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The fire crackled softly in the hearth of the Wayne Manor study, casting flickering shadows against the walls lined with bookshelves. The room was quiet except for the faint clink of ice against glass as Bruce swirled the whiskey in his tumbler. Across from him, Harvey Dent lounged with his usual casual ease, nursing his own drink and scrolling through his tablet.
“You ever think about it?” Harvey asked, his tone light but with an edge of curiosity.
Bruce didn’t look up. “Think about what?”
Harvey tilted the screen toward him, revealing the polished website with the bold heading Rehabilitation Center for Unclaimed Property . The page was sleek and impersonal, more like a luxury catalog than what it actually was—a marketplace for omegas and their pups who had nowhere else to go.
Bruce frowned, the sight of it unsettling. “No, I haven’t. And I’m not about to start.”
Harvey huffed a laugh, his fingers lazily swiping through the listings. “Don’t get so self-righteous. You’ve got the space for it. Besides you’ve already got a track record of taking in other people’s pups. What’s one more?”
“This is different,” Bruce said sharply.
“Sure, it is,” Harvey replied with a shrug. “But someone’s going to buy them. Better you than some Alpha who sees them as nothing more than property.”
Bruce didn’t respond, his gaze flickering toward the screen, engrossed despite himself. The page displayed rows of profiles, each one starkly transactional. More photographs of omegas and their pups stared back at him, accompanied by cold statistics—age, health, compatibility. No names, just numbers and summaries.
“It’s barbaric,” Bruce muttered.
Bruce clenched his jaw, nausea creeping in as he thought of the grim realities. Pups of unclaimed omegas were treated as burdens until they presented—kept at arm’s length if they were useful, discarded if they weren’t. Omegas were often retained, exploited for their submission and utility, but alpha and beta pups were deemed liabilities. Their secondary genders granted them rights that exceeded their omega parent’s, making it unprofitable for households focused on extracting value. Bruce knew the system wasn’t designed to care—it was designed to use.
Alphas didn’t care about another Alpha’s pups. Bruce’s choices had always been unconventional. He had adopted Dick at eight, after the boy’s parents were killed beneath the flaming wreckage of a circus tent. He had taken in Tim, who’d been left alone at three, surviving on crumbs in a neighbor’s house while they vacationed and the housekeeper failed to show. Damian, his youngest, was his own flesh and blood, the result of a brief but tumultuous relationship with Talia al Ghul. But Talia had abandoned them three weeks after Damian was born, leaving behind a colicky, screaming infant who tested every ounce of Bruce’s patience and resolve.
For a fleeting moment, Bruce imagined another set of hands—soft, steady, omega hands—soothing Damian, helping him shoulder the chaos. The thought flickered, tempting, but he pushed it aside. He wouldn’t exploit anyone. That wasn’t who he was.
“It’s is,” Harvey agreed with a shrug. “But it’s how things are. Better someone like you takes them in than—”
“I’m not going to participate in this,” Bruce interrupted.
Harvey smirked but didn’t push further. Instead, he tapped on a profile, enlarging the image. “Look at this one, though.”
He tapped the screen, enlarging a profile. Bruce sighed but leaned forward, his attention drawn to the image.
A thin, pale omega with dark hair stared back at him, her expression hollow with desperation. Her eyes were sunken, her posture stiff, like she was bracing herself for something. Next to her stood a boy, small and wide-eyed, his face blotchy as though he’d been crying. But his eyes—the bluest shade Bruce had ever seen—cut through the image, haunting in their clarity.
“Catherine Todd,” Harvey read. “Twenty-four. And her pup, Jason. Six years old. Their Alpha died three weeks ago. No family claimed them, so here they are.”
Bruce didn’t speak, his gaze lingering on the photo. The boy’s hand was clutching at the omega’s, his grip tight, as if letting go would mean losing everything.
“She’s listed as healthy,” Harvey continued. “Kid’s too. High compatibility scores. It’s only one unclaimed pup and he’s already able to be put to work. They’ll go fast.”
Bruce’s grip tightened on his glass. “It’s wrong. People shouldn’t be sold like this.”
“It’s wrong,” Harvey agreed, setting the tablet down. “But you’re still looking. And you know what’ll happen if someone else gets them.”
Bruce’s mind wrestled with the weight of it. He’d never planned to claim an omega. It went against everything he believed, but the urge to protect them—to shield that boy from whatever horrors awaited if he didn’t step in—gnawed at him.
He drained his glass and set it aside. His hand hovered over the tablet before he finally picked it up. With every swipe through the details, the knot in his chest tightened.
“You think you can save them,” Harvey said, his tone quieter now.
Bruce didn’t answer. He didn’t have to. His finger paused over the purchase button. The world was cruel enough to them already.
Someone had to.
Notes:
I hope you liked the first chapter, which is, honetsy more a prolog than anything else. The other chapters are way longer. The fic is already 8 chapters written and I don’t have any clue how long it will be. My original idea was around 10 chapters but I gotta say that is highly unrealistic so expect something around the double of it? i dunno. Just saying 😂
So if you like it and are interested I can certainly upload the next chapter pretty fast. Just got to Beta Read it once more to smooth out the last mistakes.
Chapter 2
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
If you are not comfortable reading about non consensual oral sex in a relationship or with any corporal punishments between parents/omega children or alpha/omega including sexual harrasment please skip at least the text written in cursive.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The gates loomed like iron sentinels, the sound of their creaking echoing through the cold autumn air. Catherine shivered as she stood at the edge of the driveway, clutching Jason’s cold small hand as if it were the only thing tethering her to reality.
His fingers were pale where her grip pinched too hard, but he didn’t complain—he never did. His other hand clung to the hem of her dress, his slight frame trembling so faintly it could be missed if you weren’t looking.
But someone was looking.
The handler, a woman with sharp eyes and an even sharper demeanor, stood beside them, her clipboard clutched tightly to her chest. Beta Calloway was all efficiency, her stiff posture and crisp dark blue uniform as unyielding as her personality. She smelled like aloe vera and disinfect. Beta Calloway cast a glance down at Catherine, her lips thinning when she saw the way Jason leaned into her side, seeking comfort.
“Keep him upright, Omega,” Beta Calloway snapped, her tone devoid of warmth. “The Alpha won’t tolerate such an unruly behaviour. Do you want him rejected?”
Catherine’s back stiffened, her free hand moving automatically to Jason’s back, her thumb tracing small circles through the threadbare fabric of his shirt. “Yes, Beta Calloway, Ma‘m,” she murmured, though the words barely carried past her lips.
Beta Calloway didn’t bother responding. Instead, she pivoted sharply on her heel, her polished boots crunching against the gravel as she turned her attention to the figure approaching from the manor.
Bruce Wayne, the Alpha, emerged from the grand oak doors like a shadow cutting through the pale morning light, carring a faint wooden scent outside. He was tall, broad-shouldered, and imposing in a way that seemed effortless. The tailored lines of his suit moved with him. His eyes, dark and calculating, swept the scene before him with a weight that pressed down on Catherine, rooting her feet into the gravel beneath her.
Her instincts screamed to move—to step back, to shield Jason behind her—but she didn’t dare. Her heels locked against the driveway, her gaze fixed on the ground, as was proper. Her breath caught in her chest when Jason pressed closer to her side, his trembling so faint it might have gone unnoticed by anyone else.
Beside her, Beta Calloway stood unyielding, her posture a blade of exacting precision. Her uniform was spotless, dark blue and severe, like the woman herself. If the air was cold enough to seep through Catherine’s thin dress, Beta Calloway didn’t show it. She advanced, each step deliberate as she closed the distance between herself and Bruce.
“Mr. Wayne,” she greeted briskly, her tone as clipped as the sharp angles of her jaw. She inclined her head—a gesture of acknowledgment, not submission. “The Omega and her dependent, as requested. Both are in acceptable health. All records have been sent to your office.”
Alpha Waynes gaze flicked to Catherine and Jason, his expression unreadable. Catherine felt her stomach twist under the weight of it. Jason, silent and watchful, pressed closer to her side, his small body curling inward as if he could disappear into the folds of her dress.
“They’re yours as soon as the signatures are finalized,” Beta Calloway said, her voice crisp and clinical, slicing through the cold air with precision. She extended a clipboard toward Alpha Wayne, her movements brisk and devoid of emotion. “The facility’s terms are clear. The pup is unbonded and unpresented. If you accept, he must remain in your household until presentation, at the very least. The Omega has proven compliant and will follow protocol.”
Alpha Wayne took the clipboard without comment, scanning the papers with a brief, focused intensity. The faint tightening of his jaw was the only crack in his polished exterior before he lowered the clipboard, pen already poised to sign. When his gaze returned to Catherine, it lingered longer, as though peeling back the carefully constructed layers of her composure.
The moment stretched unbearably until he returned the clipboard to Beta Calloway, who took it with efficient precision, handing over a small dark plastic bag, that held all of Catherines and Jasons meager belongings. As soon as Alpha Wayne accepted the bag, Beta Calloway turned her attention to Catherine and Jason.
“Defer to your Alpha, Omega,” she commanded, her tone sharp.
Catherine dropped to her knees with practiced ease, the gravel biting through her dress into her skin. Jason, obedient and silent, sank down beside her, his small frame trembling faintly as he bowed his head. His hands remained clenched in his lap, pale and too still.
Alpha Waynes voice broke the silence, low and deliberate. “Please stand.”
Catherine’s head snapped up slightly, surprise flickering in her eyes before she tamped it down. Beside her, Jason didn’t move, his shoulders hunched as he stayed perfectly still.
Beta Calloway’s brows rose fractionally, the only sign of her own surprise, before her voice cut through the tension like a blade. “You heard your Alpha,” she barked. “Stand.”
Catherine scrambled to her feet, her movements sharp with practiced urgency. Her hand immediately returned to Jason’s back, her fingers tracing the smallest of circles in silent reassurance, begging him to stand with her fingertips. But Jason remained frozen, his head bowed and his body curled inward.
“I said stand,” Beta Calloway repeated, her voice sharper now, the desinfect stinging in Catherines nose. And before Catherine could coax Jason up, the Beta stepped forward and seized his arm, yanking him to his feet with an efficiency that bordered on cruelty.
Jason stifled a whimper, his small frame jerking at the sudden force. Catherine clenched her jaw, her fingers twitching at her sides as she forced herself to stay still. The hand on Jason’s back returned, gentle and protective, even as she swallowed down the instinct to pull him close.
Alpha Waynes expression shifted, subtle but unmistakable—something dark and unreadable flickered in his eyes as he watched, the wood in the air smelled crisp, as if set on fire. He stepped forward, and Catherine instinctively angled her body, shielding Jason as much as she dared without drawing more attention.
Her heart hammered in her chest as Beta Calloway straightened. “The Omega has been instructed to defer to you in all matters,” she said smoothly, her voice devoid of emotion. Her eyes flicked briefly to Jason. “The pup is yours to discipline for his insolence.”
Catherine’s stomach twisted painfully, but she kept her face carefully neutral, her hand firm against Jason’s back.
The Alphas gaze lingered on the boy, then shifted back to Catherine, his expression still unreadable. “I see,” he said finally, his tone quieter now, almost contemplative.
He turned slightly, gesturing toward the house. “This way.”
Catherine hesitated, her feet unwilling to move. The weight of the open sky, the gravel beneath her shoes, the cold that seemed to seep into her bones—everything about the moment felt exposed and precarious. Jason trembled beneath her palm, the rhythm a steady reminder of what was at stake.
“It’s okay,” she murmured, leaning down so only Jason could hear. “We’ll follow.”
Jason nodded silently, his grip tightening on her dress as they began to walk.
Behind them, Beta Calloway remained rooted in place, clipboard tucked neatly against her chest. “They’re yours now, Mr. Wayne. Enjoy,” she said, her voice carrying across the driveway before she turned sharply on her heel and walked back toward the gates.
Alpha Wayne didn’t respond, his focus on the small, trembling child and the wary woman at his side.
The manor’s interior enveloped them in an oppressive warmth, the air thick with the scent of polished wood, aged books, sugar and faint spices. Catherine didn’t now if it was the manor inhabitants or it’s interior.
But whatever it was: It was too much. The grandeur, the softness, the sheer opulence of it all made Catherine’s throat tighten. Her hand slid instinctively to Jason’s cold shoulder, her fingers resting lightly but firm enough to guide him to stand just behind her. It was a defensive gesture, subtle but deliberate. She didn’t know what would happen next, only that she needed him close.
Alpha Wayne left the plastic bag with their personal items on a chest of drawers near the entryway. Catherine hoped he wouldn’t just throw it sway. She hoped for a chance to beg for their things, to show herself useful enough to somehow earn them. For Jason.
Alpha Wayne moved through the halls with a measured grace, his footsteps muffled by thick rugs that looked impossibly expensive. Catherine followed, her own steps careful and silent. She was conscious of every detail: the faint squeak of her worn shoes against the glossy floor, the way Jason’s small, shuffling movements trailed hers like an echo.
They reached a sitting room, the space as intimidating as the rest of the manor. The walls were lined with dark, gleaming wood, accented by heavy drapes that softened the sunlight filtering through.
A low table dominated the center of the room, holding a silver tray with porcelain cups, a teapot, and a neat arrangement of cookies. The furniture was plush, upholstered in fabrics that Catherine couldn’t name but instinctively knew she shouldn’t touch other thean to clean them.
The Alpha gestured toward the couch, his expression unreadable but his tone calm. “Please, sit.”
Catherine hesitated. Her first instinct was to kneel by the door, to lower her gaze and await instructions. Alphas didn’t invite Omegas to sit, not unless they had something specific—something personal—in mind. She swallowed hard, the unspoken implications sending a ripple of unease through her.
Still, she obeyed, perching on the very edge of the couch, her back straight and her feet planted as if bracing for an impact.
Jason climbed up beside her, mimicking her posture with the rigid obedience of a child who had learned to survive by taking cues. His back was as straight as hers, his hands folded neatly in his lap, his gaze fixed on the floor. Catherine’s hand rested on his back, her touch gentle but steady, both for his reassurance and her own.
The Alpha settled into an armchair across from them, his broad frame dwarfing the seat, though his movements remained controlled.
The coffee table between them created a polite barrier, one that Catherine wasn’t sure was meant to soothe or distance. The tray of drinks and cookies, however, only heightened her unease. Hospitality wasn’t something she was used to.
“My name is Bruce Wayne,” he said and it was nice to know even if Catherine would never dare to call him by his name instead his honorific.
“Can I offer you something to drink?” The Alphas voice broke the silence again, as Catherine remained silent. His voice was deep and even, though it carried a formality that made her wary. “Tea, coffee, water?”
Catherine froze. Alphas didn’t ask . They gave, and you accepted. Or they took, and you submitted. The offer was foreign.
To accept might mark her as presumptuous, greedy. To decline might seem ungrateful. Her mind raced, searching for the right answer, but with Alpha Wayne, she couldn’t read the cues. He didn’t seem the type to play games, but how could she knew after minutes of belonging to him.
Finally, she inclined her head, her voice low and cautious. “If it pleases you, Alpha… tea would be appreciated.”
Bruce’s mouth softened, a faint curve that might have been relief or approval. “Of course.”
He poured the tea himself, his large hands moving with a care that seemed almost unnatural for someone of his stature, adding a spoonful of sugar and a tad of cream.
Catherine watched the gesture, unable to stop herself from imagining those hands as something harsher, using her body like Alpha Willis had. Touching her, like it was his right to. But there was no edge to his movements as he handed her the cup, the delicate porcelain warm against her trembling fingers.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured, bowing her head slightly as she accepted. She wished she could offer Jason as sip. It had been so cold outside. And he was so very thin, always had been, he could use the sugar and cream to fuel his growing body.
Alpha Bruce leaned back slightly, his gaze still on her, though the sharpness she expected wasn’t there. If anything, it had softened, though she didn’t trust it.
His attention shifted to Jason, who had remained utterly still beside her. “And for you, Jason? Would you like something to drink?”
Jason froze, his small frame locking under her palm. His head remained bowed, his shoulders drawn inward. He smelled like musty cotton.
Catherine’s pulse quickened, panic threading through her chest. He had to answer. Her grip on his shoulder tightened slightly, a silent plea for him to find his voice. When he didn’t, she forced herself to speak, her voice sharper than she intended. “Jason, answer Alpha Wayne.”
The boy flinched, his lip quivering, but no sound came. Catherine’s stomach churned, dread pooling low in her gut. She knew what happened when a child failed to respond quickly enough. She knew too well.
When Catherine had failed to answer her own Alpha father fast enough, the punishment had been swift and unrelenting.
His hand would snap out before she could brace herself, grabbing her wrist and dragging her closer, his grip bruising against her delicate skin. “Did I stutter?” he’d bark, his voice a venomous growl that cut through her like a blade. “You don’t make me wait, omega.”
Sometimes it was a slap, sharp and ringing, that left her cheek stinging and hot, her ears buzzing. Other times, it was worse.
He’d take her by the hair and force her head down. “Apologize,” he’d say, his grip tightening until her scalp burned. “Beg for forgiveness like the worthless little thing you are.”
And if she still didn’t answer quickly enough, he’d make her kneel in the corner, silent and trembling, while he listed all the ways she’d failed him. Sometimes it was hours before he’d let her move, her knees aching and her pride in tatters.
“You’re lucky I don’t toss you out on the street,” her Alpha Father would sneer when he finally let her up, his voice dripping with disdain. “Ungrateful, stupid Omega. You think anyone else would tolerate you?”
But then Alpha Willis had wanted her, claiming her and Alpha Father had not objected, accepting Alpha Willis car - that he’d stolen a couple weeks prior - a sufficient payment.
But Alpha Willis hadn’t like when she failed to answer him either.
“Got nothing to say?” he’d sneer, grabbing her by the wrist and dragging her roughly toward the nearest surface—a table, a counter, even the wall. He’d pin her there, his fingers digging into her jaw until her lips parted from the pressure. “Guess I’ll find a better use for that mouth of yours, then.”
He’d push his fingers into her mouth, she could taste the dirt under his nails and the tobacco as if it was a cigarette in her mouth. He liked to play with her tongue, pinchig it, stroking it until he grew bored and would shove her to her knees on the filthy floor.
The linoleum always smelled of old grease and spilled beer, and the sharp edge of his belt buckle pressed against her temple as he worked the leather free.
“You’re good at this,” he’d mock, his voice thick with disdain. “It’s the only thing you’re good for, isn’t it? Shut up and do what you’re told.”
So now, when Jason hesitated, she gripped his hand too tightly, the panic crawling up her throat. The sound of her Alpha Fathers relentless voice rang in her ears, and she could taste Alpha Willis finger in her mouth. All she could think was please, Jason, answer him. Please. Because she knew what happened when an Alpha’s patience snapped.
But Jason didn’t answer.
“My apologies, Alpha Wayne,” she said hastily, bowing her head lower, but slighty to the left side, offering her throat in submission. “He’s… shy, Alpha. Please …”
Alpha Wayne raised a hand, the gesture halting her. His brows furrowed, his expression less stern than puzzled. “It’s okay,” he said gently, his voice softer now. “He doesn’t have to—”
“Tea, please, Alpha Wayne,” Jason whispered suddenly, the words almost lost in the air between them.
The Alpha stilled, his gaze shifting back to the boy. For a long moment, he said nothing, and Catherine braced herself, every instinct screaming that they had failed some unspoken test.
But when Alpha Wayne moved, it was only to pour another cup, more sugar and cream than he‘d poured for her, making it sweet enough for a childs pallate.
He didn’t comment on the boy’s trembling fingers as Jason accepted the offered tea cup. He didn’t acknowledge the tension radiating from Catherine’s frame as she steadied her son’s hand. He simply waited, his expression unreadable but somehow not unkind.
“Thank you, Alpha Wayne,” Jason said, his voice soft and steady but so careful it almost trembled.
The Alpha paused, his sharp, assessing eyes softening just a fraction. A small smile tugged at the corner of his lips, kind enough to seem genuine but distant enough to remind Catherine of his status. “You’re welcome.”
Silence pressed down on the room, thick and uncomfortable. Catherine’s hand rested lightly on Jason’s back, her fingers brushing his too-prominent spine. She tried to project calm even as her heart raced, her instincts screaming at her to keep Jason small, unobtrusive, safe .
Alpha Wayne cleared his throat, the sound startling in the quiet. His gaze flickered to the plate of cookies resting on the coffee table, their golden edges glistening in the warm light of the room.
“You know,” he began, his tone light, almost conversational, “Alfred makes the best cookies in Gotham. Would you like to try one?”
Jason tensed immediately, his muscles locking beneath Catherine’s hand. She felt his shallow, rapid breaths and fought to keep her own steady. She felt how her own scent was all over the place but she tried to breath deep, to concentrate on releasing the calmest fragrence of lavender she could muster.
“Go ahead, Jason,” Alpha Wayne encouraged, leaning forward slightly, though his voice lacked the commanding edge that usually accompanied an Alpha’s words. “They’re really good. Take one.”
Catherine’s throat tightened as her son turned wide, searching eyes up to her, his silent plea clear. Her stomach churned at his hesitation. Jason knew better than to make a choice without permission. But it wasn’t her permission he should be looking for when their Alpha was in the room. He should know better.
Still she nodded faintly, keeping her expression neutral. “It’s okay, Jason,” she whispered, her voice trembling but steady enough to guide him. He only had her and she wouldn’t let him down. Her own omega mother had never really tried protecting her, to set in her believe that the Alpha of the House stood above everything. Catherine knew it was supposed that way but to her Jason had always been the most important thing in the world.
Alpha Willis hated it when Catherine put Jason first. And he always knew when she did. It was like he could smell it on her, the faint trace of defiance hidden beneath her fear.
The first time Alpha Willis caught her putting Jason’s needs before his, the look in his eyes had been enough to freeze her blood. Jason had been shy of one, still in diapers, crying inconsolably from teething pain and fever.
Catherine had been desperate to soothe him, kneeling on the filthy kitchen floor with Jason cradled against her chest, humming softly as she dabbed at his swollen gums with a cool cloth.
Alpha Willis had come home early, reeking of cheap beer and sweat. The moment he saw her on the floor, his face twisted into a snarl. “What the hell is this?” he barked, dropping his jacket onto the table.
Catherine flinched, her hands tightening around Jason instinctively. “He’s in pain,” she said softly, not daring to meet his gaze. “I was just—”
“You were just ignoring me,” AlphabWillis interrupted, his voice rising. “Dinner’s not on the table. This place is a goddamn mess, and you’re down there playing nursemaid to him.” His glare burned into her, then shifted to Jason, who had gone silent, sensing the danger in the room. “Little shit’s tougher than you think. You spoil him too much.”
Catherine opened her mouth to protest but thought better of it, lowering her gaze. “I’m sorry, Alpha. I’ll clean up. I’ll—”
Alpha Willis was on her in an instant, snatching Jason out of her arms with a rough yank. The boy whimpered, his little hands reaching back for her.
“You think he’s the Alpha in this house?” Alpha Willis growled, shaking Jason lightly. “Huh, Catherine? Is that what you’re teaching him?”
“No!” she gasped, scrambling to her feet, panic clawing at her chest. “Please, Alpha Willis, don’t—he’s just a baby—”
But Alpha Willis ignored her, his focus on Jason. “You think you can cry and get whatever you want? Think again, you little shit.” He set Jason down roughly on the floor, pointing a finger in the toddler’s face. “Stay there, and shut the hell up.”
He’d grabbed her hair, yanking her head back painfully, and forced her to crawl after him into the living room.
“You listen good,” he hissed as he shoved her down. “That little shit’s nothing without me. You’re nothing without me. I’ll remind you who puts food in your mouths.”
And then he’d force her to kneel, his belt snapping free from his jeans, and she’d brace herself, desperate to endure without making a sound. Because the quieter she was, the faster it would end—and the sooner she could go back to Jason.
Catherines fingertips gripped the back of Jasons shirt, clinging in secret to her little boy, trying to shake the memory of his pain. He had been so little and Alpha Willis had been so cruel, when he came home drunk and angry.
With painstaking caution, Jason reached out, startling Catherine. His fingers hovered for a moment before selecting the smallest cookie on the plate, his touch so light it seemed as though he feared the treat might disintegrate beneath his hand. He pulled it back into his lap, holding it like a fragile, forbidden treasure.
“You can eat it,” Alpha Wayne encouraged, leaning forward slightly. His voice was warm, but the authority beneath it was unmistakable.
Jason hesitated only a moment longer before taking the smallest possible bite. His reaction was immediate. His eyes widened as the taste registered, his lips parting as though he might speak, though no words came. Instead, a small sound escaped him—half gasp, half laugh—breaking through the room’s oppressive quiet.
The sight made Catherine’s chest ache. The joy on Jason’s face was pure, unguarded, and it broke her heart because she knew how rare it was. Alpha Willis had made sure of that. Sweets were expensive and food was to be earned.
The silence stretched again as Jason quickly another bite of the cookie, his small tongue darting out to catch a crumb at the corner of his mouth before freezing in sudden panic. His gaze darted between her and the Alpha, his cheeks flushing as though he’d been caught acting like an unruly animal.
Catherine pressed her palm firmly against his back again, her fingers brushing the delicate curve of his shoulder blades in a quiet attempt to calm him.
The Alphas smile grew, his posture easing as he watched Jason take another careful bite. “It’s good, isn’t it?” he said, his tone almost conspiratorial, as though sharing a secret. If Catherine didn’t new better she’d almost think the room turned sweeter. But no Alpha ever had smelled like sugar. It must cling to the house. Maybe there were other Omegas living here. The building was large.
Jason nodded, eyes wide, his now empty hand seaching to grab at the fabric of his mothers dress, trying to find comfort in her welking lavender scent.
Notes:
Uff … this one was heavy already. The story will be more or less lots of Comfort for Catherine and Jason, I promise. I’m a sucker for comfort. But I start to really get into writing the Hurt Part of Hurt/Comfort, too so expect lots of Flashbacks like these ones.
Chapter 3
Notes:
I actually should put a trigger warning out here. Catherines Flashbacks are heavy, so if you are not comfortable with reading degrading things like licking food of the floor or eating moldy fruit or not comfortable with reading punishments like beltings please skip at least the cursive parts of this chapter. If you have any more questions if it’s save to read for you or not, please do not hesistate to ask me.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The Alpha leaned back in his chair again, studying the boy with an expression Catherine couldn’t quite decipher.
“I think you’ll get along well with my boys, Jason,” he said, his tone lighter now, conversational. He smiled faintly, the look not unkind, though it carried the weight of expectation.
Catherine’s stomach clenched at the words. Her fingers reflexively tightened on Jason’s shoulder. Of course, the facility had explained this. The Alpha’s sons were paramount, their happiness and well-being the household’s highest priority.
His love for them was unquestionable, fierce, and all-consuming. Her role was clear: to ensure their needs were met, even if it meant Jason’s were set aside.
The Alphas gaze flicked between them, his smile widening just slightly. “Dick, my eldest, just presented as an Alpha. He’s eleven now,” he said, his voice warming as he spoke of his son. “He’s full of energy—always climbing, running, getting into things. He’s been looking forward to meeting you. He’ll probably want to show you the treehouse out back.”
Jason’s fingers twitched in his lap, betraying his interest, though his face remained carefully blank. Catherine could feel the tremor returning to his small frame, a subtle shiver of nerves. He wasn’t used to other children. At the facility, there had been other kids of course but they had kept to their omega parent just as Jason had been.
And before, Willis barely allowed him outside, let alone to school. Jason had been so excited earlier that year, counting down the days until he could start first grade. He looked forward to learning and to finally make a friend. But Willis loved loopholes and when he realised they could just register Jason as homeschooled he‘d made his decision.
Catherine had tried to argue. The first blow had been for her insolence, a backhand that sent her stumbling into the wall. The second had been for Jason, who had cried out in fear, drawing Willis’s fury. A small body couldn’t outrun a grown Alpha.
By the end of it, they’d both been left with matching black eyes, and the paperwork had been sent in the next day.
Catherine had tried to make it work, teaching Jason what little she could. But without proper materials—or even a basic understanding of first-grade curriculum—her efforts had felt like empty gestures.
At least she’d had some schooling before her own life had been derailed. Until she presented, Catherine had been allowed to attend classes, her days filled with books, theather class and seeing her friends. But that had ended abruptly, as if a switch had been flipped.
One night to the other, her Alpha Father was pulling her out of school. "Your place is at home," he’d said, his voice like iron. From then on, her days had been filled with endless chores and the constant demand to make herself useful. Her mother, an Omega who barely spoke above a whisper, had simply nodded in silent agreement, her eyes fixed on the floor.
“And Tim,” Alpha Wayne shoke her out of her memories, his expression softening further. “He’s five, so closer to your age. He’s quieter than Dick but sharp. Curious about everything. He’ll probably ask you a thousand questions the moment he meets you.”
Catherine pressed her lips together as Jason glanced up at her again, his expression unsure. She tightened her hand against his back, forcing herself to keep her grip steady.
Jason had always been a quiet child, he wouldn‘t be good at answering a thousand questions. But Catherine couldn‘t do anything. Jason had to learn to defer not only to a new Alpha but to the Alphas children and if it needed him to amuse the boys than he had to learn to do that. She would help him learning, as much as she could. But her heart ached for her sweet baby.
Her hand slid firmly across his back, a touch meant to ground him as much as herself. He needed to do everything perfectly. They both did. There was no room for error here. Not this early on when they barely knew to look for cues of Alpha Waynes anger.
“Thank you, Alpha Wayne,” Jason said, his voice soft and precise, the syllables clipped and measured. They were words drilled into him, not natural, as though politeness could serve as armor. “I uh … I look forward to meeting them, Alpha Wayne, Sir.”
The lie wasn’t obvious unless you knew Jason’s tells. Catherine saw it in the slight droop of his shoulders, in how he kept his hands tightly clasped in his lap to hide their trembling. He was terrified. She could feel it in his silence, in the way his body remained taut under her hand as if bracing for a punishment he couldn’t predict.
Alpa Wayne smiled again, oblivious to Catherines dark thoughts.
“And then there’s Damian. He’s just a baby—ten weeks old,” tha Alpa said, a faint, self-deprecating smile flickering across his face. “Mostly just crying and eating. Occasionally sleeping, if we’re lucky. We managed to get him down just before you arrived.”
Catherine kept her head down, she didn’t respond, wouldn’t dare to without being directly addressed.
Back when Jason was newly born, Catherine had devoted herself to him completely. She nursed him every couple of hours, her arms trembling from exhaustion as she rocked him gently in the darkness, whispering soothing words to keep him quiet. It wasn’t just about his comfort—it was survival. If Jason woke Willis in the middle of the night, there would be consequences.
Jason had been a sweet baby, rarely crying unless something truly upset him. But Catherine didn’t dare take chances. Even the softest whimper could stretch her nerves taut. She kept his needs met with obsessive care, changing every diaper the moment her other obligations allowed, no matter how sore her hands were from scrubbing or how heavy her body felt from lack of sleep.
Willis didn’t tolerate disturbances. He despised the screaming toddlers next door, frequently muttering about "Omega brats with no discipline." Once, during one of his tirades, he’d looked straight at Catherine and said, "You’d better raise him with manners. I won’t have him turning out like them."
Catherine had nodded meekly, swallowing her fear. She knew what he meant—Jason had to be quiet, obedient, and invisible unless Willis decided otherwise. So, she’d done everything in her power to ensure her son never became a source of irritation.
When Jason was fussy, Catherine found ways to soothe him before his soft cries could escalate. She rubbed his tiny belly in slow, gentle circles, humming low and sweet, or patted his back until he released the gassy discomfort in quiet little burps. Jason responded to her efforts, relaxing against her with tiny, trusting sighs that made her heart ache.
But she was always tense, watching the clock, calculating how much time she had before Willis came home or stirred in the next room. She loved Jason fiercely, with a protective instinct that consumed her, but she lived in constant fear that her best efforts wouldn’t be enough to shield him from the storm that was his father.
Alpha Waynes tone shifted slightly, a thread of exhaustion creeping in. “I’ve handled plenty of challenges, but this…” He hesitated, his hand running through his hair in a rare display of unease. “Well, Damian is vocal. ”
Jason’s gaze didn’t waver from the floor, but Catherine noticed his fingers tightening, pressing harder into his small palms. Damian. The Alpha’s true child. Even at ten months old, Damian’s position was secure in a way Jason’s never would be. There was no risk for Damian, no question of whether he would be allowed to stay or sent away. He belonged here by birthright just like his older brothers, the way Jason never would.
The Alpha let out a humorless laugh. “Alfred says he’s strong-willed. I think he’s just determined to break me. He cries for hours, sometimes over nothing. I’ve tried everything—rocking, pacing, singing…” His lips twitched into a wry smile. “Apparently, I’m not as good at this as I thought I’d be.”
Catherine swallowed against the dryness in her throat, her mind already racing. Damian would need constant care, more than the older boys. She could already picture the long nights, the hours spent tending to the baby. The other boys would surely demand their share of time, their needs prioritized.
She’d have to make it work, somehow. Jason couldn’t demand too much of her time. It would reflect badly on both of them if he did. Jason would have to fend for himself.
The Alphas gaze lingered on them for a moment. “You’ll do well with them,” he said, glancing at Catherine. His tone was kind, but Catherine felt the weight behind it, the unspoken expectations. “They’ve been asking when you’d arrive. I think they’ll be happy to have someone else around.”
Catherine bowed her head slightly. “Thank you, Alpha,” she said, voice demure. Jason couldn’t expect her to put him first anymore. This was Alpha Wayne’s home, and his children were his priority, so they had to be Catherines as well.
The room settled into a tense quiet, broken only by the soft crackle of the fire. Alpha Waynes gaze lingered on the plate of cookies on the table, his brow creasing slightly before he looked at Jason.
“Jason,” he said suddenly, his voice light, “you can have another cookie if you’d like.”
Jason froze, his wide eyes darting to Catherine for a fleeting moment before dropping to his lap again. He was not doing as well, as Catherine had hoped. Every night during their weeks at the facility she‘d explained to him that one day, they‘d go to live with a new Alpha and that he had to behave and do as commanded. Jason understood, he was a smart little boy, but he was scared and overwhelmed.
Catherine wished, she could do more. She wished, she could just wrap him in her arms or pull him on her lap, shield him from the large new Alpha in his life.
After a long, fraught pause, Jason reached out, his movements careful and deliberate. He picked up another cookie and cradled it in his hands. Slower this time, he nibbled at his cookie. There were crumbs on his fingers and a single one strayed to his shirt. That was not good. Catherines hand against her childs back trembled.
But the Alpha smiled at the sight, a soft curve of his lips that might have been reassuring if Catherine had been able to trust it. This was only the beginning. Jason would need to learn quickly, to understand that his place here was precarious, dependent entirely on Alpha Waynes good graces.
Catherine wasn‘t looking forward to it, but she wondered if this was the first test of many. Of course Jason had to take another cookie, as it was so kindly offered by the new Alpha in his life, but Jason should have been less messy. He was a big kid already. He should have been able to eat his cookie without crumbling all over the place.
The bowl hit the floor with a hollow clatter, and Catherine froze, her breath catching in her throat. The stew splattered across the wooden floor in thick streaks, steam rising faintly from the mess. She barely had time to kneel and reach for the shattered bowl before the sound of heavy boots thudding against the floorboards made her blood run cold.
Her father’s scent hit her first—iron and scorched fields, sharp and suffocating. Then his shadow loomed over her, a heavy weight pressing down on her small frame.
“What the hell is this?” he growled, his voice low and dangerous.
“I’ll clean it up,” she whispered, her voice shaking. “I’ll make it right, Alpha, I promise.”
His hand gripped the back of her neck, forcing her down until her nose nearly touched the puddle. “You’re damn right you’ll clean it up,” he hissed. “But not with a rag. Not with your hands.”
Catherine’s breath hitched, her body trembling. She knew better than to resist.
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice barely audible.
“Say it louder.”
“Yes, Alpha,” she repeated, louder this time, though her voice cracked.
“Good,” he sneered. “Now, lick it up. Show me you understand how to take responsibility for your failures.”
Shaking, her tears dripping onto the rough floorboards, Catherine leaned down, her breath hitching as she stuck out her tongue. The taste was foul—stew mingled with dirt, grime, and the bitter tang of humiliation that burned worse than the splinters cutting into her knees.
“Faster,” her father snapped from above, his tone clipped and sharp. His boot tapped impatiently against the floor, the thud of it matching the erratic pounding of her heart.
She obeyed, her tongue dragging across the mess in frantic strokes, every muscle in her body trembling. The stew was lukewarm and greasy, and she gagged as bits of grit clung to her mouth. The edges of her tongue scraped raw against the coarse wood, the faint taste of iron mingling with the slop as blood welled where splinters tore into her.
“That’s it,” he said, his voice laced with mockery. “Good little Omegas clean up their messes, don’t they?”
Her stomach churned, bile rising, but she swallowed it down, her body reacting before her mind could protest. She couldn’t stop—not until he was satisfied.
His heavy boot landed inches from her hand, startling her, and she flinched violently. “Missed a spot,” he growled, pointing to a chunk of carrot smeared near the table leg. “Do it properly, or you can sleep out in the yard tonight.”
Hot shame coursed through her veins, but she didn’t dare pause. She lowered herself further, her tongue dragging over the filthy wood as fresh tears blurred her vision. The stew mixed with the acrid taste of dirt, and she felt a splinter lodge into her lip, but she didn’t dare pull back.
When she finally finished, the floor was slick with spit, and her tongue felt swollen and torn. Her father crouched beside her, his scent sharp and oppressive, his breath hot against her ear. “Next time you waste food, you’ll lick it off the floor in front of the neighbors.”
She remained on the floor, her body trembling, her mind blank with humiliation.
Blood pooled in her mouth, and she swallowed hard, the taste mingling with the lingering flavor of dirt and grease. For a moment, she thought about spitting it out, but the thought of his reaction stopped her cold. Instead, she wiped at her tear-streaked face with trembling hands, her body heavy with exhaustion as she dragged herself to her feet.
Catherine clutched her arms tightly around herself, her chest hollow as she shuffled out of the kitchen, her head bowed. The shame would cling to her long after the taste was gone.
It was just one tiny crumb, her mind screamed at her, an not even on the floor but that was surely enough for Alpha Wayne to show Jason his place at the bottom row of the manor.
Her stomach twisted, but she kept her face neutral, her hand firm and grounding against Jason’s back. She couldn’t let him see her fear. Not now.
The Alpha leaned back in his chair, his gaze still on Jason, who was sitting impossibly still beside Catherine. His small frame was tense, his hands resting carefully in his lap now that the cookie was gone. He seemed to fold in on himself, his shoulders hunched as though bracing for something unseen, too.
“You’ll have a lot to explore here,” Alpha Wayne said finally, his tone carefully warm. “There’s a big yard out back. Dick’s usually out there when the weather’s nice, climbing trees or running around. I think you’d like it.”
Jason didn’t react, his gaze locked on the floor. Catherine pressed her thumb into slow, steady circles against his back, though she felt the tension thrumming in him like a live wire.
“There’s also a library upstairs,” he continued, adjusting his tone slightly. “It’s quiet, and there are books on just about everything. It‘s next to the playroom of the boys, they have a lot of fun toys and games.“
Jason’s head tilted just slightly, a barely perceptible movement. His eyes flickered upward for half a second before dropping again. Catherine’s lips pressed together in a thin line. A library sounded like something Jason would adore, but she doubted he’d be allowed to touch the books any more than the childrens toys. Maybe she could beg Alpha Wayne for a book to read with Jason, once she‘d managed to get in his good graces.
Sometimes, after a night Willis deemed well spent—when he’d taken his fill of her body and his temper seemed to settle for a while—Catherine would gather what courage she had and ask for things.
Small things.
She never asked for herself. She wouldn't dare.
A pair of shoes, because his feet were blistered and bloody, his little toes curling painfully in the too-small ones he’d worn until they practically fell apart. A scrap of paper and a cheap pen so she could teach him to write, squeezing lessons into the rare, quiet minutes they shared. Sometimes, just a little more food—enough to fill Jason’s belly so he wouldn’t wake in the night, crying from hunger.
Sometimes, her requests bore fruit. A pair of shoes with holes in the soles, barely holding together, but big enough for Jason to grow into. A promotional pen with a cracked cap, scrounged from some gas station, and a wrinkled piece of paper already stained at the edges, that Willis picked up who-knows-where.
A little extra food, but only after Willis had taken the lion’s share, leaving Catherine to scrape the bottom of the pot for what was left.
On those days, Catherine almost dared to hope.
But sometimes, Willis said no. And those were the worst times.
“No,” he would say, his voice low and dangerous, before grabbing her wrist in a bruising grip. "You think you get to ask me for anything? After I keep you here, feed you, clothe you? You ungrateful little bitch.”
Sometimes he’d shove her to her knees right there in the kitchen, forcing her to crawl to him and beg, tears streaming down her face as Jason watched, wide-eyed and silent.
"Say it," Willis would hiss. "Say you’re nothing without me." And she would, voice trembling, her head bowed so low her forehead touched the floor.
He’d laugh, a sound that sent ice down her spine, then lean in close, the scent of cheap tobacco and stale sweat suffocating her. “You want something? You better start giving me a reason to be generous,” he’d sneer, grabbing her roughly and dragging her to the bedroom. It always hurt more on those nights when he was angry, his grip bruising, his teeth biting harder than they needed to.
Jason never cried. He never even moved. But sometimes, when Willis was finished and Catherine limped out of the bedroom, bruised and raw, she’d find Jason sitting in the hallway, his small legs pulled to his chest. He wouldn’t say anything, just look at her with those wide, solemn eyes.
And Willis didn’t let her forget her place.
Once, when Jason was around four or five, she’d asked him for some food for herself and Jason once, Willis had tossed them a half-rotten apple, its brown, mushy spots spreading across the skin. "If you’re so damn hungry," he sneered, leaning back in his chair, "then eat the whole thing. Core, stem, and all. Don’t waste a damn bite."
Catherine picked it up, her stomach twisting at the sour, decaying smell. It wasn’t the first time she’d had to eat food well past its prime, but she knew what mold could do.
She didn’t dare scrape away the worst parts. Willis’s sharp gaze followed her every movement, daring her to defy him. "Well?" he drawled, his lips curling into a smirk. "Better get started. Or maybe you think you’re too good for my generosity?"
Catherine bit into the apple, her teeth sinking into the mushy, mold-ridden flesh. The bitter tang of rot filled her mouth, and she forced herself to chew and swallow, her throat constricting with each gulp. The sickly juice dripped down her chin, and Willis laughed, a deep, mocking sound.
"That’s it," he said, gesturing at her with his cigarette. "Wouldn’t want your precious baby to eat the bad part, huh?”
He was right, she always tried to spare Jason the mold, thinking it couldn’t be good for children. Sometimes, after eating spoiled food herself, she spent hours curled up with stomach cramps.
When she had eaten the worst parts, she handed the rest to Jason, her hands trembling. "Take small bites”, she whispered, her voice cracking.
Jason’s hands shook as he ate down to the core. When there was nothing left but the stem and seeds, he looked up at Catherine, his bottom lip quivering.
Jason held the core out to her, his lips trembling as though asking for permission to stop. Catherine took it gently from his small fingers, offering him a soft, reassuring smile. "It’s okay," she murmured, pressing a kiss to his head before raising the core to her mouth.
The seeds crunched between her teeth, bitter and sharp, and the fibrous center scratched her raw-fucked throat as she swallowed. The stem dangled awkwardly, but she forced it down, the sour juice dripping from her lips.
"Look at you," he said, his voice dripping with disdain. "Eating garbage like the goddamn bitch you are. You oughta be grateful I didn’t toss that apple straight in the trash."
Catherine wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, keeping her eyes fixed on Jason as she pulled him close.
She didn’t care what Willis said. All that mattered was Jason eating enough to get through another day, even if it meant swallowing every bit of her pride and every last piece of that rotting apple.
Another time, around half a year later, when she’d asked him for an extra blanket for Jason, who shivered in the night as the temperatures dropped below freezing outside and Willis hadn’t bothered to pay the bill but took all the blankets out of their pitiful nest in the corner of the bedroom to be warm himself, he’d laughed.
“Go help yourself,” he’d said, his grin sharp and mean. “There’s plenty of laundry hanging down in the communal cellar. Take one. Nobody’s watching.”
Desperate, Catherine had done it, stealing a threadbare blanket from the neighbors’ line in the middle of the night. Jason had clung to it, burrowing into the rough fabric like it was a gift.
But the neighbors found out.
When the burly Alpha neighbor showed up at their door, his face twisted with anger, Catherine’s stomach sank. She knew what was coming.
Willis, lounging near the doorway with a beer in hand, didn’t seem fazed at all. In fact, he looked amused.
“Will. Caught your bitch stealing from me,” the neighbor barked, his voice loud enough to echo in the hallway. “Thought she could just help herself, huh?”
Willis took a lazy swig of his beer, his smirk widening. “Did she now? Damn Omegas, always thinking they’re entitled to things. You want to deal with her, Hank?” He stepped aside, gesturing toward Catherine with mock chivalry
The neighbor didn’t need to be told twice. He grabbed Catherine by the arm, yanking her into the hallway. She stumbled, her knees hitting the floor with a painful thud.
Jason was still curled up in the blanket inside, unaware of the horror unfolding just a few feet away.
The first slap caught her off guard, the force of it whipping her head to the side. The sting bloomed across her cheek, hot and sharp, and before she could recover, another followed. She staggered, her lip splitting under the force of the blow, the metallic taste of blood filling her mouth.
“Pathetic,” the neighbor spat, his saliva landing on her cheek as he loomed over her. “You Omegas think you can just take what you want and get away with it?”
Willis leaned against the doorframe, his posture relaxed, as though watching a neighborhood scuffle. His chuckle was low, dark. “Teach her a lesson,” he said lazily. “She clearly needs it.”
The Alpha neighbor grabbed her hair, yanking her head back so she was forced to look up at him. “Where’s the blanket?” he barked.
Catherine’s voice trembled as she whispered, “Inside, Alpha Wilson.”
“Then get it,” he growled, releasing her roughly. “Now.”
Her legs wobbled as she stumbled into the bedroom room. Jasons eyes were wide with fear, his little hands clutching the blanket as though it would protect him.
“Mama?” he whispered, his voice trembling.
“It’s okay,” she said, her voice cracking. She reached for the blanket, prying it gently from his grasp.
He didn’t resist, just watched her with a silent, pleading gaze that made her heart feel like it was breaking in two.
She wiped her tears, kissed his forehead, and whispered, “Stay here. Don’t come out, no matter what.”
When Catherine returned to the hallway, she dropped to her knees, the rough floor biting into her skin as she held out the stolen blanket with trembling hands, her head bowed low in submission.
Alpha Wilson snatched it from her, his lip curling in disgust. “How many hours did you have it?” he barked.
“Nine, Alpha Wilson,” she whispered, her voice barely audible, cracking under the weight of humiliation.
“Nine hours,” he repeated, drawing his belt from his waist with a deliberate slowness that made her stomach churn. The metallic jingle of the buckle echoed in the hallway, loud and menacing. “Nine lashes, then.”
Her breath hitched, she looked back to Willis, hoping desperatly that he’d protect her, stake his claim. Punish her himself. She’d take twice as many lashes, if only he could be the one to admister them.
“Get that filthy dress out of the way,” Wilson growled, snapping the belt against his palm for emphasis.
Her hands shook as she obeyed, trembling as she exposed her thighs and ass. It had been months since Willis had ripped her last pair of panties.
She bent forward, gripping the edge of the wall for balance, her face burning with shame as Willis laughed softly behind her.
Wilson barked a cruel laugh. “Look at her. Pathetic,” he spat, turning briefly to Willis. “This the best you’ve got?”
“She’s a good fuck,” Willis replied, leaning casually in the doorway, a cigarette dangling from his lips.
The first lash of the belt landed hard, the leather searing across her flesh with a sharp crack that echoed in the hallway.
Catherine’s body jolted forward, her forehead thunking against the wall as she fought back a cry.
“Keep quiet,” Wilson snapped. “Don’t you dare make a sound.”
She bit down on her lip until the metallic tang of blood filled her mouth, her tears falling silently onto the floor. Another lash, and another.
By the fifth, the buckle whipped her skin, tearing it open, and she gasped in pain, her legs trembling under the strain of holding herself up.
“Last one,” he said with mock sympathy, leaning closer. “Make it count.”
The final strike landed harder than the rest, cutting deep into the already bruised and bloodied skin. Catherine crumpled to her knees, her body giving out beneath her as pain and shame consumed her. She stayed there, her head bowed low, her trembling hands pressed against the floor.
"Next time, you’ll pay with more than just your hide," Wilson sneered, his voice dripping with contempt. He spat at her, the warm, wet splatter hitting her cheek as she flinched but didn’t dare wipe it away. His heavy boots echoed down the hallway as he turned and stalked back to his apartment, the door slamming shut behind him.
Catherine stayed frozen, her body broken and trembling, her blood staining the cold, unforgiving floor.
Willis stepped closer, crouching so his face was level with hers. “You’re lucky,” he said, his tone almost conversational, though the cruel smirk on his lips betrayed him. “Could’ve been worse.”
He stood up, stretching lazily, and stepped over her like she was nothing more than discarded trash. Without a second glance, he disappeared into their apartment, leaving her crumpled in the dimly lit hallway.
Jason’s small form appeared moments later, creeping out from behind the bedroom door. His bare feet were silent against the floor, his face pale and wide-eyed.
He moved hesitantly, his bare feet silent against the floor, his wide eyes locking on his mother’s crumpled form.
“Mama?” he whispered, his voice trembling as he knelt beside her, his small hands reaching out but hovering, as if unsure if touching her would hurt more.
Catherine forced herself to lift her head, her tear-streaked face meeting his frightened gaze. She offered him a weak, broken smile, though the effort made her lip split further, sending another trickle of blood down her chin.
“I’m okay, sweetheart,” she whispered, her voice barely audible. “Go back inside. Mama just needs a minute.”
But Jason didn’t move. Instead, he knelt closer, curling himself beside her, his little body shaking. His small hand finally found hers, his grip firm despite his trembling fingers.
“I’ll stay,” he said softly, his voice resolute. His scent damp damp damp.
Catherine closed her eyes and leaned into her pups touch, letting his quiet presence soothe her battered spirit.
“And Alfred, our butler,” Alpha Wayne added, startling her, “spends a lot of his time in the kitchen. He is a great cook. If you’re interested, Jason, I’m sure he’d enjoy showing you a thing or two.”
Catherine’s heart sank at the mention of the butler and the kitchen. Jason stiffened under her hand, his trembling starting anew.
She knew what Alpha Wayne was implying, of course she did: Jason would be expected to help, to contribute in ways that fit his new place in the household. She had expected that. Cooking, cleaning—tasks that weren’t foreign to him after years of harsh, unrelenting rules under Willis.
But they had always done it together, Catherine able to cover for any small mistakes that Jason has made. When he was under the butlers watchful gaze while Catherine was catering to the needs of the other children or warming the Alphas bed, she couldn‘t shield Jason. He‘d be all on his own.
Catherine glanced at Jason, whose shoulders seemed to shrink further at the unspoken expectations. She swallowed her unease, keeping her expression steady as she lowered her gaze again.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she said softly, her voice carefully neutral. “Jason will be happy to contribute to your household in any way you see fit.”
Alpha leaned forward slightly, resting his forearms on his knees. His gaze softened as it flicked between Catherine and Jason. “I know this is a big change,” he said, his voice steady but gentle. “It’ll take time to adjust. For all of us.”
“Yes, Alpha,“ Catherine said, keeping her voice demure. She inhaled quietly, her lips pressing into a thin line. She appreciated the softness in his words, but she knew better than to trust it. Words, no matter how kind, always carried an edge. Expectations could lie hidden beneath their surface, sharp and unforgiving.
Alpha Wayne leaned back in his chair with a faint smile, though the openness of his posture seemed uncalculated, a natural extension of his presence rather than a tactic. “We’ll take it one day at a time,” he said finally, his voice calm but carrying quiet certainty. “That’s all anyone can do.”
Catherine exhaled, though her chest remained tight, the knot of unease unmoved by his reassurances. She didn’t believe in promises of patience, not in a place like this.
The ease in the Alphas voice might have been genuine, but she couldn’t afford to trust it—not when Jason’s safety hinged on her ability to keep him in line. Jason needed this arrangement to work, needed her to make it work for him. She would ensure he met Alpha Wayne’s expectations
Her thoughts drifted, unbidden, to the uncertain future that loomed ahead. Jason was still a pup, only six years old, but the years would pass quickly. Children often presented between the ages of ten and twelve—boys usually a little later than girls.
Catherine’s throat tightened. She couldn’t imagine letting him go, not now and not then. If she pleased Alpha well enough, stayed in Alpha Wayne’s good graces, perhaps he’d let Jason remain at the manor even after he presented, regardless of whether he turned out alpha, beta or omega.
A knock at the door interrupted the moment.
“Master Bruce,” Alfred said, stepping into the room. His calm, steady presence filled the space like clockwork. “The children are asking when they might come downstairs. Master Dick is rather insistent, as you might expect.”
The Alpha smiled, the faintest twitch of amusement at the edge of his expression. “Of course he is.”
His gaze returned to Catherine and Jason, the warmth still present but tinged with a faint uncertainty. “Dick and Tim have been waiting all morning to meet you both. If it’s alright, I’ll bring them in now.”
Catherine’s grip on Jason’s shoulder tightened just enough to steady herself, though to Jason it likely felt more like restraint. She nodded stiffly, her tone clipped but polite. “Of course, Alpha.”
Beside her, Jason froze. His body went rigid, the small tremor she felt under her palm betraying his fear. His scent had been like damp cotton for so long now it had almost turned a tang moldy.
Alpha Wayne rose smoothly from his chair, offering them a reassuring smile before turning to leave. “I’ll be right back.”
The moment the door clicked shut behind him, Catherine turned to Jason. Her voice dropped low, urgent.
“Jase,” she said quietly but firmly, “listen to me, baby. When Alpha Wayne’s children come in, you will do exactly as they say. You will be polite, respectful, and quiet. Do you understand?”
Jason’s wide eyes flicked up to hers, uncertain but attentive. “Yes, Mama,” he whispered, the tremor in his voice barely concealed.
She smoothed a hand over his hair, her touch light and practiced, though her fingers lingered briefly against the soft curls at the back of his head. Her other hand found his cheek, cupping it just for a moment, the gesture more grounding for her than for him.
“And no more looking to me when Alpha Wayne speaks to you,” she continued, her tone soft but firm. “You must listen to him. Only him. Just like I told you. Do you understand, Jason? Only him.”
“I’m sorry, Mama,” Jason whispered, his lip trembling.
Her hand dropped away, as she pressed a kiss to his forehead, willing him not to cry.
Before she could say anything, the door opened again, and Alpha Wayne returned with two boys in tow.
Notes:
Bruce Wayne: *There is so much to explore at my estate. My new pup will be so lucky here. And my other pups and my dad, who’s also my butler and a beta, but honesty he’s got the one with the last word in this house, can’t wait to meet you!*
Catherine: *My poor pup is gonna be worked to death*Aw, I love them misunderstanding each other. It’s quite the interesting dynamic for me to write.
Chapter 4
Notes:
Welcome people! I am beyond amazed how much appreciation this fiction is getting. I’ve never had that many Kudos or comments in anything I wrote and I’m giddily happy and so motivated to continue writing this little new fic of mine.
No major trigger warnings for this one, no flashbacks this time but Catherine sure is an unreliable narrator so please to expect her toughts to be quite dark sometimes.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jason straightened abruptly, his hands flying to his lap and locking together in a white-knuckled grip. His shoulders drew inward as though he could make himself smaller, folding tight against the weight of the unknown.
Dick was the first to bound into the room, his dark hair falling into his eyes as he grinned with unbridled enthusiasm. He moved with the careless confidence of a child who had never known fear, his energy filling the space, the air carrying a hint of buttered popcorn and chalk, before his words even reached the room. Taller than Jason, he strode forward without hesitation, a bright grin ardorning his handsome face.
“Hi!” Dick greeted, his voice warm and loud enough to startle. “You must be Jason! I’m Dick.”
Jason’s head dipped quickly, his gaze locking onto the floor. His voice, soft and uneven, barely carried. “Yes, Alpha Dick.”
Dick froze mid-step, blinking in surprise. He tilted his head, confusion briefly flickering across his face before his grin returned, just as wide as before. “You don’t have to call me that. Just Dick is fine. I’m just a kid. Dad said you might like books—do you like books? Or we could go outside later. There’s a treehouse in the backyard, and it’s awesome—”
“Dick,” his Alpha father interrupted gently, his deep voice a calm anchor against his son’s unchecked excitement. He placed a steadying hand on Dick’s shoulder, drawing his focus back. “Let him settle in first.”
Jason hadn’t moved. His hands were tightly clasped in his lap, his shoulders hunched as though shrinking beneath Dick’s effervescent energy.
Behind Alpha Wayne, a smaller, quieter boy lingered, his presence less boisterous but no less observant. Tim peered at Jason from behind his fatgers leg, his sharp, curious eyes darting between Jason and Catherine. The air around him carried the comforting scent of milk coffee, warm and inviting, mixed with a faint metallic tang, like a freshly pressed penny—sharp, but not harsh, more like the promise of something new and full of potential.
Slowly, he stepped out, his little button nose crinkling as he tilted his head and spoke with the bluntness only a young pup could muster.
“You smell like damp clothes.”
The child wasn’t wrong. Jason, when comforted and cradled close in Catherine’s arms, smelled like rain on a warm summersday and soft cotton—soothing her in those dark nights. But now, his scent had turned musty and sour, like a wet blanket left forgotten in a corner, heavy with the weight of unease.
“Yes, Tim,” Jason murmured quietly, his voice steady but small, just like Catherine had coached him to respond. He was doing good—braving this foreign space, this foreign family.
Tim stepped closer, his sharp nose twitching again as he took in Jason’s scent.
“You’re really quiet,” he said, tilting his head slightly. “Do you talk at all?”
Jason’s fingers tightened around each other, his knuckles whitening. The air around him seemed to still, the room’s warmth pressing heavier against his small frame.
“Tim,” Alpha Way e said firmly, his voice edged with reproach. His gaze settled on the younger boy, steady and disapproving.
Tim shrugged, undeterred, though he moved forward cautiously. His eyes darted back to Jason, studying him with a curiosity untempered by tact. “I was just asking.”
Before the silence could settle too thickly, Dick dropped onto the couch beside Jason, his movements quick and full of unchecked energy. He leaned forward, his knees bouncing slightly as though sitting still was an impossible task.
“Don’t mind Tim,” Dick said with a grin, waving his hand dismissively. “He’s just nosy and kind of a dork. Of course you can talk. Timmy, you heard him talk. We’re gonna have fun, though, Jason. There’s so much to do here—you’ll see!”
Jasons shoulders hunched as though trying to make himself smaller. Catherine could feel his tension radiating off him like a pulse.
They’re too much, she thought. Too loud, too close, too eager. Jason doesn’t know what to do with them.
He thinks they’ll hurt him, Catherine thought. And maybe they will.
The innocence in their faces made it worse. She couldn’t trust their enthusiasm, no matter how well-meaning it seemed now.
Beneath their smiles, there surely was an expectation, a pressure she could feel radiating off them, even though Alpha Dick was still trying to make her pup feel at ease.
She let out a slow breath, trying to steady herself. There was no room for mistakes now. There was no time for her discomfort to show. Jason needed her.
“Thank you for being so accepting, Alpha Dick, Tim,” Catherine finally said, her voice quieter than she wanted it to be, but firm and formal, the words measured and precise.
She could feel the tension in her chest, the weight of the words as she spoke them, as if she were walking a tightrope. She dipped her head slightly, just enough to show respect, a subtle bow of deference she knew would be understood, but it also felt like a shield between them. Like a way to keep herself separate from their warmth, their openness. “We will do our utmost to not be a burden to you.”
The words left her lips and hung in the air between them, thick with the undertones she didn’t know how to hide. The meaning behind them was clear, a reminder of her place, of Jason’s place—too aware of the distance between them and the others, too conscious of what they weren’t and what they would never be.
Dick blinked, his bright expression faltering for just a moment as the confusion in his eyes deepened. It was almost imperceptible, but Catherine noticed it instantly—the flicker of uncertainty that softened the exuberance in his smile. His lips parted, as if unsure of how to respond to the gravity of her words. He shook his head.
“A burden?”he repeated, his voice dipping slightly, the brightness dimmed by uncertainty. “What do you mean? No way! It’s great to have more people here!”
Catherine forced a faint smile, though the expression felt tight and unnatural on her face. Dick’s excitement didn’t comfort her—it only made her warier. If he thinks Jason was here for entertainment, it would only make things harder.
Entertainment could mean a lot of things for young pups and recently presented Alphas , she thought, her mind racing as she watched Dick’s eager, open expression.
She couldn’t risk Jason becoming their punching bag—someone to mock, to challenge, to humiliate when the mood struck. Jason wasn’t like them; he had to endure, to accept every taunt with silent acceptance and thank the young Alpha and his kid brother for every mean word and harsh hand.
Her mind flashed back to the years she had spent with Willis, how he’d often used her as the target for his cruel jokes and frustrations. She could still hear his voice ringing in her ears, calling her useless and weak, laughing as he pushed her to her limits and beyond.
Jason hadn’t had the chance to ever experience something different. Something healthy. Catherine wasn’t dumb enough to expect it to be different in Alpha Waynes household. He might be fond of his own children, but that had nothing to do with her, a second-hand omega and her useless pup.
Jason sat silently beside her, his gaze fixed on his lap. He didn’t look at Dick, didn’t look at Tim, and certainly didn’t look at Alpha Wayne. His trembling had stopped once again, but Catherine knew better than to mistake his stillness for calm. He was waiting. Bracing himself. Just like she was.
Dick, oblivious again to the undercurrent of unease, chattered on with an energy that filled every corner of the den. “You should see the garden,” he said brightly, leaning toward Jason with his elbows on his knees. “It’s huge! There’s this big fountain with these cool stone fish, and we play hide-and-seek there all the time. Do you like hide-and-seek? Or tag? Tim’s terrible at tag, by the way.”
“I am not!” Tim shot back, perched on the armrest of a nearby chair. His sharp eyes darted between Jason and Catherine, their curiosity unfiltered and unnervingly direct. “I just don’t cheat like you do.”
“You’re just slow,” Dick quipped, his grin broad and teasing. “And little.”
“Jason’s littler,” Tim countered, his tone matter-of-fact. The words hung in the air longer than they should have, the truth of them striking Catherine in a way Tim could never understand.
It was true, Jason was smaller, thinner - a quiet testimony of what years of malnourishment could do to a childs body.
Catherine’s stomach twisted in shame. Her poor, sweet baby. She hoped—prayed—that Alpha Wayne might be persuaded to provide Jason with food at least once every day. It wouldn’t be enough. It would never be enough. But it was the barest of hope she could cling to.
“Jason?” Dick prompted, his grin softening as he leaned closer. “Do you have a favorite game?”
The boy glanced up briefly, his wide blue eyes darting to his mother before quickly returning to the rug. “I… I don’t know, Alph—Dick. Just Dick. Sorry, sorry, Dick.” His words stumbled over themselves, tangling into an apology before he fell silent, shrinking even further into himself.
Alpha Wayne cleared his throat softly, stepping forward with a hand on Dick’s shoulder. His tone was light, careful, but it carried an undercurrent of caution. “Dick, there’ll be plenty of time to get to know Jason,” he said, his voice steady.
Dick blinked, his enthusiasm faltering. For a moment, he looked almost guilty, but he nodded quickly and leaned back. “Right,” he said, quieter now.
Tim, however, leaned forward, his sharp gaze narrowing as he studied Jason like he was a puzzle to solve. “Why’s he so scared, Daddy?” he asked bluntly, his head tilting with the casual cruelty of a child who hadn’t yet learned what words could do.
“Tim,” the Alpha said, a thread of steel creeping into his voice. His expression didn’t harden, but it grew more pointed, his eyes locking on his youngest with a silent warning.
Catherine felt Jason flinch beside her, his small body going rigid at the sound of Alpha Wayne’s warning tone. It wasn’t directed at him, but it didn’t matter—Jason had learned to brace for reprimands.
Her heart twisted painfully. She wanted nothing more than to gather Jason into her arms, to hold him close. But she couldn’t. She couldn’t challenge Alpha Wayne’s sons. Couldn’t do anything even if if Alpha Wayne’s sons hurt Jason, even if their careless exuberance turned physical—shoving him, hitting him—she couldn’t intervene.
She couldn’t reprimand them, couldn’t demand that they stop or that the Alpha handle his boys. This wasn’t her home, wasn’t her place.
These were the Alphas sons, and they stood so far above her and Jason in the household hierarchy, untouchable by anything she might say or do. The thought left her hollow, the weight of her helplessness pressing against her chest like a stone. She was powerless here, and Jason was vulnerable in a way that made her stomach churn.
Catherine could do nothing to protect her child and that broke her heart.
Her gaze darted to Alpha Wayne as he stood. His expression wasn’t harsh, but it was firm, measured. He was in control, the way Alphas always were. She met his eyes for the briefest flicker of a moment before her head dipped again, the ingrained submission automatic. Her fingers curled tighter against the fabric of her dress.
Jasons small hands were knotted tightly in his lap, the tension radiating from him palpable. His shoulders were hunched, his body pulled in on itself as if he could fold into the safety of his own shadow. The den buzzed with too much energy, too many unfamiliar voices and eager demands. It was overwhelming—loud in a way Jason wasn’t used to.
The Alphas voice broke through the noise, his tone softer now, laced with an unfamiliar gentleness. There was no mistaking the authority that underscored his words, but something about the way he looked at Jason—cautious, deliberate—made Catherine pause.
“Jason looks like he could use some rest,” Alpha Wayne said, his deep voice steady but far from harsh.
Still the words hit her like a shock of cold water. Catherine stiffened, her pulse quickening. Panic flared hot and bright in her chest, and before she could think better of it, the words tumbled from her lips.
“No, Alpha. Alpha, please.”
The desperation in her voice wasn’t loud, but it was there, edged with a rawness she couldn’t hide. She pressed a hand to Jason’s back, feeling the rigidity of his little frame, and her thumb began tracing slow, soothing circles. He needed her. She couldn’t leave him yet—not now, not after the day they’d had. She needed to see where Alpha Wayne planned to place him.
She needed to settle him, to hold him close and let him cry, because she knew it was coming. The stress, the noise, the fear—it would all pour out as soon as they were alone, and she had to be there to catch it.
But she couldn’t let herself seem too protective. She couldn’t risk offending the Alpha in his own home. This wasn’t her place, and she couldn’t afford to challenge him or his sons.
She swallowed hard, her voice trembling just enough to betray her anxiety. “Jason is still young, Alpha, but he is hard-working. Please, if it would please you, Alpha, he could prove himself. If you have a chore, a task—any task—he will show you how diligent he is.”
The words felt thin, empty, and they left a bitter taste in her mouth. But they were all she had, a fragile attempt to plead for her son’s place without overstepping her own. To plead to be put to work with hin, hoping against hope for a quiet corner to hide and console her child.
“He’s young,” Alpha Wayne said finally, his voice careful, deliberate. There was a note of consideration in it, something measured but not dismissive. “Still a child.”
The words hung in the air, and Catherine felt her breath hitch. A child. She wasn’t sure if he meant it kindly or if it was an assessment—an observation of Jason’s worth, or lack thereof. Her pulse quickened as she tried to read his tone, to gauge his intention.
Catherine shifted slightly, her hand pressing against Jason’s back as if to anchor him—and herself. “Alpha,” she began, her voice thin but steady, “I understand. He is young, but he is eager to learn. Very eager.” She paused, glancing down at Jason’s pale face, searching for something to say that might shield him.
“He works hard, Alpha. Please, if you have any task—anything—he would be grateful to help. To show that he can be useful to you.”
From the corner of her eye, Catherine caught a slight shift in one of the older boy. Dick, leaning against the edge of the fireplace, crossed his arms, his brows furrowed in a mixture of confusion and incredulity.
The Alpha blinked, his expression faintly startled. He tilted his head slightly, his brows knitting in a faint furrow. “There’s no need for him to—” He stopped himself, his tone shifting as he tried again, slower this time. “Jason doesn’t need to prove himself. He’s just arrived.”
Catherine’s stomach twisted. Just arrived. What did that mean? That he wasn’t yet expected to contribute? Or that there was no place for him? Her mind raced, grasping for clarity, but the way Alpha Wayne spoke—so calm, so detached—left her struggling to interpret his meaning.
“I see, Alpha,” she said quickly, lowering her head slightly, though her voice wavered despite her effort to keep it steady. “I only wish to ensure that he… that he understands his place here. That he can meet whichever expectations you might have.”
Tim, seated on the arm of the nearby couch, frowned slightly, his foot tapping in an irregular rhythm against the carpet. Dick’s jaw dropped, and he exchanged a wide-eyed glance with Tim.
The Alphas jaw tightened. “Omega,” he said finally, his tone quiet but firm, “Jason isn’t expected to do anything right now. Your pup is tired.”
The way he said it—tired—sent a rush of embarrassment through her. Of course Jason was tired. Anyone could see that. But the word felt pointed, as though Alpha Wayne were calling attention to something she should already know, something she’d failed to address.
Catherine swallowed hard, her fingers flexing where they rested against Jason’s back. “Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, though her heart was pounding now. She looked down at her son, at the small, trembling hands in his lap, and her voice cracked before she could stop it. “It’s only… if I may… I would like to see where he’ll stay, Alpha. Please. Just to be sure ...”
The words tumbled out awkwardly, her nerves fraying at the edges, and she braced herself for some kind of rebuke, a slap maybe for her insolence.
But the Alpha only frowned, his expression shading toward confusion rather than annoyance. “Where you will stay,” he corrected gently, his gaze steady but unyielding.
Her brow furrowed, and for a moment she couldn’t understand what he meant. “Alpha?”
“You’ll stay together for now,” he clarified, his tone softening as he gestured toward the door. “Alfred will show you both to your quarters.” He paused, and something in his voice shifted again—warmer, almost tentative. “It’s not far. You’ll have time to rest before dinner.”
The rush of relief was so sudden, so overwhelming, that Catherine almost swayed. Together. She hadn’t expected that. She’d assumed Jason would be sent elsewhere, placed in some corner of the house until his presence was needed.
She nodded quickly, lowering her gaze to the floor to hide the sheen in her eyes. “Thank you, Alpha,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Alpha Wayne straightened, glancing toward the hall as if to signal Beta Alfred, who had been waiting silently by the door. “I’ll check on Damian in the meantime,” Alpha Wayne added, his tone even but lacking the finality she’d expected.
The Beta stepped forward, his quiet presence somehow filling the room, unassuming yet commanding in a way that seemed to require no effort. His posture was impeccable, his movements precise, but his eyes carried a softness that contrasted with his formality. He inclined his head slightly, gesturing toward the hallway. “This way, please.”
She rose to her feet carefully, feeling the pull of Jason’s small weight as he instinctively leaned into her side. Her hand slid from his back to his fingers, which were cold and stiff in her grasp. He didn’t resist, but he didn’t squeeze back either. Catherine’s thumb traced an absent circle against his knuckles.
Jason moved obediently, his steps slow and deliberate, his head ducked low so that the wild tangle of his hair obscured his face. He didn’t look up, not even when they passed Alpha Wayne, whose gaze lingered on them for a moment before turning away.
As Beta Alfred led them toward the door, Catherine’s steps faltered, just briefly. She glanced back—not enough to draw attention, just a quick flick of her eyes over her shoulder. She caught a glimpse of the boys again. They looked like pups. Catherine avoided their eyes.
She tightened her grip on Jason’s hand, guiding him firmly through the doorway before the weight of their stares could follow them.
Dick and Tim’s open smiles, their playful banter, it followed hee through the halls od Wayne Manir. They were just boys, after all, and they should be allowed to be carefree.
No matter how sweet their smiles seemed, she couldn’t afford to see them as anything but potential threats. Children could be cruel in ways that didn’t make sense, twisting kindness into something much darker. Catherine couldn’t let herself linger on their eagerness and kindness, she told herself as she followed Beta Alfred through the halls.
The hallway was dimly lit compared to the room they’d left, the soft glow of wall sconces casting long, faint shadows across the dark wood paneling. Beta Alfred’s steps were quiet but deliberate, his presence steady as a metronome.
Catherine kept her eyes forward, her jaw set, but the tension in her shoulders betrayed her unease. She tried to focus on the steady rhythm of Jason’s small, shuffling steps beside her, the faint creak of the floorboards beneath their feet, the distant murmur of voices that faded as they walked deeper into the manor.
Behind her, the faint echo of Alpha Waynes voice drifted from the room they’d left, but the words were too quiet to make out.
The house was too big, too quiet, and too clean. It felt like it was swallowing them whole, and Catherine couldn’t shake the feeling that no matter how warm Beta Alfred’s voice had been, they were intruding on something they didn’t quite belong to.
Jason stumbled slightly over a raised edge of carpet, and she tightened her hold on his hand, steadying him before he could fall. He didn’t make a sound, but his fingers curled slightly around hers, seeking some anchor in the vast unfamiliarity of the space.
She looked down at him, her expression softening despite her own unease. His face was pale, his lips pressed tightly together, and his eyes darted nervously between Beta Alfred’s back and the floor ahead.
“It’s all right,” she whispered to low for anyone to hear. “Just a little farther.”
Ahead of them, the Beta paused at the base of a grand staircase, turning slightly to glance back. His expression was calm, his movements precise as always, but there was something unreadable in his gaze—something Catherine couldn’t quite place.
“This way,” he said, his voice gentle but firm. He gestured toward a narrower hallway branching off from the main one, its dim light offering the promise of privacy, of somewhere they could settle.
Catherine nodded, her grip on Jason’s hand easing slightly as they followed. She didn’t look back again.
Notes:
Catherine *Those are really sweet, innocent puppies. Where is their mommy?”
Also Catherine: *They will hurt my pup and mock him and beat him and I can’t do anything.*
Also Catherine: *Out of my way. Gonna be their Mama*
Chapter 5
Notes:
Hello People.
We got quiete a bit of backflashes in this chapter. The first one is not that heavy triggerwise. The worst thing is practically a semi-on screen birth - but like 2-3 sentences.
The second flashback is a bit heavier trigger-wise. It’s practically Willis and Cathrine getting ready for bed, so nakedness, crude speech, expected sexual intercourse (but no sex on screen) and basically Willis stinky feet Catherine has to rub.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The power your own child holds over you was wildly terrifying and hopelessly addicting. Like standing in the path of a flood you’d gladly drown in. Catherine had learned that the moment she held Jason for the first time.
The delivery had been brutal. Quick and violent, her body had torn, leaving her in need of stitches. She’d walked alone through the darkened streets to Dr. Thompson’s clinic, three blocks from her apartment, the icy morning air searing her lungs with every step. Her water had broken suddenly—three weeks early—and with it had come the sharp, unrelenting pain that gripped her abdomen and left her trembling. She had no time to wait. Willis, her alpha, had been out all night drinking, unreachable.
She’d known the risks, the dangers of being an unprotected omega out in the open, especially in her state. The possibility of crossing paths with an Alpha was a shadow over every step. A lone omega, clearly in labor, was an easy target. Alphas could smell her vulnerability, and without Willis at her side, there would be no protection.
By the time she stumbled into the waiting room of the clinic, that treated omegas without a signature or the presence of their Alpha, she was drenched, her clothes sticking to her from the waist down, still leaking fluid.
A dull ache spread through her back as she sank into one of the hard plastic chairs, the faint scent of disinfectant mingling with the sterile hum of fluorescent lights. There had been other omegas there, watching her with quiet pity, and she’d bit down on her lip to keep from crying.
There was no soft encouragement, no hand to hold, no Alpha to guide her through the pain. Just the midwife’s firm, practiced voice and pain.
But then Jason was born, and everything changed.
The midwife handed him to her, a tiny bundle slick with blood and vernix, his face red and scrunched in displeasure at the world. She pressed him against her chest, marveling at the impossible weight of him, the heat of his little body against hers.
He was the most beautiful thing she had ever seen. His nose was small and delicate, his tiny fists clenched with a determination far too big for his size, and his eyes, half-lidded and unfocused, blinked groggily up at her. It was as though he had always known her, had always been hers. Tears welled in her eyes, spilling down her cheeks as she leaned over him, her heart swelling to a size she hadn’t known was possible.
"Hello, my sweet pup," she whispered, her voice breaking as she stroked his cheek. Her fingers came away slick with vernix, but she didn’t care. The world had narrowed down to just this moment, to him.
And then she inhaled, and his scent struck her like sunlight after a storm. It was intoxicating, more powerful than she could have imagined, filling every corner of her senses. He smelled of new rain, clean and fresh as the earth's first sigh after a downpour. It was vibrant and alive, sharp with the coolness of petrichor but softened by a sweetness that lingered just beneath—a faint, haylike warmth that spoke of cotton plants in bloom. The smell was pure and perfect, untainted by the world, so strong and vivid that it took her breath away.
Her body responded instantly, every instinct within her alight with a fierce, protective need. She kissed the top of his damp head, her lips lingering against the downy softness of his hair as she inhaled again and again, imprinting every nuance of his scent into her memory. It was the most beautiful thing she had ever experienced, binding her to him in a way that felt as eternal as the stars themselves.
In that moment, nothing else mattered.
In that moment, it didn’t matter that Willis wasn’t there. It didn’t matter that the clinic staff had eyed her with weary suspicion, or that she’d been reminded yet again how powerless omegas like her were in a world built to serve their alphas.
All that mattered was Jason. He was hers, and she loved him with a fierceness that bordered on desperation.
He was the best thing that had ever happened to her, and she would tear the world apart to keep him safe.
Jason was warm and soft against her chest, his little fingers still clutching her dress as he slept deeply, his breath turning slower and more steady.
The quiet of the room was almost too much to bear, but it was also a kind of solace she hadn’t known she needed. She felt Jason’s heartbeat against her own, a slow, rhythmic pulse that kept her grounded. He was the only thing that mattered now. She clung to the peace of this rare moment, where nothing else existed but her and her son.
For the first time in what felt like forever, Catherine allowed herself to relax. Her shoulders dropped, tension she hadn’t realized was there melting away as her eyes fluttered shut.
Time passed in a haze of half-sleep. Her mind drifted between conscious thoughts and restless dreams, her body too exhausted to stay alert but too anxious to fall into a deep rest. She didn’t hear the knock at the door.
But when the door opened, it creaked softly—just enough to disturb the fragile silence that had settled in the room. Catherine’s eyes snapped open, her heart jumping into her throat before she had a chance to make sense of the sound.
The figure that stood in the doorway was unmistakable—tall, imposing, and yet… hesitant. Alpha Wayne.
Catherine froze, her body rigid in a flash of panic. Her first instinct was to move, to hide Jason, to cover him with something. She felt her pulse hammering in her throat, the blood rushing to her ears as she instinctively tried to make herself small, to shield her son from the intrusion.
Jason stirred in her arms, a slight movement, but he didn’t wake. His soft, contented breathing continued, and Catherine held him tighter, the panic rising inside her chest like a tidal wave she couldn’t stop.
Alpha Wayne didn’t move at first, just stood there in the doorway, the air thick with the scent of rich wood and warm brown sugar, as if the room itself was absorbing his presence. It was overwhelming, a silent weight that seemed to stretch through every corner, every inch of space.
His presence, his smell, was overwhelming, filling the room with a quiet pressure. It was as if he was waiting for something, maybe for her to speak or make a move. But Catherine couldn’t do either. She was frozen, her heart thumping in her ears as she tried to calm herself. She knew—knew—that she couldn’t let him see Jason like this. In her lap. So vulnerable.
She wasn’t supposed to coddle him, not in front of anyone, least of all someone like Alpha Wayne.
Behind closed doors, Jason was her entire world—her reason for enduring everything she had to. But in the world outside, she couldn’t risk showing it so openly.
But here he was, curled up on her lap, his face still blotchy from earlier tears, his little fingers tangled in her dress. She’d tried to put him down after he fell asleep, she really had. But every time she’d started to move, the way his hand clung to her had stopped her. He needed this, needed her. And she… couldn’t deny him. Not after everything he’d been through.
But she knew how it looked—Jason, so small and vulnerable, cradled in her arms like he was a baby.
“Alpha Wayne,” she said, her voice a little too quick, a little too breathless as she tried to mask her unease. She shifted slightly, as if she might still manage to put Jason down without drawing too much attention to it. But Jason stirred, his hand tightening in her dress, and Catherine’s heart clenched.
“Good evening, Catherine. I hope you rested well.” His tone was low, even, almost soft, and the unexpected gentleness of it made her heart clench.
“Yes, Alpha,” she replied, her voice rushed and too eager, betraying her nerves. She swallowed hard, knowing she couldn’t ignore what was right in front of him. “Please, Alpha, pardon me coddling him. It is not a regular thing. He is usually not like this. Jason understands his place in your household, Alpha.”
Her words came too fast, a flood of excuses that made her feel small and exposed. She hated how desperate she sounded but couldn’t stop herself. She had to make it clear that Jason wouldn’t be a burden, that she wouldn’t allow him to be.
“It’s fine,” the Alpha said, his voice calm, steady. “Please don’t stress about it.”
Catherine blinked, startled by the answer. He didn’t sound angry, didn’t look annoyed. Instead, he stood there with a quiet weight in his posture, his broad shoulders just slightly slumped. His face, sharp and imposing in the sharp angles of the hallway light, softened at the edges. There was a gentleness in the way he held himself, the way his hands rested loosely at his sides instead of clenched, his voice lacking the sharpness she’d grown used to from Alpha Willis.
“It’s a new place for him here,” he continued, his gaze lingering on Jason’s sleeping face. “And an exciting day, I suppose.”
“Yes, Alpha. Sure, Alpha,” Catherine answered quickly, nodding so fast it made her feel lightheaded. She needed to get this right, needed to show her gratitude. “Thank you for choosing me as your Omega. I’m beyond grateful, Alpha Wayne. We both are.”
She was babbling now, her hands clutching Jason just a little tighter as she tried to force her heart to slow down.
Alpha Wayne stepped closer, his movements slow and deliberate. He stopped a few feet from the bed, far enough that she didn’t feel cornered but close enough that the air between them seemed heavier. Catherine’s breath caught, and her mind raced. This was it, wasn’t it? He would claim her now. Bite her, mark her. Jason was asleep—he wouldn’t notice. It would be fine.
But tge Alpha didn’t move closer. He stood there, his gaze fixed on Jason’s slack face, and Catherine couldn’t read him. She didn’t understand what he was thinking.
“I’m sure he needs the rest,” he said finally, his voice low. “But he also needs to eat. Dinner is served, and I was coming to get you.”
Catherine froze, her mind scrambling to catch up. Dinner. He wanted them to eat. Something settled in her chest, a flicker of relief that she tried to stamp out before it could grow. It didn’t mean anything. It was too soon to hope for anything.
Still, the thought of food stirred something deep in her stomach, something raw and hollow. She hadn’t eaten since breakfast at the facility. Jason hadn’t either, except for the two cookies and the sips of tea. But they were used to getting by on less.
If Alpha Wayne hadn’t come for them, she wouldn’t have dared to ask for anything until tomorrow. Not breakfast—they’d need to prove themselves first, show that they weren’t useless, that they could pull their weight. After that, she might have begged him for something small for Jason, maybe a little for herself.
But now… dinner. Could it really be true? That they would get to eat tonight?
The thought twisted into a new worry. What if they were only supposed to serve the family during dinner? That would make sense. They were new here, unproven. But that was fine too. She and Jason could wait, could stand at the edges of the dining room and make themselves invisible. If they did well, maybe there would be leftovers. Enough to quiet the gnawing ache in Jason’s belly before bed.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. She shifted slightly, trying to steel herself for whatever came next.
Jason mumbled in his sleep, but didn’t stir at Catherine movements or the voices in the room. She subtly let her fingers brush his hair, her thumb tracing his cheek, the soft skin that she adored more than anything.
He was so small, his body still curled protectively against her. It felt wrong to wake him when he looked so peaceful, but Alpha Wayne was watching, waiting, and she had no choice.
“Jason,” she whispered softly, leaning close. Her lips almost grazed his ear as she called his name again, gentle but firm. “Sweetheart, it’s time to wake up.”
Catherine rubbed at her aching eyes, the weight of the day settling deep into her bones. It had been relentless—caring for her sweet pup, preparing meals, cleaning the messes Willis left behind. She had been on her feet all day, every moment spent ensuring Willis was comfortable and satisfied, that nothing was amiss.
Time had slipped by in a blur, the hours bleeding into one another until the exhaustion made her eyelids feel like lead. She hadn’t even undressed yet, still sitting perched on the edge of the bed, the mattress sagging slightly beneath her, her knees pressed together and her hands resting limply in her lap.
The fabric of her dress clung to her, stained with the remnants of the day’s work—a smudge of flour from the bread she’d baked that morning, a damp patch from where her pup’s tiny fingers had tugged at her hem after spilling milk. It was a catalog of her efforts.
The hum of the bathroom fan buzzed faintly in the background, punctuated by the occasional grunt or cough from Willis. She knew better than to expect him to hurry. Willis had a routine. He would sit on the toilet for as long as he pleased, sometimes scrolling on his phone, other times simply enjoying the solitude he claimed as his right. He never seemed to care that Catherine’s own needs were left waiting, dangling precariously on the edge of her exhaustion. She didn’t mind—or at least she told herself she didn’t.
Willis had a routine. He liked her naked at night, her body available and ready, so she never lingered in the bathroom for long—just brushing her teeth, quickly undressing, and if she was lucky, she might have enough time to braid her hair before she climbed into bed next to him.
If she climbed into bed dressed, even in something as modest as a nightgown, he would see it as an affront—a failure to meet his expectations. So she waited, her legs aching, her back stiff from the long hours on her feet. She had learned long ago that her comfort came second, a distant afterthought to his desires.
The air from the bathroom drifted into the bedroom, thick and sour, a pungent reminder of his presence. She swallowed the instinctive grimace that rose to her lips. Even the small act of wrinkling her nose felt like a rebellion she couldn’t afford. Instead, she sat still, her gaze fixed on the wall in front of her, the edges of her vision blurring as her exhaustion weighed heavier with each passing second.
Her head dipped forward, the heaviness in her eyes impossible to fight. She hadn’t intended to fall asleep, but the quiet weight of her exhaustion had overtaken her. She barely noticed the moment her mind drifted, until a sharp bark of her name snapped her awake.
“Catherine!”
Her heart lurched into her throat, panic flooding through her as she jolted upright. Her body felt stiff and disoriented, the sleepiness lingering in her limbs. She blinked rapidly, trying to focus on the figure standing in the bathroom doorway. Willis loomed there, his shirt untucked, the ends hanging loosely as if they could barely contain the fury building beneath them. His belt dangled from his hand like a threat, his face flushed with anger.
“Yes, Alpha!” she gasped, her voice thick with panic.
“You fell asleep?” His voice cracked like a whip, sharp and incredulous. “I’m in there, after busting my ass the whole day, and you think you get to just doze off? Like your work’s done for the night?”
Catherine’s mouth went dry. Her hands trembled as she scrambled to her feet, unsure of what to do, her body already tense from the anticipated punishment. “I’m sorry, Alpha,” she stammered, her voice barely above a whisper. “I didn’t mean to—”
“You didn’t mean to?” His voice raised an octave, full of disdain. He stepped toward her, his boots thudding heavily against the floor as he moved. He smelled like wet woolsocks, left lying around for to long. “The least you could’ve done is wait with the damn lighter. Or is it too much for you to care if I have a smoke after I shit?”
His words hung in the air, sharp and biting. Catherine’s eyes dropped to the floor, her heart sinking lower as she felt the weight of her failure settle over her. She had failed to be attentive—again.
She had forgotten the lighter on the nightstand. But she knew better than to say so. “I’ll get it for you, Alpha,” she murmured quickly, reaching for it.
“Don’t bother,” he snapped, snatching it off the table himself. He lit his cigarette, inhaling deeply before blowing the smoke in her direction. She didn’t know if the pundent smell of tobacco was Willis own scent or the cigarette.
“Pathetic,” he spit.
“I’m sorry, Alpha,” she repeated softly, her voice barely above a whisper.
He sat heavily on the bed, the mattress groaning under his weight. “What else did you forget, huh? Did you get the other blanket out? Or am I going to be freezing my ass off again tonight because you’re too lazy to care?”
Catherine moved quickly, her feet barely touching the floor as she darted into the hallway. Willis’s words rang in her ears like the echo of a storm, loud and inescapable. She hadn’t forgotten, but explaining that to him would only make things worse. Her hands trembled as she approached Jason’s little nest in the corner of the hallway. Her heart squeezed painfully at the sight of it, at how small and vulnerable her pup looked, curled up beneath the meager covering she’d managed to provide. There was so little left for him now, and even less for herself. But Willis’s needs came first; they always did.
Jason stirred as she carefully unbundled one of the two blankets he had, his tiny fist clutching at the fabric instinctively. Her throat tightened as she worked to free it without waking him, whispering soft, soothing nonsense under her breath. “Shh, my love, just a moment,” she murmured, tucking the remaining blanket snugly around his small frame.
Satisfied he wouldn’t be cold, she turned and padded back to the bedroom, clutching the blanket to her chest. Willis sat slouched on the edge of the bed, his massive form dominating the space. He looked at her with impatience, his expression darkened by a day’s worth of petty irritations he would inevitably take out on her.
“You’re so slow,” he muttered as she draped the blanket over his side of the bed, smoothing it carefully so it lay just how he liked it. “Always dragging your feet like I’m not sitting here waiting. What would you even do without me to tell you what needs fixing?”
“I’m sorry, Alpha,” Catherine said softly, bowing her head as she stepped closer to him. She knew better than to defend herself, better than to say she hadn’t forgotten, hadn’t slacked off. The truth didn’t matter to Willis—not when he’d already decided she was at fault.
“Come on,” he grunted, leaning back slightly and lifting one booted foot toward her. “How long do I have to wait around here to get out of these damn boots?”
Catherine dropped to her knees without hesitation, her body moving automatically into the position that had become second nature. She pressed her fingers to the thick laces of his boots, tugging them loose with careful precision. The weight of his gaze bore down on her, heavy and oppressive, and she kept her eyes fixed on her hands, never daring to meet his.
The first boot came free with a sharp pull, its sole caked with dirt and grime that scattered onto the floor as she set it aside. She would have to sweep tomorrow, maybe twice, just to clean the trail he’d left through the apartment. But for now, her focus remained on his feet, on peeling away the layers of filth that clung to him.
His socks came next, damp and rank with the sour stench of sweat. Catherine’s stomach churned as she worked them free, the moist fabric clinging stubbornly to his skin. She didn’t let her revulsion show, didn’t wrinkle her nose or hesitate, because Willis would notice. He always noticed.
“You should wash my boots tomorrow,” he said, his tone casual but laced with expectation. “They’re a mess. Can’t have me walking around in trash, can we?”
“No, Alpha,” Catherine murmured, setting the damp socks aside and folding her hands neatly in her lap. “I’ll take care of it first thing.”
“Good.” He leaned back, stretching his legs out in front of him and flexing his toes. “You’re lucky I’m not making you clean them right now. Maybe I should, just to teach you not to forget things like the damn blanket.”
Her chest tightened, but she forced herself to nod, to keep her voice steady and submissive. “Thank you, Alpha. I’ll do better.”
Willis’s lips curled into a smirk as he reached down to pat her head, his large hand heavy against her hair. The gesture was more demeaning than affectionate, a silent reminder of her place beneath him. “Yeah, you will,” he said. “You’re not bad at this stuff, Catherine. Just need a little more training, that’s all.”
She swallowed hard, her head bowing lower under the weight of his words. “Yes, Alpha,” she whispered.
Catherine’s heart sank as Willis’s smirk widened. His thick fingers lingered for a moment on her scalp, pressing just hard enough to remind her of his dominance, before withdrawing. She knew that look, the calculated glint in his eye that told her he wasn’t finished. He leaned back into the mattress with a groan, shifting his weight so his feet stretched out in front of him.
“Since you’re already down there,” he drawled lazily, gesturing to his bare feet, “might as well make yourself useful. Rub ’em. They’re killing me after today.”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine murmured, her voice soft but obedient, as she shifted onto her knees once more. The floorboards dug into her legs, a dull ache she didn’t dare acknowledge, as she reached for his feet. The damp, clammy skin made her hesitate for the briefest moment, but she forced herself to push past her revulsion. Her hands worked methodically, kneading his calloused soles with practiced precision. She focused on the motions, pressing and rubbing as he liked, knowing too well the consequences of getting it wrong.
Willis sighed in satisfaction, exhaling a stream of cigarette smoke that curled into the air above him before descending in a noxious cloud around her face. The acrid smell burned her nostrils, stinging her eyes, but she didn’t flinch. Instead, she kept her head bowed, her fingers diligently working over the rough planes of his feet.
“You’ve got some strong hands for an omega,” Willis commented with a snort, his voice tinged with mockery. “Guess that’s what happens when you’re scrubbing floors all day. Not exactly delicate, are you?”
Catherine’s chest tightened.
“No, Alpha,” she agreed, her hands continuing their dutiful rhythm.
Willis chuckled, taking another drag from his cigarette. The cherry flared brightly in the dim room, casting flickering shadows across his face. “You’re lucky, you know. Some alphas wouldn’t bother putting up with a lazy omega like you. They’d send you packing, let you rot in one of those shelters until you learned some gratitude.”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine whispered, her fingers pressing into the arch of his foot. She hoped the steady motion would satisfy him, that her submission would quell his irritation.
He leaned forward slightly, blowing another plume of smoke directly into her face. She felt the heat of it against her skin, the sharp sting in her eyes, but she didn’t dare cough or pull away. Instead, she let the smoke envelop her, her breath shallow and controlled.
Willis chuckled softly, shaking his head as he studied her. “You know,” he said, his tone almost conversational, “you’re a funny one, Kitty-Cat. Always sitting there so meek, like a little doll, like you don’t got a damn opinion of your own.” He paused to take another drag from the cigarette, the ember glowing bright in the dim light. “Guess that’s why I keep you around, huh? You don’t give me trouble like some of those other bitches out there. Don’t yap my ear off or demand stuff.”
Catherine’s stomach twisted at his words, but she only murmured, “Thank you, Alpha.”
“Damn right,” Willis muttered, a smirk tugging at his lips. “At least you’ve learned something.” He gestured with the cigarette, a lazy flick of his wrist. “But you still don’t smell as good as you used to, y’know. That pup’s really doing a number on you.”
Her hands clenched briefly before she forced herself to relax them, smoothing the fabric of her dress to hide the involuntary reaction. “I’ll try harder, Alpha,” she said quietly.
“You better.” He blew another plume of smoke toward her, leaning forward slightly. “You know how lucky you are, right?
Catherine lowered her head further, her voice trembling as she replied, “I do, Alpha. I’m grateful to be yours.”
“At least you’re still as cute as ever, Kitty-Cat,” Willis said, his voice thick with satisfaction. His scent became dryer, like a woolen sweater ironed for to long, as she continued to rub his feet, her hands moving with practiced care.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured.
Willis chuckled, a deep, rumbling sound that made her stomach twist. “Still remember that first night,” he said, his voice laced with mockery. “You lying there, wide-eyed and clueless. Didn’t have the slightest idea how to handle a real man like me. But I taught you, didn’t I?”
“You did, Alpha.”
Catherine’s eyes lowered instinctively, catching sight of the bulge beneath his jeans. A wave of nausea and dread rolled through her, as his scent thickened, but she kept her head down.
Willis finished his cigarette and stubbed it out in the ashtray perched precariously on the edge of the nightstand. She had placed it there earlier, as he’d instructed, knowing he would expect it ready and waiting. The glass rattled faintly as he ground the butt into it, the sound sharp and jarring in the quiet room.
Willis stretched, yawning loudly as he leaned back against the pillows. “Alright, that’s enough,” he said, waving a hand dismissively. “Go get yourself cleaned up or whatever it is you bitches do. And don’t take all night. I still got needs, don’t I?”
His hand dropped to his lap, boldly palming himself as his grin turned lecherous.
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine replied, rising to her feet with deliberate care. Her knees protested as she stood, the lingering ache a reminder of how long she’d knelt before him. She moved toward the bathroom without hesitation, her steps quiet and measured.
The bathroom door clicked softly behind her, and for a fleeting moment, she allowed herself to exhale. The air in the tiny space was stale and damp, but it was a reprieve from the oppressive presence of the bedroom. She turned the tap, letting the cool water rush over her hands, scrubbing away the grime and sweat that clung to her skin. Her reflection stared back at her from the cracked mirror, pale and drawn, her eyes dull with exhaustion.
She didn’t linger. Willis hated waiting, and she couldn’t afford to test his patience. Drying her hands quickly, she began unbuttoning her dress, the fabric stiff and stained from the day’s labor. She would need to wash it tomorrow, along with everything else, but for now, she folded it neatly and set it aside.
Dressed in nothing she gave herself a quick wash down with the rag that Willis had used before her. As soon as she was finished, she braided her hair with deft fingers, ensuring it was neat and out of the way as Willis preferred.
The routine was automatic, a sequence of motions she performed without thought, her body moving on autopilot as her mind drifted to thoughts of Jason. She hoped he was warm enough, that the single blanket left for him would be enough to ward off the chill of the night.
When she returned to the bedroom, Willis was sprawled across the bed, his heavy frame taking up more than his share of the space. He was naked, his thick dick half-hard on his hairy stomach. He looked at her with a lazy smirk, his eyes raking over her as she approached.
“Finally,” he muttered, patting the mattress beside him. “Took you long enough.”
“I’m sorry, Alpha,” Catherine said, feeling the breeze of the apartment on her peaky breast. She feels her nipple harden, reacting to the cold.
Willis, aparently liking what he saw, grabbed his dick, rubbing his hand up and down his thick shaft. “Come on Kitty-Cat. Show me what you have learnt.”
Notes:
Okay, wow that was heavy, right?
Next chapter will be more in the present, so we will have more of Bruce and his kids and I promise it will get uploaded soon ☺️
Chapter 6
Notes:
So Trigger Warning I guess:
First Part: it‘s more or less only degrading speech and Omegaverse typical structures like kneeling. If you are not comfortable with chrustian religion used in Omegaverse (praying, god-given natural order) you should skip the first cursive part.
Second Part: Omega typical structures and walking on bare feet until they bleed but like not super graphic- both are seen through Jasons eyes (third person), as is most of the chapter so it‘s relativly harmless this time.
Let me know what you think of the whole chapter. I know it‘s going to be pretty long but I didn‘t want to part it into two.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jason stirred with a groggy murmur, his small hand clutching at her dress before his eyes fluttered open. His face shifted from soft confusion to stark fear as his gaze landed on mamas new Alpha, looming just behind Catherine. Jason sat up quickly, his body stiffening, but Catherine smoothed a hand over his back to calm him.
“It’s okay,” she said quietly, though Jason’s breathing had already quickened, soothingly. But Jason was past listening.
Jason’s pulse roared in his ears as he shifted off his mother’s lap, leaving the safe nest of lavender and freshly mowed grass, Mamas smell. His small frame was trembling as he crawled to the floor. He kept his head bowed, his chin nearly touching his chest. His hands, tiny and unsteady, planted themselves on the ground to support him as he knelt in front of Alpha Wayne, too scared to look up.
He knew this was wrong. Knew better than to have let it happen. They’d drilled it into him at the facility—an Alpha might tolerate a bond between an Omega parent and their shared child, but Jason wasn’t Alpha Wayne’s pup. He was just a burden in this new house, a reminder of his mother’s past.
His voice, small and shaking, stumbled out before he could stop it. “I’m sorry, Alpha Wayne,” Jason whispered, his throat tight. “It’s my fault. I shouldn’t—Mama didn’t mean to—” His words faltered, breaking as he sucked in a trembling breath. “Please don’t be mad at Mama.“
He waited, bracing himself for the inevitable. His own Alpha father had been quick with talking with his fists and even quicker with angry words. And Alpha Wayne was larger than life. Jason’s small shoulders hunched under its weight.
But instead the Alpha crouched down to Jason’s level. The sudden movement made Jason flinch, his arms snapping up briefly, as if to shield his head before dropping back down.
“It‘s all fine, Jason,” the Alpha said, his voice steady and quiet. There was something in Alpha Waynes scent that reminded Jason of the cookies he’d been allowed to eat earlier.
Jason’s chest tightened further, his breath catching in his throat. He didn’t understand. Alphas didn’t speak like this. They didn’t kneel like this. They didn’t smell like this. His Alpha father had always smelled like damp wool and tobacco, even when he wasn’t smoking.
“You‘re fine. You‘ve had a long day,” the Alpha said, his tone impossibly calm.
Jason risked a glance upward, his wide eyes darting to Alpha Waynes face before quickly dropping again. It was a trick. It had to be. No Alpha stayed calm when rules were broken. No Alpha spoke this softly when they were displeased.
Jason hunched further, trying to make himself smaller. His knees hurt against the hard floor, but he didn’t dare shift. Alphas didn’t like it when you moved too much, when you didn’t stay where they wanted you to be.
Jason’s eyes darted toward his mother, desperate for guidance. Catherine hovered a few steps away, her hands clasped tightly in front of her as if she didn’t know what to do. Her face was carefully composed, but Jason knew Mama well—he saw the tightness in her jaw, the faint tremor in her fingers. She looked at him with a quiet urgency, her lips pressing together as though she wanted to say something but didn’t dare.
Jason swallowed hard, his heart pounding. He wanted to run to her, to hide behind her skirt the way he used back home. His Alpha father mocked them for it. Calling them both week useless bitches but he didn‘t stop them from cuddling together in their makeshift next in the corner of the hallway when he didn‘t have any use for them.
Jason remembers that he also always had to stay in the little nest alone when his Alpha father needed Mama to relieve some stress. Only during Alpha fathers ruts Mama moved the nest into the build in closet, out if sight but not so far away that she couldn‘t still hear him.
Jasons gaze moved to the bed and then across the room. There was no nest, no built in closet were it could be hidden from sight. Alphas didn‘t like Omegas pathetic nests. Jason wondered where he was supposed to hide during Alpha Waynes ruts.
He squeezed his eyes shut and forced himself to look back at Alpha Wayne.
He hadn’t moved. His hand hovered in the air now, a quiet offering, palm up and open. Jason’s gaze lingered on it, confusion prickling at the edges of his fear.
“Come on,” the Alpha said, still soft but firmer now. “We’ll go downstairs and get some food.”
Jason swallowed hard. His tummy growled at the word food, but he didn’t move. He couldn’t. He didn’t understand what the Alpha wanted from him. He glanced at Mama again, his little chest heaving.
She gave him the tiniest nod, her mouth all pinched like she wanted to say something but couldn’t. Jason’s breath hitched. He had to do it.
He reached out, his hand small and shaky as it brushed against the Alpha’s palm. His fingers felt like they didn’t work right, stiff and scared. The Alpha’s hand closed around his, not tight like he expected. Just warm and big and… waiting.
Jason’s legs wobbled when the Alpha stood, and he almost tripped. His hand tightened in the Alpha’s, trying not to fall. He couldn’t fall. That would be bad.
“You’re alright,” Alpha Wayne said again, but Jason didn’t know if he was. He kept his head down, his free hand gripping his shirt so hard it bunched up under his fingers.
Mama followed behind them, her steps soft and careful, her scent calming him. Jason wanted to look back at her, wanted to make sure she was okay, but he didn’t. Alphas didn’t like it when you didn’t pay attention to them.
He didn’t know where they were going, what was going to happen. His tummy growled again, loud enough that he was scared the Alpha might hear it. He squeezed his eyes shut. He had to be good. He had to be quiet. That was the only way to make sure nothing went wrong. Everyone had told him so at the facility.
Jason didn’t look up as the Alpha guided him into the dining room, his eyes fixed on the shiny tips of Alpha Waynes polished shoes. The room smelled warm and rich, and Jason’s nose twitched at the scents, his stomach tightening.
When Jason finally dared to look up he saw table stretched on and on, covered with plates and bowls of food that gleamed under the golden light. Jason’s steps faltered, his legs wobbling as he took it all in—roasted chicken, piles of mashed potatoes, bright green broccoli, bowls of roasted carrots, a basket of shiny bread rolls, and a dish of something cheesy and bubbling that made his mouth water even though he didn’t know what it was called. It looked like a feast out of the storys Mama used to read to him when she had time.
He spotted Alpha Dick right away, sitting close to Beta Alfred with an easy grin that made Jason feel small and clumsy in comparison. He remembered how the young Alpha had talked to him, full of energy and questions, his voice too bright and loud.
Then there was Tim, smaller than his Alpha brother and younger but taller than Jason, his sharp eyes peering at Jason like he was trying to figure him out. Jason thought there was not much to figure out about himself and he quickly look away.
The Alpha gently let go of his hand and motioned for him to sit. Mama lingered behind Jason, her hands twisting nervously in front of her. Jason glanced back at her, his chest tight, hoping she’d give him some kind of sign about what to do. But she just gave him a small nod, her face pale, so Jason climbed awkwardly into the chair Alpha Wayne had pulled out for him.
The chair was too big. His feet dangled far above the floor, and he gripped the edge of the table with both hands to steady himself. On Alpha Waynes sign, Mama sat beside him, her movements stiff and careful.
“Everything looks wonderful, Alfred,” Alpha Wayne said said, his voice calm and steady as he glanced at the older man across from him at the head of the table. Huh, nobody sat at the head. Jason remembered that Alpha Grandfather had always sat at the head whenever they were over to have sunday lunch at their house. Back home, there was no head of the table. It way retangular.
“Thank you, Master Bruce,” Beta Alfred replied smoothly, his voice warm but formal. “I trust it will be to everyone’s liking.” He glanced at Jason and Mama briefly, offering the faintest smile, but Jason quickly looked away, too nervous to meet his eyes.
Jason sat still as a statue as Alpha Wayne, and Alpha Dick began serving themselves.
Jason watched out of the corner of his eye, his mouth watering as Alpha Dick piled the cheesy noodles dish onto his plate, followed by a roll, some carrots and a big piece of chicken.
Beta Alfred leaned over, steady and deliberate, guiding Tim’s small hands as the boy struggled to spoon mashed potatoes onto his plate. “Careful, Master Tim,” the old Beta said, his voice warm but firm. Once the potatoes were settled, he asked gently, “Chicken and bread as well?”
Tim gave a small nod, his gaze fixed on the table. With practiced ease, Beta Alfred placed a warm roll and a perfectly cut piece of chicken beside the potatoes. Tim’s frown deepened when the old man reached for the broccoli.
Beta Alfred arched one brow. Without a word, he spooned a modest portion of the green florets onto Tim’s plate. Tim didn’t protest, though he glared at the offending vegetables as if they were a personal insult.
He poked at them with his fork, his scowl deepening as Beta Alfred straightened .
“Broccoli builds strong bones, Master Tim,” Beta Alfred said lightly, with a knowing glance across the table.
Jason sat frozen, his hands in his lap, his plate empty, while Beta Alfred began serving himself. Mama’s plate was empty too, and she didn’t look at him, her eyes focused on her hands held in her lap like she was trying to make herself invisible.
It made sense. Of course they didn’t get to eat yet. The Alphas were supposed to eat first and their cherished pups and whoever Beta Alfred was to Alpha Wayne, and then maybe—if they were quiet and good—there would be something left for them.
Jason pressed his lips together, trying to keep the hunger in his belly from turning into tears. He could wait. The facility had told him from now on it would be like that. He wouldn’t be a cherished pup anymore that got to eat at the same time as his Alpha Father and Alpha Grandfather.
Jason hadn’t thought so back than but Alpha Grandfather had actually shown mercie when he let the Omegas eat at the same time and the same table.
The smell of roast beef and gravy filled the room, mingling with the faint scent of potatoes and corn. Jason sat at the wooden table, his feet dangling above the floor. The table itself felt enormous, like the pulpit his Alpha Grandfather preached from every Sunday, and tonight, his voice filled the room just the same.
“Let us pray,” the Alpha declared, raising his hands toward the ceiling. The words were a command, one no one dared hesitate to obey.
Jason watched as Mama and Grandmother stood from their chairs, the sound of their movements soft and careful. Grandmother moved like a ghost, her steps measured, her shoulders stooped under the weight of invisible years. Her gray hair was twisted into a perfect bun, not a strand out of place.
She sank to her knees at Grandfather’s feet with the precision of someone who had done it so many times that the act itself seemed inevitable, like breathing. Her forehead touched the floor just in front of his polished shoes, and she did not move again.
Mama followed, her steps quicker, more uncertain. Jason’s heart tightened as he watched her. Her hair shone in the dim light, and her movements seemed rushed compared to Grandmother’s, but she was graceful in her own way—warmer somehow. Jason always thought Mama looked like a real person, someone with life in her eyes, someone strong. She wasn’t like Grandmother.
Mama knelt beside her own mother, her forehead lowering to the floor, and Jason wanted to squirm in his chair. He didn’t like seeing Mama like this. It didn’t feel right.
He glanced at his Alpha Father, seated across the table. Willis, thats what Jason called him in his head, since Willis last beat up Mama until she couldn’t walk for a whol morning, had his head bowed, his hands clasped in front of him like he was trying to look solemn, but Jason could see the way his elbow rested lazily against the table’s edge, his shoulders slouched just a little too far. He always talked big about being a strong, God-fearing Alpha, but there was something messy about him, even when he tried to act perfect. Jason didn’t think Alpha Grandfather liked that much.
Jason dropped his gaze to his lap, his hands fidgeting against his empty plate as his Alpha Grandfather raised his arms higher. The room felt too quiet except for the preachers voice, which seemed to echo off the walls, filling every corner.
“Lord Almighty,” Alpha Grandfather began, his voice booming with practiced authority, “we come before You with reverence and gratitude, for You, in Your infinite wisdom, have given us the gift of order. You have made Alphas to lead, to rule, and to carry the burden of strength. You have imbued us with Your will, made us the image of Your authority, so we may guide this world with unyielding hands.”
Jason glanced at Mama again, peeking through his lashes. She hadn’t moved at all, her forehead still pressed to the floor. He couldn’t see her face, but he wished she’d look up. Just for a second.
“And we thank You, Lord,” Grandfather continued, his voice growing heavier, “for the Omegas You have placed in our care. Let them remain humble, obedient, and grateful for their roles as servants to Your divine hierarchy. May they remember that their purpose is not to question, but to submit, to reflect the grace of Your design through their silence and servitude.”
Jason’s chest ached. He didn’t know why Alpha Grandfather had to talk like that, why he had to make Mama and Grandmother kneel on the hard floor with their foreheads pressed down next to his shoes. It didn’t seem fair.
“Let these Omegas,” Alpha Grandfather said, and his eyes flicked downward to the two kneeling figures, “find strength not in rebellion, but in their submission. Let them understand that their silence is their salvation, their obedience their offering to You, Lord. For only in their service to Alphas can they fulfill the purpose You have given them.”
Jason pressed his hands into his thighs, trying to ignore the weird twisting feeling in his stomach. He wanted the prayer to be over already. His feet dangled above the floor, swinging slightly before he realized it and stopped, afraid his Alpha Grandfather might notice.
“Bless this meal,” Alpha Grandfather finally said, his voice softening just enough to signal the end. “And bless the hands that prepared it under the guidance of Alphas. Let it strengthen us to continue Your work. Amen.”
“Amen,” Willis echoed, his voice a little louder than necessary, like he was trying to impress someone. Jason mumbled the word after him, his voice small and quick, blending in with the sound of chairs shifting.
Alpha Grandfather lowered his hands and looked down at the two Omegas at his feet. Jason thought Mama’s shoulders looked tense, but Grandmother didn’t move, not even a little.
“Rise,” the Alpha said, his voice firm.
Mama pushed herself up first, her hands brushing the floor as she stood. She moved quickly, but Jason noticed the slight tremble in her hands before she clasped them in front of her and returned to her chair.
Grandmother rose more slowly, her back curved just a little, like she couldn’t straighten all the way anymore. Her movements were deliberate, every step calculated, like after all these years of servitude she was still afraid of making a mistake.
Jason’s eyes followed Mama as she sat down, her gaze fixed on her empty plate. She folded her hands in her lap, her fingers still trembling slightly, and Jason’s chest hurt all over again. She didn’t look at him, and he wished she would.
Alpha Grandfather’s knife scraped methodically against the roast, the sound sharp and precise as he carved each slice. The meat gleamed under the dining room’s dim light, perfectly cooked, the aroma mingling with that of buttered potatoes and warm gravy.
Jason sat in silence, his feet dangling above the polished wooden floor, his hands resting on either side of his empty plate. He tried not to fidget; he knew the rules by now.
Sunday dinner at Alpha Grandfather’s house happened every couple of weeks, and though the portions here were always bigger than at home, he hated how Mama was treated.
“Serve,” the Alpha ordered when he finished carving, gesturing to Grandmother with a flick of his hand.
Grandmother moved without hesitation, her back slightly bent, her every motion quiet and deliberate. She carried the platter first to her Alpha, placing the largest, thickest slice of beef onto his plate. She added a neat mound of potatoes beside it, followed by a ladle of gravy, then corn and beans. Everything on his plate looked perfect, each portion precise and plentiful.
Alpha Grandfather nodded, his approval wordless but weighty. “As it should be,” he muttered before his eyes flicked toward Jason. “That boy will need portions like this one day—if he turns out right.” His tone lingered, heavy with something Jason didn’t fully understand but felt prickling beneath his skin.
Grandmother moved to Willis next, her movements still meticulous, though Jason couldn’t help noticing the small splash of gravy Willis let dribble onto the tablecloth as he adjusted his knife. Willis puffed up slightly, nodding as the food was placed before him, but he didn’t say thank you. He just grunted softly, shoving his knife into the potatoes almost as soon as they hit his plate.
Jason’s turn came next, and Grandmother set down his food with the same care. A smaller slice of beef, not much smaller, but enough to make the difference between him and the adults clear. He got a scoop of potatoes, a bit of gravy, some corn, and a handful of beans.
It wasn’t as much as Alpha Grandfather or Willis, but it was more than Jason was used to at home. The sight of it made his stomach twist in two directions at once—hunger and something else he didn’t have a word for yet.
Finally, Grandmother served herself and Mama. Their plates were the same: two small potatoes, a handful of green beans, and a spoonful of corn. No meat. No gravy. Jason glanced at the plates, then at Grandmother’s pale face and hunched shoulders as she returned to her seat. She didn’t look at anyone, her hands folding neatly in her lap as though she were already preparing for whatever came next.
Mama looked the same as she always did here at her childhood home—quiet, still, her eyes focused on nothing. Her plate looked as bare as Grandmother’s, but to Jason, she wasn’t like Grandmother. Mama was strong. She was warmth and love and everything safe, even if no one else here seemed to see it.
Alpha Grandfather cleared his throat, his voice cutting through the tense quiet. “Give your thanks.”
Grandmother rose slightly in her chair, her voice soft and steady as she spoke the words Jason had heard her say every Sunday dinner of his life:
“Thank you, Alpha, for providing and leading. Gluttony has no place in a submissive heart, nor does ingratitude. Unworthy of your wisdom and strengh, I am humbled by your care and guidance, as is right and proper.“
She finished, sitting back down with her hands folded neatly in her lap, her eyes still fixed downward.
Mama spoke next, her voice softer but just as rehearsed, repeating the same words in the same measured tone:
“Thank you, Alpha, for providing and leading. Gluttony has no place in a submissive heart, nor does ingratitude. Unworthy of your wisdom and strengh, I am humbled by your care and guidance, as is right and proper.“
Jason looked down at his plate, his appetite souring despite the generous portion of food in front of him. He loved Sunday dinners for the food—the beef here was always tender, the potatoes buttery and rich—but every bite felt heavier when he thought about Mama. When he thought about the way his Alpha Grandfather’s words made her bow her head and keep her hands folded so tightly.
“Eat,” Alpha Grandfather commanded, his voice cutting through Jason’s thoughts.
Jason obeyed, picking up his fork and taking a small bite of the beef. It was as good as he expected, the gravy rich and salty, but it didn’t feel right. His eyes flicked back to Mama, her hands still trembling slightly as she picked up her forks. Mamas and Grandmothers plates were looking just as lonely as the space they seemed to occupy in this house.
Jason chewed slowly, the warm, savory beef and the gravy covered potatoes were filling his empty stomach. Across from him, Alpha Grandfather ate in silence, his knife and fork slicing through the food with a precise efficiency that made Jason nervous. The room felt heavy, each clink of utensils on plates echoing too loudly against the quiet.
“Willis,” Alpha Grandfather said suddenly, his tone sharp and commanding. “Your son is too thin.”
Jason froze, his fork hovering mid-air as Alpha Grandfather’s piercing gaze landed on him. He didn’t dare look up, but he could feel the weight of it pressing down on him.
“Yes, Pastor,” Willis replied quickly, sitting up straighter. Jason risked a glance and saw Willis puff out his chest slightly, his face tightening into a look of forced authority. “I’ve told Catherine to prioritize him, but you know how omegas can be. Always thinking of themselves first.” His voice carried a thin veneer of confidence, but Jason could hear the edge of uncertainty beneath it.
Jason’s stomach twisted painfully, his appetite vanishing entirely. He flicked his eyes toward Mama. She didn’t move, didn’t even flinch at Willis’s words. Her hands stilled, her head bowed. But Jason could see the tremor in her fingers growing stronger again, the only betrayal of her feelings.
Alpha Grandfather snorted. “That much is clear. Look at her—frail, useless. And still eating enough to take away from the boy. If the resources are limited, Willis, make sure she remembers her place. That child is your future. His health comes first.”
Mama’s fingers clenched, just slightly, but she didn’t lift her head.
“Of course, Pastor” Willis said, his voice barely above a whisper.
Jason’s throat tightened. Willis knew Mama gave him her food. At home, her portions were always smaller that Willis portions too, and she never complained when Jason asked for more food after finishing whatever scraps Willis left for them. Sometimes, Mama didn’t even eat at all, pretending she wasn’t hungry while her hands trembled from the effort of staying upright. She would smile and tell him, “Eat up, pup. You need it more than I do.”
But hearing Alpha Grandfather order it—like it was her duty, like she didn’t already do it—made Jason feel sick.
Alpha Grandfather turned his attention back to his plate, his voice casual, as if he were discussing the weather. “Omega, I expect you to do better. If the boy continues to look this scrawny, I’ll assume it’s because you’ve been selfish. If the resources at home are insufficient, I expect you to compensate accordingly. You’ll go without before he does, is that clear?”
“Yes, Alpha Father,” Mama said again, her voice steady, though Jason could see her shoulders stiffen slightly. Her fork scraped softly against her plate as she picked at the sparse vegetables, forcing herself to eat even though Jason knew she probably didn’t want to.
Willis leaned back in his chair, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “I’ll make sure she remembers, Pastor,” he said, his tone smug. Jason hated it. Hated how Willis’s eyes flicked toward Mama, filled with a cruelness that only seemed to grow under AlphaGrandfather’s approval.
Jason stabbed at his potatoes, his appetite completely gone. He wanted to speak up, to tell them that Mama wasn’t selfish, that she already gave him everything she had. But he stayed silent, his heart pounding with the fear of what would happen if he did. Alpha Grandfather’s rules were absolute, and breaking them—no matter how small the offense—always came with consequences.
Grandmother shifted slightly, her movements so subtle Jason almost didn’t notice. Her hands folded neatly in her lap again, her face impassive, her every action practiced and perfect. Jason wondered if she had ever been like Mama once—strong and warm, with a voice that hadn’t been silenced by years of commands and expectations.
“Eat up, Jason,” Alpha Grandfather said again, his voice cutting through the oppressive quiet. “Omega, servce your pup another piece of meat. The Lord has given us enough for him to grow strong.”
Jason forced himself to take another bite of the meat Mama put on his plate, the food heavy and tasteless in his mouth. He wanted to finish quickly, to get away from the table, away from Grandfather’s critical eyes and Willis smug grin. He wanted to give his piece of meat to Mama who was always hungry and so so thin. But most of all, he wanted to be away from the way Mama sat so still, her shoulders drawn tight, her plate as empty as the words she was forced to say.
Alpha Dick glanced over, his mouth full of bread. “Are you guys not hungry?” he asked, the words muffled.
Jason ducked his head, heat crawling up his neck. Alpha Dick didn’t sound mean, but the question made Jason feel like he’d done something wrong.
“Dick,” Alpha Wayne said quietly, giving him a pointed look.
“Dad,” Alpha Dick deadpanned but when his father gave him a look, he relented.
“What?” The young Alpha shrugged, swallowing his mouthful. “Just asking.”
“Jason,” Alpha Wayne said, his voice soft but firm. Jason flinched, his fingers tightening on the edge of the table. He didn’t look up.
The Alpha was reaching for the serving spoon in the macaroni dish. “What would you like? This?” He held the spoon up slightly, the cheese stringing from it, gleaming in the soft light.
Jason’s heart skipped a beat, his stomach flipping, staring at the spoon like it was a trick. He glanced at Mama, but she didn’t say anything, her hands clutching the fabric of her dress so tight her knuckles were white. Jason hoped Mama wouldn’t become like Grandmother now that they where living under Alpha Waynes rule.
The air in the room felt too thick, pressing against Jason’s chest, and the clatter of a fork being set down somewhere at the far end of the table felt deafening in the quiet.
Then, a sudden, sharp cry broke through—high-pitched and plaintive, coming from a room nearby. Damian. The baby.
Jason flinched at the sound, instinctively shrinking into himself. It wasn’t a scream of pain, but the unmistakable wail of an infant. He’d heard cries like that before, back in the facility—babies who didn’t have anyone to comfort them fast enough, their Omega parent occupied despite their desire to sooth their young. Jason wondered where Damians Omega parent was. Where his Mama was.
Jason wanted someone to go to Damian. To pick him up and hold him close, rock him until he stopped crying.
Jason’s hands fidgeted with the fabric of his pants, small fingers tugging at the seams, trying to quiet the restless pull inside him. He wasn’t sure why, but he wanted to be the one to go, too. To help, even though he didn’t know how. Maybe Damian just needed someone to be there with him. Jason could do that—he could sit with him, hum something soft. He was big enough to try. But he didn‘t know how to ask for it.
Beta Alfred, seated at the far end of the table, folded his napkin neatly and rose to his feet. His movements were calm, deliberate, like the sound hadn’t rattled him to much. He smoothed the front of his waistcoat with one hand and inclined his head toward Alpha Wayne as he spoke.
“Master Damian appears to be voicing his displeasure with something, yet again,” the Beta said, his tone even but faintly amused. “I’ll see to him so you may remain here with the Omega and her dependant, Master Bruce.”
Aloha Wayne gave a brief nod, his expression unreadable as Alfred exited the room, the soft click of the door swinging shut behind him. Jason tracked the sound, his muscles taut.
Alpha Waynes voice cut through the distant crying. “What else do you want to eat?”
Jason blinked, his gaze snapping back to the large Alpha. The question caught him off guard, the gentleness of it leaving him unsure how to respond. His heart pounded, and he could feel tears burning the edges of his eyes.
He glanced at Mama again, hoping she’d tell him what to do, but she just shook her head, a tiny movement, barely noticeable.
Her face was pale, her lips pressed together. She knew. She knew this wasn’t right.
Children like him weren’t supposed to sit at the family table. The facility had made that clear, over and over again, until the words had sunk into his bones like ice cold water.
He was to be invisible—seen but never heard, present but never acknowledged. Children like him, sired by another Alpha, weren’t real family. They were shadows, meant to stay out of sight, to eat whatever scraps were tossed their way after everyone else was done.
And Alphas? Alphas didn’t talk to children like him. They didn’t look at them, didn’t acknowledge them, unless it was to issue a command or a reprimand.
But now, here he was, seated at the table, his feet dangling, staring down at a plate filled with warm food. Not scraps. Not cold, half-eaten bits tossed his way as an afterthought. Real food.
“It’s alright, I’ll help,” Alpha Wayne said, misunderstanding the hesitation. He reached for the chicken next, placing a small piece on Jason’s plate. “See? This is for you. All of it is for everyone to share.”
Alpha Wayne had spoken to him the same way he spoke to the other children. There hadn’t been a trace of annoyance, no sharpness or disdain. Just that calm, almost gentle tone, as if Jason was someone worth speaking to. Worth feeding.
And Jason was hungry. So hungry. The chicken smelled rich and savory, the macaroni warm and comforting. He wanted to eat. He wanted to taste it, to fill the emptiness inside.
His stomach growled again, louder this time, and he could feel the heat rise in his cheeks. Suddenly he wished Damian had cried a moment longer to disguise Jasons rumbling stomach.
Jason couldn’t stop shaking, but his hand, despite the hesitation, moved forward. His fingers curled around the fork, its metal smooth but cold. He wondered how Mma had done that for ages. Jason hoped he wouldn’t turn out an Omega. He didn’t want to feel like this his whole life.
Alpha Wayne nodded once, a gesture of quiet approval, and turned his attention to Mama. “Catherine,” he said gently, his tone soft but expectant. “What would you like? Please, help yourself.”
Mama’s hands gripped the edge of the table, her knuckles white. Her head dipped low, and her voice came out quiet, hesitant. “If I … if I may so bold to ask … What... what am I allowed to have, Alpha?”
The question hung in the air, fragile and aching. Jason’s stomach twisted at the sound of it.
Alpha Waynes brow furrowed slightly, but his voice remained steady. “You’re allowed to have anything you’d like, Catherine. Take from everything. It’s for everyone.”
Mama still didn’t move, her lips pressed tightly together. Jason saw her hand twitch toward the bread basket before she pulled it back to her lap, as if she didn’t dare reach too soon. “Should I... Should I say my thanks, Alpha? Is that—should I do that first?”
Alpha Wayne blinked, confusion flickering across his face. “You may if you want to, Catherine,” he said carefully, watching her as if trying to piece together something he couldn’t quite grasp.
Mama swallowed hard and folded her hands neatly in front of her. Her voice was soft, trembling, but practiced and precise as she recited, “Thank you, Alpha, for providing and leading. Gluttony has no place in a submissive heart, nor does ingratitude. Unworthy of your wisdom and strengh, I am humbled by your care and guidance, as is right and proper.“
Alpha took a deep breath, his jaw tightening, but he nodded once, acknowledging her effort. “Thank you, Catherine,” he said, his tone neutral but deliberate. Jason wondered if Alpha Wayne wanted to hear something else. Jason thought he should be fair and tell Mama instead of letting her mess it up on purpose.
Willid hadn‘t cared about Mama saying the words as long as Alpha Grandfather wasn‘t there and Mama proved how thankful she was being feet afterwards in the bedroom. Jason knew Willis and Mama had sex then but he had never understood if that was better or worse than the degrading things Mama had to do and say before a meal at Alpha Grandfathers house.
But finally, Mama reached for a roll, her movements slow and careful and Jason let out a small breath he hadn’t realized he was holding.
She was taking food. It had been enough. Mama could eat too.
It was a strange relief that Jason didn’t fully understand, but in that moment, with the food before him and Mama finally serving herself, the world didn’t feel quite as overwhelming.
He let out a breath, the tension in his chest easing just a little. They were both here, at this table, allowed to share the meal. And Alpa Wayne hadn’t ordered any punishment yet for Mama saying the wronh words. Maybe he‘d teach her before he punished her. It was the best, really.
Jasons fingers grabbed tight around the fork as he took the smallest bite of macaroni. It was creamy, warm, and tasted like nothing he could remember. It was even better than the food his Grandmother prepared for sunday dinner.
It wasn’t like the food he’d eaten the last three weeks at the facility. Luke warm mushy grub that tasted like nothing but had aparantly all the vitamins they needed. Back at home with Willis they never had much money and Willis always ate first until he was full. Mama and him always got what was left over.
This food was warm, and it tasted really really good. The macaroni was his favorite and his taste buds brightened with every bite.
But Alpha Wayne wasn’t done yet. He picked up the serving spoon again, this time moving toward the broccoli and carrots. “Here you go,” he said, placing a small portion on Jason’s plate. “A little bit of broccoli and carrots. They’re good for you.”
Jason glanced at the vegetables. The broccoli was a vibrant green and looked like tiny trees, the carrots were a bright orange. They were so colorful, something about them was almost fun .
“You don’t have to eat them if you don’t want to,” Alpha Wayne said, his tone gentle but coaxing. “But they’re healthy, and Alfred always tries to make them taste better for you kids.”
Jason looked at the broccoli again, his fork hovering. He wasn’t sure why Alpha Wayne seemed so weird about it. Jason didn’t need to be convinced to eat them. They looked really cool and smelled all nice, too. And even if they weren‘t, Jason would still eat them, duh.
But before he could try the broccolie or the carrots, Alpha Dick spoke up, his voice teasing. “Special treatment, huh?”
The words froze Jason mid-motion, his fork clinking softly as it hit the plate.
“Dick,” Alpha Wayne said, a warning sharp in his tone.
But the younger Alpha didn’t back down, leaning against the table with an easy grin. “Me and Tim always have to try the veggies. No matter what! No skipping, no ‘you don’t have to if you don’t want to.’ You and Alfred are all about veggies being good for ‘growing boys,’ remember?”
Jason’s chest tightened, the macaroni suddenly feeling heavy in his stomach. He dared a glance toward Mama. She wasn’t looking at him, but he could see her jaw clench, her hands trembling slightly before she forced them still in her lap.
Mama straightened her back, her tone carefully measured as she addressed Alpha Wayne.
“Jason will eat whatever he’s kindly given.“ It was the tone Jason had learned to recognize—the one she used when she wanted to sound stern but was only trying to protect him. Her hand moved to Jason’s shoulder, her grip might look to tight but for him it was all reassurance. “He’s grateful for it. Aren’t you, Jason?”
Jason nodded quickly, his eyes dropping to his plate. “Yes, Mama.”
Catherine glanced at Alpha Wayne, then at his Alpha son, her eyes darting nervously between them.
“He knows his place in your household,” she continued, her voice soft. “We both do. Jason will be good. Obedient.”
Jason’s face burned, the words heavy and cutting even though he knew they weren’t meant for him. They were meant to keep him safe. He knew that. Mama wasn’t really mad at him. She was just trying to make sure Alpha Wayne wouldn’t be.
“You’ll eat everything on your plate, and you’ll be grateful for it. Alpha Wayne has been generous. Right, Jason?” Mama turned to him again. Her eyes pleading him to be good. To do what was expected.
“Yes, Mama,” Jason said again, his fingers tightening around his fork. He didn’t dare look up. ”Thank you, Alpha Wayne.“
Alpha Grandfather remained seated at the head of the table as the meal wound down. His sharp gaze settled on Jason, the only softness in his features reserved for the boy alone.
“Jason,” he said, his voice smooth but commanding, “you’re getting older now, starting to understand how the world works. Let me ask you something.”
Jason straightened in his chair, his stomach tightening. “Yes, Alpha Grandfather?”
Alpha Grandfather smiled faintly. It wasn’t warm, but it wasn’t cruel either. It was the kind of smile that demanded obedience while dangling the faint promise of approval. “What do you think the proper place of an Omega is in a pack?”
Jason hesitated, his mind racing. He didn’t know what answer Alpha Grandfather wanted, but he knew one thing for sure: the truth wasn’t it. The Alphas gaze didn’t waver, and Jason felt every second stretch unbearably.
“To, uh…” Jason swallowed hard, his voice quieter. “To support and serve their Alpha?”
“Good,” Alpha Grandfather said, nodding approvingly. “And how do they support and serve him, boy?”
Jason glanced at his mother, who kept her head down, her hands folded in her lap. He thought of her warm hugs, the way she always made him feel safe, the quiet strength in her voice when she read him stories at night. That was what an Omega was to him. But he couldn’t say that.
“They… they listen and follow orders,” Jason said reluctantly. “And they… don’t complain.”
Alpha Grandfather chuckled, a dark, satisfied sound. “Exactly. Obedience and humility. An Omega thrives when they know their place. A strong Alpha brings order, and a good Omega submits to it.”
Willis grunted in agreement, leaning back in his chair with an exaggerated air of authority.
“And if they don’t obey?” Alpha Grandfather asked, his tone sharpening. “What does an Alpha do then?”
“An Alpha… corrects them,” Jason said reluctantly, the words heavy on his tongue.
“Corrects them,” Alpha Grandfather echoed, nodding approvingly. “Exactly. Discipline is an Alpha’s duty. Without it, an Omega becomes unruly, selfish, even dangerous.” His gaze shifted to Mama, and though she didn’t look up, Jason saw the way her hands trembled ever so slightly.
Willis chuckled, his voice dripping with condescension. “Tell me about it. This one’s slow to learn.” He gestured lazily toward Mama, who sat perfectly still, as if bracing herself. “She’s stubborn. Thinks she can get away with talking back or not doing her chores fast enough.”
Jason’s stomach twisted, a flash of heat rising in his chest. He clenched his fists under the table. Mama was busy cleaning up after Willis the whole day and nobody saw how good she took care about everything.
Alpha Grandfather nodded thoughtfully. “A firm hand is necessary. Sometimes it takes time to break bad habits. But an Alpha mustn’t let up, or they’ll lose control of their pack.”
“Oh, I don’t let up,” Willis said, his tone smug. “She knows better than to try anything twice. Don’t you, Omega?”
“Yes, Alpha. Thank you for correcting me,” Mama said, her expression blank. Jason wanted to say something, to tell them to stop talking about her like that. But he couldn’t.
Alpha Grandfather’s gaze shifted back to Jason, his tone almost gentle. “You’re lucky, boy, that you’re learning this now. Discipline keeps a pack strong. You’ll see when you’re older—it’s not cruelty; it’s necessity. The belt will teach her, and one day, you’ll thank me for teaching you this.”
Jason swallowed hard and forced himself to nod, though his stomach churned. “Yes, Alpha Grandfather.”
“Good lad,” Alpha Grandfather said, his large hand coming down heavily on Jason’s head in what was meant to be an affectionate pat. The gesture felt more like a weight pressing him further into his chair.
His Alpha Grandfather leaned back, his chair creaking slightly as he gestured toward Mama and Grandmother. “Make yourself useful. Clean up, and be quick about it. I think a walk is in order after this plentiful lunch and I don’t want to waste the daylight. The boy needs fresh air.”
Mama and Grandmother stood immediately, their movements coordinated and silent, as if they’d rehearsed it a thousand times—which, Jason realized, they probably had.
Grandmother started stacking plates, her hands steady despite the tremble in her thin arms, while Mama moved to gather the silverware and glasses. She kept her head down, her blond hair falling like a curtain to shield her face, but Jason could see the tension in her shoulders.
Jason wanted to help, to do something—anything—but he stayed frozen in his seat, his hands clenched into fists under the table.
He knew exactly what Alpha Grandfather’s walks meant, and they were never just walks. They were reminders of where everyone stood in the pack.
Mama and Grandmother would be ordered to walk behind, heads down, their footsteps silent. They weren’t allowed to speak, weren’t allowed to stray too close or to far.
He couldn’t forget the last time. Before dinner, Alpha Grandfather had demanded a foot massage from Mama. She had knelt obediently at his feet, her hands trembling as she worked. But one touch had been too firm, too careless for the Alphas liking.
“Ungrateful hands,” he’d snapped. “Perhaps a little humility will fix that.” His smirk had been cold as he ordered her to walk barefoot. “That’ll teach her.”
Jason’s chest had burned with helpless anger as Mama followed behind during the walk, her feet bare on the gravel path. Every step must have hurt, the jagged stones biting into her skin, but she never made a sound.
Each stumble earned her a cold glance from Alpha Grandfather, and Willis, walking proudly at his father-in-law’s side, would smirk or mutter, “She’s lucky to even be here.”
By the end of the walk, Jason had seen the blood trailing faintly in the dirt behind Mama’s steps. Her feet were raw, torn, and smeared with red and dirt.
Alpha Grandfather didn’t acknowledge it. He never did.
But when they returned to the house, Mama wasn’t allowed inside—not until she cleaned herself up. “I won’t have blood and grime tracked in,” Alpha Grandfather had said with a wave of his hand. “Sort yourself out.”
Jason had stood by the window, watching Mama outside by the garden hose. She bent over, her face pale, scrubbing her feet under the icy stream of water. He saw the way her shoulders stiffened with every wince, her fingers trembling as she worked. The blood turned to thin red streams that ran across the gravel and disappeared into the soil.
After she finished, she wrapped her feet in strips of fabric from an old rag Grandmother had handed her, hastily tying the makeshift bandages in place.
She hadn’t even looked up when she came back inside, her head low, her expression unreadable. Jason wanted to run to her, to tell her it was wrong, that she deserved better. But he was held back by his Alpha Grandfather stern glanze.
Jason hated sunday dinners. He hated taking walks. He hated how Alpha Grandfather turned something so simple into another way to humiliate them, how Grandmother Mama would have to bow low as he prayed, thank him for an almost empty plate and follow behind like they weren‘t even part of the family.
And most of all, Jason hated how helpless he felt.
Alphs Wayned voice cut through Jason thoughts like a knife, low and firm.
“Catherine,” he said, and Jason flinched at the sound of it. But when he glanced up, the Alpha wasn’t looking at him. He was looking at Mama, his expression stern but not unkind. “Jason is doing just fine. He’s a good kid.”
Catherine bowed her head slightly at his words, her grip on Jason’s shoulder easing just a little, though her posture remained stiff. “Thank you, Alpha Wayne,” she said, her voice trembling just enough for Jason to catch it. “That is… very kind of you to say. I will ensure Jason continues to abide by your rules. He knows how to be quiet and will prove himself dutiful to your household.“
Jason’s chest tightened further at her words, though he stayed silent, his gaze locked on the bright colors of the food in front of him.
Alpha Waynes voice came again, calm but firm, with that same quiet authority that made Jason sit a little straighter without thinking about it. “Please don’t worry, Catherine. He‘s proving himself to be a… compliant child.”
Jason blinked, startled by the word. It didn’t feel more like a reprimant than a compliment. But when Jason glanced up carefully, just for a second, the Alphas face didn’t look like he was upset or disappointed. His expression was softer than Jason had expected, and then—barely noticeable—Alpha Wayne smiled at him.
Catherine didn’t see it. Her gaze was fixed on her lap now, her fingers twisting nervously. “Of course, Alpha Wayne. We are very grateful for your generousity and your kind words.“
The huge Alpha leaned back in his chair, exhaling softly, but his gaze lingered on Jason for a moment longer before shifting back to Catherine. “Dick meant no harm, he wanted to be funny.“
But before Catherine could say anything, Alpa Wayne turned to Dick, his voice sharpening. “But you know better than to tease like that, chum.”
Alpha Dick winced, his grin faltering. “I didn’t mean it like that,” he said, glancing at Jason. “Sorry, kid.”
Jason looked up wide eyed, unsure what to do. No Alpha had ever apologized to him before—not even when they’d hurt him, not even when they’d made him feel small. Jason risked a glance at the young Alpha.
The older boy’s face had softened, his earlier grin replaced with a look of genuine regret. Jason felt his fingers curl tighter around the fork in his hand, the metal cold against his palm.
Mama’s foot nudged his under the table, a soft but insistent pressure, urging him to say something, to acknowledge the apology. He felt it, the subtle push of her foot against his, but the words wouldn’t come. His fingers clenched his fork so tightly it left faint marks on his palm, but he couldn’t seem to let go.
Jason opened his mouth, but nothing came out. His throat was tight, like he couldn’t breathe, couldn’t speak. The big dining room with its vaulted ceilings and gleaming chandelier felt like it was closing in
Mama let out a shaky breath, the sound barely audible over the soft clink of plates and silverware.
„Thank you, Alpha Dick,” she said, her voice tight, forced. Her gaze flickered to Jason, then back to the floor, her eyes darting nervously. Mamas head tilted down, baring her neck slightly, a reflex she couldn’t stop even if she’d wanted to. “Jason knows what’s expected of him. He knows he’s to abide to your wishes.“
She paused, her hands twisting the hem of her dress, her knuckles white with tension. When she spoke again, her words came slower, each one carefully measured. “He understands he’s not like you. He will work hard to be a reliable companion. If you’ll have him.”
Alpha Dick’s chair squeaked as he leaned back slightly, the sound making Jason flinch. The young Alpha looked uncertain, his earlier apology hanging awkwardly in the air. Tim, meanwhile, was focused on his plate, his fork swirling a piece of carrot around like it was something interesting to dissect.
Mamas voice grew softer, almost a whisper, as if saying the next part too loudly might shatter something fragile. “He’s young, but he’ll learn. If he ever steps out of line, I will make sure he knows better.”
Jason’s stomach sank. Mama wasn’t cruel. She wasn’t. Jason repeated it in his head like a mantra. She loved him—more than anything. He could feel it in the way she held him at night, her arms pulling him close, her voice soft as she promised everything would be okay.
But now her voice sounded different, thinner, like Grandmothers had, like it was stretched too far to hold. But she was scared. Scared in a way that made her say things she didn’t truly mean just to keep them safe.
Her words, while meant to reassure, felt more like a plea. Pleading to accept him in their household, not as a brother, certainly not, but as a trusted servant, maybe.
Jason didn’t dare look at Alpha Wayne. Instead, his eyes fixed on the smooth grain of the table, tracing the patterns with his gaze.
The facility had explained this. Mama had explained this.
Alphas didn’t keep kids like him for nothing.
He could still remember the cold voice of the facility worker, detached and clinical, laying out his future as though it were a chart with clear paths and predictable outcomes.
Jason had only nodded at the time, his stomach twisting.
The lesson stuck, though. He would have to earn his place here, show them that he could be useful. An obidient Omega, a reliable Beta or an sturdy Alpha, forever indebted to an Alpha that didn‘t throw them away the second he was legally allowed to, might be an asset worth room and board of a teenage kid.
If he could do that, if he could make himself benefitical, maybe he’d get to stay even after he presented, no matter what he turned out to be.
He knew how to endure. If letting the older boy tease him or ignoring the stinging barbs from the younger kid was the price, Jason would pay it. If staying quiet when Alpha Dick was mean or pretending Tim wasn’t staring at him like he was something foreign and strange was what it took, Jason would manage.
He’d let them laugh. He’d let them push him.
Let them beat him, if it was fun for them. That was the smallest price to pay for his safety and for staying together beyond childhood. Jason knew that, too. The facility and Mama had explained it.
Jason didn’t dare look up. He could feel the weight of Alpha Waynes presence, could sense the way his fingers tapped once against the table before stilling. The sound was soft, but it cut through the silence like the snap of a branch. Jason’s chest tightened.
The Alpha shook his head almost imperceptibly, his mouth pressed into a thin line.
Jason braced himself, expecting Alpha Waynes voice to rise, sharp and reprimanding. But he didn’t yell. He didn’t even sound angry.
Instead, he leaned forward slightly, lowering himself so he was closer to Jason’s level. His voice, when he spoke, was soft and gentle.
“It’s okay, Jason,” Alpha Wayne said. “You’re not in trouble. Just try the vegetables, if you want to. That’s all I’m asking.”
Jason hesitated for a moment before taking a small bite of broccoli. The buttery taste melted on his tongue, and the bright green was crisp and fresh, nothing like the mushy stuff from the cans, that they had at home somethimes.
“It’s good,” he said softly, almost to himself.
Alpha Waynes expression eased, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Good,” he said. „I‘m glad.“
Notes:
Okay people. How did you like to hear Jasons thoughts? I tried to incorporate a bit of his angriness and snarkiness, at least in his own head, that just belongs to him in canon. Of course he is only six so it‘s not like he‘s a huge angry kid bit he has some angry thoughts right and a bit of an rebellious streak with calling his Father Willis in his head instead of Alpha Father like it would be proper (in their families, which are not at all liberal). As you see, Tim and Dick call Bruce Dad und Daddy, which honesty is also not uncommon in this universe but you‘ll see in future chapters 😉🫠
Chapter 7
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
Second Part Cursive: Backhanding of a Child
Second Part Cursive: Backhanding of a Child, Forced Undressing of an Underage (only briefly to redress in something else)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The walk back to their room felt endless. Jason stayed close to Mama, his small hand brushing against the fabric of her dress skirt. He could feel her trembling, though she tried to hide it. Her head was bowed, her eyes fixed on the polished floor, and her movements were so meek and small that she seemed to shrink with every step.
Jason’s own heart thudded heavily in his chest. Every sound seemed magnified: the soft rustle of their clothes, the faint creak of Alpha Waynes shoes behind them. He didn’t dare look back, not at the Alphas unreadable expression nor the shadow he cast as he followed them down the hall.
When they reached the door to their assigned room, Alpha Wayne stepped forward to open they door for them. The simple gesture that made Jason’s stomach twist. It was a reminder that this wasn’t their home. The room wasn’t theirs. Nothing here was.
The Alphas large hand lingered on the knob, almost as if he was holding the door open for them. He turned slightly, his gaze shifting to Mama and Jason as if expecting them to walk in without another word.
But Mama hesitated. Her hands fidgeted nervously at her sides, clutching the hem of her dress so tightly that her knuckles turned white. Jason glanced up at her, alarmed, silently begging her to stay quiet. But she didn’t.
“Alpha,” she began, her voice trembling. It was so soft it was almost inaudible, and Jason thought for a moment that maybe the Alpha wouldn’t hear her. But he only paused, tilting his head slightly.
“Yes?” he said, his tone even, calm.
Mamas throat bobbed as she swallowed hard. Her shoulders hunched even further, and her words came out in a rush, as though she were afraid she’d lose the courage to speak. “I—I wanted to ask. If it’s not too much trouble, if it wouldn’t be inappropriate, or—” She faltered, her voice catching. “If there’s any possibility we might… retrieve something from our personal belongings? Just one thing, please, Alpha, if you will.“
The Alpha said nothing, his face still unreadable as he turned fully to face her. Jason’s stomach sank, dread pooling in his chest. He tugged lightly at her skirt, trying to silently warn her, to make her stop. Stop talking, Mama. Don’t push him. Don’t make him mad.
But Mama pressed on, her voice becoming more frantic, her words spilling out faster. “Of course, my obedience is not dependent on your goodwill to provide it,, Alpha” she stammered, bowing her head even lower, “and I will abide by any rule or expectation, no matter what. It’s just—it’s a—a toy, a little lion, Alpja. It’s battered and old and worthless, I know, but …“
Jason’s stomach dropped. His face burned with humiliation, and his chest tightened as if the air had been sucked out of the room. She was begging for his toy. The lion he had cried about every single day in the facility, clutching at empty air every night as he fell asleep. He had slept, curling around it, since he was a baby.
Jason couldn’t look at Alpha Wayne. He couldn’t look at anyone. He stared at the floor, his fists clenching tighter. Mama shouldn’t have asked. She shouldn’t have said anything. Jason was a big boy now and he didn‘t need his plushy. Not if it got them beaten.
Alpha Wayne stood still for a moment, his expression unreadable, as if processing her request. Then, slowly, his brows lifted, his lips parting slightly. “A lion,” he repeated, almost like he was clarifying.
Jason’s breath caught. Mama dropped her head lower, her hands trembling violently. “Yes, Alpha,” she said quickly, her voice tightening with desperation.
“I know it’s foolish to ask. And of course, if it’s not permitted, we won’t question it. We won’t, Alpha. I—I only thought, if it wouldn’t trouble you, it might … help. Please, Alpha, I—I didn’t mean to overstep.”
Jason squeezed his eyes shut, bracing himself for the sharp reprimand that would surely come next. Alpha Wayne didn’t sound angry before, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t. Maybe he was holding it back, waiting for the right moment to lash out.
But when the Alpha finally spoke, his tone was calm. “That’s all you’re asking for?” he asked, almost like he was clarifying.
Mamas head bobbed in a frantic nod. “Yes, Alpha. That’s all. It’s—just the toy. A lion,“ she clarified, “Nothing else, Alpha. I swear it.”
For a moment, Alpha Wayne didn’t respond. Jason risked a glance up, his breath hitching in his throat.
Alpha Waynes face was calm, his mouth set in a faint, thoughtful line. Then, finally, he said, “I’ll have Alfred bring it up shortly.”
Jason blinked, his stomach lurching in surprise. Mama seemed equally stunned, her lips parting slightly as she stared at him.
“You will?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper.
The Alpha nodded once. “Yes. Get some rest,” he said, his voice steady. “It will be here tonight.”
The words hung in the air, impossibly gentle, yet heavy with finality. Jason hadn’t dared to hope for a yes, and even now, the answer felt fragile, as though it could be revoked at any moment.
Mamas reaction came swiftly. She dropped to her knees before Bruce, her head bowing low, forehead nearly touching the floor. Jason’s breath hitched in alarm, his stomach knotting at the sight.
“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice cracking. Then louder, with more desperation, “Thank you, Alpha, thank you. Your generosity is far greater than we deserve.“
Her words tumbled out, broken and uneven, as if the weight of her gratitude was too immense to hold back. “It is… more than I could have hoped for. You have shown us mercy I—”
Jason couldn’t look away. Mamas hands pressed flat against the polished floor, her knuckles whitening under the strain, and the tremor in her shoulders was visible even in the low light. It reminded him of how Mama had knelt when grandfather said a prayer.
But Alpha Wayne raised his hand, not sharply, but with enough firmness to still her rambling. “Catherine,” he said, his voice calm yet decisive. “That’s enough. Stand up.”
She froze, her shoulders stiffening bracing for rebuke. Slowly, she obeyed, rising to her feet with deliberate care. Mamas movements were careful, almost mechanical, as though she was afraid of doing something wrong. Her head remained bowed, her hands clasped tightly in front of her.
Jason’s heart pounded.
Mama always protected him. Always. But now, looking at her trembling hands, at the way she couldn’t bring herself to meet the Alphas eyes, Jason felt a surge of something he couldn’t quite name. Fear, yes, but also determination. He was a big boy. That’s what Mama always told him since Willis died. He needed to step up now—just this once. For her.
He took a small, shaky step forward, his fists clenching and unclenching at his sides. His voice wavered, but he forced the words out. “Thank you, Alpha Wayne.”
The sound of his own voice startled him. It felt too small in the vast hallway, too fragile. But the Alphaa head turned toward him, and for a moment, Jason thought he’d done something wrong.
But there was no anger in his face. Instead, something in his posture shifted—a subtle softening of his shoulders, the faintest quirk of his lips as though he wanted to smile but held back.
“You’re welcome,” he said simply, his voice even. “Goodnight, Catherine. Jason.”
Alpha Waynes tone was kind, but he didn’t linger, didn’t wait for more thanks. Instead, he turned and walked back down the hall, his long strides purposeful but unhurried.
The sound of his footsteps faded gradually, leaving the hallway quiet once more.
Jason stayed where he was, his chest still heaving slightly. He turned to look at Mama, who hadn’t moved from where she stood, her shoulders slumping now as though the tension had drained out of her all at once. Her hands, still clasped in front of her, trembled faintly.
For a long moment, neither of them moved. Jason looked up at his mother, his heart still racing, and saw the way her shoulders sagged with relief.
She sank onto the edge of the bed, her hands covering her face. Jason approached her slowly, unsure of what to say.
Jason wasn’t sure if she was crying. The muffled sound of her uneven breaths made his chest ache.
He approached her cautiously, his small feet scuffing against the floor. “Mama?” he said quietly, the word tentative, testing.
She didn’t respond right away, but when her hands finally fell away from her face, Jason saw the raw relief in her eyes. Her lips trembled as she reached out, pulling him close with shaky hands.
“Oh, sweetheart,” she murmured, her voice thick. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”
Jason didn’t know what to say, so he let her pull him into her lap, her arms wrapping tightly around him. He felt the slight tremor in her hold, the way her fingers gently combed through his hair, her scent glands brushing against his scalp, leaving the faint trace of lavender in his strands.
“I thought—” Her voice broke, and she paused, swallowing hard. “I thought he might… but he didn’t. He didn’t.”
His small body was pressed into her, his head resting against her chest, and her arms held him tightly as she whispered soothing words. She was still trembling, but Jason could feel her love wrapping around him, stronger than any fear or sadness she carried.
Her hands moved gently to his neck and shoulders, her fingertips brushing over his skin before she pulled him in closer. She nuzzled into the crook of his neck, her scent glands lightly brushing against his skin. The soft lavender scent lingered as she allowed the natural pheromones to settle around him.
Her scent mixed with his—lavender and fresh grass with the soft trace of rainwater and cotton. She stayed there for a long moment, just holding him close, her scent wrapping around his shoulders like a protective cocoon, her love imprinted in the very air they shared. Jason’s heart slowed as he let the sensation wash over him, the soothing, calming effect of his mother’s presence
“It’s okay, Mama,” he whispered, though he wasn’t sure he believed it. His eyes darted to the door, the faintest flicker of hope sparking somewhere deep inside him.
Maybe Alpha Wayne really was going to bring his plushy back.
***
Catherine barely had time to process the shift in her scent before her father’s heavy footsteps thundered down the hallway.
The sound sent a jolt of fear through her, freezing her where she sat on the floor. Her CD player rested in her lap, its faint hum of Christian pop music a fragile thread tying her to normalcy. A thread that snapped the moment the door slammed open, the sharp crack of wood against the wall reverberating through the room.
“Omega,” her father barked, his voice cutting through the air like a blade. He stood framed in the doorway, his shadow stretching long across the floor. His nostrils flared, his rigid posture radiating authority and something darker—disdain.
The shift in her scent had already reached him, thick and inescapable, a betraying sweetness that clung to the room like an unwelcome guest.
Catherine’s chest tightened as her father’s dark eyes swept over her, narrowing with certainty. The weight of his gaze made her feel small, exposed.
She clutched the CD player tighter, the plastic edges digging into her trembling fingers. “Father?” she whispered, the word catching in her throat. It carried no power, only fear.
“You’ve presented,” he said, the words clipped and cold. He took a step into the room, his shoulders squared, his presence expanding to fill every inch of the space.
Her heart slammed against her ribs. “I … I … no,” she stammered, shaking her head as if she could deny the shift in her body, the change in the air.
“Don’t play dumb with me, girl,” he snapped, his tone sharp enough to draw blood. “It’s in the air.” He sniffed again, as if to confirm it, his lips curling in something close to disgust. “Omega.”
The word struck her like a slap, leaving her breathless. She had heard him speak of presentation before—how it was sacred, how it revealed the divine purpose God had given each child.
She had imagined something different. Joy, perhaps, or pride. But there was no joy in his expression, only something cold and cruel. Because for all the sermons about divine purpose, there was no reverence in being an omega. There was only servitude.
Catherine hadn’t expected to be an omega.
Omegas were weak, fragile creatures, designed by the Lord for servitude and devotion. That wasn’t her. She had a mind of her own, sharp and curious, and a spirit full of life. She loved solving puzzles, singing hymns, and running across the churchyard with the neighborhood children.
Her father cherished her. calling her his bright, clever girl who would bring pride to their family.
She couldn’t be an omega.
Omegas were small, silent, and dutiful, their lives reduced to submission and sacrifice. Catherine had never seen herself reflected in their weary faces, in their downcast eyes and careful movements. She was quick and bold, full of questions and laughter. She excelled in school, led her class in math competitions, and could recite every line from the plays she performed in. That wasn’t the life of an omega. It couldn’t be her life.
Yet the scent had betrayed her, shifting subtly one morning into something softer, something undeniably omega. And with it, everything she had once believed about herself began to crumble.
Her stomach churned as she blinked up at him, her confusion tangling with a rising dread. “But, Father, I—”
Her words faltered as the heat rolled over her. It prickled at her skin, pooling under her palms, which had grown damp with sweat. Her cheeks burned, and she realized with dawning horror that her scent—the lavender and fresh-cut grass that had always felt light and simple—had changed.
It was heavier now, syrupy, as if someone had boiled it down into something potent and cloying. The sweetness hung in the air, oppressive and undeniable.
She shifted uncomfortably, the new weight of her identity pressing down on her like a brand she couldn’t escape.
“Enough,” her father snapped, his voice cracking through her thoughts like a whip. Her chest tightened, the thunderous finality of the word stealing her breath. He took another step forward, the force of his presence pushing her back without him needing to lift a hand.
“You’re an omega now,” he continued, his voice low but heavy with disdain. “You are no longer a child. Your life of devotion and servitude begins now—to me, as your Alpha father, to God, and one day, to your Alpha husband.”
Catherine flinched as the words fell around her like stones, one after the other, each one lodging itself deeper into her chest. To me. To God. To your Alpha husband. It sounded like a life already stolen, mapped out in paths she couldn’t refuse to walk.
„Your most sacred duty will be to bear strong Alpha sons—who will carry their father’s name and my legacy. That is why God made you, Catherine. You exist to serve.”
The words chilled her, cutting deep. She had imagined growing up and someday having a family of her own, but not like this. Not as some lifeless figure meant only to give birth to sons who would look past her, who would never see her as more than the Omega who bore them.
The thought filled her with dread—a future as cold and hollow as her mother’s existence, shaped entirely by duty and devoid of joy.
Her mind raced to the image of the sons her father spoke of, tiny fists gripping at her dress, wide eyes looking up with expectation. But would she be allowed to love them? Would she even have the right to hold them close, to kiss their foreheads, to whisper stories at night?
“A life in servitude and devotion. This is what the Lord has chosen for you,” her father said, his tone sharp and unyielding, as though the very idea of questioning it was a sin. “This is how it must be.”
Catherine’s chest tightened, her breath coming in short, panicked gasps as her father began moving through her room with calculated efficiency. His movements were methodical, his disdain palpable.
He strode to her wardrobe first, yanking it open and pulling out her jeans, her T-Shirts, and knitted sweaters in one swift motion. The soft cotton and worn denim that had been hers for so long now looked like contraband in his hands.
“These,” he said, his voice heavy with authority, “are not fitting for an omega. Modesty is your calling now. Simplicity and humility.”
He didn’t stop there. His hands moved like a judge delivering sentencing, sweeping through her belongings without hesitation. Her theater club scripts, carefully annotated with dreams of roles she’d never play, her math trophies gleaming with the quiet pride of her accomplishments, and even her altar girl robes—symbols of her faith—all piled into his arms as though they were nothing more than clutter.
“Wait! No, please!” she cried, scrambling to her feet. The desperation in her voice felt foreign, alien, even to herself. She stumbled toward the wall, where polaroids of her friends were pinned in a cheerful collage, their smiles frozen in time. Her trembling hands fumbled to pull them down before he could. “These are my friends! You can’t—”
“They are distractions,” he interrupted, his tone icy and unyielding. He wrenched the photos from her grasp with a single, merciless tug. “An omega has no need for such worldly attachments. Your devotion is to the Lord, to the House, and to your Alpha.”
Her chest heaved as tears streamed down her face, hot and uncontrollable. She watched in horror as he tore the photographs in half, the sound of ripping paper a sharp, cruel reminder that her life was no longer her own. It was a sound she would never forget.
Her hands instinctively clutched at her cassette player, cradling it against her chest as if it could shield her from the onslaught. But he was faster. He yanked it from her grip with the ease of a predator taking its prey.
“Music encourages rebellion,” he said, his tone devoid of pity. Without hesitation, he hurled it to the floor. The plastic shattered on impact, the pieces scattering across the wooden boards like a final verdict. The silence that followed was deafening, hollow, suffocating.
She reached for the fallen pieces of plastic and paper, as if they were still salvagable, but his hand shot out, backhanding her across the cheek. The force sent her stumbling back, her eyes wide with shock and tears. “You will not question me again, Omega,” he growled.
Tears streamed down her face as she clutched her stinging cheek. “Father, please,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “Please don’t take my things.”
He ignored her, brushing past her small frame as if she were invisible. One by one, he stripped the room bare, his movements deliberate and unfeeling, erasing every trace of her childhood.
Her books were the first to go, swept into a box with no care for the stories and lessons they held. The colorful spines, the pages she had thumbed through late into the night, felt like pieces of herself being discarded.
Each title was a little piece of herself, a world she would never visit again, and watching them disappear felt like losing pieces of her own soul.
Her soccer ball came next, the one she had spent hours kicking with the neighborhood children, her laughter echoing in the yard. It was tossed into the box like trash, as though the joy it had brought her meant nothing.
Her backpack was taken, too, with its neat rows of freshly completed assignments. The A on her latest English paper, the one she had been so proud of, would never be shown to him. It would sit crumpled and forgotten, just like the effort she had poured into it.
The little friendship bracelets she and her best friend had made for each other were ripped from their spot on her dresser. The delicate beads, symbols of afternoons spent giggling and weaving memories into strings, vanished into her father’s hand.
Her roller skates, scratched and scuffed from hours of freedom, vanished into his hands. She had loved skating down the cracked sidewalks, her hair flying behind her, music from her CD player blasting in her ears. Those CDs, too, were taken. She had saved every allowance penny for them, building a collection that was hers and hers alone. Now, the shiny discs clattered into the box, their cheerful tunes silenced.
She barely had time to protest before he reached for the small plush mouse on her bed. Maisie, the soft toy with a pink tutu, was the first remnant of her childhood.
“No!” she screamed, her voice breaking as she lunged forward. “Not Maisie! Please, Father, not Maisie!”
She grasped at the air, desperate to save the small toy, but he shoved her back with one large hand. The force of it sent her stumbling, her knees hitting the floor with a painful thud.
“There is no place for selfishness, frivolity, or childishness in an omega’s life,” he said, his voice as cold as the room now felt. He didn’t even glance at her as he shoved the mouse into the box, sealing its fate.
By the time he was done, her room was unrecognizable. The warm, colorful sanctuary she had known just hours before had been reduced to stark emptiness. The rug was stripped away, leaving only the cold, unyielding wooden floor.
The cheerful floral curtains that had once framed her window, letting in the sunlight, were gone. Even the smallest trinkets she had collected over the years—symbols of a life she had thought was hers—had vanished.
The only thing left was the bed, stripped down to a plain white sheet, and the cross that hung on the wall.
***
The en-suite bathroom was nicer than anything Catherine had ever seen up close, let alone used. Beige tiles running floor to ceiling, casting a faint warmth in the glow of the overhead light.
The space smelled faintly of flowers. Her hand lingered on the edge of the ornate sink, her fingertips brushing its cool surface. The brass fixtures glinted under the light, polished to perfection. Catherine found it difficult to reconcile such luxury with the cautious steps she took into it.
She stood for a moment, Jason’s small hand clinging to hers, both of them still as they surveyed the space. Jason’s wide, wary eyes scanned the room, his eyes darting to every corner as though he expected something to leap out at him.
“Do you need to use the toilet, sweetheart?” Catherine asked gently, crouching to his level. Jason nodded silently, his face pale and drawn. His grip tightening on her hand before he let go and shuffled toward the toilet.
Catherine turned her back to give him privacy, her eyes landing on the bar of soap perched neatly on the edge of the sink, wrapped in translucent paper, the brand’s name etched in gold lettering.
Catherine’s fingers twitched. Could she use it? Should she? The facility had provided their most basic toiletries, but this soap felt like a different category entirely, as though it were part of the house itself—something to be earned, not assumed. She bit her lip, the thought of using it making her stomach churn with unease.
Tomorrow, she decided, she would find out what was permissible. Maybe Beta Alfred would oversee her chores and could explain the rules without her having to outright ask. She prayed he wouldn’t think her presumptuous.
The sound of Jason flushing the toilet pulled her from her thoughts. He shuffled back toward her, his steps slow and tired. She helped him wash his hands, daring to use luke-warm water to scrub his hands clean before bed, without daring to use any soup.
Catherine knelt to him, using her her dress sleeve to dry his hands. She glanced toward the neatly folded hand towels on the rack but didn’t reach for one. They were too pristine, untouched. She couldn’t risk it.
“Come on, Jace,“ she said, guiding him back to the bedroom.
The queen bed loomed large in the room, its plush duvet and neatly arranged pillows almost too inviting. They hadn’t been explicitly told they could use it, but Alpha Wayne hadn’t reprimanded them earlier when he’d found them on it. It wasn’t permission but Catherine decided it was worth the risk—Jason needed rest, and the cold wooden floor wasn’t an option she wanted to ponder for to long. Noz without a blanket to cushion it. But how could she dare to put the duvet on the floor?
„Up you go, sweetie,” she whispered. She guided Jason onto the bed with careful hands, her touch gentle but insistent. He lay down on his side, curling instinctively into a ball. Catherine pulled the duvet over him, tucking it snugly around his body.
The duvet was heavy, its fabric cool against her fingers as she pulled it up and tucked it snugly around him. Jason’s trembling didn’t ease, even as the warmth began to seep in. The room wasn’t cold—the air was still and temperate—but Catherine knew this shivering well. It had nothing to do with temperature and everything to do with the memories that lived under his skin.
The winters with Willis had been brutal. The heat in their tiny apartment was often the first thing to vanish, consumed by Willis’s thirst or one of his other hungers. Jason had learned young how to stay warm without it, wrapped in his oversized hoodie that was more patchwork than fabric. It had been his armor, shielding him as much from the chill as from the world outside.
The facility had taken it the day they arrived. Stripped it from him along with everything else they wore, replacing it with the thin, grey clothes issued to every unclaimed omega and their young.
Catherine could still see the way Jason’s small hands had lingered on the hoodie’s hem as they pulled it from him, his fingers clenching briefly before falling away, resigned.
They’d been allowed to pack from what little they had left at home, but Catherine didn’t trust that anything truly theirs had made it here. The facility had rules—endless, onerous rules—governing what personal belongings were deemed acceptable. No rips, no stains, no potential for infestation. She prayed Jason’s plush lion had passed their inspection.
It had been his comfort since the day she’d pulled it from a secondhand shop’s bargain bin. The thought of it missing—she didn’t let herself finish the thought. Her fingers tightened briefly against her thighs before she forced herself to relax. Worrying wouldn’t help now. She needed to sooth her scent for her child.
Jason shifted under the covers, his hands clutching the duvet’s edges as if he feared it might vanish like so much else had. His lashes fluttered against pale cheeks, but his eyes didn’t quite close. Catherine brushed a stray strand of hair from his forehead, the motion as much for her comfort as his.
“Sleep, baby,” she whispered, her voice low and comforting, as she carefully pressed her wrist under his nose, allowing him to inhale the familiar, calming scent of lavender. She had always been thankful for that scent—her natural fragrance, soothing and gentle—that never failed to ease Jason’s restless heart. “I’m right here.”
Jason’s breathing hitched, a shallow inhale that caught before it smoothed out. He didn’t respond, but his body eased fractionally, the tension in his limbs ebbing just enough for her to notice.
Catherine stayed there a moment longer, perched on the edge of the bed, her thoughts swirling. What would she need to beg for next?
A toothbrush, toothpaste—those were priorities. Jason still had all his baby teeth, and they needed to be taken care of—if only to stave off the kind of pain she couldn’t soothe. After that, a hoodie, maybe, or … or anything warm to wear over the thin facility-issued shirt. Maybe socks, thick ones or a book, just a single one, to continue teaching him to read.
It wasn’t a necessity, of course. But he was so bright, so eager to learn. He had already picked up so much from the few hours she’d been allowed to teach him. He could write his name now, even manage to read few short, simple sentences. She’d be failing him if she let that progress stop, but how could she even begin to ask for such a luxury?
Catherine bit her bottom lip, worrying the skin as she tried to prioritize. What would she need to do to earn these things? How would she even ask without overstepping? What if she asked too much and Jason was punished for her presumption? All thise things she was thinking about asking for where for him and why should Alpha Wayne care? Jason wasn‘t his child, just a reminder of who fucked and claimed Catherine before him.
Rising as quietly as she could, Catherine moved to the window. Her steps were hesitant, her posture stooped as though expecting reproach even in the solitude of the room. The window was large, framed by heavy drapes that dwarfed her slight frame, and it overlooked the sprawling grounds of the estate.
In the dim moonlight, she could just make out the tops of the trees swaying gently in the wind. It was so different here—so vast, so still. It made her feel small, but not in the way Willis had made her feel small.
Catherine froze at the sound of the knock, her fingers gripping the window ledge to steady herself. Her heart jumped into her throat, beating so fast she thought it might echo through the quiet room.
The knock came again, a soft, measured sound that felt more commanding than a shout. Her stomach churned. She turned slowly, her movements halting and jerky, as though an invisible weight bore down on her. She kept her head bowed, her hair falling forward to veil her face, and folded her trembling hands in front of her.
The door opened with a muted creak, and Beta Alfred stepped inside. The hallway light spilled briefly into the room, a soft golden arc before the door closed behind him. He moved with a practiced ease, his posture immaculate, his steps precise and soundless on the thick carpet. He carried two bags, one cheap plastic, the other a sturdy canvas.
Catherine dipped her head lower, instinctively shrinking into herself. Her hands tightened in front of her, fingers pressing together until her knuckles ached. She dared not speak first.
Beta Alfreds tone was calm and impeccably polite, but the weight of his authority pressed down on her like a physical force. “Master Bruce has instructed that you and your young are to have necessities for tonight.”
Her breath hitched audibly, her shoulders hunching as though she expected a blow. Necessities. The word echoed hollowly in her mind, too generous, too foreign to feel real.
“N-necessities, Beta Alfred?” she stammered, her voice trembling with uncertainty. Her head bowed so low that her chin brushed her chest, her words barely audible.
“Indeed.” Beta Alfred stepped further into the room. Catherine hadn’t been able to discern his scent before. As a Beta, it was more subtle, easily masked by the stronger scents of the Alpha, Omega, and pups that filled the air. But now, with the room quieter, she could finally detect it clearly.
Beta Alfred smelled like books, well-worn and cherished, their pages filled with history and quiet wisdom. There was also something earthy about it, a comforting, wholesome smell of root vegetables—turnips, carrots, and perhaps a hint of something like parsnips. The kind of scent that reminded her of warm soup, the kind made slowly and with care. Something she hadn‘t had in a very very long time.
Catherine should have resisted the pull of it, should have remained vigilant. But instead, she found herself relaxing just a little, her shoulders loosening in response. His scent had an odd familiarity to it. Her own mother had smelled like turnip—earthy, nourishing, reliable. Her smell had fainted with the years but it had spiked the times she‘d really shown care for her only child.
Beta Alfreds movements were precise as he placed a black plastic bag on the chair near her. The faint crinkle of the bag as it sagged under its own weight sent a shiver through her. “Your belongings,” he explained, his tone matter-of-fact. “The selection was, unfortunately, quite limited.”
She hadn’t dared to hope for anything more than Jason’s lion—if it had been deemed acceptable by the facility to be keep at all.
Catherine’s stomach twisted painfully as she recognized the plastic bag. It was the same one she had hastily packed when the facility collected Jason and her from their home following Alpha Willis death. She had stuffed it with whatever scraps they’d been allowed to take. Shame burned hot in her chest. It had been so little.
From the plastic bag, Alfred pulled out the plush lion, its familiar golden mane frayed at the edges. Catherine’s breath hitched, her eyes locking onto the small toy as though it were a lifeline.
“I believe this little fellow, though, survived the facility’s scrutiny,“ Beta Alfred spoke with more kindness then they deserved.
Catherine’s breath hitched again, her hands twitching involuntarily at her sides, as she reached out for it, stopping halfway when she realized what she was doing.
“Please,” she whispered, her voice breaking. The word was so faint it was almost swallowed by the silence. Her head dipped lower, her hair falling forward like a curtain. “Please, Beta Alfred, Sir may I?”
The old man inclined his head, his expression neutral. “Of course,” he said, his tone clipped but not unkind.
Her hands closed around the lion, its worn fabric pressing against her palms. Relief flooded her chest as she turned it over, checking for the small patch she had sewn into its side years ago. It was still there, holding firm. Tears stung her eyes, her breath shuddered as she blinked them back, and a small, broken sob escaped her lips.
Alfred moved with his usual measured precision, placing the canvas bag on the dresser beside the chair. With practiced ease, he unfolded it, revealing neatly stacked clothing within. The items, though simple, were immaculate—clearly new. A soft nightdress and plain undergarments for her, and a small set of pajamas for Jason lay on top. Beneath them, he withdrew two pairs of thick socks, the kind that would provide warmth on the cold wooden floors of the estate.
“These are solely housewear items,” Alfred said, his tone steady and devoid of any unnecessary inflection. „They should suffice for now.“
Catherine’s breath caught. Jason had never had new clothes—not once in his short life. Everything he’d ever worn had been cast-offs, hand-me-downs, or threadbare rags. The sight of the crisp, folded fabric left her momentarily paralyzed.
Resting atop the clothing was a modest wooden hairbrush, a tube of toothpaste, and two toothbrushes. One was simple and plain but startlingly clean. The other was smaller, adorned with colorful cartoon dogs and paws. Beside them were small bottles of children’s shampoo and body wash, the labels cheerfully boasting no tears .
Her lips parted slightly as her eyes darted between the bundle and Beta Alfred’s impassive face. She couldn’t reconcile the sight before her with the world she had known. Jason had never owned anything so tailored to his needs.
Her chest tightened painfully. She could not fathom this kindness. These weren’t just necessities. They weren’t scraps or hand-me-downs that Jason had grown used to. These were chosen with care, made to be not only functional but joyful. A toothbrush that would fit his small hands, pajamas he might smile at because of colorful dogs in firetrucks and police cars, shampoo that wouldn’t sting his eyes. No tears. These words felt like a promise she had never been able to make to him.
Alpha Willis would have never … Her thoughts halted abruptly, the memory clawing at her. His face had been hard and unyielding as she had once hesitantly asked if she could buy a softer toothbrush for Jason. Wasteful, Willis had scoffed. Children didn’t need special things. “He’ll survive,” Willis had said, dismissing her entirely. She had learned quickly not to ask again.
And so Jason had survived, with whatever she could scrape together—his old toothbrush worn to the nub, soap that made his eyes sting.
But they could make do. They always made do.
“I—” Catherine’s throat tightened painfully, the words catching as shame burned hot in her chest. Her hands folded themselves in front of her, trembling as she dipped her head low, always low, her shoulders hunching instinctively. “I … I don’t … I didn’t think …” Her voice wavered, each word softer than the last. “It is very generous of Alpha Wayne. Please, if there is anything … anything we can do to show our appreciation …”
She trailed off, her voice breaking as she bowed her head even lower, her gaze fixed firmly on the floor. She didn’t dare look up, didn’t dare meet Beta Alfred’s eyes. Her stomach churned with a sick mixture of gratitude and fear. Gratitude for the unexpected mercy of these provisions. Fear of the unknown cost that might follow.
“There is no need,” the older Beta replied, his tone perfectly even, devoid of condescension. “Please have a good night.”
He turned without waiting for further response, his footsteps measured as he exited the room. The soft click of the door closing behind him felt like a gavel falling.
Catherine stood frozen for a moment, her hands still trembling as they gripped each other tightly in front of her. Slowly, she lowered herself to her knees in front of the dresser, her posture shrinking further as if the weight of the house pressed down upon her. She reached out tentatively, her fingers brushing against the fabric of Jason’s new pajamas.
The material was soft under her fingertips, so unlike anything they had ever owned. Her breath hitched, and her hand recoiled slightly as though she had touched something forbidden.
Her gaze flickered to the small bottle of shampoo, its cheerful label mocking her with its simplicity. Jason had cried silent tears so many times as she washed his hair with whatever cheap soap she could find. It was harsh and stung his eyes, but it was all they had. She remembered his small, trembling voice, whispering, “It hurts, Mama,” and the way she had to bite back her own tears as she hurried to rinse it away, murmuring apologies he was too young to understand.
She hadn’t been able to provide thing like that for Jason, things like tear-free shampoo and fun pyjamas.
She imagined, for a fleeting moment, that this must have been the shampoo Alpha Wayne bought for his own sons. That same kindness, that same thoughtfulness, was now extended to Jason, who ranked so far beneath them in this household’s hierarchy that the very act felt surreal.
Tears pricked at her eyes, but she forced them back, her breathing shallow as she clasped her hands together tightly. Her thoughts churned with conflicting emotions. Gratitude warred with shame and the nagging fear that she had already been given too much. If she asked for anything else, if she stepped out of line even slightly, would these small mercies be taken away?
She didn’t move from her position, kneeling in front of the dresser, her head bowed as though in prayer. This house was different from any she had known, but the rules were the same: submission was survival, and gratitude was owed. Always.
***
Her father stood in the doorway of her hollowed-out room, the box in his arms overflowing with fragments of what had once made this space hers. The trophies, books, and photos were jumbled together with her sweaters, jeans, and even Maisie’s little pink tutu peeking out, a cruel reminder of everything she had lost in a single, merciless evening.
“These will be given to the church,” he declared, his voice sharp and resolute, each word carrying the weight of finality. He glanced down at the box, his expression devoid of sympathy. “What cannot be used for God’s work will be burned.”
He didn’t even glance at her. He turned sharply and left, his dress shoes thudding against the wooden floor. Over his shoulder, he barked, “Follow.”
Catherine stumbled after him, her legs barely obeying, the hallway stretching endlessly before her. Her breaths were shallow, catching in her chest as though her ribs might shatter under the pressure. The walls seemed narrower now, the air too thick. She felt like she was being marched to her execution.
In the living room, her father set the box down with a thud beside the fireplace. She lingered in the doorway, trembling, her fingers gripping the frame as if she could hold herself upright. He began pulling items from the box, his movements mechanical, his face devoid of anything resembling compassion.
The fire roared in the hearth, its heat licking at her skin even from across the room.
Her math trophies were the first to go. She watched in silent horror as the golden figures melted, their proud stances slumping into unrecognizable blobs. The air filled with the acrid stench of scorched metal, sharp and nauseating.
Her scripts followed—pages she’d poured herself into for weeks, each one filled with her careful handwriting, the margins dotted with hopeful notes. The flames devoured them hungrily, curling the edges until they disintegrated into blackened ash.
“No,” she whispered, her voice cracking. She stepped forward, hand outstretched, but froze when her father shot her a look—a cold warning that froze her blood.
Maisie came next.
She couldn’t stop the cry that tore from her throat as her father tossed the small plush mouse into the fire. Her stomach twisted violently as she watched the delicate fabric shrivel and blacken. The little pink tutu—a piece of her childhood, of safety, of love—crumbled into ash within seconds.
“Please!” she begged, her voice breaking. She surged forward, falling to her knees beside the box, reaching for what was left. “Please, don’t! I’ll—I’ll be good! I’ll—”
Her father’s hand slammed against her shoulder, shoving her back.
“Enough.”
The single word reverberated in her skull, final and absolute. She shrank beneath his glare, her hands trembling in her lap. The flames roared louder, as though mocking her, their greedy fingers reaching up to claim everything that had been hers. The air smelled of burnt fabric, scorched paper, and a hint of charred plastic that stung her nose and made her throat itch.
Her vision blurred with tears, but she couldn’t look away. The firelight danced across the room, casting jagged shadows on the walls.
The heat pressed against her skin, relentless, but it wasn’t enough to thaw the icy pit forming in her chest. The fire wasn’t just devouring her belongings; it was swallowing her whole.
When the last of the box was emptied and the flames had consumed every scrap, her father turned to her, his face cold and impassive.
“Kneel properly,” he barked.
Her body shifted automatically, straightening her spine and folding her hands in front of her, palms upward in a display of submission. The posture, she‘d seen her mother take on a thousand timed felt unnatural and humiliating, but she held it without protest, trembling under his gaze.
The room felt suffocatingly silent now, the only sound the occasional crackle of the dying fire. Its glow painted her face, a cruel reminder of what she had lost.
Her father stepped closer, his dress shoes creaking against the floor. He towered over her, and when his hand came down to rest on her head, she flinched. His grip was heavy, firm, and unyielding.
The weight of it crushed her. His hand smelled faintly of ash, mingled with the sharp tang of sweat and wood smoke.
“You will thank God for this opportunity,” her father said, his voice heavy with unshakable authority, standing over her like an unmovable pillar. “To embrace your role as an omega, to serve me, to prepare for the Alpha who will one day take you as his own. This is your purpose now. Your life begins anew.”
The words hung in the air, suffocating, a sentence passed down from on high.
“Repeat after me,” he commanded, his tone slow and deliberate, each word like a blade carving into her already fragile spirit. “I am an omega. I am humble and obedient. My life is to serve my Alpha, the House, and the Lord.”
Catherine’s breath shuddered as she choked back a sob, the weight of the moment pressing her knees harder into the cold, unforgiving floor. She opened her mouth, but the words refused to come, sticking in her throat like thorns. Finally, trembling, she forced them out.
“I am an omega. I am humble and obedient. My life is to serve my Alpha, the House, and the Lord.”
Her voice cracked on the last word, a jagged sound that seemed to echo louder than the fire’s crackling behind her.
His sharp eyes narrowed, watching her like a hawk circling prey, scrutinizing every tremor in her hands, every hesitation in her voice. “Repeat,” he said, his tone like steel against her skin. “I am an omega. My worth is in my obedience and my service.“
The words twisted inside her, each syllable a betrayal of the small, hidden part of her that still clung to hope. But she said them anyway. “I am an omega. My worth is in my obedience and my service.” Her voice wavered, breaking at the edges.
“I exist to please and support the alphas around me.”
Her hands clenched tighter in her lap, her nails digging into her palms, but she obeyed. “I exist to please and support the alphas around me.”
“I will not speak unless spoken to. I will not act without permission.”
The room seemed to close in on her, the walls pressing against her like invisible hands. Tears brimmed in her eyes, blurring the dimly lit room into indistinct shapes. But she blinked them back, keeping her voice steady even as it quivered beneath the strain. “I will not speak unless spoken to. I will not act without permission.”
He loomed closer, his shadow swallowing her entirely, the firelight flickering behind him like a demonic halo. “You will serve in this household,” he continued, his voice low and sharp, a razor cutting through the silence. “And you will not bring shame to my house. You are nothing without my generosity. Say it.”
Her breath hitched, a strangled sound escaping her lips. Her hands trembled uncontrollably now, her body shaking as if the words themselves might unmake her. But she whispered them, her voice almost inaudible. “I will serve in your household. I will not bring shame to your house. I am nothing without your generosity, Alpha Father.”
He straightened, satisfaction glinting in his cold, pitiless eyes. “Good,” he said, his voice devoid of warmth. He reached for a bundle of fabric, tossing it unceremoniously at her feet.
The dress landed in a crumpled heap on the floor, the pale blue fabric spreading out like a stain against the cold tiles. Catherine’s gaze dropped to it, her stomach knotting. The garment was plain to the point of severity—long-sleeved and ankle-length, its stiff material devoid of pattern or softness. It buttoned high at the neck, its collar tight and restrictive, leaving no room for individuality. The bodice was shapeless, cinched only by a simple, narrow belt of the same coarse material meant to pull it close to her waist but not flatter. It spoke of function, not comfort or expression, the kind of clothing designed to erase the wearer rather than adorn them.
Catherine bent down, her hands trembling as she picked it up. The fabric was rough beneath her fingers, almost scratchy, like a burlap sack softened just enough to pass for cloth. The dress felt heavy in her grasp, weighted by what it represented more than by its actual heft.
“And these,” he added, setting down a pair of shoes beside her. They were black leather flats, stiff and unyielding, with thick soles that looked more suited to a laborer than anyone who’d spend their days indoors. Their design was purely utilitarian—no buckles, no seams for decoration, just flat leather polished to a dull shine.
“Proper footwear for an omega,” he declared, his voice cold and final. “You’ll have no need for anything else.”
“Yes, Alpha Father,” she whispered, her voice so faint it was almost swallowed by the silence.
“Undress,“ he said.
And Cathrine did what her Alpha father told her to. She slid her leggings down her tights and pushed her knitted sweater over her head. She stood in front of him, only her slip and singlet remaining.
“Everything,” he ordered, his voice cold and commanding.
Catherine froze, her arms tightening protectively around herself. Her head shook instinctively, a flicker of defiance breaking through the fear. “No … no, please, Father. Please,” she begged, her voice trembling.
She didn’t want to be an Omega. She didn’t want this—her father to look at her like she was something lesser, something shameful. She didn’t want him to strip her of what little dignity she had left.
Tears spilled freely down her cheeks as she backed a step away from him. “Please, Father,” she whispered again, desperation breaking through her words.
But his expression didn’t change. His hand lashed out, gripping her arm with a bruising force that made her cry out softly. “You will obey,” he hissed, his face inches from hers.
“You are an Omega now, and you will learn to live as one. There is no place for redistance, only submission and obedience.“
He seized her chin between his fingers, his grip iron and unyielding. Catherine barely had a moment to register the anger in his eyes before his hand struck her face, a sharp, stinging backhand that sent her stumbling. The force of it left her cheek burning, tears springing anew as her head spun.
“And you will address me correctly in the future, Omega, ” he snarled, the word dripping with contempt. His voice was steady, cold, and final, like a hammer striking a nail.
Catherine clutched her stinging cheek, her breath hitching as she looked up at him, trembling. “Y-yes, Alpha Father,” she whispered, the words tasting bitter and foreign on her tongue.
“Good,” he said, his tone softening just enough to be unnervingly calm. “You’ll learn your place, one way or another. Now, strip everything. ”
And when Catherine stood in front of him, naked and trembling and cold he nodded once, approving.
“Bare as the lord designed you, Omega. Beg me to be allowed to cover your shame," her father said, his voice cutting through the heavy silence like a blade. His eyes were cold and unyielding, devoid of even a shred of warmth.
Catherine knelt and lowered herself fully to the floor, pressing her forehead against the cold wood. The posture was one she had seen her mother take countless times before—utterly submissive, utterly small. Her trembling hands clenched into fists against the ground as she forced herself to speak, her voice cracking under the weight of humiliation.
“Please, Alpha Father,” she whispered, her words barely audible. “I beg you and the Lord for the mercy of allowing me to cover myself. Please, Alpha Father, let me hide my shame so that I do not sin in the eyes of the Lord.”
Her father regarded her for a long moment, the silence suffocating as she stayed frozen in her plea, forehead still pressed to the floor. Finally, he nodded, his tone as detached as if granting a routine request.
“You may,” he declared. “Stand and cover yourself. I will not have a bitch tainting my house.”
Catherine rose shakily, her legs weak beneath her amd her hands trembled as she redressed in her pastel yellow slip and signlet, the last remnants of clothing she had left from her old life.
She slipped the stiff dress over her head, the buttons at the collar pressing uncomfortably against her throat. The long sleeves itched where they grazed her wrists, and the hem swished against her ankles, its weight dragging with every step. She tied the belt loosely, her fingers fumbling with the knot, her tears already soaking into the fabric.
The shoes pinched her feet when she slid them on, the leather inflexible and unforgiving.
Gone were the clothes she had once owned, the vibrant colors and comfortable fabrics she had chosen for herself.
This dress consumed her, and very trace of personality. Its dull, shapeless form made her look smaller, insignificant, like she was fading into the background of her own life. The shoes, heavy and clunky, made her feet feel like lead, grounding her in a place she desperately wanted to escape.
“Follow,” her father ordered again, his tone sharp and unyielding. Catherine obeyed, her movements mechanical, the weight of the shoes clapping awkwardly against the floor with every tentative step. The sound echoed hollowly in the empty hallway, amplifying her sense of alienation. Each movement felt foreign, like her body no longer belonged to her, as though the clothes themselves were a prison, locking her into this new reality.
He led her to the kitchen, where the faint smell of soap and despair clung to the air. Her omega mother was on her hands and knees, scrubbing the floor with a rag. Her movements were slow and deliberate, a practiced submission etched into every line of her frame. She didn’t look up as they entered.
“Teach her,” her father commanded, his voice cold and unyielding. “She has been chosen for servitude. Let her learn the obedience the Lord demands of her kind.”
Her mother paused, her hands halting over the soapy water, and lifted her gaze slightly—not to meet his eyes, but to acknowledge his authority. “Yes, Alpha,” she said quietly, her voice tinged with weary resignation. “The Lord’s will is perfect, and His design for omegas is righteous. She will serve as is commanded.”
She reached for a second rag and extended it toward Catherine without a glance. The damp cloth hung between them like a sentence, heavy and unspoken. Catherine’s stomach churned as she stared at it, the reality of her father’s words pressing down on her chest.
Her mother, still avoiding her eyes, returned to her task, her voice soft and detached as she murmured, “The path of humility is sacred. Accept it, child, and find grace in your submission.”
Catherine hesitated, the trembling in her hands growing as her fingers brushed the wet fabric. Her throat felt dry, her mind racing as she clutched the rag, its weight far heavier than it had any right to be.
Her father’s shadow loomed in the doorway, his presence oppressive and absolute. “Kneel,” he demanded, his tone laced with divine authority. “And give thanks for the honor of knowing your place, as ordained by God and your Alpha.”
With a shaky breath, Catherine sank to her knees beside her mother, the cold tiles biting into her skin as the rough fabric of her new dress scratched at her legs. The motion felt alien, each scrape of the rag against the floor echoing her mother’s movements like a hollow mockery of the girl she used to be.
“Good,” her father said, his words heavy with finality. “You will learn to find salvation in servitude. Only through obedience can you fulfill the purpose the Lord has given you.”
Catherine’s heart ached as the words settled over her, binding her like chains she could never escape. The girl she had been—free, vibrant, full of dreams—was gone. What remained was something smaller, quieter, and utterly resigned.
Notes:
Aw sweet Catherine …
I feel so bad for her myself 🥹
Chapter 8
Notes:
Trigger Warning: nothing much really, there is a really vanilla sex scene starting at the very end of the cursive flashback, wenn Willis proposes a break for Cathrine ;)
Otherwise enjoy, we are gonna meet baby Damian 🥰
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine stirred first, the faint sound of crying threading through her dreams and pulling her into wakefulness. For a moment, she lay still, her senses disoriented by the unfamiliar softness of the bed and the foreign quiet of Wayne Manor. Then, the sound came again—piercing and insistent, the unmistakable wail of a baby.
Jason shifted beside her, his small body curling instinctively toward hers. Even half-asleep, he sought her comfort, his little hand brushing her side, rubbing his scent glance instinctivly against her skin. The cry came again, louder now, and Catherine’s heart twisted painfully.
“Mama?” Jason mumbled, his voice soft and groggy.
“It’s nothing, baby,” she whispered, her voice thin and trembling. “Go back to sleep.”
But it wasn’t nothing. The sound tugged at her deeply, setting off something primal and immediate. She gripped the blanket tighter, staring at the ceiling as though the answer might be etched there.
Another wail echoed, louder still, shattering the fragile quiet. Catherine flinched, curling her fingers into the fabric of her dress. Her chest ached at the sound—Damian. She hadn’t seen the infant yet, but she knew it had to be him.
Alpha Wayne had told her about the baby, how it was sleeping and crying and feeding, but no instructions had been given, no expectations set. It was as if Damian’s care was entirely outside her reach.
The crying didn’t stop. If anything, it seemed to grow stronger, more urgent, and Jason stirred again, sitting up this time. His wide eyes darted toward the door. “It’s the baby,” he said quietly, his voice trembling. “He sounds really sad.”
Catherine exhaled softly, her instincts warring with her reason. Her first thought was to go to the child, to gather him in her arms and soothe his cries. But she quickly stifled it, forcing herself to stay seated. Her fingers twisted in her lap as she glanced at Jason, who was now fully awake and watching her with a worried expression.
Jason rubbed his eyes, his face creased with worry. “Should we go? To help?”
Catherine’s heart ached at the question. She knew how badly Jason wanted to help—his small body practically vibrated with the urge. But she couldn’t. They couldn’t.
“No,” she said softly, firmly.
Jason’s brow furrowed, confusion mingling with his worry. “But what if—”
“We can’t,” she interrupted, her voice cracking. “We… we don’t have permission.”
Jason looked at her, his wide eyes searching her face. He frowned, his brows drawing together as another sharp wail echoed through the hallway. He hugged his knees to his chest, his small shoulders hunched against the sound.
Minutes passed. The cries continued, rising and falling like waves. Catherine tried to steady her breathing, her hands gripping the blanket tightly. She glanced at Jason again, seeing the question still in his eyes, while Damian’s cries were cutting through the stillness of the night like a blade. Her entire body tensed with the sound, a deep, visceral instinct flaring in her chest, urging her to rise and go to him. To pick him up, cradle him, soothe him as she had once soothed Jason in those desperate early days.
But she didn’t move. She couldn’t.
Her head bowed instinctively, as though the act of thinking such things was itself insubordination.
Still, her mind churned helplessly. Maybe the baby—Damian—was being sleep-trained. She’d overheard other omegas in the facility whispering about such things, their voices low and filled with caution. The Alphas who allowed it said it was for the best, to teach independence early, but Catherine had never understood. How could you leave a baby to cry, their tiny body trembling with need, their voice raw with the effort of calling out for someone to come?
Her hands clenched in her lap, the fabric of her dress rough beneath her fingers. Damian’s wails were relentless, louder now, and her heart twisted painfully with each one. How long had it been? Five minutes? Ten? Too long, surely. He was so little, barely more than two months old. Could an infant so young even soothe himself?
She didn’t know.
She thought of Jason as a baby, his cries sharp and desperate, always answered within moments. She’d had no choice. Willis hated the sound of crying, it annoyed him to the bone.
Catherine had learned quickly how to anticipate Jason’s needs before he could express them. She’d kept him quiet, soothing him with whispered words, gentle rocking, anything to keep the peace.
And then, one day, Jason had simply stopped crying.
He’d learned, somehow, to wait. To wake silently, to watch the door with wide, trusting eyes, certain that she would come for him. And she had. Always.
Damian’s cries pierced through her thoughts again, louder than before, and her breath hitched.
“But… he’s crying, Mama,” Jason whispered. “What if they can’t hear him?”
Catherine bit her lip hard enough to sting. The idea struck her suddenly, a cold weight settling in her stomach. What if Alpha Wayne had placed the baby far from his room, unwilling to be disturbed.
Catherine’s heart twisted painfully. She thought of Willis, how he would have done just that if they had lived in a house this big. Jason would have been shoved into a far corner, his cries ignored until he gave up and just stayed silent. The thought made her stomach churn, but she pushed it aside.
“We can’t,” she said again, her voice firmer this time, though it wavered at the edges.
The cries grew louder, impossibly loud in the stillness of the night. They echoed in her chest, scraping against her ribs. Her mothering instincts screamed at her to act.
“But Mama…” Jason’s voice wavered, barely above a whisper. His small fingers reached for hers, tugging lightly at her hand. “He’s really loud. What if he’s scared?”
Catherine’s chest tightened. They had no place stepping beyond the threshold of their assigned quarters, especially not at night, unbidden. Her mind raced, cycling through unspoken rules and expectations she barely understood yet feared breaking. Still, Damian’s cries pulled at her, relentless and piercing, each one like a thread unraveling her restraint.
“All right,” she whispered, though her voice was shaky, as if the words themselves might betray her. “But only for a moment.”
Jason nodded quickly, but before he could pull the gray facility-issued slip-ons over his bare feet, Catherine walked to the dresser, grabbing the thick socks and gave them to Jason.
His face lit up with relief as he scrambled to obey. Catherine stood shakily, her legs trembling beneath her as she smoothed down her dress and slipped barefeet into her own slip-ons.
They moved cautiously into the hallway, Catherine keeping her head low, her grip firm on Jason’s hand.
The cries guided them, two doors down. The nursery door was slightly ajar, spilling a faint glow into the otherwise dark corridor. Catherine’s steps faltered as they reached it, her heart hammering against her ribs.
She hesitated at the threshold, suddenly unsure. But Jason, emboldened by his concern, took a small step forward, and she had no choice but to follow. Together, they peered inside.
The sight that met her froze her mid-step.
In the center of the dimly lit room stood Alpha Wayne, smelling like wood and sugar, just slightly charred, as if his pups cries burnt him like Jasons tears welked her scent.
He was rocking Damian in his arms, the infant’s cries still loud even cradled against his fathers chest. Alpha Waynes face was set in a careful neutrality, though the strain was visible in the furrow of his brow and the tightness around his eyes. He moved with an unhurried, deliberate rhythm, the weight of the child cradled securely in his strong arms.
Catherine’s stomach dropped. She jerked Jason back, her fingers tightening around his hand. Her head lowered instinctively, her body folding into itself in submission. Her breath quickened, panic rising as she realized the enormity of her mistake. She had overstepped.
Before she could retreat, the Alphas gaze shifted.
He saw them.
The room seemed to still, the cries of the baby fading into the background as Catherine felt the full weight of his attention settle on her. The Alpha said nothing at first, his dark eyes steady and unreadable. The silence stretched unbearably, thick and suffocating, and Catherine’s cheeks burned with the shame of her presumption.
She should have stayed in their quarters. She should have ignored the cries. She should have known better.
Jason, oblivious to the hierarchy that tethered her in place, glanced up at Alpha Wayne with a mixture of awe and curiosity. Catherine squeezed his hand tighter, silently willing him to stay quiet, to bow his head, to avoid drawing any further notice.
Finally, the Alpha spoke.
“Damian has been … unsettled tonight.”
His voice was calm, quiet, almost conversational, but Catherine felt the weight of every word. She risked a glance upward, just enough to see his expression. He looked tired, his face lined with stress, yet there was no anger there.
Even so, Catherine dipped her head lower, her posture folding further as though trying to disappear entirely. “I— I apologize, Alpha Wayne,” she stammered, her voice barely above a whisper. “We… we heard him… I thought…” She trailed off, uncertain how to finish without overstepping further.
Alpha Wayne didn’t respond immediately, his gaze shifting between her and Jason. The silence pressed on her like a physical weight, and she swallowed hard, bracing herself for whatever judgment might come.
Catherine kept her gaze fixed firmly on the floor, her fingers trembling as they gripped Jason’s small hand. She cursed herself for stepping out of their quarters. She shouldn’t have presumed to interfere with an Alpha’s business.
Alpha Wayne shifted his weight slightly, adjusting Damian against his chest, and the baby let out another piercing wail. The sound jolted through Catherine like an electric shock. Despite her terror, her instincts wrestled against her fear, screaming at her to act. Damian’s cries were sharp, desperate, and uneven—different from a normal fussing baby. Something wasn’t right.
Jason stepped forward, his voice small and hesitant. “Is he okay?”
Catherine’s heart skipped a beat, and she reached out to pull Jason back, terrified of his boldness. But Alpha Wayne didn’t seem angry. His gaze softened slightly as he looked at her son.
Still trembling, Catherine risked a glance up. Damian’s little face was scrunched tight, his tiny fists flailing as he arched against the Alphas hold. His knees drew up toward his belly, only to kick out again, the motion frantic.
She knew that cry.
She hadn’t seen Damian before now, but the signs were unmistakable. “Colic,” she whispered, more to herself than anyone else. The word slipped out before she could stop it.
Alpha Waynes sharp gaze pinned her immediately, and Catherine froze, her heart pounding so loudly she thought he might hear it. She wanted to shrink back, to flee, but she couldn’t leave Damian like this—not if she could help him.
“What did you say?” The Alpha asked, his tone firm but not harsh.
Her breath hitched. “It… it might be colic, Alpha,” she stammered, her voice shaking. “He—he’s pulling his knees up, and the crying sounds… sharp. His belly might hurt.”
Alphas brow furrowed, his exhaustion momentarily eclipsed by curiosity. “What can I do?”
Catherine’s hands trembled as she stepped closer, inching forward like a mouse under the watchful gaze of a predator. “If… if I may, Alpha… I could try a massage. It might help him pass gas or… or relieve his discomfort.”
Alpha Wayne studied her for a moment, then gave a single, deliberate nod. “Do it.”
Her heart leaped to her throat. She hadn’t expected him to agree. She glanced back at Jason, who looked at her with wide eyes.
Alpha Wayne laid Damian gently on the padded changing station, his movements careful. The baby’s cries didn’t lessen, his tiny legs kicking against the air. His scent was still faint but from this near she could smell it, warm sand and dates. It was sweet but foreign. Catherine swallowed hard, her hands shaking as she reached out.
“May I touch him, Alpha?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.
“You may,” Bruce said, his tone steady, his gaze never leaving her. The baby let out another sharp wail, his tiny fists clenched, his face red with discomfort.
Catherine’s hands moved automatically, her fingers nimble and precise as she unzipped Damian’s soft sleep sack and carefully laid him flat on the padded surface of the changing station. The dim light bathed the nursery in a warm glow, but Catherine barely noticed, her focus entirely on the squirming baby before her. “It’s okay, little pup,” she murmured, her voice low and melodic, the soothing tone instinctual and practiced. Each word was an offering, a plea for peace, as if she herself could absorb the infant’s discomfort.
Her palms moved in slow, deliberate circles over Damian’s taut belly, the pressure just firm enough to coax his tiny muscles to relax. She moved clockwise, tracing the path of his digestive system with precision, mindful of how delicate his body was.
The tension in his little body radiated into her fingertips, and she adjusted her touch accordingly, instinctively easing the rhythm of her massage. She tried to not rub her scent glands across the baby skin, leaving no trace of her on him. She wouldn’t mark him, wouldn’t impose herself where she wasn’t meant to linger. She focused only on the act of care.
When she was done with his belly, she reached for his hips, supporting them carefully. With feather-light pressure, she rotated them in soft, fluid motions, one side and then the other, loosening any stiffness in his tiny joints.
Afterward, she gently pressed his knees up toward his chest, pausing for a moment before releasing. She repeated the motion again, pressing just enough to ease the discomfort she knew had been troubling him, following the steps exactly as she’d been taught.
It was a routine etched into her by necessity and shared wisdom—the kind of knowledge Omegas passed to each other in whispers, quiet exchanges born of survival and care.
She shifted to press gently along the soles of his feet, targeting the pressure points she knew could offer relief. Her movements were graceful, efficient, yet there was a trembling hesitancy to her posture. She hunched slightly, her shoulders drawn inward, as if even the act of being upright in Alpha Wayne’s presence felt too bold.
Her hands paused briefly, her stomach tightening with unease. What if he thought she was too rough? She risked the smallest glance toward him, but his expression remained unreadable, his tired eyes fixed on Damian.
She finished by laying her palm over his belly again, her hand warm and steady, while his crying had toned down go a mere quiet fussing.
She didn’t dare murmur another word, didn’t dare fill the quiet with the softness that might otherwise have escaped her lips. This was Alphas pup—his heir—and she knew her place.
Instead, she let her actions speak for her, her touch as light and unassuming as the care she offered.
Behind her, Jason shifted nervously, his small frame barely making a sound. He stood half-hidden by her dress skirt, his wide eyes darting between her hands and Damians flushed face. He was silent but watchful, his nervous energy palpable in the way he clung to the fabric at her hip.
The silence stretched unbearably until it was broken by a sound that startled all three of them—a loud, wet fart that seemed incongruously large for such a tiny body.
Jason’s eyes widened, his lips parting in astonishment. Catherine kept her head bowed, her focus locked on Damian as she continued the massage, moving her hands steadily along his belly and back to his feet. Another fart followed, even louder than the first, and a tiny giggle escaped Jason, soft and unsure, muffled behind his hand as if he was afraid of drawing attention to himself.
“Shh,” Catherine murmured, glancing down at him with the faintest flicker of warning in her eyes, though her tone was gentle. Jason ducked his head, his mirth dampened.
The Alpha remained silent, though she felt the weight of his gaze pressing down on her as if every motion she made was being scrutinized. She tried to make herself smaller, to fold into her work, hoping desperately that he wouldn’t disapprove of her methods.
Moments later, Damian let out a final, unmistakable noise—wet, loud, and definitive. The tension in his little body melted away, his legs falling limp as his cries subsided into soft, contented gurgles. His scent turned sweeter, as if the dates had ripened as his discomfort eased.
Catherine froze for a moment, her breath caught in her throat. Slowly, she allowed herself to glance up, her hands trembling as she pulled them back to her sides. Alpha Wayne let out a long, slow breath, the exhaustion in his face momentarily replaced by something that looked almost like relief.
“He hasn’t been this calm in days,” he murmured, his voice low but steady. “He hasn‘t pooped in days.“
Catherine swallowed hard, quickly moving to clean Damian with the efficiency of someone who had changed countless diapers before. Her hands worked fast but careful, the slight tremor in her fingers betraying her nerves. She dared not make a sound as she folded the soiled diaper away and reached for a fresh one, her movements as precise as if her very place in the household depended on perfection.
Jason watched her in silence, his awe apparent in the way he stayed perfectly still beside her. He seemed to sense her unease, his little hands gripping her dress tighter as she fastened Damian’s new diaper and redressed him in his tiny pajama overalls. She slid him back into his sleep sack with practiced care, ensuring the fabric was snug but not constrictive.
Finally, she straightened, her hands lingering for a moment on Damian’s chest before pulling back entirely. She turned to Alpha Wayne, cradling the baby carefully in her arms before holding him out to the Alpha with a deference that bordered on desperation.
Alpha Wayne stepped forward, taking Damian from her hands. His movements were instinctively gentle, his large hands cradling the baby’s head and back as he adjusted him against his chest. Damian let out a soft, contented sigh, his little face slack with the beginnings of sleep. The change in his demeanor was almost miraculous—the shrill cries that had dominated the house for days now replaced by peaceful quiet.
The room fell still, the silence broken only by the rhythmic hum of the nightlight and the faint rustle of fabric as Alpha adjusted his grip. He didn’t speak immediately, his gaze dropping to his now-calm son as though unsure how such a transformation had occurred. His exhaustion was etched deeply into the lines of his face, but there was something new there too—relief, tinged with awe.
“I didn’t know…” Alpha Wayne began, his voice soft and thoughtful, almost as if speaking to himself. He paused, adjusting Damian slightly and running a large hand over the baby’s back. His other hand pressing his wrist gently to the soft curls at the crown of Damian’s head. Sandalwood mixed with Sand and the sweetness of their combined ripe dates and brown sugar filled the air.
Catherine inhaled, the sweetness of their shared scent catching her off guard. She had never known an Alpha to smell so sweet.
Her own father’s scent had been iron and scorched fields, sharp and unyielding, leaving no room for softness. As a pup, she had often wondered if he had once smelled more like her—like fresh grass after rain, untouched by fire—and if one day her own scent would sour, turning brittle and burned as his had.
It wasn’t uncommon for fragrances to pass between family bonds, echoes of lineage lingering in their scents. She thought of Jason, how his sweet, warm milky-cotton scent turned damp when he was sad or afraid. In those moments, he smelled faintly of Willis—not his father’s full bitterness, with its harsh tobacco undercurrent, but close enough to feel like a shadow of it.
The thought weighed heavy on her, as though sadness itself carried the power to twist something soft and innocent into something harsher.
“He’s been crying so much, and I’ve tried everything—feeding, burping, rocking, but nothing worked. I didn’t think—” Alpha Wayne shook his head, his exhaustion apparent in his voice. “I didn’t know what I was missing.”
Catherine stood silently, her head bowed as she watched the scene unfold. Her hands were clasped tightly in front of her, her posture a picture of absolute submission. She could feel the weight of his gaze, even without looking directly at him. She dared not meet his eyes for fear of what might be read in her expression.
But Alpha Waynes voice cut through the silence again, almost as if he couldn’t help but speak his thoughts aloud. “I swear, it’s been days of him just wailing, and I…” He trailed off, frustration creeping into his tone. “I didn’t think it would ever stop.“
His gaze briefly flickered toward her, his words an odd mix of awe and curiosity, but the exhaustion in his eyes was clear. “You’ve really been a big help. I—” His voice faltered, as if he was too weary to find the right words.
Catherine flinched at the praise. She wasn’t used to hearing anything even remotely close to positive acknowledgment, least of all from an Alpha. She tried to hide the tremor in her hands, but her body betrayed her. The moment the Alphas attention shifted slightly toward Damian, her posture bent further in response, her chin dropping so low that it nearly touched her chest.
But Alpha Wayne, lost in the wonder of seeing his son at peace, was already moving to settle him in the crib. Catherine’s pulse quickened at the thought of him being put down too soon. She couldn’t bear the idea of Damian waking up again and starting that cycle of crying all over again.
She stepped forward just slightly, feeling Jason still holding on to the hem of her dress, her body trembling with the softest of movements, like a leaf being blown by the wind. Her voice was low, barely a whisper, but firm enough to carry the weight of her concern. “Alpha… please…” she began, her tone as fragile as her stance. “He… he needs to be held just a little longer. He needs your scent, Alpha.”
The Alpha stopped in his tracks, frozen for a moment. His eyes flickered to her, but he didn’t make any move to acknowledge her properly. He just waited, a quiet invitation for her to explain.
She swallowed nervously, her heart hammering in her chest. “He—he’s still not deep enough in sleep,” she continued, her voice growing smaller but more certain. “If you put him down now, he’ll wake up again. You’ll see the signs, Alpha. His little hands, his breathing—, it means he’s not yet in a deep enough sleep to be left alone.” She paused, her eyes flicking nervously to the crib before she quickly turned them back down to the floor, focusing on the ground, as if that might somehow make her words less daring.
The Alpha regarded her quietly, his tired gaze never wavering. The room felt as if it held its breath, the silence stretching thin between them.
For a long moment, it felt like the world itself had paused. Catherine didn’t dare move, barely even breathing, as she waited for Alphas response. She had already overstepped—she knew that—but this was something she just had to say. Something she had to offer, or Damian might cry again, and she couldn’t stand the thought of that.
Finally, the Alphas lips parted, and Catherine’s heart lurched, her muscles tensing in preparation for what was to come. She was about to sink to her knees, pull Jason with her and beg to be forgiven for her insolence, for intervening when it wasn‘t wanted, for daring to tell the Alpha how to handle his pup, but what Alpha Wayne then said caught her by surprise and she remained upright. “I see…” His voice was soft, though there was an underlying tone of gratitude. “I’ll wait a little longer then.”
Her breath caught in her throat. For a moment, she dared to look up at him, her eyes wide, as if in disbelief that he was actually listening to her advise. But she quickly lowered her gaze again, her hands trembling as she waited for his next move.
Alpha nodded once, still holding Damian close as if the infant had become a part of him in that moment, pressing the scent gland on his wrist close to the pups cheek, rubbing his scent into the infants skin.
“Thank you,” he added, though the words were far from formal. They were genuine, a quiet admission of his reliance on the help Catherine had offered.
Catherine’s chest tightened with emotion at the acknowledgment, but she dared not express it. She would never be anything more than what she was, an Omega, grateful to be allowed such small moments of usefulness.
And so, she stood, her body still bent, waiting patiently for the moment when Alpha Wayne dismissed her.
***
Catherine stood in front of the bathroom mirror, her fingers trembling as they hovered over her stomach. She’d noticed it over the past couple of weeks—a slight roundness where there hadn’t been before, her breasts more tender than usual, especially when Willis grabbed and kneaded and mouthed at them during sex.
Her body had been sending her signs: the faint nausea in the mornings, the deep exhaustion by midday, and a strange ache low in her belly that wasn’t like her usual cycle. Most of all, there was the absence of heat. Three months had passed since her last one, and nothing had come.
Her heart pounded in her chest as realization finally set in. She was pregnant.
It had to have been from that first heat with Willis, three months ago, the one where everything changed. They hadn’t taken any precautions—not that she’d expected him to. He’d been so proud of claiming her, so smug in his assurances that she belonged to him now. And now...
Catherine’s hand rested lightly on her stomach, a wave of conflicting emotions washing over her.
Her heart fluttered. She was carrying his baby.
Her fingers brushed over the faint curve of her belly, barely noticeable under her loose dress.
Would Alpha Willis be happy? Would he be disappointed? She swallowed hard, tears pricking at her eyes. Whatever his reaction, she knew she had to tell him.
“Alpha,” she whispered under her breath, practicing the word, as though saying it too softly might anger him. She pressed her lips together, steeling herself, before stepping out of the bathroom.
Willis was sprawled on the couch in the living room, his legs spread lazily as he nursed a beer. His other hand was idly scratching his chest. The TV blared some loud action movie, but his sharp gaze flicked to her the moment she entered.
“What’s with the face, Kitty-Cat?” he asked, his voice rough, almost teasing. “You look like you’re about to cry. Did you screw something up?”
She immediately shook her head, her hands clasped in front of her. “N-no, Alpha,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “I—I just… I need to tell you something. It’s important.”
Willis leaned back, lifting the bottle to his lips for a long drink. “Alright, spit it out. Don’t stand there fidgeting like that; it’s annoying.”
Her cheeks flushed as she lowered her head, her voice trembling. “I… I think I’m pregnant, Alpha.”
For a moment, there was silence. The sound of the TV seemed deafening as she waited for his reaction, her heart pounding in her chest.
His expression didn’t shift at first, but then, slowly, a grin spread across his face—a smug, self-satisfied grin and then a low chuckle, the sound rough and almost mocking.
“Pregnant, huh?” he said, setting the beer down on the coffee table. He stood, towering over her, and she instinctively lowered her gaze, staring at the floor.
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, her hands twisting together nervously. “I-I think so… My heat hasn’t come back, and I’ve been feeling… different.”
Willis reached out, his hand cupping her chin and tilting her face up so she had no choice but to meet his eyes. “Different, huh?” he murmured, his thumb brushing her cheek, his rough callousses almost tender. “Guess all that whining and begging during your heat wasn’t for nothing. You let me knot you good, and now look at you. Already carrying my kid.”
“Yes, Alpha,” she said softly. “I’m… I’m so happy to carry your baby. I want to make you proud.”
Willis smirked, his grip on her chin tightening just slightly. “Yeah, you better be happy. And you better make me proud, Kitty-Cat. This changes things, you know. You’re not just my omega anymore. You’re the mother of my pup. That means you gotta step it up.”
She nodded quickly, her heart pounding. “I will, Alpha. I promise. I’ll do everything right. I’ll be good.”
“You will,” he said firmly, his voice carrying that edge of authority that made her want to bow to her knees in front of him. “Damn right you will. You think I want some brat running around who doesn’t know how to respect their Alpha? You’re gonna raise that kid right, and you’re gonna keep this place spotless while you’re at it. Got it?”
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “I—I’ll do my best.”
Willis’s smirk widened, and he leaned down, pressing a kiss to her neck just above his mark. She shivered under his touch, her knees going weak as his scent surrounded her.
“That’s my girl,” he murmured, his lips brushing her ear. “You’ve been good so far, even if you’ve needed a little correction here and there. But now? You’re gonna have to be better. None of that shit of the past few weeks. You’ll take care of me and the baby. No excuses.”
“Yes, Alpha,” she said again, her voice meek and full of submission. “I’ll take care of everything. I swear.”
“Good,” he said, straightening up. His hand lingered on her stomach for a moment, and his grin softened into something almost fond. “You’re lucky, you know that?” he murmured against her skin. “Back with your old man, you’d probably be eating scraps and sleeping on the floor. But here? You’ve got me. A real Alpha.”
Tears welled in her eyes, a mix of love and submission overwhelming her. “Th-thank you, Alpha,” she said, her voice trembling.
“You’re a lucky little thing, Kitty-Cat,” he drawled, his tone dripping with smug satisfaction. “Most omegas don’t get half as good as what I give you. Remember that.”
“I know, Alpha. I’m so grateful… for everything. For you,” she whispered, her voice soft and reverent, her eyes flicking up to meet his before quickly darting back down.
He chuckled, the sound low and rough, before patting her head. “You’ve got it good here. Warm bed, good food, and now you’re carrying my kid. I mean, I’ve got my work cut out for me, making sure you don’t screw this up. But I think I can handle you. Just gotta keep you in line, huh?”
“Yes, Alpha,” she said, her voice trembling with sincerity. “I’ll be better. I’ll do everything you say. I won’t let you down.”
“You better not,” Willis said, his tone sharp. He grabbed her chin oncr again, tilting her face up so she had no choice but to meet his gaze. “Because this ain’t just about you anymore, understand? It’s about me, my pup, my family. You step out of line, you screw something up—” he paused, his grip tightening slightly before he relaxed again, his voice dropping into a softer, almost teasing tone. “Well, let’s just say I’ve got plenty of ways to remind you who’s in charge.”
Catherine’s breath hitched, as his other hand inched down to pat her bum, her cheeks flushing as she nodded quickly. “Yes, Alpha. I understand. I’ll do my best. I’ll—”
“Shh,” he interrupted, pressing a finger to her lips with a sly grin. “You talk too much, babe. You wanna make me happy? Show me you can listen. Do what you’re told without all the yapping.”
Her heart hammered in her chest, a mix of fear and adoration swirling within her. “Yes, Alpha,” she whispered again, her voice barely audible.
“My sweet omega,” he murmured, brushing his thumb over her bottom lip before letting go of her chin. “Now, you’ve got a lot of work ahead of you, but I guess you’ve earned a little break for now. Come here.” He tugged her into his arms, his scent overwhelming her as he buried his face in her neck. “Let me enjoy you for a minute,” he muttered against her skin, his tone a mixture of possessiveness and satisfaction.
Catherine melted into his embrace, her hands clutching at his shirt as he raised her dress and pulloed down her panties. Despite the harshness in his words, there was a strange comfort in his touch, in the way he claimed her so completely.
Willis sat down on the sofa again, pulling her onto his lap and entering her in a swift motion, thrusting lazily inside her, while his hand palmed her stomach, while the other grabbed her tit, teasing her aching nipple.
“You gonna be round with my pup soon,” Willis moaner. “And this swet tits of yours are gonne grow round and full.”
His trust became more frantic the longer he went and he moaned and bit down over the mark he left when he claimed her for the first time, making the familiar pain flare up again. His mouth went lower, kissing her breast and sucking at her nipple. Cathrine hissed and she hid her face in the crook of his neck, comforting herself by inhaling his scent, as he reached his climax, his knot locking deep inside her as if he wanted go breed her full of even more pups.
He was her Alpha, her everything, and she would do whatever it took to keep him happy.
Notes:
So maybe it’s time for a little biology lesson.
So in my omegaverse only female can get pregnant and only male can impregnante. All female subgenders can carry a child but omegas, especially during heat, have a way higher chance to become pregnant. Female Alphas have the most issues falling pregnant but it’s absolutly possible.
Same goes for Male Alphas in a rut. It’s easier for them to impregnate someone. Male Omegas have a hard time impregnating someone but even they can theoretically.
A Beta Male and a Beta Female can impregnante/ fall pregnant more or less as easy or as hard as us humans in real life - it’s a spectrum practically.
And yes: heats are only around every three months and ruts like twice a year but we’ll get there when we get there, i’d say 😏
Chapter 9
Notes:
Triggers:
First cursive one: Description of Oral, Anal and Vaginal Sex between an Alpha and an Omega (not to detailed but it’s there), description of birth and nursing related aches
Second cursive part: description of oral sex and non-con photographs of that oral sex.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Back in their assigned quarters in the stillness of the night, Catherine lingered by the bathroom door, Jasons hand still in hers.
She didn’t know the exact hour they would be summoned, but she was certain Beta Alfred would arrive early. In a house this size, there was no shortage of tasks to perform. Breakfast had to be prepared, lunch planned, floors scrubbed, and a litany of other chores to meet the demanding rhythm of Alpha Wayne’s household. Catherine could feel the weight of those unfamiliar expectations pressing down on her like a tangible thing, sharp and heavy.
There was no time to linger, no time to rest. She guided Jason toward the oppolent bathroom, her hands gentle but firm as she urged him to hurry. The space was far grander than anything she had ever known, and she felt her pulse quicken at the thought of using it. The shower stall gleamed with an impossible cleanliness, the air scented faintly of flowers from the neatly arranged amenities on the shelf.
She checked it with her wrist, then glanced at Jason, who was standing quietly by the tub, his eyes wide and uncertain. She squeezed just a small amount of tear-free shampoo into her palm. She showed him the bottle, her voice soft but firm. “This won’t hurt, Jason. It’s special shampoo, okay? No stinging in your eyes.”
His eyes darted between her hands and the bottle, a flicker of skepticism passing through him. She knew Jason hated when he had to wash his hair but he never made a fuss, only looking at her, red eyed but obidient.
Catherine gently massaged the lather into his hair, her fingers working through the soft strands with care. Jason flinched slightly when a bit of shampoo ran down to the corner of his eyes, as if bracing for pain, but nothing came. No sharp sting, no burning. Just the comforting sensation of her touch and the soft, milky scent of the shampoo filling the air.
“See?” she said quietly, brushing his wet hair back gently. “No stinging.” She rinsed his hair with the same careful touch, her hand brushing over his face to protect his eyes from the water and foam. She knew it wouldn’t sting this time but it was muscle memory to shield his eyes.
The water swept the soap from his hair in clean, swirling lines, and she took her time, ensuring every bubble was gone. “There we go,” she said gently, her voice calm as she smoothed a hand over his clean hair. Her own worries melted into the background as she focused entirely on him, every motion meant to make him feel safe and cared for.
The childrens body wash she got to use on him today smelled the same - soft and soothing, fresh milk, almost creamy. Nothing that would overpower his sweet puppy scent to much.
It was a far cry from the harsh, synthetic scent of the Beta soap, the only one they sometimes were able to afford, the kind that lingered unpleasantly on his skin and tickled their noses for hours.
“You smell all fresh now,” she said softly, a small smile tugging at her lips as she caught the light, comforting scent lingering on him. Jason’s nose wrinkled, testing the air, but his gaze stayed on her, the hint of a small smile on his lips.
When the bath was done, Catherine reached instinctively for the old, facility-issued shirt Jason had been dressed in. The large, fluffy towels, embroidered with subtle patterns, stacked neatly on the rack had caught her eye, but she dared not touch them. Beta Alfred would have surely informed her, if she were to use them. The shirt, though rough and thin, was enough to do the job. She used it to dry him off, careful to pat his small frame dry without irritating his delicate skin.
“Here,” she murmured, pulling the soft, warm pajamas over his head. The fabric slipped easily over his damp skin, and she straightened the hem before stepping back to take in the sight of him. Jason’s eyes lit up as he noticed the cheerful cartoon characters on the pajamas. His small fingers traced the design, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
“Why did Alpha Wayne give me these?” he asked, his voice quiet but filled with wonder.
Catherine froze for a moment, her throat tightening. “I don’t know, baby,” she answered, her voice barely above a whisper. Her hands hovered, uncertain, before she smoothed the fabric over his shoulders. “I… I didn’t think…” Her words faltered, and she looked away, unsure of what she was trying to say.
She hadn’t expected anything, least of all something as nice as these. Clothes like this were far beyond what she would have dared to ask for—certainly not before she had earned the privilege. She had braced herself for Jason to go without for days, for her to beg for scraps or hand-me-downs. Even then, she had expected plain, functional clothes, threadbare and patched, not soft pajamas with cheerful designs.
Her thoughts drifted back to Damian’s nursery. The room had been so sweet, a sanctuary for a beloved pup. The walls were painted in soft blues and greens.
The furniture was sturdy and childlike, each piece new and crafted with care. She remembered the changing table, its padded surface decorated with safari animals, and the tiny sleep sack printed with little brown bears. Every detail had been thoughtfully arranged, catered to the needs of a cherished infant.
Catherine’s thoughts drifted to the meager belongings she had once cobbled together for Jason. His first bed had been a small wicker basket, barely big enough to hold him, and only used when she couldn’t cradle him herself. A long, worn scarf had been her only other tool, gifted to her by an older Omega in the neighborhood who had finished raising her pups.
Catherine had wrapped it around her body to carry Jason, keeping him close while freeing her hands to work. Those items, old and battered, had been passed through dozens of children before finally falling apart. That was how it worked in the alley—Omegas shared what they could spare, pooling their meager resources to ensure their pups survived.
Damian had everything—new things, expensive things, things meant only for him. And now Jason had pajamas, soft and warm, that smelled of clean fabric and possibility. It made no sense.
Jason wasn’t like Damian, Alpha Dick, or Tim. He wasn’t Alpha Wayne’s pup. He wasn’t even part of this household, not until Alpha Wayne claimed him as truly his. And an other Alphas pup wasn’t claimed, not ever. Catherine had never heard of it, not from any Omega she’d ever known. There was no reason for Jason to have nice things in this house. Catherine didn’t understand.
Jason yawned, his head drooping as the long day caught up to him. Catherine quickly brushed his teeth with the small childrens toothbrush. The soft bristles worked gently over his tiny teeth, and though his eyes fluttered shut more than once, he stayed still, obedient.
Once she was finished she helped him to the bed, tucking the plush blanket around him with hands that trembled ever so slightly. He looked up at her, his sleepy gaze filled with a quiet trust, that she didn’t deserve.
“It’s okay, Mama,” he said suddenly, his soft voice piercing the stillness of their assigned quarters. Catherine froze, her fingers halting mid-motion. She had tried so hard to keep it from him, all of it—her sadness, her shame, her quiet despair. But Jason always noticed.
“I’m not sad, Mama,” he continued, his voice as earnest as it was small. “Maybe Alpha Wayne just forgot.”
“What?” Catherine’s voice cracked, confused. “What are you talking about, sweet pup?”
Jason’s little face crinkled with thought, and his voice picked up speed, his words tumbling out in a rush. “Or… maybe it’s just that he didn’t like Leo. They’re really rich, right, Mama? And Leo is…”
“Sweetheart,” Catherine tried weakly, but her voice felt like a wisp of air, powerless against the current of Jason’s thoughts. His little hands clutched the edge of the blanket, his voice picking up speed, tumbling out in a frantic rush like it always did when they were alone. When he thought it was safe to speak.
“It’s really okay,” Jason insisted, his words quick and bright, as if saying them fast enough might make them true. “I’m a big boy, and I don’t need a plushy. And I think maybe Alpha Wayne will be nice to us. Like… my pajama is super warm, Mama, and the toothbrush looked so fun. And Alpha Wayne gave me so much food I almost couldn’t eat it all! And the cookies, Mama—they were so yummy!”
“My sweet pup,” Catherine murmured, but Jason kept going, his little voice brimming with energy now that they were alone.
“And when he came and got us for dinner, and he grabbed my hand, I thought it would hurt real bad because his hand is so big, Mama—did you see? But it didn’t hurt at all! And he smells alright, I guess. For an Alpha,” he grinned, just a bit loopsided. “And Alpha Wayne even said I was a good kid at dinner. Did you hear that, Mama?” It tugged at her heart. The way his little voice carried such desperate hope. The way he clung to scraps of kindness, to every fleeting moment of approval.
He wasn’t Alpha Wayne’s pup, and he never would be. No matter how small he made himself, no matter how quiet or obedient he was. He was another Alphas child and that was the most dangerous thing. No amount of warm pajamas or soft cookies could change that.
“Jason,” she tried again, her lips curving into something close to a smile, though it felt brittle. It was sweet and unbearably sad how he got like this sometimes, all frantic energy and eager words, as though he bottled everything up during the day. He didn’t have the luxury of babbling in front of Alphas. He had to be quiet, good and invisible.
“So really, Mama,” Jason concluded, his little voice almost triumphant, “it’s fine that he didn’t get me my Leo. Even if he kinda promised.”
Catherine exhaled shakily, letting his words settle into the room like dust. Her movements were slow and deliberate as she rose, her steps soundless against the floor.
She crossed to the dresser, her hand brushing over the edge before reaching for the black plastic bag perched on top. It crinkled faintly as she pulled it down, her fingers dipping inside with care, almost reverence, until they closed around the battered lion.
Turning back to Jason, she knelt by his bedside, holding the toy in her hands like something fragile. “Here, sweetheart,” she whispered, her voice tight with emotion.
Jason’s eyes widened as he saw the familiar shape. “Leo!” he gasped, sitting up and reaching out with both hands. He clutched the plush lion to his chest with all the desperation of a boy who had learned too early how easily the things he loved could be taken away. His thin arms wrapped around it tightly, his face buried in the lion’s faded, matted fur.
“Mama, did Alpha Wayne give it back?” he asked, his voice muffled but full of awe.
Catherine’s throat tightened painfully. Her lips moved before she could think better of it. “Yes, love,” she whispered. “He… he asked Beta Alfred to bring it up for you.”
Jason’s face lit up with something so pure it almost shattered her. “Wow! Maybe he thought I was really good today, or—or maybe he’s gonna be nice to us forever!”
“Maybe,” Catherine murmured, her voice hollow, her hand rising to smooth back his curls. They were soft now, clean and damp, curling slightly at the ends as they dried. “But for now, it’s time to sleep, my sweet pup.”
Jason nodded, his excitement giving way to the pull of exhaustion. He hugged Leo tightly, curling around the plush toy, pressing it against the scent gland at his neck. Within seconds, his breathing evened out, his little body relaxing into sleep, soothed by the familiarity of his lion and the hope he clung to. The toy’s matted head peeked out from his arms, its dull button eyes staring blankly at the ceiling, a silent witness to the despair Catherine felt.
She had thought that toy was lost forever, discarded like the rest of their belongings,
She remembered shoving items into a plastic bag with shaking hands. It was ingrained in her mind, the stink of beer-soaked carpet, the rustling of the plastic bag, the RCUP Officers booming voice as he ordered her to hurry.
That bag had been all they had left when the authorities came—when Willis’s death left her and Jason as unclaimed property of the state, taken by the Rehabilitation Center for Unclaimed Propetery until another Alpha claimed them.
She remembered how they’d been processed like cattle at the rehabilitation center. Every inch of their identities—what little remained after a life with Willis—stripped bare and itemized. The bag of their belongings was taken from her, stored for their new Alpha to obtain the right to give or take.
Alpha Wayne had given them a toy and a plastic bag. He had no obligation to either. He could have left them with nothing but the cold stone floors of the manors cellar.
But instead he had given them food and nesseserties for the night as Beta Alfred had called it. He had given Jason’s plush lion back. Alpha Wayne had no reason to return it. He could have thrown it away or locked it in a storage room, taunting them with the chance to earn it. He could have done anything he wanted. That was his right, as the Alpha who’d claimed them. His decisions were law, his whims unquestionable. Yet, not only had he returned Jason’s lion—he had provided the entire bag.
Or had he?
The bag sat open on the dresser, its plastic edges crinkled and worn, revealing just the faintest glimpse of its contents. Catherine hadn’t dared to dig further, hadn’t even allowed her eyes to linger on the shadowed folds. Had only put the lion back once Beta Alfred had left the room, oblivious to the bags other contents.
What if everything else was gone? What if the lion was a calculated gesture, a single breadcrumb of false hope? A way for the Alpha to flex his power and paint himself in the glow of benevolence.
A sentimental gesture, at best, the kind of thing an alpha father might do for a child he was fond of. But Jason wasn’t his child.
Jason was a sweet boy, timid and obedient to a fault. He’d done his best today, had tried so hard to follow every unspoken rule of this house, and still, his mistakes had been so many.
Alpha Wayne might seem fond of him now, enough maybe to provide a battered but beloved plush toy, but Jason’s mistakes would add up eventually.
She’d watched him falter today, so small and nervous, his wide eyes darting to her for guidance when Alpha Wayne gave him a command. The hesitation, the confusion—it had been subtle, almost imperceptible, but she’d seen it.
And Alpha Wayne didn’t look like a man who dealt in kindness. His broad shoulders, the sheer weight of his presence, his deep, commanding voice—it all exuded power, authority, control. Men like him didn’t give without a reason. Men like him didn’t need to.
Catherine looked down at her sleeping pup. Jasons cheek was pressed to the lion’s head, his mouth parted in soft, even breaths.
Every ounce of warmth today—the meals, the soft bedding, the kind words Alpha Wayne had spoken—had already worked its way into Jason’s fragile heart. Catherine’s stomach churned. How could she explain that these moments wouldn’t last? That they couldn’t?
What if Alpha Wayne was waiting for them to fail, for Jason to step out of line? What if this was all just a test, a cruel game designed to remind them that kindness was a privilege, not a right?
She tore her gaze away, her chest heaving with the effort it took to keep her fears from spilling over. It didn’t matter what the lion meant or why it had been returned. What mattered was surviving, keeping Jason safe, teaching him to keep his head down and his heart guarded.
The urge to scent him was almost overpowering. Jason smelled clean and content, like fresh rain, with a faint sweetness, almost haylike, like the cotton plant itself.
There was something calming and gentle in the air around him, a fragrance that wrapped itself around her heart and made her want to hold him close forever. But there was something missing. The soft, floral note that usually accompanied her own scent, the lavender that always lingered in the air when she comforted him, was absent from his.
She felt it like a physical ache, her instincts screaming to connect with him, to soothe him properly.
But she didn’t dare. She had been careless when she did it earlier tonight.
But scenting was not a one way street. If she scented him she, too, would smell like him. And if Alpha Wayne decides that now as his infant is finally asleep it is time to claim and mate with her, he surely wouldn’t appreciate her smelling like another Alphas pup.
She knew better than to risk his wrath or disapproval. The claiming and mating hadn’t happened yet, but the unspoken rules were already clear: she was his. No part of her, not even her scent, was hers to give anymore.
Her fingers lingered in Jason’s hair, trembling slightly as she combed through the soft, dark strands. She kept her wrists away from him, careful not to brush against his scent glands or let her own press too close. Her instincts begged her to mark him, to comfort him with her lavender and the grounding calm he so badly needed, but her fear held her back.
Jason’s lashes fluttered against his cheeks as he slept, his small body finally relaxed in a way it hadn’t been in days. He looked so peaceful, so heartbreakingly vulnerable, and the bond they shared pulled at her with quiet ferocity. But she was bound now. She belonged to Alpha Wayne.
She withdrew her hand, his fingers curling against her palm as she stood.
The bathroom was colder than before, the chill of the manor creeping into her bones, the tiles feeling cold against her bare feet. She stripped quickly, goosebumps rising on her skin as the draft ghosted over her.
She worked through the motions of washing herself with mechanical precision, scrubbing her skin raw with the smallest dollop of the children’s body wash and tear-free shampoo. The scent clung to her like a mockery of innocence.
The nice bottles perched on the shower rack gleamed under the dim bathroom light, their elegant shapes untouched and unattainable. They weren’t meant for someone like her.
She had been raised with a constant understanding of her place—her worth never more than the Alpha’s hand that had controlled her, beaten her, marked her.
Catherine didn’t use the towels either. She couldn’t. They were folded too neatly, stacked with a care that made her hesitate, made her chest tighten with the weight of expectation. No one had told her explicitly, but she didn’t need to be told. She already knew. Towels like that weren’t for her. She stood in the cold air, shivering as water dripped down her arms, pooling at her feet before vanishing into the grout.
The air stealing the last remnants of warmth from her body as she waited, teeth chattering, until her skin was no longer damp. Her movements were stiff and mechanical as she pulled on the undergarments and nightgown Beta Alfred had handed her earlier in the evening. The fabric, soft and modest, seemed out of place against her skin. The sleeves draped over her wrists, loose and forgiving, the hem brushing below her knees. It fit her perfectly, as if it had been chosen with care.
She couldn’t imagine it had been.
Her hands skimmed over the fabric as if testing its reality. Luxurious things like this weren’t meant for someone like her. The softness only reminded her of how much she didn’t belong. She had grown up learning exactly where she stood: beneath others, always. Her worth was measured in what she could endure, what she could offer.
Growing up as the daughter of an Omega who had fallen apart under the control of a cruel, vicious Alpha, she had understood the worth of an Omega long before she knew how to read. Once she presented, she solely existed to be silent, to obey. There was no room for rebellion in her house, no space for softness.
Life under her first Alpha, her father, had taught her everything she needed to know about power and submission. She could still remember the sting of his belt, the press of his hand against her shoulder as he reminded her what she was—Omega, lesser, an afterthought in the hierarchy of the world.
By the time she was claimed by Willis, just shy of eighteen, she had already resigned herself to what her life would be.
She had thought, for one fleeting moment, that his claim might change things. He had been young, like her, and he had looked at her with something almost like tenderness.
He had taken her because she was there and smelled nice, because her heat had come early that time around, and because she didn’t say no. She hadn’t known how to.
She had gotten pregnant almost immediately, her body folding itself into the life that came with being his: their tiny apartment, the smell of grease and sweat that clung to everything, and the endless, gnawing hunger that neither of them could ever quite escape.
But Willis had been no different than her Alpha Father. He hadn’t been cruel at first—just desperate, just young, his scent still a bit more like Jasons, when he turned scared and sad.
But desperation curdled, and youth gave way to resentment. His hands grew heavier and the fragrance of tobacco overpowered his scent and the wet wool turned moldy, as the years went on. His words became sharper, his patience thinner.
Catherine bore it all without complaint. What else was there to do? She had Jason to think of. Sweet, timid Jason, with his big, solemn eyes and too-thin frame. He was only six years old, but he had already learned to tiptoe through the world, to make himself small and quiet. Just like her.
Jason had been born into a world of sharp words and harder hands, a world that never gave more than it took. Willis was dead now—three weeks gone. His absence was both a relief and another burden.
Alpha Wayne had claimed her today. His signature on the papers had sealed her fate, and Jason’s, too. She didn’t know what kind of Alpha he was yet, but she didn’t trust the kindness she’d seen so far. The warm meals, the soft bedding, the gentle tone in Beta Alfred’s voice—it all felt like a trap.
Alphas didn’t give without taking. She had learned that lesson a long time ago. And whatever this was, whatever Alpha Wayne wanted from them, Catherine knew one thing for certain. The cost would come due eventually.
The morning would come soon, and Beta Alfred would expect them ready for the day and their duties. She had no illusions about what was expected of her, what was expected of Jason.
Her body moved on autopilot now. The toothbrush she used was plain but clean, its bristles stiff and unfamiliar in her mouth. It was new and that fact alone made her uneasy. Things like new toothbrushes had to be earned both in her first Alphas home and with Willis.
Catherine slipped back into the room, closing the door behind her with a quiet click. The darkness pressed close, broken only by the faint golden light from the ornate bedside lamp.
Jason was still asleep, curled tightly under the unfamiliar blankets, his small frame almost swallowed by the sheer size of the bed. His breathing was soft, steady, and for a moment, Catherine let herself linger. He hadn’t slept this soundly at the facility, with all those people in the same room, crying kids and hopeless omega parents. To room had stunk of fear and desparation.
Her gaze fell to the plastic bag resting by the dresser. Everything she had salvaged from a life of nothing was in that bag—or so she hoped. Catherine knelt in front of it, her hands trembling as they reached for the thin plastic handles.
She opened it slowly, the crinkling sound loud in the stillness. Her heart pounded against her ribs, a familiar fear clawing its way up her throat.
She peeled the bag open slowly, wincing at the sharp, crackling sound that shattered the stillness of the room. A knot of fear twisted deep in her chest, familiar and unrelenting. Alphas didn’t give without taking. She knew better than to hope this Alpha, with his cold blue eyes and unreadable face, had returned everything. She knew she and Jason were nothing to him—just scraps of lives he’d claimed.
But she was desperate to know which of their poosessions where truly in the bag, handed back by an Alpha who owned their fates.
Her gaze swept over the contents, and she noted first the absence of clothes or blankets. Of course. That wasn’t surprising.
Catherine’s lips pressed into a thin line as she remembered the RCUP officers words, sharp as a slap. He had shoved the empty plastic bag at her with a sneer, his nose wrinkling at the musty stench of Willis’s apartment, and barked for her to pack.
She had reached instinctively for Jason’s hoodie, a pitiful thing of thin, pilled fabric with holes in the cuffs. He loved that hoodie, clung to it like a shield against the cold and the world that hated them. She’d gripped it tightly, her knuckles white, her heart breaking at the thought of leaving it behind.
“You don’t need that trash,” the officer spat, his voice rising to a bellow when she hesitated. His face twisted with disgust, veins bulging in his neck as he shouted at her, the sound reverberating off the grimy walls. Catherine’s hands trembled, her head bowing automatically in submission. She didn’t argue. She never did.
With a shaking breath, she let the hoodie fall from her grasp, the small weight of it hitting the floor like a physical blow. The officer’s smirk as he turned away felt like salt ground into an open wound.
Catherine reached into the bag now, her fingers brushing the edges of the first photograph. She pulled it out, holding it carefully as though it might crumble in her hands. The image stared back at her: Jason as a baby, no more than five or six months old, his chubby cheeks dusted with fine fuzz.
Her throat tightened. She had worried endlessly in those early months, convinced Jason was too thin, that her milk wasn’t enough. She’d cried silently in the dark, when he nursed for hours and still seemed hungry, her body betraying her, leaving her baby to suffer but trying to feed him until her nipples bleed and her tits were sore.
Willis had been kinder then, or at least less cruel. When she told him about her fears, he’d surprised her by allowing her to go to her follow-up appointment at Doc Thompskin’s clinic.
She would never forget the kindness of Beta Doc Leslie Thompkins, whose clinic was a sanctuary for the desperate. She had taken Jason to the clinic one sweltering summer afternoon, her head bowed, clutching him tight, as she shuffled inside, too ashamed to look anyone in the eye. Doc Thompkins had greeted her with a calm, steady voice and a touch so gentle it made Catherine’s chest ache.
“You’re doing your best,” she had said, her words cutting through Catherine’s shame like sunlight piercing a storm.
“But you’re starving yourself to feed him,” Doc Thompkins had said, her voice kind but firm. “It doesn’t work like that, Catherine. You can’t give him what your body doesn’t have.”
The shame had burned in Catherine’s cheeks. Omegas didn’t need extra portions, Willis always told her. They just get fat and lazy if they stuff their face, had always been the credo he grew up with. “Ain’t got no money for that.”
The Doc hadn’t judged her. Instead, she’d handed over two boxes of formula and two small plastic bottles, their soft, nipple-shaped tops designed to mimic breastfeeding.
“Supplement with these,” she’d instructed. “But you need to eat too, sweetheart. Start with simple things—peanut butter, boiled eggs, oats. They’re cheap, they’ll fill you up, and they’re better than nothing.”
She’d even given Catherine vitamins—tiny capsules to take daily—and explained how to stimulate lactation with warm compresses and frequent nursing. Alpha Willis had even bought toast and peanut butter when she dared to tell him the docs advises. For the first time in months, Catherine had felt a flicker of hope.
