. “Who else would you be?” Reki answered with another question. Reki gulped before looking up straight into Ainosuke’s eyes. “You.” Reki breathed out. 

Again, Ainosuke was stunned. Reki did not call him by his nickname here in S, he didn’t even say his identity as the politician. 

You. Only you. 

They were both staring right into each other’s eyes, wide and round amber eyes connecting with sharp and narrowed crimson eyes. 

“How old are you, again?” Ainosuke asked. 

“I-I’ll be nineteen this year… sir.” Reki stammered. Reki let out a small gasp, whole face heating up and eyes wide in fear. Oh god! Is he going to say something about it!? Reki thought. Internally, Reki was screaming. Rolling around in second hand embarrassment at the slip up. 

Ainosuke ignored the way his body seemed to react at Reki’s slip up. “Are you sure you want to sell yourself to me?” Ainosuke teased with a smirk. He knew he was pushing the joke too far, but Ainosuke wanted to see how much further Reki could go for his skateboarding. 

Reki nodded, his expression remained determined. H-He’ll probably just treat me like a servant or something, right? Reki thought. “I’m sure.” Reki said, clenching his fists on his side. 

Ainosuke hummed again. “Even if I tell you to do things you don’t want?” Ainosuke raised an eyebrow at him, his smirk widening. 

Reki gulped again. “L-Like what?” Reki asked, a hint of fear in his voice.

Ainosuke chuckled in amusement before leaning into Reki’s ear, lips brushing against his shell with full intention. “Like a kiss.” He purred. 

Reki shivered at Adam’s breath on his ear, biting down on a whimper. Reki was hesitant. Of course he would be! Reki’s words were initially a joke, but the time to say that they were has long passed in the minutes they have spent talking. Do I really have to do it? Is it even worth this much? Reki thought, his fingers fidgeting with the hem of his shirt. Seriously, why is it so hot here!? Reki weakly cried out in his mind. 

As soon as Reki said yes, Ainosuke was going to laugh in his face and say that he was joking. What a sight it would be to see a very serious Reki humiliated, would he shake in rage? Whole face red? Tears threatening to fall from his face? Oh, Adam couldn’t wait to see! Serves him right for stealing Langa from me. Ainosuke thought with a snicker.

What Ainosuke didn’t expect, however, was for smaller calloused hands to grab his face and a pair of lips to peck against his. For the third time, Ainosuke was left speechless by Reki’s unpredictable actions. The kiss lasted less than a second and Reki was quick to pull away, putting the back of his hand on his mouth as he slightly furrowed his brow. Reki’s face flushed a pretty red. “T-There. I-I can do it.” He stuttered.

This fool. 

This foolish little red riding hood. 

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes on Reki. “Didn’t your mother warn you about big bad wolves?” 

Reki blinked, his face cooling down a bit. “What?” 

Ainosuke put a hand on the back of Reki’s neck, preventing him from escaping for what’s about to come. “Now, now, Red, that was hardly a kiss.” 

“Hah!?” Reki exclaimed, offended as he glared at Adam. “What do you mean by that!? That’s what a kiss is! Don’t joke with me!” Reki shouted at Adam, lowering his hand. 

Ainosuke smirked. Oh, how he was going to savor this moment. “This is a real kiss.” 

“Wha-mngh!” Reki’s whole body was pushed further into the tree as Adam caged him with his own body. Reki had closed his eyes and maybe it wasn’t a good idea because he felt everything. Reki could feel Adam’s tongue stroking his, exploring his mouth like the conqueror he presented himself to be. Reki’s hand unconsciously held tight onto Ainosuke’s shoulders as he tried to match Ainosuke’s pace. Not wanting to lose the little resistance he had left. Not that it mattered when Ainosuke’s knee settled between his legs and grinded up. “Nngh!” Reki moaned into Ainosuke’s mouth. 

Reki was becoming more lightheaded, clumsy as he tried to keep up with all the sucking, nipping and stroking. Reki hadn’t realized he had moved his arms to wrap around Ainosuke, pulling him closer still. Ainosuke’s free hand started to wander down Reki’s body, his fingers playfully hooking on Reki’s pants and pulling on it. The action sent thrills down his spine. Reki tried to pull away. “W-Wai-” only for his lips to be captured once again with a growl. 

Reki’s head was becoming mush. All that he could think about was Adam. Adam. Adam! Reki moaned again, moving his hips to straddle Ainosuke’s leg to try and get some friction and oh, if only Ainosuke would stop fucking teasing and put his hand down Reki’s pants already!

Ainosuke groaned, his hand firmly grabbing Reki’s bare hip to keep the redhead in place. Devouring his whines. Only when their lungs were burning did Ainosuke break the kiss, a small trail of saliva connecting them. They were both breathing heavily and Ainosuke’s own rationality was close to slipping away at the mere sight of Reki’s face. It was flushed all the way in red, amber eyes half-lidded with arousal, body shaking with a half-erection and a delicious whimper escaping from those shiny lips. 

Fuck. This was getting dangerous. 

Reki leaned in for another kiss, but Adam put a firm hand on his shoulder and shook his head. “Let’s stop this here.” Ainosuke rasped. 

Those words served as a bucket of cold water for Reki. Reki had fucked up, it wasn’t supposed to end up like this. All he wanted was some advice and he ended up making out instead. “Oh.” Reki laughed nervously as he let go of Adam and leaned against the tree for support again. Feeling even colder when Ainosuke stepped away. Reki awkwardly cleared his throat. “T-Then-” 

“We can talk about this tomorrow.” Ainosuke interrupted, wiping the saliva from the corner of his lips. Though, the heated look he gave Reki still made the redhead blush and rub his legs together a little. “I’ll text you the location.” Ainosuke said, clearing his throat a bit before walking away. Pulling out his phone to call Tadashi. Reki watched Adam’s back disappear on the trail as he caught his breath. Reki wiped his mouth with his arm in shame. 

“That was my first kiss, jerk.” Reki grumbled, glaring at the path where Ainosuke disappeared to with red cheeks. After waiting for his, ahem, rising problem to go down. Reki leaned away from the tree, his legs still shaking a bit. Nonetheless, Reki forced his feet to move back to S, back to the world he knew. 

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❝ And I believe that half the time, I am a wolf among the sheep gnawing at the wool over my eyes .❞

                                                  — Hurricane, Panic! At the Disco.

Reki walked out of the warehouse and back to the track when Shadow saw him. “Reki!” Shadow called out to his friend, jogging up to him. “Where were you? Langa’s been looking for you.” Shadow said. However, Reki didn’t seem to have listened to him. It was like Reki was in a daze, his feet moving on auto-pilot. Shadow put a hand on Reki’s shoulder, turning him around. Shadow frowned. “Damn, what happened to your lips?”

Reki blinked with a small gasp, finally coming back to earth and looked back at Shadow. “Ah! Sorry, I was distracted… um, did you say something?” 

“What happened to your lips? They’re all swollen!” Shadow exclaimed, pointing. Shadow raised an eyebrow at Reki when the latter hiccuped and pulled up his purple hoodie, hiding his flushed red face. 

“N-Nothing! Nothing!” Reki exclaimed in defense.

Shadow hummed, his suspicious stare stabbing Reki’s guilty consciousness. “Well, anyway, aside from that… Langa was looking for you.” 

“Eh? Ah! I-Is that so?” Reki laughed nervously. I can’t let anyone else see me like this! Reki thought. “Can you, uh, give me my skateboard? I need to get home before my father sees that I’m gone.” 

“Sure, man.” Shadow said, putting his own skateboard down before pulling the backpack he was carrying down. Reki’s skateboard was already peeking out of it. Shadow zipped the backpack a little more open before pulling Reki’s skateboard and giving it back to Reki. 

Reki was quick to snatch it back to Shadow’s surprise. “T-Thanks! Tell Langa I’m sorry I worried him!” Reki spoke fast as he set his skateboard down and hoped on. “So, um, see ya!” Reki exclaimed with a strained smile and a hand raise before he started to skate away. 

Shadow had one eyebrow raised as he watched Reki go. “What’s up with him?” 

“Shadow!” Langa exclaimed, making Shadow turn to look at Miya and Langa approaching him. “Did you manage to find Reki?” Langa asked, his voice a little dejected.

“Yeah, man, he was just here-”

“What!?” Langa shouted, eyes wide.

“He says he’s sorry for worrying you before saying he had to leave.” Shadow said.

“I need to catch up with him!” Langa yelled before setting his board down and started to skate as fast as he could. Miya stayed behind with Shadow, shaking his head with a sigh.

“I fucking told you!” Miya grumbled. 

And so, the night ended with only one person accomplishing what they set out to do.

***

When Reki got back home, he noticed his father’s car parked. Shit. Reki thought. Reki grabbed his skateboard, tiptoeing to the door before remembering his grandmother said the key would be under the carpet. The key was for the backdoor, since the main door could only be unlocked from the inside. Reki carefully opened the door, making sure it didn’t creak and closing it again. Reki hung the key on the wall, next to his father’s car keys. Reki took off his shoes and grabbed them with his free hand before sneaking up the stairs. Sliding the door of his room with his feet.

Once Reki was inside his room, he let out a sigh of relief.

“You sneaked out again, didn’t you? Reki Kyan.”

If it wasn’t an almost daily occurrence by now, Reki’s high-pitch scream would have woken up the whole neighborhood and had them all rush to the Kyan household in concern. Koyomi groaned, putting another pillow on her head. “Shut up!” She shouted from her room. The twins woke up, sitting up at the same time. They looked at each other, still half-asleep before falling back down on their beds. Grandma Kyan was a heavy sleeper, so she was pleasantly snoring.

“Jesus, Dad! Do you want to kill me!?” Reki exclaimed, turning around to see his father standing on Reki’s doorway. 

“Careful with how you speak to me, young man.” His father sternly said, pointing at him and looking past his glasses. 

Reki rolled his eyes. 

“No white eyes either.”

Reki took a deep breath. He was too tired for this. “Dad, I’m tired. I just want to sleep. Let's talk about this in the morning.” Reki said, dropping his shoes on the new carpet he got and leaning his skateboard against his desk.

“It’s always the same with you, Reki,” His father started, ignoring what Reki said. “I understand you love skating, but doing so at ungodly hours of the night is dangerous! What if something happened to you!?”

“We barely have any crime here in this small town!” Reki said with a frown. 

“Just because we have a low crime rate doesn’t mean we're completely safe!”

“Dad, please! I want to sleep!”

“Where do you even go skating anyway? The parks are closed by this time!” Reki’s father pushed his glasses up, brow furrowed. “You’re not in some gang group, are you?”

“Dad!”

Masae came into view, yawning and putting a hand on her husband’s arm. “There, there, my love. You can nag your son all you want tomorrow, it’s late and we all want to sleep.”

“But, honey!” 

“No buts!” Masae’s hazel brown eyes gave Reki’s father a stern glare. “To bed, now! Both of you!” Masae exclaimed. After changing and putting his headband away, Reki plopped down on his bed at long last. In the darkness of his room, Reki stared at his ceiling. Not an ounce of sleep yet.  Reki tossed around, trying to close his eyes and do what his mother said. But whenever he did, his mind repeated what transpired between him and Adam over and over again. Reki’s fingertips brushed slightly against his lips, eyes narrowed as his cheeks heated up again. Reki could still remember the sensation of Adam’s lips on his own, each lick of his tongue and the touch of his hands. 

Reki let out a shaky sigh. His body started to burn with growing arousal the more he thought about it. Reki widened his eyes with a small gasp before slapping his cheeks. “Gah! Stop thinking about him!” Reki whispered-yelled. Reki huffed, facing the wall and stared at it before closing his eyes. For a moment, Reki thought he would actually be able to sleep until his face grimaced. Wait a minute… When did I give Adam my phone number? Reki thought. Reki opened his eyes, sighing in defeat. 

***

One sermon later and being forced to do chores if he wanted to see his friends, Reki was let go around noon. When Reki arrived at the skatepark, Langa was sitting at one of the benches. A dejected aura around him as he rested his chin on his hands and had his eyes downcasted. Reki raised an eyebrow before approaching his friend. “Yo!” Reki exclaimed, smiling as he raised his hand.

Langa let out a startled yell, body jolting back up as he blinked wide-eyed at Reki. 

Reki laughed. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare ya!” Reki exclaimed, taking a seat next to Langa. “Everything okay? You seem a little down.”

Langa offered Reki a weak smile. “Y-Yeah!” Langa exclaimed, laughing nervously. “Just… feeling a little under the weather.” Langa said, glancing away with knitted eyebrows. 

Reki hummed before smiling softly at Langa. “Let’s skate together! I don’t know if it’ll help, but it can clear your head for a bit.” 

Langa looked at Reki surprised before smiling back, eyes narrowing. And just like that, he makes me feel better again. Langa thought. Langa nodded. “Okay!” Langa exclaimed, picking up his skateboard as he stood up. Reki laughed and the sound made Langa’s chest stirr, a heat settling on his ears as he chuckled too. 

Skating with Reki was always fun. It always made his heart feel full. But if Langa had to describe it, he would say that Adam was onto something with his dancing. Langa felt like he was pulled into a beautiful dance by Reki, always picturing a waltz in a pretty castle or like two protagonists in a romcom movie. Langa’s laugh always came out more natural whenever he was Reki, his smiles more wide and his eyes always shining with mirth. 

Since this shift started for him, Langa couldn’t help but feel a bit greedy. This was it. Reki was the one Langa had been waiting for all his life. Langa just needed to take that jump, make the dream become reality. And yet, everytime Langa was about to take a leap, he would stop right at the edge. 

Reki fell down again, trying to make a trick he’s been trying to make for a few months now. Reki groaned and before Langa could skate back to Reki to offer his help, another skater beat him to it. Offering Reki a hand. “Hey man, you alright?” The older man said with a grin as he offered Reki a hand.

Reki nodded, laughing before smiling back at the guy. “Yeah,” Reki took the helping hand as he was pulled by the stranger. Reki dusted himself up. “Thanks, dude.”

“Hey, you’re one of the designers for Dope Sketch, right?” the stranger asked, pointing to Reki.

“Um, kind of?” Reki said, though it sounded more like a question. “I only do it part-time though. But, I also do online commissions if you’re interested!” Reki exclaimed, motioning with his hand. 

“Really!? Sick, dude! I loved your designs when I bought my last skateboard two months ago.”

Reki’s smile widened. “Oh, thank you! I really love making them.” Reki laughed again. 

It was small moments like those that made Langa hesitate on the jump. Maybe it was immature of him, but he couldn’t help but feel hurt. Of course, Reki wasn’t his. But Langa couldn’t help the jealousy bubbling whenever Reki smiled at others. 

Langa grimaced, opting to continue skating. Reki would catch up with him. 

He always did.

***

Reki was standing by a vending machine. Buying a bottle of water for himself when he felt his phone vibrate on his jeans. Reki’s phone felt a little heavy and slowly took it out to see that an unknown number had sent him a message. Reki bit his lower lip, glancing around before unlocking his phone to read it.

Unknown Number

I need you to come to this address in an hour.

[Location Sent]

Can you make it or should I have Tadashi pick you up?

Reki clicked on the location. It was too far from where he was. Reki furrowed his brow. This neighborhood… Reki narrowed his eyes in suspicion before going back to the unknown number.

What’s in that place?

Seen

Unknown Number

You’ll see.

Can you make it or not?

Reki glanced around again. 

I’m at a public skatepark…

Seen

Unknown Number

And?

I’ll have Tadashi pick you up if it’s too far.

Reki groaned, rolling his eyes.

I’m at a public skatepark with Langa!

Seen

Can’t I take a cab there?

Seen

Unknown Number

Do you have money for a cab?

Reki let out an offended gasp.

ARE YOU MAKING FUN OF ME!?

Seen

Unknown Number

Do you?

Reki glared at the message, right eyebrow twitching with red painting his cheeks.

…I haven’t been paid my last commission yet.

Seen

Unknown Number

Which means?

“Oh, you mother…” Reki grumbled. Hating the fact that he can picture Ainosuke smirking at him, crimson eyes narrowed in amusement as he rested his chin against his palm. 

…

Seen

No. I don’t have money on me rn.

Seen

Are you happy?

Seen

Are you satisfied now?

Seen

Unknown Number

Send me your location and I’ll have Tadashi pick you up.

🖕

Seen

Unknown Number

You’re offering?

Reki let out a choked gasp, feeling his face further flush as he raised a fist. “You… you … you fucking…. Argh!” Reki screamed, frustrated as he looked up at the sky before typing.

You wish, old man.

Seen

[Location Sent]

Seen

Reki put his phone away, bending down to grab the bottle of water before making his way back to where Langa was sitting. Reki sat down next to him, opening his bottle of water and drinking almost half of it before letting out a satisfied sigh. “What’s on your mind?” Reki asked, glancing towards Langa as he closed the bottle.

Langa had grown quiet, his aqua eyes looking down at the ground with a distant gaze. Lips on a thin line. Langa slowly blinked before glancing at Reki. “Reki, we’ll always be friends… right?”

Reki looked at Langa surprised. Reki smiled, eyebrows raised. “What kind of question is that?” Reki teased before putting his bottle away. “Of course we’ll always be friends!” Reki exclaimed, playfully bumping their shoulders together. “Nothing will ever change that.” Reki said.

There was a slight blush on Langa’s cheeks as he glanced down, intertwining his fingers in a nervous tick. “Even if… I do something that will change your perspective on me?”

Reki blinked, tilting his head to the side. A curious look on his eyes. “What do you mean by that?”

Langa fiddled with his thumbs. Brow furrowed. He had to say it. Langa promised Miya he wouldn’t be running away anymore. Whatever happens after, they both will figure it out… right? 

Reki started to get concerned the longer the silence went on. Langa seemed to be really troubled by something. If Langa wasn’t ready to talk it out, Reki wanted to at least comfort him and offer his shoulder if needed. Reki raised a hand, ready to pat Langa’s back when Langa glanced up at him. Langa’s cheeks were burning red, his aqua blue eyes glinting with emotion. “Reki, I…” Langa started, the wind picking up a bit. “I need to tell you something.”

Reki blinked, putting his hands on his lap. “Sure,” Reki nodded, giving his full attention to his friend. “I’m all ears.” Reki said, giving Langa a small reassuring smile. 

Langa smiled back, if anything a bit more softer. “The truth is… I…” Langa clasped his hands together. Tight. “I’m actually…” 

Reki’s phone started ringing, startling both of them. “S-Sorry! I forgot to put on vibrate.” Reki said, laughing sheepishly as he took out his phone.

Langa raised his hands, face going red as he laughed. Albeit, a bit forced. “N-No! No! I… i-if it’s important, you can pick up! I can, uh, wait!” Langa stammered. 

Although the call was coming from an unknown number, Reki recognized the numbers. Adam. Reki’s cheeks started to turn red as he let out a nervous laugh and scratched the back of his neck. “Y-Yeah! I-It’s my mom! I’ll, ah, see what she needs!” Reki stammered as he was quick to scramble up. “H-Hello!?” Reki was quick to answer, walking as far from Langa as he could. 

«Tadashi’s already waiting for you.» Adam’s voice sounded a lot more different over the phone. It didn’t sound bad per se, but it was something that Reki noticed. 

Reki glanced around, trying to see any cars. “I don’t see anything.” 

«I told him to park away from the entrance, but he should be close by.»

Reki furrowed his brow, glancing towards his phone. “Why?”

«…I figured you wouldn’t want to attract attention.» Adam said after a pause. «After all, you wouldn’t want Langa to know you’re meeting me. Right?» Adam’s velvety and smooth voice tickled Reki’s right ear. The heat settled on his ears as he bit his lip, glancing from one side to the other with eyebrows raised.

“F-Fine… I understand.” Reki grumbled. 

«Good boy~» Adam purred and Reki shuddered, though it wasn’t unpleasant. Reki didn’t know if that was better or worse. 

…

No, definitely worse. 

Reki widened his eyes, face heating up. “You’re a pervert.” Reki said, just to say anything at all.

Adam chuckled and Reki’s chest did that annoying fuzz again. «I’ll see you here in an hour. Red.» Adam said, low —and on purpose, Reki was sure— before hanging up. 

Reki gulped as he stared at his phone before carefully making his way back to his best friend. Reki cleared his throat, giving Langa an apologetic smile and look. “Sorry, Langa, my mom sent me on an errand.”

Langa widened his eyes before standing up. “I-It’s okay!”

“I promise to hear you out next time, okay?” Reki said, hugging Langa since it looked like he needed one. Langa, however, felt his whole body overheat as he awkwardly patted Reki’s back. Reki broke the hug, smiling wide at Langa. “Whatever it is that you need to tell me, I just want you to know that it won’t change my opinion about you.” Reki said, giving Langa’s arm a comforting squeeze. “You’ll always be my best friend.”

Langa widened his eyes before slowly nodding, giving Reki a small smile. “Thank you, Reki.”

Reki gave Langa a closed-eyed smile. However, after bidding their goodbyes and Reki got out of the skatepark, he noticed a familiar black car parked meyers away from Reki. Almost close to the bus stop on the far end to Reki’s left. Reki let out an internal sigh. Maybe it will be you who changes their perspective on me. Reki thought as he quickly made his way up to the familiar black car. 

Reki got into the passenger’s seat, much to Tadashi’s dismay. “Hey!” Reki greeted him with a friendly smile.

Tadashi eyed Reki with an eyebrow raised. “Is that all the clothes you have?” Tadashi asked. Reki blinked before looking at himself. He was wearing his usual yellow hoodie, some jeans and vans. It didn’t look bad. At least, not in his eyes. 

Reki glanced back at Tadashi. “What’s wrong with what I'm wearing?” 

Tadashi stared at him unamused before sighing. “Let’s not waste more time.” Tadashi said before starting the car. 

“Rude.” Reki mumbled with a pout and narrowed eyes before looking out the window. Watching as they passed by the skatepark and noticing Langa was back to skating. Reki turned to look at Tadashi. “So, where are we going?”

Tadashi focused back on the task at hand, which was driving. “Master Ainosuke’s home,” Tadashi started, monotone as ever. “He’s waiting for you there.” He said. Reki hummed, glancing out the window again with a small smile. Is this really going to be okay? Tadashi thought, glancing at Reki before looking back at the road. Can’t you stop getting yourself into trouble for one second, Ainosuke? Tadashi sighed internally, shaking his head. 

***

Although Tadashi already spoiled it for Reki, as soon as the big and english-looking houses came into view, Reki knew they were in the ‘richest’ neighborhood of their town. I knew it. Reki thought. Tadashi made his way to a reddish-brown brick manor with a blue rooftop. The black gates opened for the car. Reki shifted on the seat, feeling a bit more conscious of his appearance now that he was face to face with Ainosuke’s house. I mean, duh! Adam is a politician! What did you expect? His common sense pointed out.

The interior of the house looked straight out of those dramas his mother and sister would watch about a poor, average girl catching the handsome and richest second lead’s attention… or something. It wasn’t like Reki watched that stuff. Who told you that?

“I-Is this real gold?” Reki asked, finger pointing to a big golden flower vase with, of course, red roses. Reki’s mouth was agape as he stared at the distorted reflection on the vase, moving his head around to see one of his eyes turn bigger than the other. His finger was close to touching it when Tadashi grabbed Reki by the collar of his hood and started to pull him away.

“Master Ainosuke is waiting for you, don't waste his time.” Tadashi said, clicking his tongue.

“Agh! Wait, don’t pull! I can walk on my own.” Reki protested. “Wait!” Reki shouted. The oil paintings on the hall looked like they came from a museum. Some of them had angels on them, but others were either a landscape or portraits of women. By the time they arrived at the door, Reki felt his hands sweat a little. Reki gulped and held his skateboard closer. 

Tadashi knocked on the door two times before opening it and peeking inside. “Master Ainosuke, your guest is here.”

“Let him in.” Ainosuke said, unamused.

Tadashi glanced back at Reki, stepping aside so Reki could go in. Reki took a deep breath and puffed out his chest. He needed to be strong for this one. However, after taking two steps inside, he heard the doors closed and when Reki turned back, Tadashi wasn’t there. Needless to say, Reki’s confidence started to waver.

“Are you going to stand there all afternoon?” Ainosuke asked. Ainosuke called back the boy's attention. Ainosuke was sitting near a big window, all dressed up in his blue suit and slicked hair. A cup of tea in his hands as he took a sip with amused narrowed eyes. 

Will I be okay? Reki thought, gulping. Reki took the seat across from Ainosuke, setting his skateboard against the side of his seat before facing Ainosuke. Reki shifted on his seat a bit, trying to avoid looking into Ainosuke’s eyes. Reki knew that if he looked at Adam right now, his face would heat up as he recalled the kiss from last night. 

Ainosuke put the cup of tea down before motioning to the coffee table where diverse sweets were prepared. “Don’t be so stiff, Red. You can grab one if you’d like.”

Reki blinked. “T-Thank you.” Reki stuttered, leaning in to grab a macaron and took a bite out of it. Reki scrunched up his nose. Too sweet. Reki thought, finishing the macaron anyway because he didn’t want to appear rude. 

Ainosuke leaned back on his seat, resting his right temple against his fist. Oh? He doesn’t like sweets? Interesting. Ainosuke thought. Ainosuke smiled, a devious feeling to it. “So, let’s talk about your… request.” Ainosuke started, chuckling when Reki finally looked into his eyes with a pale face. “Shall we?”

Reki’s body stiffed, laughing nervously as he strained a smile. “S-Sure…” Reki stammered.

Ainosuke leaned away from his fist, putting his hands together on his lap instead. “I will make something clear,” Ainosuke spoke, his voice imposing and strict. “Legally, I can not buy you.”

Reki flinched. Cringing on the inside at his own words. “R-Right, you… you can’t.” Reki felt his cheeks burn in embarrassment, clearing his throat as he leaned back against the seat. “S-So, what now? What does that… mean?” Reki asked, holding onto his elbows and knitting his eyebrows together. “You won’t help me, is that what you’re saying?”

Ainosuke crossed his legs with a smirk. “Not quite. We can help each other out in another way.”

Reki raised an eyebrow at him. “Help each other?” 

Ainosuke laughed. “What you thought only you would benefit from this exchange?” Ainosuke asked with an eyebrow raised.

Reki frowned, his cheeks heating up again. “S-Shut up! I just thought you wouldn’t need my help on anything.”

“And you’d be right.” Ainosuke said, enjoying the annoyed expression on Reki. “I would have preferred Langa over you for this,” Ainosuke said, glancing away nonchalantly. “but you’d hate that, wouldn’t you?” Ainosuke teased, glancing back at Reki. 

Reki glared at Ainosuke. “Whatever it was, you better not lay a single finger on Langa!” Reki exclaimed, pointing at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke snickered. “How scary~” He mocked.

Reki huffed, crossing his arms. “So what do you need help with?” 

“Let’s just say that I need you to be like a companion to me.” Ainosuke started, motioning with his hand. 

Reki raised one eyebrow at him. “A companion?” Reki repeated.

“Yes,” Ainosuke nodded, his face serious. “Every time I need to be there for an event, whether it be a party, an exclusive meeting or… other types of events, I need you to be there with me.” Ainosuke explained.

Reki eyed Ainosuke, brow furrowed. “You’ll help me with skating… and in exchange, I go to parties with you?” Reki asked, confused.

“Something like that.” Ainosuke said, shrugging.

“That’s it?” Reki asked.

“I wish, but no.” Ainosuke said with a sigh. “Tadashi!” Ainosuke shouted. Upon being called, Tadashi walked in with a folder and a fountain pen. “Do you know what a sugar baby is?” Ainosuke asked with a hand raised. 

Reki hummed. “Uh, a diabetic baby?” Reki asked.

Ainosuke raised his eyebrows in amusement as Tadashi gave him the folder and pen. “You really don’t know what that is?”

Reki frowned again. “What is a sugar baby then?”

Ainosuke held the folder on his lap, a glint of mischief on his crimson eyes while Tadashi cleared the table. “In short, I get to give you money in exchange for any favors from you.”

Reki snickered. “Isn’t that just me selling myself like I said before?”

Ainosuke rolled his eyes. “Wording is everything. Not that a kid like you gets it.”

“Hey!” Reki exclaimed, leaning close. “I’m going to start my Sophomore year in college next month!”

“You seek my knowledge on skateboarding anyway,” Ainosuke said, ignoring what Reki said.  “So you wouldn’t really be interested in the money aspect.”

“W-Who says I’m not!?” Reki stammered, a slight blush on his face as he tried to glare at Ainosuke.  

“Oh?” Ainosuke raised one eyebrow at Reki with a smug grin. “Is that what you were after since the beginning?” Ainosuke teased. 

“Of course not! But, well, money is nice… I guess.” Reki mumbled with a pout as he downcasted his gaze. 

“Of course!” Ainosuke exclaimed with a wide smile. “Money is everything in this society after all.” 

Reki glanced back up at Ainosuke with a curious look.  “So, if I become your sugar baby… you’ll help me improve, right?” 

Ainosuke nodded. “I will, but I have a condition for that.” Ainosuke said, setting the folder and pen down on the coffee table. Reki looked at Ainosuke even more confused as he opened the folder and slid it across the table to where Reki was. “Everything that I ask of you is in that contract.” Ainosuke said.

Reki blinked. “Contract?” Reki repeated, his face contorting in suspicion. Reki leaned in, trying to skim through the contract.

“To sum it up, my first condition is that you’ll have to skate here.” Ainosuke motioned to the room. “In my house.”

Reki raised an eyebrow at him. “Do you even have a place I can skate in?” 

Ainosuke smiled. “Of course! It’s the same place I used when I first started.”

Reki widened his eyes, a curious glint in his amber eyes. “Really!? Ok, I agree with your condition!” Reki grinned. 

So easy to please. Ainosuke thought with a devilish smirk. “Now, if I am to become your sugar daddy,” Reki almost choked on his saliva when Ainosuke said that. “I need you to come everytime I call for you, no questions asked.”

Reki pondered for a bit. “Even at night?” 

“Is that a problem for you?” 

“Well, what about when it’s an S night? Also, I still live with my family and if they see I haven’t been back before 6, they’ll start to worry.”

Ainosuke sighed. “Fine. I won’t ask you to meet up whenever I open S and I promise to send you back home before your curfew.” Ainosuke said, leaning back on his seat again. “Is that good enough for you?”

Reki narrowed his eyes on Ainosuke in suspicion. “Fine.”

“But you have to come, understand?” Ainosuke asked, brow furrowed.

Reki rolled his eyes. “Yes, sir.” He said, his tone sarcastic. 

Ainosuke’s body reacted again and this time, gave Reki a strange look. “Good puppy~” He purred with a mischievous smile. Now it was Reki who felt weird; his ears felt warm and Reki didn’t hate the compliment as much as he should have. 

Reki cleared his throat, trying to get the heat to die down. “Can I add something to this… contract?” Reki asked, hesitant.

Ainosuke blinked, looking at Reki surprised. “What would that be?”

“Um,” Reki’s face slowly heated up as the kiss between them kept replaying over and over again in his mind. “Well, y-you know… I won’t do anything w-weird with you.” Reki stammered, feeling too embarrassed to even clarify properly. 

Wording is important and Ainosuke wasn’t dumb enough to not know when to bend it to his advantage. “Very well, I won’t do anything without your consent.” Ainosuke smiled deviously. 

Reki smiled weakly. “So, uh, is that all?”

This was the big bomb. One that Ainosuke wasn’t sure if Reki would bite. “No,” Ainosuke started, tapping his finger against the armrest. “The thing is, Red, that I am not sure how long it will take for you to learn from me.” Ainosuke motioned. “It could take weeks, a month… maybe even a year.”

Reki rolled his eyes. “Why not days?” 

“The point is,” Ainosuke continued, ignoring Reki once again. “Maybe it will take longer for you to help me than the other way around.”

Reki frowned. “What… do you mean by that?”

Ainosuke offered Reki a small smile. “My third condition is that we’ll keep this relationship for one year.” Ainosuke said, putting his hands together and clasping them tight. Despite his confident smile, Ainosuke couldn’t help the small thorn prickling him from the bottom. Was he… nervous? Ainosuke wouldn’t admit that out loud, anyway. 

Reki slowly widened his eyes. “What?”

Ainosuke took a deep breath before sighing again. “I’m giving you a last chance, Red.” Ainosuke said, looking at Reki straight-faced. Reki straightened up, the serious tone in Ainosuke catching him off guard. “If you really… really want to do this, I need you to tell me. Otherwise, you can walk out and we can pretend none of this ever happened.”

Reki stared deep into Ainosuke’s crimson eyes, feeling a strange pull in his chest. None of it… even the kiss? Reki thought and widened his eyes at what just went through his mind. Reki narrowed his eyes at Ainosuke.

In other words, this was Reki’s last chance to run away.

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❝If you happen to be rich and alone and you need a companion. You can ring “ting-a-ling” for the maid.❞

                    — Money, Cabaret (1998)

Reki finished washing his hands as he closed the (unnecessarily) fancy water tap before looking up at his reflection on the oval mirror. He stared at his serious face for a few seconds before his face slowly heated up and cringed. What the fuck am I doing!? Reki thought. Reki put his hands on each side of the sink, staring down in the bizarre hopes that he was actually dreaming. In fact, Reki was back home. Back in the comfort of his room as he had fallen asleep after stuffing his belly full with his mother’s food.

But, as Reki opened the water tap again to splash water on his face, it was clear that no. This was not a strange fever dream and that he was, in fact, inside famous diet member Ainosuke Shindo’s home about to sign a contract to become his sugar baby. 

