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Miscalculations

Summary:

Life proving to be nothing but a string of disappointments, Las Vegas showgirl, Steph (aka Miss Calculations), hopes that her luck is about to change when her infamous boss, Robert Edwin House, requests a private meeting with her.

When the businessman proves to be just as calculating, cold and eccentric as the rumors floating around him suggest, Steph's hopes are quickly dashed until the man offers her a potentially lucrative proposition: infiltrate Vault-Tec, as his personal spy, and she can basically have anything she wants...within reason.

Even as the role requires she essentially sell herself, Stephanie accepts, a large complication arising when she discovers that the one thing she truly does desire is Robert House himself.

A truly unreasonable demand.

For this isn't a fairy tale, with war looming on the horizon, and Mr. House determined to save the only thing he does truly love: Vegas. Stephanie soon finds her need for survival and acceptance conflicting with the needs of her heart.

What will the fallout be?

A pre-war, spy romance, featuring an entirely speculative pairing.

Chapter 1: Looking to the Future

Summary:

Plans come to fruition as the Great War begins.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The emergency alarms were blaring, everything turning to chaos and madness in the blink of an eye. It was all devolving into bedlam, despite Bud's supposedly well-pounded-into-everyone's months worth of plans and repeatedly sounded off strategies, proving once and for all that what worked well on paper soon collapsed while in practice. The footfalls became some kind of staccato rhythm in the hallways of the Vault-Tec offices, while the collective beating of everyone's heart seemed to imaginatively take on a life of its own inside of Steph's mind. Now it had formed into some monstrous drum which threatened to tear the world apart more than any bomb or missile ever could.

 

She wished that it would be silent and just let her think for one darn moment.

 

The young woman looked at her surroundings and felt like she was suddenly drowning, being swept underneath the racing shoes and heels, suffocated by the screams, squeaks and shrieks, the well starched fabric and business suits now becoming a multicolored wave of panic, a current she didn't feel strong enough to swim against. Even though her feet were placed, just as they had always been, firmly on the ground, she felt like she was going under.

 

"Think, think, think," she hissed to herself, wishing the words would clear her mind and act as some sort of life preserver, something to carry her safely to shore like a raft.

 

What would House do if he were here?

 

It was the next thought to help calm her.

 

He had kept telling her that this day would come, damnably cold and certain as he had always been since the moment she had first met him. He was insistent, even later when she had started to doubt that a war would happen at all, it becoming too much like the reverse side of a fairytale: a nightmare, thankfully, never going to come true.

 

"Tomorrow is dangerous because you think it will never come," he had said to her once. "You wait for it long enough and you get bored and then think, it will never happen, can never happen...you get lax...then it devours you because you were a fool and let your guard down, all thanks to a greed for fresh stimuli."

 

Well, tomorrow was finally here.

 

And Robert House was miles away from her, in his beloved Las Vegas while she was stuck here, trapped in L.A.

 

Just as he had orchestrated she be.

 

She needed to keep a level head, to plant her feet firmly on the ground.

 

The only thing that prevented Steph's feet from staying where they were, as she urgently tried to keep that level head, was the fact that several people kept violently brushing past her on their flight, trying frantically to get to an exit and then hopefully to the safe place they had all had been promised: Vault 31.

 

Steph felt herself being pushed forward, unwillingly being moved in inches or feet, as her hair swept to the side like some ultra blonde wing and her face looked almost desperately behind her, back to her office and the possibility of making contact with Vegas.

 

What was he doing now, she wondered, almost helplessly, a feeling she could not stand.

 

A new alarm was going off now, one inside her soul, more loud and more urgent than the ones making a deafening sound inside of the Vault-Tec building, and its eerie echoes emanating from the world outside.

 

What was House doing this very second while she was so far away from him?

 

Had he initiated his own percolating plan?

 

It was too early.

 

Something had gone wrong.

 

Did that knowledge fill him with more anger than the realization of the attack itself?

 

Oh, how Robert House hated to be wrong.

 

Possibly more than anything else.

 

That might just kill him before any bomb or radiation did.

 

She wanted to go back to her office, to find some way to contact him, maybe make use of her alternate Pip Boy, the one he had modified especially for her, although he had forbidden her to ever, ever use it in direct regards to him, unless it was an emergency.

 

Well, this is an emergency, she thought, envisioning herself taking out several of her Vault-Tec coworkers on a pathway back to her office: A kick to the crotch here, an elbow to the throat there.

 

She had to make sure that Robert was safe as houses.

 

Then it was too late.

 

Steph felt her body being pushed freshly forward, this time on purpose.

 

A large hand rested on her back, almost shoving her ahead without her consent.

 

Angered, Steph looked up and into the twitching face of Bud Askins. Sweat was sliding down his face like condensation off of a chilled Nuka Cola bottle and his eyes held the look of a pet store animal being lifted out of its pen to meet a potential master. It seemed he was just as good at trying to stay calm as the rest of his "buds".

 

Each of his hands now grasped one of her shoulders apiece and he gave them a hearty squeeze.

 

"Showtime, honey," he stated with a wink and an attempt at a confident smile.

 

Steph hesitated. Seriously thinking about punching Bud in the eye or stepping on his foot, she resisted his push with every ounce of her being, House always having had a greater pull of her two "bosses". She looked back once again and the story of Lot's wife came to her fully then, a revival of Sunday School days past in the face of a significant doomsday.

 

Was she damning both House and herself by that furtive look behind?

 

Bud was almost physically lifting her now, trying to hurry her forward and towards the Vault, luckily mistaking her reluctance for confusion. His demeanor was changing. It was like he was gaining strength from what he mistook to be her weakness.

 

"Come on, Steph, we've got to go go go! This is what we've been planning right? Time and the FUTURE!"

 

With those last words, she lost all her resistance and suddenly gave up the struggle. She fell against Bud Askins, her teeth biting deeply into her bottom lip, painfully.

 

House might as well have put the words in Bud's mouth; a simple reminder to her.

 

This was what they had been planning for:

 

The future.

 

But not a shared one.

 

She decided to abort any previous thoughts.

 

It was just as well, perhaps.

 

If she went to Robert House now, or tried to contact him in any way, she could end up getting him killed.

 

By now House would be occupied, saving Las Vegas.

 

Her time in his life was over.

 

He was a man of the future.

 

She was only his girl of the past.

 

Bud mistook the tears in her eyes for fear, and somehow further fortified by them, he tried to smooth it over, always the polite, reassuring ass kissing executive.

 

"Now, there, it will be alright! Remember we have this all worked out!"

 

He sounded so damnedly chipper and she couldn't help but look up at him and offer a small comforted smile, even if it was completely false.

 

All she had left now, afterall, was the act that House had requested she play when he'd carelessly flipped her world over like it was nothing but one of his cherished snow globes.

 

"We'll always have Old Vegas," Steph whispered to herself, letting Bud Askins urge her towards a fate which now no longer included the man she had long ago fallen in love with.

 

Robert Edwin House.

 

The self proclaimed savior of "New" Vegas.

 

 

Notes:

Hi.

The idea for this story came to me last week, but it took me a few tries to get the first chapter done. Infact, I had to scrap the original one I had started to write because it was bumpy, to say the least.

What I decided to change it to was a little more smooth.

I'm not sure when updates will be (I'm currently working on the first chapter to another Fallout tale), I'm not even sure if many will read this story or how much interest it will garner, if any. Steph/House aren't a canon couple at all and I don't know what Steph's backstory will be when we finally see it.

Until then, it's fun to speculate and I like both characters so...

Anyway, thanks for checking this out! :D <3

Chapter 2: A String of 30s

Summary:

Steph contemplates her stagnant life in Vegas before she is summoned to help change it.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Thirty-one weeks.

 

Thirty-three days.

 

Thirty-two hours.

 

That was the exact time the stripper known as Miss Calculation (better known as Steph to her family and friends, few, though, those may be) had been slaving away at a strip club called the "Sin-Gal Sensations" in the city of sin itself: Las Vegas.

 

And it was right about the time she was on a tassle's edge of surely losing her mind too.

 

The Sin-Gal wasn't the worst of the clubs she had worked, the pay was okay and there was a lot less hassle from unruly patrons, but it wasn't the first club Steph had been at either. By that time, she had worked herself all the way down to the very end of the Las Vegas Strip.

 

The Strip.

 

Nowhere in the world had a place been more aptly named, Stephanie would often muse bitterly.

 

It had, afterall, stripped her of her dreams.

 

Stripped her of her morals.

 

Stripped away at her confidence.

 

And, of course, by the end of a show, stripped her of every single article of clothing she was wearing.

 

New York might have had a Hell's Kitchen but, to Steph, the place would surely be a breeze compared to the torment she'd been forced to endure since leaving California for Vegas' supposed riches.

 

She was tall for a girl, and while that might not be a proverbial strike against her in Vegas, where length of leg was never looked down upon, her measurements most certainly were. They simply didn't add up in the way that any club manager wanted. She was a cool, tall, thin glass of water, just as the owner of the first establishment to turn her down described her as being, right before he added rather crudely, "And with not a lot for a fella to drink up on top, if you take my meaning."

 

She had.

 

Just as he had taken a palm to the cheek before she'd walked straight out the door, with her head held high. This was the start of her journey down the strip, after all, when she had still possessed some of her self esteem.

 

She was also too "brunette" as another owner had pointed out to her. They wanted blondes these days, women whom spent half their earnings to turn platinum every three weeks.

 

Just more money wasted, and for Steph, whom had come to Vegas to make her fortune and not to lose it, she'd stubbornly refused to change her appearance.

 

No implants and no dye jobs.

 

That left for her the Sin-Gal, a not half bad little establishment, but not a very good one either.

 

The Sin-Gal Sensations was merely a modest strip club, one which somehow managed to balance a bit of class in with the sleaze, like the jugglers you would sometimes see casting a knife or two amongst their brightly colored lot of balls. Unfortunately, it was also somewhat neglected, due to its mundane position within Las Vegas. They sometimes attracted good clientele, but they could go weeks with only performing for some bad alcoholics and traveling salesmen too.

 

Nothing special.

 

Just as most of the customers would describe the girls who worked there.

 

Most nights, Steph tried to put on a good show regardless of her audiences' critiscms or expectations. She might not have been the bustiest or blondest of the showgirls, but she could twirl a baton or flirt with a snake (both animal and human) like nobody's business, plus she was one of the perkiest most brightest and smiling girls on the strip that Vegas had to offer.

 

At least, on the stage she was.

 

The moment she was off of it, she fled backstage to the dressing room that all the girls shared. Usually the last performer would be there, pulling off her eyelashes and wiping off their lipstick, unless they had procured a customer willing to pay for a special show after hours.

 

She'd had a few offers herself, and sometimes accepted them (adios morals) but rarely took anyone up on them when her bank account was healthy.

 

Now if it had been someone influential like Robert House, Frederick Sinclair or even the owner of the Sin-Gal, maybe that would have made all the difference in Las Vegas to Stephanie.

 

The mystery of that last one in particular had been another thing which kept her interested in staying and not packing her bags and heading back to sunny old California.

 

For all the Thirty-one weeks she had been working there, Steph had never found out the name of her employer. None of the girls knew it either. She'd tactfully pried each one, only to discover their ignorance.

 

"Well, as long as I've been here, it's been the same guy. I know that much. There's never been an announcement of new management or some'thin'," and the woman, a stripper called Miss Conduct, sure looked like she'd been there a long enough time to know.

 

Another girl, much younger, had pretty well said the very same thing.

 

"Never met him. Maybe it's a girl and she's embarrassed," the stripper known as Miss T Fire had suggested.

 

That was another thing their mysterious boss had given them: their handles.

 

Stephanie had eventually learned that all her showgirl coworkers held a similar story to hers after being hired at the Sin-Gal: each had received a note with their new stage name elegantly written on it.

 

Hers had read Miss Calculations.

 

And Steph had never much cared for it.

 

Math had never been a strong point of interest to her, and besides there was very little that was sexy about the name, or numbers in general, unless you were talking in attributes, which were already a sore spot for her.

 

Fire was sexy.

 

Misconduct, while risky, could be titillating.

 

But calculations?

 

While she'd like to be considered a hot little number (although still finding nothing sexy about them in general, other than inches)...Miss Calculations?

 

That just seemed like something destined to go wrong.

 

It had to be a joke.

 

The owner had to see her as a joke, another reason why she did her best to help prove them wrong.

 

But, even though she had been insulted, she had lingered at the club, too scared to admit defeat and getting somewhat comfortable, if a little bored, where she was.

 

Routine could be just as comforting as it was tedious and security was not to be taken lightly, especially in a city where the crime rate was sky rocketing, and there was talk of a war ever looming over the head of everyone all across the country.

 

Best to stay where she was and not even consider a change, Steph calculated, partially living up to her moniker.

 

Until that all changed.

 

All starting at the end of a string of seemingly inconsequential numbers.

 

31.

 

33.

 

32.

 

Farther down the years of Steph's life, centuries actually, even if for most of those she hadn't been conscious enough to experience them, she might have looked at those numbers and been horrified at how calculated it all seemed, as if something, somewhere had worked it all out for her, designing things. She certainly would have smiled in that way you do when you find something so morbid it almost becomes outrageously funny.

 

As it were, the only numbers which really added up to her was the paycheck she received at the end of every week, and the tips men threw on to the stage or had delivered, sometimes alongside flowers if she were lucky, to her backstage following the show.

 

That night of 31-33-32, some time after her performance, when no other offers had been made, some other thing had been delivered to her backstage.

 

She'd made it to the dressing room, a securitron guarding her as she left the stage until she became a little less exposed, wrapped in a robe and safely backstage. If there was one thing, Steph admired about the Sin-Gal was that the place had some of the best security in all of Las Vegas. The owner had somehow acquired the pricey robots to look after the girls, something other clubs had neglected: the safety of their workers. Placed at all entry and exit marks, one could find a securitron also, making certain that robberies were almost unheard of at the club.

 

They made a girl feel safe.

 

Running a brush through her dark, long hair, freeing from it some of the sparkles that had fallen from the ceiling as per her regular routine, Steph felt pretty secure, if not happy, as she stared at her reflection.

 

She wondered if she would be like Conduct: still taking her clothes off to make a living when she had well passed thirty.

 

Steph hoped not, no offense, to Miss Conduct, whom was a pretty nice woman all around, but she wanted a little more out of life than just baring her body to strangers.

 

A sigh escaping the lips she gave one final wipe for good measure, Steph realized that the stip might have taken several things from her but it had not stripped her of all of her hope yet. At least, not the hope that there was a better life for her out there and someday some handsome, and very rich man, would present it to her with a proposal and a big diamond ring.

 

Her eyes glanced at Miss Conduct, now sitting beside her, the makeup completely wiped off but the smile still on her face.

 

"What are you so happy about?" Steph asked, although, she really just wanted to head home and an in depth answer might unfortunately preempt that.

 

"They say House is back in town..." the other stripper smiled and licked her full lips.

 

Robert Edwin House. Stephanie had been familiar with the name since her first day in Vegas. Rich and powerful were not used in conjunction with the man's name, but only because they were too weak to describe the immensity of his wealth and influence. He'd been a self made man at 20, and that was only because his older brother had stolen the family fortune from him. He'd successfully gotten back on his feet, but the rumor now was that the family drama had cost both House brothers a little bit of their sanity.

 

Anthony House was going paranoid.

 

Meanwhile, the lack of affection from his family had reportedly made Robert House cold.

 

Colder than the ice the showgirls sometimes used backstage before meeting their audience.

 

"Doesn't he only date starlets?" Steph asked, taking off an imitation diamond studding her ear and wondering why Conduct was getting her hopes up so high when House had never even been spotted near the Sin-Gal.

 

"Yeah, Calculations, but maybe, just maybe the odds will be in our favor. I mean...maybe, he'll come here, ya know, wanna buy the place from the owner."

 

Yeah and then fire us all, Steph thought bitterly. If House was interested in buying the Sin-Gal, as he had several other businesses, they were all figuratively on the chopping block. That would be the closest they'd ever come to being screwed by the infamous Mr. House.

 

Steph went to remove the last earring as Conduct left, presumably going to get dressed and return to her apartment so she could dream of being swept off her now flattening feet by a billionaire.

 

Frowning at herself in the mirror, wondering why her dreams these days only involved bombs going off, the result of too much news, Steph witnessed the same securitron which had led her safely backstage now rolling back her way. It held in it's strange almost claw like robotic hand an envelope. Steph saw her eyes enlarge comically in the mirror's reflection, the hope that the robot was bringing cash her way embarrassingly obvious.

 

"For you," the securitron said, placing the envelope down gently before her, despite its intimidating size.

 

"Thanks," she said politely, wondering if a robot cared if she said the word or not.

 

The securitron rolled away, returning to its post by the backstage door.

 

Her name had been scrawled on the envelope, her real name, and Stephanie felt a slight thrill, both of excitement and fear, as she ripped into it and pulled out a thin, rectangular slip of paper, folded once and of a slightly peaches and cream shade.

 

She read it several times, blinked twice in between and then marvelled at the chance of it.

 

Two other 30s to add to the significance of the previous ones today.

 

Only these were for tomorrow, hopefully signaling some break in the pattern of her past and dull existence.

 

 

 

Notes:

If the image didn't show up, the note reads: "Not negotiable. Tomorrow. 1:30. I'll have my limo bring you to me at the Lucky 38."

I tried to go a bit fancy with it, just for fun and to add to the effect. But, you never can tell if something like that will work.

Chapter 3: Drive Through Vegas/Walk Through an Empty Casino

Summary:

Steph pays the Lucky 38, and its owner, a call.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Steph was outside of her apartment five minutes before the specified time, wondering if she'd look like a fool by the end of the day.

 

Was a limo really coming? Did the leaver of the note even know where she lived?

 

Was it a wise idea to go if he did?

 

So many girls went missing in Vegas, some of the more tactless comedians saw it as great material for their tasteless routines. A few of the jokes had reached her ears, mostly retold loudly by the drunks at the bar of the Sin-Gal. The Mr. Handy bartender had been programmed to laugh at whatever filth the patrons were spewing, incentive to return, she guessed, but it always made her sick.

 

Now, standing and staring at her watch, the feathers on her black boa bristling in the breeze, Steph was wishing she had stayed up in her bedroom, even if she would have been awake by now anyway and lazily preparing for her shift. Better to be hiding in her room incase some creep was obsessed with her than to be a potential victim out here waiting on the sidewalk for her demise.

 

When a fancy looking limo actually did show up instead of some crummy looking vehicle, she was no less comforted. The rich could be just as dangerous as the poor in Vegas, even more so. There was talk about how the big families of the city had a way of making their enemies disappear, most of them rumored to be at the bottom of Hoover Dam, wearing a new pair of shoes, cement styled.

 

As she bravely or foolishly, depending on how you looked at it, climbed into the back of the limo, Steph's eyes fell on her own pair of shoes.

 

Red high heels.

 

The sexiest pair in her fairly modest collection.

 

Her eyes lifted to her dress then, all as she shifted on a car seat which felt designed to be rode in Heaven. It was a knockout, too, a sexy pink number as was the fashion these days, showing off what counted and making it all the more eye catching.

 

To anyone who saw her, it was obvious what she was up to.

 

She was of two minds about the subject herself.

 

Either she was off to meet a creep whom would ruin her life completely or she had just been given her one and best shot of making that life a better one. Rich men certainly weren't falling all over her and there were no other summons to some castle in the sky heading her way.

 

The Lucky 38 was all she had and she intended to seize Lady Luck by the throat and wring every drop of good fortune from her that she could.

 

Driving in the limo from the worst part of town to the best, she felt like a Persephone, rising from the underworld for her allotted time above ground.

 

Things were better here, from the buildings to the class of people you saw.

 

Things were much brighter on this side of town. She'd had a taste of it before, a brief glimpse of paradise before falling from grace, and she'd forgotten how grand things could be here.

 

Now, however, it was a tantalizing tease of finally getting all that she wanted.

 

What was the note and visit all about, she wondered, as she stared at the side of the limo driver's face? The only thing her mind repeatedly landed on was that it had to be some rich Vegas man had finally noticed her. Oh, she wasn't sure how, nor could she remember anyone of interest inside of the club as of late, but something had to have happened. No other reason occurred to her other than having caught someone's eye. She didn't gamble, didn't take up large debts nor had she pissed anyone off or knew of anyone else whom had.

 

Was someone looking for a new moll or mistress?

 

Maybe it was the owner.

 

Maybe today was finally the day when she'd discover who her boss really was.

 

Steph looked to the driver again, hoping for a bit more information and deciding to pry. She was looking her best for it in any case.

 

"Do you know what this is all about?" she asked, leaning forward and addressing the stranger while batting her eyes.

 

The driver glanced into the back. "Look," he replied, his voice thick, rough and unpleasant. "I was hired today for this one gig: to pick up a dame and then bring her to the 38. And if she got nosy to hand her the truth. I just did that last and now, looks like I'm 'bout to finish the first."

 

Steph turned her gaze outside the window to see that, indeed, there was Olympus looming nigh on the horizon. She fought a shiver crawling down her exposed back, hoping it wasn't a bad omen and that maybe she should have chucked her spine altogether today and opted to be a coward. Money was one thing, her life and safety were another.

 

And wasn't that the thing she liked best about the Sin-Gal: the security?

 

Still, the Lucky 38 was an impressive structure. It tried to touch Heaven, maybe too lofty an ideal, but still admirable in these troubled times. In this respect, it reminded her of herself.

 

The showgirl stepped out of the limo just as she had gotten into it: by herself. The instant her second heel touched the pavement, the limo was off, with dazzling speed and screeching tires, leaving her to look back at it in disbelief, a showgirl dressed to kill, abandoned on the sidewalk and seconds away from fulfilling her mysterious rendezvous.

 

In an attempt to regain her composure, Steph readjusted her boa and took a deep breath.

 

Somewhat more confident, she walked up to the large, double door entrance, one side blue, the other red, each with what appeared to be a large diamond painted on them, only to see a sign attached to a handle. Steph neared the doors, with a gait made slow by confusion, able now to read the smallish sign and even then doubting her eyes or the written words, maybe both.

 

She took the edge of the sign made of tin and read it aloud.

 

"CLOSED FOR RENOVATIONS"

 

It struck Steph bitterly then that all of this must have been someone's poor idea of a joke. Maybe she did have an enemy afterall, another girl at the club (Miss Ann Thrope maybe?) or some schlub she'd rejected. In either case, someone who thought she was a little too uppity and wanted to bring her down a peg. They'd known about the 38 being closed and orchestrated it so she'd get all dressed up, only to walk straight into embarrassment.

 

The only thing she couldn't figure out was the limo bit, but maybe the driver had been in on it also, and that was the reason behind his odd little explanation. If he had been, it would up the chance that it had been another "Miss" down at the Sin-Gal: a girl whom had "paid" him for his involvement in the trick with one of her own.

 

Whomever it had been, she could have killed them then.

 

Steph dropped the sign, tears like bitter acid in her eyes. It made a clinking metallic sound as it hit the similarly metal door and she turned away from them both, turning her back to the locked doors of paradise.

 

Eden wasn't to be hers today or any other day, it seemed.

 

Wiping at her eyes, in as demure and quick a way as possible incase the trickster was watching her, secretly gloating, Steph looked out at the street, wondering how, she'd get back home now, an underestimate on her part.

 

"Miss Calculations," the wind almost said to mock her.

 

Her own mind was playing tricks on her now too.

 

"Miss Calculations," the name came again, definitely not the wind nor her mind.

 

Steph spun her head round to look at the doors of the Lucky 38: the source of the sound.

 

"Today, the doors are open only for you, Miss Calculations, " the voice, deep, masculine informed, and to her shock, Steph saw the large doors, each bearing their diamond, parting, allowing her entrance like she was some sort of female Moses allowed entrance to the promised land.

 

As the way was opened to her and her alone, Steph realized that she felt both weakened and exalted. Never had she felt more special since coming to the city of sin than when the Lucky 38 had been specifically saved just for her. She checked the feeling, some part of her aware that it could only get her in trouble if she was not careful. Showgirls got used in Vegas just as badly as she heard the actresses did up in Hollywood. They were easily found and discarded things, like bottles of Nuka Cola. Those whom drank from them never saw them as carrying souls inside, but only as being sweet, tasty things to quench the thirst and then be gotten rid of when something fresher came along.

 

Steeling herself as much as the construct of the doors, Steph entered the casino. She had to take this rationally, she warned herself, be prepared for anything and not let her hopes get on level with the peak of the Lucky 38.

 

Still, she could not stop the thrill of powerful excitement which claimed her, the rush of "only for you".

 

Whomever was behind this was certainly a born and bred Las Vegas native, she surmised.

 

They were playing their cards exactly right.

 

* * *

 

The first floor of the casino was eerie, what with its rows of slot machines and ornamentations but with nobody seemingly around to see them. She was grateful for the large plush carpet bearing the Lucky 38 logo, which stole the sound of her solitary footfalls. Otherwise, they would have echoed in the empty space and creeped her out all the more. There were signs of some renovations, Steph noticed as she proceeded forward in caution. Plastic sheets covered a few of the machines, while others remained exposed, their arms looking almost abandoned with nobody there to pull them in the hope of a little good fortune. One-armed-bandits, someone had once told her they were called, due to the fact that they often robbed the foolish blind.

 

The strip clubs where she'd worked had also used the term, but for some other reason entirely.

 

Steph would have tried her luck with the casinos' bandits more than she would the living ones at the Sin-Gal.

 

Her mind tried to latch onto some cause for the 38's renovations, wondering if the casino was under new management and she could soon expect the same at her own workplace as well.

 

There'd been a bit of a scandal a while back, if Steph remembered correctly. Something about a Chinese spy called Shanghai Sally of all things. Sally and a bunch of gangsters had stolen a lot of money from a Vegas bank or something. 20 mil to be exact. While the rest of the mobsters had been at the Ultra-Luxe, Sally had been at the 38, doing whatever it was that Chinese spies did. When the cops had wiped out her gang, Sally had been cornered in the very casino where she was now standing, Steph had heard. The spy had managed to sneak out of her room window with a bunch of tied together bedsheets.

 

The police had hounded the fleeing femme fatale with her stash of cash until she had stolen a speedboat in good old Galveston, Texas. There the Navy ship the USS Wade had made short work of her and her tiny boat.

 

It all sounded like a picture straight out of Hollywood, one with Cooper Howard playing the role of the valiant hero ready to take Sally down.

 

Unfortunately, dampening the exciting tale had been the disturbing rumours floating around Vegas. First was that the mobsters weren't really mobsters but soldiers. Nor was Shanghai Sally a spy but just another soldier too. They said she wasn't even Chinese, but some woman from the Appalachia called Kathryn something or other. More talk had the money coming from what they labeled a Vault, the same type that ubiquitous company Vault-Tec was trying to peddle with their annoying tv, magazines and newspaper ads.

 

When she looked at it closer, some things didn't make sense to Stephanie about the official account. Why was a Chinese spy working with gangsters? And why did those same mobsters steal money, only to run off to gamble with it? In her opinion, the greatest joy a mobster had was partially getting some idiot to lose their money to them at one of their own tables.

 

Something sounded fabricated about the whole thing.

 

Although, Steph desperately wished that it wasn't the case.

 

To her, spies were more romantic, especially a female one.

 

Steph headed straight to the three steps leading to an elevator, the only place she seemed able to go. The other areas were blocked off, and she suddenly felt like a sheep being herded but without a single clue as to where or who her shepherd was. He could still be a dog, she warned herself, or, worse, a wolf, and with the casino so vacant, her safety was in question more than ever.

 

Hating feeling so vulnerable and yet tempted by her own curiosity, Steph's right foot only hesitated for a second on the first step before climbing the other two.

 

There was a small note (on the same peaches and cream paper she'd received beckoning her there) taped to the elevator door.

 

It said one word:

 

Penthouse.

 

She frowned slightly, then remembering she might be being watched, immediately replaced it with a bright smile and a coy look around the casino floor, as if this was all perfectly aligning with her plans.

 

Stepping into the elevator, heading to the penthouse as requested, Steph hoped she as skillfully hid the shudder claiming her while the lift doors shut. They looked like teeth to her, trapping her inside of some hungry and claustrophobic mouth.

 

She closed her eyes for most of the trip up, letting herself feel the butterflies.

 

Grateful to reach the top floor, Steph knew she stepped out a little too quickly, but her fear was driving her crazy during the lift up. She had just wanted to get out. The elevator became a trap, one that seemed to amplify all of her negative thoughts, making them bounce off the lift's walls, all yelling at her that she was an idiot to come and without telling a single soul where she had gone on top of it.

 

She'd been stupid.

 

No better than the girls she'd sometimes worked with and looked down on for their lack of good old common sense.

 

Now she was trapped at the top of the Lucky 38 and without any sheets to even pull a Shanghai Sally to climb down to the Las Vegas streets below.

 

It was those same streets which had forced her here, though...

 

She couldn't escape that now, though she hadn't been able to admit it then.

 

The fear that she was just one pink slip away from being tossed out onto them.

 

Afterall, if it was the owner of the Sin-Gal whom had sent the summons, it would be professional suicide to turn whomever it was down.

 

Conflict was raging inside of her mind, if she should stay or go. Steph turned to look back at the elevator, suddenly convinced that she should head back. Her foot rose, preparing to step back to supposed safety...

 

Then she heard it.

 

A sound she was familiar with from her childhood, and so, inevitably, a source of comfort to her now.

 

It was a form of music, yes, but not the type played by any real instrument.

 

Turning her head, looking back towards a staircase which descended to her right, Steph could hear the music even better, distant but ringing pure and simple, almost like a bell. It wasn't a bell however, but some other creation of metal, not one of bronze and tin.

 

A simple steel comb was making the melody.

 

A music box.

 

Summoning her strength and courage, Stephanie turned fully towards the staircase where the sound was heard more clearer now.

 

She went to it and descended, almost in a trance except for the fear she was fighting with every step.

 

At the bottom of the stairway, she had the choice of going forward, but her ears instructed her to turn back and go behind the stairs. A good call since the sound became louder as she did, the song becoming one she could even recognize now.

 

Lili Marleen.

 

While the world was living in the fear of war, the bastard was playing Lili Marleen.

 

Stephanie's ears and feet (if not so much her actual brain) led her forward now to a curtain of rich, fresh fabric. The sound was the loudest it had ever been as she drew them back and stepped forward, making it even louder by doing so.

 

The teeth of the steel comb were being plucked less often, though, the cylinder revolving becoming slower as the turn of the key had spent its turns.

 

The music was dying.

 

Just like the love story between the soldier and his lover.

 

She moved forward far quicker now, propelled, ignoring yet another staircase to her right, before the song could die completely.

 

A wide desk was revealed to her in degrees, set upon another sequence of three steps, so whomever sat at it could look down upon his visitors like he was some sort of god acting out judgement.

 

Her journey ended right in the place designed to meet his appraisal, finding that she had not been entirely correct in her assumption about the music box.

 

It was not only a box making the music that had lured her.

 

It was a snow globe as well.

 

This one held almost lovingly in the grasp of her summoner.

 

The corner of Steph's lip twitched in well satisfied pride. She had been completely right about something, at least: the sender of the note was a native Nevadan, just as she had guessed.

 

One couldn't get more Las Vegas born and bred than the man sitting before her, afterall.

 

"Good afternoon, Miss Calculations," Robert House greeted, as both the snow within the globe stopped falling and the song struck its last sad and dying note.

Notes:

These were two chapters I decided to join together because I just couldn't wait to get to that House introduction.

Still working on the "Broke" update for anyone who is interested. :D <3

Chapter 4: Not the Desired Proposal

Summary:

Steph and Mr. House share a conversation wherein he tells her the exact reason she's been called to the Lucky 38.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

For Robert House to have calculated the precise time for the snow to stop falling in unison with the music hitting its final note, Stephanie understood that he would have needed to possess an intelligence she rarely found from any audience member at the Sin-Gal or even the biggest winning card counter at any table in the casinos of the Vegas, from the lowest reputation to the highest.

 

He would have needed to foresee her hesitation at the elevator, known the pace she would have taken descending the staircase, her brief moment of decision making over which way to turn at the last step, how long to push aside the curtain and finally the length of stride until she reached where he was sitting, waiting for her.

 

That he had seen all this without actually seeing her was astounding, for even if he had cameras placed around the 38, the turn of the key would have taken place before any move had been recorded and his estimate of everything would have needed to have begun practically the second she had left the lift.

 

There was the knowledge, not only of her movements and decisions, but of the flakes representing the snow inside of the globe, how they would have needed to fight the disturbed liquid inside the glass for the final false flake to reach its floor, and the teeth of the steel comb being struck in its revolutions, knowing when the last tooth would be plucked, something she had never even been able to guess, since her childhood...

 

He would have needed to be a genius.

 

In that second of their first meeting, that was what Steph intrinsically knew Robert House to be:

 

A genius.

 

Basically confirming everything she had ever heard about him

 

He studied her as if discerning her thoughts as well, placing the snow globe onto his desk, a self satisfied smile underneath the canopy of his famous moustache.

 

Steph was unbelievably frightened then, faced with the billionaire's pure intelligence. However, she had come there to hopefully meet a wealthy man and House was certainly one of the wealthiest she could think of. Even if the man could outthink her at any turn, and there were few she had met whom could claim such a thing, she was determined not to let this chance slip by her.

 

Infact, the only thing Steph let slip was the boa around her shoulder, letting it fall down to her waist as she approached the desk with its god like view.

 

"I got your little note," she stated as she seductively climbed the steps, aiming to make it to the desk where the man continued to sit, watching her unblinking. "I like that you see what you want..."

 

She reached the desk and placed both her hands flat down on it, far apart and to each side of her. "And take it."

 

Carefully, sensuously, she climbed onto the desk, giving him a good view down her dress, until she swung her long legs over to the left and was suddenly facing him, lying sideways, her tall body covering one end of the desk to the other, yet always careful not to bump into the snow globe and send it crashing to the floor.

 

House did not take his eyes off of her and Steph reached out to grab a hold of his tie, carressing it suggestively.

 

"I'm glad to see you also cleared the 38 out," she purred as she leaned closer to his face, but stayed teasingly away from his lips. "That means we can be as loud as we want to be."

 

She was close to wanting to kiss him, seeing that he was rather an attractive man in person and that his pictures hadn't done him nearly enough justice.

 

Unfortunately, House had to go and actually use his lips, but not to kiss her.

 

"I won't ask what you think you are doing, because that's painfully obvious," Robert House observed. "What I will ask is, why do you think it will work on me?"

 

Staring into his face then, so unmoved by anything as human as lust or attraction, Steph didn't know. The man looked about as unmelted as the permanent snowflakes trapped inside the globe on his desk and she knew that, whatever reason House had called her to him, seduction played no role in it.

 

Embarrassed, the showgirl crawled off of the billionaire's desk, getting back to standing with her two feet on the ground. She smoothed out her dress once she had and then once more met the eyes of Robert House. He had undoubtedly been watching the show of her trying to compose herself as other men had watched her trying to do the opposite, and enjoying it even more.

 

Meeting his eyes almost defiantly, Steph tried to hold her head a little higher, trying not to give him the satisfaction of having throughly humiliated her.

 

Why couldn't she have met a dumb rich man, like so many other girls had, Steph bemoaned to herself?

 

"Why did you call me here then?" she asked, wanting to know that much before she became so pissed off she stormed out of the 38.

 

"For business not pleasure," he answered, sitting confident and assured behind his mammoth desk. "I have a business proposition for you and our relationship must remain purely professional."

 

She didn't bother to tell him that, even if she'd been called for his pleasure, it would have only still been business to her. The question still remained, though, regarding if House was her boss or not, and she didn't want to risk leaving the 38 with both her dreams of a secured future shattered along with possessing a sheet of paper matching the color of her dress.

 

Instead, folding her arms, Steph stated rather formally, "While admiring that you're getting down to brass tacks, I have a show tonight. You don't actually intend for me to stand here the whole time and listen to your sales pitch do you?"

 

The fact that he respected her bluntness was made clear by the closed mouth smile that spread across his face.

 

"Sit down," he said, motioning his hand at the non-existing space before his desk.

 

Just when Steph was about to chastise him for his rudeness, employer or no employer, she watched as his desk and chair both slid backward, leaving space for a chair to immediately emerge from the floor, modern and silver, a soft, embroidered cushion on its seat that even looked inviting. She sat down on it, rearranging her boa as she did, and finding the stupid thing to be an unnecessary nuisance now.

 

Her eyes rested on the musical snow globe, wondering how it had not fallen from the desk when it had moved. Now she could see it even better and the central figure at its heart: a soldier and his lover embracing. How fitting she thought wrly, but with no genuine disdain for a couple whom had found what it was growing increasingly unlikely she ever would.

 

"Is that better?" he asked, jarring her attention away from the silent, unmoving fairy-tale.

 

She nodded.

 

The smile never left his face, but he seemed more businesslike now, his amusement over her mistake having dissipated in the face of getting down to what he really wanted from her.

 

"First...do you like working at the Sin-Gal, Miss Calculation? Or should I call you something else?"

 

"Steph. Please call me Steph," she stated, preferring it at the moment than anything else, if only because it was shorter, and if he used it, it might cut down the time she spent having to talk to him.

 

"Steph," he nodded and then waited patiently for her reply to his original question.

 

"I like it," she answered. "It's better than some of the places I've worked," she added with a shrug.

 

"But not the best," he added somewhat meaningfully, but still vaguely. Before Steph had the opportunity to question him about it, however, he took her off guard by bluntly admitting to the fact he had so long tried to hide from everyone: "It's mine, you know."

 

"Is it?" she asked, now able to check one mystery off of her list.

 

"Yes," he replied. "I don't let that get around. When I was first trying to fund RobCo, I needed the money necessary to acquire the products that I needed. It was not easy...I found if I invested what little money I had in certain avenues guaranteed to turn a profit, I could achieve it much faster. I find such pathways...distasteful, but that wasn't about to prevent me from taking them. In this world, I'm afraid, we have to walk the back alleys of the city if we wish to reach for the stars and the moon."

 

She was growing frightened again, sitting and listening to his speech. Stephanie knew that he had probably rarely confessed this to another human being, just as she also was suddenly realizing what a liability he was making her suddenly into by doing so. It might not have seemed like much, that Robert House secretly financed the Sin-Gal, along with God knew what other type of filth, but the fact that nobody at work had ever heard it was him betrayed the lengths he had gone to keep that information hidden. Now he had just confessed it all to her. She suddenly felt like if she made a wrong move, he could deem her completely expendable and she'd be at the bottom of the Hoover in those shoes she'd been thinking about by the time she should be hitting the stage.

 

House paused, looked at his desk and then back to her. "So...do you like the name, I chose for the establishment?

 

"The Sin-Gal? Yeah, I suppose."

 

Actually, she hated it, thinking it sounded like the sort of joke a drunk cowboy would come up with and think was a belly-gut bursted.

 

House smirked, his own opinion apparently far different than the one she'd professed and closer to the one she'd kept to herself. "I hate it myself. Bad puns don't amuse me. But, once again, I had to adopt a certain crassness. In my position, you find you need to appeal to those of a very different mindset."

 

"I'm sure," she said, not sure how to take the comment. Was it an insult? Did he view his employees as being the same sort as the men he exploited for their money? Then again, he did put some of that money back in his exploited workers pockets, and not a bad sum either. She supposed he was, at heart, just a good businessman.

 

That was if he had a heart.

 

He was a little too cool for her liking.

 

"And you're certain you like working at the Sin-Gal?" House asked her again, eyeing her in a strange way that was half sizing her up and the other half indeterminate shrewdness.

 

"I told you I did," she stated, her voice made a little curt by her irritation.

 

"That's a shame...because I have the feeling you won't be working there for much longer," his deep voice prophesised insidiously.

 

Steph had never expected that hearing those words would hurt as badly as they did. She had feared this would be the outcome, should a mistake be made, but to learn so soon that she would be fired...

 

Her mind was reeling as her stomach sank.

 

"Are my breasts too small?" she asked, trying to find a reason for the dismissal, but still relentlessly assurred of the quality of work she'd put in night after night.

 

House looked positively disarmed by the question, as if she could have told him she came from Venus and he would have known more what to say back to her. His eyes darted to her chest, almost instantly, and then back to her face and she couldn't see any embarrassment or shame written on his own, no change of color to his nicely tanned skin, only a confusion of sorts, like she'd fed an unanswerable math equation into a calculator.

 

"No, they're lovely," he commented, but in such a matter of fact way as to not sound as if the remark was related to compliment or flattery.

 

"My lips then?"

 

"No."

 

"My butt?"

 

Mildly annoyed, he appeared to be swerving his head, instinctively trying to analyze that too, but then shook it, bringing himself back to his senses. "No, from what I've seen, that's perfectly fine as well."

 

Now she was, on top of everything, self consciously aware that he had seen her. Did he like what he'd seen? Was he even capable of it?

 

Steph tried to collect her own common sense. She was obsessing over her looks again. Vegas had a way of doing that to you. You could be as confident as a politician until you came to Vegas and saw how much bigger and brighter things were there. Hollywood was no different, from what she'd heard and seen, with its emphasis on certain attributes and enhancements. Maybe it was different on the East Coast, out in New York. But here in the west, everything was out on display.

 

"I fear your thoughts are going in an opposite direction than my intent," House said, drawing her attention back to his dark eyes, which now seemed still as hard as steel but slightly more confused. "I have another job in mind for you."

 

This was different.

 

This was hopeful.

 

A promotion in a better part of town?

 

Steph offered him her most blinding smile. "Another job?"

 

House nodded then handed her a question she never would have expected. "Are you familiar with a company called Vault-Tec?"

 

He had to be joking.

 

Everyone living in the age was aware of Vault-Tec, her own thoughts having landed on it at least once on her way to House's very office.

 

"You'd have to be living underground, excuse the term, not to have heard of Vault-Tec," she joked.

 

The corner of House's lip curled. "Have you heard of Bud Askins?"

 

He had her there, Steph sighed. The name was completely unfamiliar to her. "No...it might as well be Bud Ass Kisser to me."

 

A small, brittle laugh came from House, showing he appreciated the comment in a way that only those familiar with this Askins could. "You don't know how close you are," Robert House confirmed. "He's a top exec for Vault-Tec these days. News has it, he took in your show during your time at the Tops and he very much liked what he saw."

 

So this was what House had meant when he'd said the Sin-Gal hadn't been the best place she had worked, Steph thought. Her time at the Tops had been some of her happiest spent in Vegas. The pay was great and the clientele a rung up the social ladder. That, of course, had been before she'd plummeted right off it so fast she nearly broke her neck, and for reasons she still couldn't understand.

 

"Well, I can't remember him, not by name anyway. There were so many people," she scoffed. "Do you have a photograph of this Askins?"

 

Without gesitation, and suprisingly without looking, House reached into a desk drawer and pulled out a photograph. He threw it in her direction and she caught it before it even touched the desk.

 

The man still didn't ring any bells. He was okay looking enough: dark haired, affable but nothing to stand out in her memory. Not if, say, House had been in the audience on any given night...

 

"No, he didn't catch my attention," Steph said, handing the photograph back.

 

"He showed attention to you," House countered. "That's all that matters."

 

"Why?"

 

House did look now, as he returned the photo of Askins back to his drawer, more to help give the silence some weight, Steph guessed, than because he actually needed to.

 

He met her eyes again, then leaned slightly to one side of his chair. "I need information on Vault-Tec, what they are planning...My desire is to plant someone at their main office in L.A. to keep an eye on them for me."

 

Steph's mind went to House's own scheme with lightening speed. "You want to send me."

 

Nodding, House once more was pleased with her swiftness. "It seems Bud, when he showed any interest over a woman, showed it only for you."

 

She wondered how long House had been scoping out Askins and what else he might have discovered. However, her main level of interest was only in herself at the moment, and what the statement implied.

 

"Why does it need to be a woman?"

 

House scowled, the topic being something else slightly distasteful to him, but obviously one he knew he needed to address eventually. "The time might come when I need my spy to have access to Bud Askins house..."

 

And they could do it easier if they were in his bed. That was what House was implying

 

Steph frowned.

 

House was quick to calculate the odds of what the expression on her face meant, and the chances of her saying yes now that his cards were laid bare on the table. He followed it up by switching the conversation to what he took to be his insurance.

 

Leaning back in his chair, he took out a cigarette from his case,  lit it and studied her intensely. "You've been earning extra income," he said.

 

She fixed him with a hard stare, seeing his face past the smoke.

 

"At the Sin-Gal...after hours," he elaborated.

 

The tip of her tongue touched the back of a front tooth.

 

"I assure you, I don't know what you mean," she answered demurely.

 

He exhaled, casting more smoke into the air. He slid the cigarette case over in her direction and she eyed it warily.

 

"Quit the act, Miss Calculations..I've been watching you for weeks now," Robert House admitted like a threat.

 

Steph's tongue went to the back of her mouth now. She stopped breathing for a secomd or two then reached forward, took a cigarette out of the case and then held it forward.

 

House waited a few seconds to light it.

 

"Won't he recognize me?" Steph inquired, not sure she was ready to say yes, but now feeling she couldn't say no and claim it was on moral grounds. "You can't place me in Vault-Tec and not have him make the connection between Vegas and you."

 

"You don't know Bud Akins, well not yet. It may register on some level, for old Bud, that you remind him of the Vegas showgirl who caught his eye but that's about it. Besides, who said anything about admitting your the same girl he saw?" House asked with an ice cold cunning. "He doesn't know your real name. If he traces you, he'll only get as far as you being from California, I'll make sure of that...the well behaved daughter of a family of music box makers."

 

House's smile now was almost devilish.

 

"Still..." Steph was about to argue, her blood freezing as she remembered his trick with the musical snow globe.

 

"If you need added reassurance, I'm not exactly sending you out to California as you are now," he exhaled and studied his cigarette more than he did her. "We're giving you a complete makeover, to further align with Askins' tastes. You'll be a blonde the next time he sees you, one with hair not down to her waistline."

 

Steph snickered. "You want me to cut my hair and turn blonde?" 

 

She stood then to leave, not needing to hear either his answer nor anything else. Changing her appearance had never been an option to her, not even to make it in Vegas.

 

"Give it time. Think about it. It won't even cost you your job if you say no," Robert House said smoothly on her way down the steps. "Although your added income will need to stop. We can't have you turning into a hypocrite, now can we?"

 

Stopping at the bottom step, Steph bristled, her face turning a deep shade of red.

 

She intended to leave without giving him the satisfaction of looking back. However, Steph surprised herself when her feet stopped before the staircase to the right of House's desk and she could not make another step forward without asking one last thing. There was something she wanted to know, something she had always wanted to know and she knew she might never get another chance now.

 

Turning around, Steph met the eyes of Mr. House, whom had apparently been staring at her back, possibly even anticipating this next move on her part.

 

"Why did you call me Miss Calculations?" she asked. "I've always wondered about that."

 

House did not smile.

 

Nor did he smirk.

 

He only continued to study her with the same intense interest.

 

Once again, he was weighing the results of if he should answer her or not.

 

This time, it turned out in her favor.

 

"Because, just like they did with me, people misunderestimate you...Steph."

 

The words were almost like a punch in her gut. She had been expecting something far more cruel - like how her decisions were often poor or a return to her modest measurements - and so the lack of it almost sent her reeling.

 

Maybe wishing to thank him for his cadence and the unexpected compliment, Stephanie added one more item to her last question list. "If I do this...what's in it for me?" she asked, unintentionally shifting the boa around her shoulders.

 

Robert House smiled again, leaning back. "Anything you want," he answered. "Within reason...I'll explain those reasons when we talk again."

 

He was betting that there would be a second time. Steph, not so convinced, turned around and left, not offering the man a farewell, but hating him slightly less than she had.

Notes:

I updated this faster than I had planned, which is great. Unfortunately, my hopes to keep this and my other Fallout fic, Broke, quickly expanded upon have hit a slight snag. I'm going to aim for it still, but life has a way of throwing unexpected things your way.

Still, these fics are my big plans for the summer, and I intend to try my best to keep at 'em. That is my summertime goal, which is saying a lot about my private life, hee hee.

Thanks for reading. :D <3

Chapter 5: Proper Incentive

Summary:

Stephanie finds the proper motivation.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The ride on the elevator wasn't as fearful a journey as it had been on the way up, but still it wasn't all that great, being more of a downer. Anxiety of the anonymous had transformed into disappointment of the discovered. No longer was there any hope of a prince about to sweep her off of her feet but only the business like proposition of a cold hearted opportunist.

 

So much for the luck in the Lucky 38, Steph thought in regret.

 

When she'd gotten down from the lift and fled the Lucky 38, one thing she had been grateful for was that the limo had returned to take her home. It wasn't the same driver, but this time she asked the guy no questions, and was happy to keep it that way, seeing as though the man kept checking out her legs in the mirror above the dash.

 

House is probably so paranoid he didn't trust the first driver and hired the exact opposite for the second time around.

 

Cute. Real cute, Steph thought and rolled her eyes.

 

Her elbow pushed almost painfully into the limo door's armrest, she'd bit her nails and stared out the window, all while Lili Marleen ran through her head like some bad film's soundtrack; an irritating reminder of the meeting. She tried to forget it in every other way and just enjoy the scenery on the way back home, believing it was for the best.

 

It was unlikely she'd ever see this part of town again, there being no way in Vegas she was going to take House up on his proposal.

 

Even if he had offered her anything she wanted.

 

Spies might be pretty on film.

 

But they were pretty dead in real life.

 

Or, at least, that was what Shanghai Sally, or whatever she was called, had taught Miss Calculations.

 

Outside of the building where the limo had first picked her up without much fanfare at all, Steph was surprised this time when the driver reached over the seat and handed her a small, sealed envelope the size of a business card.

 

"Last piece of business, bossman says," the man stated with a large, lascivious smile, making Stephanie grateful for the unbroken seal.

 

Steph took the card but didn't open it, choosing to stick it down the front of her dress, instead, when she was out of the pervert's sight.

 

Hope he gets fired too, she thought understandably if a little uncharitable.

 

She was anxious and restless as she climbed the stairs back to her small, yet nice, apartment, antsy for reasons she was entirely uncomfortable with. She wished she could just turn off the music box playing inside her mind, or it would die out like they always eventually did. She'd learned that in her childhood, when she'd been far more innocent and hopeful: no matter how many turns of the key you gave, making it as tight as could be, the music would always stop playing. There wasn't anyway around it.

 

Kicking off her heels as soon as she entered her apartment, grateful she didn't have a cat she needed to worry about being in the line of fire, Steph wondered how House had learned about her in turn.

 

She'd kept her past pretty much to herself when she'd moved to Vegas. And there wasn't much in the way of family left to tell him about her background.

 

It was all history, as they said.

 

The family business of music box making had ended with her father and it had never been something she'd seen as a tantalizing enough future to make her desire spending the rest of her life turning that particular key.

 

Flopping down in an oversized, yet incredibly cozy chair, she right about needed at that moment, Steph's face scrunched up involuntarily as Robert House's proposal popped up inside her mind for the 12th billionth time since she'd left the 38.

 

There might as well have been a jack in the box manufactuer between all the snow globe and music box ones.

 

Anything she wanted.

 

That sounded like a good enough future.

 

She sighed, resting her brunette head on the back of the chair and closing her eyes so she wouldn't have to see all the cracks in the ceiling.

 

But what was worth risking her life for it?

 

She couldn't even find motivation in the demise of her family's business to entice her into becoming a spy for House, or play it the other way and blab to this Bud Askins about House's planned treachery. It was true that both RobCo Industries and Vault-Tec had put a lot of companies out of business with their overemphasis on technology, especially after the two companies had become buddy buddy. They'd been a truly lethal combination.

 

Sure, if this had been a real, authentic spy film, one still starring the swoon worthy Cooper Howard, in all his patriotic goodness, some plotline would have had that the bigwigs at both places wiped out her generations old trade all in the name of their precious progress. That would have properly spurned her character on, Steph supposed, motivating her to seek revenge on both Askins and House, being the angel of vengeance for her father, his father and his mother before them. Instead, for the real life version of a stripper called Miss Calculations, the family business had perished due to the world's sudden disinterest in their commodity.

 

Record players and jukeboxes, with their diamond needles, were the things today, not steel combs.

 

And that had had nothing to do with either Vault-Tec or RobCo.

 

Taking a deep breath, maybe trying to take in enough air to inflate not only her lungs but the heart she felt was deflating, Steph raised her head and saw her naked feet now stretched out in front of her. She had a bit of time to relax before she'd need to take them down to the Sin-Gal where she could strut her stuff on the catwalk.

 

No matter how natural that stuff was.

 

"No, they're lovely."

 

"Stop it," she chastised her brain. "He was probably just sweet talking you to get what he wanted."

 

It wasn't like she hadn't experienced that enough already in Las Vegas.

 

Of course, none of them had ever been as rich and powerful as Robert Edwin House.

 

Now rising to her feet, hoping they would faithfully take her to the kitchen, where she could get a glass of cold lemonade out of her loudly humming fridge, she knew something was right that her mysterious would-be-benefactor had claimed: people did misunderestimate her.

 

Even, herself, whom would never have expected she was seriously going to turn down an offer for anything her little heart could imagine all because she didn't want to die and House had managed to ruffle the feathers on her boa a little too much.

 

* * *

 

Going back to the Sin-Gal that night had been a weird sensation.

 

Steph had needed to keep herself in check as she greeted the other girls.

 

A feeling brought on by the fact that now she held some small amount of power over them.

 

Information was power, Mr. House must have discovered that long ago, the reason why he was so filthy rich and now wanted her to go a gathering some more for him as well.

 

That was what a secret was, information, and there was no bigger secret amongst the Sin-Gal girls then the identity of their boss. How many nights had they all tried to figure out who the owner was, whispering backstage and in the hallways, and now she, little unimportant Miss Calculations, the one with the stupid name, knew the answer and they didn't.

 

It was incredibly empowering.

 

Had that been a part of House's plan? Another one of his own vast calculations? Give her a little taste of power and control and feel how amazingly good it felt?

 

When Miss Ann Thrope came off her gig that night, with that condescending, familiar little stare of hers, Steph had just smiled back, aware that she alone knew that the eccentric Mr. House was in charge of them all.

 

The other more endowed stripper had just stood there and glared at her, with her fake tits, plumped to the limit lips and butt implants she was lucky hadn't killed her when she'd flown to Brazil to get them, not even aware that Steph's warm smile was growing all the brighter knowing anything she wanted could includ her horrendous little coworker getting the axe.

 

Not that she was jealous, mind you. Infact, if the woman had altered her body due to insecurity, Steph would have been all over the girl in compassion and understanding. But, no, Thrope had done what she'd done to herself because she had wanted everything to be bigger and better.

 

Miss Ann Thrope wanted to be the best and screw all the rest.

 

You could sense it coming off of her in amber waves.

 

Steph had to wonder if that was why House had named her as he had.

 

But, tonight, Steph could look at Miss Ann Thrope, with her overexagerated attributes and feel a rush of glory because she had been entrusted with the ultimate secret of the Sin-Gal and not the other woman with her bloated everything.

 

How positively electrifying!

 

It would have remained so wonderfully sweet if she hadn't have needed to go out in front of an audience of strangers and perform, Steph found out unfortunately only a little while later.

 

That soured things considerely.

 

Oh, it started out fine enough, the glow of power and knowledge lighting her up like the flames that would be lit it at the ends of her batons at the finish of her show. Infact, for most of her performace, she'd thought of House having hinted he'd been watching her and it excited her in a strange way she'd previously never experienced. She'd taken her clothes off probably about close to three hundred times and never once felt anything but either professional pride or a rush to get it over with and off the crummy stage. Tonight was the first time she'd felt a taste of that hungry look the few actually intetested men in the audience had.

 

Knowing the billionaire had seen all of her, it suddenly didn't make her self conscious.

 

It suddenly felt good.

 

Real good.

 

It was the only time the term "Erotic Dancer" finally made any sense to her.

 

Maybe if House hadn't been so handsome things might have been different.

 

She was blazing all over until the time had come for her to set the end of the baton ablaze as well.

 

As she had lit the match, kissing the baton's tassles with that lick of fire, the act had reminded her suddenly of when House had taken out his cigarette case and started smoking, just as he was in the process of accusing her of prostitution.

 

"You've been earning extra income," he had said.

 

Eagerly then, fresh shame had washed over her in regards to what she'd secretly done sometimes in order to buy that extra little thing she had so desperately wanted, but didn't intend to risk the month's rent money for.

 

She had thought of her family then too, all mostly gone, and become more angry with House than anything else, because how dare the man judge her simply for doing what she needed to survive

 

The compliment about people underestimating her only went so far to help blot it out and make Steph forget her rage.

 

Freeing herself from the trappings of her nightly routine had also done Robert House very few favors in his cause to help further exploit her. She'd stared at her reflection as she'd wiped off the night's makeup and balked. Imagine suggesting she turn blonde! Of all the audacity. And as if she needed a makeover to win over Askins in the first place. If he liked her at the Tops why couldn't she stay the way she was? Besides, if the man was such a knuckhead why not just let her do something else to disguise herself, something less drastic, like straighten her hair?

 

The audacity of Robert Edwin House to even suggest such a thing so she could just play spy for him!

 

Outrageous!

 

By the time she'd gotten back to her apartment, Steph's feet were killing her, the walk through the 38 having helped in the murder. She was tired and hungry and all she wanted to do was catch a late night movie and finally have her supper, determined not to accept Mr. House's offer.

 

Her fridge wasn't completely well stocked, she'd have to work a trip to the grocery store in sometime between tomorrow's gymnastics and her return to the club. There was, however, a frozen dinner left in there, pushed to the back of the freezer. The chicken had accumulated enough frost on it to look at home in House's snow globes, but it would all melt (unlike House himself) after about thirty minutes in the toaster oven.

 

Steph knew she should have purchased one of those microwave things but she hated anything to do with nuking in today's world, which even included drinking that omnipresent Nuka Cola.

 

Walking over to the toaster oven, she outright stopped before she pulled the door down.

 

The Vault-Tec logo was ostentatious and hard to miss while it was emblazoned boldly at its front.

 

She'd forgotten the thing was a Vault-Tec product.

 

Steph froze in place, in unintentional imitation of her supper.

 

She could still remember buying the oven about seven months ago, when it had gone on sale and her old one had up and died after several years of faithful service.

 

What brand had it been again? Not Vault-Tec that she was positive of.

 

Not like this one.

 

She hadn't even known they made toaster ovens.

 

For their vaults, she guessed?

 

That seemed a little familar now, thinking it was a good omen if the company was selling their vault inventory. Hopefully, it ultimately meant nobody would ever need to use those silly underground shelters of theirs.

 

What had her previous toaster oven been though...

 

Oh, yeah.

 

A RobCo.

 

Steph smirked.

 

Oh, well, it didn't matter, she thought, firing the dinner into the contraption, and shutting the door. Sure it was a reminder of the day, but she didn't need to feel guilty about betraying the dumb company or anything. She set the timer and went into the living room to see what was on TV in the meantime.

 

She'd just decided on Cooper Howard's noir film "Guilty When I Left You", when a thought intruded upon her intent to spend the rest of the evening admiring a real man.

 

Why did Robert House want to spy on a company like Vault-Tec anyway?

 

Wasn't it and RocCo, his own thriving company, on good terms?

 

Didn't Vault-Tec have most of its interest and investment in trying it's best to save humanity instead of consuming other corporations?

 

That was Robert House's forte, not theirs.

 

Try as she might, no matter how hard Steph attempted to stay focused on the truly delectable Mr. Howard and not Robert House, she couldn't stop thinking about what the billionaire businessman suspected Vault-Tec was secretly up to.

 

He hadn't explained much, but then again, she hadn't exactly let him by choosing to storm out like she had.

 

Were his motives good or bad? What side did he expect her to be on?

 

"Probably thinks they're gyping him out of a nickel," she pouted, resting her chin on her palm as her elbow came to rest on a knee.

 

She was still unintentionally obsessing over it when she was distracted by something else entirely.

 

It still wasn't Cooper Howard, this time, but a smell.

 

A strong, invasive, nasty smell.

 

She sat up straight. Taking a deep breath, she tried to determine what exactly it was.

 

Was someone grilling something foul in the city?

 

Steph sniffed again.

 

No...something was burning.

 

Trash?

 

No, this was closer and more like...

 

In an instant, what that was came clearer to her than her apartment currently was, what with the smoke quickly filling it and all.

 

"Crud!" she called out in the smoky, but otherwise empty, apartment.

 

Although her feet screamed at her for it, Steph rushed frantically to the toaster oven, still hearing the unmistakable sound of the timer going strong. She ripped the plug out from the socket and could still hear it ticking away, even as she opened the oven door to find her meal a crispy shade of charcoal inside.

 

So much for not wanting any reminders of being nuked, she thought ruefully.

 

Coughing once or twice, Steph ran to the nearest window to help prevent herself from being asphyxiated. She stuck her head outside, gasping for fresh air and wondering if she should call for help, maybe some handsome fireman to come give her CPR to make the day not a complete waste.

 

Still expelling bad air, she thought that the smoke had cleared out of the kitchen a little better (more than she could say for her nostrils), as she turned to face the remains of what was supposed to be her supper.

 

It was inedible, a lost cause, a potential cause of cancer, all smouldering away in the tray it had come with.

 

And, as if to taunt her, the timer just kept right on with it's now useless and cursed countdown.

 

Frowning, Steph studied it again, this time with clearer vision.

 

It didn't move.

 

Not at all.

 

The dumb thing was apparently stuck.

 

Just a few weeks after the warrenty expired, the thing had up and broken.

 

Steph felt her face burning.

 

She was certain the ruined frozen dinner was issuing slightly less smoke than she was.

 

The thought of chucking the whole toaster oven out the window, along with the meal, occurred to her then, but she had an even better revenge available.

 

In a frenzy, Steph ran to the hamper where her seduction dress from earlier in the day was lying. Frantically she dug out the sealed card, still lying inside of the bustier, only to tear it open and find just what she had expected and wanted.

 

A phone number supplied to her from Robert House, one obviously intended for when she changed her mind and not if.

 

The man's calculations were only matched by his confidence, Steph thought, her face now ablaze in a vindictive smile.

Notes:

I have to confess, I don't know if either Vault-Tec or RobCo manufactured toaster ovens. I think I can wing it a little, since looking at both companies, they did release several unusual products. I hope it's not too out of canon.

The idea came to me for this when my own toaster oven's timer was malfunctioning for the umpteenth time. I had to keep an eye on it and thought, "Hey! wouldn't that make for a funny thing to swing Steph in House's favor: a faulty Vault-Tec timer matched with one burned supper?"

It sounds silly, but when you're really hungry and you have a personality like Steph's from Fallout, I don't think that's too far of an unbelievable motivation.

And I could picture Vault-Tec making a lousy toaster oven.

As Mr. Siggi Wilzig said, the cyanide pills were one of the only humane products Vault-Tec ever made. I'm sure he would consider a totally wrecked meal when your absolutely famished to be cruel and unusual punishment.

Thank you for reading! :D <3

Chapter 6: The Danger Found in Names

Summary:

Steph is once again picked up by a Limo, but this time with a few unexpected surprises waiting for her.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The sun was shining in the bluest Vegas sky imaginable, all the talk of a war feeling about as far away as the moon instead of China, but despite the loveliness of the day, and the seemingly cinema tinted hue of the heavens, Miss Calculations was standing, waiting beneath it all rather miffed.

 

No, in truth, she was completely pissed off.

 

Although, she'd called the number provided four nights ago, right after her Vault-Tec oven had so rudely betrayed her, Steph hadn't heard a single thing back until late last night. The call she'd received had been as seemingly automated as whatever piece of tech had taken her call in the first place. Infact, for that initiating one, a voice which had sounded so old-time-robotic it might as well have been the equivalent of a caveman cousin to a Mr. Handy, she'd merely been handed the advice, "Press 0 for No and 1 for Yes."

 

House seemed just as "let's get down to business" as always, even on the phone.

 

She'd pressed 1 quite eagerly, however, smoke still searing her nostrils and propelling her into action. The whole phone call had then ended so abruptly, however, she couldn't be sure she had even made it.

 

The next day, after wakening from a sleep more like a brief coma, it had all seemed like a dream.

 

The day after that even more so.

 

In the 3 days before she'd actually heard anything again, Steph had half fancied storming right on over to the 38 and either asking House if she'd, by chance, phoned him after their meeting or else giving him a piece of her mind for leaving her hanging for so long. The only real problem with such notions was that her mind was still spinning as badly as a roulette wheel did, and just like a roulette wheel, she had no real idea of knowing where her number would come up.

 

But that was Vegas for you: you took hold of the dice and then rolled them, always in the hope of two sixes and the fear of a pair of snake eyes staring back at you.

 

By the end of the third day, she thought House and this Askins, whoever he was, were both a couple of snakes, lying in the grass and ready to take a bite of the dumb, long-legged showgirls whom went trespassing stupidly by.

 

Then she'd received an actual phone call last night, another mechanical voice telling her to wait outside the apartment the next day at such and such a time.

 

The time was now, her dressed up less dazzlingly in a Come to Vegas T-shirt and a simple pair of old black capris, and it was obvious she was being kept waiting again, getting angrier the more the sky turned azure. With every passing minute, a little storm cloud was quickly forming over her head, something not even the sunshine could help evaporate

 

Robert House had some nerve by asking her to give up her current life and then waste some of it by standing about waiting for him.

 

If she had felt like it, Steph would have returned to her apartment and let him know just how it felt, but she still hadn't replaced the toaster oven yet, and it only served as a reminder of why she'd contacted House in the first place.

 

She was stuck somewhere in limbo between a tardy businessman and a useless appliance.

 

About a solid half hour after the designated time, her chariot finally showed up, betraying no signs of repentance.

 

The limo pulled languidly up to the curb, a different model than the previous one, but still a beauty, with its dark tinted windows and freshly polished shine. Steph was impressed, despite everything. Only then, admist her admiration, her instincts suddenly went on high alert.

 

It was a difference.

 

And any difference should not be ignored.

 

Not when Robert House had contacted her to help play spy for him.

 

What if someone had caught wind of her employer's scheme and now were doing their best to intercept her on the way to a followup meeting? They could have sent the limo, only to drive her to some unknown location where torture would be ruthlessly put into effect, all to make her talk.

 

Fighting a shiver, Steph did the only thing she could think of: She walked straight up to the driver's window and began rapping on it, hoping she was at least a good enough judge of character to be able to appraise the driver.

 

"Excuse me...excuse me please," she stated, a perfect mixture of politeness and impatience. "I need to talk to you."

 

The window began to roll down, sending Steph stumbling several feet backwards and almost tripping on the rise of the sidewalk.

 

It would be pretty hard to judge the human character of the driver when she had never encountered anyone like them before.

 

See, the driver was not human this time.

 

It was a robot.

 

Made of steel, the robot was constructed as part of the car seat, giving the appearance of growing out of it almost, some abominable union of metal and upholstery. On its head sat comically a chauffeur's cap, but the face wasn't even formed, just a dome of steel with a blinking slit for a mouth.

 

On the bright side, it had a RobCo plate, but that really told her absolutely nothing, seeing as though most robots these days were manufactured at the RobCo factories.

 

"I...I...well, I," she had no idea what to say, at first. Gathering her courage, Steph took a step forward, trying to gain a closer look at it and the front seat, hoping for clues, though, she had no real idea what they would be. None presented themselves, just perfectly maintained seats of what looked like red velvet, a Radiation King radio beneath an uncluttered black dashboard and an odd device which looked like a phone beneath the same radio.

 

"I will drive you to your destination," the robot now stated, cheerfully, but with the proper amount of mechanical reserve.

 

"And that is to...?" Steph coaxed, hoping to urge the thing to tell her the 38 or some other evidence that House had sent it.

 

"Your destination," it repeated just as friendly.

 

"Which is?"

 

"Your destination."

 

"At the...?"

 

"Your destination."

 

Steph realized that this was getting them ultimately nowhere.

 

Suddenly a ringing sound occurred, sending her jumping about a foot in the air, while the robot remained perfectly calm, what with its nerves (and everything else) made of steel.

 

Mechanically, the robot reached over to take hold of the device which appeared to actually be a phone instead of just looking like one.

 

After listening for only two seconds, the robot chauffeur handed the handset to her with its tool like hand. "It is for you, Miss."

 

Not knowing what else to do, Steph took it, bringing the set to her ear after giving it a quick sniff for any trace of chemical.

 

"It's House. I sent the limo, now get in."

 

It did sound like him.

 

However, having just met a robot driving a limo with a phone in the car, Steph couldn't be one hundred percent certain that it wasn't just another miracle of the modern age.

 

"Get in...my own Lili Marleen," the voice said on the other end, after what sounded like a sigh of exasperation.

 

Convinced now, Steph handed the phone back to the robot and walked to the limo's back door, her shoes making a loud, hollow sound with every step. Maybe still a little upset about having been kept waiting, she flung the door open a little violently and climbed inside, her head held down as she slid onto the seat (more pricey well kept red velvet), mumbling to herself about men, both the flesh and metal kind.

 

"Good afternoon, Stephanie."

 

The voice startled her into instantly halting her inward griping. Raising her head, Steph was shocked to see that the limo seat facing her was not as empty as she had expected.

 

Robert House was sitting there, staring at her, his dark eyes glinting in the shadowed back of the limo as much as the lit tip of the cigarette in his hand, currently at rest on his knee.

 

He looked even better without the desk blocking him. The suit he was wearing obviously cost about four months of her salary and it fit his slim body perfectly, making him look every cent of his worth.

 

If she wasn't so mad at him, she might have took him as irresistible, Steph conceded.

 

And if the limo's door hadn't locked shut, and a barrier of more metal risen to separate the back seat from the front, scaring the daylights out of her, she might have thought it even a little more.

 

As it were, the back seat of the limo now resembled one of Vaults of the about-to-be-spied-upon Vault-Tec, hardly a comforting setting. Maybe if she wasn't so certain of House's lack of interest in her, Steph might have been completely terrfied and broken into a concerned riddled sweat about what might happen to her now that she was locked in and alone with him. However, the man had already made it perfectly clear that their relationship was to stay professional, making her current environment claustrophobic but not alarming.

 

The limo pulled away from the apartment, the ride smooth, the movement almost imperceptible.

 

His other arm resting on the limo door, its hand rubbing away at his chin, House studied her apparently well pleased over something. Steph very much doubted it was the scowl on her face.

 

Finally, after a few moments of contemplative silence, he was kind enough to tell her what it was.

 

"I admire how you checked out the driver before you got in," House stated now with brusque sincerity. "Without being told, you're already thinking a step ahead. You're guard is up, as it should be."

 

"What's with the RobCo driver anyway?" Steph asked, still bristling, despite the flattery.

 

"I didn't approve of your first two drivers," he stated matter of factly. "One wasn't civil enough, while the other took one too many liberties; in his manner, if nothing else."

 

Stephanie raised an eyebrow, aware of a disconcerting fact the revelation revealed. "You were watching?"

 

House nodded, not the least bit embarrassed about the blatant intrusion of her privacy. She, on the other hand, was livid. The Sin-Gal was one thing, security and all, but filming a simple limo ride to and from his place was crossing a boundary that was unnecessary.

 

Ignoring her anger, House explained himself without qualm. "I need to be careful, especially where you're concerned. Besides...this is better. Robots are preferrable to human beings. For the most part, you can trust them. They are programmed to stay loyal."

 

Steph thought of her Vault-Tec toaster oven and doubted it. Unless it was showing all its loyalty to the company which had made it instead of to her.

 

"There remain very few things where a robot cannot outperform a human," House mused almost proudly.

 

Giving the statement its due consideration, and trying to ignore how good her employer was looking sitting across from her, Stephanie had to disagree.

 

"Oh, I can think of a few things," she argued meaningfully.

 

His moustache twitched and Steph wondered, from the otherwise odd expression on his face, if he was close to debating her over the statement.

 

Luckily, he decided against it, continuing on with his earlier explanation.

 

"This is my regular limo. I didn't send it to you first because I was uncertain you'd be accepting my offer. With that in mind, I engaged a service tied to one of my shadow corporations."

 

"Good to see you trust me so much," she snorted and turned her head to the side.

 

Silence followed, one where Steph could feel herself being analyzed throughly through.

 

"If you pardon my being so intrusive," Robert House finally broke the quiet discomfort, "What made you decide to accept my offer anyway?"

 

Steph took in a deep breath. The answer seemed so trivial now, the turning point so inconsequential, that she seriously considered spinning some invented yarn about having had her own concerns about Vault-Tec seeming to be looking forward to a war and how they could profit from it,  whilst simultaneously creating some underground utopia in their image, but she doubted the billionaire would fork over even a paltry dollar to buy the lie from her.

 

Instead, Steph shifted once on the limo upholstery and gave him her best pout along with the truth. "The night we talked, I went home after work and fixed myself supper in my fairly new little Vault-Tec toaster oven. The damn timer broke and burned it to a crisp."

 

Though, she was expecting to have to defend herself from such a stupid motivation, House surprised her by merely lifting one half of his moustache in some snowman's sardonic form of glee.

 

"If you forgive the choice of words...how wonderfully delicious," Robert House joked.

 

"More than my supper," she smirked, folding her arms across her chest and pressing her back into the back of the seat.

 

With his last remark, plus the name of his strip club, Stephanie was beggining to doubt the claim he abhorred bad puns.

 

"Before you go planning some similar form of revenge for having kept you waiting, Steph, I offer my apologies," he said after an interlude with his cigarette. "I assure you, I am hardly ever late."

 

"No, you just happened to be after I called you," Steph stated, her eyes rolling, her arms unfolding and unashamed she was letting her irritation show. Best to let him know now, she reasoned. If she was about to play spy for an unspecified amount of time, she'd be lying enough as it were. "That and you wouldn't see me for days."

 

"I was detained, personal business."

 

It was hard to picture a man like House having anything which constituted as personal in his cold, unfeeling life.

 

She refused to speak, but readily stuck her bottom lip out an extra inch.

 

"It's something you'll have to get used to," House addended, his voice tensing. "We won't see each other for long periods of time and you won't be able to contact me on mere whims. We can't have you acting like a petulant child whenever that happens."

 

Steph's eyes flashed angrily now, her mouth opening in revolt.

 

She was close to arguing that she wasn't the one playing with robots and snow globes, but she also believed that Robert House did not seem the type willing to forgive easily, and so she remained silent.

 

It was an assumption proven correct by his next confession.

 

After weighing the effects his words had made on the showgirl, House leaned forward, his elbows lying against a leg each, and his face nearer to her own legs.

 

"I'm about to show a level of trust, that I show very few people, Stephanie. Afterall, I'm going to entrust you to be my eyes and ears over at Vault-Tec Inc. and I want you to trust me as well. How can you trust me if there exist secrets between us?"

 

Steph, yet again, chose not to reply. Still, she met his eyes, his words having ignited her interest. The word most often associated in the press with Robert House was "enigmatic". If she was about to learn something about him, anything, it put her in a privileged rank of very few.

 

House leaned back in his seat, studying her with the same detatched intensity she was becoming familiar with and Steph realized she was holding her breath.

 

"You wanted to know what I was doing yesterday?"

 

She nodded.

 

"I was trying to destroy my only brother," he answered casually.

 

Stephanie felt her eyes widen, then her brow furrow, all as House watched her with unmoving face.

 

"When my parents died in an autogyro accident," he calmly explained, as if giving a simple science fair demonstration at school, "my half brother stole both the family company and my inheritance from me. I've waited patiently, years, but it seems like now I can finally reclaim H&H Tools as my own...and more importantly...I can drive my brother mad in the process."

 

He could have been pulling her leg, or going for effect, but Steph knew from the way he had said it, devoid of all human emotion, that he was being completely honest with her

 

Stephanie was more than shocked and a little sick at his words. She had no sibling, did not know what it felt like to be betrayed so badly by one, but the idea of taking away both a livelihood and sanity from flesh and blood was incomprehensible to her, especially for a man whom had made himself as successful as House had. "But RobCo has outshone everyone, including your brother...your only brother. I don't understand...Can't you just turn the other cheek?"

 

House held her gaze, unblinking. "I see, despite your trespasses, you were raised to be a good little Christian girl. But I wonder...Would you be so quick to tear out an eye to keep you from wanting something you shouldn't have?"

 

His words were so blunt, Steph shuddered. Yet, she had no way to answer them either. Losing an eye had always sounded so drastic, and she hated to turn herself into a hypocrite. Especially when it meant offending one of the most powerful men in the world. Like countless others before her, she just prayed God in His much farther away Heaven would overlook it.

 

"But, see, I've told very few people what I have planned," Robert House continued. "And never any of them as openly as I just told you. But I want that openess to exist between us. Infact, for the next few months, if not years, you will be the single person on the planet I allow myself to share that level of closeness with, Steph."

 

He had disarmed her again by sharing a certain respect.

 

She didn't know how to respond. All she could manage was a very soft, "Thank you, Mr. House."

 

He flinched as she used the name, as if, instead of thanking him, she had used the palm of her hand against him.

 

"I'm sorry, but I'd rather you abstain from using my name, or Robert for that matter," House chastised her. "Names are intimate in nature. When people get aquainted with each other, it so happens they often get lax and less cautious with them. There is a reason the Israelites worshipped a God with a name they couldn't pronounce. If you become familiar using my name, you might say it one day at an inopportune moment and risk any progress we've made at Vault-Tec and with Askins."

 

"What am I to call you then?" Steph scoffed, finding it unfair that he could use her name so freely but she was forbidden the use of his.

 

The genius considered it briefly, then nodded, more with pride at his own ingenuity than at her. "Call me 'Bert'. It's different enough from my name, and yet close enough for you to get used to it."

 

"Bert," Steph repeated, letting it fall from her tongue and trying to associate it with the eccentric, egotistical businessman before her.

 

They didn't seem to go together.

 

And yet, it would have to do.

 

It was all she would be allowed, afterall.

 

During the rest of the drive, as she was still upset over the fact that she had to refrain from using his real name, but he could invoke hers so often, his even doing so several times in meaningless small talk about the city where they both lived, Steph gradually realized her mistake.

 

Robert House was not a hypocrite.

 

He could so freely use her name, Steph understood, because he never needed to worry about saying it by accident. There was little more than professional courtesy in how he intended to treat her, proven by the emotional distance she felt coming off from him. All closeness in their scheming aside, House would never grow so attatched to her, or suddenly human in his heart, to ever let it slip out without intent.

 

Just as he had said, names were intimate things.

 

And Robert House had no intention of ever becoming intimate with her.

 

Once again, just like the thought of war on such a lovely, blue-skyed day, House might as well have been as far away as the moon from her, Steph soon came to understand.

 

But since she had no real desire to ever go to the moon either, it hardly made a difference.

Notes:

So, I was mostly finished this chapter, when I decided to reacquaint myself with Steph's scenes from "Fallout". They're mostly all up on YouTube, someone being kind enough (not to mention daringly illegal enough) to upload them, which (minus the water breaking scene) equals close to 5 minutes in total.

Not very long and yet, still, Steph made an impact, I believe, on many viewers.

What struck me the most about her scenes this time, however, was two things that previously went over my head when coming up with the idea for this:

1. That Steph once significantly uttered the word "Lucky", which can tie to the Lucky 38 if we squint hard enough to close our eyes.

And

2. Her husband's name was Bert, which, I then realized, could also be found in the name Robert. Just like our Mr. Robert House here.

Now, I just hope and pray that they were foreshadowing things and that Steph's backstory will somehow connect to House's, providing plentiful flashback opportunities for Season 2. Unlikely, I know, but I would love to see these two interact, and to maybe, just maybe, have caught on to any little sign of future plans hinted at by the Fallout TV team, God bless 'em.

Sigh.

Yeah, probably not, but a girl can dream.

At least until the second season comes along anyway! ;D <3

Thanks for reading! :D <3

Chapter 7: In His Hands

Summary:

House is all hands in on Miss Calculations transformation.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Although, she'd had a few men insist, Steph had never allowed any one of them to take her to the Sin-Gal's washroom. Some of the customers (as urgent as they had been and willing to pay a pretty penny for it all right), had found their hopes suddenly dashed, when she'd laid down the simple rule for them: no public lavatories. She had spelled it out to the letter for them, that they either take her to a motel (one with good security) in order to turn their fantasy of bedding a real Las Vegas show girl into a reality or let them sneak away to one of the club's upper rooms, where costumes and props were stored, where they could easily get down to business (and where, once again, the security was great).

 

Never had she agreed to (or ever would), some tawdry tryst in the lavatory.

 

It all seemed so cheap and indecent.

 

In painful truth, Steph hated to even need to sink to selling herself, but if she had to do it, the notion of doing it in the john with a john just further made her feel like her life was going straight down the toilet.

 

That was why, it was with the greatest of trepidation, she let Robert House escort her to the public washrooms of the Lucky 38.

 

That hadn't been where she'd thought he was taking her, at first, following behind his steady, assured gait, glimpsing the casino then and seeing a few more renovations seemingly taking place since her first visit. Sounds, work sounds, were coming from lower down in the structure, in what sounded like the basement, but House showed them little, if any, interest. He strode through the building like a man whom owned the place, which he did, leading her straight to a section of the 38 which turned out to be the washroom.

 

It was a class act, that was for certain. It was, infact, twice as large as Steph's apartment, complete with almost grecian looking decorative pillers joining an opulent ceiling with the gold-veined, black tiled floor beneath it. Everything in between looked like white marble, polished almost as much as Robert House's fancy limo had been. The towels were pristine and white with the same Lucky 38 logo gracing the tower embroidered in red in their left hand, bottom corner.

 

Still, though messing around in here might have been more appealing than any other washroom in the city, what the room was designed for was pretty hard to forget and made her a little uncomfortable on why they had visited this place first rather than House just taking her to his office where they could further negotiate terms and what he exactly was expected of her.

 

"So, you have to use the potty before we get down to business?" Steph asked rather impudently as she fell back against one of the pillers, choosing to stop her obedient little following of him.

 

"Stop the belligerence. Askins didn't show interest in you because you were a bitch," House stated while he continued to cross the lengthy washroom.

 

His expensive shoes, meanwhile, made a distinct tapping sound on the tile, obviously steel coated at the tips, something Steph could appreciate: he was trying to be more like his machines.

 

Making it all the way to the far stall accompanied by the tapping, he disappeared inside of it, leaving the door wide open in his wake.

 

"What's with all the renovations?" Steph called out, hoping he wasn't the type of man crass enough to leave the door open while he conducted his bodily affairs. That was another thing that always bothered her about men: their indiscretions. Probably a large reason she'd never shacked up with one. "Are you going to reopen for business soon?"

 

"Hardly," he called out, a hand emerging to carefully place his suit jacket on the hook of the stall door. "As far as I'm concerned, the Lucky 38 will never be open for business again."

 

"You can do that sort of thing?" Steph inquired, her face scrunching in disgust. "I mean you're rich enough to buy a whole casino and keep it just to yourself?"

 

House was emerging now, his hands filled with what looked like a bowl, a pair of gloves and a box. His smile was more wry now than insulted however. "It's not just for myself," he replied enigmatically but refused to further elaborate.

 

"What's all that?" Steph asked, stepping away slightly from the pillar to get a better look.

 

House was still smiling at her, a charming mixture of smugness and amusement. "We're about to turn you into a blonde, Stephanie," he informed as he placed the contents of his arms on the edge of a sink, thereby freeing his hands.

 

"We're?" Steph repeated, not liking where this was heading.

 

"Rather, I am," House amended.

 

As her mouth fell open, House loosened his tie.

 

"I meant what I said, Steph," he stated, cooly observing her surprise, all whilst unbuttoning his cuffs and beginning to roll up his sleeves. "I intend to make you the only person I allow myself to become close with during this time. You and I are to be what constitutes as a partnership from now on. That means I'm the only one fit to handle your transformation."

 

"You don't only expect me to cut and dye my hair, you expect me to let you do it?" she balked, aghast at the idea. Making billions was drastically different than bleaching brunettes into blondes. And though he'd stepped on quite a few people to formulate his fortune, at least, they were strangers to her, the show girl thought. Steph was less in a hurry to let him endanger her own scalp.

 

She was starting to head for the door when House stopped her with his cutting reply. "I hope this won't be your response every time I make a suggestion that doesn't appeal to you. Especially without letting me explain. That would get exceedingly tiring."

 

Steph stopped on a dime and turned to peer at him from over her shoulder. Frowning, she spun around, folding her arms. "Explain to me then why you are doing this instead of a professional?"

 

House completely removed his tie now, draping it against the sink next to the one he had targeted as his apparent workstation. "It's simple," he nonchalantly began his defense. "The least amount of people whom can tie us together, the less we need to worry about big mouths and loose lips. I put very little trust in the type of women you find working at the barbershops and spas in Las Vegas. Not that they aren't efficent at their jobs, but they do like to talk. Overall, that's counterproductive to our goals. Hence, if I can perform the task myself, I see no need to involve an outsider."

 

"But can you perform it?" Steph scoffed, folding her arms across her Las Vegas tee and obscuring the tourist enticement.

 

"You doubt me?"

 

"Yes. I'd doubt anybody who'd never done it before."

 

"Who claimed I'd never done it before?" he inquired with a raise of an eyebrow, slipping one latex glove over his hand.

 

For a second time she was staggered. "You've actually done something like this before?"

 

He nodded, putting the other glove on. "Not something like, but this exact thing. I couldn't risk wrecking my own little Lili Marleen now could I?"

 

Stepping forward, Steph was genuinely interested, sensing the man wasn't lying to her. "Who did you practice on without that becoming the talk of the town?"

 

House smiled widely, pleased with himself. "Hopeful actresses."

 

Steph was the one to smirk now. "Like they won't talk."

 

House looked just as condescending as usual as he prepared to educate her. "It's all about context, Stephanie. An actress tells a tale I like to do her hair and dress her up like a doll, nobody will think twice. I don't know if you've heard, but my reputation can hardly be sullied when it comes to my dalliances with starlets. One in particular, as already seen fit to mention my unusual proclivities. It would not be unheard of. I'm even connected to them, silently financing a few films in Hollywood. On the other hand, why I would pay some hairdresser to dye a random show girl's hair? That act would seem more suspicious to those I'm trying to escape the notice of."

 

He had a point, Steph unfortunately realized.

 

Dammit, he usually had a point.

 

If he found her irritating for her temper, his intelligence and arrogance was equally annoying.

 

"Now, are you going to continue to doubt me, or would you like the opportunity to, at least, prove me wrong?" he motioned to the sink like a seasoned Vegas showman on sedatives.

 

Sighing, Steph stepped forward hoping it wasn't a miscalculation on her part, particularly the part that was her hair.

 

A billionaire was about to turn her blonde.

 

Yippee.

 

"What am I supposed to do?" she asked, seeing them both reflected in the large, ornate mirror above the sink, them both choosing to meet each other's eyes inside of the reflection. 

 

"Are you fond of that particular shirt?" he asked.

 

"Sure," she replied with a shrug.

 

He leaned over towards the towel rack, and grabbing one, placed it delicately over her shoulders. "Your pride in Vegas is commendable,  by the way," he stated, renewing his gaze into her reflected eyes.

 

"Thank you."

 

"Now I must cut your hair, my darling Miss Calculations. That way there will be less to bleach."

 

"Okay."

 

Other than that concession, Steph was too busy rolling her eyes to watch him start hacking away inside of the mirror.

 

She'd always been happy with her length of hair, now it was mostly all ending up on the washroom of the Lucky 38's floor. It was over fast enough, House lightning sharp with a pair of scissors, but it wasn't entirely painless when she looked at herself in the mirror to find it cut off to her shoulders' length.

 

When House then began to mix up some sort of chemicals inside of the bowl, Steph crinkled her nose at the mixture and the overwhelming smell it had created. Trying to buy some time, she asked the makeshift hairdresser if he wasn't going to actually wash her hair first before applying the toxic seeming mixture.

 

For the question, she received yet another lecture.

 

"See Stephanie, I know what I'm doing," he remarked, placing the bowl down so he could segway into quickly sanctioning her brown hair off into four quarters. "When bleaching hair, it is advised the hair be unwashed. That protects the follicle etc... from damage. You'd be smart to remember that when you have to do it yourself."

 

Steph witnessed herself laughing in the mirror. "I'll be going to an actual hairdresser when I have to do it, Bert."

 

Tilting his head to one side, House offered up another mysterious smile. "That luxury may not always be available, not with what's to come."

 

She was close to demanding what he meant by that, when she was instantly prevented, House applying some of the awful gunk to her hair. The scent was even more overpowering and offensive now, being dunked right on top of her head. Her nostrils were reeling. Meanwhile, House just kept on methodically covering her now cut hair, leaving about an inch to the roots. Only at the end did he add it there too, probably one more bit of wisdom he'd picked up playing with his Hollywood beauties.

 

"Let me guess," she stated. "Now we let it sit."

 

He nodded, leaning with his back against the washroom wall. "It won't take too long."

 

"So, I don't have to listen too long to your exploits masquerading as a hair stylist?"

 

"No," he answered, folding his arms. The muscles on them were visible now, looking lean and yet pronounced. Steph would have thought with a reputation for business, Robert House would have spent too much time behind a desk to care about his health and physique. She guessed, she was wrong.

 

Steph's eyes suddenly dropped to the towel around her neck.

 

"Sorry if I wrecked the towel," she apologized.

 

"Why?" House asked, fishing into his pocket and pulling out a cigerette to smoke. "I can just order a new one. There's a closet here full of them anyway."

 

What followed was a brief discussion about how long he had owned the casino, and if he'd known the infamous, Shanghai Sally, most of which seemed evasive, as if discussing it in greater depth would either help incriminate him or he simply didn't care to go more in depth about any of it.

 

When Stephanie finally outright asked "Well was she a spy or wasn't she?" House just gave another smug smile and replied, "Let's just say, you'll be a better spy than Sally ever was."

 

Steph blinked twice as House checked his watch.

 

"Time to get this out," he announced, coming to stand behind her. "Then we'll give it a wash."

 

Not expecting it, House bent her forward until her head was underneath the faucet, instantly turning it on and rinsing the bleach out. The push was gentle, yet strong and she was grateful that his motives were purely business then because she would have been no real threat to him otherwise.

 

Aware of his strong body still behind hers, Steph was hoping she could stand up straight again when he started to wholly wash her hair, complete with shampoo even, as promised.

 

It was awkward.

 

Him standing behind her.

 

His hands running through her wet hair, with her trying not to bump her rear up against him.

 

She supposed he was just making good on his claim that she was to be completely in his hands now.

 

But she liked the way he was touching her, his fingers lacing through her now blonde locks and massaging her scalp. It felt good, her never having experienced a man doing this to her whom didn't share an interest in men just like she did. At least, she was assuming House didn't, what with his interest in starlets, no matter how twisted it was.

 

He had a nice touch, more than his cold manner would suggest. It was a shame he was so robotic when, with just a little warmth, he could appear to be almost human.

 

Steph was liking it, really enjoying herself, when House pushed her head under the running water again, getting out all of the shampoo. She suddenly wished the water was cold, instead of being the perfect temperature of warmth. His fingers were still up against her head, soothing her and Steph had to fight a sigh, betraying her pleasure.

 

To dissuade herself, she thought of how annoying the man could be and all of the instances of it from their recent conversations. One readily came to mind, which she was grateful for as House returned her back to her previous standing position, using the towel around her shoulders now to help dry off her hair.

 

"What did you mean exactly by that 'what's to come' business?" she inquired, her vision coming and going as he moved the towel frequently over her head.

 

He hesitated but then replied, "It's the same business of why I can give you anything you want, so long as it is within reason."

 

"Why anything within reason...what's this reason about anyway?"

 

A longer moment of silence then, enough time for Stephanie to realize the tap was dripping, either House not having turned it tightly all the way or the washroom now requiring renovations too.

 

Finally, he answered, dropping the towel so it resumed its place around her shoulders.

 

House met her eyes inside the mirror once more and Steph thought his gaze, though reversed, was perhaps the most forthcoming she had found it since their first meeting.

 

"Because, you'd have to enjoy anything you're after within a very limited amount of time since, according to all my calculations, the world is going to end very soon."

Notes:

Thank you for reading! :D <3

Chapter 8: At the End of the Day, and the World, You Need Someone to Trust

Summary:

House tells Stephanie what he knows about the end of the world. Or, at least, all she needs to know.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

After having dropped his bomb of a revelation, Steph had been frustrated when all House had proceeded to do was take off his gloves, hold a lock of her now bleached hair between his fingers, rub the strands together in evaluation and announce somewhat diffidently that she would now need some gloss.

 

Because Bud Askins liked shiny things.

 

Dying as she was to get back to the now introduced topic of the end of the world, House, it seemed, would rather drag her virtually all the way upstairs to his own personal bathroom for more hair work. She was close to ripping said hair out in frustration, yet hadn't protested too much, nor had he needed to force her to follow. Wrapped tight around her throat was the leash of curiousity he had stirred inside of her, and she felt as if his hands were tight around her neck pulling her along with him, though his hands were by his well fashioned sides, the suit jacket now leaving the hook on the last stall empty, as he casually strolled upstairs, with it back on his lithe frame.

 

Stephanie followed, trying to figure out what he had meant by his statement.

 

The end of the world?

 

Things did seem headed that way some days, but other times, like today, not so much. 

 

Was Vault-Tec somehow planning the end of the world, and that was why he needed her?

 

Was he?

 

How could either of them be so damn foolish, and what good would her spying for him do if the world was about to end, either from his, Vault-Tec, China or God knew who else's machinations?

 

Maybe he was planning on having her help stop it, Steph thought with a small trace of pride, climbing into the elevator with him....

 

But no. It seemed like his end goal always included the end of everything.

 

The elevator doors slid shut, leaving her locked in with a possible mad man.

 

But what did he expect to gain from anything if everything was gone?

 

Didn't he depend on customers to turn a profit? Wasn't that the cornerstone of a decent Capitalist society? What use would a dead world, filled with equally dead people, be to him?

 

Steph tried vainly to figure this all out the whole way up, glancing at her boss occasionally, whom just stood with his back to the elevator wall, untalkative but at irritating peace, as if he hadn't just set loose a bombshell right in her face.

 

Once they'd reached his private bathroom, a smaller but no less fancy affair than the 38's public one, he'd tossed her a box of hair gloss, told her he'd be waiting for her in the adjoining room, off to the right, and left her to her own devices.

 

"Straighten your hair while you're at it," he further ordered, not even bothering to look back, as he left the bathroom, his hands pushed deep in his pockets. "It'll help complete the look "

 

Steph stood there dumbstruck, infront of yet another mirror, her mind reeling over what the man had told her downstairs more than the glossing of her hair.

 

Was he serious? Did he just expect her to be a good little minion, aheed to every one of his nitpicky little whims and not be staggered by the immensity of his words?

 

Could he just possibly, for once, forget he was the genius billionaire,  Robert Edwin House, and just get over himself?

 

It was with only the most iron of wills doing battle with her befuddlement that Steph eventually struggled to make it through the gloss' instructions, hoping that by focusing on them she could calm her heart and prove to House that she deserved to be spared, at least, from whatever he had planned.

 

They always talked about the last man standing.

 

Well, she intended to make it the last woman standing, let House fend for his own male self.

 

Glossing her hair actually helped tremendously, in more ways then Steph could have even imagined. She even gave her boss some credit for that. Perhaps it was just another of his endless calculations, afterall. The icy blondeness helped her feel more detatched than her brunette locks had, and by straightening her waves away, she adopted a ceftain smoothness in her atittude too.

 

She was resilient.

 

She could survive.

 

She had a million times before, like after losing her dream job at the Tops.

 

In the mirror, her hair having been quickly blown dry, Steph saw someone else staring back at her now, a new her, a beautiful, frozen goddess. The only thing left of her old look, besides her features now amped up to an almost California sheen, was the darkness of her eyebrows.

 

They stood out like dark awnings protecting the windows to her soul.

 

Still, they added character to her, a certain wisdom.

 

The only thing she wasn't crazy about now was her Vegas shirt. Not that she was a turncoat, or anything, but it was wet in places and completely offsetting to her new look which screamed of class and repose; it looked almost cheap when she felt like a million bucks. Her blue eyes sweeping around the bathroom, complete with all its luxuriant trappings, they soon landed on several robes on a rack by the ornate tub.

 

Steph smiled mischievously naughty.

 

House had promised her anything afterall. If the world was to end soon, she might as well start by taking something that was his.

 

In a few seconds, her transformation was complete.

 

She felt, in a way, like a new woman born all over again as she fastened the long, elegant sash of one of the billionaire's expensive, silver silk robes around her thin waist. She was wearing only her underwear beneath it all, but with House's apparent lack of interest, she was allowed a certain freedom in that area too. It was throughly refreshing to not be looked at like fresh meat. Steph briefly wonder if she were to walk out there naked if they could conduct the rest of the day's business with her in her Sin-Gal/birthday suit, but she shot the idea down. Better yet to make a statement by striding out in what so rightfully belonged to him: it was a perfect visual statememt that she intended to collect on what he promised.

 

Especially if they were all doomed.

 

Sliding the bathroom doors open, Steph emerged, barefoot, in defeated triumph.

 

If the world was about to end, at least she would look good as everything went belly up.

 

It took her a few moments to gain her bearings and find the office room House had directed her to, unsure of what was left and right, now that she was facing the other direction. It was not the same office as the one where they had originally talked. Opening the large wooden door, she marked the whole room as more of a sitting room than the normal place she'd presume business to be made. Several chairs were placed around, House sitting in one at the far end of the room, smoking like the proverbial chimney.

 

Handsome as he was, and emanating extreme power, it was not the business magnate himself which garnered her attention but more of his playthings.

 

Four shelves were filled with snow globes, running across the length of the room in all their glassy glory. They distracted her in that moment, making her almost forget about everything else. Although she could not spot the musical one with the wartime themed love song, Steph knew it was there. She could not look for it, however, that mission probably promising to take up too much time, as Robert House sat waiting,  obviously willing to talk now.

 

Still her eyes involuntarily searched for it, seeing her own reflection in many of the globes whilst she did, an almost unrecognizable woman.

 

"Look at you," House meanwhile stated, blowing out smoke and already used to the marvel of his collection. Now his admiration was for his handiwork alone, on par with how Pygmalion must have felt when first viewing his Galatea, even if the actual emotion was nowhere close to love or obsession. "You really do make a stunning blonde, Stephanie."

 

More smoke escaped his lips and he seemed cold enough to be reptilian, a dragon if anything.

 

Out of the corner of her eyes, Steph saw herself reflected once more in the rows of polished snow globes, this time making her way to the chair opposite the one where their owner sat. Chit chat wasn't on her mind, nor useless compliments. Her reflections trapped within the globes of eternal winter had somehow slapped her out of her self absorbed reveries. Now, having been made to wait for her employer's explanation, the only thing which interested her was what he had to tell her about the end of their own world.

 

She walked methodically to the chair facing his, one long leg oftentimes escaping through the slit in the robe, making her fold the robe demurely as she sat down, preventing revealing more than she intended to her would be benefactor.

 

Now was the time for House to be the one revealing things.

 

"What did you mean, the world will be ending soon?" she asked, her voice controlled even.

 

House stretched out his hand, flicking off the accumulated ash from his cigarette in the tray she now noticed was balanced perfectly on his knee. "I was being a tad bit overdramatic," he replied drolly. "Let's say, the life everyone knows will be coming to an end."

 

"Is that supposed to make me feel better?" she replied coolly. 

 

House shrugged but continued staring at her intensely.

 

"So how...how will the world end? And how exactly do you know this, any of this, by the way?"

 

House studied her, his eyes often drifting without care to her hair, probably patting himself on the back for a job well done, she took it. Only after he had held her gaze for a good thirty seconds, did he bother replying. He was so much like his dumb robots, she realized, needing time to process and analyze things.

 

"I don't like being surprised. I much prefer being the one whom administrates them to others. For this reason, I've spent my whole professional life weighing the odds and likelihoods. Stare at anything long enough, and you can see patterns emerging, so much so that you can tell those very same people and industries which will survive from those which will inevitably fall. It's one of the reasons, we forbid certain gamblers from our casinos in Vegas: They learn and adapt to those same rhythms. For years, I've spent my free time designing and running mathematical paradigms based on global political and socioeconomic conditions to help predict the future. I'm afraid, by 2065, these projections helped prove to me that it was only a matter of years, fifteen to be precise, before nuclear destruction became a reality and not a trap used to help sell papers and vaults. My desire is to spare Las Vegas from all this."

 

"And you think Vault-Tec is going to be behind it somehow?" Steph inquired, comforted that he wasn't going to be.

 

House looked far less committed now, tilting his head to the side with his dark eyes glancing in that direction. "I'm not sure. Right now, everyone is so irrational and filled with fear it's a question of who will pull the trigger first. Vault-Tec definitely is in possession of a gun, however, no matter how badly they are trying to hide it."

 

"You want me to find out where it is," Steph stared, cluing in.

 

The billionaire nodded, his eyes back on her. "And every other single piece of useful information you can find along the way. They are all pieces of an intricate, and far more vastly, reaching puzzle."

 

Stephanie considered this, feeling it fit in perfectly with everything she had seen and heard from the man since their initial meeting. The genius was adept at figuring things out, perfectly illustrated by his judgement of her decisions weighed against the turns of the music box key on the day she had first come here. Still, some thing bothered her, mostly because, she feared, it indicated more how he viewed her inside of his world of many calculations.

 

"Why didn't you just tell me all this when we first met?" Steph leaned back in her chair, her robe opening slightly at the top but without her caring to fix it.

 

Looking only slightly apologetic, probably more for show than for anything else, Robert House handed her a truth she couldn't be content enough to argue with. "People rarely give themselves over to any cause without personal investment involved. I could have told you all of this and it wouldn't have made a difference," he stated, leaning forward. "Oh, you might have enjoyed saving the world, but without some selfish motivation lurking underneath, I doubt it would have worked. You seem fairly level in your ego to avoid the trappings of martyrdom. You needed to personally loathe Vault-Tec in order to acquiesce to my offer. Lucky for me, you have crap taste in toaster ovens."

 

Steph rolled this over in her mind, surrendering to the logic of Robert House, all save for one aspect. Eventually freeing her leg completely from the slit of the robe to cross it over the other, she defended, "The toaster oven was on sale, and my boss doesn't pay me well enough to splurge on a higher brand."

 

"That's all about to change, my dear Stephanie," House soothed, his lip lifting at the corner. "I like the robe, by the way."

 

"Thanks. I thought you would," she lifted the corner of her own lip,  throwing the same smile right back at him. "You do have excellent taste."

 

House nodded, smiled and smoked.

 

Steph looked around again, her eyes on the room and the snow globes. Stretching out further in the comfortable chair, her attention turned to her bare foot. Like a child she flexed the toes, twiddling them about and admiring the way the arch looked so prominent. "So when this is all over, when I'm done playing the role of your little spy, I'm to come back here?"

 

Another of House's glowingly characteristic pauses.

 

"You won't be anywhere near Vegas, when the bombs go off, I'm afraid," he finally answered.

 

The toes instantly stopped moving.

 

"You will be assured safety, however," he explained. "If I'm not mistaken, since I endorse your paycheck every month, you do not have anywhere near what space in a Vault-Tec vault would cost. You'd be one of those left on the surface to fend for themselves against the radiation, elements and...whatever else comes along."

 

Stephanie cringed, suddenly unsure and disconcerted by what House might be leaving out, but hinted at by his tone and the look in his eyes now, both of which were ominous. Was he trying to spare her from the full horror of what else he had seen within his many paradigms and calculations?

 

"Make yourself one of Buds Buds and your place in a vault is assured."

 

Feeling like she was falling into the chair, her shoulders nearing level with her now blonde head as it sank into her neck, Steph saw that her robe had fallen completely open along the way. She could hardly give a damn about it, though, besides her current companion had seen everything before anyway. Maybe not in person but probably on a pretty good security cam.

 

"I can assure you of that, at least, my courageous Miss Calculations."

 

Hearing her stage name, Steph equally recalled House's own words that they had both been underestimated. Her eyes on her reflection inside of one snow globe, she saw cool, smooth hair of bleached yellow sun rays and felt her wrinkles of gloom being suddenly ironed away, her nerves becoming similarly strong.

 

When she finally realized the globe she was gazing into was the music box of Lili Marleen, she suddenly sat up straight, facing Mr. House with fresh determination ablaze inside of her soul.

 

House had not only appointed himself to save Las Vegas but, in choosing her to play his role of spy, he had offered salvation to her simultaneously.

 

What more proof did she need of his good intentions?

 

Readjusting her robe, she met his gaze with purity of will and a renewed feeling of safety and the belief she was doing the right thing. At least, by herself, she offered him another blinding smile. 

 

"Where do I sign up for this spy biz, Mr. Ho...I mean, Bert?"

 

House's eyes went to her hair again. "No contracts, no written proof. Your hair is as good as a signature or piece of paper to me."

 

"And for me?" Steph retaliated, feeling like she needed something.

 

Still foregoing any evidence, Robert House leaned forward, offering to her the sign of good business of many decades past.

 

A single handshake.

