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Hoseok looks up at the sky, a smile on his heart shape lips, his eyes sparkling and hair moving with the steady wind. Hoseok looks at the small lake infront of him. His omega wiggling their tails in excitement. Hoseok look behind him, the flower he collected so far is laying carefully on the ground. Hoseok bite his lips, debating with himself if he should do what he and his omega wants right now or just pick up the flower and return home.
‘You think papa will be angry at us if we play a little bit?'’
Hoseok hears his omega speak with a little bit of hope in their voice. It’s not the first time his omega had said this phrase. Hoseok sighs, both he and his omega knows papa will infact mind and punish them well more like punish Hoseok, since his omega lives inside him. Still he can't have it in himself to break the little hope his omega showed in them.
" I don’t know maybe not since we already completed all the work he give us,, maybe he won't mind? And beside how is he going to find out?"
Hoseok says and he feels his omega getting excited, Hoseok chuckles. He looks at the sky again, there's still few hours left before sunset and his father told him to return before sunset so Hoseok definitely can spent this hours enjoying himself. After all he finished collecting all the flowers he need to make bouquets and crown tomorrow.
Hoseok just hopes his father won’t find out about this.
With one last look at his flower and his surrounding, Hoseok carefully removes his hanbok. He place the hanbok on a stone near the shore. He with a excited giggle jump into the water.
The water splashed loudly and soon a all white wolf head came out of the water. The omegein wolf—Hoseok pant, his eyes a beautiful blue, his snow white fur sparkling under the sun with water droops all over them.
Hoseok makes a happy noice and starts playing with the water. He wet his fur, his pink long tongue out as he licks the water and giggles. He start chasing some fish even though he has no intention of hunting them.
In his wolf form, in water Hoseok feels free. He feels free and happy. Nothing makes Hoseok more happier than being able to change into his wolf form and play like the little puppy he is.
After playing and wetting his fur more than necessary, Hoseok looks at the sky once again, his big white wolf body is floating as he stare at the sky which turned into a hue of purple and orange. Hoseok's eyes widen as the sun is already very close to its horizon.
Hoseok in his wolf form quickly swim near the shore and gets up. His body quickly changes into its original shape. He quickly takes his hanbok and coveres himself. He doesn’t even bother to dry himself since he knows by the time he will reach home, he will be already dried. Hoseok run his finger through his white hair and sighs.
He shake his head to excess the water from his hair. Once he feels his hair is dry enough, he quickly walks to where his flower are. He picks up the basket full of flowers and start running without looking anywhere.
His father is going to kill him today.
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By the time Hoseok reaches home, the sun has already set and its pinched black outside. Hoseok prays to the Moon Goddess to save himself from his father wrath just this once. He prays for his father to not return from the market just yet.
Hoseok pants heavily by the time he enter and stand in front of his house. He feels wave of relief wash over him when he finds the house dark. Moon goddess has listened to him, his father is yet to return. But Hoseok knows moon goddess can't save him for long since his father will return very soon.
Hoseok puts his flower basket on the small porch, where he usually sit down and make the bouquet and crown. He quickly goes inside the dark house, he with experience hand finds the light switch and turn them on. Once the light is on Hoseok sighs once again. He smiles to himself and pats his own back in praise.
"Thank you Moon goddess " Hoseok says with a smile. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. Now that Hoseok isn’t feeling adeline rush throughout him, he can hear his loud heartbeat. His legs are also hurting a little bit because of how fast he has run.
Hoseok absent mindly touches his hair, his eyes snapped open and he immediately run into his room. He looks at the small mirror on his room wall and finds his white hair wet.
"Shit!" Hoseok curses under his breath when he notice his hanbok is also wet and it didn’t dried like he expected (maybe it did and those were just his sweat). Hoseok bites his lips, he quickly walks to his small closest and pulls out a new set of worn out hanbok. He made a quick change of hanbok. Just as Hoseok is done tying the knot, Hoseok's father angry voice encore throughout their small house.
"Hoseok!! Where did you died? Bring me a glass of water!!" Hoseok gulps and take few deep breath to calm himself down. He quickly pulls out his smiley face and walks in to their small kitchen.
Hoseok sees his father sitting on the couch with both of his arms resting on the arm rest. Hoseok quickly fill a glass of water and walks in front of his father.