Reki glanced back at himself in the mirror. “Sh-Should I just ditch?” Reki asked. But you left your skateboard in that room. His inner self pointed out. Reki let out a nervous laugh, straightening himself up. “I-I mean, I can always make a new one! Hahaha… haha… ha…” Reki stammered, his laugh dying by the end as he grimaced to the side. What a waste of materials! Reki thought. 

Reki had asked —begged, if you asked Adam— for a time out. Ainosuke narrowed his eyes in distrust at him, but he did end up giving Reki some mercy as he went and hid in the bathroom. After asking Tadashi for directions, of course.

Reki grabbed onto the sink, crouching down as he looked down in defeat. Just, what am I getting myself into? Reki thought. “One year… one year!?” Reki exclaimed, trying to calm the way his heart was beating fast. Why a year!? Can’t we do this for a few months? Reki whined inside his mind. “Can I really get along with this asshole for a year?” Reki grumbled.

“Who knew the Adam could be this sappy, huh?” Reki teased, playfully nudging Adam on the side. Adam rolled his eyes before wrapping an arm around Reki’s shoulder, leaning a bit too close.

“Says the boy who is always going on about what happiness is and shouted Snow’s name like you were in some sort of shounen show.” Adam teased back, ruffling Reki’s hair with a chuckle while the latter protested. Cheeks growing red by the embarrassment and the contact. 

Reki blinked, wide eyed as a small gasp escaped his lips. “Why did I have to remember that?” Reki murmured, narrowing his eyes to the side. A heat settling on his cheeks. Reki got up again, taking a deep breath before exhaling. Reki looked at himself in the mirror again. “Okay. I can do this.” Reki encouraged himself. “It’s just one year and you know what they say! Time flies fast when you’re having fun.” Reki rambled. “The year will be over before you know it, nothing to worry about.” Reki said, reassuring himself.

***

Reki walked back into the room he was at. Ainosuke had stood up from where he was, he was smoking with the window open. Staring out in deep thought as he blew out a cloud of smoke. Reki felt that stirr in his chest, glancing away with a slight frown as his ears heated up. God. I hate his stupid handsome face. Reki thought. 

“And?” Ainosuke spoke up, startling Reki a little. “Is your mind clear now?” Ainosuke asked, glancing back at Reki. 

Reki held his elbows, slowly looking back at Ainosuke. Reki opened his mouth, taking a small breath before closing it again with a nod. Reki walked back to his seat and picked up the pen. “Where do I sign?” 

Ainosuke walked over to the table, putting the cigarette off on the ashtray that Reki assumed Tadashi or a maid brought him before standing by Reki’s side. Reki peered up at him in suspicion and like Reki expected, Ainosuke put an arm on top of Reki’s chair. Leaning in as close as possible. Why is he always so close!? Reki cried out, tensing up as he felt Ainosuke’s breath tickle his cheekbone. “You’ll sign twice, here,” Ainosuke said, pointing to the bottom of the page. “And on the last page.” Ainosuke said, resting his free hand on the arm rest. Caging Reki in a way.

Reki felt his ears grow hotter as he tried to remain calm and sign his name on the bottom of the page. Then, skimmed through the pages until getting to the last one and signing. “There-” Reki barely breathed out when Ainosuke took the pen from Reki’s fingers. Unsure if the brushing was intentional or not as Ainosuke signed in his own legal name. The handwriting was very cursive and elegant compared to Reki’s average one. At least it’s not like Langa’s handwriting. Reki thought. 

Ainosuke set the pen to the side before leaning away and giving Reki room to breathe again. “Now that it’s settled. I’ll need you to come with me.”

Reki blinked before widening his eyes at him. “Right now!?”

“Yes.”

“D-Does it have to be so soon?” Reki asked, feeling his chest tense. 

“Don’t worry, it’s just a dinner with some colleagues of mine.” Ainosuke said with a mischievous smile. “But, the place has a dress code. So,” Ainosuke walked over to where a hand bell sat nicely in a round metal stool. He grabbed it and moved it twice. “I’ll have the maids fix you up.”

Reki blinked twice at Ainosuke, processing what he just heard. “Wait, what?” 

As soon as those words left Reki’s mouth, two maids walked in and each of them grabbed one of Reki’s arms. Reki’s eyes widened as he stared at Ainosuke in horror. “Wait, what!?” Reki shouted. “N-No! W-Where are they taking me!? No! Noooooo!” Reki shouted as he was dragged away by the maids and Ainosuke waved goodbye at him with an innocent smile.

“This should be fun~” Ainosuke purred.

***

Langa had arrived home. A bit dejected that once again, he couldn’t confess. Langa plopped down on his bed with a sigh. Don’t rush it! Langa thought. There will always be plenty of time for it. Langa smiled before grabbing his phone and opening his chat with Reki.

Hey!

Did you get home safely?

Langa waited. He was about to send another text when Reki saw his texts finally and was typing.

My Sun 💛

HEY!!

Yeah, I did. 

What about you? 

Langa let out a soft breath through his nose as he typed.

Same

Seen

Wanna play something online?

Seen

My Sun 💛

Can’t rn.

I’m doing some commissions.

Langa pouted.

(◞‸◟,) 

Seen

‘Kay

Seen

Can we at least talk over the phone?

Seen

My Sun 💛

Actually, my phone is about to die.

And I’ll leave it charging.

So.

Mmmmmm

Seen

٩(๑`^´๑)۶

Seen

My Sun 💛

Sorry!! 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

I’ll make it up to you

I promise!! 🙏🙏

Langa stopped pouting, sighing again. “Can’t never stay mad at you.” Langa mumbled.

Fine, fine

Seen

I’ll see you 2morrow!

Seen

My Sun 💛

Yeah!

Have a goodnight, Langa!!

Goodnight, Reki!! (..◜ᴗ◝..)

“But… now what?” Langa asked, putting his phone away and stared at his ceiling in boredom.

***

“Well, aren’t you lovely now?” Ainosuke teased with a smirk. 

Reki did not flushed at Ainosuke’s words and he certainly did not eye Ainosuke. “You’re unbelievable.” Reki huffed. When the maids dragged Reki away, they had stripped him out of his clothes and headband, leaving him only in underwear. After such humiliation, one of the maids brought him a change of clothes. To which he was given the mercy of changing on his own before the other maid came back with hair gel. Resulting in his current look: red hair slicked all the way back, a black button shirt with the sleeves rolled up, dark brown trousers and black dressed shoes. 

Ainosuke had —surprisingly— changed clothes himself, too; A white button shirt, a black velvet suit jacket that was not buttoned, black velvet pants with a belt and dressed shoes. Though, his blue hair remained as slicked as before. 

Ainosuke chuckled, waiting until Reki was by his side to wrap around him and hold onto his arm. Reki’s face further flushed as he tensed up. “W-Where are you taking me, exactly?” Reki asked as he walked on par with Ainosuke. 

Ainosuke smiled down at him. “Tokyo.”

Of course.

Of course the dinner was hosted in Tokyo.

Reki sighed, narrowing his eyes up at Ainosuke. “You’re crazy, you know that?” 

Ainosuke’s smirk widened. “I prefer the term creative.”

Reki couldn’t help but burst out laughing. That carefree, boy-ish laugh of his. “Okay, joker. Whatever you say.” Reki said, his tense shoulders slacking off.

Good. He’s relaxed now. Ainosuke thought, unaware of the way his gaze softened. Paying attention to whatever Reki was telling him about. As Tadashi trailed behind them, he glanced from side to side before giving Ainosuke a curious look. 

***

The last time Reki’s been to Tokyo was during a christmas when his father had saved enough to spend the holiday with the family Reki had living there. Which was when Reki was around twelve. Reki let out an amazed sound as he stared at everything around him. The tall buildings of Tokyo, the people passing by. All as Reki was being driven in another fancy black car. Forcing Reki to finally sit on the back while Tadashi drove. 

Ainosuke was on the other side, staring at Reki as he leaned his left temple against his fist. 

“It must be pretty tiring having to go back and forth between Okinawa to Tokyo,” Reki started before looking back at Ainosuke. “Why don’t you move here since it would be easier to commute?” Reki asked, raising an eyebrow at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke looked at Reki in amusement before smiling. “Do you think I should do that?”

Reki shrugged. “Mr. Hika moved to Tokyo once he was elected.” Reki said. At that Ainosuke raised his eyebrows in surprise. Mr. Hika was another Okinawan diet member. Although he was a member of another political party, Ainosuke knew of him as there were only four Okinawan members. Six if he counted the ones in the House of Councillors. 

“You’re full of surprises, Red.” Ainosuke said. “Never thought that little head of yours was capable of knowing anything other than skating.”

Ainosuke’s words stabbed Reki. “I-I do read the news sometimes, you know!?” Reki exclaimed, glaring at Ainosuke defensively. 

Ainosuke chuckled. “And?”

Reki blinked. “And, what?”

“What do you think about Mr. Hika moving to Tokyo?” Ainosuke asked.

Reki hummed, leaning back on the seat. “I don’t know much about politics… in a way, I guess I understand if that’s what makes it easier for his job? But he hasn’t come back to Okinawa ever since, so it does make me suspicious.” Reki said, squinting his eyes to prove his distrust.

“You have good intuition,” Ainosuke praised as he closed his eyes, missing the way Reki’s eyes widened and his cheeks turned pink. “That man has no sense of loyalty to his hometown. He’s always badmouthing the Okinawa prefecture and saying how he was glad to have gotten out of there.”

Reki frowned. “What an asshole… he’s not part of your party, is he?” Reki asked, giving Ainosuke a shy and curious look.

Ainosuke opened his eyes, narrowing them back at Reki. “No. He’s from the communist party.” 

Reki hummed before staring out the window again. 

Their destination seemed to be one of those fancy hotels. Ainosuke put a hand on Reki’s shoulder, guiding him through the lobby to the elevator and only when they were both inside did Reki realize that Tadashi would not be coming with them. Reki shifted, nervous as Ainosuke pushed a button. “Are you nervous?”

Reki looked at Ainosuke and for a second, his narrowed crimson eyes brought a bit of comfort. He won’t just leave me alone, right? Reki thought. “A bit.” Reki said, glancing away with a slight furrowed brow. 

“Don’t worry, you don’t have to talk if you want to.” Ainosuke said, giving Reki a comforting squeeze on his shoulder. “You don’t have to answer any questions that make you uncomfortable either.”

Reki’s uneasiness was still present, still weighing on his chest. But, Ainosuke’s words did reassure him a lot. Reki gave Ainosuke a small smile as he shyly tugged on Ainosuke’s jacket. “Thank you.” Reki said, soft.

Ainosuke widened his eyes.

The elevator dinged before it opened as they had arrived at the restaurant floor. Ainosuke blinked, clearing his throat as he slightly pushed Reki forward. “Another thing,” Ainosuke started. “Don’t call me by my name in S.” 

Reki pouted. “I know! Cherry engraved that name calling distinction in my head already.” 

“Good.” Ainosuke said, brushing the heat in his ears off. Once they were in front of the entrance, Ainosuke put on his best polite smile. “I’m here for the party member dinner.”

The host nodded. “Shindo Ainosuke,” the host recognized him before smiling back in politeness. “We’ve been expecting you. Right, this way sir!” The host exclaimed, grabbing two menus from the podium he was at and guided Ainosuke and Reki to their table. Reki heard loud laughing and chattering as they got closer to what seemed like a large table. “Shindo Ainosuke and his plus one have arrived!” The host presented them and Reki stayed closer to Adam, holding his arm as Reki looked nervous all over again.

“Ah, Shindo-kun!” An older man exclaimed, grinning up at him. “I was wondering when you’ll arrive.” He said.

Ainosuke put a hand on Reki’s back as he smiled back at the man. Though, Reki could notice it was fake. “Mr. Takano! I’m not that late, am I?” Ainosuke said, taking a seat next to Takano while Reki sat down next to Ainosuke. He looked around the table, there were many diet members. From the looks of it, the whole restaurant floor was booked. Reki looked back at Ainosuke, who was talking to Takano. 

“You’re Shindo’s plus one, right?” the man on the other side of Reki spoke. Reki looked at him; the man had dark hair slicked to the side, dark eyes and protruding ears. 

“Y-Yes, I am.” Reki said, laughing nervously. 

The man offered his hand to Reki. “Yamamoto Kenji.” Mr. Yamamoto introduced himself.

Reki shook his hand. “Kyan Reki!” He exclaimed. 

“It’s the first time Shindo’s ever brought a plus one.” Yamamoto said, pulling his hand away and rested it on the clothed table. 

“I see.” Reki stammered, unsure of what else to say.

“You look young, are you a college student?”

“Yes.”

“Ah, figures. What year?”

“I’ll, ah, be a starting Sophomore next month.” 

Yamamoto hummed. “Which school are you from?”

“Oh, uh…” Reki shifted, his hand reaching for Ainosuke’s sleeve. An unconscious action, but it did save him as Ainosuke turned around and noticed Yamamoto. 

Ainosuke smiled. “Yamamoto! Didn’t expect to see you here tonight.” Ainosuke said, grabbing Reki’s wrist under the table. “How are the kids?”

Yamamoto laughed. “My eldest just started elementary school and my wife had to stay back home to take care of the baby, so that’s why I came here alone.” 

“Is that so? Send my regards to your wife.”

“Will do.” Yamamoto said before the older woman next to Yamamoto tapped his shoulder and took his attention away.

Reki let out a small sigh of relief, relaxing. 

“This is your first time doing any of this, right?” Ainosuke asked, moving his thumb in slow circling motions against Reki’s wrist. 

Reki looked at him with an eyebrow raised. “Doing what?”

Ainosuke leaned in close to his ear. “Being a sugar baby, of course.” Ainosuke whispered, leaning away to see a nice tinge of red going across from Reki’s face. 

“O-O-Obviously! W-Why wouldn’t it be!?” Reki stuttered, looking wide-eyed at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke hummed, narrowing his eyes on Reki. “I see.”

Reki realized Ainosuke holding his wrist and caressing it and pulled away from his hold, putting his hand on his nape as his cheeks further flushed. “T-There are a lot of people in your party, is this everyone?” Reki asked, trying to change the topic. Glancing from side to side.

Ainosuke sighed internally, resting chin on his left palm and clenched his right fist —the one that held Reki’s wrist— in his lap. “No, apparently we’re still missing more members.”

Reki looked back at Ainosuke. Shocked as he slowly put his hand down on his lap. “That many?”

“Well, yes,” Ainosuke chuckled, giving Reki a playful look as he unclenched his right hand. “But that’s because it’s both representatives and councillors together. Not to mention any plus ones they may bring.” 

Reki hummed. 

“Are you still nervous?” Ainosuke asked, putting an arm on top of Reki’s chair. 

Reki looked at Ainosuke with narrowed eyes. “It would be weird if I wasn’t!”

Ainosuke let out a short laugh. “Why?” Ainosuke asked, raising one eyebrow. 

“What do you mean why?” Reki huffed, keeping his urge to slap Ainosuke’s arm in check since he was in front of strangers. Rich strangers. Very ‘has appeared on TV at least once’ strangers. “T-There are a lot of important people here.” Reki hissed, clenching his fists on his lap as he glared at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke hummed, finding Reki’s predicament funny. Reki was sure. 

A woman’s chuckle broke the small moment between them. “Your plus one sure is a cute one, Shindo.” The woman sitting across from Ainosuke said, hazel eyes narrowed with a knowing smirk. 

“Ms. Suzuki.” Ainosuke called out her name, smile strained as he sat straighter and crossed his arms. “What a pleasure to have you here tonight.” Ainosuke said, gritting his teeth as his crimson eyes darken. 

Reki glanced at the woman. Dark wavy hair, hazel eyes and was wearing red lipstick. From the table where Reki was sitting, out of the women sitting there, Ms. Suzuki seemed to be the only one wearing a suit. “Fufu, no need to get so protective!” Ms. Suzuki chuckled, glancing back at Reki with interest. “You never brought a plus one, so I was curious to see what kind of person they would turn out to be.”

“Ha. Nosy as always, huh?” Ainosuke asked. Reki looked wide-eyed at Ainosuke. Is he crazy!? Can he talk to his colleagues like that!? Reki thought. 

Ms. Suzuki laughed. “It seems your companion here won’t introduce us, so I will,” Ms. Suzuki started, extending her hand to Reki. “I’m Suzuki Hiromi, from the house of representatives but soon to be in house of councillors in the next elections~” Ms. Suzuki purred, a confident gleam in her eyes.

Reki stretched his hand to shake hers with a smile. “I’m Kyan Reki.”

“Kyan!” Ms. Suzuki repeated. “What a unique last name.”

“Oh, uh, i-it’s not that unique.” Reki said with a humbling laugh. 

Ms. Suzuki chuckled. “Well, it is unique to me!”

Ainosuke cleared his throat, glaring daggers at Ms. Suzuki. Ms. Suzuki snickered, pulling her hand away. “And this is my companion.” Ms. Suzuki said, putting a hand on the young girl next to her. Giving it a small squeeze.

“Ah, n-nice to meet you! I’m Saito Katsumi!” The young girl said, laughing sheepishly as she put a hand on her nape. She looked around Reki’s age, if not a bit older. Her light brown hair that was styled in a bun with bangs on her forehead and two short wavy strands falling from each of her face and her dark brown eyes gave Reki a shy but curious look. 

“Your husband didn’t come with you again?” Ainosuke asked, smiling innocently as Ms. Suzuki glared at him. 

Ms. Suzuki cleared her throat. “He’s busy dealing with his businesses and besides, Miss Katsumi is learning under my wig.” Ms. Suzuki said with a chuckle as she glanced at her companion. 

“Learn?” Reki repeated.

“Yes! I’m studying Political Science and hopefully, one day I can work side by side with Ms. Suzuki!” Katsumi exclaimed, her eyes going starry-eyed. Somehow, Reki felt a sense of deja vú. 

“You’re going to be a Sophomore soon, right Kyan?” 

“Ah, yes!” Reki exclaimed.

“Katsumi here is going to be a Junior next month, so that would make her your senior.” Ms. Suzuki said.

Katsumi let out a small embarrassed laugh. “Come on! We’re not in the same uni, or are we?” Katsumi asked, tilting her head slightly to the side. “Which college do you go to?”

Reki widened his eyes again. “Um-”

“Political Science, huh?” Ainosuke interjected as he offered the young lady a charming smile. “Is there a specific reason you chose that career?” 

Katsumi blinked, looking at Ainosuke with surprise as he rarely paid any attention to anyone he didn’t seem worthy of his attention. “Oh, haha… i-it’s an embarrassing story!” Katsumi laughed, her cheeks burning now that Ainosuke was paying attention to her. Now it was Ms. Suzuki’s turn to glare at him. 

Reki, however, looked up at Ainosuke unamused. Ainosuke must have felt his gaze because he looked at Reki just as Katsumi was starting to tell her story. Reki mouthed something to Ainosuke: ‘player’. Ainosuke smirked, eyes narrowed on Reki only. 

***

Two waiters came and started pouring wine into the guests’ glasses. Reki had expected for the liquid to be red, but it turned out to be white-yellowish. “Ah, no, I don’t-” Reki tried to stop the waiter, but he either didn’t listen or didn’t care as he poured wine on Reki’s glass before moving on to the next guest. Reki was quick to look at Ainosuke, expecting him to say something, but he only took a sip of his wine. Reki glanced around, everyone seemed busy in their own conversations. Reki tugged on Ainosuke’s sleeve again before putting a hand on his shoulder and bringing him close so he could whisper in his ear. “Are you nuts!?” Reki whispered loud enough for only Ainosuke to hear. “I'm not allowed to drink yet!” 

Ainosuke chuckled. “Will you relax?” Ainosuke teased and Reki couldn’t comprehend why Ainosuke was so calm. “You can just not drink it! Or if it bothers you so much, I can always call the waiter to bring cold water for you.”

Reki slowly let go, leaning back into his seat. Though, he still gave the glass a cautious look. 

Ainosuke snickered. “Of course, if you decide to try it many will turn a blind eye to it.”

Reki was tempted for a second, the fruity smell of the wine reaching his nose. But, his mother raised him well. Reki shook his head. “No. I’m fine with water.”

And so, the wine was replaced with a tall glass of cold icy water. 

“How long will we be here?” Reki asked, peering over at Ainosuke.

“Do you want to leave already?” Ainosuke asked, putting his arm back on top of Reki’s chair. 

Reki pouted. “If we need to stay longer, we can. It’s just… I’m bored.”

“You really can’t go an hour without any electronic stimuli, huh? I guess the next generation is doomed.” Ainosuke sighed.

Reki felt the corner of his mouth quirk up. “Excuse me? What did you just say?”

“Who, me? Oh, nothing!” Ainosuke smiled devilishly with a mischievous glint in his crimson eyes. 

Reki glared at him. 

“You can use your phone, Reki. No one is stopping you.” Ainosuke sighed with a shrug.

That was true.

But…

“I don’t want to leave you hanging like that.” Reki said, brows tipped up. 

Ainosuke looked at him surprised before narrowing them again. He’d done it again. “You don’t have to worry about me,” Ainosuke started, waving dismissively . “I’ll just talk to my peers or something.”

Reki stared at Ainosuke before pulling out his phone and unlocking it. Ainosuke looked at him before letting out a breath through his nose. I guess it is pretty boring around here. Ainosuke thought as he glanced to his left. I tend to dissociate in these events anyway- “What’s your favorite holiday?” Reki asked, looking up at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke looked back at Reki, his amber eyes peering up at him with genuine curiosity. Tilting his head to the side a little. Ainosuke felt that annoying fuzz in his chest. Ainosuke grabbed his glass of wine. “I… don’t have any.” Ainosuke said before finishing his drink. 

Reki hummed. “I thought for sure it would be Christmas.”

“How so?” Ainosuke looked at Reki, one eyebrow raised.

Reki smiled, eyes narrowing with a teasing gleam on them. “You look like a spoiled young master.”

Ainosuke burst out laughing. Not caring about the weird looks being directed their way. Ainosuke couldn’t help it! Being told he might like Christmas because he looked like he was spoiled sounded so ridiculous to him. “Sorry to break your bubble, but my family never celebrated that.” 

Reki’s smile faltered, looking at Ainosuke with a strange look. “What do you-”

“I guess your favorite holiday is Christmas?”

“I mean, I like it but…” Reki’s words trailed off. He looked at Ainosuke with a slight frown. Reki wanted to ask what Ainosuke meant by that, but something told Reki that he would run away. Like all those other times before. “I guess I like golden week more.”

Ainosuke hummed.

Not too long after, the waiter came by with an array of melon-themed sweets and savories. They look like the sweets in Adam’s house. Reki thought, eyeing the sweets as the ladies in front of them picked a few. Curious, Reki grabbed one. Carefully taking a bit and letting out a surprised but pleased sound. It’s not sweet! Reki thought.

Ainosuke watched as Reki pecked the savory treats more than the sweets. “So, you like savory things.” Ainosuke said. 

Reki nodded. “Yep!” Reki exclaimed with a smile. “What about you?”

“I prefer sweets.” Ainosuke said, before taking a bite out of one. 

Reki hummed. “You do look like it.”

Ainosuke raised an eyebrow at him with a teasing smile. “What is that supposed to mean?”

Reki laughed. “It’s just, when I think of what desserts all of us would be… I think you would be a chocolate!” Reki beamed up at Ainosuke.

“Well… you’re not wrong. I do love chocolate.” Ainosuke said, glancing away. The tip of his ears getting red again. 

There was nothing left of the amuse-bouche. Which meant Reki had to talk to the man beside him. “So, when will you help me?” Reki asked, poking Ainosuke’s shoulder with a pout. 

“Anytime.” Ainosuke said, smiling at Reki. “Just ask me and I’ll give you some pointers.”

“Hmmm. I’m more of a kinesthetic guy.” 

Ainosuke raised his eyebrows. “I’m surprised you even know what that means.”

“Pfft, I’m not that dumb!” Reki exclaimed as he closed his eyes with a lopsided smile. 

“Are you sure you want to test that?” Ainosuke teased with narrowed eyes. 

Reki cleared his throat, his cheeks turning pink. “A-Anyway! Is it possible I can stop by tomorrow at your house?” 

“My! Aren’t you eager to learn?” Ainosuke purred, resting his chin on his right palm. 

“Don’t make it sound weird!” Reki cried out, nudging Ainosuke’s leg with his own. 

Ainosuke laughed.

The waiter brought a salad next, of which Reki played with. Ainosuke watched with great interest as Reki played with the food; taking a few bites out of the salad, grimacing and repeating the process. 

“I can’t tomorrow.” Ainosuke said, stifling a laugh as Reki whipped his head at him and looked at him like he just told Reki the world was ending. And for Reki, it probably was. 

“Why not!?”

“Well, I don’t know about you, but I work tomorrow.” 

Reki sighed, dejected as he poked a round tomato with his fork. 

Ainosuke poked Reki’s arm back, offering Reki a small smile. “Unless, you don’t mind staying all night with me. Then, sure. I can help you tomorrow.”

Reki raised an eyebrow at Ainosuke. “Why all night?” 

Ainosuke sighed. “It looks like you still don’t get it, huh?” Reki gave Ainosuke a dirty look. Ainosuke wrapped his arms around Reki’s shoulders before leaning close to his ear. “How many times have we raced? I have a rough idea of your style of skateboarding, but since you aren’t Snow it will take you all night to even make a little bit of progress.” Ainosuke said, low enough for Reki to hear. 

Reki bit down a sound as Ainosuke’s breath tickled his ear. Why is he always so close to me!? Argh! Reki thought. Reki rolled his eyes. “I don’t want to be like you.” Reki said, glancing at Ainosuke. 

Ainosuke snickered, leaning away. “Darling, there are many people who do!” Ainlsuke exclaimed, motioning. Reki scoffed, hating how his cheeks burnt at the pet name. “But fine, I won’t shape you up to be my new Eve.” Ainosuke murmured. 

At long last, the entrée of the night was served. 

“So, it’s settled then?” Reki asked, taking a bite out of the food. “Tomorrow. At your house?”

“Sure.” Ainosuke gave Reki a lopsided smile. “I’ll wait for you there~” Ainosuke purred, nudging his feet up Reki’s pants. Laughing as Reki almost choked. Reki glared at him with watery eyes and face flushed red. Hmmm, he doesn’t look bad that way~ Ainoduke thought, the teasing demon inside him happily wagging its tail. 

Chapter Text

❝Was such a bad idea, ‘cause I can't think straight.❞

                          — bad idea!, girl in red.

Dinner had been amazing. Reki got to taste extravagant dishes he’d only seen in j-dramas. Though, he noticed that many people would come up to Ainosuke and either try to chat up with him or ask him something related to their party that Reki didn’t understand. Reki kept glancing at his phone, checking the time: 10:25 PM.

Reki poked Ainosuke’s arm to catch his attention. “When are we leaving?” Reki asked, looking at Ainosuke with worry.

Ainosuke blinked before looking around. Many of the people present were starting to get drunk. Mr. Takano’s face was already red as he boisterously laughed about something the older man beside him said. The ladies that were in front of them had gone as soon as they finished the main dish and to Reki’s side, Yamamoto’s face was also red. “I think I’ll head back home, I miss my wife and kids.” Yamamoto whined, feeling sentimental every time he drank.

Ainosuke looked back at Reki. “We can go now, just let me say goodbye to the party president.” 

Reki’s face lit up before nodding.

Ainosuke chuckled, reaching a hand to ruffle Reki’s hair before stopping himself midway. He was still in public, after all. Ainosuke cleared his throat, glancing away as a familiar heat settled on his ears. “You can wait for me by the elevator. I’ll catch you up soon.”

“Don’t make me wait too long!” Reki exclaimed, putting a hand on Ainosuke’s arm with a pout. Ainosuke tensed up. “None of that ‘goodbye’ that lasts 20 more minutes!” Reki huffed, recalling every time his father would say they were leaving only to continue talking to other family members for forty more minutes.

Ainosuke stared at Reki’s pouty face. Narrowed amber eyes and a slight blush to his cheeks. Ainosuke didn’t know if he wanted to pull on his cheeks or bite into them. Cute. Ainosuke thought and before he could process that one, Ainosuke pulled on Reki’s left cheek. Letting out a soft breath through his nose with a small smile as Reki protested. “Fine, fine. Whatever my companion says~” Ainosuke purred, letting go of Reki.

Reki rubbed his abused cheek, glaring at Ainosuke through the flush of his cheeks. “Jerk.” Reki weakly spat. Not that it would have affected Ainosuke anyway. While Reki made his way towards the elevator, Ainosuke made his way to the table where the party president was. 

“Mister president.” Ainosuke greeted to catch his attention. The old man finished taking a sip of wine before grinning up at Ainosuke.

“Shindo Junior!” The president exclaimed.

Oh, how Ainosuke hated this old fart the most. 

The corner of Ainosuke’s lips twitched. “Yes. That’s me.” 

The president of the party cackled. “Of course! I will never forget your face since you are the spitting image of Aiichiro!” The president expressed before his grin turned into thin lips. “May he rest in peace.” The president said before smiling up at Ainosuke. 

Ainosuke faked a small laugh. “Yes. May my father rest wherever he may be.”

“Well, nothing to worry about since we have Junior here to follow in his father’s steps!” The president laughed. “Which speaking of, remind me again in which house you are in?”

Ainosuke clenched the fist on his back as he strained a closed-eyed smile. “Representatives, sir.”

The president hummed, narrowing his eyes at Ainosuke. “Your father was a Councillor by your age… how old are you again?” The president asked. 

“Oh, come on dear! Stop playing with him!” The president’s wife huffed before smiling up at Ainosuke. “Don’t listen to what my husband says, he gets a little cranky when he’s drunk.” The woman said.

The president furrowed his brow, glaring at his wife. “Come on, darling. Junior knows I’m only playing, right?” The president said, smiling back at Ainosuke with a dark glint on his eyes.

Ainosuke laughed again. “Yes, of course! Please, don’t worry about me taking things personally, Mrs. Ichiro. I’m not that kind of person.” Ainosuke said.

Mrs. Ichiro chuckled. “You know, my second eldest daughter is studying her Masters in Law! Maybe you and her can-”

“Now, now, let’s not push our problems onto others dear.” Mr. Ichiro said, waving dismissively at his wife. Problem, huh? Ainosuke thought, wondering if his father ever called him that too when he was alive. “Junior has better things to do, right?” Mr. Ichiro said, looking up at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke nodded. “I came here to say goodbye, actually.”

“Ah, is that so?” Mr. Ichiro said, slightly stroking his long beard. “You’re not staying for dessert this time?” 

“I’m afraid not, sir.” Ainosuke said, calmly.

Mr. Ichiro hummed again. “Is it because of your companion?”

So he did see Reki. Ainosuke thought, tightening his fist. “Yes, my… cousin has a curfew.”

“Oh? Another mini-Shindo, eh?” Mr. Ichiro chuckled. “You should have introduced us!” 

Over my dead body. Ainosuke thought, grabbing the man by the collar in his mind. On the outside, Ainosuke only chuckled. “No, no, he’s… a cousin from my mother’s side.”

“Your mother, huh?” Mr. Ichiro said, his expression changing to one of displeasure. “Oh well, have a good night!” Mr. Ichiro said, patting Ainosuke’s arm with a smile. 

“Thank you, mister president.” Ainosuke said, unclenching his fist with a fake smile before he made his way to the elevator. Cussing him out in his head.

***

As they waited for Tadashi to pick them up outside, Ainosuke turned to look at Reki. “Before we go back,” Ainosuke started, catching Reki’s attention. “I want to show you something.” Ainosuke said. Reki blinked, slightly tilting his head at Ainosuke. 

***

By the time they had arrived at the Tokyo Metropolitan Government building, it was barely eleven. Ainosuke walked in with Reki, greeting the security guards that saluted him before taking his excited companion to the 45th floor for a view of the city. 

“Whoa!” Reki exclaimed as he looked around the vast viewing deck. There was no one but them which made it seem even bigger as Reki walked up to one of the large windows. Staring down at the bustling city of Tokyo. “So this is the grand city, huh?” Reki mumbled. 

Ainosuke walked up to Reki’s side, staring down at the city with his arms behind his back. “Would you like to live here someday?” Ainosuke asked. 

Reki hummed, putting a hand on the glass. “I don’t know,” Reki started. “My parents say I’d have more opportunities on the mainland, but… I quite like where I am.” Reki said, narrowing his eyes. “Is that so bad?”

Ainosuke turned to the side to stare at Reki. His brow was slightly furrowed and there was an odd melancholy glint on those amber eyes that usually shine with mirth. However, it wasn’t an unfamiliar look. Ainosuke turned to look back at the city lights. Dowcasting his own gaze with a small smile. “I understand what you mean.”

For a moment, there was comfortable silence between them. 

“So, did you rent the place for the night or?” Reki asked, turning his head to look at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke chuckled, closing his eyes. “Not at all. It’s just that the south building closes at around 8, but the north building closes a little after 11.”

Reki widened his eyes. “T-Then, are we not supposed to be here!?” Reki exclaimed, an anxious feeling washing over him like they were doing something illegal.

“Relax, Red.” Ainosuke spoke, opening his eyes to look back at Reki. “I had already told the manager of this building that we will be coming here, which is why he allowed us to go in.”

Reki blinked. “How?” Reki asked, raising one eyebrow.

Silence.

Ainosuke hummed, folding his arms in front of his chest as he glanced up at the ceiling. “Hmmm, let’s see… could be because I’m Shindo Ainosuke, part of the House of Representatives. Does that ring any bells?” Ainosuke teased with a lopsided smile as he glanced back at Reki.