 

"Well, it was good for my father, and his father before him," Stephanie declared resolutely, stretching out her hand and boldly shaking Robert House's in a sign of the business they had agreed upon: the noble business of saving Las Vegas, if not standing side by side when the rest of the world ended, at least, still saving it together.

Notes:

I had fun writing this today.

I'm a little behind in my writing because this week has been somewhat hectic: I threw my back out, I had to paint logos on records for a friend, had to finish watching the perfectly fantastic series Sugar and I had to also go out today (with my back not 100%).

But I did have fun with this.

It reminded me of why I started writing in the first place actually:

1. Because I honestly just enjoy writing

2. I hadn't found anything to read next.

See, I haven't read in a while.

My OCD is horrible and reading can be hard (I tend to reread sentences because my brain lies to me that I'm not doing it right) but since Christmas I have been trying to read more. It started off well: I reread Mansfield Park (I'm Fanny Price, hate me if you must) and I read a published fan take on it where Fanny marries Henry.

Then I read Richard Laymon's "In the Dark", which I had previously skimmed through at a friend's house, while catsitting. I loved it but thought the heroine made some pretty poor decisions. I then read Colleen Hoover's "Verity" only to find the protagonist in that make even worse ones. I read Lynn Painter's "Better Than the Movies" next and liked it, but kept forgetting I'd finished it. Not sure what that means.

Anyway, I then moved on to another Laymon book "The Travelling Vampire Show". I was enjoying it, even though there didn't appear to be any vampires or very much of anything happening, except for the three heroes going back and forth from several different locations. Unfortunately, that all changed at the end of the novel where everything descended into too much of everything. I didn't finish that book, which was sad after having made it through 400+ pages.

Then we come to the last novel I attempted to read.

Which I never even technically read.

I won't name it here, because I don't intend on insulting the author, but it was an origin story to a character I have loved since childhood. I wanted to be just like her when I grew up and thought, though her having been a loser-normal-human-girl turned spy was never the backstory I particularly envisioned for her, I'd give the book a try.

Luckily they had the first 40 pages up for free.

It was a mess. So contrary to the character, I was appalled, not to mention so manically written I couldn't imagine reading the rest. It was bad. Real bad.

However, the seeds of that synopsis, a spy, unintentionally helped me in coming up for this when, after striking out with 2 books in a row, I decided to fulltime return to writing to amuse myself.

I honestly don't get many hits for this. I'm not complaining or expecting them because this is a speculative pairing. But I don't even get all that many for my Ghoulcy fic, compared to other stories, anyway, featuring that couple. It doesn't bother me though.

I once stated under an entry to a previous story in 2023 something along the lines that indicated I was concious of the hits for it. That led a reader (if not an actual spy, then someone whom was deceiving me) to criticize me for my interest in hits (or hitpoints as I called them then and which they subtly mocked me for). But I had only mentioned it under that story because it was for a Dean Koontz work and I was curious if that would garner any interest, since it had no adaption and Koontz isn't a popular tag here. I will give the reader the fact that I had mentioned hits under other fics I had written, but those were under another series which had meant a lot to me and I was only hoping one hit amongst those would be from someone I wanted.

One particular person I wanted.

The more hits I had for those, the more that was likely. That was the cold hard truth behind that desire. If I could have been assurred that the hit came from that one person, even if the views stood only at 1, I would have been happy. But when I had a few subscribers I could list, and I'd sometimes receive 4 hits for one entry, that lessened the odds.

Guess, I'm like Mr. House that way, busily making calculations and figuring out the odds. And there's always room for error too.

Because I'm pretty sure I was mistaken about that 1 hit as well.

Anyway, I don't actually care about hits. Sure, I want these to be read, would I post them if I didn't? But it isn't too important. Right now, I'm writing to amuse myself. I'm writing to read the stories I couldn't find.

Like that ------- ------ spy story.

This is it, I suppose, but done with other characters I enjoy in a setting it fits more, I believe.

And that's what matters.

Why am I telling you all this? Maybe because, as fellow authors and readers you can understand.

And if you are here reading this, thank you so much for reading it. From the bottom of my heart. I hope you enjoyed it and I hope you will like what's to come! :D <3

Chapter 9: Trapped Inside His Design

Summary:

Robert House plays dress up with his personal spy, as Steph begins to feel a little uneasy over his interference in her affairs.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When House announced that, now it was time to compliment her new look with the appropriate wardrobe, Steph had expected for them to take another trip out to the limo and then pay a visit to the finest boutiques Vegas had to offer; she was even looking forward to it. Then House squelched her excitement with the unexpected announcement that the 38 already possessed everything they would require.

 

"Don't I need a stuffy salesgirl looking over my shoulder, handing out unwanted advice about what would look good on me and what wouldn't?" Steph had inquired a little testily.

 

"Why?" House had shot back with a look over his shoulder, while he made his way to the sitting room's doors, expecting her to follow. "I can tell what will look good on you. And I know what would be to Bud Askins personal taste even better.

 

"Oh, so besides being a hairstylist, you dabble in fashion too?" Steph teased, close behind.

 

"Yes. I like deciding what my girls wear. At all times."

 

"And a control freak. Attractive."

 

"You don't need to find me attractive, what matters is that you stay that way to Askins," he observed, keeping on with his steady gait.

 

They were in a different area of the 38 now, one with a spiraling staircase. House climbed it with grace and agility, the showgirl at his heels, almost breathless from his pace and the speed which everything was proceeding at. House apparently was well versed in his plan, the steps needed for success and just when everything needed to happen. She felt like just another cog in the machine of his making, with little choice now that she had told him yes. If she were to stop moving, she would gum up the works, she surmised, or worse, for her sake, be crushed.

 

Coming to a room graced with a set of wide double doors, House took a knob in each hand and threw them carelessly open. The show girl's mouth dropped open too as she finally  joined him inside. Now she knew why he needn't take her out to a boutique. It looked like he'd stuffed three secretly inside of the Lucky 38. In a 13 foot tall room of pink and white stripes, lined with mirror upon mirror and closet after closet, rack upon rack of clothing sat waiting for them. Several mannequins were also present, almost scaring her half to death when she mistook them for actual women and believed, unknown to the world, that Robert House had several prisoners trapped inside of his tower.

 

She was amazed, astounded, slowly approaching one mannequin adorned in the most beautiful horse riding getup she had ever seen. "These are beautiful," she murmured, but House had already thrown open one closet and disappeared inside, ignorant and uncaring to her opinion.

 

He returned with a chessboard checkered box, placing it on the floor by one mirror. Then in an unspeaking bolt he strode towards her, all intent and motivation. Grabbing the robe's sash around Steph's middle, he untied it effortlessly, pulling the robe off of her and letting it crumple into a heap by her feet before she could even find her voice to complain.

 

"Hey!" Steph cried out as she stood there, offended and in her underwear. Having contemplated it herself was one thing; his doing it for her was another.

 

"You forget, I've already seen everything," he reminded, without meeting her defiant eyes. "Besides, I haven't forgotten...the robe is mine."

 

Steph pouted, rubbing her arms as if she were cold although a heated, angry blush had overtaken her.

 

"Get out of those," he stated next, eyeing her all over. "I decide everything you will be wearing from now on, from top to bottom. When Bud gets you, he can dress you for himself. Now it's my turn."

 

Though she wasn't sure she liked all this talk about men controlling what she wore, both now and in the possible future, Steph began to reach around to unhook her bra, feeling like it was best to get it all over with. For now, House had all the power and the sooner she was completely dressed again, the better. Afterwards, she could try to find some wriggle room to regain some control. Now was the time to play pliant.

 

Besides, he still wasn't as bad as some of the backstage lechers she'd had to deal with.

 

Her bra and panties soon joined the robe on the floor, and House looked her over in the least sexual way imaginable. He was staring at her, obviously trying to see her through this Bud Askins eyes and not his own, but without all the actual sexual attraction he was hoping to inspire. He was leaving that for Bud

 

Steph was once again feeling insulted now and hating herself for it.

 

Chastising herself at this stage of the game, did no good, but she really should have taken into account how badly the man infuriated her before agreeing to his proposition, she realized.

 

Too late now.

 

She had to shut up and deal with it.

 

"I've got several things that will do," he declared, before strolling over to a rolling set of drawers.

 

"Will do?" Steph repeated.

 

He returned, his arms over brimming with some of the prettiest, sexiest, frilliest, laciest undergarments and accoutrements she had ever seen in her life and her protests instantly flew out the window. Or would have, should the room have had any.

 

House was reaching out to slip the brassiere on her but Steph took a step back in revolt. "Nuh unh, I can do that."

 

"Suit yourself," House remarked, stepping back.

 

She tried on several successfully, Robert House patting himself on the back egotistically after each triumph, and she didn't need his help until trying to put on a complex pair of hosiery and garters. They were absolutely stunning, but with so many straps, laces and buckles she was lost, even for a show girl whom had thought she'd seen and tried it all.

 

The billionaire was getting impatient as she struggled with them, no more less so as she needed to sit on a nearby stool and try it all over again.

 

"Here, let me," House said, falling to a knee as she continued to sit, unimpressed and breaking into a sweat on the stool.

 

She might have protested, save for the fact that he did it so swiftly and perfectly that there was hardly any time. The feel of his knuckles brushing against her, along with his fingers directly on her, was also disconcerting. She remembered his touch while doing her hair and became flustered all over again. The man had a touch at complete odds with his detatched nature. It was a pity really, a man with that much money and sensuality but no real human emotions to pair them with. What a great waste in God's design.

 

"There," House said, the last strap buckled on and his head hovering over her lap in a way that made her blush afresh. "Stand," he ordered.

 

Only when he had backed away did she, rising to her feet to see herself reflected from multiple angles and looking like a blonde dream in each.

 

"You do have an eye for this," she conceded.

 

"Good," he replied. "I think we can move on to actual clothing now."

 

Now she let him dress her, as he seemed anxious to do from the beginning. His fingers were all twitchy desire, his moustache even catching it. He wanted to play dress up with her, it seemed, and Steph surrendered, almost getting a laugh out of it, if it wasn't so peculiar, that was.

 

Still the way, he kept touching her, gently moving her body this way or that, presenting her to the mirror, Steph was still distracted by his hands...and his handsomness. If things were different, if House was different, she would have much preferred him to return to stripping her then dressing her up.

 

Unfortunately that wasn't the type of man he was.

 

What type of man was he, she wondered, getting bored as he had her trying on sailing attire? Why was he so damn good at this? And what was with this room? All the clothes belonged to women, not a single article of menswear amongst them, not even a pair of socks seemed designed for a male foot. He really enjoyed dressing up women this much?

 

Why?

 

"You do this often?" she asked, House slipping her into a cute striped shirt with a red anchor emblem at her breast and then placing a similarly colored red cap on her head.

 

"Yes," he answered, busily focusing on the way it all worked together with her black pair of shorts.

 

"So all the odd stories are true then...about you treating women like dolls?"

 

"When it comes to the tabloids, Steph, you're only ever getting half the story," he said yanking off her hat and pulling the shirt up over her head.

 

"What's the other half of the story?" she asked, aware that she was back to being in her bra and close to pushing into his clothed chest.

 

"My side of the story," he replied, without true commitment.

 

She smirked and he was back to trying something new, this time an evening dress.

 

It was another stunner...Nassau blue and clinging to her every curve and cranny.

 

"If only the girl's at the Sin-Gal could see me like this," she cooed. "I'd be the envy of each and every one of them, especially Thrope "

 

The idea tickled her. Yeah, let the girls see her, particularly the one whom disliked her the most. Maybe she would be allowed to take a few outfits back to her place before she performed tonight and change into one after the show, just to taunt her. How wonderful that would be.

 

House had a different plans in mind, however, ones more yeilding to his own whims and fancy.

 

He was behind her, raising the zipper, when he handed her the news she had never even considered.

 

"Unfortunately, your coworkers are never going to see you again, Miss Calculations, just as you will never see them."

 

Steph saw her dark brows furrowing in the mirror again. "What do you mean?"

 

She had moved her gaze to stare into his face, just as attractive as ever and hovering over her shoulder, but then he was gone, left to get the box on the floor. He had opened it quickly enough, revealing the contents to be a red fur, real or synthesized, and of the finest quality. Back even faster, his head had returned to loom over her shoulder, now drapped in what she was still hoping was an exquisite faux fur.

 

"You didn't think I could allow you to be seen now, not following your transformation. I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but our new agreement terminated our old business arrangement down at the Sin-Gal."

 

"Shouldn't you have told me this before," Steph spat in amazement at his sheer audacity and poor communicative skills.

 

"Probably," he replied, straightening the fur. "Just like I should have let you know, I'm having all your possessions brought here. You're never going back to your apartment either. We're to stay here, together actually, at the Lucky 38, until I ship you out to California and Vault-Tec."

 

Now she was even more staggered and left feeling objectified. Her job he was in control of maybe, but not where she lived and played. Sure, the apartment wasn't great, but she had made it hers. The bed she was used to, along with the okay view, when she wasn't contemplating throwing toaster ovens from it anyway.

 

Staring at her reflection, she felt for the first time, that she had let herself willingly become not only a part of his well oiled machine but trapped inside one of his infernal snow globes as well. He was taking over her life more than she had foreseen, controlling everything she did and not even bothering to dictate it to her first. He just was shaking the globe and then casually seeing where the snow fell.

 

He possibly saw the anger on her face, the previously pale skin turning the shade of the fur on her formerly white shoulders.

 

Robert House said nothing to her then to help smooth it over.

 

Nothing of bending his rules or letting her have a say in things.

 

Nothing of letting her stay at her stupid apartment, if only for tonight.

 

All he did was pull a long, thin object from out of his pocket and drape it slowly, sensuously around the pretty throat she would have used, had he let her.

 

Stephanie gasped.

 

It was a diamond necklace.

 

Without a doubt real.

 

Unlike the fur.

 

Each diamomd glistened as it encircled her neck, catching her attention and holding it enthralled.

 

In an instant, the diamonds had suddenly become the snowflakes inside of the world Robert House had intended for her.

 

And, all of a sudden, she was warming to it tremendously.

 

A smile playing on his ever dashing face, Robert House leaned his face close enough to her neck so Steph felt both the diamonds and his breath on her naked skin.

 

"You can keep that. Part of your new salary," Mr. House cunningly coaxed. "Now...let's say we try on more jewelry, shall we?"

 

"Sure," Steph consented, her teeth glinting as much as the diamonds in the mirror.

Notes:

Squee!

https://www.ign.com/articles/fallout-showrunners-confirm-robert-house-for-season-2

So happy to hear that House will definitely be appearing in Fallout season 2! Now, if I can just get some scenes with him and the Ghoul|Cooper Howard, and, farfetched but still hoped for, some Steph/House flashback interactions! 😏

Thank you for reading! :D <3

Chapter 10: The Dishing Out of Dessert

Summary:

Steph is finally coaxed into thinking of something to ask House for.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

While Steph had expected a reprieve after their little dress-up session (perhaps given some sort of freedom to roam about, even if she was only allowed to stay inside of the 38 like Beauty when she'd been trapped inside of the Beast's castle), she was somewhat surprised when House announced that he wasn't finished with her yet.

 

"We still have a few more intial arrangements and itineraries to sort through," he'd informed, throwing a pair of striped socks he'd fancied her wearing to join all the others he'd already selected, now all rolled up and lying in a jumbled pile. "We can make those while we have supper."

 

"It won't be a date then?" Steph joked, pulling down over her torso a fresh tshirt her boss had allowed her to keep, along with a new pair of black capris.

 

House smirked and raised his eyebrows. "Consider it a business dinner and nothing else. Have you ever experienced one of those?"

 

Steph shook her newly blonde hair. "If I'd been lucky enough to stay at the Tops maybe...but no. I remember some that my father and grandfather attended. I was allowed to go to a few of those, but only as an observer, never as a participant. And always with the strict rule to use my mouth only to eat and never to speak."

 

House's smirk became slightly less pronounced. "I will insist that you open your mouth besides eating. Your feedback is integral to this. If we aren't on the same page at all times, we'll most likely fail."

 

Steph nodded, deciding this was reasonable.

 

House studied her intensely, most likely admiring his handiwork again. My how the man loved to gloat, Steph mused. Eventually, his mind probably went to the start of their meeting and just how she had agreed to become his canvas. The tycoon casually reassured her, "I can assure you the meal most certainly will not be burnt."

 

"That's good to hear," Steph laughed with sincerity.

 

House quickly motioned her to the door and she gratefully walked by him, seeing their reflection in one of the dressing room's many mirrors along the way. They made an odd couple, the now platinum showgirl, in her casual wear, beside the rigid, dark businessman, in his terribly expensive clothing. She'd caught glimpses of the strange couple before, sometimes the woman stark naked with the fully clothed man, whom seemed not to care, attending her. Even now, with the woman fully dressed, they were somewhat mismatched, and yet still looked suprisingly good together, like the stars of a recent Cinderella themed Hollywood blockbuster maybe. A fairytale in real life. She watched the man's hand rise momentarily and wondered if it might go to the woman's back, a human and comforting motion. Instead, it disappeared inside of his suit jacket's pocket. The woman frowned then looked away, Steph unable to watch the pair any longer after she did.

 

* * *

 

They had their supper in a large banquet room, one she assumed the casino had kept for large meetings, conventions and various types of celebrations, when the place had been up and running. They sat at a table placed in the center of the empty and echoing room, and it all seemed somewhat creepy; not the company, at all, but rather the absense of anyone else to join them. In Vegas, one became used to an endless cacaphony of background small talk in this sort of glitzy setting, the clinking of glasses and cutlery, the presence of a cocktail singer crooning. Here, there hadn't even been any sign of waiters or waitresses, butlers or anything else to help serve, not even a robot. When they entered the room, it was to find the table already set, the food hot, the beverages chilled, and everything waiting for them.

 

As if in a nod to their previous conversation, although there wasn't possibly enough time, the napkins and plates wore the logo from The Tops, most striking of which was a large silver dome placed to the side of the table. Steph knew that House had most likely preordered out from one of Vegas' other best casinos, though his timing would have needed to be perfect. The Tops offered the service (plus delivery), something she had learnt from her brief stay there. Had he predicted their earlier conversation before they had left the vast changing room or had he done it as a nod to her having caught Bud Akins attention during her short time working there? Knowing House a tiny bit better than she once had, both were possible.

 

Now, however, she was too busy being famished to actually care which one it was.

 

She sat down at the table and was preparing to rip into the chicken, arranged so nicely on her plate and smelling like it had bathed in all the right seasonings, when House stopped her abruptly from taking a bite.

 

"No," he chastised, sweeping by the table and elegantly slipping into the chair opposite hers, like he'd practiced the arrogant move a thousand times. "You're forgetting something."

 

"Forgetting what?" Steph spat in hungry annoyance, dropping the chicken back onto the plate and disliking the way it had left her fingers feeling dirty and greasy. She would have licked them clean if she hadn't been half afraid he'd chastise her for that too.

 

"To say thank you," House replied, with a slight nod of his head.

 

"Thank you," she rushed out then hastily prepared to eat again.

 

"Not to me, though, that would only be the truth."

 

She dropped the chicken back onto the plate for a second time. "You want me to say grace?" she asked in shock. If ever there was a man whom seemed adverse to showing gratitude to anything other than himself, it was Robert Edwin House. Granted, she'd only spent about half a day with him, but she didn't need to spend any more than that to see he was a true egomaniac.

 

House smiled at her. "Bud Askins will want you to. He might find the whole thing as unnecessary as I do, but he will appreciate the show of it. Askins is big into cordiality and politeness if nothing else, always the executive at heart, it seems. These tendencies are what we are here to discuss: how we are to spend the next few weeks finetuning your attitude and wearing off the edges of your personality to better appeal to him. We might as well start now...with your saying grace."

 

Steph's tongue felt the inner wall of her cheek, the smoothness there and lack of taste. After first methodically wiping off her fingers on one of the Tops napkins, she then pressed them together, closed her eyes and uttered the prayer of mealtime thankfulness she used to hear her grandfather say, although it had been years since she, herself, had said it. She could feel House watching her, although she could equally feel that he was refusing to join her. "For what we are about to receive, may the Lord make us truly grateful. Amen."

 

Opening her right eye, Steph saw that her hunch was right: House, though studying her, had kept one hand down on his own napkin while the other was probably at rest on his knee beneath the table.

 

"Other than that peek at the end, I'd say that was sufficient enough," he proceeded to rate her as adequate.

 

"Thanks," she mumbled. "Now can I eat?"

 

House nodded complacently and lifted his fingers off the table in approval.

 

Like the starving woman she felt like, Steph tore into the evening meal. It was heavenly, well worth the grace she had given for it. She had to fight moaning in absolute pleasure, while House casually poured himself a glass of wine, ignoring her lack of repose. "Yours?" he inquired, extending the bottle to her own glass.

 

In a rush, she picked it up and held it all the way out to him. She began to say, "Please," but stopped herself, chewed what was in her mouth and then swallowed it, before talking. That was one rule she needn't be reminded of.

 

House was gloating again, as he poured, congratulating himself probably more for his good instruction than her quick learning.

 

"Is it good?" he asked her while she sipped it with as much withstraint as she could manage.

 

"Mmm, yes," she said, not wholly holding back.

 

"It is, but not great or anywhere near the best. When I'm done with you, you'll be able to tell the difference."

 

Steph scowled between chewing, unsure if she should be flattered by his words or take away only the fact that he hadn't chosen to present her with what he could darn well afford for their first meal together.

 

Her eyes drifted to the dome, thinking about how it was just the right size to hide a human head underneath it, a thought that made her shiver. "What's that?" she asked cautiously, after her mouth was once again empty.

 

Smiling enigmatically, all House would tell her was, "It's dessert."

 

He leaned back in his chair and began to eat with her now, a polished eater, savoring his food without any visible or audible delight in it. He might as well have been a machine. Steph wondered if that was what wealth taught people: to plunder and exploit their money but minus the real passion of the poor.

 

She still felt like Beauty exiled to the Beast's lair, only her father was already dead and so this wasn't some sacrifice intended to save him, nor was Robert House a beast in any way regarding his appearance. The man was absolutely handsome, the knee shaking variety. The only monster lay hidden beneath his level of attractiveness, betrayed by his manner and words, which often seemed inhuman.

 

He spared her very few words during their meal.

 

Most of it was about what he had planned for her, lessons in her speech, in her posture, walk and demeanor. Maybe she was taking things too personally, but Steph was left feeling like he was unduly criticising everything about her, from the way she talked, to the way she sat and even reacted to his endless stream of critical talking.

 

When he finally shut up, she wanted to offer up another grace for the blessing.

 

When Robert House pushed a small plate infront of her, revealing a delectable slice of cheesecake, she was more than confused. Her eyes darted to the previously forgotten silver dome and stated, "I thought that was dessert."

 

House's moustache twitched and his dark eyes glinted in an even darker amusement. "You can have more than two desserts, Steph. Remember...I said you can have anything you want."

 

Wary of his words, or at least how he had uttered them, Steph still took the plate and started to make its contents disappear.

 

House was staring at her again, watching her dig into the cheesecake, when, a little cheekily, he turned the dinner conversation around in a totally different direction.

 

"So...your time at The Tops...you enjoyed it, did you?

 

Steph stopped eating. There was a little sting at her eyes as she remembered it with the brightest of nostalgia. The Tops had been her dream job. The clientele was so much better than anywhere else in Vegas, as were the tips and the benefits. They'd given her a room and a wardrobe to dazzle the eyes. She hadn't needed to seek out extra income and everything had made her feel classier.

 

More worthwhile.

 

It was a place that truly lived up to its name.

 

"I loved it," she decided to give him her honesty.

 

"You were sad when they fired you?"

 

She flinched.

 

Having already been truthful, could she tell him just how disappointed she had been? Was it even possible to convey to a man whom had everything what it was like to have that partly dangled infront of you and then taken away.

 

"Yes," was all she could reply.

 

She thought of the other girls at The Tops, about how, though they had all been outwardly nice, they'd probably been glad she was the one chosen to go. Her mind wandered to the girls at the Sin-Gal. Would they suffer the same emotion, believing her to have been fired instead of sitting up here in the 38, enjoying a feast they could only hope to experience at least once in their lifetime?

 

Her mind wandering to Miss Ann Thrope, Steph derived a little pleasure over the knowledge that her rival would not be reaping the benefits of Mr. House's extracurricular requests. Still, the thought of the overly modified, snooty show girl delighting in the idea that she had been fired, leaving Ann to be the star attraction of the Sin-Gal, suddenly didn't sit well with Stephanie.

 

It didn't sit well at all.

 

"I guess, your coworkers will be finding out about your absence soon," House remarked, perfectly hopping aboard her train of thought.

 

"I guess," she mumbled.

 

"And how do you think they will react?"

 

Steph didn't need to think too long about it, her mind having just been there. She shrugged and answered, her voice hitching a little, "They'll feign regret...pretend that they miss me. Besides that...they won't really care. They'll thank God it was me and not them."

 

She looked up from her crumb littered plate to find him staring at her, across the remains of their supper. "And how do you think our Miss Ann Thrope will feel?"

 

He knew, Steph realized.

 

Of course, he knew.

 

He'd probably seen everything on his little security cams, either that or in his algorithms. All the backstage animosity, jealousy and anger.

 

Would Thrope ever know what it felt like the day she'd received that pink sheet of paper at The Tops, falling all the way down the Vegas strip because her "skills" were no longer needed? She doubted it. People like her squeaked by on their confidence and the way they used other people's backs to always climb a step above. Miss Ann Thrope would probably make good on her name and only rise higher in the world of Vegas, aided by all the unnecessary filler she was inflating her body with.

 

Swallowing, Steph tried to keep down all the bitterness claiming her, like a bad case of acid reflux ruining her supper.

 

Yet...

 

If only the woman could know what it felt like...

 

Really know.

 

Steph wished that she would.

 

It completely skipped her mind that she now possessed the aid to help transform her wish into a reality.

 

Now House was leaning forward, his eyes even darker under shadowed brows. "I promised you anything, my resourceful Miss Calculations...anything within reason. I think you will find that I am a very reasonable man."

 

Steph met her employer's eyes, the same employer of her enemy, and knew just what he was saying.

 

Her eyes lowered, again seeing the crumbs scattered on the plate. It was how Thrope had always made her feel: just an insignificant crumb in the grand scheme of things.

 

Things were different now however.

 

Now she was a cog necessary to Robert House's grand scheme.

 

Steph's eyes lifted with weighted purpose to reentangle with House's, and she surprised herself only with the speed with which she answered him. "Fire Miss Ann Thrope...fire her tonight. And do your best to make sure that she never works in Las Vegas again."

 

Sitting back in his chair, Robert House smiled in absolute, coldhearted, self satisfaction and approval. His hand leisurely went to the silver dome and he lifted it, revealing for the first time what had been patiently waiting throughout their entire meal.

 

A telephone.

 

Just as always, he had forseen her next course of action perfectly.

 

House grabbed the receiver of the phone, immediately asking to be put through to the Sin-Gal, where he promptly made the arrangements for Miss Ann Thrope's prompt dismissal. After that, he followed it through with a few extra calls to all the major strip clubs and brothels in the city.

 

The dome might not have housed any literal head, but it had most surely reserved a place for the figurative kind.

 

Stephanie, meanwhile, sat silently listening to it all, slowly sipping the last of her wine and wondering at how delicious the delivering of just desserts could actually be.

Notes:

This is just a little note saying I'm not condoning the seeking of revenge here, but actually believe it is best to turn the other cheek, like Jesus Christ said, when we are hurt or offended. Anytime I have tried to get revenge, no matter how small, those are always the moments I look back on with regret and feel ashamed. Now, I truly believe that revenge is a dish best served cold, and served for you by Something else.

But, I'm decidedly not writing myself here, but two characters whom wouldn't probably follow that.

There are a group of poisoned prisoners whom could attest to that, along with one older brother driven off the deep end.

So, keeping in character I have to write what isn't me.

But I'd be amiss if I didn't point out how dangerous and wrong revenge is.

But you all probably know that already.

Anyway, thank you for reading! :D <3

Chapter 11: Dependent Solely on Perspective

Summary:

House shows Steph to her new lodgings at the 38, where she gets a glimpse of things from his point of view.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

After their shared supper, when Steph was relatively stuffed and still giddily thinking about what her former, and now unemployed, coworker would think when she ended the night without a job, House announced that he would see her to her new room himself.

 

She couldn't be sure if it was pure gallantry or that the man didn't trust her ability to follow instructions. Whichever it was, she chose not to put up a fight about it and instead played the role of a grateful female being escorted to her home, uncertain if it was not still a sneaky test to check out her manners.

 

In truth, she kept forgetting that she wasn't allowed to go back to her apartment, but was feeling rather a little tipsy after all the good wine (no matter how average it was to House) and thought it was probably best she stay at the 38 anyway.

 

A whole lot better than ending up sleeping with a cab driver or getting robbed.

 

Whenever she felt a little melancholy about never seeing her old apartment again, nor her neighbours, some of whom had been halfway decent, she'd think of what was waiting for Miss Ann Thrope, following her grand exit off stage and she'd feel even better. There was only one thing that would have sweetened the pot of revenge long left boiling a little bit extra, but that was an impossibility.

 

Steph began to hum to herself, the song of Lili Marleen.

 

House glanced at her portentously while they continued walking, side by side, down the former casino's hallways, the place feeling empty and almost haunted with the lonely sound of her voice echoing strangely off the walls.

 

"If you wish to see the look on Thrope's face when she's fired, that is perfectly manageable," he stated.

 

The song stopped, the hummer suddenly stunned.

 

"You've really gotta stop that," Stephanie warned.

 

"What?"

 

"Reading my mind. You really don't belong in there."

 

"On the contrary, I think you'll find me inside your thoughts a lot during the next few weeks."

 

Steph rolled her eyes, not sure if he was trying to flirt or just being his usual pompous ass of self. "You know you could really get a job being a prodigitator..."

 

"Prestidigitator?"

 

"Or whatever the hell they call those, in Vegas...the ones that tell a person's history from their car keys? The way that you're wired to figure things out, well, you'd absolutely mesmerise everyone."

 

They were still walking together, it having transformed itself into an almost casual stroll. Steph was stumbling a little, unfit to walk a line, and yet Robert House was walking alongside her perfectly, not missing a step and still coming off as elegant and poised.

 

"The job would bore me," he confessed. "Reading the minds of such silly, trivial and unintelligent people."

 

Steph laughed, the wine still going to her head and finding his offensiveness more amusing than corrosive partially because of it. "You talk about them like you hate them...why are you so keen on saving them all then?"

 

"I'm keen on saving Las Vegas...and a small portion of the population, which is only necessary to rebuild the human race. If I could pick whom would be here when the world ends, and thus select my own group of survivors, I would. Unfortunately, I have neither the time nor the ability to do so without warning others about my future intentions. As they say, I'm stuck with what I get, I'm afraid."

 

Steph thoughtfully considered his words. " Would you choose me?" she inquired, unsure why his answer would mean much to her, besides her own ego.

 

"Why not," he declared, clasping his hands behind his back and having looked her over once in appraisal. "You outfitted yourself rather nicely today. I need people willing to adapt. Your children will probably carry strong genes, and if not, you promise to be a more than adequate mother to help guide them to an above average intelligence."

 

Steph smiled and shook her head. Even his compliments were weird.

 

"I also appreciate how you saw fit to deal with your enemy. You cut her celebration short and I admire that. Although, if I am being honest, I probably would have fired her in a few months. She was grating on my nerves with her antagonistic work ethic and obsession with her appearance. Normally that would remain her own business, not mine, but she getting difficult to costume, her measurements always changing as they were."

 

"You were really going to fire her?"

 

House nodded. "She was not as pleasant as you. I will find you much harder to replace, Miss Calculations."

 

Steph fought her smile and warred with a blush. It wasn't fair of the man to assault her with a compliment while she was so badly inebriated.

 

They walked a few more paces, her mind returning to her showgirl foe and the tape she'd been promised. There was still one thing she would have loved...

 

"You know, I can get that video of Miss Ann Thrope filmed from every angle, if you so like," House suddenly remarked.

 

Stephanie's jaw dropped.

 

"Oh, brother, you're really creepy," she teased, partly serious.

 

House offered her another one of his wry smiles, "How about a compilation video? One accompanied by the song 'Hit the Road, Jack?' or something of the like?"

 

"Oh, I'd like that," she practically purred in pleasure.

 

Though she might have been wrong, Steph was certain that his moutache was twitching.

 

Climbing a set of stairs, House behind her under the presumption she might lose her balance and need to be caught, Steph could tell he'd been admiring her new appearance all the way up when he asked at the top of the flight, "So, do blondes really have more fun?"

 

"Do the rich?" she tossed back from over her shoulder, admiring how her newly golden locks bounced and caught the light all at once.

 

House refused to answer her, his hand remaining on the rail, where he had unexpectedly paused. There was a sudden look that entered his dark eyes, something off, something, dare she call it lonely, and she instantly regretted the question.

 

He'd talked of her making a good mother in the most militaristic of manners, but she'd never given it too much thought really. Now, however, she was fighting the urge to see him as some sort of child and thus rush to him with a physical attempt made to help soothe him out of getting upset or throwing a tantrum. Maybe if he had been someone other than Robert House she might have gone through with it.

 

Maybe that reluctance was at the core of his problem though.

 

"Sorry," she whispered.

 

He shrugged and brushed past her, physically bumping into her as if in retaliation for the remark she had made. It wasn't a violent bump, but her shoulder felt it for seconds afterwards. The man had steeled himself to ward off unwanted emotions and so had become tense and literally hard.

 

"As with most things in life, balance is ultimately important, along with perspective," he finally answered. "After my brother stole my inheritance, I was considered poor. I can't say that I had more fun then than I do now...but then I was very young and had no idea what fun was, per se."

 

She was tempted to ask if he had ever managed to figure it out, but bit her tongue. With the way he liked to play dress up, she seriously doubted it.

 

They travelled the rest of the hallway in silence, with Steph regretting the whole way her seemingly faux pas, missing the easy enough camaraderie they had previously fallen into.

 

Now he was frozen.

 

Steeled, perhaps, had been the wrong description for how House had protected himself. Apparently, he was more like a lake of ice, the type she'd seen during family visits to New York, the same city where the few business dinners she'd attended had taken place. You never knew where the thin patches were, or when you could slip on its too smooth surface and land right on your ass, which always hurt so badly in the end.

 

Ice was more dangerous than you could ever expect, not just in the fact that it could chill you.

 

House seemed slightly less tense as he deposited her at door, some of the ice having thawed.

 

"My room?" she asked, to which he nodded. "I take it, yours is close by?"

 

"There you would be wrong," he stated, elevated slightly by her mistake, her weakness reasserting his own superiority inside of his mind. "I have my business to attend to, plus my own personal affairs."

 

Steph raised an eyebrow. "Will I be allowed to keep mine too?"

 

He met her eyes and answered rather abruptly, "No."

 

Steph pouted, a little of her tipsiness fading. She wasn't by nature promiscuous, but she did have her needs. It didn't seem fair that House could do whatever it was he did to relax, while she was expected to stay shut in and play the part of a cloistered nun.

 

When he opened the door and showed her her new prison, however, she was slightly willing to forgive him.

 

The room was huge, much larger than her apartment even, the belongings that used to adorn it now placed pell mell throughout the new living space. Whomever House trusted and hired as his workers, must have dropped them off all while they were trying on clothing and eating.

 

"I apologize it isn't more organized. Your privacy was of the utmost importance to me, so the less time they spent manhandling your possessions the better."

 

Steph was amazed, not only at the businessman's thoughtfullness but that he could ever consider anyone's privacy being important when he probably had cameras hidden all over the city.

 

"Now, you've had a long day, as have I," House announced, grabbing the door handle. "I'll leave you to bed and hopefully a good night's rest."

 

"Wait!" Steph cried out, stopping his departure. "What do I do if I need you? I have no idea where you are."

 

House walked over to the wall, where an intercom was now clearly visible. "Press 38. That will get you to me."

 

"Thank you," she replied.

 

He was studying her again and Steph hated how it always made her feel both like a bug under a microscope plus a little uncomfortably excited too. It was just the attention and the fact he was rich and good looking, she guessed, but knowing the type of guy he was, she still felt embarrassed by the reaction. "Keep that up," he praised.  "Watch all the Ps and Qs  if given the proper attention, they will help you when you're an executive over at Vault-Tec."

 

For the first time it fully hit Steph that she was about to spend most of her time playing at being a brown nosing, boring executive. Thank God she was also going to be Robert House's spy or else she'd probably go crazy from the boredom.

 

"Good night, Stephanie," her boss said, not revealing now if he had been able to read her thoughts.

 

"Good night, Bert," she returned, still finding it difficult to associate him with that name.

 

She kept the door open, watching the man's nice back in his expensive suit, walking away and it struck her as odd that this was only, technically, the second day she'd spent in his company and yet she felt like she'd known him for years. It was strange that level of familiarity. It wasn't like she didn't have her own walls up...maybe that was why she felt at home with House. They were like two isolated mansions in a nicely secured neighborhood.

 

She shut the door when he was out of eyesight, gone off to play with his robots or make more figurations for the end of the world, leaving her alone for the rest of the night.

 

Or morning.

 

Or whatever schedule he intended for them to keep.

 

It was Vegas, afterall, where everything came alive when the moon was high in the night sky.

 

That was where it still was, when, roaming around her new room, exploring things, Steph started to reaarange the belongings of her former existence, finished before she was even aware the end was coming.

 

It suddenly made her sad.

 

Very sad.

 

All of her life had been easily packed and transported in less than a day. Had she really made so insignificant an impact here in Vegas? Were her roots so shallowly placed to be so effortlessly uprooted in so short a time? Even going to the closet, now filled with her clothes, she realized how small it was compared to the large dressing room where House had played dolly with her earlier in the day.

 

"Reading the minds of such silly, trivial and unintelligent people."

 

She found her jammies easily enough and changed into them, leaving her clothing (or rather the clothing which belonged to House) crumpled on the floor. If there was a maid loitering about, she could deal with them. Either that, or she could find a hamper in the morning, Steph supposed.

 

The room's accompanying bathroom was staggering too. The bathtub was so large it was built apparently for two or three, something she tested out for herself and found to be true when she filled it to only a third of its capacity, and everything was suited for royalty and not some lowly showgirl at the far reaches of the strip. She left it, smelling of the soap left in the trays, roses and lavender.

 

About to go to bed, the glowing lights from Las Vegas caught eye her through the suite's window, and Steph decided she could spare a few moments on the one thing she hadn't checked out yet, before fulfilling the House requirement of a good night's sleep.

 

The curtain billowing with the breeze, the woman pulled it back, gasping at the view that was laid out spectacularly before her.

 

This wasn't what she had been expecting.

 

It certainly wasn't the view she'd have seen of neighboring brick and crumbling mortar if she'd thrown her Vault-Tec toaster out from the window of her old apartment.

 

"Oh my," Stephanie muttered, not having the breath to say anything else.

 

Had Shanghai Sally climbed down from up here?

 

If she had, how had she not been blinded by the beauty and tumbled instantly to her death?

 

What a way to go, if she had.

 

Steph whistled and stepped a little bit closer, resting her arms on the rail.

 

The Tops might have been called the Tops but this was truly Heaven.

 

"Look at me, dad," she whispered, wondering if he could hear her, or possibly see her, from up here.

 

From the heights of the 38, she could see all of Las Vegas sprawled out in front of her, a sea of lights and glitter, all surrounded by nothing and calling out to any brave wanderer to come and win their fortune. Seeing it again like this, Steph could well remember what had brought her here as well. It was a beautiful place, full of promise, even if that too was all secretly formed on thin ice inside of the desert.

 

With a view like this, no wonder House had chosen the Lucky 38 as what would likely be his castle and central point of operation after the world had ended. Everyone was an ant from this distant, and he could simply sweep his well polished shoe over the opening of the ant hill if he grew tired of them or longed for some kind of amusement. 

 

No, from this height it more resembled one of the genius' snow globes, only with the snowflakes exchanged for lights. He could turn the world over and easily sit back, letting things fall where they will.

 

She marvelled again at how this was the perfect tower for him to reign from. If it hadn't been made before he had, she could easily be swayed into believing he had deduced and orchestrated that too.

 

Continuing her appreciation of the city, she realized again how easily it was to experience the beauty of Las Vegas from here without seeing any of the actual people living in it. They were all not even ants from up here, actually, but more or less like dust mites, what was left mostly to appreciate was all they had helped to create. It must have been another reason House fancied it: he could see the city he loved and not be reminded of the other people living there.

 

The people he would be saving more as an after thought, when the time came.

 

It truly was like one of his snow globes, she laughed without humor. From up here he could view Vegas as just another in his already enormous collection. It was something that he could break, but which could never break him.

 

Not that he wanted Las Vegas broken.

 

If he loved anything, it was it.

 

Squinting, the bright lights suddenly hurting her eyes as well as her thoughts, Steph could both understand the man, his distrust of people and the events which had probably helped form him, the death of his parents, the betrayal of his brother, and yet still cringe over how unashamedly detatched he was from his fellow man. The last of the wine must have worn off, because she was finally sobering up, yet with the city casting its own intoxicating spell over her.

 

A knock came to her door, finally distracting her from the scenery and drawing her attention to both the time and the door.

 

She left the window, reluctantly, but was rewarded for the sacrifice when she opened the door to find a black tape sitting on the doorstep.

 

Grinning, Steph knew just what it was as surely as she knew that House had brought it straight to her himself. His pride would allow nothing less.

 

Forgetting all about Las Vegas, Steph snatched the tape up and ran back into the bedroom, almost squealing.

 

There was a player in here, along with a tv, she'd seen them both when she'd been putting her stuff away. She rediscovered them now in a cupboard, throwing the doors open and rolling the cart with both electronics over to the bed. Sitting on the edge of it, she popped the tape in and instantly saw "The Dismissal of Miss Ann Thrope From the Sin Gal" playing out right before her eyes.

 

Oh, it was brilliant!

 

House had staged it perfectly, better than any act of a play even. There was the stripper coming off the stage, there was her getting the envelope, a flower accompanying it. The rose was a nice touch, lulling her into a false sense that maybe it was something good...

 

But it wasn't.

 

With satisfaction coursing through her veins, straight to and from her heart, Miss Calculations watched her bitter rival open up the envelope, a huge smile on her primarily fake face...

 

Only to see that she had been canned.

 

The woman's face fell, her over plumped bottom lip almost causing a hole in the floor from when it fell.

 

Then, out of nowhere, a securitron appeared, ripping the rose out of the woman's hand.

 

And the best part of all...

 

House had somehow managed it so the securitron broadcast the brunette face of a former showgirl called Miss Calculations on its screen. 

 

Steph fell back on the bed, wriggling and moaning in joy.

 

Only when the chords of music came on did she bolt up again, seeing the footage suddenly turn into the compilation Robert House had promised her.

 

"The bastard did it," she said in awe, her eyes transfixed on the screen, while her mind was fixed on Mr. Robert House and his accomplishment for her. "He actually did it."

 

Her wish really was his command.

 

Within reason, of course.

 

Lucky for her, he was one reasonable son of a bitch.

 

She giggled once or twice again.

 

Then replayed the whole tape several times over.

 

By the time she was ready to go to bed, she must have watched it a hundred times.

 

As Steph drifted off to sleep, she wondered if House had heard her laughter, wherever he was inside the 38, and offered up another one of his self satisfied smiles for it. Even if they were far apart, she hoped that he had, a vast array of technology at his fingertips, afterall.

 

Even if the thought of his spying on his own spy should have disturbed her.

 

She was too happy then, too powerful, to care.

 

Going happily off to dreamland, her first night at the Lucky 38, Steph replayed the look on Miss Ann Thorpe's face constantly inside her mind, feeling like, truly, the luckiest girl in all of Las Vegas.

Notes:

Writing that scene at the Sin-Gal, I was reminded of the original title I had for this. Well, partly remembered. It was something like "The Fabulous Not Quite Love Story of Miss Calculations"? I think that was it. I wanted something part flashy and fun, but wasn't too sure if it came off that way or if readers would think I was pompous and saying my writing was fabulous. I wasn't. It's not. So I changed it to what I orginally had planned instead to avoid any confusion.

Miscalculations.

Aptly named.

Anyway, if you read it before or after the name change, thank you! :D <3

Chapter 12: All Greek to Her

Summary:

Steph finds living under House's rules and lessons restrictive.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As things turned out, Steph would replay the tape often in the next few weeks, gathering strength from it as House continually critiqued and corrected her, turning her this way and that in a neverending stream of lessons, and what wound down to constant rehearsals, trying to mold her into the type of woman Bud Askins wouldn't just be intetested in at first sight but would fall instantly head over heels in love with.

 

As if something like that was even possible outside of the world of fairy tales of Greek myths.

 

Galatea had it easy. Afterall, she had been chiseled from rock with all the beguiling attributes pre-endowed by a man aiming to create the "perfect" woman. To Steph, she had it far worse, always failing to please her own "creator".

 

She often tried to argue with her personal Pygmalion that Bud had already been attracted to her at the Tops, so this was all ultimately unecessary, but this only caused House to be all the more snippy and critical, often snapping at her something like, "That was mere interest. If he'd truly been smitten by you, you'd have been on his private jet taking an allnighter to Paris that very night."

 

On that occassion, Steph had folded her arms, sitting indignantly in the chair intended for her instruction (one where she was made to feel like a schoolgirl all over again) and spat back "I don't think so. Bud Askins hardly looked my type."

 

House studied her like a science teacher would a foreign amoeba on his petri dish. "What is your type anyway? I tried to discern that from what I saw, but with no such luck."

 

She'd been made uncomfortable by that statement, even though she'd also felt a certain pride that she'd deprived him of his usual foresight and easy calculations. Still, it hinted that he had studied the type of men she'd chosen of her own free will, instead of being essentially bribed to. Even more disconcerting was that she couldn't really answer what her type of man was. She'd usually gone for what was at hand and whom didn't offend her too much when her needs required appeasing. While growing up she'd only been moderately interested, small crushes here and there, nothing spectacular or time consuming.

 

She guessed she was secretly waiting for a Prince Charming of her own, but had never found him.

 

Forget about Bud Askins, she had been seduced equally by the myth of a love at first sight.

 

"Why do you need to know?" she inquired defiantly, deflecting the question with a more reasonable one of her own.

 

House put down the stick he'd been using to point at the chalkboard, a board bearing his countless indecipherable scrawls, and stepped a little closer to where she sat, putting her even more on edge.

 

"Your loyalty to Askins will be one of the single most important factors of your job. If you were to see something that truly intetested you more, and then made a foolish attempt at it, you'd risk everything. Especially if you were drawn to the most deplorable type of human being possible, one willing to run to Bud's office and tell him all about how you'd been fooling around behind his back."

 

Steph pouted, hating how much sense the man could make.

 

"Besides, I value my current place within the workings of Vault-Tec," he continued. "If I was discovered through your indiscretions and lust, I would lose more than just a job or my life. I would lose mankind's best chance at survival."

 

"My life?" Steph virtually leapt up from her chair, leaving it shaking in her wake as she stared Robert House directly in his dark eyes. "I might end up killed?"

 

"That is always a possibility, even when crossing the street," he silkily downplayed back to her. "But, I assure you it will not happen, not if you pay attention to my instructions, play by my rules and place your entire faith in me and not the needs of your body."

 

Steph had swallowed harshly, falling back on her chair and closing her mouth, while opening her ears. What else could she have done? She was out of both a job and an apartment. She also wagered that, if she pissed off House badly enough, karma would slap her right on the cheek she should have turned when inventing revenge on Miss Ann Thrope.

 

House had nodded, looking pleased and resuming his lesson on proper tactics for letting someone believe they had won an argument.

 

She'd tried her best to be a good little pupil since then, so willing and happy to learn, plus observant, infact, that she'd managed to even figure out for herself the exact areas within the 38 that House frequented the most.

 

She'd have earned straight As and stickers if House had been the sort of teacher to hand them out.

 

However, just like anyone else, Steph had her breaking point, and a temper to help her reach it.

 

One day, in the afternoon following a late morning spent learning about what made for a decent cut of steak and how to properly cut it while it was plopped down on a man's plate, Steph had been allowed to retreat to her room, while House attended to some matter of his own. She'd flopped down, back to the mattress, and stared at the ceiling, feeling mentally exhausted. When was she going to be allowed to do something for herself, she wondered? It had been ages since she'd even been allowed to watch a new movie, not something she'd seen a thousand times already on the TV set. There was a new film starring Cooper Howard playing down at the Fremont, but, while she normally would have been first in the lineup, now she most likely would only see it after it had aired several times on TV.

 

That was if the world didn't come to an end first.

 

She guessed Cooper Howard was the closest she'd ever come to love at first sight or a heated passion. Yet even that felt somewhat imitated more than anything that truly belonged to her. Everybody loved Cooper Howard afterall.

 

Wondering if there was any way she could convince House to let her sneak out for just one night to see the film, Steph climbed off from the bed and went to the intercom the man had shown her her first night spent there. She typed in the appropriate number and House's voice came instantly to her, almost as if he'd been expecting it.

 

"What is it?" he sounded curt and somewhat vexed as he usually did, but also slightly out of breath, which was novel.

 

"I was wondering, if I try my best to not be recognized, could I maybe go out tonight to see the new Cooper Howard film playing at the Fremont?"

 

Silence came back through the speaker.

 

He was thinking about it, at least.

 

But not for long.

 

"Sorry that will not be allowed, nor is it appropriate. You should have known better to even ask."

 

The intercom then went dead.

 

And to her extreme annoyance, no matter how many times she tried to reach House afterwards, she never could.

 

"Bastard."

 

Enraged more than she thought possible, Steph stormed out of her room, determined to find the man in the flesh and finish the conversation face to face, where he couldn't pull the plug on it, like he probably eventually did with all of his electrical creations.

 

Running through the many hallways of the 38, searching the rooms she'd managed to pinpoint as belonging to House, Steph was losing her own breath, praying that she'd find his location before she had none left to yell at him with.

 

Finally she found him.

 

Throwing open a large set of double doors, Stephanie found herself having arrived at what appeared to be a large work out room, complete with several excercise machines, mats and weights. In the center of the room, House was lying on his own back, benchpressing a large weight and illustrating why he'd been out of breath when she'd talked to him. Now she could only see his legs practically, bent and facing her. He was in a pair of black shorts, but while seeing the man out of his usual suit should have shocked her, she was too livid by being denied the right to her freedom to be staggered for even a second by the deviation of routine.

 

It was only as she marched forward to where he lay, her perspective finally allowing a good, full look at his body, that she was stunned.

 

"What gives you the right, Mister Bigwig to tell me..."

 

She stopped dead in both her words and her tracks, all while the man continued, unabated, lifting the weights, not paying her the slightest bit of attention, not even to acknowledge surprise that she had found him inside of the virtual maze.

 

"That..."

 

"That..."

 

She was stuttering like a fool, her mouth hanging open and her hands starting to flutter around out of embarrassment.

 

It was just she couldn't concentrate.

 

Her brain was busily trying to prossess a couplet of facts:

 

That Mr. House was without his shirt.

 

And the tycoon was absolutely toned and well muscled.

 

"I...I..."

 

She'd never really given it much thought since the day he'd stood behind her, dyeing and washing her hair, what the man would look like minus his usual high class suits. She'd assumed he was thin, and by no means out if shape, but she'd had no clue that he was almost like a Greek god and not the mortal Pygmalion she'd been thinking of him as, when he'd finally decided to take them off. His muscles were bulging from the weight's heavy pressure, which he still managed to give the appearance that he was lifting only the equivalent of ice cubes. His skin was tight and oiled, the veins steadily pumping blood throughout his body. Her eyes drifted to the various areas on his body they could be sending that blood to and the same fluid instantly rushed to her face, turning it red.

 

When faced with her poor communication skills, probably assuming his weeks worth of lessons were all for naught, House placed the weight on its rack in order to sit up and meet her eyes. Steph thought she might die, the same body she hadn't known existed underneath his fancy buisness shirts, jackets and ties now on a different sort of display before her. Sweat was rolling off of his body, looking like the morning dew on Olympus.

 

"I...I need to talk to you," she finally managed to pertly say.

 

House grabbed a towel off the floor beside him and started wiping the wetness from off his face. "Talk. But if it's about my letting you go to the Fremont, I still expected you to be wiser than to ask me."

 

Thank you, Steph told the man internally, even though it would have killed her to actually say the words out loud. Thank you for reminding me just how much I can't stand you.

 

"Why?" Steph demanded. "I would be careful. Why not use it as a test to see if you could trust me?"

 

"I don't need a test," he replied, lying back down on the bench. "I don't trust you "

 

Steph groaned, her arms falling limply to her sides.

 

"Not yet anyway."

 

While there was the dangled promise that there might be a time where he did, Steph could hardly derive pleasure from his words in the present.

 

Beginning to lift the weights again, House then diffidently informed her, "I wanted to tell you that in a few days, I will be leaving the city."

 

Steph became angry again in a second, while still hopelessly admiring the man's physique at work. "So I'm not allowed to leave the 38, but you can?"

 

"You think that's unfair?"

 

"You determine the odds on that one, hotshot."

 

House smirked. "It isn't unfair, I can assure you that much."

 

"Why?"

 

Continuing his weight lifting, House tried to defend himself in his usual enigmatic way.

 

"Stephanie, I'm about to let you in on two little trade secrets. Actually, they are two rules that generally apply to anything in life. The first being that, should someone deviate in any small way from their usual routine, it usually indicates that something is off. Pay close attention. Second, if someone also offers up too much detail for any event in question, it is as good as an admission of guilt. Do you have any idea why?"

 

Steph shook her head. "I don't have the foggiest."

 

Truth was, she didn't care enough to make any effort. And her mind was still mostly distracted.

 

House looked a bit ticked off as he continued to lift the weights. "Usually people are not so observant as to pick up every small detail. Maybe only writers or detectives, but even that is questionable. If suddenly someone remembers just what model of car they were driving alongside in traffic, or what the man sitting next to them at lunch was eating, it denotes fabrication or they were expecting the need to defend themselves and so took the time to observe more."

 

Steph's blue eyes rolled. "So? I don't see why this explains why I can't go see a Cooper Howard film."

 

He lifted the weight one last time and let it sit back on the rack, rising up and almost immediately walking towards a rack of larger, dryer towels than the one he had discarded.

 

"The point is, Miss Calculations, I don't want to deviate from my common course of actions and set behavior now, which involve the usual out of Vegas business meetings, and risk scrutiny and raised eyebrows in doing so," he explained, finally getting to his point, while wiping down his sweat covered body. "When you are over at Vault-Tec, working for me and not Askins, I want you to avoid such traps too, all while keeping your eyes open for anyone else falling dimwittedly into them. Pay attention to detail but never admit it, even if you think it might save you."

 

Right, then Steph knew she was already in trouble.

 

If overt attention to detail raised suspicion, than it was not particularly careful of her to be noticing how every bead of sweat was rolling off of House's taut and tanned flesh, dipping into the curves of his muscles and heading to the lower regions of his body by the pull of a dirty and nasty thing called gravity.

 

She licked her lips when he was returning the towel to the rack, his back turned to her, feverently hoping he'd never rewatch any security cams to catch the act.

 

Now facing her again, House studied his employee, as he always seemed to be doing, and Steph tried not to look at his body, now on even better and unobscured view for her to get away with studying in greater depth too.

 

"If you want to see Cooper Howard, you will see Cooper Howard," her boss eventually promised. "Howard's wife, Barb, works for Vault-Tec. He often goes there to see her...Odds are you will see him in person. That should please you more than a mere projection on a screen. Besides, he's an honest man, completely loyal to his wife. Should you be tempted by him, you would ultimately fail and he would have the decency to keep his mouth shut about the whole affair, or rather, the lack of one."

 

Though excited at the prospect, Steph was now disturbed more by the very fact of how being in person with a shirtless Robert Edwin House was making her feel than meeting any old Hollywood star. For all her by the rote fawning over Howard, she'd never once felt this powerful an electricty coursing through her body and soul for the cowboy. Why was she suffering it for such a madman of a mechanical, mathematical genius then? It was terribly uncomfortable. Still, she managed to say, "Good," to the man eliciting the reaction inside of her.

 

House offered an unamused smile and then, thank God, grabbed a nearby undershirt and partially covered himself with it. Not that it completely wiped away her embarrassment. She was suddenly ashamed of having stormed into the room and all of the strange feelings it had only lead her into feeling. Gosh, she really had been cooped up for too long if even House, with his detatched and arrogant personality, was starting to look good to her.

 

She really needed the companionship of someone else, someone more human.

 

Her mind twitching at the sudden revelation of what House's impending absence could mean for her, Steph fought a smile of her own and decided to adopt the role of penitent child to further placate him. "I'm really sorry I came here...you were busy, I could have caused you to hurt yourself, and, besides, you never invited me."

 

She wrung her hands for effect, shifting in her shoes while she averted her head in assumed shame.

 

House seemed to fall for it hook, line and sinker and Steph tried her best to keep from gloating.

 

"Save your apologies, although it puts your lessons into practice, and so isn't totally without merit," he remarked. "In truth, I would have introduced you to this room soon enough. In light of our previous discussion about your physical well being, I believe it is best for us to finally put it into use for your training."

 

"Meaning?" Steph asked, genuinely curious.

 

He was back to studying her and Steph loathed how he was starting to even look good in the undershirt.

 

"Which means," he began. "I'm about to teach you how to defend yourself, incase your role as my spy really is ever discovered. We are about to teach you how to kill or be killed. More or less, the cornerstone of every executive on the planet."

Notes:

I don't know if you can tell, but I'm just really having a blast writing this.

This is another case of me having to write something opposite to myself, however. See, I don't usually like men with well muscled physiques. However, it was hard not to notice that that was what the actor playing Mr. House, Rafi Silver, does infact possess. And Steph probably would just love it, given how she doesn't refrain from showing her hungry approval of Monty (whom isn't even all that muscley once his clothes come off and whom I actually prefer the body of, while I prefer the face of House), and I was giddily happy to utilize that for this fic.

I like exploring other characters and their mindsets. It's like David Lynch, when he was facing criticism for Dorothy Valens in "Blue Velvet" and he had to state that the mistake was when they took her to be "every woman" when, infact, she was just Dorothy. I like that about being human. God made us all different and that should be celebrated, even in fiction.

Once again, I'm not writing me here. I actually did write me for several years, quite literally, to try to get a guy's attention but that did not work, and he seems quite happy now with a woman he seems to enjoy being around and having fun with, so I am more than happy for him and happy to just go back to having fun writing established characters and living vicariously through them.

While not *being* them.

Although if we could get Mr House's head on Monty's body, that would be good.

Just joking.

Although Vault-Tec *might* have had a vault for that sort of thing...

Anyway, thank you for reading and putting up with my silly little notes! Take care and have a great day! :D <3

Chapter 13: The Maiden Makes Her Escape

Summary:

Steph eagerly anticipates House's business trip.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mr. House couldn't get out of town quick enough for Steph's liking.

 

Every day before his departure was filled with boring lesson heaped upon boring lesson, now including physical excercises on top of things, and she was slowly losing her mind from the drudgery of routine and the closeness of a break in it. It promised to be a taste of the summer holidays long gone, a feeling of that certain type of freedom she'd believed she'd been forced to abandon years ago when she'd left school. The nearer the day appeared, however, the more she felt like she was going crazy. It often happened to her: she was pretty okay when a destination was far enough off, but when you could actually see it within walking distance, oh how the stupid thing became a torment!

 

The same principal just as easily applied to time. She could keep her cool when some event was hours away but when the countdown was ticking off the minutes, oh, then she would start suffering this inward itchy tickle, certain the minutes were just eons in disguise.

 

She would have asked House to teach her some patience, certain that it too would be eventually something necessary for her to master, all as she spied for him, but didn't dare do it incase he figured out what she was up to. He was a crafty bastard, a silky, smooth snake with a moustache. Best not to give him any warning signs so he would postpone his plans.

 

She wanted him out of the 38 as quickly as possible.

 

And yet she was dreading it too.

 

The place was too huge to even contemplate being stuck inside of it on her own. And, in truth, she'd become sort of used to the egomaniac's constant presence, and not just because she was finding it very hard to forget House's impressive physique. Maybe she was literally going insane, but throughout all of their lessons together, he was gradually growing on her, like a fungal infection. It was causing a little smug satisfaction to take hold of her whenever she pleased him, as was happening more and more these days as her knowledge, and practice of it, steadily grew.

 

Even during her physical training, she was surprising him with her eptitude and quick cunning.

 

Why, infact, a few days before he was set to head on his private jet to some place he never really revealed to her (possibly due to his dratted and overwhelming paranoia again, she deduced) and Dean Domino's song "Saw Her Yesterday" or "Something's Gotta Give" (she was never too sure what it was called) was playing on the radio (a luxury House allowed her during these lessons if not the more cerebral ones), Steph had earned an appreciative nod from her teacher, after she had both climbed and decended the rope he had placed inside of his gym, in some kind of imitation of what he knew of police training. She'd done it in pretty remarkable time too, better than any of her previous not-too-terrible tries, causing him to nod in approval. As her feet had met the ground, she'd given a proud little gesture, arching her back and holding out her hands, like she was in the circus and the genius was her one and only audience member.

 

No, more like Ringmaster, she'd soon corrected, realizing how badly the man always needed to be in control.

 

As if to punish her for her self satisfaction, the man had walked towards her, and none too tenderly taken those same outstretched hands in order to examine them and find fault.

 

"When an irrepressible smile such as yours
Warms an old implacable heart such as mine
Don't say no because I insist
Somewhere, somehow
Someone's gotta be kissed..."

 

Unsure what he was up to, Steph tried to be on guard, even though the touch of his skin on hers was disturbing, more because of how it sent an unwelcome thrill through her.

 

His studying her hands intently, Steph stole a moment to study his face now suddenly so close. He looked incredibly younger than how old they said he was. His eyes were dark and attractive, his lips usually irritating in how they were most often used to smirk, sneer or scowl, were also rather nice.

 

"I'll try hard ignorin' those lips that I adore
But how long can anyone try?"

 

She was staring at those lips, inexplicably daydreaming over what they would feel like, as he finally passed his judgement. "Your hands are becoming red...calloused. That'll never work on Bud Askins. He ultimately believes a woman's hands should be sitting in sink water all day, but feel as soft and smooth as a peach. You'll need to start using the appropriate handgear. It's good that I'll be going soon and then they'll have a rest. While I'm away, I want you to moisturize them, return them to the state they were in when you and I were first introduced: soft, smooth, gentle."

 

Wounded by his criticism, Steph was equally as shocked by the buried compliment. "You actually noticed my hands the day we met?"

 

House instantly dropped those same hands to meet her eyes instead, there being very little flattering in the look he offered, but Steph still burning from the gaze anyway. "I noticed everything about you, but only in trying to discern what it was that sparked Bud Askins initial interest."

 

The man was too skilled at taking what should have been a nice pleasant remark and transforming it into a bullet meant to shoot down any feelings of elation or joy.

 

Steph folded her arms and watched as House strolled casually over to where he'd left an ashtray, taking the opportunity along the way to light a fresh cigarette.

 

The memory of his shirtless back flashed across her mind, and she seized her own opportunity to put him on the spot for a change. "You smoke like a chimney, dress yourself from head to foot in thhe most concealing of clothes and yet you spend hours in here, working out. Care to explain?"

 

House turned around to stare at her, draping his arm across the bar of a treadmill and still smoking. "I've run the odds of my developing cancer and am in the clear. Besides, I'll be forced to go without a single cigarette soon enough."

 

She raised a brow, aware he was referencing his so called end of the world for the upteenth time.

 

"After that, it is imperative that I be in peak physical condition."

 

"Why?" Steph laughed outright. "Is the famous Robert House going to turn gladiator on us all of a sudden? Take down the enemy or bombs or whatever with his sheer brute strength?"

 

For effect, she flexed her arm, in parody of the typical he-man.

 

House offered her and the gesture one of his well worn smirks. "No...I won't even need to physically lift a finger, so to speak. I can just sit back and let it all happen."

 

Steph shook her head and folded her arms, exasperated by his now-to-be-expected vagueness.

 

"But muscles wear out without use...I wish to meet the end of the world with a fair bit in reserve."

 

"Spoken like a true rich man," Steph commented, making an exagerated expression of disapproval. "As long as there's money in the bank, everything's good."

 

House outright smiled and lowered his head. "Touche."

 

Across the barbells and excercise equipments, the man and the woman held each other's gazes.

 

"Tell me, Steph, will you miss me when I'm gone?" House inquired, pushing his cigarette brutally into the ashtray and virtually killing it in the process.

 

The former stripper was taken aback by the question in their usual battle of temperments. He'd pretty well read her thoughts again, but, at least, not the ones she did not want him to read. "Yes," she replied. "But only because you've isolated me so badly and this place will feel so empty without you."

 

His moustache twitched.

 

The bastard was amused and obviously thinking about telling her something.

 

"Oh you won't be alone...meet me tomorrow morning at eight, by the lift, and I'll show you how wrong you are about that."

 

As Dean Domino continued his warbling, Steph rolled her eyes, thinking how just like House it was to try to offer her comfort by rubbing her nose in her mistake.

 

"Fight, fight, fight it with all of your might
Chances are that some heavenly star-spangled night
We'll find out just as sure as we live

Something's gotta give
Something's gotta give
Something's gotta give..."

 

* * *

 

She was waiting by the lift, bright and early by eight but House was nowhere to be seen. Instead, all Steph found was one of those same peaches and cream colored note papers she hadn't seen since the first day she'd come to the Lucky 38. It told her to head on down to the basement without him, and like the good little soldier she was becoming, Steph followed the instructions to the T, entering the lift and pressing the down button to send her to the netherworld of the Lucky 38. She remembered the first time she'd made a trip inside of the machine, how her shoes had been heels and the sounds of her thoughts, the sensations of all her worries, had felt like bullets ricocheting off the enclosed space.

 

It was a far less nerve wracking journey now.

 

As the elevator went lower, the constant sounds of the work she'd associated with renovations to this part of the old casino intensified, making her more curious about Robert House's claim that they weren't alone.

 

Were there other people here besides workers she never saw?

 

Was that comforting or alarming?

 

Steph had to wonder if she was ready to see what surprise House had in store for her.

 

The man possessed a wicked sense of humor afterall.

 

Was he cruelly planning on springing something on her before he left her alone at the Lucky 38, amusing himself while he was off performing his business that she was suffering back at "home"?

 

No longer did she feel like Beauty.

 

Now she felt like Bluebeard's wife, but instead of being told to stay away from a dark little room filled with horrifying secrets, House was inviting her inside, about to throw his dead wives into her face, to go along with all of her other mistakes.

 

Only as the sounds increased and a smell came to join them, Steph felt her fears lessening. It was not the smell of decaying flesh and blood that was rising up to meet her, but one of metal and oil. She should have known that House wouldn't have had too many skeketons in his closet: humans possessed skeletons, afterall, and Robert House was too adverse to those.

 

No, of course, his secret would have to involve machines.

 

His own company called Robco, House would always take great delight in his robots.

 

Stepping out from the lift, Stephanie saw the secret of the 38 laid out in steel and sparks before her eyes. When taking over the casino, House had transformed it into, not just his main headquarters of operation, but also a factory where he could manufacture his army.

 

But not one involving humans, which he could never truly trust.

 

No, House had made an army of securitrons to follow his every order, similar to the ones he had working at the Sin-Gal but different too...stronger somehow, more robust.

 

Marveling, Steph made it further away from the elevator, its doors sliding shut behind her. She walked to the rail and grasped it, looking down at the army of robots, a series of mechanical men, likewise made by machines. They stood in lines, there being several of them, more than any group of robots she had ever seen altogether in one place. In astonishment, her hands tightened on the railing and she laughed, leaning back slightly in awe of what her boss had managed to do and keep secret from the rest of Vegas, even from her.

 

"Do you like them?" a voice whispered into her ear, the breath moist and hot and the moustache tickling her skin. Steph jumped about three feet in the air, spinning around to find House standing behind her, a more sincere smile on his face then she had perhaps ever seen so far.

 

"It's fantastic," she answered in truth.

 

House seemed even more pleased by her words, suddenly becoming a shy boy showing off his favorite toys to a new playmate. His hands resting behind his back, he looked past her shoulder at his creations and seemed almost glowing with pride.

 

"They aren't the same as the ones used at the Sin-Gal, which were an earlier model. These have been vastly improved. I'm always modifying them infact. They allow for upgrades, something the earlier models at the club would not."

 

"What are these for?" Steph asked, her eyes returning to the ocean of robots.

 

"Mostly for security, protection...I intend to keep two for company, but the rest will be needed to run New Vegas "

 

"New Vegas?" Steph repeated.

 

House nodded. "For the future, we must put away what has been lost."

 

The words suddenly saddened her, conjuring up a sentimentality she had thought forgotten or lost in an endless stream of lessons. She suddenly mourned for the city, the way it was now. It stirred within her an even stronger ache to experience it before it fell to the salvation, then rule, of Robert House.

 

Regarding that last, the man seemed fit to suddenly remind his other more human creation of what those were, in regards to her. Slipping effortlessly beside her, his hands took hold of the same railing, and he leaned slightly forward, projecting his head further out. "I don't need to remind you, while I am gone, I expect you to stay here. If you have other ideas, the security within the building is superb, I must warn you. I also will have several securitrons on guard throughout the building."

 

Stephanie kept her eyes focused on the securitrons, trying to appear placid, while she was instantly reformulating her old strategies instead of forsaking them, updating and improving them, just like House did with his securitrons.

 

If her only chance to see Las Vegas would occur when House was away, she intended to seize the opportunity. Luckily for her, if not for him, his education of her had made her realize her own resourcefullness and strength, her mind paying special attention to that last one in particular now.

 

"I expected nothing less," Steph said, turning her blonde head to offer him a sweet and obliging smile.

 

He smiled back, but with the usual level of coldness so she didn't feel too bad or regret what she planned to do. When the cat was away, afterall, it was only expected for the mice to play.

 

Staring out at the securitrons, one thought now entered her mind, insidious and enough to make her uncomfortable. "And if there isn't a war..."

 

"There will be a war."

 

"But if there isn't," Steph insisted, knowing that the man would never create so many robots without some other plan incase the first fell through. He'd always want some form of return on any investment he made. "What are you planning to use these for if your prediction for war never happens?"

 

Her hands tightened on the rail.

 

"You aren't planning on taking Vegas for yourself any way...are you?" she whispered.

 

Robert House turned to meet Stephanie's eyes, no outright answer on the lips she had admired just yesterday but one glistening vaguely inside the abyss of his eyes.

 

Looking away, Steph's gaze dropped to her fingers grasping the railing.

 

They had become pure white, no sign of blood to be seen lurking inside them, just like the bloodless army beneath them.

 

* * *

 

Although, she should have expected it, House left her without a goodbye.

 

The night before his departure, he had flippantly informed her there would be no lessons tomorrow since he wouldn't be there. He'd thoroughly pounded it into her to continue with her studies and revisions, to which she had promised she would. Then, right before leaving the dining room, this last lesson having involved more eating etiquette which always made supper contrarily unappetizing and more like a chore, he'd told her to pay special attention to returning her hands to what he mockingly referred to as "their former glory".

 

She showed him the finger of one to display how she felt about that, remembering what he had said about deviations from normal behaviors.

 

"Good night, Miss Calculations," was all he had said for her effort.

 

In the morning, he was gone, no word about when he'd be back, or the slightest indication he gave a damn about her, besides for what she meant for his plan.

 

Was she hurt? Yes. More than she would have thought she could be.

 

But Steph tried to throw herself more into her own plot for a vacation to help soothe her pain, trying to overcome it and succeed..

 

The securitrons now were guarding the 38 as promised. She found them creepy, in all honesty, but welcome too. The place didn't feel so lonely with them rolling by, though, she still missed House and she hated herself for it.

 

Still, the first day of his absense, she was able to learn quite a bit, the robots possessing their own routines which they rarely, if ever deviated from. By the fourth day, she had their programming down to a science, from where they were and when, and how that related to how she intended to leave and return to the 38. She'd read once that machines could not be random: only organics possessed the trait of spotaneity and chaos. It appeared to be true and her greatest aid.

 

The carmeras proved to be a little more tricky, since they were always watching, but she had a tactic to avoid them too.

 

House had said they were only inside of the building afterall.

 

Her heart beating like the gunfire at the Ultra-Luxe which had stricken down Shanghai Sally's supposed gang, Steph tried not to think about it too much as the fifth day finally came 'round, the day which would mark her escape, put now into effect.

 

Weaving in and out of the casino's hallways, Steph made her way first to the dressing room where House had essentially played dolly with her. Inside, she collected what she needed, intending to use the excuse, if House should replay any footage back, that she was perfecting her look as he had instructed her to. Just another day in her own endless routine. She collected what she needed there and then returned to her room, having pocketed several things, hopefully without his notice since they were underneath her clothing.

 

Passing the securitrons, she gave nothing away as she made it back to her room, which she had searched endlessly for hidden cameras under the guise of sharpening up on her housework, another commandment from her employer. She'd found none, and so felt secured as she dressed up in the disguise she'd pilfered from out of House's virtual mini fashion boutique.

 

Out of respect for the man, she'd chosen absolutely nothing House had handpicked for her seduction of Bud Askins. She wasn't going for wholesome, she was going for pure vamp and to also stay further clear of hurting House's agenda, she had taken a wig of long ebony hair she'd discovered stashed away in one of the man's many boxes in the closet, along with some tubes etc... of makeup. For weeks, House had taught her to use modest make-up to look more natural but now she piled it on. She gave her eyes a more thin cast, almost oriental, and intended to help the look with a pair of brown contacts to put in after the pivotal part of her plan was achieved.

 

If it could be achieved, she thought and saw herself swallow in the mirror, rubbing her lips together to help spread the two layers of thick lipstick.

 

Maybe she took a little too long rechecking everything, but she was postponing the inevitable, trying to talk herself out of the ludicrous mission she had cooked up but knowing it was impossible.

 

She'd made her mind up when House had basically told her she was a prisoner inside of his tower.

 

And now nobody was going to stop her, if she had a say in it anyway.

 

It was do or die time, maybe a little of both.

 

Grabbing her purse and slinging it around her shoulder, Steph went to her own closet and grabbed the five days work effort she'd achieved by herself when she'd visited so many rooms inside of the 38 she'd up and lost count of them all.

 

Maybe her inspiration had gotten by with only the ones in her own suite, but Steph wasn't about to take any chances.

 

When House came back, he'd even find his own bed missing a pair.

 

She walked over to the window with the item, tied one end to the railing, and then sparing a look at her hands, in gloves now but underneath which weren't really much different from when House, himself, had stared at them, Miss Calculations said a few words to her father, whom still might be able to hear her from this height, and then boldly stepped over the railing of the balcony.

 

"Eat your heart out, Shanghai Sally," Steph muttered, beginning her climb down the impossibly tall Lucky 38 and using Robert House's own lessons and bedsheets against him.

Notes:

"Something's Gotta Give" was written by Johnny Mercer.

 

Thank you so very much for reading! :D <3

Chapter 14: Persephone Descending Lucky 38 to Ground 0

Summary:

Steph descends from her underworld.

Notes:

This is virtually my take on "10 Things I Hate About You" done Steph/House style.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

When Stephanie had decided to climb down the Lucky 38 for a night of freedom, she had made herself a singular promise:

 

Never, not for one single second, not even if Cooper Howard was pledging his undying love to her from the concrete below, to look down.

 

She had believed that this would be the best course of action to prevent her from freezing up, and yet it was also her biggest source of temptation. If she looked down, she would see another glimpse of Vegas rarely seen, one that probably even House, whom was obsessively in love with the city hadn't even viewed. For all of his criticizing her, and endless physical training to highly tone and strengthen his body, she doubted he had the balls to ever do what she was doing now.

 

That possessed a level of guts one didn't find while running a treadmill.

 

Unfortunately, House would also probably be the first to say that he also possessed too large of a brain to actually try something so rash and foolish.

 

"Oh would you not now?" Steph asked aloud, pretty convinced that only God and anyone having made it to His Heaven could hear her. Certainly not Robert House, he wasn't God, no matter what he thought, and the chances of him getting into Kingdom Come were not only as slim as a camel going through the eye of a needle but as the personal jet he'd, no doubt, left the city on fitting through one too.

 

"Oh you...you egotistical freak," she continued, her hands grasping the bedsheet in an iron grip and hoping to God that the knots House had also taught her to tie would hold and that his choice in linen was as superb as it was in everything else. She hated having to rely on him for her welfare, forcing her to essentially put her faith in him even while he was so far away. "You had to put your crummy robots throughout the 38 so I couldn't actually take the elevator on my way out of this empty dead casino...no, you couldn't just let things be that simple. You had to force me into actually scaling down my prison's walls..."

 

Steph's fear lessened as she thought of his smirking face and how vexed it could make her. Unexpectedly, she suddenly shrieked into the night, the very words to help encapsulate her feelings towards the man at the moment, "OHHHHH, I HATE YOU, ROBERT HOUSE!"

 

Yes.

 

Maybe that would help.

 

Maybe if she just concentrated on all of her long bred and bad feelings towards the man whom had essentially made himself both her maker and warden, she would make it down the 38 in one piece. Because right now she was frightened half out of her mind and was decidely freaking out as her heart raced like the more foolish teens did down the Vegas strip.

 

She had to distract herself.

 

And besides...

 

She had to think of something to keep her from either breaking out into a sweat or tears...

 

That would only ruin her makeup afterall.

 

"I hate your stupid moustache, for one thing. How long do you spend each day trimming that thing anyway?" she asked, lowering herself a little more down the bedsheet, her shoes up against the outside of the building. "Or is that just another excuse to spend time looking at yourself in the mirror? Why not, you vain little piece of shit...or should I say snot, since the only thing your moutache is probably good for is catching the stuff."

 

Now she really was banking on him not having bugged the place, because she sure as hell hoped he never heard any piece of her vitriol fueled rambling. Not that it wasn't all mostly true, of course, but mostly because then he might want to throw her from off the top of his crummy casino himself.

 

"And let's see...let's see..." she resumed trying not to see what was below her. "You are aware that robots are the only ones who could ever stomach you, right? If you didn't preprogram them, I bet they would roll out on your sorry ass faster then you could make another million."

 

More climbing down, more ranting in an effort to help give her something else to do other then freak out, and Steph vaguely and happily realized that it was working. She didn't feel like looking down in the slightest.

 

"And why are you so certain you'd know what would satisfy Bud Askins, anyway? You two have something going on on the sly? Maybe I should bail out on you and sell that particular story to the rags: 'Robert Edwin House Knew Exactly How to Please a Vault-Tec Executive!' Talk about a high-tech merger! HA!"

 

She laughed out giddily at her own bawdy joke, her thoughts eventually going to the billionaire's more plausible relationships, since, if she was being honest with herself, she was well aware that House would never lower himself for an executive.

 

He fancied well known starlets afterall, women in the spotlight.

 

"Huh," she laughed, suddenly frowning over how she felt with the sudden realization that, when she'd been a stripper, the man probably never would have given her the time of day. "I bet you never satisfied a single woman in your life! You'd probably need a robot for that too."

 

Another flash of House's tight, muscled body trespassed through her mind and shocked and overwhelmed by it and her own body's involuntary reaction, Steph lost control, her grip slipping for a moment.

 

Her legs frantically kicked, her shoes sliding and making the most awful screeching noises against the Lucky 38's wall, as the loose hand shot out and down. The sounds surrounded her, giving her the worst sense of tin ringing inside of her ears until she fumbled back into resuming her two handed hold on the sheet. Both hands back on the bedsheet now, Steph hugged it tightly, needing to resume her position of shoes against the building's side so then her body wouldn't suddenly feel so heavy and like gravity was in an obscene hurry to help pull it down. Jeez, Steph thought, she knew she'd always been tall, but was thin too, so she was suddenly trying to understand why she might as well have had a pig tied to each of her feet.

 

Back in a more comfortable position, Steph tried not to cry, the breeze attempting to instantly steal her tears away and threatening to dry her eyes out at the same time. At least, her mascara would be okay, she comforted herself.

 

"Something's gotta give
Something's gotta give..."

 

The Dean Domino song returned to her mind then at the thought of her slip up, the one she had just heard with House two days before as did House's subsequent comment:

 

"Can you turn that radio off now...I never enjoyed Dean Domino's singing...it reminds me too much that he shuts up sometimes to actually talk."

 

"Hey!" she had protested. "I like Dean Domino."

 

"My sympathy to you then," he had hurled back, cool, calm and unfeeling as ever.

 

"You...you...you," she began again, centering her anger on House and not her mistake, all while moving her body lower, as the strength in its upper area was receiving the workout of its life. It was best to stay far away from anything about sex, or that reminded her of Robert House's body that seemed to be begging for it, she understood then as she tried to decide on the next safe insult, just so her mind didn't play stupid tricks on her while she was at this altitude where oxygen was getting sparse.

 

Maybe it was best to stick to her own body.

 

"How would you feel if my body was just a big splat outside of your casino and all of these months had been wasted? Serve you right, having to scrape me off of the sidewalk, you jerk. You couldn't just let me see one little movie? You couldn't risk me being seen that much?"

 

Her words made it impossible not to wonder then if people might possibly be noticing her now. What would they think of a blonde in a red skimpy dress making her way slowly down one of, if not thee, tallest structure in Las Vegas? If she dropped would she momentarily be a star like Cooper Howard, the whole city lamenting her daredevil death as she made every single news broadcast and paper headline for her failed attempt at freedom?

 

"No," she swallowed. "You'll probably just tell everyone I fell on my way up, trying to break in. Either that or that I was crazy. You won't dare tell anybody that you kept me a virtual prisoner inside of your tower. What would that do for your public relations? Ha! Robco stocks would go plummeting!"

 

Just like I might, Steph thought, far less jubilantly.

 

"Maybe I should go and tell your brother, Anthony, a few things while I'm out. Maybe about how you're personally driving him crazy...just about as crazy as you make me...maybe you're right...I AM CRAZY! CRAZY TO BE DOING THIS AND CRAZY TO LET YOU COUP ME UP THIS LONG RIGHT FROM THE GET GO!"

 

Why had she ever agreed to that anyway, she wondered, her wrists hurting?

 

Oh, right.

 

He hadn't been completely honest about that part until he'd suckered her in.

 

Robert Edwin House:

 

Con Man.

 

"Should have known," Steph laughed dryly. "All you are is a gangster, doesn't matter you've got a decent side business...you're just still a mobster like any wealthy, well-to-do man in Vegas."

 

The sound of the traffic of that same city was finally reaching her, she realized. That was a good sign. She'd heard once, while apartment shopping, that the higher up the floor was, the more it usually was sought after, besides just having a cost that was also "high rising". When she'd asked why, they'd told her it was because the upper levels were spared from the more obnoxious sound of the cars, crowds etc...below. Back then, she'd never expected to test that out personally for herself.

 

It was true though.

 

Using it as a warning sign, Steph lowered her breath when next she hurled venom and her "benefactor".

 

"What kind of control freak moves a girl out of her apartment without even a heads up? No warning, no choice? I guess, I should be grateful that the only news making the yellow headlines about you is that you like to dress up and then scan women's brains..."

 

Her mind was reeling now, having never really contemplated it or House's own words from just a few days ago: "I intend to keep two for company, but the rest will be needed to run New Vegas..."

 

"What's with that anyway?" she asked, in danger of breaking out in a sweat again, but no longer from physical exertion. "Why do you scan women's brains...are you playing Merlin...are you performing your own bit of alchemy? Are you transmuting women into machines? Is that even possible?"

 

No. She could remember the starlets House had been rumoured to be involved with having been just as gossiped over when they had soon become intimate with other men. Surely, the men would have noticed if their lover's bodies had been made of metal by then.

 

House was obviously scanning them for some other reason, just as kinky and personal, sure, but not a circuity switcheroo.

 

She thought of his vast army of securitrons of him preparing for a future...

 

Of his inability to trust most human beings.

 

Was he planning to keep company with one during his reign of what he called New Vegas?

 

She thought of the securitrons she had seen, how two of them had been kept over to the side. Their bodies were so strange though...the thought that he could become romantically involved with one...well...well it...

 

It kind of disturbed her and made her feel sorry for House in a weird way.

 

A person had to be pretty messed up to prefer machines even when it came to physical pleasure.

 

Unwillingly, she thought of House's fine body and pictured it with one of the titanium alloyed creations of his own making.

 

"You'd probably need a robot for that too."

 

Her own words came back to haunt her then, echoing around within her ears, now feeling more like tin than ever as the sound of traffic became even louder.

 

What a waste, Stephanie thought, believing it to be a sin if the man's skin never met the skin of another human being.

 

She swallowed harshly and remembered what had happened last time. Without intending to, she broke her vow by instinctivly looking down, expecting a bad case of Vertigo to sweep over her and send her spiralling to her death, just like in a film.

 

As her eyes lowered to what lay underneath her, however, she knew that she'd have to make a pretty heavy fall if she expected death to come claim her soul.

 

The ground was only four feet away from her.

 

"I made it, I made it, I made it!" she started to whisper in joy. Hurrying the rest of the way down in the way that one did when the destination was so near it was frustrating.

 

When her feet his the concrete, and her hands let go of the bedsheet, she actually jumped for joy and clapped her hands together in ecstasy.

 

She'd managed to outwit both House and death.

 

What a feat!

 

It was sad though, she realized having made it to the bottom now. There was nobody there to celebrate with, no one waiting later to hear the tale of how she'd scaled down the Lucky 38 on her lonesome.

 

That was how she truly felt now...

 

Lonesome.

 

Looking around sadly, Steph accepted the fact that her life hadn't exactly been overcrowded with friends before either.

 

Robert House had become the closest thing she had come to having one recently, actually, though he had cut off the chance for her to find any other.

 

And if she was grateful for having made it down the casino all in one piece, it oddly felt it was only because of the fact that now she would see House again.

 

Oh it was just to gloat, she vowed to herself defiantly, while she packed away her sadness inside of the bag slung round her shoulders, adding it to the rest of the items left for another time. Either that or to spit everything she'd said up there directly into the smug billionaire's face.

 

But as she quickly turned and walked away, so that she would not be seen loitering at the 38's base and thus damage her boss' plans, a small, not-so-vocal part of herself had to wonder if any of the things she had been saying had really been true or if she had merely been trying convince herself that they were.

 

Regardless, she tried to avoid thinking of the question, let alone answering it. The sounds of Vegas were calling to her even louder now, and she intended to rush towards them, even if it was just a siren luring her and she rushed straight into the rocks.

 

She was Persephone, having escaped from the underground by descending this time, with her Hades, thankfully, very far away.

Notes:

I am really sorry for the wait in an update with this and my other fic, Broke, though.

Let me explain a little.

Last week, my micro usb cord broke. I write on an old RCA tablet and it takes one of those, plus the battery dips extremely fast these days, which means it needs recharging often. As luck would have it, my sis bought a power bank that came with the needed usb, but its so short! I can't really type while it's charging, like I used to.

And today...

Well...

One of my cats outright sat on the cord, making me unable to charge it at all, at least, not right away.

But sorry.

My cats come first.

We need to get that out in the open first here.

Besides that, I have been celebrating Christmas in July, which I did last year too. See, I live in Canada, but I heat my house in the winter with space heaters only. That means, to cook, I need to turn off the heat. Needless to say, my sis and I consume mainly cold food in the winter, other than delivery. On Christmas Day, no place delivers so our Christmas dinner is always inevitably cold.

So Christmas in July gives us an opportunity to fix that. I fix a big Christmas supper, with all the fixings and get the chance to actually sneak leftovers, which I used to like doing when we could actually afford oil etc...

Last year, though, it was fun but I wanted to make it even funner this year by making it feel even more like Christmas by starting in advance. That means my sister and I've been listening to Christmas music (which is weird hearing all the talk of snow etc...with nary a sign of a snowflake outside and everything green) and watching Christmassy stuff since last Thursday.

It's working too! It actually feels like Christmas! Well, as much like Christmas without it being December.

We watched Mr. Bean's Holiday (which isn't really Christmas but was in my Giant Tiger's Christmas movie bin a few years back) and I was struck by how lovely the French countryside was, what with the beautiful yellow and red flowers and gently swaying, long grass.

Then I also liked how the roads cut through them, and how it looked with a touch of the city weaving itself between it, like an admiring tourist.

Tonight we watched A Muppets Christmas: Letters to Santa, which I remember watching in unison with my mom when she was alive and in the next room. In it, I admired the New York City buildings, at the start, the beautiful skyscrapers and such.

I guess, telling you this, I was thinking of Steph climbing down the 38 here (which I know is ridiculous), but how I'm glad that the world isn't all country and isn't all city, but its a little bit country and a little bit city so we have everuthing to admire around us. God's nature and man's buildings all on one planet, a mixture of different Artists work.

It's a beautiful thing.

Go experience it if you can, even if it is only in a movie or two.

Thank you for reading! :D <3

Chapter 15: Music to Her Ears

Summary:

Steph takes in a picture show and wonders why it's less than expected, until an unexpected stranger interrupts both her thoughts and the film.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

About a block and a half away from the 38, Stephanie was feeling much better and far less confused.

 

She'd dipped into the first public washroom she could find, to both refresh her look and finally add the final touches to it too, needing a few quick fixes in the makep department, as well, but suprisingly few altogether. Then, and only then, had she triumphantly emerged feeling properly unrecognizable on the outside but closer to herself underneath it all.

 

Her head felt cooler as she stepped back onto the Vegas Strip, her chin held high and her eyes soaking in the sights and sounds she hadn't experienced for weeks now.

 

Goodness, Steph thought in giddy glee, she never knew she could miss the city so much!

 

Gone was the cloud that had settled on her after the descent from the securitron swarmed casino, her need for House like the sort of disease they warned soldiers about catching when they went overseas.

 

Now her thoughts were suddenly more clear, like she'd received a shot of penicillin.

 

Maybe it was the wig.

 

All she knew was she must have been crazy to actually miss House or to want to see his aggravating face again.

 

Yes, that was it.

 

She was being intentionally driven crazy by the madman to help him keep her in line. That was what abusers did, after all, wasn't it? They took a beautiful, vulnerable, sweet, naive girl and locked her up far away from everything, isolating her from all the support she might need, so that then they could brainwash her and make her completely dependent on them.

 

It was like that stage play, "Gaslight".

 

Yes.

 

Robert House had certainly done that to her.

 

And she had let him.

 

And for what end?

 

Some grand promise of giving her anything she wanted?

 

She was no better than all of the married women out there whom had fallen for such lies, even if House had the actual wealth to pull it off, instead of some average Joe schmuck.

 

I'll give you the world if you want it, honey...

 

Or, at least anything within reason before it all goes kaputski.

 

Puhlease....

 

When was that actually going to happen for her anyway? It had been weeks now, and he'd droned so many lessons into her blonde, little head, that she'd even forgotten to take him up on his promise since Miss Ann Thrope's dismissal, let alone remembered that one even existed between them. How was she supposed to remember that he was meant to be her own personal genie in a bottle when he denied her even the small request to go out to see a stupid movie?

 

She suddenly felt like she'd only ever been a horse, with Robert House, sitting behind and dangling some elusive and invisible carrot in front of her.

 

Not that the billionaire would ever lower himself to actually ride on a carriage. It was all limousines and jets for him, while she was forced to climb down bedsheets hanging out of windows or walk down the strip in a pair of heels.

 

With any luck, House's jet would crash, and with Tony declared mentally incompetant, she could make some wild claim about how the RobCo founder and she had been secretly married and living together all this time in typical wedded bliss, thus making her the sole beneficiary of his vast fortune. Given some time, she could even splice the security cam footage together and make a reasonable case that they were man and wife.

 

There was probably enough film of them bickering to make it believable afterall.

 

Wouldn't it be glorious!

 

It would only be what she deserved for having put up with him for this long with no real big payoff

 

She was strutting down the strip now, winking and smiling at the men whom were paying her attention after too long of being starved of it. It was funny: she used to hate it when men looked at her like that, like the taxi driver whom had taken her back to an apartment that was now no longer her own. Now, having suffered House and his rules and restrictions, plus his lack of general affection or compliments, she was absolutely basking in it!

 

Though she very well remembered each and every one of his instructions on how to seduce Bud Askins, by being demure, proper, sweet, reserved and moral, now she was putting each of them to shame by flirting with her eyes, letting them roam and linger without discretion over every man in some well put together outfit and licking her lips in visible appreciation. It was all great fun, as was seeing their wives and girlfriends then let them have it with a knee to the groin or a purse to the chin afterwards.

 

And, should the time come where she needed to defend herself to her boss, she could just pull out the excuse that she was intentionally acting contrary to all of his boring little lessons to make her even less likely to be marked as that particular blonde, respectable lady that would soon turn up in California looking for work at Vault-Tec.

 

Unless, House was planning on pulling the proper strings and plopping her right, straight down in her own little plush and prearranged office. Maybe he could orchestrate something like that. Maybe Askins would be stupid enough for him to get away with it. House had never really divulged the particulars to her. He probably had it all plotted out, as fond of forecasts and procedure as he was, but, like always, he viewed her as being strictly on a "need to know" basis.

 

Fine by her.

 

That was what she was treating him to tonight, Steph thought with a delicious grin: her own little need to know affair. House needn't know anything about it, because he was far away at business, which was what he did best, while it was now her time to play at what she never knew she could do so very well.

 

The Fremont was about an hour walk, but though she'd considered taking a taxi after scaling the Lucky 38, Steph honestly was on too much of a high to hail one. She was exhilarated and if she was cooped up in a cab, the less of an opportunity the men would have to look at her and offer their admiration. Besides, following House's work out regimen, she was feeling in perfect shape to tackle it. Fine and better than fine.

 

Checkmark, Steph thought, adding another thing to her counter argument list should House ever get wind of what she was up to. She was just putting his training to use, that was it...Going around a block or seven. Surely, he'd want her to test that stuff out right? She just got tired and snuck into the movies, where it was dark, so she could get a breather.

 

Whew! Was he ever a smart one! And because he was so smart, she'd discovered, by putting all his lessons to good use, that he really needed to train her even more!

 

He'd probably just love that...to send her climbing up a few more hundred ropes or run fifteen extra miles on the treadmill.

 

If she stroked his ego in just the right way, certainly House would be human enough to give her some slack. It was what most men came to the working girls of Las Vegas for afterall: an ego boost and a stroke. That last always involved two anyway, the physical and some other thing as well, their brain, their heart...their soul. Not that her employer possessed either of those last ones. But could Robert Edwin House really be all that different, she mused? What would he like pampered the most? His brain, his id...maybe the damaged child she'd spotted for a second on the stairway?

 

She'd turned a few tricks in her time, but Steph had never been so curious about what would turn a man on as she was now about Robert House.

 

It made her pick up her pace.

 

As if by increasing her speed she could get away from it.

 

Why on her big, long-planned-for night out, did she have to spend so much time thinking about House?

 

The more distance closed between the 38 and the Fremont, Steph noticed a strange thing happening. Her exuberence was gradually wearing off. Not willing to consider it had been her thoughts which affected her mood, she told herself it had mostly been the success in her plans, and having personally done Shanghai Sally one better, that had empowered her so much and that sort of high never lasted very long anyway. The stares of the men, though pleasant and flattering, were becoming redundant. Her response to them merely pretend. No longer was she trying to convince herself she was keeping to House's plans by returning their intetest. Now she really was putting on an act so that she wouldn't spoil what her and the man whom had been training her had worked so hard for together.

 

For the first time, Miss Calculations truly felt like a secret agent. She was not looking at Las Vegas as her playground but as the resource of her boss...

 

As her enemy.

 

Now she was trying to trick it into thinking she belonged there and not back at the 38, locked away in its roulette shaped tower. She supposed that was how she'd feel when she finally went to Vault-Tec: all she'd want to be is back at the Lucky 38, surrounded by snow globes.

 

Had House planned it out that way too?

 

She couldn't wait until she just got to the freaking Fremont and could just disappear down the aisle, hopefilly at the far back, where she could watch the film in the dark without being seen.

 

When she finally made it to the theater, she was grateful to see that the lineup wasn't too long and the picture starring Cooper Howard was still playing. Not that that was any big surprise. Howard films usually ran for months on end, raking in cash. He was a national treasure, afterall.

 

She skipped the concession stand on the way in, having paid for the theater ticket but not willing to risk denting her figure, even though she'd worked off enough calories this evening to gamble it. The money she'd used for the ticket she'd ironically enough found during one of her usual roamings through the 38. Ond day, she'd just casually pulled the lever to one of the slot machines, only to hit the jackpot, money spitting out at her like epithets, but, thank You, God, the audio bells and whistles having been disabled. She guessed it had shown that House was so damn rich he hadn't bothered to bleed the machines of coins before taking over the place, but had delighted in stealing away their voice and power.

 

Typical, Steph had thought at the time.

 

That's what she felt he was doing to her too.

 

Now, slipping into a theater seat, she wondered where old Bert was exactly.

 

Had he seen this film already?

 

Rumor was he liked Cooper Howard, and his westerns especially, although she personally would have pegged him as more of the sci-fi film kind of guy.

 

What would seeing a flick with thee Robert House be like anyway? Maybe the starlets he dated would know, but he and she spent all of their time together primarily with her learning and him teaching. Would he take one of his starlets to the movies while he was out on business, she wondered? Why did the thought fill her with jealousy? Hopefully, just because it was the age old problem of seeing someone get so easily what you had to beg and humiliate yourself for?

 

She stared at her hands, a little bit red and still rough, despite the gloves and the moisturizers.

 

Steph frowned and placed them on her lap.

 

The seat she had chosen, wasn't at the back like she had hoped. It seemed that several couples had already chosen those to make out, not that westerns were typical for turning a girl on. She guessed, when it starred Cooper Howard, it was a different story in that department.

 

The middle aisles were too oddly occupied and she didn't fancy having to weave her way out in a hurry.

 

Drat, that House had really made her paranoid.

 

She ended up taking a seat near the screen, which she wasn't thrilled about honestly, but which she unwillingly comforted herself by saying that House would approve and think she had chosen wisely.

 

Even when he wasn't there with her, the man was still there with her and she loathed it. She guessed that was still a part of his nefarious scheme. Condition her to think like him so when he was gone it was like he was still controlling her.

 

His excuse would probably be that it would help keep her alive.

 

Steph looked around the theater, spotting some guy from the dead set middle row unabashedly staring at her. There eyes would have met, if he hadn't been wearing shades, and Steph turned her head casually, pretending that she was more interested in rearranging the purse on her lap than avoiding his gaze.

 

When she glanced behind again, it was to find him still staring.

 

Great. That was all she needed. Some jerk paying her attention.

 

He did look kind of familiar, but her wig was getting in the way and staring back at the lecher to help place him seemed like an all around bad idea.

 

When the lights finally went down, Steph was just grateful to be lost to the darkness with the movie, everyone else around her forgotten about as Hollywood worked its illusion in magnificent film front of her

 

By the time she was forty minutes into it, however, she was less impressed.

 

Stephanie sighed, the arm she'd draped across the adjacent seat, and the hand she'd been resting her head on while she stared at the screen in boredom, all slipping.

 

Who wrote this crap anyway?

 

Maybe she'd been locked away for so long she'd lost her taste for cinematic fantasy.

 

Or maybe House, with his prophecy of doom hanging over everything, had made fights over cattle land just look...silly. What did it matter if some settler didn't have enough space to squeeze a dozen heifers udders anyway? The whole world was going to go to hell in a hand basket, in only God and Robert House knew how long, so that the rising price of milk seemed like a joke.

 

Worse, while Cooper Howard was still a dreamboat, she found herself studying his face and comparing it to House's and being highly critical.

 

She missed Robert House's nose.

 

While it wasn't like Cooper Howard didn't actually have a nose, he did, it just wasn't as majestic, nor did it have the same amount of character.

 

There was something lacking in Howard's profile, whenever they got a shot of it, and she inevitably kept on thinking of House's own, rather interesting one.

 

She missed the moustache lying beneath that nose too.

 

The same moustache she'd been hurling insults at,  while atop the building its owner had commandeered to control the future. Steph missed the way it twitched when she had done something to amuse him, or the way it curled. Watching the movie now, she guessed usually the bad guys wore most of the moustaches in films...

 

Guess that made Robert House the villain.

 

Normally she would have agreed, now the prejudice just annoyed her.

 

Her thoughts traveled down to his lips and she missed the same arrogant smirk that could bring her blood to the boiling point of fudge.

 

Even listening to the drawl of Cooper Howard that used to give her goosebumps, Steph was left questioning why she was yearning to hear the educated, inflections of House's arrogance instead?

 

Steph was wondering what Robert House's head would look like projected on a giant screen, his voice emanating from a pair of massive and high quality speakers, when a different voice altogether cut through her daydream in the dark, making her jump about an inch or two out of her well upholstered seat.

 

"Hiya...what's a gorgeous dish like you being in a movie theater instead of sitting at a restaurant table being served to me?"

 

Steph turned her head to find the guy, whom had been checking her out from the centre of the theater, having snaked his way through the seats to the aisle behind hers. He was leaning forward now, an arm on the back of the chair where hers had just been. His shades reflected Cooper Howard back at her in double, smaller now but still leaving her cold.

 

But not as cold as this creep was.

 

"I'm too expensive," she shot back, modulating her voice to sound deeper, House's grand plan still protected and at the forefront of her mind. "You couldn't afford me."

 

"I wouldn't bet on that one sweetheart."

 

She glanced at him, but still refused to pay him too much attention.

 

"I cheated and saw the odds," she retaliated, folding her arms and sinking in her seat, as if that could save her.

 

"Shysters....They must have handed you the wrong cheat sheet, because I can tell you differently," the man argued. "Why most of the restaurants here...they feed me for a song."

 

In the darkened theater, in no more than a whisper, the song that had run through Stephanie's head when she'd almost plummeted to her death, started to play in perfect clarity.

 

"When an irresistible force such as you
Meets an old immovable object like me
You can bet just as sure as you live

Something's gotta give
Something's gotta give
Something's gotta give..."

 

The words traveled straight to her ear, the sound not coming from any speaker in the theater other than the jerk behind her's lungs. His breath was hot on her skin and uncomfortably moist. She didn't like it and yet she was attracted nonetheless.

 

Celebrities could do that to you.

 

Sitting up straight, Steph turned around and finally recognized the stranger for whom he was.

 

"Dean Domino..." she whispered.

 

One of the many people Robert House hated in the world he wanted to help save a part of.

 

"In the flesh and ready to please," Domino smiled,  his teeth glinting like a wolf's in the darkness.

Notes:

Sorry for the delay again, still dealing with that short charging cord, but I finally got a new, much longer one.

I had some fun with foreshadowing here, especially with what was to become of House (the line where Steph was pondering his head being on a big screen) and that bit about Cooper Howard's nose. That was fun, but, I promise, no bad intent was meant towards either Coop's, the Ghoul's lack of one or Walton Goggins nose.

This is just at the stage where Steph has developed feelings for House and hasn't realized or accepted it yet. So no face is going to compare to his, although she'd never openly admit it, even to herself.

Personally, though. I have a nose fetish. I've always had one, ever since I was a child. I love big noses. The bigger the better. So, I do like TV Mr. House's nose. Not a crush, but I gotta admire and respect a nose like that. :D <3

Chapter 16: Sour Notes

Summary:

Steph brings a "date" home.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Somehow they ended up leaving the theater halfway through the movie.

 

Dean Domino took her to a little Italian restaurant about a block and a half away and Steph sat there listening to the man talking about himself, for close to an hour, and wondering the whole time how she had wound up there.

 

She'd always thought Dean was a good singer, she liked his tunes and he seemed charming from what she'd read about him from the magazines and news shows. Now she knew it all must have been his PR team's doing. Oh, he was still charming all right, but in that way that men sometimes could be when they wanted to get into your pants and little else.

 

She had suspected that since the first second she'd seen him sitting in the aisles, and it had been confirmed in about three minutes of talking to him.

 

So why she had let him waste half of her ticket in order to let him take her to a restaurant, where she would have to suffer his attempts to seduce her with long winded ramblings about whom he had worked with and which poor women he'd kissed, was a complete mystery to her.

 

Perhaps it was because he had promised her a meal not provided by Robert House this time?

 

Even though he seemed to order the cheapest thing he could from off of the menu, an individual sized spaghetti to split, accompanied with a wine she now knew was middling thanks to House's instruction.

 

At least, the piano player was doing a fine job of hitting the right keys.

 

On occassion, she would lift her eyes from off the red and white checkered table cloth to stare at Domino and wonder why she didn't just leave.

 

Maybe it was the moustache?

 

No.

 

Wait.

 

Grabbing a breadstick in the basket across from her, and breaking it loudly in two, she knew it was definitely only because Robert House had said that he hated the lounge singer.

 

If the man had said he was Domino's biggest fan, she would have been out of there faster than the singer could probably turn to look at himself in a mirror. But, then again, House possessed better taste to actually like Dean Domino. He'd met him, sized him up as a miscreant and then no longer wanted to waste his time on the singer, not even his music, which had been soured to his ears after having found out for himself the speaker from which it had emerged from.