She hadn’t hesitated to shower him with gratitude. She whispered her thanks, her voice soft and reverent, her head bowed as if he’d handed her salvation. That small gesture—a loaf of bread, a jar of spread—had made her heart ache with pathetic relief.
She had repaid him the only way she could, kneeling at his feet after Jason was asleep, her hands trembling but willing. She’d learned to read his moods, to anticipate when compliance wasn’t enough and when the only thing that would soothe him was her complete surrender.
With the doctor’s help and Willis rare generousity, Jason had grown stronger, his limbs filling out, his cheeks gaining a rosy hue. For a brief moment, she had felt like a good mother, like she could give him something better than what she’d had.
Freshly postpartum, her body raw and aching from Jason’s birth, Catherine had thrown herself into being extra good for Willis. It wasn’t enough to care for Jason or keep the house in order—those were the bare minimum expectations. To please him, she had to offer more, to give more of herself.
Even with Jason nursing constantly the night after her doctors visit, leaving her drained and trembling with exhaustion, only letting her sleep briefly after she offered a small bottle of formula in the early morning hours, she would rise before dawn to wake Alpha Willis just the way he liked it the most. With her lips wrapped around his soft but thick cock until he grew hard in her mouth.
He’d woken, pleased and exited, and she’d doubled her efforts, sucking and licking until he came with a heavy grunt, his voice rough from sleep.
“What a nice suprise, Kitty-Cat,” he had drawled and send her off to make him a coffee, with a pat on her back.
From that day on, no matter how tired or drained she was, she made sure to greet Willis each evening with a soft smile, smoothing her dress over her sore, still-healing body, and kept her voice gentle and low, just like he liked it.
She leaned into his touch when he demanded it, no matter how hard his touch or crude his words, offering her body without hesitation when he sought release. Even when her nipples burned and were bleeding raw from nursing and her vaginal bruises hadn’t faded, she’d let him take what he wanted—his pleasure was her duty.
And when he complained that she wasn’t as tight as she used to be before birthing their pup and started petting her bum until his thick finger poked against her pucker. She didn’t stop him. It hurt, even with all the lubrication that he used and the way he took his time and enjoyment to prepare her with his calloused fingers and a sly grin on his face. She grunted like an animal trying to adjust to his grit and to the strange feeling of being filled down there. It felt sinful and dirty, but she let him use her like that, whenever he needed a tighter hole to fuck.
Cathrine shuddered, trying to forget how she usually found blood in her panties afterwards from where his rough fucking resulted in small tears along her anal sphinter how much it had hurt to use the toilet afterwards.
The second photograph took ber mind of it. Jason as a toddler, his smile tentative but present, his eyes still wide and unguarded, though there was a glimmer of caution there. It was a look she recognized, one that spoke of a boy already learning that joy was a fragile thing, easily broken.
Willis had brought home the camera one sweltering summer night, stumbling through the door reeking of cheap beer and triumph. “Found this in some idiot’s car,” he’d slurred, tossing the Polaroid onto the table. The pawnshop wouldn’t take it—worthless, they’d said. But Catherine had seen the glimmer of potential in it, the chance to capture something beautiful.
Willis had other ideas.
Later that night, he had grabbed the camera with a cruel grin, his heavy hand tangling in Catherine’s hair. “Let’s see how this thing works,” he’d drawled, shoving Catherine down onto the grimy carpet with one hand.
She didn’t resist. She never did.
As she worked, her heart pounding with dread, Willis fumbled with the Polaroid, his laughter low and mean. “Smile for me, baby,” he sneered, and when the flash went off, she flinched. The sharp burst of light seared the moment into her mind: her on her knees, her head bowed, lips parted around his thick hairy dick, her hands trembling against his thighs, her nose full of his cloay sharp and moldy scent, pressed against his pubic scent glands, while he enjoyed the wet heat of her mouths.
The photograph had been crude, humiliating—a twisted trophy of her submission. Willis had waved it in her face, laughing at her flushed cheeks and downcast eyes. “A memory for the ages,” he’d said, tossing the camera aside.
He’d forgotten about it by morning, leaving Catherine to hide the remaining shots. She had waited for the right moments, her hands shaking as she pressed the button each time, preserving tiny fragments of Jason’s fleeting innocence.
Catherine set the photographs aside with care, her hands moving back into the bag.
Its once-sturdy cover of the sole book in he bag, was soft now, worn smooth from years of handling. The pages were bent at the corners, their yellowed edges stained with fingerprints and smudges of grime. It wasn’t a children’s book, not something bright or hopeful with pictures to distract a boy from the ugliness of their lives. It was a heavy novel, with dense, archaic language that Catherine sometimes struggled to read aloud. Great Expectations. She’d chosen it at random from the charity box in the lobby of their building, drawn to the weight of it, the way it felt solid and important in her hands.
She had read it to Jason in the dim light of their tiny apartment, her voice low and steady to keep him calm on nights when Willis came home drunk and angry. Jason had clung to the words, his wide blue eyes fixed on her as she described Pip’s struggles and triumphs.
Jason didn’t understand most of it—neither did she the first time she read it to him—but it had been enough to distract them, from Willis slurs at the television. At least until Willis got bored by commercials and replays of the key moments of the game he’d watched before and demaned Catherine attention and her body.
Her fingers lingered on the cover before she set it aside and reached in again. This time, they closed around the familiar shape of Jason’s toy car.
Black and green, its paint chipped in places but still vibrant. She remembered the day Willis brought it home, swaggering into their apartment with that same mean smirk he always wore when he thought he’d done something clever. He’d stolen it from a store, pocketed it without a second thought, and later tossed it to Jason with a gruff, “Don’t break it.”
Jason hadn’t. He’d treated the car with care, it was Jason’s most prized possession. It has been sweet how he has always been polishing it with the hem of his shirt and carefully rolling it back and forth across the cracked linoleum floor. It was the only real toy he had, and he had loved it with a desperation that broke her heart. She ran her thumb over its worn surface before placing it next to the book.
The next item made her stomach twist: a half-empty box of sugar cubes.
She had found it in the hall outside their apartment, a rare stroke of luck. Someone’s shopping bag had torn, and the box of 250 sugar cubes, one whole kilogram, had spilled onto the filthy floor, still sealed, safe to take. She’d snatched the box before anyone else could see, holding it close to her chest like it was gold.
The cubes had been a lifeline, a way to keep Jason going on the days when there was nothing else. She’d rationed them carefully, giving him one or two when his stomach growled too loudly or when he looked at her with those hollow, hungry eyes. She had tried to ignore the guilt, the knowledge that sugar wasn’t enough to sustain him, that he was always too thin, just like her.
Her hand trembled as she placed the half empty box beside the car. She wondered how often she’d need it here, how fast it would vanish.
Her fingers brushed against something small and soft next—a single baby sock. She fished for the second one of the pair in the black plastic bag, relieved when she finally grabbed it.
They were worn and yellowed, the edges frayed from years of being tucked away. They were too small now, useless for anything practical, but it had been Jason’s.
There was a small hairclip next. Plain, unadorned, and worn smooth from years of use, it felt small and fragile in her hand, yet its weight bore down on her like a stone. Catherine’s mother had used it to pin her hair up when she was a girl, coaxing her fine blond strands into place with a gentleness that was unusual to her. The pin had been a simple thing, but in those days, it had made her feel pretty, like she was worth the rare care her mother gave her.
That was before Willis.
Willis hadn’t liked it much. “You look better with your hair down,” he’d sneered, his voice rough and slurred. “Show it off.” She hadn’t understood at first, hadn’t known what it meant to “show off” something as ordinary as her hair. But the way his eyes lingered and his fingers grabbed hard while he fucked her from behind had taught her quickly.
After that, the hairpin had stayed hidden most of the time, tucked into the bottom of a drawer. She only wore it when Willis was gone—when she dared to pin her hair back to keep it out of her face while scrubbing the floor or patching Jason’s clothes.
Her fingers brushed the damp lengths of her hair now, loose and tangled around her shoulders. She felt naked under the weight of Alpha Wayne’s eyes, even though he wasn’t there to see her. What did a man like him—a man with his pristine clothes, his big old mansion and strong, clean scent—think when he looked at someone like her?
Her hair was dull, her skin rough from too many winters without enough warmth. Her body, though still skinny, bore the marks of her years—stretch marks and sagged breasts from Jason’s birth, faded scars from her own Alpha fathers and Willis’s rough hands, and the exhaustion that seemed etched into her very bones.
Why had he choosen her? She was a second hand omega, burdened by an unclaimed pup Alpha Wayne had to baord at least until the pups presentation. Alpha Wayne could have choosen any Omega and yet here she was. Catherine took a deep breath, pushing the thought away. There was nothing she couldn’t do and pondering had never helped nobody.
Her fingers found the tin of balm next, its surface dented and scratched. It had been her mother’s, mixed by hand from an old omega’s recipe. “For the hard days,” her mother had said, her voice brittle with the weight of too many hard days of her own.
She’d used it sparingly, always terrified of running out. Now there was almost nothing left, just a faint trace smeared around the inside of the tin.
She pulled out a sewing needle and thread next, her fingers running over the cheap, rough spool. She had used it to patch Jason’s clothes, stitching and re-stitching until the fabric was more thread than original material. His shirts had been too small for years, the seams stretched tight over his growing frame, but new clothes had never been an option.
Her hand found the matchbox next. It was nearly empty, just a few matches rattling inside. She’d kept it hidden, her last line of defense against the cold or the dark. But Willis always found it. He’d take the matches to light his cigarettes, sneering at her protests. “What’re you gonna do with ’em anyway?” he’d snap, his breath thick with stale beer and smoke. She’d learned not to fight him, not to argue.
At the bottom of the bag was a bent tin, the metal scratched and dented from years of being handled. Jason called it his treasure box. Inside were bottle caps, rubber bands, pieces of string—bits of nothing that he guarded like jewels. Two crayon nubs—one red, one blue—lay tucked in a corner, their paper wrappings peeled away.
Beneath it all was the drawing.
It was done in crayon as well, the colors, only blue and red and yellow, faded but still vibrant. The paper was thin and brittle, its edges curling from age.
Jason had drawn the both of them: two stick figures holding hands beneath a bright sun. She traced the lines with her finger, her throat tightening as she remembered the day he’d made it. He’d been so proud, holding it up for her to see, his smile brighter than the sun he’d drawn. She’d hidden it immediately, knowing Willis would tear it to shreds if he saw it.
Everything was there. Nothing had been taken.
Catherine stared at the bag, her chest tight with disbelief. Alpha Wayne hadn’t discarded of anything. Not the toy, not the tattered book, not the scraps of her son’s makeshift treasure. Nothing. He had looked at these remnants of her pitiful life and chosen to keep them.
But Alphas didn’t give without taking. Whatever this was, whatever it meant, Catherine couldn’t believe it was without cost.
Her eyes drifted back to Jason, still lost in dreams, his small hands clutching the stuffed lion Alpha Wayne had given him earlier. Her chest tightened. She couldn’t let herself hope. Hope was dangerous. Hope was a knife waiting to cut her open.
Whatever the morning brought, whatever Alpha Wayne wanted from them, Catherine knew one thing for certain: it would be her and Jason who paid the price. And the only thing she could do was to try and shield him however much was possible.
Notes:
I manage updates quite fast since I have around 15 more finished chapters that I only need to beta read which takes me around 1-3 days depending on how much new writing I’m doing for later chapters.
Would you like the updating rythmus to remain like this, every 1-3 days or would you like it a bit more spread, like one new chapter every 5-7 days?
Chapter 10
Notes:
Triggers:
There is one part shortly after Alfred calls Jason „Master Jason“ where Cathrine worries about how Jason could be punished. It‘s implying heavily physicsl violence against a minor.
The cursive part (flashback) is super short this time. It‘s not trigger heavy but for people with eating disorders it could probably be triggering.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine woke to the sound of voices outside the door, her body going rigid as her mind scrambled to catch up. Her first instinct was to pull Jason closer, shield him from whatever might come. The voices, however, weren’t angry or hurried. They were light, easy, carrying the unmistakable rhythm of children who had never had to whisper to avoid being heard.
The first voice belonged to Alpha Dick, clear and bright even through the muffled barrier of the door. She blinked in the dim light, her pulse quickening as she strained to make out what was being said.
“I’m telling you, Timmy, you just have to keep double-jumping!” Dick said, his words rushing together with the breathless enthusiasm of someone trying to explain something urgent. “And then, when the boss starts spinning, you roll under him—like this!”
“But I always mess up the double-jump!” Tim protested, his tone half-frustrated, half-laughing. “And then I fall in the lava, and you say I’m wasting lives!”
Alpha Dick’s laugh rang out, bright and unrestrained. “That’s because you are wasting lives! But don’t worry, we’ll practice after breakfast. I’ll show you how to time it better—then we’ll beat it together!”
Catherine felt her chest tighten, her hand instinctively pressing against her ribcage as if she could hold herself together by sheer force. The boys outside spoke so freely, so carelessly.
Loved.
Sheltered. That’s what they were. She could feel it in every word.
And then came the third voice—a low rumble, quiet but commanding. Alpha Wayne. She couldn’t make out what he was saying, but his tone was enough. It carried authority without cruelty, certainty without anger. Whatever it was, the boys fell silent, obedience without fear.
Catherine’s heart twisted at the realization. She was in a house where children didn’t flinch at raised voices, where they didn’t brace themselves for what might come next. She couldn’t imagine it. Couldn’t even pretend to.
The sound of footsteps retreating down the hall brought her back to herself. Heavy steps on the stairs echoed faintly, and soon all was silent again. The quiet felt ominous, pressing against her like a weight.
She turned her head toward Jason, still curled up under the blanket. His small face was so peaceful in sleep, his dark lashes resting against his pale cheeks. She hated waking him. Hated the look he gave her when he opened his eyes, that fleeting moment of hope snuffed out by the world they lived in.
“Jason,” she whispered, her voice trembling as she reached out to shake his shoulder gently. “Baby, wake up.”
Her son stirred, blinking groggily up at her. His small face was soft with sleep, his dark curls a messy halo against the pillow, his little lion curled against his cheek. For a moment, he looked at her with a faint smile, his eyes still caught in some sweet dream. Then the world settled back into place, and the light in his expression dimmed.
“It’s time to get ready,” she said, her voice gentle but firm. She couldn’t afford for him to linger, to cling to the warmth of the bed.
Jason sat up without complaint, his movements sluggish but obedient.
Jason didn’t argue. He never did. He was too young to understand rebellion, too used to obedience being the safest option. She helped him out of his borrowed pajamas—soft, bright, and warm, adorned with little cartoon dogs that had made him smile last night. His fingers lingered on the fabric as she folded it neatly and placed it on the dresser.
Then came the facility-issued outfit: thin gray pants and a matching shirt, the fabric scratchy and dull against his skin. His shoulders slumped as she pulled it over his head, but he didn’t complain. He just stood there, quiet and sad, letting her guide him like he always did.
“You’re such a good boy,” she murmured, smoothing his hair as if the words could fix the heaviness in his small frame.
“I liked those,” Jason said quietly, still looking at the folded pyjama set, his voice barely above a whisper.
“I know,” Catherine murmured, swallowing the lump in her throat as she slipped his bare feet into the scuffed gray shoes they’d been given back at the facility.
She dressed quickly in her own gray dress, the same one she’d worn every day for the last three weeks. The fabric hung loose on her frame, a stark reminder of how little there had been to eat all her life and how much stress her body had to bear. Her slip-on shoes were waiting by the bed, scuffed and worn, but still serviceable.
As she brushed Jason’s teeth, she kept her movements quick and efficient, her own toothbrush lying unused on the counter. If there wasn’t enough time, she at lesst needed to make sure Jasons teeth were cleaned as often as possible.
The toothpaste they’d been given last night still sat there, almost full by how little she’d allowed themselfes to use, its minty scent unfamiliar and overwhelming. She didn’t know if it would be taken away later, if she’d have to earn it back somehow.
Back in the bedroom, Jason reached for the black plastic bag sitting in the corner, but Catherine caught his wrist gently. “Not now,” she said, her voice soft but firm. She didn’t have time to explain, to tell him how much she wanted to dig through that bag herself, even if she’d just done so mere hours ago, just to make sure everything was still there. The sugar cubes, the baby pictures—little fragments of a life she’d fought to hold onto.
But she couldn’t. Not now. The risk was too high, and Beta Alfred could come through the door at any moment. If he found them pawing through their meager belongings, what would he think? What would he do?
Jason nodded, but his face fell, the corners of his mouth pulling downward. He turned back toward the bed, his small hands fidgeting with the hem of his shirt. Catherine wanted to pull him close, to tell him everything would be okay, but she couldn’t bring herself to lie.
Catherine tucked Jason’s toy lion under the pillow with trembling hands, her breath hitching as she pressed her fingers to her lips. She could feel her heart thudding against her ribs, a frantic beat of panic she couldn’t suppress. If someone found it—if they thought she was stealing or hoarding—what would they do? She squeezed her eyes shut, willing the thought away, but it clung to her like damp air and burned fields of grass, suffocating and inescapable.
There was no time for this. No time for the weak trembling in her limbs or the knot tightening in her throat. Beta Alfred would come soon, and they had to be ready. Always ready, she reminded herself. There was no room for error.
When the knock came, Catherine and Jason were already standing at attention, their hands clasped in front of them, heads bowed slightly. It was a soft knock, polite even, but it still sent a shiver racing down Catherine’s spine. Her pulse quickened as she waited, unsure if she should move or speak.
The silence stretched, but she didn’t dare fill it.
The knock came again, a little firmer this time. Jason looked up at her, his wide eyes questioning, but she gave the barest shake of her head. They wouldn’t open the door unbidden. It wasn’t their place.
The door opened a moment later, and Beta Alfred’s calm, even voice filled the room alongside his grounding earthy scent, with a wisper of dust and vanilla, like an old well loved book.
“Good morning,” he said with the kind of measured politeness that made Catherine’s stomach churn with unease. He didn’t sound displeased, but she knew better than to take it for granted. “Master Bruce has asked me to collect you both. Let me escort you to the dining room.”
Catherine dipped her head in acknowledgment, murmuring a soft, “Yes, Beta Alfred.” She took Jason’s hand, gripping it tightly, and followed him out into the hall.
The walk to the dining room felt impossibly long. The house was so quiet, so heavy, every step echoing against the polished wood floors. Jason clung to her side, his small hand sticky with nervous sweat. She tried to reassure him with a squeeze of her fingers, but her own unease bled through.
When they reached the dining room, the sight stopped Catherine in her tracks. The table was laden with food—more food than she’d seen in one place, same as it had been at dinner yesterday evening. Stacks of golden pancakes towered on plates, surrounded by bowls of colorful fruit salad. There was bacon, toast, eggs, pastries, and a pitcher of fresh orange juice glinting in the sunlight streaming through the windows.
At one end of the table, Alpha Dick, the oldest, was already devouring a pile of pancakes, syrup dripping down his chin as he laughed at something. Tim, his younger brother, was engrossed in a bowl of cereal, the clatter of his spoon loud in the otherwise quiet room, a drop of milk on the table in front of him, where some must have carelessly fallen of the spoon. Alpa Willis would have slaped Jason to next sunday for that.
At the head of the table sat Alpha Wayne, cradling the youngest child, Damian, in his arms. The baby fussed and writhed, his face red and pinched as his Alpha father tried to feed him from a bottle.
“Master Dick,” Beta Alfred’s voice cut through the room, smooth but firm, “what have I told you about waiting for everyone before starting your meal?”
The young Alpha swallowed his mouthful of pancake, his grin sheepish. “Sorry, Alfred.”
“And you, Master Tim?” Beta Alfred continued, arching a brow as he looked at the younger boy.
Tim froze mid-spoonful, his wide eyes darting to the Beta. “I was hungry,” he mumbled, his voice muffled by the cereal in his mouth. Catherine bet he’d never really known hunger.
Beta Alfred sighed, but his chastisement was light, almost indulgent. “Perhaps you boys recall your manners next time.”
Catherine stood awkwardly in the doorway, her hands twisting in front of her. She hadn’t been called to help prepare breakfast. Why hadn’t she been summoned earlier? She could have peeled fruit, brewed coffee, plated food—something to make herself useful. Anything, really. Instead, she stood there like an intruder, the smell of food making her stomach twist painfully.
Jason tugged on her hand, his small voice breaking the silence. “Do Mama and me get to eat too, Alpha Wayne? Or … or only at dinner, like …”
Catherine’s face burned, her cheeks hot with shame. “Hush, Jason,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
But Beta Alfred surprised her by addressing Jason directly. “What would you like to eat this morning, Master Jason?”
Jason looked up at her, his eyes wide with surprise and uncertainty.
Catherine blinked, her mind scrambling to make sense of the words. Master Jason? Her boy? She didn’t know what to say, didn’t know how to react. What did Beta Alfred want to imply? Was this the beginning of a long cruel joke for Jason daring to ask for breakfast?
Catherine could imagine it, the cruelty of others had shaped her imagination well. How Beta Alfred would guide her child to the table, plate up food for him in a deliberate, almost mocking gesture.
Jason would eat, bite by bite, under the watchful gaze of the Beta. And then, when the meal was done, the punishment would begin.
Perhaps it would be swift and controlled—Beta Alfred would grab Jason’s small wrist, squeezing just hard enough to make him wince, his voice icy as he demanded to know if Jason thought himself above his place.
Or perhaps it would be slower, more methodical: a forced kneel in the corner, back straight, hands resting on his knees, as he endured hour after hour of silence, shame weighing heavier with every passing second.
The worst was what lingered from her past—Beta Alfred lifting a ruler or strap, his movements calm and measured, delivering sharp strikes to Jason’s small hands or legs as he lectured him about the cost of waste or the audacity of indulgence.
She could almost hear the sharp crack, his muffled cries echoing in the quiet room. He’d flinch, tremble, and try to stifle his sobs, desperate not to make it worse.
And she would stand there, useless, unable to stop it.
Alpha Wayne spoke, his deep voice drawing her out of that nightmare.
“Damian’s been struggling again,” he said, his tone calm but tinged with frustration. His sugary scent was slighty charred again. A smell that Catherine started to associate with him being stressed. “He hasn’t been feeding well.”
Catherine froze, her instincts flaring. She remembered the night before, how she’d rubbed tiny circles on Damian’s belly, using the gentlest pressure to ease the baby’s gas. He had calmed under her fingers.
Maybe, if it would please Alpha Wayne, she could try it again. His belly still looked bloated. But how could she offer without overstepping? She wringed her hands in front of her, a nervous habit that she hadn’t yet been able to shake off.
Her gaze flickered nervously between Jason and the table as she tried to focus on Alpha Wayne. Beta Alfred had led Jason to a chair, guiding him to sit before placing a plate in front of him. Pancakes, neatly stacked, with a small bowl of fruit and a glass of milk.
Catherine’s heart raced as she kept half an eye on them, her instincts screaming that this couldn’t be right. Jason had dared to ask for food. Surely this was a trap. Surely Jason would be punished.
But nothing happened just yet. Beta Alfred adjusted the fork in Jason’s hand, murmuring something Catherine couldn’t quite catch, and Jason nodded, wide-eyed. Her child hesitated only a moment before taking his first tentative bite, his posture rigid, as though ready to flee at the first sign of rebuke.
Catherine forced herself to look back to her Alpha, who was seated across from her, pup fussing in his arms. Her heart pounded, the submissive reflex to lower her gaze battling with the need to stay alert, to keep an eye on Jason, to catch any hint of disapproval from the others. But Alpha Waynes voice drew her full attention.
“You said last night that Damian’s crying might be from colic,” he began, his tone calm but perplexed. “What exactly does that mean?”
Catherine’s stomach churned. She glanced at him, then quickly down at her lap, where her fingers twisted the fabric of her skirt. The urge to shrink away, to disappear, clawed at her, but the Alpha’s question hung in the air, demanding an answer.
“It’s … it’s when a baby has trouble with their stomach, Alpha Wayne,” she said softly, her voice barely audible. “Gas or digestion, usually. It … it can be very painful for them.”
Alpha Wayne frowned, his dark brows knitting together as he looked down at Damian. The baby’s tiny fists flailed, his face red with effort as he squirmed in his father’s arms. His cries grew louder, more insistent, and Alpha Waynes frown deepened. He adjusted his hold, but it seemed to do little to comfort the child.
“And the massage—what you did last night. How does that help?” His voice was steady, but there was a hint of frustration beneath it, the kind born of helplessness. Catherine recognized it too well.
“I—I just pressed very gently on his belly, Alpha,” she said, keeping her tone soft and deferential. “Small circles, like this.” She raised her trembling hand, miming the motion in the air. “It can help move the gas … and relieve the pressure.”
Alpha Wayne nodded slowly, as though committing her words to memory. “Is that why he calmed down after? Because the gas moved?”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine replied quickly, eager to give him an answer that might please him. But the words stuck in her throat as she hesitated, unsure how to continue. She could just imagine it. The rows of expensive formula cans in the kitchen. It would fit the sleek, modern bottle in Alpha Waynes hand well. All of that … expensive. Telling him they might not be enough—that they might be wrong—that was beyond dangerous.
But the baby - Damian looked so uncomfortable. He was just a pup. A tiny helpless little pup.
“It’s … it’s not always enough, Alpha,” she managed, her voice barely above a whisper. “If I dare say so, Alpha, I don’t want to overstep … but sometimes it’s the milk … or the bottles.”
The Alphas frown returned, deeper this time. “What’s wrong with the milk?”
“It … certain formulas can be hard for babies to digest, Alpha,” she explained, her words faltering as she spoke. “If I dare, a hypoallergenic one might help … or lactose-free.”
“Hypoallergenic?” He tested the word as if it were foreign to him, his inexperience stark against his air of authority. “I didn’t even know colic was a thing until you mentioned it. What kind of formula is that?”
Catherine swallowed hard, the lump in her throat making it difficult to speak. “It’s … made differently, Alpha. For babies with sensitivities.”
Alpha Wayne leaned back slightly, his gaze fixed on Damian, who had quieted only slightly, his cries now punctuated by hiccuping gasps. “And the bottles? I bought them at the baby store. The lady said they were a good brand. Are there better ones?”
“I wouldn’t dare to imply, Alpha Wayne, please. But there are different bottles with vent systems.” Catherine murmured, her voice trembling. She felt the weight of his scrutiny "That might help too. They reduce how much air the baby swallows.”
Alphas silence stretched, thick and suffocating. Catherine could feel his gaze like a weight on her, heavy and unwavering, his eyes flicking between her and Damian as though measuring something far beyond their words. Her heart pounded in her chest, each beat seeming too loud, too intrusive, a reminder of her own fragility.
Her breath hitched as the Alphas words finally broke the stillness, his voice as steady and commanding as ever.
“I’ll need to get those,” he said, his tone firm. “Formula, bottles—whatever he needs. You’ll need to come with. You’ll know what to look for.”
Catherine’s stomach plummeted, a lead weight pulling her down into herself. The room suddenly felt too large, the air too thin. Her heart thudded in her chest, loud enough that she thought the others might hear it.
She nodded quickly, more out of fear than agreement, her hands gripping her lap so tightly her knuckles went white. She didn’t dare refuse, even though the thought of walking through a store at his side, filled her with dread.
“Yes, Alpha,” she said quickly, her words tumbling over each other in her haste. “Of course. It’s just … it’s very cold outside, Alpha. Jason… he has no jacket— If… if it pleases you, might he stay and help Beta Alfred with chores while we go?”
Her voice was quieter by the end, the last few words barely audible. The request felt reckless, foolish even. The thought of leaving Jason behind to fend for himself in this vast, unyielding house made her feel like her chest might collapse. But it was so cold outside in that icy november rain.
Jason stiffened in his chair, his small hands gripping the edge as though it might keep him from being swallowed whole. His wide, fearful eyes darted to her, then to Alpha Wayne, and back again. He didn’t speak, didn’t so much as whimper, but Catherine could feel his panic. The tension in his fragile shoulders, the way he shrank into himself, was as loud as a scream.
Alphas eyes flicked to Jason briefly, then back to Catherine. His expression was unreadable, carved from stone, and she had to force herself not to look away. Every instinct screamed at her to lower her gaze, to submit entirely, to disappear beneath his scrutiny. Her Alpha father’s hands and Willis’s sneers and his belt had taught her the cost of speaking out of turn, of asking too much.
The thought pushed through her fear, sharper and louder than her terror. The air outside yesterday had been bitter, the kind of cold that cut through layers of clothing and settled into the skin. Even the short walk from the RCUP officer’s car to the grand doors of the manor had felt endless, the wind biting at her cheeks and freezing her breath. Jason hadn’t complained, but she’d seen the way his shoulders hunched against the cold, his lips pale and trembling.
She didn’t want him to be freezing like this while Alpha dragged them from shop to shop, clad only in their facility issued cloths.
Alpha Wayne shifted slightly in his seat, the movement slow and deliberate. Catherine braced herself, half-expecting a reprimand for daring to make suggestions, for overstepping her place. Instead, his voice came steady and calm.
“He can borrow one of Tim’s.”
Catherine blinked, startled by the ease of the response. Her mind scrambled to process the words as if they were in a language she didn’t fully understand.
At the far end of the table, Tim, perched on his knees to better reach his cereal, froze mid-bite. He glanced up at his Alpha father, his wide blue eyes round with surprise, milk dribbling down his chin. Hastily, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand before speaking, his voice still muffled by food.
“Why does he need my jacket?” Tim asked, glancing sideways at Jason, who froze under the weight of the boy’s gaze and how Tims scent lost it’s milkyness, turning more bitter, like black strong coffee.
Jasons wide, wary eyes darted between Tim and Catherine, his posture rigid. Jasons fingers gripped the edge of his chair so tightly that his knuckles whitened.
“Tim,” Alpha Wayne said, his voice steady but firm, carrying a quiet authority that demanded compliance without ever raising in volume. “You have more than enough jackets. Besides, it will just be this once, only for today.”
Tim hesitated, his eyes darting back to Jason before he shrugged and turned to his cereal. “Okay,” he said, his voice casual, as if the question hadn’t mattered much after all.
Jason exhaled a shaky breath but didn’t lift his head. His small hands stayed planted on the chair, gripping it like an anchor, as though afraid that releasing it might set him adrift in unfamiliar waters.
From his seat, Alpha Dick grinned around a mouthful of pancake, swallowing quickly before chiming in, his voice bright with mischief. “Hey, Timmy,” he said, leaning back lazily in his chair, “don’t forget to check the pockets. What if there’s treasure in there?”
Tim turned sharply, scowling at his brother. His cheeks puffed indignantly, and his voice pitched higher with annoyance, his black coffee scent turning even stronger. “There’s no treasure in my jacket!”
Alpha Dick laughed, his grin widening as he twirled his fork between his fingers. “You never know,” he teased, tossing a quick wink at Jason, who startled but didn’t look away this time. “Better check anyway.”
Catherine stiffened. Her pulse quickened, and her palms grew clammy as the weight of their words settled over her like a suffocating blanket. Treasure? In the jacket? Her mind spun, each thought sharper and crueler than the last.
They think he’d steal.
Her stomach twisted painfully at the implication. It couldn’t have been clearer—not to her. Alpha Dick was warning Tim. Jason, the boy with nothing, the boy who had come from nothing, was sitting at their table now, and they believed he would take something that didn’t belong to him. That he couldn’t be trusted.
“No, Alpha. Please,” Catherine said quickly, her voice a rush of soft, earnest desperation. She clasped her hands in front of her, lowering her gaze to her lap. “Jason wouldn’t—he knows better. He wouldn’t touch anything that belonges to you, Alpha Wayne, or you, Alpha Dick, Tim. Please. He knows his place and … and Jason will be loyal to you, Alpha Wayne and to your household. He would never …”
Her voice cracked, and she pressed her lips together to keep the rest from spilling out. She winced at how small and hollow her words sounded, but she couldn’t stop herself. She couldn’t let them think Jason would take anything. He wasn’t like that.
The room fell silent, save for the faint clink of a fork against a plate as Alpha Dick lowered his utensil.
“Catherine.” Alpha Waynes voice was calm but firm, cutting through her spiraling thoughts. She flinched slightly, but he wasn’t looking at her. His eyes were on his Alpha child now, his brow faintly furrowed.
Alpha Dick blinked, startled, and then looked between Catherine and Jason. “Wait—” he started, then stopped, realization dawning. A strange saltiness mixing into his scent. “Oh, no, that’s not what I meant.”
Catherine frowned, her head tilting slightly in confusion, though she didn’t dare raise her eyes.
The young Alpha shifted, suddenly looking sheepish. “I didn’t mean it like that,” he said, glancing at Catherine and then Jason. “I was just messing with Tim. It’s not a big deal.”
Catherine blinked, her heart still hammering, but the warmth in Alpha Dick’s voice confused her. Messing with Tim?
Tim, still scowling, crossed his arms over his chest. “Dick just doesn’t want me to forget to clean out my pockets. Again.” His tone was aggrieved, and he shot his brother a pointed glare. “It’s not like I’m keeping treasure in there, anyway.”
“It clogged the washer. Alfred flipped,” Alpha Dick countered, his grin creeping back, the popcorn turning from salty to sweet again. “Sticks, rocks, chestnuts… you’re like a little chipmunk hoarding snacks.”
Tim bristled, and Catherine’s confusion deepened. Sticks? Chestnuts? That didn’t sound like something a rich boy would collect.
Jason’s voice, soft and hesitant, broke the moment. “I wouldn’t take anything,” he said quietly, looking at Tim rather than the Alphas at the table. Jasons hands still clung to the edge of the chair, but his eyes, though wide, were steady. “I swear.”
The silence following her sons quiet, earnest words hung heavy in the air. Tim shifted awkwardly, scratching at the back of his neck, his gaze flicking between Jason and the table. He looked young, Catherine thought. He was just a baby like Jason.
“Uh,” Tim finally said, his voice pitched a little higher than usual. “Maybe I could show you where to find the best chestnuts? On the grounds, I mean.” His words tumbled out quickly, as though he was eager to smooth things over. “There’s this one spot near the greenhouse. It’s the jackpot. Way better than the trees by the drive.”
Jason blinked, his hands still gripping the chair’s edge. For a moment, he looked as though he didn’t know how to respond. Then, slowly, hesitantly, the corners of his mouth lifted into the faintest grin. It was small, shy, but it was real.
“Yeah?” Jason asked, his voice soft, more a question than anything else. Catherine knew he wanted to, but he’d never been allowed to roam outside.
Tim nodded quickly, his face brightening. “Yeah. We can grab a couple sticks too, if you want. I’ve got a big stick collection in the shed. You wanna lock at it?”
Jason didn’t reply, but his grin widened a fraction, the expression lighting up his pale features, as he hesistantly nodded.
Catherine’s heart twisted. He should be loyal to the boys, she reminded herself firmly. Do what they wanted. Be useful. That was the only way they’d keep him.
She swallowed hard, her fingers tightening in her lap. Alpha Wayne had said Jason could borrow the jacket only for today. Surely, he wouldn’t be moved by her pleading again if Tim wanted Jason outside tomorrow, or the next day. And November would turn to December and rain would turn to snow and her pup would freeze while trying to entertain the Alphas pup.
“Of course, you boys can go treasure hunting to your heart’s content,” Beta Alfred said smoothly, his voice cutting through the tension with practiced ease. His tone was light, but there was a subtle firmness beneath it, a warning cloaked in kindness. “So long as you empty all your pockets before placing your clothes in my laundry hampers.”
Tim groaned, but his grin returned. “That was one time!” he protested.
Beta Alfred raised an unimpressed eyebrow. “Quite certainly not, Master Tim.”
Alpha Dick laughed softly, his amusement returning as he picked up his fork again.
And Alpha Wayne, who had been quiet through most of the exchange, allowed a faint smile to tug at his lips. His eyes lingered on Jason for a moment, something thoughtful and gentle in his expression, before he turned back to his plate.
“We’ll leave for the stores after breakfast,” he said, his voice low but warm, carrying an ease that seemed to calm the atmosphere around him. “You boys can roam around this afternoon.”
Catherine’s fingers tensed in her lap, her nails pressing into the thin fabric of her dress. You boys. Her thoughts caught on the words like a snag. Did he mean Jason? Jason was… Jason wasn’t—surely Alpha Wayne hadn’t meant to include him.
Her gaze flickered toward Jason, who was carefully cutting another piece of pancake. His movements were delicate, precise, as though he were afraid the plate might shatter under his touch. He’d already eaten the berries first, each one savored as though it were the finest delicacy he’d ever had.
Catherine’s throat tightened. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d been able to give Jason anything fresh, let alone sweet pastries and fruit. Their meals had always been cheap and sparse, whatever she could scrape together with what little they had. Even then, she’d made sure Jason had the bigger portions, leaving herself with as little as possible.
She glanced down at her own empty plate, her stomach clenching uncomfortably. She hadn’t taken anything yet.
“Please eat, Catherine,” Alpha Wayne said suddenly, his voice cutting through her thoughts. It wasn’t harsh, but there was a firmness in it, a weight that brooked no refusal.
She flinched slightly, her fingers twitching as she reached for the nearest platter. Her movements were slow, hesitant, as though she feared she might make a mistake. She placed a single slice of toast on her plate, then added the thinnest sliver of butter, her hands trembling faintly.
It wasn’t just the unfamiliar abundance of food that made her cautious. It was her own upbringing, the voices of her Alpha Father and Willis echoing in her mind. Omegas weren’t supposed to eat too much.
“Gluttony is a sin,” her Alpha Father had preached. “An omega who eats too much grows sluggish, distracted from their purpose. Moderation keeps the mind sharp and the spirit obedient.”
He often spoke of fasting as a virtue, claiming it cleansed the soul and reminded omegas of their place in the grand design. “Hunger,” he would tell her, his eyes narrowing when she glanced longingly at his platter on the table, “is a gift. It teaches discipline, fortitude, and gratefulness for what you are given. An omega who learns to embrace hunger becomes closer to God and stronger in their service to the alphas they are meant to honor.”
Thin omegas were beautiful omegas. It was what Willis had growled when he swiped her plate away to finish her food himself. “You should be grateful,” he’d said, again and again. “You don’t want to get fat, do you? What kind of omega would you be then?”
Her grip tightened on the butter knife, her breathing shallow.
Across the table, Jason had gone back to his pancakes, his small face relaxed, his eyes focused intently on his plate. Catherine studied him for a moment, a pang of guilt and relief coursing through her chest. At least he was enjoying himself. He looked almost happy, his fork cutting through the soft, fluffy pastry with surprising care for a boy his age.
The sight was strange to her—Jason being able to eat without hesitation, without fear. She couldn’t stop her mind from spiraling back to all the times he’d gone to bed hungry because there simply wasn’t enough to go around.
Her eyes darted toward Alpha Wayne again. He was calmly buttering his toast, the faintest crease of thought lining his brow as though he weren’t the most powerful man she’d ever encountered. How could someone like him, an Alpha so mighty and commanding, speak to her with such calm patience?
He wasn’t looking at her now, but she still lowered her gaze instinctively, unable to shake the instinct to make herself smaller. Just like a good Omega was supposed to be.
Notes:
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Chapter 11
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
First Flashback (cursive): domestic violence, crude jokes, semi-public sex (everyone stays clothed but there is a scene that’s just a lottle bit more than vanilla)
Second Flashback: Public beating with a belt of a minor
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The car hummed softly as Alpha Wayne drove down the winding road toward the city, the late morning light filtering through the windows. Catherine sat in the passenger seat, her hands folded tightly in her lap.
She kept her head bowed, but gazed up cautiously. She watched Jason in the rearview mirror, her eyes flicking between him and Alpha Wayne, whose large hands gripped the steering wheel firmly, the muscles in his forearms taut.
Jason sat quietly in the back seat, securely buckled into Tim’s car seat. Alpha Wayne had insisted on it. Catherine had been stunned by the gesture—it was more consideration than she’d ever seen shown to Jason.
At the rehabilitation center for unclaimed Omegas, no one had cared about Jason’s safety during car rides. Three weeks ago, when they’d first picked them up after Jason’s Alpha father, Willis, had died, Jason and her both had been shoved into the back of a van without a second thought.
And yesterday, when they’d driven them to the manor to meet Alpha Wayne, it had been the same—no car seat, no restraints beyond Catherine clutching him close.
Now, here he was, sitting properly in a car seat, the straps snug but comfortable around his small frame, the borrowed jacket draped around Jasons small frame. It was a size too large for him, the sleeves hanging past his fingertips as he fidgeted with the hem while he was glancing out the window. He shouldn’t be doing that.
Catherine had told Jason to sit still before they’d gotten into the car, and Jason had obeyed silently, as always. But now, his face was turned toward the window, watching the world blur past with wide, curious eyes.
Alpha Wayne broke the silence, his voice calm but heavy with the weight of something unspoken. “What we are doing—” He paused, as if reconsidering, then sighed softly, clearly choosing his words carefully. “What I am doing, it’s a new situation for them. Tim and Dick. They’re usually not like this. They’re good kids.”
“Of course, Alpha,” Catherine said as if on autopilot. Agreeing with the Alpha was the safest thing she could imagine in a situation like this. And as hard as Alpha Wayne was to read she had understood one thing. He was a good Alpha father.
Alpha Dick and Tim seemed at ease around him, but still respectful of his authority. Alpha Wayne seemed fond of them, almost loving. And the way he had held Damian. He’s been gentle, despite everything, despite the constant crying of the newborn and the stress it must cause him caring for the children without their omega parent in the house. Catherine wondered what happened to their omega parent, but it wasn’t her place to ask.
“I believe the situation is not easy for Jason, as well,” Alpha Wayne said, his voice steady, with a touch of something that might have been pity—or understanding. But no, it couldn’t be. Alpha Wayne might be a more modern and honorable Alpha than Willis had ever been but she’d do well to not mistake is subtle criticism for fondness.
She clenched her hands tightly in her lap, trying to steady the fluttering panic rising in her chest. “He will adjust fast, Alpha. I’ll make sure of it,” she said quickly, the words tumbling out before she could stop them. It was the instinctive response she had honed over the years: always try to keep the Alpha’s mind at ease.
“If he ever displeases you, Alpha … I beg you …,” she startled, trying to remember how to voice her request and failing spectacularly, “I… I know I am not supposed to beg for him. It is not my place, Alpha, of course.” She could feel the heat rising in her face as the words spiraled out of control, each one more pathetic than the last. She smelled how her own scent turned welk. “Please forgive me, Alpha. Please. His Alpha father, Willis, only ever had to beat him with his palm, nothing more to keep him in line, I assure you, Alpha.”
Her heart hammered in her chest, her palms dampening with cold sweat. She bit her lip, realizing too late the implication in her words. Jason turned his head slightly at her words, his expression unreadable but she could smell the unmistakable scent of damp cotton. Catherine’s stomach flipped, and she forced her gaze down even further.
She shouldn’t have said anything. It was exactly what she had been trained not to do: speaking of her former Alpha’s treatment, giving away too much. Alphas didn’t want to hear about a secondhand omega’s past, let alone the details of previous punishments. It was the Alphas right alone to decide how to discipline his omega and it’s dependants. If Alphas Wayne decided to beat her pup black and blue and starve him for days there wasn’t much she could do and nobody who could stop him.
She waited for Alpha Wayne to speak, to chastise her, to remind her of the lines she should not cross. Or to lash out and give her the backhand she deserved for it. The silence in the car grew unbearable.
Alpha Waynes grip on the steering wheel tightened, his knuckles paling against the black leather and he scent of burnt wood and sugar turned bitter and unpleasant.
She shrank back, feeling her body contract with the weight of her own fear, but her voice rose again, frantic now, her words tumbling over each other in her desperation. “Of course, Alpha. I wouldn’t dare to imply a judgment on how you deem fit to punish, please. Jason will, of course, take any punishment you deem fair, Alpha. But, please, he is very obedient, and… and… he—”
“Catherine. Stop.”
The command froze her mid-sentence. Her breath hitched, her entire body stiffening as her hands clenched tightly in her lap. She chanced a glance at him out of the corner of her eye. Alphas face was set, his jaw tight. He was angry. And angry Alphas were dangerous.
“Stop,” he repeated, quieter now. “I’m very pleased with Jason.”
Catherine blinked, her breath catching in her throat. He didn’t sound angry. He didn’t sound disappointed. But there was something strange in his voice, something she couldn’t place. It sounded almost… almost as though he might care about her pup ?
“Nobody needs to worry about punishment,” Alpha Wayne continued, his voice still calm, but with a note of finality.
Catherine felt a shudder run through her body. She nodded, her breath shallow. She heard what he didn’t say, what he implied— as long as Jason behaves .
But that was more than she had hoped for. Alpha Wayne was a righteous Alpha, benevolent and fair, so it seemed. Maybe he really wouldn’t punish Jason for be sired by another Alpha. Maybe he’d only right Jasons wrongdoings and maybe he’d do so without breaking her child down.
“Thank you so much, Alpha Wayne,” she whispered, the words like a prayer, desperate and eager for reassurance, but with no true belief in its sincerity. For him to only beat Jason when it was earned, was almost to good to be true.
The car turned quiet again and as they neared their destination, she stole another glance at Jason. He was sitting quietly now, eyes cast downward in the proper way. He still had to learn, to not be distracted by his surroundings, to not give in to his childish urges. He couldn’t afford to forget his place.
Alpha Wayne had already shown them kindness. More so than she expected. It wouldn’t last.
The car rolled into the parking lot of the baby store, the engine humming softly as the Alpha shifted into park. The space was bright and cheerful, colorful banners hanging above wide glass windows advertising cribs, strollers, and clothes for pups, but also toys, car seats and bikes for older children.
Catherine folded her hands tightly in her lap as Alpha Wayne turned off the engine. Her gaze flickered toward Jason in the backseat, her anxiety spiking when she noticed he was once again staring out of the window, one tiny hand pressed against the glass window, as if it didn’t matter if his fingers would leave smudges behind.
“Jason,” she said quietly, her voice trembling. “Fix your posture.”
Jason’s head snapped toward her, wide blue eyes meeting hers for a fleeting moment before he hunched forward, his chin dipping to his chest, both hands folded neatly in his lap. He murmured a soft, “Yes, Mama,” before staring resolutely at his fingers. Wet cotton tingled her nose. It was her, who was supposed to keep it dry. Instead she was drenching it.
“Jason’s fine,” Alpha Wayne said, his tone even but firm as he unbuckled his seatbelt. Catherine froze. Her throat tightened as her panic swelled.
“I—of course, Alpha. I only meant to ensure he’s proper for you,” she said quickly, casting a fleeting glance at the large Alpha. His face was calm, unreadable, and it terrified her. She turned her eyes back to her lap, wringing her hands.
Alpha Waynr stepped out of the car, the door closing with a dull thunk. He circled around to Jason’s door, opening it and reaching in with both hands. Jason flinched instinctively, his small body drawing back against the seat, but the Alpha didn’t comment. He merely unclasped the straps of the car seat with slow, deliberate movements, his large hands dwarfing the buckles as he worked.
“You’re good, buddy,” the Alpha said quietly, lifting Jason out of the seat with surprising gentleness. Jason blinked up at him, his lips parted with a small, surprised little sound.
Catherine swallowed hard, watching the scene unfold. Her mind raced, trying to reconcile what she was seeing with what she’d known Alphas to be her entire life. This was not what she expected. Alphas didn’t handle pups with care. Especially not those sired by another Alpha.
But Alpha Wayne was different. He was already guiding Jason toward the store, his large hand resting lightly on the boy’s shoulder.
She almost expected their scents to mingle, for the faint rain and cotton fragrance of her pup to be overtaken by Alpha Wayne's commanding sandalwood and brown sugar. But the Alpha kept his wrist scent glands carefully away from Jason, maintaining a respectful distance while still exuding an air of quiet authority.
Catherine scrambled out of the car, fumbling to catch up with them. She couldn’t let Jason be alone with him—not that Alpha Wayne had shown any inclination to harm him, but what if? Alphas could be unpredictable.
By the time she reached them, the Alpha glanced at her briefly, his expression calm but unreadable. There was no hint of irritation in his gaze, but her nerves didn’t settle. He took his hand off Jason’s shoulder and walked over to the row of shopping carts, leaving her alone with her pup for the moment. Cathrine shivered in the cold november air.
She exhaled sharply, her hand darting out to grab Jason’s, pulling him closer to her side. His small fingers curled around hers without protest, his wide, curious eyes flickering between her and the Alpha.
“Stay close,” she whispered, her voice trembling but sharp with the edge of panic. Her scent wavered, the calming lavender she tried to maintain threatened by a bitter note of fear. “Don’t touch anything.”
Jason nodded silently, his little body warm against her as he was leaning into her side, his rain-and-cotton scent brushing against her senses.
Alpha Wayne returned with the cart, his movements unhurried. If he noticed her panic, he said nothing, simply holding the cart in front of him and waiting for her to take the next step.
He paused just inside the door, his tall frame towering over her and Jason. He turned, scanning the displays with an unreadable expression. “Bottles first, right?” he asked, his voice steady but with the faintest edge of uncertainty.
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine whispered, her throat tight.
The Alpha gestured for her to lead the way, his dark eyes catching hers for a moment. When she hesitated, he tilted his head, his expression softening. “You’ll know what’s best,” he said simply.
Her stomach churned. The words echoed in her mind, her heart racing at the implication. Omegas didn’t know what was best. Not compared to Alphas. But this one seemed so calm, so assured that she would guide them correctly. Her fingers tightened around Jason’s, and she swallowed the lump rising in her throat.
She tried to quickly scan the signs adorining the isles, until she found the one they were looking for, not far on the right site of the store.
“This way, if you please, Alpha,” she said softly, her voice trembling. She steered Jason down an aisle filled with baby bottles, her mind scrambling for the bits and pieces she’d learned over the years. She’d once found a discarded baby care book in a dumpster behind the apartments, its pages stained and torn, and read it late at night when Willis wasn’t home. And there were the whispered tips from other omega mothers, shared in hushed voices in the hallways of the apartment complex, when no Alpha was listening.
They stopped in front of a towering shelf of bottles. Alpha Waynw crossed his arms, frowning slightly at the rows of packaging. “Which ones do we need?” he asked, his tone completely sincere. He glanced down at her, and Catherine’s mouth went dry.
“I—I think…” She stepped forward cautiously, scanning the labels. “The ones with venting systems, Alpha. They help with colic, I believe.” Her voice wavered, the words spilling out in a rush as she gestured weakly to a mid-priced set of bottles.
Alpha Wayne leaned forward to inspect them, his large frame somehow making the aisle feel even smaller. “Why not these?” he asked, pointing at an expensive glass set instead. “They look sturdy and they advertise the same vents.”
Her stomach clenched. “I… they’re good, Alpha, but, if I may, glass is heavy. The silicone ones might be… easier. For… for pups to hold.” Her voice barely rose above a whisper, and her fingers twisted in Jason’s borrowed jacket.
Alpha Wayne straightened, his brow furrowing. “Silicone, then,” he said decisively, grabbing the ones she’d pointed out. “You’d know better than me.”
Catherine’s cheeks burned at the unexpected praise. She quickly dropped her gaze, her hands fluttering nervously. Jason glanced up at her, his blue eyes wide with curiosity but his body obediently still. She felt the weight of Alpha Waynes trust in her knowledge about pups pressing down, suffocating and bewildering.
Formula was next. Catherine hovered near the aisle’s entrance, unsure if she should step forward. The Alpha glanced at her, his expression unreadable but not unkind. “Which one?” he asked simply, standing back as if waiting for her instruction.
Catherine hesitated, then forced herself to move. Her fingers trembled as she reached for a tin with a pale green label. “Hypoallergenic,” she said quickly. “And lactose-free. For colicky pups with sensitivities, Alpha.” Her heart pounded as she spoke, every word feeling like a gamble. “I—I think this one is best.”
“You’re sure?” the Alpha asked, his deep voice gentle but probing.
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered. “I… I read it’s good. Once.” She winced at the admission, bracing herself for his judgment.
Catherine’s hands trembled as she adjusted the scarf holding Jason snug against her chest. The bright fluorescent lights of the supermarket cast harsh shadows over the rows of shelves, and she felt her anxiety spike as they reached the baby aisle.
She didn’t even dare glance at Willis. His heavy, looming presence at her side was enough to keep her silent as they moved down the aisle.
Jason let out a small, hiccupping coo, and Catherine’s heart squeezed. She tightened her hold on the sling, her lips brushing his soft hair in a silent reassurance. She needed to get this right—for him.
Alright,” Willis barked from behind her, his tone impatient. “Hurry up, Cathy. Grab whatever you need and don’t take all day about it.”
She bit her lip, her heart pounding as she scanned the shelves. Her eyes scanned the shelves until they landed on the pale green tin she remembered from the clinic. Hypoallergenic, lactose-free, the label promised, and Catherine immediately felt a pang of longing.
This was the one Dr. Thompkins had suggested, the one that had worked so well, finally aiding Jason to gain weight. It was gentle, nourishing and almost as good as breast milk, the Doc had explained to her, offering her two tins for free. Her hand wavered toward it, fingers brushing against the cool metal.
“What’s that?” Willis’s sharp voice cut through her thoughts. He was standing a few feet away, arms crossed over his chest, his gaze narrowing as he followed her movements.
“It’s…” She swallowed hard, her voice barely above a whisper. “It is the same one Doctor Thompkins gave me.” She glanced down at Jason, her fingers brushing his soft curls.
Willis reached past her, plucking the tin off the shelf and flipping it over to read the price tag. His lips twisted into a sneer. “Thirty-five dollars? Are you out of your damn mind?”
The sting of his slap lingered, sharp and unforgiving, echoing in the silence of the store. Willis had never before slapped her in public, and it was rare even at home—only when she truly deserved it
She understood why he did it. He had every right to correct her, to remind her of her place, even in public. She had failed him, and this was the consequence.
If she had known how expensive that formula was, she never would have dared to touch it. She would never have asked for it, not when she knew so well how much tgey were struggeling to make ends meet.
Catherine flinched, her body instinctively drawing closer to Jason, as though his small form could somehow shield her from the weight of her own failures. Her arms tightened around him, the feeling of his warmth against her chest grounding her, even as her own skin burned with shame.
“I—I didn’t mean—” she stammered, her voice trembling. “I can find something cheaper, Alpha please.”
“Damn right you will.” Willis shoved the tin back onto the shelf with a loud clatter. “Thirty-five bucks for a pup that doesn’t even notice the difference? You think I’m made of money, Cathy? You think I don’t already do enough for you?“
His voice carried, drawing the attention of a group of teenage alphas in the chips aisle. They exchanged smirks, their laughter low but unmistakable.
Catherine’s cheeks burned with shame. She ducked her head, her eyes darting toward the lower shelves. There, tucked near the bottom, was a tin with a garish, cartoonish label. It was the cheapest brand she could find—8 dollars, barely a fourth of the price of the one she’d wanted.
She pointed to that one. “Would this one be okay, Alpha?“
Willis’s sneer deepened as he glanced at Catherine, her trembling hand still hovering near the shelf. Jason stirred in the sling against her chest, but she barely noticed, too focused on the simmering anger in Willis’s eyes.
“So there‘s something else than that fancy stuff, huh?” His voice was low, sharp, and cutting. “So were you just trying to make me look like some kind of deadbeat who can’t provide for fun? In public, no less? What the hell’s wrong with you, Cathy?”
“N-no, Alpha,” Catherine stammered, stepping back instinctively. “I wasn’t— I didn’t mean—”
“Shut up.” Willis’s hand shot out, gripping her chin roughly and forcing her to look up at him. “You think you can just do whatever you want? Huh? Make me look bad, make me look weak? You’re real brave when you’re out here, aren’t you? But let me remind you—” He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a growl. “You belong to me.”
Catherine’s breath hitched as she glanced around the aisle. A group of teenage alphas lingered nearby, their muffled snickering reaching her ears. One of them leaned against the shelf, holding a bag of chips and grinning like this was the best entertainment he’d seen all day.
“Hey, man,” one of them called, his voice mocking. “Looks like your omega’s got a real mouth on her. You sure you’ve got her under control?”
Willis straightened, his hand leaving Catherine’s chin with a shove that almost sent her tumbling. She staggered but managed to catch herself, the weight of Jason in the sling making it harder to regain her balance. Her arms instinctively wrapped tighter around him, holding him protectively against her chest, desperate to shield him from whatever might come next. The thought of Jason falling, of him being hurt because of her—her breath caught in her throat, but she didn’t dare show it.
She needed to stop angering her Alpha.
Willis turned toward the teens, his smirk cruel. “Oh, don’t worry about that,” he said loudly, clearly performing for his audience now. “This one just needs a little reminder every now and then. Right, Cathy?”
Catherine’s cheeks burned as the boys chuckled, their laughter slicing through her like a blade. She looked down, clutching Jason tightly against her chest.
Willis turned back to her, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. “Go on, Cathy. Show them how sorry you are for embarrassing me. On your knees.”
Her heart sank, her pulse thundering in her ears.
“Looks like she’s gonna cry,” one of the teens muttered, and the others laughed again.
Willis crossed his arms, glaring down at her. “Do it, Cathy. Now. Or we leave without the formula, and you can figure out how to feed the pup on your own.”
Tears burned in her eyes, but she didn’t argue. Carefully, she sank to her knees, clutching Jason tightly to keep him secure in the sling. The cold tile pressed against her shins, and she kept her head bowed low.
“I’m sorry, Alpha,” she said softly, her voice cracking. “Please forgive me. Please… buy the formula for Jason, please Alpha.”
Willis smirked, his satisfaction radiating off him like heat. He reached out and ruffled her hair like she was his dog. “See? That’s more like it,” he said, glancing over at the teens. “You boys take note—this is how you handle an omega. You gotta show them who’s in charge, or they’ll walk all over you.“
The teens laughed again, one of them muttering something crude that Catherine didn’t quite catch. She felt her face burn hotter, shame threatening to consume her.
But it just sporned Willis on. He grabbed his bulge beneath the heavy jeans, kneading softly.
„Kiss it, Cathy,“ he said. „Like you mean it.“
Catherine hesitated, eyes wide, but then did as she was told. She lowered her head to his lap, pressing her lips against the rough denim, mouthing at his clothed cock.
The teenaged alphas chuckled behind her, their voices dripping with derision.
„What, only a little kiss?” Willis taunted, grabbing her blond hair with his fist. “I know you can do better. Kiss it for real, Kitty-Cat. Don't make me ask again. You want the pups formula, don’t ya?”
She swallowed hard, her lips trembling as she obeyed, leaning forward and putting her mouth around his denim clad dick. She sucked softly, trying to mimic the way she sucks him in private.
Her cheeks burned with humiliation, tears pricking the corners of her eyes. Willis had never asked her to do something like this in public before—never humiliated her in front of others, never made her feel so exposed, so small.
She had always known her place, but this? This was different. This was a new kind of cruelty, one she wasn’t prepared for, one that twisted something deep inside her.
“Now that’s better,” Willis said, his voice low and mocking. “See? You just needed a little reminder of who’s in charge.”
Behind them, the snickers from the teenage alphas grew louder, their laughter cutting through her like knives. Catherine kept her eyes fixed on the ground, too ashamed to look up, praying silently for this ordeal to end.
Willis released her hair, letting it fall limply around her face. “Get up,” he ordered gruffly. “And grab that cheap formula. We’re not spending all day in here because you forgot your place.”
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice barely audible. With trembling hands, she reached for the can of formula, clutching it tightly against her chest. She rose slowly, careful not to jostle Jason in his sling, her legs shaky beneath her.
Willis grabbed her upper arm, harshly, bringing his face close to hers. “Won’t you thank me, Cathy?”
“Thank you, Alpha,” she said desperately, her voice trembling as tears spilled over, tracking down her flushed cheeks. Her gratitude was frantic, raw, but Willis didn’t soften. Instead, his hand shot out, gripping her neck firmly, his fingers pressing into the tender flesh of her mating bite.
Pain bloomed instantly, sharp and searing, radiating down her spine as he pressed harder.
It was a punishment she had earned, a way for him to reassert control after her failures.
He leaned in and kissed her hungrily, his lips rough and possessive, devouring the tears that spilled onto her mouth. The salty wetness mingled with the heat of his kiss, and she let herself melt into it, ignoring the pain at her neck, ignoring everything but him.
This was how it was supposed to be, wasn’t it? She belonged to him—her body, her bite, her very soul—and this was her reminder. She would take the pain if it meant earning his forgiveness.
Jason stirred slightly in the sling, a soft, sleepy murmur escaping him. It was enough to make Catherine stiffen, terror clenching her heart.
Willis finally pulled back, a smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth as he released her. “Good girl,” he muttered, patting her cheek with a condescending roughness.
The teenage alphas behind them hooted and whistled, their jeering laughter making Catherine want to shrink into nothingness. She couldn’t bring herself to look at them, couldn’t even muster the strength to wipe away the tears staining her cheeks. Her focus was entirely on Jason, his small, warm body pressed against hers. She needed to keep him calm, safe. Quiet.
Willis grabbed the tin of formula from Catherine’s hands and tossed it into the cart with careless indifference. It landed awkwardly among his indulgences—half a dozen beer cans rattling against a jumbo bag of paprika chips, a stack of beef jerky, a slab of fatty frozen meat for his dinner, and a six-pack of powdered donuts he never shared.
“Let’s go,” he barked, already turning toward the checkout line.
Catherine trailed behind him obediently, her legs like lead as she forced herself to keep moving. She clutched the sling tighter, burying her face against Jason’s soft hair for comfort, even if it didn’t truly help. The stares from the other shoppers burned into her skin, but none of them said a word.
Why would they? She was just an omega. She had learned that a long time ago. The memory of her Alpha father loomed large in her mind—the sound of his belt as it cracked across her back, the cold metal biting into her skin as he belted her over the frozen meat cases.
Her father had taught her that she was nothing. That she existed only to serve, to be controled.. To be used. To be punised.
Willis was only reinforcing that lesson.
By the time they reached the checkout, Catherine’s tears had dried, though her cheeks remained flushed, her breathing shallow and uneven. Willis slapped a crumpled bill onto the counter, the motion sharp and impatient, his presence radiating irritation.
“Hurry up,” he barked at the omega cashier, his voice cutting through the hum of the store. The cashier, a young man with neatly combed hair and a crisp uniform, didn’t flinch but shifted awkwardly, his nostrils flaring briefly. Catherine felt a pang of embarrassment as their combined scent—Willis’s simmering anger and her fear—lingered in the air. She saw the subtle tightening of the cashier’s jaw, the way he focused on the register with exaggerated precision, clearly uncomfortable but maintaining a professional distance.
For a moment, Catherine’s gaze lingered on him. An omega working at a cash register? Her Alpha father had always scoffed at the very idea, preaching her in his gruff, derisive tone that an omega’s rightful place was at home—cleaning, cooking, and serving their Alpha while caring for the pups. Anything else, he’d said, was unnatural.
She glanced down at Jason, adjusting the sling carefully as her mind wandered. Maybe the cashier’s Alpha was one of those modern types, she thought, almost enviously. Or maybe he didn’t even have an Alpha yet, just liberal parents who thought omegas should go to school and get jobs.
She felt a flicker of awe at the thought. How clever he must be to manage a register like that, all on his own, without trembling or stammering. Catherine had been taken out od school just after presentation at eleven. She couldn’t imagine learning the machines or talking to people all day wighout stammering, not now—not ever.
Not that it mattered. Even if she were clever enough to work like that, Willis would never allow it. He didn’t like her speaking to strangers, especially Alphas, and with Jason to care for, the very idea seemed laughable. Her life belonged to her Alpha, to her pup. Anything else was a betrayal of her place, her purpose.
The cashier handed Willis his change with a polite nod, his expression tight but neutral. Catherine kept her head low, her hands trembling slightly as she adjusted the sling again to ensure Jason was secure.
Willis yanked the cart forward without a word, expecting her to follow, and she hurried after him, her steps quick and obedient. She didn’t lift her head, keeping her eyes trained on Willis’s boots as they moved.
Cathrine pushed aside her fleeting thoughts of the cashier, of what a life like his might feel like. It wasn’t her place to wonder. It wasn’t her place to want.
As they exited the store, Willis lit a cigarette, blowing the smoke in her direction as if she wasn’t even there. He paused by the car, leaning casually against the door. “You’re lucky I’m in a good mood today,” he said, the words dripping with mockery.
His eyes narrowed, and that cruel, familiar smile curved his lips as he grabbed her chin between his yellowed fingers, tilting her face up to meet his gaze.
“I hope you learned something today, Cathy,” he said, his tone dripping with mockery. His grip on her chin was firm, just shy of painful, as his thumb brushed against her jaw. “Next time I won’t be as lenient. If you ever embarass me like that over money, you will suck dicks a dollar until you have enough to buy your goddamn formula yourself, you hear me?”
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. Tears pricked her eyes, and her lip quivered, but she forced herself to hold still under his grip.
“Stop sniveling,” he cut her off, his thumb pressing harder against her jaw. “You want to make it up to me? Start by thanking me properly. Don’t just stand there like a damn statue.”
Catherine’s lips trembled as her tears spilled over, her breaths coming in shallow, broken gasps. “Thank you, Alpha,” she whispered desperately, her voice cracking under the weight of her shame, as she bowed her head low. “Thank you for correcting me. Thank you for—for showing me how to be better. I—I love you, Alpha. I love you so much.”
“That’s better,” he said, his voice low as he leaned in and kissed her, his lips rough and possessive, swallowing the little sobs that escaped her. Catherine melted into the kiss, her body trembling as she clung to him like a drowning woman clutching a lifeline.
When he pulled back, his hand lingered, his thumb brushing against her cheek. For a fleeting second, there was something in his expression that almost resembled tenderness. Or maybe Catherine only imagined it. He caught one of her tears with his fingers, looking at it absently as though weighing something in his mind.
“You’re a hot mess,” he muttered, but there was a faint, almost begrudging softness in his tone now. “Come on, Cathy. I don’t want to hurt you, but damn, it’s the only way you learn sometimes.” His hand drifted to her hip, giving it a rough squeeze before letting go.
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, blinking up at him with wet, wide eyes. She could feel the sting of his earlier grip on her jaw, but she didn’t mind. Pain meant she was being taught, being guided. He only did it because he cared enough not to give up on her.
Willis leaned in closer, his sharp gaze pinning her in place. “Put the stuff in the trunk and bring back the cart,” he said, his tone low and edged with warning. “And if I catch you talking to anyone, you’ll be walking home naked. Got me?”
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered again, ducking her head submissively. She moved quickly, her hands trembling as she began unloading the bags into the trunk, careful not to let anything spill or crumple. The cart rattled loudly as she pushed it back toward the corral, the sound drawing more attention than she wanted. She felt exposed out here, without the reassuring presence of Willis to anchor her, and she kept her eyes down, avoiding the curious glances of strangers.
When she returned, Willis was waiting, leaning against the car with his arms crossed, radiating impatience. He didn’t say a word as she approached, just jerked his head toward the passenger side. She scurried to obey, sliding into the seat with quick, careful movements, her body curling in on itself to take up as little space as possible.
Jason stirred in his sling, letting out a tiny whimper, and Catherine instinctively cradled him closer, burying her face in his soft hair.
The car door slammed shut, and Willis rounded the front of the vehicle, sliding into the driver’s seat. He lit another cigarette, the sharp flick of the lighter breaking the silence. As he exhaled, the smoke curled lazily between them, filling the car with its acrid scent.
After a moment, Catherine lifted her head, her voice trembling but hopeful. “May I make it up to you at home, Alpha?” she asked softly, her heart pounding at the audacity of her suggestion.
Willis turned his head, one eyebrow arching as a slow smirk spread across his face. “Oh yeah?” he drawled. “What are you gonna do, babe?”
She hesitated, her hands clutching Jason a little tighter as her mind raced. She wanted to say the right thing, to prove she could be everything he wanted her to be. “I’ll do whatever you need, Alpha,” she whispered. “Anything to show you how much I love you, Alpha, how grateful I am for you.”
Willis chuckled, a low, rumbling sound that sent a shiver down her spine. He reached over, brushing his hand against her thigh in a way that made her breath catch.
“You’re a good girl when you try, Cathy,” he said, his tone lighter now, almost teasing. “Don’t ruin it by screwing up again.”
“I won’t,” she promised quickly, her voice filled with fervor. “I’ll be good, Alpha. I’ll be better. I’ll make you proud.”
His smirk widened, and for a moment, she thought she saw something warm flicker in his eyes. “You better,” he said, taking another drag of his cigarette. “I’d hate to have to remind you again.”
“Yes, Alpha”, she said, stroking Jasons tiny hand with trembling fingers. Her heart ached with a complicated mix of shame and relief. Willis wasn’t angry anymore. That was all that mattered.
“I love you, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice so quiet it was almost swallowed by the hum of the engine.
Willis glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, his expression unreadable. “I know,” he said simply, his voice carrying a rough edge.
Back in the baby store, years later, Alpha Wayne didn’t comment on her lack of confidence. He just nodded and placed three big tins carefully in the cart, as if almost a hundred dollar were nothing to him.
“Good,” the Alpha said simply, his tone steady.
“Good choice, Mama,” Jason whispered, so quietly she barely heard him. Her heart squeezed painfully in her chest. He didn’t even sound like a boy his age, so subdued and careful, always eager to reassure her.
She squeezed his hand in return, a small, almost imperceptible gesture, knowing that she should shush him instead of encouraging him. But she couldn’t. She loved his sweet little voice and how he meant so well, cheering her on.
“What else do we need? Is there more to help with colic?” Alpha Wayne asked, his tone calm but with an edge of desperation that betrayed how much Damian’s constant crying was wearing him down. He stood in the aisle, scanning the shelves like a man on a mission, clearly determined to find any solution that might ease his pup’s misery.
Catherine hesitated, her mind racing as she thought back to the things she’d read, the whispered advice passed among Omegas.
“A pacifier might help, Alpha,” she said carefully, keeping her eyes low. “Babies often find comfort in suckling, even when they aren’t feeding. And maybe, if I dare, some almond oil or fennel caraway oil. If … I mean … if it pleases you, Alpha, I could massage your pup again. The oil … it’s good for the pups skin and for his digestion, when rubbed in, Alpha.”
She didn’t mention how she had been able to afford neither for Jason back then. Instead, she’d used what little she had—a clean strip of cloth wrapped tightly around her pinky, offered to him when he cried and needed soothing. It had been enough to quiet him, to settle his small, trembling body against hers. She could still feel the phantom pressure of his gums on her finger, the way his tiny hands would clutch at hers for reassurance.
When they reached the pacifiers, Catherine’s hands trembled so much she nearly knocked over a display. Jason’s eyes darted toward the colorful packs, but he didn’t say a word, his shoulders hunching as if trying to make himself smaller. The Alpha though noticed, pausing with the cart.
“What do you think, buddy?” he asked, crouching slightly to be at Jason’s level. The sight made Catherine’s throat tighten. Alphas didn’t kneel for anyone, especially not for someone like Jason.
Jason blinked at him, his eyes wide and uncertain. “I don’t know, Alpha Wayne,” he whispered. “I shouldn’t say.”
The Alpha frowned, his expression softening even further. “Of course you should,” he said gently. He gestured toward the pacifiers. “Which ones look good to you?”
Jason glanced nervously at Catherine, seeking her approval. She nodded faintly, her heart aching at his hesitance. Slowly, he pointed to a set of two. The shield was adorned with little animals, a lion on one and a koala on the other one in the package. “Those maybe,” he said quietly.
The Alpha smiled, the expression warm and unguarded. “Good choice,” he said, tossing the pack into the cart. Jason ducked his head, but Catherine caught the faint, shy curve of a smile on his lips.
Alpha Wayne guided the cart toward the section with baby toiletries, his eyes scanning the shelves with the same intensity as before. Catherine trailed behind, her hand still gripping Jason’s, her knuckles white. The air felt heavy with her own tension as they came to a stop in front of the oils.
The Alpha leaned forward, picking up a small bottle of almond oil and turning it in his hand. The bottle was plain, unassuming, but the price tag made Catherine’s stomach churn. It cost more than a week’s worth of groceries in her old life. Jason shifted uneasily beside her, his own unease likely mirroring hers.
“This one?” Alpha Wayne asked, his voice calm but weighted with expectation. He then picked up another bottle, that one labeled fennel caraway. “Or this? Or…” His hand moved to an even smaller bottle of oil in an elegant glass container. “This one says it’s for soothing and hydration.”
Catherine froze, her mouth opening and closing as her brain scrambled for an answer. “I—I’ve only heard about almond and fennel caraway, Alpha,” she stammered, her voice barely above a whisper. “They’re both good for digestion and soothing, but I don’t know which is better. I—” She stopped abruptly, her hands trembling as she twisted them in front of her.
Alpha Wayne turned to look at her, his dark eyes steady. She couldn’t read his expression, and that made her panic even more. Was he annoyed? Was she disappointing him? What if he thought she was incompetent, an imposer.
“I’m sorry, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “I—I should know, but I don’t.” Her scent wavered, lavender and fresh-cut grass tinged with the sharp, bitter edge of fear.
Jason tugged at her hand, glancing up at her with wide, worried eyes, but he didn’t say anything. He just held on tighter, his small fingers gripping hers like a lifeline.
Alpha Wayne sighed, a sound neither frustrated nor harsh. He set the bottles back on the shelf, save for the almond and fennel caraway oils, which he placed in the cart. “We’ll try both,” he said simply, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Catherine blinked at him, her heart thudding painfully in her chest. “Yes, Alpha,” she said quickly, lowering her eyes.
Alpha Wayne led them back to the front of the shop to pay for their findings, when he stopped so suddenly in front of a towering display of baby carriers that Catherine almost bumped into him. Jason blinked up at the Alpha, his blue eyes wide, before following his gaze to the advertisement. Catherine looked too.
It was large, glossy, and impossible to miss: a serene beta parent carrying a baby in an elaborate carrier, all adjustable straps and polished buckles. The bold tagline sprawled beneath it: “Babies are calmest when carried in the comfort of the Artipoppe baby carrier.”
Alpha Wayne crossed his arms, his sharp eyes narrowing as he studied the image. “Is that good?” he asked, more to himself than anyone else. He reached out to touch the box as if testing its weight before glancing over his shoulder at Catherine. “I want to try that.”
The words startled her, and she barely had time to process them before Alpha Wayne gestured for a shop attendant. A beta woman in a crisp skirt and blouse hurried over, her eyes widening slightly as recognition flickered across her face.
“Mr. Wayne,” she said smoothly, her smile practiced and just a shade too bright. “It’s an honor to assist you. The Artipoppe is an excellent choice—modern, stylish, and perfect for Alpha parents like yourself. Let me show you how it works.”
Her gaze flickered briefly to Catherine and Jason but dismissed them just as quickly, her smile tightening into something almost condescending. Catherine’s stomach twisted, and she instinctively stepped back, pulling Jason with her. She felt out of place here - the betas scent tingled her nose. Aceton and Grapefruit, a sharp, bitter mix.
“This is one of our most exclusive models,” the woman continued, ignoring Catherine entirely as she unboxed the carrier with a flourish. “The design is sleek, and the adjustable straps make it a favorite among parents who love being hands-on with their pups. It’s practical and fashionable.”
Her tone was sickly sweet, but there was an edge to her words that made Catherine’s throat tighten. She watched as the attendant helped Alpha Wayne fit the carrier across his broad shoulders, adjusting the straps and buckles while prattling on about how wonderful it was to see an Alpha like him showing such interest in pup-rearing. “It really sets an example,” she said with a coy smile, “seeing an Alpha carry their pup like this. It’s quite… forward-thinking.”
Alpha Wayne, seemingly oblivious to her thinly veiled flattery, tested the carrier’s fit, tugging at the straps with a thoughtful expression. His movements were confident but unhurried, the kind that made Catherine feel even smaller by comparison. He caught her eye suddenly, his gaze steady and direct. “What do you think, Catherine?” he asked.
The question caught her off guard, and for a moment, she froze. Her heart thudded painfully in her chest as she glanced at the carrier, then back at the Alpha. She couldn’t lie—not to an Alpha like him. But she also couldn’t risk offending him.
Catherine swallowed hard and forced herself to speak, her voice trembling but soft. “It… it’s very nice, Alpha,” she began, her fingers twisting nervously around the hem of her sleeve. “But…” She hesitated, the word hanging in the air like a fragile thread.
Alpha Wayne tilted his head, his dark eyes watching her intently. He didn’t rush her, didn’t demand an answer, but his quiet patience was almost worse.
Catherine’s hands trembled as she gestured toward a nearby display of baby wraps—simple, unstructured, and made of soft fabric in muted colors. “The… the wraps, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice barely audible. “They… they let pups be closer. Almost like Skin-to-skin, I mean. It’s supposed to… to help them feel safe.”
The shop attendant’s smile faltered, her brows knitting together in a slight frown. “The wraps are an option, of course,” she said dismissively, “but they’re much less convenient. Alphas usually prefer—”
But Alpha Wayne just raised a hand, politly shushing the shop attendant. He looked back at Catherine, his gaze softening slightly. “Is that what you’d use?”
Catherine’s cheeks burned, and she dropped her gaze, her fingers curling into fists at her sides. “I… I couldn’t say, Alpha,” she stammered. “But… they’re gentle. For pups.”
Alpha Wayne studied her for a moment, his expression unreadable, before turning back to the wraps. Without another word, he pulled one from the shelf—a neutral gray fabric with a subtle pattern. He ran his fingers over the material thoughtfully, then nodded. “This one,” he said, tossing it into the cart.
The shop attendant’s mouth opened slightly as if to protest, but she quickly shut it, her professional smile snapping back into place. “Of course, Alpha Wayne. An excellent choice.”
Catherine exhaled shakily, her shoulders sagging in relief. She glanced down at Jason, who was watching Alpha Wayne with an expression of quiet awe.
As they left the aisle with the baby carriers and wraps, Catherine noticed how Alpha Waynes imposing frame drew attention from the scattered shoppers around them. She quickened her step to keep up, gripping Jason’s hand so tightly he gave a small wince, though he said nothing. Her pulse pounded in her ears, a dull roar of anxiety she couldn’t shake.
The Alpha slowed his pace as they approached the front of the store, his towering presence steady and calm beside Catherine. She kept her gaze low, careful not to fall behind but equally careful not to step ahead of him. Jason eyes were wide as they neared the rows of colorful toys displayed at the entrance.
The Alpha stopped the cart near a long row of figurines, the logo on the shelves reading Schleich. Each shelf was neatly arranged, holding everything from farm animals to fantastical creatures. Horses reared on their hind legs, dinosaurs bared their teeth mid-roar, and circus animals stood frozen in delicate poses. Some small enough to fit in Jason’s little palm and others larger and more elaborate. Catherine stiffened slightly, unsure why they’d stopped.
Alpha Wayne crouched beside the cart and gestured toward the shelves, his tone light, almost conversational. “Every once in a while I get a figurine for Dick and Tim when I’m out. They’ve been collecting them for years now. Dick loves the Harry Potter ones and anything with circus animals, and Tim’s a big fan of dinosaurs.” He glanced at Jason, his smile warm. “I think today’s a good day to bring them something new. What do you think?”
Jason froze, his hand trembled in her tight grip. He glanced up at her, his expression uncertain, his lips parting as if he wanted to say something but didn’t dare. Catherine felt her chest tighten. This was a test—it had to be. Alphas didn’t involve children like Jason in any decisions - not even ones like this. She swallowed hard and nodded quickly, her voice trembling as she said, “That’s very generous, Alpha.”
The Alpha turned to Jason, his smile softening further. “Jason, how about you help me pick something for them? The new arrivals are over here.”
Jason looked up at her, wide-eyed and silent, his expression pleading. Catherine felt the world tilt beneath her feet, her breath hitching in her throat. He’ll get it wrong. He’ll upset Alpha Wayne. He’ll think they were ungrateful.
She leaned closer to Jason, her voice barely a whisper, though the panic bled through. “You heard Alpha Wayne. Go on. Hurry.”
Jason hesitated, his cheeks burning red as he stepped forward. His eyes darted over the shelves, too many options overwhelming him at once. His lips moved faintly, mouthing words he didn’t say aloud. Catherine watched him in agonized silence, her heart racing as the minutes dragged on, while her child tried to find the right pieces for Alpha Waynes sons.
Finally, Jason’s gaze landed on a small figure. He squinted at the text, his lips moving slowly as he tried to sound it out. “H… Ha… Harry…” He stumbled, his voice barely audible.
Alpha Wayne crouched down beside him, his expression softening. “Harry Potter,” he said gently. “That’s right. Wow, buddy. Are you reading it?”
Jason nodded, his mouth continuing to move silently. “Harry… Potter… and…” He faltered again, his finger tracing the letters on the packaging.
“And his Patronus,” the Alpha supplied, just a Jason was growing nervous for taking to long. Alpha Wayne looked up at Catherine, his brows raised slightly in what seemed like amazement. “He’s reading that? At his age?”
Catherine flushed, lowering her head. Her hands twisted together in a nervous knot. “I… I’ve been… teaching him,” she stammered, barely audible. “Just… just a little.”
Alphas gaze softened further. “That is amazing” he said simply, then turned back to Jason. “This is a great pick. Dick will love it.” He placed the Harry Potter figurine into the cart.
Jason’s attention shifted to the dinosaurs, and his lips moved again, even more slowly this time. “Li…mi…ted… Ed…di…tion…” He squinted harder, mouthing each syllable with visible effort. “Tri… Tri-ce-ra…tops.”
“Triceratops,” Alpha Wayne said with a small nod, clearly impressed. “Tim already has one but not the yellow one in this limited edition. He will be so happy. Triceratops are one of his favorites.”
The dinosaur joined the Harry Potter figure in the cart, and Alpha Wayne stood, brushing his hands together lightly. “You did so good, Jason. You more than earned to pick one for yourself,” he said.
Jason froze. His head shot up to Catherine, panic flickering across his face. “For me?” he whispered, his voice breaking slightly.
Catherine stepped forward quickly, her movements jerky and unsure. She shook her head, her voice trembling. “No—no, Alpha Wayne, he doesn’t… it’s not necessary, please he doesn’t need anything. Please.” She swallowed hard, her words spilling out too fast. What was she doing? Contradictig an Alpha instead of of groveling at his feet.
Panic had alwas made her dumb.
The Alphas voice was calm but firm as he interrupted. “It is necessary.” He gestured again to the shelves. “Jason, take your time. Pick whichever one you like.”
Jason’s breathing quickened, and he turned back to the shelves, his small frame tense with indecision. His eyes flitted over the figures, moving too quickly to settle on any one of them. He didn’t know where to start, what to choose. This time he had no hint how to pick the right thing. What if he selected something that Alpha Wayne found dumb or to expensive or to nice for Jason. What if Jason picked wrong?
Catherine stepped closer, her hands shaking as she tried to guide him. “Just… something small,” she whispered, though her voice cracked. “Don’t… don’t take too long.”
Jason swallowed hard, his tiny hand hovering near the shelves but not daring to touch anything yet. His lips moved faintly again as he tried to read a few more labels, his mouth forming incomplete words. He paused at a brightly colored fire dragon, but his fingers jerked back before they could make contact. Too big, too fancy. He moved past a shiny Pegasus. Too special. He was afraid to take anything that looked this amazing.
Alpha Wayne stayed crouched by the cart, his expression unchanging, calm and patient. He didn’t rush him, didn’t bark an order like Jason expected. Instead, he just waited, his gaze following Jason’s hesitant movements.
Finally, Jason’s fingers landed on something at the edge of the lowest shelf. A small dark peregrine falcon, perched on a tree stump, wings spread wide. It was one of the simpler figurines there, unadorned and plain compared to the vibrant dinosaurs or magical creatures displayed above.
Jason stared at it, mouthing the word. He traced the letters with a trembling finger as if committing them to memory.
“This,” he said at last, barely above a whisper. His voice cracked again, and he picked it up with both hands, holding it carefully as though afraid it might break under his touch. “Th-this one, Alpha.”
Catherine’s heart dropped. Her breath hitched painfully in her chest as her son’s words hung in the air. He’d spoken—chosen—without first asking permission, without ensuring his choice was correct. Her blood ran cold, panic tightening her throat as memories of a different store, a different Alpha crashed over her like a wave.
The supermarket had been unusually quiet that evening, the hum of the freezers a constant backdrop as Catherine trailed after her Alpha Father. She was ten years old, skinny and pale, her oversized dress hanging loosely on her small frame. Her omega scent had only just begun to develop a few weeks ago, but it was enough to irritate her father.
She’d stepped too close to the cart, bumped it accidentally against the corner of a display. A simple mistake, nothing had even fallen down, but he’d spun around with fury blazing in his eyes, the vein in his temple pulsing like a warning.
"You clumsy little wretch," he’d hissed, his voice low but sharp enough to cut. “You think I’m going to let you embarrass me in public?”
Catherine’s heart had dropped to her stomach. The world narrowed, her breath coming shallow and quick as he grabbed her arm, dragging her toward the freezer section. It didn’t matter that people were around, that other shoppers glanced their way with wary eyes before quickly looking away. She didn’t dare fight him, didn’t dare speak. She knew better. Speaking only made it worse.
He stopped in front of the frozen meats and jerked her to a halt. “Over,” he barked, yanking at her arm.
Catherine froze, her legs trembling so violently she thought they might give out beneath her. “Please, Alpha Father,” she begged, despite knowing batter, barely able to form the words. “It was … it was an accident, I—”
His scent—iron and scorched earth after a wildfire—clung to him, oppressive and suffocating, filling the small aisle like smoke. It wrapped around her like a noose, pulling tighter with every passing second.
“Over!” he snarled and unbuckled his belt, the leather sliding through the loops of his jeans with a hiss that made her stomach churn. The sound was unmistakable, a prelude to pain.
He folded it in half, testing its weight in his hand. A sharp whimper catched in her throat as she shakily obeyed. Her hands clutched the cold steel edge of the freezer as she bent over, her cheeks burning with shame.
“Dress up,” he ordered, his voice cold and clipped.
Catherine hesitated for a split second, her hands frozen in place, and that was enough. The belt lashed across her legs without warning, the pain searing through her thin dress like fire. She yelped, her voice muffled as she bit down on her lip to keep from crying out.
“Up!” he barked again, and this time her trembling fingers obeyed, lifting the hem of her dress to expose her bare thighs.
The first strike was a shock of pain that ripped the breath from her lungs. Then came the second, harder and more deliberate. She bit her lip until she tasted copper, her small body jerking with each lash.
“You’re lucky I don’t take you outside for this,” he muttered, his voice venomous. The air was thick with his scent, sharp and metallic, pressing down on her like a weight. “Think you deserve warm food when you can’t even walk straight? Think you deserve my roof, my protection? Do you think you deserve the Lords forgiveness?”
Each word punctuated another strike, and Catherine’s tears streamed down her cheeks, silent and hot.
She didn’t dare scream, didn’t dare sob openly. She could only hold herself there, bent over the icy freezer as the belt tore into the skin of her bare legs and her bum, only protected by thin cotton pants.
Around her, shoppers continued their business, their gazes sliding over her as though she weren’t even there. One or two paused, their lips tightening, but they didn’t linger. Maybe it was a tad to harsh, a spanking with a flat palm over a clothed butt much more common than a belting. But overall this was nothing out of the ordinary. An omega child being disciplined by her alpha parent was a scene they’d all witnessed before.
When her Alpha Father finally stopped, she didn’t move right away. Her legs burned, every inch of her thighs and the bottom of her buttocks was covered in stinging welts, and her entire body shook with humiliation.
“Now apologize,” he said flatly, his voice without even the satisfaction of anger now.
She straightened slowly, her legs barely supporting her weight as she turned to face him. She sunk to her knees, her head bowed low, tears still clinging to her lashes. “I’m sorry, Alpha Father,” she whispered, her voice cracking. “Thank you for correcting me.”
He nodded curtly, as if her obedience was expected, and coiled the belt around his hand again. “Next time, don’t make me repeat myself,” he said, grabbing the cart and walking away without a backward glance.
Catherine stayed there for a moment, her hands trembling as she smoothed her dress back down. The ache in her legs and her bumm was sharp and relentless, but the shame burned deeper. She shuffled forward eventually, her steps small and hesitant as she followed him, her head bowed low.
Even now, decades later, she could feel the sting of those lashes. Could hear the crack of leather and see the averted gazes of strangers. Every muscle in her body still remembered the way the cold metal had bit into her hands as she gripped the freezer edge.
And now, here in this store with Jason’s small voice whispering, “This one, Alpha,” she felt the panic rise like a tidal wave. Her stomach twisted painfully, bile rising in her throat. She wanted to pull Jason back, to protect him somehow, even if she couldn’t protect herself. But what if her interference made it worse?
Her gaze flickered downward, locking onto Alpha Waynes belt. It was a sturdy leather strap with a polished silver buckle, heavy and functional. A shiver ran through her, her body instinctively tightening, bracing for the worst.
She could see it all so clearly—Alpha Wayne grabbing Jason’s arm, dragging him over the register counter, his leather belt unbuckling with that awful, familiar sound. Her heart hammered in her chest as she stepped forward, trying to stop it before it could begin.
Her movements were jerky with panic. “He’s asking, Alpha Wayne,” she said quickly, her voice trembling and desperate. Her hands twisted together, her fingers white with tension.
“The last word is yours, of course. As it should be, Alpha. He knows that. Please.” Her gaze flickered to her son, wide-eyed and clutching the falcon like it was a shield. “He wouldn’t dare to presume otherwise. He—he knows better. Jason,” she grabbed him, fingers curled around his upper arm, almost hard enough to bruise his soft skin. “Apologize to Alpha Wayne.”
But before Jason could obey, Alpha Wayne rose slowly, his towering frame casting a shadow over them both, but his voice, when it came, was soft and steady. “He doesn’t need to apologize, Catherine,” he said firmly. “He did right what I asked, he made his coice and it’s a good one.”
Jason blinked, his wide eyes darting up to Alpha Wayne in disbelief. His small hands clutched the falcon tighter, his breathing shallow as though he expected the Alpha’s approval to vanish any moment.
Catherine hesitated, her heart pounding in her chest. “Of course, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice barely audible. She forced herself to bow her head, her fingers trembling as she twisted them even tighter. “Thank you for your lenience.”
Alpha Wayne crouched again, lowering himself to Jason’s level, his smile softened, and his scent turned sweet. “That falcon’s a great pick,” he said, his tone warm and easy. “You know they’re the fastest birds in the world? They can dive at over 200 miles per hour.”
Jason’s lips parted slightly, his brow furrowing in cautious interest. “Really?” he whispered, his voice trembling but laced with a faint thread of wonder, hanging onto Alpha Waynes words and his sweet sugary scent.
“Really,” Alpha Wayne said, reaching out slowly to ruffle Jason’s hair. “Good eye, buddy. You picked something special.”
Jason flinched momentarily but when he realized that he hand on his head was neither hurting nor scentmarking him, he relaxed. He stared down at the small figurine in his hands, his grip loosening slightly as the tension in his shoulders eased and a careful smile appeared on his lips.
Catherine stood frozen, unsure whether to relax or to brace for whatever came next. Alphas didn’t do this. They didn’t crouch down and smile at children like Jason. They didn’t let them choose or speak without reprimand.
Ghe Alpha placed the falcon gently into the cart, alongside the other figurines, and stood, his hand lingering on Jason’s shoulder.
“You did great,” he said, his voice filled with a warmth that left Catherine breathless. “Thank you for helping me. I’m proud of you.”
Jason nodded, his cheeks flushed, his small hands now empty.
“Thank you, Alpha Wayne!” her child said but it wasn’t his word that hit Catherine like a physical blow, her knees nearly buckling. Proud. No Alpha had ever said that to Jason. Nor to her since she presented—not her father, not Willis.
Catherine followed silently as Alpha Wayne began to push the cart toward the checkout. Her mind whirled, a thousand fears and doubts chasing her like shadows.
She stole a glance at her son, his eyes wide and glistening as he stared up at the Alpha with a look she couldn’t quite decipher.
Notes:
I hope you enjoyed this really really long chapter 🥰
Chapter 12
Notes:
Tiggers:
First cursive part: Implied non-con sex and forced “going commando” (not wearing any underwear)
Second cursive part: It’s a food thing again, so practically forced eating of dirty food. If you need to know more before reading let me know.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The car ride was quiet except for the hum of the engine, with Jason cradling his new peregrine falcon figurine in the backseat. He held it carefully in both hands, turning it over as if trying to memorize every detail, his wide eyes filled with a wonder that made Catherine’s chest ache.
Seated in the passenger seat, Catherine kept her gaze fixed forward, though her hands trembled slightly in her lap. Alpha Wayne was calm and steady as he drove, his broad hands resting lightly on the wheel. His scent and his presence filled the space, so commanding that it left no room for the nervous energy Catherine was struggling to suppress.
“We’re making another stop,” he said matter-of-factly as he turned the car onto a different road.
Catherine swallowed, nodding quickly. “Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice soft and submissive, no hint of argument in her tone. She wouldn’t dare.
Jason glanced up from his figurine, his small body tensing at the exchange. Catherine reached back instinctively, her hand brushing his knee in reassurance. She shouldn’t. Comfort was reserved for the quiet of their chambers. The facility had taught her. No Alpha wanted to see an Omega doting on a pup sired by another.
“You’ll need more than just toys,” the Alpha explained. “Clothes. Shoes. Essentials.”
He said it like it was the most natural thing in the world, but Catherine’s heart began to race. She didn’t dare protest—didn’t even think of it. It wasn’t her place to question an Alpha, especially not one as commanding and imposing as Alpha Wayne. His words weren’t an invitation for discussion, merely a statement of intent.
She folded her hands tightly in her lap, her eyes glued to the floor. What kind of clothes would he buy her? Her mind wandered nervously, recalling the garments she’d been allowed in her father’s home—modest dresses that covered her from neck to ankle, the fabric plain and unadorned.
They had been chosen with care to ensure she wouldn’t tempt any Alpha into sin, a constant reminder of her duty to remain pure and unassuming. Her father had often reminded her that an Omega’s body was sacred, meant only for the Alpha who claimed them. Anything less than absolute modesty was an affront to the natural order, a failure of her role in the eyes of the Lord.
Then there was Willis. He agreed with her Alpha father that no omega should wear throusers but that was were his principles ended. He didn’t care about modesty or what she wore as long as it was cheap. He liked her naked the most anyway.
Would Alpha Wayne expect the same? Would he demand her to dress for his taste, or would his kindness extend even to this? She wouldn’t dream of asking for trousers or knitted fabrics, wouldn’t dare. But the thought of wearing something clean, warm, and untainted like the nightgown she had been provided with last night filled her with a trembling mix of hope and fear.
Her thoughts shifted to Jason. Alpha Wayne had provided the pup with a new pair of pajamas the night before—soft, warm, and colorful, with cartoon characters printed on the fabric. They had felt so strange to touch, so foreign in their quality, yet she’d dressed Jason in them with shaking hands, unable to fully believe it was real.
Would the Alpha extend that generosity further? Maybe he’d purchase a set of long-sleeved shirts for Jason, or even a sturdy pair of pants.
But what if he didn’t? What if he expected Jason to wear his facility-issued clothes every day until they fell apart? She swallowed thickly, pushing the thought away. No. She couldn’t question his decisions. If Alpha Wayne chose not to provide more, it was because he deemed it unnecessary, and she would have to accept that without complaint.
Her pulse quickened as she dared, for just a fleeting moment, to wonder if there might be a way to beg. Could she ask for Jason’s sake without overstepping her place? The thought terrified her, and she quickly dismissed it, lowering her head further in silent submission. It wasn’t her role to make requests, only to obey and to trust that the Alpha knew what was best.
Still, when she glanced at Jason she couldn’t stop herself from hoping, no matter how dangerous it felt.
When they arrived at the store, Catherine’s grip on Jason’s small hand tightened instinctively. the building loomed large and modern, with the name Bloomingdale’s spelled out in bold, gleaming letters across the front. She had only ever heard of stores like this—places where the air alone seemed heavy with money. Her stomach churned as she took in the perfectly dressed shoppers stepping in and out of the automatic doors, their clothes crisp and their shoes spotless.
It was that kind of store that had everything—clothes for adults and children, shoes, homewares, and accessories. The brightly lit display windows filled with intricate arrangements of clothing, homeware, and household goods that radiated wealth and comfort. It seemed almost garish to her and overwhelming.
The cheerful music spilling out into the parking lot only heightened her unease, a reminder of how out of place she and Jason looked in their facility issued clothes, worn and faded.
Inside, the atmosphere didn’t improve. The store was massive, with glossy floors that reflected the dazzling lights above, making the space seem even larger. Some shoppers moved through the aisles with purpose, others families and couples alike moved leisurely through the aisles.
Alphas, Betas, Omegas alike. Some stank of fear, like her, their postures tight and rigid, every movement calculated to avoid drawing attention. Others looked strangely neutral, their scents muted and steady like a Beta’s. They walked beside their Alphas with a quiet confidence, unbothered and composed. A few were unaccompied even, probably running errands for their Alphas.
Catherine wondered briefly what kind of lives they had, what kind of Alphas they served, to carry themselves like that.A
Her head dipped slightly as they walked, her eyes flitting to the gleaming tile beneath her feet. She kept Jason close, every nerve in her body on edge.
The smells in the air overwhelmed her—the clean, chemical sharpness of new clothes and leather; the faint, cloying sweetness of perfume; the deeper, unmistakable scents of Alphas, some sharp with dominance, others calmer but no less commanding.
Alpha Wayne didn’t glance back to check if they followed, but there was no need. Catherine trailed behind him with the instinctive obedience of a shadow, Jason tethered to her side.
To her wonder, they reached the children’s section, as the Alpha slowed. The clothing racks were a riot of colors and textures, soft fabrics spilling over hangers in neat rows.
Catherine stayed at the edge of the aisle, her posture shrinking inward. She felt out of place here among the bright displays of newness and comfort. Jason clung to her side, his wide eyes darting nervously between the colorful clothes and Alpha Wayne.
When Alpha Wayne began methodically sorting through the racks, pulling out shirts, pants, and sweaters with careful consideration, Catherine could scarcely breathe. Her eyes darted between his broad shoulders and the clothing in the cart. He examined each item with an ease that left her frozen, his fingers brushing fabrics with an attention that stunned her. He wasn’t just tossing things into the cart thoughtlessly—he was choosing. For Jason.
Her throat tightened as relief washed over her, warm and dizzying, though it was edged with fear. The cart was already filling with muted tones—grays, beiges, and blacks—clothes far better than anything Jason had ever owned. They looked whole, soft, and new. She blinked back sudden tears, her heart pounding with gratitude, but her mind swirled with doubt. How could an Alpha like him be so kind to a pup that wasn’t his?
She lowered her gaze submissively, her fingers tightening around Jason’s small hand as if to anchor herself. Relief was dangerous.
She knew better than to trust it. What if this was a trap, a way to see if she’d dare take more than she deserved? Maybe he expected her to prove to him that she was aware how undeserving her pup sired by another Alpha was of his generosity.
But the Alpha turned, crouching to Jason’s eye level. The movement startled her—an Alpha lowering himself like that. Again. The second time today, just like in the other store. Her father would have never—
“Jason,” he said, his voice deep and his scent even. “What colors do you like?”
Jason blinked at him, his small face flushing with uncertainty. He glanced at Catherine, as though seeking her approval.
Catherine took a deep breath, giving his hand a gentle squeeze. Promping him to answer without saying a word herself. She would need to talk to him again, reinforce the lesson that he had to listen and obey Alpha Wayne without looking to her first. Her approval meant nothing when Alpha Wayne was present.
Finally, his voice, soft and hesitant, broke the silence. “Red, Alpha,” he whispered, barely loud enough to be heard.
Catherine’s heart seized. She tightened her grip on his hand reflexively, her pulse quickening as a chill ran through her. “Alpha Wayne,” she corrected sharply, her voice laced with panic. She darted a nervous glance at the towering figure beside her, her stomach twisting in knots. How could Jason be so careless? He wasn’t Alpha Wayne’s pup. He had no right to speak to him with such familiarity.
“Jason, you know better than to—” She cut herself off, her throat tightening as she awaited the Alpha’s reaction.
But Alpha Wayne only held up a hand, a subtle gesture that silenced her immediately. “It’s fine,” he said, his voice calm but firm. “It’s just a slip of the tongue, nothing more.” His tone carried no anger, no irritation—just a quiet authority that silenced her.
Catherine blinked, momentarily stunned.
Catherine froze, blinking in disbelief. Her pulse thundered in her ears, the tension in her chest refusing to ease.
A slip of the tongue? She had never known an Alpha to excuse something so easily. Most would see such familiarity as insolence, a challenge to their authority. She swallowed hard, keeping her head bowed, her words quiet and obedient. “Yes, Alpha Wayne.”
The Alphas gaze shifted to Jason, his expression softening. “Red’s a good choice,” he said, crouching slightly to meet the boy’s eyes.
Jason blinked at him, startled, but Alpha Wayne had already turned back to the racks. He began selecting clothes in varying shades of red—sweaters and jogpants in deep maroon, shirts with red and write stripes, a pair of cargo pants in a warm, earthy red tone.
“Do you like fire trucks?” Alpha Wayne asked, glancing back at Jason.
Jason hesitated, his lips parting as if to answer but then closing again. He looked at Catherine, unsure, and she nearly spoke for him again. But she shouldn’t.
Jason needed to answer. Hesitation was disrespectful. Alphas didn’t tolerate disrespect. And even Alpha Waynes kindness had to have a limit.
Her breath hitched as her mind spiraled. What if he grew impatient? What if he finally had enough and grabbed Jason, forced him to bend over the rack, and spanked him right here, in the middle of the store? It wasn’t unheard of. Willis had done worse to both of them. Her own Alpha Father had done far worse to her.
Instead Alpha Wayne waited patiently, a faint smile tugging at his lips, and slowly, Jason nodded.
“Good,” the Alpha said with a nod, plucking a shirt with a cartoon fire truck off the rack. “What about this one?”
Jason’s eyes lit up, the smallest spark of interest breaking through his wariness. He traced the edge of the fabric with his gaze, though his voice remained soft. “It’s nice, Alpha Wayne,” he murmured, his tone tentative.
The Alpha chuckled lightly, his scent was warm and sweet, as he tossed the shirt into the cart. “We’ll get it, then.”
Catherine stood frozen, her hand tightening around Jason’s reflexively. Her pulse thudded in her ears, her thoughts tangling as she tried to process what she was seeing.
This wasn’t how Alphas behaved.
They didn’t ask . They didn’t wait . Her Alpha father had never cared about what she like after she presented as an Omega.
Before her first heat, there had been glimpses of freedom. She’d worn blue jeans, soft knitted pullovers, and sneakers worn thin from constant use. She could climb trees and scrape her knees without consequence because, back then, she was a child, a Beta-to-be in her Alpha father’s eyes.
But then she’d presented.
The change had been immediate and brutal. The day the scent glands on her neck began to swell, her Alpha father’s heavy hand came down on her shoulder and shoved her to her knees. "You're an Omega now," he said, his breath hot and sour in her ear. " Your life of devotion and servitude begins now—to me, as your Alpha father, to God, and one day, to your Alpha husband.”
Gone were the jeans and knitted pullovers, replaced with plain, shapeless dresses that clung uncomfortably to her thin frame. They had to be long enough to hide her legs, sleeves down to her wrists, collars high enough to cover her scent glands. Modesty to stave of sin.
“You’re not a bitch yet,” her Alpha father had growled, yanking the fabric higher. “And you better keep it that way. You’re nothing until someone claims you to breed you full of some Alpha pup.”
Willis had been worse. He didn’t waste money on clothes—not for her. When her skirts wore thin, she’d patched them herself, her fingers sore from stitching late into the night.
“Panties are a waste,” he’d said one night, after he had ripped her last one beyond reparation. The acrid stench of alcohol was clinging to him like a second skin. “Why cover up what’s already mine?”
He’d backed her into a corner, his voice low and sickly sweet, his hand tracing the hem of her skirt. “I like easy access,” he’d murmured, his grin sharp as a knife. When she flinched, his grip tightened.
This wasn’t Willis. This wasn’t her father.
And yet her mind couldn’t reconcile Alpha Waynes actions with what she thought she knew. He was speaking to Jason like his opinion mattered. It made her chest ache in a way she didn’t quite understand.
Alpha Wayne handed Jason a pair of pajamas with an all-over fire truck print. Jason hesitated, glancing up at him before letting go of Cathrines hand and reaching out to touch the fabric. She noticed his small fingers trembling slightly.
“Soft, isn’t it?” Alpha Wayne asked.
Jason nodded, looking at the Alpha in awe. And Alpha Wayne just put it in the cart. It was to good to be true!
Alpha Wayne handed Jason a crew neck pullover with a colorful all over dinosaur print next, holding it up to the boy’s small frame. “How about this one? Dinosaurs are pretty cool, right?” he said, his voice warm and gentle.
Jason’s eyes widened as he ran his hand over the fabric, his touch hesitant like he was afraid it might disappear. “It’s... soft too,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.
“It is,” the Alpha agreed, crouching again down to Jason’s level. “That’s because it’s made to be comfy for kids like you.”
Jason nodded slowly, still shy, but the faintest trace of a smile tugged at his lips. He glanced up at Catherine, seeking her reassurance. She gave him a small nod, what else could she do, but her heart was aching at the sight. Kids like you, Alpha Wayne had said. As if it didn’t matter that Jason was sired by another Alpha. As if he was still worth all these soft and colorful and expensive clothes. Cathrine glanzes at the pricetag of the dinosaur pullover. 39,99 $. It was insane!
But she couldn’t dwell on it as Alpha Wayne reached for a pair of shoes, holding them up for Jason to see. They were sleek and simple, with a white base and a distinctive swooping arrow on the side in bright red. The shoes were designed with two wide velcro straps instead of laces, making them practical for little hands to manage.
“These might be just right for you,” Alpha Wayne said, his voice warm and encouraging. He crouched down again, pulling the straps open and closing them slowly to demonstrate. “See how easy these are to use? Why don’t you give it a try?”
Jason’s small hand reached out, tentative at first, but then he touched the straps, mimicking thd Alphas movements. His lips parted slightly in concentration as he tugged the velcro open, then smoothed it back into place.
“Perfect,” Alpha Wayne said with a small smile. “What do you think? Should we get these?”
Jason’s small hands trembled just a bit, overwhelmed by now with so many choices and the growing pile of clothes in the cart. “If… if it pleases you, Alpha Wayne,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. His voice was stiff, almost formal, as he was reciting a line he’d learn at the facility. Cathrine knew all the horrible truths they had told him at the facility. Willis death had left him unclaimed and whichever Alpha claimed his mother would never ever treat him as nice as his own Alpha father had.
Alpha Waynes smile faltered for the briefest of moments. But then he gave a small nod, his tone gentle. “It pleases me if it pleases you, Jason,” he said softly, a slight smile on his face.
Jason looked back down to the shoes and Catherine’s hands twitched at her sides, her instinct to step in almost stronger than her usual restraint. Speaking unprompted in public wasn’t something she did. She’d learned to keep her mouth shut, if she wasn’t begging or blowing her Alpha.
But this was Jason. Her sweet boy.
Still, before Catherine could speak, Jasons voice piped up, soft but steady, “The red arrow is really cool.”
The words were so innocent, so young—so untainted by the life he’d known. His voice was the kind of soft, pure tone she hadn't heard in years, and it hit her with a force she wasn’t prepared for.
Catherine’s heart twisted in her chest. She stood frozen, the weight of Jason’s words sitting heavy on her.
Alpha Waynes smile stretched wider, warm and genuine, and something in his expression softened. His scent shifted—impossibly sweet. It was as if Jason’s simple comment had opened a whole box of sugary cookies.
And Alpha Wayne didn’t stop, his large, steady hands pulling a hoodie from the rack. This one was black but the front bore a striking design: a blue circle with a bold white star at its center, surrounded by three concentric red rings. “Do you like superheroes, Jason?” The Alpha asked, his tone as gentle as ever.
Jason tilted his head, his small body shrinking slightly as he considered the question. “I… I don’t know,” he admitted, his voice soft and uncertain, his gaze darting nervously to Catherine again. His fingers curled tighter around the little toy falcon still in his hands, as though it might shield him from giving the wrong answer. “I’m really sorry, Alpha Wayne.”
Catherine’s stomach twisted at the apology, a pang of sadness she couldn’t suppress. Jason shouldn’t have to apologize for not knowing something like superheroes. The knowledge he lacked wasn’t his fault—it was hers, and more so, it was Willis’s. The weight of it pressed on her shoulders, a familiar ache she’d grown accustomed to carrying.
Before she presented, Catherine had known a world beyond her father’s strict, overbearing gaze. Sometimes, when she could steal a few moments in the city library, she’d leaf through the bright, colorful pages of superhero comics. She’d never dared to check them out; the risk of bringing them home was too great. Her father believed superheroes, Harry Potter, and any form of fantasy were gateways to sin—temptations crafted by Satan himself.
Superheroes, he said, were false idols, their stories distractions crafted to lead people away from the truth of the Alpha's path and the Divine Plan.
But she had loved them. The bold, vivid artwork, the daring stories of ordinary people becoming extraordinary, the hope they carried—it had been her secret rebellion, one her father never discovered.
She remembered flipping through Marvel comics, her fingers brushing over vibrant illustrations of heroes in flight or in battle, protecting the innocent and defying impossible odds.
She remembered the thrill she felt whenever the library got a new Marvel edition, though she could never bring herself to linger too long for fear of being caught.
What her father hadn’t known couldn’t hurt him.
Jason had never touched a comic. He had never heard of Marvel. His world was so much smaller than hers had been at his age. He knew firetrucks only because he could see them from the kitchen window, a spot where he sat quietly, watching the world move outside while she prepared meals. Willis rarely let them leave the confines of their cramped space, and even when he did, Jason was never allowed to wander far enough to see or explore.
He knew about dinosaurs because, for a brief time, a poster for a Jurassic Park movie hung in the window of the corner store across the street.
Jason had pointed it out one day, his tiny hand pressing against the glass, eyes wide with wonder. Catherine had told him everything she could remember about dinosaurs—how they were giant lizards that once roamed the earth, some with sharp teeth, others with long necks.
Her knowledge was sparse, cobbled together from fleeting school lessons before she presented, before her father intervened.
Even those lessons had been controversial in her home. Her Alpha father had raged when she mentioned them, declaring that dinosaur fossils were a hoax planted by Satan to test humankind’s faith. She learned quickly to stop asking questions.
Jason, though, had no such lessons to unlearn. He only had her—her fragmented knowledge, her small stories whispered in quiet defiance of the limits placed on them.
And now, standing in front of Alpha Wayne, she felt the weight of how little she’d been able to give him. She swallowed hard, fighting the sting of shame. She hated herself for how many times she’d had to stifle his natural curiosity out of fear of repercussions.
“That’s okay,” Alpha Wayne said without hesitation, his deep voice warm and calm. “You don’t have to know. But superheroes are pretty neat, you know. They’re brave and kind, and they help people when they need it most.” His words carried an easy confidence, like he believed every bit of what he said.
Jason’s small hands hovered near the hoodie, hesitant but curious. Catherine held her breath as she watched him, her fingers twitching with the urge to pull him back.
It wasn’t her place to stop him—she knew that—but years of harsh lessons made her wary. Don’t want what you can’t have. Don’t touch what doesn’t belong to you. She didn’t want Alpha Wayne to punish her pup in public. She didn’t want him to punish Jason at all.
The Alpha noticed Jasons hesitation and leaned forward just slightly, easing the hoodie into Jason’s arms. “Here, hold onto it,” he said, his tone as light as if they were discussing the weather. “See how it feels.”
Jason’s scent shifted, warming faintly as his hands closed around the fabric. His eyes lit up with a tentative wonder as he stared at the bold colors and his small hands brushed over the brightly printed superhero emblem. Catherine couldn’t help but watch him, her chest tightening at the sight.
She inhaled sharply, her body instinctively seeking the warmth in his scent, even as her mind warred with the guilt of doing so. She imagined locking that warmth away in a little mason jar in her mind, something to keep for when things became cold and damp again. Because they would, wouldn’t they? They always did.
Her gaze flicked to the shopping cart. It was already a fourth full with children’s clothing—soft fabrics in bright colors, sturdy materials that promised comfort and warmth. No Alpha would ever buy so many things for another’s pup.
The Alpha noticed Jason’s fond hold on the superhero hoodie.
“Let’s find you another one too,” Alpha Wayne said gently, crouching slightly to Jason’s level. He extended a hand toward the hoodie, his movements slow and deliberate, as if to show Jason there was no need to worry. “I’ll keep this safe for you,” he added, easing it from the boy’s arms and placing it carefully in the cart.
Jason’s scent flickered with uncertainty, but he stayed quiet as the Alpha turned to another rack. After a moment, Alpha Wayne pulled out a vibrant red hoodie with a small crocodile embroidered near the chest.
“What about this one?” he asked, holding it out with an easy smile. “It’s soft, and look at this little guy right here,” he added, pointing to the logo. “He’s pretty cool, isn’t he?”
Jason’s small hands trembled slightly as he reached out to take the hoodie. His wide eyes brightened as he looked it over, his fingers brushing the fabric with awe. The bold red color reminded her of the hoodie he used to have—a faded, hand-me-down treasure he’d worn almost every day. They had gotten it from an older omega in their apartment complex, whose pups had long outgrown it. It wasn’t perfect; the fabric had been worn thin in places, and a patch covered a fraying hole on the right elbow. But it had been warm, dependable, and Jason had loved it fiercely.
As he held this new hoodie—whole, soft, and bright— Jasons scent shifted, warming faintly, a ripple of quiet excitement breaking through the lingering wariness.
Jason glanced up at her, then back at the Alpha, who was watching him with calm patience. Boldness flickered in his eyes, rare and hesitant but unmistakable. “Could we… could we get this one, Alpha?” Jason asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Catherine’s heart lurched. Panic flared as she prepared to intervene, to smooth over Jason’s words with apologies and explanations. But Alpha Wayne didn’t look annoyed or offended.
“Of course we can,” Alpha Wayne said warmly, his voice steady and reassuring. His smile deepened as he added, “That’s a great choice, buddy. It looks like it’ll keep you nice and warm.”
Jason’s face lit up with a shy, radiant smile, the hoodie clutched tightly against his chest. “Thank you, Alpha Wayne,” he said, his tone filled with a quiet joy that Catherine hadn’t heard in far too long. “I had one like this before… but Mama wasn’t allowed to bring it.”
Catherine’s hands twisted the fabric of her dress as she lowered her gaze, panic, once again, surging ghrough her. She wanted to tell Jason to stop talking, to stop before he crossed a line or annoyed Alpha Wayne so much that they left before getting any clothes at all.
Her instinct screamed at her to intervene, to apologize, to explain that Jason didn’t understand what he was asking. No Alpha liked being pressed by a pup who wasn’t theirs.
But the Alphas focus never wavered, his patience unshaken.
But Alpha Wayne’s expression didn’t darken. Instead, his smile deepened, though it was tinged with something softer, almost bittersweet. He reached out, brushing his fingers lightly over the hoodie Jason clutched.
Alphas smile softened. “Well, now you’ve got this one,” he said, his tone still light, as though they were just chatting about the weather “And you can wear it whenever you want. Sound good?”
Jason nodded vigorously, his small grin bright enough to warm the space around them.
“Thank you, Alpha Wayne,” Catherine whispered, her voice barely audible as she tried to steady her breathing.
The Alpha glanced at her briefly, his kind smile unwavering. “Of course,” he said and reached for the cart, pushing it forward, but not before turning back to Jason. “Let’s see what else we can find, alright?
Alpha Wayne moved to another rack, his large hands carefully sorting through rows of socks. Some were plain and practical, but others were vibrant, covered in cartoon characters—race cars, spaceships, animals.
“What do you think of these, Jason?” he asked, crouching slightly to meet the boy’s gaze. “They’ll keep your feet warm, and look—theres Pikachu!” His tone was calm, steady, with just the faintest hint of playfulness.
Jason’s lips parted slightly, but no words came. His hands tightened around the hoodie as he glanced at the socks, then at Alpha Wayne, as though unsure if he was truly allowed to say something.
The Alpha waited patiently, the socks still held out, but Jason finally dropped his head. His shoulders hunched. “I’m sorry, Alpha Wayne,” he whispered, his voice thick with shame. “I… I don’t know Pikachu. I don’t know anything. I’m sorry for being so dumb.”
The words hit Catherine like a blow, her chest tightening with a familiar ache she’d grown to live with. Her sweet boy. Her Jason. She stepped forward without thinking, her movements small and hesitant, but she couldn’t stay silent.
“Alpha, if I may explain, please … Jason, he wasn’t allowed to watch television,” she explained softly, her voice trembling with the weight of her words. Her hands twisted in front of her, a subconscious show of submission, but her gaze flicked to Jason briefly.
Jason nodded quickly, his wide eyes darting nervously between her and the Alpha. “Sometimes,” he added, his voice timid but eager to justify himself, “sometimes I could watch football. Or darts. With Alpha and Mama.”
Catherine swallowed hard, memories washing over her in sharp, disjointed fragments.
Those rare, fleeting moments when Willis would settle into the creaking old recliner, a cigarette dangling from his fingertips, flicking the ash on the carpet.
If he’d come into some money, he might bring home chili dogs and wings, the greasy smell filling the small, cramped apartment like a rare feast. Once—just once, maybe half a year ago—he’d even brought home a can of Dr. Pepper.
She remembered how Jason’s eyes had gone wide, his little hands clutching the cold metal of the can like it was a treasure. She’d hesitated, thinking of the caffeine, but Jason needed all the sugar and calories he could get. He was too thin, always had been.
At first Catherine had stayed back, letting Alpha have his moment, letting Jason perch on the edge of the couch, serve Willis a new can of beer every once in a while, collect his empty take out containers an wipe Jasons fingers, after he’d been allowed to much on a small chicken wing.
And then Willis, half-drunk and full of himself, had barked at her to “quit hovering” and sit down. Like it was some kind of privilege to watch the game with him. She’d sat beside Jason, stiff and silent, as they pretended, just for a little while, that everything was okay.
And even then, Catherine could still see the way Jason had flinched at every loud cheer from the TV, every scrape of Willis’s beer can against the table. Fun had never lasted long in that house.
The game had barely been on for twenty minutes when Willis’s cheers turned to shouts, his booming voice rattling the walls of the cramped apartment. “What the hell kind of call is that? Are you blind, ref?” He slammed his fist onto the arm of the recliner, sending his beer can teetering dangerously on the edge of the side table.
Jason flinched, pulling his knees up onto the couch as if making himself smaller would make him invisible. Catherine reached out to touch his back, her hand a soft, steadying presence, but she kept her gaze on Willis, ready for whatever came next.
Her stomach rumbled suddenly, a low, traitorous growl that cut through the noise of the game. Willis froze mid-rant, his eyes narrowing as his head snapped toward her. “What the hell was that?” he barked, his beer-laden breath filling the room.
Catherine froze, her body going cold. “I’m sorry, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
Willis’s lips twisted into a cruel smile. “You’re hungry, huh? Well, you should’ve said so, Catherine. I’m feeling generous tonight.”
He grabbed one of the chicken wings from the takeout container, holding it up for a moment as though inspecting it. Then, with exaggerated care, he bit into it, tearing most of the meat off the bone with his teeth. His sharp eyes flicked to Catherine as he chewed slowly, smirking around the food in his mouth. When he’d eaten nearly all of it, leaving only scraps of meat and gristle clinging to the bone, he held it out to her.
“Here,” he said, his tone mockingly kind. “Don’t say I never gave you anything. Go on, eat.”
Catherine’s stomach churned with hunger and shame as she took the gnawed bone from his hand. She glanced at Jason, whose wide eyes were filled with silent worry, before lowering her head and biting into what was left. The flavor was bitter and greasy, the scraps tough and cold, but she forced herself to chew.
Willis laughed, pleased with himself. “Atta girl,” he said, tossing another wing onto his plate and repeating the process. Bite. Chew. Leave scraps. “Looks like my bitch likes all her bones,” he said with a cruel grin, holding out another nearly bare wing for her.
Catherine reached for it, her fingers trembling slightly. But as her hand brushed the bone, Willis yanked it back, cackling like it was the funniest thing he’d ever done. “Not so fast. Gotta work for it, right?” He tossed the chicken wing onto the stained carpet at his feet.
“Pick it up,” he ordered, his tone sharp now. Jason’s breath hitched, and Catherine felt his tiny hand clutch her sleeve. “Mama—” he whispered, but she shook her head slightly, a silent plea for him to stay quiet.
She leaned down and picked up the wing from the carpet, forcing herself to ignore the dirt and lint clinging to the grease. She bit into the scraps of meat, gnawing the bone clean while Willis looked on, his laughter ringing in her ears.
“See? That wasn’t so hard,” he said, leaning back in his recliner and grabbing another beer. “You should be thanking me for this feast, Catherine. No one else would put up with an omega like you, let alone let you sit here and eat with an Alpha like me.”
Catherine swallowed hard, the bitter taste in her mouth making her stomach turn. “Thank you, Alpha,” she said softly, the words as automatic as breathing.
But as she sat back, her gaze flicked to Jason’s face. He looked stricken, his small frame trembling beside her, and the weight of her failure crushed her. How had this become their life? How had she allowed it to get so bad? And what kind of future could Jason have with a man like Willis shaping it?
Alpha Wayne, though, didn’t miss a beat, proving again what a generous Alpha he seemed to be.
“That’s just fine, Jason,” he said gently, his tone calm and steady, as though Jason’s lack of knowledge wasn’t something to be ashamed of. “If you ever want to know about them, I think Dick and Tim could tell you all about Pikachu—and a whole bunch of others.”
Jason blinked up at him, the tension in his shoulders easing ever so slightly. “They like cartoons?” he asked, his voice tentative, as though it were strange for other pups—especially an Alphas pups—to be allowed to watch cartoons and to be exited about it.
“Of course they do,” Alpha Wayne said, crouching to meet Jason’s eye level. “Dick’s a little older now, but he still watches sometimes. And Tim is five, so he loves cartoons. He’s very into Dinosaur Train and Paw Patrol right now.”
Jason tilted his head, clearly intrigued, but still hesitant. Catherine watched him carefully, noting the way his small fingers fidgeted with the edge of the red hoodie Alpha Wayne had given him, clutching it like a lifeline.
Alpha Wayne turned to another rack, pulling out a jacket that immediately caught Jason’s attention. It was a sleek black down jacket, similar in cut to the dark blue one he was wearing now—the one borrowed from Tim for the day. But this one had bright red zippers and small, matching red dots running along the hood’s edge and cuffs. The inside lining peeked out, revealing soft beige fleece.
“It looks warm, doesn’t it? And it’s got these red zippers—I thought you might like that,” Alpha Wayne said.
Jason’s eyes lit up as he reached out, his little hands brushing the material with quier awe.
“It’s… so cool,” he whispered. Jason glanced at Catherine briefly, his expression both hopeful and uncertain, as though he couldn’t quite believe it was for him.
Catherine’s chest tightened painfully. Jason had never owned a jacket before—never had anything new, let alone something so sturdy and bright. She swallowed hard, taking a deep breath to steady herself. Crying now, here in front of the Alpha and her son, would be unacceptable. She couldn’t risk ruining this moment for Jason.
“Go on, lad,” Alpha Wayne encouraged gently. “Try it on. Let’s see if it fits.”
Jason hesitated only a moment, slipping out of his borrowed jacket, before slipping his arms into the sleeves. Alpha Wayne helped him adjust the fit, tugging the hood up over his head and then smoothing it back down. “There we go,” he said, stepping back to take a look. “What do you think? Warm enough for playing outside?”
Cathrine looked at her pup. The red accents popped against the black fabric, giving the jacket a bold, playful look that seemed to fill her kid with quiet confidence. His smile was radiant, as he nodded.
“Yes! It’s so warm, Alpha Wayne!” Jason said.
Catherine blinked rapidly, trying to keep her emotions in check. Maybe Jason really could wear a jacket like this and roam the backyard with the Alpha’s son sometimes—if he proved himself to be a good child, obedient and hardworking. The thought was so far removed from anything she’d allowed herself to imagine that it almost felt dangerous to hope for.
Alpha Wayne straightened and nodded, a small, satisfied smile playing on his lips.
“Let’s put it in the cart then,” he said simply, placing a steady hand on Jason’s shoulder before turning to Catherine. “He’ll need gloves, too, and probably a hat to match.”
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice trembling just slightly. She glanced at Jason, his excitement bubbling just beneath the surface, and felt a flicker of gratitude so sharp it made her dizzy.
Jasons and Catherines world had been small and brutal, dominated by harsh alphas and the absence of kindness. But now here he was, this impossibly good man—Alpha Wayne—asking if Jason liked superheroes and firetrucks, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
It couldn’t last. It couldn’t last, she told herself. And what if it did? What if it lasted? What if Alpha Wayne really let Jason run around the yard and talk about cartoon with his own children in sturdy pants and comic book shirts. What if Alpha Wayne truly planed to treat Jason with more kindness than his own father ever had? Sure, she understood that Jason still needed to earn his keep and pull his weight, prove his loyality to a man who might accept him as a loyal servant of his household.
When Alpha Wayne had found a red beanie and matching gloves, they were just about finished in the child section. The cart was almost half filled with things for Jason, when he suddenly froze, his eyes locking onto something a few feet away. Catherine followed his gaze and saw a pajama set hanging neatly on a rack. The fabric was bright blue, dotted with cheerful cartoon puppies in firefighter hats, hard hats, and police uniforms.
It was nearly identical to the one Beta Alfred and Alpha Wayne had given him last night, the one he had reluctantly changed out of that morning. Jason hesitated, clearly gathering his courage, before he glanced up at the Alpha.
“Alpha Wayne,” he said softly, his voice so small it was nearly swallowed by the store’s ambient noise. His shoulders hunched, and he shifted from foot to foot, as though bracing for rejection. “Would… would it be okay if I wore the pajama again tonight? Please?”
The Alpha stilled, his face giving nothing away, but Catherine could feel the faint change in his scent—a quiet, simmering shock, like sugar that caramalized for to long, turning crisp and bitter.
“Of course, Jason,” Alpha Wayne said gently, his tone steady and even despite the disturbance in his scent, as if he tried to relax for the anxious pup.
Then, without another word, Alpha Wayne reached for two more pajama sets, each in a slightly different color and print, one red and one mint, each featuring the same cartoon pups in slightly different poses. He placed them in the cart without a second thought.
“This way, you’ll always have one, even if another is in the laundry,” he said lightly, as though he hadn’t just shocked both Jason and Catherine to their cores.
Jason's eyes widened, a mix of disbelief and awe filling his gaze. The weight of the gesture seemed to crash down on him, his body trembling from the quiet kindness Alpha Wayne had just shown. For a moment, Jason seemed to shrink under the enormity of it all, unsure how to respond. But then, almost without thinking, he dropped to his knees in front of the Alpha.
His head bowed slightly, and his small neck arched just enough, an instinctual gesture of submission, a silent thank you that ran deeper than words. His voice was barely above a whisper when he spoke again, his gratitude so raw it made Catherine’s chest ache.
“Thank you,” he whispered, his voice so quiet it was barely audible. “Thank you, Alpha.”
Jason’s hands still clutched his toy falcon but his entire posture reflected the weight of his gratitude, as though he were offering something sacred. And he was, he was … oh god, Cathrine pressed her hand against her sternum, trying to keep herself still.
Her pups small form trembled, filled with an innocent need to show his thanks, his actions born from the life he’d known—one where submitting to an Alpha’s care and kindness was the only way to express loyalty and respect.
Catherine’s heart raced in her chest, panic washing over her. She knew, deep down, that this was what Jason had been raised to do—kneel, bow, give thanks, and show that he understood his place. He had learned it by watching her in front of her Alpha Father and Willis.
They would have demanded more, would have had Jason kiss their feet in exchange for such kindness. Her stomach churned at the thought.
But Alpha Wayne was not like the others.
Before Catherine could react, the Alphas large hand gently came to Jason’s shoulder, a subtle but firm pressure that guided the boy’s head back up. His fingers were soft but insistent, making sure Jason’s neck and his scent gland weren’t left exposed in that vulnerable gesture.
He kept his hand on Jason’s shoulder, guiding him to his feet with the same gentleness.
“I’m not rejecting you, pup. But I won’t claim you in the middle of a store.”
“Okay, Alpha,” Jason whispered, his voice softer now, filled with a tentative trust he hadn’t known he was capable of.
The Alpha just smiled warmly, a look of reassurance in his eyes. “Let’s make sure you have everything you need, okay, Jase?”
Notes:
Bruce spoils his new kid and Cathy still gets breakdowns in her breakdowns …
Maybe just a little note to the thing Jason did at the end. Because I really want to make it clear what happened. He was basically so overwhelmed by how nice and good and kind Bruce was to him that he once again adressed him more familiary than he should and he was baring his neck, asking to be claimed.
Claiming isn’t something solely sexual in my version of ABO. I will explain more when we come to that but parents claim their children by biting super lightly at the nape of their neck. Siblings or friends with strong bonds could do something similiar, by biting at the site of their wrist, where another scent gland is.
Only mates would claim each other by a stronger bite on the side of the neck. I added a link where stuff like that is explained more in detail by some super clever person on tumblr.
https://jar-of-omegaverse. /post/640058189536264192/scent-glands/amp
Chapter 13
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
Flashback Cursive: This one is rather heavy: forced alcohol intake, forced public oral sex, non con public petting, and sex with an intoxicated (alcohol) person
During the chapters we have a lot of degrading speech especially about the femile body and body ideals and some unsafe talk about dieting on very thin people.
As always if you want to know more before reading, let me know and I’ll help you navigate what to read and which part to leave out.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
As they stepped into the women’s department, Catherine’s shoulders tensed. The vast space was overwhelming—mannequins dressed in sleek outfits stood on polished platforms, surrounded by racks of clothing in every imaginable color and texture.
She glanced at Jason, clutching his small hand like he might get lost otherwise, as they followed Alpha Wayne deeper into the section. Her eyes darted nervously to the polished floors, avoiding her reflection in the large mirrors that lined the walls.
Alpha Wayne opened his mouth, likely to tell her to what she needed, what he was generous enough to buy her. Catherine knew it wasn’t her place but she hoped against hope he’d be fine with her wearing undergarments. She’s do anything to be allowed the cotton ones, that covered everything from her folds to the buttocks.
She’d still be allowed to wear those back living with her Alpha father. Modesty was important to him, even if she was a bitch to be. But as long as she’d been living under his roof, right next to the church he was preaching at, she had to cover all her sinful parts.
But before Alpha Wayne could utter a word, a sharp scent filled the air. It was rich and cloying, a mix of leather and cherry, but not the sweet kind—the bitter, alcohol-soaked kind of cherry that burned going down. Catherine’s stomach churned at the scent as an alpha woman appeared from between the racks, her stride purposeful and commanding.
She was tall, with sharp cheekbones and sleek blond hair pulled back into a tight bun. Her fitted blouse and tailored pants exuded authority, and her heels clicked against the floor with a rhythm that demanded attention. Her eyes flicked to Alpha Wayne, and an almost predatory smile spread across her face.
“Mr. Wayne,” the woman said, her voice smooth and polished, oozing false warmth. “What an honor. I don’t think I’ve seen you in this section before.” Her gaze lingered, taking in his broad frame, and then slid dismissively to Catherine and Jason, still clad in their facility issued outfits, Jasons loose shirt at least being covered by the borrowed blue down jacket.
Catherine instinctively pulled her pup closer, her fingers tightening around his tiny hand. She tried to shrink into herself, lowering her gaze as the woman stepped closer.
Alpha Wayne nodded politely but didn’t offer much else. He remained composed, his posture effortlessly commanding as he stood near Catherine and Jason.
The other Alphas smile sharpened. “I’ve seen the tabloids, of course,” she continued, her tone light but edged with something that made Catherine’s skin crawl. “You’ve always been quite the enigma, Mr. Wayne. But I see now that you’ve decided to settle down.”
Catherine stiffened. Alpha Wayne though didn’t react outwardly, his expression steady and polite, but Catherine caught the faintest tightening of his jaw, the kind of subtle reaction that would have been invisible if she hadn’t been so attuned to every little shift.
She shouldn’t have been watching him. She knew she shouldn’t. “Keep your head down, bitch,” Willis had always told her when he took her out in public. “And your mouth shut, or I’ll show them all what it’s best at.”
Once, he’d followed through on that promise. It had been their anniversary, though there was no romance in the air. She’d left Jason with her parents, her Alpha father and Omega mother. She had only given him away on Willis orders, but she was feeling an odd mixture of guilt and relief to not have to drag Jason with them into the dingy bar Willis had choosen for the occasion.
“Smile pretty,” Willis had said, as they entered.
The bar stank of stale beer and desperation, and Catherine’s stomach churned at the sight of the cracked vinyl seats and sticky floors. Willis had been in a good mood at first, throwing back beers and boasting loudly about his latest win at billiard.
Catherine, ever obedient, sat quietly beside him, her hands clasped tightly in her lap, a small glass of cheap beer he’d shoved toward her barely touched.
But he wouldn’t let her sit in silence forever.
“Drink,” he’d ordered, his tone making it clear there was no room for argument. “Don’t embarrass me.”
She was acutely aware of his hand resting low on her back, fingers almost grazing her ass, a silent claim that left her feeling trapped. The sticky barstool squeaked beneath her slight weight as she leaned ever so slightly toward him, careful not to disrupt his good mood.
She’d taken small sips at first, the bitter taste unpleasant, but Willis kept nudging her, telling her to loosen up. She hadn’t eaten all day—there’d been nothing in the fridge except a few crumbs and an empty carton of milk—and the alcohol hit her harder than she’d expected. By the time her second pin of beer was empty her head spun, and she could feel her body growing clumsy.
But Willis was in rare form, laughing boisterously, his stories getting louder and cruder with every passing minute. The bartender humored him with polite chuckles, though his disinterest was obvious. Willis didn’t notice—or didn’t care. He was holding court, his presence filling the room.
“And then I told him, ‘If you can’t hold your liquor, maybe you shouldn’t be drinking with the big dogs!’” Willis boomed, slapping the counter for emphasis.
The bartender offered a strained laugh, glancing at Catherine for a moment before quickly looking away. Catherine forced a small, delicate smile, her hands clutching her glass so tightly she thought it might shatter.
Willis turned to her, his grin wide and expectant. “Ain’t that right, babe? You were there—you saw him.”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine murmured, her voice quiet but obedient.
He laughed even harder, leaning closer, his breath warm and thick with alcohol. His hand slid lower, fingers pressing possessively at the curve of her back. “You know I’m funny, don’t you, sweetheart? Funniest guy you ever met.”
Catherine nodded quickly, a nervous laugh escaping her lips. The room spinning just slightly but she tried to keep her composure, to stay quiet and agreeable.
But the alcohol made her lightheaded, loosening her guard in a way she couldn’t afford. “You’re so funny, Willis,” she giggled, the words slipping out before she could catch them.
Willis’s laughter stopped abruptly, the grin vanishing from his face as though it had never been there. His eyes darkened, sharp and dangerous, and Catherine’s heart sank, her blood running cold.
“What did you just say?” he asked, his voice low and cutting, like a blade pressed against her skin.
She froze, panic creeping into her voice as she stammered, “I-I meant Alpha. I’m sorry, Alpha—”
But the damage was done.
Willis’s hand shot out, gripping her arm in a punishing hold. The stool screeched against the sticky floor as he yanked her off balance, his strength overpowering her easily.
The bartender looked up, startled, but Willis shot him a warning glare.
“You think you can disrespect me like that? In front of everyone?” he hissed through clenched teeth, his voice venomous even as his tone stayed low, for appearances.
“I didn’t mean to—” Catherine started, but Willis cut her off with a sharp yank that left her stumbling to her knees.
“Shut up,” he growled, his voice dropping further, almost a whisper now as he leaned close. “If you’re gonna act like a bitch, then you’ll stay where bitches belong.”
Still smiling for the onlookers, he shoved her down harder, forcing her to kneel on the filthy, sticky floor. Her knees ached against the rough, grimy tiles, but she didn’t dare protest.
“Get to it,” he barked, leaning back in his seat and spreading his legs as he gestured downward.
Catherine’s throat tightened with humiliation, but her body moved on autopilot, instinct overriding her shame. She craned her neck painfully, reaching up to him as he sat relaxed on the high stool, his smirk back in full force. His dick was thick in her mouth, her nose pressed against his pubic scent glance, scenting sharp tobacco.
It’s uncomfortable and nasty, the way her Alphas cock tastes foul and unwashed. She was used to sucking his cock whenever he wanted, after nights spent wherever the hell he was or days without changing his boxers. But doing it in a dingy bar felt dirty somehow. It felt like something her Alpha Father would never do to her mother.
No one in the bar intervened. The beta bartender glanced away, muttering something under his breath as he wiped a perfectly clean glass. A few patrons stared for a moment but quickly turned back to their drinks, unwilling to get involved. Others looked shamelessly while she was down on her knees.
Willis didn’t care. He reveled in his dominance, his grin growing wider with every second Catherine remained on her knees with his thick dick in her mouth. When he was satisfied, and she had swallowed all of his load like he had trained her to do, he leaned down just enough to grab her chin roughly, tilting her face up to meet his gaze.
“Next time, you remember your place,” he said, his voice cold and final, pulling her up by her arm, his grip harsh and unyielding.
She nodded weakly, her eyes burning with unshed tears as she whispered, “Yes, Alpha.”
Catherine could hardly piece together the rest of the evening. The anger in Willis’s voice had cooled to something more sinister—mocking, almost jovial, as though his outburst had been nothing more than a passing storm. His grip on her arm loosened just enough for the blood to flow back into her fingers, but the humiliation remained, burning in her cheeks as he leaned closer.
“You’re too stiff, babe,” he murmured, forcing a smile onto his face, though his eyes still carried the shadow of his earlier rage. “Loosen up. Here—finish this for me.”
He slid the beer across the sticky bar counter, the glass leaving a streak of condensation that glistened in the dim light.
Catherine hesitated, her hands trembling as she lifted the glass. The rim was warm from his touch, and the sharp tang of alcohol filled her nostrils. She hated beer. The bitterness turned her stomach, but she knew better than to refuse.
“Drink,” he repeated, his voice low but sharp enough to slice through the noise of the room.
Her throat worked around each sip, the liquid heavy and foreign, even though it was the third pint he’d forced on her already. It burned on the way down, and her empty stomach twisted in protest, but she didn’t stop until the glass was nearly empty. She dared a glance at him, hoping her obedience would appease him, but Willis was already waving to a group of men at the pool table, a wide grin plastered across his face.
“C’mon,” he said, tugging her off the stool so suddenly that she nearly fell. Her head was already swimming, the alcohol spreading like wildfire through her veins. She stumbled after him, her body unsteady and pliant under his guidance.
The lights above the pool table were blinding, casting stark shadows across the green felt. The sharp clack of billiard balls echoed around the room, punctuated by bursts of raucous laughter.
Willis wasted no time positioning her at the table, pressing his body against hers from behind. His hands moved over hers under the guise of teaching her, but his fingers were rough and careless, sliding down her arms and kneading her small breasts.
“You’re a natural,” he said, his breath hot against her ear. The mocking tone made her stomach churn, but she forced herself to stay still.
He didn’t stop there. His hands roamed lower, gripping her hips, pressing her closer. His hands moved down towards her folds, fingering her roughly through the thin fabric of her skirt.
“You gotta feel it,” he said, loud enough for the others to hear. The laughter that followed was coarse and jeering, and Catherine’s face burned with shame while her slick rand down her inner tights. Willis rarely tried to give her pleasure and her own body betraying her, even under the influence of alcohol made her feel odly violated.
“See, boys?” Willis called out, leaning into her even harder. “This is how you handle a stick.”
He basked in the attention, his arm slung possessively over her shoulders while he ordered another round of drinks.
“C’mon, Kitty Cat,” he drawled, sliding a fresh beer in her direction. “Don’t be shy. It’s a celebration, isn’t it?”
Catherine hesitated, her trembling fingers brushing the cold glass. She didn’t want to drink any more—her head was already spinning—but the sharp edge in Willis’s voice left no room for refusal. She lifted the glass to her lips, forcing herself to take a sip as the bitter liquid burned her throat.
Willis’s laugh was loud and grating as he clinked his own glass against hers. “That’s my girl,” he said, the words dripping with mock affection.
The drinks kept coming. There were rounds of shots now, the small glasses slammed onto the table with boisterous cheers. Sometimes Willis downed his in one smooth motion, throwing his head back with a satisfied grunt. Other times, he shoved the half emtied shot glass into Catherine’s hands, his smile turning cold and expectant.
“Drink up,” he said, his tone deceptively light but with a warning lurking beneath.
Catherine obeyed, the fiery liquid scorching her throat as her vision blurred. She clutched the edge of the table, her knuckles white, her body swaying slightly as the alcohol took hold. The once-awkward shifts of her body grew sluggish, her movements uncoordinated.
The more she stumbled, the louder Willis’s laughter became, his eyes gleaming with cruel amusement. The others joined in, their jeers and taunts wrapping around her like a noose. Every clumsy misstep, every unsteady attempt to right herself only seemed to fuel their entertainment.
But somewhere in the blur of noise and movement, Willis’s patience ran thin. He pulled her away from the table, his grip firm and unrelenting as he dragged her toward the bathroom.
The narrow hallway was dark, and Catherine’s vision swam with each step. By the time he shoved her into the cramped stall, she could barely stand.
The bathroom stall reeked of piss and mildew, but Willis didn’t care. The cold metal wall pressed against her back as Willis crowded her, his breath hot and sour with beer. “Don’t go getting shy now,” he sneered, his hands already working to tug at her clothes. Catherine whimpered, her head lolling as the room spun violently. She wanted to fight, to push him away, but her body wouldn’t respond.
His weight bore down on her, pinning her in place. The sounds of the bar faded, replaced by the harsh rasp of his breathing and the cruel mockery in his voice. She barely felt the sting of the metal digging into her skin or his dick entering her in a swift motion; the numbness was already setting in and she was till wet with slick.
When it was over, Willis straightened his clothes, his expression smug. Catherine stayed slumped against the wall, her legs shaking too much to hold her up. She felt his semen and her slick run down her tights, making them sticky but Willis didn’t clean her up.
The next memory came in fragments: the blare of the car radio as Willis drove them home, the acrid taste of bile in her throat, the dull ache spreading through her body. She remembered the slam of the apartment door, the way Willis laughed as he shoved her toward the kitchen.
The rickety table wobbled under her as he pushed her onto it, his hands greedy and rough. The edge of the table dug into her back, sharp and unyielding, but she didn’t protest. Her voice was gone, swallowed by the thick haze of her intoxication and the suffocating weight of her shame.
When he was finished, Catherine lay there for a long time, her body aching and cold, semen pooling between her legs on the kitchen table and her mind blank.
She stared at the peeling paint on the ceiling, the cheap light fixture flickering above her. Somewhere in the apartment, Willis was already moving on, rummaging through the fridge and turning on the TV, as though nothing had happened.
Catherine stayed where she was, her limbs heavy and unresponsive. The sharp edges of humiliation and pain dulled into a sickening void, one she would carry long after the bruises faded.
Jason’s small hand tightened around hers, pulling her abruptly back to the present. She glanced down at him, her heart clenching at the sight of his uncertain expression.
The shop attendant, oblivious or indifferent to Alpha Waynes silence, turned her focus to Catherine. Her eyes swept over her from head to toe, slow and deliberate, as if assessing a piece of merchandise.
Catherine’s skin prickled under the scrutiny, a deep unease settling over her as the shop attendant’s sharp gaze lingered on her. The memory of Willis’s hands burned against her skin like a phantom ache, and she instinctively lowered her eyes, her free hand brushing against her opposite arm in a nervous gesture.
The Alpha woman tilted her head, her polished smile widening, though it did little to soften the glint of derision in her eyes.
“She’s... different,” she said, her tone deceptively light, as though she were choosing her words with care. “Not quite what one might expect for someone of your stature, Mr. Wayne, but I suppose even the simplest canvas can be refined into something extraordinary.”
Alphas face remained impassive, unreadable. He gave a curt nod, but his lack of response only emboldened the woman.
“With the right choices,” she continued, her voice smooth and honeyed, “we can emphasize her... finer qualities while discreetly masking any shortcomings. A little polish can go a long way.” She let out a soft laugh, as though she were sharing an inside joke with Alpha Wayne.
Catherine’s stomach churned, a sick, hollow ache spreading through her chest. She was used to Alphas making decisions for her—it was their right, their role, and her place to obey. What she wore, how much she ate, whether she ate at all; even her body wasn’t her own. It was theirs to command, to touch, to use.
Her body wasn’t hers to hide or protect; it was theirs to claim. The way her skin burned with shame when they appraised her, criticized her, touched her—it didn’t matter. She wasn’t allowed to flinch, wasn’t allowed to pull away. Even the privacy of her thoughts felt like a rebellion she had no right to.
Every order came with the unspoken promise of consequence. She’d been punished before for stepping out of line—humiliated, berated, reminded of her place until she felt so small she could barely function.
Catherine knew her own omega mother had given up early. Long before Catherine had even been Jason’s age, her mother had surrendered completely—resigned to her place, her worthlessness, her role as nothing more than a vessel for service and obedience. Catherine couldn’t do that. She couldn’t give up. She had Jason. Her boy, fragile and bright, his tiny life tethered to her own broken body and bruised soul. She had to protect him, no matter how worthless she was. No matter how much it hurt.
But not giving up hurt so much more.
Every day was a battle against herself, against the voice in her head that told her it would be easier to stop fighting, to stop hoping. To let go. Sometimes, in those rare moments when everything became too much, she lost time. Minutes, sometimes hours, would slip away, her mind retreating somewhere safer, somewhere quieter. She couldn’t remember everything that happened in those spaces, but she knew her body had obeyed as it always did. It had hurt, yes, but it had felt distant. Her mind felt less violated in those moments, as though the worst of it had happened to someone else.
And when she came back to herself, there was always Jason. His small hand in hers, his quiet, careful movements, the way he clung to her like she was the only thing keeping him from disappearing. Jason needed her. That fragile, trembling light in her chest couldn’t go out, not while he was still there to protect.
Even if it felt like she was losing pieces of herself every day.
So she came back again after losing a few seconds, just to see the shop attendant’s eyes flicked briefly over Jason before returning to Alpha Wayne, her smile turning brighter as if to smooth over any perceived offense. “And it’s so kind of you, Mr. Wayne, to take on such responsibilities. Not everyone would be so... generous.”
The words hung in the air, deceptively sweet, yet laced with condescension. Catherine’s grip on Jason’s hand tightened instinctively, her nails biting into the palm of her other hand. She knew exactly what the woman meant—Jason was a burden, an unspoken flaw in the equation, an omega’s pup tainting the perfection expected of an Alpha’s household.
Her gaze dropped to the floor as heat rushed to her face, shame and humiliation burning through her.
Beside her, Jason tugged lightly on her hand, the tiny movement snapping her out of her spiraling thoughts, this time at least not caught in a flashback in the middle of a store. She glanced down at him, her heart aching at how small he looked, his toy falcon clutched tightly in his other hand.
The shop attendant turned back to Alpha Wayne, all but ignoring Catherine and Jason now. “I’ll take care of everything,” she assured him, her tone light and confident. “You’ve made the hard part easy by being here. I’ll make sure she’s outfitted properly.” She gestured toward the seating area with an exaggerated flourish. “Why don’t you relax, Mr. Wayne? We’ll put on quite the show for you once we’re ready.”
Catherine stiffened, the casual ease of the alpha’s words sending a fresh wave of humiliation through her. She dared a glance at the Alpha, her heart pounding, but his face remained unreadable.
He gestured toward the seating area. “Jason and I will wait here while you pick out a few things. Take your time,” he said, his tone as steady and kind as it had been all afternoon.
She didn’t want to leave her child alone with the large Alpha. She didn’t trust Jason to hold his tongue, to not say something foolish or defiant that would draw the Alpha’s ire.
But she had no choice. Her hands trembled slightly as she gently pried Jason’s fingers from hers. “Stay close to Alpha Wayne,” she whispered, trying to keep the fear from her voice. “Be good, Jason. Don’t speak unless you’re spoken to, okay?”
Jason nodded, his wide eyes flicking between her and the Alpha, but to her surprise, he didn’t seem as scared as she expected. There was a flicker of something else—curiosity, maybe even a trace of trust.
Still, Catherine’s stomach churned. She wanted to pull him close, press a kiss to his cheek, and whisper promises to protect him. She wanted him by her side, where she could shield him from anything that might come. But that was a foolish dream. Jason wasn’t hers to shield, not truly. She had no authority over his safety, no power to decide who held influence over him.
Her heart ached as she watched Alpha Wayne crouch slightly to Jason’s height, speaking to him in a low, calm voice.
"I know this is a lot, Jason, but you’re doing really well. Let’s go sit over there, and I’ll make sure you’re okay until your mom’s back."
Jason hesitated, glancing back at her one last time before nodding.
„Okay, Alpha Wayne.“ He said, before the Alpha gently guided him toward the waiting area.
Catherine’s hands clenched into fists at her sides as the distance grew between them. Her body screamed to go after him, to stay close, but her feet remained rooted to the floor. She could do nothing but stand there, helpless, as another Alpha took charge of her pup.
The shop attendant worked briskly, her sharp heels clicking against the polished floors as she moved through the racks. Her hands skimmed over fabrics, pulling out one item after another—tight dresses in deep reds and blacks, skirts that barely looked wearable, tops with plunging necklines that left little to the imagination.
Catherine stood silently nearby, her hands folded in front of her, her head low. She was painfully aware of the woman's scrutinizing gaze each time she looked back with a dismissive glance before hanging the selected pieces on a rolling rack.
"You know," the Alpha said, her voice light but laced with condescension, "it’s important for an omega to look their best, especially when they’re standing next to someone like Mr. Wayne. A man of his caliber needs an omega who knows how to turn heads. Lace, leather, a bit of skin—" She plucked a barely-there piece of lingerie from a hanger and smirked. "Just like that.”
Catherine swallowed hard, her eyes fixed on the floor. The words buzzed in her ears like a swarm of wasps, each one stinging more than the last.
She stood rooted to the spot, hands clasped tightly in front of her, her gaze pinned to the floor. She could feel the Alpha’s eyes on her, sharp and judging, every glance like a scalpel cutting through her already fragile self-worth.
A smirk tugged at the Alpha’s lips, slow and deliberate, as though savoring every flaw she uncovered. “No makeup at all,” she said, her voice sharp with judgment. “I suppose it works for... whatever backwater place you came from. But belogning to someone like Mr. Wayne?” Her laugh was low, dripping with mockery. “Completely unacceptable. An alpha of his stature deserves perfection.”
The shop attendant took a step closer, her voice softening into a tone that was almost intimate but somehow even more cutting.
“Fortunately, I have excellent taste. And we carry everything here. The full range of high-end omega products.” She reached toward a nearby display and plucked a small, sleek jar from its shelf. Turning it over in her hands, she smiled slyly.
“Even the crème,” she said, her voice dropping as though sharing a secret. “Alphas might enjoy leaving their marks— I know I do —but nobody wants to see them in public. It’s distracting.” Her gaze slid toward Catherine’s neck for a moment, the implication sharp enough to cut.
Catherine’s breath hitched, but she didn’t move, even as the Alpha stepped closer and tilted her head as if inspecting her more thoroughly.
“And those lips,” the Alpha lady sighed, waving the jar dismissively before setting it back down. “So thin. I like an omega’s mouth to look soft, plush, and inviting. But these? They hardly make a statement. A good lip liner might help, but honestly, it’s not going to work miracles.”
“What you really need,” she leaned in slightly again “is hyaluron filler. Just a little here—” her manicured finger hovered mockingly above Catherine’s upper lip, “—and here.” She motioned to the lower lip, smirking. “It wouldn’t take much, but the difference? You’ll look like you sucked cock all night.”
Straightening, she tapped a perfectly polished nail against her lips in mock thought. “There’s a clinic downtown, high-end, of course. They do wonders with cases like... well, yours. I’d be happy to pass along the address to Mr. Wayne. I’m sure he’d appreciate the suggestion.”
Her gaze swept over Catherine’s face, lingering like a predator sizing up prey.
Her hand moved again, gesturing vaguely toward Catherine’s eyes. “Dull,” she pronounced, her tone matter-of-fact.
“No spark here. Not a hint of brightness. I’ll pick out a few shades that will add some color.“
The Alpha lady leaned in again, her eyes narrowing as she studied Catherine’s eyebrows. “And this.” She made a small clicking noise with her tongue, shaking her head. “Stray hairs everywhere. No shape, no grooming, no effort. Do you even know what threading or waxing is?”
Her fingers, cold and calculated, reached out to thread through the strands of Catherine’s long, thin hair. Catherine flinched, but the alpha’s grip was firm, tugging just enough to sting.
"It’s so... lifeless," the shop attendant mused, tilting her head as if examining a particularly perplexing problem. She let the strands slide through her fingers like they were something unpleasant. "Dull, thin, and completely unkempt. No shine, no volume—do you even bother brushing it? It is like you’ve never heard of basic grooming. Has no one told you how an omega is supposed to present themselves?”
Catherine stood rooted to the spot, hands clasped tightly in front of her, her gaze pinned to the floor. She could feel the alpha’s eyes on her, sharp and judging, every glance like a scalpel cutting through her already fragile self-worth.
“No, Alpha, Ma’m. I’m sorry,” Catheine said quietly, but the Alpha lady tugged at another lock, twisting it between her fingers as though searching for something redeeming.
She finally released Catherine’s hair with an exaggerated flick of her wrist, as though shaking off something dirty. Catherine’s scalp burned where the strands had been tugged.
The Alpha turned back to the rack, her voice rising slightly as she continued her tirade. "You’re an omega, for goodness’ sake. There are expectations. Standards. Did your former Alpha fuck your brains out or have you just decided that looking like this—" she gestured vaguely in Catherine’s direction, “is proper? Dumb Omega. I’ll recommend a good hairdresser to Mr. Wayne, who can salvage... whatever this is."
Her hand reached out once more, brushing Catherine’s hair off her shoulder as if to get a better look.
"Honestly, it’s a miracle he’s even bothering with you," she muttered under her breath, loud enough for Catherine to hear but quiet enough to feign innocence.
"You’re lucky Mr. Wayne has such a charitable streak," she added, turning back to the rack with a dismissive wave of her hand. "Because honestly, if it were me, I wouldn’t bother. And his kindness extends to your bastard pup too, I see," she added with a glance toward Alpha Wayne and Jason. "Very... generous of him, don’t you think?"
Alpha Wayne was seated in a plush chair nearby, Jason perched next to him, and he was talking softly to the boy. Catherine couldn’t hear the words, but Jason was nodding, his little fingers clutching his toy falcon like a treasure. The boy’s shoulders, so often tense, looked relaxed for once.
Her stomach twisted as she watched them. Every second that passed felt like an eternity, the quiet exchange between the Alpha and her pup making her chest tighten with a cold, suffocating dread. Jason was talking—actually talking. What if he said something foolish? What if he asked too many questions or said something that made the Alpha angry?
Alpha Wayne’s patience had seemed unshakable so far, but everyone had limits. Catherine knew that all too well. Jason would make a mistake. He was young and naive. Just a pup. He was bound to make mistakes. And when he did, Alpha Wayne would finally show his true colors.
Her hands trembled as she watched the Alpha lean forward slightly, speaking softly to Jason. He didn’t seem irritated. In fact, his body language remained relaxed. But that didn’t mean anything. Alphas could be deceptively calm right up until the moment they struck.
Then, a second shop attendant approached with a tray. A steaming coffee cup rested on it, accompanied by a tall glass of water and a single wrapped cookie. Alpha Wayne accepted the items with a polite nod and then turned his attention to Jason again. Catherine’s breath hitched as she watched Alpha Wayne pick up the glass of water. His hand hovered protectively under Jason’s, guiding the boy as he carefully tipped it to take a sip.
The water was filled to the brim, and Jason’s hands trembled under the weight. Catherine wanted to step forward, to take the glass away before Jason spilled it, before he gave the Alpha any reason to lash out. But Alpha Wayne didn’t scold or rush him.
Instead, his other hand hovered nearby, steady and ready, but never overbearing.
Jason sipped the water carefully, his eyes darting up to Alpha Wayne, looking for approval.
Catherine braced herself, expecting a sharp comment, a hint of impatience, but instead the Alpha smiled faintly and nodded, as though Jason had done something remarkable.
Then he unwrapped the cookie, handing it to Jason with the same steady patience.
Jason hesitated, his small fingers hovering over the cookie before he finally took it
His eyes lit up with tentative delight.
Catherine’s chest tightened. She couldn’t look away, her vision blurring with the sting of tears she wouldn’t let fall. No Alpha had ever been that careful with her pup.
The shop attendant let out a small, theatrical sigh as she held up another tight dress, inspecting it before adding it to the rack. "Mr. Wayne has always had... interesting charitable ideas," she said, her voice lilting with faux admiration but dripping with venom. She stepped closer to Catherine, her scent—a pungent mix of leather and cherry—settling heavily in the air between them.
The shop attendant leaned in, her smile sharpening. "If it were me? I wouldn’t have the patience, not for some other alpha’s mess." Her eyes flicked disdainfully toward Jason, sitting quietly beside Alpha Wayne.
The shop attendant’s gaze flicked briefly toward Jason again, then back to the Alpha, who was still speaking softly to the boy, oblivious to the conversation that was happening right under his nose. The sight of Alphas careful gestures with Jason—the way he helped the child sip water, how he looked at him with such gentleness—only seemed to infuriate the alpha more.
Her sharp smile didn’t waver as she added, almost too brightly, “Such a generous man, Mr. Wayne. Always taking on responsibilities no one else would. Other people’s pups, no less. But I suppose even an alpha like Mr. Wayne has his… eccentricities.” The saccharine sweetness of her tone was so heavily layered it was almost nauseating.
Catherine flinched, her instinct to defend Jason warring with the deep-seated fear that had been drilled into her for years.
She glanced back at her pup, still sitting quietly, nibbling on his cookie, blissfully unaware of the words being spoken about him. It wasn’t worth it.
The Alpha lady cut herself off abruptly, her gaze snapping back to Catherine, her expression feigning sweetness. “Oh, but I’m sure you’re very grateful. You must be.”
Catherine’s chest tightened painfully, her breath hitching. She nodded quickly, her voice caught in her throat. “Yes, Alpha, Ma’m,” she whispered, though her words felt as small as she did in that moment.
The alpha leaned in closer, her sharp scent suffocating. “Good,” she said with a satisfied smirk. “Because you’d better be. Not everyone would tolerate the kind of desaster you are.” She straightened abruptly, clapping her hands together in a mock display of enthusiasm. “Now, let’s get you sorted, shall we?”
The attendant’s energy shifted as they entered the changing stalls, but her condescension only sharpened. She pulled a tight black dress from the rack, holding it out with a critical eye before handing it to Catherine. “This will do,” she said. “Mr. Wayne will want to see you in something… flattering. Though, with what you’re working with, it might take a little extra effort.”
Catherine’s fingers trembled as she reached for the dress, the fabric feeling heavier than it should in her hands. She fumbled with it, trying to figure out how to get it on. The zipper at the back eluded her shaky fingers.
The shop attendant sighed dramatically, stepping forward and brushing Catherine’s hands away as though she were dealing with a child. Her tone dropped, low and cutting as she added, “You are an especially dumb thing, right? At least let’s make you look fuckable.”
The words stung, but Catherine didn’t respond, biting her lip as the Alpha tugged the dress into place. The fabric clung uncomfortably to her thin frame, highlighting every ridge of bone and every shallow dip.
The Alpha’s hands lingered at the neckline, her fingers grazing the fabric with deliberate slowness as her sharp eyes flickered down to Catherine’s chest. “Hmm,” she mused, lips curling into a cruel smile that exposed the faint edge of her teeth. “Small and saggy,” she said with a pointed sneer, the words cutting through the air like a slap.
Catherine flinched. The Alpha lady turned briskly, exiting the changing stall and a couple minutes later she was back there with a lacy push-up bra between her manicured fingers. The red fabric glinted under the store lights as the alpha held it up with a mocking flourish.
“Here we go,” she said, smirking as she dangled it in front of Catherine like some kind of trophy. “This might actually give you some shape. ”
Catherine’s cheeks burned with humiliation, and she opened her mouth to protest, but no words came. The Alpha stepped forward, her hands cool as she tugged at the zipper of Catherine’s dress, pulling it open at the back. The fabric slipped down Catherine’s shoulders, exposing her bare skin to the cool air of the changing stall. A shiver ran down her spine, and she felt her nipples harden involuntarily from the chill.
The Alpha’s sneer deepened as she caught the reaction, her voice thick with derision. “Sensitive, aren’t we?” she drawled, stepping closer. Catherine’s entire body tensed, the space between them shrinking as the Alpha’s fingers brushed against her shoulders, adjusting the straps of the bra she was now forcing onto her. The pressure of the straps digging into Catherine’s thin frame made her breath hitch, but the Alpha lady didn’t stop there.
Her hands lingered far longer than necessary, smoothing over Catherine’s exposed skin with a false pretense of adjustment. Then, with an almost clinical efficiency, she tugged at the cups of the bra, shoving Catherine’s breasts even more upward. The alpha’s smirk widened as she leaned back to inspect her work, giving Catherine a mocking nod of approval.
“There,” the alpha said, her tone sickeningly sweet. “Now this tits might actually do something for your Alpha.”
She tugged the black dress back up Catherine’s body, the tight fabric compressing her chest further as the push-up bra exaggerated her already thin frame.
The zipper at the back whined slightly as the Alpha lady yanked it closed. “Perfect,” she declared, her hands giving the fabric one final, possessive tug.
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. The dress was tighter than before, the constriction making her feel small, trapped. Her hands trembled as they hovered at her sides, she knew she wasn’t allowed to tug at hem to cover herself up just a bit more.
The alpha took a step back, her eyes roving over Catherine with a predatory gleam. “Much better,” she said with a sharp smile, tilting her head. “Now let’s go show Mr. Wayne, shall we?” Her tone was mocking, as though she were presenting a doll she’d dressed rather than a person.
Catherine swallowed hard, her throat dry. She cast a fleeting glance at herself in the mirror, barely recognizing the figure staring back at her. Her cheeks burned with shame as she allowed herself to be ushered out, the weight of the alpha’s hand pressing against her back.
Alpha Waynes initial reaction was almost imperceptible—just a subtle flicker of his brow—but his expression softened almost instantly.
Catherine noticed his slight hesitation, her stomach twisting as she assumed the worst.
He nodded approvingly though and his gaze softened as it lingered on Catherine, as though he was carefully considering his words.
His voice, low and calm, carried an undercurrent of reassurance. “It’s an interesting choice, Catherine,” he said, offering her a faint, encouraging smile. “If it’s something you feel good in, we can certainly get it.”
Catherine’s chest tightened at the words. Was he being polite? Did he like it? Surely he did, right? The Alpha Lady had told her this was what Alpha Wayne expected and she’d knew better than Cathrine.
“Thank you, Alpha,” Catherine just said, voice demure.
The shop attendant swooped in then, gesturing to Catherines breast, her tone a sugary syrup that set Catherine’s teeth on edge. “Look at her. These are some charming curves, right Mr. Wayne?”
“Yes, of course,” Alpha Wayne said. “You look very good, Catherine.”
“You’re so lucky, ” the Alpha gushed at Cathrine, voice so unlike it had been in the changing stall. “Let’s make sure to find more flattering looks for you, Omega.”
Her smile didn’t reach her eyes, and Catherine wanted to shrink into herself. Alpha Waynea either didn’t notice or chose not to acknowledge the jab, instead turning his attention back to Jason, who was sitting quietly nearby, fidgeting with the hem of his borrowed jacket.
She saw the way his gaze flicked nervously between her and Alpha Wayne, his brows furrowing in confusion.
Her heart ached, knowing that the dress—tight and exposing, something she’d never willingly wear—wasn’t just making her uncomfortable. It was unsettling Jason too. He had never seen her like this before, and she could tell by the way his lips pressed into a tight line that he didn’t liked it.
Alpha Wayne leaned slightly toward Jason, his large frame folding gently as he rested his forearms on his knees. Catherine’s breath hitched at the motion. Her eyes darted nervously to the Alpha.
“What do you think, Jason?” Alpha Wayne asked, his tone so measured it sent a ripple of uncertainty through Catherine.
Jason froze, the question clearly catching him off guard. His fingers twitched against the hem of the jacket, tugging at it as though he could disappear inside it. He glanced at Catherine, his wide eyes almost apologetic, before lowering his gaze.
“I… Mama looks…” Jason’s voice wavered, and he ducked his head further, almost hiding behind the oversized collar of the borrowed jacket. “Different.”
Catherine’s throat tightened. Jason’s discomfort mirrored her own, but hearing it aloud made her stomach churn. She couldn’t bear the thought of him upsetting the Alpha. What if he said the wrong thing? What if Alpha Wayne took his words as an insult?
But the Alpha didn’t seem upset. His gaze softened, and his voice remained steady.
“Let’s see what else she got, huh, buddy?” alpha Wayne proposed, his voice kind and low, but Cathrine took it for what it was. He wanted to see more outfits.
So back in the stall the Alpha resumed her work. She unzipped the dress with a practiced efficiency, her movements brisk and invasive. The fabric slipped free, pooling around Catherine’s feet, leaving her standing there in nothing but the push-up bra and the facility issued grey cotton tanga, discomfort crawling under her skin.
The next outfit—the skimpy mini skirt and nearly transparent blouse—made Catherine’s stomach churn just to look at it. She’d never worn something like this. Her Alpha father expected modesty, even from bitches to be and Alpha Willis likes her naked the most, not bothering on clothes that made her look sluty when he could just strip her bare.
Catherines fingers trembled slightly as she worked the blouse over her arms. She caught her reflection briefly in the mirror: a pale, stick-thin figure staring back, her rips showing like they did since she was a teenager, her collarbones jutting and the bra exaggerating curves she barely had.
The Alpha’s sharp eyes zeroed in on her midsection as Catherine adjusted the blouse, her movements awkward. The moment the blouse rose enough to expose her lower abdomen, the alpha’s hand shot out, her fingers pinching at the loose skin there. Catherine flinched violently, gasping as a sharp sting radiated from the pinch.
“Catherine, are you alright?” Alpha Wayne spoke up from outside the changing stall.
She was fucking this up royaly with her sensitivity. A little pinching and fondling never hurt nobody. So she said: “Yes, Alpha,” swallowing the shame.
“Oh my,” the Alpha lady purred, tuning her voice down a notch, but her words were still dripping with mock concern. “What’s this, hmm? Greedy thing. You should really eat less and exercise more.” Her nails dug in slightly, making Catherine swallow a wince.
The alpha’s lips curled into a smirk. “No discipline, I swear,” she said with a sharp laugh. “I’ve seen the latest photos of Talia al Ghul. Gave birth to Mr. Wayne’s pup ten weeks ago, and she’s already back in perfect shape. That’s where alpha discipline gets you.” Her eyes gleamed with malice as she let go of Catherine’s skin, the sting still lingering.
“But omegas… well, you’re just lazy,” the Alpha finished, her voice lilting with faux pity as she stepped back, clearly pleased with herself. Catherine stared at the floor, the sting of tears threatening the edges of her vision. Her hands fumbled with the blouse, trying to pull it into place, but no amount of adjusting could make it feel right.
Catherine swallowed hard, blinking rapidly to keep tears at bay as the Alpha disappeared again, returning moments later with a set of impossibly tight shaping underwear. “Put this on,” she said briskly. “We’ll make you presentable yet.”
Catherine nodded, her hands trembling as she reached for the garment. She didn’t argue. She never did.
Her hands shook as she unfolded the garment, the fabric feeling foreign and unyielding beneath her fingers.
As she struggled to pull it on, the Alpha stood back, watching her with a smirk of satisfaction. Catherine’s cheeks flushed with humiliation as the garment cinched uncomfortably at her waist, compressing her body tight.
The Alpha’s fingers lingered boldly at Catherine’s buttocks, adjusting the fabric of the shaping pants with a mocking precision that made Catherine’s skin crawl.
“This is a special kind,” the Alpha lady said smoothly, her tone teetering between patronizing and condescending. She gave Catherine’s backside a light tap that felt more like a slap. “It’ll push up your flat little ass, Omega. But only squats will really get you there.” Her smirk widened, her eyes glinting with malice. “Wouldn’t want your Alpha to feel fooled when you present your bare tush now, would we?”
Catherine’s throat tightened, shame coursing through her. The Alpha stepped back and gestured to a pair of sleek, high-heeled leather boots that rested near the mirror. “Now, get those on,” she instructed sharply.
Catherine hesitated, her gaze darting nervously between the boots and the Alpha lady. They were impossibly tall, rising to her ankles, with a narrow toe and a heel that promised discomfort with every step. The leather looked stiff and unyielding. She reached for them silently, her fingers trembling as she slid them on. They pinched her feet immediately, and standing up felt precarious, like she was balancing on stilts. Each wobbling step felt like a reminder of her inadequacy.
As she moved awkwardly toward the mirror, Catherine felt a flush of humiliation creep over her. The impossibly short skirt, the boots, the tight blouse—it all made her feel like a slut . But maybe Alpha would like her that way. Maybe this was what she had to be to please him.
But when Alpa Wayne finally saw the outfit, his expression was as steady and kind as ever. His brow furrowed ever so slightly, a flicker of concern crossing his features.
Catherine noticed his careful inspection, the way his gaze lingered on her face rather than the outfit. But then he nodded and she was relieved to think she hadn’t disappointed him.
“The shaping pants are good,” the shop assistant said, her tone clipped. “But they’re only a start. She’ll need more than this to keep up.” Her smirk widened as she motioned toward Catherine’s face. “Lip fillers would do wonders for her. Plump them up, make them more appealing. And that hair…”
She reached out and flicked a strand of Catherine’s hair between her fingers, her touch as degrading as her words.
“Extensions, obviously. Long, glossy ones—something to hide this... lack of effort. And of course, they can deal with her brows. I know just the place, Mr. Wayne.”
Catherine’s heart pounded in her chest. She stood frozen, clutching at the fabric of her blouse as if it could shield her from the disdain. But nothing was shielding her. Nothing ever really had. No parents, no clothes to cover her body, no Alpha mate.
“And then the rest, of course,” the shop attendant continued, her voice dripping with condescension. “A proper manicure, some makeup—real makeup—and moisture treatments. A tan would help too. And a few weeks of dieting, naturally. A cup of broth, some cucumbers, a bit of kale and that loose fat on her belly should be dealt with.”
Alpha Wayne sharp inhale broke through the other Alphas monologue. His voice cut through the air, calm but firm.
Alpha Waynes eyes met hers, steady and searching. “Do you like the outfit? Do you feel good in it?”
Catherine flinched, her instincts screaming to please, to say the right thing. “Yes, Alpha,” she replied quickly, her voice barely above a whisper.
Alpha Wayne tilted his head slightly, his expression unreadable. “So you want to wear clothes like this? Exclusively?”
Her fingers twisted into the hem of the blouse, gripping tightly. “If it pleases you, Alpha.”
His brow furrowed slightly, his voice growing firmer yet remaining gentle. “It pleases me if it pleases you, Catherine. Do you want to wear clothes like this? Do you want lip fillers? Extensions in your hair? Do you want to diet, Catherine? Do you think you’re too thick?”
Catherine's head lowered as Alpha Waynes words echoed in her mind. Do you think you’re too thick? Do you want to diet? The question burned in her chest, and she fought the urge to shake her head instinctively. But what if they were right?
Both Alphas had said it—the shop attendant with her sharp, mocking tone, and now Alpha Wayne, though his voice was kind. Maybe her loose belly skin really was unacceptable. Maybe her body, thin as it already was, wasn’t thin enough.
Catherine’s thoughts spiraled as she stood frozen under her new Alphas steady gaze. Panic clawed at her chest, the same suffocating sensation she’d felt so many times since Alpha Willis had died three weeks ago. His death had thrown her world into chaos, leaving the future more uncertain and cruel than ever. Panic made her dumb, and lately, she was panicking a lot.
The words from the shop attendant replayed in her mind, sharp and cutting. She had mentioned Talia—Alpha Wayne’s former partner, an Alpha model. Catherine clung to the name like a thorn, remembering what the woman had said: Talia al Ghul had been back in shape less than ten weeks after giving birth to Alpha Waynes pup. Ten weeks. The thought sent a chill down her spine.
Talia must have starved herself, Catherine reasoned. There was no other way. She wasn’t even nursing, Catherine thought bitterly, because Damian was all alone without his mother. His Alpha mother.
Two Alphas. Catherine shuddered. It wasn’t unheard of, but it was rare. Strange. Powerful. Did Alpha Wayne even find Omegas desirable?
And even if he did, why would an Alpha like him want her? She wasn’t remarkable. wasn’t alluring or delicate in the way Omegas were supposed to be. She wasn’t even soft anymore—not after everything. Her edges had been worn sharp from too many nights spent guarding Jason and too many days spent trying to survive.
And Jason wasn’t his blood. That thought gnawed at her. No matter how kind Alpha Wayne seemed now, no matter how gentle he was with her pup, kindness had limits. Men like him weren’t known for their patience. She’d seen it before—Alphas growing tired of what they couldn’t shape, discarding what no longer served them.
Her chest tightened, her pulse quickening. She glanced at Jason, sitting quietly next to Alpha Wayne, his small hands clutching the toy falcon. His scent was calm, his body relaxed.
Had the Alpha taken them in out of pity? Out of some misguided sense of responsibility?
Was this just another one of his many charitable ventures, something to make himself feel better about the world’s cruelties?
Or worse, was there something darker waiting?
Catherine swallowed hard, her fingers curling into her palm. She’d heard the stories. Omegas taken in only to be used as broodmares, their bodies worn down with pup after pup until they were discarded once their usefulness ran out. Others had been reduced to entertainment—offered in brothels and streetcorners or dressed up, and shown off like exotic pets. M
Others were used as scapegoats, worse than her Alpha Father ane Willis had ever treaten her. They weren’t only punished, they were beaten just because they Alpha wanted to, every day for the rest of their lives until they couldn’t stand and still expected to crawl.
Was that what awaited her? Was that what awaited Jason?
Her chest tightened, panic fluttering at the edges of her thoughts. No. No, she couldn’t let her mind spiral. Alpha Wayne wasn’t like that. He didn’t seem like that. He’d bought Jason the hoodies. He’d been patient, even when Jason had asked for things without understanding the rules. He’d knelt down and spoken to him softly, not with the heavy-handed authority most Alphas used.
But appearances could lie. Catherine knew that better than anyone.
And he was still an Alpha. One with money and power—more than she’d ever seen up close. He could do anything he wanted to them. No one would stop him. No one would care.
Catherine’s stomach twisted as she thought of Jason’s hopeful eyes, the way he looked up at the Alpha like he wanted so desperately to trust him. She wanted to pull him close, to keep him from growing attached, but it was already too late. He was opening up to the Alpha in small, careful steps.
It scared her. It scared her because she didn’t know if she was walking into safety or into a trap she couldn’t escape.
And what terrified her even more was how much she wanted it to be real—how much she wanted to believe in the quiet, steady kindness Bruce Wayne had shown.
But she couldn’t afford to believe it. Not yet. Not when she didn’t even know what he truly wanted.
And then Catherine thought about the many times she’d gone without food to make sure Jason could eat. She was used to hunger, used to the lightheaded, floating feeling of starving herself. It had been a necessity then, something she endured for her pup. To do it now, on purpose, just to please her Alpha—it sounded cruel, dangerous even. But if that was what it took to be the Omega Alpha Wayne wanted, she would do it.
Talia had done it. She must have. Nobody got back in shape ten weeks after delivering a baby without pushing their body to its limits. Without starving, suffering, enduring. Catherine’s throat tightened at the thought.
Talia, perfect and poised, shedding every ounce of weakness until she looked untouched by motherhood.
Cathrines body wasn’t tight and trim; it was soft and stretched, a map of scars and exhaustion.
Would Alpha Wayne see that? Would he resent it?
Catherine’s pulse quickened. She thought of the shop attendant’s comments, the way she’d touched Catherine’s waist, appraising her body like a piece of meat. Charming curves, she’d said, but there had been mockery hidden in her tone, a reminder that Catherine’s body wasn’t enough—not for a man like Alpha Wayne.
Was that why he hadn’t touched her? Why he’d kept his distance?
Her gaze flickered toward the sitting area. Jason was sitting so still beside him, watching his every move. And Alpha—he was calm, patient, even affectionate in the way he leaned slightly toward the boy, his body language open and relaxed.
It unsettled her.
She bit her lip, swallowing hard against the lump forming in her throat. It wasn’t her place to question what Alphas thought was best. If they believed she needed to diet, she should listen.
If they thought her belly, her thin lips, her matt hair were unacceptable, then perhaps they were right. Alphas know best, she told herself firmly, even as her stomach twisted with unease.
And wasn’t that what Alpha Wayne preferred? He must like his women thin. Why else would he have selected her from the stock, despite how wasted she already felt?
She was young, still only twenty-five, and the thinnest omega in the facility. One of the handlers had even praised her for it, calling her “desirably delicate.” She had clung to that compliment then, desperate for any assurance that she might still have value.
Now, she clung to the hope that Alpha Wayne saw something in her worth keeping. Even if it meant starving herself all over again.
And yet, the Alphas words lingered in her mind like a soft, unexpected touch: It pleases me if it pleases you.
Nobody had ever spoken to her like that before. As if her opinion mattered. As if what she wanted, what she thought, was worth considering. It felt foreign, even frightening.
She had always been told what to do, how to act, what to wear, how to behave. Her choices—her desires—had never been part of the equation.
Did it really matter what she wanted? Could it matter?
Her fingers trembled slightly as they clutched the hem of the blouse. What should she say? What did Alpha want to hear? He was still looking at her, waiting patiently for her answer, even if she had again lost a minute thinking to much while looking at herself in the mirrow.
What if she told him she didn’t want to diet, didn’t want to change her lips or her body? What if that disappointed him? She couldn’t bear the thought. Her stomach churned at the idea of failing him, of not meeting his expectations.
But what if he truly meant it? That small, fragile thought dared to take root in her mind. What if he wanted her to say what she really felt? To tell him she didn’t want to starve herself, didn’t want to reshape her body into something it wasn’t?
Her breath hitched. The tension in her chest tightened further. The weight of both possibilities—pleasing him or disappointing him—felt unbearable. If it pleases you, Alpha, she thought, the words instinctive and safe. But was that apparently wasn’t what Alpha wanted to hear.
Before Catherine could form an answer, the shop attendant interjected, her tone eager and slick. “It’s expensive to polish up a second-hand bitch like her, sure,” she said, a sly smile curving her lips. “But if you’re willing to invest, breast implants could really elevate her look. Nothing too much, of course. A nice double D would be perfect. She’s barely a B as it is.”
Alpha Waynes jaw tightened imperceptibly, his gaze flicking toward the shop attendant. The shift in his demeanor was subtle but commanding. “I didn’t ask for your opinion,” he said evenly, his voice calm yet carrying a sharp edge that silenced her instantly. “And you will stop talking about my omega like this, or I will need to ask for your supervisor.”
Turning back to Catherine, the Alphas expression softened again. “Catherine, I want to make sure you’re comfortable. Would you like to try something else? Perhaps a more modest dress?”
Catherine hesitated. “If it’s what you prefer, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice barely audible, as a soft relive flooded through her. A modest dress like the ines her Alpha Father had ordered to wear would not have been her first choice but it was certainly better than anything on the rolling rack the Alpha shop attendanz had assembled.
Alpha Wayne exhaled softly, his brows knitting together. “Stop thinking about pleasing me for a minute, Catherine. What would make you feel good. What would you want to wear?”
Her heart raced as she tried to process the question. What she wanted? The concept felt foreign, almost incomprehensible. It wasn’t her place to decide—Alphas made decisions. Omegas followed. Her voice faltered as she responded, “I don’t… I don’t know, Alpha. I’m terribly sorry. Please. I will like whatever you think is best, Alpha.”
Alpha Wayne tilted his head slightly, studying her carefully. “Catherine,” he said patiently. “It could be a certain color you like or some kind of fabric. Take a moment and think about it.”
Tears stung at the corners of her eyes as she struggled to form a response. Her thoughts swirled with self-doubt and hesitation. Could she even begin to express what she liked? What if it was the wrong answer?
“Mama told me,” Jason piped up. His little legs swung back and forth as he looked up at the Alpha with wide, serious eyes. “She liked blue jeans and knitted sweaters when she was a girl.”
Catherine’s head snapped up, her eyes widening. “Jason,” she whispered, her tone almost panicked, but the boy continued undeterred.
“She said they were soft and warm. She liked the ones Omega Gran made herself the best.” Jason looked at Catherine, his gaze steady. “You said you’d wear them all the time, Mama. You liked them.”
Alpha Waynes lips quirked in a faint smile, his gaze shifting to Jason. “Thank you, Jason,” he said warmly. “That’s very helpful.” Jason beamed at the praise, his face lighting up.
Looking back at Catherine, he added gently, “Jeans and sweaters it is, then. We’ll also find some comfortable dresses, warm tights, and a jacket. You’ll have options to choose from, Catherine.”
The shop attendant, still hovering nearby, pursed her lips. “I suppose you wouldn’t like the push-up bra and shapewear, then?” she asked, her tone laced with thinly veiled malice.
The Alphas expression didn’t waver. “Correct. Collect comfortable undergarments, pajamas, loungewear, warm socks, and shoes that are practical and comfortable.”
With a tight nod, the shop attendant turned on her heel and walked briskly away to gather the requested items.
Catherine stood frozen, her fingers twisting nervously together as her mind raced. She couldn’t believe Jason had spoken up like that. Part of her wanted to scold him for stepping in where he shouldn’t, but another part—a quieter, aching part—was grateful. Jason had remembered something so insignificant. Something she’d told him about when he asked about her childhood and the time before she presented.
“Jason,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “You … you shouldn’t—”
“You said you liked them, Mama,” Jason said earnestly, interrupting her before she could even try begging Alpha Wayne for forgivness for her sons insolance. His small face was full of quiet determination. “And I want you to like what you wear.”
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. She opened her mouth to respond, but no words came. Jason shouldn’t talk like that in front of the Alpha. They had been taught how to behave at the facility after Alpha Willis death. But nobody had told her that on the other side of this storm there might be an Alpha who gave cookies to her pup, bought him a toy falcon an thick hoodies and colorful pajamas and didn’t even slap him once during the first 24 hours. She wouldn’t have believed it either way.
A few moments later, the shop attendant returned, another rolling rack pushed in fron of her, with an assortment of clothing that was vastly different from the garments she’d brought before.
“Take your time looking through everything,” he said, his voice steady but free of pressure. “If there’s anything missing or something else you’d like to try, just let us know.”
Catherine froze, her wide eyes fixed on the rack. It was fuller than she’d expected—too full. Her fingers twitched nervously at her sides as if afraid to touch the fabric and leave smudges.
On the first hanger hung a pair of jeans in a deep, classic blue, the fabric thick but soft to the touch, with a high waist that promised both comfort and modesty. Behind it were more pairs, in varying shades of blue and black.
She reached out hesitantly, brushing her fingers over the first pair. It felt unreal, too heavy in her hands, like it wasn’t meant for her. Her gaze darted nervously to Alpha Wayne, but he only gave her that same calm, unreadable look.
“If you need another size or style, just say so,” he said, his voice steady but patient, as though it was the most natural thing in the world for her to have choices.
Choices. Catherine swallowed hard and forced herself to nod.
The rest of the rack was no less overwhelming. There were sweaters—a collection of warm, knitted pieces in soft pastel tones. A cream-colored one with a loose turtleneck caught Catherine’s eye, its texture reminding her of the sweaters her Omega Mother used to knit when she was little. Another in a muted light blue looked snug and inviting, while a simple gray cardigan with wooden buttons spoke of practicality.
The modest dresses were made of heavier fabrics suited for colder weather. One was a deep navy wool dress with long sleeves and a hem that reached just below the knee, adorned with a simple belt at the waist. Another was a soft burgundy knit dress with a high neckline and pockets, something so practical Catherine hadn’t thought to hope for but immediately appreciated.
The tights—thick and opaque in black and dark gray—looked warm and sturdy, and Catherine’s fingers brushed over the soft, fleece-lined interior of a pair as her hands trembled slightly.
On the next changer hung a thick, quilted down jacket, similar to the one the Alpha had picked out for Jason but longer, with a detachable hood and thick cuffs to keep the wind out.
There was another jacket, a beige wool-fleece one, soft and sturdy, with large, square pockets on the front and a row of simple wooden buttons. It was a little shorter than the navy parka but looked just as warm, with a high collar that could be fastened snugly against the cold. The fleece was thick and inviting, the kind of coat that felt like a hug on a chilly day.
Catherine hesitated when her fingers brushed against the jacket; she hadn’t owned anything this warm in years.
On the bottom row of the rolling rack a neatly folded stack of plain, long-sleeved t-shirts caught her eye. They were simple and practical, in muted tones of black, white, and soft heather gray, the kind of shirts that could layer easily beneath sweaters or dresses. They weren’t fussy or showy, and Catherine liked their unassuming simplicity.
There were also packs of gray, light blue and black panties—modest and comfortable, with no lace or frills to make her self-conscious and a few cotton bras in the same colors.
Another stack was filled with plain pastel colored pajama sets and nightgowns and below was a dark blue loungewear set, a slightly baggy jogpants and a big comfortable hoodie, not unlike those Jason had gotten.
Alongside them were several pairs of white cotton socks, soft and practical, with a faint ribbed texture at the top. They felt simple and wholesome.
At the bottom of the hanger stood a pair of sturdy, black leather boots with low heels, their interior lined with soft fur.
Next to it, Catherine’s gaze caught on a pair of white trainers. They were practical, clean-lined, and reminiscent of the ones Alpha Wayne had gotten for Jason. She remembered the way Jason had lit up when he received them, and a faint warmth filled her chest.
Alpha Wayne gave the attendant a brief nod of approval. “Thank you. We’ll take it from here,” he said firmly, his tone leaving no room for further commentary.
Catherine could still feel the shop attendant’s sharp eyes on her, but it was Alpha Waynes presence that unsettled her most. She couldn’t help but glance at him again, half-expecting some kind of sharpness to break through the calm exterior—some sign that this was a test, that he was waiting for her to make a mistake.
She was supposed to thank him, wasn’t she? Or apologize for needing so much?
“I—I don’t know what to say, Alpha,” she finally managed, her voice barely above a whisper.
“It’s fine,” Alpha Waynes replied, his tone so even and certain that it almost made her knees buckle. “Why don’t you try some of these on? Take your time. We’re not in any rush.”
Jason, sitzing next to the Alpha, beamed up at her, his little face glowing with pride and encouragement. “You’ll look nice, Mama,” he said confidently, his voice full of conviction.
But he was smiling too, faint and hesitant, like he wanted to trust this moment, wanted it to be real.
And God help her, Catherine wanted it too. She wanted this to be something safe. Something good.
But her stomach churned as she stepped closer to the rack, her fingers shaking slightly as she reached for the first sweater.
Catherine’s lips trembled as she managed a small, grateful smile, her fingers curling into the soft fabric of the clothes.
For a moment, she was overwhelmed by the simple humanity of it all—Alpha Wayne hadn’t chosen these clothes to show her off or reshape her. He’d chosen them to make her comfortable.
Memories of her childhood flickered in her mind: wearing her Omega mothers handmade sweaters on chilly mornings, the way the yarn had itched just slightly but felt like love all the same.
She had missed clothes like this—practical, wholesome, and meant for someone who mattered.
Catherine’s gaze flicked to Alpha Wayne, who was watching her patiently. His words echoed in her mind: It pleases me if it pleases you.
Her chest felt tight, as she stepped into the changing stall, but when she opened the blouse and slid the push up braw off her shoulders to change into the cotton one without any pads or wires it gave her a strange sense of relief.
Her chest expanded, and for the first time in what felt like hours, she drew a deep, unencumbered breath.
She blinked back the sting of tears, swallowing the lump in her throat. With careful, deliberate movements, Catherine pulled on the classic blue jeans. The fabric hugged her hips and waist without pinching, soft and sturdy in a way that felt almost indulgent.
She tugged the beige knitted sweater over her head, the material warm and gentle against her skin, and then slid her feet into the disposable try-on socks and the sneakers waiting nearby.
When she turned to face the mirror, her breath hitched.
The woman staring back at her looked unfamiliar.
She straightened slowly, smoothing the sweater’s hem over the waistband of the jeans. The sneakers added a finishing touch—clean and sturdy, shoes made for walking and lasting. The reflection in the mirror seemed grounded somehow, solid in a way she hadn’t felt in years.
Catherine reached out and pressed her fingertips lightly to the glass, as if the image might shatter under her touch and reveal the truth underneath—the version of her that was too tired, too thin, too small but nithing happened.
In the quiet of the fitting room, she whispered to herself, barely audible, “It pleases me.” The words felt strange, as though they didn’t quite belong to her yet.
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Chapter 14
Notes:
This one is really trigger heavy so please make sure to read the warning:
First cursive flashback: forced eating of spoiled food from the trash can, vague description of food poisoning. I personally think this one is harsh so please be careful if you have triggers with food
Second cursive flashback: No special warnings
At the end of the chapter after Bruce asks Cathrine to follow him to his study, there is some vague description of corporal punishment of a minor but nothing graphic
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Alpha Wayne set the shopping bags down in the entry hall with a practiced ease, his focus shifting momentarily to the small bag containing toys for Alpha Dick and Tim. “Alfred said lunch is ready,” he remarked casually, glancing back at Catherine and Jason. There was a faint warmth in his voice as he added with a teasing smile, “We better hurry, or the boys will leave nothing.”
Jason hesitated, looking up at the Alpha. His voice was certain. “I don’t need to eat if there’s not enough, Alpha Wayne. You can have it all.”
The words hung in the air like an unexpected weight. Alpha Wayne froze mid-step, turning to Jason with a look of genuine surprise. “What?” he asked, the single word heavy with disbelief.
Jason flinched at the reaction but quickly recovered. “Uh…huh you gave me that cookie,” he mumbled, as though the small gesture had fulfilled any expectation of kindness or sustenance for the day.
Catherine’s heart clenched. Before Alpha Wayne could respond, she instinctively reached for Jason’s hand, her fingers trembling slightly as they closed around his. She had to handle this. She had to fix this. Her thoughts spun in a frantic spiral as she looked down at her pup.
Her throat tightened as she glanced at his face, full of nervous hope. Jason hadn’t meant to overstep. He hadn’t meant to suggest they deserved more. He’d just been trying to help, trying to give the Alpha something, even if it was as small as offering up his share of a meal.
He had meant well. He had.
But Catherine knew it couldn’t happen again. This kind of boldness, even when well-intentioned, couldn’t be allowed to take root.
Still, she couldn’t make him apologize—not now. Not after he’d tried so hard to do the right thing, even in his small, misguided way.
But Jason should know better. She should have taught him better. Omegas and their pups didn’t speak about food, not like that.
He needed to understand it wasn’t their place to comment on who ate and who didn’t. They shouldn’t even expect food. To even imply they might eat more, so soon after breakfast, was an overstep—dangerously so.
Breakfast had been more than enough, as had dinner the night before. No one fed omegas and secondhanded pups three times a day—least of all food as plentiful and rich as they were given in this house.
Her mind whispered the echoes of past warnings: Greedy. Selfish. Ungrateful.
And yet, as she looked down at Jason—her brave, sweet pup—her resolve faltered. He wasn’t being greedy. He was trying to help, trying to be good. He had been so courageous today, stepping up when she couldn’t find her voice. Telling Alpha Wayne what she liked, even when she’d been too terrified to admit it herself. How could she scold him now?
Her instincts warred within her—one side screaming that she needed to correct him, the other pleading for mercy. The boy meant no harm. He was just a pup, her pup, trying so hard to do right by her.
She turned to Alpha Wayne, her voice trembling as she spoke, her gaze fixed firmly on the floor. “Alpha, please,” she said softly, carefully. “He knows we do not get to eat. He… he wouldn’t imply otherwise.”
Her stomach twisted as she said the words, her heart pounding with a mix of fear and determination. She shouldn’t have spoken. She shouldn’t have begged. Jason had earned whatever punishment Alpha decided to give, and she knew it wasn’t her place to interfere. She knew better, even if Jason didn’t.
But she couldn’t stop herself. Not when Jason’s small hand clung to hers, his fingers gripping tightly as if he could feel her trying to shield him. He was so young, so earnest, and despite everything, so willing to try.
She swallowed hard, her voice dropping even lower. “Alpha, please. He didn’t mean to… he … he …”
Money had always been a huge problem.
Willis never managed to hold down a stable job for more than a few months, and his hustles—stealing tires, stripping radios, and running errands for shady figures—rarely brought in enough to keep the family afloat.
What little he earned went to his vices: cartons of cheap cigarettes, cans of beer? bottles of whiskey, and greasy burgers devoured openly in front of Catherine and Jason, who would sit quietly, stomachs empty, afraid to even ask for a crumb.
The summer Jason was three, it got worse. Rent was overdue, the cupboards were bare, and Willis, as usual, pinned the blame on Catherine. Finally, Willis snapped. “Go to your Alpha Father,” he barked one morning. “He’s always talking about helping the needy. Let’s see if that charity extends to his Omega daughter.”
She didn’t argue. She knew better than to resist when Willis’s temper flared.
That Sunday, after mass, they visited her parents. Her Alpha Father, a hulking man with graying hair and sharp, judgmental eyes, sat at the head of the table, his Bible open beside a chipped coffee cup.
Catherine’s Omega Mother, small and demure stood at his right hand, her eyes downcast, her movements precise and careful as she poured coffee for him.
Catherine dropped to her knees as soon as they entered the kitchen, her head bowed as she kissed the knuckles of the hand her Alpha Father extended. The gesture, ingrained since presenting, felt as natural as breathing.
“Omega,” he greeted her, his voice stern. “Are you here to report that you’re pleasing your Alpha? Or have you brought shame upon my name?”
“No, Alpha Father,” Catherine replied quickly, her voice soft and hesitant. “I came to beg for mercy. Alpha doesn’t have enough money for rent or food this month, Alpha Father.”
The slap came without warning, his calloused hand striking her cheek so hard that her head snapped to the side. Her skin stung, but she kept her head bowed, not daring to lift her gaze.
“You dare to beg for charity?” he snapped. “How much have you eaten today?”
“Nothing, Alpha Father.”
“And yesterday?”
“A bit of soup, Alpha Father,” she admitted, eyes downcast.
His lip curled in disdain. “You’ve been stealing from your Alpha,” he said coldly. “Food in the belly of an Omega is food taken from her Alpha’s mouth. Is that what you’ve become? A thief?”
“I’m sorry, Alpha Father.”
“You better be, an Omega eats only what her Alpha allows. You will not beg for food again, not for yourself. If you’re truly loyal to your Alpha, you’ll do as I say. Are there dumpsters near your building?” His flat hand came to rest on the Bible, as if the book was giving him the right to judge over her this harshly.
“Yes, Alpha Father,” she murmured.
“Then that’s where you’ll eat for the next three days. You’ll take your scraps from the trash. And you’ll be grateful for what you find. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Alpha Father,” Catherine replied, her voice barely above a whisper, her heart sinking.
“I feel generous,” Alpha Father added after a moment. “Your Alpha and pup will eat at my table tonight. Your Omega Mother made stew.” He gripped her chin, forcing her to look up at him. “But as for you, our trash can is full. Take a bowl and fill it.”
Catherine crawled to the trash can, not daring to stand up, her hands trembling as she lifted the lid of the trashcan right next to the sink. The smell hit her like a slap: sour milk, rotting vegetables, rancid grease. The top layer was littered with discarded scraps—potato skins covered in mold, bones still sticky with congealed fat, wilted lettuce covered in slime. A puddle of curdled milk had soaked through much of the trash, turning everything into a soggy, stinking mess.
She picked through it with shaking hands, pulling out what she could: a blackened banana peel, a handful of spaghetti clumped together in greasy, sour-smelling sauce, and a chunk of meat that was more fat than flesh. She found a piece of bread, hard, with mold all over it, discarded because it had went bad.
Her stomach churned, but she forced herself to press it into the bowl until it was full. When she returned, the table was set.
Her Alpha Father and Willis were served steaming bowls of thick, fragrant stew, chunks of meat and vegetables visible through the rich broth. Jason’s portion was smaller but still rich with carrots, potatoes and some pieces meat.
Jason clutched his spoon with both hands, his wide eyes darting nervously between the adults.
Her Alpha Mother sat silently, her portion a thin watery broth with only a few floating scraps, her hands folded neatly in her lap until her Alpha signaled her to eat.
Her Alpha Father eyed her disdainfully. “A greedy Omega is a disobedient Omega,” he said, addressing Willis as though Catherine wasn’t there. “They must learn to take what they’re given without complaint. A firm hand is essential. You understand this, of course.”
“Absolutely,” Willis replied, his tone smug. “She knows better than to step out of line with me. Don’t you, Omega?”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine whispered, keeping her eyes on her bowl, not able to start eating, despite how starving she was.
“Good,” her Alpha Father said approvingly. “Discipline her often and harshly. An Omega’s purpose is to serve, not to take. If she grows complacent, she’ll become a burden.”
“She’s already a burden,” Willis said, chuckling darkly. “But I’ll break her of that. A few days without food, and she’s as pliant as I need her to be.”
“Good,” her Alpha Father said. “An Omega’s purpose is to endure. Hardship breeds humility. Without it, they forget their station.” He gestured to Catherine’s Alpha Mother, who was quick to refill his glass. “Your Omega Mother knows this. She has never once spoken out of turn, never once failed to meet my expectations. That’s the kind of discipline you must instill.”
“Discipline’s not a problem,” Willis replied, glancing down at Catherine with a smirk. “If she steps out of line, I remind her who’s in charge. Isn’t that right, Omega?”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. She grabbed a piece of the bread, taking a bit, feeling the sandy crunch, before tasting the foul traces of mold. Her stomach churned but she went through with it, grabbing a spaghetti next, trying to loose it from when the starch and time had stuck it together.
Her Alpha Father nodded approvingly. “An Omega’s loyalty must be absolute. Her service must be unwavering. Anything less is a sin.” He paused, his gaze darkening. “If she falters, punish her swiftly and without mercy. Only through suffering can she achieve true obedience.”
Willis leaned back in his chair, sipping at the coffee Catherine’s Omega mother had poured him, his smirk growing as he turned his attention back to Catherine kneeling silently at his feet, keeping her head down, choking down another bite of the slimy, sticky, spaghetti. She didn’t dare cry.
“She’s obedient enough,” Willis said, his tone casual but laced with condescension. “But you know how Omegas can be—always testing their limits. You’ve gotta keep them guessing, keep them on edge. It’s the only way they learn.”
Her Alpha Father nodded solemnly, his expression grim and self-assured. “Exactly. An Omega left unchecked is a danger to herself and others. They’re weak creatures by nature, prone to selfishness and sin if not properly guided.”
“Sin is right,” Willis agreed, his eyes narrowing as he glanced down at Catherine. “You wouldn’t believe the crap she pulls sometimes. I walked in from the rain, and sure, I tracked a bit of dirt. But isn’t it her job to clean up after me? Ten minutes later, it’s still there—muddy footprints by the door. I shouldn’t have to remind her to check. What does she even do all day?”
Her Alpha Father let out a sharp, disdainful laugh. “Typical. Omegas will always try to shirk their duties if they think they can get away with it. Did you discipline her?”
“Of course I did,” Willis replied, leaning forward as he grinned. “I made her scrub the floors until her knees were raw. Then I had her stand in the corner for an hour—naked—so she’d remember what happens when she’s lazy.”
There was no dignity, no reprieve. Her entire life was one long stretch of belittlement, of being reminded over and over again that she was nothing, that she existed to serve, to obey, to endure.
She wanted to retreat from the memory, to flee this moment right now, kneeling at her Alpha Father table, eating his trash. She wanted to curl into herself until she vanished completely. There had been so many moments like that, so many times when all she wanted was to disappear. But right now she was feeling the pull, stronger than ever before.
But she couldn’t go away—not fully, not for longer than a few fleeting moments. Because she had Jason. And Jason needed her.
Under the tablecloth, hidden from view, Catherine reached out and touched her son’s shin lightly, grounding herself in the simple contact. The warmth of his small body, the solid reality of him, gave her strength she didn’t know she still possessed. Jason was her everything, the one good thing in a world that seemed determined to break her.
She held onto that thought, clinging to it as if it were the only thing keeping her afloat. Tonight, once this long, exhausting day was over, she would curl up with Jason in their makeshift nest in the hallway. The thought brought a tiny flicker of comfort to her weary heart. It wasn’t much—a pile of blankets on a hard floor, a space barely big enough for the two of them—but it was theirs.
Jason would press close, his small body warm against hers, his breath soft and even as he drifted off to sleep. And for a little while, she could pretend that they were safe, that they were more than just discarded remnants of a cruel world. She could wrap her arms around him and let his scent, so familiar and sweet, soothe the edges of her frayed soul.
“Good,” her Alpha Father said approvingly. “Humiliation is a powerful tool. It reminds them of their inferiority, their place beneath us. Pain teaches, but shame lingers.”
Willis chuckled, his voice dripping with cruelty. “That’s exactly it. She’s lucky I didn’t let her stand naked in the stairwell. Maybe next time.”
Catherine’s head remained bowed, her hands gripping the bowl of garbage in her lap. She tried to block out their voices, but every word cut deep, each comment a fresh wound.
Her Alpha Father wasn’t finished. His gaze shifted to Catherine, sharp and unforgiving. “Omega,” he barked, his voice like a whip. “Look at me.”
Catherine lifted her head, her eyes red-rimmed and glassy.
“Do you hear how your Alpha speaks of you?” he demanded.
“Yes, Alpha Father,” she whispered.
“And do you understand why?” He asked her, finished with his stew, leaning back against the backrest of his chair.
“Yes, Alpha Father.”
“Speak up,” he snapped.
“Yes, Alpha Father,” she repeated, her voice shaking.
“Good,” he said coldly. “You have failed in your duties as an Omega. You are lazy, ungrateful, and selfish. Do you deny this?”
“No, Alpha Father.” Cathrine felt her fingers trembling.
Willis smirked, leaning back in his chair. “She’s got a lot to learn, that’s for sure.”
Her Alpha Father nodded gravely. “Then teach her. Do not hesitate to break her if you must. An Omega who cannot serve is worthless. She must understand that her only value lies in her obedience and her ability to endure.”
Willis reached down, gripping Catherine’s chin roughly and forcing her to look up at him. “You hear that, Omega? You’d better be grateful I’m even putting up with you.”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine murmured, her voice cracking.
Her Alpha Father leaned forward, his gaze piercing. “Gratitude is not enough. Show it. Apologize to your Alpha for your failings.”
Catherine’s stomach churned, but she nodded, her hands trembling as she placed the trash-filled bowl on the ground and pressed her forehead to Willis’s boot. “I’m sorry, Alpha,” she whispered. “I’ll do better. I promise.”
Willis sneered, nudging her head with his foot. “Damn right you will. Otherwise, next time, you’ll be eating from the trash for a month instead of a couple of days.”
Her Alpha Father watched impassively, his hands resting on the table as if he were presiding over a sermon. “Remember this moment, Omega,” he said, his voice low and commanding. “You exist to serve. You live because we allow it. This is your duty, your blessing. Every breath you take is a privilege granted by your Alpha. Do not forget it.”
“Yes, Alpha Father,” Catherine whispered, her voice so quiet it was barely audible.
The men resumed their conversation, their laughter and derisive comments filling the air as Catherine knelt silently at their feet, choking down the stench of the garbage bowl and the weight of her own despair.
“Mama.” Jason’s voice pulled her out of the depths of her memory. She shuddered, the taste of those soiled spaghetti strands and wilted salad leaves lingering like a ghost on her tongue. The texture of the browned banana peel she’d forced down felt as vivid as if it were still there. Her stomach churned at the thought, the hollow ache returning.
She’d lasted three days scavenging from the bins, just as her Alpha father had commanded, but the ordeal had left her sick and weaker than ever. She had been vomiting for days after, every little sip of water she took came right back up, in the end she couldn’t really leave the bathroom. She even slept in front of the toilet, shivering from the fever, not able to take care of Jason.
Her cheeks had grown more sunken, her skin nearly translucent, her stomach so hollow it seemed to collapse inward. For a brief moment she had thought she would die there in her own filth but then Willis had helped her under the shower and got her to Doctor Thompkins clinic. She had gotten an infusion and a large pack of vitamins and electrolytes for the coming weeks to take. Willis had never again ordered her to eat from the trash cans.
The idea of dieting—of deliberately chasing that same emaciated state—made her feel faint.
"Alpha Wayne said we will get to eat lunch, Mama. He said we get to eat three times a day, every day!” Jason’s excitement pierced through the fog of her thoughts, his voice brimming with wonder.
“Yes, pup,” Catherine murmured, though the words didn’t truly sink in. The memory of that degrading dinner at her Alpha father’s house pressed too heavily on her chest, stealing away any appetite or sense of hunger she might have had.
Still, she followed Alpha Wayne and Jason to the dining room, her movements automatic and hesitant. Inside, Beta Alfred sat at the table, along with Alpha Waynes two older sons. Alpha Dick was chatting animatedly, while Tim listened intently, a wide grin on his face, his fingers around a half eaten sandwich.
Damian slept peacefully in a bassinet on wheels nearby, his tiny chest rising and falling in rhythm.
On the table sat a serving platter with five more large sandwiches. Thick slices of deli meat, cheese, crisp lettuce, and a generous smear of mayonnaise peeked from between golden bread slices.
It was the kind of meal she might have dreamed about during those bleak days when food came from trash cans, or when dinner was an afterthought to Willis’s anger.
Yet, the memory of spoiled food clung to her so tightly that the sight alone made her stomach twist.
Beta Alfred began to serve, moving with quiet efficiency. He placed a half sandwich on Jason’s plate and then poured a glass of juice, the liquid glinting in the afternoon light. Jason stared at the food, his little hands folded neatly in his lap. His wide eyes darted to Alpha Wayne, who was seated at the head of the table, calm and composed.
“Alpha Wayne,” Jason asked softly, his voice almost hesitant. “May I eat now?”
The Alphas expression softened immediately, and he gave the boy a small nod. “Yes, kiddo. Go ahead.”
Jason’s face lit up with a bright, toothy grin as he eagerly picked up his sandwich with both hands. His delight was infectious, and for a moment, Catherine felt the faintest tug of a smile on her own lips. It was rare to see her son so carefree, so openly happy.
Beta Alfred turned to her next, his calm, polite voice breaking through her haze.
“Do you want a whole sandwich or only a half, Omega Catherine?” he asked.
Though his tone was perfectly polite, the title of “Omega” caught her off guard. It didn’t carry the usual weight of condescension or belittlement she had come to expect. Instead, it sounded almost... dignified.
“Please, a half, Beta Alfred. Thank you very much,” she said softly, her words carefully measured. She lowered her gaze as she picked up her plate, determined to eat at a proper pace. She took a bite, the flavors meant to be rich and comforting, but her stomach twisted in protest.
Her body was rejecting the idea of eating. Every bite seemed to stick in her throat, and she struggled to keep herself from gagging, her breaths shallow as she forced herself to chew and swallow at a measured pace.
At last, she drank a small sip of water, her half-sandwich finished. She took a steadying breath.
Jason, sitting beside her, had already wolfed down his half of the sandwich with the kind of enthusiasm only a pup could muster. He swung his legs under the table, beaming at Beta Alfred, who put another half on the boys plate and poured him another glass of juice. “Thank you, Beta Alfred,” Jason chirped, his voice full of gratitude. There never had been seconds at Alpha Willis kitchen table. At least not for them.
Cathrine stole a glance around the table. Alpha Dick and Tim were chattering quietly about something amusing, their energy filling the room. Alpha Wayne sat at the head of the table, his posture relaxed but authoritative, his sharp eyes flicking between his sons and Jason with a faint warmth in his expression.
When everyone had finished eating, and Beta Alfred collected the china and the leftover sandwiches to bring them to the kit hen, Alpha Wayne reached for the small plastic bag sitting beside him. Jason’s eyes lit up with a flicker of anticipation, and Catherine recognized the bag from their earlier outing to the store. It held the Schleich toys Jason had so carefully selected for everyone.
The Alpha pulled out the first toy, a Harry Potter figure with a shimmering Patronus, and handed it to his oldest son. “Jason picked this out for you,” Alpha Wayne said, his tone steady but kind.
The boys face brightened as he took it. “This is awesome, Jason! Thanks! Harrys patronus is the coolest!”
Next, Alpha Wayne retrieved a vibrant yellow Triceratops and passed it to Tim. “And this one’s for you, Tim.”
Tim’s eyes widened with excitement. “That’s exactly the one I wanted, Daddy! Did you tell Jason?”
“No, Tim,” Alpha Wayne said with a small smile. “I only told him you like dinosaurs a lot, right, buddy? He figured it out all on his own.”
Tim beamed. “So cool! Thank you, Jason!”
Jason smiled shyly at their thanks, his small hands fidgeting in his lap. Catherine’s heart clenched as she noticed the faint outline of the toy Jason had chosen for himself—a tiny Schleich peregrine falcon tucked into his trousers pocket. It was one of the smallest figures on the shelf but she had been so relived he taken something like this and not a big one like Tims dinosaur or the set of two, like Alpha Dicks.
The young Alpha, still examining his Harry Potter figure, glanced over at Jason and caught sight of the small bulge in his pocket. “What’d you get, Jason?”
Jason hesitated for a moment before slowly pulling out the falcon. Its fine details caught the light.
“It’s a peregrine falcon,” he explained quietly, only slightly stumbling over the big word. “It’s the fastest bird in the world.”
“That’s awesome,” Alpha Dick said, his voice full of admiration. “It’s so cool. I think it might be my favorite.”
Jason hesitated, looking at his toy for a long moment, and then, in a soft voice, he offered, “You can have it if you want, Alpha Dick.”
Catherine’s heart ached at the offer, and a wave of conflicting emotions washed over her. She knew how much that tiny falcon meant to Jason; he had clutched it tightly the entire way home from the store, his small fingers tracing its delicate wings as if it were the most precious thing in the world.
Yet here he was, willing to part with it, to hand over the one thing he had chosen for himself—all to show his loyalty to Alpha Dick.
It was a declaration, a symbol of his unwavering loyalty to the boy, who had recently presented as an Alpha. At only six years old, Jason had already absorbed the unspoken rules of hierarchy, instinctively understanding that his role was to defer to and support the Alpha. He was showing, in the clearest way possible, that his devotion to the older boy mattered more than his own desires.
As she watched him hold out the toy falcon with trembling hands, her chest tightened. Her pride in him was undeniable, but it was laced with a deep sadness, a bittersweet echo of her own past. The memory of her own early days with Willis flickered to the surface, unbidden and sharp. She had been so young then, had just turned eighteen the other day, and so desperate to please him, to prove herself as a worthy Omega.
They’d been out for a rare walk together, something that didn’t happen often. The crisp air was filled with the sweet, warm scent of fried dough, and Catherine’s heart leapt when Willis stopped at a vendor selling donut holes.
“Two bags,” he said, handing over a few coins. He glanced at the menu briefly before turning to her. “You can pick one, Omega. Go ahead.”
Her cheeks warmed as she pointed shyly to the powdered sugar ones. Willis picked the chocolate-covered ones for himself, and when the vendor handed over the bags, he passed hers to her with a smile.
“Here,” he said, the gesture feeling almost tender. Food was such a rare treat, her Alpha father, at whose house she lived before being claimed by Willis just a few months ago, had believed that for an Omega gluttony was a sin. Holding the bag of sweet donut holes in her hands she felt a rush of gratitude.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured, clutching the bag as if it were a treasure.
“Go on, have one,” Willis urged, already tearing into his own bag and popping a chocolate-covered piece into his mouth.
She smiled faintly and pulled one of her powdered donuts from the bag, savoring the soft, airy dough and the delicate sweetness of the sugar coating. It felt indulgent, something special just for her.
But Willis was eating his quickly, barely pausing to chew. Within moments, his bag was empty, and he sighed, crumpling the paper in his hand. “Man, those were good,” he said, his gaze drifting to her bag.
Catherine stilled as he leaned closer, his eyes narrowing slightly. “You know…” he started, his tone casual. “I think I should’ve picked the powdered ones instead. The chocolate was good, but yours smell amazing.”
Her fingers tightened instinctively around the bag, but before she could take another bite, Willis reached out, plucking one of her donut holes.
“Just one,” he said, grinning as he popped it into his mouth. “That’s fair, right?”
Catherine hesitated but nodded, forcing a small smile. “Of course, Alpha.”
She tried to take another bite of her own, but Willis leaned closer again, his expression softening into something almost apologetic. “Actually, one more. They’re just… they’re so good.”
He reached into her bag again. She bit her lip, her stomach twisting as her share dwindled before her eyes.
Willis chuckled, shaking his head like it was all a joke. “Guess I really picked wrong this time, huh? You’re so lucky, Catherine.” He paused, then sighed dramatically, his voice dropping to a coaxing murmur. “You know, I just wish I’d been smart enough to get those instead. Unless…”
Her pulse quickened as he trailed off.
“Unless you don’t mind sharing?” His voice was soft, manipulative, as though her reluctance might wound him.
Catherine hesitated, her hand trembling, stopping herself from shielding the bag.
“Come on now,” Willis urged before she could say a word, his tone light but firm. “Don’t be selfish, Omega. I’m your Alpha. You want to make me happy, don’t you?”
Her stomach clenched at the familiar words. Of course, she wanted to make him happy—she had to make him happy. Her hand faltered, and she reluctantly held the bag out toward him.
Willis smiled wider, reaching out—not for just one, but for the entire bag. He plucked it from her hands as if it had always been his, his grin sharp with satisfaction.
“That’s my girl,” he said, popping another donut hole into his mouth. His free hand reached out to pat her cheek, leaving behind a sticky trace of powdered sugar and saliva from where he had licked his fingers clean.
“You’re such a good Omega.”
Catherine’s heart lifted despite herself. She felt a flicker of pride at his words, as rare as they were. She had made him happy. That meant something, didn’t it? For a moment, the warmth in his voice seemed worth the sacrifice of the sugary treat that had felt like such a luxury just moments before.
But then Willis leaned back, tossing another donut hole into his mouth with a careless laugh. “You’re lucky I’m nice enough to share things with you at all,” he said, his tone turning sharper, more dismissive. “Most Alphas wouldn’t bother.”
The pride in Catherine’s chest twisted, mixing uneasily with longing. Her stomach tightened as the sweetness of the single piece she’d had seemed to linger mockingly on her tongue.
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured softly, lowering her gaze. “Thank you, Alpha.”
Her voice was even, practiced, but the words tasted as bitter as they were sweet.
She forced a smile, the hollow feeling in her chest expanding as she watched him enjoy what had been hers, all while she told herself it was worth it. Making him happy had to be enough. It was all she had.
Catherine’s fingers tightened slightly on the edge of her chair as she silently willed Alpha Dick to refuse. But she didn’t hold much hope.
Alpha Dick was still a child despite his designation, and she knew how young Alphas could be. He was collecting those figurines—Alpha Wayne had said as much in the store. Even if this tiny toy falcon didn’t mean the world to the older boy, not like it did for Jason, he might take it just to add to his growing collection. It wasn’t malice; it was habit, thoughtless entitlement born of his status.
But then she saw Alpha Dick’s face twist in surprise. “What? No!” he said, sounding genuinely shocked. His eyes flicked from Jason’s hand to his face, catching the faint sadness there. “That’s yours, Jay. I don’t want to take it. It’s so cool, and you should keep it.”
Jason blinked, lowering his hand slightly. The sadness in his eyes wavered, replaced by a flicker of relief. Catherine felt a rush of gratitude toward the older boy for his response, but she didn’t allow herself to relax. There was still Tim.
The younger child, ever blunt and curious, tilted his head as he studied the falcon in Jason’s hand. “Why did you get such a small one?” he asked, his tone bright and unfiltered. “If we pick something that small, Daddy usually lets us get two. Right, Dick?”
His tone was completely logical, as though he was simply stating a fact everyone should know.
Alpha Dick just shrugged, clearly unbothered, but Catherine could feel the tension ripple through Jason at the question. His fingers curled protectively around the falcon.
Catherine saw the subtle shift in his posture, the way his shoulders tensed and his jaw tightened. She knew the signs—he wouldn’t speak now. Jason always turned inward when he felt scrutinized or unsafe.
The silence stretched, heavy and oppressive, and Catherine’s heart ached for her son. She knew how fragile his pride was, how much this tiny toy meant to him—not just because it was something he had chosen for himself, but because it had been Alpha Wayne who had bought it for him.
Jason’s attachment to the falcon ran far deeper than the object itself. Catherine knew why. Everyone at the facility—the handlers and the other omegas alike—had told them about the kind of Alpha who might buy them both. The Omegas had whispered their grim truths in low, resigned tones: Alphas who came to facilities like theirs weren’t seeking children to cherish. No Alpha wanted the burdensome pup of a second-hand omega.
Catherine’s chest tightened as she remembered those warnings. At best, they said, a pup like Jason might be tolerated, kept as cheap labor in the household. At worst, the child would serve as a scapegoat, a punching bag for the Alpha’s own children or for the frustrations of the household.
Those who came from the facility didn’t receive kindness. That was the lesson ingrained in both of them from the moment they entered its gates.
But Alpha Wayne had defied all those warnings. Against all odds, he had treated Jason with dignity and care. He fed him, clothed him, spoke to him in tones more fitting for a cherished nephew than an unwanted burden.
That he hadn’t slapped Jason even once within the past 24 hours was, in itself, a miracle—a reality Catherine hadn’t dared hope for during her three bleak weeks in the rehabilitation facility.
Jason knew this, too. She could see it in the way he clung to the falcon, his small hands gripping it tightly, as though it were a lifeline. To anyone else, it was just a toy, but for Jason, it was something far more profound.
It was a testament to Alpha Wayne’s grace, proof that he wasn’t the dirt under the man’s shoes but maybe someone worse seeing. Someone who could be a loyal companion to Alpha Waynes household.
Catherine’s gratitude for Alpha Wayne’s treatment of her son was boundless, but it also left her deeply unsettled. Gratitude shouldn’t be born of relief that the worst had been avoided. And yet, here she was, thanking the universe that Jason had been treated with kindness.
It was why Catherine’s chest felt so tight as she watched him offer his toy up to AlphaDick, his small voice trembling with the effort to hide the longing in it. For Jason this toy meant the world and still, he was ready to give it away if he thought it would proof his commitment and devotion to Alpha Wayne and his sons.
Catherine’s stomach twisted painfully as she took it all in, her heart heavy with conflicting emotions. She couldn’t blame him. She had made the same sacrifices before, more times than she could count.
Be obedient. Be grateful. Be humble.
She’d learned those lessons early, the painful scars of them etched deep into her soul. But seeing Jason—her sweet, tender boy—walking that same path at such a young age, before he even presented, pained her.
He was doing what he thought he needed to do to survive, to please, to secure his place. And he was doing it with the same quiet grace that had defined her life.
Catherine placed a gentle hand on Jason’s back, her touch steadying him as he wavered, his small figure tense with apprehension. Her voice was soft yet steady, deferential as she addressed Alpha Dick and Tim. She kept her gaze lowered, careful not to meet their eyes directly, a subtle gesture of respect ingrained deeply into her behavior.
“Jason knows how fortunate he is to have been given something so special by Alpha. Alpha Dick, Tim,” she said, her tone imbued with humility. “He feels truly blessed by Alpha’s generosity, and so do I. We understand what an act of grace this is and we will do our best to show our gratitude in any way we can.”
Jason shifted under her hand, nodding quickly, his wide, anxious eyes darting between his mother and the two other boys. His small frame practically hummed with nervous energy, desperate to show that he understood his place in Alpha Waynes household, that he was willing to serve despite being an unpresented pup and not an omega.
“Jason knows his place,” Catherine continued, her words laced with a quiet submissiveness that she had long perfected. “He knows he is lesser and undeserving. We are beyond grateful for every kindness Alpha has chosen to extend. Alpha’s generosity is more than we could ever deserve, and we are honored to be in his household.”
Jason nodded fervently again, his hands curling into small fists at his sides, not out of defiance but from the sheer intensity of his desire to please.
Catherine’s heart ached for him, for what this moment meant to him. She had made these sacrifices before, surrendered pieces of herself for a smile, a kind word, a fleeting reprieve.
Now, her son was learning to do the same. It was a bitter truth to carry, but she would bear it for him—if only to shield him from the worst of what the world could be.
Alpha Waynes deep, even voice cut through the tension, just as Beta Alfred came back into the dining room, settling near the bassinet, where Damian was still sleeping soundly. “Why don’t you boys go upstairs and show Jason your collection in the playroom?” Alpha Wayne proposed.
Jason tensed at first, his shoulders stiffening, and Catherine’s heart leapt with worry. She wanted to beg that he be allowed to stay with her, out of sight and a safe as she could possibly imagine. But then Alpha Dick turned to Jason and gave him a bright, encouraging smile, his warmth genuine.
“We’ve got this awesome race car track that goes super fast , and I just got this new space shuttle LEGO set I’ve been working on. I bet you’d think it’s cool!” the young Alpha boy said.
Jason hesitated for a moment longer before his shoulders relaxed. He glanced up at his mother, seeking silent reassurance, and when she gave him a small nod, his grip on the falcon tightened slightly.
“Okay, Alpha Dick,” he mumbled.
“You’re gonna love it,” the older kid said, his enthusiasm genuine. “And if you don’t, we can just come back downstairs, no big deal.”
Tim opened his mouth as though to ask another question, but Alpha Waynes voice stopped him.
“Tim. Dick. A quick word before you go,” the Alpha said, his tone firm but not unkind. The boys turned to him, and Alpha Wayne crouched slightly, his imposing height dropping to their level. “I need you to remember something very important. Jason is new to this house, and it’s going to take him time to feel comfortable. So it’s our job to help him feel welcome.”
Tim looked puzzled but attentive. “But I didn’t—”
Alpha held up a hand gently to cut him off. “It’s not about what you meant, Tim. It’s about how it feels. Sometimes, asking certain questions or making comparisons can hurt someone, even if you don’t mean to.”
Alpha Dick nodded solemnly, catching on quickly. “So we just... be nice?”
“Exactly,” Alpha Wayne said with a small smile. “Be kind. Include him. Treat him like you’d want someone to treat you if you were feeling a little unsure.”
Tim’s brow furrowed as he thought about it, then nodded slowly. “Okay.”
“Good,” Alpha Wayne said. “Now go upstairs and show Jason the playroom. If you need me, I’ll be in my study and Alfred will be near with Damian.”
Catherine sat frozen for a moment as Alpha Dick and Tim both nodded, their easy agreement catching her off guard. Even after the boys left the room with Jason trailing behind them, a hint of uncertainty in his step, her heart refused to settle. The relief she felt was a delicate, flickering thing, easily overtaken by unease. Jason was accepted for now. She tried to cling to that. Alpha Wayne had ordered his sons to be kind to Jason, to show him the playroom, to include him. That alone was a mercy Catherine hadn’t dared expect.
No one would have batted an eye if the boys had mocked Jason a little. She wouldn’t have been surprised if they’d teased him, maybe slapped him around—nothing severe, maybe, but enough to remind him of his place as lesser, as an outsider. That was what she’d been taught to expect in her new household. The Alpha’s children were the cherished children, true heirs after all, while her pup was just… an inconvenience.
But Alpha Wayne hadn’t left it to chance. He’d commanded them to be kind, to take Jason to see their toys.
Sure, Jason wouldn’t be allowed to play with those toys—the Alpha wouldn’t risk having something expensive broken by clumsy hands—but even seeing them would be novel for him.
Willis had never taken Jason to a toy store, not even once. The idea of it would have been laughable.
So yes, Jason would be fine. He should even be a little excited. She tried to convince herself of that. But as much as she wanted to be reassured, her nerves flared again the moment Alpha Wayne turned his attention back to her.
“Catherine,” he said, turning to her with his usual calm authority. “Would you follow me to my study? There are some things we need to discuss.”
Her stomach twisted violently, her clasped hands tightening until her knuckles whitened. She nodded quickly, bowing her head in deference, though she couldn’t fully hide the unease that coiled through her body. “Of course, Alpha,” she murmured, keeping her voice as steady as she could manage.
But her thoughts betrayed her. Being summoned to an Alpha’s study never meant anything good. It wasn’t a place for idle conversation or kind gestures. It was a space of dominance, of command—a place where an Alpha made their will known. Catherine’s mind raced through the possibilities, none of them comforting.
Maybe he’d want to assert his claim on her, bite her and fuck her to conceive their mating. And Willis had liked to fuck her over every available surface, so maybe Alpha Wayne would be similiar.
Or maybe he would want to punish her in private. That was what her father had always done when he called her into his study. Every sunday, after mass, her Alpha Father had summonded to teach her about humility.
The beating were sharp, deliberate, and always served as a reminder of her inferiority, her failings. Her mind dredged up flashes of standing silently before her father’s desk, trembling as his voice thundered, of kneeling for hours in the corner of the room, her forehead resting on the closed bible, uncooked rice or dried peas beneath her knees to sharpen the lesson.
Her steps faltered for a brief moment before she forced herself to move, trailing behind Alpha Wayne as he led the way, leaving Alfred behind to keep watch over the sleeping infant pup. Her thoughts were a tangle of fear and shame, her body stiff with tension. She hated how easily her mind went to these places, how deeply ingrained her fear was. But she couldn’t help it. This was all she knew.
Notes:
Uff. This chapter was a hard one. I still hope you like it 🥰
Chapter Text
Catherine’s pulse thrummed in her ears as she followed Alpha Wayne down the hall toward his study. She kept her gaze low, watching the polished wood floors as they moved, her hands clasped tightly in front of her to keep them from trembling.
Her mind churned with worries, each more oppressive than the last.
Jason was hers to care for until he presented, but Alpha Wayne held all the power. If he decided they weren’t suitable for each other in his household—if Jason was deemed too disruptive or Catherine too inadequate—they could be separated.
Not sent away, of course; Jason was too young for that. But Alpha Wayne could decide they weren’t to interact freely, that their bond was a distraction, or worse, a liability. He could isolate Jason, limit her access to him, and there would be nothing Catherine could do to stop it.
The thought sent a pang of panic through her. Jason was already overwhelmed, trying so hard to fit in, to please. To be kept apart from him now, when he needed her the most, felt unthinkable. She couldn’t bear the idea of him navigating this strange, unfamiliar world without her by his side to guide him, to reassure him.
Her heart clenched as her worries turned inward. It was all her own fault.
She replayed the conversation from earlier, analyzing every word, every gesture.
Catherine was certain she had done so many things wrong. She had spoken too much, her nervous chatter filling the silence when it should have been left unbroken.
Her gratitude should have been demonstrated through her actions, not her stumbling words. She should have bowed properly before Alpha Wayne, her forehead touching the floor.
She should have offered her neck in submission, baring the soft skin as a symbol of her deference. She knew Alpha Wayne was yet to bite her for their bond to catch. Maybe that could have prompted him and she could have shown him all her devotion during their first mating. She wouldn’t fight him.
She should have kissed his knuckles as she had been trained to greet her own Alpha father, a silent yet powerful acknowledgment of his superiority.
After Alpha Wayne had taken her and Jason shopping, she should have shown her devotion with unquestionable humility. She should have knelt at his feet the moment they returned, rubbing them with care, her touch a wordless thank-you for his generosity.
Instead, she had stood there awkwardly, babbling empty assurances, trying to convince him of her gratitude when she should have proven it.
The memory made her chest tighten. Her failures played out in her mind, each one a reminder of how unworthy she must seem. The way she had clumsily thanked him, the way she had struggled to find the right words—it all must have insulted him immensely. She had been foolish, unthinking, a burden to his patience.
Her hands tightened into fists, the skin at her knuckles whitening as the weight of her inadequacies pressed down on her. If Alpha Wayne was displeased with her, she would accept whatever reprimand he deemed necessary. No matter how harsh, she would endure it. She had been punished before, harshly and often, and had learned to bear it without complaint.
But her greatest fear wasn’t for herself—it was for Jason. If she had made too many mistakes, if she had displeased her Alpha to the point of anger, Jason might be the one to suffer the consequences. The thought made her stomach twist violently. She had failed as his mother if her missteps brought him harm.
The hallway seemed impossibly long as she walked behind Alpha Wayne, her head bowed, her gaze fixed on the polished floors. The portraits on the walls seemed to mock her, their silent stares heavy with judgment. With every step, the knot of dread in her chest grew tighter, winding like a vice around her lungs.
When they reached the study, Alpha Wayne opened the door and gestured for her to enter first. She hesitated for the briefest moment before stepping inside, her movements measured and careful.
The room was warm and imposing, its dark wood furnishings and neatly organized shelves a reflection of its owner. It smelled like wood, rich and warm. The scent was deep within the walls and the furniture, as if Alpha Wayne spent a lot of time in this room.
“Please, sit,” he said, his tone even. Alpha Wayne gestured toward one of the leather chairs facing his desk.
“The boys are just a couple doors down the hall,” he said, his voice calm, almost casual. “If anything happens, they’ll come get me.”
The words twisted in Catherine’s mind as she followed him into the study. If anything happens? Surely, that meant if Jason misbehaved. If he spoke out of turn, touched something he shouldn’t, or failed to show proper respect to Alpha Dick or Tim.
Would they come running to their Alpha Father with complaints? Would Jason be punished for failing to meet expectations he didn’t even fully understood yet? Her stomach churned as she lowered herself onto the edge of the leather chair Alpha Wayne had gestured to. She kept her posture straight but submissive, her gaze fixed on his desk until it slipped, almost unconsciously, to the belt at his waist.
The leather strap rested neatly against his hips, its polished buckle catching the soft light in the study. Her chest tightened, her breath shallow as her thoughts spiraled. She glanced at his hands next, large and strong as they settled on the armrests of his chair. She could see how easily those hands could control, grab, or strike.
“As I told my boys, the situation is very new for all of us,” he began, his tone even and measured. “I’d like to talk about how things are going.”
Catherine nodded quickly, her head dipping lower. “Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
Alpha Wayne paused, studying her for a moment before continuing. “How are you finding things here?“
Her pulse quickened, her mind racing to decipher his words. Was he testing her loyalty? Looking for signs of ingratitude? She forced herself to smile faintly, though her voice wavered as she replied. “I am beyond blessed to be under your reign and roof, Alpha. I feel only gratitude for your generosity.”
“I’m glad,” Alpha Wayne said, sounding off somehow but not unpleasant. “Are there any challenges or concerns you’d like to adress?”
Her head dipped lower, her hair falling like a curtain around her face. Her father had done the same when he ordered her to his study on sundays after mass. She always had to count her sins.
“If there are challenges, they are only the result of my own failings, Alpha. I know my place, and if I have faltered in any way, I am eager for your correcting hand to guide me. I… I trust you to show me the right path.”
Her breath hitched as she tried to gather herself, glancing briefly at his hands—so large, so capable of doling out justice—and then back down again.
Catherine’s breath stilled, her head bowing further as she finished speaking. The silence that followed stretched, heavy and taut, as if Alpha Wayne were weighing her words too carefully. Her heart fluttered nervously in her chest. She dared not lift her gaze.
When he finally spoke, his voice was calm, even polite, but there was a faint tightness at the edges—something almost imperceptible.
Alpha Wayne cleared his throat, the sound abrupt in the quiet. “I, uh…” His voice faltered for half a beat before steadying, though there was a noticeable awkwardness in it. “There’s no need to worry about that.”
Her hands twisted in her lap, her grip on the fabric tightening. No need to worry about it?
The words rang hollow in her ears, leaving her stomach knotted with unease. She knew she was just a dumb omega—Willis had made sure she understood that. He used to say it often, sometimes with a sneer, sometimes with laughter, always cutting deep. Not much in that little brain of yours, he’d tell her, tapping her temple like she was a dull child. She could clean, she could keep quiet, and she was good to sate his needs, but she wasn’t there to think. Certainly not to worry her dumb little head about things she couldn’t understand.
She was a dumb omega. Too stupid to think, too useless to trust with anything important. That’s what he meant, wasn’t it? That it didn’t matter whether she worried about repercussions or not because they’d come either way, because she wouldn’t see them coming or wouldn’t understand how to avoid them.
She swallowed hard, her throat aching. Alpha Wayne didn’t laugh, didn’t sneer, but his tone carried the same certainty, the same detached authority. He didn’t need to insult her outright; she could read between the lines.
Her head dipped lower, her voice trembling as she spoke. “Yes, Alpha. I… I understand.” She didn’t, not really, but she knew better than to question him further.
She heard him shift slightly in his chair, the soft creak almost deafening in the stillness. Her stomach clenched tighter. Was that irritation she felt in the air? Disappointment? It was hard to tell. Alpha Wayne was so composed, so far above her, she could hardly gauge his mood.
But the words he’d spoken—calm, measured, polite—echoed like a judgment. He wasn’t trying to be cruel, she knew that much. It was worse than cruelty. It was indifference. He didn’t care if she worried or didn’t, didn’t care if she feared repercussions or accepted them. She wasn’t important enough for that.
Her breath hitched, but she quickly stifled it, bowing her head further, her fingers digging into the fabric of her skirt.
“What about Jason?” Alpha Wayne asked, his voice calm yet probing. “How is he adjusting? Is there anything he needs that I should be aware of?”
Catherine’s heart thudded painfully in her chest. She swallowed hard, keeping her eyes fixed on the floor, her hands twisting together in her lap. Her mind raced to find the safest answer, recalling every word she’d ever been taught about obedience and humility, trying to find the right ones.
“Alpha, if I may—Jason is so … so eager to please you. If he has… if he has done anything to displease you, please, I beg you, do not think it is because of defiance or disrespect.” Her voice cracked, and she pressed her palms against her knees to keep them steady. “If I may imply, Alpha, it is my failing, not his. He is an inexperienced pup, and I should have guided him better.”
She chanced the briefest glance at Alphas hands—so large, so steady—and her stomach twisted painfully at the thought of them being used to spank Jason, to beat him. The bile rose in her throat, and she dropped her gaze again, her voice breaking as she continued.
“Alpha, if you please,” she continued, “If Jason has displeased you in any way, I… I humbly ask that you allow me to be the one to… to administer discipline, Alpha. I—I know this is not my place to ask … I am aware of the burden I bougt to you household. I assure you, Alpha, I do not wish to spare him correction. He must learn.”
Catherine fought to keep her words steady, to remain respectful, though the panic in her chest threatened to consume her. She was acutely aware of how weak her position was, how she had no right to ask for such a thing, but her desperation outweighed her fear of overstepping.
The room fell silent, save for the faint ticking of the clock on the mantle. The sound of it was a sharp contrast to the wild pounding of her heart. She kept her eyes fixed on the floor, too afraid to look up, but her senses sharpened as Alpha Waynes scent reached her.
It wasn’t the calm, almost sweet scent she’d come to associate with him—sandalwood and brown sugar, so faint most often it almost seemed muted compared to the sharper alphas she’d known. This scent was bitter, edged with something heavy and dark, like sugar burnt to long on an open flame.
Her stomach dropped, her fingers tightening around the fabric of her skirt until her nails dug into her palms. She had overstepped. Implying that she knew better, even in this timid, pleading way, was foolish. What had she been thinking? You don’t challenge an Alpha, Willis’s voice hissed in her mind. You don’t question him. You do as he says, you let him lead.
She swallowed hard. It wasn’t her place to ask anything of Alpha Wayne, not when he had taken them into his home, not when her authority over Jason had ended the moment Willis’s life had ended. Jason wasn’t hers anymore. He belonged to the Alpha now. Just as she did.
But she couldn’t stop herself from trying. She’d spent years keeping Jason safe, stepping in between him and Willis’s fury, learning to deflect and smooth over mistakes before punishments could escalate. It had worked, most of the time. She’d taken the brunt of it, endured the bruises and harsh words, and that had kept her son safe. It had to work now. It had to.
But the bitter shift in Alpha Wayne’s scent told her she’d failed.
“Catherine…” Alpha Wayne said her name quietly, his voice steady but unreadable, his words trailing off as though searching for what to say next. His calm only deepened her unease.
She braced herself, every muscle in her body tense. She didn’t know what would come next. Alpha Wayne didn’t yell like Willis had, didn’t explode with immediate rage. He was quiet, controlled, and that made him so much harder to predict.
Her gaze flickered once again to the belt around his waist. It was sturdier than the one her father had worn, though the buckle was smaller. She imagined the sound it would make as it was drawn from its loops, the sharp snap of leather against tender skin.
Jason was so small, so young. He had never been hurt like that. Willis had been volatile and angry, but even in his worst moments, there had been some restraint, some care for his son. Alpha Wayne owed Jason nothing—no kindness, no care, no mercy. It was entirely within his rights to administer any punishment he deemed necessary, and Catherine knew it.
Her stomach twisted with the fear of what might happen. She imagined Jason trembling under the weight of Alphas disapproval, of his punishment, and it felt like a knife in her chest.
She feared Alpha Wayne would break Jason in a way that would leave irreparable marks.
“It is not my place to question your methods, Alpha, nor would I ever dare to presume,” she whispered, her voice cracking under the weight of her plea. “I will not be soft—I promise you this. But if you please… spare him your hand. Spare him… from what he might not yet be strong enough to endure. I beg you.”
Alpha Wayne sat back in his chair, his expression unreadable, his hands folded neatly in front of him. For a long moment, the room was thick with silence and his sharp scent, and Catherine’s heart thudded in her chest. Her words hung in the air, and she braced herself for the response, unsure of whether it would be acceptance, dismissal, or something far worse.
When Alpha Wayne finally spoke, his voice was calm but firm, with an edge that made her stomach twist. “Catherine,” he began slowly, his tone steady, “Jason has been… remarkable. He’s eager, polite, and attentive. I am very pleased with him so far.”
Her eyes widened, a flicker of relief passing over her face, but it was short-lived as he continued.
“The matter of discipline,” he said carefully, “is a conversation we can have another day, if necessary. Right now, it’s not something I believe needs addressing.” He paused for a moment, studying her reaction. “What I want to focus on now is you. You and how you’re adjusting to this arrangement.”
Her breath caught, and panic flared in her chest. Surely this was a test—a way to gauge her humility, her willingness to accept her place. Her hands trembled in her lap, twisting the fabric of her skirt until the threads felt as if they might tear. Should she get on her knees? Would that show the deference he sought? Or was that too much authonomy to leave the seat he’d ordered her to?
Both were wrong. Both were right.
She remained seated, her spine rigid as though bracing for a blow, yet her shoulders hunched instinctively, folding into herself like she’d done so many times kneeling on cold, unyielding floors. Her heart pounded in her chest, her breath shallow and uneven. She had to get this right, and the terror of not knowing how was almost paralyzing.
“Alpha,” she began, her voice trembling with nervous fervor, “I… I long for your corrections, should you be so generous to offer them. If… if there is anything I lack, anything I fail to do… only through your firm guidance and harsh hands may I reach a grander devotion to your household. I beg you to mold me into what is needed.”
The words spilled out like a prayer, reverent and raw, as though they could serve as a shield against whatever judgment he might pass. Alpha Wayne blinked, his expression shifting subtly and throat tightened painfully her gaze dropping lower, unable to bear the weight of looking directly at him.
There was a moment of silence, and then the Alphas voice broke through it, calm and deliberate. “Catherine, no.”
Her stomach twisted sharply. “That’s not what I mean at all,” he continued, his voice steady but firm, leaving no room for argument.
He leaned back slightly, his movements measured, as though he were trying to appear less imposing.
“I only ask because this is a significant change for everyone involved,” he explained, his tone softening as he gestured vaguely with one hand. “I want to make sure you’re adjusting and comfortable. I’d like to know how you see your role here. What do you want to do during the day? What would help you feel more at ease?”
The questions landed like stones in her chest, heavy and impossible to grasp. What do I want? Her mind reeled at the absurdity of the question, her pulse thrumming loudly in her ears. Wanting wasn’t her place. Her Alpha Father and Alpha Willis had made that clear. Wanting was selfish, indulgent, and pointless. Her place was to serve, to fit seamlessly into whatever role was demanded of her, without hesitation or complaint.
Her stomach churned, her breaths shallow and uneven as she searched for an answer that wouldn’t betray her inadequacy. The very idea of expressing desires felt like standing at the edge of a cliff, knowing the fall was inevitable. Her voice, when it came, was faint and uncertain.
“I… I only wish to serve, Alpha,” she murmured, lowering her gaze again, hoping her words might please him.
But even as she spoke, doubt crept in. Was that what he wanted to hear? Or was she failing another test, proving herself too small-minded to rise to his expectations? She felt her grip on control slipping, her heart racing faster as she struggled to find solid ground.
Silence stretched between them, and she resisted the urge to fidget, to shrink further into herself. Every second felt like an eternity, the weight of his gaze unbearable. She didn’t know what he wanted. She didn’t know what was right. But she needed to try.
“I would gladly take on any chore you deem fit—every task, no matter what, beneath Beta Alfred’s incomparable expertise,” he said, desperatly trying to please. “I would follow his guidance, his lead, to ensure the household reflects the perfection you demand and deserve.”
Alpha Waynes tapped a finger against the armrest, his gaze thoughtful. “I see,” he said. “Is there anything else, Catherine?”
Her head dipped lower, her voice becoming even quieter. “If I may imply, Alpha… I could demonstrate my gratitude in more… tangible ways.”