Reki tensed up, his cheeks heating up in embarrassment as he glanced away with a frown. “R-Right, I knew that.” Reki grumbled as Ainosuke chuckled. Unaware that Ainosuke took a step closer, Reki glanced back at Ainosuke. “Are all of your parties the same as the one before?”

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes. “No.” Ainosuke said, unfolding his arms. “There will be ones held outdoors or at pools.” Ainosuke said, taking a cautious step closer to Reki.

Reki hummed, glancing out the window again. Oblivious to Ainosuke’s intentions. “Dinner was nice…” Reki started before turning to look at Ainosuke with a smile. “Thanks for inviting me! Even if it was too sudden.” Reki chuckled, eyebrows raised.

“Yeah?” Ainosuke smiled, his hand reaching out and ruffled Reki’s hair as the redhead let out a surprised yelp before protesting a little. Reki’s wild hair was back to normal and Reki put a hand on top of his head, looking at Ainosuke with wide amber eyes and a furrowed brow. Ainosuke chuckled, crimson eyes looking strangely soft. “I’m glad it was to your liking, then.” Ainosuke smirked.

This guy… why does he always ruffle my hair!? Reki thought, the tip of his ears turning bright red as he recalled all the times the older man had done the exact same thing. Reki huffed, but didn’t flinch when Ainosuke reached out to him again and brushed a few strands of hair behind his ear. “Did I… do good tonight?” Reki stammered, feeling a strangle tingle all over his body at the way Ainosuke’s eyes were fixated on him. A heavy stare that had all of Reki’s hair stand on edge, but not in an unpleasant way which made Reki confused.

“Yes,” Ainosuke started, slowly leaning in as his hand cupped on the side of Reki’s face. “You did good, baby.” Ainosuke said, softly.

Oh, the way Reki’s face slightly heated up at the nickname. His body shuddered as he shifted —and perhaps, unconsciously— closer to Ainosuke’s touch on his face. Oh, wow, if someone walked in on us it might look like we’re about to kiss haha… Reki thought in his innocence. Realizing what was going on only when Ainosuke’s breath tickled his lips. Reki’s eyes widened. Wait…

“W-What do you think you’re doing!?” Reki shouted, pushing himself off of Ainosuke’s arms. When did he…!? Reki’s face flushed as both of Ainosuke’s arms fell to his side. No fucking way, was I-!? But when did he sneak his other-!? Reki’s mind was not computing.

Ainosuke took a deep breath before sighing, looking at Reki with annoyed narrowed eyes. “I guess it’s time to go back home.” Ainosuke said, though Reki could notice the frustration in his voice. Ainosuke gave his back to Reki as he started to walk away.

Reki blinked twice before his face paled. Oh, shit! Did I mess up already!? Reki panicked, internally screaming all the way back home and giving Ainosuke worried glances every once in a while, but Ainosuke refused to meet his eyes. Reki couldn’t even say anything as he was dropped off exactly outside his own home. 

Ainosuke had, at least, rolled down his window. “Goodnight, Red.” Ainosuke said, low. “I’ll call you the next time we see each other.” He murmured, glancing away before rolling the window up and Tadashi drove away. Reki was still standing in front of his house, stunned. His normal clothes held against his chest with his left arm and his skateboard underneath his right arm.

Reki blinked with a gasp. Reki fell to his knees, dropping everything as he let out an inaudible scream and raised a fist. His whole body was shaking. Reki took a huge intake of breath before breathing out a long. “ Fuuuuuuuuuuuuu- ”

That night, Reki’s brain bullied him with the events of what transpired as Reki tossed around in his bed, cringing and weakly whimpering.

***

Reki looked with uneasiness at his new contact. Reki had saved Ainosuke’s phone number from yesterday’s events. Initially, he had saved Ainosuke’s number under ‘Adam’. But the what if scenario of showing his friends something only for the notification that “Adam” had sent him something changed his mind. In the end, he opted to just save Ainosuke as ‘Mr. A’.

“Reki.” 

“Gah!” Reki jumped startled, his phone slipping out of his hands and —very scared of it breaking— managed to catch it. He quickly turned to look at Langa. “W-What is it, Langa?” Reki asked, glancing at a suspicious Langa with a nervous laugh. For a second there, Reki forgot where he was.

“Are you doing something later tonight?” Lamga asked, looking at Reki expectantly.

Reki peeked at his phone. No new messages from Mr. A. Though, with the way things ended last night, Reki doubted Ainosuke was in the mood to see him tonight as they had established. “N-Not really, why?” Reki stammered, offering Langa a strained smile.

Langa smiled shyly and his cheeks turned pink. “I was wondering if you wanted to skate with me?” 

Reki blinked slowly before tilting his head to the side with an eyebrow raised. “Aren’t we doing that right now?” 

Langa froze for a second before letting out a dry laugh. “R-Right, we are.” Langa stuttered. He hummed in thought as he tried to come up with another place or activity to do with Reki. 

While Langa racked his brains out, Reki anxiously peeked at his phone. Still no new messages. Is he angry? Is this my fault? I don’t know what to do! Who can I turn to for help!? Reki screamed, pulling his hair inside his mind. Reki let out a small sigh as he put his phone away.

“How about going to Joe’s!” Langa chirped up, smiling wide. Food dates were more romantic, right? 

Reki gave Langa a small smile as he playfully said. “We always go there, Langa.”

Those words stabbed into Langa's chest. As he mopped in a corner for not being familiar to other dating spots, Reki snickered. Unsure of what was going through his best friend’s mind, but it was probably the usual shenanigans. Reki felt his phone vibrate and immediately he widened his eyes. Reki grabbed his phone, scared of what the notification might be. 

He had two notifications, one from twitter about Shadow quoting some tweet with ‘Me and who?’ and the other one was a text message from Adam. 

“I need to go to the restroom,” Reki said, putting his phone away and setting his skateboard down. “Be right back!” Reki shouted as he skated away. Langa had weakly nodded, raising a hand. Oh, we can just watch a movie at his place! Langa thought, widening his eyes as the idea finally came to him. Langa nodded with a smile. “I’ll tell him when he comes back.”

***

The skatepark didn’t have any nearby restrooms, much less portables. Thus, many skaters would go to one of the restaurants that was nearby the place. It was a traditional okinawan diner type of place and even if you had to buy at least a drink to be able to use the restroom, it wasn’t that bad. Reki felt bad for anyone who really wanted to use the restroom —as it was one of those ‘one toilet’ types—, but it was important!

Mr. A

You’re still coming tonight?

Reki read the text over and over again. Trying to see if he could pick up any tone indications from it and failing. Was Ainosuke still angry? Why would he be angry? It wasn’t Reki’s fault! He was surprised and didn’t he agree not to do anything weird!? Reki passed a hand through his own hair. “This is so complicated!” Reki groaned. Reki continued to sit there, staring at the text as he bounced his right leg.

Reki tried to type up a response, but everytime he ended up deleting the answer. Reki gnawed on his bottom lip, staring at Adam’s text message. He needed a second opinion. One that wouldn’t ask him too many questions and try to baby him or who would judge him for even getting himself in this mess in the first place.

Another notification popped up from twitter. Shadow had retweeted something and knowing him, Reki knew it was most likely some nsfw stuff. Reki’s light bulb illuminated.

***

Reki watched Langa skate from afar with guilt before taking a deep breath and letting out a small breath. “Forgive me, Langa.” Reki murmured before he prepared the greatest acting of his life. He weakly limped back to Langa, eyes narrowed as he held his stomach with one arm. Langa was quick to notice and skate back to him with a grin.

“Reki!” Langa exclaimed. However his grin fell when he noticed Reki looked a bit weird. “Reki? Are you okay?” Langa asked, putting a hand on Reki’s shoulder.  Langa had taken the bait, which only made Reki feel more guilty. Reki gulped before nodding, staring up at Langa with the best sick face he could muster up.

“I-I think I ate-” Reki pretended like he wanted to puke. “S-Something bad.”

“Do you need a lift home? I can call my mom and see if she can pick us up.”

Reki's guilty conscience was stabbed for each lie, but he needed to fix a problem before it was in the way of his leveling up. “T-That's fine, a lift will make me nauseous too.” Reki glanced around and noticed the bus stop. “I-I’ll just take the bus.”

“But, won’t you get nauseous too?”

“I-It goes slower, though! A-And I need to, urk, s-stop by the pharmacy.” Reki lied. One of Reki’s biggest flaws were his big fat lies and yet, Langa was dense enough —or maybe, too enamoured— to not see it. 

“Then, let me walk you to the bus stop.” Langa said. Langa's genuine concern almost made Reki drop the act and beg for forgiveness, but luckily he didn’t have to think too much about it as the bus stop drew near. 

Reki downcasted his gaze before looking up at Langa apologetically. “I’ll make it up to you soon.”

Langa looked at him surprised before smiling reassuringly, shaking his head. “It’s okay! I know you will and I’m willing to wait for you until you get better.” Langa beamed up.

Reki gave Langa a small weak smile. “Thank you.” Reki said, brows tipping up.

“Hey,” Langa carefully wrapped an arm around Reki’s shoulders. “What are friends for?” Langa chuckled. Though, I hope soon we can be more than that. Langa thought with a small smile and a knowing look.

***

Hiromi was taking the trash of wilted flowers and cut stems into the trash bins at the back of the shop, letting out a huff as he dusted his hands off. When Hiromi turned around, he let out only the manliest of screams upon seeing Reki standing behind him. “Jesus fucking christ, Reki!” Hiromi shouted. “I know your logo is a cat, but you don’t have to sneak up on me like that. Fuck.” Hiromi said. 

Reki looked at him before grabbing Hiromi’s arms, making the older man yelp in surprise. “Shadow, please… please!” Reki shouted, shaking Hiromi a little. “I need your advice on something!” Reki shouted, desperation clear on his face. 

“Stop clinging onto me, man!” Hiromi shouted. Though, he would be lying if he said he wasn’t curious.

***

Omitting some parts and names, Reki told Hiromi about getting a sugar daddy. He told Hiromi about the contract, the dinner and what happened afterwards. “And so, today he texted me and asked if I was coming tonight or not… do you think he wants to end this? What do you think?” Reki finished after an almost long ramble.

The only thing that was going through Hiromi’s mind was that he was too sober for this shit. 

“Well, first of all, why do you even think he’s angry?” Hiromi asked, raising an eyebrow at him. “And second, how and when did you even get a sugar!? You!? ” Hiromi shouted.

Reki slapped his arm. “Shush!”

Hiromi shook his head with arms crossed. “I can’t believe you’re getting some action before me, this is unacceptable.”

Reki’s cheeks heated up. “S-Shut up!”

Hiromi looked at Reki. “How old is the guy?”

Reki downcasted his gaze, fiddling with his fingers. “He’s, um, he’s n-nine years older than me.” Reki stammered, looking up at Hiromi with hesitation.

“Well, at least you didn’t get yourself a grandpa.” Hiromi teased with a chuckle as Reki glared at him. “No, but seriously though… from what I gather, I don’t think he’s angry.” Hiromi said, leaning against the wall.

Reki blinked. “Y-You think?”

“I mean, I think he’s a little anxious like you are right now if he asked you if you were coming.”

“B-But he said he’ll call…” Reki said, unintentionally sounded dejected.

Hiromi raised an eyebrow. “So, you’re sad he didn’t call you.”

Reki’s face further heated up. “N-No! No! I just…” Reki glanced away with eyebrows knitted. “I thought he might be angry and never call me again.”

“Well, he didn’t call but he did send you a text.” Hiromi said, motioning with his right hand. “Besides, he probably didn’t want to make things more awkward and gave you some space after you rejected him.”

Reki blinked, looking back at Hiromi. “I… rejected him?”

Silence.

Hiromi scratched his head before sighing. “Do you even know what a sugar baby is?”

Reki looked at Hiromi, annoyed. “I-I do!”

“Then, you should know that a sugar baby’s main job is to be spoiled. That’s just Sugar Baby 101, Reki. Everyone knows that!” Hiromi exclaimed, rolling his eyes.

“S-Spoiled?” Reki repeated, baffled. “When did he try to do… that ?” Reki argued, feeling his face get redder. 

“Oh my god, Reki.” Hiromi said, his voice astounded by his friend’s naivety. “Unless you went to a tailor, this man had clothes in your size ready for you, he took you to his job’s dinner party —in tokyo, might I add— to show you off and got to eat some fancy shit and then he took you to see the night view of the city? Alone? Just you two? Bro, of course he was going to try and kiss you! He was setting the mood for it, Reki!” Hiromi said and the more Hiromi talked, the more it dawned on Reki. 

The silence between them was longer and Hiromi glanced back at Reki worriedly before he tensed up. Reki was hiding his mouth behind the back of his hand, wide amber eyes that were staring off into space and from the tip to his ears to even his hands, Reki was as red as his hair. If not, redder. Hiromi couldn’t help the teasing smile on his lips as he narrowed his eyes on Reki with a knowing look. “You should let yourself be pampered, dude.” Hiromi continued.

Reki closed his eyes tight. Shaking his head with a choked whine. 

Hiromi laughed. “What’s there to be shy about? Didn’t you say he stole your first kiss?”

Reki tried to glare at Hiromi, but with the tomato state he was in and his body shaking ever so slightly, it wasn’t doing any effect. 

Hiromi shrugged. “Hey, be honest with yourself here… did you hate the first kiss he gave you?”

Reki shook his head again.

“So? What’s wrong if he kisses you again?” Hiromi asked, raising an eyebrow at him. “Or, wait, do you have someone you like?”

“N-No!” Reki finally spoke again.

“Then? There’s nothing wrong with having fun!” Hiromi exclaimed with a smirk. “You’re young, Reki. Have fun! But,” Hiromi raised an index finger as he gave Reki a rare stern look. “Always be careful and use protection.”

Reki groaned as Hiromi laughed.

“S-So…” Reki’s heat started to die off as he nervously fiddled with his hands. “He’s not… angry, right?” Reki asked, looking at Hiromi still like a lost puppy.

Oh boy, I can smell the inexperience from here. Hiromi thought. “Listen, I don’t know your sugar and I may be wrong, but unlike some horror stories I’ve heard from some girl friends from my uni days… your sugar didn’t try to force himself on you after you pushed him away. Again, it looked to me like he gave you some space. Even with the text from today, maybe he thought hearing his voice might put you on edge and texted you instead.”

“Mm.” Reki uttered, downcasting his gaze.

“Still, you should tell him how you feel. If you don’t want surprise kisses like those, discuss that with him!” Hiromi exclaimed, leaning away from the wall. “Honesty is the best policy as they say.” Hiromi chuckled, patting Reki’s shoulder with reassurance.

Reki looked back up at Hiromi with a small smile. “Thanks, man.”

“Hey, no problem!” 

“Um, can you… keep this between us?”

Hiromi nodded. “Yeah, of course!” Hiromi gave Reki a side-smile with narrowed eyes. “I figured you came to me because you had no one to talk to about this.”

Reki laughed. “Well, that’s true! But, even if you always ended up babysitting us, you never tried to baby me and despite your teasing, you never judged me like when I came out as Bi to the group.”

“Damn right, I don’t!” Hiromi exclaimed.

Both of them laughed.

***

Ainosuke checked his phone for the hundredth time that day. Still no text from Reki. Ainosuke sighed with closed eyes and brow furrowed. Is this really going to work? Ainosuke thought. Recalling the surprised look on Reki. It wouldn’t be the first time Ainosuke gets rejected by someone, but the disgust and clear homophobia in some past mistakes were something Ainosuke never forgot. Ainosuke opened his eyes, glancing to the side with brows tipped up. He didn’t look disgusted, just surprised. Ainosuke thought, trying to reassure himself.

As he arrived home from a long and exhausting day, the head butler received. “Welcome back home, master Ainosuke.”

“Anything new to report?” Ainosuke asked as he started to make his way in. 

“Other than a guest showing up unannounced, there is nothing else to report.” The head butler said and his words made Ainosuke stop walking. Ainosuke widened his eyes before turning to look back at the old man. 

“Describe that guest to me.” Ainosuke ordered.

***

Reki fidget around in the green velvet couch, glancing back at his phone to read the time for the hundredth time. Raised in a household where important conversations are to be done face to face, Reki opted to go straight to Ainosuke’s home and wait for him there. Reki’s leg bounced, impatient. I’ll apologize first. Reki thought. The kiss took me by surprise and… w-well, it’s true that I didn’t hate our first kiss... Reki thought, feeling his cheeks heat up a little. 

For a second, Reki got lost in a distant memory. Hearing the soft chuckles, remembering the narrowed gazes and the way the world had disappeared. Reki had been pulled to a strange dance back then. Granted, nothing happened unlike yesterday. But, Reki did remember feeling confused and… curious. Reki stood up and walked over to look at the angel painting on top of the fireplace. “Have fun, he said.” Reki murmured, thinking back on Shadow’s words. Reki narrowed his eyes. But what if I end up having too much fun? Reki thought, his fingertips hovering over the bouquet of roses. But if I crossed that line with him, I…

“I thought you’d never want to see me again.”

Reki let out a startled yell, jumping a few feet back as he whipped his head to the door. Ainosuke was standing there, arms crossed as he leaned against the doorway. “Y-You’re back.” Reki stammered with a nervous laugh.

Ainosuke studied Reki’s face, trying to read what the redhead could possibly be thinking. Though, doing so was futile. Ainosuke sighed internally before leaning away from the door. Walking closer towards Reki before stopping right in front of them. “What are you doing here, Red?” Ainosuke asked.

Reki took a deep breath. He didn’t want things to end on such a bad note between them and they were just starting this sugar daddy/baby thing. Reki looked straight into Ainosuke’s eyes. “Look, I’m sorry.” yet another thing Ainosuke didn’t expect. “This is my first time doing,” Reki motioned both of them. “Any of this.”

Ainosuke snorted. “Yeah? I can’t tell.” Ainosuke said, a small smirk on his lips as he folded his arms across his chest. 

Reki flinched a little before downcasting his gaze. “I… didn’t mean to push you away.”

Ainosuke raised an eyebrow at him. “Really?” Ainosuke asked, disbelief clear in his voice.

Reki closed his eyes with a groan. Honesty is the best policy. Reki thought, Shadow’s words about being honest with Adam nagging at the back of his head. Reki sighed before looking back at Ainosuke. “I was… surprised,” Reki started. “And I know it sounds dumb because… well, now I realize that you, uh, set up the mood for… that.” Reki stammered, glancing away with a slight frown and ears heating up. “But, what I mean to say is that…” Reki glanced back at Ainosuke, raising his eyebrows. “I didn’t hate the kiss-I mean the idea! Of you… k-kissing me.” Reki stuttered, face flushing red.

Oh, Reki. He should know better than waltz into the wolf’s den like this.

Ainosuke’s crimson eyes narrowed before he unfolded his arms. “Then, do I have permission to kiss you right now?”

Reki widened his eyes, biting down a gasp. “N-Now?”

“Yes.” Ainosuke rasped. 

Reki glanced around, though it was more than obvious it was just the two of them in that room. Reki shyly glanced up at Ainosuke before nodding. “O-Okay.”

Ainosuke wrapped one arm around Reki’s waist, pulling him close. Reki jolted a little before resting his hands on Ainosuke’s chest. Ainosuke cradled the side of Reki’s face with his free hands, his thumb caressing Reki’s cheekbone. Reki gulped, but otherwise leaned into Ainosuke’s touch. Narrowing his eyes at the older man. Ainosuke leaned in and Reki was quick to tightly close his eyes, choking a sound when Ainosuke leaned their foreheads together. Ainosuke chuckled, the sound reverberating nicely against Reki’s ears. Reki could feel Ainosuke’s breath ghost his lips. “I’m gonna kiss you now.” Ainosuke murmured against Reki’s lips.

Reki slowly opened his eyes. God, my face must be so red now. Reki thought, feeling like his face was on fire. Reki slightly nodded, his fingertips clutching onto Ainosuke’s suit. Amber staring deep into crimson. Heavy gazes that locked into each other’s lips before finally closing that gap. 

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❝I’ma tip myself, I’ma spend it on myself. I’ma drop it like it’s pouring, I’ma pour it on myself.❞

                                               — MONEY, LISA

Ever since the first time, Ainosuke has been meaning to taste Reki again. Even if Reki was still a bit clumsy, it didn’t matter to Ainosuke. It was endearing in a way, too. Their lips moved in sync against each other, Reki whined when Ainosuke nipped at his bottom lip. Taking the chance to deepen the kiss when Reki let out a small gasp when Ainosuke hooked a finger on his belt loop and slightly pulled him closer. 

Ainosuke could feel Reki’s clutch on his chest tightened as he moaned. Tasting every crevice, devouring every pretty sound and sinking his fangs on Reki’s tongue. Reki slightly pulled away with a pant. “W-Wait…” Reki heaved and this time Ainosuke listened as he put their foreheads together. Reki’s face was flushed in a beautiful red, amber eyes narrowed with pooling arousal. 

He looks so gorgeous right now. Ainosuke thought. “What is it this time?” Ainosuke asked, a little eager to continue. 

“C-Can’t you go slow?” Reki stammered. 

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes. “This is slow for me.”

“W-Well… go slower!” Reki exclaimed, though his tone came out more whiny than intended. And yet, Reki melted when Ainosuke pulled him into another kiss. This time it was a slow and more sensual rhythm. Reki seemed to love this as he eagerly kissed back, moving his arms to wrap around Ainosuke’s neck while he wrapped his arms around Reki’s waist. 

When they broke the kiss, Ainosuke rested his forehead on Reki’s shoulder, closing his eyes with a sigh. “Stay for dinner.” 

Reki’s cheeks heated up, glancing to the side. “I-I don’t know…” 

“Please,” Ainosuke said, a little more desperate. Tightening his hold on Reki and nuzzling on Reki’s neck. His breath tickled Reki, who bit his lip. “Stay for dinner, Red.” He said. Reki stayed silent for a few seconds before nodding away. Ainosuke smirked before surprising Reki with a chaste kiss against his neck.

Reki let out a startled yelp, breaking the hug as he took a few steps back to put a hand on his neck. Staring wide-eyed at Ainosuke as his face heated up again. Ainosuke, however, only chuckled. A mischievous glint in his eyes. “H-Hey! Y-You promised not to do anything weird.” Reki stammered.

Ainosuke shrugged. “Kissing your neck isn’t weird to me,” Ainpsuke narrowed his eyes again. “Especially after making out.”

“You know what I mean!” Reki exclaimed.

“I don’t, actually.” Ainosukd said, taking a few steps closer to Reki. Reki tensed up, further putting distance between them until his back hit a wall. Ainosuke put a hand on the wall, staring down at Reki. It was deja vu, all over again. “You’ll have to use your words, Red. Otherwise, I’ll continue to do what feels right to me.” Ainosuke said, leaning in a little.

Reki bit down another yelp, glancing at everything but Ainosuke. “I-I just…” Reki started, before sighing. “I want to go slow in general… I’m… not as experienced as you.” Reki said, looking up at Ainosuke with a bit of hesitation. 

Ainosuke smiled, leaning away. “There. It wasn’t that hard, now, was it?” 

Reki groaned as Ainosuke chuckled.

***

“I’m sorry we lost practice today.” Reki started, looking at Ainosuke apologetically. They were in the fancy dining room, waiting for the chef to cook dinner for two people. Some of the maids that came to set up the table gave Reki some curious looks. 

Ainosuke looked at Reki surprised. “You don’t have to worry about that. If anything, I should apologize for scaring you yesterday.” Ainosuke said.

Now it was Reki that looked at him surprised. “Did you drink?”

Ainosuke raised an eyebrow. “No. I did not.” Ainosuke said and there was no hesitation to his words. 

Reki stared at him before downcasting with a strange soft gaze and a small smile. “So, you’re sober this time.” Reki murmured. 

Ainosuke ended up hearing him anyway.

Ainosuke tensed up, looking away with an unreadable expression for a few seconds. There it was again, that bittersweet swirl in his chest. Ainosuke cleared his throat, ignoring the way his ears heated up again. “How about coming by this weekend?” Ainosuke asked, looking back at Reki. “We can have more time to practice that way.” 

Reki’s eyes were shining as he looked back at Ainosuke, a wide smile forming on his lips. “Yeah! I’d love to!” Reki beamed up.

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes on Reki. Like the sun, huh? Ainosuke thought, recalling a distant memory.

By the time dinner was served, Reki and Ainosuke started to talk about other things. Mainly about their passion for skating. “You can tell you’re rich, huh?” Reki teased, smirking at Ainosuke with narrowed eyes. “You have your own Michelin chef making five-star dishes like it’s an everyday occurrence.” Reki said after the maids were done clearing the table and leaving in an orderly manner to the kitchen. 

“And?” Ainosuke smirked back, narrowing his eyes back. “What’s so bad about that?”

“Must be nice to not have to cook everyday for the rest of your life!” Reki exclaimed, resting his forearms on the table and slightly leaning in. Looking up at Ainosuke with playfulness. 

Ainosuke rested his elbow on the table before leaning his chin against his right palm. Looking at him with equal mischief. “All I hear is jealousy.” Ainosuke teased with a chuckle as Reki let out an exaggerated scoff as he put a hand to his chest before slapping his arm. 

“You’re on thin ice, mister.” Reki said, dragging the last word with a playful tone and a teasing smile on his face. 

At least, this had been the scene Tadashi had walked upon in. He hadn’t been spotted yet, but Tadashi still looked around as though he had walked in on the wrong room. Not again! Tadashi exclaimed in his mind as he recalled the first time he had walked in on Reki and Ainosuke shamelessly flirting when Tadashi went to pick Ainosuke up from crashing a party. Though, when Tadashi asked his —drunk— young master about it. All Ainosuke told him was that he had misunderstood.

“Right back at you, Red.” Ainosuke answered back, purring his nickname as he grabbed Reki’s wrist. “Keep going like that and I’m not gonna be able to hold back and kiss you again.” Ainosuke said, his thumb caressing Reki’s wrist. 

Reki jolted slightly, his cheeks heating up as he widened his eyes. “O-Oh, haha… I-I’ll keep that in mind.” Reki stuttered, giving Ainosuke a shy smile.

Tadashi cleared his throat. Catching their attention, finally. “The car is ready.” Tadashi said, ignoring the glaring daggers from Ainosuke as Reki’s face further flushed in embarrassment. Though, surprisingly enough, Reki didn’t pull his arm away this time. 

Not that either of the parties involved noticed such a detail. 

***

Ainosuke had walked Reki out the door and even went a step beyond as he followed Reki to the black car that was parked right in front of them. Tadashi was already inside, pretending to be on his phone as he nonchalantly waited for Reki to get in. Ainosuke opened the car door for Reki, something he never did for anyone. Reki smiled at Ainosuke. “Thank you, I enjoyed having dinner with you.” 

Ainosuke smiled back. “Right back at you.” Ainosuke said, his gaze softening. 

For a few seconds, they just stared into each other’s eyes in comforting silence. Reki downcasted his gaze for a second as he opened his mouth before smiling back at Ainosuke. “I’ll see you this weekend?” Reki asked, hopeful with a small smile.

Ainosuke lightly brushed his knuckles against Reki’s cheekbone as Reki closed one eye and shuddered at his touch. “Of course.” Ainosuke said, softly. Pulling his hand away. 

Reki smiled at the older man, amber eyes narrowed with tenderness. “Goodnight, Adam.” 

Ainosuke smiled, a mischievous glint on his crimson eyes. “Aren’t you forgetting something?” 

Reki furrowed his brow in confusion. “Like wha-”

“My goodnight kiss~” Ainosuke teased.

Reki let out a choked sound, flushing red from the tip of his ears to his cheeks. “D-Do I have to?” Reki asked, glaring at Ainosuke through his blushing. 

“If you do, I’ll forgive what happened yesterday.” Ainosuke said, crossing his arms with a lopsided smile. Reki grumbled, debating with himself on whether it was worth it or not. Reki pouted as he glared at his feet before his face softened. Coming to a decision, Reki gulped as he looked straight back at Ainosuke. He leaned in, resting one hand on Ainosuke’s shoulder. But instead of Ainosuke’s lips, Reki tiptoed a bit to kiss his right cheek. Ainosuke chuckled. “You’re cute.” 

Reki felt his chest fuzzy as he quickly scrambled inside of the car. “S-Shut up!” Reki shouted, his ears red. 

“Goodnight, Red.” Ainosuke said, leaning against the car with a small smile and a soft look. Reki looked a little surprised for a second before shyly nodding. Reki closed the door once Ainosuke leaned away and Tadashi finally put his phone away to start driving. Ainosuke’s eyes lingered on the car before it was no longer in sight. Ainosuke let out a soft sigh before walking back inside.

***

“So, how did it go?” Hiromi asked as he watered some of the plants put on display outside the shop. Reki had his arms behind his back, absentmindedly kicking the air as he pouted. 

“I-I guess it went well.”

“You guess?” Hiromi asked, looking up at him with a raised eyebrow.

Reki flinched, stopping his foot before hesitantly looking back at Hiromi. “It went well.” Reki said, his ears flushing.

“You know, you shouldn’t be wishy-washy with your answers in the long run, Reki.” Hiromi advised, glancing back at the flowers. “You’ll end up stressing yourself and your sugar.” Hiromi pointed out.

Reki frowned slightly. Reki knew Hiromi wasn’t nagging, but he also didn’t like it when others bluntly told him his flaws. But, well, I do need to hear it. Reki thought with a sigh. “I know… I’ll try to be more straightforward.”

Hiromi glanced back at him.

Reki rolled his eyes. “I’ll be more straightforward.” 

“Heh. Yeah, I bet you’ll bi forward. Aaaaah.”  Hiromi teased before he backtracked to avoid getting kicked by Reki.

“Shut the fuck up, dude.” Reki laughed.

Hiromi stopped watering the flowers, looking at Reki with a smirk. “So, now that you and your sugar made up, are you finally going to do your job?”

Reki glanced away, pretending like he hadn’t heard Hiromi. “I-I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Hiromi rolled his eyes, walking over to Reki and wrapping an arm on his shoulders. “Why, I’m talking about the money of course! That’s what your sugar is for!”

Reki looked at Hiromi unamused. “And what exactly do I ask him for?”

“Anything!” Hiromi exclaimed, pulling away from Reki to raise his free hand. “Games, clothes, treat yourself to some nice food, whatever that requires money!” Hiromi shouted, his eyes turning into the symbol of Yen. 

Reki shifted on his feet. “Hmmm, I don’t know… do you think he’ll really give me the-”

Hiromi put his hand on Reki’s shoulder, staring down at him with a serious face. “That’s his job, Reki.”

“Okay, okay!” Reki exclaimed, gently brushing Hiromi’s hand away. Reki glanced across the street, watching as a child passed eating ice cream as he held onto his mother’s hand. “It’s just, I don’t know what to buy.” Reki said, looking back at Hiromi. 

There was a mischievous glint on Hiromi’s eyes as he gave Reki a knowing smile. “Oh, you don’t know?” Hiromi asked, grabbing his chin as he closed his eyes. Chuckling. “Oh, don’t worry Reki. I’ll help you.”

Reki raised an eyebrow at him.

***

Langa was on his way to Reki’s home when his phone started vibrating. Langa stopped on the sidewalk, grabbing his skateboard as he checked the ID caller. His face lit up before answering. “Reki!” Langa exclaimed.

«Hey! Are you free right now?» Reki asked. 

Langa giggled. “Funny you say that, I was going to drop by your house.”

«Oh… uh, good timing then! I’m not even home.» Reki said, laughing sheepishly. «Good thing I called, huh?» Reki chuckled and though it did tickle nicely against Langa’s ear, his smile faltered a little.

“So, are you okay now? You were puking yesterday.” Langa said, brows tipping up with worry. Langa heard as Reki let out a choked sound before laughing nervously.

«Y-Yeah. I took medicine and slept it off.»

Langa smiled softly, narrowing his eyes. “Really? I’m glad then.” 

There goes another guilty stab to Reki's conscience. Reki forced a laugh. “Y-Yeah, anyway!” Reki quickly changed the topic, clearing his throat. “Are you free right now? I want to go shopping with you.”

This is it! This is my chance! A shopping date. Langa thought as his eyes glinted with hope, cheeks heating up before nodding furiously. “Yes!” Langa shouted.

Reki laughed and oh, how Langa adored that sound. «Great! I’ll text you the location.» Reki said and Langa could picture the big and warm smile on his face by the sound of it. « I’ll wait for you there, so you better not leave me hanging, Hasegawa Langa! » Reki teased.

Langa laughed. “I would never do that!”

Reki laughed again. «Then, I’ll see you in a bit!» Reki exclaimed before hanging. Langa stared down at his phone, his thumb caressing the screen. I guess I was worrying for nothing. Langa thought, a soft smile and tender gaze on his face. 

***

After hanging up, Reki let out a relieved sigh. Finally, I can make it up to Langa! Reki cried out. Hiromi walked out of the shop again, glancing at Reki. “So, what did they all say?” Hiromi asked.

“Well, Miya says he’s coming. Cherry and Joe didn’t answer me nor have they seen my texts and Langa said he’s coming!” Reki exclaimed, raising a finger for each friend that he named.

Hiromi nodded. “What about your sugar? Has he deposited the money yet?” 

“Can you relax? I barely sent him a text after you told me to.” Reki said, crossing his arms. 