In a strange way, it made her flattered that House could and willingly suffered her. Apparently, he liked her in some way. That knowledge made her glow inside even more than the candle lit on the table, burning away and already half melted. Steph should have probably realized it was possibly related in some way to the old adage of the moth and the flame, but her night had been too chaotic to allow herself that self reflection.

 

And Domino was still too loudly talking to himself, and now actively trying to involve her in the conversation, to let her.

 

"So Grizelda...that's what you said your name was, Grizelda?"

 

"That's right," Steph said lifting her glass to falsely smiling lips and praying that the wine helped soften the breadstick enough to make it edible.

 

"Well, Grizelda, just as I was saying, I've placed my loafers under some of the biggest skirts in Hollywood's beds...even the actress in tonight's film had the pleasure of seeing me first thing in the morning after coming to one of my concerts."

 

The wine was a bad choice, Steph lamented, swallowing harshly. At least when the bread had been hard, the loud crunching had somewhat blocked the noise of her companion's talking.

 

"Really? The woman playing the cattle rancher's daughter?" she listlessly inquired.

 

"No, not her. The blonde saloon girl with all of the curls."

 

Maybe he was afraid he hadn't impressed her enough with the divulgence, or maybe he just hadn't lived up to his own ego, but Domino soon dropped an even bigger name than an extra to help him sound more important.

 

"I think, though, that the love of my life, the girl that broke my heart...well that has to be Miss Vera Keyes herself. Ever heard of her?"

 

Steph, whom had just been breaking another breadstick to rectify her last mistake paused. "Yes, who hasn't heard of Vera Keyes? Her films break records."

 

It was only the truth. Vera Keyes was possibly one of the hottest actresses in Hollywood these days, an impossible mixture of sexiness and innocence, whom made any romance believable, no matter how maudlin. What would Keyes be doing with such a lowlife as Dean Domino?

 

"I don't like to get into it, mostly because we're still close, but she isn't what she seems...not by a long shot, as they say in Las Vegas."

 

Steph tried not to roll her eyes, but only replied, "And as they also say in Vegas, I bet."

 

Unfortunately for her, Domino thought that was cute and mistook it for flirting.

 

She was just thinking how, if she was looking for a little company to take home that night, it was also a pretty safe bet it wouldn't be Mr. Dean Domino, when he leaned across the table, one elbow resting on it, a big no no as per her recent lessons, and peered over his sunglasses at her. "I know thee Mr. Robert House too. Ole Rob and me go a way back. Infact i just saw him before I flew up here. He was down in Hollywood, with that favorite starlet of his...Jean or Mary or whatever she's called."

 

Suddenly the light music being played by the pianist became off key and grating, Steph's heart also beating loudly and almost blocking it out. She blinked strongly once but tried to regain herself. "What did you just say?"

 

"Robert House. I just bumped into him before I headed to the airport to fly here. He had his favorite girl on his arm."

 

Steph didn't know what to say.

 

Never would she have expected the news that House was off having fun with some woman she didn't know, or likely want to know, could hurt her so badly or make her so horribly furious. There he had virtually locked her inside of the 38, with his blasted securitrons on constant patrol, forcing her to risk her life by playing daredevil and climb down the building, while he hadn't been at business at all!

 

He'd been...

 

Been...

 

Just like whomever this woman on his arm was, Steph didn't want to know what he'd been doing either.

 

Only now there was one unknown thing concerning the woman eating away at her more than either her or Dean had eaten their evening meal.

 

"Was she pretty?" she asked.

 

"She's gorgeous, absolutely a stunner," Dean Domino crooned, making Steph's heart feel like it was sinking into her heels. However, then his hand smoothly crawled past the pasta to take her palm inside of his. "But she can't hold a candle to the likes of you."

 

With that remark, he even showily grabbed the candle and put it close to her face, making Steph almost bolt back, hoping it wouldn't reveal her overuse of makeup and what she actually looked like underneath it.

 

But why?

 

Why, she wondered, was she still so reflexively trying to help Robert House when he was off having fun after months of putting her to work.

 

It made so little sense to be careful now.

 

Infact, snce she was in Vegas, it made even more sense to risk it all for the biggest payoff of them all: revenge.

 

Or, more like it, justice.

 

Giving her best seductive smile, the former showgirl squeezed Domino's hand even tighter back, leaning her head forward and hoping that her wig didn't get too close to the candle and catch on fire.

 

"You're sweet," she lied, reaching out to touch the tip of his nose and grabbing hold of his tie, both of her elbows on the table now without her particularly giving a damn. "Sweet enough for dessert."

 

Like a sandbank, he got the drift.

 

"Want I should call for a taxi?" Dean asked, his lip curling slyly. "I can take you back to my hotel room...I have a nice little room at the Luxe."

 

"Ummm...no," Steph stated, still toying with the tie. "I think I'll take you to my place instead."

 

"And where would that be darling?"

 

Steph knew she could be coy, pretend to make it a surprise, but how much of a surprise would it be when he saw the taxi pulling ever so closer to the sky high roulette shaped tower?

 

"The Lucky 38," she replied.

 

"Mmmm," he sounded, apparently very impressed. "Makes sense. Looks like we're both about to get lucky."

 

* * *

 

Waiting outside for the cab to arrive, Dean Domino having ended up calling for it himself, claiming it would be quicker that way after they heard whom it was for, they'd been waiting for about thirty minutes when the woman approached them.

 

She was the type of woman that you sometimes saw in Vegas. Her clothing was torn and dirty, her hair frazzled and a mess, equally collecting the filth and the grime in its net. Her face was a mess, sunken and hollow, bearing the typical signs of addiction.

 

"Can you spare some change?" she asked, her voice sounding a little familiar to Steph, whom went fishing inside of her bag, just hoping to give her some money so she would be on her way and not prove to be too much of a nuisance or a downer.

 

"Don't bother," Dean Domino whispered into her ear. "We both know what she'll use it on. Besides, here comes our ride."

 

Heeding his advice, Steph let him sweep her into the back of the taxi, only to make the mistake of looking up and into the downcast face of the beggar woman.

 

Both of Steph's hands went to the window's glass as she stared into the woman's haunted eyes, eyes that gave no sign of recognizing her in turn.

 

She guessed the costume and makeup had worked well afterall.

 

As the cab drove away, Steph kept her eyes on the derelict for as long as she could until Domino pulled her towards him and into a passionate yet somehow sleazy kiss. Shocking herself, Steph eagerly returned it, trying to forget the face she had just seen outside of the window.

 

Had it really been Miss Ann Thrope?

 

Or had it not?

 

It was hard to tell past all the grime and through the shadows of the night. The woman had also kept her head somewhat lowered and her shoulders hunched, due to the stress on her back from an overripe figure, but probably more out of shame as well.

 

Dean's hands on her back, his tongue trying to enter her mouth, Steph told herself that it couldn't have been the other woman. No, though fortune fell about as fast in Vegas as she could have done from the 38, and though she knew for a fact that it had turned for the other showgirl (all with her help), it couldn't possibly have been Ann.

 

She'd have never of let that happen to herself.

 

Besides it had been dark.

 

Too dark to tell fir sure.

 

Too dark to be confident it had been her.

 

And Thrope's overinflated pride would never allow herself to go so low.

 

In an attempt to keep her own pride intact, Steph contrarily lowered herself at the same time, pulling Domino even closer as the beggar woman was left behind, both on the street and inside of Stephanie's thoughts.

 

* * *

 

She led Dean Domino in through the front door of the Lucky 38.

 

She'd rigged it, a while after House had left, to allow her easy entrance back inside. Learning the passcodes etc... hadn't been too hard with the amount of delivery men she'd seen House postpone a lesson to willingly let into the 38, and the genius had taught her a little too well to still remain an complete imbecile when it came to computers and other electronics. Apparently, they were more commonly in use at Vault Tec than they were at the Sin-Gal.

 

Now, Dean whistled as he entered the casino, bowled over by his surroundings, but Steph, about three feet in front of him, just cringed. They'd have to work this perfectly if they hoped to avoid the securitrons and he wasn't helping with all of the noise.

 

"Swell place. You got it all to yourself, pretty lady?"

 

"Not exactly," Steph stated, grabbing the man by the tie and deciding it was best to drag him on up to her room.

 

Avoiding the securitrons turned out to be like something out of a game.

 

She'd memorized their pattern so well, but still had to zig and zag just right to get where she needed and when. Hopefully, House had programmed them not to attack her, and they would be able to scan her properly past her disguise to recognize her, but Domino was another matter. If he ended up murdered, lazered to death or whatnot, on the Lucky 38's ground, they could hardly avoid the scandal of a dead lounge lizard having entered the building to perform in an entirely different way.

 

Still, she was well equipped at maneuvering him where she wanted, though he was, more or less, dead weight.

 

They made it to the lift in one piece and Domino wanted another piece of her once safely tucked inside. She let him have a tease, her mind more on the security cams than his lust. She wasn't worried about them too much. It would look like Domino had snuck into the place with some dark haired stranger. He had probably been here before. Maybe House would assume he had busted in. Of course, he'd never find footage of the beautiful femme fatale leaving, but it would serve him right to have a securitron or two repeatedly sweeping the building in his paranoia.

 

The creep.

 

Forget the fact that Dean Domino felt more like one with his hand trying to crawl up her dress.

 

She pulled him out of the lift in a hurry, no robots to be seen, but with  her not being able to wait until she reached her room, and, most certainly, not because she was in any particular hurry to have sex with Dean Domino.

 

They made it, but Steph was certain she heard a securitron rolling around a corner just as the door closed. She dropped her bag to the floor and wiped at her forehead, the fake bangs giving her grief.

 

"Nice digs," Dean complimented, instantly walking towards where she'd left a bottle of wine chilling in expectation before she'd left. "You live in luxury, my dear "

 

"Thanks," Steph commented, her heart finally starting to calm down.

 

"All thanks to House, huh?"

 

Steph met the man's eyes, feeling her heart beginning to do yet another lap. "Wha-what?"

 

"Robert House," Dean commented, taking out two glasses from the same bucket as the wine, and placing them casually on the night stand. "I heard, through the grapevine, mind you, that he owns the company that signed the papers on the lease for this place...am I right?"

 

Not knowing what to say, she just stood there more frozen than what remained of the ice in the bucket.

 

"Let's see, Grizelda...that would make you Robert House's mistress?"

 

A little bit of relief swept over her. At least, he wasn't completely on target.

 

"And that would make this," Domino continued, unwrapping the top of the bottle of a wine much more expensive than the one he'd paid for at the restaurant. "A nice dash of revenge sex?"

 

He let the cork go flying. Steph flinched as it hit the door behind her, missing her head by an inch.

 

"Which is just fine by me. Never could stand Robert House anyway. Uppity bastard with too big of a brain to suffer us normal people, and too big of an ego to know that we don't need or like him anyway," the man commented as he started to pour.

 

Her mouth staying closed due to sheer willpower, Steph now knew that Domino had a much bigger intelligence than she had given him credit for. She might have to pay the price for underestimating him. However, what with it and the moustache, the man was looking frustratingly better to her. Plus, he was just saying how she'd felt for months now. They both resented House, albeit for much different reasons. Still, it was nice for misery to have company for a change.

 

Even if it was cheap and miserable company.

 

Domino strolled over, his hands each bearing a glass of wine.

 

"So you are his mistress then? When did that start?" he asked, and she could tell now he was scrounging for more information.

 

Believing she might as well give him what he wanted, and help get him off on a different scent, Steph decided to play it up. "Yes," she answered. "He found me over in the Orient during a visit."

 

Domino raised an eyebrow. "You speak mighty good English for being Asian and without any discernable accent."

 

"Daddy was a missionary."

 

Domino's free hand went trailing up her thigh. "Not a very good one, I take it, or a little too good at speading the 'word'."

 

Steph continued, still aware that Dean Domino wasn't quite as stupid as he seemed, but still banking on the fact that she was still smarter and if she only gave him what he wanted, in two very important ways, she could get out of this with her employee's plan still intact.

 

"No...a very bad one. He went astray with my mother, but he used to beat us both...when House came over, papa sold me to him for big bucks."

 

"You look kind of old, to be sold," Dean took a drink from his glass.

 

Tricky.

 

A way out presented itself, of course, but would Robert House want her to take it?

 

If it helped save his scheme?

 

Of course.

 

"House wouldn't want it known but...it was quite a while ago...I was much younger then."

 

Jackpot.

 

Dean was back to looking at her from over his shades, the first hint of something truly unsavory happening having truly appealed to his nature. Steph guessed she could have been more concerned she'd just wrecked House's reputation with the hint, but she knew that, if Domino breathed a word of any of this, he would first be hit with slander charges and then, if anybody actually bought it and went digging, Robert House would come out looking about as clean as a daisy in that particular department, nothing so rottenly despicable found in a past which likely included more nuts, bolts and wires than human flesh.

 

Other than the occassional of-age starlet.

 

And with that memory rushed back all of the feelings she hated.

 

Jealousy and possessivness, as if House was hers and not the other way around. As if he somehow belonged to her and was the one paid for.

 

"He acquired you when you were young?"

 

"Too young to be acceptable in your country," Steph said, her finger crawling up his sleeve, while his hand began clutching her bottom. "He's kept me locked up..." That much was true. "And, with only him, I've never really known a real man." That likely would be true if the bull she was spreading was accurate. "Not one like you."

 

It was another bullseye.

 

Appealing to Domino's ego had worked.

 

"Awww...poor thing." Dean consoled, "Then, on top of it, I go and unknowingly let you know your Sugar Daddy's been icing up Hollywood without you."

 

"Yes," Steph turned her head and tried to look sad, when what she was feeling inside was mostly anger.

 

Mostly.

 

"Don't worry," Dean cooed, finishing his wine and letting the glass drop to the floor to help stain the carpet with the trace amounts left. "Big Dean Daddy's here for you. Tonight, we'll make House pay; he's certainly rich enough for it, as we both know."

 

He brought his lips to hers and Steph returned the kiss, letting her own glass join his on the floor.

 

"Mmm...just desserts..." Domino stated, licking his lips when they came up for air. "I guess the sweetest ice cream is on the menu tonight, you know, revenge being a dish best served cold."

 

"I was thinking more like Baked Alaska," Steph retaliated, grabbing the back of his head. "Cold and hot all at once."

 

While not having terribly enjoyed the previous ones, she pulled him down for another kiss, all while pushing him back towards the bed. The singer fell back on it, while she landed on top of him, absently grateful that her wig was agreeing to stay in place.

 

"You the type of girl who likes it on top? Not a missionary like your father?"

 

"Yes," she replied, the answer really being a more-depends-on-the-situation kind of deal, but with her not wanting to get that much into depth with the man over her sexual proclivities. All she wanted now was the completion of her night out from her towering trap, plus her revenge on Robert House.

 

She had liked her time at the Tops anyway.

 

Better than any other place in Las Vegas.

 

"Why not," Dean commented, placing his hands behind his head. "I hate having to do all the work myself. Women get it so easy."

 

Slightly irked by the comment, Steph kept going regardless. She didn't have to like him afterall. All that was important was that they both hated House and House hated him.

 

Still, she had to be careful about doing it.

 

"You have...you know?"

 

"In my jacket pocket. I never go anywhere without it. Don't want to be blamed for mistakes that aren't mine."

 

Reaching into his pocket and pulling out the man's insurance policy, Steph discovered that he expected her to do all the work in this area too. She did, but reluctantly. It wasn't something she hadn't done before but...really?

 

Everything good to go in a few seconds, Steph proceeded with the end stage of her mission, fuelled on by her animosity towards her absent benefactor, if she could actually call him that. All he'd given her was a single request and a video tape afterall. Her mind quickly going to the poor woman on the sidewalk, outside of the restaurant, Steph perhaps rushed a little forward, trying to block it from her mind with the push of physicality.

 

"Hey, not so harshly!" Dean protested. "Not only am I a national treasure, I'm delicate too."

 

"You don't sing out of this end," she remarked.

 

"You'll find out differently in seven minutes."

 

Steph frowned down at his still sunglasses wearing self, finding him growing more tasteless by the second. Luckily, she hadn't needed to actually go in that particular direction with him.

 

Ready set go to having both her revenge and unmet needs satisfied, Steph carried through with it, finding it less fulfilling than she had hoped. Domino seemed to be enjoying himself, all right, but the experience was lacking for her.

 

Finally, she had to think about House to feel any bit good.

 

First she thought about him off with his la-ti-da LA beauty.

 

Then she thought about how he'd ordered her to stay at the 38, locked up like a prisoner, while he enjoyed himself.

 

She briefly relived her experience, earlier in the evening, of climbing down her prison tower, one far more impressive then the one she was ending the night off with.

 

Her thoughts swiftly went to how much House hated Dean Domino and how she was now having sex with him right in Robert House's safe place, the building where he was all set to rule a post-war out of.

 

Oh, how he'd hate that!

 

That ignited her engine a little more and Dean grunted in approval.

 

House would loathe it and possibly kill her if he knew what she was doing with the lounge lizard loser in his private castle! If only she could have done it in House's very own bed! What a riot that would have been! She soon realized that he might have the whole thing caught on camera, if there had infact been a spot she'd missed searching. She doubted it, but he might even be filming her while she was thinking all that she was.

 

She decided to put on an even better performance and make it look like she was actually having a better time than she was, although the thought stimulated her mentally, which helped her out in other departments.

 

She usually hated how it was always House whom pushed her into an intensity of feelings these days, but now she greatly needed the help.

 

"Oh baby," Dean was saying, but she ignored him completely to keep her focus on the man she hated instead of the mild annoyance underneath her.

 

How would he react when or if he saw this? If only she could have a film of his reaction...

 

She pushed away with full violent force the memory of her recording of Miss Ann Thrope's dismissal.

 

Yes, if only she could see House's expression, what it would look like if he were to walk in right at this very moment and see her unabashadely screwing Dean Domino.

 

"Oh oh," the man being screwed then uttered.

 

"Oh oh," Steph repeated, knowing those weren't exactly the words one used to express their extreme ecstasy.

 

For the first time since she'd gotten him into bed, Domino finally lifted a finger for her, using it to point directly over her shoulder.

 

Hesitantly, watching herself in the reflection of the man's shades, Steph stopped her movement and slowly turned to look over her shoulder.

 

"Oh oh," she said of her own accord now, followed by the act of making a rather audible gulping noise.

 

From her climb down the 38 to her sucessfully reaching the room without a securitron blasting Dean Domino away, depending on how you looked at it, she had either gotten lucky or that luck had taken a nose dive.

 

In any case, she no longer had to wonder what House would look like.

 

She could see it for herself.

 

Robert House was standing in the doorway behind her, his face sporting a shade of red she'd never before seen on a human being and looking like it was himself and not one of his many securitrons about to commit bloody murder...

Notes:

I'm trying my best to keep this Teen, but that is getting exceedingly difficult with chapters like these.

*scratches head*

Did I manage it?

I hope.

I went and looked at a few other rated Teen stories and this seemed within the standards under them, but I haven't any clue other than that. My sister and I watched the Police Academy films when I was about 10 and she was about 12, that's under Teen.

I guess, I can blame it on that anyway.

Thank you so very much for reading! :D <3

Chapter 17: Facing the Music

Summary:

It's time for Steph to make herself accountable to the House after taking a risk and then losing.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Though her blood hadn't exactly been pumping, seeing Robert House's livid face glaring at her from the doorway made it stop altogether cold inside of her veins. His eyes were two black holes that threatened to suck both her and Dean Domino into them, annihilating both their lives in the process. Meanwhile, his hands clenched into tight fists at his side; Either they wanted to wrap around her throat, Steph wagered, or pound Dean Domino into something resembling a man.

 

Which, more or less, was what the guy essentialy was deep down anyway, past all of the superficial charm.

 

It was a point well proven by the reaction of the renowned singer upon being faced with the man of the supposed mistress he was in the act of screwing.

 

"Hey there, Bob," Domino now had the nerve to calmly greet the other man, even offering a little wave to go alongside the nickname, adding more insult to injury. "I thought, while you were out of town and all, I'd help out by keeping your nice little Oriental dish warm for you."

 

Steph kept her eyes fixed on House, still terrified and yet sublimely curious how he would process all of this and proceed with his reaction.

 

It took about seven seconds for him to reply, his expression never faltering.

 

"How very thoughtful of you," House hissed through teeth about as clenched tight as his fists. "They should add it to your headline: Dean Domino: Thief of More Than Just Your Cash and Time."

 

Ouch. Stinger.

 

But Domino was quick with his own rebuff.

 

"And they should add to your stock reports how you can't keep your female 'workers' satisfied, so they need to call for outside *ahem* assistance."

 

Horrified, Steph felt Domino's hand reaching around straight to her buttocks, slightly lifting up the red dress so that House could achieve an even better view of what was going on. Suddenly, she was very grateful that they had done the deed with their clothes on so then she wouldn't feel even more exposed.

 

The action, plus Domino's words, seemed to just about do it for Robert House though.

 

He had insulted the businessman's work ethic and that was going a little too far.

 

House lost his cool in about the same way he would have if she really had been his mistress and he had walked in on the betrayal. Her boss striding into the room and obviously meaning business, Steph instantly scrambled off of the lounge singer, throwing herself onto the floor in a painful push that still seemed like getting off easy compared to what House looked like he was planning to do to them.

 

As she hit the floor, it knocked some sense back into her and she realized that, of course, he was acting just as insane as if she really did belong to him: although they'd never actually slept together, he probably still saw her as his property in a way. Things were likely always to be about property and dividends to the man, afterall.

 

"Hey, wait, it was her idea..." Domino, the creep, was justifying as House grabbed him by the collar, hoisted him up, as if he was nothing but the schoolgirl he was suddenly whimpering like, and dragged him from off the bed and on to the floor in a single, smooth motion.

 

Peeking over the bedsheet-crumpled-mattress, Steph was hoping she might actually get to witness House putting his muscles to good use by pummeling the guy, or maybe see a full on fight occur between both men (if Dean could stop blubbering for that long), but all she ended up watching was the enraged billionaire looming over the other man, now on his knees, and threatening him only with his words and the furiously flying spit that went with them.

 

"YOU TELL ANYONE ABOUT THE 38 OR WHAT YOU'VE SEEN HERE, DOMINO, AND I WILL PERSONALLY DELIGHT IN REVEALING EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU AND VERA KEYES, TO ANY RAG THAT WILL HAVE THEIR PRINTERS READY. I THINK FREDDY BOY WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO READ ALL ABOUT IT! I CAN RUIN ALL OF YOUR LONG LAID PLANS FOR OUR DEAR FRIEND SINCLAIR! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? I CAN WRECK EVERYTHING FOR YOU AND VERA!"

 

If she'd thought that Domino had been cowering before, now Steph believed that House's words had damn near well near driven him into the carpet.

 

The man was still badly shaking, and using his well known voice to beg for mercy, when House dragged him all the way to the still opened doorway, the tips of the shoes that had supposedly lain under the beds of so many actresses now digging a groove in the carpet's pile. The lines were straight too, Domino not even putting up a fight at all. His fear becoming almost contagious, Stephanie wondered what House had been shouting about and why it had frightened the other man so much.

 

A securitron had rolled to the door by the time Robert House had reached it, and its maker roughly threw Dean Domino into its waiting grasp. "Show Mr. Domino out, Victor. He has more than overstayed his welcome."

 

"Got it boss," Steph heard a deeply country accented voice replying and it reminded her, with regret, of the movie she had snuck out to see earlier, and how it had all led to this gargantuan mess she was no longer sure how she could get out of.

 

Suddenly remembering the long string of bed sheets waiting outside of the window, she started to crawl towards them in a hurry, hearing House closing and locking the door behind her. She was almost there when she heard his familiar voice, much calmer and lower, addressing her.

 

"Miss Calculations...I don't mean to spoil any plans you might be harbouring too, but if you are intending on using that haphazard thing you call a rope in order to climb down to safety, I'll inform you now that it will only lead to your living up to the name I so wisely gave you."

 

All fours still on the floor, Steph reluctantly looked over her shoulder at her employer for a second time that night, the ass she was trying to save aimed directly at him.

 

House stood there, having regained a little of his usual composure, yet still seething. Maybe it was the way that his fingers were twitching or the dark fire inside of his eyes, but Steph understood that she was nowhere close from having escaped his wrath tonight, not just yet anyway.

 

"You see," he continued, his fingers digging into his palm, "you would only make it about half way. You apparently were so busy with your carnal endeavors that you failed to hear me ripping the rope in about half after I came back to see it dangling from the rail."

 

Steph swallowed loudly.

 

"You're lucky it didn't tear so easily while you were on it."

 

Luck was still all about perspective, the woman absently mused.

 

With little other choice, Stephanie rose to her feet and turned around to face her possible killer, aware that it was time to face the music and settle all bets, her having come up the loser.

 

They stared at each other for a few seconds, the room all too quiet, and Steph hated how good he still looked in a suit and how revved up she was feeling without having reached her intended destination. She was frightened near to death of House, and yet still almost strangely happy to see him.

 

It also didn't help that it suddenly felt like all of the wine she'd had that night had finally caught up to her.

 

She was feeling almost giddy.

 

Of course, it might have just been hysteria.

 

The silence was becoming uncomfortable, and shame and guilt were suddenly starting to gnaw at her, something inside of the man's gaze bringing it to life. I trusted you, his look was saying. I trusted you and you blew it.

 

House just continued staring at her and she felt then like his dark eyes really were black holes, afterall, because they were calling her forward, right to about a place where she was standing four inches away from him.

 

However, instead of apologizing out of her guilt, she decided to lash out instead.

 

"Why couldn't you throw Domino out yourself, huh?" she confronted, her hands resting on her hips. "Why'd you have your large, metal errand boy do it for you? Why didn't you even hit him, for that matter? What? You aren't man enough to get your hands dirty?"

 

House glowered at her in distaste, his moustache raising on one side in a sneer. "You would like that wouldn't you? Us going at each other's throats like two barbarians? Like two primitives fighting for your non-existent honor?"

 

"Yes!" Steph cried. "Why not? You're both two conceited jerks, just cut from different cloths."

 

"Nice bit of paraphrasing there, my lessons are apparently working. Yes, that would be accurate from a material viewpoint: me being silk while he's cheap polyester," House took a second to stroke his own wounded ego. "Speaking of clothing, I think I would rather we have this conversation without you dressed up like a Wisconsin bred actress appearing in a Chuckie Chen film. You really did think you were Shanghai Sally this evening, didn't you?"

 

With that question posed, before she could even answer him infact, House ripped the wig off from her head in one unexpected yank.

 

"Hey!" she cried out but was then completely dumbstruck when, in another forceful action, House grabbed the back of her dress and tore it away from her body, the fabric making a horrible, loud ripping sound as it went.

 

Steph stood facing House, in the center of her bedroom at the 38, almost as she had when he'd tried different fashions on her in a dressing room lower in the building: wearing only her underwear.

 

However, this time his stripping of her had been far less gentle.

 

Unfortunately, being in such a state as she was, the action had the opposite effect of the humiliation probably intended: instead it only reminded her of Domino's lack of participation in their lovemaking and how toned and muscled House was underneath his own clothing, a fact she hadn't been aware of the last time she'd been in this particular situation.

 

She had to get her mind off in a different direction.

 

Had to think of something that would help sober her up.

 

"Are you going to beat me up now?" she shot back. "Is that it, Bert? Maybe you were saving all of that energy to use on me, a woman, and not Dean, a grown man."

 

Oh oh.

 

She really shouldn't have said that, Steph thought to herself. For one, she didn't really believe it for a moment, and secondly, it conjured up other images inside of her imagination, fantasies involving the many other ways that House could use his energy on her.

 

Oh craps, she was still wound up and horny.

 

It didn't help either that she was excited by the man's return and his sudden realized closeness to her.

 

"Actually, Stephanie, resorting to physical violence is not really how I operate," Robert House replied, just as calm and dispassionate as ever, and she suddenly envied Dean for having made the genius so angry and willing to spend actual human emotion on him. "I don't destroy people from the outside, that is too easy and can oftentimes heal. I prefer to destroy them from the inside out. Healing is more chancy in that arena."

 

Steph threw her head back and freed a big laugh into the ceiling before letting House have the tail end of it, hot and moist and right in his face. "Spoken like the true sadist you are," she stated, up in his face again. "Locking me up in Vegas while you go and party in Hollywood."

 

House was quickly reassessing things, his eyes narrowing as he came up with a new figure. "Is that what Domino told you? Is that really what this was all about?"

 

"No, no!" she protested probably a little too promptly. "That's just how I've felt ever since you left me alone here."

 

Ohhh...not how she wanted it to come out sounding, like she was some clingy housewife.

 

House studied her, his analytical mind at work, before bothering to address her previous remark. "I don't need to offer you explanations for my actions. I do what I need to. You should always trust in that and nothing else. Remember, you are my employee and not the other way around."

 

Steph took a step forward, her face now an inch away from House's own, getting an even closer experience of the moustache. "Well you should remember that I'm the one that Bud Askins is interested in, not you, not anyone else. Me! Me! Me!"

 

She had made it about half an inch now, carefully avoiding bumping into the nose she had missed so much, while House continued to eye her like just another one of his vast calculations.

 

In the meanwhile, Steph realized she liked being this close to him, having an excuse to be this close. That, if she wanted to, her tongue could flick out and lick the tip of his nose or give his moustache a good brushing.

 

"You're drunk," House finally remarked.

 

"Am I? Well, no wonder they call you a genius!"

 

He didn't reply to that one either, but looked her over once again, it becoming more difficult with her getting closer.

 

"I would also guess, having interrupted your escapade prematurely, you are in a state of extreme sexual frustration."

 

"Another wise assesment from Mr. Living Breathing Computer."

 

House didn't seem to take the insult too personally nor did he seem to offer her much sympathy for her plight. "I wouldn't be too upset. From what I hear, even if Domino had finished, you'd still be left unsatisfied. It looks like you still require more instruction on what products perform best."

 

Oh, but Robert House could get her blood boiling, like nobody else, and Steph feverently wished she could teach him a lesson for a change!

 

Maybe now was the perfect time.

 

She tilted her head slightly, moving her lips closer to his while avoiding outright contact.

 

"Care to help me get satisfied? she whispered, proud of her own bold cleverness as she worked it just right to brush her bottom lip against his. "So...do you wanna take care of me yourself, Mr. House!"

 

Their lips lingered in the vicinity of each other, hovering without making any more incidental contact.

 

Eventually, he was the one to break the silence, stunning her with his reply.

 

"Why not?" House answered and Steph lifted her eyes to peer into his.

 

His face was open, straight, honest, not a smirk nor a sneer to be seen.

 

A smile suddenly stole across her lips as she realized he was being earnest.

 

The booze must have been making her happy.

 

She was not expecting it, then, when the man grabbed her around the waist, turned her around so they were no longer facing each other and carried her into the hotel room's bathroom by force.

 

"Hey! Hey!" she cried, fighting him every inch of the way.

 

It was no use. The same body she had admired was once again her own personal downfall. She was no match for it, even with how much stronger she had become. With great confidence and strength, Robert House moved her about like she was little more than a mannequin, bringing her straight to the huge tub she'd tried out the first night she'd stayed at the 38.

 

Bending her over the tub, the rim pushing into her naked stomach on one end and Robert House's strong, hard body pushing into her from the other, the billionaire reached over and turned on the faucet.

 

But only the cold one.

 

And it, all the way.

 

"No! No! No!" Steph cried, struggling and aware fitfully about what was to happen next.

 

She tried to struggle, but it didn't work, he was too powerful and all it was doing was further turning her on.

 

"My dear, Steph...You didn't get what you were after. I think we both know what the next logical step is," House whispered into her ear, his tone betraying that he was having, at least, a little more difficulty in restraining her then his body was indicating.

 

When the tub was filled, House reversed the faucet and backed away, but only so he could scoop Steph up completely in his arms.

 

"LET ME GO!" she screamed, realizing too late it wasn't the right choice of words.

 

"As you say," he remarked, holding her over the now filled bathtub and letting her drop straight into it.

 

"NOOOOO!" Steph cried, which soon became an ear splitting screech as the cold water hit her bare skin.

 

There was a fairly big splash as she hit the water, and with it being so large, it was fairly deep as well, completely submerging her for a second or two.

 

She emerged to find House peering down at her, that irritating little smug smile back now and dancing on his face. She could tell by the see-through quality of his shirt that she had ended up spraying him, at least.

 

However, it was not enough for her liking.

 

Not enough by a long shot.

 

"That should bring your fever down," he remarked, folding his arms across his chest, an act which caused a hill to form in his tie.

 

"Oh yeah," Steph remarked, wiping the wet strands of hair away from her eyes. "You look like you need to cool down too."

 

Quickly, with the startling speed of a mink, she took firm hold of the slope in the tie and used it to pull Robert House down into the tub with her.

 

Although he was much larger than her, and far more strong, the element of surprise (as well as the element of balance) was successfully on her side. His arms shooting out in a futile effort to save himself, House joined her in the bathtub, landing virtually on top of Steph and sending a strange little rush running all throughout her cold body. Suddenly it wasn't so cold to the ex-showgirl, not that House was feeling any of the heat for himself, however, as he backed up against the rim and suppressed a shiver. He wiped at his face and glared at her, wet, cold and annoyed.

 

"I should really thank you for getting my clothes off beforehand," Steph remarked precociously. "I don't think your suit will get off so luckily."

 

Angrily, House splashed water into her eyes and Steph swiftly retaliated, until, before either knew it, they were having what constituted as a full out, small fight inside of the tub, small only because, when both opponents were wet and slippery, and one of them was obviously holding back due to his sex, it could be nothing but. They manhandled each other for a few minutes, finding in the process that his anger and her sexual frustration were ebbing. His was seeminly evaporating, despite the cold, thanks to the act of physically letting off steam. Hers, on the other hand, had been embarrasingly taken care of amongst all of the struggling in the tub, an overwhelming moment that had made her momentarily stop in her assault on the man, only to resume it so to save face and give the appearance that nothing had actually happened.

 

Steph told herself that it didn't mean anything that House was the one whom had helped bring it about.

 

Anyone would have done.

 

He just happened to be handy, what with his actual hands slipping all over her, along with his strong thighs pressing against hers, it was bound to happen sooner or later, especially with her being all wound up like she was.

 

It also didn't help either that, besides from herself, he was the warmest thing in the tub, a fact that was funny given his frozenesque personality.

 

She only hoped he hadn't noticed, especially when they both found themselves sitting at their respective sides of the tub and he could actually have a good, long look at her, her palm not barrelling into his chin. She hoped he mistook her blush and heavy breathing to just be from exertion and nothing else.

 

That was her only wish.

 

Lucky for her, If House suspected anything, he kept his calculations to himself.

 

Instead of talking, they just sat and stared, two enemies at a truce.

 

After a nod, House reached into his coat pocket and pulled out his cigarette case. When his lighter made a similar appearance, and a flame actually appeared at its tip, Steph suspected that the man used his inventing skills to help him out with his habit as well, not just with trying to save Las Vegas. When the cigarette actually lit and he began to casually smoke, she was convinced of it.

 

She only wished she could ask him for one too.

 

But that might give herself away.

 

"So," House began, exhaling a cloud of smoke in her general direction. "Feeling better now?"

 

"Mmm hmm," she sounded, hating that he probably was thinking he'd won. She also hated how the statement could indicate he did know just how much better she felt. She needed to tip things in her favor again. "Of course...I'd feel even better if you could have seen the look on Dean Domino's face when I told him you bought me underage in Asia."

 

The result was the one she desired. House leaned forward, his eyes freshly ablaze.

 

"You did what?" the man asked, obviously losing his cool and not just from the cigarette he was smoking.

 

"Well it was to keep your plan safe afterall," she defended coyly, then let the innocence drop just a little as she added, "I told him you corrupted a minor...daddy-san."

 

"Why you little..." House leaned even more forward, grabbing her laughing head and pushing it beneath the cold water in his freshly ignited anger.

 

Unphased, Steph used the opportunity, while she was under, to grab at the front of his pants, taking hold of his zipper and trying to pull it down.

 

The zipper only made it halfway.

 

House didn't exactly bolt out of the tub, but neither did he leave it at a leisurely pace either.

 

Steph's head popped up again, bright eyed and smiling, just in time to see her boss grabbing a towel and robe from off the back of the door. The woman moved to the rim resting her arms on it, and then resting her cheek on one of them too, all while she admired House's assured movements and the way that his wet suit clung to his body.

 

He's back, she kept unreasonably thinking.

 

He's back.

 

And past that, further at the back of her mind, went the thought she didn't even dare contemplate: What will it be like when I'm all the way down at Vault-Tec and he's still up here?

 

"There," House said, throwing the towel and the robe onto the floor halfway across to her, and avoiding hitting a puddle. "Get out, get dry and get changed. We can continue this discussion in the morning."

 

"Oh, is that what we were having?" she retorted. "And here I thought we were fighting." Her eyes darted to the floor and then back up again. "And you just threw in the towel, I might add."

 

House smirked and she had the distinct impression he was avoiding rolling his eyes.

 

He was almost out the door when she heard her voice calling out to him, without even realizing she'd opened her mouth. "I'm glad your fancy jet didn't crash into a mountain or something."

 

Her cheek was back against her arm and she watched in sideways, dreamy vision as he turned to slowly face her. His look was about as cold as the water. "If Dean Domino spoils my plans, you'll wish that it had," he confessed.

 

He wasn't smiling as he left her, and Steph couldn't be sure, as she stepped out of the tub, if it was the coldness of the water, the chill of the breeze or just Robert House's warning that sent a shiver down her spine.

Notes:

And that concludes what I like to call the Dean Domino trilogy of chapters.

Actually, they turned out just like, or better, than I had hoped, which is rare for me. I usually prefer what's inside of my head, which I have a difficult time capturing.

Steph pretending to be part Asian was done partly in reference to the horrible practice old Hollywood had of casting white actors in Asian roles, under heavy makeup. It was still unfortunately alive in the 60s and 70s. My sister and I knew an actor called Joey Forman whom was often cast in such roles, like on Get Smart and the Monkees.

Peter Sellers played Charlie Chan, or a variant, in a film called "Murder by Death".

I wasn't sure but believed that, if Cooper Howard's films were any indication, that it would still be an unfortunate practice within the Fallout universe.

I really love and enjoy writing this fic. I'm happy I've gotten this far and surprised by how much I still have left to tell. We haven't even gotten to Bud yet!

But soon.

He'll be coming soon.

As Steph falls more down the rabbit hole and House is there guiding and tormenting her along the way, like an overly serious and smirking Cheshire Cat.

Thank you so very much for coming this far with me and thank you so very much for reading! :D <3

Chapter 18: When the World is at Your Fingertips, And You Have Failed to Grasp It

Summary:

House gives Steph an unexpected lecture.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Upon waking up on the floor, Steph was first confused as to why she was sleeping there exactly, and secondly embarassed over the realization of why she infact was. Her bed wasn't decent for sleeping on after her tryst with Dean Domino (even with the protection and interruption) and all of the change of bedsheets she'd possessed had been used on climbing out of the window.

 

The floor had seemed a good enough substitute; It would do, at least.

 

She was still in the robe that House had thrown at her and its softness was one plus side, even if there weren't many of those now that her memory was fully returning.

 

Sitting up, she remembered fully the events of the previous night and almost cringed, feeling mortified all over again. Running a hand through her blonde tresses, Steph realized how much she'd risked and almost lost, and for what? A roll in the hay with a creep? Seeing a movie she never even made it to the end of? Oh, boy, she'd almost blown it!

 

As it had turned out, her revenge had almost been arsenic to herself instead of the intended target.

 

Remembering the look on House's face, she recalled the beggar woman on the streets now too and thought of Miss Ann Thrope. With the way she was feeling, the sad sunken feeling in the pit of her stomach, maybe that old Chinese proverb about starting revenge by digging two graves had been devastatingly right.

 

At least, House was back now and hadn't murdered her.

 

Steph rose to her bare feet, feeling a crink in her back, which was less grateful for her taskmaster's return than her head was.

 

She made it to the bathroom, the patches of water on the floor now dried, and walked over to the full length mirror waiting in the corner. Standing in front of it, she dropped the robe back to its place on the floor to examine her body for the signs of her bathtub fight with Robert House. Turning this way and that, looking over her shoulder at one point behind her, Steph was surprised to see that the man had been forceful enough and yet still gentle to not have left a single bruise.

 

The most impact he'd apparently had had been inside of her body, where it could remain safely unseen.

 

Steph caught the blush in her reflection and looked instantly down so as not to see it. Instead, her head was lowered in the direction of the heart now pounding inside of her chest at the prospect of seeing the man whom had satisfied her need without even realizing it. The man whom had said they would be resuming his reprimand of her that morning. And this time it wasn't just about which fork to use with a salad or how to best look through an office drawer while the occupant was away and you only had five minutes until their return.

 

This time House had returned and she'd been caught right in the midst of being in another man's drawers.

 

* * *

 

He was waiting for her in their lesson room when she went down to it. She hestitated in the doorway, staring at his back as he finished clearing the last lesson off the blackboard and then walked over to his desk, sitting down and staring at a snow globe lying in wait upon it. It looked like a new one to her, one he had acquired on his little business trip. His face had an inscrutable quality while staring at the globe in his hands, and yet she chose to scrutinize it, believing she was safe from where she was standing and would not be seen.

 

"You can enter, Miss Calculations," House instructed out of the blue, his head never lifting to look at her but staying firmly on the globe inside of his grasp.

 

Not so safe, afterall, Steph thought ruefully.

 

Swallowing harshly, she fully entered their classroom, immediately going towards her desk, the penitent student still fearful of a suspension or ruler lashing. She loathed how her chair sounded on the floor as she pulled it out, some noise akin to that of chalk screeching on the blackboard, but while she cringed, House just sat staring at her, as frozen now as the world inside of the globe now that the snowfall had ceased.

 

Sitting now, Steph believed she might owe him the courtesy of meeting his gaze, at least, although she was mortified slightly by the thought.

 

What if the somewhat fine enough mood he'd adopted when he'd left her last night had suddenly evaporated?

 

What if he'd run it through his algorithms and now she was more of a liability than an asset to his plan?

 

Forget about when she was at Vault-Tec and he was here (a worry that now shamed her because it sounded too much like she was in love with him), what would she do if he terminated his plan with her entirely and threw her out?

 

What if he never wanted to see her again?

 

All these fears were stirring turbulently inside of her soul, as she stared into his eyes, but there was really only one fact she could not escape from, no matter what happened to her after its fulfillment.

 

She was about to receive a lecture.

 

And probably a pretty unpretty one at that.

 

House was still staring at her, his eyes, dark inpenetrable.

 

Now he was placing his hands on his desk, the fingers interlocking while he refused to say a single word, Steph's guts feeling like they were doing their own bit of locking, a horrible feeling of tightness she couldn't fight herself free from.

 

It was going to happen any second now, he was going to give her a blast, just really let her have it, his sense of betrayal rejuvenated after a night's sleep, or lack of once.

 

Taking a breath, House opened his mouth and then...

 

And then the words he chose were ones she had never associated with a lecture before in her life.

 

"I wish to apologize to you, Stephanie."

 

She was stunned, sitting at her desk and feeling like one must feel when, either a huge joke was in the midst of being played on them, or a bullet had just gone whizzing by their head.

 

"You want to apologize to me?" she stated, resisting the urge to actually point at herself.

 

House nodded and then rose to his feet, walking to the other side of his desk and talking the whole way. "Don't get me wrong, your actions were once again petty, foolish and spiteful, I suspect they were more to defy me than because you really wished the end results, never a wise choice."

 

He had reached the front of the desk and now leaned against it, folding his arms across his chest as he met her eyes full on once more. "And yet, I do accept some responsibility. For one, you would never have accomplished anything, learning the securitron's routine, scaling the 38's wall, if it had not been for the excellence of my lessons."

 

Oh brother, Steph thought, even when House was trying to be ingratiatingly modest he still managed to inflate his ego.

 

"I taught you too well, I fear."

 

She had to refrain from rolling her eyes, especially now that his own were focused directly on them.

 

"But...I also have been a little unreasonably strict in my handling of you. I should have expected you would inevitably revolt...you surprised me, Steph. Very few have managed that, and though it might sound peculiar, I thank you for it."

 

While she had never encountered any of the cleaning staff House hired to tend to the Lucky 38, be they human or mechanical, Steph was positive that now she was inevitably going to since they would likely have to come scrap her off of the room's hardwood floor.

 

"I don't know what to say," she replied, her heart fluttering oddly.

 

"Say you forgive me."

 

Her cheeks feeling red hot, Steph nodded shyly and said, "You're forgiven."

 

House studied her intently then nodded as he said, "Good."

 

They were staring at each other again, the sole people in the room, let alone probably the entire building, and Steph was feeling that the air conditioning system must have been on the blink, considering how warm she suddenly felt.

 

"So what do I learn today?" she asked, needing a relief from the silence, which was heavy but not as much as House's always enigmatic gaze.

 

"I think we need to go back to a basic," he stated, leaving the desk to walk to the cleared blackboard. "One you have failed to exploit, potentially because I did not impress upon you the full extent of what it meant."

 

At the blackboard, he grabbed a piece of chalk and started to write down this simple sentence: Anything you want.

 

"Steph, I am perfectly aware of the inequality of our rather unique partnership. However, I believe that you have not realized that I am completely good for, and capable of, living up to my word...that means when I promised you anything you wanted I meant..." With a forceful stroke, one which still did not elicit an annoying screech for his amazing smoothness, Robert House underlined the first word he had written.

 

Anything.

 

He turned to study her again, and for the length and import behind his eyes, Steph felt like she was missing something he wanted her to know.

 

"I...I'm sorry...I don't understand," she said, her voice meek and mild to even her own stunned ears.

 

House left the board and grabbed another desk lying in the corner of the room. Easily, he brought it to Steph's own and placed it directly infront of it. Instead of using it for its intended use, however, House sat directly on it, facing his student and able to look down at her from its taller height.

 

"You wanted to go see the latest Cooper Howard film, correct? I wouldn't let you out of the 38. In retaliation, you first had a pout and then staged your own little revolt, that might have cost you your life, and me my plan, I might point out. What you failed to do was find an alternative. Alternatives can help you reach your more valuable goal, even if it admits a certain concession."

 

Steph continued to stare at him, not getting the full drift of his words.

 

House took another deep breath and forged onward. "You forgot my promise to you, Stephanie, and have also undervalued your own ingenuity at getting what you want. You had another possible solution always within your reach, but your mind is still so set on its everyday trajectory you failed to seize the opportunity presented."

 

Steph fumbled, feeling insulted again, and still not wholly understanding what he was getting at. "Which was?" she asked, her face burning for entirely different reasons now.

 

House smirked, "Which, my dear Miss Calculations, is: if I would not let you go to the Fremont, you should have demanded that I bring the Fremont to you instead."

 

Her brows furrowed, her mouth back in a pout as she tried to understand what he meant. It was impossible for House to actually bring the Fremomt theater there, brick by brick, it was far too large and that would take time. But if he...

 

Her mouth fell open, but eventually her lips pulled it shut again as they curled into a disbelieving smile. "You aren't being serious?"

 

Folding his arms for a second time, Mr. House nodded, his smile dry and nowhere near as wide as hers. "You have my utmost assurance, I am."

 

Steph started to laugh at her desk, and it eventually dwindled down into a giggle. "That's not too much of an inconvenience," she suddenly inquired.

 

House unfolded his arms again, placing his hands at the desk's edge instead, and looked at the ceiling, as if begging for strength. "Steph, I am afraid you are too naive and precious in your requests. You are afraid to inconvenience me, while I am planning on inconveniencing you for what basically amounts to the rest of your life, that includes both before and presumably after the war. Inconvenience me, by all of your means take advantage of me, just never request anything that jeopardizes our mission!"

 

Steph thought his reasoning, like usual was sound, even if it reminded her with full force of what she had gotten herself into. The rest of her life had been sold to this man: suddenly it didn't seem like being too much of a bitch to be creative and taxing in what she asked for in return.

 

If that was only being fair, then she might as well go a bit further with it.

 

"Can I have something else then?" she asked, sitting up straight. "Something besides the Fremont?"

 

"Name it?"

 

"How about new sheets?" she asked rather dantily. "Mine are a little messy and I seemed to have used up all of yours."

 

There was a beat before his response.

 

Robert House began to laugh, a dry, hard, almost mirthless sound, admittedly, but a laugh nonetheless. It was a laugh, that Steph gingerly joined in on, but only when she thought it was safe enough to.

 

* * *

 

It took about thirty minutes for House to make good on his promise of new bedsheets (having foreseen the need for them when he'd apparently found them missing elsewhere inside of the 38 and already had them on order) and about a week and a half on his one to bring the Fremont to the casino.

 

Stephanie could hear it, the sound not the construction of an army of securitons this time, but something else.

 

Something just for her.

 

A fact that made her smile and whistle throughout the buildings hallways, wherever she went, feeling about as special as a lunar eclipse that rained gold.

 

She might have actually felt grateful to House, except for the fact that he himself had reminded her it was what she only deserved anyway.

 

Nothing more, nothing less.

 

Besides, the man now being back, had lost no time in reminding her of what he was like.

 

An insufferable, pompous, know-it-all jerk.

 

Why had she thought that she would even miss him when she left for California and Vault-Tec? Ha! It would be a blessing to not have to see his smirking, overly familiar face every day.

 

She must have been drunk to have felt any other way.

 

He reminded her of this fact when when, ten days after his return, they were in the middle of a karate lesson and he was already finding fault with every single thing she did. No kick was perfect, nor any punch. She felt like she could do no right in his eyes and it put her in a bad mood real quickly. He'd started these lessons the day of his instruction for her to be more creative in her demands, and Steph felt like it was motivated by both of their residual feelings of anger and resentment. Perhaps, House believed it was best to get it all out in sessions of physical training, ones where they could actually unleash on each other, yet for a reason.

 

Everything had a reason when it came to what House did.

 

It was exceedingly vexing.

 

They were in their matching white Gi, House's always seeming pristine, as if he wasn't so human as to even sweat, while hers clung to her damp body.

 

She had kicked a second too late and too low to be effective, and he had punished her for it by sweeping her leg, thus sending her sprawling to the floor.

 

"You aren't precise enough," he stated in annoyance as she propped herself up on the mat, looking upwards into his glaring, unpleased face. "You'd be incapacitated and caught if they discovered you."

 

"Well, sorry," she mockingly apologized. "I suppose with this short of time at it, I should be tournament ready by now."

 

He paused, considered it and then remarked, "You're right. I should consider who I am working with and not raise my hopes so high."

 

Ohhhhh, Steph glowered on the floor. He was a piece of work.

 

She got to her feet and saucily strolled over to where her water bottle was waiting.

 

"Get back here," House instructed. "We're not done yet."

 

"I'm thirsty," Steph replied through a mouthful of water. "Besides, my ass is telling me we're finished if it has to break my fall another time today."

 

She swallowed and took another big swig, only to find House staring at her as she turned to face him.

 

"Speaking of finished, the Fremont is done," House revealed.

 

"Yippee," she declared, hiding her genuine excitement.

 

After analyzing her again, House inquired, "I wanted to know if you would attend the showing of the latest Cooper Howard film with me tonight? I know you've seen it already, but I haven't had the pleasure yet."

 

"Not even when you were in Hollywood?" Stephanie asked, loathing how tight her voice sounded.

 

House restrictively shook his head. "Unfortunately, no. Business would not allow it."

 

"Business?" she repeated, her eyes rolling.

 

"You might still doubt it, but yes, business," House returned, sounding irritated. "But I have the evening free tonight and I am fond of Cooper Howard's work, in general. Would you do me the honor of joining me? You can tell me, what you think of the end result of your request."

 

Steph scowled, visions of House stepping out with his starlet still flashing through her mind. Still, she was curious about how the film ended, or, at least, that was what she told herself. She wouldn't bother telling House that she had left before the film's second act with Dean Domino, enjoying the idea that House might fear she'd spoil the ending for him.

 

"Sure," Steph said, dabbing at the sweat on her face. "I think my calendar's clear tonight."

 

House bowed. "That's a sign of respect," he stated and then teased drolly, "But then you'd know all about that before I brought you over here."

 

Steph rolled her eyes, stepping back onto the mat. "Ha ha. Now are you ready to beat my butt again, Bert? Or, at least, to point out all of my mistakes? You're very good at it."

 

"Better at it than you are at learning from them," he rebuffed, instantly knocking her off of her feet again.

 

As she lay on the floor, staring at the ceiling, Steph wondered when she had become a masochist? Was going to see a movie with Robert House bound to be much different than this? He'd probably spend the whole film criticizing everything,  from the acting to the plot to the sets.

 

How much fun would that be?

 

Consider it business, she thought.

 

That was what House most likely would be seeing it as.

 

* * *

 

Though he'd given her directions on where to go, the truth was Steph had heard the noises inside of the Lucky 38 for so long she could have found her way blindfolded.

 

Why she'd bothered dressing up for it was another mystery, however.

 

Because she had the chance to go without wig and heavy makeup?

 

Because she could actually be herself for tonight?

 

So dressed up in a pretty pink dress, the types the movie stars wore, her hair looking golden, sleek and yet still soft, Steph had walked in a pair of matching heels down to the specified place at the alloted time, only to find House, dressed in a tuxedo which made him look like an A list actor, lying in wait for her at the bottom of the staircase.

 

He didn't say a word, but looked her over and was so genuinely pleased, that Steph felt the parts of her body that were exposed turn an even darker shade of pink than her dress was. House offered her his arm and they made the rest of the journey together to where the Fremont-hidden-inside-of-the-Lucky 38 was ready and waiting for them.

 

Steph's eyes enlargened in shock, something she immediately tried to hide from House. How he had managed to make a virtual replica (on a smaller scale, of course) of the Fremont, in such a short time, astounded her. Everything looked almost the same, except for the fact that it wasn't sitting on the Vegas strip but inside of the casino now unopened to the public.

 

Even as they went inside, Steph recognized the concession stand she had bypassed on her girl's night out. This time, House was the one who insisted they visit it, ordering the concession worker, a securitron, to serve them up a large bucket of popcorn and two drinks (a Nuka cola and a ginger ale), before seeing them off without rendering a payment and with a jovial, "Enjoy the film!" besides.

 

"Good help is hard to find," House remarked, handing her the bucket and a drink. "It's much easier to make."

 

She might have had a snappy comeback for him, but he'd opened the cinema doors by then and she now saw that what he had managed on the outside had been repeated inside too. Before her lay an exact duplicate of the Fremont, so much so that she was having flashbacks to her dilemma of where to sit, even though this Fremont was empty save for House and herself.

 

Oh, it was perfect!

 

And that he had done it for her was what thrilled Steph the most.

 

"Do you like it?" he asked, as if reading her thoughts.

 

"It's okay," she replied nonchalantly.

 

They walked down the aisle, House eventually asking, "Now where to sit?"

 

Steph pointed to a seat in the middle of the middle row, and when House wasn't looking because he was going in that direction, zipped down the aisle to the row at the front. She only looked over her shoulder at him once she'd sat down, and that was only to throw him her own version of a little smug smirk while she ate some of the popcorn.

 

Now settled in his seat, House just lit a cigarette and sat back, as if he had been expecting her deceit all along.

 

Steph turned back to face the theater screen, tossing another handful of popcorn into her mouth, some being caught on her tongue.

 

When the picture started, and the lights dimmed, House called out once, "Would the woman in the front row please duck down? I'm getting a glint off of her hair. It's terribly distracting."

 

For a second time, Steph turned around, throwing the actual popcorn at House this time, whom only leaned back to turn his full attention to the screen. Steph did the same, sitting up straighter in a chair that even felt like the ones at the Fremont had.

 

Even though she had not necessarily enjoyed it the first time, Steph found the movie far more palatable the second time around. Of course, it might have been the whole conceit that how she was actually watching it this time around was of her own making.

 

Or it could have been the fact that House was only a few rows behind her, puffing away on his cigarette, and with his presense, giving her no reason to actually miss him.

 

It made for a rather fun enough experience.

 

Despite her belief that he'd spend most of the movie nitpicking it, the few glances she threw back at House always found him watching the screen in a state of pure rapture. He seemed mesmerised by the bit of Hollywood make believe, more enraptured than she had ever seen him before, besides when he was admiring his beloved snow globes.

 

He also seemed to be moving up a row each time she stole a glance, the screen pulling him closer, until she realized, as the film neared its ending, that he was directly in the row behind her, the scent of smoke even stronger now.

 

The villan defeated, Steph wondered why her boss seemed somewhat satisfied with the act. Did he fail to see traces of himself in the bad guy? His wealth, ego, ruthlessness and his overall greed? She guessed it flew right over his inflated head, never once seeing that men like him were being mocked in the type of films he obviously loved.

 

Instead he just ignorantly accepted it and seemed well pleased.

 

He was less impressed with the love scene at the end, however.

 

When it got to the part where the rancher's daughter and Cooper Howard declared their love for each other, then and only then did his criticisms finally come into play.

 

"That about washes as much as the water they bathe the hogs in," he snorted. "I don't understand why they always insist on wrecking a perfectly good film by adding that nonsense at the tail end of it."

 

"You didn't buy the romance?" Steph asked, taking her eyes from off the screen to look directly at House.

 

"No. I don't buy any love story. I don't buy love. Certainly not as the grand end goal they always present it as."

 

"Well, what about you and your starlet or starlets...whichever you saw when you were down in Hollywood?"

 

House met her gaze and held it, thoroughly nonplussed. "Stephanie, as I have already told you, I need to keep up appearances. I already achieved what I needed from Jane quite a while ago. However, I needed to see Bud Askins while in the city, he wanted to show me his 'Bud's Buds' project in person, and even he would have thought it invariably odd if I wasn't spotted with my favorite actress while there."

 

"You got what you needed from her?" Steph repeated feeling both pleased by his words and disgusted. "What exactly?

 

House smirked and took another drag from his cigarette. "A digitalized copy of her brain patterns. I don't intend to spend an eternity of ruling New Vegas with the actual decaying model by my side, but her brain patterns vigorously controlled inside of a securitron should work out nicely."

 

"You're warped," Steph commented, after a few seconds of staring at him with her mouth hanging open. She turned back to face the screen, fishing some popcorn out of the bucket, though it was nearing the bottom of it now and was mostly kernels.

 

House surprised her by leaning forward and getting a handful for himself. For Jane's sake, she hoped he crunched down and instantly found out for himself that he was too late for the good stuff.

 

Howard and the girl were still on the screen making their drawn out declaration and it suddenly left her feeling more annoyed than it previously had. "So if you don't believe in love what do you believe in?" Steph asked, not bothering to turn around to look at her "date".

 

"Companionship, partnership, attraction, compatibility," House answered. "Those things can be counted on."

 

"Hmph," Steph sounded.

 

"I love you," Cooper Howard stated, looking deep into the eyes of the daughter of the rancher.

 

"I love you, too" whispered back the ingenue, her eyes full of a not entirely feigned adoration.

 

The two lovers began to kiss and House leaned forward in the row behind her, resting an arm on the back of the chair beside Steph's own, the cigarette casually held between his fingers.

 

"I can promise you, my dear Steph, I'd never use those words, even if I did fall in love," Robert House stated, his voice as cynical and devoid of warmth as always. Steph took her eyes off of the film's supposed big emotional payoff to stare at her boss' face as it was illuminated by the bright light of the projector. "Those words are so ordinary, made cheap with their overuse. They really mean nothing these days. No, if I fell in love, I would use an entitely different set of three words."

 

"And what would those be?" Steph asked, her heart in her throat.

 

"Come with me," House answered, his eyes still on the screen and reflecting the image of the two lovers in an embrace.

 

When Steph managed to tear her eyes away from House's face, which had not looked at her once during his confession, it was to find the words "The End" sprawled out on the screen before it faded to black.

 

She suddenly felt like it was the second time she'd missed fully seeing the end of the film, although she'd never admit that to House.

 

Hearing his rising to his feet behind her, ready to lead her away from the faux Fremont, Steph felt tears coming to her eyes, although the movie's ending had been a happy and not sad one. Her eyes must have become dry, sitting too near to the screen, she reasoned.

 

"Now that you've had another night at the movies, I hope that need has been properly fulfilled and can be struck off the list. You can request any film you'd like to see from now until you are sent to California, when, if all goes as planned, Bud will bring you to see them all. Till then, my wish is your command," House informed, his fingers at work refastening the buttons on his tuxedo's jacket, even though they hadn't come loose. "Now, if I can escort you back to your room, I would consider it another honor."

 

The theater seemed dark and empty before the young woman spoke.

 

"Yes," Steph replied, blinking away the unexplained tears from her eyes, and trying not to think about how much the request had sounded like a boy offering to walk the girl he liked home.

 

Unfortunately, the Lucky 38, was destined to never be a home which actually belonged to her.

Notes:

If anybody has looked at my other work, they will see that I am a Helaemond girl, so they might believe that House's words of love were influenced by the last episode of House of the Dragon.

It honestly wasn't.

I've had that planned since June.

It was one of life's odd little coincidences, or as I call them: "God's Thumbprint".

I really wanted to update this again this week, but that is looking doubtful right now. Something important came up. I will still be trying to do a Sugar fic, like I promised myself I would, but updating my other fics is precarious. This update was a long one though, so I hope that makes up for it.

Thank you so very much for reading! It is appreciated! :D <3

Chapter 19: Lessons Learned

Summary:

Stephanie finds herself continually frustrated by House, with several unexpected surprises not helping any.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

House now having returned, animosities and resentments somewhat smoothed over, things fell into routine at the Lucky 38, with Steph now basically taking advantage of House's "Anything You Want" instruction.

 

If a day turned up where she felt like ice cream, the billionaire might as well have had a cow somewhere stashed on the premises, one that had been milked that very morning with a maid to churn the outcome in time for the afternoon, because it was waiting in a bowl at her table by lunch, fresh and tasting absolutely delicious.

 

She had clothes flown in from the fashion magazines she'd read out of boredom following her lessons with House, and had attended several films (both old and new) at her very own replica of the Fremont, sometimes with him present as her sole company, or sometimes bluntly refusing if the film wasn't his taste.

 

Fresh cut flowers (whatever she was in the mood for) adorned her bedroom (the bed now wearing sheets of silk) and several times she had the carpet completely covered in rose petals so she could walk through them in her bare feet, if only for the experience. She enjoyed the way they felt when they fell between her toes, and had left both feet smelling very pretty when she'd slipped a fresh pair of white cotton socks over them.

 

On rare occassion, she was even let outside of the old casino to walk around it, but always with a securitron present and never when the traffic reports complained of conjestion on the Vegas Strip.

 

It was an easy life, besides the lessons and House's usual critiques, but after a while, like the cut flowers in her suite, the novelty began to wilt and Steph found herself becoming bored with it all.

 

Even if she kept thinking of new "demands" for House to give her.

 

Part of it was done, she feared, to impress him more than her own wish fulfillment. She was trying to keep him satisfied and make him present her with that little pleased nod he would whenever she had thought of something particularly creative. Maybe the problem was, and always had been, that now she could have anything she wanted, she'd discovered that she possessed very simple tastes. She often thought back of her childhood, and how all she had needed was a particularly sweet tune playing from a music box, or the little spinning ballerina which sometimes accompanied them, to bring a giggle of delight to her.

 

She didn't think House was much different, not when his stupid old snow globes had relatively the same effect on him.

 

But could she ever make a man like Robert House understand that on a primary level?

 

She doubted it when he seemed to enjoy throwing his wealth and standing around.

 

It was sad, but she'd found herself almost waiting in excitement to put all of her lessons to use...some part of her couldn't actually wait until she spied on Bud Askins!

 

During another of her many self defense courses, back in a Gi she was managing to not dirty up with her sweat too much these days, seeing as though she actually was improving, House apparently sensed her general impatience and ennui, for he announced, remarkably out of the blue, "You're lessons are almost complete. I think it's just in time too. You're beginning to look like a winning race horse chomping straight through the bit."

 

Ignoring the comparison to a horse, Steph gave a semi kick to the mat with a foot that still bore residual whiffs of rose petals and tried to find some solace in the statement that it wouldn't be long until she was done with her tedious routine.

 

Except...

 

That meant being away from Robert House.

 

Which really shouldn't be a minus, but rather a major plus.

 

Only she'd gotten rather used to him.

 

Which was probably, like his isolation of her, just another abuse tactic...

 

Only he wanted her gone...

 

So it couldn't be.

 

Odds were he'd never miss her as much as she would wind up missing him.

 

To counter the negative spin her thoughts were taking, Steph held her head up and suddenly replied, "That's great because I'm getting super bored with all of this."

 

She hoped he would construe that to include his arrogant ass too.

 

"Even having your every wish catered to?" House inquired.

 

Steph sighed, her shoulders rising and falling. "To be honest...yeah, even with that part."

 

The man looked well pleased. "Good. Subsequently, take that away as one of your most invaluable lessons."

 

"What?" she demanded, her impatience on clear display now.

 

House smirked. "Only the precious few, whom have the power to have had their deepest material desires answered, are wise enough to realize how unfulfilling and drab it soon becomes. Truth be told, Stephanie, if you hadn't come to the epiphany yourself, I may never have trusted you enough to go through with my plans, and would have likely aborted my mission entirely."

 

If only, Steph fumed, if only she could keep the moments like this one, where House was being an overintelligent, inhuman, gloating, egomaniac, bottled up like a Nuka Cola, she could take it out to sip when needed and never, NEVER, run the risk of ever, EVER actually missing the man.

 

"You could discard me that fast?" she asked, walking directly up to him.

 

He looked past her shoulder, giving it some minor thought. "I wouldn't use the word 'discard' per se," he mused, his eyes finding hers near the end of the statement. "You would have been properly compensated, I'd say, in experiencing a luxury few have in their lifetimes and I would have insured that any work you might have sought or desired in Vegas was instantly yours."

 

"How about when the world ended?" Steph took an inch of a step closer, her hands resting on her hips. "Would you have bought me a place in one of those stupid vault things?"

 

His eyes were still fixed on hers. "I'm afraid, that would have compromised any future plans I'd need to reformulate, so, no, I couldn't have dared risked it," he answered without blinking even once.

 

Steph momentarily looked down, seeing that they were still on the mat, where House had once taught her that everything constituted as a fight and all moves were fair. Now really wasn't any different. He'd probably understood just how much his honesty would hurt her, and refused to pull a single punch in delivering the truthful blow.

 

She hated how he knew her so well.

 

How she had gotten to know him in return.

 

"I'm sorry to hear that," she commented.

 

Steph looked down at the mat again, displaying a sorrow he was probably eating up.

 

Good.

 

That way, she prayed, he would be looking at her face and not her hands.

 

Instantly, her right hand shot out, then her left, grabbing hold of Robert House's arm before he could even compute it.

 

"Ay Ya!" Steph called out, putting all of her hatred and frustration in the sound as she flipped her boss over her shoulder and on to the mat behind her.

 

Quickly, she turned around in time to see House lying there, confused and on his back, in the same position he usually found her. Smiling, Steph leaned over, her blonde hair flopping forward as she beamed down into the man's moustached face. "Consider that another lesson learned," she gloated, her hands cupping her knees.

 

House's face was calm once more, viewing her from what must have seemed an upside down sort of point of view. "Perhaps," he replied. "But not perfected."

 

Before she knew what was happening, or could properly defend herself, Steph felt House's strong hands grabbing her at the calves, taking hold of them and pushing them backwards, sending her spilling forward, her face on level with an embarrassing and yet thrilling area on House's own body, while her complimentary area was on line with his own head. Not that the arrangement lasted for long. He slipped out from under her almost like the snake his business rivals saw him as, and soon, Steph felt his body pressed against her back, his muscles too easily felt through his Gi.

 

"You're willing to play dirty, but not dirty enough."

 

She was breathing heavily, while House's own breath was perfectly even.

 

Using the difference in their sizes, her smallness allowing for some leeway, Steph slinked easily enough onto her back, so she could then stare directly up into his face, a smile just as easily slinking on to her own.

 

"Really?" she countered "Because I thought I played rather dirty when you pushed me under water in the tub that time..."

 

Her hand went to where her head had gone then, her eyes staying on his dark ones, all while her fingers suddenly pulled up, reaching for the obi of his Gi instead. Smoothly, she untied it, pulling it free so that it would open, should he choose to move against her. With her other hand, she had loosened her own, making that an inevitability for herself then as well. Her hand moved to House's cheek, her thumb stroking the cleanly shaven skin there, which would probably be showing signs of roughness in an hour or two.

 

"Did you like that?" she breathed, her lips close to his, arching her back to push her body further into his.

 

Just as he had done before, House ejected himself hastily and with skill from the whole situation.

 

And just as she had expected, his Gi fell open along the way, exposing his wonderfully muscled and tight stomach. In response, Steph stood as well, intentionally letting her own Gi open and reveal whatever it would then too. House didn't deny himself an analytical look at it all, however, his expression and attitude was still so infuriatingly detatched to Steph that she wanted to scream. A very good opportunity had presented itself, one where they both could have any of their other physical and mental frustrations resolved on the mat, and yet he refused to seize the chance, still keeping her at an arm's distance!

 

What was wrong with him?

 

Was he so unused to human interaction, even his body's natural responses as a man played no role in his life?

 

Sizing up the situation, House stood up straight, retying the obi and thus denying her the sight of his perfect physique. In time, he addressed her calm, cool and collected, while she stood their disheveled, hot and partially exposed, sweat dripping down her pale smooth skin before him like it was, at least, allowed to release the tears of frustration she was too proud to.

 

"I'm afraid you, still have one need left unsatisfied," he remarked, giving the belt one last good pull. "I am also sorry to see that you have confused business with pleasure."

 

Business with pleasure? Her confused? Hadn't he been pressing a little too closely? Hadn't his eyes dilated slightly when she had arched into him, so closely imitating something more personal than what he'd done with that girl Jane up in Hollywood, during his last visit?

 

"You're the one who's confused," Stephanie retorted, tying her own obi back up. "You've mistaken teasing for honest interest. Apparently, you're so socially inadequate and without friends you don't understand a little playful mockery."

 

She meant the wound her words might cause, remembering his behavior on the staircase, and she succeeded, even if it felt like a somewhat empty victory.

 

"How witty of you," he commented, but his tone betrayed he considered it anything but.

 

Apparently, they were now like the obis to their Gis: tied.

 

To her surprise, House wasn't wholly finished with his comment though. "I do concede, however, that your little play was fitting in its contrariness to my request for tonight."

 

"Oh? And what would that be?" Steph inquired.

 

"You have seen fit to partially undress us; I ironically request that you put on your best evening dress for this evening."

 

"Are we going to the movies again?" she asked, somewhat hopeful for all of her annoyance.

 

"No, for tonight only, we will be dining in the Lucky 38's grand ballroom," he divulged. "Partially in celebration of your aptitude and success at your training. Mostly to display how proud I am of you."

 

Steph swallowed and swayed slightly on the mat, two acts that, no doubt, had not gone unobserved by Robert House. How she loathed him, how he could make her feel like, even when she had won just a little, he had still managed to defeat her.

 

In defense, she folded her arms and looked away, refusing to believe he had meant it as anything but another battle ploy.

 

They were both still standing on the mat afterall.

 

* * *

 

There was no warm pink dress wrapped on her slender body when she met Robert House that night. For this occasion, Stephanie had chosen a light blue affair, one far cooler to match her current mood. Her boss appraised her with the same amount of professional appreciation, however, failing to sense her intended chill. The tuxedo he wore appeared to be the same as the one he'd adorned for the Cooper Howard film. He offered her its sleeve, and his arm inside it, as he intended to sweep her into the ballroom, but Steph was intent on keeping her feet firmly on the ground.

 

It proved to be slightly more difficult, however, when she saw how fancily the ballroom had been decorated for the celebration of her, complete with streamers, balloons and glitter. It was a beautiful room to begin with, all white, cream and gold and the enhancement was done to compliment rather than detract. What surprised her even more was the inclusion of a band there, constructed of actual living and breathing human beings and not robots. Each of the band members had been blindfolded with an electronic device of House's own design it seemed, one which probably helped to somewhat muffle their ears as well.

 

"They can't see us that way," House gently leaned forward to whisper into her ear. "And any musician who couldn't play, even if he was blinded, isn't worth his instrument, I surmise. They probably walked in here thinking you are a married woman I am planning to seduce. I won't correct them of their error."

 

"You're so kind," Steph replied coldly.

 

House led her to a table, set and ready for two, sole diners, complete with a stunning arrangement of flower and ice at its center. A swan had been carved from the former, lying in a bed of red roses which surrounded it like a tiny pond. Sometimes a bead of water landed on a petal, looking like the morning dew had kissed the rose.

 

Pulling out the chair for her, Steph would not look at House as she reluctantly sat down on it, wanting to remain as frosty towards him as the frozen bird at the center of the table.

 

"I hope you don't mind, but I already ordered our individual meals for us," he informed, "It will help save time."

 

"Suit yourself," Steph remarked, her eyes focused on the band and not the man. "I'll leave on the plate what I don't like."

 

Her statememt proved harder to live by when every single dish that was served (all by securitrons, of course, blindfolded waiters finding it more difficult to maneuver tables than musicians did playing their instruments) proved to be too delicious, and too much to her liking, not to eat all of it at once. Once again, House had calculated perfectly everything she would like or want and all she could do was shoot herself in the foot if she wanted to defy or deny him. His own meal was consumed in between giving her what equaled as an oral report card, one listing her skills and accomplishments as well as his many various quibbles with her.

 

Steph much preferred listening to the band.

 

"You still have a tendency to talk back, which will lesson your appeal in Bud's overly sensitive eyes," House remarked at the tail end of his report. "But I'll mark that down to your attitude towards your current company and that your behavior will change while in his presence."

 

She finished the sip of wine she was enjoying, glancing stealthily as House reached over for his own glass.

 

Dessert almost finished, a truly remarkable torte of the freshest raspberries on the whitest, crispest crust she'd ever tasted, Steph could sense House staring at her, although she kept her eyes on the fork slicing through the torte, and how the juice of the fruit resembled blood on pale skin.

 

"Will you miss it here?" Robert Edwin House inquired suddenly, both out of the blue and boldly.

 

It was just the sort of uncomfortable question she'd been avoiding thinking of.

 

"I guess," she replied with a shrug, bringing the pierced dessert to her lips.

 

"It might surprise you, but I will miss you," House confessed almost softly, disregarding her apathy. "This place has become interesting while you were here."

 

The words were no sooner out of his mouth then Steph felt in danger of choking on a piece of torte. She only saved herself in the nick of time and then hid the way her jaw wished to drop by dabbing at her lips with a napkin.

 

"You have to be lying to me," she accused, once out of harm's way.

 

"No, I am being completely honest," House assured soberly. "I've been on my own here since I first aquired the 38. I have grown accustomed to seeing your face haunting it."

 

Steph wasn't sure what to say.

 

Her head was too busy trying to process what she was feeling to busy itself with thinking up a response.

 

She knew she was no longer as incensed as she had been seconds before.

 

Her heart, infact, had melted like the swan eventually would when given the proper amount of time.

 

Earlier in the day, House had merely been speaking from experience when he'd arrogantly told her that he'd been counting on her losing interest in having all of her wishes granted. He wasn't some genie inside of a bottle, having manipulated her into anything, but rather was the voice of wearied experience. He respected her enough, on some lower level at least, to hope she would eventually find out for herself what he had discovered years past.

 

It was sad really in a way.

 

There he was the richest man in Vegas, envied by millions of working men and women, and yet nothing exited him anymore, except envisioning the end of the world, one where he could play savior to the city he viewed as his sole refuge.

 

Vegas was his very own damsel in distress and he longed to play her hero.

 

How romantic it all was on a deeply distressing level.

 

Feeling her eyes starting to water like the ice swan sculpture, Steph now took her napkin to daub at them instead of her lips.

 

"Are you crying?" House asked.

 

She could lie, she knew, but what was the point? He'd just see through that too. It was ironic, House was the one whom seemed made of ice, yet she was the one whom had always seemed transparent to him, never the other way around. "Yes," she replied, putting down the napkin and trying to offer him her sweetest most genuine smile. "I lied before...I was just thinking about how much I really will miss this place too...and you."

 

Shyly, she looked down at her nap, where another napkin had been resting.

 

House studied her, reached for his wine glass and smugly took a drink of it. "You are a thoroughly charming woman. A man like Bud Askins doesn't stand a chance against you."

 

Once again, even when she should feel victorious, House always had a way of leaving her defeated.

 

"Thanks," Steph said, trying not to remoisten dried tears at the realization that he obviously did not include himself in such a category as this Askins.

 

The band switched songs now, the old one ending as the new one began and distracting her from her sorrow.

 

Steph recognized it immediately...

 

The Blue Danube Waltz.

 

One of her grandfather's music boxes had played just that tune, and the man had taught her to dance to it when she had been no taller than his knees and had needed to stand on his feet to learn the steps.

 

Her mind more on the music than her reservations of looking like a childish fool, Steph suddenly rose, taking hold of Robert House's hand, formerly at rest on the table, and trying to pull him to his feet by it. "Let's dance," she eagerly invited, whilst her intended partner remained seated.

 

"I don't waltz," House stated, looking, slightly, just slightly, caught off guard by the request.

 

"You think that matters?" Steph asked, close to laughing with nostalgia and with even more effort spent on trying to get him onto the ballroom floor. "I'll do all of the dancing, you just stand there if you want."

 

If it was her words, strength or his willingness that brought Robert House to his ever polished shoes, she did not know. Still, he slipped into place before her, with some trepidation, yet still agreeing to the dance.

 

"Here and here," Stephanie instructed, placing his hands where they should be and feeling a surge of power from being the instructer now while her professer was the unlearned one. 

 

Gradually, she began to move them across the empty floor, her gliding act far more a part of the actual waltz than her partner's contribution, whom still managed to follow her well enough, though his focus remained more on watching her than particularly perfecting the craft.

 

"You have very good timing," he remarked after a minute or two's worth of observation. "Is that something you picked up from your father's business?"

 

"Mmm hmmm...maybe," she answered, letting herself become lost in the moment of the music and being in House's arms. "I learned to dance from a music box...with my grandfather. Then my father, well, he thought I had some talent and used a little of our nest egg on lessons for me."

 

"Money well spent, it seems."

 

A tinge of melancholy seized the daughter of the music box maker as she confessed, "I was a fast learner and it was fortunate: the nest egg broke shortly after that."

 

House was looking down at her with as much compassion as he could muster. "Fitting. That's why you move as delicately as if you're on egg shells. I, on the other hand, waltz like I'm the one who broke the eggs in the first place."

 

"You're not bad, for someone who doesn't know how to dance," she smiled warmly at him. "I worked for a time at a taxi dance hall, I should know: I nearly lost my toes from all the times the guys stomped on them."

 

House smiled wrly, "Better for us all that, afterwards, you only lost your clothing."

 

Steph rolled his eyes at the misguided attempt at humour but continued to enjoy the dance and the feeling of the man so close to her.

 

She could have danced forever, Steph believed then, be it with a pair of red shoes to clash with her dress or from her own willpower. Anything to stay there forever at the 38 and with Robert House.

 

Unfortunately, fate must have read her thoughts, as it often did, and saw fit to remind her of her complete lack of control or sway with it.

 

"I had prepared to oversee, if not participate, in your dance instructions," House remarked suddenly. "They were to be your last piece of training, but, unfortunately, that will have to be delayed indefinitely, while more fortunately you already seem to be skilled at dance regardless."

 

Of course, he'd be thinking of business at a beautiful time like this, Steph thought, ready to shake her head in annoyance until the full weight and import of his words dawned upon her. "Delayed indefinitely? Why?"

 

House's gaze was steadier now, more assured, while they continued to waltz across the floor. "I am afraid, an opportunity has presented itself that is too good to resist. Of course, it creates a major disruption to my previous schedule but with my recalibrations, I have been able to seize the chance to better suit our plans."

 

"You're sending me to California early," Steph stated, her knees feeling weak and grateful that House, at least, had her in his grip.

 

"No. I'm afraid that is what has changed. I'm not sending you to California, but if we work it precisely, you will wind up there and at Vault-Tec's main office nonetheless."

 

"Well, if I'm not going there, where the hell am I going?" Steph demanded, stopping the dance and only then realizing that the music had stopped along with it, another move that seemed perfectly timed.

 

To help further prevent the orchestra from hearing his words, Robert House pulled Stephanie close to him, causing a shudder to run through her body at his closeness and the nearness of his lips to the sensitive skin of her ear. "I'm sending you to Massachusetts tomorrow," he whispered, his voice sharp and like a dagger piercing her heart with each well formulated and blood chilling syllable. "One of the star attractions of the ever tacky Nuka-World was brutally murdered three nights ago and they are now looking for a replacement. Congratulations, my dear Miss Calculations...you're to be the new Nuka-Girl."

Notes:

Sorry for the wait again. I was wiped out longer than expected after that bit of business that unexpectedly popped up last week, and my back has been sore since then.

This is a long chapter again, hopefully making up for it.

Unfortunately, last night that new micro USB cord I bought busted, so I'm having to strategically maneuver writing on my old tablet again.

Sigh.

I buy all sorts of charging cords (both brand name and generic) and they always break!

Does RobCo have a better one, maybe, so I can keep this updated quicker?

Probably not.

Well, probably not one that works any better. :/

Thank you so very much for reading! :D <3

Chapter 20: Out of One Trap and Into Another with a Suspicious Mind

Summary:

Steph readies herself to head to Massachusetts, while fears about House and his role in the last Nuka-Girl's demise begin to plague her.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

NEXT NUKA-GIRL NOW NEEDED AS NOW NUKA-GIRL NAUSEATINGLY NIXED AT NUKA-WORLD!

Leevee Malone

Boston, Massachusetts. The latest model used for the Nuka-Girl, the face and worldwide representative for the famous Nuka-Cola beverage, was found murdered this past Wednesday morning when a worker for Nuka-World found her body outside one of the amusement park's most popular attractions.

Though few details have been released to the press (as of yet), we have heard that the cause of death was highly unusual and distressing, though lacking in any real blood to report.

No suspects have been identified, though, Detective Nick Valentine (lately transferred from the Chicago Police Department to that of the Boston department, under his own hush hush circumstances) has stated that he will not rest until the killer is captured and justice has prevailed. We assume that means Detective Valentine will be taking a reprieve from his previous pressing case (whatever that might be) to investigate this more public one!

The Nuka-Girl had been set to embark on a new press campaign in a few weeks, a campaign rumoured to feature one of Hollywood's hottest celebs (unfortunately, probably not Cooper Howard since he usually shuns endorsements other than those his wife recommends. What a dutiful husband!) and we're certain her legion of fans will be disappointed and yet comforted by the fact that we have been assured a suitable replacement is bubbling to the surface.

Certainly, it's a job to die for!

When approached by the press, Nuka-Cola Corporation founder and creator of Nuka-World, John-Caleb Bradberton, seemed rather distressed by the whole ordeal, exclaiming, "Life is so short and fleeting! I must, I mean we, must make sure to make it last for as long as possible and then savor it forever like a sip of Nuka-Cola!"

We, at the Las Vegas Times, couldn't agree with him more! Go out and buy a Nuka-Cola today!

 

~

 

Fingernails inside of her mouth, teeth biting down on them and making a mess of their previous printine, polished and painted state, Steph finished reading the article for what must have been the fiftieth time, trying to ease her mind about what had been troubling her ever since last night, after House had informed her that she was set up be the replacement for the old, now expired, Nuka-Girl.

 

She could pretend that she was horrified over the poor girl's death and concerned for her family and those whom loved her now left behind.

 

She could even say she was on edge about the news of her soon-to-be departure from the 38 and the fact that the job brought certain dangerous risks along with it.

 

But no.

 

It wasn't any of those.

 

The morning after what was meant to be a little respite from her grueling lessons and some positive reinforcement for all that she'd done, what was truly worrying her now was that her boss had had something to do with the whole grisly affair of the last Nuka-Girl's sudden termination.

 

And the really odd thing was, Steph couldn't even quite pinpoint the exact moment this fear had begun.

 

"But what does Bud Askins have to do with Nuka Cola!" she'd demanded of House in exasperation, after the band had been dismissed and the ballroom was empty save for them, the perfect opportunity for them to discuss her being wrapped up and shipped out all the way to Boston in a few hours in how ever loud a voice that they wished. "I fail to see what a cola company has to do with a company that sells vaults!"

 

"First, what you haven't learned yet, Stephanie, what I did not have time to teach you, is that all of the major corporations, and I do mean all of them, from a manufacturer of measley paper clips to those that design the arms for those up in Washington, are connected in some way, as either allies or enemies," House had replied, sitting back cooly in his chair while she stood before him, overheated and feeling oddly like she had just been betrayed. "Maybe, I didn't bother educating you about that aspect, because I wanted you to remain a novice in the matters of how things operate, so you would seem properly naive enough to be convincing. However, now I can briefly inform you of the fact. Infact even RobCo and Nuka-World have formed a close partnership, both companies benefiting from it."

 

Steph folded her arms, a finger tapping on her bare skin. "That doesn't explain anything about Vault-Tec and Nuka-Cola though."

 

"Secondly," House went on, commonly ignoring her brief interruption as if it had never occurred. "You don't know Bud Askins either. He drinks Nuka Cola by the gallon. His veins might as well be pumping the stuff instead of blood and his own underlings joke that it's a good thing he has his own washroom,  so as not to keep theirs in constant use. Rumor has it, he's written a few love letters to this Nuka-Girl in the past, letters she never bothered to return. If you, as the new Nuka-Girl, are on the receiving end of Askins affections, however, I encourage you to become instant pen pals with the exec. It will make our job an easier one."

 

Steph sighed, living on the planet and thus being somewhat familiar with the old Nuka-Girl. "Won't he notice just a tiny bit that the object of his affection has upped and changed on him?"

 

House had smirked and deposited his cigarette's ash onto the plate he'd turned into a makeshift ashtray. "She wasn't even the first Nuka-Girl herself. There have been several by now, changing as soon as the best before date pops up. Consumers are such a fickle bunch.  Besides, Buddy boy's more into her as a product. Askins is one of those men whom they could switch actors on his favorite TV show and he'd just accept it. He's loyal as a dog in his own way, but to things and objects more than to people."

 

Staring at her employer, Steph had to wonder if he was much different from the focus of his current derision.

 

After having given another sigh, she half fell into her chair, the fancy ballroom dress now as seemingly deflated as her spirit.

 

The room now much quieter without the band, her thoughts easily had returned to her predecessor and the rather morbid reason of how she had left an opening for a new girl to take over her probably much coveted position.

 

"What happened to this girl anyway? You said she was brutally murdered? How? Why?"

 

House took a deep breath and leaned forward, virtually demolishing his cigarette as he pushed it forcefully into the plate. "Speaking of Askins having written her pathetic little letters of love, he naturally wasn't her only fan. She'd apparently had her fair share of admirers, a fair majority of whom were insane, probably from drinking all of that Nuka garbage. A few nights ago, one caught her outside of Fizztop Mountain and decided to showcase his love for her. He dipped her in a silver solution. Turns out, the police can eliminate all scientists and chemists from their list of suspects: The solution was off. While he thought she'd dry and harden quickly, all she did was suffocate. The Nuka-World janitor interrupted him during the wait and he managed to run off with only the briefest description garnered. Nuka-Girl was left behind, however."

 

"Oh my God," Steph whispered in horror.

 

House's eyebrows raised swiftly and fell in seeming agreement with her reaction. "John-Caleb Bradberton is actually considering finishing the haphazard job that her killer started and erecting her as an actual monument inside of his amusement park. Maybe a statue...Either that or an animatronic. He contacted RobCo to look into it for him."

 

"You wouldn't!" she scoffed.

 

House shrugged. "If the family agrees to it, I don't see why not. Besides, I am not in a hurry to sour our relations with the Cola Corporation."

 

"Corpse-o-ration more like it," she'd commented in outright disgust.

 

The man had snickered in wry amusement.

 

Stephanie had been left aghast by the whole tale, however, the delicious meal she had only just finished, including the wonderful torte, now churning around queasily in her stomach. "And you got me a job at that place?"

 

Like always, House had been viewing things from a purely business standpoint, aware of Nuka-Cola Corporation's popularity and stocks, and had read her question as that of a person whom had been impressed instead of repulsed. Rather self satisfied, he'd replied, "I managed to pull a few strings, knowing Bradberton personally, and having helped him out in the past. He was agreeable to the suggestion, especially seeing as though becoming the next Nuka-Girl will not be the most sought after of a job, what with a stalker still on the loose, no matter what the media may print."

 

"Well thanks for volunteering me!"

 

"You're welcome."

 

"I'm being sarcastic, Bert!" she'd then bluntly told him. "I'm not exactly thrilled about working at that freakshow now either!"

 

"Why not?" House had asked, genuinely surprised and incredulous.

 

She'd practically groaned before answering, "Because I don't want to end up a living statue either! I want to live long enough to see this end of the world event you keep talking about."

 

House had rolled his eyes, as obviously irritated with her ignorance as she was with his. As per routine, he'd resorted to verbal abuse to help himself vent. "The heart of the matter, like usual, has gone over your pretty little bleached head. While Askins adores any old Nuka-Girl, our on-the-lam lunatic fanatic was devoted to this one girl. You will be perfectly safe. I would not risk all of the time, money and effort I've spent on you, Stephanie, on this serious diversion of plan if I did not consider my investment secured."

 

"Well, that's a relief," she'd stated, her heart wounded that he was back to seeing her solely as a "project" after his earlier confession that he would miss her.

 

She had fallen back into her chair after that, her eyes roaming sadly around the now primarily deserted ballroom. The streamers still had been hanging, along with the still full, tight balloons, House's celebration of her acheivement on full display to Steph's unblindfolded eyes.

 

One other thing had been made perfectly clear to her then too.

 

The party was definitely over.

 

Now staring at the paper she'd requested House have brought to her doorstep this morning, sitting sideways on a chair, so her legs hung over its arm, Stephanie scanned it repeatedly for something to help eradicate the fear that had caused her to bolt up, dead awake in the middle of the night, its sheer diabolicalness something she could not clear from her mind on her own, a fact that had made it hard to fall back asleep until she had appeased the concern with the morning paper.

 

But what if the fear was true?

 

What if House had hired someone to kill this Nuka-Girl for him, thus making it easy to plant his little spy deep into the heart of Nuka-World, itself, getting one step closer to the intended target: Bud Askins, Nuka-Cola fiend?

 

She guessed everything had seemed too planned...

 

Like if this Askins dweeb really did drink that much Nuka-Cola, and had been crushing on all of the Nuka-Girls for this long, it just seemed too perfect for Robert House's grand scheme to be entirely coincidental.

 

He was the master of calculations afterall.

 

Far more masterful than she was at trying to figure things out just by reading a stupid newspaper.

 

She'd seen a movie once about this famous detective. Maybe Cooper Howard had played him, but she doubted it. One remembered Howard in a role and this character had an accent or some snooty inflection anyway, not the down home country charm of everyone's favorite cowboy. This detective was closer in personality to House, actually, but decidedly more British. In any case, though, he'd had a brother he'd claimed to be an even better detective than the genius he was. Something had been said about this other brother being able to solve a case just by reading a news article, only he didn't want to do any of the legwork involved to gather the necessary evidence, so he'd left that up to the brother.

 

At the time, she'd been fascinated, fully swallowing the possibility that such a genius could exist.

 

But now...

 

What a bunch of crap!

 

Reading the article about the Nuka-Girl murder, Steph believed it was absolutely impossible to play armchair detective.

 

Entirely ludicrous!

 

For one thing, you needed clues, and the paper hardly offered those. Not any that mattered anyway. So what some detective cutely called Valentine was looking into the case? And what did it matter he'd come to the area straight from Chicago? Big deal! She wanted to know about the Nuka-Girl's death! Not read a virtual advertisement for a soft drink! She needed big things not all conjectures and possibilities.

 

All it helped prove to her was that you couldn't go off on slight information and help solve a case, either confirming your worries or helping to clear them.

 

Unless you were Robert House maybe.

 

Only House claimed to manage such skills, and blindly put the faith in them that he could pull it all off, both predicting the end of the world and saving his precious Vegas besides.

 

And House having such an ability did absolutely nothing to quench her fears.

 

Meanwhile, she could read a newspaper article and only come away with the fact that the New Romans Times print, Times Roman or whatever the heck it was, was a rather nice font.

 

Steph set free a small yet forceful gust of wind from her lips, blowing some stray hair from out of her face.

 

Why, she couldn't even be certain that this really was the morning paper, and House hadn't prophesied her soon-to-be formed suspicion and had a false one printed freshly up for her eyes only just that morning.

 

She did exist in a tower shaped bubble afterall.

 

Throwing the paper on the floor, Steph sighed and slunk down into the chair even more.

 

She shouldn't have bothered with the paper or the mystery of Nuka-Girl's death at all. It had only led her to think about the two detective brothers, which had once again led her thoughts straight to House and his own estranged brother Anthony. That the paper had also featured an article on how the stock of H&H Tools was plummeting with rumours of the owners madness worsening, along with an ad in the very same paper declaring some sort of out of season clearance sale, had been an awful reminder of what Robert Edwin House was capable of.

 

Now that she was close to leaving the 38, she remembered her discussion with the youngest House brother on the day he had brought her to his very own personal Vegas tower. How calmly, how cruel, he had discussed his revenge on the only brother he had, the one whom had turned his back on him, along with stealing the family fortune and empire.

 

House had a vindictive idea of payback.

 

But he wasn't alone in this regard.

 

Painfully, Steph's thoughts went back unwillingly to the beggar woman she'd encountered outside of the restaurant the night of the fiasco with Dean Domino. It still worried her sometimes that it had been Miss Ann Thrope and that she had caused the woman's unintentional unravelling by getting her fired. The best moments came when she could momentarily convince herself it wasn't Thrope at all or forget the whole thing completely.

 

She wasn't sure she could live with herself if she knew she'd caused someone even as nasty as the conceited showgirl to stumble.

 

Could House do that to his own brother then? Cause his complete mental collapse to a point where the man would be as good as dead? Would House still be able to live with himself, if he became some modern day Cain?

 

And if he could, was a man so ruthless incapable then of such an act as murdering a cola corporation's token spokeswoman, especially when he saw the opportunity to get what he wanted out of it?

 

Steph's head fell back and she stared at the ceiling.

 

She wished to God that she could tell herself that, no, House hadn't had anything to do with the woman in Massachuchetts' murder, but even if she did, it would only be a lie, one as unhealthy for her to swallow as a can of Nuka-Cola.

 

* * *

 

Just as in the reverse to when she had first arrived at the Lucky 38, there was very little for Steph to pack before she went.

 

House was very strict on the fact that she was to bring nothing that could connect her to him, which negated the few mementos of her time at the 38. Nor was she to take anything that would outright tie to her time in Vegas at all. She resigned herself to take the few family trinkets that she'd brought to the strip when she'd first moved there, seeing these as being safe.

 

All else was contraband.

 

With her lessons halted, and only one suitcase to barely even fill, she was left with nothing else to do before House's own limo took her to the airport. Instead, she took to casually strolling around the casino, trying not to feel so melancholic that she'd probably never see it again.

 

At one point, she almost bumped into the securitron that had "shown" Dean Domino out of the building, still serving his boss happily by surveying the vacant halls.

 

"Vic?" she'd asked almost shyly, blushing and afraid that the robot might remember her and the dubious sitiuation their mutual boss had found her in that night.

 

"Why, hello there, pretty lady," Victor had greeted. "Steph, am I right?"

 

Her smile grew, shocked that he knew her name. "Yes...but how did you know that?"

 

"Aww shucks, I know all about you. The boss, he's always tellin' me how smart you are and how you'll be takin' care of things outsida Vegas for us."

 

Awestruck to hear that House had mentioned and talked of her frequently, hearing the robot's words were the boost she needed before she left, Steph felt. "He does?"

 

"Why course! He says yer set to be his own livin' little securitron out there in Boston!"

 

The smile instantly fell on the beautiful blonde's face, replaced instantly with a smirk. It made perfect logical sense that House would see her like that, she conceded. Maybe that was all she was to him afterall: an organic creation he'd managed to program into doing his bidding.

 

However, despite the unintentional bite to the robot's words, Steph couldn't muster much ill will towards him or let it lessen her sadness over saying goodbye to what had been her home for months.

 

She guessed, underneath all the new gloss Mr. House had personally applied himself, she was still just a sentimental girl beneath it all.

 

It was a sadness which only intensified when it same time to say goodbye to Robert House himself.

 

Standing outside of the towering former casino, House had come to see her off in person, all as the limo, which had first brought her there, waited patiently over to the side. Like on that first day, Steph could not see the driver, the windows still tinted, but she assumed it was the same piece of nuts and bolts chauffeuring the machine: RobCo's own creation.

 

She was similarly concealed. Blonde hair hidden beneath a red gingham kerchief, and her eyes of blue covered behind a thick pair of sunglasses. Her dress was orange and sleeveless. Her neck covered in a scarf of yellow, being tugged on by the wind.

 

House, meanwhile, stood before her undisguised, his business suit pressed and well cared for, his face on blatant display. The eyes of that handsome face were casually looking her over, as the silence grew heavy between them, Steph unsure of what to say to the man, and overwhelmed by the beating of her heart (which was frustratingly aching at the same time), was far too emotional to speak.

 

After a little while, House reached forward and took her hand. Instead of shaking it goodbye, however, his eyes went to her fingertips, examining the nails with a trivial amount of concern

 

"You've taken to chewing your nails...any particular reason?"

 

"I'm nervous," Steph stated, a perfectly reasonable reason. Heck, it was even true. She was frightened now, despite her previous impatience to get going, terrified out of her refreshed blonde head she would blow it all somehow and House wouldn't get what he needed from her.

 

On top of that, too, was the fear that House had already gone to great lengths to seize this particular opportunity by disposing of her predecessor and she was standing in the presence of a cold blooded killer.

 

The thought sickened her.

 

There was something even stronger than that feeling of illness or her suspicions though...

 

The former showgirl at the Sin-Gal was distraught beyond the telling because she realized fully she wouldn't see the man whom had been both her secret and known boss for such a long time now, not tomorrow or the day after that or for who knew how long after that day either.

 

"Don't be," House tried to comfort her, letting her hand fall back to her side. "There's a nice little apartment waiting for you in Bradberton Massachuchetts, where all of the Nuka-World employees live. You'll like it, they have all of the comforts, even if some of them are from unreliable companies and cheap. You will be working primarily in the Galactic Zone of Nuka-World. There you might feel more at home," he remarked somewhat mysteriously, his moustache twitching as if he knew something she didn't "There you can also see the way the different corporations all work together, as I explained to you just last night. RobCo has an attraction there called Battlezone, as well as Vault-Tec's own Among the Stars. The connotations are delightful, don't you think?"

 

"I guess," Steph stated, rubbing her bare arms as the breeze began to blow somewhat more coldly. "What will you be doing while I'm off in Massachusetts? Or aren't you allowed to tell me?"

 

House briefly looked off, only to bring his stare, direct and full, back on her in an instant.

 

"I have plenty to keep myself occupied. My life's mission for one thing. The final stages of my plans to acquire H&H tools away from my dear brother as another."

 

Steph looked away, the wind flapping the kerchief round her head and pulling at the stray lock of yellow that had escaped its trap. She saw the sky she knew to be bright blue around them and hated the way that her shades made it look so dark and cloudy.

 

"What happened to Miss Ann Thrope?" suddenly she asked, when her eyes returned to the man whom had promised her anything within reason and had lived up to his word.

 

"Her? You still have time to think of your old colleague now and again, do you?" House inquired, unaffected by her seeming compassion and curiosity.

 

Steph nodded.

 

He spared no time in giving her a reply.

 

"The last I heard, she'd gone off to California, to try her hands in film. She's probably using those same hands right now on her lover, bedded down with some married Hollywood producer to get the roles her overamplified attributes will never solely help her achieve. It seems in Hollywood even they like their illusions, at least, a little bit real."

 

Lowering her head and sighing in relief, Steph hoped that the same sunglasses which stole away the sun, stole away House's ability to see that there were tears of genuine gratitude in her eyes. She was just so happy that she no longer needed to worry about the derelict outside of the restaurant, she could no longer contain them. Her own hands were clean of that particular sin.

 

Startlingly, the horn of the limo honked then, making Steph jump at first and then turn to look over her shoulder in apprehension at it.

 

When she turned to look back at House, he was staring at her with none of the nervousness or lament that was quickly seizing her. "I guess, the time has come for us to part ways."

 

"So this is goodbye?" she asked, rubbing her arms even more violently now.

 

"Don't think of it as goodbye," House replied. "We'll be seeing one another again, that much is inevitable. It might not be soon, but it will be, that should be enough to keep your sentimentality at bay. Goodbye will occur for us only when the end of all things happens or if our mission fails, whichever comes first. For now, it's like I said: A mere parting of ways until the next time we meet."

 

Steph swallowed back fresh tears.

 

Oh, how she hated this! How his words both made her feel better and worse all at once!

 

The horn sounded again and Steph took a deep breath.

 

"Unless you want to miss your flight, I must insist you leave, my most trusted Miss Calculations...my dear Stepha...

 

Before the words were even finished she had gone to him.

 

Her arms wrapped around his body, her head resting against his chest as she allowed herself the luxury of a parting embrace, though she had not properly requested it from him. Her lips then found his ear to whisper "Goodbye," and his cheek to give a quick kiss, the stain of her lipstick staying there, as she tore herself away from him, walking to the limo, head lowered and hoping that he wouldn't see the tears in her eyes, pooling behind the shades.

 

Steph practically threw her thin, tall body into the back seat, choosing to sit on the side farthest from House and his tower so she would not be tempted to look at them as the limo drove away. She could not resist it forever, however, her strength not that fortified, tearing off the sunglasses and gazing through the rear tinted windshield after a few feet had been placed between the limo and the 38.

 

However the place where they had been standing was now completely empty.

 

There was no sign that House had been there at all, let alone herself.

 

They were both ghosts now, it seemed.

 

A little piece of unknown Vegas history.

 

* * *

 

At the McCarran International Airport, waiting for her flight to Boston, delayed by a few unesitmated minutes, Steph had found herself standing in the gift shop, buying a pack of cigarettes, and wishing hopelessly that they sold House's own imported brand so she maybe wouldn't miss him so much or feel so damn lonely.

 

Paying for the brand she'd finally chosen, her eyes had fallen on the same newspaper she'd been reading only that morning and the old feeling of dreadful paranoia had seized her again, making her stomach churn.

 

"Could I also have a copy of the Vegas Times?" she asked, pointing directly at it so the man at the counter wouldn't get confused. "Actually, could I have two copies? The one in the front and the one at the back?"

 

Though the cashier looked at her like she was crazy and an inconveniece (and she half felt that way herself), he grudgingly complied, and a few seconds later she was standing back in the terminal, studying both papers and seeing, with the same relief that House's words about Thrope's current whereabouts had invoked in her, that both were identical to the one that House had given to her that morning.

 

At least one of her fears had been disproven.

 

"Thank You, God," she whispered.

 

Her hand at her forehead, and feeling the sweat against her palm, Steph heard the announcement come over the loudspeaker that the plane to Boston Massachuchetts was finally now ready to board and a fresh wave of a different source of nerves claimed her.

 

Still with resolved determination, and desiring to make her boss proud, she grabbed her too-light-of-a suitcase and headed for the boarding area, leaving both copies of the Vegas Times in the wastebin behind her.

Notes:

Well, I bought another usb charging cord just last week, and it is in danger of not working again. I don't understand that completely, but I will have to deal with it.

As I said under my other Fallout fic, I can't believe that the summer is reaching its end and I haven't come close to finishing that story or this one.

They, along with my Sugar work here, were supposed to be my main missions for the summer.

I'm thinking, though, that I'm glad this one is still going, and it making that transition into Autumn with a different story arc. It's fitting in a way that House's hiring and teaching of Steph was the summer aspect and now Steph is heading off to put those lessons to use.

Although, maybe I have that backwards and the teaching part would have suited back-to-school better. 🤔

But in my messed up brain, this seems to fit just as well.

I like the change.

Like in the season.

Although, technically Autumn doesn't start until the end of September. :/

Oh, well, you know what I mean.

Anyway, thank you so very much for reading! :D <3

Chapter 21: Missing Things

Summary:

Steph lands in Massachusetts, only to be missing several things.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The flight was somewhat long, albeit nonstop, and it offered Steph, if nothing besides a great look at the country from almost coast to coast, at least, the chance to think things over without intrusion, save for the stewardesses occassionally asking if she needed anything, like a pillow.

 

What she really needed was answers, but highly doubted the smiling women could serve it up to her on a silver tray along side a few peanuts.

 

The concern over House's having committed murder to secure her a position, one which would garner and pique Bud Askins interest in her, was still the cream of all her worries rising straight to the top, but a certain resolve had come to be mixed up with it now too. This was helped by the realization that, once she was in Nuka-World, she could put all of her training as a spy to good use, both for and against her employer, although she hated how that last one felt.

 

As aggravating as he could be, House had still done a lot for her and the thought of betraying him unnerved her more than any jetlag she might experience once she landed in Boston.