Her breath caught in her throat, and her face burned with humiliation as the words tumbled out. “As your omega, I know it is my duty to bring you comfort in other ways. I… I would gladly see to your needs, Alpha, however you deem fit. I know I am unworthy, but if it pleases you, I would devote myself entirely to ensuring your satisfaction.”
Her breath hitched, and her words came faster now, almost tumbling over one another as she struggled to convey the depth of her submission. “I am nothing without your guidance, Alpha. I exist only to serve you, to honor you, to carry out your will.”
Her breath quickened, panic flaring in her chest as silence stretched between them. Her mind raced with the possibility that she had spoken too much, that her pathetic offerings had fallen short. What if he found her lacking? What if he thought her devotion insufficient?
The desperation became unbearable, and her trembling body moved before she could think. She slid from her chair to her knees, her palms pressing to the floor in front of her as she bowed her head. Her hair fell like a veil around her face, shielding her shame even as her voice broke with anguish.
“Alpha, I beg you,” she whispered, the words trembling on her lips. “Let me demonstrate my devotion.”
“Catherine…” Alpha Wayne said her name quietly, his voice calm yet unreadable. The way he said it—it wasn’t harsh, but it wasn’t indulgent either. It made her stomach twist.
It was as though he wanted to say something more but was holding back.
Her heart pounded painfully in her chest as she tried again, desperation driving her forward. She tilted her head up just slightly, tears glistening in her eyes. “Alpha, if it would please you… if it would bring you comfort… I am yours to command. To use as you see fit. My only wish is to serve you, to bring you satisfaction. Please, Alpha, I beg you, please let me show you my devotion.”
Alpha Wayne sighed, a soft sound that seemed to carry weight and weariness. “Catherine,” he said again, his tone firm yet not unkind. “Please, stand up.”
For a moment, she hesitated, her body trembling as though unsure if she deserved to obey such a simple instruction. Slowly, she rose to her feet, her knees shaking beneath her. She stood before him, head bowed, her hands clasped tightly in front of her. Was it time now to punish her?
Alpha Wayne regarded her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Finally, he spoke. “Thank you for your devotion,” he said, his voice steady and measured. “I understand what a significant adjustment this is for you—and for Jason. I want you to know that I will do my best to do right by both of you.”
Her chest tightened, her heart swelling with a mix of gratitude and shame. To have such words spoken by an Alpha of his stature felt like a kindness she did not deserve.
“That said,” he continued, “I think a conversation about what we expect from each other will be better suited for another day. Right now, I’d rather focus on getting everyone settled.”
Catherine’s breath left her in a soft, shaky exhale. Relief flooded her body, and she fought the urge to collapse back to her knees in thanks.
“Thank you, Alpha. Thank you for your mercy,” she said, her voice thick with emotion.
She couldn’t help but think of how differently her Alpha Father or Alpha Willis would have handled such a moment. Where Alpha Wayne offered calm and consideration, they would have met her shortcomings with anger and punishment.
The Alpha stood then, his movements deliberate but without any sense of impatience. “Shall we go see what the boys are up to?” he asked, his tone lighter now.
Catherine nodded quickly, her heart still racing but filled now with gratitude. “Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, following closely behind as he led the way out of the study.
***
Jason followed Alpha Dick and Tim into the playroom, his small feet making soft, hesitant shuffling sounds against the polished wooden floor. He stayed just a step behind them, close enough to follow but far enough to not accidently touch the other kids.
As soon as they entered, Jason froze in the doorway, his breath catching in his throat. The room was enormous, the walls stretching so far in every direction it made him feel impossibly tiny, like he was standing at the edge of a different world.
The walls weren’t just painted—they were alive with color and imagination. Over by the gym corner, there was a huge mural of a circus tent, its bold red-and-white stripes spiraling upward toward the ceiling like a ribbon of candy.
Animals peeked out from behind the painted flaps: a lion with a golden mane, an elephant balancing on a tiny ball, and a row of colorful juggling pins tossed into the air by invisible hands. Jason couldn’t stop staring. It felt like the animals were looking back at him, welcoming him into their magical space.
“This is the gym part,” Alpha Dick said, gesturing toward the far corner. Jason’s eyes followed his hand, and his mouth fell open.
It was a world all its own. A tall wooden rung ladder was mounted securely to the wall, leading up to a high platform cushioned with thick mats. Nearby, a set of brightly colored gymnastic rings dangled from the ceiling, their smooth loops gently swaying as though someone had just let go. A boulder wall stood next to the ladder, its handholds painted in a rainbow of colors, all differeng in shape and size.
Jason’s gaze climbed higher, where another platform jutted out, connected by monkey bars that stretched across the room like a bridge.
But that wasn’t all. Just below the monkey bars was a ball pool, its surface a kaleidoscope of bright, shiny colors. The balls shimmered under the light, shifting with the slightest movement like a soft, rippling sea.
Jason had never seen so many colors in one place before. Beside the ball pool was a rope swing, tied firmly to a metal bar that looked strong enough to hold someone flying through the air. And off to the side, Jason noticed a small trampoline with a padded safety bar, its springy surface almost begging to be bounced on.
It was insane!
“It’s cool, right?” Alpha Dick said, glancing back at Jason with a grin. “Dad had it built for me because I grew up in the circus and missed it a lot, but Tim loves it too!”
Jason blinked, the words catching him off guard. Alpha Dick had grown up in the circus? He glanced at the older boy, his mind struggling to piece it together.
Alpha Dick lived here now, in this big, bright manor with Alpha Wayne and Tim and Damian, so why had he been in a circus before? Jason thought about it for a moment, his fingers tightening around the little Schleich peregrine falcon in his hand.
Maybe it had something to do with Alpha Dick’s omega mother? Jason didn’t know much about circuses—only what he’d seen in the big, colorful posters plastered onto brick walls in the city.
But Jason had heard stories—sometimes omegas ended up in strange places, working hard jobs. But why hadn’t Alpha Dick and his mother not been with their Alpha back then? And how?
His thoughts turned briefly to Tim and Damian, their faces flickering in his mind like puzzle pieces he couldn’t quite fit together. Did they have the same mother as Alpha Dick? They did look alike—enough to have the same mother. All three of them had dark hair and blue eyes, just like Alpha Wayne.
But Jason had dark hair and blue eyes too, and he wasn’t the Alpha’s pup. He wasn’t any Alphas pup anymore, not really.
Jason wondered why none of them ever mentioned their mother. Or mothers. If they had different ones. Where they all Omegas? Did they still visit?
Or was she dead, too, like Jasons Alpha Father?
His chest tightened at the idea. Willis—Jason’s alpha father—was dead now. Jason knew he should miss him, but he didn’t. Not even a little. If Willis was alive, Jason would still be in that tiny apartment, still bracing for the next shout, the next shove. He was glad Willis was gone. The relief of it was something Jason was sure he was supposed to feel but Willis had hurt Mama so bad all the time.
But if Mama had died instead, Jason didn’t know what he would have done. He’d miss her so much he thought it might hurt just like it had when Willis slapped him in the face. Maybe even more. Missing Mama would hurt so bad Jason thought it might swallow him whole.
But here, with Alpha Wayne, it didn’t seem like anyone ever talked about missing things. Maybe that was why everyone seemed so happy—maybe they didn’t miss anything at all. Not even their mothers.
Maybe they didn’t need to. Jason glanced up at Alpha Dick, who was smiling as if the whole world was made of sunshine. Maybe having Alpha Wayne made up for everything else, so there was nothing left to long for.
Jason’s fingers tightened around his little falcon, the smooth, painted feathers cool and grounding against his palm. He stared down at it, tracing the tiny wings with his thumb.
He knew better than to let his thoughts run too wild, but sometimes they crept in anyway. The facility had taught him a lot, more than he ever wanted to know. He knew the law. He knew what happened to pups who didn’t have a place. He had only a few years left before Alpha Wayne would be allowed to send him away.
Jason bit the inside of his cheek, the thought making his chest ache. He didn’t want to go. Alpha Wayne didn’t seem like Willis—he didn’t yell or push or call him names. Jason wondered if there was anything he could do to make Alpha Wayne keep him.
If he tried hard enough, was good enough, maybe Alpha Wayne would let him and Mama stay together. Maybe Jason wouldn’t have to leave at all.
If he had to leave though, Jason didn’t thought he would ever find anyplace that would made up for missing Mama.
Jason’s gaze drifted back to the gym corner. The bright, cheerful colors blurred as his thoughts tangled tighter, but he didn’t dare let them show. Questions and worries stayed locked up where they belonged, hidden away where they couldn’t get him into trouble. Jason had learned that lesson well.
When Alpha Dick smiled and waved for him to follow, Jason just nodded, keeping his mouth shut.
“Come on, I’ll show you the rest,” Alpha Dick said, his voice warm and easy, like sunshine breaking through clouds.
Jason’s small feet shuffled forward hesitantly, each step accompanied by a faint, barely audible sound against the polished wooden floor. His heart thudded in his chest, so loud in his ears that it almost drowned out the creak of the floorboards beneath him. He felt small, impossibly small, as he stepped deeper into the vast, colorful playroom.
Trailing after Alpha Dick, Jason’s wide eyes darted around, trying—and failing—to take everything in all at once. On the far side of the room was a long, sprawling shelf filled with toys.
More toys than he’d ever seen in his entire life. His breath caught as he stared. There were stacks of building blocks, rows of shiny action figures, bright-colored cars, and trains lined up so neatly they looked like they were waiting to be played with. On the bottom shelf, puzzles sat perfectly arranged in their boxes, their corners crisp and unbent.
Jason’s gaze fell to the floor where a giant race car track sprawled across one corner. The loops and curves twisted together like a maze, and tiny cars were scattered around it as if someone had just finished a race and walked away. It wasn’t just a track—it looked like a whole world someone had built, with bridges, tunnels, and even little plastic trees dotting the corners.
“We’ve got a ton of Lego,” Alpha Dick said, drawing Jason’s attention to another shelf. He pointed with an easy grin. “See? That one’s Iron Man’s lab, and there’s the Millennium Falcon. Tim and I built that one together with Dad. Took forever.”
Jason’s eyes followed Alpha Dick’s hand, landing on the Lego models. They looked so perfect, like something out of a magazine. Jason couldn’t imagine ever building something like that. His hands would probably mess it up before he even started.
“There’s even more over here,” Alpha Dick said, moving to a smaller shelf. His voice was filled with the kind of excitement Jason didn’t quite know how to match. “This is where we keep our Schleich animals.”
Jason froze mid-step, his breath hitching as his gaze snapped to the shelf. His eyes widened, his little falcon clenched tightly in his hand. The shelf was lined with figures just like the one he was holding—except there were so many of them. Not as many as in the store today bit a lot!
Lions, zebras, tigers, camels, elephants, and dinosaurs stood arranged in neat, perfect rows. Each one looked so lifelike that Jason half-expected them to start moving. His eyes drifted downward, to the floor in front of the shelf.
Someone had built a mountain there, its base made of blocks and its sides streaked with what looked like red rivers running down a large crack in the middle. Surrounding the mountain were little dinosaurs, some posed mid-roar, others knocked over on their sides. Jason stared, mesmerized.
The mountain didn’t look like anything he’d ever seen before. He didn’t know what it was supposed to be, but it looked exciting—like the kind of place where the little animals could have adventures.
“Pretty cool, huh?” Alpha Dick asked, breaking Jason’s trance. He picked up a tiger from the shelf and held it out to Jason, his smile still warm and encouraging.
Jason swallowed hard, his gaze flicking between the tiger and the falcon he held so tightly his fingers ached. The tiger looked perfect, its orange and black stripes painted so carefully that Jason thought it might jump out of Alpha Dick’s hand at any second.
“It’s… it’s really nice, Alpha Dick,” Jason whispered, his voice so quiet it was almost swallowed by the room.
“Hey, I told you to just call me Dick, remember?” Alpha Dick said gently, holding the toy a little closer. “You can touch it if you want.”
Jason shook his head quickly, his gaze dropping to the floor. “I don’t wanna break it,” he murmured, his words clipped and shy.
Alpha Dick - no, only Dick - frowned slightly, the crease in his brow so faint Jason might have missed it if he weren’t stealing a glance. But Dick didn’t push. Instead, he set the tiger back on the shelf with care, as if it were just as precious to him as Jason thought it was.
Jason let out a soft breath, his fingers still wrapped protectively around his falcon. Dick’s hand moved to a smaller shelf, where he picked up a little blue box with speakers. “Okay, check this out,” Dick said, his tone easy again, as if he didn’t even notice Jason’s hesitation.
“This is our Toniebox,” Dick said, holding it out for Jason to see. “You put the figures on top, and they play music or tell stories. Tim loves it.” He motioned to a large shelf on the wall, where dozens of small figures were arranged in neat rows.
Jason’s gaze followed Dick’s gesture, his mouth parting slightly as he took in the sight of all the figures. He nodded slowly, his gaze drifting past Tim to the rest of the figures lined up on the shelf. There were so many—brightly colored characters in different shapes and sizes. Some looked like animals—a fox, a bear, a rabbit. Others looked like people, like the one of a boy wearing a green hat and carrying a sword. Jason’s eyes lingered on one in the shape of a unicorn, its horn glittering silver, and another that looked like a tiny pirate captain with a big feather in his hat.
They didn’t look like toys exactly, but Jason couldn’t figure out what they were supposed to be. They were small enough to fit in his hand, but shiny and new.
“Okay! Look, Jason!” Tim said brightly, grabbing a figure from the shelf. His excitement was contagious, but Jason stayed rooted where he was, his fingers tightening around the falcon in his hand.
Tim placed the figure on top of the box with a satisfying little click. A cheerful voice burst to life from the Toniebox.
Jason’s eyes grew wide, the sound pulling his attention completely. For a moment, he forgot to feel nervous. He stared at the box as if it had just done something magical, his heart fluttering with a mix of awe and confusion. He didn’t know how it worked—how could a box and a tiny figure make a voice appear out of nowhere? It didn’t make any sense.
“It’s talking!” he whispered.
Tim grinned. “Yeah! Cool, right? You just put it on the box, and it knows what to say!”
Jason blinked, his brow furrowing as he looked between the little figue and the Toniebox. “How does it know?” he asked, his voice small but curious. “Like… is it magic or something?”
Tim giggled. “Nah, it’s not magic. It’s like… uh…” He paused, thinking hard. “It’s technology. Dad says it’s electromagnetism but I don’t know how it works either.”
Jason knew he wasn’t supposed to touch anything. Mama always said that. If something wasn’t yours, you didn’t touch it. That rule had been carved into him deeper than anything else. And here, in Alpha Wayne’s house, where everything was so big and clean and expensive-looking, that rule felt even more important. He wasn’t Alpha Wayne’s pup. He didn’t belong here, not even a little.
But even though he knew he shouldn’t, Jason couldn’t stop staring at the box. The sound of the voice, the way it filled the room, the figures lined up on the shelf like tiny treasures—it was all so much. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to run or stay frozen in place.
Tim grinned at Jason’s reaction, his excitement undimmed. He quickly swapped the first figure for another. “This one’s Chase from Paw Patrol!” he announced proudly.
The cheerful theme song from Paw Patrol started playing, the room filling with its bouncy rhythm. Tim barely waited a beat before turning to Jason, his hands gesturing eagerly.
“Do you wanna play with me?” Tim asked, his voice hopeful and full of genuine enthusiasm. “We’ve got the Paw Patrol toys—the tower, the cars, and all the pups!”
Jason hesitated, his wide eyes darting from the Toniebox to Tim’s bright, expectant face. He didn’t know what to say. No one had ever asked him to play before—not like this, not with toys like these. He didn’t know how to play. He wasn’t sure if he’d be any good at it. And what if he broke something? What if Alpha Wayne found out?
But Mama also told him to do what Alpha Waynes sons wanted him to, to be loyal and obidient to them.
He opened his mouth, then closed it again, his grip on his falcon tightening. Finally, he managed to whisper, “Am I allowed?”
Tim blinked at him like he didn’t understand the question. “Allowed?”
Jason’s heart thudded in his chest. “But Alpha Wayne didn’t say I was allowed to play…” Jason mumbled, his voice so low it was almost lost in the hum of the Toniebox still playing in the background.
Tim sat back on his heels near the colorful Paw Patrol tower and the cars lines up in a neat row, frowning. “Why wouldn’t you be allowed?”
“Mama said I’m not supposed to touch stuff that isn’t mine. I… I don’t wanna get in trouble.”
Tim tilted his head like a curious puppy. “But it’s not just mine,” he said, as if this explained everything. “It’s ours. And Dad said you can play! Right, Dick?”
Dick, who had been hanging back near the climbing wall, stepped in before Jason could answer. “You are allowed,” he said easily, like it was obvious. “That’s why we brought you here.”
Jason looked up at him nervously. “But…”
Dick crouched beside him, his voice gentler this time. “It’s okay, Jason. Promise.”
Tim was still frowning. “Why would someone not be allowed to play?”
Jason’s cheeks burned, and he dropped his gaze to the carpet. He didn’t know how to explain it—how to make them understand that nice things weren’t meant for him, that touching what didn’t belong to him usually ended in punishments.
Tim shrugged, brushing it off as weird but not worth worrying about. “Well, you are allowed,” he said matter-of-factly. “So c’mon.”
Dick gave him the smallest nudge toward the lineup of cars. “Go on,” he said softly, his voice kind but firm. “It’s okay.”
Jason hesitated, his fingers tightening on his falcon. He glanced up at Dick nervously, searching his face for any sign this might be a trick. But Dick just smiled, the kind of smile Jason couldn’t imagine hiding anything bad behind.
Slowly, Jason let his falcon rest in his pocket, his body stiff as he sat down next to Tim, careful not to let any part of him touch the tower or the cars. He looked at the lineup of brightly colored vehicles, his throat tight with nerves.
Tim was already rummaging through the pile of toys, his energy unrelenting. With a flourish, he plucked a yellow bulldozer from the lineup and thrust it into Jason’s hands.
“You’re Rubble!” Tim declared, grinning as he grabbed a blue police car for himself. “And you’re also Marshall, ‘cause I’m gonna be Ryder and Skye, okay?”
Jason turned the bulldozer over in his hands, his fingers running over the scoop and wheels. It felt sturdy, heavier than he expected.
“Okay,” he murmured, unsure of what that meant but wanting to do it right.
Tim grinned and grabbed another figure, Ryder, holding it up like he was already mid-mission. “Okay, pups!” he said, voice high and dramatic like he was in a cartoon. “Mayor Goodway and Chickaletta are stuck on a mountain, and the bridge broke, so we gotta build a new path and rescue them before the storm hits!”
Jason blinked. “A storm?”
Tim nodded seriously. “Yeah! With lightning and rain and—uh—mudslides. It’s bad.” He shoved another car toward Jason. “You have to clear the rocks so Chase can get through with the safety cones!”
Jason swallowed nervously but scooted closer, setting Rubble’s bulldozer at the edge of the rug. He pushed it forward tentatively, its wheels rolling easily over the soft surface. “Like this?”
“Yeah!” Tim cheered, bouncing a little on his knees. “But you have to say his catchphrase!”
Jason paused, confused. “His… what?”
“His catchphrase! ” Tim said like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “Rubble says, ‘Rubble on the double!’”
Jason stared, unsure if Tim was joking, but the younger boy just looked at him expectantly.
“Um… Rubble on the double?” Jason tried, his voice barely above a whisper.
Tim beamed. “Perfect!” He reached over, pushing a plastic rock into Jason’s path. “Now you gotta clear this out fast—Mayor Goodway’s running out of time!”
Jason hesitated only a second before rolling the bulldozer forward, scooping the rock out of the way. Tim immediately jumped in with more obstacles and sound effects, adding spinning tires and beeping horns.
“Good job, Rubble!” Tim said in his Ryder voice. “Now we need Marshall to get water on that fire before the flames reach the chicken coop!”
Jason’s eyes darted to the red fire truck Tim handed him, his fingers fumbling a little as he tried to fit the tiny figure into the seat. “What do I do?”
“Press the button!” Tim pointed eagerly.
Jason pressed it, and tiny plastic water cannons popped out with a click. He looked up, startled, but Tim grinned.
“Now say, ‘I’m fired up!’”
Jason hesitated again, but this time the corners of his mouth twitched, just a little. “I’m… fired up?”
“Yeah!” Tim crowed, making siren noises as he pushed the truck toward the imaginary fire. “You did it! The flames are out, and Chase says the road’s clear!”
Jason found himself grinning without realizing it, his hands moving more confidently now as he helped Tim line up the cars and figures.
They spent the next several minutes maneuvering around invisible dangers—rockslides, floods, and even an angry bear, that Tim got from the shelf with the Schleich figures.
“Look out!” Tim shouted suddenly, knocking one of the cars over. “It’s stuck in the mud! Rubble, we need your scoop!”
Jason jumped, almost knocking over Skyes Helicopeter, but he quickly recovered, pushing the bulldozer forward to save the car. “Rubble on the double!” he said, louder this time.
Tim whooped. “Yes! Rescue complete!”
Jason beamed, his heart pounding like he’d really just saved the day. Tim was already setting up the next scene, and Jason didn’t even notice how natural it felt to follow along now—how, for the first time in what felt like forever, he wasn’t scared at all.
Notes:
Merry Christmas to everyone who is already celebrating and who will celebrate soon. For us it begins in a few hours. My parents and my brother will come for dinner and the kids will already get the presents my grandparents bring. We will put out cookies and milk and carrots tonight. And tomorrow morning Santa (Weihnachtsmann) will have been there to bare presents.
Why am I telling you this? Because my kid was actually the biggest inspiration for the scene in the playroom. She loves her Toniebox and she loves her Paw Patrol Tower and the cars even more and she always re-plays the episodes she watched on Netflix 😂 For christmas she will get the missing two cars, Everest and Sky and the big Paw Patroller (like a bus where you can store the cars in). She will be so happy but actually she loves Peppa Pig too, so she’ll get something of that too! And lots of more things because I have such a large family and we will see them all over the coming days. That’s why I can’t promise if there will be another chapter during the next few days.
The gym in the playground is my dream for my kids actually. I made do in their rooms. They have a pikler triangle with a small boulder ladder (which can also serve as a slide if turned around) a ball pit and a hanging cave/seat and they will get balance stones and a balance board for christmas too. But if I had an extra room I’d force my husband and his best friend to build such an indoor gym!
Okay enough rambling: enjoy your day, enjoy your loved ones, enjoy your food 🎄🥰
And for those not celebrating: I wish you have a nice day 🥰
Chapter 16
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
Not cursive scene (present): threath of spanking a minor, harsh behavior against a child
Cursive scene (flashback): Spanking a minor with a wooden spoon, hand slapping a minor with a wooden spoon
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Alpha Wayne and Catherine arrived at the playroom, the sight of Jason startled her into panic. He sat cross-legged on the carpet, a red toy car gripped in his hand, its wheels spinning as he pushed it down the ramp of a brightly colored tower. The plastic clatter of the car rolling echoed in the quiet, and for a fleeting second, Jason looked content—just a little boy playing.
Catherine didn’t register the warmth of the moment. Her vision tunneled, her heart pounding as if the very walls were closing in. Without thinking, she rushed forward, her movements abrupt, driven by instinct.
“Jason!” she gasped, her voice barely above a whisper but sharp enough to cut through the air. She dropped to her knees, grabbing his small wrist with trembling fingers. The suddenness of her grip made him freeze, his body stiffening as his head jerked up. Wide, startled eyes stared back at her, a flash of fear quickly clouding the curiosity and joy he’d been wearing just seconds ago.
Catherine’s breath came in uneven bursts as she wrested the toy from his fingers, her movements almost frantic. The car’s bright paint glinted under the playroom lights as she carefully set it back on the floor. Her hands trembled as if the act itself could undo whatever invisible wrong she feared had been committed.
“Apologize,” she hissed, the word leaving her lips like a sharp crack in the silence. Her voice shook, but she didn’t have time to steady it—not with the Alpha standing there, watching. Judging. Deciding.
Jason flinched under her tone, his breath catching audibly, but he didn’t pull away when her hand slid to the back of his neck. Her touch was light—gentler than the desperation lacing her words—but her fingers trembled as they pressed against his skin. She guided him downward, and he went. He always went, pliant and obedient, his forehead brushing the carpet as her hand urged him lower.
Still, he didn’t speak. Why wasn’t he speaking?
The silence pressed in, thick and suffocating, as Catherine’s pulse roared in her ears. She didn’t notice the sound of Alpha Wayne’s voice at first—too caught in her panic, in the desperate need to fix this before it was too late.
“Dick, please take Tim and go look for Alfred.”
Her head snapped up at the words, the Alpha’s voice steady but firm. Her stomach lurched.
“But Dad!” The young Alpha’s voice rang out, sharp and indignant, brimming with the same authority that had always made her blood run cold. Alpha Dick. His Alpha fathers heir. The boy who would take over one day.
He’d want to punish Jason himself—stake his claim, assert his dominance. It was only natural.
Catherine’s breathing grew faster, her panic spiraling into desperation. Her fingers pressed against the warm skin of his neck—not in anger, but in the hope of coaxing him into compliance. She squeezed right above the little mark left behind from Alpha Willis paternal bond, just barely, a gesture more rooted in her own terror than any intent to harm.
Her breathing quickened, panic clawing up her throat. She pressed her hand a little harder against the nape of Jason’s neck—not out of anger, never anger, but desperation. Desperation to keep him still, to make him small and quiet and unnoticeable.
Cathrine felt the fragile beat of his pulse under her fingers and hated how easily she could feel it trembling, like a bird caught in a trap.
“Dick.” Alpha Wayne’s voice was sharper now, cutting through the tension. “Go to Alfred. I will explain later.”
“But Jason—”
“This is not up for discussion,” the Alpha decided, his tone like unyielding. “For now, you do what I say. We will discuss this later.”
Catherine barely noticed the way the young Alpha hesitated before obeying, how he lingered for a moment longer before retreating with Tim in tow. She didn’t hear the soft click of the door as it shut behind them.
Her whole world had narrowed down to the trembling boy beneath her hands and the towering figure in front of her.
She couldn’t stop shaking. Her fingers flexed against Jason’s neck before falling away, trembling so hard now that she couldn’t keep them still. She turned toward Alpha Wayne, her legs folding underneath her, her head instinctively bowing lower.
“Alpha…” Her voice broke as she turned toward Alpha Aayne, her words tumbling out in a frantic rush. “Alpha, please. He won’t do it again. Jason knows—he knows he’s been bad. But please, if you allow it, I will punish him. Shall you deem it fair, Alpha, I will spank him. Right here, right now. Please…”
Her voice cracked under the weight of her panic, her words laced with the kind of fear that spoke of years spent navigating dangers she couldn’t risk to misunderstand.
Jason remained silent, his head tilted slightly, his left cheek pressed against the soft carpet. His small face was hidden from her, but his voice, quiet and broken, slipped into the air like a blade.
“Mama…” he whispered, the word catching on a sob that didn’t quite break free.
“Quiet, Jason,” Catherine hissed, her voice trembling as much as her hands. Her fingers moved to the waistband of his facility issued grey trousers, her vision blurring as panic took hold. She knew what had to be done—what misbehaving pups required. It wasn’t a choice, not really. It was the only way to prove their remirse, the only thing to avoid making things worse. Her hands were shaking as she started to pull the fabric down, her grip fumbling, desperate.
Before she could even lower the waistband, a large hand closed around her wrist, firm and unrelenting. The pressure was immediate, halting her movements entirely, but it didn’t crush her bones.
“Catherine,” Alpha Wayne’s voice rumbled, calm but edged with command. “Have you ever spanked Jason?”
Her breath hitched, her panic surging into a wave of humiliation and dread. She turned her face away, her free hand scrambling to pull Jason closer to her. Her fingers curled tightly around his thin arm, her trembling grip urging him to hide behind her. To her dismay, Jason didn’t move. He stayed rooted in place, his deep blue eyes looking up at the towering Alpha.
“Answer my question, Catherine,” Alpha Wayne said again, his voice quieter now but no less authoritative.
Her lips parted, but the words came out in a stuttering rush, thick with desperation. “No, Alpha,” she admitted, her voice cracking. “But… please, Alpha. He will learn. His Alpha father spanked him. Not often, but… please, Alpha, Jason is a compliant child. I don’t know what got into him. Please…”
The confession unraveled her entirely, her knees trembling as her breaths turned shallow and erratic. She clung tighter to Jason, trying to shield him even as she begged for permission to punish him. The tears came suddenly, ugly and uncontrollable, spilling down her cheeks as she choked on her words.
“Please, Alpha,” she sobbed, her voice breaking into uneven gasps. “Of course, he will accept any punishment you deem fit. But I assure you, a spanking will keep him in line. You can…” Her voice faltered, the next words nearly inaudible. “If you’d rather… you can…”
Her chest tightened painfully, her breath catching as her gaze darted to his hands. They were so large, his grip alone enough to hold her in place with ease. She imagined what it would feel like if those hands came down hard, the unbearable sting of it. Her throat constricted at the thought, terror crawling up her spine.
Why had Jason been so foolish? Why had he touched the Alpha children’s toys? Alpha Wayne had only allowed them to look, to observe. Nothing more. They had already been given too much.
Catherine’s fingers tightened around Jason’s arm, tugging at him again, harder this time, but he didn’t budge. His small frame knelt resolute, knees pressed to the carpet and arms curled under his little body, like he could disappear entirely if he tried hard enough. His eyes, wide and searching, stayed locked on the Alpha.
Catherine saw the moment his chest hitched, the way his lips trembled, and then—then he made a sound.
It wasn’t a cry or a whimper, but something broken—something so raw and small it didn’t sound like it belonged to a child at all. The noise pierced through Catherine’s panic like jagged claws raking down her chest, sharp and merciless. It ripped through her, leaving her trembling and unsteady, but it wasn’t enough to make her stop.
She pulled at him again, her breaths coming too fast now, shallow and frantic. He wasn’t listening. Why wasn’t he listening?
Her nails bit into his arm, urging him, pulling at him, but he wouldn’t move. Wouldn’t even look at her.
Why wasn’t he moving? Didn’t he see what he’d done? Didn’t he understand?
The Alpha’s toys weren’t his. None of this was his. He wasn’t Alpha Wayne’s pup. He had no claim here. He had already been given too much—too much food, too many warm clothes, too much safety.
She should’ve reminded him more—should’ve taught him more. But he hadn’t listened.
And now it was too late.
Terror clawed at her chest, sharp and relentless, like talons sinking into flesh and tearing deep. The pain of it made her breath catch, made her stomach churn until she thought she might be sick right there on the floor.
She couldn’t even make out what the Alpha was saying anymore. His voice felt distant, distorted, like it was coming through water, and she couldn’t— couldn’t —afford not to hear him, not now.
“Jason,” she tried again, but her voice broke halfway through his name. Her grip tightened, her hands shaking. “Apologize ! ”
But Jason didn’t.
He just stayed there—small and frozen and heartbreakingly stubborn.
Her chest heaved, the panic bubbling higher, burning hotter. She turned, eyes darting up to the Alpha’s face, but she couldn’t hold his gaze. It was too much. All of it was too much.
“Please—please, Alpha, I’m so sorry.” The words spilled out before she could stop them, tumbling over each other in a frantic rush.
“I’ll make him understand,” she promised. Her nails bit deeper. “He won’t forget again. Please, Alpha—please don’t be angry.”
Alpha Wayne’s voice cut through the haze, sharp and steady. “Catherine.” She startled, her breath stalling as her body locked up tight.
The Alpha wasn’t shouting. He wasn’t growling or snapping commands, but somehow, the calmness in his voice was worse. It felt heavier, more deliberate.
“Did you hear what I said?”
She hadn’t. She knew she hadn’t, but her mind was too tangled, too frantic, too full of noise to find the words to admit it. Her breathing hitched again, chest heaving, eyes burning.The only thing she could do was keep her head down, keep begging.
“Please,” she whispered again, her voice barely more than a breath. “He won’t touch anything again, Alpha. I’ll teach him. I’ll make sure he learns.”
But Jason still wouldn’t move. Her hand trembled as she moved toward Jason’s trousers again, desperate to rectify whatever transgression her child had committed.
Once more, the Alpha’s hand caught her wrist, firm but not cruel. The restraint brought her up short, a jolt of shame and fear coursing through her.
“Listen, Catherine,” the Alpha said, his voice steady, commanding but not harsh. He waited, patient, as though her compliance wasn’t inevitable. “Are you listening to me?”
It took a moment for his words to pierce through her spiraling thoughts. Her breathing was shallow, erratic, but eventually, she nodded.
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice tight and low, like the submission had been dragged out of her.
“I won’t allow you to spank Jason,” he said, each word measured, deliberate. His tone was kind but unyielding, the kind of kindness that felt like a trap. “Not now, not ever. No child gets spanked in my house. We do not hurt our children.”
Catherine froze, her breath hitching painfully. Her pulse roared in her ears, drowning out everything but those words. Words that didn’t make sense. Words that couldn’t be real.
No child gets spanked? No punishment?
It was a lie. Beautiful and impossible. A lie she wanted so desperately to believe that it made her chest ache.
Her knees pressed harder into the carpet, her hands trembling where they hovered near Jason’s small, curled frame. She barely noticed when the Alpha loosened his grip on her wrist, but when he moved—when he lowered himself onto the floor—her world tilted.
Alphas didn’t do that. Not for Omegas. Not for pups that weren’t their own.
It was a gesture so foreign, so unexpected, that she could only watch in stunned silence. This larger-than-life Alpha sat cross-legged in his children’s playroom. It shouldn’t have made him look smaller, but it didn’t. But still, his towering figure seemed suddenly almost… approachable.
“Do you understand, Catherine?”
Her throat tightened painfully, but she forced herself to answer. “Yes, Alpha,” she said, her voice flat and mechanical.
It wasn’t true. She didn’t understand at all.
Her gaze dropped to Jason, who was still kneeling, still trembling, his little shoulders curled inward like he was trying to disappear. Her heart clenched, sharp and panicked. She wanted to reach for him, to hide him away from whatever punishment was coming next, even if it had to be at her own hands.
But then the Alpha spoke again, and this time the words weren’t for her.
“Jason,” Alpha Wayne said gently. “Pup, nobody’s going to hurt you. You’re doing so well.” Catherine blinked, the words jarring her out of her panic. So well?
Her eyes focused, and suddenly she saw what she hadn’t before. Jason wasn’t trembling anymore. He was still, his small hands gripping the carpet, but his breathing had slowed. The Alpha’s large hand rested on his head, stroking gently—not a threat, but a comfort. The kind of touch an Alpha gave to their own pup.
Catherine’s stomach twisted.
“Jason,” Alpha Wayne continued, voice low and soothing. “You don’t have to kneel, yeah? Just sit. You’re safe here.”
Jason obeyed immediately, shifting until he was sitting cross-legged, mirroring the Alpha. Catherine couldn’t breathe.
Alpha Waynes hand stayed on Jason’s head, fingers threading through his messy hair, deliberate and calm.
“Your mama is scared, Jason,” Alpha Wayne said, his voice low and soothing. “She’s not going to hurt you, pup. Do you want to hug her?”
Jason’s wide, tear-filled eyes turned to her. Something shattered. The look in his eyes broke her. Betrayal swam in those deep blue depths, betrayal and confusion, and it cut through her like a blade.
She’d never seen him look at her like that. Not even when there hadn’t been enough food to go around. Not even when she’d told him to stay quiet, to stay small, so no one would notice them. She’d promised him he was safe with her, that she’d never let anything bad happen to him. And now?
She was the bad thing.
“My pup. My sweet puppy,” she murmured, her voice breaking. “Please, Jase. I love you. I love you, pup. I’m so sorry. I love you.”
For one terrible moment, Jason didn’t move.
Her arms hovered, empty and aching, and she didn’t know if she’d ever feel the weight of him again. Her heart clenched so tightly it felt like it might tear.
And then—
“Mama.”
The word was small, barely more than a whisper, but it shattered her.
Jason threw himself into her arms, burying his face against her chest so hard it nearly knocked her backward. She caught him, clutching him tightly, one hand pressing against his hair as if to shield him from the world.
Her arms curled protectively around his small frame, pressing him close—closer—until the frantic beat of his heart thudded against her own. Her fingers tangled in his hair, stroking without rhythm, as though her touch alone could knit together the pieces of him she had shattered.
He was so small, so warm, and he still smelled like cotton and rain.
But his little body trembled against her, and her own tears fell silently into his hair.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I’m so sorry, my baby.”
She rocked him, her body moving without thought, her arms tightening like she could shield him from the world—from herself. Shame clawed at her ribs, sharp and unforgiving.
Her hands trembled as she stroked his back, her heart aching with the weight of her failure.
“No one will hurt you,” she whispered into his hair, her voice trembling. “Not this time. Never again.”
Her words felt like both a promise and a lie. She wanted so badly for them to be true. Needed them to be true. But how could she keep him safe in this house, in this world, where one wrong move could cost them everything?
Jason buried his face deeper into her shoulder, his small frame shaking so hard it hurt. She tightened her arms and her lips found the crown of his head, trembling against his hair, but the words she wanted to speak—the reassurances, the apologies—caught in her throat and stuck there, raw and aching.
It wasn’t enough. She knew it wasn’t enough.
She didn’t notice the tears soaking into his hair until Alpha Wayne shifted. Her head snapped up, instincts flaring, her body curling instinctively to shield Jason even as her heart stuttered with fear.
But the Alpha didn’t move closer. He just… watched. His expression was unreadable—calm, patient, but heavy in a way that made her stomach churn. He didn’t look angry. He didn’t look pleased either.
He didn’t speak. He didn’t command. He just sat there, his presence filling the room, but Catherine didn’t care. All that mattered was the boy in her arms. Her child. Her pup.
***
The knife scraped against the potato in Catherine’s unsteady hands, the peel coming off in thick, uneven strips. She pressed her lips together, her breaths shallow, trying desperately to match her mother’s delicate movements. Across from her, her mother worked with quiet, mechanical efficiency, her knife gliding smoothly down the potato, leaving only the thinnest layer of peel behind.
Her mother’s back was impossibly straight, her posture as perfect as the angles of a church steeple. Each motion was exact, practiced, and serene. She didn’t look up, didn’t falter. Her silence filled the room more than any words could have. She was everything an omega should be—calm, obedient, perfect.
Catherine’s potato slipped from her hands, tumbling onto the kitchen table with a dull thud. Her heart clenched. She reached for it quickly, her movements clumsy, her fingers skidding against the rough skin as the knife in her other hand trembled.
“Careful, Catherine,” her mother murmured, barely above a whisper. The wooden spoon beside her mother’s cutting board snapped sharply against Catherine’s knuckles. The sting lingered, hot and accusing. “Hold it steady. An omega’s hands must be precise. Gentle, but sure.”
“Yes, Mother,” Catherine whispered back, her cheeks burning as she fought back the sting in her fingers and her eyes. Her hands throbbed as she tried again. The knife caught awkwardly, its edge biting too deep into the potato. Another thick strip of flesh fell to the table, the waste glaringly obvious.
The door creaked open.
Catherine froze, her hand halting mid-cut, the potato trembling in her grasp. Heavy, deliberate footsteps crossed the threshold, the sound weighted, dragging the air into a suffocating stillness.
Her mother straightened even more, her already rigid posture becoming almost unnatural, her hands continuing their precise work. She didn’t look up. Instead, she inclined her head slightly, a small, deferential gesture that spoke louder than any words.
The Alpha strode into the room without a word, his presence swallowing the space whole. He approached the table, his shadow stretching over their work. Both Catherine and her mother immediately placed their knives down, their hands folding neatly in their laps, smudged with dirt and damp from the potatoes.
“Alpha,” her mother murmured, her voice soft as she lowered her head. Catherine mimicked her, lowering her own gaze.
The Alpha extended his hand toward the center of the table, waiting. Catherine’s mother was first, leaning forward to press her lips to his knuckles, the motion fluid and reverent. She didn’t linger or falter.
Then it was Catherine’s turn.
Her breath hitched. She leaned forward, her lips trembling as they brushed against his knuckles. But her hands shook, and her lips barely grazed the surface. Her knife slipped from where she had placed it, clattering onto the table with a sharp, metallic sound.
Her father’s eyes snapped to her, sharp and unforgiving, pinning Catherine in place as though the weight of his gaze alone could crush her.
“You’re useless,” he growled, his voice calm but cold, more terrifying than if he’d shouted. The measured cadence of his tone hinted at the storm beneath, a fury that needed no volume to make its point. He stepped forward deliberately, his broad frame casting a shadow over the small kitchen, the dim light barely grazing the edges of his stern expression. “Look at this.” He gestured sharply at the table, his hand hovering above the pile of misshapen peels and hacked potato chunks.
“I’m sorry, Alpha Father,” Catherine whispered, her voice shaking as she scrambled to pick up the knife she had dropped. Her hands betrayed her, trembling so hard that her fingers couldn’t grasp the hilt properly. Her pulse thundered in her ears, drowning out even the scrape of her mother’s steady knife work.
“Sorry?” His voice cut through the air like a blade, sharp and precise. “Sorry doesn’t fix waste.” He moved closer, his shadow now engulfing both Catherine and the mess she had made. “Look at what you’ve done,” he said, his words laced with contempt. “Half the potato is gone. Do you think food just falls into your lap? Do you think what I provide is endless? Do you think the Lord tolerates this kind of carelessness?”
“No, Alpha,” Catherine stammered, her head bowing lower with every word he spoke. Her cheeks burned hot with humiliation, her shoulders curling inward as though trying to make herself smaller, invisible.
The silence stretched unbearably long, oppressive and stifling, before her mother’s voice finally broke it.
“She is still learning, Alpha,” her mother murmured, her voice so soft it was almost drowned out by the tension in the room. “The spoon will teach her.”
Her father’s head turned sharply toward her mother, his gaze like steel. For a moment, the room seemed frozen, the only sound the rhythmic scrape of her mother’s knife against the potato in her hands. Her posture didn’t waver; she remained the picture of composure, her hands steady, her head inclined just enough to show deference without looking up.
“Learning?” he spat, his voice filled with disdain. “She’s presented. She’s not a pup anymore. If she can’t even peel a potato properly, what use is she? What kind of omega will she become?”
Her mother didn’t pause, didn’t flinch, her hands continuing their work without hesitation. “Useless, Alpha,” she agreed softly, her tone devoid of emotion, merely echoing his judgment.
Before Catherine could react, her father’s hand shot out, grabbing her chin with a grip so firm it made her wince. He yanked her face upward, forcing her to meet his piercing eyes.
“You’re wasting what God gave us,” he said, his voice low, calm, and chilling. His fingers pressed into her jaw, holding her still as he studied her with an expression of cold disappointment. “No omega in my household will waste what the Lord provides. No omega in my household will embarrass me with her incompetence.”
“I’m sorry, Alpha Father,” Catherine mumbled, her voice barely audible, her lips trembling.
“You’re not sorry,” he said coldly, releasing her chin abruptly. The force of his movement sent her stumbling slightly before he grabbed her arm in an iron grip. Without ceremony, he shoved her forward, her stomach hitting the edge of the table, and her cheek was pressed down into the pile of discarded peels. The rough texture scraped against her skin, the earthy scent filling her nose as tears pricked her eyes.
“But you will be,” he continued, his voice devoid of warmth. He reached for the wooden spoon on the counter, his movements slow and deliberate, the sound of its weight shifting in his hand filling the air like a prelude to what was coming.
Her mother’s knife didn’t falter. The rhythmic scrape of peeling continued, calm and methodical, as though what was happening inches away from her didn’t warrant even a glance. She remained seated, her hands steady, her posture unyielding, the perfect omega who never questioned, never wavered.
“An omega learns through discipline,” her father said, as he raised her dress skirt and pinned it under the waistband of the apron. He tested the weight of the spoon in his hand, before pulling down Catherines panties until they pooled down at her feet.
He didn’t raise his voice, didn’t bark or roar, but the menace in his tone was unmistakable. “And you, Omega, have much to learn.”
Catherine forced herself to stay silent, even as her fingers curled into fists against the edge of the table.
The first strike came without warning, sharp and stinging as the spoon landed against the back of her thigh. She flinched violently, her breath catching in her throat, but she didn’t cry out. The pain spread like fire.
“Waste,” he hissed, the word punctuated by another strike. “Ungrateful.”
Catherine bit down harder on her lip, tasting the faint metallic tang of blood as she struggled to stay still. Her legs shook, and her heart pounded, but she didn’t dare move.
With each strike, he listed her failings in a cold, measured tone. “Carelessness.” Strike. “Disrespect.” Strike. “Embarrassment to this family.” Strike.
The spoon cracked against her skin with mechanical precision, the sound echoing through the small kitchen. Her breathing came in shallow gasps now, her fingers clutching the edge of the table so tightly that her knuckles turned white.
And still, her mother didn’t look up.
When the strikes finally stopped, the silence in the room was suffocating. Her father stepped back, the wooden spoon still clutched in his hand, his gaze piercing and unyielding.
“You will not waste what I provide again,” he said, his voice calm but deadly. “Do you understand me?”
“Yes, Alpha Father,” Catherine whispered hoarsely, her voice trembling as she fought to keep it steady.
He stood there for a moment longer, his presence heavy and oppressive, before turning away. The spoon clattered onto the counter as he set it down, the sound making Catherine flinch despite herself. Without another word, he left the room, his heavy steps retreating down the hall.
The door clicked shut, and the oppressive silence that followed was almost worse than his presence. Catherine stayed where she was, her cheek still pressed against the table, her body trembling from the pain and effort of holding herself together.
Her mother finally stopped peeling, setting her knife down with a quiet clink. She turned to Catherine, her expression calm and composed.
Catherine nodded numbly, her throat too tight to form a response. She pushed herself upright slowly, her hands trembling as she smoothed her skirt over her aching thighs and bum. The sting of the strikes lingered, a sharp, pulsing reminder of her failure.
Catherine’s hands trembled as she reached for another potato.
“Catherine,” her mother said softly, her voice like the rustle of leaves. “Be still. Breathe.”
Catherine obeyed, her breath hitching as she tried to steady her shaking hands.
“We must always do better,” her mother whispered, her voice so quiet it was almost lost in the room. “For them. For God. For the house. You understand, don’t you?”
Catherine nodded, her throat too tight to respond. She understood perfectly.
“I do, Mother,” Catherine murmured, lowering her head further.
Her mother returned to her task without another word, her movements precise and deliberate. Catherine picked up her knife again, forcing her shaking hands to still as she reached for the next potato.
The room was silent save for the steady scrape of peeling, the weight of her failure still heavy in the air anc the pain from sitting on the wodden chair prominent.
She forced herself to focus on the task before her, the knife feeling too large and clumsy in her sore hands. Her fingers ached from gripping the table earlier, and the faint sting on her thighs made it nearly impossible to sit back on her stool without wincing.
The potatoes seemed endless, piled high in the woven basket on the counter like a cruel mountain designed to mock her. Catherine’s shoulders ached from hunching over the table, her fingers raw from gripping the dull paring knife that struggled to glide through the uneven skins. Every jagged peel or lopsided cut was met with a sharp tap of the wooden spoon against her knuckles, the sting echoing long after her mother’s hand withdrew.
She worked mechanically, her motions stiff and controlled, as if by sheer precision she could render herself invisible. Stripping away layers of the potatoes felt like stripping away parts of herself—her thoughts, her fears, her hope—until there was nothing left to offend or attract attention. If she could perfect her work, maybe the spoon would stop. Maybe her mother would stop.
Across her, her mother sat poised and unyielding, her knife moving in a steady, rhythmic scrape that filled the oppressive silence. The sound wasn’t comforting, wasn’t companionable. It was a warning, a reminder of expectations and consequences.
“Too thick,” her mother snapped suddenly, her voice cutting through the air like the knife she wielded.
Before Catherine could glance at the peel in question, the wooden spoon struck her hand in a swift, precise motion, the crack of wood against bone echoing in the confined space. Catherine flinched, biting her lip to hold back a sound, her head bowed as her fingers curled instinctively into her palm.
The room felt colder now, the tension thick and unrelenting. Catherine focused on the task, her hands moving slower but with more precision, each peel carefully shaved away. She knew she couldn’t afford another mistake.
The minutes dragged on, the sound of peeling and slicing filling the air. Her thighs throbbed, her hands trembled, but she didn’t stop. She couldn’t stop.
Her mother finished first, placing her neatly peeled potatoes into the bowl of water without a word. She wiped her hands on her apron and stood, her movements graceful and unhurried.
“When you’re finished, scrub the floors,” her mother said. “Alpha Father expects everything in its place by supper.”
“Yes, Mother,” Catherine murmured, not looking up.
Her mother paused for a moment, her gaze lingering on Catherine’s bent form. Then, without another word, she left the kitchen, her footsteps soft and measured as she disappeared down the hallway.
Catherine’s shoulders sagged slightly, the absence of her mother’s presence a small relief. But the weight of her father’s expectations still hung over her, an invisible chain pulling her down. She worked faster, her fingers raw against the knife, desperate to finish before anyone could return to find fault in her progress.
By the time she placed the last potato into the water, her hands were trembling so badly she could barely lift the bowl. She set it carefully on the counter, staring at the pale slices floating in the cold water.
She wiped her hands on her apron and turned to the bucket by the sink. The water was tepid, the rag stained from earlier chores, but she didn’t hesitate. She knelt on the floor began scrubbing.
The rhythmic motion of her hands against the floor was almost hypnotic, a grim sort of solace in the repetition. Each stroke felt like penance, a small way to make up for her endless shortcomings, even ihr her tights and bun hurt with ever move.
She worked until the tiles gleamed, her arms aching, her knees stiff. Only then did she sit back on her heels, wincing at the pain in her body and wiping a strand of hair from her face with a shaking hand.
The kitchen was spotless now, every surface shining, every imperfection erased. But Catherine didn’t feel relief—she felt hollow, a vessel emptied of everything but obedience.
She stood slowly, her legs protesting the movement, and leaned against the counter for support. The house was quiet now, the stillness oppressive. She knew her father would return soon, his sharp eyes searching for any flaw, any reason to remind her of her place.
She straightened her apron and smoothed her hair, her hands steadying as she prepared herself. No tears, no hesitation.
She’d do better. For them, for God, for the house.
Notes:
Heya people. It’s Christmas, my husband is watching the Kevin Movies (I hate them) and I’m on the couch next to him (with a sudden cold btw 🤧) and beta reading this chapter and finishing it faster than I anticipated. I hope you had fun, I’m gonna go head to bed soon and will hopefully be fit again for the big family dinner in the restaurant 🎄
Chapter 17
Notes:
No flashbacks no triggerwarning, right? 😂
Almost, there is one part in the beginning where Cathrine thinks about her mother and how she punished her sometimes. So basically spanking a minor with a spoon or a carpet beater. It’s only mentioned briefly but if you don’t feel comfortable let me know and I can tell you what to skip exactly.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The den was warm, steeped in an intimacy that Catherine had rarely known. The fire crackled faintly in the corner, its amber light dancing over the dark wood and plush furniture, lending the room a softness that bordered on surreal. Alpha Wayne had insisted, his voice low and even, that she and Jason sit on the couch. His tone carried the weight of an Alpha’s authority, but there had been no edge to it—only quiet insistence, a gentle nudge rather than a push. He had even suggested, almost casually, that Catherine tuck her feet up if she wanted to get comfortable.
That suggestion alone had thrown her. She had hesitated, her mind caught in a familiar whirl of caution. Comfort? The word felt foreign in an Alpha’s presence, too indulgent, too bold. But he had stood there, his patience steady, his gaze unyielding but not unkind. The suggestion didn’t feel like an order. It felt like permission, an unfamiliar kindness that left her fumbling with how to respond.
Now, she sat with her back pressed against the couch’s soft cushions, her feet drawn up as the Alpha had suggested. It still felt strange to relax so openly, as though she were waiting for the reprimand to come, for the softness beneath her to be yanked away.
Jason was cradled in her lap, his small frame curled against her as if he could burrow into her and disappear. His face was pressed into her chest, his breath warm and rhythmic against her skin. He wasn’t crying anymore, but the echoes of his earlier sobs seemed to linger in the room, ghostly reminders of his hurt.
Catherine held him close, her arms encircling him in a protective cocoon, her face buried in his unruly hair. His scent rose to meet her, a delicate mix that was uniquely Jason: the crispness of evaporated rain after a storm and the soft, airy warmth of sun-dried cotton.
It filled her senses, wrapping around her like a second blanket. It was grounding, a tether to the present that kept her from spiraling into the dark corners of her mind. But it also unraveled her, peeling back the layers she had carefully constructed around her heart.
The scent of him was her anchor, but it was also a mirror, reflecting back her fears and failures. She had been so scared earlier, so desperate to prevent Jason from misstepping in Alpha Waynes presence, that she had nearly snapped. Her voice had risen, sharp and panicked, in a way she hadn’t intended.
She had been trying to protect him, but instead, she had almost become the very thing she feared most: her mother’s shadow, a hand raised in the name of discipline. The thought made her stomach twist.
Catherine inhaled deeply, trying to steady herself. The air in the den was thick with the scent of the pack, a tapestry of aromas that mingled and wove together in a way that felt almost tangible.
There was the rich, creamy bitterness of milk coffee, warm and comforting like the steady hum of conversation in a kitchen at dawn. It blended with the buttery sweetness of freshly popped popcorn, the faint caramel edge of melted brown sugar and the exotic sweetness of dates clinging to the air like the memory of a shared dessert.
Beneath it all was the grounding scent of warm wood—cedar, maybe, or oak and the distinct smell of well-loves books, deep and steady, like the heartbeat of the room itself.
The scents didn’t just linger; they seemed to settle into the space, weaving together into something whole and indivisible. Catherine could feel it, almost see it in her mind’s eye: the way the scents intermingled like threads in a tapestry, each one distinct but inseparable from the others.
This was the scent of the pack, the essence of belonging and connection. It was as though the room itself had absorbed the presence of its occupants, holding their warmth and comfort in its fibers, in its very walls.
Her fingers moved absently through Jason’s hair, the strands soft and wild beneath her touch.
She could still feel the faint prickling of phantom blows against her skin, echoes of a childhood she had tried to bury. The memories rose unbidden, pulling her back to a kitchen that smelled of boiled potatoes and sour vinegar, back to her mother’s shadow stretching long against the walls.
The spoon will teach you, her mother’s voice rang out in her mind, sharp and unyielding. The words weren’t just a memory; they were a litany, etched into her very being.
She could see it so clearly—the glint of the wooden spoon in her mother’s hand, wielded not with anger but with cold, methodical purpose. Her mother’s face was distant, her eyes dull, as though she were somewhere far away even as she raised her hand. There had been no anger there, no frustration, only duty.
Her mother. A shell of a woman, hollowed out by years of submission, her identity eroded until all that remained was obedience. She had lived her whole adult life in devoted servitude to Catherine’s Alpha father, her every movement dictated by his will.
Catherine had rarely seen her mother smile, and when she did, it was tight-lipped and fleeting, like the ghost of a gesture. Even as a child, Catherine had sensed that her mother wasn’t a whole person, but she hadn’t known how to put it into words. All she had known was the rigid structure of their lives, the unspoken rules that dictated who they were allowed to be.
Her mother had been devout, not just in her faith but in her unwavering belief in the natural order. Alphas were God’s chosen, she had said time and time again, their might and authority ordained by divine will.
Omegas were lesser, created to serve, to obey, to submit. Her mother had clung to that belief with a fervor that bordered on desperation, as though it were the only thing keeping her afloat.
Catherine had believed it too. How could she not? It had been drilled into her with every word, every action, every sharp crack of the spoon against her knuckles, the carped beater to her behind and her mothers bare hand against her bare cheek until one side of her face was red and the other eerily faint.
Catherine had learned early that omegas were fragile, sinful creatures who needed discipline to keep them from falling into chaos. Her mother had called it love, though Catherine had never felt loved. She had felt molded, shaped, controlled.
Her mother’s scent had always been faint, overshadowed by the heavy presence of Catherine’s Alpha father. Even now, Catherine could barely remember it, as though her mother had been nothing more than a ghost in the home, her existence defined by the commands of her Alpha husband.
The memories came in a flood now, vivid and unrelenting. The kitchen, dimly lit and heavy with the scent of overcooked cabbage. The hum of her Alpha father’s voice from the other room, deep and authoritative, a constant presence even when he wasn’t in sight.
Her mother’s hands, rough and calloused, gripping her arm tightly as she delivered another lesson. The sting of the wooden spoon, the humiliation of being corrected again and again. And afterward, nothing. No comfort, no soft words, no reassurance. Her mother’s back would already be turned, her attention back on her Alpha’s orders or the tasks of the household.
Catherine’s throat tightened as the memories overlapped with the present. Her arms curled more tightly around Jason, her lips pressing softly against the crown of his head. He felt so small in her lap, so fragile, and yet he was the strongest thing she had ever known.
Catherine had grown up believing that natural order her mother and Alpha father had taught her. She had believed that omegas were lesser, that their rightful place was at the feet of Alphas, serving them with everything they were. It was a belief she had carried into adulthood, etched into her bones like scripture. But Jason had shaken that belief, shattered it in ways she hadn’t fully understood until now.
She tightened her hold on him, her lips pressing softly to his hair. She had been more devoted to Jason than to any Alpha’s birthright, even as her instincts screamed at her to submit, to bow, to obey.
She breathed him in deeply, letting his scent wash over her, a reminder of the here and now. Jason’s scent was everything good, everything pure: the clean, crisp air after a storm, the soft warmth of cotton drying in the sun. It was the scent of life and hope, of something worth protecting at all costs.
And yet, earlier, she had almost hurt him. No, not almost. She had hurt him. She had pressed his face to the floor. Instinct had overtaken her entirely, a cruel echo of everything she had endured, everything she had been taught. She had almost scruffed his neck. Her hand had hovered there, trembling with the urge to pin him, to force submission in the way her own father had done to her, the way every Alpha she’d ever known had done.
She had violated him by trying to pull his trousers down with Alpha present. Her breath hitched at the memory, shame burning in her chest.
She could still see the look in Jason’s wide, fearful eyes, the way he’d gone still under her hands. He hadn’t struggled, hadn’t fought back—because he trusted her.
The weight of it was suffocating, pressing down on her like a leaden cloak. She had acted out of fear, pure and all-consuming, but that didn’t excuse what she had done.
She had been terrified of what Alpha Wayne might do if Jason misstepped, of the wrath she had been conditioned to expect from any Alpha. The memory of her father’s hand, heavy and unrelenting, how his knuckles tasted like wax and incense whenever she kissed them in greeting, it all flashed through her mind, followed by the distant, hollow voice of her mother: “Submit to your Alpha Father, submit to the Lord.”
But Alpha Wayne hadn’t raised his hand. He hadn’t raised his voice. He hadn’t even been angry.
Instead, he had spoken with a calm that had unsettled her, not because it was threatening but because it was utterly foreign. He hadn’t demanded submission. He hadn’t issued punishment. He had told her to stop.
Alpha Wayne had told her to stop hurting her son. He had promised that in his house no children got spanked. Not ever! And that was huge!
And now, here she was. Sitting in his den, curled up on his couch with Jason in her arms, her body wrapped in a blanket the Alpha had draped around them. It wasn’t a nest, not really, but it felt like one. The couch was plush and deep, piled with pillows that cradled her as she sat.
He had told her to rest. Not as a command, but as an invitation. And then he had left.
The sheer kindness of it was too much to process. It felt like a trick, a test, a fragile thing that might shatter if she breathed wrong. She was in the Alpha’s den, and he wasn’t even in the room. He had taken his children elsewhere, leaving her to care for Jason without supervision, without judgment. The weight of that trust was almost unbearable.
Catherine glanced down at Jason, her fingers stroking absently through his hair. He had fallen asleep just now.
His small body soft and warm against her own. She could feel the slow, steady rhythm of his breathing, could see the faint flush of color in his cheeks where the firelight danced across his skin. He looked peaceful, so much younger than his six years, and yet the sight of him made her heart ache.
Jason was her entire world. He always had been, from the moment he had been placed in her arms, small and squalling and perfect.
Catherine pressed a soft kiss to Jason’s hair, her arms tightening around him as if she could shield him from the weight of the world. She didn’t know what the future held, didn’t know if this fragile peace would last.
But for now, in this moment, she would hold onto him, and she would try. Try to be better. Try to be more than her past had made her. Try to believe in a world where Alphas could be something other than fear.
The very idea of an Alpha who didn’t rule with force, who didn’t insist on obedience through fear, felt like a story told to pups, a fantasy meant to soothe them before reality set in.
But Bruce Wayne was real. His pack was real. The blanket around her shoulders was real, and so was the warmth of the fire, and so was Jason, safe and whole in her arms despite everything.
She couldn’t help but glance at the half-closed door, expecting the Alpha to return, to reveal that this had all been some elaborate test, a trap to catch her failing.
But when door creaked open the figure that slipped into the room was smaller, lighter, and far less imposing.
It was the Alphas pup.
Tim stood there for a moment, the dim glow of the firelight catching the dark strands of his unruly hair. His sharp blue eyes locked onto her, not with the guarded judgment she braced for, but with the intense curiosity of a pup whose questions bubbled faster than his mouth could catch up. He didn’t hesitate or fidget. He simply walked forward, his small steps firm and deliberate, like someone entering a room they already considered theirs.
Catherine blinked at him, unsure how to greet him. Jason stirred faintly in her arms but didn’t wake, his soft breathing steady against her chest.
The faintest hint of Tims scent reached her as he drew closer: the metallic tang of a new penny mixed with that bitter, earthy undertone of coffee.
It was distinct, sharp yet not unpleasant, and Catherine found herself oddly comforted by it. There was a cleanness to it, a kind of raw honesty, that suited the pup before her.
His mother, Catherine thought, piecing together the mystery of the pup. Scents passed through bloodlines—parents left their marks on their pups, weaving faint echoes into their scent. She’d learned that long ago. Jason carried the clean, fresh smell of rain that overlapped with her own grassy freshness, but also the undertones of his alpha father scent: Willis wool and Jasons cotton, turning damp and moldy much to often. Willis had been a sorrowful child buried beneath layers of cruelty.
But Tim… Tim’s scent was different. It wasn’t Alpha Waynes brown sugar and spiced wood, though the faintest echo of that warmth clung to him, recent and fleeting, like an imprint left by a comforting touch. It wasn’t inherited, Catherine realized, her heart skipping as she put the pieces together. Scents didn’t always pass evenly; sometimes an omega’s presence was wholly overridden by the alpha’s stronger bloodline, leaving no trace left behind on the pup they created. But this? This was something else.
Maybe Tim’s mother was an alpha too, like Damian’s. The Alpha lady in the store had called her Talia, Damians second Alpha parent. But even then, Damian and Tim didn’t share scents, apart from the trace of Alpha Wayne that tied them both to him. But Damians was much stronger, the sweet dates an exotic version of Alpha Waynes brown sugary scent. The mystery deepened, and Catherine’s thoughts swirled uneasily.
But Tim stopped just short of the couch, tilting his head in a way that made Catherine feel strangely exposed. His blue eyes studied her, sharp and calculating, as though weighing her very presence. She lowered her gaze instinctively, her omega instincts urging deference, though his focus left her feeling off-balance. Was he curious? Suspicious? She couldn’t tell.
“Hi,” he said finally, the word clipped and matter-of-fact, like he’d decided there was no point in ceremony. And why wouldn’t there. She was just an Omega after all.
Catherine hesitated, unsure how to respond. “Hello, Tim,” she said softly, lowering her voice with automatic respect. The words felt clumsy in her mouth, foreign. This was Alpha Wayne’s son, after all. She needed to be careful. Needed to—
“Is it soft?”
Her thoughts stumbled, catching on the question. Catherine blinked, surprised. “I—I fear I must have misunderstood your question,” she said cautiously, trying to keep her tone neutral.
Tim didn’t explain right away. Instead, he pointed, a small hand gesturing toward the blanket draped loosely over her and Jason. His expression was unreadable, but there was a persistence in his eyes that unsettled her.
“The blanket,” he clarified, utterly unbothered by her confusion, his tone steady, as if this were the most natural question in the world. “It looks soft. Is it?”
Her fingers moved unconsciously over the fabric, brushing the worn, familiar texture. She felt a flicker of embarrassment, as if the question itself might somehow expose her—though she couldn’t have said why.
“Yes, Tim,” she replied finally, still unsure but wanting to offer respect. “It is soft.” She felt like she should express her thankfulness for being allowed to cuddle her pup under a blanket as soft as that one, but Tim was just five and if Cathrine had learned one thing from the riot she had caused in the playroom, it was that the pups deserved as much normalcy as they could get in a situation like theirs. Her pup and Alpha Waynes.
Alpha Wayne had been kind, patient even, promising that no child under his roof would ever face the punishments she had come to expect. If he could make such a promise, then surely she could manage something as simple as acting like a funtioning human being instead of a defective Omega in front of the kids.
Tim’s lips quirked into a satisfied smile, the kind of small victory a pup might savor when the world had finally given a concrete answer. Without hesitation, he clambered up onto the other end of the couch. His movements were steady, deliberate, like he had decided this space was now his to occupy.
He didn’t sit properly. Instead, he folded himself sideways, his legs crossed beneath him, his socked feet tucked neatly. His posture was relaxed but watchful, his hands resting on his knees as his gaze flicked between her and Jason with unrelenting curiosity.
“Do you always hold Jason like that?” he asked after a moment, the words blunt and oddly accusatory, like he’d caught her in the act of something unusual. And he had. Sitting in the Alphas family den, as casual as she did, nesting with her pup in a public space felt forbidden. But it was’t. Her Alpha had permitted it and his word stood above the Alphas pup.
Catherine hesitated, smoothing her hand over Jason’s back in slow, familiar strokes. She glanced down at him.
“When he lets me,” she said softly, as if the admission might break something.
Tim frowned, his nose scrunching in a way that reminded her faintly of Jason when he was puzzling over something too big for his small frame. “He doesn’t look squirmy,” he pointed out, the words flat but holding the weight of judgment. “I was squirmy. My mom said so all the time.”
“Oh,” Catherine murmured, unsure of how to respond. There was no way to miss the faint bitterness in his tone, but he delivered the words like he was simply stating facts, the way one might comment on the weather.
“She didn’t hold me much,” Tim continued, his voice strange, as though he wasn’t speaking of something that should have mattered, but somehow still did. “Said I moved too much and made her arms tired. I think she liked her work better than holding me anyway.”
Catherine’s chest tightened painfully at the confession, but she kept her face neutral, her Omega instincts urging her to remain soft and nonthreatening. That was how most omegas were trained to live—stoic and ready to adapt to whatever pain was handed to them.
She smoothed her fingers over Jason’s back again, remembering the countless times she’d bound him against her chest or her back with the thin woolen scarf, carrying him close while her hands worked. The weight of him had always been reassuring, grounding her in the knowledge that he was safe, that he wasn’t alone.
Tim’s words lingered in the air, heavy and raw, but he shrugged as if they didn’t matter. “It’s whatever,” he said, leaning back against the armrest. “Blankets at my old house were itchy anyway. The kind you weren’t supposed to use because they matched the couch.”
He wrinkled his nose at the memory, the smallest flicker of disdain in his sharp features. “You ever had a blanket like that?”
Catherine shook her head slowly. “No,” she said, her voice quiet. “But I’ve had blankets that were thin, or had some holes I couldn’t fix anymore.”
Tim hummed thoughtfully, his expression softening, though his eyes stayed locked on hers. “Hmm. I think itchy is worse.”
The quiet conviction in his voice startled a laugh out of Catherine, a sound she hadn’t intended but couldn’t hold back. It was quiet, brief, and unfamiliar in the dim room.
Tim turned to her sharply, his expression startled but not displeased. He studied her as if the sound was something fragile he wasn’t sure he’d heard correctly, but he didn’t press. Instead, he nodded solemnly, as if he’d decided they were in agreement about the hierarchy of bad blankets.
He dropped his gaze back to the blanket again, his expression guarded but intent. “It really does look soft,” he murmured, almost to himself.
Then, slowly, like he wasn’t sure he was allowed, Tim shifted closer. His small frame moved tentatively, each movement deliberate yet hesitant, as though he were navigating an invisible minefield. Inch by inch, he crept along the couch until his socked foot slipped beneath the edge of the blanket. The fabric shifted with him, a faint rustle filling the air, and then his toe brushed lightly against her leg. It wasn’t forceful—just the softest, most uncertain touch, like he was testing a line he couldn’t see but still feared crossing. She remembered well how that felt.
Catherine froze, unsure how to respond. The small act seemed too fragile to disturb, too weighted with something unspoken. Her heart twisted sharply, caught between an instinctive urge to comfort and the unfamiliar significance of the gesture. He didn’t look at her. His gaze stayed locked on the fire as if its flickering light might provide an answer, or perhaps as if he feared what he might see in her expression.
For a moment, she felt a strange sense of power—not the overbearing force of dominance but something quieter, more delicate. It wasn’t something she was used to.
No one had ever thought she had boundaries worth testing, much less judgment that mattered enough to be avoided. Her life had always been a series of orders to follow, lines drawn by others that she could not cross, expectations she could only meet or fail.
For Tim to hesitate, to care about her response, felt startlingly new, like stepping into sunlight after years of hiding in the shadows.
“Itchy blankets are the worst,” she said finally, her voice soft and careful, almost casual. The words hovered in the air like a tentative bridge, unassuming yet deliberate, meant to reach across the fragile space between them. She kept her tone light, but her chest felt tight, as if the weight of the moment were pressing inward. “I think you’re right about that.”
Tim didn’t respond right away. His small form remained still, his sharp blue eyes fixed on the fire as if it held the answers he sought. But Catherine felt the subtle shift in him, an invisible thread of tension loosening. His scent began to change, unraveling from its earlier bitterness. The acrid edge softened, melting into something warmer, milky and sweet.
She let out a quiet breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, a slow exhale that carried away a trace of her own hesitation.
His scent wasn’t just sweet in the way most pups’ were. No, it was uniquely Tim, a blend of curiosity and quiet resilience that lingered in the air like a whisper of something precious, a sweet hint of warm milk foam infused with the earthy richness of coffee grounds, tempered by the clean, sharp edge of a well-worn metal coffee press.
The more she sat with him, the more she saw the contradictions that made up this young pup. There was a gentle sweetness in him, buried beneath his sharp, matter of fact sincerity and his relentless curiousity. It should have been overwhelming but instead felt endearing.
Then his toes nudged against her leg again, this time with a little more intention. It was still cautious but there was an almost imperceptible shift in his body language, a faint loosening of the tension in his shoulders. It was a tiny gesture, almost insignificant in its simplicity, but to Catherine, it felt monumental. His socked foot barely pressed into her, but it carried a silent question, one she could feel more than hear.
Her fingers smoothed unconsciously over Jason’s back, grounding herself as a swell of unfamiliar emotion surged through her.
She had never interacted much with other people’s pups—brief encounters at most, always on the periphery of someone else’s family. And certainly never like this, never with a pup who seemed to seek her out not for what she could give, but simply for who she was.
Tim’s sweetness swept her away. His scent, his small, tentative gestures, the way he seemed to orbit her with a mix of wariness and curiosity—it was all so uniquely him.
“Does Jason always nap like this?” Tim’s voice broke the silence, soft but insistent. His gaze darted briefly to her face before returning to the fire, his toes nudging her leg again.
“When he feels safe,” Catherine replied carefully. “Yes.”
Tim hummed thoughtfully, as if information for later. “You make him feel safe?” he asked, his tone not accusatory, just curious.
Catherine hesitated, unsure how to respond. “I try to,” she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. Shame still curling deep inside her body.
Tim tilted his head slightly, studying her out of the corner of his eye. “That’s good,” he said simply, like he’d reached some quiet conclusion. Then, emboldened by her answer—or perhaps by her lack of rejection—he shifted again, sliding his other foot under the blanket. The movement was slow, tentative, but deliberate. “Daddy makes me feel safe, too.”
Catherine blinked, her thoughts faltering at the simple, earnest statement. She didn’t doubt Tim believed it—his scent carried the faintest hint of reassurance as he spoke—but she couldn’t reconcile it with what she thought she knew about Alphas. Alphas didn’t make people feel safe.
Alpha Wayne was huge, his presence dominating any room, his power and authority palpable in every word and movement.
Even when he was kind—and he had been nothing but kind to her and Jason—there was a weight to his actions, a heaviness that reminded her of his strength. Alphas didn’t cuddle their pups. They didn’t lower themselves to softness.
Her own Alpha father had been nice to her before she presented. He let her roam freely outside, spared her from chores meant for omegas and not pups, and praised her when she did something that made him proud. He patted her head on occasion, allowed her to wear blue jeans and knitted sweaters, even let her assist as an altar girl at liturgy. But he’d never held her the way she held Jason now, never coddled her or folded her into the safety of a nest.
It wasn’t the way of Alphas. They weren’t made for tenderness.
Had anyone ever cuddled Tim if his mother found him to squirmy and his father was the largest Alpha Cathrine had ever seen?
When she didn’t answer fast enough, Tim broke the silence with another question.
“Do you think Jason likes cake?” Tim asked suddenly, his small voice cutting through the quiet with a bluntness that startled Catherine.
She blinked, looking down at Jason in her arms. The boy’s weight was comforting, grounding, but the question threw her off balance. “Cake?” she echoed softly, unsure if she’d heard right.
“Yeah,” Tim said, shifting a little closer under the blanket.
“Everybody likes cake, right? But what if he doesn’t? What if he likes pie more?”
Catherine’s fingers stilled on Jason’s back for a moment before she quickly resumed smoothing over the fabric of his shirt. Her instincts told her to answer carefully, to be respectful but also honest. “I think Jason would like anything sweet,” she said. “So yes, he’d like cake.”
Tim tilted his head, studying her in that sharp way of his, before giving a small nod. “Yeah, probably,” he agreed. “What about you? Do you like cake?”
Catherine froze for half a heartbeat, the unexpected question catching her off guard. Her gaze flickered to the fire, and she felt her cheeks warm slightly, though she wasn’t sure why. “I—I think so,” she murmured, her voice dropping almost apologetically. “It’s been… a while since I’ve had any.”
Tim’s eyes widened, his legs shifting beneath the blanket. “A while?” he repeated, his tone incredulous. “Why?”
“Oh,” she said quickly, flustered by his directness. “It’s just… there wasn’t much reason. Or money.” She lowered her gaze, her fingers brushing over Jason’s hair now, a soothing motion for herself as much as for him. “Jasons … Jasons Alpha father was not fond of sweet treats like cake.”
Tim frowned, his little brows knitting together as if the idea genuinely bothered him. “That’s dumb,” he declared with all the bluntness of a child. “Daddy says everyone should get treats sometimes. Alfred makes him eat cake on his birthday, and Daddy doesn’t even like cake that much.”
Catherine’s lips twitched faintly at the thought of Alpha Wayne being forced to eat birthday cake. The image was so foreign, so absurd, that it almost didn’t feel real.
“You need cake, too. I’m gonna tell Daddy. He’ll fix it.”
Catherine’s breath hitched slightly, her cheeks warming again. “Oh, you don’t have to do that,” she said quickly, a faint thread of alarm creeping into her tone. “It’s really not necessary—”
“Nope,” he said decisively. “Cake makes people happy. And you—” He hesitated for just a moment, his brows furrowing slightly as if trying to find the right words. “You look like you could use more happy.”
The words hit her harder than she expected. Catherine’s fingers faltered where they rested on Jason’s back, and for a moment, all she could do was stare at the boy. Her breath caught in her chest, the weight of his statement sinking in.
“More happy?” she echoed softly, unsure how to respond.
Tim nodded, his tone unwavering. “Yeah. Jason’s happy right now,” he pointed out, gesturing toward the boy nestled in her arms. “See? You make him happy. So somebody should make you happy. That’s how it’s supposed to work.”
Tim nodded like this made perfect sense, his shins now pressing softly against her upper leg as he curled both legs beneath the blanket. He sat sideways on the couch, his small frame relaxed but still watchful.
Catherine swallowed hard, her throat tight. “Oh, Tim,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
“Do you like being here?” Tim suddenly asked.
The question caught her off guard, and she hesitated for a moment before answering. “I do,” she said finally, surprised by the steadiness of her own voice. The truth of the words startled her, though she hadn’t realized it until she spoke. “You’re all… very kind to us.”
Tim nodded again, his gaze flicking briefly to her face before returning to the fire. “I think Daddy likes you,” he said, the words blunt but not unkind. “Do you like him, too?”
Before Catherine could respond or even think about what the kid had said, the sound of footsteps reached them, followed by Alpha Waynes unmistakable presence filling the doorway. His scent preceded him—warm and spiced, grounding the room as much as the firelight. He sighed as he took in the scene, catching the tail end of Tim’s latest question.
“Tim,” he said, his voice low but firm. “I told you to let them rest.”
“I did,” Tim said, turning to look at his Alpha Father with a frown. “I’m just sitting here.”
Alpha Wayne raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms. “You’re sitting here and asking a question that isn’t kind.”
Tim frowned harder, his legs still tucked under the blanket. “It’s not mean either,” he said, defensive but not defiant. “I was just asking.”
The Alphas gaze softened slightly, though his tone remained firm. “It’s invasive, Tim.”
Tim looked between Catherine and and his Alpha Father, his frown shifting into something more uncertain. “Oh,” he said finally, his voice smaller now. “I didn’t mean it bad.”
“It’s alright,” Catherine said quickly, her voice gentle. She glanced at the Alpha, then back to Tim. She wanted to say more, to comfort him but she wouldn’t dare to speak as freely as she’d done before with Alpha Wayne present in the room now.
Tim’s scent shifted again, a faint hint of embarrassment mingling with his sweetness. He pulled his legs closer under the blanket, his shoulders hunching slightly. Alpha Wayne sighed again, stepping closer and crouching beside the couch so he was eye level with his son.
“You know I’m not mad, right?” He said, his tone softer now. “But sometimes questions can make people uncomfortable, even if you don’t mean them to.”
Tim nodded slowly, his gaze dropping to the blanket. “I didn’t think about that,” he admitted.
Alpha Wayne reached out, resting a hand lightly on Tim’s shoulder. “It’s okay, lad. Just be mindful next time.”
Tim gave a small nod, his scent softening into something calmer, more settled. Alpha Wayne stood, his hand lingering briefly on Tim’s shoulder before he straightened.
“Alright,” he said, his voice lighter now but still firm. “Time for you to find your own blanket, pup.”
Tim hesitated, his reluctance clear as he lingered beneath the shared warmth, his gaze flitting up to meet hers. There was something tentative in the way he looked at her, as though silently asking if she really wanted him gone. As if her opinion on that mattered. As if she could look their Alpha in the eye and tell him no.
But then slowly, Tim shuffled backward on the couch, his movements deliberate, until his legs were fully free of the shared cocoon.
The loss of his presence was immediate, sharper than Catherine had expected. Her leg, still under the warm fabric, felt strangely cold where his shins had pressed, and she had to fight the urge to reach out, to stop him from leaving.
Tim wasn’t a disturbance; he’d been a quiet, steady weight beside her, and the absence of his small warmth left her feeling strangely untethered. But it wasn’t her place to say so.
Alpha Wayne moved without a word, grabbing a folded blanket from the back of a nearby chair. He draped it gently around Tim’s shoulders, his hand settling briefly on the boy’s back before he sat down behind him. His larger frame surrounded Tim, his hand shifting to rub soothing circles over his small shoulder.
Catherine found herself watching them, unable to look away. The sight was so unlike anything she’d ever known—this quiet, easy tenderness from an Alpha. Her own Alpha Father had never been like this. Alphas didn’t coddle. They didn’t soothe. They didn’t hold their pups under soft blankets and rubbed their shoulders as though it were the most natural thing in the world.
But Alpha Wayne did.
He glanced up, catching her watching, and the faintest flicker of apology crossed his face. “I’m sorry,” he said after a moment. His voice was calm but genuine, the words heavier than she’d expected. “I’d told them to give you some space, but Tim slipped off while I had to take a call.”
Catherine blinked, startled. An Alpha apologizing to her? The idea felt too strange to grasp. She felt her throat tighten, a quiet panic building in her chest, but she quickly forced herself to speak. “It’s fine, Alpha. Truly. He… he wasn’t…” Her words faltered, trailing into silence as her mind groped for the right thing to say. But nothing seemed to fit.
Alpha Waynes steady gaze didn’t waver, his expression unreadable but kind. The weight of his patience only made the silence feel heavier, and Catherine found herself rushing to fill it, the compulsion to make herself small, to smooth things over, overriding everything else.
“Actually,” she said, her voice trembling at first but finding strength in the honesty of her words as she spoke. “I liked talking to him.” Her eyes darted to Tim, who was now tucked snugly against his Alpha Fathers side, his small body enveloped in the blanket Alpha Wayne had draped over him.
For a moment, the sight caught her breath. The juxtaposition of them—that broad-shouldered Alpha with his quiet, commanding presence, and Tim, small and bright-eyed, leaning into that same strength with absolute trust—was striking.
And yet, it mirrored her in a way she hadn’t expected, sitting there with Jason cradled in her arms. A tall, stern Alpha and a meek, unremarkable Omega, both cocooned by the tiny, unguarded worlds their pups created around them. The realization made her bold, her courage rising like a flicker of flame in the quiet.
“He’s… he’s a wonderful pup,” she added, the sincerity in her voice surprising even herself.
Alpha Waynes expression softened at her words, the corners of his mouth lifting in a faint, approving smile. His hand stilled briefly on Tim’s shoulder before resuming its gentle circles. “He is,” he said quietly, his voice carrying an almost reverent warmth, as though the words held a weight far greater than they seemed.
Catherine nodded, her hands smoothing absently over the blanket around Jason. The motion was automatic, grounding her even as her thoughts spiraled. The room felt different now—quiet but full, as if something unspoken had settled into the space between them.
Her leg still felt cold where Tim’s small body had pressed against it. He’d only been beside her for a few fleeting moments but the warmth of his presence lingering like a phantom.
She glanced at Alpha Wayne again, and for the briefest moment, their eyes met.
For a moment, the room felt heavy with unspoken things. But it wasn’t an uncomfortable weight—it was quiet, almost peaceful, as though the two of them shared an unspoken understanding of something fragile yet deeply precious.
Catherine hesitated, the impulse to lower her gaze tugging at her, but she didn’t look away. Something about the Alphas presence, about the quiet way he regarded her, was grounding. It frightened her but she choose to soldier through it.
Jason stirred against her, his small hand curling into her shirt as he let out a soft, contented sigh. The sound was small, barely more than a breath, but it broke the fragile silence that had wrapped around the room.
Catherine’s gaze fell to him, her fingers instinctively brushing over his dark hair in slow, soothing strokes. He felt so light in her arms, so small, but the weight of his trust—of his need for her—pressed heavily on her chest, nearly overwhelming in its intensity.
Alpha Waynes voice, low and careful, filled the quiet. “He’s been through so much,” he said, as though he, too, felt the gravity of the boy nestled between them. “You both have.”
Catherine’s chest tightened, the words striking a chord so deep it left her breathless. She hadn’t expected him to say that. Alphas didn’t say things like that. They didn’t acknowledge what Omegas carried. The last she’d expected of him was to acknowledge the depth of what she and Jason carried. Most Alphas wouldn’t have. But Alpha Wayne …
Her hands stilled for a moment against Jason’s hair, and she had to force herself to keep moving, to keep the boy grounded as much as she needed the grounding herself. She glanced up at the Alpha, the words catching in her throat, and she realized he was watching her. Intently.
“I can’t even imagine,” Alpha Wayne said softly, his voice almost a murmur. Then he fell silent, his gaze steady on her.
Her instincts surged forward, her body urging her to bow her head, to avert her gaze, to bare her neck in deference. The weight of him—of his presence, his attention—was too much. He was too much.
And yet… she couldn’t. Something in the way he looked at her, steady and certain but not demanding, kept her rooted. She felt like she should be ashamed for meeting his eyes, for holding that gaze, but there was no censure in him.
“If there is anything I can do to help…” His voice was so soft now, so earnest, that her breath hitched.
Her grip on Jason tightened slightly, her arms curling more securely around him as if to shield them both from a kindness she wasn’t sure how to accept. An Alpha offering help … it was unreal.
“I…” she started, her voice faltering. She swallowed hard, her throat suddenly too tight, and dropped her gaze, unable to hold his any longer. “I don’t… I don’t know,” she whispered, the words so faint they barely escaped her.
Alpha Wayne nodded, his hand still resting on Tim’s shoulder. The boy had relaxed entirely now, leaning into his father’s side with the easy trust of a pup who knew he was safe. Catherine’s eyes lingered on the sight for a moment, and, despite herself, a faint smile tugged at her lips.
Notes:
A bit of a longer wait I know but I just didn’t manage to Beta Read this chapter earlier. Private life and my cold kicked hard 😂 I went to bed earlier and napped a bit more when the kids let me but I also had a friend over half the day today an we even were in our small whirlpool which was amazing because the water temp was 40°C and outside it was like 2°C but super sunny and blue skies. A perfect day and I even feel less sick and could taste dinner again after almost two days of no taste and smell (which is not that bad though with to kids in diapers 😂😂).
So yes, that much about my private life 😅 I hope you enjoyed ghe chap - stay posted for the next one!
Chapter 18
Notes:
Trigger Warning: Oral Sex in the second flashback, an generally bad (toxic and harsh) treatment of a pregnant Omega during the first and the second flashback scene.
This is a flashback heavy scene. Willis and Cathrine kinda had a mind of their own this time and it got super long. Originally the conversation between Bruce and Cathrine was part of Chapter too but well … it got to long 😂
I will still try to upload the next chapter as fast as possible 🥰
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The house reeked of stale beer and greasy food, an oppressive combination that clung to the walls no matter how hard Catherine scrubbed. Her back ached from hours spent bent over, scrubbing the sticky kitchen floor, her hands raw from wringing out dirty cleaning water.
She’d wiped down the coffee table, washed the mountain of dishes Willis and his friends had left behind, and aired out the living room. But no matter what she did, the smell of poker night seemed to linger, as though mocking her efforts.
Her swollen feet throbbed with every step as she moved between the kitchen and the living room, clutching an overfilled garbage bag. The weight of her belly was a constant reminder of her pregnancy, the baby kicking persistently, as if urging her to slow down. She paused for a moment, resting a hand on her stomach, and whispered softly, “I know, little one. Mama’s tired too.”
Alpha Willis sprawled out on the couch, an empty can of beer dangling from one hand, the other clutching the remote as he flipped between channels. He had been there all morning, mumbling about how poker night had “taken it out of him.” Catherine had heard him snore more than once but hadn’t dared disturb him. He worked hard providing for them, after all, and he deserved to rest.
As she dragged the garbage bag toward the door, her steps uneven and slow, he stirred. “Babe, can you keep it down?” he muttered, rubbing his eyes and shifting slightly.
Catherine froze mid-step. Her heart sank. She hadn’t meant to disturb him. When she spoke, her voice was soft and low. “Sorry, Alpha,” she said, lowering her gaze. She carried the trash outside, the cool air biting at her flushed face, before trudging back in.
By the time she returned, Alpha Willis was awake, sitting upright and stretching his arms lazily over his head. He groaned, rubbing the back of his neck. “God, my neck is killing me. Must’ve slept wrong on this damn couch. Feels like someone hit me with a sledgehammer.”
Catherine glanced at him, her hands full of empty cans and chip bags she’d been gathering from around the living room. She placed them carefully into another garbage bag, making sure not to crinkle the plastic too loudly.
“Hey,” Alpha Willis called, his tone lighter now, almost teasing. “Come here a second.”
She hesitated, glancing at the mess still waiting to be cleaned. But when her Alpha called, everything else could wait. She set the trash aside and stepped closer.
“Feel this,” Alpha Willis said, tilting his head to one side and pointing to his neck. “Right here. It’s like a knot or something. Hurts like hell.”
Her fingers hovered for a moment before she dared to touch him, her movements tentative and gentle. “It does feel a little tense, Alpha,” she said softly.
“See? That’s what I’m saying.” He leaned back against the couch, closing his eyes. “You’re so good at this kind of thing, babe.
You’ve got those soft little omega hands. Come on, rub it out for me. Make yourself useful.”
Her cheeks burned, but she nodded. “Of course, Alpha.”
As she lowered herself onto the couch beside him, she winced at the strain on her back. The baby shifted inside her, pressing against her ribs, but she forced herself to ignore it. Her Alpha needed her. That was all that mattered.
Even though her back ached and her feet screamed for rest, she couldn’t deny him this. He worked so hard for her, provided for her and the baby. He’d even found a new job last week. The least she could do was make him comfortable.
Her movements were slow and deliberate, each press of her hand a silent act of gratitude for having an Alpha like Willis. He wasn’t perfect, but he was still better than what she’d grown up with. Her father, cold and domineering, had never praised her like Alpha Willis did, at least not after she presented. Her Alpha’s kind words were a treasure, something she clung to like a lifeline.
As her hands continued to knead the tight muscles in his neck, Catherine let her mind wander to how lucky she was to be useful to him. It didn’t matter that her own body was aching, or that she was so tired she could barely see straight. What mattered was that Alpha Willis needed her, and she could ease his discomfort. It was her duty and her privilege.
“Yeah, that’s it,” Alpha Willis sighed, his voice soft and satisfied. “You’ve got magic hands, you know that? Always making me feel better. You’re such a good omega, babe. Taking care of me like this. Always thinking about me, putting me first. That’s what I like about you so much.”
The words washed over her like a balm. Her Alpha’s praise was everything, the ultimate validation of her worth. He thought she was a good omega. He appreciated her. That meant everything. “Thank you, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice trembling with gratitude. “It makes me so happy to know I can take care of you.”
Catherine’s hands worked harder, even as her own body protested. Her exhaustion didn’t matter; she had been raised to believe that an omega’s purpose was to serve, and Alpha Willis reminded her of that in a way that made her feel valued, even cherished. She wasn’t just doing her duty—she was fulfilling her purpose.
“You make me feel like a king,” Alpha Willis said with a lazy smile, his eyes still closed.
Catherine’s chest swelled with pride, and she bit her lip to keep her emotions from spilling over. “That’s all I want, Alpha,” she said softly. “To make you happy, to make your life easier. You deserve it.”
“Damn right I do,” he said, letting out a satisfied sigh. “All the crap I put up with—working, paying the bills, dealing with the stress. It’s good to come home to someone who knows her place.”
Her hands trembled slightly, but she kept going, focusing on the rhythm of the massage. “I just want to be a good omega for you, Alpha,” she said softly.
“And you are,” Alpha Willis said, his voice heavy with drowsiness. “You’re not perfect—God knows you’ve got your flaws—but you’re better than some of the others out there. At least you’re not one of those mouthy ones. I’d never stand for that.”
Catherine forced a small smile. “Thank you, Alpha. That means so much to me.”
The baby kicked again, harder this time, and she winced. She wanted to cradle her belly to whisper to her baby but she couldn’t when Alpha needed her more.
Alpha Willis let out a contented sigh, sinking deeper into the couch. “You’re lucky to have me, you know. Most alphas wouldn’t put up with half the crap you pull. But I’m a patient guy. You’ve got potential. Just gotta keep working at it.”
Her chest tightened, but she nodded. “Yes, Alpha. I’ll keep trying.”
“Good,” he murmured, his voice fading as he drifted off again. “Don’t stop yet. Feels too good.”
Catherine’s hands moved slower now, her muscles aching with every motion. But she kept going, ignoring the tears welling in her eyes, telling herself that this was love—this was devotion. This was what she was supposed to do, what her Alpha deserved.
***
The table was alive with sound—the rhythmic clinking of silverware against plates, Tim and Alpha Dick animatedly recounting their afternoon escapades to Beta Alfred, their voices weaving in and out of the quiet hum of conversation. Even the soft, steady suckling of Damian’s bottle filled the space, punctuated by tiny, contented sighs as he drank. Yet for Catherine, it was the smallest sound—the barely audible, happy hum Jason made when he took his first bite of a meatball—that caught her attention and nearly brought tears to her eyes.
She stared at her plate, her fork poised hesitantly above the noodles coated in a vibrant tomato sauce, the faint gleam of oil catching the warm light from above. The meatballs sat perfectly browned and aromatic, their savory scent blending with the fresh, crisp tang of the salad beside them. A single piece of garlic bread, golden and fragrant with butter and herbs, rested at the edge of her plate. It was simple, perhaps even humble by the standards of a family like this, but to her, it was astonishingly generous.
She couldn’t stop glancing at the plate. The same food. It was the same meal that Alpha Wayne and his family were eating. Her breath hitched just thinking about it. Omegas didn’t eat like this, not in her world, not ever. The realization pressed against her chest, equal parts gratitude and disbelief.
They had been allowed to serve themselves again, and Catherine had hesitated, frozen by the abundance laid before her. The salad’s bright greens and reds, the warm, steaming noodles, the bowl of meatballs perched in the center of the table—it was too much, more than she could make sense of. She’d taken only a small portion, and not out of the ingrained humility she usually clung to, but because today, food had been plentiful. Three meals.
Three full meals in one day. It was a concept so foreign to her that her mind struggled to process it. She had expected scraps, perhaps leftovers, certainly not this. She hadn’t dared to imagine Jason’s plate piled high with the same richness afforded to everyone else at the table.
The flavors were almost too much—rich, savory, bursting with warmth and comfort. Each bite felt indulgent, almost sinful. She chewed slowly, cautiously, her movements deliberate as though savoring too much or eating too fast might draw attention to herself. Her gaze flickered upward occasionally, scanning the table, watching for any sign of displeasure.
But there was none.
Across the table, Alpha Wayne cradled Damian in his arms, tilting the bottle just so, his expression calm and focused. The baby’s tiny fingers curled loosely around the edges of his Alpha fathers sleeve, his dark eyes drooping as he drank. Catherine couldn’t tear her gaze away.
An Alpha feeding his pup at the table. It seemed impossible. She had grown up in a world where Alphas demanded their place, where such tender moments were hidden away or dismissed as the omega’s responsibility. Yet here he was, speaking softly to Damian, his large hand supporting the infant’s head with practiced care.
She glanced back at her plate, her grip on the fork tightening as her thoughts churned. The meal before her was so much more than just food. It was a contradiction of everything she had ever known—an impossibility brought to life.
Beside her, Jason was eating with a quiet but unmistakable enthusiasm, the kind of eagerness she hadn’t seen in years. His small hands maneuvered his fork carefully through the spaghetti and meatballs that Beta Alfred had bot cut into bite-sized pieces for him. The meticulous attention wasn’t lost on Catherine. Beta Alfred had done the same for Tim, as if Jason were no different—no less deserving of the care and respect afforded to the Alpha’s son.
She watched her pup closely, noting the subtle yet profound changes in his demeanor. His thin shoulders, perpetually hunched in tension, seemed lighter, as though an invisible weight had been lifted. He chewed thoughtfully, savoring each bite, and more strikingly, his eyes drifted toward Alpha Wayne—not with the guarded fear she had grown accustomed to, but with something far more tender, almost hesitant.
It was hope.
Alpha Wayne had been so impossibly kind to Jason today. She thought back to the store, where the Alpha had crouched low in front of Jason, handing him the small toy falcon he’d chosen without a trace of impatience or condescension. Later, in the clothing store, he had stayed by Jason’s side, offering him water and a cookie as they waited, his presence calm and grounding. And then there was the playroom incident—Catherine’s chest tightened at the memory.
She had almost hurt Jason, desperate to silence his disobidience before it could escalate, before the repercussions she feared might fall upon him. But the Alpha had stepped in, his voice steady and resolute. No pups in my house get spanked.
Her throat constricted even now, recalling the finality in his tone. Could it truly be possible? Could it be real that Jason would never feel the sting of a hand raised in anger again? Jason seemed to believe it—at least for now. He trusted, even if only tentatively, that Alpha Wayne meant no harm.
Catherine’s eyes prickled as she watched her pup smile faintly, his legs swinging under the chair in a rare moment of unguarded contentment. It was such a small thing, almost imperceptible to anyone else, but to her, it was monumental.
A strange mixture of relief and panic welled in her chest. Relief that Jason might finally feel safe, panic because safety was a fragile illusion she had seen shattered too many times.
Across the table, the Alpha shifted, drawing her attention. Damian was cradled in his arms, his tiny body nestled against the Alpha’s broad chest. His small hands rested lightly on the bottle his Alpha father held, his soft, rhythmic sucking punctuating the other sounds of the room. Catherine couldn’t tear her gaze away.
It was a scene so foreign to her it felt almost surreal. In her world, an Alpha would never have taken up such a role. They would have ordered the omega to tend to the pup, to feed him out of sight, far from the table.
The Alpha’s focus would have remained on his own meal, on the assertion of his dominance and importance. Yet here Alpha Wayne was, foregoing his own dinner without hesitation, balancing his role as an Alpha and a father with effortless grace.
Her chest tightened as she watched him adjust the bottle slightly, murmuring something soft to the baby in his arms. Damian’s tiny hands twitched in response, his eyes fluttering closed in contentment. Catherine had to remind herself to breathe.
Alpha wayne glanced up then, his sharp eyes catching hers before she could look away. Panic flared in her chest, her cheeks flushing hot, but he didn’t scowl or frown. Instead, he smiled faintly, a gesture so natural it only unsettled her further.
“I switched to the bottles with the vent system and to the hypoallergenic formula,” he said casually, as though speaking about something mundane. His voice was calm, almost conversational, but it carried an ease that disarmed her. “Damian’s been taking them well. He’s finishing his bottles completely now.”
Catherine blinked, caught off guard by the simplicity and directness of the Alphas words. For a moment, she hesitated, uncertain if they had been meant for her at all. But the Alpha’s steady gaze was unmistakable, and she hurried to respond. “I’m glad, Alpha,” she said quickly, her voice soft and reverent.
And she was. There was no hesitation in her answer because relief welled in her chest—a quiet, unspoken comfort at the sight of Damian’s small, contented form nestled securely in his Alpha fathers arms. Even the youngest and most vulnerable of this family had his needs met with care so thoughtful, so deliberate, it left Catherine momentarily unmoored.
She let her eyes flick to the empty bottle in Alpha Waynes hand and back to the baby’s peaceful expression. Knowing Damian was content, that his cries from the night before had been soothed with such effort, felt good. It felt right. And though she would never have voiced it aloud, there was a small sense of pride nestled in her chest at the thought that she had been allowed to contribute, however minimally, by helping choose the bottles and formula.
Maybe she could do more.
Her thoughts stumbled over the possibility, each idea building hesitantly upon the last. She could offer to massage the baby tonight with the oils they had bought earlier, easing any discomfort before the night broke. That, surely, would be of use. After all, the Alpha had been up late the previous night, his exhaustion evident in the faint lines around his eyes. He’d appreciate a good night’s rest—of course he would.
But how?
The question tangled in her mind, pulling at her sense of place in this household. She wasn’t sure how to offer, wasn’t even sure if it was her place to suggest anything at all.
An Omega didn’t speak unless spoken to, didn’t act without direction. Yet her Alpha had been kind. He had invited her to the table, spoken to her as though her thoughts mattered. Perhaps he wouldn’t mind… perhaps he might even welcome the gesture.
Her fingers tightened around her napkin, her throat constricting slightly under the weight of her own uncertainty.
Alpha Wayne, meanwhile, had turned his attention back to Damian. The baby’s dark eyes fluttered, heavy with sleep, his tiny hands falling slack against Alphas chest as he adjusted the bottle with practiced care. Each motion was deliberate yet unhurried, the kind of ease that could only come from deep familiarity. Catherine couldn’t look away, captivated by the quiet intimacy of the moment.
When dinner was over, Alpha Wayne wiped Damian’s mouth with a soft cloth, the motions so gentle Catherine could hardly believe her eyes. Then he placed the baby against his shoulder, patting his back until a small burp escaped.
Catherine stared, her amazement growing by the second. Alpha Wayne was cradling his pup as though there was no other place he’d rather be. There was no harshness in him, no impatience, no expectation for someone else to step in and handle the moment. She had never seen an Alpha behave this way—so involved, so tender.
Her mind swirled with conflicting emotions—astonishment, confusion, and something that felt almost like yearning. This was a world she didn’t understand, one that left her questioning everything she’d been taught about her place, her worth, and what an Alpha could be.
Alpha Wayne seemed to hesitate for a moment before turning to Catherine. “I was thinking,” he began, his tone almost sheepish, “that Jason might like to sit with the boys for a bit. Watch some cartoons. That way, we could finish our conversation from earlier.”
Catherine blinked, caught off guard. It was clear he was trying to be considerate, but the idea of Jason being entertained while she sat and spoke with him felt almost wrong. But then again, everything about this day had felt impossible, and she wasn’t about to question it.
“Yes, Alpha,” she said quickly. Her lavender-and-grass scent tightened slightly, the edges sharp and brittle, like an over-plucked string. She hated how quickly it gave her away, but she dipped her head respectfully. “If you think that’s best.”
Alpha Waynes lips pressed into a thin line, and for a moment, Catherine worried she had said the wrong thing. Had her response been too automatic? Too eager? But then he nodded, his expression gentle, if a little awkward.
“I won’t lie. The boys have had quiet a bit more screen time since Damian … well … but they are not complaining, right boys?”
The shift in mood was instant. Alpha Dick grinned wide, his popcorn scent blooming, warm and buttery, with just a hint of chalk lingering underneath like a reminder of every impromptu gymnastics routine. “No way! Screen time is awesome! Except Tim always wants to watch Paw Patrol ,” he said. He leaned over dramatically, ruffling Tim’s hair with one hand.
“Hey!” Tim squawked, trying to bat his Alpha brothers hand away, his face turning red. “ Paw Patrol is cool, and Chase is the best one!”
“Tim, Paw Patrol is for first graders,” Alpha Dick shot back, crossing his arms with a broad grin.
“I am five. I am in first grade!” Tim retorted with an indignant huff, planting his hands on his hips.
Alpha Dick rolled his eyes dramatically. “It’s for babies, Tim. You’re basically watching a show about dogs running errands.”
“It’s not for babies!” Tim fired back, hands gripping the edge of the table, his little body practically vibrating with the intensity of his conviction, his scent rippling between metallic and creamy, like milky coffee drunk out of a roastet tin can.
Alpha Wayne pinched the bridge of his nose, clearly used to this argument, but Beta Alfred stepped in smoothly, placing his hands on the back of Alpha Dick’s chair.
“Master Richard, need I remind you of your brief but fervent obsession with Blue’s Clues just a few years ago?”
The young Alpha froze mid-smirk, his scent flickering like a popcorn kernel threatening to burn. “I—I didn’t—wait—”
“Oh, indeed,” Beta Alfred continued, undeterred. “If I recall correctly, you insisted on writing your very own ‘handy-dandy notebooks’ and conducted entire investigations into the disappearance of mundane household items. It was quite the ordeal when we were forced to explain that, no, Master Bruce had not stolen the last cookie—despite your very compelling paw print evidence on the pantry door.”
Catherine’s head dipped lower as she fought to suppress a smile, her fingers tightening in her lap. Even Jason, still a little stiff in his seat, let out a soft, hesitant giggle, the sound like a bubble breaking through water.
Tim, on the other hand, burst into unrestrained giggles, practically bouncing in his seat.
Beta Alfred continued, his tone shifting just enough to regain control of the moment. “While we’re on the topic, it may be prudent to reevaluate the recent uptick in screen time altogether after tonight. I daresay even Paw Patrol cannot replace the merits of fresh air, reading, or constructive activities.” His eyes flicked meaningfully toward Alpha Bruce, who gave a small, resigned nod.
“Noted, Alfred,” the Alpha said, his tone somewhere between amused and chastened.
Cathrine looked wide eyed at the Alpha, the head of the house who seemed to be just fine with being chasitized by his Beta butler. What a strange house she had been thrown into. If some Beta they employer that spoken like that to her father or to Willis in front of their Omega or Pups there would have been hell to pay for all parties involved.
Across the table, Jason glanced up from his empty plate, his wide eyes hesitant yet hopeful. “I really get to watch cartoons?” he asked, his voice a careful balance of disbelief and budding excitement.
Alpha Waynes features softened even further, and the sandalwood in the air warmed just enough to ease any lingering tension. “Yes, Jason,” he said, his voice carrying a gentleness that felt rare and deliberate. “Tim and Dick will be watching, too. You’re welcome to join them.”
Jason nodded enthusiastically, his earlier shyness replaced by a spark of joy that made Catherine’s chest tighten.
Before they left the table, Alpha Wayne passed Damian into Alfred’s waiting arms. “Thank you, Alfred,” he said quietly, his gratitude genuine. “I’ll take over for the night soon.”
“Of course, Master Bruce,” Alfred replied with a small nod, expertly cradling the now-sleepy infant.
Catherine followed Alpha Wayne as he gestured for Jason to come along. Jason quickly slid off his chair, grabbing Catherine’s hand as they walked toward the living room. His small fingers clung tightly to hers, and she squeezed back, hoping he could feel the reassurance she couldn’t quite put into words.
Tim immediately climbed up onto the couch and patted the spot beside him. “Here!” he called, grinning as Jason hopped up beside him. He looked so at ease, shoulders almost brushing Tim’s, his face glowing with excitement. It was a sight that should have warmed her heart, and it did—yet it also set her on edge.
“I wanna watch Paw Patrol!” Tim announced, his small voice brimming with excitement. He turned to Jason, his smile widening. “That are the cars and dogs we played with earlier! Remember?”
Jason nodded enthusiastically, despite how Cathrine had interrupted their play with her panic earlier. She hoped that maybe Jason would be allowed to play with the other pups again if she deemed herself useful enough for her pup to be granted just a little bit of special treatment.
Jason’s small voice piped up, “Alpha Wayne got me Paw Patrol pajamas.” There was pride in his tone, a quiet confidence that made Catherine’s pulse quicken. Her lavender scent wavered, tinged with the sharpness of grass being crushed underfoot. She swallowed hard.
Was it too much? Too bold? Jason wasn’t like the Alphas pups, who could grin and boast without consequence.
She flicked her gaze toward Alpha Wayne, searching his features for any hint of disapproval, but his calm expression didn’t waver, the warm scent of brown sugar and sandalwood a steady presence in the room.
Tim’s gasp filled the air, his grin wide enough to light up the entire manor. “So you really like it too? You wanna watch it?”
Jason’s grin widened, and he nodded again, more vigorously this time. “Yes!”
From the other end of the couch, Alpha Dick, the eldest at eleven, groaned dramatically, rolling his eyes as he flopped down against the backrest, his legs sprawled out along the length of the couch’s arm. “Seriously?” he muttered, though there was no real heat in his voice.
Alpha Wayne, standing nearby with the remote in hand, turned his calm gaze on his son. “If you’re bored, you can grab the Switch,” he said evenly.
Alpha Dick raised an eyebrow, but his Alpha father cut him off with a faint sigh. “I know you’ve already played today,” he said, his voice softening. “But I’m sure there are still plenty of shinies left to hunt. Let’s treat this week as a long line of exceptions, shall we?”
Alpha Dick’s face broke into a grin, his defiance forgotten. “Cool Dad,” he mused, hopping up from the couch. He returned moments later with a sleek handheld console, already powering it up as he flung himself back into his previous spot.
Catherine stiffened, her scent flickering uncertainly. She kept her eyes on Jason, watching for the slightest hint that his enthusiasm might falter under Alpha Dick’s groan or Alpa Waynes mild tone. But Jason only leaned forward, his attention still on Tim as the younger boy chattered excitedly about the show.
Her stomach twisted. Too bold, she thought again. Jason was speaking freely, smiling, laughing—even taking up space on the couch without hesitation. To Catherine, it felt like an enormous risk.
But Alpha Wayne only powered up the television, his fingers pressing a few buttons until the screen lit up with vibrant colors and the cheerful theme of a childrens cartoon filled the room.
Tim clapped his hands together, leaning forward eagerly, while Jason settled back against the cushions, his expression content.
Catherine’s breath hitched.
Her body shifted forward instinctively, her urge to correct Jason’s posture nearly overwhelming.
“Catherine.”
She froze, her heart leaping into her throat as her head snapped toward him. Alpa Wayne wasn’t looking at Jason or Tim, nor was there any sign of disapproval in his posture. Instead, his gaze was trained on her, calm but direct.
“Come with me to the sitting room,” he said gently, his tone leaving no room for argument. “We can finish our conversation there.”
Her pulse quickened, her feet already moving to obey even as her thoughts raced. The Alpas scent brushed against her like a steadying hand, grounding her just enough to keep her knees from buckling as she stood.
Her stomach churned. Their first conversation earlier hadn’t gone poorly—he had been calm, almost kind—but that didn’t mean she felt safe. The weight of his presence, of his authority, loomed large in her mind, making every word feel like a test she couldn’t afford to fail.
As she hesitated by the door, her eyes flicked back to Jason. He was still settled comfortably on the couch, his expression soft as he watched the cartoon. Tim leaned closer to him, already pointing excitedly at the screen.
Even Dick, absorbed in his game, seemed content to stay where he was, his feet occasionally brushing Tim’s knee as he shifted.
***
An hour later, Catherine was sitting on the floor by the coffee table, folding the dishrags and underwear she’d washed earlier. Her swollen feet were tucked beneath her, her back pressed against the couch for support. Every part of her body ached, but the quiet rhythm of folding and smoothing the fabric gave her a sliver of peace.
The sound of Alpha Willis stirring behind her broke the silence. He grunted as he shifted, cracking his neck and muttering under his breath. She froze, the dishrag slipping from her hands.
“Damn,” Alpha Willis groaned, sitting up and rubbing his eyes. “How long was I out?”
“About an hour, Alpha,” Catherine said quietly, turning to face him.
He frowned, stretching his arms. “No wonder I feel stiff. You should’ve woken me up.”
“I didn’t want to disturb you, Alpha. I’m sorry,” she said softly, lowering her gaze. “You seemed so tired.”
Alpha Willis snorted, rolling his shoulders. “Yeah, because poker night wiped me out. You wouldn’t get it—real alphas need to blow off steam sometimes. Keeps us sharp.” He rubbed at his neck again, grimacing. “Still feels tight. Guess you didn’t get all the knots out earlier.”
Catherine’s stomach tightened with guilt. “I’m sorry, Alpha,” she said quickly, setting the dishrags aside and climbing unsteadily to her feet.
He waved her apology off, leaning back into the couch with a lazy smirk. “Relax, babe. Not like I expect you to be perfect.”
Her cheeks flushed, a mixture of shame and gratitude swirling inside her. She moved closer, her hands instinctively reaching for his shoulders again. “Let me try again. Please, Alpha. I’ll do better this time.”
Alpha Willis hummed in approval, his smirk widening. “That’s the spirit. I knew you had it in you. You’re not totally useless, you know. Just need a little push now and then.”
Catherine nodded quickly, her fingers already working over the tight muscles in his shoulders. “I just want to make you feel better, Alpha. You deserve to be comfortable after everything you do for us.”
“That’s right,” he said, tilting his head back and closing his eyes. “It’s not like I ask for much, either. Just a clean house, good food, and an omega who knows how to take care of her Alpha. Basic stuff. You’re lucky you’ve got someone like me. Other’s would beat the shit out of you for fucking up something as basic as a neck rub.”
Her heart twisted painfully at his words, but she kept her hands steady, pressing harder against the knots in his shoulders. “I am lucky,” she murmured, more to herself than to him. “You’re so patient with me. I’m grateful for everything you do, Alpha.”
He chuckled, the sound low and lazy. “Damn right you are. Not every Alpha would take an omega like you, you know. Most guys wouldn’t have the patience for all the whining and the mistakes.”
Catherine’s throat tightened, but she forced a small smile. “I’m trying to be better, Alpha. I promise I’ll do better for you.”
Alpha Willis sighed, leaning back further into the couch. “Yeah, yeah. You’re doing okay. Just don’t get too comfortable thinking you’re irreplaceable, babe. Alphas always have options.”
His words stung, sharper than she expected, but she buried the hurt deep inside. He doesn’t mean it like that, she told herself. He’s just reminding me to try harder.
“I won’t forget, Alpha,” she said softly, her voice barely above a whisper.
“Good,” Alpha Willis replied, yawning. “You’ve got potential, Catherine. You just need to stay in your lane, you know? Do what you’re good at—keep the house clean, make sure I’m taken care of, and don’t stress yourself out over stuff that doesn’t matter. That’s all I ask. Don’t expect you to be clever or to do the thinking around here. That’s what you have me for, right, babe?”
Her hands faltered for a moment before she quickly resumed, her heart sinking deeper into her chest. “Yes, Alpha. I’ll focus on what’s important.”
“That’s it,” Alpha Willis said with a satisfied grin, patting her cheek lazily before shifting to grab the remote. “Now, finish the laundry, babe.”
Cathrine sank down at his feet again, folding dishrags, and boxers and socks. Alpha Willis smirked, watching her for a moment, before nudging her with his foot. “Look at you, all obedient and pretty sitting there like that,” he said, his voice low and warm. “You almost look like you belong there—at my feet.”
Catherine’s cheeks flushed, and she lowered her gaze, feeling a flicker of pride beneath the embarrassment. “Thank you, Alpha. I just want to make sure everything’s taken care of for you.”
He chuckled, shifting to sit up slightly. “You’re such a good little thing, you know that? Even if…” His voice trailed off, and his smirk faded into a more serious expression.
“Alpha?” she asked hesitantly, her hands tightening around the fabric she held.
Alpha Willis sighed dramatically, running a hand through his hair. “Even if you’re not exactly what you used to be, you know? With the baby and all… Things aren’t the same in the bedroom.”
The words hit her like a slap, but Catherine forced herself to keep her face neutral. He didn’t mean to hurt her, she told herself. He was just being honest. Alphas were always honest.
“I—I’m sorry if I haven’t been good enough for you, Alpha,” she said, her voice trembling slightly.
Alpha Willis waved her apology off, his tone softening slightly. “Hey, it’s not your fault. You’re all big and pregnant—can’t expect you to be the same. But I’ve got needs, you know? An Alpha like me can’t just… go without.”
She nodded quickly, the weight of his words sinking into her chest. “I understand, Alpha. I want to make you happy. May I try to pleasure you?”
His smirk returned as he leaned forward, his fingers brushing against her cheek. “See? That’s why you’re my omega. Always willing to try.” He shifted on the couch, spreading his legs slightly as he patted his thigh. “C’mere, babe. Show me how much you appreciate everything I do for you.”
Catherine froze for a moment, her breath catching in her throat. Her hands instinctively moved to her belly, feeling the baby’s subtle movements beneath her fingertips. She hesitated, the weight of her exhaustion pressing down on her, but she quickly silenced the voice in her head that begged her to stop. This is what she was here for. This was her duty. Alphas have needs.
With a soft nod, she moved to kneel between his legs, her swollen body protesting every motion. She didn’t meet his gaze as her hands worked to unbutton his pants, her heart pounding in her chest. His pundent smell of slicy tobacco and warm wool was most prominent down there and she inhaled deep, letting it sooth her aches. She kissed the tip of his penis, before pushing her tongue against his slit. Just as he like it. Just as he had taught her.
“That’s my girl,” Alpha Willis murmured, his voice low and pleased as he leaned back against the couch. “I knew you wouldn’t let me down. You might not be much use right now, but you’ve still got that pretty mouth.”
The words stung, but Catherine pushed them to the back of her mind, focusing instead on the sound of his approval. If he was happy, she was doing her job. That was all that mattered. She kissed at his shaft, pressing her nose against his public glants, softly licking at them when he pushed her head down just a bit.
“You really are lucky, you know,” Alpha Willis continued, his hand resting heavily on the back of her head. “Not every omega gets to be with an Alpha like me. Most guys wouldn’t bother with someone in your state, but I’m not like that. I take care of what’s mine.”
Catherine swallowed hard, her throat tightening at the mix of shame and gratitude his words inspired. “I know, Alpha,” she whispered, her breath warm against his balls. “Thank you for taking care of me.”
“Don’t mention it,” he said, his smirk widening. “Now, go on. Show me how much you appreciate it.”
Her hands trembled slightly as she leaned forward fo fully envelop his thick penis into her mouth, her heart sinking with every movement. The baby kicked again, a sharp jab that felt almost like protest, but she ignored it. This is what she was meant to do, she reminded herself. This is how she could show her gratitude.
As Alpha Willis let out a satisfied groan, Catherine closed her eyes, willing herself to focus on his approval. If he was happy, she was doing something right. If he was happy, she was enough.
She could endure the pain in her back, the heaviness in her belly, and the ache in her feet. If didn’t matter that the baby kicked her rips and her bladder so hard she almost pissed herself. Her Alpha needed her, and she would do anything for him. Anything to keep him pleased, anything to hear those sweet words of approval again.
When Alpha Willis finally leaned back with a contented sigh, his seed spend inside her, Catherine wiped at her mouth discreetly, her hands trembling slightly. She stayed where she was, kneeling on the floor, her body heavy with exhaustion and her mind swirling with conflicted thoughts. She waited, hoping he’d say something kind, maybe praise her again, even if the words stung in ways she tried not to think about.
Alpha Willis stretched, his arms arching over his head as though he’d just woken up from a nap. “See? That wasn’t so hard,” he said with a grin, looking down at her. “You might be waddling around like a penguin these days, but at least you can still handle that. Good job, babe.”
“Thank you, Alpha,” Catherine whispered, bowing her head slightly. She forced herself to hold onto the praise, repeating it silently in her mind as if it could wash away the discomfort in her chest.
Alpha Willis chuckled and patted her head like she was a pet. “You’re a good little omega. Makes me glad I picked you, you know?” His tone was light, but the words carried an edge that made her chest tighten.
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice soft, submissive. “I’m so lucky to have you.” And she meant it—or at least she tried to. Aloha Willis was her Alpha, her mate, the father of the child growing inside her. He had chosen her, bit her, kept her when so many others might not have. That meant something. It had to.
She sat at his feet as he lounged back on the couch, the television blaring with the voices of commentators and the roar of the crowd from the game.
His hand rested heavily on her head, his fingers idly stroking her hair like she was some docile animal meant to keep him calm. She shifted slightly where she knelt at his feet, trying to ease the ache in her back and the dull throb in her hips. She knew better than to disrupt him when he was watching something important to him.
As the minutes ticked by, his touch became less absent and more controlled. His fingers pressed against her scalp with deliberate weight, each movement like a silent reminder of his power over her.
When the team he disliked scored, his hand stilled. She barely had time to brace herself before his fingers tightened, his grip sharp and possessive, making her scalp sting.
She bit the inside of her cheek to keep from flinching, her eyes fixed on the worn carpet beneath her knees. The tension in the room thickened, and the sound of his irritated exhale felt louder than the cheers from the television.
As the game progressed, Willis’s mood shifted from casual enjoyment to frustration. His team was losing. The players on the screen made mistake after mistake, and each failure felt like a blow to his pride.
Catherine could feel his anger building, his grip on her head tightening as his fingers slid through her hair, no longer gentle but sharp, as if he were trying to ground himself in her.
She kept her eyes lowered, not daring to move a muscle. The tension in the room was palpable as the game’s scoreline worsened for his team. Every time they made a misstep, Alpha Willis’s grip on her scalp tightened.
She cradled her belly protectively with one hand, the other planted on the floor to steady herself. The pup inside her gave a small kick, as if echoing her distress.
Catherine could feel Alpha Willis breath growing heavier, and she silently counted the seconds between his tense exhalations, waiting for him to lash out.
When the other team scored again, sealing his team’s inevitable loss, he snarled under his breath, his hand suddenly jerking her head back by her hair. “This is ridiculous ,” he hissed, fury dripping from every word.
His grip was punishing now. She winced, swallowing the instinct to cry out, but didn’t dare move.
The pup kicked hard against her bladder, and Catherine’s heart sank as she felt a drop of warmth seep through. She clenched her thighs together, mortified, praying he wouldn’t notice. Her hands twitched in her lap, wanting nothing more than to press against her belly to soothe the discomfort, but she kept them still, folded neatly, submissively, in front of her.
“Just look at them,” he growled at the screen, as though the players could hear him. His eyes were wild with frustration, and Catherine felt her pulse quicken under the weight of his anger. "Worthless. Useless ." His fingers dug into her scalp, his knuckles brushing the top of her head roughly.
Catherine kept her head bowed, her breath shallow as she waited for him to calm. But he didn’t, not yet. He glared at the screen, eyes hard and angry. The low growl of his frustration turned into a sharp command.
“Well, don’t just sit there," he said, his voice harsh, almost predatory. "Get up. House doesn’t clean itself. You’ve got work to do, right? I’m done with this damn game and I need to unwind after everything you’ve got me dealing with lately.”
Catherine blinked, momentarily confused. “Alpha?” she asked, the question slipping out before she could stop it.
He shot her a look, his brows furrowing slightly. “Yeah, everything. You think it’s easy for me, dealing with all this? You’re moody all the time, and you can’t even get comfortable at night without waking me up every ten minutes. Not to mention all the bills I’m paying to keep this place running. You’re lucky I’m such a patient guy.”
The words hit her like a punch to the stomach, but she nodded quickly, lowering her gaze to the floor. “I’m sorry, Alpha,” she said softly. “I’ll try to do better.”
“You better,” he said, his tone lightening again, as he flipped through the channels.
Catherine forced a small smile as she pushed herself to her feet, her swollen belly making the movement slow and awkward. “I’ll finish the laundry and start dinner, Alpha,” she said, her voice steady despite the lump in her throat.
“That’s my girl,” Alpha Willis said, patting her bum so hard it stung. “Make something good, yeah? None of that cheap stuff. I’ve had a long day, and I deserve something nice.”
“Of course, Alpha,” Catherine replied, her voice soft but unwavering.
As she shuffled toward the stove, her feet throbbing with every step, she tried to focus on the small slivers of praise he’d given her. I’m his girl, she thought, the words a fragile anchor in her mind.
The baby kicked again, and she rested a hand on her belly, whispering, “Don’t worry, little one. Mama will make sure everything’s okay. Alpha knows best. He’ll take care of us.”
Even as she said it, a quiet part of her wondered if she believed it. But she quickly pushed the thought aside and busied herself with dinner. Alphas didn’t like omegas who dwelled on doubts. It was her job to trust him, to serve him, and to be grateful for the life he gave her. And so she did.
Notes:
Happy New Year my dears 🎇🎆 (even if the new year is still almost 10 hours away where I live).
I‘m so thankful for all your comments and kudos!!
For me the year was super exiting! My second daughter was born 🩷🩷, I finished my bachelor degree (which I have been doing on the side of part time work and raising my first daughter while being pregnant) and my husband founded his own little business that he is doing on the side of his main job. I have been involved a lot because maybe I will work with him after my parental leave ends.
And I have gotten super into the Batman fandom and back to writing my own fics after years of only reading stuff and not writing myself 🥹
I‘m looking forward to everything 2025 will bring us 🥰
I hope you have the greatest 2025 ♥️
Chapter 19
Notes:
Trigger Warning
In the whole of the cursive part (Flashback) we have a super dirty flat including a super dirty toilet so if you got issuee with that please skip. Also some dubious content sex right at the end (after they step into the shower).
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine sat down gingerly in the large armchair Alpha Wayne had directed her to. The chair was impossibly soft, swallowing her slight frame in its plush upholstery.
Across from her, Alpha Wayne took his seat, his posture relaxed but composed, exuding an effortless authority that made the air between them feel heavy. A small circular coffee table stood between them, polished to a reflective shine.
Catherine’s hands, restless and unsure, smoothed over her facility-issued grey dress, its coarse fabric a stark contrast to the luxury around her.
Alpha Waynes eyes flicked down briefly, as if noticing the movement. “The last of the new clothes are already in the dryer now,” he said, his tone conversational but firm, the kind that demanded attention. “Alfred or I will bring them up when they’re done.”
Catherine nodded, her throat tightening as she searched for an appropriate response. “Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured, the words automatic, an offering meant to appease.
Her mind turned immediately to the clothes he mentioned. Would they always be available, or was this a kindness that would dissolve the moment she misstepped?
Why had Alpha Wayne let them choose so many clothes?
Alphas didn’t give without reason. She’d learned that early, and painfully. Their gifts weren’t gifts at all, but statements of power, laden with unspoken expectations.
A favor granted was a favor owed, even when it wasn’t immediately clear what form repayment would take. She rubbed her hands together, her fingers stiff and cold, trying to push the thought away, but it burrowed deeper, whispering insidious possibilities.
What did he want?
Her lips pressed into a thin line. Clothes were just clothes. The Alpha could strip it all away in an instant if he wanted. Would these clothes that they got to choose be a privilege, dangled just out of reach, a constant reminder that nothing here was truly theirs?
Her hands stilled briefly, clenching in her lap before she forced them to relax. She couldn’t afford to spiral. Jason needed her steady.
Jason.
He needed more than she could give him, but he at least needed a warm hoodie. His only shirt from the facility was thin, its cuffs already frayed, and the Manor hallways felt vast and drafty.
Catherine rubbed her upper arm absentmindedly, feeling the chill seep through her thin dress. She wasn’t sure if it was the actual cold or something deeper, something embedded in the stillness of the room she’d been led to.
What if they couldn’t earn the privileg of all that clothes soon?
She and Jason only had two pairs of underwear each, the ones Beta Alfred had bought up to them yesterday evening included.
It would have to do. Two pairs. She could make it work, washing one in the sink at night and letting it air-dry for the next day. Catherine’s hands tightened briefly on the fabric of her dress skirt.
But their day clothes—those were the problem. They each had one pair, and they were the ones they’d arrived in: standard issue from the rehabilitation center. The stiff, synthetic fabric clung to her skin uncomfortably, and the pants Jason wore were too short, leaving his ankles exposed. The material had a strange, clinical smell that wouldn’t wash out entirely, no matter how hard she scrubbed.
One night of drying wouldn’t be enough for those, not unless the fabric surprised her. They’d still be damp, heavy, and clammy to pull on. She would have to try anyway. She didn’t have a choice. She couldn’t let them sit unwashed for days, not in this house.
Her jaw tightened at the memory of Willis barking at her for wasting water when she’d tried to wash their clothes before.
They didn’t have a washing machine, of course. That was a luxury far beyond what she could dream of. The laundromat was a possibility, but only on the rare occasions Willis allowed her to go. He didn’t like her being out, especially not without him, and the coins for the machines were never something he wanted to spare. Money was for beer, for smokes, for the endless poker games that left her counting pennies for food.
Her fingers curled into her skirt, gripping the fabric as if it could anchor her in the present. There were washing machines and tumble dryers here. Alpha Wayne had just said so.
Still, the thought lingered. Would it ever be possible? Could she earn the privilege of using them someday?
Her stomach churned at the idea. Favors didn’t come without cost. She didn’t know what Alpha Wayne would ask of her, but she couldn’t shake the thought that nothing here was free. His kindness—if that’s what it was—felt too expansive, too incomprehensible.
Catherine forced herself to sit straighter, though her shoulders still sloped forward, her posture instinctively submissive. Her hands rested on her lap, one clasping the other lightly, a habit born of years spent keeping herself as small and unthreatening as possible.
Cathrine exhaled sharply through her nose, shaking her head. She needed to focus. She needed to be ready.
Alpha Wayne had said he wanted to speak with her. The words had been kind, gentle even, but they carried the weight of command all the same. Alphas didn’t ask; they expected.
Her breathing slowed, shallow and deliberate. She couldn’t afford to misstep. Whatever he wanted to say, whatever he expected of her, she would meet it. She would nod, agree, comply. There was no room for hesitation, no room for fear. Fear only made things worse.
And she couldn’t make things worse. Not for Jason.
“You’re more than welcome,” Alpha Wayne replied smoothly, his voice steady and patient, though there was something in his tone—an intent she couldn’t quite place. “I’m sorry for how our conversation went earlier today. I imagine it must have been quite frightening not to know what I wanted to hear.”
Her pulse quickened, her hands stilling against the coarse fabric of her dress.
Alpha Wayne leaned forward slightly, his hands clasped loosely in front of him. “I will make sure to phrase my questions more clearly in the future,” he continued, his tone deliberate but free of condescension. “But I need you to answer them honestly. Honesty will not get you punished in my house, Catherine. You don’t need to think about what I want to hear. I just want to know your truth. Can we manage that?”
The words struck her like a blow, not from their force, but from their unfamiliarity. No Alpha had ever spoken to her like this—like her thoughts, her truth, held any value. It almost sounded as though Alpha Wayne wanted herself to speak, not just the carefully practiced omega she’d learned to present.
Her throat tightened, her pulse a frantic rhythm in her chest. His words echoed in her mind, foreign and strange. It went against everything she knew, every lesson she’d absorbed about how to survive. Alphas didn’t ask for honesty. They demanded deference, submission, obedience. Her truth had never been relevant—only her ability to anticipate their expectations and fulfill them.
“I...” she began, her voice faltering. She wet her lips, forcing her gaze to stay on him as she answered as honesty as she could. “Yes, Alpha. I will... I will try.”
The Alphas sharp blue eyes softened just slightly, the tension in his shoulders easing. “That’s all I ask,” he said, his tone quiet but resolute.
Catherine wasn’t sure if she believed him—could believe him—but something in his steady presence made her want to. Even so, fear crept through her veins, whispering doubts, warning her not to trust this apparent gentleness. She wasn’t sure if it was a kindness or simply another test, and the uncertainty left her feeling small and unmoored.
Her lavender-and-fresh-grass scent shifted faintly, an edge of wilted green slipping through despite her best efforts to keep it neutral. Alpha Wayne, however, remained still, his scent unwavering, wrapping around her like a steady pulse in the room.
He leaned forward slightly, his posture unassuming but undeniably commanding. His eyes, warm yet piercing, seemed to pin her in place as his voice softened, a rich undertone of authority laced with an almost uncomfortable kindness. “Earlier today, it seemed very important to you to make yourself useful in this household,” he began, each word chosen carefully, his tone deliberate but devoid of judgment. “I understand that need—the desire to stay busy, to keep your thoughts from wandering too much. But I’d like us to figure out together what tasks might suit you best. Is that alright?”
Catherine’s immediate instinct was to nod, to comply, her body responding before her mind fully caught up. “Yes, Alpha. I’ll make myself useful in any way you see fit, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice quick and subdued, almost apologetic in its quietness.
He inclined his head slightly, acknowledging her words without letting them satisfy his intent. “I know you will follow my instructions, Catherine. I don’t doubt your willingness to obay my wishes. But I’m not here to simply assign you tasks—I want to find something that makes you feel comfortable as well. Can you help me with that?”
Her head dipped again, a subtle, reflexive motion that came from years of navigating conversations with Alphas. “Yes, Alpha,” she said, her tone deferential, though a flicker of uncertainty passed through her as she tried to discern what he truly wanted from her.
“Good,” he replied, the firmness of his voice tempered. Then he paused, and the weight of his next words hung in the air before they were even spoken. “Can you tell me about your tasks in your former Alpha’s household?”
The question hit her like a blow to the chest, her breath catching for a moment before she could suppress the reaction. Her pulse quickened, and a faint tremor ran through her hands as she clasped them tightly in her lap. The simplicity of the question belied its depth, the weight it carried pressing down on her like a leaden cloak.
For a moment, her mind spun, and she couldn’t form a single coherent thought. At the facility, the rules had been clear—never speak of your former Alpha unless asked directly. And even then, only in carefully measured tones, the narrative polished and devoid of any unpleasant truths. Alphas didn’t want to know about the past. They didn’t want to hear about the hands that had touched and claimed and broken before. They didn’t want to know about the one who had fucked their omega before them.
“I…” she started, her voice faltering as her training warred with the unexpected openness in Alpha Wayne’s tone. Her instinct was to deflect, to offer something vague and noncommittal, but his gaze was steady, patient, leaving her no room to escape.
“I did… whatever was needed, Alpha,” she said finally, her words careful, chosen with excruciating precision. “Cleaning, cooking… taking care of … of my former Alpha and Jason.”
Her hands twisted in her lap, the movement small and anxious as she forced herself to meet his gaze briefly before lowering her eyes again. She felt the burn of shame creep up her neck, though she couldn’t have said why. Perhaps it was the feeling of baring even this small piece of her past, of inviting an Alpha to examine the parts of herself she’d been trained to hide.
“Of course,” he said, his tone even, giving away nothing—not approval, not condemnation. “And were there any tasks you found particularly difficult? Anything you’d prefer not to do here?”
The question was unexpected, almost incomprehensible. Prefer? No one had ever asked her what she preferred. Alphas didn’t offer choices; they dictated terms. She glanced down at her lap, her shoulders curving inward as if to make herself smaller.
“No, Alpha,” she murmured automatically. “I’ll do whatever you ask of me.”
He was quiet for a moment, studying her, and she could feel the weight of his attention, though she didn’t dare look up. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter but no less firm.
“I appreciate your willingness, Catherine. But this is not your former Alpha’s household, and I want things to be different here.”
Different. The word hung in the air like a foreign concept, one she couldn’t quite grasp. She nodded slowly, her mind racing to understand what he meant, to anticipate the shape of his expectations.
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, though her voice trembled with uncertainty.
“Good,” he said, leaning back slightly, his gaze softening just enough to make her feel as though the weight pressing on her chest had eased, if only by a fraction. “Can you elaborate more on how your days looked like in your old home?”
Her thoughts spiraled quickly, reminding her of the rules she had lived by for so long. She couldn’t be too open. Desprite promising him honesty, she had to be careful. She couldn’t afford to expose anything that might displease this Alpha.
But Alpha Wayne was waiting for an answer. His calm gaze, steady and patient, never wavered. And for reasons she couldn’t fully explain, the impulse to answer honestly, to try to meet the quiet expectations in his eyes, became impossible to ignore.
“I took care of Jason, Alpha,” she began, her voice low but steady. “I woke early every day to clean the house, scrub the floors, and wash the laundry. I prepared meals to my former Alphas liking, I polished his boots and … and he liked when I rubbed his feet after a long day or knead his shoulders.”
Her fingers fidgeted in her lap, her shoulders curling inward. “When he needed something—anything—I made sure it was ready for him. A drink, his lighter, or whatever he asked for. I stayed close so I could respond immediately.”
She hesitated for a moment, then continued, her tone quieter but still steady. “When he had friends over for poker nights, I made snacks, poured their drinks, and cleaned up after them. I … I when he had them over … I,” she stopped. She didn’t want to think about these last few poker nights before Willis died. She could still taste the sweat and salt of all those man on her tongue.
Her hands twisted together tightly in her lap, her head dipping lower as her words grew softer. “During my former Alphas ruts, I made myself available at all times. I… served him as an Omega should, doing whatever was necessary to help him through it.” Her voice softened further, almost to a whisper. “I knew my place as his Omega, and I never questioned it.”
She swallowed hard, lifting her eyes briefly to Alpha Wayne before lowering them again. “And … and outside of rut, too, Alpha. Even when his needs were more… personal, I gave myself to him willingly. It was my place, and I understood that fully. Now, I belong to you, Alpha, and I will serve you just as faithfully, in all the ways you ask of me.”
Her scent flared ever so slightly, a brief flicker of unease passing through her before it settled once more into the steady lavender she fought so hard to maintain. It wasn’t so much the question that unsettled her, but the space between the words—the vulnerability she could not mask.
A shift in the air, subtle but unmistakable, filled the room. His scent spiked, wood turning brittle and sugar burning like drenched in spiritus.
His eyes darkened, the briefest of frowns pulling at his lips. Catherine braced herself instinctively, the need to retreat, to minimize, to shrink filling her like an automatic response. But the tension in the air didn’t last. His scent calmed, grounding, and he spoke again, his voice softer than before.
“Thank you, Catherine.” He leaned back slightly in his chair, resting his forearms on the armrests, his gaze steady but kind.
The silence lingered, heavy and taut, as if the room itself were holding its breath. Catherine remained perfectly still, her head bowed, her hands clasped tightly in her lap as she waited. Every second felt stretched, an eternity compressed into the pause between his words. Her chest tightened, her pulse quickening beneath her skin.
She wasn’t sure what she’d expected. Perhaps disapproval, maybe even anger. Alpha Willis had taught her that honesty could often backfire, that even when Alphas asked for transparency, it was safer to guard her words. But Alpha Wayne wasn’t reacting like Alpha Willis always had. His silence wasn’t sharp-edged, and his frown wasn’t the precursor to cruelty.
When he finally spoke, his voice was calm, a deep and steady rumble that soothed even as it unsettled.
“By law, you belong to me. But for me this means that you’re under my protection. I’ll provide for you and Jason, and I’ll make sure you have what you need.”
“I…” she began, but the words wouldn’t come. Her throat felt tight, her chest heavier with the weight of emotions she didn’t know how to name.
Her eyes stung, and she blinked quickly, trying to push back the tears threatening to fall. She didn’t deserve this kindness; she didn’t know how to accept it. “Thank you, Alpha,” she whispered, the words automatic and instinctual.
Alpha Wayne gave her a moment, his eyes shifting briefly toward the window as if gathering his thoughts.
“With Damian, and now you and Jason, I know it’s becoming a lot for Alfred to maintain everything to his usual impeccable standards,” he finally said. His mouth curved into the faintest hint of a smile, his voice low but inviting.
“If there’s something you enjoyed—or found some comfort in, perhaps we could talk to Alfred about sharing some of the household chores and tasks with you.” Alpha Waynes hand moved idly to the armrest, his fingers tapping lightly.
Catherine’s heart fluttered in her chest as his words hung in the air, the offer of sharing household chores feeling both like a relief and a burden. His voice was kind, patient even, yet her instincts still warred with her new reality.
She had lived her life in service to others, driven by a deep-rooted fear of disappointment. Alphas question, his expectation of honesty, stirred something in her that felt both foreign and frightening. What if she disappointed him? What if what she said wasn’t enough?
She could feel the automatic response bubbling up, the words that had been drilled into her so many times, a reflex of submission that she feared she couldn’t stop even if she wanted to. Of course, Alpha. Whatever you require, I’ll do it. It felt wrong to say that, too eager, too practiced. Alpha had asked her to be honest, and so she struggled to silence the reflexive urge, the instinct that had kept her small for so long.
Catherine swallowed and, for a moment, the silence between them stretched on, suffocating. She could feel the weight of his gaze, and the quiet pressure of his calm patience. Finally, her voice came, soft and measured.
“I… I like folding clothes,” she whispered, her eyes dropping to the floor. It was a simple thing, but it had always been one of the few chores that brought her a sense of peace. There was a rhythm to it, a quiet order in the repetition, and for a moment, when she was folding the laundry, it felt as if the world could be simple again. She’d also been able to sit down folding the laundry, rest her aching legs and catch her breath.
She hesitated, then added, more quietly, “I enjoy taking care of children, too.” The words felt vulnerable as they left her lips, but it was the truth. She had found solace in caring for her son, feeling like she had a purpose, a place in the world when all else felt so broken.
And Damian… she could care for him. Rock him to sleep, soothe his cries, wrap him close to her. She had held him once already, briefly, and the sensation of his tiny body against hers was something she longed to repeat, to help ease his pain, his uncertainty.
Tim too. He was a sweet pup. She had enjoyed those quiet moments alone with him, just talking, his warm shin against her leg. Alpha Dick, though still a child, carried a certain authority that Catherine respected, even feared at times. But she would offer him her care if needed, and perhaps he’d rule over her with kindness instead of anger.
But her words felt lacking, incomplete. The fear rose in her again. What if Bruce thought it was too simple, too easy ? She wasn’t used to this delicate balance—of honesty and service. The weight of his eyes on her was like a press, pushing against her chest, and she felt the urge to offer more, to prove herself.
She rushed into it. “Dusting,” she exclaimed, her voice a little too loud, almost desperate. “I… I also like dusting. And cleaning the windows and sweeping the floors.” Her tone softened again as she finished, the last words barely above a whisper. “I can do that, too.”
The quiet words seemed to hang in the air. She was telling the truth, but there was more behind it, something she wasn’t sure how to express. Cleaning had been one of the few things that gave her a sense of control, a small act of agency. It wasn’t the tasks themselves, but the rhythm, the motion, the sense that she was accomplishing something.
She’d taken comfort in the predictability of it all—no surprises, no sharp edges. Just the hum of a broom against the floor or the feel of a cloth against glass. It was a small peace, something she could hold onto.
But even as she spoke the words, a part of her screamed in silence. She wanted to be honest—really honest—but how could she? She couldn’t say that, at times, the endless work had worn her down. That she’d been so tired, so sick, so hurt, that the thought of cleaning one more room, folding one more shirt, sucking Alpha Willis cock one more time had left her broken and raw. And yet, she had done it. Not because she wanted to, but because she had to.
But here, in the presence of this Alpha, she couldn’t give voice to those truths. Not yet. She couldn’t risk seeming ungrateful, lazy, or incapable. She hadn’t earned the right to be vulnerable, not when he had already shown her and Jason more kindness than she’d thought possible. How could she ask for anything more than this, when she hadn’t even earned what was offered?
Alpha Wayne leaned forward slightly in his chair, the motion slow and deliberate, as if he were measuring the weight of his presence in the room. The warm lamplight cast soft shadows across his face, and his shoulders, broad and unyielding, seemed to anchor the space. His voice, when it came, was calm, low, and steady, like the hum of distant thunder.
“That’s quite a lot of work for one single person in a house as large as the manor,” he said, his words careful, each one placed with intent.
Catherine’s fingers tightened slightly in her lap, her nails digging into the delicate skin of her palms. Her breath caught, though she tried to make it quiet, unnoticeable. the way he said them, with a kind of deliberate consideration, made her stomach twist uncomfortably.
Her gaze flickered upward for the briefest of moments, taking in the set of his jaw, the faint furrow of his brow. He looked like he was pondering something important, weighing a decision. That was strange. gave orders; they didn’t consider anything. The notion that he might be doing so now made her feel exposed, her pulse quickening with unease.
And yet, maybe he was right. Maybe it was a lot of work. The manor was enormous, far larger than any space she’d ever been responsible for maintaining. But no Alpha had ever cared about whether the tasks they assigned her were manageable, let alone whether she had enough time to rest or recover. Why should they?
She was there to obey, to serve, to fulfill the needs of the household without complaint.
The thought came unbidden, sharp and cold: Why did he even care?
“If I may, Alpha, I don’t mind hard work,” she said quickly, her voice soft but steady. She wasn’t going to give him a reason to think she was incapable. “I’m used to it, Alpha.”
His gaze didn’t waver, and something about the way he was looking at her—direct, unflinching, yet somehow gentle—made her shift uncomfortably in her seat. His expression didn’t carry the sharpness of scrutiny or the impatience of someone waiting for her to justify herself. Instead, it was thoughtful, as though he were trying to see past her words to something deeper.
“I don’t doubt that,” he said after a pause, his tone softening slightly. “I intend to find a balance that works for you and for Jason. You’ve both been through enough already in the past weeks, without me overworking you unnessecary.”
Her throat tightened, and she fought the instinct to lower her gaze again. He wasn’t angry. He wasn’t accusing her of anything. But the kindness in his tone, the sheer unfamiliarity of it, made her feel raw, exposed in a way that left her struggling to breathe.
“I’ll do whatever you ask of me, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice trembling despite her best efforts to steady it.
“I know you will,” he said gently. “And your help with the pups would be greatly appreciated. You know so much about babies, and Damian is already so much better because of you. It was hard seeing him cry like that all the time.”
The words caught Catherine off guard, her breath hitching as her chest tightened with something unfamiliar. An Alpha, voicing the pain of seeing his pup in distress? It was unthinkable. Her father had never noticed her pain and her tears after she presented.
Alpha Willis hadn’t cared at all when Jason cried, when he shivered from cold or hunger, his little body too frail to hide his needs. Jason had been just a pup—hadn’t even presented yet—and Alpha Willis just didn’t ever care.
But here was Alpha Wayne, his large frame emanating authority, yet his words were soft, filled with vulnerability. The contrast was staggering, leaving Catherine frozen for a moment as she tried to process it.
“And,” Alpha Wayne continued, his voice gentling even further, “if folding clothes is something you find comfort in, then that can be part of what you do here.” He smiled faintly, the expression more in his tone than his lips. “Alfred, I think, has a certain affection for dusting. It gives him an excuse to lecture anyone who moves the knickknacks he’s been guarding since before I was born. And the windows…” His brow arched slightly, a flicker of dry humor easing into his voice. “Those are handled by a service once a month. Alfred was quiet adamant that about that when I started adding children to the house.”
“If…” she began, her voice barely above a whisper, before she stopped herself, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment. It wasn’t her place to speak unless spoken to.
Alpha Wayne caught the hesitation, his head tilting slightly as he waited. “Yes, Catherine?” he prompted gently, his voice carrying no impatience, only curiosity.
Her hands twisted in her lap, fingers gripping the fabric of her skirt. She lowered her gaze, her voice trembling as she forced the words out. “If there is any task Beta Alfred doesn’t like… I can do that too, of course, Alpha Wayne.”
Alpha Waynes lips twitched into a faint smile—not unkind, but unreadable in a way that set her nerves alight. “Alfred wouldn’t admit, but his knee’s been giving him trouble when the weather changes. I imagine he’d appreciate help with tasks that require a lot of bending—like scrubbing the baseboards, or cleaning the bathtubs and toilets.”
Her breath hitched, and she almost flinched at the words. She blinked rapidly, her mind working to catch up. She thought about the sheer number of bathrooms in the manor.
Even the room she and Jason had been given—something out of a dream with its large windows and massive bed—had an adjoining bathroom. Opulent. Sparkling. Immaculate. Despite making use of it, she was still afraid to touch anything, afraid she might leave fingerprints or scuff the polished floor.
Cleaning a place like this would be meticulous work, requiring careful attention to every detail, every surface polished to perfection. Of course, she could do it. She should do it. It was her job as an omega, after all.
Back at Alpha Willis’s place, cleaning the bathroom was a daily chore. The toilet sometimes needed to be scrubbed more than once a day—especially after one of Alpha Willis’s late-night drinking binges or his poker nights. He’d stumble in, his aim predictably bad, and leave a mess for her to deal with in the morning. The memory made her stomach churn, but it didn’t make her hesitate. This was what she was used to. What she was for.
She had cleaned everything, from the bathroom in her childhood home and the public one in the adjoining church to the perpetually filthy one in Willis’s tiny apartment. Even when Jason cried for food or comfort, she scrubbed and scrubbed, knowing there would be hell to pay if she didn’t.
“But,” Alpha Wayne continued, his tone even but measured, “if that’s something you wouldn’t feel comfortable with, that’s not a problem.”
Catherine’s head jerked up, her wide eyes locking on him before darting away again. She stared at her lap, her grip on her skirt tightening. Comfortable? The idea was foreign, almost laughable. It didn’t matter if she felt uncomfortable. It never had.
Comfort wasn’t a consideration; it was a luxury she hadn’t earned. She’d power through, just as she always had. She’d scrub and polish and do whatever was needed until it was done right. Until it was done well enough.
She wasn’t here to feel comfortable or to decide what she could or couldn’t handle. She was here to serve, to do whatever was needed to keep the house running smoothly.
Her stomach tightened as she tried to imagine what she would even say if she weren’t comfortable. Would she tell him no? The very idea felt impossible. Even the thought made her chest ache with panic.
But Alpha Wayne didn’t stop there. “And if Alfred and you decide the workload is too much, we can always bring in more help. That’s entirely up to the two of you.”
Her mind reeled at the suggestion, her heart pounding as she tried to understand. If something felt too heavy, she simply had to try harder. If something hurt, she had to push past the pain. That was the way it had always been.
Her mind spiraled, flashing back to the countless times Alpha Willis had laughed at her tears or her exhaustion, sneering, “What, too hard for you? What good are you, then?” The idea of choosing to stop, of asking for help—it was dizzying after all these years of living like that.
But the idea of working under Beta Alfred’s direction felt safer somehow. He would know what needed doing, what order to tackle tasks in, and when to call it a night, maybe. That was how things should be. It wasn’t her place to make those decisions or to question if something was too much for her.
She just had to keep working until it was done.
“And,” Alpha Wayne added, his voice softening, “if it comes to it, I can handle the toilets myself. I already do sometimes when Alfred’s knee bothers him.”
The room seemed to tilt around her. Catherine stared at him, her breath caught in her chest. An Alpha—this Alpha—cleaning toilets? The sheer impossibility of the statement made her feel lightheaded.
Her thoughts spun wildly, trying to reconcile the man before her with the words he had just spoken. She tried to picture it: Alpha Wayne, powerful, composed, and commanding, bent over a toilet with a brush in hand, scrubbing without complaint.. It was laughable. Unimaginable. Alphas didn’t do that.
Her father had been clear on that from the time she was old enough to understand her place. He hadn’t so much as carried a dish to the sink, let alone scrubbed anything.
Alpha Willis had taken it further. He didn’t just refuse to clean; he made a point of leaving things for her to find, gleeful in his mess-making. “That’s what you’re here for,” he’d sneered countless times when she cleaned up his spilled drink, his muddy boots, the messes he left in every corner of their tiny apartment. It wasn’t an Alpha’s job. It was hers.
And Alpha Wayne wasn’t just any Alpha. He was wealthy and his very presence exuded authority, power, and competence.
Everything about him, from the deliberate way he spoke to the subtle strength in his posture, marked him as an Alpha in every sense of the word. Alphas didn’t clean toilets. They didn’t lower themselves to tasks like that.
And yet here was Alpha Wayne, casually offering to clean the toilets himself, as if it were no different from any other task, as if it wasn’t so far beneath anything he should be doing.
He spoke as though the task carried no humiliation, as though there was nothing degrading in cleaning up after oneself. It unsettled her deeply.
“I… I’ll do it.” Her voice came out as a whisper, trembling and uncertain. “I… I’ll help with whatever is needed, Alpha Wayne. The toilets are no problem at all.”
Alpha Waynes expression softened as he nodded. “Alfred will appreciate your work. I do too. We’ll make sure it isn’t too much.”
Catherine’s breath caught, the simple statement echoing in her mind. Make sure it isn’t too much. As if that was something to consider. The idea felt almost absurd, foreign in its gentleness.
Her thoughts pulled her backward, unbidden, to a time not so long ago: lying on the cold, hard kitchen floor, her body too drained to move, the rough tile digging into her cheek. Exhaustion had wrapped around her like chains, heavy and unrelenting, and for a fleeting, terrifying moment, she’d believed she might never get up again. There was no such thing as too much then—there was only more, endlessly piled on until she broke.
“You’re to kind, Alpha,” she said humbly.
“I try to be, Catherine,” he said, and his voice had a weight to it, something thoughtful and deliberate. “Kind. I try to be that.”
His words struck her like a blow. Kindness. The way he said it, as though it were a choice, something deliberate rather than inherent.
She remembered him saying the same thing to his sons the night before—reminding them to treat her and Jason with kindness. The thought alone made her feel small, uncertain.
Was that what this was?
She struggled to remember if she’d ever known kindness from an Alpha before. Her Alpha father’s sharp bark of commands, Alpha Willis’s sneering, cruel mockery—neither of them had been kind. And yet… maybe kindness was this.
Letting her and Jason sleep in a bed behind a closed guest room door? Closed, not locked. Giving them clothes that weren’t threadbare and stained? Allowing Jason to rest when he was tired or, more shocking still, occasionally letting him play with the Alpha’s children? Was kindness feeding an Omega and her pup three times a day without using the meals as leverage to ensure obedience? It sounded so impossibly gentle, so impossibly good, that it couldn’t be real.
Perhaps kind Alphas rewarded loyalty like that. Perhaps they repaid good behavior with soft words and the chance to rest. But that felt like a fairy tale. Something whispered to children before sleep, not something lived.
“Now,” Alpha Waynes voice pulled her back to the present, “about Jason. Can you tell me what he was doing when you were still living with your former Alpha?”
The question made her stiffen, a flicker of panic darting through her chest. Her fingers twisted together in her lap as she struggled to find the right words. “He… stuck with me, Alpha,” she said quickly, her voice taut with nervous energy. “He helped me clean and cook. He can remain so quiet, and he’s very diligent.”
The words spilled out in a rush, half-truths carefully chosen to protect Jason as much as to paint him in a good light. It wasn’t entirely false—Jason had helped her, especially when Alpha Willis was home.
It wasn’t entirely a lie. Jason had learned to blend into the background, moving silently as he wiped tables, swept floors, or carried small loads of laundry. He had been so careful, so focused on doing things the right way, because mistakes weren’t an option. He had been diligent in the way only a child terrified of punishment could be.
But when Alpha Willis wasn’t home… Catherine pressed her lips together, her thoughts pulling her back. She didn’t tell Alpha Wayne how she’d often tucked Jason into their shared nest in the hallway, wrapping their few blankets around his small, wiry frame, or let him curl up on the couch while she scrubbed the floor.
She didn’t tell him how, in those stolen moments, she had whispered stories to Jason from her own childhood - fragments she could barely remember from books she used to read as a girl.
Those moments, rare as they were, had been a fragile kind of rebellion, carved out of the cracks in Alpha Willis’ harsh rules. She’d done her best to make those times better for Jason.
Carving out a sliver of a childhood for him.
And Jason needed to learn to read, to write, to understand the world beyond the small, confined one Alpha Willis had kept them in.
Catherine wasn’t so far gone that she couldn’t see that much, at least.
Her throat tightened. If Alpha Wayne truly was as kind as he seemed—if this wasn’t some elaborate illusion—perhaps he would let her continue teaching Jason. It wouldn’t take much. Just a little time each day. Half an hour, maybe. A few sheets of paper and a pen. The thought of the old book in their meager belongings surfaced, and she clung to the idea. She could use that to teach Jason how to read properly
She swallowed hard, forcing herself to speak. “He was homeschooled, Alpha,” she said carefully, trying to gauge his reaction. “Since this summer. I… I taught him how to read and write. His numbers, too.”
Alpha Waynes brow furrowed slightly, his expression growing thoughtful and measured. The silence that followed made Catherine’s stomach twist, and she rushed to fill it, unsure of whether he approved or not.
“I did the best I could, Alpha,” she added quickly. “He’s clever. So clever. But I—” Her words faltered, and she bit her lip, her confidence wavering. Why was she rambling about how clever Jason was? A pup sired by another Alpha, a burden to Alpha Wayne’s household. Surely he had no interest in hearing about Jason’s potential.
But … Alpha Wayne had been kind to Jason. Maybe if he knew that Jason was clever, he’d really allow her to take the time to teach him. If Jason turned out to be a Beta—an Alpha, even —then surely he would be of more use to Alpha Wayne and his sons if he could read, write, and do arithmetic. Maybe that would be enough to convince Alpha Wayne.
“Why wasn’t Jason in school?” he asked, his tone calm but probing.
The question landed heavily, her breath catching as her chest tightened. Her immediate instinct was to withdraw, to curl in on herself like she had so many times before under Alpha Willis’ sharp gaze.
But Alpha Waynes voice wasn’t harsh or accusatory. It was steady and patient, carrying a quiet insistence that didn’t leave room for evasion.
Catherine exhaled shakily, her hands trembling as she forced herself to answer. “His Alpha Father forbid it. He said it wasn’t necessary, Alpha,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
Alphas scent shifted immediately. It didn’t grow oppressive or sharp, but there was a darkness to it—a heavy weight that pressed against the air, carrying anger and something else she couldn’t name. His jaw tightened, and his eyes darkened with what looked like resolve.
Her heart pounded, her mind spiraling into fear. Had she said too much? Had she angered him?
“I see,” he said quietly. His voice was calm, but the words carried weight.
Catherine’s breath quickened, her chest tight as she searched his face for any sign of what was to come. But before she could panic further or sink to her knees in front of him, Alpha Wayne spoke again, his tone softer now, though deliberate.
“Jason needs an education,” he said firmly. “It is quite certainly a necessity.”
His voice was steady, but Catherine could tell he was holding something back. The anger simmering in his scent was muted, carefully reined in. It reminded her of the way she had spent years forcing her own scent to stay calm, soothing, for Jason’s sake, even when she was terrified or furious. The thought unsettled her.
Alpha Wayne leaned forward slightly, his eyes meeting hers with a kind of determined intensity that made her feel both exposed and strangely reassured. “This is something we will fix, Catherine,” he said. His voice softened just a fraction, losing some of its edge. “Jason deserves—”
A piercing scream tore through the air, cutting him off mid-sentence.
Catherine jumped, her heart racing as the sound echoed through the halls. She recognized it immediately—it was Damian. The sharp, desperate wail of a pup too young to understand his own distress. Her body moved on instinct, halfway out of her chair before she even realized it, but Alpha Wayne was already on his feet, his face shifting into an expression of concern and focus.
“Excuse me,” he said quickly, his voice calm despite the urgency in his movements. He was already heading toward the door, his steps quick but controlled.
Catherine hesitated, unsure if she should follow or stay put. The scream rang out again, desperate and raw, and her instincts screamed at her to go to the pup. But this wasn’t her place. This wasn’t her pup.
The scream rang out again, a third time, and she couldn’t stay still. Her feet carried her forward before she fully realized what she was doing.
Alpha Wayne glanced back at her but didn’t stop her. He didn’t tell her to stay behind, nor did he question her presence. He simply nodded once, his pace steady and purposeful as they moved together toward the source of Damian’s cries.
***
The apartment was filthy—far worse than Catherine had imagined it would be. It felt cramped and suffocating despite the space being sparsely furnished. The air felt heavy with the weight of stale cigarettes, old grease, and the unshakable scent of something damp.
The sour stench of sweat, mildew, and old food seemed to seep into her pores as she stepped through the threshold. Trash littered every surface: crumpled cans, half-empty takeout containers, and cigarette butts scattered across the floor.
But none of it fazed her. Catherine’s eyes didn’t linger on the grime or the chaos. Instead, her gaze darted to Alpha Willis, who stood in the doorway with a cigarette tucked between his lips, watching her. His smile was soft, easy, and that alone made her heart skip.
“Sorry it’s a mess,” he said, exhaling a thin plume of smoke. His tone was warm, almost apologetic. “I didn’t exactly have an omega to keep things tidy before you, Kitty-Cat. But you’ll whip it into shape. I can tell you’re the kind of girl who likes to make a house a home.”
Catherine felt a flush creep up her neck. She clasped her hands in front of her, her head lowering instinctively. “Of course, Alpha,” she said, her voice all soft and demure. “I’ll clean it all up, Alpha.”
He stepped closer, his boots heavy on the stained linoleum. Gently, he reached out and tilted her chin up so their eyes met. “That’s my good girl,” he said softly. His thumb brushed her cheek, lingering for a moment before he stepped back. “I knew you’d be perfect for me the moment I saw you. Not like those loudmouth omegas who think they’re too good for to their Alpha.”
Her chest tightened with emotion, his words wrapping around her like a warm blanket. She smiled shyly, her voice trembling. “Thank you, Alpha. I—I just want to make you happy.”
Alpha Willis chuckled, the sound low and almost affectionate. “You already do, Kitty-Cat.”
His grin widened, his sharp features softening as he reached out to tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear. “I knew you were special,” he murmured, his thumb brushing her cheek. “Not like those other bitches—selfish, always wanting something. You’re just… good. That’s why I chose you.”
Her cheeks flushed, heat rising to her face as she leaned into his touch. “Thank you, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice trembling with emotion. She felt a rush of pride, a deep need to prove herself worthy of his claim.
Alpha Willis dropped his hand, stepping back with a lazy chuckle. “You’re so cute when you get all shy,” he teased. “Alright, Kitty-Cat. I’m gonna grab a beer and let you get settled in. Start wherever you think’s best.” He leaned against the doorway, cigarette still in hand, and added, “You’ll make this place shine. I know you will.”
He walked off toward the couch, leaving her standing in the dim hallway. Catherine took a deep breath, her gaze sweeping over the apartment again. The task ahead of her was overwhelming, but she didn’t care. none of that mattered to Catherine. None of it. Her chest felt tight with a mix of nerves and excitement as she glanced around the small space. This was hers now—hers and Alpha Willis’s.
Catherine started in the kitchen, her first instinct being to clear a path through the chaos. She tied back her hair with a rubber band from her wrist and rolled up her sleeves, her movements quick and efficient despite the overwhelming state of the space.
The sink was piled high with greasy plates and utensils, many crusted over with hardened food. She hesitated for a moment, then plunged her hands into the scalding soapy water, scrubbing away at the layers of filth. Each plate emerged clean and gleaming, stacked neatly on the counter.
She wiped down the counters, tossing the stray cigarette butts and crumpled wrappers into a trash bag she’d found stuffed under the sink. The sponge turned black with grime as she worked, but she didn’t stop, scrubbing until her arms ached.
Catherine moved on to the bedroom, gripping the cleaning supplies tightly in her hands. The room was just as bad as the kitchen, if not worse. The air was stale, carrying the pungent odors of sweat, semen and cigarette smoke. Clothes were thrown everywhere—on the floor, over the back of a chair, and piled haphazardly on the unmade bed. The sheets were stained and wrinkled, clinging to the mattress like a grim reminder of neglect.
Her chest tightened at the sight, but it wasn’t despair she felt. It was determination. This was her chance to make things better for both of them.
Setting the bucket down, Catherine started by gathering the dirty clothes. She held them gingerly, careful not to breathe in the musty scent too deeply. The pile grew as she scoured the room, pulling socks from beneath the bed and shirts from the chair.
Catherine knelt by the bathtub, her breath catching as she took in the grime clinging to its surface. The dirt and soap scum streaking the basin made her stomach churn, but there was no time to be squeamish. The clothes wouldn’t clean themselves, and she couldn’t risk adding more filth to them.
With a quiet sigh, she rolled up her sleeves higher and grabbed the cracked, brittle sponge. The sponge was stiff and rough, its surface darkened from overuse, but it would have to do. She reached for a small bottle of all-purpose cleaner, nearly empty, and tilted it upside down, shaking it furiously until a few final spurts hit the tub.
She worked quickly, scrubbing at the ring of dirt encircling the drain and the faint rust stains trailing from the faucet. The smell of the cleaner stung her nose, sharp and acrid, but it masked the musty odor that had settled over the bathroom. She pushed aside half a dozen old bottles of soap and shampoo, their edges sticky with residue, piling them on the floor next to her knees.
Her fingers slipped against the slick surface of the tub as she scrubbed harder, the sound of the sponge grating against the porcelain filling the air. The water she splashed around to rinse her work turned a murky gray, and she hastily wiped it down with an old rag she found crumpled near the sink.
Only when the worst of the grime was gone did she stop, setting the sponge and rag aside with trembling hands. She wiped the sweat from her brow with her forearm, glancing briefly at her reflection in the cracked bathroom mirror. Her cheeks were flushed, her hair sticking to her damp forehead, but she ignored her reflection and turned back to her task.
She collected the pile of clothes she’d gathered from around the apartment, hesitating only briefly as she stared at the cleaned tub.
She began filling the tub with lukewarm water, the faucet groaning in protest as the water sputtered out in bursts. With a small scoop of detergent, she stirred the water until a thin layer of suds formed on the surface. Then, one by one, she dropped in the clothes, submerging them carefully, scrubbing at each piece with determined, deliberate motions.
The sound of water sloshing echoed in the small space, drowning out the muffled noise of the city beyond the apartment walls.
She worked methodically, her movements precise and deliberate. A shirt, its seams fraying, was scrubbed until the grayish water turned murky. A pair of socks, riddled with holes, followed next. She used the rough edge of her nails to scrape away the worst of the stains, her hands moving as if on autopilot.
The process was exhausting, her arms aching as she wrung out each piece of clothing, twisting it tightly until water dripped down in a steady stream. She piled the wrung-out clothes into the bucket, ready to hang them to dry, knowing they would likely take days to fully lose their dampness in the drafty apartment.
As she finished, she leaned back on her heels, her shoulders slumping as the strain began to set in. She glanced at her raw, reddened hands, her fingers stiff and trembling from the now cold water.
Back in the bedroom, she stripped the bed, the sheets stiff and reeking of old sweat. She bundled them up, adding them to the laundry pile, and wiped down the bare mattress with disinfectant. As the cleaner soaked in, she moved to the surfaces, dusting and wiping down the nightstand, the windowsill, and the small, scratched dresser.
Halfway through, Alpha Willis appeared in the doorway, his broad frame leaning casually against the doorframe. He had a beer in one hand and his gaze swept over the room, lingering on Catherine as she knelt on the floor, scrubbing at a dark, unidentifiable stain on the hardwood.
“Look at you, Kitty-Cat,” he drawled, leaning against the doorframe. “Your folks sure raised you right. Knew how to train up an omega to keep things proper. Bet they’d be real proud if they saw you now, huh?”
Catherine stilled, her heart fluttering at the unexpected praise. Her parents had been harsh, demanding perfection in every task and punishing even the smallest failures, but hearing Alpha Willis speak of them with approval sent a confusing mix of emotions rushing through her. She didn’t dare lift her head to look at him, though. That would be too bold.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured softly, dipping the rag back into the bucket of soapy water. “I just want to make everything nice for you.”
Alpha Willis stepped into the room, his boots heavy on the clean patch of floor she’d just finished. The smell of stale beer and tobacco clung to him, but Catherine didn’t flinch or wrinkle her nose. She stayed perfectly still as he crouched down beside her, close enough that she could feel the warmth radiating from his body. He also smelled like wool, air dried in the hot sun and she loved that smell a lot.
He reached out, brushing his fingers through her hair with a surprising gentleness. “They must’ve been strict, huh?” he asked, his tone almost teasing. “Bet your old man didn’t let you slack off one bit.”
“No, Alpha,” Catherine whispered, her voice barely audible. “He always said an omega’s job is to serve her Alpha… to keep things in order.”
Alpha Willis chuckled, the sound low and rough. “Smart man. Guess he did me a favor, handing you over. A good omega like you? Hard to come by.”
Her cheeks burned at the compliment, her fingers trembling slightly as she wrung out the rag. “I just… I want to do my best for you, Alpha,” she said, her voice trembling with sincerity.
“You’re doing just fine, Kitty-Cat,” he said, his hand trailing down to her neck. His thumb pressed lightly against the fresh mating bite, and she winced at the sharp sting but didn’t pull away. Instead, she lowered her head even further, exposing her neck in a gesture of submission.
Alpha Willis grinned, leaning in to nip at the mark, his teeth grazing the tender skin. “Still sore, huh? That’s good. Means it’s fresh. Means it’s real.”
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice shaking.
He hummed in approval, his hand lingering on her neck for a moment longer before he pulled away. “Alright, I’ll leave you to it. Don’t forget to get the bed fixed up,” he said, his lips quirking into a sly grin. “Can’t have my omega sleeping on dirty sheets. Though… who knows how long they’ll stay clean once we break ’em in tonight.”
Catherine’s cheeks flushed a deep red, her hands gripping the rag tightly as she kept her head bowed. “Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, her voice trembling but obedient.
Alpha Willis chuckled, the sound rumbling in his chest as he straightened up. “That’s my good girl,” he said, his tone teasing but firm, before taking another swig from his beer and leaving her to her work.
She let out a small breath, the ache in her neck a sharp reminder of his love. Her fingers brushed lightly over the mating bite on her neck, the tenderness a constant reminder of her Alphas claim. She didn’t mind the pain. If anything, it made her feel closer to him, a tangible mark of her devotion.
She worked quickly but meticulously, spreading the second pair of linens she found in Alpha Willis closet over the mattress and tucking the corners in with precision. She fluffed the pillows, arranging them neatly at the head of the bed, and smoothed out every wrinkle until the bed looked as perfect as she could make it. Maybe one of these days she could ask her Alpha to go with her to the laundromat to clean the sheets and linens, so that they smelled and looked really clean and soft.
Catherine walked into the living room with quiet steps, careful not to disturb Alpha Willis more than necessary. He was sprawled across the worn-out sofa, one arm draped lazily over the back while the other held a cigarette. The air was thick with smoke, mingling with the musty scent of the apartment, but Catherine didn’t let it bother her. It was his space, and he could do as he pleased.
Alpha Willis glanced up at her as she entered, his lips curling into a lopsided grin. “Hey, Kitty-Cat,” he said, his tone light but laced with expectation. He gestured vaguely to the empty bottle on the floor beside him. “Grab me another beer, yeah?”
She nodded instantly, eager to please. “Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, hurrying to the kitchen to fetch him a fresh one. Her steps were quick but careful, mindful not to make too much noise as she opened the fridge, that she’d cleaned out before and that held only beer and chili sauce. Everything else had been expired or moldy or empty. Maybe they’d go grocery shopping together. She was looking forward to cooking nice meals for him.
When she returned, she handed him the cold bottle with both hands, her gaze lowered. Alpha Willis took it with a pleased hum, cracking it open with a flick of his wrist. “Thanks, babe,” he said, taking a long swig before setting it down on the coffee table, which was littered with crumpled wrappers and old porn magazines.
Catherine started with the coffee table, carefully stacking the worn magazines into a neat pile. The urge to throw them away flared, but she didn’t dare. They weren’t hers to discard.
“Babe,” Alpha Willis called lazily, watching her from the couch. “You can put them in the drawer, right? Don’t need the paper if I got the real thing now.” His voice held a teasing edge. “Come here for a moment.”
She hesitated only for a second before stepping closer. As soon as she was within reach, his hands latched onto her hips, tugging her down beside him on the couch with a firm, possessive grip.
Alpha Willis buried his face against the scent gland at her neck, inhaling deeply. “You smell real nice, even after cleaning all morning,” he murmured, his breath warm against her skin.
“You smell nice too, Alpha,” Catherine whispered, her voice soft and deferential as she instinctively bared her neck to him.
His tongue flicked over the bite mark he’d left there just two days ago, sending a jolt through her. She hissed quietly at the sting, but the warmth spreading through her body muddling the pain, his hands anchoring her with a familiar intensity.
One lingered over the curve of her clothed breast, playing with her peaky nipple, while the other settled firmly against the small of her back, keeping her pressed close.
Alpha Willis’ tongue lingered on the bite, his lips trailing soft kisses along her neck as his grip on her tightened. “That’s my girl,” he murmured, his voice low and satisfied. He pressed his mouth firmly against hers, the kiss possessive and unrelenting.
Catherine responded automatically, her lips yielding to his as her hands rested lightly on his chest. Her body remained pliant under his touch, her breaths shallow as he deepened the kiss for a moment longer.
Then, just as abruptly as he had pulled her close, Alpha Willis broke the kiss, leaning back with a smirk. “Alright, babe,” he said, patting her thigh. “Go on now. Get this place looking nice. Want everything perfect for tonight.”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine murmured, her cheeks warm as she stood on shaky legs, smoothing down her clothes.
He tilted his head, watching her with a lazy grin. “And don’t take too long. I’ve got plans for you later.”
“I’ll be quick, Alpha,” she promised, bowing her head slightly before turning back to the coffee table, her hands steady even as her pulse raced.
Catherine moved with quiet determination, her knees pressing against the floor as she wiped a damp rag across the wooden boards. The wet cloth dragged across invisible streaks of grime, and she focused on every stroke, making sure the surface gleamed when she moved on. A faint ache throbbed in her knees, but she ignored it, pouring her energy into the task.
Behind her, Alpha Willis leaned back on the couch, watching her with that same lazy grin that sent shivers down her spine. He took a long pull from his beer, the amber liquid catching the dim light before he set the bottle down on the coffee table.
“You’re really good at that. I just couldn’t get the placr clean. You don’t mind doing it, right?” He let the question hang in the air as his eyes slid over her. “You like taking care of me, don’t you? Makes sense, right? An omega like you, all sweet and soft… you probably get a kick out of making things nice for your Alpha.”
Catherine sat back for a moment, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear before picking up another empty bottle and placing it in the trash bag she had started filling. “I… I don’t mind, Alpha. I just want everything to be nice for you,” she said softly, her voice full of quiet devotion.
Alpha Willis chuckled, letting a curl of smoke escape his lips as he flicked the ash from his cigarette into the ashtray. “Yeah, I figured you’d say that. You’re such a good girl for me,” he said, his voice warm with a teasing edge. He leaned forward, his elbows on his knees as he watched her. “You know, I don’t mind you getting on your knees for me… making our home nice and tidy. Though, I’m sure you’d prefer to be on your knees in a different way, huh?”
Her cheeks burned at the insinuation, but she kept working, her hands now wiping down a sticky spot on the coffee table with a cloth soaked in soapy water.
He chuckled to himself at the subtle blush that crept across her face. He didn’t wait for a response before continuing, leaning back into the couch with a satisfied sigh.
“See, babe, I’m not the tidy type. Never been. But you’re different. You get pleasure out of this, don’t you? Out of taking care of me. That’s why I’m lucky, huh? A girl who loves to clean up after her man,” he drawled, his voice turning sweet, almost indulgent. “I’m gonna keep you busy, though, so you’ve got plenty of work to do. But don’t worry, I’ll make sure to show you just how much I appreciate you… every day.”
His gaze softened slightly as he watched her for a moment, before he lifted the beer bottle to his lips again. “It’s all part of the deal, babe. You take care of me, and I’ll make sure you know how much you mean to me. You’re mine now, after all.”
Catherine’s breath hitched at his words, a strange mix of warmth and shame swirling in her chest. She nodded without looking up, her hands moving to clean another surface as she replied, “Yes Alpha. I’ll always take care of you.”
She was wringing out her rag before pressing it against the fabric of the couch. She worked carefully, her fingers scrubbing at the discolored spot while Alpha Willis stretched out beside her. She felt his eyes on her every movement, the weight of his gaze making her cheeks flush.
Alpha Willis smiled, the satisfaction in his expression unmistakable. He reached for his beer again, taking another sip before setting it down with a clink. “Good girl,” he murmured. “Now, don’t forget under the couch. Who knows what kind of treasures might’ve rolled under there.”
Catherine hesitated for only a moment before she got down on her hands and knees, peering under the couch. She gathered bits of trash, dust, a used condom and a stray bottle cap, placing them carefully into the trash bag. Her arms ached from the constant effort, but she didn’t dare slow down, driven by the need to meet her Alphas expectations.
Alpha Willis watched her with a lazy satisfaction, stretching out his legs and letting his head fall back against the cushions. “Yeah,” he said, almost to himself, “you really are something, babe. You keep this up, and we’re gonna have a real nice evening.”
When Catherine finished tidying the living room, the floor gleaming and every surface spotless, she stood for a moment, catching her breath. Her cheeks were flushed, her body humming with the satisfaction of working so hard for him . She brushed a strand of hair from her damp forehead, glancing shyly toward Alpha Willis, who was sprawled lazily on the couch, watching her with that lopsided grin that always made her chest flutter.
Her arms ached from the repetitive motions, and her knees were sore from kneeling on the hard floor. She hesitated before speaking, her voice soft.
“Alpha… would it be alright if I took a small break?” she asked. “Just a moment to have a glass of water?”
Alpha Willis raised an eyebrow, his grin widening. “A break, huh? You worked so hard, babe,” he said, stretching out with a yawn before standing. “Come on, Kitty-Cat. I’ll come with you, keep you company.”
Her heart stuttered as he got up, the casual way he followed her to the kitchen making her feel giddy. She filled a glass with water, her hands trembling slightly as she brought it to her lips. As she drank, Alpha Willis closed the space between them, his large hands sliding gently over her hips.
“You’re somethin’ else, you know that?” he murmured, his voice low and warm in her ear. “Barely a day in, and you’re already making this place feel like home.”
Catherine’s cheeks burned, and she lowered the glass quickly, her breath catching as he pressed himself against her back. “I just… I just want to make you happy, Alpha,” she whispered, her voice tinged with nervous excitement.
Alpha Willis chuckled, the deep, rumbling sound sending shivers through her. He buried his face in the crook of her neck, inhaling deeply. “You smell so sweet, Kitty-Cat.” He brushed a kiss against her scent gland, his lips lingering. His stubble brushed against her skin, and she shivered as his warm breath sent tingles down her spine.
She melted under his touch, her head tilting instinctively to give him better access, even though her throat still felt dry.
“I’m glad you’re pleased, Alpha,” she murmured, the spot on her neck where his bite lingered throbbing painfully as his lips brushed against it.
She hissed softly, her hand trembled making the water in the glass slosh around. Her body tensed even as warmth bloomed in her chest.
“Alpha,” she said shakily, gripping the edge of the counter to steady herself.
“What?” he asked, his tone playful as he straightened up slightly, his hands still resting on her hips. “I’m just helping you relax, babe. Don’t tell me you don’t like it.”
“I do,” she admitted quietly, her words nearly drowned out by her own rapid heartbeat. His gaze softened for a moment, his thumbs gently brushing her sides, though the smirk on his lips stayed firmly in place.
His thumb pressed into her hip, grounding her even as his tone shifted, harder now. “Take your little break if you need it, but don’t take too long. It’s already getting dark out, and I wanna settle in with you for the evening. Been looking forward to it all day.”
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered, setting the half-full glass down carefully. She turned slightly to glance up at him, her heart swelling with a strange kind of pride at the thought of making him happy. “I’ll finish everything before then, Alpha. I promise.”
He smiled, clearly pleased, and kissed her temple before stepping back. “Good. Make it nice and cozy, babe. I’ll be waiting.”
Catherine nodded quickly, her cheeks flushed as she moved to clean the bathroom, her last task for today. She couldn’t deny the way her heart raced as she worked, knowing that when she was done, Alpha Willis would be there, ready to spend the rest of the night with her. That knowledge was mire than enough to make her want to do everything perfectly.
The bathroom was a disaster, she’d already knew as much when she had been inside earlier to wash the laundry but it was just as bad again. The acrid stench of mildew and old waste hung in the air, clinging to her skin and clothes. Her Alpha deserved better than this—far better.
She swallowed the lump in her throat as she took in the filth. The floor was slick and sticky under her knees. The sink was rusted and clogged, and the toilet—the sight of it made her stomach churn.
The bowl was streaked with yellow and brown stains, and the seat was smeared. A crusted ring of filth marked the waterline, and flies buzzed lazily around the rim.
Her hands trembled as she knelt before the toilet, but she didn’t hesitate. She couldn’t let him live like this. This was her duty. Her Alpha needed her to make this place a home. He deserved better than this.
She sprayed disinfectant liberally over the seat and bowl, letting it soak as she scrubbed the tiles around the base. The smell of bleach was sharp and stung her eyes, but she ignored the discomfort. With a rag, she wiped down the porcelain, her fingers working diligently to remove every trace of grime.
Her knees were sore from kneeling on the cold tiles, and her fingers were raw from the harsh cleaning chemicals. The toilet brush she found under the sink was bent and brittle, but it was all she had. Catherine dipped it into the bucket, her grip tightening as she scrubbed at the bowl.
The stains clung stubbornly to the porcelain, mocking her efforts, but she leaned in harder, her breath hitching as the brush finally snapped in two.
She didn’t hesitate. She set the broken brush aside and reached for the sponge, plunging it into the dark water of the bucket before scrubbing by hand. The sharp smell of the bleach mixed with the toilet’s putrid scent, making her eyes water. She blinked back tears, determined not to falter.
The sponge slipped in her grip, splattering filthy water across her arms and onto her face. She flinched but didn’t stop. Her Alpha deserved perfection. She worked the sponge into the cracks and crevices, scrubbing at the stubborn crust around the base of the toilet until her fingers felt raw beneath the gloves. The water in her bucket was black now, thick with dirt and grime, and she emptied it into the tub before refilling it with fresh water and bleach.
The sink was no better. The basin was stained with rings of dried residue, and the faucet handles were sticky and coated in rust. Catherine fingers were still trembling as she wiped away the grime. The flies that had been circling the room grew bolder, landing on the damp rag she was using, and she swatted them away with a small, frustrated sound.
The mirror above the sink was cracked, its surface obscured by a filmy layer of grease and dried splatters of something she didn’t want to identify. She cleaned it carefully, wiping the cloth over the jagged edges, making it shine as best as she could.
Her knees ached, her arms burned, and her head throbbed from the fumes, but she kept working. By the time she finished, her gloves were torn, her hands red and raw from the chemicals, and her clothes damp with dirty water. She looked around the bathroom, her chest tightening as she took in the transformation.
It wasn’t perfect—there was still so much work to do—but it was better. The toilet gleamed as much as its old porcelain would allow, the tiles were scrubbed clean, and even the rusted faucet shone faintly in the dim light.
She stood shakily, leaning against the wall for support as her head spun. Her Alpha would see how hard she’d worked. He would know how much she loved him, how deeply she cared for him.
“Catherine!” Alpha Willis’s voice boomed from the other room. “You almost done in there or what?”
Her heart leapt, and she wiped her hands quickly on her rag before rushing to the door. “Yes, Alpha! I’m just finishing up!”
“Good girl,” he said lazily. The sound of his voice sent a warm, submissive shiver down her spine.
Catherine hurried into the living room, wiping her hands nervously on her already damp skirt. The scent of bleach still clung to her, mixed with the acrid smell of sweat and grime. Her hair stuck to her face, dampened by exertion, and her cheeks were flushed from hours of scrubbing. She kept her eyes low as she approached Alpha Willis, her heart pounding.
He was sprawled on the couch, one arm draped lazily over the backrest. His eyes lifted from the TV to land on her, scanning her from head to toe. He let out a low whistle, his lips curling into a smirk.
“Worked so hard, didn’t you? My little omega, putting in all that effort just to make things nice for me.” He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his sharp eyes locking on hers. “But damn, look at you. You’re a mess.”
Catherine flinched slightly at the words, though his tone was warm and teasing. She glanced down at herself, taking in the damp patches on her skirt, the streaks of dirt on her arms, and the way her hands trembled faintly. “I… I just wanted to make everything clean for you, Alpha. I’m sorry,” she murmured softly.
Alpha Willis tilted his head, his grin softening into something almost affectionate. “I know you did, sweetheart. And you did a hell of a job. You’re so good to me, you know that?” He reached out, catching her wrist and pulling her closer. “You’re my good little girl.”
Her breath hitched at his words, a bloom of warmth spreading through her chest despite her exhaustion. She nodded, her eyes still cast downward.
His grip on her wrist tightened just enough to make her look at him. “But you can’t take care of me looking like this, babe,” he said softly, his voice dipping into something gentler but no less commanding. “Go on, take a shower. Clean yourself up. You’ve earned it, haven’t you? My perfect omega deserves a little care too.”
She nodded quickly, turning to obey, but as she made her way down the hall, she heard the creak of the couch as he rose to his feet. Her pulse quickened when his heavy footsteps followed her.
By the time she reached the bathroom, Alpha Willis was right behind her. She turned slightly, her wide eyes meeting his as he leaned against the doorframe, watching her with a lazy smirk.
He chuckled, stepping into the small bathroom and shutting the door behind him. “You didn’t think I’d let you take a shower alone, did you?” he murmured, his voice warm and teasing. “After all, you’ve been working so hard for me. Least I can do is help you relax.”
Her cheeks burned, but she didn’t protest as he reached out, his fingers brushing over her hips. “Let’s get you cleaned up, babe,” he said, his tone dripping with sweet, indulgent authority, as he pulled her dress up over her head. “You’ve earned it.”
Her instinct was to cover herself, to shrink away, but his steady gaze rooted her in place.
“Relax,” he said, his voice softer now, though the command was unmistakable. “I’ve seen it all before, Kitty-Cat. Ain’t no reason to get shy on me now.”
Piece by piece, he stripped away the remnants of her day until she stood bare before him, the steam wrapping around her like a second skin.
Alpha Willis stepped into the shower first, his broad frame cutting through the mist as he held out a hand to her. She hesitated again, her toes curling against the cool tile, before finally taking his hand and stepping in after him. The hot water cascaded over her, washing away the grime and tension of the day in an instant. She closed her eyes, letting the sensation envelop her, until his voice brought her back.
"Stand still," he ordered. "Let me see what all that hard work has done to you."
Catherine obeyed without hesitation, her body stiff but compliant as he lathered the soap between his hands and began running them over her shoulders. His touch was firm but deliberate, tracing the curve of her neck, the line of her collarbone, lingering on her small breasts and then down her arms. She couldn’t help but flinch slightly when his hands slid lower, over her ribs and stomach down to her fold.
“Turn around,” he said, his tone low but insistent. She obeyed without question, her movements slow and deliberate as she faced away from him. His hands found her shoulders, firm but not unkind, guiding her under the spray of water, before he pressed her further against thr tile, his breast heavy and warm against her back, his dick poking the small of her back as he reaches around to knead her breasts some more.
When he had enough of playing with her nipples, he lifted her up slightly, entering her in one swift motion. She hissed, he was so thick and she wasn’t as wet as she had been during her heat.
He leaned in, pressing a kiss to the bite on her neck, and Catherine closed her eyes, her hands gripping the tiled wall for support. It burned under the water and when he nipped at it she felt herself tightening around his dick, letting out a soft moan.
“You’ve been good today,” he murmured, his lips close to her ear, as he lazily thrusted in and out if her. “Real good. Keep this up, and we’re gonna be so happy.”
Notes:
They were talking ☺️ And Bruce cleans the toilet so well, what do you say? 😅
Chapter 20
Notes:
Trigger Warning: Cursive Written Flashback: Cruel parental mating bite. Religios mumbojumbo
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When they reached the nursery, the cries had grown louder, sharper. Damian was flailing in his crib, his tiny fists clenched and his face red, his small body trembling with the force of his wails. The sound cut through the air, raw and panicked, making Catherine’s chest ache.
Alpha Wayne crossed the room in long, purposeful strides. He leaned over the crib, his movements careful, deliberate. His large hands hovered for a moment before he reached down and scooped Damian up. His hold was firm but gentle, as if he were afraid of breaking something so small.
“Shh, Damian,” he murmured, his deep voice a low rumble that carried the promise of safety. “It’s alright. I’ve got you.”
Catherine hesitated at the doorway, her hands twisting nervously in front of her. She didn’t know if she should follow the Alpha inside. She didn’t know if she was allowed.
The pup’s cries didn’t subside. If anything, they grew more frantic, Damian’s tiny body arching against his Alpha Waynes hold, his little fists flailing at the air as if even his Alpha Fathers arms weren’t enough to ground him. Alpha Waynes expression didn’t shift—he remained calm, patient—but there was a flicker of uncertainty in his eyes, a shadow of helplessness that softened the hard lines of his face.
Cathrine swallowed hard, fighting the instinct to move closer. Her feet shuffled forward, but she stopped herself, unsure.
Alpha Wayne began to rock the pup gently, his movements awkward but earnest. “It’s okay,” he tried again, his tone quieter, almost pleading. “You’re safe, little one.”
Catherine remained just inside the doorway, her hands clasped tightly together. She could feel the distress radiating from the room—the sharp, keening cries of the pup, Alpha Waynes scent carrying a faint edge of worry despite his best efforts to suppress it.
He turned slightly, his dark eyes meeting hers with something that made her stomach tighten—a flicker of frustration. Still, his voice remained calm, steady. “He won’t settle,” he said quietly.
For a moment, he said nothing more, his jaw tightening as if weighing his pride against something else. Then, in a voice that was almost sheepish, he asked, “Can you… do that massage again? The one you did last time?”
Catherine blinked, startled, but she nodded immediately. “Of course, Alpha,” she said, her voice soft.
Alpha Wayne handed Damian to her carefully, his hands lingering for a moment as if reluctant to let go. The pup squirmed in her arms, his cries hitching but not stopping.
Catherine cooed softly, instinct overriding her careful submission for just a moment. “Shh, little one,” she whispered, her voice slipping into a tone she hadn’t used in years—not since Jason was this small. It was a tone she couldn’t help, the instinctive hum of an omega soothing a distressed pup.
The sounds had slipped out before she could think better of it, and when she realized what she’d done, her cheeks burned. She glanced quickly at Alpha Wayne, expecting disapproval, but he said nothing, his eyes focused on her and Damian.
She carried the pup over to the changing table and glanced nervously at the Alpha. “I’ll, um, use the oil, Alpha. The one we got earlier?”
Alpha Wayne nodded, stepping closer but keeping a respectful distance. “Whatever you think will help,” he said, his voice even, but there was a flicker of hope beneath his calm exterior.
Damian’s cries were still sharp, piercing, as she gently undressed him. “Shh, sweet boy,” she murmured, her voice soft, almost reverent. “It’s alright now. We’ll make it better.”
Catherine worked quietly, her hands trembling slightly as she uncapped the small bottle of oil, drizzled a few drops of almond oil into her hamd and warmed it between her palms.
The moment her hands began to move over Damian’s tiny body, her instincts took over. Her touch was firm but gentle, her fingers gliding over his little belly, his legs, his back in slow, practiced strokes. She pressed lightly on his stomach, using the motions she had learned long ago.
“Just like this,” she murmured to herself, her voice barely above a whisper. “There we go, sweet pup.”
Alpha Wayne remained silent, standing close enough to watch but far enough not to crowd her. His scent, warm with sandalwood and a faint hint of brown sugar, wrapped around the room, steady and grounding. Catherine didn’t dare look at him, focusing entirely on Damian, who was slowly quieting under her touch.
The pup let out a soft hiccup, then a faint coo. His little body relaxed, and Catherine could feel the tension melting away with each gentle stroke. She moved her hands in soothing circles on his belly, and then—quite suddenly—Damian let out a loud, almost comical grunt.
Catherine froze, her hands hovering as she realized what had happened. Just like last night. The poor little thing had simply needed a bit of help to, well… let go.
With practiced efficiency, Catherine finished the massage, her movements precise but unhurried. She couldn’t help but glance at Alpha Wayne, as she opened Damians sullied diaper and cleaned his little bum with the baby wipes on the changing table.
Alpha Wayne was close enough now for her to feel the weight of his gaze, yet his presence didn’t carry the oppressive force she’d come to associate with Alphas.
Present, but not overbearing.
The thought struck her as strange, almost unsettling. An Alpha who stood by and observed instead of looming or commanding. An Alpha who cleaned toilets, who cuddled his pups, who seemed to want to take on these small, intimate tasks himself.
Catherine couldn’t imagine her own Alpha father—or Alpha Willis, for that matter—doing such things. They’d made it painfully clear that such duties were beneath them. And yet, Alpha Wayne didn’t seem burdened by the idea. If anything, she got the sense that he would have preferred to change the diaper himself.
Her thoughts flickered like shadows across her mind, fleeting and incomplete, as she finished securing the fresh diaper. She redressed Damian in his body and zip up pyjama and secured the soft little sleeping sack. When she lifted him into her arms again his face was transformed. His earlier discomfort had melted away, replaced by an expression of wide-eyed curiosity.
He blinked up at her with bright, unfocused eyes, his little mouth forming a perfect, round ‘o.’ A bubbly gurgle escaped him, and his tiny hand flopped weakly against his chest, as though testing the limits of his strength. The simple joy in the sound caught Catherine off guard, pulling at something deep inside her she hadn’t realized was still intact.
“He’s… awake,” Alpha Wayne said softly, his voice drawing her attention. There was something unguarded in the way he spoke. “And happy.”
Catherine adjusted Damian in her arms, her touch as gentle as a whisper. “He just needed some relief, Alpha,” she said, her voice meek, though her tone held a note of quiet satisfacting she didn’t dare let show too much.
Alpha Wayne stepped closer, his expression unguarded for the first time. There was something almost boyish in his wonder as he softly took his youngest son from her. His hands were steady, careful as he cradled the tiny pup against his chest, but there was uncertainty in his movements, like a man handling something just a tad too fragile fir his large hands.
“What do I do with him now?” he asked, his voice awkward and uncertain.
The question was so unexpected, so disarmingly sincere, that Catherine couldn’t stop the soft laugh that bubbled up from her chest. It escaped before she could catch it, and it was faint, just a single sound and as soon as it faded, her heart leapt into her throat. Her hand flew to her mouth, her eyes widening in alarm. “I’m so sorry, Alpha,” she stammered, her voice trembling. She clasped her hands tightly in front of her, her scent sharpening with anxiety. Her heart raced as she lowered her head, bracing for the punishment that felt inevitable.
The need to correct herself—to show proper contrition—was instinctual, bone-deep. She wanted to sink to her knees, to lower herself before him, to beg for his forgiveness. She couldn’t understand how she had forgotten her place so easily, how she had dared to react so freely, so carelessly. Alphas did not tolerate lapses, and any moment now, she was sure his anger would rise, swift and sharp like the crack of a whip.
But the reprimand never came.
Instead, Alpha Wayne simply stood there, quiet. His scent shifted subtly, the steady warmth of sandalwood deepening into something richer. There was a sweetness now, like honey darkening over a flame, layered and smoky, wrapping the space between them in its quiet strength. It was a scent unlike anything she’d ever felt before. Comforting, steady, and unwavering—a hearth fire on the darkest, coldest of nights.
“You don’t have to apologize,” he said at last, his voice low but warm. It was firm, grounding, but there was something else woven through it—a tenderness that made her breath hitch, her chest tightening painfully. “You have a very nice laugh.”
Catherine felt her cheeks flush hot, the rush of blood making her feel raw and exposed. A compliment. His words hung in the air, weightless but heavy at the same time, and she didn’t know what to do with them. Compliments were dangerous things.
Alpha Willis had liked to compliment her, too. Oh, how he’d liked it. She could almost hear his voice again, low and syrupy, slithering into her ears like poison disguised as honey. “You’re so pretty with your lips around my cock ,“ he had said when she kneeled in front of him, her lips round around his member. “Your scent is so sweet even after cleaning the whole morning ,“ he said other times, when she was exhausted and her clothes were drenched in a mix of sweat and soapy water. The words had been soft, almost gentle in the beginning, wrapping around her like smoke, intoxicating and suffocating all at once. She’d clung to them back then, like a fool.
She’d been so desperate, so broken from years of her father’s scorn, that she’d let herself believe every lie he’d whispered. She’d thought it was love.
She’d worked herself to the bone to keep his fleeting kindness, scrubbing floors until her hands were raw, fetching meals and new bottles of beer, whenever he wanted them, and curling into his side at night no matter how rough he was with her when he fucked her. If he threw her a crumb, she’d scavenge it like a starving dog.
But she had learned quickly that Alpha Willis’s sweetness was a hook, barbed and cruel, always meant to drag something from her— her obedience, her devotion, her body.
The worst part was, she still remembered how much she’d wanted him to love her. She’d begged for it without words, in every glance, every touch, every desperate attempt to please him. And he’d given her just enough to keep her crawling back, to keep her believing that if she worked harder, obeyed better he might look at her the way he had in the beginning.
And now here was Alpha Wayne, an Alpha like no other she had ever encountered.
What could he possibly want?
Would he expect her to warm his bed once the pups were asleep, to repay his kindness with her body?
It was his right.
He was her Alpha, and she was his to command—not just by law, but by the very nature of who and what she was. Every instinct she had, every lesson hammered into her since she first presented as an omega, told her the same thing: her life, her body, her very existence was meant to serve him.
It didn’t matter that he hadn’t claimed her yet, hadn’t sunk his teeth into her neck to seal his mark, branding her as his mate. That moment could come at any time.
And she wouldn’t be able to stop him.
She wouldn’t even know how to try.
It was what Omegas were for, what she was for.
Her Alpha Father had drilled that into her with every command she dared question, every punishment he dealt when she faltered. Alpha Willis had only confirmed it, whispering it into her ear between sweet words and cruel demands, until the idea had rooted itself so deeply inside her that she could no longer separate it from herself.
And Alpha Wayne was no different, was he? He might seem kinder, gentler, but in the end, he was still an Alpha. He could claim her whenever he wanted, take her as his, and it would be his right.
She shivered, her breath hitching, hands trembling where they were clasped tightly in front of her. She couldn’t stop him. She wouldn’t even know how to try. The very idea of resistance felt foreign, wrong, like she’d be breaking something sacred if she so much as thought of saying no. Alphas led, omegas followed. That was how it had always been.
Her chest tightened, her mind swirling with memories she didn’t want to think about. Her Alpha Father’s cold eyes, his belt, his sharp commands that brooked no argument. Alpha Willis’s syrupy voice, his praise dripping like honey, coaxing, almost kind—until she’d realized the kindness came with strings, tangled so tightly around her that she couldn’t move without cutting herself on their sharp edges.
She’d clung to their approval, desperate to be good, to prove she was worth keeping, worth loving. She’d clung even as it broke her, even as it hollowed her out and left her scrambling to fill the void they had carved into her. She’d twisted herself into knots to earn scraps of affection, thinking if she could just be good enough—obedient enough—things would change.
And now, with Alpha Wayne, she could already feel that same pathetic, clawing need rising inside her.
She would be good for him, too. If he wanted her to warm his bed, she would. If he wanted her obedience, her submission, her body, she would give it all freely.
But Alpha Wayne stood quietly, his broad frame steady but unthreatening, his scent warm and grounding. He didn’t loom over her, didn’t fill the space between them with the oppressive weight of his presence like her Alpha Father or Alpha Willis had.
And then Damian, blissfully unaware of the tension crackling between the adults, let out a soft gurgle.
The little pup wriggled in his Alpha Fathers arms, his tiny body pressing upward with a newfound burst of energy. His hand, so small it could barely curl into a fist, stretched upward, reaching clumsily for his Alpha Fatherd face.
Alpha Waynes expression shifted, softening in a way that Catherine couldn’t look away from. He smiled—not the faint, polite smile she had seen earlier, but something warmer, unguarded. Reverence glimmered in his eyes, his fingers brushing gently against Damian’s outstretched hand. The motion was slow, deliberate, as though he couldn’t quite believe this moment was real.
Catherine’s breath caught as she watched him. It wasn’t the look of an Alpha staking his claim, but of a father—one still in awe of the tiny life he held in his arms.
“I think this little guy agrees,” he said, his voice lighter now, almost teasing.
Damian responded with another gurgle, his small body wriggling closer to his Alpha Fathers chest. The little pup’s joy was infectious, breaking through the weight of Catherine’s thoughts like sunlight cutting through heavy clouds.
***
The chapel was quiet, save for the soft murmur of prayer and the faint creak of wooden pews beneath shifting bodies. The air was heavy with the mingling scents of incense and candle wax, curling tendrils of smoke rising to the vaulted ceiling like unspoken supplications.
Light poured in fractured hues through the stained-glass windows, casting the congregation in muted blues, reds, and golds. Once, Catherine had marveled at how the light danced, how it transformed the austere stone walls into something alive and holy. That was last Sunday, a lifetime ago.
Back then, she had stood at her Alpha Fathers side in her altar girl robe, a quiet pride in her chest as she held the offering plate and felt herself part of something divine.
But now the same light felt different. Distant. Cold. The shifting hues turned the saints rendered in glass into mute witnesses, their hands raised in frozen benediction as shadows wavered and flickered across their faces.
Catherine knelt in the center of the cold stone aisle, the congregation seated on either side of her. The stone beneath her was frigid, biting into her bare knees, but she dared not shift.
Her body was a fragile sculpture of submission. She knelt motionless, her head bowed, hands clasped so tightly in prayer that her knuckles whitened, trembling under the strain. She could feel the weight of their eyes, the weight of expectation and disdain, burning into her bowed form.
Her entire existence had been whittled down to this moment, but she wasn‘t so far gone yet to not see the pitiful glances her best friends parents had send her before Cathrine had bowed her head to the ground.
Her Alpha Fathers voice thundered from the pulpit above, a towering figure draped in black robes that seemed to absorb the light around him. He loomed over the congregation like a storm, his presence suffocating.
“‘And the Creator looked upon the disobedience of His children and saw their ruin,’” he began, his voice a deep, rolling cadence that reverberated through the hollow space of the chapel. “‘And so He set the order of the world. He made the Alphas first, to lead with strength and wisdom. And from the Alphas He made the Betas, to uphold the balance. And last, from the Alphas’ rib, He made the Omegas, to serve in humility and obedience. In their obedience, there is harmony. In their rebellion, there is only sin.’“
His words fell like stones, each syllable embedding itself deeper into her skin, her marrow. Catherine’s stomach churned, and she lowered her head further, her forehead nearly brushing the cold stone.
“‘But the world is flawed,’” he continued, his voice steady but edged with the fervor of a zealot. “‘The Omega is a creature of chaos, marked by their weakness. Without submission, they bring only ruin. Without a hand to guide them, they are as beasts, ruled by their instincts, dragging the righteous down into the mire of sin.’”
The congregation shifted in their seats, the faint rustle of fabric mingling with murmured amens. Catherine’s heart thudded heavily in her chest, each beat a thunderclap against the fragile quiet.
The preacher stepped down from the pulpit, his footsteps deliberate and slow, each one echoing through the chapel like a tolling bell.
“‘And the Alpha shall mark what is his,’” he said, his voice sharp and resonant, carrying the weight of divine decree. “‘that all who see may know the order of this world. An unclaimed Omega is a threat to the sacred order. They are temptation unbridled. Chaos incarnate.’”
The murmurs of the congregation swelled, rippling through the air like a tide. Catherine’s hands trembled in her lap, and she swallowed hard against the lump in her throat. She wanted to cry, to run, to disappear, but she remained where she was, frozen by fear and duty.
Her whispered prayer faltered on her lips, her words dry and hollow as she clung to them like a lifeline.
For three days, her Alpha Father had prepared her for this moment. For three days, she had scrubbed floors until her fingers bled, her palms raw and red. For three days, she had knelt at his feet as he barked the scriptures that bound her to him, his lessons biting deeper than the belt he carried for moments when words failed.
For three days, she had heard the whispers of neighbors who came by to see what had become of the preacher’s pathetic omega child, their voices a mixture of pity and judgement.
Catherine’s stomach churned, her skin clammy despite the chill of the chapel. She’d known this moment was coming. Ever since her presentation three days ago, she’d known it would end here, kneeling before her Alpha Father under the cold, scrutinizing eyes of their community.
Her Alpha Fathers voice broke through the oppressive silence, harsh and unyielding. “Step up to the altar, Omega.”
Omega. Not even her name. Not even the bare dignity of a familial title. Just her designation, spat with the authority of an Alpha whose word was law.
Catherine rose slowly, her legs unsteady beneath her as she padded barefoot over the cold stone. Her white gown was loose and shapeless, the coarse fabric brushing against her skin like an accusation. It was the same gown Omegas wore during submission ceremonies, meant to emphasize their purity and weakness, to strip them of individuality and remind them of their place.
Only two weeks ago, she had stood at the edge of this same aisle in her altar robes, watching other Omegas kneel before their Alphas. She had felt so much pity for them—a small, fleeting sorrow for the lives they were leaving behind—but it was always tempered by righteousness.
Her Alpha Fathers sermons had drilled it into her from the moment she could understand language: this was the natural order, the Creator’s design. The Omegas needed this, wanted this. Their submission was a kind of salvation, an anchor to the chaos of their own instincts.
But now, in front of her Alpha Father and the Lord, she didn’t feel saved. She didn’t feel anchored. She felt stolen.
For the first time, she truly felt what she had understood long ago: those other Omegas must have felt it too—the silent dread, the creeping loss of everything that made them human.
She didn’t want this. She didn’t want to kneel in a shapeless gown, exposed to the scrutinizing eyes of the congregation. She didn’t want to live in the confines of obedience, reduced to an object of possession.
She wanted to run barefoot through the fields behind their house, the dirt warm under her toes. She wanted to climb trees and scuff her knees, to laugh with her friends until her ribs ached. She wanted to wear jeans and read her books snd listen to her music, to live in a world where her thoughts and desires were her own.
Instead her steps echoed faintly in the vast, vaulted space. She kept her gaze fixed downward, away from the congregation seated on either side of the aisle. She could feel their eyes on her, heavy with judgment and disdain.
“Kneel,” her Alpha Father commanded as she reached the altar.
Catherine sank to her knees before him without hesitation. The cold stone cut into her flesh, and she winced at the sharp pain that shot through her joints. Her head bowed low, her hair falling forward like a veil, shielding her face from the watchful gaze of the congregation. She clung to the anonymity it offered, desperate to hide the flush of humiliation burning her cheeks.
Her Alpha Fathers hand came down on her head, heavy and possessive. His palm was rough, the weight of his touch forcing her to bow even lower. “Look upon this,” he said, his voice rising, filling the chapel like a crack of thunder. “An Omega, born of my blood, brought to her knees as the Creator intended. There is no shame in this submission—only the divine order of our world.”
He paused, his fingers curling slightly in her hair, holding her in place. Catherine’s breath came in shallow gasps, her heart pounding in her chest as his words rained down on her like blows.
“‘For the Alpha was made to rule,’” he continued, his voice taking on the rhythm of scripture, “‘and the Omega was made to serve. As the heavens bow to the Creator, so too must the Omega bow to the Alpha, for without this bond, there is chaos.’”
The congregation hummed their agreement, a low, murmured response that reverberated through the air. Catherine felt her stomach twist, the nausea rising again as she knelt there, her trembling hands clasped tightly in her lap.
“‘Rebellion is sin,’” her Alpha Father intoned, his voice hard and unrelenting. “‘Defiance is ruin. But submission—submission is salvation. Through her obedience, the Omega finds her purpose. Through her humility, she is made whole.’”
The congregation echoed the words, their voices blending into a chilling harmony. Catherine bit her lip to keep from crying, her teeth digging into the soft flesh as her Alpha Fathers grip tightened slightly on her head.
“Show them,” he said, his tone cold and commanding.
Catherine froze for a moment, dread flooding her veins, but her body moved before her mind could catch up. Slowly, she tilted her head to the side, exposing the soft, vulnerable curve of her neck. The movement was automatic, instinctual, her body obeying before her mind could rebel.
A faint gasp rippled through the congregation, a sound of approval and satisfaction as she bared herself completely. Her eyes squeezed shut, her hands trembling in her lap as the weight of their scrutiny bore down on her.
Her Alpha Fathers voice rose again, his words cutting through the heavy silence. “‘And the Alpha shall mark what is his, that all who see may know the Creator’s will. The Omega shall bear this mark as a sign of her obedience, a seal of her place in the order of His design.’”
His hand left her head, and Catherine flinched as she felt him draw closer, his breath hot against the exposed skin of her neck. The moment stretched unbearably, her heart racing as she braced herself for what was coming.
And then his teeth sank into flesh at the nape of her neck.
The pain was sharp, brutal, searing through her nerves like fire. Catherine cried out, the sound raw and desperate, echoing through the chapel like a broken hymn. Tears spilled from her tightly closed eyes, hot and unrelenting, as the mark was carved into her skin.
Her Alpha Fathers grip on her shoulder was unyielding, holding her in place as he claimed her with all the brutality and authority of the scriptures he had preached. The bite was not a gentle act of bonding or care—it was a brand, a shackle, a physical reminder of her place beneath him.
When he finally released her, the ache in her neck throbbed in time with her racing heartbeat. She felt light-headed, her body swaying slightly as she fought to remain upright.
Her Alpha Father straightened, his voice once again rising to address the congregation. “The Omega is claimed,” he declared, his tone sharp and final. “Marked by her Alpha, as the Creator decrees. Let all who see her know her place, her purpose, her duty. To her Alpha. To the House. To the Lord.”
The congregation erupted into applause, polite but approving, their voices blending into a cacophony that made Catherine’s head spin. She remained where she was, kneeling at her Alpha Fathers feet, her head bowed low, her body trembling with pain and exhaustion, blood straining her white gown.
Above her, the shadows of the saints loomed large on the walls, their faces blank and unforgiving. The candles flickered, their light casting distorted shapes across the altar, and Catherine whispered a broken prayer, the words slipping from her lips like water she couldn’t hold on to.
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Chapter 21
Notes:
Trigger Warning
There is heavy domestic violence (against an omega and a child) in the cursive part (Flashback)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jason sat cross-legged in the middle of the bed, his tiny form framed by the soft glow of the bedside lamp. His new Paw Patrol pajamas, bright and colorful, were only slightly oversized, the sleeves bunching adorably around his wrists as if it was supposed to be exactly like this. So that he could still grow a bit into them.
“And then Chase went zoom—like this—and jumped over the big rock! But Rubble said, ‘Don’t worry, I got it,’ and Rocky came with the truck and—oh!—then they built this super cool ramp!”
His small body practically buzzing with excitement. He clutched the edge of the blanket in one hand and his toy falcon in the other, his eyes wide and his cheeks flushed with color as the words tumbled out of him faster than he could say them.
Catherine sat beside him, watching in quiet awe. Jason had never been this animated before. Not once. It wasn’t that he didn’t talk—he did, but always in the subdued tones of a child taught early that drawing attention to himself was dangerous. His excitement now was so unfamiliar that it almost startled her, though it sent a bittersweet warmth spreading through her chest.
Earlier, Alpha Wayne had excused her after they had finished caring for Damian. He had been gentle but firm, directing his sons to find Beta Alfred and prepare for bed, while instructing Catherine to take Jason back to their room to retire for the night. There had been no edge to his tone, no veiled threats or demands—just simple, steady authority.
When they reached their assigned room, Catherine had stopped short, her heart fluttering at the sight of two neatly arranged laundry baskets sitting just outside the door, delivered as if by magic while she had been with Alpha Wayne and Damian.
The sight of them—two entire baskets filled with the things they had chosen at the store that afternoon—had made her stop short. The scent of clean cotton and soap had overwhelmed her for a moment, and she’d had to take a deep breath before ushering Jason inside and carrying the baskets in herself one after the other.
She had helped Jason wash up in the bathroom. The sight of his little face, bright and flushed from excitement, brought her a quiet, aching happiness. She had smoothed down his wild hair, chuckling softly when he wrinkled his nose at the warm washcloth, his little body full of unknown energy.
“They were so cool, Mama!” Jason exclaimed, his arms flailing as he mimicked a scene. “Rocky had this truck with this claw thing, and Chase did this awesome flip in the air, and then the pups all howled together at the end!”
“That sounds very exciting,” Catherine said softly, though her throat felt tight. She clasped her hands in her lap, her fingers twisting slightly. “You really liked spending time with Alpha Waynes sons, didn’t you? They have not been mean to you? They didn’t hurt you, right baby?”
Jason nodded so hard his hair flopped over his forehead. “Uh-huh! And Tim knew all the dogs names, even the ones that are not always on the team. Like Rex! Rex is the coolest, Tim says so too because Rex knows like all the dinosaurs that are existing!”
Catherine’s lips curved into a faint smile, though it was tinged with sadness.
He had never had other children to spend time with. Never had brand-new pajamas that fit him so perfectly. Never watched cartoons that made him laugh until his sides hurt. And now here he was, glowing with joy as he retold every detail of the adventures he’d seen on the television earlier with Alpha Wayne’s sons.
“And Alpha Dick—” Jason’s voice lowered to a conspiratorial tone, his eyes sparkling. “He showed me his game thing! It’s called a Switch, and he was playing Pokémon. Mama, it was so cool! There were these little monsters, and he could catch them in balls, and then they’d fight! He said when I’m a little older, maybe I could play it too!”
Catherine’s heart ached, her smile wavering. She could picture it clearly—Jason perched beside the oldest boy, watching the game with wide-eyed fascination. It must have felt like stepping into another world, one filled with bright colors and adventures, so far removed from what he was used too.
He hoped he hadn’t been annoying Alpha Dick. She was beyond thankful the doung Alpha had been nice to her pup. No one really would bat an eye if he wasn‘t. He could have slapped Jason around easily and sell it as punishmend for daring to look at the Alphas gaming system.
“That sounds wonderful, sweetheart,” she said, her voice gentle. “It must have been so much fun to see.”
Her gaze flicked toward the neatly folded piles of clothing sitting in the corner of their room. Everything they had picked out at the store earlier that day—so many items it had felt almost sinful—now washed, dried, and folded with care. They smelled faintly of detergent, clean and crisp, a scent that made her chest ache.
Now, as Jason’s voice filled the room, Catherine ran her fingers absently over the fabric of her own new pajamas—a soft, deep blue set with tiny white stars scattered across the material. It felt strange, wearing pants again after so many years. Almost like stepping back into a version of herself she had long since abandoned.
The elastic waistband rested lightly against her skin, the cotton soft and comfortable. It was such a simple thing, and yet it felt monumental.
She hadn’t worn clothes like this in over fifteen years—not since her father had stripped her of even the smallest freedoms. Her heart clenched at the thought, her fingers tightening on the fabric.
Jason’s voice broke through her thoughts again. “And then Rubble and Rocky—Mama, you weren’t listening!”
“I was, sweetheart,” she said quickly, leaning forward and brushing her fingers through his curls. “Rubble and Rocky did what?”
He narrowed his eyes at her in mock suspicion but then launched right back into his story. Catherine smiled, letting herself relax against the headboard.
Jason deserved this. A room that didn’t feel cold. Clothes that weren’t worn thin. An education. A bed big enough for the both of them, soft and warm, with blankets that smelled of flowers and not mildew.
And yet, as she listened to Jason chatter on, her heart clenched. Gratitude warred with unease, her mind racing with thoughts she couldn’t quite articulate. Alpha Wayne was kind, yes, but no one gave without wanting something in return.
What did he want from her?
“And Marshall slid down the hill—woosh!—and sprayed water everywhere to put out the fire!,“ Jason continued telling her anout the show he saw. „Then Skye said, ‘Let’s take to the skies!’ and flipped her wings out, flying super fast to bring the farmer a new basket of apples. Rocky pulled up with his truck and built a cool cart out of old parts so the farmer could carry the apples. They all worked together like the best team ever!”
“I’m happy you had a good time, sweet pup,“ she said softly, stroking over his unruly hair.
Jason nodded, his eyes already growing heavy with sleep as his excitement began to ebb. He shifted closer to her, his small hand finding hers and holding on tightly.
“Tim said we could watch more cartoons tomorrow if Alpha Wayne and you say it’s okay. And if not, we can play with his Paw Patrol cars again. He has them all. Even Skys helicopter and Rubbles digger!”
Catherine swallowed, her fingers tightening on the edge of her soft pajama pants. “We will see, sweetheart,” she murmured. She didn’t know what the next day would bring.
She had chores now that needed doing and for now it was safest if Jason stuck close go her as long as Alpha Wayne didn’t send him elsewhere. So she didn’t really know if there would be time for Jason to play or watch cartoons.
She couldn’t know if Alpha Wayne would allow it so soon again.
But she couldn’t deny the warmth that spread through her chest at Jason’s happiness, the way he had come alive in a way she hadn’t seen in so long.
Jason tilted his head, studying her. “Mama, do you like these pajamas?” he asked suddenly, his small fingers plucking at the fabric of her sleeve.
She blinked, startled by the question. “I—yes,” she said, her voice almost too soft. “I do. They’re… comfortable.”
“They’re pretty,” Jason declared, his tone firm. “You should wear them all the time.”
Catherine’s smile wobbled, and she reached out to smooth his hair. “Thank you, pup. That’s very sweet of you to say.”
Jason leaned into her touch, his earlier excitement softening into a sleepy contentment. He yawned, his small body beginning to relax against the pillows.
Catherine exhaled softly, leaning down to press a kiss to his forehead. She still didn’t know what tomorrow would bring, but tonight, as she sat there with Jason curled against her side in a room that felt far safer than anything she’d known in years, she allowed herself the tiniest flicker of hope.
***
The next morning, Catherine woke to the muffled sounds of movement just beyond the door. The low rumble of voices and the occasional thud of heavy footsteps told her the house was stirring, just as it had the morning before. She eased herself out of bed, careful not to wake Jason, who was curled under the blanket, his small fist clutching the corner, his lion pressed against his cheek.
Her bare feet touched the cool floor, and she shivered slightly. The room was warmer than anything she was used to, the heavy quilt on the bed far more luxurious than the thin sheets she had slept under at the facility. But the chill of the morning air still seeped through the walls, a sharp reminder of the season outside.
By the door stood the laundry bins—two baskets neatly packed with freshly washed and folded clothes. The scent of detergent was faint but comforting, and the sight of the neatly folded stacks brought a strange tightness to her throat. These were hers . They were Jason’s . Brand-new clothes chosen just for them.
Catherine hesitated as she reached into the basket. Her fingers brushed over the fabric of a thick, knitted pullover, and she paused. The soft texture felt foreign against her skin, a stark contrast to the coarse dresses she had worn for years.
She had loved this sweater when she picked it out in the store—a light blue color that reminded her of the sea she’d only ever seen in pictures and books. But she couldn’t bring herself to wear it today.
Wool wasn’t practical for chores, she told herself firmly, pulling her hand back. She didn’t want to risk staining it—not on her third day in this house. Alpha Wayne had been so kind to let her choose these clothes. She wouldn’t repay that kindness with carelessness.
Instead, she selected a pair of blue jeans and a plain, long-sleeved shirt. The denim felt sturdy in her hands, its weight solid and reassuring. It had been so long since she’d worn trousers. For a moment, she allowed herself to savor the thought of how the fabric would feel against her skin, how it would move with her instead of constraining her.
But then doubt crept in, as it always did. What if it wasn’t appropriate?
She glanced back at the dresses folded neatly in the basket. They weren‘t modest by her Alpha Fathers standards with a hem that ended just slightly below the knee but they were made of soft, knitted wool—a material far too delicate for chores. She traced a finger over one of them, the maroon one with the crewneck and the arms that ended under her elbows.
Her thoughts clouded with indecision. Maybe she should wear one instead. Dresses were expected. Familiar. Trousers weren’t something omegas were supposed to wear.
But the wool, no matter how lovely, wasn’t practical for scrubbing toilets, cleaning floors or chasing after the children. These dresses weren’t meant for hard work—not for the kind of work she knew she’d help with today.
That left the facility-issued dress she had arrived in, hanging neatly over the single stool in front of the desk. Catherine’s gaze lingered on it, the dull gray fabric a stark reminder of the three weeks she had spent there. She hated it. Hated the reminder. Hated how it felt against her skin, how it pulled at her shoulders and hemmed her in.
She swallowed hard. Going back to that dress would be safer, she told herself. But she didn’t want to wear it. She wanted to wear the jeans—almost desperately so.
Her hands lingered over the jeans, her brow furrowing.
Alpha Wayne probably wouldn’t care, she thought, though the idea made her uneasy. But what if he did?
She let the jeans unfurl in her hands and stepped into them. The sturdy material hugged her legs, the weight of it grounding her. She paired it with the long-sleeved shirt, the soft cotton brushing warmly against her skin.
The outfit felt right. Comfortable. Practical. For once, she didn’t feel like she was wearing something meant to hide her or define her place. She did not feel like a fragile omega but like herself, like the Cathrine that got lost in the fire when her father burned all her belongings.
Catherine turned her attention to Jason. She moved quietly to his side and crouched down, brushing her fingers over his shoulder.
“Jason,” she murmured, her voice soft. “It’s time to get up.”
His nose wrinkled, and he shifted under the blanket, reluctant to wake. She smiled faintly, smoothing his dark hair back from his forehead.
“Come on, sweetheart,” she coaxed gently. “Beta Alfred will be here soon.”
At the mention of Beta Alfred, Jason’s eyes fluttered open. He blinked up at her groggily, his small face scrunching in confusion before recognition dawned.
“Morning, Mama,” he mumbled sleepily, his voice thick with drowsiness.
“Morning, love,” she said, her smile softening. “Let’s get you dressed.”
She pulled out two shirts and held them up for him to see—a cheerful green one with dinosaurs and a blue one with the the bright, familiar Paw Patrol design. Jason’s face lit up at the sight of the latter, and he pointed at it eagerly.
“This one!”
From the stack of new clothes, she found matching underwear and socks, both emblazoned with prints of dogs in cars, just like his shirt. She hadn’t even noticed Alpha Wayne adding them to the cart the day before, but now, seeing Jason’s joy, she felt a pang of gratitude so sharp it almost hurt.
Lastly, she helped him step into his jeans, fastening the button and pulling them snug over his little hips.
“You look so handsome,” she whispered, her voice soft and warm, though it wavered slightly at the edges.
Jason beamed at her, his smile so pure and unguarded that it made her throat tighten. He looked proud, standing there in his new shirt, his small chest puffed out just slightly.
For a moment, Catherine couldn’t speak. She knelt in front of him, adjusting the hem of his shirt, her fingers lingering. He didn’t know how fragile this peace was. He didn’t know how quickly it could all be taken away.
The thought sat heavy in her mind as she rose, brushing off her hands as though she could dispel the weight of it.
When Beta Alfred arrived to collect them, she kept her head low, following him silently through the grand hallways, Jason’s small hand clasped tightly in her own.
But instead of leading them to the kitchen, where she expected to spend the morning working, Alfred paused outside the dining room.
Catherine faltered, her stomach twisting into a knot as he opened the door and gestured for them to enter. The space beyond was vast, almost impossibly so, and the table at its center was laid out with a feast that made her breath catch yet again.
There was French toast drizzled with syrup, scrambled eggs piled high, baked beans glistening in their sauce, crispy bacon and golden-brown sausages. Bowls of yogurt sat beside neatly arranged granola, alongside plates of sliced fruit, their colors vivid and inviting. It was enough food to feed an entire family—no, more than that. It was staggering.
Her grip on Jason’s hand tightened as she tried to steady herself, her knees trembling slightly beneath her. It wasn’t just the abundance of the meal that overwhelmed her; it was the sight of the man seated at the head of the table.
Alpha Wayne.
Even in stillness, his presence filled the room, a quiet but commanding energy that seemed to press against her chest. He looked up as they entered, his sharp blue eyes meeting hers for just a fraction of a second. She dropped her gaze immediately, unable to hold his stare, and the weight in her chest only grew heavier.
Because he wasn’t alone.
Another man sat beside him, and Catherine’s breath caught again as she recognized the telltale aura of an alpha. It wasn’t just his broad shoulders or his strong jaw—it was the way he carried himself, the sharpness in his gaze that seemed to cut straight through her.
He was striking, in a way that felt almost deliberate. His features were chiseled and symmetrical, his jaw dusted with the beginnings of a five o’clock shadow. His hair was dark but streaked with gray at the temples, lending him an air of distinguished authority. And his eyes—piercing blue-green—seemed to take her in all at once, assessing her with a precision that made her want to shrink away.
The corner of his mouth quirked, the faintest trace of a smirk pulling at his lips. It wasn’t unkind, but it wasn’t entirely kind either. There was something sharp in his expression, something edged with amusement, and it set her nerves on edge.
Jason tugged at her hand, his small fingers curling around hers as he looked up at her. She swallowed hard, feeling the weight of both Alphas’ gazes pressing down on her.
Catherine’s legs moved before her mind caught up, sinking to her knees in one smooth, practiced motion. She tugged Jason down with her, her grip firm but gentle. He hesitated for a moment, his small brow furrowing, but he obeyed, his knees pressing against the hardwood floor beside hers.
“How may I serve you, Alpha?” Her voice was soft, barely above a whisper, as she addressed Alpha Wayne. Her gaze stayed fixed on the ground, her hands trembling slightly as she clasped them in her lap, her heart pounding so loudly in her chest that she was sure they could hear it.
The room went silent, and she felt the weight of their attention like a physical force.
There was a faint scrape of a chair as someone shifted, and then Alpha Wayne’s deep voice broke the silence. “There’s no need for that,” he said simply. His tone wasn’t unkind, but it carried enough authority to make her pulse quicken.
A low chuckle followed, sharp and almost teasing. “Well, she’s certainly ‘polite‘,” the other Alpha remarked, his voice dripping with dry sarcasm.
Catherine’s cheeks flushed. Her hands clenched tighter in her lap as she fought to keep her breathing steady.
“Harvey,” Alpha Wayne said, his tone a quiet warning.
“What?” Alpha Harvey replied, his voice laced with mock innocence. “I’m just saying. Not many omegas have this level of decorum these days.”
Catherine swallowed hard, her head bowing even further. She didn’t know if it was a compliment or a joke—or both. Either way, it wasn’t her place to respond.
Jason, however, squirmed beside her, his small voice breaking through the tension. “Mama?”
He tugged at her hand and she should get up. Alpha Wayne had ordered her in his kind way but her legs felt rooted in place.
“Catherine.” Alpha Wayne’s voice was softer now, almost gentle. “Come sit at the table. You and Jason both.”
Her breath hitched. Her instincts screamed at her to stay where she was, to keep her head down but the urge to follow her Alphas orders were stronger.
She rises to her feet, her movements slow and deliberate. Jason followed her lead, sticking close to her side as though he could sense her unease.
“Eat,” Alpha Wayne said. It wasn’t unkind—his voice rarely was—but there was something less sweet about his scent now, the grounding warmth of sandalwood tinged with something sharper. It made her chest tingle.
Her hands hovered over the table, uncertain.
She couldn’t remember ever having so many choices, and with choice came risk. What if she picked wrong? What if she seemed greedy? She hesitated a beat too long, before reaching for a single piece of French toast.
With practiced ease, she cut the toast into neat halves, pushing the slightly larger piece onto Jason’s plate.
She could feel Alpha Wayne’s eyes on her, the faint tightening of his jaw making her stomach twist.
She should have taken something lighter with less calories. Only thin Omegas were beautiful Omegas. Gluttony was a sin.
Her gaze darted to the fruit bowl in the middle of the table, but her hands froze. The fruit looked like jewels: dark blueberries, juicy spheres of mandarine oranges, crisp apple slices and plump light green grapes, all luxuriously vibrant. It was too much. Fruit was expensive. A luxury. An omega like her didn’t deserve that.
She hadn’t taken much—she knew she hadn’t. The french toast had been the safest choice she could think of, but now she questioned it. Had it been a test? Would an obedient omega have chosen nothing at all?
The food was too good for her, she realized. Too indulgent, too nice. Rich, golden bread soaked in eggs, dusted with sugar? She didn’t deserve food like this. She should have known better. She did know better.
Maybe there was a pot of oatmeal in the kitchen and Alpha Wayne had meant that when he told her to eat. Her mother had prepared some every morning for them to share, plain, unflavored but filling for a long hard day of labor.
Cathrine should have known that the day before had been an exeption, a nice warm welcome were it wasn’t deserved.
Her hands trembled as she folded them in her lap, trying to shrink into herself. Her behaviour was a shameful display that would reflect on Alpha Wayne, who had shown them so much kindness. She was an embarrasment. And that in front of the other Alpha he’d welcomed at his table
“See, Bruce?” Alpha Harvey drawled, his smirk returning as he gestured lazily toward Catherine. “I told you she’d be nervous. You’re scaring the poor thing with all your brooding and looming.”
“I’m not brooding,” Alpha Wayne replied, his tone flat, though Catherine noticed his gaze shift ever so slightly in her direction.
Alpha Harvey waved a hand dismissively.
“Right. Sure you’re not. You’re practically radiating sunshine. I half expect birds to land on your shoulders any second now.”
He smirked, but then his eyes flickered back to Catherine, sharp and observant in a way that made her chest tighten.
“Relax, sweetheart,” he drawled, his tone light but still cutting. ”It’s breakfast, not an execution. No one’s going to bite your head off for picking the wrong jam.”
Catherine ducked her head lower, her cheeks burning with humiliation. She wasn’t sure if his words were meant to be comforting or mocking, and it didn’t matter. Her shoulders hunched further as if to make herself smaller, more invisible.
It’s just breakfast, he’d said. As if that meant anything. As if every meal in her life hadn’t been a minefield to navigate.
“I’m sorry, Alpha Harvey, Sir,” she said, hoping to not affront him by using his first name. She didn’t mean any disrespect but his last name was unbeknown to her and only calling him Alpha was forbidden. Only the Alpha who claimed her was to be spoken to so intimately.
Beside her, Jason stilled. Catherine felt it before she saw it—the shift in his little body as tension gathered like a stormcloud. His little hand gripped the hem of her shirt tighter, his shoulders were going rigid. The subtle tremor in his breath was gone, replaced by something solid—something fiery. Jason glared across the table at Alpha Harvey, his brows furrowing, his tiny jaw set.
Cathrine reached for him instinctively, trying to soothe him, but the Alpha spoke again, and this time his words landed like a blow.
“It’s fine. It’s fine. No reason to grovel again. And you, kid,” Alpha Harvey added, his smirk deepening as he looked Jason over. “Don’t let your momma teach you to be too proper now. Next thing we know, she’ll have you scrubbing floors and standing in corners when you get mouthy.”
Jason’s head snapped up. His small body trembled with energy. She noticed his fists curling under the table, the small, defiant anger building in him like an ember fanned into flame, and Catherine saw the exact moment he decided to speak.
“Don’t talk about my mama like that!” he snapped, his voice cutting through the air like a whip.
The room fell silent.
Catherine froze, the blood drained from her face. Her breathing hitched, and for a split second, she couldn’t move, couldn’t think. All she could do was stare at Jason, horrified. What did he do? What did he say?
Her hand hovered uselessly in the air, reaching for him too late, far too late. Her vision blurred as panic surged through her veins, hot and overwhelming.
Jason, for his part, stared across the table, unflinching. His little jaw was set tight, his brows furrowed as he glared at Alpha Harvey.
The Alpha blinked, startled, but then—much to Catherine’s shock—he laughed. A booming, genuine laugh that filled the room and shattered the tension like glass.
“Well, damn,” Alpha Harvey said, leaning back in his chair with a grin that bordered on irreverent. His sharp blue-green eyes danced with amusement as they flicked from Alpha Wayne to Jason. “Got a bit of fire in you, huh, kid?” His tone was light, teasing, but there was a thread of genuine curiosity beneath it.
Alpha Harvey’s grin deepened, his gaze sliding back to Alpha Wayne as though sharing some private joke. “He’s got more backbone than half the people at my office,” he remarked.
Jason bristled, still glaring, his fists clenched at his sides. He didn’t look to Catherine for reassurance or Alpha Wayne for protection. He just stood his ground, his tiny form vibrating with stubborn energy. Her dumb, curageous little boy.
***
The kitchen was dim, lit only by the weak bulb above the sink. Shadows clung to the corners of the room, wrapping the space in a suffocating stillness. The air reeked of burnt bread and something metallic—her own blood, warm and sticky as it trickled from her nose. Catherine lay crumpled on the cold tile floor, her ribs screaming every time she dared to breathe too deeply. Her dress was torn at the hem, stained with flour and blood, and her trembling hands pressed weakly against her side as though holding herself together might stop the pain.
Over the years, Alpha Willis’s temper had only grown more vicious, his punishments more brutal. What had started as harsh words and shoves had escalated into fists, boots, and belts. The bruises never seemed to fade before new ones were layered on top. Tonight, it was a burnt loaf of bread. Tomorrow, it would be something else. It always was.
Her cheek throbbed where the buckle of his belt had caught her, and she could still hear the ringing in her ears from the backhand he’d landed across her face. Her lip was split, swollen, and her vision blurred, but she refused to cry. Crying only made him angrier, only made it last longer.
Alpha Willis hated tears, said they were manipulative, a game Omegas played to dodge responsibility. So she bit her tongue and pressed her teeth into her lip, forcing the sobs back down where they belonged.
Above her, Alpha Willis’s rage filled the room like a thunderstorm, his voice booming, cruel, and sharp enough to cut.
“Can’t even cook a damn loaf of bread without screwing it up, huh? You’re pathetic, Catherine. Useless! Do you think food just grows on trees?” He loomed over her, his broad frame casting a dark shadow across her crumpled form. His boots scuffed the tile as he paced, a predator circling prey.
“What the hell is wrong with you? Are you too stupid to watch a damn oven?” Alpha Willis raged.
She wanted to say something—an apology, a plea for him to stop—but her throat felt tight, strangled by the weight of his fury. She knew better than to speak now, knew he would find another excuse to lash out if she made a sound.
The room felt smaller, darker, each passing moment heavy with the anticipation of another blow. She curled tighter, her arms trembling as her body screamed for rest, for an escape that didn’t exist.
Then she heard it: a small, defiant voice cutting through the storm.
“Leave her alone!”
Her heart lurched.
Jason.
He stood in the doorway, his tiny body trembling but unyielding, his hands balled into fists at his sides. His big green eyes—so much like hers—were wide and wild, tears brimming but refusing to fall.
“Don’t touch her again!” he yelled, his voice cracking but filled with a defiance that Catherine knew would only make things worse.
Her stomach churned as Alpha Willis turned slowly, his head cocking to the side like a wolf sizing up a pup. The sneer on his face twisted into something colder, deadlier.
“What did you just say to me?” he asked, his voice low, the kind of tone that made her blood run cold.
Jason didn’t back down. “You’re hurting her!”
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. She wanted to scream at him to stop, to run, to hide, but her voice was strangled by pain and fear. Desperation pushed her to move, to rise, to do something. Her arms trembled violently as she planted her palms against the cold, blood-smeared tile, forcing her body upward despite the searing pain in her ribs. For a moment, it seemed she might make it—but her strength gave out, and she collapsed back onto the floor with a muffled cry.
She gritted her teeth, tears of frustration and agony streaming down her face as she clawed at the floor, dragging herself forward inch by agonizing inch. Her body screamed in protest, her vision swimming, but she couldn’t stop. She had to reach him, had to pull him away before Alpha Willis—
Her limbs buckled again, a sob tearing from her throat as she crumpled into a heap. She tried to push forward, but it was no use. Her body wouldn’t obey her, too battered and broken to respond. She was helpless, trapped on the floor, forced to watch as Jason stood alone against the storm.
Alpha Willis took a slow, deliberate step toward Jason, his boots heavy against the tile. “Hurting her?” he mocked. “Is that what you think this is, boy? You think you understand anything about what’s going on here?”
Jason’s lip trembled, but he stood his ground, his small chest rising and falling rapidly as he clenched his fists tighter. “She didn’t mean to burn it!” he shouted. “It’s just bread!”
Catherine’s heart shattered.
Alpha Willis chuckled darkly, the sound like gravel scraping against metal. “Just bread,” he repeated, his voice dripping with disdain. „I‘ll show you just bread.“
In an instant, he was on Jason, his large hand gripping the boy’s arm like a vice. Jason yelped in pain, his small body jerking as he tried to pull away.
“No!” Catherine rasped, her voice barely audible as she crawled toward them, her ribs screaming in protest.
Alpha Willis ignored her. His focus was entirely on Jason now, his cruel grin widening as his six years old son struggled in his grasp. “You want to act like a man?” he hissed, pulling Jason closer until their faces were inches apart. “Fine. Let’s see how tough you really are.”
Jason twisted and kicked, his small fists pounding uselessly against Alpha Willis’s arm. “Let go of me!” he cried, his voice breaking with a mix of fear and anger.
Alpha Willis’s patience snapped. He raised his free hand and struck Jason hard across the face, the crack of skin against skin reverberating through the room like a gunshot. Jason crumpled to the floor with a small, broken cry.
“Jason!” Catherine screamed, her voice raw and cracked as she dragged herself forward, her arms trembling under her weight. Pain exploded in her ribs with every shallow breath, her head pounding with a relentless, blinding rhythm. Blood dripped from a cut above her brow, streaking down her temple, warm and sticky, as she clawed at the floor with shredded nails. Every inch forward felt like miles, her body protesting with agonizing ferocity.
Her vision blurred as she finally reached him, her fingers brushing against his small, trembling shoulder. Her whole body was trembling too—weak, battered, and drained—but she refused to let herself stop. She used her last reserves of strength to pull Jason toward her, his sobs tearing at her heart with every broken sound he made.
Alpha Willis stood above them, his shadow stretching across the floor like something monstrous. His fists were still clenched, his face contorted with rage, his chest heaving with exertion.
“Clean this mess up,” he snarled, his voice sharp enough to cut through her haze of pain. He jerked his head toward the shards of the shattered plate and the burnt bread scattered across the floor. “And keep that brat in line, or I will.”
He stormed out, slamming the door behind him so hard the walls shook, the force reverberating through Catherine’s battered body like a shockwave.
For a moment, the room was silent except for the sound of Jason’s quiet, stifled sobs. Catherine forced herself upright, wincing as pain lanced through her side. Her arms felt like lead as she gathered him into her lap, her grip firm but trembling.
Fresh tears spilled down her cheeks, stinging the open wounds on her face as she pressed her lips to Jason’s hair. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice breaking as she clung to him. “I’m so sorry, baby. I couldn’t stop him.
Jason looked up at her, his face red and swollen from the slap, but his eyes were fierce. “I’ll protect you, Mama,” he said, his voice cracking but filled with unwavering determination. “I promise.“
Catherine’s chest tightened as fresh waves of guilt and sorrow crashed over her. She pressed her lips to his forehead, her tears soaking into his hair. She didn’t care about her bruises or the blood. All she cared about was keeping him close.
“You shouldn’t have to,” she whispered, holding him tightly. “You’re just a baby.”
But Jason didn’t answer. He just clung to her, his tiny hands gripping her as if letting go would mean losing her forever. And in that moment, Catherine realized the weight of the world had already settled on his small shoulders.
***
Alpha Harvey chuckled again, shaking his head. “Relax, skimp. I wasn’t trying to insult her.”
“I’m not a skimp,” Jason shot back, his voice indignant.
That seemed to do it. Aloha Harvey barked out a another laugh, the sound echoing in the room like a crack of lightning. It was warm and unrestrained, a sharp contrast to his otherwise polished demeanor.
“Mama is good,” Jason said out of nowhere, his voice loud and clear, the words heavy with conviction. There was no hesitation, no doubt. He delivered the statement like a challenge.
Alpha Harvey’s laughter faded, leaving a softer, more thoughtful expression in its wake. For the first time since he had opened his mouth, there was no teasing edge to his tone. “She is,” he said simply. The sincerity in his voice startled Catherine, who had kept her head low throughout the exchange, trying to clear her head from the heavy memories of just a few months go, a couple weeks before Alpha Willis died.
But the Cathrine glanced up, her heart pounding as she tried to make sense of the sudden shift in the room. Alpha Harvey’s gaze flicked to her briefly, and his smile softened, losing its crooked edge.
“Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, kid,” he added, his voice quieter now, though no less certain.
But Catherine barely heard him. Her knees hit the floor before she realized what she was doing. Her hands pressed flat to the ground, her head bowed low as she spoke in a shaking, breathless rush. “Alpha Wayne, please—please forgive him. He didn’t mean to speak out of turn. He’s just a dumb, naive pup—he doesn’t understand.” Her voice cracked, panic coloring every word. “Please, don’t let anyone else punish him. You said no spankings in this house. Please, I beg you, please, Alpha.”
“Catherine—”
She didn’t hear Alpha Wayne speak; she couldn’t. All she could see was Jason—sweet, stubborn Jason—being taken from her, being punished, beaten bloody by this stranger until his body was laying limp on the floor. She saw her own wounds on Jasons little body, not able to stand up, not able to clean up the mess…
Jason had done it for her, he had nicker his little finger cleaning up the shards and none of them had dared to eat the burned bread. Willis had, later on, intoxicated and hungry but the charrer pieces had been the only food she and Jason had gotten for the next day.
“Catherine.” Alphas voice cut through the chaos like a knife—not sharp, but firm and unyielding. “Stop.”
She flinched but didn’t dare move. Her breath came in shallow bursts, her body trembling as she waited for the judgment, the punishment she knew was coming.
“Stand up,” Alpha Wayne said again, quieter this time, but no less commanding.
She hesitated, her palms still pressed to the floor.
“I won’t punish Jason,” he said, softer now, as though trying to ease the weight of her fear. “Neither will Harvey. I would never let him lay a hand on Jason. Please stand up, Cathrine.”
Slowly, shakily, she rose to her feet, though her head remained bowed, her hands twisting the fabric of her shirt.
Alpha Harvey sighed, rubbing a hand over his face. “God, Bruce, you’re making me look like a monster here. Rachel’s gonna kill me if she hears about this.” He glanced at Catherine, his tone losing some of its sharpness. “Look, I’m sorry, all right? I wasn’t trying to insult you.” His gaze flicked to Jason, who still sat rigid, defiant. “Kid’s got guts. Didn’t think I’d be picking fights with five-year-olds today.”
Jason scowled, almost smug by the realisation that Alpha Wayne was on his side. “I’m six. ”
Alpha Harvey grinned faintly, shaking his head. “ Six , then. Fine. You’ve got fire in you, kid. I wasn’t trying to be cruel. It was just a joke—bad one, I guess.” He leaned back, muttering, “Kid’s loyal. I respect that. Rachel’d probably react the same way if I put my foot in my mouth like that.”
“Who’s Rachel?” Jason asked and Cathrine just stared, wide eyed at her kid, sitting at the table and asking questions to strange Alphas like it was his place to do that.
Alpha Harvey’s gaze flicked to Jason, a faint grin tugging at the corner of his mouth as he leaned back in his chair. “Rachel’s my mate,” he said casually. “My Omega mate.”
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. My Omega mate. The words lingered in the air, but it wasn’t the phrasing that stunned her—it was the way he said it. There was no hint of condescension, no implication that Rachel was anything less than his equal. If anything, there was a faint trace of… respect? Pride? As though the very mention of her commanded a level of deference she couldn’t comprehend.
Cathrines heart raced. She kept her head down, but her mind churned with confusion and unease. Alphas didn’t talk like that—not about Omegas. Omegas were there to serve, to support, to submit. That was their role, wasn’t it?
And yet, this Alpha sat here, speaking about his Omega mate as though she had… authority. Catherine felt dizzy at the thought. She tried to dismiss it as a fluke, a strange anomaly. But the way he said Rachel’s name, the ease with which he mentioned her, made it clear: this wasn’t a mistake. This wasn’t some progressive Alpha pretending for appearances’ sake. This was something else entirely.
Jason, oblivious to her inner turmoil, leaned forward eagerly. “What’s she like?”
Catherine’s hand shot out, brushing Jason’s arm. A soft, trembling touch meant to stop him, to caution him without words. He didn’t even notice.
Alpha Harvey chuckled, the sound low and genuine. “She’s sharp as a whip, for one. Doesn’t let me get away with anything. If she were here right now, she’d probably be giving me hell for scaring you and your mama.”
Jason tilted his head, curious. “She yells at you?”
“Not yells,” Harvey said, smirking. “But she’s got this way of looking at me—just one look—and I know I’ve messed up. Worse than yelling, if you ask me.”
“Jason,” Catherine murmured, her voice trembling. Her fingers tightened on his sleeve. “Don’t—don’t ask so many questions. It’s not—”
“It’s okay,” Alpha Wayne interjected, his voice calm but firm. His gaze settled on her, steady and kind. “Jason can ask all the questions he wants.”