“Sorry, man. Money changes people.” Hiromi sighed, dramatic as Reki rolled his eyes. Reki’s phone vibrated. Reki and Hiromi looked at each other before Reki pulled out his phone and Hiromi was quick to be by his side, peeking at Reki’s phone. “Mr. A?” Hiromi asked, giving Reki a weird look.

“Shush!” Reki hissed, a slight blush on his right cheek. Reki was a bit nervous about the message, but he ended up opening the chat.

Hey, can you send me some money?

Seen

Mr. A

Sure, baby. How much?

Reki had blushed like crazy when he first got the message.

If it’s not too much…

Seen

Do you mind sending 100 000 yen?

Seen

That had been the last message Reki sent.

Hiromi and Reki widened their eyes as they read Ainosuke’s last message. With Reki tightening his hold on his phone.

Mr. A

Here you go, darling.

I added 400 000 more in case you want something else.

Ainosuke had sent a photo of the transaction and now Reki had 500 000 yen in his bank account. And the most money Reki has had in his entire life has been 600 yen. Once, he saved up a thousand for a skateboard and ended up being nagged by his father for buying ‘useless stuff’. That and the skateboard ended up breaking after a week. 

Hiromi put a hand on Reki’s shoulder. “Don’t let go of this one, Reki.” Hiromi said, his eyes turning into Yen again.

“Hey, hey, get your own sugar!” Reki exclaimed, a bit playful. Though, there was also a bit of defensiveness to it. 

Hiromi laughed before going inside the shop again.

Reki glanced down at his phone again, snickering. “So this is what having a sugar daddy is like…” Reki murmured. He brought his phone close to his lips before chuckling mischievously with narrowed eyes. He pulled his phone back and started typing. 

Thanks, Daddy~

Seen

Mr. A

Anything for my baby~

Reki's teasing ended up backfiring as he silently screamed in embarrassment. Face red as he fought with the air, ignoring the weird looks some passerby gave him. Reki crouched down, ruffling his own hair as he glared at the sidewalk.  “Okay, let’s never do that again.” So he said. 

***

Langa was all smiles as he skated to the meet up location. The excitement bubbling under his skin about this shopping date that he was already going through in his mind and since it was Reki who suggested it first… He’s probably seeing me as a potential date! Langa deluded himself. Already picturing a scenario where Reki accompanies him back home and ends up in Reki stuttering his confession which meant that Langa had the chance to say how he actually felt the same way!

And then… we can finally be together! Langa thought with a wide smile.

Until, he arrived. 

“Ah, Langa!” Reki beamed up when he saw Langa. However, right next to him was Miya, who had leaned his arm against Reki’s shoulder as he showed Reki a video of his most recent competition and Hiromi was hanging back as he was taking a call. Miya glanced up from his phone before shaking his head in disappointment and leaned away from Reki. 

That single action stabbed through Langa. Ugh! I should’ve known! Langa thought as he dragged his feet closer to Reki’s side. “Hey.” Langa said, a little dejected as he raised a hand. 

“I’m so glad you came, dude!” Reki exclaimed, wrapping an arm around Langa’s shoulders. Langa felt fuzzy in his chest, his ears heating up before smiling shyly at Reki. 

“You should’ve told me the rest was coming too.” 

Reki widened his eyes. “Oh, sorry!” Reki apologized, brows tipped up. 

Langa shook his head. “No, no, it’s okay! I should’ve asked beforehand, haha.” Langa laughed sheepishly. Reki smiled again and Langa’s fluttering in his chest intensified.

“Alright!” Reki exclaimed, pulling his arm back —much to Langa’s dismay— to fist bump the air. “Let’s go shopping!” Reki shouted before laughing. 

“Hell yeah!” Hiromi shouted, having finished his phone call before slapping Reki’s back as hard as he could. Laughing as Reki almost tripped forward and shouted at Hiromi. “Let’s go shopping!” Hiromi shouted.

Langa chuckled, looking at Reki with endearment before Miya walked up to his side with arms crossed. “Do you have a minute?” Miya asked, catching Langa’s attention. “I need to tell you something.” 

Langa blinked twice, tilting his head in confusion.

Miya glanced back to where Reki and Hiromi had wrapped their arms around their shoulders and started chanting ‘shopping spree!’. Miya narrowed his eyes on Reki. If my intuition is right… then, maybe it’s already too late for Langa. Miya thought. 

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❝I want to buy you something, but I don’t have any money. No, I don’t have any money!❞

                    — Money, The Drums.

“What is it?” Langa asked, raising an eyebrow at Miya. Miya had pulled Langa to the side, telling Hiromi and Reki that they’ll catch up soon since Miya needed to discuss something with Langa. 

Miya took a deep breath before sighing internally. “What are you doing, Langa?” Miya asked, slightly shaking his head. “What are you doing?” Miya repeated, a slight edge to his tone.

Langa furrowed his brow in confusion. “Uh… nothing? I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Langa said.

“Exactly.” Miya took a step forward, pointing at Langa as the taller young man stumbled backwards a bit. “You’re not doing anything to move forward with Reki!” Miya yelled with a frown. Langa tensed up, shushing Miya before glancing around with a panicked expression. Even though Reki and Hiromi were already inside the mall. Miya rolled his eyes. “Don’t shush me.”

Langa sighed, crossing his arms as he leaned on the sidewall of the mall. “It’s not my fault, you know? It’s just-”

“Not the right time.” Miya finished, looking up at Langa unamused and with a hand on his hip. “It’s never the right time for you, no matter how much I help you!” Miya exclaimed as he pointed at Langa again. 

Langa raised his hands. “Well, I’m sorry! I can’t help feeling anxious about my feelings for my best friend!” Langa exclaimed, narrowing his eyes at Miya. “It’s not like I’m always afraid that confessing my feelings for him might ruin our friendship!”

Miya took another deep breath. 

Shouting and yelling wasn’t going to solve the problem. Nor would it help Langa, whose reaction was always going on the defense. “Okay, listen… you do realize that someone might be able to just… come in and swoop Reki out of your grasp, right? You are aware that other people find Reki as attractive as you do, right?”

Langa slowly blinked, thinking about it for a second before nodding. “Yeah, I know! I mean… who wouldn’t love Reki?” Langa started, smiling softly as his cheeks turned pink. “He’s funny, kind, strong, cute and handsome at the same time, hardworking-”

“Yeah, yeah.” Miya interrupted, knowing that Langa wouldn’t stop on his own. Miya put his hands on his hips, giving Langa a look. “But do you know who else might like Reki aside from you?” 

Langa hummed, closing his eyes as he grabbed his chin with a slight frown. Miya looked at the imaginary camera of life with an unamused look before rolling his eyes and shaking his head. 

“I’ll give you a hint,” Miya started, crossing his arms and shifting on his feet. “He loves Spain a little too much.”

Langa hummed, slightly opening his eyes. “Do I know someone like that?”

“Oh my-Langa!” Miya shouted, exasperated. “It’s Adam! I’m talking about Adam!” Miya exclaimed, motioning in frustration. 

Langa looked wide eyed at Miya before he started laughing.

“What’s funny?” Miya asked, annoyed.

“I mean, I would believe you if you said Adam still likes me, but Reki? They hate each other!”

“Are you sure about that?” Miya asked, crossing his arms again. Giving Langa a stare.

Langa chuckled with a small smile. “Pretty sure.” 

Miya sighed, heavily. “Look. I understand you might think that way because of the proposal-”

“I mean, I’m sure I heard you say that he was back on his Eve bullshit again.”

“Two statements can be true at the same time.”  

Langa furrowed his brow. “I don’t think Adam going back to his Eve hunting could co-exist with him liking Reki.” 

“It could if Adam is going back to it out of habit rather than doing so because he still believes in it like before.” Miya pointed out.

Langa blinked. “Which means?”

“Which means that Reki could end up liking him!”

“How so? He hates his guts! Plus, he gave him the scars on his back.” Langa said, motioning with a raised eyebrow.

“That, I do agree with but…” Miya’s words trailed off, frowning as he glanced away. He couldn’t help recalling the excited look of Reki when Adam was racing, the fact that both Adam and Reki disappeared that night… but it was also the small things that kept building up. Things that had Miya raising an eyebrow. 

“But?” Langa repeated.

Miya looked back at Langa. “You can’t keep putting it off forever, Langa.” Miya said, narrowing his eyes. “Reki won’t be waiting for you like it’s a movie or something. You have to be realistic-”

“I know that!” Langa exclaimed, getting annoyed to hear the same thing over and over. “I know… just… I’ll do it.”

“When?” Miya asked, giving Langa an incredulous look. It was always all bark and no bite. 

Langa glanced around before noticing a movie for a poster. Langa’s light bulb turned on. “I’ll ask him out to the movies on friday!” Langa exclaimed with a smile. “I swear to you that I’ll confess there.” Langa said, putting his hand on his chest and raising the other one.

Miya hummed before sighing. “Fine.” Miya grumbled.

***

“Where to start?” Reki asked as he and Hiromi walked around, glancing at the stores. 

Hiromi pointed to the ceiling. “Only the sky’s the limit!” Hiromi exclaimed. Reki let out an amazed ‘oh!’ as he clapped. 

Despite the side-glances of some passersby. 

“Ahem, but jokes aside, you’re free to go shopping wherever! Usually, when you shop with Langa, how much do you end up buying?” Hiromi asked, wrapping an arm around Reki’s shoulders. 

Reki hummed in thought, putting his index finger on his bottom lip as he glanced up at the ceiling. “Not much, to be honest. I mostly buy like… two new shirts… my mom is the one who buys me pants… my dad sometimes gives me enough cash for one new pair of shoes…”

“Well, now you can buy as much clothing as you want!” Hiromi exclaimed, motioning with his other hand as Reki glanced back at him.

“But, isn’t it boring to just buy clothes?” Reki asked, knitting his eyebrows. 

“Who cares! It’s your money!” Hiromi exclaimed with a smile. “Besides, we’re leaving the fancy clothing to your sugar when he buys you stuff.” Hiromi said with a knowing look and a smirk. Reki tensed up, choking on his spit as his cheeks turned red. “I’m sure he’ll pick up the best clothes to undress you in~” Hiromi teased before laughing as Reki punched his side.

“Shut up! Just shut up!” Reki yelled.

***

Reki and Hiromi walked to one of the urban clothing shops at the mall, Reki looked around at the t-shirts when Langa and Miya finally caught up to them. “Ah, you’re back!” Reki exclaimed with a smile, glancing at them. Langa nodded with a small smile and narrowed eyes while Miya gave Reki a strange look. 

“What are you going to buy?” Langa asked, walking to stand beside Reki.

“Clothes, mostly.” Reki said, grabbing a black shirt with the red logo of Spider-Man with the illusion that it was graffitied on. “But, since I have money, I’m thinking of buying something for my sisters.” Reki said, offering Langa a smile. 

Langa’s smile widened. “I see!” Langa exclaimed before he also started to look through the shirts. “I think I’ll buy some shirts for now… do you think you can help me with that?” Langa asked, peeking curiously at Reki who was reaching out for a denim jacket. 

“Sure!” Reki exclaimed before going back to browsing clothes. 

Miya eyed the two of them together before slowly walking past them to where Hiromi was browsing some jeans. “Thanks for leaving me alone to deal with those two.” Miya murmured, a sarcastic tone to his voice. Hiromi turned to look at him before glancing over his shoulder to see Reki holding a long-sleeve shirt with some design on it over Langa. Langa’s eyes were narrowed, a slight pink on the tip of his ears as he offered Reki a small shy smile.

Hiromi turned to look back at Miya. “You’re still helping Langa?” Hiromi asked with a grimace. “Dude. You’re too young to stress yourself with that mess.” Hiromi said, hanging the light jeans he was holding back in place.

“Then, what? I should leave them alone!?” Miya exclaimed loud enough for only Hiromi to hear. 

“Obviously?” Hiromi said, sounding like Miya had asked him if the sky was blue. “Besides, forcing someone to reciprocate isn’t healthy.” Hiromi said, moving on to the next rack where the black ragged jeans caught his attention. 

Miya trailed behind him, frowning. “I know that, I’m not dumb!” 

“So, then?”

“I just… if he is bound to be rejected, I rather he just gets it out of the way so he could move on.” Miya sighed.

“True, that.” Hiromi said, sighing when he couldn’t find any jeans on his size. “Besides, do you even know if Reki likes someone or not?” Hiromi asked, before moving on to another section of the shop. Miya, however, stood there. Blinking. Miya glanced around until his eyes found Langa and Reki again near the cap section. Reki laughed as he put a ‘perry the platypus’ themed cap on Langa and Langa pouted. 

Reki was leaning his head on his crossed arms on top of the table, looking to the side at a very drunken Adam who had ‘rested his eyes’ for a bit in the same position. Reki stared at Adam before narrowing his eyes with a soft look and a strange small smile. 

Miya tore his gaze away, brows tipping up. “I don’t know if I’ll like the answer to that one.”

***

Reki was walking with his friends, holding the bags with his stuff before he stopped right in front of a Sanrio store. “Wait up, I need to buy my sisters something!” Reki exclaimed heading inside. Langa glanced at Miya and Hiromi, who were talking about a videogame of sorts before quietly following after Reki. 

“Reki.” Langa called out, watching as Reki looked from the Kuromi plush to him. “Let me help you with the bags!” Langa exclaimed, grabbing at least half of the bags that Reki was holding onto.

Reki smiled at Langa. “Thanks, dude!” Reki exclaimed, browsing the shop more at ease. 

Langa eyed Reki, watching as Reki looked around before picking a Pompompurin cup and inspecting it before setting it down. He furrowed his brow, scratching his head. “I know Koyomi’s favorite character is Cinnamoroll, but I can’t remember what Nanaka and Chihiro’s favorite characters were.” 

Langa smiled. “Maybe… the twins?” Langa asked, raising an eyebrow.

Reki snickered. “That sure would make it easier for me!” Reki continued to walk around the shop, picking up a Cinnamoroll-themed notebook. Langa followed close behind. “Despite being twins, they do actually have their own tastes. Which is why they fight sometimes.” Reki explained, putting the notebook back. 

Langa hummed. “I’ve never seen them fight.”

“Because they’re too busy staring at you.” Reki sighed. They always do that with guests. Reki thought, picking up a Gudetama sticker pack. 

Langa, however, interpreted Reki’s words as somehow the twins being curious enough about him that they don’t fight. Therefore, he must already be accepted by the family as Reki’s partner… forgetting the fact that, two years ago, when Miya first went to Reki’s house the twins did the same.

“Maybe they liked a character based on their favorite color?” Langa suggested.

Reki hummed before widening his eyes, snapping his fingers. “Ah! I remember now!” Reki exclaimed. Making his way to the plush section. “Nanaka likes Gudetama even though she’s very active and Chihiro likes Keroppi even though she rarely likes to venture outside.” 

“Shouldn’t it be the other way around?” Langa asked.

Reki laughed. “I know, right? But, that’s what they like! What can I do?” Reki said, chuckling at the end as he looked down at the plushies with a soft expression. This was another reason why he loved Reki, he cared and loved his family so much. As they waited in line to pay for the plushies of Keroppi and a Cinnamoroll mini zipper pouch, Langa gently poked Reki’s arm to catch his attention.

“Are you free on Friday?”

Reki tensed up. “Friday? I’m… not sure, why?” Reki asked, taking a step as the line advanced.

“I was wondering if you wanted to go to the movies that day!” Langa exclaimed with a smile, taking a step also. “I’m still not sure which movie though, but-”

“In the afternoon?” Reki asked, glancing at Langa.

“Sure! I was thinking at around two? But if you want to meet up later-”

“No, it’s fine.” Reki was quick to say, giving Langa a small smile with brows tipped up. “I’ll go to the movies with you on Friday!” Reki exclaimed.

Langa’s eyes glinted with excitement before smiling wide at Reki, gaze softening as his cheeks dusted pink. “I’ll see you on Friday at two then,” Langa playfully nudged Reki. “You better not stand me up!” Langa playfully pouted. 

Reki laughed. “Of course not! How dare you think I will, huh?” Reki answered back, playfully nudging Langa back. 

Alright, I’ll confess this Friday no matter what! I swear on my father’s grave that I will! Langa thought to himself, trying to control the goofy smile that wanted to come out of his lips.

Should I tell Adam about it? It’s not like he said we should see each other on Friday… Maybe he meant Saturday! Reki thought, a little anxious. Reki narrowed his eyes, feeling the ghost sensation of Ainosuke’s lips on his neck and shuddering slightly. Maybe… I can ask him if we can see each other earlier. Even if it’s for a little bit. Reki thought, the tip of his ears getting red.

***

They continued to shop around. Miya had brought his allowance and since he did well on his last competition, he ended up buying himself a new Xbox controller since one of his cousins had broken one of them. Hiromi had ended up buying a new leather jacket and a cute chain that was clearly not a gift for the manager. Langa couldn’t afford much, so he was mostly window shopping.

“I can buy something for you if you want!” Reki offered. 

Langa widened his eyes before raising his hands with a slight blush. “Ah, no, no! I-I’m fine.”

Reki laughed, wrapping an arm around Langa which only made his blush worsen. “Don’t worry, man! I have a lot of money on me right now.” Reki said, smiling playfully as he moved his eyebrows up and down.

I want to kiss him so bad! Langa thought, yelling and sobbing inside his mind. Langa’s face heated up, glancing away. “A-Are you sure? I-I don’t want to bother or anything.” 

“Nah, it’s my treat!” Reki exclaimed with a grin, shaking him slightly. 

Langa felt like he was in heaven. He could cry right now. They passed by one of those stalls that sold necklaces and bracelets. Some of the bracelets were made out of strings, but one caught Langa’s attention. It was a red and blue bracelet that as they intertwined in the middle made an infinity symbol. Langa’s eyes shined before calling Reki over who was a few stalls away where they sold caps.

“You found anything you’d like?” Reki asked, walking to Langa’s side with a smile. 

Langa chuckled, tenderly gazing at Reki. “Yeah.” 

Reki beamed at that. “Great! I'll pay for it.”

Oh, right. Shopping, we’re shopping. Langa thought. He cleared his throat as a slight blush crept up to his cheeks. “Then, I want this bracelet.” Langa said, pointing to the infinity red and blue bracelet. 

“You sure?” Reki asked, eyeing the bracelet. 

Langa nodded. 

“Well, if you’re sure.” Reki said before calling over the seller. “I’ll take this bracelet here.” Reki said, pointing to the one Langa wanted. Langa couldn’t help but feel a flutter in his chest. Oh my god, he’s really buying it for me! Langa fawned inside his mind. Although, Reki ended up paying with his physical money since the vendor didn’t take credit card. That just made the gift extra special to Langa.

“I’m sorry about the money thing!” Langa exclaimed, giving Reki an apologetic look. 

Reki chuckled, waving dismissively. “Like I keep saying, don’t worry about it!” 

Langa pouted before holding Reki’s wrist. Reki stopped walking, turning to look at Langa with an eyebrow raised. “I’ll invite you food next time.” Langa stated, his eyes looking at Reki determined.

Reki blinked twice before laughing. That pretty boy-ish laugh of his that always pulled at Langa’s strings. “You better keep your promise then, pretty boy!” Reki teased. He called me pretty, aaaaah! Langa internally screamed. Laughing it off on the outside.

By the time they got to the food court, they were very hungry. Exhausted from having to walk and horse around too much. Which is why they all agreed that eating will be their last stop before heading home. “What do you guys want? I’ll invite the food!” Reki boasted with a cheeky grin. 

“Ramen!” Miya shouted, raising his hands with a cat-like glint on his eyes. 

Langa hummed. “A hamburger!” Langa said, pronouncing the word in english. 

To Reki’s surprise, Hiromi had stood up. “Eh, don’t worry about me! I’ll buy my own food.”

“Huh? Really?” Reki asked, giving Hiromi a strange look. Hiromi rolled his eyes, walking over to where Reki was standing up and put a hand on his shoulder. Leaning in to whisper on his ear. 

“Save some of the sugar’s money for yourself, okay?” Hiromi said before patting his shoulder and leaning away with a knowing smile. “I’ll go buy some sushi for me!” Hiromi exclaimef before boisterously laughing. Reki was staring at Hiromi’s back with surprise.

Thank you, Shadow! Reki thanked him inside his mind. Respecting Hiromi a little bit more. 

***

“Where did you get the money, anyway?” Miya asked, once they were all outside the mall. 

Reki widened his eyes. “Um-”

“This guy showed up to my job, all excited about finally being paid his comission and that the dude gave him a big tip to apologize for getting the money late.” Hiromi laughed, wrapping an arm around Reki’s shoulders as Reki complained about him being heavy. 

Miya hummed, narrowing his eyes.

The sun was setting when they had come out and despite Hiromi bringing Reki on his car, he was the first one to go. Wanting to unwind after today in the comforts of his home. And so, the three of them were left to text their respective parents to pick them up. 

Reki was sitting down on the bench, guarding his eleven shopping bags as he waited for his father to pick him up. Though, Reki wasn’t too happy about that. Miya, Langa and Reki played Shiritori to pass the time. The first one to leave was Langa, even though he didn’t want to. “I’ll see you on Friday.” Langa said, hugging Reki goodbye.

Reki patted Langa’s back with a smile. “Yep!”

And then, there were two.

For a moment, there was a comfortable silence between them. Reki pulled out his phone, scrolling through his twitter and Miya did the same for a few minutes before putting it away. Miya turned his head to look at Reki, eyeing him before speaking. “I thought Adam would kill you and bury your body somewhere.” 

Reki tensed up at the name. Reki looked back at Miya, eyes wide as his face started fo pale. “W-Why do you say that?” 

Miya narrowed his eyes in suspicion. “You and Adam disappeared after he proposed to Langa and got rejected.” Miya started. “It doesn’t take a genius to put two and two together.” Miya said, rolling his eyes.

Oh god, there was a witness. 

Reki laughed nervously as he glanced away. “O-Oh.”

Miya rested his back on the bench, crossing his arms. “So, what did you tell Adam?” 

Reki whipped his head back at Miya. “Huh!?” 

“You went after him, right?”

Think, Reki. Think! Reki thought in panic. “How do you know I didn’t go for a piss?” Reki asked, raising an eyebrow as he hoped that his voice sounded natural enough. 

Miya crouched up his nose. “First of all, ew. Second of all, you kept looking at Adam! Which is weird since you and him don’t get along.” Miya stared at Reki with wide cat-like eyes as he leaned in. Reki jolted back, startled. “It looked like you wanted to tell him something.” Miya said, narrowing his eyes again as he leaned back. 

Fuck. Reki thought. Reki cleared his throat, closing his eyes as he crossed his arms, brow furrowed. “Yes, I did tell Adam something.” Miya’s burning stare made Reki sweat a little. “I-I gave him a piece of my mind! I mean, a proposal? How ridiculous!” Reki exclaimed, throwing a hand out in the air.

Which suspiciously reminded Miya of Adam.

“Right, right.” Miya said, not believing him at all. “If that was true then why did you left early?” 

Silence.

Reki closed his eyes with a frown as he grabbed his chin and hummed. He snapped his fingers and pointed at Miya. “I felt pity for him, so I consoled him.”

They both stared at each other in another stretched silence. 

Miya furrowed his brow. “Liar.”

Reki faked a cough. “I’m not lying.”

“You so are! Why would you console Adam of all people!?”

Reki shrugged. “He’s human.”

“He tried to kill you!” 

“Okay, that’s… that’s a big accussation right there.” 

Miya let out an offended noise. “Don’t try to defend him, Reki! He even hurt Joe and Cherry with the proposal, you know that! We… all saw that.” Miya said, raising his voice before quieting down at the end. Miya glared at Reki, but it wasn’t really at Reki who he was glaring at but at the Adam in his mind. “What did you really tell Adam?” 

“I told you, I consoled him. I even told him to forget about Langa already!” Reki shrugged his shoulders. Glancing away as to not give away his lie. Which only gave him away. 

“Don’t sympathize with him, Reki!” Miya hissed as he stood up, his face softening at the worried expression on Reki. “Not you.” He said, softer this time.

Reki widened his eyes before glancing away apologetic. “Sorry.” Reki said, low.

Miya flinched at his tone before downcasting his gaze. “No, it’s fine. I… I know you mean well, sorry.” Miya said, plopping back down on the bench. Miya stared down at the concrete. 

For a few seconds, the silence between them felt heavy. 

“Reki,” Miya spoke again, catching Reki’s attention. “Do you have someone you like?” 

Reki blinked before his cheeks heated up slightly. “H-Huh!? W-Why do you ask that!?” Reki asked.

Miya turned to look at Reki with am unreadable expression. “Do you?” 

Reki gave Miya a worried look before downcasting his gaze. “Not… really.” Reki stammered.

Miya glanced back down at his feet. That was a lie and Miya knew it. So, it really is… Miya frowned at his thoughts before sighing. Miya noticed his father’s car approaching before standing up with his new controller. Miya’s dad parked in front of them and Reki waved at him with a smile. Miya’s dad returned the gesture.

Miya turned to look back at Reki one last time. “Reki… if you ever end up dating someone… I hope you do so because you are happy with that person.” Miya said before getting into the car and leaving a shocked Reki behind.

Reki blinked, raising an eyebrow as he slightly tilted his head to the side. “What was that about?”

Chapter Text

❝I’m sorry to interrupt. It’s just I’m constantly on the cusp of tryin’ to kiss you.❞

                   — Do I Wanna Know?, Arctic Monkeys

At long last, Reki’s father arrived. 

“You sure bought a lot this time, huh?” Reki’s father commented once Reki put everything on the back seat and hopped on the passenger’s seat. 

“I got paid my commission.” Reki said, neutral.

Reki’s father hummed as he started to drive away. “You didn’t get scammed this time?”

Reki gave his father a side-eye before glancing out the window. “No, I didn’t.” Reki said, not really up to any fighting. 

“What did you buy?” His father asked.

“Clothes, mostly.” Reki started, downcasting his gaze. “Two new pairs of shoes and some gifts for my sisters.”

“You didn’t buy me anything?” Reki’s father asked, a playful tone in his voice. However, Reki never found the question funny. 

“Next time.” Reki said. 

Reki’s father chuckled. “I’m only joking with you! Don’t be such a funkiller.” Reki’s father said, but Reki only rolled his eyes. “What else did you do with your friends?”

“Nothing much, just looked through the shops and had some food-”

“You guys didn’t try to pick up ladies? Eh?” Reki’s father tried to jab him. His own form of teasing his son.

Or it could have been, two years ago.

Reki turned to look at his father, narrowing his eyes in annoyance. “I just wanted to buy clothes for the new semester.”

“And? You could’ve seen any cute girls that caught your eye!” 

“Yeah? Well… no one did.” Reki said, glancing out the window. 

Reki’s father sighed. “Ah, right. Your generation does everything online now.” Reki’s father said and Reki didn’t miss that dismissive tone of his. 

Once again, Reki had avoided stepping on a trap. 

***

Reki sat down on his bed after taking a shower and putting on his pajamas. His mother knocked on his door before sliding it open. “I cleaned your clothes!” Masae exclaimed, putting the basket of clean clothes down and putting Reki’s clothes on top of his bed right next to Reki who was drying his hair with a towel. 

“Ah, mom, I’m going to the movies with Langa on friday.” Reki said, letting his mother know. 

Masae smiled at Reki. “Is that so? You went shopping today with your friends, right?” Masae asked, sitting next to Reki on the bed. “Did you have fun?” Masae asked. 

Reki nodded with a smile. “Yeah, it was a lot of fun!” Reki exclaimed. 

“Who did you hang out with today?” Masae asked, resting her hands on the edge of the bed.

“Langa, Miya and Hiromi! Kaoru and Kojiro couldn’t come today.” Reki explained, pouting a little but understanding that things were tense for them right now.

Masae hummed. “Did your rich friend go too?”

Reki blinked before giving his mother a confused frown. “What?” Reki asked. “Rich friend? You mean, Kaoru?”

Masae started to giggle before slapping her son’s shoulder. “Come on! You know which one I mean! The one with the expensive gift from last year when you turned 18!”

Reki sat straighter, eyes widening. “No… no, they… they weren’t there.” Reki cleared his throat. “W-Why do you ask?”

“I found these stylish clothes, of course!” Masae laughed, grabbing a familiar outfit set that was neatly folded and passing it onto Reki. “At first, I thought those clothes had mysteriously appeared out of nowhere,” Masae started as Reki grabbed the outfit he used at Adam’s political party dinner. “But then I remember that they once bought you a suit for New Years, so I figured it was yours!” Reki looked back at his mother with panic. “It’s in your size and everything.”

“Oh… uhm… t-thanks mom.” Reki stammered nervously, laughing.

“No problem!” Masae chuckled before standing up and picking up the basket again. “Tell your rich friend I said hi!” Masae exclaimed with a grin much like his own before heading out of Reki’s room and sliding the door closed.

Reki stared at his door for a few seconds before setting the clothes Adam had him change into to the side and plopping down on the bed with a small sigh. Reki looked at his ceiling for a few seconds before glancing to his right where his phone’s black screen was face up. Reki grabbed his phone, biting his lip before opening his chat.

Are you up?

Reki stared at Adam’s profile picture, which was nothing but a single red rose. He wasn’t even online. He must be really busy. Reki thought, pouting as he put his phone away and put an arm over his eyes, sighing again. 

His phone started vibrating and Reki checked the caller. 

‘Mr. A’

Reki felt his heart race as he sat up and answered the call. “Hello?” Reki said, hoping his voice came out normal. 

«Did you miss me, Red?»

Reki could hear the teasing in his tone. Reki snorted as he rolled his eyes. “I was just bored and couldn’t sleep.” He spoke softly, not wanting his family to hear through the thin walls. 

Hearing Ainosuke’s chuckle so close to his ear made him shiver slightly. «How cold. Not even an “How was your day, daddy?”»

Should I indulge him a little? Reki thought, a mischievous smile painted on his lips. He moved around the bed so he could lay down on his stomach. “How was your day, daddy?” Reki purred, narrowing his eyes to the side with a smirk.

Ainosuke, however, didn’t seem fazed by it as he sighed. «Tiring.» 

Reki’s smirk morphed into a small smile, brows tipping up. “I can hear it in your voice.” Reki glanced at his wall. “Is being a politician that hard?” 

«I don’t just spend my time behind a desk or at a press conference, you know?» Reki hummed, moving around again so he laid on his side. «But let’s not talk about me. How was my baby’s day?» 

Reki groaned at the nickname, which only made Ainosuke laugh. “It was fine, actually!” He raised his voice a bit, unintentional. He widened his eyes, glancing careful at the door in case his mother or someone came to see what Reki was doing. After a few seconds, Reki relaxed again. “I went out shopping today with Langa, Miya and Shadow.”

Ainosuke hummed. «What did you buy?»

“Some t-shirts, jeans and two pairs of skechers.” 

«Were they Jordans?»

“One of them, yeah.” Reki chuckled, narrowing his eyes with a small smile. 

«I take it that you had fun then?» Ainosuke asked, a hint of playfulness in his voice.

“Yep!” Reki said, moving once again to face the wall of his room and grabbing a pillow to hug. “What about you? What did you do today?”

«Well, not so fun stuff compared to you.»

“I don’t mind.” Reki said, soft.

Ainosuke hummed again. «Today, I met up with someone important in hopes they could help with my upcoming campaign.»

“You’re already preparing for it? Isn’t the next campaign until next year?” 

«All the more reason to start preparing. You never know what could happen within the year.»

“Better safe than sorry, right?”

Ainosuke laughed and Reki’s ears heated up at the way it tingled against his ear. «Indeed.» Ainosuke said. Reki continued to listen about Ainsouke’s day, about how he had to deal with other party members, going around Shibuya with another party member to give a political speech and having to re-do a proposal of his that got rejected but that he wasn’t giving up on. 

“You sure are busy, huh?” Reki said with a small pout.

«Well, how will I take care of my baby otherwise?» Ainosuke before laughing again as Reki choked on his spit and cussed him out with his cheeks red, hugging the pillow closer to himself.

For a few seconds, there was a comforting silence between them. Hearing each other’s soft breaths.

Reki narrowed his eyes, holding onto the pillow tighter as he gnawed his bottom lip before speaking. “Do you think we can… see each other tomorrow?” Reki started. “E-Even if it’s just for a small bit.”

For a second, there was silence at the other end of the phone and Reki could have sworn he heard Ainosuke’s breath hitch. «Did you miss me that much?» Ainosuke asked, his voice an octave low. 

Reki shuddered, putting his legs together. The heat on his cheeks spread to face and it won’t be long before it spreads to the rest of his body. Reki bit down a whine. “I-If I say yes… can I… come see you tomorrow?” Reki stammered.

Reki’s heart was beating fast and loud, he almost missed the way Adam groaned into his ear. Reki held tighter onto the phone, closing his eyes with a shiver down his spine. «Tomorrow, then. Eleven. At my house.» Ainosuke rasped. 

“AM or PM?” Reki asked, opening his eyes in a narrowed position as he glanced at his phone.

«AM. I want to see you as soon as I can.»

Reki let out a soft chuckle, cuddling closer to the pillow he was holding. “I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

«Today, you mean.» Ainosuke corrected him. 

Reki blinked. “What?” Reki pulled his phone away to notice that it was already midnight. “Huh… I guess you’re right.” Reki said, putting the phone back on his ear.

Ainosuke chuckled. «I’ll let you sleep now, darling. Don’t want you to be yawning all day from lack of sleep.» 

Reki rolled his eyes, though his lips betrayed him with a small smile. “Goodnight, Adam.”