 

It was just, nothing said she couldn't use what House had taught her to discover certain things about him, just as much as she would about what Vault-Tec was up to, and maybe it would help ease her mind in a way.

 

Certainly, he wouldn't want a jitterish, paranoid worker creeping around the scenes and mistrusting him with every step, Steph convinced herself, smoothing out the wrinkles of her dress.

 

Once in Nuka-World she wouldn't have to rely solely on newspapers, news reports or even what information Robert House willingly volunteered. She'd have an amusement park's worth of eye witnesses, gossips and coworkers, perhaps even a few suspects too. A stalker, afterall, could just as likely be a person someone saw day in and day out. Hadn't the girls down at the Sin-Gal all complained at some point over some creepy jerk or lovestruck puppy at a former workplace, anywhere from the mailroom to security, whom had lusted after them? If she suspected House, well anyone could have made the murder look like the work of a stranger, only for it to have been friend, family or lover.

 

Steph knew that, once she was there, she could give this Valentine fellow a run for his money and could freely go around and question anybody she thought might know something or whom seemed the least bit suspicious.

 

Only problem was...

 

What if House had his own spies there, ones working on reporting her own actions back to the man in Vegas? Sure, he might act like he trusted her to her face, but did men as rich and powerful as House ever trust anybody?

 

She'd have to be careful, trying her best to appear merely curious, another lesson House had taught her.

 

It would be a fine tightrope to walk. But, besides the circus, an amusement park like Nuka-World was the perfect place to attempt such a daring feat.

 

Resting her head against the back of her airplane seat, Steph was determined to do her best work for House, as his own personal undercover Nuka-Girl, but also to play detective for herself as well, proving her boss' innocence.

 

Or perhaps condemning him.

 

Looking at the sky surrounding her, reminded painfully of her tower top room back at the Lucky 38, Steph prayed that it would be the former and not the latter.

 

* * *

 

By the time the plane landed, the sky was no longer blue.

 

The change had somewhat zapped Steph's newfound resolve, but she feared what was bothering her even more was the fact that, when she stepped onto the tarmac, she knew that she was officially on a state separated by many others from her teacher, boss and sometimes (dare she say it?) friend of the last few months.

 

Funny, how you could lean on, and become used to, the very thing that could drive you insane sometimes. It was like the soda pop she was set to represent: wholly unhealthy for you, but something that still left you craving it.

 

Just as she suspected, she felt no better as her heel met the ground and made its lonely sound, lost amongst the footfalls of the other passengers. She soon felt like a fish swimming to the terminal where both her luggage and someone, she hoped, was waiting to take her to her new home at Bradberton Massachusetts. She'd hate to take a taxi to it this late at night, and it had been years since she'd been to Boston and the East Coast at all. She suddenly wished for House's guiding hand again. He could be a pompous jerk, but he also had a commanding, know-it-all presence, one that was usually somewhat chilly and probably effective for that fact: he glided along like ice.

 

The one thing he had told her to do when the plane landed, Steph did now, taking off the kerchief wrapped round her head and shaking her golden locks loose, her eyewear, simillarly discarded and placed inside of her black, little, leather purse.

 

She noticed a few of the men looking at her with newfound interest now as she tried to make her way to the luggage carousel, and a few of the women looking on with envy, both sexes judging the image House had made her into. It was a far more freeing feeling then when she had snuck out to the Fremont. This was her, at least, highly remodeled, but still her underneath it all.

 

And it appeared to be the headturner her boss had hoped it would be.

 

Steph reached the carousel, collecting more admiring stares along the way, standing there patiently as the various suitcases and bags appeared and were returned to their rightful owners.

 

All while she continued to wait.

 

She was feeling a little anxious, and then downright perturbed, as she witnessed mostly everyone she recognized from having been on board with her seamlessly collect their bags, while her sole suitcase never made its grand appearance back to her.

 

Come on, she thought, it's only one bag!

 

Close to tapping her toes in irritation, Steph finally flagged down a passing airport worker, suffering his glare to directly, and yet politely, ask in confusion, "Excuse me, sir, but where's my luggage?"

 

"It will show up, just give it time and patience. You know, you can't just get off the plane and expect it to be waiting there," the worker replied rudely and then throughly intended to move on.

 

She grabbed his shoulder then and gratifyingly used a bit of House's defensive training to keep the man from going anywhere, not until she had received a more satisfying answer anyway. "You know, I'm not some Quaker that just stepped off the plane straight in from Pennsylvania," she returned forcefully with a fair sprinkle of sugar. "I came in from Vegas, and that was about thirty minutes ago. Now I want my suitcase and I want it now. Otherwise, I can contact my boss. Maybe you heard of him: Mr..."

 

She'd wanted to say House's name so badly, certain that that would hold some sway (and also just to hear his name to help lessen her loneliness a little), but caught herself in time, switching to a name, at least, he would be equally familiar with, being a resident of Massachusetts. "John-Caleb Bradberton! I'm sure you've read all about him. I'm going to be his new Nuka-Girl, and he can damn well make sure that you never drink another Nuka-Cola in your pathetic little life if you don't find me that suitcase!"

 

The worker looked no less irritated, but the information of what flight she had been on, and whom she was working for, did somewhat persuade him to go and have a look. She was starting to think he'd become as lost as her suitcase when he returned. "I'm sorry, Miss, but there's no sign of your luggage," he informed her, obviously not sorry at all, but maybe even gloating a little. "It seems to have cleared the baggage area, so it should be here. Maybe someone took it by mistake? Or on purpose perhaps? I'm sure you've read all about what happened to the last Nuka-Girl. And as for the threat of never having another Nuka-Cola again in my life, that's fine by me. As your predessor can tell you, that stuff will kill you."

 

The worker then smirked (a far less attractive sight than when on House's face) and then walked off, leaving Steph standing there dumbfounded and still luggage-less.

 

What had happened, she wondered without answer?

 

Most everyone else on board had gotten there bags, she'd seen that for herself.

 

And if they said it had made it to Boston...

 

An uneasy feeling began to creep over her, like the darker hue taking over the cyan sky and she shivered involuntarily. Suddenly throwing a glance over each of her shoulders, Stephanie checked to see if anybody was watching her as well. The area around the luggage carousel was suddenly deserted, as empty as the revolving wheel which still didn't show a trace of her suitcase.

 

Whom had taken the bag? Was it by accident or on purpose? The airport worker's words came back to her and the realization that the previous Nuka-Girl's killer was still on the loose. She'd been so busy worrying about how deep House's involvement was in the poor girl's death (if he had merely taken advantage of it or if he'd been the cause) that she'd neglected to spend much time concerned for her own safety. Sure, House had promised the murderer had solely been interested in this year's model of Nuka-Girl, but if she could doubt his sincerity in not having had a hand in it what was preventing her from doubting his belief that she was completely safe as well?

 

As vague as it was, the article in the Las Vegas Times had suggested a replacement was on their way to Nuka-World...What if the killer had been here waiting for her?

 

A hand going to the collar of her dress, Steph was suddenly grateful that House had insisted she pack light and with nothing much to lose now, except basically the life she'd brought with her.

 

Her brain rapidly trying to conjure up reasons to lessen her unease, the thought occurred to her then that maybe House had underhandedly ordered her suitcase taken and searched once she reached Massachusetts. It could have been just another favor called in, just as he'd pulled strings with Bradberton to hire her. Perhaps, he distrusted her promise not to take anything incriminating with her and had just been feigning innocent faith in her to not check it himself before she left. If he had the suitcase stolen altogether, the threat would be totally eliminated without tainting its owner's own faith in him. Never before would Steph have believed the thought of House being such a doubtful, duplicitous weasel could bring her such comfort.

 

Now aware of the alternatives, she could kiss him flat on the mouth if it were true.

 

"You must be the new Nuka-Girl, I presume."

 

Steph knew she must have jumped about three feet in the air, she was sure of it, as the words came from behind her and she spun around, her hands instantly going into a protective position as she confronted the speaker with the unrecognized voice behind her.

 

An man was standing about four feet away from her, and as the eyes behind his thick glasses fell to the hands prepared to attack him if he were to close the distance, she realized he was as grateful for this fact as she was.

 

With his business suit and air of decided professionalism, he seemed a far cry from a killer.

 

He seemed far more like an accountant or executive.

 

"Heh, heh," he nervously laughed, yet tried to make it sound all in good nature. "I see, Stephanie, you have the necessary fighting skills all ready and rearing to go for our beloved Nuka-Girl! Still, if you don't mind me saying, I'm relieved you don't have her blaster...not yet anyway."

 

"Sorry," Stephanie mumbled, standing more straight and less prepared to beat the shit out of the stranger, now convinced he was from Nuka-World itself. "I was a little nervous. My suitcase never showed up in baggage."

 

"Oh dear," the man stated, his eyes darting to the carousel wheel that kept spinning without it. "And you were worried that the killer had claimed it first?"

 

"Yes," she replied, startled that he had managed to read her thoughts so easily and a little back on guard because of it. "How did you know that?"

 

"I'm Peyton Huxley, Mr. Bradberton of Nuka Cola Corporation fame's Executive Assistant," he explained and Steph noticed that he was wearing one of those things, what did they call it, a PipBoy? on his arm. "It's my job to weigh damage control for both the NCC and Nuka-World too. As such, I'm afraid, my mind tends to go to the worse case scenario and then try to instantly find a way to help diffuse it, while lessening the level of discomfort for Mr. Bradberton himself, of course."

 

"I see," Steph replied slowly, not sure that she did or if she admired or resented the man's blunt honesty in telling her all of this.

 

"Maybe I can calm your nerves, a little, by explaining that the odds of an article of luggage going missing during transit is .05%. That might not seem very high, but consider that if you take one hundred flights, you are demographically be assured to lose one piece of luggage. Do you fly often?"

 

"No," Steph answered, her head spinning a little from the man's demographics.

 

"Doesn't matter," he replied, shaking his head. "The baggage attendents don't know that. You merely might have taken some other passenger's place. And if that doesn't make you feel better, another likely scenerio presents itself: with you being the new Nuka-Girl, devotees staking out the airport only needing take a gander at you for a second or two to suspect such a fact, it was more likely your luggage was stolen to be treasured by your new adoring fans, worn by your wannabes or maybe sold at secret auctions. These are more probable options than the fear you're feeling right now."

 

Steph tried to smile and allow the thought that some weirdo was either sniffing her underwear or prancing around in it to not bother her so much. "That's a relief," she chose to reply in semi-serious gratitude, but only in comparison to it having been stolen by a murderering madman whom had her next in his sight.

 

The also relieved executive smiled back, apparently grateful to have smoothed over this dangerous terrain for his company too. "Anyway, whatever you lost, can be replaced, " this Peyton Huxley stated. "What I really must apologize for is my tardiness, however. Time is irreplaceable. Mr. Bradberton was in a meeting with General Braxton and it ran later than expected."

 

Steph raised an eyebrow, "A General? Does Nuka-Cola supply our soldiers, or something like that? How admirable!"

 

Was she being charming enough, as per House's instructions? Too charming, Huxley looked embarrassed, his collar suddenly a little too tight. "Umm...a high percent of soldiers must drink Nuka-Cola, their being American and Nuka-Cola being irrevocably American..."

 

It wasn't really answering her question, more like just another string of statistics, but she was tired and just accepted it.

 

"I understand how things are," she commented, hopefully putting an end to things. "What matters is you're here now and we can get going."

 

Peyton Huxley looked just as relieved by her words, holding out his arm for her to take, which she did with another display of her well practiced smile. Together they walked out of the airport, minus one piece of luggage that should have been  accompanying them. Steph was still a little concerned about that, but was just grateful to see the parked Corvega Sedan waiting by the curb, assuming it was Huxley's as he walked to the driver's side.

 

Likewise, she went to the passenger side, her hand on the handle, her eyes peering through the car's window. It had started to rain apparently, some time while she'd been staring at the baggage carousel, a light pitter patter, and the raindrops had hit the glass, spattering it with what resembled teardrops.

 

"No! No!" Huxley exclaimed, about to open his own door. "You're to sit in the backseat, not front."

 

"More factual statistics?" she almost cringed.

 

"No," he denied. "There's just something waiting back there for you."

 

Hesitantly, Steph let go of the handle, going to the back of the Sedan. Leaning over, first she peered inside, looking for anything suspicious, but seeing only something that looked undeniably like a food basket. Comforted, she slid into the back, her long legs now slightly wet from the rain and glistening.

 

Peyton slipped in behind the wheel now too and they left the airport, the windshield wipers beginning their constant sweep back and forth.

 

The rain continued crying on the windows, while she examined the basket more in depth, seeing a variety of fruits like apples, cherries, peaches and grapes cast amongst an assortment of cheeses.

 

"Oh how sweet!" Stephanie stated, genuinely touched by the thoughtful gesture from the leading beverage manufacturer in the world.

 

"We like to greet all of our 'special' employees in such an extravagant way," the exec informed.

 

Steph took out the card attatched to the basket and read it in her warmest voice. "Our deepest sympathy for your loss in the testing of the Nuka Quantum project....please accept this Nuka Condolescenes fruit and cheese basket?" she finished, her voice trailing off in confusion.

 

"Ha ha," Peyton laughed, slightly nervously. "I was in such a hurry to get to the airport I must have picked up the wrong basket. Condolence, Congratulations they're so close and, really, what's the difference?"

 

"But...a condolence basket?" Steph asked mortified.

 

"Oh, yes, my idea," her driver said vaguely proudly. "Mr Bradberton loved the idea! It helps appease the family and squelch any lawsuits. The waiver they sign first doesn't hurt either, I can tell you."

 

"Are there many accidents at this Nuka place?" the new employee asked, her voice now slightly high pitched in concern.

 

"Nuka-World," Huxley corrected. "No more then your average amusement park," he replied a little defensively.

 

His eyes were fixed on hers in the mirror above the dashboard as he added, "And then there are incidents we have no control over whatsoever...like what happened more recently."

 

Seeing the perfect opportunity present itself for her first attempt at playing detective, Steph carefully inquired, "Did you know the last Nuka-Girl very well?"

 

"Me? Goodness, no! I had a Nuka Condolence basket sent to her family, but that was about it. I can't even remember her name, they come and go so fast, by now...not that you will though, don't misunderstand me...your dye job is superb! Did you do that yourself?"

 

Steph felt the smile on her face becoming warmer, actually genuine as she fondly remembered House doing her hair the first time and teaching her how to the times after. "Yes," she partly lied, partly told him the truth.

 

"Amazing, simply amazing!" Huxley remarked.

 

"Yes, it was," she agreed, her words a whisper and hopefully too hard to hear past the sound of the wipers and the rain. Her thoughts were still on House, the memory of his body so close to hers when now it was so unbelievably far away. She wondered if she were to cry if Peyton Huxley might not also miss hearing it or if he might mistake any tears on her face for the rain somehow having gotten in.

 

"This weather really is something, isn't it?" Huxley began the appropriate small talk for her thoughts. "Did you know that people die more often while driving in the rain? Of course, it will be snowing sometime....people die even more often then, nothing to do with Nuka-Cola Corporation, I assure you. Although, accidents involving our loyal employees coming to work from Bradberton, increases 40% from November to February."

 

"Bradberton, Massachusetts?" Steph repeated, falling harder against the seat. "I can't wait until we get there. I'm so tired."

 

The driver's eyes nervously darted to the mirror again. "Oh, I'm afraid I'm not taking you to Bradberton, well not that Bradberton anyway. You'll be seeing Mr. John-Caleb Bradberton the person first, not the place. He requested I bring you to him immediately after the airport."

 

Steph's stomach sank and she felt apprehensive again. Leaning forward, she asked, "It's a little late, don't you think? Wouldn't the morning be better?"

 

"No," Peyton shook his head. "Mr. Bradberton has several appointments already scheduled then. This whole business has occurred suddenly and he can't shuffle around things that matter more to him, just because an employee suddenly died. He has a life and intends to keep it. So he'll see you when he sees you and that's the end of that, I'm afraid."

 

Sighing and falling back into place, Steph felt exhausted and close to tears. Last night around this time she'd been waltzing with House. Now she was basically being forced to dance and sing at a stranger's commandment, a stranger whom saw a girl's death as little more than an inconvenience.

 

House could be a real piece of work, but, at least, she was familiar with his eccentricities and the way he could sting back when provoked.

 

It made her miss the devil she knew even more, and help create a fear of the one that she didn't.

 

Longingly she began to toy with the edge of the Sedan's seat, the Blue Danube bleeding into Lili Marleen inside of her head.

 

"I forgot to ask," Huxley inquired, perhaps analyzing her silence and sensing something else to help smooth over. "Was there anything of value in your luggage?"

 

"No," she answered, truthfully believing the only real thing of value she'd momentarily possessed had been left behind in Vegas, moustache, expensive suit, snowglobes and all.

 

"For the best. Travel light, I always tell, Mr Bradberton...that zero point five percent and everything."

 

Steph remained silent, staring at her legs and how they were now dry.

 

Meanwhile, the exec made small talk around the subject of the scenery which surrounded them and the Massachusetts mortality rates, which only reminded her of how she wished she was back in a city where they were even higher.

 

How many people died at Nuka-World anyway?

 

It had to be a lot for the top Executive Assistant of its creator to be absorbed in such a morbid topic.

 

Although, maybe he was only being right on target, Steph realized, because their new Nuka-Girl felt very much like she was dying inside right about now.

 

This whole detour to see Bradberton was reminding her a little of her first two trips to the 38, but there would be no House on the other side waiting for her, and this realization made her feel just as badly as she'd always secretly feared that it would.

 

Eventually, she turned to look out the window, letting the streetlights help her see through the rainy darkness, and trying not to think about House back in Vegas and what he might be doing without her.

 

Her arms wrapped round herself, realizing she was still dressed for desert weather and not something far colder.

 

Exhaling and realizing she had been holding her breath, Steph soon saw the loud and audacious sign declaring that Nuka-World was only a mile away, and accepted the resignation she now suffered that it was there she was heading and not her new home at Bradberton.

 

It was just as well.

 

Her home was back at the Lucky 38 anyway, not that House had ever seen it that way.

 

In a few minutes, Peyton Huxley addressed her, breaking the silence he'd adopted after seeing the sign that marked their destination.

 

"I'm afraid, Stephanie, I must have left the window open...there are raindrops on your face."

 

"Now how about that," Steph replied softly, wiping them away with the back of her hand.

Notes:

If anybody was waiting for me to update "Broke" and was disappointed I didn't, I have some research to do there first. See...I'm coming up to the gambling part of that story and I have a confession to make: the only gambling I'm used to are scratch and win tickets.

Yeah, I don't think those are big draws at the New Vegas casinos, nor would they make for an exciting scene of the Ghoul and Hank facing off as they scratch away, trying to match symbols.

Funny maybe.

Not exciting.

Okay.

And so here I hope that Peyton Huxley's characterization isn't too far off base. From what I could find, there was little information on him personality or looks wise, and he was listed as being "mentioned only". That would explain the lack of clips or accompanying images of the guy.

As such, I just rolled with the fact that he seemed to anticipate deaths and lawsuits and his mind would always be in that direction. If he feels off to anybody, though, I sincerely apologize for that.

In other areas (or rather in the same one), this officially begins what I call the Nuka-World/Massachusetts segment of "Miscalculations", whereas the first was the Vegas/Lucky 38 segment.

This is the second part of the story.

Or what I view as being the second part.

It also begins the plot where Steph is separated from House for long stretches, her night out from the 38 an earlier practice/taste of that. I'm going to miss that earlier part actually.

I'll miss it a lot.

Now comes the challenge of balancing Steph on her own and yet still having her relationship with House be the heartline running through the tale. Can I manage that, I wonder?

I hope so.

There will still be plenty of interactions coming up, and appearances by our Mr. House, but what about the spaces in between?

It's like Jane Eyre. I loved that book so much, but when Jane left Thornfield Hall, I have to admit that I skipped over the pages until Mr. Rochester got back into the picture.

And I'm nowhere near as good of an author as Charlotte Brontë!

Guess, all I can do is wait and see how it turns out.

I hope it does.

Thank you so very much for reading and making it this far! It is very much appreciated. :D <3

Chapter 22: It Was a Dark and Stormy Night

Summary:

Steph finally makes it to Nuka-World, but is interrupted in a nick of time before she can be introduced to its creator.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Maybe she needed to be a kid to fully savor it, but Nuka-World left a lot to be desired to her as an adult, Stephanie mused with much regret, as she experienced her first taste of Nuka-World.

 

It hadn't closed by the time they finally reached it, even though it was now a more fully realized darkness of night, highlighting all the money Bradberton had apparently spent on lights, glow work and all the other bells and whistles to make the whole attraction go BLING! Still, it was a little bit stuck between brash commercialism and sickly sweet quaintness that didn't particularly appeal to her. Of course, it could be the fact that she was aware the whole time that a poor girl had died within its supposedly safe sanctity that took off half the shine.

 

Not that that had effected the general paying customers. From the long line up outside the front gate, and the crowd gathered inside, a little murder hadn't seemed to detract from business. Infact, it looked like it might have possibly doubled to Steph's curious eyes, although she was all kind of new to this kind of thing.

 

Regardless of the unspoken demographics of how a grisly death had increased or decreased ticket sales, Huxley drove them straight in to the theme park, via some top secret employees' entrance, it seemed, and Stephanie felt her dread increasing not lifting by one of America's premiere escapist entertainment sites.

 

It was still raining too.

 

But, on top of all that, whoever was in charge of the weather up there had decided to throw in some thunder and occassional lightning too, striking up even more bad feeling inside of the soul of the ex-showgirl. She might as well have been visiting either Dracula or Frankenstein's castle, for what she was currently suffering. The Sedan sliding in smoothly to Nuka-World, Steph tried not to actually shiver, a neon glow stealing into the windows like rainbow fingers reaching out to try to touch her with some deceptive lie that nothing bad could ever happen inside of a park filled with as much sweetness as the infamous cola it was made to honor.

 

Too much sugar could eventually kill though.

 

That was a fact.

 

And most often it was just used to cover up something that was truly distasteful underneath.

 

Wasn't that another lesson House had taught her afterall? Steph could remember it like it was yesterday.

 

"If you think someone's not buying what you're selling just cover it up with even more sweetness, my dear Miss Calculations," he'd instructed. "What is it they always say...A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down? Infact, if Vault-Tec ever develops its version of a cyanide pill, I'd be willing to wager they'll make it either Banana or Grape flavoured."

 

As Steph closed the Sedan's door, the vehicle now at rest in the secret parking lot, she wished that House was standing beside her while she was about to make her way through Nuka-World in order to see its inventor. She bet he'd make the trip amusing, at least, offering up his usual dry commentary the whole way.

 

Seeing her reflection in the mirror, the woman realized her tears had dried, at least. That was one good thing anyway. She didn't fancy talking to this Bradberton with any sign that she was closer to Robert House than she wanted to admit and this whole separation was painful. She was already deathly afraid she'd make some mistake in House's carefully constructed plan, and this information could make his scheme even more vulnerable.

 

Worse.

 

It could leave her heart that way.

 

She ran to meet Huxley, whom was waiting rather impatiently by the employees' entrance to Nuka-World, holding his suit's jacket closer to him as it became increasingly wet. "The news said nothing about rain!" he spat loudly, rain collecting even on his glasses. "I didn't bring an umbrella."

 

"What that wasn't in your statistics?" Steph took the opportunity to ask, both wry and soft, during a clap of thunder.

 

"WHAT?" Peyton Huxley shouted in return.

 

"Oh nothing," Steph replied innocently enough, reaching into her purse to find her kercheif to once more tie around her head, accepting what ever small protection it could offer.

 

Somewhat impressed by her quick thinking, the assistant still looked rather miffed that he was exposed to the rainfall as they ran into the amusement park, the sound of screaming patrons instantly meeting their ears.

 

Why were they all still here, Steph wondered as she was led deeper into the Nuka-Town U.S.A segment of the place, Huxley's hand wrapped tightly around her arm? Not many of them had been expecting rain either, by the looks of it, but they were all still standing around gawking, instead of running to the nearest exit. It didn't take her long to realize that they weren't there to see some exhibits showcasing the country's love of a soft drink. No, they'd come and decided to stay so they could say they'd been there the day after the news had been released that the Nuka-Girl was dead.

 

Nothing said touching immortality like being close to an adored celebrity you managed to outlive. Oh, how it shouldn't, Steph thought sadly, but that didn't stop it from being the case from the looks of the packed park.

 

And there was the painted Nuka-Girl staring back at her from almost every second wall or street corner. The image that represented the half dozen or so girls that had already played her throughout the years, smiling pleasantly at them all in a space suit that clung to every curve of her body, like she had planets hidden inside of it and not just your average human breasts, hips and butts. She was an image designed to invoke the ardour and lust of men and the envy of women the whole country over, while some poor working girl was cast in her real life place, with all of the pros and cons that went with it, the latter including warranting the attention of the worst sort of "admirer".

 

And now she was about to pick up that blaster from the last one, Steph thought without much amusement inside of the amusement park that had been her coffin for a night.

 

Oh joy.

 

Peyton Huxley now brought her straight to a building across from what looked like a restaurant, and she was just grateful to get in from the rain, at this point. If they had to wade through the rain for a second longer, she thought she'd have to switch the Frankenstein castle to the Creature from the Black Lagoon's underwater lair instead. Her legs were back to being wet as they stepped inside of the office building of John-Caleb Bradberton,  not to mention her arms and virtually everything else on her.

 

"Thank goodness, that was awful!" she couldn't help but exclaim once there was a roof over her head. She then blinked a few times, afraid she might endanger offending Bradberton's right hand man by the honest remark. "I mean, I was getting wrinkled from all of that rain."

 

"Wrinkles!" Peyton exclaimed, tearing his eyes away from his Pip-Boy to pay a closer examination to her face. "We can't have wrinkles...Certainly not! Nuka-Girls with wrinkles are a big No-No, favors or no favors."

 

The man's glasses almost pushed so close to her face she might as well have been wearing them herself, Steph felt. She was offended as the man continued with his examination, increasingly insulted that her looks were more important to him than the fact that she might have caught a chill.

 

"I was just joking," she tried to say agreeably enough, although her teeth were close to clenching and not from the cold either.

 

Only after another few seconds of studying did Huxley seem convinced, returning his attention without another word back to his Pip-Boy. He brought her to a desk in the waiting room, going behind it and searching around. "Here," he said, placing some towels on the counter top. Steph grabbed one and saw "Nuka-World" embroidered in their corner.

 

"We confiscated these from a few employees whom were taking them home. Technically they are still evidence until we can have the thieves persecuted to the full extent of the law, but I don't think it would hurt at all if we use them temporarily. I mean, it's just rain, afterall! It'll dry clear."

 

Steph offered an unsure smile but started to dry herself off (hair now once again freed and the kerchief placed under her arm), after seeing Huxley doing so first, the Pip-Boy receiving most of the towel's attention.

 

Meanwhile, Stephanie could feel her dress sticking to her own body in a way she wasn't completely comfortable with. She much preferred the feeling of being wet and in her underwear during her bathtub scuffle with House. That had been exhilarating in its own way, with one delicious and unexpected payoff.

 

This was just...weird.

 

The whole office seemed dark, quiet and dead, the sounds from outside barely reaching them from a room that suddenly felt isolated and too empty. It didn't help that Peyton Huxley was a stranger to her.

 

Oh crap, should she have even have gone with him, Steph began to wonder?

 

Shouldn't she have demanded some concrete proof verifying that he was whom he said he was? And would it have even mattered if he had some? A worker at Nuka-World could have been just as guilty of the last Nuka-Girl's murder as a paying visitor. She was a babe in the woods and every guy she didn't know might as well be a wolf.

 

Why, this Peyton Huxley could have lured her here,  knowing that Bradberton was long gone back to his billion dollar mansion. Maybe this wasn't even Bradberton's office! It could all be just a deceptive ruse. The condolence basket might as well have been Peyton Huxley's nasty little in joke, Steph eyed him in suspicious yet veiled fear.

 

As if God didn't want her adding grey hair to her nonexistent wrinkles, endangering her role as the new company mascot, a now drier (but not by much) Huxley suddenly saw something else beneath the desk and bent down to pick it up. It wasn't a knife or bucket of chemicals, however, but another basket that he soon placed down on the waiting room desk. "Ahhh! Here's the basket I intended to bring!" he announced cheerfully.

 

After cautiously having walked towards it, Steph plucked out the card. This time, she did read a message that didn't illicit confusion, but rather calmed her nerves instead.

 

CONGRATULATIONS, STEPH, OUR BRAND NEW NUKA-GIRL! WELCOME TO THE NUKA-COLA FAMILY!

 

No sooner had her heart stopped pounding then the sound of someone talking to her right made her almost jump several feet in the air.

 

"You planning on sending one of those little fruit and cheese numbers straight to the victim's family?" the unknown voice asked. "'Cause I'm thinking that spreading some brie on a cracker ain't gonna make anyone suddenly more accepting to the fact that their baby girl is dead and Nuka-World is to blame."

 

Fast enough to send the excess water off from her hair in a spray, Steph turned to see a man standing in the doorway, his relaxed kind of body casually dressed in a trenchcoat, the pockets of which had both left and right hands plunged into them. The face, under a much relied upon fedora, was handsome, albeit a little worn and sad, like he'd seen too much of life spread out over a short duration of time and none of it had made him particularly happy belonging to the human race.

 

"Detective Valentine," Peyton Huxley stated, less than pleased. "What are you doing here?"

 

Steph caught her breath, aware now of whom the man was and what his appearance likely concerned.

 

"Nobody answered the front door, so I let myself in," Nick Valentine answered with a shrug. "If you don't mind me saying, I'd look into a better locking system in the near future instead of fretting over if you should go with Granny Smith or Gala Reds."

 

"You mean you've been in to see, Mr. Bradberton?" Huxley was looking about as upset as if he'd just received one of his own baskets. "Unacceptable! Unacceptable! And when I wasn't here? What will Mr. Bradberton think?"

 

"Relax," the detective instructed, casually walking forward. "If Bradberton's the kind of fellow whom would fire you just because you were gone when a policeman comes a calling about his Nuka-Girl's death, well, he might not have killed her, but he's just about one step away from being a cold hearted killer himself, in my eyes."

 

"You don't think that John-Caleb Bradberton would commit murder, do you?" Huxley asked, his voice stuck between outrage and threat and his eyes darting between the detective and the blonde. 

 

"I never said that," Valentine stated, and Steph watched speechless as the man stole an apple from out of her basket and took a healthy bite from it. "Infact, you should be grateful you were out so I could finally have a word with your boss. After talking to the man, I'm convinced enough to strike him off of my suspect list."

 

Peyton Huxley look connivingly relieved. Still, he tried his best to still adopt his previous air of offense. "Excuse me, Stephanie, I have to make sure that this out of state pig hasn't bothered Mr. Bradberton too much. Please understand. Wait here; I'll be back," he nodded at her before returning his gaze to Valentine. "You, of course, can show yourself out, having let yourself in already."

 

And with that order the executive ran off, probably to inform his boss of the pleasing news that he was free from the police's further scrutiny.

 

Being left alone with the police detective was just another thing Steph wasn't prepared to have to suffer so shortly after landing in Massachuchetts. It was uncomfortable, but no more so than the prospect of meeting with Bradberton, one unpleasant event delaying the other. She still wished she was at the 38, sitting through another lesson or landing on the mat after failing to defend herself. 

 

Nick Valentine studied her like a mugshot, his eyes lingering on her hair and she was left feeling like she might have to defend herself in an entirely  different way now.

 

"I take it you're the new Nuka-Girl," he commented after a few seconds, his hands back inside of his pockets, and the once bitten apple sitting on the office desk beside the basket it had come from.

 

"How...how did you know?" Stephanie asked, having a hunch already.

 

Valentine shrugged. "What the rags and the word off the street tell me, and that you're set to have audience with Mr. Too-Good-For-the-Public when the police couldn't even finagle it that easily. Besides, your amazing hair's the right color for it." Steph was just about ready to say an obligatory thank you, when the detective added, "It's about the same shade as the things they serve up on sticks and pass off as confections around this joint."

 

Before she could wallow in the insult, however, the man soon distracted her by asking, "You from around here?"

 

"No," Steph replied a little more icily than she had in her interactions with Peyton Huxley. "I was just driven here straight from the airport actually."

 

His eyes darted to either side of her legs. "Where's your luggage then? Bradberton struck me as the sort of fellow who'd like to rummage through it first for recorders or other corporate espionage material."

 

"Actually it was stolen from the airport," Steph replied, the detective unknowingly offering her another possibility she hadn't considered. Perhaps her new boss had secretly confiscated it. Maybe it would even be waiting for her in the Nuka-Cola founder's office, his having received enough time to search it by now. If this Valentine hadn't shortened his time with his impromptu interrogation, that was.

 

An eyebrow of Valentine's lifted in interest. "You file a claim?"

 

"No actually, I didn't," she answered, slightly embarrassed. "Peyton showed up and whisked me away to Nuka-World before I could."

 

"Could be important," Valentine remarked. Both of his hands finally emerged from his trenchcoat again, the left coming out complete with a rutty tutty, flip notebook and the other bearing your standard ballpoint pen. Steph watched as he scribbled down, the information she had just told him.

 

"You think I should be concerned?" she inquired.

 

Detective Nick Valentine looked at her with intense seriousness. "A young woman's been murdered. I'd say that should concern us all."

 

The weight to his voice suggested that a concern born of compassion should be at the heart of everyone involved, and yet all Steph could feel was suddenly defensive about her guilt and the role she was playing after the first Nuka-Girl's death.

 

"What's your name?" he asked and the replacement Nuka-Girl surrendered it easily enough, quickly adding, "You can call me Steph. All my friends do."

 

He eyed her no more differently for the invitation and then posed what was possibly the one question she was hoping not to be asked at all. "So anyone in particular benefit from you being hired?"

 

Steph was speechless, left thinking, great, this wasn't how it was supposed to go! She was the one whom was supposed to be clandestinely getting information from this Valentine, not him grilling her while causing all of the fears she'd temporatily forgotten about to resurface.

 

"Of course not," she laughed. "How could they benefit?

 

Valentine remained silent, his eyes telling her he had possible answers for that one she hadn't even considered.

 

"It was a crazy man who did it, not someone in their right mind," she tried to remain calm, although her voice sounded too high pitched near the end, when recalling House's own peculiarities. "Why would anyone who was sane and rational do something like that?"

 

"You tell me, sweetheart?" Valentine tilted his head. "They coulda wanted it to look like a nutcase did it to avert suspicion, now couldn't they have? But maybe they were specifically after something they could only find at Nuka-World and they needed an inside case to do it."

 

Steph bit her bottom lip. Why did this guy have to be throwing every possibility she was afraid of with House right back in her face.

 

"Well, everyone I know is virtually back where I came from. I have no real family left and very little in the way of what you call friends, Detective Valentine."

 

He smiled, an incredibly frustrating thing. "So very few people calling you Steph then, huh?"

 

A scowl adorned the lips underneath the tired young woman's glaring eyes. Sure he was throwing her own words right back at her, but now, on top of making her remember her suspicions of House,  he was reminding her that the man she fearfully suspected was one of the few people whom she'd heard say her name all of these months...

 

One of the few friends she had in all of this miserable world.

 

Luckily, Peyton soon reappeared through the doorway and Valentine saw this as his exit notice.

 

Stuffing the notebook and pen back inside of his pocket, Valentine turned to leave, with the rather personal declaration, "I'd better get going. Nothing I like better, on a night like this, than to go home and let the fiancée help dry me off."

 

"Lucky girl," Steph snorted. "I guess, the last thing she wants you to be is wet."

 

Already halfway to the door, Valentine stopped dead in his tracks. Turning slowly to look over his shoulder at her, Steph offered him that same sweet, innocent smile that House had taught her all about. From the knowing smile the policeman offered in return, however, she understood that Valentine had her number and probably had right from the start.

 

He probably could sense the bitterness that had always lingered somewhere inside of her brain and soul after living a life of a frustrated Las Vegas showgirl. Well aquainted with the worst that humanity had to offer, the police detective probably had a trace of it too, though their lines of work ran so seemingly opposite, and so could easily recognize it.

 

"Please know now..." he said with a fair enough level of sincerity. "If anything seems suspicious to you down here in Nuka-World, or you remember anything funny from up there in Vegas, you contact Detective Valentine at the Boston Police Department straight away. I might damn well be the only person you can trust not to violate your statue of limitations."

 

Steph heard Peyton Huxley grunt in disapproval beside her, but all the woman could think of was how her blood had suddenly begun to run cold.

 

Detective Nick Valentine then bid his farewell with a tip of his hat and a remarkably kind, "Evening Steph."

 

The police detective then opened the door and walked out into the cold night lying in wait outside of it, the sky brightening once in a flash of lightning, which seemed to highlight the silhouette of the man, the wires in the air and the electricity that seemed to surround them both.

 

 

Notes:

I am sorry for another delay and another note listing off the reason for it.

I could say that soon my excuses will rival the actual story, but, no, my life isn't as exciting as this.

First off, my sister and I discovered it was bulk item day on Monday. Usually that happens late September and so we were scrambling to get stuff out or be stuck with it until Spring.

We decided our sofa had to go.

Our cats constantly mistake it for a litter box and it was gross.

It was also incredibly large and heavy.

We had quite the time getting that out the door. Maneuvering it was a huge struggle, but we managed it, thanks in no small part to my sis' determination and many, many prayers (Thank You, God)!

Okay, so with that out the door, you think things might be okay, right?

No.

Back in April the front soffit and fascia fell off from our house when a few raccoons jumped on the roof of our front porch, after someone scared them with their car, and sounded like they were having a grand old time up there. We had to pay to get it fixed. Only, this week, a part of the side fell off, something my sis noticed when a neighbor|friend took her to the local grocers.

Now this friend did not understand why my poor sister was so upset about this, claiming that "Well, at least, it's on the outside, not the inside."

I guess that this friend forgets that when we had a similar hole in the fascia several years ago, and pigeons liked to roost in it, she and her partner spearheaded a campaign with a few other neighbors forcing us to fix it on the threat of eviction. Did they warn us first? No. We had no idea that she and her partner were even a part of it, them both acting nice to our faces, until a mutual friend told us, "I couldn't believe it when Sue told me what she did!"

That is the reason that both of us freak out over what our house looks like on the outside and have stopped giving a darn about what it looks like on the inside.

So, that is another thing having prevented me from getting this updated.

Another issue has been that the temperature dropped for a few days. Now, my house isn't heated except for space heaters and my body, I believe, now believes that I am a bear (or other such animal) and I go into hibernation mode anytime it gets cold.

I honestly kept dozing.

But between all of these things, I have been working on this steadily.

And I think the delay helped because it allowed me to introduce Nick Valentine into the story, after I was watching Blade Runner and then suddenly saw the detective standing inside of Bradberton's office, pestering Steph, while I was thinking of this chapter.

I love Nick Valentine.

I wanted to work him into Broke somehow, but knowing he was on the opposite part of the country that was a no go. While I still wish this was the synth Nick Valentine, I have to go with what I am given.

Sigh.

Maybe some time later.

The title comes from my choice of deciding to make it outright storm when they made it to Nuka-World. "It was a dark and stormy night" sprung to mind. It is often what Snoopy types while working on his stories, but besides that, it is known as a bit of purple prose and hackneyed, melodramatic writing. So much so, that it inspired the Bulwer-Lytton Fiction Contest, where entrants try "to compose the opening sentence to the worst of all possible novels".

Now...

I never thought that was a bad first opening line.

Although, I suppose, all nights are essentially dark.

But I like it actually.

That might say a lot about my own writing though, so I probably shouldn't have mentioned that. :/

Anyway, thank you for reading! :D <3

Chapter 23: A Capful of Flavorful Favorful

Summary:

Steph is finally introduced to her new boss, the creator of Nuka-Cola himself: John-Caleb Bradberton. The whole meeting leaving a rather unpleasant aftertaste in her mouth, she soon finds it wonderfully washed away by an unexpected surprise from her former-and-yet-still-current-but-absent boss in Las Vegas.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The waiting room seemed both better and worse without the detective's presence inside it.

 

On the one hand, Steph didn't have to field any more unwanted and uncomfortable questions about what she was doing there, running the risk of exposing House, which she dreaded to even contemplate.

 

On the other, the aspersions he'd made about someone close to her being involved in the previous Nuka-Girl's death were deeply unsettling and lingered in the air like cigarette smoke, making his physical absense not even much of a relief. Valentine had somehow sonared in on all of her fears, leaving them disturbed like freshly shoveled earth. Of course, it was just his job to be suspicious and dredge up information, looking for anything that was relevent.

 

The thought of which now left Steph even more unsettled.

 

How had he known she was from Vegas? Had she mentioned it and then forgotten all about it? She didn't think so, but how could she be sure? It was the type of question that drove her even more insane trying to answer.

 

Steph's hand went to her forehead, finding it damp, but not from the rain. She'd broken into a sweat and could only hope it had happened after Detective Valentine had shut the door behind him and not before.

 

"I'm glad he's gone," Peyton commented without shame, sharing none of the turmoil the man had left his companion with, his own boss having supposedly been cleared.

 

"Me too," Steph whispered in agreement, deciding no more risk of sticking her foot in her mouth was still better, at least, then the bad vibes and worries still present now that he was gone.

 

Turning to face Peyton Huxley, Steph noticed something she hadn't before, and it wasn't just the fact that the man loathed Nick Valentine as much as she did. "You changed suits," she commented, noticing how dry he currently was and feeling all the more drenched for it.

 

"Yes," Peyton said, taking off his glasses to give them an extra wipe. "Mr Bradberton, said I should change while I was in there. He has extra suits and he didn't want such a public face for the company looking blemished. He's ready to see you now, by the way."

 

Steph tried not to smirk or sound too bitter as she replied, "That's great. I hope he won't mind the face of the new Nuka-Girl looking like a sponge though. With my suitcase stolen, I don't exactly have anything to change into "

 

"It should be fine," Huxley commented, after giving her a somewhat critical appraisal, the glasses now returned to his eyes. "You aren't going out to see the crowd this very second, you know."

 

"Neither were you," she smiled sardonically.

 

"Touche," he countered, thankfully not offended.

 

"Mr. Huxley?"

 

"Oh, please call me Peyton."

 

"Peyton," Steph repeated, her smile becoming warmer, even if the remaining wetness to her clothes was suddenly making her feel cold. "Did you or Mr. Bradberton tell anyone that I was from Vegas?"

 

"No, that was confidential," he answered and then the eyes back behind their small shield of glass enlargened. "You're right! How did Valentine know that? I mean, Mr. Bradberton might have told him but I doubt it. He's incredibly cautious about such things. Hey! If the detective knew that, maybe he had something to do with your missing luggage. You know, confiscated for evidence or the like."

 

Although grateful to have another suspect, Steph was doubtful, "I don't know...Don't they need a warrent for that sort of thing?"

 

Huxley looked grim. "He didn't need a warrent to bust in here to talk to Mr. Bradberton, now did he? Besides...there has been talk."

 

"Talk about what?" Steph asked, her eyebrows furrowing.

 

"Talk about the Boston Police Department getting a little unhinged and unethical lately. They've been trying to take down Boston's worst and most dangerous criminals, they say, but all they've been getting is a round trip to nowhere. That's bound to make anyone a little unhinged and think about resorting to dubious tactics. What's that saying...be careful of looking into the eyes of monsters lest you become one?"

 

Steph shivered and not from the cold. The implication that Nick Valentine might have a few screws loose did little to calm her already raw and stretched nerves. Her only prayer was that it was in the name of justice and that he hadn't gone the other way there too, adopting that other famous saying: if you can't beat them, join them.

 

He had a fiancée, sure, but that didn't forbid him from developing an eye for other women.

 

Huxley glanced at his Pip-Boy again and looked displeased. "Enough of this dilly dallying, I'm afraid," he remarked, placing a hand on her back and essentially pushing her forward. "Mr. Bradberton wishes to see you now, no more delays, not even from the long arm of the law."

 

Almost half against her will, Steph was led through the doorway Valentine had first appeared in, then up a large flight of stairs, Peyton's hand dropping off her back. She turned to look back, finding she had left him standing on the bottom step. "Keep going," Huxley instructed. "He's waiting for you. I'll be waiting back down here for when you're finished."

 

Unsure of herself, Steph climbed the rest of the stairs, more nervous now than ever. She'd have liked someone to be with her when she was first introduced to Bradberton. There were plenty of creeps in Las Vegas whom assumed that, just because you worked under them, you literally were supposed to work under them. Huxley didn't seem the sort, and even if he went along with everything this John-Caleb Bradberton wanted, she could use him as a shield, at least, if things turned sour and she needed to run.

 

Although taking the last few steps, Steph hoped that House didn't expect his plans for her to eventually seduce Bud Askins to extend to every man she was to meet on her way to get to him. House probably viewed them, afterall, as little more than the steps she was now making: mere objects meant to get her to where she needed to be.

 

If she could help it, though, Steph wanted her sex life to remain her own before she finally reached that final step.

 

Her body was eventually essentially to be sold, but it belonged to her up to that point.

 

She intended to hold on to that.

 

As she entered what looked like the Nuka-Cola creator's office, however, Steph knew that the worry about him wanting to have sex with her was completely without foundation. From the look in the eyes of the man sitting behind his desk, a man she presumed to be the Cola King himself, the last thing Bradberton wanted to get was close to her.

 

His eyes fixed on her like a glare, he might as well of hated her.

 

Infact, he looked down right afraid of her!

 

"STAY WHERE YOU ARE!" the middle aged man with the shortly cut greyish hair and beard shouted before she could even reach the middle of his office. "You're soaking wet! And on a night like this! Who knows what you might have caught!"

 

He was looking at her like she might as well have stormed into the room waving a gun at him and it stirred her own anxiety level to a whole different level of thickness. Still, it was in House's best interest that she not react in any way short of sublime politeness, so she steadfastly held on to her months worth of training.

 

Steph clasped her hands in front of her, demurely, then responded with all due kindness and sweetness, "I've barely seen anyone since coming here, Mr. Bradberton. Only Peyton Huxley, and you weren't so afraid of him that you didn't allow him to change in here."

 

"That's different," Bradberton scoffed, his eyes angry orbs of terror. "Besides you were on the plane coming over to Boston. Dirty cramped things, people breathing in the same germ filled air, coughing in to it like sardines or tuna in a can, all packed in tightly together."

 

Steph didn't mention the fact that fish didn't breath air or that,  being in a can, they were already dead and needn't worry about much else.

 

"Then there's the airport to consider...that can't be healthy either..." he continued. "Disease and death at every corner. Do you know the percentage of ill people travelling somewhere to see some other State's doctors, all in the hopes that they can miraculously cure them?"

 

"No...no I don't," Stephanie answered, although she was quite sure that Peyton Huxley could tell her.

 

The airport referenced, she now realized that there was no suitcase on his desk waiting to be returned to her. There was also very little in the way of closets or drawers around, leaving her to wonder where Bradberton's assistant had actually found any dry clothes to change into. There just seemed to be his boss' business accessories and some Nuka-Cola paraphernalia, one being a lifesize mannequin, model (or whatever you called it) of the Nuka-Girl, a reminder of what she was doing there.

 

Another piece of memorabilia was a vending machine of the cola itself.

 

Steph guessed that the inventor couldn't get enough of his own invention.

 

Maybe it was, unfortunately, what had made him so hyper and paranoid.

 

Traits in full evidence as he continued on with his tirade.

 

"There's always something that can kill you," the man now stated bluntly. "The thing must always be to avoid becoming sick in the first place...then no cure is necessary."

 

"Yes," Steph replied, trying to humour him as House would want. "Of course, you're completely right."

 

Bradberton nodded, not in any way that indicated his animosity was lessening, but only that she'd be a fool not to agree with his reasoning.

 

When she had left the Lucky 38, it had never crossed Stephanie's mind that she might encounter a man more arrogant and conceited than Robert House. Her new employer was currently challenging such a preconception.

 

Bradberton studied her for a few seconds, a harsh critical stare about as cold as the cubes of ice that sometimes accompanied his world famous beverage. His eyes bounced back often to the Nuka-Girl replica and he grew possibly even more cantankerous and disapproving if that were possible.

 

"It won't do," he suddenly verbalized his dissatisfaction. "Your measurements are all wrong, for one thing, and your demeanor. Your hair color's about the only thing that is right, but I can't be forced to be mistaken that the style is anything close to what I'm after and I remain skeptical that you will ever be Nuka-Girl, my Nuka-Girl! I knew as much when I first saw your photograph."

 

Stephanie felt sore, insulted, as if all of those areas that were most sensitive to her had been sliced open and salt poured in to it to rival the vast amounts of sugar they added to Nuka-Cola itself. "If I am so distasteful to you, why even agree to my hiring then?" she inquired, folding her arms infront of her chest.

 

"I did it as a favor," Bradberton answered, lacing his fingers together where they rested on his desk. "What is equivalent to a requirement in regards to the rules...just as I am now required to inform you that I have little to no idea whom I have accomodated by your employment."

 

"You don't know who's behind me?" Stephanie asked in genuine shock.

 

The cola creator shook his head. "We do not operate in such a way as to know which favor belongs to whom. That would prove detrimental to business. The call, more or less, comes in and we simply fulfill it, ending the deal. We each have our collection of markers...this is mine."

 

His fingers unlacing, Bradberton's right hand reached into his desk drawer and soon threw out an object, which landed on his desk with very little accompanying sound, save for something metallic. He looked at her like he expected her to know what it was, but it was up to Steph to correct him. "I can't see it from this far away."

 

Looking beyond inconvenienced, his hand disappeared into the desk once again and came back with a mask now, the same type doctors used while operating. "Come closer," he instructed once it was covering his mouth.

 

Walking forward, Steph leaned over the desk, finally seeing what the object lying on it was: the cap from off the top of a bottle of Nuka-Cola.

 

"Pick it up," he instructed again, with the wave of a finger soon placed under his chin.

 

Her own fingers reaching outward, Steph lifted the cap up, finding on the other side an unexpected object that made her gasp. A ruby had been fixed to the bottle cap, glittering, shining and absolutely beautiful.

 

"Here," Bradberton snapped, accepting her gasp as a sign she had seen the cap's true worth and holding out a small envelope for its immediate collection. "Drop it in here."

 

Aware the man didn't trust her, Steph let the cap linger two seconds too long between her finger and thumb, then when Bradberton looked anxious, let it fall into the paper pouch.

 

Bradberton stuffed it back inside of the drawer and scowled upwards at her, his eyes like daggers and his mouth probably twisted in to a sneer underneath the mask when he addressed her again. "That came in and I knew I was screwed. But whom I have to thank for this troublesome disruption, I have only mere presumptions. You came to us straight from Vegas, but I have aquired several debts in Vegas already. It would seem most likely that you are connected to one, Robert House, but I doubt he would ever be so stupid as to send you directly here from his base of operations. He's too sneaky a bastard for that...unless he's assuming I'll think in that fashion..."

 

His eyes were boring into hers and Stephanie took some pride in the fact that she did not make a move, not even a blink, to help incriminate her one and true boss.

 

"I know it must be damn important to whomever it was, but I have better things to do with my time then trying to source out the rat whom cursed me with a Nuka-Girl whom will only be on the weak side of efficient and in no way live up to the last one we had. She was brilliant, a marvel! You...why you're nothing more than what I believe was a two-bit, failed Las Vegas showgirl!"

 

Now Steph did blink involuntatily, betraying her own wounded self before she had betrayed House.

 

Bradberton smiled, probably lapping up the tear he saw housed in her eye and soon falling down her cheek, like a bead of condensation on a chilled bottle of his commonly consumed cola creation.

 

"As such, while you come and work for us here at Nuka-World, I deem it advisable for you to know that I have no reservations whatsoever about you meeting the same fate as our previous Nuka-Girl. Infact, I would look rather forward to it if you did. The faster the killer can dispose of you, the sooner I can begin looking for a more suitable replacement."

 

Steph pushed down the sharp, intense urge to slap the man's face and hopefully rip his cursed mask off at the same time as the ears it was attatched to. It would be satisfying, for sure, but it might also allow him to terminate her position all the faster, a single, simple and unthreatening act of violence somehow violating the rules of the favor.

 

Maybe that was even what he was banking on: to have her driven straight to his office in the dead of night, after a long flight, all on the hope that she would be tired, confused and lonely enough to lash out at him.

 

If it was, Steph was happily willing to disappoint him.

 

There was more at stake then just her shredded feelings afterall.

 

There was the fate of Vegas.

 

And all of Robert House's hopes and dreams.

 

Once more, Steph demurely folded her hands infront of her, helping to also prevent her from using them unwisely. Then, tilting her head to the side and addressing Bradberton in all sweetness, she said, "I regret to hear of your doubts in me, Mr. Bradberton. However, I look forward in doing my best to prove them...mistaken. I promise to become your best Nuka-Girl ever, just you wait and see!"

 

The smile remained on her face as the cola kingpin fell back in his seat in instant dismay. Then to further throw him off, Steph stepped about six feet back, telling him in the same polite, good little girl voice, "You can take your mask off now if you like, by the way. I'm far enough away."

 

Begrudingly, he tore it off, taking a deep breath now that his mouth was free, as if it had somehow been suffocating him. "At least you won't be costing me anything in way of your housing...not even for one tacky piece of furniture."

 

"What do you mean?" Steph asked, confused.

 

"Your apartment," her new boss snapped. "Most of my employees try their best to trick me into furnishing their rooms, or complain about it when I deduct the rental of furniture from off of their paychecks. That won't be the case with you. Whomever your mysterious benefactor is, they insisted on dressing up your new place themselves. It was another one of their requirements. If you have a problem with that fact, leave me out of it and take it up with them yourself. You'll know who it is afterall."

 

Stephanie wanted to smile (the first real one since setting foot in the office), but couldn't, every part of her body feeling frozen in place except for her irregularly beating heart.

 

"Now get out of here!" Bradberton commanded. "Huxley will pick you up at five tomorrow. You'll need a complete makeover. That hairstyle for one. You aren't in a stupid Vault-Tec commercial, understand. For Cappy's sake, you're a girl of the future not some stupid housewife!"

 

Her heart still feeling strange and fluttery, Steph nodded and offered a good night before she turned to head down the stairs. Bradberton shooed it away, looking throughly disgusted with both it and her.

 

How she got back down the steps, Steph never knew; her legs felt gelatinous, her brain simply mashed. Even the arm on a railing didn't feel like it belonged to her. She had somehow managed to survive her first official meeting with what was to be House's surface level replacement, all while he still controlled her in the background from Las Vegas. But it hadn't excited her as much as she had hoped it would or disquietened her fears about moving forward.

 

Infact her soul felt like a Nuka-Cola can when it had been shaken: in danger of popping.

 

Peyton was waiting patiently in the waiting room, just as he had claimed. A magazine was in his hand and his legs were crossed as he sat in one of the waiting room chairs.

 

"Oh good, your done," he remarked, the magazine cast casually to his side. Then, apparently seeing her current state, he gently inquired, "Are you okay?"

 

"I'm tired," Steph offered a partial truth for his concern.

 

"We'll just get you to your new home then," he commented, patting her upper arm and heading to the door. Dutifully, she followed, straight back into the night and the rain, all the way to the parking lot where the Sedan was still waiting.

 

As they drove away from the lot, and out of the amusement park, Steph, her head pressed to the glass of the window, obligatorily commented, "I enjoyed seeing Nuka-World."

 

Huxley just laughed. "Goodness gracious that was just the Nuka-Town area! There's much more to see. You'll be working in the Galactic Zone. That's a whole different section."

 

Steph let her head roll against the glass, feeling the coolness of it against her hot-to-the-touch skin. Hadn't House mentioned the Galactic Zone? Something about her liking it or feeling more at home there? It seemed like a million lightyears away and she was just so weary...

 

She might have dozed on the way to the company town of Bradberton, she couldn't be certain. Or maybe it was just so uneventful it didn't really matter if she had or not. In any case, she didn't remember Huxley rattling off any more gruesome statitstics, but maybe he was just too tired himself. Maybe trying to please John-Caleb Bradberton just left a person feeling that way.

 

The town he brought her to looked nice enough in the nighttime, but it was difficult to tell in the darkness what it would look like under full light; In the morning she could hate it Steph knew.

 

"I'll walk you to your door," the executive assistant announced, and Steph tried not to think about how House had walked her to her room back at the 38 the first night she had stayed there, the one she had been given when he had forbidden her from going back to her old apartment building.

 

The hallways were lighted but quiet and they made it to her door without much intrusion or curiosity, although there always was the chance for an eye to be up against a keyhole, Steph supposed, and no one else the wiser. The thought made her shiver again.

 

"I'll be picking you up tomorrow, five sharp," Peyton repeated the boss' they shared instructions. "Here's your key."

 

He went to pass it to her, and though Steph held her hand out flat to catch it, she still almost managed to drop it. She was just so exhausted. Worse...she felt broken. Everything from her worry about House having orchestrated murder to ease his plans along to the missing luggage to meeting Bradberton with all of his cruel criticsms had made her feel raw and shattered. She wanted now not only to go to her apartment but to sink into the floorboards themselves, becoming a part of the scenery, and not just some vital cog in someone else's machine, one she had no control over.

 

"I'm sorry," she muttered, a hand returning to her forehead.

 

"It's quite all right," Peyton Huxley said, patting her arm again. "Get some sleep. When you see how much the world loves its Nuka-Girl you'll feel a whole world better."

 

One of the eyes behind the glass shut in a knowing little wink and then Huxley turned to leave.

 

Stephanie watched him, placing the key in the lock but waiting to turn it until he was gone.

 

Her feet dragging, she walked into her darkened apartment, her hand reaching around for the light and choosing the wrong side before eventually landing on the switch. "Don't let Bradberton hear about that," she mumbled to herself. "It'll only convince him I'm not his precious Nuka-Girl. If I can't even turn on a stupid light, how am I supposed to turn on America?"

 

The light found and flicked, Steph's criticism of herself was suddenly interrupted by the sight the lightbulb illuminated.

 

When Bradberton had stated her apartment had already been furnished, she had possessed no real way of knowing that it would be so incredibly lavish, nor had the amusement park founder had any way to understand just how personal it was to be for her.

 

It was honestly like walking into the pages of a catalog where every article of furniture was designed exactly to her liking. Steph stepped into the apartment as if it were some enchanted cottage in a fairy tale.

 

Everything was lovely and...

 

New.

 

Her hand trailed over the back of the couch, a magnificent piece that was newborn to the touch, no previous owner obviously existing before her. She need not worry about living in the shadow of the last Nuka-Girl here, Steph realized: she was the first and the foremost.

 

Steph kicked off her shoes and ran to the bedroom, her feet traversing the plushest of rugs and carpets only to throw the door open and discover the most beautiful boudoir she'd ever seen in her life.

 

The bed was huge, something to become lost in, and the escape was aided by the most luxuriant sheets that had ever graced an ex showgirl's bed. If these had been the sheets at the 38, Steph knew, she'd never have had the heart to turn them into some paltry, make-shift rope. It would have been a sin and so she'd have stayed a prisoner.

 

House had truly outdone himself, nothing coming close to it except for the false Fremont.

 

The apartment was far grander than even her room back at the 38, where everything had been used by who knew how many strangers, despite its pristine condition. No this was something else, something devoted to her and her alone and something House would have needed to put his own hands in to help conjure up for her use and enjoyment.

 

It rivalled anything she'd even seen in the movies.

 

A fact House cheekily reminded her of.

 

On all of the walls, from the living room to the bedroom, Robert House had chosen the posters for the films they had watched together in their very own Fremont, but only the films she had particularly enjoyed, whether she had let him know or not.

 

Altogether, the apartment was proof, maybe all the proof Steph needed, that House had been paying attention to her. That while she had been studying a million crappy lessons that she couldn't care less for, he'd been equally studying her, at least, too. Whether it was due to a genuine interest or because he needed to understand his greatest asset, she couldn't give a ruby hiding behind a bottlecap for either.

 

It just meant the world to her that he had.

 

Giddily, her tiredness lessened by her rejuvenated joy and excitement, she opened the closet door and found a complete wardrobe hanging on wooden hangers, all of which had been hand carved into long necked swans.

 

She could have swooned, except a phone was ringing somewhere behind her in the apartment. Her eyes swept around the bedroom but saw nothing there that remotely looked like a telephone. Maybe Bradberton would demand one be placed next to her while she was fast asleep, but for some reason, that hadn't been high on House's priorities.

 

Unsure of who would call her here, but a teasing glimmer of hope dancing inside of her soul, Steph rushed back to the living room, finding both the phone and her hope answered as she picked it up with trembling fingers.

 

"So...how do you like it, my dear Miss Calculations?" a familiar voice asked before she could say a word.

 

"I love it," she answered, falling against the wall as her heart pounded. "But why are you...how can you?"

 

"It's not something I can ever do again, call you, I mean, not decorate your room. They'll likely place a bug on the phone after today; sometime when you're not there, odds are. But tonight, when it's just been installed...well, I thought it would be okay

 

"Thank you," Steph whispered, grateful above all the other things he had done for her just to hear his voice again. "Oh...thank you for everything."

 

She could almost hear the self satisfied smile on the other end and it was equivalent to an angel's singing. "I thought I knew you well enough by now. Check out the kitchen, though. I think you'll find something particularly amusing there."

 

Oh please don't go, Steph wanted to say, knowing what he would say next. Stay and talk forever, at least all night long, about anything, from what Vic was doing around the casino after she'd gone (even if it was cleaning out her old room) to what the Vegas sky looked like outside of the tower top window. She just wanted to listen to him, to know that he was out there holding a phone to his own ear, just as she was, and that they were linked by a telephone wire, something magically transformed into an electrical vein at this point in time.

 

Her lifeline if nothing else.

 

She should mention the stolen luggage, Steph knew, or could discuss Bradberton's rudeness, but feared these risked spoiling things too, bringing a darkness to a conversation which was healingly light to her, and just the sort of comfort her soul and heart needed right then.

 

Instead, she kept her mouth shut, just trying to be grateful for the blessing she never expected instead of getting greedy and wanting more.

 

"Good night Stephanie," House said, his voice perhaps softer, kinder than she had ever previously heard it, although maybe it was only in her mind and wishes.

 

"Good night Bert."

 

The sound of a click and that was the end of it.

 

Still, she had his last words to cling on to as she made her way to the kitchen, finding it even handled remarkably to her taste.

 

What he'd been talking about specfically was waiting for her on the counter, pristine and perfect in all of its injoked glory. Smiling, Steph made her way to the gift, her heart glowing as she stopped infront of the nice little toaster oven and read its manufacterer's nameplate:

 

RobCo.

 

On a whim she opened it, her bottom lip bitten, only to find a little peaches and cream colored note ready for her.

 

I think you'll find this far more dependable.

 

Feeling not so tired now, but actually hungry, Steph went to the fridge, wondering if it would be "furnished" too. It was, complete with anything and everything she could ask for, except for a chef to cook it all. Opening the freezer door, she found it well stocked with some of her favorite types of food from appetizers to desserts.

 

Sitting upfront, however, was a solitary frozen dinner.

 

The exact type that the Vault-Tec oven had burned to a crisp.

 

Steph didn't think too heavily on that coincidence or possibility this time.

 

Instead, the former Vegas native had simply grabbed the box, opened it and threw the rock hard tray into the RobCo toaster oven. The timer set, she waited patiently while it worked, literally like clockwork, the whole thing done perfectly in record breaking time.

 

Nuka-World's new Nuka-Girl then sat at her new kitchen and ate the thing with her new pieces of silverware, not caring that the freezer had provided plenty of other more expensive and tastier options.

 

To her it didn't matter.

 

Like the rest of the apartment, it was absolutely heavenly.

 

The only thing that could have possibly made it better was if House was sitting and eating his own dinner across from her.

Notes:

I have been waiting to write Steph's introduction to John-Caleb Bradberton for a few chapters now. It was supposed to come at the end of the one where she first came to Massachusetts, then I thought I could have it take place at the end of the last chapter, after getting sidetracked with Nick Valentine, but I had to wait until this chapter.

Which I couldn't wait to write.

So I didn't.

Because I knew it would be ending with House's phone call and gifts.

His giving Steph that RobCo toaster oven was planned since her one from Vault-Tec malfunctioned back in Chapter 5. That was all the way back on June 10th!

Over 3 months ago!

Yep, that's been sitting on the burner for quite a while.

He was going to give it to her on the night she moved in to the Lucky 38, actually, but I thought that was ridiculous in the long run. Giving her a toaster oven for her hotel room when he has all her meals catered for her or called in?

Um, it didn't make sense.

But when I thought he could gift it to her when she was so far away and have it be this sweet, little pleasant joke between them...

Well, that made sense.

Anyway, thank you for taking the time to read this, or just to pay it a visit! It is very much appreciated! :D <3

Chapter 24: A Real Princess of a Neighbor

Summary:

Approaching her full on transformation into the new Nuka-Girl, Steph meets her new neighbor and receives a little more information about the woman whom she's preparing to fill the tall boots of.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As per usual when her mind was racing, and even as exhausted as she was, Steph still found it difficult to sleep. Finally, after enough tossing and turning to almost strangle herself in her bedding, she nodded off, only for the alarm clock to wake her up after about only fifteen minutes of sleep.

 

Not that she'd been given much time for anything that resembled a decent attempt at rejuvenation.

 

With Bradberton setting the time so very early for Peyton picking her up, Steph half suspected that the Cola Creepo wanted her to show up looking wretched for her big transformation into Nuka-Girl. She didn't know the exact terms of the "favor" but something told her if she made a poor showing during her introduction Bradberton would have cause to fire her inexperienced ass in a week's time,  bottle cap or no bottle cap.

 

"People will want you to fail," House had warned her once. "You don't get anywhere in this world if you don't realize that first, my dear Miss Calculations. They always sleep a little better at night if they are somewhere on the ladder a rung or two above you...and they like it best when your fingers were crushed beneath their shoes as you go falling to the ground."

 

She never felt that bitter truth more, as she swung her legs over the edge of the wonderfully perfect bed her secret boss had given her, while her mind endlessly replayed the previous night's conversation with her visible employer. Her eyes fell to her chest, now wearing another one of House's gracious gifts (a satin nightgown of blue) and she recalled all too well Bradberton's words that she didn't quite "measure up".

 

So he didn't think she could succeed at being his Nuka-Girl, she thought rancidly, stretching the sleep out of her eyes and the rest of her body. Well, give her enough time and she'd have him eat those words and wash them down with a bottle of his sickly sweet Nuka-Cola too.

 

That was if she wasn't killed first.

 

As she went to scrub herself fresh for a day at her new workplace, where she feared her appearance was once again all that mattered, Stephanie wondered if she should have mentioned the missing suitcase to House on the phone last night. If he wasn't behind it, he might have been able to help solve the problem or get her out of there, at least, if things seemed dangerous; Bradberton and all his assumptions that she couldn't cut it be damned.

 

Still, it had been so nice hearing House's voice again, and after such a rotten day, where everything had seemed to go wrong, she hadn't had the strength nor the heart to spoil something that had finally been so right.

 

The apartment bathtub, more adequetely a shower, was in no way as luxurious as the one where she'd once scuffled with House, but right then it didn't have to be. The important thing was that she was clean and awake, something the 38's tub could help you forget was the whole purpose of a morning scrub down. It was a blessing at all that House had even saw fit to decorate the bathroom, so her surroundings were pretty too. As Steph stepped out of the shower, she smiled at the toilet seat cover, bright yellow and with red roses embroidered all over it. Her foot soon felt the fur of a matching rug tickling in between her toes.

 

Dry, dressed and ready to go, there was the barest kiss of light in the hallway as Steph stepped outside into it, meticulously dressed in an outfit that would soon be exchanged for the getup of Nuka-Cola's most famous spokesperson.

 

Locking the door behind her, Stephanie heard a woman's voice saying hi and instantly jumped a foot in the air, almost dropping the key for a second time.

 

"Oh, jeez, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to startle you," Steph turned to see the speaker standing and seeming genuinely repentant behind her.

 

Knowing that the woman was obviously just trying to be friendly and aware that, living in Bradberton too, she must be a coworker, Steph served up a warm smile and tried to soothe the stranger's regret over with her own pardon and pleasantries. "No, need to apologize. Guess I'm just on edge...it's my first day."

 

"I can only imagine," the girl said, a hand resting just above her heart. "And especially with what happened. I take it you're the new Nuka-Girl right? Or have I up and made another mistake?"

 

"Yes, that's me," Steph confirmed, seeing no reason why not to when it would be common knowledge by the end of the day. "But I'd rather you just call me, Steph. Nuka-Girl...kind of makes me uneasy."

 

Her neighbour smiled in understanding. "I know what you mean. I play Princess Cherry over at the Kiddie Kingdom and by the end of the day, I'm begging Oz to just call me Rachel again."

 

"Rachel," Steph repeated. "And Oz..."

 

"Oh, I guess I forgot to introduce myself. It's too early," Rachel almost cringed. "My name's Rachel Watkins, very glad to meet you, Steph." She held out her hand and Stephanie took it, giving it a friendly if somewhat light shake, confused if the girl's somewhat chaotic manner was just due to the earliness of their introduction or if she was a spy of some sort. She remembered the feeling of being watched last night and felt in no way comforted by the memory.

 

"Oswald Oppenheimer. He's my boyfriend and works over at the Kiddie Kingdom too, only he gets to keep at least half of his name. Oswald the Outrageous they call him. He goes into work even earlier than this, if you can imagine. Always trying out whatever magic act he conjured up the night before so then he can amuse the kids. I just play a Princess, nothing so dazzling. They just want me to look pretty in a dress..." Rachel's voice trailed off as she shrugged. "What I really want to be is one of Bradberton's renowned Beverageers, but I thought this was an okay place to start. I didn't waste years at university earning a degree in organic chemistry for nothing, you know."

 

"I'd say," House's personal spy agreed, while she slyly made an inward deduction. The girl could probably be struck off of the suspect list for the Nuka-Girl's murder. House had, afterall, stated, that the killer wasn't skilled at chemistry and Rachel had to be more than adequate to have earned a degree, unless it was through correspondence school. It didn't clear her boyfriend, however, whom suspiciously headed into work at such a wretched hour only God was awake by then. Still, Steph hoped for Rachel's sake that the magician was just passionate about his work.

 

Watkins was staring at her now, in something close to admiration and awe, although they had only just met. "You're lucky, though! You get to be the Nuka-Girl!" she exclaimed, her hands resting on her hips. "The things you'll get to do, like riding the simulated rocket! I'm so freaking jealous. Plus you won't have a bunch of prepubescent boys trying to look up your dress all day long."

 

"No," Steph smiled wryly, not ready to volunteer that,  being a former showgirl, she had paraded around in far less in front of such boys' fathers. Instead she confessed, "From what I see of the costume, I might be wearing pants, but they'll sure get an eyeful anyway."

 

Rachel nodded in concession. "Yeah, that's what the last one used to always say too. I heard she once told Huxley to coax Bradberton into changing it."

 

Seeing an opportunity to learn a bit more about her predecessor, Steph seized upon the moment, asking what might become her common refrain, "Oh, did you two know each other well?"

 

Expression faltering in guilt, but more or less because of her forthcoming answer, Rachel truthfully replied, "Not really. She lived on a different floor and kind of snubbed the gang over at the Kiddie Kingdom...I think she really took the job for ulterior motives, just like I did. She had her eyes on the movies though, not the actual product production."

 

"Ever see anything strange before she died?" Steph delicately inquired. "I need to know if I should be careful. I don't like that they haven't found the guy."

 

"You should be careful anyway and I shouldn't be so jealous," Rachel returned with some sympathy. "There are always nutcases drawn to the Nuka-Girl! Princess Cherry has nothing on her compared to admirers. And just like Nuka-Girl's galactic image suggests, many of her fans seem to come straight from outer space." The comment seemed to invoke a memory inside of the chemistry grad, her face scrunching in some sudden realization. "Now that I think of it...I do remember something strange, something I should probably mention to that Detective if he ever shows up here again."

 

"What was it?" Steph asked, almost urgent in her curiosity to hear something even Valentine hadn't.

 

"Well, a few days before her murder, I saw this..."

 

"Stephanie! So good to see you awake. With the busy day you had yesterday, I thought I might have to break down the door and drag you to Nuka-World half asleep!"

 

Both women turned to see Peyton Huxley walking down the hallway towards them, slapping his hands and rubbing them together, while a huge smile spread across his face like the first rays of the morning sun. "And I see that you've met our very own Princess Cherry! That's what I like to see! We're all one big happy family at Nuka-World, now aren't we?"

 

It was too early in the morning for such cheery bullshit, and Steph was close to rolling her eyes at it, but when she turned to Rachel to see if she shared the sentiment, the other Nuka-World employee was grinning widely as if she actually agreed with the man's viewpoint. Steph hid a sneer. Maybe Bradberton was no real indication of the general attitude of his workers. Maybe they all actually enjoyed working at the tacky tourist trap. Of course, Watkins lover also worked at the amusement park... Having the person you were in love with working by your side was an added benefit that could make all the difference in the world, Steph understood all to well.

 

Her thoughts instantly went to the Lucky 38 and Robert House, wishing she was sitting back at her desk inside of his makeshift classroom.

 

"Well, a new day is dawning, so shake off all that yawning," Huxley said making a playful, exagerated hit at the air. "We'd better get going to greet it."

 

Steph's bewildered sneer escaped partially as she wondered if these people consumed too much of the same overly candified product they endorsed. Was this all part of the show too or did they actually believe it?

 

Soon the same hand that had punched the air was grasping her upperarm and urging her forward. Luckily all of the man's touchy feeliness always seemed appropriately businesslike or else he'd be slapped with a lawsuit sooner than later, Steph thought. Or maybe he wasn't too familiar with the statistics for sexual harrassment charges these days.

 

Looking over her shoulder, Steph was determined to persevere. She waved and said, "Bye Rachel! It was a pleasure meeting you!"

 

"Oh and you too!" Rachel called out, a hand cupping her mouth. "Once they get you all suited up, I'm sure you'll have a BLAST-ER!"

 

Outside, Peyton promptly pulled her to their ride and then deposited her into the backseat, while he, once again, got behind the wheel. In the meantime, it allowed Steph a moment or two to regret that she hadn't had more time to hear Rachel's confession about what suspicious thing she'd witnessed in regards to the victim. She was also left considering how genuinely nice the woman had seemed, sincerely supporting her success, while she looked to her own, in a far different avenue. Maybe what House had told her about people greedily hoping for the failure of others had been wrong. Or maybe, more accurately, that was only the way paranoid-bussinessmen-whom-thought-everyone-was-out-to-get-them, thought.

 

The car moving down the road, showing off a different look at Bradberton Massachuchetts, Steph turned her gaze to the dashboard mirror, looking at the bespectacled eyes of Huxkey as he focused on the road.

 

"Is it really like a big family at Nuka-World? That's something Bradberton honestly encourages?" the newest employee asked one of its most influential.

 

"Oh, yes! Camaraderie is highly esteemed by Mr. Bradberton," Peyton answered. "It keeps things running smoothly..."

 

"And people out of his hair?" Steph smirked, folding her arms.

 

"Now, I didn't say that, Steph. But there isn't a workplace I know of that doesn't benefit from a happy, healthy atmosphere of kinship."

 

Thinking it over, Steph nodded; the executive's words were valid. Only other businesses benefitted from disharmony, like RobCo with what was currently being done over at H&H Tools. Shivering, she remembered the article she had read in the Vegas Times only yesterday, about a million hours ago. Apparently whatever House was doing was making employees distrust their boss, Anthony House, whom was becoming increasingly insane. No matter how horrible Bradberton was, apparently he didn't encourage in-company distrust.

 

He just didn't like his new Nuka-Girl personally.

 

Huxley seemed to have more to say on the subject, observing after a few beats of silence, "Maybe if the last Nuka-Girl had made more friends within Nuka-World she might not have...you know."

 

"I thought she was popular," Steph remarked, getting a far different picture now, albeit in pieces.

 

"To her public...outside of it, she was standoffish...cold,  aloof."

 

Steph raised an eyebrow, wondering now if Huxley's hands on approach wasn't so innocent afterall. "Oh, did you try to get friendly with her?"

 

The car almost swerved, not a sign of Huxley's guilt but rather because he had started laughing so hard. "Me? Are you kidding?"

 

Suddenly Steph was wondering what Peyton Huxley's tastes were exactly. She already worried that House's interests leaned towards the robotic...Did Peyton have his own intimate secrets?

 

"Besides," Bradberton's right hand man continued, trying to squelch his guffaws. "You see one Nuka-Girl you've seen them all. They're really nothing special."

 

"Gee...thanks," Steph snapped.

 

"Don't take it personally," her driver instructed, now far more sober. "You'll be perfect...ideal even."

 

Steph sighed and turned her gaze outside of the window at the overpass they were crossing. "I wish your boss thought so."

 

Peyton Huxley was quiet for a few minutes, probably having heard for himself the Cola King's complaints and criticisms over the new girl.

 

"He just has a lot on his mind these days," Peyton stated almost apologetically. "Not just the murder but other things too. On top of all that, Mr. Bradberton is a real artist and like any artist he resents his vision being compromised. You have to understand and give him time to warm to you."

 

Steph laughed. "I doubt it. Not even if I was a chunk of the sun fried up at 500...or an actual nuke going off in the California sun."

 

Huxley shut up after that, either not having anything to say or his thoughts now off on something else too, a reference made to something that seemed to be weighing heavily on most peoples minds these days.

 

At least most people whom paid any attention to the evening news.

 

Sitting in the backseat, quietly, Steph wondered if Peyton Huxley knew what the statistics were for a nuclear war: the deaths and destruction, when it would happen? Or had Robert House successfully cornered that particular market when it concerned the end of the world?

Notes:

This is way too late and I have a plethora of excuses to serve up now with it.

First up, last Saturday my sis and I had a yard sale to help fix our porch roof which is in bad shape. We lugged out lots of stuff.

And only made $8. :/

That didn't put me in a writing frame of mind.

Next I was worried about a Doctor's appointment for my sister that was scheduled for last Wednesday. Another thing that makes my mind a mess.

The other thing was that AO3 recently seems to go down or have problems usually right after I update something. Last time, I couldn't even sign in, a problem many people had. I felt like a jinx. It sucks to work hard and then to feel somewhat thwarted.

Yeah, I'll use that word because it's properly melodramatic, which I am being right now.

Anyway, I hope to update faster, but don't quote me on that, incase I just jinxed things again.

Thank you so very much for reading this and if you're still hanging in there! I appreciate it! :D <3

Chapter 25: Cross Her Heart

Summary:

Steph begins her transformation into Nuka-Girl, with House still managing to have an oustretched arm out to remain even in control of this.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

They drove straight into Nuka-World via another entrance that seemed somewhat hidden to the general public and Steph wondered just how many secret ways in Bradberton had managed to conceive. The probably inconsequentual question of where Huxley had managed to find a dry suit in a seemingly closetless room came back to her, but she didn't bother to press the man about it, his thoughts still soured from their earlier conversation. In any case, all of the secret rooms, roads and passage ways left her feeling in no way better about Nuka-World's safety and its old Nuka-Girl's death. With all of those openings and ways out, who could tell whom had gotten into the place and out without security being any the wiser?

 

Why the killer could still be lurking inside of, or under, the amusement park...it wasn't that hard to imagine.

 

Waiting patiently for the next object of his adoration to arrive...

 

Steph shivered and Peyton must have caught sight of it in the dashboard mirror.

 

"Cold?" he questioned. "You probably should have dressed in something warmer."

 

"Probably," she replied.

 

He looked on the verge of asking how she'd managed to dress at all, what with a stolen suitcase and her current outfit not the same as before, but apparently dropped it upon realizing that it might not be any of his business. What was his business was was Nuka-Cola and all that represented it, and that solely involved getting her to look like their most popular icon. Right then, it probably wouldn't have mattered if he'd dragged her in naked, so long as there was a bag over her head so as not to sully his company's reputation.

 

Parking in another parking lot, this one underground, a whole lot smaller and filled with a variety of more interesting vehicles, Huxley once again pushed her forward once she stepped out, this time directly to a door of what looked more like an elevator to whatever building they were underground to. He encouraged her to enter it and Stephanie complied, her thoughts still anxious with the at-large killer.

 

"So is this the makeover section of the park?" Steph asked, leaning against the bar of the elevator car.

 

"Not really," Huxley cringed, typing in a number and then fixing his tie, as if the slight jolt had somehow disheveled it. "But we do use it for odd, unexpected jobs and the sudden need for a new Nuka-Girl is of the utmost importance. Sorry if this all is an inconvenience and something you are not used to. We do things differently in Massachusetts than Vegas."

 

Steph's upperam pushed against the wall. It wouldn't do to tell the man that she'd already had an improptune (if anything House did could be called that) makeover in a Las Vegas public restroom. She was used to life throwing her into the oddest of situations by now, ever since the collapse of her family's music box business; that was probably something House couldn't have taught her in a classroom either. It was something you only learned by living.

 

Butterflies filled her stomach as the elevator rose, but they were probably only half from that and the rest because she was getting nervous the more awake and alert she became. What if she did look horrible in the costume? What if the audience didn't buy her as the sugary spacegirl supreme? Worse, what if Bud Askins heard of the new girl and instantly loathed her as much as John-Caleb Bradberton had? She'd be screwed then, both in the public's eye and House's. Her hand going to her stomach, Steph was grateful she'd opted for a light breakfast of a half bagel from House's gifted bounty. If she hadn't, right now, she might have set her breakfast flying with all of the butterflies.

 

"Here we are," Peyton announced his hand waving her forward as the doors slid open.

 

Steph stepped forward and then out of the way, as Huxley confidently moved on, intending her to follow despite the momentary "ladies first" gesture. He knew where he was going, as opposed to she, so Stephanie proceeded, passing many doors along the way with frosted glass, where only misty figures moving on the other side, gave away that they weren't alone in the building. Otherwise, she wouldn't have been so sure, the sound of their shoes hitting the hallway practically the only sound besides a Nuka-Cola jingle playing over the loudspeaker.

 

"Your staff is silent," Steph commented.

 

"The walls are soundproof," Peyton Huxley remarked. "Bradberton and his associate's orders."

 

"His associates?" Steph repeated. "Who in league with a cola manufacturer could be so paranoid?"

 

Peyton briefly glanced back at her from over his shoulder but otherwise remained quiet. In his volumous silence, Steph remembered him mentioning something about a Sergeant or Colonel or something. What the hell had Nuka-Cola gotten itself into if it was partners with the military, she had to wonder?

 

"Here! This is the room where your makeover was assigned," her guide stated, coming to rest at a door not unlike all the others, bearing no titles or plaques saying what it specifically was.

 

He threw open the door and they both went inside, one of them shocked and the other merely disappointed.

 

"I'm sorry," Peyton said, shaking his head and taking his glasses off to clean with his tie. "You'll have to accommodate the discomfort. Unfortunately, there was such short time to arrange anything better, the former Miss Nuka-Girl dying on us like she did!"

 

He said it with blame in each syllable, like the ex employee had gotten herself murdered just to spite the company. Steph only barely registered the rudeness however. She was too amazed by what Huxley took to be inadequate to unfortunately linger on corporate cruelty. House had managed to reconstruct the Fremont inside of an old casino and Bradberton had actually managed to transform what was probably a vacant room into something that actually resembled a high end beauty spa: pink and silver chiffon everywhere and cushioned circular chairs placed in just the right spots, complete with fashion magazines strewn about to cast the boredom away. Even the gaggle of men and women standing about ready to get their hands on her looked like consummate professionals. They certainly weren't House with his toilet stall of bleach and a towel, in any case.

 

When a woman stepped forward, her own hair tied back in a bun tight enough to make her black eyes bulge behind her mammoth glasses, Peyton dispensed of his criticisms, grabbing Steph by the shoulder and pulling her forward to make an introduction.

 

"Here she is, Idith," he announced almost handing Steph over to the shorter woman as if she were some sort of human sacrifice. "Our new Nuka-Girl. Or, at least, she will be once you are done with her."

 

Idith sneered in her own disappointment. "Miracles! You expect miracles when you give me a cows ear to work with and expect me to do it in what equals to a high school washroom? Huxley, you and Bradberton should both be ashamed of yourselves!"

 

Steph knew she once again should have been insulted,  but the comment only brought back good memories of the first time she'd gone through a makeover at House's hands that she was too busy too.

 

"Come now don't be so melodramatic," Huxley stated, his pleasant manner dropped. "I know you come to us from showbiz, but keep the theatrics for Broadway. You've worked with worse. Or should I remind you of Gilda Broscoe again."

 

Rolling her eyes in deadpan horror, Idith took hold of Stephanie like she was a particularly cheap purse. The young woman was dragged unceremoniously to the perfectly spa like chair infront of a wide mirror and a sink that seemed fashioned straight from a magnificent and ornate bird bath. Idith wasted little time, while Steph stared in dismay at her reflection, bags from lack of sleep making fallen brackets beneath each eye. Idith slapped a sheet over the younger woman's shoulders and then clapped her small hands together, making a noise closer to a thunderclap then the striking of mere skin, further winning everyone's full attention.

 

"Come on boys and girls! Time to get galactic and let us work some of our magic!"

 

Slinking in her chair, Steph cowered as the group of hairstylists and beauticians pounced on her like she was a bowl of kitty kibble and they were all a bunch of hungry alleycats.

 

For the next three hours, not a second less, Steph was subjected to a makeover done like some sort of battle strategy, where no expense was spared and no tiny detail overlooked. Her body was examined and treated from the end of a hair's follicle to the tip of a toe, as if anyone would even see that in a pair of boots. It might have been unpleasant vein6g manhandled and turned this way and that aside from the fact that Idith's team knew what they were doing and possessed hands that were swift, knowing and delicate enough not to hurt what equaled to just another one of Bradberton's "products".

 

Steph was sure that it was probably what a lot of Manhattan socialites spent oodles on up in their expensive little beauty parlours. As a kid, with her dad and granddad often taking her to New York on their business trips, she'd even envisioned a glamorous day at the spa, such as this, one where she could be pampered and treated like a real and proper princess, not the daughter of an ailing business.

 

Unfortunately, it only made her miss the intimacy of what House had done to her over a plain (if still upscale) porcelain sink in the Lucky 38 all the more. It had just been them then afterall. Oh, how she was missing that now, when he was so very far away and she was surrounded by so many people she couldn't really care less about! If only the whole damn room could be empy and it could just be her and Robert House again! Steph would have given all of her salary as the Nuka-Girl to have the millionaire be her makeover king for just one moment!

 

"You're a kept woman," Idith stated, pulling on a lock of her subject's hair and then glancing at her eyes in the mirror. "Don't bother telling me you aren't. You have all the signs of it."

 

The older woman started grabbing more locks of hair and tugging at them, trying to gauge their length, willingness or maybe even something else.

 

"What would those be?" Steph inquired, genuinely curious.

 

"You look pampered, but maybe not at the same level as a wife," Idith answered. "Your dye job is excellent but not professional, your clothes stylish but not right off the rack of the Paris showrooms."

 

"Anything else?" Steph asked, questioning whether or not House tending to her as his personal spy meant the woman was right or wrong.

 

"Your thoughts are obviously with him now," Idith replied, sourly looking at her eyes once again in the reflection. "Probably because of the separation; you came to us from Vegas, Huxley let that much slip. Your placement here was too quick. Bradberton wouldn't exactly waste time in finding a replacement for his fantasy girl, but wouldn't allow himself to before the last one had been put to rest. That would look bad and he already spends too much hushing up bad press. No...it was a favor...which means that somebody is looking out for you. That's a double edged sword though, girl. Your being here means your both important to whomever your sugar daddy is and replaceable at the same time. He can find another dish to help keep him warm while you're all the way out here."

 

The woman looked almost glad to be telling her this, but Steph kept her own smug smile at bay. Little did the tightl- strung-stylist know that House would sooner replace her with a machine made of steel and wire than an actual flesh and blood "dish" that could provide any real warmth. Idith's error made Steph's jealousy not as pronounced from the simple fact that she could gloat. Trying her hand at acting, Steph attempted to look wounded, the glass version of herself seeming to pull it off not too badly.

 

"Don't take it so personally," Idith said, her face more pinched than ever. "If he's from Vegas, and he's rich, he's a gangster...you don't mess with those kind of men ever for too long. No never."

 

"Vegas as its share of businessmen," Steph argued, shifting in her chair. "They needn't be mafia to be rich."

 

Idith laughed, a sound as bitter and toxic as the fumes of the chemicals she was abusing all in the name of beauty. "A successful businessman is only a mobman dressed in a more decepive sort of suit. I should know, I gave most of the bastards fashion tips  Trust me: everyone with money in Las Vegas is a gangster in one form or another."

 

Now the expression on Mirror Stephanie's face wasn't a complete act. She'd never given much thought to the question of if Robert Edwin House was mafia or not. Even if he wasn't, it didn't mean that his family wasn't...did it matter though? Probably not. Still it bothered her. It cast House's objectives in saving Vegas in a disturbingly darker light...wasn't that always what the big Families were fighting for anyway: whom would control the city at the end of the day?

 

Now, not only did she have to worry about the end of the world, she had to be concerned for Vegas' if the end came and House was in control...

 

Could she live with herself, even if she was miles away and locked in a vault several feet underground,  knowing she had let some robot-crazed-kingpin-daddy in charge of the survivors lives?

 

Reliving the phone call House had made to her last night, and how it still made her feel, Steph was as equally frightened of herself and her ultimate motives in the whole scenario. As long as he treated her right, was she willing to ignore how he would treat everyone else?

 

Luckily, in a few minutes after the question had been raised, her transformation was almost complete and, just like with Valentine from the night before, she would no longer need to see the face of the gardener whom planted such distasteful seeds to grow wild inside of her mind.

 

What hurt her most had been left until the virtual end, Idith bearing the pair of scissors and chopping away at her head like she was a lawn hedge. Steph hated thinking of the hairstyle House himself had given to her brutally mowed away in order to make her the latest Nuka-Girl. Seeing herself in the mirror wearing the hairstyle she'd always found somewhat odd, Steph almost started to cry.

 

The tears had threatened to actually fall when Idith turned to the wardrobe and casually remarked, "Pushup bra desperately needed here to give her what the audience paid for." Steph was thinking of Miss Ann Thrope's enhancements when Idith turned to catch the wet streaks on her cheeks. "It's not you, it's Bradberton's f-ing exagerrated design! He expects too much for a natural woman to live up to, just as he expects too much of the livers from anyone drinking his poisonous cola! Believe me, girl, all the women I've worked with in Hollywood use a certain type of brassiere to help get by, all in the name of the audience's fantasies."

 

Steph nodded and bit her lip, pushing down old insecurities. "Okay," she whispered.

 

Maybe it was in that moment of unabashed human vulnerability, the woman suddenly warmed to her, having previously been exposed constantly to the jadedness of the starlets in showbiz, because Steph felt Idith's mood subtly shift towards her when the assistant returned carrying the pushup bra

 

"What is that thing?" she asked, the assistant  holding it up and letting it dangle like an odd sort of globular, coneshaped earmuffs from her fingertips.

 

"Don't you remember?" the assistant, sporting a foot tall beehive, asked in between gum chews. "That's a variation of the contraption that the weirdo up in Vegas sent you last summer, you know, for that actress he's involved with."

 

"Weirdo in Vegas?" Steph repeated, knowing before it was even answered just whom they were referring to. A New Vegas freak whom had been involved with an actress? It could only be one mad scientist she knew of.

 

"Robert Edwin House," Idith stated, grabbing it from her underling's hand, the straps unintentionally hitting Steph on her bare midriff. "He thinks his love of the movies and money means he can help out in their construction." The stylist turned her studious gaze on her again and added, "Still it can do the job when needed. And to appease Bradberton, why not try it now? It couldn't hurt anyway and Nuka-Girl is intended to defy gravity and the laws of all known physics."

 

Pushing the brasierre into the new Nuka-Girl's trembling hands, Idith spun Steph's half naked body around like a driedel and pushed her towards a thick curtain of pink velvet, the young woman assumed was meant to represent a makeshift dressing room.

 

Behind the curtain, as she now saw House figuratively standing behind his own while he continued to orchestrate her movements and decisions, Steph stared at the bra and its odd design. He was always trying to get his hands on everything, a man with a need for control, playing puppetmaster and trying to shape all things to his liking...even Hollywood.

 

Steph looked down at her chest.

 

Instantly, House's evaluation of her breasts hit her right back.

 

"No, they're lovely."

 

The memory caused her to smile as she undid her old bra and slipped the new one's straps over her arms. It was odd but she felt closer to House wearing the stupid thing, not so delusional as to believe it was his hands cupping her breasts instead of fabric, but still like he was closer to her heart in some way. If she did delude herself, she could even imagine him having specifically designed the dumb contraption knowing that she would need it someday for her big transformation into the measurement defying Nuka-Girl...

 

But that would also then mean he had planned in advance the need for that role to be unoccupied...

 

Steph shook the thought away, her hair now so doused in hairspray not even a single strand moved. It was just nice and safe enough to picture House having worked on something touching her, while that was a physical impossibility at the moment, to wreck it by daring to go even deeper.

 

There were no mirrors back there to see how she looked wearing the bra, but Steph could feel the difference it made. Now, when she stepped into the Nuka-Girl uniform, she would feel more confident...

 

And once again it was all Robert House's doing.

 

Idith virtually said as much as Steph walked out from behind the curtain.

 

"Beautiful!" Idith exclaimed, giving a chef's kiss to the air. "Promise me, if you ever bump into that nutcase over in Vegas, you'll thank him for the both of us by giving the loser a kiss."

 

Steph nodded, hoping that with the vast amount of skin on display the goosebumps popping up all over her body would go unnoticed by the woman in her enormous glasses. Trying to put on a good bit of acting, however, and hoping to shield herself beneath it, Steph made an exagerated X over her now amplified chest and stated "Cross my heart."

Notes:

Idith is inspired by famous Hollywood costume designer Edith Head, whom my mom would tell me about.

The bra is an ode to Howard Hughes' infamous creation. When the opportunity presented itself, I couldn't help myself, knowing that House is inspired, in large part, by Hughes.

I really wanted to get this posted yesterday, heck, I was going for even sooner, but Sept/Oct is crazy and showing no sign of letting up! I can't find the time to write, and when I do, my headspace is too messed up to. I still have my next chapter for Broke halfway done on my tablet. Aughhhh!

Still, I have a winter scene planned for this, and the season is fast approaching where it would be perfect to write...so I'm keeping at it. I absolutely love writing this story and have so much in the works!

I especially want to get back to actually featuring House and his in-person interactions with Steph. :/

Thank you for reading and staying with it! Once again, sorry for all the delays. :D <3

Chapter 26: Walking the Walk of Either Fame or Shame

Summary:

Following her physical transformation into the Nuka-Girl, Steph struggles over whether she still has what it takes to fill those famous black boots...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Well look at you," Peyton Huxley stated as Steph walked out from behind the curtain, having fully, and quite literally, stepped into the boots of the nationally famous Nuka-Cola symbol and emerging completely in costume. It might have irked her that Huxley was seeing her in full garb before she even had a chance, but right then she was just so happy he'd stayed outside of the room when she'd been trying out House's push-up bra that she had very few complaints.

 

Steph offered a smile to the man whom had been her constant guide for the last few hours and then turned to look at herself in the full length mirror, almost gasping at the sight that was waiting to greet her eager eyes.

 

Standing in the mirror wasn't the same bleached Las Vegas show girl whom had stepped off the plane from Nevada. This wasn't even the girl whom had left her new apartment in Massachusetts this morning, only a few hours ago. This was the Nuka-Girl herself, straight from the stars and the heavens. Moving closer, she saw the same image she'd seen on countless billboards staring back at her. There was the mostly white and red striped top and matching bottom, separated by the sea of flesh of her bare middle. Her arms were draped in sleek black gloves, to pair with the also shining boots, and the holster around her hips held a blaster which simultaneously advertised the product she was known for promoting, its logo emblazoned across its own body. Even her hair was perfect, the stylist's constant fussing over it having wrought something that looked exactly like John-Caleb Bradberton's creation.

 

Steph believed even House would have been pleased, nodding in approval, though his own work had been trampled upon and replaced by another's.

 

"Idith Pied," Peyton stated as both the woman he was addressing and he flanked the new Nuka-Girl in the mirror's reflection, "You have gone and done it again and Mr. Bradberton, Nuka-Cola and myself are indebted to your unrivaled genius."

 

Of course, no matter how softened the woman had been by her client's human invulnerability, Idith was still there to put a wet blanket on her joy.

 

"Hold your horses there, Huxley, you might still need to print up a card with my name on it for one of your stupid baskets," she said in retaliation, looking her work over and not being anywhere close to satisfaction. "No...not right...not right at all. She is not the Nuka-Girl."

 

Steph was about to speak when Peyton stole her exact words, it making for a surreal moment when she saw them coming out of his mouth. "How come?"

 

Idith shook her head, as if it should be obvious to anyone with a pair of somewhat working eyes. Then,  grabbing Stephanie's shoulders, she gave them a little shake, like she was a malfunctioning piece of equipment in which you could simply cause the broken piece to fall back into place with a little jostle. "There's an attutude about this sort of thing..." she verbally explained. "You don't just put on the costume and expect it to work...any critic covering Broadway will tell you that after watching an amateur stomp around the stage for a few hours thinking that a fancy stagedress can get them by...no, the audience can tell if the actor embodies the roll...or if they don't"

 

Now poking Steph in the upperarm, like she was a biscuit she was checking to make sure was done, Idith shook her head in disapproval over the recipe. "And I'm sorry Hux...She doesn't have that special quality. Not yet anyway."

 

Feeling her heart sink into the ebony toe of her out-of-this-world boots, Steph felt both angry and sad and struggled with the right rebuff to say, if it should be polite or sassy, when Peyton, looking to his watch, groaned and grabbed the same shoulders Stephanie could still feel Idith's fingernail digging into.

 

"She will be, or, at keast she's got to be...I promised I'd have her over at the Galactic Zone thirty minutes ago!"

 

Pushed back towards the door without any label on it, Steph was feeling like a piece of cattle when she heard the famous stylist call out in repartee, "Well you give me a cow's ear to work with, what the hell do you expect? You should be happy you aren't an hour late!"

 

And with the feeling like this was almost where she came in, Steph was pushed out of the room, her insides feeling like the many failed attempts Bradberton had probably made of his unhealthy concoction before it was approved by the FDAA on the grounds that it wouldn't kill anybody...not right away anyway.

 

She went to move back in the direction towards the elevator, feeling awkward in the costume now that she was outside of the makeshift beauty parlour, where, at least, such a getup felt suitable, but instead Peyton grabbed her by the elbow and made her spin around so quickly, with the bright white and red stripe, she might as well have looked like a human top.

 

"No, not that way, this," he reprimanded. "It's faster and we can get you to the Galactic Zone without the paid crowd seeing you."

 

"Is that somehow important?" Steph asked, feeling practically dragged.

 

"Yes," he replied without elaborating, then hurried on both in words and feet. "Luckily we are in the Nuka-Town area as we speak. We can get to where we need to be easily enough from here, as opposed to any of the other attractions such as World of Refreshment or Safari Adventure."

 

Still being dragged, Steph wondered how Rachel was doing over at the Kiddie Kingdom and if she had met up with her boyfriend yet, Oscar the Odorous or Orwald the Obnoxious or whatever he was called.

 

Lead down several corridors, and taking several elevators up and down, it was with no small relief that she rested against a wall as Peyton suddenly stopped outside of a door to search his pocket for a key. The boots weren't exactly uncomfortable but she was still getting used to them and the assistant's speed was making the transition even more of a struggle. All she wanted to do was catch her breath, something that seemed ironic when Peyton Huxley pushed whatever he had dug up from the finally opened closet directly over her head.

 

"The Nuka-Girl helmet," Steph stated unimpressed, her voice sounding bubbled and echoey even to her own ears. "I almost forgot about that."

 

Peyton looked proud of himself as he grabbed a backback and attatched it to her back now too, shoving her arms in the straps and attatching a hose from it to the astronaut helmet. As far as Steph could tell, it was for decorative purposes only, no air coming in to battle the bit of instant claustrophobia the finishing touch of the costume invoked. "Thanks," she replied and noticed that, at least, her voice was clearer and louder now outside.

 

"You're very welcome."

 

The plastic of the helmet was very shiny, new, making it easy to see through, at least, as if it didn't even exist. A thought occurred to Steph and she realized that now was the right time to voice it when she could finally be heard. "Umm, Peyton...I heard that the last Nuka-Girl, well, that her killer tried to turn her into a human statue..."

 

"How did you hear that?" Huxley demanded, his brows bunching together. "The papers weren't allowed to print it, not until Bradberton gave the go-ahead."

 

"Valentine let it slide," Steph lied, hoping there was no security camera footage of the office yesterday for the man to study later. "I think he was trying to scare me."

 

"Stupid man," Huxley hissed. "I should have known you couldn't trust a man with that sort of name...Valentines were always diappointing for me."

 

Ignoring an unecessary visit to Peyton Huxley's "traumatic" past, Steph continued onward with her true intent. "But was she wearing this when he did it? I mean, that's kind of hard to imagine..."

 

Especially after actually wearing it.

 

"No, he took it off of her," Peyton stated sticking his hands into his pockets. "Then he took it with him when he left, as a souvenir I suppose. It was horrible..." he stated, for the first time displaying some genuine sadness over the young woman's death.

 

"Yes," Steph agreed, a tear rolling down her cheek.

 

"We had to have a new one made, fast, and that wasn't cheap," Peyton Huxley finished, giving the impression once again that the dead girl's death was more of an inconvenience than anything else. Although she had previously sort of liked the man Steph now wished that the blaster were real so she could zap him with it.

 

Steph stood away from the wall. If she were to die would he treat her untimely demise in the same callous way? If so, she'd rather get the chore of being Nuka-Girl over with, make Bud Askins fall in love with her and then get out of there as quickly as possible. "Better take me to this Galactic Zone," she stated resolutely, now feeling like she was carrying extra weight both literally and figuratively on her shoulders.

 

Peyton took charge of leading her for a second time, probably noticing the wetness on her cheek and fearing the odds of her turning the helmet into something that resembled a fishbowl if he left her contemplating her dead replacement, what with the horrible burden of her female hormones and emotions and all.

 

They marched down another corridor until they arrived at a lift, which Peyton stepped into. It was pretty small, much more so then the previous ones, but Steph had no more qualms about being in cramped quarters with Huxley. As previously stated, he obviously wasn't interested in the Nuka-Girl or anyone whom resembled her. She could be in just the bra that House had designed and it wouldn't matter a jot. The lift provided her with enough time to compare House's reactions to her against Huxley's. While the genius of Vegas had been cold and detached, he'd also still been man enough to generate a chemistry, even if he refused to ever acknowledge or act on it. Huxley in comparison, though always civil, obviously was disinterested in her completely.

 

She supposed it could easily be said that she felt, at least, House saw her as a human being, though he was unused to such things. Huxley merely saw her as a commodity, no different than the cola or amusement park wares he was helping his boss to sell. It gave her an even greater appreciation of House...she was probably just seeing him through rose colored glasses but that still seemed better than the all too clear plastic of the new Nuka helmet.

 

They emerged into the park, straight into it infact, right from the lift itself, which seemed to emerge from the ground in a pill like dome of fiberglass and then retract once they had stepped out, with very little notice from the crowd around them. It wasn't too hard to figure out why: This was obviously the Galactic Zone she'd heard about from both House and Huxley and the customers, no doubt, just took it as another marvel of the future, not some clandestine way for employees to sneak around their place of work.

 

Feeling about as exposed now as when she'd been in her underwear, Steph stepped behind her guide, feeling nowhere closer to the attitude that Idith had criticized she'd lacked. Whatever he'd brought her here for, however, her hiding behind him wasn't an option for Peyton Huxley. Reaching roughly behind him, he pulled her around to his front, making sure that all eyes were on her and not him.

 

Steph reeled for a second as now the people surrounding them, the passebys and the gawkers, stopped and paid full attention. They seemed to recognize the suit and all that went with it, but to Stephanie...well they were as warm to her as a Nuka-Cola left too long in the icebox.

 

"Get out there, be our Nuka-Girl!" Peyton encouraged, pushing her about a foot forward and almost to the ground. "The press will be here any second. Thank goodness they must be late."

 

"But I...I don't know what I'm supposed to do," she stated, her voice desperate and almost like a child's.

 

"You've seen the ads...just wave the blaster around and do the same silly schtick!" he urged in what sounded close to a threat as it came out between his clenched teeth.

 

Steph gradually took a few steps forward, her boots feeling worse than ever as she drew out the blaster from its holster. Smiling a grin that felt as genuine as a presidential candidate's promises and as forced as a Jehovah's Witness' vote would have to be, Steph waved the blaster about, her hand trembling the whole time.

 

It certainly didn't help when she dropped it, actually causing a few shocked bystanders to cringe and another few to outright snicker.