Her lips parted, but she didn’t argue. How could she? Alpha Wayne’s word was final.
Jason frowned, clearly trying to imagine an Omega looking at an Alpha that way. “She sounds… bossy.”
Alpha Harvey laughed outright at that, leaning forward with a grin. “Bossy? Kid, she runs the house. I’d be lost without her. You think I’ve got it all together? Nah. Rachel’s the one who keeps me from turning into a complete mess.”
Catherine couldn’t help but glance up at that, her wide eyes meeting Alpha Harvey’s for just a second before she quickly looked away. The sheer casualness in his tone, the easy acknowledgment of his mate’s role, left her reeling. It wasn’t just that he respected Rachel—it was as though he loved her.
“I didn’t know Omegas could… do that,” Jason said, his voice filled with the innocent curiosity of a child.
“Do what?” Alpha Harvey asked, leaning his elbow on the table.
“Tell Alphas what to do,” Jason said bluntly.
“Jason!” Catherine’s voice broke on the single word, sharp and desperate. “Please don’t—”
“It’s really fine,” Alpha Wayne said again, his tone as steady as ever. He didn’t raise his voice, but the authority in it was unmistakable.
Alpha Harvey raised an eyebrow, glancing at Alpha Wayne as if to ask, Is this kid for real? Alpha Wayne gave him a small nod, almost imperceptible, as if to say, Answer him.
“Well, some of us need a little guidance,” Alpha Harvey said with a grin. “And Rachel? She’s smart. Smarter than me, half the time. You’d be surprised what an Omega can do when you stop treating them like they’re the dirt under your shoe or made of glass.”
Catherine’s hands twisted in the fabric of her shirt, her head spinning. She had seen things, heard rumors—progressive Alphas who let their Omega children stay in school, even take jobs. There was that cashier at the supermarket all those years ago, an Omega working behind the counter, all clever and confident. But those were distant stories, anomalies, not real in the way Alpha Harvey’s words made this seem.
“You let her boss you around?” Jason asked, incredulous.
“Boss me around?” Alpha Harvey said with mock offense, though his grin didn’t waver. “She doesn’t have to boss me around, kid. She’s my partner. We figure things out together.”
Jason frowned, clearly trying to make sense of this new information. “But… she’s an Omega.”
“And?” Alpha Harvey countered, his tone light but firm. “What does that have to do with anything? Doesn’t mean she’s not got a brain in her head. Hell, she’s smarter than most Alphas I know.”
Alpha Wayne, who had been silent for most of the exchange, finally spoke. “Rachel and Harvey have a partnership,” he said, his voice calm and even. “It’s not about who’s an Alpha or an Omega. It’s about respect.”
Jason blinked, looking between the two Alphas as though trying to piece together a puzzle he hadn’t known existed. “Mama says Alphas are supposed to be in charge,” he said, glancing up at Catherine.
Catherine froze, her heart pounding as all eyes turned to her. She opened her mouth to respond, but no words came out. Her throat felt tight, her palms damp as she clutched her dress.
Alpha Harvey’s gaze softened, and he leaned forward slightly. “Kid,” he said gently, “being in charge isn’t about barking orders. It’s about taking care of your people. Rachel takes care of me just as much as I take care of her. That’s how it works.”
Jason tilted his head, still clearly unsure. “Does she make you breakfast?”
Alpha Harvey laughed. “Sometimes. But I make it for her too. It’s not about who does what—it’s about doing what’s right for each other.”
Jason nodded slowly, as though filing the information away for later.
Catherine, meanwhile, felt like the ground had shifted beneath her feet. She couldn’t wrap her head around it—this Alpha, this man, speaking about his Omega mate like she was… his equal. It was a world she couldn’t imagine, a life she couldn’t dream of. And yet, here it was, laid bare in front of her. She kept her head down, trying to process the impossible.
Alpha Waynes voice was soft, but it still carried the unyielding authority that made Catherine’s stomach twist. “Catherine, why don’t you sit down again?” he said, gesturing toward an empty chair at the table. “I’ll pour you some coffee.”
She hesitated, her hands still clutching at her shirt. She glanced at Jason, who was still sitting, swinging his legs casually under the table like he belonged there. She desperatly needed to talk to him. Yes, Alpha Wayne was nice to him but that didn’t mean that he could act like that and ask all these questions. They needed to be thankful for the Alphas gentle reign and try to keep it that way as long as possible. They needed to be good!
Alpha Wayne poured a mug of coffee from the metal carafe sitting on the table, his movements unhurried and deliberate. “Alfred just went out doing some grocery shopping. He took Damian with him,” he said casually, sliding the mug toward her. “But he prepared everything for breakfast before he left. There’s more than enough, so feel free to eat as much as you’d like.”
Catherine’s fingers trembled slightly as she picked up the mug. She took a cautious sip, and her eyes widened at the warmth that spread through her. The coffee was strong, a little bitter, but… comforting. She rarely had coffee, and when she did, it was only what Alpha Willis left behind in his cup, cold and unpleasant.
But this? This was something else entirely. The warmth seeped through her, and the taste lingered on her tongue in a way that reminded her of little Tim’s scent—a soft, grounding presence she hadn’t expected to find here. Her grip on the mug tightened, as though she could hold onto that feeling if she just held on hard enough.
Jason’s voice broke through her thoughts. “Can I have some of that fruit?” he asked, pointing at the bowl in the center of the table.
Cathrine inhaled sharply. He needed to stop!
But Alpha Wayne only nodded, his expression warm, pushing the bowl over to him. “Of course. Fruit is healthy, Jason. You can have as much as you want.”
Jason grinned, leaning forward to grab a piece. “I like fruit,” he said earnestly. “Yesterday, Beta Alfred gave me some with my pancakes, and it was really good.”
Alphas didn’t like pups who spoke out of turn, who forgot their place. Her heart pounded as her eyes flickered toward Alpha Wayne, expecting the sharp shift in tone, the tightening of his jaw, the sudden coolness that always signaled the beginning of something bad.
But he didn’t look upset. He only sat back in his chair, relaxed, watching Jason with that same calm expression that Catherine couldn’t bring herself to trust.
“Yeah? What kind did you have?” Alpha Harvey asked, leaning back with a crooked smile.
Jason scrunched his nose in thought. “Uh… strawberries, I think? And some, um… blueberries?”
Her brave, reckless boy. He was so eager to belong, so desperate to be good and wanted, that he didn’t realize how quickly that eagerness could sour in the eyes of an Alpha.
She needed to stop him. Now. Before he pushed too far.
But her body wouldn’t move. Her muscles locked up, her chest tight, as though any sudden motion might shatter the fragile peace that hung over the table. And Alpha Wayne—he wasn’t doing anything. He was just sitting there, watching Jason with a soft smile.
Was this a test? Was the Alpha waiting to see how far Jason would go?
Her pulse thudded painfully in her ears as Alpha Harvey grinned. “Ah, a man of refined taste,” he teased. “Careful, kid. Next thing you know, Alfred’ll have you eating caviar for breakfast.”
Catherine bit the inside of her cheek hard enough to taste blood.
Jason blinked at him, clearly confused. “What’s caviar?”
“Fish eggs,” Alpha Harvey said, his smirk widening as Jason’s face twisted in disgust.
“Ew!”
For a moment, Catherine’s chest squeezed so tightly she thought she might choke. Jason was rude. He couldn’t afford to be.
Cathrine waited for the reprimand, the warning look, for Alpha Wayne to lean in and tell him to lower his voice.
Or for him to finally go back on his promise of no spanking children in his house, grabbing her child and laying him across his knee, trousers down, slaps sharp until her pup cried big tears.
But Alpha Wayne only chuckled softly, shaking his head. “Don’t worry, Jason. I don’t think Alfred’s planning to put caviar on your pancakes anytime soon,” he said.
Catherine blinked, startled by the warmth in the Alphas voice, the easy way he spoke to her son. No sharpness, no edge.
Jason grinned, then added, almost shyly, “Sometimes, we got bananas at home. I liked those a lot.”
Catherine froze, her stomach knotting. Jason had been taught at the facility. He was supposed to know better!
“Hush, Jason,” Catherine snapped, her voice sharp and low. She reached out, gripping his wrist just tightly enough to make him pause, without hurting him. “Alpha Wayne wouldn’t want to hear about our old home. You know we belong to Alpha Wayne now.”
Jason’s shoulders hunched immediately, and Catherine’s chest ached at the flicker of hurt that crossed his face. But she couldn’t afford softness, not when Jason didn’t understand how dangerous this could be.
Before the silence could stretch too far, Alpha Wayne spoke.
“I don’t mind,” he said gently, his voice steady but firm. “You can talk about before as much as you want, Jason.”
Catherine’s breath caught. Why? Why would he say that?
“Bananas, huh?” He continued, his tone so easy it felt disorienting. “They’re a good choice. Let me check if we’ve got any in the kitchen.”
Before Catherine could protest, the Alpha stood and walked toward the kitchen door, leaving her sitting there, overwhelmed.
She stared at the table, her thoughts spinning. An Alpha— Alpha Wayne —was going to look for bananas for Jason. He’d poured her coffee without expecting anything in return. He’d invited her to sit, to eat as much as she wanted. It was all too much, too different from anything she’d ever known.
“Relax, Mama,” Alpha Harvey said, breaking the silence. His tone was still teasing, but there was a surprising gentleness underneath it. “Bruce does this stuff all the time. It’s like a compulsion with him. If he can’t help someone, he starts twitching.”
Catherine glanced up, startled, but Alpha Harvey just shrugged. “You should’ve seen him back in the day—always sticking his neck out for omegas at school. Drove me nuts at first, but then…” he trailed off, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. “I met Rachel because of him. She was getting harassed by some douchebag, and Bruce shut it down before it even started.”
Jason, now happily munching on a piece of fruit, chimed in, “I think he’s nice.”
Alpha Harvey smirked. “Yeah, well, don’t let it go to his head.”
Alpha Wayne returned a moment later, holding a banana. “Here you go,” he said, handing it to Jason. “Alfred must’ve stocked up. The boys like to take them as a snack to school.“
Jason beamed, peeling it eagerly. “Thanks, Alpha Wayne!”
Catherine sat stiffly, her half-eaten piece of French toast gone cold as she forced herself to sip the last of her coffee. Across the table, Jason leaned back in his chair, licking the sticky remnants of banana from his fingers before reaching for another handful of berries Alpha Wayne had offered without hesitation.
She should have stopped him—should have told him to slow down, to not eat so greedily—but the Alpha didn’t seem to mind. If anything, he looked faintly pleased as Jason devoured the food like a little wildcat.
Catherine couldn’t relax. Alphas don’t just give without expecting something back.
But Jason acted like he didn’t know that. He only smiled at Alpha Wayne, bright and unguarded, as though he’d never been taught to be afraid.
“Thanks, Alpha Wayne!” he chirped, the words carrying a reverence that made Catherine’s stomach twist.
Alpha Wayne gave a small nod. “You’re welcome, Jason.” His tone was warm and even.
When the plates were cleared, Alpha Harvey poured himself another cup of coffee and leaned back in his chair.
“So,” he began, his tone shifting, becoming more measured, more professional. “Let’s talk logistics.”
Catherine’s fingers curled into her lap instinctively, and she forced herself not to flinch.
Jason, too, glanced between the two Alphas, his earlier joy dimming slightly, though he didn’t interrupt.
Alpha Harvey continued, his voice taking on the sharp, precise cadence of someone who had been in far too many boardrooms. “The facility contract gave you a seventy-two-hour window to decide if you wanted to return her and the kid. Since you didn’t walk them back through those gates until now, I assume youd’ like to move to the next step.”
Alpha Wayne didn’t react outwardly, though his gaze briefly flicked to Catherine before returning to Alpha Harvey. “Go on.”
“Within seventy-two hours of signing, the mating bond needs to be initiated to finalize the transfer of responsibility,” he said, holding up his hand to preempt any questions. “That’s not my wording. The law’s as archaic as it gets. You know that.”
Alpha Wayne nodded, his expression calm but unyielding. “I understand.”
Her heart raced as she glanced at Jason, who was watching her with wide eyes, clearly trying to understand but not wanting to ask. She placed a hand on his shoulder, squeezing lightly.
“You don’t have to worry,” Alpha Wayne said, his tone carrying that quiet assurance she didn’t know how to trust yet. “It’s a formality. A legal bond. Nothing more.”
Alpha Harvey gave Alpha Wayne a side-eye, one Catherine couldn’t interpret but that made her pulse quicken. Did he think Alpha Wayne was lying? Or maybe—maybe he thought Alpha was too soft, too accommodating.
Alpha Harvey stood, brushing imaginary lint from his jacket. “Bruce suggested the sitting room across the hall for this,” he said, turning his attention back to her. “Now the only question is—do you want the kid there or not?”
The question struck her like a slap. Her breath hitched, and her fingers dug into Jason’s sweater before she realized she might leave marks. She forced her grip to loosen, but her heart wouldn’t stop racing.
“No,” she said quickly—too quickly—her voice breaking under the weight of panic. She felt both Alphad eyes on her, but she couldn’t meet them. Couldn’t let them see the terror crawling under her skin.
Jason looked up at her, wide-eyed and uncertain.
“Please,” she added, softer this time. “Not Jason.”
The words felt like begging, and shame curled in her stomach, but she couldn’t stop herself.
Her heart pounded as she pictured it—the bite, the bond, and then what might come after. Alphas didn’t usually stop at a bite. Not when there was a bed nearby. Not when the Omega was already marked as theirs. Alpha Willis hadn’t stopped.
Alpha Waynes brow furrowed, the faintest flicker of confusion crossing his face, but he didn’t argue. He didn’t press.
Instead, he nodded once and crouched down to Jason’s level.
“Jase, buddy,” he said, his voice as steady as ever, but there was something gentler in it now. “How about you watch an episode of Paw Patrol? Alfred’s going to be back any minute, and he’ll stay with you until your mom and I are finished.”
Jason’s gaze darted to her, unsure, but then back to Alpha Wayne. He didn’t speak right away, and Catherine could feel the hesitation in him—feel the question forming before he asked it.
“Are you gonna hurt my mama, Alpha Wayne?”
The room fell so still that Catherine swore she could hear her own heartbeat pounding in her ears. Jason’s voice was small, trembling with the kind of fear no child should ever have learned so young.
Alpha Waynr didn’t flinch. Didn’t look angry or offended, the way Alpha Willis always had when Jason spoke out of turn.
Instead, he reached out and gently squeezed Jason’s shoulder.
“I’ll try not to, Jase,” he said, his voice steady but quiet. “I promise.”
Jason didn’t look convinced, but he didn’t argue either. He let the Alpha guide him out of the room and down the hall to the den.
Catherine followed stiffly, her eyes darting toward the windows and the doors and every possible escape, even though she already knew there was none. And even if there’d been she would have never dared to run.
In the den, Jason settled onto the couch with his arms wrapped around his knees. Alpha Wayne turned on the television, flipping to the right channel before stepping aside to give Catherine space.
She bent down, smoothing Jason’s hair back with trembling fingers and pressing a quick kiss to his forehead.
“You’ll be good for Alfred, okay?” she whispered. “I’ll come get you soon.”
Jason nodded, but his small hands clung to her shirt like he wanted to beg her to stay. She pried them off gently, trying to keep her own tears at bay, and then let Alpha Wayne guide her out of the room. She didn’t look back.
Notes:
Thank you all for your kind commemt ♥️
Hope you liked this extra long chapter 🥰 And next one is gonna be the bite yay 🫢
Chapter 22
Notes:
Trigger Warning: You were all expecting it this chapter, I guess so it goes without saying that the flashbacl (cursive part) contains a graphic claiming (sex) and mating
There is another section towards the end of the chapter where there is injuries due to rough and unwillig intercourse is mentioned.
Stop Reading here: Her heart stuttered, and panic rose in her chest.
“But I am,” she said quickly, even though she wasn’t—she knew she wasn’t.And continue with:“I’ll do whatever you want,” she whispered. “Anything.”
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The sitting room was beautiful. Too beautiful.
Catherine barely dared to step inside, afraid she might dirty it somehow. The walls were painted in soft, creamy beige, and pale blue accents decorated the cushions and curtains. Light poured in through the massive glass doors, bathing the space in a golden glow. And beyond those doors—
Flowers. Rows upon rows of them, vibrant and full, stretching toward the edges of the perfectly manicured lawn. Cathrine had never seen as many flowers in winter. Further still, the trees rose like sentinels, their branches swaying gently in the breeze, some still had a few leaves. .
She felt small standing there.
Alpha Wayne paused by the doors, giving her space.
“This was my mother’s favorite room,” he said after a moment, his voice quieter than usual. “She loved these flowers—and how you can see all the way to the tree line at the end of the grounds.”
Catherine blinked, startled by the personal admission. She wasn’t sure what to say—or if she was even meant to respond. She lowered her head instead, fingers twisting nervously at the hem of her sweatshirt.
“It’s beautiful, Alpha,” she murmured, hoping that was enough.
Alpha Wayne turned slightly, looking at her—not inspecting her, not measuring, just looking.
“It is,” he agreed, but there was something else in his tone. Something softer.
Catherine didn’t know what to make of it. She didn’t know what to make of any of this.
Catherine’s pulse thundered in her ears as Alpha Harvey cleared his throat, the sharp sound cutting through the silence like a blade.
“Alright,” he said, slipping back into that cool, businesslike tone. “Let’s get this over with.”
The words made her flinch before she could stop herself, her fingers curling tighter into the fabric of her shirt. She bowed her head, hoping they wouldn’t notice, but Alpha Waynes eyes flicked toward her anyway.
His gaze lingered—not sharp, matter-of-fact like Alpha Harvey’s, not cold or calculating like her Alpha father had always looked at her, but steady. Measured. She didn’t know what to make of it.
Alpha Wayne stepped closer. His movements were calm, deliberate, but Catherine’s muscles locked tight all the same. She had to fight the instinct to pull back, to make herself smaller.
“I’ll make sure it’s done properly,” Alpha Wayne said. His voice was low, steady in a way that should have soothed her but didn’t. It couldn’t. Not with what was coming. “And with as much care as possible.”
Catherine’s breath hitched. Care. There was no care in bonding with an Alpha. Only Pain and Blood and Submission.
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, keeping her eyes down.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Alpha Harvey shoot Alpha Wayne another one of those sharp, unreadable looks—the kind that made her stomach twist. Was Alpha Harvey judging him? Thinking him weak for speaking gently?
Alpha Wayne ignored his friend. His voice still low, still steady, as he adressed Cathrine. “If you need time—”
“No,” she said quickly, cutting him off before he could finish. The word burst out of her, sharp and desperate, and she instantly regretted how loud it sounded in the quiet room, how she had spoken before he was finished.
Alpha Waynes brow furrowed slightly, but she pushed on.
“I don’t need time, Alpha,” she said, her voice softer but no less urgent. She couldn’t let him think she was stalling. Couldn’t let him think she was unwilling. What if he took it as rejection? As defiance? What if he changed his mind?
Her hands trembled at the thought, and she pressed them together, trying to hide the weakness.
Alpha Wayne studied her again, his expression unreadable in a way that made her stomach churn. She hated not knowing what he was thinking. She hated how exposed it made her feel.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, he gave a single nod.
“Alright,“ he said.
Alpha Harvey stepped aside then, moving toward a chair near the windows. He sat down, his posture relaxed but his eyes sharp, like he was giving them space while still keeping watch. A witness.
Her knees hit the carpet before she could think better of it, the instinct so deeply ingrained she barely registered moving. She sank low, her back straight but her head bowed, and folded her hands tightly in her lap.
Submit. Obey. Don’t resist.
But kneeling in jeans felt strange. It felt wrong, reminding her that what she choosed to dress in this morning was just a faux. A joke she’d told herself. It had been nice, for just a few moments, to think those jeans could fit her.
She bared her neck, trembling but still.
A shadow shifted in front of her. Alpha Wayne moved closer, and she felt his presence like heat against her skin. She kept her eyes down, waiting for him to touch her, to tilt her head where he wanted it, to claim what was his.
Instead, there was only silence.
The moment stretched, and then—
“Please stand, Catherine.”
The words didn’t make sense. Her head jerked up despite herself, and for the first time, she looked straight at him. His expression was calm—serious, but not angry. His hand was outstretched toward her, palm up.
It took her too long to realize what he was doing. Offering. Her breath caught. An Alpha doesn’t ask. An Alpha doesn’t wait. But Alpha Wayne was waiting.
Catherine placed her hand in his carefully, barely touching at first, but when he closed his fingers around hers, his grip was warm and firm. Not crushing her fingers or twisting her arm.
He helped her to her feet without pulling, without forcing. When she stood in front of him, her hand still resting lightly in his, he guided her toward the sofa.
“I’d prefer to forge the bond sitting next to you, Catherine,” he said, his voice quieter now, as though he were speaking to someone skittish, someone who might bolt. “Would that be acceptable?”
She couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think.
It was so different—so wrong —from what she expected that her mind couldn’t process it.
Alpha Willis hadn’t asked. Alpha Willis hadn’t waited. Alpha Willis had taken— roughly, completely, without mercy - and she had thought it was love.
The memory scraped raw against her thoughts, unbidden and sharp. She could still feel it—the weight of him, the heat, the pressure that hadn’t relented until there was nothing left of her but surrender.
***
Alpha Willis came to mass whenever he pleased, his visits irregular and unpredictable. Sometimes months would pass without his presence, and then he’d appear two Sundays in a row, like a shadow that flitted in and out of her father’s congregation. But he was always there on charity days. Those were the times when the community center adjacent to the church bustled with activity, and volunteers from the church handed out steaming bowls of soup, sandwiches, and coffee to the poor and the desperate who came seeking relief from the chill of Crime Alley.
Catherine had seen him there before, but only in passing. His broad shoulders and gruff demeanor made him stand out, even among the alphas who occasionally helped supervise the volunteers. They rarely spoke, and when they did, it was brief and perfunctory—a quiet nod as she handed out bowls or cleaned tables. He wasn’t a man who invited conversation, nor did he seem interested in anything beyond getting his fill of free soup and sandwiches.
That first Advent Sunday was no different—at first. The hall was alive with the clatter of dishes and the low hum of conversation as Catherine moved from table to table, her apron stained with the remnants of soup and bread crumbs. She’d been tasked with serving sandwiches and making sure the coffee pots stayed full, and despite the hectic pace, she relished the work. It was something to do, something that made her feel useful. Something that kept her away from her Alpha Fathers sharp eyes and his even sharper words.
But then her heat hit.
It came suddenly, catching her off guard as she leaned over to refill a coffee urn. The first wave of warmth surged through her, leaving her breathless and disoriented. She gripped the edge of the table for support, her vision blurring for a moment as the scent of her own slick filled the air. It was to early. Her heat wasn‘t supposed to come for another week and a half.
Panicked, Catherine excused herself, mumbling something about taking out the trash. She grabbed the nearest bag and stumbled toward the back door, her heart pounding as the cool air hit her flushed skin. The alley behind the community center was narrow and dimly lit, the kind of place that reeked of damp concrete and discarded cigarettes. She pressed her back against the wall, trying to steady her breathing, her hands trembling as she fought to regain control.
She didn’t notice him at first.
Alpha Willis was leaning against the opposite wall, a cigarette dangling from his fingers. His gaze flicked to her as she stumbled into view, his expression unreadable. He didn’t speak, didn’t move, but the sharp tang of his scent cut through the haze in her mind like a blade.
“Alpha,” she whispered, her voice barely audible, a tremor running through her as her body betrayed her entirely.
She still believes meeting him there hadn’t been his intention. He’d seemed almost startled when he saw her, a flicker of surprise in his otherwise impassive face. But it didn’t matter.
It wasn’t his fault that her heat hit her today.
The air between them grew heavy, the scent of her heat mingling with the faint trace of smoke that lingered around him. When he stepped closer, she didn’t back away. She couldn’t. Her legs felt like they’d turned to liquid, her knees threatening to give out beneath her as his shadow fell over her.
His hand brushed her arm first, tentative, as if testing her reaction. Her skin burned under his touch, a shiver running down her spine as she tilted her head back to meet his gaze. She should have tried saying no. Her Alpha Father alone had the right to decide which Alpha would mate her eventually. Until then she had to suffer her heats in in solitude. Her Omega Mother had given her instructions, she‘d told her how to touch herself, how to pray for forgiveness to the Lord after she had gotten herself to completation. And the biggest relieve was the tea that her mother brewed up during Cathrines heat.
And now she should have run. Should have hid in the safety of the community center. Sink to her knees in front of her father and beg him to lock her up in her room until her heat had passed. But instead, she leaned into Alpha Willis, her body moving of its own accord, desperate for the relief only he could provide.
When his arms wrapped around her, it felt like salvation. The world narrowed to the heat of his body against hers, the rough texture of his jacket under her fingertips. He half-carried her to his car, a beat-up red Lincoln parked just a few steps away. She climbed in without question, the scent of leather and stale tobacco filling the cramped interior as he shut the door behind them. He smelled like tobacco to but also like something wonderful, something that hit a raised longing in her. It was wool, slightly damp usually but it smelled like it had been recently dried over a comforting fire.
She knew Alpha Willis meant to take her home. He’d said as much, his voice low and gruff as he turned the key in the ignition. But her scent filled the car, thick and overwhelming, and the air between them grew suffocating with unspoken need.
When he reached for her, she didn’t resist. She melted against him, her body pliant and eager as his hands roamed her skin. It wasn’t his fault, she told herself as she let him take her there, in the sweltering heat of the car, parked in an alley behind the church. It wasn’t his fault. He was an alpha, and she had been drowning in her heat, helpless and desperate.
It had still hurt of course, her channel tight and unused until now. But back then, Catherine hadn’t known it could be any other way. He was her first. She had always thought it was supposed to hurt a little - sex. She had thought that’s how it worked, how it was meant to be. It was a part of the bond, wasn’t it? The pain and the intensity. The submission. She had offered herself completely, body and mind, and had believed that was love—that was how it was supposed to feel.
His knot was thick and it hurt as it forced her channel to adapt to it‘s large grit. It hurt so much but Alpha Willis smelled all pleased and sated. Cathrine tried to relax her muscles in the backseat of his car, and like that it hurt less, just a bit. She felt his warm seed spurt into her and Willis moaned in pleasure.
He’d bitten her without warning, his teeth sinking deep while he was still knotted to her, steadily filling her with more of his seed, claiming her in a way that had felt more like conquest than connection.
And when the bite had hit—when the rush of it had shattered through her body, leaving her weak and pliant—he’d used it. He had fucked her again with newfound interest, harder than before, faster, his dick hitting deep while every nerve ending of hers had been over-sensitive. He couldn’t stop nipping and licking and biting at the mark he had created. His lips had been painted red and his kisses had tasted like copper.
When Alpha Willis bit her, she hadn’t questioned it. The sting of his teeth had been sharp, yes, but it had been hers. She had felt claimed in the most primitive way, and in her mind, that was the only way it could have been. He had marked her, and in return, she had given him everything, even if it wasn’t gentle. Even if Alpha Willis hadn’t bared his neck in return. She hadn’t expected him to. Alphas rarely let themself be bitten. It was no obligation for the bond to build and why should an Alpha let their Omega hurt them, only for the Omega to feel connected and warm.
And after, when the rush of the bite had flooded her, she hadn’t felt abandoned or violated. No, it had felt like belonging. It had been part of the ritual, the connection she thought was sacred. There had been something beautiful in the way he had taken what she offered, in the way he hadn’t hesitated to assert his place in her life.
It wasn’t until later—much later—that she wondered if that was really love, or simply ownership masked as passion. But in that moment, she had trusted it. And it had felt right.
***
Now, as Alpha Wayne looked at her with such careful regard, so unlike Alpha Willis, she felt a flicker of something unfamiliar— uncertainty.
Alpha Wayne wasn’t taking. He wasn’t rushing. He wasn’t pushing her down. And that, in itself, was terrifying. But it was also… gentle .
And here he was, still watching her, waiting for her answer.
Her lips parted, but the words didn’t come. She nodded instead, sharp and quick, afraid to let the silence stretch too long.
She let him lead her to the sofa. Her pulse roared in her ears, and her skin prickled, but Alpha Waynes grip didn’t tighten.
They sat down next to each other. She was perching on the edge of the seat, one hand folded tightly in her lap, the other still in Alpha Waynes loose grip.
He moved closer, but not too close. His restraint unsettled her almost as much as it reassured her. She’d braced herself for something harsher, something demanding
“This doesn’t have to hurt more than necessary,” Alpha Wayne said quietly, crouching so he wasn’t standing over her. “But I need you to stay still.”
Catherine swallowed hard and nodded, lowering her gaze again. She knew it was a lie but she wasn’t afraid of the pain and the blood.
She didn’t flinch as Alpha Wayne brushed her hair aside, exposing the soft curve of her neck. She didn’t move as he leaned in, his breath warm against her skin. But she couldn’t stop the way her pulse raced, couldn’t stop herself from holding her breath as she felt the faintest pressure—
And then it came. A sharp, sudden sting, and then heat spreading outward, deeper than skin. She bit her lip to keep from making a sound, tears welling in her eyes despite her efforts.
Alpha Wayne pulled back a moment later, his touch lingering just long enough to steady her before he moved away entirely.
“It’s done,” he said softly. Catherine blinked, her breath catching as the words settled over her. Done. She exhaled shakily, but her fingers were already rising to her neck before she could stop herself, trembling as they brushed against the tender skin where his teeth had pierced her.
It didn’t hurt—not the way she had braced for, not the way it had before. Alpha Willis bite had burned, sharp and bruising, a mark meant to sear her into obedience. But this—this was something different. Her fingertips came away with only the smallest smear of blood, a few drops at most, and yet her whole body felt changed.
Her heart fluttered, her skin prickling with heat as the bond hummed faintly beneath it. She felt pliant, weightless—warmth unfurling in her limbs like she was floating. It was the hormones, she knew that much, the natural reaction her body had to an Alpha’s claim, but it still left her dazed.
Her knees wobbled, but she forced herself to stay upright, ducking her head quickly. She couldn’t look at him—not yet—not when her chest felt so tight and her stomach was churning.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she whispered. Her voice was too quiet, too breathy, but she didn’t trust herself to make it stronger.
Her hands clenched tightly in her lap, nails pressing against her palms as she stared down at them. She didn’t know what he expected now. Alpha Willis hadn’t given her time to think after his bite—he’d taken what he wanted, had pushed her down again and made it clear that she was his. She’d accepted it. She’d known that’s what it meant to be claimed, to be owned.
Her pulse quickened. Was Alpha Wayne just waiting, kind as he was? Letting her catch her breath before—
“Are you hurt?”
Catherine flinched at the question, her breath hitching. What? Her head jerked up automatically, her wide eyes finding his. He was still sitting there, calm and steady, like nothing had changed. But something had. Everything had.
She shook her head quickly, swallowing hard.
“No, Alpha,” she said, her voice trembling.
She bit her lip as soon as the words left her, but it was too late to take them back. Her stomach churned. Was that the wrong thing to say? Was he testing her? What if she was supposed to tell him it hurt, that she felt it, that the bond had taken? How should he know that it really worked if it didn’t hurt?
He didn‘t know how pliant she felt, how unimaginable his. How thankful for this kind gentle Alpha who let her rest a second after giving her the gentlest imaginable mating bite, before mating her, knotting her, filling her up with his seed until she felt nothing but him.
Before she could spiral any further, Alpha Wayne shifted, leaning in just slightly—and his hand lifted.
Catherine froze. Her whole body locked up, and her breath stalled, heart hammering in her ears. She wasn’t sure what she’d been bracing for— for him to push her down, for him to finish what he’d started —but when his thumb brushed her cheek, it was… gentle.
Gentle in a way that made her whole body shudder, her muscles going limp before she even realized she was leaning into it.
Her breath came out in a soft, shaky exhale, and she barely managed to stop herself from closing her eyes. It wasn’t what she’d been expecting, wasn’t what she’d been prepared for, and it left her raw and trembling.
He was being kind. She couldn’t make him regret it. But she couldn’t help the way she leaned into his touch, couldn’t stop herself from chasing the warmth of it, from letting the soft scrape of his thumb ground her. His scent surrounded her— sandalwood and brown sugar, so warm and sweet —and she inhaled deeply before she could stop herself.
Her cheeks burned. She shouldn’t be doing this, shouldn’t be so greedy for it, but she couldn’t help it. He was an Alpha— her Alpha now. Wasn’t this what he wanted? For her to be obedient and soft and willing?
Her lashes fluttered, and she whispered, “Thank you, Alpha.”
For what, she didn’t know. For the bite. For touching her at all. For not… pushing her like Alpha Willis had. For being gentle and kind. To her. And to the pups, his boys and her sweet pup. Jason.
And then he spoke again, and the words made her eyes snap open.
“Would you like to bite me too, Catherine?”
Her breath hitched sharply, and she froze, staring up at him in shock. What?
Her heart stumbled, then started pounding so loudly it drowned out everything else. She couldn’t have heard him right. She couldn’t have. Alphas didn’t offer their necks. They didn’t.
Her mouth opened, but no sound came out. Her whole body felt hot and shaky, the haze of the bond pressing in on her, and she couldn’t think—could barely even breathe.
“I—I don’t…”
Her voice broke, and she dropped her head again, her hands twisting together in her lap. She couldn’t. She couldn’t do that. It wasn’t her place. It wasn’t something she deserved.
She could still feel the warmth of his bite, the pull of it humming faintly through her veins, and the idea of him feeling even a fraction of that— because of her? —made her stomach twist.
But— but what if he wanted it? What if it wasn’t just a test? What if he really meant it?
The thought left her trembling all over again, and before she could stop herself, her voice cracked as she whispered: “If… if you want me to, Alpha, I—” Her voice wavered, thick with emotion. “I will.”
Tears blurred her vision, but she forced herself to look up, to meet his eyes one last time. She wasn’t sure if it was fear or longing that made her heart ache so much—but for one dizzying moment, she wanted to believe it could be enough.
Catherine’s breath caught as Alpha Wayne tilted his head, baring his neck to her.
It felt wrong— impossible —to see him like this. Alphas didn’t do this. They didn’t lower themselves, didn’t make themselves vulnerable.
But Alpha Wayne… her Alpha … he wasn’t demanding. He wasn’t pushing her. He was offering.
Her lips parted, but she couldn’t speak. Couldn’t move. Her pulse was thundering in her ears, and her fingers twitched where they rested against her lap.
“Catherine.” His voice was steady, but softer than before. She lifted her eyes hesitantly, expecting to see impatience—or worse, anger—but there was none.
Only warmth. Steady, unwavering warmth. And maybe, she thought, a small spark of dissapointnent.
“It’s alright,” he said. “You don’t have to if you’re not ready.” His tone was so calm, so gentle, but yes. He sounded like he was disappointed, a bit resigned even. It made her heart squeeze painfully. After everything he’d done—after how careful and kind he’d been—how could she still be hesitating? She didn’t want to disappoint him.
She swallowed hard and forced herself to move, leaning in so slowly it felt like her body might give out from the tension. He stayed still, letting her set the pace, letting her choose.
Her hands found his shoulders before she even realized what she was doing. They were so broad, so solid, and yet he still wasn’t pushing—wasn’t taking. He was just… there. Waiting.
Her breath came out in a shaky exhale, and her lips brushed his skin. His scent surrounded her—sandalwood and brown sugar, heady and sweet—and it made her dizzy, made her mouth water. Her body wanted to sink into him completely, to let the bond take over, but her mind kept fighting it.
What if she hurt him? What if she did it wrong? What if he regretted letting her? Her grip tightened without thinking, and she felt the slight hitch of his breath when her nails dug in.
“It’s okay,” he murmured. His voice was deeper, rougher, but still steady. “I want this, Catherine. I do.”
The words hit her harder than they should have, knocking the breath from her lungs. He wanted this. He wanted her.
She couldn’t stop shaking, but she forced herself to lean closer, her lips pressing against the curve of his neck. The skin was warm and soft, and she could feel the faint thrum of his pulse beneath it.
And then—before she could talk herself out of it—she bit down. The taste of him hit her first—salt and heat and something new, something that made her whole body shudder.
His scent surrounded her, sank into her bones, and she felt it—the bond blooming between them, sudden and overwhelming, like a fire catching.
Alpha Wayne made a noise, low and rough, and his hand came up, not to push her away, but to steady her. His fingers brushed against the back of her neck, warm and reassuring, and it only made her bite down harder.
It didn’t feel the way it had when Alpha Willis had bitten her, without offering his neck in return. Back then it had been sharp and sudden, all pain and heat and something heavy pressing down on her. She had still thought it had been love back then but it hadn’t been anything close. Alpha Willis had violated her, he had taken her and her love and he had given nothing in return.
This—this was different. It wasn’t just her. It was him. She could feel him—the way his body shuddered, the way his breath hitched—and it left her aching.
By the time she pulled back, her lips were trembling. Her teeth had left their mark—small, bright red punctures that made her stomach twist with equal parts awe and terror.
“I—I did it,” she whispered, almost disbelieving. Her voice shook, and her hands hovered near the mark like she might try to smooth it away. “I didn’t hurt you, did I?”
Alpha Wayne exhaled sharply, and when she finally looked up at him, she froze.
His cheeks were flushed— actually flushed —and his eyes were wide, like he hadn’t been prepared for it either.
“No,” he said quickly, then cleared his throat. “No, not at all. That was—” He cut himself off, like he didn’t know what word to use, and it made her stomach flutter unexpectedly.
“It felt good,” he admitted, almost sheepishly. “A lot better than I thought it would.”
Catherine stared at him. He looked so— earnest. And young! Like he hadn’t just let her mark him but was happy about it.
Her lips parted, but no words came out. Instead, she just stared, her heart pounding.
Alpha Wayne rubbed the back of his neck, glancing away like he’d said something embarrassing. “I mean—not that it was—”
“It was gentle?” she asked quietly. Because that was what it had felt for her. Gentle and good and warm and sweet. Soothing an age old ache.
He turned back to her, and there was no hesitation this time when he said, “Yes. It was.”
The words hit her harder than they should have, her cheeks heating. Her Alpha had let her bite him. And he’d liked it.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she whispered. Her voice wavered, but she didn’t care. She leaned in again, just slightly, drawn back to his warmth, and he didn’t pull away.
Instead, his hand brushed against her cheek again, and she shivered at the contact.
“You can call me Bruce,” he said softly.
She swallowed hard, ducking her head again. “Thank you, Bruce.”
And even as the weight of everything settled over her, she felt it—the pull of the bond, warm and steady.
For the first time in a long time, she didn’t feel like she had to brace herself for what came next.
Alpha Harvey cleared his throat from where he still sat near the window, his chair creaking slightly as he leaned back.
“Well, that was mighty sweet, lovebirds,” he said, his tone dry but not unkind. “But before you two start gazing into each other’s eyes again, Bruce, you’ve got to sign the paperwork confirming the bite. Then I’ll get it sent off to the facility, and we can call this whole process official.”
Catherine flinched at the interruption, suddenly aware of how close she still was to her Alpha.
“Of course,” he said, his voice steady again, though there was still a faint roughness to it that made her stomach flutter. He shifted, standing slowly, and Catherine instantly felt the loss of his warmth.
Her hands twisted in her shirt as her Alpha moved to the side table, where Alpha Harvey had laid out the papers earlier. She knew it was important, knew this was what made it all legal, but her focus felt blurry, unsteady.
She’d been prepared for everything except how this felt—the bond, the pull, the sudden hollow ache when he wasn’t right there beside her.
She watched as he bent to sign, his broad shoulders stretching beneath his shirt. He was speaking to Harvey about next steps—practical things like when the facility would process the paperwork and how soon they’d receive the confirmation. But Catherine barely heard any of it.
Her gaze kept drifting back to the faint red marks on his neck, proof that she’d actually bitten him. That he’d let her.
Her chest ached. She wanted to be near him again, to feel the solid warmth of him against her, to press into his scent until it drowned out the anxiety still twisting in her gut.
But she stayed where she was, clasping her hands tightly in front of her. She couldn’t be needy. Not now. Not after he’d already been so patient with her.
Still, the bond was there, humming just beneath her skin, making it hard to breathe.
She didn’t know what was supposed to happen next.
The bite was done. The papers were signed. The contract was sealed. Was this when he mated her?
Her body tensed at the thought, not in fear but in resignation. He’d been so careful, so gentle, but that didn’t change the fact that her body was his to do with as he pleased. It always had been. That was what Omegas were for—what she’d always been for.
Her heart skipped, her pulse quickening. She would submit. Of course, she would. She’d been prepared for this from the moment she walked through the door. But—
But there was no heat in her blood. No need the way there should have been. Instead, there was only longing.
Longing to feel his hand on her cheek again, to hear his voice, to lean against him and breathe in his scent until she didn’t feel so lost anymore. But it wasn’t about what she wanted. She would do anything to please this gentle giant of an Alpha.
“Alright,” Alpha Harvey said, straightening. He folded the papers into his briefcase, snapping it shut with a sharp click. “That should do it. I’ll head out and get this sent over to the facility. They’ll log it and put everything in the registry by tomorrow morning.”
Alpha nodded, extending a hand to shake. “Thanks, Harvey. I appreciate you coming out for this.”
“Wouldn’t miss it,” Alpha Harvey said, though there was a teasing edge to his voice as he glanced at Catherine. “You two enjoy the rest of your day, alright?”
Catherine lowered her head automatically, feeling heat rise to her cheeks as Alpha Harvey walked past her and out the door, pulling it shut behind him.
Silence settled over the room, heavy and thick. She dared a glance up at her Alpha, who was still standing near the table, looking thoughtful. Her heart skipped again, and her fingers tightened against the fabric of her skirt.
Would he take her now? He could. She knew that. She’d let him. Even before the bite, she’d been prepared to let him do whatever he wanted. It was what was expected—what her body was made for.
And yet—
Her knees trembled, but it wasn’t from fear. It was the weight of the bond, of the pull to him.
She didn’t want to be taken, not right now. Not like that. She wanted him to sit back down on the sofa beside her. To let her lean into him, to brush his hand against her cheek and let her soak in his scent until the knot of nerves in her chest finally untangled.
She wanted to feel him—not just physically, but the steady, grounded presence of him.
But how could she ask for that?
She couldn’t. Not when it wasn’t her place to ask anything of him. Alpha turned toward her then, his expression softening when he saw her still rooted in place, staring at the floor.
“Catherine?”
Her head snapped up. “Yes, Alpha?”
His brow furrowed, and he took a step closer. She forced herself not to flinch, even as her breath caught in her throat.
“You’re shaking,” he said quietly.
Was she? She hadn’t noticed.
He hesitated, then reached out again—tentatively this time, like he wasn’t sure she’d let him.
But when his fingers brushed against her cheek, she leaned into it immediately, unable to stop herself.
The warmth of his touch sank into her, soothing something raw and frayed in her chest. His scent washed over her again—sweet and warm, grounding—and her eyes fluttered shut.
Alphas hand lingered at her cheek for a moment longer, his thumb brushing gently along the curve of her jaw. She couldn’t help but lean into it, the warmth of his skin and the steady weight of his touch grounding her
And yet, when he spoke, his voice was so soft it barely seemed to match his size.
“I’d like it if you called me Bruce,” he said. He brushed his thumb against her cheek again, like he was trying to soothe her—trying to ease the tension coiled tight inside her chest. “I asked you to before. Remember?”
Catherine froze. She remembered. But the bond was still so fresh, so heavy in her chest, and it felt wrong not to address him properly. Not to give him that respect.
“But you’re—” She stopped, biting her lip.
“Your Alpha?” He finished for her, and his lips curved faintly, but there was no amusement in his voice. Only understanding. “I know. But you can still call me Bruce.”
Her throat tightened, and she lowered her eyes. Still, she licked her lips and tried.
“Bruce,” she whispered, but the word felt fragile—like it might break in her mouth.
He smiled, just barely, but there was no mockery in it. Just warmth. Reassurance.
“Good,” he said. “You can call me that whenever you want.”
Her stomach fluttered at his words, but the weight of the moment still hung heavy over her. She dropped her eyes to her hands, wringing them nervously in her lap.
“Alpha—Bruce … I don’t…” She caught herself and exhaled. “I don’t know what happens now.”
Alpha Bruce’s head tilted slightly, his blue eyes steady on hers. “What do you mean?”
She swallowed, her throat tight. “I mean…” Her voice wavered, and her cheeks burned. “Are you going to…?”
She couldn’t finish. The words lodged themselves somewhere between her chest and her throat, too heavy to push out. But she didn’t need to. They both knew what she was asking.
Alpha Bruce didn’t flinch. He didn’t look uncomfortable or impatient, and he didn’t avoid her gaze.
Instead, he leaned closer, his hand shifting just slightly to cup her cheek a little more firmly—gentle but deliberate, like he wanted her to feel it, to know he wasn’t letting go.
“No,” he said softly. “Nothing has to happen right now. Or ever.”
Her breath stilled, and she blinked up at him.
“You call the shots, Catherine,” he said. “If you don’t want me to touch you, I won’t touch you.”
Something in her chest cracked wide open at the words, but before she could even think to process them, her body moved without her permission.
Her hand shot out, catching the solid weight of his forearm. He’d rested it casually against his knee, but it was strong—so strong—and she could feel the tension shift under her fingers as her grip tightened.
She wasn’t sure why she grabbed him, only that the thought of him pulling away —of withholding his touch now that she’d had it—was too much.
Alpha Bruce didn’t pull back.
“Hey, hey,” he said softly, voice low and steady. “It’s fine. It’s alright, Catherine. I’m not going anywhere if you don’t want me to.”
Her fingers loosened slightly, but she still couldn’t make herself let go.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, voice trembling. “I’m sorry for being so needy, Al—” She caught herself and flushed. “Bruce.”
His lips twitched—not quite a smile, but something softer.
“I don’t think you’re needy, Catherine,” he said. “I like sitting with you.”
Her stomach flipped, and she blinked hard to keep her eyes from burning again.
She didn’t understand this. Any of this.
And somehow, that made her want to crawl closer, to cling.
Before she could think better of it, her fingers brushed lightly over his forearm, tracing the ridges of muscle and sinew. It wasn’t bold, not really—not what Alpha Willis would’ve called bold. But it still felt wrong , like she was pushing too far
Alpha Bruce’s scent flared, just the faintest trace of heat curling in the air, and Catherine froze.
Her eyes widened. She jerked her hand back immediately, folding it in her lap like it had betrayed her.
“I’m sorry,” she said again, voice thin. “I didn’t mean to tempt you—or lead you on—or…”
Alpha Bruce frowned slightly, his brows furrowing.
“You didn’t.”
“But if you wanted to,” she blurted out. Her pulse thundered in her ears. “We could. I mean, if you—if you need it, Alpha—Bruce—”
“No.”
The word landed with quiet weight, firm but not harsh, and it knocked the breath from her lungs.
She blinked at him, trying to make sense of it.
“No?”
Alpha Bruce shook his head, his expression softening again. “No,” he said gently. “Not now. Not if you’re not ready.”
Her heart stuttered, and panic rose in her chest.
“But I am,” she said quickly, even though she wasn’t—she knew she wasn’t. But if he wanted , if he needed , she’d make herself be ready. She could handle it. She’d done it before. Alpha Willis had often fucked her dry. It had hurt more but it had been his right to take her whenever he wanted too. It was her own fault for not getting slick when he touched her, for not getting aroused by his scent. Sometimes when the only lubrication had been the blood from Alpha Willis fucking her raw, he had gotten especially rough, as if he felt personally attacked by her not being slicking within seconds of sticking his dick inside of her without any preamble.
“I’ll do whatever you want,” she whispered. “Anything.”
Alpha Bruce’s jaw tightened, but his hand shifted, his thumb brushing lightly over her knuckles.
“Catherine,” he said, low and steady. “I won’t touch you if you don’t really, honestly mean it.”
She opened her mouth to argue, but he didn’t let her.
“And you don’t,” he added softly.
Her cheeks burned, but he wasn’t done.
“I can’t smell any arousal in your scent,” he said, like it was just a fact—a gentle one, but a fact all the same. “I can smell that you’re overwhelmed. And scared. And probably exhausted.”
Her throat closed. She curled her hands into her lap, trying to keep them from shaking.
“And that’s okay, Catherine.”
Her breath broke, and she bit her lip hard enough to hurt.
“You’re not angry?”
“Why would I be angry?” He asked.
Because Alphas didn’t wait. Because they didn’t ask. Because she was supposed to give , no matter what it cost her.
But Alpha Bruce just sat there, solid and steady, and his words hit her like a hammer.
“It’s the right thing to do,” he said quietly. “Waiting. Making sure you’re okay.”
Her chest caved. Her body moved before she could stop herself, and then she was clinging —pressing herself into him like she couldn’t stand to be apart.
Alpha Bruce caught her easily, his arms wrapping around her without hesitation.
It wasn’t possessive. It wasn’t claiming.
It was safe.
Catherine shuddered, her fingers curling tight into his shirt as the weight of it all hit her—everything she’d braced herself for, everything she’d prepared herself to survive.
But there was nothing to survive here.
Just Bruce.
Solid and steady and kind.
His arms tightened just slightly, grounding her without smothering, and Catherine let herself melt into him, breathing in the scent of sandalwood and brown sugar, warm and steady and safe.
“Are you alright?” he asked, after minutes of him holding her tight.
“Yes, Bruce,” she whispered. But it wasn’t true.
She wasn’t alright—not in the way he meant. She hadn’t been alright for the longest time. But this— him holding her . It was helping.
His thumb brushed lightly over her cheek, and she shivered again, sinking closer until she was neatly pressed against him.
And Bruce didn’t pull away.
Notes:
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They are mated now 😅 What do you say?
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Chapter 23
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
First cursive part: Parental (but abusive) bite of a minor
Second cursive part until up to the following sentence after the flashback ‚Jason had been enough. He’d always been enough‘: Heavy warning to graphic miscarriage
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The sitting room felt too heavy—too full of emotions Catherine didn’t know how to hold yet. Her chest still ached with the weight of Bruce’s words, with the way he’d grounded her so easily, like it was natural for him to bear the burden she hadn’t even realized she was carrying.
But as soon as he guided her out of the room and down the hall, the ache sharpened into something closer to panic.
Jason.
Her steps faltered before they’d even reached the den. She hadn’t meant to forget about him, but everything had been so overwhelming—so much—that it had slipped away, just for a moment.
And now he wasn’t where they left him and her heart dropped.
Alpha Bruce must have noticed the sudden tension in her shoulders because his hand brushed against the small of her back—barely there but enough.
“It’s alright. We’ll check the kitchen,” he said. No hesitation. Just calm, steady reassurance.
She followed without question. Her pulse still pounded in her ears, but she clung to his words. It’s alright.
And it was.
The smell hit her first—warm and sweet, something buttery and rich. Then the soft hum of conversation, punctuated by the scrape of a mixing spoon against the edge of a bowl.
When they stepped through the doorway, her breath caught. Jason stood at the counter, his sleeves rolled up and his hands dusted in flour. There was dough clinging to his fingers and streaks of it on the edge of his shirt where he must have wiped them clean, but he didn’t seem to have noticed.
Beta Alfred stood beside him, carefully arranging cookie sheets while Jason rolled out uneven little balls of dough.
A baby monitor sat on the counter, its small green light flickering faintly, and Catherine’s stomach flipped.
Relief hit her so hard it almost buckled her knees.But then Jason looked up. He saw her and before Catherine could so much as blink, Jason scrambled off the stool and ran straight to her, sticky fingers reaching and grabbing as he threw his arms around her waist.
“Mama!” He held on so tightly it almost hurt, his face pressing into her ribs as if he thought she might slip away again.
Catherine’s hands moved without thinking, trembling slightly as she curled them around his back and stroked over his hair.
Her chest ached. She hadn’t even realized how much she’d needed to feel this—to hold him, solid and warm and safe. And Jason had just needed is as much she realized.
When he finally pulled back enough to look at her, his gaze immediately locked onto the tear streaks on her cheeks. Then his eyes dipped lower—to the smear of blood on the pale skin of her nevk and the drop that had soaked into the collar of her white sleeve.
His expression darkened. And suddenly, he was looking at Alpha Bruce.
“You promised you wouldn’t hurt my mama.”
His voice was small but sharp, like he’d been holding it in, like it had been waiting at the edge of his throat, ready to spring out at the first sign that something had gone wrong.
But before Alpha Bruce could say anything, she spoke.
“Hush, baby,” she murmured quickly, stroking the back of his head. “Alpha Bruce didn’t hurt me. He didn’t.”
Jason hesitated, still tense in her arms, his eyes flicking between her and Alpha Bruce.
And then—
“Bruce?” he echoed, uncertain now, the name soft and questioning. Catherine flinched.
“Oh,” she whispered. Her stomach twisted painfully, guilt curling deep and sour. “Alpha Wayne. It’s Alpha Wayne to you.” Her voice wavered, but she pushed through, even as her chest burned.
She didn’t know why it had hurt so much to correct him. It wasn’t like he’d meant anything by it—hadn’t been trying to disrespect Alpha Bruce, hadn’t been trying to claim him.
Jason knew better. She knew better.
Jason wasn’t Alpha Bruce’s.
Not his pup.
Not part of his pack.
Nothing had changed that.
Not the bite. Not the promises. Not the way Alpha Bruce had touched her so gently or let her cling to him like her life depended on it.
None of it mattered—not really. He might be nice and kind now but he‘d never cherish her enough to keep Jason just as a favor to her.
And no matter how much Alpha Bruce’s kindness had steadied her, no matter how much she wanted to believe that things could be different—that this could be different—it didn’t change the reality staring her in the face.
“You have to address him properly,” she added, her voice quieter now, more careful. “You’re not his pup, Jason.”
Jason’s shoulders slumped, and he dropped his gaze to the floor, suddenly looking very small despite the defiance that had flared just moments before.
“I know, Mama,” he mumbled. His arms loosened, like maybe he thought she might be mad, too. “I’m sorry, Alpha Wayne. I didn‘t mean to be rude.“
Catherine stroked his hair again, trying to soothe him even as her stomach twisted harder.
And then she glanced up—just for a second—to see how Alpha Bruce had taken it.
He wasn’t angry. That’s what she had braced herself for. Anger. Frustration. Impatience.
But Alpha Bruce wasn’t angry. Not even close.
His face was unreadable at first, but then—just for a moment—something flickered.
It wasn’t anger , but it still made her stomach twist.
Disappointment.
She’d seen that look before—when he thought she wouldn’t want to bite him back, wouldn’t want to share the bond he’d so freely offered. And now, it was there again, that faint trace of something she couldn’t name but still felt deep in her bones.
And for the first time since the bite, since Alpha Bruce’s arms had steadied her and his words had made her feel safe , she felt something sharp and cold at the edges of that bond—something that reminded her how fragile it really was.
Because maybe Alpha Bruce wanted her. For whatever reason. But that didn’t mean he wanted Jason.
Before Catherine could muster the courage to address the faint disappointment she thought she’d glimpsed on Alpha Bruce’s face—or even begin to untangle what it might mean—Beta Alfred stepped in with his usual, practiced grace.
“If I may, Miss Catherine,” he began, voice steady but warm in that careful way of his, “perhaps young Master Jason might like to sit with you in the den while the cookies finish baking.”
Jason clung to her side, fingers still sticky with dough and pressing faint, tacky imprints against the fabric of her shirt. Catherine felt the shape of his grip as if it had sunk into her skin, grounding her more than it should have. Her instinct was to fold him closer, but her eyes darted toward Alpha Bruce instead, searching his face for any flicker of disapproval.
It still wasn’t there. He didn’t seem annoyed that her pup, sired by her former Alpha, was clinging to her so shortly after Cathrine and Alpha Bruce had exchanged their claiming bites.
It wouldn‘t be strange for him to be territorial now. To forbid her from touching her put, to punish Jason for leaving his trace on her. He could forbid it for now, only until the first flares of the claim had gone down or he could forbid it for good.
Sure pups strived by being touched, being scented and doted upon on.
But Alpha Willis had never allowed Cathrine to bite Jason and she‘d accepted it to, even if she felt the longing more then once. Especially furing heat, when she cuddled him in her nest, whenever Alpha Willis let up from her.
Omegas weren‘t supposed to claim anyone, not even their pups, Alpha Willis believed. And her Alpha Father had supported him. Cathrines own mother had never been allowed to claim her either, never been allowed to nip her neck for comfort or to sooth.
Cathrine didn’t expected Alpha Bruce to allow it either. And Jason wasn‘t his pup, they didn‘t share a scent. It must be horrible for Alpha Bruce to smell the fragrance of Jasons wet cotton scent on her.
But still he lingered—his presence broad and steady, the weight of it impossible to ignore. It didn’t feel oppressive, didn’t scare her, but it was heavy in a way she wasn’t used to.
His focus wasn’t sharp enough to be called scrutiny, but it was something close, something that felt like it saw her in ways she wasn’t ready for yet. And he didn‘t tell Jason to stop touching her.
Realizing she had hung back in her thoughts instead of answering Beta Alfred, Catherine nodded—obedient and small.
“Yes. Yes, of course. Thank you, Beta Alfred, sir,” she said softly, not trusting herself to meet the Betas eyes.
Jason didn’t let go, even when she tried to ease his grip. His breath hitched slightly, barely noticeable, and the sound made her throat tighten all over again. It was as if he tried to claim her back, to inprint his little puppy scent on her.
“Come on, baby,” she murmured instead, smoothing a hand down the back of his head to soothe them both. “We’ll sit for a bit, and then you can show me what you’ve been making.”
Her words were gentle, but her focus lingered on Alpha Bruce, still bracing for any hint of displeasure. She shouldn‘t talk like that in front of him. It wasn‘t proper, she knew. She knew. But she couldn‘t help herself.
Instead, he moved—slowly, carefully—reaching out to her with the same deliberate touch that had stunned her before, the one that hadn’t stung or commanded but settled.
He rested his hand on her shoulder, the weight of it warm even through the fabric of her sleeve.
“Take your time,” he said, voice low but not quite even. The edges of it wavered, like the words had been pulled out of him instead of measured beforehand. “Be with him. I’ll—”
A faint, staticky crackle came from the baby monitor sitting on the counter. And then the cry. It wasn’t loud, but it was insistent—thin and reedy, like it might build into something louder if it went unanswered—and Catherine’s stomach clenched automatically at the sound.
She turned without thinking, looking for its source, but Beta Alfred was already reaching for the monitor, his expression calm and unhurried as he studied the tiny screen.
“Master Damian,” he said simply, his voice still smooth and unflappable as ever. “I laid him to sleep an hour ago, but it seems he’s decided he’s quite finished with his nap.”
He paused just long enough to glance at Alpha Bruce, his tone shifting almost imperceptibly as he added, “His last bottle was nearly four hours ago, Master Bruce. I believe he’ll be expecting another shortly.”
Catherine didn’t miss the flicker of amusement that touched Alpha Bruce’s face—brief and fleeting, like he wasn’t quite sure whether to be fond or exasperated by the tiny bundle of noise that had interrupted them—but he nodded without hesitation, already straightening.
His touch lingered a fraction too long before falling away, as if he hadn’t wanted to let go. For one fleeting moment, it almost felt like he didn’t want to leave.
And Cathrines feet refused to move, refused to obey the little voice in her head that told her this wasn’t her place, that she should follow Beta Alfred’s lead and step quietly aside to make space for Bruce to attend to his pup.
But the thought of walking away now, of letting him go and not knowing whether he’d come back or if he’d even want to come back, made her stomach twist so tightly she thought she might be sick.
It was irrational, she knew that, but she couldn’t stop it. Couldn’t stop the sudden ache that welled up in her chest at the thought of losing this—whatever this was—before she’d even figured out how to hold onto it.
But then Alpha Bruce moved. And Catherine let him go. And just like that, it was over. The moment—whatever fragile, impossible thing it had been—was gone.
Beta Alfred, for his part, seemed to notice her hesitation, but he didn’t comment on it.
Instead, he turned his attention back to her and Jason, gesturing lightly toward the den as he said, “You’ll find blankets on the sofa if you’re inclined to use them, Miss Catherine.”
The Beta turned back to the counter without waiting for her to respond, already arranging the next tray of raw cookies with practiced efficiency.
Jason, meanwhile, had taken hold of her hand again, his fingers still tacky with dough, and looked up at her expectantly—waiting for her to lead.
Catherine let him. Because what else could she do? She couldn’t stay. Couldn’t follow Bruce, no matter how much her instincts screamed at her to keep him in sight.
Not with Jason’s little hand sticky and warm in hers, his grip tight as if he could sense how fragile she felt, how close her composure was to slipping through her fingers.
So instead, she let him lead her—away from the kitchen, away from Alpha Bruce, away from the ache that still lingered in her chest where the bond hummed faint and restless, like an unfinished thought.
The short walk to the front hall felt longer than it should have, but Jason stayed close, never letting go, and Catherine clung to that small comfort like it might keep her steady.
She was bold enough to slip inside the small guest restroom by the front door before heading to the den, gently nudging Jason inside with her and closing the door behind them.
It was a small, private space, but big enough for the two of them. It gave her a moment to breathe. To think.
She turned the water on and guided Jason’s hands under the stream, watching as bits of dough and sugar swirled down the drain. He fidgeted, rubbing at his palms as she worked, but didn’t complain when she reached for the soft paper role hanging beside the toilet and dabbed gently at his cheeks with a few pieces of toilet paper.
“Just a second, baby,” she murmured, brushing away a smudge of flour near the corner of his mouth. “There we go.”
Jason blinked up at her, big-eyed and searching, and something in her chest twisted painfully.
Her boy. Her beautiful, precious boy. And no matter how careful Bruce had been, no matter how kind he had sounded when he told her to take her time, Catherine still knew this was dangerous.
Because no matter how tender Bruce’s touch had been, no matter how gently he’d spoken or how sweetly he’d handled her after the bite, he was still an Alpha.
And she knew what Alphas valued—what they expected. Loyalty. Obedience. Prioritization. And Jason wasn’t his.
He wasn’t Bruce’s pup, and he never would be.
The thought made her stomach churn, but she didn’t let it show. She smoothed a hand over Jason’s hair again instead, leaning down just enough to brush a kiss against his forehead, the skin tasting clean.
It was dangerous— reckless —to cling to him like this, to let herself give in to the overwhelming need to keep him safe. But for now, behind the closed doors of the guest restroom it was her little secret.
Later, she would have to be more careful.
She would have to find a way to balance the tightrope that was already forming beneath her feet—to be close and attentive enough to Bruce to keep him calm and satisfied, to keep from making him feel like she was choosing Jason over him.
Because if she failed, if she pushed too hard, it probably wouldn’t be her that Bruce rejected. It wouldn’t be her being punished for it.
It would be Jason. And that was something Catherine didn’t think either of them could survive.
She swallowed hard, pushed the thought down, and opened the door again.
By the time they reached the den Catherine sank down onto the couch, grateful for the way it felt sturdy beneath her, and pulled Jason up into her lap.
He settled easily, like he belonged there—like he hadn’t spent the past hour and a half wondering if she’d come back to him at all—and Catherine let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.
The blanket was soft and heavy, warm as it settled around Jason’s small body, and she tucked it close around them both. His head fit perfectly against her shoulder, just a few centimeters away from the bite Bruce had left on her neck.
The mark throbbed faintly, not painful but impossible to ignore. Jason shifted, small fingers brushing lightly over the edge of it, and she flinched before she could stop herself.
His hand froze.
“Mama?”, he asked, voice small.
“It’s okay,” she said quickly, leaning down to press her lips to the crown of his head. “It’s okay, baby. It just… it’s a little sensitive still. That’s all.”
He didn’t look convinced.
“You’re sure?”
“Yes.” She ran her fingers through his hair, smoothing the strands down again and again as if it might soothe the worried furrow in his brow. “I promise.”
Jason’s eyes stayed on the mark a second longer before he finally looked away.
“Did it hurt when he bit you?” Jason asked, absentmindly rubbing ghe little scent glands on his wrist against her clothed upper arm.
The memory lingered in Catherine’s mind like a bruise—dark and aching no matter how much time had passed.
***
She hadn’t been able to stop it. Hadn’t even been able to look away.
Jason had been five—barely five—and so small, his legs still short enough to dangle against the second drawer when Alpha Willis sat him on the edge of the kitchen counter.
“Hold still,” Alpha Willis had said, voice sharp enough to make Jason flinch even before the Alpha’s hands had come down heavy on his shoulders.
The boy had frozen, wide-eyed and trembling, looking to Catherine where she stood a few feet away like he thought she might help.
But she hadn’t moved. She couldn’t.
Her hands had been fists in her lap, nails digging into her palms so deep they left crescent-shaped marks, but her feet had been rooted.
Because if she stood—if she stepped forward, if she made any noise at all—
It would only make things worse.
“It’s just a nip,” Alpha Willis had said, his fingers tightening as Jason’s shoulders tried to hunch. “Stop acting like it’s something to cry about.”
Jason hadn’t cried. Not out loud. But Catherine had seen the way his breath hitched, the way his hands clenched into the fabric of his trousers, knuckles going white as Alpha Willis leaned in closer.
His teeth bared, sharp and gleaming, and Jason’s whole body went stiff as stone.
Catherine had wanted to scream. Her baby. Her sweet tiny pup.
But she’d stayed quiet, stayed still, because Willis was an Alpha, and she wasn’t, and that had always meant that she had to accept his sole authority over their shared life abd their shared child.
Jason’s little whimper had shattered through the room, high and desperate, and Catherine had flinched.
But Alpha Willis hadn’t faltered. His teeth sank into the nape of Jason’s neck—hard.
Hard enough that Jason’s hands had flown up, grabbing at his father’s wrists, trying to pull them away. But Alpha Willis hadn’t let go.
Not until Jason’s body stopped fighting—until his shoulders dropped and his hands fell limply into his lap. The bond had flared in the air, strong and sour, and Catherine had almost gagged on it.
Alpha Willis had straightened with a grunt, one hand swiping his mouth while the other gave Jason’s shoulder a rough shake.
Jason hadn’t looked up. His head had stayed down, chin tucked tight against his chest, and when Alpha Willis nudged him again, he’d slid off the counter without a word.
“Go get me a beer,” Alpha Willis had said, jerking his chin toward the fridge.
Jason’s feet had shuffled across the floor, and Catherine’s heart had broken.
The bite mark had been red and raw, still visible even under Jason’s curls as he reached into the fridge and pulled out a can.
“See? Just a little nip,” Alpha Willis said, so casual it made Catherine’s stomach turn. “And now he’s listening again.”
When Jason handed the beer can over, his Alpha Father had ruffled his hair like nothing had happened—like it hadn’t even hurt their pup to be bitten so harshly.
And Jason had stood there and taken it, shoulders slouched but hands steady.
“That’s a good boy,” Alpha Willis had said, cracking the can open.
And Catherine? Catherine had wanted to run—to grab Jason and pull him away and never let anyone put their teeth on him again.
But all she’d done was sit there. Silent and helpless.
***
The blanket was warm and heavy, cocooning them both as Catherine curled Jason closer, her arms wrapped protectively around his small frame. His head rested perfectly against her shoulder, the soft weight of him grounding her even as her thoughts spun.
She should be scared to be seen like this. Beta Alfred or her Alpha could come in every minute and then what? Sit with him, Beta Alfred had ordered. Take your time, Bruce had told her. There are blankets, you can use, the Beta had allowed. But still, they way Jason clung to her, how his little puffs of breath tickled the bite, the way she has drawn the blanket around them both, as if she tried to hide theirself, it all wasn‘t proper.
“Not really,” she finally answered Jason. “It was just a sharp pinch for a second, and then it felt…” She trailed off, uncertain how much she should share—how much he could understand. “It felt nice after. Warm. Safe.”
Jason frowned rubbing his tiny wrist against her upper arm again, leaving behind traces of his milky cotton scent.
“Safe?”
She nodded, stroking his hair again as if it might ease the crease between his brows.
“Yes. I know that might sound strange, but it did. It didn’t feel bad.”
Jason bit his lip and seemed to think about that for a moment. He tilted his head up to look at her, and her breath caught when his eyes landed on her throat again, right where the bite sat.
“It looked like it hurt,” Jason said. “Like when—when Willis…” He trailed off, but he didn’t need to finish the sentence. They both knew what he meant. Catherine’s chest ached.
“It—it was different,” she admitted. “It was… gentler.”
That wasn’t the full truth—there had been pain, yes, but it hadn’t been the sharp, tearing pain she remembered from Alpha Willis. It hadn’t felt cruel.
“But why did you cry then?” Jason whispered. Catherine hesitated, fingers pausing mid-stroke through his hair.
But before she could answer the door creaked open behind them. She looked up instinctively—and there he was.
Alpha Bruce stood in the doorway, bottle in hand and Damian cradled carefully against his chest. The babies face was round and soft as he nuzzled against Alpha Bruce’s chest.
The bond flared immediately, sharp and demanding, urging her to stand, to go to them— to touch. But she didn’t move.
She knew she should loosen her old on Jason, sat him down into the cushions and tell him to stay put. He shouldn‘t be so clingy. He shouldn‘t try to claim her again hin his strange puppy ways. But feeling Jasons little body tense up in the Alphas presence, stopped her.
She held herself still, fingers curling slightly into the blanket as she bowed her head just slightly, forcing her voice steady.
“Hello Alpha Bruce.”
Alpha Bruce’s eyes flickered to her, and he hesitated for only a moment before nodding toward the couch.
“Would it be alright if I sat with you two?” His voice was gentle, quiet, and his gaze dropped briefly to Jason before settling back on her. “I need to feed him, but I don’t want to interrupt.”
She didn’t trust herself to speak at first, but when she finally found her voice, it was soft and obedient.
“Of course, Alpha Bruce.”
Alpha Bruce’s lips twitched, something faintly like relief flickering across his face, and he stepped closer.
Jason didn’t move from her lap, didn’t even lift his head as Alpha Bruce sat down on the couch, careful to leave a small space between them—enough that Jason wouldn’t feel crowded. It was unbelievable considerate.
Alpha Bruce settled Damian into the crook of his arm, before finally glancing toward Jason.
“You doing okay, kid?”
Jason shifted slightly in Catherine’s lap, eyes flickering up just long enough to meet Alpha Bruce’s before darting away again.
“I guess,“ not rude but shy. He needed to show more respect but she really didn‘t want to call him out in front of Alpha again. He knew he did wrong by how his body tensed further.
Alpha Bruce, meanwhile, hummed softly, tilting the bottle to test a drop of milk against his wrist before offering it to Damian. Cathrine couldn’t get over how gentle he was.
Jason must have felt it too, he slowly became more pliant again in her arms.
“Do you bite your pups too, Alpha Wayne?” Jason blurted out, his voice quick and uncertain, and Catherine tensed.
Alpha Bruce blinked, clearly caught off guard, but his voice stayed calm and even. He adjusted Damian’s bottle, careful and deliberate, before answering.
“Sometimes,” he said, his tone steady but warm. “It’s… bonding. It’s supposed to be something safe—something good.”
Jason’s eyes darted to his mother, uncertain.
“It didn’t feel good when my Alpha Father did it.”
Catherine went still. But Alpha Bruce didn’t look away. He didn’t brush it off. Instead, he met Jason’s gaze and nodded slowly.
“I’m sorry about that.” His voice was soft—low but firm. “It wasn’t supposed to be like that.”
Jason blinked, surprised, but Bruce just shifted Damian in his arms again and looked back to Catherine.
“Have you bitten Damian already, Alpha Wayne?” Jason asked, not able to see the babys nape.
“No, not yet,” he said, glancing at Catherine briefly before looking back at Jason. “A bite is supposed to be comforting, but babies need to be bigger first. Old enough to understand it.”
Catherine swallowed hard and nodded, finally forcing herself to speak.
“It’s not safe for them when they’re this small,” she added softly, her fingers brushing lightly down Jason’s back. “Their skin is too delicate, and they don’t know what’s happening yet. It’s better to wait.”
Jason looked at Damian then, eyes wide as he stared at the tiny baby nestled against Bruce’s chest.
“He’s really small,” Jason said.
Alpha Bruce chuckled softly.
“He is.”
Jason’s eyes flicked down to the baby’s feet, and his brow furrowed.
“He’s only got one sock,” he pointed out, glancing up like he expected an explanation.
Alpha Bruce grinned.
“He must’ve kicked the other one off.”
Jason didn’t look satisfied by that answer.
“His feet are really small,” he said, his voice full of the kind of awe only a child could manage.
Alpha Bruce laughed this time, quiet but warm, and Catherine’s heart squeezed painfully.
“Yeah, they are,” Alpha Bruce agreed.
Jason hesitated for a second before shifting slightly in Catherine’s lap, looking up at Alpha Bruce with wide eyes.
“Can I… can I touch him?”
Catherine froze.
Her breath caught, and her arms instinctively tightened around Jason before she even thought about it.
He couldn’t ask things like that because Damian wasn’t hers, and Jason wasn’t Alpha Bruce’s, and she already felt the Alpha’s gaze like a weight against her skin, pressing in too close and too heavy even when it wasn’t harsh.
Her chest squeezed tight, and her lips parted, but no sound came out. She didn’t want to scare Jason like she’d done the day before and maybe Alpha Bruce would be kind again and tell him that he was overstepping instead of slapping him for it. She was almost sure he would.
But Alpha Bruce tilted his head slightly, and his voice softened even more.
“Do you want to?”
Jason nodded quickly, but then his gaze flickered nervously to Catherine, searching her face for reassurance.
Her stomach twisted painfully. The bond throbbed faintly again, and she hated how much it made her want to lean into it—into Alpha Bruce—even as every instinct she had screamed at her to be careful.
Catherine lowered her eyes, her shoulders bowing slightly under the weight of it all, and when she finally spoke, her voice was quiet and unsure.
“If…” She swallowed hard. “If Alpha Wayne allows it.” Jason’s head snapped back toward Alpha Bruce, his wide eyes full of hope and hesitation all at once. Alpha Bruce didn’t hesitate.
“Go ahead.”
Jason’s face lit up, but Catherine couldn’t breathe—not when Alpha Bruce’s answer had been so easy, so gentle, and yet it still left her tense and uncertain, unsure of whether she’d pushed too far without meaning to.
Jason leaned forward carefully, his small hand reaching out until his fingers brushed Damian’s soft, bare foot.
“They’re so little,” he whispered again, his voice full of awe.
Catherine’s heart ached. Her fingers twitched against the blanket, aching to smooth Damian’s tiny single sock, to touch his soft hair, to soothe the ache that the bond only seemed to make sharper—but she couldn’t. Not without permission.
She just pulled Jason a little closer instead, holding him safe and steady as his small fingers brushed softly over the baby’s skin.
Jason’s fingers lingered against Damian’s tiny foot, brushing lightly over the soft skin as if he was afraid even the smallest pressure might hurt. His eyes stayed fixed on the baby, fascinated in that way only children could be when they were confronted with someone even smaller than themselves.
“He’s so soft,” Jason whispered, barely daring to move his hand.
Alpha Bruce chuckled quietly, the sound low and warm, and it made Catherine’s breath catch.
“He is,” Alpha Bruce agreed. “Babies are like that. You were soft like this too when you were his size.”
Jason’s head snapped up, disbelief written across his face.
“No way!”
Alpha Bruce nodded, his expression calm but still touched with something warm.
“Way,” he said simply. “Your mom can tell you.”
Jason turned to her, and Catherine immediately felt a weight settle in her chest under his expectant gaze. Her fingers stilled against his hair, her pulse quickening.
She knew what she wanted to say—that he had been the most beautiful, most perfect thing she’d ever seen—but Alpha Bruce’s steady, watchful presence beside her made it harder to speak.
She swallowed, suddenly hyper-aware of the way her arms cradled Jason and how close his small head was to the mark Alpha Bruce had left on her neck.
She was not supposed to coddle her pup like this. Not in front of the Alpha who hadn’t sired him.
Alpha Bruce had been nothing but kind—more than kind—but Catherine knew better than to mistake patience for approval. She had no illusions about how these things worked. An Alpha’s tolerance for a pup that wasn’t his only stretched so far.
But she was almost sure Alpha Bruce wouldn’t punish her or Jason for one mishappen sentence.
“You were very soft,” she murmured at last, her voice low, submissive. She stroked Jason’s hair again, smoothing it down carefully as if the motion might soften the words. “And so small.”
Jason flushed and ducked his head, pretending to focus on Damian’s foot again. Catherine offered him a faint smile, but it barely touched her lips.
She couldn’t ignore the way Alpha Bruce’s gaze lingered on her, steady but unreadable.
Her fingers twitched against the blanket, aching to reach out to him—to touch his hand, his arm, Damian—but she couldn’t.
She forced her hands to stay where they were, curled protectively around Jason, even as her chest tightened painfully.
“Mama?” Jason’s voice broke the silence again, softer this time.
“Yes?”
“Did—did you ever think about having another pup?” He paused, glancing nervously at Alpha Bruce before finishing in a small voice, “…before?”
Catherine froze. Her arms tightened around Jason instinctively, and her eyes darted toward Alpha Bruce without meaning to—only to find him already looking at her.
Her stomach dropped. She couldn’t read his expression. His face was calm, steady, but there was something in his eyes she couldn’t name.
Her breath hitched as shame curled tight and sharp in her stomach. Jason shouldn’t have asked that.
The Alpha already knew she had been tainted—how could he not, with the most obvious proof sitting right in her lap? But to speak so openly about it, to voice something so inappropriate in front of him—it was too much.
Her heart pounded in her chest, and she dropped her gaze quickly, looking down at Jason’s hair instead of meeting Alpha Bruce’s eyes.
“Yes,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper, and just a tad too hollow to be steady.
***
The bathroom smelled like bleach and mildew.
Catherine had scrubbed it just yesterday, her knees pressed into the cracked tile floor until they burned, until her fingers were raw and red—but it didn’t matter. Nothing ever stayed clean here—just like nothing ever stayed whole.
Her hands gripped the edge of the sink, knuckles blanched, trembling as she stared down at the red streaks smearing her thighs.
It wasn’t much at first. Barely a smear of pink on the toilet paper hours ago—enough to startle her, to make her press a hand against her stomach as if she could still feel the baby there. Still protect it.
She’d told herself it was nothing. It had to be nothing. But the cramps came anyway, curling low and sharp, each one worse than the last until her legs shook under her and the blood wouldn’t stop.
Her stomach twisted again, and her knees buckled before she could catch herself. The sharp clack of her shoulder hitting the sink jarred her, made her vision go white for half a second, but she swallowed back the cry before it could slip free.
She couldn’t make noise. Alpha Willis hated noise.
Her breath came too fast, too shallow as she forced herself back up, gripping the sink harder until the edge bit into her palms. Her reflection swam in the cracked mirror—pale, sweaty, her hair sticking to her temples and neck like she’d been running.
But it was her eyes that scared her the most. Wide. Hollow. Empty. This couldn’t be happening.
It felt wrong. Like her body was turning inside out, tearing something precious out of her and leaving her gutted. The pain was sharp and hot and too much, but it wasn’t what scared her most.
It was the ache—the echo of emptiness already forming low in her stomach. She thought she had known loss when her father cleared out her room, burned and donated everything she ever owner. But no. She hadn’t ever known loss.
This was what losing really felt like.
Her hand pressed over her stomach again, useless and shaking, but it couldn’t stop the cramps. Couldn’t stop the blood.
It shouldn’t be happening.
Her heat hadn’t come last month, after weeks of exhaustion and sleepless nights, but Alpha Willis had wanted her anyway. Had grabbed her and shoved her down into the mattress like he always did, ignoring the tremor in her limbs, the softness of her protests.
Afterward, when he’d pulled away, his scent had been all over her, smothering and sharp, and she had to fight the bile while his knot went down. She’d known then, before her breasts had gone tender and her stomach had rounded just the tiniest bit.
She’d been pregnant. She’d been sure of it. And Alpha Willis hadn’t cared.
He hadn’t softened, hadn’t slowed down or eased up when she flinched under his touch. He’d told her to stop whining, to pull herself together, to be grateful. Grateful that he still wanted her at all. Especially now, that she would grow large again and her tits would sagg even more from nursing a second pup.
And she had been. Grateful.
But this wasn’t supposed to happen. Not to her.
Her mother’s voice floated back to her, soft and tired—warning whispers spoken in secret when Catherine was barely old enough to understand.
Omegas lose pups sometimes. After heats, if it doesn’t catch right. It just happens.
But that wasn’t supposed to happen to her .
Her heats were regular. Her cycles steady.
She’d already carried Jason. She’d already proved she could do it—could be what Willis needed.
It was supposed to be easy this time.
Unless…
Her stomach clenched again, sharp and sickening, and this time it wasn’t from the cramps.
The thoughts came unbidden, creeping in through the cracks no matter how much she tried to shove them away.
The sleepless nights. The nursing. The skipped meals because Alpha Willis said he needed his plate full first.
The bruises on her ribs from where his hand had pressed too hard last week. The ones on her thighs that still ached when she knelt.
She wasn’t supposed to think about those things.
Not now. Not ever. Alpha Willis treated her fine. She was fed, wasn’t she? He let her sleep in the bed most nights. He still wanted her.
Even when she was tired, even when she begged softly that she didn’t feel up to it.
He still wanted her. That meant something. It had to.
Her breath hitched, and she squeezed her eyes shut against the tears burning there. She shouldn’t be crying. Not when she still had Jason—still had someone to care for, someone who needed her.
But this baby…
She hadn’t even gotten to hold them. Hadn’t even gotten the chance to try . And now her baby was gone.
She wondered if Alpha Willis would be angry.
Not that he’d wanted this baby. Not really. He hadn’t even wanted Jason, not after the first few weeks when the novelty had worn off and the crying had started. The only reason he hadn’t forced Catherine to stop nursing was because it kept Jason quiet—and because it was cheaper than formula or food.
The sharp twist in her stomach came again—not from the cramps this time, but from something else. Something bitter and rotting that she couldn’t quite choke down.
She’d told him. She’d told Willis she was pregnant again, hoping—desperately, stupidly—that it might change something. That it might soften him. That he might tell her to sit down. To rest. To take care of herself and the tiny life growing inside her.
Instead, he’d sneered. His lip had curled, his eyes sharp and cold as he looked her over like he was sizing up a broken tool.
“Guess you’ll just have to work harder,” he’d said.
Then he’d shoved her into the bedroom and told her to take her clothes off. And she’d done it. Because what else could she do?
Because Willis was an Alpha, and Alphas didn’t ask—they took.
She’d let him, because she hadn’t had a choice. Not then. Not now. Not when there was blood running down her thighs and bile burning the back of her throat.
Not when her body had betrayed her. And not when it was her fault. Because it had to be her fault. Had to be something she’d done—or hadn’t done.
Maybe she shouldn’t have skipped dinner last night, even though there wasn’t enough to go around.
Maybe she should’ve begged Alpha Willis for vitamins, no matter how angry it made him to think she was accusing him of not taking care of his family.
Maybe she shouldn’t have flinched when he’d grabbed her hips too hard last week. Maybe he would have been nicer while fucking her, his thrusts a little weaker, his hands on her sides a bit less rough.
Maybe if she’d been better—been quieter, more obedient, more grateful—then her baby wouldn’t have…
Catherine choked on a sob, her hand slapping over her mouth as if that could stop it from escaping. But nothing could stop it now. Not the tears. Not the shaking in her hands or the blood staining her thighs. Not the terrible, crushing guilt.
A faint cry broke the silence—a thin, trembling whimper that sharpened into something louder.
Jason.
Catherine’s breath hitched, and for one terrible moment, her legs locked beneath her. She couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe, couldn’t do anything but stand there with her hand pressed over her aching stomach and her heart hammering against her ribs.
Another cry—higher now, more desperate—and her whole body flinched.
She dragged the back of her hand over her face, smearing tears she didn’t remember shedding. Her fingers trembled as she wiped at her cheeks, at the sweat slicking her skin, but it didn’t matter. She couldn’t afford to look weak.
Not in front of Alpha Willis. Not when Jason was crying. Alpha Willis didn’t like crying. Not from her. Not from Jason. Especially not from Jason. And if she didn’t get out there and quiet him down—
Her stomach twisted violently, and her fingers dug into the edge of the sink. The image flashed through her mind unbidden—Jason’s tiny body flinching, his cries turning sharp and panicked, Willis’s voice low and growling, words slurred by alcohol.
No.
No. She couldn’t let that happen.
Her breath caught as the cramps tightened again, pulling low and deep and sharp. She bit her lip hard enough to taste blood, willing herself to focus. She couldn’t fall apart now.
She forced herself to check the bleeding one last time, even though she already knew what she’d see.
The rag she’d stuffed between her thighs was ruined, dark and heavy, already soaked through. The sight of it made her stomach churn, and her knees threatened to give out all over again.
But there was no time. She pulled up her underwear with shaking hands, hating the slick, sticky feeling that made her skin crawl. The cramps hadn’t stopped, but she couldn’t think about that—not when Jason was crying. Not when Alpha Willis was out there.
She stumbled out of the bathroom, one hand braced against the wall to steady herself.
The bedroom door creaked as she pushed it open, and the sound made Alpha Willis glance up from the couch. His eyes flicked over her—sharp, flat, assessing.
Catherine froze under the weight of that look. Her pulse quickened, and she ducked her head instinctively, but his gaze was already moving past her. Down to the beer bottle balanced on the armrest.
“Get him quiet,” Alpha Willis muttered, tipping the bottle back without so much as a second glance. Like it was nothing. Like her baby hadn’t just died inside her.
The words cut deeper than they should have. She’d known what to expect—what he’d say—but hearing it still made her throat tighten and her eyes burn.
But she couldn’t let it show. She swallowed the lump clawing its way up her throat and dropped her gaze to the floor, her hands clenching and unclenching at her sides.
Her stomach twisted sharply again, but she gritted her teeth and pushed through it, because she couldn’t stop. Not now. Not when Jason was crying. Not when Alpha Willis was already annoyed. She needed to push through.
Her legs felt shaky as she stepped toward the makeshift nest in the hall, every muscle in her body aching with the effort of holding herself together.
Jason’s cries softened the moment she leaned over him, her shadow falling over his small, squirming body.
His little fists opened and closed, reaching for her blindly, and something in Catherine cracked wide open. But she didn’t let it show. She couldn’t.
She bent to scoop him up, murmuring soft, shushing sounds even as her own breath hitched in her chest. She ignored the fresh wave of pain that rolled through her stomach, and held him close, burying her face in his soft, fine hair.
“Mama’s here,” she murmured, rocking him slowly. “It’s okay. Mama’s here.”
She rocked him gently as his whimpers turned into quiet hiccups against her shoulder.
Behind her, Alpha Willis grunted, shifting on the couch as he cranked the volume on the TV. The sound of static, harsh and indifferent, filled the air.
Inside, something twisted violently. Something sharp and jagged and raw. Her baby was gone. And Alpha Willis didn’t care. He hadn’t cared before. He never had. He never would.
But inhaling Jasons scent, milky warm cotton and soft rain, Catherine’s knees nearly buckled with relief.
At least she could still do this. At least she could still hold him and make him feel safe.
But then—
“Catherine!” Alpha Willis’s voice bellowed from the other room, cutting through the fragile thread of calm. The bark of his command was sharp enough to make her flinch, and Jason’s small body trembled against hers. His tiny fingers dug into her shirt as though the sound itself threatened to tear them apart.
Her heart stuttered, but she swallowed hard. She couldn’t afford to let herself break again.
“Get me another beer,” he demanded, his voice already laced with irritation. “And make it fast this time.”
Catherine bit the inside of her cheek, hard enough to taste the blood. She felt the sting of it, but it didn’t matter—nothing mattered anymore. She had to move. She had no choice.
Still cradling Jason to her chest, she carried him with her, step by step, into the kitchen. Every muscle in her body screamed in protest, the lingering pain of the miscarriage still fresh, the emptiness still raw, but she ignored it. She couldn’t stop. She wouldn’t stop.
She passed by the living room, and just as she did, she felt Alpha Willis’s gaze—cold, calculating—cut into her. His eyes flicked over her stomach, and for just a fraction of a second, they lingered there, assessing her
There was nothing to see yet, the small buldge on her stomach was still there, even if it felt hollower. But he must know by the smell of blood and her scent of burnt down lavenderfields overtaking the whole appartment.
“You’ll listen better now, won’t you?” he said, leaning back against the cushions of the couch.
Catherine’s stomach dropped. Her arms tightened around Jason, but she didn’t say anything. Didn’t argue. Didn’t tell him he was wrong—because he wasn’t. She would listen better now.
Because Willis was an Alpha, and Alphas didn’t ask—they took.
And Catherine had already lost one baby today.
She wouldn’t risk losing the other.
***
Catherine bit the inside of her cheek, the metallic tang of old pain rising to her tongue, but she swallowed it down. She had no words for him. Not now.
Her chest tightened as she thought back to a time she worked so hard to bury.
The first loss had gutted her. It had stolen something fragile and precious from her, leaving behind a hollow ache that never healed. She could still feel the ghost of it sometimes, sharp and raw, gnawing at the edges of her heart. That ache hadn’t gone away—not when she lost another pup only a few months later.
That second time had been crueler somehow, though no less inevitable. She remembered the kitchen vividly—her mother’s kitchen, the sharp smell of roasting turkey mingling with the faint scent of blood that she hoped no one else could smell.
Her mother’s back was to her, shoulders square and unyielding, as Catherine doubled over with pain at the corner of the counter. She’d whispered something about feeling faint, about maybe needing to sit down, but her mother had turned, her expression as flat and cold as old stone.
“Stop being dramatic, Catherine,” her mother had snapped, her voice low so the men in the living room wouldn’t hear. “Do you think God forgives omegas who complain?”
Catherine hadn’t answered. She couldn’t. She’d been clutching her stomach, trying not to collapse to the floor. She could feel it slipping away again—the life inside her. Fading. Her body rejecting it like it couldn’t bear the weight of hope anymore.
When the bleeding started, her mother didn’t flinch. She’d glanced at the dark stain spreading across Catherine’s dress, her lips pressed into a thin line.
“It’s God’s penance,” her mother had said, handing Catherine a rag and motioning to the corner of the room. “You should pray for forgiveness.”
So she had. Catherine had sunk to the cold linoleum, her knees buckling beneath her, and prayed. She prayed as tears streaked her face, prayed while she pressed the rag between her legs, prayed as her mother continued chopping vegetables.
When it was over, her mother turned back to her, not unkind but unyielding. “Clean yourself up. Dinner won’t cook itself.”
Catherine had stood, shaky and silent, and done exactly as she was told.
The memories blurred together after that. She’d bled through her clothes that Thanksgiving, but she’d set the table anyway. She’d scrubbed the pots and pans while the men barked orders from the other room, never once acknowledging her.
Her third loss, a year later, had been quieter—Jason had been two by then. She’d been alone in the tiny bathroom of their apartment, her forehead pressed against the peeling wallpaper, when the sharp pain had started.
There hadn’t been anyone to pray for forgiveness with. No one to scold her for the mess or remind her of her place. Just the distant hum of the refrigerator and Jason’s soft babbling in the next room.
By then, her body had stopped pretending it could carry life. Her heats had become irregular after that, as though her soul and body had silently agreed they couldn’t handle another loss. She was grateful for it, in a way. She didn’t want to hope anymore.
Jason had been enough. He’d always been enough.
Catherine blinked, the weight of her memories receding like a tide, leaving her stranded in the present with a strange emptiness pressing against her ribs. Her vision blurred, the sharp edges of the room softening as she fought to steady her breath.
Jason’s weight on her lap grounded her, his small body warm and secure beneath the blanket she’d wrapped him in. She smoothed the fabric absently, fingers trembling only slightly as she tried to bury the ache clawing at her chest.
“I… thought about it,” she murmured finally, her voice soft, distant.
Her mind spun in tight, agonizing circles, each thought a jagged edge scraping against old wounds. She didn’t dare look at Alpha Bruce. Not when she could feel the weight of his eyes on her—steady, quiet, unrelenting.
The bottle in Alpha Bruce’s hands was empty now, the pup dozing contentedly against his chest, but he didn’t move to get up. He stayed there, still and solid, watching her in that way that made her skin itch—like he was seeing too much.
Alpha Bruce couldn’t know. Not about the parts that were broken. The thought struck like a whip, sharp and immediate. If he knew? If he ever found out how many times her body had already failed, how many times it had betrayed her, how it had refused to carry life the way it was supposed to. What then? Would he see her as defective, as a wasted investment?
Her throat burned, as another part of her whispered the opposite—what if he did want her to try? What if he decided she was still worth salvaging, worth remaking into something useful?
Maybe she could be what he wanted. What he needed. Aloha Bruce was a powerful Alpha, far stronger, far more controlled than Alpha Willis had ever been. He didn’t raise his voice, didn’t lash out when something didn’t go as expected. He’d fed her. Real food—warm and filling, the kind she’d stopped expecting long before Jason was born.
He’d clothed her in sturdy jeans that kneeling felt wrong in. He hadn’t hurt her child. Had even prevented her from hurting Jason.
He’d let her sit here, in this soft place where no one was yelling, with Jason curled up safe in her lap. He hadn’t told her to move. Hadn’t told her to get up and do something.
And that scared her. But it also raised a kind of hopefulness she hadn’t felt since she was eleven.
What if Alpha Bruce decided she was worth the effort?
Maybe her body would respond differently under his care. Maybe her heats would come back regularly if Alpha Bruce kept feeding her. If he let her rest sometimes—if he didn’t punish her as much, didn’t grab her hips so hard they bruised, didn’t leave her curled up on the floor trying to breathe around the sharp ache in her ribs— maybe her body would stop being so broken.
Maybe it would start working the way it was supposed to again.
Her fingers twitched again. Maybe then it would work. If he got her those vitamins and let her go see a doctor to check on the pup he’d put inside her.
Maybe if he mated her gently—if he didn’t hurt her, didn’t trust to deep until it stung. Maybe then it would stick beyond those first riskful weeks.
Maybe then she didn’t had to go through it again. The sickness, the cramping, the pain that left her curled on the floor, waiting for it to be over. The way hope had bloomed too fast and then rotted just as quickly, leaving her emptier than before. The way it had felt to carry life and lose it.
What if her heats didn’t come back, no matter how well he fed her, no matter how much he let her rest?
What if he found out how useless she was—how her body was no good for bearing pups? What then?
Her stomach churned, and her arms tightened around Jason, holding him closer even as she forced herself to keep her breathing steady.
She couldn’t let him see this. Couldn’t let him see her like this . Jason shifted in her lap, small fingers tugging lightly at the blanket.
“Alpha Wayne, do you think Damian will cry if I touch his hand?”
The question startled her, and Catherine blinked, her focus snapping back to the present.
Alpha Bruce’s voice was warm when he answered, low and steady in a way that smoothed the sharp edges of her thoughts.
“I think he’ll be just fine.”
Jason hesitated for only a second before reaching out, brushing careful fingers against the pup’s tiny hand.
Damian twitched, his fingers curling reflexively around Jason’s, and Jason gasped like he’d just witnessed something magical.
“He grabbed me!” Jason’s grin lit up his whole face as he looked first at her, then up at Alpha Bruce.
Alpha Bruce chuckled softly.
“Babies do that. It’s a reflex, but it means he likes you.”
Jason beamed, so bright and alive that Catherine’s chest ached with it.
Her gaze drifted to Alpha Bruce’s hands—so steady and sure, cradling Damian like he was something precious —and then to his face.
The bond tugged again, sharp and aching, and this time her fingers twitched before she could stop them, reaching out just barely before she caught herself and curled them back into the blanket instead.
Alpha Bruce didn’t look away.
Catherine froze when Alpha Bruce spoke.
“Do you want to hold him?”
The words hung there, soft and steady, but they might as well have been a shout for how sharply they cut through her thoughts.
Her heart stumbled, then pounded hard against her ribs. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out—not at first.
She shouldn’t. She shouldn’t. It was dangerous to want something like this. To reach for something so fragile and warm.
But the bond ached inside her, sharp and restless. Her throat felt too tight, her lungs too small. And she did want it.
The longing hit so hard it nearly knocked the breath out of her. It clawed through her chest, raw and aching, cracking open something she hadn’t touched in years.
She wanted it so badly it hurt.
“Catherine?” Alpha Bruce’s voice was quieter this time, like he could sense her hesitation but wasn’t going to push.
She blinked, her hands already shaking where they gripped the edge of the blanket. She shouldn’t. She couldn’t.
But she nodded anyway.
Jason shifted immediately, sliding off her lap and settling beside her, his small frame pressing into her side. He was still watching Damian like the baby was some kind of miracle, and the warmth in his expression made her chest ache even more.
Alpha Bruce didn’t hesitate. He stood, careful not to jostle the pup, and crossed the small space between them.
When he leaned down to place Damian in her arms, Catherine nearly pulled back—nearly flinched away from the weight of it, the meaning of it. But then Damian’s warmth sank into her skin, and she couldn’t move.
The first thing she noticed was his scent. It was stronger now, closer—sweet dates and sun-warmed sand, like something soft and golden and endless. She hadn’t been prepared for it.
It tugged at something primal, something older than her fears and sharp enough to make her eyes burn.
Her arms curled around him before she could stop herself. He was so small.
Smaller than she remembered Jason ever being, though that couldn’t be true. Jason had been tiny once—fragile and red-faced and just as helpless.
And Catherine had loved him so fiercely it had terrified her. She’d sworn to keep him safe.
But she’d failed—failed so many times, in so many ways—and the fear of failing again made her chest squeeze tight.
But Damian just sighed in his sleep, his little fingers flexing against the fabric of her shirt as he shifted closer to her warmth.
Her body went still. Her pulse jumped, sharp and fast, and she felt the bond twist inside her—not painful this time but different. Warmer.
Her throat burned. She hadn’t expected it. Hadn’t expected to feel this. Not when the bond had already tangled so tightly around Alpha Bruce, raw and confusing and sharp-edged in ways she couldn’t quite name.
But Damian was part of him. And it wasn’t just the scent—the echoes of Alpha Bruce’s steady strength layered under the sweetness of dates and sand—or the soft, instinctive way the pup leaned into her even in sleep.
It was more than that. It was the weight of him, so solid and real. The warmth of his skin where it bled through his blanket and sank into hers.
It was the way her arms curled around him like they’d done this before, like they knew how to hold something small and fragile without shattering it. Like they remembered.
Her chest squeezed tighter. Because she did remember. She remembered the weight, the warmth, the terrifying, all-consuming ache of love and fear and hope tangled up together.
And she remembered what it felt like to lose it.
But Damian was here. He was real and breathing, and he didn’t know yet what kind of mess she was, didn’t know how she’d failed before.
He didn’t know what she’d lost. He didn’t know who she’d lost.
Catherine let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding, pressing her cheek lightly against the top of his head.
He smelled warm and sweet and safe. Her heart clenched again, but she didn’t let go.
She couldn’t.
Safe, her mind whispered before she could stop it. Safe in a way that made her chest ache so badly it was almost unbearable.
She should have put him down already.
She should have eased him back into Alpha Bruce’s arms, created some distance before the longing knotted itself too tightly in her ribs, but her fingers refused to loosen their hold.
Jason’s small hand touched her arm then, anchoring her just enough to keep her from sinking too far into the ache.
“He smells sweet,” Jason said softly, his voice careful, as though he wasn’t sure he was allowed to say it. His fingers brushed Damian’s blanket like he didn’t quite dare touch the baby again. “Like you do, Alpha Wayne.”
Catherine swallowed, her throat tight.
She shouldn’t have let him say it. She should have corrected him somehow, reminded him that Alpha Bruce might be her Alpha now and that he held all the authority over Jason but Alpha Bruce wasn’t theirs.
They weren’t supposed to be this close, weren’t supposed to be leaning into the safety of his presence or taking comfort from the steady weight of his scent. they should be careful.
Jason should hold his distance. He wasn’t Alpha Bruces pup and no Alpha, not even ones as kind as Bruce would accept this behaviour for long.
But Alpha Bruce didn’t correct him. Instead, he only smiled, broad and earnest, and Catherine hated how it softened something sharp inside her chest.
“That’s normal,” he said, and his voice had a steadiness to it, like he thought it mattered—like he thought Jason deserved an answer that wasn’t brushed off or dismissed.
“Children usually smell a bit like their parents. It’s one of the first things they learn to recognize—who they belong to. Scent is the first bond we ever hold, long before parents bite their pups.”
“My mother…” Alpha Bruce’s voice softened just slightly, like he was reaching back to something far away but still clear. “My mother always smelled like honey. Soft and golden, like something that lingered in the air even when she wasn’t in the room.”
Jason blinked up at him, curious now, his small hand still curled in Catherine’s sleeve.
“And my father,” Aloha Bruce went on, his voice quieter but no less steady, “smelled like oak. Strong and sharp—like sawdust and polished wood, but heavier, richer. I could always tell when he’d been in the room.”
Alpha Bruce’s gaze settled on Jason then, steady and kind. “It’s a part of who we are. The way we carry pieces of the people who raised us. It’s not bad to smell like someone else. It just means you’re theirs.”
Jason’s small shoulders hunched slightly, and he glanced down, picking at the edge of his sleeve.
“I smell like moldy fabric,” he said after a moment, his voice quieter now, like he didn’t really want to say it but couldn’t keep it inside either. “Just like Willis.”
The words hit like a punch to the gut.
Catherine flinched before she could stop herself, and shame curled hot and sharp under her skin. She should have said something. Should have stepped in, even if her voice shook, even if she didn’t know what the right words were.
But Alpha Bruce was already moving.
His hand found Jason’s hair, warm and firm as it smoothed down gently, grounding without pressing too hard.
“You don’t smell like mold to me, pup,” Alpha Bruce said, and his voice was steady but kind, leaving no room for doubt. He paused, his hand lingering just a little longer before he spoke again.
“My mother used to have this fabric softener,” Alpha Bruce said, his tone thoughtful now. “It smelled really clean and crisp. A little like fresh grass but warmer—softer. A bit milky, maybe.”
Jason blinked up at him, eyes wide and searching. Alpha Bruce gave his hair another soft stroke.
“You smell just like I remember it,” Aloha Bruce said. “Clean and soft and warm. I think it’s a good smell.”
Jason’s small shoulders eased just a little, and he pressed a little closer to Catherine’s side. She felt it in the way his body shifted,
But the bond tugged—relentless and sharp—and Damian stirred slightly against her chest, his tiny fingers curling into her sweater like he already belonged there.
Catherine’s grip tightened instinctively, her body rocking the pup in the faintest, smallest motion before she even realized she was doing it.
Alpha Bruce’s scent lingered—steady and grounding and so different from what she’d grown used to—and Catherine hated how much she wanted to believe it.
Wanted to believe that Jason wasn’t tainted by the places he’d come from. That she wasn’t either.
Because when Alpha Bruce spoke, it didn’t sound like a lie.
Notes:
That was a bittersweet one I think. And a heavy one. I‘m unbelievable thankful to never habe felt the pain of loosing a pregnancy but my heart just aches for Cathy 🥺
Chapter 24
Notes:
FIRST THINGS FIRST: I wish you the happiest Birthday Teen_Fox_Sam!! 🎈🥰🎈 even if Clark doesn‘t appear this one is for you 🥰
Trigger Warning: Flashback (cursive text): degenerative Speech, Implied Prostitution
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter 24
Jason perched on the edge of the stool, his legs swinging lightly, his body tense despite the soft hum of activity in the kitchen. Beta Alfred moved quietly in the background, the comforting clink of dishes filling the space as Tim worked on his workbook.
Mama had looked so tired after holding Damian for nearly a whole hour with Alpha Wayne sitting nearby, her face pale even with that flush of scent that clung to her ever since the biting. She’d smelled…different. Not bad. Just different.
Mamas eyelids had dropped, Damian craddled close to her chest and Jason had thought maybe now the Alpha would finally snap. But Alpha Wayne hadn’t.
Hadn’t grabbed her wrist or raised his voice or told her to stop being difficult the way Willis used to. He’d just said that he was tired too and that he could feel how exhausted she was.
Jason had been so focused on Mama that he almost didn’t hear when Alpha Wayne turned to him next.
“You can go up with your Mama, if you are tired,” he’d said. “Or Alfred will be here soon. The boys will be home any minute now, and he’ll have snacks ready while they work on their homework. You’re welcome to join them.”
Jason had nodded quickly, even though his stomach had knotted up. He didn‘t want to leave Mama alone but he wasn‘t tired. Not a single bit and he wasn’t sure if Mama would actually rest or if she’d just stare at the ceiling the way she sometimes did when things were too quiet.
Jason didn‘t like went Mama went away in her head like that. And homework and snacks sounded really really good. So Jason shyly told Alpha Wayne that he wasn‘t tired.
And Mama had folded after that. Quiet, obedient. Not because she was afraid, though. Jason had watched carefully, looking for it—the tight shoulders, the too-quick breaths—but it wasn’t there. She just looked tired, and she let Alpha Wayne take Damian so she could go upstairs and rest.
Jason eyes darted toward the stack of books and papers sitting on the kitchen counter.
He wasn’t allowed to go to school—he knew that. It wasn’t something pups like him got. The facility had made sure he understood that unclaimed pups weren’t owed those kinds of things.
And before, Jason knew Willis hadn‘t cared about school. But Mama had taught him. She’d whispered letters and numbers to him when Willis wasn’t paying attention.
Jason tried to keep his eyes down, nibbling on the celery stick coated in peanut butter, but he found himself glancing up now and then at the page in front of Tim but quickly looking away before anyone noticed.
He wasn’t sure if he was allowed to look. It was Tim’s work, after all, and Jason didn’t want to seem like he was overstepping, even though he couldn’t help being curious.
Tim’s letters were bold and precise, each one drawn with care. Jason knew enough now to recognize the letters Tim was writing, neat and careful. Knew enough to feel his stomach twist when he thought about how Tim was already doing homework in a real notebook with real pencils, and Jason…wasn’t.
But maybe he could learn more. Maybe Mama could still teach him here, if Alpha Wayne allowed it.
Jason stared down at his celery stick, not really seeing it. Maybe Alpha Wayne wouldn’t mind. Jason thought about his toy falcon on the bedside table in the room Mama and him were sleeping in. Alpha Wayne had told him it was a great pick and he had been nice about Jason trying to read the names of these figures in the store. Alpha Wayne let him have snacks and soft clothes with prints and he hadn‘t slapped him once!
But maybe he would. And maybe he wouldn’t want Jason to keep learning at all. He’d already let Mama hold Damian and told her to rest, and Jason didn’t know if it was because he was a nice Alpha or if it was because she was different now—because they’d bitten each other that morning and everything had shifted since then.
Jason didn’t understand all of it, not really. He just knew Mama was tied to Alpha Wayne now, and that meant things could change.
For the better, maybe. But maybe not.
Jason licked a bit of peanut butter off his thumb, savoring the sweetness against the sharp, watery crunch of celery. It was good. Better than the thin soups, mushy oatmeals and dry crackers he got to eat back at the facility.
Way better than Willis leftovers and whatever small things Mama had been able to scrape together when they’d still been back home.
The peanut butter stuck to the roof of his mouth, though, and he had to work his tongue against it for a moment before he could speak.
“Beta Alfred?” Jason’s voice came out quieter than he meant it to, and he cleared his throat quickly, hoping neither of the other boys noticed.
Beta Alfred looked up from where he was slicing apples, his expression patient but sharp in the way that made Jason sit up just a little straighter.
“Yes, Master Jason?”
Jason flushed at the title. He wasn’t a “master” of anything—just an unclaimed pup nobody had wanted exept his mama.
He glanced sideways at Alpha Dick, who was hunched over his schoolwork, pressing carefully at a paper with one of those yellow pencils that left smudges if you pressed too hard. Alpha Dick didn’t even look up, but Jason still felt the heat rise in his cheeks.
He made himself speak before he lost his nerve.
“Um. I was just wondering…” He fidgeted with the edge of the celery stick, pushing the thought around in his head until it didn’t feel so tangled. “I mean, is it okay if Mama still teaches me? You know, like reading and stuff?”
Beta Alfred paused mid-slice, and Jason’s stomach twisted. Had he said something wrong? Had he already messed this up?
But when Beta Alfred turned back to him, his face was calm, steady in a way that made Jason’s shoulders loosen just a little.
“Your mother has been teaching you already?”
Jason nodded quickly. “Uh-huh. She—” He hesitated, not sure how much he was supposed to say. Not sure how much he was allowed to say. “She taught me my letters,” he said carefully. “And numbers too. And sometimes I wrote them out on paper, but we didn’t always have enough paper, so sometimes I practiced them with my fingers, like this, but I can do them pretty good now.”
Tim’s pencil scratched against the paper, and Jason’s eyes flicked toward him, drawn in spite of himself. Tim’s letters were neat, small and even, lined up in careful rows. The words were simple—things like “cat” and “dog”—but Jason’s fingers itched to trace the shapes, to feel the way the pencil pressed into the paper.
He tried not to let the longing show on his face. Beta Alfred’s voice drew him back.
“I’m certain your mother will be more than welcome to continue your lessons,” he said, and Jason felt something uncoil, just a little, at the words. “However…”
Jason tensed again, waiting for the catch. There was always a catch.
“I believe Master Bruce will want to discuss your education further. He values learning quite highly and might have some thoughts of his own.”
Jason blinked. He hadn’t really thought about it before—what Alphas cared about, beyond keeping their omegas in line and making sure pups didn’t step out of bounds. School had never been something Willis cared about.
Relief mixed with uncertainty. It was hard to imagine that it would be okay here—that Mama teaching him wouldn’t be something she had to hide.
Beside him, Tim looked up, his pencil still in hand. “You can look if you want,” Tim said simply, pushing his workbook a little closer. “It’s just letters. See? We’re practicing uppercase today.”
Jason hesitated, his fingers curling around the edge of the counter. “I… I know them already,” he admitted quietly, the words slipping out before he could stop them. He glanced at Beta Alfred quickly, as if checking to see if he’d done something wrong.
Tim blinked at him, surprised. “You do?”
Jason nodded, shrinking in on himself slightly. “Mama taught me…,” he added quickly, worried he’d said too much.
Alpha Dick, who had been quiet until now, looked up from his own work. “That’s pretty cool,” he said with an easy smile.
Jasons cheeks flushed.
Tim, however, seemed intrigued. “Show me,” he said, turning the workbook toward Jason. “You can read this, right?”
Jason glanced at Beta Alfred again, the question burning at the tip of his tongue but never quite making it out. Instead, his fingers twitched in his lap, curling and uncurling against his pants as he stole another look at the workbook sitting so close—so available —and yet still feeling impossibly out of reach.
He wanted to touch it. He wanted it badly . But wanting was dangerous. Touching without asking was worse. Jason knew that. He knew that.
So he kept his hands folded, knotted tight against the urge, until Beta Alfred—calm and steady as always—gave him a slight nod of encouragement. It was just a small thing, barely even there, but it landed like a permission Jason hadn’t expected, hadn’t dared to hope for.
His heart thudded, too fast and too loud, as he reached out slowly—hesitantly—like the workbook might snap shut on his fingers if he wasn’t careful.
The paper felt smooth under his fingertips as he brushed the edge, his breath hitching just slightly when nothing happened—no reprimand, no sharp words, no hands yanking it away.
It was still there . And so was he. He swallowed hard and forced himself to focus, his eyes scanning the letters printed neatly on the page—short and simple, but clear enough that they made sense .
“Cat,” he read softly, the word almost catching in his throat, as his voice shook. “Hat. Bat.”
“See?” Tim said, his voice bright with approval. “You’re good at it.”
Jason wasn’t used to anyones conpliments besides mamas. Jason felt his cheeks heating up, and fiddled with the corner of the page. “Mama helped,” he murmured, barely loud enough to be heard.
Because she had . Mama had been the one who’d sat with him, patient and soft, guiding his hands when they shook too much to hold the pencil right, brushing her scent against him every time he’d gotten something right .
It had been the only thing that made learning feel safe.
And now it felt safe again, even with Tim grinning so wide next to him and Alpha Dick chiming in a second later—loud and certain.
“You’ll be a pro at reading in no time, Jay!”
Jason blinked at him, startled again by how easily the nickname slipped out—how confident Dick sounded, like it wasn’t even a question.
Like it was already true . He bit his lip and let his eyes drop back to the page. Jason traced the letters on Tim’s workbook with his eyes, his small hands folded tightly in his lap, afraid to touch the page again without permission.
Tim kept glancing at him, eager, his pencil tapping lightly against the edge of the workbook. Alpha Dick had gone back to his own homework, the quiet scrape of his pen filling the room alongside Beta Alfred’s steady movements at the counter.
The calm was broken by the soft creak of the kitchen door swinging open. Jason froze instinctively, his shoulders drawing in, but the scent that wafted in wasn’t harsh or impatient. It was warm—sandalwood and sugar and a faint bit of lavendel woven underneat, but undercut with exhaustion.
Jason looked up to see Alpha Wayne stepping into the kitchen, his usually sharp, commanding presence softened by visible fatigue.
Alpha Waynes dark hair was slightly mussed, and his shoulders carried a weight that seemed almost physical. He rubbed his hand over his face, and when he spoke, his voice was low, a little rough around the edges. “I put Damian down,” he said, setting a small baby monitor on the counter with a soft clink. “But I don’t think he’ll stay down for long.”
Beta Alfred, who had been slicing oranges with the precision of someone who had done it thousands of times, turned and gave Alpha Wayne a pointed look. “Master Bruce, you look as though you’ve been through the wringer. Might I suggest you lie down yourself? I can assure you, the boys—and Master Damian, should he wake—are quite well in hand.”
Alpha Wayne waved a hand dismissively, though a faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “In a minute, Alfred.” His eyes flicked toward the counter where Tim and Alpha Dick sat, and a warmth entered his expression, cutting through the weariness like sunlight breaking through a cloud.
Jason sat perfectly still, watching as Alpha Wayne crossed the room. First, he stopped behind Tim, resting a large hand on the back of the boy’s neck. Tim tilted his head back instinctively, offering the side of his throat.
Jason tensed at the movement, expecting something sharp or rough, but Alpha Waynes actions were anything but.
The Alpha leaned down, brushing his wrist gently over Tim’s scent gland, and then moved to press a lingering kiss to the top of the boy’s head. Jason didn’t understand the full depth of the gesture, but he could feel the bond in it—a silent exchange of care and connection.
Tim hummed softly, leaning into the touch for a brief moment before Alpha Wayne straightened. “Good day at school?”
Tim nodded, his face lighting up. “Yeah. We did painting in art class.”
“Painting, huh?” Alpha Waynes voice was low, almost playful. “Did you get it all over your hands again?”
“Maybe,” Tim said, giggling. Art class sounded like fun.
Alpha Wayne ruffled Tim’s hair gently, rubbing his knuckles against the crown of his head before leaning down to scent him again, this time over the top of his head. Tim hummed softly at the touch, his body leaning just slightly into Alpha Fathers hand as though drawn to the comfort it provided.
Alpha Wayne chuckled and turned his attention to his older son, who was pretending not to notice, his head bent over his book. Alpha Wayne walked around the counter, his hand brushing over Alpha Dick’s hair before he stopped beside him. “How about you, Dick? You look deep in thought over there.”
“I’m fine,” Alpha Dick said, his tone clipped. Jason caught the faintest wrinkle of Alpha Dicks nose, and his eyes darted away from Alpha Wayne, almost accusing.
Alpha Wayne paused, his brows drawing together slightly as he looked at his oldest son. “Something wrong?”
Alpha Dick set his pen down with a little more force than necessary, his jaw tightening. “You let her bite you. Without telling us.”
Jason’s heart jumped at the tone—sharp, angry, and loud in the quiet kitchen. He glanced nervously between Alpha Dick and Alpha Wayne, unsure of what to expect. Two angry Alphas was bad, like really really bad—that’s something Jason knew from experience.
But Alpha Wayne didn’t get angry. Instead, his expression softened, though his voice was steady. “You’re upset I didn’t talk to you first.”
Alpha Dick, all 90 pounds of righteous anger, crossed his arms, his shoulders tight. “Yeah. We’re supposed to be a family, right? You don’t just make decisions like that without telling us.”
Jason’s stomach churned. He half-expected Alpha Wayne to yell or lash out, Alpha Dick may be an Alpha but he still was Alpha Waynes kid and Willis would have never allowed Jason to speak to him like that.
But instead, Alpha Wayne reached out and placed a firm hand on his sons shoulder. “You’re right,” he said calmly. “I should’ve talked to you. But this wasn’t a decision I made lightly, Dick. We can discuss your worries in private and I can answer any single question.“
Alpha Dick glared up at him, not accepting his Alpha Fathers offers for now. Instead his frustration was palpable. “You still should’ve—”
Alpha Wayne cut him off gently, lowering his wrist to his childs neck and rubbing it over the spot where his scent gland was strongest. Alpha Dick flinched at first, but as his Alpha Fathers scent surrounded him—calm, grounding, protective—the tension began to drain from his frame.
Alpha Wayne leaned down slightly and nipped at the nape of Alpha Dick’s neck, right where his parental bonding mark had been placed years ago.
Alpha Dick sighed, his shoulders relaxing, though he still muttered, “Doesn’t mean I have to like it.”
“No, pup,” Alpha Wayne said lightly, pulling back but leaving his hand on Alpha Dick’s shoulder. “But it’s done now and you‘ll have to accept it. And it doesn’t change how much I value you, or your place in this family.”
Jason watched all of this in stunned silence. The way Alpha Wayne moved, the way he spoke—there was no harshness, no force. Even the bite, which should’ve been painful or frightening, wasn’t. It left Alpha Dick calmer, not raw and violated.
Jason’s memories of being bitten by his own Alpha Father were nothing like this. Willis’s bites had always been punishing, designed to remind Jason of his place, to take something from him. They left him feeling pliant, obedient, but raw and scraped out inside.
But Alpha Waynes bite—it gave something instead. It seemed to steady Alpha Dick, to reassure him, and Jason felt a pang of longing he couldn’t quite name.
Alpha Wayne glanced at him then, his eyes softening. “You okay, Jason?”
Jason nodded quickly, ducking his head. “Yes, Alpha Wayne,” he whispered, the words automatic.
“Jason wants to go to school.”
Alpha Dicks words hung in the air, sharp and impossible. Jason froze. His stomach dropped so hard it almost hurt, and his fingers clenched reflexively around the edge of the counter.
He hadn’t said that. He hadn’t said that he wanted to go to school. He wouldn’t have dared. Wanting something like that—hoping for something like that—was stupid. It was dangerous. It was the kind of thing that got you punished. Jasons heart hammered against his ribs.
Willis had taught him that, sharp and hard and unrelenting. So had the facility, with its rules and warnings, its endless reminders that unclaimed pups didn’t need things like school. Didn’t deserve things like school.
And yet there Alpha Dick sat, shoulders square, chin tilted up, throwing those words out in the open like they weren’t dangerous at all. Like they wouldn’t ruin everything.
Jason braced himself automatically, his breath catching as his pulse thundered in his ears.
Alpha Wayne was the largest Alpha Jason had ever known, maybe the tallest human he‘d seen. He was brought shouldered and imposing.
And Alphas didn’t like pups asking for things, and especially not pups that weren’t their own. Alphas didn’t like pups wanting things they weren’t owed. Jason knew that. He knew that.
Alpha Wayne was probably super strong. And the beating would really hurt a lot, more than when Willis slapped him around.
Jason braced himself, his shoulders curling in as if that would help soften the blow that was sure to come.
But it didn’t come. Alpha Wayne didn’t get angry. He didn’t frown or scold or look at Jason like he was stupid or ungrateful or too much.
Instead, he looked at him—really looked at him—and said, “Well, that’s great. Because Jason has to go to school.”
Jason’s breath caught, his whole body going still as the words echoed in his ears He had to go to school. Not he might. Not could . Had to.
Like it was already decided. Like it was something Alpha Wayne had planned for him all along.
Jason’s stomach flipped so hard it almost made him feel sick. His whole chest went tight, too full and too empty at the same time, and for a long, awful moment, he didn’t know if he wanted to cry or hide or maybe both.
But then Alpha Dick—stupid, smug Dick—grinned like he’d just won something.
And then he leaned in then, nudging Jason’s arm. “Hear that, Jay?” he said, his grin wide and cocky but warm too, so warm that Jason almost flinched from it. “You’re going to school. With us.”
Jason blinked, his mouth opening and closing as his thoughts stumbled over each other. Jason’s throat burned, but he managed to nod. Just a little. Just enough.
Tim piped up then, leaning so far across the counter that Beta Alfred tutted softly in warning. “Wait, does that mean Jason and I’ll be in the same grade? Can we? Can we be in the same class?”
Jason startled at the question, his eyes darting to Tim before flicking back to Alpha Wayne, because now Tim was asking too, and the idea was so far outside what Jason had let himself hope for that it almost hurt.
In the same class. As Tim.
Like it wasn’t weird. Like it wasn’t wrong.
Alpha Wayne hummed thoughtfully, and for a horrible, twisting moment, Jason thought he might say no. But he didn’t.
“If that’s what you both want,” he said, his voice low and steady, like he didn’t even realize what kind of impossible thing he was offering. “I’ll do what I can to make it happen.”
Tim beamed, his smile so big and excited that Jason’s own lips twitched before he could stop them.
“Really?!” Tim bounced in his seat.
“Really,” Alpha Wayne confirmed, his mouth twitching slightly at Tim’s excitement.
Tim turned that grin on Jason, wide and unguarded and so happy. Just like Jason felt inside.
He hadn’t even thought that far. He’d barely let himself think about the idea of school at all, let alone what it might mean to be in the same class as Tim—with books and desks and pencils and papers that weren’t scraps stolen from garbage bins.
He hadn’t let himself think about what it might mean to sit next to someone who already liked him, maybe, who wanted him there, instead of being shoved to the back of the room and ignored, because he was just some unclaimed pup trying to fit in somewhere he didn‘t belong.
He hadn’t let himself think about any of it, because thinking about things he couldn’t have was dangerous. And yet—
“When does it start for me?” Jason asked before he could think better of it, the words tumbling out too fast, too eager.
The moment they were out, his stomach dropped. His eyes darted to Alpha Wayne, waiting for the anger, the scolding, the sharp reminder that unclaimed pups didn’t get to ask for things.
Because he shouldn’t have asked. He knew he shouldn’t have asked. He’d already been given so much— too much. More than he’d ever had before, more than he deserved, and asking for more, pushing for more, was stupid. It was ungrateful. It was wrong .
Willis would’ve reminded him of that fast enough—sharp words, sharper teeth, a punishing hand at the back of his neck pressing him down, a spanking even, maybe . Reminding him of his place.
But Alpha Wayne didn’t get mad. He didn’t even frown. He didn’t scold or reach out to put Jason back in his place. He just smiled and said, “I’ll call the dean. Right now if you want me to, Jase.”
Jason’s breath stuttered. Jase.
His chest clenched, too full and too tight, and his heart did that awful flip-flop thing again, because Alpha Wayne said it like it belonged to him, like Jason belonged to him.
But before he could say anything, Beta Alfred cleared his throat gently, stepping forward with a look that somehow managed to be both polite and completely firm. “Perhaps Master Bruce,“ he said “that particular call to handle those arrangements might be better suited for after you’ve taken the rest you so clearly need.“
Jason flinched automatically, waiting for the sharpness, the reprimand, the threat of punishment for speaking out of turn.
But Alpha Wayne only smiled again, shaking his head before looking back at Jason.
“Alfred’s probably right,” he said, his voice steady and warm. “I’ll handle it this evening, after I’ve had a nap. Sound good?”
Jason nodded quickly. “Yes, Alpha Wayne.”
And for a moment, he thought that was it—that Alpha Wayne would just leave it there and go, and maybe Jason could breathe again. But Alpha Wayne didn’t leave.
Instead, he stepped closer, his hand settling on Jason’s shoulder—not heavy or punishing, but solid . Steady. Warm.
Jason froze under the touch, waiting for it to change, for the weight to shift, to turn sharp or heavy or wrong . But it didn’t. It just stayed there—firm and grounding and gentle .
“I’m proud of you for asking, Jase,” Alpha Wayne said quietly, his voice soft but sure. Jason blinked up at him, startled.
“It’s not easy to speak up about something you want,” the Alpha continued, his eyes warm and kind . “But you did it. And we’ll make it happen. I promise.”
Jason’s fingers clenched against the edge of the counter, his stomach twisting and flipping in ways that made his head spin. Alpha Wayne didn’t pull away. He gave Jason’s shoulder another light squeeze—gentle but firm, like he meant it—before finally stepping back.
And as he turned toward the door, already heading out, Jason couldn’t stop staring after him, his breath caught somewhere in his throat. It felt unreal—too big and too much, and Jason couldn’t decide if it made him want to cry or laugh or just hide .
But then Alpha Dick elbowed him again, sharp and smug, like he hadn’t just turned Jason’s whole world on its head, and Jason startled out of his thoughts.
“See, Jay ?” Alpha Dick said, grinning wide and stupid, like he’d known this was how it would go all along. “Told you it would be fine!“
He hadn’t. Not really. But that was fine. Because this time Jason didn’t even flinch. He didn’t pull away or shrink back or wait for the blow that didn’t come.
Instead he smiled, because it had verb fine. He‘d go to school. He‘d get to sit in class and learn all his numbers and letters, he‘d get homework! It was the best thing ever Jason couldn‘t wait!
***
Jason sat curled up inside the cabinet, his small body trembling. His knees were pressed against his chest, arms wrapped tightly around them as he tried to make himself as small as possible. It was dark, except for the sliver of light that slipped through the crack between the cabinet doors.
Mama had shoved him in there moments ago, her hands trembling as she whispered, “Stay quiet, sweetheart. Don’t come out.”
It was dark inside the cabinet, but Jason could see through the thin gap between the doors. He tried not to move, tried not to breathe too loud. He clutched the hem of his shirt, twisting it in his little fists, his heart pounding so hard it felt like it might burst.
Out in the kitchen, Mama was on her knees next to the table. Her head was bowed, her long hair hanging in limp strands around her face. She looked smaller than usual, like she was trying to make herself invisible. Jason didn’t like it when she looked like that. It made him feel like something bad was about to happen.
The two men standing above her were yelling, their voices loud and sharp like the crack of a belt. His father, Willis, was the loudest, his words slurred and angry. His face was red, his eyes bloodshot, and his fists clenched at his sides. He smelled like beer and cigarettes and something else that Jason couldn’t name but made his stomach twist.
He recognized the deep, thunderous voice of his grandfather, the sharp edge of anger that made Jason’s stomach twist. His Alpha Grandfather always sounded like that when he was mad, like God Himself had come down to deliver judgment.
Mama was silent, but Jason could hear her shallow breaths, quick and shaky, like she was trying not to cry.
“How dare you desecrate the sacred union of Alpha and Omega!” Alpha Grandfathers voice thundered, deep and full of a righteous fury that made Jason’s heart pound harder. “You have forsaken the natural order—the Lords law! You’ve turned what was pure into filth, sold your mate’s honor for your own depravity!”
“Would ya shut your damn mouth, old man?” Willis snarled, slurring his words as he leaned against the kitchen table. „You don’t know what the hell you’re talking about, pastor! You live in some fancy house with your church bullshit while I’m here bustin’ my ass to keep a roof over our heads!”
Jason flinched at the sound of Willis fist slamming against the table. Mama didn’t move. She was kneeling right there, so close he could see the edge of her skirt brushing the floor. Her hands were clasped tightly in her lap, her head bowed so low her hair hid her face.
“To take a mate and treat her like some harlot from the streets! You have dragged my flesh and blood into sin with your vile ways!” Alpha Grandfather bellowed. “The bond between Alpha and Omega is sacred—ordained by God Himself! And you have polluted it with your filth, selling her to other alphas for your own greed. You are no better than the serpent in the garden, leading all to ruin!”
Jason didn’t understand everything they were saying, but he knew enough. His Alpha Grandfather words and his tone were familiar—the same booming lectures he’d heard during mass, the same scolding tone he used when Willis skipped church before coming to Alpha Grandfathers house to eat his sunday roast.
Willis laughed, a low, ugly sound that made Jason shiver. “Oh, spare me your holier-than-thou crap,” he sneered. “You think you’re so much better than me? Like you don’t treat your Omega the same damn way, makin’ her crawl around like a dog while you prance around your little pulpit.”
Alpha Grandfathers voice dropped, colder now, like ice. “The natural order for an omega is to bow to her Alpha, to obey and please and service.”
Willis snorted, grabbing a cigarette from his pocket and lighting it with shaking hands. “Oh Cathrine pleases and serves alright, pastor.” He exhaled a plume of smoke, the acrid smell filling the kitchen. “I should have made money out of her years ago. And it’s not like I have let them fuck her pussy yet. So what‘s it to you?“
Jason’s hands shook as he clutched his knees tighter. He didn’t understand why they were yelling, but he knew it was bad. He could feel it in the way Mama was kneeling so still, her shoulders hunched like she was trying to disappear.
Alpha Grandfathers shoes stepped closer to Willis. “You are a disgrace,” he said, his voice low and deadly now. “You have no respect for the bond God has created between Alpha and Omega. You exploit what should be sacred, turn your mate into a tool for your greed. You will burn for this.”
Willis laughed, a harsh, bitter sound that made Jason’s stomach churn. “Yeah, yeah, I’ve heard it all before. You don’t like how I run my house? Tough shit. You think I’m scared of your Bible? Go ahead, pray for me or whatever it is you do. Just stay the hell out of my business. You don‘t know shit, old man!“
The room fell silent for a moment, heavy and suffocating. Jason felt like he couldn’t breathe, his fingers clutching at his knees. Then Alpha Grandfather spoke again, his voice grew colder, sharper. “I know that you have failed your son. Look at him—thin as a rail, malnourished, neglected And now I hear he is not even enrolled in school! How dare you deny him his God-given right to learn? To rise above this wretched life you’ve condemned him to?”
Jason stiffened, his small body shrinking further into the cabinet. They were talking about him now, and he didn’t like it.
Jason knew what school was; Mama had told him about it, said it was a place where kids learned to read and write and make friends. She’d even started teaching him letters at home, sitting with him at the kitchen table late at night when Willis was out. Last week, he’d written his name for the first time.
But now his Alpha Grandfather’s words made his chest ache. Neglected. Condemned. Was that what he was?
Aloha Grandfather had often said Jason was too thin, poking at Jason’s arms and shaking his head, muttering about how “no Alpha should look so weak.” Sometimes, Alpha Grandfather would press a folded bill into Willis’s hand, telling him to “buy some proper food.”
But the money never seemed to make things better. Jason was always hungry, and Willis only got meaner.
Willis slammed his beer down on the table, making the bottle clink loudly. “Don’t you dare tell me how to raise my kid!” he roared.
Alpha Grandfather didn’t flinch. His sharp, cold gaze bore into Willis, unyielding as steel. “Your kid?” he said, his voice rising, steady and sure like the sermons Jason had heard him give on Sunday mornings. “You think you’re raising him? Leaving him to starve, to grow up filthy and ignorant, is not raising him. You wallow in your sin, dragging them down with you like dead weight into hellfire!”
Willis bristled, his hands curling into fists as he leaned forward over the table. “Hellfire, huh? Spare me the theatrics, pastor. You think your high-and-mighty speeches make you better than me? You don’t know what it’s like out here, struggling to get by every goddamn day!”
“I know you have squandered every opportunity, every blessing, to feed your vices!” Aloha Grandfather roared back, his booming voice filling the tiny kitchen. “You drink away your money, gamble it on foolish pursuits, and when that fails, you sell what is sacred for scraps! You disgust me, Willis Todd. You defile what God has entrusted you.“ He jabbed a finger at Willis. “You’ve turned my flesh into a common whore! Letting her debase herself for scraps, for your filthy habits. It is vile, and it is a stain that will never wash away.”
Jason didn’t understand all of what Alpha Grandfather was saying, but his stomach twisted painfully. He hated the way they were shouting, the way the air in the room felt heavy and sharp, pressing in on him. He hated the way Alpha Grandfathers words made him feel small and wrong, like it was his fault that he was thin and hungry.
Willis laughed bitterly, the sound low and dangerous. “Sacred? You think she’s some holy treasure? She’s my bitch. I can do whatever the hell I want with her!” He pointed a finger at Catherine, who flinched but didn’t lift her head. “She knows her place. Don’t you, Catherine?”
“Yes, Alpha,“ Mama whispered, her throat horse, her hands twisting the fabric of her skirt. Jason’s heart ached watching her. She looked so scared, so small, kneeling there on the floor like she was trying to disappear.
Alpha Grandfathers voice grew even colder, his words cutting like a knife. “You are an abomination, unworthy of the title of Alpha. God will judge you for what you have done, but until that day comes, I will not stand by and watch you drag my grandson into the pit with you.” He turned his gaze on Catherine, his voice softening only slightly. “And you, daughter, have sinned. You brought shame to my name. Shame to the Lord above.“
“I did everything I could to raise you right,” Alpha Grandfather continued, stepping closer, looming over her like a judge ready to pronounce a harsh sentence. “I taught you obedience. I taught you humility. And this—this is how you repay me? By giving yourself to a man who can’t even keep a roof over your head without debasing you? I should have known when you let yourself be claimed on the side of the road.” His lip curled in disgust as he glanced around the small, cluttered kitchen.
Jason felt hot tears sting his eyes. He didn’t understand why Alpha Grandfathers was blaming Mama. She always tried so hard, always did everything she could to keep Jason safe. She taught him letters, she cooked for him even when there wasn’t much to make, and she smiled at him even when she looked so tired. How could her own Alpha Father say she’d failed?
Jason didn’t understand all the words, but the way Alpha Grandfather said them made his stomach churn. He wanted to run out and yell at them to stop, but Mamas whispered instructions before she hid him echoed in his mind.
Willis slammed his fist on the table, the sound echoing like a gunshot. “You get the hell out of my house! You think you can come in here and talk to me like that? You think I give a damn what you or your God think of me?“
Alpha Grandfather straightened, his face hard and unforgiving. “I wash my hands of you both. You are no longer welcome in my church, nor at my table. I will not have sinners under my roof. Do not expect my aid. You have made your bed—lie in it.”
Jason peeked through the crack in the cabinet door just in time to see Alpha Grandfather turn and leave, slamming the door so hard the whole apartment seemed to shake.
Jason stayed hidden, trembling, tears streaming down his face as he watched his mother slowly sink lower to the floor, her hands pressed to her face.
Willid muttered something under his breath, lighting another cigarette with a trembling hand. He took a deep drag, before grabbing another beer, muttering curses under his breath, and stomping off toward the living room.
Jason didn’t move until his Mama came to the cabinet and opened it, her tear-streaked face forcing a smile that didn’t reach her red-rimmed eyes. “It’s okay, sweetheart,” she whispered, pulling him into her arms. “It’s over.”
But Jason knew it wasn’t. Not really. It only got worse after that day, Mama cried more, and his father yelled more, and Jason learned to hide better.
Notes:
Tadaa! Now we know why Cathrine and Jason haven‘t been claimed by her parents after Willis death … dududm, did you expect that? 😅
Chapter 25
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
Second Flashback (Cursive): Domestic Abuse, Forced Prostitution, Forced Handjob, Forced Blowjob - it‘s kinda graphic - so beware
Thanks to Ghosty842 for giving Cathrines Father a Name: Welcome Deacon Joseph Blackfire - he is actually a canon priest/cult leader villain in the comics and I love it! 🥰🥰🥰
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine woke slowly, her body still heavy from sleep. She blinked a few times, taking in the warm afternoon light spilling through the curtains. The room felt quiet and still, almost too peaceful, like it wasn’t meant for someone like her. Her hand drifted to the side of her neck, brushing over the fresh mating bite Alpha Bruce had given her that morning.
The skin around it was slightly red and tender, but it didn’t hurt much—not like the bite she’d received from Alpha Willis years ago. That one had been a raw, searing pain that lingered for weeks, leaving her feverish and sensitive. She hadn’t known at the time that it was infected, and even if she had, she wouldn’t have dared to ask for anything to soothe it. Back then, she’d thought that’s how a bite was supposed to feel: that only pain made it real, this sacred connection.
This one was different. The ache was bearable, the soreness almost insignificant, though she still wouldn’t dream of asking for a salve. She pushed the thought away and rose from the bed carefully, as though the slightest sound might disturb the fragile silence of the room.
Crossing to the small dresser, Catherine hesitated for a moment before pulling out the clothes Alpha Bruce had given her. There were options—a luxury that still felt foreign—but practicality won out again.
She pulled on her jeans, their fit snug but comfortable. She’d loved wearing them that morning, the way they felt sturdy and secure, a small reminder of what it meant to have something of her own, even temporarily. She paired them with a black long-sleeve shirt this time.
Her gaze lingered on the white shirt soaking in the bathroom sink. The stain from her mating bite was faint but stubborn, a rust-colored reminder of the morning. She’d filled the sink with cold water, hoping to draw out the blood, but it hadn’t worked. A pang of guilt twisted in her chest. The shirt might be plain wasn’t simple or replaceable. It was important, expensive even. She shouldn’t have let it get ruined.
Her fingers toyed with the hem of her sleeve as she debated what to do. Maybe Beta Alfred would know how to get the stain out. She could ask him for curd soap or baking soda, but even the thought of that made her stomach churn with anxiety. She didn’t want to bother him. Didn’t want to seem ungrateful or careless.
After dressing, Catherine smoothed the blanket on the bed, ensuring every fold was neat and precise. She straightened the pillows, her hands lingering on the edges as though searching for some sign she’d been too much—a wrinkle, a mark, anything to suggest she’d overstayed her welcome.
She had put the plastic bag with their old belongings under the bed, hopeful that no one would be bothered by it there.
There was still Jasons plush lion on the bed and his new toy falcon on the dresser but she just couldn‘t tell him to hide those away.
The room was warm, it had a wonderful view to the outside, wide and open and it smelled all soothing. It was worlds apart from the cold, barren space she’d grown used to in the rehabilitation center and she desperatly wanted to be able to stay in it with Jason.
When she stepped into the hallway, she paused, her hand hovering over the doorframe. Her heart pounded in her chest as she glanced left and right, as though expecting someone to catch her. Alpha Bruce had told her to rest as long as she needed, to come to him or Beta Alfred if she required anything.
She hesitated for what felt like an eternity, her mind racing. Was it okay to leave the room? She didn’t know the rules here. She didn’t want to risk overstepping, but the thought of sitting idle any longer made her feel like she was suffocating. She’d already rested so much—first in the den that morning, then in the guest room all afternoon. And all of that just because of a bite that had left her exhausted but not hurting.
And Jason was somewhere in the house. He needed her, and she wasn’t doing anything to help. She was wasting time when she should be doing chores, earning her keep. Steeling herself, Catherine stepped out into the hallway. Her movements were slow and deliberate, as though each step was a test.
She held her breath as she made her way down the stairs, her heart hammering in her chest, her hand brushing lightly against the railing. Every creak of the floorboards felt deafening, like a signal that she didn’t belong here.
The manor was vast, the kind of home she’d only seen in fleeting glimpses on the news or whispered about in passing. Yet here she was, moving through it like a ghost, hesitant and small, aware of every step and sound.
Reaching the bottom of the stairs, she paused in the hallway, unsure where to go next. Her eyes were drawn to a large family portrait hanging on the wall. It loomed over the space, its ornate frame polished to a golden shine that caught the faint light filtering through the windows.
The figures in the portrait were familiar in a distant way, like a story she’d overheard long ago but never quite understood. At the center stood Bruce Wayne as a child—no more than ten or eleven, she guessed—with his dark hair neatly combed and his chin held high. Beside him, Thomas and Martha Wayne stood tall, regal in a way Catherine couldn’t quite put into words.
Cathrine swallowed, her throat suddenly tight as she stared up at their faces.
Her eyes flicked to Thomas Wayne. He looked sharp, polished, the kind of man whose presence filled a room. The weight of expectation hung in the set of his shoulders, in the stern cut of his jaw. Alpha Bruce had inherited those features—the same straight nose, the same dark hair that fell just slightly out of place, like it wasn’t meant to be tamed. Even the tilt of his chin seemed familiar, the curl of their lips, those kind deep blue eyes.
And then there was Martha Wayne.
Cathrine’s breath hitched. Martha was smaller, more delicate in stature, but there was nothing fragile about her. She stood with an easy sort of poise, one hand resting lightly on Thomas’s arm, the other on Bruces shoulder in front of her. Her soft brown hair fell in loose waves just past her shoulders, her clothes were sharp but practical—a tailored beige blazer and matching trousers, fitted but unpretentious. There was something grounded about her, somethi ng oddly familiar, as if Cathrine had seen her before .
Cathrine stepped closer before she realized what she was doing, her fingers brushing the edge of the frame. A memory stirred at the back of her mind, sudden and sharp enough to make her flinch.
Because she knew that face.
***
The hall was warm, crowded with the hum of voices and the clatter of spoons against bowls. The sharp smell of cabbage soup hung in the air, mixing with the faint sweetness of cocoa powder from Cathrine’s mug. She sat cross-legged in her chair, leaning over a coloring book, her tongue poking out slightly as she focused on staying inside the lines.
Her Alpha father sat with the other Alphas at the table beside her, their conversation rolling low and steady, like the sound of distant thunder. She only half-listened, catching words about heating costs and donation numbers, but it didn’t really matter. No one was paying attention to her, and that was fine.
Her cocoa was still warm, the steam curling softly above the mug, and the crayons she’d brought with her were lined up in perfect rows, sorted by color. She picked out yellow next, carefully tracing along the edge of the sunflower petals on the page.
Across the room, the Omegas moved between tables, skirts brushing against their ankles as they poured coffee and handed out bowls of soup. They were quiet, their voices soft when they spoke, their eyes down when they passed the Alphas.
Cathrine’s own Omega Mother was among them, ladling soup into chipped ceramic bowls. Her dress was a faded blue, long-sleeved and high-necked, with buttons up the back and a stiff apron tied around her waist. She looked nice, Cathrine thought, but the kind of nice that didn’t stand out.
None of the Omegas stood out. They all dressed the same, moved the same—quick and careful and small.
Cathrine didn’t think much of it. It was just how things were. She sipped her cocoa, letting the chocolate settle warm in her stomach as her yellow crayon scraped softly against the paper.
And then the Jeep pulled up. It was big and black and shiny, and Cathrine noticed it immediately, her eyes flicking toward the window as it rolled to a stop just outside the building.
She didn’t think much of it at first. Important people came and went all the time, especially around the holidays. She figured it was probably some Alpha politician or donor, someone with more money than sense, here to shake hands and smile for the paper.
But then the door opened. And the woman stepped out. Cathrine’s Alpha Father noticed her immediatly. Cathrine felt the shift in his attention before he even spoke—the pause in his voice, the sharp look he sent toward the door.
“Wayne’s Omega,” he muttered, setting his coffee down hard enough that it sloshed over the rim. “Damn disgrace—flaunting herself like that without an escort.”
Cathrine froze, as some other Alpha agreed with her Alpha Father, her crayon slipping in her hand, leaving a streak of yellow across the edge of the page.
The Omega Woman was dressed all wrong. She wasn’t wearing a skirt or a dress or anything soft and flowing. She had pants—neatly pressed slacks—and a emerald green turtleneck sweater that hugged her figure without looking tight. The sleeves were shoved up to her elbows, and her boots looked expensive, sleek and polished even against the slush and grime of the pavement.
Cathrine couldn’t stop looking. The Omega pulled two boxes out of the back of the Jeep, balancing them easily in her arms, as she shut the door with her hip.
She didn’t glance around like she was afraid of being watched, and she didn’t move carefully, like she was trying not to bother anyone.
She walked up the steps with her head held high, her shoulders straight, and shouldered the door open like she wasn’t worried about whether or not she was supposed to be there.
She looked straight ahead, her chin tilted up just enough to make her look taller, stronger, like someone who knew exactly where she was going and why .
She didn’t stop when people turned to look at her. Didn’t slow down when she reached the hall’s front steps and had to shoulder the door open.
Cathrine twisted in her chair, watching as the Omega Woman stepped inside. The noise dipped just slightly, a ripple passing through the room as heads turned and eyes followed her.
Cathrine saw the Omegas freeze first. Her Omega Mother hesitated, her ladle paused mid-scoop before she caught herself and kept moving.
The other Omegas weren’t as fast to recover. They stared. And Cathrine couldn’t blame them.
The woman looked wrong to them —too bright, too bold, too much —like she’d walked into the room by mistake and didn’t realize she wasn’t supposed to be there.
But she didn’t look wrong. Not to Cathrine. Cathrine thought she looked… beautiful. And brave.
Omega Wayne smiled—soft and warm—at a beta woman sitting nearby, one arm wrapped protectively around a toddler who wouldn’t let go of her jacket. Cathrine expected the Omega woman to keep walking, but she didn’t. Instead, she crouched down beside the other woman, flipping one of the boxes open with practiced ease.
Cookies. Not just any cookies, either. Christmas cookies—stars and bells and candy canes, carefully cut and decorated with icing that glistened under the dim lights. They were wrapped in wax paper and tied with thin red ribbons that stood out against the pale dough like something precious.
Cathrine wasn’t the only one staring. The toddler peeked out from behind his mother’s legs, eyes wide as Omega Wayne reached into the box and unwrapped one of the cookies. She held it out to him, her smile never faltering.
“There you go, sweetheart,” she said, her voice low and kind. “Merry Christmas.” The toddler hesitated, glancing up at his mother first, and then took it with both hands, cradling it carefully.
“Would you like another?” the Omega asked, already reaching for a second. Cathrine didn’t hear what the mother said—something mumbled and embarrassed—but the Omega woman handed her two more cookies before standing, picking up the cookie boxes again and walking over to the serving table.
“She’s shameless,” one of the Alphas at the table muttered. Cathrine flinched, turning to see her father and the others watching from their corner.
“How Wayne can keep his business afloat but not his Omega in line is a mystery,” another snorted, loud enough that a few of the Omegas giving out stew jerked their heads down even lower, their shoulders tightening.
Cathrine’s Alpha Father hummed into his coffee cup. “Even money can’t erase sin,” he said, his voice low but certain, and the Alpha men around him murmured their agreement.
Cathrine barely heard them. Her eyes were still fixed on Omega Wayne, who had rolled up her sleeves and started serving food like she wasn’t afraid of anyone.
Cathrine chewed her bottom lip, her fingers clenching against the edges of her coloring book before she looked up at her Alpha Father again.
“Can I help?” she asked, trying to keep her voice casual. “With the food? I can give out napkins or something.”
Her Alpha Father barely glanced at her, distracted as one of the other men leaned in to say something. “Fine,” he said, waving her off, musing to the other man, “She‘s full of energy, my daughter. But as long as she is using it to help the community I cannot complain.“
Cathrine was already out of her seat before her Alpha Father finished talking about her, taking her half-empty mug of cocoa with her
She tried not to look too eager as she sidled up to the long table, grabbing a neat stack of paper napkins from the end.
Omega Wayne looked even more out of place up close, with her clean clothes and soft perfume, but she didn’t seem to notice.
Or if she did, she didn’t care.
The Omegas there barely acknowledged her, their heads still ducked low as they handed out bowls and sandwiches. Cathrine’s eyes flicked to her Omega Mother, who kept her head down too, not speaking unless absolutely necessary, moving with the same quiet obedience as the others.
Onega Wayne was nothing like them. Cathrine’s hands worked automatically as she passed out napkins, but her attention never strayed far from the woman in the green sweater.
Omega Wayne smiled at beta mothers, at children and homeless teenage kids, disregarding their gender. Cathrine’s stomach knotted as she saw her reach out to steady an unbalanced tray for one of the teenage boys—a beta boy, his shoulders too broad for his coat. She touched his arm without fear, murmuring something that made him nod quickly and glance away, clearly flustered.
She wasn’t afraid of him. She wasn’t afraid of any of them. She was treating them with the same warmth she’d shown the little kids earlier, smiling as she added an extra slice of bread to their tray and told them to stay warm.
She wasn’t afraid of the alphas, either.
An older man—grizzled and hunched with a fraying coat—reached for her as she handed him a bowl of soup, his rough fingers curling around her wrist in thanks.
Cathrine’s stomach flipped, her hands freezing on the napkins. But Omega Wayne didn’t flinch. She didn’t look down the way Cathrine’s Omega Mother would have.
Instead, she patted the man’s hand gently, easing it off her wrist without force. “You’re welcome,” she said, kind but firm, and then turned to the next person in line without missing a beat.
Cathrine’s chest felt tight as she watched Omega Wayne lean toward Emily, her voice low and musical as she said something Cathrine couldn’t quite catch.
Emily spooned stew into another bowl, her movements quick and practiced but trembling slightly. Her dress—modest, a faint violet with long sleeves and a high neckline—stood out among the darker, plainer clothing the other Omegas wore. It was the kind of dress meant to be pretty but still proper, meant to say she belonged to someone.
And she did. Cathrine remembered the wedding just a few months ago—remembered the way Emily had kneeled at the altar, her head bowed, hands clasped tightly in front of her as the vows were spoken. She hadn’t looked scared that day. Or at least, not more scared than Cathrine had expected her to be. No even as the Alpha bit her neck and drew blood.
Emily flinched at Omegas Waynes first words now, her hand jerking slightly. Then she stilled, her gaze darting nervously toward the other Omegas. But no one was saying anything, no one was guiding her.
And Omega Wayme didn’t back off. She just smiled, soft and encouraging, as if she hadn’t noticed the fear at all.
And slowly—so slowly—Emily looked back at her. Cathrine couldn’t hear what was said next, but she saw it. Saw the way Emily’s shoulders relaxed, just a little, as Omega Wayne said something that made her mouth twitch into the barest hint of a smile. Saw the way she nodded, almost shyly, as Omega Wayne gestured to the bread rolls and kept talking.
For a second, Cathrine thought maybe it would be okay. Maybe the Omega girl was safe. But then all of a sudden Emily looked terrified. Cathrine could see it in the way her shoulders hunched and the way her hands shook just enough to make the ladle clatter against the side of the pot.
The Alphas boots thudded against the tile as he stopped behind her, his broad shoulders casting a shadow over her as Emily froze mid-scoop.
“Omega,” he said, his voice sharp.
“I—I’m sorry, Alpha,” Emily whispered quickly, already turning. Her head bowed low, baring her neck as her hands gripped the edge of the table. “I didn’t mean—”
“You didn’t mean?” The Alpha’s voice was cold, the kind of calm that made Cathrine’s pulse race even faster. “Is that your excuse? Talking instead of working?”
Cathrine’s breath caught as she saw Emily’s eyes flicker up—just for a second, just enough to land on Omega Wayne, who was still standing beside her.
Omega Wayne didn’t look away.
And neither did Emilys Alpha. His eyes narrowed, and Cathrine’s skin prickled as his hand shot out, grabbing Emily’s chin and forcing her face up.
“You’re embarrassing me,” he hissed. “Is that what you wanted? To be a show?”
“N-no,” Emily stammered, her voice trembling as her hands came up in a pleading gesture. “I’m sorry, Alpha—I wasn’t—”
“Quiet.”
Cathrine jumped at the sharpness in his voice, but Emily didn’t. She only dropped her hands back to her sides and nodded quickly, her head still tilted back at the uncomfortable angle he held her in.
“I’ll deal with you later,” he promised, his voice low. “Get back to work, before Pastor Deacon feels comissioned by the Lord to let your conceive your penance through his hand.“
Emily’s breath hitched, but she didn’t say anything. Didn’t argue. Didn’t protest.
Cathrine wanted to. She could feel the words bubbling up in her throat, burning to be said. Her heart was pounding so hard she could barely think.
“Don’t,” a voice whispered beside her.
Cathrine turned her head sharply, finding herself face-to-face with Omega Wayne. She had moved beside her without Cathrine noticing, her expression calm but her eyes sharp as they fixed on Cathrine.
Her eyes burned as she turned, her voice sharp despite the low volume. “But you’ve been getting her in trouble by speaking to her!”
Omega Wayne didn’t flinch. She only held Cathrine’s gaze with steady eyes and said, “I didn’t know her Alpha had forbidden it.”
“Well, he did.” Cathrine’s voice trembled now, not angry so much as desperate. “And it’s normal. Omegas are supposed to be seen, not heard.”
Omega Wayne was quiet for a moment, her gaze steady as she studied Cathrine. Then she smiled—a small, sad smile.
“That’s what they want you to think,” she said. “That it’s normal. That it’s right. But silence doesn’t make us safe. It makes us invisible.”
Cathrine blinked, her anger faltering. She wasn’t used to questioning things, not really. Not the way Omegas were treated. Not the way her Alpha Father ruled their home with a voice that cut like steel and a hand that didn’t hesitate to punish Cathrines Omega Mother.
She didn‘t even question the way her Omega Mother flinched sometimes, the way her shoulders hunched when her father raised his voice. Cathrine had never felt bad for her mother. Not once.
Not even the time he’d dragged her out to belt her hide on the church forecourt after mass for not lighting all the candles on time like he had told her that day. She had forgotten a single one in the back. But candles were important and if her Omega Mother had been to stupid to know that maybe she‘d learn through pain. That was what her Alpha Father had said.
Cathrine had never felt bad. Never. Not when her mother sat at the eating a thin broth or some stale piece of bread, a few potatoes or some carrots and beans while Cathrine Alpha Father and herself ate the dinner her Omeg Mother had prepared, nor when she sat under the table at her fathers feet to wash them in a warm soapy bucket of water in the evenings, while her Alpha Father drank a glass of wine and played a round of scrabble with Cathrine. It was just normal.
Her Omega Mother had always taken it. Quiet and soft and pliant. Cathrine had figured that’s just what Omegas were supposed to be.
And yet, here was Omega Wayne, standing tall with her head high, dressed in her fancy green turtleneck instead of soft, demure colors, and smiling like she wasn’t afraid of anything.
Her voice grew stronger, her gaze unwavering. “Being heard—being seen—that’s how we remind them that we’re people. Not property. Not slaves.” Her gaze didn’t break as she said it, steady and sure. “People.”
Cathrine looked away, her cheeks burning.
People. The word stuck in her chest like a stone.
Her hands twitched against the stack of napkins, restless, but she didn’t say anything. She couldn’t. Because what was she supposed to say?
“I know it’s hard,” Omega Wayne said gently. She crouched down just a little, enough to be eye level now, and the sudden closeness made Cathrine’s throat tighten. “But you can be better than them. Better than what they want you to believe.”
Cathrine’s breath hitched. She was still looking at the Omega—at her righteous eyes and the way they shone, steady and calm and unafraid—when the woman added softly, “You can choose to be kind, little one.”
Cathrine’s stomach twisted. But not in the bad way. It twisted like something waking up inside her, something warm and a little sharp.
When she turned back, Emily was already working again, her hands quick and careful, her head still bowed. The Alpha had gone back to the table with Cathrines Alpha Father, his face dark but satisfied as he leaned back in his chair, sipping coffee like he hadn’t just humiliated his mate in front of everyone.
Cathrine swallowed hard, her throat burning as Omega Wayne straightened and picked up another ladle, scooping stew into a bowl with practiced ease.
“My mate isn’t like that,” she said suddenly, and Cathrine turned to her, startled by the quiet certainty in her voice. The Omega Woman didn’t look at Cathrine as she spoke. She didn’t need to.
“My Thomas doesn’t see me as less,” she said, handing the bowl to a homeless woman and smiling gently before turning to grab another. “He sees me as his partner, his equal.”
Cathrine stared at her. She hadn‘t known it could be like that for Omegas. The womans eyes softened as she glanced Cathrine’s way again. “And our son—Bruce—he just presented as an Alpha.” Her smile flickered briefly, proud and warm. “We’ve taught him a lot of things, but the most important one?”
She handed another bowl to a man in a ragged coat, not even blinking when his hand brushed hers.
“That kindness is a choice,” she said simply. “You, Bruce, all of us do have the choice. Every single day. To be kind.“
Cathrine didn’t move. Didn’t blink. She just stood there, holding napkins in trembling fingers, and stared at the Omega like that lady hung the moon.
For the first time, Cathrine wondered if things didn’t have to be the way her Alpha Father said they were.
***
Catherine blinked, her gaze shifting back to the portrait as the flash of memory faded. The thought of Martha Wayne—Omega Wayne, as her father had called her with a sneer—felt surreal now, standing here in the home she had once inhabited.
For the first time, Catherine wondered what it must have been like for Alpha Bruce to grow up with someone like her as a mother. Someone who didn’t shrink, didn’t bow, didn’t disappear into the background. The thought stirred something unfamiliar in Catherine’s chest, a mixture of awe and sadness.
Catherine knew the story of the Waynes—Thomas and Martha—who had died nearly a decade and a half ago. It was a tragedy etched into Gotham’s history, spoken of in the same hushed, reverent tones as urban legends and cautionary tales. She’d heard it before, though never directly. Her Alpha Father had mentioned it in passing one evening, his tone devoid of sympathy, a flicker of judgment laced into his words as if even the Waynes’ deaths had been penance for Marthas sinful behaviour.
That was back before Cathrine had presented, just a few months after Martha Wayne had stood in the community hall on Christmas Eve, handing out food to Alpha Fathers community.
Cathrine looked up at the portrait again. The familiar face stared back at her, frozen in oil paints, yet alive in her memory. How had she missed it all these days?
She hadn’t looked up. Not once. Her eyes had stayed fixed on the floor, trained like a servant’s, careful to avoid meeting the gazes of the things she didn’t dare acknowledge—neither the family who owned this house nor the shadows of its past.
Now, though, she couldn’t look away. Martha Wayne’s face, framed by soft waves of brown hair, seemed to beckon to her. She had known this woman, if only briefly. How had she forgotten?
The memory returned like a gust of cold air through an open door, sharp and bracing. Martha’s hands—unadorned, practical, and steady—handing out bowls of stew on that cold december morning. Her words, gentle yet firm, carrying a kindness that had felt foreign to Catherine back then.
Back then, Martha’s behavior had shaken something loose in Catherine, even if she hadn’t realized it at the time. Omegas didn’t behave like that—not where Catherine was from. Omegas didn’t dress in trousers and thick sweaters, didn’t move through a room with such quiet authority. Omegas didn’t speak to strangers without the guidance of an Alpha hovering over their shoulder.
But Martha Wayne had done all of those things, and Catherine, just six years old, had been mesmerized.
Catherine’s thoughts sharpened. It wasn’t just the way Martha had behaved that stayed with her—it was her words.
Her words had changed how Cathrine thought about Omegas. Her behaviour. She had been kinder to her Omega Mother, careful not to create extra work that might earn her Omega Mother a slap or worse. It hadn’t been much—Catherine was too small to shield her from the punishments entirely—but it was something. A child’s fragile attempt to bring a little kindness into her Omega Mothers suffering.
Cathrine didn‘t know if her Omega Mother had ever appreciated it or if she was to far gone but Cathrine dared to imagine that she had at least made life for her just a bit kinder.
She had prayed more back then, too, not just for herself but for the Omegas she had seen at church. For the children who were claimed in those sanctimonious ceremonies, bitten by their Omega parents as blood stained their pristine white clothes. For the newly presented Omegas in her community, their eyes dulled by resignation as they accepted their fate.
When her classmates began presenting, Catherine had made it her mission to treat them the same, at least those who hadn‘t been taken out of school entirely by their parents. She spoke to them as she always had, selected them for her team in PE, partnered with them on projects, refusing to mirror the pity or condescension she saw in others. It hadn’t been much, but it had mattered to her.
Yet now, staring up at the portrait, Catherine wondered what else she had forgotten. Trauma, she thought bitterly, had a way of folding up memories like old maps, hiding pieces of yourself you didn’t even know were missing. What else had she buried to survive?
The weight of those questions pulled her gaze down to the wooden floorboards. The light spilling through the hallway window felt too bright now, exposing her raw nerves. She schooled her expression, smoothing the fear and vulnerability into something neutral, something safe. There was a reason she had come down here. She clung to that purpose.
When she reached the kitchen, she paused at the threshold, unsure if she should enter.
Her hand tightened against the fabric of her sleeve, and she hovered for a moment before stepping inside. She had to be useful. She had to do something .
The kitchen was bright with the warm glow of the afternoon sun, its light spilling over the counters and reflecting off the polished fixtures. The soft hum of the refrigerator mixed with the quiet, rhythmic sound of a knife against a cutting board.
She hadn’t expected Jason to still be here. Alpha Bruce had suggested earlier that Jason might prefer a snack while Alpha Dick and Tim worked on their homework. The idea had unsettled her. Jason didn’t always sit still, and she worried his presence might have annoyed the older boys. But Jason wasn’t in the kitchen now, and she let herself hope that wherever he was, he was safe and content.
Her fingers twitched against her sleeves as she stepped cautiously inside, her movements small and deliberate, as though she might be sent back to her room at any moment.
Her eyes darted to the counter where Beta Alfred stood, peeling an array of vegetables. Not just carrots, but a stunning variety—bright red and yellow paprika, a big heavy pumpkin, crisp celery, deep green kale, various sized onions from deep red to a faint white, feathery bluish fennel, thick rods of leek, and pale roots of parsnip—all arranged in neat piles. The sight of it was overwhelming, but also oddly soothing.
Beta Alfred glanced up as she approached, his expression calm but ever-watchful. “Ah, Miss Catherine,” he greeted, his tone impeccably polite, his accent sharp and precise, laced with an ever-present authority. “What a pleasant surprise. I trust you’ve rested adequately?”
Catherine lowered her gaze immediately, her shoulders hunching slightly, her voice soft as she replied. “Yes, Beta Alfred. Thank you, sir. I… I hope it’s all right that I left the room by myself.”
“Perfectly so,” Beta Alfred assured her smoothly, his hands not missing a beat as he worked. He gestured faintly toward the counter. “You are welcome in the kitchen at any time, though I must say I had thought you’d enjoy a longer respite. It is not every day, after all, that one completes such an arduous event as receiving a mating bite.”
Her cheeks flushed at his words, and she glanced away, her fingers tugging nervously at the hem of her sleeve. “Bruce—Alpha Wayne—was very kind to suggest I rest. But… I … I’ve rested enough,” she murmured, her words tumbling out in a nervous rush. “I just… I wanted to be useful. If that’s all right.”
Beta Alfred’s gaze sharpened, though his tone remained gentle. “Miss Catherine, I daresay your presence in this household is not contingent upon your utility. However, if you find solace in keeping busy, I see no harm.”
She hesitated, unsure how to respond to his graciousness. Her voice wavered slightly. Maybe he‘d be willig to tell her before putting her to work. “May I ask … Jason… Is he … has he been behaving himself?” Was he safe?, she wanted to ask but didn‘t dare.
A flicker of understanding crossed Beta Alfred’s face. “Indeed, Miss Catherine. The young Master Jason is in the playroom with Master Dick and Master Tim. I have checked on them frequently, and they are playing like proper little lads together. Quite content, I assure you.”
Relief washed over her, but only for a moment. Jason was fine, but she still felt the gnawing need to justify her place here. She clasped her hands tightly in front of her. “Thank you. I‘m ready to be put to work, Beta Alfred, Sir.“
The Beta studied her for a moment, his expression thoughtful. “As it happens, there is always something to be done,” he said finally. “I am merely preparing vegetables for storage—a habit of mine, you see. While Master Wayne may be the head of the household in title, I daresay it is my kitchen. And I do enjoy keeping it well-stocked.”
Just a moment later Catherine stood at the counter beside Beta Alfred, her posture careful and small, as though she might shrink herself into the corner of the room if she tried hard enough. Her hands trembled faintly as she reached for the cutting board and knife he’d placed out for her, but Beta Alfred’s calm, unhurried movements steadied her. She forced herself to follow his lead.
He worked like a man who had done this a thousand times before—efficient but never rushed, precise but never tense. His hands were steady, peeling a carrot with practiced ease, the soft scrape of the blade against the skin filling the silence between them.
Catherine had peeled vegetables since she presented. Her Alpha Father had been adamant about not wasting food provided by the Lord. From the peels, her Omega Mother had been ordered to brew broth—thin and bitter—for herself and Catherine.
Just a day ago, Catherine might have wondered if it would be the same here at Wayne Manor. If she and Jason would be served scraps and leftovers, meals cooked from what others discarded. But no. Not here.
The faint hum of the refrigerator, the gleam of copper pots, the richness of the vegetables spread out before them—everything in this kitchen spoke of plenty, of warmth and abundance. Even the knife in her hands, sharp and well-balanced, felt foreign to her.
She was almost certain now that she and Jason would eat the same food as Alpha Wayne and his family. Still, the habit of being careful clung to her.
She was painstakingly slow, trying to peel her carrot with as little waste as possible. Yet no matter how hard she focused, she couldn’t quite block out the memory of her Omega Mother’s wooden spoon snapping down on her shaking hands when she’d slipped—when the peelings came off too thick or when a sliver of good carrot was lost.
In Beta Alfred’s kitchen, the knife felt heavier than the ones back home, and she couldn’t help glancing up at him now and then to make sure she was doing it right.
Beta Alfred noticed, of course, because he seemed to notice everything. “No need to fret, Miss Catherine,” he said without looking up. “I have witnessed far worse technique in this kitchen.”
Catherine flushed at the gentle tease, her cheeks heating as she ducked her head lower. “Yes, Beta Alfred, sir. Thank you, sir.”
He hummed softly, amused but not unkind, and began chopping the carrot into neat, uniform pieces. “You needn’t ‘sir’ me so insistently, Miss Catherine. I assure you, just ‘Alfred’ will suffice.” He paused for just a fraction of a second, then added, “While I do appreciate respect, I am not accustomed to quite so much reverence within these walls.“
Catherine flinched inwardly at his words , though his tone lacked any real rebuke. Her fingers tightened slightly around the knife.
“I’m sorry, s—Alfred,” she murmured quickly, her voice barely above a whisper. “I just… I only meant to be respectful.”
“Hmm.” Alfred made a noncommittal noise, his knife tapping rhythmically against the cutting board. “Respect is an admirable quality, Miss Catherine. But so is confidence.”
Catherine didn’t know how to respond to that, so she didn’t. She bent her head lower, focusing intently on slicing her carrot. Her pieces weren’t nearly as uniform as his, but she hoped he wouldn’t say anything about it.
Instead, Alfred reached for a bundle of celery and continued in a more conversational tone, as though giving her room to breathe. “Thanksgiving is fast approaching,” he said, brushing dirt from the celery stalks before beginning to trim them. “That is, in part, why we are preparing such a considerable variety of vegetables. Master Bruce has invited several guests to dine with us this year. Naturally, you and young Master Jason will be among them.”
Catherine froze, her knife hesitating mid-slice. She looked up, startled, though her eyes darted away again almost immediately.
“That… That is really generous,” she said awkwardly, her voice faltering. The words felt strange in her mouth, too formal and too plain all at once. She swallowed hard.
“I understand you’ve only just arrived, so it may not have been mentioned yet. It’s a rather… lively affair in this household.” His lips quirked slightly, as though remembering something fond. “Plenty of food, perhaps too much, and an excess of chatter, particularly with Masters Dick and Tim present.”
Catherine’s chest tightened at the thought of more people—more strangers—in the house. Her mind spun, imagining the expectations, the scrutiny. Alfred must have noticed because his tone softened. “You needn’t fret, Miss Catherine. The day is meant for gratitude, not performances.”
She swallowed hard, her grip tightening on the knife.
„I‘m very grateful to Alpha Bruce,“ she said, and though she tried to sound as sincere as she felt, the words fell flat.
Gratitude wasn’t enough. Gratitude didn’t cover the strange, brittle ache in her chest at the thought of being welcome at this place’s Thanksgiving table.
Because gratitude was what you offered for scraps, for leftovers pushed toward her at the end of the night. It was what you said when a punishment ended sooner than expected or a plate hit the floor and no one reached for the belt.
It wasn’t what you said for this. It wasn’t what you said for kindness that felt so sharp and unfamiliar it left her raw. She swallowed hard and forced herself to keep her hands steady as she sliced through another carrot.
She knew where she belonged—where she ought to be. She belonged in kitchens, hands raw from scrubbing pots and knees sore from scrubbing floors. She belonged standing in the corner, eyes downcast and ears sharp, ready to refill a plate, to bring a lighter and the Alphas cigarettes or fetch a drink so he wouldn’t have to rise from his seat or stray from his guests’ sides.
She belonged kneeling at her Alpha’s feet, close enough to be useful but quiet enough to disappear when she wasn’t wanted. Ready to unlace his shoes and rub his feet or pour his drink or warm his cock without him having to so much as glance in her direction.
She didn‘t belong at his table. It felt wrong. Not because she didn’t want it. But because she did. Because a small, hungry part of her wanted to sit at Bruces side, to bask in his kindness, his soft touched and sweet scent.
A desperate part of her bruised heart wanted be a person in the presence of the pups, his boys and hers. Not property. Not a slave.
She shouldn‘t feel that way. Alfred paused, setting down his knife and turning to face her more fully. The sudden attention pulled her out of her thoughts and made her hands freeze on the cutting board.
“Miss Catherine,” he began, his voice slower now, heavier somehow, “I believe I owe you an apology.”
Her eyes widened but she remained silent. His gaze was steady, unreadable. “I realize my reception upon your arrival may not have been as warm as it ought to have been. I fear I may have… fallen short of the standard I hold myself to.”
Catherine blinked, utterly bewildered. “You havn‘t hurt me or … or my son,“ she said quickly. “We are so grateful for your kindness.“
Alfred’s lips pressed together in a faint line, and for the first time, his calm exterior seemed to falter, just slightly. “Kindness,” he said quietly, “is more than the absence of cruelty.”
Catherine felt her throat tighten but didn’t dare speak. Alfred looked down at the vegetables, his hands resuming their work as though grounding himself. “I was not pleased,” he admitted, “when Master Bruce informed me of his intentions to purchase an omega and a child from that place.”
Catherine flinched involuntarily. He didn’t name it—didn’t need to. Everyone knew what the rehabilitation center for unclaimed property was. Her papers might call her reclaimed, but everyone knew what that really meant. She was secondhand goods. Trash practically.
Of course, he wouldn’t have been pleased. How could he be? He belonged in a house like this, where the walls were lined with books older than Catherine and the windows stretched so high it was hard to tell if the glass had ever been touched by human hands.
Someone like Alfred—with sharp clothes and sharper eyes and a voice that carried the weight of quiet authority—wouldn’t have needed time to come to a conclusion about her. He would’ve seen it immediately.
Even if she wouldn‘t have been an Omega, she‘d still be so far below someone of Bruce Waynes stand. It was almost laughable.
“But not for the reasons you might think,” Alfred added quickly, glancing at her again. “I do not share the… views of these particular places.“
His words were precise, careful, but there was something bitter underneath them, something sharp. “What troubles me is that these centers exist at all. That we live in a world where they are necessary—or, rather, where they are allowed to be necessarity.”
Catherine’s knife slipped slightly, nicking the edge of the cutting board with a faint scrape. “I—I understand, sir.”
“No,” Alfred said gently. “I don’t believe you do. Not yet.”
His words weren’t cruel, but they stung all the same, and Catherine had to fight the urge to duck her head further, to make herself smaller.
Alfred sighed, softer now. “What I mean to say, Miss Catherine, is that this house… this family… will not treat you as you were treated before.”
She looked up at him then, startled.
“You are not here to be useful,” he said firmly. “You are here to be safe.“
Catherine’s chest tightened at his words, but she only nodded again, trying desperatly to speak past the lump in her throat.
“Yes, Beta—Alfred. Thank you.”
“Entirely unnecessary,” Alfred replied, his voice gentler now. “Thanks are for burdens lifted and debts repaid. You and young Master Jason are neither burdens nor debts. This is your home now, Miss Catherine.“
Home. The word twisted something inside her, something fragile and desperate, and she had to fight to keep it from showing on her face.
But Alfred wasn’t finished. His gaze remained steady, his voice low but unwavering.
“I will not lie to you,” he said at last. “There may be challenges. Adjustments.”
Her heart clenched at that word—adjustments. She knew what it meant. Punishments were necessary measures to bring her in line with the expectations of an Alphas household.
She swallowed thickly, the memory of her Alpha Fathers voice creeping into her mind like an unwelcome shadow. He had spoken of discipline as though it were an act of love, a duty to guide her and make her worthy. And when his words weren’t enough, he had relied on his hands.
Then there had been Alpha Willis, his presence sharp and unrelenting, his temper as quick as his punishments. Both had believed they were teaching her, teaching her through pain. That was the way Omegas learned best.
But her knees still ached at the memory of hours spent on the floor, her cheek burning from backhands that split open her lips. Her skin still prickled when she thought of the belt—not for the pain alone, but for the sound. The snap. The anticipation. The way her Omega Fathers voice would harden with scripture, cold and righteous as he reminded her that obedience wasn’t a choice—it was a duty.
“What I will promise,” Alfred said instead, his voice steady, “is my protection. And should anyone— anyone —seek to do you harm within these walls, they will have to answer to me for it.”
Catherine stared at him, her breath hitching in her chest. Protection. She swallowed hard and dared to hope—just a little—that Alfred might mean it. That he might have enough sway with Alpha Bruce to convince him to be gentle. Or at least… gentler than her Alpha Father. Gentler than the Alpha Willis.
Her hands clenched into trembling fists at her sides, her nails biting into her palms. She understood that punishments were a necessity sometimes. But just for now she dared to think of what gentler might look like.
Perhaps no one here would drag her by her hair until her scalp hurt and bleed, screaming in her face until her ears rang. Perhaps there would be less bruises, less broken skin, no beatings so harsh she couldn’t rise from the floor afterward.
Maybe she wouldn’t have to endure the humiliation of eating scraps from a trash can, wouldn‘t be starved or forced to walk barefoot until her feet bleed. Maybe, just maybe, if she was good—really, really good, Alpha Bruce wouldn‘t ever treat her like Alpha Willis had toward the end.
***
The smell of cigarette smoke hung heavy in the air, thick and acrid, curling through the dimly lit living room. The low murmur of voices and the sharp clink of poker chips grated against Catherine’s nerves, but she kept her head down as she carried the tray of beers from the kitchen.
Her wrists trembled faintly under the weight, but she pressed them tighter against the underside of the tray, willing them steady. The bruises blooming up her arms throbbed, dark and angry beneath the sleeves of her thin dress. She hadn’t been able to lift her arms properly this morning—not after the belt—but Alpha Willis had laughed when she whined in pain.
She hadn’t dared to cry then, not even when Alpha Willis made her scrub the stains off the tiles where the belt had snapped too hard and little splaces of blood had splattered onto the kitchen floor.
So she hadn’t argued during her beating. She hadn’t protested when told her to take her dress off so he wouldn’t have to waste his strength hitting through fabric. She’d just obeyed, her knees pressed to the floor, her forehead touching the tiles as she took every snap of the belt against her backside, whispering apologies between every lash.
"You think money grows on trees?” he’d spat, pacing behind her, the belt swinging low and loose in his hand. “Huh? I thought you‘d learnt when your old man had you eating out of the trash until you almost died on me.“ Another painful snap to the underside of her buttocks. „But stupid bitches like you never learn!“ The belt had come down on her upper back, she felt her skin breaking just below her lowest rips.
She understood why he had to punish her. The spoiled milk in the fridge, the carton still open from where he’d taken a drink straight from it two days ago, the half-eaten sausage he’d shoved back inside after taking a big bite instead of cutting off a piece.
He’d blamed her. Of course, he had. It was her fault. She was the one who was supposed to keep things in order, the one responsible for making sure his money wasn’t wasted. She should have cut the sausage after he bit into it, she should have found a way to use the milk for one of the meals before it got spoiled.
He had been right to punish her. She should have learnt years ago. She thanked him when it was over, her voice wobbling and raw. She hadn‘t complained when he fucked her after, on the cold tiles of the kitchen, hadn‘t said a single word until he rested spent and relaxed, his hairy chest against the welts on her back, waiting until his knot went down.
She’d gotten out of bed this morning, biting down against the stiffness in her ribs, the tautness of her skin and gone to the kitchen to start the prep work for poker night.
Now, as she set the tray down, the men didn’t so much as glance at her.
Alphas mostly—bigger than Alpha Willis and meaner-looking. The only Beta among them, a wiry man with sharp features and a sharper tongue, had looked her up and down earlier like she was something to be bought and sold. She’d felt the weight of his eyes and kept her head ducked.
“Get the burgers going, Cath,” Alpha Willis said from the head of the table, barely sparing her a glance as he shuffled the deck. “And don’t burn the fries. Last thing we need is you stinking up the goddamn kitchen and wasting even more of my fucking money.“
“Yes, Alpha,” she said softly, already turning toward the kitchen.
Her knees nearly buckled the moment she crossed the threshold, but she caught herself against the counter and took a steadying breath. The overhead light buzzed faintly, flickering once before holding steady.
Jason was in the bedroom, just a couple of rooms down, curled up on the mattress with his little lion tucked tight against his chest. He’d been quiet earlier, pressing himself into the corner of the couch while she cleaned, but she’d sent him away as soon as Alpha Willis’s friends started to arrive.
“You stay put,” she’d told him, smoothing his hair back. “And don’t come out unless I say. No matter what you hear.“
He’d nodded, wide-eyed and serious, and pulled the blankets up around himself. She prayed he‘d found sleep by now.
The skillet sizzled when she dropped the patties in, the sound loud enough to almost drown out the laughter from the living room. She could still hear Alpha Willis’s voice, louder than the others, sharp with mockery and booze.
“She’s lucky I didn’t toss her out,” he was saying. “Doesn’t even have the brains to keep a fridge clean. You should’ve seen her last night, sobbing like a damn baby.”
Laughter followed, sharp and cruel. Catherine’s fingers twitched against the spatula. Her stomach churned. The fries hissed in the oil, but Catherine couldn’t stop herself from glancing toward the door.
It wasn’t the first time he’d talked about her like this—wasn’t the first time he’d turned her punishments and the way he fucked her, into entertainment—but it still stung, still burned somewhere deep in her chest where she couldn’t reach it.
The other men joined in, one of them muttering something about Omegas needing to know their place, another chuckling as he recounted his own stories about keeping his own girl in line.
Catherine tried to block them out, focusing on flipping the patties and draining the fries, but her hands felt clumsy. Her pulse pounded in her ears.
She wasn’t stupid—she knew this was the easy part. She could take the jeering, the words that scraped raw against her pride. It was the looks she feared most, the lingering gazes that made her skin crawl and the way Alpha Willis never bothered to hide his smirk when they happened. Like he was proud.
When she finally carried the plates out—burgers piled high with toppings and fries stacked in neat rows— Alpha Willis grabbed her wrist as she bent to set his down.
She froze, the tray trembling slightly.
“Lighter,” he said, jerking his chin toward the pack of cigarettes on the table.
“Yes, Alpha.”
She set the tray down and took the lighter from his pocket with careful, practiced hands. Her fingers shook as she took out on of the cigaretes, holding it up to Alpha Willis mouth. She flicked the flame and he dragged, but as the cigarette didn‘t start to burn Alpha Willis’s eyes narrowed.
“Steady,” he said, his grip crushing her wrist, voice low enough that the others wouldn’t hear but sharp enough to cut.
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered again, swallowing a wince, and this time she managed it, lighting the cigarette without letting her hands betray her. His hand lingered on her wrist a moment longer before he let her go.
“Go make youself useful,” Alpha Willis said and grinned around the cigarette. „Bitch is to dumb to light a cig but her burgers are to die for.“
The laughter started again as Catherine turned back toward the kitchen, her legs unsteady but her steps controlled.
It wasn’t until she reached the sink that she let herself breathe. Jason was just a couple of rooms away. Safe, for now. That was enough. It had to be.
Catherine heard the first scrape of a chair leg against the floor and forced herself to stay still. Her hands were plunged into the soapy dishwater, the grease from the skillet clinging stubbornly to the sponge she worked in slow, mechanical circles. She focused on that— on the bite of the harsh soap against her raw knuckles. Anything to keep her mind from drifting back to the voices filtering through the doorway.
“She’s obedient enough,” one of the men said, his tone heavy with amusement. “I’ll give you that. Shame about the waste, though. What’d you say it was? Spoiled milk and sausage?”
“Dumb bitch,” Alpha Willis said, his voice sharp with disdain. “Told her to keep an eye on it. But what does she care? It’s my money, not hers.”
Catherine clenched her jaw and scrubbed harder.
“It’s a pity,” another voice chimed in. “You know, Willis, if she were mine, I’d have her work it off.”
Catherine froze. Willis laughed, the sound low and mean. “Oh? And how’s that?”
The man didn’t miss a beat. “Put her on her knees, for starters. Have her earn her keep properly.”
Her stomach twisted. Alpha Willis must have leaned back in his chair, because the next words came louder, like he was speaking for her benefit now. “Not a bad idea, that. She’s already halfway there most of the time.”
The laughter that followed made her fingers slip in the water, the sponge dropping from her grip.
“Hell,” the first man said. “I’d toss her a dollar if she rubbed my dick real nice. Call it even for the sausage.”
Catherine’s breath caught, and the plates clinked together as her hands faltered. She scrambled to catch them, the noise sharp enough to echo down the short hallway.
Alpha Willis’s voice cut through the room like a knife. “Catherine!”
She flinched, turning quickly to wipe her hands on a rag before hurrying back into the living room. Her head stayed bowed, her gaze fixed on the floor as she stepped inside.
“Yes, Alpha?”
Alpha Willis didn’t bother to look at her. He leaned back in his chair, one arm draped over the backrest, the cigarette dangling loosely from his fingers.
“You hear what he said?”
Her eyes darted up just enough to see the man sitting closest to her—a heavyset Alpha with thick fingers and a cruel smile. He smirked when he caught her glance and palmed his jeans clad groin in his hand.
She swallowed hard and lowered her head again.
“Alpha, please,” she whispered, her voice barely more than a breath, trembling but obedient. Her head bowed low, hands folded neatly in her lap as though she might pray, though she knew better than to expect deliverance. Her eyes, wide and pleading, flicked upward only once before falling again, shame searing her cheeks.
She wasn’t supposed to touch another Alpha. Not like this. Not ever. The thought alone made her stomach twist painfully, made her skin crawl as though the Devil himself had taken notice of her weakness. Her fingers curled into the fabric of her skirt to stop their shaking, but her knees wobbled beneath
She belonged to Alpha Willis. Body and soul. To serve, to please, to obey. That was her purpose—her station—and her Alpha Father had reminded her often enough that it was a holy one. An Omega’s submission was sacred. Her body was a vessel to be filled, to be owned, but never to stray. And never to invite corruption.
Her Alpha Fathers voice echoed in her ears even now, a low, rumbling growl dressed in priestly robes and smelling faintly of sweat and incense.
"Your body is a temple, Omega, but not yours to keep. It belongs to your Alpha. And to the Lord.“
Alpha Willis exhaled a cloud of smoke, his eyes glinting. “What are you waiting for?”
Her stomach lurched. Catherine squeezed her eyes shut for the briefest of moments, but the prayer in her throat turned to ash before it could form.
“Alpha,” she whispered again, her voice breaking this time, small and raw. “Please. I—”
But Alpha Willis cut her off with a sharp look and a flick of his wrist.
“Don’t make me repeat myself, Catherine.”
His voice was calm, almost bored, but she could feel the weight of the threat beneath it. She still ached from the the belt—still felt the fire blooming beneath her skin where the leather had licked across her ribs, her backside, her bum down to her thighs.
“Or would you rather I remind you what happens when you waste what’s mine?”
She flinched, shoulders curling inward as though she could make herself smaller, make herself invisible. The spoiled food—the milk he’d drunk straight from the carton and left open, the sausage he’d half-eaten and shoved back without wrapping—had been her fault. He’d told her to keep the kitchen clean, and she’d failed him.
Failed her Alpha. Failed her purpose. And now this—this was penance.
But her hands still shook. Because this was wrong. This was sin. Her father’s voice came back again, harsher now.
"A defiled Omega is no better than a harlot."
"No better than Eve."
"No better than filth."
Her throat locked, and her eyes stung, but she swallowed it all down—swallowed it like bitter wine.
“Now.”
The command cut through her feeble protest, and her legs moved before she could think better of it, carrying her forward. She sank to her knees beside the table, her hands trembling as she reached for the man’s zipper.
“Better put effort into it,” Alpha Willis said, and the men laughed. Catherine forced herself to breathe evenly as she took the man dick in her hands. Her skin burned instantly, heat searing up her arm like she’d been struck, like God Himself was watching her and waiting for her to fall.
The Alphas dick was longer than Alpha Willis, the hair around it darker and it reeked of sweat and smoke, and she had to fight the urge to recoil. She focused instead on the movements—the slow, careful circles of her thumbs against the flesh, the way her fingers pressed into the veins just enough to draw a low hum of satisfaction from the man above her.
“There you go,” he said, his voice dripping with mockery. “Good girl.”
Alpha Willis snorted. “Told you. She’s trained right.” Her skin burned under the praise, but she kept her head down and her hands steady, even as the men’s conversation drifted back to their game.
They talked about the cards, about their bets, about their Omegas, but every so often, one of them would make a comment—something crude, something sharp—and they’d laugh again.
Catherine bit the inside of her cheek until she tasted blood. The first man finished quickly, his semen spilling over her hands as he was slouching back in his chair as he waved her off.
“Not bad,” he said, tossing a note onto the floor beside her. “Pick it up, girl.”
She did, her fingers curling around the two dollar note as she whispered, “Thank you, Alpha Cole, Sir.”
The note felt heavy in her palm, but not as heavy as the weight of their eyes as she shifted to the next man. He was palming his dick in his hand already, half hard, his member short but thick around the base.
“I‘ll give her a tenner if she blows me.“
Alpha Willis leaned back further, tipping his chair onto two legs as he gestured with his cigarette. Tears streamed down Catherines cheeks as she swallowed a sob. She did not want to do that.
“Go on Kitty-Cath. Suck Freddys prick,” he said lazily. “You’ve still got debts to pay.”
And she did. In the end she always did.
Notes:
A chapter without Bruce and Jason - but Cathrine, Martha and Alfred had so much to say 🤭
Chapter 26
Notes:
Trigger Warning: lot of food insecurities in the first part of the chapter including the flashback but it‘s not as bad as it has been in prior chapter.
Otherwise I‘d say this chapter is tame im comparison to others 😅
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Dinner smelled rich—savory and warm, like simmering broth and roasted vegetables. It filled the dining room, curling softly in the air, and Catherine couldn’t help but breathe it in deeply, even as she kept her eyes low and her posture careful.
The stew was thick, packed with tender chunks of beef and potatoes and carrots, just like the one she and her Omega Mother prepared for Alpha Father and for guests at his table.
It wasn’t thin broth boiled from vegetable peels or salted water tinged with marrow. There were no hard tendons saved from trimming, no bitter lentils barely softened by the heat, no glances cast over her shoulder to see if her Alpha Father’s gaze lingered too long on her bowl, measuring whether she’d taken too much of it.
She remembered the change, the first time her Omega Mother had handed her a bowl filled from the pot that was supposed for the Omegas of the household. She’d been hungry that night, her stomach curling painfully as the sharp scent of meat lingered in the air.
It wasn’t a punishment, it simply was the way it was supposed to. Cathrine had lost all the lingering baby fat that first year and she hadn‘t ever felt truly sated until the first days with Alpha Willis, when he enjoyed hand feeding her so much that she even felt her belly rounding after a meal just like it did now at Wayne Manor.
But here no one hand feed her and everyone ate the same stew from the same pot Beta Alfred and she had prepared earlier tonight.
Jason’s bowl was just as full as Tim’s, and he’d dug into it eagerly, spoon clattering softly as he stirred through the thick broth, fishing out chunks of potato and carrots. Catherine’s own bowl was brimming, steam curling up to warm her face as she cradled it in her hands, letting the heat seep into her skin.
It didn’t smell like the omega broths her Omega Mother had prepared—those had been bitter from the potato peels, salted down, the scent of boiled marrow lingering even after the pot had been scrubbed clean. This one smelled softer, richer, the spices more delicate, and the faintest trace of garlic lingered in the air.
Catherine risked a glance across the table, where Alpha Bruce sat at the head, his sleeves rolled up just past his wrists. He ate steadily, quietly, pausing only to glance toward Damian’s bassinet when the baby shifted.
The sound of the spoon scraping against the bowl seemed louder than it should have, and Catherine forced herself to look away quickly, staring down at her own portion instead.
She still wasn’t used to him—not really. Alpha Bruce was too much all at once, heavy and grounding and sharp-edged, his scent an undeniable weight against her thoughts, filling the space until she couldn’t think about anything else.
She shouldn’t have wanted to be closer—shouldn’t have felt the pull, the ache to move toward him—but the bite burned faintly at her shoulder, a reminder that it wasn’t entirely her fault.
The bond was new, still raw and untested, but her instincts didn’t seem to care. Sitting near him felt good in a way that left her uneasy—too safe, too comfortable, as if she could let herself relax even when she knew better.
Her spoon dipped into the thick broth, scooping up a piece of carrot, but she paused, glancing across the table again where Tim was chattering about some field day at school and Alpha Dick was nodding along.
Catherine’s spoon hovered just above the broth, trembling faintly, though her grip was steady. She kept her head down, eyes focused on the rich swirl of vegetables and meat, but she couldn’t block out the sound of Jason’s voice—bright and innocent, cutting through the low murmur of conversation like a knife.
“There was always soup like this at my Alpha Grandfather’s house when we went there to eat after mass.”
Her stomach twisted sharply, and her pulse stuttered. Jason wasn’t talking to anyone in particular, just filling the space the way pups often did, but Catherine felt the weight of every word. She couldn’t stop the anxious flicker of her gaze, darting to Alpha Bruce and then down to Jason’s bowl, still half-full.
Jason’s cheeks were flushed with warmth, his mouth working quickly around another bite, and he didn’t even seem to notice her growing tension. He wasn’t rushing. Wasn’t eating like he expected someone to stop him—or take it away.
Catherine swallowed tightly, forcing herself to breathe. It’s fine. Alpha Bruce wouldn’t mind. He’d let Jason talk at the table before—encouraged it, even—but trauma was a strange thing. She couldn’t help the way her muscles locked up, her instincts screaming to stop him before he said too much.
“But Mama never ate it there,” Jason added, still oblivious to the way Catherine’s heart dropped. “She always ate another soup without the meat.”
The spoon almost slipped from her fingers but she did catch it before it could clatter against the edge of the bowl.
“Oh,” Bruce said. That was all—just one syllable, steady and even—but it made her breath catch. He sounded strange for just a moment, like he wasn’t sure what to do with the information, and Catherine squeezed her eyes shut, bracing for the fallout.
Maybe that was what he’d needed to hear. That she was used to eating less. That it wasn‘t a punishment. That is was normal.
That she didn’t expect this. She’d been grateful—so grateful—for the food he’d given her.
But this —Jason’s careless admission—was a reminder. It put her back in her place. The french toast and the coffee that very morning, this stew, every meal she had eaten at the manor had, if even, been a kind treat by a wonderful, generous Alphas. Food like that wasn’t an everydaything thing for Omegas. Alpha Bruce had been kind. Kinder than her Alpha Father ever was. Kinder than Alpha Willis.
And maybe he wouldn’t take the bowl away now, not in front of the pups, not when she’d already eaten half of it. But he might tell her—calmly, without cruelty—that this couldn’t last. That tomorrow, it would be back to unflavored and unsugared oatmeal and plain broth with whatever kitchen scraps she could find before tossing them.
And that would be fine. She just hoped that maybe Jason would still get to eat like this. That he’d still get the same food as Alphas pups—or, at least, more than what she would be allowed. He was still growing. Still too small and too thin for his age. The nurses at the facility had told her that. Reminded her. She should be ashamed.
They had punished her for it. Every pound he’d been underweight had cost her five strikes with the paddle every day for the first two weeks of her stay. The bruises had faded eventually, but she still felt the phantom pain, a reminder of her inadequacy.
Her punishment had been light, they said. Barely a correction. If her son ever presented as Beta—or, God forbid, Alpha—he’d resent her. He’d never forgive her for starving him, for weakening him before he’d ever even had a chance.
“Are you a vegetarian, Catherine?” Alpha Bruce’s voice startled her, low and calm but cutting straight through her thoughts. She blinked at him, confused, before her mind caught up with the question.
He didn’t look displeased, only curious, but Catherine felt the familiar twist of unease in her stomach. She lowered her gaze back to the bowl, watching the stew ripple faintly in its warmth. She’d never been allowed to eat much meat.
Omegas didn’t need it, her Alpha Father had said. But she’d always been grateful for the scraps. The marrow left behind in the bones. The tough pieces Willis let her pick from his plate. It wasn‘t that she liked the taste or the texture very much but she had felt just a little fuller than usual afterwards
“No,” she said quickly, shaking her head. “No, Alpha. I’m not.”
„Have you been dieting back then?“ the question sent a tremor of panic through her chest.
The words clung to her, sharp and needling. Was he worried she’d get fat? Did he think she ate too much? He hadn’t seemed that way yesterday when the shop attendant had proposed a diet, but maybe that was before he’d realized how much she actually liked the same food as him—before he’d seen her clear her plate at every meal.
The thought made her stomach twist.
Alpha Willis hadn’t fed her enough to get fat, not usually. But there had been that time when Willis had taken a new job a few weeks after Cathrine had almost died from food poisoning after her Alpha Father ordered her to only eat from the trash cans for three days.
Alpha Willis had gotten a new job doing construction and the crew he had been with was assinged with a big site nine hours south and he’d been gone for three weeks.
Before he left, he’d gone grocery shopping.
He’d come back with bags full of food.
Milk and noodles and rice. Toast and peanut butter and bananas. Canned vegetables and ketchup and a big, cheap box of cereal.
With what was already in the fridge—some eggs, a wedge of dried-out cheese, and half a bottle of mayonnaise just days short of the expiration date—it lasted her and Jason the whole three weeks.
Especially after Mrs. Downing, the old beta in the apartment next door, started slipping her leftovers, after realising that her Alpha was gone for work.
Big containers of casseroles with noodles and vegetables and chicken or of potatoes and kale and tiny pieces of beef, wrapped in foil and warm from the stove. Apples that were sweet and still juicy. A square of toffee that Jason had cradled in his hands like the precious treat it was.
For the first time in forever she hadn’t had to count slices of bread or water down the milk, hadn’t had to worry about going to bed with nothing, she hadn‘t have to think about forgoing just another meal so Jason could eat. There was enough for the two of them.
And then Alpha Willis had come home.
She could still feel his hands on her hips, fingers digging in until it hurt, as he’d looked her up and down.
“You look fat,” he’d said. „Lazy omega bitch getting fat while I work my ass of.“
And just like that, the food was gone.
For the next week, she’d lived on scraps—whatever he left on his plate after dinner—and by the time he’d grabbed her hips and could feel her bones again, he‘d been satisfied.
„Better“, he’d said and fucked her so hard, she could see the bruised of his fingertips over her protruding hipbones for days after.
Catherine blinked back to the present, her stomach twisting. Alpha Bruce was still watching her, waiting for an answer, but there was no judgment in his eyes. Still, she couldn’t bring herself to lie.
“No,” she said softly. “I wasn’t dieting.”
His brow furrowed faintly, but he didn’t interrupt. “I wasn’t allowed to have much at my former Alphas place,” she admitted. “Not… not enough to make me fat.”
She hated the word. Hated the way it tasted in her mouth, bitter and shameful.
Alpha Bruce’s expression shifted.
“Do you like carrots, Catherine?” The question caught her off guard. She blinked down at the bright orange piece on her spoon, heat rising faintly in her cheeks.
“Yes, Alpha.” Her voice was soft, almost reflexive. She cleared her throat and tried again. “I do.” It wasn’t a lie. Carrots were sweet, especially when cooked down in stews like this.
Alpha Bruce didn’t look away. “And potatoes?” She hesitated just long enough for her pulse to quicken. “Yes,” she said again, this time a little slower. Potatoes filled her stomach and didn’t leave her aching with hunger an hour later the way broth did.
“And beef?” Her throat went tight. She felt the words knotting there, shame curling around them like smoke. “Yes, Alpha,” she managed, her voice quieter than before.
“Good,” Alpha Bruce said. His tone hadn’t changed, but she still felt the weight of his attention as he leaned back slightly, one arm resting along the edge of the table.
Her breath hitched. The bond between them stirred faintly, warm and strange and steadying, but it wasn’t enough to keep the shame at bay.
“Am I correct in my assumption that your former Alpha starved you?”
Bruces Bruce’s voice was quiet, low enough that the words didn’t carry past the space between them. Past the thick, old oak of the dining table where Beta Alfred was keeping the pups entertained with stories of his own school days—tales of cross-country races and thester class - stories that made Jason’s eyes go wide and Alpha Dick laugh out loud.
Catherine swallowed hard. She could have denied it. Could have said it wasn’t as bad as it sounded. Could have pretended that it was just what omegas did, just what they were meant to endure.
But Alpha Bruce’s eyes were steady. And there was something about the way he asked—like he already knew the answer. Like it wasn’t a question so much as an invitation.
“I was hungry, yes,” she admitted just as quietly. “I was always hungry.” She hadn’t meant to admit it. Not so bare and honest. But once the words were out, they lingered in the air between them, heavier than she expected. And there was no taking them back.
It felt strange to say it out loud. Strange and foreign and wrong, as though just acknowledging it might undo all the work she’d done to convince herself that it hadn’t mattered—that hunger wasn’t pain, it was discipline. Discipline was holy.
She’d grown up hearing that from the pulpit and from her father’s mouth—discipline was what shaped an omega, what taught them submission and humility. What prepared them to serve their Alpha, to hold their place, to understand that the small aches of their bodies were nothing compared to the righteousness of obedience. Hunger wasn’t punishment.
Alpha Bruce didn’t answer right away. He didn’t rush to fill the silence or push her for more details. He didn’t flinch or frown or look away. He was silent for so long that Catherine finally risked glancing up, her pulse jumping.
She expected disapproval. She braced for it—the narrow-eyed kind her Alpha Father used to give her, full of disappointment and quiet rage
But Alpha Bruce wasn’t looking at her like that. There was no disapproval in his eyes.
Instead, his expression was heavy—serious in a way that made her heart skip and her stomach tighten. It was unreadable, almost too much to look at, but there was something there.
Something that made her breath catch and her skin warm under his gaze.
“You’re not hungry now,” he said quietly, but this time it was a question. As if he needed to make sure.
Her hand trembled faintly as she put her spoon down, swallowing hard.
“No, Alpha,” she murmured. He nodded.
“That’s good,” he said, and his voice was still quiet, but there was an edge to it now.
There was something final in the way he said it. Something that felt almost like a promise. „I don‘t wan‘t you hungry.“
She didn’t know what to do with it. So she nodded in thanks, picked up her spoon and took another bite. The stew was warm and rich, thick with carrots and potatoes, and it didn’t taste like guilt or punishment. It tasted good.
And Catherine didn’t know if she’d ever get used to that. But she wanted too! Oh how she desperatly wanted to get used to a warm bowl of stew and an Alpha who didn‘t hurt pups, regardless if he sired them or not.
***
The family den was warm, the kind of warmth that seeped into Catherine’s skin and softened the edges of her bones. The fire in the hearth crackled gently, casting flickering shadows across the paneled walls, and the smell of chocolate and milk lingered faintly in the air. It was a rare sort of comfort.
Jason was still perched cross-legged on the rug, a cookie half-eaten in his hand, his cheeks flushed and sticky with melted chocolate. He’d already finished his lewk warm milk, draining it quickly as though afraid someone might decide he wasn’t allowed to have it after all. Catherine understood the impulse.
Her own mug rested on the end table beside her, the sweet coffee cooling slowly. It was still strange to drink something so indulgent. Unbelievable to know she could go back into the kitchen and make another cup if she wanted.
Beta Alfred had shown her how to use the machine after dinner—its buttons, its frothing wand, the neat rows of sirups to top them off with words like vanilla and hazelnut and mocha . She’d stood there afterward, staring at the thing like it might disappear the moment she turned her back. But it hadn’t.
And now the mug sat within reach, and the sugar lingered on her tongue, and it all felt a little too good to be real.
Her fingers twitched faintly where they rested on her knee, the instinct to keep her hands busy—keep herself useful—still strong. But there was nothing to do. Beta Alfred had accepted her help with cleaning up the kitchen after dinner, humming softly as he worked, but Alpha Bruce hadn’t asked for anything since they’d all retreated to the den. So she sat.
She sat and let herself listen to Jason’s laughter, let herself watch the way Alpha Dick spread the colorful pieces of the board game across the low table, patient as he explained the rules.
“You each get a starting point,” he said, pointing to the corners of the board. “The goal is to find your treasures and get back to your start before anyone else.”
Tim furrowed his brow, already holding his piece too tightly, while Jason leaned forward, his sharp eyes scanning the maze tiles scattered across the board.
“But the paths move,” Alpha Dick continued, sliding one of the tiles to demonstrate how the walls shifted, blocking or opening paths. “So you have to plan ahead, and if someone messes up your route, you have to figure out a new one.”
Jason frowned at that, his brows knitting, and Catherine smiled faintly. He’d figure it out—he was a clever kid. And she didn‘t think Jason would be punished in this house if he didn‘t figure it out. Alpha wouldn‘t punish over something like that. She was almost sure.
On the couch beside her, Alpha Bruce was quiet, his focus fixed on the tablet in his lap. His fingers moved steadily over the screen, the glow of it catching faintly in his eyes, but she could feel his presence.
The scent of him—rich and low and warm—seemed to fill the space between them, pressing against the edges of her thoughts.
It was distracting in a way she wasn’t used to.
She’d always been good at keeping herself small, at being invisible when it mattered most. But now her senses kept pulling her toward him, to the steady thrum of his scent and the broad set of his shoulders and the sound of his breathing. The bond still felt strange. New and vulnerable. But it wasn’t sharp or heavy the way she’d known from her Alpha Fathers bite. Not full of lust and desperation like Alpha Willis claiming her mid-fuck. It didn’t ache like a leash or burn like a brand. Instead, it felt… grounding.
Across the room, Beta Alfred turned a page in his book, the sound quiet and deliberate. The lamp beside him threw light over his shoulder, illuminating the gentle slope of his features. Damian slept soundly in the crib near the hearth, his tiny fists curled under his chin. Everything felt warm and good.
The game was in full swing now, and Jason had picked up the rules almost immediately, pushing tiles and plotting paths like it was second nature. Alpha Dick’s grin widened as the game went on, and he made sure to don‘t block the paths of the little kids to often.
Tim whooped when his green little plastic guy landed on the symbol he needed to land on, his grin wide, and Jason grinned too—bright and unguarded in a way that made Catherine’s throat tighten.
Catherine watched it all unfold from the couch, her chest warming as she listened to their laughter and saw the way Jason’s confidence grew with every turn. He looked so proud .
And Alpha Dick was good with them—patient but playful, firm enough to keep the game moving but soft enough to make sure Tim and Jason didn’t get discouraged. She hadn’t expected him to be so careful. But maybe she should have. He was Alpha Bruces son.
The fire crackled softly, and the bond stirred again, low and steady. Alpha Bruce was still quiet beside her. His focus shifted back and forth—from the screen to the children and back again—but there was something easy about it. Comfortable.
The scent of him lingered, warm and steady, and Catherine found herself leaning into it without realizing. She glanced at his cup as he set it down. Empty. The impulse came before she could think better of it.
“Would you like me to make you another coffee, Alpha?” Her voice was quiet, hesitant, but she straightened slightly, already halfway to standing before he turned his head.
Her body was moving on its own, her heart kicking up, steady and certain in its purpose. She knew this. Knew how to do this. She could picture it so clearly—standing by the old, scratched-up counter in the kitchen, brewing Alpha Willis’s coffee the exact way he liked it. Black. Bitter.
Alpha Bruce liked his coffee milder. She could make it that way. She’d paid attention, watched Beta Alfred push all the right buttons, listened to the machine whirr and hum as it filled the cup with a perfect golden cappuchino. She could do it.
And maybe then, maybe if she did something useful , the warmth curling low in her stomach would settle. Maybe she wouldn’t feel so unsteady. But Alpha Bruce only blinked at her. It wasn’t disapproval—nothing like that—but there was a flicker of something in his eyes that made her freeze anyway. Then he shook his head, the movement slow and deliberate.
“One coffee this late is plenty for me,” he said, his voice as steady and even as ever. “Thank you, though.” She lowered her head slightly, eyes dropping to his cup as if, perhaps, he did want something else. She’d gotten it wrong before, hadn’t she? Alpha Willis would huff and sigh and roll his eyes if she didn’t anticipate his needs quickly enough—if she didn’t fetch his drink before he even noticed he wanted one. And he’d remind her afterward, sharp and scathing, that she should know better.
“I could—I could bring you something else instead, if you’d rather? Some tea? Or water? Or—”
Alpha Bruce shifted beside her, and it made her breath hitch, her words faltering.
„I don‘t need anything to drink right not. I‘m good.“ He was almost casual about it, they way he said it. She wet her lips, hands pressing into the cushions like she might push herself to her feet.
“I could—” Her voice cracked, and she swallowed quickly, lowering her eyes further. “If you’re tired, I could—rub your shoulders, maybe? Or—” Her cheeks burned. “Your feet, if you need—if you want.” The words came out in a rush, each softer than the last, trembling slightly at the edges.
She didn’t look at him. She couldn’t .
Her thoughts spun—images flashing unbidden. Kneeling on the scratchy rug by Alpha Willis’s chair, digging her fingers into the arches of his feet until he hummed and tipped his beer bottle toward her in lazy approval. Kneeling by the couch to work the stiffness from his calves. Kneeling by the bed to unlatch his belt. She’d always knelt. Always served. Always made herself useful .
Alpha Bruce scent curled close—warm and steady and so different from the sharp, acrid tang of cigarettes and old leather she’d been used to. It wasn’t harsh. It didn’t choke her. But it still commanded .
“No, Catherine,” he said gently. “That is not necessary.”
She blinked again, her breathing shallow.
She knew what to do when an Alpha told her what he needed. She didn’t know what to do when one didn’t .
„I would like for you to rest, if you can,“ he said. The word stuck in her ears, rang sharp against everything she’d been taught.
Rest wasn’t something omegas were given . Not when there were Alphas to tend to. Not when there were dishes to wash and laundry to fold and feet to rub and knots of tension to knead from tired shoulders.
Alpha Bruce’s voice stayed even. Careful.
“You may always get yourself another coffee,” he said, “or whatever else you’d like to drink. You can grab a book or…” He hesitated—just barely. “You could retreat to your private quarters, if you’d rather be resting alone.”
Alone. Her fingers twitched. It didn’t make sense. Alpha Willis would never —
But this wasn’t Alpha Willis.
Alpha Bruce exhaled softly, the sound low and even, and when he shifted just slightly, his knee brushing lightly against hers and staying there , Catherine stilled. Her breath caught in her throat, and for one sharp, trembling moment, she almost leaned closer. Almost pressed herself toward the warmth of him—toward the scent that steadied her pulse and slowed her breathing and made her feel less like she was standing on the edge of something she didn’t understand.
But she didn’t. She couldn’t. So she stayed perfectly still, hands folded in her lap, letting the fire crackle and the kids chatter and the warmth of his scent settle low and steady under her skin. And Alpha Bruce let her. He let her sit there in the quiet without expecting anything at all.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. Then Alpha Bruce shifted again, picking up his tablet. She exhaled slowly—carefully—and let her gaze drift back toward the boys.
They had finished their second round of the game and were already packing it up, moving with the kind of ease and unhurried confidence that made something in her chest ache. Jason was smiling. Not much—just the smallest twitch of his lips when Alpha Dick said something funny, as he pulled out another game.
Catherine felt her heart stutter. Jason wasn’t watching the door. Wasn’t flinching every time someone shifted or tensed or moved too quickly. He wasn’t curled into her side, hiding his face in her sleeve and holding on so tightly it made her fingers numb.
It was strange to see Jason so at ease. So unafraid . Strange and good . And maybe that should have been enough to make her relax too.
And it almost did, until Bruce’s voice cut through the quiet again, low but casual.
“Speaking of private quarters…”
Catherine blinked, pulse picking up again.
Alpha Bruce didn’t look up from his tablet.
“The room next to yours—just across the nursery—is still unoccupied.”
He paused, scrolling for a moment before adding, “I was thinking it might make a good space for Jason. A proper bedroom, once he’s ready.”
The words hit like a jolt. Catherine’s breath caught, her stomach twisting. And before she could stop him, Jason’s head whipped up so fast Catherine heard the soft thud of his knee hitting the underside of the table.
“No!”
His voice cracked, sharp and high and so small . Catherine flinched. He wasn’t supposed to talk back to an Alpha like that. He wasn’t supposed to raise his voice—not ever—but especially not here , not now, not when Alpha Bruce had been so patient with them, so kind.
But Jason didn’t seem to notice her tension. Didn’t even glance her way. He was staring at Alpha Bruce instead, eyes wide and wet and glassy, his knuckles white where they gripped the edge of the table.
“I don’t wanna sleep alone!” His voice cracked again—higher this time—and Catherine’s chest seized. Not here. Not in front of them . She could already feel Beta Alfred’s gaze shift toward the table, could hear the way Alpha Dick’s voice dropped to a whisper as he glanced over his shoulder.
Jason didn’t notice that either. Didn’t notice anything . Because he was panicking. Catherine recognized it immediately—the sharp rise and fall of his chest, the way his shoulders curled in like he was trying to make himself smaller even as his voice grew louder.
She’d seen it before. She’d seen it every night for three weeks straight at the facility, when he’d sobbed into her shoulder until he hiccupped and shook so hard that she thought he might be sick.
He’d been terrified. Terrified of the handlers , of the stories they told, of the whispers and half-truths and barely veiled threats that sank their claws into his head and wouldn’t let go.
And he hadn’t been wrong to be afraid. He’d heard them talking about it—heard them say how omegas didn’t keep their kids, how no Alpha wanted a child that wasn’t their own, how the facility was full of children just like him who’d been sent away the moment they presented as an Omega. If he presented as a Beta—or an Alpha even—he’d be sent to the state, raised in a boarding school, given an education and food and a clean bed in a dorm room with other kids of the same fate until he aged out of the system.
Either way, he’d never see his mother again. He’d cried for three weeks. And Catherine hadn’t been able to do anything except hold him and whisper empty reassurances, because he was right . He was right . And even now—safe and warm and well-fed—Catherine still knew she couldn‘t promise him otherwise. Jason staying just a day past his presentation would be in the goodwill of Alpha Bruce.
Catherine’s hands twitched in her lap, and she barely resisted the urge to reach for him. To pull him close and press his face into her shoulder and tell him to stop , to be quiet , to stop making a scene .
But Alpha Bruce was already moving. Slow and careful. He set his tablet aside, the motion deliberate, and Jason’s breath hitched like a startled animal.
Catherine braced herself. For sharp words. For anger. For the weight of authority pressing down . For Alpha Bruce to realise that it was one thing to not spank his own pups, but that a misbehaving child sired by another Alpha was a whole different story.
But it never came.
Instead, Alpha Bruce leaned forward just enough to rest his forearms against his knees, keeping his posture loose—nonthreatening—and when he spoke, his voice was low and measured.
“Jason.” One word. Not a command. Not a reprimand. Just her sweet pups name . Jason sucked in a breath, shoulders trembling, and Catherine’s pulse skipped when Alpha Bruce kept going. “It’s okay.”
Soft. So soft that it felt like a foreign language. “You don’t have to sleep alone,“ Alpha Bruce said. “Not until you are ready to.“
Jason’s lip trembled, his chin wobbling with it, but he didn’t look away. Didn’t blink. Didn’t even breathe . And Alpha Bruce didn’t push him. Didn’t tell him to stop crying or to pull himself together. Didn’t tell him to sit still or lower his voice. Didn’t tell him anything .
He just let the words sit there. Let them sink.
And Catherine felt her own chest tighten. Because he was so so gentle.
Jason’s shoulders were still trembling, his small hands still clutching the edge of the table like it was the only thing keeping him grounded, knuckles pale and tight, trembling fingers digging in like the wood might suddenly slip out from under him.
And then—
“You’re lying!” The words hit like a slap, sharp and panicked, cracking out into the quiet like glass shattering on a stone floor.
Jason’s voice wasn’t just loud—it was accusing. It was desperate. It was afraid.
Catherine flinched instinctively, her body tensing even though Alpha Bruce’s scent stayed steady. No sharpness. No edge. No anger curling in the air, no sudden snap of dominance cutting through the room like she was used to.
Instead, there was confusion. Alpha Bruce looked like he had last night when Damian wouldn’t stop crying—uncertain, uneasy, like he wasn’t sure if he was supposed to fix something or if it just needed time.
Like he didn’t know how to soothe the ache or even what the ache really was. And Catherine knew he didn’t understand yet. Her stomach turned, and she fisted her hands tight against her knees, nails pressing deep into the fabric of her jeans until the sharp sting kept her steady. Her voice felt thin and small.
“Alpha.” His head turned toward her immediately. It made her heart jump.
“They told him—” She faltered, the words catching on a breath that refused to settle. “They told him what happens once he presents.”
Alpha Bruce’s brows pulled together, his confusion deepening, but he didn’t interrupt.
He didn’t demand an explanation or push her to keep talking faster. He just waited .
And somehow, that only made it harder to get the words out.
Catherine lowered her eyes quickly, heat rising to burn against her cheeks and throat as if the act of speaking was something shameful.
“At the facility,” she said, and the words fell out faster than she’d meant, tumbling awkwardly, uneven and sharp at the edges, like breaking glass. “The handlers—they said he’d be taken away once he presents.”
Her voice faltered again, and she couldn’t bring herself to look up. Couldn’t bear to see his reaction. Her words dropped lower, trembling at the edges. She felt her eyes getting wet and tried to push the tears down.
“They said you’d give him away.”
The words hit the air and hung there, heavy and suffocating, and Jason let out a soft, broken sound—half-sob, half-whimper—and Catherine flinched .
She bit her lip hard enough to sting.
“If he’s an omega,” she pushed on quickly, as if rushing through the worst of it might make it easier, “they said he’d be sold. Probably right back to the facility.”
Her voice cracked. A single tear escaped her eyelid. But the words didn’t stop.
“And if he’s a Beta or an Alpha—” Her throat closed, and for a moment, the words just hung there, raw and unfinished, until they came out as barely more than a whisper. “They said he’d go to the state.”
Jason whimpered again, and Catherine clenched her fists tighter, shoulders curling inward as if she could make herself disappear. But Alpha Bruce—Bruce didn’t flinch. He only reached out slowly— carefully —and laid his hand flat against the table. Palm up, open. Not reaching for Jason. Just offering .
“That’s not going to happen.”
Jason didn’t move, he didn‘t even look at the hand. His breath hitched hard, and his fingers curled tighter against the wood, but Aloha Bruce didn’t pull his hand away.
“No one is taking you away from your mama.”
Jason sniffled, his shoulders shaking, but his grip loosened, just barely, his fingers twitching toward Alpha Bruce’s palm before hesitating again. The Alpha didn’t push.
“Not now,” Alpha Bruce said, and his voice softened even further, “not when you present. Not ever.”
Jason’s breath hitched again, but it wasn’t as sharp this time.
“You’re not going anywhere, Jason.” The way Alpha Bruce was saying it, it wasn’t a promise . It was a fact . But Jason’s breath still hitched—sharp and shallow and scared .
His shoulders curled in tighter, and his voice cracked as he stumbled over words that felt too big to fit inside his small frame.
“But they said—” The sob that caught in his throat barely made it past his lips before the next one choked him again. “They said you would! They said—”
“They were wrong,“ Alpha Bruce said. The words were firm, certain, and it was like something shifted in the air. Jason sniffed hard, wiping his nose against the sleeve of his new Paw Patrol shirt, leaving snot smeared across the bright fabric.
But Alpha Bruce didn’t even seem to care. He didn’t tell him to stop making a mess or clean it up. Didn’t make a single move to correct him. Instead, he leaned forward just slightly—not enough to crowd Jason, not enough to loom over him—but enough that the warmth of his scent settled closer, filling the space between them and pressing out the edges of the fear still clinging to the air.
“You’re staying with your mama,” he said, and there was no hesitation, no room for doubt—just steady, deliberate sincerity. He paused, just long enough for the words to settle, then added, “And you’re staying with me, pup.”
Jason’s breath hitched again, but it wasn‘t as sharp. The fingers that had been white-knuckled against the edge of the table just a moment ago finally moved . Slowly. Cautiously. Trembling as they lifted—hesitating halfway, as if Jason wasn’t sure whether he was still allowed to reach out.
Alpha Bruce waited, palm still up and open, until Jason’s fingers brushed against his—light and trembling and barely there. Catherine’s breath caught. She couldn’t stop the tear that slipped down her cheek again. Couldn’t stop the ache that tightened behind her ribs at the sight of her boy—her brave boy—finally reaching out.
Alpha Bruce’s fingers curled gently around Jason’s. Steady warmth, grounding and solid and safe . Fatherly almost. He squeezed once.
Catherine let out a shaky breath of her own, pressing her palms hard against her thighs and lowering her head as the weight in her chest finally began to ease.
Alpha Bruce stayed where he was, his hand still cradling Jason’s tiny fingers.
Notes:
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Chapter 27
Notes:
Trigger:
Cursive Part (Flashback): Misscarriage (not main character), child abuse, bed wetting
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The soft clatter of plastic monkeys hitting the bottom of the tower filled the room again, a quiet background hum beneath the low crackle of the fire.
Jason sat cross-legged on the floor between Alpha Dick and Tim, shoulders still rounded inward and his eyes just a little too wide, too red around the edges. He’d stopped rubbing at his face, but his cheeks still looked blotchy, and his nose was pink.
He wasn’t sniffling anymore, though, and his small hands—still a little shaky—were carefully holding a bright green stick as he tried to slide it free without sending more monkeys tumbling down.
Catherine sat stiffly where she was, back straight, hands folded tightly in her lap as if keeping still could hold the moment together. She hadn’t moved since the meltdown, hadn’t said a word. and her eyes kept drifting toward Jason, even when she tried not to watch him so closely.
He was still playing. Still letting Tim chatter beside him and still leaning—just slightly—toward Alpha Dick when the older boy offered advice.
And then Alpha Bruce shifted again.
Catherine’s breath caught automatically, her hands tightening where they rested.
Alpha Bruce glanced down at the tablet balanced in his lap, tapping at it like he had been before, his scent still steady and calm, the way it had been since Jason’s panic.
“Jason,” he said slowly.
Jason still flinched. His small hands stilled against the game, fingers curling tight around one of the plastic sticks, and when he looked up at Alpha Bruce, his eyes were wide and wary.
Alpha Bruce must have noticed. He didn’t lean forward or change his position, didn’t let his scent sharpen or shift even a little, and his voice stayed steady and even.
“You wouldn’t have to sleep in a different room,” he said. “Not unless you want to. But I was thinking you might like having your own space—for your toys and books. Somewhere that’s just yours.”
Catherine’s head snapped up before she could stop herself. She caught the Alphas eye—just barely—before her gaze dropped again, but it didn’t matter. Her shock was already out in the open.
Why was he so set on Jason having his own bedroom? They were fine as they were—more than fine. When they still lived with Alpha Willis—when they’d scraped by on whatever money he didn’t spend at the bar, there’d been no bed for Jason there.
No toys or books. Just the little nest she’d built in the hallway for when Alpha Willis didn’t want him in their bed. Jason had her. He had her arms and her scent and the little makeshift nest she made every night with worn blankets and flat pillows to keep him safe.
And after that—
Catherine swallowed hard.
After that, they’d been in the facility. Sharing one bunk room with a dozen other Omegas and their pups. It had been loud and cramped, the air thick with sweat and tears and urine and fear—always fear.
It was the kind of noise that never stopped, never dulled—always humming under the skin like an itch Catherine couldn’t scratch. The sound of bodies shifting on thin mattresses, the creak of rusted springs, and the constant shuffle of feet on cold cement floors.
But the crying was the worst. Sharp, high-pitched wails that cut through the air at random intervals, the kind that pierced straight into her skull and settled deep, like splinters. Sometimes it was the babies, hungry or wet or just scared and needing their mamas, but other times—
Other times, it was the older ones. The ones who’d started to understand where they were and what that meant.
Jason had cried too. Not often—not like the others. But when he did, it was quiet. Quiet and breathless and desperate. The kind of sound that twisted her stomach and made her want to claw her way out of her own skin.
She’d held him through all of it. Through every sob, every hiccup, every sharp little gasp, and every terrified whimper that slipped out no matter how hard he tried to hold it back. She’d held him until her arms ached and her back screamed from sitting too long in one position, until his breathing evened out and his little body went slack against her chest.
But there were nights—
***
The heat and the press of bodies—too close, too desperate—made her own pulse climb high. It clung to Catherine’s skin, damp and sticky, mixing with the sour tang of urine and the acrid bite of fear that had seeped into every corner of the bunkroom, housing a dozen Omegas and all their unclaimed pups.
She shifted Jason’s weight in her lap, his small body trembling against her chest even though he wasn’t making a sound. She rubbed slow circles between his shoulder blades, breathing him in, the faint scent of cotton and rain. Sweet and soft—too soft for this place.
The noise never stopped. Coughs, whispers, the shuffle of bodies too restless to sleep. And the crying. Always the crying.
But tonight—
Tonight, it was the sound of a body hitting the floor that broke through the stale hum of noise and sent Jason’s fingers clutching desperately at her shirt.
Catherine flinched, her head snapping to the side, her heart leaping into her throat when she saw the little boy curled up on the cold cement between the beds. Small and pale and trembling, but silent.
The child hadn’t even been older than Jason—had barely been out of toddlerhood—but the woman, his own Omega Mother, had shoved him anyway.
The Omega woman didn’t even look down at him as she shoved another child—an even smaller one—into the empty space where the boy had been sleeping.
“He’ll live,” the woman had said flatly when she caught Cathrines stare, her voice rough and worn, eyes dull and tired. “He knows better than to cry about it.”
And he hadn’t. The boy had just curled up tight on the hard cement, knees pulled to his chest, and stayed there.
Catherine’s stomach churned. The smell hit her a second later. Ammonia. Sharp and acrid and familiar. The mattress was wet. The boy had wet himself, and the woman—
Catherine swallowed hard. Jason had done it too, just days ago, his little legs shaking while they waited in the endless line for the single toilet. He hadn’t even made it halfway before the tears started, his cheeks burning red with humiliation as the damp spot spread down his pants.
She’d cleaned him up as best she could—held him while he cried and told him it was okay even though it wasn’t. Even though nothing about this place was okay. There wasn‘t even any clothes to change him into that night, but she‘d had been lucky, the next day they all got a new set of facility issued clothes after being allowed to take a quick cold shower, just like they did every week.
And the pup on the floor probably hadn‘t even know how to hold it yet. Cathrine felt so bad for the little one. She shuddered by the thought of the toddler having to wear his ruined pants for four more days until changing day.
Catherine had stared—frozen—and Jason had tugged hard at her shirt, his fingers trembling even though he didn’t make a sound.
She should’ve done something. Said something. But she didn’t. She just looked away.
Later, when Jason finally slept and the boy on the floor didn’t move, Catherine sat with her back pressed hard against the wall and tried to breathe past the knot in her throat.
Two days later, she talked to the woman. Her name was Caroline. She had been on her third Alpha. The first one had died. Left her with two pups and no claim. He hadn‘t been horrible, Caroline said. He‘d been nice to the kids and he even let her sit sometimes on the little wooden bank in their garden. Cathrine didn‘t think Caroline would have become like this, if her first Alpha had lived.
The second had bred her four more times, then sold off her oldest as soon as the girl presented Omega. He’d called it an investment. Said Omegas were worth more to the facility than to him. He had landed in jail for a bank robbery gone wrong just a year later, and before Caroline even knew what happened she was back in the facility, five unclaimed kids in tow.
It had been a miracle that she had been sold again. Her third Alpha had been horrible. He had beaten her and the kids every single day. Caroline told her no specifics but the scars on her and her pups bodies told Cathrine enough.
He had dumped her second child, a twelve year old Beta boy, off to the state the second he presented. And then the Alpha had gotten her pregnant again—one last time—before sending her back when she fell down the cellar stairs, fucking up her knee beyond repair and killing the life inside of her—marking her as defective.
Caroline had come back with four pups in tow, one less inside her, and two already lost. Cathrine couldn‘t even imagine the pain.
Catherine wanted to hate her. Wanted to despise her for shoving her child onto the floor and leaving him there like a kicked dog. But she couldn’t. Because Caroline was what happened to women who survived this place.
She was what Catherine was afraid of becoming. So she didn’t hate her. She pitied her. And she clutched Jason a little tighter that night, pressed her nose into his hair, and breathed him in like he was the only thing keeping her alive.
***
“I thought maybe we could make it fun,” Alpha Bruce continued, the awkwardness in his voice growing just enough that even Catherine noticed it. “You could pick out some colors for the walls. Or posters—pictures of whatever you like. Maybe new bedding?”
Catherine bit the inside of her cheek hard enough to taste blood and forced herself to stay quiet, still, even as her pulse thundered in her ears. She was sitting in Bruce Wayne’s massive home with the warm scent of cedarwood and musk wrapped around her, Catherine couldn’t stop the phantom smells of piss and vomit from curling in the back of her throat, while Alpha Bruce spoke about permanence.
Jason’s lip wobbled, and Catherine’s heart seized. When Jason answered, his voice was so soft it was barely more than a whisper.
“I don’t have any books, Alpha Wayne.”
Catherine flinched. It was a fact, simple and unchangeable. And it was true. Jason didn’t have any books. He didn‘t have any toys exept the small old lion plushy he cuddled around every night and his brand new toy falcon that he carried around in his trousers pocket every single day.
Her stomach twisted, and her eyes burned, but she kept them locked on her lap, her fingers curling tight against her knees because she realized she’d never be able to give Jason the kind of life Alpha Bruce could, if he wanted. Not books. School. Toys. A whole bedroom.
Alpha Bruce shifted again, and Catherine braced herself. Her shoulders went rigid.
It wasn’t conscious but her body moved before her mind could catch up, her chin lowering and her spine straightening as if bracing for some invisible weight to fall.
When Alpha Bruce cleared his throat, his voice steady but just awkward enough to seem out of place for an Alpha of his build.
“Yes, right,” he said, and Catherine barely resisted the urge to drop her eyes. “About that…”
He turned to her and Catherine froze.
Her breath hitched, her chin dropped a fraction lower without her permission, her shoulders curling ever so slightly forward as the air seemed to press in closer.
Jason’s small, sharp panic had stirred something in her earlier—something that hadn’t fully settled—and even now, with Alpha Bruce’s scent steady and calm and warm, her instincts tightened their grip.
Jasons lip was still chapped from the way he’d chewed at it earlier, and his eyes were still red at the edges, making him look smaller than usual. Catherine had to resist the impulse to tug him into her arms, to bury her nose in his hair and shield him.
“I know Christmas is coming up,” Alpha Wayne said, and Catherine blinked at the words because she hadn’t expected them—not at all. He cleared his throat again, a small, self-conscious noise that felt alien coming from someone like him. “And I also know the boys will get enough toys then.”
Her lips parted before she could think better of it, but no words came out. Because what did you say to that?
“I don’t usually make a habit of spoiling my kids.” The words rang out, calm and sure. From the armchair, Beta Alfred coughed lightly turning a page in his book. His expression was perfectly neutral, his gaze still firmly fixed on the text in his lap, but Catherine saw the faint twitch of his lips—just enough to notice if you were looking—and the sound didn’t seem so innocent anymore.
Alpha Bruce turned toward him slowly, the movement deliberate but not sharp, and for the first time since meeting him, Catherine saw something—
Not anger. Not even irritation. Something softer. Almost…embarrassment? She didn’t have time to fully process it before another voice jumped in.
“The indoor gym doesn’t count?” Alpha Dick grinned big, playing with one of the plastic monkeys, balancing on one of the sticks. Was he challenging his Alpha Father? Young Alphas could be dumb like that. Catherine’s heart stuttered because she didn’t understand how the kid was still smiling. And why was Alpha Bruce letting him talk like that?
“Or the treehouse?“ Tim piped up. He tilted his head without looking up, his small hands steady as he leaned closer to the game. Her mouth went dry. Tim was so small. Just slighty taller than Jason and his scent was sweet and bitter like the coffee Cathrine had liked so much.
“May I remind you of the outdoor playground, Master Bruce?“ Beta Alfred mused, instead of stopping the boys. Why wasn‘t he stopping them?
“Or the trip to Disney Land this summer?” Alpha Dick finished, and this time Tim let out a laugh—light and careless—and Catherine’s chest went tight.
Alpha Bruce exhaled through his nose. And the boys didn’t even flinch. They didn’t lower their heads in apology. Catherine had to grip her knees to keep her hands from trembling.
Alpha Bruce shifted again, clearing his throat as if he were still trying to shake off the teasing. Her own thoughts were still spinning—caught somewhere between awe and disbelief—because the casualness with which Beta Alfred and the boys had spoken to him, the ease with which they’d teased an Alpha, was something she couldn’t even begin to understand.
She would never—could never—have spoken that way to an Alpha, not even her own Alpha Father before she’d presented. Not even Alpha Willis, who had owned her for seven years.
But Alpha Bruce just shifted his weight, his expression still calm, though there was something in his scent—something warm and a little sheepish—that made Catherine’s head spin.
Alpha Bruce hadn’t snapped at the teasing. He hadn’t even raised his voice or flexed his scent. He’d just taken it. And then he’d turned back to her like none of it had even happened.
Now, as he glanced at the tablet again and shifted it so the screen angled toward her, she saw the faint trace of color on his neck—the only sign that he’d been affected at all—and it only unsettled her further. How could an Alpha that powerful be embarrassed?
“What I’m saying,” he continued “is that I’d like to get Jason a few things. Toys and books and whatever else might help him feel at home.”
The words hit like a punch. Catherine’s breath caught hard. Her fingers twitched where they rested on her knees, curling instinctively inward until her nails bit into the soft skin of her palms, grounding her against the sudden weight of it.
Alpha Bruce shifted slightly, tilting the tablet in his lap just enough for her to see the screen, and Catherine’s breath hitched again as her eyes took in the bright colors that blinked back at her.
But then the Alpha spoke again, steady and even, and Catherine’s attention snapped back to him before she could let her thoughts spiral too far.
“May I, Catherine?” he asked. She dropped her gaze immediately, struggling to process what he was saying.
Her pulse stuttered in her chest because it didn’t feel real. It didn’t make sense. No one—no Alpha—had ever asked her permission for anything.
She wasn’t supposed to be asked. She wasn’t supposed to have permission to give. She wasn’t supposed to have authority—not over herself, not over Jason, not over anything. And yet Alpha Bruce was looking at her for permission.
“May he have a look?” Alpha Brucr added when she didn’t immediately speak, his voice warm and steady in the sudden, heavy silence between them. “And select a few things? Just enough to get started—we wouldn’t have to go overboard.” His words were patient, almost gentle, but Catherine could barely process them through the buzzing in her ears.
It was insane. If he thought Jason needed more than what he had, then he’d get it. If he thought Jason didn‘t deserve anything he could take it all away, the toy falcon, the paw patrol shirt with snot at the sleeve, the food, the bed, the promise of permanence.
He didn’t need her permission. He was the Alpha. He could do whatever he wanted.
And yet—
Catherine’s eyes darted to Jason without thinking. Her pup was still hunched over the low couch table, his shoulders stiff and his hands fidgeting nervously with the plastic sticks.
“I—” Her voice cracked before she could stop it, and she sucked in a quick breath, lowering her head even further. “I mean—”
Her throat felt dry, and the words stuck.
“If—if you think it’s best, Alpha Wayne—”
She stopped herself too late, already wincing at the formality as her hands clenched harder against her knees.
“I mean—” She swallowed again, her tongue dry in her mouth. “Bruce. I’m sure he’d—we will be very grateful.”
Her voice softened as she finished, dipping almost into a whisper, and she couldn’t stop the heat that prickled faintly behind her eyes when she saw Jason’s fingers twitch against the sticks.
The words still didn’t feel right—still didn’t feel like enough—but Catherine didn’t know what else to say. She didn’t know how to say it. Because maybe Jason was going to have things— real things—and it was all too much.
“Jason,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice as steady and even as it had been before, but softer now. Almost careful. “Why don’t you come here for a minute?”
Jason froze at first, his shoulders hunching higher like he wasn’t sure whether he’d done something wrong, but Alpha Bruce didn’t push—just waited with a patience that somehow made Catherine’s chest feel tight.
And after a few seconds, Jason put the sticks down and climbed to his feet, his head ducked low and his hands clenched nervously at his sides as he shuffled toward them.
“Sit here,” Alpha Bruce said, patting the couch cushion between himself and Catherine in a way that was somehow both casual and intentional at the same time, and Jason obeyed immediately, scrambling up onto the couch. He stuck close to Catherine’s side at first—leaning into her with a faint tremble still lingering in his scent—but Alpha Bruce didn’t seem to mind.
Instead, he angled the tablet so it was balanced between the two of them, one corner brushing lightly against Jason’s knee.
“I wanted to show you something,” Alpha Bruce said, and then he tapped the screen, scrolling slowly so they could both see. “I put together a few things—just ideas—some things you might like to have in your room. Or in the room you share with your Mama, right?“
Jason’s fingers twitched against his pants, and Catherine felt her throat tighten again because his room was still such a strange idea to her. But Jason leaned in a little closer anyway, and Alpha Bruce started scrolling.
Jason’s eyes widened almost immediately, the tension in his body shifting just enough to let Catherine know he’d noticed the colors first. Bright reds and greens and blues. Bold pictures of dinosaurs with open jaws and firefighters in helmets.
And plush toys—soft and round and smiling—tucked neatly alongside the blankets and pillows. Catherine didn’t know where to look first, but Jason did. His fingers twitched against his lap before reaching out, hesitant at first but then a little bolder, pressing carefully against one of the bedding sets.
The one with dinosaurs.
“You like that?” Alpha Bruce asked, watching him without any obvious judgment.
Jason nodded quickly, his head jerking up and down even as his fingers stayed glued to the screen.
“I thought you might,” Alpha Bruce said, something faintly amused in his voice, but gentle too. “There are a lot of dinosaur ones. But we can look at other colors, too, if you want. Or even other animals. It doesn’t have to be dinosaurs if you see something else you like more.”
Jason shook his head fast, still not looking up. “Dinosaurs,” he said quietly, almost too soft to hear, but there was just enough certainty there that Alpha Bruce nodded without hesitation.
“Dinosaurs,” he agreed, scrolling a little further down. “And maybe this one too?”
He tapped on another set—Paw Patrol this time, with the same bright reds and blues—and Jason leaned in closer without even seeming to realize it, his scent lifting just slightly as he took in the smiling cartoon dogs.
“And maybe a matching plush toy? That one’s Marshalls,” Alpha Bruce said, glancing at Catherine briefly before focusing on Jason again. “He’s the firefighter, right?”
Jason nodded again, his shoulders relaxing just a little more.
“Do you like him?” Alpha Bruce asked. “Or is there another one you like better? Chase? Rubble?” Jason hesitated.
“Marshall,” he said finally, his voice still soft but a little steadier now. “I like red.”
“Red,” Alpha Bruce echoed, scrolling again. “Alright. Marshall it is.”
He tapped a few buttons without looking away from the screen, adding the firefighter pup plushy to the list without hesitation, scrolling down to another plush—this one a red dragon with wide, shiny eyes—and Jason’s face twitched with something so soft and fleeting that Catherine almost missed it.
“We’ll add that one too,” Alpha Bruce said, clearly noticing.
“What about books, Jace?” he asked next, pausing this time on a row of colorful covers, some with big illustrations, others with simple words and short sentences. “Any Idea which books you like?“
Jason froze immediately. Catherine felt it before she saw it—his scent tightening again—and she already knew what he was going to say.
“I don’t…” Jason’s voice cracked, and Alpha Bruce waited, patient as ever. Jason swallowed hard.
“I don’t know any book names,” he admitted finally. And then, even softer—“Except Mama’s book. Great Expectations . Mama always reads that to me.”
Beta Alfred shifted, and Catherine tensed automatically.
“Well,” he said, voice warm but proper, “that’s certainly an ambitious selection for bedtime reading.” His gaze lingered on Jason, fond and approving. “You and your Mother clearly have excellent taste, Master Jason.”
Jason’s scent flickered faintly, like he didn’t quite know how to respond to the compliment, but Catherine’s stomach twisted hard, shame crawling under her skin. Because it wasn’t taste. It was desperation. A garbage chute. A book that hadn’t smelled as bad as the others. A choice made out of nothing , not sophistication or thoughtfulness.
Alpha Bruce, thankfully, didn’t linger.
“Well, then,” he said, keeping his voice light, “high time to get you some more books, lad.”
Jason smile was as large as life. Alpha Bruce tapped the screen again. The tablet shifted, and Catherine blinked at the rows of books Bruce scrolled through—bright covers and bold letters and images of animals and trucks and dragons.
“What about these?” Alpha Bruce asked, pausing on a section with animals. “There’s one about jungle creatures, another about farm animals. Do you like animals, Jace?”
Jason nodded slowly, his fingers flexing near the edge of the screen.
“Dinosaurs?” Jason nodded faster, and Alpha Bruce tapped one with an t-rex with sharp teeth and roaring raptors, adding it to the list before scrolling again.
“Firefighters?” Jason’s fingers twitched, and Alpha Bruce tapped a book about fire trucks and hoses, adding that one too.
“We could try a few stories as well,” Alpha Bruce said, scrolling again. “Something classic like Peter Rabbit or Where the Wild Things are? Or maybe something newer— The Lion in You ? Dragon Loves Tacos ?”
Jason didn’t answer right away, but his eyes stayed locked on the pictures as Alpha Bruce scrolled, and Catherine could feel the shift in her child—the faintest trace of excitement hidden under all the nerves. It made her heart ache.
Because Jason had never had a choice before—not about bedding or plush toys or books—and now Alpha Bruce was sitting there beside him, treating his opinions like they mattered. Even if Jason had no clue what he liked yet, looking at that strange new world Alpha Bruce was opening up for him with so much wonder, it almost made Cathrine cry again.
“Alright, Jace,” Alpha Bruce said, his tone light but steady. “We’ve got bedding, plushies, and books. Now let’s see what kind of toys you like.”
The Alphas thumb hovered just above the screen, his posture calm and steady as he waited—patient and unhurried, the faint scent of warmth and reassurance rolling off him in quiet waves, like it might smooth out the nervous tension still lingering in Jason’s small frame.
The tablet’s glow lit up Jason’s face, catching on the soft, round curve of his cheeks and the faint shadows beneath his wide, watchful eyes—eyes that stayed locked on the images flashing across the screen even as the rest of him seemed unsure whether he should lean closer or shrink back entirely.
“Let’s start with these,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice low and even. Jason’s shoulders twitched, small and birdlike, the bones sharp beneath his slightly to big shirt, but his gaze stayed fixed on the tablet.
“Do you like building things?” alpja Bruce asked, pausing on a brightly colored LEGO set—a train track that wound through a miniature city, complete with rails and stations, tiny people posed beside buses and cars. “There’s a big train set here with rails,” he continued, voice steady but gentler now, “or a police station—or firefighters—or a scrapyard.”
Alpha Bruce scrolled again, slower this time, letting Jason take it all in.
“They all have little people and cars,” Alpha Bruce added, tilting the screen just enough to make sure Jason could see. “And there are enough blocks in the playroom upstairs to build houses for a city.“
Jason didn’t answer right away, but his fingers twitched faintly against his knees—small, nervous movements—and Catherine felt her stomach tighten because it was so clear he wanted to look closer, wanted to lean in and let himself get excited, but something in him was still too wound up to let go.
“Or dinosaurs,” Alpha Bruce said lightly, pausing on another set filled with towering dinosaurs, tiny jeeps, and plastic explorers posed mid-adventure. Jason’s eyes flickered—just for a moment—and Catherine almost didn’t notice the slight parting of his lips, the way his breath caught ever so faintly.
“I put those on my list for Santa,” Tim said suddenly from across the room. “It’d be so cool if we both got them!” Tim added, grinning like it wasn’t even a question. Cathrine was sure she‘d be able to make Jason understand why the boys would get presents and he didn‘t. Maybe she didn‘t even need to explain anything. She doubted Jason expected sny present but she really hoped that Alpha Bruce would find a nice explanation for Tim. And maybe, once the novelity ran off, Tim would let Jason play a little with his new dinosaur toys.
But right now Jason blinked, startled, and then—just for a second—his lips twitched into something that wasn’t quite a smile but still felt dangerously close to one.
And Catherine’s throat tightened all over again because that was all it took. Just a few words—just Tim treating him like he belonged —and Jason was already leaning the faintest bit closer, his posture loosening as his fingers twitched against his knees.
But then—
“Are they expensive, Alpha Wayne?” Jason asked suddenly, his voice soft and hesitant, so small it almost broke her. And Catherine froze. Because of course he’d ask. Of course the price would be the first thing on his mind. Her stomach twisted, sharp and bitter, because even if Alpha Willis would habe been better to them, if he would have given Jason toys or books, there was no way they could have afforded anything like this. Not LEGO sets that cost fifty dollars .
Certainly not on top of plush toys or picture books.
And Catherine had accepted that—there was nothing she could do about it either way. It wasn‘t like Alpha Willis would have allowed her to get a job.
But now?
Looking at Jason sitting there—small and hopeful and already trying to talk himself out of it—she felt sick.
“Those are big boxes,” Alpha Bruce admitted finally, his voice steady even as his scent shifted, heavier now but still calm, still careful . “So yes, usually you’d have to wait until your birthday to ask for something like this.”