"Papa water " Hoseok says, his voice low and head hung low. His father looks at him with annoyance, he takes the glass from Hoseok's hand and drink it in one go.
Hoseok didn’t dare to lift his head from the bowing position until his father put the glass down.
"Do you need something else papa?" Hoseok asks, one of his wet hair falling in his eyes, making it hard for him to keep his eyes open.
"No. Go and start cooking dinner! I want dinner ready before i came out of the shower got it?" Hoseok nods in confirmation. He lifts his head when he sees his father getting up from the couch.
Hoseok sighs in relief once he sees his father walking towards his room.
‘Papa didn’t found out.’
His omega says with happiness. A smile curl into Hoseok's lips as he nods in confirmation. He would verbally answer but he is afraid his father would hear him.
"Why the fuck your scent got sweeter!! " Hoseok nearly jumps out of his skin when he hears his father yell. Hoseok looks at his father with wide eyes, his father eyes are fill with rage.
"Didn’t i told you to keep your scent as low as it was possible?? How dare you disrespect me like this!!!"
"S–sorry papa. It won't happen again " Hoseok apologise in a small tone. His beautiful honey caramel scent turns a little sour but his father own sour scent overcome Hoseok's one.
"You are completely useless. Go and fucking learn something from Kim Taehyung !! " his father yells, Hoseok's head hung low. His hand turns into a small fist at the mention of Kim Taehyung , he bite down his lips to stop it from wobbling. His eyes already getting blur, his omega curling themselves knowing fully well what coming next..
"Why can't you be more like him? He is handsome, kind, beautiful, hardworking, always make his parent's proud with his talent. He is the best friend of our crown prince!! Do you know how prestigious this is? What did you do in compare to him? You killed your mother as soon as you were born. You killed my Hyunjiah. If you were born as an Alpha i would have maybe a little happy but no you had to destroy that too and had to born as a omega that too a fucking white hair omega!!! You are cursed Hoseok! You destroy everyone happiness. You are a bad omen. You and your fucking white hair. "
Hoseok feels every one of his father words hit his heart like a hot knives . His eyes getting blurry with unshed tears, he doesn’t dare to lift his head and face his father. He held the side of his hanbok so tightly Hoseok knows they will leave wrinkle on them.
The word shouldn’t hurt as bad as they are. Hoseok should have been used to all this by now. After 17 years he should have been used to his father anger, his hatred, his poisonous words but he is not. It still hurts the way it did the very first time Hoseok understood the meaning of his father words.
"Everyone says Taehyung will be the queen of this Kingdom. Crown prince Yoongi is going to marry him as soon as he get crowned as our king. Why can't you be like that omega? What's the point of your white hair if all you do is kill people happiness? "
Hoseok remains silent the entire time his father throw insult after insult on his way. Not a single drop of tear has fall from Hoseok's eyes during that time. Hoseok's omega stays quite, his scent completely went away as he stands there lifelessly and takes every insult his father throws his way.
"Now Don't stand here like a idiot. Go and make food—" his father once again turns around and us about to walk away when he looks back at Hoseok "–and you are not getting any food tonight so don’t you dare cook for you!"
Hoseok nods . His father gives him one last look and finally walks away. Hoseok's shoulders slumps as he with shaking hands takes the glass. Hoseok uses his free hand to wipe his unshed tear then he makes his way to the kitchen and start pulling out ingredients to cook for his father.
After Hoseok cooks a meal for his father and watch him eat while he stand a little far from his father with his head hung low, he cleans all the dirty dishes. Hoseok finally is free for the night. He is on his way to his room after turning off all the light, hoseok is passing his father room when his father spoke,
"I want 25 flower crown ready before tomorrow morning. I got a new order today and you better finish them before I woke up otherwise you wont get your breakfast either. Understood? "
Hoseok nods. Good bye Hoseok's sleep.
"I want words. "
"Yes papa" Hoseok says, his father hums and looks away from him. Hoseok getting the hint, turn around and walks away to the front porch. Hoseok sighs when he finds the flower he picked earlier where he left them.
Hoseok goes inside, he gather all the things he need to make the crown, he also takes the candles with him since he can't turn on the light otherwise his father will get angry. Hoseok already pissed his father enough today.