«Goodnight, baby~» Ainosuke purred. Reki hung up, face heating up and heart beating fast. He was going back to Ainosuke’s house and this time, willingly. Reki felt restless, anxious on what he should wear or what to do if Ainosuke tried to make another pass at him. 

Yet, there was that bubbling excitement under his skin. An eagerness to see Adam again. 

***

It wasn’t a date. 

It wasn’t a date, or so Reki tried to reassure himself as he tried to browse through his clothes in the hopes to find something nice. Koyomi passed by his room, raising an eyebrow at him. “What are you doing?”

Reki tensed up before slowly turning to look over at his sister. “N-Nothing.” Reki stuttered. Koyomi gave him a weird look before going back her merry way. Reki let out a sigh of frustration. “I guess I could use the clothes I used for my birthday last year.” Reki grumbled. 

A white shirt with a black button shirt on top; though, he left all of the bottons undone. Green pants and blue shoes with yellow stripes. Lastly, his usual headband. Reki stared at himself in the mirror before nodding. He grabbed his skateboard and skipped down a few stairs before bumping into his mother.

“Ah, Reki!” Masae exclaimed with a smile before stopping and eyeing her son. “Are you going somewhere?” Masae asked, curious.

Reki laughed nervously, the corner of his lips straining. “I’ll just skate out for a bit, do you need me to run some errands?”

Masae hummed, narrowing her eyes at her son with suspicion. “No, it’s fine.” Masae said and as soon as she said so, Reki rushed to the frontdoor. Hurrying to put on his shoes, which only made Masae more suspicious. “You better come back before dinner!” Masae shouted.

“Okay!” Reki shouted back, not even looking back as he slid the door closed. 

Masae put her hands on her hips, raising an eyebrow at the closed door. “Hmmm, this boy is hiding something.” 

***

Tadashi opened the door when Reki arrived. He looked Reki up and down before nodding in approval. Once Tadashi gave his back, Reki pulled a fist of victory as he whispered-yelled a ‘yes!’ before following Tadashi into the dining room from the last time Reki was here. Ainosuke was already there, sitting at the head of the long table. Waiting for him.

“Hello, Red~” Ainosuke greeted him with a knowing smile. 

Reki offered Ainosuke a shy smile. “H-Hey!” Reki greeted back. Shifting a bit on his seat next to Ainosuke as Ainosuke eyed him. “S-So, uh, how’s your morning been?” Reki asked, trying to make conversation. 

Ainosuke looked back into his eyes. “Same as usual.”

“Boring.” They said in unison. 

Reki relaxed before smiling knowingly at Ainosuke as he narrowed his eyes while Ainosuke smiled back, his crimson eyes glinting in amusement. Soon after, the food was served by a maid with dirty blonde hair pushing the silver cart and carefully setting the plates, cutlery and drinks down. “Thank you, Mari.” Ainosuke thanked the maid. The maid bowed at him respectfully before excusing herself. 

“Paella?” Reki asked as he eyed the rice with the shrimps and everything. 

Ainosuke looked at Reki surprised. “I’m surprised you recognize it.”

Reki snickered, grinning at Ainosuke. “Only because you never shut up about Spain!” Reki exclaimed, playfully nudging Ainosuke’s leg with his foot. “I still remember when you nagged me about the difference between latino and spanish too just because I dared to say one Bad Bunny song when you asked if I knew any Spanish songs.”

“Well, yeah! I would understand if you had said Rosalía because she is Spanish-”

“Forgive me, Don Adam, I thought you had meant spanish as in the language not spanish as in the people of Spain!” Reki said, eyes narrowed with a teasing smirk.

“Well, now you know.” Ainosuke said, narrowing his eyes back with a smirk. 

As they ate, they started to make conversations about some past events. Most of them right before Ainosuke got drunk and as much as Reki wanted to ask if he remembered something, Reki was afraid to hear the answer. Reki stared at his reflection on the glass for a few seconds before taking a sip of his soda. 

“Hey, so…” Reki started, nervously staring at his lap. “Tomorrow, Langa invited me to go to the movies with him.” Reki said before hesitantly looking up at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke blinked.

Langa.

Ainosuke furrowed his brow, glancing to the side as he brought his own glass of wine close to his lips. “Langa, huh?” Ainosuke murmured. I completely forgot about him. Ainosuke thought. The word ‘again’ blurring at the back of his head.

Reki felt a knot in his chest. “Don’t you dare try anything.” Reki said, glaring up at him. 

Ainosuke rolled his eyes. “What are you so jealous of?” Ainosuke asked, glancing back at Reki before reaching out to grab Reki’s wrist. “You’re my baby right now.”

Reki widened his eyes, biting back on his tongue as his cheeks heated up. Reki weakly punched Ainosuke in the arm. “W-What’s that got to do with you getting near Langa!?”

Ainosuke chuckled, looking at Reki with a devious smile. “It means, you can become someone closer to me.” Ainosuke said before leaning in to Reki’s ear. “Closer than Snow will ever be.” Ainosuke murmured, lips brushing against the shell of Reki’s ear.

Reki slightly leaned away, putting a small distance between them as he stared at Ainosuke surprised. “Is that… how this sugar thing works?” Reki asked. I thought I was just supposed to get spoiled. Reki thought. 

“Yes.” Ainosuke lied, leaning back on his seat to give Reki some room to breathe. Though, his hold on Reki’s wrist stayed. As Reki pondered for a bit, Ainosuke continued. “If you’re spending time with him, then stay here tomorrow night.”

“What!?” Reki shot Ainosuke a shocked look. “Why!?” Reki yelled, the heat spreading to his ears

“It’s only fair if you’re going to spend time with Snow.” Ainosuke said, brushing his thumb over the back of Reki’s hand. “Just as you get jealous, so do I.” Ainosuke chuckled. 

Reki’s chest stirred. Reki shyly looked down. “What would I say to my family?” 

“That you’re staying over at a friend’s house for the weekend.”

At the mention of that, Reki recalled the way his mother referred to Adam as ‘the rich friend’. Granted, she doesn’t know that Reki was… acqaintanced with diet member Ainosuke Shindo. Though, if she knew, she would be very surprised.

Reki cleared his throat. “Fine,” Reki looked back at Ainosuke. “But you better teach me right!” Reki exclaimed with a cute pout. 

Ainosuke pulled away from Reki’s hand to brush away a few strands of hair with a smile and a soft gaze. “Of course, baby.” 

Reki still felt a wave of embarrassment hit his face each at the nickname. “Just this once, okay!?” He pointed accusingly at Adam. 

Ainosuke snickered. “Sure.”

“I’m being serious here.”

“So am I!” Ainosuke exclaimed. Reki gave him an incredulous look, lowering his finger. Ainosuke rolled his eyes before smiling mischievously and looking back at Reki. “Let’s skate together over the weekend.” Ainosuke said, looking amused as Reki’s eyes lit up. 

“Promise?” Reki asked, unconsciously leaning in and tugged the sleeve of Ainosuke’s suit. 

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes, leaning in too. Their noses inches away from each other. “I promise.”

Reki smiled, a strange tenderness reflected on those amber eyes of his. “You better not break your words, Mr. Shindo Ainosuke~” Reki teased.

Oh. How beautiful.

***

Ainosuke showed Reki inside his home after having lunch together, mostly the rooms he frequented and some Reki might enjoy like the home cinema. The last room he showed Reki was his home office, where he spent most of the time. Reki glanced around, taking everything in. Reki glanced down at the red roses carpet before looking back at Ainosuke. “Is your favorite flower tulips by any chance?” He asked, playful with a cheeky grin. 

Ainosuke chuckled. “How did you know?” Ainosuke said, playing along for Reki’s amusement. 

Reki laughed, looking back around. “Just a hunch~” Reki teased before walking over at the stereo on the left side. He tried to look at any of the books that Ainosuke had on his bookshelves, but there were plenty of titles that Reki did not recognize. 

With a few exceptions.

Reki hummed, glancing over at Ainosuke’s desk and widening his eyes. Ainosuke watched as Reki walked over to his desk, his fingers sliding over the wooden desk before stopping in the middle. Why does he still have it? Reki thought, staring at something standing by the desk lamp. 

Ainosuke walked over to where Reki was, smiling innocently. “Something wrong?” Ainosuke asked, feigning ignorance as he folded his arms.

Reki jolted a little in surprise before laughing nervously and turning his body to face Ainosuke. “N-No! No…” Reki stammered, leaning his back against Ainosuke’s desk. “I, ah, I l-like the decor?” Reki said, though it sounded like a question. 

Ainosuke laughed, softly. “Why, thank you.” Ainosuke said, taking a closer step to Reki. “I chose everything myself.” Ainosuke said, his red eyes staring right into Reki’s amber ones. 

They stared at each other in silence.

This time, Reki could tell that Ainosuke wanted something from him and the subtle way in which the older man slowly inched closer, Reki already had a feeling as to what that something was. Although, Reki would be lying if he said he didn’t want to try something. He was but human, after all.

And as a sugar baby, wasn’t that his number one job?

Reki eyed Ainosuke before slightly opening his mouth to say something. “Hypothetically speaking… if I were to let you kiss me right now… you’ll go slow this time around, right?” 

Ainosuke hummed a smirk tugging at his lips. “If I had to answer your question with another hypothetical I’d say… yes, I would.” Ainosuke said, putting a hand next to Reki’s on his desk. 

Reki held onto the edge of the desk, feeling his cheeks burn in embarrassment and yet, Reki couldn’t help but narrow his eyes. “Okay, well… hypothetically speaking… if I said I wanted, you know, to try something else… would… you?” Reki was looking at everything but Ainosuke as he spoke before hesitantly glancing back at him by the end. 

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes. “Would I… what?” Ainosuke asked, shifting so he could put his other hand on the desk. Successfully entraping Reki.

Reki felt his face further heat up, gulping nervously at how close they were now. “W-Would you let me… try? Hypothetically speaking?” Reki asked as he shrugged.

“I am always open to anything, Red.” Ainosuke purred, looking down at Reki with a small smile. 

Reki looked into Ainosuke’s eyes, unconsciously biting his lip. Though, that only enticed Ainosuke more as he —unashamedly— looked down at Reki’s lips. “W-Well… I…”

“You?” Ainosuke repeated, looking back at Reki’s eyes and what a sight it was. Reki’s face was as red as his hair, wide amber eyes avoiding his gaze with a want that Ainosuke found cute Reki tried to deny. 

Reki shakily reached out to hold onto Ainosuke’s suit. Yet another attack on his impeccable suit that would have his aunts like the scream painting. Not that he cared. Not with Reki, at least. 

Reki’s amber eyes finally looked back at him with a mirrored need and once Reki glanced down at his lips, Ainosuke knew he had won. “I want you to… use your tongue.”

Ainosuke leaned their foreheads together. “Can I kiss your neck after?”

Reki was close to dying. He thinks. “No marks.” Reki stated. I don’t want Langa to question me. Reki thought.

A flash of annoyance went through Ainosuke’s face. “Fine.” Ainosuke breathed against Reki’s lips before capturing them. Reki closed his eyes, his hands holding onto Ainosuke’s chest as the latter leaned their bodies in. Their lips moved in sync and little by little, Reki was getting the hang of it. Reki whined into the kiss when Ainosuke licked his lips and Reki —ashamedly— opened his mouth for Ainosuke. 

Ainosuke settled a knee in between Reki’s leg, wrapping one arm around Reki’s waist as he devoured all of Reki’s whines and moans. Picking up a familiar scent, Reki moved his hands to Ainosuke’s shoulder. Holding tight as he kissed back on earnest. He smells like lavender. Reki thought. Though, his nose picked up some wood and a bit of spice too. 

Without realizing it, Reki had wrapped his arms around Ainosuke’s neck. Passing a hand through his blue hair and moaning when Ainosuke’s tongue licked the rooftop of his mouth. Ainosuke broke the kiss, leaving them breathing heavily and staring into each other’s eyes with pooling arousal before leaning back in to give Reki a chaste kiss. Reki let out a cute whimper when Ainosuke pushed their bodies together. 

Reki wanted to laugh because it almost seemed like they were dancing and it reminded him of their first beef. But before a sound that wasn’t a moan left his throat, Ainosuke started to trail his kisses from Reki’s mouth to his jaw. Ainosuke nibbled it, chuckling when Reki weakly glared at him and slightly tug on his hair. 

A silent warning. 

Ainosuke continued trailing down onto his neck, biting down a groan as Reki glanced to the side to offer more of his neck. A tempting white canvas that was just begging to be marked… but alas, he couldn’t. Not yet. 

Ainosuke licked a stripe on Reki’s neck, tasting his skin at least before leaving small chaste kisses. Smiling triumphly to himself as he heard Reki’s delectable high keens. Fuck. If only I can mark him… make him show up with hickies and bitemarks tomorrow with Langa. Ainosuke thought, leaning away to looked at Reki’s flustered face, his lips red but not enough swollen yet, but he was already panting pupils blown wide. “Remember this well, Red.” Ainosuke growled as he put their foreheads together and firmly held Reki’s jaw before capturing his lips once more. 

If he couldn’t leavy any physical marks, Ainosuke will make damn sure to have Reki remember his touch. Show him the difference between that good for nothing third wheel and himself.

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❝I know chasin’ after you is like a fairy tale, but I feel like I’m glued on tight to this carousel.❞

                             — Carousel, Melanie Martinez.

Reki couldn’t stop thinking about it. 

That sloppy wet sensation of a tongue stroking his. Teeth nibbling his lips and tugging on them. Playful and teasing fingers sneaking under Reki’s shirt, tugging at the waistband of his pants before nails dug into his hip bone in a bruising manner. The wetness in his neck and the warm tingle left behind by a pair of lips that were already leaving their ghostly mark on him.

“...ki.”

Reki wasn’t dumb. He knew that the more he’d give, the more pleasure he’d felt and though it scared him a little, Reki couldn’t deny that there was a thrill to it. One that Reki found similar to when he tried a new trick. 

“Re…!”

But the shame persisted. The what-if scenario of Ainosuke making fun of him for his inexperience repeating over and over inside his anxious mind. But has he actually laughed at you? His subconscious asked and when Reki tried to think of an instance that had happened, he came up empty handed. Only coming up with groans and hungry growls that heat up Reki’s body. 

Remember this well, Red… 

Don’t mind if he does.

“Reki! Reki!” 

Reki blinked from his stupor, glancing at the worried hazel brown eyes of his mother. “Y-Yes?” 

“Is everything okay? You haven’t touched your food.” Masae explained. 

Reki tensed up, holding the bowl of rice in his hand a little tighter. Reki laughed nervously before taking a few bites with his chopsticks. “S-Sorry, I, uh, got lost in my thoughts!” Reki exclaimed, rushing to finish his bowl of rice.

Masae gave him a suspicious look while grandma chuckled with a knowing smile. 

His father hummed. “Thinking about the girlfriend so soon?” His father asked with a teasing smirk. Reki almost choked on the rice and Koyomi patted his back. Reki finished his drink, coughing a bit before glaring at his father. Ever since the promotion, he’s been able to adjust his schedule as he wished and that had Reki’s father be more at home than ever before. Like when he and Koyomi were kids. 

The twins are more happy about it since they get to spend more time with him, Koyomi was somewhat happy and Reki? He hated it. 

“I don’t have a girlfriend.” Reki stated.

“Hey, there’s nothing wrong with that! You’re already a college student, you should have a girlfriend… or two!” Reki’s father laughed. Koyomi scrunched up her nose, giving her father a side-eye even after he said he was ‘joking’. 

Reki rolled his eyes. “I would never cheat.”

“Hey now, I never said that! ‘Sides, your generation is into polyamory these days, is it not?” Reki’s father asked, an eyebrow raised.

Reki gave his father an unamused look. Where does he even begin? 

“Point is, I don’t have a girlfriend.” Reki said with an internal sigh. Ignoring the suspicious narrowed glance of his father, Reki turned to look at his mother. “Mom, I’m gonna stay the weekend at a friend’s house.”

“Oh, right, you’re going to the movies with Langa tomorrow, right? Say hi to her mom from me!” Masae exclaimed with a smile.

“No, I’m… I’m staying with another friend.” Reki said. Don’t want her to call and tell me to pass Nanako to her. Reki thought, already preparing his dialogue.

“Oh, with who?” Masae asked, raising her eyebrows. 

“Hiromi.” Reki said with a sweet innocent smile.

“The gay looking one?” Reki’s father asked, raising an eyebrow at him.

Reki took a deep breath, clenching his jaw before looking at his father. “He’s not gay.” Reki said, which was technically true. Just like Reki himself, Hiromi considered himself to be bisexual. 

Reki’s father snickered. “He sure acts like one.” 

It took everything in Reki’s power not to cause a scene like he would’ve done. Reki knew that if he did, his father would take that as an excuse for Reki not to go… even if he wasn’t even staying at Shadow’s place.

“Are you guys going somewhere?” Masae asked, trying to ease the tension between her husband and son. 

Reki’s face softened as he turned to look at his mother. “Naha. He said he wanted to go buy a gift since the manager’s birthday is coming up soon and visit his grandparents since he’s at it.”

Masae nodded before smiling. “Okay! You two be careful on the trip.”

Reki nodded, smiling back at his mother. “Thanks!”

***

Today was finally the day. 

Langa was going to confess his undying love for Reki.

Langa had it all planned out, he even picked up nice clothes to wear. A dark blue button shirt, dark slacks and black dress shoes. Langa looked at himself in the mirror, trying to style his hair before sighing and ruffling it back to how it’s always been. A wide smile making it past his lips. “Soon!” Langa exclaimed.

“Mom, I’m off!” Langa shouted, bolting out of his house as a distant ‘Take care’ reached his ears. “Today, I will confess!” Langa shouted, before laughing as he skated so freely.

They were going to meet up at the cinema inside the mall since it was the closest. When Langa arrived, Reki was waiting for him. Sitting at one of the benches across from the cinema watching something on mute on his phone, one of his hands on his knee. If Langa was a girl, she would have probably been disappointed to see that Reki was wearing just his regular streetwear; a dark brown shirt with Tony Hawk’s logo on it, dark denim jean shorts and his usual tennis. But Langa wasn’t like that, he loved Reki no matter what he wore!

“Reki!” Langa shouted, raising a hand as he drew close.

“Hey!” Reki greeted, raising a hand too and naturally, turned it into a fist to do their usual sign. Reki eyed Langa, raising an eyebrow with a small smile. “Were you at a party or something?” Reki asked as Langa sat down next to him.

Langa laughed sheepishly, his cheeks dusting pink. “N-No, no… did you wait long?” 

Reki shook his head. “I just arrived!” 

Langa’s eyes glinted with mirth, smiling wide. “What do you want to watch?” 

Reki hummed, glancing up. “I don’t know, I’m fine with whatever!” Reki exclaimed, smiling at his friend. 

Langa nodded before standing up. “Then, let’s see what movies they have.” 

After choosing the movie, they stood in line for the popcorn and soda. Making some idle talk before they headed to the screening room they were supposed to go to. During the movie, Langa would take sneak glances at Reki every chance he got. Watching the way his eyebrows slightly furrowed, his amber eyes glinting with mirth when Reki saw something cool or laugh so carefree when there was a funny scene. 

Oh, how Langa loved him. 

Langa took a glance at Reki’s hand on the arm rest. Langa bit the inside of his cheek, his fingers slowly inching close to maybe hold his hand. But, Reki grabbed his soda and took a sip from his straw. 

Langa pouted.

Next, he tried to make his hands accidentally brush when reaching for the popcorn at the same time. But Reki was quick to notice and always retreated his hand to allow Langa to grab first. 

How does he always notice!? Langa thought, grabbing a handful of popcorn. Eyes narrowed in annoyance at the movie. 

I know Langa isn’t Koyomi, but I can’t help it! Reki thought, sighing internally as he always had to watch out for the popcorn whenever he went out with his sister. Despite her petite appearance, she was a big eater and her definition of ‘a handful’ always seemed like grabbing half the popcorn bucket in one hand. 

Reki had to learn to detect Koyomi’s hand to make sure Koyomi wasn’t finishing the popcorn all by herself in three bites. 

Langa’s last attempt was to accidentally brush his knee against Reki’s one. But even sitting down, Reki wasn’t still and would often move his legs.

The results? Utter defeat with Langa barely remembering what the movie was about as he came out of the cinema with a tired and gloomy expression meanwhile Reki was all sunshine and rainbows. “Man, that was a good movie!” Reki exclaimed with a chuckle. 

Langa blinked out of his stupor before turning to look at Reki with a small smile and the tip of his ears pink. “Reki, do you mind if we stop by somewhere?” Langa asked, a soft narrowed gaze on his eyes.

Reki gave Langa a curious look, slightly tilting his head.

***

Langa took Reki on the fifth floor of the mall. It was an open space and though there were a few people here and there, Langa wanted to watch the view of their city. Langa held onto the railing while Reki folded his arms and leaned them against the railing. He stared down at their city, letting out a breath through his nose as he recalled the time Ainosuke took him to that observation deck in Tokyo. A small smile graced his lips, eyes narrowing softly. Head shaking slightly. Idiot. Reki thought, yet despite cursing Adam there was affection laced with it.

Langa glanced at him from the corner of his eyes, noticing the soft expression on Reki’s face as the wind picked up a bit. 

This was it. The moment Langa has been waiting for. 

Langa downcasted his gaze a little, holding onto the railing a little tighter. “Reki, there’s… something I’ve been meaning to tell you.” Langa started, catching Reki’s attention. 

Reki could notice the nervousness of his friend. “Does it have something to do with what you told me at the park a few days ago?” Reki asked. Recalling how Langa was nervous about Reki changing his perspective on him because of something Langa did. 

Langa smiled weakly before nodding. Not looking at Reki yet.

I wonder what it could be? Reki thought, brows tipping up. He seemed so afraid when he told me that… something he did… hit someone? No, no, Langa wouldn’t hurt a fly. Maybe, he fell for a scam and doesn’t know what to do? As Reki wondered what his best friend wanted to say to him, Langa took a deep breath and gathered enough courage to look back at Reki. Langa could feel his cheeks and ears start to heat up, his gaze carrying a lot of emotion that it took Reki back as he looked at him in surprise. 

“Reki,” Langa’s voice shook a little when he called out his name. “I’m… I…” Langa put his lips on a thin line, licking his lips from the inside before he said it. “The truth is that I like you.” Langa started, feeling the heat spread throughout his face. “I like you so so much. For the last two years, my feelings for you have grown so much and… I was wondering if you felt the same way?” Langa asked, his voice shaking by the end. 

He said it! He finally said it!

Reki took a good look at his friend. Langa’s face was red, aqua eyes wide and a bit watery from the emotion, tight lips trembling ever so slightly. Out of all the things Reki thought he would hear, a love confession was not one of them.

And it pained him.

It pained him because this was his best friend and he did love him, but…

“Langa,” Reki started, soft but firm. “I’m glad you told me this.” Reki said, offering Langa a small smile as his eyebrows raised. “You are my best friend, Langa. That will never change no matter what.” Reki said, reaching out to put a comforting hand on Langa’s shoulder. Reki’s gaze turned into an apologetic one and Langa already felt the knot form in his chest. “But, I don’t see you that way.” 

Oh.

“I appreciate you a lot, I really do and I hope that you find someone who can love you the same way you loved me.” Reki said, giving Langa a comforting squeeze and smiling weakly at him. “You’re a great person, Langa. I’m sure you’ll find someone better suited for you, so, please don’t cry for me.” Reki said, soft.

Now that’s unfair. Langa thought, holding back a sob. How can you tell me not to cry for you? Of course I’ll cry for you! I… you’re… Langa sniffled. Langa wanted to speak, but the knot in his throat didn’t let him. 

Reki sighed internally before gently pulling Langa into a hug. “I’m sorry.” Reki apologized, patting his back.

“Please don’t.” Langa said, his voice barely a whisper as he held onto Reki like it would be the last time. “Don’t apologize to me.” Langa croaked. It only hurts more. Langa finished in his mind. Reki knitted his eyebrows in concern, but otherwise didn’t say anything. Allowing Langa to cry it all out on his shoulder.

Once Langa stopped crying, he slowly let go of Reki and leaned away. Reki offered him a small smile, amber eyes narrowed in concern. Langa smiled back, albeit weaker. “We’ll still be friends, right?” Langa asked, low.

“Of course! I’ll still be here for you, Langa.” Reki said, smiling mlre reassuredly at his best friend.

And yet, despite his heart being broken in half, the stirr in Lang’s chest persisted. “Thank you, Reki.” 

Reki’s smile widened. As they made their way outside the mall, nothing much chhanged between them. Reki still cracked jokes with him that made Langa laugh, Reki still plaufully nudged him and by the end of it, Reki still smiled so warmly at him.

“Will you be okay?” Reki asked once they were outside. 

Even if it was out of concern, Langa appreciated Reki’s attention on him. 

Langa nodded. “Don’t worry, I will.” Langa said with a smile.

Reki chuckled. “Then, I’ll see you later!” Reki exclaimed, raising a fist.

Langa giggled, raising his fist too and doing the infinity symbol with him. “Sure!” Langa exclaimed back. He waved Reki goodbye until Reki was no longer in sight. Langa glanced down at his right wrist, where the bracelet Reki bought for him was.

Langa’s fingertips traced the symbol before narrowing his eyes. “I guess it wasn’t the right time.” Langa murmured.

Nothing had changed between them.

At least, not yet.

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❝Little darlin’, the smile’s returning to their faces. Little darlin’ it seems like years since it’s been here.❞

                            — Here Comes The Sun, The Beatles.

Reki’s father’s car was not parked, which meant he was gone for work already. Since Reki was still a bit stuffed from the popcorn, he didn’t eat much before he started packing what he needed into a backpack: clothes, a toothbrush, his phone charger and why not, his UNO cards because he doubted Ainosuke has ever played the game (he has). Reki let out a small sigh. “Okay, I think I’m ready to go.” Reki said.

Reki made his way down with the backpack already on his shoulder as he held onto his skateboard. “Reki!” Masae exclaimed, walking out of the living room to meet up with his son with a smile. “Here.” Masae said, grabbing his wrist and putting two 500 yen coins on his hand.

Reki widened his eyes, looking up at his mother. 

Masae chuckled. “Your grandma and I were able to sell a lot of our hibiscus this week!” Masae explained. “I know you also do your art job, but don’t spend too much of your money, okay? You should save some!” Masae exclaimed.

Reki’s eyes glinted before Reki hugged his mother. “I love you, mom!” 

Masae laughed before she kissed her son on the cheek. “I know.” She ruffled his hair. 

“I’m leaving!” Reki exclaimed as he hastily put on his shoes at the front door.

“Take care!” His mother yelled before Reki stepped out. Reki was sprinting to hurry up when his grandma called out to him. Reki stopped by the stone with the shisa statues as he turned back around. Grandma Kyan slowly made her way to him before standing in front of him. 

“You’re going to see your friend, right?” She asked with a small smile. Though, the way she said friend sounded a little weird. 

Reki blinked. “Y-Yeah, I am!” Reki exclaimed, laughing nervously.

“Then, here,” Grandma Kyan raised a small bouquet of red hibiscus to Reki. “Give this to your friend.” 

Reki tensed up. “Oh, uh… I don’t…” Reki wanted to refuse, but even when she tried to wash her hands, Reki noticed the dirt underneath her nails. How could Reki say no to his poor grandmother who probably spent the whole time picking up the flowers and digging new seeds to replace the ones she grabbed? 

Reki couldn’t do that to his poor grandmother.

“T-Thank you, grandma!” Reki stammered, accepting the bouquet.

Grandma Kyan chuckled, gently patting Reki’s arm. “Tell your friend I said hi.” She said before slowly making her way inside the house. Reki blinked, watching her go before letting out a small gasp.

“I can’t waste more time!” Reki murmured before finally heading out to where he needed to be.

***

When Reki arrived, the head butler received him. Bowing respectfully at him. Reki thought about it the first time, but as he was face to face with the butler, he still couldn’t believe any of this was real. “We have been expecting you.” The butler said.

Reki tensed up, feeling his cheeks heat up. “Oh, uh, t-thank you and s-sorry for the intrusion.” Reki stuttered, bowing back in respect as he does not know what the ‘correct’ behaviour may be since he’s seen too many dramas where the rich male lead’s staff members hate on the female lead for being working class and not worthy enough for their master.

The head butler leaned back, opening his dark brown eyes to stare at Reki. “Are those flowers for the young master?” He asked, glancing down at the red hibiscus bouquet in Reki’s hand.

“Ah, well, um… y-yes.” Reki continued to stutter. 

The head butler nodded. “Then, please allow me to put them in a vase.” The head butler said, offering his hand. Reki gave the butler a nervous smile as he handed the bouquet of hibiscus towards him. The head butler carefully grabbed the bouquet before glancing back at Reki. “Then, please, follow me this way dear guest.”

The head butler guided Reki to the guest room where he would be staying. Somehow, Reki could tell Ainosuke care nor how this was decorated as there was nothing that screamed ‘Adam’ on it. The walls, for example, were cream colored. White carpeting on the floor and there were four windows at the end. The bed had a dark wood frame, white sheets and pillows with one cream-colored pillow. The nightstand tables on each side of the bed were of the same material as the bed frame with two old lamps on top. 

Reki walked over to the bed and rested his skateboard against one of the nightstand before dropping his backpack on top of the bed. Reki plopped down on his back, staring up at the unfamiliar ceiling. A golden chandelier with crystals hung above and since the sun was still up, the sunlights pouring from the windows made the crystals sparkle. “Damn… I bet that’s more expensive than my house, huh?”

A knock on the door had Reki quickly sitting up. It was the butler again, the bouquet of hibiscus no longer in his hands. “Pardon me, dear guest, would you like something to eat while you wait for the young master to come?” He asked, bowing a little.

Reki glanced at his phone. It was five in the afternoon already. Eh, some snacking can’t hurt. Reki thought before smiling at the butler. “Sure!”

***

Reki was taken to the dining room, though he felt a little weird being the only one there. Reki scrolled through his phone, texting Shadow about staying over at his Sugar’s place for the weekend before putting his phone away when the butler and a maid walked out of the kitchen with a cart. Reki gave the maid a curious gaze as she set down a wooden board full of treats and a tall glass of sprite. Reki blinked, leaning a bit in since he only saw this type of arrangement in American movies. 

“This is called a Charcuterie.” Explained the butler as Reki leaned back against his seat and gave his full attention. “We have prepared three cheeses: cheddar, gouda and goat cheese,” the butler said, motioning to the slices of cheese across the board. “For meats, we have: prosciutto, ham, salami and soppressata.” He said, motioning to the slices and sometimes round pieces of meat. “For some savory accompaniments, we were told these were your favorite: pistachios, briny olives, carrots and a ranch dip.” 

Reki widened his eyes. What!? Reki thought. How does he… Reki couldn’t finish the thought, feeling a strange heat settle on his cheeks.

“We were told you didn’t like sweets, so we didn’t include them. Is that alright?” The butler asked.

Reki blinked, looking at the butler and raising his hands. “Ah, y-yes! I, uh, don’t like sweets that much so everything here already looks so delicious!” Reki exclaimed with a nervous laugh.

The butler nodded. “Very well, the last thing to mention is the baguette slices that you can use to your liking.” Reki nodded at his words. “If you need anything else, please call on me or the maid over here,” the butler said, motioning at the dirty blonde maid who respectfully bowed at Reki. “I’m Tanaka Eiji, at your service.” Eiji said, bowing once more.

“And I would be Inoue Mari, at your service.” Mari said, her voice soft-spoken and yet, monotone.

Reki shifted on his seat. “Kyan Reki!” Reki introduced himself back, bowing a bit before smiling wide at them. “Thank you for the, uh, food! And, I’ll be in your care.” Reki said.

Mari and Eiji glanced at each other before quietly excusing themselves. When Eiji was out of the room, before closing the doors he called out to Reki again. “Mister Kyan,” Reki almost choked on the baguette with a ham slice he brought up to his mouth. Reki gulped the food down, looking back at Eiji with a stuttering ‘Yes?’. “Before I forget, Master Ainosuke said he will be returning a little earlier than usual, at around 9.” Eiji said, watching with silent amusement as Reki slightly straightened up, amber eyes gleaming.

“I see… thanks for letting me know, Tanaka-san!” Reki exclaimed, giving Eiji a closed-eye smile with his eyebrows raised up.

Eiji closed his eyes with a nod before finally closing the doors. His hands lingering on the handles a little before Eiji narrowed his eyes. The way Reki had smiled back then…

“Thanks for letting me know, Ei-chan!” A young woman with vibrant violet hair exclaimed. Giving the older man a closed-eyed smile. 

“It must run in the family.” Eiji murmured. Mari, who was standing next to him with the cart, raised an eyebrow at him. Has the old geezer finally lost it? Mari thought, internally sighing.

***

«I’m sorry, but you said you were where!?» Hiromi exclaimed as Reki slightly pulled his phone away with an eye closed.

“I’m… at Mr. A’s house.” Reki said, putting the phone back on his ear. Once he finished the Charcuterie, Reki started to walk through the halls of the Shindo Estate. “By the way, I told my parents I was staying with you.” Reki opened a door, curious to see what was inside. Reki noticed that it was the room with the angel painting. 

Hiromi snickered. «Look at you! Lying to your strict parents while you sneak off to the underground dance party to see the new hottie in town~»

Reki rolled his eyes, closing the door and continued snooping around. “What is this, Footloose?” 

Hiromi laughed. «Speaking of hotties,» Hiromi started and Reki could hear the smirk on his friend’s voice. «How far have you and he gone?»