Jason’s shoulders twitched again—small and uncertain—but Alpha Bruce didn’t stop.
“But,” he added, his voice lightening just enough to soften the words, “since you had to leave all your toys behind, I think we can make an exception.”
Jason flinched—just slightly, just enough for Catherine to feel it—but his voice stayed quiet when he answered.
“Oh,” he said quickly, “you don’t need to get me anything then, Alpha Wayne.”
Catherine’s chest ached, because Jason was already shaking his head, already trying to give Alpha Bruce a way out—as if helo might suddenly change his mind and Jason needed to make it easier for him.
“I never really had any toys anyway,” Jason added, shrugging like it didn’t matter.
“And you already gave back my Leo and the car,” he continued, nodding firmly like that settled it. “So I have all my toys.”
Alpha Bruce stilled. His scent shifted again—firmer now, heavier, but still steady—and when his eyes flickered toward Catherine, she couldn’t make herself meet them. But she nodded . Because it was true. Jason had only ever had those two things—the stuffed lion and the single little metal toy car—and nothing else.
Her parents hadn’t bought him toys for Christmas or birthdays. They’d given him sweets sometimes—nuts and oranges and tiny pieces of chocolate—or maybe socks or a new sweater. Once, a Bible. Another time, a necklace with a small cross—something Alpha Willis had pawned the moment he got his hands on it, the chain too thin and the cross too plain to fetch much but still enough to make it worth taking.
And Alpha Willis himself? Catherine swallowed hard, her stomach twisting as she remembered that one Christmas morning, when Alpha Willis had taken them both out for pancakes—real pancakes, warm and fluffy, piled with syrup and butter—and Catherine had been so overwhelmed by the rare softness of it all, by the laughter and the smiles and the warmth of a diner that she hadn‘t cared that Alpha Willis hadn‘t ordered anything for her. He fed her pieces of his own plate, fluffly pancakes and thin crispy bacon, all of the blueberries that were sprinkled on top of the pancake, because Alpha Willis didn‘t like fruit. He‘d even let her sip from his coffee, strong and black but warm.
Jason had been happy—beaming and bright-eyed, barely taller than the edge of the table, his feet swinging above the floor— enjoying his very own kids portion of a pancake and Catherine had clung to that memory as if it could excuse every sin that had followed.
“All the more reason to get some toys, lad,” Alpha Bruce said, and Catherine felt the breath catch in her throat all over again.
“Let’s say you can choose two boxes,” Alpha Bruce added, his voice softer now, steadier, like he could feel the weight of it, “and if you see more that you like, we’ll make a list for Santa.”
Jason’s lips twitched, not quite a smile but close, and Catherine almost let herself breathe … Until—
“Grandfather says Santa is—”
Catherine’s hand snapped out automatically, covering Jason’s mouth before the words could spill out, and her pulse spiked because she knew . She knew what he was about to say. That Santa wasn’t real. That Santa was blasphemous . Because her father had hated fairy tales and magic and anything else that pulled focus from the church. But Tim still believed .
So she whispered quickly into her childs ear, her voice barely more than a breath, soft and soothing, the kind of tone that had always worked when Jason needed to be calmed without feeling like he’d done something wrong.
Jason’s small shoulders stiffened at first, but then he leaned into her just slightly, the way he always did, nodding quickly and ducking his head as if that alone might be enough to erase what he’d almost said.
Catherine let her hand fall away, smoothing his hair before resting it gently on his back, but her own pulse was still jumping, unsteady, as her eyes flicked toward Alpha Bruce. Because of course, he had noticed.
She could see it in the faint shift of his scent—still steady and calm but heavier now, heavier in a way that made her feel exposed, like he’d peeled back another layer she hadn’t meant to show. His gaze lingered on Jason for a moment, then flicked to her, but there was no judgment in it. No anger. Just… something quiet and thoughtful. And sad.
Alpha Bruce looked back at Jason, who was staring down at his lap again, picking nervously at the cuff of his shirt. When the Alpha spoke, his voice was softer than before, low and warm and steady, like he was treading carefully but still sure of every step.
“I’ve never met Santa myself,” he said, his tone even but edged with just enough warmth to feel inviting, “but he sure left some pretty cool gifts under the tree for the boys last year. And he drank all the milk and ate the cookies we left out for him, right, Dick?”
Alpha Dick perked up immediately from his place between the couch and the low table, eyes bright and full of mischief as he grinned, clearly in on the secret but more than willing to play along.
“Sure he did,” the young Alpha said, leaning back against the couch like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “Even took the carrots for his reindeer.“
Jason blinked, glancing up sharply before shooting his mother a look—a quick, uncertain side-eye that made Catherine’s stomach twist all over again because she recognized it too well. Doubt. But not the kind of doubt that came with immediate dismissal.
No, this was the sharp, uneasy flicker of a child who wasn’t sure what to believe anymore—and that was somehow worse.
Because Jason hadn’t believed in Santa. Not ever.
She’d never told him those stories—the ones she’d overheard from other kids at school back when she’d been little enough to let herself dream—because she’d already known she wouldn’t be able to give him any of it. There was nothing she could wrap for him, no tree to put anything under.
And her Alpha Father? He’d torn it down from the start. Santa was a lie. A distraction from God and scripture and the truth of the world—a commercial hoax meant to spoil children and turn their hearts away from the church.
She’d heard it a thousand times growing up, and Jason had absorbed the same message without even knowing he’d been doing it—accepting it the way he accepted everything else about their life, even when it hurt. But now? Now there was doubt.
Catherine could see it in the tiny flicker of motion—Jason’s fingers curling against the edge of his sleeve as he glanced between Alpha Bruce and Alpha Dick and the tablet, his small brow furrowed so tightly it made her ache.
Jason’s lips parted slightly, and he glanced up again, hesitating, his voice so quiet it was barely more than a whisper when he finally spoke.
“Why didn’t he ever come to me ?”
Catherine froze. Her pulse jumped, sharp and sudden, and she almost reached for him—almost scooped him up and pulled him close just to block out the words and the way they made her chest ache so fiercely she could barely breathe.
She hated how helpless it made her feel—how it made her want to wrap herself around him and fix it , even though she couldn’t, even though she knew there were things that no amount of love or regret could fix.
Her fingers twitched toward him automatically, but Alpha Bruce was already leaning in.
“Hey,” he said, his voice still warm but quieter now, steadier, like he was speaking to something fragile.
Jason blinked quickly, his shoulders bunching again, but Alpha Bruce didn’t pull back. Instead, he shifted the tablet slightly, angling it just enough to let the bright pictures catch Jason’s eye again, giving him something else to focus on before he spoke
“I don‘t know why, pup,“ he said. “Maybe he couldn‘t find you, or he didn‘t know where you lived because he never got a letter, maybe he didn‘t fit through the chimney. But it‘s super super unfair, right?“
„Maybe I have been bad?“ Jason said, shoulders hunched. „My … Willis always said mean things about me so maybe he was right and I was a stupid brat or … or a useless little mutt and that‘s why Santa had no present for me.“
Beta Alfred, seated in the armchair, set down his teacup with careful precision. His gaze, steady and unwavering, met Jason’s. “Master Jason,” he said, his voice warm but firm, “Santa Claus does not bring presents based on the standards of small-minded cruel men.”
Beta Alfred folded his hands over his knee. “I have had the privilege of making the acquaintance of many young gentlemen in my lifetime,” he said, folding his hands neatly in his lap. “And I can say, without a shadow of a doubt, that you are among the finest and bravest. If anyone failed to see that, the fault was entirely theirs.“
Jason hesitated, his fingers curling into his sleeves. Cathrine looked wide eyed to the greying Beta. Nobody had ever said such wonderful proper words about her little son.
Alpha Bruce, who had been listening intently, leaned forward, his voice warm but unwavering. “Santa must not have had the right address before,” he said. “But we’ll make sure he finds you this year. We’ll mark the address extra clearly on your letter. Maybe even draw him a map—just to be sure.”
Jason glanced up, eyes wide. “A map?”
„Like for a treasure hunt,“ Tim pipes up.
Alpha Bruce nodded. “A very detailed one.” His lips twitched slightly. “After all, Santa’s got a lot of places to go. We wouldn’t want him to get lost, would we?”
„And we‘ll put extra good cookies out for him,“ Alpha Dick says.
Alpha Bruce smiled—small but warm, turning back to the tablet.
“You want to have a look again?” he asked. “Two now, and the others we add to the list for Santa.”
Jason blinked quickly again, he didn’t say anything at first, but his fingers shifted, hesitating before finally resting on the edge of the tablet instead of his sleeve.
“That one,” he said, pointing to the set with the firestation, after looking through his options for a few moments.
“Good choice,” Alpha Bruce said, adding it to the cart before scrolling again. “What else?” Jason hesitated for another breath, then pointed to the scrapyard with a crane, cars, lots of mechanics and even a small dog.
Alpha Bruce nodded, and the corners of Jason’s mouth twitched. „I think cars are super cool too!“ the Alpha said.
“What about the dinosaur ones?” Alpha Bruce asked, scrolling again. Cathrine had been sure Jason would select that one, trying to take something that Tim approved of. Tim who was just a few months younger but in Jasons eyes already so so cool and maybe the first friend Jason ever had. It was a dangerous thought but what could Cathrine do against it. Jason had been in dire need of a friend. Cathrine just hoped he‘d not get hurt.
Jason hesitated, his fingers fidgeting against the edge of the tablet again, but then he finally spoke.
“I’ll save those,” he said.
“For Santa?” Alpha Bruce asked, still warm, still steady. Jason nodded, small but certain.
Cathrines pulse didn’t settle. Not even when Jason leaned in closer, shoulders slowly loosening as Alpha Bruce showed him another set with towers and buildings and endless possibilities.
Because this house—this Alpha and his pups and all the kindness wrapped up in shiny boxes and big promises —it was a fucking minefield.
Notes:
So that was kinda the second part of the last chapter but it would have surely been to long to put everything in one 😅
I look forward to hear you thoughts or feedback or see your sweet little smileys 🥰
Chapter 28
Notes:
Trigger Warning: Masturbation 😅🥰 toward the end of the chapter
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine sat in the chair beside the dresser, the tablet resting lightly against her knees as if it might burn her if she held it too tightly. The glow of the screen flickered faintly across her face, but she barely saw it—barely saw anything past the boy curled up on the bed.
Jason’s small body was tucked deep into the blankets, his stuffed lion cuddled close to his cheek, its matted fur looking softer in the dim light. The faintest rise and fall of his breath was steady now, smooth and even in a way that made him look so young. Younger than six. Younger than she let herself think most days.
His hair was still damp from the shower, wild and unruly even after she’d smoothed it back, and his face—God, his face looked so soft. No tension pulling at the corners of his mouth. No tightness in his jaw. No quick, sharp flicker of his eyes, tracking every shadow like he was still waiting for something to jump out at him. Just soft and safe and— Good.
And it scared her. Because it was only three days. Three days since they’d stepped inside this house, and everything changed. Not even three days since Jason had stopped flinching every time someone moved too fast or raised their voice or even looked at him too long.
Less than that since he’d let himself believe—really believe—that he was safe enough to fall asleep without her lying beside him, without her hand curled tight around his wrist to keep him close. And what if it didn’t last?
What if she couldn’t make it last?
Catherine’s eyes dropped back to the tablet, her fingers twitching against the edges as if she might press the screen but couldn’t quite bring herself to do it.
She hadn’t known what to say when Alpha Bruce handed it to her earlier—when he’d looked at her like she was someone who could choose things, someone who had options.
“Whatever you need“, he’d said, his voice calm but kind in that way that made her feel small and strange and unsteady. “Whatever it is, don’t worry about the cost.“
She hadn’t been able to answer. She’d just stared at him, wide-eyed and nervous, and even when she’d tried to speak, the words had caught in her throat because what could she possibly need?
Food? Shelter? Safety? She already had those, didn’t she? More than she’d ever had since she presented. So what else could there be?
But he hadn’t taken the tablet back. Hadn’t looked annoyed or impatient or even amused by her stupidity.
He’d just set it gently down and told her to think. To look at her own pace. And now here she was. Sitting in this impossibly soft chair in this impossibly clean room in this impossibly safe house, staring down at a glowing screen filled with endless options—endless things—and feeling like she might cry.
Because she didn’t know how to want things. Her fingers hovered for a moment before finally tapping the search bar, and when the keyboard popped up, her stomach clenched tight.
She typed quickly, almost without thinking. Non-perishable food. Rows and rows of options appeared—canned goods, dried fruits, protein bars—and her pulse spiked, sharp and automatic, because even looking at them felt like stealing. But she didn’t stop. Didn’t let herself stop.
Because what if they did take Jason’s meals away? What if this was all temporary? What if something happened and she didn’t have enough to keep him fed?
It wasn’t paranoia. It was preparation. Alpha Willis had taught her that much. She knew what it meant to go without. She’d been there too many times, and no matter how warm and welcoming this house seemed, she couldn’t let herself believe it was forever.
Her hand hovered over a bulk package of granola bars, but then she hesitated, her throat tightening again.
Would they take it away? If they did stop feeding him, would they take the food she bought too? It wouldn‘t be her food. It was her Alphas money, her Alphas food, no matter where it was kept in this house.
Her fingers twitched, and she closed the search before she could second-guess herself again, dropping back to the home screen and staring blankly at the rows of categories. Toys. Clothing. Electronics. Books. Home essentials.
Catherine’s chest ached. Not because she wanted anything but because it felt like she should—like maybe if she could figure out how to want something, it would make her fit better here. Would make her seem less out of place.
But what was there to want? What had she ever wanted, other than safety? Other than Jason?
She blinked quickly and dragged her gaze back toward the bed, her breath hitching when she saw how small he looked there—how tiny and soft and safe. And she smiled.
Cathrine looked back down, staring at the tablet’s glowing screen until her eyes ached and her chest felt tight. The longer she sat there, the heavier it got—the feeling that maybe she didn’t belong here, not really. That maybe the warmth and softness of this room, the crisp sheets on the bed, the weight of the duvet wrapped around Jason’s small frame were things she wasn’t supposed to touch.
She shook herself, biting the inside of her cheek hard enough to ground her, and then pushed the tablet aside. The shower. A shower would help.
She stood carefully, moving on instinct to tuck the blanket higher around Jason’s shoulders even though he hadn’t stirred since she’d settled him down. And God—he looked so small there, his lion crushed tight in his arms, the faint glow of the nightlight tracing soft shadows across his cheeks.
Her fingers hovered for just a second, brushing lightly against his hair, before she straightened up and slipped quietly into the adjoining bathroom.
The shower was hot—almost too hot at first—and Catherine stood under the spray, stiff and uncertain, until the heat began to ease the tension from her shoulders, sinking into muscles she hadn’t even realized were aching. She let her head tip forward, letting the water cascade down her back, and for a moment, just one, she let her eyes close and tried to pretend that this was normal.
Normal to have water that ran warm without having to wait—without the pipes clanking and sputtering and leaving her wondering if it would cut off halfway through. Normal to have a door she could lock and soap that smelled faintly like flowers. Normal to stand there and let herself enjoy it.
She hesitated before reaching for the soap, though, hand hovering over the bottle for so long she felt her fingers start to tremble. It was expensive-looking—the kind that came in thick bottles with fancy labels—and the scent curled faintly through the air, clean and sweet and completely unfamiliar. She hadn’t dared touch it the first night. Or the second.
But maybe they meant for her to use it. That thought shouldn’t have made her chest clench like it did—shouldn’t have made her throat tighten—but she forced herself to uncap the bottle anyway, forced herself to take just a few drops and lather it quickly before rinsing it off again as though it might somehow leave a mark.
She didn’t take long. Couldn’t. Even when the water felt so good it almost made her want to cry, Catherine didn’t let herself linger too long, didn’t let herself get used to it, no matter how wonderful the pressure was, or how warm the air felt as the steam wrapped around her. Because part of her was still waiting for the sharp knock on the door, for the shouted warning that she was wasting water—for the pipe to burst or the heat to cut out or the soap to be snatched away from her hands with a growled reminder that she was using something that wasn’t hers.
So she didn’t linger. She knew better than that. But it was still longer than she ever would have risked before, and by the time she stepped out and wrapped herself in the plush towel the Alpha had stocked for them, her muscles had unwound enough that it almost felt like breathing didn’t take quite as much effort.
The panic was still there, sharp and humming beneath her ribs as she dressed again in the pajamas Alpha Bruce had bought her—soft blue cotton with white stars, far too warm and comfortable to feel real.
And even though the fabric felt soothing against her skin, even though she could still smell that faint trace of honeysuckle and bergamot as her damp hair clung to her neck, the tension refused to fade as she padded back into the room, silent and careful not to wake Jason.
He was still curled in the blankets, pressed so tightly into the mattress he was practically burrowed into it, his lion tucked under his chin. He looked so small like that—so soft and safe and trusting—that it made her chest ache again, even worse than before.
She pulled the chair closer to the dresser and picked up the tablet, her hands still slightly damp as she brushed her fingers over the screen, and the weight of it made her stomach twist.
Alpha Bruce had already given them so much—clothes that weren’t frayed at the hems or too thin to keep out the cold, shoes that actually fit. She tried not to think about the tags still attached to more than half of it.
Or the fact that none of it had been worn before. He had ordered books and toys for Jason. They had a warm room with warm bedding that smelled fresh and new instead of stale and musty, a very own bathroom to use that was only accessable from inside their room.
They’d been fed three full meals a day since they’d arrived, more food than she’d sometimes seen in an entire week back at her old Alpha’s house. There was nothing more they needed.
But what if it didn’t last? The thought slipped in before she could stop it, sharp and cold and impossible to ignore. What if this kindness was only temporary? What if she did something wrong—said the wrong thing, looked at him the wrong way—and he decided they weren’t worth the trouble?
She could still feel Alpha Willis’s belt across her back if she thought too long about it. Could still hear his voice growling about how expensive it was to feed an Omega and her brat, how they were lucky he didn’t throw them out in the street.
Her chest tightened, and her fingers clenched hard against the edges of the tablet before she forced herself to take a slow, steadying breath. It wasn’t like that here. Alpha Bruce hadn’t yelled at her, hadn’t touched her even once—not in anger or ownership or anything else. He’d knelt down to Jason level more than once. He’d handed her this tablet and told her to buy whatever she needed. He’d looked at her with something she didn’t have the words for—something that wasn’t cruel or impatient or hateful.
And yet, the fear remained. Because Alpha Bruce had told her to think . To look . And now that she had—now that she’d let herself have the quiet, warm shower, aware how she was safe and locked away from the world for the first time in her life—her mind wouldn’t stop spinning.
Her hair was dripping slowly down the back of her pajama top as she opened the search bar again and tried to think—tried to decide what she could possibly add to the list without tipping the balance, without risking that she might push too far and have it all taken away.
Food. It was the first thing that came to her mind, sharp and immediate, because hunger had been the hardest thing to fight when Alpha Willis had been drinking and the fridge had been empty and Jason had looked up at her with wide, tired eyes that made her want to scream.
Her fingers hovered over the screen as she typed, scrolling through endless options until she landed on things she could hide easily, things that would last.
Ritz peanut butter crackers. Small and sealed. They’d fit under the bed. Fruit pouches. Shelf-stable and easy for Jason to eat without making a mess. She could even store them unter the sink. Mission Meats beef sticks. Protein. Something that would keep him full.
Single-serving packs of Goldfish crackers. She’d seen other kids eating them once—bright orange smiles spilling from little cups—and Jason liked cheese. Trail mix. Something for herself, too, just in case. She was no use to him if she went without for way to long.
She hesitated again, staring at the growing list and already imagining the consequences if Alpha Bruce or Beta Alfred found the stash she planed to hide all over the room.
Would they take it away? Would they be angry? Would they see it as stealing—hoarding—and decide that meant she didn’t deserve meals anymore?
Her stomach twisted painfully, and her fingers shook as she added children’s gummy vitamins to the cart—orange flavored. She didn’t know if Jason would like them, but he needed them. He was still small, too small, and she needed him to grow.
And then, after another sharp breath— multivitamins for herself. Doctor Thompkins had given her a bottle a few times, when nursing made her body waver and when she almost died from food poisioning. And she’d taken them, one every day until the bottle had been empty. She‘d felt slightly better but Alpha Willis would have never bought another pack so she didn‘t even dare to ask.
Medical supplies came next. Antibiotic ointment. For cuts and scrapes and when Alpha would fuck her hard enough to leave her with tears. Alpha was a big man.
A small first aid kit. Bandages, antiseptic wipes, gauze. She never had enough to aid all the wounds she had. Cold medicine. The kind for kids. Pain relievers. Ibuprofen and Tylenol. Just in case.
It was practical. It made sense. It wasn’t too much. But what if Alpha wanted her to really feel it when he punished her, when he fucked her hard and rough?
The thought of punishment lingered, heavy and sharp, like an ache buried too deep to shake. It gnawed at the edges of her mind, making her hands tremble as they hovered over the screen. Pain relievers. Antibiotic cream. Her finger hovered near the small trash icon beside them—delete—but she couldn’t do it. She couldn’t press it.
Because what if this Alpha wasn’t kind forever? What if his patience cracked, or his softness was just another mask like Alpha Willis used to wear before the belt came out? What if one day, the warm smiles turned cold, and kindness became cruelty.
What if she wasn’t good enough, obedient enough, or small enough to avoid what came next?
The panic sat coiled in her chest, tight and cold, and she hated it—hated how her body still braced for blows even now, safe in a warm room, with clean pajamas and a bed that smelled like soap instead of mildew. Hated how her mind still tripped over itself, trying to think ahead, to plan and prepare, just in case the ground got ripped out from under them again.
But she still couldn’t delete the pain relievers. Her lips pressed together, and she swallowed against the sudden burn in her throat as she added another small bottle of children’s ibuprofen, tucking it carefully into the growing list like it might break if she moved too fast.
It was for Jason. Just in case he caught a cold or did something wrong and needed medicine to dull the bruises after.
She scrolled, her fingers tightening on the edges of the tablet as she forced herself to breathe—slow and even, like she wasn’t drowning in the old ghosts and shadows pressing in from every corner.
The home screen stared back at her, bright and crisp and impossibly clean, and her thumb hovered for a moment before tapping one of the categories.
Books. The word made something tighten in her ribs—sharp and painful in a way that felt almost physical—and her breath hitched as the first rows of covers flickered into view.
She shouldn’t have clicked it. She should’ve stuck to vitamins and bandages and things that made sense—things that had weight and purpose and could keep Jason fed and safe and whole if things went wrong. But her thumb moved anyway, drawn by some force she couldn’t name, and suddenly there they were.
Whole worlds tucked behind glossy paperbacks and crisp hardcovers. Bright, colorful illustrations mixed with muted titles and neat serifed fonts—and Catherine’s chest squeezed, sharp and painful—because she still remembered the soft hiss of the page turning in her copy of ‘A Midsummer Nights Dream’. She remembered the honey-slow cadence of lines she used to whisper under her breath She remembered the way the words rolled, slow and bittersweet and rich.
She paused on the classics section —titles she recognized immediately even though her stomach twisted at the sight of the m. Pride and Prejudice. Orthello. Jane Eyre. Little Women.
Hamlet. She stared at it for a moment longer than the rest, her chest going tight because she had been Ophelia once, in the drama club at her school.
Alpha Willis had always jeered—mocking her fragility, her weakness, the way her softness had made her so easy to drown. His description of her had remembered her of Ophelia, but in the way that had mattered to her back then. In the way the words had felt important.
She remembered the aching beauty of it, the melancholy and grief—the sharp edges of madness and love and longing that she’d let herself sink into as a girl because back then, it had been safe. Because Hamlet had been thoughtful and poetic and wounded in all the ways that made her want to reach for him, to find someone who loved her like Hamlet loved Ophelia.
But Alpha Willis hadn’t been Hamlet. Alpha Willis had been rash and angry and bitter. Not brilliant, but burning. Not poetic, but sharp. And Catherine blinked hard, pushing back the heat behind her eyes as she scrolled past it, pushing herself forward even though her fingers dragged slower across the screen now.
There were more titles—whole rows of them—and part of her wanted to stop. To look closer, to add just one to the cart, just one small indulgence to tuck away and hold like a secret.
But no, she couldn‘t take any of those books. She didn‘t need them. They wouldn’t help if Alpha Bruce changed his mind. Wouldn’t fill Jason’s stomach if meals were taken away or keep him warm if blankets were lost. Books were luxuries.
Her finger swiped past them quickly. Her stomach twisted, shame curling sharp and sour in her throat as she forced herself to keep scrolling—keep looking at essentials—until suddenly the screen shifted.
An ad. And Catherine’s breath caught. It was a camera. Not a sleek new phone or some digital thing with touch screens and apps. Just an instant camera—simple, old-fashioned, with tiny little square photos that printed out right there in your hands.
Her breath hitched. Just like the one Willis had stolen all those years ago. Her fingers brushed the screen before she could stop herself, trembling faintly as she flicked through the images—the way the camera sat in someone’s palm, light and sturdy, with a strap to keep it safe—and something in her chest twisted so hard it almost hurt.
Seventy dollars. Her stomach dropped. She couldn’t. Not when Jason might need more medicine or more food or another blanket or—God, anything but this.
She flicked back to the list quickly, pulse racing like she’d been caught, and started scrolling through the snacks again, the medicine, the vitamins. That was what she needed. But the ache didn’t fade.
And no matter how many times she told herself to move on, she couldn’t stop seeing it—Jason’s face, soft and clean and safe, tucked into the pillows tonight, one hand curled around his lion like he’d never let it go.
She wanted to keep that.
Not just for herself but for him—proof that he’d been here. That he’d had this. Even if it didn’t last. Even if everything fell apart again. There had been a time when he was safe and warm and soft.
Her finger hovered over the camera one last time, pulse drumming against her ribs, and she swallowed hard before flicking down.
Just essentials. Practical Necessities. She didn‘t need more.
But her heart still ached. Catherine stared at the order confirmation screen, her stomach knotting so tightly it hurt. The total blinked back at her— $157.32 —and the number might as well have been carved into her skin, burning and raw and impossible to ignore. She couldn’t breathe.
Her hand trembled where it rested against the tablet, and she half-expected the whole thing to vanish—to be snatched away like everything else that ever felt too good to be real.
One hundred and fifty-seven dollars.
Her heart hammered, and her skin went cold even though the room was warm and safe. Too warm. Suffocating. She’d messed up. God, she’d messed up so badly.
She shouldn’t have bought so much—shouldn’t have clicked on the cold medicine or the gummy vitamins or the crackers and beef sticks and the ointment. She should have picked one thing. Just one thing. Something small and unobtrusive and cheap that wouldn’t have made Alpha Bruce look twice. Something she could have hidden.
She could have just gotten the multivitamins for Jason—something practical, something reasonable—but instead, she’d been selfish. She’d gotten greedy.
And now it was too late. The order had already gone through, and Alpha Bruce would see the total, he would be seeing every item on her pathetic list. He would know how much she’d spent, how careless she’d been, and he’d be angry. He had to be angry. How could he not be?
One hundred and fifty-seven dollars of her not trustibg his promise of permanance and safety.
She couldn’t stop staring at it. Her palms felt clammy, and her chest ached, and the panic was clawing its way higher and higher, scratching at her throat until it burned. She tried to swallow it down—tried to press her knees together, pressing the tablet against her chest like she could hold herself together if she just squeezed tight enough—but it didn’t work. Because she knew what happened when an Alpha thought you were wasteful.
Alpha Willis’s voice was already echoing in her head, low and mean and biting—sharp as a slap to the face.
“You think money grows on trees? You think I can just pull it out of my ass for you? Spoiled little bitch. Thinks she deserves more than what I give her.”
Her breath hitched, and her vision blurred.
Alpha Bruce was better than Alpha Willis. She knew that. Rationally, she knew that.
He hadn’t touched her. Hadn’t shouted at her or grabbed her arms so hard they bruised. He’d been calm and steady and kind. He’d given Jason that toy falcon and books and let him choose LEGO sets, and he’d offered her this tablet and told her— told her —to buy what she needed.
What if it was a test? The thought hit hard, making her gasp, and her hand flew to her mouth. What if it was a test, and she’d already failed?
What if Alpha Bruce had expected her to prove herself by staying small and quiet and careful? What if he’d been waiting to see if she’d keep herself in line, only to find out that she couldn’t—that she didn’t know how?
And now he’d think she was spoiled and selfish. That she wasn’t grateful enough.
And he’d punish her.
What if he’d been expecting something different? Alpha Bruce hadn’t given her instructions—no rules, no lists, no carefully worded suggestions that told her what he wanted. Just think about what you need, he’d said.
Her fingers clenched against her knees, knuckles aching from the pressure. The thought struck her like ice poured straight into her veins—cold and sudden and so sharp it almost hurt.
Lingerie, maybe. Soft and pretty and thin enough to pull aside when he wanted her. Or massage oil—something slick and scented that she could warm in her palms and smooth across his shoulders, kneeling at his feet until he decided whether she’d done enough to deserve his patience.
What if that’s what he expected and now he thought she was selfish and ungrateful because she’d wasted his money on snacks and medicine and vitamins?
She could already picture it—her kneeling on the hard floor, face burning with shame as he dumped everything out onto the carpet. The crackers and fruit pouches, the packets of trail mix and goldfish. Emergency food, she’d called it, but what if he didn’t care about that? What if he only saw it as disobedience—proof that she didn’t trust him to take care of them?
And the vitamins. God, the vitamins. She should have deleted those. She should have deleted those because what if he thought she was accusing him of not feeding them enough, not taking care of them properly? What if he thought she was calling him cruel ?
Her chest ached, panic tightening and coiling and spreading until it made her ribs feel brittle and thin—like one wrong breath might make them crack—and she couldn’t push the thought away, couldn’t stop imagining the way his voice might harden or the way his eyes might sharpen, cutting straight through her.
Or worse what if he just looked at her —disappointed, disgusted — and broke the bond. It would hurt. She knew that. And she also knew that they would never again find a kind Alpha like him.
Her eyes flicked toward the door, her breath catching. She could go to him. She could fix it—apologize, offer herself the way she was supposed to, the way an Omega was meant to. She could kneel at his feet, bare and soft and willing, and let him take what he wanted.
But what if he didn’t want her? He had told her no after the mating bite. Because she hadn’t smelled ready. Because she hadn’t smelled like she wanted it. And she hadn’t —not really. Not the way she was supposed to. But she still would have done it. She still would have let him .
She needed to smell ready. Cathrine put the tablet away, carefully and went into the bathroom again. She stopped in front of the mirror, her fingers trembling as she turned on the faucet. The water rushed out, sharp and clear, drowning the quiet sound of her breathing. She stared at herself—at the soft line of her collarbone, the delicate slope of her shoulders. She was pale, almost too pale, her skin still bearing faint traces of the bruises that had taken so long to fade. She tilted her head, exposing her throat.
There was Alpha Willis mark. It was fainter than she remembered. It had never looked beautiful with how much he had nipped and bitten around it, even while it was fresh. It had always looked a bit to red, it had always hurt a little bit. But it was better now, even if she still felt the phantom pains. Alpha Bruces bite however was lovely. And it didn‘t hurt.
Catherine reached out and touched the edge of the sink, grounding herself. The cool stone steadied her, but only for a moment.
She could do this. She had to do this.
Her pupils were wide, swallowing the soft blue of her irises, and her cheeks were flushed, but it wasn’t enough. Not ready.
She pressed her thighs together, testing, but there was nothing—no slick, no heat, no need rising to the surface the way it should. The way it was supposed to. The way an Omega was supposed to respond to an Alpha’s presence.
She forced herself to think of Alpha Bruce. Of his scent—sweet and warm, like brown sugar and sandalwood. She let herself remember the warmth of his voice when he spoke to Jason, the gentle hold of his own little pups, how he carried Damian, how he cuddled Tim.
It wasn’t enough. She clenched her teeth, frustrated, and tried again. She thought of the breadth of his shoulders, the sharp cut of his jaw, the way his shirts stretched across his chest, his strong arms and the veins and tendons she had caressed with her fingers, turning his scent sharper as if a touch like that could arrouse him. Her pulse quickened, but it still wasn’t enough.
Tears burned at the edges of her eyes, but she scrubbed them away, reaching down to touch herself after she dropped her pjama trousers and her cotton panties.
She forced her fingers to move, to search, to coax something— anything —from her body.
But it wasn’t slick that answered her touch.
It was dry. Empty.
Her breath hitched, and her stomach twisted as shame clawed its way up her throat. She wasn’t ready. She couldn’t be ready. What kind of Omega couldn’t even slick for her Alpha?
Her hands curled into fists, nails digging into her palms as panic swelled, thick and suffocating. She had to fix this.
Catherine’s breath came shallow and uneven as she let her fingers drift lower, forcing herself to focus—forcing herself to block out the fear gnawing at the edges of her thoughts. She shut her eyes and leaned back against the wall, the tiles cold through the cotton of her shirt, her knees bending as she spread her legs wider.
She imagined his hands instead of her own—bigger, rougher, warmer. She imagined the weight of him pressing close, the deep, steady rhythm of his voice in her ear, grounding her even as it unraveled her.
Her fingers dipped lower, and this time, she felt it—the faintest slip of wetness as her body began to respond. Relief mixed with the sharp edge of desperation, and she bit her lip, chasing that feeling.
She was used to getting ready like this. Alpha Willis had liked when she was slick for him, especially early on, by now she thought it was more about stroking his ego than her comfort.
The slick came slowly at first, hesitant like her touch, and then it built, pooling as her body softened and yielded. The scent of it curled up in the room. It was working. She was working. Catherine pressed her palm against herself, her fingers slick now as she slid them deeper, testing, stretching.
She thought of Alpha Bruce again—of his scent, of his strength, of the way his presence filled a room without effort. She thought of the safety he’d offered her, the patience, the steadiness. And then she thought of what it would feel like to give herself to him—to let him take her, claim her, mark her until there was no question of who she belonged to.
The thought sent heat rushing through her, and her fingers moved faster. Her body answered this time, slicking freely as her breathing turned ragged and her thighs trembled. She pulled her shirt of with her free hand and gathered some of her slick into the hand she had been touching herself with.
She rubbed it into her skin, pressing it along the delicate veins that ran beneath the surface of her scent glands. She smoothed it over her throat next, her touch light, hesitant.
She swallowed hard and tried again, adding more, until the scent was stronger. Her heart pounded as she tested it, leaning closer to the mirror and breathing in.
Her scent was strong now, rich and a bit musk, and she told herself that was good.
That it would be enough to make him want her.
She slipped back into the nightgown from the first night. It would give Alpha Bruce easier access but she couldn‘t help herself to step back into her cotton panties. She had no enticing lingerie yet and she couldn‘t bring herself to walk out of this room bare.
The mirror reflected her flushed skin, her lips red and slightly plush from where she had bitten them. She looked ready. She smelled just right. Like she wanted him. Catherine squared her shoulders and stepped into the hall.
Notes:
Trommelwirbel? 😅😅
Sorry for the Mini-Cliffhanger 🫣
Chapter 29
Notes:
Trigger Warning: brief mention of anal sex, forced sex
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine’s knees pressed into the plush little carpet outside Alpha Bruce’s door, the soft fibers doing nothing to cushion the tension coiling in her stomach. She exhaled slowly, trying to steady her nerves, but the scent of her own arousal clung to her skin, thick and undeniable. It was impossible to ignore, impossible to push down the flicker of shame that came with it. She told herself this was what he wanted—what he expected.
The hallway was quiet, but she could hear the faint hum of the house settling around her, the distant ticking of a clock somewhere down the hall. She focused on the rhythm, grounding herself as she reached out and knocked. Once. Twice.
Her posture was perfect—head bowed, hands resting lightly on her thighs, spine straight despite the tremble in her limbs. She’d practiced this. She’d lived this. It was what Alpha Willis had liked when he came from the bathroom after his evening routine.
She didn’t dare deviate now, not when so much depended on it. The door opened, and the shift of air hit her before she saw him—warm and clean and faintly damp. His scent curled out into the hall, sweet and like sandalwood, grounding and steady, but then it changed.
Catherine’s breath hitched as she saw it happen—the slight shift in his expression, the way his nostrils flared almost imperceptibly as her scent reached him. She saw the exact moment it registered, the faint crease of his brow and the tightening of his jaw. And then it was gone. Masked. Controlled.
“Catherine?” His voice was gentle, careful, and he stepped back slightly, giving her space instead of crowding her. “Come in.”
She rose slowly, making sure to keep her movements fluid, deliberate.
Her fingers brushed against the edge of her nightgown as she stood, drawing attention to the soft fabric clinging to her body. She tilted her head just enough to show her throat as she stepped inside, trying to match the confidence she didn’t feel.
His room was warm and dark, the heavy curtains pulled shut against the night, the only light coming from a bedside lamp. The room was large, almost too large, the bed neatly made despite the slight disarray of damp towels folded over the edge of a nearby chair. He’d showered recently—just like her. Alpha Willis had never cared about being clean when he made her suck his dick, lick over his balls and the place where his knot build after succession.
“Sit down,” Alpha Bruce said, motioning to the bed. His tone was soft, but Catherine froze for half a second before obeying. She perched carefully on the edge of the mattress, smoothing her hands over the fabric of her nightgown as she crossed her legs and shifted, letting the hem ride up just slightly.
His gaze flicked to her legs, and her stomach twisted, but then he looked away, his expression unreadable.
“Are you feeling all right?” he asked, stepping closer but keeping a deliberate distance. “Your scent…” He hesitated, clearly searching for the right words. “Do you think your heat might be starting? Sometimes it can be triggered unexpectedly—after a bond bite or due to strong emotions.”
Catherine’s stomach dropped. No. That wasn’t what he was supposed to think. He‘d be dissapointed if he expected her to be hot and pliant and mindless for days. She couldn‘t fake that.
“No,” she said quickly, her voice soft but steady. “I mean…no, Alpha Bruce. I don’t think so. That’s not why I came.”
His eyes sharpened at that, scanning her face carefully, and she forced herself not to flinch under the weight of his attention.
“Then why did you come?”
Catherine swallowed hard. “To please you.”
The words fell too easily, practiced and polished, but they still burned on her tongue. She licked her lips, letting her voice dip softer. “I want this. I want you, Alpha , if you may have me.“
She was lying. Not entirely—because there was something inside her that responded to him, that wanted to be near him, to touch him all softly and maybe be touched like that in return. But she knew what Alphas expected and it wasn‘t soft touch.
Alpha Bruce’s expression didn’t change, but she saw the tension in his shoulders, the way he straightened as he crossed the room and sat down beside her. It had worked right? He‘d undress her now and push her back, part her legs and claim her. There was still slick between her folds and maybe he‘d go slowly the first few thrusts, let her get used to him before he started pummeling her like Alpha Willis had always liked the most.
Her pulse jumped, and she forced herself to stay still as his hand brushed against hers, warm and steady. He didn’t grab her, didn’t pull, just rested his palm lightly over the back of her hand and stroked his thumb along the inside of her wrist.
The soft touch sent a shiver through her, sharp and unbidden, and he felt it—she knew he felt it.
“Catherine,” he said, his voice quieter now. “Look at me.”
She forced herself to meet his gaze, her throat tightening. His eyes were dark blue, sharp and searching, but there was no hunger there. Attachment maybe and even a tad of arousal but no real heat.
She wet her lips and shifted, letting the hem of her nightgown ride a little higher as she angled her body toward him. “I do want this Alpha … Alpha Bruce,” she said softly, trying to make the words sound confident and sultry, but her voice wavered at the end.
Alpha Bruce’s brow furrowed. He didn’t lean closer, didn’t reach for her the way she expected. Instead, he stayed still, sitting beside her with his shoulders relaxed and his hand warm and steady over hers.
“Catherine.” His voice was soft but firm. “I need you to be honest with me.”
“I am,” she whispered quickly.
“You’re nervous.”
“No, Alpha.” Her pulse jumped at the obvious lie. “I’m just…” She hesitated, her eyes flickering down before forcing herself to meet his gaze again. “I want to be good for you, Alpha Bruce.”
His lips pressed into a thin line. “You don’t have to be anything for me.”
Her stomach twisted.
“But I want to be,” she said, softer now, her voice trembling as her fingers brushed lightly over her thigh. “I can be. I’ll try harder—I promise.”
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, his thumb brushing once more over the inside of her wrist. She knew he could feel her pulse there—too fast, too erratic—and it made her ache with humiliation.
“You don’t have to try.”
The words hit her like a blow, even though his tone was gentle. Her chest tightened as her mind scrambled for a response—for anything that would convince him she could be what he wanted.
“I know I’m not…” Her voice faltered, barely above a whisper. “Not like other Omegas. I‘m not young and sweet and … I know I‘m not as pleasing to look at as I might have been before … before the baby. But I … I can …“ She could take a hard fuck, as hard as he needed to fuck her, she could take it often and she wouldn‘t complain. She would suck his dick whenever he wanted and take his knot until he was satisfied. She wouldn‘t complain, she would take it like she was supposed to.
Bruce’s hand tightened around hers, firm but never harsh. “Catherine.”
She flinched.
“Stop.”
The word was soft, but it froze her all the same.
Alpha Bruce exhaled again, slower this time, and shifted. He leaned back against the headboard, his body relaxed and open, the loose fabric of his T-shirt clinging slightly to his broad chest.
“If you really think you want it, I want us to go slow,” he said, watching her carefully. “No expectations. No pressure.”
Catherine blinked, struggling to process the words. Slow?
She stared at him, her lips parting, but nothing came out. Her hands trembled as they clenched at the fabric of her nightgown, and she forced herself to breathe.
She nodded. She wanted to. She wanted to please him. And going slow maybe meant he would be all soft and nice about it, give her time to get used to it, to maybe help and make it as painless as possible. Maybe he didn‘t want her to be unessessarily hurt. Maybe he was really pleased that she came to him, all willing and smelling like arousal. Pleased enough to try and make it nice for her too.
Alpha Bruce stayed exactly where he was, stretching out his legs as he patted the empty space beside him.
“Then come here,” he said softly. “Just lay with me for a while.”
Her breath hitched, and panic prickled at the edges of her thoughts.
Lay with him? Like this? Fully clothed? It didn’t make sense. Maybe he wanted her to take the initiative. Cathrine took a deep breath and attempting to pull her nightgown over her head.
„No,“ she head her Alpha. „Leave it on for now. Slow okay? Lets go slow.“
„Yes, Alpha.“
Her body stayed tense, her shoulders rigid as she settled awkwardly onto the mattress, but Alpha Bruce didn’t push.
Instead, he shifted just enough to drape an arm loosely around her, leaving space between them as his fingers lightly stroked the back of her hand.
“That’s it,” he murmured. “You’re okay.”
Her heart was still racing, but the steady warmth of his touch was grounding in a way she hadn’t expected.
Catherine’s breath came shallow and uneven as she lay stiffly beside Alpha Bruce, her body caught between tension and longing. The heat in her veins hadn’t faded, but it had softened—mellowed into something less sharp, less desperate. Her muscles ached with exhaustion, and yet she couldn’t relax, not completely. Not when every instinct screamed at her to do something—to prove herself, to please him, to give him what he must be expecting.
But Alpha Bruce wasn’t pushing. He wasn’t demanding. He simply held her hand, steady and warm, as though he had no intention of letting go. Catherine exhaled shakily, her fingers curling against his palm.
“I don’t…” She hesitated, the words catching in her throat. “I don’t know what to do now. I‘m sorry, Alpha.”
The word fell from her lips before she could stop it—reflexive, automatic. It made her flinch, her free hand clenching against the sheets as guilt prickled hot and sharp beneath her skin.
But Alpha Bruce didn’t correct her, didn’t chastise her. He only stilled for a moment, his thumb pausing against her wrist before resuming its slow, gentle strokes.
“You don’t have to know,” he said softly. “We’ll figure it out together.”
The words wrapped around her, quiet and steady, and something inside her began to unravel. She let out a shaky breath and turned her face slightly toward him. Her cheek brushed against the soft fabric of his shirt, and she startled at the warmth of him, the scent of clean skin and soap and something deeper—something safe.
Her body reacted before her mind could catch up, leaning instinctively toward that warmth. Alpha Bruce’s arm shifted as she pressed closer, his other hand coming up to rest lightly against her back. His touch was careful—never demanding, never harsh. He held her as though she might break, as though he knew she wasn’t ready for more but still wanted to hold her, to keep her close.
Catherine’s breath hitched again, but this time it wasn’t fear—it was longing. It crashed over her so suddenly it left her trembling, and before she could think better of it, she turned her face into his shoulder, her fingers gripping his shirt.
Alpha Bruce responded immediately, shifting just enough to bring her fully into his arms. He nuzzled against her hair, his breath warm against her skin, and pressed the faintest kiss to her temple—so soft she almost doubted it had happened at all. But it had. She felt it linger there, a phantom warmth, and something cracked inside her.
Her scent shifted before she could stop it, turning softer, sweeter—a scent she barely recognized. It wasn’t arousal anymore. It wasn’t sharp with fear or anxiety. It was vulnerability. Her breath stuttered, and then—without warning—the tears came. She tried to stop them, tried to swallow them down, but the weight of it all—the fear, the stress, the exhaustion—was too much. Her shoulders shook as the first sob escaped, muffled against Alpha Bruce’s chest.
“I’m sorry,” she choked out, panicked and ashamed as the tears kept coming. “I don’t—I don’t know why—I’m sorry, Alpha. I’ll stop. I’ll—”
Bruce’s arms tightened around her.
“No,” he said softly, his voice firm but gentle. “Don’t. You don’t have to stop. Let it out.”
Catherine shook her head, but the sobs and the tears wouldn’t stop. Her fingers dug into the fabric of his shirt as her body trembled, wracked with a grief and relief so tangled she couldn’t tell where one ended and the other began.
Alpha Bruce held her through it, his hands moving slowly—one stroking along her spine, the other resting protectively against her arm.
“You’re okay,” he murmured, his lips brushing her hair as he spoke. “You’re safe. Just breathe. I’ve got you.”
Catherine’s tears slowed but didn’t stop, falling silently as she sagged into Alpha Bruce’s embrace. Her body felt leaden, too heavy to move, as though the weight of everything she’d been carrying had finally begun to slide free—and yet, even as it left her, it threatened to crush her in the release.
Alpha Bruce didn’t flinch. He didn’t shift away or tense against her trembling frame. Instead, he held her like the storm she brought with her wasn’t too much—like it wasn’t an inconvienience.
His hand never faltered, moving in steady, soothing strokes along her back, up to her shoulders, and back down again, grounding her in every pass.
“You’re doing so good,” he murmured softly, his voice barely above a whisper. „I got you. I‘ll keep you safe.“
His words settled over her like a balm, but they also made her throat tighten all over again. Safe. The word echoed in her mind, foreign and fragile, stirring something raw inside her chest. Safe. Was this what it felt like?
It was too much. It wasn’t enough. She wanted to sink into it, to let herself believe it was real, but the part of her that had survived all these years wouldn’t let her—wouldn’t stop waiting for the moment he pulled away, the moment it all went wrong.
Alpha Willis would have pushed her away a long time ago or simply turned her over onto her belly and fuck her in the ass to give her something to cry about. He‘d done so for less tears. More than once.
Her fingers curled tighter into her new Alphas shirt, desperate to hold on, even as her tears kept falling.
“I’m sorry, Alpha,” she rasped again, her voice thin and broken.
Alpha Bruce’s grip shifted just enough to let him tilt her head up, his thumb brushing the wetness from her cheek.
“Please stop apologizing,” he said gently, his eyes searching hers. “There is nothing to be sorry for.“
Catherine blinked at him, her breaths coming shallow and uneven as shame clawed at her ribs. She couldn’t stop crying. She should stop crying. She didn’t even know why she was crying anymore.
“It’s not—” Her voice cracked. “I‘m not … I‘m not pleasing you. I should please you. You should … you can just take me. I can … I can turn around and you won‘t see me crying. I promise, Alpha.“
Alpha Bruce’s jaw tightened, his throat working as he drew in a deep breath. He didn’t look angry, though. If anything, he looked pained. He looked like the weight of Catherine’s words—her offer, her promise —hit him like a physical blow.
“Catherine,” he said softly, his voice steady but edged with something raw. His thumb continued brushing the tears from her cheek, his touch so gentle it nearly undid her all over again. “I don‘t want you to do that.“
Her lips trembled, her gaze darting away from his. She wanted to believe him, but the instinct to fix this , to give him what he must want, was too deeply ingrained.
“You’re an Alpha. You … you have needs. I’m your Omega. I should—”
Alpha Bruce cut her off, his hand slipping from her cheek to cradle the back of her head, holding her steady.
“Stop,” he said, his voice firmer now, but still gentle. “Just stop for a moment and listen to me.” Catherine froze, her breath catching as her heart thudded painfully in her chest.
„This isn’t about what I want or what anyone else wants. This is about you . What you want. What you need.”
Her brows furrowed, confusion and disbelief warring with the fear inside her.
“But I…” Her voice faltered, and her hands twisted in his shirt. “I don’t … I don‘t know what you want me to say, Alpha.“
Alpha Bruce’s expression softened, his thumb tracing slow, soothing circles at the nape of her neck.
“Then we’ll start with this,” he said. “Right here, right now. Do you want me to hold you?”
Catherine blinked at him, startled by the question.
“I…” She hesitated, her throat tight. “Yes. But .. if you want Alpha, you can … you can claim me like this. I haven‘t … I haven‘t been penetrated in almost four weeks, Alpha. I‘ll be really tight for you.“
It was her last attempt, the last thing she could say to entice him. She didn‘t feel herself slicking anymore but she didn‘t think Alpha Bruce could smell the change. She had rubbed herself throughly with her own slick, the scent of arousal lingering long after she had touched herself.
Alpha Bruce’s breath stilled for a moment, and his eyes darkened—not with lust, but with something deeper, heavier. He didn’t pull away from her; his hand remained firm, steady against her neck, his warmth a grounding force.
„Do I smell aroused to you, Cathy?“ he asked. A nickname. A sweet nickname. „I‘m not. I can smell that you are nervous and scared, that you are so sad. You have been sad for a really really long time, I think. Your fear doesn‘t arouse me.“
“I don’t know how to stop,” she whispered. “I don’t know how to stop being scared.”
Alpha Bruce’s arms tightened around her just enough to hold her steady, to remind her of the strength there—of the steadiness she’d never had before.
“Then don’t stop,” he said. “Let it be scary. Let it be messy. I’m not going anywhere.”
Her tears broke free again, hot and silent as she buried her face against his chest.
And Bruce stayed. He didn’t move, didn’t rush her. He just kept holding her, stroking her back and her arm, his scent warm and steady as it wrapped around her like a shield.
Catherine didn’t know how long they stayed like that—how long she let herself cling to him while the fear and relief tangled together inside her, pulling her apart and putting her back together again.
***
Bruce sat at the counter, his coffee cooling in his hands as he stared at the faint glow of his phone screen. The kitchen was quiet except for the rhythmic sounds of Alfred preparing breakfast—eggs whisking in a bowl, the soft scrape of a knife against a cutting board.
He had seen Catherine to her room earlier, sometime after midnight. Damian’s soft whimpers had come through the baby monitor in the dead of night, pulling Bruce from the quiet cocoon he and Catherine had built. She had been nestled against him, her tears dried but her scent still carrying faint traces of arousal beneath the lingering fear.
“I need to take care of him,” Bruce had murmured, feeling Catherine tense slightly at the sound of Damian’s soft whimpers, a telltale sign that he would wake up soon and demand a milk.
Catherine had nodded, reluctantly pulling away as Bruce helped her up. She hadn’t protested as he walked her to her room, though the way her fingers brushed her nightgown and her eyes flickered uncertainly spoke volumes.
“Take care of your sweet pup,” Bruce had said softly at her door, brushing a gentlemanly kiss to her cheek. Catherine had lingered, just a second, looking up at Bruce as though there was something else she wanted to say. In the end, she had simply nodded, murmured a soft, “Thank you, Alpha,” and disappeared into the room to lay down next to her son.
Now, sitting in the dimly lit kitchen, Bruce scrolled through his phone with a frown. He had been curious about what Catherine ordered after he gave her access to his Amazon account. She had nothing exept the clothes he had bought her and the few meager belongings she had been allowed to take from her old home. She had no money, no phone, no toiletries exept what he provided without knowing which scent she liked, she had nothing to build a nest, nothing to pass her time. He’d expected her to use the opportunity to address those needs.
But what he found made him pause.
The list of items in the order history was painfully sparse. Non-perishable snacks, children’s vitamins, a basic first-aid kit, and
pain relievers. Each item screaming practicality and fear. It wasn’t just what she’d chosen; it was what she hadn’t.
There were no pillows or beddings, no books, or even small comforts. She had built a survival kit, an emergency stash to protect herself and Jason if anything else were taken from her again.
Bruce’s jaw tightened, his coffee forgotten.
“What did you expect, Master Bruce?” Alfred’s calm voice broke through his thoughts, the older man’s back turned as he folded eggs into a pan. “Did you think she would indulge in pillows and scented candles?”
Bruce exhaled slowly, setting his phone down. “No, but…” He shook his head. “She didn’t even order … anything really, Alfred. Nothing for herself.”
Alfred paused, his hands briefly stilling before he turned to face Bruce. “Miss Catherine seems to be operating from a place of deep trauma,” he said evenly. “Her instincts are still in survival mode. Comfort and luxury are not concepts she believes she’s entitled to.”
Bruce nodded, running a hand through his hair. “I know,” he said quietly. “But it’s not just that. Last night…” He hesitated, his jaw tightening as he stared at the countertop. “She came to my room.”
Bruce pushed his coffee aside, leaning his elbows on the counter as he sighed. “She smelled like she wanted it, Alfred. For a moment, I thought she might be in heat. I was trying to figure out what to do, how to help her through it—but when I asked, she said no. She told me she was there to… to please me.” He looked up, his expression grim.
Alfred’s hands stilled as he placed the whisk aside, his posture impeccably straight. He turned to face Bruce fully, his features composed but deeply thoughtful. “It is not uncommon, Master Bruce,” he said carefully, his tone measured. “Though I had hoped it would not be a lesson you would have to learn firsthand. Omegas who have been mistreated or neglected for long periods often resort to… extreme measures to ensure their safety. To secure their place. I have witnessed it before, and it is always borne of fear.”
Bruce frowned, his jaw tightening. “You’ve seen this?”
Alfred inclined his head, his expression remaining carefully neutral. “Indeed, sir. During my younger days, before my service to your family, I encountered many such circumstances. Omegas reduced to bargaining tools, their worth measured only by what they could offer. I have tried, wherever possible, to shield you from the cruelties of this knowledge, but the world is seldom kind to those who cannot protect themselves.”
Bruce’s shoulders sagged as he processed Alfred’s words. “She didn’t even know what she wanted,” he murmured. “She thought she had to… perform. Like it was some sort of test she’d fail if she didn’t give enough.”
He glanced at Alfred, his eyes dark with guilt. “I didn’t want her to feel like that, Alfred. I told her no, but she was so confused. Like it didn’t make sense to her that I wasn’t… that it did nothing for me.”
Alfred moved closer, setting a gentle hand on Bruce’s shoulder. “Master Bruce, I have done my utmost to raise you well in the name of your parents. You are a fine Alpha, my lad. Unfortunately, not all Omegas are afforded the grace of knowing such Alphas exist. Miss Catherine, I suspect, has known only the opposite. For her, the notion that you might expect nothing from her, that you might value her for who she is rather than what she can provide… it is foreign. Perhaps even frightening.”
Bruce rubbed a hand over his face, his exhaustion evident. „I hate that she feels this way in my home.“
“Trauma is a most tenacious shadow,” Alfred said, his voice low. “It clings even in the presence of light. But you are offering her and young Master Jason something they may have never known: stability and kindness. It will not be an easy road, but I have no doubt they will come to trust it, in time.”
Bruce let out a slow breath. “I just want her to feel safe, Alfred.“
Alfred stepped closer. Gently, he placed a hand on Bruce’s shoulder, his touch steady and grounding, a gesture born of decades of familiarity and care. “Master Bruce, you have always been far too eager to shoulder burdens that were not your own quite like your dear mother, my boy.“
His voice softened with the memory, the faintest shadow of sorrow flickering in his eyes. “She, too, could not bear to see others suffer, and would often carry their pain as though it were her own. It is a trait both admirable and dangerous, my boy.”
Bruce’s lips tightened, the weight of Alfred’s words settling over him like a familiar cloak. He didn’t respond, but Alfred pressed on, his tone steady and thoughtful. “For the longest time, I must confess, I was afraid—afraid that you might let yourself drown in the sorrows of others. It is no small task to bear one’s own grief, let alone the grief of those around you. But you have surprised me, Master Bruce, time and again.”
Alfred regarded him with quiet approval, his own composure not faltering. “You have done remarkable with Master Dick and Master Tim.“
Bruce’s jaw tightened, his gaze fixed on the countertop. He didn’t look up, but Alfred saw the faint tremor of emotion in his clenched hands.
“You have done this before, Master Bruce,” Alfred continued, his tone unyielding yet kind. “You have faced the sorrow of others and shown them a way through it. You made those boys feel safe and loved, despite the cruelty they faced with far too young eyes. In that, they are not unlike yourself, are they? You know too well the pain of being robbed of your innocence, and yet you have used that pain to bring others comfort. That is no small feat.”
Alfred adjusted his stance slightly, the hand on Bruce’s shoulder giving a reassuring squeeze. “Miss Catherine and young Master Jason are no different, my boy. It will take patience, yes, and no small amount of effort. But I have no doubt that you will show them the same compassion and care that you have shown your sons. You will not drown in their sorrow, as I once feared, but instead, you will pull them from it, piece by piece.”
Bruce finally looked up, his dark blue eyes meeting Alfred’s steady gaze.
“I hope you’re right,” he murmured.
“I am seldom wrong, Master Bruce,” Alfred said with a faint smile as he turned back to the stove, resuming his work with practiced ease. “And I dare say your parents would be most proud of the Alpha you have become.”
Bruce’s lips twitched into the barest hint of a smile, as he sat in thoughtful silence, the warmth of Alfred’s words lingering as he sipped his now-cool coffee.
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Chapter 30
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
Flashback (Cursive Part): Spanking with a belt
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Chapter Text
Catherine sat quietly at the breakfast table, Jason to her right, chattering animatedly with Tim and Alpha Dick, who sat across from them. Jason spooned scrambled eggs onto his toast, growing used to regular eating and showing a healthy appetit for a boy his age.
His energy had grown over the past few days, and while she still marveled at how quickly he seemed to adjust, she couldn’t ignore the undercurrent of her own uncertainty.
She was still worrying about him spilling his milk or saying something too bold. Her gaze flickered up to Alpha Bruce for just a moment, but she quickly dropped it again. He was smiling, his voice warm as he joined the boys’ conversation. That was good—he seemed pleased. She couldn‘t be to sure after last night. Having a mental breakdown instead of offering her body for his satisfaction was probably the worst thing she could have done.
“Did you see how high I got the ball yesterday, Tim?” Alpha Dick asked, grinning as he reached for another slice of toast.
“You mean when it got stuck in the tree? Alfred had to use the pole to knock it down,” Tim shot back with a smirk.
“That just means I’ve got a killer arm,” Alpha Dick retorted with mock indignation.
Jason snorted into his milk, clearly enjoying the banter.
“I think Alfred got the best aim,“ Tim shots back. Alfred, moving gracefully around the table with the coffee pot, arched a brow. “Flattering as that may be, Master Tim, I believe I’ll leave the athletics to you young gentlemen. I’ve quite enough on my plate ensuring no further damage is done to your fathers garden.”
Alpha Bruce, seated at the head of the table, let out a soft chuckle. “Let’s try to avoid tree-related disasters today. We’ll have guests over, and I’d prefer not to have Alfred climbing ladders before dinner.”
At the mention of guests, Catherine’s posture stiffened slightly, her hands resting lightly in her lap. Her pulse quickened as the thought crept in: she hadn’t contributed much this morning, being called for breakfast when everything was done already. Surely, she should be doing more.
Cathrine had known in advance that Thanksgiving would be a big affair in this house and she was prepared. She kept her gaze lowered, waiting for instructions, but Jason turned to Alpha Bruce with interest.
“Who’s coming over, Alpha Wayne?” Jason asked, his curiosity immediate, unaware of Cathrine holding her breath upon his bold question.
“Harvey and Rachel will be here an hour or two after breakfast,” Alpha Bruce began, his tone warm but steady, as if it was compleatly normal for Jason to ask. Alpha Bruce glanced briefly at Catherine, whose fingers fidgeted slightly against her shirt. “Later in the day, Commissioner Jim Gordon and his daughter Barbara will join us.“
At that, AlphaDick perked up. “Barbara’s awesome, Jason. She’s really fun and super smart. You’ll like her.”
Tim nodded, swallowing a mouthful of eggs. “Yeah, she’s nice too. Last time she was here, she taught me this super cool card trick.“
Jason’s grin widened. “Maybe she can teach it to me, too.”
“I’m sure she will,” Alpha Bruce said, looking as if he was pleased to see Jason engaging so easily.
Catherine, however, remained quiet. There was a meal to prepare, a house to ready. Her fingers clenched briefly at the hem of her sleeve before she smoothed it out.
She cleared her throat softly and glanced toward Alpha Bruce, though she avoided direct eye contact. “Alpha, is there… something you’d like me to do? For the guests, I mean?” Her voice was quiet, cautious, as though she expected her question to displease him.
Alpha Bruce looked up from his plate, his brow furrowing briefly. “Catherine, you don’t have to—”
“Ah,” Beta Alfred interjected smoothly, stepping in as though he’d been anticipating her question. His tone was light, but it carried the steady authority of someone who had long mastered the art of subtle redirection. “There are a few tasks that could use some attention before our guests arrive. If you’re so inclined, of course.”
Catherine blinked, her attention shifting to Beta Alfred. He offered her a kind smile, as though her offer had been entirely expected and appreciated.
Her shoulders relaxed slightly as she dipped her head. “Yes, Beta Alfred.”
“The dining table in the formal dining room needs setting.“ Beta Alfred’s tone remained light and easy, as if he were merely suggesting rather than instructing. It was nicer certainly, that he spoke so kindly to her, but she knew an order when she heard it. “The fine silverware and china are stored in the cabinet by the kitchen. A touch of decoration would be most welcome as well, though I trust your taste entirely.” He paused just long enough to give her a moment to process before continuing. “The downstairs guest bathroom could use a bit of sprucing up, too. I gave it a thorough cleaning just the other day, so it’s nothing too involved. A light dusting and a quick wipe-down should be all that is needed.“
She hesitated. The tasks felt… manageable. Nothing as demanding as she had expected for a day like Thanksgiving in a house like this. And yet, she couldn’t help but worry she might miss something or not do it well enough. Her voice was soft, almost inaudible. “I’ll make sure it’s done properly, Beta Alfred. Thank you for telling me.”
Beta Alfred’s smile widened slightly, his approval subtle but evident. “That would be most helpful. Master Bruce, meanwhile,” he added, his gaze flicking toward the Alpha, “has volunteered himself for parade-watching and game-playing duty with the children. I trust he’ll manage without incident.”
Alpha Bruce chuckled softly, clearly catching the undertone of the older Betas remark. “I think I can handle that.” He looked at Catherine again, his expression warm. “And you’re welcome to join us, Catherine, whenever you’d like. Take a break or just check in on Jason—whatever makes you comfortable.”
Catherine nodded, though the idea of taking a break still felt foreign to her. “Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured.
After breakfast was done, Beta Alfred gave her a small, approving smile. “Let me show you where the cabinet with the silverware and china is to be found.”
He gestured for her to follow, and Catherine thanked him before she rose from her chair with careful, deliberate movements, still hyper-aware of her place in this house. As they passed the boys, she cast a quick glance toward Jason, who was leaning closer to Tim, his hands gesturing animatedly as he spoke. She hovered for a moment, before leaning in, talking softly to her son.
“Remember to be polite. And listen to Alpha Wayne.”
Jason glanced at her, his grin wide and genuine. “I will, Mama. I promise.”
She allowed herself to reach out to brush his hair back lightly, her voice barely audible. “Good boy.”
Satisfied—though still nervous—she turned to follow Beta Alfred. Her shoulders remained tense, but she forced herself to focus on the task ahead. She wanted to do this right. She needed to do this right.
As they entered the kitchen, Beta Alfred moved toward a tall cabinet near the far wall. His steps were unhurried, his demeanor entirely unfazed. Catherine, however, felt her pulse quicken. The thought of being entrusted with the expensive silverware and fine china made her palms sweat.
Beta Alfred opened the cabinet with a quiet click and stepped aside, revealing the neatly arranged silverware and china within. Catherine hesitated for a fraction of a second, her hands hovering just out of reach. She glanced at the older Beta butler, waiting for his permission. He offered her a small, reassuring nod. “Go ahead,” he said softly.
She reached out hesitantly, her fingers brushing over the polished silver. The metal was cool and smooth beneath her touch, each piece perfectly arranged. Her movements were careful, almost reverent, as if the slightest misstep might ruin everything.
“Take your time arranging everything,” Beta Alfred said, his tone conversational but kind. “I find it can be quite meditative, actually.”
Catherine swallowed hard, nodding quickly. “Yes, Beta Alfred. Thank you,“ she said softly. “Where may I find you for inspection, sir?“
“If you have any questions about the arrangement, you can find me here in the kitchen the whole morning,” he said casually, “But truly, I trust your eye. No inspection needed, Miss Cathrine.”
Beta Alfred stepped aside, giving her space but remaining nearby at the kitchen counter.
Catherine’s hands moved with meticulous care as she lifted the delicate china from the cabinet. Each piece felt impossibly fragile, and the thought of dropping one made her stomach twist. Her breaths came shallow, her concentration absolute as she carried the first manageable stack into the formal dining room. The china pressed lightly against her chest, and she moved slowly, her feet barely making a sound against the polished floor.
She stepped into the dining room and paused, unsure of where to set everything down. The room was bigger and the furniture even more classy than in the other dining room they had eaten every meal until today.
Her eyes darted across the room until they landed on a dark wooden sideboard tucked neatly against the wall. Carefully, she placed the plates there, one by one, her trembling fingers lingering on the last plate. She needed to get herself together.
Cathrine went back and forth between the kitchen and the formal dining room until she‘d collected every piece of china that she needed.
Her gaze swept over the dining table. It was bare, polished wood gleaming under the soft light from the heavy chandelier. She bit her lip. There had to be a tablecloth. Surely, a house like this would require one for such a formal occasion. The thought of asking for one made her stomach clench—no, she should find it herself. That was her responsibility. But what if they found her looking through the closets and cupboards. What if they thought she‘d be stealing or trying to snoop around. Something like this could surely tempt Alpha Bruce to break the bond. She needed to ask Beta Alfred. There was no way around it.
With a sharp inhale, she straightened and turned on her heel, heading back toward the kitchen once again. She hesitated just inside the doorway, her hands twisting together briefly. “Beta Alfred,” she murmured, her voice soft and deferential, “may I… where might I find the tablecloths, sir?”
Beta Alfred, busy slicing vegetables at the counter, didn’t look up but answered calmly. “In the hallway closet, just to the right of the kitchen. You may find runners, candles and other decorative items there as well.”
“Thank you, Beta Alfred,” she said quickly, ducking her head. She turned and moved with purpose toward the closet.
The hallway closet was larger than she had expected, shelves neatly lined with various household items. Her eyes immediately landed on a stack of folded linens, the tablecloths and runners in an array of muted and festive colors. Catherine reached out but hesitated. Which one? Her hand hovered over a plain white cloth before shifting to a cream one with a subtle leaf pattern. But then her eyes caught the edge of a deep burgundy runner, its edges embroidered with gold.
Her chest tightened. What if she choose wrong? The idea of Alpha Wayne’s guests sitting at a table she had set poorly made her throat constrict. But she couldn’t stand here forever. That would only draw attention to her failure.
She could take the punishment for a wrong decision. She could redo it over and over again, if needed. Everything was better than caught being doing nothing. With trembling hands, she grabbed the cream tablecloth and the burgundy runner. She clutched them tightly, unwilling to second-guess herself any further. She turned to scan the shelves again and spotted a collection of candles, their simple elegance reassuring her. She selected a dozen thin white candles and matching holders, placing them gently on top of the table linens.
Nearby, she noticed a box labeled Thanksgiving Decorations. Her fingers brushed against the label, her pulse quickening. Surely, there would be something suitable inside—something festive but not too much. She put the linens and candles aside for a moment before she pulled the box carefully from the shelf, her arms straining slightly under its weight, and peered inside. Napkin rings shaped like leaves, fabric napkins in warm autumnal colors, and small gourds made of polished wood caught her eye.
Balancing her finds, she made her way back to the dining room, her steps measured. She set everything down on the sideboard, the weight lifting slightly from her arms but not from her mind. Her fingers brushed over the items, her heart racing as she tried to picture how it would all come together.
First, the tablecloth, she told herself, unfolding the fabric with care. She spread it over the table, smoothing out the wrinkles as best as she could. The runner came next, and she placed it down the center, adjusting it repeatedly to make sure it was straight.
Her eyes darted toward the candles, the napkin rings, the decorations.She straightened her back, her hands trembling slightly as she reached for the candles and the candleholders.
Catherine’s hands trembled as she adjusted them, their shapes standing tall against the burgundy table runner. She bit her lip, straightening them for the third time. The room was quiet, save for the faint rustling of fabric as she smoothed the tablecloth yet again. Her fingers brushed the edge of the cloth as she took a small step back, her eyes darting over the surface of the table.
She closed her eyes, breathing through the familiar tightness in her chest. Jason was fine, she reminded herself firmly. He was safe. He was watching the parade, playing games. Alpha Bruce wouldn’t hurt him. Jason wouldn’t give him any reason to. Her thoughts repeated like a mantra, steady but laced with the sharp edge of doubt. It would all be fine. It had to be.
But she couldn’t focus on Jason for long. There was still so much to do. The candles were set, and soon the fine china too, but the glasses—oh, the glasses. Catherine’s remembered the cabinet in the kitchen where the fine glassware rested, polished and gleaming under the soft light. There were so many, each with its own delicate shape.
Her stomach churned as she walked back to the kutchen and approached the cabinet, mindful of Beta Alfred who was standing at the stove. The collection was overwhelming. Flutes, goblets, short glasses, tall glasses— more than a dozen different kinds, each more elegant than the last. She hesitated, her fingers hovering over a slim stemmed glass. What if she pick the wrong one? What if the one she picked was not meant for the ocassion or for the drinks Beta Alfred planned to serve?
The weight of her uncertainty bore down on her. She’d already wasted too much time staring at the cabinet, her indecision growing with every second. Finally, swallowing her fear, she turned back toward the kitchen counter, her hands clasped tightly in front of her.
“Beta Alfred,” she said softly, her voice barely audible, her head bowed. “I… I need some guidance, sir. With the glasses. I‘m so sorry.“
Beta Alfred turned from his task at the counter, his expression calm and understanding. He set down the knife he’d been using to chop herbs and walked toward her. “Of course,” he said smoothly, his tone free of judgment. “Let’s take a look together, shall we?”
He led her back to the cabinet, gesturing toward the array of glasses. “Now, for a formal dinner such as this, we’ll need two glasses for each setting—a water goblet and a wine glass. These here,” he said, pointing to a set of tall, rounded glasses, “are for water. And these,” he added, motioning to a sleeker design with a slightly flared rim, “will do nicely for wine. We won’t need more than that for today’s affair.”
Catherine nodded quickly, her relief immediate but muted. “Thank you, sir,” she murmured, her hands moving to take the glasses he indicated. She carried the first set of them carefully to the dining room, her focus sharp.
Beta Alfred followed her, carrying the glasses she would have gotten in a second run. His presence was steady but unobtrusive as she arranged the glasses next to the plates. “You’re doing well,” he said after a moment, his voice calm and encouraging.
Her heart fluttered at the praise, but she didn’t let it distract her. Each glass was placed with painstaking precision, her hands steadying as she fell into a rhythm.
When the glasses were done, Beta Alfred’s gaze shifted to the decorations Catherine had already brought from the hallway closet. “I see you found the Thanksgiving casket,” he said, his tone light. He stepped closer, examining the napkin rings and small wooden gourds she had chosen. “You’ve made some excellent choices. Very tasteful.”
Her cheeks warmed at the compliment, and she ducked her head. “Thank you, Beta Alfred,” she whispered, her voice tinged with a mix of gratitude and disbelief. She had gotten it right. Alpha would be pleased too. The thought filled her with a quiet, fragile satisfaction that she tried not to grasp too tightly, afraid it might shatter under the weight of her own expectations.
Her gaze swept over the table, taking in the soft glow of the waxed candles, the polished silverware, and the gleaming glassware. It looked elegant, purposeful—a table befitting a house as grand and gracious as this one.
Catherine stepped back, her hands clasped in front of her. “Beta Alfred,” she began hesitantly, “if everything looks all right to you, may I be excused to clean the guest bathroom now?” Her voice wavered slightly as she spoke, her gaze flicking to the table. She needed to be sure, to hear that there were no mistakes before moving on.
Beta Alfred approached the table, his sharp eyes sweeping over her work once again. He nodded, a faint smile tugging at his lips. “It looks splendid, Miss Catherine. You’ve done an excellent job.”
Relief flooded her chest, and she nodded quickly. Beta Alfred straightened, his tone turning conversational but still kind. “You are, of course, welcome to take a moment for yourself, perhaps to watch a bit of the parade with the others. The guest bathroom can wait a little longer.”
Catherine froze for a moment, the suggestion catching her off guard. She quickly shook her head, her voice polite but firm. “Thank you, Beta Alfred, but I’d rather tend to the bathroom if I may?“ The first guest would be arriving soon and she didn‘t want to give of the expression that she would rather be slacking instead of doing her chores.
Beta Alfred studied her for a beat, his expression unreadable before he gave her a small nod. “Very well. The bathroom is just down the hall. Everything you need should already be there.”
“Thank you, Beta Alfred,” Catherine said again, bowing her head slightly before turning and making her way to the guest bathroom.
The hallway was quiet, the soft hum of activity from the den just barely audible. She wanted to look inside so bad, see that Jason was really, truly safe and sound but she refrained from her foolish maternal urges. Catherine quickened her pace instead, her steps light but purposeful. Her thoughts began to spin as she approached the bathroom door.
She stepped inside and took a moment to take stock of the space. Beta Alfred had said it had been cleaned just a few days ago, and it showed. The tiles gleamed, and there was no trace of dust on the surfaces. Still, Catherine set to work immediately, wiping down the counters and scrubbing the already-spotless sink.
Her movements were efficient but thorough, her mind focused on the task at hand. She couldn’t afford to linger. There was still so much to do, and the thought of standing idle—even for a moment—was unbearable.
This was where she belonged, she thought as she knelt to dust the baseboards, her hands moving quickly. Out of the way, making things nicer and easier for everyone else.
She thought briefly of the den again, of Jason sitting with Alpha Beuce and the other children, watching the parade. The idea of joining them felt alien, like a life she had only glimpsed in distant dreams. Back home, holidays had meant hours in the kitchen with her Omega Mother, cooking and cleaning for her Alpha Father and his guests. It had been grueling, but there had been an unspoken rule: Omegas belonged in the kitchen, not in the company of Alphas. Holidays had been filled with sharp words and harsh punishments for the slightest mistake.
Later, with Alpha Willis, it had been the same—only worse towards the end. The nights he had guests over had grown darker, crueler. Catherine’s hands trembled slightly as she wiped down the mirror, the memories clawing at the edges of her mind.
But she forced them back, her focus snapping to the present. This was not the same. It couldn’t be. Bruce Wayne was different. He had been kind, patient—gentle even. And yet, the instinct to stay out of sight, to make herself useful without drawing attention, was deeply ingrained.
Catherine scrubbed diligently at the base of the toilet, her head lowered, her thoughts focused entirely on the task at hand. She had made it a point to clean thoroughly under the rim, her sponge working in small, precise circles. Beta Alfred had said the bathroom was already clean, but to Catherine, that was no excuse for complacency. She couldn’t risk missing even the smallest detail. Not here. Not in Alpha Bruces house.
The sound of the doorbell echoed down the hall, sharp and sudden. Catherine froze for a moment, her heart skipping a beat. The guests. She had been trying not to think about it, not to let the pressure of their arrival rattle her, but now they were here and she wasnmt finished yet.
She heard Alfred’s footsteps, brisk but composed, as he moved to answer the door. Catherine shifted, adjusting her position on her knees. She didn’t want to look, but she couldn’t stop herself. Through the open bathroom door, she caught sight of the couple stepping inside.
The first thing she noticed was the Omega woman—Rachel. Catherine’s gaze darted over her, taking in the well-fitted corduroy skirt, the elegant black turtleneck, the polished leather pumps. Her makeup was understated but flawless, her dark curls styled in a way that framed her face beautifully. She carried herself with an ease and confidence that Catherine couldn’t imagine for herself, let alone any Omega she had ever known, exept for Martha Wayne, maybe.
And then there was Alpha Harvey, tall and broad-shouldered, his presence as commanding as Catherine remembered from their first meeting. He was dressed smartly, his demeanor easy but sharp, like he belonged anywhere he chose to be. They were both so put together, so effortlessly right, and Catherine felt her stomach twist.
Her own reflection in the mirror caught her eye, and she immediately averted her gaze. The dark gray jeans she wore were clean, they were new but they had also wet sprinkles on them from where she put to much pressure on the sponge earlier - like a dumb.
Her forest-green cotton long-sleeve shirt was plain, its sleeves pushed up to her elbows to keep them from getting wet. There was no comparison. She wasn’t polished, wasn’t poised. And at this moment, she was hands-deep in a toilet, kneeling on the cold tile floor.
Her cheeks burned with a shame she hadn’t expected to feel. She had thought herself past it—past caring about how others saw her, past feeling the sting of humiliation—but these past three days had chipped away at the numbness she’d built around herself. Kindness had a way of doing that, she realized bitterly. It made her hope, even when she didn’t deserve to.
She heard Alpha Harvey and Omega Rachel’s voices as they greeted Beta Alfred. The sound of Omega Rachel’s laughter—light and melodic—made Catherine feel even smaller. And then they turned, their eyes catching hers through the open bathroom door.
For a moment, Catherine’s heart stopped. She didn’t know what to do, didn’t know where to look. She couldn’t bring herself to meet their eyes, couldn’t bear to see whatever judgment might be there. She dropped her gaze back to the toilet, willing herself to disappear.
But Omega Rachel spoke first, her tone warm and friendly. “You must be Catherine,” she said, stepping closer. Her heels clicked softly against the tile floor as she stopped just outside the doorway.
Catherine looked up, her face hot, and nodded quickly. “Yes, ma’am,” she said quietly, standing up hastily and tucking her sponge behind her back, suddenly hyper-aware of the dampness on her fingers. “I—uh—welcome. It’s a pleasure,” she stammered, her voice barely above a whisper.
Omega Rachel smiled, but there was something in her eyes—a flicker of something Catherine didn’t understand. It wasn’t pity, exactly, but it wasn’t amusement either. Catherine tried not to think about it, focusing instead on the Omega womans kind expression. “It’s lovely to meet you too,” Omega Rachel said. “Harvey and I won’t keep you. We’ll go say hello to Bruce and the kids.”
Alpha Harvey nodded, offering Catherine a polite smile as his Omega mate turned to guide him down the hall. “See you in a bit,” he said, his tone casual, like this was all perfectly normal.
As they walked away, Catherine let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. Omega Rachel’s warmth had been disarming, and her tactful departure had felt like a gift—an acknowledgment that Catherine needed space, that she didn’t want to be the center of anyone’s attention.
“She’s so nice,” Catherine murmured to herself, though the admiration in her voice was tinged with something else—something that made her chest ache. The other Omega woman was everything Catherine wasn’t: poised, confident, secure in her place. She didn’t flinch or falter. She didn’t hide. Didn‘t had to with someone like Alpha Harvey at her side. Someone who thought she was an equal.
Catherine swallowed hard and turned back to the toilet, her hands trembling as she picked up the sponge again. Don’t dwell, she told herself. She couldn’t afford to. The first guests were here. Alpha Bruce would need everything to be perfect. She wouldn’t get in the way of his time with them—she would make herself useful, just as she always had. She wasn‘t like Omega Rachel. Wasn‘t worthy to sit down in the Alphas presence, at his side, looking beautiful and confident and as if she had something worthwile to add.
Cathrine scrubbed harder, her resolve firm. If there was one thing she could do, it was work. Work didn’t require confidence, didn’t require her to hold her head high or meet anyone’s eyes. Work kept her out of the way. And here, in this house, that was the best thing she could be.
When Cathrine had finished scrubbing the last corner of the bathroom she turned and walked toward the kitchen. The faint sounds of conversation drifted from the den, accompanied by the occasional burst of laughter from the boys. It was a comforting thought that Jason was included so easily just because he was a sweet pup and Alpha Bruce deemed him worthy of his protection. She couldn‘t have wished for more.
Beta Alfred was exactly where she expected him to be, standing by the counter, stirring something in a large mixing bowl. The kitchen smelled warm—spices, roasting meat, and something faintly sweet in the air. Catherine hesitated in the doorway before stepping in.
“Beta Alfred,” she made her presense known softly, folding her hands in front of her. “The guest bathroom is cleaned. What else is there, that I can do to help?”
Beta Alfred turned to her, his expression calm but his eyes assessing her closely. “Ah, excellent work, Miss Catherine. Thank you. But I believe everything else is well in hand for now.”
Her brow furrowed slightly. She didn’t know what to do with herself if she wasn’t working. “Are you sure, sir? I could assist with the food preparations or help tidy up elsewhere.”
Beta Alfred shook his head, offering her a faint smile. “You’ve done plenty already. Truly, there’s no need.”
She shifted awkwardly, glancing around the kitchen as if searching for something she might have overlooked. Beta Alfred’s smile softened, but there was a flicker of something thoughtful in his expression. After a moment of consideration, he set down the bowl he was mixing.
“Well, there is one thing,” he said, his tone light. “Master Damian is due for a feeding. Would you be willing to prepare his bottle and take it to him?”
Catherine blinked in surprise, her hands instinctively gripping the edge of the counter. “Oh, yes, of course, Beta Alfred,” she said quickly. “Thank you.”
Beta Alfred showed her were everything was stored and she had a bottle of formula milk prepared in no time.
Once the bottle was ready, she walked toward the den. The sound of voices grew louder, and she hesitated just outside the doorway, glancing in.
Alpha Bruce sat comfortably on the couch, his posture open, while Omega Rachel and Alpha Harvey mirrored his relaxed demeanor on the adjacent loveseat. Alpha Bruces posture was relaxed but his attention was on the children playing a board game.
The boys were sprawled on the floor by the coffee table, their voices mixing with the sounds of the parade on the television. Jason was leaning forward, laughing as Tim struggled to keep one of his penguins balanced, while Alpha Dick’s teasing commentary made Tim glare at him playfully. Damian lay in a soft baby nest beside Alpha Bruce, his tiny hands curled loosely at his sides.
Catherine stepped inside cautiously, clutching the bottle tighter. She wasn’t sure if she should interrupt, but Damian’s soft cooing broke the tension in her chest. She took a tentative step forward, then another, until she was close enough for Alpha Bruce to notice her.
“Alpha Bruce,” she said quietly, her head bowed. “I—uh—I’ve brought Damian’s bottle. May I… may I sit and feed him?”
Her voice faltered as the room seemed to still for a moment. No one answered right away, and the silence was deafening. Her heart raced, her chest tightening painfully. The weight of the silence pressed on her chest, her nerves twisting into painful knots. She bit her lip, her thoughts racing.
She shouldn’t have asked. She should have known better. Feeding a pup in front of Alpha Bruces guests? It wasn’t probably proper, wasn’t respectful.
Her mind screamed at her for not realizing sooner. She scrambled to correct herself, her voice trembling as she added, “Or—or if it would be more proper, I could take him to the nursery so I don’t disturb anyone.”
From the corner of her eye, she caught Jason’s gaze. He’d stopped mid-move in their board game, his wide blue eyes fixed on her. The curiosity in his expression wasn’t what caught her off guard—it was the hint of worry there, etched into his small face.
She also caught Omega Rachel’s gaze from the opposite couch. The Omega’s expression was unreadable, but Catherine felt self-conscious all the same.
Alpha Bruce leaned forward slightly, his brow furrowing. Of course, he wouldn’t want her feeding the pup here. Why would he? She was being presumptuous, wanting to sit with him and the guests. Cathrine dipped her head even lower, setting her jaw in resolve.
She dipped her head lower, her voice shaking as she spoke again. “I’ll just take him to the nursery,” she said quickly. “I‘m so very sorry, Alpha.“ She wondered if he‘d punish her right now, in front of his guests of if he‘d rather admister a punishment due at the end of the day when the guests and the children wouldn‘t have to watch. She hoped for the later, as she moved toward the baby nest with careful, deliberate steps.
She bent and scooped Damian up, cradling him against her chest. His tiny warmth was grounding, but it wasn’t enough to stop the spiral in her mind. She could feel the weight of the room’s attention on her, her every movement scrutinized. She bowed her head further, her voice barely audible. “May I be excused, Alpha, please?”
Just as she straightened, Jason pushed back from the coffee table and scrambled to his feet.
“I wanna go with my Mama!” he declared, his tone defiant and sharp. “The game is dumb anyway!”
“Jason!” Catherine’s voice cracked as she turned to him, mortified. Her reprimand barely fazed him. Jason crossed his arms, his little face set in a defiant pout as he stepped closer to her.
Cathrine expected Alpha Bruce to reprimand Jason or to finally snap and show what punishment awaited insolent children, if spanking was no option the Alpha felt comfortable with. Cathrine worried the lower lip between her teeth, her body going taunt.
Alpha Harvey, however, laughed, the sound warm and easy, breaking the tension. He leaned back on the loveseat, grinning as he glanced between Catherine and Jason. “Are we going to meet like this every time, Catherine?” he asked, his tone teasing but not unkind. “You fretting like the world’s ending, and Jason here ready to duel anyone who so much as looks at you sideways?”
Catherine blinked, caught off guard by the lightheartedness in his voice. She opened her mouth to apologize, but Alpha Harvey held up a hand to stop her.
“Come sit,” he said, gesturing to the empty spot on the couch beside Alpha Bruce. “And tell me what magic Alfred is working in the kitchen.
Alpha Bruce nodded, his expression softening as he gestured toward the couch as well.
“You’re not disturbing anyone, Catherine,” he said gently. “Please, sit. You’re more than welcome here.”
She hesitated, her cheeks warming under his gaze. Her grip on Damian tightened slightly, and she hesitated, torn between obeying their words and the instinct to retreat. She could feel Jason’s eyes on her, expectant and protective, and Omega Rachel’s quiet gaze still lingered, like the other Omega woman was silently willing her to let go of her fears. Slowly, Catherine lowered herself onto the couch, her motions careful as if she might shatter the peace of the room with a single misstep.
Damian stirred softly in her arms, a tiny grunt escaping him as Catherine adjusted her hold. She moved with care, cradling him against her chest as she brought the bottle to his lips. He latched quickly, and the room filled with the gentle, rhythmic sound of his feeding. For a moment, she allowed herself to focus on him—the soft rise and fall of his breaths, the warmth of his little body, the slight weight that made her feel oddly grounded.
Jason had abandoned all pretense of playing the game. His fingers toyed with a game piece, but his gaze kept flickering toward her and Damian. She gave him a small, reassuring smile, though her heart clenched when he didn’t return it.
“What’s Alfred got planned for the big dinner?” Alpha Harvey asked from the couch, his tone light and conversational.
Catherine glanced up, startled by the question. She hesitated, her words caught in her throat, unsure if she was meant to answer.
“Go ahead,” Alpha Bruce encouraged gently. He leaned back in his chair, his eyes steady and calm as they met hers.
She nodded quickly, her voice soft. “Um… he’s making turkey,” she began.
Alpha Harvey tilted his head expectantly, urging her on.
“And, uh… stuffing, mashed potatoes, cranberry sauce,” she continued, her voice barely above a whisper. She struggled to recall all the dishes Beta Alfred had mentioned. “Sweet potato casserole. Pumpkin soup. And pies.”
“Pies?” Alpha Harvey’s eyebrows shot up. “Now we’re talking. What kind of pies?”
Catherine blinked, trying to remember what Alfred had said. “Pumpkin. And pecan. Apple, too.”
“Alfred’s pulling out all the stops, huh?” AlphaHarvey leaned forward, his grin widening.
“Sounds incredible,” Omega Rachel said warmly. “You’ve been helping him, haven’t you? Setting the table, getting everything ready?”
Catherine ducked her head, her cheeks warming. “I—I tried. I hope it’s… acceptable.”
“Acceptable?” Omega Rachel’s voice held a note of disbelief. “I’m sure it’s beautiful.“
Alpha Bruce nodded in quiet agreement, his gaze lingering on Catherine as if to underscore Omega Rachel’s words. “You’ve done well,” he said simply.
The quiet praise hit Catherine harder than she expected. Her throat tightened, and she focused on Damian to steady herself. He was still drinking, his tiny hands flexing against her sleeve as he nestled closer.
Jason broke the silence, his small voice cutting through with a touch of defiance. “Mama helped a lot,” he declared. “She’s good at that stuff.”
“Is she now?” Alphq Harvey teased, his grin softening as he glanced at Jason. “Guess we’ll have to keep her busy then, huh?”
The casual joke landed like a stone in the room. Jason stiffened, his little jaw setting.
“She’s already busy. She doesn’t need more stuff to do.”
But it was Omega Rachel’s reaction that commanded her Alpha mates attention. Her eyes narrowed, her warm demeanor vanishing in an instant as she turned to Alpha Harvey with a glare that could cut glass.
“Excuse me?” her voice was sharp. Her Omega scent—earthy matcha intertwined with the bright sweetness of minty bubblegum—spiked faintly with indignation.
“Keep her busy? Is that a joke?”
Alphq Harvey blinked, caught completely off guard. “I didn’t mean it like that—”
“You didn’t think, period,” Omega Rachel interrupted, her tone icy and precise. She crossed her arms, her posture radiating disapproval as she leaned forward slightly. “Are you for real, Harvey? Do you even hear yourself?”
“It was a joke, Rachel,” Alpha Harvey replied, his voice tinged with frustration as he tried to defend himself. “A dumb joke, maybe, but it wasn’t serious.”
“A dumb joke?” His omega mate repeated, her voice rising slightly. “She was hands deep in a toilet when we got here, Harvey. And now you think it’s funny to make her feel like that’s her place? To rile her up?”
Catherine flinched, her gaze dropping to the baby in her arms. She tried to focus on Damian, his soft weight grounding her, but her hands trembled slightly as she adjusted the bottle.
“Rachel,” Alpha Bruce interjected, his voice calm but with a quiet authority that cut through the rising tension. His steady gaze flicked between the two, his tone an attempt to diffuse the situation.
But Omega Rachel wasn’t having it. She turned her glare on Alpha Bruce, her voice thick with indignation. “You don’t get to stay quiet on this, Bruce. You’re the reason she was scrubbing the bathroom in the first place. What was that about? Couldn’t dirty your fine Alpha hands anymore now that you’ve got an Omega in the house?”
Alpha Bruce blinked, momentarily stunned by the accusation. “That wasn’t—”
But before he could finish, Damian’s sharp wail echoed through the room, his tiny fists flailing as his face reddened in distress, his sweet, exotic scent flaring up, turning sharper as if the dates had to be picked out of the pan right that instand before they turned bitter. Catherine’s heart thundered, her grip on him tightening instinctively as panic clawed at her chest.
“Shh, it’s okay,” she whispered, her voice trembling as she rocked him closer, trying to soothe him. Her free hand fumbled to adjust the bottle, her motions jerky and frantic. Damian only screamed louder, arching against her.
The weight of every gaze in the room pressed down on her, suffocating. She could feel it—Jason’s wide, worried eyes, Omega Rachel’s lingering intensity, Alpha Bruce’s unreadable expression, Alpha Harvey’s discomfort. They were all watching her fail.
“I—I’m sorry, Alpha,” she stammered, her voice cracking as she tried to coax the baby back to the bottle. “Please, it’s okay, little one, shh…” Her hands shook as she adjusted Damian again, the fear of disturbing her Alpha and his guests twisting in her stomach like a knife.
She couldn’t get the baby to stop. He wouldn’t drink. He wouldn’t calm down. The rising pitch of his cries felt like a scream in her own ears, pulling her back to her parents house.
***
Catherine sat stiffly at the long oak dining table, her shoulders hunched as she picked at the small portion of boiled potatoes and unseasoned vegetables on her plate. The air in the room was heavy, oppressive, as it always was during sunday dinners with guests. Her Alpha Father presided at the head of the table, his presence a looming shadow that dominated the room.
Seated across from her was Brother Samuel, the young Alpha priest-in-training interning at her Alpha Father’s church. He was lean and eager, with a thin, sharp face that was always smiling—though it never reached his eyes. Beside him sat his Omega, pale and young and quiet, only a few years older than Cathrine herself, cradling their three-month-old daughter.
The baby was having a bad day. Her soft whimpers had started as they were being seated, but now, halfway through the meal, they had escalated into full-blown cries. The Omega Mother rocked the baby gently, her murmured shushing barely audible beneath the child’s wails.
“Really, Mary,” Alpha Brother Samuel said, his tone clipped as he glanced at his Omega mate, his fork pausing mid-air. “This is getting ridiculous. I’ve ordered you to manage her better.”
“I—I’m sorry, Alpha,” the young Omega woman whispered, her face flushed as she tried to calm the baby. “She’s just overtired, and—”
“She’s disruptive, is what she is,” Alpha Brother Samuel interrupted sharply.
Across the table, Catherine’s Alpha Father let out a low growl of annoyance. “Brother Samuel is far too patient with you,” he muttered, his voice thick with disdain. “If this were mine, that nonsense would have been stopped long before now.”
Catherine’s Omega Mother flinched slightly but kept her head down, her gaze fixed on her nearly untouched plate.
“Indeed,” Alpha Brother Samuel said with a tight smile, though his eyes were cold. He turned to his Omega, his voice softening in a way that sent a chill down Catherine’s spine. “You’ve failed to soothe her, Omega. Clearly, you need to learn the consequences of such incompetence.”
The Omega’s breath hitched. “Please, Alpha, I—”
“Enough.” Alpha Brother Samuel’s tone left no room for argument as he held out his hand. “Give her to Catherine. Let her deal with it while you reflect on your failure.”
Catherine froze, her stomach plummeting as if the floor beneath her had been ripped away. Her Alpha Father’s gaze snapped to her like a lash, his sharp features hard with expectation.
“Go on, Omega,” he barked, his tone brooking no disobedience. “Do as you’re told.”
Her hands trembled as she stood, her chair scraping against the wooden floor. She moved mechanically, her feet dragging as if weighed down by the chains of inevitability. Across the table, the young Omega mother hesitated, her arms tightening protectively around her screaming child.
“Now,” Alpha Brother Samuel demanded, his voice smooth but deadly. “Don’t make me repeat myself.”
With a choked sob, the Omega mother surrendered her baby, her arms shaking as she handed the squirming infant to Catherine. The baby’s cries grew louder, shriller, piercing the heavy silence of the room. Catherine tried to steady her grip, her arms awkward and stiff as she cradled the wailing child.
Before she could even attempt to soothe the baby, the harsh metallic sound of a belt buckle being undone made her stomach twist. She turned her head slightly, her wide eyes catching the flash of leather as Alpha Brother Samuel pulled his belt free from his slacks in one swift motion.
“Stand,” he ordered, his voice cold and unfeeling. His Omega mate stumbled to her feet, her face pale as she moved to the far wall. The baby’s cries became frantic, almost desperate, as if sensing what was coming. Catherine’s chest ached as she bounced the child gently, her whispered shushing swallowed by the rising tension.
“Brace yourself,” Alpha Brother Samuel said, his tone as casual as if he were commenting on the weather.
The Omega mother obeyed, lifting her dress, tucking it that way it would fall down, before pulling down her cotton underwear and pressing her hands against the wall, her head bowed. Alpha Brother Samuel struck without hesitation, the crack of leather on skin reverberating through the dining room.
Catherine flinched, her arms tightening around the baby. She tried to focus on the child, on the weight and warmth of her little body, but the sound of each lash tore at her concentration.
“Hmph,” her Alpha Father scoffed, his voice laced with disdain. “Worthless, the lot of you. Can’t even manage a simple task. Mending the children is the Lords humble gift and you are even failing at that. If your Omega Mother would have been that useless, i‘s have beaten confidence into her until she learned.“
Catherine’s hands shook as she rocked the baby, her panic rising. The cries only grew louder, more frantic, and she felt the hot sting of tears welling in her eyes. She couldn’t do it. She couldn’t stop it.
***
A soft gasp escaped Catherine’s lips as she blinked hard, her surroundings snapping into focus. Damian’s cries filled her ears, sharp and piercing, pulling her violently back to the present. Her heart was racing, her breath shallow and uneven, but she forced herself to focus on the tiny, squirming baby in her arms.
“Please,” she murmured, her voice trembling as she rocked Damian gently. Her hand brushed over his soft, downy hair as she tried to calm both him and herself. “Shh. You’re safe, you‘re all safe, little one.”
But the panic clung to her, whispering cruelly in the back of her mind. She could feel their eyes on her—the guests, the Alphas, Jason, the Alphas boys who had abadoned the game by now too. She was failing again. She couldn’t calm the baby. She was disturbing the Alpha and his guests. Just like she had always managed to avoid with Jason when he was a baby.
“Catherine.”
Alpha Bruce’s voice cut through her haze, firm yet impossibly gentle. She lifted her eyes to him, blinking through the blur of tears. His gaze was calm, steady, and grounding, pulling her from the spiraling panic.
“He’s just picking up on the tension,” Alpha Bruce said, his tone low and soothing. “You’re doing fine. Take a breath. You‘re safe too, Cathy.”
She nodded shakily, her breath hitching as she tried to settle herself. Her arms tightened around Damian, holding him closer, trying once again to get him to latch on the bottle again and this time, thankfully, it worked.
Damian small body gradually relaxed against hers. Catherine exhaled a trembling breath, her chest heaving as relief washed over her. Her thumb brushed gently over his tiny fist, feeling the warmth of the sweet pup in her arms.
Alpha Bruce had called her Cathy—in front of his guests, no less. The name, soft and nice, lingered in the air, foreign against the weight of her conditioned expectations. He hadn’t punished her for the breach of decorum. There had been no reprimands, no sharp words. Instead, he’d been kind—benevolent, even—inviting her to sit among his guests while she fed the pup, his calm unwavering even when she’d failed to soothe the restless child.
Maybe it was that simple: a calm Alpha cultivating a calm home. The thought was fragile, tentative, like something she was afraid to hold too tightly. But as she watched his pups thrive under that quiet strength, and her own child cradled in a space where care was offered without condition, a quiet yearning unfurled within her. She thought she might like to stay here forever if fate were kind enough to allow it.
Notes:
That was the first of Four Thanksgiving Chapters
I‘m so exited to hear your thoughts 🥰
Chapter Text
Catherine stood by the bassinet, her hands clasped tightly in front of her, watching as Damian’s eyes fluttered closed. The baby gave a soft sigh, his tiny fists unclenching as he drifted into a dozy slumber. The quiet comfort of caring for him lingered, but Catherine’s mind immediately began searching for her next task.
She turned to Alpha Bruce, who was seated on the couch across the room with Alpha Harvey and Omega Rachel. Alpha Bruce’s relaxed posture contrasted with Alpha Harvey’s animated gestures. Omega Rachel still seemed unhappy with the Alphas, but she was civil.
Cathrines voice was soft, deferential as she addressed him. “Alpha Bruce, may I be excused to see if Beta Alfred requires my assistance?”
Alpha Bruce’s gaze shifted from Alpha Harvey to Catherine, his brow furrowing slightly. “You’ve been busy all morning, Catherine. There’s nothing urgent right now.“
His words sent a ripple of unease through her chest. She opened her mouth to respond, but Tims voice cut through the moment, bright and full of energy.
“Catherine, can you play Memory with us?” Alpha Dick held up the familiar deck of cards, already halfway through shuffling them. Jason and Tim looked at her expectantly, their faces eager and hopeful.
For a moment, Catherine hesitated, glancing toward Alpha Bruce as if seeking permission. Surely there were more important things to tend to—the dirty dishes, tidying, or perhaps assisting with lunch.
If she asked the children gently, perhaps they would play quietly on their own. But then her mind flickered to her earlier conversation with Alpha Bruce: she had told him she liked taking care of the children. Maybe this was what he wanted her to do—to relieve him of their care for a while.
She forced a soft smile and inclined her head toward the kids. “Of course, Tim,“ she said, her tone gentle but formal as she gracefully sank to her knees in front of the couch table.
The boys cheered and quickly set up the game. Catherine played with quiet precision, always ensuring her moves seemed careful but never too skilled. She let the boys dominate the game, subtly steering the competition. The first round ended with Alpha Dick’s victory, though it was clear he held back, giving Jason and Tim a fair chance. Jason, thrilled by the challenge, won the second round with two pairs more than Tim.
By the third round, Catherine made a concerted effort to encourage Tim, who had been furrowing his brow in determined concentration. His small fingers hovered over the cards, his eyes darting back and forth as he tried to remember their placement.
“I think you’re onto something, Tim,” she said softly, her voice steady and encouraging. With a subtle gesture, she indicated a card he had previously overlooked, her tone suggesting she wasn’t directing him, merely offering reassurance.
Tim’s face lit up as he flipped the card, revealing a match. His confidence grew, and within a few more turns, the game ended with him victorious. When it became clear he had more pairs than the others, he sat back, his grin stretching wide across his face, his cheeks glowing with pride.
“I knew I could beat you both!” Tim declared triumphantly, pointing at Alpha Dick and Jason.
Jason laughed, nudging Tim playfully. “Only because my mama helped you.”
The room’s mood shifted slightly. Tim’s smile faltered for just a second, the faintest flicker of doubt crossing his face. Catherine’s own reaction was immediate, her posture straightening as she sent a sharp, warning glance at Jason. The boy glanced up at her, eyes wide. He knew he did wrong.
Catherine couldn’t take any chances. Sitting here, on the carpet of an Alpha’s den, playing board games with Alpha Bruce sons, was already a privilege she wasn’t entirely sure they had earned. She could not let Jason appear disloyal—or worse, unkind—toward Alpha Bruce’s children. Bruce Wayne was a benevolent Alpha, yes, but even he must have limits.
They had been allowed into this space, this family, by the grace of Alpha Bruce. He had been generous and kind, but Catherine knew better than to test boundaries. Alpha Bruce’s affection for his children was as clear as a bright blue sky.
And while he might not spank Jason—or any child, as he had reassured her—she didn’t want to learn how an Alpha as large and imposing as Alpha Bruce enforced discipline.
Before the moment could stretch further, Aloha Dick leaned back dramatically, waving a hand in the air. “Jason’s kinda got a point,” he said with a teasing lilt. “You did have a bit help, little man.”
Tim’s face flushed darker, his small hands balling into fists. “I did it all on my own!” he argued, his voice rising slightly.
Catherine intervened quickly, her voice smoothing over the tension like a balm. “Of course you did,” she said, her smile warm as she could manage. “You’re very clever, Tim. You should be proud.”
She wanted to lean in, to sweep his hair back in a reassuring gesture. She even felt the urge to send a pointed look at Alpha Dick—not sharper than the one she had given Jason, no, but firm enough to silently ask him to stop riling up his little brother. But she could do neither. Alpha Dick, despite his young age, was her superior in every way that mattered. If he chose to, he could exert that authority over her, and as long as he didn’t stray from his Alpha father’s rules, there would be nothing she could do to protect herself.
And Tim wasn’t her pup. She wasn’t allowed to initiate any physical contact with him, no matter how small or innocent. Touching Damian to feed him or give him a massage was different—those were tasks assigned to her. She only ever acted after she was explicitly given permission, and even then, she tread carefully. But with Tim? No one had granted her that liberty.
Her words were already pushing the boundary of what an Omega like her should say to an Alpha’s child. Her sweet mutterings to Damian, her gentle encouragements to Tim—these were more personal than practical. They were more than what was required of her, and yet she couldn’t seem to stop herself.
Tim and Damian stirred something in her, an ache that ran deep in her chest. She suspected it was the bond she now shared with their Alpha father—the Alpha’s bite marking her, drawing her not only to him but to the family under his care. But it wasn’t just that. There was something about Tim’s youth, his need for reassurance, and Damian’s helpless innocence that called to her on a more primal level.
Tim’s scowl eased as her words settled over him.
“Told you so,” he said with a triumphant look, sticking his tongue out at Jason and Alpha Dick.
Alpha Dick let out a dramatic sigh, leaning back against the couch. “Alright, fine, you got us this time,” he said, his tone light and teasing. He shifted closer to Jason, lowering his voice just enough for Catherine to catch. “He so did not.”
Jason stifled a laugh behind his hand, glancing sheepishly up at her as if expecting another reprimand. Catherine caught his eye but chose to let it slide for once. Tim, oblivious to the teasing, was too busy arranging his pairs into neat, precise rows, his little chest puffed up with pride.
Her hands remained tightly clasped in her lap, her mind running over the moment, analyzing every word and expression. She didn’t let herself linger too long on Jason’s comment—he had meant no harm, she was sure—but her awareness of the delicate balance she walked in this household never waned.
“Alright,” she said softly, drawing their attention back to her. “What do you want to do next?”
Jason brightened at her tone, his earlier misstep already forgotten. Tim’s grin returned in full force, and Alpha Dick began rummaging through the stack of games again, his energy as boundless as ever.
Catherine let herself exhale, a small bit of tension easing from her chest as the children’s laughter filled the room once more.
Just as Alpha Dick was pulling out a new board game, the door to the den opened. Beta Alfred entered, pushing a polished serving cart with quiet efficiency. His presence was both reassuring and unintrusive, a steadying force in the room.
“A light luncheon, Master Bruce,” Beta Alfred announced as he parked the cart near the group. “Something manageable for the den, I thought.”
Alpha Bruce looked up from where he’d been sitting with Alpha Harvey and Omega Rachel, setting his empty hands aside. “Perfect timing, Alfred. Thank you.”
Alpha Dick abandoned the half-unpacked board game and hopped up to examine the spread. Jason stood quickly, Tim right on his heels, eyeing the cart with excited curiosity. Catherine, however, reached out to gently rest a hand on Jason’s shoulder, her touch light but firm enough to pause him.
“We don’t know if it’s for us, too,” she murmured, her voice low enough that only he could hear.
Jason frowned, his small brow furrowing in frustration, falling back to her side as they waited. But he didn’t argue. Instead, he stayed rooted at her side, his wide eyes darting between the cart and Alpha Bruce. His fingers curled into the hem of his shirt, a nervous habit that Cathrine knew all to well from herself.
Alpha Dick filled his plate first with fruit skewers, cheese twisters and some little breaded shrimps.
Tim followed close behind, reaching for a cookie first before sneaking a glance at Beta Alfred to see if he’d noticed. With a pointed look of the grandfatherly butler he added a little finger sandwich and cracker and veggie sticks with hummus.
After she had filled her plate Omega Rachel leaned back against the couch, her demeanor was relaxed but attentive as she watched the children. She had a steaming cup of tea in her hands and a gentle smile on her lips. Alpha Harvey, meanwhile, was chatting amiably with Alpha Bruce as he popped a meatball into his mouth.
“Does Alfred even knows anything exept perfection?" Alpha Harvey teased, gesturing at the beautifully arranged cart. He plucked up a shrimp skewer and gave it an approving nod.
"I’ll shall take that as a compliment, Mr. Dent," Beta Alfred replied, his tone dry but warm.
Even when the Alphas were done filling their plates with the sweet and savory spread Beta Alfred had presented, Cathrine remained near the low couch table with Jason. Her hands were folded tightly in front of her, her body stiff despite the lighthearted atmosphere.
Alpha Bruce, who had just finished filling his plate, glanced over and froze. His gaze lingered on them—on Catherine’s tense frame and Jason’s uncertain stance. A shadow of something unspoken crossed his face.
Jason broke the silence. His voice was soft but carried an edge of hurt that struck like a whip crack. “Do Mama and I get to eat, too? Or no... since you have guests over, Alpha Wayne?”
The room seemed to still. Alpha Dick, mid-bite of a cheese twister, paused, his gaze flicking to Jason. Tim froze beside him, a half-reached hand hovering a little paprika stick. Alpha Harvey raised his eyebrows, his drink halfway to his lips, and Omega Rachel straightened slightly, her expression shifting from content to sharp.
Alpha Bruce’s plate hit the coffee table with a muted clatter as he pushed it aside, his face a mix of shock and something deeper, something that looked almost like pain.
“Jace,” he said, his voice low and steady, though it carried an unmistakable weight. He crossed the space between them and knelt in front of the boy, lowering himself to Jason’s eye level. It all even went to fast for Cathrine to start worry about her sons brass words.
“Of course you get to eat,” Alpha Bruce said softly. “You and your mama don’t ever need to wait or wonder about that. Ever.”
Jason’s lips pressed into a thin line, his small shoulders still stiff with hesitation. He looked up at Catherine for reassurance, but she was frozen, her face carefully blank as though bracing for some unseen consequence.
Alpha Bruce shifted closer, his large hand resting lightly on Jason’s shoulder. His eyes were warm, earnest, and utterly unyielding as they held the boy’s gaze. “If anyone ever complained about that, they wouldn’t be welcome in this house. Do you understand me?”
It wasn’t loud, but the conviction in his voice made it feel like a declaration. Omega Rachel’s lips twitched into a faint smile, and Alpha Harvey made a low sound of approval, though he wisely stayed silent.
Jason blinked, the lines on his face softening as the words sank in. “Oh,” he murmured, a small grin creeping across his lips.
Alpha Bruce smiled back, ruffling Jason’s hair lightly before rising to his feet. “Come on, let’s get you sorted out.”
He led Jason to the cart with an easy familiarity, pointing to each item as he explained. “If you want to try something new and fancy, there are these shrimp skewers, bacon-wrapped oysters, and little tartlets filled with goat cheese, salmon, and capers.” He gestured to the simpler options. “But if that’s not your thing, there are meatballs, veggie sticks with hummus, cookies, see? And cucumber sandwiches. Those are an Alfred staple.”
Jason’s frown from earlier melted into a grin as he reached eagerly for the meatballs. “Can I have some fruit, too?”
“Take whatever you want,” Alpha Bruce encouraged, his hand resting lightly on Jason’s back. His voice was calm, matter-of-fact, as though the question was the easiest thing in the world to answer. Jason picked a fruit skewer too. It had grapes and banana, apples and blueberries.
Alpha Bruce glanced over his shoulder toward Catherine, who still lingered by the low couch table. “Catherine, you too. Please.”
Catherine hesitated, her fingers twisting together nervously, but she approached the cart. Her steps were cautious, her every motion deliberate, as though she feared making a mistake even after Alpha Bruce’s explicit invitation. She dipped her head slightly as she murmured, “Thank you, Alpha Bruce,” and began carefully selecting a few modest items, enough to avoid seeming rude or ungrateful but not so much that it might be seen as greedy.
Jason, meanwhile, hovered near the more exotic offerings, his small fingers suspended over the bacon-wrapped oysters. His face scrunched with uncertainty.
“What if I take something and I don’t like it, Alpha Wayne?” he asked softly, his fingers hovering near the bacon-wrapped oysters.
Alpha Bruce knelt slightly, bringing himself closer to Jason’s level again. His tone remained steady and kind. “That’s what trying new things is for, lad. If you don’t like it, that’s okay.”
Jason tilted his head, still unconvinced. “And you really won’t be angry if I waste food?”
Alpha Bruce’s smile softened, his hand resting lightly on Jason’s back. “You’re not wasting food if you try something and don’t like it. That’s how we figure out what we enjoy. Just take one piece at a time, and if it’s not for you, no harm done. And if you do like it, you can always go back for seconds.”
Jason blinked at him, his brow furrowing slightly as he processed the words. “Mama and me never got seconds before,” he mumbled, his voice barely above a whisper.
That quiet admission made Omega Rachel, who had been sipping her tea, set her cup down carefully. Her lips pressed together, and her gaze flicked to Alpha Bruce, a shadow of sadness in her expression.
Alpha Harvey, leaning casually against the couch, exhaled through his nose and muttered, “Damn.” It wasn’t loud, but the sentiment hung in the air.
Alpha Bruce’s jaw tightened, though his tone remained calm. “Well, that’s not how it works here, lad. You and your mama can always have seconds. Or thirds. Whatever you need.”
Encouraged, Jason reached for one of the oysters, his fingers trembling slightly as he picked it up. He bit into it almost immediately, chewing thoughtfully. “It’s salty,” he said, his tone neutral but curious.
Alpha Bruce leaned closer, watching Jason’s expression. “Do you like it?”
Jason hesitated, his nose scrunching slightly. “It’s… okay, I guess.”
Alpha Bruce chuckled, a deep, warm sound. “Want me to eat the rest so you can try something else?”
Jason stared at him, wide-eyed, his small hand still holding the half-eaten bacol wrapped oyster. “You would?”
“Of course,” Alpha Bruce said simply, holding out his hand.
Catherine froze where she stood, her plate trembling slightly in her hands. Her mind felt as though it had short-circuited. How could this Alpha exist? This powerful, wealthy man, who had no obligation to her or her son, was casually offering to eat something half-finished by an unclaimed pup. Jason wasn’t his child—he wasn’t his blood. And yet here Alpha Bruce was, showing more patience, care, and understanding than she’d ever dared hope for.
Jason handed over the bacon wrapped oyster, his grin returning, brighter this time. “Thanks, Alpha Wayne.”
“You‘re welcome, lad,“ Alpha Bruce said. He took a bite and then nodded appreciatively. “Salty, yeah, but good.”
Jason giggled, completely at ease now, and reached for a fruit skewer. The sight sent a warm shiver through her body, her bite mark tingling slightly.
“He‘s so smitten,” Alpha Harvey quipped from his spot on the couch, his tone light but with his usual touch of snark. He leaned back comfortably, folding his arms. “First your horde of little devils, now this one. Gotta say, Wayne, you do spoil them all.”
Alpha Dick flipped him the bird while Tim pushed out his little tongue, just as Omega Rachel shot Alpha Harvey a look before turning her gaze to Alpha Bruce, her tone far gentler. “I think it’s lovely, Bruce. You’ve always taken such care with your boys—it’s sweet to see you extending that to Jason, too.”
Alpha Bruce straightened slightly, glancing over at Omega Rachel with an unreadable expression before his attention returned to Jason. “They’re mine to look after,” he said simply, his voice steady, almost casual.
Catherine’s breath caught at the words, even though she knew better than to react visibly. Her hands trembled faintly where they rested in her lap, clutching her untouched plate of food.
Yours.
The word echoed in her mind, heavy with implications. It should have scared her—did scare her, on some level—but it also soothed a part of her that still expected Alpha Bruce to starve and beat and sell Jason, as soon as he was allowed to by law.
When Catherine returned to the coffee table, kneeling quietly, her hands hovered near the boys, ready to wipe up spills or stop any mess before it happened. But as she settled into her familiar position, Alpha Bruce’s calm, steady voice broke through the soft hum of conversation.
“Please, Catherine,” he said, his tone firm yet gentle. “The children are capable of eating without supervision. There is no need to sit on the floor.”
Her hands froze mid-motion. She blinked, unsure if she’d heard him correctly. It wasn’t a reprimand, but it might as well have been. No need to sit on the floor? Of course she knew she was allowed on the furniture in this house bit still. Her place was here , wasn’t it? On the floor where she could be useful, where she could quietly keep order while the Alpha and his guests enjoyed themselves.
Catherine glanced at Alpha Bruce, her heart racing as she met his gaze. There was no impatience in his expression, no hint of frustration—just a calm insistence. Slowly, she nodded and rose to her feet.
Her movements were hesitant, deliberate, as though she feared she might somehow disturb the fragile peace of the room. She smoothed the hem of her shirt before perching on the very edge of the couch, her posture stiff and uncertain, her plate balanced carefully on her lap, ready to rush if the children needed her.
Alphq Bruce gave her a faint nod of approval before turning his attention back to his plate, allowing the moment to pass without further comment.
Catherine stared down at her food, uncertain of where to begin. She took a small, measured bite of a cucumber sandwich, her movements precise, as though each gesture was being closely monitored.
Omega Rachel offered her a kind smile, leaning slightly forward. “You must be settling in well if Jason’s this comfortable already. It’s not always easy, is it?”
Catherine managed a small nod, her throat tightening. “Alpha is very kind to Jason.,” she said carefully.
“And to you too, I hope?” Omega Rachel’s voice was gentle, encouraging.
“Yes, ma’am. I… I am very grateful to Alpha Bruce,“ Catherine said quietly, her gaze flickering briefly to her new Alpha, unsure if she was navigating the conversation well.
Alpha Bruce didn’t say anything, but the slight dip of his head, the steady weight of his gaze, was reassurance enough.
His scent of brown sugar and sandalwood—was grounding. She drew in a shallow breath, the aroma tugging at something deep inside her. It was strange, this pull she felt, this quiet longing to be close to him, even as she sat rigidly on the edge of the couch.
She took another small bite of her sandwich, her focus slipping momentarily as Tim’s excited movements caught her attention. He was reaching for a glass of lemonade on the low table, his small hands unsteady as he jostled the plate of finger sandwiches beside it.
The cup tipped, lemonade spilling in a bright yellow arc across the table.
Tim froze, his eyes wide as the liquid dripped over the edge.
Catherine’s heart lurched. Her first instinct was to move, to clean it up, to fix it before Alpha could react. But her second instinct—buried deep yet still potent—was fear.
Not fear for Tim, not really; Alpha Bruce wouldn’t harm him. He loved his child. He was kind. Tim had nothing to worry, right?
But what if he did? Even the most benevolent-seeming Alpha might lash out in anger when things went wrong.
She swallowed hard, a wave of cold dread rising in her chest. What if he blamed her now?
She‘d rather he did blame and hurt her than hurting Tim but nevertheless it wasn‘t a nice thought to entertain.
Alpha Bruce had ordered her to sit with the adults, to leave the children be. She had obeyed, but if he was upset now, would that matter?
Tim blinked at the mess, his small shoulders lifting in an apologetic shrug. “Oops,” he said simply, already reaching for a napkin.
“I didn’t mean to, Dad,” he added, his tone calm, confident even, as though he had no doubt how his Alpha father would react.
Alpha Bruce, proofing him right, was already moving, his expression calm and steady. He grabbed a cloth napkin from the cart, crouching down beside the table. “It’s fine, Tim,” he said, his voice even and reassuring. “No harm done.”
Tim nodded, his movements easy as he handed his Alpha father another napkin. “Thanks, Dad. Sorry about the mess.”
Alpha Bruce smiled faintly, ruffling Tim’s hair as he dabbed at the table. “Nothing to be sorry for, buddy. Accidents happen.”
Jason watched the exchange with wide eyes, his small frame tense beside Catherine. He looked up at Alpha Bruce, his voice hesitant. “You’re really not mad, Alpha Wayne?”
The Alpha paused, glancing at Jason with a soft expression. “Of course not. Why would I be mad?”
Jason hesitated, his voice even quieter now. “Because… it made a mess. And you told Mama to sit with you, so she couldn’t clean it up and you had to do it.“
Catherine flinched at Jason’s words, shame curling through her. She lowered her gaze, her hands tightening around her plate. She should have cleaned it before the Alpha attempted to.
Alpha Bruce’s brows furrowed, his attention shifting briefly to Catherine before returning to Jason. He set the napkins down and knelt in front of the boy, his tone firm yet gentle.
“I‘ve cleaned up enough spills, before I even met you and your Mama. I’m used to clean up after my kids, bud. I think Alfred wouldn’t be very happy if I stopped doing my share of chores only because you are living with us now.“
Jason’s brow furrowed, his small hands twisting nervously in his lap. “So… you’re really not mad?”
Alpha Bruce smiled, his hand resting briefly on Jason’s shoulder. “Not even a little.“
Jason blinked, his face slowly lighting up with a tentative smile. “Got it,” he murmured.
“Good,” the Alpha said, rising to his feet. He handed Tim a fresh napkin and gestured to the table. “Now, how about you help me finish cleaning this up? Team effort.”
Tim nodded as he joined Alpha Bruce in wiping the table. Catherine, meanwhile, remained seated, her chest tightening as relief and something deeper washed over her.
Catherine sat stiffly, her plate balanced on her knees as she watched Alpha Bruce and Tim clean up the spilled juice together. Jason’s question—his soft, uncertain gaze as Alpha explained how he‘d always cleaned up after his pups, it all clung to her.
It wasn’t just the look in his eyes but the innocence in them, the way Jason’s little voice had sounded both hopeful and hesitant, as though he were trying to piece together a world he’d never quite known before.
Her fingers tightened on the edge of her plate. How could an Alpha like Bruce exist? It defied everything she’d ever been taught. Alphas didn’t clean. Alphas didn’t kneel to comfort unclaimed pups or show patience for mistakes. And Alphas certainly didn’t include Omegas like her in their holiday gatherings, not really. Not like this.
But Alpha Bruce… he did. He did, and it unsettled her more than anything Alpha Willis had ever done. Because this? This made her want to believe in something she hadn‘t thought possible a week ago.
Catherine lowered her gaze, trying to quiet the whirlwind of thoughts. Beside them, Jason sat with his small shoulders were relaxed as he tried foods he‘d never eaten before. His earlier worry seemed to melt away under Alpha Bruce’s steady, gentle presence.
Tim, humming to himself, wiped the table with broad, careless strokes. “I think we got it all, Dad,” he said, holding up the slightly crumpled napkin like a trophy.
Alpha Bruce chuckled, straightening up. “Looks good to me. Thanks, bud.” He ruffled Tim’s hair, then turned to Jason. “See? No big deal.”
Omega Rachel, who had been quietly observing, leaned forward slightly. “It’s always nice to see an Alpha who isn’t afraid to get his hands dirty,” she said warmly.
Catherine’s gaze darted toward Omega Rachel. There was no malice in the woman’s words, no veiled insult. She genuinely meant it, which made Catherine feel even more out of place. She glanced down at her lap, suddenly aware of how she was still sitting, while her Alpha was on his knees cleaning up his pups mess.
Alpha Bruce chuckled, unbothered by Rachels teasing. “I’ll take that as a compliment,” he said, standing upright.
“It was meant as one,” she replied, grinning. There was something genuine beneath her sass, a respect that made Catherine’s chest tighten.
Different. Catherine’s thoughts snagged on that word, looping around it. It was true—Alpha Bruce was different. Everything about him went against what she’d come to expect from Alphas. He hadn’t punished Tim for the spill. He hadn’t blamed her for not being at the table to clean it up, disregarding that he’d been the one to order her to sit on the couch. Instead, he’d acted like it was normal so just take a napkin and clean it up himself.
She wanted to believe it, to let herself relax in this strange, new environment, but a deeper part of her resisted. It’s not real. It can’t last.
“Who would have thought Gothams golden boy became Mary Poppins essentially,“ Alpha Harvey mused.
Alpha Bruce raised an eyebrow, his smile faintly amused. “Hardly. Alfred made sure I got my hands dirty plenty when I was younger.”
“Good on Alfred,” Omega Rachel said warmly, before casting a glance at her Alpha mate. “Unlike someone we both know.”
Cathrine wondered if it would really be true. If Alfred really gave a young Bruce chores. She wondered what Alpha Bruces parents had said to this. Had they be fine with it? Even once he presented as an Alpha? She remembered his omega mother and how emancipated she‘d seemed. It was a strange world indeed in where Omegas wore pants and Alphas cleaned up after their pups.
Alpha Harvey’s voice broke through her thoughts, light and conversational, yet unmistakably directed toward her. “You know, Catherine,” he began, “I’ve gotta admit, when Rachel and I first started living together it was a bit difficult for me too.”
Omega Rachel smirked, leaning into the armrest with a knowing look. “Oh, don’t hold back, Harvey. Tell her the whole story.”
Alpha Harvey laughed, unoffended. “What can I say? My parents weren’t exactly progressive.” He tilted his head toward Catherine as though to include her in the conversation. “My Omega dad handled everything at home—cooking, cleaning, you name it. My Alpha mom was always working, designing clothes or jetting off to meetings, often overseas.“
“He didn’t know how to do laundry until college,“ Omega Rachel added, voice soft, her eyes sparkling with affection. “Nor did he know how to press his dress shirts or polish his shoes.
Alpha Harvey groaned theatrically, throwing his head back. “Don’t remind me. “I thought it would all just… you know, work itself out,” Alpha Harvey added with a shrug. “Turns out, that’s not how washing machines—or relationships—work. Rachel had to teach me everything: how to fold clothes, how to clean up after myself, even how to cook something more complicated than toast. And yeah, she made sure I pulled my weight.” He shot Alpha Bruce a playful glare. “You lucked out, Wayne. I had to be housebroken.”
Alpha Bruce chuckled, his gaze warm as it flicked toward Omega Rachel. “Sounds like you owe Rachel more credit than you always let on.”
“Oh, don’t worry. I make sure he remembers,” Omega Rachel quipped, smiling.
Catherine’s chest tightened as she listened. Alpha Harvey spoke so casually, as though it was the most natural thing in the world. An Alpha splitting chores with his Omega? Treating them as an equal? She couldn’t imagine Alpha Willis ever having done such a thing. Neither her Alpha Father. He’d look down upon Omega Rachel and Alpha Harvey and maybe even down upon Alpha Bruce.
“Are your … your parents fine with that, Alpha Harvey?“ Cathrine said, shocked about her own proximity. Under her Alpha Fathers reign, or with Alpha Willis a question like that would get her a belting so hard she wouldn‘t dare to open her mouth the whole week again.
But Alpha Harvey sighed dramatically, shaking his head. “For what it’s worth, my parents have mellowed out. They’re in turkey right now. Mom’s hunting for new fabrics for her next collection, and Dad’s tagging along, probably sneaking away to explore whenever he gets the chance. He’s way more adventurous these days.”
Cathrine thinks about how dangerous it sounds for an omega to sneak away, to sightsee and explore, of all things. She only snuck away once, without meaning to, when her heat hit early, and came back with a mating bite and Alpha Willis claim.
Omega Rachel leaned forward, addressing Catherine with a kind smile. “Harvey likes to joke, but his parents aren‘t bad people. And his Dad sure doesn‘t need to sneak off. His mom encourages him to enjoy the sights and to make as much as he can of their trips.“
“She‘s right. Mom took all of dads excuses as long me and my sisters were still living at home and she traveled alone whenever business called her abroad but as soon as the nest was empty she wouldn‘t take a no.“
Cathrine wondered how scared Alpha Harveys father must have been to travel abroad for the first time. And how exited. She‘d surely be both. Before she‘d presented she‘d wanted to travel when she was older.
Jason’s voice pulled her from her thoughts. “Mama? Alpha Wayne. Look! I won!”
Catherine’s lips twitched into a small, hesitant smile as she looked at her son.
“Wow, Jace! You did really good, kid,” he said, when Cathrine didn‘t answer at first. Her gaze flicked back to Alpha Bruce, lingering for a moment longer.
He was different, too. Just like Alpha Harvey and his parents, just like Omega Rachel. None of them fit the stereotypes she had been growing up with.
Their easy rapport made her feel even more out of place. She’d never seen an Alpha treat an Omega as an equal, let alone talk about household chores with anything resembling humor.
Her gaze darted once again to Alpha Bruce, who leaned slightly forward in his seat, listening to Omega Rachel and Alpha Harvey with an attentive expression. He doesn’t just tolerate them; he values what they have to say. The realization was as comforting as it was unsettling. She couldn’t imagine Alpha Willis ever entertaining such a dynamic.
The comforting pull of his scent—brown sugar and sandalwood—wrapped around her like a balm, though her mind still resisted.
Catherine glanced at Jason, her heart aching with a mix of relief and longing. He was so relaxed here, so happy. She wanted that for him but she couldn’t shake the fear that it was all temporary. That any moment, the warmth of this household could vanish, leaving her and Jason stranded once again.
Alpha Bruce was too good to be true, she thought, her heart aching with both longing and doubt. It coulnd‘t last. Nothing ever did.
Notes:
I‘m sick. My husband is sick. My kids are coughing like crazy but they are fit as ever 😂 I love winter 🤧
Chapter 32
Notes:
That was a slightly longer wait but I hope it will be worth it.
No Trigger Warning I think, apart from the canon typical ones 😅
Enjoy
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next guests arrived about an hour after lunch. Alpha Jim Gordon was the first to step inside, his calm and steady demeanor instantly filling the room with a sense of ease. He extended a warm handshake to Alpha Bruce, exchanging a few friendly words with Omega Rachel and Alpha Harvey, before turning to Catherine with a warm smile.
“Catherine, it’s a pleasure to meet you,” he said gently, his voice kind and unassuming.
She froze for half a second, unused to being addressed so directly by an Alpha, but she recovered quickly, dipping her head and murmuring a soft, “Thank you, Alpha Gordon. It’s nice to meet you too.”
His daughter Alpha Barbara was an entirely different energy—a whirlwind of vibrant red hair and an infectious grin. She was only a few centimeters taller than Dick but carried herself with confidence far beyond her age. When she extended her hand to Catherine, it wasn’t in the deferential or patronizing manner Catherine might have expected from an Alpha child. It was open, friendly, and as though Catherine were her equal.
“It’s great to meet you, Mrs. Todd,” Alpha Barbara said brightly.
Catherine’s stomach flipped at the title, but she quickly masked her nerves with a polite nod and murmured, “Thank you, Alpha Barbara.”
It took no time at all until Alpha Barbara was deep in a demonstration of some robotic science kit she’d brought along. Her enthusiasm was magnetic. Alpha Dick and her quickly decided to go upstair to the playroom to have enough space to play with the science kit and Tim quickly tagged along, his curiosity piqued by the blinking lights and intricate mechanisms. As the group headed toward the playroom, they stopped at the doorway, and Alpha Dick turned back, his blue eyes landing on Jason, who had remained by the coffee table where they’d all been playing earlier.
“Don’t you wanna come too, Jay?” Alpha Dick asked, his tone easy and inviting. There was no pressure in the question, only genuine inclusion.
Jason hesitated, his small shoulders stiffening as his gaze dropped to the carpet. His fingers fidgeted with the edge of his shirt, a clear sign to Catherine that he was withdrawing. After a moment, he shook his head, barely looking up.
Alpha Dick seemed a little surprised but didn’t push. “Okay,” he said with a shrug, before following Alpha Barbara and Tim out of the room. Their chatter faded as they climbed the stairs, leaving Jason sitting quietly on the carpet.
Catherine’s heart ached as she watched him. He looked so small and uncertain, his earlier confidence now buried under shyness. He was tired, she thought, the maternal instinct to scoop him up and cradle him overwhelming. He hadn’t been napping much since they arrived at the manor, and the constant activity and excitement were wearing him down. Back home he’d slept more often, his energy drained by lack of proper nutrition and care. Now, he had plenty to eat and endless distractions, but it was still too much for him to adjust to all at once.
And his nights had been shorter, with early wake-ups to be on time for Beta Alfreds morning call and interruptions from Damian’s cries during the first nights.
Alpha Bruce, noticing Jason’s reluctance to follow the others, crouched down to meet his eye level. His expression was soft but curious, a hint of concern in his voice. “Do you want to play something else, Jason? You can still go up to the playroom if you want, or we can bring some toys down here. Or—” he paused, glancing toward the television—“if you’d rather, you can sit and watch the parade.”
Jason hesitated again, but his voice was clearer this time, though still small. “The parade, please, Alpha Wayne,” he murmured. Alpha Bruce nodded easily, standing back up. “Parade it is, then.”
Jason remained sitting cross-legged on the carpet by the coffee table.
The room quieted for a moment as Jason stared at the television, though Catherine could see his focus wavering. His fingers started twisting together again, and then, hesitantly, he looked up at Alpha Bruce. “Alpha Wayne?” he asked softly.
Lpha Bruce turned to him immediately. “Yes, Jason?”
Jason’s voice dropped to barely above a whisper. “May I go and hug my Mama?”
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. Oh, Jason. Shame and worry flooded her. Hugging her like that, in front of Alpha Bruce and his guests, wasn’t proper. He was too old for such clinginess, and besides, he wasn’t the Alphas child. What would the others think? Would they see it as disrespectful or inappropriate?
Alpha Bruce, however, didn’t miss a beat. His expression softened further, his response as natural as if Jason had asked for a glass of water. “Of course, Jason,” he said, his tone steady and reassuring. “You can go and hug your Mama whenever you want, as long as it’s fine with her too. You don’t need to ask me for permission, lad.”
Jason blinked, his little face a mix of surprise and something softer—relief, maybe. “Oh,” he mumbled. “Thank you, Alpha Wayne.”
He stood and crossed the room toward her. Catherine instinctively turned to him, her hands fluttering nervously as Jason climbed into her lap. She helped him settle, her movements automatic, though her mind raced with uncertainty.
He curled up against her without hesitation, his small arms wrapping tightly around her midsection, each leg bracketing her own. His head burrowed into her shoulder.
This wasn’t a quick hug. This was Jason seeking comfort, seeking reassurance, and Catherine knew it. She could feel the tension in his little body, the way his grip on her didn’t ease but tightened. This wasn‘t hugging, she thought, a pang of embarrassment creeping in. It was cuddling. And in front of Alpha Bruce and his guests.
Catherine froze, her cheeks burning. She tightened her arms around Jason, her heart pounding. He was drawing too much attention, she thought desperately. It was‘t right. He should be with the other children, thankful for the opportunity to go and play, not clinging to her like this.
To her surprise, Alpha Bruce didn’t seem bothered at all. When she dared to glance his way, his expression was calm, almost approving. “Let him stay as long as he needs, Catherine,” he said simply, his voice steady and reassuring. “He’s still adjusting. We all are.”
Omega Rachel, who had been observing with a soft smile, chimed in. “It’s sweet, really. He knows where he feels safest.”
Catherine’s chest tightened, her gaze dropping to Jason’s dark hair where it pressed against her shoulder. Safe. The word echoed in her mind, sharp and jagged. She had failed him so many times, in so many ways.
She wasn’t under any illusions that it was her providing that safety now. No, that comfort, that stability—it came from Alpha Wayne. His home, his food, his protection, his patience. Jason wasn’t clinging to her because of anything she had done, but simply because it had always been her holding him. It was a familiar comfort maybe but not safety. He hadn‘t ever been safe in her arms. Her hugs hadn‘t fed him, they hadn‘t prevented Alpha Willis from beating him. At best they had aided keeping him warm.
Jason deserved better than her. He always had. Jason shifted slightly in her lap, his arms tightening around her waist, and Catherine instinctively adjusted her hold, resting her hand lightly on his back.
She shouldn’t let him fall asleep like this, not here, not in front of Alpha Bruce’s guests. It wasn’t proper. It wasn’t right. But when the Alpha caught her eye again, his calm reassurance seemed to ease some of the tension coiled in her chest. Slowly, she allowed herself to relax, though the shame still lingered in the corners of her mind.
She glanced down at Jason, his breathing had slowed, the soft rhythm of sleep unmistakable. She bit her lip, her heart squeezing. He shouldn’t be doing this in front of them. He was too old to be falling asleep in her arms like a toddler. What must they think of him? Of her?
“You’ve got yourself a good boy there,” Alpha Gordon said, his voice warm and unassuming as he sipped his coffee. “Quiet and well-mannered, too. You must be proud, Catherine.”
The words startled her. Her eyes darted to him, then to Alpha Bruce, as though seeking silent confirmation that it was okay to respond. When her Alpha gave her an encouraging nod, she managed to find her voice. “Thank you, Alpha Gordon. He tries to be good for Alpha Bruce.” She took a deep breath, trying to muster the courage to continue speaking.
Her hands fidgeted where they rested on Jason’s back. “I… I’m very sorry for his behavior,” she murmured, not daring to look up. “He doesn’t usually act like this.”
Alpha Bruce seemed to sense her unease. “He’s fine, Catherine,” he said softly, his voice cutting through her spiral of worry. “Dick is an octopus cuddler too, especially when he‘s tired.“
Her stomach twisted at the thought, disbelief creeping in. She tried to imagine the Alpha boy—Alpha Bruce’s eldest—clinging to his father as Jason was now clinging to her. The image felt wrong. Once an Alpha had presented, it wasn’t a pup any longer. It didn’t need to be coddled or held like this.
Alpha Dick was a confident, active child who seemed to command attention without even trying. The idea of him curling up in his father’s lap at his age seemed… unreal.
Surely Alpha Bruce meant that Alpha Dick had been like this when he was younger, perhaps around Jason’s age. But even that was different.
Alpha Dick was Alpha Bruce’s blood . The Manor was his home, his birthright. Jason was neither. What they were was the result of Alphas generosity. His benevolence.
Omega Rachel’s gentle voice interrupted her spiraling thoughts. “Oh, I can vouch for that. Dick is the clingiest kid I know” she said with a laugh. “He’ll drape himself all over Bruce.”
Alpha Harvey chuckled, leaning back in his seat. “She’s not exaggerating. A few months ago, I came over, and there was Dick—sprawled out across Bruce’s lap, fast asleep. Both of them, by the way.“
Alpha Bruce shrugged, unbothered. “He knows he’s welcome whenever he needs it.”
Alpha Gordon, sitting at the other end of the couch, nodded thoughtfully. “It’s normal for Alpha kids, especially young ones. They need that connection, even if they don’t always show it. You’re lucky,” Gordon said, leaning back in his chair. “Barbara was never much of a cuddler, even when she was little. But as soon as her rut hits or when she is upset or sick she climbs into my lap with a book or just sit there while I work or watch a show.“
Cathrine looked at him with big eyes. She couldn‘t believe what they were saying. Cathrine hadn‘t really known a freshly presented Alpha child but she thought that their ruts were spend way less cuddled up to their parents than they made it out to be.
***
Catherine’s third heat came in the dead of winter. The room was freezing—Alpha Father forbid her from heating up her own room—but her body was fever-hot, slick already dampening her thighs as waves of heat pulsed through her. It hurt. It felt like her bones were unraveling from the inside, like something was tearing her apart cell by cell, and no matter how she curled into herself, no matter how tightly she clutched her own shaking arms, it wouldn’t stop.
She had known it was coming since morning, had felt the strange aching restlessness creeping through her limbs while she scrubbed the kitchen floors until her hands were raw. She had worked through it, biting the inside of her cheek until she tasted blood, keeping her head down. But by midday the pain was unbearable, twisting deep in her belly, an emptiness that clawed at her insides and left her gasping.
She needed something—someone—but she had no one. Her Omega Mother was in the kitchen, moving with quiet efficiency as she prepared dinner. The knife scraped against the wooden cutting board, slow and steady, and the smell of onion and boiled meat filled the air. It made Catherine’s stomach turn. She stumbled toward the doorway, her knees weak, her body trembling with feverish heat.
“Mother…” Her voice was barely more than a whisper, but it was all she could manage.
Her Omega Mothers hands didn’t pause. She didn’t even look up.
Catherine’s breath hitched, and she swallowed against the tightness in her throat. “Mother, please.” She hated how desperate she sounded, how small and pathetic. But she didn’t understand why her body felt like it was being torn apart, why it hurt so much, why she felt like she was dying. All the Omegas she knew had never told her that it huft so bad. She‘d always seen them quietly accepting of their heat.
Her Omega Mother sighed, exasperated, and finally turned to her. Her eyes were empty, her face impassive, her mouth pressed into a thin, disapproving line.
“Don’t be dramatic,” she said coldly. “You know what this is. Stop acting like a child.”
Catherine flinched. She wanted to argue, to tell her Omegs Mother that she was still a child, that she was only twelve and didn’t know how to handle this, that it hurt and she was scared, but she didn’t.
“Scrub the pots, Cathrine. It will take your mind of it,“ her Omega Mother ordered and Cathrine got to work. Her fingers trembled as she wrung out the dishcloth in the basin, the water, despite lukewarm, icy against her burning skin.
Catherine swallowed hard, her throat dry. She hesitated, then forced herself to speak again, her voice barely above a whisper.
“Mother, it really hurts,” she said.
Her Omega Mother wiped her hands on her apron and turned to her.
“Of course it does,” she said simply. “It’s meant to.”
Catherine’s breath hitched. Her Omega Mother smoothed her dress down, a gentle, automatic movement. “The fire runs through our veins for a reason. It humbles us. It reminds us of our purpose.” She reached for a shawl from the hook by the door. “I’ll fetch you some kraut.”
Then she was gone, stepping outside into the snow-covered garden. The cold wind rushed in through the open door before she pulled it closed behind her, leaving Catherine standing there, swaying slightly.
The Kraut would help. It would take the worst of the sickness away, but not the emptiness, not the need. It was an old trick of Omegas, passed down quietly from Parent to Child. Something to dull the pain just enough to keep working. That was all that mattered.
Catherine braced herself against the table, breathing in through her nose, out through her mouth, steady, steady, steady. The pain didn’t ease. It only sank deeper, twisting inside her.
She turned back to the basin, gripping the edge of the counter so tightly her knuckles turned white. Her Omega Mother returned in silence, brushing the snow from her shawl as she stepped back inside. The cold clung to her clothes, a sharp contrast to the heavy, feverish heat pressing against Catherine’s skin. She moved toward the table with the same quiet efficiency as always, setting down a few wilted leaves of kraut in Catherine’s palm.
“Chew slowly,” she instructed, her voice soft but firm. Catherine nodded, pressing the bitter leaves between her lips. The taste was sharp, almost metallic, and she forced herself to swallow. Her stomach churned in protest, the nausea curling up inside her alongside the fever. But she chewed and swallowed every last leaf, because that was what she was supposed to do.
She clutched the edge of the table, her breath coming in shallow gasps as the fever burned through her bones, eating her from the inside out. It didn’t feel like humility. It felt like punishment.
Her Omega Mother smoothed her apron down, once again. Catherine swallowed hard, glancing up at her. She wanted to ask for something else, something more. She didn’t know what.
Her skin burned, too tight and too raw, her body aching down to the marrow. A deep, restless need curled inside her chest. She wanted her Omega Mother to touch her. Not just the way she had when she handed her the kraut, impersonal and distant. But really touch her. Hold her. Press a cool hand against her burning forehead. Something. Anything.
The thought made her feel guilty. She wasn’t supposed to want. She shifted slightly on her feet, unsteady, weak. Without thinking, she swayed toward her Omega Mother, reaching out—not grabbing, not clutching, just seeking.
Her Omega Mothers gaze flicked down to her, her lips parting slightly as she watched Catherine struggle to keep herself upright. But she didn’t reach back.
Catherine’s fingers curled weakly against the fabric of her Omega Mothers dress, her heart pounding in her ears. She just wanted—she didn’t know. Just closeness. Just warmth. Just—something.
But her Omega Mothee only sighed, prying Catherine’s fingers away with firm, practiced ease.
“Don’t cling, Catherine,” she murmured, smoothing the fabric where Catherine had held on. “You don’t need it.”
Her voice wasn’t cruel. It wasn’t even dismissive. It was simply a fact. A lesson learned long ago.
Catherine’s stomach twisted, something deep inside her curling in on itself. Her Omega Mother turned back toward the counter, gathering a dishcloth, dipping it in the basin, wringing it out with slow, methodical movements. Then, without looking up, she spoke again.
“The toilets need cleaning,” she said simply.
Catherine didn’t answer right away. She couldn’t. She could still feel the absence where her Omega Mothers touch should have been. A cold, hollow space, like something had been scooped out of her chest and left empty.
Her Omega Mothers voice remained firm and distant. “Did you hear me, Catherine?”
Catherine swallowed hard.
“Yes, Mother.”
Cathrine turned before her Omega Mother could say anything else, forcing herself to move, forcing her shaking legs to carry her down the hall.
The washroom was cold, the air damp and sharp. She sank to her knees on the tiles. She should pray. That’s what her Omega Mother always said. When the fire burned, when the pain became unbearable, she should pray.
So she did. She bowed her head, pressing her forehead against the cold porcelain of the toilet bowl, lips moving soundlessly.
But no matter how many words she whispered, no matter how hard she tried to make herself believe them—
Nothing changed. The fever still raged in her blood. The ache still hollowed out her ribs. And she was still all alone.
***
Omega Rachel smiled warmly. “She’s twelve, right? Still just a pup in a lot of ways.”
“Right. She is an Alpha, but she’s still my pup. That doesn’t just go away.”
Catherine’s fingers traced Jason’s back lightly, her mind racing with conflicting thoughts. She couldn’t help but dwell on Alpha Gordon’s words.
She felt a mix of confusion and unease. Was that really normal? Alphas being so openly needy, even after they presented? It wasn’t how she’d been taught things worked. Yet here they were, speaking about it as if it were perfectly natural.
Alpha Bruce nodded in agreement, his tone thoughtful. “I think that’s something a lot of people forget—just because they present young doesn’t mean they stop being kids.”
Catherine’s gaze fell to Jason, whose little body was warm and heavy against her. A soft murmur escaped his lips, and she felt his fingers curl slightly against her shirt. Her breath caught, the sound so small and vulnerable it made her chest ache. She glanced at Alpha Bruce nervously, but he only smiled softly when their eyes met.
Would he think that about Jason to, once her boy would present? That he was still a child? Society didn‘t. Not really. Of course there where protective laws against sexual acts toward underage omegas and her Alpha Father had made sure that she remained pure for her first Alpha but she had gathered that it wasn‘t like that for every omega child. It was a very harsh world for children not under the protection of their Alpha or Beta Parents. An Omega Parent was no protection. An Omega Parent was basically useless once a child presented.
Jason shifted slightly, nuzzling closer to her shoulder, and a faint, almost inaudible hum of contentment followed. Catherine’s arms tightened instinctively around him, though she kept her posture as composed as she could.
Alpha Harvey leaned forward, a playful glint in his eye. “Speaking of clingy Alphas, Bruce, you remember that time we were at that fundraiser and Dick refused to leave your side for the entire night?”
Alpha Bruce chuckled, shaking his head. “He was eight, Harvey. It was his first big event after he came to live with me. Of course, he was going to be attached to me.”
“Attached is an understatement,” Omega Rachel teased. “The poor kid practically wrapped himself around your leg.”
“And I didn’t mind,” Alpha Bruce said simply, his voice steady. “He needed that reassurance, so I gave it to him. It’s what we do as parents, isn’t it?”
The room hummed with quiet agreement. Catherine stayed silent, her arms wrapped protectively around Jason’s small, sleeping form. The weight of her son against her chest was familiar and grounding, yet her mind churned with questions.
What had Alpha Bruce meant when he said Alpha Dick only came to live with him when he was eight years old? The phrasing lingered, sparking a chain of curiosities she’d been too cautious to voice. Jason had mentioned something strange about Alpha Dick living in the circus before coming here. At the time, she’d thought it was a child’s fanciful misunderstanding. But now… was it possible Alpha Dick hadn’t always been with his Alpha Father? Could he have lived with another parent? A Beta, perhaps? One with joined custody. Or another Alpha parent? Damians mother, Talia, she was an Alpha too.
It wasn’t proper to ask such things. Not here, not now. Not in front of her Alphas guests. But the questions gnawed at her, growing louder in her silence. Maybe later, when the house was quiet and she could slip into Alpha Bruce’s room, she’d work up the courage to ask. He had promised she didn’t have to let him touch her if she didn’t want to—though she knew an Alpha’s promise only carried weight so long as his patience lasted. Still, the thought of Alpha Bruce holding her without expectations was strange and… oddly comforting.
“Catherine,” Alpha Gordon’s voice broke through her thoughts, his tone kind and steady, “How’s Jason been adjusting? This must be a big change for both of you.”
Cathrine startled slightly, her hand stilling where it had been absently stroking Jason’s hair. Her eyes darted to Alpha Bruce for a moment, seeking his reaction before responding. “He… he’s trying his best, Alpha Gordon,” she said softly, her voice deferential. “He’s… grateful … that Alpha Bruce is so kind to him. That he … gets to eat so much, is allowed sleep in a bed and he even gets to play with Alphas children. Alpha Bruce got him these clothes and more and I … we couldn‘t be more grateful!“
Alpha Bruce’s scent turned crisp, a bit like burned wood and charred sugar.
“Of course, Cathrine!“ he said and he sounded agigated. “He‘s your pup and I … I promised I would take care of him.“
Catherine’s lips trembled faintly at his words.
“Don’t worry, Mama. He is gonna spoil him rotten just like the other boys,“ Alpha Harvey grinned.
“Bruce is really doing his best with the boys.“ Omega Rachel smiled warmly. “And you’re doing a wonderful job, too, Catherine. It’s not easy to start over in a new place.“
Her cheeks flushed, and she dropped her gaze, unsure how to respond to such kindness. “Thank you,” she murmured, not knowing whom to adress.
As the conversation continued, Jason stirred slightly, letting out another small, contented sigh. Catherine felt her chest tighten at the sound, her heart aching with a mix of love and guilt.
She hadn’t kept him safe. Not really. It was all Alpha Bruce’s kindness, his generosity, that was giving Jason the chance to thrive. She could only hope she wouldn’t fail him again.
***
Jason was wide awake at dinner, his small frame perched neatly on the chair beside Catherine. His excitement over the meal was palpable, and she found herself relaxing, just a little, at how openly he enjoyed the spread before him. He delighted in every bite of mac and cheese, savored the turkey with cranberry sauce, and practically glowed when dessert was served. The apple pie he’d chosen was his favorite until she let him have a bite of her pecan slice, while everyone else was deep in conversation.
“This one’s even better,” Jason declared softly, his eyes wide with wonder. He glanced between their plates, clearly debating something in his head.
She smiled, already knowing what was coming. Before she could speak, Jason asked, “Do you want to try mine?”
He’d already loaded his fork with a generous bite of apple pie and held it out halfway toward her. The look in his eyes was hopeful, sweet, and impossibly endearing. Catherine hesitated for the briefest moment. Sharing food wasn’t proper table manners—not in a setting like this, not with the Alpha of the household and his distinguished guests present. But how could she say no?
Catherine leaned forward, taking a small, careful bite from his fork. “Thank you, sweetheart,” she murmured softly, her voice barely audible over the dinner chatter.
Jason beamed, his happiness so genuine it made her chest ache. “It’s good, right Mama?”
“It’s delicious,” she said with a small smile, though her heart raced. She glanced up cautiously and froze when she realized Omega Rachel’s gaze was fixed on her.
“M’am,” Catherine said softly, bowing her head slightly, her tone immediately deferential. “Excuse me. I know it’s not… proper. I’ll be more mindful.”
For a moment, she’d braced herself for judgment, but Omega Rachel’s eyes softened and her words were kind.
“There’s nothing improper about sharing a moment with your son,” she said gently. “If anything, it’s sweet to see.”
Catherine’s cheeks warmed, and she lowered her gaze further, her hands folding neatly in her lap. “Thank you,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
It wasn’t fair, though. None of the Alphas at the table had even looked their way, too wrapped up in their own conversations to notice such a minor breach of decorum. Yet the Omega sitting across from her had noticed. Of course, she had. It was a reminder, one Catherine didn’t need, of where she stood.
There had always been hierarchies among Omegas, rigid and unspoken but deeply ingrained, and Catherine had spent her entire life at the very bottom rung. She had learned early that even among those deemed lesser, there were still divides—still rules that dictated who was worthy of deference and who was meant to submit further.
First, there had been her Omega Mother, a woman expected to embody quiet obedience and unwavering devotion. As the Omega of an Alpha who wielded power in the pulpit, Cathrines Omega Mother had been afforded a certain level of respect from the other Omegas in the congregation. They had looked to her as an example, someone who, despite her station, was tethered to authority through the Alpha she belonged to. Catherine had been raised beneath the weight of that expectation—to be meek, to be pious, to understand that an Omega’s place was not only beneath an Alpha but beneath those Omegas who stood closer to power.
And then there had been Alpha Willis. A poor Alpha, harsh and lacking influence, a man who held no standing among his kind. If she had once thought her Omega Mothers position difficult, it had been nothing compared to the isolation of belonging to an Alpha who was barely respected himself. There had been no trickle-down reverence, no borrowed status, only a deep and gnawing knowledge that she was at the absolute bottom. No one had envied her place. No one had looked to her for guidance or favor. She had been nothing more than a body to be controlled.
She had no skills, no education, no money—nothing. She was not like Omega Rachel, with her sharp confidence and the kind of strength that came from knowing her own worth. Not even close.
Cathrine was pulled from her thoughts by the sound of Tim’s voice. Seated on her other side, the five-year-old was happily digging into a slice of pumpkin pie. “Catherine,” he said brightly, his voice full of excitement, “do you want to try mine too?”
Catherine blinked, startled. Tim’s big, earnest eyes shone with anticipation, and she felt her resolve crumble. She couldn’t say no. Not to him, not when she knew his own mother, whatever her designation, wasn’t here to share moments like this. A pang of sympathy hit her as she remembered how he‘d told her that his mother had never liked cuddling him much because he was too squirmy.
“Of course, Tim,” she said gently, leaning toward him as he offered her a bite from his fork. Tim grinned as she took the bite, his whole face lighting up. “Good, right?” he asked.
“It’s wonderful,” Catherine replied, smiling despite the nervous flutter in her chest. “Thank you for letting me try.“
She paused, then added, “Do you want to try pecan?” She held out her own fork toward him, feeling a little daring but unable to stop herself. Tim’s whole face lit up with joy. “Yes, please!” he exclaimed, leaning forward eagerly.
As he tasted the pecan pie, his smile widened. “Thank you, Catherine!” he said, his voice bright with excitement. Then he turned to his Alpha Father, his fork still in hand.
“Daddy, I forgot to say something!”
Alpha arched a brow, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. “Oh? What’s that, Tim?”
“I’m super grateful Catherine and Jason came to live with us!” Tim declared, his voice earnest and loud enough to carry across the table. “Because Jason is my best friend, and Catherine is, like, really super nice! She’s so much nicer than Talia!”
The room fell silent for a moment. Alpha Bruce coughed, clearly caught off guard, and Catherine’s heart dropped. Alpha Harvey snorted into his drink, his shoulders shaking with laughter.
“Timothy,” Alpha Bruce said, his tone firm but kind, “that’s very a kind thing to say about Cathrine. But remember, we keep comparisons like that to ourselves.”
“But it’s true!” Tim insisted, his face still glowing with enthusiasm. “She’s the nicest!”
Alpha Harvey couldn’t help himself. “Well, Bruce, looks like Catherine’s the new favorite. Tough luck, pal.”
The room filled with soft laughter, but Catherine’s heart was racing. She couldn’t process the teasing. Her mind lingered on Tim’s words, circling the name Talia like a moth drawn to flame. She knew so little about her, save for the murmurs she’d overheard. Damian’s mother—a stunning Alpha model, as the shop assistant had gushed. But the details ended there, and the picture was far from clear.
Cathrine had wondered if she was only Damians mother or maybe Tims too, Alpha Dicks even? The idea gnawed at her. Why had she left? Was she still a presence in the children’s lives? In Alpha Bruce’s? Alpha Talia hadn’t visited once during Catherine’s short time at the manor, but the woman had to have meant something significant. She couldn’t reconcile the image of an absent mother with the warmth and stability Alpha Bruce cultivated in his home.
Tim’s words had thrown her off balance. He’d called her Talia . That meant she couldn’t have been his Alpha Mother, right? Surely a child wouldn’t address their Alpha Mother so informally. He called Alpha Bruce Daddy and while that wasn‘t formal either, it was very sweet and spoke of a benevolent Alpha like Alpha Bruce.
Jason stirred beside her, his small hand brushing hers. The motion snapped her back to the present. She smoothed his hair instinctively, the soft texture grounding her. Yet, even as her fingers moved gently through his locks, her heart ached. The guilt that had lived inside her for so long refused to quiet. Jason deserved so much more than what she had been able to give him, but Alpha Bruce was giving him a chance to thrive. A chance she was desperate not to ruin.
“I‘m very glad you‘re here, too, Cathrine,“ Alpha Bruce said. “You are very kind to my boys and I‘m nothing but happy that they like you.“ Her cheeks flushed, and she ducked her head instinctively, her hands tightening slightly on Jason’s small shoulder. She felt so unworthy of the praise, but Alpha Bruce’s tone carried no judgment—only kindness.
“Thank you, Alpha Bruce,” she murmured, her voice soft and deferential. “I just… I want to do my best, especially by the children. If I… if I may… you… you have wonderful children, Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce’s smile widened, the warmth in his expression unmistakable. “Thank you, Catherine. That means a lot to me.”
Alph Harvey leaned forward, his expression teasing. “Look at this,” he said with exaggerated wonder. “Bruce Wayne, getting compliments on your munchkins. You’re going to spoil him, Catherine. Next thing we know, he’ll start expecting us to sing his praises, too.”
Omega Rachel rolled her eyes and lightly boxed her Alpha mates arm. “Honestly, Harvey, does everything have to be a joke with you? This is why you’re terrible at speeches.”
Alpha Harvey smirked, rubbing his arm theatrically. “I’m just saying. Rach, it’s dangerous territory. First it’s wonderful children, next it’s oh, Alpha Bruce, you’re such a perfect knight in shining armor .“ He shot Catherine a playful look. “Brucie will be all full of himself, just because of you, Cathrine.“
Catherine’s blush deepened, her head dipping lower. “I-I’m sorry,” she stammered softly, unsure if she’d done something wrong. “That wasn’t my intention, Alpha Harvey.”
Cathrine felt Tim and Jason both bristling at her side and she put a hand each on the small of their backs, redirecting their attention to her, just as Alpha Bruce stepped in smoothly, his tone firm. “It’s enough. No more jokes at her expense, Harvey. Leave her be, I mean it.“
Alpha Harvey raised his hands in mock surrender. “Fine, fine. No more teasing the new lady of the house.“
The words struck Catherine like a jolt. The lady of the house?
Before she could even begin to parse that, Beta Alfred, who had been quietly observing from his end of the table, cleared his throat with impeccable timing.
Harvey sighed dramatically, slumping back in his seat. “You’re no fun, Alfred.”
A glint of amusement flickered in the butler’s eyes. “I was, in fact, the very pinnacle of fun in my youth, Master Dent. I played comedies on the stage, I’ll have you know.”
Harvey sat up, intrigued. “Really? You, Alfred Pennyworth, the king of dry wit, did theater?”
“I did indeed,” Alfred confirmed, his voice prim as ever. “And I was rather good at it.”
Harvey let out a low whistle. “Huh. That actually explains a lot.”
Laughter rippled softly through the room, but Catherine barely registered it. The lady of the house. The title felt impossibly heavy. Was that what she was now? Just because Alpha Bruce had taken her as his Omega mate? She had done nothing yet to prove her worth. She had not earned such a place and she wasn‘t sure she ever could. She really wasn‘t like Omega Rachel or like Alphas Bruces Omega Mother Martha.
Catherine still didn’t understand why Alpha Bruce had bought her. If he had truly wanted a companion—a mate in the way rich, powerful Alphas sometimes sought Omegas—surely he could have chosen someone better. Someone more beautiful, someone younger, someone untouched. Someone without a pup.
At first, she had feared the worst—that he wanted someone pliant, someone he could shape and mold to his liking, someone to keep on his knot. An Omega too beaten down to fight back, too desperate to refuse. Someone who would whisper, thank you, Alpha, through split lips and bruises, grateful for the opportunity to serve him in whatever way he desired. She had known Alphas like that. She had belonged to one.
But now … now, she wasn’t so sure. Alpha Bruce had done nothing to hurt her. He had never raised his voice, never crowded her, never forced her into obedience. He had not yanked her close by the scruff of her neck or disciplined her with the back of his hand. He hadn‘t fucked her, hadn‘t knotted her.
Perhaps he truly didn’t want a mate in the way she had feared. No one to torment, no one to claim, no one to brand as his possession.
Maybe all he had wanted was someone to care for the children. Someone to keep the manor clean. Perhaps, in time, he might trust her enough to help him unwind after long days, fill a role that had been left empty. Maybe by then she really wouldn’t mind if he fucked her. Maybe he wouldn’t make it hurt more than necessary and if offering her body provided safety for herself and Jason, it was more than worth it.
And until then, she should focus. She should concentrate on her tasks, on proving she could be useful. That she could earn her place here.
But then Alfred’s voice cut through her spiraling thoughts, shifting the conversation effortlessly.
“I must say, Miss Catherine, you’ve been a tremendous asset to this household already.” His words were calm, unforced, as though stating a simple fact. “I daresay, the children took to you quickly, and it is no wonder. You are attentive and patient with them, and it has not gone unnoticed.”
Catherine’s cheeks burned and she dipped her head even further, feeling overwhelmed.
Her presence had not gone unnoticed. It was dangerous for an Omega to be noticed.
That should have terrified her.
To be noticed was dangerous for an Omega—she had learned that early, learned it so well that even now, with soft voices and kind words surrounding her, her body still tensed at the thought. An Omega who drew attention invited scrutiny, and scrutiny invited judgment, punishment, control. If an Alpha noticed you, it meant they wanted something, and if they wanted something, you had to give it—or suffer the consequences.
She had never fully managed to move like a shadow, her head bowed, her presence as unobtrusive as the quiet hands that scrubbed the floors and prepared the meals. A good Omega was heard only when spoken to and any misstep, any moment where she made herself seen, was met with sharp reprimand, harsh hands, words that cut into her like jagged glass.
Yet here, Beta Alfred, and maybe Alpha Bruce too, had noticed her—not as a burden, not as something to break or use, but as someone who did good. It left her unmoored, unsure of how to respond.
Jason shifted beside her, pressing his small body against her arm, his weight solid and warm. It grounded her. The trust in that simple movement was staggering—he chose to lean into her, chose her warmth, chose her. Carefully, she lifted her hand and ran it over his unruly curls, smoothing them back with slow, deliberate strokes. The familiar motion steadied her, eased the tightness in her chest. Her other hand remained on Tim’s back, the contact light, hesitant, yet still there. He did not pull away.
Her presence had been noticed. But, for the first time, it had not been a danger.
On the other side of the table, alpha Gordon was deep in conversation with both young Alphas, Barbara and Dick. The soft hum of their discussion blurred in her ears, but she caught a flicker of motion—Alpha Dick’s gaze locking on her. For a moment, the young Alpha boy’s expression was unreadable, his dark blue eyes sharp and serious.
Her stomach twisted. Alpha Dick didn’t look pleased. She couldn’t quite pinpoint why, but the subtle downturn of his lips and the faint furrow of his brows made her chest tighten. Perhaps, finally, one Alpha at this table understood that her behavior wasn’t proper.
Perhaps Alpha Dick, newly presented but already carrying himself with a quiet authority, recognized her mistakes.
The thought was a strange comfort. A familiar one, too. She had spent so long tiptoeing around Alphas, ensuring she didn’t offend or overstep to much. It made sense that someone, even the youngest Alpha, might see her faults.
Alpha Dick glanced away quickly, his fingers tightening around his fork. Catherine didn’t see the slight dip of his shoulders.
Her posture stiffened slightly, her hand pausing in Jason’s hair.
“Catherine,” Alpha Bruce said, drawing her focus back to him. His tone was calm, reassuring. “You’re doing an excellent job. Don’t doubt that, all right?”
Her throat tightened, and she nodded quickly. “Yes, Alpha. Thank you.”
Alpha Harvey snorted. “See? This is exactly what I mean. Now he’s all calm and reassuring. If you’re not careful, Catherine, he’s going to get even more insufferable.”
Omega Rachel smacked Alpha Harvey lightly on the arm. “Stop it, Harvey.” She looked at Catherine, her expression softening. “You’re doing just fine, Catherine. Don’t let him get to you.”
The table buzzed with warmth and laughter, and though Catherine still felt out of place, there was something comforting in the noise around her. She glanced down at Jason, her hand resuming its gentle motion through his hair, and took a deep breath. Whatever else she felt, she could hold on to this moment. For him.
Notes:
One more Thanksgiving Chapter to go, what do you say? 🥰
Chapter 33
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
Near the middle of the chapter after Cathrine puts Jason to bed there is a brief mention of miscarriages.In the last part (Bruces POV) we have some mentions of abuse against Omegas, trafficing pups and the likes - it‘s nothing graphic though and you better not skip this part alltogether.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The dinner table had been a whirlwind for Catherine, a blend of warmth, teasing, and emotions she wasn’t entirely sure how to process. When everyone began retreating to the den, their voices light with anticipation for a movie with the children, Catherine couldn’t stop herself feeling relieved. She rised to her feet, smoothed her hands over her shirt nervously, then spoke softly, her voice barely above a whisper. “May I, Beta Alfred, sir, help with the clearing?”
Beta Alfred turned to her, eyebrows slightly raised. His expression was kind, but he seemed poised to decline with the firm authority he always carried, but before a word could escape him, Omega Rachel’s cheerful voice interrupted.
“Oh, Alfred, go relax! Catherine and I can handle clearing the table and putting the leftovers away,” she said with effortless ease, flashing Beta Alfred a warm smile. “You’ve already done so much, preparing all this wonderful food. Please, go sit down and enjoy the evening.”
Beta Alfred hesitated, and for a fleeting moment, a shadow of disapproval crossed his face, as though the suggestion unsettled his sense of order. But his composure returned swiftly, and he inclined his head in acquiescence. “Very well, Miss Rachel. I’ll leave it in your capable hands,” he said with measured grace, offering Catherine a polite nod before retreating with the others.
Catherine lingered for a moment, unsure of herself. Her hands twisted nervously in front of her, but Omega Rachel was already rolling up her sleeves, her demeanor as light and confident as ever. “Come on, Catherine,” she encouraged, her voice gentle but insistent. “Let’s get to it.”
Falling into step behind her, Catherine quickly took up the task of scraping plates and organizing leftovers. She moved quietly, her actions deliberate and precise, her eyes flitting toward Omega Rachel every so often. There was something unshakably assured about the other Omega woman, the way she carried herself with an ease that felt almost unnatural. Her presence filled the space effortlessly, her confidence seeming to blur the lines of what Catherine thought an Omega could or should be. It was disconcerting—and oddly inspiring.
Omega Rachel seemed so free, so sure of her place. Catherine could scarcely fathom it. She hadn’t expected her to join her in the kitchen. Cathrine wasn’t sure what to make of it—an Omega who seemed utterly unbound by the rules Catherine had always known.
As they began washing the larger dishes, omega Rachel broke the companionable silence with a casual remark, her voice tinged with sincerity. “You know,” she began, the words light yet deliberate, “I grew up here in this house.”
Catherine froze for a moment, her fingers tightening around the dish she was holding. She glanced at Omega Rachel, her expression caught somewhere between surprise and curiosity. “You… grew up here, M’am?” she asked tentatively, her voice low and careful.
Omega Rachel chuckled softly, shaking her head as she rinsed a dish. “You don’t have to call me that, Catherine. Just Rachel, please. There’s no need for all the formality with me. I‘m just an Omega, ain‘t I?“ She gave a conspiring wink, as if it was a joke Cathrine was supposed to get.
Catherine hesitated, her fingers brushing the edge of the plate in her hand. The suggestion felt foreign, like stepping onto unsteady ground. “Yes, Rachel,” she said eventually, the words barely above a whisper.
Rachel’s smile softened, her eyes warm as she continued. “Anyway, as I was saying, I grew up here. My Omega Mother worked as a maid, and my Beta Father was the groundskeeper. They were good, hardworking people, but the Waynes… they made all the difference for us. Thomas and Martha—Bruce’s parents—they were remarkable. They treated my family like we mattered, like we were part of something bigger. They made sure I got into the best school and stayed there, no matter what. Even after they passed, they left arrangements to make sure we’d be cared for.”
Catherine’s hands stilled as Rachel spoke her heart stirring with emotions she couldn’t fully name. It was almost impossible to imagine. A family who would do so much for people who weren’t their own—who saw value in others not because of what they could offer, but simply because who they were. Good people.
She could barely imagine it—a family so kind, so generous. It sounded like a fairy tale, like something out of a storybook. It didn’t seem real that such people could have existed, much less that their influence had shaped Bruce into the Alpha he was.
“Bruce and I…” Rachel continued, her voice softening with reminiscence. “We grew up together. He was like a brother to me. I know him better than most people ever did.” She set down the dish she’d been rinsing and turned to face Catherine fully.
Rachel dried her hands on a dish towel, her gaze steady and direct as she looked at Catherine. “He’s a good Alpha,” she said with quiet conviction, her voice carrying the weight of years. “A good man. But, Catherine…”
Rachel paused, as if carefully choosing her next words. Then her voice took on a serious note, her gaze steady and unwavering. “If he ever does anything to hurt you, or if there’s something you feel you can’t speak to him about—anything at all—I want you to know that I will be here for you. I will help you, no matter what. I trust Bruce, and I love him, but if it ever comes to it, I will believe you over him, every time, every word.“
Rachel stepped closer, her eyes warm and earnest.
“I’d love to be your friend, Catherine. If you’ll have me.”
The words hit Catherine like a tidal wave. A friend? The idea was almost incomprehensible to her. Her chest tightened as tears welled up in her eyes, spilling over before she could stop them.
“I—I’m sorry,” she choked out, her hands trembling as she covered her face. “I don’t… I’ve never…”
Her words broke off as her breath hitched. Before she could finish, Rachel stepped forward and gently pulled her into a hug. The gesture was so unexpected, so utterly unfamiliar, that Catherine froze for a moment, unsure of what to do.
“Hey, it’s okay,” Rachel said gently. Cathrines fragile composure shattered and she clung to Rachel, sobbing quietly against her shoulder.
Her thoughts swirled in a chaotic storm. She hadn’t had a friend since the day she presented. Every interaction in her life had been laced with caution and fear since then. Before Alpha Bruce bought her, people didn’t offer her support—they judged her, dismissed her, or took advantage of her. And now here was Rachel, offering her something she’d never dared to hope for: solidarity.
Catherine’s tears slowed as Rachel held her, murmuring soothing words. She felt overwhelmed, but for the first time in as long as she could remember, it wasn’t by fear or despair. It was by the quiet, tentative hope that maybe, just maybe, she wasn’t as alone as she’d always believed.
***
When Catherine returned to the living room, her heart sank at the sight before her. Jason was fast asleep on the couch, his small head nestled against Alpha Bruce’s upper arm, his thin body leaning trustingly against the Alpha’s side.
For a moment, Catherine froze in the doorway, her eyes widening as fear seized her chest. He would never have dared something like this with Alpha Willis. He knew better. He knew his place—knew the danger of even appearing to cross a line. He knew what was safe and what wasn’t. But here? Here he was, cuddled up against Bruce Wayne, as if he belonged there. Acting like a foolish pup, mistaking Alpha Bruce’s kindness for fondness.
Her breath hitched, and her steps faltered as she approached. She dropped to her knees in front of Jason, her movements automatic, instinctual, a sign of submission and the only place to be near Jason right now. She knelt beside Alpha Bruce’s broad legs, her hands rested in her lap, trembling slightly. Her eyes darted to her pup’s peaceful face, then to the Alpha towering above her, her voice trembling.
“I—I’m so sorry, Alpha,” she said, her words tight with guilt, but so quiet it was barely audible over the soft sounds of the movie. She glanced at Jason, asleep and oblivious to the potential consequences of his actions. She should wake him, should make him apologize—should teach him. But the thought of shaking him awake, of dragging him from this moment of warmth, filled her with a weight she couldn’t bear.
Shame burned through her as she faltered, her fingers twitching at her sides. She couldn’t bring herself to move. Her hands hovered uselessly as she turned, glancing over her shoulder at Rachel. Even though Cathrine believed every single word of hers, she wasn’t looking for help, not for something like this. She was only searching for a shred of courage, something to ground her trembling resolve.
“It’s fine, Catherine,” Alpha Bruce’s deep voice broke through her spiraling thoughts, his tone as gentle as the hand that rested lightly on her shoulder, grounding her in a way she hadn’t expected. “He fell asleep sitting up. He didn’t do it on purpose. He just… slumped against me after he’d already drifted off.”
Catherine’s wide, uncertain eyes flicked back to Alpha Bruce, then down to the coffee table. Her gaze landed on the bottle of craft beer sitting there. It was the only one untouched, its glass damp with condensation but the liquid inside likely warm by now. Her heart clenched.
Jason had been in the way, preventing the Alpha from moving freely, from even enjoying his drink. Alpha Willis would have never tolerated such a thing. He would have been furious. A warm beer would have been reason enough for anger—explosive, unpredictable anger. The kind that left marks on bodies and minds alike.
The thought made her throat tighten, and she scrambled to fix it.
“May I bring you another beer, Alpha? A cold one, maybe?” she asked, her voice tentative and hesitant.
Alpha Bruce shook his head, his expression calm and unbothered. “Oh no, it’s really alright,” he said simply, his tone as genuine as it was dismissive of her concern.
Catherine nodded, her gaze falling to the fabric of his knee. She stared at it intently, her mind racing with what to do next. She couldn’t just sit here at his feet, could she? He didn’t like her kneeling. But rising and sitting elsewhere without clear permission felt too bold, too presumptuous. And Jason—Jason was a nuisance, she was sure of it, leaning against Alpha Bruce like he belonged there.
Should she move him? Apologize again? Offer something else entirely ? She felt paralyzed by the weight of her uncertainty, trapped between what she’d been taught and how Alpha Bruce seemed to run his household.
“Alpha,” she whispered hesitantly, the word barely audible as her thoughts tangled. “May I ask…” She faltered. The last words came out in a near whisper, her fear of overstepping palpable. “Alpha Bruce, what should I do now?”
Alpha Bruce leaned forward slightly, his movements careful, measured. He didn’t dislodge the arm Jason was leaning against, didn’t jostle the boy in the slightest. His gaze met Catherine’s, and his voice dropped to match her quiet tone, creating a sense of intimacy, as though he understood her shame and wanted to shield her from it.
“Why don’t you sit down?” he suggested softly, his words gentle but firm. “Jason seems comfortable enough, doesn’t he?”
Catherine’s breath caught, her eyes darting back to her son. Only then did she notice the soft blanket draped over Jason’s small frame, tucked around him with care. Someone had taken the time to cover her sleeping child, to ensure he was warm and safe. It struck her deeply, painfully, with how unfamiliar it was. Alpha Willis would never have done this. He wouldn’t have noticed, wouldn’t have cared.
Her chest tightened, the weight of it all overwhelming. Jason was treated with a kindness she hadn’t believed was possible in their situation. Catherine lowered her head, her fingers clenching briefly before relaxing. The shame and gratitude tangled together in her chest as she whispered, “Thank you, Alpha.”
She stood slowly, her every movement tentative, and lowered herself onto the couch between Alpha Bruce and the side rest, careful to avoid touching him. She perched on the edge, her back straight, her hands neatly folded in her lap.
Alpha Dick and Tim sat on the other couch with Alpha Barbara, quietly teasing each other as they watched the animated movie, while Damian, swaddled and content in his bassinet, snoozed nearby.
The moment she sat, Beta Alfred, who had been seated nearby in one of the armchairs, leaned forward and addressed the room. “Would anyone care for tea or wine?” His voice carried a warmth and ease that belied his usual formality.
Rachel smiled from her place beside Alpha Harvey. “I’d love another glass of wine, Alfred, thank you.”
“Miss Cathrine?“ he asked, making her blush with the novelity of being spoken to like that in front of her Alphas guests.
“Tea please, if it’s not too much trouble,” she said softly.
“Not at all,” Beta Alfred poured their drinks with practiced efficiency, handing Catherine her tea with a small nod.
She accepted it with both hands, her fingers trembling slightly around the delicate cup. “Thank you, Beta Alfred,” she whispered, lowering her gaze.
As the movie played on, Catherine’s attention remained divided. She couldn’t keep her eyes off Jason, who hadn’t moved a muscle, still fast asleep, remained nestled against Bruce’s side, his small frame utterly relaxed against the Alpha. Her hands tightened around the teacup, her eyes fixed on the soft rise and fall of Jason’s chest as he slept.
Alpha Bruce shifted slightly beside her, just enough to check on Jason. His arm remained steady, supporting the boy with a patience and gentleness that made Catherine’s heart ache.
“He’s fine, Catherine,” Alpha Bruce said quietly, as if sensing her worry. “Let him sleep. He’s safe.”
The words hit her harder than she expected, and she nodded, unable to meet his gaze. Jason had never been kept safe by the Alpha in charge of them.
By the time the movie ended, the living room had settled into a quiet, easy rhythm. The children’s energy had faded, their earlier excitement giving way to soft yawns and relaxed postures. The adults, too, seemed more at ease, their conversation growing livelier as the day’s final football game flickered onto the television. Jason, still nestled against Alpha Bruce’s side, slept on, undisturbed by the change in programming or the gentle hum of voices.
Catherine sat silently, her hands wrapped around her teacup, when a small figure stepped into her line of sight. Tim, with his big, eager eyes and soft, sweet scent, stood before her, shifting slightly on his feet.
“Can I sit on your lap, Catherine?” he asked, his voice tinged with both shyness and hope. “Like Jason always sits with you.”
Catherine froze, caught completely off guard. Her breath hitched as she looked down at the young boy and her fingers tightened around the teacup as her mind scrambled for a response. She couldn’t say yes. It wasn’t her place to be so familiar with the Alpha’s pup, no matter how kindly they’d treated her.
But she couldn’t bring herself to say no, either. The way Tim’s wide eyes gazed up at her, full of quiet expectation, made her heart ache. Tim’s scent tingled in her nose, soft and milky, tinged with the eager sweetness of a young pup seeking comfort.
Before she could even attempt to find the right response, Alpha Bruce spoke, his voice calm and reassuring, cutting through her hesitation.
“You can sit with me, pup,” he said gently, his tone warm and full of patience. “Let’s let Catherine enjoy her tea while it’s still warm, alright?”
Tim hesitated, his little brow furrowing, but Alpha Bruce’s arms didn’t move. Instead, he tilted his head and smiled at his son.
The Alpha Father adjusted slightly in his seat, careful not to disturb Jason. “You’ll need to climb up on my lap, sweetheart. I can’t pick you up while Jason’s sleeping.”
Catherine’s chest tightened at the exchange.
Alpha Bruce’s tone was so tender, so filled with understanding, that it made her throat burn. She watched as Tim’s face lit up at his Alpha Fathers words, his initial disappointment melting away into a beaming smile.
“Okay!” Tim chirped, his small hands gripping the edge of the couch as he clambered up, wriggling his way into his Alpha Fathers lap with the uncoordinated enthusiasm of a young pup, but settling there with the ease of familiarity.
The moment was sweet, so much so that Catherine couldn’t help but feel a pang of sadness. She’d wanted to say yes. She‘d wanted to cuddle Tim and inhale his unique scent of milk coffee and iron.
Alpha Harvey’s voice chimed in from across the room. “Tim-Tam, do you want a blanket too?” he asked, his tone light but affectionate.
Tim nodded eagerly, his smile growing even wider. “Yes, please!”
Alpha Harvey stood, stretching slightly before crossing the room to a chest tucked neatly in the corner. He retrieved a soft blanket, draping it over Tim’s small frame with practiced ease.
“Comfy now, kiddo?” Alpha Harvey asked, smoothing the fabric over Tim’s small shoulders.
“Uh-huh,” Tim replied with a contented smile, snuggling deeper into Alpha Bruce’s lap, burrowing into the warmth.
It wasn’t long before Tim shifted again, wiggling under the blanket as he sought out comfort. Catherine felt the faintest pressure against her leg and glanced down, startled to find Tim’s small foot nudging under her denim-clad thigh. The blanket hid most of the movement, but she could feel the warmth of his ankle pressing against her through the fabric.
Her breath caught, her lips parting slightly in surprise. The touch was so small, so unassuming, but it carried a weight she hadn’t anticipated. Catherine smiled softly, a quiet, almost imperceptible expression that lingered on her face as she took another sip of her tea.
She hadn’t expected this. Any of this. She loved Jason fiercely—more than her own life—but that love had been a difficult, all-consuming thing, forged in a life that left no room for softness or vulnerability.
Loving him, loving anyone, in the world they had lived in had been a constant act of courage. And yet now, sitting here, feeling the innocent warmth of Tim’s touch, she realized something she hadn’t thought possible.
She felt compassion for him. For this privileged, motherless pup who had likely never known real danger or hunger. Not like her and Jason had. She wanted to give Tim what he’d asked for, even though it wasn’t her place.
Her chest ached and her fingers twitched with the urge to touch the little pup, brush the strand of hair from his face or caress his back.
Tim settled fully, his small foot remaining tucked against her leg as his breathing evened out. Catherine glanced at Alpha Bruce out of the corner of her eye. He hadn’t moved, his body still as he balanced both boys with a care that seemed effortless. His gaze was on the game in the television, mostly.
Catherine let herself relax, just a little, her fingers loosening their hard grip on the teacup. For the first time in what felt like forever, she allowed herself to believe—if only for a moment—that this could be safe. That they could be safe.
***
By the time the halftime show ended, the hour had stretched well past the children’s bedtime. Damian remained peacefully asleep in his bassinet, the gentle rise and fall of his tiny chest a comforting constant amidst the shifting evening. Alpha Gordon and Alpha Barbara, stifling yawns, bid their goodbyes.
Tim stirred in his fathers lap, rubbing his eyes with small fists but more awake now than before. Beta Alfred stepped up to them. He glanced down at Tim with a gentle smile, his Beta demeanor softening into something distinctly grandfatherly. “Ah, Master Tim,” he murmured kindly, smoothing the boy’s messy hair with a practiced hand, “I believe it’s time to get you and your brother ready for bed. We wouldn’t want you missing out on a good night’s sleep, now, would we?”
Tim tilted his head back to look at Beta Alfred, his wide eyes still holding the remnants of his earlier drowsiness. “Can I stay up just a little longer, Alfred?” he asked, his voice small but hopeful.
Beta Alfred chuckled, a warm, rich sound that made Tim smile despite himself. “Now, now, young master, you know the rules. But perhaps we can negotiate a bedtime story once you’re settled?”
Tim’s face lit up at the offer, and he nodded eagerly, sliding off his Alpha Fathers lap to stand. “Okay!” he agreed, his earlier reluctance forgotten.
“Very good, Master Tim,” Beta Alfred said with a fond shake of his head. With his usual dignity, he turned to Alpha Dick, who was sprawled lazily on the couch, half-watching the game. “Master Dick, the same goes for you, lad. Teeth brushed and pajamas on, if you please.”
Alpha Dick groaned theatrically, stretching his arms over his head. “I‘m so not tired,” he groveled, though his grin betrayed his good-natured compliance. He hopped up and ruffled Tim’s hair as they headed toward the stairs.
Catherine watched them go, her hands folded neatly in her lap. She hesitated briefly before turning to Alpha Bruce. “Alpha,” she said softly, her voice laced with deference, “may I take Jason upstairs?”
Alpha Bruce’s steady gaze met hers, and he nodded with an approving hum. “Of course,” he replied. “Feel free to join us again, after you have him settled, Catherine. If you‘d rather retreat for the night, that is quite alright, too. Have s good night, then.“
Catherine rose carefully, her movements deliberate as she approached the couch where Jason still lay, curled against the crook of Alpha Bruce’s arm. She knelt beside him, her touch gentle as she shifted him, cradling his small body against her chest.
His small frame rested heavily against her, his warmth seeping through the fabric of her shirt. She cradled him carefully, one arm tucked securely under his back and hindquarters, the other wrapped protectively around his upper body. His head lolled against her shoulder, the soft rhythm of his breaths brushing against her neck. The weight of him, so familiar and yet so fragile, made her heart clench with a fierce, protective tenderness.
Catherine turned to the others, her voice soft and deferential, equally afraid to disturb the quiet hum of the room and to indicate her unwillingness to return downstairs, after getting Jason settled. “Goodnight, Alpha Harvey. Rachel.” Her gaze shifted to Alpha Bruce, lingering there as she added, “Thank you for tonight, Alpha Bruce.”
Rachel returned her farewell with a warm smile. “Goodnight, Catherine. Sleep well.”
Alpha Harvey gave her a small wave. “Night, Catherine,” he said, his easy demeanor wrapping around the words like a quiet comfort.
Finally, her gaze returned to Alpha Bruce. His eyes lingered on her for a moment longer, his expression unreadable. “Goodnight,” he said simply, his voice steady. It wasn’t just the word—it was the way he said it, the quiet but deliberate tone that carried reassurance, as if he understood the vulnerability woven into her every gesture.
With a small nod, she turned carefully, adjusting Jason’s weight to ensure he remained undisturbed, as she began the quiet journey upstairs.
Once in their assigned room, she set him down carefully on the bed, his small frame sinking into the plush mattress. His eyelids fluttered, and he murmured something incomprehensible before nestling into the pillow.
Catherine moved with quiet efficiency, retrieving his pajamas and brushing his teeth with practiced ease. Jason remained drowsy, his movements slow and uncoordinated as she guided him through the bedtime routine. She murmured soft reassurances, her voice a soothing hum as she slipped him into his pajamas and tucked him beneath the covers.
Once he was tucked beneath the covers, she leaned down to kiss his temple. “Goodnight, my love,” she said softly, her voice thick with emotion. Jason’s only response was a contented sigh, his breathing deepening as he drifted further into sleep.
When she returned to the bedroom, she slipped into a fresh pair of pajamas—a mint-green top with white seams that felt soft and comforting against her skin and a matching bottom, soft and warm over her cotton panties. She slid into bed beside Jason, careful not to disturb him. For a long moment, she simply lay there, staring at the ceiling, her mind replaying the evening’s events.
The warmth, the kindness, the care—these were things she had never dared to hope for. Jason had been treated with a gentleness she had never thought possible, and it left her both grateful and aching with the unfamiliarity of it all.
Her hand drifted absently to her stomach, brushing over the slight curve that hadn’t been there earlier. For once, her belly wasn’t sunken, the usual sharpness softened by the rich meal and the indulgence of dessert. The sensation was foreign, almost like the early days of pregnancy, when hope had bloomed in her chest before it was cruelly snatched away.
Today was one of those anniversaries she tried not to remember, yet her body always seemed to. Her fingers pressed lightly against her belly, as if the ghosts of the lives she had lost lingered just beneath the surface.
Tonight she was warm and she was as safe and unharmed as she hadn‘t been in more than a decade and it hurt that the lifes she had lost inside weren‘t here. Safe, cuddling up to Jason and her.
Turning onto her side, she reached out instinctively, her hand resting lightly on Jason’s back, as a small tear escaped Cathrines lids. Jasons small body rose and fell with each steady breath.
She let out a small, tentative sigh, her hand settling over Jason protectively. He was safe. And no matter what it took, she would ensure he stayed that way.
***
Downstairs, the atmosphere in the den had shifted. The television was off, the flickering blue glow replaced by the warm, steady light of the room’s sconces. Bruce sat back in his armchair, a tumbler of fine whiskey in his hand, the amber liquid catching the light.
Harvey lounged in the corner of the sofa, his own glass resting on the side table, untouched for the moment. Rachel, perched comfortably on the armrest closest to Harvey, held her second glass of wine, swirling it absently as she spoke.
The casual warmth of earlier had given way to something more somber, the air tinged with unspoken gravity.
Bruce had always known the depth of their work. Rachel was a tenacious lawyer, specializing in cases against exploitative treatment of Omegas and the systems that upheld such abuses. Harvey, as a prosecutor, had leveraged his position to bring charges against Alphas and institutions that trampled over basic rights. Together, they had carved a reputation as relentless advocates for Omegas, even managing to topple powerful figures.
Tonight, however, the weight of their latest battle was evident.
“It’s a privately owned center again,” Rachel began, her tone clipped and focused. “Smaller than the state-run facilities but worse. They’re skirting regulations by operating under the radar.” She hesitated, her voice tightening. “We’ve gathered enough evidence to shut them down, but this is bigger than just one facility.”
Harvey nodded, his jaw tight. “These smaller centers thrive because they’re cheap and brutal. They undercut the state-owned ones, which aren’t exactly bastions of morality themselves. They may not be as public or visible, but their ripple effect is massive.”
Rachel’s voice was low but impassioned, her words carrying the weight of conviction.
“This center wasn’t just selling unbonded Omegas—it was trafficking pups too, taking them away from their unbonded parents to sell to the highest bidder. And the conditions…” She trailed off, her jaw tightening, the memory of what they’d found clearly weighing on her.
Harvey exhaled sharply, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees. “We got them out. Set them up in safehouses, matched them with their Omega parents where we could, bonded them to Alphas we trust.” His hand tightened around the whiskey glass, the liquid catching the dim light as it swirled with his movements. “But it’s a temporary fix, Bruce. The rot goes so much deeper.”
Bruce leaned back in his chair, his face a carefully controlled mask, though his knuckles whitened briefly as they gripped the armrest. “It’s a damn bandage on a bullet wound,” he said, his voice calm but edged with quiet fury. “You can’t keep putting out fires like this. There has to be systemic change. This can’t just be about rescuing the few who are lucky enough to cross your radar.”
Harvey looked up at him, his expression unreadable, though his eyes were sharp with conviction. “You know the challenges,” he said. “The laws barely acknowledge unbonded, not emancipated Omegas as autonomous individuals, let alone give them protections. And as for the pups…” He shook his head, his jaw clenching briefly before he exhaled again, this time slower, more controlled. “We’ve seen firsthand how the system turns a blind eye. They know, Bruce. The people in power know, and they let it happen. We need to change the system at it‘s core.“
“Change takes time, and time is something too many don’t have,“ Bruce said, as his gaze flickered briefly to his glass, the amber liquid untouched as his mind played tricks on him. He imagined Jason, small and vulnerable, caged like the pups Rachel had described. He imagined Catherine’s silent, shattering grief if Jason were torn from her. And worse still, Jason’s terror, his cries for his mother that would never be answered. The thought made his stomach twist, anger simmering beneath his cool exterior.
He imagined Dick and what might have happened if Bruce hadn‘t been there that night when his parents fell to their death. He imagined Tim and what might have happened to him, should he present as an Omega in a few years time. The Drakes surely would have sold their own son to those places. He had no doubt about it. Monsters who left their three year old pup to fend for itself while they flew off to work, wouldn‘t bat an eye to sell of said pup, if it turned out Omega.
Rachel’s voice broke through his thoughts, quieter now but no less resolute. Her hands, resting on her lap, clenched briefly before she forced them to relax. “We know it’s not enough. But this case…” She hesitated, searching for the right words, her eyes locking onto Bruce’s. “Bruce, they had pups younger than Tim in cages. Cages,” she repeated, the word cutting through the room like a knife. “Like animals. If we don’t push harder—louder—it’s only going to get worse.”
Bruce’s brows furrowed deeply, his expression darkening as he absorbed her words. His hand tightened briefly around the tumbler before he set it down with deliberate care, the soft clink against the table breaking the heavy silence. “What exactly are you asking for?” he asked finally, his voice steady but edged with something colder, sharper.
Rachel leaned forward, her gaze steady and determined. “Your face, Bruce. Your reputation. People listen to you in ways they’ll never listen to us. You’re Gotham’s golden boy. The Philantrophist they all want, the media, the people. You have the platform, the resources, the credibility. When you stand behind something, it matters. People pay attention.”
Harvey nodded, his tone more urgent now. “We need you to help us put pressure on the system, to back us publicly when this goes to court. We’ve already gathered some damn good evidence to make them squirm—video footage, witness testimonies—but this fight isn’t just in the courtroom. It’s in public opinion. We can’t afford to fight this alone. Not when we’re this close to pulling the rug out from under them.”
Bruce’s gaze didn’t waver, though his expression grew even darker as he considered their words. “What about the state centers?” he asked, his voice quieter now but no less intense. “You’ve gone after them before, haven’t you? Are you saying this is connected?”
Rachel exchanged a look with Harvey, something unspoken passing between them before she answered. “We think so,” she admitted. “We don’t have definitive proof yet, but the patterns are there. The state-run centers are better funded, better regulated on the surface, not that we haven‘t fought them often enough for not sticking to their own regulations, but …” Her voice faltered briefly before she continued. “We’ve heard whispers about pups disappearing, unaccounted for. And if those whispers are true, they’re using the smaller, privately owned centers to do their dirty work. It’s all circumstantial so far, but we’re working on it. If we can tie the two together…”
Harvey picked up where she left off, his tone firm yet laced with caution. “It could blow the entire system wide open. But if we move too aggressively, Bruce, the blowback could kill everything we’ve been building. These aren’t small players, Bruce. They have power, influence, and deep pockets. For now, we’re gathering evidence—building a case strong enough to withstand anything they throw at us. It’ll take time, but once we’re ready…” His eyes met Bruce’s, sharp and unwavering. “When the time comes, will you stand with us?”
Bruce’s expression didn’t shift immediately, his fingers tapping once against the glass in his hand before going still. His jaw tightened subtly, the weight of their request sinking in. “Yes,” he said finally, the single word deliberate and firm.
Relief flickered across Rachel’s face, though it didn’t ease the shadows in her eyes. “Thank you,” she said softly before her tone shifted, growing more cautious. “Bruce… has Catherine told you anything about her time in the center?”
Bruce’s jaw tightened, and he leaned back slightly in his chair, his arms crossing loosely. “That’s why you showed me her profile, isn’t it, Harvey?” His voice was even, but there was a note of realization that sharpened his tone. “But no. She hasn’t said much about it, and I’m not going to push her.”
Rachel nodded, her expression softening, though her eyes still held a glint of purpose.
“We’re not asking you to, Bruce. But if she ever feels comfortable enough to share… it could be invaluable.”
Harvey raised his hands in a placating gesture, his voice calm but candid. “And for the record, Bruce, showing you her profile wasn’t about pressuring her into being another witness. It’s what we do. We find Alphas we trust—Alphas who will give those Omegas a real chance. You were always on the list.” He hesitated, the corner of his mouth quirking ruefully. “But let’s not pretend timing didn’t matter. I would’ve shown you someone like her ages ago, but with you and Talia being… whatever the hell you were, your house wasn‘t exactly the safest environment for an Omega and their pup.”
Bruce’s jaw tightened, a flicker of regret crossing his features. “I’d still have offered them a refuge,” he said quietly. “Do you need me to take in more? I have the space.”
“No,” Rachel interjected quickly, her voice gentle but firm. “We can’t do that to Catherine. She needs to feel secure in her place here, Bruce. Bringing in more Omegas right now could risk her sense of stability. And Jason’s.”
Harvey leaned forward again, his hands clasped loosely in front of him. “What we need is your support. Your name carries weight, Bruce, and we need that weight behind us. Publicly.”
Bruce’s gaze lingered on the untouched whiskey in his hand, the amber liquid reflecting the soft light from the room. He stared into it as though the answers to their pleas might somehow rise to the surface. When he finally spoke, his voice was quiet, but his tone carried the weight of an unshakable resolve.
“I’ll help,” he said, the simplicity of his words underscored by their gravity. “You’ll have my support in the lawsuit, and if Catherine ever decides to talk about what she went through, I’ll stand with her. But…” He paused, the silence heavy as he wrestled with the implications of their request. “I’ll do everything in my power to keep my family safe. I won’t risk her—not for the greater good.”
His grip on the glass tightened briefly, the veins in his hand standing out. When he looked up, his eyes were shadowed by memories he rarely spoke of. “If I go down that route… if I start compromising them for something bigger… I wouldn’t stop. I couldn’t stop.”
Rachel’s gaze softened as she took in his words, her expression a mixture of understanding and gratitude. “We’d never ask that of you, Bruce,” she said gently.
Harvey leaned forward slightly, his elbows resting on his knees. “We know the risks, Bruce. We’ve seen the fallout of what happens when people take on too much. That’s not what we’re asking from you. Just having you on our side—your name, your presence—it’s more than enough to tilt the scales in our favor.”
Bruce leaned back in his chair, exhaling through his nose as the tension in the room seemed to press down on him. His thoughts wandered, unbidden, to a younger version of himself—a man filled with righteous fury and a relentless hunger for justice. There had been a time when he would have leapt into this fight without hesitation, blind to the personal costs.
He remembered that path all too well, the darkness it carried. His pursuit of a suspected serial killer, an Alpha who had lured and assaulted Omegas under the guise of romantic dates had taken him to Gotham’s underbelly—to alleyways, sleazy clubs, and even the traveling circus. It was there, nearly four years ago, that everything had changed.
He could still picture the moment vividly, though the memory was filtered through the haze of time. A night of relentless rain. The roar of a crowd under a sprawling striped tent. And then, the cries of a small boy, lost in the chaos of an unspeakable tragedy. That boy had stumbled into him—clung to him with desperate hands—and everything in Bruce’s life had shifted.
Dick.
In that instant, Bruce had made a choice. He had handed over every scrap of evidence he’d gathered to Gordon and walked away from the case. He had abandoned the hunt for justice—not because it didn’t matter, but because something else mattered more. A grieving child who needed him. And Bruce had never regretted that decision. Not once.
His words carried a quiet finality, a statement of both conviction and boundaries. It wasn’t that Bruce didn’t believe in their cause—he did, deeply—but the weight of his responsibilities as a father now governed his every choice.
Rachel offered him a faint, understanding smile. “It’s completely understandable, Bruce. We wouldn’t want it any differently.” Her voice was steady, her respect for his priorities evident.
Harvey, ever more stoic, leaned back in his chair. Some of the tension in his shoulders eased, though the set of his jaw remained firm. He raised his glass slightly, acknowledging the decision without judgment. “With you on board, even if it’s only your ugly face for the crowd, we’ve got a real shot at making this stick.”
Bruce gave a small, resolute nod, his expression dark with purpose. “Then let’s make sure we’re ready,” he said, his voice calm but carrying the weight of a promise. “This city has too many ghosts already. Let’s not give it any more.”
The room fell into a contemplative silence. The enormity of what lay ahead settled over them like a heavy shroud, and each retreated into their own thoughts.
Rachel, seated comfortably yet with an edge of tension, sipped her wine slowly. The movement was deliberate, thoughtful, as though the weight of every pup they had rescued—and every one they hadn’t—sat squarely on her shoulders.
Harvey leaned further into his chair, his glass now half-empty. Bruce sat unmoving, his eyes on the tumbler in front of him. The whiskey caught the light, the amber liquid glowing softly, but he didn’t raise it to his lips.
Instead, his thoughts lingered on Jason, on the boy’s quiet yet vivid words from earlier that evening. While Rachel and Catherine had been in the kitchen, Jason had looked up at the bottles of craft beer on the table and then up at him with wide, uncertain eyes and told him about his Alpha Father and how he‘d always drank beer. Always. And the more he drank, the meaner he got.
Bruce had promised the kid to not get mean and he never would, no amount of alcohol could change that but still, Bruce thought he might do without altogether for a while.
Notes:
And that’s how Brucr did not become Batman 😅
I‘m so exited for your thoughts! I‘d say the plot thickens but honestly a lot of this is build up for a sequel. I think here we will have around 10 - 12 more chapters to go. I have writteb up to chapter 39 now and have three loose ends that will take me roughly 4-6 more chapters 🥰
Chapter 34
Notes:
No Trigger Warning yay yay 🎉
Enjoy this soft chapter 🥰
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Chapter Text
Catherine lay in bed, her eyes fixed on the faint glow of the digital clock on the nightstand. The numbers stared back at her, unwavering, marking the passage of a restless night. It was past midnight, and though Jason slept soundly beside her, his small breaths rising and falling in a steady rhythm, Catherine couldn’t find the same peace.
Her mind churned with thoughts—memories she didn’t want to remember, feelings she didn’t fully understand. The day had been kind, warmer than she had ever dared hope for, but now the stillness of the night brought everything rushing back.
She heard it then: the faint sound of footsteps in the hallway. Heavy, purposeful, yet unhurried. She knew who it was without question— Alpha Bruce. He was returning to his room, the guests must be gone.
Her heart quickened at the thought of him, the Alpha who had offered her and Jason safety without condition, who had treated her with a kindness she hadn’t known in years. The bite on her neck pulsed faintly, a lingering echo of their connection. It wasn’t painful, but it left her hyperaware, her body longing in ways that made her face flush in the dark.
The need wasn’t just physical, though that was part of it. It was the pull, the ache to be near him, to feel his steady presence. She longed for his touch, gentle and kind.
But it wasn’t just her own desire driving her. There was a deeper need—a need to please him, to show him that she was grateful, that she was willing to give what she could.
Alpha Bruce had been clear: she didn’t need to let him mate her if she wasn’t ready. He had given her space, patience, the freedom to decide for herself. But now, lying there in the quiet, her thoughts circling back to him again and again, Catherine wondered if he felt even a fraction of what she did. Did he, too, feel the pull, the yearning to bridge the distance between them?
Her fingers traced absent patterns on the sheet beside her as she debated. It was late, almost too late to approach him, and yet… if she stayed here, sleep would not come. The longing to offer herself, even just a little, gnawed at her resolve. She didn’t need to let him take her fully—not tonight.
But Catherine couldn’t shake the feeling that she should do more. He had done so much for her and Jason—more than anyone ever had. The warmth of his kindness, his steady patience, left her feeling both safe and uncertain. She wanted to show him that she trusted him, that she could be what he needed her to be.
Maybe, if she showed him she wanted to be near him, that she trusted him, it would mean something to him.
Her decision came with a nervous flutter in her chest. Carefully, she slipped out of bed, her movements slow and deliberate to avoid waking Jason. His small form shifted slightly under the blanket, but he remained undisturbed, his face peaceful in sleep.
Her bare feet touched the cool floor, sending a small shiver up her spine. She hesitated for a moment, glancing back at her son, the weight of her choice settling over her. But the pull to Alpha Bruce, the need to prove herself worthy of his care, was stronger.
Smoothing her pyjama top in a nervous gesture, she stepped quietly into the hallway.
The dim light cast faint shadows on the walls as she moved, her heart pounding with a mix of nervousness and resolve. Her steps were soft, tentative, as she made her way toward Alpha Bruce’s room, the need to please him outweighing her own uncertainty.
She hesitated, her hand hovering over the wood. What if he was tired? What if he didn’t want her there? But the thought of retreating filled her with a quiet ache she couldn’t ignore. Finally, she knocked—just once, soft and hesitant.
“Come in,” his voice called, low and warm.
She pushed the door open but hesitated for a second, glancing down the hallway as though she might be caught doing something wrong, before stepping inside with her head bowed. She felt the urge to kneel in front of him, to offer her throat but she couldn’t recall a single time he hadn’t asked her to get up when she knelt for him. So she remained standing.
The room was dimly lit, the soft glow of a bedside lamp casting long shadows across the walls. Alpha Bruce stood near the bed, his jacket discarded over a chair, the collar of his dress shirt undone to reveal the strong lines of his throat. The sleeves were rolled neatly to his elbows, exposing strong forearms. He looked tired but steady, his dark gaze fixed on her the moment she entered.
When Catherine stepped inside, her gaze immediately dropped to the floor, her fingers clasping tightly in front of her. She felt small under his steady gaze—not in fear, but in the way she always did around him, like she was an intruder in a world far grander than her own.
“Catherine,” he said softly, her name slipping from his lips with a surprising warmth that sent a ripple through her.
“I’m sorry for disturbing you, Alpha,” she murmured, barely above a whisper, her head still bowed.
“You didn’t,” he assured her quickly, his tone calm but firm, as if he could brush away her apology with sheer conviction. He closed the door with a quiet click, his movements measured as he stepped back, giving her space. “Did you… need something? Is Jason all right?”
“He’s fine,” she said quickly, shaking her head. “I just…” Her voice faltered, and she tightened her hands together, twisting her fingers in a nervous habit she couldn’t seem to break. “I couldn’t sleep,” she admitted finally, the words spilling out in a rush. “I thought… if it’s not too much trouble…” Her voice grew softer, tinged with a longing she couldn’t quite suppress and the ever-present need to please. “I could sit with you. Like last night.”
Her heart thudded in her chest as the silence stretched for a moment too long. Then his expression softened, a faint smile spreading across his features. “Of course,” he said gently, his tone steady but kind.
He gestured toward the bed but hesitated, his hand lowering awkwardly. “Do you want to sit here, or…” He glanced toward the door, his words careful, as though trying not to push her. “If you’d rather, we could go to the den again?”
“No,” she said quickly and shook her head, looking down again. Her voice was barely audible as she added, “I… I’d like to stay here. If that’s all right.”
“It’s more than all right,” he replied, stepping back slightly to give her space.
Catherine hesitated, her eyes darting to the bed before quickly returning to the floor. Her hands trembled faintly at her sides.
“Do you want to sit?” he asked after a beat, his voice low and steady. “Or… we could lie down if you’re tired.”
Her breath hitched, the offer sending a jolt of warmth through her chest. She nodded hesistantly, her voice trembling. “Yes, Alpha. If… if that’s what you want, too.”
He nodded, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he reached up and tugged his tie loose from his collar, setting it aside on the nightstand. With unhurried movements, he shifted to the bed, leaning back carefully against the propped-up pillows. He glanced at her, then patted the space beside him in a quiet, wordless invitation.
Catherine hesitated, her pulse pounding in her ears as she stepped closer. She perched on the edge of the bed first, waiting for some unspoken permission to do more.
“It’s all right,” he said softly, his voice carrying no judgment, only patience.
She moved slowly, lying back only after he had fully settled himself. Their shoulders brushed first, a light touch that made her heart stutter. The cushions propped them up comfortably, and the space between them was minimal but deliberate.
The warmth of the contact spread through her, easing the tightness in her chest but also leaving her acutely aware of how close they were. Alpha Bruce, ever careful, kept his movements measured, his presence steady and grounding.
The quiet stretched between them, filled only by the faint ticking of a clock and the soft rustle of their breathing. Catherine’s gaze rested somewhere near his chest, the rhythmic rise and fall of his breaths soothing the tension that had knotted her muscles so tightly before. His warmth seeped into her, steady and comforting, and her body gradually began to relax.
Their arms touched lightly, just enough to remind her he was there, solid and unwavering. It was a simple thing, but to Catherine, it felt monumental. She hadn’t realized how much she’d craved this—the closeness, the contact, being near her Alpha without hurting, without terror. She might have thought she was madly in love and utterly devoted to Alpha Willis but she had never felt like this before. Lying next to her Alpha had never left her calm.
For a while, the room was silent save for the quiet rhythm of their breaths. The tension in her body began to ebb, replaced by a cautious sense of calm. Alpha Bruces scent enveloped her, sweet and warm, a little earthy and oddly grounding.
He shifted slightly, his arm brushing hers as he tilted his head to glance at her.
“Was today all right for you?” he asked quietly after a long pause. “I hope it wasn’t too much, with all the guests.”
She blinked, startled by the question, and turned her head slightly to look at him. His expression was careful, his dark blue eyes focused on her with an intensity that made her stomach flutter.
“It was…” She hesitated, her fingers lightly clutching at the fabric of her nightshirt. “It was nice, Alpha,” she said softly, her voice shy but sincere. “Everyone was very kind.”
Alpha Bruce’s lips quirked into the faintest smile, a subtle relaxation of the tension in his face. “Good,” he said simply, his tone reassuring. “That’s what I hoped for.”
He leaned back a little further, his shoulder brushing hers again in an unspoken gesture of closeness. Catherine felt her heart thrum in her chest, both soothed and unsettled by the nearness of him.
Catherine’s gaze lingered on the bedspread, tracing the folds in the fabric as she worked up the courage to speak.
“I… I wanted to thank you, Alpha,” she began hesitantly, her voice barely above a whisper.
“For what?” he asked gently, his tone calm and level, as though he truly didn’t understand what she could possibly mean.
Her heart clenched at his question. She ducked her head, gaze dropping to her lap, where her fingers continued their frantic dance.
“For being kind to Jason,” she murmured, the words catching in her throat as if they’d been wrenched free.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw his brows furrow, his expression puzzled and faintly troubled. “He is a child. Of course I’m kind to him,” he said simply, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
She tensed immediately, her shoulders curling inward. “I—I know, Alpha,” she stammered, the words rushing out in a desperate attempt to placate. “I didn’t mean to imply… I just… I mean… you don’t have to be.”
Alphq Bruce stilled beside her, and she froze as well, her body going rigid. The silence stretched between them, heavy and taut. His stillness was different, not the same way her Alpha Father had went still—not in that cold, calculated way that warned her she’d gone too far.
“Why wouldn’t I be?” he asked at last, his voice quiet, laced with genuine confusion.
Her throat tightened, and she gripped the fabric of her nightshirt harder, her knuckles whitening. She didn‘t want to answer. But he had asked. Alphas asked, and Omegas answered.
“Because…” Her voice was faint, trembling. “Because he’s not yours.“ The air between them felt heavier, the quiet stretching taut around her words. She dared a glance at him and immediately regretted it. His gaze was fixed on her, unreadable mostly but she believed to see a faint flicker of disappointment, and the weight of it made her want to shrink away, to disappear into herself. It was never good to disappoint an Alpha.
She lowered her head further, speaking quickly now, her voice filled with shame.
“I mean… of course, Alpha, you own him,” she said. “But you have no obligation to treat him so well. The handlers at the center told us… they told us what to expect. They said the best we could hope for was tolerance.”
The words were out before she could stop them, and the moment they hung in the air, she regretted them. Alpha Bruce let out a slow breath, the sound filling the space between them, steady but laced with something she couldn’t quite place.
“I thought we agreed not to believe anything the handlers said,” he said finally, his voice calm but touched with the faintest trace of wry amusement.
Her hands tightened further, her body going rigid. “Yes, Alpha. You …“, she whispered quickly. “You said that they‘d been wrong, but …“
She stopped herself, swallowing hard, her head bowing further. She shouldn’t have said that. She shouldn’t have implied anything.
Her breath caught when she felt his hand brush against her forearm—light, tentative, as though testing her reaction.
She froze, muscles locking, but not out of fear. His touch was careful, not a demand but a reassurance. Slowly, his fingers moved downward, tracing the curve of her wrist to where her hands were knotted in fabric. He didn’t pry her hands apart or force her to release her grip.
Instead, he waited, his movements patient and unhurried. When she didn’t pull away, his fingers carefully eased hers free from the tight grip she’d trapped them in, untwisting them one by one.
“Jason is a child in my home,” Alpha Bruce said quietly, his tone as steady as his touch. “That makes him mine to care for.“
He ran a hand along his jaw, the movement slow and contemplative. He seemed uncertain, his gaze dropping for a moment before returning to her. “I know I’m not his father,” he said, his tone careful, deliberate. “I‘m not trying to take something that isn’t mine to take.”
His fingers brushed lightly over her wrist again, grounding her in the moment. His tone was soft, almost reverent, as though he understood what his words meant to her.
“I want him to feel safe here,” he said. “I want him healthy, Catherine. He will be fed. He will not be harmed. I’ve already called the school, and when you both feel ready, we can go together to get him enrolled.“
He paused, and when he spoke again, his voice lowered further, quiet but resolute. “Please, if he ever needs anything, tell me. I want his needs to be met. I don’t want him to feel lesser than my boys. I don’t want him to be scared of me.”
The earnestness in his voice sent a ripple through her. Alpha Bruce hesitated, and for a moment, she thought he was done. But then he drew in a careful breath, his next words softer, almost tentative.
“If he ever wanted to call me Bruce,” he said, glancing at her with an almost shy sincerity, “I’d like that. If you’d be okay with it, too.”
Catherine froze. Her mind stumbled over the simplicity of the statement, unable to reconcile it with the life she had known. For an Alpha to allow an unclaimed pup not sired by him to use his name—to extend something so personal, so intimate—it was unthinkable. Her throat tightened, and for a moment, she couldn’t speak, the weight of the gesture pressing down on her chest.
It wasn’t a claim, of course. There was no bite, no bond tying Jason to him as his own. That would never happen, that at least she knew for certain, but the gesture was still monumental, and it struck her with a force she wasn’t prepared for.
“I…” Her voice wavered, breaking apart under the strain of emotions she didn’t know how to name. She swallowed hard, her fingers twisting together. “That… that would mean so much to him, Alpha.”
Her voice cracked slightly. She lowered her head, her cheeks burning with shame.
“I never…” She hesitated, her voice faltering again. “I never expected anything like this.”
Alpha Bruce’s hand shifted, and she felt the light weight of his palm against her forearm, his thumb brushing gently over her skin.
“What did you expect?” he asked softly, his voice curious but free of judgment.
Her shoulders tensed, but Alpha Bruce continued to caress her forearm, down to her waist again, where the skin was soft and thin. She could feel his fingertips brushing her scent gland, just softly as if he didn‘t do it purpose.
“I…” She swallowed, the words sticking in her throat. “I didn’t expect him to be treated with ... kindness.“
The words felt like a confession, bitter and raw as they slipped out. Her hands trembled as she added, “The handlers said… they told me… pups like him, they…” Her voice cracked, and she forced herself to keep going. “They said he wouldn’t be wanted. That he wouldn’t be fed for nothing. He’d be put to work, at best, and he could earn food and shelter. They said, he’d be punished—harshly.”
Her heart thudded painfully in her chest, and she dared a glance at Alpha Bruce, his expression was pained and very very sad.
“He’s just a little pup,” he said softly, his voice low and almost hoarse. For a moment, he said nothing more, his lips pressing into a firm line.
Catherine’s breath hitched, a quiet sound she tried desperately to stifle. Her chest tightened as she watched his hand still against her wrist. Then, slowly, deliberately, Alpha Bruce moved. He shifted his touch, his fingers curling gently around her trembling hand. The warmth of his palm against hers felt startlingly steady, grounding her in a way she hadn’t expected.
“I…” Her voice broke, and she dropped her gaze again, watching her hand in his. His grip wasn‘t harsh. It felt nice, somehow. “I don’t know how to… thank you for that.“
“There’s no need to thank me,” he said simply, softly caressing her the side of her thumb with his larger one.
They fell into a silence after that, but it wasn’t the suffocating kind she was used to. It wasn’t heavy with unspoken expectations or hidden reprimands. It was soft, a quiet that settled over them like a blanket.
Alpha Bruce didn’t let go of her hand. Instead, his thumb traced slow, absent circles over the back of her knuckles. His other hand shifted, his fingers brushing against her arm in a touch so light it almost tickled. When her body didn’t flinch, didn’t shrink away, he let his hand drift further.
Catherine didn’t know when she stopped feeling like she needed to brace herself. The tension in her shoulders eased bit by bit as the moments stretched on, and at one point, she became aware of a new sensation—a faint tugging at her hair. Her breath caught, and her heart fluttered uncertainly.
Alpha Bruce’s fingers had found the bottom of a strand of her hair, the fair, silken length curling around his knuckles as he twisted it gently between his fingertips. His touch was so light, so idle, that she might have thought it unintentional if not for the faint, almost wistful look on his face.
“It’s nice,” he murmured, breaking the quiet. His voice was low, soft, as though the words were meant more for himself than for her.
Catherine blinked, her lips parting slightly in surprise. She didn’t know what to say, how to respond. When she didn’t speak, Alpha Bruce glanced at her, a flicker of hesitation crossing his face. “Lying with you,” he clarified, his tone shy, almost uncertain.
Her heart stuttered in her chest. She lowered her gaze quickly, her cheeks warming. For a moment, she said nothing.
She shouldn’t say anything. She should stay quiet. But the weight of his presence beside her, the warmth of his hand still lingering against her wrist, made the words press against her lips. Her voice broke through the silence, so soft it was barely audible. “I… I wouldn’t mind,” she murmured, hesitating, her tongue darting out to wet her dry lips. “If… if you wanted…” She faltered again, her head bowing further. “I really wouldn’t mind… pleasing you, Alpha.”
The room seemed to freeze. Alpha Bruce stilled completely, his hand halting against her arm. The strand of her hair slipped from his fingers, and for a moment, he didn’t move, didn’t speak. She could feel the air shift, the silence stretching between them like a fragile thread.
Finally, his brow furrowed, his expression thoughtful but calm. “You don’t smell aroused, Catherine,” he said gently, his tone free of accusation or judgment and Cathrine understood that Alpha Bruce needed a willing Omega.
Her breath caught, and her cheeks burned hotter. She lowered her gaze further, her stomach twisting in knots. “I… I could be, Alpha,” she said quickly, her voice trembling, an edge of desperation creeping into her words. “I’m not defective. I promise, I—”
Alpha Bruce’s fingers brushed against her wrist again, his touch soft and deliberate, halting her spiraling words. “Catherine,” he said softly, his voice a quiet reassurance that felt both grounding and deeply unfamiliar.
She swallowed hard, her throat tightening painfully. “I just… I need…” She trailed off, unable to finish, shame pressing down on her like a heavy weight. How could she possibly tell him what she needed? How could she ask for something so bold?
“What do you need?” Alpha Bruce asked.
Catherine’s heart pounded, her chest tightening as she tried to find the words. The finger of the hand that he didn‘t held trembled where they clutched her nightshirt, her nails digging into the fabric.
She needed touch , yes, but more than that, she needed to please him. Her thoughts raced, unbidden memories and half-formed ideas flashing through her mind. Maybe if Alpha Bruce touched her more like Alpha Willis had in the early days—her glands, her breasts, the places she’d been most sensitive. Alpha Willis had liked how easily she got wet for him and he‘d made a game out of it in the early days, biting her nipples, rubbing between her folds, kissing her, hard and fast and hungry, and sucking at her botton lip, until she slicked enough for her scent to turn all sweet.
Maybe touch like that would help her slick, help her be ready . But Alpha Bruce wasn’t like Alpha Willis. His touch was softer, gentler, and she realized with a pang of longing that she wanted it to stay that way.
Her chest ached with the longing to fulfill her role as his Omega, to prove that she wasn’t useless or broken. That he made the right decision to buy her, to treat her and Jason with kindness. Maybe, if she could give him that, he‘d really continue to be nice and soft and kind. Maybe it wouldn‘t be like it had with Alpha Willis, maybe the novelity wouldn‘t ran out.
Maybe if he kissed her—not like Alpha Willis had, but softly, kindly—then maybe her body would respond, too. Maybe then she could give him what he deserved. But how could she ask for that? How did she say that she needed something she didn‘t even know how to explain?
She forced herself to speak, though her words came out halting and fractured. “I just… I need more. More touch. I think—maybe—it could help. I’m sorry, Alpha,” she added quickly, the apology tumbling out unbidden. “I don’t mean to ask too much. I just—”
Alpha Bruce’s grip on her wrist shifted, his thumb brushing slow, soothing circles into her skin. His steady, calm presence grounded her, but she still couldn’t bring herself to meet his gaze.
“You’re not asking too much,” he said gently, his voice quiet but firm. Her chest tightened painfully, her shame warring with the fragile flicker of hope his words sparked. She still couldn’t look at him, her head bowed low.
Her voice, when it came, was small and fractured, each word feeling like a risk she wasn’t sure she could take.
“Yesterday, Alpha, you said we could go slow and… and maybe, if you’d be willing, maybe you could touch me… softly.”
The air between them felt heavier, her words hanging there, exposed and vulnerable. She bit her lip, her head lowering further, terrified she’d asked too much, overstepped, or been too bold.
Alpha Bruce’s thumb stilled for a moment before resuming its soothing circles against her wrist. His voice, when he spoke, was calm and steady, without a hint of judgment. “I’m touching you right now, Catherine,” he said softly. “I’m holding you. I’m holding your hand. Do you need me to touch you somewhere else?”
Her cheeks burned, and her voice caught in her throat. She nodded faintly at first, but it wasn’t enough—she knew she had to answer him properly. She forced herself to speak, her words shaky and hesitant.
“I… You can touch me wherever it pleases you, Alpha. But… I used to be… very sensitive…” She faltered, the words sticking in her throat. It felt too much, too presumptuous, but she pressed on, desperate to please him. “On my… my breasts, Alpha. And… my scent glands.”
Alpha Bruce’s fingers moved gently against her wrist, the touch deliberate and unhurried. Slowly, as if testing her response, he let one hand stray upward along her arm to her scent gland, brushing his thumb softly over the sensitive skin near his bite.
The touch was nothing like Alpha Willis’s had been—it wasn’t possessive, harsh, or demanding. Instead, it was careful and soothing, like he was trying to show her, that she was safe. A shiver ran through her, and she let out a small, almost inaudible sigh. It felt nice—more than nice. It was grounding, his touch steadying her in a way she didn’t know she needed.
Alpha Bruce’s hand remained there for a moment, tracing gentle patterns over the gland, before he spoke again. His voice was quieter now, almost intimate in its softness. “Would you like me to kiss you, Catherine?”
Her heart skipped, and her breath hitched audibly. She couldn’t find the words to answer him so she nodded instead, the movement small and uncertain.
Alpha Bruce didn’t move immediately. His gaze lingered on her, watching her carefully, as if he were gauging her every reaction.
But leaned in and she felt him breath before he kissed her cheek, softly, tame.
“Is this okay?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Catherine nodded quickly, her throat too tight to speak, her mind warring between disbelief and the fragile hope that this could be real, that he really was this careful with her.
“It’s… nice,” she managed to whisper, her voice shaking with the weight of the confession.
Alpha Bruce’s lips quirked into the faintest of smiles, though it didn’t feel like he was mocking her. He stayed close, his presence steady and reassuring, his hand never leaving hers. “We can stop anytime you want, Catherine,” he said gently. “Do you want to stop?“
His words washed over her like a balm, soothing the jagged edges of her fear, filling spaces she hadn’t realized were empty. For the first time, she felt like she didn’t had to hide, didn’t had to pretend she wasn’t terrified or unsure.
“I’m okay,” she whispered, though her voice cracked slightly, her trembling hands betraying her. “I… I want this. I want to be what you need.”
Alpha Bruce’s thumb brushed against her wrist again, tracing slow, deliberate circles. The warmth of his touch seeped into her skin, quieting the tremors that threatened to overwhelm her. His voice, when it came, was steady but soft.
“I need you to be honest, Cathy. I need you to promise me you’ll tell me when it gets to be too much,” he said, “I don’t want to hurt you.”
Her chest tightened at the tenderness in his voice, the way he spoke her name so gently it almost didn’t sound like hers. Tears pricked at the corners of her eyes, her emotions warring between the deep ache of her past and the fragile hope his words ignited.
“Will you tell me to stop, when it gets to much?“ Alpha Bruce asked, his tone carrying a quiet vulnerability she hadn’t expected.
“Yes, Alpha. I will,” she whispered, though her voice was so faint she wasn’t sure he’d heard her.
“Promise me,” he pressed, his tone firm but never harsh.
“I promise, Bruce,” she said a little louder, her throat thick with emotion.
He nodded, and for a moment, they simply sat there, the silence between them warm and safe rather than heavy or awkward. His hand remained on her wrist, his thumb never ceasing its gentle movements over her scent gland and the soft, thin skin above it.
“If anything feels wrong, you tell me,” he said softly. “If you need to stop, you tell me. No matter what.”
His words lingered in the space between them, wrapping around her like a gentle embrace. She nodded again, the motion small but deliberate.
When his free hand cupped her cheek, his touch was feather-light, giving her every opportunity to pull away. His thumb brushed against her skin, warm and steady, and for the first time, she didn’t flinch.
“Okay?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
“Okay,” she whispered back, her voice trembling with something she couldn’t name—fear, maybe, or hope, or something in between.
Alpha Bruce leaned in slowly, his movements deliberate, the first brush of his lips against hers was feather-light, tentative, as though he was asking her permission rather than taking it. His lips moved against hers gently, testing, patient, as though he were waiting for her to guide him.
Her breath hitched, and for a moment, she felt the urge to pull away, to curl into herself.
But his hand stayed firm against her wrist, his thumb tracing slow, grounding circles over her scent gland. The warmth of his palm was grounding her, while the other lingered near her scent gland on her neck, his thumb brushing it in a way that made her feel seen rather than claimed.
Her breath trembled, and she let her lips move slightly against his, her body leaning into the gentleness of the kiss instead of pulling away.
The kiss deepened just slightly—not with hunger, but with a careful tenderness that almost undid her. A small, unbidden sound escaped her throat, a quiet hum of surprise at the warmth blooming in her chest. She didn’t realize it until Alpha Bruce pulled back, his lips leaving hers as he hovered close.
His blue eyes searched her face, filled with a quiet concern that made her heart ache. He didn’t speak right away, his thumb brushing over her cheek in a soft, almost reverent motion.
“You still okay, Cathy?” he asked, his voice barely more than a breath.
Catherine nodded, her breath trembling as she closed her eyes. A tear slipped free despite her best efforts to hold it back, trailing hot down her cheek.
Alpha Bruce caught it with the pad of his thumb, his touch impossibly gentle. “You’re safe,” he said softly.
Her lips parted, but she couldn’t speak. The knot in her throat was too tight, her emotions tangled in a way she couldn’t unravel. No one had ever said those words to her before—not like that. She hadn‘t been safe in more than a decade.
Another tear escaped, and then another, until they fell freely, blurring her vision. Catherine ducked her head quickly, heat rising to her cheeks, ashamed of her sudden inability to hold herself together. “I—I’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice cracking, uneven with emotion she couldn’t swallow.
“Don’t be,” Alpha Bruce said immediately, the firmness in his voice grounding but not harsh. His hand slipped from her cheek, capturing hers again with that steady, patient warmth. His thumb traced slow, calming circles over her skin, but it didn’t stop the tears from falling faster.
She didn’t mean to cry—not now, not in his arms. That hadn’t been the plan. She wasn’t even sure what the plan had been anymore, but it hadn’t included this flood of emotions she couldn’t seem to contain.
Her breath hitched, and she tried to stifle it, biting the inside of her cheek as her shoulders shook. But the more she tried to rein herself in, the more it spilled out. The tears came in silent waves, unstoppable, choking her attempts to speak.
She couldn’t remember the last time she’d cried this way. She hadn’t cried when Alpha Willis fucked her, not usually. And in those rare moments when she had broken, when the tears had slipped out despite her best efforts, she’d always hidden her face in a pillow, muffling the sound, while he pounded her from behind.
But now? Now she was falling apart in her new Alphas arms, and it made no sense. Alpha Bruce hadn’t even fucked her. He hadn’t hurt her—he’d done the opposite. He’d been kind, careful, gentle. Nothing about this justified her damn tears.
“I’ve got you,” Alpha Bruce murmured, his voice low and soothing, cutting through the haze of her spiraling thoughts. His arms circled her carefully, pulling her into his chest without hesitation, his hand cradling the back of her head like she was something fragile.
The safety of his embrace unraveled her further. Her fingers clutched at the fabric of his dress shirt, gripping tightly as though it were the only thing keeping her from being swept away entirely.
“Catherine,” he whispered, his lips close to her ear, his tone soft and steady. “It‘s okay. Let it out. Let it all out. I’ve got you.”
His words didn’t fix her—they couldn’t—but they felt like a balm, soothing age old aches.
But still, the shame lingered. “I don’t know why…” she choked out between breaths, her voice barely audible. “I don’t know why I’m like this.”
Alpha Bruce’s hand stroked gently over her back, the rhythm slow and even, like the rise and fall of calm waves.
“I think,” he began softly, his voice a quiet murmur against the crown of her head, “you haven’t felt safe in a very long time. And now that you are…” He trailed off, his words lingering in the air.
Her chest tightened painfully, her tears soaking into the fabric of his shirt. She tried to shift away, tried to keep the mess she felt like she was making from staining him, but his arms didn’t falter. Instead, his hold grew firmer, as though anchoring her in place.
“It’s okay to feel this,” he said, his tone unwavering, as though he wouldn’t allow her to argue. “It’s okay to let yourself be upset.”
His hand drifted to her wrist again, his thumb brushing her scent gland with gentle, grounding strokes.
Maybe he was right. Maybe that was why this was happening. Now that she was safe, safer than she had been in a decade, the dam she’d spent years building had cracked. And without it, there was nothing left to hold back the flood.
Cathrines breath shuddered and she leaned into his chest instead, letting herself cry, letting herself feel. Her fingers clung tighter to his shirt, the fabric bunched in her hands.
Alpha Bruce didn’t say anything more, but he didn’t need to. His touch, the quiet hum of his steady breathing, and the warmth of his arms where more than she‘d ever thought possible.
She didn’t know how long they stayed like that, her tears falling freely while one hand stayed firm and constant against her wrist, hugging her close with his other arm, but she felt something shift. It wasn’t a grand revelation or an immediate relief, but it was enough to keep her head above water. For now, that was more than she’d thought she could ask for.
Notes:
Hehe, they kissed 💞
Chapter 35
Notes:
I have a long long chapter for you 🥰
Trigger Warning: memories of harsh doctors exam but nothing to bad or graphic
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine had returned to her and Jason’s room after parting from Alpha Bruce, his lips brushing her cheek in a way that left her both flustered and confused. It was a tender gesture, something she was still learning to accept without shrinking away.
But the warmth of that moment faded as Jason’s rough, hacking cough woke her from sleep. The sound cut through the quiet like a blade, harsh and relentless, rattling from his small chest. She sat up abruptly, heart racing as panic seized her.
Her breath caught in her throat as she turned toward him, dread gripping her chest.
His small body was curled tightly beneath the blankets, his face flushed with an alarming redness. Damp tendrils of hair clung to his forehead, slick with sweat. Her hand trembled as she reached for him, pressing her palm against his burning skin. The heat was startling—scalding beneath her touch.
“Oh no,” she breathed, her voice trembling.
Jason’s eyes fluttered open, glazed with fever, unfocused. His lips parted, a faint wheeze escaping before another cough tore through him, wracking his little body. Catherine’s chest tightened painfully at the sound.
“Jason, honey, look at me,” she urged, brushing the damp hair away from his face.
His eyelids fluttered weakly, his gaze unfocused and glassy with fever. Another cough tore from his chest, raspy and strained. Her chest tightened painfully at the sound.
“Mama?” he croaked, his voice raw and barely audible.
“I’m here,” she said quickly, her voice trembling but fierce. “I’m right here, sweetheart.”
Panic coiled low in her gut, but she forced it down. Jason needed her steady, not unraveling. Her fingers trembled as she touched his flushed cheek, the heat seeping into her skin. His little body was trembling like a leaf caught in a storm.
He whimpered softly, his face twisting in discomfort. Catherine swallowed hard, willing herself to stay calm, but her mind was spiraling. He was sick—burning up, coughing, in pain. And what did she have?
Nothing. No medicine, no remedies, no access to a doctor. The terrifying truth pressed down on her, making it hard to breathe. What was she supposed to do?
Tears stung at the corners of her eyes, but she blinked them away, swallowing hard against the rising lump in her throat. Jason couldn’t see her break. She smoothed his damp hair back again, the motion automatic, desperate to comfort him even when she felt powerless.
“You’re okay, sweetheart,” she managed to say, though her voice was shaky. “Just rest, okay? I’ll get you some water. Stay right here.”
Jason let out a faint, miserable sound, his eyelids already drooping. Catherine bit down on the panic clawing at her insides, steeling herself. He needed her calm. She had to figure this out—no matter what it took.
She slipped from the bed, her legs trembling as she crossed the room to the adjoining bathroom. Her hands moved frantically through the cabinets, pulling open each one only to find them empty of anything useful. Of course, there was nothing. This was just a guest room in Alpha Bruce’s expansive manor, why would he keep the bathrooms stocked with children medicine?
Her fingers curled into the edge of the counter, and for a moment, she felt utterly helpless. Jason’s cough echoed from the other room, grounding her in the urgency of the moment. She grabbed the cup where the toothbrushes sat, pulling the toothbrushes from it to put them on the counter, before filling the cup with cold water.
Returning to Jason’s side, she knelt beside the bed and pressed the cup to his lips. “Here, baby. Just a little.”
He managed a few small sips before coughing again, the effort wracking his little body. She set the cup aside and pulled the blanket back over him, smoothing it down with trembling hands.
She had to do something. She couldn’t just sit there and watch him suffer. Her mind jumped to Beta Alfred. He was kind, like Alpha Bruce, but even so, the idea of telling him outright made her chest tighten with fear. Jason wasn’t supposed to get sick—Alpha had said he wanted him safe, healthy, unharmed. She was failing at all of it.
Maybe… maybe if she could find some medicine herself, she wouldn’t have to admit Jason was sick. She could ask to clean the bathrooms before breakfast, rummage through the cabinets, and find something—anything—that could help him.
With a last glance at Jason, she pressed a kiss to his forehead. “I’ll be right back, baby. Just rest, okay?”
Jason gave a weak nod, his eyelids already drooping closed, his body weak from the fever and the coughs.
Catherine quickly redressed in the jeans and the shirt from the day before and hurried from the room, her heart pounding so loudly she could barely hear her own thoughts.
The manor was quiet in the early morning, the faint hum of its vastness pressing in on her as she made her way to the kitchen.
She found Beta Alfred at the counter, just beginning to work on a batter for pancakes. The sight of him—a Beta who carried himself with a calm efficiency—should have been a relief, but instead, it only heightened her panic.
Her steps faltered as she entered the kitchen. What could she say? How could she ask without revealing too much? He‘d been nothing but kind, he‘d promised her protection, but she didn’t know what questions were acceptable or what might anger him.
Her hands clenched into fists at her sides, her nails digging into her palms as she struggled to find her voice. “B-Beta Alfred?” she said finally, her voice so soft she barely recognized it.
He turned to her, his expression polite but faintly curious. “Yes, Miss Catherine? Is there something you need?”
Her throat tightened, the words catching as her fear bubbled up. She couldn’t tell him. Couldn’t risk it. Alpha Bruce had made it clear: he wanted Jason healthy and well, and now he was sick. She was failing as a mother and she was failing as Alpha Bruce Waynes Omega.
“I… I was wondering,” she stammered, her voice barely above a whisper, “if… if you might need help cleaning the bathrooms this morning.”
Beta Alfred paused, the whisk held neatly in his hand, his brow lifting in polite curiosity.
“Cleaning the bathrooms?”
“Yes,” she blurted, the words tumbling over themselves in her desperation. “I—I thought they might need a bit of tidying before breakfast. I would be happy to take care of it.“
Beta Alfred studied her for a moment, his sharp eyes narrowing slightly as if he could see straight through her.
Catherine's palms dampened, her heart pounding against her ribs as she tried to hold his gaze without trembling. Anxiety buzzed under her skin, coiled tight.
“This household is graced with no fewer than fourteen bathrooms,” Beta Alfred remarked, his tone composed but mildly sardonic. “A rather ambitious undertaking for this early hour, wouldn’t you agree?”
“I—uh—perhaps just the one of Alpha Dick and Tim, sir?” she suggested hastily, grasping for credibility. Her pulse raced.
There was a long silence as the whisk resumed its steady rhythm against the bowl. Catherine’s chest tightened, her lie weighing heavy between them. She forced herself to keep her posture submissive, hoping against reason that he would grant her permission.
“We can see to the bathrooms later,” Beta Alfred said finally, his tone kind but firm. “You don’t need to trouble yourself with that quite this early, Miss Catherine. The bathrooms, I assure you, are not in such dire need of attention.“
Catherine swallowed hard, her pulse thrumming in her ears. “I—I just thought it might be useful, sir,” she pressed softly, trying to keep her voice respectful. “I want to be helpful. Please.”
Beta Alfred's sharp gaze lingered on her face, peeling back layers she would have rather kept hidden. His perceptiveness made her skin prickle. “I see,” he murmured. “Though it is commendable that you wish to be of service, Miss Catherine, I hardly think such a task is necessary before a proper breakfast.”
Her stomach clenched at the polite dismissal. Panic fluttered in her chest. Jason needed her to find medicine—needed her to do something.
“I—I’d just like to make sure everything is in order,” she insisted, her voice trembling despite her best effort to sound composed. “If it’s all right with you, sir.”
Beta Alfred’s lips pressed into a thin line as though weighing her sincerity. “Are you quite certain this cannot wait?”
Catherine bowed her head slightly, the posture one of practiced submission. “Yes, Beta Alfred,” she said softly. “Please. I’ll be quick.”
A beat of silence followed, heavy with unspoken considerations. Then Beta Alfred exhaled quietly. “Very well,” he conceded at last, though there was a thread of reservation in his tone.
Relief washed over her, mingled with guilt that gnawed at the edges of her resolve. She nodded quickly, mustering a faint, grateful smile. “Thank you.”
“Hm,“ Beta Alfred murmured, his attention returning to the batter, though Catherine felt his gaze linger as she turned to leave. The weight of his scrutiny pressed against her back, a silent reminder that he saw far more than she wished.
Her steps quickened as she ascended the stairs, driven by the urgency gnawing at her. Jason’s fevered face loomed in her mind, every cough echoing in her ears.
There was no time for hesitation.
She reached the children’s bathroom and darted toward the cabinets, her hands shaking as she flung open each door.
Shelf after shelf yielded nothing but towels neatly folded in crisp, symmetrical stacks. A few toothbrushes rested in their holders, pristine ceramic cups gleaming under the bright bathroom light. Her heart sank. No medicine. No fever reducers. Nothing to help Jason.
Her fingers trembled as she pushed items aside, her breath growing shallow. Cabinets for spare toiletries offered the same frustrating emptiness—organized perfectly but devoid of anything she needed.
Biting back a cry of frustration, she snatched a cloth from under the sink, her mind racing. Jason was alone, feverish and vulnerable. She couldn’t leave him like that for long. Yet if she didn’t clean properly, Beta Alfred would surely know. She could already hear his polite but pointed remarks about her poor efforts, after insisting to clean the room so fevently.
Wiping frantically at the sink, she smeared the the little dots and sprinkles of soap and toothpaste the kids had left on the counter, her strokes uneven and hurried. She swiped at the mirror, leaving faint streaks where her trembling hand had faltered. Catherine knew it was a pitiful attempt.
The result was far from her usual meticulous work, but she had no choice. If Beta Alfred or Alpha Bruce inspected her work later, she’d surely be punished.
But it didn‘t matter, her mind was already halfway back to Jason, worrying over his cough and the heat radiating from his little body.
Time stretched painfully. Guilt gnawed at her for staying away this long. What if he was worse?
Forcing herself to take a deep breath, she straightened up, nerves frayed but resolve firm. This bathroom had been a fruitless venture. But there were other places to search, other chances to find what Jason needed. But she couldn‘t go back to Beta Alfred to ask for permission. There was no time.
Back in the hallway, she noticed the door to Alpha Bruce’s room slightly ajar. Her heart thudded painfully against her ribs. The room was empty. She could see the bed was neatly made. Faint traces of Alpha Bruce’s scent lingered in the air, warm and grounding, but it did nothing to steady her nerves.
This was a risk—a foolish risk—but Jason’s fevered face burned in her memory, the sound of his labored cough clawing at her heart. He was alone, trembling and sick, and she had nothing to offer him but desperation.
Her resolve hardened. Quietly, she slipped inside, her socked feet soundless on the polished hardwood floor. The door whispered shut behind her, enclosing her in a space she had no right to be in.
Catherine’s breath hitched as she headed straight for the bathroom, her fingers shaking as she opened the door and stepped in.
The bathroom was vast and pristine, its sleek black-and-white tiles gleaming under the soft overhead lighting. The faint scent of soap and wood and sugar clung to the air, but Catherine barely registered it. Her focus was singular.
Dropping to her knees, she yanked open the first cabinet beneath the sink. Towels, perfectly folded in neat rows. She bit her lip, frustration mounting. The second cabinet revealed toiletries, extra toothbrushes, and shaving supplies arranged with meticulous care.
Her breath quickened as she yanked open the third cabinet—and froze. There it was. A small, neatly organized container of medicines. Relief hit her like a wave, nearly knocking the breath from her lungs. Her trembling hands reached for the box, rifling through its contents. Fever reducers, cold syrup, even a small bottle of eucalyptus ointment labeled for clear breathing.
She let out a shaky breath as she clutched the bottles tightly. This would help. This would make him better.
“You seem quite determined, Catherine,” a deep voice broke through the silence, steady and calm, “Looking for something specific in my private bathroom?“
Catherine froze, ice flooding her veins.
Her head snapped up, and there he was—
Alpha Bruce, leaning casually against the doorframe, his broad shoulders cutting an imposing figure even in stillness. His eyes were steady, unreadable, though there was no immediate anger in them. Her stomach twisted into knots.
Her mouth opened, but no sound came out. She scrambled for words, for a lie that would make this right.
“I—I was just—” she stammered, her voice breaking into fragments. “I thought—cleaning—”
But she couldn’t force the lie to take shape. Her throat constricted around the words until only a humiliating silence remained.
Alpha Bruce’s brow furrowed slightly, but his voice remained even. “You thought my bathroom needed cleaning?”
Catherine’s grip on the medicine bottles tightened until her knuckles turned white. Her gaze darted to the door, instinct urging her to flee, but there was nowhere to go. She was cornered—caught red-handed.
Alpha Bruce’s sharp eyes flicked to the bottles pressed against her chest, understanding dawning with quiet clarity.
“What are you really doing here, Catherine?” he asked, his voice quieter now but no less firm.
Her breath hitched again, shame flooding through her. The truth pressed against her lips, painful and inevitable. There was no point in lying anymore.
“Jason’s sick,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “He’s burning up, and I—I didn’t know what else to do.”
Alpha Bruce’s expression softened, though he said nothing immediately, waiting for her to continue.
“I was looking for medicine,” she confessed, tears stinging her eyes. “I know I’m stealing. I know I shouldn’t be here. I just—I didn’t have anything to help him. He is coughing so much, and I couldn’t—”
Her voice cracked, and she clamped her lips shut, biting back the sob that threatened to break free.
The weight of what she’d done pressed down on her, the inevitability of punishment looming large. She was prepared for it. She deserved it. But Jason needed help.
Her lips trembled, and she clutched the medicine bottle tighter, her tears falling freely now. “I’m sorry. I know that you have to punish me,“ she said through trembling lips, her voice thick with guilt. “But please—please let me take this for him. Please.”
Alpha Bruce stepped forward slowly, his movements deliberate and measured, as though not to startle her. He crouched down to her level.