Hoseok put everything on the ground and sits down. He light the candle and start picking up the flowers. He with heavy hearts start making the crown. His stomach grumble every once in a while but he ignores it and continue to work. His omega goes quite and sniffles every now and then. Hoseok knows they must be feeling guilty.
“Don’t cry ome. ”
‘I am sorry. Papa scolded us Because of me.’
“It's okay ome.”
‘He didn’t even give you food.’
“It's nothing i am not used to ome. Don’t worry. ”
‘Why does papa hate us so much?’
Hoseok hand stop at his omega's question. Why does Hoseok's father hate him so much? Hoseok knows the answer, he has heard the answer more than he heard his own name.
Hoseok's father hates him because Hoseok's mother died while giving birth to him. His father hates him because he was born as a omega that too a white hair omega. His omega is also white.
In their era, their hair colour represent their Wolf colour.
White present purity, calmness, prosperity and happiness.
There's this one myth going in Hoseok's family for generation, they have always believed one day in their family a white hair omega will be born who will bring happiness, prosperity and purity into their family. But Hoseok brought none of this in his family instead he brought sadness, poverty and death.
Hoseok's mother died right after seeing his face for one time, she didn’t even had the chance to hold him. His father had refused to look at him after that. He couldn’t help but blame new born Hoseok for the death of his mate, his soulmate. If hoseok wouldn’t have born then she wouldn’t have died that's what Hoseok's father Seongjin believe.
Hoseok's grandmother was the one who raised him until she died when he was only four. By then Hoseok knew his father hated him and he was bad luck, a curse to his family.
Hoseok has long accepted his fate. He doesn’t have any friends, any other relatives beside his father.
People of Hoseok's community thinks Hoseok is a bad luck and destroy lives. It's mostly because of his father. His father is the one who tells everyone about how Hoseok has ‘destroy’ his life. First his wife his mate and later his mother. Hoseok never protested. He never corrected anyone who called him a bad luck.
Even though Hoseok's father and others hate Hoseok's omega and his white hair. Hoseok loves them. He loves his omega and he loves his white hair even more.
Hoseok wants to grow his white hair till his shoulders but his father hates his hair and he will kill Hoseok if he ever think about growing his hair more than he already had.
Hoseok father hated for him grow with Hoseok . Hoseok did everything to make his father love him a little bit. All Hoseok's life he just wanted to be loved and accepted by his father a little bit but he never succeed. Instead everytime he does something to please his father it seems to make his father even more angrier.
Hoseok comes out of his thought at the sound of someone laugh. Hoseok's jaw clutches as his grip on the crown he is almost finished with tighten. The laugh of Kim Taehyun keep pinch Hoseok like some needle.
Hoseok looks behind him at Taehyung's house, there he sees Taehyung's best friend Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook dropping Taehyung at home. Taehyung is laughing at something both alpha's said. Hoseok can smell Taehyung's strawberry scent from where he is seating.
Hoseok quickly looks away from Taehyung and his alpha friends and continue to make his crown. Hoseok is not someone to dislike people easily but he dislike Taehyung with his whole heart and soul.
No Hoseok doesn’t dislike Taehyung because of Hoseok's father continuous comparison between them. He doesn’t dislike Taehyung because of how handsome he is. No, none of this things are the reason Hoseok dislike Taehyung .
Hoseok dislike Taehyung because that omega is the reason Hoseok's father hit him for the first time in his life. All Hoseok's life his father never hit him physically, sure he would abuse Hoseok verbally and mentally emotionally but he never raised his hand on Hoseok until Kim Taehyung happened.
Hoseok still remember the day like it was yesterday. Hoseok was eleven years old, he already knew how to take care of himself. How to do all the house works, he knew how to make bouquet and crown from flowers. He already knew his father hated him. One day after completing a large order Hoseok had some sunflower left. He decided to make a small crown for himself with it. He of course asked his father if he could, his father very coldly answered, he doesn’t care what Hoseok does with the left over flowers.
Hoseok was over the moon, he spent the entire night making a beautiful sunflower crown for himself. The next morning he wore it with a beautiful smile and roam around the community with its on his head. His head was held high and smile big when he saw how everyone was watching and staring at his crown. Hoseok felt like royalty that day.