Reki halted, choking a sound as his face heated up. “G-Gone where?”

«Don’t play dumb, Reki! You know what I’m talking about.» Hiromi exclaimed. 

Reki walked over to one of the windows, leaning against the frame as he peeked outside. Reki narrowed his eyes, feeling the heat spread through his ears and nape. “N-Not very far.” Reki stuttered, glancing from one side to the other. 

«And yet you’re staying with him over the weekend?» 

Reki stayed quiet.

«Are you an idiot?» 

Reki felt the direct hit from those words. “S-Shut up, okay!? I-It just happened.”

«Hmmm.»

Reki held his phone tighter as he started to move to another area. “B-Besides, i-it’s not like we’re sleeping together! I’m staying in a guest room.” Reki tried to argue as he walked up the stairs. 

«Hmmmmmmm. Sounds to me like you won’t be staying in that guest room for too long~» Hiromi teased before laughing as Reki grumbled. 

Reki opened a room that seemed to be a playing room, though it had mostly darts, a billiard table and other rustic stuff that —once again— didn’t have that signature style of Adam. Though, the room did feel like an old man cave. Is this his uncle’s or something? Reki thought before closing the door. “The point is that we haven’t… gone too far… and, I don’t know, I like the pacing we are going at right now!” Reki exclaimed, opening another door and finding himself in Ainosuke’s office. 

Hiromi hummed as Reki walked over to the desk, his fingers gently caressing one of the red hibiscus’ petals since the bouquet he had brought had been put in Ainosuke’s personal office. W-Was this necessary? Couldn’t it have been put in the lobby or something? Reki thought, his ears getting red. 

«Reki.» Hiromk said, his voice unusually serious.

Reki glanced over to the desk lamp and cringed. Seriously, why does he still have it!? Reki thought. “Mhm?” Reki answered, absentmindedly as he looked back over his shoulder to make sure no one was passing by in the hall.

«I’ll assume that you two have only make out, right?» Hiromi asked. 

“Yep!” Reki said, walking over to where the desk lamp was and peeking behind Ainosuke’s desk to see if there was somewhere he could hide that hideous thing that was by the lamp’s side. 

«Okay…» Hiromi said and for a few seconds, he didn’t talk. Reki put the call on speaker, setting the phone down on the desk as he crouched behind it to open one of the drawers. But, as luck would have it, they were all locked out. «So, like, you haven’t gotten hard when you and your sugar make out?» Hiromi said, deciding now was the time to speak.

Reki widened his eyes. “What!?” Reki shouted, wanting to stand up as quickly as possible and accidentally hitting his head against the desk. “Ow! Fuck!” Reki yelled, ignoring Hiromi’s question about his well-being as he slowly got up with a hand behind his head. Hissing in pain before rubbing. Reki grabbed his phone again, putting the speaker option off. “What the fuck is wrong with you!?” Reki whispered-yelled, his face an explosion of red.

«Hey man, I was just asking!» Hiromi exclaimed.

Silence.

«So?» Hiromi insisted.

Reki sighed, giving up on hiding that blasphemy for the eyes and walked out of the office, closing the door behind him. Reki stood there for a few minutes, eyes closed. “O-One time…” Reki stammered, remembering the intense first kiss that Ainosuke stole from him. Reki opened his eyes, his fingertips touching his lips with narrowed eyes.

«And, what did you do?» 

Reki’s hand turned into a fist, letting it drop on his side as he continued walking. “I just… let it pass.” 

«Were you too scared to keep going?» Hiromi asked with a pensive hum.

Reki choked on his saliva, holding his face with his free hand as he groaned. “I… well…” Reki’s mind tortured him with a replay of Reki leaning in to continue and Ainosuke’s firm grasp on his shoulder stopping him. Argh! Kill me! Kill me now! Reki’s inner self shouted, pulling on its hair. “S-Something like that, yeah…” Reki lied before clearing his throat and opening up another room, finding himself back to the guest room he is staying at. Reki plopped back down on the bed, staring at the chandelier.

«Okay, well, if you don’t want your sugar to think something else might be going on tonight. Then, I suggest you let him know beforehand. You know-»

“Honesty is the best policy, I know!” Reki exclaimed, rolling his eyes.

«I was just making sure, jeez! But if you do want to explore more of your sugar daddy’s body, that is also a-okay to do too!»

Reki gnawed his bottom lip. “I-Is it?”

«Duh! It’s as natural as jacking off!»

“Oh my god, dude, shut up!” Reki yelled, turning his body to the side and hid his blushing face in his free hand as Hiromi laughed. 

«No, but seriously. It’s good to go at your own pace, but you should also start unlearning the shame of it all.»

Reki groaned, dropping his hand on the bedsheet. “Easy for you to say…” Reki murmured, raising his eyebrows.

«If it puts you at ease, everyone starts a virgin.» Reki smiled weakly. «Even your parents!»

“Ugh.” Reki huffed as Hiromi laughed again. “Thanks for the scarring mental image, asshat!” 

«You’re welcome!» Hiromi teased. 

In the end, though, Reki was more relaxed at the prospect of staying over at Ainosuke’s home.

***

Reki walked out of the room again, bored out of his mind. Although the hall he was in was illuminated by the moonlight pouring into the windows, Reki found it a bit creepy how dark the hallway was now that the sun had set. Reki slowly made his way towards the window, peering down into the beautiful garden below them. Just like a prince from a castle, peeking into the royal garden. Reki couldn’t help but think. Reki snickered. “I sounded like Adam just there.” He murmured, gaze tender.

Reki looked a little further up, perking up at something. Just as Mari and another maid were rounding the corner, Reki was sprinting with his skateboard before stopping with a small yelp. Scaring the brunette maid by Mari’s side who hid behind her. “S-Sorry!” Reki apologized.

“I-It’s okay!” The brunette maid said, slowly coming out from behind Mari’s back with a nervous laugh. “T-These halls get very dark at night, so I didn’t see you there.” She said, adjusting her round glasses.

Mari, however, looked at Reki with a curious glance. “Dear guest, what were you in such a rush for if I may ask?”

“Ah!” Reki exclaimed, as if he had forgotten about it until Mari brought it up again. “Good timing!” Reki smiled before walking up to the window nearest them. “How can I get there!?” Reki asked, excited as he pointed outside with a grin.

The brunette maid next to Mari blinked, tilting her head in confusion, meanwhile Mari had an idea of where Reki was referring to.

***

Tadashi glanced up at the rear view mirror, Ainosuke was looking out the window with a wide smile and a soft look in his eyes. “How’s Reki? Has he settled in yet?” Ainosuke asked, meeting his eyes for a second. 

Tadashi looked back at the road ahead. “Yes, from what I’ve heard.”

Ainosuke closed his eyes. “Good.” He said, the smile on his face never faltering. By the time they arrived and Eiji was there to welcome Ainosuke back, Ainosuke was quick to ask. “Where’s my guest?” Feeling a little disappointed to not see Reki running up to him and welcoming him home.

Eiji held the dark brown suitcase his master had given him. There was a strange glint on the elder man’s dark eyes, like he knew a juicy secret. “I believe the guest is in the garden right now.” Eiji said. 

And without asking further questions, Ainosuke headed there.

“They haven’t shown up unannounced, have they?” Tadashi asked, walking closer to Eiji with a slight frown. 

“Not quite.” Eiji said, looking back at Tadashi. “One of them did call to say they would be running late, but after I explained how Master Ainosuke’s guest wouldn’t like to be disturbed by anyone she hung up.”

Tadashi snorted. “Just like that?”

“Tadashi.” Eiji called out his name with a stern voice, narrowing his eyes at him.

Tadashi took a deep breath before sighing internally. “My apologies.” Tadashi said, monotone. Though, Eiji can see it in his eyes that he was not at all apologetic.

Eiji sighed, shaking his head before glancing down the hallway where Ainosuke had gone. He reminded me of his father back there. Eiji thought.

***

Ainosuke made his way to the pool because of course if there was a place that would caught his precious baby’s attention it would be there. Sure enough, he could hear that familiar sound of wheels rolling on the concrete. Reki was doing a Tail Stall when Reki noticed him. “You’re back!” Reki exclaimed with a grin before skating down and crawling out of the pool. 

Ainosuke chuckled. Close enough. Ainosuke thought as he helped Reki up. Ainosuke wrapped one arm around Reki’s waist, kissing Reki’s temple. “I’m home.” He whispered back with a closed-eyed smile.

Reki jolted a bit in surprise. Nonetheless, when Ainosuke leaned back to stare into Reki’s eyes, Reki gazed warmly upon him. His glimmering amber eyes narrowing as cheeks heated up. “W-Welcome back.” Reki stammered. Shyly grasping on Ainosuke’s suit. Reki closed his eyes again with a choked yelp as Ainosuke rested their foreheads together.

“You’re quite the adorable one, aren’t you?” Ainosuke asked, narrowing his eyes.

Reki opened his eyes. “W-Wha!?” Reki exclaimed and before he could say anything, his lips were captured and his body pulled closer. Reki whined before kissing Ainosuke back. 

Ainosuke broke the kiss, smirking at Reki. “Couldn’t wait until tomorrow to skate?” Ainosuke teased. 

Reki gave him an ubamused look before slapping his shoulder as the older man chuckled. “Idiot.” Reki said, his voice laced with fondness already.

Or perhaps, Reki’s insults had lacked any real bark since two years ago.

A familiar set of footsteps approached them before Ainosuke turned to look at the pperson. “Tadashi,” Ainosuke started, making Tadashi stopped meters away from where he was and pretending like he hadn’t seen them flirt from afar. “Bring me my skateboard.” 

Tadashi cleared his throat, avoiding to look at Reki who also avoided looking at him by burying his face on Ainosuke’s shoulder. “Yes, of course.” Tadashi said, applauding himself for sounding like usual. “I’ll be right back.” Tadashi said before speed-walking out of there.

Ainosuke and Reki looked back at each other at the same time. Reki chuckled, narrowing his eyes with a smirk of his own. “Couldn’t wait until tomorrow?” Reki teased back. 

Ainosuke’s smile widened. “Brat.” Ainosuke said, craddling Reki’s face before leaning back in for another kiss. Then another. And another.

When Tadashi was back with Ainosuke’s skateboard, he pretended not to notice Reki’s flustered face. “Thank you!” Ainosuke exclaimed with a genuine smile before grabbing his skateboard and joining Reki once more. 

Tadashi was still not sure what surprised him more, the thanks he got or the smile. Either way, Tadashi stood there for a few minutes. Ghosting a small smile as watched Reki laughed and skate alongside Ainosuke. Reki and Ainosuke meeting in the middle as they rotated to go on opposite directions again. Like a strange dance that only they understood. 

Tadashi has been by Ainosuke’s side for years. Even if his master was slow to the changes in himself, Tadashi was quick to notice. Tadashi closed his eyes, turning around to leave those two alone.

Perhaps it wasn’t an Eve that Ainosuke needed, but the sun. 

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❝I really like your body, I really like your body. I don’t know why you hide it. ❞

                    — SAD GIRLZ LUV MONEY, Amaare ft Kali Uchis and Moliy

It didn’t take long before they had to come back inside for dinner. Although, since they were skating for a while, they ended up working quite the sweat so it was decided they had to shower before meeting back at the dining room. Ainosuke and Reki were walking back together side by side. “What have you been doing since I’ve been at work?” Ainosuke started, glancing down at Reki.

“Nothing much.” Reki responded, though he avoided Ainosuke’s gaze. “Just, you know, looking around…” Reki said.

Ainosuke hummed, narrowing his eyes. “Anything that caught your eye?” 

“No, not really.” Reki said before clearing his throat a bit. “My, uh, grandma said to bring some of our grown hibiscus flowers as a gift.” Reki said, downcasting his gaze. 

Ainosuke smirked. “Yeah, I had Eiji take a photo of them and send them to me. They look beautiful.”

Reki nodded. 

“Tell your grandmother I said thank you.”

“Will do!” Reki exclaimed with a smile, looking up at Ainosuke and regretting it a bit. Ainosuke had taken off his suit jacket and vest, leaving only his white button shirt. Ainosuke had unbuttoned the first three, showing off a bit of his skin that gleamed a bit from the sweat. His loose tie lay atop of the suit jacket and vest hanging from his right arm. Reki tried not to stare too much, diverting his gaze back at the front yet feeling his ears heat up anyway. 

Ainosuke, however, has noticed Reki’s stare since way back in the pool when he stopped for a bit to take off his jacket. Ainosuke smiled knowingly to himself, glancing away with narrowed eyes. 

Reki stopped by the guest room he was staying at, glancing back at Ainosuke with a small smile. “I’ll see you in a few?” Reki said, though it ended up coming up as a question. 

Ainosuke chuckled. “Aww, we’re not taking a bath together?”

Reki choked on his spit, eyes widening as his whole face lit on fire. “Y-Y-You wish, pervert!” Reki shouted before quickly going inside the guest room.

Ainosuke sighed, dejected. “Maybe next time.” He murmured before making his way to his own room.

***

Staying over at Ainosuke’s house felt like he was staying over for a sleepover party and watching his best friend wear pajamas. He was drying his hair with a towel when Mari knocked in just to inform him that dinner was already served. Reki followed Mari all the way to the dining room, wondering what type of pajamas Ainosuke would be wearing. Reki closed his eyes, humming in thought. Maybe his pajamas are red like his matador outfit. Reki thought, putting an index finger against his cheek as he imagined one of those silk pajama sets he’s seen in movies. Pfft, it would be funny if he just sleeps with his Adam attire! Reki chuckled, imagining Adam getting back home after skating all night in S and just crawling under the bed covers like that.

“What a passionate man~” Reki teased under his breath, though, if Mari heard him she just pretended not to hear him. Though, now that Reki mentioned passion… Reki opened his eyes wide as he stopped walking. His body tensing up. “Please don’t tell me… he sleeps naked!?” Reki gasped, a bit horrified (because Reki has never thought about the older man’s naked body before or how said man’s cock looked like-). 

“Who sleeps naked?” A dark purr tickled Reki’s ear.

Reki let out a startled yell, jumping away to cover his ear before turning around with a deep red blush across his face. Ainosuke was looking down at him, eyebrows raised in amusement and a small teasing smile on his lips. “Y-You!” Reki stuttered, feeling his face further heat up in embarrassment.

There was a mischievous glint on those narrowed crimson eyes before Ainosuke chuckled, wrapping an arm around Reki’s shoulders. “Who, me?” Ainosuke smirked. “Why, who told you such a thing, Red?” Ainosuke teased.

“N-No! No! T-That’s not what I meant!” Reki sputtered, raising his hands in defense. Reki’s inner self was screaming, crying and shaking. Begging the earth to swallow him whole right there and there. 

Ainosuke chuckled, pulling Reki closer to his side. “Oh, then what did you mean?” Ainosuke asked, guiding a ‘too nervous and embarrassed to notice’ Reki inside the dining room whose doors were already open. Eiji had his eyes closed as he stood by the chimney, as did Mari who was beside him. Though, she did slightly open one eye to look at them. As though he sensed that, Eiji cleared his throat, giving Mari a stern side eye.

“I, well, y-you know… I was just… I only wanted to…” Reki continued to stutter, not finding the correct words no matter how much he tried because what could he say? Oh you know, I was just curious whether you slept naked or not since you’re eccentric like that! Like hell I can say that! Reki cried out in his mind. 

Reki didn’t notice when they got closer to their seats or how Ainosuke pulled the chair for Reki before sitting on his own seat. “Well?” Ainosuke asked, still smirking at Reki.

“N-Nothing, forget it!” Reki ended up shouting, face impossibly red. 

Eiji and Mari walked over to them, one on each side of Ainosuke and Reki before lifting the silver dome to reveal a more traditional Japanese dish this time. Reki smiled up at Mari, thanking her. Mari nodded before excusing herself alongside the butler and leaving them alone. As they both started digging into the food, Ainosuke was the first one to start the conversation. “So, how was your day?” Ainosuke asked, glancing at Reki with a small smile.

“It was fun,” Reki started, smiling wide as he looked back at him. “The movie Langa and I watched was very fun!”

Ainosuke’s smile faltered. “Oh, right.” Ainosuke said, glancing away in annoyance. “I keep forgetting you and Langa hung out today.”

Reki eyed Ainosuke but didn’t say anything else. Though, there was a small sense of relief in hearing those words. I guess he really will pay attention to me… even if it’s for a year. Reki thought, regretting it by the end as he bit the inside of his mouth. 

Ainosuke glanced back at Reki with narrowed eyes. “Did something happen?”

Reki felt his chest tightened. “Like what?” Reki asked, hoping his smile came out as natural. It must have worked because Ainosuke only hummed for a second before glancing down at his food. A satisfied expression on his face. 

“No, nevermind it then.” Ainosuke said, chuckling. Ha! Looks like he chickened out again~ Ainosuke thought, mockingly. 

Reki, however, didn’t enjoy dinner quite as much. 

***

“Feeling sleepy yet?” Ainosuke asked, glancing at Reki as they made their way to their respective rooms. 

“Not really,” Reki answered, glancing up at Ainosuke. “You?”

Ainosuke’s smile widened. “Same.” Ainosuke slowed down his steps before completely stopping in the middle of the hallway. Reki blinked, halting by his side to give the older man a curious look. Ainosuke’s crimson gaze started to bore into Reki’s amber one, making the redhead shift under his stare. 

“What?” Reki said, soft. Nervously glancing around before shyly looking up at Ainosuke.

What an appetizing little red riding hood~

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes. “Say, if you’re not tired yet,” Ainosuke started, his voice dropping to a velvety tone as he took a step forward and brushing a few red locks away from Reki’s face. Watching slowly as Reki’s amber eyes widened and the heat of his body painted Reki’s face a pretty red. “Why don’t you come to my room?” Ainosuke asked, dropping his hand back to his side. “For a small talk, of course.” Ainosuke said with a lopsided smile. 

Reki felt his heart race. Hiromi’s words about being honest with Ainosuke about not wanting to do anything of that nature passed through his mind. He should be able to say no and Reki was sure that Ainosuke would understand, wish him goodnight and they would go their separate ways. But there was also that other part, the one who still replayed the rest of Hiromi’s words about how it was more than okay to want to go a little further. Even the contract itself stated that if both parties were consenting, the dynamic could turn into something more.

Reki narrowed his eyes, taking a small intake of breath before slowly sighing. “Okay,” Reki said. His voice was low, it was almost a whisper. Reki cleared his throat. “If… it’s for a small talk, then, I don’t mind.” Reki said, trying to look casual.

And failing of course.

Ainosuke’s smile widened. “Right this way then~” Ainosuke darkly purred, wrapping an arm around Reki’s hips and taking him to his room. Reki didn’t fight him off even when the door closed and sealed his fate.

***

“You know, I’m beginning to suspect your favorite color is blue.” Reki said with a lopsided smile as he looked back at Ainosuke. Ainosuke chuckled, watching as Reki looked around his room. Despite the carpet looking what Reki thinks it’s purple/lilac and some golden patterns, there was a big splash of red underneath Ainosuke’s bed. The bed curtains, bedsheets, and duvet were also red. The wallpaper? Red. Of course, the curtains at the window were… purple. No, of course they weren’t! They were red.

Red. Red. Red. 

The only thing sticking out in the room was Ainosuke himself with his wild blue hair and blue pajamas. Even Reki himself was in reddish themes. Like his hair and pink shirt. Though, his sleep shorts were black. Reki steel his nerves to walk over to Ainosuke’s bed and sat down, finding the bed extremely comfortable that he ended up laying down on it. Reki hummed. “Maybe I should sleep here~” Reki purred, stretching before crossing his arms behind his head on the pillow.

As if understanding a secret code, Ainosuke laughed softly walking over to his bed. He sat beside Reki, right on the edge before putting an arm next to Reki's head. Ainosuke smirked, eyes narrowing when Reki’s amber eyes widened and his lips quivered slightly. “I wouldn’t mind if you do.” Ainosuke said, his voice dangerously low.

Reki didn’t say anything, not even when Ainosuke leaned down and captured his lips. Pulling them on a slow and sensual kiss. Reki whined, uncrossing his arms to slowly wrap them around Ainosuke’s neck instead. Ainosuke softly groaned at the silent invitation, pulling away for a few seconds. “I thought we were just, mnh!” Reki whimpered, his lips captured once again before breaking the kiss himself this time. “T-Talking.”

“Oh, but we are~” Ainosuke murmured against his lips before kissing Reki again. Nipping and sucking as Reki keened. “We’re just talking with our bodies!” Ainosuke exclaimed, pulling away with a smirk. It didn’t take long before the short and slow kisses started to turn longer and more heated. Reki moaned loudly when Ainosuke nibbled his tongue before devouring more of his delicious keens, only pulling away for air. They were both breathing heavily.

Reki’s eyes narrowed with pooling arousal, feeling his body grow hot. A red red tinge going from his ears to his cheeks. “Adam.” Reki whimpered. The sight and sounds coming from Reki went straight to Ainosuke’s cock, he couldn’t wait much longer. Ainosuke fully climbed on his bed, hovering over Reki. 

Ainosuke groaned. “Just for tonight…” Adam rasped, grabbing Reki’s hips and pulling him closer. Reki yelped, biting back a surprised moan when their crotches grazed each other. Ah, fuck! What was that!? Reki thought, feeling a strange big bulge. “Let me have a taste of you.” Ainosuke growled, his hands already slipping under Reki’s shirt to caress his sides. Enjoying the way Reki’s body shuddered at his touch. “Please.” Ainosuke grunted.

Reki stared at Ainosuke. His crimson red eyes were narrowed, staring back at him with such hunger it sent shivers down Reki’s spine. Reki gulped heavily. “P-Promise you won’t laugh at me?” Reki asked, his voice wavering a bit. 

Ainosuke noticed the insecure tone of his partner, leaning back down to hold Reki’s face in his hands. “I would never laugh at you, Reki.” Ainosuke said, soft. Reki looked at him stunned, not sure what caught him off guard, his name coming out of the older man’s lips or the gentleness of a man such as Ainosuke. Reki whined again when Ainosuke kissed him again, it was soft and yet firm. It was almost like he was trying to reassure Reki. 

“E-Even if I’m not, mn, good at it?” Reki asked in-between kisses. 

“You don’t have to worry about that, baby.” Ainosuke murmured against his lips, stealing another small cry from Reki’s throat. “I won’t do anything that’ll hurt you.” Ainosuke muttered, breaking the kiss to stare at the state his partner was in. Reki’s face was flushed, kiss-swollen lips slightly parted to breath and eyebrows tipped up. It’s way fucking better in person. Ainosuke thought, leaning down to kiss Reki’s cheekbone going down to the corner of his lips and onto his jaw. 

“Mngh,” Reki held onto Ainosuke tighter, pushing his head back against Ainosuke’s pillow. Ainosuke nibbled his jaw before licking a stripe from the base of his neck back to the jawline. “Anh!” Reki closed his eyes, bucking his hips against Ainosuke’s when the latter nibbled his adam’s apple. Reki was panting, opening his eyes again to stare right into red eyes burning with desire. Pupils dilatated. This isn’t another dream, is it? Reki thought, gnawing at his bottom lip. Reki nodded, craddling Ainosuke’s face. “Okay… I trust you.” Reki said, his voice soft. 

Ainosuke nuzzled against Reki’s hand, planting a small chaste kiss on it. Ainosuke went down on Reki’s neck again, kissing and nipping. A satisfied smirk tugging on his lips as he finally laid his claim and left his mark on Reki’s neck. Sucking hard enough for that reddish mark to persist for days.

Reki let out small delicious gasps, feeling light headed at the sensation of Ainosuke giving him open mouthed kisses. “Ngh, A-Adam!” Reki moaned. Ainosuke let out a low groan when Reki started to rut against him. One of Ainosuke’s hand sneaked under Reki’s shirt again, slowly raising it up as he caressed Reki’s skin. 

“Take your shirt off, baby.” Ainosuke instructed, holding Reki’s bare hip in place. Reki whined, complying with Ainosuke’s request while Ainosuke himself took off his own. Ainosuke put a hand on Reki’s bare shoulder, pinning him back down on the bed. Reki glanced away, face burning red in shame as he bit his lower lip. His tan skin glistening from Ainosuke’s licking like a thirsty dog, red marks filling the previously white canvas that was Reki’s neck. Ainosuke slowly traced his fingers down Reki’s collarbone to his chest down to his navel, watching in fascination as Reki’s body shuddered. “Haah.” Reki panted, arching his back a little. Lowering his gaze, Ainosuke could see the clear bulge on Reki’s black shorts. 

Reki looked so pretty underneath him. 

Reki felt completely exposed under that scorching crimson stare, his chest heaving and Reki would be lying if he said he wasn’t anticipating more. “Ah!” Reki cried out, writhing around when Ainosuke’s thumbs started to rub and twist Reki’s nipples. All the while Ainosuke leaned down to leave a trail of wet kisses across his chest. Nipping and sucking any place he could. So everyone knows you’re mine. Ainosuke possessively thought with a growl. “Adam, hngh, Adam!” Reki moaned, passing a hand through Ainosuke’s dark blue locks. Messing his hair even more. Arching his back again with a gasp when Ainosuke licked one of his nipples. Sucking the bud before nibbling it, enjoying the way Reki squirmied under him and throw his head back, holding tight onto the red sheets as he bucked his hips against Ainosuke again. Wanting to feel some relief. 

Ainosuke lightly pulled on the bud, his fangs digging so deliciously against Reki’s sensitive skin it made the redhead mewled. Ainosuke did the same on the other bud, leaving Reki’s chest once both of his cute nipples were perked up. Ainosuke continued to trail down, not leaving any place in Reki’s skin unscathed as Ainosuke marked anywhere he could. For his part, Reki’s mind was starting to cloud, everywhere Ainosuke touched felt so good and warm. He wanted more, more, more! 

Ainosuke nibbled right around Reki’s navel, hooking his fingers on the waistband of Reki’s shorts. He glanced up, waiting to see if he could go even further or if this was as far as Reki could go. Reki’s chest moved up and down, his hands holding tight onto his bedsheet covers. Though, Reki’s amber eyes were glazed, so full of desire and staring right back at him. “Hngh… please…” Reki wailed out, unsure of what exactly he was begging for but he wanted it now. 

Oh, Reki. Ainosuke thought with a low moan at his partner’s words. “You don’t know what you’re doing to me.” Ainosuke gnarled, eyes half-lidded with pure want. Ainosuke slowly pulling Reki’s shorts down, his fingertips brushing against Reki’s skin. Reki helped him a little by shimming out of them before Ainosuke threw them somewhere away. Despite the haze in Reki’s mind, he ended up bringing his knees up in reflex. Reki moved his hands lower, right between his thighs with a small whimper. Reki looked up at Ainosuke, worry still hiding behind those precious amber eyes. 

Ainosuke put his hands on top of Reki’s knees, rubbing them before leaning down to litter small chaste kisses on them. “We can stop here if you want.” Ainosuke said, staring at Reki. “But again, I won’t do anything you don’t like.” Ainosuke reassured him, kissing Reki’s knees again as his fingers sneak down to rub soothing circles on the sides of Reki’s legs. 

Reki gnawed his bottom lip again, thinking carefully —as much as his hornyness would allow— on Ainosuke’s words before slowly retreating his hands. “Be gentle, please.” Reki stammered.

Ainosuke wasn’t planning on going all the way. After all, he knew Reki was a virgin and most likely needed to be well prepped before he could even put the tip in. But, oh, how hard it was to resist the urge of just gobbling him up. Pun intended. The corner of Ainosuke’s lips strained. “Of course, baby.” Ainosuke said. Ainosuke slowly parted Reki’s knees apart, leaving a red trail on Reki’s thighs also. Reki’s whines and moans were music to Ainosuke’s ears. 

Reki watched as Ainosuke traveled lower, his breath hitching when Ainosuke's breath was practically tickling his groin. Ainosuke held onto Reki’s thighs, sliding his fingers up till they slowly teased the hem at the end of Reki’s red trunks. Reki let out a high keen, gulping as he breathed hard. His pupils dilatated in anticipation. “You’re so wet for me already.” Ainosuke groaned, taking Reki by surprise when he started to mouth at his hard on through his underwear. 

Reki let out a startled moan, pushing his head back with closed eyes as he arched his back. “Hngh… ahh… mngh, Adam!” Reki moaned, one hand holding onto the sheets again while the other ended up being grabbed by Ainosuke. Ainosuke hummed, the vibration making Reki wail and jerk his hips. 

More. More!

Ainosuke licked the precum through the trunks, sucking in and feeling his own erection too tight on his pants now. Fuck. Ainosuke thought, feeling his face heat up. I need to make him cum first. The thought invaded Ainosuke. I need to see him cry with pleasure from my touch. Ainosuke thought. Ainosuke pulled Reki’s trunks down to his ankles. As if sensing what was about to go down (yet another intended pun), Reki whipped his head back down to Ainosuke with wide eyes. “Wai-ah!” Reki shut his eyes closed, involuntarily closing his legs as he moaned. Ainosuke was not patient enough to lick around Reki’s shaft, engulfing the whole thing. 

Ainosuke moaned, not caring about being smashed by Reki’s thighs. If anything, this is were Ainosuke wanted to die, thank you. The vibration of it had Reki crying, his knuckles turning white as he held the bedsheet and put a hand on Ainosuke’s hair, gripping it. “Ah! Ada-mngh! Too much… Haah…” Reki babbled, not being able to stop his voice as Ainosuke started to bob his head up and down in a steady rhythm. The grip on his hair, although burning, turned Ainosuke on so much he started to rut against his bed for his own relief. 

Reki couldn’t keep his eyes open even if he wanted to. The pleasure was too much he couldn’t stop himself from thrusting up, seeking more of that wet heat that had him constantly rolling his eyes. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck! Reki chanted inside his mind, sobbing. A strong hand pushed against his abdomen, trying to keep him in place. “Mnh!” Reki’s body jolted, feeling insane as he was forced to just feel as Ainosuke swirl his tongue around his shaft. Reki wasn’t going to last long. Not with the way that coiling tension was approaching, fast. “Adam… ngh… Ada-oh!” Reki moaned. “Hngh… gonna… cum!” Reki panted. 

Ainosuke moaned again, moving his hands to hold Reki’s thighs and pried them away a bit away from his squished face. Sucking down right to the base before Reki cried out, hips stuttering as he fell apart. Ainosuke pulled away with an obscene pop that had Reki keening. Ainosuke swallowed —and if Reki wasn’t tired from having his first orgasm ever, he would have been horrified—, licking his lips as he watched Reki’s whole body flushed red and doing spasms every so often, ravished lips parted as he caught his breath. 

Ainosuke climbed back up, not quite done with the redhead. “You taste so divine.” Ainosuke rasped with narrowed eyes, resting his forehead against Reki’s before closing the gap. Making sure that Reki knew just how amazing he tasted.

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❝Touch me, yeah. I want you to touch me there. Make me feel like I am breathing, feel like I am human.❞

                              — A Little Death, The Neighborhood.

Tasting himself on Ainosuke’s mouth was not something Reki expected to find hot. He expected it to be gross and maybe it was, but he was too distracted with the fangs deliciously nibbling his tongue to care. A high keen that was so hungrily devoured, larger hands caressing almost every inch of his skin. Reki shuddered, his fingers shyly held onto Ainosuke’s bare shoulder. Ainosuke chuckled, breaking the kiss. “You can touch me too if you want, I don’t mind~” Ainosuke purred, staring down at Reki with a grin.

Reki bit his lip, slowly rubbing and caressing Ainosuke’s shoulders before his hands started to slide down to his pecs. Ainosuke’s body shivers at his touch, which encourages Reki to continue. Reki’s fingertips tracing every toned muscle, feeling a bit of envy at Ainosuke’s body. Ainosuke kissed his cheek, biting back a moan when Reki dug his nails on his abdomen. “You can go lower than that, can’t you sweetheart?” Ainosuke purred against his ear. From the looks of it, Ainosuke was not immune from his touch the same way Reki wasn’t. The older man’s breath was ragged, a nice flush of red for once going across his face. 

He almost looked like a panting horny dog.

And Reki liked that.

Reki shivered at Ainosuke’s words, feeling a hot tingle all over his body. Reki held back a whine, slowly tracing his fingers lower until they lingered on Ainosuke’s waistband. With a bit of nervousness, Reki pulled down Ainosuke’s pajama pants. Ainosuke let out a small sigh, helping Reki by tossing his pants away. Reki could already see the tent on Ainosuke’s underwear, a bit surprised to see that it wasn’t red but black. I think our underwear colors were switched. Reki thought in amusement as he slowly reached down to grab a feel of Ainosuke’s hard-on through the cloth. Loving the low groan he pulled out of Ainosuke. I wonder… if it feels big… more curious than ashamed, Reki hooked his fingers on the hem of Ainosuke’s black trunks before slowly pulling them down and couldn’t hold back the whimper upon seeing Ainosuke’s cock spring up. Free of its restrain at last. 

Reki let out a low moan at the sight. Of course the older man was bigger than him. Thicker, too. Ainosuke smirked, chuckling a bit. “Here.” Ainosuke rasped, grabbing Reki’s wrist and guiding it to his member. “You can touch it too~” Ainosuke teased. Reki let out a small gasp, his fingers grasping Ainosuke’s shaft. It felt warm. Twitching slightly on his hand. Ainosuke stared attentively at Reki’s face, trying to see any discomfort. However, there was a curious gleam amidst that lustful gaze. Ainosuke’s breath hitched when Reki started to slowly trace every vein. Biting back a moan when Reki slightly rubbed the head, hips bucking.