“No one’s punishing you, Catherine,” he said gently, his voice firm but kind. Her breath hitched, disbelief flickering in her eyes.
“You did what any good parent would do,” he continued. “And you came to the right place.”
Alpha Bruce reached out, his hand steadying her back, not taking the bottles from her. “Come on,” he said, his voice kind but firm. “Let’s take care of Jason together.”
Her legs felt weak beneath her as she rose, the weight of guilt and fear still heavy in her chest, but she followed Alpha Bruce without hesitation. His quiet authority was impossible to resist, and part of her—a small, desperate part—wanted to believe that maybe, just maybe, he wouldn't punish her.
They returned to the room she shared with Jason, the door creaking faintly as Alpha Bruce pushed it open. The air inside was thick with warmth, but it did little to chase away the tension knotting in Catherine’s stomach.
Jason lay curled under the blankets, his flushed face damp with sweat. Even in sleep, his breathing was ragged, each exhale punctuated by a faint wheeze.
Her heart clenched painfully. He looked so small—fragile in a way that made her chest ache.
She moved instinctively toward him, but Alpha Bruce’s hand on her arm stilled her.
“Let him sleep for now,” Alpha Bruce said quietly, his voice gentle but firm.
Her breath caught, panic flaring in her chest. He was going to stop her. He had changed his mind. This was her punishment. The thought struck her with icy dread, cold and suffocating.
She could already see the torment unfolding: Jason's misery and pain, his cough rattling in his chest, his little body burning with fever—and her standing by, medicine in hand but forbidden to use it. Her stomach twisted as dark memories surfaced. Alpha Willis had liked playing mind games too, she thought bitterly. But even he hadn’t been this cruel.
“Please,” she whispered desperately, her voice trembling and raw. “Please don’t stop me. I—I’ll take any punishment you think is right, but please let me give him the medicine. Please, Alpha Bruce—”
Alpha Bruce's brows drew together in a faint furrow, but his voice remained calm. “Catherine,” he said gently, “that’s not what this is about. I’m not forbidding you from helping him. But we need to be careful.”
Her lips trembled as she struggled to process his words. The certainty of impending cruelty clashed with the quiet reason in Alpha Bruce's tone, confusing her.
He seemed to sense her lingering fear and softened his voice further. “Has Jason been sick like this before?”
She shook her head, her voice brittle. “No... never.” Shame crept into her tone. Jason had never been around other kids. Alpha Willis wouldn’t let him go to school or daycare. He didn’t have friends. Her throat tightened. There was no one to catch sicknesses from. But then in the center with so many children around, lots of them had coughed and sneezed.
Alpha Bruce’s expression shifted, something deeper and harder flickering in his eyes, though his tone remained gentle. “Do you know if Jason’s been vaccinated?”
The question caught her off guard, her mind scrambling to recall the fragmented details of their chaotic arrival at the center.
“No,” she admitted softly. “Not with—” Her voice faltered, unable to speak the name aloud. “But when we got to the center three weeks ago, they gave him a shot. I think... maybe it was a vaccination?”
Alpha Bruce nodded thoughtfully, though a flicker of concern lingered in his eyes.
“Do you know his weight?” he asked next, his tone careful but clinical.
Catherine swallowed hard, dreading the truth. “Yes, Alpha Bruce. They weighed him at the center.” Her voice wavered. “He was... 28 pounds.” The number tasted bitter on her tongue, knowing how damning it was. “They said he‘s eight pounds underweight. And—and he’s a bit shorter than he should be too, Alpha.”
Shame burned through her, hot and relentless. Alpha Bruce’s jaw tightened subtly, but he didn’t look at her with blame—only a quiet resolve.
“Then we need to be cautious,” he said firmly. “I’m going to call the family doctor. Given how underweight he is, I need to make sure his body can handle the medicine properly.”
Catherine’s stomach twisted, guilt gnawing at her insides. She should have done better, she thought bitterly. She should have fed him better, protected him better, been a better parent for him.
But Alpha Bruce didn’t linger on blame. He was already pulling out his phone, his tone calm and efficient as he described Jason’s condition to the doctor, requesting an immediate house call.
Cathrine stood frozen, clutching the medicine bottles like a talisman, listening as Alpha Bruce's measured voice filled the room.
Just as he hung up, a faint rustle drew their attention. Jason stirred beneath the blankets, his small body shifting restlessly. His damp lashes fluttered open, and his fever-bright eyes searched the room until they landed on Alpha Bruce, who was now kneeling beside the bed.
“How are you feeling, Jason?” Alpha Bruce asked softly, his voice gentle but steady.
Jason’s small face crumpled slightly, and he coughed weakly, the sound rough and raw. “Not... not good, Alpha Wayne,” he wheezed, his voice barely above a whisper.
The formal address tugged at Catherine’s heart. He was such a good boy, rembering to be respectful despite his condition.
Alpha Bruce’s expression softened further, and he reached out, his fingers brushing back the damp strands of hair sticking to Jason’s forehead. His touch was impossibly gentle, as though Jason were something fragile and precious.
“You’re being very brave,” Alpha Bruce said softly. “The doctor’s on his way to help make you feel better, okay?”
Jason's lips trembled, his fever-glazed eyes darting between Alpha Bruce and Catherine, fear darkening his flushed features. His small fingers clutched desperately at the blanket, his body tense despite his exhaustion.
Catherine immediately lowered her gaze submissively, instinctively shrinking inward. She knelt beside Alpha Bruce, her voice barely audible, thick with guilt and shame.
“He... he’s scared, Alpha,” she confessed hesitantly, not daring to meet Alpha Bruce’s eyes. Her fingers twisted together nervously.
“The doctor at the center... he wasn’t very nice. I—I didn’t expect …—” Her throat closed around the words, shame thick in her chest. Alpha Bruce’s steady presence kept her from unraveling entirely. He waited, patient but firm, for her to explain.
Catherine swallowed hard, her eyes stinging with unshed tears. “They pulled him from my arms,” she forced out, her voice trembling with raw emotion. “He cried, but they didn’t care. The doctor just—he grabbed Jason, didn’t even explain what was happening. Not about the shot, not about the exam.” Her hand shook as she brushed Jason’s damp hair back, guilt gnawing at her insides. “I tried to tell him it was okay,” she whispered brokenly, “but they told me to be still or they‘d seperate us.“
Jason coughed weakly, the sound harsh and grating, and Alpha Bruce’s expression darkened—not with anger directed at her, but something colder and more dangerous, a fury simmering beneath his calm exterior.
“That won’t happen here,” Alpha Bruce said firmly, his voice like stone. “Not ever again.”
Jason’s glassy eyes flickered nervously, his brows knitting together despite his exhaustion. He coughed again, a rough, rattling sound that made Catherine’s chest ache.
“I don’t… I don’t want the doctor,” Jason mumbled weakly, shrinking further into the blankets.
Catherine’s pulse quickened. Panic flared through her, tightening her throat. She understood Jasons resistance, but what if Alpha Bruce thought they were being ungrateful? She couldn’t let that happen. Her hands twisted nervously.
Before she could stammer an apology or beg forgiveness, Alpha Bruce let out a soft, warm laugh, startling her.
“It’s okay, Jason,” Alpha Bruce assured Jason gently, his lips curving into an easy grin. “I know doctors can be scary. But the one coming here is really nice. She’s been with my family since I was your age. She’s kind and will explain everything she does to you and your mama.”
Jason hesitated, his fevered gaze flicking uncertainly between Alpha Bruce and Catherine. “Can you stay too, Alpha Wayne?” he whispered hoarsely, his voice breaking as another cough wracked his small body.
Alpha Bruce's grin softened, and he knelt beside the bed, his presence solid and reassuring. “Of course,” he promised. “I’ll stay right here and make sure the doctor behaves.”
Catherine’s breath hitched, a lump forming in her throat. Jason relaxed marginally, though his body remained tense beneath the blankets. She understood why he had asked. Not even an Alpha doctor would dare be rough with them if Alpha Bruce was in the room and didn’t permit it. And maybe Alpha Bruce really didn’t mean to hurt them.
He hadn’t hurt her when she’d trespassed his private space and tried to take from him without permission. Instead, he had come with her, not to punish but to help.
A bitter pang twisted through her. What if he hadn’t been there? What if she had given Jason the medicine on her own?
She cast a furtive glance at the bottle still clutched in her trembling hand. She knew she would have read the pamphlet inside carefully, calculating the dosage.
She would have watched him like a hawk, kept him hydrated, and placed cool cloths on his head while ensuring he stayed warm enough to sweat out the fever.
But what if she had made a mistake? What if she would have hurt him instead of helping?
The realization settled like a stone in her stomach, heavy and unforgiving. Shame clawed at her insides, and her gaze dropped to the floor. She wasn’t good enough—not strong enough, not knowledgeable enough.
Her breath hitched, and she bit her lip to keep from breaking down. Jason shifted restlessly under the blankets, drawing both their attention. Catherine instinctively reached out, threading her fingers gently through his damp, fever-warmed ones.
Alpha Bruce, still kneeling by the bed, studied Jason with that steady, thoughtful gaze of his. “Do you want something to drink?” he asked softly. “Some hot tea or juice?”
Jason’s lips parted, a weak nod following after a cough rattled through his chest.
“I’ll be right back, buddy,” Alpha Bruce promised without hesitation, rising with smooth efficiency.
Catherine blinked, flabbergasted. She had expected him to call for Beta Alfred or send her to the kitchen to get what they needed but Alpha Bruce strode toward the door without a second thought, as if fetching drinks for her child wasn’t beneath him.
Her heart stumbled in disbelief. This was Alpha Bruce Wayne, serving her son as though it didn’t matter in the slightest that Jason was not his blood but the child of another Alpha—a child born long before Catherine had even met him. It was… bewildering.
Jason shifted again, his fever pressing restless discomfort into his small body. “I’m cold, Mama,” he murmured, despite the sweat clinging to his forehead and dampening his dark hair.
Catherine’s heart twisted painfully. She knew better— she shouldn’t do this, shouldn’t break decorum by getting into bed with her child in her new Alphas presence. But Jason needed her warmth and Alpha Bruce had let them cuddle before. Maybe he wouldn‘t be appaled.
Without any further hesitation, she eased onto the bed, pulling Jason onto her lap, cradling his too-thin frame against her. His body curled instinctively into hers as she secured the blanket snugly around them both. She rested her cheek against his hot temple, her hand smoothing down his back as she whispered soothing nonsense, hoping to calm the fevered tremble in his limbs.
Minutes stretched into what felt like an eternity until the sound of footsteps pulled her gaze to the door. Alpha Bruce returned, balancing a tray with a mug of steaming tea and a glass of juice. But that wasn’t all—beside him walked a familiar figure, her silver hair swept neatly back, her sharp blue eyes filled with concern beneath elegant wire-rimmed glasses. Doctor Leslie Thompkins.
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat, just when Alpha Bruce gave Jason the glass of apple juice and helped him take a few sips.
Memories surged forward, unbidden and raw. The sterile but safe walls of Doctor Thompkins' clinic in Crime Alley. The quiet, compassionate presence of the doctor who had never turned her away despite the shameful state she had often arrived in.
She remembered the doctor stiching her torn channel after the midwife had placed Jason onto Cathrines naked breast.
Later visits came to mind—Jason too thin and weak because Catherine’s milk hadn’t been enough, and Doctor Thompkins gently but sternly guiding her, before sending her home with boxes of formula.
And then there was the darkest memory of all: Catherine delirious with fever from food poisoning after being forced to eat from the trash for days by Alpha Willis and her Alpha Father. Doctor Thompkins had saved her life.
The flood of recollection made her feel unsteady, but she said nothing, keeping her head lowered as the doctor approached.
“Hello,” Leslie greeted softly, her voice warm but professional. Her gaze flicked to Alpha Bruce, who took the half empty glass back when Jason drank as much as he could for now, a wry smile tugging at her lips despite the gravity of the situation. “You always know how to keep me busy, don’t you, Bruce?”
Alpha Bruce chuckled softly. “Wouldn’t be Gotham without a little chaos, Doc.”
Doctor Thompkins expression gentled as she crouched beside the bed, her voice softening with warmth. “Jason, sweetheart, I’m Doctor Leslie. I’m here to help you feel better, okay? Your Alpha and your Mama are right here, and nothing’s going to hurt you.”
Catherine’s breath caught, her eyes going wide. Her heart lurched into a frenzied rhythm. What had the doctor just said?
Her gaze flicked to Alpha Bruce, expecting anger, maybe even a flash of sharp rebuke. The beta doctor’s slip was ignominious, implying a claim that hadn’t been made—a grave insult to an Alpha of Bruce Wayne’s status. Jason wasn’t Alpha Bruce’s pup.
Her fingers tightened protectively around Jason’s small frame, as though shielding him from the weight of a mistake neither of them had made.
Her eyes darted toward Doctor Thompkins, whose expression remained calm and assured. But Catherine’s mind whirled in turmoil.
Surely the Beta doctor had misspoken. But the slip hung in the air like a spark near dry tinder. To imply that Alpha Bruce had claimed Jason was dangerous—an affront to an Alpha of his stature. Alphas prided themselves on lineage, territory, and what belonged to them. Jason was a stray, unwanted and unworthy of being called pup by someone like Alpha Bruce.
Catherine had been taught all her life that such a mistake demanded correction—swift and brutal, often aimed at the Omega who had dared to blur the lines of ownership. And if an unclaimed pup had foolishly allowed anyone to believe they belonged to a powerful Alpha, the punishment would fall on them as well.
Catherine’s heart raced, her body taut with expectation. Her instincts screamed at her to apologize, to grovel before Alpha Bruce and assure him they would never again cause such embarrassment. But the words caught in her throat as she watched him.
Alpha Bruce’s expression didn’t harden. His scent didn’t sour with offense. He didn’t bark a reprimand at the doctor or cast Jason aside in disgust. He seemed utterly unbothered by the doctor’s slip, even pleased . If anything, his scent grew warmer, sweeter—like sugar caramelizing in the heat of a steady flame.
Jason, however, trembled against her, his wide, fever-glazed eyes darting nervously between the doctor and Alpha Bruce, as though waiting for the inevitable fallout. Catherine instinctively tightened her hold on him, drawing his frail body closer to her.
Leslie’s sharp gaze flicked toward Catherine knowingly, but there was no overt recognition in her eyes.
Still, Catherine’s pulse quickened. Did she remember? Doctor Thompkins had surely seen countless desperate Omegas at her clinic over the years—women and men like Catherine who had nowhere else to turn. She wouldn’t remember her, wouldn’t remember Jason’s frail infancy or the time Catherine had nearly died in her clinic. Surely not.
“May I check him over, Catherine?” Doctor Thompkins asked respectfully, her tone calm and patient. Catherine’s throat tightened. Permission?
The question lingered in the air like something fragile and misplaced. This was Alpha Bruce’s home, not hers. And Catherine, along with Jason, belonged to him now. Any authority she might have once held over her child had long since dissolved. The rules were clear: Jason's care, like everything else, was ultimately decided by the Alpha under whose roof they lived.
Her throat tightened, shame curling hot in her stomach. Still, she cast a quick, searching glance at Alpha Bruce. His expression was calm, patient but quietly expectant. Catherine’s heart raced as she bowed her head in submission, her voice trembling.
“If it pleases my Alpha, doctor Thompkins,” she answered.
Alpha Bruces eyes remained steady and kind. Instead of asserting dominance over the situation as many Alphas would have done, he simply moved to sit at the edge of the bed, close but not suffocating, his presence reassuring rather than oppressive.
“Jason,” Alpha Bruce said softly, brushing back a damp lock of hair from the boy’s flushed forehead, “remember what I promised? I’m staying right here. Doctor Thompkins is going to be very kind and explain everything, right?”
The beta doctors lips twitched with restrained amusement. “Of course,” she said warmly.
Jason’s lips trembled as he clung to Alpha Bruce’s promise. “You’ll really stay?” he croaked hoarsely, his voice cracking under the weight of his illness and anxiety.
“Every second,” Alpha Bruce vowed, his voice steady and sure. “No one’s going to hurt you, pup.”
Catherine’s breath hitched sharply. Pup.
The word was heavy with meaning, carrying a warmth that wrapped around them like Alpha Bruce’s steady, sugary scent. It was an endearment reserved for a beloved child, for someones own flesh and blood. Not for the discarded offspring of another Alpha, especially not a pup born of a union as far beneath Alpha Bruce's station as hers with Alpha Willis. Not one called anothers Alphas trash a pup.
The word was laden with meaning, a signal of possession, of protection, of something far more permanent than what she had ever expected Alpha Bruce to offer.
But Alpha Bruce had already unsettled her expectations more than once. He had told her that he intended to let Jason call him by his first name, Bruce, instead of the formal Alpha Wayne that was required to show the utmost respect. Catherine had been stunned at the suggestion.
In Beta households, it was common for stepchildren to address their stepparents casually, but that was different. She was a piss poor, broken Omega with no family to claim her after Alpha Willis death. She and her unclaimed pup had been nothing—lost and disposable before Alpha Bruce had bought them
He had every right to treat them however he pleased, whether with indifference or cruelty. It was simply the way of things.
Yet AlphaBruce had been nothing but kind. He had promised Jason security beyond presentation, an impossible kindness that had left Catherine reeling. She didn’t dare to believe it fully, clinging instead to the bitter truth that sanctuary was conditional.
Offering shelter was one thing; claiming Jason outright was another matter entirely. Alphas like Bruce didn’t bind themselves to pups born of lower bloodlines—especially not to the offspring of Omegas who had come to them broken and desperate.
Her pulse quickened, her body tensing as she braced herself for the inevitable shift in Alpha Bruce’s scent. He must realise what he‘d said by now. But there was no anger. No harsh words. And if she remembered right, it hadn‘t been the first time he‘d said it. He‘d called Jason pup before. In the store. In the playroom when Cathrine almost spanked her kid out of helpnessness and panic.
Alpha Bruce’s scent remained warm and steady—if anything, it grew even sweeter, wrapping around them like a shield.
The doctor waited patiently, her gaze flickering between Alpha Bruce and Catherine with quiet understanding. Catherine’s chest ached as she clung to Jason, trying to make sense of this strange, foreign kindness that seemed both incomprehensible and painfully fragile.
Doctor Thompkins gave Jason a reassuring smile before setting her bag down beside the bed. “Okay, Jason, let’s see what’s going on. I’ll explain everything, and you can tell me if anything feels uncomfortable, alright?”
Jason’s nod was small and hesitant, his wide eyes still wary.
The beta doctor turned to Catherine with a warm but respectful tone. “Catherine, could you help me by taking off Jason’s top?“
Catherine hesitated for a fraction of a second before nodding obediently. Her fingers trembled slightly as she tugged Jason’s pajama top over his head, revealing his thin, pale chest. Jason shivered under the sudden coolness, his frail body taut with unease.
Doctor Thompkins moved slowly and deliberately, as she reached for her stethoscope, warming the metal against her palm before pressing it to Jason’s chest. "Deep breath for me, sweetheart," she instructed gently.
Jason’s small shoulders rose as he obeyed, drawing in a shuddering breath and then coughing weakly, the effort making his chest quiver slightly. He exhaled unevenly, his gaze flickering between the doctor and Alpha Bruce, who remained seated nearby, offering a steadying presence.
“Perfect,” doctor Thompkins encouraged softly. “Let’s do that one more time—big breath in, and then let it out nice and slow.”
Jason complied, his second breath smoother than the first, though Catherine could still feel the tension lingering in his small frame.
The doctors touch was light, her tone warm as she guided Catherine next. "Let’s move him forward a little so I can listen to his back."
Catherine's fingers trembled as she adjusted Jason, her heart pounding. She couldn’t help but remember the rough, callous hands of the center doctor, who had yanked Jason from her arms without a word, ignoring his frightened cries. That man had treated Jason like a thing to be cataloged and managed, not a child to be cared for. But doctor Thompkins was patient, gentle, treating Jason as though his comfort mattered.
"Big breath again, Jason," she encouraged, as she placed the stethoscope against his back. "You're doing great."
Jason's small shoulders rose and fell as he followed her instructions, his trust growing with each calm, reassuring word.
"Good boy," doctor Thompkins praised softly, setting the stethoscope aside. "Now, I'm just going to check your tummy. Let me know if anything feels uncomfortable, okay?"
Catherine watched, tense but hopeful, as the doctor gently palpated Jason's abdomen. "Does it hurt when I press here?"
Jason shook his head, though his wariness lingered. His small hands curled into the blanket, as if bracing for something unpleasant.
“Good, that’s what I was hoping to hear,” doctor Thompkins said warmly, offering a reassuring smile.
She continued the examination with the same deliberate care, checking Jason’s ears and eyes, narrating each step to keep him at ease. Jason complied, albeit nervously, flinching only slightly when the otoscope brushed against his ear canal.
But when the doctor asked, “Open wide for me—say ‘ahhh,’” Jason’s demeanor shifted. He stiffened, his lips pressing tightly together, and then shook his head, a soft, pitiful whimper escaping him. Tears welled in his wide, frightened eyes.
Catherine's breath caught, memories surging to the forefront. The center doctor hadn‘t waited for Jason's compliance. When her son had hesitated for even a second, the doctor had gripped his jaw with brutal force, fingers pressing painfully into his soft cheeks until Jason’s mouth was pried open. They had checked his teeth and throat while holding his jaw open against his will, his small body trembling under the rough treatment.
Her voice trembled as she whispered soothingly, “It’s okay, sweetheart. Mama’s here.” She stroked Jason’s damp hair, though her hand trembled slightly.
“Leslie,” Alpha Bruce said evenly, even though his gaze darkened slightly, “can you explain exactly what you need to do?“
The doctors expression softened further, her eyes flickering with quiet empathy. “Of course.” She crouched lower, speaking directly to Jason in a gentle, patient tone. “Jason, I just want to take a quick look at the back of your throat to make sure it’s not too red or swollen. I’ll be really careful, and I’ll stop if it’s too much, okay? No surprises.”
Jason’s watery gaze flickered toward Alpha Bruce, seeking reassurance. The Alpha offered Jason a steady, encouraging nod. “It’s up to you, pup. But i’ll be right here, making sure everyone sticks to their promises, right?“
Jason’s small chest rose and fell in shallow breaths before he finally nodded, his voice scratchy but obedient. “Ahhh.”
“Perfect,” doctor Thompkins praised gently, quick but thorough as she examined his throat. “That’s all I needed. You did great, Jason.”
"You're being really brave," Alpha Bruce said with a grin, leaning in slightly.
Jason’s lips curved into a faint, tentative smile, some of the fear finally melting from his tense frame.
Catherine let out a shaky breath of relief, her chest tight with gratitude. Alpha Bruce's steady presence had made the difference, unraveling some of the terror that clung to her son.
“Your lungs sound pretty good,” Doctor Thompkins said once she was finished, her voice light. “You’ve got a tough little cold, maybe a mild flu, but nothing too scary. We’re going to make sure you rest up and drink lots of fluids, and you’ll be back to running around causing mischief in no time.”
"You hear that?" Alpha Bruce teased gently, as if he couldn’t imagine anything better than Jason causing mischief and Jason grinned.
Doctor Thompkins explained the medication, detailing what to give Jason and when. As she handed the bottles to Catherine, she winked. “I always pack these when someone calls me about a coughing, feverish pup.”
Catherine glanced down at the medicine in her hands, then back at the bottle she’d stolen in Alpha’s bathroom. The same label, the same dosage instructions. It had likely been prescribed by Doctor Thompkins as well—probably when one of Alpha’s own pups had been sick. The realization settled deep, warm and unfamiliar. Alpha Wayne provided for his pups. And now, even if he hadn’t claimed Jason, that care included him.
Doctor Thompkins chuckled softly, zipping her bag. "You were smart to call me," she said, her tone shifting to one of quiet praise. "Given his weight and history, it's always better to be cautious.“
Catherine’s heart swelled and ached all at once. Weight and history. Words heavy with unspoken truths that Leslie didn’t press on.
Alpha Bruce nodded, his expression thoughtful.
„Thank you for coming, Leslie,“ he said.
Catherine tightened her hold on Jason, her voice catching in her throat. "Thank you... Doctor Thompkins," she managed softly, her submission instinctual but sincere.
The beta doctors gaze softened, though she remained composed. “Catherine, could I speak with you alone for a moment?”
Catherine’s stomach twisted, worry prickling through her like cold needles. Had doctor Thompkins seen something wrong? Had she kept something back for Jason’s sake? Panic threatened to surface, sharp and insistent.
Alpha Bruce seemed to catch her tension immediately. His voice broke the rising silence. “Jason, buddy, how about we check out the playroom? See if we can find the Toniebox and some Tonies to bring back here. That way you’ll have something to listen to while you rest.”
“Really?” Jason looked up in awe. His voice still hoarse but eager.
“Really,” Aloha Bruce assured him with a grin. “The boys have a huge collection. We’ll pick the best ones.“
Catherine gently pulled the pajama top back over his thin shoulders, her hands lingering as if reluctant to let him go. But it would be nice for him to have something to entertain himself with in this room, when Cathrine had to go back to doing her chores. She really needed to clean the childrens bathroom again, before anyone saw the mess she’d left while trying to clean it in a hurry so she could look for medicine.
She watched as Alpha Bruce guided Jason out of the room, their footsteps fading down the hall. Silence settled heavily between the two women.
“I remember you, Catherine,” Doctor Thompkins finally said, her tone professional but kind. Catherine’s breath hitched. Her mind raced, sifting through memories blurred by pain and desperation. Had she been that memorable?
“You were very sick when I saw you last,” the beta doctor continued carefully. “Food poisoning, wasn’t it? You were nearly gone by the time you came in.”
Catherine swallowed hard, shame tightening her throat. “Yes,” she whispered, not offering more.
Doctor Thompkins composure remained steady, though Catherine didn’t miss the flicker of restrained fury in her eyes. “And there were bruises,” she said gently but firmly, “all three times you came to the clinic.”
Catherine flinched. Her hands trembled slightly as she clenched them together. The instinct to defend Alpha Willis lingered. He‘d done nothing wrong treating her the way he did. That was what Alphas were supposed to do, wasn’t it? Keep their Omegas in line.
Catherine swallowed hard, her throat dry. She didn’t trust herself to speak.
The doctors voice softened but stayed resolute. “I know what Omegas like you go through under Alphas like Willis Todd,” she said, her words deliberate and careful. “I’ve seen it often enough.”
Catherine’s breath caught in her chest, sharp and painful. The truth hung between them, naked and undeniable.
Doctor Thompkins gaze remained gentle but assessing, sharp with the practiced empathy of someone who had borne witness to far too much suffering. “Are you hurt now?” she asked quietly.
The simple question disoriented Catherine. She blinked, momentarily unsure how to answer. Her fingers curled tighter around each other. “No,” she whispered, her voice barely audible. “Alpha Bruce... he’s very kind.”
Doctor Thompkins lips curved faintly, though a flicker of skepticism lingered in her eyes. “Good,” she said quietly. “But I’m not just talking about bruises or immediate injuries. Long-term trauma leaves marks too, Catherine. Stress and malnutrition affect hormone levels, fertility, and even your immune system. They can cause chronic fatigue, memory issues, and emotional instability. And that’s not even considering the strain carrying a child puts on your body when you’re already weakened, even ling after birth.”
Catherine’s brow furrowed, confusion flickering across her face. Why did any of that matter? But the doctors tone grew more clinical but remained compassionate. “I mean your overall health, Catherine. Sexual health included—testing for STDs is a good precaution after long-term...” she paused delicately, “exposure. None of this is your fault, but it’s important to know where your body stands.”
Catherine’s breath caught, a knot tightening in her chest. She struggled to process the offer. Malnutrition and trauma weren’t issues to be adressed - they were normal.
No one had ever cared enough to ask, let alone offer to help. Cathrine remembered her conversations with Beta Alfred and Rachel in the kitchen. Both of them, individually had offered their protection. No one had ever before done that for her.
“I’d like to examine you sometime soon,” doctor Thompkins continued gently. “Just to make sure you’re healthy and see if there are any supports that might help. But it’s entirely your choice.“
Catherine’s lips parted, but no words came.
The beta doctor seemed to sense her hesitation. “Just think about it,” she encouraged softly.
Before Catherine could muster a response, doctor Thompkins expression shifted, more pensive. “Can I ask you something else?” she said carefully.
Catherine tensed. “Yes?”
“Jason…” the doctor hesitated briefly, choosing her words with care. “Did anyone ever hurt him in a way that might explain his fear to open his mouth during the exam?”
Shock jolted through Catherine. “No,” she said immediately, her voice fierce. “I would never let that happen. I always tried to protect him.” The idea of Jason suffering that kind of violation was unthinkable, a nightmare Catherine had fought tooth and claw to prevent. She’d endured everything herself to shield him. Doctor Thonpkins nodded slowly, her expression remaining gentle but firm.
“I believe you tried,” she said sincerely. “But he still got beaten. He’s still eight pounds underweight.”
The words hit like a punch to the gut. The doctor hadn’t spoken them to be cruel, but the truth of them was undeniable. Catherine’s throat constricted, guilt gnawing at her insides. She had tried. God, she had tried so hard. But Alpha Willis had been stronger, crueler, and Jason had paid the price for her inability to shield him.
Her voice trembled when she finally spoke. “I—” She faltered, eyes stinging with unshed tears. She had always told herself she was doing the best she could, that every sacrifice she made was to shield Jason from the worst of Alpha Willis's wrath. But Doctor Thompkins was right. If someone had tried to hurt Jason in that way, as long as their Alpha hadn’t protected him, what could she have done? Nothing. Not then, under Alpha Willis's iron rule, and not now under Alpha Bruce’s roof. She had only been lucky— blessed —that Jason had been spared that pain.
Doctor Thompkins steadying hand on her arm pulled her from the spiral of guilt. “Catherine,” she said softly, compassion lacing her voice, “none of this is your fault. Jason is here today because of you.“
Catherine swallowed hard, blinking away tears as the doctor’s words settled into her heart, offering a fragile solace. She nodded shakily, unable to find the right words to respond.
The sound of footsteps approaching broke the heavy silence. A moment later, Alpha Bruce returned, carrying the bright blue Toniebox in one hand while Jason trailed beside him, clutching two small Tonie figures tightly in his hands. His face lit with cautious excitement, a smile tugging at his lips as he walked toward Catherine.
“Look, Mama!” Jason said eagerly, coughing once, but climbing onto her lap without hesitation. “Marshall from Paw Patrol and The Wizard of Oz! ” He held the figures up proudly for her to see.
Catherine’s heart ached with bittersweet tenderness. His small hands trembled slightly, but there was joy in his voice, fragile but real. She cupped his cheek gently, brushing her thumb across his soft skin. “Those are very good choices, baby,” she said warmly, but so quietly only her child was able to hear her words.
Jason beamed, leaning into her touch. He was all warm and a bit clammy from the walk to the playroom and his exitement. “Alpha Wayne said we can listen to them while I’m sick,” he added excitedly, his voice scratchy, “and—” his voice rose with wonder, “he promised to show us the library when I’m better! He said we can borrow books, and you can read them to me!”
Catherine’s breath caught. The library? She didn‘t know they had a library. The opulence of this mansion still baffled her. She hadn‘t known there were people living in houses like this with playrooms and librarys and more dens and bathrooms than the whole apartment complex Cathrine had lived at.
Her voice wavered slightly as she looked at her new Alpha. “Thank you, Alpha Bruce,” she said softly, her gratitude deep and sincere.
Alpha Bruce nodded, his expression warm.
“He was really exited about you reading him stories. Jason told me you loved to read books when you had been younger.“
“I did, Alpha,“ she said, remembering her bookcase full or dramas and classics. Her Alpha Father had been happy to entertain her avid reading as long as the books weren‘t sinful.
Doctor Thompkins stood, packing her things with professional efficiency. “I’ll take my leave now,” she said with a kind smile. “Catherine, just let me know when you’re ready for that check-up, alright? No rush, just whenever you feel comfortable.”
Catherine swallowed, still processing the weight of that offer. “Thank you, doctor Thompkins,” she managed quietly, her voice thick with emotion.
Alpha Bruce told Jason to rest and that he would see him later, before he accompied the doctor to the door. Catherine gently helped Jason lie back down, tucking the blanket snugly around his small frame. His eyelids were already drooping, the emotional toll of the day finally catching up to him.
“I need to get back to my chores, baby,” Catherine said softly, smoothing his hair back. “But I’ll try to check on you if I can, okay?”
Jason nodded, though his lips pressed into a thin line. She saw the sadness flicker in his eyes, though he didn’t protest. He never did. He was too used to putting himself last, to stepping back and fading into the background when she had work to do.
Alpha Willis had always been furious when he thought she was coddling Jason instead of serving him. No matter how hard she had tried to prioritize her service to her Alpha, it had never been enough.
“I’ll come back soon,” she promised, guilt tightening in her chest. “You rest, my sweet boy.”
Jason’s small hand curled around hers, squeezing lightly. “Okay, Mama,” he whispered, brave despite the disappointment in his voice.
Catherine lingered for a moment, brushing a kiss across his forehead before forcing herself to stand. Her steps felt heavy as she left the room, the weight of old habits and guilt clinging to her like a second skin.
Notes:
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Chapter 36
Notes:
Trigger Warning: Flashback (Cursive): Heat and semi-consensual sex
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The air in the small, stifling apartment was thick and heavy with the scent of Catherine's heat, a bittersweet fragrance she had no control over.
Her body ached fiercely, the gnawing pulse in her lower belly radiating through her back, sharp and relentless. A sheen of sweat slicked her skin, turning the thin cotton dress clinging to her frame damp and translucent in patches.
Still, her teeth chattered. Shivers racked her frame, as though gripped by cold. Her thighs beneath her thin dress were sticky and raw. She wasn‘t more than a humiliating mess that slicked even when there was no arousal behind it. She clenched her thighs together, a futile effort against the discomfort.
But Jason made it better. Curled up against her chest, his small body warm and solid, Jason’s soft, rhythmic breathing was a balm to the chaos in her system. His tiny fingers clutched at her dress, and his downy head pressed under her chin. She inhaled the sweet scent of warm cotton and sweet summer rain.
The cramps dulled as her body responded instinctively to the comfort of holding her pup, the chaos inside her settling just enough for her to draw a steady breath. Catherine closed her eyes, savoring the fleeting relief.
But it couldn't last. Her gaze flicked toward the clock mounted crookedly on the wall. The hands crept forward mercilessly, each tick a countdown to Alpha Willis’s return. Three hours.
A weight settled in her chest, heavy and suffocating. Anxiety tangled with the haze of heat, sharpening her senses with grim urgency. The apartment was a mess—Alpha Willis's clothes scattered haphazardly across the bathroom floor, dishes piled high in the sink, and the toilet gleaming with a filmy stain she hadn’t had time to scrub away. Dinner was still a distant thought, nothing yet simmering on the stove.
She knew what would come next if things weren’t perfect.
Her heart clenched painfully at the memory of Alpha Willis’s fist slamming onto the table, his large hands grabbing her, shoving her, a backhand or a beating if worse came to worse. All that rage that twisted his face when he deemed her efforts insufficient.
The sting of his words lingered even when the bruises faded. Her stomach churned, and she tightened her hold on Jason as though sheer willpower could shield them from the inevitable.
No. She couldn’t let that happen again.
Pressing a trembling kiss to Jason's forehead, she whispered, “Mama has to get up now, baby.” Her voice cracked under the strain of heat and exhaustion, but she forced herself to sound steady.
Jason stirred, his lashes fluttering against his pale cheeks. He blinked up at her, still drowsy. “Stay,” he mumbled, his voice small and plaintive.
The single word was a plea that cut straight through her resolve. Her heart twisted painfully. “I’ll be back soon, I promise,” she soothed, brushing his dark hair back from his forehead. “You stay in the nest, okay?”
Jason's bottom lip trembled, but he nodded reluctantly, his thumb slipping into his mouth as he burrowed back into the makeshift nest. Pillows and blankets cocooned him in the corner of the hallway, the best she could manage with what they had.
It was pathetic, really. But it was all she could give him—a makeshift nest meant to mimic the security her own body craved.
Her chest ached with guilt. Catherine forced herself to stand, biting back a grimace as the motion pulled at the cramps low in her abdomen. Her legs wobbled, sticky and uncomfortable beneath the hem of her dress. The slickness between her thighs was a constant, humiliating reminder of the demands her body made even when desire was the furthest thing from her mind.
The cool air of the apartment bit at her overheated skin, sharp and punishing. Goosebumps prickled along her arms, and she shivered violently, wrapping her arms around herself in a futile attempt to ward off the cold.
Her body screamed at her to return to the nest, to curl back into the warmth and comfort of Jason's presence until the worst of her heat passed.
But she couldn’t. She had years to learn how to bear the pain without the comfort of her loved ones. Her omega mother had bever coddled her trough her heat. Before Alpha Willis and Jason, Cathrine never had anybody to nest with, no one to take the pain away.
The clock ticked on, merciless and unyielding. There were dishes to wash, floors to scrub, dinner to prepare. Everything had to be perfect by the time Alpha Willis walked through the door, or the consequences would be swift and unforgiving.
She stumbled into the kitchen, her vision blurring slightly from the wave of dizziness that hit her. Her fingers trembled as she filled the sink with hot, soapy water and began scrubbing the dishes.
Catherine’s breath came in shallow gasps as she forced trembling fingers to grip the sponge tighter. The scalding water lapped over her hands, but the pain barely registered beneath the oppressive weight of her heat. The soapy bubbles shimmered briefly before collapsing, like the fragile control she clung to.
The acrid scent of detergent mixed unpleasantly with the bittersweet tang of her own scent. It turned her stomach, but she couldn’t stop. The dishes piled high in the sink felt like a looming judgment—if she didn’t finish, there would be consequences.
Her knuckles ached from scrubbing a pan crusted with stubborn grease. Catherine paused, breath hitching as a sharp, sudden cramp seized her abdomen. Her knees wobbled, and she braced herself against the counter, sweat slicking her brow. The ache radiated through her lower back, relentless and punishing.
Her gaze flicked to the hallway where Jason lay nestled in the pile of blankets she had painstakingly arranged for him. His small form rose and fell with the gentle rhythm of sleep, thumb tucked securely in his mouth.
The sight of him steadied her fraying nerves.
Tears stung the corners of her eyes, hot and shameful.
Her instincts screamed at her to return to Jason, to curl around him until the pain was gone. But Alpha Willis would be home soon.
She couldn’t risk the mess.
Biting down on her lip until she tasted copper, Catherine forced herself upright. Her legs shook beneath her, slick and raw where the heat left its humiliating mark on her skin.
With shaking hands, she rinsed the pan, but the sharp spike of pain in her abdomen made her gasp aloud. Her body quivered with the need for relief, her breath shallow and uneven.
No. Enough. Abandoning the sponge, she dried her hands hastily on a threadbare towel and stumbled toward the hallway.
Jason stirred as she sank down beside him with a ragged sigh, the world tilting slightly as the relief of surrender washed over her.
“Mama?” Jason’s voice was soft, his sleepy eyes peeking up at her.
“I’m okay,” she whispered, gathering him into her arms. The warmth of his small body pressed against hers was immediate balm, dulling the relentless ache in her belly. Her breath steadied as the tension in her muscles unwound, even if only for a moment.
Jason burrowed closer, his scent sweet and grounding. Catherine’s fingers combed gently through his dark hair, her lips brushing his temple. The pain ebbed, leaving only a dull throb in its place. For a fleeting moment, the world didn’t feel so unbearable.
But the clock ticked on mercilessly. Catherine’s heart clenched as guilt gnawed at the edges of her reprieve. She couldn’t stay. Steeling herself, she pressed a kiss to Jason’s forehead. “Mama has to finish cleaning and make dinner,” she whispered and had to force herself up again, guilt gnawing at her as Jason whimpered softly in protest.
The hours blurred into a frantic haze of motion—scrubbing floors until her knees ached, folding laundry with numb fingers, stirring a pot of boiling water for the noodles she hoped would be enough to satisfy Alpha Willis.
Twice more she had stolen a moment back in the nest with Jason when the pain became to much to bear on her own. It had gotten worse since she‘d given birth to Jason. Before she had been fine on her own, she had known how to suffer in silence, aided by the Kraut of her mothers garden and the prayers she ought to do. But being in the room with her little pup, not cuddling him amplified her ache.
By the time the front door creaked open, Catherine’s body was trembling with exhaustion, her dress damp and clinging uncomfortably to her overheated skin.
She wiped her hands on the stained fabric, forcing herself to stand straight despite the quivering weakness in her legs. Her heart raced as the heavy tread of Alpha Willis’s boots echoed through the apartment.
He was in a foul mood—his jaw tight, his eyes cold and calculating as he kicked the door shut behind him. The scent of sweat and smoke clung to him, overpowering and acrid. Catherine’s stomach twisted with unease.
But then his expression shifted. His nostrils flared, catching the unmistakable scent of her heat lingering in the air. His lips curled into a predatory grin, and his eyes darkened with something far more dangerous than anger.
“Well, well,” he drawled, voice thick with possessive hunger. “Aren’t I lucky, coming home to my Omega like this?”
Catherine’s heart raced, a cold sweat prickling her skin despite the heat coursing through her body. Panic clawed at her chest, but her body, treacherous and desperate, quivered under his gaze. The instinctual yearning for relief warred with the gnawing fear crawling up her spine.
She forced herself to swallow the rising whine caught in her throat. “I made dinner, Alpha,” she said quickly, voice tight and strained. “It’s on the stove.”
Alpha Willis barely spared a glance toward the kitchen. The smell of simmering noodles and sauce was nothing compared to the scent thick in the air—her heat clinging to the apartment like a tangible fog.
“Forget dinner,” he said dismissively, his tone rough with intent. He took a step closer, then another, until the heat radiating off his body mingled with hers. “You’re all I’m interested in right now.”
Catherine’s stomach churned violently. Her eyes darted toward the hallway where Jason lay nestled in their makeshift nest, blissfully unaware of the tension thickening the room.
“Alpha, please,” she whispered, her voice trembling. Desperation bled into her tone.
She tilted her head submissively, baring the curve of her neck, hoping it would be enough to placate him.
Alphw Willis’s grin widened, a glint of satisfaction flickering in his eyes. “There you go,” he murmured, low and rough.
His hand shot out, calloused fingers gripping her chin with bruising force. The edge of pain made her gasp softly.
“You smell so damn good,” he growled, his breath hot against her flushed skin. His thumb dragged along her jawline, possessive and firm.
Tears stung Catherine’s eyes, but she blinked them back, biting her lower lip until it throbbed. He was pleased by her scent, pleased by her heat. That was what mattered.
It didn’t matter if he was rough. It didn’t matter if fear twisted her stomach into knots. She needed him. Needed the edge of the pain to soften, needed relief from the relentless ache consuming her body.
Catherine clenched her fists tightly at her sides, fighting to keep her composure.
Alpha Willis’s grip remained firm, his fingers digging into her skin with a possessive pressure that left no room for protest. His scent—sharp and overwhelming—filled her lungs and the pain in her lower back just lessened a tiny bit. She took deep breaths of his wet cotton scent, warmed by the undertone of tobacco.
Catherine’s breath hitched and he leaned closer, his lips brushing against her ear. “Been waiting all day for this,” he muttered, voice rough with desire.
The words made her skin prickle with dread, though she knew better than to pull away. Instead, she tilted her head further, baring her neck completely in a gesture that was both instinctual and deliberate.
Her heart thudded in her chest as Alpha Willis inhaled deeply, his nostrils flaring. “So sweet,” he murmured, more to himself than to her. “You’re lucky I’m in the mood to be nice tonight.”
Catherine swallowed hard, her throat dry. She clung to those words—nice. Nice meant less pain, meant Jason wouldn’t wake up to harsh sounds or frightening sights.
“I’ve kept everything ready for you, Alpha,” she said softly, her voice steadying through sheer willpower. “Dinner, the apartment—everything’s clean.”
Alpha Willis’s hand slid from her chin to her shoulder, his thumb tracing the line of her collarbone done to he small breast, before his finger flicked her hardened nipple under the soft cotton of her dress. “You always know how to please me, don’t you, Omega?”
She forced a smile, though it felt brittle on her lips. “I try, Alpha.”
His gaze flickered toward the hallway for a brief moment, and her stomach twisted into knots. Jason.
“Put the kid to bed already?” he asked casually, though there was an edge to his tone.
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine replied quickly. “He’s asleep.”
Alpha Willis nodded, satisfied, and his grip loosened slightly. “Good. Don’t want the runt interrupting us.”
His hand tightened on her arm again, pulling her closer. “Come here, Omega,” he demanded, his voice low and commanding.
Her body quaked as she obeyed, stepping into his space even as nausea churned in her gut.
She cast one last glance toward the nest, where Jason slept undisturbed, his small form nestled into the blankets. The sight tugged at her heart.
But Alpha Willis’s hand at the small of her back urged her forward, and resisting him wasn’t an option. They moved toward the narrow bed in the middle of the bedroom.
Alpha Willis guided her onto the mattress, his weight sinking the worn springs. Catherine trembled, her breath shallow as she prepared herself.
He pulled her close, his scent overwhelming her senses—bitter smoke and something darker, mingling with the raw sweetness of her heat. Catherine fought to focus on the way his proximity dulled the cramps, how even his rough touch eased the gnawing ache that had plagued her all day. More slick was gushing out of her, her body reacting to submitting below her Alpha and his body.
“Good girl,” he murmured against her temple, fingers brushing possessively over her legs, her belly and up to her breasts, pushing the dress up along the way, until her body lay bare in front of him.
Catherine exhaled shakily, focusing on that faint relief. She pressed her forehead to his chest above her, breathing shallowly as he entered her folds in a swift motion, grunting into her ear, a raw animalic sound.
With every trust the pain lessened and she was so thankful for Alpha Willis taking care of her, thankful he wasn‘t playing games with her like he‘d done during her last heat, thankful he didn‘t make her beg for it while her body burnt and slicked.
She was thankful for his knot, thankful for his teeth biting into the skin over the bond bite until she bleed, thankful of his heavy body, grunting and moaning over her, until the pain was only a shallow reminder of the nature of her submission.
***
Catherine scrubbed the gleaming porcelain sink with determined precision, the sharp scent of disinfectant curling in the air. Her denim clad knees felt cold against the marble tiles, but she pressed on, moving swiftly but meticulously through the bathroom next to the library and the grand hall. The expansive room felt impossibly large and lavish, reminding her of a ballroom from a princess storybook—the kind she used to read as a small child in school.
The bathroom was large and lush. Four private stalls lined one wall, their polished doors gleaming under soft recessed lighting. The marble countertops beneath the twin hand basins gleamed like something out of a luxury catalog. Catherine ran her cloth over every surface, making sure no smudge or fingerprint remained.
She knew instinctively that if she wanted to keep all fourteen of the manor’s bathrooms pristine, she’d need to tackle at least four each day. And that was assuming Alpha Wayne would be content with them only being cleaned twice a week.
Her heart fluttered uneasily at the thought. Would that be enough for him? The idea of disappointing her new and kind Alpha twisted her stomach into knots. She swallowed down the rising anxiety and scrubbed harder, forcing herself to focus on the task at hand. The soft swoosh of the cleaning cloth against marble was the only sound in the grand, echoing space.
The hall outside was eerily quiet, amplifying her sense of isolation. Catherine hadn’t seen anyone at the dining room table for breakfast when she passed by. The table was already cleared, chairs neatly tucked back in place. The absence of even the faintest scent of warm food confirmed what she already suspected—breakfast was long over.
She supposed she’d missed it, lingering too long with Doctor Thompkins earlier. That was her own fault. Beta Alfred wouldn’t wait for someone like her, not when there were so many more important things to tend to.
A pang of guilt settled in her chest, followed swiftly by resignation, dull and familiar. No food this morning, then. It wasn’t by far the first time she’d gone without, and it wouldn’t be the last. But it was the first time in Alpha Bruces house and that somehow hit her a tad different. Her fingers tightened around the cloth as she wiped down the basin one final time.
Satisfied with the pristine state of the bathroom, Catherine stood and gathered her supplies. She glanced toward the door, debating whether to move on to the next room or if it was permittable to quickly check up on Jason.
The pull toward her pup was instinctual, a constant thread tugging at her even when she tried to focus on her chores.
When she entered their shared bedroom, Jason was still fast asleep, curled up under the thin blanket she had covered him with. His small face was flushed but peaceful, his breathing steady. He looked content, even if the fever still clung to him stubbornly.
Catherine brushed a gentle hand over Jason’s forehead, careful not to wake him. The warmth of his skin still lingering but not as searing as before. His dark lashes fluttered against flushed cheeks, his breathing steady and even. Relief settled in her chest, though it didn’t ease the gnawing ache of worry entirely. He wouldn’t need another dose of medicine until dinner, and she couldn’t bring herself to disturb him just for a sip of juice.
Drawing a steadying breath, Catherine quietly moved into the adjoining bathroom, leaving the door cracked just enough to hear Jason if he stirred.
The scent of disinfectant mingled with the faint, comforting aroma of soap as she set to work. The room was pristine by most standards, but that didn’t stop her from scrubbing every surface with meticulous care.
She started with the walls, working her way down to the marble-tiled floor, her knees aching faintly as she knelt to scrub between each polished seam. Her fingers moved briskly over the cabinetry, polishing until the wood gleamed under the soft light.
Despite the rhythmic movements, her mind churned restlessly. There was still one more bathroom left on her list for the morning. After that? She wasn’t sure. She needed to check with Beta Alfred. He would know how to keep her busy, and maybe, just maybe, if she worked swiftly but thoroughly enough, he'd allow her to check on Jason every so often—and perhaps even bring up some food.
Her throat tightened at the thought. Jason hadn't eaten either. Her stomach clenched in sympathy. They both had grown used to the portions at the manor.
The glass shower stall gleamed faintly in the soft light as she scrubbed it, her movements brisk and efficient. The faint squeak of the cloth against the glass was the only sound until the creak of the bedroom door broke her concentration. Catherine's heart jumped, her muscles tensing instinctively.
A low, questioning voice cut through the quiet. "Catherine."
She straightened immediately, wiping her damp hands on the hem of her shirt, trying to compose herself. Her pulse quickened as she stepped toward the doorway, her gaze dipping in acknowledgment of his presence.
He stood just beyond the threshold, his broad frame silhouetted by the soft light from the bedroom. His expression was calm, unreadable, but the sheer weight of his presence filled the room.
"Alpha," she murmured softly, head bowing slightly in acknowledgment. Her voice was deferential, instinct ingrained too deep to abandon, even in the safety of this strange, generous house.
Even after days under his roof, kindness still felt unfamiliar, fragile. After raiding his private bathroom for Jason’s medicine without being punished, she wasn't sure how far Alpha Bruce's patience extended.
Alpha Bruce’s sharp eyes swept over her, lingering briefly on the cleaning supplies behind her. "What are you doing?" He asked.
"My chores, Alpha," she explained quickly, steadying her voice despite the flutter of nerves tightening her chest. "I was cleaning the bathroom."
Alpha Bruce’s expression shifted slightly, his brow knitting with a faint crease of concern. He folded his arms across his chest, though the gesture seemed more thoughtful than stern.
"I see," he said slowly. "Alfred mentioned you didn’t have breakfast. I thought you were resting with Jason."
Her stomach twisted into a knot. Guilt sank heavy in her chest, wrapping tightly around her lungs. Resting? She wouldn’t dare.
There was work to be done. Just because Jason was sick, and Alpha Bruce had graciously allowed him to stay in bed, didn’t mean she had the right to laze about.
"I… no, Alpha," she said quietly, eyes dropping to the floor. "I wouldn’t dare presume."
There was a long pause, thick with an unspoken weight that made Catherine’s pulse quicken. She forced herself to remain still, bracing for reproach.
"Catherine," Alpha Bruce finally said, his voice gentle, tinged with something close to regret. "Can we sit and talk?"
Her breath caught, heart stumbling over itself. "Of course, Alpha."
He lowered himself into the armchair by the dresser, the leather creaking softly beneath his weight. Catherine moved cautiously, perching on the edge of the mattress, her spine straight and hands folded tightly in her lap.
"I may have made a mistake giving you these chores," Alpha Bruce began, his tone warm but careful, as though navigating fragile ground.
Her stomach lurched. Panic clawed at her chest. She wrung her hands, fingers twisting together as a desperate plea rose to her lips. She could do better. She would work harder. But the words caught in her throat, tangled with fear and self-doubt. What if her best was not enough? She remained silent, waiting for his judgment.
"I thought you needed something to do," Alpha Bruce continued, "a way to feel like you were contributing. But maybe I was wrong. Maybe healing and taking care of Jason is enough for now."
Her head snapped up, wide eyes meeting his. He didn’t sound angry. There was no disappointment, no sharp edge to his voice.
Her throat tightened painfully. No Alpha had ever said such a thing to her.
"I’ll call the cleaning service that handles the public rooms and guest suites," Alpha Bruce said gently. "They can extend their services to the family spaces, including the bathrooms. You shouldn’t have to worry about all of this."
Catherine’s breath hitched. "I don’t mind my chores, Alpha," she said softly, voice laced with uncertainty. "If… if you could tell me what I did wrong in the bathroom next to the ballroom, I’ll do better next time."
Alpha Bruce’s brow lifted slightly, a flicker of surprise crossing his face. "You’ve been cleaning that bathroom?"
She nodded cautiously.
He exhaled softly, not in frustration but sympathy. "That bathroom gets cleaned weekly and before gatherings by the cleaning agency. You didn’t need to touch it." His voice gentled further. "I should’ve made that clearer from the start. I’m sorry, Catherine."
The apology hung in the air, startling her. No Alpha had ever apologized to her.
Her lips parted, but no words came. Alphas didn’t apologize. They commanded, corrected, and disciplined if necessary. But they didn’t say sorry.
"Thank you, Alpha," she whispered, voice trembling. "But… it’s my fault.“
Alpha Bruce shook his head gently. "It’s not your fault, Catherine." His voice was steady, deliberate, as though he wanted to make sure she understood every word. "I’m not always the best at talking about things. I need to be clearer about expectations."
His gaze softened, warm and grounding. "But for now, the most important thing for Jason and you is to heal, to rest. And if I can do anything to help you— anything at all —I want you to come to me."
Catherine’s throat tightened. His words pressed against a fragile place inside her, one too raw and unused to gentleness.
"I was scared," she admitted suddenly, the words slipping free before she could stop them. "I didn’t want to bother you. That’s why I tried to take the medicine without asking. I thought..." She trailed off, her shoulders trembling as she fought back the weight of shame. "I thought you’d be angry."
Alpha Bruce’s brow furrowed, confusion flickering across his face. "Angry? Why would I be angry?"
"You said last night that you wanted Jason to be healthy, Alpha," she explained, her voice wavering. "I was scared to tell you he was sick. I thought I’d failed... that you'd be upset with me."
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, leaning forward, his elbows resting on his knees. His posture wasn’t imposing but open, earnest.
"Catherine," he said gently, "I do want Jason to be healthy—of course I do. But not because I expect him to never get sick or hurt. I want him to be happy, safe, and healthy because I care about him. Just like I care about my own kids. I’d ever be angry at him - or you - for getting sick."
The breath she’d been holding escaped in a shaky exhale. His words wrapped around the jagged edges of her fear, softening them.
Before she could find a response, a rustling sound came from the bed. Catherine turned quickly to see Jason stirring, his small body shifting as he rubbed at his eyes. He blinked sleepily, then crawled across the bed toward her, settling against her side with a contented sigh.
"Hey, buddy," Alpha Bruce said warmly, his tone effortlessly gentle. "How are you feeling?"
Jason coughed, a little rough but not as harsh as before. "Better, Alpha Wayne," he said sweetly, his voice earnest despite the lingering rasp.
"That's good, lad," Alpha Bruce said with a smile. "Are you hungry?"
Jason nodded enthusiastically, his messy curly hair bouncing with the motion.
"Can I have a banana, please Alpha Wayne?" he asked politely.
Alpha Bruce's smile widened. "Of course, kid. I’ll go get one for you right now."
Catherine's eyes stung as she watched Alpha Bruce rise from the chair. She rested her cheek against Jason’s soft hair.
***
Fifteen minutes later, Alpha Bruce returned, balancing a gleaming silver serving tray in his hands. Catherine instinctively rose from the edge of the bed, nerves flickering through her, but Alpha Bruce waved her down with a gentle shake of his head.
"No need for that," he said kindly.
Jason, once again curled against Catherine, blinked blearily as Alpha Bruce set the tray down on the small side table near the bed. The aroma of warm tea and freshly cut fruit wafted through the room. The serving tray was filled thoughtfully: a peeled banana neatly sliced into rounds, a small bowl of yogurt topped with a drizzle of apple sauce, a few plain crackers, a steaming cup of tea, sweetened with honey by the smell of it and a glass of apple juice.
Alpha Bruce smiled warmly as he ruffled Jason's hair. "Chicken noodle soup for lunch in an hour or two, Alfred told me," he said, "and maybe an ice pop for dessert if you're up for it."
Jason's eyes went wide, round with disbelief as he surveyed the tray. His small fingers fidgeted in his lap, unsure whether to reach for the food or simply marvel at it.
Catherine saw the hesitation—the way Jason's shoulders tensed as though waiting for the inevitable moment when the kindness would be snatched away. She knew that feeling all too well. But this time, instead of fear twisting her gut, she felt something warmer, something strange and almost foreign: happiness.
Alpha Bruce caught Jason's hesitation too. "It's all for you, kid," he encouraged gently. "Go ahead. Eat as much as feels good but don‘t worry if you don‘t manage all.“
Jason reached for a piece of banana first and then for a cracker, crunching down carefully, trying to not get crumbs on the comforter or the bed sheets.
"Good?" Alpha Bruce asked.
Jason nodded, still chewing. "Uh-huh."
"Take your time," Catherine urged softly, brushing a hand over Jason's hair, when the kid coughed once again.
Jason reached for the yogurt next, dipping his spoon in hesitantly. He wrinkled his nose at first but then grinned. "Tastes like apples."
"That's because I added a little apple sauce," Alpha Bruce said with a conspiratorial wink. "Figured it might make it more fun."
Jason giggled softly, a sound so rare and sweet that it tugged at Catherine’s heart.
"You're nice," Jason declared through a mouthful of yogurt, glancing shyly at Alpha Bruce.
Alpha Bruce chuckled. "I try, Jace."
Jason nodded, looking thoughtful as he spooned some more of the yoghurt.
"Can I call you that? Jace?"
"Sure, Alpha Wayne," Jason said proudly. "Mama calls me that sometimes."
Alpha Bruce nodded approvingly. "Good nickname."
As Jason continued eating, Alpha Bruce’s expression softened further, as if contemplating something important. "Jason," he began, his voice gentle, "there’s something I wanted to talk to you about."
Jason paused mid-spoonful, his small body tensing. His wide eyes flickered with nervous curiosity, spoon hovering uncertainly over the half-empty yogurt bowl.
"You can call me Bruce," Alpha Bruce said quietly. „If you want.“
Jason's brow furrowed, uncertain. "Really?"
Alpha Bruce smiled. "Yes. Alpha Bruce or just Bruce, whatever sounds good for you. I spoke to your mama—it’s fine with her too."
Jason glanced at Catherine, his face serious, searching for confirmation. She nodded reassuringly.
Jason hesitated. "Can I say it too, if you have guests over or like… outside?"
Alpha Bruce’s smile deepened. "Yes, wherever we are and whomever we're with. You're going to live with me for a very, very long time—until you're an adult at least, Jace. And I want you to call me Bruce. I want to be there for you."
His little chest heaved, and before Catherine could process what was happening, Jason launched himself from the bed straight into Alpha Bruce's arms.
Alpha Bruce caught him without hesitation, enveloping the boy in a firm, steady embrace. Jason's small frame trembled as he clung tightly, pressing his tear-streaked face into Alpha Bruce’s shoulder.
"You okay, buddy?" He murmured softly, rubbing slow circles over Jason’s back. His voice was gentle, patient, as though nothing in the world mattered more than Jason's emotions in that moment.
Jason sniffled against him, his voice muffled by Alpha Bruce's shirt. "Uh-huh," he managed through shallow breaths. He clung tighter, unwilling to let go.
Catherine's breath hitched. Jason had always been wary of adults, keeping his distance instinctively. It had been painfully easy to shield him from Alpha Willis’s buddies or the nosy neighbors—they simply didn’t interest him, nor did he trust them.
Seeing him so freely offer his love was overwhelming. Alpha Bruce glanced over Jason's head at Catherine, his expression gentle. He smiled faintly, silently reassuring her that this was okay— good , even.
Catherine swallowed hard, her heart full yet fragile. For the first time, Jason's sudden burst of emotion didn’t scare her. It filled her with a tentative hope. It was all thanks to Alpha Bruce, who continued to rub Jason’s back until the boy’s tears slowed.
Jason finally pulled back, wiping his nose with the back of his hand. A shiny wet patch and faint streaks of snot marred Alpha Bruce’s shirt, but he didn’t so much as glance at it. For once Cathrine was sure that the Alpha couldn‘t care less.
Still her cheeks burned with embarrassment. "Oh—"
But Alpha Bruce waved her off with a smile. "Don’t worry about it.
Jason ducked his head, sheepish. "Sorry," he muttered, coughing softly.
Alpha Bruce cupped the back of his head gently. "Nothing to be sorry for, Jace.“
Jason gave a small, shy nod, his lips curving into a soft smile.
"You feel better now?" Alpha Bruce asked kindly.
“Yeah,“ Jason nodded again, sniffing once more before looking up eagerly. “Alpha Bruce… can I still go to school once I’m better?”
Alpha Bruce’s lips curved into a warm smile. “Absolutely, Jace. As soon as you're healthy, we’ll visit Gotham Academy and get you enrolled.”
Jason’s face lit up even more, practically bouncing on the bed. “Really? You promise?”
“I already spoke to the dean before Thanksgiving,” Alpha Bruce assured him. “They're excited to meet you. We’ll make sure everything is ready for you to start as soon as you are feeling better.“
Jason beamed, his joy palpable. “That’s so cool! Thanks, Bruce!“
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Chapter 37
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Chapter Text
Jason’s illness had lingered for about a week, though Alpha Bruce’s attentive care had made all the difference from the start. After the first day confined strictly to bed, Alpha Bruce had gently suggested setting Jason up in the den.
“My boys always loved some TV when they were sick,” he’d said casually, though Catherine could hear the consideration in his tone. “If that’s okay with you?”
Catherine had hesitated, torn between the urge to tell Alpha Bruce that it wasn‘t her right to decide anything about her own child and the understanding that perhaps that too was really different in this house.
Ultimately, she’d agreed, sitting with Jason for a while as cartoons flickered on the screen. But eventually, she found herself drifting back into small tasks around the manor.
She helped Beta Alfred in the kitchen, slicing vegetables or stirring soups under his watchful, approving gaze. One afternoon, when Beta Alfred had to take an urgent call, she quietly took over dusting the parlor until he returned.
Still, as Alpha Bruce had wanted, she hadn’t touched another bathroom. It left her uneasy, her heart tugging between the fear of appearing lazy and the greater fear of disobeying Alpha Bruce’s clear instructions to focus on Jason and rest.
So that was what she did, mostly. She ensured Jason always had something to drink—water, herbal tea, or juice. Crackers, yogurt, and soup became staples at Alpha Bruce's suggestion, with the Alpha making sure she knew to take whatever she needed from the well-stocked kitchen. Alpha Bruce, ever thoughtful, had continued to spoil Jason in subtle but meaningful ways.
Different flavors of Pedialyte appeared on the kitchen counter, along with boxes of ice pops. When Jason, shy but honest, admitted that he liked the red ones best, Alpha Bruce made sure those were always available.
By the time Jason was well enough to play again, their Amazon orders arrived. Catherine found the sealed cartons neatly stacked outside their bedroom door. No one, it seemed, had bothered to open them before placing them there—a detail that filled her with equal parts relief and confusion. Surely Alpha Bruce or Beta Alfred would have checked her purchases?
Her fingers hesitated on the first box, guilt twisting in her stomach as she pried it open and saw the contents: cold medicine, pain relievers, vitamins, and a first-aid kit—all ordered before Jason had even fallen sick.
She’d wanted to be prepared, to have something on hand for emergencies. But deep down, she hadn’t believed she could simply ask Alpha Bruce for help or that a doctor would be readily available for her child. Yet again, Alpha Bruce had quietly proved her wrong.
She stared at the small emergency stash she’d built, the shelf lined with supplies like non-perishable food, vitamins, and over-the-counter medications. A fortress against uncertainty.
But something about it gnawed at her now—the secretive nature of it all, the assumption that she couldn’t trust anyone here, least of all Alpha Bruce.
Jason’s laughter drifted through their room, punctuated by the clattering of LEGO bricks.
Resolute, Catherine stood, smoothing her hands over her shirt. "Stay here, sweetheart," she said softly to Jason. "I’ll be right back."
He hummed absently in acknowledgment, too absorbed in his creation to pay her much mind.
Heart thudding with nervous determination, she walked toward Alpha Bruce's study, the door ajar. She paused, hesitating just a beat before raising her hand and knocking gently against the polished wood.
Alpha Bruce’s voice carried through the partially open door, calm and welcoming. “Come in.”
Catherine hesitated just a fraction longer, gathering her resolve. Her fingers brushed the edge of her shirt as though smoothing invisible creases. It was time to tell him the truth.
Stepping inside, she found Alpha Bruce rising from behind his desk, his brow furrowed faintly at the sight of her, posture tense but her eyes steadier than they‘d been before. "Is everything all right?" His voice was calm but tinged with genuine concern. "Jason’s okay?"
The hint of worry in his tone caught Catherine off guard, amazement flickering in her chest. Alphas in her past hadn't asked—they assumed or ignored, especially when it came to her or Jason. But Alpha Bruce’s quiet attentiveness was unshakably consistent.
“We’re fine,” she assured softly, her voice steadier than it might have been a week ago. “Jason’s much better now.” Her throat tightened slightly. “I… I cannot thank you enough.”
Alpha Bruce’s expression softened further, the corners of his mouth lifting into a warm, faint smile. “Anytime,” he said simply.
Her heart stuttered at the easy kindness of his words. It wasn’t a sentiment she was used to hearing.
“I was wondering…” She hesitated, her hands twisting briefly together before forcing herself to still them. “Could you come with me? Just for a moment, if it pleases you?”
He blinked, puzzled for the briefest second, but composed himself swiftly, offering a polite nod. "Of course."
The walk to their room was quiet, Catherine’s nerves fluttering despite her resolve. Doubts pricked at her resolve—was this foolish? Would he think less of her? But she reminded herself of the countless times he had already proven different from every other Alpha she had known.
When they reached the guest room, Jason was still sitting cross-legged on the floor, LEGO pieces scattered around him in colorful clusters. The manual lay open beside him, and he was carefully connecting two bright red bricks together.
Alpha Bruce's face immediately softened. "Are you building the fire station, buddy?" he asked, crouching beside the boy with effortless ease.
Jason’s eyes lit up. “Yeah! This is so much fun, Alpha Bruce! Thank you so much!”
Alpha Bruce reached out, ruffling the boy’s messy hair. The gesture was easy, affectionate.
Catherine’s breath hitched instinctively, her body bracing for a slap that never came. Logic told her she should know better by now, but old reflexes were hard to silence.
But Jason remained blissfully unfazed, grinning up at Alpha Bruce, who only smiled in return. Alpha Bruce's presence didn’t intimidate Jason—it seemed to lift him.
Her chest tightened painfully, caught between old reflexes and tentative hope.
Alpha qBruce straightened, his kind eyes settling back on Catherine. "What did you want, Cathrine?"
Catherine exhaled slowly, steadying herself. She moved to the closet, fingers trembling just slightly as she pulled open the door. Inside, shelves were neatly filled with her emergency stash: rows of cold medicine, pain relievers, multivitamins, non-perishable food, and a pristine first-aid kit.
The sight of it all, meticulously arranged and ready, told a story she hadn’t dared speak aloud. A story of scarcity, survival, and self-reliance born from necessity.
Her pulse pounded in her ears, drowning out everything but the weight of her own confession. She turned back to Alpha Bruce, bracing herself for the shift—for the anger, the disappointment, the sharp-edged correction she had learned to expect from an Alpha.
“I planned to hide this from you.” Her voice wavered, shame curling around her like a vice. “When you gave me the Ipad, I used your generosity to prepare for… for when you wouldn’t want to be kind anymore.”
Alpha Bruce’s expression didn’t change. He didn’t flinch. Didn’t frown. Just watched her, calm and present.
“I understand,“ he said. The words landed unexpectedly, throwing her off balance.
Catherine swallowed, her hands tightening into fists at her sides. “I’m so sorry, Alpha Bruce.”
He inclined his head slightly. “Thank you for telling me, Catherine.”
She dropped her gaze to the floor, her stomach twisting. He wasn’t pleased. He may have thanked her, yes, but the look in his eyes and the faint tingle in the bond told her enough. It wasn’t rage or cruelty,
but something more complex—something she didn’t know how to name.
Her hand lifted instinctively, fingertips brushing the raised scar of her bond mark.
Of course he wasn’t pleased. He had been nothing but kind to her, and she had used that kindness against him, hoarding food and medicine like she was preparing for the inevitable cruelty to come. Like she thought he was a monster waiting to bare his teeth.
What would have pleased him instead? Perfume, maybe. Makeup. Books. Something indulgent but pleasing, something that showed she trusted him to provide.
The weight of it crushed her chest, and before she could stop herself, she dropped to her knees before him, bowing her head low in submission, her hands resting on her thighs. Submission came as naturally as breathing—an instinct honed by years of harsh correction, of being taught her place with sharp words and sharper hands.
“I accept my punishment, Alpha,” she whispered, voice barely above a breath. She knew he wouldn’t be cruel. But correction was due when it was due. “Please forgive me.”
She was expecting it. A word, a grip on the back of her neck, a punishment delivered with quiet finality—anything to reestablish order. She had displeased him. She had betrayed his kindness. And yet, nothing came.
The room was silent. Even Jason had stopped rustling his LEGO pieces. Catherine squeezed her eyes shut, willing him not to interrupt, not to see this, not to—
But before Jason could say anything, before he could stand to defend her, Alpha Bruce moved. Instead of towering over her, he sank down in front of her, until he was sitting cross-legged, meeting her on the ground. The movement startled her so much she almost recoiled, but she forced herself to remain still, to stay obedient. Still her first instinct was to bow lower, to fix whatever mistake had made him come down to her. But that would be worse, wouldn’t it?
“I won’t punish you,” he said, his voice as steady as stone. “Not now, not ever.”
“But, Alpha,” she said, the protest slipping out before she could stop it. Horror gripped her as she realized she had contradicted him. She ducked her head lower, breath coming shallow.
“I displeased you,” she whispered, her body tense. There. She had admitted it. Confessed her wrongs. Maybe now he would take control, take her in hand, fix this mess she had made. She trusted him to be fair in his penance. He wouldn‘t hurt her for fun, not Alpha Bruce.
He exhaled slowly, his gaze never wavering. “You didn‘t,” he said. Then, after a beat: “No. You’re right. I’m not pleased.” She flinched.
“It doesn’t please me,” Alpha Bruce continued, his voice impossibly gentle, “that you felt like you had to do this. That you needed to hide it. That you thought my kindness was something temporary.” A quiet pause.
Then, softer still, like he was speaking to something fragile, something previous:
“But, Catherine—if this makes you feel safer… then that is what matters.”
Her lungs stalled. She barely dared to breathe.
“If you need food and medicine set aside to feel safe here, then that’s fine.”
Her eyes darted up to him before she could stop herself, wide and pleading, searching his expression for the trap. For the warning. For the punishment that should have come.
She should have been corrected, reminded that safety was not hers to prepare for. That she belonged to him, and only he decided what she needed. That was how it was supposed to be. That was how it had always been.
Safety had always been a privilege, dangled like bait, given and taken at another’s whim. It was a lesson carved into her bones—be good, be small, be quiet, and maybe, maybe you will not be hurt.
But he wasn’t Alpha Willis. And he wasn’t her father. Instead Alpha Bruce held her gaze, eyes kind and forgiving. “Is there anything more I can do to make you feel safe?”
The question shook her to her core. No Alpha had ever asked. And Catherine had no idea how to answer. The silence stretched long and thin.
Then, soft footsteps. A small shift of movement. Jason padded over, his presence grounding even when she could barely breathe. He lowered himself next to Alpha Bruce, but not to his knees—not in submission, but cross-legged, open and unafraid. As if sitting so casually near an Alpha was something he had always been allowed to do. His small fingers patted the Alpha’s forearm, a quiet but deliberate touch, a weight of trust that made Catherine’s chest ache.
“We’ve never felt safe like we do with you, Alpha Bruce,” Jason said. His voice was quiet, solemn—years beyond his age.
Catherine’s breath hitched. Alpha Bruce’s expression softened further, something like warmth threading through his features.
“I’m glad you do, lad.” His voice was steady, certain. Safe. But he didn’t stop there. Instead, he tilted his head slightly, gaze returning to Catherine. “But maybe I can still help your mama feel a bit safer?”
It wasn’t a correction. It was an offering. As if well wasn’t well enough. As if security wasn’t just something to be felt in the moment, but something to be built upon.
Jason nodded solemnly, as though this made perfect sense to him. Alpha Bruce considered them for a moment, thoughtful. Then, he said, “Would it help if I gave you a key to this door? Or we could install a lock with a keychain—something you can control.”
Catherine’s fingers twitched against her lap. A key. Control. Never before did anyone offer her control over anything. She was an Omega. She was to be controlled.
“I… I don’t…” The words fumbled, unsteady. She didn’t know what to say. And Alpha Bruce didn’t press. Didn’t rush. He let the offer sit ans when she gave a small nod he nodded too.
“We will do that,“ he said and then he shifted slightly. “Would it bring you comfort to have more blankets and pillows? To make a nest?”
A nest. Her stomach clenched, throat tightening against the unfamiliar surge of longing. She had never had a proper nest. Not one that hadn’t been torn apart or destroyed regularly. It had been a sad heap of a few thin blankets and a meagee collection of pillows in the hallway between the kitchen and the bedroom and Alpha Willis had taken blankets from the nest whenever he wanted to.
“I…” Her hands curled into the hem of her shirt. “Yes… maybe…” She forced herself to take a breath, then added, “If it would please you, Alpha, we’d really like to nest.” The words were careful, hesitant. Alpha Bruce nodded, as though this was the most natural thing in the world.
“If I left the tablet here,” he asked, “would you be willing to order what you’d like to have?”
Catherine swallowed hard. She had done it before. She could do it again.
“Yes, Alpha,” she murmured, voice timid. But then another fear crept in—one she couldn’t ignore. “How much…?” She hesitated, then forced herself to finish. “Alpha, may I ask how much I’m allowed to spend on nesting supplies?”
Alpha Bruce exhaled softly. “To be completely honest with you, Catherine, I do not care how much you spend.” Her breath caught.
“But,” he continued, tone even, measured, “would it make you feel safer to have a set amount, so you don’t go above?”
A shuddering exhale slipped past her lips.
“Yes, Alpha,” she whispered. “Please.”
Alpha Bruce nodded. “Then let’s say five hundred dollars. And if you need more, you can come and ask me for more, and I will say yes.”
That was so much money. Catherine’s fingers tightened against her lap. Her chest ached with something raw, something she didn’t know how to name.
Jason, still perched beside Alpha Bruce, tilted his head slightly. “Can we make the nest on the bed, or do we have to make it on the floor, Alpha Bruce?”
The Alpha didn’t hesitate. “Of course, you can make it on your bed.” A pause. Then, a slight smile. “But the room is large enough to put a couch in here, or whatever else you need. Your nest should feel safe. We can make sure it does.”
Safe. He kept saying that word. Safe. As if it wasn’t something to be earned or bargained for. As if it wasn’t something that could be taken away the moment she stepped out of line. Catherine swallowed, nodding stiffly. She could barely meet his gaze.
She could feel Jason shifting beside her, could hear the way his fingers fidgeted against his pant leg, but he was quiet, waiting. Watching.
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, considering something, then spoke again.
“I’ve been thinking,” he said, his voice still warm, still steady, still impossibly kind. “For now, I’d like to give you and Jason an allowance.“
Catherine had never had money. Not like this. Not money that was given to her. Not money that was hers to keep.
She stared at Alpha Bruce, hands curled tightly in her lap as he spoke, his voice steady, warm, and impossibly casual.
“Two hundred and fifty dollars a week should be reasonable,” he said. “For you and Jason. You can use it for things you need or things you want. For now, I’d like you to order through Amazon, it‘s linked to my credit card, but if there’s something you’d rather pick out in person, you can ask me, and I’ll take you to the store.”
Catherine could barely process the words. Two hundred and fifty dollars. Every week. Her throat tightened. She had never even known how much Alpha Willis earned—never been told what the rent cost or how much the bills were. She had only known that money was scarce, that every penny had to stretch, exept for when he wanted things for himself, beer or fast food or cigarettes.
Without those, two hundred and fifty dollars would have lasted them through groceries for months. She had learned to go without.
She had learned not to ask. And now, Alpha Bruce was just handing it to her. As if it was nothing. As if it wasn’t a test.
But maybe it was a test. What if he wanted to see what she‘d do with that much money on her hand. Maybe he wanted to see that she was careful with his hard earned money, that she wasn‘t trying to be a priced pet, but that she could be a reliable, reasonable companion.
Maybe he would think she was wasteful if she did spend it. Wasteful and dumb and greedy. She swallowed hard, stomach twisting.
He was already providing so much. More than she had ever had. More than she had ever deserved. She would not repay his kindness by wasting his money.
Or maybe it wasn’t a test but then he might not even know how much money it was. Maybe he was so wealthy that this amount didn’t mean anything to him. But Catherine wasn’t that kind of person—she wasn’t someone who would take advantage of that. Not when Alpha Bruce had been so kind. Not when he had given her and Jason everything. She didn’t know what to say. She didn’t know what he wanted her to say. So she said nothing.
Alpha Bruce didn’t seem to notice her inner turmoil. Or if he did, he didn’t press her. He only kept speaking, his voice calm, patient.
“For now, I’d rather you and Jason not leave the manor on your own,” he went on, his tone gentle, like he was asking rather than forbidding . “Just for a week or two. And then maybe we can start easing into things—like taking a walk around the neighborhood.”
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat.
She had expected to be restricted. Had prepared herself for it. But Alpha Bruce wasn’t talking about restrictions. A week or two. That wasn’t… that wasn’t even a real rule.
She had expected to have to earn the right to leave the manor. She had thought maybe, if she was good enough, he might send her on an errand. Might let her go to the store, give her a chance to show that she could be trusted. That she wouldn’t try to run. She wouldn’t. Why would she? Alpha Bruce owned her. And he was so nice.
Jason, sitting beside her, shifted. “Could we go to the garden one day, Mama and me?” he asked hesitantly. “Or is that not allowed yet?”
Alpha Bruce blinked at him. “Of course you can go to the garden,” he said. “You can go whenever you want. Just make sure you dress warm enough.”
Jason’s face lit up, but Catherine—Catherine felt her stomach drop. Whenever they wanted? Her fingers curled tighter in her lap, heart hammering.
Alpha Bruce spoke again, kind but firm. “The manor is your home now. You can move freely in it.”
Home. Catherine looked down, breath shallow. She had moved freely the last days, within the manor, more or less. She couldn‘t expect Alpha Bruce or Beta Alfred to always find and escort her, whereve she was needed. So she‘d tried to be where they wanted her or where she thought she may have been allowed to be: the kitchen, the den, and mostly she had stuck to the guest room Jason and her were allowed to stay in.
Jason was grinning now, looking up at Alpha Bruce with open, wide-eyed trust and Cathrine suddenly couldn‘t wait to take her child to the garden. That was more freedom than she‘d ever been allowed.
But Alpha Bruce wasn’t done.
“I’ll also be getting you a phone,” he said.
Jason gasped, whipping his head up so fast Catherine worried he might get whiplash. “A phone?” he asked breathlessly. “Like Dick’s? The kind where you can listen to music and play games and watch videos?”
Catherine stiffened. She knew she had to make this right. Had to make sure Jason understood. She placed a gentle but firm hand on his shoulder, shaking her head. “No, baby,” she said softly. “It’s not for that. It’s just for emergencies. So we can contact Alpha Bruce and he can call us when he needs us.”
“Oh,“ Jason made, shoulders sinking, “Okay, Mama.“ There was a brief silence. Catherine kept her eyes down, pulse quick and unsteady.
When Alpha Bruce finally spoke, his voice was gentle but certain. “That’s up to your mom,” he said. She lifted her gaze to his, stunned.
“I’ll set up all the subscriptions—Netflix, Amazon, Spotify,” he continued. “But if she doesn’t want to use them, that’s her choice.”
Her choice. Jason practically vibrated with excitement, looking between them with wide eyes. But Catherine could only stare, her mind struggling to process what had just happened. A phone meant communication . It meant access. It meant she wouldn’t be cut off . The concept was so foreign that she almost missed what Alpha Bruce said next.
“There’s one more thing,” Alpha Bruce said. “I wanted to ask if you’d be interested in getting your driver’s license.”
Catherine froze. For a moment, the words didn’t make sense. Jason’s gasp was audible. His little hands clutched at her sleeve, and he turned to Alpha Bruce, eyes huge. “Does Mama get to drive a real car?” he asked, as if the idea was too incredible to even be real.
Alpha Bruce nodded. “If your mom wants to.”
Catherine’s lips parted, but no sound came out. Since she had presented, she had barely been allowed outside on her own.
Her Alpha father had controlled everything. Sometimes, he had let her and her Omega mother go grocery shopping together—strictly under his reign. They followed his list. They used his money. They came straight home.
And with Alpha Willis—her stomach churned. The only time she had been out alone was when he had sent her, when it was convenient for him. When she had to go to the laundromat, or run down the street for more beer, or pick up something he didn’t want to bother with.
But a driver’s license? The ability to go places? Far away places that where only reachable by car. No Alpha had ever given her that kind of control.
This was power. This was something she had never even dared to dream of. She looked at Alpha Bruce, eyes wide, lips slightly parted, but no words came.
What was she supposed to say?
“Why are you doing this for us?” she asked, her voice barely more than a whisper. She knew better than to question an Alpha, to question him. And yet the question had formed before she could stop it, slipping out between parted lips before she had a chance to swallow it back down.
Alpha Bruce didn’t hesitate. His answer came steady, unwavering.
“Because I want you to be safe,” he said. “I want you to be taken care of. I want to provide for you.”
She swallowed, pulse quick and unsteady. That was more than enough of an answer. More than she had any right to ask for. But Alpha Bruce kept going.
“I want to give you the life back that had been stolen from you. And,” he said, quieter now, his voice dipping into something almost regretful, almost ashamed—as if he had anything at all to be ashamed of—“I hope that one day, you might forgive me for… for how you came to be here. For the fact that I bought you.”
Catherine blinked, stunned. Forgive him? Forgive him for what?
For saving them? For taking them from that place? For giving them more than they had ever dared to hope for?
Her chest tightened, and she shook her head, her grip tightening on the fabric of her sweater.
“There is nothing to forgive, Alpha,” she said. Because there wasn’t. He could have done anything to them. The moment they had stepped foot into his house, he could have made it clear what their place was, how little they mattered beyond their ability to serve him. He could have hurt them. He could have starved them, beaten them, tossed them into a basement when he wanted them out of sight. He owned them.
And instead, he had given. Shelter. Food. Clothes. Safety. Things that should have been basic needs but had never truly belonged to her.
She had never deserved them before. She wasn’t entitled to them now. And yet, Alpha Bruce had given them freely, without conditions, without demands. She was grateful. She was beyond grateful.
“In time,” Alpha Bruce said, almost gentle, “you might think about that differently.”
She didn’t know what to say to that. So she said nothing.
“Is there anything more I can do to make you feel safer?” he asked. Catherine stilled. She wanted to say no. Because how could she ask for anything more?
He had already done so much. Had already given her and Jason everything. What more could she deserve?
She opened her mouth to tell him just that, to tell him that he had already done more than enough, but before the words could come, her gaze flickered down. To Jason. To her son. And something inside her ached.
She swallowed, her hand moving almost involuntarily, fingers brushing against the sensitive skin of her neck, against the fresh bond bite of her new Alpha. On the other side of her neck was the claim Alpha Willis had laid on her and on her nape her Alpha Fathers bite.
Her own mother had never been allowed to bond-bite her. Her Alpha father had forbidden it. He had controlled everything—who her mother could see, what she could say, what she could be to her own child. And Catherine had grown up knowing that there was something missing, something that should have been hers, something that should have tied her to her mother in a way that went deeper than words.
She had sworn that when she had her own pup, she would earn it. She had sworn she would be good enough. That she would be obedient enough. That she would deserve it.
But she hadn’t. She had failed. She had never been good enough for Alpha Willis to grant her that, no matter how much she begged for it. And it had hurt. More than she had known how to bear. Because a bond bite between an Omega parent and their child was something sweet, something gentle. It was a comfort, a connection.
And every time Jason had curled against her during her heats, every time the need had risen up inside her, demanding to be soothed, she had forced herself to held back until it hurt. She had suffered through the ache, through the need, because she hadn’t earned it. Because it wasn’t hers.
She had done everything to prove herself. Had tried to be better. Had tried to be enough. But she never had been. Her throat tightened, her fingers pressing harder against her skin.
Maybe it was too much. Maybe it was wrong to ask this of him. But the words left her anyway, quiet and uncertain, so tame compared to the desperation curling inside her.
“Is there… is there a way to earn that?” she asked hesitantly, head bowing slightly. “To earn the possibility of a bond bite with Jason?”
Silence. A long, heavy silence. And then Bruce stilled. Catherine’s breath caught. She had overstepped. She knew she had overstepped. She shouldn’t have asked. She shouldn’t have presumed …
But then Alpha Bruce turned to Jason, his expression shifting, something sharp and shocked flashing across his face.
“You don’t have a bond bite?” he asked, voice suddenly different.
Catherine froze. Jason, small and bright-eyed, blinked up at him, confused.
“No,” he said simply. “Mama wasn’t allowed.”
The air in the room shifted. Something in Alpha Bruce’s gaze darkened. Catherine flinched. She shouldn’t have asked. She shouldn’t have …
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, his jaw tightening. And when he finally spoke, his voice was steady, controlled. But there was something underneath it. Something that made Catherine’s stomach twist.
“That’s not something you should have ever had to earn,” he said. The words shouldn’t have to earn settled over Catherine like something heavy, something thick and unfamiliar. She didn’t know what to do with them. Didn’t know how to hold them, how to wrap her mind around the idea that there were things that were simply hers .
Not granted. Not given at the mercy of an Alpha’s approval. Hers. A bond bite with her own son. Something that had been dangled in front of her like a prize she could never quite reach. Something she had spent years trying to prove herself worthy of. And now—
Bruce just gave it to her. Just like that. Just as he had given her shelter, and food, and warmth, and safety. As if it was the easiest thing in the world. As if it was something he never would have withheld in the first place.
She swallowed, looking down at Jason, his small face bright with interest, though he was still confused, still trying to make sense of the conversation.
She had never told him that she had wanted it. Had never wanted him to feel like he was missing something. Had never wanted him to think he wasn’t good enough for it. But he had noticed anyway. He had always noticed. He was such a bright little pup.
“Really?” Jason asked, tilting his head up toward Alpha Bruce, eyes wide. “Can I bite Mama, too?“
Alpha Bruce nodded without hesitation.
“Really,” he said. “If you and you Mama both want that.“
Jason considered that, frowning just a little, as if trying to puzzle through it.
“Does it hurt?” he asked.
Catherine froze. She knew how much it had hurt when her Alpha Father had bitten her. And Alpha Willis bites had never been pleasant for Jason. She remembered his tears and how he’d been withdrawn after.
But Alpha Bruce shook his head immediately, a strange, aching warmth spreading through her chest.
“No, buddy,” he murmured, crouching slightly to be level with him, brushing his curls back. “It doesn’t hurt. It’s… it’s supposed to feel nice. Safe. Like when your mom holds you close and you know she‘s right there for you.”
Jason wrinkled his nose in thought.
“So it’s like cuddles?”
Catherine let out a soft breath of laughter, something warm and fragile blooming inside her.
“A little,” Alpha Bruce admitted. “But even better.”
“I‘ll be so careful, sweetheart,“ Cathrine said. “And you can do it first, if you want to.“
Jason looked thoughtful, his little fingers curling into the hem of her sleeve as he turned back to Alpha Bruce.
“And it‘s really okay? You won‘t be mad at mama later?” he asked, a bit quieter now, remembering his own Alpha fathers unreliable moods. It nearly broke her. The way he needed to ask. The way he had learned—just like her—that Alphas did not give without expectation. That there was always a cost.
Alpha Bruce’s gaze softened.
“No, Jason,” he said gently. “I won‘t be mad. I would never be mad about something like that.”
Jason still looked hesitant, glancing back up at Catherine as if seeking reassurance. She swallowed, blinking against the sudden, stinging heat behind her eyes, and gave him the smallest nod. It was okay . This was okay . Alpha Bruce truly meant it .
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, standing to his feet, and Catherine mirrored him automatically, her body still half-tense, her heart still not sure what to do with all of this.
“Listen,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice still gentle but firm. “If you feel like staying here for a while—nesting, cuddling—you don’t have to worry about coming down for dinner. I’ll bring something up for you.”
Catherine startled, her head jerking up slightly.
“That’s—” she cut herself off, licking her lips, struggling for the right thing to say. “You don’t have to, Alpha. We can—”
Alpha Bruce shook his head, cutting her off before she could insist.
“It‘s fine. I know you can,” he said. “But you don’t have to. It‘s your choice.”
Choice. She had never had had choices.
She swallowed, bowing her head slightly.
“…Thank you,” she said, voice soft and small.
Alpha Bruce nodded once, as if it was just natural , as if it wasn’t something she needed to thank him for at all, and then he turned toward the door.
And before she could stop herself, before she could think too hard about it, she reached out. Just as Alpha Bruce reached the threshold of the doorway, just before he could step fully into the hall, she leaned forward and pressed the softest, shyest kiss against his cheek.
A tiny, trembling act of gratitude. It was over in an instant, and yet it left something lingering in the air between them, something warm and strange and bittersweet .
Alpha Bruce stilled. Not in surprise. Not in discomfort. Just—
A stillness. A presence . A quiet understanding. Catherine pulled back quickly, lowering her head, fingers curling into the fabric of her sleeves.
“…Thank you, Alpha,” she whispered again, softer this time.
Alpha Bruce was quiet for a moment.
“You’re welcome,” he murmured then, before he left, a tremble in his voice. And Catherine was left standing there, a warmth lingering against her lips, her son looking up at her with quiet wonder, and a strange, impossible feeling curling in her chest.
Notes:
The sun is out here ☀️ Spring is starting. My three year old daughter found her love for smoothies. Life is good right now.
Chapter 38
Notes:
Trigger Warning: Cursive Part, Flashback: mild Version and thoughts or Prostitution, Hand Feeding
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Catherine cradled Jason against her, her fingers brushing through his curls, marveling at the warmth of his little body tucked so trustingly against her own.
She had dreamed of this moment. For years.
Had imagined what it would feel like to pull him close and mark him the way an Omega parent was meant to mark her pup. Had imagined the way it would settle into her bones, the way it would ease that deep, aching part of her that had never quite healed from all the times she had wanted and begged and been denied.
She swallowed. She didn’t have to beg anymore. Bruce had told her so—had said it as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, as if it had never even crossed his mind to withhold something like this from her.
And now Jason shifted slightly in her lap, his tiny fingers curling into the fabric of her sweater, his bright blue eyes watching her, patient and trusting.
“Does it really feel nice, Mama?” he asked, voice quiet, full of something soft and hesitant.
She exhaled, her heart squeezing at the way he asked. There was so much trauma within her little boy and it was his Alpha Fathers fault. And hers.
“It does,” she whispered, brushing her nose against his hair. “It makes you feel safe. Makes you feel like you belong.” That‘s how it had felt with Alpha Bruce too, so vastly different from any other bite she‘d ever received.
Jason tilted his head slightly, considering that.
“Like we belong to each other?”
Something inside her cracked.
“Yes, sweetheart,” she murmured, voice thick. “Exactly like that.”
Jason hesitated for only a moment longer, then nodded.
“Okay,” he said, small and certain. “I want that.”
Her breath wavered.
“Alright,” she whispered.
She adjusted him slightly, making sure he was comfortable, letting him snuggle in closer as her fingers traced along the soft curve of his neck. The place where his Alpha Fathers mark scarred the soft skin slightly.
A tiny, shuddering breath left her as she leaned down, pressing a lingering kiss against the skin, feeling Jason sigh softly at the warmth of it. And then—
She bit. A soft nip, just enough to press the connection into him, just enough to let that bond settle deep, wrapping around them both like something unbreakable.
Jason let out the softest, sweetest noise, a little hum of surprise and contentment, his body instantly relaxing against her, his fingers tightening in her sweater.
Her own mark followed just a moment later—Jason’s small, careful mouth pressing against the delicate skin of her wrist, the tiniest, instinctive nip that made warmth rush through her in a way she had never known before.
For a moment, for a blessed moment everything was quiet. Nothing hurt. Nothing ached. It was just them, wrapped up together in something safe and soft and whole.
Catherine curled around him, nuzzling into his hair, a deep, primal part of her settling for the first time in years. Her pup. Hers.
She pressed another kiss to his curls, her heart full to bursting.
“That was nice,” Jason mumbled against her, his voice slow and sleepy, his little body sinking into hers, completely at peace.
Catherine let out a soft, breathy laugh, her throat tight.
“Yeah, baby,” she murmured. “It was.”
They stayed like that for a long time—just holding each other, just being, breathing in the comfort of something so long overdue.
Later, when Jason stirred slightly but remained curled against her, Catherine reached for the tablet Alpha Bruce had given them, absently smoothing her fingers through Jason’s hair as she pulled up Amazon and began browsing for nesting supplies.
The thought still made her stomach flutter—nesting, actually nesting. In a space that was theirs.
She kept her choices practical—fluffy pillows and warm blankets, nothing too expensive, but good. Ones in soft red and cream, ones that would make the space feel cozy, and a few colorful ones with summer flowers and little embroidered bees.
Jason perked up slightly when she found a big, foldable pillow that doubled as a plush dog—a floppy thing with long ears and a sweet button nose.
“I like that one,” Jason murmured, his voice thick with drowsiness but sure, his fingertips tracing the edges of the picture as if he could feel it through the screen.
Catherine smiled, warmth unfurling in her chest.
“Then we’ll get it,” she whispered.
Because why shouldn’t he have something soft? Something that belonged only to him? This was their nest, their safe place, and Alpha Bruce had given them more than enough money to make it feel warm and comforting.
When Jason’s eyes lit up at the little glow-in-the-dark stars that popped up in an ad for additional nesting supplies, she relented and added them to the cart.
They were only a few dollars, and maybe Alpha Bruce would allow them to put them up on the wall. If not, they could just look at them without peeling the adhesive tape from the back. It would be fine.
“Wow, what’s that?”
Jason’s little hand tapped against the screen, pointing to an image of a lava lamp—tall, with red wax suspended in clear liquid, like tiny moving orbs of light caught in slow motion.
Catherine hesitated, tilting the screen slightly to get a better look. The wax inside was bright, molten, and beautiful, shifting in slow, hypnotic drifts as it moved through the lamp. It was expensive—almost forty dollars—but they were still well under budget. And apart from that, they had everything they needed.
She swallowed, wondering if Alpha Bruce would think it was too indulgent, if it was selfish to even consider it.
“It’s a lamp,” she explained, voice gentle. “The wax inside heats up and moves, like little floating bubbles. It‘s supposed to look like lava from a vulcano.“
Jason hummed thoughtfully, eyes still fixed on the screen.
“Do you think we could get that?“ Jason asked. Not whining, not demanding even, only careful. “Or would Alpha Bruce be mad about it?”
Catherine’s chest ached at the uncertainty in his voice. She hesitated, glancing at the total of the cart. She would still have more than a hundred dollars left after adding the lamp. And then there was the weekly allowance left. She had no clue what else to buy this week. There was nothing more they needed.
Slowly, she added the lamp to the cart. Jason made a soft, pleased sound, nuzzling closer, his small body curling into hers, his breathing evening out again as he settled. Catherine sighed, adjusting them both so he could rest more comfortably against her.
She had planned to go down for dinner. Had wanted to—because it wasn’t Alpha Bruce’s place to serve them. It wasn’t his role. But Jason was warm and heavy against her, exhausted from all the big feelings, and she couldn’t bring herself to wake him.
Time slipped away as she held him, the soft glow of the tablet illuminating his peaceful face, while she continued browsing through nesting supplies without adding more to the shopping basket.
When Jason finally stirred, blinking up at her sleepily, the room had gone dim with the fading light outside. His stomach gave a quiet, plaintive rumble, and he pressed his face against her chest, voice small and drowsy.
“I’m hungry, Mama.”
Catherine’s breath caught. For a second—just one terrible, lurching second—panic gripped her.
They had missed dinner. Jason would go hungry. She could still hear it—the sound of his hunger cries, the way his little body had trembled from cold and exhaustion when there was nothing left to give him. The nights she had held him close, whispering “I know, I know, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry“, trying to soothe him with anything while her own stomach ached with emptiness.
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Catherine’s stomach ached, the hunger a dull, gnawing thing she had long since learned to ignore. But Jason was too little to understand why his belly hurt. Too young to pretend it didn’t.
She had spent the last hour pretending she wasn’t panicking, keeping her voice calm and her touch gentle as she stroked Jason’s messy hair and told him stories, letting him rest his head on her lap, trying to distract him from the emptiness in his stomach.
But distraction only went so far. He was six. Six. And he hadn’t eaten in almost a full day. She had gone longer—two days, maybe more; she wasn’t sure anymore—but that didn’t matter. Jason was hungry. Jason needed food.
Which meant she had no choice. Steeling herself, Catherine gathered every last shred of courage she had and approached Alpha Willis, careful to keep her posture low, non-threatening, deferential. He sat on the couch, one arm draped lazily over the backrest, his attention fixed on the television. A bottle of beer dangled from his fingers, half-empty.
She kept her head down, careful to lower herself onto her knees in front of him. She swallowed, keeping her eyes fixed on the floor. “Alpha,” she murmured, barely above a whisper.
He raised his eyebrow in acknowledgement. She bowed her head lower, pressing her palms flat against her thighs. “There’s no food for Jason,” she tried, voice softer, more careful.
Alpha Willis took a long, slow drink. Then, finally, he spoke. “What about the eggs?”
Her hands curled into fists against her lap. “You had them for breakfast, Alpha,” she reminded him gently. “There weren’t any left.”
Silence. She didn’t move. Didn’t breathe too loudly. She stayed perfectly still, waiting, her body locked in the kind of careful submission that came from years of knowing that one wrong movement, one wrong breath, could change everything.
Then, finally, he sighed and shifted, reaching into his pocket. A crumpled twenty-dollar bill landed on the coffee table.
“Get me a six-pack,” he said. “And a pack of smokes.” Another pause. “And kung pao chicken. The brat can have some.”
Catherine’s fingers trembled as she reached for the bill, bowing lower as she took it, her head dipping so far down it nearly touched the ground. “Yes, Alpha. Thank you, Alpha.”
She should have stopped. Should have turned and gone before he changed his mind.
But Jason. Jason wouldn’t be able to eat the kung pao chicken. The sauce would burn his little mouth, it would hurt his empty belly. Her breath stuttered. She lowered herself even further, her forehead nearly touching the carpet. “Alpha,” she whispered. “May I—” She swallowed, steadying herself. “May I get a small portion of plain rice for Jason? Just with the change, Alpha. The kung pao chicken is very spicy, and he’s still so little.”
Alpha Willis exhaled, long-suffering, but didn’t look away from the screen. “Do whatever you want with the change.”
It wasn’t kindness. It was dismissal. But it was everything she needed.
Catherine pressed a kiss to his jeans clad knee, a silent show of gratitude. “Thank you, Alpha.” And then she was gone.
The liquor store was first. The beer came to $8.99. The cigarettes were another $4.50.
That left her with $7.50 as she made her way to the small Chinese takeout place on the corner, pressing the bill between her fingers, smoothing it flat as if that might somehow stretch it further.
The kung pao chicken was $6.50. The plain rice was $2.00. Her heart sank. She was a dollar short.
Her fingers clenched around the money, panic bubbling under her skin. It wasn’t enough. She didn’t have enough.
For one dizzying second, she considered going back. Lying. Telling Alpha Willis they’d raised the price on the chicken, that she needed another dollar. But the risk—oh, the risk. If he thought she was trying to cheat him, if he even suspected—
She couldn’t. So she did the only thing left to her. She begged.
The scent of oil and spices filled the small takeout shop, rich and heavy, making the hunger claw at her ribs. The Beta behind the counter barely glanced at her as he scribbled down her order.
She swallowed hard. Forced herself to be small. To be nothing. “Sir,” she said, keeping her head down. “I— I only have a dollar left. Would it be possible to get just half a portion of plain rice for that?”
The Beta finally looked at her. And laughed.
Sharp and amused. Her face burned, but she didn’t move. Didn’t flinch.
“Half an order?” he repeated, raising an eyebrow.
Catherine flushed, ducking her head.
“I only have seven fifty,” she admitted, voice barely above a whisper.
The beta smirked, shaking his head.
“Not my problem.”
She lowered her eyes further, let her shoulders sink inward.
“Please,” she whispered, voice barely audible. “It’s for my pup. He’s six. He hasn’t eaten since yesterday.”
The Beta’s smirk faded. He glanced down at the money in her hand, then back up at her. His expression was unreadable.
“I‘ll get the boss.” He exhaled through his nose and muttered, “Maybe he’ll go easy on you.”
An older Chinese man, an Alpha, emerged from the kitchen, wiping his hands on a stained apron. His sharp, assessing gaze flicked over Catherine as the younger man murmured a quick translation of her request.
The older man’s expression remained unreadable at first—neither outright dismissive nor immediately sympathetic. Instead, there was something calculating in the way he looked at her, his scrutiny slow and deliberate, lingering just long enough to make her stomach tighten with unease.
The man said something in a foreign language, something that Cathrine couldn‘t understand.
The younger man smirked as he translated, his voice light, almost amused, like this was some kind of joke to him.
“He says you can have the rice if you show your tits.”
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. Shame burned up her spine, hot and sickly, curling like bile in her stomach.
But Jason was hungry. So, so hungry. It had been nearly twenty-four hours since his last meal, and even then it hadn‘t been much. She remembered how his belly had ached, as he was pressing into her side when they lay curled up on the thin mattress, and she’d promised him that she would get something for him to eat.
She had no money of her own. No way to earn any. No one to turn to since her Alpha Father absolved himself from her and her family.
The only currency she had in this world was herself. And that, she had learned, had a price.
Catherine swallowed hard, her fingers trembling as she reached for the buttons of her dress. She hesitated only for a moment, just long enough for the weight of her shame to settle deep in her chest—then, quickly, she undid them, pushing the fabric down her shoulders, bunching it at her waist. The cold air pebbled her skin instantly. She was bare beneath the dress, her body exposed, her arms raised just slightly at her sides in submission. Her peaky nipples stood hard against the cold gush of wind.
The older man’s eyes darkened, his expression unreadable. He lifted a hand and took a single chopstick from a container on the counter. Then, without a word, he flicked it against her left nipple.
Sharp pain bloomed instantly, the sting of the strike biting into her skin. She flinched, a gasp slipping through her lips before she could stop it. Heat flooded her face, shame seeping into every pore.
The older man muttered something under his breath in Mandarin. The younger man snickered before translating, his tone almost lazy.
“He says to go with him to the backroom, and you can keep the money for all the food.”
A shiver ran through Catherine’s spine, her body stiffening instinctively. She hugged her arms over her chest, covering herself as she took a step back, shaking her head.
“No,” she whispered, her voice thin and weak, but still firm. Her breath hitched, and she did the only thing she could think of to stop this from escalating further—she turned her neck, baring the deep, ugly mark of her mating bite for them to see. The scarred imprint of Alpha Willis’s teeth was dark against her pale skin, unmistakable. An Alpha’s claim.
“My Alpha wouldn’t allow it,” she said, lowering her gaze, making herself small.
She knew it was a lie. Her Alpha was not above selling her mouth for meager dollars to his poker buddies. But maybe, Cathrine clung to that hope, he wouldn‘t allow a strange old man in a chinese take out shop to hurt her like this.
Cathrine held her breath. There was a beat of silence. Then, the old man clicked his tongue in disappointment. Another muttered phrase, then a dismissive wave of his hand.
The younger only shrugged, completely indifferent.
“Your loss,” he said, turning away, his tone as casual as if she had simply refused extra soy sauce.
He barely looked at her as he dished up the food, scooping the kung pao chicken into a styrofoam container, slapping a lid over it before shoving it into a plastic bag along with the small container of rice.
Catherine’s breath shuddered out of her. She quickly pulled her dress back over her shoulders, fastening the buttons with shaking fingers. The fabric felt like a flimsy shield against the chill in the air—and against the weight of their eyes.
She kept her head down as she accepted bag of food, murmuring a quiet “thank you”. She gripped the handles tight as she turned to leave, her legs moving fast, her heart hammering.
She didn’t let herself breathe until she was halfway down the block. It didn’t matter. She had food. Jason wouldn’t go to bed hungry. That was the only thing that mattered.
When she stepped back into the apartment, the air was thick with the scent of stale beer and old cigarette smoke. The television blared, washing the dingy living room in flickering blue light.
Alpha Willis was still slouched on the couch, a beer bottle resting against his thigh, his heavy-lidded gaze sliding toward her as she entered.
Jason was curled up in the corner of the sagging couch. He looked up as she walked in, his tired eyes flickering to the plastic bag in her hand.
Catherine’s chest squeezed. He had been waiting. She moved quickly, stepping toward Alpha Willis first, keeping her head low, her shoulders rounded, submissive.
“Here, Alpha,” she murmured, placing the bag down on the coffee table. She pulled out the six-pack of beer first, setting it neatly beside the ashtray. Then the cigarettes. Then the takeout container of kung pao chicken.
Alpha Willis gave a grunt of approval, cracking open a beer and taking a long swig. Then his sharp eyes flicked back to her. Assessing.
She kept her head down. He scoffed, leaning back in his chair, his free hand reaching into the takeout bag to grab a pair of chopsticks. He cracked them apart, the sound taking Cathrine back to earlier, standing bare in front of that Alpha. Her nipple still burned faintly where the man had flicked the chopstick at it.
“Give the brat that rice,” Alpha Willis said, dismissive, stirring his food. Like Jason was nothing. Like he didn’t even have a name. Catherine swallowed against the burn in her throat.
She hated when Alpha Willis spoke about Jason like that. But she couldn’t show it. Couldn’t let it get to her.
She simply moved toward the couch, settling onto the cushions beside Jason, pulling the small container of rice from the bag and placing it in his lap.
His little fingers curled around it immediately, his gaze flickering between her and the food as if making sure it was really there.
“Go on, Jace,” she whispered, smoothing a hand over his dark curls. “Eat.”
Jason needed no further encouragement. He dug in quickly, scooping up the rice with the little plastic spoon. His eyes fluttered shut for a second, his body sagging slightly as he chewed.
She wanted to stay there. Wanted to watch him, make sure he had enough. But she knew better. Her body moved before her mind could hesitate, falling back into the practiced motions of obedience.
She rose carefully, moving toward Alpha Willis, keeping her gaze down, shoulders rounded. Then she sank to her knees at his feet. The floor was hard beneath her, pressing against her bony knees, but she barely noticed. She had knelt like this so many times before.
Alpha Willis didn’t look at her at first. Just kept eating, drinking, watching whatever garbage was on TV. But she could feel his attention. The weight of it pressing down on her, assessing.
Then, finally, his fingers reached into the container, plucking out a piece of chicken, thick with sauce.
“Open,” he said. Catherine obeyed. The chicken was too much—too spicy, too greasy, too rich after so many days without food. The first chew was a shock to her stomach, and she had to fight to keep her face neutral, to swallow without faltering.
Another piece followed. And another. By the third, she knew what was coming. Alpha Willis’s fingers lingered against her lips, the taste of sauce thick on her tongue. Her stomach twisted—not just from the food, but from the expectation that followed.
She knew what she had to do. Her lips parted slightly, tongue darting out to clean his fingers, sucking them into her mouth obediently, thoroughly. Her heart was beating too fast.
When his fingers finally slipped away, she pressed a soft, reverent kiss to the back of his hand, as expected.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured. Always thank him. Alpha Willis hummed, pleased, and took another long drink of his beer.
Catherine sat back on her heels, keeping still, waiting, knowing she wouldn’t be dismissed until he decided she could be. Her stomach was already beginning to cramp from the food, the oily burn settling deep.
It didn’t matter. Nothing mattered except that Jason had eaten. That, at least, made it all worth it.
***
But then Cathrine remembered. The emergency stack of crackers, of pouches of fruit purée. The trail mix. Jason wouldn’t go hungry.
The realization unclenched something deep in her chest, something coiled tight from years of deprivation.
And Alpha Bruce had said he’d bring them something. He’d promised. She could wait a little longer.
Catherine chewed her lip, fingers twitching against the blanket. Or she could go find him and ask, carefully, submissivly for some leftovers from dinner or some bread or … or a banana. She was pretty sure he wouldn‘t be too angry. Maybe he‘d even smile all nicely at her, happy she felt safe enough to ask him for food.
Making up her mind, Catherine hesitated in the doorway, her bare feet cold against the floor as she stared at the tray resting just outside their room.
For a moment, she didn’t move. Her heart thudded painfully in her chest, her mind struggling to process . Cathrine stared at the tray. Neatly arranged and carefully prepared: The food was fresh—so fresh that she could still smell the faint warmth of the wraps, the tang of hummus and cheese mingling with the sweetness of ripe fruit.
Sliced apples, plump blueberries, soft banana pieces, and mango. Her breath hitched at the sight of it. Mango.
She had eaten mango the last time when she was a child, before she presented. She had loved exotic fruits. Mango, ananas, coconut. She swallowed hard, fingers trembling as she bent to pick up the tray.
Jason made a tiny, surprised noise as she brought it inside, sitting up fully, his eyes going round and bright as he caught sight of the food.
Catherine placed it carefully on the bed, still half-afraid it would vanish if she looked away too long. Jason stared for a long moment, almost not believing that Alpha Bruce really kept his promise, his little fingers flexing against the blanket.
“For us?” he asked, voice barely above a whisper. Catherine’s throat tightened as she nodded.
“For us,” she murmured, the words strange and warm and real.
Jason’s whole face lit up, his small hands immediately reaching for a juice box, fingers fumbling slightly with the paper straw. Catherine exhaled shakily, watching him. Watching the way he twisted the box between his palms. He took a sip. And then another.
She had spent so long—so long—fighting to feed him. Begging. Pleading. Going without. Cutting food into the smallest portions she could manage, stretching every meal, starving herself so Jason could have just a little more.
And now it was simply there. Even if they didn‘t go to dinner. Even if they only rested in their room, hidden away from this kind, wonderful family. The food was there. As it had been every other meal in this house. Cathrine exhaled.
No pleading. No price to pay. No cruel demands in exchange. Because Alpha Bruce was kind. He was so kind and nice and he wanted them to be taken care of.
Catherine swallowed hard, her hands gripping the blanket to keep from shaking. She reached for a piece of mango, enjoying the exotic smell, the juice, the sweet taste before she grabbed one of the wraps and took a slow, careful bite. Crisp greens, creamy hummus, soft cheese. She nearly winced at how good it was.
Across from her, Jason peeked up, smiling softly around a mouthful of blueberries, his lips stained a faint blue.
And Catherine smiled back at him. This was what it meant to be taken care of. Not just owned. But seen and provided for. Nurtured.
She didn’t know what she had done to deserve any of this. Didn’t know how she had ended up here, with an Alpha who had given her so much and asked for nothing in return. But for now, she would let herself have it. She’d do anything, anything at all to keep it.
***
After dinner, Jason didn’t go back to the pile of LEGO bricks he had left scattered that morning.
Instead he stayed close, heavy-limbed and warm with the fullness of his meal and the lingering warmth of this new bond of theirs, his small body pressing against Catherine’s side as if the comfort of her presence meant more than playing.
So, Catherine tucked him into bed and carefully put the LEGO pieces away herself, ensuring everything was neatly sorted before slipping beneath the blankets beside him again.
Jason curled up against her, his breathing slow and steady, already half-lost to sleep. But he perked up when she reached for one of the new books—thin, colorful, with smooth glossy pages, the kind meant to be held in little hands and flipped through again and again.
Alpha Bruce had ordered them for Jason. That thought alone made something warm settle in her chest, an unfamiliar feeling that she wasn’t sure she was allowed to name. So much care. So much effort for a pup that wasn‘t his own.
She opened the book and began to read, her voice soft in the dim light of the bedside lamp. Jason listened with half-lidded eyes, his fingers curling into the sleeve of her shirt, comforted not just by the story but by the sound of her voice itself.
They were halfway through when the door to their room opened. Catherine flinched. Her whole body went rigid, her breath catching sharp and sudden—her mind blanking with the instinct to brace. But then—
“Hi.” A small voice, not loud, not angry. Catherine blinked hard, forcing herself to focus, her pulse still thrumming in her ears. It was only Tim.
Already dressed for bed in bright, colorful pajamas, little dinosaurs printed across the fabric in a chaotic pattern of blues and greens. His hair was slightly messy, his socks mismatched—one striped, one plain.
He was a child. Just a small, sweet child. “Hello, Tim,” Catherine said, her voice careful, gentle.
She liked Tim. She still couldn’t quite understand how his own mother didn’t want to hold him, didn’t want to cuddle him close. He was so little, so eager—so earnest.
Still, he was her Alpha’s pup, and he deserved to be addressed with respect. She hesitated.
“Can I help you, Tim?” she asked, unsure why he had come.
Tim hesitated, too.
“Are you reading Jason a bedtime story?”
“Oh, yes. I am,” Catherine answered. She wasn’t sure what else to say.
Tim shifted on his feet. “Can I listen too?”
It was blunt. But his cheeks flushed pink the second he said it, his fingers twitching at his sides as if expecting rejection. Catherine’s heart pinched.
“Yes, of course, Tim.”
Tim’s whole face brightened, and he immediately moved toward the armchair by the dresser. But before he could sit down, Catherine spoke again, the words leaving her mouth before she could think better of them.
“Would you like to sit with us?” she offered softly. “So you can see the pictures too?”
Tim froze. For a fraction of a second, he just stared at her. And Catherine couldn’t get it out of her head. Couldn’t forget the way he had told her, in that small, matter-of-fact voice, that his mother didn’t cuddle him. That she had called him too squirmy. And now, he was standing there in his little pajamas, so hesitant, so unsure—
She couldn’t not offer. The second the words settled, Tim lit up. The difference was instant, his face bright and beaming as he practically bounced toward the bed, his previous hesitance gone. He clambered up onto the mattress, settling on Catherine’s other side, opposite Jason, who grinned at him as if this was the best idea in the world.
“My Mama gave me a bond bite,” Jason informed Tim proudly, his little voice warm and content.
“Oh, really?” Tim grinned back. “That’s cool! Dad was the first one to give me a bond bite when I came to live with him!”
Catherine stilled for a moment. Jason, however, was immediately interested.
“How old were you?” he asked.
Tim didn’t hesitate. “Three!” He sounded so sure, like it was the easiest thing in the world to say. “I like it here more than my old house.”
Catherine watched him closely, a quiet curiosity stirring inside her. She‘d known that Alpha Dick had lived in a circus before but she hadn‘t known that Tim had lived elsewhere too, until he was three years old. Had he been living in the circus, too, with their other parent? The one that didn‘t held Tim, because he was to squirmy?
Jason nodded, like he understood something unspoken. “Me too,” he agreed, quiet but firm. Tim smiled. Jason smiled back.
Catherine swallowed past the tightness in her throat and turned the page of Jason’s book. But before she started reading, a thought struck her—one she should have considered sooner.
She glanced at Tim, who was nestled beside Jason, looking small despite the confident way he had settled in.
“Tim?” she asked gently. “Does your Alpha Father know you’re with us?”
Tim shrugged, nonchalant, but Catherine didn’t miss the way his fingers curled into the blanket, fidgeting.
“Where is Alpha Bruce?” Jason asked, ever curious. Tim, seemingly pleased to have an audience, brightened. “He was giving Dami a bottle, but then Dami pooped all over himself, so Daddy had to give him a bath. He told me to go find Dick if I was bored, but Dick told me to get lost. ” Tim huffed, crossing his arms dramatically.
Then, as if suddenly remembering something important, he turned back to Catherine. He leaned against her slightly, his little weight pressing against her side as if he belonged there.
“Dick is such a meany,” he declared. “He was always moody when Talia was here, but Talia wasn’t nearly as nice as you are, Catherine! So it’s super stupid that Dick doesn’t like you, because you’re not like Talia! I told him that at dinner and now he’s even more moody! ”
Catherine sat still, absorbing the words as her heart gave a nervous stutter.
Alpha Dick. Alpha Bruce’s eldest son. He didn’t like her. Her stomach coiled with quiet dread. An Alpha disliking an Omega in his household was dangerous. Maybe not so much now , maybe not while Alpha Bruce was present, watching, controlling the pack’s dynamic—but Alphas grew . They came into their strength, their dominance. And even now, Alpha Bruce wouldn‘t always be there when she‘d have to interact with Alpha Dick.
Cathrine had seen the young Alphas gaze at thanksgiving dinner. He‘d been the only one seeing her faults. She needed to thread carefully. What if Alpha Dick made Alpha Bruce change his mind? What if the young Alpha could make him believe that how he treated Cathrine was far to gentle, far to kind?
And then a worse thought. Jason spent time with Alpha Dick. Played with him. Looked up to him. Did Alpha Dick dislike Jason too?
No. No, he was kind to Jason. Had even spend time with Jason while he had been sick. Dick had shown Jason the games on his smartphone and what cool things to watch on television. Catherine had watched them, quietly and carefully, always uncertain where she and her son fit within the dynamics of this household.
But Alpha Dick treated Jason just as he treated his own younger brother Tim. He had been patient, had included Jason, had watched over him with a quiet, steady presence. That, at least, was reassuring. But still. It could change fast.
She needed to be careful. And maybe—maybe she could even find out why Alpha Dick hated her. Her thoughts were racing, spiraling, but then a more pressing concern settled in.
Alpha Bruce didn’t know where Tim was. Her breath caught, a sharp panic tightening her ribs. The hour was late. Tim should be getting ready for bed. If Alpha Bruce was searching for him …
“Tim,” she asked again, faster this time, a thread of urgency in her voice. “Did you tell anyone you were coming to read with us?“
Tim hesitated. Then, looking sheepish, he admitted, “No.” His cheeks flushed slightly. “Daddy said not to bother you. That you and Jason were resting. But I just wanted to say goodnight.”
Catherine exhaled, brushing her fingers over Tim’s hair in a soft, soothing motion. The child instinctively leaned into the touch, small and warm beside her.
“It’s fine, Tim,” she reassured him. “But we should find your Alpha Father now, before he worries.”
She barely had time to rise from the bed before there was a knock at the door.
Catherine’s breath hitched. She reacted immediately, heart jumping, hands clenching at her sides, before forcing herself to move, quickly but carefully, toward the door.
She opened it. And there, standing in the dim hallway, was Alpha Bruce, Damian resting against his chest, small and drowsy.
Alphas face—normally so composed—was tight with strain, his sharp gaze sweeping over the room in a silent search.
Behind him, half-hidden by his own ajar bedroom door, was Alpha Dick. He wasn’t looking at Catherine, not directly, but the tension in his shoulders, the slight downturn of his lips—it was enough. He wasn’t happy.
Catherine swallowed, hands clasping at her sides.
She had spent years fearing the approach of her Alpha in the dark. Had spent even longer bracing for the moment when their displeasure, their worry, their wrath became something tangible.
And yet Alpha Bruce, for all his imposing presence, did not storm in. Did not demand an explanation. He simply looked at her. At Tim. At Jason. And then he exhaled. Relief, more than anger. Catherine had no idea what to do with that.
“Tim!” Alpha Bruce’s voice, steady but warm, broke the moment. “There you are, pup.”
Tim immediately straightened, though he made no move to leave the bed. “Catherine said it was okay to bother her!” he blurted, the words tumbling out defensively. “She let me read with Jason and her.“
Catherine opened her mouth to reassure Alpha Bruce—though she wasn’t even sure she needed to—but before she could, Alpha Dick scoffed.
“She lets you,” he muttered, his voice edged with something sharp and bitter. “Of course, she lets you. She doesn’t get to tell you to get lost. Dad owns her.”
The words hit Catherine like a slap. A tight, breathless sort of shock lodged itself in her chest. Owns her. Of course. She knew that. And it‘d do her well to not forget it.
Still her spine went rigid, as the old, familiar weight of ownership settled over her like a second skin. She had spent more than half her life owned—to her Alpha Father, to Alpha Willis.
She knew that her place was not hers to claim. That safety—kindness—was not hers to demand. That her value existed only in what an Alpha allowed. That even here, in this strange, unfamiliar world where Alpha Bruce promised her something different, she was still his .
She didn’t expect Alpha Dick to see her any other way. She shouldn’t expect it.
Before she could respond, Tim let out a frustrated huff, shaking his head with all the force of someone deeply offended on her behalf. “That’s not why,” he snapped, glaring at Alpha Dick. “She’s nice to me because she likes me. Not ‘cause of Dad, not ‘cause she has to.”
Alpha Dick’s expression flickered for the briefest moment—something too quick, too raw for Catherine to decipher—before his lips curled into a shallow sneer.
"Yeah, well… she doesn’t exactly have a choice, does she?"
Catherine stiffened. Tim frowned, shaking his head. “That’s not true! She’s nice to me because she wants to be!”
Alpha Dick let out a quiet huff, dropping his gaze. His fingers curled into his sleeves.
"Yeah? You really think that?" His tone was unreadable. "Guess we’ll see how long that lasts."
Catherine’s breath caught. Guilt and unease coiled in her stomach. She really thought Tim was a sweet pup. Of course she would never do anything to harm the children of her Alpha. She didn‘t have a death wish. But she knew that in every other household her being this sweet with Tim wouldn‘t have been looked kind upon.
She had expected to have to mantain a professional distance in her care toward the Alphas children. But she had let herself led astray by knowing that Tims mother hadn‘t cuddled him because he was to squirmy, by Damians sweet exotic puppy scent as he calmed under her caring fingers on his upset belly. She shouldn‘t have. She knew. But Alpha Bruce was kind. He‘d almost encouraged her and the warmth of his house and his sweet sugary scent had made it so easy to be affectionate to Tim and Damian.
Cathrine swallowed. How could she have forgotten the watchful eye of his oldest son, of the other Alpha in the house. What if Alpha Dick made Alpha Bruce realise all her shortcomings? What if that was what finally made him snap, this big, broad, kind giant of an Alpha?
Alpha Bruce’s voice cut through her spiraling thoughts like a blade.
“Richard.”
Not Dick . Not pup .
The weight of his full name was a warning, and Alpha Dick’s head snapped up, eyes narrowing at his father’s tone.
“That is not how we speak to people in this house.”
Alpha Dick’s mouth pressed into a thin line, something stubborn flashing across his face. He shifted his weight, rocking back onto his heels before finally huffing out—
“Oh, come on, Bruce .” His hands left his pockets only to fling up in exasperation. “Tim runs off, and I’m the one getting a lecture? That’s fair.”
His tone was sharp, but there was something else beneath it. Something brittle.
Alpha Bruce sighed, shifting Damian higher against his chest, his patience not yet frayed but thinning.
“This isn’t about Tim,” he said firmly. “This is about respect .”
Alpha Dick scoffed. " Oh, now you care about respect? That’s funny, ‘cause it sure only seems to matter when I have to shut up and be nice to the Omega you bought, but no one cares when I have something to say."
His voice wobbled at the end, and his face burned with frustration. He clenched his jaw hard, biting the inside of his cheek.
Catherine stayed quiet, her own thoughts a tangled mess. Her fingers curled slightly at her sides, nails pressing into her palms.
She had been careful, so careful not to overstep. Not to impose. She had stayed quiet, done what was asked of her, tended to Damian and Tim, accepted Alpha Bruce’s generosity with careful, measured hands.
And yet, here she was.
She should be relieved that Alpha Bruce had defended her, that he hadn’t let Alpha Dick speak about her like that. And yet. She didn’t understand why Alpha Dick had said what he did.
She didn’t understand why her presence seemed to have changed something in him, why he had treated Jason with warmth but was so… cold to her.
But what she feared most—what she knew —was that when an Alpha decided they didn’t like an Omega, that rarely went well for the Omega.
Alpha Bruce exhaled heavily, running a hand down his face. He looked tired. Not just in the way that came from long days and little sleep, but something deeper, something that settled in his bones.
"Dick. Room. Now."
Alpha Dick’s jaw clenched, but he didn’t argue. He cast one last look into the room—something guarded, unreadable—before he turned on his heel and disappeared down the hall. His bedroom door shut a little too firmly behind him.
Alpha Bruce sighed again, the sound heavy, before he turned back to Catherine.
She straightened instinctively, standing a little taller, hands smoothing down the front of her shirt. Be useful. Show gratitude. Be good.
"Can I help you, Alpha?" The words came out quickly, urgently. He had done so much for her, for Jason—taken them in, given them safety, given her the chance to bond her own child. He had given everything , and she had done so little in return. The need to prove herself, to give back, to make herself worthy of his kindness, burned under her skin.
Alpha Bruce hesitated for a moment, studying her, then exhaled again. "Yes, if—" he rubbed the back of his neck "—if it’s really okay for you to read to Tim and Jason for a little while, I’d like to get Damian to sleep first before I come for Tim."
Cathrine smiled a soft smile. It was nice how he didn‘t command her. How he requested and asked her if it was really alright for her.
"I don’t mind, Alpha,“ she said.
Alpha Bruce gave a small, grateful nod before retreating down the hall toward the nursery, leaving Catherine to return to the bed where Jason and Tim waited.
She settled between them, smoothing the blanket over Jason’s small frame before picking up the book again. The familiar weight of it in her hands, the soft breaths of the boys beside her—it steadied her. Grounded her.
And, slowly, as her voice carried through the dimly lit room, both boys drifted off.
It was more than half an hour before Alpha Bruce returned. Catherine looked up as the door eased open, after a soft knock, watching as he stepped inside a moment later. His eyes flicked first to Tim, curled up against her pillow, then to Jason, one small hand fisted in the blanket.
"They look very sweet," he murmured. "Thank you so much."
He stepped closer, reaching for Tim, but before he could lift him from the bed, Catherine moved without thinking. Her fingers brushed against his upper arm, stopping him in place.
Alpha Bruce looked at her in question, and she swallowed, gathering her courage.
"May I come and lay with you again tonight?"
It had been days since she had last sought him out. She should have—she wanted to even—but Jason had been sick, and the thought of leaving him alone at night had been unbearable.
But the urge had only grown stronger.
Not just because of the bond, though that was part of it—the pull toward her Alpha, the instinct that whispered she should be near him, close to him—but also because… he looked so stressed and sad.
And she should try to make him feel better.
Alpha Bruce blinked, then gave her a slow nod. "I’d like that."
But then, his expression shifted, and he glanced toward the hall.
"I need to talk to Dick first." His voice was quieter now, heavier. "I’m sorry for how he spoke to you."
Cathrine stared at her Alpha, wide-eyed, unsure of what to say, what to do with that. But Alpha Bruce didn’t seem to expect an answer. Instead, he offered her a small, sad smile.
"I’ll let you know when I’m done."
And then, he was gone, leaving Catherine in the dim glow of the room, Jason and Tim’s soft breathing the only sound in the quiet.
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Chapter 39
Notes:
Trigger Warning:
Beware: This is a highly sexuel chapter. Cursive (Flashback): vaginal sex and knotting, mention of prostitution, oral sex and OnlyFans
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Chapter Text
When Alpha Bruce returned ten minutes later, Cathrine sat on the edge of the bed, watching the boys sleep in the dim light. Their quiet snores and their sleepy huffs comforted her. She touched the inside of her wrist, the little dots where Jasons canine teeth had nipped her skin. Cathrine hadn‘t believed it was possible to love Jason more than she already did but with the bond bite the feelings were elevated.
And seeing her pup peacefully asleep right next to her Alphas pup Tim brought another layer if comfort for Cathrine.
Alpha Bruce’s presence filled the doorway, his silhouette broad and steady against the dim light spilling in from the hall. He moved quietly, careful not to wake the boys as he bent to lift Tim into his arms. The child stirred but didn’t wake, head lolling against his Alpha fathers shoulder as he carried him away.
Catherine watched them go, the warmth in her chest tangled with something foreign—something hesitant. She wasn’t sure what to make of it. Wasn’t sure what to make of Alpha Bruce, either. She rose before he could speak, careful not to wake Jason as she followed him from the room.
The bedroom felt large. Not in the way of an empty space, but in the way that everything in this house felt large. It smelled like him, like wood and sweetness. The bed was still neatly made, the edges tucked with crisp precision. She stood there for a moment, unsure where to put herself. She‘d been here before, but she was unsure nontheless.
Alpha Bruce turned to her, hesitating only briefly before asking, “Do you mind if I shower before we lie down?”
Catherine shook her head instantly. „No, Alpha.“
She had to stop herself from saying more. Had to bite back the old instincts—the ones that wanted to offer to go with him, to wash his body, to kneel and suck his dick under the warm spray. That had always been expected before. It had always been wanted .
But Alpha Bruce wasn’t like that. Alpha Bruce was patient. He wanted
slow
.
And—God help her—she wanted that too.
So instead, she forced herself to say something different. Something that wasn’t only submission, wasn’t only instinct.
“I could rub your back after, if you want, Alpha?”
Alpha Bruce blinked, as if thrown by the suggestion. Then he huffed a soft, tired laugh. “Do I look that tense?”
Catherine hesitated, searching his face. The exhaustion was there in the lines of his mouth, in the way his shoulders carried something heavy.
“A bit,” she admitted carefully.
Alpha Bruce studied her in return, gaze soft but probing , like he was searching for something unspoken. “I don’t want you to feel like you have to do that.”
Catherine lowered her gaze, fingers twisting together before she made herself still. “I’d like to, Alpha.”
A quiet sigh. Not impatient. Just thoughtful.
“Cathy…” His voice was so calm . Not a warning. Not a demand. Just… an invitation. A door cracked open. “Do you like being massaged too?”
She hesitated. Not because she didn’t know the answer, but because she did .
“I’ve never had one,” she admitted finally.
Alpha Bruce’s brow furrowed. Not in surprise. Not really. Just something softer.
“Never?”
She shook her head. She’d never had the luxury of it. Hands on her body had always meant something different. Service. Obligation. She wasn’t sure she’d know how to just… receive something.
Alpha Bruce’s gaze darkened, unreadable. “Would you like me to give you one?”
Her heart skipped. Her stomach tightened, instinct kicking up in the worst way—like this was something she had to get right . Like it was a test, and she had to give the answer he wanted. And she knew the answer. Knew exactly what he’d want to hear.
“If it pleases you, Alpha.”
It was the safest response. The one that left the decision to him , because she didn’t trust herself to make the right one. If it aroused him, if it made him want her—then that was good, wasn’t it? Wasn’t that how this was supposed to work? Wasn’t she supposed to make herself wanted ?
Alpha Bruce exhaled, slow and knowing.
“You always say that when you don’t want to tell me the truth, don‘t you?“
Catherine swallowed, shifting her weight. The words struck something low in her chest, sudden and sharp, like a warning bell clanging in her head. Her muscles locked before she could stop them, panic rising like a tide.
She’d misstepped. Cathrine dropped her head further. Her breath hitched, and the words tumbled out before she could stop them.
“I’m sorry, Alpha,“ she said softly.
Alpha Bruce’s brows knit together, and his lips pressed into a thin line. Not angry. Just… sad .
“Cathy…” He sighed, running a hand over his face, before lowering it to his side again. His voice, when he spoke again, was calm. Gentle. Steady. “It’s fine if you don’t want me to massage you. It’s fine if you don’t want me to touch you like that. It’s even completely fine if you don’t want me to touch you at all. I’d understand.”
No. Before she could stop herself, before she could even think, her fingers reached for him, wrapping around his hand in a tight, desperate grip.
“Please…” she whispered, barely aware she’d said it.
She didn’t know what she was asking for—only that she couldn’t bear the thought of losing this. The warmth. The kindness. The connection that had begun to weave itself between them.
Him. His pups. All of it.
Alpha Bruce studied her, something soft and searching in his gaze. His hand was large beneath hers, warm, solid.
“Alright,” he murmured, quiet but sure, as if the answer had never been in question. “Make yourself comfortable. Sit wherever you like. I‘ll be fast.“
Catherine hesitated. For a moment, she considered the recliner by the window, the one that seemed safer—more appropriate. But her feet carried her toward the bed instead, and before she could second-guess herself, she sat down.
She smoothed her hands over the blanket, staring down at the fabric, at the way it shifted under her fingers. It was soft. Warm from the air in the room.
Alpha Bruce lingered for a beat before nodding, then turned away, as he moved toward the bathroom. The door shut behind him, and the shower started soon after, the quiet rush of water filling the silence.
Catherine let out a slow breath and curled her hands into the blankets, grounding herself in the feel of them. She remembered waiting before. Sitting on the edge of the bed, eyes fixed on the bathroom door, listening to the sound of water running—bracing herself. Emptying her mind.
***
The bedroom was dimly lit, the weak glow from the bedside lamp casting long, uneven shadows across the walls. Catherine sat perfectly still on the edge of the bed, hands clasped in her lap, spine straight despite the ache that had settled deep in her muscles. She kept her gaze lowered, staring at the uneven stitching on the worn blanket draped over the bed. The air in the room was thick, heavy, suffocating, filled with the lingering scent of sweat, stale breath, and something deeper—something rank that made her stomach twist.
From behind the bathroom door, a grunt, a couple of farts and then the unmistakable sound of the toilet flushing. The scent worsened as the door creaked open, the humid air curling into the bedroom like an unwelcome guest. Catherine’s stomach clenched, but she didn’t move. She didn’t flinch.
Alpha Willis stepped out, naked. He never bothered with modesty—not in front of her. His body was covered in dark, coarse hair, curling over his chest, spreading down his stomach in a thick trail that met the dense tangle at his groin. His belly had grown heavier over the years, resting slightly over the swell of his hips. His legs were just as thick with hair, dark against the pale stretch of skin underneath. He scratched idly at his chest, exhaling loudly as he moved toward her.
Catherine stayed still, the scent of sweat, and the lingering stench of him taking a shit just a second ago clinging to the air. He hadn’t showered. He never did right away.
She felt his eyes on her before he even turned fully in her direction. Her hands tightened in her lap. A second passed. Then another. She knew what was coming.
“Undress,” he said, his voice rough, already impatient. Her fingers trembled as she reached for the hem of her dress. She had done this more than a thousand times. There was no hesitation in her movements, only the dull efficiency of routine, the careful suppression of anything that might be considered resistance. If she was quick, if she didn’t make him wait, it would be easier.
The fabric slipped over her shoulders, down her arms. Cool air kissed her skin, raising bumps along her flesh, but she ignored it. She folded the dress neatly—always neatly—and set it beside her. She kept her legs pressed together, hands resting lightly on her thighs, waiting.
Alpha Willis grunted, approving. The bed dipped as he climbed onto it, the weight of him shifting the mattress, making her sway slightly where she sat. His body was warm, too warm, and the scent of him pressed against her, suffocating.
She didn’t move until he reached for her. A heavy hand on her thigh, fingers digging in just enough to warn her against pulling away. Not that she would. Not that she ever had.
Catherine exhaled slowly, as he entered her in one swift motion. She steadied herself, sinking into the quiet detachment that made this bearable. She was good at that. At pulling herself away, slipping into a place where her body wasn’t hers, where this wasn’t happening to her
The bed shifted again as he moved over her, his breath hot against her skin.
“You so lucky you’ve still got that tight cunt of your’s or I’d sold it of long ago.“
His pace fasterened, while his hands held her small breasts in a tight grip. She kept her gaze locked on the ceiling, the cracked paint above her, counting the jagged lines. One. Two. Three.
Catherine’s body remained still, her breathing measured, controlled. The weight of him pressed down, suffocating in its familiarity. His sweat clung to her skin, thick and hot, the scent of it curling in her nose, making her stomach clench, as he pounded her. She did not move. She never moved until he allowed it.
The ceiling above her blurred. Her fingers curled subtly, nails pressing into her palm, grounding herself in something—anything—that wasn’t this . She still felt his dick swelling with every movement.
Four. Five. Six.
She thought of Jason. Of the way his small fingers curled around hers when he slept, the warmth of his breath against her shoulder when he burrowed close. He had been so quiet lately, cautious. He was always cautious, but lately, it had been different. He was growing up, his six birthday just a few weeks ago. It came and went just as any other day. Cathrine had no presents or cake, no special treat.
Jason was watching her more, sensing the tension in the air, the way she flinched at Alpha Willis’s voice. Maybe he even sensed that thing hat taken a course for the worse. It had been bad before but ever since Alpha sold her mouth for a couple dollars she felt herself slipping. If it weren’t for Jason … Seven. Eight. Nine.
A tremor ran through her, deep and invisible, locked away where no one could see. She had gotten good at that—at keeping everything inside. It was safer that way.
Alpha Willis shifted, exhaling heavily, his breath hot against her skin. She felt him thrust deep inside, his dick heavy against her inner walls, as he spent himself warm and wet inside her. His knot locked right beneath her pelvic bone and she felt the stretch with every breath. It didn‘t hurt inside but his weight did not lessen, keeping her beneath him, keeping her his .
“The guys are coming over for poker this weekend. They can‘t wait to see you,“ he said after catching his breath. Catherine didn’t close her eyes. If she did, she would be trapped inside her head, remembering the taste of Alpha Willis buddies and she couldn’t afford that. She needed to be here , even if it meant enduring every second of it. She had to be aware, had to know when it was over, had to be ready to move the second she was allowed.
But tonight, even after his knot deflated, Alpha Willis’ grip only tightened. His heavy arms locked her in place as he shifted, rolling them onto their sides. The bed creaked under their weight, but he barely seemed to notice, his breath slow and deep, exhaling hot and damp against her skin. He wasn’t moving. He wasn’t letting go.
“Maybe I‘ll let you keep the money this time,“ he mumbled against her neck. “Let you buy some lipstick. The red kind. Or some sexy string tanga for your bum.“ He slapped her arse cheek once, not hard, more playful but she hated it all the same. “You know what OnlyFans is, Cat?“
“No, Alpha,“ Cathrine wispered. Alpha Willis laughed, patting her bum again. “Remind me to show it to you tomorrow.“
“Yes, Alpha,“ Catherine said. Alpha Willis body curled around hers, keeping her trapped in the oppressive heat of his hold.
She could feel the weight of him pressing against her, his stomach against her back, the dampness of his sweat clinging to her skin. He was still inside her, flaccid now, but she could still feel him against her sensitive inner walls, whenever he moved a bit.
She didn’t want to find out what OnlyFans was. She didn’t want to buy red lip stick and sexy lingerie. Cathrine didn’t want to suck the dicks of her Alphas poker buddies. A tremor ran through her, small enough to be hidden under the weight of him. She swallowed hard, willing herself back into stillness. Alpha Willis made a noise, a low, satisfied grunt, his arms tightening. She hated when he did this. When he lingered.
Sometimes he rolled away when he was done, leaving her to clean herself up in the dim light of the bathroom. Other times, he sprawled onto his back, stretching out like a man exhausted from honest work, demanding she‘d lick him clean, until his dick gleamed from her salvia.
But there were nights like this—nights where he kept her. Where he held her close, his penis inside her while he came down from his high.
Catherine barely breathed. She knew better than to shift, to press against him in any way that might stir something in him again. But she could feel his body relax, feel the steady rhythm of his breathing settle against her skin.
He was falling asleep. Her fingers curled weakly into the sheet. The scent of him surrounded her, thick and suffocating, pressing into her skin, into the pillow beneath her face. It didn’t matter how much she scrubbed later—it would still be there. It always lingered, soaked into her hair, her clothes, the air in the room. Jason would smell it too.
She squeezed her eyes shut for just a second, just long enough to force the thought away. Alpha Willis shifted behind her, his breath deepening, the heavy rise and fall of his chest pressing against her back. His grip remained tight, fingers curling possessively against her stomach, as he snored against her neck.
***
Catherine let out a slow breath and curled her hands into the blankets, grounding herself in the feel of them. She wasn’t waiting to be used. Wasn’t bracing herself for the moment the bathroom door would open, and she’d have to pretend she wanted what was expected of her. There was no lead weight pressing on her ribs, no sense of impending obligation.
This wasn’t that. Alpha Bruce was showering. That was all. Nothing smelled bad, it smelled clean and nice and kind. And she was just sitting here , absorbing the warmth of the space around her, letting herself exist in it, until the water stopped.
The door opened a few minutes later, steam curling out into the cooler air of the bedroom. Alpha Bruce stood in the doorway, his pajama pants sat low on his hips, his bare chest broad and strong in the dim light. His hair was still damp, drops of water clinging to the edge of his collarbone, rolling down over the planes of muscle.
Catherine swallowed, pulse fluttering wildly.
She couldn‘t remember if it ever had felt like this with Alpha Willis. Maybe it had at first. It felt like something deep in her wanted to step forward, press her palm over his chest, trace the lines of his skin with her fingertips just to feel the warmth there.
Alpha Bruce’s fingers flexed around the shirt in his hands, and she realized—he was hesitating too. For a moment, neither of them spoke. Her fingers curled into the blanket, grounding herself in the warmth of it.
“I—uh,” Alpha Bruce started, then huffed out something like a laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “You still up for this?”
It made her chest ache, the way he asked. The way he‘d let it go, if she changed her mind. How he wouldn‘t hurt her if she didn‘t want to touch him. He didn‘t took her willingness for granted.
She swallowed and nodded. “Yes.” Her voice was soft, but steady. Alpha Bruce studied her for a moment, then gave a small, almost shy nod before shifting slightly. “Do you want me to sit or lie down?”
She hesitated, not because she was unsure, but because she wasn’t used to being given options. She liked him like this—unguarded, open. The thought of having him close, of running her hands over his back, easing away the tension that had settled deep into his muscles… it made her feel something warm, something she wasn’t sure she had a name for yet.
“You can lie down, if you want, Alpha,” she answered, quiet but certain. Alpha Bruce watched her for another second, his expression unreadable, before he moved toward the bed. The mattress dipped beneath his weight as he settled onto his stomach, shifting slightly before resting his head on his folded arms. His broad back stretched out before her, the muscles shifting with his movement, the long line of his spine disappearing beneath the waistband of his pajama pants.
She had never really looked at an Alpha like this before—not in admiration, not in curiosity, not in want. He was handsome. Far more so than Alpha Willis had ever been, and not just in the way he looked. It was in the way he carried himself, in the way he spoke to her like she was worth speaking to, in the quiet, patient way he gave her space to make her own choices.
And she wanted to touch him. The realization settled deep in her chest, warm and solid, grounding.
Carefully, Catherine shifted onto her knees beside him, leaning forward just enough to let her hands hover over his shoulders. The heat of his skin radiated up to meet her, his slow, steady breaths rising and falling beneath her hands before she even touched him.
Then, gently, she pressed her palms against his shoulders, feeling the solid warmth of him beneath her fingertips. Alpha Bruce exhaled, long and slow, his muscles shifting under her touch. “That’s nice,” he murmured, his voice already looser, softened around the edges.
Catherine let out a breath of her own, some of the tension she hadn’t realized she was holding unraveling at the sound of his approval.
She kneaded carefully at the knots in his shoulders, pressing her thumbs into the tense muscles at the base of his neck. His body was warm under her hands, solid and strong, but he melted beneath her touch
Alpha Bruce made a low, appreciative sound in the back of his throat, his body relaxing further into the mattress. Catherine hesitated for only a second before leaning over him, letting her hands slide lower, tracing the shape of his back, following the lines of tension and smoothing them away as best she could.
It felt good to do this. To touch and not feel used. To give something and not feel like it was being taken. Alpha Bruce shifted slightly beneath her hands, exhaling another slow breath. “This feels so good.”
Catherine’s lips parted slightly, warmth blooming in her chest at the way he said it.
“I’m glad,” she murmured, her voice carrying something sweet, something gentle. “You deserve to feel good, Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce made another low, pleased noise, letting himself relax even further. Catherine’s smile lingered as she worked, following the lines of his back, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath her fingertips. There was nothing forced about this. Just warmth and trust and the slow, steady rhythm of her hands over his skin. And for the first time in forever touching an Alpha didn’t feel like submission. It felt like care.
The warmth of Alpha Bruce’s skin lingered under her hands, the slow rise and fall of his breath steady and even. Catherine had been kneeling beside him for a while now, working through the tension in his back, smoothing out the knots in his muscles with careful, deliberate pressure. She hadn’t realized how much time had passed until she felt him shift beneath her, rolling slightly onto his side, his movements slow and unhurried, as if waking from a long rest.
Alpha Bruce let out a low sigh, his voice still thick with relaxation. “That was really nice,” he murmured, his eyes flickering open just enough to glance at her. “Thank you.”
Catherine blinked at him, her hands still resting lightly on his shoulder blade. She nodded, a little shyly, letting her hand slip away.
Alpha Bruce studied her for a moment, his gaze even softer than she expected. Then he offered, “Whenever you’re ready—if you want it—I’d be more than happy to return the favor.”
A slow warmth spread through her chest, curling deep into the spaces that had once only held fear.
“Okay, Alpha,” she answered, quiet but certain.
Alpha Bruce’s expression didn’t change much, but there was something pleased in the way he looked at her, something content. He shifted again, stretching his arms out slightly before settling back onto the bed on his side, facing her, his head propped on his arm. “You can lie down if you want,” he said, casual, easy.
Catherine hesitated just a second too long, a slow heat creeping up her neck and into her cheeks. Did he—? Was that an invitation? Not a demand, not an expectation, but a possibility.
It wasn’t that she would mind. She understood that Alphas had urges, and Alpha Bruce had been more than patient with her. It was natural that he would eventually want more, and it was more than nice that he was giving her time, letting her adjust at her own pace.
But a massage could be a form of foreplay, she knew. And even though there had been no pressure, no shift in his scent that signaled urgency, she wondered if this was him testing the waters.
She swallowed, pulse fluttering slightly as she glanced at him. “Should I… undress?”
Alpha Bruce turned his head to look at her fully now, something unreadable in his expression. But his voice, when he spoke, was as steady as ever. “You can, if you want. Whatever makes you more comfortable.”
She had expected that answer. Of course he would say that. But knowing she had a choice didn’t change the deeper truth—she had to show him she wanted this. That she wasn’t just tolerating him, but accepting him, trusting him.
So, without overthinking it, Catherine reached for the hem of her shirt and pulled it over her head, the fabric whispering against her skin as she let it drop onto the bed beside her.
Her bralette was soft blue cotton, something gentle and simple that covered her fully. It was so nice to be allowed undergarments. The freedom to have even that small layer of modesty felt like a luxury. She had spent so much of her life being stripped bare. Now, she was able to choose what she revealed. And Alpha Bruce… he let her. It was all thanks to him.
She glanced at him, but he hadn’t moved, hadn’t reacted beyond watching her with quiet patience. Swallowing, Catherine shifted onto her knees so she could push her cotton pants down over her hips, wiggling them past her thighs without needing to get off the bed or risk making too much of a fool of herself.
The bralette and her panties didn’t match. The panties were simple black cotton, part of a three-pack, a practical choice rather than anything meant to entice, no lingerie. She didn’t feel too naked. She still had something between herself and the world. And even though Alpha Bruce had watched her undress, even though his eyes had followed her movements, she didn’t feel violated. It was his right to look. He was her Alpha mate. And he was so kind to her.
Catherine settled beside him, lowering herself onto the bed, careful not to pull the covers over herself just yet. Alpha Bruce hadn’t either, and she didn’t want to assume.
His scent curled around her, warm and steady. There was something deeper beneath it, something aware . Not heady, not suffocating. The faintest edge of his arousal. A quiet acknowledgment of the moment, of the shift between them.
It didn’t make her panic. Maybe— if he wanted—he would take things further at his own pace. Maybe he would prefer to undress her himself once he was ready, once he was in the mood.
So she lay still on her side, facing him, over the covers just as he was. Alpha Bruce’s voice was low, warm in the quiet space between them. “Aren’t you cold?”
It was a simple question, but it sent a ripple of uncertainty through Catherine’s thoughts. He was only slightly more dressed than she was—his upper body bare. She didn’t think he was truly concerned about the cold, the manor was heated well and even though the walls were old it was warm enough inside.
Was this his way of telling her to get under the covers? To take things even slower than she had anticipated? Or was it something else entirely—an invitation? A quiet way of seeing if she would choose to move into his arms?
The thought sent a shiver through her—not from cold, but from something deeper. She could imagine it. The way he would touch her breasts, at first over the soft cotton of her bralette, then—eventually—lifting it away. Maybe his hands would drift lower, pressing between her thighs, ensuring she was slick enough that it wouldn’t hurt. She believed he would. Alpha Bruce wouldn’t want her to be in pain.
“A bit, Alpha,” she murmured, knowing he would tell her what he wanted next. Just as she had imagined, Alpha Bruce shifted, turning slightly to offer his arm in quiet invitation.
Catherine hesitated for only a breath before she moved, tentative and careful. The first thing she felt was her feet brushing against the soft fabric of his pajama pants, then the heat of his arm beneath her cheek as she settled her head against him. Her fingers, still light, barely grazing his skin, slid over the defined plane of his stomach.
Alpha Bruce’s other arm curled around her, not pulling, not groping—just resting. A soft touch, the warmth of skin on skin. His hand didn’t grab her, didn’t claim, didn’t press. Instead, his thumb moved in slow, absent circles over the dip of her lower back, just above the curve of her hips.
Gentle. So gentle.
“Let me know if you want me to let go,” he said, quiet, steady. Catherine swallowed, the words settling deep inside her, unfurling something soft in her chest.
“Yes, Alpha,“ she wispered with a small nod, tucking herself closer, allowing her nose to brush against his shoulder, right near the bond bite on his neck. His scent curled around her, that rich blend of sandalwood and something sweeter. She had never realized how much she liked his scent—not just because it belonged to an Alpha, but because it was his and because it was sweet. She had never smelled any Alpha this sweet.
Her own bond mark tingled. A subtle, almost ghostly sensation, like a reminder of the connection between them. Catherine wasn’t sure if it was instinct or something deeper that made her do it, but before she could overthink it, she leaned in just slightly and pressed the softest kiss over the mark she had left on his skin.
She felt, rather than saw, the way Alpha Bruce inhaled. Slow and deep. His scent changed that very second her lips left his skin. It shifted, growing warmer, deeper. The sandalwood darkened, the sugar underneath it growing richer, more concentrated. Arousal.
Not demanding, not sharp. But there , potent. Catherine felt her pulse stutter, something low and warm settling in her belly. Her fingers flexed lightly where they rested against his stomach. She wanted to give something back to him.
“May I touch you, Alpha?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.
Bruce’s lips curved slightly, his voice still soft. “Sure, Cathy.”
She could hear the unspoken you don’t have to, the only if you want to. So kind. So patient.
He startled—just slightly—when her hand moved lower, slipping beneath the waistband of his pajama pants, her fingers curling around the heavy weight of his cock.
For a moment, neither of them moved. Catherine’s breath caught, realization hitting her all at once. He had misunderstood her question. He had thought she meant touch him in general, not like this. And yet… he didn’t stop her.
Alpha Bruce was big. She had never known such a large Alpha before. Thick and heavy in her palm, warm beneath her touch, she should have expected him to be large all over. But just as much as she had never known an Alpha of his size, she had also never known an Alpha as kind as him.
She squeezed gently, testing, watching for his reaction. Alpha Bruce exhaled, slow, measured. Catherine hesitated only a moment longer before speaking again, making her intentions clear this time.
“May I make you feel good?” she asked, voice soft but certain. She wanted this. He deserved this.
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, his body tense for only a moment before he relaxed against the bed again. His scent deepened, sandalwood growing warmer, the edges of it curling with something darker, richer. Her was very aroused. But he was still in control. Still himself.
His head turned slightly, his gaze finding hers in the dim light. There was something searching in his expression, something quiet and careful.
“Yeah,” he murmured, his voice low but steady. “If you want to, Catherine.”
There was no command in his tone. No expectation. Just the same unwavering patience that had been there from the start.
Catherine swallowed, her pulse thrumming in her throat. She wanted to make him feel good. Her fingers trembled slightly as she moved, her other hand joining the first, both of them working together to ease his pajama pants lower, pushing them down his hips. Alpha Bruce shifted slightly, lifting his hips just enough to help, allowing the fabric to slide away. She could feel the heat of him, the heavy weight of his arousal against her palm.
Alpha Bruce was thick, his cock flushed and warm beneath her touch. She allowed herself to watch for a moment. He was trimmed and very very clean. Cathrine thought it was nice. Alpha Willis had never shaved and he hadn‘t cared about being clean when she went down on him.
She let out a slow breath, fingers moving over Alpha Bruce tentatively, exploring. Alpha Bruce wanted her, that much was obvious, but he wasn’t demanding anything. That made all the difference.
She wrapped her fingers more firmly around him, smoothing her palm along his length, slow and deliberate. Alpha Bruce exhaled through his nose, the muscles in his stomach tightening, but he didn’t push her, didn’t move into her touch. He let her set the pace.
His patience, his restraint, made something warm and unfamiliar coil in her stomach.
Leaning forward, she let her lips brush against the tip of his cock, barely a whisper of contact.
Alpha Bruce inhaled, his scent sharpening, but he still didn’t push. Catherine’s lashes fluttered as she glanced up at him.
“You’re so good, Alpha,” she murmured, the words slipping out before she even realized she had spoken.
Alpha Bruce let out a breath, his hand twitching slightly against the mattress as though he wanted to touch her—but he didn’t. He was still letting her lead.
She knew how to do this. Knew how to be good. But this was different. Alpha Bruce was different.
She pressed a kiss to the tip, listening to the sound that elicited from him. There was already a drop of precum gathering at the tip and she licked at it before opening her mouth wide enough for the head to slide in.
His body tensed beneath her, muscles flexing with restraint. The only sound he made was this low, unsteady breath every once in a while, the kind she might have missed if she hadn’t been paying attention.
She cradled his balls in her hand and used her tongue to caress the underside of the head. She was thankful that he didn‘t force her to take him in deeper. Cathrine thought, maybe if he had done so, she would have paniced. And she didn‘t want to panic. She wanted to make him feel good.
She moved further at her own pace, taking him in until the head if his dick softly hit the back of her throat. She hollowed her cheeks and concentrated on the warmth of Alpha Bruce’s skin, on the quiet rhythm of his breathing. But before she could make up her mind to take him in deeper, Cathrine felt the way his abdomen muscles tensed. There was a faint tremor in his tights and his balls drew up in her hand. She knew he was close and his scent spiked, sandalwood and sugar curling warm and rich in the air.
When his hips jerked, it was only then that he moved, just enough to let his fingertips brush her forehead—a soft, silent warning. A kindness. Cathrine thought he would even let her move away, if she didn‘t want him to finish in her mouth.
But she remained where she was, her lips around his shaft, sinking down just a bit, flicking her tongue over his slit, and when he spent himself in her mouth she made sure nothing landed where it shouldn’t.
Cathrine lapped softly at his softening member, her hand now around his popped knot. When she had licked him clean, her mouth moved down his shaft to his knot. She nuzzled against it once, before wrapping her lips around it. Of course she couldn‘t get it in her mouth compleatly, the angle was all wrong and his knot was so much larger than her former Alphas. But Cathrine was used to keep the knot warm until it went down.
Alpha Bruce let out a slow, uneven breath, his body sinking fully into the mattress, loose and relaxed. He was still catching his breath when his hand found her arm—light, warm, grounding.
“Come here,“ he murmured, voice hoarse but impossibly kind. “Please, Cathy.“
Catherine let go of his knot and sat back on her heels, just for a second, watching her Alpha. His eyes, when they met hers, were soft. So soft.
Cathrine shifted, letting him pull her down beside him. He exhaled and let his arm drape lightly around her waist, his thumb sweeping in slow, absentminded strokes against her skin. He was so relaxed—his breath deep and even, his scent mellowing, thick with contentment.
Catherine blinked up at him, uncertain now. She wasn’t used to this—being held after, being allowed to rest against an Alpha’s chest instead of tending to his knot.
Alpha Bruce must have sensed it, because he shifted just enough to press his lips—barely there—against her temple.
“You knot, Alpha…” she whispered, her voice hushed, uncertain. Alpha Bruce hummed, voice slow and heavy with lingering satisfaction. “Hm? What about it?”
“I don’t mind,” she told him, because that was the truth. She didn’t. She was used to this part, knew what to do, knew how to tilt her head, how to angle herself just right to take more of him inside. “You’re very clean, Alpha. And I can switch angles, try to get more of it in…”
His arm tightened around her, just slightly. “Oh, no,” he said, his voice warm but firm. “It’s fine. It’s already going down.”
Catherine hesitated, her breath hitching slightly as she lowered her head against his chest. The steady thump of his heartbeat was right there beneath her ear, strong and sure.
That was probably why Alpha Willis had always liked his knot to be kept warm—so it would hold longer. A full, deep knot made an Alpha feel good, relaxed. Alpha Willis had always been nicer after a long, good knot.
A ruined knot though …
She swallowed, something small and uneasy curling in her gut. She was supposed to keep it warm, keep it up, wasn’t she? She was supposed to—
“I’m sorry,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
Bruce stilled for half a second, then—
“No, no, no,” he said softly, his voice thick with reassurance. His hand was warm as it smoothed up her back, fingers light and soothing. “ Sweetheart, don’t do that. It was really nice.”
She shivered at the nickname, so soft and warm it made her breath catch. He kissed her temple again, his lips lingering just a little longer this time, his fingers tracing lightly over her cheek, grounding her.
Then he hesitated. She felt it in the way his breath steadied, in the careful way his fingers brushed her jaw, in the slight shift of his body.
“Can I kiss you?” he murmured. There was no pressure, no demand—just a quiet, open question.
Catherine’s lips parted slightly, and then—she hesitated.
“My mouth still tastes like your seed, Alpha,” she admitted, ducking her head, certain that was something that would bother him.
But Alpha Bruce just smiled, the warmth of it reaching his eyes. “That’s okay,” he murmured, his voice low. “I’d still like to kiss you.”
She blinked up at him, the openness in his expression making something tight unravel in her chest. She gave a small nod.
Alpha Bruce moved slowly, his fingers brushing along her jaw before tilting her chin up, guiding her. His lips met hers with nothing but warmth, nothing but soft, steady patience. Catherine melted into it, instinct taking over as she yielded to him completely.
He kissed her—slow and deep, his lips moving against hers with quiet reverence. When he pulled back, his thumb brushed over her bottom lip, the ghost of a smile touching his face.
“Thank you,” he murmured, voice full of something she didn’t know how to name.
Catherine ducked her head again, breath uneven, and let herself settle against him.
But after a moment, Alpha Bruce shifted, moving away from the warmth of her.
She watched as he got up, disappearing into the bathroom. For half a second, something in her curled tight, bracing for—what? She wasn’t sure. She only knew that in the past, an Alpha leaving the bed after would have meant something. But Alpha Bruce returned a moment later, offering her a cold glass of water. She blinked down at it.
“Do you want something else? Something with a taste?” His voice was gentle, careful.
Catherine swallowed, fingers tightening around the glass. It was sweet—how he wanted to take care of her, how it mattered to him that the taste of his seed lingered in her mouth.
She didn’t mind. She knew she wasn’t supposed to think of Alpha Willis while she was resting in her new Alpha’s bed, but it was hard not to when the contrast was so sharp, so glaringly obvious. Alpha Willis’ semen had been worse—bitter and acrid, heavy with the sharp sting of alcohol when he drank. It had been sour then, thick with the rancid tang of stale piss before he’d even finished. She took a sip of the water, the coolness washing away the memory.
“This is fine,” she murmured. “Thank you, Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce watched her for a moment before sitting back down on the bed beside her. His expression was thoughtful, quiet.
“Will you tell me if I can do anything to make you feel good?” he asked.
Catherine hesitated. Her fingers tightened slightly around the glass before she placed it carefully on the nightstand, thinking. She could feel his eyes on her, warm and patient, waiting.
“I don’t know what makes me feel good, Alpha,” she admitted finally, her voice small.
Alpha Bruce took a slow, deep breath, his hand resting lightly on his knee.
“If I promised to keep you safe,” he said, his voice steady, deliberate. “If I promised that nothing else would change—that I would still treat you and Jason with kindness and respect—” His fingers curled slightly, then relaxed. “Would you rather not be intimate with me, if you really had a choice?”
The air seemed to thin around her.
Catherine’s stomach knotted painfully, her hands pressing into her lap as something sharp and cold lodged in her chest. She hadn’t pleased him. He was kind—he had caressed her, thanked her—but maybe that was just who he was. A good man, a good Alpha. A gentleman about it.
But he had no reason to settle for her.
He could have any woman he wanted—beautiful, experienced women who knew what they were doing, who knew what they liked, who could take him apart in ways she never could.
He could get his cock wet anywhere. And the woman he had before her had been an Alpha model. Why should he settle for her?
Catherine felt a tight burn in her throat, tears pressing hot against her lids.
She didn’t realize Alpha Bruce had dressed again until he moved, crouching in front of the bed, his presence grounding. He reached out, taking one of her hands in his—softly, carefully. His warmth bled into her fingers, his grip steady but not demanding.
And when she finally blinked down at him, she saw his eyes were wet, too.
“I’m sorry, Cathy,” he said quietly. “I shouldn’t have let it get so far. I never wanted to hurt you.”
Catherine’s breath hitched. She stared at him, her lips parting slightly, but no words came.
Finally, she whispered, “I feel safe, Alpha. With you.” She squeezed his hand, just slightly, as if to ground herself. “Please… I won’t—” She swallowed, the words tumbling from her lips faster than she could stop them. “I won’t complain if you’re with someone else, I swear, I just… may I… I like being with you. I’ve never…”
Her voice wavered. She didn’t know how to salvage this. Alpha Bruce’s grip tightened, his thumb brushing over her knuckles, grounding her. “I won’t be with someone else, Cathy,” he said, his voice low and steady. “Not while—”
His other hand moved, fingers tapping lightly against the mark she had bitten into his neck. His scent curled warmly between them, deep and steady. She didn’t know if he was doing it on purpose, if he even realized it. Catherine exhaled slowly, the breath shaky and uneven, but something inside her settled.
Alpha Bruce’s hand was warm in hers, his fingers curled loosely around her own, holding rather than restraining.
She hesitated, gathering her thoughts, then said, “Perhaps… we could find out together what feels good? But, uh… maybe not tonight?”
Alpha Bruce chuckled, a deep, low sound that rumbled in his chest—something warm and nice. He gave her fingers a reassuring squeeze.
“That sounds like a good plan,“ he agreed.
Relief trickled through her, easing some of the tightness in her chest. He watched her for a moment before asking, “Do you want to lie down a bit more, or would you rather go back to your room?”
“If you are not too tired, Alpha,” she murmured, glancing up at him, “may I stay a bit longer?”
Alpha Bruce didn’t even pause. “As long as you want.”
He shifted, pulling the covers over them this time, and she followed his lead, tucking herself in opposite him. They faced each other in the dim glow of the bedside lamp, close enough that she could feel the slow, steady rhythm of his breathing.
After a moment, his fingers found hers again, warm and solid, grounding her in the quiet stillness of the room. She let herself enjoy it. The warmth, the calm, the quiet moment where nothing was demanded of her. Just the steady comfort of their bond, deepening in the stillness.
Then Alpha Bruce, out of nowhere, murmured, “Usually, Dick is a very, very sweet kid.”
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine agreed softly. She meant it. Alpha Dick was a good child. He could have been cruel to Jason. He had every right to be resentful, to mock Jason for being lesser, for being an unclaimed pup in Alph Dicks home.
There had been plenty of opportunities where Alph Dick could have put Jason in his place—mocked him, dismissed him, hurt him. But he hadn’t. Instead, Alpha Dick had included Jason, played with him, laughed with him.
For the most part, Alpha Dick had been friendly to her, too. A bit distant, sometimes, but never unkind. But then, she had kept her own distance, hadn’t she?
She had slipped with Tim and Damian, had cared beyond what she was supposed to as the new Omega of their Alpha Father, but Alpja Bruce had been lenient.
Alpha Bruce exhaled softly. “Seeing you with Jason… it reminds him of his own mother. Of before.”
Before.
Catherine frowned, uncertain.
“Dick was older than Jason when I—” Alpha Bruce’s voice faltered slightly, then smoothed over. “When he came to live with me. He remembers all the details.”
The circus. His mother. Catherine’s fingers curled slightly against the sheets. Had his mother been an Omega, too? Where was she now? She didn’t ask. She couldn’t. It wasn’t her place.
Alpha Bruce’s fingers traced idly along her arm, blunt nails skimming lightly over her skin in slow, soothing patterns. The sensation was nice. Comforting, almost. She had never been touched like this before, without it meaning more. Without it being a precursor to something expected.
Alpha Bruce’s voice remained even, calm. “It’s nothing against you or Jason. Or Tim and Damian, even. I think Dick likes being a big brother, for the most part. But… there have been so many changes for him. His presentation, Damian’s birth, and then…”
Catherine swallowed. “Me and Jason.”
Alpha Bruce nodded. “Yes.”
She lowered her gaze, feeling something tight in her chest. It made sense, of course. Alpha Dick had reason to be wary, to be overwhelmed. She understood what it was like to have change forced upon her, to lose the life she’d known. But knowing that didn’t ease the unease that settled in her gut.
Alpha Bruce’s touch didn’t stop. Gentle, reassuring.
“But he won’t—” Alpha Brucr hesitated, choosing his words carefully. “He promised to behave tomorrow. If you’re still up for watching the boys, that is.”
“Oh—of course, Alpha,” she said quickly. Tomorrow was Saturday. Alpha Bruce needed to go into work in the morning, and Beta Alfred had an important appointment with the event company coordinating the Wayne Foundation’s annual New Year’s Gala at the Grand City Hall. They had asked her yesterday morning if she’d be willing to watch the boys. She had agreed immediately.
It was the least she could do. She wanted to be helpful. To prove herself. Of course… she hadn’t yet been left alone at the manor with the children. And now, the reality of it weighed heavier. Being under Alpha Dick’s authority.
She knew how to be obedient, how to keep her head down, how to avoid trouble. Maybe he would let her take care of the younger children in peace. It was only a few hours.
“This is a big help, Catherine,” Alpha Brucr said, his voice warm with something genuine. His fingers kept stroking her arm, the motion slow and rhythmic, soothing.
She liked it. The soft, steady touch. The warmth of his scent. The way he made her feel safe. She closed her eyes for a moment, exhaling softly. She would be fine.
Notes:
Hehe, it‘s getting serious … 🔥
Chapter 40
Notes:
As promised: A new chapter today
Trigger Warning: Violence and trespassing? Maybe 😅
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Alpha Bruce and Beta Alfred had left after breakfast, their absence leaving the manor feeling emptier—though not entirely silent. The house was never truly still—air vents hummed softly, the faint ticking of a distant clock marked the passage of time, the old bones of the manor occasionally creaked in the shifting morning light, floorboards settled, and the great windows let in the distant murmur of the outside. But without Alpha Bruce’s quiet strengh or Beta Alfred’s steady presence, the grand estate felt emptier, the absence of their authority leaving an odd kind of hush.
Alpha Dick had gone back up to his room, retreating behind his closed door without a word. Jason and Tim had ignored his mood, and instead they had made a game of sprinting down the hall, tumbling into the playroom in a flurry of limbs and laughter, their voices rising and falling like a tide of energy Jason had never been allowed before. Jason wasn‘t as cautios anymore as Cathrine would have liked. He had been in the early days of course but lately when no reprimand came, when no harsh hand reached out to snatch him away from fun, he let himself settle into the warmth of Tim’s enthusiasm.
Catherine listened from the nursery. She had left the door open. She sat with Damian in her arms, rocking slightly as she held the bottle to his small mouth. He suckled sleepily, his little fingers curling and uncurling against the fabric of her sleeve, his tiny warmth so steady, so safe. It was strange to hold something so fragile and small again.
Damian wasn‘t her pup and there wasn‘t this bone deep crushing feeling she had when she‘d held Jason as a child, cradled close as if he was still part of her. But Cathrine would be a fool, if she didn‘t admit, at least to herself, that he cared about Damian, that she felt the need to hug him close, to scent his head and cheeks and hands until he know that he was safe in her embrace. But she couldn‘t indulge. She wasn‘t his Omega Mother, so she only stole small moments, where she allowed herself to inhale his baby scent and image that maybe, if he hrew up with her taking care of him, he‘d still feel how much she adored him.
The nursery was quiet but not lonely. The occasional gust of wind rattled faintly against the windowpanes, and the muffled noise of Jason and Tim’s play filtered in through the hall. She exhaled slowly. This was not a trap. There was no test here, no punishment lurking if she misstepped.
When Damian finished, she lifted him gently, settling him against her shoulder with practiced ease. Her hand moved in slow circles against his back, her fingers tracing soothing patterns as she coaxed out a tiny burp. He was so small. So unguarded. His weight against her was a delicate, trusting thing.
She pressed her lips briefly to his dark curls—another stolen moment, Alpha Bruce couldn‘t know —before easing him down into his crib.
Damian blinked up at her, dark lashes fluttering as he hovered on the edge of sleep. For a second, his eyes seemed to focus on her—like he was committing her to memory—but then they drifted shut, his tiny body relaxing into the safety of slumber.
Catherine hesitated, watching the rhythmic rise and fall of his chest. So far, so good. Everything was well.
She stepped back, smoothing the sleepingsack he wore, before moving to the rocking chair again. She didn’t want to leave yet. She could have gone to check on Jason, to make sure he wasn’t being too reckless, but she didn’t want to hover. He would come if he needed her. And for now, he sounded happy.
The house stretched around her, vast and unfamiliar in some ways. The wealth of it, the space—it still unsettled her sometimes, the way the hallways stretched long and elegant, the ceilings high and full of history she did not know. But the grandness was beginning to settle in her bones as something she could exist within, not just something she was intruding upon.
Alpha Dick had not yet come downstairs to assert his authority, leaving her to care for his little brothers undisturbed. She had done everything as she should—kept them happy, kept them safe. She had not overstepped.
And fortunately, the morning continued in much the same rhythm.
Damian slept peacefully, his small, contented noises filling the nursery. Dick remained unseen, a silent presence in the house. Jason and Tim entertained themselves in the playroom, their voices rising and falling in playful bickering, the occasional burst of laughter filtering down the hall. It was peaceful. But peace never lasted.
When it was time for lunch, Catherine set about preparing it just as Beta Alfred had suggested. Simple, but nourishing.
The rhythmic motions of preparing food were soothing in their own way, familiar and grounding. She laid out slices of soft bread, carefully spreading cream cheese in even layers before adding thin slices of ham. The knife moved smoothly under her hand, precise but never rushed. She cut vegetables into small, easy-to-eat sticks, ensuring they were uniform in size.
She portioned out a small bowl of hummus, placed everything neatly on the dining table, then wiped down the counters twice to make sure no crumbs remained.
Then she went to gather the children. Jason and Tim responded immediately, Jason bounding ahead of Tim in a burst of enthusiasm. Tim was not far behind, following at a slightly slower pace, chattering about how dinosaurs probably ate their food whole instead of cutting it into ‘little sticks.’
Catherine kept her expression neutral, listening, nodding at the right moments, but not interrupting.
Alpha Dick came last. He descended the stairs slowly, shoulders slightly hunched. He didn‘t look pleased.
She dropped her gaze, quickly stepping back to allow him space to take his place at the table. He did not look at her as he slipped into his chair, silent but not sullen, his presence a heavy weight against the fragile peace of the morning.
He was the Alpha now. With Alpha Bruce and Beta Alfred gone, he was the highest authority in the house. That was how it worked. Even if he was young, even if he had yet to fully grow into his dominance, it was his by right.
Cathrine stood a little straighter but careful not to intrude upon his space. She saw his hands curling into fists against his lap before he exhaled sharply through his nose, fingers unclenching as he forced them flat against the table instead.
It was impossible to know if he truly disapproved of her or merely tolerated her as the new omega of his Alpha Father.
A soft noise from the nursery monitor pulled her attention, and she turned at once, moving swiftly down the hall.
She entered the nursery swiftly, her heart settling slightly when she saw Damian still lying in his crib, his tiny hands waving lazily in the air. He was safe. Unbothered.
Cathrine lifted him into her arms and nestled against her immediately, his small body warm, trusting. She reached for the baby wrap—the one Alpha Bruce had bought when they’d gone to the baby store together. The fabric was soft beneath her fingers.
Settling Damian against her chest, she secured the wrap with practiced ease, making sure he was snug and comfortable. His warmth against her was grounding, steady. It gave her something solid to hold onto.
With her hands free, she returned to the dining room, ready to serve as needed. Ready to be useful.
Alpha Dick’s eyes flicked to her when she re-entered, his gaze sharp but unreadable.
Cathrine kept her head down and focused on pouring juice with careful, precise movements, ensuring there were no spill.
She took her seat as unobtrusively as possible, keeping her posture straight, attentive. She took a small portion of the food but concentrated on being ready to serve the children and Alpha Dick if they needed something.
He exhaled sharply. “You don’t have to act like that.”
Catherine’s hands stilled on her lap. “I‘m sorry, Alpha Dick.”
Alpha Dick flinched. It was slight—so subtle she might not have noticed had she not been so attuned to the moods of those above her. He set his fork down, straightening in his chair. “Like I’m—” He hesitated, then shook his head, frustration flickering across his face before he smoothed it over. “You act like I’m gonna bite you or something.”
She blinked, her heart stuttering. Had she done something to suggest she feared that? She had not dared to act as if she had any right to his claim. She would never. Whatever he‘d presented as, he was still the Alphas child and his bite would mean a parental bond. She‘d never impose herself on him like that.
She lowered her head further. “I meant no offense, Alpha Dick.”
Alpha Dick made a noise in his throat, something that might have been annoyance, but she did not dare look up to confirm it. “You don’t have to call me that,” he said.
Her fingers curled slightly against her lap. “I do, Alpha Dick,” she said carefully, hoping that contradicting him wouldn‘t result in consequences. But until Alpha Bruce told her otherwise she had to treat Alpha Dick with the proper respect and call him by his designation.
Jason and Tim had fallen silent now, both of them watching with wide eyes. Tim glanced between them, shifting in his seat, before picking up a carrot stick and stuffing it in his mouth like he wanted to stay out of it entirely.
Alpha Dick let out another sharp breath. His grip on his fork tightened before he dropped it with a soft clatter. “I’m not—” He scrubbed a hand over his face. “I’m twelve.”
Catherine’s stomach tightened. He was young, yes, but that did not change what he was. It did not change his rank in the household. He was an Alpha. He had authority.
Alpha Wayne had chosen to be liberal with her, with Jason. He had granted her privileges most Omegas would never dare dream of. But that was his choice, his right as the head of this house. That did not mean his son had to approve of it and access his authority the same way when he was in charge.
“I understand, Alpha Dick,” she murmured, her voice quiet, careful.
“No, you don’t,” he said, his frustration spilling over now, his hands gripping the edge of the table.
Catherine stiffened slightly, muscles going taut. Jason swallowed, looking between them again, and then seemed to steel himself. “Mama is just being polite, Dick,” he said, voice deliberately casual. “That’s just how it works.”
Alpha Dick turned his gaze on Jason. “And do you call me Alpha?”
Jason hesitated. “Uh…”
Alpha Dick gave him a look.
Jason slumped in his chair. “No,” he admitted.
Catherine’s stomach dropped. Jason had stopped calling him Alpha Dick. She hadn’t even noticed. Hadn’t corrected it.
How could she have failed so badly? Had she grown too comfortable? Maybe that was why she had allowed Jason to become disrespectful, allowed him to forget his place?
She sat up straighter. “I’m sorry, Alpha Dick,” she said quickly, tilting her head down in deference. “I should have corrected him sooner.”
Jason stiffened beside her. “Mama.”
She pressed a hand against his arm in warning.
Alpha Dick looked like he’d been hit over the head. “What?”
“I will make sure he remembers in the future, Alpha Dick,” she assured him, voice steady, neutral. She turned toward Jason, nudging him gently. “Please apologize.“
Jason’s mouth opened, then closed. His shoulders bunched, something almost—hurt flashing across his face. But he exhaled through his nose, little jaw tight. “Sorry, Alpha Dick,” he muttered, but it didn‘t sound contrite.
Dick’s expression twisted into something frustrated and confused all at once. “No—what—stop,” he said, dropping his fork with a clatter. “That’s not—”
The doorbell rang. Catherine’s breath caught. She froze for half a second, pulse jumping. That wasn’t supposed to happen.
The house was locked. Secured. No one was meant to come. But what if it was important?
Her fingers tightened slightly against the edge of the table. She didn’t want to open it.
But Alpha Dick, for all that he was an Alpha, was still just a child. Tim and Jason were too young. She was the adult. It was her responsibility.
Taking a slow breath, she pushed back from the table.
“I’ll be right back,” she murmured. Jason and Tim barely looked up, still chatting between bites. Alpha Dick, however, had gone still. His fork rested against his plate, untouched. He watched her with sharp, assessing eyes—so much like Alpha Bruce’s in moments like these.
Catherine hesitated, then forced herself to move. Her steps were quiet against the polished floor as she made her way toward the front door, Damian still sleeping against her chest, her heartbeat loud in her own ears. She reached for the handle. And opened it.
The door had barely swung open before the woman moved past Catherine, her heels clicking sharply against the polished floor. She didn’t hesitate, didn’t even offer a glance of acknowledgment, as if she belonged here more than Catherine did.
Catherine inhaled instinctively, catching the scent of saffron and figs—rich, exotic, unmistakably Alpha. She knew immediately who this was. Talia. Damian’s Alpha mother.
And she was the most strikingly beautiful woman Catherine had ever seen.
Long black hair, thick and silken, cascaded down her back. Her green eyes were sharp, alive with something unreadable, and her expression held the kind of effortless confidence that came from someone who had never once in her life needed to explain herself. She was tall, willowy, and elegant, wrapped in a long black coat over dark tights, a small leather handbag dangling from her manicured fingers.
Catherine felt herself shrink, instinctively lowering her head. Alpha Talia didn’t even look at her as she spoke.
“I left a brooch here,” she said, glancing around the entrance hall as if expecting someone else to appear. “A gold one, shaped like a phoenix. I assume you’ve seen it while cleaning.”
It wasn’t a request. Catherine blinked, the words registering a second too late. Alpha Talia thought Cathrine was the maid.
Her hands curled against the fabric of Damian’s wrap. She should have expected that.
Before she could answer, footsteps echoed down the stairs, sharp and quick, and suddenly Alpha Dick was there, appearing in the hall like a storm rolling in. His eyes were blazing.
“Your fucking brooch is more important than your baby?” The words cut through the air like a blade, thick with righteous fury.
Catherine startled.
Alpha Talia barely reacted. She turned, her expression one of mild amusement as she finally looked at Alpha Dick.
“It looks like it’s in good hands,” she said with an idle wave of her hand toward Damian, still sleeping against Catherine’s chest. “How many nannies has Bruce employed to care for it?”
Alpha Dick’s jaw clenched.
“Catherine is not the nanny. She’s Dad’s mate.” A silence stretched for half a second. Then Alpha Talia laughed. It was a light, unbothered sound, as if Alpha Dick had just told her the most ridiculous thing in the world.
“Funny,” she said, tilting her head as her eyes flicked over Catherine again. Her gaze was calculating this time, assessing, and Catherine felt stripped bare under the weight of it. Then Talia’s lips curled in something cold. “Did I wound his ego that much?”
The implication was sharp, clear—Alpha Bruce must have bonded with someone like Catherine out of desperation. Out of the need for an Omega who would never ever think about leaving him. Because why else would he settle for someone so plain? So unremarkable?
Catherine felt her stomach twist, but before she could find her voice, Alpha Dick stepped forward again.
“Leave her alone.” It was firm. Fierce. And Catherine startled again, because Dick—who had just made totally clear the night before that he did not like her—was standing in front of her like a shield.
Why? Alpha Talia only laughed again, shaking her head.
“Calm down, circus boy ,” she said, a smirk playing on her lips. Alpha Dick went stiff. The air in the hall shifted.
“I want you to leave,” he said, voice tight, controlled—but barely. “Or I’m calling Dad.”
Just as he spoke, small footsteps came from the side hallway, and Catherine turned in time to see Tim appear, with Jason trailing right behind him. Alpha Dick reacted instantly. He grabbed them both, pushing them behind him, his body tensing further.
Alpha Talia arched a delicate brow.
“Aren’t you a little old to be calling him Dad , Richard?”
Alpha Dick inhaled sharply, and for the first time, Catherine saw it—just the faintest glimmer of tears gathering in his eyes, unshed but burning.
And suddenly, everything made sense.
Bruce Wayne wasn’t Alpha Dick’s biological father. She had probably heard the news stories or red the headlines in passing, she couldn‘t really remember. Maybe her Alpha Father had spoken about it in front of her. But standing here, watching Alpha Dick physically shield Tim and Jason with his body, something clicked into place.
The Flying Graysons. The tragedy at the circus. The Drake family. Two famous Beta archaeologists, leaving their pup alone to fend for himself. Bruce Wayne, taking them in. Fear had made her stupid. Made her blind to the obvious.
She had been so worried about her place in this house, about her and Jason’s worthiness, that she hadn’t seen what was right in front of her. Blood didn’t matter quite as much as she thought it did.
And Alpha Dick—fiery, furious, grieving Dick—had been here long before she had, carving out a place for all of them.
Alpha Talia exhaled, exasperated.
“I’m not here to have the same arguments again,” she said, her tone almost bored. Then she sighed, giving Alpha Dick a disapproving look. “That someone as sensitive and dramatic as you ended up an Alpha is beyond me.”
Dick’s - only Dick, because he never wanted her to call him Alpha, right? - Dick’s shoulders tensed further, his fists clenched at his sides, but he didn’t move.
Alpha Talia turned away from him dismissively and faced Catherine again.
“Well?” she said, expectant. “Come along, Omega. Upstairs. Help me look for my brooch.”
Catherine’s breath caught. The command settled over her like a weight, pressing against something instinctual. But then she glanced at Dick—at the single tear that had finally slipped free, tracking down his cheek as he still held both Tim and Jason protectively behind him. As if they were his little brothers. As if it mattered . And something in Catherine steadied. She straightened.
Talia wasn’t her Alpha. She had no claim here. Catherine exhaled slowly, meeting Alpha Talia’s sharp green gaze, and said, carefully, “You need to come back when Alpha Bruce is home.”
She made her meaning clear. Alpha Talia needed to leave . Before she had took a single breath after speaking, there was a sudden, sharp sting. A burning flash across her cheek. For a stunned second, Catherine didn’t even realize what had happened.
Then the pain bloomed.
Alpha Talia’s hand lowered, the rings on her fingers glinting under the soft glow of the hallway lights, and Catherine felt the hot sting of the slap radiating from her skin.
Silence. A deep, breathless silence.
Alpha Talia barely acknowledged what she had done. Her hand lowered gracefully, her expression still impassive, as if striking Catherine had been nothing more than a minor inconvenience.
“You bitch .” Dick’s voice was low and seething, his whole body taut with barely contained rage. His Alpha presence rippled through the air like an approaching storm, and Catherine barely suppressed a shiver.
For a moment, she thought he might lunge at her.
Alpha Talia didn’t seem concerned. If anything, she looked bored .
“Spare me the theatrics, Richard,” she sighed, adjusting her handbag on her arm as if this was all beneath her. “I don’t have time for this nonsense.”
Dick did move then—just a sharp, jerking half-step forward, his teeth bared.
Tim gasped softly behind him. Jason clung to the back of Dick’s shirt. Catherine’s heart lurched. She had to de-escalate this.
This was Alpha Bruce’s house, his children. She couldn’t let Alpha Talia bait Dick into something that would only cause more pain.
She forced a breath past the tightness in her ribs, steadying herself as best she could. Then, deliberately, she bowed her head—not a full submission, but enough of one. Enough to placate. To buy them time. To keep the balance from tilting even further.
“Please,” she said, keeping her voice calm, even. Measured. “Alpha Bruce should be back within the next hour. I need to politely ask you, on his behalf, to return when he is available to meet you, Alpha Talia.”
Alpha Talia’s sharp green eyes flicked to her, and her lips curled with something like amusement, like satisfaction, as though she had expected resistance and instead found something far more entertaining.
“Oh,” she murmured, drawing out the sound, letting it stretch between them like a blade, cutting slow. “So you do know your place.”
A fresh flush of humiliation burned under Catherine’s skin, but she forced herself to stand firm. Alpha Talia hummed and tilted her head, considering.
“But still,” she decided. “I think I’ll stay. And retrieve what is mine .”
Before anyone could stop her, she turned sharply on her heel and strode towards the grand staircase, heels clicking against the polished floor. Catherine’s stomach lurched.
Dick cursed. “You can’t just—”
“I can ,” Alpha Talia said coolly, barely sparing him a glance. “And I will.”
With that, she disappeared up the stairs, the air of the house shifting in her wake. Charged heavy Silence.
Catherine’s fingers tightened around the fabric of Damian’s wrap, her heart hammering as she realized— She couldn’t stop her.
The woman was an Alpha. And neither her nor Dick could make her leave. They couldn‘t do anything but wait for Alpha Bruce to come home or for Alpha Talia to leave on her own. But that didn’t mean Catherine was just going to stand there.
She took a shaky breath and turned to Dick, Tim, and Jason.
“We’re going upstairs too,” she said, voice steadier than she felt.
Dick’s hands were trembling.
“She hit you,” he said, his voice raw.
“ That doesn‘t matter ,” Catherine countered, because she needed him to focus on the next step. “And we’re going somewhere safe.”
Dick swallowed hard, his eyes darting towards the stairs where Alpha Talia had disappeared. His Alpha instincts were probably screaming at him to act. To protect. But right now, the safest thing to do was leave .
She reached for Jason’s hand, then Tim’s, curling her fingers around theirs as she turned towards the stairs. Dick hesitated for just a moment longer before exhaling sharply and following, the weight of his reluctant footsteps pressing against the floorboards behind them.
The hallway felt impossibly long. The grand staircase stretched out ahead of them, a yawning chasm between them and the safety of the rooms beyond. Alpha Talia was somewhere upstairs—moving with purpose, moving like she owned the space she was walking through.
Catherine’s stomach twisted. The guest room Alpha Bruce had given her wasn’t hers , not really—but it was safe. It had a lock. And Alpha Bruce had given her the key.
When they reached the door to her and Jason’s room, she didn’t hesitate. The key was in her pocket—her fingers found it, shaking just slightly as she pulled it free.
The boys hurried inside and she fit the key into the lock, turned it and felt the sharp click of the bolt sliding into place. Safe.
Catherine exhaled, the breath shuddering out of her as she pressed her back against the door.
Her hands were still trembling. The key felt too small in her grasp, almost fragile, but she clenched her fingers around it as if it could anchor her.
Alpha Talia was still in the house. She had no idea how long the woman planned to stay, but at least they were safe here . For now.
The room was quiet except for the sound of breathing—too fast, too unsteady. Catherine’s. Jason’s. Tim’s. Even Dick’s, though his was low and controlled, as if he was forcing himself to stay calm.
It was still him who finally broke the silence.
"Your cheek is bleeding."
Catherine startled, lifting a hand automatically to her face. Her fingers came away wet.
A thin, sharp sting flared to life across her cheekbone, and she realized—Alpha Talia’s rings. One of them must have caught the skin. She hadn’t even felt it at first, too caught up in keeping her composure. Too focused on getting the boys away.
Jason made a small, distressed noise and pressed closer to her side, looking up at her with wide, anxious eyes.
“You’re bleeding,” he echoed, softer than Dick had, his little fingers curling in the fabric of her shirt.
Tim’s hands were clenched into fists.
Catherine swallowed, her throat dry. “It’s okay.”
Dick scoffed, sharp and bitter. “It’s not okay.”
He was still standing a little apart from them, his whole body taut with barely contained anger. His scent spiked with it, something acrid and distressed beneath his usual warmth.
Catherine had seen Alpha rage before—had felt it, had lived in fear of it for so long—but this wasn’t the same. This wasn’t the cold, calculated cruelty of an Alpha who knew he could do whatever he wanted. This was righteous .
This was an twelve-year-old boy trembling with the weight of something too big for his body, for his heart.
Catherine shifted, adjusting Damian in the wrap at her chest. The baby was still asleep, blissfully unaware of the tension in the room, and she was grateful for that.
“She hit you,” Dick said, taking a step forward, his arms crossed over his chest. “You just stood there . You’re an adult. You could have—”
He broke off, shaking his head, frustration clear in every tense line of his body.
Catherine looked at him, really looked , and she understood. It wasn’t just about her. It was about him.
About how he had stood there too, bristling with the urge to act, to do something , but knowing deep down that he couldn’t .
Because Alpha Talia was bigger. Because she was stronger. Because she was an Alpha , and they were just— Catherine swallowed.
“I couldn’t stop her,” she admitted. “But I could get you all somewhere safe.”
Dick’s jaw tightened. “We shouldn’t have to hide in our own house.”
“No,” she agreed quietly. “But sometimes staying safe is more important.“
Dick looked away, fists clenching at his sides. Jason’s fingers curled into the hem of her shirt. Tim hovered close, his small frame tense, his blue eyes wide. Even Damian, still snug against her chest, let out a tiny, unsettled noise, shifting in his wrap. She swallowed hard and took a slow breath.
Dick let out a sharp, bitter laugh, running a hand through his hair, his posture tight with barely contained frustration.
“She just walked in ,” he muttered. “Like she owned the place. Like it didn’t even matter that we all wanted her gone.”
His voice cracked, just a little.
Catherine knew, then, that this wasn’t just about Alpha Talia hitting her. This was about all of it. Alpha Talia, returning after weeks of silence, treating Damian like an afterthought . Acting like Dick was nothing but a nuisiance.
He was angry. And hurt. And Catherine understood, in a way she hadn’t before, how deeply this had cut him.
Carefully, mindful of Damian between them, she reached out and touched his arm.
Dick stiffened—but didn’t pull away.
“She‘s wrong. You are never to old to call Bruce dad.“
Dick’s throat bobbed. His eyes were wet, but he blinked hard and turned away, pressing the heels of his hands against his face.
Jason and Tim were silent, watching.
Catherine’s heart clenched.
She turned to them, kneeling down so she was eye level.
“Are you both alright?” she asked.
Tim gave a tiny nod, but Jason hesitated, his eyes flicking toward the door, as if expecting it to burst open again.
“I don’t like her,” he murmured. “She’s mean.”
Catherine smoothed a hand over his hair.
“She’s not going to come in here,” she reminded him, voice steady, sure. She wished she could make it a promise. Jason pressed his lips together, his small face twisted in uncertainty, but after a long moment, he nodded.
Tim still hadn’t spoken.
“Tim?” she said gently.
His hands were curled into the hem of his sweater. His small mouth was set in a tight line.
“Talia always said that we weren‘t really dads kids,“ Tim said, voice soft.
Something inside Catherine snapped. Not in anger, not in outrage—though she felt those things, God, she felt them.
It was something deeper than that. Because she might not know much. Might not understand the full depth of the history between Alpha Talia and Aloha Bruce, or all the pain woven into it.
But what she had learned, what she had seen in the past few weeks—what she knew now in her bones—was this: Alpha Bruce loved his boys.
Unconditionally. Fiercely. Endlessly.
Dick let out a sharp breath through his nose. “Yeah,” he muttered, bitter. “She loved saying that.”
Jason shifted, looking up at Dick. “But… you are his kids.”
Dick huffed a laugh, short and humorless.
“Yeah, we know that,” he said. “She just... I really hate her!”
Tim made a small, tense noise, but didn’t say anything. Catherine studied him carefully. He was young. Too young to fully understand what Alpha Talia had been trying to do. But old enough to have felt it. To have understood, in some small, frightened way, that she had wanted to shake something loose in him and Dick. That she had wanted to make them question the very foundation they stood on.
Catherine’s throat tightened. Tim and Dick weren‘t hers. Neither was Damian. But she could love them. It would be so easy to love them all.
She exhaled slowly, carefully tucking her fingers under Tim’s chin, guiding his gaze up to hers.
“Do you think Bruce loves you any less than Damian?” she asked gently. Tim hesitated—but only for a second.
“No,” he admitted, voice small.
Catherine smiled, something soft and sad.
“Then she was wrong.”
Tim’s lips pressed together. He nodded.
Jason, still clinging to Dick’s side, leaned his head against him. “She was wrong about you too, Dick.”
Dick let out a slow, unsteady breath.
“Yeah,” he said quietly. “She was.”
Catherine watched them for a moment, her heart full and aching all at once.
Notes:
Doom doom doom.
Talia entered the stage … haha did you guess that?And there it is people, finally, Cathrine knows about the boys being adopted, well she can finally process … what do you say?
Chapter 41
Notes:
Guys, life was crazy and chaotic but really good! The kids are well, we are well and I signed a contract for a new job starting in june following my (almost) full year of parental leave. My husband will take a few months of parental leave then until daycare starts for the little one 🥰
This is really good news for me and until then nothing much will change with updates but after June I‘ll probably upload way less often, through I‘ll still try to keep a somewhat steady stream of new chapters 🥰
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
One hour and six minutes later, there was a knock at the bedroom door. A familiar voice, steady but heavy, carried through the wood.
“She’s gone.”
Catherine exhaled. She hadn’t realized just how much tension had curled around her spine, tightening like a vice, until she felt it release all at once.
She went to the door and opened it. Alpha Bruce stood in the open doorway, broad-shouldered and solid, but there was something in his expression that made her hesitate—something stark and unguarded, something that looked devastated.
His eyes swept the room in a single glance, taking in the scene behind her: Damian was awake now, lying on his back in the center of the comforter, kicking his little feet, cooing softly.
Tim and Jason sat on the floor, their heads bent low over Jason’s new LEGO fire station. It had taken Catherine a while to coax them into playing again—soft reassurances, a gentle touch on Jason’s shoulder when he kept glancing at the door, a quiet “you’re safe” when Tim had hesitated to move from the bed. Eventually, though, the bricks had started clicking together, little hands assembling tiny ladders and furniture, focus easing some of the tension from their small bodies.
But Dick had remained sitting on the bed. He wasn’t as still as before—he had shifted, scooting up to sit cross-legged near the baby, but his shoulders were still drawn tight, his jaw locked.
Damian’s tiny fingers were wrapped around Dick’s pinky, his grip instinctive, unrelenting.
“I’m so, so sorry,” Alpha Bruce said, voice low, rough with regret.
But before he could finish, Dick cut him off.
“She slapped Catherine.”
Alpha Bruce’s expression darkened. His gaze flicked back to Catherine, his attention landing on her cheek. Blood, crusted dark against the small gash left behind by Talia’s ring.
Catherine wasn’t sure what she expected—Alpha Willis certainly wouldn‘t have cared.
But Alpha Bruce exhaled, slow and almost in control.
“I’m calling Rachel.” Catherine’s stomach clenched. Rachel would care because Rachel wanted to be her friend and Cathrine thought maybe, she wouldn‘t like to hear that Cathrine had been slapped by Alpha Bruces … what now? Ex-Girlfriend? But the implication was clear. Alpha Bruce wanted to make Alpha Talia accountable for a single slap in an Omegas face. The courts would laugh at him and Rachel, especially once Alpha Talia told them how Cathrine had spoken to her.
“I have been insolent, Alpha,” she said quickly, lowering her gaze. Her hands folded in front of her, head bowed instinctively. “I should have known better. I should have been more helpful to your guests, Alpha.”
She braced herself, heart pounding.
“Talia is not my guest,” Alpha Bruce said sharply. “She is not welcome here.”
Catherine hesitated, confusion flickering in her mind. That wasn’t how Alphas spoke about their pups’ Alpha mothers. Even estranged ones. Even ones they didn’t love anymore.
But Alpha Talia had walked into this house and treated Alpha Bruce’s children—even her own baby—as if they meant nothing . Certainly less than whatever damn broich she had been looking for.
“Yes, Alpha,” Catherine said quickly, bowing her head. “I’m sorry for misunderstanding.”
“It wasn’t Catherine’s fault, Da … Bruce,” Dick said abruptly, voice tense. “Talia was not listening and I should‘ve … I…“ He hesitated. And Catherine’s heart clenched at the break in his voice. Not Dad. Just Bruce. Something in her chest twisted.
It was extraordinary for an Alpha to adopt children. Adoption was rather something Beta couples did, because Betas were less territorial. But Alpha Bruce—
Catherine had never even entertained the idea, that the boys weren‘t Alpha Bruces by blood. It hadn‘t been a secret, no one had kept it from her and all the hints had been there.
And she should have remembered hearing about it—logically, she must have known.
But when she thought of Dick, when she thought of Tim—she hadn’t thought of them as anything other than Alpja Bruce’s sons. His. Not less than Damian. Not different. Just his.
Alpha Bruce turned to Dick, his expression softening.
“Chum,” he murmured and stepped forward, reached down, and pulled Dick against his side.
Dick tensed for half a second, then folded.
Alpha Bruce pressed a firm, warm kiss against the top of his head, murmuring something too soft for Catherine to hear. Dick’s fingers curled into Alpha Bruce’s shirt. Catherine’s chest ached. He was just a boy . A child who had presented early and strong, a child who had been forced into the responsibilities of an Alpha. And she‘d done it too. Only seeing the Alpha in him.
Alpha Bruce drew back only slightly, shifting his focus to her, his expression darkening again when he looked at her cheek.
“Do you want me to call Leslie?” Catherine blinked. Leslie? Why would they—
She lifted a hesitant hand, fingertips brushing over the small cut. Oh.
“No, Alpha,” she said quickly. “It’s… it’s nothing.”
Alpha Bruce’s gaze was heavy, assessing.
“ It’s not nothing ,” Dick said from his fathers side, voice firm. “She struck you.”
A strange feeling curled low in her stomach.
This little Alpha was furious on her behalf. She ducked her head, feeling her throat tighten.
“I’ll clean it up,” she promised. “It really doesn’t need a doctor.”
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, controlled, as if reining himself in.
“All right,” he relented at last, though his displeasure was clear in the tight set of his jaw.
Dick had turned his face into Alpha Bruce’s side, his breathing a little uneven. Jason and Tim were still quietly playing on the floor, but Catherine didn’t miss how their eyes flicked up every few minutes, watching, waiting .
Damian, oblivious to the tension, cooed happily between them.
Alpha Bruce lifted a hand, smoothing it over Dick’s hair once. He shifted then, lowering himself into a crouch next to the bed, his large hands resting lightly on his knees.
“Alright, lads,” he said, voice softer now, steadier, warmer. “You both okay?”
Jason shrugged, but the movement was stiff. He had stopped playing, his fingers frozen on the plastic bricks.
Tim hesitated, his small hands tightening in his sleeves before he finally admitted, “It was scary.”
Catherine’s heart ached.
“She was really mean,” Tim added, quieter now. “Meaner than usual.”
Alpha Bruce’s expression darkened.
“I know, pup,” he murmured, reaching out to smooth a hand through Tim’s dark hair. “I’ll make sure she doesn’t come near you again. Promise.”
Tim nodded, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly.
“Okay, Daddy.”
Catherine felt her chest tighten at how small his voice was. Alpha Bruce tousled his hair again before reaching out to do the same for Jason.
Jason flinched. It was barely anything—just the tiniest stiffening of his shoulders, so subtle that Catherine might not have noticed if she weren’t paying such close attention. But Alpha Bruce noticed too—he just let his hand rest a little longer, gentler, before pulling away. Catherine swallowed against the lump in her throat.
Alpha Bruce gave them another once-over before asking, “Did you have lunch?”
Dick finally pulled back slightly, rubbing his eyes before answering.
“We were just starting when she showed up.”
Alpha Bruce hummed. “Alright,” he said after a moment, thoughtful. Then, “How about we make a trip out of it?”
Jason’s head lifted slightly, the first hint of interest flickering across his face.
“There’s that family fun center with an indoor playground downtown,” Alpha Bruce continued. “Dick and Tim love it—don’t you, boys?”
Tim nodded eagerly, while Dick, still leaning against his Alpha father’s side, gave a small, half-hearted shrug—like he wanted to say yes but wasn’t quite ready to let go of his anger yet.
Alpha Bruce glanced at Catherine then.
“What do you think, Cathy?”
She hesitated. He was asking her? That was what this was, wasn’t it? He was asking if she and Jason wanted to come along.
She glanced at Jason, whose expression had shifted into something cautious but curious. He hadn’t been to an indoor playground before but she had as a child, before she presented. Once, when her best friend was celebrating her birthday at such a place. It had been fun. And maybe the indoor playground could be good for them. For all of them.
Something to take their minds off of Alpha Talia. Something to take their mind off of what had happened. And—despite the nervous flutter in her stomach—she was…
She was excited.
She hadn’t left the house in weeks, not since that shopping trip with Alpha Bruce and Jason. She nodded.
“Yes, Alpha,” she said softly. “Sounds good.”
Alpha Bruce smiled, just slightly, like he was pleased with her answer.
“Perfect,” he said, clapping his hands once as he stood. “Boys, go change into some sweatpants. I’ll go change too and pack a go-bag for Damian. Let’s meet downstairs in twenty?”
Dick and Tim were already halfway out the door before he had finished speaking.
Jason lingered. Catherine turned to him, crouching slightly.
“Let’s go get you changed, hmm?”
Jason hesitated—then nodded.
Catherine helped him into a pair of soft sweatpants, a t-shirt and a red hoodie, brushing her fingers over the fabric lightly before pulling the hood plafully up over his head. He let her, but pushed it down once she moved to pick up Damian to go to the nursery.
“Let’s get you dressed too, little one,” she murmured, rubbing her cheek against the top of his head, before she even realised that she was scenting him. She shouldn‘t. She really shouldn‘t.
But his mother had been in the same room as this sweet little pup and she hadn‘t cared. She was supposed to scoup him up and scent him and hug him close. She wasn‘t supposed to not care that a strange Omega was wearing her pup against her breast. Cathrine wasn‘t Damians mother but Damians mother was shitty and Cathrine was there. She wanted to dote on him. And maybe, she realised, Alpha Bruce would let her.
Jason watched carefully as she laid Damian down on the changing table, undoing the buttons of his onesie and changing his nappy before redressing him and slipping him into his warm wollwalk overall. The thick, woolen material was soft beneath her fingers, and Damian stretched his arms above his head with a little yawn before smacking his lips. Catherine smiled softly.
“There, there,” she said, brushing a hand over his round belly. “All ready to go.”
***
Getting out of the house with four children took longer than Catherine had anticipated.
There were shoes to find, jackets to zip, and last-minute bathroom trips.
But by the time they were all settled in Alpha Bruce’s seven-seater Land Rover and pulled out of the long, winding drive of Wayne Manor, Cathrine settled into her seat, exhaling softly.
The car was warm, the soft purr of the engine soothing beneath the occasional chatter of the boys. Jason sat right behind her, secure in a fitting booster seat, watching out the window with a careful kind of curiosity.
The land stretched around them in broad, rolling hills, dotted with sprawling estates and historic mansions. Bristol was beautiful—stately in a way that felt untouched by time.
The old money wealth was evident in the grand stone homes set back behind wrought-iron gates, their long drives lined with manicured hedges. The trees here were ancient, thick, and twisting, their skeletal branches reaching toward the overcast sky like something out of a painting.
It reminded her of fairy tales. The kind she used to imagine as a child—where grand estates housed princes and princesses, where towering trees held secrets, where a castle on the hill meant safety. It was nothing like the Gotham she knew.
The transition was gradual. The winding country roads flattened, the space between houses shrank, and soon, they were descending into Gotham proper.
The mansions disappeared, replaced by old brick townhouses and brownstones. Some were beautiful—elegant relics of a wealthier time—but most bore the marks of age, their bricks soot-stained, their stairwells cracked, ironwork rusting at the edges.
Then the townhouses gave way to apartment buildings—tall, gray, and grim, looming over narrow streets. Traffic thickened, horns blaring in frustration. The sidewalks filled with people, their coats drawn tight against the wind, their heads down. The city was alive, pulsing.
As they drove deeper into the city, the streets became rougher. The buildings more cramped. Old neon signs flickered above corner stores, graffiti marked the sides of alleyways, and the people walking the streets moved with purpose—hurried, wary.
She had lived here her whole life. Well, not here but in Park Row - first in the townhouse next to the church, and then in Alpha Willis Apartment.
And yet, she had never really seen it like this. Not as someone who got out, someone who got to live a fairytale with a kind Alpha and his sweet pups.
Her fingers curled in her lap. She swallowed.
Then the car turned onto a wider road, and the scenery changed again.
Downtown. Glass and steel rose high above them, towering skyscrapers reflecting the gray sky in their facades. The streets were cleaner here, the storefronts sleeker. Chain restaurants. High-end boutiques. A stark contrast to the parts of Gotham that lay only a few blocks away.
Alpha Bruce pulled into the parking lot of a surprisingly nice building. Catherine blinked.
It was big—welcoming. Bright signage in playful colors, large glass doors, families coming and going, children chattering excitedly as they tugged on their parents’ hands.
The sight sent an odd pang through her chest. She had been here before. Years ago, before she presented for the birthday party of her best friend.
The memory flickered through her—small fingers grasping at plastic play structures, laughter echoing in her ears, the smell of fried food and soft rubber. For a moment, she could almost feel it. But there was no time to linger in it.
Alpha Bruce parked, turning off the engine, and turned toward them.
“Alright,” he said, voice light. “Let’s head in.”
***
The inside of the family fun center was huge. A massive, open hall filled with color and sound. Bright play structures stretched toward the high ceiling—multi-tiered jungle gyms wrapped in soft foam padding, tunnels that wove through the space like a labyrinth, slides that spiraled down into giant ball pits.
To the left, trampolines stretched across the floor, sectioned off into grids. A group of kids bounced wildly, their laughter echoing over the hum of arcade machines.
Beyond that, a miniature kart track wove around padded barriers, flashing with bright neon lights. The scent of popcorn, fried food, and artificial fruit-flavored candy filled the air.
The space was alive. Loud. Chaotic. Overwhelming. But… fun.
Jason stood stiffly at her side, his small hand gripping her sleeve. She squeezed his fingers gently. She understood. It was a lot.
Even Tim, who had been so eager before, looked a little wide-eyed. Dick, however, was already shifting on his feet, glancing toward the trampolines.
Alpha Bruce, unfazed by the noise and energy around them, maneuvered Damian’s pram forward, stopping at the front desk.
It was a smooth, modern setup—no cash, just a sleek card reader and a friendly-looking employee in a brightly colored polo.
Alpha Bruce pulled out his wallet, tapping his black card against the scanner.
She wasn‘t used to this. Money had always been scarce. And here Alpha Bruce was paying almost a hundred dollar of entry fee, like it was the most natural thing in the world. She swallowed hard.
Once they were all checked in, Alpha Bruce led them toward a seating area. It was tucked off to the side—close enough to the play structures for the boys to run off and explore, but not directly in the chaos.
Catherine let out a slow breath. It was a bit loud. A bit overwhelming still. But it was vibrant. And she remembered loving it as a child.
She had been happy here. Her hands curled into her lap, fingers tightening for a brief moment before she forced them to relax.
This was different. She wasn’t here as a child. She was here as…
As what, exactly? She wasn’t sure. Catherine exhaled slowly, trying to steady herself against the unfamiliar but not entirely unwelcome sensation of being here, in this place, among so much noise and movement and uncontained joy.
It had been years—a lifetime, really—since she had been anywhere remotely like this, and though had loved it as a child, there was something unsettling about being here now, not as a little girl running across padded bridges but as an Omega, an adult who had spent the better part of her life learning that she had no right to such things.
Places like this were meant for pups, meant for families who could afford the luxury of carefree afternoons, and she had long since come to understand that her place had never been among them.
Alpha Bruce cleared his throat, pulling her from her thoughts.
“I’ll go order food,” he said, glancing at the boys. “What do you want?”
Dick rattled off his order immediately, and Tim wasn’t far behind. But Jason hesitated, small hands resting on the edge of the table.
His fingers fidgeted slightly, a nervous tick Catherine recognized.
Alpha Bruce, perceptive as ever, caught it too.
“Want me to tell you what they have?” he offered gently.
Jason nodded, eyes flicking up, wary but interested.
Alpha Bruce listed off the options—chicken tenders, grilled cheese, pizza, hot dogs, fries. Jason hesitated before finally settling on a hot dog.
Alpha Bruce nodded, then turned to Catherine.
“And you?” he asked, as if it were a foregone conclusion that she too would be choosing something, as if the idea that she might not was completely unthinkable.
For a moment, she didn’t know what to say. It had been so long since she had ordered food for herself, since anyone had even asked her what she wanted.
Her gaze drifted toward the distant food court, taking in the bright, overly lit counters, the large, backlit menu boards, the scent of fried food hanging thick in the air, and then—the machines. She hadn’t even realized they still had them, hadn’t even thought to hope that they might.
Large, cylindrical containers filled with churning, brightly colored ice, the movement slow and mesmerizing, the colors artificial and perfect, just the way she remembered them. The memory was so vivid it caught her off guard. She had loved those.
A slow, tentative feeling curled in her chest—yearning. It felt ridiculous. Childish.
It was a strange thing to want, a foolish thing to ask for, and yet, before she could stop herself, the words slipped out.
“I know it’s not proper,” she said hesitantly, feeling the weight of her own audacity even as she spoke, “but… may I please have one of those frozen lemonades, Alpha?”
Alpha Bruce blinked, his expression unreadable for a moment, and just like that, doubt crashed over her. Maybe he thought it was inappropriate. Maybe it wasn’t something an Omega—an adult—should ask for. She had forgotten herself, and now she would be reminded of her place, and—
But before Alpha Bruce could say anything, Dick let out a bright, delighted laugh.
“Do you mean a slushy?”
Her face burned. She lowered her gaze, nodding stiffly.
“I love slushies!” Dick said, practically vibrating in his seat. “And popcorn. Can we all get some?”
He was so enthusiastic about it. Cathrines heart ached. She might not have realised it before, but this young Alpha was still a very sweet pup. And Catherine could see it in him then—the circus child.
It was woven into him, in the way he carried himself, in the scent that clung to him. Like popcorn and chalk and something faintly rubbery, like circus tents
Alpha Bruce sighed, long-suffering but indulgent. “Just don’t tell Alfred,” he muttered, as if this was some great conspiracy.
Tim grinned. “I want apple!”
“Blueberry,” Dick said immediately.
Jason, once again, hesitated.
Alpha Bruce, patient as ever, didn’t press him. Instead, he simply offered, “You liked the red Pedialyte the best, remember? That one was strawberry. Maybe you’d like that?”
Jason thought about it for a long second before nodding.
Alpha Bruce’s gaze lingered for just a moment before shifting back to her.
“What about you, Cathy?”
Her voice was softer this time, quieter, but no less certain.
“Lemon, please.”
AlphaBruce nodded, as if it had never been in question, as if she had never had a reason to doubt she could have it in the first place.
“All right,” he said, pushing back from the table, his tone as easy as if they had done this a hundred times before. “I’ll be back soon.”
And just like that, he was gone, disappearing into the crowd, leaving her at the table with three expectant, eager-eyed boys, her hands resting lightly against the pram as she took in the simple but undeniable truth of it all.
She had asked for something. Something stupid, indulging. And no one had told her no.
***
The scent of lemons clung to Catherine’s fingers, sharp and fresh, the sticky residue of squeezed fruit leaving a thin layer of tacky sweetness on her palms as she wiped them against her shorts.
The pitcher in front of her was nearly full now, the bright, golden liquid glistening in the afternoon sun, beads of condensation forming along the glass as she carefully stirred in another scoop of sugar.
Beside her, Vicki worked with all the enthusiasm of someone who had never been told no a day in her life, her red hair sticking to her forehead, her tongue poking out slightly in concentration as she squeezed the last bit of juice from a halved lemon, letting the pulp-heavy liquid drip into the bowl below.
“This is gonna be the best lemonade stand Gotham’s ever seen,” Vicki declared confidently, straightening with a flourish as she wiped her hands on the front of her bright pink t-shirt. “We’ll make a fortune—enough to buy, like, a hundred candy bars. Maybe even a thousand.”
Catherine giggled, feeling the kind of lightness in her chest that only ever existed when she was here, in Vicki’s front yard, basking in the summer sun and the sheer, unshakable certainty that no one could ruin this for them.
Vicki’s house was different from hers, filled with a warmth that had nothing to do with temperature—her Beta mother was always there after school, always engaged, always asking questions like she genuinely wanted to hear the answers. Vickis Alpha father was loud and boisterous, sometimes intimidating but never cruel, never quick to anger or to issue orders like commands. He laughed freely, protected fiercely, and when Vicki spoke, he listened like her words were worth something. Like she was.
It was different from home. At home, Catherine’s Omega mother was always hovering at the edges of things, always knowing her place. She smelled like turnip and never raised her voice, never spoke out of turn, never asked for things that hadn’t already been decided for her.
Cathrines Alpha father was not unkind, but he was strict, his rules formed by faith, by tradition, by the unwavering certainty that Alphas and Betas were made stronger, wiser, holier, and Omegas—were made to serve.
The girls had only just finished setting up their stand—bright, hand-painted signs in Vicki’s bold, looping handwriting, a little cash box full of change, cups neatly stacked beside their pitcher—when the unmistakable voice of Cathrines Alpha Father cut through the quiet.
“Catherine.” She froze. Vicki, entirely unconcerned, beamed. “Hi, Father Blackfire!” she chirped, waving brightly.
He acknowledged her with a small nod before turning his sharp gaze onto Catherine, his expression unreadable but not unkind.
“You didn’t tell me you planned on selling lemonade,” he said, his voice steady, measured. “Is this… a game?”
Catherine felt her cheeks flush, her fingers gripping the edge of the table.
“It’s not a game,” Vicki interjected before she could respond, completely unfazed by the weight of Alpha presence. “It’s business. We’re gonna sell it for fifty cents a cup, and it’s really good—like, the best—so we’ll probably make a ton of money, and—”
Cathrines Alpha Father’s voice, calm but firm, cut in before she could finish.
“And what will you do with the money?”
Catherine swallowed, her stomach twisting.
She hadn’t thought about that. She had just been having fun.
Before she could speak, another voice—deeper, firmer, unshakably confident- joined the conversation.
“They’ll be learning valuable life skills,” Vicki’s Alpha Father said, stepping forward with a broad, easy stance that immediately shifted the dynamic. “Entrepreneurship. Basic math. Customer service.” His voice carried no defensiveness, no challenge—just certainty. “It’s good for them.”
Catherine’s Alpha Father studied him for a long moment, something unreadable flickering in his expression.
Then, slowly, his gaze returned to Catherine.
“You should not concern yourself with money,” he said, measured, careful. “It is not your place to worry over such things. That is a burden for Adults.“
“What‘s the harm?,” Vicki’s Alpha Father countered easily. “It’s a hot day. They are having fun. They’ll learn a little about money, about talking to people.“
“I believe it to be unproper for my daughter to be seen doing business on the street,“ Father Blackfire disagreed.
“Then how about this?” Vickis Alpha Dad suggested. “We’ll set aside a portion for the church. The girls get a third to spend this summer, save a third for a bigger wish, and donate a third to the church.”
A long pause. Catherine held her breath.
Then her Alpha Father sighed, the sound deep and heavy with reluctance. Catherine could see the moment his resistance wavered, could see the calculation in his gaze—the compromise.
After a long beat of silence, he exhaled.
“As long as they remember that generosity is a virtue,” he relented, voice low but certain
“Of course,” Vicki’s Alpha Dad agreed, as if the deal had never been in doubt.
Catherine exhaled when both of their Alpha Fathers had left the frontyard, her shoulders loosening as the tension melted away. She turned back to Vicki, who beamed at her.
“See? I told you my dad could convince yours,” she said smugly. “He’s, like, the smartest guy ever.”
Catherine smiled but didn’t answer. She adored Vicki’s parents, sometimes - in the quiet dark of her bedroom she was envious even - Vicki had hit the jackpot with her parents. They were nothing like her own Alpha Father, whose love was careful, guarded, conditional.
Vicki shoved another lemon into Catherine’s hands. “C’mon,” she said. “Let’s make the best lemonade Gotham has ever seen.”
And for one long, golden summer, they did.
Squeezing lemons until their hands smelled like nothing else, laughing until their stomachs hurt, handing out cups of tart, sugary perfection to neighbors and passersby, each drop of golden sunshine earned.
***
Catherine sat at the table, her lemonade still cold between her hands. The hum of the indoor playground surrounded her—the scuffle of small feet against padded flooring, the chatter of children, the occasional excited shriek. Damian slept soundly in his pram beside her, undisturbed.
She should have been more at ease. Should have been content to just sit and watch. Should have been grateful. But her eyes wouldn’t leave them. Wouldn’t leave him.
Alpha Bruce stood among the play structures, his presence unmistakable even in a sea of moving bodies. He was impossible to ignore, tall and steady, his gaze sharp but patient as he watched the boys.
Tim had taken off immediately, darting through the tunnels, his small frame disappearing and reappearing between gaps in the playset. Dick followed effortlessly, climbing like it was second nature, his movements swift and sure. Jason, however—
Catherine’s breath caught. Jason was slower. More hesitant. She saw it in the way his hands clenched and unclenched at his sides, the way he studied the towering structure before him, the quiet calculation in his young face. He had never done this before. Never had the chance.
Alpha Bruce crouched beside him, his voice low and even. “What do you think? Think we can make it up there?”
Jason hesitated. Alpha Bruce didn’t push. He just waited. That, more than anything, was what made Jason move. He nodded. A small motion, but certain. Alpha Bruce smiled. “Alright. Let’s do it.”
His hands were careful, steadying. He helped Jason onto the first platform, waiting for him to find his footing before guiding him to the next step.
Catherine’s grip tightened on her cup. She had expected Alpha Bruce to supervise from a distance. To allow Jason to try, but not to help. Alpha Bruce could habe guided him with words only. He could let him struggle, or worse, grow impatient when he failed.
But Alpha Bruce did none of those things. He was right there. Lifting Jason up to reach the second plattform, climbing up behind him.
He was showing him where to place his feet, how to grip the ropes and the boulders just right so they wouldn’t slip through his fingers.
And when Jason hesitated at a particularly tricky gap, Alpha Bruce crouched low, looking him in the eyes, his voice a quiet reassurance.
“You’re okay. I’ve got you.”
Jason exhaled, nodding. And Alpha Bruce did have him. His large hands hovered just beneath Jason’s ribs as the boy pulled himself up, close enough to catch him, close enough that even Catherine—who had spent her life knowing exactly what an Alpha’s patience did not extend to—had to accept that Jason was safe.
Alpha Bruce was there, close but not crowding, his hands hovering just enough to catch him, just enough to reassure.
He was making it fun. Catherine could see it in the way Jason’s body began to relax, in the way his hesitance gave way to determination. He climbed higher, Alpha Bruce offering a word of encouragement whenever Jason needed it.
She felt strange. Unmoored. She had not known Alphas to be kind to pups that were not their own. Jason was not his blood.
But looking over to Dick and Tim sliding down a large slide with unguarded laughter, Cathrine knew she should know better by now. And Alpha Bruce was watching her kid like he mattered. Like Jason was something worth protecting, worth cheering on.
Jason was beaming now, his face alight with the kind of pure, unfiltered joy Catherine had rarely seen on him.
He climbed higher, bolder now, more certain of himself. And then it happened. He lost the grip on the blue boulder, and he couldn‘t hold himself with only one boulder left to grip. He tumbled down.
Catherine’s breath caught but he landed safely, his small body bouncing against the cushioned mat. And Alpha Bruce had been right there, crouching down to check him over.
Jason’s startled expression lasted all of a second before he grinned, shaking off the tumble as easily as if it hadn’t happened.
Alpha Bruce laughed. “Nice save, kid.”
Jason grinned back, his confidence undented, and when Alpha Bruce offered his large palm to help Jason up, he gripped it and scrambled up without hesitation.
Catherine’s heart was a tight, aching thing in her chest. She had known Alphas to be many things. She had known them to be powerful. To be demanding. To be ruthless. She had never known them to be this.
Alpha Bruce had no reason to be gentle with Jason. No obligation to lift him up. No reason to care.
And yet he did. He was careful. He was patient. He made Jason laugh. Catherine let out a slow breath.
She pressed a hand over her heart, feeling the steady thud-thud-thud beneath her palm. Something in her chest softened, curled inward, warm and unfamiliar. She didn‘t know how to name what she was feeling.
But it was there, undeniable. She watched as Alpha Bruce guided Jason higher, their laughter tangling together in the air. And without realizing—without meaning to—
She felt herself falling.
***
The family fun center had been a whirlwind of flashing lights, tumbling laughter, and the chaotic symphony of children running wild in a world built just for them. Even Catherine had found herself caught up in the energy of it all—watching the boys’ joy had been enough to warm something deep inside her, something tender and aching, something that still struggled to believe that this was allowed. That they were allowed.
By the time they returned home, the sugar had worn off, leaving exhaustion in its wake. No amount of stubborn will or clinging to wakefulness could keep the boys from crashing the moment their heads hit the pillows. Jason barely managed to wiggle under the covers before sleep overtook him, his small body curling instinctively toward her warmth, soft breaths even and steady against her side.
Catherine didn’t move right away, just lay there with him in the dim glow of the bedside lamp, listening to the steady rise and fall of his breathing.
She should sleep. Instead, she reached for the tablet Alpha Bruce had given her. It was still strange, this quiet freedom—the ability to simply browse without fear of being scolded for wasting time, to look at things she wanted . She had spent so long with nothing that the concept of choice still felt foreign, like an indulgence she had no right to.
But Alpha Bruce had given her an allowance. An absurd allowance, really—more money than she had ever imagined having at her disposal, all given with quiet insistence that she could do whatever she wanted with it. That she could make this space her own.
She had never really had a space of her own after she presented. The room she had shared with Alpha Willis had never been hers. It had been his, and she had existed within it as a fixture, an accessory, something provided for him, but never something that belonged to her.
Now, Alpha Bruce had given her this room and told her to fill it. To change the furniture. To decorate the walls. To add pillows or blankets or anything else she might want. She hadn’t known where to start. Until now.
Fingers hesitating over the search bar, she typed the word lemons and filtered for wall decor. The screen flooded with images—photographs, illustrations, paintings—endless depictions of lemons in their bright, golden softness. Some still clung to their branches, dark green leaves curling around them. Others had been cut open, their pulp glistening with juice, their interiors textured and uneven, imperfect but beautiful. And then—
A painting. Simple but striking. Whole lemons, halved lemons, clustered together in different shades of yellow—some a pale, almost creamy softness, others golden and rich, others still a deep, saturated amber. And at the center, in delicate cursive:
If life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
Catherine stared. The saying was tacky. Cliché. She knew that. But she loved it.
It made something tighten in her throat, something fragile and aching, something that felt too much like nostalgia, like memory, like the ghost of childhood summers long past.
Like the sticky sweetness of sugar on her fingers. Like laughter in the heat of the sun. Like a different life, one that had never truly been hers, but one she had borrowed for a while.
She wanted it. She didn’t even hesitate before pressing add to cart.
Notes:
I love lemons 🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋
Chapter 42
Notes:
A slightly shorter chapter tonight - but lot‘s is happening so enjoy 🥰
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The drive to Gotham Academy that Tuesday morning was smooth, the city still shaking off the last traces of dawn. The streets were quieter than usual, the early rush already dispersing, leaving behind a crispness in the air.
Catherine sat in the front passenger seat, hands folded neatly in her lap, posture straight and composed. Jason, buckled into the carseat in the the back, was a ball of quiet energy—his eyes darting to the towering buildings as they passed, his fingers tapping absently against his thigh. He was trying not to seem too eager, but Catherine could see the excitement simmering beneath his carefully controlled expression.
Alpha Bruce, ever steady at the wheel, glanced at Jason through the rearview mirror.
“You nervous, bud?”
Jason hesitated for a second, then shrugged, feigning nonchalance. “Eh eh.”
Alpha Bruce huffed a small, knowing breath.
“It’s okay if you are,” he said, his voice easy and warm. “New things can be scary. But I think you’re going to like it here.”
Jason didn’t respond, but the way he looked out the window, taking in every detail of the pristine school grounds ahead, made it clear that scary wasn’t the only thing he was feeling.
Gotham Academy was impressive. The iron gates of Gotham Academy swung open soundlessly as Alpha Bruce’s sleek car pulled into the long, tree-lined drive. The school stood tall and grand, a blend of old-world architecture and modern renovations.
The grand stone façade was softened by ivy creeping up the walls. The manicured lawns and well-kept flower beds, despite the season, made the place seem more like an old university than a school.
Everything looked well-kept and clean, with large windows that let in soft morning light. The grounds were vast, green even in the crisp december air, and dotted with well-dressed students heading toward their classes.
Catherine held her hands folded neatly in her lap, her heart beating a little faster than usual. Jason, in his little collared shirt and neatly combed hair, pressed his face to the window in awe.
“It’s so big, Alpha Bruce,” he murmured.
“It is at first, right?“ Alpha Bruce smiled slightly. “But you‘ll get used to it in no time.”
Jason twisted to look up at him, eyes shining with excitement and nerves. “Tim and Dick go to school here, right Alpha Bruce?”
“They do.” Alpha Bruce pulled into a designated parking space. “And I went here too, a long time ago.”
Jason turned back to the window, shoulders straightening. “So cool,“ he mumbled.
Cathrine stepped out of the car and smothened out her woll dress. She had dressed nice today, with tights and those little ankle boots and the coat Alpha Bruce had bought her. No chance in hell she would diminish Jason chances to go to school by dressing like an unruly Omega.
Her hand tightening around Jason’s small one and his fingers twitched against hers, and when she glanced down, his wide blue eyes were taking in everything —the large oak trees lining the pathways, the neatly trimmed hedges, the tall gates standing open to welcome them in. He looked awed .
Alpha Bruce’s large, warm hand settled briefly on Jason’s back, giving the smallest nudge forward.
“Come on, kiddo,” he murmured. “You ready?“
„Yes, Alpha Bruce!“ her little pup said. He took a breath, squared his small shoulders, and stepped onto the path leading up to the main building.
Catherine followed, her stomach twisting with nerves. This was Jason’s first real school.or well, it could be.
She hadn’t known what to expect when Alpha Bruce had told her about Gotham Academy. Schools, and especially Elitist schools weren‘t the nicest places for Omegas, and she assumed that Jason, being an unpresented pup without an Alpha Father, would be treated differently.
She expected to feel the judgment, to see it in the gazes of the students and the staff. The best she could do for Jason was to remain in the backround, let Alpha Bruce take charge and hope against hope that his presense was enough.
But as they walked through the halls, she saw nothing but warm smiles and curious glances. The students in particular—some of whom she recognized as Omegas by their scent—looked perfectly happy. Confident .
Catherine wasn’t used to seeing young Omegas carry themselves like that. Her Alpha Father had pulled her out as soon as she presented as an Omega, and that had been the end of it. She hadn’t questioned it. Not until now, standing in front of a place where Omega children walked freely, heads held high, laughing and chattering in bright uniforms that matched the Alpha and Beta students around them.
She held Jason’s hand a little tighter. Alpha Bruce ushered them inside, where the walls were lined with art projects and framed photographs of past students. Jason clung to her hand, eyes darting everywhere, trying to take it all in.
The Dean was waiting for them in his office when they arrived. He was an older man, tall and dignified, with silver-streaked dark hair and kind eyes. An Alpha, of course. His suit was neatly pressed, and when he stood to greet them, his expression was warm and respectful.
“Mr. Wayne,” he said, shaking Alpha Bruce’s hand with obvious respect. “A pleasure as always.“
“Good to see you again, Dean Wright,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice friendly but professional.
The Dean turned to Catherine then, and she instinctively lowered her gaze, prepared to stay silent while Alpha Bruce spoke for them. She knew how these things worked.
The Alpha handled decisions. The Omega stayed quiet, grateful for whatever choices were made on their behalf.
But Alpha Dean Wright surprised her, offering his hand to her as well.
„Mrs. Todd, welcome.“
She hadn’t expected to be acknowledged, much less addressed so respectfully. She cast a quick glance at Alpha Bruce, but he only gave her an encouraging nod. Tentatively, she took the Alphas offered hand.
“And you must be Jason.” Jason’s fingers curled around Catherine’s, but he lifted his chin. “Yes, Alpha Wright, sir,” he said quietly.
The Dean’s eyes crinkled at the corners. “I hear you’re interested in joining us here at Gotham Academy.”
Jason hesitated, then nodded, his small face serious.
“Well,” Alpha Dean Wright said, stepping back and gesturing toward the door. “Why don’t we take a tour? I think you’ll like what you’ll see.”
Catherine hadn’t expected to like what she saw so much. But she did. The hallways of Gotham Academy were wide and filled with natural light from the high arched windows, the walls lined with framed photographs of past students, trophies gleaming in glass cases. But beyond the grandeur of the building itself, it was the life inside it that surprised her the most.
The classrooms were bright and colorful, the walls decorated with student artwork and cheerful posters in neat handwriting—affirmations, historical quotes, math problems written in bright ink. The air hummed with energy, a gentle buzz of children engaged in learning.
And, perhaps most surprising of all, there were Omega teachers. Catherine blinked when they passed a classroom where a young Omega woman—small, delicate, but utterly confident —was teaching a group of second graders, her voice warm and clear as she engaged with the students.
The Dean must have caught her expression, because he smiled slightly.
“We employ teachers of all designations here,” he said. “We believe that an excellent education comes from a diverse staff and student body.”
Alpha Bruce caught her eye, his expression knowing. She looked away, overwhelmed. But Jason was beaming , taking in everything with wide, eager eyes.
And then came the next surprise. She had known Omega children were allowed to attend this school. But she had expected them to be subdued. To be quietly obedient, sitting still at their desks, waiting for instruction.
Instead, when they stopped in front of an open sixth grade classroom door, she saw them laughing, raising their hands eagerly, abd giving their answers as if their words were just as valid as those of their Beta and Alpha classmates.
There was no tension. No hierarchy pressed down on them. The Omega children looked happy. The realization settled into her bones, foreign and heavy.
Alpha Dean Wright must have noticed her expression again because his smile deepened.
“We believe that all children, regardless of their designation, deserve the same opportunities. That includes education, leadership, and self-confidence.”
Catherine had no idea what to say to that. It was so at odds with everything she had been taught growing up. She could only nod.
Jason, oblivious to her inner turmoil, practically bounced on his heels. “Do I get to come here now?” he asked, looking up at Alphq Bruce. Alpha Bruce chuckled.
He hummed thoughtfully, glancing down at Jason with an amused glint in his eyes. “Well, that depends,” he said. “Do you want to come here, chum?”
Jason’s eyes widened like he hadn’t even considered the choice might be his.
“I—” he started, then looked around again, taking in the bright, colorful classroom, the kids chatting easily with each other, the desks scattered with books and papers and pencils. He took a half step forward, like he wanted to rush inside right then and there.
“Yes!” he blurted. “Please, Alpha Bruce!”
Catherine’s breath caught. It was so simple. So easy. Jasons Alpha Father had never given him a choice. Had never asked what he wanted. Had never intended to send him to school at all. But Alphq Bruce had given the decision right back to Jason, like it mattered what her sweet but unclaimed pup wanted .
And Jason’s whole body responded to it, his shoulders straightening, his expression lighting up.
Alpha Bruce smiled. “Then that’s what we’ll do.”
Jason let out a happy little noise and grabbed Catherine’s hand again, squeezing it tightly. She forced herself to smile back at him, to keep herself steady, but her thoughts were spinning.
She had prepared herself to hear Alpha Bruce talk with the dean, to negotiate Jason’s acceptance. But she hadn’t expected him to hand the choice over to Jason as if it were the most natural thing in the world. As if Jason’s opinion was the most important one.
The dean, entirely unsurprised, smiled warmly at Jason. “Well, then, we’d be happy to have you, Jason. Let’s go take a look at the first-grade classroom next, shall we?”
Jason practically dragged Catherine along as they walked.
And Catherine—still overwhelmed, still uncertain—tightened her grip on his small hand and let herself follow.
The first-grade classroom was just as bright and welcoming as the others. Colorful posters lined the walls—shapes, numbers, letters, cheerful encouragements written in bold fonts. There were small tables instead of desks, grouped together to encourage teamwork, and shelves full of books and toys for different learning activities.
And then, right at the front of the room, sitting cross-legged on the rug with a book in his lap, was Tim.
Jason gasped. “Tim!”
Tim’s head shot up. His eyes went wide with obvious delight, and then he was scrambling to his feet, as if he had waited the whole day for Jason to arrive. “Jason!”
The teacher, a kind-faced Beta woman, looked startled for only a second before smiling in recognition. “Oh! Jason is your brother, isn’t he, Tim?”
Catherine froze. Brother. The word echoed in her head, leaving something hollow and aching in its wake.
Jason wasn’t Tim’s brother. Not really.
He would grow up in the same house. He would play in the same halls, eat at the same table, sleep under the same roof. But he wasn’t Alpha Bruces child. Not like Tim was. Not like Dick or Damian.
He wasn’t claimed. He hadn’t been bitten, hadn’t been adopted and he wasn‘t Alpha Bruces blood either. There was no bond tying him to Alpha Bruce, to the Wayne name.
One day, Tim and Jason would sit side by side in class, and when the teacher called Tim Wayne’s name, she’d also call Jason’s— but he wouldn‘t be a Wayne. No proof that he belonged.
She swallowed, glancing at Alpha Bruce, expecting—she wasn’t sure what. A correction. A careful reminder that Jason was only a guest in his house, that he shouldn’t get too comfortable.
But Alpha Bruce said nothing. His body had gone still for the briefest of moments—frozen, as she had—but his face remained unreadable. Then, slowly, something in his expression softened. He let the words stand.
A rush of gratitude swelled in Catherine’s chest so fast it almost choked her. It would have been easy—so easy—for Alpha Bruce to correct the teacher. To remind her that Jason wasn’t his child. That he might own Jason but Jason didn’t truly belong . But Alpha Bruce didn’t.
Perhaps he was simply too kind to correct the teacher in front of Jason’s new classmates. But Tim—sweet, eager Tim—showed no hesitation at all.
“Yeah! He’s my brother!” he declared, his entire being radiating certainty. He turned to Alpha Bruce, practically bouncing on his heels. “And Dad promised we could be in the same class, right, Daddy?”
Alpha Bruce’s expression softened even further. He nodded, but instead of making the final decision himself, he turned to the Dean. “If that’s possible?”
The Dean—who had been observing the entire interaction with a quiet, thoughtful gaze—tilted his head, considering.
“There are both benefits and challenges to placing siblings in the same classroom,” he said. “For children who are close, it can provide a sense of security and help ease the transition into school. They have a built-in support system, which can be especially beneficial for first-time students like Jason.”
He paused, shifting his gaze toward Tim, who was practically vibrating with excitement.
“However,” he continued, “sometimes, siblings can rely on each other too much. They may be less inclined to make new friends or develop their independence if they’re always together.”
Jason’s grip on Catherine’s hand tightened.
She looked down at him, at his wide, hopeful eyes, the way his small fingers curled so tightly around hers. He had never had a friend.
“I don’t see any harm in it for now,” Alpha Dean Wright agreed. “Ultimately it’s the parents decidion. And if we notice any issues, we can always adjust later.”
Jason beamed. Tim let out an excited little squeak and turned to his classmates, practically shouting, “Guys, this is my brother! He’s gonna be in our class!”
A few kids perked up at the announcement. A dark-haired girl waved from her seat. “Hi, Jason!”
Jason flushed, his grin turning shy. “H-hi.”
Catherine squeezed his hand. The teacher smiled warmly. “Well, that’s wonderful news,” she said, crouching slightly to meet Jason’s eye. “I can’t wait to read and play and color with you, Jason.”
She glanced up at Catherine, offering a wink that sent a strange, unfamiliar warmth curling in her chest. Jason nodded rapidly, his excitement barely contained.
Alpha Bruce let out a quiet chuckle, his voice full of approval. “Looks like you’ll fit right in, chum.”
Cathrine swallowed hard, the lump in her throat impossible to ignore. She had never imagined a place like this for him. An unclaimed pup. Her sweet little boy.
She had spent so long believing that his future would be shaped by that fact. That his lack of status would define him, limit him.
But here—
Here, none of that seemed to matter.
Tim had claimed him as his brother without hesitation. Alpha Bruce had made no move to correct him. The Dean had nodded as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
And Jason—Jason had been welcomed, just as he was.
Bruce Wayne was the first good thing that ever happened in Jasons life. And he truly made all the difference for her child.
***
It was only a few weeks until Christmas, and with paperwork still to be finalized and a school uniform to be fitted, Jason wouldn’t start at Gotham Academy until after the winter holidays.
That was fine. It gave him time to adjust—to the idea of school, to the house, to Tim and Dick and Damian. To Alpha Bruce.
And it gave Catherine time to make sure nothing went wrong. She had been careful. So careful. She kept Jason quiet, kept herself pleasing, made sure Alpha Bruce had nothing to regret in taking them in. And so far, it had worked. He was kind to Jason, patient and indulgent in a way that still unsettled her sometimes. He encouraged his curiosity, spoke to him as if Jason’s thoughts were worth hearing.
And Alpha Bruce let Catherine come to him. That, more than anything, had been a relief. Every other night, at least, she would slip barefoot through the dark halls to his room, dressed only in her thin pajamas, her pulse thrumming with the pull of the bond. And every time for the past two weeks, Alpha Bruce had welcomed her in.
He was sitting on the bed tonight, leaning back against the headboard, a book resting in his lap. He looked up at her entrance, the soft glow of the bedside lamp casting long shadows across his face.
“Hey,” he murmured, voice low and warm.
Catherine said nothing, only crossed the space between them and climbed into bed, settling against him with a quiet sigh. His arm came around her, an easy, familiar weight. She felt the steady rise and fall of his chest beneath her cheek, the warmth of his body, the slow rhythm of his breathing.
She never stayed the whole night—she always returned to Jason before morning, needing to be there when he woke.
But she also wanted this. She wanted to be here. Sometimes, he kissed her. Sometimes, he stroked gentle hands down her back, over the curve of her hip, the touch never lingering too long in any place, never straying where it should have.
Sometimes, she wanted to beg him to just take her already. She knew he wanted to. She could scent it in the air when they kissed, in the heat under his skin when his hands slid over her, in the way he always stilled when her breath hitched or she gasped softly against his mouth. He never pushed. Never took. She couldn’t understand it.
He had let her kneel over him that one time, had let her wrap her lips around his cock and take him down deep. But even then, he had barely moved, barely breathed, as if she were in control of it instead of him.
He was waiting.
She knew why. He was being kind, being patient, being careful. And that, more than anything, terrified her. Because what if the waiting turned into losing interest?
She needed to give him what he deserved, what he had a right to take. She needed to make sure the novelty of her presence didn’t wear off.
So tonight, she had come with a plan. It wouldn’t be so bad. Alpha Bruce was kind. He had been gentle before when she pleased him with her mouth once. He would be gentle now.
He had been careful before. He had been still, hadn’t pushed for more than she had been able to give. He was different. He wouldn’t take without thought, he wouldn’t force her legs apart before she was ready, wouldn’t pound into her too hard right from the start. He would wait until she was slick, until her body was soft and pliant and open.
He had to know he was big, he had to know she would need time—he would ease her into it, wouldn’t hurt her on purpose. It would be fine.
Her fingers curled slightly against his chest, breath steadying as she tried to summon the courage to begin. To move just a little closer, to press herself into him in a way that would make her available.
But before she could, Alpha Bruce shifted, clearing his throat.
“I got a phone call from the center this morning,” he said. His voice was steady, but there was something beneath it, something unreadable.
Her body stilled, muscles tensing before she could stop it, breath catching in her throat. The center. The cold building where unclaimed Omegas were sorted and processed, evaluated and redistributed. The place that had been holding them between the life they’d escaped and the life that might come next. The place she and Jason had been forced to wait before Alpha Bruce had bought them and taken them in.
Her mind raced ahead of her. The paperwork had fallen through. The bite, witnessed by Alpha Harvey, hadn‘t been accepted. The center was calling them back.
Or Alpha Bruce had changed his mind. She was readying herself for it—readying herself to beg—but then Alpha Bruce continued.
“Your parents reached out to them,” he said, watching her carefully. “They’ve asked to visit you and Jason.”
Catherine blinked. The tension in her limbs shifted—not gone, but changed. Not dread, not panic—just uncertainty. That was… all?
Not the center coming to take them back? Not some bureaucratic error or Alpha Bruce deciding he‘d want to be rid of them? Going back on all his promises on safety and stability.
Her breath left her in a slow, measured exhale, her body relaxing by inches. This was fine. More than fine. She hadn’t seen or spoken to her parents since before Alpha Willis had died. It had been two or three months, Jason had just turned six, had just been denided school, when her Alpha Father estranged himself from them, cutting ties because she had been living in sin.