In the evening when Hoseok returned home after collecting flower for his next order, Taehyung who is also Hoseok's neighbours and lives at the house infront of his, saw the crown and asked Hoseok if he could have it. Hoseok politely said he can't. Hoseok loved the crown and he wanted to have it for himself. Taehyung was sad but he had nodded and went back to his house.
Later that evening while Hoseok was working on his order, his father came home smelling like a alpha in rage, his eyes were flaming with fire and before Hoseok could even asked what was wrong his father slapped him. The slap was so hard the side of Hoseok's had lips cut down and blood had started to fall. Hoseok had stare at his father in disbelief and pure horror.
His father didn’t stopped with a slap, he brutally hit Hoseok so much that Hoseok had lost his consciousness. He couldn’t move his body the next day but his father paid no mind. Hoseok with his injured body completed the order because if he hadn’t then his father would hit him again.
Hoseok cried so much that day. His little heart was broke into small pieces, his omega was so scared he couldn’t feel them for months. Hoseok later learned that Taehyung had cried to his mother saying he wanted the sunflower crown but Hoseok didn’t gave him. His mother told his father and Mr Kim told Hoseok's father.
Hoseok's father always liked Taehyung more. Because according to him Taehyung was everything Hoseok wasn’t. He was handsome, he had beautiful grey hair, brown eyes, he was kind, popular and everyone loved him; while everyone hated Hoseok .
Taehyung is popular simply because he is the crown prince best friend. Taehyung is crown prince best friend because Taehyung's family supply fruits and vegetables at the palace. Taehyung used to go there with his father as a child and that's how he and crown prince meet.
Everyone say's crown prince Alpha Min Yoongi will marry Taehyung one day.
Hoseok has never seen crown prince Yoongi face to face. He never even went outside of the forest and the market. Hoseok is not allowed to go anywhere.
Hoseok doesn’t mind though, he loves the little freedom he gets whenever he goes to collect his flower and when his father is not home. Hoseok spent those moment playing like a free bird.
Hoseok always dream about his Prince charming. He likes to believe one day his Knight in the shinning armor will come and take him away from all this misery. Even though Hoseok knows that will never happen he and his omega still likes to dream.
Anyway Hoseok dislike Taehyung because of him Hoseok was never loved by his father. Hoseok still has scar on his back and legs to prove the pain Taehyung made him went through. Taehyung knew that if Hoseok's father found out about him making Taehyung cry, he will definitely scold Hoseok, still he told his mother and made Hoseok's father hit him.
Though after that day Hoseok's father never hit him that badly ever again. Sure he got some slap here and there but none of them hurted that much so Hoseok was okay with it. After that day Hoseok has stopped talking to Taehyung , he doesn’t even look at the omega properly. Hoseok maintain his distance, he is afraid that sometimes he will say or do something Taehyung won't like and then Taehyung will complaints to Hoseok's father.
Hoseok's father hitting him because of Taehyung is not the only reason Hoseok dislike him. Park Jimin is another reason. Park Jimin was once Hoseok's friend or so Hoseok had considered him.
Jimin father is a regular of Hoseok's father flower shop. Jimin used to come to buy flower crown for himself, despite being an alpha and a Nobel born Jimin loved feeling Pretty so he used to buy them from Hoseok . Hoseok and he used to talk and laugh together, Hoseok genuinely thought he and Jimin were friends until one day Taehyung saw Jimin and called him to play with him. After that day Jimin barely came to Hoseok or even talk to him.
He even start sending maids to collect his crown instead of coming himself. Hoseok was deeply hurt by this. Kim Taehyung had snatched the only friend Hoseok ever made.
In all honesty Hoseok is scared of Taehyung and his father.
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Hoseok sighs and put down the last crown he finished. He stretch his limbs, his stomach is hurting because of how hungry he is and his eyes are burning because of lack of sleep. Hoseok knows he will have dark circle around his eyes for the rest of the day. Hoseok looks at the sky just as the first ray of sun fall all over his eyes, making his white hair Sparkle and his honey tone skin light up even more.