 

Squatting to quickly pick it up, Steph looked in embarrasment to her side as Peyton was instantly squatting down next to her, as if trying to pick it up first. Thankfully she beat him to it and they rose in unison, luckily not bumping heads on the way up and further accentuating her incompetence. She looked to him, unsure if she should be grateful or resentful,  but he was only motioning her forward again, on with her walk of humiliation.

 

Maybe Peyton was having some doubts now too, though, she noted before resuming. There was something in the eyes behind the glasses, some flash of anxiety probably akin to how he felt whenever a grieving family sent back one of his condolence baskets.

 

She continued to put one boot in front of the other, not out of bravery but to get away from the devastating look on his face.

 

Not that the expressions around her were any more comforting.

 

The men were not lusting after her, nor were the women jealous. All she could coax from them was either shock, confusion or pity. Idith was right. She might look like the Nuka-Girl but she definitely didn't have that needed spark inside to make her the famous icon, even if it could only ever be a fantasy.

 

The crowd was gathering now, everybody drawn to her like people to a car accident.

 

They might be mourning the old Nuka-Girl, but from the way they were looking at her...the replacement felt like they personally wanted to kill her themselves.

 

Right then, the walk she was making suddenly resembled what the first Christians must have felt like when they were going out to meet the lions.

 

Steph went from waving the blaster around, halfheartedly to forgoing any attempt at all, choosing to hold herself instead. Suddenly she was feeling very cold, her bare midriff not helping any. Not close to whom she was supposed to be, the woman actually felt more like she was the Emperor in that old fairytale, complete with his nonexistent suit that was supposed to be so brilliant but was really only nothing.

 

Nothing at all.

 

Maybe she wouldn't be able to cut it...maybe both Bradberton and Idith were right and this time Robert House was horribly wrong, to the wastebin with all of his guesses and calculations. Funny how that usually would have pleased her, House being wrong, Steph lamented, but now it only made her feel queasy and admonished.

 

She turned to look behind her again, hoping that maybe Peyton would see what a failure this was turning out to be and then get her out of there and back to her apartment to pack before the press could witness the fiasco for themselves and put it in print.

 

Then she saw what was behind them...what had been there the whole time, standing in all of its beauty like a beacon of hope playing shadow.

 

"What's that?" she murmured.

 

Annoyed by the interruption, Peyton still followed her gaze straight to the tower, looming at their backs, like the tower of Babel trying to get to heaven.

 

Or, more importantly to Steph, like the Lucky 38 keeping its silent watch over Las Vegas.

 

"That's just Starport Nuka," he answered, unimpressed by a sight he'd seen a million times before.

 

"What's it for?" Stephanie inquired, her voice lighter inside of the helmet than it sounded outside of it.

 

"It's kind of a museum to space and the military..." he then leaned forward, whispering something so only she could hear it. "We also control all of our robots from it."

 

Remembering the army of Securitrons that House had manufactured beneath the Lucky 38, and his eventual plans for them across the city, Steph's heart took flight, past the stars you couldn't see in the sky past the brightness of the day and all the way to the moon...

 

No longer was she thinking about Idith's words about gangsters in Vegas or her fears about House becoming a tyrant in time...

 

Now she all she could think of were a few vague, portentous words uttered before her leaving...

 

"You will be working primarily in the Galactic Zone of Nuka-World. There you might feel more at home." 

 

A smile spread across Steph's face, House's prophecy instantly coming true.

 

When she turned back to the crowd, the former Vegas resident had left the old insecurities behind her like a cloak that had fallen quickly to the ground at her feet. Steph stood there confidently while the mantle of the role she had been entrusted with took its place with super speed.

 

Her eyes rolling over the crowd that had come to witness her failure, Steph gave them a full on assault of her beaming smile, followed by a knowing and bold little wink...

 

Then in the beat of a second, her reflexes so well honed by Robert House himself, she whipped out her blaster from its holster and stood with it in perfect and fearless imitation of the famous Nuka-Girl pose.

 

"IT'S HER!" someone in the crowd began screaming. "IT'S THE NUKA-GIRL!"

 

Screams of delight and respect began to wave through the sea of people as they started to cheer and clap, all in awe at the resurrected public icon standing in their presence.

 

Eating it up like it was the big breakfast she'd skipped that morning, Steph continued to pose, imagining in her head the whole time that House was watching her from atop the Starport Nuka, patting himself on the back for the grand success of his creation.

 

In time, a professional flash bulb went off, beckoning the arrival of the press Huxley had mentioned earlier. With their arrival, the journalists found Bradberton's new discovery being adored by her audience, the new Nuka-Girl just as eagerly feeding off of the flash of their bulbs as she continued to strike pose after pose, some even verging on the provocative. For this, Steph was easily aided by her past as a Las Vegas showgirl, a past House had buried so deeply none of the reporters would ever dare discover it to cause any sort of unnecessary and unpleasant scandal for either her or him. All the newsprint vultures would have to report, when the next edition ran around, was countless articles declaring the resounding triumph the replacement for the last Nuka-Girl turned out to be, each showing off on their respective front pages the photographic proof, Starport Nuka standing proudly in the distance behind her.

 

What their cameras failed to capture, however (and what Steph was equally unaware of, at the time), was how the vibrant young woman virtually had on either side of her the Galactic Zone's very own Among the Stars and Battlezone.

 

One being the property of the powerful Vault-Tec, the other the possession of the revolutionary RobCo Industries.

 

Nuka-World's new Nuka-Girl stood sandwiched between both attractions, a beautiful, radiant smile on her face to rival that of the glow of the sun, all while she remained blissfully ignorant of the tug of war which was waiting for her, practically written in the stars.

Notes:

This wasn't the type of excuse I ever wanted to give for not updating sooner.

It's the worst type.

Not worst as in pathetic, but the worst type of happenstance to keep me from writing.

A friend died. She died suddenly on her son's birthday, which was also very sad. She was close to my mom, whom I lost back in 2015. Next year it will be 10 years since my mom has been gone...

It hurts losing people who knew her too.

That's the worst thing about getting older: losing friends and family. You feel a little bit more lonely, and the world more emptier, as you go along.

This friend always was so kind and remembered my sis and I on Easters, Thanksgivings and Christmases. I was always afraid when she would pass on because I knew she was getting older.

It finally happened and I'm dealing with it as best I can.

Faith helps a lot: the belief that she's still alive out there, although I can't see her and that God and Jesus are taking good care of her, like I know that they are.

I was grateful for that this Thanksgiving.

Just like I was grateful to know her.

Thank you for reading this story. I'm thankful for that too. :D <3

Chapter 27: Crashing on the Man in the Moon

Summary:

Steph finds her spirits spiralling downward after her moment of triumph, a bitter truth reaching her after the moonlight.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It was amazing what a bit of good publicity could do for your ego, Steph thought as she stared at the headline in all of its glory, presumably straight off the press from the evening edition of the Boston Bugle itself:

 

"NEW NUKA-GIRL 'NOCKS 'EM DEAD AS DEAD NUKA-GIRL'S KILLER STILL AT LARGE!"

 

The picture accompanying it didn't hurt either, forever preserving, and helping to always invoke, the memory of the crowd cheering her on and offering the full extent of their respect and affection right at her feet.

 

Steph smiled, far more at ease now that the day was coming to its successful closing,  as opposed to its nervewracking and blind beginning.

 

Now she could put all of her anxieties to the side, kick her boots off, put her tired feet up and relax.

 

Unfortunately, since she was back in the backseat of Huxley's Sedan, he wasn't too happy about her doing it just then.

 

"Would you mind!" her driver exclaimed, taking his hands off from the steering wheel long enough to shoo her feet off from the top of his backrest. "I'm trying to drive here! Do you know how many accidents happen due to passenger hijinks on the highway?"

 

"No, but I know the odds were 100% that you were going to tell me," Steph said with a laugh, shifting in the backseat and dropping the paper Huxley himself had given to her onto the upholstery.

 

They had been on their way out from the amusememt park and the Bugle had been waiting on the floor of the empty hallway directly on their way back to the parking lot through the underground offices. Huxley had looked it over once, well pleased with what it had to say, and then given it to her. "Keep it...as a souvenir," he'd explained.

 

Now finally letting it go after having read it twenty times already, Stephanie picked up the other present that had been waiting for them in the bowels of Nuka-World: a perfectly chilled bottle, of champagne.

 

Thank God it hadn't been Nuka-Cola or she might have puked.

 

It had apparently come from Bradberton himself, in lieu of a tail between his legs, and Steph intended to savor it all on the way back to his namesake of a town. He was probably still hoping her success was a fluke, but she'd accept his momentary relapse graciously.

 

The cork made a terrific popping sound as it flew out and hit the back of the passenger seat, making Peyton, whom was jumpy enough already, almost go straight through the Sedan's roof.

 

"Jeez, watch it with that, will you? I think I liked you better when you were nervous."

 

Spray getting all over the backseat, including her, Steph only smiled smugly as she grabbed a glass and poured it, feeling already tipsy,  even though she hadn't even taken a single sip yet. She guessed acceptance could do that to a person; it was simply intoxicating. Afterall, weren't some of the best moments she'd had at the 38 when House had finally acknowledged and appreciated her?

 

"Please, Steph, I know you want to celebrate, and you very well deserve to," Peyton sighed. "But could you not wait until I get you safely home? If a cop turned up, he could arrest us both for having an open bottle in here...You don't want to suddenly sour the day do you?"

 

The question echoing in her head, Steph looked down to her legs. They had champagne on them, slipping down in beads like teardrops instead of the rain that had covered them on the night of her arrival in Massachusetts. This inevitably, besides Huxley's words, conjured up the bitter meeting with her new boss. If the champagne was any indication that Bradberton's opinion of her was on the upswing, she didn't want to risk it. Demurely, she brought the glass to her lips and took a lady like sip. Still, she was inwardly gloating enough to tease her driver, asking, "We wouldn't want to incur the wrath of a detective Nick Valentine, now would we?"

 

She watched as Huxley rolled his eyes in the dashboard mirror. "Oh please no!"

 

Giggling, Steph leaned back against the seat and savoured the champagne. It was good...but nowhere near as fine as the stuff she'd sampled with House. Or perhaps it was just the company...There was a world of difference between the temperament of Robert House and Peyton Huxley,  and she admittedly had become quite use to the former.

 

Of course, she hated the thought of drinking alone...

 

And since she didn't need to worry about breaking House's rules about personal mingling, seeing as though she held no attraction to Huxley whatsoever...

 

"So, you want to help me to polish off this bottle once we get back to my pad?" she inquired, letting her now empty glass dangle between her fingers. 

 

"No. Sorry. Can't," he replied in a stacatto like fashion. "Bradberton sent news that Robert House requested more blasted 'modifications' for RobCo's Battlezone attraction and I have to personally oversee them, or, at least, the paperwork."

 

There it was again, Steph thought. The same little thrill she always suffered whenever she heard House's name, like some young girl and their childhood crush. Oh, she hoped to God she didn't have a crush on House! She'd never let herself live it down, her self being the only person she'd ever let know about it.

 

Her driver continued, no such concerns obviously plaguing him. "I have to smooth that tediousness over, plus there are tons more baskets to send out...Hey...you're from Vegas...You ever meet that guy House before?"

 

Steph tried not to blush or blink.

 

Was it a trick question? Trying to get a feel around for his boss to see if the Vegas megalomaniac had cashed in his bottle cap at last? Or maybe it was just Huxley's general curiosity and annoyance with the man, misery loving its own company. She could share and understand that last one, bearing her own scars from a man named Robert Edwin House.

 

"I might have crossed him in passing, but in Vegas, it's always hard to say," Steph replied, letting the glass swing some more. "So...is this House big on following the rules?"

 

"My heavens, yes!" Huxley exclaimed. "At first, he acted lax, like he had no intention of meddling, all laissez faire, but then he turned into a real dictator! Do this, don't do that, I like this, scrap that! It's like living under an authoritarian!"

 

Steph suppressed a knowing smile. "How's Vault-Tec in comparison? Are they any better?" she inquired, now genuinely curious about where she was heading off to if the Nuka-World gig was successful.

 

Peyton's shoulders tensed but he contrarily replied, "They are much better. Of course, they are far more hands on than House, whom stays in Vegas, thank God! We have Vault-Tec people actually at Among the Stars, maybe that makes the difference. They are already so involved and busy in what they do over there they don't hand out constant decrees."

 

What was there to do at an amusement park exhibition, Steph briefly thought? Make sure the Vault-Tec logo was painted properly or their wares were advertised enough? However, she instantly moved on to an area that more concerned her, leaving that question behind. "Do any of the bigwigs show up from there? You know, business matters or just to check up on things?"

 

"We've had the pleasure of hosting Barb Howard and her husband. She's always a dear, a true professional and their daughter, Janey, just loved Nuka-World! We also get Bud Askins quite a few times a year, and not just on business either. He's a huge Nuka-Cola fan and so he adores Nuka-World."

 

"And what's he like?"

 

"The complete opposite of Robert House! For one, Askins has something that resembles a heart, something I've never seen signs of with that robotic bastard. Sure, he sucks up more than a vacuum cleaner, but he's genial and accommodating and Mr. Bradberton appreciates that."

 

From the dark quiet of the Sedan's backseat, Steph wondered if she would actually like working for this Askins guy. It was possible, but not a wholly comforting thought. Liking the guy she was spying on seemed so...dishonest.

 

Unkind.

 

Duplicitous.

 

Bitchy.

 

It really should have been Miss Ann Thrope sitting there behind Huxley, Steph feared. She was the type of woman whom could stab someone in the back and not bat a false eyelash.

 

Of course, she too had stabbed Thrope in the back by having her fired...

 

Steph looked to her legs, seeing that the champagne had dried from them now.

 

Her high spirits were about to experience a similar drought until she saw the Bugle beside her and remembered the cries and faces of the crowd that was obviously crazy for her. Smiling again, she poured herself some more champagne and basked in her new roll as the living Nuka-Girl.

 

Looking out the window, she saw the stars had all come out, alongside their master the moon. They twinkled around it like the flashes of celestial cameras and she raised her glass to the man inside, silently saying a toast to House and wishing on one of the many heavenly bulbs he might somehow hear it.

 

* * *

 

Bradberton was quiet for a second time as they pulled into it, but Steph couldn't decide why. Last night was so late, it seemed likely nobody had been awake. Now, maybe her arrival was contrarily too early and she had left the rest of her coworkers back at Nuka-World. Huxley had been insistent she depart early; give the crowd a taste and leave them wanting more, he'd basically imparted, like it was the product he helped to peddle.

 

"Now, I'll pick you up again tomorrow," he said, leaning across the upholstery.

 

"Early?" Steph cringed, her hand resting on the car door.

 

"Not as...say about nine?"

 

"Fine, that's better. Thanks."

 

"Don't thank me yet," he stated with a frown. "When you see all that Bradberton as scheduled for you to do, you'll regret it."

 

"Mmmmm," Steph sounded, holding the newspaper to her chest and still feeling the pleasant buzz the champagne had left her with, like the bubbles were all aglow inside of her veins.

 

Closing the door, they bid each other a good night and then Steph went to her apartment, on her own this time, sans Peyton Huxley's watch. She was only slightly aware of the threat of her predecessor's killer still hovering over her head; what she felt more than anything was the lingering high of triumph, the fact that the public loved her and, right then, she was frankly crazy about them too.

 

She began to whistle the jingle for Nuka-Cola she'd heard all day and had previously thought might drive her nuts. Hours before it had been annoying, now it was the best darn tune she'd ever heard...except for Lili Marleen and the Blue Danube...maybe.

 

On her way to the front door, she glanced in the direction of Rachel's apartment, hoping she might emerge to introduce her to this Oswald and then she could show them both the paper describing in great detail how she'd so majestically won over her audience. Only that general vicinity of the hallway stayed quiet and still, the couple still probably entertaining the tykes over at the Kiddie Kingdom. She shrugged and placed the paper under her arm; there would be plenty of time to show it to them later. Besides, they probably had already heard about it anyway.

 

She was the Belle of the Ball afterall, or, in this case, the Nuka-Girl of Nuka-World.

 

Steph turned back to her door and unlocked it slowy, the silence in the building not so threatening as last night and not hurrying her on in haste. Now, more or less, it made her feel special more than anything, like she was the only person in the world, or one of the few whom really mattered.

 

It was egotistical as hell to think that way probably, but she was on such a high she thought she could afford it...not everyone in the world was on the front page of several dozen papers the country over. Not everyone was loved by so many strangers.

 

The fact that one of them was a murderer frighteningly didn't even bother her at all with a whole bottle of champagne running through her system. It was a distant thought she didn't even contemplate for more than a second.

 

Perhaps, for her own personal safety, she had toasted a little too much to Robert House in the moonlight to make up for the distance between the man and her.

 

Now the apartment he had furnished as a surprise gift greeted her as she stepped inside, the same moonlight stealing in to make the carpet seem to glow. It was just as cozy as the previous night, a veritable petite posh palace hidden away in Bradberton, Massachusetts. Steph flipped on the lightswitch and it became even warmer, the moon now only a voyeur in the window instead of a thief creeping in.

 

Maybe he'll phone,  she thought, looking down at the paper she had taken out to hold in front of her like a trophy. Maybe he'd call to congratulate her on a job well done. He'd had to have heard of her resounding sucess by now...he was a man whom prided himself on knowing everything. Come to think of it, he was a man with too much pride to begin with. He had to be off gloating about being thee ultimate Henry Higgins, a fact he couldn't share with anything but his securitrons, so he had to be fighting the urge to express his success to her.

 

This increased the chances of a phone call exponentially in her eyes.

 

His calling was a crazy thought,  but Steph entertained it eagerly, thinking that maybe he had her place staked out enough to know whether or not the dumb phone had been bugged...and would Bradberton really have even bothered when he'd expected her to fail so badly? He'd probably believed he'd have just cause to fire her by the end of the week, so he wouldn't bother spying on her until then.

 

House would call if the phone wasn't bugged.

 

He just had to.

 

In the meantime, she could make herself comfortable. It was early, earlier than yesterday, and old Rob House was probably just waiting for it to be later, not knowing she'd been rewarded for shining so brightly with the priviledge to set early when night finally came round, kind of like the sun.

 

She passed by the window with the moon she had toasted on her way to the bathroom and its small shower. She was no longer whistling the Nuka-Cola jingle but Lili Marleen instead.

 

* * *

 

Sitting on the sofa in the living room, close to two hours later, every drop of water from the shower having dried just like the champagne on her legs, Steph was still waiting. Hope, that had once been too eager to bubble to the surface like in a carbonated beverage, now had virtually all popped in its many fragments.

 

House wasn't going to call.

 

That much was obvious about an hour ago, but still bubble after stray bubble had risen to the surface until they were all gone and she felt as flat as soda or champagne when it had been through too much back and forth action.

 

She should have known, she chastised herself, sobering up quickly when faced with disappointment.

 

It was just like him afterall.

 

He could take a day like yesterday, an awful piece of rubbish, and somehow save it all with an unexpected phone call.

 

And now, on the flipside of the coin, he could take a perfectly marvelous day and spoil it all by not coming through.

 

Did he do it on purpose? Or was it worse, indifference?

 

Steph stood and rubbed her upperarms, feeling them through the silk of the robe she was wearing over the flimsy nightgown she had on, yet another gift from House. It seemed his presents were the only way he still sought to maintain a presence in her life now. Walking over to the phone, she picked up the handset and studied it, wondering if it was really bugged or not. Still having no answer, she placed it back down, silently accepting it wasn't going to ring, at least, not tonight and not any other forseeable night from House.

 

Dejectedly, she turned the lights off, though her spirits had dimmed long before.

 

She walked over to the window and stared out of the glass, her eyes on the moon which seemed farther away than it had before; even it was keeping its distance from her. She rubbed her arms again. Massachusetts was cold, so much more so than Vegas had been...

 

Regardless of the chill, Steph impulsively let the robe slip to the ground and then raised her arms, taking off the nightgown too, all brazenly in the full view of anyone passing by or perhaps looking through their own window. Naked, she walked over to where the moonlight had moved onto a different piece of the same carpet House had bought for her and lay down in its glow. She lay there, letting the moonlight kiss every inch of her body, as if the man in the moon was making love to her.

 

As if House were.

 

Her body responding, she remembered her scuffle with House in the mammoth tub in the suite back at the 38. Eventually, her cheek pressed into the plush pile of the carpet, making it wet with her tears.

 

She closed her eyes then, remembering his face and imagining that it was his lips all over her skin.

 

Would his kisses be as cold as the moon's, his own heart as seemingly frozen?

 

It was only when the morning sun was kissing her with all of its warmth that she awoke, realizing she had fallen asleep unsatisfied and with only dreams and fantasies to help soothe her. Sitting up then, hugging her bare legs to her, Steph finally accepted that it was far worse than she had even suspected.

 

She did not have a crush on Robert House.

 

She was in love with him.

Notes:

Another delay, but, honestly, too much has happened in October, and continues to happen. My mind isn't in the right state for writing, and yet I have been at this all week, trying to get it finished, and am happy it is finally published. I love this story so much and am excited to get to all of those plots and occurrences I have planned, a lot of them all the way from months ago.

I was hoping I'd get an extra chapter in before the end of the month, to get things back on track, but with Halloween coming up, and my remembering I have a few things planned in other areas, I'm afraid that's been derailed.

Sigh.

And I don't want to jinx November by saying hopefully I'll update more regularly then.

I'll try my best and see what happens. That's the most any of us can do, right?

Anyway, thanks for reading! I appreciate it! And have a happy and safe Halloween if I don't see you all before then! :D <3

Chapter 28: Three Unexpected Encounters

Summary:

Steph continues her duties as the new Nuka-Girl, while an event at Nuka-Galaxy brings forth a roller coaster of different emotions.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

In the week following her grand introductory appearance as the refreshed Nuka-Girl, Steph wilfully tried not to bother herself with the question,  or fact, of if she really was in love with Robert House.

 

It was only one of those various things that could drive her crazy if she thought about it for too long, afterall, like the previous one of if she had led to Miss Ann Thrope's descent into a derelict begging for money on the streets. Thank God that one she needn't have concerned herself about too much, it having turned out to be untrue, Steph often consoled herself! This, on the other hand, was potentially dangerous since she pretty well already knew for certain that she was in love with a man whom could never love her back.

 

For wasn't House fully prepared, eager infact, to virtually sacrifice her to Bud Askins, all for the sake of his plan?

 

That could hardly be construed as love.

 

Not any version she'd ever believed in anyway.

 

So to keep her thoughts more on even, safe ground, Steph buried herself in her work and remarkably managed to find some semblance of peace within it. It was clear that the Nuka-Crowd loved her and their affection was some balm for her aching heart, even if the love of a vast many could never quite compensate for the lack of love from a single solitary person.

 

For now, it was all Steph had and so it would have to do.

 

At least, she eventually managed to show Rachel the newspaper and finally even met Oswald "The Outrageous" Oppenheimer in person. The last was difficult to achieve, the man always seeming to rush off to work first thing in the morning and then return equally as late.

 

Steph would have started to suspect some infidelity on the magician's part, except for the fact that she'd sometimes heard the couples' nighttime reunions, which were always enthusiastic to say the least. Oswald seemed like a pretty energetic guy himself, but she doubted even he had that much energy, especially after she saw his show in person one day, Peyton having arranged for a Nuka-Girl appearance at the Kiddie Kingdom. Oswald looked more likely to use his wand on her due to professional jealousy than because he possessed any roving eye.

 

She'd questioned Rachel once about Oppenheimer's weird hours, House's distance always on her mind, and thus not understanding why Oswald wouldn't want to spend all of his free time with his own close-at-hand lover.

 

"Oh, we see each other all day! It's quite scandalous," Rachel had laughed, sitting across from Stephanie on the plush sofa and indelicately sipping tea from one of the fragile cups a billionaire in Vegas had gifted his star employee. "Everybody whispers about how Princess Cherry and Oswald the Outrageous have the hots for each other. A group of kids found us making out once backstage. We received a prompt memo from Bradberton himself, chastising us to remember to behave ourselves. As if we ever could! Besides, the crowd loves Oz too much and if I get dismissed he'd quit. But, really, we need a few moments away from each other; it's only healthy, to be apart, for any strong couple."

 

Steph had nodded, her own full and steaming cup waiting by her lips. She knew all too well about the time apart thing, but the actually together bit, and in such an obviously intimate way? Well, of that she was incredibly oblivious and envious of.

 

Her eyes had traveled about the room then, the hot liquid finally meeting her lips and burning them. She hated coming back to the empty apartment when for one night only it had been the only thing to help lift her spirits. The place felt too much like that of a mistress now, just what Idith had insinuated she was to her mysterious benefactor. Sure she was living a life of luxury, but her bed was still empty come daybreak and her feet still cold without any one else's to warm them against.

 

"Steph!" Rachel had exclaimed in concern. "Are you crying?"

 

The Nuka-Girl's hand had quickly gone to her mouth then, as her eyes batted away the offending drops of moisture. "No...I just burned my lips...that's all," she lied without effort, House having taught her so well.

 

Rachel Watkins swallowed it as easily as she had the offered tea.

 

Besides visits from Rachel, and visits to the woman and Oswald's apartment in turn, Steph found herself discovering the rest of Bradberton Massachusetts and Nuka-World itself. That latter was mostly done on the job, so to speak, orders given daily of which attraction she was set to visit and what stunt she was to perform there. But while doing so, she would take any spare minute to wander around aimlessly, soaking in the admiration bestowed upon her by the paying customers (albeit never once spotting Bud Askins amongst them) and never ceasing to smile at the obvious love the children had for the Nuka-Girl.

 

She'd been big game hunting (all for pretend, of course) in the bush of Safari Adventure, taken part in Dry Rock Gulch's very own Wild West Show, helped bottle Nuka-Cola in the World of Refreshment, held a concert (much of which was lipsynced) at Bradberton's Ampitheater in Nuka-Town U.S.A. and held audience with King Cola over at his castle at the Kiddie Kingdom.

 

Most of her stunts, however, had been saved for the Galactic Zone, Nuka-Girl's most common haunting ground, as it were, just as House had predicted. It was altogether crazy the sheer hijinks and publicity gimmicks that Huxley had staged for her over there. All of her physical training had been put to good use, welcomely saving her body from too much wear and tear. She'd been prepared. Otherwise, she might still have been fired for not being able to perform her physical duties. Already she suspected that Bradberton was testing her limits, pushing her past what he perceived to be her physical limitations in an attempt find cause to fire her.

 

Instead, she'd risen to the occassion.

 

On more than one occassion quite literally.

 

Visitors to the Galactic Zone had already witnessed her hovering above the theme park in her jet pack, or whizzing by on the same rocket Rachel had promised. Another time she'd blasted away falling "meteors" outside of the Starlight Intersteller Theater or "protected" spectators from encroaching martian seaweed somewhere in the vicinity of where she'd made her grand appearance.

 

"Does Mars even have any seas to have seaweed?" she'd asked Peyton, only for the exec to crinkle his nose in disgust, "Oh I hope we never find out, all of those potential drownings!"

 

The man's focus on casualties could always stun her more than Nuka-Girl's blaster could an enemy.

 

During most of her performances, Steph's gaze had inevitably lifted to Starport-Nuka, still imagining House watching her from above and gaining strength from the fantasy. While her eyes had visited it often, however, she'd been so run ragged Steph had yet to actually set foot in the tower or even RobCo's own Battlezone, or Vault-Tec's Among the Stars either, for that matter.

 

Most days, Steph was so exhausted, after her work hours were complete that she just wanted to go home. Sure the apartment depressed her as much as anything,  but at least she was assurred that she'd pass out in her bed fast enough, making the loneliness somewhat bearable in unconsciousness.

 

The one time she did finally have a moment's breather at Nuka-World itself happened after another staged event, this one at Nuka-Galaxy, another of the amusement park's thrilling rides. This one featured a roller coaster shaped like a rocket, and she was to lead the attack on the encroaching aliens as she rode it. Seeing as though the aliens were robots, Steph had more of a blast than usual taking them out, picturing each nasty one as being in some way connected to RobCo. It was another opportunity to be close to House again and she gleefully revelled in it. She was having so much fun infact, she'd soon received a transmission from Bradberton himself, inside of her helmet no less, warning that she shouldn't be smiling or laughing so much.

 

If anything could have produced that sobering effect, it was John-Caleb Bradberton himself and she'd eventually arrived at both the end of the stunt and the track a little shook up and far more somber. Huxley was waiting nearby however, motioning for her to return back to her former elevated spirits for the cheering crowd. If anything could put a smile on her face at that particular moment it was watching Peyton Huxley trying to mimic the Nuka-Girl poses and gaity.

 

Steph was back to beaming as she climbed out of the rocket, the area blocked off from the general public for the time being until the publicity stunt was finshed.

 

"Perfect, or, should I say, out of this world?" Peyton remarked, beaming only as a man whom expected a huge bonus from his boss at Christmastime would.

 

"Just say I looked good and that's all that matters," she laughed.

 

"Better than good, you looked like a million dollars," he smiled, obviously calculating what his percentage of that would be.

 

"So what's next?" Steph asked, her gloved hands clasping before her bare midriff.

 

"That's it for the day," Peyton announced, patting her arm in a genial manner. "You can take off the gear and go home, by taxi, of course, seeing as though Mr. Bradberton needs my assistance tonight. Unless, you wish to remain at Nuka-World until I'm free. He will need to eat some time"

 

Steph smiled, rejoicing inside. "Great! That means I can check out the other sites!"

 

Peyton scowled. "I'm afraid that goes against contract...we don't want our star promoter aimlessly wandering around the park, as if she's sightseeing, do we? It creates an undesriable image."

 

It had been days since she'd formally signed the contract, but Steph could easily recall the pages of fine print and her unfulfilled desire that House could have gone through it all for her, making sure that none of them involved the selling of her soul. There'd been no such long printed, long winded, contract to sign when she'd agreed to be a spy for House, just the simple rules of loyalty and no fraternizing with strangers or anybody other than Bud Askins.

 

Eventually, after minutes of internal debate, and both Bradberton's impatience and Huxley's fraying nerves, she'd buckled down and signed. Now she knew that one of those unread clauses prevented her from visiting RobCo's Battlefront or Starport Nuka, unless under instruction, and she had to wonder if there hadn't been a decree for her to hand over her soul to either satan or the Cola kingpin once she'd expired too.

 

"I guess, I'll head home then. Are you sure that taking a cab and not spacecraft's fine or will that also damage the Nuka-Girl image?"

 

Peyton smiled and grabbed a handful of Steph's face between his fingers while commenting, "Cheeky!"

 

Then the man was off, gone to do whatever his boss wanted, leaving Steph to wonder what exactly Huxley's role entailed, besides dispensing condolence baskets and being her chaperone.

 

Seemingly alone now, still behind the barricade, Steph decided she could, at least, wander around this part of Nuka-Galaxy before she returned to her lonely, little apartment. Slowly, her boots suddenly feeling too tight and her shoulders heavy, she began to wander about, wanting to steal some glimpses of the place where she worked and which others enjoyed but she never could.

 

She didn't see anything that really interested her, perhaps her thoughts too much centered on Robert House to actually enjoy anything that did not concern him. This ennui continued until she walked a little farther and looked up to see something that did have to do with her, if not the man whom so often occupied her thoughts these days.

 

Before her, in all of her glory, was an animatronic of the Nuka-Girl.

 

It startled her at first, with its movement, but soon the waving became a beckoning as Steph moved closer towards it, and that beckoning called forth an additional gasp from the animatronic's living counterpart as she more closely examined the face and recognized it for what it truly was.

 

A chill ran down Steph's partly exposed spine as she realized that Bradberton had received his morbid wish, and probably with more than a little help from Robert House.

 

Though disguised to look like nothing more than a moving mannequin, this creation wasn't a fake or illusion.

 

This had once been a living woman just as she.

 

Steph knew beyond a doubt (though she might have wished for one in this case) that what she was looking at was indeed the Nuka-Girl.

 

Or, rather, the previous one.

 

The poor murdered girl she had replaced.

 

Fittingly, also, the woman had been situated in a place that echoed her life and career at Nuka-World: at the end of the ride

 

It had been so long since Steph had thought of her, Bradberton and Huxley having controlled her body and House, though absent, helming her thoughts, but now the woman intruded once again, making her reapparance in so grotesque a way that it further shamed Steph over having forgotten about the lost soul she had benefited from.

 

"I can't believe they went ahead and did it," Steph heard a male voice comment in restrained disgust behind her, and almost jumped straight to the stars without the aid of any rocket like the one her predecessor was currently perched atop.

 

Spinning around, Steph saw Nick Valentine staring at her, almost apologetically, and she never once would have believed that seeing the police detective could have brought her such relief.

 

"Sorry," he finally vocalized his regret, coming to stand beside her.

 

"It's okay," Steph forgave, her hand now fluttering at her tightened throat as they both turned to stare at the waving and very dead Nuka-Girl.

 

"When the chief told me he had to relinquish the body and what they were going to do with it...I nearly quit," Valentine confessed. "I didn't think it was possible...but her family supposedly didn't want it, either that or Bradberton paid them well enough not to. I don't know...maybe I shouldn't judge. Funerals are expensive and maybe they had no other choice. Still...this."

 

It was hard to disagree. 

 

They both continued to stare at a monstrosity that only they, and a few others, would even be aware of, the truth going over the heads of most of the other paying Nuka-World customers. Lucky for them, Steph thought and shivered.

 

"Why are you here?" she suddenly asked, just to cover the motorized sounds coming from the animatronic.

 

"Me? Still looking for clues, I guess...The boss wants me to leave it alone until something turns up, to focus on what I came to Massachusetts for, but today's my day off and so..."

 

"You thought a little visit to Nuka-World was in order?"

 

"You got it, sister."

 

Steph tilted her head and fixed the detective with a bemused grin. "Even past the barricade?"

 

Nick Valentine turned and offered her his own smile and a wink. "Well, as I see it, I still carry my badge on off days."

 

Shaking her head in begrudging amusement, Steph returned her gaze to the Nuka-Girl animatronic.

 

Eventually, Valentine asked his own question to help block out the mechanical noises. "So...if we don't catch the guy who did this...would you fancy ending up forever memorialized in this way?"

 

Steph didn't need to ponder for too long. "No, thank you. I like being alive and human. How about you?"

 

To her surprise, Nick Valentine actually gave it some thoughtful consideration. "I don't know...I mean, not like this, this is a travesty and useless, a mockery of existence. But if I could still serve some good...I'm guessing it wouldn't be too bad to be a machine."

 

For a moment, Steph was genuinely moved by the cop's humanity, even while he was contemplating not being one, and as he turned to leave, offering her a tilt of his head and a genuine, "Good afternoon, Steph," on the way, she stopped him, calling out, "Detective Valentine!"

 

When he turned and met his eyes, she urged, "Never quit, don't even joke about it. The world needs more cops like you."

 

For a second, he stared, his face like metal, then the man smiled and tilted his head again. Walking away, heading towards the exit, Steph was honestly sorry to see him go this time.

 

She lingered for a few seconds in front of the Nuka-Girl animatronic, not out of morbid curiousity or because she exactly wanted to per se, but out of respect and regret that she'd forgotten about the woman.

 

Finally preparing to head away from the Nuka-Galaxy attraction, Steph heard another sound off to her side, something like metal having been dropped, and hoping it was Valentine, with his badge again, or maybe Huxley, with a calculator for all of his statistics she called out, "Hello?"

 

When no one answered, and fearing that it was the killer coming to view what Bradberton had further done to what he had started, Steph debated on if she should leave or investigate. She was so close to the former, until she realized that Valentine was probably still within earshot and she could end all her renewed fear and torment if she only had the guts to choose the latter.

 

Cautiously, she went and peeked around a corner, seeing immediately that it lead to a flight of alternating stairs heading downwards. On the lower most steps, she then saw a man hurriedly making his descent bound departure.

 

Catching a glimpse of his face, for a third time in the space of minutes, Steph was taken off guard, feeling like the air was stolen from her lungs and that she might very well plummet over the railing and down the stairs herself.

 

Though dressed in what looked like a work man's smock, the man had definitely been Robert House.

 

Instantly, without thinking, believing he had come to spy on her in secret, Stephanie descended the staircase after him, like Alice carelessly chasing after her white rabbit.

 

A door sounded from the bottom of the stairs and she assumed the man had entered whatever room lay at the end of the flight. Though it was foolish to follow him into the bowels of the Nuka-Galaxy building, Steph continued her pursuit on instinct alone, convinced that House had come all the way to Boston to watch her progress in private. It was just like him afterall...

 

To be so underhanded and sneaky.

 

Right then, she wasn't as angry as she knew she probably should have been though.

 

She just wanted to see him face to face.

 

Throwing the door open, no security on it, Steph was running past the threshold without thinking twice about the dim light coming from inside. In what looked like a badly lit storage room filled with mechanics, tools, and broken bits of blinking or dead robots and metal, Steph saw the object of her pursuit plainly a few feet before her, his back turned, but with the height and hair screaming out to her that it had to be House.

 

"BERT!" she called out in return, her gloved hand reaching out to almost touch him.

 

Then her rabbit turned around, revealing a face that, while it resembled House strongly, from the dark eyes to the moustache, was still obviously distinct enough from the mogul she'd left behind in Vegas not to be him.

 

She stopped in her tracks as the man stopped and stared at her, his gaze going from her eyes to her boots and then back to her face again. "Actually, no," the stranger replied, a wrench held in his grasp like a weapon. "Tim Wittingstone's the name"

 

The stranger's eyes made yet another roving over her body, this one made more sensuously and slow, before he added with a smouldering smile beneath his thick moustache, "But since I take it you're the new Nuka-Girl...you can call me anything you damn well like."

Notes:

Is this as soon as I wanted to update this?

No.

Am I happy that it was done on Remembrance Day so I could show that I haven't forgotten and that I can moralize and say we should never forget what November 11th means?

Yes.

Please remember and also never repeat past mistakes.

Thank you so very much for reading! :D <3

Chapter 29: A Wrench in His Plans

Summary:

Steph becomes acquainted with Tim Wittingstone.

Notes:

I guess the title for this is somewhat appropriate:

Ever since I started writing it, I've had a fair share of wrenches in my own gears.

After posting the last chapter, I immediately began work on this one, and it was coming along rather nicely. I foolishly began hoping I could have "Miscalculations" updated in 5 days or less, making me live up to its name, at least, if not my expectations.

Then my sis' friend at the local record store said he needed more band/singers logos painted on records (I paint them for him to use as dividers).

He needed 14 of them infact.

By this Friday. :/

Since they each take a long time to dry, most of them needing two coats (a white base and colorful top), I had to make sure I started right away to meet the deadline.

While this was going on, my sister and I were waiting for a man to come look at our porch roof and give an estimate for fixing it. It's in bad condition and may not last another winter (I'm Canadian). He said he'd be coming and we had to see when exactly because Monday would be the last scheduled day for a leaf pickup in our neighborhood and we needed to do some raking first.

While we were waiting, with me painting up records throughout, we received a phone call from our octogenarian friend again, the one we'd helped out in the summer. It seemed she needed help getting her place ready for the winter too. We had to tell her we'd see her on the weekend (which was last Saturday) because we were still waiting for the roofing estimate and to do our leaves.

He was supposed to come before last weekend.

He didn't come until this Monday.

Which meant we couldn't get to raking until then too. We don't like being outside on the weekends incase the neighbors are out, we are terribly shy.

In the meantime, we had helped winterproof our friend's house and I burst a blood vessel in a finger on my right hand in the process. Not sure why, I just bumped it into something. It had started to feel really sore (making doing the rest of her winter proofing painful), but when I looked at it, it seemed fine, other than the veins being more pronounced. By the time we arrived home, it was almost completely purple and really painful with any slight movement or contact

Making it also hard to do things.

Like paint.

And type.

Or rake the leaves.

But I kept trying my best.

(cont. next note)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Alone in the dimly lit room with the stranger, Steph knew that she should be above-all else frightened.

 

She'd never seen him before, for one thing, and besides that, for crying out loud, he had a wrench in his hands!

 

If anything she should be screaming for her life and running for the door.

 

And yet the traces of Robert House strongly contained within his features were helping to make her not afraid, not afraid in the slightest actually.

 

Maybe her soul was just aching so badly for any word from House that she was willing to accept what she now knew was merely coincidence. Perhaps the genius billionaire had secretly conditioned her to physically react in such a way to his image to help further insure her loyalty. He was smart enough to do it, afterall... and manipulative enough as well. Maybe he'd placed subliminal messages on his chalkboard or had brain altering chemicals in the smoke of his cigars, chemicals he'd naturally be immune to of course.

 

For one's emotions to be affected, one needed to possess them in the first place it only stood to reason.

 

Whatever it was, though, Tim Wittingstone was not frightening her as much as he logically should have and that fact, rather than the man himself, was alarming. As he continued to look her over unabashedly, her training came into quick effect, however, and Steph began to circle him, feeling that making herself a moving target gave her some leverage, no matter how small.

 

"And what should I actually call you? Maybe the most beautiful and disarming Nuka-Girl I have ever had the luck to see?" he asked, a charming full-on smile and not a smirk gracing his handsome face.

 

"Stephanie," she replied easily. If he really was a killer, his having her real name was the least of her current concerns and if he was just your average, innocent Nuka-World worker he'd find it out for himself soon enough anyway.

 

"A lovely name for a lovely girl."

 

She was behind him now, stricken by how the man resembled Robert House's physical stature from this angle also. He wasn't as toned most likely, which was rather a lark considering the guy was probably on his feet all day while House spent a lot of hours behind his work desk, but it was still obvious the man was in pretty fine condition, his shoulders strong, his back nice and the ass that it lead down to pretty attractive too.

 

So attractive infact, that Steph decided to stop circling him so she wouldn't be so easily distracted by it.

 

"And you're Tim Wittingstone, huh?" she stated, looking him over as blatantly as he had done with her, but letting her eyes stay longest on the face where the similarities to House still attracted her and the differences still left her indifferent. "And I take it you're...what....?" she asked, her arms folding to help obscure a chest still amplified in the bra made by Robert House's own design, "a janitor or something? That's the only excuse you have to still be allowed here while management had this area specfically blocked off?"

 

"You're smart as a tack," Wittingstone stated, aiming the head of the wrench directly at her. "A trait I admire in any woman." In a charmingly smooth manner, he then brought the wrench a tad closer to himself, tossed it in the air in such a way to make it spin a few times, and then caught it just as effortlessly. "Actually, I'm a mechanic for the robots 'round here. Huxley noticed one of the aliens not working too well before your little pre-sent-tation and so he called me in. Usually Dayle handles stuff over here at Nuka-Galaxy but he called in sick and so I was called in to fix it. Lucky for me, I'd say."

 

The man's easy-go-lucky attitude was disarming Steph for some reason, making it difficult for her to reply straight away. After a second or two she knew it was because he was pretty well the opposite of House in demeanor. He was friendly and good-natured, warm and completely approachable as opposed to the cold and aloof Robert House.

 

"Lucky for you and not this under-the-weather Dayle," Steph finally spoke, one dark eyebrow raising.

 

"Lucky because I got to see the new Nuka-Girl in action," Tim Wittingstone stated with an ever so gracious bow. "I don't think Dayle could properly admire your beauty in a darkened room...not with a wife and three children at home anyway"

 

Steph smiled unwillingly. My the man was a charmer, she thought. In this case, his obvious resemblence to Robert House wasn't hurting him one bit either, despite the dissimilarity in manner. She realized she needed some kind of saving grace so she didn't fall completely under his spell because of it.

 

"Is there a light switch around here?" she inquired looking around as her arms fell back to her sides. "If I'm expected to do battle with more malfunctioning aliens, I should be thinking of my vision, now shouldn't I?"

 

"You are the vision," this Tim fellow stated with an appreciative laugh and she returned her gaze to his in order to fix him with a no-nonsense glare.

 

Apparently willing to be of assistance, Wittingstone walked over to the wall and hit a switch, making them no longer reliant on the eerie glow of broken machines to help them see one another by. When he turned back to face her, Steph tried to keep her cool, while managing her disappointment. His features still bore obvious echoes of House's but they were less pronounced now in the full light, the unique characteristics helping to hopelessly soften them. It was what she had wanted, but still made her somewhat depressed, her longing for House only intensifying after further proof that this wasn't him.

 

"I thought you said Nuka-Galaxy wasn't your regular gig..." Steph stated in suspicion, aware of something contrary suddenly. "How come you found that switch so fast?"

 

Instead of being resentful about her obvious doubt, or condescending as House might have been, the man seemed more amused than anything. "Oh, Dayle's brought me in here a few times when the Battlezone's been missing a spare part or two. Us technicians tend to stick together, unlike some of the Nuka-Actors."

 

"Oh, I don't know, us Nuka-Actors get along just fine."

 

"That's not what I heard about the last Nuka-Girl," he remarked, coinciding with Rachel's earlier claims that the woman had kept mostly to herself.

 

The whole time Wittingstone talked, he was playing with his wrench, twirling it, moving it quickly from hand to hand, every motion smooth and confident, leaving Steph to wonder involuntarily what else the man could do so well with his obviously skilled hands.

 

"And you really have to come here for spare parts? The Battlezone doesn't have everything you need?" she asked, determined to stay focused and ignoring the shade he cast on the Nuka-World performers, such as herself. "Afterall, it's run by RobCo, isn't it?"

 

The wrench came to an abrupt halt, as did Tim's seemingly good humor. Something darker came over his features and Steph loathed how it made her secretly delight about how it made the guy look even more like the founder of RobCo Industries. "Look, that skinflint Robert House barely remembers us enough to keep up the copyright symbol at the end of his attraction's sign! If us techies and engineers weren't looking out for each other around here, this place would have fallen apart ages ago. Do you know how many accidents we have here each year? Or are your thoughts only on the woman you've replaced? I'll tell you something, Steph, to us, every bit of negligence was cold-blooded murder."

 

Steph backed away, floored and shamed by the man's words which struck her suddenly like recriminations and hidden animosity. Peyton hadn't volunteered the stats on the actual worker casualty rates, but, then again, he didn't exactly need to: the amount of little sympathy baskets he sent out spoke volumes for themselves.

 

"I'm sorry," she replied. "Maybe it was stupid of me, but I had no idea..."

 

He looked regretful now for his own sudden outburst of temper, but there was something else lurking in his dark eyes, something she still didn't trust and considered to be a bitterness other than just one stemming from on-the-job risk factors. "I should apologize to you...just we've lost the lives of a few good workers here...Either that or their limbs. As Dayle always says, 'It's always a guess what's to be our last ride.'."

 

Thinking of the animatronic Nuka-Girl, Steph found the words even eerier than she previously might have.

 

In her silent contemplation, Wittingstone hurried on, perhaps believing she didn't believe him and needed even more convincing. "That and I can't stand that tightwad House."

 

So this was what it came down to...House. she should have known, Steph chastised herself with an inner smile.

 

"Oh, so you know him personally?"

 

"Yes, I know him," Tim Wittingstone answered in a hiss which sounded like he was his very own piece of overheated equipment.

 

From his reaction, Steph took it to be very personal indeed, perhaps even stronger than her own feelings of love...that meant it could only be hate.

 

"You really don't like him? Any particular reason?"

 

Maybe now, she was the one being pushy, Steph suspected. The man seemed to hate House, true, but it wouldn't take much for anyone whom had met the billionaire to instantly dislike him: House was a workaholic but that was one thing he needn't ever work too hard at. Plus there was the fact that most employees loathed their bosses. Wittingstone also looked very much like your average working man, a far cry from House with a fortune in the bank and assets the world over. As a fact, the poor often despised the rich. It was just, with her being so foolishly in love with the impossible Robert House, and missing him so badly, she yearned for any conversation that centered around him, even one that might possibly be only your basic level social-class related stuff...

 

But what if there was a reason, and it was a throughly nasty one?

 

Stephanie examined her own motivations and possible reactions? Would she hate House for it? Was she purposely looking for a reason to hate House to help lessen her current pain? Was that truly what all of this prodding curiosity was about?

 

In his own silence, Tim Wittingstone seemed to be gauging her, another betrayal of something darker lurking beneath his seemingly affable surface, while simultaneously adopting an air of apathy that could either be real or just a monstrous act. Either way, Steph had the unpleasant sensation that he was trying his best to find out what made her tick, and his resemblance to what currently was, gave him all of the advantage he needed.

 

Eventually, he tilted his head, shrugged and admitted, "Maybe, I wasn't being fair. It's not all his fault and House is actually the only reason I got this job, when it comes right down to it...I shouldn't be ingrateful. Bradberton carries his own amount of guilt, possibly even more. With the amount of errors and mishaps at all of the attractions at Nuka-World, it wouldn't suprise me if the Boss man is funnelling the funds sent to him for his own personal use. I can hardly blame ole House for that."

 

"Any ideas on what Bradberton might be using it on?" Steph asked, feeling no loyalty to the man when he'd continually expressed his disuse for her and hoping to maybe shield her interest in House behind a quickly adopted penchant for gossip.

 

Some cruel smile played around Wittingstone's lips, like he had a secret he would love to share with the world. All he replied, however, was a jovial, "Oh, I don't know...keeping his head when others lose theirs maybe?"

 

They stared at each other then, Steph sensing she wasn't completely getting the joke.

 

It left her with a bad aftertaste, no matter how wonderfully smooth and sweet the man had been before hand. She had little use for a Nuka-World technician (even if he bore a striking resemblance to House), one with an obvious interest in secrets, when she was harbouring and keeping her own vast many safe, was even less welcome.

 

"Well it was very nice to meet you, Mr. Tim Wittingstone," she said, adorning the usual act of coy pleasantness she commonly put on for acquaintances she was unsure of these days. Stripping off a glove, she added, "But I rarely get any time for myself these days and I intend to head home and get out of these boots, which, frankly, are killing me."

 

Maybe with the last Nuka-Girl's fate, she should have picked her words more carefully, but getting out of there was her primary goal, not playing clever, little wordsmith.

 

She was walking away in the same pair of murderous boots when Wittingstone called back to her, "Would that happen to be at the Bradberton community?"

 

Steph stopped and looked over her shoulder, uncomfortable both in poise and that by doing so she was giving the man ample enough time to admire her assets as she had his. "Yes, I live at Bradberton."

 

"What do you know, so do I," he grinned, amazingly managing to keep his eyes on hers. "No big coincidence there though...not when the whole damn town was made for us Nuka-World employees. Unfortunately for us, Bradberton keeps the place running as smoothly as he does his little amusement park...I'm afraid when it comes to men like John-Caleb Bradberton and Robert Edwin House, they always come first, their employees be damned."

 

Tim Wittingstone then offered her a most endearing wink.

 

As Steph turned and walked away, she tried not to show how badly his words had effected her, or the worry that maybe he knew a little more than he should. He'd said House had gotten him the job at Nuka-World, possibly having cashed in another of Bradberton's coveted jeweled Cappys, but why?

 

Could the man possibly have been sent to spy on her, as she was to eventually spy on Bud Askins, should the Vault-Tec exec ever happen to show up?

 

"Bye Stephanie," Tim Wittingstone called out. "Remember, if anything of yours should happen to need fixing during your stay in Bradberton just ask around for me! I can tend to any need you might have. I'm a real handy man that way!"

 

Steph continued her walk to the door, trying not to think about what it would be like to take him up on his offer, the technician bearing a stronger resemblance to Robert House than just Dean Domino with his moustache.

 

From the sound of it, Wittingstone was right back to playing with his wrench behind her, throwing it presumably high up into the air, where it would seem to spin forever, like it was twisting imaginary gears that only he could see.

Notes:

(cont. from above note)

So Monday rolled around, in all of its splendor, and the roofing guy finally dropped by. He was warned we have social anxiety issues but was really nice, not even requiring us to see him in person. He just looked at things and afterwards texted us with the estimate, which surprised us because it was a three digit sum when we had expected a four.

That was great!

Fantastic infact.

Too fantastic.

I started to wonder about this when I was raking up all those leaves later, my OCD telling me the whole time that I was doing a horrible job and urging me to pick up any stray leaf.

The roofer's estimate was especially confusing since my mom had the porch roof done a few years ago for much more.

I joked to my sister, "Did he go to the wrong house?

Yesterday, as I was preparing to go do the laundromat, and visit the post office for a none mailing issue (Canada Post is on strike), we received another email from the roofer...

Turns out, he had gone to the wrong house. :/

He gave us a new price 3x what the other one was. :O

Which was still okay for me, we'd had an even higher estimate previously, but obviously upset my sister, whom had liked the first quote much better. She is currently addicted to this really cool ai avatar generator online which costs a little more than something like Remini and which was one of the reasons why I needed to go to the Post Office.

After a bit of confusion over if the roofer was coming yesterday or not, I was still on hold with a bag of dirty laundry, afterall, we finally got in contact with him to find out he'd come tomorrow, which is today (it's raining so he couldn't come) and so I did get the go ahead to go out to the laundry.

Where several washes were already being done.

I put the laundry in the wash, 30 minutes, and trekked up to the Post Office, knowing I needed to get back to the laundromat to put it into a dryer before they were all taken, and pick up a prescription along the way.

Seeing the long line of picketers outside of the Post Office, I knew I was in trouble. Before I had gone, I'd checked online where everything made it seem like it was still open, despite the strike. Wrong. It was closed.

As I was leaving, though, one of the usual workers told me I could go to a grocers which would fulfill the task at hand.

The grocers was double the length away.

Still knowing my sister was heart set on those ai avatars, I walked there as fast as I could...

Only for the cashier in charge of the service to be busy selling/checking lotto cards of the person ahead of me.

I started praying because I was in fear that the dryers would all be in use, leaving me with wet laundry.

I finally was served and rushed to the pharmacy, with no hope of getting to the laundromat before the washer stopped spinning, because, with about 8 minutes to get there, that was an impossibility, not one helped by the wait at said pharmacy.

I kept hoping that God would have at least one spare dryer for me and He did.

Thank You very much God!

I managed to somehow survive the 50 minutes that it took and the walk uphill back home.

But I was so tired, I barely felt like spellchecking, which I'm never really any good at anyway.

I did get most of it done, just missing out on the last 2 paragraphs.

Now it's today and my sis just dropped off the painted records, done in time, and I eventually did get this finished and posted, as you can tell if you are reading this.

This chapter was supposed to be longer; I ended up splitting what I had planned for it into two.

Which enabled me to use that title.

Which further segued nicely into another long winded excuse.

I thank you all for reading this tale and am past all hope now of getting the next chapter up without something interrupting it along the way. :/ <3

Chapter 30: A Leaking Faucet

Summary:

Steph faces a home repair problem, learns more about the schedule Nuka-World keeps and hears disheartening news about House, all while Tim Wittingstone makes sure she finds it awfully difficult to ignore him.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It never ceased to amaze Stephanie how you could go so long not knowing that something existed in the world and then swiftly, after finding out that it did, the item in question started popping up everywhere, reminding you of its presence.

 

It happened all the time, with everything from songs to food, tv programs to actors, nuclear threats and various countries.

 

Tim Wittingstone was kind of like that.

 

Following their informal introduction in a Nuka-Galaxy storeroom, she had repeatedly spotted the man around Nuka-World, the technician always finding time to offer her a friendly smile, wave, and the occasional wink, while they both juggled whatever it was they were doing. For Steph this often included some new outrageous stunt someone in charge had cooked up for her; for Wittingstone it involved fixing more of the malfunctioning robots and technology.

 

Seeing as though this latter was sporadically throughout the park, and not just at RobCo's exhibit, Steph took it to mean that the man was still covering for the unwell Dayle. Wittingstone either was a very good friend or was secretly enjoying the overtime or whatever deal they had struck behind closed doors. She seriously doubted that either Bradberton or Huxley would have allowed any employee to deplete so many sick days; they'd have fired the other technician by now and simply hired another. Seeing Tim popping up in his place so often indicated something else, which made her reluctantly marvel at the man's ability and willingness to oversee so many different jobs.

 

He was apparently in fine shape himself to handle two workloads.

 

Off the job, Steph had begun seeing him around too.

 

Not only had she made the discovery that Bradberton was so vast a community it possessed its own police force (Nick Valentine and the BPD be damned) but that Tim Wittingstone lived about only a block and a half away from her own little apartment. She'd bumped into him a few times on the streets or seen him on the adjoining sidewalks, still smiling affably and offering to her large grins and enthusiastic waves.

 

His resemblence to House always managed to catch her off guard, but still moreso in the dark when the dissimilarities were blurred.

 

More and more often, Steph had found herself taking nighttime walks, hoping she would catch a glimpse of the man in the darkness. It was foolish she knew, what with a killer prowling about uncaught, but her longing for Robert House had become such a desperate ache it had clouded her judgement about as much as she hoped the moon would be during such strolls.

 

Still, it was better than staying home with a kitchen faucet which had started to drip (annoying, untended to repairs running on clockwork, just as Tim had predicted) and a phone that never rang, unless it was Peyton Huxley (Bradberton having had a phone installed by her bed, just as Steph herself, had forseen as well).

 

Fresh word from House still hadn't arrived, not since the day of her arrival.

 

Steph tried desperately to keep herself busy, which wasn't too difficult with endless new performances and constant, ever changing modifications to and instructions about the stunts she was set to perform.

 

She only wished that Bud Askins would finally turn up and witness one; only then could they actually get the next act in Robert House's grand plan started. If only Askins would show himself to be as omnipresent as Tim Wittingstone. Then she might not be reminded so often of the habdman's offer to help "fix" her problems.

 

The faucet certainly was no help either with its perpetual dripping.

 

One shining autumn morning, the trees ablaze in their colors of red, orange and yellow, almost making her glad she was in Massachusetts and not New Vegas, Huxley brought her directly to his boss' office instead of her usual first visit to wardrobe. She was wearing a kerchief over her hair and glasses to help disguise her from the civillians, as Huxley liked to call them, but there was very little reason for either. At this time of the day, there were only employees roaming the park. She passed one, a tall, middle aged man with hair to match the trees seemingly on fire around them and read the nametag on his work smock.

 

"DAYLE"

 

Her mind instantly realized whom he was.

 

The technician looked okay but still not exactly all well. His skin had an odd sheen to it and was as white as his hair was red. His eyes had the look of someone whom hadn't been sleeping well. As she passed him, those same eyes of green didn't even bother looking in her direction. Maybe he was too intent on making up for all of his lost days.

 

Steph was absently wondering if that meant she'd be seeing less of Tim Wittingstone around the park then, believing it would be a relief instead of a disappointment since it was usually only daytime when she saw the man at work, when Huxley looked over his shoulder, on the verge of speaking, his eyes narrowing as he registered that her mind was already heavily occupied.

 

Trying to cover, Steph took her glasses off. "Is it okay? I hate wearing them and I love the trees...we don't see much like them around Vegas."

 

Peyton stopped to look at the trees and their foliage too. He made a deep sigh and then remarked, "I guess you don't. They are rather lovely. That'll all change when winter comes 'round. When it's all white, the branches look like skeleton arms reaching out for this whole damn place. Not that many see that besides maintenance, Nuka-World being closed by then."

 

"Nuka-World closes for the winter?" Steph asked, genuinely shocked.

 

"Yes, it always does. What did you expect? Customers who wanted to traipse through the snow? Perhaps some who wanted to ski down the Nuka-Galaxy tracks? Maybe those whom relished freezing their asses off?"

 

"I get it, I get it," Steph stated, plunging her glasses into a pocket and both appreciating, and not, how she felt like she was back in House's "classroom" being lectured.

 

"And could you imagine the cases of frostbite?" Huxley tutted, resuming his walk to Bradberton's office.

 

"Or the chance of an avalanche!" Steph teased, playing along now, as she'd oftentimes wanted to do with her former teacher.

 

"Exactly!"

 

Thankfully, Nick Valentine wasn't in the waiting room when they arrived, but Huxley went in to speak with his boss first again, leaving her alone in the waiting room. In the meantime, she wondered how much of one's time was spent in either fear or waiting or both. Not that she was as scared of Bradberton as she'd previously been. That was wearing off by now, having seen him several times and garnering a sense that the man's bark was worse than his bite. If he had wanted to really make her time uncomfortable as his new Nuka-Girl, she knew he could have done it besides just giving her a million action scenes to perform.

 

When the exec returned, she was told she could go into see Bradberton and she sauntered up the stairs with far less unease then her first trip ascending them.

 

Bradberton was at the vending machine in his office when she made the last step, a bottle of his famous drink clutched in his hand as he journeyed back to his terminal, never once looking at her.

 

"Winter will be here soon," he stated, greetings and other such formalities ignored. "My Nuka-World will be closed for several long, bleak months."

 

"Peyton just told me," Steph stated, her hand on the rail as she lingered at the top of the stairwell, watching her boss as he turned to face her. "I would have appreciated more of a notice."

 

John-Caleb Bradberton stared at her, the bottle still clutched in his hand, but otherwise untouched. "Ahhh yes...I guess, you would be unaware of our routine here; a further betrayal that you were forced upon us."

 

Steph met his stare bravely. Her only response was to reach for the kerchief around her head and slowly pull it off, revealing the instantly recognizable hairstyle beneath it and how good she looked wearing it.

 

In response, Bradberton slightly raised the bottle of Nuka-Cola in her direction.

 

He suddenly turned his attention to his computer screen instead, standing the whole time that he typed. "If you expect this to be what amounts to a paid vacation, however, I enjoy informing you that I have a full itinerary planned for you until spring, a full cross country publicity campaign, one starting with the filming of a new commercial for Nuka-Cola. It's already been delayed a few times. Now, sometime before the park closes, actually, is the perfect time to finally do it."

 

Walking to the chair before his desk, Steph was positive she had heard of the campaign somewhere before, but couldn't remember where precisely. What interested her more was the fact that she would be on the move now, without any surety that House could reach her if he needed, or wanted, and with no set odds that she'd have any chance of Mr. Bud Askins being nearby either. She sat down, her mind trying to process what this would mean to House's grand plan.

 

"You're against the idea?" Bradberton asked gruffly, if not hopefully.

 

"No," she answered. "I'm all for it if you are, Mr Bradberton, and frankly more than a little flattered that you're committed to having me as the new face for your Nuka-Girl."

 

The older man studied her, a frown making him look even older. "Don't take it as a compliment. The truth is simply the company can use the good press at this time. Especially in light of the most recent headline."

 

He threw a copy of a newspaper on the desk and Steph grabbed it, needing to read only the large, bold print to understand Bradberton's concern:

 

BOSTON BUGLE EXCLUSIVE: SOURCE SAYS SLAYED SODA SWEETIE'S SPACE HELMET SWIPED AS SOUVENIR BY STILL-AT-LARGE SLAYER

 

The Bugle having a source, if not the knowledge, was news to Steph whom hadn't subscribed to any paper since being somewhat independent again; all the talk of impending war and nuclear disaster was nothing she wanted to see after a hard day of work when she simply wanted to relax and wind down.

 

Bradberton finally sat, the chair making an exhausted sound as the entirety of his weight was received with a great amount of its own depression. "I need to wipe that nonsense from the readers minds, help remind them that we have a new Nuka-Girl so they need not be worried about the last."

 

The words were brutal, a full confession of how little the lives of his employees mattered to him. It seemed very much then that Tim Wittingstone's accusation about Bradberton not caring about anyone save himself was right. She was horrified into a state of speechlessness until the man met her eyes again. "You can rest assured, you will be given the best protection possible during the tour, Stephanie...It wouldn't do to have two Nuka-Girls die in a row."

 

Steph hated herself for how his words lessened her revulsion of him, simply over the fact that her own safety was being considered now.

 

When Bradberton's eyes narrowed, however, her relief slightly ebbed. "I have no idea how the Bugle knew to blow its horn about the helmet...that was kept safe under Nuka-World secrecy, or so I believed. Infact, Peyton informed me that the only employee he told about it was you..."

 

Feeling like she was being accused, Steph replied in controlled anger, "I didn't tell them!"

 

Bradberton looked both offended by her ire and pleased that he had rankled her. "No. I know you didn't...Infact, someone has been selling park secrets for a long time now; long before you came to us."

 

Exhaling deeply, Steph sat back in her chair, feeling like she was out of breath from the constant whiplash of emotions she'd suffered after entering Bradberton's office.

 

The Cola kingpin typed something else into his computer, his focus once again there and not on her. "You will receive fair notice when the commercial is to be filmed and when the park is to close."

 

"There's no set date for the latter?" Steph inquired in surprise.

 

"No," Bradberton answered. "It depends on the weather...if it stays warm for longer than expected, or the leaves remain on the trees in all their splendour, I might be able to keep Nuka-World open for an extra week or two. More days and more customers means more funds for the necessary renovations when we are closed."

 

Steph thought instantly of her own pressing problem. "That reminds me, the faucet in my kitchen is leaking. Is there any way you could send someone to fix it?"

 

If he said yes, Steph believed that two of her troubles would be solved: the annoyance of the sound of constantly dripping water and the temptation to call on Tim Wittingstone to fix it.

 

This being a man whom still harbored animosity towards her for even being there, however, the only thing Bradberton fixed her with was a withering glare. "Soon the season will be over. Once you're out of town, frolicking across the continent, I'll send someone in to tend to it. Until then, a little leaking faucet isn't going to kill you."

 

It was probably true. The look he was giving her just might though, as well as the murderer on the loose.

 

When no other words came from John-Caleb Bradberton's mouth, Steph took it as a cue for her to leave. The chair scraped across the floor as she stood, causing her boss to cringe as he turned to look at his computer screen.

 

She was almost to the stairs when she heard him say one last thing to her, words which were wholly unexpected.

 

"I might not agree with your hiring, but you do look more like the Nuka-Girl than I would have ever suspected...and physically...well, you perform all the stunts quite well."

 

Steph's hand reached out and grabbed the railing. It was the nicest thing the man had ever said to her.

 

It touched her.

 

Maybe not as much as when she'd earned praise from House, but that could be expected given the difference in the way she felt towards both men. She wanted to turn around and say "thank you" but she understood that would somehow wreck the moment, diminishing her in Bradberton's eyes should she come off as weak and too grateful. Instead, she adopted the poise of the character she played, holding her head up high and moving like a woman born for the stars descending the staircase.

 

When she reached the waiting room, Huxley was standing cleaning off his glasses by the front desk and she offered him the bright smile she wished she could havd given their boss.

 

"It went well, I take it?" Peyton surmised, blowing on one lens.

 

"Out of this world," she beamed.

 

* * *

 

The middle of the day, in what constituted as the Nuka-World employees cafeteria in the Galactic Zone section, a couple of benches and two vending machines, Steph was semi-enjoying her lunch of a chicken salad sandwich when Tim Wittingstone unfortunately found her.

 

Sitting on a backless bench, the technician approached while she'd been looking the other way, only realizing he was there when movement from the corner of her eye caught her attention. She turned, only to find Wittingstone standing there, the helmet she'd removed so she could eat her lunch held almost reverently in his hands.

 

"This is a new one then right? From what I read they didn't find the old one."

 

"Yes...and if you don't mind," she placed the rest of the sandwich on her lap in order to grab the helmet away from him, "I'd like to keep it away from murderers and nuisances."

 

Safely, Steph placed it out of his reach on the opposite side of her. Unfortunately, it left the other side of the bench free, something the man instantly registered.

 

"Mind if I join you?" Wittingstone asked, quickly sitting down before she could say no. If there was any plus side to it, it was that he was, at least, sitting on the other side of the bench, facing the other way from her.

 

Rolling her eyes, Steph resumed eating the sandwich, wishing it wasn't so dry so she could have more help in swallowing and thus be finished eating faster.

 

She glanced at her unwanted eating companion to find him beginning to devour his own sandwich. From the angle she was on, he looked even more like House than he usually did under full light, making her heart fluttery and nervous. Why did the man have to bear such a strong resemblence to someone all the way across the country?

 

"I saw Dayle's back," she commented, trying to forget about Robert House and how Wittingstone invoked his memory so painfully.

 

"Yes, he is."

 

"He still doesn't look completely well."

 

"That's Dayle for you...always worried and pushing himself to his limits for his family. Trust me, he's feeling better. He seems way more relieved. And its a good thing too; I don't think I could cover for him much longer, especially with things at the Battlezone being what they are. Heh...Typical RobCo for you."

 

"Oh, is there a problem?" Steph asked, picking at the crumbs on her now empty wrapper, just as if she were picking at a scab. Why couldn't she ever successfully divert the attention away from House? Why did it always come back to him and she, like a masochistic idiot, always took the bait like a mouse with a wedge of cheese lodged in the jaw of a springtrap?

 

"Same old crap...literally. They were supposed to send us new robot models, instead they sent rejuved up ones."

 

"That's bad?" Steph asked, unwisely delighting perhaps in how the techie shared her own frustration with House, while looking so much like the man at the same time.

 

"Yeah! The customers pay to see new designs, that's what Bradberton advertises. It won't be long until they wise up and the complaints start rolling in. When the park reopens, mark my words, all of us over at the Battlezone are going to receive a memo from that jerk Karroll,  whining about the amount of complaints they've been getting. Between that and the robots themselves going wonky, the exhibit lives up to its title, I can tell you."

 

Knowing that House's priority lay with the army of securitrons he was making at the Lucky 38, it didn't surprise Steph he was sending out inferior robots to Nuka-World.

 

Wittingstone's own theory about the whole thing did however.

 

"I guess, what with House's upcoming nuptials, he's thinking more of his honeymoon than an amusement park attraction."

 

Suddenly it was like history was repeating itself, Steph feeling like she was back talking with Dean Domino at the crummy little Italian restaurant.

 

"His what?" Steph asked, her head spinning fast enough to hurt.

 

Tim turned to face her, stealing away the vantage point that made him look so much like the subject of the conversation. "It's in all of the papers, sweetheart...the gossip section anyway. Rumor mills running rampant he's about to marry that doll of an actress he has stashed away in Hollywood."

 

It took another piece of acting, one she hoped her time at Nuka-World had honed her acting skills for, to make Steph smile widely and exclaim, "Jane! That beautiful, sly, little gold digger! Why, that's great! I'm sure she's pleased. I'm...I'm such a....a fan of hers. Can you imagine marrying a billionaire? Now, not only is she famous, but she has it made too, after her looks go to pot. Some girls have all the luck, I guess."

 

The words were more true to the speaker than the listener probably could have ever known, and Steph felt her heart rupturing into two parts in her envy.

 

Tim studied her, his lip curling in that naughty way he seemed accustomed to. "Money sure do make the world spin, don't it? The haves and have nots," he remarked, something dark twisting his grin it seemed. Then he added jovially, "But your average worker like me...we don't need it. Infact, give me any old free night, Steph, darling, and I'll show you the time of your life on a dollar bill and a nickel! Why I could even show you the wonders of this very tourist trap, if you let me?"

 

"Oh could you now?" Steph asked, trying to act her outwardly flirty best to make up for the grief that was overwhelming her inside.

 

"You bet your pretty bleached head!" he laughed, smoothly reaching around her and grabbing the helmet where she'd hidden it. He started throwing it into the air and catching it, all while he grinned almost maniacally. "Although, we should probably skip out on the Vault-Tec. gig...that place can seriously mess you up."

 

Asking him why exactly wasn't really on Steph's mind right then, her thoughts racing with the rumor that House had busied himself in her absense with proposing to a woman he'd told her he had already received all that he needed from.

 

Had he changed his mind?

 

Even more...

 

Had he proposed by simply saying "Come with me"?

 

Stephanie hated the wave of hopelessness taking over her. House had instructed her to trust him, should she do that now instead of believing idle talk? 

 

She didn't know.

 

There was one thing she was certain about though:

 

No way was this Jane risking as much as she was for Robert House. She, afterall, still possessed something he wanted: the ability to seduce Bud Askins.

 

"Not that Nuka-World has anything that compares to the Nuka-Girl herself," Tim Wittingstone finally grabbed hold of Steph's attention by grabbing her chin, his thumb pressing into it in a way which might have felt too harsh if she wasn't hurting so badly inside of her heart. "Right now Steph you are the only attraction here I truly want to ride."

 

Tim's lips were closing in on hers and Steph was tempted to bridge the distance, they were so similar to Robert House's, until she turned her head violently away, remembering where her loyalty lay even if House had sworn none to her.

 

Wittingstone's hand was left hanging in the air, as if he were a beggar waiting for something else to be placed within it.

 

* * *

 

She finished the day in a bit of a fugue, trying to survive but finding the work more difficult than usual. Wouldn't you know it, on the day she'd finally received a sign that Bradberton was pleased with her, something had happened to dampen her mood and risked spoiling her performance.

 

It was a relief when she was finally back at Bradberton, Nuka-World closing early due to an accident of some sort. Bumping into Rachel, the Kiddie Kingdom worker had seemed to sense her friend's melancholia and asked Steph to join Oswald and herself for a nice little walk.

 

Together they enjoyed the last rays of the evening as they walked around the town, taking advantage of the nice weather, which honestly felt like summer was giving them one of its final farewell kisses, just like the ones sometimes shared between the princess and the magician. In turn, they all discussed their plans for the winter break, where Steph discovered that her friends were to remain in Bradberton and even expected to celebrate their New Years there.

 

"Join us, Steph," Rachel invited.

 

"Yes, we would immensely enjoy it if the great Nuka-Girl rang in the New Year with us! That is if she could lower herself to share champagne with Nuka-World's second most popular performer," Oswald teased, still playing off their professional rivalry.

 

"I'd love to, but I don't know where I'll be by then. Bradberton didn't bother giving out details about my little publicity tour."

 

"I wonder who your costar for the commercial will be," Rachel gushed. "If only Cooper Howard would get off his morals and do an ad or two."

 

"Howard's just your typical good old cowboy. You forget, they always come complete with a high horse," Oswald joked, in especially good humor.

 

"Jealous are we, oh outrageous one?" his girlfriend asked.

 

"Maybe," he answered truthfully. "Whenever he's on screen, you look at him more than you look at me."

 

Steph lowered her head and studied the leaves beneath her feet. She willfully concealed the fact that she too had been jealous of Cooper Howard once or twice herself. Now it was an actress, not an actor, whom had put a stronghold on her jealousy.

 

When she looked up, it was to find they were directly outside of Tim Wittingstone's apartment. Infact, the man was entering the building, turning to smile at them and shout out a friendly "Hello!" before disappearing inside. Steph didn't think it was solely inside her imagination which made her believe his eyes had mostly been on her and nobody else.

 

"What do you think of him?" Steph asked, acknowledging to herself that they had known the man for much longer.

 

"He's not really my type," Oswald answered after a little contemplation.

 

"Quit it," Rachel warned, elbowing the man playfully in his stomach. "Tim's a real nice guy. He's fixed a few things around here when they've broken down and Bradberton won't do anything about them."

 

Steph smiled until Oppenheimer chimed in with what seemed to be his real opinion. "Oh that Tim. I don't like him. Not at all."

 

Rachel laughed at what she took to be his audacity. "What? You're jealous of him now too?"

 

"Him I'm not jealous of," Oswald said with a flip of his hand, a carryover from his Nuka-World act. "I just don't like the fellow."

 

"Well, I never heard a single bad thing about him myself," Rachel retaliated.

 

"Why don't you like him, Oz," Steph inquired, genuinely curious because Oppenheimer usually didn't seem the type of guy to badmouth another Nuka-World worker, unless professional or romantic jealousy was somehow involved. Actually, he was usually pretty protective of his fellow coworkers, often referring to them as his friends. Steph had been touched on several occassions to be included amongst them.

 

Now Oswald merely shrugged, refusing to apologize for his feelings and yet unable to explain them satisfactorily either. "You don't have to hear about someone to know if they're somehow bad or not. Some people work overtime trying to seem good when really they're really not. I get the feeling Tim Wittingstone's like that."

 

Rachel stopped their stroll for a second. "Why Oswald the Outrageous...can you see through people's skin now?"

 

Similarly stopping, Oz gave another showman's florish, this time a bow and a hand sweep. "Didn't you know, my darling, Rachel? I really can work magic. "

 

Steph watched as Rachel walked into her lover's arms. "And here I thought I was the one to work a spell on you."

 

"Hmmm..." Oppenheimer sounded, wrapping his arms around her. "No, you are what keeps me sane and patient...I'd wait a million years in the Kiddie Kingdom just as long as I'd have my princess at the end of it all."

 

As they went to kiss, Steph turned away, not from embarrassment but to give them privacy and so she wouldn't feel so horribly lonely in comparison. Her eyes rested on the bright golden, amber and crimson leaves they had started the walk in part to admire. Ablaze now, soon they would fall from the trees, leaving the trees barren and frozen.

 

Somewhat like she might feel in a few weeks, Steph thought as an early chill ran over her body and she held herself to ward it off.

 

Back at their own apartment building, Steph interrupted Rachel as she was going up the stairs. "Hey, could I have your copy of the Bugle? I never bothered subscribing and now, with me leaving in a few weeks, I don't see any point."

 

"Sure," Rachel smiled. "Say what, I'll give you every copy until your tour starts. Oz says he has no use for them after finishing the crossword...but I know that he just likes reading the comics."

 

"I HEARD THAT!" the Magician called out theatrically.

 

Rachel comically cringed and whispered, "How quick I forget....he has superpowers!"

 

Laughing together, both women climbed the stairs, disapearing into the building that was such a short distance from that of the neighbourhood handyman's.

 

* * *

 

The used copy of the Bugle was in Steph's hands well before eight, the small squares of the crossword puzzle filled out to perfection with no error to Steph's gaze.

 

Not that she was particularly looking for any, her concentration on something else entirely.

 

She found it where Tim Wittingstone had said she would.

 

One where the current busybody passing as a journalist was talking all about how her "source" had passed on that any day now news was coming in fresh from either Las Vegas or Hollywood that Robert Edwin House was set to marry the starlet he'd long had his eyes on, and his measuring tape and scanner too if wagging lips were to be believed.

 

A photograph accompanied the article, one much larger than the written tidbit which could not have been much longer than a few sentences long. Not that length mattered: each word drove the press that had printed them straight into Steph's heart, crushing it and causing it to bleed out red ink.

 

The photograph was even worse.

 

There she could actually see House beside this Jane, his face cast in halftone, but still the first real glimpse she'd had of him anyway since she'd left the city where they'd taught and fought together.

 

She'd have traced his handsome face with the tip of her finger if she could be sure that the ink wouldn't be smudged in the process.

 

Instead, she grabbed a pair of scissors and cut the picture out, making certain to leave Jane behind for someone else to take, a Tarzan perchance or a Mr. Bingley...anybody but the man whom had originally been standing beside her.

 

Although she knew it was foolish for her to keep the clipping, dangerous infact for it betrayed a connection between he and she, Steph refused to let the photo of House go, choosing to hide it beneath her mattress instead, where it would soon be joined by any other photograph of the man the Bugle chose to print. Then, her eyes sore enough for one evening, she crawled into the same bed it was hidden inside, but did not weep herself to sleep, for Steph could almost hear Idith Pied chastising that tears caused red eyes and dark circles beneath them, and she could not risk Bud Askins finally showing up and finding a Nuka-Girl he was less attracted to than usual.

 

Afterall, right now Bud Askins, and his presumed interest in her, was the only certain power she held over House.

 

As Steph kept the tears at bay, and the sadness from encroaching round about her, the tap in the kitchen kept its endless dripping, sounding like a clock gleefully ticking away the time she had left at Nuka-World.

Notes:

This is definitely the part of a book I'd be tempted to either skim or skip while I was reading it. I'd look for the House references and Rachel/Oz, but the rest would bother me because it wouldn't be House/Steph.

Now, however, creating the story in question, I am forced to write the very same chapters I'd usually avoid or engage with only as much as necessary. :/

Ah well...tis life.

In any case, if I don't see you before Thursday, a very happy Thanksgiving to you all! I hope you have a great, peaceful, fun and gratitude filled day!

I know, I'm grateful if you either intentionally or just happened to read this! I thank you very much! :D <3

Chapter 31: Sky High, Down Low

Summary:

Steph's nerves are tightened to the point of breaking, all as Bradberton involves her in the first steps of his latest campaign.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Stephanie, I wanted to introduce you to Keith McKinney, the celebrity you'll be starring alongside for the new Nuka-Cola winter campaign," Peyton Huxley introduced enthusiastically, putting special emphasis on the word "celebrity" as if to help stroke the actor's ego.

 

It was probably a good idea.

 

Though Steph hadn't truly believed that Cooper Howard would star in the ad, she would be lying if she ever said her hopes hadn't been up that he just might, making it all the more probable that House would be giving his attention to the advertisement and its overall promotion and thus increasing the chance that he might send word to her. What she'd gotten instead, however, was Keith McKinney, not a particularly adored, or even as well known performer. Infact, he was one she could even remember House making several disparaging remarks about when the man had been in any film they'd watched together inside of their minature Fremont.

 

"Nothing more than a bargain basement Cooper Howard," House had commented once preceded by large groan as Keith McKinney's credit had appeared on the large screen. "I heed you to remember this Steph: you get what you pay for and basements always reek."

 

"And what's your pricetag list?" Steph had asked, not looking at the row behind her but secretly delighting in her companion's commentary,  as she always did; House's remarks had become an ever greater entertainment to her, far exceeding whatever the projector was projecting out.

 

"Why? Are you interested in making a payment?" the man had infuriatingly asked, forcing her to look back and try to display how uninterested  she was in him.

 

"No, I don't buy on credit and I don't have enough collateral to ever afford your massive ego," she smirked.

 

House had seemed to chuckle to himself. "Let's just say my cost is sky high...to the moon infact. Dare to suppose you could afford me, my dear Miss Calculations?"

 

She'd rolled her eyes and had returned her attention to the moving picture, eventually begrudgingly admitting to herself that Robert House's opinion about the actor had been, at least, halfway true: McKinney was no Cooper Howard.

 

Still, meeting the actor in person, he was handsome enough and his smile seemed genuine as he reached across the small divide to take her fingers in his. "A pleasure," he commented, giving her hand a gentle squeeze. "If you don't mind me saying, you're even more beautiful without the helmet and whole garish costume on."

 

Huxley was pouting, as if the remark was an insult to the brand he promoted, but Steph took it as the flattering glad-to-meet-you greeting it was intended to be. "And you are even more handsome," she replied. "It will be my absolute pleasure to be working with such a well respected and adored name in the business," she stated, remembering House's reaction to that very same name when it had appeared on the theater screen.

 

Her comment pleased McKinney, whom shifted in his well polished shoes and whose face lit up instantly. "I'm glad. You know," he began leaning forward and confessing. "I was afraid you might be disappointed I wasn't Cooper Howard."

 

Steph only smiled, refraining from admitting she was actually more disappointed that he wasn't Robert House.

 

* * *

 

The commercial wasn't scheduled for weeks, but McKinney had already been booked for a tour of Nuka-World before it began filming, albeit not for that exact day. As it turned out, the man had brought his wife with him, Gilda Broscoe (a woman House had commented was a sufficient actress,  but an almost intolerable human being), and she needed to be seen somewhere else in Massachusetts, her husband on her arm, for her own bit of publicity.

 

McKinney had been very apologetic, Huxley very understanding, if perhaps a little stiff, and Steph a little disappointed that her interaction with the movie star had been cut short,  so quickly. It wasn't that she was attracted to the man in any way, nothing of the sort, but she was still desperately seeking distractions and this ephemeral blip had been pleasant enough. When her soon-to-be costar was gone, her thoughts went right back to bouncing all between House, his own Hollywood starlet named Jane, the annoyingngly present Tim Wittingstone and her even more obnoxious leaking faucet.

 

When she walked though the door that day, the sound had begun to sound like what one might hear should they be in the vicinity when a boulder fell from off the Grand Canyon. Already in a foul mood, the several clippings of Robert House's purported engagement weighing far more heavily on her mind than on the box spring of her bed, Steph had slammed her keys more into the counter than on, glaring at the constant falling drops of water that resembled the tears she wanted to set loose.

 

Running a hand through her hair, she was out the door before she even knew it, striding towards Tim Wittingstone's apartment building as her emotions felt like the drops of water had accumulated into a wave inside of her, threatening to pull her under. She was up the stairs and reading what room number was Wittingstone's from a buzzer located in the foyer when she suddenly came to her senses. People drowned when they succumbed to the power of waves.

 

Turning around, she swiftly sped back to her apartment, where, at least to her unusual fortune, the Bugle skipped a night revelling in all of the latest whispers concerning how Vegas' richest and kinkiest bachelors was about to be taken off the proverbial market.

 

* * *

 

Although he had not attended to their introductions, John-Caleb Bradberton did attend to showing Keith McKinney around Nuka-World himself, a task he insisted the Nuka-Girl join them for. As it turned out, Steph was grateful for the reprieve in her daily duties, especially when she learnt that the tour would end at Starport Nuka, offering her, at last, the opportunity to finally see the attraction.

 

What she was a little less thrilled about was the fact that the actor had brought along his wife this time.

 

Not only did Gilda monopolize the conversation away from her husband, she behaved as if she might as well have been starring in the ads instead of him, leaving Steph more grateful than ever that it was Keith McKinney, at least, she was to work with and not Gilda Broscoe.

 

"What a beautiful park!" Gilda stated, her arm looped through Bradberton's while her husband strolled about three feet behind, keeping pace with the new Nuka-Girl. "I think its soooo charming! We really should have paid a visit much earlier shouldn't we have, Keith dear?"

 

"If you say so, Gilda," McKinney agreed, his hands behind his back as he seemed to slow his pace even more, increasing the distance between himself and his wife.

 

Steph caught the glance the red headed Gilda threw her better half and knew from the way her eyes flashed daggers that there was deep resentment brewing between the two. Even here, though, most of the passion lay on Gilda's side, her husband seemingly distant and about as unmoved by his wife's glare as he was unattracted to her. Unfortunately, maybe this accounted for the extra oomph to the actress' emotions: Steph knew all too well how a woman's ardour could rise in either direction of love and hate when the man she loved remained indifferent.

 

Briefly Stephanie wondered if the society column had any slanderous talk about the couple, gossip she might have overlooked in her highly focused pursuit of news solely about Robert House.

 

She bet House would have noticed.

 

Not unlike a blackmailer, the man probably collected information like it was as good as money in the bank.

 

Through the visitations paid to most of the attractions, Steph was eventually able to discern for herself a little better what might be the source of the couple's marriage woes. This was betrayed by the difference in ways that Keith McKinney's attention was paid to the attractive men they passed to that of the pretty women. No column in a confidential rag was equal to what his eyes confessed or the way his posture and gait altered when he saw something he liked...

 

And nothing that he liked remotely resembled Gilda Broscoe or her sex.

 

Something Steph found herself hoping the crowd would not notice if she was next in line to try to use the actor to generate some chemistry in order to sell some cola.

 

Luckily, the day now turned to late evening, they finally arrived at Starport Nuka, this particular attraction closed currently to the public and thus saving them from the crowd and casually placed professional photographers inside Nuka-World, all of whom were ready to sell their photograpgs to help spark interest in a promotional campaign before it even begun, and all under John-Caleb's payroll, of course.

 

Steph's soul itself was sparked immensely by entering the Starport, her thoughts with House alone however instead of on John Caleb-Bradberton's tourguide monologue. It was so similar to the Lucky 38 in small ways, and so linked to House's own interests and plans, that she was enraptured. To think that this was where all of the robots were commanded from! And it was hidden away under the guise of a museum too.

 

She wished that it was House beside her instead of her soon-to-be costar and House about to describe the workings of the tower itself. Oh to hear his even tempered voice explaining it all to her! With a mattress harbouring too many articles prophesying the man's walk forever beside his starlet and use of his voice to sweet talk her for the rest of his days, Steph would have given anything for it.

 

The fact that Gilda Broscoe was herself an actress straight from Hollywood transformed into a thorn digging into Steph's side, reminding her now instantly of another starlet she'd never met, whose name was Jane, and whom House was poised to marry despite already possessing a scan of her brain. Steph felt her teeth clenching as their small party of four (Huxley sitting this one out for whatever business reasons Bradberton had pressed upon him) made their way first to the lower level, entitled Star Control, before they began their journey up to the top of the tower.

 

Star Control, it appeared, was where the robots were controlled, but this aspect of the park failed to interest Gilda much. "Robots are so very mechanical," she stated. "Being warm flesh and hot blooded myself, well it's skin that really gets my heart beating."

 

A finger on her free hand was brought to John-Caleb's cheek and she let it trail down from its starting point to the tip of his bearded chin. Bradberton looked altogether more annoyed by the gesture than even Broscoe's husband, whom remained ambivalent to his wife's extramarital flirting. Steph, meanwhile, would have pondered at how well McKinney could defeat his jealousy while she always seemed to constantly lose to hers, except now she'd been granted some indication why.

 

"Let's take the elevator to the observation deck," the founder of the cola and park announced, obviously tiring of being the target of Gilda Broscoe's relentless flirting.

 

They managed to fit into the elevator despite Broscoe's swollen ego and it stopped with a jolt to belie the otherwise smooth journey.

 

At the very peak, the door opened and Steph felt the breath being suddenly stolen from her as she saw the view of the whole of Nuka-World spread out before and around her, at night no less. These were the same grounds she'd spent the last few weeks running, jumping greeting and generally working up a sweat at but everything looked so different from this high in the ground and with the lights all on making it resemble a massive Christmas tree having lain down and gone to sleep. The moon, full and bright above, might as well been the topper left behind, deceptively seeming within reach.

 

She fought a giggle, imagining the height might be making her more than a little dizzy.

 

"Your first time?" Keith inquired, deriving more enjoyment from her reaction to the view than his own.

 

"Yes," Steph replied, a hand going to her stomach where butterflies felt caged. "I never had the time to before and I haven't been here all that long to be honest."

 

McKinney nodded solemnly. "I heard. Terrible business that."

 

Steph blinked a few times, her eyes searching through the glass, trying to pinpoint the murder site of the last Nuka-Girl.

 

"MY NUKA-WORLD!" John-Caleb Bradberton suddenly announced in ultra loud pride, either oblivious to the talk of the stars of his latest commercial or trying to be. "A little piece of Heaven in an otherwise miserable world!"

 

"My my! This is divine! Simply divine!" Gilda cooed. "I feel like we are in the clouds!"

 

Begrudingly agreeing with the woman, Stephanie looked above and below again. Everything seemed so far away from this distance. When House was ruling his New Vegas from such similarly lofty heights it would be all too easy to forget about the people on the ground below, their lives and scurrying becoming as significant as ants.

 

She supposed she would be included with them, though, from what he'd intimated she was to be in a Vault several feet below by then.

 

Was that what she was to House now, she wondered, the distance between them so great. Worse, was it what she had always been to him, is that how he could forget about her so cruelly now.

 

"Sky high," she whispered remembering House's evaluation of his worth and his brutal estimation that she could not afford him.

 

She fought a shiver, afraid it was true what they always said: space was so damn cold.

 

"Supposesly heat rises to the top," John-Caleb Bradberton was contrarily stating as he walked away from Broscoe and towards some sort of panel. "The founder of RobCo, one Robert House, made the suggestion to me, at the beggining of our alliance that we place the Star Control right here in the tower and not the basement, so as to better keep the mechanics dry and warm. I denied his request."

 

Steph smiled wider, her heart feeling both warmed and pained. That sounded just like what House would suggest.

 

While she was endeared, however, another member of their party was less fond of the man's invocation.

 

"Seems about right; if anybody was to know about hot air it would be Robert House," Gilda Broscoe groaned in the most elegant and melodramatic way possible, her hand, now free from its link through her tour guide's arm, going to her chest. "Although, his being such a cold fish, the air is the only thing hot about him."

 

"Gilda..." Keith chided, his own face caught between consternation and a cringe, unaware that the woman standing to his side had also lost her own smile.

 

His wife exhaled a sharp and biting snippet of a laugh. "Luckily that particular fish is swimming up some other actress' pond and not mine."

 

Jane.

 

"Do you know the happy couple?" Steph asked, trying to affect the right air of curious gossip monger and not jealous, snooping girlfriend.

 

"Yes, but mainly in social circles," Keith answered.

 

Not content to let her husband speak for her, Gilda turned to look over her shoulder at the questioner, paying the Nuka-Girl the first true bit of attention she had since their halfhearted introduction.

 

"Jane's a peach, albeit a little high and mighty sometimes, but don't get me started on that Robert House fellow!" she chortled. "I cannot stand that man with all of his pontificating and intellectualism! He's such a fantastic bore, thinks that we're all interested in what he has to say! I swear, that man has spent so much time around machines, he might as well be one. I don't know what sort of woman could ever fancy such a cold blooded, almost metallic monster...surely only someone after his money. Ha! The man hardly has any friends,  actually. I can't picture anybody whom would want to sleep with him except a prostitute or someone damn close to one."

 

Steph felt a spark of anger growing inside of her, a mingling of a campire mixed with a furnace, but perhaps more like the kind of flame given off by a frayed wire. She remembered House standing at the top of the staircase, something sad and so very human barely concealed inside of his usually coal black eyes.

 

"I can't imagine he's all that bad," Steph stated, her eyes so fixed on Broscoe that she failed to notice the slight tensening in Bradberton's shoulders as he faced away from her, as if something had caught his attention, causing it to willingly stray from the panel he had been examining.

 

Gilda Broscoe outright laughed. "It would have to be a golddigger or lady of the evening whom would give such an erudite freak the time of day....either that or someone with a screw loose like one of his damn robots that are always malfunctioning. I promise you, that woman would be in bad need of therapy before, not after, she chose to dally with Robert House. They'd both be a pair of lunatics!"

 

Gilda turned her head again to admire the view and Steph waited only a few seconds before stepping forward. Then, putting all of the training House had put her through and the practice her regimen as Nuka-Girl had helped honed, she delivered a kick to the woman's back that would have made any alien or asteroid grateful they had not needed to face it. Gilda fell forward, but Steph did not let her off so easily to just hit the floor, instead besieging her with an onslaught of punches and more kicks. The woman of course received them all with shock, all while her husband looked on with amused interest and Bradberton continued his boring tour monologue.

 

"The height of the tower enables us to see all around Nuka-World..."

 

With one more well placed kick with a well polished and shining boot, Steph forced the woman backwards into one of the windows where the park, in all of its lighted glory, could be perfectly seen, including the changing foliage of the forest outside of it. Now Broscoe's mouth was opened but without anymore of her toxic and nauseating dialogue spewing out of it about House's many flaws and the lack of sanity any woman whom was intetested in him must possess.

 

With her mouth still open yet silent Gilda fell through the glass, sending shards of it falling along with her to the ground, all while her loving husband cheered for her final performance. Steph leaned forward, framed by the now dangerously sharp edged hole, watching with satisfaction as the woman fell alongside the glass, the latter falling like snowflakes to the park ground.

 

As the woman met both the ground and crowd below with a loud and painful cracking thud, Steph was awakened from her daydream to find that Gilda was still alive and well and once again bothering Bradberton, whom seemed mildly distracted and thus more tolerant of the attention.

 

"A penny for your thoughts, after this ad, I'm good for it," McKinney whispered, some glimmer in his eyes indicating that he believed he might already be aware of the nature of them.

 

Her cheeks turning red, Steph replied, "I was thinking of the fall," she answered, "You know, the changing of the leaves. They're so pretty."

 

Smiling in an agreement tinged with disappointment, McKinney straightened up and transferred his attention back to the view outside of the tower and the words Bradberton was now rambling off about his hopes for expansion, that was if the war didn't happen first.

 

Steph, meanwhile, looked outside of the window, ashamed at the pure violence of her daydream and wondering where it had come from and why she had allowed it to take over her with such natural ease.

 

It was only because she was wound so tight, she reasoned...

 

And that her days were filled with so much worry, concern and grief over her mission and what House was occupying himself with in her absense.

 

Her only relief was her work...most of which involved action sequences. It was only natural for her mind to merge release with such similar acts of agression.

 

Wasn't it?

 

Regardless of her reasoning, her eyes drfted to Bradberton, thinking the last thing he needed was one murderous Nuka-Girl on top of the already murdered one.

 

Appearances were so very important to Cola czars afterall.

 

And to cold fishes swimming inside of their towers all the way in Las Vegas too.

 

Steph focused her eyes on the thankfully pristine and unbroken glass, noting once again how distant everything looked from this height and trying not to gasp when she saw a solitary snowflake begin its descent from heaven, giving the appearance that it was a teardrop the moon had decided to shed.

Notes:

I am appalled at myself for how long it took to update this. I assure you, and myself, that I thought about it every day and never intended to abandon it, but Christmastime has thrown me for a spin and it seems I needed snow tires to get back on track.

So many things going on.

First of which, my Christmas tree broke. It's not very tall about 3 feet, but the part that joins in the middle broke off...

So I had to duct tape it.

I have a duct taped tree in my house.

And I'll probably have one next year too, because I bought it when my mom was still alive and I'd hate to throw it out.

But because it's precariously held together, the ornaments this year are all made of paper.

That part's kind of fun actually. My sis and I make 1 ornament a day and then put it up.

Then it kept snowing too. I shovel, not only my walk, but a friend's down the street's too.

Add to this, the postal strike only ended this Tuesday and I had to keep walking a long way to accomplish something they used to do for me.

I only finished doing my cards this week. One thing I didn't need to do which I usually had to years past, is search for addresses. I wrote most of 'em down in one of my favorite books. Papers and address books I lose, but a book I enjoy reading I tend to keep somewhere I know where to find it.

Another factor preventing me from writing, and this is a biggie, is that with the colder weather my cats tend to come into the bedroom. We have no heating besides electric heaters and so they become heat seeking missiles, as my mom used to say.

And the littlest plops down right on me.

Or, more or less, right on my chest and right arm.

Which incapacitates my right hand.

So I can't type.

All I can basically do is watch stuff on my phone.

I've been rewatching/watching Dexter, Dexter: New Blood and watching Dexter: Original Sin for this week and last.

Which isn't bad at all for me.

Patrick Gibson is quite cute.

I also watched the Elsbeth episode with Michael Emerson (Siggi) tonight.

He is also quite cute.

But still, I wish I could have done all of those things and written this too.

Because House is quite cute as well.

Sigh.

Actually, I was supposed to have made it to a farther on chapter by now, one with House, that included much snow. It was a reason why I stopped updating "Broke" so I could make it to that chapter by Christmas.

I failed horribly.

To make up for it, though, I did include that one solitary snowflake here.

And I half suspect I might have plagiarized myself from another fic. But I've written so much, I can't remember.

In any case, thank you for reading and offering me a moment or two of your time. It is greatly appreciated.

A Merry Christmas to you all because I seriously doubt I'll be updating this before the 25th. God and Jesus Christ bless you all and please focus on the love They bestowed on us and offer it to Them and each other in return. Peace on Earth goodwill towards your fellow man. That shouldn't be just at Christmas, it should be every day too! :D <3

Chapter 32: A Handyman Always at Hand

Summary:

Steph finally finds the dripping faucet, and her thoughts, too much to bear.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The solitary snowflake was no harbringer of an early winter, but instead a rather freakish occurrence of the weather. Steph began to even think she had imagined it, or possibly conjured it out of thin air itself, putting Oswald's bits of phony magic to shame. If it had all been in her mind, however, she'd gladly have accepted it over anymore visions of kicking Gilda Broscoe from off of very high towers.

 

It still bothered Steph sometimes, thinking of the ease with which such a dark and dreadful fantasy had come to her. Luckily, Gilda, having had her fill of the amusement park (and aware that all of her flirting had gotten her nowhere with its creator), had opted not to make any return appearances, saving Steph from being uncomfortably reminded of her disturbing daydream

 

Meanwhile, plans for the commercial proceeded as planned, now needing to be juggled with all of Steph's other daily routines, and this would have been all very well and good, her mind severely preoccupied with work, except for those moments bookending her day, when she either awakened to a lonely apartment or returned to it, all with the dripping faucet becoming some sort of backing soundtrack to her lonely life.

 

More like water torture, Steph lamented as she began to hear its incessant drumming even while miles away on the park grounds, the noise a beckoning to hurry back home where it could slowly drive her increasingly insane.

 

What was worse, perhaps, was that Mr. House and Jane had rather instanteously vanished from the gossip colums. Rather than easing her mind, the lack of any news bred inside her far more damaging nightmares of what might possibly be happening in the dark shadows she could not see. Had they already married? Were they on their honeymoon and waiting to be off it to finally make the big announcement?

 

It was slowly killing her inside.

 

The accumulated weight of all the unwanted possibilities she couldn't bear to think of almost becoming more unbearable than even what the truth might turn out to be.

 

Meanwhile, her thumbs became inkstained from the amount of times she'd gone through the papers, checking to see if she might have missed any small clue about Robert House's love life. Peyton had even noticed the damage, instructing her rather peevishly to "Please do something about those dirty thumbs!" even though her gloves would obscure it from the customer's view.

 

Steph briefly wondered about hiring a detective, someone as observant and dedicated as Nick Valentine would be, to stake out both RobCo Inc and the Lucky 38 up in Vegas, but quickly killed the idea as easily as she'd done with Gilda in her unwanted fantasy. Though, aside from a few shopping trips with Rachel, the money from Steph's time as Nuka-Girl was piling up in her bank account, tying herself, in any way, to Robert House, would always be incredibly foolish. A gumshoe would start to wonder why the latest Nuka-Girl was trying to keep tabs on an eccentric billionaire from Vegas, and it wouldn't take long for them to discover that that was where she had last lived too.

 

The detective would probably find out the real reason for her interest even faster than what House was cladestinely doing now.

 

Or, at least, discern that she was in love with the man.

 

Or, worse to her pride, that she was merely obsessed with him.

 

Afterall, to be with the object of one's ardor tended to be looked at as love, while, to be without, was often looked at as simply an unhealthy obsession.

 

So, instead, not willing to risk anything, Steph's money just sat in the bank, her having no real time or excuse to spend it.

 

What she really should have done was called over a real plumber to her place, Steph realized, now able to afford their exorbitant prices.

 

But who had the time...

 

Especially when no one was as closeby as someone whom had already offered his help.

 

And whom resembled Robert House so strongly as well.

 

Steph thus suffered the leaky faucet instead of a plumber if, for no other reason, it presented an excuse to call Tim Wittingstone over some day; in this way, she could harbour an itch she refused to scratch.

 

In a way, it somewhat resembled what being alone with House at the 38 had been like every single day.

 

Now, miles away, she was left with something far worse, in regards to the billionaire: He was nowhere at hand, not even in the evening newsprint.

 

And so it happened one day, shortly after her introduction to Keith McKinney and Gilda Broscoe, both of whom were associated with the also off-the-gossip-column-radar Jane, and with the whole of the afternoon off thanks to an accident at the Galactic Zone, Steph had wandered aimlessly around her apartment with only her thoughts and shadow for company (Rachel and Oswald still performing in their safe little part at the Kiddie Kigdom), until she found the sound of the relentless dripping suddenly hammering home the absense of Robert House in her drab existence and she fled from out the building, intent on fixing several problems in her life all at once.

 

She reached Tim Wittingstone's actual doorstep this time, her hand furthermore rapping on the door, but when he didn't intially answer, she wondered if he was not home that particular day, still at Nuka-World and still fixing the ever constant issues over there instead of being here for her when she needed him.

 

Perhaps he resembled House in spirit as well as looks.

 

She was preparing to leave, and return to the endless dripping, when the door finally opened, revealing Tim standing in his jumpsuit before her, a towel in his hands and a look on his face that betrayed he had known she would come to him sooner or later.

 

The light in the hallway was too bright, offering her a good look at all of the differences in his features to House, and yet she continued to stare at his face, focusing on what reminded her most about the man so vastly different in social position from the technician. She continued to stare but the likeness was only intensifying her longing and loneliness. Yet she couldn't find the strength to speak, afraid to make any step forward or back. By the time Tim did, it felt like a small blessing.

 

"Yes?" he asked, wiping his hands off on the towel and making it darkened with oil or some other presumably mechanically related substance. "What can I do you for, Stephanie?"

 

She tried to ignore the lewd connontations, straighten her posture and meet his eyes with a coldness which matched the chill in the air surrounding them, this way allowing her the opportunity to change her mind if she so wished. "My tap is dripping...in the kitchen. I remembered your offer. So...can you come over and fix it for me?"

 

Tim Wittingstone held her gaze for a good few seconds, then resumed wiping his hands on the towel a little more, increasing the dark blotch on already stained fabric. "Sure," he replied. "I'll just go get my tools...that is unless you have some already inside of that nice little apartment of yours?"

 

Was there something more to his words, something she was missing, Steph wondered as their eyes remained locked? She thought of all the pretty things House had bought to furnish her place and if anything could give her connection to him away. The only thing she knew for certain was a stack of halftoned photographs hidden under her mattress, and those had been her doing not House's. She could claim from those, no matter how embarrassing it was, that she simply had a crush on a well known and wealthy figure. Many girls dreamt of being Cinderella afterall. Anything else incriminating would have been in her suitcase and that was so long ago stolen, and hastily packed, that she could no longer even remember if she'd smuggled something of House's inside of it. Hadn't he even inspected it first like some authoritian at some damn communist country's border?

 

Probably.

 

It had been well within his rules and personality.

 

Now Steph knew only one thing for certain: the main tools House had given her were the skills he had gifted her with to appeal to, and then betray, Bud Askins, so Wittingstone had better bring his own damned set.

 

"Do I look like the type of girl whom can handle a wrench?" she asked, balancing the proper level of wryness and congeniality, one hand going to her hip.