But now…
Now, perhaps, she had a chance to make things right. She could be his Omega daughter again.
She could show him she had learned. And that she finally belonged to an Alpha who would not sell her mouth for a couple dollar.
Her Alpha Father had always been strict, devout in his faith and unwavering in his beliefs about an Omega’s place. An Omega should be obedient. An Omega should be faithful.
She had failed him. But if he wanted to see her now, perhaps he had found it in his heart to forgive. If he‘d really visited it would be a tightrope walk. She knew that.
He would expect her to adhere to what he had taught her growing up as an Omega under his reign. He would expect her to kneel and bow her head, to submit, to kiss his hand in greeting, to pray in thanks for food and to speak softly and only when spoken to. He would expect her to carry herself with reverence, to show humility, to acknowledge that she had sinned and that her duty was now to atone.
And she could do all of that. But there was something else she had to balance now, something that made the path even more precarious. Alpha Bruce.
Alpha Bruce did not want her to be like this.
She still didn’t quite know what he wanted her to be, but it was not the obedient, silent thing her Alpha Father had raised. It was not the meek, fragile creature that had cowered under Alpha Willis’ hand.
Alpha Bruce asked her opinion. He wanted her to speak. He encouraged her to make choices, to have thoughts, to exist as something more.
But if she was careful, if she walked the line just right, she could do both. She had to do both. It would be worth it.
Because her Alpha Father had always been in favor of Jason. And if things changed—if Alpha Bruce ever went back on his promise, if he ever decided that Jason was no longer his to care for—then at least there would be someone to take him.
If Jason presented as an Alpha or a Beta, if he was worthy, she could beg her Alpha Father to take him. Jason would be safe with her parents. He would be cared for.
Catherine swallowed, blinking past the thoughts, past the quiet desperation curling at the edges of them.
Alpha Bruce was still watching her, his gaze steady, searching.
“…Would you like to invite them?” he asked gently.
Catherine swallowed, then nodded. “Yes,” she said immediately. “Yes, Alpha. If you allow it, I would be honored to welcome them here.”
Alpha Bruce held her gaze for a moment longer before giving a small nod. “I’ll inform the center and extend the invitation.”
For a moment, it looked like he wanted to say more, his lips parting, his brow slightly furrowed. But before he could, the door to his bedroom creaked open.
Catherine turned her head just as a small figure stepped inside, pausing mid-step. Dick.
The boy froze, his wide, dark blue eyes landing on her where she lay beside Alpha Bruce in his bed. For a second, no one moved.
Catherine felt the instinctive wave of submission rise in her, a quiet ripple of uncertainty tightening her chest. Dicks wide, glassy blue eyes locking onto her—in Alpha Bruce’s bed, beside him. This shouldn‘t have happened.
She tensed instinctively, already lowering her gaze, already preparing to move. But Alpha Bruce sat up, his voice warm, unbothered.
“Oh, chum,” he said, opening his arms in invitation, his tone as welcoming as if nothing were amiss. “How are you feeling?”
Catherine inhaled deeply, catching the shift in scent before Dick could even answer. Ah. The answer was already in the air.
Dick’s scent—usually warm and bright, like popcorn and chalk—had thickened, deepened. It was still him, but the edges had turned muddled, spiced with something heavier. His rut had started.
She knew, of course, that it would be tame. He was only twelve, still a child. A young Alpha’s first ruts were more discomfort than drive, more fever than need. He would be hot, restless, a little achy. But he wouldn’t crave or demand.
Dick’s shoulders slumped slightly, the tension in his small frame giving way to exhaustion as he shuffled forward, rubbing a fist over his flushed face.
“I’m hot,” he mumbled, voice a little raw, a little miserable. “And my tummy hurts a bit.”
“Oh, sweetheart,” Alpha Bruce murmured, his expression soft with sympathy as he pulled the boy into his arms.
Dick didn’t hesitate. He went straight into Alpha Bruce’s arms, pressing his overheated face into the crook of his Alpha Father’s neck. He practically melted into him, his small hands gripping at Alpha Bruce’s shirt, seeking out comfort
Alpha Bruce held him close, rubbing slow, soothing circles along his back. Catherine remained still, watching them, instinct telling her to make herself smaller in the presence of an Alpha in rut—even if he was only a child, even if she knew it was different.
Alpha Bruce pressed a hand to Dick’s damp curls, fingers stroking absently over his hair as he turned his gaze toward her.
“There’s a little brown bottle in the medicine cabinet,” he said gently. “Rut relief. Would you mind getting it for me?”
Catherine blinked, surprised he was trusting her with something like this, but she nodded quickly.
“Of course, Alpha.”
She slipped out of bed, padding barefoot into the adjoining bathroom.
The medicine cabinet was neat, the shelves carefully organized and she knew them from back when she tried to steal medicine for Jasons cold. It didn’t take long to find what she was looking for—a small, round bottle labeled Rut Relief.
She turned it in her hands, scanning the ingredients. Yarrow. Raspberry leaf. Lady’s mantle. Catherine exhaled softly, her fingers brushing over the glass. She had heard of some of these plants. It had been rapsberry leaves her Omega mother had given her during the her early heats, when her body had first started to shift and change.
Did it work the same way for Alphas? Cathrine knew they weren‘t hurting as much as Omegas, so Dick should be fine in no time, right?
A small whine drifted from the bedroom, just as Catherine filled a glass toothbrush cup with water, listening to the quiet murmur of Alpha Bruce’s voice through the open door.
“…Miss my mom,” she heard Dick say softly.
Her hands stilled for just a second. Something in Catherine’s chest pulled tight.
Then she took a breath, steadying herself before carrying both the medicine and the cup back to the bed.
Alpha Bruce was still holding Dick, one hand resting in his hair, the other wrapped protectively around his small frame.
Wordlessly, Catherine offered the bottle and the water. Alpha Bruce took them with a grateful nod. He twisted the cap open, shaking two small pills into his palm. “Here, chum,” he murmured. “Take these.”
Dick whined softly, but sat up just enough to take the medicine. Alpha Bruce pressed the rim of the cup to his lips, and Dick obediently swallowed a sip of water before slumping back into Alpha Bruce’s chest with a sigh.
Catherine hesitated. Dick’s mother—his real mother—had been an Omega, Alpha Bruce had told her a few days ago, as she lay in his arms and listened to how Dick came to be with him. Alpha Bruce liked to speak to her, when she was resting her head against his breastbone.
She wondered—not for the first time—what kind of Omega Dicks mother had been. His father had been a Beta and they‘d been in the traveling circus. Cathrine wondered if Dicks mother had felt freeer than herself. She wondered if she had cuddled Dick close, nested with him and dotted on him, or if she had been like Cathrines omega mother, dutiful caring for her child but distant and submissive.
Catherine hesitated. It didn‘t really matter. Dick had Alpha Bruce now, an adoptive Alpha father who cuddled and dotted on him. And Cathrine had done what was asked. She could leave now. She should leave now.
Alpha Bruce had given no order, but she knew her place. This was not her pup. She opened her mouth to excuse herself, but before she could, Dick’s grip on Alpha Bruce’s shirt tightened.
“…Can’t you stay?” he mumbled, barely more than a whisper. Catherine froze. She darted a glance at Alpha Bruce, but he didn’t answer for her. He only watched, waiting.
For a moment, she struggled. She wasn’t sure what to do. She wasn’t his mother. She had no real place in this family. But Dick was still watching her, his flushed face half-buried in Alpha Bruce’s chest.
He wanted her to stay. And she understood that kind of need. She had desperatly needed her own omega mother during her early heats and had been denied.
She wouldn‘t deny this child. So, slowly, cautiously, she settled back down onto the mattress.
She didn’t reach for him. Dick was still an Alpha, and she wouldn’t presume—wouldn’t assume he wanted to be touched by an Omega.
But after only a moment, a small hand found hers in the dim light. She flinched—just for a second, barely more than a breath. A reflex. A flash of something old—something learned in another life.
But then she exhaled, slow and careful, letting her fingers relax. Dick’s fingers curled around hers, clumsy but sure, and she let him hold on. She let herself be held onto.
Then, carefully, tentatively, she traced slow, gentle circles over his thumb, the same way she‘d do for Jason when he was restless. Dick made a soft, pleased noise, his body relaxing further against Alpha Bruce’s chest.
Catherine swallowed, her throat tight. Bittersweet. That was what this was. Not painful, not bad—but a kind of quiet ache. A longing for something she had never had.
Cathrine hadn’t known little Alphas needed quite the same during early ruts than Omega children did. But tonight, she could give it.
For this Alpha pup curling against his Alpha father’s warmth, missing a mother who wasn’t there anymore to sooth him, she could give what she had never received.
Notes:
Bittersweet 🥰
Chapter 43
Notes:
Hello lovely people. There are some comments I still need to reply to. I’m sorry if yours are the ones I haven’t gotten to reply to yet. I still will. Be assured I have read them all and they have made me very very happy. But life is just busy and I wanted to make sure to still upload the new chapter tonight 🥰
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Dick’s rut had been mild—just a brief, passing storm, lasting only two and a half days before fading like a tide rolling back out to sea.
There had been no thrashing, no violent outbursts, no growling demands for control.
Instead, it had been spent curled up against his father, tucked beneath Alpha Bruce’s arm on the living room couch, the television flickering soft, muted colors across their faces.
Alpha Bruce had taken his work to the den, typing away on his tablet in the quiet hum of the house, always close, always steady, never leaving for more than an hour or two at a time.
And when he had to step away—when meetings couldn’t be avoided or calls needed to be taken—Dick had simply sought comfort elsewhere.
Tim had been his first target, predictably. The little pup hadn’t put up much of a fight. More than once, Dick had flopped onto him dramatically, all but draping himself over his little brother as they sat on the floor with their coloring books. Tim had wrinkled his nose and grumbled about big brothers being annoying , but he had never actually tried to move away.
Dick also snatched Damian, whenever he could, enjoying to bottle fed his baby brother and Damians soft breathing puffs the one time he fell asleep on his older brothers arm.
But Jason had been another matter. The first time Dick had reached for him, as Jason and Tim had been playing some colorful racing car video game, dropping down onto the couch and leaning casually against his side, Jason had frozen up so fast it was as if his entire body had locked in place.
He had stared at the game, his fingers poised mid-movement, as if he wasn’t sure whether to pull away or stay put. Catherine had seen it all—the confusion in his little face, the hesitation. Jason wasn’t used to this. His own Alpha Fathers behaviour during his ruts couldn’t have been further from this sweet cuddling octopus of an Alpha pup.
And Dick had just stayed there, radiating warmth, his presence solid and calm and unquestioning. And slowly—hesitantly—Jason had settled.
The tension in his shoulders eased by degrees, his grip on the little handheld game console loosening as his body gradually accepted the weight against his side.
By the time the race had ended, he was pressing back, letting himself be folded into the warmth of the older boy’s embrace. Cathrine could hardly believe it.
And that had been all it took. From then on, Dick had draped himself over his little brothers and Jasin with the easy confidence of an Alpha who had never once doubted that his presence was wanted.
And Jason, who had never had any contact to other kids his age before, seemed to bask in the older boys attention.
By the end of the night, the boys had turned into a proper puppy pile, tucked under the same thick blanket, watching a children’s movie with Tim curled against one side of Dick and Jason pressed to the other, their small bodies forming a tangle of limbs and warmth and trust.
Catherine had sat nearby, quietly observing, something aching deep in her chest as she took it all in.
Dick had sought her out, too. He reached for her hand whenever she was close enough, lacing his fingers through hers like it was the most natural thing in the world.
It had startled her at first—the way he had wrapped his fingers around hers so easily, as if it was the most natural thing in the world. But he had only given her one of those bright, tired grins while he settled next to his Alpha Father on the living room couch.
Catherine hadn’t known young Alphas in rut could be so sweet . She had never been taught that part. She had only ever known fear , only ever learned to expect danger, force, control .
But Dick—little, grinning, popcorn-scented Dick—was nothing like the looming specter that had haunted her memories.
He was soft and sleepy and sweet, aching for warmth, seeking out those who smelled safe . And he had found it in his Alpha Father, in Beta Alfred. In his little brothers. In Jason. In her .
And when he had breathed her in, that deep inhale, as his head slowly sank against her shoulder, she had felt him relax. Lavender and fresh-cut grass. It seemed as if her scent had soothed him. And she was glad that she was something good to him.
She wondered, then, what his Omega Mother had smelled like. Had she smelled of the circus? Of cotton candy and warm popcorn, of the rubber mats of a training ring, of chalk dust clinging to her skin?
Or had she smelled like something else entirely? Had her scent carried no trace of the world she’d come from? Had it been something unexpected—sunflowers or summer peaches or cool linen drying in the sun?
Had it been something Dick had carried in his own scent, subtle but present, lingering beneath the layers of childhood and sweat and the faint tang of spent adrenaline?
Catherine didn’t know. But Cathrine knew that Dick would never stop missing his Omega Mother. His parents were a hole nobody could ever quite close. Alpha Bruces late night tales had convinced her od that.
But she thought—hoped—that whatever she smelled like, whatever comfort her scent had given him, it eased the pain of missing where you came from. At least a little bit.
***
Two days after Dick’s rut ended, the manor prepared for the arrival of Catherine’s parents.
The house had been warm all day, filled with the steady hum of quiet preparation. Catherine and Beta Alfred had spent the afternoon in the kitchen, moving through the careful dance of making dinner together.
Beta Alfred was efficient, measured, moving with the quiet grace of someone who had been doing this for a lifetime. Catherine had followed his lead, hands steady, movements precise. It had felt almost ceremonial, this act of preparing food for her Alpha Father.
He had always valued tradition, and hospitality was sacred in the eyes of God. Perhaps, if everything was perfect , if the table was set beautifully, if the meal was cooked just right, if she conducted herself as a proper Omega should, then— then —perhaps there would be peace. Perhaps there would be forgivenes s.
She had been allowed, once again, to decorate the dining table. That, at least, had been something she knew how to do now. She had chosen a dark green runner this time, something rich and stately, something that looked proper against the dark wood of the table.
The silverware gleamed. The plates were placed with meticulous care. The centerpiece was understated but elegant, a low arrangement of holly and pine that filled the air with a crisp, wintery scent.
Beta Alfred had let her accompy him to the florist and he had let her select it all on her own while he and the owner went over some ideas for the flower arrangements for the upcoming gala sponsored by the Waynes.
Cathrine smoothed her hands over the tablecloth one last time, ensuring there wasn’t a single wrinkle. Would her Alpha Father even care?
She thought he should. A properly set table was a reflection of a household. It spoke of discipline, of care, of a home that was well maintained. She had done her best to ensure it was perfect. But there was no telling, yet, whether it would be enough.
When the doorbell rang, Catherine’s hands curled into fists at her sides. Alpha Bruce met her eyes, gave her a small, steady nod, then stepped forward to open the door. Catherine moved in step with him, keeping just slightly behind, her heart pounding.
The first greeting belonged to the Alphas.
Her Alpha Father stepped into the grand entrance of Wayne Manor with his head held high. He was as tall as she remembered, dressed in somber clerical black, trousers ans a turtleneck, his silver cross glinting against the fabric.
“Father Deacon Joseph Blackfire,” he introduced himself, his voice deep and unwavering.
Alpha Bruce extended a firm handshake. “It’s a pleasure to meet you and your mate. Please, call me Bruce, both of you.”
Only then did Catherine move. She sank smoothly to her knees, bowing her head, hands folded neatly in her lap. A moment passed. A breath. But then her Alpha Father extended his hand to her, and she pressed her lips to his knuckles. He let her.
The breath she had been holding released in quiet relief. Perhaps this was truly the beginning of reconciliation. She glanced at Alpha Bruce as she rose. His expression was neutral, but his gaze was sharp. She didn’t think he liked the way she had greeted her own Alpha Father, but he said nothing.
Maybe he understood that it was proper. Maybe he knew it was what was expected. This was the way she’d always greeted her Alpha Father. This was right.
Her Omega Mother was next to step forward. She moved without hesitation, sinking to her knees, pressing her forehead to the cool marble of the manor’s entrance hall. A gesture of deference. A greeting to the house and its inhabitants.
Alpha Bruce’s posture shifted. Catherine wasn’t sure anyone else noticed, but she did. There was something rigid about the way he held himself, something just slightly tense.
“Please,” he said, addressing both od Cathrine parents. His voice was as measured as ever, but Catherine knew him well enough now to hear the steel laced beneath it. “Rise. I’d like to move this to the dining room. Alfred and the boys are already waiting.”
Cathrines Alpha Father hesitated—just for a fraction of a second—before he nodded.
“So be it, he agreed.
They moved through the halls, their footsteps muffled against the thick carpeting. In the dining room, Jason was already at the table, sitting quietly, his hands folded in his lap just like she had told him.
Catherine’s Alpha Father approached him first. He placed a heavy, possessive hand on Jason’s small head.
“Good evening, Jason.”
Jason barely breathed. Catherine saw the way his spine straightened, the way his little hands clenched. But his voice—when it came—was meek. Subdued.
“Hello, Alpha Grandfather.”
Cathrine had told him to be good. To be polite. To be the best, most respectful version of himself—for her, for Alpha Bruce, for his Alpha Grandfather.
She hadn’t told him why it mattered so much. She had not told him of the small, fragile hope she held in her heart—that if Alpha Bruce ever went back on his promise, if Jason’s place here became uncertain, her Alpha Father might be the only one willing to take him.
If Jason turned out to be an Alpha or a Beta, he could have a place in his Alpha Grandfathers house. He could have a future . He could be safe.
If he was an Omega…
Catherine swallowed hard. She couldn’t let it get to her now.
“Good evening,” Beta Alfred said smoothly, ever the perfect host. He gestured toward the table. “Please, have a seat.”
Cathrine Alpha Father stepped forward, moving toward his place at the table. But with a single, absent motion of his hand, he gestured for her Omega Mother to kneel beside his chair instead.
Her Omega Mother understood immediately. Without hesitation, she sank to her knees beside his seat, settling into the familiar position at his feet. Her posture was perfect—back straight, head slightly bowed, hands resting delicately in her lap
Catherine could feel Alpha Bruce go still beside her. Then Beta Alfred spoke again—graceful, composed, utterly impeccable .
“In this house, we observe proper decorum”, he said, voice smooth as silk, lethal as steel.
"And while traditions may vary, here at Wayne Manor, we do insist that all who break bread do so at the table."
It was subtle. Soft . But there was an edge to it, a perfect little sliver of sarcasm tucked into the otherwise polite cadence of his words. A reminder. A warning. This was his table. And the rules here were different.
Cathrines Alpha Father’s jaw tightened. Another long, stretched silence. Then, after a moment, he exhaled sharply through his nose. “So be it.”
He gave another small motion of his hand, and Catherine’s Omega Mother rose to take her seat, spine straight, her hands on her knees. Catherine saw the way her Alpha Father’s lips pressed together in silent disapproval.
Jason—clever, perceptive, Jason—grinned. It was small. It was quiet. But Catherine saw it. A tiny, triumphant little thing.
And when her Alpha Father’s gaze flickered toward him, Jason ducked his head just in time, feigning innocence.
Catherine sat as well, lowering herself into the seat between Jason and Tim. Dick was to her left. Alpha Bruce at the head of the table. Damian, sound asleep, tucked away in a bassinet near the far side of the room.
For the first time in years, Catherine felt something warm and unfamiliar in her chest.
Something she was almost afraid to name.
She felt safe .
Not enough to dress in her jeans and t-shirt like she often did at the manor, maybe, but enough not to bow her head.
For today Cathrine had stuck to something softer, something more neutral—the woolen dress and thick tights, soft and warm. It was an old instinct to dress modest in her Alpha Fathers presence, buried deep in her bones.
But even so it was still a world apart from the pale, muted garments her Omega Mother wore, but it was what she could bring herself to allow .
Alpha Bruce and her Alpha Father made polite small talk as the meal was getting it’s finishing touches, voices calm and measured. They included the boys just a little—brief mentions of their studies, idle talk of the estate, of the weather, of things that were nothing and everything all at once.
Tim responded with shy remarks, Dick answered with easy confidence, and Jason—clever, perceptive, Jason—spoke only when spoken to, his voice quiet and measured, just like she had him promise her.
Then, at last, the food arrived. Grilled salmon, perfectly seared. Green asparagus, still crisp. Sautéed wild rice, fragrant with herbs. And for the children— Beta Alfred’s staple homemade fish and chips, simple but warm, familiar, safe.
Beta Alfred moved through the room with quiet efficiency, serving drinks, ensuring everyone had what they needed. Then, once all was set, he took his seat at the other end of the table, right beside Dick, his presence as steady and immovable as a mountain.
Damian stirred once in his bassinet but didn’t wake. Beta Alfred reached out and, with casual ease, adjusted the blanket over him before turning back to the table.
“Please,” he said, voice smooth and even, “help yourselves.”
Alpha Bruce and Beta Alfred served the children first—placing food onto their plates without hesitation. Jason, too, was served the same as the others, as though he had always been here.
Cathrine waited obidiently, just as her Omega Mother did. Waited until the Alphas had taken their portions before she reached for her own. Old habits. Deeply ingrained.
Her Alpha Father gave a small motion of his hand, and her Omega Mother filled his plate to his liking, before with a nod he allowed her to fill her own plate. Her Omega mother moved immediately, serving herself precisely what he had wordlessly dictated.
Cathrine didn’t need to look to know what her mother’s plate would look like. She already knew. A few spoonfuls of rice. A meager helping of asparagus. No sauce. No fish.
Cathrine served herself carefully, her portion small—smaller than usual—but she still took some of the salmon, just a modest piece. A small dollop of sauce, barely enough to coat the rice.
She felt the weight of her Alpha Father’s gaze as she did it. She did not have to look up to know he did not approve.
Catherine bowed her head automatically as her Alpha Father began to speak. The words were familiar—engraved into the marrow of her bones, the very rhythm of her upbringing.
"Lord Almighty, we come before You with reverence and gratitude, for You, in Your infinite wisdom, have given us the gift of order…"
The cadence of his voice was steady, certain, and unyielding, filling the vast dining room with doctrine that had shaped her entire existence.
“ You have made Alphas to lead, to rule, and to carry the burden of strength,” her Alpha Father spoke with revernance. “You have imbued us with Your will, made us the image of Your authority, so we may guide this world with unyielding hands.”
Cathrine could feel it. The stillness. The weight of disapproval, the discomfort pressing against the edges of the table like an unseen force. She risked a glance.
Jason clenched his fork in his small fist, his fingers curling so tight his knuckles stood out like sharp little ridges. His breath came quick, shallow, his little head bowed. His shoulders hunched just slightly, his body curling inward, defensive.
Alpha Bruce had not bowed his head. Had not folded his hands. Had not made any motion of deference to the words being spoken.
Instead, he sat there, his shoulders broad, his posture composed. A muscle in his cheek twitched, his posture still, too still, the way a predator went silent before striking. His hands remained on the table, fingers lightly curled against the polished wood, but his scent had sharpened—just a little, a subtle shift, the quiet burn of discontent.
“And we thank You, Lord, for the Omegas You have placed in our care. Let them remain humble, obedient, and grateful for their roles as servants to Your divine hierarchy,” Alpha Father continued. “May they remember that their purpose is not to question, but to submit, to reflect the grace of Your design through their silence and servitude.”
Dick was less composed. He had bowed his head out of politeness, but his fingers drummed against his thigh beneath the table, restless, twitching. She could hear the way he exhaled sharply through his nose, could feel the slight, restless shift of his energy. His scent—normally warm, popcorn-sweet—had a strange, acrid edge to it now.
Tim looked openly puzzled, his brow furrowed, the sharp glint of his intelligence flickering beneath his confusion. He darted a glance toward Alpha Bruce as if seeking confirmation that, yes, this was as strange as it felt.
“Let these Omegas find strength not in rebellion, but in their submission. Let them understand that their silence is their salvation, their obedience their offering to You, Lord,” Alpha Father concluded. “For only in their service to Alphas can they fulfill the purpose You have given them. Bless this meal and the hands that prepared it. Amen.”
When the prayer ended, and a heavy silence followed, Jason was the only one who mumbled an obedient, “Amen.”
Her Alpha Father exhaled, satisfied, as though order had been restored. His eyes settled on Catherine and her Omega Mother.
“The Omegas may now give their thanks,” he said.
Her Omega Mother responded immediately. Without hesitation, without flaw. Her voice was soft but steady, carrying the practiced ease of a woman who had spent a lifetime perfecting her submission.
"Thank you, Alpha, for providing and leading. Gluttony has no place in a submissive heart, nor does ingratitude. Unworthy of your wisdom and strength, I am humbled by your care and guidance, as is right and proper."
Catherine swallowed. She knew the words. Of course, she knew them. She had spoken them a thousand times, whispered them at her Alpha Father’s feet, had them drilled into her until they were second nature, had spoken them once at Alpha Bruces table, in the earliest days.
But now—now, with Alpha Bruce at the head of the table, with Beta Alfred sitting in quiet, formidable judgment, with Jason at her side and Dick and Tim fidgeting in discontent—now, the words felt wrong in her mouth.
Still, she bowed her head and tried.
"Thank you, Alpha, for providing and leading." She could feel her Alpha fathers approval as she spoke. "Gluttony has no place in a submissive heart, nor does ingratitude."
She could feel Jason’s little fingers tighten around the edge of the table.
"Unworthy of your wisdom and strength, I am humbled by your care and guidance—"
Her voice faltered. Just for a second. Because Alpha Bruce was watching her.
His gaze wasn’t sharp, wasn’t angry, but it was there , heavy and assessing. He wasn’t stopping her, wasn’t contradicting her Alpha Father—not outright—but his presence alone was enough to make her stomach twist.
She took a slow breath, steadied herself, and forced the last words past her lips.
"—as is right and proper."
Her Alpha Father watched her for a long moment, the air between them heavy and unreadable. Then, finally, he gave a slow nod of approval. The meal could begin.
***
The den was warm, softly lit by the glow of the fireplace. The rich scent of polished wood and old books filled the space, wrapping around them like something solid, something grounding.
Catherine sat beside Alpha Bruce on one of the deep, leather couches, her posture carefully composed, though her hands were steady as she cradled Damian. He lay curled against her, small and soft, drinking from the bottle she held to his lips. His dark lashes fluttered, gaze locked on her, content and trusting in the way only the very young could be.
Across from them, her Alpha Father and Omega Mother sat on the opposite couch.
Her Alpha Father was at ease, his posture one of practiced authority—legs spread just slightly, hands folded neatly over one knee. Her Omega Mother, by contrast, perched at the very edge of her seat, spine ramrod straight, hands clasped tightly in her lap.
Catherine knew why. She was not used to this. After a meal, they would normally be in the kitchen, washing dishes, wiping down the table, making sure every trace of the meal had been tidied away before they could even think about sitting.
But Beta Alfred—ever the impeccable host, ever the force of quiet, immovable authority—had not allowed it.
“A rare visit, indeed. It would be a shame not to sit and speak properly. Do let me see to the kitchen.” The words had been perfectly polite, perfectly British, but with a pointed edge that had left no room for argument.
So now they sat, the conversation between Alpha Bruce and her Alpha Father measured, distant, circling neutral topics—Gotham’s economy, the church, the children, who played at their feet, cross-legged on the floor, hunched over the low table as they plotted their moves in Catan Junior. Jason, sharp and quick, was already forming alliances, whispering something to Dick with a cunning little grin.
Tim frowned at the board, ever serious, working through his next play with the careful precision of a strategist.
Damian made a small sound, a soft huff against the bottle, and Catherine refocused, adjusting her hold on him.
She would be lying if she said caring for him had done nothing to her.
It wasn’t maternal, she told herself. It couldn’t be. But in quiet moments, when no one was looking, she found herself pressing her nose into his hair, breathing in the warm, milky exotic scent of him. She found herself swaying as she held him, even when he was already asleep, soothing him with soft shushes he didn’t need.
She held him often now, more than she had expected to. Alpha Bruce trusted her with him. Damian was barely four months old. Soft. Small. Sweet. And it was dangerous. Because she knew better. She knew what happened when she let herself want something she wasn’t meant to have.
And secretly, in the depths of a longing she didn’t dare voice, she wished he were hers.
The conversation shifted.
“You are blessed,” her Alpha Father said, inclining his head toward Alpha Bruce. “Your eldest child turning out Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce made a sound, something low in his chest, something almost amused.
“I am blessed with all my children.”
It was simple, matter-of-fact. Like it was obvious.
Dick didn’t look up from his game, but Catherine saw the way his lips twitched at the corners, the small, unconscious reaction.
Cathrines Alpha Father hummed, neither agreeing nor disagreeing, before exhaling through his nose.
“The Lord has granted me only one child, and the Lord gives as He wills. I would not complain,” he said, before pausing.
“But I must admit, it was a trial He set before me—giving me just one child, and then proclaiming that child an Omega.”
The words landed heavily between them. Alpha Bruce’s fingers curled subtly against the couch.
“I do not mean to suggest I was ungrateful,” her Alpha Father continued. “Only that I had foolishly hoped my child would be a Beta. Or—if the Lord had granted me favor—an Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce’s expression did not change, but something in the air went still.
Her Alpha Father continued.
“Cathrine was a bright pup, compassionate, eager to please. She loved serving at church, and she was—” he hesitated, something almost fond in his expression, “adventurous. I allowed more than I should have, I see that now. I let her run wild with friends, riding bikes, climbing trees, putting on plays at school.”
A small, wistful shake of his head.
“I saw no harm in it, at the time. But perhaps that was why the Lord tested me—to see if I would put His order above my own indulgence. And so, when the time came, I raised my omega daughter as was necessary, even when it did not come easily. Even when it grieved me. I never felt enjoyment punishing her so fervently.”
Catherine’s fingers twitched against Damian’s blanket. Alpha Bruce did not move. But he exhaled slowly through his nose.
“Seeing her now, with your pup,” her Alpha Father continued, glancing toward Damian in her arms, “I think I have not gone astray. I had worried, with her former Alpha…”
A pause. He gave a small, dismissive shake of his head.
“But please, let me not dwell on him in your home.”
Catherine hadn’t noticed the tear until it slipped down her cheek. She hadn’t noticed any of it—her hands tightening slightly around Damian’s small form, her breath coming slower, more unevenly.
She had never heard his side. She had never known that he had loved her. She had always wondered how it had happened so fast. How he had gone from tucking her in with a kiss on her forehead, promising to watch her in the school play to stripping her bare of her rights. Her toys. Everything she had ever loved.
She had thought it had been so easy for him. And she had wondered, all her life, if it had been her fault. If she had been so badly wrong that she had needed to be corrected so harshly.
Alpba Bruces scent had sharpened—disapproval, quiet and cold —but when she turned to him, his gaze was on her Alpha Father, dark and unyielding.
“I see,” Alpha Bruce said. Simple. Measured.
The kind of dangerous calm that meant he was furious.
“That is an interesting interpretation,” Alpha Bruce continued, voice mild, but Catherine felt the steel beneath it. “To believe yourself tested for allowing your daughter to be a child.”
Her Alpha Father’s expression did not change.
“You speak of her childhood as if it was a mistake you were forced to undo,” Alpha Bruce said. Catherine swallowed.
Her Alpha Father blinked.
“I speak of it as a test,” he corrected. “One I had to pass. And I did.”
Alpha Bruce tilted his head just slightly.
“Who told you that?”
A pause.
“God.”
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly, the sound measured, his fingers pressing lightly against the couch arm.
“Was it God,” he asked, tone so quiet it sent a shiver down Catherine’s spine, “who told you to hurt her?”
Her Alpha Father’s expression didn’t change.
“Discipline is not cruelty.”
“And yet,” Alpha Bruce said, voice smooth, “you felt the need to assure me you took no enjoyment in it.”
The words settled in the space between them, heavy and deliberate. Her Alpha Father stiffened. But Alpha Bruce did not look away. Did not move. Did not yield.
Catherine swallowed, her hands shaking slightly against Damian’s blanket. Sitting across from a man who had dictated her life and the rules of her world …
She felt something she had never once felt in his presence after she presented. She felt safe.
The silence stretched. Taut, a breath held between opposing forces. Catherine’s Alpha Father sat unyielding, his spine straight, his expression as composed as ever.
Alpha Bruce remained equally unmoved, but there was something about him—something in the quiet steel of his posture, the measured cadence of his voice—that made the space between them hum with unspoken tension. Neither would bend. Neither expected the other to.
“I see,” Alpha Bruce said at last, tone still mild, though Catherine could hear the sharp edge beneath it.
Cathrines Alpha Father gave a short nod.
“I am pleased you do.”
Alpha Bruce tilted his head, considering him.
“I don’t believe you intended that to be as revealing as it was,” he remarked, almost idly.
Her Alpha Father frowned just slightly, but it was gone in an instant.
“And I do not believe there is more to be gained from this conversation,” her Alpha Father said, carefully controlled. “You are an Alpha, as am I. We will not see eye to eye on every matter.”
“That is certainly true.” Another brief silence.
Her Alpha Father shifted, adjusting his cuffs, already beginning to withdraw from the discussion. Catherine had never seen anyone speak to her Alpha Father like that.
But Alpha Bruce had done it. And there had been nothing her Alpha Father could do but accept it.
Alpha Bruce exhaled, slow and measured, before turning slightly, his arm shifting along the couch behind Catherine’s shoulders. Not touching. But there. Her Alpha Fathers gaze flickered toward it, but he said nothing.
Beta Alfred returned a few moments later, the polite clink of a tea tray preceding him as he entered the room.
“I took the liberty of preparing something warm,” Beta Alfred said smoothly, setting the tray down with effortless precision. “I imagine we could all do with something to settle the stomach.”
The words were perfectly polite, perfectly neutral— except they weren’t . There was an edge to them, a quiet commentary on the conversation that had just taken place.
A subtle enough rebuke that Catherine’s Alpha Father could not call him on it. And yet his jaw tightened all the same.
Catherine’s Omega Mother, carefully composed, lowered her gaze. Alpha Bruce reached forward, taking his tea first, as if to say this is my home. My rules.
The conversation moved after that. Stiff, but tolerable. Catherine’s Omega Mother remained silent, not even interacting with the pups. Her posture had not shifted, her hands still delicately folded in her lap, her gaze lowered, fixed on some point in the space between them.
Catherine wondered what she was thinking. If she allowed herself to think. If she had ever allowed herself to.
The children finished their game. Damian fell asleep in her arms. And her Alpha Father set down his cup, smoothing a hand over his slacks before rising to his feet. Her Omega Mother rose next, hands clasped tightly in front of her, her head bowed.
Alpha Bruce and Catherine stood as well, careful not to disturb the sleeping child cradled against her chest.
“It is getting late,” Cathrines Alpha Father said, glancing at the children still gathered around the table. “I should not keep you further.”
Catherine let out a breath she had not realized she had been holding. Dick, Tim, and Jason sat close together, their game now abandoned, but their attention carefully schooled, subtle in their watchfulness.
Jason had drawn his legs up beneath him, his fingers idly picking at the corner of the board. He wasn’t looking at anyone directly, but Catherine knew him well enough to see the tension in the set of his shoulders.
“Before I go,” her Alpha Father said, tone shifting just slightly, “I would like to express my willingness to be a part of my grandson’s life.”
The words landed heavily. Alpha Bruce did not move. Damian shifted softly in Catherine’s arms, still suckling at the bottle, blissfully unaware of the quiet storm in the room around him. But Cathrines eyes were locked on her child. Jasons lip was caught between his teeth, his eyes sharp and watchful.
“Additionally, if you ever feel the need to be rid of him, I would ask that you consider my care.”
Jason—who had been watching from the floor, quiet and alert—went very, very still.
“Jason is not unwanted,” Alpha Bruce said, voice like cut glass. His scent darkened, the shift subtle but unmistakable.
But her Alpha Father continued as if he had said nothing at all unusual.
“I imagine you are aware that Jason was only unclaimed due to a dispute between his Alpha Father and myself,” he said.
“A dispute,” Alpha Bruce repeated, slow and deliberate.
“Indeed.” Another pause. Her Alpha Father adjusted his cuffs once more.
“I do not believe now is the time for such details,” he said. “but in the interest of honesty, I thought it only fair that you know it was never a matter of worth where the pup was concerned. He is not responsible for the sins of his parents. Had things been different, had I been informed in time, the boy would have been properly claimed within our family after his sire’s passing.”
Jason’s breath had gone shallow, his hands curled into his sleeves, gripping tight.
Catherine could feel his eyes dart toward Alpha Bruce.
Alpha Bruce exhaled slowly through his nose. Then, without hesitation, he reached for Catherine’s hand, his fingers warm and steady as he laced them with hers. It was as if he needed the grounding just as much as she did.
“Jason is exactly where he belongs,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice as steady as his grip.
Catherine’s Alpha Father considered that for a long moment.
“Of course,” he said. “But should you ever change your mind, I would not wish to see the blood of my blood discarded. Perhaps, if the Lord so willed it, He might grant me an Alpha in my grandson, considering my trial endured."
Catherine felt something in her ache. He had been given an Omega child. Had endured his trial. And now, he believed he had to reap what he sow. A bloodline. An Alpha grandchild.
The air felt tight. Like the room itself had shrunk around them, the walls pressing in.
Jason’s shoulders had gone rigid, his head bowed, his small hands clenched into the fabric of his sleeves.
She could feel it—could feel the weight of her Alpha Father’s words settling into him like stones. And then, suddenly, he moved. Before anyone could stop him, Jason shoved himself up from the floor, his socked feet barely making a sound as he bolted forward.
Not to his grandfather. Not to the blood of his blood. But straigt to Alpha Bruce.
Catherine barely had time to process it before Jason threw himself into Alpha Bruce’s side, small arms wrapping around his middle, clutching tight.
His face was pressed against Alpha Bruce’s ribs, his breathing quick, uneven.
“Please, Alpha Bruce,” Jason’s voice was small, thick. “I don’t want to go live with my grandfather.”
Catherine’s breath hitched. Her Alpha Father exhaled through his nose, slow and measured.
“Oh, pup,” Alpha Bruce murmured, voice impossibly gentle. His grip on Catherine’s hand loosening—just long enough to bend down and lift Jason into his arms with ease.
Jason curled in immediately, tucking his face against Alpha Bruce’s shoulder. Alpha Bruce’s hand found the back of Jason’s head, cradling him there with quiet reassurance.
“You are going nowhere, Jace,” he said, voice low but firm. Jason’s fingers twisted into the fabric of Alpha Bruce’s shirt, holding tight. The words settled like a second heartbeat in Catherine’s chest, deep and steady.
“Oh, please,” her Alpha Father said. The words were spoken with a kind of quiet incredulity, as if he were indulging the absurdity of it all.
“I understand being more liberal,” he continued. “Your parents were much the same, if I recall.“
Alpha Bruce’s expression remained impassive, unreadable. Her Alpha Father tilted his head, watching him.
“Let’s be reasonable. A stray pup in your home for three weeks— that is charity. I’d never attempt to condem charity. But keeping him? That is foolishness. You are not a folish man, are you, Bruce?”
His eyes flicked briefly to Catherine, then back to Alpha Bruce. Jason flinched, but Alpha Bruce’s hand smoothed over his back, grounding him before the reaction could take root.
Her Alpha Father exhaled sharply.
“My Omega daughter will still kiss the ground you walk on, especially if you keep spoiling her like I’ve seen today,” he said, tone dropping slightly, as if reminding him of something inevitable. “You do not have to keep her child.”
Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. She felt like she had been punched. Alpha Bruce’s fingers tightened slightly against Jason’s back.
“My Omega daughter knows how to be grateful,” her Alpha Father continued smoothly. “She will not challenge you. She will not burden you. I made sure of that, didn’t I, Omega ?”
She looked at him, wide-eyed, breath caught somewhere between her lungs and her throat.
He had. He had taught her to athone by her Alphas rules. And it had been her plan to convince her Alpha Father to take Jason in, should Alpha Bruce not want him.
She had prepared for it. Prepared to have to let go of Jason, once he presented and Alpha Bruce didn’t want him any longer, once his promise meant nothing but good intentions. She should be glad.
But now standing here, seeing Jason cradled close against Alpha Bruce’s chest, safe in his arms, she could only shake her head. Small and uncertain, cornered like a deer in the spotlight, holding tight to Damian, Alpha Bruces little pup.
Alpha Bruce’s expression did not shift. His grip on Jason was unwavering, protective, resolute.
“Let me be perfectly clear,” he said, his voice calm, even—unyielding. “Jason is not claimed only because he and Catherine have not yet allowed it.”
Jason stiffened in his arms, but Alpha Bruce continued, unshaken.
“I will never force a claim,” he said, his grip on Jason unwavering, “but should the day come when they choose to allow me—” he glanced down at Jason, his voice dipping into something quieter. There was no doubt in his tone. No hesitation. No uncertainty.
“—then I will . Without question. Without reservation.“
Jason’s small hands curled tighter into his shirt.
“But even if they never do,” Alpha Bruce continued, his gaze sharpening as he looked back to Catherine’s Alpha Father, “he will still be mine to care for. For as long as he needs me.”
The room was heavy with silence. Catherine could feel her Omega Mother’s gaze burning into her. Could feel the tension radiating from her Alpha Father. But all she could see —
Was Jason.
Tucked against Alpha Bruce’s chest, cradled close, safe and certain in a way he had never been before. And for the first time in years Catherine was certain, too.
Catherine’s hands trembled, but her voice did not waver.
“You cannot have my child,” she said, looking her Alpha Father straight in the eyes.
Her heart pounded so hard she could feel it in her throat. Jason’s weight was still pressed against Alpha Bruce’s chest, his fingers curled into his shirt, but she did not let herself waver—not now.
Her Alpha Father’s expression darkened, the shift subtle but unmistakable. His lips thinned. His posture, always poised, straightened even further, steel settling into his frame.
“That is not your decision to make, Omega,” he said coldly. “You have no right to your own child. No authority. If your Alpha decides to rid of him, you’ll beg on your knees for me to take him.”
Oh he was right, so right but Cathrine dared to believes she wouldn’t have to beg.
She could feel Alpha Bruce beside her, solid and steady as ever. Jason had not moved, but she knew he was listening, knew he was watching.
She swallowed once, then straightened her spine.
“He is my child,” she said again, louder this time, more sure. “Nobody gets to take him away from me.”
Her Alpha Father’s eyes flashed. A slow inhale. A flicker of something sharp and assessing in his gaze, the same way he had always looked at her when she had spoken out of turn—when she had dared to have thoughts, feelings, needs - anything that he hadn’t granted her.
His gaze shifted to Alpha Bruce.
“You allow your Omega to speak to Alphas in such a way?”
Alpha Bruce’s grip on Jason remained steady, his scent calm but firm.
“I honor the people in my care,” he corrected. “And I do not strip them of their choices in the name of authority.”
Catherine’s Alpha Father inhaled sharply through his nose. His hands flexed once before he clasped them neatly in front of him.
“You may believe yourself noble in such indulgences,” he said, his voice carefully measured. “You think they’ll love you for this. For your kindness. For your indulgence.
You believe that by handing them the illusion of choice, you do right by them. But the frightful truth, Bruce, is that you withhold what they truly need: control. Guidance. The unwavering hand of a God-abiding Alpha.”
He exhaled slowly, as if burdened by the weight of his own wisdom, then let his gaze settle on Alpha Bruce with something close to pity.
“Eventually,” he continued, voice softer now, almost pitying, “you will learn, an Omega’s gratitude is not love.”
The silence in the room turned razor-sharp. Only now did she realize that Beta Alfred had left the room with Dick and Tim—sparing them, at least, from this.
Jason’s small arms clung tighter around Alpha Bruce’s neck, his body curled in close, pressing himself into the safety of Alpha Bruce’s presence like a frightened animal burrowing into its den. He was light, barely more than a bundle of bones and tension, his breath shallow, warm against Alpha Bruce’s collar.
Catherine tensed, her fingers tightening where they cradled Damian, as if the baby’s sleeping weight could tether her in place.
“My protection is neither bound to their love nor their gratitude,” Alpha Bruce said, ”They could stand in front of me screaming and raging and I would still try to met them with kindness.”
Her Alpha Father’s lips pressed together, his eyes narrowing slightly. Then, after a long moment, he let out a slow breath, shaking his head.
“You are a weak man, Bruce,” he proclaimed. “It is easy to let yourself be deceived by the need to indulge them. To spoil them. It is weakness, veiled as compassion.”
His gaze flickered briefly to Catherine, sharp and knowing, before he smiled a slow, almost wistful smile.
“And I should know,” he murmured.
His voice dropped, quiet, intimate in a way that made Catherine’s stomach turn.
“For a single moment,” he admitted, “when I first smelled the scent of my daughter’s heat, I almost let myself be deceived by the devil. I wanted to spare her. To be gentle. To indulge her.”
His eyes darkened, the smile fading.
“But I knew better. I knew I needed to strip her of her worldly possessions, to break her will, to protect her soul.”
Catherine’s breath hitched—sharp, involuntary. Alpha Bruce’s fingers curled briefly against the fabric of Jason’s shirt, the only sign of any reaction. But when he spoke, his voice was quiet. Steady.
“You do not protect what you destroy,” he said. “And you do not love what you seek to break.”
Her Alpha father tilted his head slightly, considering. Then he straightened, adjusting the cuffs of his jacket in one smooth, deliberate motion.
“It is a shame,” he mused, tone thoughtful. “I came for reconciliation. Expecting a man far more perspicacious than their late Alpha.”
“I expected parents who had missed their daughter and their grandchild,” Alpha Bruce countered. His tone did not rise, did not sharpen. But there was something beneath it—something deep, something dangerous. “I expected parents who loved them.”
Her Alpha Father smiled then. Thin and joyless.
“I swear by the Lord, I do love them,” he said, placing a hand over his chest, solemn. “I love her enough to forgive her sins. I was glad, even, that she found an Alpha willing to overlook her dirty soul.”
Catherine’s breath hitched, her fingers tightening in Damian’s blanket. Her Alpha Father’s gaze flicked toward her, sharp and gleaming.
“Overlook the vile acts she committed by her former Alpha’s bidding,” he added.
A sick, awful weight settled in her stomach.
Her Alpha Father saw it. The falter. The way her fingers trembled where they cradled Damian. The way her shoulders curled inward, shrinking, caving. And he saw Alpha Bruce’s moment of hesitation, the way his brows had knitted slightly, the way his expression had shifted just enough to show the thought forming behind his eyes.
He saw his opening. And he took it.
“Oh, you don’t know?” he asked smoothly, his lips curving slightly at the edges. “She didn’t atone her sins?”
Her breath quickened, shallow and uneven, the edges of her vision blurring as panic curled in the back of her throat.
“She didn’t tell you?” her Alpha Father continued, faux surprise lacing his words. “Didn’t tell you what she let men do to her? What she did to them?”
She never wanted Alpha Bruce to know. Not this. She had kept it buried, had swallowed it down like glass, had done everything to make sure it would never pass through her lips, that it would never touch her again—
And now, here it was.
“I—” she tried, but her voice cracked.
She saw the way Alpha Bruce’s expression flickered—first with realization, then with something deeper. His fingers curled tighter into Jason’s back.
Her Alpha Father turned back to him, feigning something like patience.
“She was a whore,” he said simply. “Did you not know? He had her open her mouth for any man willing to pay a few meager dollar for his debts.”
Catherine’s breath stuttered, her chest tight.
She could feel it, the way the words settled on her skin like something rotting, something she could never scrape away.
She didn’t dare look at Alpha Bruce. Didn’t dare see the way his expression had changed. Didn’t dare see the disgust she knew must be there.
She wanted to disappear. She wanted the ground to take her whole. But then Alpha Bruce exhaled. Deep and slow and deliberate.
And when he spoke, his voice was like iron.
“That was not her sin. Whatever she was made to do, she did not choose.”
Catherine’s breath caught. Alpha Bruce’s gaze was steady, unyielding, as he looked at her Alpha Father.
“She was ab used ,” Alpha Bruce said. “She was forced . You did not protect her.”
Catherine’s throat felt tight, too tight, her vision blurring at the edges.
“I do not care what twisted scripture you cling to in order to justify your cruelty,” Alpha Bruce said, gaze fixed in Cathrines Alpha Father, “but let me make one thing very clear to you.”
He leaned forward slightly, his voice dropping into something lethal .
“The only disgrace here is you .”
The air turned thick, heavy, suffocating. Cathrines Alpha Father bristled, scent souring, something dark flickering in his expression.
Alpha Bruce exhaled, slow and controlled. He shifted, just slightly, and turned his gaze onto her.
“You did nothing wrong.”
The words rang through her like a shock to the system. Her breath hitched.
“Nothing,” he repeated, steady and sure.
His expression softened—not with pity, but with something firm and resolute, something that could not be shaken.
“You did what you had to do to survive,” he said, voice unwavering. “To protect your child.”
A tremor worked its way down her arms, too deep to suppress.
Her Alpha Father scoffed. A short, derisive sound. “She is tainted,” he muttered. “A common whore. A disgrace.”
Alpha Bruce exhaled sharply through his nose, but he did not react otherwise. Instead, without breaking Catherine’s gaze, he leaned in slightly, voice dropping low.
“This is your home, Cathy,” he murmured, the words deliberate, certain. “Your house.” His hand, still curled protectively around Jason, was firm, grounding. “Your child.”
Alpha Bruces gazed at her Alpha Father. “You can tell him to leave.”
Catherine inhaled. The air felt too thick, like something pressing against her chest. But she took the breath anyway. And when she exhaled, it came out trembling—but sure .
She turned to her Alpha Father. Looked at him in a way she had never dared before.
His expression was the same as it had always been. For years, she had drowned beneath that gaze. Had twisted herself into something smaller, something lesser.
But now she was standing in her own home. With her child. With her Alpha. With the first people in her life who had not asked her to be less.
She swallowed down the tremor in her throat.
“You tried to take everything from me,” she said. Her voice was quieter than she intended, but it did not waver. Her Alpha Father tilted his head slightly, considering.
“You stripped me bare,” she continued, breath catching slightly. “You tried to take my future.“
He tried to take her saftey. Her own will. Her soul. And now, as if he hadn’t harmed her enough for a lifetime, he tried to take her child. Her lips pressed together. She felt it, deep in her chest. A certainty she had never had before.
“But I’m still here,” she said. The words settled into the space between them, heavy and irrevocable.
Her Alpha Father’s nostrils flared, but he said nothing. Catherine exhaled. He had taken things from her. Her books, her clothes, her little stuffed mousse with the tutu. Her innocence. Her security. The years she should have had to grow into herself without fear, without pain.
But he had not taken her ability to love.
He had not made her an empty shell, no matter how hard he had tried. She loved Jason. With every fiber of her being.
She adored Alpha Bruce and his sweet, wonderful pups, who had opened their arms and their home.
He could not take this from her. She had won .
“Leave,” she said, voice resolute. For the first time in years.
Her Alpha Father exhaled sharply, as if clearing something distasteful from his lungs. He held Alpha Bruces gaze for a long moment. Then, with one glance toward Catherine—dismissive, final—he turned and strode toward the door, his Omega wife in tow, the slight rustle of fabric the only sound she made. She did not meet Catherine’s gaze. She did not look at Jason.
The door shut behind them with a quiet, decisive click. Silence followed, thick and heavy. Catherine exhaled shakily, gripping Damian just a little closer.
Alpha Bruce shifted Jason slightly against him, rubbing a firm, steadying hand over his back.
“It’s over,” he murmured. “They’re gone.”
Jason nodded against his shoulder but did not lift his head. Catherine closed her eyes. She was save.
She won.
***
The sound of Bruce’s fists striking the sandbag echoed sharply through the gym like a slow, rhythmic thunder. Sweat clung to his skin, darkening the fabric of his shirt, soaking through in broad patches across his back and chest. His breath came hard, fast, sharp through his nose. Controlled. Just barely.
The gym was dimly lit, all the overheads off save for a single lamp in the corner. He hadn’t bothered with the lights. His knuckles met canvas again with a solid thud , and the heavy bag swung back on its chain, trembling slightly. He didn’t wait for it to settle before he hit it again. And again. And again.
Each blow drove up from his shoulders and through his arms like a current of fire—refined rage, focused, honed, useful. But not even a lifetime of discipline could make this clean.
He’d tucked Damian in just minutes ago. The baby had curled instinctively into his chest, soft and safe and utterly unaware of the storm raging inside his Alpha father.
Bruce had held him a moment longer than usual, inhaling the powdery, milk-warm scent of his youngest pup like a balm, like a tether keeping him from slipping too far into the dark.
But as soon as the nursery door had clicked shut, Bruce had walked down to the manor’s gym with the grim certainty of a man walking into a cage match with a demon he couldn’t kill—only cage again. His breathing now came in sharp, controlled bursts, like a war drum beating a retreat he refused to take.
His knuckles, already bruising, slammed into the reinforced leather again— bam , bam , bam —until the chain creaked overhead with each violent impact. He’d held it in for hours. Through that entire visit, from the moment the old man stepped over the manor’s threshold with that sanctimonious smile and hollow eyes.
Bruce had swallowed all of it. He’d kept his body loose, open, reassuring. Not a threat.
He had made sure Jason felt his hand resting warm and steady on his small back, keeping the boy grounded. He had made sure Catherine never once felt pressured, never once felt like the decision to throw her father out was something she owed him .
Catherine had needed to be the one to send her father away. Needed to be the one to reclaim that power. And Jason—Jason had needed to see his mother stand tall. Bruce would never take that from her.
It had to be her call. She had to choose her freedom. And she had. God, she had.
But now…
BAM.
Now, he imagined that man’s smug face in the swinging sandbag. The holier-than-thou sneer. The coldness that radiated from him even when he smiled.
BAM.
He hit harder. Again. Again. A snarl tore from his throat before he could choke it down.
Because Bruce had seen monsters in his life.
But what kind of father looks at a child and sees a divine punishment? What kind of man uses a holy book to beat his own daughter into submission and calls it love? What kind of father twisted love into something conditional, weaponized authority, and called it divine right?
Bruce wasn’t just angry. He was violated by the presence that man had brought into his home. Their home. The one place Catherine and Jason were supposed to be safe.
Bruce had let him in. Had stood still while the bastard filled the air with scripture and judgment.
And if Catherine hadn’t spoken up—if she hadn’t stood there with trembling hands and eyes full of something ancient and wounded and brave Bruce might’ve lost it.
He wanted to break every bone in that man’s body. But he hadn’t. Because control wasn’t optional. Not when a single misstep could undo every trace of trust he’s built with Cathrine and Jason.
Bruce’s hands closed into fists again. The next blow was full-body. A brutal, heavy strike that rocked the whole frame. The chain groaned. The bag swung wildly on its rig.
He breathed through his nose, teeth clenched. Bruce had wanted to throw that man out physically. Wanted to drag him by his collar and toss him off the porch like a piece of rotting trash. Wanted to bare his teeth, to show him what it meant to stand before an Alpha and be afraid.
But he had to control himself, for them. So instead, he drove his fury into the sandbag until his shoulders burned and his wrists throbbed. Until he could no longer hear the echo of that man’s voice in his ears. Until the only thing left was the ragged sound of his own breath and the memory of Catherine standing her ground, voice clear, heart in pieces but hers again.
He stopped, finally, resting his forehead against the bag, his body shaking and his knuckles bleeding.
Bruce trembled in rage for a childhood lost. Her father had made ashes of the parts of her meant to shine. He could see her, not as she was now, but as she must have been before he stripped her of everything she had ever loved: adventorous, her bastard of a father had called her.
Full of life. Bright eyes. Big grins. A child who had dared to laugh too loud, dream too boldly, want too much. Until wanting became defiance, and brightness was something to be punished.
Her father had made her bleed, had torn her down from the inside out. And what was a little blood, Bruce thought bitterly, in comparison to a lifetime spend that way?What were his aching knuckles against the pain she had endured for years?
He couldn’t even fathom it. Couldn’t let his mind wander too far into imagine it happening to his children. To Jason.
He would never let it happen. Not to any of the children who looked to him with trust in their eyes and innocence still clinging, however faintly, to their hearts. And certainly not to Catherine—not again. He would stand between them and anyone who dared to raise a hand or voice or doctrine against them, would shoulder every blow meant to crush their spirit.
He was their Alpha. He would stand between them and anyone who even attempted to tear them down, even if it meant bleeding a thousand times over. That was what he was all about.
Notes:
Actually this chapter would be such a good end for this story but there are a few more to come. I still don’t have a final chapter count but maybe around 50 I guess … I’ll let you all know, once I have the final outline 🥰
Chapter 44
Notes:
Thank you all for your kind comments 🥰 I’m so happy about you all and I hope you enjoy the next chapter 🥰
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Chapter Text
Jason had clung to Alpha Bruce for a long time after his grandparents had left, his small hands fisting into Alpha Bruce’s shirt, face tucked against his neck. He was quiet, but Catherine could feel the way his little body trembled, how his breath came in uneven, shallow puffs, how his grip never loosened, not even a little.
Alpha Bruce had held him the whole time. He never shifted to put Jason down, never tried to move him or tell him to let go. He just held him, strong and steady, rubbing slow circles against his back.
Eventually, Jason had loosened his grip enough for Catherine to take him. Alpha Bruce had carefully transferred the sleeping baby into his own arms, his movements slow and practiced. Catherine had watched the way he cradled the infant against his chest, the way his hand curled protectively over Damian’s tiny back, and something in her heart had ached.
She hadn’t lingered. Jason was already curling into her, his body heavy and warm, his face pressing into her shoulder as she carried him upstairs.
They had gone through the motions of bedtime—changing into pajamas, brushing teeth—but Jason hadn’t been ready to sleep. He had pressed himself close, his little body tucked tightly against hers beneath the blankets, his fingers fidgeting with the edge of her sleeve.
Catherine could almost hear him thinking.
She wished she knew how to take his mind off things. Maybe they could go downstairs, curl up in the den, let the soft glow of the television fill the silence. Alpha Bruce wouldn’t mind, she was almost sure of it.
Jason was hers. She had authority over her own son. If she decided to let him stay up longer, if she decided he needed comfort more than a strict bedtime, Alpha Bruce would probably not even bat an eye.
The realization still felt strange. She had spent so long living by another Alpha’s rules, walking carefully within the lines drawn for her. But here she had control. She was still learning what that meant.
Before she could make up her mind, the door cracked open just a sliver. A small figure slipped inside, soft footsteps padding across the floor. Catherine blinked.
“Hello, Tim,” she said, voice soft, a small smile forming on her lips.
Tim stopped just beside the bed, shifting on his feet. He clutched his stuffed dinosaur close to his chest, the familiar toy worn from love. His hair was messy from sleep, his pajama shirt slightly askew.
“I can’t sleep,” he admitted.
Catherine felt something in her heart ache again.
“Would you like to sit with us?” she asked gently, shifting to make room.
Tim nodded, relief flickering across his face. He clambered up onto the bed, settling on her other side, and without hesitation, he pushed his bare feet under the blankets.
Jason stirred slightly, blinking over at him.
“I can’t sleep either,” Jason confessed.
Tim nodded as if that made perfect sense.
The three of them sat in a comfortable silence, the warmth of their small bodies pressing against her. Catherine stroked Jason’s hair absentmindedly, smoothing the soft curls between her fingers, trying to soothe what she could not put into words.
Tim watched her hand move. Then, after a long moment, he leaned against her arm.
“I get it,” he said quietly.
Catherine’s hand stilled. She glanced down at him, at the solemn little face peeking up at her.
“What do you understand, sweetheart?” she asked, her voice gentle.
Tim hesitated. He swung his feet a little under the blanket. Then, carefully, he said, “Letting your parents visit. Even though they were mean.”
Catherine’s breath caught, her stomach twisting.
“If my parents wanted to come visit,” Tim continued, his fingers twisting into the edge of the blanket, “I’d say yes too.”
He swallowed, his small brow furrowing.
“Even if they were… neg-lec-tive.” He sounded the word out carefully, as if testing its shape in his mouth.
Such a big word for such a small child.
Such a heavy truth for such small shoulders.
Without thinking, she wrapped her free arm around him, pulling him gently against her side. Tim didn’t resist. He leaned into her immediately, his small body pressing close.
Jason had stilled, his fingers no longer picking at the blanket. Catherine inhaled carefully, blinking against the burn behind her eyes. She knew this feeling. She knew exactly what it was to hold onto hope, to stretch her hands toward love even when it was undeserved. To ache for kindness. At least all of them had be found by Alpha Bruce.
“I shouldn‘t have invited my parents here,“ Cathrine said. “They shouldn‘t get to be part of my life after how much they hurt me.“
Cathrine stroked softly over Tims head and inhaled his muted puppy scent. It was a bit watered down, the coffee and the iron, as if today had bought out an old ache.
“Parents are supposed to protect their pups,“ she smiled. “And especially such a sweet one like you.“
Tim’s little hands curled into the blanket, his ears slightly pink. But after a moment, he nodded, pressing his face against her sleeve, silent but clinging.
Jason shifted beside her, pressing his face into her arm, and Catherine exhaled slowly.
Catherine watched them, her heart swelling with something fragile, something aching. She had no idea what to do now. She had two little boys curled against her, both clearly not ready to sleep just yet.
She could take them downstairs, couldn’t she? Alpha Bruce wouldn’t be angry. Alpha Bruce had never gotten angry with her for making decisions about Jason. He had never looked at her like she was incapable.
The realization still felt fragile, like something she had to remind herself of over and over. And before she could make up her mind, there was a knock at the door.
Catherine lifted her head slightly.
“Come in,” she called softly.
The door creaked open just a little, and Alpha Bruce stuck his head inside.
“I just wanted to see if Tim is here,” he said, his voice gentle.
Catherine nodded, glancing down at the little boy tucked into her side.
“They couldn’t sleep, Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce exhaled slightly, his gaze flickering over the two boys curled up against her.
Alpha Bruce exhaled softly. He stepped inside fully now, his posture relaxed. “Would you all like a hot chocolate?”
Tim lifted his head so fast it was almost comical. Jason perked up too, their tiredness momentarily forgotten.
They nodded eagerly, and Catherine smiled, warmth blooming in her chest at the sight of their enthusiasm.
Alpha Bruce nodded and reaching into the pocket of his jogging pants, pulling out the baby monitor, checking it quickly, and tucked it away again.
“Alright,” Alpha Bruce said, already turning toward the hallway. “Let me just check if Dick is still awake—he might want some too.”
Catherine watched him go, feeling a pang of something quiet and fond settle in her ribs.
Alpha Bruce didn’t have to do these things. But he did . Every time.
A few minutes later, Alpha Bruce returned, Dick in tow. The eleven-year-old yawned as he walked, his hair slightly mussed, but he still looked pleased as he shuffled alongside his Alpha Father.
“You sure the shrimps aren’t tricking you and Cathrine into staying up late?” he teased, his voice still a little thick with sleep.
Tim shook his head. “We really couldn’t sleep.”
Dick ruffled his hair as they all started toward the stairs.
They made their way downstairs together, a quiet cluster of warm bodies moving through the dim halls.
Alpha Bruce led them into the den before disappearing into the kitchen.
Catherine settled onto the couch, pulling Jason onto her lap, realising she wasn’t afraid to do so. Tim tucked himself against her side and Dick dropped onto the cushions beside them, stretching his legs out.
They sat there in the quiet, waiting, the air feeling warm and safe in a way Catherine still wasn’t entirely used to. It wasn’t long before Alpha Bruce returned, a tray in hand.
He set it down carefully on the table before lowering himself onto the couch beside Dick.
Without hesitation, he reached out, pulling his eldest close, his arm settling easily around Dick’s shoulders. Dick let himself be gathered in, his head resting against Alpha Bruce’s side.
Catherine watched them, a warmth pooling in her chest, something soft and fragile and new.
Alpha Bruce reached for one of the mugs, wrapping his hands around the ceramic as the warmth seeped into his fingers. The scent of chocolate and vanilla curled in the air, rich and comforting, settling over them like a heavy quilt.
Catherine’s gaze flicked down as he lifted the mug to his mouth. The bruises were faint at first glance, but once she saw them, she couldn’t stop seeing them—dark, blooming across his knuckles in uneven patches, skin scraped raw in places, swollen over the ridges of bone.
Her breath caught.
He hadn’t raised his voice. Hadn’t touched her parents. Hadn’t so much as shifted his stance when her father looked down on her like he still owned her.
Alpha Bruce hadn’t postured. Hadn’t growled. Hadn’t so much as let his scent flare.
But the bruises were there.
Did he…? Was he angry?
She didn’t ask, couldn’t. Questions like that were too bold, too forward. Not for her to ask of an Alpha like him.
Alpha Bruce lifted the mug to his lips, casual, like he didn’t even notice the split across his right hand.
But her fingers tightened around her own mug all the same, her eyes flicking down and away.
For a while, no one spoke.
The den was quiet, filled only with the occasional soft sip of hot chocolate and the slow, steady rhythm of breathing.
Jason curled in Catherine’s lap, his little hands cupping his own mug carefully, taking small, thoughtful sips. Tim nestled at her side, radiating the familiar warmth of a pup seeking comfort. Dick remained against Alpha Bruce’s side, relaxed despite his Alpha Fathers bruised knuckles, but his sharp blue eyes flicked between them, taking in their body language, the way the little boys clung to Catherine.
The weight of the evening still hung over them. It wasn’t suffocating, not anymore, but it lingered like the remnants of a storm, settled in the bones, in the mind.
Alpha Bruce was the first to break the silence.
“Did you want to talk about it?” His voice was quiet, steady. No pressure. Just the simple offering of space.
Jason shifted slightly in Catherine’s lap, fingers tightening around his mug, as he shrugged his shoulders, not giving a real answer.
Alpha Bruce nodded. “That’s okay.” He took a slow sip of his hot chocolate, then glanced at Tim, whose tiny fingers curled against the rim of his cup. “How about you, Tim?”
Tim, still pressed against her side, fidgeted with his mug. “I don’t get it,” he mumbled. “Why are parents mean?”
Alpha Bruce sighed softly. “Sometimes, people hurt others because it makes them feel stronger.” His voice was level, calm, but there was an edge beneath it, something sharp that had been sanded down over time. “And sometimes, they don’t even realize how much damage they’re doing.”
Dick frowned into his hot chocolate. “But they should know.”
“They should,” Alpha Bruce agreed.
Jason huffed. “But they don’t care.”
Catherine’s heart clenched. She pressed a soft kiss to Jason’s hair, her arms tightening around him. Alpha Willis had never cared.
“Some don’t,” Alpha Bruce admitted. “But that’s not a reflection of you. It doesn’t mean you deserved it.”
Jasons frown deepened. Catherine swallowed past the lump in her throat.
“You know,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice soft but steady, “sometimes, we hold onto the hope that people will change. Because we want to believe they can. Because we want to believe they love us enough to try.”
Tim blinked up at her, his lips pressing together, his small brows furrowed in thought. He let out a small, thoughtful breath.
“But my parents didn’t love me,” he murmured. Catherine squeezed her eyes shut. She knew that feeling deep in her bones, the slow, sinking realization that no matter how much she tried, how much she obeyed, how much she gave—she would never be enough.
Jason was quiet, but Cathrine knew he was thinking the same about Alpha Willis.
Dick, still leaning against Alpha Bruce’s side, watched them. Alpha Bruce exhaled. “But it’s not your job to fix them,” he said gently. “And it’s not your fault if they don’t.”
Tim hesitated, then carefully set his mug on the table. He shifted closer to Catherine, pressing his face against her sleeve, quiet but holding on. Jason’s grip on his own cup tightened, but he didn’t speak.
Catherine closed her eyes for a moment, steadying herself. She wanted to sooth their aches, wanted to hug them close and not let go. And looking at Alpha Bruce she wondered if it was so bad to want that. He wouldn‘t mind, would he?
Cathrine had spent so long believing that love was something to be endured. That kindness was transactional, given only when earned. That an Alpha’s affection was fleeting, brittle, and could shatter at the slightest wrong move.
Now she was sitting in a warm den, cradling two pups, one of them not even hers, and Alpha Bruce wasn’t stopping her. He wasn’t warning her to remember her place. He wasn’t looking at her like she was overstepping.
He had let Tim press himself against her side, had watched her curl around Jason without a flicker of disapproval. Maybe—maybe he didn’t just allow it. Maybe he wanted it. Wanted her to be a good mother.
Catherine swallowed, resting her cheek against Tim’s soft, messy hair, inhaling the scent of warm milk and coffee and something faintly sweet.
Jason shifted slightly in her lap, his hands tightening around his mug. His small body was tense, curled close, but his scent wasn’t sharp with distress.
She tightened her arms around him instinctively, smoothing a hand over his back, knowing that if she spoke right now, her voice would waver.
They sat in silence for a moment longer. And Alpha Bruce just watched. She met his gaze for a fleeting moment, her breath catching in her throat. His expression was unreadable at first, but then his hand shifted slightly against Dick’s shoulder, his thumb rubbing absently against the fabric of his pajama shirt. A quiet, steadying motion.
She could see it now, the way he gathered his pups close without hesitation. The way he made space for them to feel, to hurt, to grieve, without telling them to quiet down. Without telling them it was wrong.
And her. She hadn’t noticed at first, but—he did the same for her, too. It hit her in that moment, the realization sudden and dizzying. Alpha Bruce was safe, he really wanted them. She curled her fingers against the fabric of Jason’s pajamas, breathing slowly, trying to keep her expression steady.
And then Dick sighed, shifting slightly against Alpha Bruce.
“Well,” he muttered, reaching for his hot chocolate. “This sucks.”
Jason let out a small, breathy laugh, startled but real. Alpha Bruce chuckled too, his arm still draped around Dick’s shoulders. “That about sums it up,” he murmured.
***
Catherine moved quietly, gathering the soft throw blankets one by one, careful not to disturb the peaceful atmosphere of the den. The house had settled into a gentle rhythm after the long, heavy night before, and she found herself grateful for the quiet.
Jason and Tim’s laughter drifted faintly from the playroom, a sound so light and full of life that it felt almost impossible to reconcile with the sorrow both boys had carried only hours ago.
On the couch, Dick was stretched out comfortably, his elbows propped against the cushions as he held his Switch in his hands. His brow was slightly furrowed, his tongue pressing against the corner of his mouth in concentration.
Catherine had seen him like this before—entirely focused, drawn deep into whatever game had captured his attention. She hesitated for only a moment before stepping closer, the blankets folded over her arm.
Catherine tilted her head, watching how a small, pixelated creature darted across the display, its name and stats flashing as Dick selected an attack.
A memory stirred—hazy, but warm. Sitting on a scratchy old rug, peering over Vickies shoulder as they played on a brand new Game Boy. Small, chunky pixels forming little creatures, the tinny music playing in the background. She had never owned a Game Boy herself, of course. But Vickx had let her catch some Pokémon that same day, and she had stared in awe at the tiny caterpillar on the screen, captivated by the idea of a world where little monsters could be trained, cared for, befriended. A world where companionship was earned through kindness and effort. She had liked it. A lot.
Her Alpha Father had been disappointed when she asked if maybe she could get a Game Boy and that Pokemon game for her next birthday. The scolding had been quiet but firm, he hadn’t been mean back when she was still a child. But it was a rebuke wrapped in scripture, his voice like a heavy weight pressing against her ribs. “Those monsters are not creations of the Lord, Catherine,“ he had said. „They are distractions. False idols.“
She hadn’t argued. Hadn’t even thought to. She had only nodded, and let the words take root. But she had still stolen glances whenever she could, watching over her friend’s shoulder, heart fluttering each time a new Pokémon was caught.
Catherine adjusted the weight of the blankets in her arms, fingers tightening slightly in the soft fabric.
“I used to play that,” she said, the words slipping out before she fully thought them through.
Dick’s head lifted instantly, his blue eyes sparking with interest. “Wait, really?”
“Not much,” she admitted, a little hesitant. “I never had a Game Boy, but my friend did. She let me play a few times.”
Dick grinned, shifting on the couch to better face her. “What Pokémon did you catch?”
Catherine hesitated. The memory was hazy, more feeling than detail—something small and fluffy, something that had started as a caterpillar and grown into a butterfly. A fish that was useless until it wasn’t. She could still picture them, but their names slipped just out of reach.
“I don’t remember,” she admitted honestly.
Dick made a thoughtful little oh sound before turning back to his game.
Catherine smiled a small smile. He might be an Alpha, but he was still a child—that much she had come to understand in recent days. A child who was bright and kind, who had no interest in wielding his status as a weapon.
He knew that she and Jason had come from a bad place. But he didn’t need the weight of all the ugly details. So she exhaled slowly, shifting the blankets against her hip.
“My Alpha Father didn’t think they were…” she hesitated, searching for the right word, “appropriate. So I never played much. And it’s been so many years.”
Dick wrinkled his nose, scowling slightly as his fingers moved over the controls.
“That’s dumb,” he muttered. His Pokémon attacked, the opponent’s health bar dropping lower. Catherine watched, something warm settling in her chest.
Dick glanced at her again, an idea sparking behind his eyes.
“You wanna pick my next move?” he asked.
Catherine blinked, caught off guard.
“Oh,” she said, shifting slightly. “I don’t—”
Dick grinned, tilting the screen toward her.
“C’mon,” he coaxed.
Catherine hesitated, then carefully shifted the blankets to one arm, leaning slightly over the couch. Her gaze flickered over the options.
“Tackle,” she murmured.
Dick grinned wider, pressing the selection without hesitation.
The little creature darted forward, colliding with its opponent. The health bar dropped to zero. Dick let out a triumphant noise, tossing his head back against the cushions.
“Nice!” he said. “We won!”
Catherine blinked, a quiet, startled kind of warmth blooming in her chest. Dick grinned up at her, eyes bright with the kind of unguarded enthusiasm that only a child could have. She smiled back.
She hadn’t thought about Pokémon in years. Hadn’t thought about much from the time before she had presented—before her Alpha Father had stripped everything away that wasn’t part of his narrow, rigid worldview for Omegas.
But right now, in the warm den, with Dick lounging comfortably and explaining game mechanics to her like it was the most natural thing in the world, she found that she didn’t mind remembering. She liked this. She liked him. She liked that he wanted to share it with her.
Her throat felt tight for a moment, but she swallowed around it, adjusting her hold on the blankets.
“Do you have a favorite?” she asked, nodding toward the screen.
Dick grinned, turning the game toward her again as he launched into an enthusiastic explanation about the ideal team he had build. Catherine listened.
***
Afterwards Cathrine hurried down the halls, aware of the times she had taken listening to Dick, the weight of the throw blankets still lingering in her arms, as if the warmth of them could ground her.
She had only meant to stop quickly, collect them in the den, but time had slipped past her without her realizing. The moment she stepped into the laundry room, she braced herself—old instincts whispering of rebuke, of consequences for making someone wait.
But Beta Alfred was waiting patiently, ever composed as he stood by the ironing board, carefully pressing a crisp button-down shirt. The iron let out a soft hiss as it met the fabric, the scent of freshly laundered linen filling the air.
He looked up as she entered, offering her a gentle smile. “Ah, there you are, my dear.” His voice, as always, was steady and refined, carrying that signature warmth beneath the crisp enunciation. “Master Bruce was just looking for you. He is waiting in the study.”
Catherine’s fingers curled slightly into the blankets. Her throat tightened, her stomach coiling with something uneasy. There was nothing to worry about. Alpha Bruce was kind . He had done nothing but show her patience, had never once raised his voice, never once let his scent sour in anger toward her.
But old instincts were hard to smother.
Had something happened? Had her Alpha Father called? Was something wrong? Had Jason done something? Was he in trouble? Or was this about her? Had she displeased Alpha Bruce somehow? Was he angry that he did not find her where he expected her too? That he had to wait while she dwiddled, listening to storys about stupid handheld games?
The thoughts skittered across her mind like frantic birds, impossible to catch. The image of his knuckles, raw and dark, came to her mind. Her stomach twisted. She swallowed hard, forced the thoughts down where they couldn’t show.
“Thank you, Beta Alfred.”
Her voice wavered, just slightly, but if Beta Alfred noticed, he did not say. He only dipped his head in that quiet, knowing way of his, turning his attention back to the shirt beneath his hands.
Catherine exhaled slowly, carefully placing the blankets into the waiting machine before excusing herself. And then she was moving. She hurried down the hall, her breath coming quicker with each step. Up the stairs, past the grand windows that spilled golden light across the polished wood, past the portraits and the quiet warmth of the home she was still learning how to trust . And finally—to Alpha Bruce’s study.
She hesitated, just briefly, her pulse thrumming at her throat, but then she knocked softly.
“Come in,” Alpha Bruce’s voice called, deep and even.
She pushed the door open, stepping into the warm, book-lined study. Alpha Bruce sat behind his desk, a stack of papers neatly arranged before him, though his attention was already on her, eyes watchful as she approached.
“You were looking for me, Alpha?” she asked softly, her hands resting lightly against her sides. Alpha Bruce gestured toward one of the chairs opposite his desk. “Come, sit.”
Catherine hesitated for only a moment before moving forward, settling carefully into the chair.
“There’s something I wanted to discuss with you,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice as kind and measured as always. Her spine stiffened, old instincts bracing for something bad , something she couldn’t prepare for. But she forced herself to breathe evenly, to keep her gaze on Alpha Bruce as he continued.
“I spoke with Rachel and Harvey.”
Catherine blinked, surprised.
“They looked into your father’s potential claim over Jason,” Alpha Bruce continued. “And they both agree—he has no real ground to take Jason outright.”
Catherine’s breath hitched, her fingers curling slightly against her lap.
“The claim I have on you is solid,” Alpha Bruce went on, his expression steady, calm. “And until Jason presents, a pup is almost never taken from their Omega parent if a familial Alpha tries to claim them. Jason is still very young—years from presenting. That gives us time.”
Time. Catherine exhaled slowly, carefully.
She was grateful, deeply so, that Alpha Bruce had checked again. That he had gone to Rachel and Alpha Harvey, that he was making sure of these things for her, for Jason .
But she was also not naïve. Her Alpha Father could still make trouble, even if he had no legal standing.
And more than that—
She lowered her gaze, pressing her lips together. She knew Alpha Bruce had the best intentions. He had been nothing but kind, nothing but patient. But even he must have a line. Something he didn’t cross, not for her, not for Jason. Surely, he wouldn’t fight a long, expensive legal battle over Jason.
If her Alpha father really pursued this—if he turned his threats into petitions and paperwork, if he dragged it through the courts like a dogfight dressed in suits—surely Alpha Bruce wouldn’t keep fighting.
Jason wasn’t his pup. And he might have said, he was just waiting for her and Jason to ask him for a claim on the child, but Cathrine wasn’t so sure if he’d only said it to tell her Alpha Father off.
Yes, he had said he was waiting. That he would claim Jason if they ever asked. That the door was open, that the choice was theirs. But Catherine couldn’t help wondering—had he only said it to shut her Alpha father up? To put himself between them, just for the moment, like a temporary wall?
Words were easy. And sometimes kindness looked a lot like pity. She wasn’t naive enough to think she could always tell the difference. Not when it came from someone like him—so much larger than life, so far above her in every way that even his gentlest gestures felt like grace.
And even if it was pity—if Alpha Bruce only claimed Jason out of some noble, aching softness in his heart, or compassion or a fleeting desire to make things right—she would still take it. She would accept it, cradle it, worship it.
She would kneel at his feet for it. Thank him for it every single day. Because it would mean Jason was safe. Jason was his. And pity or not, being claimed by a good Alpha was better than anything she had ever dared dream for her pup.
But Alpha Bruce had children already. Adopted or not, they were his , he’d choosen them in a way Jason had never been. Alpha Bruce didn’t need Jason. And if it came down to it—if the law turned against her, if the system took the side of blood and history over nuture and intention—Catherine knew how the story would end.
Maybe Alpha Bruce would fight at first. Maybe he’d call his lawyers, raise his voice for the first time, press back against the weight of the system.
But he wouldn’t fight forever. Not for Jason. Not for a pup that wasn’t his by blood or bond.
And in the end, what would he really lose? She would still belong to Alpha Bruce, no matter what. She would still be his - docile, silent, and easily kept. Living with her heartbreak without ever making it his problem.
If it came to it, she would do anything just to be allowed to visit, to be near him, even if she wasn’t the one raising him anymore. Even if she had to smile and say thank you for a supervised hour once a month. Even if she’d be forced to kneel next to the table while he child sat in front of it.
Even if she had to stay outside of a house she no longer belonged to, waiting for the brief flicker of a boy through a window. She would take it. She would take whatever she was given. Because losing Jason entirely —that was the one thing she knew she couldn’t survive.
Cathrine swallowed hard, forcing the thoughts away, forcing herself to stay quiet.
Alpha Bruce nodded slightly, his eyes flickering over her, considering.
Then he exhaled, shifting slightly. “There’s… one more thing,” he said. His voice was different this time. A little softer, a little less sure. Catherine blinked. Alpha Bruce did not often sound unsure.
She straightened, watching as he leaned slightly forward, folding his hands together on the desk.
“I was wondering,” he said, almost thoughtful, “if you might like to go out with me tomorrow.”
Catherine’s lips parted slightly. She stared at him, at the way he almost looked—shy.
“A date,” he clarified. Her heart thudded once, sharp and heavy. She had never really…
No one had ever taken her on a date before.
Omegas like her didn’t get taken on dates.
Alpha Willis certainly hadn’t. He had claimed her, had taken her, had used her, but there had never been anything soft, anything kind .
Alpha Bruce was watching her carefully, and Catherine realized suddenly that she hadn’t spoken.
“I—” she started, then hesitated, pressing her fingers lightly against the armrest of the chair.
Alpha Bruce let her have the space to think, to gather herself. He always gave her space.
“You don’t have to say yes,” he assured her gently. “But I would like to take you out.”
She licked her lips, forcing herself to focus.
Alpha Bruce wasn’t like other Alphas. She was mean to still think so ill of him sometimes, when her thoughts run wild and her fears crawled up to the surface.
Alpha Bruce wasn’t like her Alpha Father. He wasn’t like Alpha Willis. He had never once pushed her. And he had never once hurt her.
“What did … what did you plan, Alpha?” she asked, because that felt like the safest thing to say.
Alpha Bruce’s lips quirked in something almost like relief.
“I was thinking we could go into the city,” he said. “Do some Christmas shopping. Then dinner.”
Catherine nodded slowly, her mind still working through it. She had barely been out in public since coming here. She had certainly never gone anywhere with Alpha Bruce in that way. The idea of being out with him, of people seeing, of knowing —
Her fingers tightened slightly. But Alpha Bruce was still watching her, still waiting, not pressuring, not pushing.
“I—” she exhaled. “I’d like that.”
Something warm flickered in Alpha Bruce’s expression, just briefly, before he nodded.
“Good,” he said simply. “Rachel and Harvey will be taking Dick and Tim to the aquarium, then for dinner and a movie at their place. Jason is welcome to join them if you’re comfortable with that.”
Catherine hesitated. She trusted Rachel, or at least, she wanted to. But Jason had not been away from her for that long since—
She swallowed.
Alpha Bruce, ever perceptive, added, “Alfred has offered to watch Damian. So if you’d rather have Jason stay with him, Alfred wouldn’t mind watching both of them.”
Catherine blinked, momentarily caught off guard. He was giving her a choice. Again. Letting her decide what was best for her child.
A deep, unfamiliar sense of gratitude settled in her chest. She had never had that before. Not with Alpha Willis. But now the choice was hers .
She considered it, weighing the options carefully. Leaving Jason with Beta Alfred would be safer . Jason was comfortable with him, and she knew her son—he would be polite, well-behaved, helpful. He knew how to make himself small, how to ensure he was never a burden.
But Jason had never been to the aquarium.
And despite everything—despite how well they all understood the difference between Alpha Wayne’s sons and her son —she knew it would matter to Jason if the other boys got to go out and have fun while he had to stay behind.
It would remind him, however unintentionally, that there was still and would be forever a gap between them. And if Jason ever found out that it hadn’t been Alpha Bruce who kept him home, but her —
She could already picture the way he would look at her. Sad and confused, hurt in a way he probably wouldn’t even have the words for. Jason never complained outright. He was a good boy, quiet and careful.
But he would know . He would know that she had been the one to put him in his place. That she had decided he didn’t belong with the other boys. And she couldn’t do that to him.
So she swallowed, steadying herself, and nodded.
“Yes,” she said, her voice quiet but firm. “If it‘s really an option, Alpha, I‘d like Jason to go with Alpha Harvey and Rachel.”
Alpha Bruce nodded in turn, his expression warm. “Good,” he said. “I’ll let them know.”
Catherine exhaled, feeling the tension in her chest loosen slightly. She glanced at Alpha Bruce, meaning to thank him again—but then paused. He was smiling. Not just a polite curve of the lips, but a real smile. And the warmth in it made something shift in her, something that unsettled her just as much as it steadied her.
A flicker of something deep, something dangerous , curled in her stomach. It wasn’t nerves, not quite. It wasn’t fear. But it left her breath feeling just a little too shallow, her fingers moving up to the side of her neck. The mark he‘d left. But it wasn‘t just that. Not only the bond. It was how pleased he looked. Pleased to spend the day with her? That was insane!
Catherine swallowed again, pushing back the unfamiliar, too-warm feeling curling in her chest.
“Thank you, Alpha,” she murmured.
Alpha Bruce’s gaze softened. “It’s my pleasure.”
Notes:
They are going on a date 💕
Chapter 45
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The streets of Gotham stretched before them, bright under the rare blue sky, the sun cutting sharp angles through the buildings. It was a rare kind of winter day—beautiful, clear, and crisp, yet still biting cold, the wind curling around corners and slipping through gaps in scarves and coats.
Catherine kept close to Alpha Bruce’s side, not quite touching but aware of his presence, solid and sure. She had never walked through the city like this before— leisurely . Whenever she was allowed out, she had hurried from one place to another, head down, moving quickly to avoid drawing attention.
Catherine was dressed warmly in boots and a woolen coat, but she found herself tucking her hands into her sleeves regardless, her fingers stiff with the chill.
Alpha Bruce seemed unbothered by the cold, his presence solid beside her as they walked, his steps slow and measured, as if they had all the time in the world. Because they weren’t just outside together but truly out together.
When he turned toward a storefront, Catherine followed, glancing up at the elegant gold lettering above the door. The shop was small, warm, and well-lit, the soft scent of wool and leather filling the air.
Scarves, gloves, and hats were displayed in careful arrangements, the fabrics draped artfully over polished wood tables.
The colors were rich and varied—deep forest greens and navy blues, soft grays and creams, warm browns and burgundies.
Catherine hesitated in the doorway, fingers curling slightly in the cuffs of her coat.
This was not the kind of store she had ever stepped into before. Everything looked expensive. Everything was expensive.
But Alpha Bruce stepped inside without hesitation, glancing back at her as if it had never crossed his mind that she wouldn’t follow.
She swallowed and stepped forward, the bell above the door chiming softly as it swung shut behind her. Alpha Bruce moved with quiet ease, his hands slipping into the pockets of his coat as he glanced over the selection.
Catherine hesitated, her eyes drawn to the scarves. They were neatly folded in shallow baskets, soft and inviting. She glanced at Alpha Bruce uncertainly, not sure what he wanted from her. He caught her gaze and offered a small nod. “Go ahead,” he said, voice warm with quiet encouragement.
Slowly, carefully, she reached out, her fingertips grazing over the fabric. Cashmere. Wool. Soft, thick knits. The textures sent a small shiver through her, unfamiliar and indulgent. It felt wrong , somehow, to touch something so nice. Like someone would snatch it away the moment they realized she had laid hands on it.
But no one did. And Alpha Bruce only watched, a faint, pleased expression on his face, as if he was simply content to see her look. Catherine let her fingers linger a little longer, testing the weight of a scarf between her hands. It was a beautiful shade of green, soft and light but warm. She liked the way it felt against her palm.
Alpha Bruce took a step closer, reaching past her to pick up a different one, a deep navy blue. He ran it between his fingers, thoughtful, before lifting it slightly to his nose, inhaling. Catherine blinked. He smelled it. Like an Alpha testing a scent for his Omega.
A strange feeling tightened in her chest. Alpha Bruce hummed, seemingly satisfied, and looked at her again.
“See anything you like?” he asked. Catherine opened her mouth—then hesitated. Liking something wasn’t the same as getting something. But Alpha Bruce was looking at her with such calm expectation, as if it was obvious, natural , that he would buy something for her.
Catherine’s fingers curled into the soft wool of the green scarf, hesitation coiling in her chest. The color was rich, deeper than mint but warmer than emerald. It felt bold. Too bold, maybe.
Was it too much? Too expensive? She glanced up at Alpha Bruce, half-expecting some kind of sign—approval, disapproval, a reminder that she was being indulgent.
But his expression didn’t shift. He only watched her with that same quiet patience, as if the decision was entirely hers to make. As if it was obvious that she should pick something she liked.
She swallowed, fingers tightening slightly in the fabric. Alpha Bruce didn’t seem to think it was too much. Maybe—maybe it wasn’t.
Still, she hesitated. He had touched the navy scarf a moment ago, had scented it even. Would he prefer that one?
Before she could change her mind, she smoothed the wool of the green scarf between her fingers and murmured, “What do you think about this color, Alpha?“
“It is a very nice color,“ he said. “A good wool too. Is it soft enough?“
“Oh,“ she made, not expecting him to say so much about it. She didn‘t want to waste his time. But he asked, so she quickly answered. “It‘s very soft, Alpha.“
Alpha Bruce gave a small nod, his mouth tugging up at the corner. “Good,“ he said, his voice warm. “Would you like that one, then?“
“Yes, please Alpha, if it isn‘t too much,“ she spoke quietly, not daring to raise the attention of the attendant at the front of the shop.
Carefully, as if she might startle, Alpha Bruce reached past her and picked the scarf from the table, folding it neatly over his arm. She exhaled, the tension in her shoulders loosening just slightly.
“You should get gloves, too,” Alpha Bruce added. Catherine blinked. He wanted to spend even more money on her? And she didn‘t really need scarf and gloves, right? She wasn‘t even outside much and he‘d already gotten her that thick woolen coat she was wearing.
“I noticed your fingers were cold outside,” he said simply, when she didn‘t start looking. She had kept her hands tucked into the sleeves of her coat as much as possible, but of course he had noticed. Alpha Bruce was observant. And he aparaently cared about her not being cold.
She hesitated, glancing toward the display of gloves. They were beautiful, arranged in careful rows—fine leather, soft suede, delicate knits. She hadn’t owned a real pair of gloves after her presentation. She hadn‘t even owned a jacket or a coat anymore. No one cared if an Omega was cold. At least, no one in her old life had.
Catherine exhaled slowly, stepping toward the display. Her fingers hovered over the selections before she finally reached for a pair of brown leather gloves. They were supple and warm, lined with fleece on the inside, thick enough to fight off the worst of Gotham’s winter wind.
They weren’t the most expensive pair in the shop, but they weren’t cheap, either. Catherine bit her lip, guilt creeping in at the thought of the price. Alpha Bruce had said to pick something, but he hadn’t told her how much she was allowed to spend. With Alpha Willis she had to make do with what little she had. Being given things still felt strange.
Alpha Bruce stepped closer, looking down at the gloves in her hands. “Those look sturdy. They will surely keep your hands warm,” he said simply, as if that was all that mattered.
She nodded mutely, still unsure, but she didn’t put them back.
Alpha Bruce took them from her hands with the same calm confidence as before and turned toward the counter. Catherine followed, hesitant. The shopkeeper had looked over to them every once in a while and while he hadn‘t said anything about Cathrine touching the merchandise, she was expecting a sneer, maybe. A too-casual reminder of her place.
But instead, the shopkeeper, an aging Italian Beta with silver at his temples, greeted Alpha Bruce with an easy smile.
“Mr. Wayne,” he said warmly. “Out enjoying the winter air?”
Alpha Bruce nodded, setting the scarf and gloves on the counter. “Something like that.”
The Beta glanced at Catherine, his smile remaining friendly, his eyes crinkling slightly at the corners.
“And you’ve got a good eye, miss,” he said, picking up the gloves and inspecting them with the practiced care of someone who knew quality. “These’ll last you years if you take care of them.”
Catherine wasn’t sure how to respond to that. She wasn’t used to shopkeepers being kind . He’d called her miss.
She murmured a soft, uncertain, “Thank you, sir” and clasped her hands together.
The Beta’s attention had already shifted back to Alpha Bruce.
“How’s business?” Alpha Bruce asked, leaning a forearm on the counter in a way that suggested they had spoken like this before.
“Can’t complain,” the Beta said, scanning the price tags. “You know how it is, the city’s a beast, but we keep her fed.”
Alpha Bruce huffed a quiet laugh, nodding.
“Oh, and Renzo got your order nearly finished,” the Beta added, tapping something into the register.
“Alfred will be pleased.“ Alpha Bruce nodded again. “I’ll stop by this week to check the fit.”
Catherine glanced between them, aparently not subtle enough to hide her curiousity.
The Beta caught her looking and smiled. “My brother’s got a tailor shop down the street,” he explained. “Makes suits for Mr. Wayne here.”
Catherine blinked. That made sense. Of course Alpha Bruce’s suits were custom.
“I’ll need one for the christmas gala,” Bruce said. “It crept up fast.”
The Beta chuckled, shaking his head. “It always does.”
Catherine listened quietly, absorbing the exchange. She had spent so long assuming that every interaction in the world of Alphas and money was about dominance, about proving who held power. But this—this was pleasant, it was ladden with familiarity and good-will.
Alpha Bruce wasn’t above this man, not in the way other Alphas and especially wealthy ones like Alpha Bruce might behave. That thought settled strangely in her chest.
The Beta finished ringing up the purchase and slid the small bag across the counter.
“There you go, Mr. Wayne. Try to keep your hands warm, Miss.”
Catherine nodded, murmuring another soft, “Thank you, sir” as Alpha Bruce took the bag and gestured for her to follow him back outside, holding the door open for her.
The cold air hit immediately, but this time, Catherine had something to fight it off.
Bruce handed her the bag without a word, and she carefully pulled out the gloves, sliding them onto her hands.
They fit perfectly. The warmth was immediate, and for a moment, she just stood there, flexing her fingers, marveling at the feeling. Alpha Bruce watched her, something unreadable in his expression.
Alpha Bruce reached into the bag again.
Before she could react, he pulled out the scarf, shaking it loose with one hand before stepping closer. Catherine swallowed, her muscles tensing automatically. She was used to hands on her—Alphas grabbing her, adjusting her, tugging her this way or that, their touch either careless or claiming .
But Alpha Bruce’s touch was neither. He moved carefully, looping the scarf around her neck with precise, deliberate motions.
It was long and thick, she could wrap it around twice and the ends still fell down to her rips. It was so soft and warm and beautiful. Catherine exhaled, slow and steady, as warmth wrapped around her.
They walked through the city, the streets bustling with the usual afternoon crowd. Snow from the morning had turned slushy in places, the cold air sharp despite the rare stretch of blue sky overhead.
Alpha Bruce walked steadily beside her, leading them from one shop to the next.
She would not have stopped on her own.
Even with the invitation to do so, even with his casual, steady presence, she kept her gaze down mostly, gazing at the windows through the corner of her eye, following where he led. She knew how to behave like a good Omega.
They passed a chocolatier’s shop, the window display carefully arranged with delicate pralines and truffles, and Alpha Bruce gently touched her arm.
“Come on,” he murmured, guiding her toward the door. „Let‘s go look inside.“
And then he was holding the door open for her. Cathrine stepped inside, the scent of cocoa and sugar wrapping around her immediately. Alpha Bruce was so nice and courteous. He didn‘t need to be, she was already his and he had every right to be awful to her.
The moment Catherine stepped inside, she felt the temperature differ and enjoyed the scent of cocoa, vanilla, and caramelized sugar. It wrapped around her, thick and inviting, but unfamiliar in its richness.
She stood just past the entrance, unsure how to proceed. The walls were lined with wooden shelves holding elegantly packaged chocolate bars, tied with satin ribbons, while the glass display cases in the center showcased rows upon rows of handcrafted pralines. Each one was a miniature piece of art—glossy domes, delicate swirls, colorful freckles. Catherine barely knew where to look.
Alpha Bruce moved forward without hesitation, scanning the offerings with easy familiarity.
“Anything stand out to you?” he asked, his voice casual. Catherine’s gloved fingers curled in the fabric of her coat.
The chocolates were glossy, decorated with careful designs, tiny flecks of gold leaf glinting under the warm light. She had never had anything like them before.
Cathrine cast a glance at Alpha Bruce. He wasn’t watching her like he was testing her—he was simply waiting, expectant but patient.
He stepped forward after a minute of waiting, peering at the selection, then gestured subtly toward a tray near the front.
“Truffles with hazelnut cream,” he mused, tapping a finger near the little card that described them. “Those are good.”
Catherine swallowed, her eyes flicking over the selection. She had never had a praline before. But she had liked chocolate as a child. She had liked the one with tiny pieces of fruit in them, like strawberries or the ones that were filled with cream.
Her throat tightened slightly at the memory. It had been years. A lifetime ago. She shouldn’t be thinking about what she liked. If he said the ones with the hazlenut cream where good, maybe she should advice him to buy them. He deserved to enjoy them.
But then, would he really buy something just because she pointed it out? Slowly, her gaze drifted over the little cards in front of the chocolates, scanning the descriptions with quiet focus. And then—she saw them.
Small, round pralines, glossy and dark, with thin light pink colored stripes drizzled across the top. The card in front of them read: Dark Chocolate with Strawberry Cream Filling.
Her fingers tightened in her coat. She hesitated.
Then, voice barely above a whisper, she murmured, “Those, maybe, Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce’s lips twitched slightly, his eyes flicking to where she had pointed.
“Good choice.”
The quiet moment shattered as a voice, coarse and laced with amusement, drifted from behind her.
"Strawberry, huh? You look more like a peach to me—soft, bruises easy, real sweet when you sink your teeth in."
The words slithered under her skin like oil, thick and suffocating. She knew that tone, knew that kind of Alpha. It was the kind that sized her up like something to be handled and consumed, the kind that never really spoke to her—only about her, for the amusement of other Alphas. The kind that liked watching an Omega shrink under their attention, just to see how deep their words could cut.
She forced herself to stand still, her fingers curling slightly at her sides. Her heart pounded, but she kept her head lowered, eyes on the chocolates in front of her. She didn’t need to look to know the man was grinning, smug, waiting for a reaction.
Her old Alpha had loved moments like these.
Alpha Willis would’ve either joined in, laughing along at her expense, or—if he was in one of his moods—gone the other way entirely, possessive and violent, turning it into a fight she’d have to soothe him from later. Either way, she’d be the one suffering for it.
She braced herself, waiting for Alpha Bruce’s reaction, the tension coiling in her gut like a held breath. But Alpha Bruce said nothing. Instead, his hand settled against the small of her back, a firm, steady touch, and then he simply guided her forward—away from the Alpha, away from the voice, toward the register as if the man wasn’t even worth acknowledging.
Catherine barely knew what to do with that.
She was used to being at the center of these moments. The cause of fights, the subject of mockery. But Alpha Bruce’s silence didn’t feel indifference. It was dismissal, a quiet, unwavering refusal to let someone like that have power over the moment, over her. Over them.
The Beta shopkeeper looked up with a pleasant expression, already pulling out a small box for the chocolates.
Alpha Bruce ordered a selection—smoothly, casually—making sure to include the ones she had pointed out.
Catherine’s throat tightened. She didn’t know why, exactly, but something about that made warmth unfurl in her chest, strange and unfamiliar. Not just because he had bought them for her, but because he had listened. Because he had cared, even in the smallest of ways.
The Beta behind the counter, an older woman with a warm, knowing smile, wrapped up the chocolates with practiced ease. “Anything else, Mr. Wayne?”
Alpha Bruce glanced at Catherine. “Would you like anything else?”
She shook her head quickly, overwhelmed at the question alone. It was already too much. More than she’d expected. More than she knew how to process.
Alpha Bruce didn’t push. He simply paid, thanked the woman, and once again, held the door open for Catherine as they stepped out into the cold.
The wind bit at her face, but the scarf Alpha Bruce had given her shielded her well. His warmth lingered where his hand had rested on her back.
Alpha Bruce smiled at her. “Let’s see what else is around.”
Catherine kept close to Alpha Bruce, not quite touching, but near enough that his scent curled warm and steady through the cold— sugar and sandalwood , thick and grounding, wrapping around her like a promise. It soothed something inside her, that scent. It felt like safety.
She might not belong here, among the brightly lit shopfronts and the people who walked with easy confidence. Omegas did not wander . They moved with purpose, with quiet obedience, with the awareness that they were watched and weighed and always at risk of taking up too much space.
But Alpha Bruce moved like the world had already shaped itself around him, effortless, unshaken. She let herself follow.
The city air felt sharper after the warmth inside. But something inside her had softened just a little, enough that when they passed the next shop, she didn’t instinctively look away.
It was a candle store, and the scent drifted out as soon as they opened the door—vanilla and cinnamon, pine and clove, something deep and smoky underneath it all. She had never been inside a store like this. It seemed lush and extravagant to spend so much money on candles. But Alpha Bruce held the door open for her and she stepped inside.
Soft, golden light pooled from wall sconces and delicate lamps. Wooden shelves stretched high, lined with neat rows of glass jars. The scent of warm wax curling into the air. It felt safe.
The bell above the door had barely stopped ringing when Alpha Bruce stepped inside behind her. Catherine kept close to him, unsure. But Alpha Bruce did not hesitate.
“You want to look for one to take back to your room?“, he asked.
Alpha Bruce walked forward, before she even attempted to answer and reached for the first candle. He twisted off the lid. His brow furrowed slightly as he breathed in, his scent curling in quiet thought. “Amber and Oak.” He read. “Not bad.”
Then, without pause, he held it out to her. Cathrine hesitated, her hands uncertain as she lifted them. The candle was heavy in her grasp, the glass cool against her fingertips. Carefully, she lifted the lid, inhaling softly.
Warmth. Depth. A richness that settled deep in her chest. It smelled familiar. Something steady, something grounding. Something that made her fingers tighten against the glass. It smelled like home, not the one she was coming from but the one she‘d return to tonight. The manor.
She set it down quickly, throat tight. But Alpha Bruce was already reaching for another. He was careful with the candles, taking his time with each one, lifting the lids and inhaling slowly. But he didn’t do it alone—each time, after sampling a scent, he handed the jar to her, his patience steady, his warmth unwavering.
She took them gingerly, one by one, letting the scents drift over her. Vanilla. Soft, creamy, something gentle and familiar. Then spiced—warmer, sharper, like something baked in winter.
She lingered on them, and Alpha Bruce let her. Didn’t rush her. Didn’t scoff or huff when she placed them back on the shelf with careful fingers. When he reached for the next jar, he paused after lifting the lid, inhaling deeply. Lavender.
Catherine almost thought he would hand it to her next—but instead, his scent changed, warming, sweetening. His expression shifted too, something in his shoulders relaxed, the firm line of his jaw softening slightly, his breath dragging in just a little slower, a little deeper. His scent curled into the air around him, a warmth that smelled of something pleased .
And then his cheeks reddened. He blinked, stiffening just slightly, as if only now realizing how obvious his reaction had been. Quietly, he set the jar back down, clearing his throat.
Catherine stared. She had never seen an Alpha look flustered before. Not like this.
Alpha Willis had never blushed, never hesitated. Alphas—especially ones like them, big and strong—didn’t act meek or uncertain. They demanded, they took. They never got caught off guard by something as simple as scent.
But Alpha Bruce had. And it was sweet on him, on this kind giant of an Alpha. The thought startled her, but it lingered, curling in her chest, as he reached for another candle.
Before he could hand it to her, her eyes caught on a different one. Sandalwood and caramel. She reached for it without thinking. Her fingers wrapped around the cool glass, and for one terrible, frozen second, she braced for repercussions .
She did not have permission. She had not been offered . She half-expected the hand around her wrist, the flash of displeasure, the sharp warning of an Alpha’s teeth.
Muscle memory. A different life. A different Alpha.
But nothing came. Only warmth at her side, Alpha Bruce’s steady presence, his scent as calm as ever.
Her fingers trembled faintly as she lifted the lid. The smell was sweet, creamy with the undertone of wood. Grounding and strong. It curled into her lungs, deep and rich and familiar .
Not exactly like him. But close .
Her breath caught. She had spent her whole life learning to fear Alphas. Learning to survive them, to yield to them, to make herself small beneath them.
But Alpha Bruce smelled like safety. Like warmth, like something steady, like something kind .
The scent in the jar was softer than his, like the scent that lingered on her skin when he‘d put his arm around her, pulling her close to his chest when she came to him at night to lay with him and let herself be soothed by his scent.
But it still made her chest ache. Safe.
She placed it down carefully, fingers trembling just slightly as she pulled her hand away. Alpha Bruce had seen. He glanced at her, something unreadable in his expression, something thoughtful . His scent shifted—just slightly, just enough for her to notice.
“That one?” he asked, voice low. Her fingers curled against her palm. She was not supposed to want . She was not supposed to take .
But warmth lingered at the edges of her scarf. At the tips of her fingers. In the weight of the chocolate in her hands.
And he had asked . And it might be nice to light up the candle and fill her room with a scent so similar then his. She thought it might not terrify her. No, it would probably sooth her when she woke up, dreaming about Alpha Willis. Catherine’s throat felt tight as she nodded.
It became easier afterwards, after Alpha Bruce had paid for the candle and started Christmas shopping.
The bookstore was old, the kind of place that smelled of aged paper and polished wood, warmed by the soft glow of antique lamps. The bell above the door chimed softly as they stepped inside, the noise of the street muffled instantly, replaced by the quiet rustle of pages and murmured voices.
Catherine hesitated just past the threshold, unsure of her place, but Alpha Bruce moved forward without hesitation. He seemed comfortable here, at ease, and it wasn’t long before he found what he was looking for—a first edition of something for Beta Alfred.
She watched him speak with the shopkeeper, his voice low and easy, the kind of conversation shared between people who had known each other for years. Another reminder of how different his world was from hers.
But Alpha Bruce didn’t rush her. After the purchase was made, he let her linger. It felt indulgent, stepping between the old wooden shelves, fingertips ghosting over the spines of books. Some were faded, worn soft with age, others crisp and new.
She knew better than to reach for one, but her eyes traced over the titles, cataloging them in her mind. She lingered longer in the classics section, drawn there without thinking.
A familiar name caught her eye. Jane Austen. She stared at the worn spine of the book, memories stirring. She’d read it— Pride and Prejudice —months before she had presented. Back in school.
She remembered the passages later, after her room was bare and school just a memory, letting the words pull her back to a world where love and security could be found through wit and intelligence.
Her fingers twitched.
“Do you like that one?” Alpha Bruce’s voice was low, steady, pulling her back into the present. She swallowed, glancing at him. He wasn’t pressing, just watching.
“I read it in school, Alpha,” she admitted.
His brow lifted slightly. “You liked it?”
She hesitated, then nodded. “I—yes. I did.”
Alpha Bruce hummed, glancing toward the shelf. “The library at the manor has a full set of Austen’s works,” he said. “Leather-bound, first editions.” His lips twitched. “My mother bought them from a british college professor and gifted them to Alfred. I believe it was for his fourties birthday.“
Catherine blinked. She wasn’t sure what to say. Alpha Bruce wasn’t looking at her anymore, only at the books, his expression thoughtful. He didn’t say anything else, just let the words settle between them and when she didn’t continue looking at other books, he gently lead her toward the door and across the street to a coffee shop.
The café was warm, the air thick with the scent of roasted coffee beans and spiced holiday syrups. Catherine hesitated just inside the door, her gaze flicking up toward the board hanging above the counter. The menu was overwhelming—so many choices, so many things she had never tried.
She had never had coffee away from home. Had never ordered one before. In her old home she had only ever had the last cold sip from the bottom of Alpha Willis’s cup, and even that had been a rare indulgence.
At home—
Her fingers curled slightly. At Bruce’s home, he let her make coffee whenever she wanted. Milky and sweet, exactly how she liked it.
It was still strange, to have the choice. And now, looking at the board, it was even stranger.She hesitated.
“What do you think?” Alpha Bruce asked, standing beside her, patient as ever. His scent was easy in the air.
She glanced up at him, then back at the menu, then at the drinks displayed behind the glass, topped with whipped cream and holiday spices.
Catherine bit her lip, then pointed carefully. “Will a gingerbread latte be fine, Alpha?“
Alpha Bruce’s lips curled slightly, the corners of his mouth tugging up in something almost pleased.
„Absolutly,“ he agreed.
He ordered without hesitation, his own voice steady as he asked for a Peppermint Mocha from the same holiday selection.
The cashier, an Omega younger than Catherine, smiled sweetly at Alpha Bruce as she rang them up, her eyes flickering with a soft, instinctual admiration.
Catherine was not surprised. Alpha Bruce was a handsome Alpha. He was kind. He was getting Cathrine a sweet holiday special coffee. Alpha Bruce was everything an Omega could want.
She lowered her gaze slightly, curling her fingers into her new gloves. Alpha Bruce turned to her again. “Do you want to try a pastry?”
Catherine blinked. She looked at the glass case beside the register, the rows of golden croissants and holiday tarts. Her stomach curled tight. A whole pastry—
Sugary and rich and doughy. No. She wouldn’t be able to finish it, not on top of the large, sweet drink he was getting her. She should say no. She should be grateful for what she had already been given.
And yet a quiet boldness settled in her chest, just for a moment. She glanced at Alpha Bruce, hesitant.
“Would you share one with me?”
Alpha Bruce’s grin widened, something bright and young flashing in his expression.
Something she had never seen before, something that softened his edges, something almost boyish for a moment.
“I like them all,” he told her, voice warm. “You choose.”
She hesitated, then let her gaze flicker across the case, considering. A croissant, dusted with sugar. A Danish, glossy with fruit preserves. A slice of cake, layered and rich.
Her eyes caught on a pastry shaped like a Christmas tree, dark chocolate drizzled over its golden layers, decorated with tiny flecks of white, like fresh snow. It looked nice. Oddly nice. Festive.
She had never had anything so pretty before. She hesitated before pointing to it, half-expecting Alpha Bruce to say no. But he only nodded, easy and sure, and told the cashier they would take it.
There was no hesitation in him when he paid, no sharp glance, no slow counting of bills to remind her of what she owed him.
She swallowed. The drinks were warm in their hands as they found a seat by the window—a small round table with two chairs, tucked away but still bright with natural light. Outside, the streets bustled with people in scarves and coats, wrapped against the winter chill as they moved between shops. Snowflakes drifted lazily from the sky, catching in the glow of street lamps.
Catherine curled her fingers around her cup, letting the heat seep into her palms. The first sip of her gingerbread latte was sweet —warm with spice, thick with cream. It tasted of cinnamon and nutmeg, of cloves and sugar. It tasted like Christmas .
She exhaled, barely aware of the way her shoulders relaxed. Alpha Bruce, across from her, took a sip of his Peppermint Mocha, watching her with something easy in his gaze.
“Good?” he asked.
She nodded, voice quiet. “Yes, Alpha. Thank you.“
“You‘re welcome, Cathy.“ He smiled.
The young omega at the counter had put the pastry on a plate, two forks next to it, not expecting anything else but that they would share like a couple out on a date. Like mates. Cathrine remembered a long time ago when Alpha Willis, freshly mated to her, young and not quite as cruel, but still greedy, had bought her those sweet dougnot holes only to take her portion for himself. Cathrine knew Alpha Bruce wasn‘t like that.
She picked up her fork and seperated a small bite from the pastry, trying it before Alpha Bruce even grabbed his own fork. She was bold, she knew that but his smile was worth it.
And the chocolate pastry was rich and creamy. She savored it slowly, letting the taste linger, letting herself enjoy the moment for what it was.
Alpha Bruce was good company. He made conversation as they ate, his voice low and steady, warm like the coffee between her hands.
He spoke of the holiday displays in the shop windows, of the bookstore, of how the city always felt different this time of year—quieter in some places, brighter in others. It was a time of contrast. Rushing crowds and soft snowfall. The sharp bite of cold and the warmth of twinkling lights.
“The presents for the boys are next,” Alpha Bruce mused, stirring his coffee absently. “Tim’s been talking about dinosaurs non-stop, and his list to Santa is full of LEGO sets. I’ll probably look for some Tonies too.”
Catherine let the words wash over her, taking another small sip of her latte. The gingerbread spices lingered at the edges of her tongue, sweet and warm, curling around her senses.
Alpha Bruce continued, his tone easy. “Dick needs a new bike—he’s outgrown his again but I’ll by it another day—but there are some Switch games and a LEGO set on his list too. We’ll pick out some baby toys for Damian together in the store, I think.”
He was spoiling his children. Catherine thought that if she could, maybe she would too. It must be nice. To watch your pups open presents on Christmas morning. To see magic light up their eyes.
She thought about the money left from the allowance Alpha Bruce had given her for the month. It was still so much. More than she had ever been trusted with before. Maybe she could buy something for Jason. Just something small. Something for him to unwrap.
She’d have to ask Alpha Bruce, of course. If she could put it under the tree, if he would act as if it came from Santa too. Maybe he’d do it, play pretend for her little boy too.
Should she get something for the other boys as well? Show that she cared about them as well. Because she did. He honestly did. And Dick and Tim collected those Schleich toys. Maybe if she got a smaller one, something similar to Jason’s cherished little peregrine falcon—the one Alpha Bruce had bought for him in those first, uncertain days at the manor—then she would still have enough money left over at the end of the month to show Alpha Bruce that she was not wasteful .
That she didn’t need more money for the next month. That she wasn’t greedy . She didn’t want him to think badly of her. Didn’t want him to think she was taking advantage of his kindness.
“You got any ideas for Jason?”
Catherine froze. The chocolate on her tongue suddenly felt heavy, thick in her throat. She swallowed, her chest tightening with something strange, something unfamiliar and uncertain.
Alpha Bruce had assured Jason a week into their stay at the manor that Santa would find him this year. And Catherine had believed it, because Alpha Bruce wasn’t the type of Alpha to make promises lightly.
And now here they were, Christmas shopping. Both of them. For the boys. His children and hers.
Alpha Bruce had included Jason so easily, so naturally , like it was a given. Like there was no question in his mind that Jason belonged among them.
Jasons Alpha Father had never cared much about the holidays. Not enough to buy presents for his only child. The money he had always went to himself first—his comforts, his wants.
And Jason had learned not to expect more. But Alpha Bruce was keeping his promise. Alpha Bruce was trying . To give Jason something that had been stolen from him. To make Christmas into something more than just another cold day in December.
Catherine’s fingers curled around her cup.
“He… he likes stories, Alpha,” she said, hesitantly, voice soft. “Jason really enjoys the books you bought him. And he likes playing with the toys.”
The words felt strange on her tongue. Jason had books now. Jason had toys now. More than she ever thought possible. More than he had ever dared to dream of.
It still didn’t seem real. Alpha Willis would have never spent money on books and LEGOs and sweet comic-print pajamas. Never.
She hesitated, glancing at Alpha Bruce from beneath her lashes.
“I don’t know if it’s too much but…” she hesitated, wary of asking for more. But Alpha Bruce was waiting , expectant, as if whatever she suggested would be reasonable, normal. “Maybe a backpack for school? For his homework and pens and books?”
Alpha Bruce didn‘t hesistate. He nodded, as if it was obvious. As if the idea of Jason needing a backpack was a certainty .
“That’s a great idea,” he said, voice warm, easy. “We can look for some more books and toys too. And I thought maybe we could get him his own Tonie Box, so he can take it to his room and listen to his stories whenever he wants.”
Catherine blinked.The words didn’t quite settle at first. Her breath caught. She stared at Alpha Bruce, barely aware of the warmth of the café, the faint hum of Christmas music playing in the background, the gentle murmur of voices at the other tables. All she could feel was the press of her own pulse against her ribs.
Alpha Bruce meant it. This wasn’t just kindness. This wasn’t just a single, obligatory gift to soothe the conscience of a generous Alpha.
Alpha Bruce was really looking at Jason, really thinking about what he might want or need. And Jason liked the Tonie Box. He always listened when Tim played a story, sitting cross-legged on the floor, hands curled around his little falcon figurine, gaze fixed on nothing in particular as the voices filled the room.
But he never switched the figures himself. Not when Tim was already using it. Not even when Tim left the room and forgot it was playing. And at night—
Tim took it to bed almost every evening, curling up with it on his pillow, the soft hum of a bedtime story spilling from behind his closed door. Jason never asked to take it first. Never tried claiming it the way Tim did.
He never even complained . Because it was Tims. It didn’t matter if it stood on the shelf in the playroom for the children to share. But sometimes, Catherine caught the way his face would shift, just for a moment. That quiet sort of longing, quickly buried. The way his fingers would twitch, just slightly, before curling into his lap.
Like he was reminding himself not to ask . Because Jason had learned, early and cruelly, that asking for things was dangerous . That waiting —patiently, silently—was the safest thing he could do.
And yet, Alpha Bruce had noticed . Catherine swallowed hard. Her hands curled tighter around the warmth of her cup, but her fingers still felt cold.
Alpha Bruce had noticed. And he hadn’t brushed it aside. He hadn’t dismissed it as childish or greedy, hadn’t reasoned that Jason would simply learn how to patience. Hadn’t punished Jason for his longing.
Instead Alpha Bruce was really planning for Jason , the same way he planned for Dick and Tim and Damian. He noticed the things Jason wanted and never asked for. He saw Jason’s small hesitations, the quiet resignation Jason carried so naturally, as if he had long since learned that some things were just not for him .
And instead of ignoring it, instead of letting Jason go on believing it, Bruce was doing something about it.
The realization settled deep inside her, something hot and aching, something that made her chest feel too tight and her hands feel too small around her cup. It was insane .
Her eyes dropped to the surface of her coffee, to the gentle swirl of spice at the edges of the frothy milk. She swallowed.
“Okay,” she murmured, simply but sure. Maybe this christmas, for once, her child would be spoiled too.
Notes:
Their Date is not over, not by long. There will be two more chapters of it 🥰 Maybe I got a bit carried away 🤭
Chapter 46
Notes:
I’m so sorry my lovelies 😭
It took so long to update this chapter but I actually had no time at all to Beta read these past days. It wasn’t actually a lot of work, I almost had to change nothing (sometimes I add whole scenes while Beta reading or change whole passages or conversations) but this time it was just a little few things that I changed but I just couldn’t find the time until today 🥲I still hope you enjoy it and I’d love to hear from you in the comment section 🥰🥰
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When they finished their coffees and the shared Christmas pastry—both cups long emptied and the chocolate tree pastry reduced to the last flake of sugar— Alpha Bruce stood, slipping his coat back on with that quiet, natural grace of his. Catherine followed, her body still humming from the warmth of the café, the strange, steady comfort of being with him.
Outside, the cold bit gently at her cheeks again, but it no longer felt harsh. The sidewalks were bustling with holiday shoppers, windows dressed in twinkling lights and overstuffed displays, a soft haze of frost clinging to the edges of glass.
Alpha Bruce didn’t rush. He walked at a pace that let her keep up easily, one hand in his coat pocket, the other holding their bags.
The toy store was only two blocks down the street, near where Alpha Bruce had parked the car earlier. It was enormous—glass doors, bright red signage, festive decals of elves and gift boxes across the windows.
Catherine hesitated on the threshold for just a moment, the same way she always did in spaces like this—spaces she’d never been welcome in before. But Alpha Bruce’s hand rested gently on the small of her back, not pushing, just steady. And she stepped inside with him.
Alpha Bruce didn’t seem fazed by the lights and colors, grabbing a shopping cart. He headed for the LEGO aisle first, as confidently as if he knew the layout by heart.
He moved with quiet confidence, scanning the shelves with the practiced ease of a father who knew exactly what he was looking for.
“Tim’s been asking about this one for weeks,” he said, crouching slightly to retrieve a large set featuring dinosaurs and jungle scenes. He turned it around in his hands, then—without hesitation—grabbed a second box.
“For Jason too,” he said, glancing at her as if it needed no further explanation. Catherine blinked at him, her breath catching.
Alpha Bruce moved on, adding another set Tim had scribbled into his Santa letter, then stopped in front of an enormous box with delicate gothic windows and cobblestone streets. “This one’s for Dick,” he said, voice amused. “He’s been on a Harry Potter kick lately. Dick kept muttering nonsense spells at Tim just a couple weeks ago and was waving a stick around until Tim dragged Alfred into the hallway to check him for magical residue.”
Catherine blinked, startled. Alpha Bruce’s grin deepened. “Tim retaliated by putting pepper in Dick’s hot chocolate,” he added. “They were both grounded from the TV room for a day, but they were thick as thieves again by dinner.”
It was such a normal story. Silly and harmless, something light and playful and utterly foreign to Jason’s childhood. She couldn’t help but wonder what kind of mischief her son might get up to, if he’d be safe to do so.
Alpha Bruce looked down the shelf, then tilted his head toward another display further along the aisle.
“Do you think Jason would like the police station,” he asked, pointing to a complex cityscape box, “or maybe the Formula 1 racecars?”
It wasn’t one big box but lots of smaller ones, each holding a different colored race car. Cathrine looked at the glossy images on the boxes, all sleek lines and speed, and hesitated.
Alpha Bruce glanced over, adding casually, “He came and watched the race with me in the den last weekend. Just wandered in and sat down, quiet as anything at first, but so interested. Asked me a dozen questions then—about the drivers, the rules, the tracks. Said the red car was his favorite. You should’ve seen his face whenever the ferraris overtook another car.”
Catherine stiffened slightly, her heart giving a little stutter.
“I’m—” she began, her voice too quiet at first. Then she cleared her throat and tried again, baring her throat in automatic submission. “I’m sorry, Alpha. I didn’t realize he left the playroom. I’ll tell him not to bother you again when you’re relaxing. He shouldn’t have—”
She didn’t mean to sound chastised. It just slipped out—reflexive. She’d assumed Jason had stayed in the playroom, maybe curled up with his new books or stacking his precious LEGO pieces. She’d started letting him go alone sometimes now, when she was busy in the kitchen or taking care of Damian in the nursery. It felt like progress, like something brave for both of them. But still…
She’d missed it. He must have made a quiet detour, padded softly down the hall while she folded laundry or wiped down the changing table.
Maybe letting him go alone was a mistake. Maybe it was too soon. Maybe it was safer if he just stayed close, if she kept him where she could see him, kept him from bothering the Alpha of the house.
Alpha Bruce frowned gently. “Oh, no,” he said, his voice firm but not unkind. “Catherine, he wasn’t bothering me. Not at all.”
She glanced up at him, startled. Alpha Bruce shifted the LEGO boxes in his arms and gave her a small, honest smile. “Dick and Tim aren’t really into racing,” he said. “It was… actually really nice. Having someone there who was excited about it. I liked having him with me. We had a good time.”
Catherine’s heart fluttered strangely at that.
She didn’t know what to say, so she just offered a quiet smile, small and obedient.
“Okay, Alpha,” she said.
Alpha Bruce nodded, already turning his attention back to the shelves. But Catherine stood still a moment longer, watching him. Something ached behind her ribs, too big to name.
She watched him grin boyishly as he crouched to grab a few of the smaller Formula 1 LEGO sets—three of them, sleek and bold, each in bright, glossy colors that screamed speed and thrill. They were about thirty dollars each, but he didn’t hesitate.
“I’ll start him up with my favorite teams—and Ferrari, of course.” He held up the bright red box with a grin. “Can’t go wrong with red. We’ll see if he takes to them. If he does, there’s this whole garage set, and a transporter truck with a pit crew… but I’ll save those for his birthday, if he wants them.”
Cathrine felt winded—like the breath had been pulled from her lungs by the weight of it all. The instinct with which Alpha Bruce reached for things. The way he spoke of Jason’s birthday as if it were a given. A day worth planning for. Worth celebrating.
Catherine swallowed hard, her throat suddenly too tight. Jason’s birthdays had never been more than a date to mourn quietly. There’d been no cake. No presents. Just her remembering that since that night she held him first, the moon had never seemed the same again.
She nodded, lips parting, but no sound came out. Her voice was too small for this aisle, for the sheer scale of what Alpha Bruce had just picked out for her child.
Alpha Bruce moved on, pushing the cart, but glancing over his shoulder and giving her a warm look, beckoning her with the ease of someone who didn’t notice the storm unraveling just behind her ribs. It was good. He shouldn’t know. She was used to make things out with herself, quietly, without bothering her Alpha.
He led her into the electronics section next. The Switch games were neatly stacked and arranged by franchise. Alpha Bruce picked up a title Dick had mentioned once or twice—something with elaborate fantasy worlds and dragons—and added it to the growing collection in their cart without hesitation.
In the next aisle, the Tonieboxes stood in a neat, cheerful row. Shelves of square, soft-edged music boxes in every color imaginable stared back at them, each promising stories and songs and bedtime magic. Blue, pink, green, grey… and red.
Alpha Bruce glanced back at her, grinning. “Red?” he asked, already knowing.
Catherine’s lips curved in spite of herself. “Jason likes red,” she agreed softly, like it was a secret between them.
Alpha Bruce pointed out an advertisement tacked to the shelf—a holiday bundle, 30% off when bought together: a Toniebox, headphones, and seven Tonie figures of their choice. It was neatly packaged joy, wrapped in a discount and still one hundred seventy-five dollars. It was… insane.
One hundred seventy-five dollars.
But Alpha Bruce just crouched to reach for a box, already scanning the little character figures—dinosaurs, Paw Patrol, a sleepy lullaby bear—he gestured to Catherine to help choose. “What do you think about this one?” he asked, holding up a jungle-themed Marshall pup with his tail wagging in mid-leap.
But Catherine didn’t move. She just stood there, frozen. Her hands clasped in front of her, eyes stuck somewhere between the bright packaging and the overwhelming blur of numbers spinning in her mind. She couldn’t do the math fast enough, couldn’t bridge the gap between the world she knew and the one Alpha Bruce moved through so effortlessly.
Jason would’ve been grateful for just one LEGO set. For anything really. He wasn’t a spoiled pup. She’d taught him how to survive with nothing and pretend it didn’t hurt. She had to. There has been no other way.
So why would Alpha Bruce spend so much She stood frozen, her arms limp at her sides, her eyes fixed on the Tonie display without seeing it.
Alpha Bruce noticed it then —the way her silence shifted from thoughtful to withdrawn. He turned, brows drawing in softly, the Tonie still in his hand. “Catherine?” His voice was low, careful now. “What’s wrong?”
She blinked, caught in his gaze, and it was only then that Alpha Bruce seemed to realize what he was seeing. His expression changed. His shoulders lowered. Slowly, he straightened, rubbing the back of his neck with one hand, eyes flicking down toward the floor. His voice, when it came, was gentler than before.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I didn’t mean to—God, I didn’t want to overstep. I wasn’t trying to take this out of your hands.” He glanced at the box still in his grasp and gave a soft, sheepish huff. “Guess I just got a little excited about the idea of spoiling him a bit.”
Catherine’s chest squeezed sharply, her breath stuttering in her lungs. It undid something in her—because it wasn’t just the money. It was that Alpha Bruce saw Jason the way she saw him: as a boy worth spoiling. A boy worth stories and fast cars and favorite colors and birthdays that meant something.
She didn’t know what to do with that. Didn’t know how to hold it. She had taught herself, over years of hunger and silence and sacrifice, to never expect anything. That the idea of “wanting” was dangerous. That “more” was not for Omegas like her, or for pups like Jason. You took what you were given, and you endured.
But now Alpha Bruce was here, holding this box like it was normal to imagine a future for her son where bedtime meant music, where there were favorite teams and characters and options . Like it wasn’t some indulgence, but a given —something Jason should have had all along.
She felt her throat grow tight again, her fingers trembling faintly at her sides.
“Why?” she asked, voice barely above a whisper.
Alpha Bruce blinked, caught off guard. “Why I want to spoil him?”
His brows knit slightly. His posture, always so grounded and confident, softened. He looked down again at the Toniebox in his hand, and then at her.
Catherine nodded faintly, though part of her wanted to take the question back. She hadn’t meant to say it aloud. It had just… slipped, torn loose from the place where her fears lived.
But he was the Alpha of the house—he could make decisions on a whim, spend money without blinking, and yet something in his expression grew uncertain. Like he was suddenly aware of the delicate space between them. Like he wasn’t sure where the line was, or how far he was allowed to cross it. Catherine hadn’t expected him to be the one self-conscious.
She dropped her gaze for a moment. Of course, Alpha Bruce had always made it clear that she should make decisions for Jason—that he respected her role as Jason’s mother—but in the end, if he wanted to buy Jason toys, if he wanted to give her pup more than she ever could, then he didn’t need to explain himself to her.
His word would always weigh more than hers. That was just how things were . She should’ve bowed her head, stepped back, thanked him, maybe apologized for her doubt.
Instead, she found herself taking a step forward. She looked at the little Tonie figure in his other hand—Marshall in his Jungle Rescue uniform, big eyes and bright grin—and nodded.
“I think Jason would really like that… the jungle dog,” she said softly. Her voice wavered at the edges but held.
Alpha Bruce relaxed just slightly. He nodded, the tension in his shoulders easing—but he still looked uncertain, as though he wasn’t sure what she wanted from him. It was such a strangely vulnerable look on an Alpha like him—like he was waiting for her to change her mind.
She knew that feeling too well. It was strange to see it mirrored on his face. So she made an effort to smile at him. No one had ever smiled at her when she felt like that.
Something shifted then—something quiet and tentative, like an old door easing open. Together, they turned toward the display.
Alpha Bruce began to point out other figures, more gently now, inviting her to choose with him.
A little car from that Pixar movie they’d watched all together a week ago—Jason had sat cross-legged on the floor with a bowl of popcorn in his lap, grinning through every chase scene.
The Lion King —Catherine smiled faintly at that one, remembering watching the movie as a kid. A green dinosaur that looked more goofy than scary. A little tiger that played gentle children’s songs. Another figure that looked like a little explorer—Robinson Crusoe, but with a friendly monkey on his shoulder.
And just like that, somehow, they had a full bundle: the red Toniebox, the matching headphones, seven little Tonie figures… eight, actually, counting the one that came with the box by default. The matching red headphones were soft, durable, designed for tiny ears.
Alpha Bruce didn’t hesitate once as he placed the full bundle into the cart. One hundred seventy-five dollars added to the growing total, and he didn’t even blink.
Catherine stood beside the cart, watching the top of that red box peek out between toy sets and game cases, and tried to swallow the lump in her throat.
They moved into the baby aisle, the warm lighting overhead casting soft shadows over shelves packed tight with toys. There were rattles and plush animals, teething rings in pastel colors, toys that lit up or spun or sang songs with the press of a button. Everything was clean and new, designed for hands barely old enough to grasp.
Musical mobiles tinkled faintly when a breeze from the vent above brushed over them, and the floor beneath their feet was carpeted in quiet foam.
Alpha Bruce slowed the cart to a stop and looked up at the shelf lined with plush rattles, teething rings, stackable cups, and activity mats.
“There are… a lot of options,” he said, voice a little bemused, as though overwhelmed but amused by it.
Catherine couldn’t help the small sound that slipped out of her—a soft, startled giggle. It was small, brief, barely there. A sound she hadn’t meant to make, a slip of lightness that surprised her as much as it might have surprised him. But it had bubbled up and left her before she could stop it, like something too soft and alive to be held back.
Alpha Bruce turned to look at her with a brief smile, pleased—not at himself, but at her , like he’d caught the sun flickering through clouds. Nobody had ever looked at her like that.
“I’ve never shopped for baby toys before,” he admitted, reaching instinctively for a rattle shaped like a little fox and then hesitating midair, unsure what one even did with it. “The boys were older when they came to me. Old enough to know what they wanted. Dick had opinions about everything.”
There was something in his tone. Not regret, exactly, but a quiet awareness of everything he’d missed, everything that had come before he had entered their lives.
Catherine swallowed, and before she could talk herself out of it, she offered quietly, “I… I never bought any either.”
Alpha Bruce looked over at her, the rattle still forgotten in his hand. Her voice was hesitant, but there was something in her—a tug, a yearning to share this space with him, to connect .
“What did Jason play with?” he asked gently. “When he was… little. Before.”
Catherine blinked. She hadn’t expected the question. Her lips parted soundlessly at first, caught off guard, her thoughts tangling together.
“Oh… um,” she said finally, her voice soft but clear. “There weren’t really… toys. We never had the money. He had his lion and the matchbox car. That was… that was it.”
Alpha Bruce said nothing, but his eyes stayed on her, steady and open.
“When he was really small he used to play with my fingers,” she continued, and this time there was a breath of something tender in her voice. “He liked when I wiggled them and made stories with them. I used to pretend they were animals, or trains. Sometimes he’d just lie there and hold onto one and not let go.”
Alpha Bruce was still.
“Or he’d play with my hair,” Cathrine said. "And when he was older, we made toys sometimes, I guess, just out of what we had. We collected the cardboard rolls from the toilet paper and stacked them up like towers. Sometimes we’d draw faces on them.”
Her voice grew quieter. The words felt both strange and sacred, pulled from a place she didn’t usually visit. Not aloud.
“When we went to the laundromat—if Alpha Willis let Jason come—he’d sometimes find little things outside. Rocks or bottle caps or sticks. And those became cars or animals or whatever else he could imagine. He was… he was good at imagining.”
She smiled, wistful and fragile.
“I told him stories. We played ‘I spy’ and made up rhymes. I made up stories too—about lions and dragons and pups who ran away and grew wings.”
She stopped abruptly, blinking down at the floor tiles. “I’m sorry, Alpha. I’m talking too much—”
“No,” Alpha Bruce interrupted, gently but firmly. His voice was thick, lower than before. “Don’t apologize.”
His face had changed. His eyes hadn’t softened so much as sharpened—fixed on her with that quiet, steady intensity of his, not angry, not judging, just… seeing . Fully.
“This is…” he said, then trailed off. He ran a hand through his hair and tried again. “I can’t even imagine—what that was like. What you were living in. What you endured .”
She swallowed, hard.
“But you still gave him something,” Alpha Bruce went on, his voice quieter now, reverent in a way. “You gave him stories. Comfort. Creativity. Warmth. You had… nothing. And you still found a way to give him something good .”
Catherine didn’t know what to do with the way he was looking at her—like she was good , somehow, like surviving hadn’t just been about getting through another day but something noble. Like what she’d done had mattered .
Her voice came softly, the words wobbly with the force of her honesty.
“I just… didn’t want him to feel like what we had was all there was. I wanted him to imagine more.”
Alpha Bruce didn’t answer right away, only shifted his stance slightly, his hand reaching for a baby toy without looking, fingers closing around a soft gummi toy shaped like a smiling giraffe, turning it in his hands as if he needed to look at something while thinking.
“It wasn’t like that for you, when you were little… was it?” he asked. “Your father, he said something. That you were riding bikes. Climbing trees…”
The way he said it—quietly, carefully, as if repeating something he wasn’t sure she’d want remembered—made her breath catch.
“Yes,” she said, and for a brief moment, her face lit—not with pure joy, but with the soft glow of something precious . A memory, sweet and far away. The kind of memory that makes you ache. “I had dolls. Blocks. Books. I had a room that was mine , with posters on the wall. I had a soccer ball, a bike with a pink bell. Friends at school. I was in the theater group.”
She smiled, but it wasn’t quite whole. “I was… happy, Alpha,” she said softly. Her gaze drifted toward a low shelf lined with plush baby toys. She reached out, fingertips grazing a little rabbit wearing a tutu. Its pink velvety ears flopped gently to one side. Something in her stilled.
It reminded her of Maisie—her first plush, a gray mouse with button eyes and a tulle skirt. Maisie had lived on her pillow for almost a decade. She’d been burned the day Catherine presented. Her Alpha Father had thrown her in the fire himself—said she wouldn’t be needing childish things anymore. Said she was an Omega now.
Her fingers twitched.
“I liked my Alpha Father more than my Omega Mother,” Cathrine said suddenly, not quite sure why she was saying it. Maybe because she needed to. Because Alpha Bruce was listening like it mattered. “He liked me too. He was proud of me. Before . Before I presented. He used to say I was clever. He allowed exceptions. Small ones. Things that didn’t fit with his beliefs, but he let me have them anyway.”
She paused, swallowed.
“My Omega Mother was… she wasn’t really there .” She didn’t mean physically—her Omega Mother had been in the kitchen every day, folding clothes, preparing meals, her gaze always lowered. “She wasn’t allowed to be there. And I—I didn’t want to become like her.”
Catherine looked up again, her fingers still resting lightly on the rabbit.
“I didn’t want to fade like that,” she said. “Not for Jason. Even if I was tired. Even if it hurt. I didn’t want to become just a shell .”
Alpha Bruce’s hand stilled on the giraffe toy. He looked at her then, properly, his expression unreadable at first—but beneath it, there was something fierce. Protective.
“You didn’t,” he said, quiet but steady. “You didn’t become like her. You didn’t disappear.”
Catherine blinked hard. A breath caught in her chest. She didn’t know what to say to that. Something inside her trembled at the words, but she nodded, a small, grateful motion, and turned her eyes back to the shelf, toward safer ground.
She reached out, brushing her fingers across a colorful toy made of layered wooden rings stacked on a peg. “This one would be good,” she murmured, voice lighter now. “Maybe not yet—but soon.”
Alpha Bruce stepped closer, letting himself be drawn in again. He reached for the toy. “That one’s nice.”
They moved down the aisle together, the conversation softening. Catherine showed him a small musical toy that blinked softly and played lullabies when shaken. Alpha Bruce tested the volume, his face amused when it began a quiet rendition of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star .
“This one could keep him busy when we’re on a drive,” he said, half to himself.
They added a plush fox that let out a cheerful squeak when pressed. Catherine smiled faintly as she turned it over in her hands—soft orange fur, gentle eyes, and just the right size for Damian’s little fingers. Alpha Bruce nodded and tucked it into the cart alongside a wooden teether shaped like a smooth, green leaf. Its natural grain was beautiful, its surface cool to the touch.
Catherine found a fabric book that made crinkling sounds and had soft animal shapes and a mirror sewn inside. She opened it, turning the pages with reverent fingers.
“This one maybe,” she said softly, barely above a whisper, holding it out to Alpha Bruce.
He took it from her, brows furrowing slightly with quiet attention. He turned it in his hands, flipped a page, tapped a corner to test its durability. “Yeah,” he said, tone warm and certain. “This is good.”
He placed it gently into the cart with the other carefully chosen items.
Then, from a nearby display, he picked up a small, chubby toy car with a face painted on the windshield. It blinked red and blue lights and played a silly little tune when the button was pressed. Catherine jumped a little at the sound, then smiled despite herself as Alpha Bruce chuckled and said, “Tim used to love these, once he realised he could make noise and not be chasitized for it. Gog him the whole big garage park set.”
When they finished in the baby aisle, Alpha Bruce led them around the corner to a different section. This one buzzed with bright colors and science-themed sets stacked neatly in rows. Catherine watched in stunned silence as Alpha Bruce started looking, purposeful but unhurried. He reached for a large dinosaur-themed science set. “Tim’s had this one on his list for months,” Alpha Bruce said, glancing at her with a small smile. “Guess I’ll finally get to see what all the fuss is about.”
Alpha Bruce reached out with practiced ease, grabbing a sleek science kit next. It promised instructions on building a small bionic robotic arm. “This looks cool,” he murmured, mostly to himself. “And the crystal kit…” He found it two shelves over—a vivid box that promised glowing geodes and color-changing minerals. “That one’s fun for sharing.”
Every single choice of his was deliberate. Thoughtful. He didn’t threw out money just because he had it. He really thought about what the boys would like. Their special interests, their wishes.
They didn’t rush. While Alpha Bruce wandered across the aisle to examine Schleich figurines for the boys—he crouched down for a better view, picking out a large circus elephant for Dick, another dinosaur for Tim, and lion with his cub for Jason—he gestured for Catherine to look at the children’s books nearby.
She ran her fingers across the spines—tender, unsure. Stories about animals, about bedtime, about feelings and colors and trains. She picked out one about a little raccoon who was nervous about school, another about a dinosaur with big dreams. The last was a bedtime story—one about stars and wishes, written in gentle rhymes. She clutched them to her chest like she’d been entrusted with treasure.
By the time they made their way to the register, the cart was full —almost obscenely so. Toys stacked on toys, books tucked into corners, the Toniebox bundle, science kits, baby toys, Schleich figures.
Catherine’s pulse had begun to race as they neared the front of the store. Alpha Bruce, however, remained unbothered, even casual. He handed items to the cashier steadily, even helping her scan some of the larger boxes. He made light conversation about gift receipts for his friends children, and didn’t so much as flinch when the total appeared on the screen.
The number was enormous. Catherine stared at it, frozen. She couldn’t speak. Could barely breathe. It was more than she’d ever held in her hands. More than she imagined their rent had ever been. She thought she might be sick.
Alpha Bruce paid with quiet efficiency, chatting lightly with the cashier as if this were no different than buying groceries.
Alpha Bruce only leaned close as they moved toward the exit, carrying a stack of boxes in his arms, and said with a soft, private kind of smile, “SUV’s got the space. I came prepared.”
And he had . The SUV was spacious and clean, with the trunk already cleared. The car seemed to swallow the mountain of toys and boxes with ease. Alpha Bruce loaded it all with easy, practiced movements—one arm lifting the heavier boxes, the other arranging things so they wouldn’t tip or crush each other. He was meticulous even in this.
Catherine stood near the back passenger door, arms wrapped around herself, feeling useless. She should be helping. She should be doing something.
When he finally shut the trunk, dusting his hands lightly, he turned to her. “One more stop,” he said. “Let’s find a good backpack. Something sturdy. He’ll want a spot for his pencils and a secret zipper for snacks or little love notes.”
He smiled like this was the most normal thing in the world. Like it wasn’t all insane. Like it wasn’t overwhelming. Like he hadn’t just dropped more money on her pup than Catherine had seen spent on him in his entire life . But also like Jason was worth spoiling. An he was. Oh, he was.
She knew it in her bones, in the marrow of her devotion, but she’d never dared to say it aloud. Not to Alpha Willis. Not to her own father. Not to anyone who might twist her love into something shameful. But Alpha Bruce saw it. He saw Jason—really saw him—and instead of recoiling from the scent of another Alpha’s bloodline, he bent down to tie Jason’s shoes and ruffled his hair like it was the most sacred duty in the world.
The realization made her dizzy. Made something twist and flutter in her chest, sharp and sweet all at once. It was frightening, yes, because she knew better than to trust a good moment. Knew better than to believe in kindness without consequences. But it also felt good , so good it almost hurt.
She had come into Alpha Bruce’s home braced for war. For cold glances and clipped orders. She had come prepared to watch Jason shrink, to see him worked to the bone or starved into submission. She had expected him to be punished for the mere fact of being born to another Alpha—kept away from her so he wouldn’t spoil her scent with his cotton-and-rain softness, made invisible before the other pups so no one would ask questions. And when the day came that he presented, she had feared he would be shipped off before the sun could set, discarded like a broken toy for the shame of not being claimed.
But that wasn’t what had happened.
Alpha Bruce had opened his home to them— really opened it. Not just with shelter and food and new toothbrushes, but with something she could hardly name. With a kind of unspoken welcome that wrapped around Jason like a second blanket. She’d watched him brush Jason’s hair from his eyes without flinching, watched him kneel to Jason’s level and actually listen when he spoke. She’d watched him pick Jason up and hold him—really hold him—like he belonged to him already. Like he mattered . Like he was safe .
And now, here he was, smiling at her like none of this was remarkable. Like of course he would care for her child. Of course Jason belonged among his sons.
Catherine didn’t know what to do with that.
She didn’t know how to trust it. She didn’t know how not to.
The warmth in her belly bloomed slowly, hesitantly—like a flower that had only ever known frost and didn’t quite believe in spring. It made the corners of her mouth tug upward before she could stop them. It made her fingers tremble slightly at her sides. She wasn’t used to smiling from this kind of feeling.
Never in her life had she imagined anything like this. And yet, there he was: smiling right back at her with that steady, quiet confidence, as though caring for her and her pup wasn’t astonishing. As though it wasn’t rewriting everything she thought she knew about the world.
As though it was just the most normal thing in the world.
Notes:
Cathy: *Not acting strange because of all the money being spent to spoil her pup*
Bruce: *Not trying to have deep-talk about it in the store*
Cathy: *Not talking more in a single scene than she had all 300K words before*
Bruce: *Not being so happy to hear her share all this with him*
Cathy: *Not changing the topic super subtle*They are sweet idiots 🥰🙃
Chapter 47
Notes:
Lovely People, I’m so sorry for making you wait so long for the new chapter but life got in between and I just couldn’t find the time to Beta Read.
My last months of parental leave started and in June I’m back to work but in a new company and a new position. Can’t wait for it but at the same time I’ll miss these soft days with my baby girl 💕 But she’ll have fun with her daddy, who is taking some months of parental leave and then in August Daycare will start too. Exiting Days ahead. 🌼
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Back in the car, the trunk now full with gifts and promise, Catherine sat in the passenger seat with Jason’s new backpack resting on her lap.
It was a beautiful thing—deep maroon and black, made of thick, sturdy canvas with reinforced seams and smooth zippers that glided like silk. It looked like something that would last, like it was made for a child who would go places. Her fingers traced the edges absently as Alpha Bruce reversed out of the parking spot, headlights sweeping across the glossy asphalt like the slow blink of a lighthouse.
Outside, the city was easing into evening. The sky overhead was bruised with the soft indigo of early dusk, the last golden streaks of daylight slipping behind Gotham’s rooftops. Streetlights flickered on one by one, and holiday decorations glimmered in shop windows—warm, delicate fairy lights outlining eaves and awnings, wreaths in apartment windows, flickering candles on stoops. There was something almost magical about it. Soft. Unexpected.
Catherine hadn’t seen many Christmas lights in her life as ah Omega. Not like this. Not outside of glimpses of christmas movies or in department store displays. In Crime Alley, windows stayed dark or boarded. People didn’t waste electricity on twinkle lights. There was no money for that kind of softness, no use in decorating when your world was already fraying at the seams.
Alpha Bruce glanced at the phone mounted to his dashboard as the car merged into traffic. The music playing softly over the speakers dipped low as a notification pinged. “Rachel just texted,” he said, tapping the screen briefly. “They had a great time at the aquarium.”
Catherine turned toward him, heart fluttering.
“Apparently Jason loved the stingrays. He and Tim asked a million questions about sea turtles—how to save them, what kind of jellyfish eat them, why ocean plastic is a problem. Rachel said the poor guide couldn’t even get a full sentence in.”
A soft breath escaped her, shaky and uneven. She hadn’t even realized she’d been holding it. Relief washed over her like warm water—gentle, trembling, and a little dizzying.
Alpha Bruce reached for the phone and held it out to her, careful to keep his eyes on the road. “She sent pictures.”
Catherine took the device carefully and looked.
There they were—Jason and Tim standing shoulder to shoulder in front of a huge curved glass tank, their faces lit up with awe as stingrays swam overhead like alien birds. In another photo, all three boys sat around a table in a pizza place, a massive meat lovers’ pizza in the middle, each of them mid-laugh, mouths open, eyes bright. Jason’s cheeks were flushed pink from the warmth, and there was a smear of sauce at the corner of his lip. He looked—
“Happy,” Catherine breathed, the word slipping from her lips without thought. “He’s so… happy.”
Alpha Bruce glanced over, a small smile pulling at his mouth. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “He is.”
He returned his hand to the wheel, the road reflected in his calm, steady eyes. “They’re at Rachel and Harvey’s place now,” he added. “Probably settling down to watch a movie before we come get them.”
Catherine’s fingers curled gently around the edges of the phone. Her thumb hovered over the screen, aching to ask for more pictures, to see him again and again—just to be sure . But she didn’t.
Instead, she stared out the window again, her breath fogging faintly against the cold glass. Her reflection there looked ghostly, a soft silhouette stitched into the fabric of the evening.
He had a good day. Just like the others.
Jason had spent the day at an aquarium, eating pizza and asking questions and laughing like a boy who belonged somewhere. Like a child who deserved to take up space. To be part of a group. To be included without question. And maybe—somehow, impossibly—he did.
Catherine blinked fast, the corners of her eyes stinging. She turned her face away from Alpha Bruce so he wouldn’t see. She should’ve been used to the ache of separation. Jason was six. He should’ve gone to school. He should’ve had friends and field trips and pizza nights. But he hadn’t. She’d never let him out of her sight longer than a few hours—because the world had always felt like it was waiting to take him. Or worse, like it didn’t care if it did.
Letting go, even just for a day, felt like opening her hands and trusting he wouldn’t disappear.
Her fingers brushed over the backpack again. It was real. He was real. This life—unfurling quietly, tentatively— was real .
Catherine drew in a long, slow breath. Beside her, Alpha Bruce drove in silence, giving her space. The music filled the car again—low and warm. She turned her head, just a little, watching him from the corner of her eye. He was handsome and kind and she didn’t even know how she deserved to be found by someone like him.
“We’ve got a dinner reservation,” Alpha Bruce said after a moment, his voice low and even. “Half an hour from now, but it’s a bit of a drive. We should head there—if you’re still up for going.”
Catherine turned to him, her hands still resting lightly on Jason’s new backpack in her lap. She wanted to say yes—she really did. She wanted to go. To sit across from him in whatever beautiful place he’d chosen and feel, for a moment, like she belonged in a world where people had dinner reservations and wore coats that weren’t donated or threadbare. But the words caught in her throat, tangled up in something else.
“…Are you sure?” she asked softly. “I mean… if you’ve changed your mind, Alpha, or if you’re tired—I would … I’d understand.”
Alpha Bruce looked over briefly, brow furrowed, not in irritation but in confusion.
“You’ve already spent the whole day out,” she said quickly, eyes dropping to her lap. “I know I’m not exactly… great company. Not really. I’ve got nothing interesting to say. Not like… people you’re probably used to.”
Alpha Bruce’s eyes softened, but she didn’t see it. She was already turning her gaze downward, hoping the conversation would move on before she embarrassed herself further.
What if he didn’t really want to go anymore? What if he’d changed his mind but was too polite—or too bound by whatever promise he’d made to himself—to say it? Maybe he’d had enough of the day. Maybe he was tired of her of her awkward silences and soft-spoken answers. She’d tried, but what did she have to offer him? Not stories or charm, not wit or cleverness. Only memories of pain, sad stories about Jason, and an endless stream of nervous, deferential apologies.
He hadn’t seemed bored. Not once. But still, a quiet, gnawing self-doubt settled low in her stomach, heavy and dull. He must have been used to different company. More graceful women, more interesting ones. People who knew how to have conversations.
Before she could spiral further, Alpha Bruce looked over at her briefly—just a flicker of a glance—and said, simply, “I’m looking forward to having dinner with you.”
Catherine swallowed thickly.
“Me too,” she offered softly and the tension in her shoulders eased slightly. She turned back toward the window, where the city was unfurling around them like something imagined.
The lights outside blurred against the glass, streaking softly across the fogged surface like watercolors. She watched them, transfixed, her breath clouding the window with each slow exhale.
“I didn’t know Gotham did this,” she said quietly, almost to herself.
Alpha Bruce glanced at her. “Do what?”
“This,” she said, gesturing vaguely toward the world outside the windshield. “The lights. The… sparkle.”
And it did sparkle. The streets were strung with strands of golden lights that crisscrossed between lampposts like glowing webs. Shop windows glowed with warm amber light, casting halos onto the sidewalks where people passed bundled in thick coats and scarves. Wreaths adorned the wrought iron balconies. Some had little red bows, others flickered with fairy lights.
A little girl in a pink coat ran past, holding her mother’s hand and shouting something about Santa. It was all so… beautiful.
Catherine blinked against the sting in her eyes. In Crime Alley Christmas was just another cold day. Sometimes colder, because the pipes would freeze and no one had heating.
People didn’t put up decorations when they couldn’t afford heat. No lights in windows, no glittering trees or garlands of evergreen. There was no money for spare shit like twinkle lights.
And the only Santa anyone saw was painted on shop windows we couldn’t afford to go inside.
“I think it looks very nice,” he said after a moment, his voice low.
“It does,” Catherine agreed, her voice soft. “It really does.”
She knew she should stop there, not tell another sad story, but somehow she couldn’t stop herself. “It’s just … Crime Alley never had lights. No one could afford it.”
Alpha Bruce’s hand flexed around the wheel, but he didn’t answer. He didn’t tell her he was sorry . He didn’t say all that shouldn’t have happened to you , even though it was true. What he did was keep driving toward the place he’d reserved for them. What he did was make room for her to sit beside him, warm and safe, watching lights she hadn’t known Gotham could hold. That kind of beauty was new to her.
But maybe it wasn’t new to Gotham.
Maybe it had always been there—hidden behind the noise, waiting for someone to show it to her. And Alpha Bruce, quietly, patiently, was showing her.
They drove in silence for a while, the music weaving through the quiet like thread through cloth. Catherine watched the city pass them by—the glitter of light bouncing off wet pavement, the rows of windows glowing gold, the little scenes of holiday life playing out in miniature: couples holding gloved hands, children pointing at store displays, snow dusting the corners of steps and ledges.
It was beautiful in a way she hadn’t expected Gotham to be. Beautiful in a way she’d never had time or safety to notice.
She pressed her hands into her lap, grounding herself in the reality of the moment.
They arrived in front of the restaurant just as the last hues of daylight faded completely. It was a warm, inviting place—stone and wood and golden light spilling out from behind large frosted windows. The sign glowed softly above the entrance, understated and elegant. Catherine blinked at it.
Alpha Bruce parked the SUV and came around to open her door before she could even reach for the handle. It startled her, though it shouldn’t have. He’d been gentle all day. Careful. Still, the sensation of being looked after made her stomach twist in unfamiliar ways.
She stepped out, putting the new backpack on the seat she’d prior sat in. The night air had a bite to it, but Alpha Bruce was already there, leading her into the restaurant, one hand ghosting above the small of her back—not touching, just there. It was a small, protective gesture, and Catherine didn’t know what to make of the way it unraveled something tight in her chest.
Inside, it was warmer, quieter. Candlelit tables. A fireplace tucked into one wall. The low hum of conversation and silverware against plates. Bruce helped her off with her coat, his fingers brushing her shoulder lightly as he did. Gentle. Respectful. She had to stop herself from flinching—not from fear, but from the sheer strangeness of it.
Her mind braced for the barked instruction that never came. Her body, so used to flinching from fingers that came too fast or too hard, didn’t know what to do with this softness.
Alpha Willis had never held a door for her. He wouldn’t have helped her out of a coat unless it was to throw it at her. He wouldn’t have noticed if her hands were cold or if she lagged behind—unless it inconvenienced him. Then he would’ve snapped at her to act grateful , to stop embarrassing him , to remember her place . His affection, if it ever came, had always felt like a transaction. Something she hadn’t earned, or wasn’t worthy of. Alpha Willis hadn’t done gentleness. No one had ever had.
And now, standing here with Bruce Wayne—his presence steady, his manner calm and without expectation—she felt… adrift .
Cathrine was out of her depth in a place like this and waiting to be told what the rules were in a language she hadn’t learned yet. She should be serving him, she thought. Should be standing behind him, not beside him. Should be grateful, invisible, silent.
Alpha Bruce handed both their coats to the hostess, who greeted him with polite familiarity, and Catherine realized—of course—he was known here. This was the kind of place he belonged.
It wasn’t the kind of place she’d ever imagined herself walking into, let alone being led through with an Alpha like him at her side.
Cathrine looked around the room as they followed the hostess. She could scent other Omegas—faint but distinct beneath layers of perfume and food. Most sat beside their mates, dressed well, looking healthy. Some smiled softly, others leaned into whispered conversations. One or two laughed, and it sounded light—free, even.
She wondered how many of them were truly happy. How many had their own rooms. How many had been allowed to say no and not suffered for it.
A young Omega waitress passed by with careful steps, balancing a tray with three plated entrees and a bottle of wine. Her scent was tired, but not bitter or anxious. She moved with the kind of ease that said she was used to being here. Catherine watched her go, unsure if she was more fascinated or envious. She looked like she belonged here. Like this wasn’t foreign or borrowed or conditional.
And then, in a corner booth beneath a tall window, Catherine saw something else—something that tightened her throat. A young Omega girl, maybe seventeen or eighteen, stood beside a table where an older Alpha and two Betas were eating. She wasn’t seated. Her posture was straight, her hands folded in front of her, and there was a full place setting for four—but she didn’t touch the chair. Didn’t make eye contact with the others at the table. Just stood there, quiet and alert, like a housemaid in nice clothes.
The Alpha beside her leaned back, said something, and she nodded once. No smile. Just compliance. Like she’d been trained into stillness. Catherine looked away.
“You okay?” Alpha Bruce asked, his voice low, careful not to startle her.
She nodded quickly. Her throat felt too tight to speak properly, but the words came out anyway. “Yes, Alpha.”
He slowed slightly, giving her a look that wasn’t quite stern but held a weight all the same. Not anger. Not even correction.
Just a gentle reminder, that she didn’t need to call him that. Not unless she wanted to.
Catherine dropped her gaze to her hands, clasped tightly in front of her. She knew he didn’t expect it, not like Alpha Willis oder her Alph Father had. But unlearning years of trained behavior wasn’t like flicking a switch. Submission had lived in her body longer than hope had.
Still, something about the way he looked at her made her think—maybe—she wouldn’t always feel so lost. Maybe one day, she’d walk into a place like this and not flinch when someone opened the door for her. Maybe she’d stop saying Alpha only cause it felt safer than calling him by his name.
The table they were led to was near the fire—far enough not to be hot, but close enough to feel the gentle radiant warmth on their hands when they sat down. The lighting here was more golden than dim, flattering, quiet. The kind of place where people leaned in to speak, rather than raise their voices. She only knew places like this from books she had read as a child.
Alpha Bruce didn’t rush her. He didn’t take his seat until she was fully settled into hers, and even then, he paused, waiting to see if she needed anything. There was no showmanship in his gentleness—just a steady, patient presence, like it had never occurred to him to be anything else.
And in that quiet, in the warmth of the fire and the soft clink of glass nearby, Catherine realized something with a strange sort of clarity:
She didn’t feel like she was being given scraps of someone else’s life.
She felt like she was being offered her own .
And she wasn’t sure she knew how to take it yet. But for the first time in her life—she wanted to try. Cathrine smiled at him—hesitant at first, but real—and watched as his eyes caught the light and his mouth curved upward in return. His expression softened, and there was something almost shy in it, as if her happiness touched something inside him that he didn’t show to many people.
A heartbeat passed between them. Then another. And then Alpha Bruce cleared his throat lightly and picked up the leather-bound menu, that the omega waitress had bought them.
Catherine followed his lead, her fingers brushing the buttery-soft leather. Even the menu felt expensive—pages thick and cream-colored, the text pressed in soft ink that caught the candlelight in its grooves.
She recognized some of the ingredients. Others looked like typos. There were no prices listed beside the entrees. That alone told her more than she needed to know.
“Oh,” Catherine made, glancing down at the elegant descriptions. She hadn’t expected to be intimidated by paper.
Alpha Bruce smiled, calm and warm, resting one elbow lightly on the table. “It’s all fluff,” he murmured. “They use three words when one would do. But I promise, everything on that page is just food. Good food. Not a test.”
Catherine tried to smile back, but her nerves had made her hands a little tight around the base of her glass.
“Do you want help choosing?” he offered gently. And when she nodded, Alpha Bruce leaned forward slightly, voice warm and low. “The risotto’s good here. So is the duck. Or the sea bass, if you like fish. They have a seasonal pumpkin ravioli and Dick swears it’s the best pasta he ever ate.”
“That all sounds so nice.” She bit her lip. “Do they mind if I don’t pronounce it right?”
Alpha Bruce smiled again, reassuring. “They don’t mind at all.”
Just then, the Omega waitress Catherine had noticed earlier appeared at their table. Her presence was calm, grounded, and her scent was subtle—clean and pleasant, not perfumed or stifled. Catherine was quietly relieved it was her. There was something steadying about being seen by another Omega who was whole.
The waitress greeted them both with practiced warmth. “Welcome back, Mr. Wayne. Would you care for the wine list tonight?”
Alpha Bruce glanced at Catherine, then handed the card back without even looking at it. “We’ll have the 2016 Château Margaux, please.”
“Excellent choice,” the Omega said, then turned to Catherine with a kind smile. “Would you like still or sparkling water with that?”
Catherine blinked, looking at Alpha Bruce for his preference but when he made a gesture that told her ‘your choice’ she spoke. “Oh. Um… just—still, please.”
The woman nodded, stepping away to place their drink order. It only took a few minutes for the sommelier to arrive—an older Beta, tall and silver-haired, with a scent muted by decades of refinement and age. He carried himself like someone who had seen generations come and go, and offered Alpha Bruce a gracious nod before presenting a wine bottle nestled in dark cloth.
Alpha Bruce examined the label, nodding once with a quiet “Perfect.” The ritual began—the sommelier uncorking the wine with slow, precise movements, pouring a modest taste into a crystal glass for Alpha Bruce, who swirled it gently. Catherine watched, fascinated. The wine glinted deep red, rich as velvet. Alpha Bruce tasted it, considered, then nodded his approval.
Two tall, thin glasses were filled, the bottle placed carefully in a polished silver cradle beside the table. The Omega waitress returned with a frosted bottle of still water, setting it beside them and pouring it as reverently as the wine.
There was no pretense to her—her uniform was neat, looking just like what the other waitressess were wearing, her hair pulled back in a tidy braid, her scent calm and open. She didn’t tower over them or command attention, but she held herself with a dignity that Catherine couldn’t stop watching. This Omega didn’t flinch. She didn’t shrink.
“Are you ready to order?” the woman asked, voice low and gentle, her pen poised over a small notepad. Alpha Bruce smiled and nodded, folding his menu carefully. “I’ll have the truffle risotto to start, and the duck breast with citrus and glazed root vegetables for the main, please.”
“Excellent choice, Mr. Wayne.” The waitress nodded once, then turned toward Catherine with that same patient expression.
Catherine’s hands tightened around the leather edge of her own menu. She felt her voice falter before it even rose.
“I… I’d like the… the salad … the … that one, please. And…” She swallowed as she pointed to the row, eyes flicking to Alpha Bruce’s for just a second. His expression didn’t shift—still warm, still watching her like he had all the time in the world. It gave her courage. “And … the rosemary lamb. Please.”
The waitress offered the smallest smile, a real one. “Great choice.”
Catherine dipped her head a little, both relieved and grateful. The woman’s scent didn’t carry even a trace of judgment. No pity. No amusement. Just quiet understanding.
The waitress disappeared again, and Cathrine looked at the wine in front of her. It glowed a rich garnet red under the light, catching like velvet at the edges.
She took a sip. It was unlike anything she’d ever tasted—deep and warm, with layers she couldn’t name but could feel. It wasn’t sharp or sour, just smooth. Like a secret held in the mouth.
“I like it,” she whispered.
Alpha Bruce’s smile deepened. “I’m glad.”
Their appetizers came soon after—small plates, elegantly arranged. Her salad looked like it had been painted, not plated: warm grilled asparagus laid diagonally across a bed of tender greens—frisée, baby spinach, little violet leaves she didn’t recognize. Ruby slices of beetroot gleamed like cut gems between it all, crowned with delicate crumbles of creamy-white goat cheese. A soft drizzle of what looked like honeyed vinaigrette caught the candlelight, pooling slightly near crushed walnuts and something pale and creamy beneath it all, silky and rich.
She stared at it for a moment before picking up her fork. It felt wrong to ruin something so pretty.
Alpha Bruce had already picked up his fork—unhurried, patient, but clearly not waiting for her to go first. It helped.
“Enjoy, Cathy,” he said.
She picked up her own fork and carefully pressed the tines into a piece of asparagus and beetroot, gathering a bit of green and a crumble of cheese, then brought it to her mouth.
The moment the bite touched her tongue, her whole posture softened—like something in her chest unfurled.
Warm and creamy, the tang of the goat cheese wrapped around the earthy sweetness of the beets, the slight crunch of the nuts grounding it all. There was indeed honey—just enough to dance at the edge of her tongue. The asparagus, grilled but still just firm enough, tasted impossibly fresh, like it had been picked hours ago.
A soft sound slipped from her throat before she could stop it. A quiet, surprised hum—almost a purr.
Across the table, Alpha Bruce paused, fork midair, then grinned. Not smug. Not teasing. Just quietly, deeply pleased. He looked delighted at her delight.
“It’s beautiful,” she said, cheeks flushed.
“It really is,” he agreed. She looked up, and for the briefest second, his eyes didn’t flick to her plate. He was looking at her . But his expression was too kind to be unnerving, too soft to unsettle. There was nothing possessive in it, nothing she had to brace against—just quiet appreciation. Still, she looked back at her salad, heart stuttering a little.
“It’s an art form here,” Alpha Bruce said after a moment, voice low and warm as he picked up another bite. “They take it seriously. This restaurant’s been around since before I was born. My parents loved it. Used to come here every anniversary.”
Catherine glanced up again, surprised—not just by what he said, but how naturally he spoke of them. His voice didn’t crack, but there was something gentle in it. Something reverent.
“I grew up watching them sit at this table,” Alpha Bruce continued. “Same corner table, every year. And when I was older, they let me come on Alfred’s birthday.”
There was something in his eyes as he said it—soft-edged memory, not sorrow exactly, but something more textured. A kind of longing that didn’t ache so much as glow.
”He’d pretend he didn’t want to be fussed over, but he always ordered the same thing and let them make a scene with dessert.”
Her lips curled at that. It was strange, seeing Beta Alfred through Alpha Bruce’s eyes—someone he had known his whole life. Someone who maybe did like small indulgences, despite acting differently.
Alpha Bruce chuckled. “He only pretends to mind. Deep down, I think he likes being spoiled. Not that he’d admit it.”
They ate their entrees slowly after that, the conversation winding down into silence—but it wasn’t uncomfortable. Alpha Bruce poured them each another small measure of the wine he’d chosen. Catherine wasn’t used to wine, and certainly not anything like this. But it still didn’t bite the way she’d expected. It lingered, warm and velvet-soft, and Bruce never pushed her to drink more than she liked.
Despite the restaurant being filled with people, it wasn’t to loud. There was a hush of silverware. The occasional flick of a log shifting in the fireplace nearby. The scent of rosemary and charred citrus drifting from other tables.
And then, their main courses arrived. The scent hit her first—rosemary, garlic, that deep, iron-rich perfume of meat done just right. Her plate was beautiful again. Thick, herb-crusted lamb sliced just enough to reveal its blushing center. It rested over a bed of creamy mashed root vegetables flecked with thyme, beside a cluster of bright green beans still shining with butter. A ribbon of wine reduction ran like silk across the base of the plate.
Alpha Bruce’s plate was similar, though his duck gleamed with a glaze that caught the candlelight like lacquered wood.
Catherine cut into her lamb and tasted and the world slowed down. It was tender beyond belief, the crust savory and crackling, the inside soft and rich and perfectly cooked. The sauce wrapped around the flavor like a secret. She barely remembered to breathe.
Beta Alfred’s food had been a revelation after years of going without—gentle, thoughtful, quietly nourishing. But this —this was something else.
It didn’t just feed her. It reminded her she had a body. A tongue. A sense of pleasure and taste and joy.
She blinked, cheeks warm again, and looked up at Alpha Bruce with the kind of wonder that made him still.
“I didn’t know food could be like this,” she said, barely above a whisper.
Alpha Bruce glanced up, swallowing a bite of his duck. “They’ve had the same head chef since I was a kid. Same recipe, too. He trained in Lyon. My father loved the salad you had.”
“Do you eat here often, Alpha?” she asked, almost shyly, brushing her hand against the edge of the linen napkin as though worried the question might be out of place.
“Mhm.” He set his fork down briefly, folding his hands. “Not too often. But I still like to come for anniversaries. Celebrations. The first time my parents brought me, I was six. Had to wear a tie,” he added, with a small grimace of amusement.
”I hated that the whole time. But I still remember the smell. And how my mother looked when she sat there, candlelight flickering her face.”
Catherine’s eyes softened. “What did she like to order?”
“She had the same duck I just did,” Alpha Bruce said, smiling a little. “And she always saved the crispiest piece of skin for my dad.”
There was silence for a moment, but it wasn’t heavy.
“She sounds kind,” Catherine murmured, meaning it.
“She was,” Alpha Bruce said softly. “So was he. My father. They both…” He looked away for a moment, then back at her. “They were good people.”
And then, as if it had slipped out without warning, he added, “They would have liked you.”
Catherine blinked. Her lips parted, but no words came. A rush of something swelled in her chest—something small and trembling and bright. She ducked her head, her hair falling forward a little. But she smiled.
“I’m glad,” she said. Her voice sounded small, but not brittle. Alpha Bruce nodded, as if that settled something.
The hum of soft music floated through the restaurant, accompanied by the quiet clink of silverware and low conversation. Catherine took another small bite of lamb, savoring the way it nearly melted on her tongue, the rosemary singing gently against the richness of the meat.
Across from her, Alpha Bruce was finishing the last of his duck, the edges perfectly crisped, dark and golden and delicate.
Their plates were cleared, their wine glasses refreshed one last time—just a polite splash now, just enough to warm the moment.
The omega waitress returned with a smile, her dark hair still pinned up neatly. Her tone was gentle, her scent faint and calming as she asked:
“Would you like to look at the dessert menu, or perhaps coffee?”
Alpha Bruce looked at Catherine. There was something different in his face now—not unreadable, but… tentative. A trace of something younger, softer. His hand paused on the stem of his wine glass.
“Can I… order something for us to share?” he asked and looked at Cathrine. The way he asked made her chest ache a little, in a good way.
She smiled, tilting her head just slightly. “I’d like that, Alpha.”
His shoulders relaxed the tiniest bit. He looked grateful. Then turned to the waitress.
“We’ll share the chocolate soufflé, please,” he said. “And coffee. For both of us, if you like Cathrine?”
“Yes, Alpha. Thank you.”
“Excellent,” the waitress replied, already scribbling with quiet efficiency. “What kind of coffee may I bring you?”
“I’ll have a flat white,” Alpha Bruce said without hesitation, his tone easy.
The waitress turned her gaze to Catherine, and for a moment, Catherine hesitated. The question felt like it hung heavier than it should, like she might choose wrong and show herself for what she really was—someone pretending to belong in this polished world.
But then she remembered the rich, frothy cappuccinos Beta Alfred would make in the mornings, how Alpha Bruce always set the cup down gently beside her, without comment, just with a quiet nod, like it was normal for her to be taken care of.
“A cappuccino, please,” she said. “If that’s alright.” Alpha Bruce’s smile at that was gentle. The waitress gave a small, approving nod and disappeared again, leaving them in the soft lull of low music and flickering candlelight.
For a few breaths, neither of them spoke. Alpha Bruce was looking at the center of the table, his hand resting idle beside his wine glass, fingers tracing the stem absently. Then, as if gathering courage from the quiet, he drew in a slow breath and looked at her.
“There’s something I want to say,” he began, low and even, but with that careful weight he always carried when he was being utterly sincere. Catherine’s heart slowed to listen.
“I’ve tried not to say it too soon,” he admitted, eyes searching hers. “Because I didn’t want to rush you. I know what you’ve been through. But I’m falling for you and I wanted you to know.”
The words landed softly, but they filled the space between them like light through stained glass—colorful, rich, and unshakable.
“I didn’t plan it. And I’d never pressure you. I would be honored,” he said, voice catching slightly, “to be with you. To raise our children together.”
Catherine’s breath caught.
“But I also understand,” he continued, quieter now, “that even with the bond pulling at us, this might not be mutual. And that’s okay.”
His voice was steady, but something flickered in his eyes—uncertainty, even a hint of fear. The kind that only comes when you truly care about the answer.
He reached into the inside pocket of his coat—slowly, like it wasn’t a foregone conclusion—and led out a small box. It was matte black. He didn’t open it right away.
“I want to ask you to marry me, Catherine,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper now. “Not because I expect it. Not because of obligation or the bond. But because I want a life with you. With Jason. With everything that comes after.”
He paused. The air around them had gone still, but not stiff—gentle. Fragile. Like the moment might shatter if anyone moved too quickly. His eyes found hers, soft and unwavering. There was no Alpha command in it. No demand. Just something raw and real.
And then, more gently still:
”If I’ve misread… or if it’s too soon, or too much—I meant what I said when we first talked about safety.”
He swallowed. His fingers flexed minutely around the box.
“I’d still want you and Jason to have everything you need. I have a penthouse in the city. You could live there. Comfortably. I’d make sure everything’s provided for. Jason’s schooling covered. Food, healthcare. You’d never owe me anything.”
His eyes softened to something heartbreakingly sincere.
“You wouldn’t have to see me again,” he added. “If you didn’t want to.”
Her heart twisted.
He placed the ring box gently on the table between them, but didn’t push it closer. He didn’t even open it.
Alpha Bruce just looked at her. He waited. As though he’d already been making peace with the idea that she might take the freedom he offered and go. But he couldn’t have been more wrong.
Catherine’s fingers trembled against the tablecloth, delicate against the linen, as though she didn’t quite trust the steadiness of her own body. Her throat was tight. Her eyes burned.
“I don’t want to leave,” she said, her voice thin but true. Alpha Bruce blinked. His eyebrows twitched upward—just a flicker—but she saw the ripple of surprise in him, the way something rigid in his shoulders eased a little.
Her voice was unsteady but clear. “I’m still learning how to… live like this. Still figuring out how to ... I might need a bit of time until I …” she didn’t quite know how to formulate that it all seemed like a fairytale. Just to good, to pure to be true. “But I feel safer than I have in a long long time.”
Alpha Bruce’s eyes dropped to the closed box. A smile tugged faintly at his mouth. She saw the way his shoulders subtly settled, like he’d taken her words as a gentle no.
His fingers brushed the box gently, almost tenderly. “I meant what I said. It’s not a one-time offer. Whenever you’re ready—if you’re ever ready—I’ll ask again.”
He looked back up at her then, and that gentleness, cautious, but warm, something she had almost gotten used to, was etched into every line of his face.
Catherine’s heart ached with it. She reached forward slightly, not to touch the box, but to rest her fingertips on the edge of the tablecloth, closer to him. Her eyes were wide, unguarded. She hesitated for a breath, then lowered her eyes, voice hushed.
“The manor feels like something out of a fairytale. Something I didn’t know I was allowed to even dream of.” She looked up, eyes shining. “You feel like that too.”
Something in Alpha Bruce’s expression flickered. His eyes were raw when he met hers.
“I don’t know if I deserve that,” he said hoarsely. “But I can promise I’ll never stop trying to.”
Then, after a pause, he reached down and opened the box. The hinges gave a soft creak, and the candlelight spilled into the velvet interior, catching on the facets of a ring that looked like it had come out of time itself.
The diamond glimmered with the faintest, ethereal blue—like it had trapped the first breath of winter sky inside it. The gold band cradling it was warm, marked with a pattern so delicate she almost couldn’t see it in the candlelight.
“It was my mother’s,” Alpha Bruce said softly. “My father gave it to her when he asked her to build a life with him. She wore it every day—right up until the last one.”
His eyes didn’t leave hers.
“I thought I’d keep it forever. I never thought I’d want to give it to someone else,” Alpha Bruce said, voice low and steady, but with a note in it that felt sacred. “But the moment I realized I wanted a life with you… this was the only ring I could imagine giving.”
There was no grand gesture when he reached for her hand. Just tenderness. Permission in every motion, every glance. When his fingers closed around hers, warm and sure, Catherine let him guide her hand upward.
Then, with his other hand, he slipped the ring onto her finger. It fit like it had always belonged there. Catherine stared.
The blue diamond caught the light, trembling slightly with the shaking of her hand. The gold was so soft, so fine, it felt like it might melt into her skin.
Her fingers, so calloused from years of work, from scrubbing and folding and holding too tightly to survive, looked delicate beneath it. The ring felt known , as if it had already loved once before and was ready to love again.
Cathrine opened her mouth to say something but couldn’t find words. Her throat was tight with feeling. Her breath came out shaky.
Her voice, when it came, was soft. “I’ll be so careful with it,” she whispered, almost tearfully.
Alpha Bruce looked like he might speak, but instead his hand came up, brushing a stray piece of hair behind her ear with infinite gentleness.
She didn’t even realize she’d leaned forward until their foreheads nearly touched. His breath was warm against her skin. His lips met hers and the world fell silent for a moment.
When they parted, she lingered, her eyes still closed for a moment, as if afraid the spell would break. And then—slowly—she looked back down at the ring, her heart full and tender and trembling. She hadn’t known it could feel like this.
Like she belonged to herself for the first time—and still, completely, to someone else too.
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The front porch light was still on when Alpha Bruce pulled into the drive, its warm golden glow casting long shadows across the cobbled path. The air was cool and fragrant.
Alpha Bruce barely had time to reach the door before it swung open. Rachel stood there barefoot, the hem of her loose sweater slipping off one shoulder, hair pinned half-up, a wine glass in hand.
She looked impossibly at ease and then entirely delighted. Rachel’s breath caught audibly.
“You said yes,” she whispered, stepping forward before Catherine could speak.
Catherine flushed and gave a single, small nod. Rachel didn’t wait for more. She handed her wine glass off to Alpha Bruce without ceremony—trusting, casual, like they’d done this a hundred times before. Rachel closed the distance and wrapped Cathrine in a hug—firm, warm, and startlingly steady for an Omega woman.
For a moment, Catherine could only stand there, breathing her in—flowery soap, a hint of wine above Rachels own unique scent, warm and womanly and grounded. There was no pressure in Rachel’s hold, only welcome. Real welcome. The kind Cathrine still hadn’t quite learned to believe in.
“I’m so damn glad,” Rachel murmured near her ear, the words soft and fierce all at once. “You deserve every good thing he’ll do for you.”
Catherine’s throat went tight. She couldn’t speak, only nodded into Rachel’s shoulder, clinging back just long enough to let the weight of those words settle.
Behind them, the sounds of chaos filtered in: a burst of movie credits, casting flickers of blue and gold across the living room. In the next instant, a sugar-fueled shriek from Tim pierced the air, followed by the telltale thud-thud-thud of big dog paws.
Dick laughed—a bright, open sound that bounced off the high ceiling. And somewhere in the middle of it all, Alpha Harvey’s voice rose up with equal parts theatrical despair and amused exasperation. He sounded like a lawyer addressing a jury he knew he’d already lost.
“Alright, that’s it,” he declared. “Any child who feeds the dog three treats in a row owes me twenty bucks and a ten-minute silence tax. No loopholes. No bartering. And yes, emotional bribery counts.”
“No one’s feeding the dog any more treats tonight,” Rachel called back, clearly not checking to verify.
“I am emotionally certain someone is,” Alpha Harvey muttered. “I’ve got a witness with crumbs on her paws and guilt in her eyes.”
The dog in question—a chubby golden retriever with the moral fiber of a marshmallow—thudded past the doorway just then, a half-eaten dog treat sticking out of her mouth. She paused mid-trot to look up at Alpha Bruce and Catherine with an expression of pure, tail-wagging innocence.
Alpha Harvey followed the dog’s exit with a mock sigh just as he spotted Alpha Bruce and Catherine by the door. Relief washed over his face like a man being rescued from a hostage situation.
“Oh, thank God. Just in time,” he said. “They’re all sugared to the teeth and morally ungovernable. But now they’re your problem. I’ve seen the high—don’t make me stay for the crash.”
A chorus of sweet boyish giggles answered him. Alpha Bruce chuckled beside her, a sound like low thunder diffused into something almost indulgent. She felt it more than heard it.
His hand found Catherine’s back. A quiet touch. Steadying. Reassuring. It was subtle but certain, like a promise: You don’t have to brace yourself here.
Catherine leaned into it instinctively, her shoulder brushing his. The house before them was a tangle of noise and affection and chaos and dog fur—and yet, somehow, it felt like walking into something she’d always been meant to find.
Tim popped his head up from the pile of pillows on the floor. His hair stood in every direction, and his cheeks were pink with excitement.
“Wait—what happened?” he asked, blinking, trying to shake off the daze of screens and snacks. Then his gaze caught on Catherine’s hand. On the ring.
His eyes went comically wide.
“Wait. Did you—are you—”
He scrambled upright so fast he got tangled in the throw blanket and flailed, tripping over his own feet and crashing unceremoniously into Dick’s side.
Dick let out a dramatic “oof!” but caught him without missing a beat, steadying his little brother with one arm even as he straightened himself.
“You’re getting married ?!” Tim squeaked, voice nearly a full octave higher.
“We are,” Alpha Bruce said, his voice calm but quietly full. Catherine felt his hand slide a little higher along her back, warm through her coat, his thumb brushing between her shoulder blades. “If she’ll still have me tomorrow.”
“I will, Alpha,” she whispered, the words escaping before she had time to think. Not reflex. Not submission. Not this time. It was trust, unadorned and whole. And something in the room shifted with it.
Tim let out a triumphant whoop that startled one of the couch cushions right off the armrest, and then launched himself forward with all the energy of a pup too small to know his own power. He wrapped his arms tight around Catherine’s waist, hugging her like she was already his mother and always had been.
“You’re really staying,” he mumbled into her coat, voice muffled. “Forever?”
She bent down, touched her forehead to the crown of his messy hair, breathing him in—soap and sugar and his own scent of milky coffee and iron. She nodded.
Dick, who’d half-fallen across the couch in a loose tangle of limbs, suddenly sprang to his feet, barefoot and beaming like the sun had come up inside the house. His grin was unguarded, all sunshine and boyish pride, his blue eyes impossibly bright as they landed on Catherine.
“Finally!” he burst out, hands flinging wide like the joy in him couldn’t be contained. “I’ve been pretending not to know all day! Dad told me earlier—he was practically vibrating.”
Alpha Bruce gave a quiet, beleaguered huff. “I did not vibrate.”
“You vibrated emotionally,” Dick shot back. “Seriously. I’m so happy for you. Both of you.”
He stepped closer then, more tentative than before, the bravado pulling back just a little. He stood in front of Catherine like he wasn’t quite sure what to do next—shoulders squared in instinct, not arrogance, his weight shifting subtly on bare feet. He was all Alpha-in-the-making, but he looked younger like this, waiting—hoping, she realized—for something he didn’t know how to ask for.
Catherine tilted her head gently. “Can I hug you too, Dick?”
The effect was immediate. He lit up like someone had uncaged the sun behind his ribs. “Yeah,” he said, already moving before the word was finished. “Yeah, please.”
He hugged her carefully—arms wrapping around her like he knew exactly how much she’d been through, how delicate this moment was. Not soft, not shy, but mindful, a kind of puppyish affection anchored by something deeper: respect.
Catherine let out a breathy laugh against his shoulder, surprised by how right it felt. Her eyes stung as she blinked hard, trying to keep it from spilling. Her arms curled around him instinctively, not out of obligation or submission, but something simpler. Something truer.
How was it so easy to be loved in this place? She didn’t understand it yet. But she didn’t want to leave it, either.
“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice catching.
Aloha Bruce’s hand appeared between them a moment later, ruffling Dick’s hair with unmistakable affection—gentle, warm, and entirely unbothered by the fact that his son ducked a little and groaned like it was the greatest inconvenience in the world.
“Thanks for not spoiling it, chum,” Alpha Bruce said.
“ Pfft, ” Dick replied, straightening with mock offense. “I only ruined like three surprises this year. I’m evolving.”
Catherine laughed again—soft, surprised, a little teary. She’d thought she’d forgotten how to laugh like that. Her hand drifted downward almost unconsciously, brushing over the ring again. Still there. Still hers. Still impossibly, unbelievably real. She hadn’t dreamed this. It was really happening.
And just a few feet away, Jason stood a little apart. He was by the armrest, a half-finished blanket fort still trailing over his shoulder, not joining in, his expression tight.
He stared at her hand, at the ring, and—stared like it meant something he couldn’t quite name, but already felt in his bones. Then he looked at Alpha Bruce. Quiet. Still. Not angry, not even sad, but… different. Pulled back from the joy like it didn’t belong to him.
His small fingers worried at the hem of his shirt. He was quiet. The kind of quiet that came after years of learning how to listen for moods before they turned, how to make himself smaller before anyone had to ask.
That was when Alpha Bruce’s attention shifted. The warmth of his hand slipped from her back, and a breath later, he crouched low near the armrest—bringing himself level with Jason’s uncertain gaze..
The bustle of the room softened around them—Rachel topping off Alpha Harvey’s glass, Dick tossing a throw pillow at Tim who yelped and retaliated, the dog nosing around for more unauthorized snacks—but all of it blurred to the background. Cathrine had only eyed for Alpha Bruce and Jason.
“Hey,” Alpha Bruce said gently, voice quiet beneath the bubble of conversation behind them. “You doing okay, bud?”
Jason nodded once. Then shrugged. Alpha Bruce’s eyes didn’t leave him. He didn’t push or press, didn’t demand honesty Jason didn’t know how to shape yet. He just crouched lower, his big frame folding easily, arms draped casually over his knees—every line of his body saying, You don’t have to be scared of me.
“Jase,” he murmured again, soft as gravity. “Come here.”
Jason hesitated. Just long enough for the fear to rise and swirl in his chest. Then he padded forward, bare feet, small and quiet, until Alpha Bruce’s hands found his shoulders. Solid, warm and carefully.
Fingers curled over the cotton of his shirt like it was sacred, thumbs brushing gentle arcs just above his collarbone. And when Jason didn’t pull back, Alpha Bruce leaned in a little more.
“What’s worrying you, bud?” he asks.
Jason blinked. His throat worked once.
“I…” his voice was hoarse with something tight in his chest. “I’m happy for Mama.”
He looked up quickly, alarmed that it might be taken wrong. “I am. I am. She’s… you don’t hurt her. Not like—like Willis did. And you…” his mouth wobbled, then firmed, “you’re so nice to her. Nicer than anyone ever was. And she—she’s happier with you than she ever was before.”
Alpha Bruce nodded, gently.
“I’m happy with her too,” he said softly. “She’s… she’s pretty special.”
ALpha Bruces fingers brushing slow arcs over Jason’s upper arms. “But that’s not what’s bothering you, is it?”
Jason shook his head. Then, in a whisper so quiet it almost didn’t reach: ”Would you be happier if Mama came without me?”
The words landed like a crack through porcelain—thin but splintering, impossible to ignore. Catherine’s breath hitched behind them. Alpha Bruce stilled.
“I need you to listen, okay?” he said, voice low and steady—kind, but unshakable as bedrock. “When I first saw that profile from the center—before I even knew anything about your mom or what either of you had been through—the first thing I saw w ere your eyes. ”
Jason blinked, unsure.
“You looked right at the camera. You stared it down like you had to prove something. And all I could think was: I have to get this kid safe. Before anything else. Before I knew names. Before I even knew what had happened to you.”
Jason’s mouth parted, but no words came. Just a breath, shallow and trembling.
“It was the same feeling I had when I met Dick,” Alpha Bruce continued, his voice shifting only slightly, like he was turning over something sacred in his hands. “Right after he lost his parents. And again, the first time Tim showed up at the manor after that power outage—standing on the front steps like he didn’t know if he should knock or run.”
He didn’t explain more. He didn’t need to. The silence spoke of long nights and too-young boys with too-heavy hearts. Of being claimed by grief and fear and still somehow choosing hope.
Jason sniffed and looked down, shoulders stiffening under Alpha Bruce’s touch. “You.. you claimed them. You gave them a bite and you … you adopted them, right?”
Alpha Bruce nodded once, slowly. “That’s true.”
Jason hesitated.
“You didn’t—” he started, and then, too fast: “And I get it. I really do. I’m not trying to be a whining brat, I promise—I know you don’t have to— it’s just …”
“It’s what?” Alpha Bruce murmured, quiet but firm, coaxing. Jason ducked his head lower, as if the words might sting less if he didn’t have to look Alpha Bruce in the eyes while saying them. “You don’t need to…” He swallowed. “You don’t need to do any of that. Not for me. It’s okay that you don’t want to claim me or… or adopt me.”
His voice broke halfway through the last sentence, but he kept going, stumbling forward like it was all going to spill out whether he wanted it to or not. Cathrine couldn‘t do anything. It was as if it all happened to fast for her to step up, to stop what was happening. And maybe, even, deep down, she knew it had to happen.
“I get it. I really do. My Alpha father was alley trash and I was born in that trash and it makes sense if I don’t… if I don’t fit here.” Jason drew in a ragged breath. “You’re important. You’re Bruce Wayne. I’m stupid and I can’t read but I get that you are —I’m just…”
He faltered.
“I just want to stay. With Mama. And you. And I know you said I could, but now you and Mama are getting married, and that’s a family, and I—” His voice cracked. “I’m not your kid but you are so much nicer to me than my dad ever was. And I’m scared. Because I’ll mess it all up somehow. But I don’t want it to change. I don’t want you to stop being nice to me.”
Jason tried to pull in another breath, but it hitched, caught behind the emotion caught in his chest.
“I’m sorry, Alpha Bruce. I promised I wouldn’t whine. And if I can’t keep my promises then why would you keep yours?”
“Hey,” Alpha Bruce said again, this time firmer. Not angry. Not impatient. Just… rooted. “Stop. Take a breath.”
Jason tried. It came out shaky and uneven. Alpha Bruce leaned forward until their foreheads almost touched, not quite but close enough that Jason could feel the Alpha’s warmth, the scent of clean woodsmoke and something sweet that always lingered under Alpha Bruce’s skin.
“I don’t care who your Alpha was,” Alpha Bruce said, voice low and level, and true. “He hurt you. He hurt your mother. You didn’t choose him—and you don’t owe him a damn thing. Not his name. Not his bite. Nothing.”
Jason’s breath hitched again. His fingers curled into the fabric of Alpha Bruce’s sleeves, eyes huge and wet and too tired for someone his age.
“I care about you,” Alpha Bruce said, slower this time, like he wanted every word to land, to wrap around that hurting place inside Jason and stay there. “You’re brave, and you’re sharp, and you ask the best questions I’ve ever heard watching a car race.” That earned the ghost of a smile.
Alpha Bruce looked over his shoulder—just once—and Catherine was already watching. She’d been quiet, still. Her hands were clasped in front of her, but one slowly lifted to her chest, curling over her heart.
Her eyes were wet, too, lashes dark with the weight of it. But she didn’t look away. Couldn’t.
Their eyes met. And something passed between them—quiet, wordless, and deeply known. She nodded. Just a small, solemn movement. Yes.
They should’ve done this differently. They should have waited. Had a conversation first. Sat down together and made a plan. Been thoughtful, cautious, structured.
But Jason didn’t need a plan. He needed this . He needed to see someone like Alpha Bruce—an Alpha who wasn’t cruel, who didn’t leave bruises or tear down everything soft inside a child. He needed someone like that to choose him.
Jason needed security and stability. He needed a family.
Alpha Bruce turned back to Jason, who was still watching him like he might vanish if he blinked.
“If you want to be mine,” he said gently, his hands still resting warm and steady on Jason’s arms, “then you are . That’s it. No tests. No conditions. You don’t have to prove anything to me.”
Jason’s breath stuttered again, caught somewhere between a sob and a gasp.
Alpha Bruce let the silence hold them for a beat, and then added, softer still:
“If you want it, I will adopt you. I will claim you. You can have my name, Jason. My bite.”
The boy’s face crumpled in an instant, his chin trembling before the sob even made it out. Then he launched forward, small arms flinging around Alpha Bruce’s middle, face burying into his chest like he could climb inside and stay there forever. His fingers clutched at the back of Alpha Bruce’s shirt, desperate and tight and afraid to let go.
And Alpha Bruce held him. One arm wrapped around Jason’s back, the other came up to cradle the back of his head, fingers gentle, thumb stroking through the dark hair.
The room faded to nothing. The bustle, the padding of the dogs paws on the wooden floorboards, the childrens tv show playing softly in the backround - all of it disappeared while Alpha Bruce craddled Jason close.
***
The ride home passed in a haze of warm exhaustion, the kind that settled in after too much sugar, too many emotions, and the kind of night that rearranged something quiet and permanent inside you. The city outside the car was slick with cold light, traffic humming distant and low as the tires whispered over wet pavement.
Jason stared out of the window in the backseat, glass fogging under his breath. Tim was already asleep, curled into his carseat, and Dick, older but not immune to the late hour, blinked slow and drowsy against the headrest.
Catherine sat in the passenger seat. She hadn’t said much during the drive. Just kept watching Alpha Bruce’s hands on the steering wheel, steady and sure. Watching the way his eyes flicked to the rearview mirror when Jason shifted. The warmth in his voice when he whispered something to Tim before the boy nodded off.
When they pulled into the driveway, it was Alpha Bruce who carried Tim inside, one arm snug under the boy’s legs, the other across his back. Dick followed with half a yawn and his hands stuffed in his jacket pockets. Catherine picked up Jason, glad to be allowed to coddle her sweet boy.
Inside the house, everything softened. The lights were dim, the air warm.
This house smelled like wood polish and tea, like old books and sugar and wood and the faintest trace of lavender and rain. It started to smell like something that could be home.
Alpha Bruce got Tim and Dick to bed with an ease that Catherine still marveled at. No barking commands. No sharpness. Just a quiet kind of leadership. A dad voice, soft but unquestioned. When he passed by her room—hers and Jason’s—his steps slowed. She had kept the door was slightly ajar.
She stood in the doorway, fingers lightly touching the edge of it. Jason sat on the bed, legs tucked under him, not asleep. Not even close.
“He had some questions, if that‘s okay,” Catherine said quietly, the old reflex in her voice, softening the edges, adding that instinctive deference. “He was waiting up for you, Alpha.”
Alpha Bruce paused. His eyes flicked to her face. And then his mouth tugged into a smile that was all warmth and patience.
“Oh,” he said, just that—surprised, but gentle. Then he reached out and padded her hand with his fingers, a quiet reassurance she hadn’t asked for, but desperately needed.
He wasn’t angry. Not even displeased.
She exhaled—unseen and slow—and stepped aside as he entered the room. Jason had looked up the second he heard Alpha Bruce’s voice, his little spine straightening just slightly, eyes locked on him like they were tethered.
“Hey, bud,” Alpha Bruce said softly, moving to sit on the edge of the bed. “Couldn’t sleep?”
Jason shook his head. Alpha Bruce nodded like that made perfect sense. “Alright. What’s on your mind?”
Jason’s fingers toyed with a wrinkle in the comforter. He didn’t look away when he spoke, but his voice was small.
“Do I have to call you Dad when you adopt me?”
It didn’t sound defiant. It didn’t sound sulky. It sounded uncertain, like the words tasted strange in his mouth and he was trying to figure out the rules again.
Alpha Bruce’s answer came without hesitation. “You can, if you want to. But you can still call me Bruce if you’d prefer that.” Jo p list
Jason blinked. “Just Bruce?”
“I know I’m an Alpha, sweetheart,” Alpha Bruce replied, his voice edged with a light humor, but never mocking. “Your mom and you don’t need to remind me every time you talk to me.”
Catherine flushed. She hadn’t realized how often she said it until that moment—until the gentle nudge of his voice pressed it into focus.
Alpha Bruce. Alpha said. Thank you, Alpha. Always the title, the rank, the reminder. Because in the world she knew it mattered. Designation above identity. That was the law she’d lived under. Being Omega wasn’t just status—it was role, it was function, it was obedience burned into bone.
Submission had been survival. It had been all she was.
But Alpha Bruce—he wasn’t like the men who came before. He wasn’t her Alpha Father. He wasn’t Alpha Willis. Alpha Bruce didn’t need her to shrink in front of him to feel tall. He didn’t need the deference to feel strong. He didn’t need the title to know who he was.
His hand brushed over hers again—just a glancing touch as he passed—and her breath caught in her throat like a startled bird. Not because it hurt. Not because she feared it might lead to pain. But because he could touch her that gently, that casually, and not make it a claim or a warning.
He wasn’t angry. But maybe—yes. Maybe she could start there. Start in the quiet of her own mind, where the words Alpha Bruce always whispered first. Maybe she could let herself think of him as just Bruce. As a person she was still getting to know, not an Alpha she had to appease.
The idea made her dizzy. But it wasn’t just fear. It was just … her whole world had shifted and if felt like she was running behind, trying to keep up with it. She still couldn’t believe she hadn’t lost the race yet, couldn’t believe she was still here. It seemed like there was more in her than she’d ever been allowed to believe.
Across the room, Jason was watching Alp… no … he was watching Bruce. Eyes fixed, unreadable at first. Then, quietly, he asked, “I don’t know what I wanna call you yet.”
Bruce didn’t flinch. He just nodded. “That’s alright. You don’t have to know right now. You can try things out, see what feels right. And you can change it whenever you need to.”
Bruce leaned in slightly, conspiratorial, voice dropping like he was sharing something sacred. “Wanna know a secret? When Dick’s mad at me, he still calls me Bruce —just to make a point.”
That pulled a grin out of Jason, quick and small, but real. He leaned closer without seeming to notice it himself, the tension in his shoulders starting to slip away, like the muscles were beginning to believe they could rest.
Catherine watched from where she stood, half in shadow, and felt something twist warmly in her chest. Jason’s grin. Bruce’s patience. The shape of something that could hold.
Then Bruce added, softer still, “No matter what you decide to call me, Jason… you’ll still be one of mine. One of my kids. That doesn’t change.”
Jason’s breath caught audibly, his face tilting up just a little.
He hesitated—then whispered, “Even if you and Mams have… new pups?”
The question was small. Tentative. But it pierced Catherine like a blade between the ribs.
She didn’t move. She barely even breathed. But inside her, everything twisted. The words echoed like a prayer, or a curse. Something sacred. Something fragile.
Her hand drifted to her lower belly, unconsciously, instinctively, though there was nothing there. Not anymore. Not for a long time.
Three times she had bled through it in silence. Because there had been no space for grief in a world that demanded her to keep moving, keep serving, keep surviving. Three times she had curled around the unmistakable cramp of endings, her arms locked around her middle like she could hold the life in by sheer force of will. But it always slipped through.
She had cried but she’d been relieved, too. She hated herself for it. Because she had truly grieved. But underneath it—sour and shameful—had been a breath of relief. Because how was she supposed to carry another pup when she couldn’t even guarantee food for the one she had?
Jason had been small and hungry and tired, and she had scraped her body raw trying to protect him. How would she have cared for four pups? Four tiny hungry mouths? Four warm bodies that would have cried and ached and needed her.
But now she was safe. Now, she was wrapped in the impossible gentleness of Bruce’s home, the steady presence of his care. Now there were soft beds and full meals and clean cloths and warm arms. Now, maybe , her body should be healing.
But even now, weeks later, she hadn’t gone into heat. It was still early, she told herself. Her body was still in repair, still pulling itself out of starvation. Her bones ached less, her skin had started to glow again in the mirror, but deep inside—where cycles were born—there was still silence. Still quiet. Still a waiting she didn’t know how to answer.
And Bruce had kissed her. He had touched her with nothing but tenderness. He had claimed her. His scent was always near—strong and good and Alpha. Everything in her should have responded. Should have flared with need and instinct and heat. That’s what Omegas did, wasn’t it?
But her body… it remained still. Unresponsive. Quiet. And Catherine—she didn’t know what that meant. She didn’t know if her body would ever be safe ground for something as soft and sacred as a pup again.
And Bruce… Bruce was good. He loved children. She saw it every day, in the easy weight of baby Damian against his chest, in the way he tousled Dick’s hair or answered Tim’s endless questions like they were precious, not irritating. Bruce should have pups. He was meant to be a father. He was already a father. And what if she couldn’t give him that?
What if Bruce’s kindness would wither one day into disappointment when she couldn’t give him more pups. He was meant to have a big family. Anyone could see that.
And what if her body—too damaged, too used up—could no longer offer that? What then?
Would he still want her if she couldn’t give him more than herself, more than Jason, who wasn’t even his by blood?
Catherine didn’t know but she tried to swallow the fear.
“ Especially then,” Bruce said. “Because no pup of mine is going to grow up without knowing their big brother is one of the bravest, strongest, smartest people I know.”
Jason’s bottom lip wobbled. His hands clenched in the blanket, knuckles pale.
And then he was moving—leaning forward fast, awkwardly, a little too rough in his urgency—and wrapped his arms around Bruce’s middle, burying his face in the man’s chest.
No claims had been made yet. No ceremonies performed. But in that moment, Catherine knew— Jason had been claimed long before tonight.
Catherine pressed her hands to her chest, her whole body aching with the memory of pups she’d lost and the view in front of her: how gently Bruce held her small, scarred boy like he was priceless.
And she—tired, overwhelmed, not sure if she was more afraid of what was ending or what was beginning—felt something in her loosen too.
Notes:
I love writing Bruce and Jason hurt-comfort-fluff 🥰
I‘ll try to be fast again with the next chapter 🥰
Chapter 49
Notes:
I‘m deeply sorry for not replying ypur kind comments. I will, one by one in the comming days. Big promise!
I have read them all and I am so thankful for them.
But updates will now come more rarely, since I have started my new job and at home I‘m trying to spend every free minute with my children. And the nights are short and the days not filled with naps with my baby girl anymore so I‘m taking the chance to early bedtime more than ever 😅 Unfortunately I loved to write in the evenings/early nights the most as my creativity is at it highest then. But I still think I might manage an update or two per months. We‘ll see once I got into the new groove or things 🥰
Trigger warning for the first half of the chapter (cursive): religious mumbo-jumbo, bloody mating bite and kissing someones shoes
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The chapel smelled of old wood and incense, of wax and smoke and too many generations of obedience soaked into the pews. Everything was dark—the stone walls, the velvet drapes, the thick altar cloths that swallowed light rather than reflected it.
Catherine knelt.
Her knees ached already, pressed hard into the cold, unforgiving floor. The dress she wore was white, but the fabric was thin and cheap, like everything else she’d been given. It clung to her skin with sweat and nerves, and pooled limply around her ankles where it couldn’t even pretend to be bridal. The high collar of the dress felt tight around her neck, itchy—and the bruising claim mark on her throat, still red and swollen from a week ago. She’d burned in her heat, she’d begged below him, she’d bled for him. She’d given him everything.
It should’ve been enough, she thought. The bite. The bond. The submission of her body, over and over again. But tradition was tradition. Her Alpha father had insisted . A public claiming. She wasn’t a whore. She was a proper omega. And so here she was, in her Alpha Fathers church.
His church—with its pulpit like a throne, its pews filled with silent, stoic Alphas, watching with crossed arms and lifted chins. Their Omegas beside them with eyes lowered, hands folded, bodies still.
And Alpha Willis. He was smiling like a man handed a prize he barely had to earn. She’d run into his arms and only cost him that stolen car of his. Her Father had only taken it because it was tradition to pay off the omega bride. And Alpha Willis had no money to pay with and nothing else.
He still stood tall—broad shoulders, slicked-back hair, a borrowed suit that didn’t quite fit. He wasn’t handsome, not really, but he was strong and loud and he smelled good, and he had touched her with a kind of gruff possessiveness that felt like affection after years of nothing. He hadn’t called her a burden. He’d said she was soft . He’d told her good girl . And for a girl like Catherine—empty and hungry for even the illusion of love—it had been enough.
It had meant everything.
“Let us begin the rites,” her Alpha Fathers voice boomed from the pulpit, tone deep and echoing off the stone. "Let the Omega bow to her rightful place beneath her Alpha, as it was decreed by the Lord of Flesh and Flame.”
Catherine lowered her head to the cold stone. Her breath catching in her throat.
“Kiss the Alphas shoes.”
The command cracked across the chapel like a whip.
She didn’t flinch. Just leaned forward, trembling lips brushing the scuffed black leather of Alpha Willis’s boots—first the left. She didn’t hesitate, but her stomach twisted anyway. Her cheeks burned with humiliation. She felt every pair of Alpha eyes boring into her back. Heard the approving murmur of the congregation. Some Omegas shifted beside their Alphas, but none really moved. None protested.
She kissed again, the right shoe now, slower this time, lips leaving a faint trace of moisture behind. From the pulpit, her Alpha Father descended like a figure in judgment robes, carrying a small velvet box as if it were holy relic. His eyes never once met hers.
“Now,” he said, reverent and stern, “it is time to anoint the Lord’s chosen Alpha. Offer your hand to the Lord, that His will may pass through you.”
Alpha Willis grinned down at her, basking in the ceremony like a dog basking in sunlight. He looked proud. Triumphant. As if he’d won something valuable. As if the ceremony was his coronation.
Her Alpha Father opened the box, revealing the thick silver band inside. A true Alpha’s ring—heavy and engraved with the traditional knot design.
“This is the mark of divine command,” he said, loud enough for the whole room to hear, “and your sacred right to rule over what you now own.”
Her Alpha Father took Alpha Willis’s hand and forced the ring onto his finger.
“By this ring, and by the blood that binds you,” he intoned, “you are set above your Omega in all things. Her body is your vessel. Her voice, your echo. Her soul is yours until the Lord may take it back in his heavenly realms.”
Catherine’s stomach twisted.
“Kiss the ring,” her Alpha Father commanded, looking down at her.
She took Alpha Willis’s hand in both of hers, small and shaking, and pressed her lips to the metal. It was cold. It tasted of iron. It gleamed dully beneath the high, unforgiving lights. There was no ring for her. No bouqet of flowers.
Her Alpha Father cleared his throat, and the room fell still.
“We are witnesses to a sacred rite,” he began, voice deep and heavy with ritual. “A holy bond between strength and service, order and devotion.“
Catherine let the words wash over her. She didn’t listen to the details. She had heard them a thousand times growing up, carved into sermons and punishments alike. Her back remembered the belt faster than her brain remembered the scripture. But she nodded anyway, eyes downcast. She was good. She was doing everything right.
“In the garden of Creation, it was the Omega who was made from the Alpha’s ribs,” her Alpha Father intoned, as though reading from divine law rather than a book of old interpretations and patriarchy. “Made to soothe. Made to serve. Made to submit .”
A few Alphas in the pews hummed in approval. Someone muttered amen . Catherine bit her tongue to keep her posture still.
Alpha Willis reached down then, two fingers sliding beneath her jaw to tilt her head. His touch was rougher than she remembered from her heat. Or maybe she was just clearer now—less fevered, less desperate. The pads of his fingers pressed into her skin, and she thought about how the claim bite still throbbed. It hadn’t healed. It wasn’t supposed to. But it hurt .
Still, she smiled up at him.
This was what she wanted, wasn’t it? To belong? To be chosen?
“I, Alpha Willis Todd,” he said, proudly, chest puffed like a rooster, “take you, Omega Catherine Blackfire, to be mine. To lead. To guide in the ways our Alpha Fathers taught us.”
Catherine swallowed hard. The taste of leather was still on her lips.
“I submit,” she whispered, as custom dictated. “To you. In all things. Forever.”
Alpha Willis bent his head, and without ceremony or warning, sank his teeth once more into her neck. Catherine gasped, her whole body tensing as the pain bloomed white-hot. He bit harder than necessary—savagely, proudly—and the skin split under the pressure. She could feel the skin tear under the force of it—the old wound breaking open again. Her blood welled, warm and immediate, running down the curve of her neck and collarbone.
She made no sound. Didn’t pull away. Just clenched her fists in the folds of her dress—white, thin, ceremonial—and kept her body kneeling, head bowed, as the silence of the chapel held its breath around her.
This was not a new claim. Just a public one. A spectacle. A branding. To mark what was already his.
Her eyes watered, but she kept still. Be good. Be still. Don’t ruin it now.
She told herself it was nerves. Told herself it was joy. That she was lucky. That this was the moment every Omega was meant to want.
When Alpha Willis finally pulled back, breath loud in the stillness, her blood was smeared across his mouth—glistening faintly in the light.
He grinned down at her, chest heaving, pleased with himself. He looked at her like he’d conquered something wild and dangerous. Something untamed. A beast brought to heel. She was nothing of that. She was tamed a long time ago.
The crowd erupted into soft applause. Cultured. Hollow. From the altar steps, her Alpha Father raised both hands in the ancient gesture of final blessing, his voice ringing with solemn authority.
“It is done,” he proclaimed. “The bond made whole in the eyes of man and law, of blood and bone. The Lord above bears witness.”
Alpha Willis tugged her upright with one strong arm. Catherine’s vision blurred. Her legs trembled. The world tilted. She stumbled into him, dazed, blinking, her cheek brushing against his chest. His scent—thick with pride and possessiveness—swallowed her whole. Her stomach churned.
He kissed her then—sloppy, possessive, and ungraceful. His mouth pressed hard over hers, and his scent, now saturated with dominance and approval, clouded her senses. She tasted her own blood.
Catherine kissed back, like it meant something more than ownership. She wanted it to mean something more. So she let herself believe it did. Even as the chapel lights bore down on her like judgment. Even as her blood dried sticky at the corner of her mouth. Even as the crowd watched with polite approval, not seeing her at all.
***
Catherine woke with a soft, startled gasp. The remnants of the dream clung to her like cobwebs—sticky and vague but suffocating. Her heart was pounding, hard enough to make her chest ache, her breath catching in a hitch before instinct took over.
She turned immediately, eyes sweeping the dim room, searching for the small shape of her son. Jason was still fast asleep beside her, one arm curled tightly around his brand new dragon plushy—red and slightly too big for his small frame, a recent gift that still smelled like Beta Alfreds laundry detergent.
His old lion, patchy and frayed at the seams, was nestled against his cheek like it had always been, and just beside his pillow lay the new but well-loved Marshall plushy from Paw Patrol, its little plastic badge gleaming in the dim lit room.
Catherine exhaled slowly. Relief sank down into her ribs like a stone. He was safe. They both were safe. Her eyes flicked to the digital clock on the nightstand. 11:08 PM. The soft blue digits glowed in the dark—comforting, unchanging. She had ordered it just a few days ago, after waking one too many times with no sense of how long she’d been asleep, no grounding in reality after the cold shock of her nightmares. It helped. Sometimes.
But it wasn’t the middle of the night, not even close. She had only just fallen asleep. The tension hadn’t even left her muscles yet. Quietly, she reached down and pulled Jason’s blanket higher, tucking it gently over his shoulder. He murmured something unintelligible in his sleep, the tip of his nose scrunching against the lion’s fur, but didn’t stir.
Catherine didn’t hesitate after that. Her feet hit the floor without sound, toes curling against the warmth of the soft rug Bruce had added to their room just a few days ago, and she padded across the hallway barefoot, her pajamas warm against her skin. The soft flannel was still new—comforting in a way she hadn’t thought clothing could be—and she held the sleeves tight around her wrists as she approached Bruce’s door.
The light under the door was off, but that didn’t mean he was asleep. He rarely was. Night owl, he’d called himself once. Said the quiet helped him think.
She knocked, light and uncertain.There was a beat. Then, his voice—low, rough with the softness that came from being at ease—drifted through the door.
“Cathy?”
She didn’t realize how much she needed to hear her name said like that until it landed in her chest.
“Can I lay with you?” she asked, her voice hushed, careful through the ajar door. She was careful not to say Alpha. She’d been trying so hard all day, tripping over the word, pulling it back at the last second like touching something too hot. She thought she’d done okay.
“Of course,” he said. And then the rustle of sheets, the soft shift of weight. When she stepped inside, he was already lifting the blanket on the other side, beckoning her in like it was the most natural thing in the world.
She slipped into the bed slowly, trying not to let her thoughts spiral. The mattress dipped under her as she scooted closer—drawn by the heat of his body and the steady calm of his presence. Bruce smelled the same as always: warm and grounding, a mix of something woodsy and sweet.
Her fingers curled slightly into the blanket between them as she settled beside him, not quite touching, but close enough to feel him breathe. Close enough to feel safe. And for the first time since waking, Catherine’s pulse began to slow.
“Couldn’t sleep?” Bruce asked after a few moments. His voice was low, nearly a murmur. He rarely asked questions like that—personal ones. At first, she’d thought maybe it was disinterest. Then she’d realized it was something else entirely. He didn’t push. Didn’t pry. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to know—she knew that now. It was that he never wanted to force her into saying more than she was ready for. He made space instead. Gave her the option. But now, the question had slipped out. And he didn’t take it back.
Catherine hesitated, her eyes fixed on the faint pattern of light against the ceiling.
“I had a nightmare,” she said softly. “Or well… not a nightmare. I remembered something. In my sleep. It felt real, like I was back there.”
“A flashback,” Bruce said gently. “It’s when your brain processes something old as if it’s happening now. It’s common after trauma. The body doesn’t know the difference.”
There was a pause.
“Do you want to tell me what it was about?”
Catherine was quiet for a long moment. The memory was still thick behind her ribs, wrapped around her lungs like smoke. Could she really tell him? Wouldn’t it be wrong to tell him about the Alpha she belonged to before? The Center had instilled that belief in her but Bruce had told her more than once that the Center had been wrong with so many things. Maybe she really could tell him about the bad things, too. Maybe he’d listen. She had to think it through. Not now though … now-
She turned her head slightly on the pillow and whispered, “Do you really want to marry me?”
The question felt too large once it was spoken. Too raw. She shrank a little the moment it left her mouth, already bracing for the ache of misinterpretation.
“I know you asked me only yesterday,” she added quickly, her voice thinning into something small and apologetic. “I’m sorry. I’m not asking because I doubt you meant it, I just… I wondered if you thought about it more. About what it would look like. The ceremony. ”
His gaze met hers through the low light. He didn’t look confused or impatient. Just present. Just him .
“I’ve thought about it more than you probably realize,” he said. “But I’m not locked into anything. It’s not about the spectacle for me.”
She swallowed. “Would you want… the traditional rites?”
There was a flicker of tension in his brow. Not anger. Something more like deep thought.
“I want what you want,” he said simply. “If a traditional wedding is what makes you feel honored, then we can do every custom you like. Every rite that holds meaning for you. We can have a big ceremony, or we can go to the courthouse and sign the certificate, just you and me and maybe Alfred and the boys there, if you want it like that. Or something in between. Anything really, as long as you feel comfortable with it. Nothing that you feel forced to do. That’s my only condition.”
Her eyes stung suddenly. Not because his answer was grand or poetic. But because it was true. Not even a breath of possessiveness. No assumption. But all the choice in the world. Something she still didn’t always know what to do with.
Her thoughts moved sideways, unbidden, toward the ceremony from years ago—her Alpha Father’s booming voice, the stone floor, the cold metal of the ring she’d kissed, the taste of blood. The way she hadn’t signed anything herself. She hadn’t even held the pen. Her Aloha Father had signed the certificate.
She blinked slowly, her gaze drifting upward. A strange, quiet question formed in the back of her mind like fog: Would she even need to sign this time? Did she even have the right to?
Bruce had already claimed her legally. She was his ward, in the eyes of the law. In the absence of a family Alpha, she’d been signed over to him through the center’s paperwork. She belonged to him, didn’t she?
The thought made her stomach twist—not because she was afraid of Bruce, but because the system was so deeply etched into her bones that it felt like gravity. She knew Omegas could be emancipated—Rachel had mentioned it, like it was something common. Something that happened regularly instead of making her special. It was a legal status that granted adult autonomy. The right to sign your own name and have it matter .
But Catherine wasn’t emancipated. Her parents would have never done that. Neither would have Alpha Willis. Cathrine hadn’t even known about it before, not really. She might have heard it in passing but no one she had known, no one before Rachel, had been emancipated.
Cathrine had googled the requirements one night, long after Bruce and the boys had gone to bed, sitting cross-legged on the rug in her room, Jason’s soft breaths audible in the background.
She had to know. Needed to. Not for herself. But for Jason because what if he turned out to be an Omega?
She didn’t want him to go through what she had. And being emancipated… that was the best protection an Omega could have.
The requirements had sat heavy in her chest after reading them. The first was a standardized written examination. Math. Grammar. Reading comprehension. General education. Jason would go to school. Bruce had made sure of that. Real school—with teachers, pencils, books and all the things there were to learn about. His mind would grow. And maybe, when he was old enough, he’d have a chance she never did.
The second requirement was financial: at least $10,000 in liquid funds, in the Omega’s name. In Jasons name. Catherine had done the math over and over again. She was receiving a monthly allowance from Bruce—$250. She has received it for the second time now. Deposited into a shared account she was allowed to manage. It was more money than she had ever had control over before.
$3,000 a year. If she spent half of it—only half—on things she and Jason needed, and carefully saved the rest, she could put away $150 a month. Quietly. Slowly. That was $1,800 a year. In five years, she could have the full ten thousand ready for him. He would be eleven. She could do that. She would do that.
The third requirement was employment. Any documented job with consistent income. She couldn’t plan ahead for that but if Jason went to school, if he graduated, he’d get a job, right?
A permanent address was the fourth requirement. And that, at least for now, they had. Wayne Manor wasn’t just walls and ceilings. It was warm socks and toothbrushes and dragon plushies and family dinners. It was safety— his safety. For as long as they were allowed to stay.
And the final requirement: a sponsor. An Alpha or Beta of good legal and social standing willing to guarantee backup care and guidance in times of crisis. Would Bruce sign, if she asked him? Begged him? Or Beta Alfred maybe? Would Alpha Harvey, if Rachel asked for her? Cathrine had years ahead to find out.
Still, the weight of it all felt enormous. Like standing at the bottom of a steep, frozen hill in thin shoes. She was just one Omega. With no formal education, no family, no real standing. But Jason was still only six. She had time.
Catherine exhaled, her breath catching slightly on the tail end, and shifted closer into Bruce’s side. She didn’t say anything more—not right away. Her hand moved to rest gently against his chest. The steady beat of his heart beneath her fingers grounded her.
Catherine shifted a little against Bruce’s chest, feeling the steady, grounding weight of his arm around her. His hand moved in slow, absent-minded circles over her back, and for the first time since waking, her body felt heavy again in the way that meant she might actually sleep.
Still, something itched at the back of her mind. A question. She hesitated, worrying her lower lip between her teeth. It felt dangerous to ask, but at the same time—if she didn’t, it would just fester there, between them.
“Bruce?” she whispered, her voice barely more than breath. He hummed, low and soft, the sound rumbling through her.
She swallowed. “Did you ever… think about marrying Damian’s mother?”
The moment stretched. She felt the subtle stilling of his hand against her back, not in rejection but in thought. When he spoke, his voice was even, but she could hear the carefulness under it. The choosing of his words.
“I did,” he said. Catherine pressed her face into his shirt, breathing in his scent. She remembered the sharp, cold feel of Alpha Talia’s hand against her cheek—the way the other woman had looked at her, with anger and disdain. Like Catherine was something lower. Something disposable.
“I thought, for a time, that maybe we’d marry,” he continued. “That all she needed was time. But we wanted different things. Needed different things. She never wanted the kind of life I was offering.”
He exhaled slowly, the hand on her back resuming its gentle strokes, almost absentminded now, grounding them both.
“I guess I held onto the idea longer than I should have. Hoping it could be different. But—” he gave a faint, wry huff “—you can’t force someone to want the same things you do.”
His words sat heavy in the space between them. Catherine felt how much it had cost him. How quietly he had folded that hurt into himself, without bitterness, without blame.
And somehow, hearing it made her feel safer. Because he wasn’t someone who forced things. He wasn’t someone who would take something she didn’t give freely.
For a long moment, she just lay there, breathing him in, letting the truth of it settle into her bones. But the thought that had been gnawing at her since he asked her to marry him yesterday evening returned, stubborn and insistent.
She shifted slightly, tilting her head up to look at him. His eyes, deep and steady even in the dim light, met hers instantly.
“Bruce?” she asked, voice small but sure. Sure, that he wouldn’t be annoyed by her questions. It was easier to talk to him in the dim-lit room, in the middle of the night with only the shadows being witness of their words.
“Yeah, Cathy?”
The words caught a little in her throat, but she forced herself onward. She needed to know.
“Are you…” She swallowed. “Are you waiting to—” her cheeks burned, but she kept going, “—to knot me until after we’re married? Is it because you’re traditional about it?”
Bruce blinked, clearly surprised. Then his mouth softened into the kind of expression that made her chest ache—a mix of tenderness and something almost sorrowful.
“No,” he said, quiet but firm. He brushed a stray lock of hair from her forehead, tucking it back. “Not because of tradition. I’m waiting because I want you to want it, Cathy,” he murmured against her skin. “Really want it. Without fear. Without pressure.”
He leaned his forehead against hers lightly, a touch so intimate it made her eyes sting.
“I don’t care if it’s before a wedding, or after, or never at all,” he murmured. “You matter more to me than any physical need ever could.”
Catherine’s breath hitched, something breaking open and raw in her chest.
“Right now,” he continued, voice low and almost a whisper, “being close to you like this—holding you, touching you—knowing you trust me enough to lay here with me like this—that’s more than enough. I’m happy, Cathy.”
Tears welled in her eyes, hot and helpless. She blinked hard, not wanting to cry again, not wanting to ruin this moment with her endless storm of feelings. But Bruce only pressed a kiss to her forehead, so light it barely touched her skin, and pulled her a little closer.
“But… don’t you miss it?” she asked quietly, against his chest. “Being with someone like that?”
Bruce huffed a breath, not quite a laugh.
“I won’t pretend I don’t enjoy intimacy. But what we have? Right now? This closeness? Your trust?” He brushed his fingers through her hair gently. “That means more to me than sex ever could.”
She closed her eyes tightly.
“You mean that,” she whispered.
“I do.”
She didn’t know what to say to that, not really. She’d spent so long thinking of sex as an obligation, as something given and taken. Something used to appease or endure. Something owed. And yet here he was—this towering, powerful Alpha—saying no. Saying he was happy to wait. Saying that wanting her wasn’t the same as demanding her.
Her hand moved up his chest slowly, splaying across his collarbone, just to feel the reality of him. It was strange and she didn’t know how it happened, but she didn’t feel afraid anymore.
“You know,” she murmured eventually, “I think if we do a wedding… I want to write my own vows. Not the kind where I promise to submit.”
He smiled against her hair.
“Good,” he said. “Because I wouldn’t want that either.”
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Chapter 50
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Jason’s laughter, high and bright, floated in from down the hall where Alfred was teaching him to shape scone dough properly. The sound was light, unguarded — so different from the cautious, brittle boy who had clung to her hand just a few weeks ago, certain that letting go, would end in a distaster. Now he stood—by himself—in a warm kitchen, elbows dusted in flour, his shoulders loose with trust, laughing.
With Tim and Dick off at school, the house had fallen into a soft hush, and Catherine found herself deeply thankful for Beta Alfred. He loved this. Not just the baking, but the learning. The being taught. The quiet assurance that someone thought he was worth the time and trouble. He soaked up Alfred’s instructions like dry earth soaking in rain—eager, wide-eyed, wanting so badly to please but even more desperate to understand .
There was no fear in it. No pressure. No shouting if he got it wrong. Just a calm voice, warm praise when he succeeded, gentle correction when he fumbled. And Jason was now asking questions. Bold ones. Thoughtful ones. He was basking in Beta Alfreds attention.
Damian, tiny and sweet and still in the middle of his late morning nap, lay bundled in his bassinet in the sunniest spot of the den, the light canopy above shielding his delicate baby skin from the sun.
Catherine sat on the plush chair, a cup of tea balanced carefully between her palms. She wasn’t really drinking it — just holding it, letting the warmth seep into her hands.
Across from her, Bruce sat in one of the high-backed armchairs, his own mug forgotten on the low table between them, as he watched her.
For a while, they just sat there, the quietness easy between them. Then Bruce spoke, voice low and almost careful, like he was laying the first brick of a path he wanted her to walk with him — but only if she chose too.
“I wanted to talk to you,” he said. His hand, resting on the arm of his chair, flexed slightly. Catherine looked up quickly, tense despite herself. Old instincts.
But Bruce’s face was kind, his gaze steady.
“I was thinking,” he said, “about the wedding day.”
She nodded, heart fluttering a little.
Was he having second thoughts? she wondered. Did he realize now it was too soon? That he didn’t want her? Was he realizing now, after the first rush of rescuing her, after the tenderness and the nights spent curled together, that she was too much? Too broken?
“I would like,” Bruce said, interrupting her spiraling thoughts, “to offer you something. If you want it.”
He paused. She stayed silent, watching him, her heart hammering.
“I thought,” he said slowly, “it would be the right moment to finalize Jason’s adoption. Officially. If you’ll still let me.”
Catherine lowered her gaze, biting the inside of her cheek. She wanted it - wanted it so badly her chest hurt with it. But she didn’t want to seem as if she were rushing him, pushing too much, too soon, the way Omegas were so often warned never to do.
Still, the words slipped out, small and careful:
“Do you… already know how soon it could happen?” she asked, twisting the hem of her sleeve between trembling fingers. “I don’t want to rush you, I just— it would be good to know. For Jason. For me. Just… to know.”
Her voice wavered at the end, shame rising up hot and heavy, but Bruce only leaned back slightly, his expression softening even further.
“We can do it soon,” he said, no hesitation. “It’s only a few days until Christmas, but we can make it happen before the year’s over if that’s what you want.”
Catherine blinked at him, startled.
“I thought…” she said slowly, “maybe you would prefer to wait. Until it’s warmer. Summer weddings are supposed to be nicer.”
Cathrine had heard the Beta couples in her Fathers church talk about summer weddings all the time. The brides had been so beautiful each time Cathrine could chance a glance.
Bruce gave a faint, wry smile.
“I don’t care much about summer weddings,” he said simply. “I care most about what you want.”
She swallowed hard, overwhelmed again by the gentleness of it. The way he kept offering her choices, control, when all her life had been shaped by the hands of others.
“I—” she started, then faltered, flushing. “I would rather… soon. If that’s alright. Not before Christmas, I don’t want to rush you, but maybe in january if that … if that’s alright for you, Bruce.”
She ducked her head, feeling ridiculous.
But Bruce’s hand reached across the small distance, resting on the armrest near hers, not touching — letting her choose if she wanted to bridge the gap.
“Alright,” he said, calm and certain. “Then we do it soon.”
He smiled a little then — a real smile, one that made her chest ache with how good it felt to see.
“I’ll call the officials after we finish talking,” he promised. “Set up the paperwork. Find out the earliest dates for next year.”
Catherine nodded, unable to stop the small, relieved breath that escaped her.
“Do you want something big? A party maybe or just something simpe?” Bruce added. “Not a big spectacle. Just people who matter.”
She nodded again, a little quicker this time.
”Maybe not too big? Just … I don’t have many people but if you do, I wouldn’t mind.”
“The boys and Alfred of course. And I’d like to invite Harvey, Rachel…” Bruce’s mouth quirked. “Jim and Barbara. Lucius, he is a good friend and his family, if they can make it. Leslie. And Clark and his parents. Clark can’t wait to meet you. He is one of my best friends.”
Catherine smiled faintly at that.
“And—” Bruce went on, his voice deepening slightly with the weight of what he was offering, “—if you want, this doesn’t have to be a one way street … I would like to offer you the chance to adopt Damian, too.”
Catherine blinked. For a moment, she didn’t even understand what he meant. It was too big, too soft, too good .
Adopt Damian. Tie him to her, legally and publicly and permanently. He would be her child.
Bruce continued his voice low and steady:
“Talia gave up her parental rights a few days after Damian was born.”
Catherine’s eyes widened. She knew who Talia was - had met her, endured her scorn, her backhanded slap for not showing the ‘proper respect’ - but this, this was something else entirely. Catherine swallowed, horrified. An Alpha. A mother. Just… giving up her pup. Freely. No one forcing her.
“I would have… I could never have done that,” Catherine whispered, the words slipping out raw. She thought of Jason, of the way she had clung to him even in the worst moments, even when there was nothing left of her but bruises and empty hands. She thought of losing the tiny lifes that had once quickened inside her, the ache that had never fully left.
Bruce nodded, grave and understanding.
“I know,” he said. “That’s part of why I’m asking you.“
Slowly, Bruce shifted, reaching out, carefully, always carefully, and let his hand hover above hers.
“You don’t have to decide today,” he said. “You don’t have to say yes. But if you want to be his mother - officially - I would be honored.”
Tears stung at her eyes again, unbidden.
For a long moment, Catherine could only stare at him, at this impossible, good, kind man.
Bruce didn’t rush her. Just let her sit with it, giving her space to feel the enormity of what he was offering. After a moment, he spoke again, just as carefully.
“I want to talk to you about Dick and Tim, too,” he said. His hand flexed slightly on the armrest, the only sign of tension. “About adopting them. Of course, it would have to be their choice too. We’d have to talk to them about it. I can’t and won’t decide for them. But I needed to know if it’s something you might want before bringing it up with the boys.“
She opened her mouth, but no sound came out. There was too much rising inside her - hope and disbelief and something aching and yearning and scared all at once.
Bruce’s gaze didn’t waver. His voice remained that same anchor - unwavering, grounding her.
“I would never expect you to love them the way I do,” Bruce said, with a quiet honesty that scraped against the raw places in her heart. “Not yet. Maybe not ever. That’s okay. It was not your choice in the first place to end up in a house with a bunch of kids. I’m not trying to force you to be their mother. That’s not what this is about.”
He leaned forward slightly, as if trying to bridge the impossible distance her doubt might still put between them.
“This is about giving you and them the same opportunities Jason and I have. The rest is up to you and the boys.”
Her heart thudded painfully. He was serious.
Bruce drew a slow breath, his voice softening even more as he added:
“You could offer them claiming bites as well. If you want to. It doesn’t have to be now or … ever if you wouldn’t want to, but I just wanted to put it out there.”
Catherine’s breath caught hard in her chest.
The tea mug shook in her hands; she set it down on the table with shaking fingers, terrified it would slip and shatter.
“You’d let me?” she whispered, voice barely audible, hoarse with disbelief. “You’d… you’d allow me to—?”
Bruce’s eyes softened in a way that made her throat ache.
“I would trust you with that,” he said simply, with the quiet certainty of a man offering his whole heart. “With them.”
He didn’t look away, didn’t falter, didn’t hedge the gravity of what he was sharing with her.
“They are the light of my life, Cathy,” he said, voice low and steady. “I trust you to handle them with care.”
Tears prickled behind her eyes, fierce and sudden. The enormity of it stole her breath.
No one had ever trusted her like this. No one had ever seen her like this. She bowed her head, hands trembling slightly in her lap.
She hadn’t even let herself imagine it. Not really. That she could belong this much.
Catherine pressed a trembling hand against her chest, as if trying to hold herself together. Claiming bites. Parental bonds. Roots sinking deep into bone and blood.
She drew a shaky breath, managing to whisper, “I… I’ll be careful with them. I swear, Bruce. I’ll be so careful. I’ll never—” Her voice broke. She swallowed hard, blinking fast against the hot blur of tears. “I’ll never hurt them.”
He knelt in front of her, one hand resting lightly on her knee.
“We’ll ask them together,” he said, voice so gentle it cracked something inside her. “When Dick and Tim are home, we’ll explain. We’ll make it clear it’s their choice too.”
Catherine nodded, almost blindly. He would not force their loyalty. He would not take anything that wasn’t freely given. It made Catherine love him in a way that scared her, sudden and fierce and absolute.
She curled forward, wrapping her arms around his shoulders. Bruce caught her easily, pulling her in close, steady and sure.
His hand slid slowly up her back, his palm spreading wide between her trembling shoulder blades. For a long time, they stayed like that, in the quiet warmth of the den, the winter sun spilling across the floor like a blessing.
***
The dining room glowed in the honeyed light of late afternoon, shadows stretching long across the polished floorboards. The heavy curtains had been drawn back to let the sun spill in, warm and golden, pooling across the end of the long oak table like an invitation. Outside the windows, the bare branches of the garden trees shivered gently in the breeze.
Thr room was filled with the faint scents of
cinnamon, nutmeg, and chocolate. Beta Alfred had insisted on setting out a tray of fresh scones, tiny pots of jam and cream nestled beside them, and steaming mugs filled with thick, sweet cocoa—marshmallows melting into islands of froth, as if good food could soften the weight of the conversation to come. Maybe it could.
Jason swung his legs restlessly under his chair, one hand fidgeting with the sleeve of his sweater. Catherine had to remind herself—not for the first time—that here, in this house, it wasn’t annoying to be anxious. He was allowed to be small and uncertain, to let his nerves show without fear of punishment. Her body remembered differently, but she was trying.
Tim sat with both hands curled around his cocoa mug, peeking over the rim. A thin ring of cocoa clung to the corner of his mouth, a marshmallow already half-melted into the drink. He peeked over the rim with the quiet intensity only a five-year-old could manage, as if watching hard enough might help him understand more than what was said.
Dick leaned back slightly in his chair, casual on the outside but alert. His eyes gave him away. The sharp, clear blue of them tracked Bruce and Catherine with the focus of someone used to reading between the lines.
Catherine sat beside Bruce, still unused to having a place at the table that wasn’t behind it, clearing dishes or waiting for permission to eat. Her palms were damp where they pressed against the denim of her jeans, but she kept them there, grounding herself. The warmth of Bruce’s presence beside her steadied her, though her body remained coiled—never quite ready to believe she wouldn’t be called away to prove her worth, or punished for presuming she had one.
When Bruce spoke, his voice was steady and sure.
“We wanted to talk to you about the future and the things ahead for us,” he said, glancing down the table to include all three boys. The set of his mouth softened as he looked at them.
“You already know Catherine and I are getting married,” he continued, his hand resting briefly against Catherine’s back—a subtle touch, grounding her as much as he grounded himself. “And that I’ll be adopting Jason. That we’ll be exchanging parental bond bites. We‘ll be doing the court appointment right at the start of the new year and we might do the bond even sooner.“
There was a beat of silence. Jason’s eyes flicked toward his mother, wide and uncertain, like he was still bracing for the ground to shift beneath him. Catherine watched him breathe, fast and shallow through his nose, like he didn’t know if he was allowed to want this. His voice came small, almost embarrassed.
“You mean… real soon?”
He said it like the words might vanish if he reached too eagerly for them.
Bruce turned toward him, the corners of his mouth lifting in something not quite a smile—softer, deeper. It was a kind of promise.
“Yes, pup,” he said, with a quiet certainty that made Catherine’s throat tighten.
Jason’s fingers tightened into the fabric of his sleeve. He didn’t speak, but the faintest flicker of something crossed his face. It looked a lot like hope and pride and happiness.
Tim beamed at him across the table.
“You’re gonna be my real brother then!”
He said it like it was the best thing that had ever happened. Dick’s smile was quieter, but no less proud.
Jason’s mouth moved once, then again, like he wanted to say something and couldn’t yet find the shape of it. But then he grinned a the other boys and Cathrine watched him, something tender blooming sharp and painful behind her ribs. She’d spent years protecting him, hiding him from everything that could have hurt him. She had been the cause Jason had learned that the world wasn’t safe for him, wasn’t good to him and now she had to learn how to help him unlearn it.
Bruce gave her a small, steady nod. Catherine drew a careful breath. She laced her fingers tightly together to stop them from trembling and then unclasped them again, trying to look open, not scared.
She didn’t want to be an obligation to them.
She didn’t want to take anything they didn’t want to give.
“Um,” she began, her voice trembling just slightly despite her best efforts, “we — Bruce and I… we would like to offer — if you want, if you feel it’s right — for me to adopt you too. You, Dick. And you, Tim.”
Tim’s cocoa almost sloshed out of his mug, he was holding it so tightly. His eyes wide behind his lashes. Dick’s lips parted slightly, his brow furrowed—but he didn’t speak.
Catherine felt her cheeks flush, heat blooming across her face. She pushed forward before doubt could swallow her voice.
“Only if you want it,” she said quickly, gently.
“Only if you feel it’s something you would want to do. I would be so honored to be—whatever you needed me to be. A parent. A friend. Someone to rely on, maybe.
The words hung in the space between them, trembling and fragile. She had thought about what to say but she hadn’t rehearsed them; they came from the core of her, raw and real.
The boys were silent, wide-eyed. She wasn’t sure when her hands had started to twist in her lap, but she stilled them, lifting her chin slightly.
“And if you want, I’d like to offer you my bite and I’d take yours.”
The air shifted. The weight of what she’d said settled over them—something deeper than signatures or family court rulings.
A bond etched in flesh and scent and instinct, chosen freely in this house, not claimed by force.
Tim blinked rapidly, then dropped his gaze to the cocoa clutched in his hands. A quiet nod. Another. And then tears, hot and sudden, began spilling over his cheeks, one after the other.
Before Catherine could react, he launched himself into her arms, cocoa forgotten. His little body pressed hard into hers, clinging, shaking. He buried his face against her shoulder as if trying to make sure she wouldn’t disappear if he let go.
“Oh, pup,” she whispered, gathering him up tightly, one hand curling over the back of his head. She rocked him gently, instinctivly, murmuring soft comforts against his hair, her throat thick. “It’s okay. I’ve got you. I‘ve got you.“
He didn’t speak. He just pressed closer, his tears wetting the fabric at her collarbone, his small body vibrating with release. She kept holding him, letting him burrow in, letting him stay, as the conversation moved on around them. She let him stay tucked against her, cradled against her side, one arm wrapped protectively around his back.
Dick leaned forward slightly, his elbows on his knees, fingers threaded together. His expression was thoughtful, brows drawn, mouth tight. When he finally spoke, his voice was calm, thoughtful—older than his years.
“I still have my parents’ bite,” he said, quietly but clearly. His eyes met hers, steady and sharp, like he was searching for something. “And yours, Bruce.”
Catherine’s heart clenched. She nodded slowly, ready to reassure him it was okay to say no, but Bruce spoke first, his voice warm, certain, grounding.
“No one wants to take away what you remember of them,” Bruce said. “Or the bond you carry. That’s sacred. It’s part of you. You’ll always have them, Dick. That never changes.” He leaned slightly toward his eldest, a softness in his posture that echoed something fatherly, anchoring.
“And you’ll always have mine, chum. But adding someone doesn’t mean you lose what came before. You don’t lose anything—you gain .“
Dick’s gaze flicked down. A flicker passed through him—grief, maybe, or memory—but he nodded slowly, once. Then he turned his eyes back to Catherine. The smallest flicker of a smile passed over his face.
“Okay,” he said softly. “Yeah. I want that.”
But something about his voice gave her pause. It was quieter than usual. Careful. Dick was rarely soft-spoken. He was a bright, open presence in the house—loud when he laughed, bold when he defended. But now… now, his voice held none of that brightness. It was still and measured.
While the words were right, Catherine couldn’t help but wonder if the choice had really come from within him—or if he was saying yes to keep the warmth in the room alive, to protect her . That was something she would never want from him.
She watched him carefully, cradling Tim in one arm, and tucked the doubt away like a folded note she’d read again later.
She vowed, silently and absolutely, that she’d speak with him alone when the time was right. Let him know - truly - that it was okay to change his mind. That he didn’t owe her anything. That love couldn’t, and shouldn’t, be forced.
She knew she wouldn‘t be able to say it like that, the words were still foreign to her, slippery with fear and hope both, still to far from the reality she had been used to. But she would find a way, however clumsy her words, to tell him. That this was his choice. And that he didn’t owe her anything.
Tim’s breath was warm and damp against her collarbone, but she could feel his quiet heartbeat, fluttering like a bird’s wing.
He hadn’t let go of her since the moment he had launched himself into her arms, small fingers curled into the fabric of her shirt with quiet desperation, as if he feared the spell might break if he released her even for a second. Catherine held him close, cradled against her with a care that came from somewhere far older than instinct. Not performative. Not survival. Something deeper.
Jason hadn’t spoken since she’d offered her bite to the other boys. But she could feel his gaze on her, heavy and searching, more question than judgment. His eyes were wide, uncertain, full of something too big to name. Wonder, maybe. Hunger. Fear. Hope. All braided together into something taut and trembling.
She didn’t say anything. Instead, still gently rocking the soft weight of Tim in her arms, she extended one side of her body in silent invitation, quiet and steady and sure.
Jason rose from his seat slowly. His feet padded across the rug without sound. No one breathed. He hesitated only once, his eyes flicking toward Bruce and then Dick, as if to check for permission—but then he seemed to remember, that he was allowed to be small and clingy.
He pressed himself into her side, folding into the space she had made for him like he’d been shaped to fit there. His arms slid around her waist, his face burrowed into the curve of her ribs. She felt his small hands grip the back of her shirt—not tight, not panicked, but firm. Needing.
Catherine’s breath hitched. Her other arm came around him automatically, adjusting to hold them both. She had room for both. And she was allowed to cuddle them. Bruce wouldn’t force her to dote on his children. And he‘d never held her back from cuddling Jason. She knew that now. It felt a lot like safety.
“Oh, my sweet pup,” she murmured into Jason’s hair, voice low, unsteady. Her eyes prickled. “I’ve got you too.”
Their bond wouldn‘t mean less. None of them was loosing something. Bruce was absolutly right. They were all just gaining something. Gaining each other. Cathrine hadn‘t believed it if someone would have told her weeks ago that the year would end like this.
***
The late December sun had dipped low, spilling gold across the manor grounds and setting the bare trees alight in amber silhouettes. Despite the winter season, the day had softened into one of those rare, crisp afternoons where the wind gentled and the light stayed kind. The frost hadn’t yet returned, and the air held a bite only in the shade. Still, Catherine had bpundled Damian up like he was being wheeled out into a snowstorm instead of a garden stroll. Only his small, pink nose and round cheeks peeked out from layers of soft fleece and wool, his wide eyes blinking placidly beneath the knit cap that Bruce had tucked gently over his fuzz of black hair.
Catherine sat beside Bruce on the bench that faced the playground nestled beneath a crown of leafless oaks, their branches clawing upward into the darkening sky. The pram rested just to the side of her knees, close enough for her to keep one gloved hand resting lightly on the handlebar, her thumb brushing rhythmically over the soft grip as if to reassure herself that Damian was still within reach.
She could feel the sun on her face, low and warm and fleeting. She hadn’t sat outside in peace like this since … God, maybe since she was a girl. Maybe never like this , not with someone beside her who watched the children the way Bruce did. Not with the kind of stillness that came without fear crouching behind it.