Hoseok sighs in containment , he feeld his eyelids getting heavier but he stop himself before he can fall asleep. Hoseok can't fall asleep right now. His father will wake up very soon and Hoseok will have to make breakfast for him, he also needs to do all the house works, then he needs to go to the forest to collect even more flower for next day.
He needs to wash his hanbok too. Hoseok has only four hanbok, one of them is for special occasion. Hoseok rarely use it. Another three he uses daily. He already wet one of his hanbok yesterday, he needs to wash it and dry it before evening so he can sleep in a nice hanbok.
It's not like Hoseok's father can't afford to buy him more hanbok, he can. The flower business give them more than enough money to live comfortably but Hoseok's father refused to spent more than necessary money on Hoseok . Even though Hoseok is the one who makes the bouquet and crown, collect the flowers while his father only takes them to the market and sell them.
Hoseok doesn’t complain though . He is happy with the very little he is getting.
Hoseok's stomach rumble very loudly, he is once again reminded just how hungry he is. Hoseok's father did this very often. He would not give Hoseok any food if Hoseok makes even a small mistake. Hoseok has spent days without eating anything with just water. Which is why Hoseok looks smaller and thinner than all the boys of his age. By now Hoseok's body is used to hunger.
Hoseok gather his stuffs and organise the crowns in order just so his father can take them without any problem. Hoseok then get on his feet and goes inside the house. He opens the curtain of the living room and goes to the kitchen to prepare food. Since he completed the task his father gave him, Hoseok knows his father will allow him to eat. So Hoseok makes food enough for both of them.
Once Hoseok finish placing everything on a small table, his father comes and sits down without any words. Hoseok stand behind him with his head hung low. Hoseok father ate in silence and once he is done, he get on his feet and walks towards the porch, Hoseok quietly follow him behind.
Hoseok's father looks pleased after seeing the crown made and ready to go. He takss the bag on his hand and looks at Hoseok with a boring expression.
"I want another 6 crown ready by evening.Make sure they are beautiful and made without any mistake " Hoseok nods, his father starts to walk away, he is almost out of the little gate they has, when he looks back at Hoseok .
"Also you can eat the food and sleep a little bit once you are done with all your chores " With that Hoseok's father leaves. A beautiful heart shape smile bloom into Hoseok's lips at the words. He furiously nods , his omega realising calm and happy phenomenon now that his father is gone.
Hoseok with a happy heart goes back inside, he eat his food and after that he start doing his daily chores. Once he is done with everything, he take his basket and left for his favourite place. Where his beautiful flowers lives
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Hoseok hums a small tune he heard on his way t his flower field. He is picking up his most beautiful flower for the crown he is going to make. Hoseok wonder why only six crown? Hoseok never got order this small, he always had to make more than 10 crown each day or sometimes even more.
Even though people didn’t like him, they likes–loves Hoseok's flower and his crown. Hoseok sometimes laugh at those people hypocrisy. Hoseok father always tells him how he destroyed them both financially and emotionally but It's because of Hoseok that they still has roof over their head and food on their table.
After Hoseok was born, his father was so devastated with his mate loss that he didn’t even bother going to work or earning money for their little family. Hoseok's grandmother knew how to make things out of flower, she used to made them while little Hoseok observed her. She then would take those things to the market and sell them.
With time Hoseok also learned to love flower and working with them. After his grandmother passed away, his father was finally forced to come out of his grieving state and take over the households. Hoseok learned to make more beautiful crown than his grandmother and his father started taking them to the market to sell.
Since then Hoseok has been doing this work. They have made a quite name in the market. Almost the entire Kingdom of Min, people buy flower and flower accessories from Hoseok's father.
If Hoseok stop making them or stop growing his flower there's no doubt they will end up on the street. Maybe this is why his father still hadn’t abandon him.
Hoseok head snap at the direction of the bush when he hears some rustling noice. Hoseok and his omega on alert, his ears perks up and eyes looking around for any kind of danger. Though this part of forest is mostly danger free, big Animal usually doesn’t come this way so Hoseok isn't that worried.
After observing for some moment when Hoseok doesn’t hear anymore noises, he picks up his flower full basket and start making his way to his favourite place.
Hoseok grin as soon as he sees the lake, he take some moment to just breath into the fresh air. This lake has always been Hoseok's best friend, his comfort place. Whenever Hoseok's father used to yell at small Hoseok , Hoseok would come here, he would sit in silence or just used to make flower accessories. Hoseok feels a beautiful strong connection with this lake.