 

Wittingstone's eye followed it, rising slowly back to her eyes. "I don't know...You look like the type of girl whom can handle herself."

 

His gaze, meanwhile was suggesting he was dying to get his hands on her. He hestitated, however, playing around with the opportunity now that it was standing on his doorstep. "You know we could have used the great Nuka-Girl's help over in the Galactic Zone a few hours ago. Our fearless leader let us down."

 

"What happened?" she asked. "I heard something had, but they rarely fill us in about what..."

 

"Yeah, that's right...they let us workers take care of the real big messes instead of the performers," Tim Wittingstone stated, a smile on his face which was a remarkable balance between resentment and affection. 

 

"We each tend to what we were hired for," Steph reminded bristly.

 

"Well, I was hired to go looking for some construction worker's arm," Tim said, resting his own on the doorframe as he leaned forward, the soiled towel above their heads like a little storm cloud. "It got trapped on the rails of Nuka-Galaxy and the cart came rolling through and pulled it clean off. Carried it right on down the line...raining blood all over the fair ground during the trip."

 

"How horrible," Steph replied honestly, a hand rising to her throat in horror.

 

Tim nodded. "Dayle finally found the arm, but the hand wasn't with it."

 

Steph felt herself cringing...

 

"That was with one of the alien animatronics. Guess they malfunctioned, like usual, and severed it."

 

...now she flinched, moving back as if hit.

 

Tim smiled brighter, trying to seem even better natured than normal. "Lucky it didn't happen to a visitor. Orders were given to clean up the Galactic-Zone, though, and check out all the robots for any other defective ones. Shit like that can take all day."

 

"Why are you here then?" Steph inquired, genuinely confused. "Shouldn't you still be there?"

 

"Me?" Tim said, dropping his arm and standing up straight, a goofy smile spreading across his handsome face. "I was the lucky dope who found the hand! Both me and Dayle got excused from the rest of the day's duties. Good thing too, Dayle was looking kind of sick from it all. Funny, he used to take those things better. This time, he puked right on the tracks."

 

Tim looked as if this amused him, but Steph felt like she might join Dayle and become sick herself.

 

"But here I am talking about distressing things while your faucet and sink are getting all good and rusted. Besides, it could be worse."

 

"How?" 

 

Tim smiled. "The poor worker had stripped down to just an undershirt. He could have lost his shirt besides the arm."

 

Wittingstone winked and Steph couldn't decide if he was funny or just thought he was, until he turned back into his apartment, and seeing the outline of his nice ass in the jumpsuit, she thought he was probably a laugh riot afterall.

 

Allowed a glimpse of the inside of the apartment in his absense, Steph discovered it to be a place littered with various knick knacks (luckily none a space helmet) and electronics, of pinup posters on the walls (thankfully none of the Nuka-Girl) and the breath of a hint of his desire for the better things in life.

 

Her eyes continued to roam, hearing the muffled sound of metal clanking in what must have been a tool chest, until they landed on something lying on the desk.

 

It looked like another towel, soaked in the same dark sort of substance. What it covered was about the size of a hand or hearty burger. That was what Steph took it for, believing that maybe she had interrupted the man's lunch or supper. However, the longer she stared at it, the more it actually did look like a hand, including the respective peak of each finger and the slope down to the palm.

 

And the substance soaking the towel...

 

It could have easily have been blood instead of an excess of condiments.

 

"Got them, now let's go compensate for Bradberton's landlordly negligence," Tim stated as he almost startled her, chippily returning to her line of vision.

 

"Great," she smiled, still seeing the lump on the desk from out of the corner of her eye.

 

He closed the door behind him and they walked down the otherwise vacant and quiet corridor together, back to her own apartment not that far away.

 

"Tim?"

 

"Yeah."

 

"What did they do with the arm and the hand, after you found them, I mean?"

 

"What they always do. They watched as we took them to the incinerator. Why?"

 

"Oh. Just curious," Steph answered, more relieved than she would dare show.

 

Notes:

Sorry once again for the long time between updates. This is another case of having been writing this for weeks but having been continually stalled and interrupted.

January has always been a tough month for my family. It's something we've always looked at as being something to get through, seeing as though it's usually terribly cold and dark and often depressing since it's after Christmas. That was made all the more true when my mom died one horrible and bleak January. That was 10 years ago this year, a fact I'm still dealing with.

Writing isn't easy for me when I'm upset, I compare it to having ones tires stuck in the dirt and endlessly spinning, but it's doubly hard when I keep getting interrupted also. I had an appointment that came up over a week ago that I had been simultaneously expecting and dreading.

Still, I did work on this.

And still, it was supposed to be longer and actually arrive at important plot points.

I'm looking at you Bud Askins.

I just decided to change gears and cut it short so I could post something and relieve anyone's minds if they were worried I'd forgotten or lost interest.

I haven't. I just have failed at my duty to meet the deadlines of my own making.

I always had the name for this one but, interestingly, that part at the end of it, about the worker's hand, just conveniently came to me in a way to expand the chapter without dealing with anything too important and making it too lengthy. I like it, feeling like it adds to things, that sort of ominous tone of things to come...

Or maybe it was just a hamburger on Tim Wittingstone's desk and Steph just has an overactive imagination.

We'll see.

If I can manage to work through the obstacles of the early year, that is.

Thank you for reading, in any case! :D <3

Chapter 33: Quick Fixes

Summary:

Steph discovers that Wittingstone and she have something in common, as he suddenly becomes more attractive to her eyes.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

A little more than a half hour later, Tim Wittingstone was on his back on her kitchen floor, his head in the cupboard underneath the kitchen sink. How a simple leak had turned into his needing to plant his jumpsuit against the tiles and inspect the pipes, Steph suspected solely had to do with her reluctance to take anything further once the water had stopped its dripping and she'd thanked him solely with her words.

 

It was obvious that he had come over there expecting to have more to keep his hands busy with than just a leaky faucet.

 

What had been less obvious was the casual way that he had managed to look over her apartment, as if it hadn't interested him in the least. While she had been less clandestine about sneaking a peek at his own place, Wittingstone seemed to be concealing the way his own gaze had swept every room he had entered, presumably making note of everything she owned, like an insurance man on high alert. It was something House had taught her to look out for: people whom were happy to be busybodies in disguise. What she couldn't distinguish, however, was if her makeshift handyman's interest was just your ordinary layman's level of curiosity or if he was outright searching for something in particular.

 

Once he was on his back, it was quite clear that her legs in particular were what interested him the most, and what they led up to.

 

Wittingstone also seemed to talk the whole time he was there.

 

About any subject he could think of.

 

And Steph lingered in the vicinity, noting all the more how his voice even sounded a lot like House's, helpless to pull herself away from its magnetic pull. As Wittingstone gradually worked himself to the floor and deepened his handiwork, she in return had climbed onto the kitchen counter, her long legs dangling off of it as Tim continued to admire them whilst he talked and used his wrench.

 

Her thoughts, meanwhile, often wandered, her head sometimes tilted this way or that, trying to obscure her temporary plumber's face so she could imagine it was House's chin under her sink and his body lying supine on her floor. Not that he'd ever be caught dead in a jumpsuit, perish the thought! He would probably insist on going to manual work in an expensive suit even if it got covered in oil and needed to be thrown out by day's end.

 

Also, there probably wasn't much chance that what lay beneath Wittingstone's attire could, in any way, hold a candle to Robert House's own magnificent physique. Tim was in shape, yes, but it wasn't something he worked daily on, to counteract an apocalypse he saw looming ever ahead.

 

"So he taught me how, for when he up and split, I guess."

 

"Oh...what?" Steph asked, realizing that her mind hadn't been paying attention and she now no longer knew where the man's train of thought had been leading to end up on a revelation that held no real importance to her. "I couldn't hear that last bit past all of the clanging."

 

"My dad," Wittingstone said, peeking out from the cupboard and spoiling her illusion again. "He left when I was eleven. Guess he saw the age as a pair of legs that allowed him to walk right out of our lives."

 

With the mention of legs, Wittingstone's eyes drifted to Steph's and he looked them over in fresh appreciation.

 

"So, it was just you and your mom then?" she asked, trying to gain her footing back inside of the conversation and give the appearance that she really had been listening and giving a damn.

 

"Yeah, just us...and any guy she could pick up to help pay the rent," he stated, his head disappearing back under the sink.

 

Whether he was insinuating that his mom shacked up with men to make ends meet or took home the occasional stranger in some kind of working capacity, Steph didn't bother seeking clarification. Having been the latter, she was far out of the reach of being judgemental and she hadn't had a child to take care of, luckily, so she could only imagine what that was like. Her own father and grandfather having been there for her, while they had been on Earth, made her unable to wholly understand what it was like to be without a decent man around. It was amazing, she supposed, that Tim Wittingstone seemed so level headed and nice without any specific male role model around to make sure he treated the ladies nice. Though she would wager having the wrong type around could be just as misogyny inducing.

 

"That must have been awful," she commented, and then searched around for some other remark to help bulk up her assumed sympathy. "You must really hate your father, huh?"

 

When his head shot back out from under the sink Steph almost involuntarily moved backwards on the counter, shocked by the sheer speed of movement and the look of hatred in his eyes. "I don't hate my old man, what else was he supposed to do when he felt like a failure? Now House...Robert House and his whole fuckin' family that's who I hate."

 

Startled and feeling unbalanced to the point where she might have fallen into the sink, Steph didn't know what to exactly say. His feelings for House had never been sugarcoated but now they seemed laced with arcenic. She was still struggling for words and comprehension when Tim Wittingston slid out from the sink entirely, wiping off his hands on the dish cloth he'd appropriated from the moment he had first started. That he was unaware that Robert House had bought it himself, Steph was immensely grateful. Best to insure he had no cause to direct his wrath in her direction as some kind of easy substitute.

 

She stared at the back of the man's jumpsuit, the logo of Nuka-World fading on it and betraying how long he had worked for the company. Was she ready to delve into his past, especially now that it seemed somehow connected painfully to House? Could she even stop herself when Robert would always be a magnet to her, even when she tried her best to steel herself against his detached being?

 

She was still arguing with herself, and against all the tact House had tried to teach her, when the need to make a decision was stolen from her anyway, Wittingston voluntarily offering an explanation she was too torn to outright ask for.

 

"I should apologize...It's not your fault for saying that...it's just...Robert House was my father's very own brother."

 

Steph took a second or two to process the information, understanding now the reason for the similarity between Tim and House, before saying aloud, "He's your uncle then?"

 

Tim turned and looked at her almost embarrassed and nodded. "I'm the guy's nephew...half nephew. Kind of makes me look pathetic huh?"

 

"How?" Steph asked, dismounting from off the counter. "I don't see why being related to one of the most powerful men on the planet's a bad thing."

 

"Because I have this job only because of HIM!" Tim replied, the anger seeming to bristle back into his voice and entire demeanor. "BECAUSE MY WHOLE FAMILY WAS DESTROYED THANKS TO THE HOUSES AND THEN I HAD TO LOWER MYSELF ONTOP OF THINGS AND ACCEPT HIS PALTRY PIECE OF CHARITY!"

 

The technician turned his head quickly away and then walked out of the kitchen in a stride so contradictory it seemed quick but completed with feet made of lead.

 

Stephanie was following in a heartbeat, finding him having halted near to her bedroom, against a wall bearing artwork once again purchased by Robert House. If Tim had known that, Steph had no doubt that he'd rip the frames from off the very wall where they were hanging and soon they'd be lying in the hallway, nothing more than shattered glass and paper before she could prevent it from happening. His shoulders were tense, his upperarm resting flat against the wall and the fore part of it bent above his head; the back of his hand rested against his forehead.

 

Stephanie went to him and stopped, her fingertips gently touching a fold in the jumpsuit.

 

Robert House's nephew, she thought.

 

His very own flesh and blood.

 

Her palm was fully pressed to his back then, feeling his body beneath the Nuka-World logo she'd just studied less than a minute ago.

 

"House's precious father was screwing a Vegas showgirl, my grandmother, without anybody knowing it. When the loser up and married House's mother, dad was already around seven years old and had never even seen the guy. My dad tried his best, but it wasn't easy. He always felt like a failure, had no dad himself, and couldn't hold down a job for more than a few months. When the family failed to recognize him after grandma spilled the truth, he asked Anthony House for work, at least, at the H&H Tools Company but ole Tony turned him down straight flat. The same thing happened at RobCo industries. He slowly killed himself with booze after that until, like I said, he left us so we didn't have to worry about payin' for the funeral."

 

Her hands rubbing his back under the guise of offering comfort, Steph's thoughts still couldn't stop musing over the blood relation between the man before her and her object of her starvation, a man he could call "uncle" in a more honest and fair world. "I don't get it...how did you get to work at Nuka-World if the House brothers both rejected your father?" she asked in a whisper. "What made you so different?"

 

"Ha, proof? Well, first I have the talent, as you can obviously see...and I did manage to find something I could threaten that asshole Bob with...not much but enough for him to concede on shoving me off here instead of facing a scandal. Not only am I supposed to work for him, I'm supposed to be grateful enough for it to send word back to him if Bradberton plans on double crossing RobCo in any way over at the Battlezone."

 

Steph's hand stopped on the small of Tim's back. So he had been discarded by House too, confined to Massachusetts instead of the glitz and glamour of Vegas. While her pity was invoked, and her empathy now too, Steph still felt resentment clouding over it as her jealousy was unwillingly sparked. "You have contact with House?" she inquired.

 

"No deal," Wittingstone laughed bitterly. "I sail through all third party channels, my darling. The great almighty ruler of Las Vegas ensures that I can't reach him, 'specially when he's on his throne."

 

Falling against Tim Wittingstone's back, Steph was almost flooded with as much relief as she was compassion for the man. At least, they were both in the same boat in that way too: exiled from communication with their secret boss.

 

Her hands instinctively wrapped around Wittingstone's waist, aware once again that the flesh close to her now belonged to the same family tree, no matter how unrecognized, as Robert House. The DNA was the same...that seemed close enough to her then. Her lips brushed the back of the jumpsuit as she felt hands grasping her wrists, realizing that the blood running through them was basically House's blood too.

 

When Tim Wittingston released her, spinning around to meet her face to face, his still dirty hands clutched her face, and Stephanie looked into his eyes, so much like House's that she felt almost delirious. When he lowered his lips to hers and kissed her passionately, she told herself that it was House's blood pumping through his body, going to his fingers, to his heart, rushing all the faster the more she responded, traveling down to the places on the technician's anatomy that she still wasn't completely sure functioned in any normal, human capacity on House's own dispassionate body.

 

"Baby," Tim whispered into her ear. "Oh Baby," he said gently clamping his teeth on the tip of it and tugging it just a little.

 

She turned her head away, making the bite which was meant to be painless hurt a little.

 

Oh...and, with her eyes closed, if that voice didn't sound exactly like House's...

 

She had to be careful not to start crying as she pushed him into her bedroom, her eyes still pressed shut so she wouldn't open them and risk tears sliding out.

 

They were kissing in the middle of her room before she realized it, her eyes opening involuntarily as he began to alternately rip or pull her clothing off, her breath coming out in an uneven pattern, excited and somewhat afraid.

 

She tried to undress Wittingstone then too, finding him flipping between himself and the man he resembled so strongly between the blinking of eyes and depending on the position he was in.

 

Now he looked like House...

 

A turn and then he suddenly didn't.

 

It was best not to turn then, but stay where she was, only Wittingston wasn't so compliant, constantly moving...

 

At least this was a man who knew he was a man and that she was a woman, not a couple of damned machines, Steph comforted herself. His hands were all over her eagerly exploring this fact as his own body reminded her increasingly of its own sex.

 

If his touch was a little brash, and his fingers too forceful, she tried to account it to his desire and impatience to be with her.

 

She had other uses for his touch, however, before she allowed him the satisfaction.

 

"Go turn off the light," she moaned, her lips falling away from his, her cheek up against his own.

 

The man took a step back and stared down at her, his gaze inscrutable and in some incomprehensible way difficult to reconcile with his ardour.

 

Then he was walking across the room, flipping the switch in such a quick and effortless way it betrayed that within his trade he must have performed the trick a million times.

 

Better, Steph thought, well pleased: It was easier to think he was House with the lights off.

 

Then he was back inside her embrace, his own arms strong and like the cages most commonly made for birds circling around her. It was one that she willingly trapped herself within, feeling less in pain as she succumbed to their mutual sexual hunger.

 

Another shared kiss as he pushed her with a violent thrust onto the bed and she called out when he entered her, taking the final step that sealed that there was no going back from this mistake.

 

Steph stifled the name that she wanted to truly cry, aware that beneath the mattress was a multitude of an image that matched it perfectly, even if what lay above her was a poor man's facsimile.

 

Tim need never know that.

 

Besides, he should be grateful.

 

Now he could keep his hands busy with the purpose he'd always intended.

Notes:

Sorry again for the late update!

My cat has been sick, anal gland issues, and I've been dealing with that as best I can.

It's been stinky.

Really stinky.

It's also been very cold.

I've mentioned it before, but I'm Canadian but use only a 700-900 watt space heater to heat one room in the house where I live with my sister. The ceilings are 10 feet high, and all the air mostly rises up there.

My fingers get cold typing.

Infact, I only get a few words done before needing to warm them up, so typing is slow going.

Honestly, I also was confused about how to write this chapter. It was always planned out, but the dialogue and progression had me stumped for a bit. I'm still not satisfied, but I realized it might just be best to try to push forward and leave it as it is.

Finishing the tale probably matters more than getting hung up on one little part of it.

Thank you again for your continued support and for reading! A very happy Valentine's Week and Day to you all, if I don't see you before! 🍫🍫🍫 :D <3

Chapter 34: When What One Craves is Higher Steak

Summary:

Steph finds her interest in her affair with Tim Wittingstone waning.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Every morning Stephanie crawled out of a bed that had begun to smell equally of Tim Wittingstone as much as herself, went off to work and then returned home, sometimes to find her lover waiting for her outside of her apartment - they never used his for some reason never once broached - other times having to sit inside of it and occupy herself until the technician's shift presumably ended and he came to her when he was ready, never one second before. In those spare moments of being unoccupied, her time was usually spent perusing the Boston Bugle, still searching vainly for any news articles on the still mysteriously vanished Robert Edwin House.

 

Or Anthony, his slowly going mad brother.

 

Actually any House now.

 

Even the dead ones.

 

All of whom had betrayed the Wittingstones long before she had been abandoned in less a familial fashion.

 

If she reminded herself of the fact that her paramour was related to and neglected by a family she wished she could be integrated into, it was easier to carry on with the affair without second thoughts or regrets.

 

The second she was reunited with the technician they could then easily fall into a kiss, and soon to either the couch, bed or even floor (anything that was handy, more or less), letting their bodies instinctively do what they willed. Steph always opted to position Tim in such a way so the light didn't directly hit him, but when he was more forceful, as he was increasingly becoming, and which she could fortunately match thanks to his own blood relation's teaching, she could always close her eyes and let herself become swept away in her inner fantasy that this was Robert House making violent love to her.

 

If Wittingstone ever suspected she wished to God he was his uncle, he never let on, but simply enjoyed her to the free extent she allowed him to.

 

After days turned to well over a week, he was still apparently enjoying himself, long after she had grown disenchanted by the whole thing. You could only shut your eyes so tight, so often, before you got a headache afterall.

 

Not that she'd ever confess or use that particular well-worn excuse on Wittingstone. He could be quite insistent when he was craving a piece of the latest Nuka-Girl and, having unwisely initiated the intimacy, Steph decided to keep with it until absolutely necessary, if only to wile away the boredom which it was unfortunately quickly becoming a part of.

 

It wasn't even that Tim was a bad lover.

 

Hardly.

 

He was well skilled at what he did and not entirely selfish, although he could lean in that direction without being given the right nudge to point out where he was going astray. It was just that old adage that when one craved filet mignon they could hardly feel delighted in a hamburger. Once, when they were starving, like she had been, perhaps, but in the long run, the old craving remained unfulfilled and reemerging.

 

Steph had found that out the hard way.

 

Now she was left on her own, and without House's guidance to get her out of it, she felt stuck.

 

Another old adage easily came to mind: when one made their own bed, they must lie in it too.

 

If anything, lying in that same bed together with Tim Wittingstone, nary a single shred of clothing shared between them, allowed for the conversation to go in directions that only the informality of being naked permitted.

 

"I'm telling you the last Nuka-Girl, she had her nose so high up in the air, she already was in space, I think..." he'd stated one night, post-coitus and mid cigarette. "Not that she wasn't already high enough to get there."

 

"The last Nuka-Girl had a drug problem?" Steph had asked, her chin resting on Tim's chest as she look at him in the dark bedroom, wishing the angle made him look even a little more like House, and his cigarettes were of a more expensive brand so then he smelled more like him too.

 

"You didn't hear it from me, but the only people she'd lower herself to converse with were those whom could provide what she wanted, dig?" he'd replied, taking a drag. "Bradberton would have killed her himself if he'd known. He likes his employees, especially the high profile ones, lily white and with no secrets...kind of like you, sweetness."

 

His hand had patted her butt like she was a good girl and Steph had tried not to choke on how condescending it felt in that moment more than the smell of the cheap cigarette smoke clouding up the bedroom.

 

"So, where'd you work up in Vegas anyway?"

 

Steph had frowned, rolling her eyes and looking into a dark corner of the bedroom, imagining that House was sitting there staring at her in silent, penetrating recrimination.

 

Wittingstone sounded too often like he was probing for secrets the longer their physical intimacy persisted. It was like, her body,  now exposed to him and explored, he wanted something else, something that might cost her more.

 

"The Tops," she answered, lying a cheek flat against moist, hot skin.

 

"Nice..."

 

"Ever been?"

 

"Nope. Never had the pleasure. How long you there?"

 

"A couple of weeks," she replied, wistfully remembering them in nostalgic idealization. Maybe she should have lied, she had remembered thinking, but House had taught her to always stay as close to the truth as much as was allowed. Deception always came across more real that way.

 

"What they fire you for?" he asked, sounding very much like a man whom collected his own pink slips like trophies and had accumulated a stack more than a foot long.

 

"I never could find out...I keep thinking maybe my life would have been better if I had stayed," the ex-showgirl had replied a little sadly, thinking she could almost see House's silhouette in the corner now, smell his smoke drifting over to do battle with his nephew's.

 

"Their loss and Nuka-World's gain!" Wittingstone had suddenly declared, forcefully rolling her off of him, stealing away her nightdream fantasy of House playing unapproving voyeur from the shadows. Soon the techie was on top of her, kissing her neck and then chest, all as Stephanie let him, lying there listlessly at first until she returned his passion, more because she wanted to wipe away the aching need she felt for Robert House than because her heart or body was in it.

 

Steph began to similarly suffer Wittingstone more than actuallg being satisfied by him and he soon became like Nuka-World itself: fun at the start but with a steep decline of interest upon return visits.

 

There was only so much superficial fun to be had, nutitionless treats to stomach, before it became old real fast.

 

Up in Vegas, for all of those long weeks, some of them incredibly frustrating, she'd never once felt as increasingly filled with boredom as she was becoming with Tim Wittingstone. House, as annoyingly detached as he was, never made her weary of him, but could usually pull her interest back any second it was threatening to stray.

 

She'd give almost anything to be back there with him, living on a separate floor even, than lying in bed next to a two-bit version, Steph often lamented.

 

Of course, it begged the question, should she have actually been with House, would that have changed things, drastically altering her perception? Maybe once you actually got what you wanted it lost its glow and you didn't want it anymore.

 

The problem was she couldn't tell because she'd never actually gotten House nor ever truly wanted Tim Wittingstone.

 

Once more, Stephanie seemed back at square one, after a momentary reprieve, dreading her time at home and rushing to work each day to try to deal with it.

 

Like many a resident of Las Vegas, she felt like, even when she won, it was only a temptation to keep right on losing.

 

* * *

 

"We don't pay for unrequested overtime, I hope you remember," Peyton Huxley warned one evening when he found her loitering around the World of Refreshment. She'd just finished playing around the Kiddie Kingdom, following a visit paid to see Rachel and Oswald, and in no great hurry to head home, Steph had somehow wandered up to the cola factory, of all places, to idle around for a bit.

 

"I know," she replied, blushing and almost defensive after literally bumping into the man. At least, she was out of costume, sparing herself from one of his usual lectures. "I just know that soon we'll be closing and I'll be off promoting that little commercial you keep talking about, so I wanted to take a better look around here first. I'm really going to miss it."

 

He seemed to buy it, but this was probably also aided by the fact that he seemed terribly preoccupied. "Is everything okay?" she asked, causing Huxley to look startled and then grab her upper arm, pulling her off to a secluded corner to help bare a part of his soul, no matter how work oriented it still was.

 

"Actually, it isn't," he confessed. "Remember that unpleasant business with the Nuka-Girl helmet and how it was leaked to the paper?"

 

"Yeah, kind of hard to forget."

 

"Well, we've got another issue now. A few days back, there was a slight mishap on one of the rides...someone lost their hand."

 

"Oh, how dreadful!" Stephanie stated, putting her own hand to her heart and trying to look like it was the first time she had heard this particular detail about it.

 

"It was, but we managed to resolve it quickly...except for one small problem..." his face turned outright crimson as his gaze fell to the floor. "We somehow managed to misplace the hand."

 

Steph's blood turned colder than the several bottles of Nuka-Cola she'd passed, chilled and on display in the foyer, her mind instantly recalling the strange lump on Wittingstone's desk the day of the accident, as well as the discrepancies between the account of the event he had handed to her and the version Huxley was now spilling.

 

Seeing Peyton's own concern and known business related interest, Steph was more apt to believe Bradberton's personal assistant than a man she might have been sleeping with, but whom still remained a mystery in many unsettling ways.

 

"Aren't those things usually incinerated?" she'd asked, requesting more information to help combat her unease.

 

"As a rule, not until we've checked to make sure it can't be reattached and only after a six month waiting period," Peyton stated, shoving his hands casually into his pockets. "That's after I've sent off the usual baskets, condolences and gift cards to the victim and family, of course. It's kept on ice until the preliminaries are out of the way and the family knows what legal steps they wish to take, hopefully during which John-Caleb or myself can reason with them not to act too hastily."

 

"Wait...you don't keep them here do you?" Steph exclaimed in distress, the horrifying possibility finally dawning on her.

 

Peyton looked upset that she had dared raise her voice and pulled her even closer to the wall, looking around first to make sure they hadn't been overheard. "It's the best and only place equipped for it," he hawed, bristling. "They have the ice for it and the space, afterall, so why the hell not?"

 

Steph tried not to think back about those chilled bottles of cola on display or the ones she had consumed during her lifetime, all sitting closeby to severed employee limbs. She suddenly lost any remaining thirst she had for the stuff, feeling it all rather distasteful.

 

She didn't let this show, however, understanding Peyton was in no mood to moralize. "Very ingenious of you and Mr. Bradberton," she complimented from a suddenly dry throat.

 

Peyton smiled, appeased, before continuing his current woe. "This one up and vanished though, before a doctor could even glance at it! We searched, but never could find the damn thing after it was supposedly located...that too was never outright confirmed, which was odd in and of itself."

 

Still treading on ice more than the missing hand ever was, unless Tim had stuck it inside of his freezer, that was, Steph successfully fought a shiver.

 

"And with those leaks still going around, we're concerned that some base employee is waiting to profit from this whole sorry mess. It's about time for another one of them to appear, them happening every few weeks. I suspect who's ever doing it runs through their cash by then, the spendthrift."

 

"Is it connected to the Nuka-Girl murder?" Steph inquired, honestly frightened now.

 

"Goodness gracious no!" Peyton's hand went to his own heart while he leaned slightly forward. "That was a crime of passion or obsession, thank God, this is just monetary. I should probably check the list of anyone whom requested and was denied a raise actually, but that includes 96.7% of the park, present company excluded, which Mr. Bradberton humbly thanks us for."

 

"That's good," Steph mumbled in a little welcome relief.

 

Sleeping with a money hungry liar was one thing, sleeping with a murderer whom could wish to add her helmet to his growing collection of memorabilia was another.

 

"There's even a small chance that it's still lying around somewhere and hasn't been found yet, decaying, you know. Or it's been mislabeled here.The odds aren't high, but they aren't nonexistent either, reason to celebrate."

 

There was an equally small chance, Steph gathered that Huxley was just saying this last part to help calm her obviously frayed nerves. Even though it was probably just because the commercial and campaign were looming ever nearer, she was incredibly grateful, feeling conflicted suddenly if she should confess what Tim had told her and what she had seen inside of his apartment to Bradberton's assistant before the technician could possibly reach out to the press...

 

"Mr. Huxley," she began and then stopped.

 

...But that would only lead to embarrassing questions and possible retaliation by Tim Wittingstone himself...

 

"Yes, Stephanie?"

 

...Which might all find it's way back to House. The first time she might actually hear from the man again, after all this time, and it might only be for him to voice his extreme disappointment in her instead of his pride...

 

Could she risk it?

 

"Nothing, it can wait," she answered, trying to smile pleasantly as she gave a small wave of one gloved hand.

 

Huxley looked on the verge of saying something else when his pager began to incessantly beep. From the way he looked at it so fondly, Steph had only one guess whom it was.

 

"Now, if you must excuse me, I will leave you to your admiration of the World of Refreshment," he said, patting her upper arm, as if she were a child he was leaving to roam the amusement park unattended. "Don't forget to show your employee card if you wish to purchase a t-shirt! You'll get a quick 20% off!"

 

As Huxley bid her adieu, rushing off to either phone or Bradberton's office itself, all as his pager continued to swear at him, Steph was left reeling and with the fierce urge to either stay at the World of Refreshment or to rush home. The problem with the latter being that Tim Wittingstone would probably be there waiting for her.

 

If he wasn't off selling stories to any rag that would pay him handsomely for it, anyway.

 

That wasn't fair, Steph tried to chastise herself while she slowly began to head to the exit, not even considering buying a t-shirt or using her discount on any other piece of memorabilia. Maybe it was a different accident that Peyton was referring to, God knew, that Nuka-World was filled with them...

 

Plus, all she was getting was Huxley's side of the story and her memory of the day she'd paid a visit to Wittingstone's apartment wasn't exactly pristine. She'd been in a bad mood about the faucet and about Robert House. Like the old game of telephone something could have gotten mixed up along the way, by either Tim, Peyton or herself.

 

It wasn't unheard of.

 

But it still felt like she was lying to herself as much as Tim Wittingstone had.

 

Someone was selling the secrets whispered about behind the Nuka-World walls and in its hallways, secrets Bradberton tried his best not to be heard, and only she knew that there was a higher than high probability that it was Tim Wittingstone.

 

Rushing away from the-cola-factory-turned-into-just-another-amusement-park-attraction, Steph thought about the various things she'd seen inside of her lover's apartment, grateful that the actual missing helmet hadn't been included with them. There had been an obvious clash of taste for the finer things in life and the working man displayed, even if she doubted her memory about everything else, that impression remained true.

 

Wittingstone seemed very the man whom craved filet mignon and had found a way to satisfy that craving on occassion, all while humoring the hamburger side of things too.

 

He was a man of divided tastes.

 

The question now, Steph wondered, was which was she to the man?

 

Throwing her long red scarf over her shoulder, and hurryng her pace, Stephanie wondered where she placed on Tim Wittingstone's chart of appraisal...did she belong to the wealth and luxury that the Houses had kept from him or did he secretly see her as cut from the same cloth as himself: a Nuka-World employee jumpsuit, even if hers sparkled more beneath the sun or moonlight?

 

Was she a prime cut of beef or just a cheap piece of meat?

 

Running away from the building, feeling far from refreshed, Steph asked herself, without a hope of knowing the answer, what she was truly worth to Tim Wittingstone?

 

Worse, in its way, it was a question, no matter how fast or far she tried to run away from, she had already asked in relation to his uncle Robert House.

Notes:

I started work on this Friday and then hit a snag on Saturday. I wasn't sure if what I was writing felt right and the story could branch off in several different ways, so that choice confused me. I think all writers go through that, but it can really overwhelm me if I stop and think (overanalyze) about it too long, which I'm apt to do.

I know where I'm going with all this, but which paths do I choose to get there? That's the thing and why I hesitate sometimes.

I said a little prayer Saturday night and God answered it on Sunday by helping to lead me down the right road, I hope. I'm not very good at understanding directions, you see, so there's still the chance I'll get lost before getting where I need to go.

A funny story to go along with this, my mom's wealthy aunt, when my mom was really young, would always take the family out for lunch after church. Aunt Hilda would always admonish my mom for choosing a hot dog when she could have anything she wanted. So my mom, whom could be a sassy thing when she wanted, one day decided she'd order the most expensive thing on the menu.

Which was a highly priced filet mignon.

Needless to say, Aunt Hilda never complained if she ordered a hot dog again.

My mom always knew the right road to take.

Thank you for reading this story, whether it be a filet mignon or a hot dog/hamburger. I greatly appreciate it! :D <3

Chapter 35: Where to Keep Your Enemies

Summary:

Steph tries to be careful, praying for some sign of forward movement, which finally appears...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

By the time she arrived at her apartment building at Bradberton, Stephanie was still confused about how she felt. One unfortunate fact, to belie the caution she knew needed exercising, was that her anger at Tim had increased on the way home. The chance that he'd blatantly lied to her went from a shock to mild irritation and then gradually to a festering blister where the skin eventually became raw and the skin exposed underneath. The whole bullshit story he'd spun to her about Dayle and he looking for the missing hand and then it being incinerated...right before she'd invited him inside of her apartment and, then worse, her body...

 

Steph's hands kept clutching, finally finding her scarf to twist within their furious grasp, picturing it as Tim Wittingstone's throat.

 

Nearing her apartment, she suddenly dropped the red scarf, seeing Rachel walking away from her door, presumably after having knocked on it without any answer. At least it's not him, Steph thought to herself. With the way she was feeling she probably would have actually strangled him.

 

"Hey, you got here quickly from the Castle," the Nuka-Girl called out, trying to assume an air of geniality she certainly didn't feel.

 

Rachel turned around and smiled. "Yeah, I finished up shortly after you paid us a visit and decided to head home...Hey, are you okay?"

 

Obviously, Steph realized, she hadn't been able to cover her emotions as much as she'd hoped; her friend had been able to read her as easily as her script for her day's work playing Princess Cherry.

 

"Yeah, I'm fine," Steph replied, not feeling anything of the sort.

 

"You want to talk?"

 

Yes, she wanted to, very badly, Steph understood, but what could she actually tell the woman? That she was in love with Robert House but fooling around with his nephew, behind his back, because she feared she'd never be able to afford the real thing? That, on top of all this, she was only working at Nuka-World as a spy and her indiscretions with the techie risked all the hard work she'd already put in, especially since it looked likely now he had a mouth and greed even larger than his libido? What would Rachel think of her? Especially if she knew that her sole reason for even standing in the hallway was to deceive everyone; Steph understood how she would feel in one simple word: betrayed.

 

And so, like she always did, Steph bottled up her turbulent and fizzing emotions, as if it were a bottle of Nuka-Cola someone had given a healthy and unwise shaking to.

 

"No, I'm fine, just tired," she replied, then remembered to add a bit of the truth to things so it came off as being more believable. "I also bumped into Peyton...he was upset about the leaks to the paper and I guess his bad mood was contagious."

 

Like always, Rachel proved to be a better friend than Steph felt she deserved. The woman patted her shoulder and then gave her a hug. "Honestly, anytime you need someone to listen, I'm here...preferably when Oswald's not around though...his mouth opens before his brain does, I think, sometimes."

 

"Thanks," Steph said, feeling tears stinging her eyes, batting them away before she could let them fall. "Hey, what was it you came to talk about?

 

Rachel pulled back, pointing to the bottom of the door. "I brought your paper over, thought I could talk to you all about Oswald's latest stunt he's been practicing. But if you want to rest, I understand. The life of a Nuka-Girl and all."

 

In gratitude, Steph smiled wearily. "Maybe tomorrow. We haven't seen each other as much as I'd liked." It was true. Juggling her duties at Nuka-World while sleeping with Tim Wittingstone had prevented her from seeing the woman she now realized was possibly the best friend she'd ever allowed herself to have...

 

Besides Robert House, that was.

 

"I'd love that. Although, thinking about it now, I better not tell Oswald's secrets. He likes playing up his rivalry with the fantastic Nuka-Girl of Nuka-World and I think he'd like to show off and show you up by himself."

 

"Ever the showman," Steph rolled her eyes, secretly envious in her sudden awareness that Rachel actually had a man in her life she could trust and depend on, one whom openly shared all of his secrets with her.

 

Rachel laughed and shook her head, probably not realizing how blessed that she was. "Yup, that's Oswald the Outrageous for you!"

 

They shared perfunctory but warm goodbyes, and Steph went to the door, picking up the copy of the newspaper lying there. She hesitated for a second, still bent over as she read the headline.

 

 

TALKS OF RETALIATION AFTER SPY TECH DISCOVERED IN MISLABELED CHINESE PRODUCTS

 

Still more talk of war, it seemed.

 

She wondered if it was silly for her to spend her time flipping through the paper looking for House when every day more and more stories were printed that felt like footsteps leading into oblivion. Did her love for a man whom didn't even love her back matter at all?

 

"On the contrary," the House within her mind answered for him in spite of his actual lack of presence in her life. "What you are doing out of your misplaced love for me will help us both insure New Vegas will find salvation."

 

Steph offered him a roll of the eyes then to compliment the one she'd given Oswald. Even her imaginary House was an egotist.

 

Turning the key and walking inside her apartment, Steph was actually looking forward to looking through the paper, searching for any news on the pompous, jerk of her affection, and fully contemplating not opening the door again that evening to let Tim Wittingstone inside, when to her surprise and horror she found out that she didn't have to.

 

The choice had already been made for her without her consent.

 

Sitting on her couch, smoking one of his cheap cigarettes as he waited for her, was none other than Wittingstone himself, looking more smug than if she had bothered to adopt a cat to greet her when she came home.

 

"What are you doing here?" Steph demanded, not bothering to hide her anger as she slapped the newspaper onto an end table.

 

"Well, when I saw Miss Cherry haunting the hallways and threatening to find me waiting at your door, I thought it best I come on in ahead of you." His lip twisted in a way she might have thought charming once upon a time but which now seemed slightly malicious. "Although it hardly seems fair she's openly known to play with the magician's wand but I have to pretend that I'm not putting my boots next to the famous Nuka-Girl's."

 

Disregarding his flirtation with vulgarity, Steph demanded, "Where did you get the key?" not letting any bit of her anger ebb, nor the fear at the realization that the man could so easily violate her space.

 

Tim put his head back, stretching his arms out on the back of the couch so they almost touched each of its ends. "I'm a technician, I manage."

 

"Well, never manage again," she snapped, folding her arms and trying to weigh the possibility that sometime, while she was sleeping, he'd managed to copy her key.

 

On that subject itself, Tim smiled, pointing at the one inside of her clenched fist. "You should make a copy so then I won't need to."

 

Although the thought horrified her, Steph remembered her recent concern and question of his being the tattler of all of Nuka-World's dirty little secrets. Her own thoughts went immediately to her collection of clippings on the man's very own uncle, lying beneath the mattress they regularly used for sport. Had he had enough time to put his nose in the type of business belonging to her he had no right putting it in? Had her relationship with Robert House been compromised in any way?

 

Would the businessman sever all ties to her completely if it had?

 

These were the types of questions which suddenly made her wish that House had been near at hand to ask advice from, even if this was just the sort of subject she felt like she would die if he ever was to discover. Instead, the man was off doing whatever he pleased, a tycoon honeymoon she feared she'd read as soon as she opened the paper, leaving her to flail on her own, without guidance of any sort.

 

"Isn't this what I trained you for?" she heard his voice suddenly demand from the darkness she was stumbling through. "Damnit, Stephanie, did you think I would be by your side forever, even when you were screwing that imbecile Askins? I gave you the wings and taught you how to use them for just these times when I'm not there to assist you. Now use that pretty little head I helped bleach, and put my lessons to good use...for both of our sakes."

 

Think.

 

Think..

 

Think...

 

Steph furiously thought.

 

Then something House had told her came bubbling to the forefront of her mind, breaking the surface and becoming one with her consciousness...

 

"Remember, my dear Miss Calculations, the old adage will serve you well: keep your friends close and your enemies closer."

 

The image of Rachel knocking on the door to her apartment flashed inside her mind, along with the now known fact that Tim Wittingstone had been inside it the whole time, like some trespassing rat.

 

Dropping the keys on top of the Boston Bugle, which would just have to wait, Steph dropped her air of angry annoyance with far less ease as she sauntered towards Wittingston, climbing up into his lap which was easy to access, his legs about as spread wide as his arms currently were.

 

"Quick thinking," she purred, her fingers tracing his face, trying to avoid those features which most strongly resembled House now to help keep the man off the scent. It was difficult. Her fingertips longed to stroke the things which most recalled the man she loved to her mind, but for his sake now she abandoned them, ignoring their need as strongly as House was ignoring her own. "I want my best kept secret, to stay just that...no sharing...I think Rachel might get jealous...you're so much more man than her measly Magician...and your wand beats his any day of the week."

 

She had no way of gauging that last bit, but the first was pure lie: Rachel was the lucky one, content in her love of a man she could trust. It was she, Steph knew, whom had sold her body and heart to those whom could always betray her.

 

"Mmm...don't we know it, baby," Tim grabbed her rear, pushing her near to him as he breathed hotly up into her face.

 

"Still someone could have looked in the window and seen you," she commented, running her fingers through hair as black as House's very own. "You should have hid in the bedroom, where decent people don't peek."

 

"Like always?" Tim grinned. "What's the fun in that? Besides, there are no decent people in the world, I thought you would have figured that out by now, Steph."

 

The technicians eyes went to the paper on the table, the headlines screaming out at them both.

 

Then his lips ascended to hers, hot and with a push that was forceful enough to ram her own painfully into her teeth. Still she returned it, feeling his hands urgently on her body, trying to mimic the passion so he would be none the wiser that she suspected he was a no good, two-faced, lying bastard.

 

"Keep your friends close and your enemies closer," House's words returned to her, somewhere in between Wittingstone's and her own heavy breaths.

 

Steph didn't think this was quite what House meant...

 

Then again, he intended for her to offer her body, if not soul, on a silver platter for Bud Askins to take on a daily basis.

 

So maybe it was precisely what he had in mind.

 

* * *

 

Days passed and it was as if Tim had suddenly become her own testing ground, a practice run before Askins reared his ugly head.

 

She didn't enjoy having sex with him, now suspecting what he truly was. But she didn't forsee enjoying giving herself to Askins any more than this particular act either and so she sacrificed herself to it, focusing instead on how she was helping Robert House.

 

The son of a bitch whom had left her to spiral on her own.

 

Whom trusted her, she kept comforting herself, more than she could ever trust Tim Wittingstone.

 

With hungry eyes, she still scanned the paper, feverishly now looking for word on House, some horrible part of her even wishing for a wedding announcement because then there would be, at least, something new to feed her hunger, even if she could no longer cut out and save any accompanying photographs.

 

Her cherished collection of past clippings was long gone, discarded and burned the first moment Tim had given her a spare moment which allowed it. The techie seemed even more ravenous for her after she'd discovered that he had lied to her and had been selling secrets besides. He couldn't possibly know, but it seemed just her luck that his ardor had been renewed just as hers had soured to the point of nonexistence.

 

It was just her luck it seemed. Ever since the Tops had fired her for no good reason, her fortune had fallen in Vegas and even a man as blessed with it as Robert House, high as Heaven inside of his tower, hadn't been able to convince God to change it.

 

Probably because he was too busy playing the role himself.

 

Steph kept praying that House would somehow show up or get word to her, find some way to get her the hell out of the horrible predicament she'd gotten herself into.

 

Then it happened.

 

Or something about as close to it as she could pray for.

 

About a week before the commercial was set to film, fate or something like it, finally threw her way something that offered her, at least, a change to the roulette wheel that always seemed to spin without calling up anybody's number.

 

"Isn't that Bud Askins?" Rachel asked, Bradberton having scheduled a meeting between Nuka-Cola's Royal Family and the Nuka-Girl inside the Kiddie Kingdom to help send off the season before the Park closed for the winter.

 

Standing on King Cola's Court, Steph had heard her friend asking the question, from over her shoulder, as they had waved to their audience, mostly comprised of children and their parents.

 

Blinking a few times, the Nuka-Girl's eyes had quickly scanned the crowd, momentarily forgetting to wave and smile as she had been doing. She had just been pondering again why King Cola was a giant soda bottle, while Princess Cherry was a normal human woman, making it even a more messed up family tree than the Houses, and remembering how Rachel had explained once that she deduced it had to do with economics - Bradberton banking on the fathers being more willing to visit Kiddie Kingdom with a hot woman present - when Watkins words had cut through her thoughts, scattering them like a fallen collection of bottle caps.

 

It was then, standing behind a mother of three raucous, hellion children that Steph spotted the senior junior Vice President of Vault-Tec, smiling and seeming to enjoy the show.

 

"I wish I could work for Vault-Tec," Rachel sighed through smiling clenched teeth. "Be one of their scientists or something...luckily this is one of the last days of having to worry about anyone looking up my skirt."

 

Askins wasn't looking at her, Steph realized as she only half processed Rachel's words. His gaze seemed to be on King Cola more and the man she now saw standing beside him: Peyton Huxley, whom seemed to be explaining something. Both men seemed attuned more to what they were discussing, business probably, something only they and Bradberton would know.

 

Still, Steph thought in frantic discouragement, this wasn't how it was supposed to be, what House and she had worked so cursedly hard for...

 

Bud Askins was supposed to notice her.

 

 

No, he was to fall head over heels for her.

 

Suddenly she felt her dreams bursting like bubbles reaching the surface of a carbonated beverage...

 

What if this Bud guy didn't like her...

 

What if he left without giving her a second look.

 

Heck, what if he left without looking at her at all, after supposedly being gaga for every Nuka-Girl that ever existed, even the dead one!

 

Frantic and yet trying to keep her cool, remembering how House had also taught her that panic made for sweaty palms, palms which things easily slipped out of...

 

How many times had she learned that same fact during physical excercises with her mentor, eespecially those later ones when she'd been uncomfortably aware of House being near and watching her in a way she wished was a little less business oriented.

 

A smile stealing across her lips, Steph suddenly jumped forward, looking as if she were pouncing on the audience...

 

A gasp from them sounded out, and she hoped that Askins voice was included in their number, having only ever seen his photograph she had no hope of distinguishing it from any of the other men. Expecting her to either fall or crush them, the crowd was shocked as she perfectly picked out the brawniest of the men present, bouncing her boots off of their shoulders as she went to her goal. None of the men complained as she lightly used them as spring boards, getting a good view of her behind as she left, making them more than happy for the inconvenience. Finally she reached the pole that John-Caleb Bradberton had erected to hang one of his fancy banners from, reminding the paying customers that they were more than welcome to return in the spring.

 

Using her training she scaled it once reached, all the way to the banner itself, which she smoothly slid to the middle of and began to swing, looping round and round and round...

 

All as the crowd was going craaaazzzyyy...

 

Gasps and cheers rose to her like a chant of admiration and Steph wanted to look to see if she had caught Bud's attention and respect too amongst the chorus, but knew she couldn't risk it, as House would be the first to remind her there was a perfect time for everything and that time wasn't now.

 

With just the right momentum, she planned it perfectly! Letting go she flew threw the air with the aid of her jetpack. When she reached the stage, she performed another loop and landed right on top of King Cola himself. She had time enough to glimpse "Princess Cherry" and Oswald the Outrageous laughing in glee, the latter a little bit restrained due to his jealousy, as she sat on top of the confused mascot, striking the pose of the Nuka-Girl known all across America. Then, and only then, she seized the moment, moving her blaster at a wonderful speed and stopping on a dime to aim it right at Bud Askins confused face in the crowd .

 

It wasn't difficult to find him again, his placement was burned within her mind, if only for the reason that where he stood was her fastest way of renewing contact with House.

 

That alone was her compass.

 

Pulling the trigger in a way that enabled the light from the laser, but not the laser itself, the light fully shone on Askins and she noticed how he took a step backwards in fear until he realized he was merely spotlighted and not dead.

 

"Zap that thirst!" she called out to him, meeting his eyes as she smiled a smile bright enough to light galaxies and warm enough to rival the sun.

 

Bud Askins momentarily looked physically hit, as if she had somehow managed to press the wrong button afterall...

 

Then slowly but surely, he began to smile back at her, his dull eyes twinkling despite the lackluster quality to them and his face beaming as they seemed to share a laugh across the galaxy of people.

 

Steph smiled then, more to herself than to Askins, whom she generously allowed to believe it was for him and him alone.

 

There was only one way to describe the expression on Bud Askins face then, only one way to describe the look in his eyes as he stared at her straddling the bottle top: starstruck.

 

* * *

 

About an hour after the show, Stephanie stood, chastised by Peyton Huxley, in the halls of the very same building where her transformation into Nuka-Girl had taken place. Still on a high, she took it meekly, even if the man's tone was beginning to annoy her.

 

"Disgraceful...simply disgraceful. Once again, we didn't appreciate your little show. We were talking over important business with a very important man and besides, Stephanie...King Cola's Court is King Cola's personal Kingdom! You should know that by now! You were only a visitor!"

 

Steph took a shallow breath.

 

"Not to mention it was Kiddie Kingdom! We have rarely been so embarrassed!"

 

He talked like Bradberton had been there...

 

As if he and Bradberton were one.

 

She was about to express her shame for the umpteenth time, when she saw a shadow lurking behind the glass of a door. Slowly it moved forward, until she saw clearly whom it was.

 

Maybe he had been there, Stephanie soon realized.

 

Maybe he just hadn't wanted to be seen.

 

Like he wanted her to see him now.

 

One thing was for certain, John-Caleb Bradberton was present now, eyeing her in a way that Steph understood revealed all too well that she had overplayed her hand at some point in her time under his employ.

 

They stared at each other, as Peyton began and then quickly finished some other problem he'd had with her performance, something to do with the blaster or jetpack, she was only half listening.

 

"I'm...I'm sorry...it will never happen again," she said sincerely, her eyes on the gaze staring at her through the glass.

 

Bradberton took a step back, becoming a blur once more, but before that he had offered a nod...the real King Cola offering his pardon.

 

"Well, I hope not, the commercial films soon and the park closes even sooner," Huxley said, unaware she hadn't truly been speaking to him.

 

* * *

 

Lying in bed that night, Tim seemed oblivious to her sparkling stunt earlier that day. Instead all of his pillow talk was saved for his best friend and fellow technician, envy hiding in every syllable like a disease Wittingstone was dying from.

 

"Dayle's got some work planned for the off season, wouldn't tell me what it was...He just said he was covered when I tried to help him out."

 

"At least, he's looking better," Steph replied, having seen the man around and noticing he seemed of a more healthy color now and his complexion wasn't so sickly.

 

"I wonder where it is," Tim grumbled, his usual good humor and camaraderie slipping. "The bastard could have told me, at least...I hope the pay won't beat mine." House's illegitimate relative had managed to procure work somewhere else in Massachusetts, at another one of Nuka-Cola's companies. House wasn't mentioned and Steph kept it that way, though she longed to hear his name.

 

"I hear Bud Askins was at the Park today," her lover suddenly said and Steph felt her heart stop, hearing the name she had no particular longing to hear, despite the fact that her entire fate was designed to seduce him. The only difference Askins had from the man lying naked next to her was that he could, at least, lead her back into Robert House's orbit.

 

"I think I saw him at the Kiddie Kingdom," she stated. "I might have aimed my blaster at him."

 

Tim took a deep breath and then stopped. She could have been mistaken, but Steph thought she felt a secret inside of the man's chest struggling not to come out. "From what I hear, you should have pulled the trigger, love," was all that he ended up saying.

 

"Oh...care to spill?" she pressed, looking for any tidbits from the master spy to hand to his uncle.

 

"Nope. I ain't no cup with a hole."

 

It was a double negative, so perhaps he was trying to be honest with her, Steph mused without much interest.

 

Later. When he was asleep. She crawled out from the bed and went to the kitchen. As she opened the door to the fridge, Steph remembered a time well when it was filled by House's virtual hand and lamented how all the food was, by now, long gone.

 

She would have killed for another one of those rotten frozen dinners to cook up in the still working RobCo toaster oven.

 

A sound reaching her ears, past the hum of the fridge, she closed the door of the appliance in order to return the room to its former darkness, where she could perhaps hear it a little better.

 

She found the source rather easily, familiar all too well with the sound, eventually recognizing it, though it had offered her a momentary reprieve.

 

Drip.

 

Drip.

 

Drip.

 

Once more the faucet was leaking.

 

Though she was disappointed, Steph could not claim she was surprised.

 

Getting a glass of water, transforming the drip into a steady stream, Steph downed it all quickly, deciding it tasted rather bitter and then went back to bed, grateful Tim was still asleep so she needn't face the chore of having to make love to him a third time that night.

Notes:

Finally reached Bud's appearance. That was supposed to happen like 3 chapters back! Better late than never.

 

Still working on the Broke update. I have to reread old chapters to see what I had planned but may have forgotten...I hate reading my own work though. :/

 

Thanks for reading! :D <3

Chapter 36: A Woman Soft and Gentle

Summary:

Steph encounters Bud Askins for a second time, and handles two problems at once.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Following the ceremony at King Cola's Court, it didn't take long for Bradberton to hand down his own decree, which was that as soon as Nuka-World shuttered its gate, the new commercial and campaign would officially begin.

 

"By then, McKinney should be finished doing the reshoots for his latest film, which took longer than expected, and you two can start promoting Nuka-Cola from coast to coast," Peyton had stated, his hands clasped together in anticipation.

 

"Will Gilda be joining us?" Stephanie inquired, not relishing the thought.

 

"Hard to say, the odds are in constant flux over that one," Huxley had commented, his fingers massaging the end of his chin as he contemplated it.. "She has her own engagements...knowing Broscoe, that will revolve solely around if her schedule permits or if breaking it if it might benefit her career. Let's just say, the odds will increase or decrease depending on what city and hotel you are staying at, and what's going on in the general vicinity."

 

Her expression must have shown her displeasure, for soon Huxley had wrapped a purely platonic arm around her shoulder and given her what was meant to be an encouraging squeeze, but which came off about as human as one of the park's animatronics. "Now don't you worry! If she does show up, she'll probably just ignore you. She already tried something with John-Caleb and it didn't work, so she'll never set her sights lower than him."

 

There was an unintended insult in there some place, usually the only type Peyton Huxley ever gave, but Stephanie was too busy wishing that Tim Wittingstone would ignore her as much as Broscoe was prophesied to.

 

Steph had become increasingly aware that she had a limited amount of time to give Wittingstone the proverbial Nuka-Girl boot before the commercial filmed. She was certain that Bud Askins had only been spotted in the general area because he was involved somehow, or because he just liked the glitz and glamour of film, as well as the brand name itself. She kept hoping that her unwanted lover might unintentionally divulge which it was, but on this matter he proved to be more quiet than the faucet in the kitchen sink.

 

Speaking of which, Wittingstone had chosen to ignore that the leak had returned altogether. The two could coexist peacefully, it seemed, without either wishing to fix the other, something she couldn't claim so easily. She was itching to find a way to peacefully solve her problem with both drips before they drove her crazy. It rankled her now, how her "lover" could so easily stay for breakfast, reading the paper she could no longer clip any photographs of House from, first of all because he was no longer in it, and secondly because Tim didn't allow her any time by herself, it felt like. Ever since she'd lost interest, but had to keep up the charade, he'd turned into someone else almost entirely, someone whom was tightening the reins, so to speak, so she felt more like his horse than his lover.

 

It reminded her of the horror stories that some of the other girls at the Tops or Sin-Gal had spilled about the relationships they'd been in. Often a man had been all flowers and rainbows when they had first met, until they had married. Then they found out, they had only been procured  because the man hadn't enough funds to pay for a Vault-Tec or RobCo product to work for them. Then suddenly their lives had become nothing but cooking up meals, or scrubbing the floors and a fast fist to the face if they didn't comply. Many of the women had fled to Vegas, from places as far off as New York, to escape them, preferring to be looked at by men whom still saw them as desired and not as dishwashers.

 

How often she now thought of those times back in the makeshift Fremont, House silently sitting behind her and making rare comments about what he saw on the screen and allowing her her own opinion about them, and desperately longed to return. It was odd how a man whom had fashioned her into his personal spy could be less controlling over her than a techie she'd encountered at an amusement park.

 

"And where do you think we'll be, doll?" Tim asked her one bright morning, his workboots resting on the counter beside the glass of orange juice he'd expected her to freshly squeeze for him, but which she'd poured from a carton hidden at the back of the fridge.

 

"What?" she'd asked back, nervous about her meeting with John-Caleb Bradberton, due to the fact that she hadn't seen him since the day he'd viewed her knowingly from the other side of the glass door...the day she'd first seen Bud Askins in person.

 

"Us...if they ever get this war they keep talkin' about running up and off the ground."

 

"Where will we be?" she asked, placing her keys into her purse and wishing that they had worked like they were supposed to by keeping people out of her sanctuary.

 

"We'll likely be up top here, eating each other, while people like House are safely squirreled away in a vault some place, 300 feet under ground.

 

Steph hadn't the time nor the patience to tell him that House would be up in a tower 616 feet high in the sky, and she would be the one "squirreled" away in some vault.

 

Oh, she would have loved to have told him but she couldn't.

 

Instead, she simply kissed the top of his head, let him pat her bottom and then headed out the door, no one in the world more grateful than she to be heading off to work that day, Steph wistfully reasoned.

 

* * *

 

"There won't be much you're expected to do...just what you've already done. The commercial is scripted, you'll receive that by the end of the meeting. I'm sure you will tackle it with your usual aplomb, you've proven yourself more than adequate in your time here."

 

Steph found herself smiling in spite of herself, as Bradberton sat at his desk, looking at the papers lying on it, but not at her. She still could be overwhelmed whenever the man paid her a simple compliment, it meaning something to her with the knowledge that he had once expected her to fail.

 

"I still won't let you down, Mr. Bradberton," she said, giving a salute that she had partly crafted herself, and which the crowd seemed to love.

 

Perhaps it was the wrong thing to do, she feared, as her boss leaned back in his chair and studied her in some opaque way which made her regret the flourish. Things had been going well up until then. There were no lectures, no condemnations and the moment they had shared of mutual understanding had been forgotten. Now, Steph understood that he was thinking fully about the day Bud Askins had paid King Cola's court a visitation and the hair on the back of her neck stood up as she felt she was trapped in the neck of one of the Nuka-Cola bottles.

 

Finally Bradberton, spoke his eyes finally meeting her's in that usual frosty fashion...but with a little more respect. "Stephanie...I don't care about what happens to that bumbling, brown-nosing idiot Bud Askins, in particular...or Vault Tec, for that matter. But do not disgrace this company, in any way shape or form. If the world is about to end soon, I would like Nuka-Cola to have still represented something during its ephemeral time within it...I am sure if you came from who I think you did, he taught you well. Please do not put his teachings to shame either."

 

He said it bluntly, and yet with a betrayal of the pride he had in his creation, even if his thoughts seemed to veer in alternate directions these days. Listening to him, and how he had invoked House, even if not by name, Steph felt both sentimental and steeled. She used the salute again, this time giving it as much to Robert House back in Vegas as to the man sitting before her. And when she spoke, her words were just as equally for House as for him too. "I promise, with all my heart, I will not let you down."

 

She hoped to God that her words somehow reached the man she loved, wherever he might be...even if it was by the side of Jane.

 

Bradberton continued to stare at her for a second or two longer, then pushed what she took to be the script in her direction. "Here are your lines, few though they may be. The action is more the part, and you won't require a stunt worker if your performance for Askins was any indication..."

 

Did his lip curl when he said that, Steph wondered? She rather thought it had.

 

"Filming takes place the day after tomorrow," he added, which shocked Steph a little.

 

"Will you be there?" she asked, not sure if she was asking because she wanted his support or feared his judgement.

 

"Maybe, who knows...I have other things to attend to...but if time allows."

 

The way he was looking at her gave the general air that if he did happen to show it would be out of curiosity over how she would handle it more than any real interest in the filming of his latest commercial. She was flattered, as her mind tried to remember all of the past Nuka-Cola ads she'd seen in her lifetime. As she struggled to remember them, Steph hoped her own wouldn't be so forgettable! The thought that it might be the last before the world ended gave her no great comfort either.

 

Bradberton hurriedly sent her away then, and her mind was so busy obsessing over the commercial that she barely even noticed. She gave her own half-focused goodbye - more or less, a wave - to Peyton, as she left the office, her eyes drifting down to the solitary sheet of paper, which constituted for a script, in her hands. She was walking into the bright Autumnal sun, her attention more on it than the path of the now mostly deserted park; the very reason why she walked right into someone coming towards her. The paper crumpled into her chest, her body reflexively moving back, and an apology was on her lips as her eyes rose from the pair of arms trying to steady her, when it died on her tongue, discovering just whom it was she had collided into.

 

Before the words could come out, Bud Askins, himself, was offering them to her, his hands still trying to set her right and ensure he hadn't harmed her. "Jeez, I'm sorry about that!" the pilfered apology was spoken with utter sincerity and Steph almost regretted how, when she looked into his repentant face, all she could think of was House's and how he would be smiling if he'd witnessed this convenient meet-cute from the height of Star-Port tower.

 

"No...no, that was all me," Steph said. "If I had been looking where I was going..."

 

"Well, I wasn't either," Askins stated, a hand going to his chest, pressing down the perfectly starched and immaculate jacket he was wearing. "I'm afraid my mind was wandering to what I should have for lunch."

 

Steph smiled, aware that if this had been Tim Wittingstone she was talking to the moment would have presented the perfect opportunity for some innuendo. This wasn't Wittingstone, however, and everything House had ever taught her about the man standing before her betrayed that that sort of tactic would likely repel him, so she stuck gratefully to mere friendliness instead. Afterall, getting his attention by some acrobatic stunts ending off with a provocative sitting on a cola bottle was one thing, offering herself to the man as his afternoon nourishment was another.

 

"If we were still officially open I'd recommend the Parlor, right over there," Steph pointed it out, Askins following the motion of her hand. "But, it's closed now, and then again you've probably been there quite a few times already."

 

"Yes, yes, I have," Askins answered, meeting her eyes rather timidly. He took off his hat and held it in both of his hands, as if he was suddenly very aware of them and apt to fidget at moments of discomfort and so the hat's rim afforded him something to keep his fingers occupied with. "And you have too, I suspect. You are, afterall, the Nuka-Girl."

 

The way he said it...with such awe...Steph suddenly knew that everything House had surmised and told her had been true: this had been the perfect way to reach the man, and now she felt the weight of all of that responsibility resting on her shoulders and her shoulders alone.

 

Besides those of the latest Nuka-Girl.

 

"Yes, I am...but you want to know something," she said, smiling warmly at him. "You can just call me, Stephanie...Steph, to my friends."

 

Askins smiled at her, and she could see from the corner of her eye how his fingers had momentarily stopped playing with his hat. Suddenly one hand shot up and at her, the man's happiness suddenly taking control over it. "And I'm Bud Askins...you can call me Bud."

 

"Well, hello Bud, it's good to know you," Steph said and took the offered hand, shaking it in friendship as she risked batting her eyes a few times.

 

"I'm actually on my way to have a meeting with your boss," he stated, looking off hastily in the direction of Bradberton's office, his hands both back on his hat now. "We're discussing some changes that need to be made to the Vault-Tec exhibit before next season starts."

 

He was shy, Steph realized, her eyes still on Askins', though his had fled her.

 

It was rather sweet, actually.

 

He was the type of guy who would always probably be more comfortable around men, whom he foolishly thought he could impress, then women, which he feared that he never could. For someone like Bud Askins, he needed someone he wouldn't perceive as a threat, someone whom was soft and gentle...just like he thought a woman should be.

 

Stephanie made sure her voice was all sweetness when she spoke next, a kindergarten teacher to the frightened new pupil cowering in the corner of the coatroom. "I was just in to see Mr. Bradberton actually...he can be quite intimidating, but my! He couldn't stop saying such nice things about you."

 

"He couldn't?" Bud asked, his head turning back so quickly she was certain it was the motion from it and not the wind that blew away some leaves that were scattered on the path.

 

"No, he couldn't," Steph lied, smiling at the man now more like the image of a woman on a cake mix box than an ex-Vegas showgirl. "It was always 'that Bud...what great ideas, he has! I wish he was working for us instead...I just hope that he thinks as highly of me as I do of him'," at the last bit, Steph motherly touched Askins arm, trying to sell him the belief that he was well loved and respected.

 

"That's very good to know!" Askins exclaimed, standing up a little taller and smiling a little more confidently. "I always feared he thought I was a bumbling, brown-nosing idiot or something."

 

Steph smiled and shook her head in denial, hoping it came off as believable. Then she quickly stated, "Good luck," and dared a wink before she turned away.

 

He wasn't willing to let her go so quickly, however, calling out, "You remind me of someone...have we met before?"

 

Steph thought of her time at the Tops, the place which had won her his attention in the first place and she prayed that her dye job was good enough, and his memory poor, as she turned around and looked at him from over her shoulder. "I don't think so...but you've seen one Nuka-Girl, you've probably seen them all, I guess."

 

"Oh, not you," Bud suddenly said, his eyes so admiring that she couldn't help but feel warm towards him, as starved for genuine admiration and respect as she was. She guessed they were both similar that way. "That stunt you pulled at King Cola's court? Capitol!" Bud beamed.

 

"Why thank you, Bud," she nodded. "I appreciate that," she added and she truly did.

 

"Hopefully, we'll see each other again," the man said, his hands back to fiddling with the rim of his hat.

 

"I hope so too."

 

Those words she meant, as well, Steph being still painfully aware that her sole chance of seeing Robert House again depended on that fact.

 

They both smiled and nodded, and as they turned and walked away from each other, at about the same time, Steph thought to herself again, how, if she wanted to win the man over, she had to keep being the submissive, less dominant type...

 

As soft as a cloud, gentle as a solitary raindrop and as bright as a rainbow.

 

* * *

 

Steph's mind was decided by the time she reached her apartment. Having finally spoken with Bud Askins, getting rid of Tim Wittingstone was now an imperative for both herself and for House's masterplan.

 

The technician didn't make it particularly difficult when she walked in to find him, not only sitting and waiting for her on the couch, but practically parked there, his body stretched out from one end to the next, as he had made himself at home.  She'd kept him waiting so long, he'd apparently kept himself busy by exchanging the paper for one of his many girlie magazines, the ones he probably had stashed at home. Maybe it was something she should have expected; she'd put off coming home for quite a while, fearful of knowing what she must do when she got there. By now it was dark outside of the window. Still, it didn't make what she had to do particularly difficult...infact, she could have thanked him for it even, if she wanted to.

 

Which she didn't.

 

"What the hell took you so long?" he asked, throwing the magazine onto the floor so she could have a good look at it, while he got to his feet. Busty Babes of the Ballpark or other such nonsense, probably designed to make her subtly aware of what areas Tim found her lacking. Luckily, she had his uncle's own words to help deflect the intended insult..."No, they're lovely."

 

"So are you banging Bradberton now too? Making your way up in the park?" he inquired, staring her down.

 

"I just got the script sheet," Steph said, waving it about before placing it on the table, her keys used as a paperweight.

 

"What kept you then?"

 

"I was just wandering around, saying goodbye. I'm going to miss this place...I'll be on the promotion tour after," Steph stated, though she felt no responsibility to the man to report her whereabouts. "I won't see it again until spring."

 

Tim seemed to buy it, or more likely the opportunity it offered, and he came walking towards her, slinking his arm around her back and wielding a smile she had once found charming. "I've been thinking about that...why don't I come along with you."

 

"But you have that job in Massachusetts all worked out," Steph countered, a cold chill running up her spine, starting from the small of her back where Tim's fingertips were resting.

 

"Yeah...I know, I know..." he rubbed her back in a motion that was supposed to be soothing but felt more like he was using a scowering pad against bare skin. "It's just...can't you ask Huxley or Bradberton to maybe hire me? Then we can be together."

 

His forehead was soon pressed against hers, as if the act meant something or could melt her heart...like her forehead was an ice cube or something and he was made of some exotically hot material. "But you're a technician," she reminded him. "I don't think there's a job opening for that on a tour to promote a soft drink."

 

"I'd take anything, as long as it's worth my time," he stated, nuzzling his mouth against her ear. "And wouldn't you like me present, Stephanie, to handle any of your openings too."

 

Before his teeth clenched down on her earlobe, or she felt his tongue inside of her ear, Steph knew that she had to give him her honest answer. Her hands on his arms, she pushed him away, looking into his eyes as she practically spit the response into his face. "No, actually, I don't, Tim."

 

He looked confused, as much so as if she had told him he was a bad lover when he tried so hard to appear the contrary. "What?" he asked.

 

"This isn't working out," Steph stated. "It was not even supposed to happen or last this long. Look...I knew about the tour and that we'd need to say goodbye...that time has come, okay."

 

Tim studied her in confusion as she stared back at him, trying to appear sympathetic but resolute. Finally, the words seemed to sink in, about the time Steph started to feel as if his arms around her waist were an iron clamp, not skin and mere bone. "You're giving me the kiss off? Is that right, Steph?"

 

"Yes," she said, not padding it with any adjective to help make it easier for him.

 

Fire seemed to flash in the dark eyes, so much like House's, a threatening storm, and yet it didn't frighten Steph as much as if it had been Robert's eyes baring down at her, his disappointment and hatred aimed directly at her soul.

 

"Why you deceptive little bitch," Wittingstone said and went to hold her closer to him, in some contrary force as if he loved her instead of loathed her.

 

It was finally the time for her to try out all the lessons the man's very own uncle had taught her, Steph knew then, her face turning so his lips touched her cheek rather than their intended destination. To try the moves out on a person this time and not an animatronic...that it was the guy who fixed those same robots...well that made it all the more entertaining to her.

 

Remaining as calm as she could be, House's words remembered that vital energy was lost and mistakes made when clouded by fear, Steph brought her knee forcefully up and into the crotch of her former lover and now would-be attacker. From the precision and force, Wittingston actually exhaled a gust filled whimper into her face and she used this moment, to slink down and out from his embrace, kneeling to the floor and then delivering another punch to his privates, to help keep him where she wanted him to be: in sheer agony.

 

While he was suffering, Stephanie threw him over her slight shoulder, making him sprawl out on the ground behind her, and when he was lying there, his mind still reeling, she wrapped her legs around his neck, trying to forget about the times they'd done the same thing from a different angle. Ah...the mistakes one made while trying to get by...She guessed one could only forgive themselves of such naivete.

 

While she cut off his oxygen supply, Steph still prayed that her words would reach him. "Now look, Tim...we had some laughs and it was fun but...I don't want you coming here ever again, got it? Or else I'll tell Detective Nick Valentine about the person leaking out private information, and how you seem to have developed a thirst for Nuka-Girls...then you can bank on Bradberton firing your sorry ass while Detective Valentine makes sure that you don't pay the men's room a visit without a tail between your legs...got it?"

 

The techie was trying to nod his head in agreement, an attempt she could feel against her thigh more than witness the success of.

 

She let him go...only for him to instantly try to attack her once he was back on his feet.

 

He didn't last long in the position, the thin blonde, throwing him once more on to his back, after a knee placed to his stomach and a well placed roll.

 

While he was down for the second time, Steph walked casually to the nearby desk and grabbed the same pair of scissors she used to snip the House articles out from the Boston Bugle with. She had placed them against her palm by the time he regained his footing, the two of them sharing a tension filled gaze across her living room.

 

"Now, the next time you make a move towards me," Steph warned, "You'll find these, not my knee or fist, in your groin. You really want to risk it, Wittingstone?"

 

He looked livid.

 

But not stupid.

 

Too above swearing, at the present time, the man wiped off his mouth and then walked to the door. Along the way, he grabbed the piece of paper lying under the keys and tore it into several pieces, as if that actually illustrated his strength or need for vengeance somehow. As if it mattered, Steph rolled her eyes in disdain: she already had them memorized anyway.

 

Then the jilted lover stomped out of her apartment, slamming the door behind him as he went, trying to take down the building it seemed.

 

After Wittingstone was gone, Steph walked over to the pieces of paper lying on her floor and swept them up, along with the nudie magazine, discarded now as easily as its owner. In a flash of brilliance and adrenaline, she took the waste and placed it in the kitchen sink, where it helped muffled the sound of the leaking faucet, granting her the first good night's sleep she'd had in nights.

Notes:

I am so sorry for the long time updating! I've been having a Twin Peaks rewatch with my sister, where I write how each episode ties in with our overarching theory for the show every weekday night. I have to write it then or I might not remember key points, which can easily happen, as you will see later on in this note.

Plus, I have to paint logos on records for a friend.

I had been working on this in between, believe me, but I had one little problem. I kept forgetting what I was going to write! Honestly, I had this one way of Bud and Steph meeting that I wanted to write...and I forgot it. Then I thought of something to add, until I remembered what it was...and I forgot that too. :/

I kept hoping I'd remember.

Then I thought, well anybody who might be reading this will probably just want to know that I haven't forgotten about it too and abandoned the story. Besides, if I forgot those story points so easily, maybe it was for a reason anyway.

I liked how this chapter turned out. So it was all probably for the best.

Thanks for reading! I appreciate it more than I can say. I never forget that! :D <3

Chapter 37: To Quench a Certain Thirst

Summary:

The day of shooting the new Nuka-World commercial brings a few unexpected surprises for Stephanie.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The morning on which the commercial was to be shot, the whole tedious thing having not come fast enough for her liking, Steph sat at the kitchen table, for once having a breakfast she could actually enjoy with far more welcome company. Even if the topic of conversation still veered in less welcome directions.

 

"Did you see Tim yesterday evening?" Rachel inquired, both elbows on the table as she sipped her cup of coffee and looked eager to discuss the latest turn of events with her best friend's ex.

 

"No," Steph replied, munching discreetly on a piece of toast drenched in marmalade.

 

"He had this fancy ass coat on, must have cost him a fortune, and was parading around down the street in it, like he was some kind of big wig," Rachel said, leaning even more forward, her cup back down on the table and dangerously close to her chin.

 

Steph sighed, wiping her lips off with a nearby napkin. "That's what he does...he rants and then pouts before buying himself something nice to make himself feel better." It was true, Steph had seen it happen all too often, over the smallest perceived slight. That was probably why Tim's apartment had been a mess between trash and class. He didn't want to risk revealing himself to be the leak and yet, whenever he became upset about his social standing, he'd go and make a purchase to appease his massive ego and then show it off.

 

Did the ego just naturally come inflated inside of the House family tree, she had to wonder? If so it was a good idea for them to keep the branches trimmed short, so to speak.

 

Rachel looked more concerned now than anything, her eyes darting around the kitchen and to the doors and halls. "Do you ever get frightened being here all alone with him just a few buildings away?"

 

Steph shrugged, trying not to disclose how she'd almost strangled him with her thighs on the living room rug. "Why? I'll be out of here soon enough for the promotional tour. He'd have to spend too much money if he intended to stalk me. He's also too big of a coward to contemplate murder."

 

"I don't know...maybe you should still tell Bradberton," the other woman seemed justifiably doubtful. "He might be able to do something or prevent the guy from coming back next season."

 

Steph inwardly cringed. Explaining to John-Caleb about Tim, after the man had discovered who it was whom had sent her there in the first place, was a less than desirable prospect. Then, considering Wittingstone's wrath if she helped him to lose his job...if he was pouting now, that might make him outright murderous even if she was still pretty sure that the techie hadn't had anything to do with the previous Nuka-Girl's demise, other than loose lips over a lost helmet. Then the very thought that this might all reach his uncle's ears wherever he might be hiding, was complerely undesired. Everywhere she looked disaster was waiting if she dared say one negative thing about her former lover, Steph reasoned, although she still couldn't explain any of this to Rachel.

 

"I'll see if he's at the filming," Steph gave the pretence that she was considering it, while she sipped her own coffee. "He said he might be...although it wasn't likely."

 

Rachel Watkins seemed pleased enough by the lie and they finished their breakfast on the far more pleasant topic of what the commercial would be like and if Keith McKinney was as good looking in person as he was on the big screen.

 

* * *

 

"Keith's looking like he was forced to listen to Gilda bitch all last night, while giving her worst Lady Macbeth impression; better give him an extra layer of foundation and pack his bags full of cotton first," Steph listened, eyes closed, as Idith Pied barked at her latest assistant. She felt bad enough listening to McKinney having to encounter the irritable stylist after dealing with his wife all night long she didn't need to see it too, the poor man's chair right next to her own as they each sat before the same mirror. Sad thing was, he'd accepted the news of not having his own trailer remarkably well to have to bear this public critique on top of it.

 

It really wasn't fair.

 

Not that he didn't have to share the injustice.

 

"And you Ms. Puka-Girl," Pied sneered, tapping her long fingernails on her arm. "You look like you personally gave a ride on your starship to every willing alien in the galaxy all week long."

 

Her stomach sinking, and wishing she could tackle the stylist as she's tackled Tim Wittingstone two nights ago, Steph looked in embarrassment to the half full box of tissues to her left.

 

"Well, I think she looks out of this world," McKinney commented, leaning over in his director's chair and offering her a wink, she managed to catch. "Simply out of this world!"

 

"Thank you, Keith," Steph smiled, leaning towards him in return and using the name he'd insisted she call him the last time they met. "And you look absolutely sensational."

 

Between them, in the mirror, Idith rolled her eyes, "What are you two? Presidents of one another's fan clubs? Thank God neither of you pestered me for a membership. What the hell do performers know about the way they look anyway? That's up to the lighting crew, the cinematographers and other poor saps like me, who don't make a quarter of your salary."

 

"I could make that up to you if you'd like, darling," Keith soothed, taking the stylist's hand and offering it a kiss.

 

Following his lead, Steph took hold of Idith's other hand and held it to her cheek, "And I could give you the other half, when I've finished with the aliens, that is," Steph stated in melodramatic regret.

 

"You two are going to be a horrible influence on each other, I just know it," Idith remarked, whipping her hands away. "I should thank God I'm not going with you on this wretched cola tour."

 

The woman stormed off, claiming she needed enough cosmetics for three biblical pictures if she had a prayer of making either of them look remotely good, which would take a miracle, while Steph and Keith were left giggling like two schoolgirls behind her.

 

"I'm sorry about that," Steph said once she had caught her breath.

 

"Me?" Keith grinned. "I'm used to it by now, having encountered every stylist in creation! I felt bad for you!" he said with a wave of his wrist. "This is all new to you."

 

Steph leaned back in her chair, looking down at her chest and recalling when Peyton had first introduced her to Pied. "Actually I think she's mellowed a bit since we first met," Steph stated, her finger nostalgically tracing the bra she remembered Robert House had specifically designed and Idith had fatefully given for her to wear for enhancement purposes.

 

What had she told her again? Ahh, yes...To kiss the man when she saw him again.

 

Steph literally witnessed her act of sighing as she pondered over the unlikelihood of that happening.

 

When Idith returned she raged a full on assault on all of the vast imperfections she claimed to see, enlisting her assistants help, and then claimed herself solely a genius when she had finished, leaving both Steph and McKinney forced to agree that they looked a great deal more refreshed after her handiwork.

 

"I'm as refreshed as a Nuka-Cola!" Keith declared, pulling off the sheet draped around his shoulders and showing off the space cowboy garb that had specifically been designed for him. Studying it, and noting the man's similarity in stature to Cooper Howard, Steph guiltily wondered if there was any truth to the rumor going around the park that Bradberton had approached Howard for the commercial but he had declined. His wife Barb seemed to still be in control of her husband's role choices, from what was also rumored.

 

"No need to be insulting," Idith spat.

 

"Mmm...how about a lemonade?" he altered his choice of refreshments.

 

"With vodka," Idith exclaimed. "Now excuse me while I go have one."

 

"Guess, we're on set in about twenty," McKinney commented, glancing at his watch. "If you excuse me, I promised I'd call my pal, Ezra, and let him know how things are going," he explained, rising from his chair. "See you soon," he commented with another wink.

 

Steph smiled, grateful for a few minutes alone. Staring at her reflection, she wished her thoughts hadn't turned to House so soon before the camera rolled...once they went down that road it was always a one way street, always leading straight to a dead end. Her eyes, enhanced by a fresh wave of the blackest mascara, stared back at her, daring her with the pained look found in their deep oceans to set free some tears and ruin all of Idith's hard work, disrupting filming and upping the budget with every second wasted.

 

She held them back, her emotions a working hazard now as much as any other death trap found in Nuka-World.

 

"The Nuka-Girl is sitting here looking very earthbound in her thoughts," a voice soon said close to her, stealing away minutes from her solitude. "Anything I can do to help lift her spirits?"

 

Stephanie turned her head to see Bud Askins sitting down in Keith's now vacated chair, and she felt both exhilarated and ashamed that he had caught her thinking of House.

 

"Oh no...I'm just nervous, I guess," she lied. "This is my first time making a commercial..."

 

The man offered her a kind smile. "Well, don't worry, you look simply out of this world!" he said and she pretended she hadn't heard it already once that day. He suddenly looked down at the director's chair. "You know I never sat in one of these things before myself! I hope I'll be able to get out of it."

 

"Don't worry," Steph smiled warmly. "We can help each other out anyway."

 

They shared a laugh before Idith Pied returned. "Well, either your name isn't Keith McKinney or my makeup work just went horribly wrong."

 

"Ms. Pied this is Mr. Bud Askins," Stephanie introduced.

 

"Hi, it's a pleasure to meet you," Askins stated, extending his hand. "I'm senior junior vice president of Vault-Tec Corp."

 

"That's a lot of words," Idith remarked in her typical bristly fashion. "Haven't managed to whittle it down yet?"

 

Steph rose, placing her hands on Askins shoulders in a visual offer of support, one she knew he would also be able to see in the mirror, hoping it would detract from any negative associations Idith's treatment and her sitting next to him during it might create. "And, let's not forget he's one of Mr. Bradberton's most valued associates, Steph beamed, massaging the shoulders in her not too threatening grasp. She felt Askins perking up immediately.

 

Idith mumbled something not exactly under her breath, but Steph coughed into her hand at the same moment blocking whatever it was.

 

Perhaps gilding the lily, Steph ventured further, still rubbing Askins' shoulders. "Why, you know, sitting in this chair, he looks like he could be a movie star himself!"

 

Bud's eyes thankfully on his reflection, missed a look from the stylist which adamantly declared there was not enough makeup in all of the studios combined to accomplish such a feat. "You really think so?" he asked, looking at himself with interest.

 

"Mmm hmm..." Steph stated, beginning to run her fingers through his hair. Idith gave them both an unimpressed glare through her glasses before heading elsewhere. "Infact, I wish I was doing the commercial with you...you're ever so good looking as Mr. Keith McKinney is."

 

Bud smiled at his reflection again, his confidence bolstered. Seeing his eyes looking at where she had set his hair slightly out of place, Steph quickly grabbed a brush and began to put it back right, making Bud admire himself even more, happily falling into the role of a movie star. "You're right...I don't look too bad do I...and the glare from these lights aren't flattering themselves."

 

The man leaned forward, his eyes on the space between his top lip and nose. "Maybe I need a moustache though...that might help me look even more...what's the word for it? Macho?"

 

"Mmm..." Steph murmured, her eyes on the area he was referencing but her mind all the way back in Vegas. It took all of her strength to shake those thoughts away and stay focused. "I think you look better without it...I never did care much for the things."

 

Bud looked as pleased as ever by her words and she gave his hair a few more strokes to add to the ones she'd already given to his ego.

 

"Nice to see you two getting acquainted," a familiar voice stated and Steph looked over her shoulder to see her ever constant chaperone, Peyton Huxley, walking towards them. "And may I say, Steph, you are looking simply out of this world!" he complimented.

 

"I already said that," Bud Askins pouted in his chair, his shoulders instantly slumping without Steph to keep them in place.

 

"Shooting begins in the shake of a lamb's tail, unless something unforeseen occurs, which is always likely," Huxley said, placing his hand on Steph's back and pushing her towards where the set in the Galactic Zone had been made.

 

"I'll see you later," she turned back, addressing Bud, whom immediately sat back up in the director's chair.

 

"Yeah, I hope so," he said more cheerfully.

 

Steph listened to Peyton describe to her how much the commercial was costing John-Caleb, as they made their way to their destination. She was actually getting excited about it now, more than nervous, seeing that they had rearranged and added things to the familiar parkground all in the name of a thirty second advertisement...one she was to be the star of.

 

Her excitement dipped a little, however, when she saw Nick Valentine unexpectedly standing by the door to Nuka-Galaxy. As his eyes met hers, he offered her a small, friendly wave. "What's he doing here?" Steph asked, the hair on the back of her neck standing up.

 

"John-Caleb is spending a lot on security for this too," Peyton sighed. "Not only so the advertisement doesn't leak ahead of schedule but so what happened a few months back won't happen again either. He thought it best to have Valentine around just incase...plus there was something the detective said he needed to check out at the park, so why not kill two birds with one stone?"

 

Steph hated the man referencing killing anything. She'd almost forgotten about her predecessor's homicide and the risk to her own life, what with the Tim Wittingstone fiasco so fresh in her mind. It had become more of a side note than an actual threat. Now there was an added weight to worry about. It seemed that she'd be juggling thoughts of Wittingstone, Askins, Robert House and her possibly winding up dead all with her nerves over messing up the commercial.

 

McKinney had obviously finished up his phone call but there was something lingering on his face that reminded Steph of her own sad expression, reflected in the mirror, when Askins had referenced the moustache. The actor feigned his usual pleasantness as he saw her coming, however, and she tried to pretend, for his sake, that she was buying it.

 

The director turned out to be a man named Kristophe Nolen, not unknown in the film circles, and Huxley almost seemed to enjoy complaining into her ear how much that was setting his boss back too. However, it seemed Bradberton wanted a director whom was both popular and intellectually respected. Nolen, himself, seemed like a nice enough guy, whom didn't exactly seem to know what he was doing filming a commercial in an amusement park dedicated to a soft drink, but took it seriously enough anyway.

 

"You look out of this world," the director complimented her at their introduction and Steph just smiled and said, "Thanks."

 

He went over with both McKinney and her what the script entailed, mostly just her performing some stunts, and fighting a few aliens single handedly, only for the "space cowboy" (as his character was to be called) to finally lasso her so they could share a Nuka-Cola together. Steph felt it was somewhat sexist actually, that she could take on drooling, angry aliens but be so easily roped by some dude just fresh off the space ranch, and Kristophe seemed to also believe the same thing, but in the end they both were forced to concede: The director because he had, himself, been lassoed into it, and Steph because she was still trying her best to play the role she needed to for House. Afterall, she could see Bud Askins standing eagerly in amongst the crowd now, seemingly out of place amongst the grips and the lighting crew, his hat held in both of his hands again and with a gleam in his eye that showcased his love of Hollywood.

 

That included, Steph believed, the type of woman whom could still be swept off of her feet and kept in dominion by cowboys.

 

Unfortunately, while she buzzed right through the various battles with the animatronics, her co-star didn't have half as easy a time actually conquering her.

 

Or his golden rope.

 

About the twenty-seventh time the lasso failed to go around her waist, the crew was all becoming rather irritated, while Bud seemed somewhat pleased over the man's ineffectiveness.

 

"Sorry...Coop Howard was always better at the lassoing part," Keith apologized, fooling nervously with the cowboy hat perched on a brow dangerously close to sweating.

 

"We should have went over that in rehearsals," Huxley moaned loudly from the sidelines.

 

Steph watched him, remembering her own long and various lessons with House, lessons which just so happened to center around this very topic. Walking over to the frustrated actor, Steph took hold of the rope and smiled at him, ready to offer the man the same advice that her own teacher had given to her.

 

"Ultimately, just picture me as something you want to desperately have," she suggested. "Not just need...want."

 

He studied her, repeating, "Not just need...want."

 

She smiled at him again and walked away, going through the whole process of Nolen setting up the scene and her going through the motions of having been victorious over Earth's enemies.

 

Standing there, the blaster in her hand, Steph finally felt the rope fall around her waist and was relieved, all while having to adopt an air of shock as she turned around and was pulled towards McKinney. Whatever he was picturing her as, he must have really wanted it for the tug on the rope was both urgent and assured.

 

As she fell against her co-star, he looked down into her eyes and uttered the scripted line, "Hey there, Nuka-Girl, let's save this world of ours from all sorts of aliens...but first, let's have us some Nuka-Cola!"

 

Out from his holster, the cowboy pulled, not a gun, but a bottle of Bradberton's famous creation. As he held it out, Steph aimed her blaster at its cap and shot the whole thing off, the soda bubbling out at the start like a frothy fountain.

 

"Zap that thirst!" she exclaimed as they leaned in for the also scripted kiss, one that McKinney faked well but Steph understood completely that he could never imagine that she was what he wanted well enough to convince her it was real. It was okay. Afterall, she felt the same about him. He wasn't what she wanted nor needed to help quench her own secret desire. Still, she allowed herself to pretend this was House, if it helped make her performance more believable, although, with her lips against McKinney's, the kiss satisfied her about as much as a knockoff brand of Nuka-Cola would or as much as Tim Wittingstone had managed to during their brief, yet too long, affair.

 

* * *

 

Kristophe having picked up all the close-ups and far shots he needed, Steph was grateful as the shooting came to its successful close. She'd even forgotten all about Askins, whom she'd lost sight of whilst filming, until she heard him behind her as she was walking out of the amusement park, dressed back in her normal attire, this time including an autumn capelet coat, in defence of the crisp evening air.

 

"Even without the getup...you still look out of this world," he remarked and she immediately turned to face him on the pavement in front of Nuka-World.

 

"Why, thank you, Mr. Askins...I don't remember seeing you after a point."

 

"I had to leave early," he answered and took a step closer towards her. "Well, to tell the truth, I didn't like having to watch you kiss that McKinney fellow all those times."

 

Steph smiled, feeling elated. She knew how much jealousy indicated a warmth of feeling. If Askins was suffering it now, hopefully that was a good sign that House's calculations would come to fruition. "I can assure you, you have nothing to be jealous of," she softly replied back, knowing that it was true in regards to her feelings for Keith McKinney anyway.

 

Bud brightened up again. "That's very good to hear," he said, placing his hat back on the head she had brushed hours earlier. "Goodnight Steph...I hope that when you are doing the promotions, we might see one another again."

 

"I hope so too," she commented.

 

Then, with a tip of his hat, the man was gone, leaving her to wait for Huxley, whom had promised to meet her there soon. He wasn't fast enough, unfortunately, for her not to encounter another acquaintance before he arrived.

 

"Hello Steph," Nick Valentine said with a tip of his own hat, but without the interest Askins had shown. "Nice night...Still, I wouldn't recommend standing here on your own for too long."

 

"Detective Valentine...did you find what you're after?" she countered.

 

"No...that would be the man responsible for killing a woman everybody's moved on and forgotten about... except for those she left behind him."

 

Steph softened. "If I could help I would...but I can't apologize for the world moving on...I can regret it, but I hold no real control over it either. If it wasn't me, it would be some other girl. That's just the way it is."

 

"I wasn't accusing you," the man said apologetically. "I've just seen so much of it by now...it affects you after a point...Some go the other way and stop caring. Me? I'm afraid I can't do that."

 

Her sympathy was with him, but something else in his eyes frightened her. "Is there something you aren't telling me? I should really know, Detective, for my own safety."

 

He began, took a breath and started all over again. "I can't explain it. There's something off about this whole thing...like I'm missing something...it's like walking into a classroom where the blackboard's been wiped free from some secret you were supposed to learn."

 

Steph swallowed, a flash recurring to her of House wiping clear the blackboard back in their own personal schoolroom at the 38.

 

A horn honked and Steph looked to the road, seeing Peyton gratefully  pulling up in the company car. "As I said, I wish I could help," Stephanie stated, wondering if she should have mentioned Wittingstone and her suspicions that he knew some things he shouldn't, things he never could keep if the price was right.

 

"It's okay," Nick said, his hands pushed into his trench coat's pockets. "Just go home and lock the doors...I think I'll relax a little when you're on that tour of yours and well out of Boston."

 

"Why Detective...have you been keeping an eye on me?" Stephanie asked, genuinely flattered and worried all at once.

 

"Within the boundaries of privacy," he answered as Huxley grew ever more impatient with the horn.

 

"Thanks," Steph said.

 

"It's my duty," Valentine simply returned.

 

As Steph climbed into the waiting car, Valentine's own police cruiser was pulling up for him, presumably to take him back to the station where all leads had apparently grown cold as the season and all the blackboards robbed of their secrets in chalk.

 

Steph left him behind in every way, except for her thoughts where he still lingered.

 

* * *

 

Her mind constantly mulling over the policeman's words, Stephanie was both focused and distracted as she unlocked the door to her apartment. She stepped inside and then looked up to the darkened room, where moonlight allowed her only the comprehension of vague shapes and shadows. With a gasp and the deep pounding of her heart, Steph suffered the startling realization that a man was standing in the middle of the living room, his back to her, outline readily seen, though darkness surrounded them both. Flipping on the switch, the room flooded suddenly with light, she now faced both relief and anger as she more easily saw the man's build, the blackness of his hair and the expensive coat he was wearing now giving away whom it must be.

 

Tim Wittingstone.

 

He must have returned to impress her with his display of wealth or to have his ass kicked for a second time. If that latter was the case, she was more than happy to oblige.

 

"Listen, you turn and walk right out of this apartment, bub, or so help me, I'll scream all of your indiscretions so loudly Bradberton will hear them all the way in his office!"

 

The figure turned around slowly, with nary a sign that her words had intimidated him as much as she had hoped.

 

Steph's heart reeled in shock, then leapt to her throat, stifling any words she may have spoken, though the man, like always, had no trouble finding or speaking his own.

 

"I see you haven't lost your penchant for the melodramatic, Stephanie," Robert House said, his dark eyes boring into hers with the same familiar intensity

 

Her heart pounding and fluttering like butterflies possessing wings which weighed about a hundred pounds each, Steph stood for a second staring at the man standing in the middle of her living room, like a daydream long held and now turned into reality.

 

Then, with a speed that surprised the both of them, Steph ran to House, dropping everything in her hands to take him in her arms to prove to herself that he was really there: the very thing she not only needed but something she so desperately wanted too.

 

As she took Robert House's head in her hands and gave to him the truly passionate kiss she could never give McKinney, not in a million takes nor for all the pay in the world, three words fell in a whisper from Stephanie's parted lips,

 

"Zap that thirst..."

Notes:

Finally.

Back to House.

There is supposedly a tornado watch in my area for Tuesday, so no matter what happens now, if my electricity gets cut off or my house gets blown to Oz, I, at least, sucessfully reunited Stephanie and House before any calamity might ensue.

And it only took about 13 chapters and about 7 months to do it!

*shakes head*

I can't believe it took me that long! And I've had that end scene planned inside of my head for ages now too. I'm glad I didn't forget it, though, there's that at least. Poor Bud Askins, I keep thinking up dialogue for him and then forgetting it almost immediately thereafter!

Anywhere, we're here at last.

Kristophe Nolen is an ode to Christopher Nolan, whose brother, Jonathan, has a very big hand in the Fallout series. I watched their "Memento" (a personal favorite) a few weeks ago. I also watched their "The Prestige", for the first time last Saturday and enjoyed it too. I might have a fic or two loitering around inside of my mind for it, actually, but juggling time isn't something I'm skilled at these days. It also started my sister and I on watching a string of Christian Bale films, which has been rather fun. I discovered he was in a film called "The Land of Far Away" I was obsessed with wanting to see when I was a little girl, living in my family's video store. But, anyway, I saw Christopher Nolan in a little documentary called "Side by Side" once which I highly recommend. He was one of the few directors, alongside David Lynch and Martin Scorsese, whom didn't annoy me so much in it, besides also enjoying the original Blade Runner theatrical cut, and so I thought I'd pay him a nod here out of my respect...funny thing was...I actually forgot that his brother Jonathan had anything to do with Fallout when I did! Life is full of joyful little surprises and things disguised as coincidence.

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this and I thank you very much for reading and hanging in there if you've been waiting for this reunion as long and as much as I have! Sorry for the long wait. :D <3

Chapter 38: Back in Her Life

Summary:

Steph reunites with House, whom makes an unexpected request of her.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Even as her lips touched House's, and she could feel the heat of his mouth and the suprisingly warm brush of his mustache, Stephanie couldn't quite convince herself that he was actually there, despite the physical proof and resulting sensory overload. It was like a dream, better than a dream actually, knowing he was there in front of her again, but action, even a one-sided kiss, did little to convince her, after all of this time without him, that what was currently happening was real. It didn't help that the day had felt so long and exhausting, to begin with, that she couldn't quite be sure she hadn't fallen asleep sometime, maybe sitting before Idith's large mirror, when she was readying herself to go home and grabbing the items she'd left there, like her purse...

 

Surely House could not have been laying in wait for her when she got home...

 

That would be too fantastical.

 

Too unbelievable.

 

Like something straight out of one of the movies they had watched together.

 

No, he had to be elsewhere, or not existent at all, so long desired and yet unseen that he might as well have been a myth to her now, like Santa Claus or Zeus.

 

He had to inevitably go back to being a dream that would never come true.

 

Steph knew she had to risk waking up then, her doubt outweighing her need to keep the kiss going, to savor it even if it was only an illusion. Knowing House was actually back was worth more than a kiss that might not be real. Pushing her head back, opening her eyes as if small weights were pressing down on each lid, she saw that it was clearly the former, for House was still there, not a mirror reflecting only her herself and all of her lovesick desperation back at her, but a flesh and blood human, a man she adored. He still looked like a dream to her, however, every hair immaculately placed, his nose the perfect centerpiece to his wonderful face, while his eyes were those familiar dark orbs she had fantasized about so often, except for the fact that right then she had no way of knowing what his delectable and inscrutable brain was thinking behind them, and she couldn't make believe thoughts and force them into his always sharp mind.

 

Was he happy to see her?

 

Had he enjoyed the kiss?

 

Or even like it a little?

 

Did he want her to do it again?

 

There was no way for her to know.

 

He might as equally be thinking it was the most horrendous thing he had been forced to endure.

 

The man was perfectly unreadable, like a letter written in invisible ink or a foreign language. If he were a book, the next page held something she couldn't even guess what it would be, unlike the romances she had read in her youth, and so Steph played it safe, dreading it would be a plot twist that would rob her of even the pleasure of seeing him again if she didn't play the moment right. "Don't think I wanted to do that," she took a step back and eyed him haughtily. "Idith Pied said, and I quote, 'Promise me, if you ever bump into that nutcase over in Vegas, you'll thank him for the both of us by giving the loser a kiss.'"

 

There was a moment as House processed the words, evaluated what they meant to him and then reacted in a way that still kept his own feelings perfectly safe.

 

He wiped his lips with the back of his hand and peculiarly not the sleeve of his coat, nor the handkerchief she knew he'd have hidden away in its pocket. "And here I was believing you might have been regurgitating my lesson on always making your next move an unpredictable one."

 

"You said that was for my more interesting enemies...don't flatter yourself so much."

 

Touche, House's expression countered before he became mildly curious. "And what did Pied wish to thank me for?" House inquired.

 

"For this," Steph answered, turning to show off her body's profile and cupping her breasts at the side to emphasize the bra she was wearing.

 

"Ahh yes...one of my more common inventions," the man remarked. "I personally prefer you without it, but Bradberton was always one for exaggeration and his creations are no different."

 

"Why'd you bother creating it then?" Steph asked, folding her arms across the item in question.

 

"Jane asked me to," he stated without much enthusiasm, while he pulled out a cigarette and lit it. "She wanted something to make her stand out and up, as she worded it. She also hated the feeling of her skin touching her skin and the resulting sweat it created. High and dry, more of her words."

 

Steph thought of House's plans to use the woman's brain scan to place inside of one of his securitrons and how then Jane needn't worry about neither skin nor sweat. House's admission that he hadn't wanted a decaying model as he ruled New Vegas had brought her much comfort during the past several weeks, but she still felt some level of sympathy for the woman and a slight level of comfort that the Hollywood starlet held her own insecurities and frailties. Sympathy and comfort, nonetheless, made her in no bigger hurry to talk about the woman or have House suddenly tell her he was engaged afterall. His fingers were still bare, but that didn't mean much; Half of the customers whom had visited the Sin-Gal had worn no wedding rings but had wives waiting for them back at home all the same. When it came to Vegas, poker chips were always readily displayed, but circles of gold were shamefully hidden.

 

Now it didn't matter whether Robert House was married or not, though, all Steph wished to focus on was that he was there.

 

But why was he there at all?

 

"Mind if I ask how you got into my apartment?" the new Nuka-Girl pressed. "Aren't you always telling me how important it is that nobody knows that we know each other?"

 

House's dark eyes glinted and he exhaled a trail of smoke in a long thin line. "In his deep paranoia, Bradberton built a series of underground tunnels beneath his namesake township. It's not something he advertises on the brochure, but I've known about them for a while now, thanks to my sources. I flew into Massachusetts two nights ago and decided to test them out for myself. While you were probably fast asleep last night, and enjoying your breakfast this morning, it's highly probable I was somewhere beneath you, biding my time and waiting for this opportunity where we could see each other again."

 

"Really?" she asked in hope.

 

"Yes," House confirmed. "From what I hear you've finally been in contact with Bud Askins and we need to discuss and review our following course of action. Luckily, by this time of year, Bradberton, Massachusetts is the proverbial ghost town."

 

Steph smiled, regardless of how House's side of the conversation had veered towards business, it gave her a great thrill to think that the man she loved had been occasionally lying in wait under the room where they both now were standing. It gave her an ever larger thrill to know that he had been as impatient to see her as she had been to see him, albeit for their very different reasons.

 

Past the smoke, House must have seen her delight, but didn't reprimand her for it or question it at all. His mind the way it was he probably just believed she was gloating over her professional performance and she wasn't about to bother to correct his mistake, a choice she remained grateful for in light of his next choice of words.

 

"I am very proud of you, Stephanie. I occasionally feared my trust might have been misplaced and you would do something rash or foolish before we reached this stage."

 

"Oh, like what?" she asked.

 

"Like seek to contact me for some invented excuse...I don't know...maybe write a long epistle telling me how pissed off you were and berating me for my silence. Instead, you followed instructions to the T and exceeded my expectations. You couldn't have made me more pleased."

 

She might have actually blushed or preened except for the fact that her mind went instantly to Tim Wittingstone. Would her boss still speak so highly of her if he knew about the ill advised affair she had had with the techie? Most certainly not. She soothed herself with the knowledge that she had taken care of it, at least, before House had made his grand re-entrance into her life. Tim was gone off, his tail between his legs, and was now out of her Nuka-Girl styled tresses, probably off pouting somewhere in his expensive new coat. Still...if House caught wind of it, it might spoil his opinion of her, laying to waste his words of high praise. It was unwanted ballast to the way her heart wished to rejoice in his compliments. "Thank you," was all she could allow herself to whisper. "I'm glad I didn't let you down."

 

House looked genuinely confused by her lack of enthusiasm and she struggled to adapt, centering on a topic that had also proven successful in deflating her spirits in the past. "From what I hear, though, shouldn't you be off on your honeymoon by now?" she asked, a hand falling to her hip, while she tried to appear more vexed than depressed. "That's what the papers were all saying...that you were set to marry Jean or Janet or whatever her name is...all while I was waiting here, not knowing what I was supposed to do or if you'd aborted the mission."

 

"Hardly," House smirked in distaste at the very suggestion. "The papers will print whatever they think will sell and it's horribly easy to entice them whichever way you want."

 

"Throwing around your money still?"

 

He shook his head, his mustache lifting at the corner. "No need. The gossip columnists give themselves hernias following properly placed breadcrumbs of either romance or scandal. I merely had a few associates plant a few here and there and then asked Jane out a few times and let the easily misled's imaginations go wild."

 

Steph shook her head, looking off wistfully in feigned sorrow. "Sad and here I was hoping you might have given up on this whole silly thing. Although the thought of you abandoning me in this cracked Cola land of an amusement park made me want to hunt you down and kill you in your happy little marriage bed."

 

He was back to studying her in that dark way he had, almost free of extraneous emotion and yet bemused inspite of himself. "Forget about you, my dear Miss Calculations? I'd much rather intentionally lose at the roulette wheel on a million dollar wager."

 

Now she was smiling inspite of herself again, feeling all warm and glowing, until House had to go and ruin it. "You are, afterall, my best hand for finding out what they're doing over at Vault-Tec, as they spew out vault after vault. Right now I desire to know what the poker faces of Barb Howard and her higher ups are hiding and that's worth more than gold."

 

She should have remembered how frustrating he could be, Steph chastised herself. He never let her have the upper hand, let alone a moment to feel that he may actually value her. She began to take off her earrings, feeling like they might be interfering and distorting his words. "I think you have your games of choice mixed up, Bert. You prefer chess; I'm not an ace, I'm your pawn."

 

House fixed her steadily with that gaze of his, and though it probably might have seemed withering to others, it came off more as smouldering to her starved eyes. He tilted his head and looked somewhat amused in a chastising fashion. "We are what we see ourselves as, Steph...if you want to be my pawn, it would be your sacrifice to make not mine. If it were up to me, I'd prefer you see yourself as an ace up my sleeve however."