They glanced at each other at the same time, short-winded. Reki gulped before giving a slow, tentative stroke. Enjoying the way Ainosuke’s body shuddered and thrusted up. Chasing that friction. “Um…” Reki shyly looked at Ainosuke, face heated up. “H-How do you…” Reki stammered, not finishing the question. Ainosuke, however, had an idea as to what Reki was referring to. He softly laughed and it only made Reki’s face burn even more. Reki screamed inside his mind. I probably ruined the mood! Reki thought before internally screaming some more. As if reading his mind, Ainosuke leaned down to kiss him. Nipping his bottom lip. “Mngh!” Reki whined.

Ainosuke kissed Reki’s forehead. “Like this.” Ainosuke murmured against his temple before holding Reki’s hand and started to pump himself off with it. At first it was slow and long strokes, their ragged breaths tickling each other’s lips before closing the gap into another sloppy make out session. Then, Ainosuke picked up the pace a bit. When precum started to leak, Ainosuke broke the kiss and, biting down a groan, pulled his and Reki’s hand away from his throbbing cock. 

“W-What’s wrong?” Reki softly asked, looking into Ainosuke’s narrowed eyes with worry.

Ainosuke planted a small chaste kiss against his lips. “Nothing, baby, I just don’t want to cum yet.” Ainosuke reassured him. Smiling softly when Reki widened his eyes at him and the heat on his face spread over to his ears. Cute. Ainosuke thought. “I want to try something, so do you mind turning around for me?” Ainosuke asked.

Reki tensed up for a second. “A-Are you sure?” Reki stammered.

Ainosuke raised an eyebrow at him. “Yes, I am.”

Reki stared at him for a few seconds, a bit hesitant before he started shifting. Ainosuke leaned back to allow Reki more room to move while he discarded the last piece of his clothing and when Reki turned around, Ainosuke understood why the hesitation. The scars on his upper back have matured now, Ainosuke started to trace every single one of them with his fingertips. Ainosuke narrowed his eyes at the way Reki’s body slightly shuddered. Beautiful. Ainosuke thought before he started to hover over Reki again, his breath the only warning before soft lips started to kiss the scarred tissue. Reki closed his eyes, letting out soft sighs and whimpers as Ainosuke started to leave a trail of kisses down his back. Nipping and sucking there too, not wanting to leave any doubts behind. 

Ainosuke grabbed Reki’s hips pulling him slightly up so his ass was in the air. Reki yelped, before glancing over his shoulder at Ainosuke with wide eyes. “What do you think you’re doing!?” Reki exclaimed, his voice shaky. 

Ainosuke rolled his eyes. “I’m not going to put it in you yet,” Ainosuke said, his eyes drifting down to Reki’s round ass. “I would have to prep you beforehand.” Ainosuke said as he started to knead Reki’s asscheek. 

“Hngh, t-then?” Reki panted, trying to figure out what Ainosuke would do next. Ainosuke leaned down to give open-mouth kisses to one of Reki’s asscheeks, his cock further throbbing and leaking at Reki’s high keen sounds before he just sank his fangs down. “Angh!” Reki moaned, surprised at the fact that Ainosuke bit him there of all places and at the way his body reacted by pushing back against Ainosuke.

Ainosuke growled, leaning his chest on Reki’s back. “Let me borrow your thighs.” He rasped into Reki’s ear, his hot breath tickling the shell and making it all red. 

Thighs? Reki thought, glancing back at the red pillow with a slight frown. All coherent thoughts went out the window when Ainosuke thrust in between Reki’s legs, his cock grinding against Reki’s balls. “Haah!” Reki moaned, gripping the bed sheets. 

“Close your thighs, darling.” Ainosuke instructed, holding Reki’s waist as he kissed his shoulder blade. Reki mewled and did as he was told. Ainosuke started to thrust at a steady rhythm, holding Reki’s jaw and tilted it up to devour Reki’s moans into a heated kiss. 

“Ngh!” Reki sneaked down a hand to wrap around his —already— hard dick, his thumb gliding over the tip that was leaking precum. Breaking the kiss only when their lungs felt like burning. Reki rested his forehead against Ainosuke’s pillow, panting as he continued to jerk himself off to the same tempo as Ainosuke’s grinding. 

Ainosuke wrapped one arm around Reki’s body, his other hand sneaking down to grab Reki’s wrist. Reki let out a surprised noise, his body jerking back against Ainosuke’s chest. Ainosuke pinned Reki’s hand on the bed, interlocking their fingers. “Don’t touch yourself without my permission.” Ainosuke snarled against Reki’s ear with a frown.

And that was the hottest thing Reki has ever heard.

The breathy moan escaping Reki’s lips sounded so dirty to his own ears, his body flushing red in embarrassment. Ainosuke started to rut faster against Reki’s, his hips striking Reki’s ass. Reki wailed, putting his free hand against his ear because the sounds were too obscene. And he’s not putting it in yet, oh god! Reki thought, feeling too overheated already. That familiar coiling tension creeping up his gut. “Haah… Adam, I’m… mngh… c-close!” Reki barely cried out.

Ainosuke hummed, nuzzling on Reki’s temple. “Then, cum for me baby.” he whispered in Reki’s ear before nibbling it. Thrusting harder and his other hand caressing from Reki’s sternum to holding Reki’s jaw in place. Stealing another kiss. One more thrust from Ainosuke had sent Reki over the edge, breaking the kiss with a moan. Staining the bedsheet below him. Ainosuke growled, biting down Reki’s shoulder and after two more thrusts, followed Reki as he finished too. Their fluids mixing together.

Reki’s body trembled from the aftershocks, his face so red he almost got lost into the colors of Ainosuke’s room. Tears were falling down from his half-lidded amber eyes and closing his eyes with a whine when Ainosuke licked one of his tears. “You look gorgeous.” Ainosuke mumbled against his cheekbone before kissing it. 

Small talk my ass! Reki thought with a huff. 

***

“I said gentle! Gentle!” Reki cried out, grabbing Ainosuke’s collar shirt with a blush adorning his face and comically shaking Ainosuke who seemed to only smile innocently at him. 

After their ‘small talk’ Ainosuke had offered Reki to take a shower together (again). To which Reki declined (again). He was almost convinced by Ainosuke as he pointed out that Reki’s back could hurt, but Reki could see Ainosuke’s dirty intentions and sucked up the pain as he let the cold water wash away the shame. When he got out of the shower, he noticed that right next to the sink there was neatly folded pile of clothes. Reki’s cheeks turned pink. When did he come in!? Reki thought, wrapping the towel around his waist as he walked over to pick up the clothes. “Well, it’s nice of him to go for my stu-” Reki stopped midway upon noticing that, no, those were not the other change of clothes Reki brought.

For starters, the clothes neatly folded seemed to be a matching pair from Ainosuke’s silk pajama. The only difference is that instead of pants, they were shorts. Another incriminating proof was that the underwear was not the generic one Reki always used, but instead were ‘Calvin Klein’. “I can’t even pronounce this.” Reki grumbled. With nothing else to wear, he put the fancy clothes on. Giving Ainosuke a suspicious stare once he got out of the bathroom since the pajamas fitted him well. 

Even the underwear.

Ainosuke had chuckled at him. “You look great in those~” Ainosuke purred, grabbing Reki’s waist and nuzzling on his hair. Loving the fact that Reki smells like him now. 

Reki rolled his eyes, trying to look as annoyed as possible. But the pink of his cheeks was breaking that illusion. “How do you know my boxer size?” Reki asked, narrowing his eyes at Ainosuke.

“Hm? What?”

“You heard me.” 

“Well, since you’re done with the shower,” Ainosuke started, letting go of Reki as he walked over to the door. “I’ll go in now!” Ainosuke exclaimed, escaping from Reki’s burning stare. 

“Oi!” Reki exclaimed, annoyed before the door closed. Reki sighed before turning towards the bed, wondering how they’ll sleep with the mess when he noticed the bedsheets and everything was changed to a new set. Reki felt his whole face burn in embarrassment at the thought of Mari or whomever had come late in the night to change the bed upon seeing that. No wonder he was wearing his robe when I came out, bastard! Reki thought. 

And now, back to the present.

Ainosuke gently grabbed Reki’s wrist and making Reki stop shaking him. Reki pouted at him, his furrowed brow twitched slightly as the redness of his cheeks and teary amber eyed only accentuated his cuteness. “What’s wrong, baby? You didn’t enjoy it?” Ainosuke teased with a smile as he brought one of Reki’s wrist up to his lips to plant a chaste kiss on it. Giving Reki an amused look. 

Reki huffed before a teasing smirk made it past his pretty lips. “For an old man, you sure are full of energy~” Reki teased.

The corner of Ainosuke’s lips twitched, his eyes darkening. “Careful now, Red.” Ainosuke leaned their foreheads together, narrowing his eyes. “Or this old man might just decide to not hold back anymore.” Ainosuke said. Despite the playfulness of his voice, there was an underlying threat (or promise) beneath it. As if to show he wasn’t all bark and no bite, one of Ainosuke’s hand sneak inside Reki’s short and grabbed a handful of his ass.

Reki let out a surprised yelp before grabbing Ainosuke’s wrist. “O-Okay, I get it! I give up!” Reki yelled, a nice red tinge going across his face as he weakly glared at a victorious Ainosuke.

The lights were turned off as they got ready to sleep. Reki’s back was facing Ainosuke, but even with the lights out, Reki couldn’t sleep. His heart was beating too fast and loud, it was ringing on his ears. Reki gulped, closing his eyes before turning around to face Ainosuke again. Reki slowly opened his eyes and his breath hitched when he noticed Ainosuke hadn’t gone to sleep yet and was staring right into his wide amber eyes. He’s doing it again… Reki thought, a restlesness settling on his chest as he narrowed his eyes. “You’re not sleepy yet?” Reki asked, soft.

“No.” Ainosuke answered, just as soft. “You?”

“No.” Reki said. 

They stared at each other in silence before Reki bit the inside of his cheek. His cheeks heating up. “Can I… come closer?” Reki asked with eyebrows tipped up and a tender gaze. 

“You can come as close as you want, Reki.” Ainosuke murmured, narrowing his eyes. Ah, there it is again. That stirr in Reki’s heart. Reki shifted closer. Close for a big arm to wrap around his waist and soft lips touch his temple. Their gazes connected again, neither of them saying anything again. Slowly, Reki reached a hand out to cup Ainosuke’s face. His thumb caressing Ainosuke’s cheekbone. 

“No goodnight kiss this time?” Reki asked, fluttering his eyelashes at Ainosuke.

As if Reki had casted a spell on him, Ainosuke rested their foreheads together. Crimson eyes burning right through amber ones. “You really like kissing, huh?” Ainosuke whispered against his lips before they both leaned into it. Reki whined softly, feeling Ainosuke’s hand move from his back to his hip. Their lips continuously chasing each other for more, but never deepening the kiss. One last kiss before they both had to stop. Ainosuke chuckled when Reki buried his blushing face on his chest, both of his hands resting on Ainosuke’s abdomen. “Goodnight, Red.” Ainosuke whispered in Reki’s ear.

Reki held a bit tightly onto Ainosuke before shyly glancing up. “G-Goodnight,” Reki stammered, ears growing red before giving Ainosuke a small smile. “Ainosuke.” Reki whispered with a soft gaze. 

Ainosuke widened his eyes. Ah, that wasn’t fair. Crawling into his arms and calling his name. As Reki drifted to sleep, Ainosuke pulled him closer. Mine. Ainosuke buried his face on Reki’s hair with eyes closed. This warmth is mine. Ainosuke thought. 

Only then could Ainosuke finally rest. 

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❝I want your ugly, I want your disease. I want your everything as long as it’s free, I want your love.❞

                                — Bad Romance, Lady Gaga.

Reki was human. He liked to think he was the type of person who always tried to be better, even though sometimes Reki thought otherwise. Reki loved his art; his graffiti, his sketches, the unfinished comics, the way he crafts a board, painting. Anything he could get his hands on in regards to art, he loved doing it. And everytime he sees one of his clients eyes light up and a big smile tug at their lips, Reki couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride swell inside. But there was a part of him he never showed, not even to his family. Perhaps it was the artist in him or maybe, it was something else; but all the praise, the way people recommended him both by word of mouth and online, the ‘You’re my favorite skateboard designer, Reki’ comments he would receive. All of that would get into Reki’s head. Which allowed for a little bit of arrogance to settle in.

It was when praises were not enough that signified he was going too fast up in the roller coaster of his emotions. He wanted more. More recognition, more spotlight, more eyes on him. He wanted to be seen, be perceived, wanted his name to be known and stand there with the big names in the community. He wanted to be the next big shot. An insatiable greed ready to consume Reki. But everything that goes up, has to go down eventually. In Reki’s case, one single post about someone he felt envious of was enough to make him spiral down. Because it showed him the truth: he wasn’t as talented as those people, he was barely even known in his own community in Okinawa and that there would always be someone better at everything he did. Suffice to say that Reki would end up feeling like a worthless piece of shit by the end of this ride.

No one seemed to notice when Reki went through this cycle over and over again. And he wanted to keep it that way. No one should know that Reki sometimes let the ego get to his head, that sometimes he felt so jealous of someone he would block them just so he didn’t get to see their posts anymore (only for him to use his alt account to hurt himself by going into that person’s profile and confirm that they were still thriving), that he wasn’t perfect. That he was capable of feeling this disgusting envy, that he was a failure as a “good” human being and that his friends would be so disgusted and disappointed in him enough to cut ties with him should they know.

No one had to know that sometimes, after his great delusions get shattered, he feels like strangling himself. Wanting to physically beat himself up because how dare you ever think you were better than someone else? He was no one important, he should know his place. 

Until a pair of red eyes bore into his. 

The smell of tobacco and liquor reached his nose as he was cornered to a wall by the man he hated so much, he vandalized one of his political posters (which ended up going a bit viral). Crimson eyes that glared so deep into his soul, a scowl on his face as he held Reki’s jaw in place while Reki tried to pry himself away and pushed against Adam’s chest. Though, of course, Adam never budged. Reki couldn’t remember how he got here or what he was saying back at Adam when Adam laughed before leaning in. Their faces inches away from each other, their breaths tickling the other’s lips. “I know what you are, Red.” Adam said, a hint of mockery on his voice as he smirked.

Reki glared at him, scoffing. “Let go of me. Now.” Reki said through gritted teeth.

Of course, Adam had not listened. Instead, he chuckled before leaning closer to Reki’s ear. “I know your friends love to say how kind and humble you are, but I know the truth.” Adam purred. Reki tensed up under his hold, eyes widened. Adam continued. “I have seen it, the way you look when people praise your designs,” One of Adam hands slowly let go of his wrist to instead grab onto his waist. “The way you smirk when you defeat some worthless newbie who thought he could steal your spot.” Adam’s other hand finally let go of his other wrist, grabbing his nape instead as his thumb caressed right under Reki’s ear. “I know that look in your eyes when the people chant your name.” Adam slightly leaned back, crimson eyes narrowed with a knowing look as he grinned. Fangs showing off. “Feels good, right?” Adam murmured, his lips so dangerously close to his own.

Oh. He had been caught. 

Someone had noticed the bits of darkness residing inside Reki and it had been Adam. The man who was so deep into his own darkness and yet…

“Don’t tempt me with that look, Red.” Adam said, his voice an octave lower. Reki didn’t know what look Adam was referring to, but he could feel his whole face burning up. Adam snickered before letting go of Reki and walking away. Reki slowly felt himself sliding down the wall, putting a hand on his chest and feeling his heart beating so fast. The last time it ever did was during their first beef. 

Reki gulped, hard. “I hate you.” Reki weakly murmured. But I hate myself more because for a second, I almost said yes. Reki thought, passing a hand through his hair before ruffling it. The flush in his face persisted as he downcasted his gaze, lips slightly parted before slowly biting on his bottom lip. 

No one has to know.

Reki stirred in his sleep, slightly groaning as he furrowed his brow. Five more minutes. Reki thought, cuddling closer to the nice warmth beside him. A few seconds pass before the fluttering touch of fingertips start to caress his skin. The touch went from the side of his legs, slowly traveling up to slip under Reki’s shirt. Reki softly whined, shuddering at the touch. A soft sigh escaped his lips when a pair of lips started to trail along his jaw. “Ngh… Adam…” Reki moaned. 

A soft chuckle. “Dreaming about me so soon?” Ainosuke asked, a playful hint in his voice. 

It took Reki a few seconds to process that he was not home. In fact, his last whereabouts were in Ainosuke’s bed. Therefore, the one touching him was none other than the man he had just been dreaming about. Reki opened his eyes wide, pushing himself away from Ainosuke’s grasp with a startled yell until he was almost at the edge of the bed. “D-D-Don’t touch me so early in the morning, pervert!” Reki shrieked, his face beet red.

Ainosuke laughed at Reki’s reaction. “Honestly, I think you’re worse than me at being hot and cold.” Ainosuke teased him. 

“Shaddup!” Reki shouted, grabbing a pillow and throwing it at Ainosuke. Ainosuke only laughed, raising his arm to avoid his face being hit by the pillow. 

***

After Reki put on the clothes he brought from home —and begrudgingly moved his backpack to Ainosuke’s room—, Reki was taken to the garden and he already noticed this when he looked out the window, but the only flower planted was roses. Red roses, of course. Though, Reki did see the occasional pink ones here and there. Reki raised an eyebrow. Did Adam have all of this planted or does his family love roses too? Reki thought. However, something caught his eye, making him stop. Mari, who was guiding Reki to where the master of the house was, noticed Reki had stopped walking and stopped as well. Mari glanced back at Reki, who was staring blankly at something in the distance. Mari tilted her head to the side a little. “Mr. Kyan?”

Reki blinked before looking back at Mari. “Inoue-san,” Reki started before raising his hand to point at what he was staring at. “What’s that building over there?” Reki asked. 

Mari blinked before looking at the direction he was pointing at to see that he was referring to the greenhouse. Unlike everything else in the Shindo estate, the greenhouse did look a bit run down. The wood the support was made of was slowly rotting, some of the window panels were gone and there was nothing inside other than a pot with withered flowers sitting atop the wooden table. Ah, considering the spotless look the estate is in, that looks like a big stain isn’t it? Mari thought. “I believe that was a greenhouse.” 

Reki blinked, resting his arm by his side. “Was?”

Mari nodded. “I’m not sure of the details either, but I believe that the greenhouse used to belong to the madam of the house,” Mari explained, looking back at the greenhouse. “And by madam, I mean-”

“Ainosuke’s mom, right?” Reki said, looking back at the forgotten greenhouse with brows tipped up. 

Mari looked back at Reki in surprise, her usually bored eyes now widened. “Yes.” She said, giving Reki a curious look. 

Reki glanced down at his shoes, a strange pondering look that seemed almost too out of character. But before Mari could further ask what was wrong, Reki looked up at Mari. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to stall us.” Reki said with a smile, like nothing had happened. 

Mari blinked. Maybe I was just imagining it. Mari thought as she shook her head. “Please, do not worry about it, Mr. Kyan.” Mari motioned with her right arm. “Please, follow me.” Mari said as they continued walking. 

Reki followed her close behind. “Ah, by the way, please just call me Reki.” Reki started as they rounded a corner. “When you call me ‘Mr. Kyan’ I think you’re talking about my father.” Reki said with a frown as he downcasted his gaze again. 

Mari glanced back at Reki, eyeing his face before looking back ahead. Nodding. “Understood. Reki.” 

Reki smiled, looking back at Mari’s back with appreciation. “Thank you.” He said. 

Mari continued to guide Reki until they reached the place. Ainosuke was sitting down on an intricately designed white chair, newspaper in hand. In this day and age!? Reki thought, raising an eyebrow. Other than that, Reki was a tad bit —a lot, actually— curious to see what Ainosuke would wear on his days off. Reki has only seen him in a suit or his matador outfit, so he was looking forward to seeing what the older man would wear as casual clothes. A little disappointed when he saw that Ainosuke was wearing the usual blue suit. Ainosuke noticed as they approached before smiling wide at Reki. “Good morning, Red!” Ainosuke exclaimed. Mari froze, trying to keep her face neutral. 

Reki rolled his eyes with a small smile before taking the seat next to Ainosuke. “Good morning.” Reki answered back. 

Reki might not have noticed because he probably didn’t deal with Ainosuke everyday, but it did not escape Mari’s observation at the way Ainosuke’s tone in voice sounded genuinely happy when her master saw Reki. Mari stared intently a few seconds longer at Reki and Ainosuke before excusing herself. Breakfast was already served and Ainosuke put the newspaper aside to dig into the food with Reki by his side. Reki started to dig in too, feeling like he was eating at one of those outdoor fancy restaurants as he looked around at the trees that provided them with shadow from the sun, the roses bushes looked pristine and the view in front of them of the clear water pond felt like Reki was transported to another place that wasn’t Okinawa. 

“You have a beautiful house.” Reki commented as he awkwardly cut a piece of his omelette and took a bite out of it. 

“Thank you.” Ainosuke said, taking a sip of his black coffee. “It is quite a nice house, isn’t it?” 

So it’s a house for this Adam too, huh? Reki thought, giving Ainosuke a curious look. They had small talk as they ate, Eiji had stopped by for a check up but other than bringing Reki a refill of his orange juice, he was dismissed. Reki had only been here two times now, but he could confirm that aside from the people working for the estate (and maybe even Tadashi) Ainosuke seemed to be the only one living in that mansion. Reki narrowed his eyes at his almost empty plate before looking at Ainosuke. “Do you… mind if I keep coming over?” Reki asked. 

Ainosuke stopped midway on eating, looking back at Reki surprised. Ainosuke didn’t expect Reki to be the first one to bring that up. If anything, Ainosuke expected to wait until Reki seemed more comfortable coming to his house before making that offer. Crimson eyes staring back into a pair of warm amber ones that almost seem like they were reading his soul. The thought of Reki somehow knowing what Ainosuke truly wanted had him shifting a bit on his seat. 

Ainosuke cleared his throat. “Of course! I don’t mind if you come by every day~” Ainosuke purred, reaching out to hold Reki’s wrist and caressing it. 

Reki smiled, chuckling. “I don’t know if I can every day, but maybe we can have lunch together if you’re not too busy?” 

“Oh, I’m never too busy~” Ainosuke chuckled, narrowing his eyes at Reki. “But, yes, I would love that arrangement.” Ainosuke said with a small smile.

***

After breakfast and a stroll around the garden, Ainosuke and Reki went to the pool area. It was finally time to practice. During their stroll, Reki had explained to Ainosuke what exactly he needed help with. Most of them were tricks, but Reki also felt like he needed guidance in regards to his style of skateboarding. “Where do you want to start?” Ainosuke asked.

“Varial Flip.” Reki answered.

Reki got into position while Ainosuke stood near the brick wall, paying close attention to Reki’s movements. From his feet position to how Reki carried himself as he skated, however Ainosuke noticed Reki’s body turning 90° to the front side when he was about to do the flip and kicked his skateboard away. Reki cringed, cursing low on his breath as he went to pick up his skateboard. He looked back at Ainosuke. “Do it again.” Ainosuke said, motioning with his hand.

Reki did it again. And failed… again.

Reki sighed. “This is what I mean.” Reki said, dejected.

Ainosuke walked up to him with a hum. “Do you know the fundamentals of a Varial Flip?” 

Reki blinked.

“You don’t.” Ainosuke said with a nod. “You know how to do a Kickflip, correct?”

“Yes.”

“And a Pop Shove It?”

“Yeah.”

“Good because that trick is basically a combination of the two.” Ainosuke grabbed his chin, looking at Reki in thought before gently guiding him back to Reki’s start. “Do it one more time and then come back to me.” Ainosuke said. Reki looked at Ainosuke a bit confused and hesitant before trying the trick once again, this time he didn’t kick his board. But the scoop was weak. Reki sighed, skating back to Ainosuke.

“So, teacher, how bad did I suck?” Reki asked, sarcastic and with clear frustration on his face as he had been stuck in this phase for a long time now.

Ainosuke snapped his finger, pointing at Reki. “With that attitude, it’s no wonder you’re stuck. Either you fix it or I will.” Ainosuke said. Reki thought Ainosuke was flirting at first, but one look at his serious face and Reki understood that he wasn’t putting his own effort in. 

Reki downcasted his gaze, holding his skateboard tighter. “Sorry. I’ll do my best.”

To Reki’s surprise, Ainosuke was actually good at teaching. Though there were instances where Ainosuke adjusted his footing, his fingers stayed longer than needed as he smiled teasingly up at Reki. Which caused Reki to fail due to feeling distracted. Other than that, Ainosuke was quick to point out the mistakes he was making and actually break down the trick into little pieces so he had a better grasp on what exactly the trick was. “For the Varial Flip, you’re gonna have to practice scooping the board 180° with your back foot and flicking with your front foot.” Ainosuke said, his hands on his hips.

Reki nodded. “Got it.” 

They spent most of the morning with Reki practicing the two tricks before Ainosuke stopped him for a break. Reki was already sweating, wiping his face with his shirt. Reki noticed Ainosuke smiling, but there was something in his smile that seemed… unnatural. “What?” Reki asked. 

“Oh, nothing.” Ainosuke said, glancing at Reki’s sweaty and marked body. “Nothing at all~” Ainosuke sang.

Reki hiccuped, immediately pulling his shirt down as his face flushed a deep red. He had forgotten that his body was covered in hickies. Oh god, I must have them on my neck too! Why didn’t Inoue-san say anything!? Reki thought, horrified. He weakly glared at Ainosuke, his whole body shaking in humiliation as Ainosuke laughed at his cute reaction. Reki huffed. “I’m never coming back here!” Reki shouted as he started to walk away.

Ainosuke followed after him, wrapping his arms around Reki’s waist and pulling him against his chest. Stopping him from walking too far away from Ainosuke. “Come on, baby, don’t be like that~” Ainosuke cooed. “There’s no one else here besides us.” Ainosuke said.

“N-Not true! What if a maid sees us-”

“No one will see us, I promise.” Ainosuke reassured him. And if someone does, they’ll be wise to know not to say anything. Ainosuke finished in his mind. 

Reki glanced from one side to the other, brow slightly furrowed and his cheeks red. Biting down a gasp when Ainosuke’s breath tickled his nape, sending small shivers down his spine. Unaware of heavy narrowed eyes watching as Reki’s nape reddened. “O-Okay, okay!” Reki exclaimed, slightly pushing himself away from Ainosuke before turning to look back at him. “Don’t stick so close to me, I’m sweaty!”

“Oh, darling, I do not care about things like that~” Ainosuke teased with a smirk. 

Reki rolled his eyes. “Of course you don’t.” He grumbled.

***

Around noon, they stopped to have lunch. Another maid had come by with a cart since they decided to eat next to the pool on the other side since there was also a white table with chairs. Plus, the trees behind the brick wall casted a nice and refreshing shadow. “Do you think my style needs improvement?” Reki asked before taking a bite out of his sandwich. 

Ainosuke hummed. “I think your skills can be further polished, but a style is not something you can improve.”

Reki blinked, giving Ainosuke a puzzled look. “What do you mean?”

“Let me rephrase,” Ainosuke chuckled. “What I mean is, when you have a style it’s because you are adding your own essence. Think of it as your drawing style, for example. People improve their skill with the years but depending on what their influences or idols were, each artist has their own unique style that reflects aspects of their personality.” Ainosuke explained, raising an index finger. 

Reki hummed, taking Ainosuke’s words into consideration. 

“Which is why,” Ainosuke took a bite of his own sandwich. “If you ask me, your style is fine the way it is.” Ainosuke said. Reki looked at him surprised. “If you were to try and do something to change it right now, it would feel forced and you won’t be happy with the results.”

Reki frowned. “So, you’re saying I’ll have to change it later?”

Ainosuke sighed. “That’s not what I meant.” Ainosuke looked back at Reki. “What I mean is, only you know if you want to change something in regards to your ‘style’. No one else should dictate what those changes may be because it’s your style, Reki. No one else’s.” Ainosuke said. “If you feel like ditching your current style for one you feel more comfortable in, you can do it. If you feel like your current style is fine and want to keep it, you are free to do so.” Ainosuke finished with a shrug.

Reki stared at Ainosuke.

“Though, if you want to continue to experiment and see what sticks with you that’s okay too!” Ainosuke exclaimed, smiling at Reki. “It’s your skating style, Reki. You are free to mould it however you want and as many times as you want.”

Reki downcasted his gaze with eyebrows raised, a small smile forming on his lips. I’m glad I chose him. Reki thought.

After lunch, Reki went back to practice. Once Reki felt more comfortable performing the trick while landing primo (as per Ainosuke’s suggestion), it was time he tried the full trick again. Ainosuke stood beside him, putting a hand on Reki’s back. “In your case, try not to think of the Varial Flip as a Shove It and Kickflip at the same time. But rather a Shove It, then a Kickflip.” Ainosuke said, patting Reki’s back. “Try it one more time.” Ainosuke said with an encouraging smile.

Reki nodded. 

Reki got into position once more, rolling before popping and scooping his board, flicking as his board rotated 180° before landing. Reki let out an excited ‘Oh!’ before whipping his head back to Ainosuke. A wide smile on his lips, amber eyes beaming up as his cheeks turned pink. “Did you see that!?” Reki shouted, excited.

Ainosuke chuckled, gaze softening. A sense of accomplishment settling on his chest for being the receiver of that beautiful prideful smile for once. “Yeah, I did!” Ainosuke shouted back. 

“I did it!” Reki shouted, throwing his fists in the air with laughter. “I finally did it!” Reki yelled, followed by the happiest ‘woohoo!’ he has ever shouted. Reki skated back, doing the trick again on his way to Ainosuke just to confirm it wasn’t a fluke and sure enough, he could pull the trick off now. Reki jumped out of his board to hug Ainosuke, both of them laughed with shared joy that Reki had finally pulled through this. Reki still had a long way to go, of course. But the fact that Reki could finally take that first step already meant a lot to him. 

“I knew you could pull it off.” Ainosuke said, soft and pulling Reki closer. 

Reki widened his eyes, feeling more conscious about their position. “Oh, uh…” Reki’s ears and cheeks turn pink before offering Ainosuke a shy smile. “Thank you.” 

By the time Reki had finished practice, the sun was setting and the sky was painted in orange. Another maid had brought them water bottles and a towel for Reki. Reki and Ainosuke sat at the edge of the empty pool, Reki chugged down the water before letting out a satisfied sigh and looked at Ainosuke. “Thank you for helping me… Ainosuke.” Reki said, a hint of nervousness in his voice when Reki called the older man’s name. 

Ainosuke smiled. “Don’t mention it, besides you’re not as bad as you think you are.” Ainosuke said.

Reki glanced down at his lap, holding the bottle. “Yeah, well, someone as talented as you wouldn’t…” Reki stopped himself midway, a slight frown on his face.

Ainosuke eyed him before he looked ahead. “Understand?” Ainosuke finished the sentence. Ainosuke took a deep breath before sighing. “You know, Reki, I think your main trouble is every artist’s worst enemy.”

Reki looked at Ainosuke with an eyebrow raised. “Which is?”

“Perfectionism.” Ainosuke said before looking back at Reki with a small smile. “It sucks, right?” 

Reki widened his eyes, leaning straighter before glancing away. Recalling the dream he had. Why is it him of all people that can see right through me? Reki thought. “Yeah, it does.” Reki murmured.

Ainosuke let out a soft breath through his nose before glancing down into the empty pool as he intertwined his fingers. “Don’t be in such a rush for the finish line,” Ainosuke glanced at Reki. “Didn’t you tell Langa that skating was all about having fun?”

Reki looked back at Ainosuke surprised before pouting. “You say that, like it isn’t common to be the one to advise others and not follow your own advice.”

Ainosuke chuckled. “Sure, but it’s not like you don’t listen to your own advice. You do look like you’re having a lot of fun skating.”

“But?” 

Ainosuke shrugged. “You tell me. Sometimes I can see you at wits end and the only thing keeping you sane is your board.” Ainosuke said. A bit like me when I was young. Ainosuke thought. 

Reki sighed, putting the bottle of water aside before holding onto the edge. Reki looked down at the empty pool with his brows tipped up. “I just…” Reki started, a bit hesitant. “Sometimes, I just feel like I’m not enough and I need to make up for that.” 

Ainosuke stared at Reki before looking up at the sky. Beautiful hues of orange with purple. Dusk was always his favorite time of the day as it was his cue to sneak out from home to meet up with Cherry and Joe as a teen. “Even Pros continue to make mistakes.” Ainosuke said. Reki let out a breath through his nose. I know that already. Reki thought. “You know Tony Hawks, right?” Ainosuke asked.

Reki rolled his eyes. “Obviously.” 

“Well, even he has to try a few tricks more than one time and he’s a skating legend.” Ainosuke said, both of them turning to look at each other at the same time. “Think of your favorite skating heroes, I’m sure even they have made mistakes. As untouchable as they seem, one wrong move and they could break a leg or arm. They’re human, after all.” Ainosuke said before brushing a few of Reki’s red locks away with narrowed eyes. “Don’t forget you’re human too.” Ainosuke said, low.

Reki raised his eyebrows. Speechless. 

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes before taking his hand back and stood up. “Let’s head inside now.” Ainosuke said as he offered Reki a hand. Reki glanced between Ainosuke’s hand to his face before accepting his hand and standing up with Ainosuke’s help. Ainosuke started to walk back, but Reki stood motionless for a few seconds. Reki glanced down at his skateboard, deep in thought. But what if… my hero turned out to be a villain? What if people don’t see him as human, but as a monster. Reki thought, glancing up to stare at Ainosuke’s back. 