Hoseok sits down on the green grass just few feet away from the water. He has brought all the tools he needs to make the crown. He decides to work here since his father is not home and he is already done with his other work. Hoseok plans to swim a little more once he is done with his order.
Hoseok start picking up the flower carefully and delicately, he first admire them with a smile before he start turning them into a head tiara.
"I told you we got lost joon"
"I really thought this was the right way"
Hoseok look at where the voice is coming from. Usually no one comes to this part of the forest since it's a little deep inside. Hoseok with caution eyes stare at the trees infront of him. Soon Hoseok sees two–no three silhouette coming towards him. They didn’t seems to notice Hoseok as they are arguing within themselves about something.
Hoseok with wide eyes keep staring at them. Soon the three silhouette stop in their track as they seems to finally notice Hoseok's presence. Hoseok sees three man, a alpha and two beta standing infront of him with same wide eyes .
Hoseok looks at all of their appearance, they all are wearing hanbok which looks very expensive. Hoseok then looks at their faces. Two of them are tall while the middle one is short. Though Hoseok finds out the shorter one is the alpha while the tall two are beta's.
Hoseok then looks at their hair and his eyes widen even more. The alpha has blonde hair. Only royal family has blonde hair. While the beta's has black hair. Hoseok quickly get on his feet, he bows full 90 degree. This seems to bring the three man out of their trance as their expression soften.
"You don’t have to bow. Please stand up " crown prince Yoongi says , Hoseok lifts his head slowly but he didn’t dare to look at any of their eyes.
"Can you tell me where Kim resident is? We kind of lost our path " one of the beta said while smiling kindly at Hoseok . Hoseok finally lifts his head and stare at them in confusion. There's more than 25 kim residence in this kingdom and even though Hoseok knows where every one of them lives, he is not sure which one they are asking for.
"You are a idiot hyung. There's like 25 Kim residence in our kingdom, how will he know which one we are talking about? " the other beta says, this one is bulkier and taller than the first one. The first one give the second beta a smack on the head. Prince Yoongi seems to be amuse by this situation.
"Namjoon, Seokjin hyung you two are impossible—" crown prince Yoongi shakes his head and look back at Hoseok , who is still processing everything. "–do you know where Taehyung lives?" the small smile from Hoseok lips fall as he hears the name. Of course how can Hoseok forget that crown prince Yoongi and Taehyung are best friend? Of course Yoongi will ask about his best friend whereabouts.
Though Hoseok quickly masks his emotions back, he smile at them and nods.
"I know your highness " Hoseok replies politely. Yoongi smile brightly at that, a beautiful smile which shows his gum. Hoseok is awestruck by the prince beauty.
"Great!! Can you tell us the road?" the bulkier beta Namjoon says , before Hoseok can say anything Seokjin adds, "Or better can you take us there?"
The Prince and his companion all of them looks at Hoseok with wide hopeful eyes. Hoseok with hesitant eyes looks at the ground, he is already done making the crown, he also notice he is holding the last crown. The sun is also about to set soon, Hoseok would need to go home very soon anyway. Not to mention Taehyung is Hoseok's neighbour and Yoongi is a prince.
"Sure your highness. I–ah just needs to gather my stuff if It's okay?" Hoseok ask softly. Yoongi, Namjoon and Seokjin grin widely.
"Of course –ah–"
"Hoseok, your highness " Hoseok says , Yoongi nods.
"Of course Hoseok ."
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Hoseok can feel the eyes on him, Yoongi , Namjoon and Seokjin is following Hoseok wordlessly, they seems to admire the forest and its beauty. Hoseok doesn’t know what to say so he also decides to not speak.
Earlier when Hoseok gather his stuff and looks at all of them, they all seem to taken a back especially after seeing his hair. Hoseok feels a wave of sadness wash over him at their look. Their looks aren’t unkind rather its curious as if they saw something unbelievable. Still Hoseok feels sad for some reason. Though none of them find that out since Hoseok's omega isn't releasing any kind of phenomenon. Over the years Hoseok and his omega learned on how to keep their scent hidden because of their father and his dislike.