 

Holding up his arm to illustrate the reference, the back of his hand suddenly caught his attention and he looked at the lipstick mark in disdain as he remembered it once again.

 

"Would you mind if I use your bathroom?" he asked. "Before I smear this where someone would see?"

 

Steph sighed. Suddenly it all made sense why he'd used skin: he couldn't risk anybody spotting lipstick in the shade of Nuka-Girl on his sleeve or beside the initials R.H on his monikered hanky. Lipstick came far easier off from skin then from cloth and this close to his goal, he couldn't risk anything of the sort. Steph tried not to flinch, but her thoughts went once again to Tim Wittingstone and where her painted lips had touched both his skin and clothing. Of course, the sex aspect of her relationship with the technician was the least of her concerns now, what scared her more was betraying the soul of Robert House than she had betrayed his body.

 

"Go right ahead...make yourself at home. You paid for most of the stuff here anyway."

 

Robert House gave her a brief nod and then headed for the washroom, obviously already aware of where it was. What had he been doing to amuse himself in her absence? Probably looking for signs of her ineptitude, Steph guessed, or that she had failed him still in some way. He might accuse Bradberton of being paranoid, but it was like the pot calling the kettle black. Despite her suspicions, once he was gone, Steph allowed herself to actually smile with less concern that he would realize what seeing him again meant to her. She almost giggled but stopped, hearing the water running in the bathroom and frightened he might hear the noise past it somehow. To distract herself, Steph picked up her purse and keys, intending to put both safely away.

 

As Steph opened the purse, her eyes immediately registered something that should not have been there, trained as House had made her to spot trouble. Not that whomever had placed it there had meant for it to go unnoticed. She picked up the folded sheet of black paper and read it, the message obviously written in white-out, of all things. She understood that message too: It clearly had come from someone she'd tried to erase from her life and he was trying to let her know it wasn't that easy.

 

Don't think you can get rid of me that fast. I don't need to be screwing you to screw you over real good.

 

Tim must have left it in her purse when she'd been filming the commercial. It was his style: sneaky, cowardly and invasive.

 

"I have one more inconvenience for you tonight, Stephanie, if you don't mind..."

 

House's voice came from the hall doorway behind her, and Steph used the acting skills she had honed over the last few months to appear calm and normal, as if nothing had happened in the time it had taken the billionaire to wash her lipstick from off of his hand.

 

"What is it?" she asked, her voice smooth and even as she faced him.

 

"Can I sleep here tonight?" he politely requested, no sign of a joke on his all too serious face.

 

If anything could have graciously made Steph forget the note in her hand it was that one request. "Here? With me?" she asked, trying to keep her jaw from dropping.

 

"I'm not exactly sure that I can leave without being seen," he explained, as Steph refrained from groaning in disappointment.

 

"I thought you said it was a ghost town," she countered.

 

"I did," he replied. "And ghosts have a habit of coming out at night and seeing things they shouldn't."

 

Now Steph did groan, trying to make it appear more like an unexpected guest was truly an inconvenience. "Sure, you can sleep on the couch."

 

"No."

 

"Then I sleep on it," she said, feeling he was a most entitled guest at that.

 

"No, I don't think so," he rejected. "We can't risk anyone playing Peeping Tom, now can we? And if you close the curtains that might raise suspicions too...but a young woman wanting modesty in her bedroom...that will go unnoticed."

 

Stephanie frowned slightly. All of these sudden shifts in mood weren't good for her heart; she felt like she was on one of Bradberton's rides, only this one was both more and less safe.

 

"We'll share the bed," House more commanded than suggested. "But, if that concerns you, just remember who it is that's suggesting it and let that alleviate your worries."

 

Steph shook her head, knowing all too well what he was getting at: business and pleasure were not to be mixed.

 

She pushed the black sheet of paper back inside of her purse and then placed it on a table by the front door, as if it wasn't a Pandora's Box of some sort. Then not looking at him at all, Steph brushed past House on her way to the bathroom, remarking under her breath so he could hear, "I'd better get out of this damned bra. The inventor must have been a sadist."

 

* * *

 

House had thrown his cigarette in the toilet. She noticed it while she brushed her teeth, pushing the flusher with her free hand and watching it go down in a swirling whirlpool. She kept telling herself to stay calm, even though she knew that the note could spell trouble, making her life follow House's cigarette butt down the drain. Hopefully, it was something she could deal with and Robert House needn't ever know about. Tim was more talk than action, and with her set to go on tour now, Steph prayed she was too much of a moving target for any of his revenge schemes.

 

When she finished up in the bathroom, emerging in a luxurious nightgown she'd bought with her own money, but had never worn before until tonight, it was to find House sitting on the edge of her bed and putting out yet another cigarette. He was no longer in his coat, but still wearing a suit. He regarded her as he always did, with somewhat detached appraisal.

 

"Sure you can fall asleep in something other than a set of silk pajamas?" she teased.

 

House didn't so much as loosen his tie, but swung his legs over the bed and lay down, his hands clasped together on his stomach and no retort seemingly coming. Steph shrugged and turned off the light, the curtains tightly closed as she climbed into bed beside her guest, lying on her back, as well.

 

"Am I the first to darken this side of the mattress, Miss Calculations, or did anyone else have the pleasure of spending the night before me?" he asked following a few seconds where all they could hear was the sound of the furnace fighting the late Autumn chill.

 

"No," Stephanie lied, glad her heart wasn't as audible at the Bradberton heating system.

 

"Good. That will make it easier for you and Askins; he hates that sort of behavior from anyone he didn't pay for it," House remarked and Steph felt her heart sinking a little into the mattress.

 

"How did you know I'd finally met him anyway?" she asked, turning to look at a profile which could still bring her happiness despite the anxiety she was currently feeling.

 

"Sources."

 

"Like those whom told you about the tunnels?"

 

"You learn quick, like always."

 

She thought about it for a little while, wondering if any of those sources were Tim Wittingstone and if it might be better to tell House now about her indiscretion and the letter the man had left behind for her. She decided against it, not wishing to wreck the moment and feeling like she would virtually be a dead woman lying beside House then...

 

That thought called attention to something else to distract herself with, in lieu of concerning herself over Tim Wittingstone and her mistake.

 

"Are you going to sleep like that?" she suddenly asked her sleeping companion, noticing the rigid way his body was lying next to hers.

 

"I was planning to."

 

"Don't. You look like you're dead..."

 

"I'm flattered the thought bothers you," House commented, his eyes discernably closed.

 

Steph frowned as Robert House continued to lie beside her in the same exact unnerving position. "Look, you said my every wish was your command...I'm asking you to look more comfortable, not like you're waiting for the Priest to start in on the eulogy."

 

To appease her, Robert House unclasped his fingers and placed his hands behind his head instead, assuming the position that one might see a labourer resting in, as he lay in a hammock on a weekend afternoon. It didn't exactly suit him but it was amusing, like seeing the aforementioned priest skipping up to the pulpit.

 

"Thank you," Steph stated and then, for no reason she could understand, mimicked the action, so they were both lying beside each other, mirror images of contrasting appearance.

 

Minutes passed, her mind and heart racing, and Stephanie had started to believe that the man had fallen asleep, when he suddenly surprised her, his voice cutting through the darkness, as if he felt a sudden need to explain or defend himself.

 

"After my parents died, I used to have nightmares that I was placed in a glass box, very much like what remained of them inside of their coffins at the funeral. I dreamt I was on my back for eternity, alive but unable to move, that while my brain was free to wander, my eyes, if ever I opened them would only see the ceiling and nothing else for the rest of my life. To help fight against the discomfort of the nightmare, I chose to embrace it. I'm sorry if that made you uncomfortable. "

 

Stephanie kept silent but all she could think of was how House had virtually described himself being trapped forever inside of the snow globes he collected. Her heart broke a little for him, like a crack in the smooth surface of one of those globes and she regretted having pointed out the unusual way he slept. What did it matter anyway...as long as he was beside her.

 

"Sleep however you like," she whispered, but he remained with his hands cupping the back of his sleek head.

 

The furnace had shut off again, the building having reached the desired temperature, and Steph now listened to House's breathing, fearing that, just like the furnace, she would soon not be hearing from him again either.

 

"When I'm on tour, does that mean you'll disappear again?" Steph asked, fracturing the quiet again. "Off to become more fodder for the gossip column?"

 

"No," House answered. "I'll be at hand, overseeing your progress with Askins, whom you'll no doubt encounter often for the duration of the tour. You might not see me, but I will be there, watching, as they say, from the shadows."

 

The thought of House no longer being separated from her was both comforting and intoxicating, like the caress of a lover's hand on the small of the back, but if he was in the shadows, whom else might be there with him? "What if the killer is watching me too?" she wondered now, the threat coming more easily to her mind now that her concerns about House's whereabouts were calmed. Life was so often like that, one worry replacing the other, never letting you catch your breath or peace long enough to feel at ease.

 

"I told you before...that should no longer be a problem for you," Robert House tried to reassure her in a way that sounded almost wearily annoyed. "If he is, however, it will be handled, you have my promise."

 

Steph swallowed as House turned around, creating a wall of black out of his dark suit and back. She didn't feel like she had offended him, more that he was unused to this sort of human connection and perhaps a little embarrassed by his earlier confession regarding his childhood nightmares.

 

This made her aware of her own vulnerability.

 

For weeks she'd done an assortment of things with Tim Wittingstone in this very bed, things that would make a men's magazine eager to print them up in great detail. Why then did this feel so much more intimate and raw then, leading her to a stage of blushing where she felt in danger of her skin melting off, as if the bombs really had been set off, like they were always fearing, and she was suffering from the effects of radiation poisoning?

 

Oh, yes...that was right.

 

It was because she was in love with Robert House and had never felt that way for Wittingstone,  never in a single beating from her heart.

 

Was that what true love felt like then, she wondered? The after effects of a devastating explosion? How did anyone manage to survive it?

 

Anytime she awakened from her own restless and done-in-brief-intervals sleep, Steph's hand reached out to feel the back of the man sleeping beside her. He was warmer than his manner, but as strong and hard as it as well. Realizing this, she pictured his back more as a wall intended to save her than to keep her out, and though it might have been nothing but a dream, she allowed the thought to send her off to a more peaceful sleep than the night had previously offered.

Notes:

Oh good, I finally got this updated now too. Now if only I could perfect my story-update juggling skills.

Thank you for reading and staying with it! It is greatly appreciated! :D <3

Chapter 39: Buttered Bread and Hands

Summary:

Having breakfast with Robert House is both a delicious and sometimes unappetizing event for Stephanie.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

A solitary beam of sunlight found its way past the slit between the drawn curtains of the new Nuka-Girl's kitchen. Any outsider passing by would naturally assume that the star of the soon-to-be-launched company's campaign was sleeping in for a change, the amusement park now officially closed for the season and the tiny town of Bradberton, Massachusetts equally wound down until it seemed like a place devoted to ghosts and fallen leaves only. They would be wrong, of course, as that solitary beam of sunlight soon discovered, landing upon a toaster on the kitchen counter, one which reflected the truth. Stephanie was not lingering in bed nor had she already departed for the whirlwind promotional tour her boss had planned for her. Instead, she was sitting at the kitchen table in her somewhat darkened little kitchen, contentedly sipping a cup of coffee and smiling more genuinely than she had since the night she had first sat there enjoying a frozen dinner.

 

Across from her sat the reason for her smile, though he likely could not see it, buried behind the newspaper, as he was.

 

She hadn't received the chance to even look at the paper herself before House had scooped it out from her slender fingers, offering a perfunctory, "Would you mind?" before settling himself down at the kitchen table to read it. From what she could tell, his interest was most keenly spent in the financial section and then in another area she couldn't quite tell. There he had spent an inordinate amount of time, his fingers drumming in smooth rhythm which betrayed his delight over what he was reading. Steph had found her curiosity piqued, until he had moved on, finally landing on the gossip column, a section she was, by now, well acquainted with.

 

While she intended no offense to Rachel, the morning following the Nuka-Cola commercial's filming was light years ahead in her heart compared to the one before, as they said in Hollywood, the film was in the can. Of course, they were in Massachusetts, not California, and the exuberance of her mood was because Robert House was nowhere near that state and his precious Jane, but rather sitting across from her and having his breakfast.

 

She had made it for him and then served it, painstakingly, playing not the role of Nuka-Girl defender of galaxies, but housewife instead, although she could not voice that particular fantasy. She was still in her robe, while "Bert" was back in full suit, his hair all perfectly in place, after spending more time in the bathroom than she even did. While he was, Steph had gotten most of breakfast ready for him, humming to herself the Blue Danube waltz and trying to hide her smile when he had finally come out to the kitchen. House accepted the food with his usual reserved demeanor but seemed far more interested in the morning paper, yesterday's morning paper that was, after she had fetched it from her doorstep.

 

Now a cigarette sat elegantly, yet dangerously, balanced between his fingers, sometimes so close to the paper that he was singularly absorbed in he risked setting the whole thing a blaze, including the kitchen where they were sitting.

 

Not that Steph would have cared all that much at the moment if he did.

 

She might have actually enjoyed it.

 

Better to leave the world happy and with the one you loved than alone and buried with strangers several feet under ground. The side of the paper facing her was once again declaring the certainty of war, while an advertisement for Vault-Tec was trying to shepherd the fearful into their supposedly safe, little, oversized coffins.

 

Not that any of that was news to Robert House. He'd merely glanced at it before spreading the news sheet wide, looking for what truly interested him instead and finally landing on the same column that used to draw Stephanie to it on a regular basis.

 

"They still have me paying my respects to the Bahamas with the ever lovely Jane on my arm," his voice sounded from behind the newsprint and headlines. "At least, the money I'm shoveling in their direction is being put to some sort of proficient use. Although, that won't last for long when they discover where I truly am and the photo they used was not the one I recommended...the imbeciles. Not only is it fairly recent, but I look absolutely dreadful in it."

 

He placed the paper down beside him, saving them from the risk of fire, but folded so Steph could look at the photograph and judge it for herself. It wasn't any competition to the real deal, but it was hardly as bad as he was making it seem...

 

Not that she would ever let him know that.

 

"You don't like it? I would have thought you were the type of man that believed you always looked like gold poured into a suit," Steph inquired with a dry laugh, taking a sip from her still steaming cup of coffee.

 

House shook his head, his nostrils breathing in deeply the smoke from his cigarette, all while he looked more annoyed than offended. "It's atrocious. Their revenge for being forced to do what they don't want to. Every photo has been horrid in one way or another. I'm more comfortable at work than at play. Trust a camera, a machine, to know that."

 

Steph didn't tell him she had collected all of those "horrid" photographs he was referring to, and had slept with them beneath her mattress not too long ago. That was before she taken to testing out the bed springs with Tim Wittingstone above them. Now they were all ashes, while Tim was leaving nasty little notes threatening to burn her just as equally. That soured the butter she was spreading on her bread, but having the flesh and blood Robert House in front of her managed to save it all somehow. She'd sort it out, by herself, she soothed nerves threatening to fray; all that mattered now was that House had returned to her life.

 

"You, on the other hand, Stephanie, always look perfect in the photographs they choose," House dished out a rare compliment, as he turned his attention to buttering his own piece of toast. "The camera not only ate you up, it devoured you whole."

 

Steph beamed, feeling like she didn't need the sun from outside now either way. She was glowing inside, simply made of all the sunlight she would ever need in her miserable and dark little life. Did he have his own little collection of photographs of her, she self indulgently wondered? A pile of photos that never needed burning because the only soul to ever see them would be made of metal and wires and answered to the name of Victor. "They weren't too bad...so you saw them then?"

 

"Why do you feel the need to even ask, my dear Miss Calculations?" House countered, fixing her with a glare stronger than the coffee in either of their cups. Steph was getting ready to beam again, when he stole a little of her sunshine by adding, "You are my business afterall, and that always comes before pleasure."

 

Scowling slightly, Steph grabbed a jar of jam and murderously dipped a knife into it, intending to sweeten up her own last piece of toast.

 

Still staring at her, Robert House's lip curled without her seeing it and he asked, "So what does it feel like being known by the world and not just a few men nursing their booze along with their arousals?"

 

The smile returned a little bit to Stephanie's face as she spread the mashed strawberries. She remembered the faces of the crowd, their love and envy and it felt good despite House's having previously dampened her spirits. "I like it...it's nice. You must be used to that sort of thing by now though."

 

He tilted his head, in some blasé form or confirmation. "It used to be strange, reading about myself...like reading some badly written novel, by the most insipid of writers...the things they had me doing...I felt like a character instead of who I truly am...They saw me then as what they wanted: Oliver Twist, the poor orphaned boy."

 

Steph put down her cup, realizing she'd missed out on reading those particular stories, it being long before her newspaper reading days, and even her birth. "What happened?

 

House smiled, part whimsy and some cynicism. He leaned back in his chair. "Then I grew into a man...That was when they turned me into Dr. Frankenstein instead."

 

"One whom they willingly play Igor for if he butters their hands well enough," Steph commented, using the knife in her hand to point to the butter dish.

 

House nodded, holding little shame over the fact. Steph shook her head, aware that she was no better, but a little bit discouraged by how the world turned to the jingle of a rich man's pocket. Her company shocked her slightly when he candidly confessed though, "One thing hasn't changed, however: they've always seen me as little more than a bastard."

 

Steph swallowed, the toast going down harsh enough to scratch the back of her throat.

 

"So Jane has no problems with you using her image and reputation?" she asked, waving her hand casually about for emphasis, trying to act like she still didn't feel a twinge of jealousy whenever she mentioned the other woman.

 

"Not at all."

 

"I take it she's locked away at a spa somewhere, laying low until you've accomplished whatever it is you're hoping to?"

 

House looked almost doubly pleased with himself as usual, flicking off the ash from the tip of his cigarette before picking up his own cup of coffee. "She doesn't actually know anything about it. She's been holed up in a Minnesota Bible Camp for weeks, trying to cleanse her soul. She keeps that aspect of herself hidden. When she gets out, she'll find these little articles just as beneficial to her career as they are to mine. The audience is a hard thing to manage for actors. They don't want you falling too low to some immoral scandal and yet they don't like you being too morally above them either...For recent converts like Jane, her sudden righteousness might be too much for them to stomach and that would impact ticket sales."

 

Steph let out a frustrated growl, dropping her piece of toast back to her plate. "Aughh! Why is everything so mercenary!"

 

House refused to comment, possibly afraid to confirm that he enjoyed it that way, being the one with all of the money to keep the world turning in his favor. His eyes went to her kitchen sink and his dark irises seemed to catch the stray sunlight now too and glint strangely. "I see Bradberton is still a stickler when it comes to parting with his own money to fix things around his vanity project of a town...I like how you fixed it yourself, Stephanie."

 

Steph's eyes darted to the sink and remembered Tim's nudie mag, torn and used to plug it up and help dampen the sound of the leak. It was all a mess now, soaked and barely recognizable...but she still anxiously worried that House had been able to tell what it was and had enough time to form suspicions about where it had come from. Should she explain it? Try to grapple with some excuse he might easily see through? Steph thought of House's own instructions about dealing with such situations. "Thanks, a working woman can take care of herself," was all she replied, sipping her coffee and not weighing her reply down with anything unnecessary and likely to earn his doubt.

 

House smiled at her, proud in his own silent way and raised up his own cup, as if in cheer. "That's my ever efficient, Miss Calculations," he praised. Stephanie tried to stifle her own glow, just like the pulled curtains with the sunlight, but still a bit of it came through, a smile playing at her lips as she raised her own cup to meet his.

 

* * *

 

It was with a deep ache in her heart that Steph bid House goodbye about forty-five minutes later. With all seriousness, he insisted he had to leave and commented he shouldn't even have stayed as long as he had, a comment which softened her sadness with the hope he had lingered because he had simply longed for her company too.

 

"I'll be shipped off soon for Bradberton's tour...He still hasn't been honest about what the first stop will be...but you probably already know that, what with your sources," Steph teased.

 

House remained silent as he fixed the collar of his coat.

 

"And you'll be somewhere lurking in the shadows," the Nuka-Girl added with feigned boredom. "Maybe I'll see you at the airport."

 

Now House spoke, his tone somehow even more mechanical. "I don't enjoy flying...not really anyway. I force myself to, but it isn't exactly pleasant for me. I make rare exceptions...I'd much rather be in a rocket ship than in a jet plane...and even less a helicopter..."

 

Her heart fell at his words and Steph hated herself in an instant. She remembered that House had lost his parents in an autogyro accident. She should have considered that perhaps before she spoke. She went to apologize but something about the man's manner instantly stopped her. He was in no mood for apologies nor sympathy, but instead looked in a sudden hurry to be gone from the place where he had made such a vulnerable confession.

 

"As for leaving this building, I will take the passage I used to get here last night," he informed. "A car was instructed to wait."

 

Steph's momentary self hatred didn't last long as a worrisome thought suddenly occurred to her. "Um...about the secret passage...if you can get in here...can't someone else too?"

 

House stared at her, daring her to be more blunt.

 

"I mean, can't a stalker...or the killer?"

 

House refrained from rolling his eyes, which looked like it took a great deal of his strength and will. "My source assured me it was safe...infact, only he and Bradberton probably even remember it."

 

"Your source," Steph repeated, in no way comforted and then boldly asked "Was it Tim Wittingstone?" She couldn't tell him that if it was Wittingstone she had just as much to fear from him knowing about the secret tunnel as she did the previous Nuka-Girl's killer...she couldn't tell House that, but she could, at least, know if she had cause for concern.

 

"The technician?" House asked, his dark, heavy brows furrowing.

 

"Yes," Steph confirmed.

 

"No...I use the man on occassion but for nothing as important as this...why on earth would you think it was him?"

 

Feeling like she had just waltzed onto thin ice, Steph hurried to find an explanation that would not send her breaking through. "When we first met, he was quick to drop your name...that you got him the job...he seemed quite proud of it."

 

House seemed to buy it, although he looked incredibly annoyed, and Steph understood that House saw Wittingstone, not so much as a bear gone rabid, but an overgrown mosquito that kept buzzing in his ear. "I can assure you, I only gave him the job here to get him out of my way, Steph. He was always contacting me or telling everyone whom would listen that he was my nephew or some other such nonsense..."

 

"It isn't true?" Steph asked, her heart wanting to speed up to a stage where it stopped altogether.

 

"I suppose he offered you that same implausible tale too: his betrayed father and abandoned grandmother," House looked suddenly disappointed in her and Steph feared if this was how a morsel of his reproval felt now, even after the Dean Domino disaster, what his full anger would do to her.

 

"He might have...but, you have to admit, you do bear a resemblance."

 

House shook his head, close to saying something but biting his tongue so he could heavily edit it. "Although my remarkable intellect in a world where people are unable to follow through on a single synapse might be unique, alas the characteristics of my face are not. Look around Vegas, around this doomed planet, and you can find several people who could claim to share my blood. Money, power draws them all out like blood calls to sharks and if I paid heed to all of them, they wouldn't leave me a penny to the true House name."

 

"Why did you even give him this then?"

 

"He can prove useful to me...not all parasites can. And he came to me at a stage when I couldn't be bothered with dealing with him. I called in a favor with Bradberton and that was that. Problem solved."

 

Though, personally aware of the similarities between the techie and House and doubting the latter's surety in the baselessness of the younger man's claims because of it, Steph kept her mouth shut, wishing her problem with Wittingstone could be just as easily solved, but knowing it couldn't. "Who is your source?" she quickly asked instead, hoping to get House's mind back on the topic of the secret passage and not her current-worst-mistake.

 

"I can't tell you," House blocked. When he saw her dismayed reaction he added, "It's not because I don't trust you, I trust you more than Wittingstone, and even more than I trust the source in question, but it might make things more difficult for you. Stephanie, your responsibilities are already legion enough, please don't request that I add to them."

 

Having tendered it with acknowledgment of the load she was already bearing, Steph let it go, painfully aware that she had the added bonus of having her hands full trying to fix her mistake in judgement with Tim too.

 

"I guess this is goodbye," Steph commented, trying to sound as unaffected as House did by the fact, his eyes casually making sweeps around the room to ensure he hadn't left anything behind.

 

"It is...for now," House said, turning his gaze to her again.

 

He held out his hand, and though Steph offered her own, expecting him to shake it, he gave it a quick, chaste kiss instead. "It is always a pleasure, Stephanie," he said.

 

Uncomfortable with the wave of emotions she suffered, and aware that he meant it only to be a step higher than his usual civility as to breed a deeper connection between them and insure her loyalty, Steph made light of the remark, saying in return, "You look about as natural as you do in the newspaper photos when you say it...best you get back to your work."

 

Brown eyes lingered on blue and House merely nodded again before leaving. Steph watched him as he left, wanting to say something to make him turn back so she could see him one more time, but refusing to give in to the urge, choosing to bring the skin where she could still feel his kiss to her lips instead.

 

When she was certain she was alone, she went to the kitchen to clear away the table, ridding it of signs that she had not eaten alone.

 

Once she had finished, she turned to the paper, staring at the photograph House had loathed, before searching for the article which had delighted him so greatly.

 

She found it soon enough.

 

It was difficult to miss.

 

H&H TOOLS BECOMES A HOUSE OF CARDS AS IT SUPPOSEDLY BANISHES ALL TRAGIC THE GARNERING PLAYERS FROM THE COMPANY

 

The article described Anthony House's continued mental deterioration, just one more article in a string on them, all of which Steph had noticed but never collected the way she had the ones about his half brother. One line in particular caught her own attention, just as it probably had her now absent visitor.

 

No doubt the collapse of the company is a source of vindication and pleasure to Anthony House's rival and illegitimate half-brother, Robert, now rumored to be off on his honeymoon in Nassau.

 

The toast in Steph's stomach started to churn, the butter coming back up to her throat and now tasting doubly curdled. She grabbed the paper and stuffed it into the sink along with what remained of Tim Wittingstone's dirty little magazines, having had about enough of the House men as she could stomach.

 

A few minutes later, however, she emerged from her bedroom, dressed for the day and her breakfast having successfully settled. She walked to the sink, trying not to think too much and risked the scissors in her hands becoming rusty as she cut out Robert House's photograph from out of the flimsy newsprint Noisily opening the curtains wide, she left the damp, and gray image, to sit on the kitchen counter to dry in the now fully invited sunlight.

Notes:

Got this updated again! That's an accomplishment, if still lacking in so many ways to what I had hoped for. I wish I could update faster...this and Broke too! I also have a Phineas and Ferb fic I'm thinking about starting too, because it's really calling out to be written...The problem is things are still happening that are obstacles to either jump over or to sidestep.

I learned that a friend had died a few weeks back. That was so sad. She was far too young, younger than me even, by more than 10 years...I wish she was still here, I wish I would have done more, something to help change that specific chain of events. I wish the butterfly would have beat its wings just a second earlier or later. Her family love and miss her so much.

Then, shortly after I updated this story, my poor cat, Tim, was sick again. He was throwing up every 30 minutes and it happened during the weekend when the vets were closed. My poor sister and I were certain he was going to die. Honestly, it was unlike any other time he had been sick and we were helpless. I just kept praying to God for the strength to endure it, because my heart was breaking. Only...then it was a miracle. Tim got better. Inexplicably so. There had been all of these little signs the day before...I can't explain them. It was just like God and Jesus Christ were there with us and with Tim...so many of them. I always liked to call those God's thumbprints, like you're in the groove of them, but have to be paying attention to see them because you are too close. Only these were unmistakable, I couldn't help but see them. I learned afterwards that they are also known as God Winks. Well God was winking overtime, let me tell you...and then he helped Tim out. It was honestly a miracle, could not be anything else. Thank You, God and Jesus Christ!

So, I finally was able to work on this again when the elderly friend I help out sometimes, and helped out last year also, needed help again too. So that also took priority.

I had started this days ago but I kept getting interrupted...but today...HA...today I got the chance to finish it!

So there has been bad things, but there have been so many good things and blessings too. I thank God for them all and I thank Him for all of you out there still interested in this story. Thanks for reading and thanks for your patience! :D <3

Chapter 40: Many Fears to Bridge

Summary:

Stephanie leaves for the new Nuka-Cola tour.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Though she hadn't looked at it as much as a home, leaving her apartment at Bradberton still filled Steph with unexpected anxiety. There hadn't been much to pack, Huxley insisting that most of her wardrobe and needs would be met by the Nuka company itself, but still she had stressed over what to take and what to leave behind. It was probably all safer locked away at her apartment, Steph realized, especially after what had happened to the luggage she had brought with her to Massachusetts, which had vanished into thin air, but she wasn't sure she felt comfortable leaving it behind. The only solace was that she hadn't developed any strong attachment to anything...it was more the giver whom meant something to her than any particular piece of furniture.

 

Still, waiting outside for Peyton to arrive to take her to the airport, Steph kept looking back at the doorway, wondering if she was leaving anything important behind and if she'd ever see it again.

 

Rachel was about the only thing that mattered to her, however, and the woman instantly noticed her reluctance to go.

 

"Your mixing up your worries about the tour with leaving something behind," Rachel stated as she noticed her friend fidgeting with her hair. "Projection...I think that's what it's called."

 

"No, that's what they do at the theatre," Oswald joked earnestly, receiving his girlfriend's swift elbow to his stomach for the effort.

 

"Don't listen to him, he's insane. Believe me, you're projecting your anxiety on to your furniture," Rachel elaborated.

 

"Which is a horrible place to project it on to, what with all of the grooves and curves," Oswald continued undaunted. "You really need something flat, like a wall or a bedsheet."

 

"You're incorrigible," Rachel groaned as she rolled her eyes.

 

"And here I thought I was in Massachusetts," Oppenheimer stated thoughtfully, a hand going to his chin while surveying the area. "I must have taken a wrong turn at Albuquerque."

 

Despite his joking, in a few days, Oswald and Rachel wouldn't be in Bradberton either. They had made a plans to visit friends and family, something Rachel had seemed generally more excited about than Oswald the Outrageous.

 

When Rachel suddenly declared, "Oh, hey...you didn't forget anything but I did!" and ran back into the house, it had given Steph a few moments alone with the man, allowing her to take note of his general melancholia, a sadness which his humor had perhaps been intended to hide.

 

"You don't seem excited about leaving Bradberton?" Steph commented, catching the man's frown as he looked at the empty streets of a place he obviously considered home more than she did.

 

At first, he looked somewhat petulant that she had noticed his reservations about leaving, until he seemed to accept it as something that he couldn't get out of. Maybe he merely didn't want to undermine his feelings with a lie, Nuka-World and the Bradberton citizens being the only thing he seemed to care about at almost the same level as he did Rachel.

 

"I'm not in a way...I mean, it sounds strange maybe but...I consider the other Nuka-World employees, the Kiddie Kingdom crew, not just coworkers but my family," he finally confessed, his expression both stoic and emotional somehow. "I get nervous when we're separated, like I'm still responsible for them all and I spend half the time worried how they are or what they are doing. If Rachel wasn't there to tell me it would be okay, or that I'm being anal, or whatever she says to lift my spirits, I think I might honestly lose it..."

 

Steph wasn't sure what to say, suddenly aware once again that Oswald had a depth of honest human emotions that his bravado, brains and dry wit were often used to hide. She wished that House would be like that beneath everything...but she couldn't be sure. Was Vegas like the family he wished he'd had or his saving it just another business proposal to amuse him?

 

Ultimately, Steph wondered if she was family to Robert Edwin House or just an employee?

 

"There's nothing strange about that," Steph remarked, in such a way as to not make the man feel overly self conscious. "It's actually pretty nice...I lost my own family when I was fairly young...I know others whom did too...it's nice to have somewhere to belong."

 

The magician seemed to relax then, perhaps the old adage that misery loved company being true, and if not misery, at least, an inner loneliness, which one could never fully escape.

 

"I don't think you have long working plans to stay here, Steph, not in your grand scheme of things but..." Oswald began, his eyes on their apartment building instead of the woman he was addressing. "I wanted you to know that I truly consider you a part of that family too."

 

Stephanie was genuinely moved by the man's words. She nodded and smiled, from the same heart he had touched. "I'll definitely remember that," she told him.

 

Suddenly ignoring the brief time he had spent showing his humanity, Oswald Oppenheimer quickly stepped back behind their professional rivalry. "So...Ms. Nuka-Girl...care to tell me, the great Oswald the Outrageous, how you really perform those stunts so well? I'm certainly lacking in that one measley area and when we open again in spring it may be beneficial for me to hone my agility..."

 

Steph fixed him with her most wicked, in-jest glare. "Oh...I just single handedly scaled down the tallest building in Las Vegas." The woman flexed her right arm.

 

Oswald obviously believed she was joking, folding his own arms and giving her a playfully threatening sideways stare. "Ahhh...Well...I think Vegas is a little out of our way, but if Rachel and I get there, I'll give it some practice."

 

Steph laughed and shook her head, trying to imagine what House would think if he looked out a 38 window only to find a madman wearing a magician's cape climbing up his headquarter's wall.

 

Rachel soon appeared - interrupting the image - running down the few steps with something in her hand. "Here, I got this for you," her friend stated, handing out a small envelope.

 

"What is it?" Steph asked.

 

"Open it on the plane," Rachel instructed. "You can think of us then when you're flying away from Boston."

 

Steph saw how Oswald looked to the ground, his face a mask designed to hide how the comment affected him.

 

"Sure thing," Steph stated, placing the envelope into her purse. "But we'll all be back together soon enough. Planes aren't the only thing that flies: time does too."

 

As both women noticed Peyton's car pulling into Bradberton, Princess Cherry gave the Nuka-Girl a big, warm hug. "I'm going to miss you so much," Rachel stated. "The only thing making this better is you being happier, right? I'm not making that up."

 

"No, you're not making that up," Steph confirmed, aware her friend had sensed the change in her since House had reappeared in her life.

 

"Good," Watkins stated, letting Steph go. "Now, you go and see America before they blow it up."

 

"Not on my watch," Oswald delivered in his best showman's delivery, as Steph shook her head.

 

"Ready to go?" Peyton Huxley stated, pulling to a stop beside them and sticking his head out of a car window.

 

"Yes! Let's go see America!" Steph chanted, her gloved hand raised in the air and already waving goodbye to Rachel and Oswald.

 

* * *

 

The airport looked different when it was both day and dry. It was lightyears better than when she had first arrived there, and yet Steph felt a vague feeling of unease settling over her as she remembered her lost piece of luggage once again and how much that had unsettled her her first night there.

 

Peyton showed barely any memory or concern in regards to that, his mind more on getting her to where she needed safely and in one piece via the selected flight more than from any danger posed from some purported stalker.

 

"Basically, flying is more safe than most forms of travel, but with the world the way it is right now, the statistics are basically turned upside down," he informed, walking her to the terminal.

 

Stephanie thought of House and his own painful trauma with flying and how that made it unlikely he would be anywhere lurking in the airport to make sure her flight was safe. Still, her eyes lingered on the shadowed areas, looking for the hint of a familiar shoulder in its expensive suit or the gleam off of well polished shoes, only to see nothing, forcing her into having to act not disappointed.

 

"Your tickets are here and it's more likely than not that you'll see either Mr. Bradberton, myself or another associate sometime soon after you land. It may not be sudden, but the odds are good that it will be soon."

 

"Well, that's a relief," Steph sighed. "This is all new to me...it took me a while to get used to Nuka-World...now I have to deal with the whole country!"

 

Peyton feigned sympathy well enough, patting her shoulder and stuffing the tickets into her hands. "Now you keep an eye on that luggage," he said and offered her a surprisingly sly smile and wink before he left, proving he had remembered their first meeting more than he was letting on afterall.

 

Bradberton's best man might have thought he was being funny and invoking a familiarity between them, but all it succeeded in doing for Stephanie was stirring up the old worries and fears, memories of someone whom had selfish desires and had not wanted what was best for her, or even outright wanted to hurt her, watching her in secret. She rushed to the washroom immediately, just to sprinkle some cold water on her face, only to turn around and leave the place immediately after entering it, instantaneously aware that she wanted to be in a crowd and where she would easily be seen instead of isolating herself so dreadfully.

 

"You're just projecting," Steph said, trying to calm herself and leaning herself up against a wall near a plotted plant of some sort. "And, as Oswald would say, there isn't a good place for that here. Too many posters and paintings and...plants."

 

Still, by the time it had come to board the plane, she was holding herself back, staring at her ticket and lingering in the terminal by the window instead of making the next necessary step to begin her journey.

 

Was it too late now to call it all off, she wondered?

 

Probably.

 

Could she just disappear and hope and pray nobody, not House, not Bradberton nor the Nuka-Girl killer, ever found her again?

 

Looking up from the ticket with its date and destination seeming like an obituary more than some whirlwind tour, Steph raised her head, intending to catch sight of her reflection in the window and hopefully let the fear that was probably written all over her face convince her to escape while her life and will was still somewhat her own.

 

She saw herself, that she very well did.

 

All blue, wide eyed terror and a skin the shade to match her blonde, boldly cut hair. That normally should have been enough to make her turn around and run, aware she was about to step even more out of her element than anything else she had done during the last few life changing months. Now she would be going to various places around America, afterall, where security was always in question and with the responsibility of keeping Bud Askins interested always on her shoulders.

 

However, she did not only see herself staring back at her then.

 

From her place at the airport window, Stephanie could perfectly see the jet bridge leading to her waiting plane, the one she knew she should be on, just one more person amidst the crowd of other passengers, making their way to the waiting plane and then their ultimate shared destination. They were a moving kaleidoscope of color, those passengers, a diverse group that became one single moving force and yet one of them had broken free and stopped to linger at a window there too, just as Stephanie had, reflecting her current choice to stand peering out from it, searching for answers.

 

Maybe this passenger didn't need one, though. He knew all too well what she was thinking probably, his predictions always accurate, having calculated the feelings trying to propel her to leave and disobey all of his instructions, putting to waste all the work, time and money they had invested in all of this already.

 

Past her reflection, Steph saw the intense, dark eyes of Robert House boring into hers, his hands no doubt clasped behind his back as he stared at her, not so much in judgement, but in a rare sort of sympathetic contemplation. If there was any emotion in his gaze that harbored anything negative, it was not so much disapproval over her hesitation but disappointment, that he was depending on her to come to him and she had let him down by her decision not to bridge that distance.

 

Her heart in her throat, Steph blinked a few times after a lengthy stare, finding her eyes had become dry in the meantime and now frustratingly were blurred with tears, stealing the image of House from her.

 

Her legs moved without her volition then, propelling her forward to the start of the jet bridge, where she could see for herself if her vision of House was truth or fantasy. She stared down it, expecting to see House there now waiting still, but she only saw the now empty length of space leading to the plane itself instead.

 

"Ticket?" the attendant asked.

 

"I..." Steph mumbled.

 

"Do you have your ticket?" they asked again.

 

Knowing she needed to see the bridge for herself, Steph quickly handed it over before she lost her courage.

 

There was no sign of Robert House when she entered the bridge and began to walk down it. Infact, when she came to the place where he would have been standing, she couldn't even be certain that the angle would have allowed him to see her or for her to have seen him as she had...

 

Had it all been her mind playing tricks, just like Oswald did during any of his performances?

 

What had even made her think that House would be there...hadn't he told her that he loathed air travel? Had she become so infatuated that she believed he would conquer his own fears in order to either keep an eye on her or provide encouragement from the sidelines? She had become crazy, dependent, her mind willing to too easily see what she wanted and not what actually was.

 

Steph wiped her forehead, feeling dizzy and unsure.

 

However, if the hallucination had accomplished anything at all it was to remind her that the man she loved felt his own fears as well...he felt them and faced them, so determined of his goal that he would not let them defeat him.

 

In the spirit of her mentor, Stephanie began to walk closer to the plane instead of away from it, aware that she had not come this far only to turn back. The future was uncertain and unfamiliar but it wasn't unconquerable.

 

"Why, hello there," a familiar voice said as she reached her seat and Steph looked down to see Keith McKinney sitting there, smiling up at her. "Funny, meeting you here! We'll be sick of each other when this whole thing is over with, you know."

 

"Impossible," Steph stated, sitting down and smoothing out her skirt. Looking around the plane, however, she added, "Although, I am curious...where's your, ahem, better half."

 

"Gone on ahead, leaving me on my own and lonesome without her," McKinney feigned sorrow but it was obviously an act from a skilled performer. "But, not so lonely anymore...How fortuitous that my co-star will be my company!"

 

If the words had come from any other man so obviously relieved that their partner was absent, Steph would have become instantly alarmed but there was something about Keith that made her feel like the only thing he desired from her was companionship and a little chatter when the flight became too tedious.

 

"The fortune is all mine," Steph returned the compliment and they shared a few more pleasantries before the plane took off and Keith suddenly became obsessed with if he'd remembered to bring a keychain his friend, the previously mentioned Ezra, had given him, an item he supposedly viewed as his good luck charm and which he never flew without.

 

Reminded of Rachel's own parting gift, Steph found the envelope and opened it, smiling as she read the gift card which announced her friend had signed her up for a year's worth of the Boston Bugle, at her convenience, once the promotional tour had ended. On a separate note, Rachel had scribbled, "Now you don't have to wait for Oswald to finish the crosswords."

 

"Ah...there it is," Keith McKinney stated beside her, almost seeming to sink into his airplane seat in relief. His fingers clutched the item like a talisman, Steph unable to see the actual charm, it being buried in the man's palm.

 

Steph was wondering what it was of when a stewardess came and offered them both champagne, apparently having taken note of the famous actor's distress and believing it might calm him.

 

Keith turned his head and caught his new co-star staring at him in curiosity, instantly regaining his composure and sitting up in instant return to his more cowboy like strength . "I don't know why I was so worried..."

 

"I understand," Steph stated, handing him the champagne glass as she took her own. "It can be nerve wracking...and we each need our comforts."

 

"Still," Keith said, seeming more embarrassed than he should have. Suddenly he leaned over, dropping the shame to center on a piece of gossip he thought might possibly distract her from his loss of composure. "You know...I heard talk that Robert House himself might be on this flight...private cabin."

 

"Oh really?" Steph asked throughly distracted now, even more than McKinney ever could have hoped for.

 

The man nodded, "Yes...and if he's on this flight...given what happened and his tragic family history...well it must be safe...right?"

 

Steph smiled brightly at him, the stewardess having just finished filling her glass and taking away a bottle, which she now recognized as once having been found in House's own personal collection back at the 38.

 

"It must be very safe indeed," Steph remarked, her spirit having lifted just like the plane.

 

Keith smiled at her words, raising up his bubbling glass to her. "Cheers!" he happily stated.

 

"Cheers!" Steph returned joyfully, hitting her glass against his and noting how sweet the sound was 42000 feet above the ground.

Notes:

Well, I'm more or less on schedule here, which is good for me.

I'd like to take a moment to mention two irritating things I've found about becoming an aging fanfic writer.

First is that I keep forgetting major plot points and what I'm going to write next, unless I write it down quickly. I think that there is no way I will forget such-and-such a thing happening, or so-and-so saying or doing that, and then...poof! Twenty minutes later it's gone!

Secondly, my eyesight is going and I keep typing the wrong thing.

For example, I keep putting a space when I mean to hit the N. My depth perception is off. The most humorous thing about that, however, is when I go to type the word suit, which occurs often in this tale, and I type "shit" instead. I don't know how many times House was wearing a shit.

*shakes head*

Ah...getting older. It's an amazing and humbling experience.

That confessed, I'm shocked that I'm on Chapter 40 and I'm still on the Nuka-Girl segment of this story! Shouldn't I be at Vault Tec by now? For being as impatient of a person as I am, I must really be enjoying spinning this story, what with how I'm not rushing things but letting it proceed at its own pace and with various plot developments. That's probably frustrating, and I apologize, but maybe it's just another sign of maturing for me. I'm stopping to enjoy the scenery.

And, on that topic, I have to stop and thank you for joining me on my slow, languorous progress! Thank you so very much for staying with it! Slowly but surely we're getting it to where it needs to go, just like Steph at the end of this chapter! :D <3

Chapter 41: Different Taken Nicotine in Different Visited Stalls

Summary:

Steph arrives at her first destination on the Nuka-Cola tour with another of her nine lives feeling like it's been spent.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The plane landed in Houston about the time Steph was needing to stretch her feet and the bottle of champagne had been exhausted. Neither House, Bradberton or Huxley greeted those feet when they touched ground, but some other representative of Nuka-Cola, just as friendly and cooperative and probably with just as much corporate bloodshed on their hands. Luckily, Gilda wasn't there either and Keith and Steph were allowed to walk arm in arm through the airport without fear of her taking it the wrong way.

 

Steph spared a few glances around the terminal as both she and McKinney left with the representative but she saw no sign of her second shadow and tried to shift her disappointment from this fact to her responsibility as Nuka-Girl instead.

 

She'd never actually been to Texas before, despite having watched countless movies with House set there. Not that those were real, of course, probably only sets and Hollywood magic. The real deal was vast, intimidating, a place to make you feel small and even more inconsequential than you were. It was also hot. The scorching climate made Steph wonder why Bradberton had scheduled this to be the first stop on the tour and not reserved for a later time when winter was in full swing in places like New York and Chicago. Keith caught her having taken off her dress suite's blazer and pulling the shirt underneath it constantly back and forth to let some air in.

 

"I didn't account for the change in temperature either," he confessed. "I have pools under each armpit. But this happens often when you're a performer."

 

"How do you stand it?" Steph asked, fanning herself some more.

 

"Oh, every once in a while, I buy myself something nice with the money, I make."

 

She was on the verge of asking what that might be when the scenery outside of the window caught her eye more than the conversation. Talk could happen anytime, anywhere, afterall, but this was possibly a once in a lifetime thing, especially if what House predicted came true.

 

They used to have endless oil here, Steph thought staring out the window, coveted resources...but that was the past. What remained was the land, however, and it was majestic still, enough to steal away her breath as much as the heat. On the way to the hotel, the Nuka-Cola associate was giving what amounted to a tour, but it even became an endless drone, rattling on in the background; the area spoke for itself more than anything...it said it had been through so much already and would be through much again and yet it would remain.

 

"Finally," Keith stated as the limo pulled up to a large hotel that looked like it was embracing the down home picture of Texan charm while still screaming out to rich guests that it could very well provide all of the luxuries they expected from some place like Manhattan.

 

"Anything and everything you could ask for you will be able to find at The Algodon, plus you will find your fridges stocked well with all the refreshments you could need, care of Nuka-Cola and Mr. John-Caleb Bradberton himself, of course," the representative, a Ms. Bradley, stated.

 

"Well how about that," McKinney commented half sarcastically to his laughing co-star. "Now isn't that special. But, I guess you're used to all the free Nuka-Cola in the world, by now."

 

Steph smirked. "Hardly. We have to pay for it, like everyone else...at least, I did."

 

Showing them through the lobby of the Algodon, Bradley was quick to explain how the next few days were set to play out. "Mr. Bradberton has stated that we will receive the finished edited commercial by Friday. That same evening we will hold a special screening of it at the Majestic, preceded by a press conference..."

 

Steph looked around the lobby and down every corridor they passed, hoping to see some sign of House in the shadows...

 

"Until then, you can enjoy our fair city, the sights and sound and all of the local color..."

 

...but she saw nothing, only the other Algodon patrons, all wealthy and well dressed, in stark contrast to some of the people they had passed on the street while getting here.

 

"And then you will be swept away to your next stop on the promotional campaign. By then, the commercial will have begun to air and the buzz will be started."

 

"Nuka-Cola already has a buzz, that's what makes it so popular," Keith teased and Steph playfully elbowed him in the stomach.

 

Their rooms were across from each other, but there was still no sign of Gilda, which didn't seem to concern her partner. "She's off being Gilda," he stated after having unlocked the hotel room door. "She'll fly in like usual, when she feels like it...probably on Friday when that press conference and photo op is set to happen."

 

Walking into her own hotel room, Steph looked hopefully around, fooling herself into thinking that she might find House waiting for her, as she did one recent night in her apartment. All she found waiting, however, was the promised stocked fridge and a basket on her bed besides, filled with fruits and other items that were more healthy in nature than anything manufactured by the company she worked for. Attached was a note, no doubt, influenced by the Nuka-Girl bossman himself.

 

While I told them to stock the fridge, I recommend that you stick to refreshments that fall more in line with this. We can't have the Nuka-Girl losing her Nuka-Girl figure, now can we?

- Peyton Huxley

 

Steph rolled her eyes and then took an apple from out of the basket, giving it a loud and hearty crunch. As good as it tasted, and as healthy as it was, it didn't do her nearly as good as if it had been Robert House she was biting into.

 

* * *

 

The hotel had a large pool and Steph occupied herself lounging around it for most of the beginning of her stay in Texas. It was cool and pleasant, and she enjoyed still stealing glimpses into the dark areas surrounding it and wondering if House was lurking somewhere nearby. It seemed more his speed to hole up someplace lavish and comfortable like the Algodon instead of running about its rustic streets.

 

Unfortunately, Steph soon became bored of sipping coolers and dipping her toes in the water and took to actually venturing outside instead.

 

Texas was dusty, she soon learned.

 

Or maybe it was only the places she was visiting.

 

For one thing, she had always loved horses, ever since she had been a little girl. That had always partly been the allure to her of Cooper Howard, she realized now, the actor always filming with the beautiful Sugarfoot, whom was his personal horse besides.

 

She couldn't visit Texas without seeing a few horses in person, that would be a sin.

 

So exchanging her Nuka-Girl boots for a pair of cowboy boots instead - delivered to her doorstep courtesy of the Texan branch of the Nuka-Cola corporation - Steph was escorted to all of the major ranches in the vicinity. A few people seemed to notice her, possibly thanks to her hairstyle, which, though she had tried to slick back, the wind had blown back into the chaotic stylings of her galactic counterpart. But, in truth, despite the shallow recognition, it didn't affect the citizens much, their focus more on their jobs than the presence of some performer from up Massachusetts' way.

 

Steph saw her share of horses, for the most part unscathed, and had even ridden a few, a new experience she managed to pick up quickly thanks to her interest in it and her already built in physical confidence. It was great fun, and a respite from the weeks of worries at Nuka-World and what Tim Wittingstone might be thinking up now to try to screw her over, as per his threat.

 

What she enjoyed, as well, was when a cow hand showed her the way to lay a cube of sugar flat on her palm and let the horse, a pretty Palimino named Betsy, eat it straight from her hand. "Enjoy it Betsy," the woman stated affectionately. "You're the lucky one. I'm not allowed to have any."

 

As quickly as she was finished, the horse wanted another, and Steph easily complied, wishing that someone could teach her how to make House eat as eagerly from the palm of her hand.

 

She was wondering if she could convince Bradberton to introduce a horse to the act, maybe Nukatine the Nuka-Space-Mare or something along those lines to help advertise Nuka-Cola flavored cigarettes (although he'd probably want to paint the poor thing silver), when she heard the high yowling cry that could only be the sound of an animal in pain.

 

Leaving Betsy to finish the sugar cube on her own, Steph rushed towards the sound, letting her training guide her, only to find it coming from an empty stable stall where three ranch hands seemed to be standing over a small black shape lying still on the floor, like a small puddle of the oil which had supposedly vanished.

 

"I think that might have done it," one of the men was saying, a young cowboy whom was as tall and thin as he seemed short on intelligence. He turned and spit three times into the straw.

 

One of his friends, another man around the same age, but more plump and mean looking, kicked the pile and stated, "Naw, it has some life left in it."

 

"Let me get the pitchfork, see if it's done," another cowhand, a mixture of the previous men combined, said with a certain amount of delight as he went and grabbed one off of the wall.

 

"That's just a cat," Steph stated as the pile of darkness moved and opened a pair of frightened black eyes, which it used to stare at her wildly.

 

"Yes, ma'am, a black cat," the spitting man stated. "And those things are bad luck. Best to kill it and get it out of the horses way."

 

Although she loved horses as much as the next person, there was no way that Steph was prepared to let the men hurt a cat over some silly superstition such as bad luck. She rushed to the wounded and terrified creature holding it close to her chest. "You three idiots are more likely to hurt the horses than this cat," Steph stated, squatted on the stable floor and looking at then in disdain. She'd encountered countless gentlemen in Texas, including the man whom had shown her how to feed a horse the cube of sugar, but these ones had apparently been the few bad apples hiding in the cart. "You don't have to hurt it. Just send it off somewhere else."

 

After a pause, where the three men exchanged amused glances, the cowhand in the middle suddenly shoved the pitchfork unexpectedly into Stephanie's face, with a speed which caused her heart to freeze, similarly stopping the tool about an inch away from her right eye. Steph blinked and felt her eyelashes brush against the tine. "Why don't we just send you back off to Hollywood, missy," the man wielding the pitchfork said. "Unless, maybe you'd like the other end of this tool in your pretty little mouth, if'n you catch my drift." He then stroked it like he would a certain part of his anatomy and his friends laughed in that repellent mixture of cruelty and excitement only the worst human beings could achieve. 

 

Steph couldn't quite explain what came over her then...Rage, perhaps over feeling the animal shivering in her arms, the fear she felt over the pitchfork being shoved in her face like the man wished it was something else and more personal of his being...or maybe everything she was feeling was still sent over the edge by her nerves from the anxiety riddled state of the world and its prospective doom and months of not knowing what was happening with Robert Edwin House. None of it was helped by years of having felt alone and on her own to take care of herself, either, Steph understood, though it was something she was reluctant to acknowledge.

 

Whatever it was,  Steph suddenly grabbed the pitchfork with even faster speed than the man had used to turn it against her. Taking hold of the side of it, she pushed it forward so that the handle hit the man in the stomach, knocking the wind from him...and a little bit of whatever he had had for lunch too.

 

His friends looked on in shock, and then seemed to hold some misconception that their loyalty to him involved making her pay for the bit of violence. Both rushed at her, but setting the cat down, Steph was able to deliver a cowboy boot to each of their groins which she used the force then to help flip them over her head. She heard them hitting the stable wall behind her, as their friend still lay on the floor, lost in his own pain.

 

Then, without word, Stephanie swiftly picked up the kitty and left the stable, then the ranch.

 

"Come on Nicotine," she whispered into its ear, as the obviously male cat purred in either fear or contentment. "As the Nuka-Girl would say, time to blow this pop stand."

 

Stephanie walked to a nearby restaurant, which kicked her out and then called a cab for her, because they didn't allow cats but sympathized with her plight.

 

* * *

 

Steph had managed to smuggle the cat into her hotel room without being noticed. If he had been a dog, particularly a large breed like a Saint Bernard or even a Labrador she would have been doomed. Ironically, the black cat was lucky this time for what he was, although the poor thing was still somewhat frightened. The moment she put him on the suite floor, he ran away and went under her bed, despite having spent the whole cab ride purring in her arms.

 

Steph fell to all fours and looked under the bed. "Okay, Nicotine...I've got to go out tonight," she told him. "They're throwing this shindig I really don't want to go to...for this commercial I never planned on starring in. Then I'll be shipped off somewhere else tomorrow, I think...you can stay there tonight, I guess. hopefully housecleaning's already been...but I don't know what I will do with you after."

 

The cat just stared at her, leaving Steph feeling disoriented and upset over what had happened back at the ranch and nervous over what would happen at the press conference and premiere tonight. She'd never spoken to the media before only been spoken about. It was kind of a relief when Ms. Bradley showed up and handed her a few cue cards with the prewritten answers she was to give.

 

"What if they ask me something that isn't on here?" Steph asked, waving one card around.

 

"Trust me, they won't," Bradley had stated. "Mr. Bradberton has paid them too well to."

 

Steph appreciated it this time, although she wished she could give Bradberton's answers to Robert House to go over first.

 

* * *

 

As prophesied, Gilda had arrived just in time for the press junket. As Keith walked into the Majestic, the starlet was on his arm, all eyes on the camera and the same well practised smile on her face she wielded for her own acts of publicity.

 

Steph felt naked being on her own, dressed in a stylish dress of pink (once again provided by the company) but exposed to the numerous flashes of the camera's bulbs, which seemed to pry into her soul. She felt like she was redoing her first appearance as the Nuka-Girl but without the costume or budding confidence this time. She struggled to keep up the act that she knew what she was doing, only feeling like she managed to pull it off thanks to her time spent as Robert House's spy.

 

The conference went smoothly, as long as she stuck to the cards. She was asked about being the Nuka-Girl and filming her first commercial and what it was like to act alongside the famous Keith McKinney.

 

It was when she got to the scripted question of her love life that she suffered her first overwhelming bit of anxiety. She knew that she was expected to follow Bradberton's script but she also had to remember that Bud Askins might be watching and not to offend him in any way. So when the reporter asked, "Is there anyone special in your life?" and she was supposed to say, "No, I haven't met anyone yet," she knew that she couldn't say it. If she was fostering within Askins the idea that sparks were flying whenever they saw one another, that sort of reply would never do...but Bradberton obviously wanted her to remain the somewhat attainable and available dream girl to the masses.

 

What she ended up answering, after some thought, was a very careful, "Well, sometimes you just see that special someone in a crowd, and you know," which she presented with a wink and a beaming smile, hoping that Bradberton would realize that anyone harbouring a crush would take her words to mean them specifically.

 

That included Bud Askins.

 

And hopefully not the previous Nuka-Girl's murderer.

 

The crowd laughed, charmed,  and then it was time to enter the theater and screen the commercial.

 

Sitting there watching herself was surreal. Steph found it both humiliating and exhilarating to see herself on a humongous screen and at the same time it sent her back to her times sitting with House in their own makeshift theater. She wished he was somewhere behind her now, although in truth, he might have been, the theater as dark as it were.

 

However, when the lights went up, and she and Keith McKinney went to stand in front of the screen, all while the audience clapped and went wild, no matter how she tried to search the crowd for his face, Steph could never find the only audience member she wanted. When she took McKinney's hand and he raised it in the air between them, she had to once again put on an act, just one more in the long sequence of performances she was putting on, a sequence which never seemed to stop and likely never would.

 

* * *

 

"Brilliant, simply brilliant! The camera loves you, Keith!"

 

In the Algodon's restaurant, Gilda Broscoe was gushing over her husband and ignoring his costar completely, leaving the woman to feel even more like a third wheel after the premiere of the new Nuka-Cola commercial.

 

"When it wasn't drooling over Steph here," Keith remarked graciously.

 

Broscoe ignored the comment to sip on her wine.

 

"Well, I would say, if that's a sign of anything, we're going to be a hit," the man added, smiling across the table at Stephanie.

 

"I hope so," Steph commented.

 

"Waiter! Waiter!" Gilda cried, hailing down a waiter and holding up an almost empty bottle. "Bring us more of this, won't you? We're almost out."

 

"Speaking of which, I should pay my compliments to the ladies room," Steph announced, rising to her feet and pushing her chair back.

 

"We'll keep it warm," Keith stated.

 

Stephanie offered him a thankful smile and then walked away from the table, grateful for that fact just as equally.

 

She felt uncomfortable being around Gilda Broscoe again. It reminded her of the fantasy she had once harboured of kicking her off of Starport Nuka, which in turn made her relive the afternoon incident with the cat and the ranch hands. There was a side of herself she was encountering often lately, one that was like meeting a stranger whom had lived forever attached to her back...only now she had moved fast enough to finally see what she was always afraid might be there...

 

Entering the washroom, she was thankful to find it empty. A large plush circular ottoman was placed at its center (possibly hiding towels and toilet paper while offering a place to sit), the stalls to the left of the entrance and the sinks to the right. Steph went immediately to the latter. Turning on the cold water and running her hands under it, she cupped her palms, remembering the cubes of sugar lying their earlier, and splashed her face; drying it off with a towel placed to the side, she looked at the reflection of her right eye and remembered how she had almost lost it this afternoon. Her fingers were tenderly tracing it when she heard the sound of soft clapping echoing in the room. When she looked into the mirror, she found House now standing there behind her.

 

"Bravo Miss Calculations..." he applauded. "For the premiere of your new commercial. From what I saw it went over exceedingly well."

 

Steph spun quickly around to face him. "So you were there then."

 

He smiled smugly. "Just because you don't see me, it doesn't mean that I'm not there."

 

Steph smiled at him happily, it being a boost to her soul just to know that it had been like old times in the theater earlier that night.

 

"What I can't applaud so eagerly is your little performance at the ranch," he said as he remained standing rigidly by the ottoman.

 

To help assuage the guilt and embarrassment she was feeling, Steph took a step forward, trying to act defiant instead. "I'm not going to apologize for it."

 

House stared her down, but she didn't flinch nor apologize and eventually the tycoon pulled out his cigarette to help prove that time had not frozen afterall.

 

Casually he took one out and then, to Steph's surprise, he offered her one as well, one she took and allowed him to light for her.

 

"Luckily they won't press charges," he stated after enjoying the first inhale of the fresh and expensive cigarette. "Mostly because they don't want it to be known they were made fools of by a woman."

 

"Hmmm," Steph said, exhaling a breath of smoke. "Makes me tempted to take the blame then."

 

House looked at her as if she were a child misbehaving for attention. "Which you won't or else Bud Askins might see you as less appealing."

 

Steph rolled her eyes. Trying to appeal to Bud Askins was becoming a bigger drag than her cigarette.

 

"I think I might have made the wrong choice though," House stated with an emphasized sigh.

 

"With what?"

 

"Perhaps you would have made a better bodyguard for me than a spy, if you're defense of the cat was any example."

 

Stephanie smiled, having another go of the intoxicating nicotine.

 

"By the way, the cat has been taken from your room."

 

Steph's eyes widened. "Is Nicotine okay?" she asked, uncomfortable in how she didn't trust what the man had done with it.

 

"Nicotine?" the man raised an eyebrow.

 

"It's what I named the cat."

 

"He's perfectly fine. I just couldn't afford him being discovered. It was a boy, by the way, if you hadn't noticed. Luckily another thing Askins will never hear about...you sneaking stray males into your room."

 

Although she was unnerved remembering Tim Wittingstone, Steph smiled at her boss. "You're making jokes now."

 

Still smiling in his wonderfully irritating and condescending way, House went to take another puff of his cigarette and Stephanie noticed for the first time, something she hadn't before: the long line of blood going down the man's right hand.

 

"You're hurt!" she stated, her heart falling to pieces at the sight of him bleeding.

 

"Just a scratch," he stated, as if he'd been aware of it the whole time.

 

Dawning hit Steph, "You're the one who got the cat out of my room?"

 

"As if I would ever trust anybody else with the task," he replied, which made her heart ache even more.

 

Impulsively, Steph grabbed his hand to look at the wound, fresh blood oozing out, as she did. Nicotine had gotten him good it seemed. "Come here," she ordered, pulling him over to the sink.

 

"I should leave incase somebody..."

 

"That was a stray cat, remember?" Steph reminded him forcefully, placing his hand underneath the tap. "It might get infected."

 

He remained properly silent, the one seeming like he'd been chastised now, as she cleaned the wound with soap and washed it thoroughly out.

 

"How'd you get him out from under the bed, anyway?" she asked, genuinely curious.

 

"It wasn't too difficult. Like always I needed to know the right incentive to make the target do what I wanted. In this case, he was an alley cat, that meant tuna would be a delicacy to him: Expensive to him, cheap to me."

 

Steph thought of Robert House inside of her room, trying to lure the cat out with a tin of common fish and tried not to burst out laughing at how ridiculous it all was...a billionaire sneaking into the Nuka-Girl's room to intice a feline out from under her bed? "Serves you right in a way," she said, dabbing the wound dry now. "You're always sneaking into my room when I'm not there..."

 

"You would rather be there when I did?" House asked.

 

His words more than his tone made Steph raise her eyes and meet his as they stood over the sink, her hands still holding his. She didn't know what to say...that she would? That would be the truth, but what would that truth be worth to him and what would it cost her? She thought of them lying together in her bed back at Bradberton. That intimacy seemed like a dream she'd been allowed for one night, just like the opportunity to care for him now and feel his skin against hers.

 

"Yes, so then I can see what you're up to," she told him, their eyes still locked together in the looking glass.

 

The washroom was quiet and she realized she could feel his pulse now, still even and perfectly calm as her own was racing starkly in contrast.

 

She remembered when he first dyed her hair in the washroom at the 38 and his memory must have led him to that same place, though they were so physically distant from it now. "You're roots will start showing again...possibly by the next tour stop...Would you like me to take care of that for you again when we get there?"

 

So many questions to send her mind reeling. She was about to answer when she thought she heard footsteps approaching.

 

"Quick, into a stall!" Steph snapped in fear and she watched as he calmly turned and walked to the nearest one, but not without having held her gaze for half a second longer than he probably should have. The door was just closing on the stall when a woman walked through the door.

 

"Hey," she said when she saw her standing by the sink. "Ain't you the Nuka-Girl?"

 

Steph smiled, her heart pounding still and just relieved the sound she could so audibly hear wasn't bouncing off the amount of porcelain in the room as well. "Yes, I am."

 

"That's really something," the woman stated, before going towards a stall where the door was still open.

 

Steph walked into the last remaining one, waiting for the woman to be finished and leave. Thankfully, it didn't take long and she was able to abandon her own stall to find the washroom once again empty.

 

Slowly walking to House's stall, she knocked on the door, her knuckles making an almost musical sound. "The coast is clear."

 

The problem was so was the bathroom stall, it seemed.

 

After a few moments of nothing, Steph opened it to find House gone and no clear cut understanding of how he had managed it. It was, perhaps, a riddle for Oswald to help solve, but Steph knew it was one she couldn't even pose.

 

She went and washed her hands, regretfully without seeing House behind her this time. Then she dried them and dutifully went back to the table, where Keith asked her where she had been and Gilda went back to pretending that she wasn't even there at all.

Notes:

I gotta admit, I can't remember if I listed a different first destination on the tour already. I just wanted to show support for Texas and so I ended up choosing it. But if I mentioned some place else previously, just pretend there was an edited sentence that read "Bradberton changed the first tour stop at the last minute". Hopefully that will do it. I also had the three idiots Steph attacks already planned, without a set location, so that reflects in no way on your basic average Texan, only your basic average threat for Steph to take on to keep the plot interesting as we enter this stage of the story.

The cat was new however. I didn't know what was going to be in danger for Steph to protect. I decided on a cat at the last minute, because I love cats and thought that was something different.

This was updated after only a week, which I'm pretty happy about. I was able to help plump up the Heinz Doofenshmirtz/Candace Flynn "Phineas and Ferb" tag a little more and get this done besides. I have another Candoof fic in the work too. It always makes me sad when a couple with potential doesn't have a lot of AO3 works, so I'm tending to that this summer (which doesn't have 104 days to it). Don't worry, I'm still planning to update everything at the same time.

I probably should apologize if naming the cat Nicotine offends anyone. I can confess that I have never smoked a day in my life, despite growing up watching people smoke on a daily basis in many of the tv shows and films that I love. I can also confess that I did have a terrible crush on the cartoon character Lucky Luke in my youth, so I did eat countless Popeye and Chocolate cigarettes whilst pretending to be him. And I can also now admit that I'm fat :/ So make of that what you will.

Anyway, thank you for reading this story! It is rather long and does feature a nonexistent couple, so I don't expect much, but what I do receive is always greatly appreciated! :D <3

Chapter 42: You Rarely Seem to Get What You Truly Want for Christmas

Summary:

Steph spends Christmas in New York, juggling encounters with both Bud Askins and Robert House.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Following Texas there was a string of nearby stops on the Nuka-Cola tour, but Steph didn't see House during any one of them, much to her dismay. Yet, during this time, she never doubted once, nor failed to derive strength from the belief, that he was somewhere watching, even if only because she was his personal investment. Her eyes constantly went to the shadows, and she'd actually find herself smiling at them, something that didn't entirely go unnoticed.

 

Even surprisingly by Gilda herself.

 

"My goodness, for someone whom got the job the way you did," the actress commented once after a whirlwind jaunt through an airport in Kansas. "I'd think you'd be more likely to jump at shadows not seem like you want to jump into them instead!"

 

"Maybe she has a suitor hiding there," Keith stated with another one of his winks.

 

Gilda had fixed her husband with a cool glare, smoothing out her dress as she replied, "Really? There are other places where lovers hide...you know all about that, Keith, now don't you?"

 

Whatever she meant, it sure shut her husband up in a hurry, and Steph noticed him frowning for the rest of the ride to another hotel Bradberton had personally chosen.

 

Once there, once at any of them infact, the routine was basically the same as it had been in Houston, minus the big premiere, of course. The press conference remained, however, which soon became Steph's least favorite aspect of the tour. It was so boring to a degree, all of the questions always the same and each reporter acting like it was the first time they had ever been asked. At least, the monotony didn't pose any surprises, so she became comfortable during it, other than the fact it became tedious and like a chore. But that was what a job was like, she supposed. It was no different than when she had worked at the Sin-Gal, Steph, felt, though many would balk and disbelieve that being a stripper could ever be boring.

 

It was December by the time she even neared Massachusetts again, Bradberton having scheduled New York for the major appearance during that month. She supposed it coincided with Christmas and all of the glitter around the city, Rockefeller getting its tree and the commercial world going on as it always did around this time of year, raking in the dollars on products intended for future use, despite the talk of wars and the end of the world. And Bradberton was right there as always, having perfectly timed it so his latest ad campaign would help influence shoppers and remind them that what they really wanted was a case of Nuka-Cola under the tree.

 

Despite the materialism of her boss, Steph almost welcomed the cold, just as she felt nostalgic coming to New York at this time of year, memories of accompanying her grandfather and father on their business trips to the state flooding back, so warm and comfortable that there was no chance of her heart feeling like the rink by the grand and familiar (if always new every year) tree.

 

The Ritz hotel that Bradberton had booked them into was the best, and the visit there was to be an extended one, several conferences booked, as well as several appearances on talk shows and radio programs. Steph couldn't have been happier. Frankly, it was nice, for the season, to stay planted somewhere, even if there was still no time to grow roots, in imitation of that same Rockefeller tree, which had been deprived of its own.

 

Gilda and Keith were sharing a suite, one Broscoe declared to be the finest in the whole hotel, while Steph was perfectly pleased with her own, supposedly more modest one. Although, if this was modest, she wished her own upbringing, often described with the same adjective, would have featured the same features: queen size bed, luxurious bedding, plush towels, fully stocked fridge etc...etc...If her childhood and been like that, then maybe her father wouldn't have looked so tired and weary all of the time, and her grandfather wouldn't have needed to muse so often about how the past had been much better than what it was now.

 

To her surprise, and an even more surprising delight, Steph soon was made aware that Mr. Bradberton and Peyton Huxley had arrived and were staying at the Ritz too. She bumped into Peyton, whom she found herself hugging and actually being hugged back by, in the hallway.

 

"John-Caleb is just settling in to our suite," he told her like he and the boss were as much of a united couple as Keith and Gilda were, which Steph sometimes suspected they were. "I'm sure he'll be happy to see you when he's over his headache. Air travel does that to him."

 

"Oh, did you just fly in?" Steph inquired, aware she hadn't seen either man at any of the tour's previous stops.

 

"Yes, from California actually," he replied with a half sigh. "With a group of investors, new and old."

 

"And would any of those be from Vault-Tec," she casually asked, running her fingers through her hair.

 

"A few...Barb Howard is here, with her husband and their daughter. Bud Askins is here too...that might be another reason for JC's headache."

 

Steph tried to feign sympathy, but felt all of her senses on alert, aware now that House's prey was somewhere, presumably inside the same hotel. She understood suddenly what a doberman pinscher felt like at the leash of its master's hand, trained to go after or defend. The question now was if Robert House was somewhere stashed inside of the same hotel too? Knowing how he was keeping an eye on her, the answer could only be yes, especially if his informants had already relayed the information that Askins was in New York.

 

"I'm glad I bumped into you," Peyton stated, pulling out a few envelopes from the luggage by his feet. "These are yours, I believe."

 

Steph raised a dark eyebrow and read the first two envelope fronts, seeing addresses written down care of Bradberton but addressed to the Nuka-Girl.

 

"Fanmail," Peyton said, looking almost amused. "Most of them wind up at the park, but a few sneak in through John-Caleb, whom makes sure his mail is always redirected to him, wherever he might be."

 

"There are quite a few of them," Steph said, feeling they were heavy, and counting about ten.

 

"No doubt, Christmas cards. Greetings to the glamorous Nuka-Girl! The campaign probably doesn't help any. Expect an increase in, what shall we label it...public communication?"

 

Steph raised both eyebrows now, bewildered. She received a few pieces of fan mail here and there but nothing daunting. If these were all people writing to Bradberton, she was afraid how many more she would find waiting for her back in Massachusetts. Would her employer make her write back to each and every one? What would House suggest? Oh, that wasn't too difficult, considering he was a man more used to machines than people: he'd probably buy the autopen for her himself, more focused on her paying attention to one fan in particular, the same one whom had given Bradberton his headache.

 

"Gee, well, thank the boss for that," she kidded.

 

Peyton granted her with a closed mouth smile and patted her shoulder. "Always a pleasure seeing you, Steph," he said, and to his credit, Stephanie believed the sentiment was genuine.

 

She returned to her room, dreading the next appearance she was to make and placed the batch of "public communication" onto the first desk she encountered, in no real hurry to open it. She'd get to it when she got to it. Right now the thoughts of the letter writer's Nuka-Girl were lightyears away and in a different orbit. Bud Askins was somewhere in the same building and it was inevitable she would bump into him, just as she had with Huxley. And if Askins was closeby, that would mean that House was potentially even closer than he had been before too. No doubt, he'd be obsessed with her progress. Besides, there were keyholes for him to look through and walls to press his ear against, trying to discover the secrets kept, all so that he could use them to his advantage in the game he was playing.

 

Did that make him much difference from Tim Wittingstone she wondered? Probably not. However, she clung to the hope that House was being, at least, a smidgeon altruistic in his own grand design to save Vegas, as opposed to his potential nephew's solely selfish motivations.

 

Leaving the stack of fan mail behind, that was what Steph told herself anyway.

 

* * *

 

Another day, another appearance on yet another show, this one a morning deal, one where the writers thought it would be amusing to have Keith and her making some breakfast abomination that involved Nuka-Cola pancakes and sausages fried up in the stuff too. They'd had her flipping the pancakes herself, which, thanks to House's training alone, wound up back in the pan, right where they belonged, instead of flat on her face, or lost somewhere in the studio audience.

 

Now, thankfully, she was free for the day, and she used the opportunity to enjoy the city equally free from interference. She hoped it went better than her day at the ranch back in Houston, but thought it probably would since she was sticking to visiting the high end stores and finally spending some of her hard earned money. Not that there was much to buy, a few dresses and accessories. A bottle of perfume or two. What she regretted was that she didn't have more people to buy for. There it was Christmas, afterall, the time when you were supposed to go crazy overspending for those you loved. Instead, she only found herself buying a few things for Rachel and Oswald, not knowing what Peyton or Bradberton would like, and a little mortified at the prospect of giving them anything, only to have it looked at as inappropriate. She bought something for Keith, whom had become very dear to her, but nothing for Gilda whom would have thrown out anything she bought for her anyway.

 

It was only when she was passing by one little store, a glass focused dealer nestled in between two others, that she saw something in the window which caught her eyes and made her stop and look at it, her heart lifting as it did whenever you spotted the perfect something you cared for.

 

As she was leaning forward looking at it, she failed to see, reflected in the store window's glass before her, the approaching figure coming to stand behind her.

 

"Hello Stephanie," she heard a familiar voice say, even if it wasn't the one always at the top of her list that she wanted to hear. "I didn't know you'd be in New York."

 

Steph turned around and smiled, already aware that she would find none other than Bud Askins standing behind her. Now whether the man had truly not known, or if he was only pretending to, or the other highly probable possibility that Bradberton had mentioned it to him but he'd been so busy talking about himself he hadn't heard a word, Steph didn't know or need to know. The only thing her mind was alerting her to now was that this was her target, the responsibility House had entrusted her with, and it was time to add another performance to the day she had believed to have been cleared of them.

 

"Bud!" Steph said, smiling sunny sweet and batting her night mascara covered lashes. "You know how it is for the Nuka-Girl! A whirlwind of adventure and duty. And what about you? It's a far ways from California and so much colder too!"

 

Askins returned her smile. "A great deal warmer now that I've seen you."

 

It was a sweet sentiment and Stephanie accepted it with more gratitude than a mere act would suggest.

 

As if he was both proud of himself for the comment and also embarrassed, Askins moved to stand beside her, peering into the shop window now too. "See anything you like?" he asked.

 

She was so close to saying that she had, but only for a friend, when she realized that it would be the worst thing she could say. Instead, she moved her attention to something else, hoping that it would similarly distract Askins. "I quite like that figurine," she said, pointing at it with a gloved finger.

 

Askins moved in closer to the window to have a better look, the glass quickly fogging over from his breath. "What is that?" he asked. "Is it off of a poem or something?"

 

"A nursery rhyme: The Owl and the Pussycat," she answered, wondering what had happened to Nicotine after House had stolen him away from her room.

 

"The Owl and the Pussycat," Bud Askins repeated. "I knew I had heard about that somewhere before. How does it go? They sailed away in a beautiful sea green boat?"

 

Steph nodded, biting her tongue before she corrected the color; House wouldn't want her to make the man feel stupid. All she could think of to say was, "They took some honey, and plenty of money, Wrapped up in a five-pound note," then worrying it seemed too materialistic, another turn off, she stated, "It always sounded so romantic, the thought of them on a boat...a bird and a cat, star crossed lovers."

 

"You know, I never thought of it that way," the man said, casting another glance at the figurine. "So where are you staying, if I may be so bold to ask?"

 

"At the Ritz," she replied, surprised he didn't already know.

 

"I'm staying there too," he said with a large grin. "I'm here on Vault-Tec business, very hush hush. I'll be here till after Christmas some time." He looked at his watch then and frowned. "And where I should be now, I'm already late. Excuse me, Steph...I hate to leave like this but..."

 

"I understand," she said, waving her gloved hand. "Slaves to business we both currently are."

 

He looked at her as if he truly did wish he could stay and talk some more, but with a tip of his hat he turned and left, looking either at the store window as he passed it, or at his own reflection, Steph wasn't sure. She waited a few minutes until he was good and gone and then she snuck into the store, buying what had really caught her interest.

 

She doubted she'd get the chance to ever give it to the intended, but there was always chances for miracles.

 

It was Christmas afterall.

 

* * *

 

Evening time, the sun having set and the moon in the sky over New York City, Steph ventured out of the Ritz for the second time of the day. Seeing that moon, some more lines of the poem she had recited earlier in the day returned to her,

 

"And hand in hand, on the edge of the sand, They danced by the light of the moon, The moon, The moon, They danced by the light of the moon."

 

It hadn't been the moon which had drawn her out to see it, however, but rather the Christmas lights around the city and those strewn around the Rockefeller tree, especially, which had occupied her thoughts off and on since she'd first arrived in the city. If she didn't see it, especially at night, she'd feel like she missed something, and so she had left the hotel to regret one less thing in her travels once it was time to move on to the next tour spot.

 

At Rockefeller Celler, several skaters were on the rink, many of them school age, the younger accompanied by their parents. Some of the latter obviously were smiling and enjoying the time spent with their offspring, while others looked annoyed and as if their thoughts were elsewhere.

 

Sometime earlier, she'd caught sight of Cooper and Barb Howard and their little girl Janey going into the Ritz's elevator, Steph now remembered, and they had all seemed so happy together, a real family filled with true love for one another.

 

Would she ever have something like that? Would a world swiftly going to hell in a handbasket ever allow her to, Steph mused?

 

Not that it mattered much in the grand scheme of things, certainly not in Robert Edwin House's.

 

Children weren't really a priority or something she had given much thought to anyway, Steph accepted with a certain apathy. All she really wanted was Robert House now. And, if she could boldly ask for one more thing, maybe a black cat called Nicotine keeping the end of the bed warm at night.

 

She watched the children at play, lost in her thoughts, until a shadow fell over her back, similar to how Bud Askins' had earlier in the day.

 

"Hello. Aren't you the Nuka-Girl?" a voice inquired, the same voice she had been longing to hear for days now.

 

Steph turned around to find Robert House standing behind her again, the first time he had since the washroom at the Algodon.

 

"And you...you look only vaguely familiar," she teased, hitting him in the ego, where she knew it would hurt most.

 

He took it only as the tease it was intended to be, staring at her in bemusement more than genuine anger or irritation. In the light of his sudden, unscheduled appearance in her life, Steph reluctantly noticed how the lights around them now sparkled like stars which had fallen from the sky, whilst the star sitting atop the mammoth tree might as well have been the Christmas Star itself for how brightly it shone.

 

They stared in shared silence until House spoke, deciding to drop the ruse. "I think we can safely speak. The majority of those on the ice are children, their parents focus wrapped around them and those whom aren't probably too busy thinking of their mistresses or masters...and if not those, the huge decades long debt they will have to claw their way out of after one day is over and forgotten about."

 

"My, you're the cynical one, even at Christmas," Steph commented.

 

"I heard you met with Askins today," House barreled through without comment, stepping to the empty space beside her and leaning over the railing.

 

"I did."

 

"Did it go well?"

 

"I'd say so, but it was fast. He had places to be," she turned around to face the skaters once again, imitating the man's pose of leaning on the railing.

 

Their joined stance at the railing reminded her of when they had looked at the vast army of his securitrons together, back in the fortified manufacturing fortress like basement of the 38.

 

"Places to be just like I have," Steph eventually continued. "Bradberton has us working straight till Christmas. I think he's only giving us that day off, not because of the Savior, but because he can't stand the thought of having supper with Gilda Broscoe."

 

"There will always be moments in between where you and Askins can meet...like today."

 

"Brief encounters..."

 

"Which accumulate to a larger whole."

 

Silence settled over them as gently as a snowflake. Steph thought of the validity of his assessment, of how her brief interludes with him had equaled to a greater whole inside of her heart. If Bud Akins was feeling the same way whenever they met, their success was assured.

 

"What are you thinking?" House intruded, obviously noticing the longing clearly written on her face.

 

"I was just thinking that I wish I could go skating," she said, leaning even more over the railing now and staring at the ice below. "I haven't done it since I was a kid, so I'd probably be pretty rusty. I wish I could try it again, but not somewhere crowded like here, somewhere I wouldn't be laughed at."

 

House was back to some secretive assessment of what she had said, probably weighing its worth to him, calculating what, if anything, it had to do to with his grand plan to save Las Vegas. Then she realized that he was probably just as disrespectful to Christmas day as Bradberton was, even more so. Afterall, Robert House saw himself as the savior of the world not some poor Child born in a stable.

 

"A place where nobody would laugh," House mused after his internal configurations. "That might as well be the moon," he stated, nodding his chin to where it kept its watch over them in the heavens. "And then they would laugh at you for thinking you could go there."

 

His voice sounded strange and distant, as if he might as well have been there already.

 

"It was just a thought anyway," Steph sighed, feeling foolish now and unsure if he was mocking her.

 

After a more uncomfortable silence, Robert House suddenly stood, straightening the expensive pair of gloves over his fingers, he enigmatically remarked, "Any idea of worth starts off as a singular thought."

 

He didn't even bother to nod, but just turned and walked away, once again leaving Steph to struggle with her feelings and the way the man could leave her feeling satisfied and discontented all at once.

 

When she finally tired of struggling with her own analysis of how she felt, Steph returned to the Ritz, where she finally remembered the stack of fan mail. Languidly, she began to read them, without much else to do for the night, and perhaps egotistically wanting her own ego to be stroked for a change.

 

She should have realized she'd be punished for such a thing, Steph thought only moments later.

 

For a change that day, the third last envelope left her with no confusion over how she felt about it.

 

Opening it up, she found a simple card enclosed with nary a sentiment scribbled inside, the only thing it possessed being a photograph of a burning yule log on its cover. What sent a greater chill down her spine, however, were the two small items hidden away with the card, gone unnoticed she supposed by everyone except for she, whom had torn open the envelope to see if any other nasty surprises awaited her inside. She had little doubt that the items had come from the repair work done on the robots used in the RobCo Battlezone attraction at Nuka-World, the sender having collected them sometime before the park closed.

 

Stephanie stared at the screws lying on her palm and then clenched her fist round about them, feeling that though she couldn't bring herself to step on the rink at Rockefeller, she was standing on thin ice anyway.

 

* * *

 

The day before Christmas, first thing upon waking, Stephanie was startled when a rap came to the door and she found Peyton Huxley standing there, looking as nervous as if the baskets he used in his condolence packages had gone out of stock and weren't being backordered. "Mr. Bradberton wants to see you, right away," was all he could say and she found herself quickly bustled to his suite, where she found her boss waiting, a gray storm written all over his face. "You're free to have the day off," he announced. "All appearances have been cancelled."

 

"Really?" she asked, confused as well. She'd received countless memos about them and how important they were to the campaign, John-Caleb Bradberton seeing Christmas Eve as some sort of Holy Grail of advertising schematics.

 

He frowned at her in irritation, before angrily marching towards a small table and grabbing an envelope off from it. Still scowling at her, the Cola King deposited the contents of the envelope into his hand, Steph thinking back in fear the whole time about Tim Wittingstone's Christmas card and gift. 

 

There was nothing to fear, however, at least, nothing for her to.

 

It was just another one of the caps to Bradberton's own Nuka-Cola.

 

One presumably with a jewel on the other side.

 

Steph helplessly smiled, knowing what it meant and whom it had come from.

 

"He sent this too, the bastard," John-Caleb announced, holding up a sheet of paper of some sort, one which he grudgingly handed to her.

 

Now able to read it, Steph saw that it was a train ticket, one leaving the station in about two hours.

 

"I suppose he wants you on it," Bradberton remarked.

 

"I suppose so," she repeated.

 

"Well I hope it's going straight to hell," the man commented rather unseasonably, stuffing one last piece of paper from the envelope into his pocket.

 

* * *

 

She was dressed and ready, waiting at the station before noon, just like the ticket to Connecticut had instructed. Boarding the train, Steph was shown, not to a private compartment, as she had half expected, but to an average, run of the mill seat instead. It wasn't even by a window, she thought a little critically, perhaps, but was made aware of the reason for this when, along with some hot apple cider, she was given a napkin telling her to head to the caboose in five minutes, around the time her drink would be done.

 

Acting like she had to use the restroom, Steph made her way to the back of the train, needing to employ a little of her training again to actually reach the caboose, with a small jump that made her cling to the rail there as she momentarily lost her balance. She saw the headlines then: "NUKA-GIRL CAN'T SAVE HER OWN ASS AS LIFE IS DERAILED AFTER INEXPLICABLY FALLING FROM CABOOSE."

Regaining her composure, she entered the caboose to find House sitting there, lighting one of his cigarettes and looking at her as if he had been waiting the whole time.

 

"Take a seat," he motioned to the place on the bench next to where he was sitting and she joined him, placing her hands in the large muff she had brought, as he continued to enjoy the freshly lit cigarette.

 

The passage of a few minutes, was momentarily wracked with Steph nervously wondering if she should mention the unwanted Christmas card, until those concerns were soon brought to a swift end with a few horrible clanking sounds while Steph jostled in her seat. Blackmail, it seemed, had nothing on death.

 

"Did we crash?" she asked.

 

"If it had crashed we'd likely be dead, Peyton Huxley would tell you that," House said exhaling a cloud of smoke all while he remained perfectly calm. "That was the sound of the caboose being set loose."

 

Her eyelids raised in shock, Steph left behind her unmoved companion, running to the door to peer through the window and see the caboose they were in slowly grinding to a stop as the rest of the train went down the track ahead without them.

 

When they had stopped completely, and only then, did Robert House stand, shaking off some of the ash that had fallen on to his winter coat during the derailment.

 

"Shall we?" he asked, holding out a gloved hand. Stephanie's own gloved hand accepted it, not fully aware of what the man had planned, but having her suspicions.

 

He led her from the caboose, lifting her down and to the ground in one exhilarating motion. While her thoughts lingered on the touch, House's did not and he was soon leading her down a trail passed the train tracks.

 

"It's not long," he promised, taking her hand once and guiding her down a slope.

 

"It's long enough," she commented, almost slipping into his back.

 

A few paces away, Steph gasped as they came across an actual road. It wasn't that which had earned her shock, though, but the shining red sleigh waiting for them there. The dead giveaway that it was waiting for them, and not someone else, was the robot whom was holding the reigns to the horse attached to it, a robot which caused her to remember that ancient limo drive to the 38, the one after she had finally decided to accept House's offer.

 

As he passed the robot, House gave the metallic being's arm a pat and it was one of the most unaffected human moments she had ever witnessed from the man, once more displaying how much more comfortable he was around things that weren't human at all.

 

"Join me," Robert House instructed once he had settled in to the sleigh's back seating, patting the empty place beside him once more, just as he had done with the driver's arm.

 

Close to laughing out loud, Steph walked towards the sleigh and settled in beside the man, whom seized a brand new opportunity to light another cigarette to work on during the sleigh ride to wherever it was they were going.

 

They didn't actually talk much. The scenery had once again stolen her thoughts, as it had done back in Texas, but more than that, she didn't want to wreck the moment in any way. This was a small piece of stolen Heaven and if she said one word out of place it would be taken back.

 

So, instead, she tried to pretend she was more interested in the white slopes and green trees than the nearness of the man beside her, or how she was painfully aware of every one of his small movements, even each act of breathing.

 

She must have convinced House, for he only said a solitary thing during their ride and that was one prophetic and sad statement.

 

"It will be sad when all of this is gone."

 

Steph turned to look at him. His expression was inscrutable despite the content of his words. He might as well have been the robotic driver, which she still had no clue where it had actually been programmed to go. Was it as moved by the beauty of their surroundings? Probably not. But, then again, maybe neither was House and this bit of depressing observation his best attempt at small talk.

 

If it was, he had a lot to learn.

 

Before the robot pulled in the reigns and the sleigh ride was stopped, Steph looked towards House's side and saw what had always been their destination. Still, she was in shock as House helped her step out of the sleigh and walked her right up to the place.

 

"Who made a skating rink in the middle of nowhere?" she asked, finding it amusing but very impractical, including the little wooden bench with the pair of pretty skates resting on it.

 

"I did. For you," House answered from behind.

 

It shouldn't have shocked her, but it did.

 

Steph looked over her shoulder, unsure of how to express the gratitude she felt. Before she could say anything, however, the man stepped forward and reminded, "I told you that your wish is my command. You said you wished for this, did you not?"

 

Always surprised by his creativity, ingenuity and then his own frank impassivity, she shook her head and laughed. "First a theater now a skating rink...I wonder if I did ask for the moon, what would you do then?"

 

"I suppose I would have to find a way to bring it to you...or you to it."

 

Once again, she tried to pretend she wasn't affected by him, by words that could have meant nothing to him but meant everything to her. This time, she used the guise of going to the skates as a cover that her heart hadn't leapt right into space by his words, no matter how unromantic he had meant them.

 

Lacing up, Steph was now struck with a fear that she would step onto the ice and still manage to make a fool of herself; House was present, afterall, and a possible source of laughter. It occurred to her then that this was probably a more mortifying prospect than a whole crowd ridiculing her failure. Better to have a group of strangers think you were worthless than the one person in all of the world you wanted to see you as gold.

 

He was still standing there, silently watching, as she moved towards the start of the rink and she realized she could simply ask him to turn and look the other way. But wasn't that just as embarrassing as him watching her land right on her face, Steph reasoned? It would be a sign of weakness to him, a lack of confidence he would abhor and that may possibly make him wonder if she would bring that same liability to her seduction of Bud Askins as well. So she moved with uncertain footing towards the ice, placing the blade down on it with care. As she placed the other down too, she soon realized that, though she was rustier than the steel of the skate's new, sharp blades, it was something she hadn't wholly forgotten how to do. A few pushes and slides, and albeit she wouldn't win any reward, she was skating again, just as she had when she was a child.

 

And just like her father and grandfather then too, House was standing by the rink's side, watching every glide and tentative leap she made, without joining her.

 

"Come," she eventually offered, holding out her hands to him in invitation.

 

"I never learned," he said, not embarrassed by the fact, but not his usual proud self either. "There wasn't much need to in Vegas."

 

"Just slide on your shoes," she coaxed, moving an inch closer.

 

"Stephanie..."

 

"I really wish you would," she said, perhaps unfairly.

 

He seemed hesitant, but he did step on to the ice then, not a second passing from when she first requested it. Beaming enough to possibly melt the rink back into water, Steph grabbed House's hand, gently pulling him beside her.

 

"Don't resist so much," she instructed.

 

He only made a sound of irritation in reply.

 

"Just relax."

 

House honestly tried to, but he was so contraily rigid it was difficult. Steph felt as if she were pulling dead weight. "Can you help me a little maybe?"

 

"I'm afraid that I'll fall," he confessed, meeting her eyes in all seriousness.

 

"Well, just fall on me then," she offered herself upas a sacrifice. "I'm sure that your used to doing that sort of thing."

 

House stopped to glare at her in imitation of the ice beneath his feet.

 

However, then he did finally begin to test the ice out, sliding his shoes as he let her lead him and gaining some confidence. She reluctantly let go of his hand, skating around him a few times, and urging him to try it for himself. She tried to feign that she wasn't interested in the outcome, that she couldn't care less if he stood or fell, but her eyes always found their way back to him, making sure he was okay. He wasn't. Not completely, his moves jerky and that of a child learning.

 

When it began to snow, Steph's attention heightened, her senses on alert as she watched the man struggling amidst the army of snowflakes assaulting him.

 

It was then, like the mother House wanted her to play for Bud Askins, Steph went to him, grabbing both of his hands and facing him.

 

"W-wait," he protested, but Steph didn't heed his words, the one in control now and drunk on the fact.

 

She began to spin them both around, taking into consideration always that he was only in shoes - not even boots - while she was the one in the skates.

 

House, out of his element, suffered it, until he had had more than enough than he wanted to. He made a move to break free but that made him only lose his footing all the more. Steph watched as one of those same feet went up into the air, while the body it was attached to went to flip over entirely. Remembering her promise, but more than that, naturally wanting to go down with him, Steph intentionally lost her own balance, moving so that they landed on the ice at the same time, her muff placed as a cushion to soften House's landing, while her other hand was on his chest, ensuring he fell on his back.

 

They were together on the ice then, both of them lost in those few seconds that always followed a fall, that moment in time where you didn't quite know what had happened or who you were. When House turned to her, she honestly was afraid he might be angry, but instead she only saw his beloved smirk, the same one that she'd often thought of while in her Nuka-Land seclusion. Than the smirk turned into an outright smile, and then most amazingly, she heard Robert House actually laughing, a sound that sounded almost foreign, like a stranger in a strange land or someone from the moon actually having come down to visit earth. The longer he did it, however, the more disarmingly human it became and Steph found that she could do nothing but join him. Together they laughed in each other's arms, a sound that rang freely out in the middle of a snowy and winter's nowhere.

 

* * *

 

It was still snowing when they took the sleigh back, all the way, not to the train track, but to a small town called Cold Spring and Steph just sat back, enjoying the ride and the surroundings that accompanied it. She thought of House's previous comment and the stories flooding the paper about the heightening energy crisis and the threats of war and destruction coming in from all sides.

 

Did any of them really stand a chance? Other than the robot that was?

 

Cuddling in closer to her one, true boss - an act House seemed to permit and excuse as mere coldness, perhaps - a rephrasing of the poem she'd thought of only recently ran through Stephanie's soul, which made her feel both warm inside and cause a chill there as well, almost like a nuclear bomb going off.

 

"The billionaire and the showgirl went to ride in a beautiful sleigh of red,
For a moment or two, under a sky made of blue, they forgot they might both soon be dead..."

 

Her eyes went to the fresh cigarette in Robert House's hand, knowing that its time was numbered too as the ash gathered at its end and spelled out its downfall. Fast and certain came its condemnation as House threw it to his side, it having served its purpose and his use of it now over.

 

"It will be sad when all of this is gone," his words repeated inside of her mind as she watched the cigarette fall into the snow, dropping ash along the way like a snowflake, like some fallout from a damned future.

 

* * *

 

Though it was still a day before Christmas, Steph soon found that her gifts were all waiting to be unwrapped on its Eve and not actually on the day itself. Not that she was complaining. Instead of taking any train, or his sending her back on the bus by herself, the creator of RobCo had a car waiting there for them in Cold Spring and it was Robert House himself whom drove them back to New York City.

 

Even if he did have her sitting in the backseat.

 

During her moments of quiet reflection sitting there, the tinted windows making it hard to see outside, Steph realized something she hadn't before. Despite his claim that he had simply been fulfilling their contract, there was no cause for House to have done all that he had on the 24th instead of the 25th. She had told him she would be free on that day, why not do it then? He'd wasted one of his favors with Bradberton, afterall, and that constituted as some sort of sacrifice, which didn't need to be made.

 

The knowledge was making her glow inside, like a fire meant to save the body from freezing, and not the ominous one on Wittingstone's ill willed card. When House actually followed her back to her room at the Ritz - even if they wove through all the back corridors and up a fire escape or two to get there - she could feel the heat stealing over her body, and when he actually came inside with her, she was virtually on fire, wondering if the night would hold a bigger gift than the one she'd already been given.

 

If House had unhonorable intentions, however, he was going to make Steph wait for it, it seemed. Instead of heading to the bedroom, he simply retired to the hotel's equivalent of a living room, where he fixed himself a drink, asking if she minded first; she didn't, so he did and then he sat down in a chair, content to sip at it while staring at the fake fireplace and equally fake fire burning inside of it.

 

Steph went to it on instinct, placing herself on the floor in its way so he would be forced to look at her instead. To her delight, he didn't turn away but continued to stare.

 

"I enjoyed today," he eventually admitted, a drink in one hand, his cigarette in another.

 

"I did too," she commented, staring at him as she rested on the plush rug, her legs out before her and her arms resting back.

 

House continued to stare at her, the fire making his face look alternately cruel and caring. "It was almost like being momentarily trapped inside one of the snow globes I collect."

 

Precisely, Steph thought to the man's uncanny observation.

 

Seeing her opportunity, Steph bit her lower lip, then smiled and rose, going to a cupboard in the bedroom. She emerged with a brightly wrapped present in her hands, one topped off with a bow in almost the same shade as the sleigh that had been left behind in Cold Spring.

 

She handed it to House, kneeling before his chair while he looked at her first in question. "Open it," she murmured and then watched in anticipation as he smoothly began to undo the wrapping job she had so pristinely managed to pull off. In excitement, Steph devoured the sight of House unveiling his Christmas present, the very thing she had seen in the store window before Bud Askins had interrupted her.

 

House held it up, another snow globe to add to his already vast collection, this one capturing the image of a couple on a sleigh ride.

 

"I got it before I even knew about today," she commented, placing her hands gently on House's left knee and then resting her chin there as well.

 

More shadows danced on House's face, but his expression could not be construed as cruel in any way now, Steph thought, or at least she hoped.

 

"You gifted me with two, the real and the imitation," Robert House said. "Thank you. I will treasure both always."

 

More heat running down her spine, Steph rose fully to her knees then, a hand on each of the man's knees as her eyes kept locked with his. Her hands sensually slipped to the arms of the chair, trapping him in willing place as she dared to lean forward, closing the distance, boldly, between their lips.

 

Before they could touch, however, a knock came to the door, making Steph both stop and become suddenly aware of how well the man sitting before her had trained her to be cautious and on alert.

 

A second knocking came, one where Steph prayed she could leave the door unanswered and it would soon go away, letting her finally claim the last of the day's presents. When a third knocking came, House, whom had only once looked in the direction of the sound, met her moist eyes again and coolly instructed, "It would be best if you answer it."

 

Slowly, unwillingly, she rose to her feet, needing to tear away her fingers from the arm chair's rests, unaware they had been digging into them enough to leave imprints.

 

"Coming," she cried out, straightening her appearance before opening the door. "B-Bud," she stammered soon after, finding Bud Askins standing there with a bottle of champagne in one hand and a gift wrapped box in the other.

 

"Merry Christmas Eve!" he exclaimed. "I brought some champagne!"

 

Steph looked at the bottle, struggling not to turn around and glance in the direction of the living room, incase she gave away to Askins that he was not her first guest of the evening.

 

"I hope it's okay," he said, looking a little insecure now. "Bradberton told me you had the day off."

 

So Bradberton had, had he, Steph thought with a certain disappointment. She remembered the other sheet of paper inside of the Nuka-Cola creator's envelope. She also now realized why House had chosen today for his Christmas gift to her and not tomorrow.

 

He had known she would have other plans.

 

And if that had been House's own plans, she could do nothing else but acquiesce.

 

"Yes, it's wonderful, please come in," she motioned.

 

Bud smiled graciously and stepped into the hotel room. With very little fear, Steph led him to the living room, finding it empty now. Bud sat in the chair which only seconds before had been occupied and immediately commented, "Why, it's even warm!"

 

"It's the fire," Steph stated, fighting the dip in her mood and sitting on the floor where she had previously sat in far more exhilaration.

 

Bud looked outright excited by the whole situation, obviously aware of her being on the ground by his feet, whereas Steph felt only a mild ennui. There wasn't even a shred of wrapping paper left from the snow globe: Robert House moved fast, like a spider getting quickly out of sight from the fly. What did that make her, Steph wondered, the web?

 

"Here, you've been a good girl so I wanted to give this to you early," Bud said cheerfully, handing her the box.

 

Trying to smile in something that passed for enthusiasm, Steph thanked him and then tore into the package, although she still felt partly numb inside. When she finally had opened it, and was holding it in her own hands, she felt a slight stirring of something, maybe affection.

 

It was the Owl and the Pussycat figurine.

 

Catching sight of that one sincere look in her eyes, Askins leaned forward, repeating what it had probably taken him a very long time to remember.

 

"O lovely Pussy! O Pussy, my love, What a beautiful Pussy you are, You are, You are! What a beautiful Pussy you are!"

 

The verse finished, it was obvious he intended to close the distance.

 

As per her own bit of learned instruction, Steph let Bud Askins finally kiss her, her lips trying to leave the lasting impression that she cared, while her heart was lamenting the fact that it was a Vault-Tec product she was being gifted with this Christmas and not the desired one from RobCo. Nevertheless, she'd put her body into it, if not her heart. Afterall, she still longed to prove that she would not fail where the seduction of Bud Askins was concerned and, to her knowledge and perhaps concern, House might have been peering through a keyhole, or his ear pressed against the wall even now.

Notes:

Finally!

I don't know if anyone will remember this, but this chapter is what I was referring to back in Chapter 31's note when I said,

"Actually, I was supposed to have made it to a farther on chapter by now, one with House, that included much snow. It was a reason why I stopped updating "Broke" so I could make it to that chapter by Christmas. I failed horribly."

So I finally achieved it! Yes, only 7 months and 4 days later, I'm finally where I'm supposed to be.

...

Um, maybe that's not something to brag about.

But I am here, at least and that's something. Plus, I've had this in my head since much longer, like we're talking maybe September 2024, so it's good to finally set it free.

I actually made it a point to try to get this puppy done by Christmas in July, which my sis and I have been celebrating for 3 years now. See, we're Canadian and don't have heat, besides one little space heater. To cook, we have to turn that off, which we are never in a hurry to do in December. So that means we generally have lousy and cold Christmas meals. Incase you didn't know, cold can zap flavor. So we decided to celebrate Christmas in July so that we can watch Christmas stuff and have a hot, flavorful, typical Christmas meal. Plus, one of our kitties has anal issues every winter, so it's always not a pleasant time of year, winter, although it used to be my favorite season.

This Christmas in July is even extra special because our cat Tim is alive after being very sick a few weeks ago and us being afraid he wouldn't be here for it this year. So, thank You, God, major celebrating this year!

Which also includes getting this done. Thank You, God, for that too. Having not finished it for Christmas in December, I made Christmas in July my goal. But that meant me having to work on it almost nonstop. I got to the point where I felt like I was just ushering poor Steph and House to point A, B, C and D to make it in time: Go to hotel, go to store, go to Rockefeller Centre, get on train, go to rink, go back to hotel...If you're familiar with the film Groundhog Day, it was like when Phil has experienced the same date with Rita and reaches the stage where he's just desperately/frantically doing the same steps to try to make it to the next one. I didn't write this over and over again but that rush to get where I needed to be was definitely there. I hope it didn't suffer for that.

Another thing about this chapter, which I almost forgot to mention...It is extremely long. There were several instances which would have made perfect cut off points but I kept going, because I wanted to reach the designated place, which was Christmas Eve, especially when Bud Askins came to the door and the present Steph really wanted was exchanged with the one she didn't.

But, all in all, I came up with stuff for this chapter now, all these months later, that I wouldn't have even thought of 7 months and 4 days ago. I really like the new additions. So I think God does have everything set at a certain time and it's probably best sometimes to let things play out as they will, instead of hurryng them along

...

Which might clash with what I said previously about barrelling through it.

Still, I wouldn't want to have waited until Christmas to write this chapter. Sticking Steph on this Nuka-Cola tour for that many months would make her and the readers really feel like they were stuck in Groundhog Day! And she's got other places to be and stuff to do.