Jason’s laughter rang out across the garden as he climbed awkwardly but determinedly up the jungle gym, gloves making his grip clumsy, boots almost too big to fit neatly into the gaps. Tim scrambled just ahead of him, fearless and springy, calling out advice like a seasoned mountaineer.
“Your foot goes there - no, not there! There! No - wait - okay, now pull up! Jason, you got it!”
Jason made a high, wheezing sound halfway between exertion and glee as he hoisted himself over the top. “I got it ! Did you see that?” he shouted, half to Tim, half to the world.
Catherine bit back a sound that was part pride, part ache. Her heart squeezed painfully tight with the sight of him - wrapped warm in the thick winter jacket Bruce had bought for him. His wool hat snug over his curls, his ears protected for once from the biting cold. There was a red scarf tucked firmly into the collar, and gloves that matched. The boots were waterproofed, thick-soled, and safe. Every inch of him covered, protected, cared for .
She still remembered the long winters with Willis, the dark air inside the half-rotted apartment colder than it had been outside, with only a threadbare blanket between her and Jason and the draft leaking through the cracks. He had shivered until his teeth rattled in his sleep, even when she wrapped him up in that one big woolen pullover that she owned and held him tight enough to numb her own fingers. Heating bills were always the first to go when Willis ran out of beer and cigarettes.
But now… now he was warm. Playing. Laughing. And it suited him. God, it suited him .
“You’d never guess he only just started playing,” she murmured, more to herself than to Bruce. “He’s so brave. He’s still scared he’s going to fall, but he keeps climbing anyway.”
Bruce made a quiet noise of agreement beside her, his arm stretched casually along the back of the bench, the tips of his fingers grazing the curve of her shoulder through her coat. It was a gentle weight, unassuming, but grounding. “He’s a resilient pup,” Bruce said. “That’s all him. You and me - we gave him the space. But he took the leap.”
Catherine smiled faintly, eyes still on Jason. Her heart was too full to speak. But even in the warmth of that moment, her attention snagged on something quieter. Something still.
Dick. He wasn’t climbing. Wasn’t darting up the monkey bars or flipping from the horizontal bar like he’d done last week when she’d nearly had a heart attack. Instead, he sat alone on one of the swings, feet dragging slowly across the mulch, his boots making soft, rhythmic scuffs. The chains creaked gently with each pass, the swing barely moving. He wasn’t looking at the others, wasn’t even really looking at the sky or the garden. Just forward, through the patchy hedge, to somewhere far beyond it.
Catherine felt her brow furrow. He didn’t look sad exactly. But something about the stillness of his small body, his quietness in contrast to the others, unsettled her. Dick was rarely still unless he was sleeping - or being careful.
“Dick’s not playing,” she said softly, shifting her gaze toward Bruce.
Bruce had already noticed. She could tell by the way he looked toward the swing - watchful, not alarmed. A flicker of understanding passed through his eyes, like he had been waiting for her to see it too.
“No,” he said. “He is still processing. About the bond bite and the adoption and what that might mean for him. For all of us.“
Catherine blinked. “The… Oh.”
She turned her eyes back to Dick again, watching the way his fingers curled loosely around the chains. The same hands that had caught Jason when he jumped too high, a couple days ago, back at the indoor playground, the hands that had guided Tims grip when he didn’t understand how to hang upside-down, now rested quiet and still in his lap.
“Dick rememberes his parents well. And they were good people, loving him so much. And he still is. Loving them I mean,“ Bruce told her.
“I didn’t mean to make him feel torn,” she whispered. “I should’ve known—should’ve thought—”
Bruce’s hand settled gently on hers, stilling her.
“He’s been mine a long time,” he said. “But I never asked him to stop being theirs. And he never has.”
They both watched as Tim came hurtling down the slide with a squeal, and Jason followed—more cautiously, gripping the sides—but the delighted grin on his face was unmistakable. Tim dashed back to the ladder, energized. Jason stood and turned toward the swing, hesitating as he saw Dick.
He trudged over through the mulch, standing at Dick’s side for a long second, his breath puffing visibly in the cold air. Then, without a word, he pushed the swing just a little from behind—not rough, not teasing. Just enough to nudge Dick back into motion. Cathrines heart still jumped for a second. It would take time to not panic whenever Jason made a bold move.
Dick didn’t look at him. But he smiled.
And after a pause, he tilted his head toward the jungle gym. “Wanna race to the top again?”
Jason grinned, bright and happy. Bruce’s soft laugh rumbled beside her.
“They’ll be alright,” he said.
Catherine nodded slowly, letting herself believe it.
“I think,” she said, blinking back the tightness behind her eyes, “that I will never get tired of seeing them happy.”
“Then stay close,” Bruce murmured, his arm brushing hers. “There’ll be more of it.”
And as the sun began to dip below the tree line, casting long shadows across the grass and turning the world to honey-gold, Catherine believed him.
Chapter 51
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Chapter 51
The room was dim and quiet, lit only by the golden spill of lamplight across the wood floors and the soft rustle of the curtains. Bruce’s scent lingered—clean, warm, grounded. It was a scent Catherine knew now, trusted now. But she didn’t cross the threshold. Not without him.
She stood just outside the door, fingers curled tightly in the hem of her pyjama top, nails digging into the soft fabric, and her shoulders hunched forward in a posture she no longer even noticed, but that had been carved into her long before Bruce Wayne had touched her with anything but reverence.
The floorboards creaked softly behind her, and she startled despite herself, heart kicking up before she even turned. Her body remembered things her mind was only beginning to unpack.
“It’s just me,” Bruce said quietly. Catherine lowered her head without thinking. She didn’t kneel—she hadn’t done that in days either, though it still echoed through her bones like muscle memory. But her hands came together in front of her, fingers laced tight, shoulders curled inward like they always did when her nerves pulled her too small.
“I wasn’t sure if I should come in without you,” she murmured, voice thin. “I didn’t want to overstep.“
Bruce didn’t move immediately. He was always careful not to reach too fast, not to press, not to crowd her—even if every line of him radiated the kind of strength that once would have made her shrink away on instinct. He didn’t use it that way. And she liked that about him. A lot. He was so kind and careful.
“You’re allowed here,” he said, calm and firm but never harsh. “Whenever you want to be in this room—whether I’m here or not—you have a standing invitation.”
She glanced up at that, eyes wide and uncertain. Still afraid of assuming too much. Still waiting for the line she might cross without realizing.
“I only come if you want me,” she said, barely audible.
“I do,” he said. “I want to be with you. I want to fall asleep next to you. Every night.“
He stepped forward then, slow, deliberate, stopping just within reach but not reaching yet. His voice softened further.
“But I understand that you need to be with Jason. Or that you might need space. Quiet. A room to breathe in that’s just yours. I’ll never ask you to stay if you need to leave. I won’t take your presence for granted. It’s always your choice.”
That— that —loosened something. She stepped past the doorframe, slow and careful, but not afraid.
Bruce closed the door behind them and watched her quietly as she crossed to the bed.
She didn’t climb in. She waited. Standing beside the bed in her soft pyjama, hands at her sides like she was being inspected. Some habits were hard to toss.
Bruce stepped behind her. Not close enough to touch—just close enough for her to feel him. The solid warmth of him at her back, the heat radiating from his body like a fireplace left open. His voice, when it came, was soft but weighted.
“May I help you get in?”
She nodded. He turned back the blanket, moved slowly. Bruce’s hand reached for her then, slow and open. He didn’t take her wrist—he offered his palm. An invitation. No claim.
She slid her hand into his. Her fingers fit there like they were meant to hold each other that way.
She climbed into the bed and he joined her a few breaths later, having changed into soft clothes already before starting bedtime with the boys, and it still startled her, how warm he was. How solid and alive and quiet. Not the looming threat of weight and heat and dominance she’d once feared climbing into a bed with, but something else. Something she was still learning to feel.
But his scent was almost a bit familiar by now—sandalwood and sugar—and she instinctively curled toward it, toward him.
He welcomed her gently, his arm folding around her waist and pulling her closer, chest to chest beneath the covers. Her hand came up—hesitant at first—then rested against his collarbone. She felt the steady pulse beneath it, the calm, unyielding beat of a man who had never once raised his hand against her.
“You okay?” he murmured, his lips brushing the crown of her hair.
She nodded. Her cheek pressed against his chest now. His shirt was soft. His skin was warm underneath.
“This is more than I ever dared to wish for,” she whispered. Her voice was so soft it nearly broke apart in the space between them. There was a tremble in it—not fear, exactly. Just the weight of speaking something truer than she was used to being allowed to say out loud.
Bruce didn’t speak right away. He just breathed, slow and even, and she felt the motion beneath her—his chest rising and falling.
“I know it’s still new,” he said at last. “You don’t owe me trust just because I offer you comfort.”
Cathrine stilled. She owed Bruce so much. She owed everything to him. He gave her safety, gave her warmth. He kept her child safe and that meant everything to her.
Bruce’s voice remained calm.
“But I won‘t stop telling you how much you deserve good things to happen to you,“ he said, gentler still.
She swallowed, her fingers curling slightly against his shirt.
“I‘m not trying to be difficult,“ she tells him, worrying he might think she needed him to spell things out a dozen times for them to sink in. “I don‘t want to annoy you.“
“Oh, I’m a very patient man,” Bruce murmured. “Stubborn, too. Just ask Alfred.”
That pulled a little breath of a laugh from her—small and surprised and so unfamiliar she startled at the sound of it. She hadn’t laughed like that in… years, maybe.
“There it is,” Bruce said quiet and pleased. “I’ve been waiting for that sound.”
She ducked her head a little lower, hiding her face against his chest, heat blooming in her cheeks. Her hand was still resting over his heart, and it felt steady—still, solid—as if nothing she said could shake him.
“I saw the way you looked at me tonight,” he added, something lighter flickering in his voice. “Right after Damian spit up on my shirt and Tim offered to clean it with Dicks algebra test.”
Catherine blinked against his chest, startled. “I—I wasn’t trying to—”
“I liked it,” he said, gently interrupting. She didn’t say anything, but her cheek warmed where it touched his chest.
“There’s a smile in you,” he said, voice low and quiet, “I see it sometimes, when you think no one’s watching.”
“I‘m sorry—” she started, then stopped herself. “I‘m not used to … there weren‘t many things to smile about before.”
“I know,” he said, like it wasn’t a sad thing, just a truth he accepted. She was quiet again, but the tension in her shoulders had loosened a little.
Then, more gently, Bruce asked, “Did Damian go down okay tonight?”
She smiled at the question. A real one this time, small and warm. Her eyes stayed closed. “He was fussy for a minute, but once I wrapped him and held him close, he relaxed. I think he’s getting used to me. He knows your scent more… but I think he’s starting to trust mine.”
Bruce made a low, pleased sound in his chest. Cathrine hesistated, then added:
“He looked up at me like he knew I was safe.” It felt bold to say something like that, but she thought maybe Bruce would get how she meant it. How special it was to be looked at like that by a child.
“You are safe,” Bruce said quietly, without hesistation. His voice was close to her temple, and for a moment, she thought she felt the ghost of his mouth there—like the start of a kiss he hadn’t quite pressed.
His hand moved slowly, tracing a long line down her back to her waist and resting there, fingers splayed wide, warm and steady. He didn’t pull her closer. Didn’t seek more. The way he touched her was never urgent. It was reverent. Like he was memorizing her shape, not claiming it.
She swallowed, her body instinctively relaxing into the touch even as some part of her remained alert, watchful. Her hips didn’t press forward; she didn’t angle for more. But she didn’t shrink, either.
“I used to hold Jason like that,” she whispered. “He never cried much, but he got fussy sometimes when he was tired and I had to put him down to attend to my tasks.“
Bruce’s thumb brushed slowly over the fabric of her pajama top, up and down in quiet arcs. It made her feel safe enough to say more. She hadn‘t felt safe enough to speak so much since she presented as a child.
“I used to wrap him against my chest,” she continued, the words tumbling out softly, “and he’d fall asleep right there while I did my chores.” A pause. “That was the only way. If he wasn’t near me, he’d wake up again, crying… and then …“
Her voice broke off. The words were there—lodged behind her teeth, coiled tight in her throat—but she hesitated.
She didn’t want to say too much. Didn’t want to sound ungrateful. Bruce had been so kind, so patient. He hadn’t asked for her sobstory.
“…and then Alpha Willis would hear.”
Bruce didn’t move. She felt him listening— really listening. The kind of quiet that gave space to speak things that had stayed buried for too long.
“I tried to keep Jason quiet. I always tried.” Her voice turned apologetic now, like she needed Bruce to understand. “But he was so little, and—he just—he just wanted me.”
She swallowed. “Sometimes I thought he cried because he could tell I was afraid.”
“But Alpha Willis said I spoiled him. Her throat tightened. “Sometimes he’d come in and take him from me. To remind me who he belonged to.” Her chest rose with a sharp inhale. “Jason screamed for me, and I wasn’t allowed to take him back.“
“You kept him safe, as best as you could,“ Bruce told her. “Even when no one kept you safe.”
Catherine’s eyes stung. She kept her face tucked close to his chest, hoping he wouldn’t see the way her lip trembled.
There were things she hadn’t said. Couldn’t say. The time Willis had locked her outside in the snow to teach her a lesson about “discipline.” The way Jason had clung to her, half-frozen, when she finally got him back inside. The way she’d forced herself to stay calm while rocking him, even though her fingers were blue and her legs had stopped shaking only once she’d gone numb.
Those things stayed quiet. Tucked deep, where she’d learned to bury them.
Slowly, like a nervous instinct, she tilted her face up. Her nose brushed lightly along his jaw, shy and uncertain. Then her lips touched his skin—just barely. A flicker of contact. She wasn’t even sure what made her do it.
She stilled immediately, breath caught. Her body half-expected to be pulled back, to be corrected. But Bruce didn’t flinch or shift.
He just breathed in slowly, like her nearness didn’t make him impatient—but honored.
“I still worry,” she whispered, after a long moment. “That I’m doing everything wrong. That if I misstep, or forget something, or…” Her voice trailed. “That you’ll decide we’re too much trouble.”
Bruce didn’t hesitate. His hand rose and cradled her jaw, thumb brushing the hollow beneath her cheekbone.
“I didn’t take you in so I could measure your worth,” he said. “You don’t have to prove anything to me.”
She nodded a little, and slowly, she lifted her face the last few inches. She leaned in and her lips brushed the edge of his mouth—soft, unsure at first. It was barely a kiss. A question, really. A soft, searching plea.
He turned into it, meeting her with more certainty, but no more pressure than she could handle. His hand cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing along her jaw in a way that made her feel both grounded and lit up from within.
When his tongue brushed lightly against her bottom lip, she let him in.
It wasn’t fire. Not like it had been in the past, not the kind that scorched and devoured and left her hollow. This was warmth—low-burning and slow.
His hand moved down her side, carefully, pausing when he reached the hem of her pyjama top. He didn’t move further—just waited.
She nodded, small and barely there, but he caught it. He kissed her again, deeper this time, and his fingers slid beneath the hem. His palm found the skin of her waist—bare, warm, and still new in the way it trembled. He didn’t go lower. He didn’t grip. He just held.
Her breath hitched. He kissed her again, slower this time, coaxing her to follow. She did.
Her fingers clutched lightly at his shirt, uncertain whether to hold on or pull him closer. She did neither. She simply rested there, letting the fabric twist between her knuckles as his mouth moved with hers—careful, patient, reverent.
His nose brushed hers as he shifted slightly, deepening the kiss just enough to pull a soft sound from her throat. The kind she hadn’t meant to make.
Her cheeks burned.
But he didn’t laugh. He didn’t comment. His other hand came up slowly, sliding along her back until it curved over her shoulder, wrapping her in the steadiness of his touch. His fingers traced the slope of her neck, the edge of her jaw, the sensitive place just beneath her ear.
He exhaled against her mouth, low and warm. His thumb swept gently under the fabric at her waist now, just a slow stroke across skin—soothing, not suggestive.
“I’ve got you,” he murmured. Her forehead pressed to his, her breath shaky. His palm moved again, higher this time, brushing up along her ribcage. He paused, let her feel it, then stopped. Waited. Another kiss, slower than the last. His mouth moved from hers to the corner of it, then to her cheekbone, the space beneath her eye, the soft place just below her ear. Each one careful. Thoughtful.
She tipped her head without meaning to—giving him more of her throat.
His mouth lingered there, but he didn’t bite. He didn’t even kiss hard. Just rested there, breathing her in like she was something worth revering.
Her hands were trembling. She didn’t mean for them to. She couldn’t stop them.
Bruce lifted his head enough to meet her eyes.
“Are you scared?” he asked, low and even.
She hesitated, fingers curling against the fabric of his shirt. Then—barely audible: “No.”
“Cold?” he asked, brushing his knuckles across her arm.
She shook her head. Her lips parted as if to say more—but no words came. Only the smallest sound. A breath caught halfway through her chest.
Bruce leaned forward, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “Tell me if you need to stop,” he said, simple and firm.
She nodded. Barely there—but he caught it.
Slowly, carefully, his hand slid down from her ribs, over her side, skimming the gentle dip of her waist before moving to the curve of her hip. She didn’t flinch. She didn’t freeze.
His fingers paused there, holding.
Then, with a kiss to the edge of her jaw—slow and grounding—he eased her back against the pillows.
She let him.
She lay there under the soft spill of low lamplight, breathing unevenly as his mouth trailed lower. First her collarbone. Then the center of her chest, reverent through the thin cotton of her shirt.
Then his hands shifted—gently pushing the fabric higher, up past her ribs, to just above her navel.
And when he kissed her stomach—bare and exposed—her whole body locked.
Her belly was all wrong. Her skin wrinkled, where it should’ve been soft. It had never gone back after Jason. The skin stretched too far during pregnancy and didn’t know how to heal. Now it sat loose in places and pulled too thin in others, puckering where it had torn once, long ago, under stress and starvation. The stretch marks, faded now, still webbed her hips and lower stomach in soft silvery streaks.
Her body had barely been allowed to rest back then. She had cleaned floors two days after giving birth. She’d bled while scrubbing them.
Alpha Willis had never touched her belly with kindness. Never looked at it without disgust. He had never kissed her skin with gentleness. His words had been casual and cruel: Ruined skin. Sloppy. A proper Omega wouldn’t look like that.
She wanted to disappear beneath Bruce now. Cathrine wanted to curl in on herself. To hide the ugly parts Bruce shouldn‘t want to touch.
Bruce’s mouth found her again, lower this time. Just at the edge of where her sleep pants sat low on her hips.
She flinched and he stopped instantly.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, breath breaking. “I just— It’s ugly. I don’t—”
“Catherine.” His voice was low. Steady. Not sharp. Not scolding. She couldn’t look at him. Her eyes were on the ceiling now, chest rising and falling in shallow breaths.
His palm was stroking lightly along her side.
“You carried a life. You made Jason. That skin—” his voice dropped, reverent, “—that skin is part of that. There’s nothing ugly about it.”
She closed her eyes. Her hands curled in the blanket beneath her. She wanted to believe him. Wanted so badly to let his words sink in. Whispered names and images she’d never compete with— Talia , beautiful and commanding, everything Catherine wasn’t and never would be. A stunning, perfect strong female Alpha body. And Bruce had been with her. Had loved her.
So how could he look at Catherine, with her hollowed-out belly and soft, stretched skin, and want ?
How could he kiss her like this and mean it ?
Her breath hitched, sharp in her chest.
“Catherine,” he said again, softer this time. “Come back to me.”
Her lashes fluttered, her eyes finding him—not fully, not directly, but enough.
He was watching her. Not with hunger, but focus. Concern. His hand still on her side, thumb moving slowly in place, like he could feel the thoughts spinning behind her eyes.
“Nothing about you is ugly. You are beautiful,“ he said. “And I want to be with you. Touch you, if you let me. I’m amazed by you, Cathy. You survived. You kept your child safe. Your touch calms my son. You didn’t let what happened to you destroy you. You are still kind. Still there”
Her eyes filled with tears at that, too full to hide. She turned her face slightly, ashamed of how easily she was undone.
Bruce didn’t push. He just brought his hand to the hem of her sleep shirt again and looked at her.
“May I take this off?”
She hesitated, breath shallow.
“I’ll go slow,” he said. “We stop whenever you say. You don’t owe me anything.”
Her hand reached for the hem first. Then paused. Then, slowly—so slowly—she nodded.
He helped her ease the shirt up and over her head, baring her torso in the low light. His eyes stayed on hers at first, not dropping right away. Giving her time to breathe through the exposure.
Then he looked down, and what she saw in his face wasn’t pity. Wasn’t revulsion. It was awe.
He leaned in and kissed the center of her chest again, then lower—another kiss, just beneath her ribs.
When he reached her stomach, he didn’t hesitate. He kissed her there, slow and open-mouthed, his hand smoothing up her side.
Her fingers curled tight in the blanket again.
He kissed her again, this time at her navel, then a little lower, still above the band of her pants.
His fingers skimmed the edge and paused. “May I keep going?”
Her throat worked. Then she whispered, “Yes.”
He moved with care, guiding her sleep pants down her hips, his palms warm where they passed over her skin. Her thighs were thin, but still soft. Her hip bones jutted a little more than they should, but Bruce didn’t recoil or flinch.
He kissed the edge of a scar that curled near her hip. Then another, lower, on the inside of one thigh—light, slow—and waited again.
She whimpered faintly, torn between shame and yearning.
“I want to make you feel good,” he said softly, breath warm against her skin.
“Oh,“ she made, so quietly she barely heard it herself. No one’s ever wanted to make her feel good before. She didn‘t even knew what made her feel good.
Bruce kissed her thigh again, then rested his cheek there, his hand on her hip.
“May I?“ he asked. She nodded, a tear sliding sideways toward her hairline now.
“You don’t have to do anything,” he continued. “Not for me. Not tonight. This isn’t about doing . It’s about feeling. If you want that.”
She couldn’t speak. After a moment, reached down and took his hand, squeezing once.
That was all the answer he needed.
He kissed her thigh again, just a little higher this time, before shifting down the bed—his shoulders settling between her knees. His mouth trailed reverent, careful kisses—nothing rushed, nothing greedy. He tasted the inside of her thigh like it was sacred, like he had all the time in the world.
His gaze flicked up to hers again—not to ask with words, but with stillness.
She nodded. A shy, trembling thing. he reached for the waistband of her underwear and slowly drew them down. Every motion was measured, gentle—never hasty, never forceful. As though this wasn’t about undressing her, but uncovering trust.
She felt her breath stutter, her hands twitching at her sides. She hadn‘t been naked in front of him yet.
But it had to happen, sooner or later. Bruce was kind but he had to have urges to and she wasn‘t scared to be mated by him. Cathrines was sure, he‘d be kind, would give her time to adjust to his girth.
slid the fabric down past her knees, then gently off her ankles, setting it aside like something fragile.
Then he looked at her— really looked—and his expression didn’t change. No flicker of discomfort. No tightening of his jaw.
His hand came to rest just above her knee, grounding.
“You’re doing so well,” he murmured, voice low and full of something steady and unshakeable. “I’ve got you.”
Her breath caught.
She didn’t feel sexy. Not in the way the world used that word. Not like women in movies or the way she imagined someone like Talia might’ve looked in Bruce’s bed, all commanding confidence and lithe, sculpted beauty.
Catherine felt soft in the wrong places. Paper-thin in others. Her hips were too sharp. Her thighs lacked muscle. Her stomach was a war memorial of motherhood and starvation.
But Bruce didn’t seem to see any of that.
His hands traced gentle lines from her knee to her thigh, then circled inward, always asking without words.
She gasped softly when his mouth followed, his breath warm against her folds. No one had ever kissed her there.
Being touched like this—like she was precious, not used. Like the aim was not to take, but to give. To offer comfort and closeness, not control.
Her fingers curled into the sheets as heat built slowly inside her—not fire, not fear, but something unfamiliar and deep. Like being drawn into warmth without being devoured.
She bit her lip, eyes fluttering closed as sensation began to tip into pleasure, real and tender. She made a small, helpless sound, half-whimper, half-sigh—and he stilled instantly.
Her eyes opened.
He was watching her face.
She blinked. And then— braver than she felt —she gave the smallest nod.
Please don’t stop, she thought.
His mouth returned—gentle, skillful, worshipful.
And this time, she let herself go with it.
***
It was only a few minutes after Catherine had stepped quietly into the dim-lit bedroom she shared with Jason. She’d barely made a sound—just crossed to the en suite and filled the toothbrush cup with cool tap water, sipping it slowly, careful not to spill.
She crossed back into the room, pulling Jason’s blanket up higher again. He stirred at the touch, a soft puff of breath escaping his lips, but didn’t wake. Just curled tighter around his red dragon plushy, arms wrapped tight like the world might shift if he let go.
She sat for a moment on the edge of the bed, blinking slowly, grounding herself. She could still feel Bruce’s hands. His mouth. That strange and impossible warmth still echoing inside her. She hadn’t known something like that could exist.
And she hadn’t known how much she might miss his warmth the second she left his bed.
Her feet had just started to draw up under the covers when there was a knock—barely more than a tap—against the bedroom door.
She froze.
Jason didn’t stir.
Quiet as breath, she stood and padded to the door, heart hammering now for a different reason. Her mind went to every worst possibility before she even touched the knob - had she done something wrong? Was something wrong with the boys? Had Damian cried and she missed it? Has Bruce changed his mind about letting her go back to the room she shared with Jason?
She opened the door a crack.
She opened the door just a crack at first, uncertain. The hallway beyond was dim and still.
Then she pulled it wider.
Dick stood on the threshold in his pajamas, barefoot, arms crossed tight over his chest like a shield. His hair was slightly tousled, and his expression—usually so easy and teasing—was strange in its stillness. Quiet. Too careful for a twelve-year-old.
Catherine blinked, caught off guard. He must have waited until he heard her leave Bruce’s room. Her heart gave a slow, nervous beat. She hoped—desperately—that he hadn’t heard anything. That the thick doors had hid her pleasure and her words.
“I—” Dick hesitated, then ducked his head. “Can we talk? Just for a minute.”
She nodded, quietly. “Of course.”
They didn’t say anything else as they walked together down the hallway, past the family wing and the guest rooms, until they reached the small sitting room nestled between the old library and Bruce’s study. Catherine followed a few steps behind, self-conscious in her pastel pyjamas, arms tucked around herself. Dick moved with a bit more confidence—but even he hesitated before sitting down.
The sitting room was low-lit and warm, all soft amber lamps and deep armchairs. Catherine took the edge of the small couch, perching there delicately. Dick sat across from her, spine straight, legs pulled up beneath him. He looked too young to be carrying whatever this was on his face.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke.
Then Dick looked at her. Really looked.
“I just… I wanted to say something,” he began, his voice unusually tentative. “And maybe I shouldn’t. But I’ve been thinking about it for hours now, and I didn’t want to keep it all in.”
Catherine waited, hands in her lap, fingers twisted in the fabric of her nightshirt.
“I know Bruce means well,” he continued, quietly. “And I know he’s trying. But it’s not really fair. What he’s asking.”
She blinked. “What do you mean?”
Dick’s jaw flexed. He looked down at his knees. “Bruce talks about us like we’re already your pack. But that … it‘s not right to force us unto you. To force you to bond with me. To adopt me.“
Dick trailed off, his voice tight as he tried to find the right words.
He looked down at his knees, then back up, forcing a shrug that didn’t land right. “I don’t need a mother. I… I shouldn’t even want one. I just…”
The shrug came again, sharper this time. Defensive.
“I know Bruce probably thinks it would be good for me. That having you would… fix things. And maybe it would. But it’s not fair to make you feel like you have to.”
The words hit Catherine like cold water. Not because they were cruel—they weren’t—but because of how badly he misunderstood. He‘d gotten it all so wrong.
She didn’t speak right away. She needed a moment to find her voice, to press down the tangle of surprise and sadness that knotted her throat.
She looked at him then—really looked. She saw the way his fingers gripped the couch cushion, the slight tremble in his jaw. She realized he wasn’t angry, he wasn‘t rejecting her.
He was terrified of being rejected, too. Of being too much, too old, to Alpha already . Of being placed in her heart like something she didn’t ask for and couldn’t refuse.
“I know your old Alpha has been awful,” Dick said quietly, voice slipping softer. “And your Alpha father… he was so mean to you. And Bruce should think about that before he tells you to adopt me.“
His voice wavered a little now, a flicker of something protective flickering in his expression.
“And… and I’m really happy you guys wanna get married,” he went on, stumbling slightly over the words. “But if you don’t really want to—if you’re just saying yes because you’re scared of him, because he’s an Alpha—you can tell me. I’ll talk to him. I’ll make him listen. I promise .”
That was too much. Catherine’s eyes went soft, a rush of grief and warmth welling inside her as she reached out and laid a hand over his.
“Shhh,” she whispered, soothing without thinking, like calming a frightened pup. “No, Dick. No.”
He stilled beneath her touch, wide-eyed and uncertain.
“At first, I was scared,” she admitted, voice low and steady. “When I came here, I was blind with fear.“
She remembered those early days in the manor with too much clarity—the feel of her own heart clamped tight behind her ribs, the way every sound seemed loaded with threat. She had moved through the Wayne estate like a shadow, expecting cruelty around every corner, waiting for the correction, the punishment, the demand. Every kind word from Bruce had felt like bait. Every gentle gesture like a test she was destined to fail.
And Dick—twelve years old, already an Alpha, already sharp and tall and impossible to read—had terrified her. Not with violence, but with possibility. With what he might grow into. With what kind of power he might already have. She had watched him from the edges of rooms, tense and cautious, imagining that he too could hold dominance over her and Jason if he wanted. That if Bruce didn’t put her in her place, his Alpha son would.
She’d been wrong. About all of it.
“But I’m not blind anymore,” she said quietly, reaching for his hand without hesitation now. “And I see you for what you are, Dick.”
He looked up at her, uncertain.
“You’re a child,” she said firmly, not unkindly. “Just like Tim. Just like Jason. You’re not something to be afraid of. You’re someone to care for.”
Her thumb brushed over the back of his hand, grounding. “And you might not be mine by blood… but I would be honored to call you mine. My child.”
Dick’s throat bobbed with the effort not to cry, but he nodded, and his eyes—bright and wet—shone in the lamplight.
Catherine took a slow breath, and something in her steadied, even as her voice caught.
“After Jason, I was pregnant again,” she said. “But I lost them before…”
Her chest rose sharply as she swallowed the rest, pain and love curling inside her like a knot she had long stopped trying to untangle. But still, she reached for him, cradling his hand between both of hers, bold in a way that had once felt impossible.
“I stopped hoping for more children,” she said. “The life I could have given them… it was awful. And I couldn’t—” Her breath hitched, but she pushed through. “I couldn’t bring another child into what Jason and I lived through.”
Dick was quiet, looking at her, his hand felt warm and soft in hers.
“You boys are more than I could have ever hoped for,” she said, fierce with feeling. “The chance to be a parent to you means more to me than you can imagine.”
A tear runs down Dicks cheek, and he didn’t wipe it away.
“I’m not scared of you,” she said clearly. “Caring for you is not a duty.“ She couldn‘t imagine that loving those children could feel like a force. It was a blessing truly.
“Bruce knows you can’t force love, Dick,“ Cathrine said.
There was a long pause. And in the quiet, Dick turned his hand, lacing his fingers through hers.
His voice, when it came, was so small it nearly broke her: “I still miss my mom.”
“I know,” Catherine whispered. “You always will. And she’ll always be your mother.”
Dick nodded, not letting go.
“But if you ever want another one,” she added, pressing his fingers to her lips, “I’ll be right here.”
And for the first time, Dick let his head fall softly to her shoulder—just for a moment.
Not quite a pup. But still a child.
The door to the sitting room creaked open.
Catherine turned instinctively, eyes catching the spill of warm hallway light—and then Bruce’s broad silhouette, and just in front of him, a small, trembling shape.
Jason.
He was clinging to Bruce’s hand, tear tracks streaking down his cheeks, his little mouth pressed into a tight, quivering line. His pajamas were rumpled, one sock bunched around his ankle and his red dragon plush was clutched to his chest like armor.
Her heart lurched.
“Jason,” she breathed, already halfway up from the couch.
The boy let go of Bruce’s hand without hesitation and ran straight to her.
She knelt just in time to catch him in her arms, the dragon wedged between them. His small fingers fisted in the fabric of her shirt like he didn’t trust she’d still be solid if he let go.
“I woke up,” he choked out, breath catching. “And you—weren’t there—”
“Oh, baby, I’m sorry,” she whispered, rocking him gently. “I just stepped out for a minute. I should’ve told you. I’m so sorry.”
“I thought—” His voice broke. “I thought maybe he took you. Like—like Willis used to.”
Catherine closed her eyes, arms tightening around her son, her cheek pressed into his hair. He was still so little. Six years old and already haunted by absences he didn’t know how to name.
She had just been lucky he‘d never woken up before, while she had indeed lain with Bruce.
“No,” she whispered. “No, sweet boy. Bruce would never do that. He found you, didn’t he? He helped you come find me.”
Jason nodded miserably against her neck. His body had stopped shaking, but he still clung, even as she smoothed his hair with soft, repetitive motions.
Behind them, Bruce stepped deeper into the room. He didn’t speak, didn’t intrude—just waited quietly, presence steady as a lighthouse.
Catherine looked up at him—thank you in her eyes—and Bruce nodded once. No need to explain. No judgment. Just understanding.
Dick had risen from the couch, standing quietly now by the fireplace, arms crossed over his chest. His eyes flicked from Jason to Catherine to Bruce. He didn’t look embarrassed to have been caught here with Cathrine. And he shouldn‘t. It had been really brave of him to adress his worries.
Catherine smoothed Jason’s hair back again and kissed the top of his head before pulling him slightly back so she could look at his face.
“You want to come sit with me for a while?” she asked gently. “Or do you want me to come lie down with you?”
Jason looked down, dragon pressed to his chin. Then, softly: “Sit.”
She nodded, gathered him close again, and sat back down on the couch with Jason curled sideways on her lap, his cheek against her chest. He was already breathing slower, more evenly, fingers playing with the tip of his plushie’s wing.
Bruce took a step forward and crouched beside them.
“He came knocking,” he murmured, one hand brushing Jason’s curls with careful affection. “Thought you might still be with me. He was brave.”
Catherine’s chest ached, full and sore.
“I’m proud of you,” she said to Jason, kissing his temple. “So proud. You did everything right, sweetheart. You came and found me.”
“I don‘t wanna sleep again, Mama,“ he mumbled. “I dreamed really bad.“
His arms crept tighter around her middle.
“I know, baby,” Catherine murmured, smoothing her palm down the back of his head. “You’re safe now. You’re here with me. Nothing’s going to hurt you.”
Bruce straightened slightly from his crouch, his hand lingering another moment on Jason’s head—gentle, reassuring—before letting it fall.
“What was it about?” he asked softly. Not prying. Just offering space, if Jason wanted to fill it.
Jason didn’t answer right away. He shifted, snuggling in closer, the dragon plushie wedged between his chest and Catherine’s ribs. His little brow furrowed against her.
“I thought I lost you,” he whispered. “You were gone. And I couldn’t find you. Nobody listened.”
Catherine’s heart twisted. Her fingers moved in slow, steady strokes across his back.
“You found me, sweetheart,” she whispered, pressing a kiss into his curls. “You were so brave.”
Beside the hearth, Bruce nodded gently. “You did good, Jason. You didn’t panic. You looked. You knocked. You did everything right.”
Jason’s breathing hitched once, then settled. The tension in his small body began to loosen, little by little, like the fear was exhaling out of him in layers.
Bruce watched them a moment longer, then murmured, “You want me to carry him back?”
Catherine looked down.
Jason’s lashes were already low, fluttering drowsily. His cheek was flush against her collarbone, lips slightly parted. She could feel his breath warming her skin. One sock had slipped halfway off again.
“In a minute,” she whispered, arms curling tighter around him.
Bruce nodded. He stepped back, but didn’t leave. Just sat in one of the other sofa, quiet, keeping watch. Dick sat back down beside him, leaning slightly into his father’s side, arms folded loosely. He didn’t say anything either—just glanced once at Jason, then Catherine, and then let his head tip gently to the side against Bruce’s shoulder.
Jason’s little body was heavy now with sleep, slack in her arms. The steady, warm rise and fall of his breath pressed into her skin like a lullaby meant only for her.
Her hand cradled the back of his head. Her other palm, still resting on his spine, could feel the calm settling back in. Safe. Finally safe.
She looked up, across the room.
Met Bruce’s eyes.
He was already watching her.
There was no urgency in his gaze. No pressure. Just quiet understanding—and that same warm steadiness he offered everyone in this strange, new pack of theirs.
Her arms tightened, ever so slightly, around Jason.
Thank you, she thought, not daring enough yet, to speak the words.
And maybe he heard it anyway.
Chapter 52
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The playroom was quiet except for the soft clicking of LEGO bricks and the occasional vroom-vroom of a small voice narrating a high-speed police chase. Sunlight angled through the wide windows, warming the plush carpet and glinting off scattered plastic vehicles.
Bruce stepped into the doorway, pausing.
Jason sar criss cross in the middle of the room, as he built up the east wing of his LEGO police station. He was in his soft charcoal jog pants and the Paw Patrol t-shirt Bruce had gotten for him.
Dick and Tim were already off to school. Damian, full of milk and fussy for sleep, had just been taken upstairs for his eatly morning nap, Catherine’s quiet footsteps still echoing down the hall in Bruce’s mind.
He hadn’t expected to be home this morning. A five-hour board meeting had been on his calendar, anchored by a presentation from the CFO that Bruce had grimly planned to sit through with a second thermos of coffee. But at 6:13 a.m., he’d received a message that the meeting was postponed. Food poisoning. The poor bastard hadn’t made it past his third bite of shrimp risotto at some high-society fundraiser last night.
Bruce hadn‘t question the reprieve. He had just rolled his sleeves back down and turned toward the stairs.
“Hey, buddy.”
Jason looked up sharply, bricks clutched in his small hand.
Bruce crossed to the playmat and crouched. “You busy catching the bad guys?”
Jason blinked at him, hair sticking up slightly in the back from where he’d clearly been rolling around. “…They’re not bad guys,” he said after a second. “They just didn’t know the rules.”
Bruce smiled. “Ah. So it’s a reform station.”
Jason shrugged and went back to snapping a tiny grey cell block in place.
Bruce sat on the edge of the carpet, stretching one leg out. “I was thinking,” he began, watching the boy’s focused little frown, “since my morning cleared up… would you want to come to the mall with me?”
Jason’s hands froze. His head lifted slowly. “The mall?”
“Yes,” Bruce said, keeping his voice even. “Just a little shopping trip.”
Jason squinted, cautious. “With… with Mama and Damian?”
“Not this time. Your mom’s putting Damian down for his nap. I thought it could be a you-and-me thing.”
He watched Jason process that, how his small jaw shifted as he chewed on the edge of the idea. There was hesitation, but not rejection. Not like the first days, when even a simple offer of a cookie or a jacket had him flinching in disbelief.
“Why?” Jason asked finally, soft.
Bruce paused.
He could’ve given him the clean answer: it’s almost Christmas. But the truth was a little more layered. Jason had been opening up more and more in the past few weeks, growing roots without realizing it. And Bruce wanted to nourish that. He wanted to give him normalcy, traditions, memories that weren’t made in fear.
“Well,” Bruce said carefully, “Santa handles a lot of the heavy lifting with presents around here, but we also have a tradition. Everyone picks out gifts for the people in the house. Alfred. Your mom. The boys. Each other. I thought maybe you’d like to choose something yourself.”
Jason’s eyes widened slowly.
“You mean… I could get Mama something? Like… for real?”
Bruce nodded. “Anything you want.”
Jason sat up a little straighter, color rising to his cheeks. “I never got to before. I… I wanted to.” His voice lowered, embarrassed. “But I didn’t have money. Or, like… anything.”
Bruce kept still. “That’s not your fault.”
Jason nodded too fast, like he wasn’t really agreeing so much as trying to accept it. “Dad - Willis - he didn’t get her nothing. Not even for her birthday. One time I got to have pancakes at the diner on christmas. But Mama didn‘t get any.” His voice quieted. “She only got some bites from Willis plate.”
The silence that followed was sharp. Bruce felt it twist in his chest, not anger, though that was part of it, but grief. A quiet, helpless kind of grief for how small the world had been for this them. How cruel.
He swallowed and forced his voice to stay soft, even.
“She should have gotten her own plate.”
Jason blinked up at him.
“She deserves the whole stack,” Bruce added. “With whipped cream and syrup and fruit on the side, if she wants it. And no one gets to tell her otherwise.”
Jason grinned. Just a little. He bit his lip. Like maybe - for the first time - he was letting himself picture it.
A beat passed, and then:
“But… is it okay if I wear my red hoodie?”
“Of course,” Bruce said. “Any hoodie you want.”
Jason nodded, but the uncertainty lingered in his shoulders. “Mama said I’m allowed to go out with you… right?”
Bruce met his eyes, steady. “She knows. And she trusts me to take care of you.”
And she had—because Bruce had asked.
Even now, weeks into their slow weaving-together, Bruce never assumed. He might have been the Alpha in Catherine’s life, but that didn’t grant him authority over Jason - not inherently.
That wasn’t how Bruce believed families should work. Not the kind of family he was building.
Bruce hadn‘t known before but he‘d spoken to Rachel and Harvey about it, trying to understand Cathrines and Jasons fears.
For some Omegas and pups taken in by a new Alpha - the rules were brutal, even if no one said them aloud. A pup born of another Alpha was seen as lesser. As baggage. An outsider to be tolerated at best and dominated at worst. Unclaimed pups, especially those without a blood tie, were too often treated as afterthoughts - punished twice over. Once for being born without choice, and again for daring to exist inside a household that didn’t see them as truly theirs.
They were left out. Silenced. Hurt.
Sometimes outright abused.
And all of it justified by the claim: He’s not mine. As if that excused cruelty. As if that made neglect acceptable.
And Catherine and Jason - God - they had expected that from him.
He could see it so clearly now, even if it had taken him a little too long in the beginning to understand it fully. Catherine had come into his home with her shoulders already curled inward, with every word prefaced by permission-seeking glances. Not deference. Not courtesy. Fear. Her entire posture, her tone, her silence - it had all screamed submission, but not the kind born of respect. It was the brittle, exhausted kind. The kind that had been beaten into her over years. Not always physically - though Bruce suspected there had been that too - but with dominance, with disregard. With being told again and again that she was nothing unless an Alpha said otherwise.
She had flinched the first time he’d raised his voice - not even at her , just calling to one of the boys across the hall.
She had jumped when he’d walked into the room without announcing himself.
And worse than anything, she had thanked him too profusely for the smallest things. A toothbrush. A blanket. Warm socks. A meal. The way she’d whisper ing her thanks over the simplest thing had nearly broken something in him.
Even now, sometimes, she hesitated before sitting on the couch. Before helping herself to tea. As though one wrong move might mean the safety ended and the doors were locked behind her again. As if one wrong step might cost them everything.
He’d trusted Bruce early on. Trusted him more than Bruce deserved, maybe. Because the bar had been set so devastatingly low.
That was the part Bruce kept circling back to - the part that lodged under his ribs like a thorn. For all the fear and wariness Jason had carried, he had also wanted to believe in Bruce. Wanted it so badly that even the smallest kindness had seemed to mean the world to him. Not because it was grand. But because it wasn’t cruel.
Bruce remembered that first shopping trip. Jason had been quiet, shadowing Catherine like a pup half-tucked behind her leg, but his eyes - God, his eyes had been bright. Curious. He’d clutched her hand like it was a lifeline, but he’d still looked around, soaking everything in.
It hadn’t always gone like that. There had been other moments - harder ones.
Times when Jason had frozen or gone stiff, when he clearly didn’t know whether Bruce’s kindness was genuine or if there would be consequences.
But what amazed Bruce - what haunted him - was that Jason hadn’t let it stop him.
He had been afraid, yes. But he had also been brave.
So Bruce moved carefully. He’d asked Catherine’s permission to take Jason out this morning - not because he thought she’d say no, but because it mattered. Because Jason was hers before he was anyone else’s. And Bruce refused to treat her bond with her child as something to be overridden or negotiated.
Jason had a mother, and Bruce respected her claim - the weight of it, the sanctity of it. He wouldn’t impose his place. He would earn it.
And maybe, with time, that line between Catherine’s son and his sons would shift. Their children. That was a wonderful thought.
Maybe Bruce’s role in Jasons life would grow. But even then, respect came first.
“I wouldn’t take you anywhere unless she said it was alright,” Bruce added gently.
Jason nodded more slowly this time. It looked like the words were still settling, still filtering through old instincts and memories.
But then he grinned again. Seemed like they were going on a little trip.
***
The sliding glass doors parted with a whisper, and Jason stepped inside the mall like he was entering another world.
It was another world.
Bright lights shimmered overhead in a long arc of frosted bulbs and faux icicles, casting reflections onto the polished floors like frozen stars. The air buzzed with music and motion—holiday jingles playing over unseen speakers, chatter echoing from shop to shop, the scent of cinnamon and warm pretzels drifting thick in the air.
Jason halted just inside the entrance, his small body tense beside Bruce’s leg, staring at the enormous Christmas tree erected in the center court. Red and gold ornaments glinted like candy, and the garlands draped across the railings of the upper level looked thick enough to sleep on.
Bruce slowed beside him, silent.
Jason’s eyes were wide. Not frightened, exactly - more stunned. As if this place wasn’t quite real. As if one sharp blink might send it vanishing like smoke.
He hovered close, his little hand lifted uncertainly, fingers brushing against the hem of Bruce’s coat. Not grabbing. Not tugging. Just there , tentative and unsure, like he didn’t know if he was allowed to reach.
Bruce didn’t wait. He held his own hand out, palm open and steady.
Jason glanced up - brief, uncertain - but his fingers slid into Bruce’s a second later. Cool and slightly clammy.
Bruce curled his fingers gently around his. “I’ve got you,” he said, voice low enough to be just for Jason. “You’re with me.”
Jason nodded, almost imperceptibly.
Bruce didn’t rush. He let Jason take it in - the fountain just ahead, shooting plumes of water into the air. The escalators, busy and buzzing. The store windows full of displays, mannequins in Santa hats and reindeer sweaters, gift baskets wrapped in gold ribbon.
Jason craned his neck up, lips parted in wonder. “There’s so many lights,” he whispered.
“Yeah,” Bruce said, smiling down at him. “They like to go all out this time of year.”
Jason didn’t answer. His grip tightened slightly on Bruce’s hand.
Bruce didn’t mention it, didn’t draw attention to it, just gave a light squeeze in return.
He wasn’t sure exactly how much Jason had seen of the world outside Willis’s control, but the signs were everywhere - in how he stayed alert to every passerby, how he watched doors and exits, how he didn’t trust his own footing in unfamiliar places. It wasn’t fear so much as caution, the kind learned through bitter repetition.
And still… Jason was here . Still walking beside him. Still reaching out.
Bruce felt a swell of quiet awe. For all the trauma, the damage, the isolation - Jason met the world with open eyes and careful hope.
Bruce slowed in front of a store window, giving them both a moment.
“Think this is a good place to start?” he asked softly.
Jason studied the display: a sleek spread of leather wallets and scarves, shelves of watches and cufflinks. Fancy. Too grown-up. He squinted, nose wrinkling slightly, then shook his head.
Bruce chuckled under his breath. “Okay. We’ll find something better.”
Jason looked up, a shy smile creeping in.
“Can we… look for Mama’s gift first?” he asked.
Bruce nodded. “Absolutely.”
And with Jason still holding his hand—warm now, more confident—they stepped deeper into the heart of the mall.
The first shop was small and warm. Wooden shelves were crammed with handmade soaps, mugs, and tiny ceramic figurines - cats, owls, little mushrooms wearing scarves.
The moment they stepped inside, Bruce smelled it - lavender.
He inhaled slowly. It wasn’t overpowering, just the faint, calming kind. Like Catherine’s scent.
Jason lingered near the threshold, his eyes half-lidded as if breathing it in too. He hadn’t said a word, but something about the scent had clearly pulled him here.
Jason wandered slowly, still holding Bruce’s hand, though his eyes were everywhere.
Jason moved slowly, as if in a kind of awe. His fingers hovered over shelves of trinkets, small soaps in the shape of stars, and hand-knit coasters shaped like flowers.
“Oh,” he breathed, tugging Bruce toward a display near the window.
It was a mug. Pale yellow, a little rounded, hand-painted with lemons. They weren’t perfect - lumpy, uneven, almost childish - but cheerful in a way that seemed to light Jason from the inside.
“Mama would love this one,“ he whispered.
Bruce stepped closer, following his gaze - and understood.
In Catherine’s room - her and Jason’s room, technically - there hung a single framed print above the small shelf of books. A picture of lemons, all shapes and sizes, scattered across a white background. Some bright, some pale, a few almost green.
There might be a big, cheesy quote scrawled across it in loopy cursive: “ If life gives you lemons, make lemonade out of it“ but Jason looked at this mug the same way Catherine looked at the frame when she thought no one was watching.
“I think she will,” Bruce said gently.
Jason nodded, clutching the mug like it might slip away. But then his gaze flicked over to the next shelf. He walked a few steps forward, after carefully putting the mug back on the shelf.
“Look,“ he said, exitement evident in his little body.
A keychain, thick with cheerful clutter—big wooden beads, a sunflower made of soft silicone, and colorful blocky letters that spelled out MOM . It was sweet, a little silly maybe. Unmistakably meant for someone loved.
Bruce reached out, touching the edge of the display, thoughtful.
A keychain. The unspoken promise of having a key to put it on.
Catherine didn’t have one - not to the manor gates, not even to the front door. She hadn’t asked. Hadn’t hinted that she wanted one. She only stepped outside when Bruce accompanied her, exept to the back garden, the boys usually skipping ahead a soak in a bit of winter sun.
Catherine would carry Damian, soft and tentative, like he might be taken from her. Her steps were careful, more habit than caution, Bruce hoped. And the first times she had opened the back door on her own - Bruce had watched from the window of his study above - her body moved like it still expected a correction. Like the sound of the latch clicking open might summon a voice behind her, sharp and cold.
As though one wrong move might cost her everything. Bruce remembered how she had glanced over her shoulder, as if she expected to be caught .
He thought - he hoped - she had enjoyed their date in the city. He’d watched her loosen in small ways. Her fingers uncurling around the handle of her cup. Her eyes flicking across the shop windows not with hunger, but something gentler. Curiosity. Maybe even longing.
But she hadn’t asked to go again. She hadn‘t asked to go to the corner café.
To the bookstore in town. Not even for a walk around the neighborhood. Had she even thought to?
Bruce exhaled through his nose, slow and silent. It was so easy to misread her quiet. To mistake the stillness for peace. But he had spent weeks now watching the way she moved, the way her eyes flicked down to the floor when anyone raised their voice. The way her hands folded when she stood still, always neatly, always like she was bracing herself for orders.
She was getting better. He wasn‘t fooling himself. She was still cautious, still careful. But not the same kind of careful she’d been when she first arrived, clothes too thin, eyes too large, always trying to stay close to Jason, full of panic someone would take her child away from her.
She didn‘t flinch anymore, when Bruce walked into the room, didn’t tense when his shadow passed over her chair. She no longer scrambled to make herself small, to become invisible the moment someone else entered the space. And she didn’t scold Jason anymore - didn’t hush his laughter, didn’t snap his name, all hushed, when he asked an umprompted question. She let him play and roam and talk.
She let him be .
And she didn’t look at Bruce like she expected pain.
Not anymore.
But still - freedom was a far cry from safety, and safety wasn’t the same as trust. And trust was not the same as selfhood .
She hadn’t asked for a key. Because in her mind, that door wasn’t hers to open. Bruce wondered if she even knew she that she could ? Or was she be bound by old rules and beliefs.
Would she be afraid? Not just of his reaction, but of the outside itself? The noise, the motion, the endless choices?
Bruce remembered the one time she’d mentioned errands - sent out on behalf of her Alpha. Just brief glimpses of the world.
Always under command. Always on a leash, even when she walked alone.
Could that be a way in?
Not a command, but a bridge.
Something small. Would you mind picking up my suit from the cleaners? or We’re out of formula, do you feel like taking a taxi to the shop?
Could he offer her power that way, in tiny doses, until it didn’t feel so foreign?
Or should he wait?
Let her rest. Heal.
Let her choose for herself when she was ready to reclaim the world on her terms. To walk through the city, buy something just because she liked it. To step outside without waiting for permission.
Maybe he should offer again: therapy, or a driver’s license. He could get her an instructor who wouldn’t flinch if she got nervous, who wouldn’t rush her, wouldn’t raise their voice. Who would let her cry in the car if she needed to. Someone who would understand that it might take her ten lessons to turn the key in the ignition without trembling and still show up for the eleventh with the same calm, unshaken patience.
Maybe even, he’d thought it in the quiet of the night, emancipation.
The legal papers, the signature. The ultimate offering: You are not bound here. You owe me nothing. You are not mine unless you want to be.
But how could he make that offer without it sounding like a dismissal?
How could he tell her she was free without her mistaking it for: I don’t want you ?
He didn’t want her gone. He wanted her whole.
He wanted her to linger in the morning sunlight without checking over her shoulder.
He wanted her to smile on a street corner with a coffee in hand because she chose to be there, not because he let her.
He wanted to see her draw boundaries, claim preferences, argue with him just a little over something stupid like how he always forgot his slippers in the den, or his half drunken coffee cup on the table. He wanted her to be annoying sometimes. Loud when she wanted to be.
He wanted her radiant, and sharp, and soft all at once.
And yes, if it came to it, he’d rather give her the keys to every door in his life and watch her walk away than ever hold her in a house she didn’t choose.
The weight of it pressed against his ribs. But there was no time to sink into it.
Because Jason had already moved on.
He was standing in front of the next trinked, a tiny lemon-shaped candle, squat and bright, with a fake green leaf poking out the top. Jason grinned at it, his thumb rubbing lightly across the smooth wax surface.
Bruce didn’t interrupt. Just watched, amazed at how careful Jason was, how much of his heart he poured into it without even realizing.
Jason’s gaze shifted again. A pair of fuzzy socks with little gingerbread men stitched across the toes caught his attention next. He turned them over in his hands, gently rubbing the fabric between his fingers like he was testing for warmth.
One by one, little items joined the growing collection of little gifts Jason contemplated for his mother.
A beaded hair tie in gentle lavender tones. A bookmark with painted pressed flowers behind glass, delicate and sweet. A soft pouch of bath salts. He didn’t reach for the flashy or expensive. Just the things he thought might make her smile.
Then, suddenly, Jason stopped. His shoulders bunched up tight toward his ears, hands full of soft and sweet little treasures, his face creased in frustration. His lower lip caught between his teeth as he frowned hard at the candle display like it might suddenly explain something to him.
“I… I don’t know,” he mumbled, voice thick, roughened at the edges like he’d swallowed something too heavy.
Bruce stepped a little closer, his tone soft and unhurried. “What‘s wrong, buddy?”
Jason didn’t look up.
“I just…” He shifted on his feet. “I don’t wanna mess it up.”
Bruce crouched slightly, not crowding, but bringing his eye level down.
“What would mess it up?” he asked gently.
Jason’s brows scrunched. “If I pick the wrong one. If she doesn’t like it. Or if… I don’t know. What if it’s dumb? What if I give her the wrong thing and she thinks I don’t know her right? That I got it wrong. It’s her first gift. From me. Ever.”
He looked up then, finally, and Bruce could see it: the fear underneath all that care. The weight of it. Like this gift had to carry six years’ worth of silence and helplessness. Like it had to say everything he hadn’t been able to say before.
“No one ever gave her anything,” Jason added, voice smaller now. “Not even for her birthday.“
Bruce’s breath hitched. He placed a steady hand on Jason’s shoulder.
“She’s going to love whatever you give her,” Bruce said, steady and warm. “Because it’s from you. Because you thought of her. That’s the part that matters.”
Jason looked unconvinced. “But I really want it to be good. The best one.”
Bruce nodded, not dismissing the feeling. “That makes sense. You love her a lot.”
Jason’s lip trembled just slightly, but he blinked hard and looked around the shop again.
“I just… I can’t pick.”
Bruce leaned in a little. “Who says you have to pick just one?”
Jason blinked. “But… I thought…”
“You can get more than one thing,” Bruce said gently. “That‘s not an issue, pup.“
“I can?” he whispered.
“Of course you can.”
Jason let out a shaky little breath. “Even… even the lemon cup?”
Bruce smiled. “Especially the lemon cup.”
And just like that, the tension started to melt from Jason’s shoulders. He looked at the mug again, the one with the lumpy lemons, and nodded to himself, as if he’d made peace with not finding the single perfect gift.
They leave the store after Bruce payed for Jasons little selection of gifts. The paper bag rustled gently in Bruce’s hand, the bottom warm from the candle nestled inside, the top folded neatly so nothing would shift.
Jason was still a little pink-cheeked from the excitement of picking everything out. He walked close beside Bruce, his little boots squeaking against the polished floor. Jasons gaze was flitting from storefront to storefront, past a toy store, past a window display of thick flannel pajamas with reindeer on them, past a pop-up cart selling hand-carved ornaments and last-minute stocking stuffers. The wide hallway was full of noise and light, holiday decorations dangled above their heads.
Somewhere in the distance, a choir was singing “O holy night” , and the scent of cinnamon almonds and hot pretzels twisted together in the air like something sacred and warm.
“You want to get something for the other boys?” Bruce asked, tipping his head toward the storefronts ahead.
Jason didn’t answer right away.
His hands were deep in his jacket pockets, and for a moment Bruce thought he might not have heard him. But then Jason gave a small shrug.
“Maybe,” he said, voice almost lost in the hum of the mall. “I dunno what they like.”
“That’s okay,” Bruce said gently. “Takes time to learn. And anyway— you‘ve got the expert on that right beside you. I can help you look for something cool, pup.“
Jason nodded faintly.
They walked past a pretzel stand, the warm yeasty smell curling up between them. A child passed by holding a balloon on a string. Bruce felt the subtle change before Jason said anything—his footsteps slowed, just a little, and he kept his eyes straight ahead, as if something heavier was catching up to him.
Then, at the corner where the hallway split toward the food court, Jason spoke.
“Are we… gonna be brothers now?”
The words hung in the air between the glittering store windows and the squeaky wheels of a nearby stroller.
Bruce slowed to a stop.
Jason did too, head ducked, hair falling into his eyes.
His questions had the echo of a wound in it, small and hopeful, but also aching, like something that had lived under the skin for too long without sunlight.
And what Jason was really asking - Are we gonna be brothers now? - wasn’t about the word itself.
It wasn’t about roles or definitions or what box he was supposed to fit into next.
It was about belonging .
Bruce felt it stir in him—slow and deep.
That same slow ache he’d started to feel more often lately.
He thought of Dick and Tim.
Of the way they shared a language now, made of sighs and smirks across the table, mock complaints that turned into laughter.
He thought of the bickering. The wrestling matches on the living room floor.
Two boys curled up in a blanket fort on a rainy day, flashlight flickering between them. Sharing gummy bears by color and arguing about who got the yellow ones.
Jason wasn’t there yet. But he was getting there. He was circling the edges. Brushing up against it.
And that mattered.
That meant something.
Somewhere even deeper, Jason’s question tugged loose something old in Bruce.
He had never had siblings. No older brother to follow. No little sister to protect. No chaotic mess of childhood rivalries to sort through and laugh about years later.
But he had imagined it.
In the dark corners of the manor, when the silence pressed too close and grief echoed in every hallway, he had thought about how that would feel. Someone to share the vast, echoing space with. Someone who understood it because they’d lived it beside you.
The idea that some things, some feelings, were so rare, so rooted in the sweetness of childhood or trust or memory, that you couldn’t give them away to just anyone. That kind of bond, that kind of love. It had to grow wild. Messy. Honest.
The smell of childhood. Inside jokes born from spilled cereal or crayon wars at the kitchen table. The bitter negotiations of who‘d be the lucky one to select the movie on movie night.
Bruce was no fool. It wouldn’t always be peaceful.
There would be shouting. Tears. Doors slammed harder than necessary.
Tim had once declared Dick the “literal worst” and then curled up beside him to watch cartoons not even twenty minutes later.
So yes - even though it wouldn’t all be puppies and rainbows, wouldn’t always be easy or sweet or free of slammed doors and bruised feelings - it would be theirs . An unspoken promise not in blood, but in time and presence and stubborn love. They were stuck with each other. And somehow, that made everything feel safer.
And one day, it might be the kind of love you couldn’t replicate with anyone else. Not with new friends, or distant relatives. Not with someone who didn’t remember your voice before it deepened. Not with coworkers or cousins or kind people who only knew the polished version of you. Not with someone who met you when your bones were already set.
It was the kind of bond that build by seeing each other through the ugly and the boring and the beautiful.
There was a kind of closeness born only in the overlap.
In shared mornings and toothbrushing wars.
In fighting who got to sit shotgun.
In screaming matches over whose turn it was to take out the trash, and who stole the last cookie and lied about it.
In falling asleep on long car rides with tangled laps.
In trading Halloween candy with military precision, but always slipping them your favorite piece when they had a bad day.
In knowing someone’s laughter so well you could hear the shift in it before they started crying.
It was the quiet pact of covering for each other when someone forgot their homework,
and the sacred understanding that secrets whispered under a bunk bed stayed there forever.
Because even if you didn’t come from the same blood, you had the same memories, same rituals, same invisible thread that whispered: homegrown.
Bruce looked down, saw Jason’s small form beside him. His shoulders were drawn up, chin tucked low like he was trying to disappear into the collar of his coat. Like he was already bracing for rejection.
But that kind of bond Bruce imagined -
it didn’t care what names were on your birth certificate. It didn’t care where you started.
He slowed and bent his head slightly, voice low and careful, as if saying it too fast might startle the question back into hiding.
“If you want to be,” Bruce said.
Jason glanced up. A flicker of disbelief danced behind his eyes—fleeting, sharp.
Like he almost didn’t trust what he’d heard.
Then slowly—almost imperceptibly—he gave a small nod.
Bruce returned it with one of his own.
“Then yes,” he said, the words steady and warm. “You already are.”
Jason looked up at him, eyes wide and uncertain. “Really?”
He imagined a memory that hadn’t happened yet.
Three boys, racing barefoot through the back garden. The grass soft and overgrown beneath their feet.
A toddler squealing in someone’s arms.
Laughter bubbling like spring water. The windows of the house thrown open.
The hum of something safe.
The smell of grass and lavender, soft and unremarkable, but unforgettable all the same. He would bottle that, if he could. Hand it back to them all.
He looked down at him again.
At his little chin and bitten nails and brave, nervous heart.
“Yes,” Bruce said, finally. “Really.”
He exhaled softly through his nose.
“Brothers fight. They annoy each other. But mostly? They learn how to show up for each other. That’s what matters.”
Jason looked down at his shoes. His mouth pressed into a tight line, as if he wasn’t sure if he could smile yet, or if it was too soon. But then he took a breath—one of those little breaths that Bruce came to regocognize.
“Okay,” Jason said.
And they started walking again. The mall buzzed around them: light and music and cinnamon sugar, stroller wheels and laughter and rustling bags.
A moment later, small fingers curled around his own. Bruce didn’t say anything. He only gave a gentle squeeze in return, steady and sure.
They kept walking, past the shining storefronts and the garlands that dipped overhead, past the scent of roasted almonds and peppermint cocoa.
***
The house was quiet in that particular way that made her body go still before her mind caught up—quiet enough to hear the faint hum of the refrigerator and the soft ticking of the clock in the hall.
Tim and Dick were at school. Alfred was out picking up groceries, a scarf tucked around his neck like a badge of defiance against the cold. And Bruce had taken Jason to the city, after explaining it to her quietly in the kitchen that morning—half apologetic for spoiling the surprise, half determined not to let her wonder.
“I want to take him out to the mall,” Bruce had said gently, “just the two of us.“
Her hands had tightened around her mug without thinking. Her mind went instantly to the only other times Jason had been taken from her side—those rare, unpredictable days when Willis had decided to bring him along to a buddy’s garage.
Those days had never been gentle. They’d start with that bark of his— Get his shoes. We’re going out. No explanation. No time to reassure Jason, who would stiffen at his father’s voice and dart a glance at her like a cornered pup. She’d kneel, pushing his hoody over his head and binding his laces with fingers that shook a little, whispering for him to be good, to stay close, to do what his Alpha Father said.
Willis wasn’t the kind of Alpha who thought of pups as something fragile. He didn’t hit Jason often, never as much as he hit her, but when he did, it was quick, hot, and left Jason quiet for the rest of the day. A slap across the back of the head. A shove toward the car if he didn’t move fast enough. A spanking or a slap to the face whenever Willis didn‘t feel respected enough.
And even when the blows didn’t come, there was the neglect. Hours in some greasy garage while Willis drank and laughed with his buddies, Jason left to wander at the edges, small hands shoved in his pockets, eyes down, the smell of oil and stale beer heavy in the air. She’d spend those hours at home pacing the cramped apartment, imagining him getting lost. Getting hurt. Imagining him needing her and knowing she wasn’t there to protect him.
She’d nodded too quickly, almost on instinct, before her mind caught up to the fact that he’d been telling her why . And that he hadn’t needed to.
Cathrine didn’t need the surprise. Not if it meant she didn’t have to twist herself into a knot all afternoon wondering where her boy was, and why Bruce had taken him away, and if he’d ever bring him back.
Bruce had spoiled it on purpose. “I don’t want you to worry,” he’d told her, as if her peace mattered more than keeping the beautiful secret.
She trusted Bruce. She really did. More than she had ever trusted any Alpha. But still: it was easier when he told her exactly where her child was, and why.
Still, the thought edged in: what if she had told him no? Would Bruce have accepted it? She thought maybe he would have. She wanted to believe it. But the idea was so foreign it almost scared her, even as it warmed something deep inside.
The late morning light settling on the sheets in wide golden strokes. Damian blinked up at her from the cradle of her arms, his eyes glassy with sleep and milk.
She felt a little guilty, in a way that had nothing to do with logic. Bruce hadn’t forbidden it. He hadn’t even hinted that she shouldn’t. But the guilt bloomed anyway, soft and familiar, curling around her shoulders like an old shawl.
It was because this part, this wanting, this reaching - it still felt new.
Because she wanted him . This little pup with his furrowed brow and his fussy snuffles and the way he felt all sun-warmed in her arms.
She had waited until the house was quiet, until all eyes were elsewhere. She had dressed Damian in his softest pajama onsie, the yellow one with the tiny giraffes. Tucked him into his sleep sack, made sure the bottle was the perfect temperature, then carried him with both arms as though he might vanish if she didn’t hold him just so.
And now she lay curled on her side, in her bed, with him tucked in the crook of her arm.
His lashes fluttered with dreams. A faint hiccup rippled through his chest. One small fist rested against her collarbone, warm and insistent.
Catherine exhaled slowly, her cheek against the crown of his head. He smelled like warmth and sweetness.
She hadn’t asked Bruce if it was okay to do this. Hadn’t asked if she was allowed to nap with his child in her bed, like this, with the curtains half-drawn and the world held gently at bay.
Willis would never have tolerated this.
With Jason, even in those earliest days when he was so impossibly small abd she still bled after birthing him, she had been made to put him down, no matter how he whimpered. Omegas don’t get to lie around all day. He’d spit the words like they were some law carved into stone.
If she lingered too long with her baby in her arms, Willis’s voice would cut through the room, sharp, mocking: What are you, a wet nurse? Get up. Dishes are still in the sink.
And if she didn’t move fast enough, if the shift from love to obedience wasn’t immediate, there’d be the rough jerk of a hand clamping around her arm. His grip always bruised, and he never cared if Jason’s head lolled or his tiny body jolted.
If she protested - if she even looked like she might - his gaze would pin her like a nail, cold and flat, and his voice would drop to that low, dangerous tone: Keep pushing, and I’ll make sure you’re too busy to pick him up again at all.
It wasn’t just about stopping her from resting. It was about making sure she never forgot: her time, her body, her comfort, even her own child, that she birthed without him, weren’t hers. They belonged to him.
Catherine’s chest tightened just a little.
But Bruce wasn’t Willis. And this house didn’t work like that.
She swallowed and shifted her palm over Damian’s small back, feeling the steady rhythm of his breathing, slow and deep against her ribs.
She didn’t want to be useful right now. She didn’t want to earn her keep or justify her place or worry whether someone would walk in and ask her what she thought she was doing.
She just wanted to hold him.
He murmured softly in his sleep and nestled closer, the tiniest sigh leaving his lips. Catherine closed her eyes, pressing her nose to the downy patch of his hair, scenting him without even meaning to.
It was instinct. Old, bone-deep, Omega instinct. Her body recognized it before her thoughts could catch up.
And she didn’t pull away.
She breathed him in.
She didn’t know what Bruce would think, coming home to find her curled up with his youngest, wrapped around him like he was hers. Maybe he wouldn’t mind. Maybe he’d be pleased. Or maybe he’d smile with that soft, quiet way of his, like he knew more than he let on and had just been waiting for her to catch up.
But still, her muscles stayed slightly tense, just in case. Ready to straighten. To apologize. To give him back.
Except… Damian didn’t feel borrowed. Not now.
He felt warm and solid and safe. Like something that had been placed in her arms not just by accident, but by design.
So she stayed like that, curled around him in the quiet, while outside, the winter sun shifted behind a cloud and for just a little while, she let herself pretend that this w as exactly where she belonged.
Notes:
Just a short note today, life is still good but still stressy. But the weekend was sunny and I concentrated compleatly on my kids. I‘m spend but my heart feels very full 🥰
We had a rainy summer until now but the next days it‘s supposed to be nice ☺️ We‘ll have lot‘s of time to play outside after work and daycare ☀️ and maybe my little one will take the initiative and discover walking soon - we are waiting for it every day basically, because she is already climbing rungs like a pro 😂
That being said, I hope you enjoyed the chapter and I can‘t wait to read all your lovely comments 🥰
Chapter 53
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The table was one of those tucked-off ones at the edge of the food court, between the smell of frying onions and the sweet cloud of cinnamon sugar from a pretzel stand. The overhead lights reflected off the polished tiles, fractured by passing feet, while above them the mall had gone full holiday assault: gold garlands looped between skylights, glittering baubles dangling like oversized ornaments in a dollhouse ceiling. Speakers murmured jazzy carols overhead, occasionally drowned out by the hollow clatter of trays being stacked at the dish return or kids running past with candy canes clenched in little hands.
Jason sat forward in his chair, legs swinging under the table, carefully unwrapping the paper sleeve from his sandwich as though it were a present in itself. His little pile of shopping bags rested by his feet, and every so often he’d glance down at them, checking, almost, like he needed to make sure the treasures inside were still real.
They’d done well. Damian’s toy cars were packed in a blister pack shaped like a garage. The colors bright enough to hurt the eye: firetruck red, taxi yellow, that strange lime green Bruce suspected Damian would gnaw on the first chance he got.
Tim’s dinosaur book had pages that folded out into enormous, roaring illustrations, which Jason had flipped through three separate times in the store, grinning as if committing them to memory. Dick’s Harry Potter mug had a golden snitch for a handle. Alfred’s teapot, well, that had been Jason’s crowning find, spotted on a high shelf in the kitchen store: absurdly British, with a squat belly and a pattern of marching guardsmen in little red coats. It was absurd, and perfect.
And then there was the wrapping paper. Jason had stopped dead in front of the shop window, face lighting up in that unguarded way that still caught Bruce off guard. Rolls upon rolls, some striped, some dotted, one patterned with tiny penguins in scarves. Jason had chosen the penguins without hesitation, plus a ribbon that curled when you pulled it, plus little stick-on bows. Bruce had kept his mouth shut about the drawer at home already stuffed with paper and ribbons. Some things didn’t need to be practical.
Now, Jason took a careful bite of his sandwich, chewing slow, his eyes fixed on the donut in its waxed paper bag like it was a secret prize.
Across from him, Bruce leaned back slightly, letting the noise of the food court fade into the background hum. It was good to see the boy at ease. There was a softness to his shoulders now, a looseness in the way he swung his little legs. Bruce, taking a forkful of his own salad, allowed himself the quiet satisfaction of watching Jason enjoy his lunch.
Jason had just finished chewing another slow bite when the light dimmed across the table.
Not the gentle drift of a passerby’s shadow, this was sharper, deliberate.
Bruce’s eyes lifted first.
She stood with her weight slightly forward on the balls of her feet, as if ready to spring into motion. The kind of stance that came from habit, not accident. Mid-twenties, maybe, long red hair pulled back in a way that looked effortless but wasn’t. Her coat was city-smart and expensive enough to make a statement without screaming for attention, but her gaze… her gaze was all sharp angles and fast calculations, the sort of look that swept a room and stripped it bare in a single pass.
“I thought that was you,” she said, almost conversational. “Bruce Wayne. In the wild. Food court chic.”
Her voice had that bright, cutting edge of someone who could host a panel discussion one minute and dismantle a city councilman the next. Not loud, but pitched so the people at the next table could probably hear every word if they tried.
Jason stalled mid‑motion, sandwich hovering over its wrapper. His eyes flicked to her, then snapped back to Bruce, searching for a cue. The wax paper made a small, papery crinkle under his fingers.
Bruce frowned, pulling threads of memory through a mental file he kept for faces that arrived with agendas. Society page? A boardroom briefing? Something from the foundation? For a beat he wondered if she’d brushed paths with Talia’s world - fashion dinners, charity runways - but the posture said newsroom, not runway. He opted for formal.
“I don’t believe we’ve met,” he said. “You are?”
“Vicki Vale,” she supplied, sliding into the empty chair across from Jason without being asked. The movement was smooth, confident, like she was claiming a seat at a meeting that was already hers. “Reporter for the Gazette . I cover politics and human rights.”
Jason’s grip tightened; the sandwich sagged toward its paper sleeve, and his sneaker nudged one of the shopping bags closer to his ankle like he could keep the treasures safer that way.
“So,” Vicki said, turning her attention to him fully, “you’re Jason, right?”
Jason gave the smallest nod, eyes darting to Bruce, seeking quiet permission.
“Where’s your mom today?” she asked.
Bruce’s gaze narrowed. A flicker of memory surfaced. He had met her before. Months ago, at a Wayne Enterprises panel on environmental policy. She’d been the youngest person in the room who’d dared to argue with him outright, armed with sharp statistics and faster comebacks. He’d found her idealistic, maybe a little exhausting, but far from malicious. The type of young professional he didn’t mind seeing in Gotham, someone who believed the world could change if they pushed hard enough.
But the look in her eyes now wasn’t the same. The warmth was gone, replaced by a kind of sharpened righteousness, the kind that didn’t wait to hear the answer before deciding what it meant.
Jason shifted in his seat. “She’s at home, Alpha Vale, he murmured, all politely.
“Do you get to see her much?” Vicki asked, her voice lowering into something meant to sound gentle but landing more like a wrecking ball. “Does she get enough to eat?”
Bruce’s head turned toward her fully. “Ms. Vale ” he began, keeping his voice courteous, measured.
But she talked right over him, gaze still fixed on Jason. “Because I’m looking at you,” she continued, gesturing lightly toward him as if she were pointing out a medical chart, “and you’re underweight for your age. That’s not conjecture, that’s basic health data. Height-to-weight ratios. Anyone could see it.”
Jason’s shoulders hunched almost imperceptibly. His sandwich sagged in his hand.
“That’s enough,” Bruce said, still in the polite register, but firmer now.
She didn’t look at him. “You’re unclaimed, aren’t you?” she asked Jason, her tone turning conspiratorial - as though she were about to let him in on a secret. “Do you even know what that means? Because I do. I’ve been to those rehab centers. I’ve read the intake reports. I know exactly where he got you and your mother.”
Jason’s gaze dropped to the tabletop. His knuckles whitened against the sandwich wrapper.
Bruce leaned forward slightly. “You will not speak to him like that,” he said, the edge in his tone now clear.
Vicki’s eyes finally met his, bright and unflinching. “Then tell me I’m wrong. You purchased an unclaimed Omega and her child from a rehabilitation center. Until you emancipate her, she is legally your property. Do you want to explain that to the nice people eating their lunch, or should I?”
A man at the next table glanced over, half-curious. Jason flinched at the word property.
But Vicki Vale wasn’t finished. "And he‘s got that same black hair, same blue eyes, same complexion as your other kids” she flicked her gaze back to Bruce “you like to keep a certain… type around, Mr. Wayne?”
Jason’s sneaker stopped moving. His mouth stayed closed. Bruce‘s gaze narrowed.
“Funny thing,” Vicki said, finally leaning back but not giving ground. “About a third of Gotham thinks you’re a pedophile. Another third says you make your money through the Omega slave trade or some other shady channels. And the last half” she smiled without warmth, “they whisper that you’re secretly part of some far-left underground movement trying to liberate Omegas, hiding them in plain sight.”
Jason blinked, confused by the math but too tense to question it.
Vicki tilted her head, gaze still locked on Bruce. “So… which is it, Mr. Wayne?”
"If you want to imply something, Ms. Vale, do it in print where you can be held accountable for it.”
“Oh, don’t worry, I’m perfectly willing to put things in print,” Vicki said, her tone sharpened to a fine edge. “But the thing about facts, Mr. Wayne, is that they tend to look very different depending on who’s holding them. I’ve read Catherine’s file. I’ve read Jason’s. I’ve read about the exact center you took them from: rats in the hallways, understaffed medical, twenty Omegas and twice as many pups to a dormitory with way to many beds and toilets, half of them with untreated injuries. That’s where you bought them.”
Jason flinched at the word, his sneaker drawing back under his chair.
“You’re out of line,” Bruce said evenly, but his voice had lost the earlier softness.
Vicki ignored it. She leaned forward again, eyes glinting. “So I see you here, in the middle of the mall, with one of them - unclaimed, underweight, clearly dependent on you - and you expect me not to ask questions?”
“Questions are one thing,” Bruce said, his tone low and controlled. “Cross-examining a child in a public food court is another.”
Jason’s hands had tightened on his sandwich again, his eyes glued to the table.
“Alright,” Vicki said, sitting back slightly but still watching him like she was taking mental notes. “Then I’ll ask you. How about an interview with Catherine? I tried, you know. The moment I heard you’d purchased an Omega, I went through proper channels. Sent requests to your head of marketing, your personal assistant. Funny thing: never got an answer.”
Bruce’s expression stayed unreadable. “Why exactly would I invite a reporter into my home to interview someone in my care?”
“Because it’s her story,” Vicki shot back, quick as a strike. “And if you’re half the human rights advocate that last ‘third’ of Gotham likes to imagine, you’d believe she has the right to tell it herself. Not filtered through your PR team. Not ‘presented’ by you. Her. ”
“Catherine’s well-being isn’t a game for you to score political points,” Bruce said.
“And yet you think you can decide for her what is and isn’t in her best interest?” Vicki’s voice rose slightly, drawing the curious glance of a couple at a nearby table. “If she’s happy, then this is your chance to prove it. If she’s not, then the public deserves to know. Either way, letting her speak clears the air. It kills the rumors, at least the ones worth killing. Unless you like people thinking you’re a trafficker or a predator.”
Bruce’s eyes had gone cold, but Vicki met them without flinching.
He held her gaze for a long moment before saying, “I’ll ask Catherine if she’s willing.”
Vicki smiled faintly, leaning forward again. “No. You invite me. Let me ask her. Directly. Without you standing there to make her wonder what answer you want her to give.”
Bruce’s voice came down like a weight. “You’re assuming Catherine is afraid of me.”
“I’m assuming Catherine is an Omega in a world that teaches them to be afraid of Alphas,” Vicki said, her words clean and deliberate. “If she’s as free as you say, then she can handle a simple yes or no without you filtering it. Can’t she?”
The tension between them held, heavy as steel wire. Jason was completely still, barely breathing, his eyes flicking between them like he couldn’t tell if he was watching a fight or a negotiation.
Before Bruce could respond, a small voice cut in.
“Bruce’s nice.”
Both adults looked down at Jason.
Vicki’s brows lifted slightly, but her mouth stayed flat. “Is he?”
Jason was sitting forward in his chair now, small fists still curled around the crumpled sandwich wrapper. His cheeks were a little pink, but his eyes - those bright, stormy-blue eyes were steady. Brucr knew that look already - caught between fear and the need to say something anyway.
“He gets me new clothes,” Jason said. “Really warm ones, and with cool stuff on ‘em, like Paw Patrol and dinosaurs!”
Bruce felt the smallest ache in his chest. He’d picked those things with Jason because a boy deserved to have clothes he liked, because it had been easy to do. And it had been so nesessary. The clothes Jason and Catherine had arrived in—thin cotton, frayed hems, stains that no amount of washing would erase—had been so clearly never meant for an east cost winter. They hadn’t even had a second set. No pajamas. Nothing warm enough to take the bite out of the frost.
“And toys,” Jason went on, his voice picking up speed. “Like… so many toys!“ His hands came up in a small, helpless gesture, as if he still couldn’t believe they were real and his.
Maybe Bruce had set out to spoil him in those days before Christmas—books with bright pages, that pelegrine falcon, two LEGO sets, a pile of plush animals. But it hadn’t taken long to see the overwhelm creep in, that wide-eyed uncertainty of someone unused to having things. But Bruce had been driven by the ugly knowledge that before the manor, Jason had owned exactly one chipped toy car and an old plush animal with most of its fur worn away.
Jason’s eyes lit a little. “Me and Mama have our own room. We only share ‘cause we want to. It’s big - bigger than any place we ever slept - and it’s got lots of blankets and pillows. And it‘s warm but we can open the window whenever we want to and my Mama liked the fresh air that comes in. It smells …nothing like Gotham!“
Bruce’s jaw eased a fraction. Hearing Jason describe how the manor became a safe place for him and his mother healed wounds Bruce didn‘t even knew he had.
Jason didn’t know Bruce cracked the hall window before breakfast when the frost was light, just so the air in the family wing would smell clean.
“And I get to eat until I’m full. Every time. Even seconds if I want. And I get to have cookies and sweets. I never got to before.“
Jason didn’t know that Alfred had begun preparing more food, not out of necessity—the manor’s storerooms had always been stocked with enough produce, snacks, and provisions to feed a small army—but so that Catherine and Jason would never again feel the scarcity that had haunted them. Bruce understood, in a way that made his chest tighten, that it wasn’t just about having enough—it was about perception, about trust, about the quiet reassurance that they would never be left wanting.
It wasn’t entirely logical. After all, the manor had always been brimming with food. But Catherine and Jason needed to see it, to know that there was enough for everyone around the table, that no one would ever be left out. And Bruce wanted them to have choice. What if Alfred cooked lamb, or cabbage, or fish, and Catherine or Jason didn’t like it? They should be able to eat until they were full, without worry that their preferences—or small refusals—would mean going hungry.
Their fridge now overflowed with leftovers, carefully managed so Alfred could send extras to Harvey or Rachel, both to prevent waste and to share abundance with those he cared about. Bruce hadn’t heard any complaints from his friends.
“He never slaps me, never screams at me.” Jason’s brows pinched, like he was trying to make Vicki understand. “Not even when I spill stuff.”
Bruce remembered the first time—barely a splash of juice on the tablecloth. Jason had gone still, spoon in midair, his shoulders curling inward as though waiting for a blow. Bruce had simply handed him a napkin. The boy had stared at it like it was some kind of trap.
He’d been slow to take it, hands careful, eyes still wary. That small, fragile pause had lodged itself in Bruce’s memory like a shard.
Jason leaned forward now, almost touching his little cup if apple juice with his elbow. Bruce pushed it aside a bit, not willing to test Jasons trust over a spilled drink in the middle of the food court. “He takes me outside. All the time. We went to an indoor playground with everyone, and I could climb and run and no one got mad. And” Jason’s eyes went wide in a burst of pure excitement and his voice sounded almost conspirational now. “I’m gonna go to school soon! Real school. With books and everything.”
Vicki’s expression shifted, not softened, but sharpened—her reporter’s gaze flicking between Jason and Bruce like she was taking inventory. “You know those are all basic necessities, right? Warm clothes, food, safety, a bed… they’re not luxuries, Mr. Wayne. That’s the bare minimum for a child. And the fact that it sounds like a miracle to him?” She tipped her chin slightly toward Jason. “That’s the real story here. And it says more about where he came from—and the system you bought him out of—than it does about your generosity.”
Bruce’s fingers tightened on the edge of the table, the subtle shift of tendons in his hand belying the evenness of his tone. “I’m aware of the bar, Ms. Vale. I’m trying to raise it.”
Vicki’s eyes flicked to Jason for a brief moment, then back to Bruce, sharper than before. “Trying isn’t enough, Mr. Wayne. Everyone notices what you do, or don’t do. You think keeping Jason and Catherine safe behind these walls is raising the bar?” She let a pause hang, heavy with accusation.
She let the words settle, like a stone sinking into still water, the silence after carrying more sting than the jab itself.
Bruce’s throat tightened before he could stop it, an instinctive reaction he masked with the smallest inhale. “I’m keeping them safe.”
The faintest flicker of something—not quite sympathy, not quite softness—crossed Vicki’s face, but her gaze remained unyielding. “You can keep them safe, and you should. But don’t pretend it ends with this. If you turn me down for the interview, you are not doing it to keep them safe, you are saying no because it‘s easy.“
Bruce’s reply was immediate, his tone steady but edged. “It’s not about what’s easy. I won’t turn Catherine and Jason into spectacles for public consumption. They’ve gone through enough for a lifetime.“
Vicki says: „It doesn’t fix a broken system. It doesn’t raise a bar for anyone else. It just lets you sleep at night thinking you’ve done enough.”
Bruce’s jaw tightened. “By far not every Omega is in Catherine’s position. There are plenty who are safe, who are thriving. Look around you, they are here, Ms. Vale, walking freely, shopping, laughing. Some have probably been emancipated for years. Society is changing. The ones kept like Cathrine are fewer every year.”
Vicki’s eyes sharpened. “And that’s exactly why now matters. Change doesn’t happen by accident, and it doesn’t finish itself. The ones still living like Catherine used to? They’re invisible. People pretend they don’t exist. You of all people could make them impossible to ignore. That’s not spectacle, Mr. Wayne—that’s pressure.”
Bruce’s fingers flexed against the table. He wanted to argue, to retreat into the safety of the bubble he’d built around Catherine and Jason, to believe that protection alone was enough. But he knew she was right. Keeping Catherine and Jason safe was just the beginning. He‘d knew since Harvey showed him their picture, knowns since the first time he looked into the kids stormy blue eyes.
Vicki leaned forward slightly, her voice lowering, cutting through the air with a mixture of challenge and insistence. “You could show the world how it’s done. Let people see that a child doesn’t have to go hungry, that an Omega doesn’t have to live in fear, in abuse, in someone’s bed without consent. That a mother doesn’t have to exist under constant threat of having her child taken away after presentation. You could make it public, Mr. Wayne. Make Gotham watch you set the standard.“
Bruce’s gaze flicked briefly to Jason—head ducked over the cardboard cup in front of him. Bruce caught the tiny tilt of his head, the way his fingers stilled on the cup’s edge. Jason wasn’t zoning out. Jason had that alert stillness, the kind that came from years of needing to hear trouble before it found him. Every word, every tone in the conversation, was going into that sharp little mind.
He was a clever kid. Perceptive in ways most adults never got to be—mostly because they’d never had to.
Which made Bruce all the more aware of the conversation’s edges, of what the boy might be hearing—and what it might confirm about the world he knew.
When Bruce looked back to Vicki, she was still watching him with that sharp, unyielding focus, her expression more scalpel than smile. She wasn’t offering praise. She wasn’t sugarcoating. She was calling him out, daring him to use his name, his wealth, his power—not as a shield, but as a hammer to force the system to notice.
And damn her, she was right.
Bruce reached into his jacket and drew out a card. Understated. Heavy stock. Ink that caught the light in muted silver. He didn’t give it out often, and never to people who irritated him this much. He slid it across the table. “Be at the manor tomorrow morning. Nine sharp. You’re late, I cut the intercom.”
Vicki’s brows lifted, but not in surprise—more in satisfaction, like she’d just shifted the board in her favour. She picked up the card without glancing at it, tucking it into her coat, like a prize she’d already earned.
“Oh, I’ll be there,” she said, her tone light but edged. “And you’ll find I’m the sharpest person you’ve ever met, Mr. Wayne.”
He’d met boardroom sharks who could dismantle a corporation over a single lunch, watching them gut rivals with a smile and a handshake. He’d watched lawyers twist a courtroom into knots so tight the truth couldn’t breathe. If Vicki Vale wanted to measure herself against that list, she was welcome to try.
Jason’s eyes lifted just enough for Bruce to catch the glint of interest there, quick and thoughtful. Jason wasn’t nosy for the sake of it. He paid attention because the world was interesting, because he was smart enough to see patterns, because he had the nerve to look at something that didn’t quite fit and think, I want to know why. It was… sweet, in its way. And brave. Bruce huffed a little laugh. What a hell of a ride they had before them.
Vicki rose, the scrape of her chair slicing through the low hum of fryer hiss, clattering trays, and a dozen overlapping conversations. She walked away without a backward glance.
Bruce leaned back, exhaling through his nose. He still didn’t like giving Vicki the win. But maybe, he thought, looking back to Jason, this wasn’t about her winning.
***
The manor kitchen smelled faintly of herbs and roasting meat, a warm, domestic calm that Cathrinen had grown to love.
Catherine was at the kitchen island, Damian snug in the baby carrier against her chest. His tiny head rested against her collarbone, eyes blinking sleepily as she peeled carrots, her fingers careful, methodical, tracing smooth curves beneath the skin.
Across from her, Tim sat at the counter, legs swinging idly beneath his stool, a carrot stick jutting from his mouth as he hunched over his workbook. His brows pinched in concentration, lips moving slightly as he sounded out a word on the page. Beside him, Dick leaned over his math problems, pencil tapping against the paper between quick bursts of writing. His leg bounced under the counter, jittery with the contained energy of someone who would rather be moving. Catherine smiled faintly—maybe, if they finished their homework in good time, she could take them out into the gardens. The thought of fresh air tugged at her like a promise.
Alfred moved in the background with his usual quiet precision, the scent of sautéing onions rising as he tipped them into a pan. “Miss Catherine, would you pass me that bowl?” he asked, his voice calm, smooth as the chop of his knife.
She slid the bowl toward him, careful not to jostle Damian, who stirred faintly at the shift in her balance. Catherine’s palm went automatically to his back, a gentle pressure that seemed to settle him again. His tiny hands pressed against her chest in a blind, seeking motion.
The faint, familiar click of the front door latch carried into the kitchen. Damian’s head lifted slightly, as though the sound belonged to him. Catherine’s voice softened without thought, a tender murmur meant for his ears alone. “Is your dad coming home, sweetheart?”
The sound of quick, eager footsteps filled the hall, building into the kitchen. Jason’s voice arrived a heartbeat before he did, bright and unrestrained: “Mom!”
Jason burst into the room, all momentum and certainty, arms already outstretched as though nothing could come between him and her. Catherine bent instinctively, angling her hip so Damian wouldn’t be jostled in the sling, but Jason could still wrap himself around her side. His hug was tight, urgent, as if he hadn‘t seen her for ages.
“Hey, sweet pup,” she murmured, the endearment soft as breath. One hand slid into his hair, smoothing it down, while the other pressed steady and protective against Damian’s small body. She could feel the quick beat of Jasons breath against her side, the way his excitement hummed through him like static.
“I missed you so much!” he blurted, the words tumbling out in one breath, as if the hours since breakfast had been too long to bear.
Dick glanced over from the counter, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Looks like someone had a good day.”
Jason turned just enough to shoot Dick a grin, wide and unfiltered. And then, as quickly as it came, his focus shifted again—his gaze landing on the infant snugged against Catherine’s chest.
“Hi, baby Damian,” he said, his voice dropping into that instinctive, sing-song tone kids used with the very small. He leaned in, his hair brushing Catherine’s arm, and wiggled two fingers just under Damian’s chin, earning a soft blink and a sleepy, open-mouthed smile from the infant. Jason’s answering grin bloomed like sunlight, pure and unguarded.
The moment seeped into Catherine’s chest, warm and steady. Jason’s easy affection for Damian, Damian’s weight nestled in the sling, the quiet company of the other boys, the steady rhythm of Alfred moving through the kitchen. The oven ticked softly as the roast shifted in its heat. Somewhere outside, a wind moved through the trees, unseen but present.
And just as Bruce’s figure filled the kitchen doorway, the moment didn’t scatter—it deepened. Catherine felt it draw in around her, pulling tighter, binding her in ways she had not thought possible. For the first time in as long as she could remember, she felt not only safe, but whole. Complete in a way she had once believed she was too broken to ever feel again.
Notes:
A slightly shorter chapter but for me the perfect ending for this chapter 🥰
If there wasn‘t some unfinished business it would have even been a good end scene for the whole fic 😅——
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Chapter 54
Notes:
I think you might have waited long for this, the slow burn in this fic is real guys but I hope you‘ll enjoy this one 🥰
Chapter Text
The garden smelled faintly of frost, that clean, sharp scent that made every breath feel like it scraped fresh through the lungs. The manor grounds stretched out in muted colors—bare trees etched dark against a paling sky, the grass frosted silver where the sun no longer reached.
The boys’ laughter carried across the crisp air. Tim and Jason were racing each other up the ladder of the small wooden fort, their gloves flashing as they scrambled higher, Dick calling encouragement from the ground while pretending he wasn’t waiting to outdo them both. Their breath puffed in little clouds, each shout and laugh breaking the winter quiet.
Catherine sat with her hands folded on her lap, shoulder brushing the solid warmth of Bruce’s arm where they shared the garden bench. Damian slept in the pram before them, bundled so thickly that only a pink nose and the faintest wisp of dark hair peeked out. Every so often, the pram rocked faintly when he stirred, soothed by the weight of blankets and the rhythm of the cold air.
She drew her scarf tighter, though the chill wasn’t what made her uneasy. Bruce’s voice, low and steady beside her, had a way of carrying through her—like the deep notes of a bell, impossible to ignore.
“I met someone today in the mall” he said, eyes following the boys, though his attention was fixed on her. “A reporter I know. From the Gazette. ”
The name meant nothing to her, though the weight he gave it suggested it should. Catherine nodded carefully, waiting.
“They want to do a piece,” he went on, tone even, though deliberate. “On omegas. On what you’ve been through—the rehabilitation center, the way the system fails omegas and their pups. They’d want to speak with you directly. About your experience.”
Her fingers tightened over the fabric of her gloves. She glanced down, watching frost cling to the hem of her boots where they brushed the grass. The ground looked brittle, breakable, like one wrong step would shatter it into shards. She felt the same: fragile, not built for this kind of thing.
The thought of speaking to a reporter, someone from the outside world, someone with questions and expectations, loomed sharp and terrifying. It wasn’t what she was made for, she told herself. Omegas like her didn’t sit down with newspapers, didn’t speak for anyone but their alphas. Still, the words lodged in her throat. She couldn’t look at Bruce and say no . Not after everything he had done for her.
Bruce went on, his tone even but carrying that gravity she’d come to recognize. “You lived it. You know better than anyone what those places do to people. How dangerous they are for children. If you shared even part of that…” He paused, exhaling, his breath visible in the fading light. “It could matter. It could change things.”
Bruce’s words had barely left the air before the images crowded in, fast and jagged. Catherine’s chest tightened. The rehabilitation center. The stink of bleach that never masked the mildew. The way the walls wept in the winter cold, damp streaks that turned to ice on the inside of the glass. She thought of the other omegas in the center, the ones who hadn’t left with a powerful Alpha’s protection, the ones whose pups cried through the night with no one listening. Her own fear pressed against that memory like a hand on her throat. Jasons little body curled into hers for warmth, teeth chattering, while she whispered stories with a dry tongue to distract him from that place.
Distract him from the pup down the hall who had cried for days until his voice gave out, the sound going raw, then ragged, then silent. His mother hadn’t had the strength to rise from her cot anymore; her eyes had looked like broken glass, dulled of everything but despair.
Cathrines stomach turned hard at the thought of a reporter sitting across from her, asking her to speak . To unearth those rooms, those nights, and let the world look at her shame. What if she stammered? What if her words twisted, made her sound ungrateful or bitter? What if she said the wrong thing and it hurt Bruce, embarrassed him, made him regret bringing her and Jason into his home?
But just then Bruce shifted slightly, his shoulder brushing hers - a small, deliberate grounding. “But, Catherine,” he said, softer now, “you don’t have to do this. Not if you don’t want to. This is not an order. Not an obligation. If the thought of it makes you uncomfortable, that’s enough reason to say no.”
Her head snapped up at that, startled. It was almost a flinch, her eyes wide as if she’d misheard. He said it was important but still he was giving her a choice?
“But…” Her voice broke, unsteady. “What if I say the wrong thing?” The words tumbled out before she could bite them back, raw and exposed, heavy with the raw panic of a lifetime of punishment for errors.
He didn’t grip, didn’t hold her down, just a feather-light contact, the kind that could be withdrawn if she pulled away. His voice came low, steady, as if he’d measured it to counter the sharp edges of her fear.
“Nothing you say will ever be wrong if it’s the truth,” he said, letting each word land slowly. “Don‘t soften the truth it for the publics comfort. You owe them nothing.“ He let that settle, then added, softer now, „But… what you can do is show them what it was really like. Not what people want to hear, not what they think is bearable, but the truth of the suffering. That is what needs to be said.“
Her throat worked around a lump that wouldn’t ease. After a long silence, her voice came again, small and hesitant. “Would anyone even care? What I say?” Her gaze dropped, shame tugging her chin down. “I’m only an Omega. Who would listen?”
„You are extraordinary, Cathrine. You protected Jason long enough for me to find you. You saved him, even in the worst place imaginable. And now, because of you, he has the chance to be loud. To be safe. That’s what your voice can do.” He paused, his tone gentling. “Not just for him, but for others. If you choose to use it.”
Her fear still coiled tight, whispering she‘d ruin it, she’d shame him, she‘d fail, but beneath it something something else stirred. The thought that for once, her voice might not only be allowed but needed. That maybe, instead of silence, she could offer something that mattered.
Jason’s laugh rang out across the garden, bright and sharp in the cold air as he shoved himself down the slide, Tim squealing after him. The sound struck her chest with aching clarity.
She remembered Jason, hollow-eyed, whimpering against her shoulder in the center because crying too loudly meant being punished. She remembered pressing her hand over his mouth, begging him in frantic whispers to be quiet, to survive.
If speaking could mean fewer children living what Jason had lived, fewer mothers carrying what she carried… then perhaps it was worth the fear. She inhaled slowly, frost-laden air burning her lungs, and let it out again.
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Each boy had his own bedroom - bright spaces shaped carefully to reflect them - except for Jason. He still shared the large king-sized bed with Catherine, his small body pressed against hers at night, both of them too used to that closeness to let it go just yet. For Catherine, it wasn’t only Jason’s comfort that mattered; she drew safety from his nearness too. The thought of him one day moving into a room of his own felt strange, almost daunting, like letting go of something that had kept them both tethered through years of fear.
She knew Bruce would make the transition gentle. She could almost picture it already: Jason’s room as thoughtfully made as the others, with walls in the colors he loved, fun bedding that belonged to him alone, shelves and drawers filled with toys and books and clothes that no one would take away. A place of permanence. A place to belong. The thought filled her chest with a quiet, aching gratitude.
Still, it was a vision that struck her as almost unreal. She had been raised and fed on the belief that she and, after Willis death, Jason were lesser - that he would always stand beneath the shadow of other Alphas’ children, worth less, given less.
But here, under Bruce’s roof, things were different. She had seen it - how Bruce bent himself equally to each of the children, how he he claimed and planned to claim them all as his own, no distinction made between blood or bond. She was beginning to believe it now, tentatively, that Jason would not be treated as less. That he was, astonishingly, just as much a son. The thought of Jason belonging so fully, with a room that declared it, was foreign. But it was beautiful, too.
The evening had been gentle. Together she and Bruce had guided the children through the rhythms of bedtime. Dick had done nearly everything on his own - washing up, brushing his teeth, pulling his pajamas over his tall, awkward limbs.
Before slipping into his own room, he had still paused, hugging each of them with open arms. Catherine had startled the first few nights after their first hug a couple days ago, unsure what to do with the sudden, easy affection of an Alpha boy who was still, really, a child.
But tonight, as his arms wrapped around her, she didn’t flinch or freeze. She let herself hold him back, her heart full, the simple truth rising clear in her mind: she ws beginning to love him. Because no matter the titles, no matter the dynamics, that was all he was - just a child.
Tim and Jason had conspired for a sleepover tonight in Tim’s queen bed. The boys had announced it with matching grins, as though they’d invented the idea of sleeping side by side. Together, she and Bruce had helped them through the small rituals - teeth brushed, pajamas pulled on, blankets tucked in. Jason had beamed as if sharing a room with Tim made him larger than life. Catherine had lingered, smoothing Jason’s hair back, pressing a soft kiss to his head. Bruce had done the same for Tim.
Alfred appeared in the hall. He moved with the same calm certainty as always, his voice low as he informed them that Damian had already been settled in the nursery. The long afternoon of fresh air, a contact nap against Catherine’s chest, and hours of baby-wearing in the sling had left the infant softened and pliant, content enough for an easy nighttime routine. Catherine could almost see it: Alfred’s steady hands, the quiet efficiency with which he tucked the baby into his crib.
It left the house wrapped in a rare quiet, every child accounted for, breathing slow and even behind their doors. She and Bruce bid Alfred goodnight together, their words a quiet harmony in the hallway. And then they turned down the corridor, falling into step side by side. There was something in that - moving together after all the children had been seen to - that felt strangely like belonging. Like the rhythm of a family.
In Bruce’s room, he went to the en suite first.
The sound of water running, the muffled scrape of his toothbrush, and then he came out as he often did at night, recently, bare-chested, only soft cotton pants resting low on his hips. She had learned he preferred it that way, his body unguarded in the privacy of his own bed. The sight still made her chest flutter, though she tried not to let it show.
Her turn followed. She slipped into the en suite and washed her face, brushed her teeth, the simple rituals of care that once had been luxuries, now woven into something closer to routine. At last she pulled on the soft pajamas she’d begun keeping here, folded neatly in a drawer. A small thing, yet to her it meant something almost frightening: a piece of permanence, a place reserved for her, if she wanted it. There were many more of equally soft sleep clothes in the room she shared with Jason.
When she slipped back into Bruces room, she eased the door shut until it clicked softly into place. Aftershave lingered faintly, layered with clean soap, and underneath both something warmer, steady, uniquely him - wood and sugar. It made the room feel safe. He was already lying on his side, eyes half-lidded, his gaze following her with that calm, patient attentiveness she had come to crave.
“Come here,” he murmured, voice low, steady, safe. It wasn‘t an order but an invitation.
She crossed to him without hesitation, climbing into the bed. The sheets were cool at first, but the warmth of his body reached her immediately. She curled against his chest, her head finding its familiar place beneath his jaw, the steady thrum of his heartbeat filling her ear. His arm slipped over her and settled there, not tight, not restraining, but a gentle weight.
And for a moment, she let herself be held.
The warmth of his body made her want to melt into it, to disappear into that safety. His breathing was steady, unhurried, the kind of rhythm that invited hers to fall in line. And yet her mind kept circling - tomorrow loomed large - morning light bringing with it the weight of the reporter’s questions, the hungry attention of a world she’d been taught wouldn‘t care for her words.
Fear sat in her bones. She imagined how her voice might tremble and break. And still—she would do it. For Jason, for every child who hadn’t been given the safety her boy now had. Fear did not erase the fact that she wanted to try.
It reminded her, painfully, of something else. How much of her life had been marked by fear. With Willis, she had never been given a choice. He‘d taken everything from her.
He had treated her like a body to be used, an obligation to be filled, something beneath even the dignity of refusal.
Her role had been carved into her until she believed it herself: an Omega was meant to be used, expected to yield, expected to endure. She had learned to go still, to let him take, until there was nothing left.
Bruce had undone her, piece by piece, in ways she had never thought possible. He had touched her with patience, with care, with a kind of reverence that still felt foreign on her skin. He had put his mouth on her, made her come undone without demanding anything in return.
The memory of it was still enough to make her pulse stumble, her breath grow unsteady. She turned into him a little more, her hand slipping with quiet hesitation down the line of his torso. Her fingertips brushed soft against the warmth of his skin, then lower benearth the waistband of his pants, until her palm cupped his member. She felt him stir at the contact, the familiar, subtle shift of his body answering hers.
He let out a quiet exhale, a low sound deep in his chest, his hips tilting only slightly into her touch, and she knew he thought it was what she usually meant—the slow, soft petting she’d given him before, the safety of her hand.
“Alpha…” The word slipped out instinctively, soft and reverent, the way her submission always bled into her speech when she was this bare.
“I… I want…” She faltered, her fingers curling faintly against him as though words were too dangerous to hold. The old shame knotted in her stomach, the voice of her past whispering that she was not allowed to want. That she was made to give, not to ask.
She forced the breath out, quiet, pleading. “I want to try. To be with you. Properly.”
Her fingers flexed faintly against him, timid, searching—as if the motion itself might explain what her lips struggled to confess. Heat surged in her cheeks, shame and need and fear all colliding in a single fragile heartbeat.
She swallowed hard, then pushed the words out, softer still. “If you’ll have me.”
It was the same fragility she had carried all her life, but different now—because for once, she wasn’t offering herself out of fear of what would happen if she didn’t. She was offering because she wanted to overcome her own fear.
For a long moment, Bruce didn’t move. His chest rose and fell steadily beneath her cheek, though she could feel the tension in his muscles where her hand lay. She knew he had understood. He always understood.
Then his fingers found her chin, gentle but firm, guiding her to lift her face toward him. His eyes were open now, wide awake, dark and steady in the dim light filtering through the curtains.
“Catherine,” he said, her name spoken low, weighted, as if it mattered more than anything else. His thumb brushed across her jaw, a touch meant to steady, not to press.
Then his arm tightened around her, drawing her closer into the heat of his body. His lips brushed her temple, slow, reverent, like sealing a promise before any act was made.
“You give me this,” he murmured, voice low and deep, “and I’ll take care of you. Every moment. Every breath. I’ll keep you safe, Catherine.”
Her throat constricted, tears welling sharp and hot in her eyes at the words. Safe. In this. She had never been safe in this. Never once.
Her body curled closer, yielding entirely into the shelter of him. Her voice came out as a fragile plea. “Please, Alpha.“
Bruce’s hand slid slowly down her arm, settling over the trembling fingers she still had resting against him. He stilled her touch, not to deny her, but to anchor her. “We’ll go slow,” he told her, steady and unwavering, every syllable a promise. “As slow as you need. You tell me everything—what feels good, what doesn’t. You stop me if you want to stop, at any moment. Do you understand?”
Her breath caught, shaky. She nodded quickly, almost desperately. “Yes, Alpha. I—I understand.”
He shifted then, helping her undress before easing her onto her back against the cool sheets, his hand never leaving hers. His gaze caught hers in the dimness, holding her with an intensity that left no room for doubt—only for her. “Look at me,” he said softly. “Stay with me.”
Her pulse raced, fear and anticipation tangling until she could hardly separate them, but she obeyed, eyes wide and wet as she watched him. His touch was slow, grounding—sliding over the curve of her hip, the soft line of her thigh, pausing when her breath hitched too sharply.
“You’re safe,” he reminded her, again and again, with words, with the press of his mouth at her jaw, with the warm weight of his hand. And she believed him—fragile, trembling, but believing.
Bruce shifted over her, the solid weight of his body braced on his forearms so he wouldn’t crush her, his heat caging her in without pinning. She felt his length pressing against her, heavy, hot, and so much more than she remembered ever taking before. Fear prickled under her skin, but it tangled with something else too—want, raw and aching.
Her thighs trembled where they parted for him, submission yielding her body open in silent offering. She swallowed, voice trembling as she whispered, “You’re… you’re bigger. The biggest I’ve ever—” Shame made her voice trail off. She pressed her face into his throat, muffling the admission.
Bruce’s hand slid down, steady, warm, to cup between her legs. His touch was patient, reverent, stroking through her folds until she was slick under his fingers. He lingered there, testing, coaxing her body to soften, to welcome. His mouth brushed her temple as he murmured, “That’s why we take it slow. I won’t hurt you.”
Her breath hitched, legs quivering as he pressed a finger into her, then another, careful and measured. The stretch stung faintly, but he worked her open with unhurried precision, his thumb circling where it made her gasp, her hips jerking helplessly. Slickness gathered, her body betraying her fear with need.
By the time he withdrew his hand, she was panting, trembling but flushed with warmth. He guided himself to her entrance, the blunt head nudging against her folds. The sheer size of him made her pulse race, her walls clenching reflexively even before he pushed.
“Look at me,” he said softly, and she obeyed, wide eyes locking onto his.
Then he began to press in—slow, inch by inch. The stretch burned, sharp at first, but she forced herself to breathe, to hold his gaze. He paused whenever her body tensed, grounding her with kisses to her cheek, her mouth, her hairline, until she nodded faintly for him to go further.
Her fingertips dug into his shoulders, her thighs trembling, but the slide was relentless—hot, thick, filling her in a way she had never known. Tears sprang to her eyes, not from pain but from sheer overwhelming sensation. She gasped, a broken whisper slipping out: “Alpha… so full…”
Bruce groaned, deep and low, pressing his forehead to hers. “You’re taking me perfectly. Just breathe. I’ve got you.”
When he finally seated himself fully inside, her body clutched tight around him, trembling and stretched to the limit. He stilled, chest heaving, giving her all the time she needed. She whimpered softly, hips shifting in tentative adjustment.
The feel of him deep within her—so much thicker, heavier than she had braced for—made her shiver, but she realized dimly that it wasn’t unbearable. Not with the slickness between them, not with his voice steady in her ear. Not with safety wrapping her like a second skin.
Slowly, gently, he began to move. His thrusts were shallow at first, more a rocking motion than anything, drawing soft gasps from her lips as her body learned the rhythm. Each slide brought friction that burned at first, then melted into something warmer, a glow spreading through her belly.
She clung to him, eyes squeezed shut, overwhelmed by the sheer reality of it - Bruce inside her, claiming her this way, but with patience instead of cruelty, with tenderness instead of violence.
And when the inevitable pressure of his knot began to swell, her panic flickered—an instinctive flash of fear. She froze beneath him.
He caught it instantly, lips brushing her ear. “I’ll hold it back if you need me to. You don’t have to take it tonight.”
Her body trembled. Part of her wanted to retreat, but another part, the braver, aching part, wanted to meet him fully. She swallowed, tears slipping down into her hair. “I… I want it. I want all of you. Even if it’s scary.”
Bruce groaned softly, forehead pressed hard against hers. “Then I’ll give you all of me. Slowly, love. I’ll keep you safe.”
It didn’t take long until Bruce’s low, guttural exhale vibrated against her temple as he reached his climax, his body stiffening and then relaxing slowly into hers.
The moment the knot fully seated, her body trembled violently, every muscle tightening reflexively around him. A shudder ran up her spine, a combination of sharp, almost painful stretch and an unexpected rush of deep, molten pleasure. Her breaths came in stuttering gasps, ragged and desperate, chest pressing against his as though clinging to him would keep her from unraveling entirely.
Pain and pleasure collided in a confusing blur, her walls ached and pulsed, but the fullness, the pressure of him, ignited something raw and feral beneath it. She whimpered, a high, broken sound, and instinctively buried her face into his chest, nails raking lightly over his shoulders. “It’s… so much,” she breathed, voice small, trembling.
Bruce’s arms tightened around her, one hand pressing to her lower back, the other cupping the nape of her neck. His heat surrounded her, solid and grounding, a shield against the storm of sensation. “I’ve got you,” he murmured, voice low and steady. “Breathe. With me. You’re safe.”
She tried, forcing her inhale and exhale to match his calm rhythm. Every push and press of the knot sparked a new fire inside her, her body quivering uncontrollably. Tears run down her cheeks. He leaned close, nuzzling her hair and pressing gentle, grounding kisses along her temple. She shivered, every nerve alight, her body squeezing and then loosening involuntarily around him. Her hips shifted slightly on instinct, trying to adjust to the immense pressure of the knot, and he allowed her, guiding subtly, keeping the movements measured and slow. “There,” he murmured. “Just like that. You’re doing beautifully.”
Her mind spun, a tangle of fear, awe, and burgeoning pleasure. The ache of being stretched so fully mixed with a deep, insistent heat that coursed through her core. She felt dizzy, almost unsteady, but the warmth of him, the weight of his chest pressing hers, the steady rhythm of his hands and his voice - kept her tethered to the moment.
A fresh wave of trembling coursed through her as he shifted slightly, keeping the knot snug against her. She bit her lip, nails digging into his shoulders, body shuddering again. A heat like fire spread through her, rolling with each slight, slow movement he allowed. Pleasure and pain fused, leaving her confused, trembling, and wholly consumed. Her voice broke into a whisper, nearly sobbing: “I… I’ve never… never felt like this…”
He stayed with her, hands and body and voice constant, unyielding, but gentle. “You’re wonderful. Every bit of you. And so brave, my love.“
Her walls pulsed around the knot reflexively, each tightening bringing a surge of sensation that made her gasp. He adjusted his angle subtly, coaxing her, ensuring she didn’t tear or panic, guiding her body to accept him fully, to ride the overwhelming tide rather than resist it.
Her breathing came in shallow, tremulous gasps, her body a quivering, pliant thing wrapped entirely around him. Tears spilled freely now, but they were mingled with something new - a fierce, trembling delight, the first taste of being taken fully yet safely, completely.
Bruce stayed utterly present, letting her body guide the pace while his hands and weight grounded her. She felt herself begin to trust the knot, trust him, trust that her body’s reactions - every gasp, quiver, and arch - were safe to express.
She shifted slightly, almost imperceptibly, letting him feel the pulse of her walls around the knot, and he responded instantly, adjusting ever so little, letting her feel the swell of sensation without tipping her into panic. The pressure was intense, but under his hands it became bearable, even delicious.
The knot pulsed fully with each subtle movement, pressing into her in ways that made her gasp and shiver. Bruce’s hands traced her sides, her hips. “Just like that,” he said softly. “You’re doing so well. You’re safe with me.”
A wave of heat rolled through her, starting low and spiraling upward, a burning, quivering sensation that left her weak and pliant. Her breath hitched; her voice was a trembling, small plea: “Alpha… please…“
He kissed the top of her head, whispered into her hair, “I’m not going anywhere.“
The knot shifted subtly, and she gasped again, the strange, overwhelming fullness now intertwining with pleasure that made her entire body hum.
She began to understand, gradually, the difference between pain and pleasure - the sharp initial stretch giving way to a deep, stretching heat that seemed to resonate through her core. Her back arched instinctively against him, her hands clutching his shoulders, nails lightly pressing, as each wave of sensation rolled through her. “Oh… Alpha… it’s…” Her voice broke, unsure how to name what she was feeling.
The knot kept them tethered, binding her to him physically as his hands, weight, and voice tethered her emotionally. Her gasps became less frantic, more breathy moans threaded with awe, pleasure, and reverence. She let herself melt against him.
The knot slowly loosened, shifting in slow, pulsing waves as Bruce stayed still, holding her close. She felt him gradually shrink inside her, each subtle movement leaving her senses reeling in contrast - the fullness giving way, the pressure fading until he slipped free entirely. The sudden emptiness hit her sharply, leaving her stretched and tender, a raw awareness lingering where they had been joined. Her body shivered lightly, a mixture of relief, awe, and lingering sensitivity.
Bruce shifted gently to cradle her, one arm still draped around her shoulders, the other threading through her hair, pulling her close. His chest rose and fell beneath her ear, warm and steady.
“You did so well,” he whispered.
She tilted her head back slightly, eyes half-closed, taking in the warmth of his presence. Her breathing evened, her body gradually unwinding from the intensity of the act. She murmured, voice small and submissive, “Oh … Bruce.”
Her hand rose to his cheek, brushing lightly over the curve of his jaw. “Thank you… for your tenderness… for being so gentle,” she murmured, shy and reverent, her voice threaded with gratitude and lingering awe.
They lingered, wrapped around each other for a few quiet moments, before Bruce shifted with careful purpose. He rose briefly to clean himself, returning quickly with warm, damp cloths to check her over. His touch was gentle and intimate, scanning for tears or blood, but her skin was intact, flushed from their closeness but unharmed. She offered him a small, submissive shake of her head to reassure him, letting him know she was fine.
Once they were both cleaned and redressed in soft pajamas, safe and prepared in case any of their pups needed them during the night, they settled back together under the covers. Bruce drew her close, his chest warm against hers, and she melted into him, feeling the lingering heat of their connection.
The room grew quiet, only the soft rhythm of their breathing filling the space. Slowly, their bodies relaxed fully, and Catherine drifted to sleep wrapped safely in his arms.
Chapter 55
Notes:
Lovely people 🥰
I have finally finished writing this fanfiction. The finsl chapter count will be 58, including the epilogue. I will upload the chapters with just a few days in between so you‘ll soon have the final piece 🥰That being said, I hope you‘ll enjoy this chapter ☺️
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The sitting room felt too grand for her, Catherine thought. Morning light streamed through tall windows, striking off the polished wood of the mantel and glinting along the edges of gilt picture frames. She sat on the edge of an armchair upholstered in soft velvet, her hands folded so tightly in her lap that the knuckles whitened.
The air smelled faintly of wood oil and beeswax polish, sharp beneath the comforting steam of fresh tea. Alfred’s silver tray rested on the low table, porcelain cups set out with their saucers, a sugar bowl and milk jug arranged with his usual immaculate precision, and a small plate of shortbread biscuits. Even the napkins were folded like something out of a book of etiquette.
The heavy tick of the grandfather clock marked the seconds, each one sharpening the silence. Catherine’s throat felt dry, but she kept her eyes lowered, back straight, waiting.
A minute after nine, the door opened, and Alfred stepped in with his usual calm. “Ms. Vale,” he announced.
The woman who entered seemed to carry the morning in with her. She moved briskly, red hair pinned neatly back, the shine of it striking against a crisp blouse. A slim notebook rested easily in one hand, a pen tucked behind her ear like an afterthought.
“Mr. Wayne,” she greeted, offering her hand. Her smile was professional, though there was a spark behind it, as if she’d already found her first headline.
Bruce rose half a step to take it. “Ms. Vale. Right on time.”
“Of course,“ Alpha Vales voice was bright, her handshake firm. “Rule number one of journalism: if you show up late, someone else gets the story.”
“Or no one does,” Bruce countered, his tone almost mild.
Her eyes narrowed slightly, amusement flickering there. “Yes, but then you’d be the one in the papers, wouldn’t you? ‘Bruce Wayne refuses to let his Omega speak in public - just how modern is Gotham’s favorite Alpha?’”
A ghost of a smile touched his mouth. “I prefer not to waste ink.”
“Mm.” Alpha Vales lips quirked, as though she’d just scored a point. “And here I thought you enjoyed seeing your name in print.”
“Not nearly as much as the people who put it there,” Bruce said evenly.
Catherine glanced between them, unsure how to follow the rhythm of their exchange. It felt practiced, though they’d only met a couple of times, as Bruce had told her. But it felt as if Alpha Vales words were darts thrown to test him, and Bruce returned each one with quiet precision. They made it look effortless, practiced, as though conversation itself was a kind of game they both knew how to win. They probably did.
Alfred, unruffled as ever, moved to the tea service already laid out. With the quiet precision of long practice, he lifted the pot, poured for the guest first, the amber liquid slipping cleanly into porcelain.
“Milk, lemon, or sugar, Ms. Vale?” His tone was measured, polite, entirely neutral.
“Just sugar, thank you,” Alpha Vale said smoothly, her eyes glinting with quiet calculation. “I sometimes wonder… do you handle all guests the same way, or are there differences for, say… Alphas like myself?”
Alfred’s posture remained perfect, voice calm, precise. “My service is offered equally to all, Ms. Though occasionally, a gentler measure is warranted where it is most needed.”
Alpha Vales lips curved in a subtle, approving smirk, sensing the nuance beneath his words. “I’ll take note of that,” she said lightly, letting her meaning hang just long enough. Alfred placed the cup before her with deliberate care, the soft click of porcelain punctuating the quiet weight of his unspoken lesson.
When Alfred turned to Catherine, his movements softened almost imperceptibly. The spoon clinked gently as he stirred in a single measure of sugar, the thin slice of lemon set neatly on the rim. Just the way she preferred it - the way she always had it, since she’d finally dared to voice a preference at all. A small thing, but not to her. It had taken weeks to believe Bruce and Alfred when they said she was allowed to choose how she drank her tea and what spread to put on her bread. That she would not be cuffed for wasting sugar, or think she was fancy now living in a manor and drinking her tea with lemons.
Her fingers trembled slightly as she accepted the cup. The porcelain burned against her palms, and she held it too tightly, afraid she might drop it and make a mess that could not be excused. The careful thought, the memory of being listened to, the memory of Bruces gentle hands, his kind words, it all tied a knot in her chest that both hurt and soothed. She should know he wouldn‘t hurt her over a spilled cup of tea.
Bruce stood then, unfolding to his full height. When his gaze turned toward Alpha Vale, his tone was measured, clipped but polite.
“You’ll find Catherine is under no obligation to answer anything she doesn’t wish to. Should she decide to conclude early, she has only to say the word.”
“Of course.” Alpha Vales reply was smooth, almost too smooth, her green eyes flicking toward Catherine for the fraction of a second before returning to Bruce. “I wouldn’t dream of strong-arming an interview. It ruins the candor.”
There was something beneath her voice, Catherine thought, though she couldn’t decide if it was sincerity or strategy. It was always hard for her to tell when Alphas or Betas said one thing and meant another.
Bruce studied the reporter a moment longer, as though weighing that same ambiguity. Then he inclined his head in a gesture that felt almost like dismissal.
“Good.”
His eyes softened when they shifted back to Catherine. No words, just a steady look - a silent you can call me if you need me. She dipped her chin in the faintest nod, though her stomach still knotted.
“Ms. Vale.”
“Mr. Wayne.”
The exchange was formal, but it carried a faint glimmer at the edges, like two swords briefly testing their balance before parting. Then Bruce stepped out, and Alfred, with his silver tray balanced against one arm, followed close behind. The door closed with the hush of well-oiled hinges, leaving the room curiously larger, emptier.
Silence spread. Catherine’s pulse seemed louder in her ears than the tick of the grandfather clock.
Alpha Vale set her notebook across her knee but didn’t open it yet. She leaned back slightly in her chair, teacup balanced in hand, smile thinner now - sharper, more deliberate.
Before speaking again, she reached into the slim leather satchel propped at her chair’s leg. From it, she drew out a narrow tape recorder, brushed steel glinting under the lamplight. The device was no bigger than a paperback novel, with some small buttons along one side and a dark strip that would pulse when it caught sound. Alpha Vale tapped a button with her thumb. A soft click, then a steady red light glowed.
“No need to look so nervous,” she said softly, though her tone carried the edge of someone used to watching people squirm under questions. “This isn’t an interrogation. Just two women talking. With very good tea.”
The red glow reflected faintly in Catherine’s eyes. She lowered her gaze at once, hands tightening around the delicate porcelain cup
She had never been recorded before and this little band… it made her chest flutter like she’d stepped into a cage of glass, every word certain to be caught and replayed. The thought of her voice trapped forever on that little reel made her chest tighten.
Catherine lowered her gaze, throat tight. Her instinct was to fold smaller into her seat, to give the answer that pleased, but she only remained silent instead. The porcelain in her hands was still warm, but it did little to chase the cold twist of nerves beneath her ribs.
Alpha Vales pen tapped once against the notebook, then stilled. Her voice, when she spoke again, was measured — deceptively casual.
“Shall we begin?”
Cathrine only nodded again and Alpha Vale smoothed her hand once over the closed cover of her notebook, then lifted her gaze to Catherine. Her smile had softened, not quite gentle, but no longer sharp.
“Tell me,” she said, tilting her head as though the question were only polite curiosity, “how are you settling in here at the manor?”
An ordinary thing to ask. Something any neighbor might say, if they had neighbors. And yet Catherine’s breath caught. She heard the shape of the words differently, as if there were something beneath them. She just couldn‘t find out what.
Her throat tightened. She curled her fingers more tightly around the teacup, the rim trembling near her lips though she hadn’t raised it. Careful, she told herself. Questions always hid tests. She’d learned that long ago - from Willis, from her father, from everyone who had ever claimed ownership. The wrong answer could sting, or worse.
She lowered her eyes. “It is… very kind here,” she said at last, voice thin. “We - Jason, my child, and I - we are given everything we need.“
Alpha Vale let Catherine’s words sit for a moment, her pen poised but unmoving. The tape was recording her words anyway. “Everything you need,” Alpha Vale repeated, her tone even, though Catherine thought she caught the faintest shadow of emphasis. Her stomach clenched. Did she mean it as approval? Or… a question?
Catherine shifted in her seat, thumb worrying against the fine porcelain handle of her cup. Too much,she thought. They had too much. The jeans she wore, soft and new instead of modest skirts and dresses she was supposed to wear as a good Omega.
The full plate Alfred set down in front of her at mealtimes, warm and seasoned, not the half-burnt leftovers Alpha Willis had tossed down as if feeding a dog. A bed - a real bed - in a room she did share with her son instead of any chains of obligation. The possibilty to choose when to visit Bruces bedroom and join him in his bed, his kindness when he touched her body. Jason’s laugh in the playroom and the easy comadrie he slowly build with the other boys.
It was all… indulgence. Bruce Wayne’s indulgence. A good Alpha’s indulgence. But Omegas like her weren’t meant to be indulged.
Her throat burned. She lowered her eyes quickly, as if the carpet could swallow her whole. “Yes,” she murmured. “It is more than enough. We are… provided for in every way.”
Alpha Vale tilted her head, the motion small, her eyes narrowing just slightly as she sipped her tea. “More than enough,” she echoed. “That sounds… generous.”
The word prickled down Catherine’s spine like a threat. Generous. Did she mean spoiled? Did she mean Catherine and Jason were taking advantage of Alpha Wayne’s good will? Omegas like her weren’t meant for gifts, for soft clothes and warm rooms. She should have been grateful enough just to be allowed to stay. To not be starved and beaten, grateful for every bit of her childs safety.
She hurried to answer, before the silence stretched too long. “Mr. Wayne is… very kind. Far kinder than…”
Her voice caught, memories pressed in sharp and fast, unbidden. Her father’s belt snapping against the table leg, the sting on her calves when she hadn’t swept the floor fast enough. Days spent with her stomach aching from hunger, forced to watch her Alpha Father eat while she was told Omegas needed less, gluttance was a sin. The sharp crack across her cheek when she once, in the early days, begged for a slice of bread.
And then Alpha Willis — his hand heavy on the back of her neck, pushing, taking what he wanted without a word of care. The way he would sneer if she flinched, punish her if she wept. Nights when she had to bite her lip bloody just to keep quiet, because Jason was in the corner of the hall, just outside of the room. His voice in her ear: You’re mine to use, Citty Cat. That’s what you’re for.
Her throat burned with the weight of it. She curled tighter over her teacup, voice shrinking to a thread. “…far kinder than I have ever known before.”
The silence after was unbearable. She stared at the polished floorboards, terrified she had said too much - that she had put filth into the fine room, onto the clean linen table. Her knuckles trembled against the porcelain.
Then Alpha Vale spoke, softly, deliberately. “That sounds like a hard life, Catherine.”
At the sound of her name, something snagged deep inside her chest. Catherine’s eyes darted up, startled. And suddenly, beneath the sharpness of Alpha Vales red hair and the polish of her blouse, Catherine caught a glimmer of something else. A summer afternoon, the smell of lemons. A girl’s laugh she had half-forgotten. The shape of freckles in sunlight. Strawberry-blond strands of hair tugged by the breeze.
Her heart stumbled. She shook her head quickly. No. Impossible. She’d buried those memories so deep they felt like dreams - and dreams never came back to life.
Her words spilled out too fast, desperate to cover the tremor in her chest. “Maybe - yes, but at that time, it was what it was. Jason and I, we were ” She stopped herself, lips pressing tight. We were lucky to survive long enough to even come here.
But even unfinished, the truth clung to the air. Alpha Vale leaned forward slightly, pen resting against her notebook but not moving. Her gaze was sharp now, cutting but not cruel. “And do you feel safe now? Here, in this house?”
Catherine’s fingers tightened around the cup. The word safe still sat awkwardly in her mouth, too large, too fine, like a coat borrowed from someone wealthier, better suited to wear it. Safe meant no fists pounding her into obedience. Safe meant no rough hand dragging her down into the mattress while Jason cried, small and helpless, in the next room. Safe meant food that filled her belly, not scraps counted out as lessons. Safe meant clothes that fit, soft against her skin instead of thin skirts and rags from the clothing bins. Safe meant looking at her son and knowing he would not be hurt, would not be taken away, would not be raised under someone else’s cruelty.
She swallowed, her voice hushed but certain. “Yes. I do. This house… Bruce… it’s-” Her chest ached with the enormity of it. “It’s the kindest place I’ve ever been.”
Her gaze lifted shyly, flicking to Alpha Vales face again. For a heartbeat she thought she saw the girl she once knew beneath the professional polish - the one who had let her play with her gameboy when Cathrine Alpha Father wasn’t nearby, who had made her laugh with chalk-stained hands in the summer sun.
The recognition burned at the edge of her tongue. She wanted to say it aloud, to reach for that scrap of memory like a lifeline. But fear locked her jaw. If she was wrong, if she imagined it, if she confused the polished Alpha reporter with the ghost of a kind childhood friend - then it wouldn’t just be humiliation. It would reflect on Bruce.
What would people think if Alpha Vale wrote that the pitiful Omega he had taken in was claiming childhood ties with a respected reporter? The headline wrote itself: Delusional Omega Claims Connections to Gotham’s Elite.
The words burned in her chest. Bruce might not hurt her, she knew that now - he was too steady, too good - but surely he would not be amused. Surely he would frown, that small crease between his brows, and then he would see her as she truly was: weak, unstable, still caught in the traps her mind laid for her. A broken creature who lingered in old memories, who let herself be pulled under by ghosts, drawn toward the rare good ones, dragged deeper by the bad.
Better to stay quiet. Better to answer neatly, obediently, as expected. But Alpha Vales eyes lingered on her, sharp and too knowing, and Catherine wasn’t sure what to make of it. For the first time since the conversation began, she had the unsettling sense that she wasn’t only being interviewed - she was being recognized.
Alpha Vale set her cup down with deliberate care, pen now poised in her hand. Her tone shifted: still smooth, but darker, heavier. “You stayed at the rehabilitation center, before Mr. Wayne brought you here. Can I as, what it was like?”
The words made Catherine flinch. Her throat closed tight, tea threatening to sour in her stomach.
Alpha Vales gaze softened just a fraction. “I know it’s not easy to speak about. But people imagine those centers as humane. Safe. A place where unclaimed Omegas can rest and are taken care of until someone steps forward to take them in. That’s the story they tell, anyway.”
Catherine’s lips parted, then closed again. She stared down at the surface of the tea, dark and glinting, her own reflection rippling with each tremor of her hand. The right words fought at the edge of her throat - the safe answer, the clean one: that the center had done its job. That she and Jason had been given food, shelter, a roof overhead. That she was grateful.
Words that would protect Bruce’s name. Words that would not soil him with her dirt.
He had taken her from one of those places, after all. Had signed papers, made the transaction, placed his mark beside theirs. If she spoke against them too sharply, would it reflect on him? Would people whisper that even Wayne’s compassion was tainted by what he touched?
But then Alpha Vales voice came again, low and coaxing, tugging at the fragile seam of her restraint.
“It would do everyone good to hear from someone who has lived it. To know what it’s really like, behind the polite story.”
The pen hovered above paper, waiting. Not a trap. But a test. Was she good enough to be a voice for those Omegas who went unheard?
And Catherine sat with her pulse in her throat, caught between the safety of silence and the peril of truth. At last, she whispered, “It was… crowded.”
Alpha Vales brow lifted slightly, but she didn’t interrupt. The faintest movement of the pen on paper.
“Too many of us. More than the beds. We had to share, or sleep on the floor.”
Cathrine hesitated, then added, almost against her will: “Concrete floors are colder than you think. Even with a blanket.”
Her throat tightened. The memory of it scraped through her chest: the hiss of breath when her bones ached from lying too long against stone, the shuffle of bodies pressed too close, the air thick with the sour tang of unwashed skin.
Catherine’s mouth twitched, and her fingers curled tighter against the porcelain. “Sometimes there were fights, when someone was too tired, or too cold, and wouldn’t make room. The othes… they shoved, scratched. And no one stopped them, not really. Not unless it got loud enough.”
The pen whispered on paper. Alpha Vales face remained composed. “What about the meals? Was there enough to feed all?”
Catherine’s stomach tightened. Her first thought was to say yes, there had been enough. That was the safe answer. Enough to keep going. Enough to count as care. But the smell rose anyway, thick and acrid in her memory, clinging to her hair, her clothes, her skin.
Her eyes dropped to the tea, her voice thin. “They provided oatmeal.”
Alpha Vales pen paused. “Only oatmeal?”
“Twice a day,” Catherine murmured. “Sometimes thin as water. Sometimes so thick it clumped. And if the pot burned, they just scraped it up and served it anyway. You ate it or you didn’t eat.”
The scent of it filled her throat even now: sour, faintly metallic, clinging to the air like damp cloth. She pressed her lips together, but her mouth kept moving, betraying her. “I think sometimes the milk was sour and it made the people sick. Especially the little ones.”
Her fingers twitched, curling tighter around the cup. “Jason… he threw it up. More than once.“ She saw it again as she spoke: the corner of the room, dark and damp, where children doubled over to vomit because there was nowhere else. The drains in the floor - small, rust-rimmed holes - swallowed it slow, hours sometimes, until the stench coated the air, thick and acrid. On those days the room reeked of bile and sickness, the floor slick underfoot, every step carrying the reminder of what had been lost from their stomachs.
Catherine remembered pressing her sleeve hard against her nose, willing herself not to gag, not to falter. She had to stay upright, steady - Jason needed that. Needed her. Her own stomach clenched, sour and twisting, but she forced it down, forced herself still.
Once, though, the sickness had risen too sharp, too fast. She had clamped her lips shut, the hot burn filling her mouth, and swallowed it back again. Her eyes watered at the memory.
“I couldn’t waste it,” she murmured, barely aware she was speaking aloud. “Couldn’t go without. Not too long. I was already… too weak.”
Alpha Vale let the silence hold for a moment before her next question. “And the youngest children - how were they provided for?”
Catherine’s lips trembled before the words slipped out. “They gave diapers. Formula. But not enough.”
Her knuckles had gone white around the porcelain cup. She didn’t say more, but the truth pressed hot against her chest.
The babies had screamed until their voices broke. Screamed until the sound hollowed out, raw throats rasping against the air. She had lain awake in that endless wailing, counting Jason’s breaths, glad he was old enough to be out of diapers.
And when the screams finally stopped, the silence had been worse - thin, eerie, heavy as a shroud. They didn’t stop because the babies were satisfied. They stopped because their bodies had shut down, too exhausted to cry anymore.
“They were always hungry. They cried a lot,” Catherine murmured, her voice stripped small. “Then they fell asleep.”
She left it at that. But in her mind, she saw the sores, the raw patches of skin, the way the smell clung so thickly in the stale air that it turned her stomach. She remembered trying to fan the air with her sleeve, pressing Jason’s face against her chest so he would breathe her instead. Babies bled into their sheets, and their cries turned from hunger to pain, high-pitched and piercing. The stench had been constant - sour milk curdling, urine and feces thick in the corners, seeping into the concrete.
Her lips pressed tight. “And the diapers…” Her breath hitched. “They rationed them. So the babies sat in it. Sometimes for hours, until the whole room smelled.“
Alpha Vales eyes stayed fixed on her, sharp but not cruel. The pen whispered across the paper, steady, relentless.
Catherine’s throat worked. The next memory forced itself free. „We weren‘t allowed to leave the room at night and there was only one toilet for the lot of us. So the children wet the bed and sheets were only changed once per week.“
The pen scratched, steady. Aloha Valed face was calm, but her eyes were sharp, unflinching.
“And the Omegas themselves?” she asked at last. “How were you treated?”
Her voice cracked, dropping to almost nothing. “I tried not to be noticed. That was safest.”
Her gaze slid down, fixing on the trembling shadow of her teacup against the saucer. The little ripples of porcelain light seemed safer than eyes, because if she looked up, if she saw pity or horror in Alpha Valed expression, the words would choke off, sink back into silence where they’d always lived.
“Of course, we were expected to follow orders” she said at last, the words emerging in fragments. “Meals, hygiene, sleep times—every step, everything we did was controlled.”
She didn’t say like livestock, but the thought pressed sharp against her teeth, cutting deeper the longer she held it.
She‘d thought it was normal, back then. Just the way Omegas like her were supposed to be treatened.
“They said it was to teach us discipline. Respect,” she whispered. “If anyone disobeyed, if they spoke back, or moved too slowly, if they asked for something, even something they really needed, they were punished.”
Her tongue darted out to wet her lips, the memory bitter there.
“They lined us up sometimes,” she said, voice thinning, “and made us watch. One Omega made to kneel while they struck her with a cane until her back was raw and split open. She shook too hard to hold herself upright. It was… supposed to remind the rest of us.”
Not that she needed reminding. Catherine’s chest hitched. She had known that kind of pain long before the center, the sting of rods and belts, the force of her Alpha Father’s hand, the sharper cruelty of Alpha Willis. The center had only given it rules, uniforms, a structure. She had expected it would be quiet the same at the manor. Cathrine shivered, the echoes of old terror threading through her ribs like wires pulled too tight.
“If someone acted out or fought back,” she went on, her voice brittle, “if they screamed, or refused… they were sent to solitary. No food. No water. No light. You couldn’t even lie down.”
She had never been there herself, but the whispers and warnings had burned themselves into her mind. A small baseroom, dark and damp, reeking of feces and urine. The people came back quieter.
Across from her, Alpha Vales fingers tightened slightly around the pen before loosening again. Her posture was impeccable, professional, but the faintest crease had etched itself between her brows.
Cathrines voice thinned, but once the words started, they wouldn’t stop. “I saw an Omega fall, hit her head. She bled. Someone called for help. They said she was exaggerating. Attention-seeking.“
The scratch of the pen slowed, almost halted. Alpha Valed mouth pressed into a tighter line, though she made no sound.
"By the time they moved her, she was… she was so pale.“ Catherine’s voice shook. "I don’t know if she lived.”
Her throat closed. The teacup rattled faintly in her hand. She could still see the slow seep of blood across the concrete, could still hear the rasping breaths that thinned and thinned until Catherine wasn’t sure she heard them at all.
She had curled herself around Jason that night, pressing his curls into her chin, covering his eyes with her palm, trying to block out the sight and the smell. His small body had trembled against her, frightened by sounds he didn’t understand, and she had whispered lies to soothe him. Don’t look, baby. Don’t listen. It’ll be better tomorrow. Just sleep. Please sleep.
The stench of blood and vomit had lingered, and she had known better. Tomorrow would be all the same, or worse even.
Her voice dropped to almost nothing. “I didn‘t help her.“ She had stayed frozen, Jason’s thin shoulders pressed to her chest, terrified that if she moved, if she stepped forward, if she spoke, she’d be sent to solitary. And Jason would be left alone.
Catherine swallowed hard, ashamed of the tremor in her hands, and forced her lips closed before more could escape.
The pen’s motion slowed to a near halt, the scratch faltering into silence. Catherine’s shame pressed into it like weight, until she almost wished Alpha Vale would just write louder, or cough, or correct her. Anything to cover the sound of her own shaking breath.
Cathrine imagined the words being etched into the neat lines of that notebook: She admitted she did nothing. She let another Omega bleed out. It would be there forever, ink hardened into record, not just a mark against her but against the Waynes themselves.
The Waynes, who were known, as she‘d came to realize, for their charity, for hospitals bearing their name, for shelters that had kept countless people from freezing in the streets. Bruce Wayne, who had taken her in without hesitation, clothed them, fed them, looked at them not as a burden but—impossibly—as someone worth saving. And now she was handing over the truth of her cowardice, her failure, staining the family name Bruce had offered her with wide open palms and that kind heart of his.
When Alpha Vale finally spoke, her voice had softened, but the careful neutrality of a reporter clung to the edges.
“Catherine…” The name slid into the space between them with unusual weight, as though it carried memory. Catherine, who had trained herself not to flinch at her own name, almost did anyway. She blinked, certain she’d imagined that gentleness, and told herself it was only the habit of an interviewer trying to keep a subject talking.
“You couldn’t have helped her,” Alpha Vale said quietly, pen resting against her notepad now instead of moving. “You had Jason to protect. You did what you could.”
Catherine flinched at the emphasis, pulse jumping in her throat. Jason to protect. The words landed like both absolution and accusation. She bowed her head further, voice thready. “Yes. I … I had to keep him quiet. He was so afraid. I couldn’t let …” Her throat closed again, strangling the rest, but she forced herself to speak.
“But I should have helped her. Tried to stop the bleeding. Anything.”
Alpha Vales mouth tightened, the faintest line at the corner of her lips. “What would have happened if you had?”
The question struck Catherine like a blow. She blinked, stunned, caught between defending herself and confessing. No one had ever asked her that before. What if it had all been in her mind, tricks her trauma played on her. Maybe nothing would have happened if she‘d just helped that woman. Maybe no one would have hurt them or taken Cathrine away as punishment for her insubordination. But back then, she‘d thought …
“They had cameras. They would have seen. And if they’d think it was insubordination, they might have put me in the dark… and Jason …” Her breath caught, a shiver through her whole frame.
Her shoulders hunched, expecting censure, expecting Alpha Vale to tell her that her mind was playing tricks on her, but she only wrote, the scratch of her pen unnervingly soft. She did not look away. “Were there many injuries like that? Illnesses? Or was she an exception?”
Catherine’s lips parted, words scraping like gravel. “There were always… accidents. Fights sometimes. People fainting. Fevers.”
She dragged in a breath. They were taken to doctors then, sometimes. The young ones, the pretty ones, the ones they thought they could still sell. A profit had to be protected. Her jaw clenched, voice breaking into a lower murmur. “They had doctors at the center. But the old and the broken… they didn’t bother. They just let them be. Hoped it would pass.”
She remembered the sounds: hacking coughs in the dark, the stink of sweat and fever. The too-thin blankets pulled up to noses that still shivered beneath them. Jason’s breath, hot and damp against her collarbone, while she prayed the sickness would pass them by.
Alpha Vales knuckles whitened against the pen, though her voice remained composed. “And when it didn’t pass?”
The silence stretched long enough to ache. Catherine’s tongue lay heavy in her mouth, too frightened to shape words. But her mind filled in the answers anyway: the hollow sound of an empty bed the next morning, the whispered rumors of removal in the night. The way everyone kept their eyes down, because asking where someone had gone was pointless.
She said nothing, but her silence was answer enough. Alpha Vale leaned in slightly, not intrusively but with the poise of someone trying to bridge a gap. Her eyes caught Catherine’s for a brief moment—bright, too bright, threaded with something Catherine couldn’t decipher.
Alpha Vales voice, gentler now, probed again. “Were you ever… hurt yourself, Catherine? Not just from what you saw, but from how they handled you?”
She didn’t realize Alpha Vales fingers had stilled on the pen again, and that the question hadn’t been purely professional.
Catherine’s lips parted, then closed again, as though the words caught on the edge of her teeth. Her gaze slid down to the floor.
“Jason was… still is too small,” she whispered at last. The syllables dragged like stones. “Too thin for his age. I always knew but the nurses at the center took measure when we arrived.“
Her voice faltered, but the words pressed on, brittle with shame. “They said I should be ashamed of letting it come to that.”
“They punished me for it,“ the words slipped out raw, fragile. “Every pound underweight was… five strikes. Every day. For two weeks.”
Her throat bobbed. She could still hear the count in her ears, see the way Jason had cried into his fists though he hadn’t been the one struck. The bruises had faded eventually, yellow then green, then gone - but the phantom ache had lingered longer, pulsing sometimes when she bent too far or lay on her side.
The silence in the room was heavy, the kind that made her want to bow her head further, to fill it with apologies. She rushed on instead, voice uneven.
“They said my punishment was light,” she murmured. “Barely even correction. That I should be grateful.”
Catherine swallowed hard. “They told me… Omegas like me ruined their pups. Made them weak. No one would want to buy us, looking like that. And that would be my shame. My fault.”
Aloha Vales voice was quiet when it came. “You always blamed yourself for everything ...”
The words landed heavy in the air. Catherine blinked, startled. A flush crept across her neck. Her shoulders hunched, the words tumbling faster now, as though the faster she said them the sooner she could be done. “But we weren‘t… the worst stock. They said that, too. I was still young, only had one Alpha mate before. And Jason was old enough to work. And my only pup, many others had two or three pups and that was more of a burden.“
She bit down on the last word, but it slipped out anyway, sour against her tongue. She was so glad Bruce hadn‘t put him to work, hadn‘t seen him as a burden, but a child instead. Someone precious, someone worth care and effort.
“Maybe that was why they left me alone most days. Struck me a few times. It wasn’t… wasn‘t so bad.”
Alpha Vales brows pinched, her pen lowering completely now, forgotten. “Not so bad?” she echoed, voice thinner than she meant. For a heartbeat she looked like she might reach out—like her hand had moved before she caught it—but she stopped herself, fingers curling against her knee.
“They had others to deal with. We were… marketable. Worth more.” Her stomach churned at the word, but she had no other. That was how they had spoken of them. Not as people, but as stock, measured and weighed and priced.
For a moment, silence stretched between them. Catherine braced for the scratch of the pen, for the cold repetition of her own shame written down in ink. But Alpha Vale hadn’t moved. The pen hung motionless in her hand, knuckles white around it, the tip hovering uselessly above the paper.
Something cracked faintly in Alpha Vales face as she spoke softer, almost to herself. “God, Cat…”
The nickname slipped out before she could stop it.
Catherine’s head jerked up, startled. For a dizzy moment, she thought she must have misheard. “I—what?”
Alpha Vales gaze caught hers and she leaned forward, her elbows resting lightly on her knees, her eyes never leaving Catherine’s. “I knew you before all of this. Before Willis. Before the center. Before—” She stopped herself, gentled her tone. “We were friends.”
Her voice dipped, carrying weight and memory Catherine hadn’t dared to touch in years. “Do you remember, Cat? Climbing the chain-link fence by the park, racing to the top just to see who could dangle the longest before my mom yelled to come down?”
A ghost of a laugh, frayed and broken, slipped out of Catherine before she could stop it. The sound startled her—too bright, too alive. She clapped a hand to her mouth, eyes wide.
She shook her head quickly, lowering her gaze. “No …” she wispered.
But Alpha Vale leaned in, voice sure now. “It was you. You had a scrape down your shin for weeks after you slipped. I gave you half my strawberry ice pop to make up for it.”
The memory struck sharp, undeniable. Sticky sweetness, the sting of gravel in her skin, laughter ringing across the fence. Catherine’s eyes blurred.
She pressed her palms hard against her knees, grounding herself, but her voice still came out thin. “Vicki.” She had been right, all along. Her mind wasn‘t playing any tricks on her. Not this once.
“Yes.” A small smile softened Vicki’s face, but her eyes glistened. “It’s me.”
Catherine’s hands curled tighter on her knees. She wanted to speak, to ask, but her throat wouldn’t move.
So Vicki filled the silence. Her words came gently, halting at first, as though she hadn’t intended to say any of this tonight but couldn’t hold it back anymore.
“I never forgot you.” She drew in a steadying breath. “When you presented—when they pulled you out of school, just like that—I thought I’d see you again anyway. I thought… I don’t know what I thought.” A faint laugh slipped out, bitter-edged. “That we’d still climb fences in the park when no one was watching? That we’d keep being us.”
Her gaze softened, though the shine in her eyes deepened. “And then you were gone. Not gone-gone - I’d still see you sometimes, in the neighborhood, walking with your parents. But you weren’t allowed to come play anymore. You weren’t allowed to be a kid anymore.”
Catherine’s breath caught, her lashes lowering. Her hands trembled in her lap. She remembered that: watching Vicki across the street, sometimes catching her looking back, but never daring to wave. Her Alpha Fathers sharp voice telling her not to linger at the window.
Vicki’s throat worked, and when she spoke again it wasn’t smooth but raw, like an old ache that had never quite stopped throbbing.
“You know, Cat, you were it. My one real friend. The kind that doesn’t just… happen twice. And then - bam - you weren’t. Not because we stopped liking each other, not because anything changed between us, but because the second you presented as an Omega, your father decided that was it - childhood over.”
Her mouth twisted, humor and fury knotted together.
“I mean, really? Some girls still play with dolls at twelve. But you: present as Omega, and suddenly you’re supposed to be a wife in training.“
Her jaw ticked, and Vicki let out a dry laugh that didn’t quite hide the hurt. She leaned back, mouth curving bitter. “You remember my dad, right? Big Alpha teddy bear? He actually went over there: stood on your porch and asked your father if maybe, just maybe, he could unchain you long enough for us to play a little. Like normal kids. He came back looking like he’d been told to go to hell. Which, I guess, he had. And that was it. Curtain down. Friendship over.”
Catherine blinked, startled by the sharpness in Vicki’s tone. Vicki had always been quick with her wit, sharp enough to make a point sting. Catherine remembered that much.
Her eyes softened, though her smile stayed brittle. “I kept looking for you, though. Every time I passed your street, I’d glance at the windows, thinking maybe I’d see your face, maybe you’d wave. Never did. But I kept looking anyway. Years of that. Stupid loyalty, huh? Some kids make new best friends every school year. Me? Not a chance.“
She laughed again, low and self-mocking, rubbing her thumb against the edge of her notebook.
“You were it. Gold standard. Nobody else even came close.”
Catherine blinked hard. She wanted to tell her not to say that, not to make something of her she wasn’t. But she couldn’t. The words wouldn’t come.
"And then I heard you’d found an Alpha, and I thought, ‘Please let him be one of the good ones. Please let him take her home.‘“
Vicki’s jaw flexed, humor fraying into something bitter. “I wanted you to find someone like my dad, Cat. One of the decent ones. Big Alpha teddy bear, sweet as pie, thought the sun rose and set on my mom. That’s what you deserved.”
Her jaw ticked, humor breaking into something darker. “But then I heard the name Willis Todd. And I knew better. Everyone knew. And I thought about knocking on your door, about kicking it down, about dragging you out even if you clawed me bloody for it.” Her voice thinned, scraped raw. "But you were pregnant, Cat. Pregnant, and I was terrified I’d make things worse for you. So I stayed away. Watched when I could. From the corner of a street, through a shop window, like some stalker. Until I couldn’t anymore.”
She swallowed hard, eyes dropping to her notebook. “I left. College, work, life. Other cities. I told myself distance was mercy. And when I came back - God, Cat - I’d see you sometimes. Just glimpses. And it was like staring at a wound that never scabbed over. I couldn’t do it. It hurt too fucking much. To see you and not be able to pull you out.”
The laugh that broke out of her was bitter and bright at once. “So now you’ve got me, twenty five years old, Alpha, supposed to be clever, independent, all that shit, and I’m telling you my peak friendship happened before either of us even knew what a heat was. Twelve years old. Jesus Christ.”
Her voice dropped suddenly, a whisper that felt like confession.
“And now… here we are. I’m finally sitting in front of you with a notebook, pretending I’m just here for the story. Except I’m not. I never was.”
Her hand trembled as she set the pen down. Her eyes caught Catherine’s, steady but burning. “I found a way to get you out. Years too late, I know. God, I know. But it’s real. I know people—people who can fake emancipation papers, new IDs. They can get you and Jason across the border, clean, untouchable. Even Wayne couldn’t track you.”
Her laugh this time was quiet, almost breathless. “It’s crazy, right? Me showing up like some outlaw with a half-baked plan. But I swear to you, Cat, if you say the word, I’ll make it happen. You don’t owe him. You don’t owe anyone. Not anymore.”
Chapter 56
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Chapter 56
Catherine’s breath caught. A new name, a new country, no one ever able to drag her back again. No Alpha hands dictating what she was worth. No bruises, no punishments, no ledger tallying the cost of Jasons childhood against her back.
She should have leapt at it, but instead she felt her whole body go heavy with stillness, like the very idea of moving was unbearable.
Her heart didn’t lurch toward the door, toward the promise of papers and escape. It went the other way, down the hall where Jason used to play with his new brothers, where Damian’s soft cries could be hushed by a kiss to his hair. To Jason’s giggle mixing with Dick’s deeper laugh, the sound of Lego bricks scattering as Tim explained his elaborate castle with a seriousness only a five-year-old could muster.
Toward Tims eager little face when he held out a picture he’d drawn for her, like it mattered that she saw it, like her praise counted. To his wide, unguarded eyes lifting to her like a boy who wanted - needed - a mother to love him.
To Dick stepping between Jason and the edge of the barely half frosted pond outside without thinking, one hand on Jason’s shoulder as if it were second nature. His grin when he noticed her watching had been boyish, but his chest had puffed up with quiet pride. What a sweet little Alpha.
Toward Damian’s tiny breath against her collarbone when she rocked him, his little hand curling tight around her finger, the smell of his hair.
It went to Alfred, who met her scars not with pity but with matter-of-fact care. Who showed her how to fold dough and prepare the boys snack plates, like it was the most natural thing in the world that she belonged in his kitchen. Not because she was an Omega, put part of the family. Alfred, who’d told her that kindness was more than the absence of cruelty.
And Bruce. God, Bruce, with his hands, not greedy but steady, warm. With his voice in the dark, coaxing her to tell him things she hadn’t said out loud in years. He kissed her like love could be slow and safe. And when she finally trusted herself to touch him back, he let her set the pace, he listened, all tender and gentle.
Her mind went towards Bruce kneeling by Jason’s chair at supper to listen as the boy explained some nonsense about dinosaurs, nodding as though every word were scripture. His hand ruffling Jason’s hair without a shred of impatience, his voice calm when Jason knocked over his glass, that one time. He never raised it, not once. When his gaze flicked to her across the table, there had been no judgment, no tally of what she had failed to teach her son. Only… kindness. A patience that made her throat ache.
Who looked at Jason as if he’d been his son all along, as if blood and bonds and beginnings didn’t matter.
How could she leave that?
Cathrines hands twisted in her lap. She swallowed. “Vicki…” The name trembled, unused in her mouth for so long, but it tasted like memory, like childhood.
“It’s… it’s not crazy, Vicki. I believe you. I believe you could do it.” Her voice cracked but she steadied it. “And maybe before …“ She faltered, a shadow of Alpha Willis in the corner of her mind, the reek of whiskey and the sting of his hand. She shook her head, slow and certain. “I can‘t leave.”
Vicki leaned back a fraction, stunned, then barked out a laugh that wasn’t really a laugh at all. “Jesus, Cat. Of course you don’t. That’s how this works. They beat you down until the first hand that feeds you looks like salvation. Classic conditioning.” She swept up her notebook again, turning it in her restless fingers like it might be a weapon.
Catherine’s voice was small, careful. “I’m… I’m safe here. I’ve never been… safe before.”
Vicki’s eyes sharpened, a glint of fire threading through the usual humor. “Safe? Safe because he treats you better than the hell you came from? Cat, that’s not safety. That’s ownership with sprinkles on top. Don’t tell me you can’t see it.”
Her voice, sharp as broken glass, cut through the quiet room, and Catherine had to fold her hands tighter, press her nails into her palms, to keep from retreating entirely into herself.
Because the worst part was: Vicki wasn’t wrong. Catherine knew it, had known it every time her heart leapt in gratitude for the smallest kindness. The instinct to yield, the ache to please, the way thankfulness had been twisted into a leash until it felt like survival itself. She carried it still, could feel it under her skin.
But the Waynes weren’t Alpha Willis. They weren’t her Alpha Father. And Bruce wasn’t waiting for her to stumble just so he could strike.
Catherine flinched, but she made herself lift her chin, just a little. “He’s not like Alpha Willis. He’s not like my Alpha Father. He… he listens. He looks at Jason like he looks at Dick and Tim and Damian. Like … like he’s his.“
Vicki’s jaw tightened. “Cat, listen to yourself. You’re talking like property. ‘He looks at Jason like he’s his.’ Because Jason is his now. He bought you both like a pair of puppies at the pound. Papers, signatures, a wire transfer. That’s all it took.“
The words burned. Catherine’s lungs constricted, but she pulled in air slowly, evenly, like she did when Jason had nightmares and she needed to sound calm. “He didn’t have to be kind to us.” Her voice cracked, and she hated how defensive she sounded, how small.
"Fuck kindness. It’s the cherry on top of shit pie, Cat. Don’t let the flavor fool you,“ Vickis voice dropped. "It’s the oldest trick in the book. They give you scraps, call it a feast, and you thank them while you starve. Wayne is just like the others."
“No,” Catherine said quickly, too quickly, she knew. Her hands twisted together in her lap, but she didn’t drop her gaze. “Bruce… he’s different. He doesn’t hurt us.” Her voice wavered, but steadied in the next breath. “It matters that he treats us well. It matters that Jason gets to be a child for the first time in his life. That someone sits with him at the table and wants to hear what he has to say. That we can have pancakes on Saturday mornings, and bedtime stories, and… and a room that’s warm. For the first time in my life, I can look at my son and know he’s not in danger. That counts, Vicki. It matters.“
For a second, the room was still.
Vicki’s laugh came out sharp, breaking it. She shook her head, exasperation cutting through her wit, but her eyes were wet. “You’re gentle to a fault, Cat. That’s what made you so pliable back then, so goddamn breakable. And it almost killed you. It still could. You don’t see it, but I do. I see it in the way you defend him, the way you … excuse it. You’ve bought into his story so completely you can’t even realize what it’s doing to you.“
“And I …” Vickis voice cracked, but she pressed on, fire and grief tangled in her tone “I refuse to believe that this is enough for you, not after everything you survived. You deserve more than the bare minimum dressed up as paradise.”
Catherine’s throat worked. She wanted to say she deserved nothing, because that had been truth for so long it was stitched into her bones. She had bled herself hollow for years just to keep Jason alive, to keep him fed, to keep his small body between her and fists or worse. She didn’t need paradise. She needed peace. She needed rest. She needed safety. And she had it here, in this sprawling house that had once terrified her but now held her son’s laughter like a mason jar.
“I… I’m grateful, Vicki. Bruce doesn’t… break me down just to remind me who I belong to. He lets me breathe. He lets Jason be a child. That’s more than I ever thought we’d have.”
Vicki’s mouth curved into something too sour to be a smile.
“What the hell are you grateful for? That he doesn’t hit you every day? What a standard, Cat. Do you thank him, too, for not breaking your ribs on Sundays? Do you whisper a prayer of gratitude that Jason’s toys aren’t taken away the minute he dares to laugh too loud? Is that what it takes now: to clap for the Alpha who doesn’t make you crawl on your knees to beg for dinner?”
Catherine flinched, shoulders tight, but she held her gaze. Her voice came soft, almost reverent, tremors hiding in the edges. “Vicki… it’s not like that. The first time we arrived, I was terrified. I thought he’d … I …,“ she stopped, nor words for the terror she‘d been expecting. "But he poured us tea. He let Jason have some cookies. He was gentle, careful. Right from the very start.”
„Christ, Cat. You make it sound like he deserves a medal. Should we throw him a parade because he lets Jason have cookies? Should the Gotham Gazette run a headline: ‘Local Billionaire Shockingly Doesn’t Beat Omega and Child bloody’? Is that the bar now? That he’s not a monster in broad daylight?”
Catherine swallowed the sting and pressed on, her hands twisting in her lap, grounding herself. Her voice remained quiet, almost reverent. "It’s not just what he does in public. You don’t see him when no one’s looking.” She thought of Jason, cheeks smeared with chocolate chip crumbs, laughing without fear. She thought of Bruce crouching down to Damian’s cradle at two in the morning, sleep still clinging to his features, and whispering low, steady words as though the child could understand every sillable.
She though of Tim sitting cross-legged by the fire, eyes wide as he clutched a book, waiting for Bruce to read to him. Dick stubborn and confident but still needing guidance, and Bruce listening without judgment, without dismissing him.
“He rocks Damian in the middle of the night. He reads Tim bedtime stories. He listens to Dick when he has an opinion, not thinking he’s a rebellious teenage Alpha. He lets Jason play. He registered Jason for school, gave him toys, warm clothes. He treats Jason like his own kids.”
Vicki’s eyes glimmered with sharp, simmering disbelief. “So the PR angle is working perfectly, huh? Charity balls, soup kitchens, adopting strays. And of course, doting father of the year. He probably pats himself on the back each night for pulling it off. How easy an act: the brainwashed Omega, smiling up at him like a dumb little girl.”
Vickis mouth twisted, bitterness curling her words. “Oh, bravo. The Omega is obedient, the pup is cute, cookies are distributed with precision, bedtime stories delivered on schedule. What a flawless production. Maybe we should print it on a brochure: ‘Wayne Manor: Now with 20% less whipping, 100% more charm.’”
That stung, sharp as glass. Catherine’s shoulders curled, her body shrinking against an instinct older than thought, but her voice, when it came, was soft and trembling with conviction. “Bruce isn’t like that. You don’t see him with Jason when no one’s looking. I do. Bruce is… he’s good. He never… he never yells, never hits. He doesn’t starve me.” Her hand plucked at the denim on her thigh, as if needing something solid to anchor her words. “I get to wear what I want. Before Bruce I hadn’t been allowed to wear jeans since I presented.”
Vicki blinked once. Then leaned in, her whole body braced with the kind of fury that felt like it had been waiting years to be released. Her voice came out sharp, wit slicing clean as glass.
“Jeans. God, Cat." Her pen twirled once between her fingers. "If denim is your proof of freedom, then the revolution must’ve come and gone without me. Did the suffragettes march so you could wear Levi’s under a man’s roof? Jeans aren’t liberation, Cat. They’re fabric. Chains come in silk too. What’s next? A vote in the family grocery list?"
Vicki looked straight at her. "Cat, Wayne has control over you. He orders you around, he makes choices for you, he… he owns you. Nothing else matters aside from that.”
The words landed like a slap, though no hand had moved. Catherine’s nails pressed crescents into her palms, grounding herself in pain she could control. Her posture never broke: head slightly lowered, shoulders rounded just enough, but her voice pushed forward, small and trembling and still stubborn.
“I… yes, he has power. He… he protects us. But I’ve never been protected like this.” A breath hitched in her chest. Protected. The word felt both dangerous and fragile in her mouth. “And yes, I obey, but… it’s safe. I wouldn’t know how to make important choices, I wouldn’t know where to start, how to care for Jason by myself. And I… I want to stay. I love them. Jason loves them.“
The words steadied her. I love them. That part she didn’t doubt.
She loved the way Bruce’s voice softened at night when he spoke only to her. She loved the quiet weight of his hand covering hers, not pressing, not demanding, just being there. She loved the way he listened, patient, when her words stumbled and tangled.
She loved the way Dick treated her like she had something worth saying, as if her voice could matter. Loved when Tim leaned into her side when she read to him, as if her presence alone could make him safe, how he cuddled right up under the same blanket. He trusted her to stay, to keep her arm curved around him even when he wriggled. His own mother had been a fool to not see how previous this boy was.
She felt the purest kind of love - one that almost felt similiar to the few early blissful moments after Jason had been born - when Damian slept against her chest, so small and impossibly warm, his breath soft against her collarbone, his fists curled tight until sleep slowly loosened them. His tiny body rose and fell with hers, fragile and fierce all at once. She would have stayed like that forever, still as stone, if it meant he could dream in peace. To be chosen by a child so new, so untouched by cruelty, to be his place of rest: Catherine felt that down to her bones. That was love.
Felt it, when Jason laughed freer here, his shoulders not always braced for the next blow, his little hands tugging proudly at her shirt to show her something Bruce or Dick had taught him. Each laugh, each boast, each unguarded grin was proof he was learning joy again. And every time he pulled her into it, she felt herself healing beside him.
She felt love too, when Alfred placed a plate of food in front of her without demand, without threat, without waiting to see if she’d earned it. For Catherine, who had once lived where hunger was punishment, where gluttony was sin, this was love.
She loved them, all of them, fiercely, in ways she hadn’t known she still could. Not just gratitute, not just survival’s relief. Something real. Something she wanted to feel forever.
„You’re calling it love?”
Vicki’s laugh was bitter, sharp, and low. "I’ve been waiting years to pull you out, Cat. I thought I’d see you clawing your way free, you running with you child under your arm, teeth bared, nails bloody. Not… sitting here, smiling like some housewife who thanks her man for the blue eye he gave her the night before and calls it devotion.“
Catherine’s head shook before she even realized it. The memory hit too hard, too real: sitting on the floor with her cheek swelling purple, whispering thank you under her breath because Alpha Willis had only slapped her. Thankful Alpha Willis had chosen her instead of Jason’s small body. Thankful her nose wasn’t broken this time, that she could still see through both eyes. Thankful for a slap, because she had earned it and he had stopped there. That had been her life. But Bruce - Bruce was nothing like that.
“He doesn’t hit me. He doesn’t touch me unless I want him to. He … he asks.”
Vickis expression twisted, fury and grief caught in the same knot.
“Cat…” Her voice cracked, raw, half-plea and half-warning. "Consent from someone who doesn’t believe they can say no - that isn’t consent. That’s theater. You bow on cue, you smile, you spread your knees because you’ve been taught the price of refusal your whole damn life. That isn’t freedom, it’s muscle memory. He asks, sure - but you still think ‘no’ could cost you everything. That’s not choice, it‘s coercion.“ Vicki bit her lip. “I don’t care if he asks with roses or with ropes. If the answer isn’t an option, the question’s a lie.”
Catherine’s breath trembled, her throat working as she fought the rising tide of shame Vicki’s words dragged up. “It’s not like that.”
“It’s exactly like that,” Vicki snapped, then forced a laugh, ragged, sharp-edged, almost breaking. She shook her head like she couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “And God, you don’t even hear it. That’s the part that kills me. You’re smart, Cat. You always were. But now you’re sitting here telling me your cage is a home because the wallpaper’s pretty and the warden’s polite.”
Catherine’s hands were knotted in her lap. Her voice came small, pleading, but steady with something close to conviction.
“Please, Vicki. Believe me. I know what it is to be hurt. This isn’t that. Jason sleeps through the night now without waking screaming. He smiles so much. He asks questions. Do you understand? Would that happen if we weren’t safe?”
Vicki’s lips pressed tight, her throat working as though the words threatened to choke her. She dropped her gaze for a beat, then muttered, “Kids are damn resilient. They’re dropped into chaos, they adjust, they learn, they survive. Doesn’t mean you owe Wayne your life because your boy figured out how to ask why spiders don’t stick to their own webs or why the sky is blue.“
Catherine shook her head, her voice low but sure in the way only someone clinging to something hard-won could sound.
„Vicki… for the first time in my life, I don’t feel afraid when the door opens. I don’t tense waiting for the blow. I sit at a table and they ask me to eat. They want me there. And Jason … he belongs. I can’t tear him away from that, not even for freedom on paper.”
The silence between them stretched and pulsed, swollen with everything unspoken. Grief and fury, love and betrayal, the jagged edges of two girls who had once grown up clinging to each other like lifelines.
Catherine’s heart beat so loudly she feared Vicki could hear it, a timid drum of truth in the cavern between them.
Finally, Vicki laughed, a sharp, breathless sound that cracked halfway into something that wasn’t laughter at all. She blinked too fast, lashes wet, her wit flashing like broken glass.
“You sound like one of those omegas in propaganda reels,” she said, voice thin, brittle. “Eyes wide, soft voice, swearing you’re happy in the gilded cage. If I didn’t know you, Cat, I’d almost buy it.“
Catherine’s throat tightened. She remembered the girl she had been: the one Vicki had known, all soft dreams and secret rebellions.
She remembered the long summers in Vicki’s kitchen, where Uno cards snapped against the table and losing was half the fun because Vicki’s parents always made her feel welcome, made her feel seen.
She remembered lying side by side in the garden, grass warm beneath her spine, the air buzzing with bees and sun, both of them laughing until their bellies hurt, fingertips and lips stained red from the berries they had gorged on. Those were the last days she could recall feeling free.
Cathrine had loved Vicki with a ferocity only teenage girls could conjure, fierce and bright and absolute. And part of her still did. But she wasn’t sure she had the strength anymore to hold onto someone so sharp, so bracing, someone who would never stop telling her to run.
Vicki had shaped parts of her, left fingerprints on who she was. Until Catherine’s Alpha Father had decided omegas didn’t need companions didn’t need friends, didn’t need anyone except God and the Alpha, that had been chosen to own them.
And Catherine wanted, desperatly, to retain what her Alpha Father had stolen from her.
“Our friendship. That’s real. That’s… the gold standard, remember?” Cathrine whispered, trying to find a tether in the storm of doubt.
The words hung between them like a dare, Catherine offering them back as if they could soothe the anger, heal the fracture, stitch them together again.
Vicki’s smile twisted, the bittersweet edge sharper than before. “The gold standard, huh? Christ, Cat, you always knew how to sting. Throw my own words back at me like a knife.”
Vicki leaned back, arms folding tight as though to hold herself together, but her eyes were shining too brightly, betraying what her voice tried to hide. The brittle laugh broke again, thinner this time, trembling at the edges.
“God. You were always the loyal one. Ride-or-die Catherine. Guess I should’ve expected it.” The words weren’t cruel, though they cut deep; they carried the weight of recognition, almost resignation. She shook her head slowly, the sarcasm softening, the ache seeping through. Her voice dropped, quiet, ragged.
“I just wish you’d turn even half that loyalty inward. That, just once, you’d be loyal to yourself.”
The silence that followed was heavier than any argument. It pressed into Catherine’s lungs, into her bones, into the tender places she kept hidden. The words sank like stones inside her, bruising truths she couldn’t quite deny. Loyalty to herself, what would that even look like?
Her whole life, she had been told obedience was survival, that silence was safety, that love was earned by endurance. Loyalty to herself had never been an option; it had been selfishness, rebellion, grounds for punishment.
But then she thought of Jason’s smile, of Damian curled warm against her, of Tim pressing into her side when she read, Dicks stubborn spine, Alfreds promise of safety, of Bruce waiting for her to say yesinstead of assuming the absence of no was enough.
“I don’t want to run anymore,” Catherine whispered. “Not from this. Not when, for the first time, I’m not terrified of staying.”
For a long moment, Vicki said nothing, her jaw tight, her breath unsteady. Then she cursed under her breath, dragging a hand across her face. The laugh that followed was dry, brittle, but not cruel this time.
“Christ, Cat. You always did know how to make a mess of my heart.”
Her eyes glinted, wet despite her stubbornness, her wit sagging under the weight of how much she cared.
“Alright,” Vicki said finally, voice low but steady, almost like she was making a vow. “I’ll give you this. I don’t want to take you away from something good. If this” she waved a sharp hand, as though trying to point at the walls around them, the house, Bruce himself, all of it “if this is good, if it’s real, then I hope it lasts.”
Catherine’s chest tightened, relief prickling behind her eyes. But Vicki leaned forward again, her expression cutting through the softness, her voice flint-sharp. “But don’t think I’m out. I’m not out, Cat. I’m in. I’m watching Wayne. And if he so much as lays a hand on you, if he so much as makes Jason feel the way Willis did: I’ll be here, every damn day, reminding you to run. You hear me? I’ll never stop urging you to leave if he gives me reason.”
Catherine swallowed hard, the words burning like both balm and blade. She nodded, though her throat was too tight to let sound through.
Vicki studied her for a beat longer, then sat back, arms folding across her chest again, but looser this time, like the armor had cracked. “I don’t care if Wayne doesn’t like it. I won’t let you disappear behind pretty wallpaper, polite dinners and bedtime stories.“
Catherine’s breath shuddered out of her, half sob, half laugh. “You never did know how to let go.”
“Damn right,” Vicki said, her mouth twitching toward a smile she tried to smother. “Someone’s gotta be the stubborn one. And you’re too busy being loyal to everyone else.”
For the first time that night, Catherine let herself reach across the space between them. Her fingers brushed against Vicki’s hand, tentative, almost like the girls they once were, whispering secrets in the dark. Vicki’s hand turned over, caught hers, and squeezed.
The door opened with a soft click.
Alfred entered first, carrying the smallest hint of a tray, the reliable silhouette of tea and sandwiches balanced as if the weight were nothing. Behind him came Bruce—broad, deliberate, the room subtly shifting around his presence the way it always did.
Neither spoke at first. Both men paused just inside the doorway, the scene before them pulling them to stillness.
Vicki did not pull away. She was the first to turn her head, her expression shuttered quickly into something bracing, almost defiant, as though daring them to comment. Catherine, by contrast, flushed deep at being caught, though she did not let go. Her grip softened but lingered, knuckles pale with the effort of not hiding.
Alfred’s eyes flicked to their joined hands, then to their faces, and in the smallest tilt of his brow was the acknowledgement of a man who saw far more than he ever said.
He did not break the moment. Instead, he set the tray carefully on the side table, the gentle clink of porcelain the only sound.
Bruce’s gaze was heavier, harder to read. His eyes lingered on Catherine’s face, searching, as if trying to measure whether this was a fracture or a balm. He had learned, painfully, to wait before assuming. Still, something in his stance betrayed unease: protective, wary, as though instinctively cataloguing whether this was comfort or threat.
Bruce’s voice cut through the fragile silence, low but edged.
“Everything all right?”
It wasn’t harsh, not exactly. But Catherine felt the tautness coiled beneath it, the restraint that made her stomach knot.
His eyes, steady, but unyielding, were fixed on where her hand had only just slipped from Vicki’s, the echo of that contact still written in the faint flush across her knuckles.
Catherine’s breath caught.
Her pulse thrashed so loud she thought the whole room must hear it. Shame pooled hot under her skin. There was no denying what Bruce had seen. Her hand in Vicki’s, her body leaning close, her teary eyes laid bare for someone else to witness. Another Alpha, that wasn‘t him.
Her stomach knotted, twisting on itself. Like a slut, the thought hissed, vile and familiar, her Alpha Father’s voice crawling back from memory. She dropped her gaze to her lap, hands curling into fists against her jeans, too filthy to offer to him again.
Vicki leaned back in her chair, unbothered, one brow lifting. Her smile was sly, dangerous in its ease, the way only an Alpha could manage.
“Relax, Wayne,” she drawled, voice smooth but cutting. “I wasn’t stealing the crown jewels. Just holding her hand.”
The words struck like a spark, daring him to bristle, daring him to make it a fight. Catherine’s breath caught again, shame and fear tangling with something else she didn’t want to name.
Bruce’s shadow fell over her as he moved closer, the air charged and sharp with the tension he carried. Catherine felt it roll off him in waves. Not rage, no, not the wild volatility she had grown up bracing for, but something heavier, harder to name. It pressed against her skin like heat from stone. Jealousy, perhaps. Or worse, disappointment.
Her throat worked, desperate to form words that might make it better, though she knew there was nothing to undo what he had witnessed. “I…” Her voice cracked, so small it nearly vanished. “I’m sorry.”
Vicki’s smirk was immediate, curling sharp across her mouth. “Sorry?” she drawled, leaning back as though watching a play. “For what, Cat? Holding my hand? That’s all it takes to trip the alarms?”
Her gaze slid to Bruce, deliberate and gleaming, a hunter scenting blood.
“Or is it that he doesn’t like to share?”
Catherine flinched, shame burrowing deeper. The air thickened, pressing close. She wanted to fold in on herself, to beg Bruce not to think of her the way she had presented herself just seconds ago: cheap, unfaithful, careless.
She didn‘t want to be shared. Easy money, Alpha Willis had said, grinning around a cigarette, while his friends shoved their chairs back from the poker table and unzipped. She’d been shoved under there, knees bruising on the sticky floor, her mouth working one cock after another while chips clattered overhead. She felt each rough shove, each hand pressing, dragging, taking, tasting the rancid warmth of their greed, while Alpha Willis smirked above, sipping his drink, as if she were nothing but a prop in his game.
Or on the couch, kneeling in front of him and his buddy, a movie flickering on the screen while her mouth worked, paying for his share of wings and his beer in spit and shame. Her body, his currency. She had been shared enough for lifetimes.
Catherine’s pulse hammered. Her hands itched, her skin felt raw with remembered violation. She had been trained to vanish into herself when Alpha Willis let his buddies use her. And yet here, with the warmth of the manor the shame resurfaced.
It was a blessing, really, that Bruce didn’t lash out. A blessing she sure hadn’t earned. Instead he lingered beside her chair, jaw tight, hands flexing once at his sides before settling still again. The restraint in him was terrifying in its own way. He bent closer, his voice pitched low, threaded with steel.
“You don’t owe me apologies for holding someone’s hand,” he said. Each word deliberate, heavy, as though he were forcing them into existence against an instinct to say something else.
And just then he drew back a step, as though giving Catherine air she couldn’t bring herself to ask for. He moved to the empty chair at her left, lowering himself with deliberate calm, every muscle contained but coiled tight beneath his clothes.
Catherine’s breath came shaky, shallow. She wanted to tell him she would never reach for another Alpha again, that she wasn’t unfaithful, that she wasn’t dirty. But the words stuck, thick with shame.
So she bowed her head instead, silent, waiting for judgment.
“Look at me,” he said, quieter this time, meant for Catherine alone. She obeyed, drawn by the quiet command, almost trembling with the effort.
“I’m not angry with you,” Bruce said, deliberate, patient. “Not for reaching for her hand. Not for wanting comfort. You hear me?”
Her lips parted, words caught like birds in her throat. His gaze searched hers, steady, dark. Then, softer, but no less weighted:
“Has she been giving you comfort?”
For a moment she couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t bear to admit that yes, Vicki’s sharpness, her defiance, her unflinching familiarity: it had steadied her, reminded her of a girl she used to be. Finally, she gave the smallest nod. Her posture remained curled inward, guarded, but the truth was out, fragile and unprotected between them.
Across the round table, Vicki lounged back like a queen in her throne, lips curving smug, her eyes sharp, glittering with triumph. She had seen the flicker in Bruce’s armor, the thread of jealousy that no denial could erase.
“See?” she said lightly, but the undercurrent was steel. “Here’s where you tell her what she’s supposedto feel. Or maybe what she’s supposed to say next. Go on. I’m curious which script you’re working from tonight.”
Bruce finally let his gaze turn to her, level and cool, but not rising to the bait. His voice was measured.
“There’s no script. She speaks for herself. Always.”
The words landed between them like a gauntlet. Catherine’s breath shuddered, shame and relief colliding in her chest. Vicki only raised her brows, her smile curving wider, testing him.
Her voice was light, teasing, but the undercurrent pressed hard. “You know, I’ve met Omegas who dospeak for themselves. Who build lives without needing an Alpha looming in the doorway. I’ve seen them laugh, go to college, raise kids, run their own damn business. You know what none of them had? Some Alpha with control issues.“
Bruce didn’t move, didn’t bristle. Only his jaw shifted once, a ripple beneath the surface.
“I try not to control her. I try to help her make her own decision.“
Vicki leaned back, letting out a laugh—rich, almost affectionate, but threaded with disbelief. “God, you’re smooth. I almost want to applaud. But let’s be real—you don’t get to this point in life without needing control. Without making sure every angle’s covered. You really expect me to believe you’d take in a broken Omega and her kid out of the goodness of your heart? No strings? No damn benefit for yourself?”
Catherine’s hands clenched against her lap, shame and fear threading together. Broken Omega. The phrase rang in her head.
Bruce noticed the shift in her first. He angled slightly closer, voice pitched softer, grounding.
“Catherine,” he said, steady. “Breathe.”
Her eyes flicked up, startled, and she obeyed almost on instinct. The breath came jagged, but it came. And when she let it out, some of the tightness in her chest eased. His fingers hovered, open-palmed on the table, close enough that she could reach if she wanted to, far enough that she couldn’t mistake the gesture for command. He did not touch. He simply offered comfort, if she wanted to grab it.
“Ms. Vale,” Alfred said, mild as steam rising from the spout, “we are most grateful for your time and for the seriousness of your purpose. Miss Catherine has given more of herself this morning than I suspect even she intended. Maybe some rest would do well.”
Catherine’s breath hitched sharp. “No! Wait.” The word tumbled out, unplanned, raw. She gripped the edge of her seat.
“Please don’t go yet.“ The panic was not theatrical. It lifted the hairs along her arms and made her throat small. She heard how it sounded: childish, pleading, honest.
Bruce turned fully toward her, surprise flashing across his face before he shuttered it down, careful as ever. Alfred, who almost never betrayed anything as untidy as surprise, raised a single brow, assessing.
“You want her to stay?” Bruce asked, not unkindly, but with a note she couldn’t read. puzzlement, perhaps.
Catherine’s heart beat like a drum against bone. Her throat closed around the words, shame clogging them before they could take shape. “She’s my … she’s …” She looked at Vicki, as if the sight of her might help her force the truth past the shame. “She’s my friend,” she whispered at last. “From before. Before I …” The sentence fell apart on the rock of what came after “before.”
Vicki rescued it, but without flourish. “We were twelve,” she said, eyes on Bruce. “She always beat me to the ice cream truck.” A flicker of a smile, quick and private, crossed her lips.
Bruce looked at her with admiration. Bruce’s chest tightened. The picture came unbidden - Catherine as a girl, hair streaming, knees scraped, pedaling furiously toward something as small and as infinite as an ice cream truck. He could almost hear the laughter that would have come with it, bright and careless, belonging to a child who hadn’t yet been folded into obedience. The vision hit him like a bruise. For a moment he grieved a girl he‘d never known.
“Then her father decided Omegas didn’t need friends,” Vicki continued, flat, hard-edged. “So he shut the door.”
Silence fell again, weighted and brittle.
Bruce’s eyes shifted to Cathrine, then to Vicki, narrowing slightly. His voice, when it came, was controlled, but the edge of it showed. “You fooled me,” he said. “You’re not here for an interview.“
“I am,” Vicki said plainly, and her mouth quirked. “Multitasking.” She tapped her closed notebook. “The interview is real; the story will run. I also wanted to see my friend with my own eyes and not through a gala photograph or a rumor. Two true things, Wayne. Try not to faint.”
She turned then, not to Bruce but to Catherine, her tone shifting from sly to startlingly earnest.
“Or,” she said, softer now, “if you don’t want the story at all, say the word, Cat. It dies in my notebook, right here. Nobody else decides that but you.”
Catherine blinked, heart knocking hard against her ribs. The very idea felt impossible, dizzying: that she could cancel something with her voice alone. Power like that felt foreign in her hands.
And she didn’t know if she ever wanted to read that article. Seeing her shame on a page, felt unbearable. But she had understood what Vicki meant, how much larger it was than her. Bruce, in his steadier way, had pressed the same truth into her: the public needed to know what those places were, what they did to women like her, to children like Jason. If no one spoke, nothing would ever change.
Still, the choice sat like a stone in her throat. She looked down at her hands, knotted white in her lap.
“If you publish,” Bruce said at last, stepping into the silence, “you don’t publish anything that identifies her or Jason. You can tell a system without naming its survivors.”
“Spare me the ethics lecture, Wayne.” The snap was quick, but not careless. “I sit on more NDAs than your legal team’s interns have seen coffee cups. I’m not here to harm her. I’m here because harm already happened.”
“Then we are aligned in principle,” Alfred stepped in mildly. “Miss Catherine’s privacy is not a bargaining chip; it is a boundary.”
Vicki gave a short laugh, sharp as glass but not unkind. “Cute line. But let’s be clear: her word is the one that matters, not yours. Or his.” Her eyes cut to Bruce, bright with challenge. “I don’t take orders from men in mansions. I listen to the woman who lived through it.”
Bruce’s gaze cut to Catherine again, steady and unreadable. “Then she sets the ground rules,” he said. “Not me.” He paused, and the smallest beat of something softer slipped in. “If she wants you to stay, you stay.”
Catherine found her voice again, thin but there. “You‘re not wrong that I’m tired,” she told Alfred, which was as close as she could come to asking him not to end it. “Just… not tired of her.”
Alfred inclined his head, precise as a bow. “Then we shall respect your stamina, Miss Catherine. Fifteen minutes it shall be.“
“Look at that. Curfew extension.” Vicki grinned, teeth showing, a predator’s delight wrapped in affection. “Fifteen more minutes before the pumpkin carriage. I’ll take it.”
“Miss Vale,” Alfred said evenly, “a guest may be grateful without being glib.”
“Can, sure. Will? Less likely,” Vicki shot back, though she tipped her head in the semblance of a nod. Then she leaned forward, eyes fixed on Catherine with the same ferocity she’d had as a girl when she wanted the truth of a secret. “Cat. Convince me. Tell me one thing that proves he’s different. Something that isn’t for show.”
Catherine swallowed, her throat tightening. She could feel Bruces gaze on her, steady but unreadable, waiting. The right words wouldn’t come, grand claims felt to big to tell. What rose instead was small, almost embarrassing in its simplicity.
“He turns the lights low,”the words slipping out before she could second-guess them. Her cheeks heated, but she forced herself to go on. “At dinner, or if I come into a room looking worn. He doesn’t say anything, doesn’t make it a big deal. He just… reaches for the dimmer, until it feels gentler.“
Vicki’s face changed, but not toward capitulation. It tightened with the ache of someone who wanted to be wrong and wasn’t convinced. “I’m glad you’re getting…” she gestured, searching for a word that wouldn’t taste like mocking “consideration. It doesn’t change the frame. If you can’t take Jason and leave tomorrow, no questions asked, you‘re property, not people.”
The sentence landed like a stone. Catherine felt it strike in the hollow of her ribs; shame flared hot, immediate. She didn’t want Jason to feel like someone’s possession. Not anyone’s, not even some as kind as Bruce. And Bruce wanted to adopt him, to give him a claiming bite and receive on in return. He treated him like a precious child, like someone who could be his son, in time.
But what if Vicki was right? What if, in the end, all that tenderness changed nothing about what they really were? What if the papers said it more plainly than any vow: that she and Jason belonged to Bruce, legally, inescapably? The thought clawed at her, even as she knew Jason smiled freer now than he ever had before.
Bruce’s answer came quiet but steady, words weighed and deliberate.
“Whenever Catherine wants,” he said, voice even but not cold, “she can apply for her driver’s license. She can enroll in college classes. She can speak to a professional about her trauma.”
Bruce didn’t glance at Vicki when he said it. His gaze rested on Catherine, steady as if to remind her she was the only one he was speaking to.
“I’ll pay for it,” he continued, and the care in the phrasing was so exact it ached. “But she’ll choose the driving instructor. The therapist. Whoever she feels comfortable with. She decides what pace, what shape it takes. If she wants to stop, she may stop; if she wants to trie again, she may try again. As many times as it takes. No one keeps score.”
Vicki’s laugh cracked sharp as glass. “And you don’t even hear yourself, do you? You’re still the one listing her choices. Still the one who gets to grant them. Christ, Wayne, you’re not her savior. You’re just the same leash with a prettier chain.”
The air tightened around the table; porcelain chimed softly as Alfred’s hand paused mid-polish. He hadn’t left the room entirely; his presence was both service and sentinel. He gave the glass the smallest twist between thumb and forefinger, clearly listening in on their conversation, ready to step in if needed.
But Bruce didn’t rise. His stillness was deliberate, the kind that refused to feed fire with fire. His voice was even, steady as stone.
“If she ever chooses to leave me, she’ll walk out my door. No chain, no leash. That’s her right.“
Catherine’s heart lurched. He had proved that once already. When he’d asked her to marry him, he hadn’t boxed her in. He had offered his penthouse in the city: set apart, stocked, private, as a way out, if she wanted it. He had told her she could decline, walk away, and never see him again if that was her wish. She should have told Vicki that. She should have said it aloud. Her silence now felt like a betrayal of its own.
“Then let her emancipate herself,” Vicki said, relentless, though not cruel. “If she chooses to stay after that, well—good for you, Wayne. But that way she can leave whenever she wants,“ Vicki gave a thin smile. “People rescind favors. Emancipation rights remain.”
“I know,” Catherine said. She surprised herself by reaching for Vicki’s hand again; the contact steadied something in her that had never stopped looking out the window for a red-haired girl to wave back. “I know,” she repeated. Her voice was small, raw but true. “I hear you. I just—” She glanced at Bruce, then forced her eyes back to Vicki. The shame was present, but under it lived a stubbornness she hadn’t practiced in years. “I want to walk toward it. Not run. I can’t run anymore.”
Vicki exhaled. Some of the fight left her shoulders without leaving her tone. “Then I’m going to be the one yelling from the curb while you walk. Annoying, loud, impossible to ignore.” She flicked a look at Bruce. “Get used to it.”
“I prefer annoying to absent,” Bruce said. It wasn’t just a line—it carried too much weight, too much history in the hollow between his words.
They might have found a fragile truce there, if Vicki hadn’t been Vicki.
“Since we’re telling truths,” she said, tone brightening into mischief because mischief was the only way she knew to make tenderness bearable, “I should probably disclose that our first meeting at the mall was not, in fact, an accident.”
The air shifted. Bruce folded his hands, the motion slow and deliberate.
“You’re many things, Mrs. Vale. Sublety isn’t one of them.” His tone was flat, almost bored, but it carried the smallest spark of wry acknowledgment. Catherine’s breath caught; Vicki only smiled, unashamed.
Alfred cleared his throat then, the sound discreet yet absolute, as if drawing a curtain with nothing more than a breath.
“Miss Vale, the car will be at the front in five minutes. Miss Catherine,” he added, with the unhurried gravity of a man setting a cornerstone, “if you wish to see your friend again, we shall accommodate a time of your choosing. Thursday at four, should it suit, or any hour you prefer.”
Catherine’s panic, small, stubborn, buzzing, began to ebb. Alfred had turned it into logistics, into something ordinary, survivable.
“Thursday,” she said. She looked at Vicki, then, unable to stop the plea from threading her voice. “Please?”
“Thursday,” Vicki echoed. The word landed with the weight of a vow and the glint of a dare. She rose, slower now, smoothing a skirt that didn’t need smoothing, letting her composure settle over her like armor. “I’ll bring coffee, the kind that tastes like sin, the sweetest pastries Gotham can cough up, and a pack of Uno cards. Loser has to tell a story she’s never told before.”
A breath escaped Catherine, half laugh, half exhale, not quite free but closer to it than she’d been all morning. “Yes.”
At the door, Vicki paused, and when she looked back at Bruce her voice carried no malice, only a deliberate marking of the ground between them. “I’m filing the piece,” she said. “It won’t name her. It will name what was done to Omegas at that facility. If your lawyers call me, tell them to bring evidence that clears the center. Otherwise? Tell them to save their breath.”
“They won’t call,” Bruce said. “If you need records, Alfred will arrange secure access to whatever we pulled when we bought Catherine’s contract.” He held her gaze. “And if you learn anything we haven’t found, you’ll give it to the DA.”
Vicki’s smile went lopsided. “Now who’s multitasking?” She tipped her head. “Thursday, Cat.”
When the door clicked shut behind her, the room didn’t deflate so much as it exhaled, as if it were taking stock of its own quiet.
Catherine became aware of the crescents her nails had pressed into her palms, tiny marks of tension, fear, and determination all etched at once. Bruce saw the faint impressions, but he didn’t reach for her hands. Instead, he let the silence carry its weight, giving her space to settle into herself.
“Are you all right?” he asked, voice low, measured, almost gentle in its unexpected stillness. She paused, tracing the tremor of her own pulse beneath her ribs. Fear was still there, sharp and insistent. Shame, stubborn and lingering, but inching back from the edge. And beneath it all, a strange, unlooked-for relief. Relief that the two halves of her life had met and not shattered her, relief that she could exist in the overlap without breaking. “I… I think so,” she said, voice quiet but steadying.
“She’s… a lot,” Bruce remarked, the faintest wry tilt to his tone.
“She’s mine,” Catherine said, the words surprising even her as they left her lips, carrying a weight of claim and affection both. A flush crept up her neck at her own boldness, but it felt grounding rather than reckless.
Bruce gave a slow, deliberate nod. “Then Thursday,” he said, an anchor in the rhythm of her suddenly steadier world.
Catherine drew a deep breath, letting it fill the space her tension had hollowed. She pressed her palms flat against her knees, feeling the line of her own edges, relearning the shape of herself. For once, the edges held. She could trace them, feel them, own them.
“Thursday,” she repeated, softer this time, as if speaking it aloud might tether the day, might prevent it from slipping through her fingers before it could arrive. And in the quiet that followed, she believed, if only just a little, that she could meet it whole.
“Maybe Alfred was right about taking a little reprieve. What do you think?” Bruce’s voice was softer than she expected, low, unhurried, holding no edge of command. It was an offering, set gently between them. His hand shifted as though he might reach for her, then settled back against his thigh, the restraint in the gesture echoing the restraint in his words. “You’ve had enough for one morning.”
The words landed heavier than she wanted them to. Her body sagged almost in spite of herself, her shoulders rounding as if the truth of her exhaustion had been waiting for permission to show itself. Her ribs ached with each breath, the echo of nerves, of braced waiting, of holding herself together.
But … Jason.
Her lips pressed thin as the thought sharpened. “I should take care of Jason now,” she said, shaking her head faintly. “He was nervous about… all of this. Rachel taking him for the walk, with Damian too … it was kind but I… I promised him we’d practice his letters today, and I don’t …”
“Catherine,” Bruce interrupted, low but steady, enough to cut the spiral before it climbed higher. His gaze was a weight, warm, grounding. “I cleared my schedule. Today’s for them. For you. I’ll take care of Jason.”
The words didn’t shove her aside, didn’t leave her feeling redundant or pushed out, it wasn’t supposed to make her feel small. He was offering, not replacing. Still, something pricked sharp in her chest at her own hesitation. She hadn‘t done much this morning, had only talked while sitting in a comfortable arm chair, sipping tea. She shouldn‘t need a nap now. She should be fine.
“I…” She pressed her palm against her thigh, nails catching faintly in the fabric. Shame, then a tug of honesty, pulled the words loose. “The day you took Jason to the mall… when Damian slept after, I… I napped too.”
Something flickered across Bruce’s face—surprise first, then a small furrow in his brow that deepened into concern. “I’m sorry,” he murmured. The regret in his tone was so unfeigned it almost startled her. “You deserve to rest, Catherine. After everything you’ve been through, you need it. If Alfred and I are both away, I’ll make arrangements. You shouldn’t have to wait until …”
“No!” Her voice came too fast, stumbling over itself. She leaned forward, fingers knotting tight together, desperate to stop his misunderstanding before it rooted. “It wasn’t waiting. I …” Her throat caught, a hard swallow pulling the words thinner, softer. “I lay down with him. We… cuddled. He fell asleep on me, and I… I slept too.”
Understanding bloomed across his face, slow but certain. The lines of concern eased, and something gentler took their place. His mouth tilted, not quite a smile, but the beginning of one, something warm enough to reach his eyes.
“You nested with him,” he said, voice quiet, as if naming something delicate and good.
Her skin flushed hot under the weight of it. “I don’t know if that’s …” she fumbled, cheeks warming, “but yes. I suppose.” Her gaze slid downward, half-afraid to see judgment where there was none. “Is that … would it be all right? If I … if one day I did again?”
“Absolutely,” Bruce said, without hesitation. Solid, unshaken, as if there were no question at all. “As often as you want, Catherine. He needs that. You do too.”
Her chest loosened, unspooling tension she hadn’t realized was strangling her lungs. The air went in easier, her body lighter, though the lightness trembled like a thing half-born.
Bruce rose in one smooth motion, broad shoulders shifting beneath the soft fall of his shirt. He glanced toward the door, then back at her, voice dipping into something almost tender.
“Rachel should be back with the boys by now. If Damian hadn’t slept through his stroll …” his mouth softened into the faintest smile, sure and kind “would you want to do nest with him now? Maybe Jason and I could even join you for an hour or two?“
Chapter 57
Notes:
Final chapter (well, almost, since therw will be a long epilogue) - What a journey … I loved writing this and I can‘t wait to hear what you think about it 🥰
Chapter Text
Catherine hadn’t meant to sink so deeply into the pillows. They seemed to draw her down no matter how she tried to hold herself upright, their softness a kind of luxury that still startled her each time she touched it. Bruce’s bed was impossibly wide, sprawling, the kind of thing she would have once thought only fit for royalty. Too large to feel real. Too large, once, to imagine herself in.
Brucr hadn’t simply told them to join him here. He never did things that way. Before they had come upstairs, he had paused in the hall, steady gaze moving over each of them in turn. He’d crouched slightly to Jason’s level, asking him directly, Would you all like to spend some time together in my room? Jason had frowned, suspicious, then glanced at Catherine for confirmation.
Bruce hadn’t pressed, only said, My bed is the biggest. It might be nice to all curl up there. But if you’d rather not, we can let your mom and Damian nap and we can go to the playroom or wherever you like, really. Jason had bit his lip, then muttered that he supposed Bruce’s bed would be fine, as long as he could bring both his beloved plushies. Bruce had nodded as if Jason had made the most important decision of the day.
Even with her, Bruce had not assumed. His hand had hovered near her back as they entered the room, but he had asked softly, “Do you feel all right with this?” He knew she had been in his bed before, many times: curled against him for quiet talks, letting herself be held after long days, even shy and trembling when she had offered him her body.
But those moments had never left his bed feeling soiled or unsafe. Not like home had, the bed she had shared with Willis - rank with anger, fear, and shame, a place she had scrubbed until her hands blistered and it still reeked of violation. Bruce’s bed carried no such stain. It smelled of clean linen, of cedar, of his skin and the faintest trace of his cologne and even a little bit of her, lavender coming through, calming the room. It was a place that welcomed rather than claimed, expansive enough that she could stretch her body without flinching.
So yes, she had nodded. And now all four of them were gathered here, the light from outside spilling pale and warm across the sheets, making the whole room feel softer, gentler than any place she had ever known.
Damian was heavy in the crook of her arm, his small body warm with contentment as he nursed his bottle. Catherine held him steady, careful to keep the arm that held the child supported by the pillow Bruce had slid into place beneath. He had fussed over it for longer than seemed necessary, shifting the pillow by inches until the angle was right.
Then, with a quiet, “There, are you comfortable now?” he had let his hand linger for a breath before withdrawing. Such a simple act, but it startled her all the same - the thoughtfulness, the patience. She had never been handled with such a care.
Jason sat on Bruce’s other side, not pressed close but near enough that his knee brushed Bruce’s thigh when he shifted. He clutched his dragon plush tight to his chest, the red fabric still crisp and bright from its newness.
Beside him, tucked carefully within arm’s reach, rested the lion. Smaller, worn thin at the mane, its fur dulled from years of being carried through dust and damp. Though it was clean now, the little lion still bore the weight of everything that had come before. Jason had insisted on having both - one for then, one for now. Catherine understood. It was how she felt too, living balanced on the thin rope between past and present.
Damian had finished most of his bottle, eyelids fluttering, his little fists kneading lightly at Catherine’s shirt as if he could knead himself into sleep. She shifted her arm carefully, making sure his head was supported, but Bruce was already leaning over. With that steady, unhurried patience of his, he adjusted the pillow again, tilting it just so.
“Better?” he asked softly.
She nodded, her throat too tight to answer. The quiet thoughtfulness of it - his hands turning the coarse edges of her exhaustion into comfort - felt like something she didn’t deserve and still needed badly. .
Jasons eyes kept darting: at Catherine, at Bruce, at the door, as though expecting the walls to shift and betray him. It hurt to see. He had been so bright the day Bruce had taken him to the mall, all sharp curiosity and daring questions.
But the visit from the reporter had left its mark, right on top of all the recent changes; Catherine could see the shadow clinging to him now.
Bruce didn’t crowd him. He simply leaned back against the headboard, long legs stretched out, arms folded loosely across his middle, his presence steady as a lighthouse.
“You’ve been worried about your mom all morning, haven’t you?” His voice was quiet, matter-of-fact, not an accusation.
Jason hummed, a faint sound muffled against the dragon’s wing.
“She did just fine,” Bruce said gently. “Better than fine. She was brave.”
Jason scowled, pulling the dragon higher, hiding half his face. “She shouldn’t have to be brave. People should just be nice to her.”
Catherine’s breath hitched, her hand smoothing Damian’s back automatically. Oh, Jason.
“You’re not wrong,” Bruce said after a beat, his tone low, steady. “You’re right, in fact. It shouldn’t take bravery just to be treated fairly. But sometimes it does. And when it does, it’s good to have people beside you, so you don’t have to carry it alone.”
Jason peeked at him from behind the dragon, uncertain. Bruce’s mouth softened. “Your mom wasn’t alone today.”
Something in that seemed to reach Jason. He shifted almost unconsciously, his small shoulder pressing against Bruce’s side. Catherine noticed it instantly- the little nudge, hesitant but seeking.
Bruce moved just enough to meet it, lowering one arm until it curved loosely behind Jason’s back, not pulling him close but making the space available.
“Remember, buddy,” Bruce said gently, “that was why we asked Rachel to watch you and Damian: so Alfred and I could both be ready, if your mom had needed us.”
Jason peeked up at him, dragon plush still squashed under his chin. “I know, Bruce.” His voice wobbled between shy and proud. Then, very softly, he added, “You’re a really good Alpha for my mom.”
The words landed like sunlight. Catherine’s throat tightened, her eyes stinging with the warmth of it. Bruce’s hand only shifted the smallest fraction against Jason’s back, but it was enough to speak volumes.
Jason’s brow furrowed suddenly. “But… reporters don’t just show up, right? How’d she even know about Mom?”
Catherine’s stomach knotted. She swallowed, forcing the truth out in words Jason could bear. “Because she knew me,” she said softly. Jason’s head whipped toward her, his sharp little eyes searching hers. “A long time ago.”
“Before me?” he asked, voice sharp with surprise.
She nodded. “Yes. When I was younger. She was… my friend.”
Jason frowned, lion and dragon now pressed close to his chest, gaze flicking between Catherine and Bruce. “She was your friend and she didn’t help you?”
The words struck like a blow. Catherine’s arm tightened around Damian, who gave a little sigh, lips slack against the bottle. Cathrine put it away and moved Damian to rest against her collarblade. It was importang that he burped, he shouldn‘t be uncomfortable.
“She was a kid too, Jay,” Catherine murmured. Her voice was quiet, careful, though it tugged raw at old scars. “She couldn’t have stopped my Alpha Father. She couldn’t have made him… kinder. Her parents tried once, but my Alpha Father didn’t bend for them either.” She smoothed her hand over Damian’s tiny back, steadying herself. “Some things… no child can fix.”
Jason pressed the lion to his chin, eyes narrowing as he mulled it over. “So… she’s not dangerous?”
“No,” Bruce said firmly. “Curious, maybe. Persistent. But not dangerous.”
Jason didn’t look fully convinced, but some of the tightness in his shoulders eased.
“Will she be back?” he asked after a moment. “To ask more questions?”
“No,” Catherine said, feeling Damians burp against her shoulder. She stroked his soft hair with the edge of her thumb. “But she wants to come back just to spend time.”
“Why?” Jason asked, narrowing his eyes, suspicious as only kids his age could be.
“Because,” Catherine hesitated, then made herself go on, “she was my friend. And I’d like us to be friends again.”
Jason’s brows knitted. “What’d she even say to you?”
Catherine drew in a breath, steadying. Jason deserved honesty, but gentled honesty, the kind that told the truth without giving him more weight to carry than he could bear. “She asked things about the center, about how we lived there. She wanted to know how they treated us. And…” She gave Bruce a fleeting glance before looking back at her son. “She wanted to know about Bruce, too. Because she doesn’t know him yet, not the way we do.”
Jason frowned harder, chewing on that.
Jason frowned harder, chewing on that. His voice was low, almost sulky. “But you don’t like to talk about that stuff.”
Her chest tightened. He wasn’t wrong. Every question about the center felt like peeling skin from a wound that hadn’t closed. But she made herself keep her voice even. “No. I don’t. But sometimes…” She smoothed a hand over Damian’s downy hair, grounding herself. “Sometimes it’s important to say the hard things, even if they hurt. If people don’t know what happened there, then nothing changes. And the ones who are still inside - still stuck there - they stay forgotten. Talking about it might help them.”
Jason shifted, brow furrowed. “So, she was at least nice about it?”
Catherine hesitated. Honesty, but softened. “Vicki tries to be nice,” she said slowly. "She just… believes I should learn to do more things by myself. Like making choices without waiting for permission, or speaking up when I feel something is wrong. She thinks that will make me strong. I don’t always know if I can, but she believes it’s important. That’s just who she is: she isn’t very peaceful. Even when her words doesn’t sound very kind, she thinks she’s protecting me.“
Jason tipped his head at that, the lion’s frayed mane brushing his cheek as he mulled it over. He didn’t speak right away; the silence stretched, full of his frown and thought. Finally, he huffed, stubborn and small.
“Maybe she should learn how to be a better friend.” His little chin jutted, fierce as only six year olds could be. “I would never say stuff like that to Tim.”
Bruce’s mouth curved, quiet pride softening his face. “You are a good brother, Jason,” he said, voice low and sure. “And a good friend.”
Jason’s ears went pink. He ducked his face into the lion’s mane, muffling himself in its fray, but Catherine saw the smile tugging at the corners of his mouth - the small, unguarded one that only appeared when he felt safe.
And oh, how she wanted to hold on to that smile forever.
Jason clutched his dragon then, dragging it close to his chin, and after a beat he nudged closer still - his forehead brushing against Bruce’s arm. Not much, just enough to test.
And Bruce, without planning it, without ceremony, turned his wrist up, the pale skin bared in quiet offering.
Jason stilled. His breath quickened. Catherine could see it all flickering across his face: the memory of sharp, punishing bites, Alpha Willis teeth colored bloodred, the softer bond Jason had shared with her, the longing for what Bruce was offering now.
Bruce didn’t rush him. His wrist stayed where it was, resting on his knee, palm open, the veins faintly blue beneath the pale skin. His head was bowed slightly, eyes soft but steady on Jason, a picture of stillness. An Alpha who would not demand.
Jason’s lips trembled. He hunched in tighter, dragon plush squashed under his arm, lion clutched at his chest. His gaze darted to Catherine, wide and questioning, as if he needed to see her steady before he could steady himself.
She smiled through the ache in her throat, nodding once. “Only if you want to, love,” she whispered. “It’s yours to choose.”
Jason sucked in a shaky breath, then, with all the solemnity his small body could muster, he leaned forward. His teeth pressed against the inside of Bruce’s wrist, the skin soft there, so unlike Alpha Willis skin would have been, had he ever offered Jason to return the one sided parental bond bite he had forced upon the boy.
Jason’s eyes fluttered shut, and then he bit. Not hard, not cruel, just enough for his teeth to sink, for the bond to spark alive, bright and warm.
Catherine felt it almost as much as she saw it, the way Jason gasped at the taste of it, the way his shoulders loosened as if something heavy had slipped from him. The way Bruce’s other hand cupped the back of Jason’s head, steady and sure, but never pressing.
When Jason pulled back, his lips damp, his cheeks blotched red, he looked stunned. Changed.
Jason made a small sound - half sob, half laugh - and collapsed against Bruce’s chest, dragon and lion both crushed between them. His lips left a faint smear of blood against Bruce’s light blue shirt, stark and startling. Catherine’s heart lurched, not from fear - Bruce would never hurt Jason for something like that - but from the sheer enormity of it.
Bruce didn’t flinch. He only bent his head, his mouth near Jason’s ear. “You okay?” The words were low, a check, a choice offered back.
Jason’s answer wasn’t words but the way he tilted his head, baring the small slope of his neck without hesitation. Catherine’s breath caught.
Bruce was careful, so careful. His teeth grazed Jason’s skin first, feather-light, the barest scrape. “Here?” he asked, voice more felt than heard. Jason gave a small, eager hum, almost dazed, and pressed closer.
Then Bruce bit, not harsh, not claiming in the way that had once left Jason bloodied and raw, but deep enough for the bond to flare bright and whole. A parent’s promise, sealed in the curve of the boy’s nape.
Jason shuddered, a tiny gasp escaping him. When Bruce drew back, Jason sagged, pliant and trembling, his little fingers clawing at the fabric of Bruce’s shirt as if to hold himself there forever. His eyes were glassy, unfocused, bite-drunk in a way that was soft rather than frightening.
“Easy,” Bruce murmured, curling his arm tighter around him, pulling him close until Jason was bundled safe against his chest.
Catherine stroked Damian’s downy hair, her vision swimming. In the quiet of the nights she had dreamed about what safety might look like for Jason, but she had never imagined something so pure and beautiful like that. Nestled against Bruce, bond sealed bright between them, Jason looked content.
Jason’s breathing slowed, hitching here and there, as his fists stayed tangled in Bruce’s shirt, dragon and lion caught between, but the tension had melted from him, his body heavy with the kind of exhaustion that only followed great relief.
“Mm,” he mumbled, words slurred against Bruce’s chest. “Warm.”
Bruce’s mouth tipped into the faintest smile. He shifted just enough to tuck the blanket higher around Jason’s shoulders, one broad hand spanning the boy’s back as if to shield him from everything the world might yet try to take.
The room had gone hushed, wrapped in the weight of what had just happened. Even Damian seemed to sense it; his soft breaths puffed against Catherine’s collarbone as he dozed, milk-drunk and boneless in her arms.
Catherine couldn’t stop staring. Jason’s cheeks were blotched, his lips still faintly stained, but his little face was loose now, unguarded. Safe. She had seen him bite-drunk before, after he’d bonded with her, small and soft, clinging to the source of love he‘d ever known. But this… this was different. She had never imagined how raw but beautiful it could feel to see that happen with another kind of parent that Jason trusted.
Her throat tightened. She had to glance down, to Damian’s dark lashes fanned against his cheek, to keep the tears from spilling.
When she looked up again, Bruce was watching her. Not the way Alpha Willis had - hungry, weighing - but quietly, like he was making sure she wasn’t left behind in the moment. His arm curved firm around Jason, but his gaze reached for her.
“He’s safe,” Bruce said softly. No reassurance, just a truth spoken aloud. Catherine’s lips trembled. She swallowed, nodding once.
Bruce’s thumb stroked absent circles at Jasons back.
“I love you,“ he said, looking at Cathrine. His pause was only a heartbeat long before he added, steady and certain, “Both of you.“
Catherine felt Damian stir against her, his tiny fingers curling reflexively around the fabric of her sleeve. She shifted him gently, mindful not to disturb the fragile peace settling over the bed.
A faint smile tugged at her lips despite the wetness in her eyes. “All three of us?” she asked, tilting her head toward Damian in a whisper of teasing.
The corner of Bruce’s mouth lifted. “All of you,” he said, voice sure. “The boys, too. Tim and Dick.”
Jason’s head lolled, pressing closer into Bruce’s chest. His lashes fluttered, bite-drunk and drowsy, his little mouth parting with a sigh.
Catherine bent her head, pressing her cheek against Damian’s crown. His fine hair tickled her skin, his tiny breaths feathering steady against her heart. For a moment, she let her eyes fall shut, and in that dim quiet she thought: they had to do this again. Nesting like this - not just after fright or hurt, but sometimes simply because they belonged to one another. Maybe when Dick and Tim weren’t away at school, when the house was fuller, voices weaving into laughter.
Her chest ached with the enormity of it, but when she finally spoke, the words came easy, unshaken. “Me too,” she murmured her voice softer than the beat of Damians small hear. Her arms tightened slightly around him, her gaze flicking once to Jason’s slack, trusting face before returning to Bruce. She loved them too. All of them.
***
The den was soft in the late afternoon, the light slanting gold across the shelves and catching in the dust motes that drifted lazily in the quiet. Catherine sat tucked into the wide couch, her body drawn small but not tense, the hush of Damian’s absence almost strange at her shoulder. He was downstairs with Alfred and Jason, napping in the little rolling bassinet Alfred had maneuvered into the kitchen so he could keep one eye on him while Jason helped stir bowls of flour and sugar. She could almost picture it: Jason with his too-big concentration, brows knit, Alfred close by with one of his endless calm instructions. The thought steadied her.
Tim sat next to her, his knees drawn up, folded into himself, close enough that the warmth of him brushed the air at her side, but not yet touching her.
Dick had claimed the opposite end of the couch, half-slouched with the restless grace of a boy too big for his age but not quite grown.
Bruce sat across from them in the armseat, His weight settled steady into the seat, one arm on the armrest, his gaze moving between them with gentleness.
“I wanted to tell you something,” he began. His voice was low, carrying a kind of weight that made even Dick sit up straighter, as if some part of him recognized that this was one of those moments - serious, shaping. “Earlier today, Jason and I shared our bond bites.”
Tim blinked, his mouth falling open, and then turned wide-eyed toward Catherine as though to check if he’d heard right. She gave him a small, soft nod, one hand brushing his shoulder, and his face lit with a bright, breathless awe.
Bruce’s gaze moved between them both.
“We had spoken before about waiting until the moment felt right. Today, with Jason, it felt right. But I don’t want either of you to feel left out, now that Jason carries both of our bonds.”
Tim immediately scooted closer, his knee bumping against Catherine’s thigh. The touch was light, but insistent, as if he were tethering himself to her.
“We don’t feel left out,” Dick said quickly. The words tumbled too fast, almost tripping over themselves. “We know we should wait until Catherine really feels ready. Right, Timmy?”
Her mind flickered back to that night not long ago: the hush of the sitting room, his hair still mussed from bed, the rawness in his eyes when he’d told her he didn’t want her forced into anything. He’d been so young and so old at once, jaw tight with fear that she might be trapped, that Bruce might mistake duty for love, that he himself might be a burden she couldn’t refuse.
Now here he was again, carrying that same tension in his too-big frame. The slouch was just cover; she could see it in his hands, curled against the cushion, in the line of his throat where he swallowed down the things he couldn’t name.
Catherine’s heart ached. He wasn’t rejecting her. He was bracing against rejection. Again.
“Oh, Dick,” she said softly, leaning forward, her voice firm but tender. “You don’t need to wait for me. I am ready.”
His head came up, sharp, eyes narrowing slightly as if testing her words for cracks.
She held steady. “I love you. Both of you. I want to be a parent to you. Whenever you’re ready - tonight, tomorrow, years from now - you can come to me. There’s no waiting on my part anymore. I want this. I want you.”
The words sat in the air, heavier than she expected, as if the house itself had gone quiet to hear them. She hadn’t said it aloud before, not so plainly, not with all the edges softened away. I love you.
Tim’s breath caught, his whole body going still. Then he blurted, almost tripping over his own voice, “Can we do it now?”
Bruce leaned forward slightly in his chair, his elbows braced on his knees. His tone carried the kind of calm certainty that smoothed over storms before they could gather.
“We need to eat first,” he said. “It’s been a long day already, and a bond bite takes energy. You’ll need your strength.”
Tim’s head snapped toward him, indignant at the delay. “Before the movie then?” His small face tilted up toward Catherine, so eager it made Catherine’s heart ache. “So then you could cuddle me during the movie?”
The sheer hope in his voice twisted something deep in her chest. Catherine didn’t think, her free arm curved around him automatically, tucking him close. “Of course, sweetheart,” she murmured, pressing a kiss to his dark hair. His crown smelled like milky coffee, all soft and sweet.
Tim melted into her side, already half-clinging, like the promise itself was enough to undo him. Bruce’s mouth curved faintly, wry but not unkind. “If you do it before, Tim,” he warned, “you might be too tired to actually watch the movie. Bonding can take a lot out of you.”
Tim wrinkled his nose, but the gesture lost all its sting as he burrowed deeper into her warmth. His small hand slid across her arm, gripping her sleeve with stubborn determination. “I don’t care,” he mumbled, muffled against her. “I’d rather have the bite.”
Catherine’s chest ached, tender and raw. She smoothed her palm over his back, feeling the slight tremble in his body, not fear, but eagerness so fierce it almost carried desperation.
Across the couch, Dick shifted. The movement was small - shoulders squaring, chin tipping - but Catherine’s gaze caught it instantly. She knew him well enough now to see the subtle stiffness, the way his eyes dipped, then flicked away again.
He looked older in the moment, his expression carefully held in check, but the twitch of his hands where they curled against his knees betrayed him. When he finally spoke, it was softer than his usual steady confidence.
“I’d like to… do it too.” His eyes stayed on his lap. “But I don’t want to take it from Tim. He should go first. I can wait a couple of days.”
Catherine’s heart tightened. She heard what he wasn’t saying: that the eagerness she saw in Tim felt forbidden to him, childish somehow, that claiming space in her arms or at her side wasn’t something an Alpha boy was allowed to do to her. She recognized the hesitation, the careful rationing of his wants, as though his longing would be too much for her to bear.
And beneath it - because she could see him better now, clearer since that midnight talk - she recognized the shadow of his fear. That if he asked too soon, if he wanted too much, she would see him not as her child but as a demand she couldn’t refuse.
Her fingers flexed gently against Tim’s back, steadying herself. She wanted to tell Dick, right then, that she had meant what she said earlier: that her love wasn’t fragile or reluctant, wasn’t duty dressed as devotion.
But Tim, with the blunt clarity only a five-year-old could have, spoke first. He twisted in her embrace, peering around her arm toward his brother.
“We can share,” he said firmly, his small voice matter-of-fact, like it was obvious. “We can all cuddle on the couch after. Jason and Dami too. Right, Dad?”
Bruce leaned forward, forearms resting on his knees. The small motion grounded the room. “Yes,” he said quietly. “We can all be here together. No one is being asked to give something up.” His gaze moved to Dick, deliberate, patient. “But it’s all right if it feels like too much at once.“
Dick shifted, his arms curling tight across his chest before he let them drop. His jaw worked, and when he finally spoke, his voice was lower than usual, edged with strain. “It’s not that I don’t want it. I do. I just …” He glanced at Catherine, his eyes soft with worry. “Bond bites take energy. I don‘t want it to be to much for you, Cathrine, bonding with us both at the same time.“
Catherine’s chest pinched at that, but before she could answer, Dick went on, words tumbling now, his throat tight. “And—” He hesitated, then forced it out. “Bonding feels… big. It’s not just a bite, it’s everything. I remember what it felt like with my mom. With my dad. With Bruce. It’s special. I don’t want to get in the way of what you and Tim are about to have. You deserve that, both of you.“
Tim’s head snapped toward him, indignant. “That’s dumb. It’s not ‘in the way.’ It’s sharing. I want you there.”
The earnestness of it tugged at Catherine’s heart. She swallowed hard, her cheek pressing to Tim’s hair for courage before she lifted her gaze to Dick.
“Dick,” she said softly, “you don’t get in the way. “You are such a good kid - such a good Alpha - for wanting to protect me. But I need you to know…” She hesitated, then pressed forward, her hand opening as if to show him what she had in her. “I‘m not fragile. You don’t have to hold back to keep me safe. I‘m the adult. I want to take care of you. Both of you.“
Something flickered across Dick’s face, part relief, part disbelief, as if he’d been braced for a different answer entirely. His lips pressed tight, eyes burning with the weight of it.
Bruce leaned forward, his voice quiet but certain. “We’ll take good care of all three of you tonight. A good dinner, then you can get cozy and settle in. If you’re too worn out afterward, we call it a night. The movie will still be there tomorrow. You won’t miss out on anything. What matters is that you feel safe.”
Dick blinked rapidly, shoulders hunched against an emotion he hadn’t decided whether to let out or hold in. Tim, impatient as ever, nudged him with his knee. “See? We can do it together. Like a team.”
Catherine’s heart swelled at his words.
Dick still hesitated, though, his voice breaking quiet as he asked, “Are you really sure, Catherine? Both of us at once?”
She reached out then, not daring more than a brush of her fingertips against his wrist, but it was enough to steady her. “I’m sure,” she whispered.
***
The manor’s theater was hushed except for the low hum of the projector warming and the faint rustle of blankets as Catherine settled onto the wide couch.
The long couch stretched wide like a nest built for all of them, pillows heaped in soft disarray. The room smelled faintly of buttered popcorn and chocolate - the kids had insisted on both - and the lights had been dimmed to the amber sconces Bruce always favored when the house needed to breathe.
Damian lay drowsing in his nest at Bruce’s side, his little fists curled tight against the soft edge of the blanket, the steady rise and fall of his tiny chest a metronome of calm.
Jason had wedged himself close to Bruce, his small shoulder pressed into the Alpha’s arm, dragon plush clutched to his chest, eyes wide and watchful, flicking to the other half of the couch where his mother sat with Dick and Tim.
Catherine smoothed her palms across her lap, nervous energy prickling at her fingertips. Tim was curled at her side, practically vibrating with anticipation, his knees pulled up under the blanket. Dick’s shoulders were squared, a little too tight, like he was trying to keep from trembling, his gaze kept darting between Catherine and Bruce, measuring, waiting.
Bruces arm rested easily along the couch behind Jason, gaze steady on Catherine. His voice broke the quiet. “No rush. We‘ll wait until you‘re ready.”
Tim tipped his chin up toward Catherine, his eagerness bright and almost painful in its purity. “I’m ready.” His small hand slid into hers, warm and damp with excitement.
Her throat tightened. She nodded once, heart beating hard in her ears. “Me too.”
Bruce’s gaze held her steady as Tim shifted closer, climbing half into her lap. His fingers fumbled with the sleeve of her sweater before he pushed it back. Catherine guided his hand gently, her own trembling just a little, until her wrist was bare beneath the soft lamplight.
Tim bent forward without hesitation, his small teeth grazing her skin before pressing in just enough to leave the bondmark. Catherine drew in a sharp breath - heat, tenderness, something startling in the sheer rightness of it - and let her free hand cup the back of his head.
“You did perfect,” she whispered, voice catching. Then, she bent low, breath warm against his skin, and let her teeth press gently, firmly, into the soft flesh. The bond flared to life, not a wound but a tether, something ancient and pulsing and alive. Tim gasped, then laughed through it, clinging to her arm, eyes luminous and wet.
He pressed her wrist to his cheek as if to prove it had worked, that she was his and he was hers.
Catherine’s breath shook. She kissed his temple, her arm wrapped tight around him. “Mine,” she whispered, voice cracking. “My sweet pup.”
When she looked up, Dick was watching. He hadn’t moved, but his jaw trembled with the effort of staying still.
“You don’t have to wait,” she said gently, her free hand reaching across to him.
His throat bobbed. After a long pause, he turned slowly, baring the back of his neck. For a moment she saw not the tall, restless boy, but the child he must once have been - small, waiting for someone to claim him as their own. She leaned forward, her mouth finding the nape, and bit carefully, sealing the circle.
Dick’s breath hitched, his fingers curling tight into the couch cushion. When she pulled back, his eyes blinked rapidly, wet and unguarded, his shoulders loosening as though the tension that had been braced inside finally had permission to fall away.
He hesitated only a moment before he shifted closer, lifting her wrist into both his hands, after she offered her arm to him. “I’ll be careful,” he muttered, almost embarrassed. Then, with painstaking gentleness, he lowered his mouth and pressed his teeth against her skin. His bite was deliberate but restrained, a boy measuring every ounce of his strength to be sure it wouldn’t be too much.
The bond flared warm between them, a quiet rush of belonging that nearly undid her. Catherine’s eyes stung. She let her free hand cup the back of his head, guiding him close as he drew back.
“My boy,” she whispered, voice thick. She tucked them both against her, Tim still curled tight into her side, Dick half-folded against her shoulder. The two of them pressed in as if they had been waiting their whole lives to fit here.
The room fell into a hush. The bonds left them all a little drowsy, that sweet, heavy warmth humming low beneath their skin. Catherine let herself lean into the cushions, her head resting against the back of the couch, the weight of two children grounding her as much as it tired her.
“Rest a moment,” Bruce said softly. He hadn’t moved from his place, but his voice carried like a hand steadying the air.
She let her eyes slip shut, just for a breath, before the sound of Tim’s small laugh pulled her back. “We’re still gonna watch the movie, right?”
Dick gave a groggy hum of agreement.
Catherine smoothed a hand down their arms, smiling faintly. “If you want to.”
“We do,” Tim said quickly, wide-eyed as though worried the chance might vanish if he didn’t speak fast enough. What a lively little pup. “All right,” she murmured.
Bruce rose then, unfolding his frame with quiet ease. “Stay where you are,” he said, calm but deliberate, like it mattered that she noticed. “I’ll hand out the snacks.”
The way he said it made her throat ache. He wasn’t just talking about snacks - he was showing, again and again, that she didn’t need to get up, didn’t need to serve or tend. He could hold that role, too. He wanted to.
He moved with quiet efficiency, portioning the big bowl of popcorn into smaller ones. Jason’s eyes lit as Bruce passed his over first, clutching it with both hands as if it were treasure.
To Tim, Bruce offered a bowl balanced with a few of the softer candies he liked best, setting it within easy reach so the boy didn’t have to move away from Catherine’s hug.
Dick’s bowl came next, a little heavier with sweets—Bruce tipped it that way deliberately, pretending not to notice the boy’s faintly pleased glance.
He left the sodas for the boys on the low table, already opened with little straws tucked neatly inside. But when he reached for Catherine’s, he didn’t set it down.
Her arms were full- Tim nestled warm against her chest, Dick leaning heavy at her side - and she hadn’t realized until then how impossible it would be to manage even the smallest task without shifting them. The thought made her cheeks warm. She opened her mouth to protest, to say she could manage somehow, or that she didn’t need a drink, but Bruce was already there.
He held the can toward her, steady and unhurried, angling the straw to her lips.
The blush bloomed deeper. It wasn’t servitude, not pity - it was simple care, an acknowledgment that her arms were occupied with what mattered most. He had seen it, and without making a show of it, had stepped in to meet her need.
She remembered nights when thirst had burned her throat but she hadn’t dared to ask, not when the price of need was anger or contempt. She remembered the weight of being told over and over that Omegas were meant to serve, never to be served. And here, in this quiet, Bruce had undone that lie without a single word.
She leaned forward, shy under the weight of such thoughtfulness, and sipped, once, then twice. The sugar helped with feeling tired and drained from the bond bite. When she looked up, she caught his gaze and whispered, “Thank you.”
„Of course, sweetheart,“ Bruce said. „Let me know when you need another sip.“
Her eyes stung suddenly. She blinked hard, lowering her gaze to the boys drowsing against her. The ache wasn’t sharp, it was softer, worn down by comfort and safety. She thought, almost shyly, that maybe this was what healing felt like: not a dramatic moment of triumph, but the quiet of being cared for without fear.
Bruce handed the last can to Jason and settling back with his own. One arm curved easily around Jason’s shoulders, drawing the boy snug against his side.
Bruce dimmed the lights with a flick of the remote and started the movie at a low volume, soft enough not to disturb Damian’s nest but clear enough for the boys to follow along. The opening music filled the theater room, wrapping them all in a cocoon of sound and warmth.
Tim’s small frame pressed warm against her chest, Dick’s shoulder leaned heavy into her side, Jason curled content at Bruce’s flank, and Damian dozed safe in his nest. Bruce’s steady presence just across from her - it all wove together into something she had never known.
The soft pull of the new bonds thrummed inside her, weaving threads she hadn’t thought she’d ever get to hold.
For a long moment, Catherine simply sat still and thought that maybe love wasn’t something she had to endure or survive - it could be simple, ordinary.
So she leaned her head back against the cushions, let the sounds of the movie carry her, and allowed herself, finally, fully, to rest.
Her arms tightened around the boys nestled against her. For a long time she had lived as though her life had already ended. But tonight, with the lights dimmed, Bruce steady beside her, and the pups safe against them, Catherine thought that maybe it was only beginning.
Chapter 58
Notes:
What a journey! It‘s been almost a year since I posted the first chapter. And I had so much fun writing, conversing with you in the comment section. 🥰 I can‘t really believe this story is finished. And well, it isn‘t truly. I have already written a few scenes for the sequel. It might take a while until I am going to upload the first few chapters but hope to see you all there again 🥰
Until then, enjoy the epilogue. I love you all 🥰
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Epilogue
The sitting room smelled faintly of lavender and roses, the breeze from the garden stirring the curtains. Catherine sat curled at one end of the wide sofa, her bare feet tucked under her, a glass of water set carefully on the low table beside her.
Beyond the tall windows, the flower beds spread in riotous bloom - the garden that had once belonged to Bruce’s mother. Catherine had learned its pathways in the winter, when the soil was dark and bare, but in summer it seemed almost to come alive, everything in bloom at once: roses bowing heavy-headed, foxgloves rising like bells, bees and butterflies weaving their busy, delicate patterns. She loved this room for that reason. It let her breathe, reminded her there was a rhythm to things, a cycle that didn’t end in ruin.
Dinah sat opposite her in a high-backed chair, a notebook balanced across her lap though she rarely looked at it. She was a Beta woman with kind eyes and a presence that felt more like companionship than scrutiny. Four, nearly five months of weekly sessions had built something steady between them.
“You look more settled today,” Dinah said after a quiet moment. “How are you feeling in your body?”
Catherine let the question rest in the air, like she had been taught. Not rushing to fill it with what she thought Dinah wanted, not reaching for the safe rehearsed words. She looked down at her hands, folded in her lap, her fingers brushing unconsciously over the wedding band that gleamed there. She still wasn’t used to its weight - solid, constant, a promise she hadn’t believed she’d ever be worthy of.
“Not… so heavy,” she said at last. “I still get tired. But it’s a different kind. Like… after the market with Alfred, or when Damian falls asleep in the pram after our walks. Tired, but not… worn down.”
Dinah’s smile was small, approving.
“How has your week been?” She asked. Her voice was even, low, an invitation.
Catherine’s gaze drifted toward the garden, to the roses swaying lazily in the breeze, then back to her hands folded neatly in her lap. “Full,” she admitted softly. “Good. But full.”
Dinah tilted her head, waiting without hurry, her stillness leaving space for Catherine to find her own words.
“School restarted this week after spring break,” Catherine said at last, and even now, she couldn’t keep the small smile from blooming across her face. “Jason… he loves it. He comes home with all these stories, and questions I don’t always know how to answer. He reads street signs to me when we drive.” Her cheeks warmed, the confession shy. “When I drive. With the permit.”
The faintest light flickered in Dinah’s eyes. “You sound proud.”
“I am.” The words surprised Catherine in their clarity, in how little they trembled. “Of me, of him.”
Dinah leaned forward slightly, not pushing, just opening the door. “What about yourself makes you proud?”
Catherine blinked, caught off guard. She rarely thought of herself in those terms. Pride was something she had learned to avoid, a dangerous invitation for someone stronger to cut her down. Her fingers rubbed unconsciously at the band on her ring, grounding herself in the present.
“I… I didn’t think I could learn,” she admitted slowly. “Not just driving. Anything. For so long I thought I was… useless. That I couldn’t do more than follow orders and keep quiet. But now… Jason asks me things. Real things. And I can answer him. Or I can say, ‘I don’t know, let’s find out together.’ And that feels… it feels different. It feels like I’m enough.”
Her voice softened further, almost a whisper. “I didn’t know I could be enough.”
Dinah’s gaze softened, steady. “And yet here you are. Learning, parenting, even finding moments of joy. Do you allow yourself to notice that?”
Catherine hesitated, then nodded faintly. “Sometimes. When the boys laugh. When Damian crawls to me. Or when Bruce—” She broke off, a flush rising at the thought of him. “When Bruce looks at me like he does.“
The ghost of a smile touched her lips. He truly looked at her like he saw stars reborn in her eyes. It was disarming, almost unbearable, to be seen that way. She had lived more than a decade being told she was small, useless, something to be ordered, corrected, punished. Sometimes, even now, she felt her stomach tighten with the old readiness to flinch. To have an Alpha’s gaze rest on her and not carry threat - it made her want to both sink into it and run from it.
Dinah leaned in slightly, her tone gentle but precise, the way she often was when nudging into old scars. “When he looks at you that way… do you believe it?”
“I… I want to,” she admitted. “Some days I do. It feels real, like I can… rest in it. But then other day I think he must be mistaken. That he doesn’t see the parts of me I keep hidden. The bad parts. If he did, he would… stop.” Her voice faltered, a sharp ghost of her Father‘s sneer and Willis’s contempt lingering at the edges.
Dinah nodded, not startled, not corrective, simply receiving. “Remember: That’s the fear talking. What do you notice in yourself when you let yourself believe him?”
Catherine drew a breath, shaky, as though the words had to be coaxed from her ribs. “I feel… steadier. Like my chest doesn’t hurt so much. Like I could almost… feel safe. Like maybe I don’t have to wait for it to end.” Her voice broke at that, shame rushing in to fill the crack.
But Dinah only nodded, calm as ever. “That’s important, Catherine. It tells us your body remembers what safety feels like, even if your mind is still catching up.”
Catherine swallowed, her throat thick. She hadn’t thought of it like that. She had only thought of how fragile the good moments felt, as though one wrong move might shatter them.
Dinah let the silence stretch, letting Catherine’s own words breathe. Then, with quiet care, she asked, “And how have your nights been this week?”
Catherine’s fingers tightened in her lap. The question was always harder. Sleep did not come easily, not even here, not even in safety. For months now, nightmares had risen and ebbed like tides - sometimes receding long enough to let her breathe, sometimes crashing back with teeth. Dinah knew all this.
In the first weeks after she came to be with Bruce, there had been nothing - no dreams, no restlessness - her body too exhausted, too shut down even to dream. But once she began to settle, they came. And they came often. Dreams where Willis returned, his voice curling like smoke in her ears, the stink of him filling her lungs, the old terror in her throat. Others, darker still, where she was dragged back to please Willis poker friends.
Other nights it was her father, his voice rising in the echo of the church pulpit. Preaching about the “natural order” of things, about omegas born to submit, bred to serve. His sermons burned into her until even in sleep she could hear him, the weight of his belt, the sting of being held down and told it was righteous.
And sometimes the setting shifted into the whitewashed corridors of the rehabilitation center. The walls too clean, too blank, the smell of bleach in her nose. The place Bruce had taken her and Jason from, though in the dreams no one came. She was still waiting for rescue that never arrived, her boy shivering beside her in clothes too thin, his face turned to her for comfort she couldn’t give.
Those were the worst ones: the ones where Jason slipped from her hands. A faceless Alpha pulling him into the dark while she screamed until her throat split. Waking from those left her chest heaving, the echo of his name raw on her tongue.
“Better,” Cathrine whispered. Then, after a pause, more honestly: “Mostly better. There are still some nights…“
She hesitated, her eyes flicking to the window and the garden beyond before she brought them back down. “Most nights I slept in Bruce’s room last week. With him. That helps. Sometimes I still startle, but… it’s easier to breathe. Easier to remember where I am.”
Her voice softened. “Jason asked for his own bedroom a few days ago. He said he was big enough. It was hard the first nights, for both of us, but he wanted it so badly. Bruce painted the wall red for him.”
Catherine’s hand stilled over the ring. The thought of him filled her chest with both warmth and ache but her eyes softened at the memory. “It’s his space now. He says it makes him feel brave. I didn’t think he’d ever want to sleep apart from me. But he did. He chose it.”
“That sounds like independence,” Dinah said. “And trust. He knows you’ll be there if he needs you.”
Catherine blinked, and a tear slipped before she could stop it. “Yes,” she whispered. “He knows.”
“And how do you feel about it?” Dinah asked
Catherine exhaled slowly, her fingers twisting slightly in her lap. “It’s… complicated. I feel proud, so proud of him. Seeing him grow, choosing things for himself, learning… it’s wonderful. But it’s also a little scary.”
She bit her lip, a shadow of old fear flickering across her face. “For the longest time, it was just us. Me, keeping him safe, keeping him close. Now he has… space. Room to be. And that’s exactly what he should have. But it makes me realize how much I’ve had to let go… and it’s both terrifying and incredible.”
Dinah nodded thoughtfully, letting the words settle. “It sounds like you’re learning to trust both him and yourself,” she said gently. “To allow him independence, and to allow yourself to breathe alongside it.”
Catherine nodded, eyes drifting to the window again, where the sun caught the leaves of the garden in dappled gold. Her voice came quieter this time, a whisper almost for herself. “Six months ago, I thought I’d never feel safe in a room like this. In a house like this.” She gestured vaguely, as though the manor itself were too much to name. “And now I… wake up in Bruce’s room, and it’s… not frightening. I still startle, but… it’s different. I want to be there.”
“You’ve chosen to be there,” Dinah corrected gently. That made Catherine’s mouth tremble into a smile she couldn’t quite contain.
Catherine let her gaze linger on the garden for a moment, tracing the edges of the flowerbeds with the corner of her mind. The scent of lavender and roses drifted in through the open window, carrying the soft hum of bees and the chirp of birds. She felt the weight of her own body in the sofa cushions, the curve of her fingers resting lightly against her lap.
“And… the boys,” she murmured, almost to herself, “seeing them grow like this. It’s… it’s different from anything I expected.” Her hands flexed, caught between pride and awe. “Jason - he’s curious, so brave now. He… he wants to do things on his own, now, like he trusts the world a little more each day. Tim …“ her breath caught on the name, softening her whole face “Tim loves to curl against me, and he’s so clever. He knows so many things already, and I love reading with him and Jason, all of us tucked together. Did I tell you…” her voice faltered, tender, “…that Tim started calling me ‘mommy’?”
Dinah’s eyes softened, a knowing warmth in her gaze. “That’s a big step,” she said quietly. “What does it feel like to hear him say that?”
Catherine’s lips curved in a small, shy smile. “Strange at first. Scary, maybe. Like… I didn’t deserve it, or that I might mess it up. But now… it’s comforting. It feels like he trusts me, really trusts me, and wants me in his world.”
Her gaze turned distant, glowing faintly as she went on.
"Dick started bouldering. He has a course every Wednesday afternoon, and I like to bring him, pick him up, just us. We always get milkshakes after.” Her voice lifted with a hint of fond pride. “And Damian, watching him reach, even when he falls and scrambles back into my arms… it makes me… feel so strong. I get to help them grow. I get to be part of it.”
Dinah’s gaze stayed soft, patient, letting the words stretch and settle. „How does that make you feel so be so involved in raising them?“
Catherine exhaled slowly, as though she hadn’t realized she’d been holding her breath. “It feels… right. Like I don’t have to be looking over my shoulder every second anymore. I can just be there for them” she pressed her lips together.
Dinah leaned slightly forward, hands resting on her knees. “You’re not only caring for them now. You’re allowing yourself to parent them. To imagine tomorrow with them. You expect to remain in their life. That’s your progress speaking.“
Catherine let a small laugh slip, soft and almost disbelieving. “It’s funny. I never imagined… that I could feel like this.“
“And now you do,” Dinah said gently. “Because you’ve earned it. Every choice you’ve made, every step you’ve taken—they’ve all led you here.”
Catherine’s eyes glistened, but this time the tears were steadier, layered with relief and joy and the quiet recognition of belonging. “I get to be their mother,” she whispered, more to herself than to Dinah. “And not just surviving it, but… living it. I love to be their mother.“
The grandfather clock ticked quietly in the corner, the sound folding into the birdsong from the garden. Catherine sat back against the sofa, her shoulders easing, and for a long moment she simply breathed. She could hear Jason’s laugh from somewhere outside, high and clear, and Tim’s answering call. Dick was with them, no doubt showing off some handstand or tumbling trick. Damian would be waking from his nap soon.
She brushed at her cheek, catching a tear before it fell. “I wanted to be well for them,” she said, her voice quiet but steadying. “For Bruce. For Jason. For all the boys. But now…” She hesitated, throat thick, and tried again. “Now I want to be well for me, too.”
Dinah nodded, eyes warm. “That’s the work, Catherine. That’s healing.”
Catherine swallowed hard, her gaze pulling toward the window again. The flowers swayed, roses climbing high and bright against their trellises, lilacs heavy with bloom. It felt like the house itself was breathing.
This, she thought, was still only the beginning. They were weaving themselves together, knot by knot, bond by bond, until one day the strands might be too tight to tell apart.
She wondered what it might be like in a year, in five years, in ten. Jason, taller and more confident, his laughter freer than it had ever been. Tim, clever and restless, sure of his place by her side, tugging books into her lap with questions that never stopped. Dick, sweethearted but all grown, still dazzling them all with his acrobatics, if only to make them laugh.
Damian, grown too large to tuck into the crook of her neck, but maybe still curling into her arms after long school days, trusting she would always be there.
She imagined herself there too. Not on the edges, not an intruder, but at the center. Laughing at their squabbles, baking cakes with Jason, learning from Tim’s endless questions, watching Dick leap toward every daring dream, holding Damian close enough that he would never have to doubt he was wanted.
She imagined evenings with Alfred, the two of them bent over a chessboard in the quiet hum of the sitting room, his dry wit cutting as sharp as ever, his patience teaching her as much as any counselor’s words. She imagined Bruce too. His steady presence beside her, his hand finding hers at night, the warmth of his smile when the children’s laughter filled the house, his gentleness.
The thought startled her with its clarity. Once, she had imagined only survival: breath held, body coiled, heart braced for the next ache. Now she was imagining birthdays, scraped knees, school days, late-night talks. Years stretched before her, threaded not with fear but with the quiet sweetness of ordinary love.
The shadows of a decade’s worth of trauma still lingered, subtle and persistent, but no longer all-consuming. They were the ghosts she had begun to hold at bay. She was no longer merely enduring her life; she was inhabiting it.
Catherine’s gaze softened, lingering on the golden light spilling through the window, brushing the petals in the garden like a painter’s careful hand. She exhaled slowly, letting the rhythm of the house, the pulse of life around her, fill her chest. This was more than safety. This was belonging. This was love.
Bruce had dragged her out of hell. And Cathrine was home.

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