After walking for 10 minutes in complete silence Hoseok and other reaches invfront of Taehyung's house. Hoseok looks behind him at the prince and his companion.
"We are here. This is Taehyung hou— "
"Yoongi hyungieeeeee"
Hoseok stumble on his feet as Taehyung push him to the side, Hoseok once steady himself sees Taehyung and Yoongi hugging eachother. Taehyung's strawberry scent and Yoongi's critics scent sweeten. Hoseok watches with awe in his eyes. He feels a pang of jealousy in his heart when he sees how bright Yoongi's eyes are shinning and how bright he is smiling.
Hoseok's omega whine when Yoongi tales Taehyung's hands and scents him. Hoseok also feels something stir inside him. Why is he feeling jealous at Yoongi scenting Taehyung? It's not like he knows Yoongi personally or they have any connection.
'Why is alpha scenting him and not us?'
Hoseok blinks at his omega's question. Why will alpha scent them?
'Why will alpha scent us? He doesn’t even know us ome'
'But i want alpha to scent us too'
'Ome!'
Hoseok can feel the pouting his omega is doing. Hoseok honestly can't understand his omega's behaviour right now. Hoseok looks at his house and sees his father didn’t returned yet. Hoseok should go home before his father sees him with Taehyung and others. His father won't appreciate Hoseok 'bad omen' anywhere near Taehyung .
His father strongly believe Hoseok should stay away from everyone just so his bad luck doesn’t fall upon others. Even though Hoseok knows his father words doesn’t make sense he still does what his father tells him to do.
Hoseok wonder if he should inform Yoongi that he is leaving or he should just leave. Hoseok bite his lips and looks at Yoongi , the alpha is busy w laughing with Taehyung and his other friends. It looks like all of them are in their own bubble.
A bubble where hoseok doesn’t belong or exits.
Hoseok wonder if he will ever able to experience any of this? If he ever will be free from this hell of a life he is leading? He wonder how does it feel to be love, to be hug, to feel appreciated? He wonder what it feels like to be just genuinely happy without any care of this world?
Hoseok knows he may never experience any of this. He will never know any of this because he wasn't destined to have them. He is destined to be alone forever. In his own little bubble, just him and his omega.
So with that realization and heart full of jealousy and a new feeling Hoseok can't name yet, he goes back to his house.
Completely missing the pair of eyes on him.
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By the time Hoseok reaches home, he find his father waiting for him at the entrance. Hoseok feels his heart drop at that. His mind fills with fear. What if his father is angry at him? Is he going to hit Hoseok or scold him? Will Hoseok starve tonight too?
With all this question and a racing heart Hoseok goes near his father. His father lools freshly out of shower and is wearing a nice hanbok. Hoseok confusedly looks at his father.
"Did you finished making the crown i told you to make?" Hoseok's father asks as greetings. Hoseok quickly nods.
"I did papa"
"Good. Listen now I have some important work to attend so you will go and deliver them to Taehyung house after dinner got it?" Hoseok's eyes widen at that. Taehyung's house? Hoseok never goes to his house. Hoseok doesn’t even remember the last time he set foot inside that house.
Taehyung never miss a opportunity to break Hoseok's already broken heart, which why Hoseok always keep his distance from Taehyung .
Hoseok is sure, if he goes to Taehyung's house to deliver the crown, Taehyung will once again insult him. Now Hoseok wouldn’t care about it any other day but today Taehyung's house has crown prince Yoongi and Hoseok doesn’t want to be embarrassed or humiliated infront of the prince.
But Hoseok can't say no to his father. It will only make his father angry and Hoseok doesn’t want that either.
"Did you even listen to what I said?" his father voice brings Hoseok out of the trance he's in.
Hoseok quickly nods, his hold on the bag on his hand tighten "yes papa. I will deliver them after dinner."
"Good. I won't be eating here today so just make food for yourself " Hoseok father says. Hoseok nods and step aside. His father without looking back walks away to god knows where.
Once Hoseok's father is gone, Hoseok sighs and looks at the crown bag in his hand. He then looks at Taehyung's house, there he sees Taehyung taking Yoongi and his companion inside. They are laughing about something. Hoseok feels a ping of jealousy in his heart when he notice Taehyung's hand holding Yoongi's one.