One Year Ago

“Hey, Langa.” Reki softly called out to his best friend. Langa had stopped walking down the stairs before looking up at Reki, a confused but curious look on his face. Reki stayed quiet for a few seconds, the breeze of the night hitting them. Langa widened his eyes and for a second, Reki hoped he could understand the turmoil inside his mind. But that expectant glint on his aqua blue eyes were a clear sign that Langa was expecting some cool preposition or something. Reki held on tighter onto his skateboard. “Have you ever… felt jealous of someone?”

Langa blinked. “Jealous?”

“Yeah, you know, like… you just… hate the attention they get.”

Langa hummed, holding his chin. “I mean, I don’t care about things like that.” Langa said with a shrug. “Why? Are you jealous of someone?”

Maybe I should tell Langa about it. Reki thought, his lips on a thin line as he dowcasted his gaze. “I-”

“You shouldn’t care about what Adam does, though.”

Reki blinked, glancing up to look at his best friend puzzled. “Huh? Adam? What does he have anything to do with this?”

Langa slightly tilted his head to the side. “Isn’t he who you are jealous of? He gets a lot of attention in S, after all.” Langa explained. “But if you ask me, the attention he gets isn’t great.” Langa said, shaking his head.

Reki stayed quiet for a second. “Why?”

“Well,” Langa glanced up at the night sky. “Not all the attention he gets is good attention, you know? Despite reconnecting with his fans, Adam still has a lot of haters.” Langa said.

“That’s not what I meant.” Reki said, dry.

Langa blinked, looking back at Reki. “Then, what did you mean?”

Reki looked down at his feet again with a frown. “Have you never… hated someone for no reason?” Reki asked.

“No, not really.” Langa said.

Reki bit the inside of his cheek before opening his mouth again. “Langa, the truth is-”

“That’s something I learned from you.” Langa said with a small smile, his gaze soft.

Reki widened his eyes, glancing up to look at Langa. “What?”

“I mean, I did get a bit envious of other skaters.” Langa started, looking up at the night sky again. Watching as a cloud passed by. “But, being with you I learned that being petty was just a waste of time and that I should focus on myself instead.” Langa smiled back at Reki. “You’re a good person, Reki. I… like that about you!” Langa said, his gaze a bit shy as an embarrassed blush painted his cheeks. “You’re not the type of person to hate on someone without a good reason and I find that admirable.” Langa said, the smile still present.

Oh.

So this was how Langa saw him. 

If he knows the truth, how disappointed would he be? The darkness inside Reki mocked. How would Langa react once he learns that his best friend can be an insecure little bitch who hates not being the center of attention, hm? It laughed.

Reki gulped down the knot on his throat, forcing the corner of his lips to turn up into a smile. “Yeah, you’re right.” Reki said, laughing it off. Walking down so he was once again side by side with Langa. Distracting himself by talking to Langa about anything. All the while he killed the part of himself who held those disgusting feelings. Strangling that Reki’s neck until he couldn’t move, only then could Reki bury those feelings away. Deep enough that no one would suspect Reki ever had such thoughts in the first place.

Until a pair of red eyes bore into his. 

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❝Touch me where you need to, I can give you more. Bodies on the floor, just breathe (ah), breathe (ah).❞

                                            — Angels in Tibet, Amaarae

All the skating from today had Reki sweating, which was normal. But despite drying himself with a towel before heading inside for dinner, Reki could feel the dry sweat on his skin and wanted more than anything to take a shower. The thing was that Reki knew that Ainosuke wanted something from him. How could he not when Ainosuke rarely tore his eyes away from Reki. Red eyes that eyed him up and down, narrowing every time Reki brought the fork up to his lips. And if someone tells you that Reki licked the fork clean on purpose, he’ll deny it. Flirtatious remarks that had Reki’s ears red, but that despite grumbling and calling Ainosuke a pervert, did nothing to stop them. A playful nudge underneath the table; a big hand clasping his entire wrist; a flimsy excuse to tip Reki’s chin and wipe whatever was at the corner of his mouth with his thumb before Ainosuke himself licked it off. Staring at Reki the whole time, might he add.

For a second, Reki wondered if he was gonna be eaten next. A bit nervous since that would mean anyone could walk in on the dining room to a sight that may be less than savory (though, Reki is sure Ainosuke could care less about that). But, alas, dinner ended without a hitch. 

With each step towards Ainosuke’s room, Reki’s heart accelerated. So much so that it was ringing in his ears. Reki gulped, hard and slightly shook his head. Trying to calm himself down. M-Maybe nothing happens in the end! It’s not like Adam will be the type to want to do it every night! Reki tried to convince himself. Unaware that, in Ainosuke’s point of view, the way Reki’s cheeks dusted pink and the way he nervously gnawed at his bottom lip did nothing but entice the wolf even more. 

Reki rested his skateboard on the wall, next to the side of the bed he (originally) slept in before bringing his backpack up on the bed. Reki grabbed his clean spare clothes with a small internal sigh. I’ll just take a cold shower and call it a day. He thought. “I’ll hit the shower first since I did all the work.” Reki said, giving Ainosuke a small smile before he started to make his way to the bathroom door. “You said the towels were under the sink, right?” Reki asked, putting a hand on the doorknob. Reki had ignored the sound of another pair of footsteps approaching him until another hand grabbed Reki’s on the doorknob and another rested on the door, right above Reki’s head. 

Reki’s breath hitched, his cheeks heating up. Reki gulped again before glancing up over his shoulder at Ainosuke. Ainosuke’s crimson eyes were narrowed on Reki, clear hunger in them and Reki was convinced that this time, he’ll get eaten. “Mind if I join you?” Ainosuke asked, his voice an octave lower and Reki bit back a whine as he felt a small shiver run down his body. 

Reki looked away, feeling his face hotter as he stared at the door. Reki held on tighter to the clothes he was holding against his chest, a small gasp escaping his lips when he felt Ainosuke’s lips on his nape. Small keens escaped his throat as Ainosuke started to nip and suck in that area. His whole body jolted when Ainosuke’s fangs teased to sink in and oh, how Reki wished they did. “Hngh… w-wait… ah!” Reki panted, leaning back against Ainosuke’s chest.

Ainosuke stopped, drinking in the flushed and shaking state Reki was in. Already panting under his touch. So beautiful. Ainosuke thought. Ainosuke kissed Reki’s temple, trailing down to his cheekbone. “What’s your answer, Reki?” Ainosuke asked, calling out his name in a sultry tone.

Reki bit the inside of his cheek, holding back a shudder when Ainosuke’s breath tickled his nape. Against his better judgement (if he still had any), Reki slowly nodded. “O-Okay…” Reki barely stuttered out. 

***

The shower faucet was turned and soon enough, the sound of the shower running became background noise for Reki. Reki had set his clothes to the side of the sink, but he had not made any more indications of stripping. Trying to avoid looking at Ainosuke and quickly looking away when he saw Ainosuke unbuttoning his vest. W-What are you doing!? You should be undressing too! Reki mentality chastised himself. Reki gulped before taking his headband off and opted to give his back to Ainosuke instead. Taking a small shaky intake of breath, Reki pulled his baggy yellow shirt off. 

Before he could start taking his denim shorts off, a pair of arms wrapped around his waist. Reki jolted, letting out a small startled noise before glaring up at Ainosuke. “Don’t sneak up on me like that!” Reki huffed, ears getting red. 

Cute. Lovely, even. 

Ainosuke moved his arms so his hands rested on Reki’s hips. Ainosuke chuckled, stepping closer into Reki’s space. Enjoying the way Reki gasped upon noticing Ainosuke wasn’t wearing anything but his underwear. It was cute to see his lover’s embarrassed expression in the mirror, the way his narrowed amber eyes —no matter how much they tried to look away— were glinting with clear desire. Reki’s face heated up in Ainosuke’s favorite color and tempting lips that quivered ever so slightly as if to try to prevent any heavenly sound escape from Reki’s throat. 

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes, smirking. “My bad~” Ainosuke purred, very close to his ear. One of Ainosuke’s hands caressed Reki’s side, smiling when Reki shuddered before Ainosuke’s fingertips started playing with one of Reki’s nipples. Reki moaned as Ainosuke started to rub and twist at the nub. 

“Mn… Adam…” Reki breathed out, pushing back against him and thus, closing whatever remaining distance there was between them. Ainosuke’s other hand that remained in Reki’s hip started to sneak down and slowly unbuttoned his shorts. Pulling them down with a low hum. Reki bit down a whine and helped Ainosuke in taking his shorts off and kicking them off. Ainosuke’s other hand sneaked down to palm Reki’s semi-hard cock through his trunks as he kissed and licked Reki’s nape. All Reki could do was moan and writhe under Ainosuke’s touch, weakly holding onto the sink. 

Ainosuke bit down a groan as Reki’s butt started to rub back against his own erection. Ainosuke pinched Reki’s nipple’s, pulling out a cute mewl before Ainosuke’s hand on Reki’s chest moved up until Ainosuke held Reki’s jaw up. Forcing Reki to meet his gaze. Reki looked so delectable with the way his face was flushed red, amber eyes glazed and lips parted slightly to breathe. Oh, how Ainosuke wanted to eat him up. Ainosuke hummed, red eyes burning right into Reki’s amber eyes. “You sound so cute, baby.” Ainosuke murmured before claiming Reki’s lips, devouring down any high keens his lover made.

When they stepped into the shower, the cold water was finally warm. Despite his arousal, Reki let out a satisfied sigh as the water hit him. All the sweat and dirt will finally be washed away. Of course, this came with the challenge of not getting distracted by foreigner hands groping all over his body. One of Ainosuke’s hands slid down from Reki’s chest to the side of his body before stopping near Reki’s buttocks. Reki could feel Ainosuke’s burning gaze at the bitemark he left last night. Reki stopped scrubbing himself, curious to see how it looked now. It didn’t really hurt me when I skated. Reki thought. The bitemark was still visible, but the inside was starting to bruise. 

Ainosuke’s fingertips lightly traced his mark, which made Reki let out a small gasp as a shiver went down his spine. A mischievous smile made it past Ainosuke’s lips as he dug his nails on the bitemark. Reki jolted, surprised by the movement but what ended up coming out of his throat was a loud moan. Ainosuke chuckled, caressing Reki’s sides. “You liked that, huh?” Ainosuke teased. 

Reki weakly glared at him over his shoulder, teary eyed while his body started to heat up in embarrassment. “Pervert!” Reki cried out in a weak attempt to hide his humiliation. It wasn’t like Reki loved to feel someone press on the soreness of the bruise as it then turned into pleasure. What do you take Reki for? A pervert!? Ridiculous. 

Ainosuke, however, only softly laughed before pulling their bodies close. Smiling wider when his hard cock poked against Reki’s soft buttocks and Reki’s face further reddened —if that was even possible— as he widened his beautiful amber eyes. “Yeah, yeah, let me wash your front too~” Ainosuke cooed. Not that he was doing a lot of washing to begin with. Nevertheless, instead of protesting, Reki gave him a lustful gaze and slowly turned around to face Ainosuke. Much to Ainosuke’s amused surprise. Ainosuke eyed him up and down, burning the image of the water droplets rolling down Reki’s body, the way Reki’s body is burning in a delicious shame and yet, looked at him like Reki wanted something from him too. And oh, how Ainosuke wouldn’t mind giving Reki everything he asked for at this moment. 

Ainosuke grabbed Reki’s hips and as if it was second nature by now, Reki wrapped his arms around Ainosuke’s neck. “You won’t let me slip and fall, will you?” Reki asked, narrowing his eyes up at Ainosuke as a tinge of red ran across his face. 

Ainosuke smiled. “Wouldn’t dream of it, darling.” Ainosuke reassured him.

The only sounds echoing around the bathroom were the shower running and Reki’s soft breathy moans as Ainosuke started to jerk Reki off. Reki shuddered at the painfully slow strokes of Ainosuke’s hand, all the while Ainosuke trailed soft kisses from Reki’s temple to his jaw. “Haah… Adam…” Reki panted, resting his head against Ainosuke’s shoulder. “Mngh… Ada-hngh!” Reki whimpered, his hand shaking as he had slowed down on stroking Ainosuke’s cock. Getting lost in his own pleasure as Ainosuke sped up his movements. 

Maybe it was because of the heat coursing throughout Reki’s body, but as Reki tried to continue jerking Ainosuke off, a sudden thought crossed his mind. Ainosuke’s words about not putting it in yet lingered on the back of his mind. Reki stared down at Ainosuke’s hard cock, smearing the precum on the head and whining as he —very much so— wanted to see what Ainosuke’s cum tasted like. He said not yet, but he will fuck me properly one day, right? Reki thought, gnawing at his bottom lip. I mean, we’re already in the bathroom so… Reki thought, smiling mischievously. 

Knowing Ainosuke wouldn’t want Reki to cum just yet and that he would stop just before Reki did, Reki took the chance to press himself closer to Ainosuke. Resting his hands on Ainosuke’s pecs as Reki glanced up at him with pure wanton in his eyes. “Aren’t you gonna prep me?” Reki asked, completely aroused as he fluttered his eyelashes.

Ainosuke had to do saint-like levels of self-restraint to not go ahead and make Reki fully his right here, right now. Instead, one of Ainosuke’s (slightly shaky) hands reached out to hold Reki’s waist and hungrily claimed Reki’s lips again because he had to quell his fire somewhere. Drinking in Reki’s moans and tugging at Reki’s bottom lip with his teeth. Breaking the intense kiss only when their lungs felt like burning. Their breaths mingled together as they stared at each other with mirrored narrowed eyes. “Not yet, darling.” Ainosuke murmured against his lips, before kissing him again. This time slower.

Reki moved his hands up to wrap his arms around Ainosuke’s neck again, whining into the chaste kisses Ainosuke gave him before leaning away slightly. “Not even a little?” Reki asked as he looked at Ainosuke with puppy eyes. 

What a sly brat.

Ainosuke took a deep breath, looking back at Reki. “Reki-”

“Please,” Reki whined, grinding himself against Ainosuke and loving when he pulled out a low moan out of Ainosuke when their cocks rubbed together. “I want to feel what it’s like. Please, daddy.” 

Ah, well, who was Ainosuke to deny his baby’s request when he begged so pretty like that?

Ainosuke distracted Reki with short and playful kisses while his middle and index finger glided in-between Reki’s buttocks, lightly pressing on Reki’s entrance. Reki’s body jolted at the touch, making Reki break the kiss with a gasp. Nuzzling closer to Ainosuke’s neck as he slightly pushed back, a silent encouragement to keep going. Ainosuke chuckled, kissing the top of Reki’s head. Ainosuke’s middle finger started to rub around Reki’s rim, before slowly sliding in. Just as Reki suspected, it felt weird. Not bad, but not the rocking pleasures Reki has seen and/or read about. 

Reki took a small breath, holding tighter onto Ainosuke. “Does it hurt?” Ainosuke asked, soft as he stopped any movements. 

Reki’s cheeks heat up again, knitting his eyebrows together. I don’t know how to feel when he pays so much attention to me. Reki thought, closing his eyes as he gently shook his head. “N-No, it doesn’t.” Reki said, giving Ainosuke a small smile as he stared up at him. “It just feels like a finger in my ass.” 

Ainosuke smiled. “In a good way?”

Reki hummed before chuckling as his gaze softened. “More like neutral.” 

Ainosuke leaned in for a small chaste kiss before resting his forehead against Reki’s. “I’ll change that right away, baby.” He whispered against his lips. The sight of a drenched Ainosuke from head to toe as the water droplets slid down his muscled body and those crimson eyes that were piercing right through him only made the heat in Reki’s body worse. Ainosuke’s finger continued to slowly wiggle inside and bite down a groan each time Reki clenched. It wasn’t until he curled up his finger that he found that spot that had Reki letting out a surprise moan. Ainosuke smirked. “Found it~” Ainosuke purred.

Ainosuke started to plunge his finger into that spot, grinding into it before pulling out and rubbing on the rim again. “Ngh… Adam! Adam… ah! Fuck!” Reki wailed, slowly losing his composure as Ainosuke repeated the same movements a few times more before easing a second finger in. Focusing on hitting that bundle of nerves as Ainosuke watched Reki’s face lost in pleasure. Chanting his nickname like a fervent prayer and clinging so tight to him. 

Ainosuke growled, pulling his fingers out before pinning Reki against the red marble wall. Reki let out a small cry as his chest touched the cold marble, shivering. “I need to borrow your thighs, baby.” Ainosuke groaned, holding tight onto Reki’s hips. 

Reki bit his lower lip as he glanced at the big hands holding him, a moan stuck on his throat as he pushed back. “Yes, daddy.” Reki croaked and that only fueled Ainosuke more. Reki’s mind long since turned into mush by this point as he let Ainosuke use his thighs. Breathy moans escaping his pretty mouth as he tried to hold steadily against the wall while Ainosuke’s cock grinded against his. Reki felt like his whole body was on fire and the steamy air from the hot shower only made the ache in his gut worse. It was too much; the hands groping his chest, the hungry claim of his lips and the wet sounds. 

And Reki craved more.

Ainosuke gave small chaste kisses to Reki’s shoulder as he started to speed up, enjoying Reki’s wailing turning up in volume as he sneaked one hand to rest slightly below Reki’s stomach. “Oh, fuck, Reki… I can’t wait to be inside you.” Ainosuke moaned into his ear. 

Me too. Reki could barely formulate the thought as he came, choking down a moan. I can’t wait either… Reki thought, breathing heavily as he rested his forehead against the red marble wall. Closing his eyes with a shaky —but satisfied— sigh. 

Chapter Text

❝Living under changing weather. Someday we will forsee obstacles.❞

                             — Obstacles, Syd Matters

Perhaps one good fuck was all Reki needed to do to convince Ainosuke to let him wear his own spare clothes instead of the fancy set of pajamas Ainosuke had in his size for some suspicious reason. Though, in return, Reki was stuck with Ainosuke drying his hair. Ainosuke’s long fingers passed through Reki’s hair and his fingernails scratched Reki’s scalp just right; it sent tingles all over his body. Reki glanced up at Ainosuke’s reflection in the mirror. Unaware of the small smile on his lips and the soft gleam on his red eyes as he continued to dry Reki’s hair. Reki glanced down at the sink, cheeks heating up in embarrassment. Oh, I didn’t know sugar babies get this spoiled! Reki thought. It feels nice, though. A small smile of his own forming.

Reki was the first one to sit down on the bed, checking his phone to see if he had any new messages. His mother had sent him one, asking if he was doing okay and that should he need more money, ask his father. Reki looked annoyed at the mention of his father, but reassured his mother that he was doing a-okay and that he still had some ‘spare’ money (lots of it, actually). Other than his mother, only Hiromi sent him a text that read: “How are you doing with your Sugar Daddy? You lost your virginity yet?” followed by two smug emojis. Reki’s ears turned red as he huffed, rolling his eyes as he lightly shook his head before answering Hiromi that he was doing alright and: “NO AND IF I DID THAT IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS!!!” followed by three regular angry emojis and two fuming ones. 

Ainosuke had sat down on the other side of his bed, looking over at Reki and as much as he wanted to ask who he was texting with that made his ears flushed, he didn’t. Ainosuke tore his gaze away with a frown. Would I be crossing the line if I ask that? Ainosuke thought. Reki stood up with a stretch before walking over to a small round table and a one person velvet seat sofa in the corner of the room. Last night, it shook Reki to learn that Ainosuke was a freak who chose to sleep close to a window instead of a power outlet. So now, Reki had to leave his phone charging away from him. 

Woe was him.

“So, are you going to turn in for the night already or are you still up for something?” Reki asked, looking at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke smirked. “Oh, so now you pay attention to me, huh?” Ainosuke teased. Reki walked back, rolling his eyes again.

“Yeah, yeah, sorry I was texting back about my wellbeing to my mom and a friend.” Reki said, crawling back to bed. Lying on his side to stare up at Ainosuke.

Ainosuke narrowed his eyes at him, a dark glint on them. “Friend?” He repeated.

“I did what you said and lied to my parents about where I am.” 

Ainosuke chuckled. “Oh, my~ What a bad boy you’ve become now!” Ainosuke teased, laughing as Reki sat up to slap his arm.

“Yeah? Well, I have you to blame for that.” Reki said, sitting crossed legged as he folded his arms and narrowed his eyes in annoyance. 

Ainosuke smiled, resting a hand on the bed before leaning into Reki’s personal space. Their faces inches away and Reki pretended not to be affected by it like his breath didn’t just hitch. “Yeah?” Ainosuke asked, his breath tickling Reki’s lips. Crimson eyes wandering slightly to Reki’s lips before looking up at him again.

The heat on Reki’s ears spread to his cheeks as his face softened, glancing down at his lap. “That’s cheating.” Reki weakly grumbled, slowly looking up to look into those red eyes that Reki found annoyingly alluring. It was a small movement, but it was clear that they both were leaning in to close the remaining distance between them when Ainosuke’s phone started to blast Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5 and it made Reki jolt slightly backwards. Reki looked behind Ainosuke to see the older man’s phone ringing. “Aren’t you gonna pick it up?” Reki asked, looking back at Ainosuke.

The corner of Ainosuke’s lips strained into a smile, pretending like his phone wasn’t ringing. “Hm? Pick what?” Ainosuke asked and even he knew that it was such an obvious pathetic attempt to go back into the nice mood they had before some dumbass decided to call him. 

Reki raised an eyebrow at him. “Your phone.” Reki answered him nonetheless. “It’s ringing.” 

“Don’t worry about that, Red.” 

“But-”

“It’s nothing.” Ainosuke insisted and soon after he said that, Ainosuke’s phone stopped ringing. Without looking back at his phone, Ainosuke visibly relaxed. Smiling more calmly at Reki. “See?”

Beethoven started playing that symphony again.

Reki gave Ainosuke an incredulous look. 

Ainosuke took a deep breath before looking back at who was the god damn imbecile that-the ID caller was “Aunt Airi”. 

Fuck.

Ainosuke sighed, defeated before giving Reki an apologetic smile. “Can you excuse me for a second?” He asked.

***

Reki laid down on Ainosuke’s bed, staring at the ceiling. Not even a second had passed since Ainosuke had stepped out to answer a phone call when Reki grabbed his face as it slowly heated up and rolled around the bed as he silently screamed. I can’t believe I said all that! Reki mentally cringed as he recalled everything that happened in the shower. After a few minutes, Reki stopped. Rolling back on his side of the bed. Reki let out a small sigh as he rested the back of his wrist on top of his forehead and his other hand rested on his belly again. Reki stayed silent, looking back at the ceiling before narrowing his eyes. “I did enjoy it, though.” Reki murmured. Reki stayed like that for a few seconds before turning his head to look at the door . “I wonder what the call was about.” Reki said, curious. 

***

Ainosuke did not want to answer the phone call. He already had a guess as to why one of his “dearest” aunts was calling him so late at night and interrupting his time with his guest of honor. Ainosuke sighed heavily as he answered the call, a fake smile already formed at his lips as if his aunt was there to see it. “Hello, auntie-”

«Hello, Ainosuke.» Airi said, cutting him off. Ainosuke closed his eyes, straining his smile before slowly opening his eyes again. The smile on his face falling.

“How are you doing tonight?” Ainosuke asked, slowly walking down the hall with his phone in hand. Stopping in front of a window. 

«Good. I just finished making dinner for my husband and your cousin.» Airi said and Ainosuke couldn’t help but roll his eyes at the statement. «How about you? How are you doing tonight, Ainosuke?»

“Good-”

Not even giving Ainosuke a chance to breathe, Airi spoke again. «And your guest? How are they fairing?» Airi asked, putting emphasis on the first question and just by her tone alone, Ainosuke could see his aunt with one of her hands holding her elbow as she slightly tilted her chin up and clenched her jaw. Looks like she’s sulking. Ainosuke thought, biting back the urge to snicker. 

Ainosuke glanced outside the window, the rose bushes swaying gently in the night breeze. “They are having a great time. I am a good host, after all. You know that, Auntie Airi.” Ainosuke said, a smirk tugging at his lips. It wasn’t a complete lie, per se. Reki was having a great time. 

Airi hummed, not sounding so convinced. «And? Who is she?»

Ainosuke froze. His smirk faltered. “What do you mean?”

Ainosuke heard Airi chuckle and he didn’t like that. At all. «Come on, Ainosuke. Why else would my sister say Eiji told her your guest wants to stay over and without any disturbances?» Ainosuke felt his body tense up. «I see you are finally listening to me! So, who is she? Where did you meet her? You always turn down my omiai invitations.»

Ainosuke wanted to scoff. “Auntie-”

«Is her family someone we know of? You’re not choosing some cheap whore like your other cousin, are you?» Ainosuke clenched his jaw, frowning at the implications as he stared down at his feet. Nevertheless, Ainosuke heard his aunt sigh. «Speaking of him, did you hear that he’s dating another woman now? Instead of trying to salvage his marriage with wife and kids, he just keeps on having mistresses. That’s why his children hate him! It’s a shame, but oh well, your aunt shouldn’t have sent him abroad-»

Ainosuke cleared his throat. “Aunt Airi, I appreciate you calling me.” Ainosuke said, cutting her off. “But, I’m afraid my guest is someone who loves their privacy.”

«Oh? Is she a celebrity?» Airi asked with genuine curiosity in her voice.

“No.”

«Have you taken her out for a date, yet? You have to tell her that you’re looking for someone to marry and have kids with. These days women prefer to die alone than be with a man who can protect them and provide for them and start a family! I will never understand how they can say that! Having a family is so important and-»

Blah, blah, blah.

Ainosuke pretended to gag with his finger before bringing the phone back close to his ear about how the nuclear family is a sacred bond and all that nonsense he’s heard about since he was a child. “I’m afraid I have to go now, auntie. It’s late, but I’ll talk to you soon!”

«Wait-»

Ainosuke hung up. 

For a few seconds, he stared at his phone with an unreadable expression before glancing out the window once more. From that spot, he could see the run-down greenhouse. “Marriage, huh?” Ainosuke murmured, narrowing his eyes before turning back to his room.

***

As much as Ainosuke hated to admit it, the phone call did have him thinking of something. If Ainosuke was being honest, it still bothered him that his first “date” —if he can even call it that— with Reki had ended up on such an awkward note. Then, he had to sit through the fact that Reki had gone on a date with Langa. Sure, Reki didn’t pick up on the hidden intentions and didn’t realize that it was a date. But that just proved to Ainosuke that despite having Reki and having finally taken a taste of him, Langa was still in the lead. Even if nothing happened, Langa managed to have a somewhat successful date with Reki.

Ainosuke needed to fix that. 

Reki was still in bed by the time Ainosuke came back, thankfully still awake as his dear baby had taken his phone back from where it was charging. Whether its battery was fully charged or if Reki took it off where he deemed it charged enough will remain a mystery. Reki was sprawled on his bed, holding his phone up as he watched a video from a famous voice actor playing UNO with other actors on Youtube. Unbeknownst to even Ainosuke himself as his body relaxed and his lips turned into a small smile. It’s like this place is his already~ Ainosuke thought with a chuckle. “Yes, Reki, you can make yourself at home~” Ainosuke teased with a small smirk. 

Without pausing the video, Reki rolled his eyes before looking at Ainosuke as he approached the bed. “You should know better than to invite me to your bed, mister~” Reki teased back, his lips curling into a beautiful teasing smile. “I’ll hog it all to myself.” Reki said.

Ainosuke chuckled. “Yeah?” Ainosuke asked, sitting down at the edge of the bed. 

Reki’s body tensed up, giving Ainosuke a distrustful look before making space for him in the bed anyway. Ainosuke rolled his eyes, but laid down next to Reki nonetheless. Reki continued to watch the video, but Ainosuke just stared at him. Taking notes of the changes in Reki’s face these past two years. “You have long eyelashes…” he recalled Reki telling him once. When he pretended to be asleep during one of the many hang outs the group did. Ainosuke narrowed his eyes on Reki. Your eyelashes are a bit long too. Ainosuke thought, his fingers twitching slightly as the urge to trace Reki’s face started to grow. “Want to go on a date tomorrow?” Ainosuke asked, the serious tone taking Reki by surprise as he paused the video and turned his head to look at Ainosuke with wide eyes. 

Reki blinked, trying to remain calm as he put his phone down and rolled over to his side with a pensive hum. “Sure!” Reki exclaimed, smiling at Ainosuke. “Where would we go?” 

A small smile curled up on his lips. “Where would you like to go?”

Reki sighed, dramatically as he closed his eyes. “I’ll be honest with you, I suck at planning stuff.” Reki said, opening his eyes to look at Ainosuke. “Like, all I can think of is just the mall or the movies or-”

“The skatepark.” Ainosuke finished, smiling teasingly as Reki pouted with his eyes narrowed in suspicion. “So, you don’t mind if I plan our first date, then?”

Reki raised an eyebrow at him. “Wouldn’t this be our second da-”

“It’s our first date.” Ainosuke interrupted, a bit fast and almost through gritted teeth.

Reki eyed Ainosuke before smiling. “Pfft. Okay, captain!” Reki teased with a chuckle, narrowing his amber eyes. “I’ll let you take the wheel.” Reki said, low. 

They stared at each other in silence for a few seconds before Ainosuke slowly reached a hand out to brush a few of Reki’s hair strands away from his face. Reki didn’t flinch at his touch, only closing his eyes as he let Ainosuke’s fingertips trace his face until he cups one of Reki’s cheek; his thumb caressing Reki’s bottom lip. Reki slowly opened his eyes. Amber eyes staring right back into crimson ones. “I want to kiss you right now,” Ainosuke murmured, caressing Reki’s cheekbone. “Can I?” 

One furtive glance to his lips and Ainosuke knew what the answer was going to be.

They were underneath the bed covers, huddled together and holding onto each other. Lips moving against one another in a slow dance, small whimpers oh-so-deliciously swallowed. Ainosuke couldn’t get enough of this feeling, each time he tried to pull away he found himself chasing Reki’s lips again. One more kiss. Then another. And another. Until Ainosuke had to stop, resting his forehead against Reki’s. A tender crimson gaze that Reki never thought he’d see outside of S. “I’ll make it up to you.” Ainosuke murmured against his lips.

Reki looked into his eyes, feeling fuzzy on his chest as his cheeks heated up again. Reki narrowed his eyes, gently bumping his nose against Ainosuke’s. “I can’t wait for our first date, then.” Reki murmured back, closing his eyes as their lips connected once more.

***

The alarm on his phone rang and Kojiro was already awake. Staring at his ceiling as the alarm sound went on and on before it stopped by itself. Kojiro reached out to grab his phone from his nightstand table to check the time: 4:09 AM. Kojiro sighed as he laid back, putting an arm on top of his eyes. “What if I skip my workout today?” Kojiro wondered out loud. Only the silence of his dark room answered him before his second alarm started blasting. Kojiro sighed again, forcing himself to sit up and glare at his phone. Passing a hand through his already messy green hair. “I got it, I got it.” Kojiro grumbled.

Kojiro walked out of his apartment, dressed in his jogging attire and calmly made his way down the stairs. He followed the same routine, greeting a few of the elderly people who were preparing to open their shops and if he had been in the mood, he might have flirted with the attractive woman who was also jogging in his route. However, Kojiro only gave her a brief greeting with a polite smile before getting ahead of her and giving her space. Kojiro ended his routine at around five-ish in the morning. Took a breath, drinking water from a nearby faucet at the public park before wetting the back of his head. Kojiro closed his eyes, letting the cold water refresh and awaken him more.

He could hear shouting in the distance, shouting that died down to a bitter laugh. Blurry flashes of that night in Cherry’s rematch that slowly became clearer in his head. The devastated look on Kaoru’s face burning his mind. By the time Kojiro had tried to catch up with him, Kaoru was gone. Speeding up on his bike and usually, Kojiro would tease Kaoru about showing off but that time Kojiro was worried. Maybe there weren’t a lot of cars in the streets by that late hour, but Kojiro was still afraid of Kaoru getting into an accident by the emotionally unstable estate his childhood friend was in. 

Kojiro slowly opened his eyes before closing the water tap and leaning back. Kojiro pulled out his phone from his track pants and unlocked it. For the millionth time, Kojiro opened his chat with Kaoru. Without counting today, it’s been eight days since the fight and Kaoru had not seen the thousand messages from Kojiro. Kojiro bit his lip before sighing and called his best friend’s number. Though, much like his last attempt, it went straight to voicemail. 

Guess that’ll be yet another voicemail in Kaoru’s inbox.

Kojiro waited after the beeping to speak. “Hey… it’s me again.” Kojiro started as he glanced down at his feet. “Listen, I know you’re hurt but…” Without Kojiro wanting them to, his eyes start to water. “You have to give me a sign that you’re okay, man.” Kojiro said, his voice shaking by the end. “You don’t have to read my message if it’s too bothersome, but please answer my calls or at least, let me in when I ring your doorbell! Or something! I…” Kojiro cried out as a million worse case scenarios filled his head.

Kojiro looked up at the sky, the sun was starting to rise. Kojiro gulped down the knot on his throat, but a few tears ended up rolling down anyway. “I just want to know you’re alive.” Kojiro’s voice broke, downcasting his gaze again. “Please.” Kojiro whispered. 

A small desperate plea that Kojiro is sure will fall on deaf ears this time and all Kojiro could do was pray that, if he was able to reach someone, it would be Kaoru. 

Ainosuke could wait.