But, anyway, thanks for reading and listening to my rambles. I appreciate the gift of your time, that is the best Christmas in July present anyone could give me! :D <3

Chapter 43: A Countdown to Both New Things and the Same Old

Summary:

Bradberton requests a new and dangerous stunt of his new Nuka-Girl.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Steph spent most of Christmas day in bed with Bud Askins, which was not her idea of a holiday treat nor the perfect holiday affair. If anything, the sex was short, at least, which she was grateful for; it was the stories he told which lasted too long, dragging on and on with neither a hint of a purpose nor a noteworthy punchline. She tried her best to listen to them all, and smile at the appropriate places; she even tried to offer up some occasional sound of amazed delight, but nothing, no lessons that House had taught her during those weeks at the Lucky 38, had quite prepared her for the sheer boredom of having to feign interest in a one-sided conversation that was bringing her almost to tears.

 

She had hoped, when the man ordered up an extra large dinner for them both, that he might stop long enough to eat it. However, he had discovered sometime during his seemingly inane existence that it was quite possible to do two things at once (in this case talk and eat) and so Steph soon discovered that he could do two other things on top of that too: make her brain feel like it was swiftly losing cells and also cover her face and chest in specks of food besides. Eventually, her own discovery was that when one chewed their hearing was effected and so she had taken to eaten constantly while he babbled, the crunchier the item the better. If she put on extra weight this holiday season and couldn't get back into the Nuka-Girl suit, Steph understood it would be for this reason alone instead of outright gluttony.

 

When she felt too full to eat another bite, which unfortunately happened all too soon, she just sat there, entertaining the hope that with all of his talking and eating, Askins might actually choke and she would be saved from both the stories and the sex he might be hoping for after it too.

 

Maybe she was being too harsh, Steph chastised herself during those few moments of reprieve, like when Askins needed to use the bathroom. He could be incredibly considerate on occasion, and the Christmas present had been thoughtful. He was also a whole lot more transparent in his thoughts and deeds than Robert House. But when what you woke up to on Christmas morning wasn't what you had hoped Santa would bring you, disappointment would inevitably follow, be suffered and then endured. Unfortunately, that usually manifested in a certain internalized rancour within her mind. At least, she wasn't envisioning throwing him out of her Plaza suite's window, Steph consoled herself.

 

She could also comfort herself with the fact that what she was doing would make House proud of her. Every second she suffered was one which would hopefully bring her closer to Vault-Tec, and the fulfillment of her boss' desire to find out what they were secretly doing over there.

 

Although, if she were allowed any honesty towards her own feelings about the subject, Steph understood that the prospect of leaving Nuka-World, her friends there, and an actual job she enjoyed, to work under Bud Askins, pushing vaults on the population, wasn't exactly a big thrill. Though Bradberton was a taskmaster, and not overtly as amiable as Bud, she still desired having him as her employer more than Bud. Bradberton might wither you with a glance, but it was a quick way to go: she had the fear that Bud Askins would likely kill her with kindness and it would be a very slow and painful death.

 

Boxing Day found another blessing unboxed for her, however, when Bud regretfully informed her that he needed to be back at the Vault-Tec main California office by New Year's and so their time together in this Old Year was dwindling along with its days.

 

"I really hate to leave you alone," Bud stated, kissing her forehead and rubbing her naked arms, whilst they lay in the bed they'd rarely left except when Room Service called. "If I could, I would take you all the way to California with me, show you off to my friends, but Bradberton said he has some big promotional gimmick planned for you on the 31st, and I don't have one of those Cappy things to help make him change his mind."

 

Steph offered a false frown in regret when all she could think of was thank God for no favors, this time.

 

She'd sent Bud Askins off at the airport, them ducking away from the crowds and paparazzi, lest Bradberton hear of it and dole out his own brand of punishment. They'd even shared a tender kiss before Bud had boarded the plane, but when his plane took off, Steph felt her own spirits soaring along with it, because now she was free once again and would hopefully be paid another visit from House, one where she could give him a year end report and describe how well things were going to plan and how hopefully soon she wouldn't be pushing cola in Massachusetts but vaults instead up the Cali-forn-ee-I-way.

 

Unfortunately, it wasn't House she soon encountered after Akins departed but Peyton Huxley again, whom swiftly dragged her away to meet with his boss man for the second time in so many days.

 

"Now that Christmas is over with," John-Caleb stated, pouring himself what looked like a health tonic, as Huxley stood behind the couch in the Cola King's suite, "we can now turn our minds to New Year's. I have the most wonderful promotional stunt planned at Times Square. We're checking out of here today, infact, and heading over to the Hotel Riu Plaza, which is closer and hopefully will be more helpful in getting you acquainted with the layout. There will be no time to practice, they aren't letting us endanger their tradition, no matter how much I offered to pay them. It's a do or die situation, with only one shot at the whole thing."

 

"Do or die?" Steph repeated. "I'm not sure I like the sounds of that..."

 

"I'm being overdramatic," Bradberton snorted before swigging his drink. "You have nothing to fear..."

 

"If you don't mind, I'll be the judge of my panic levels, care to tell me what you're going to have me do this time?"

 

John-Caleb slammed his glass down on to the wooden table, no doubt leaving a dint that would remain there long after they had all checked out. "I want you to slide down the One Times Square building, where they drop the ball every New Year's Eve. Then, on a raised platform, amongst the crowd, I want McKinney to lasso you, in imitation of our ad. Right when it hits midnight, I intend for you both to kiss, in another imitation of the commercial, ringing in the New Year by bashing our product placement into everyone's memory."

 

"An absolutely marvelous idea!" Peyton began to clap with the same enthusiasm Stephanie had now seen firsthand bestowed upon movie stars such as Keith McKinney and Gilda Broscoe.

 

Steph cleared her throat and sat forward, demurely and ever lady like. "It sounds pitch perfect," she complimented, "but there is one small problem, besides the risk of me breaking my neck, that is: wouldn't Gilda object to her husband kissing me and not her when the year changes?"

 

"Well," Bradberton remarked, "we could ask Broscoe, herself, except she's no longer here; she's gone back to Hollywood to try to sleep her way in to the next big budget production. I don't think she has any right objecting to her lover's own set of professional obligations with that tidbit in mind, do you?"

 

Steph sighed and leaned back on the couch, as her employer took hold of his health tonic again, rather smugly. She guessed that settled that then: come New Year's Eve, she didn't have to worry about kissing Askins but it still wouldn't be Robert House's lips against her own either.

 

To help cover up her disappointment, and avoid the way Bradberton was scrutinizing her from over his glass, she gave up a seemingly believable excuse, "I'm sad to go...I was kind of hoping to bump into Cooper Howard before we left."

 

Bradberton smirked, his eyebrows forming thick storm clouds over his brow. "Yes. I'm sure that's who you were really hoping to bump this New Year," he commented with clear contradiction.

 

He then returned his glass to the table, empty now except for the cubes of ice, one of which Stephanie felt had slid down her back, making her shiver.

 

* * *

 

The move made to the Riu Plaza, Steph was given the opportunity to see the Times Ball in person, even if she wasn't allowed to actually touch it or its pole. She was also able to look down from the rooftop, at the height of One Times Square, and see what she was expected to handle before the ball made its own descent. If she hadn't single handedly scaled down the Lucky 38, a building about 3 times its size, and using only a whole slew of bedsheets to do it, she might have been going out of her mind in terror, but since she had the sort of practice even circus performers would envy, Steph wasn't freaking out about it too much. Her mind was still more focused on House and when she'd see him next.

 

He'd have to be proud of her...she'd offered herself to Askins and had him believing she was crazy for him, just as House had envisioned. Certainly even Gilda Broscoe, back in her natural habitat and sizing up a role, couldn't have put on a better show!

 

On the topic of Broscoe and performances, Steph did resent that she wasn't allowed a practice run of her drop preceding the Times Ball, not out of fear but out of a feeling of being ill respected. She half suspected, John-Caleb Bradberton had lied and he was the one unwilling to risk his spectacle being spoiled with any wise and necessary safety practices. Having gone through several Nuka-Girls, he might truly be seeing them as expendable now, and the previous one's death as good publicity, after all. Maybe he was partially hoping to ring in the New Year with a spectacular death that everyone would be talking about straight through to when Nuka-World reopened.

 

She was grateful that a certain nausea had swept over her at Askins leaving, and so she had shed any excess pounds she possibly could have put on Christmas day, at least.

 

While the scaling of the building was prohibited, Bradberton had set up ample enough sessions for McKinney to further perfect his lassoing of her and the following kiss, if she managed to make it down to the platform in one piece, that was. If someone had told her that one day she would be in such a romantic situation with a Hollywood heartthrob and find herself as jaded by the whole thing as she did seducing ass-kissing corporate executives, she would have believed them to be out of their mind crazy and due a long stay at the closest sanitarium. It would have been the perfect laughable thing Robert House would have predicted, one of his many zany sounding calculations, and yet it was completely, wretchedly true. She was as tired of kissing Keith McKinney as he seemed to be sick of kissing her, and both of them had long ago figured out that fantasizing they were kissing someone they truly wanted instead was as much of an illusion as the ad campaign they were on.

 

"Hopefully, the crowd will be so sloshed outside of their partying minds, they won't give a damn," Keith remarked. "I wish I could be."

 

Steph threw him a playfully offended glance, and he excused it away with a wave and a grimace. "Not because of you, dear, because of how this all reeks of manipulative commercialism: watch two public personas kiss for the New Year and then go out and buy Bradberton's crummy cola. As if drinking that stuff can get you anything but an early grave."

 

Sensing the man's mood had soured like a pissed-off lemon since she's last seen him, Steph solicited her always available ear. "Look, if you ever need to talk, come up and see me," she offered, putting an arm around his shoulder and resting her head on the other as well. After a few seconds, where he said nothing, she quickly fished inside of her purse. "Management gave me two keys to my room," she said, handing him the other. "You know, just incase I had...how did they discretely word it? Oh yeah, 'a beau.' I guess, that's common practice on New Year's."

 

McKinney looked hesitant at first, but then accepted the key with a certain hunger that frightened her a little. Steph had never gotten off of her co-star that he was interested in her, and their woeful kiss certainly strengthened that, but maybe he was more into the violence of outright sex, as many patrons of the strip clubs were. If that were the case, she really hoped that House would be watching from the shadows somewhere close enough to hear her cry out for him if she needed. She liked Keith, but liking didn't mean you truly knew someone.

 

It only meant they were likely to disappoint you even more.

 

* * *

 

New Year's Eve arrived with more outright celebration than Steph feared was warranted. There all the papers were declaring war was imminent, it being only a question of years now or decades, and people were adorning party clothes or whipping out noisemakers and generally laughing into each other's faces. Maybe they just wanted to go out with a bang not a whimper, she told herself, but she doubted it. The citizens and guests to New York looked like they were willfully ignorant. Or hadn't seen those morning papers at all.

 

That was a luxury, however, Stephanie was not to be afforded.

 

"What's this?" John-Caleb Bradberton demanded, throwing an opened paper onto her lap, while they drove to Times Square in his limo.

 

She picked up the paper, looking at the sort of gossip column she used to search out in dread back in his namesake community. To her surprise, it wasn't an article about House and Jane, this time, but rather one featuring a photograph of her and Bud Askins standing outside of the glass specialty store on 5th Avenue.

 

Underneath it was a brief snippet that read:

 

"The elves on the shelves all the way in the shops of New York City, reported back to this snoopy columnist's ears that a certain famous Nuka-Girl was seen looking very cozy with a very important, handsome and debonair Vault-Tec Executive over the holiday. Let's hope they weren't being too naughty over the season! Although, they look so good together, and the Nuka-Girl looks so very much in love, it will be hard for Santa to put them on any list besides the end of the year best dressed one and the upcoming list of couples to keep an eye on during the New Year!

 

Steph read the article a second time, being even more convinced of the inkling that had struck her the first: this was all House's doing. With his having confessed that he used his pull at the papers to print up those misleading articles about his own love life, it seemed like he was manipulating matters once again, but this time to help inflate Askins ego and influence him into further believing that Steph was a good fit for him, one which would make him both envied and admired the whole continent over. Afterall, "important" and "debonair" were pushing it a little, as was that bit about the best dressed list. But Bud would probably eat it all up. Infact, after listening to him all Christmas, she didn't doubt that he'd go right out and buy a 100 copies for himself, just to brag about the whole thing to the newsstand seller.

 

Bradberton, however, looked like bragging was the last thing on his mind.

 

"Did I not make it clear that the Nuka-Girl was to appear single at all times?"

 

"Yes," Stephanie replied, resenting the reprimand. "But I'm not the Nuka-Girl...I just make a living playing her."

 

"After someone died doing the same, may I remind you," the Nuka-Cola creator warned fairly ominously. "She is an image, a public image...and that same public doesn't always like that image to be tarnished, even a little..."

 

"What is that supposed to mean?" Steph inquired, dread mixed in with curiosity.

 

"It simply means that your predecessor might have been equally lax in upholding her image...and that might have upset a certain portion of her fans. You know the problems with leaks around Nuka-World. Well, shortly before her death, one might have gotten out that she had certain addictions...and not just to the product she helped peddle."

 

Drugs, Steph thought, remembering what Tim Wittingstone had divulged a lifetime ago during the hastily made mistake that was still haunting her.

 

"...the only people she'd lower herself to converse with were those whom could provide what she wanted, dig? Bradberton would have killed her himself if he'd known. He likes his employees, especially the high profile ones, lily white and with no secrets...kind of like you, sweetness."

 

But now Bradberton had revealed he knew about the last Nuka-Girl's habit before her death. Had he killed her? Nervously, another possibility came to her as well...Askins had sought out Bradberton's approval to spend Christmas with her...what if the Nuka-Girl's creator had concocted this whole publicity stunt to remove this blemished Nuka-Girl too, just as she had momentarily entertained a few days back?

 

After a duration of uncomfortable silence, Bradberton sighed, having apparently tried to guess where her mind was going or out of regret for his harshness. "I am happy with your performance, Stephanie. I would hate to lose you because of some ill advised romance with an idiot like Bud Askins...I'd rather it be to your boss...your real boss...but unfortunately we both know how unlikely that would be. The man you trust, I fear, is setting you up for a fall far more dangerous and grand than any I could put you at risk for. Think of that when you are climbing down One Times Square...you'll always return back to square one where men like him are concerned...I should know...I am one."

 

Feeling confused, Steph picked up the newspaper again and stared at the photograph. She wished it was of her and House instead, maybe that moment at Rockefeller Center, or perhaps when they had been lying on their backs on a sheet of glare ice out in the middle of nowhere. Then the column would have something to print that was the truth and not just the fabrication of the man she was truly in love with.

 

She stared at the paper and then tossed it to the side, turning to look out the window and not at Bradberton, whom had both given her hope and then poured cold water all over it too.

 

The limo came to a stop and Bradberton got out, slamming the door shut as he went to examine the surroundings and bark out orders of what was right and what was wrong about the platform and the screen, which would magnify the events that would happen for the most nearsighted attendee to see.

 

Steph soon joined him, climbing out of the backseat and leaving the paper behind on it. Let Bud Askins collect them, they meant nothing to her, the multitude burnt images of House having moved her more, though she was never standing by his side in a single one of them. As she stepped onto the Square, the morning sun of the last day of the year rudely getting in her eyes, she shielded her gaze with her hand. Only then did her eyes land on something new there, something that made her drop her hand and back away in shock. She was staring at herself...staring back at a giant version of herself. Sometime over night, a 50 foot billboard of her as the Nuka-Girl had been erected. There she was smiling at where tonight's revelers would be, the tip of her tongue at the corner of her mouth and looking like they were the thing she truly deemed as delicious.

 

"Zap That Thirst!" it read.

 

Staring at it, Steph shaded her eyes again, as if the whiteness of her painted-on smile was now what was blinding her.

 

Feeling as if things had suddenly become eerie and that she might swallow herself whole, Steph turned away and focused on One Times Square itself, the building that would either be another feather in her cap or the epitaph in her obituary.

 

Walking to the door, intending to pay the famous ball one last visit before showtime, Stephanie stopped as she saw something lying in wait at the foot of that door, itself. She walked towards it, slowly nearing the building she was entrusted to descend tonight only a few minutes before the partiers were to focus on the ball drop instead. A bouquet of long stemmed roses, a splash of hot blood in the New York winter chill, lay on the ground, perfectly placed for notice, but left ignored by the multitude of workers preparing the Square for the night's celebration. Steph scooped them up quickly, holding them to her heart in order to offer them some life saving heat.

 

Seeing the card attached, she truly believed that they would have come from Askins, but he was so blunt in his narcissism, so unable to not take every bow and credit, even those that did not belong to him, she knew that there was no other possibility for whom the roses had come from, especially since the note had been written on a patch of wrapping paper identical to that which she had gifted on Christmas Eve before Bud Askins had shown up at her door.

 

While the crowd makes its countdown, you'll still be the one I'm counting on, Stephanie.

 

To someone whom didn't know, the note could have easily come from Bradberton, no doubt what the writer had intended.

 

Smiling, Steph went to take a deeper breath of the roses, but her finger slipped and her thumb accidentally pricked one of the thorns, it managing to pierce through her seemingly strong glove. Holding it up to her eyes, Steph noted how perfectly the blood matched the color of the roses, a compliment to the man whom had chosen and left them for her, as if he understood the substance of that which ran through her veins, rushing both to and away from her heart.

 

"Beware," from over her shoulder, the perfect place to see both note and weeping wound, Bradberton's voice was suddenly heard, offering more of his cursed and unwanted observations. "There will always be more of that where he is concerned...too bad he can't bleed it himself...he bleeds only oil, I'm afraid, for it has more value to him and his precious Las Vegas."

Notes:

A very weird week. That's all I'm going to say. I am glad that I got this updated, though! Thank You, God!

Thank you for reading and for your support too! :D <3

Chapter 44: Dropping the Ball

Summary:

Mishaps abound at Bradberton's New Year's Eve stunt, and it's left to Stephanie to deal with them.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The roses, complete with their thorns, were the closest Steph came to seeing House before midnight. She kept hoping, but there was little hope to be had, not while she was positioned on the rooftop of One Times Square and felt like Rapunzel with cropped and stylized hair looking over the kingdom of New York City. From this vantage point she watched as the crowd gathered beneath a darkening sky and her only company was the ball hanging above her and the pair of binoculars that Bradberton had left her with.

 

"Consider them a belated Christmas gift...or bonus, whichever you prefer," he had said and though she couldn't tell if he was being sincere or not, she replied with all due sarcasm, "Gee, thank you so much."

 

"They are top of the line," he'd stated defensively, and then, "Plus, you can see the celebration from up here with them, and what your costar is doing down there; this whole thing depends on him too, although I fear the Nuka-Girl will unfairly carry most of it on her pretty shoulders this time around."

 

Something had been clear, despite referring to her in the third person: John-Caleb Bradberton was suddenly revealing a carefully hidden distrust in her costar, as if he had failed him in some undisclosed way.

 

With an hour before showtime, Bradberton's words weren't even her first indication that relations between Nuka-Cola Co. and Hollywood had suddenly soured.

 

When Peyton Huxley had paid a visit to the top of One Times Square three hours ago, all to deliver some information from a General Braxton which was deemed too sensitive to either wait or be delivered by phone, Steph had seen the opportunity to give the assistant the roses to place safely in her suite; there, they wouldn't freeze or be crushed, afterall. Unfortunately, having given Keith McKinney her other key, she'd been forced to give Peyton her own, with instructions that she'd retrieve it from him sometime after the stunt was over.

 

"You don't have the extra key? Who are you planning to have over? Bud Askins is no longer in town," Peyton had asked, thoroughly perplexed and seemingly knowledgable about the hotel's practice of handing out extra keys for clandestine meetings.

 

"I gave it to Keith, just incase he wants to talk, nothing else. He seems really depressed after Gilda left...moody...not like himself," she had responded.

 

Peyton had stared at her, went to speak, closed his mouth, repeated the cycle a few times and when she was on the verge of telling him to just spit it out already, he finally took of his glasses, and held them to his nose, while he pinched its bridge. "Stephanie...I'm not sure that was a wise idea...John-Caleb has already needed to reprimand Mr. McKinney on how he's been behaving...he's also scrutinizing how he makes use of his room at the Riu..."

 

"Okay...my mistake."

 

What did that mean exactly, though, Steph had wondered, curiosity getting the best of her to have actually asked it aloud, "So...he's been making a mess of his suites? All along the tour or just since Gilda's been gone."

 

Peyton had flinched, aware he'd already said too much and quickly trying to save himself. "It's not exactly like that...it's...and it definitely wasn't happening when Ms. Broscoe was here...I can assure you that."

 

Steph wanted more information but Huxley had quickly turned to his boss, whom was glaring at him from across the rooftop, possibly aware of what they were talking about. Of course, with Peyton knowing half of his boss's secrets, the Cola King could have believed his assistant was letting slip a number of any of his given secrets, potentially even one about his newest Nuka-Girl, as well. Whatever it had been, Peyton Huxley had suddenly found his lips frozen in the latest of late December chills and had just taken the flowers away without another word spoken, other than "Good luck," and a pat of her shoulder.

 

Now alone on the building's rooftop, save for the ball and its flagpole, Steph wondered once more what Peyton had meant. She also wondered how the hell she was supposed to get Bradberton's gift of the binoculars down from the rooftop when she had strict instructions that only the Nuka-Girl in all her galactic glory was supposed to be seen making the trip. The costume didn't exactly allow for hiding places, besides being damn cold up here during this time of season, as well as this time of the night. She comforted herself, that the roses were safe, at least, and meant far more to her. Let the pigeons enjoy John-Caleb Bradberton's Christmas bonus to her. House could probably make a better pair himself.

 

For now she could use them, however, before the signal was given and it was time to make her public descent. What else was there to do anyway?

 

The crowd was full and raucous, sending out the old year with much aplomb, style and intoxicating substances. Working their way amongst the revelers, she saw several "predators" as she chose to think of them now, selling either drugs or sex to any willing participant down below. The cops seemed to have turned a blind eye, letting the native New Yorkers and any visitors get the full onslaught of the city and its evening people, which involved the drug pushers, hustlers and prostitutes themselves. Rumor was that some precincts made a living becoming ignorant to such vices, if it padded their wallets fatly enough. Stephanie doubted Nick Valentine would ever be amongst their number, but there were very few men like him in the world. Wherever he was now, she hoped it was with his girlfriend and they'd be off celebrating somewhere quiet and romantic instead, like their bed back at home in Massachusetts. Best to steal every available opportunity to make love in a world swiftly heading for war.

 

Meanwhile, Steph was stories up on One Times Square, busily searching the faces of a sea full of strangers for any sign of the man whom had left her the roses. She couldn't see House in either crowd nor shadows, however, and chastised herself for believing for a second that she even might. He would no more be out on the cold, filthy street watching her than he'd have paid for a televised event depicting his Christmas skating present to her. Secrecy was his game, as was class, and though tonight was rife with tradition, it also seemed somewhat beneath him, his interest more in snow globes than the falling Times Square ball.

 

Steph knew she should probably just count herself lucky if he even watched it on a TV in his hotel room, be it at the Rui or the Ritz Carleton.

 

Still futilely searching her soon to be audience, hoping she didn't know it all, as surely as House thought he did, Stephanie was surprised when she saw not House lost amongst the throng of party goers but the other half of Bradberton's planned spectacle.

 

Through her binoculars, she saw Keith McKinney talking to a handsome bearded man in the crowd, the actor handing the other man a sheet of paper...

 

What was he doing there, Steph wondered? It was reckless! He was supposed to be waiting on the platform, preparing for the show they were about to put on, not conversing with strangers in the crowd! Worse, he was still wearing his space cowboy getup, which contrasted with the many tuxes and coats on display. It would inevitably spoil Bradberton's hope of startling the audience with their sudden intrusion on the celebration.

 

Who was the guy he was even talking to, Steph pondered, as well, her mind instantly going to the possibility of drugs, after her employer's words about the previous Nuka-Girl's own addiction. Was Keith an addict too? Was that what Bradberton had discovered him doing when Gilda Broscoe had gone back to the other coast? Was the bearded man feeding his habit now?

 

Watching Keith McKinney now stumbling his way to the platform, while the other man was still looking at the sheet of paper, Steph convinced herself that must be it. Within this conviction, a memory pushed its way to the forefront of her mind, just as Keith was equally, and perhaps a little recklessly, pushing the revelers out of his way to make it back to where he needed to be. She thought of the woman outside of the Italian restaurant Dean Domino had taken her to...the one whom had been ravaged by drugs and alcohol...the one whom had reminded her of her past coworker Miss Ann Thrope.

 

It was one of those unwanted thoughts that were akin to acid reflux: it came up like bile in your throat, burning you with its presence until you recklessly swallowed it again, making the whole thing linger longer than intended or wanted.

 

It was only the talk, back in Bradberton's limo about the dead Nuka-Girl, Steph tried to calm herself. She wouldn't be thinking of it now if it wasn't for that. Besides, House had assured her that Thrope was fine...better than fine. She had nothing to feel guilty about...besides, feeling guilty had no place up here, where feeling the rope was the only thing she should concern herself with.

 

Placing the binoculars down on the rooftop and not its edge, she couldn't risk something caused them to tip and possibly hitting her while on her way down, Stephanie finally put on her long black gloves, layering them with the powder that the stunt coordinators had instructed her to use for her descent, so the smooth, and slippery surface of her gloves wouldn't interfere with the rope.

 

Staring at that rope itself, and the long way down, Steph thought to herself that, while it may have beat House's bedsheets, it could never be as satisfying.

 

The signal given, the sound of the commercial now playing on the screen in Times Square, Steph stepped over the roof's ledge, beginning her climb down from One Times Square, only minutes before the old year died.

 

"Hope I don't go with it," she said to herself as she started to lower herself, aware that there was no safety net below, just one sullen and secretive cowboy.

 

"HEY, LOOK! THERE SHE IS! IT'S THE NUKA-GIRL!" someone in the crowd shouted and Stephanie had no real doubt that, given how drunk everyone had looked, the person was on Bradberton's payroll too, hired to purposely draw everyone's attention to her. She couldn't focus on them, though. What she needed was to retain her whole focus on the act itself.

 

She wielded a bright smile, spared a few waves to the crowd, and a few kisses too, and then continued the descent, trying to reach McKinney before midnight.

 

This was far different in a way from her escape from the 38, she soon realized. For one thing, this stunt had its audience, where that previous one she had been banking on nobody seeing her at all. Not only were the stars in the Heaven now watching her success, but a million star struck eyes down below too. It was her sole intent that she now put on as best a show for them as she could, and not necessarily for John-Caleb Bradberton, whom had suggested this bit of New Year's Eve folly, and left her in a dangerous predicament.

 

Even more dangerous than she could have predicted infact.

 

She was about halfway down, still trying to amuse those watching, when she heard the clanking sounds from above begin and the brief tug on the rope. Clutching to it in reflexive fear, Steph was certain she was about to fall, when something went falling past her instead, just three feet away from her head. She looked down, but failed in identifying it, the object moving too fast in the dark. If she had had her binoculars, maybe she could have seen it, but even then it would probably just be a darkened blur and nothing more. No sound coming from the crowd that someone had been hurt by the stupid thing, or that its presence was taken as anything but a part of the performance, Stephanie persevered as planned, hearing the crowd cheering, and aware that soon it would simply be a competition over whom they would be watching: the Times Square Ball or her bit of romantic pretend with Keith McKinney.

 

She could hear them begin to count down as she was close to the platform, the ball having started it's own journey.

 

10...

 

Time was fleet as her famous boots touched down...

 

9...

 

She turned to Keith McKinney, preparing to be lassoed...

 

8...

 

The lasso went up in the air, coming across to her where she stood...but it was dropping farther away then it should...

 

7...

 

He had fumbled the motion, obviously drunk and uncoordinated...It was up to Stephanie to move so she was under the loop as it fell...

 

6...

 

The Nuka-Girl ran and partially slid, so it fell perfectly around her body...

 

5...

 

She let him pull her in, hurrying it along with her force...

 

4...

 

McKinney miscalculated his strength and her momentum and accidentally pulled her right into his chest, causing him to exhale right into her face...

 

3...

 

Oh, how horribly it gave away the evidence of his inebriated state, Step smelling breath which reeked of the hardest most unforgiving alcohol...

 

2...

 

Stephanie tried not to gag at the smell as she turned to the crowd and shouted out "ZAP THAT THIRST!"

 

1...

 

McKinney was not moving in to kiss her, so she practically threw herself at him, greeting the New Year with a clumsy, wholly false display of affection, virtually a complete reenactment and reveal of how she really felt spending Christmas with Bud Askins.

 

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!" the crowd cried out happily, right before they partnered up to kiss each other too.

 

I hope they're doing it with someone they love, Steph thought dully,  her lips pressing against Keith McKinney's. I hope they aren't like me.

 

As if the noise had momentarily awakened him from his stupor, McKinney suddenly seemed to become aware of how bad his performance was, the wrong sort of stiffness for the moment, and he regrettably made up for it with a passion which came across more as violence. Suffering his kiss, Steph felt like the first few seconds of the New Year had become a decade in and unto themselves. Oh, how she wished it had been House she was kissing! Even his coldness was more welcomed than this, an act that actually made her pity Gilda Broscoe! 

 

I hope you're watching this on TV, Steph cursed Robert House, I hope you are watching and wishing it was you...

 

The kiss finally over after a few thousand blasts from several noisemakers, Steph was grateful until she realized Keith McKinney had accidentally cut her lip with his tooth during the fiasco. Now she had a torn lip to match her pricked thumb, and both were throbbing. She consoled herself with the belief that the moment had reached its pinnacle of trauma, and was now thankfully over, until she turned to look over her shoulder and saw what had fallen from the rooftop.

 

Her blood ran cold, in a way related to neither the night nor the season, as she looked upon the smashed remains of what the worthless thing was now and recognized it as the expensive gift it had once been.

 

At least she wouldn't have to worry about retrieving the binoculars from the rooftop, Stephanie realized. Somebody had been so very kind to already send them down.

Notes:

This was supposed to be longer, but a new development happened, which I thank God so very much for again, because I think it's necessary for future plot points. It helps to build on things I've had mapped out now for quite a while...

And which I so badly want to get to...

But I haven't yet.

And I'm impatient.

But one of the tenants of my faith is to let things happen as they will because there are oftentimes reasons for them and ultimately control (not self control, which is attainable though so very hard) is an illusion.

Like that plot development I was talking about. If I was allowed to control things, I would have overlooked that...and I'm grateful I didn't.

I also wanted to just get this updated because I have several more records to paint for a friend. Can't remember if I mentioned that under these notes or others, but I paint logos on vinyl for a friend and I have over 25 to do. So I need to try juggling that with my writing.

I'm up for the task though!

Thank you for being up to the task of either reading this long story or keeping with it! I thank you so much! :D <3

Chapter 45: The Other Ball Drops

Summary:

Stephanie's New Year encounter with House is one she did not expect.

Nor did she want.

Notes:

I'm aware that the Riu Plaza has no suites...but bear with me for this and imagine they do! I mean, if we can all imagine robots going around, hopefully a suite inside of a hotel that doesn't have them shouldn't be too difficult...

I hope anyway.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Times square was still alight - in more ways than one - when John-Caleb Bradberton's limo collected Steph and McKinney, the New Year now in full swing and no indication yet if any of the revelers would even remember the stunt the Cola King had staged. Waiting on the seat, was Steph's returned room key, while the male lead of the commercial had soon passed out in the back of the limo, content to snooze the time away during this short and equally staged journey, until it was deemed safe to go back to the Riu. Bradberton had explained it somewhat well, himself, earlier in the day:

 

"I don't want either of you heading directly to the hotel on foot. That's far too dangerous and beneath the stars of the latest Nuka-Cola commercial. We don't want the crowd seeing you as anything surface dwelling like them, afterall. I'll send my limo, it will whisk you both off, drive around the city for a bit, and then deposit you back at Times Square and the Riu. Meanwhile, in the backseat of the limo, change into your civilian garb. That will increase the chances of nobody recognizing you too."

 

Steph had wanted to point out that the paper had still recognized her well enough, standing outside of the glassware store, shooting the December breeze with Bud Askins. She also wished to remind her boss how demeaning it would be to have to change with McKinney in a still somewhat cramped space.

 

However, seeing as her costar was currently crumpled on the seat across from hers, snoring away and still in his cowboy garb, Steph gave Bradberton the credit of having a little foresight and began to undress and get changed, in no way feeling violated or her rights not respected. That didn't mean that she didn't curse her boss within her mind or glare at McKinney, for having let her so poorly down only moments before during their performance.

 

Although, maybe the latter was a little harsh, in light of current circumstances.

 

In a way, she should just be grateful he was unconscious, Steph realized.

 

It gave her some necessary time to think.

 

Ever since her eyes had recognized the smashed remnants of the binoculars, and her brain had started pumping out various scenarios, her thoughts had been racing, far faster than the limousine and its cautious, methodical pace. She was certain she had left the binoculars on the rooftop floor, not on the ledge. That fact was incontrovertible inside of her mind and so now all that was left to discern was how had they gone falling past her while she'd been descending to Times Square, reaching the destination before she even had.

 

Someone had to have dropped them. Was it someone spying on her and a mere slip of the hand or had it been intentional? The velocity and height might have seriously harmed or killed her, inconveniencing Bradberton with needing to locate another Nuka-Girl and fast.

 

Unless, it had been Bradberton himself.

 

Had he secretly lingered behind to watch her, was there any small chance that he had become just another Pygmalion obsessed with his creation? He had seemed awful "concerned" with her relationship, not only with Askins, but House too, delivering his ominous warning about blood.

 

Or could it have been the last Nuka-Girl's killer, having stalked her here too? In the crowd at Times Square, anybody could have become lost in the crowd, some of the celebrators even adorning masks.

 

Of course, maybe the Nuka-Girl killer was just Bradberton, a consideration that might have been too quickly pushed to the side. He had known about the last Nuka-Girl's drug habit. Could both answers be one and the same?

 

Something still didn't feel right about that one to Steph, though. All she had was Tim Wittingstone's word that Bradberton would have killed the woman for her vices. He seemed so shrewd that he would turn to his own devices instead, quietly letting her kill herself, or framing it to look like an overdose more than trying to dye her in metallic sheen in order to turn her into a statue.

 

Thinking of Wittingstone, Steph now entertained the possibility that it might have been him, still playing the role of spurned lover. The card and screws he'd sent were now tucked away with her other souvenirs from the tour, a less pleasant one, to be sure, but one she couldn't throw away and yet also felt too terrified to show to either of her bosses.

 

The fallen binoculars were less tricky, but she still wrestled what she should do with them. Reporting them led to two distinct outcomes: causing everyone to doubt her and think she was crazy, having forgotten she'd left them on the ledge, or maybe cause a widespread panic where everyone thought her life was in jeopardy, which may cause Bradberton to abruptly end the tour.

 

But House was probably still counting on her to make it to the California end of it, at least. That would allow for her relationship with Askins to grow even more.

 

Steph felt the limousine pulling over and believed they were at the Riu. Peering outside of the window, she saw the Ritz instead and immediately believed that the driver had become confused about the change in their accommodations.

 

"What? We here already?" Keith slurred, as he woke up, palms pushing against the limo's leather seats as he struggled back to something resembling sobriety.

 

"This isn't right," Steph informed the driver. "Or didn't you get the memo? Were staying in Times Square now."

 

"I got the memo," the limo's driver replied. "It said to drop you off here and take Mr. McKinney back to the Riu."

 

A chill ran down Steph's spine, like chilled bits of broken lenses had been pressed against her back. The night was filled with mysteries, it seemed, like the one about the falling binoculars and now this one about who at the Ritz would want to see her? Was it House, or perhaps Askins, both possibly having reasons for choosing this hotel, one because he'd never left it, the other because he was ignorant she was no longer there.

 

Stepping out of the limousine, Steph thought that, yeah, the day was chalkful of questions alright. She only hoped the answers wouldn't come with a chalked silhouette of her body wherever she was being led to too.

 

* * *

 

She stepped into the lobby of the Ritz-Carlton and had barely placed heel upon plush carpet before a page began to ring out through the hotel, going mostly over the heads of anyone haunting the main entrance, a mostly deserted place considering that it was New Year's morning now and far more livelier places called out to the city and its dwellers.

 

"Would a Miss Calculations please go to the hotel House Phone? Please, Miss Calculations, you are most urgently requested to the House phone."

 

Giving out a small sigh of relief, Steph was already removing an earring as she reached the phone and took it from its cradle, hearing the command almost instantly. "Room 38."

 

Maybe House was drunk too, she thought, rushing to the elevator. He was being a tad messy with all of the blatant nods to himself and their relationship. Although, maybe it wasn't House, she thought, stepping in to the empty elevator and grasping the rail at it's back, letting it press into the small of her own. Perhaps, she shouldn't be so foolishly elated and should be more on guard instead. Maybe what was waiting for her on the higher floor was the same person whom had dropped the binoculars.

 

As the elevator doors opened, Stephanie prepared herself, running through her mind several possible scenarios and the different ways to defend herself if what was waiting for her in Room 38 wasn't her benefactor and boss but her would-be destroyer instead.

 

To her surprise, as she neared room 38 itself, imagining ways to open the door in such a way to make her not as vulnerable, she saw that it was already wide open and waiting for her.

 

Infact, standing in front of it then, she saw clearly that it was House whom had called her there, afterall, and not some killer whom was aware of their connection. The man was sitting in a plush red chair, directly facing the door, if a few feet away. His personage was unmistakable, however, and cast surprisingly in full light. Anyone passing by the door would be able to see that it was the infamous founder of RobCo, unless they suffered from severe astigmatism. His voice was even uncommonly raised as he addressed her, well above the necessary decimal.

 

"Happy New Year, Stephanie. I'm glad to wish that to you in person, even if I am a little late and not on the hour. Now leave the door open, and come inside, would you?"

 

Tentatively, she stepped inside, walking past the threshold as if it were a dream of some sort, one she expected to awaken once on the other side of.

 

Or, at least, have the room suddenly darkened, or the door slammed shut, which seemed far more logical.

 

However, neither of those happened, making her still feel lost to a dream state, but one of those you felt was forever balanced on the edge of becoming a nightmare.

 

"I'm glad to see you survived Bradberton's impromptu stunt...you seem no worse the wear...of course, you've tackled more daunting heights."

 

House's expression was lost in that in between state which left her feeling equally uneasy. He was like a sleek black cobra, one that might strike or pass you by, when he was in any particular given mood, either lulling you into a false sense of security or honestly having no urge to harm.

 

It was the first time she'd seen him since their excursion into the snowy rural area around the city, however, and though she was left feeling anxious, she was in equal measures excited, remembering their unique closeness the last time they'd been together, in a room inside of this very hotel.

 

She went to speak and then was startled as something moved out from behind the chair where House was sitting. Her mind was still on snakes and she mistook this sleek creature for one as well, until she recognized it for what it truly was.

 

The cat she had saved in Texas.

 

Stephanie watched as Nicotine was at her master's feet, rubbing against them and purring, while the man hardly gave him any notice, his eyes solely on Stephanie. Finished trying to gain House's attention, Nicotine turned his gaze to their visitor, eyeing her with moon like eyes, until it began to clean himself, still sitting in contentment by Robert House's well polished shoes.

 

Through the open door, Stephanie heard the elevator suddenly make the sound of having reached this floor, then the doors presumably opening to let whomever was its cargo loose upon the hallway.

 

A large group seemed to get out, complete with noisemakers and laughter, bawdy comments and drunk singing.

 

Clearly the sound was coming closer, the partiers making their way down the hallway towards the open door...

 

And House was just sitting there, either suicidally frozen or like a cobra coiling itself for the strike.

 

Listening to the approach of the boisterous group, one realization struck Steph more devastatingly than the sight of the broken binoculars which might have killed her or the blood on her own thumb: it was the knowledge that if she was to be seen with House now than it was all over.

 

She could say goodbye to everything, all of the time she had spent, all of the pain she had suffered, every single thing he had promised her...

 

But more than anything, she would have to say goodbye to Robert House himself.

 

The man remaining unmoved, Steph could feel her heart doing the opposite, pounding against her ribs as the sound of the partiers pressed ever forward.

 

She made the choice herself then, spinning around and running to the door, slamming full forced into it and pushing it shut violently so that nobody would have the chance to look into the doorway and see the eccentric Las Vegas Billionaire talking to Nuka-Cola's newest Nuka-Girl.

 

The impact became a physical pain, one that she felt throughout her whole being and yet she found the strength to turn the overhead lights off too, so the only illumination inside of room 38 was offered by whatever sources of light lay outside, coming in through the window.

 

Now House chose to strike. He pounced from out of the chair, his body pressed into hers as he essentially pressed her into the door. Steph bit her lip, not only scared because of what had just been so narrowly avoided but because of the man behind her now as well. She managed to bite back the scream but it suddenly came out as tears now instead.

 

"I'm glad you were intelligent enough to make that choice for yourself, Stephanie...with your recent behavior I doubted you ever could," House hissed into her ear, taking hold of her arm and squeezing it with the right amount of pressure to invoke fear if not pain.

 

Her tears were hotter now, and she allowed them to flow, before she found the necessary strength to face him in the darkness, hoping he could not see them in the darkness.

 

"And what did I do?" she spat. "I did everything you wanted, you bastard! I fucking screwed Bud Akins for you all Christmas!"

 

Bitterness came out but it was all a ruse. What she felt was primarily hurt and the confused terror of a frightened animal, unaware of what her mistake had been to displease its master. Here she had been expecting praise for how she had handled everything and all that she had gotten was just another one of his cruel manipulations.

 

Their faces were close together in the shadows, chiaroscuro, bare strands of moonlight betraying their profiles, so close that they might have been locked in a kiss if it weren't for the anger and recrimination being hurled from both sides.

 

Suddenly House spun around, leaving her by the door. She watched him move effortlessly in the dark, past Nicotine, whom had become a moving shadow lingering close to him. House reached a desk in room 38 and turned on the lamp there, beckoning his guest forward with a motion of hand and wrist. She obeyed, equally avoiding the shadow at her feet now. When she was beside him, the robotics inventor swiftly opened a drawer and then slammed something down on the table before her, trapping her between his body and the desk now, just as he had previously done with the door.

 

"Have you seen this yet?" he inquired, his head over her shoulder, his sharp words penetrating her ear.

 

Steph looked down to see the now well known photograph of her standing in front of the glassware shop with Bud Askins.

 

"Yes. Bradberton showed it to me this morning," she answered, irritated now besides outraged and wounded. "What's the problem? You paid for the stupid thing didn't you."

 

She could feel his tensening, his body becoming like a bottle of pent up frustration, one with the cap too tightly wound to find release.

 

He was wanting her to see something, to understand his own outrage, but she couldn't please him in the desired way, what angered him so badly now lost on her. Finally, he'd had enough of silence and blindness, ramming one of his fingers so harshly on to the paper that it was bound to leave a smudge behind.

 

"What is that?" House asked, his voice violent behind her, the only thing in his body he was allowing to be.

 

Stephanie leaned closer, picking up the paper at the same time to help bring it nearer to her eyes to actually see what he had needed to point out to her.

 

As she saw it, lost and now blurred as it had been from the lasting mark left by House's finger, her heart sank and she realized her mistake, the very thing she was being punished for now.

 

Captured in the photograph, clear for anyone to see should they have been paying it any note, was a snow globe.

 

The same one she had gifted to House on Christmas Eve.

 

House grabbed her face now, turning it forcefully to face his and leaving behind the pretense of his good manners, as well as his habit of pretending to be more than human.

 

"Do you see the risk you have put me in, Stephanie? Should Askins have seen me with it, should anyone whom suspects what I am up to and wishes to stop it, recognized it everything, EVERYTHING I have been working for would have been over!"

 

There was no we in his statement.

 

The we was represented in the shared taint on their hands. She could see, as he released her face, the blackness on the finger, certain that he had probably left a fingerprint on her cheek as well. In this they were now even: As he had left her own thumb smeared with blood, so had she tainted his finger with ink.

 

The we was something she alone possibly noticed, however, and which he could not be concerned with.

 

House backed away from her, searching her eyes, as he resumed a modicum of his usual poise, the only betrayal of his passion the continued flaring of his nostrils.

 

The thought of mentioning the incident with the binoculars was no longer an option now to Stephanie. She was afraid if she did, he would only betray how he wished perhaps that they had struck her afterall.

 

She feared his hatred.

 

Worst of all. She had disappointed him again, that was a certainty.

 

And he seemed to take a certain cold hearted joy in returning the favor as well.

 

Aware she was watching him with every step, House went to a box lying on the floor, one she instantly recognized.

 

Bending briefly, he lifted out its contents and walked towards the window, stepping into the moonlight, which seemed to hit the snow globe in the ideal way to help accentuate its beauty. During his short journey to it, House must have given the object a shake or two for the snow was falling inside the glass world, upon the far happier couple living inside of it.

 

"It is sad I couldn't be there to experience the ball drop in Times Square," House remarked, lifting the globe in one hand, until it was on level with his head. He looked at the globe and then turned to face her, his eyes dark and hard as coal. "It looks like it won't matter though...we can enjoy our own now."

 

And with those words, House drew his hand away from the present Steph had given to him with so much love and thought, letting it fall to the uncarpeted place of the floor before him, his eyes steady on her all the time. The glass smashed with little effort by the well polished shoes, spattering them with drops of water, like they were the tears Stephanie could not allow herself to cry.

 

With no thought of what to say, her heart as broken as the snow globe was now, the woman tried to appear unaffected, though her words sounded dead even to her own ears, "Ring a ding ring."

 

They stared at one another, each with their wounds, every one unlicked and still fresh.

 

"I leave you to clean it up," Robert House announced, not moving a finger, but demanding she do so as the worker whom had failed him so miserably. "I grow tired of being the only one forced to clean up your mistakes."

 

Tears still stinging her eyes, Steph stood for a few seconds before seeking out the bathroom, trying to gather up towels.

 

"And I urge you to be fast," Robert Edwin House called out. "The liquid in snow globes contains antifreeze, the only substance able to give the ceramic, plastic or mica the effect of falling snow: antifreeze is both a lure and a poison to cats, if you don't know."

 

She was frantic now, trying to gather the towels and get back to the broken globe, complete with its poison, before Nicotine reached it. House was still standing perfectly in place when she returned, the young woman practically sliding to his feet in a desperate mess, startling away Nicotine, whom had already come to investigate the chaos.

 

"GET AWAY!" she screamed at the feline and warranted a hiss and an arched back for her concern over the fear that she would have caused his death.

 

It was just another illustration of what she had done, afterall, her carelessness. Just as House's calling her to him in a way which reeked of risk had orchestrated the desired effect, he now hoped she would also realize she had equally threatened the cat's life, hammering home how she might have been responsible for countless deaths too with her thoughtlessness. Wasn't he always seeing himself as the savior of "New" Vegas? And hadn't she put all the people he believed himself trying to save at risk too?

 

The towels absorbed the contents of the globe, Stephanie unaware of how much water - antifreeze - it had contained. She left House's shoes to clean last, feeling all the more inferior kneeling on the floor and wiping them dry. When the last tear was gone, House instantly left her still kneeling there amongst shards of broken glass and the figure, once together and whole, but now shattered as well.

 

"Clean the rest, " he instructed, his hand clasped on the door knob. "Go back to the Riu. Wait for further instruction or word from Askins. Whichever comes first. Above all, excercise a sense of gratitude that I caught this in time and that I was the only one to see it..."

 

Did his words sound slightly pained at the end or was that only her imagination?

 

The door knob was turned, as quickly as his back; Steph watched House walking away, his hands clasped behind him and Nicotine, the little traitor, scampering after, still acting like the man's shadow.

 

Wiping her hair away from her forehead, Steph soon took to cradling herself, still kneeling amongst the broken glass, and trying to figure out how to put herself back together instead of it.

 

* * *

 

After clearing Room 38 of any signs of the snow globe, Stephanie had the concierge of the Ritz contact another limo to take her to the Riu. Bradberton's did not come back for her nor did Robert House have one waiting.

 

By the time she reached the Times Square hotel, she was tired, despondent and felt totally used and more than a little fearful of what was to come.

 

The binoculars were forgotten about, as was the Nuka-Girl killer, replaced by the terror of what Robert House would do if he found out about the Tim Wittingstone debacle. Would he be tempted to drop dangerous objects at her from tall heights or would he simply cut the cord completely, letting her fall to the ground all on her own.

 

She wearily unlocked her room at the Riu and quietly crept inside, a defeated ghost whom could still be made to suffer. The first thing she saw was the bouquet of roses and a fresh wave of tears threatened to claim her.

 

The knowledge that the suite was not empty came to her almost instantly, the sounds and scent of sex greeting Steph like a confusing slap in the face. She checked her key to see if she had the room right and discovering that she did, she crept slowly towards where the sounds were coming from.

 

It was her bedroom, the door open a space. Carefully, as she had been taught by a man she now couldn't decide if she loved or hated more, Steph peeked through the crack, seeing for her effort Keith McKinney bent over on the bed, the bearded man from Times Square behind him.

 

"Ezra...Ezra!" Keith kept calling out in the depth of a pleasure which seemed equal parts pain and Stephanie backed away, trying to process what she was seeing and what she should do now.

 

She must have arrived right at the climax of the affair for she saw a glimpse of the finale and then, blushing, she walked away from the door, choosing to hide until Keith snuck away and then she could just feign being oblivious to it all. Not that that would be believable, she guessed, it was purely dependent on how well they cleaned up. In the meantime, she was content to hide inside of a closet until then, the necessity not even the worst thing she'd faced that night.

 

Using the light from the crack in this door now too, her watch informed her that it was around ten minutes when both men finally emerged from her bedroom, McKinney wearing a robe emblazoned with the hotel's logo and the bearded man back in the same tuxedo he'd been wearing in Times Square. Opening the door wider, Steph saw money exchanging hands and she realized that what Keith McKinney had been securing earlier that night was not drugs but rather company.

 

The type that perfectly permitted room for fantasy.

 

When the hustler was gone, McKinney still facing where he'd left, the actor suddenly called out, "It's okay, Steph. You can come out now. Something I can't afford to do."

 

Feeling embarrassed, even though it was her room which had bed hijacked for the infidelity, Steph emerged, her hand grasping the door.

 

McKinney turned, met her eyes and then went to the suite's bar, pouring himself a brandy on the rocks as Steph just walked to the couch, falling to it in exhaustion. She brought a hand to her forehead, which felt hot. Did she have a fever? Possibly. Who cared anymore. Her co-star soon joined her, sitting on the other side of the couch and throwing on to the table a very expensive looking watch.

 

"Nice, isn't it?" Keith remarked, taking a harsh swig. "Look at the back."

 

Steph quickly reached across and took it, squinting in the poorly lit room to read the inscription. "To Ezra: some day there will be a time for us."

 

"It was sent to arrive on Christmas Day. He sent it back to me almost instantly. There's gratitude for you."

 

Steph inhaled sharply and with some pain. She knew all too well how the man was feeling, the pain of loving someone so fiercely, whom could never truly love you back as you wanted them to.

 

Of course, it was something she could not actually tell Keith McKinney, lest it somehow risk everything strived for. It was a lesson she had learned the hard way.

 

In light of her silence and his own wounded soul, Keith McKinney finished his drink, the ice left at the bottom to melt on its own.

 

Staring at their glacial surface, a strange thought came to Stephanie...how, if you were to cry inside of a snow globe, the tears would soon become lost, undistinguished from an illusion of air made of water and antifreeze. Tears were worth nothing in the world of a globe made to replicate snow. They were only rain and that too quickly became one with the water, killing them in the process.

 

Even the happy couple in her now destroyed gift could have been weeping past the smiles and no one would have ever known.

 

In the world that House intended to create, her tears would be even less valued than the flakes meant to represent snow in one of his beloved globes, Stephanie dully realized.

 

To survive, and keep his notice at all, she needed to become cold.

 

Cold like ice...

 

Cold like House himself.

 

She must learn to freeze her feelings for him, despite the odds, if they had any hope of surviving to somewhere outside of the globe's entrapment, somewhere more safe and sane.

 

Somewhere they could be accepted and seen for what they truly were, not merely assimilated.

 

She would freeze her heart to him.

 

It was the only way to preserve herself, Steph thought grabbing Keith's now abandoned glass to catch the solitary tear rolling down over the cheek which still bore House's fingerprint.

 

January was going to be one hell of a cold month, Steph thought with the proper chill.

Notes:

Hi.

I warred with myself over just how brutal to make that scene between House and Steph.

The most brutal and logical I could think of won out.

I honestly think it is just better and hits harder that way.

On the bright side, I had McKinney and Steph's somewhat heart to heart planned for ages and finally got to write it. I also have a note with Steph's thoughts about tears within a snow globe written since May 19th 2024, so that finally came to pass too. Thank You, God!

Thank you all too for reading and for your support! It means more than I could possibly say! :D <3

P.S. Just saw the Fallout Season 2 trailer, which looked awesome. Obviously, Justin Theroux is playing House now and not Rafi Silver, whom appeared to be when I began it. Honestly, whomever you picture, even Rene, is okay with me. At over 160000 words in, and who knows what will happen on the show (please let Steph NOT be House's daughter, although I'll still run with this, even if it turns into a pair of scissors on me) I'd be happy if you just read it. :/ <3

Chapter 46: New Year's Resolutions During Mardi Gras

Summary:

Steph makes an unexpected phone call whilst in Chicago and struggles to keep her New Year's resolution when Bradberton moves them on to Louisiana.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Though Stephanie had all intents to freeze her heart to House in January, Bradberton had no desire to see any of them physically freezing in February, when he had booked them in for a visit to New Orleans, the next stop on the tour.

 

Wise, sly, old devil that he was, of course, the businessman had managed to coincide this with the Mardi Gras celebrations, hoping to impress upon the celebrators that what could make things all the better - amidst the parades, masks and floats - than a nice cold glass of Nuka-Cola? They'd been met with somewhat middling success, as far as Steph was concerned, after a few days of having promoted the stuff. Cola wasn't the specific beverage that the crowd was seeking vigorously and that wasn't about to change. Afterall, wasn't Mardi Gras all about indulging yourself before the act of sacrifice commonly known as Lent? As bad as Nuka-Cola was for someone, it still wasn't as heavily associated with sin and vice as alcohol and so it needed to step aside and let the true King of Refteshments rule over its loyal subjects.

 

Still, Steph admitted to herself that it was nice to finally feel warmth returning to her body again after Bradberton had dragged them through every cold state he could think of for all of January.

 

And it was nice to see people wallowing in their excesses while she was sticking to avoiding the one that had only brought her harm

 

She'd seen more of Bradberton than she had of Robert House during the last month. And she'd seen and heard absolutely nothing of Bud Askins, which made House's failure only help in making Bradberton's trip to Mardi Gras seem like a grand success in comparison.

 

Her first boss, had last been encountered in Chicago, during a particularly nasty day, which had made it easier to offer him the frostburned attitude she had made the center of her New Year's resolution: to give up on Robert Edwin House. He'd called her, in his usual secretive and irritating little way, to the back of the restaurant, where she had been dining with Bradberton and Huxley. The decree was bestowed on a napkin, no less, one where she was instructed to find a way to the kitchen. It was under the pretence of seeing how the staff worked, of course, but when she'd been brought to the storage area, where they kept all of the condiments and canned items, she'd found House waiting for her there too.

 

She just stared at him, as she had the tins of canned goods, having expected more from the restaurant really than to resort to such unfresh items.

 

"Have you heard from, Askins?" House had asked, blunt and to the point. Yet, there had been nothing really in his manner to indicate their miserable last encounter. For all he seemed, it had just been a bad dream shared between the two of them, and now it was over, or had never even happened, it was to be forgotten about, with things returning to normal.

 

She alone was still dreaming it.

 

"No," she had simply replied. "I'm sure if I had, you would have known."

 

And before he could say another word, she had simply spun around and left. No witty repartee, no waiting with bated breath for him to divulge some inkling of his past or feelings, just a brief, curt answer, before she'd returned to her supper, which had been waiting the whole time, thus losing some of its heat and becoming all the more apropos for the situation: cold turkey.

 

Chicago had not been without its bits of interest, however, or rather precipitated by several other incidents in the tour stops all leading up to it.

 

Since the binoculars falling from the top of One Times Square, a tire of the car transporting her (and her alone) to the next hotel they had been staying at's tire had blown out, with the driver remarking he didn't know what had happened and it looked possibly like it had been shot at. A step on the staircase she had been gracefully descending, in order to meet the press in Detroit, had suddenly crumbled under her feet, making for a remarkably clumsy entrance, with Keith barely managing to catch her in time, followed by the management of the theater asserting that it had been fully renovated only last year. There had been pieces of glass in a meal sent up to her from Room Service in Minnesota, which she had avoided eating thanks to the whole thing smelling absolutely horrid too. She'd sent it back only to hear the chef's apology that the meat used was stale, believed to have been discarded a few days ago infact and was possibly dreadfully harmful. He repeatedly assured her that he hadn't any idea how the glass had wound up in there, but new staff had been hired and then swiftly fired too, so it might have been any of them.

 

She was beginning to move securely past paranoia and actively to the belief that someone was intentionally trying to harm her. There were really only two fears about whom that could be, both of them originating from a closed-for-the-season Amusement Park.

 

Luckily, Steph knew of someone else in that particular region whom might be able to help her.

 

She had soon found herself having a much more satisfying conversation in the heart of Illinois, with one of its former residents.

 

"Detective Nick Valentine speaking," a familiar voice answered after she'd said she'd wait to talk to him. He hadn't kept her on the line for too long, but she would have stayed there forever if needed, after her meal had been literally spoiled. She'd lost most of her appetite by that stage and was mord hungry for answers than anything else.

 

"Uhm...hi, this is Stephanie from Nuka-World...remember, the current Nuka-Girl?"

 

"Steph," the Detective had said warmly. "It would be plenty hard to forget you when your face is plastered on every second billboard. Are you back in Massachusetts? From what I heard you were still on Bradberton's boffo country-wide tour. He hasn't decided to reopen his little playground early, has he?"

 

"No...I'm in Chicago actually...so I naturally thought of you."

 

"Did you? How sweet," the man said, and he almost sounded like he meant it, but he still possessed the cop's innate ability to appear to also be sizing up the words of anyone they talked to, looking for what was being kept from them.

 

She had decided to avoid playing that particular game with the man, feeling already like her life was too littered with minefields as it were. "Look...do you have any leads on the Nuka-Girl murder?"

 

"No, it's about as cold as the season. Actually, colder. Why'd you ask?"

 

"I think that someone might be trying to kill me," Stephanie suddenly blurted out, it having not gone unnoticed what a sad state of affairs her life was currently in that she hadn't confessed this fear to either of her bosses, but was now blurting it out to a policeman miles away in a completely different state.

 

Silence on the other end, then the distant sound of a chair squeaking as it was leaned forward in and a pen being clicked, in order to write every bit of pertinent information down. "Give me everything you have," he asked and it had been a relief to just get it all off of her chest, the insidious fears she'd been keeping down, afraid equally that it was all inside of her head and she'd only be laughed at,  or criticized, if she voiced any one of them.

 

Unfortunately, what advice Valentine had to offer her hadn't been nearly so comforting.

 

"You have to clue Bradberton in. Pronto."

 

Steph had exhaled, her mouth opened to argue but knowing those were fears she could never quite speak of to a detective whom always seemed more aware of things then he let on. Once again, she contemplated how she couldn't tell Bradberton incase he ended the tour before they reached California. That would make House go possibly ballistic and she'd already suffered how cruel he could become when his Id-driven plans were compromised.

 

"I mean it, Steph," Valentine had said when faced with her silence. "You're life could be in serious danger, and trust me his Cola ain't worth it."

 

"During the next stop...I promise," she had stated, much to Nick Valentine's disappointment. She had listened to him first exhaling in frustration and then about a subsequent thirty minutes of him trying to convince her to do it immediately after the call had ended. It was nice in a way, for her safety to finally come first, but it was also exhausting trying to defend her choice to postpone it.

 

"On the risk of sounding sexist," the Detective had finally given up trying to persuade her with all the pain and frustration of someone tied to a railroad track, "Once a woman has made up her mind, she can be the most stubborn and ulcer inducing force in existence."

 

"Oh, you know from experience, do you?"

 

"Yeah," even more breath escaped from lungs he had obviously been wasting even more breath on in trying to convince someone else to do the right thing. "My fiance, Jennifer...Things are heating up in another case and I'd feel better if she was back somewhere, anywhere, else than here."

 

Steph smiled but repressed a shiver, not wholly aware of why. "Well, it's amazing you made it on to the force if you hadn't figured out you can't make us change our minds...we do that for ourselves, thank you."

 

"I'll thank God for small favors then. But, I mean it, Steph, tell Bradberton the first chance you get. Don't go playing cards with your life."

 

Now, here there all were in Louisiana and she still hadn't found the opportunity to tell Bradberton about the incidents, or rather the proper motivations too. There hadn't been anything suspicious in a while, she reasoned, and had even begun to hope that she might have just been a little too on edge after the House incident. Maybe the tire had just been old and the driver making excuses, or some jealous cook in the kitchen had thought it funny to send a celebrity up a cut of old meat. It wasn't like she'd never received an irate letter from a jealous girlfriend or someone criticizing her for her privilege before. Nothing too serious, but something meant to be insulting.

 

With it being New Orleans, it rather seemed like the ideal place to play cards with her life, as Valentine had worded it. Afterall, it was the place where Poker had first taken root in America and she was still trying to hide her true employer's hand, even if she was viewing him more as a Joker these days than any real King of Hearts.

 

Not her heart anyway.

 

"King of Aces, more like it," Steph mumbled to herself, looking over and glimpsing the card a player was dealt, as she watched a game being played in the little club she had waltzed into for some afternoon refreshment.

 

Most definitely not Nuka-Cola either.

 

With Bradberton attending to business, it was one of those times in between conferences, appearances and interviews where Steph could just relax and be herself, not Nuka-Girl or Amusement Park darling. This time that enjoyed sipping a plain old orange soda, which had been chilled to perfection on ice, with a healthy dosage of hard rum thrown in. The bottle was sweating as much as she was, as she walked back on to the street, enjoying the atmosphere of the city, as well as the architecture and the various sights to be seen. With it being Mardi Gras, everything was extra colorful and boisterous, though she had the inkling that the color would probably remain long after Easter, when the celebration had most likely all been put away.

 

She barely garnered any attention here, just the odd shout, look or nod and she found the place wonderfully to her liking. Screw House and Bradberton and Askins, she thought. This was where she could disappear to, willingly, and leave the lot of them behind her. Imagine the story that would be and the reaction from House when he read the headline that she had vanished, believed to be gator food! Would he cry for her or just go straight to Plan B, forgetting she had ever existed long enough to waste his time? Meanwhile she could just sit back and relax and never feel cold or not welcomed again.

 

At least, not until the bombs dropped.

 

The threat of them were now the primary reason she was doing any of this. The papers and news reports were still increasingly disturbing, but even if House was wrong, she wanted to have gotten something out of all this. If it was only a vault, well then that was what she would have to be content with. She only hoped it was a nice one. She hated the thought of being stuck with second best...

 

Not when all she could ever be to House was second best when it came to his fucking New Vegas.

 

Thoughts going in places she soon regretted, the woman wasn't necessarily paying attention to where her feet were going either, and soon she found herself veering too close to one of the older looking structures. Her gaze was still aimed at ground level, however, so she entirely missed what was happening above her when she heard a boy suddenly calling loudly out, "Fais attention! ATTENTION!"

 

She saw the shadows first, and then instinctively fell to the side, ramming her shoulder into the ground, which was hard enough to push the skin up, as the rocks and pebbles lying on it suddenly might as well have been diamonds tearing it in places too. At first, her vision was blurred, the dust taking so very long to settle, before she saw that a railing on a top floor of the decaying building had seemed to give way. Even worse, and harder to explain, was the potted plant presumably dangling above it had come down too.

 

That meant both the top and the bottom of the building's balcony had partially come loose.

 

Which made it feel more intentionally caused, than any accident of someone having stepped onto a platform they didn't know could not hold them.

 

Scrambling to her feet, splashing in the orange, rum-laced soda which had spilt out before her into a puddle, Stephanie ran to the small boy whom had warned her, not so much in gratitude but the need for an explanation. "Who was it? Did you see them?"

 

The boy struggled to understand her words, spit out in anger and fear as they were. She grabbed his head, trying to steady them both then, her words struggling to sound calm, reasonable, even a little sweet to help encourage him to remember and speak without fear. "Did you see who did that? Was there anybody up there?"

 

"L'homme," the boy muttered. He pointed to his face then, making extravagant motions and trying to make her understand.

 

"He was in a mask?" she asked, smoothing back the boy's hair and trying to appease him more.

 

"Oui!"

 

"Can you remember what it looked like?" Steph was in the middle of asking, when the boy's mother came out from the building. Seeing the debris across the street and the commotion gathered around it, the woman quickly grabbed her son's hand and pulled him away, knocking the woman she believed to be harassing him back down to the New Orlean's street, right back to where she had been moments before

 

"Shit," Steph swore, quickly gathering herself together and scrambling to her feet again. Sirens were in the distance, but she couldn't risk being seen here, not before she had talked to John-Caleb herself about everything. That was what House would want...for her to go to Bradberton...otherwise Askins might smell scandal and not just avoid her, but erase her from his memory entirely.

 

Frantically, she ran back down the city street, where the people, both locals and tourists,  were gathering. Her only goal was to make it safely to the New Orleans Vault-Tec office where Bradberton had said he would be that afternoon. He had been meeting with someone called Heinz or Hugo Stolz, she thought it was. If only she could see him for a few seconds...she could help patch this up. In her desperation, Steph was intent on arriving there before anyone else could, especially the authorities, although, she was still hoping to God that it would be labelled an accident without her and the boy in the equation, the New Orleans police not aware of the string of "accidents" which had started to follw her around the country since New Years. Certain now that her life was truly in danger, and having heard it from a witness as well, she wasn't about to continue to foolishly risk her life.

 

Surely, she was no great lure for Bud Askins if she was six feet under, and not inside of one of his stupid vaults either. And, for that matter, what good would a vault do her anyway, if she was already laid to rest in a crypt? She had nothing to gain and everything to lose if she didn't finally mention it to John-Caleb Bradberton that the Nuka-Girl killer had finally targeted her. Contacting House was impossible. She had always been unable to find any way to reach her "shadow" when she wanted to. He alone was in charge of that. Besides, if he had been lurking in any of the New Orleans French Quarter's darkened doorways and alleys, the attempt on her life would have been fairly hard to miss.

 

He might have even had a better view of it than the boy had.

 

Stephanie hopped on to the first street car she saw, heading in her direction, and then walked to a free seat at the back of it where she could have a little space to think and catch her breath. Eventually her heart stopped racing and her breathing became regular, but she pressed her forehead against the glass, all the same, and shut her eyes, trying to calm her soul down, which still felt unsettled.

 

In the darkness, what unsettled her the most, Stephanie recoiled at accepting but had to regardless of al qualms, was how the image that most repeated inside of her mind was not the railing, floor and plant mere seconds away from having stolen her life, nor the pair of falling binoculars in Times Square, but rather the snow globe as it had fallen out of House's grasp, the snow held inside of its glass world falling so peacefully inside it, like it possessed no clue that the world would be ending soon. Her frenzied mind played the image over and over again, until it was only it and House's shape lost in the black void, the destruction of the snow globe suddenly becoming the only end of the world that affected her at all, and House seeming like he was acting out being its god, though he had played no hand in its making.

 

He had condemned it without mercy, all because it had offended him.

 

All because of her single, unintentional sin.

 

And should she had died on the street, lying in a puddle of rum and orange cola, which her hands were still sticky, sweet from, Steph cursed herself that her one regret would have been that she had not seen Robert House one last time, to either forgive him or take him with her into that world of dark and snow and whatever it was that came after it, so then they would be together and not a world apart.

 

Opening her eyes, seeing her hands clutched vice like over the top of the seat in front of her,  Steph realized she had been close to crying, yet still steeling herself against what her heart obviously still wanted but her brain knew wouldn't do her any damn good. She had to get a similar grip of herself, or rather her feelings and desires, and accept what was forever out of her reach.

 

It was only February, afterall, and she loathed the thought of breaking her resolution so soon.

 

The only problem was, she'd never managed to keep a single one to begin with, so what made her think that she stood any chance now, standing at the end of everything?

Notes:

It's only been a few days over a week since I posted the last update, but it honestly feels like years. I don't know what that's about...maybe because so much has happened?

 

First things first, we now have a new Robert House. The last update, even though that was old news to everyone in the Fallout world, I still wasn't aware of it (although I edited my note shortly after finding it out, which was the next day). I didn't know what to make of it, at first. I was sitting and watching the trailer, trying to keep an open mind...

But then I found out it was Justin Theroux and I felt better about it.

I still love Rafi Silver, don't get me wrong, I always will, but if they could have hired anyone to play House, which would have instantly won me over, it would have been Justin Theroux.

Why, you might ask?

Well, I have been waiting for an excuse to like him in something for years now.

See...I really liked him in Mulholland Drive. He has those glasses, and I looovvve a man in glasses, and plus he gets crapped on pretty badly, I love a poor underdog, tries his best loser. I don't want to spoil the movie, though, but suffice it to say, it is a David Lynch film and what you get at the start isn't always what you get at the end. :/

And so...I didn't like him too much afterwards, but I still like First Adam, but that isn't...Aughhhh!

And I could always tell my sister hated him after that and didn't want to hear about him. So. There went liking that Justin Theroux performance. Or, at least, openly liking it.

And so, then I saw him in Inland Empire. Uhmm...not so great there either. A scene of him laughing comes to mind. Plus, I just really like the husband in that film. I might be in the minority, but I prefer that character.

So Justin Theroux in that was a nix too.

This summer I did watch a string of Christian Bale films and I did see Theroux again, in American Psycho, and I did really like him in that. But the film was so dark, it ain't gonna get a lot of repeated viewings from me.

But that kind of was like the harbinger of finding out that he's going to be House. Like God having a little laugh and foreshadowing winter, because now...NOW I will finally get to see Justin Theroux as a character I like in a show I can watch over and over again.

And I pray to that same God that I didn't just jinx it!

Because I am looking forward to it so much now.

But anyone reading this can still picture whomever they want. Rafi Silver is still in my heart too. There is just many rooms for many Houses.

I'm all for René Auberjonois too here.

My sis and I love René, ever since we first saw him in Police Academy 5: Assignment Miami Beach. I mean, his line of pure desperation, "Give me the damn camera," is so often quoted in my house as a symbol of desperately wanting something you're not given, after working hard for it, that it is legend. Plus, the man said something positive about that role, even after the film was ridiculed, classic that it is (and I mean that seriously). He said he still would have done it. A standing ovation to you, Mr. Auberjonois, may you enjoy Paradise.

So, that is why this feels like so long ago.

Plus, I lost a subscriber. I only had 7 subscribers for like months, and then it suddenly dropped to 6. Not sure if that was because of the content of my last chapter or the change of House, but I struggle with things like that and not being so discouraged that I crawl back inside of my shell.

But I'm still here.

Thank you to anyone else who is too! :D <3

Chapter 47: What's Going Down?

Summary:

Steph informs Bradberton about the attempts on her life and faces his underwhelming response...until his reputation is equally threatened. She then has to deal with her need to rebel, which leads her straight into an unexpected and tricky situation with the very man she's been hoping to avoid.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When she walked into the New Orleans Vault-Tec branch, Stephanie had the distinct feeling that everyone held her in some sort of suspicion. None of them certainly seemed to recognize her as the face of the most famous cola in the country. As she passed by a mirror, however, she instantly saw why. She hardly resembled the glamorous girl advertising America's favorite soft drink, mostly because she was covered in dust and debris from the falling railing. There were even a few leaves in her blonde hair and Steph could better appreciate now even the alarmed attitude of the mother, whom had torn her son away from a stranger she had probably deemed as danger, pure and simple.

 

They might have even taken her for an anarchist, like those groups people read about in the paper, the most recent of which they whispered involved some woman out in California . Bud had gone on a little about it, she remembered now, something about the woman falsely claiming to have built Valut-Tec tech, but Stephanie couldn't quite recall any of that nonsense either. She wasn't outright invested in politics, and back then, at Christmas, her thoughts had been mostly on House.

 

That felt like an eternity ago however.

 

When any good thought about her boss didn't feel like a betrayal of herself in some small way.

 

Now she was there to see her other boss, however, and Steph quickly ducked in to a shadowed area of the building, behind a large potted plant, where she might very well fit in, Steph ruefully thought, until she got its sibling's leaves out of her hair anyway. When she felt presentable enough, except for the large stain on the top of her dress, where the dirt must have met orange soda and rum, Steph stepped out more confidently to approach one of the workers to inquire about John-Caleb Bradberton's whereabouts. The confidence was just another act, though, her nerves still horribly frayed inside.

 

The worker was polite enough, and she was told that Bradberton and Mr. Stolz were on the fourth floor, and also that their meeting might have ended by now, although Stolz had promised the Cola King a tour of the building afterwards.

 

"Thanks," Steph said, and then rushed over to the elevator, her legs not confident enough for the stairs.

 

She was just stepping off it, as she saw John-Caleb and a man coming down the hallway, nearing the elevator just exited. They did not notice her at first, both of them in a deep conversation. The one that must have been Stolz was using a cane, although he didn't look that far off from Bradberton in age, infact he looked even younger.

 

"John-Caleb!" Steph cried out, hoping to earn his attention faster if she used his first name, and sure enough, as she walked swiftly towards him, she saw his head sharply turn in her direction, as if hearing her voice using his Christian name was an offense in some way.

 

Peyton Huxley wasn't around this time and she vaguely wondered if he was back at the hotel or somewhere else in the building, attending to his boss' dirty work.

 

"Mr. Bradberton," his very latest Nuka-Girl was starting to say as she finally reached him halfway down the corridor. "I was just in the French Quarter and..."

 

Stephanie stopped, her eyes finally meeting the eyes of the man her Nuka-World employer had come to see. They met but she doubted that the man could actually see her. The iris and pupil contained that filmy, milky quality that those whom had lost their sight possessed. Hugo Stolz was blind. And a shiver crawled up her spin, making her own eyes blink and tingle at the realization. Suddenly, she was transported back to a barn, where a pitchfork had been aimed to close to her eye...

 

"And what?" Bradberton asked in impatience, having been offered enough time to study her dress and pass his swift and prejudicial judgement over its state. "Took to slow dancing with a swine?"

 

"No...I...I...Is there any way we could talk privately?" Steph asked, taking a step closer to Bradberton, even though he immediately, and possibly reflexively, took a step back.

 

"You may use one of our rooms or offices," the Vault-Tec official answered for his guest, his voice thick with an accent that might have been Germanic. "Pick whichever is empty and suits you. If you need me, John-Caleb, I will be back in my office, speaking with my beloved, Cassidy, whom I need to discuss our Mardi Gras celebrations with. Only this morning she implored my help at the first opportunity. This now is it. My condolences for whatever befell this lovely young women, your Nuka-Girl, I make presumptions."

 

"How did you know?" Stephanie asked in genuine amazement.

 

"Your voice, if I may...Zap that thirst," Hugo Stolz answered with a sly sort of smile and wink. He then turned around and left them alone.

 

Bradberton looked as if he loathed being spotted even for a second longer with her and instantly seized upon the first door knob he could find, throwing the door open, and seeing the room empty. Soon he demanded his employee to "GET IN!"

 

Stephanie followed orders with Bradberton close on her heels. He slammed the door shut, at least, before he started in on the recriminations he was apparently just dying to hurl at her.

 

"This is disgraceful! Absolutely deplorable! You have the audacity to interrupt me and you do it looking like you just took a tumble with a hayseed in some barn. Thank God that Stolz is blind so he didn't have to see this. If I had a seed of sanity, I would fire you right now and send you back to Hou...!"

 

"Someone just tried to kill me," Stephanie spat out, leaning with a chair at her back for support.

 

Bradberton looked confused, then alarmed and finally accepting. He strode over to the large desk in the boardroom, the one facing the even bigger corporate table, and sat himself down on its edge. "Someone just tried to kill you. Only minutes ago, I presume. Hence your current state?"

 

"Yes," Steph stated in relief.

 

"Well, I appreciate you brought it to my attention first," Bradberton remarked, his hand going to his bearded chin. "This could become a delicate matter."

 

The look on her face must have given her away, Steph realized.

 

"I am not the first person you mentioned this to," Bradberton stated, disappointment and ire in every syllable.

 

"This one, yes," she answered.

 

"There have been others?"

 

Steph nodded.

 

"And you only thought to bring it to my attention now?" his hands fell to the edge of the desk and the fingers gripped it, as if he were picturing her slender throat.

 

The only logical next step was for her to describe the incidents, and how she had reasoned them all away, culminating in her conversation with Nick Valentine and his insistence that her employer be told.

 

"I am glad that someone between you managed to have some good sense," Bradberton criticized, one of his hands slapping down hard enough on the desktop so that it must have hurt him a great deal, although he didn't let it show.

 

"I'm sorry," she softly apologized, feeling that she had managed to disappoint both of her bosses twice in the New Year and in only a matter of months.

 

"Did they see you there?" he asked, moving around to sit in the desk's chair.

 

"They saw me, but I doubt I was recognized. They'll probably just think it was a case of old architecture crumbling without the missing pieces."

 

"That serves us well," Bradberton remarked, steeping his fingers beneath his chin now. "I will have Peyton take you straight to the Marriott when he has finished with his instructions here. You will lie low there until the press conference tomorrow."

 

"Don't I get a guard or something?" Steph asked, standing up straight.

 

He only glared at her. "No more so than usual, which means, no,  you will not. You seem to have been taught fairly well enough, before you came to us, in the art of knowing how to protect yourself. You can carry on doing that until it becomes necessary to change the routine. As far as I am concerned, guards are to psychopaths the equivalent of what red flags are to bulls."

 

"From what I hear, the last Nuka-Girl didn't have a guard and that certainly didn't keep her alive," Steph laughed bitterly.

 

"She was severely impaired when the killer found her, according to the toxicology report I paid to be suppressed," Bradberton revealed. "And I suggest your mortality will also be tied to your sobriety...and so I suggest you take your orange soda without the rum next time." His eyebrow raised. "Imagine if you had died drinking anything but a Nuka!"

 

Suddenly feeling even more vulnerable than before she'd spoken to him, Stephanie knew of little else to reply other than to also remark on her near death. "When Peyton's ready, tell him I'll be waiting outside." She pointed to the stain on her chest, close to her heart and added, "I'll be the one with the target, the one standing out in the open with it."

 

Turning around to storm out, she heard Bradberton heatedly calling out, "You'll also be the one whom moves instinctually between them. Your puppet master will make sure of that!"

 

* * *

 

Stephanie spent an uneasy night in her hotel suite. Restless, she found herself waking at every sound and when morning came she believed the make-up artists would have their work cut out for them before the press conference. Her shadows were the dark side of the moon, threatening to swallow eyes that looked far too large and haunted to be anything but dying suns.

 

The gall that Bradberton had to leave her so exposed kept making her want to kick the shit out of him. Not just a little but a lot, and she had to reign in her feelings of anger and violence. She couldn't tell who she hated more right now him or House and that was saying something.

 

When she saw him at the Orpheum Theater, the place he had booked for yet another media session to help promote his toxic soft drink, she had entertained thoughts of making him into an example of what became of bosses with little concern for their workers. She envisioned dragging him on to the large, magnificent stage and putting him in a cage to let every annoying, conceited journalist come up to and poke through the bars, trying to see what made him tick for a change. She meanwhile would sit back in her stylish safari gear, having traded in her Nuka-Girl suit to go after bigger game.

 

To put her even more on edge, Gilda had finally found a break in her latest shooting schedule to accompany her husband to the conference and she was hanging around the theater acting like she was the star of the whole affair, eating up the cameras, even though she wasn't in a single frame of the commercial.

 

And was House somewhere lurking around? Probably. Why did part of that excite her still, like even though the bloom was off the rose (all of the roses he had gifted her with on New Year's Eve long past gone and decayed, by this stage) she felt new buds always threatening to burst from the thorns, no matter how hard and how far back she tried to prune them, so the fucking plant should be dead by now.

 

Sitting on stage, looking around at the beauty and history surrounding her, Stephanie lamented that she was in such a bad mood that she wasn't even allowed to fully admire the Orpheum for the truly beautiful place it was. How many people had stepped upon this stage before stepping off of life's own, she only absently pondered? Even more morbidly she began to wonder how they had died. Had it been at the hands of some unknown psycho? Afterall, the theater had attracted so many actors, singers and other such celebrities...and those would always beckon to the deranged. Some nutcases found celebrity only in dragging down the stars from their heaven.

 

When the conference began, Steph involuntarily rolled her eyes, preparing herself for yet another new wave of the same old questions.

 

What was it like kissing Keith McKinney?

 

How does it feel to go flying around the country?

 

Do you perform your own stunts?

 

Is there anybody in your life, Ms. Nuka-Girl?

 

Big yawn.

 

And that was how it did go.

 

At the beginning.

 

Bradberton moderated this one himself, a rare public appearance, sitting to the side and looking stern and yet handsome in that way some older, rich men could effortlessly achieve.

 

Keith had fielded his own fair share of questions he'd already answered several other times, even if in other places. As if his fans wouldn't have already devoured every article and interview and be longing for some new tidbit about their favorite star. She could offer them something very interesting, some new and titillating pieces of information, Steph thought but kept to herself. His little New Year's affair hadn't even been his first little personal indulgence or his last. If the press was so very interested they could probably talk to a string of hustlers across the United States of America and they could all divulge how, for a few minutes and a lot of cash, they'd become some bastard called Ezra for the man's personal amusement and delight.

 

Now it was her turn again, however, and Steph offered up a bright smile for the man with the fedora and salt and pepper hair rising to his feet in an audience comprised of interviewers and journalists. The smile, of course, was far removed from how she really felt. It was sweet while she tasted sour inside, she was sure. It was all light while her thoughts were all darkness.

 

"Miss Nuka-Girl," the reported stated. "We all know that you aren't the first pretty thing to wear those famous boots...care to tell us your thoughts on your predecessor?"

 

Steph leaned closer to the mic on the table before her, after a glance at Bradberton, whose brow was furrowed, this particular question not on his usual questionnaire, but yet allowing it for some reason.

 

"I...she was obviously gifted. And I feel so sorry for what happened. Yet, during this fearful time in our nation's history, I feel that it is important that Americans have a symbol to look up to. I feel that Nuka-Girl fills that vital role and I am so honored and blessed to keep that star burning brightly."

 

The audience clapped and Bradberton nodded, apparently pleased in her response.

 

The reporter refused to sit back down, however, looking at his peers surrounding him as if he was smugly convinced they had all been bamboozled while he alone remained impervious to her charms.

 

"Good answer," he said. "But what I really want to know is if you are prepared to follow her footsteps the whole way?"

 

"What do you mean?" Steph asked, her smile faltering.

 

"Isn't it true, Ms. Nuka-Girl, that there have been several attempts on your life since New Year's?" the reporter asked, his expression growing in its infuriating conceit. "Hasn't the still at large killer of the old Nuka-Girl been hunting you across this whole tour of John-Caleb Bradberton's? That even yesterday afternoon you barely escaped with your life when they tried to drop a building on you?"

 

The whole theater went insane, the man having broken through the barrier of what questions had been imposed on them, leading his brethren into a similar breach of etiquette. Suddenly everyone was shouting at her, and if that wasn't bad enough, a crowd of them was pushing towards the stage, pushing their microphones at her like daggers they would use to cut her with and draw her blood to print up their papers, all for the reading masses to lick up, if they could.

 

John-Caleb Bradberton was shouting at the crowd, as if his voice was thunder and he were some god he could use it to push them all back with. Meanwhile, Steph had risen to her feet, Keith McKinney posing for the crowd as he acted the role of hero and pushed her towards the backstage, not caring how rough he was in "saving" her, as long as he looked good for the cameras. Stephanie was aware of those too, but not in the same way. Suddenly each sound from the bulb became a gunshot aimed in her direction and each burst of light a doorway to Heaven.

 

And there was no way she could dodge them all, Steph realized, her mouth captured in a frightened scream and posted on all of the papers come the next morning.

 

Despite all of House's teachings, there was no way for her to walk in between bullets.

 

* * *

 

After the fiasco at the Orpheum Theater, Bradberton decided he needed time to rethink his tour. Not abandon. Simply rethink. In the meantime, he refused to immediately leave New Orleans, believing if he did it would be as much of an admittance of defeat and failure as if he were to forsake his much hyped promotional tour completely.

 

He had been invited to the Stolzes big Mardi Gras party and he intended to stay for it, at the very least.

 

However, he had decreed that Stephanie and the rest of the crew, apart from Huxley, remain at the Marriott, until it was time to leave for the next stop on the tour, where he was hoping his bribery would convince the press to behave in a way more to his approval. He still hadn't found out whom the bad egg of a reporter had been or how he had snuck in with the other media personage. When he did, though, he had sworn to dip his head in his cola and then bite it off after it had absorbed enough of his very own creation to become more palatable to his palate.

 

Stephanie, whom had wanted a guard and had been so badly shaking after the press conference that even Gilda Broscoe had seemed concerned for her, soon ruled against Bradberton's sudden care for her wellbeing only after the whole world was paying attention to how he reacted.

 

Suddenly the man's law that she not leave the hotel became something she strongly wished to disobey instead. Call it rebellion or a death wish, she didn't particularly care, all Steph knew was that the hotel was stifling her, but not as much as Bradberton's hypocritical self.

 

On the night of the Stolz grand party, and when both Bardberton and his bespectacled shadow were out of the Marriott, she waited a good forty-five minutes and then used House's superb teachings to sneak outside of the large and visible entrance, only bedecked in typical Mardi Gras decorum for her disguise and protection.

 

That and the night sky surrounding them, which was always a dependable accomplice for any crime committed.

 

Mardi Gras at night in New Orleans was its own unique spectacle. The use of colors and illumination in the darkness added something that daylight could not, although the shadows and threats seemed twice as large now too. The mask obscuring her vision, Steph made the tough choice of lowering it so her sight would not be compromised. Beads were thrown at her and feathers and other such delights, to counter her sudden nakedness, and yet none of it was done with malicious intent. It was just a group of very riotous and happy people whom wished to share their joy.

 

She was getting in their giving spirit, smiling, laughing, shouting, flirting until a dark figure, wearing a Mardi Gras typical mask of blood red, bumped right into her, placing something into her hand before he moved on in what she took to be his own drunken way.

 

"Hey!" she cried out, only to notice his gait did not seem so drunk now as he was in the distance and eventually became swallowed by the crowd.

 

Her heart beating, Stephanie looked at her hand, expecting to see more beads, or something equally festive, when all she saw was a string of screws and a slip of paper they were looped around in the shape of a flame.

 

"Things that go bump in the night," was what the scrawl on it said and then the subsequent threat of, "Wait for you having to pay."

 

Cute, Steph thought instantly aware and strangely relieved that it was Tim Wittingstone whom had delivered the message during the height of Mardi Gras. When had he gotten here? Before or after the travesty of a press conference? She wouldn't doubt if he had been there for all of two hours, having spent every minute trying to get to her after learning she was here and already in distress. That was what people like Wittingstone did, afterall. They fed on the already damaged, too weak themselves to take down anything strong.

 

At least he hadn't been the killer, she comforted herself, even more convinced of it. You couldn't make the dead pay, afterall.

 

Steph sighed and relegated his little trinket to a hidden pocket on her dress, one where a switchblade was also kept secreted away just incase she needed it.

 

Now, having suffered enough of disguises and tired of all of the masks people wore, Steph decided to return to the Marriott and call an end to her own celebrations. Tuesday might be fat, but things were usually slaughtered when they reached the desired weight. She'd rather take to starving suddenly and be passed by.

 

She reached the Marriott in safety and with little other harrassment or notice. There was no way after the amount of walking she had done, and the way her feet were also attempting to kill her in a torturous pair of red heels, that she was about to take the stairs, especially not when Bradberton had her staying on the 40th floor. She stepped in to the elevator, so weary she failed to notice the man waiting off to the corner until she was standing by his side, separated by a few feet. He was dressed in a Harleking suit of several bright colors and wearing a mask of a jester, which covered his whole face. Had he stepped in ahead of her, Steph questioned? The only other options were that he had gotten on in the basement or been riding the elevator the whole time, up and down continously, which sounded peculiar.

 

Or like a joke.

 

Well fitting for his attire.

 

She thought about stepping off, but the doors slid shut then and the elevator began moving up, leaving her stranded and alone with him.

 

He stood facing the doorway, the grin painted on his face.

 

Until, from the corner of her watchful eye, she saw him slowly turning the mask to face her,  in a movement which could only be described as eerie.

 

"I warn you, buddy, I'm not in the mood for any jokes tonight," she snarled out of the corner of her mouth, her hand edging closer to the hidden pocket and its equally hidden knife.

 

His head turned for several seconds longer and now just as slowly tilting to gaze at her, Steph's sense of discomfort was only growing. Smoothly, the man lifted his black gloved hands - gloves never being a great sign either - to take hold of the bottom of the exagerated chin of the Jester, however, lifting it to reveal that she was riding with no stranger.

 

Or maybe she still was, Steph reflected.

 

Afterall, after all of these months, how well could she really claim to know Robert Edwin House?

 

She tried not to react, especially at how appropriate his disguise was after her current thoughts. Had he calculated them just as well as he believed he did everything else?

 

"I never thought you were one to find me particularly humourous, Steph."

 

She took a deep breath and turned away from him, staring at the door, where she saw them both reflected in the most abstract and blurred manner.

 

"Oh I don't know...I've learned to laugh at you a great deal. Mostly behind your back."

 

She folded her arms and watched them move a few floors up, their reflection still wonderfully distorted inside of the elevator's closed doors.

 

"You're still sore at me, I'm afraid. From our little incident on New Year's."

 

She refused to dignify that with a response. She wasn't just sore: a part of her was still dying inside.

 

In the wake of her silence, House walked over to the elevator controls and punched in a sequence, stopping their ride altogether.

 

She glared at him in question and he returned it with the statement, "RobCo gave the Marriott their elevators.

 

"Great," Steph said, falling back against the elevator's back, where a mirror reflected them far more clearly.

 

Taking a few steps towards her, House stopped to study her face, Steph being aware of every single second of his earnest stare. "Why didn't you tell me about the incident with the binoculars?" House asked.

 

"I didn't think you would care," she said, lifting her head sharply to meet his dark eyes.

 

House studied her for a few seconds longer, his face unreadable.

 

"You think because I destroyed your gift that I can hold no true emotions for you, Stephanie? Is that it? Or perhaps because of my behavior towards you?"

 

She glared at him in defiance, exhaled painfully once and then turned away. He walked to her side and she turned away, not wanting to look at him.

 

"In your youth, you might have made a fatal oversight," he stated, his voice not particularly soft but without any of the snobbish curt cruelty it possessed sometimes either. "Anger is not a lack of emotion, Stephanie. On the contrary, it is an overabundance of it. You wounded me..."

 

"Who wounded who?" she hissed, momentarily losing her cool.

 

House regarded her unfazed. "I continue...if you wounded me and I wounded you, it was because we care for each other."

 

"How could you give a damn about me if you took such evil joy in breaking it right there in front of me and then had me clean it up too?" she demanded, turning so their bodies were facing each other once again.

 

His brown eyes moved from one of her blue eyes to the other, either weighing her emotions or trying to wage how she would react to what he would soon tell her.

 

"That was the business side of our relationship, Stephanie. Don't ever do yourself the disservice of forgetting that exists. We would not know each other without it. I've always taken a certain delight in correcting my employees and, as I said, you had hurt me beforehand, increasing that delight. Besides, I needed to prove a point."

 

"Well, you proved it, Bert."

 

He was willing to repeat himself undaunted if necessary. "Yes, I did. What is at stake here can wound you, but it can equally wound me, something you impulsively forget. It can also destroy innocents, like the cat you once thought worthy enough to save. We aren't playing games. We aren't acting, you and I, not like you with Askins. And I cannot feign pleasure when all I feel is disappointment."

 

There was that ache again, the unbearable sting of having failed him. Perhaps she was using her anger to help cover that, but how was she supposed to forgive either him or herself for what had happened afterwards?

 

"You don't think it hurt me to destroy the globe too?" House asked. "I can promise you it did. But I know what needs to be sacrificed and I am willing, always willing to make it."

 

"And you would set me up as a sacrifice too," Steph sneered, tears burning her eyes.

 

House stared at her, unblinking, possibly guessing the volume of the tears she refused to let fall and equating it to the stress she was feeling because of it.

 

Gently, oh so gently, then he took her head in his hands and stroked her cheek with his gloved thumb. "The snow globe might have died to you, Steph, but to me it exists forever...in here." One of his hands left her face to point at his head, then smoothly returned. "I can watch the snow falling inside of it forever, if I want, just as I can remember when you gifted it to me in perfect clarity. It might be hard for you to understand now, my most beautiful and precious employee, but where I am going, I am bound to lose everything sooner or later...all that is physical. All that I will have will be my memories. And you will forever be one of them."

 

Steph gasped, a small devastated sound, lost amidst the mechanical sounds of the elevator.

 

He was talking about the future again. His future. He was trusting her enough to give her a glimpse of it. It suddenly seemed ridiculous that a man as wealthy and indulgent as House could ever give up the materialism that had made him envied and loathed the whole planet over. And yet, that was what his words were hinting at. Complete abstainment. She remembered his earlier confession, so long ago about scanning Jane's mind. Did that all have to do with this too? Could he so easily destroy the snow globe because it was already kept safe within his mind and because sometime after the world ended he could return to it? And now, he was confessing that she would be there with it. That he cared enough to remember her? Wasn't that all that they were left with sooner or later?

 

"You think I would sacrifice you," House stated, not in a whisper but with a vulnerability that she had never heard from him before. "But have you ever dared to ask yourself what I will have to sacrifice to save Vegas? Has that ever entered your thoughts, Stephanie?"

 

He caressed her forehead and she tried to fight the shiver sneaking up her spine more than she had ever fought anything in her life. She couldn't stop it, however, and he no doubt felt it as he continued to hold her face in his hands.

 

Face to face, body to body, they continued to stand in the frozen elevator, lost in its steel confines as if it were a chamber made to hold them both for eternity.

 

Then...

 

It suddenly lost its grasp.

 

The elevator moved, dropping down a little and shaking both Stephanie and House. They tried to straighten themselves again, until it made another motion and a horrible creaking sound also, which accompanied it. The young woman fell against the older man, her head against his chest.

 

The next second the lights went out, enveloping the elevator in blackness, except for the red glow of a few emergency lights.

 

Stephanie clung to House, her heart beating as she heard the strange calmness of his own in the darkness. She struggled to speak, afraid the mere act would cause that horrible shaking and noise to resume. "What's happening?"

 

House held her to him, his hand going over the hair that he had changed from brunette to blonde, as certainly as he must have believed he had turned coal into diamond with his crafting of her from showgirl to Nuka-Girl. "I'm afraid someone has tampered with the elevator car," he answered, his voice both level and fatalistic. "Not only is it another attempt on your life, my dear Miscalculations, but a seemingly unintended one on mine as well. My destruction of the snow globe might have been unnecessary, afterall. Neither of us might survive to witness the Great War firsthand, I suddenly fear."

 

The elevator car fell again and Stephanie closed her eyes, holding on to House all the harder, as they became the couple in the snow globe, lost and falling in the darkness.

Notes:

Updated early! Thank You, God! Yay!

I really want to set myself a goal of some sort. I can't finish this before Fallout season 2 comes out, no way about that, but I can get to Steph working at Vault-Tec, at least. So I will try for that by the end of December.

Which admitting that now kind of ruins the suspense of this cliffhanger chapter, because you now know Steph definitely survives and makes it to Vault-Tec. Not that that was really in doubt anyway. :/

I also want to thank whomever subscribed to this.

In my last note I was whining about losing a subscriber and then received a replacement one, so I thank you so very much whoever you are! I also have two new subscribers to my work, as a whole! Thank you all so very much! It is so very much appreciated!

Bringing Hugo Stolz in was fun and a nice way to foreshadow Steph losing the eye again. I like including some of the characters from the game here. Even if I'm afraid to add new tags because of the limit. I haven't outright tagged since poor Steph first came to Nuka-World *sigh*

Thank you for reading and for the support! I cannot say thank you enough! :D <3

Chapter 48: - (STOP) -

Summary:

Steph and House get the shaft.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

With a loud screech, the elevator came to a quick and jolting stop.

 

It ending their descent into the darkness and pushed Steph more against the body of Robert House, whom for his sudden ridged state, seemed like a statue absurdly erected inside of the elevator. Wasn't he equally worried about their deaths, Steph wondered? Whom would there be to save his precious Vegas if he was squashed like a bug at the bottom of an elevator shaft? Surely, he would be worried about that, at least.

 

However, when Steph had backed away, very carefully in the fear she would help resume their fall, and she looked into House's infuriatingly calm and smug face, he swiftly delivered a reason for his own sweet repose. "That would be the RobCo safety protocols coming into effect. Be grateful this isn't a Vault-Tec product, like your long ago toaster, or we would be suffering a similar fate as it."

 

"Yeah. Right. My gratitude has no bounds," Stephanie edgily replied. "I'll save most of it for when we're out of here though, if you don't mind."

 

Robert House replied with the slightest shrug of his shoulders.

 

"Now, how do we get out of here?" Stephanie asked. "Or did the maker have enough brains to figure that scenario out?"

 

"Your faith in the company you work for is simply astounding," House replied.

 

"I work for you, not RobCo."

 

"I am RobCo."

 

"You'll be dead if the killer finds us here."

 

"You think he'll come for you?"

 

Steph sighed in frustration. "If this elevator is as safe as you say, and not plummeting us to an early grave, then, yes, I think he'll assume I'm a sitting duck in here, and he'll play target practice through...right there!" she pointed to the hatch at the top of the car.

 

"And what am I to be?" House inquired, his hands going into his pockets, as he casually awaited her response.

 

"A witness and therefore expendable."

 

House seemed amused. "My...this killer is really rather clever."

 

He had pulled out his cigarette case and lit a cigarette, the momentarily bright flame from the lighter making the shadow of his discarded Jester mask, now lying on the floor, look positively grotesque.

 

"I wish I could share in your admiration," Steph said, her eyes on the lighter. "But since the two of you both likely have blood on your hands, I'll keep it being only recriminations for the time being."

 

"You cut me to the core," House said, pushing the cigarette case back into his pocket. When he went to return the lighter to the other one, however, Steph quickly grabbed his hand, taking the item from out of his fingers. She lifted it to the ceiling, seeing the hatch again.

 

"We're leaving through that," she remarked.

 

House exhaled the first bit of smoke into the elevator, it almost looking like he was breathing fire, what with the reddish glow around everything. "I thought you theorized that that was where he was coming for us."

 

"We'll get there before he can get to it. Now get on all fours.

 

House raised an eyebrow at her, his face cast all in red still and looking all the more devilish in the glow from the emergency lighting. "Do you happen to have a whip on you?"

 

"I need to use you to reach it," she explained.

 

Without much in the way of protest, House dropped his cigarette and rubbed it into the floor with the tip of his expensive shoe. "How demeaning," he remarked, however, taking heed of her instructions perfectly anyway.

 

Not being able to resist, especially if this were the last few minutes they had together, Steph bent over and remarked, "I kind of like you better this way."

 

"See. I thought that you would. Now you'll get to step on the same back you were laughing behind," he replied. "Now get out of those heels or I will give your supposed killer a skeleton key to any room you ever stay in from this day forward."

 

Steph kicked them off as requested, and then stepped on to her boss' back, her hand reaching up to push the hatch open. Only it wouldn't move, not even a little.

 

"What the..."

 

"Oh, did I forget to mention, those are usually locked from the outside. It's to help save them for police and firefighters, incase passengers get it into their fantasy driven minds to try to play hero," House calmly commented, hearing her rancor.

 

"And you just let me do this?!?" Steph spat, wanting to stomp on her makeshift table except for the fear it would collapse underneath her.

 

"I found it rather amusing...yes. But, I am also very aware of its construct, Steph, as well as the flaws in it. You should be able to jar it lose if you happened to have a knife of some sort on you. And, unless, I have overestimated you, I doubt very much that you went out to celebrate without the proper protection tonight."

 

Her tongue appearing at the corner of her mouth, Steph reached into her dress' secret pocket and pulled out the knife hidden there. She raised the blade to the hatch and quickly called out, "Where are the vulnerabilities?"

 

"At the four corners and then in the middle of each side. Sharp, forceful motions, Stephanie, that should actually jar the system. It's key is electric and not physical, which should serve us well this time."

 

Violently, and imagining House's and Bradberton's faces instead of the killer's - if only because she knew them better - Steph rammed the knife's tip into the areas, hearing to her relief, something being triggered and unlocked, before the door slid open, revealing the darkness of the shaft behind it.

 

"Bravo," her mentor complimented, but Steph was already reaching up and using her upper body strength to pull herself out of the car, something falling out of her dress as she did.

 

The object fell to the bottom of the elevator floor, and Steph tried to remember what it was, as House took it in his hand and went from hands and knees to only feet instead. Peering down into the redness of the death trap, she cursed beneath her breath and looked up the long shaft as she realized what she had lost:

 

Tim Wittingstone's friendly little reminder about their affair.

 

"What is this?" House asked, looking at the necklace of screws in his hands, and obviously reading the note with what little light he had. "Things that go bump in the night. Wait for you having to pay."

 

Robert Edwin House lifted his head to look at her, his body now framed in a weird perspective in the square of the trap door. "I repeat...what is this?" he asked.

 

Steph almost felt the elevator jolting again until she realized it was only her soul. She didn't have the strength to explain to him about her dalliance with Tim Wittingstone, not the least of all because she had fallen into it only because the man resembled him so strongly. Having already survived how House chose to reprimand her for the lack of foresight with the snow globe, she really dreaded what his response to her ill thought out affair would be.

 

In the dark of the shaft, hoping her face would be obscured by the lack of decent lighting, she said the first, most believable thing that came to her mind, mixing it in with a bit of truth, just as House, himself, had taught her to do. "Someone shoved it into my hand during the night parade...I'm thinking it might be the killer. A little foreshadowing of this."

 

House remained looking up at her, his body perfectly still, which was quite the feat when she remembered how looking up always made her sway and feel imbalanced.

 

The odd necklace still clutched in his hands, House immediately seemed to move on to the next topic, having swallowed the lie. "Now, how do you propose I join you up there?"

 

Steph peered down the hatch. "Oh, I thought you'd just be relieved to finally get me off of your back."

 

"You thought wrong," he replied. "I rather like you being there."

 

He really was the most irritating man on the planet, Steph thought. It was far easier when you knew if you flat out loved or hated someone...why did he always have to make things so horribly difficult?

 

"Wait there," she instructed.

 

Her focus now on the shaft of the elevator and not just what was inside of the box she was far more familiar with, Steph sought some method to help the man reach the hatch in order to come up and join her. She thought she heard a clanging above her and frantically looked upward, expecting to see the killer descending by rope to kill them both, or the light from an opening landing door, but instead she saw only a tunnel of darkness, going on for an indeterminate length. She'd lost count of which floor had been reached before the danger and which ones had been fallen past after it. She could recall House's heartbeats far more.

 

Seeing a rail, she desperately wished she had brought some rope. Then the memory of her nighttime climb from the 38 came back to her and she smiled as she used the lesson learnt of using what you had at hand and not what you didn't.

 

"What, pray tell, are you doing up there?" House inquired after hearing the ripping sounds.

 

"Wait."

 

He heard some more and excercised his patience.

 

Finally, at last, she threw him down the makeshift rope and peeked down through the hatch. "Now it's time to see if you've kept to your training as well as I have, Mr. Billionaire."

 

House smirked at her, joining the screw necklace to the cigarette case in his pocket, and looping the jester mask around his arm, before grabbing hold of the cloth and effortlessly climbing up it in a swift manner Sreph thought was probably for the best,  unsure of the strength of the material.

 

Though the fabric was of the finest craftsmanship there was no telling how long it would last.

 

When House finally made it on top of the cab, he finally understood what was in his hand as he found his personal spy lying sprawled out before him in nothing but her bra and panties, plus a lacy black and red garter belt and the accompanying hosiery.

 

"My, how resourceful," he complimented. "You must have had a wonderful teacher. My compliments to him."

 

"Mmm..." she tilted her head and offered a coy smile. "He had his moments."

 

On his knees, House looked at the shaft now from a new perspective and saw what he was looking for. "There's a ladder to the side there...we can climb it to the hall door."

 

"Can that be opened easier than the hatch?" Steph asked, going to her knees now too.

 

"Possibly," House answered. "It should, in any case, but workers are so mercurial...whether they do as they are told is reliant on their mood."

 

Steph glared at him, half playfully, half genuine as she moved to his side. However, in the next moment, he was draping his Harleking jacket around her to help preserve her modesty and she was grateful they were still somewhat lost in the darkness so she could look away and further hide how she truly felt about him.

 

"Ladies first," he said, both of them on their feet now and looking at the ladder, which was a jump away from the elevator car itself.

 

"Ever the gentleman," Steph commented, pulling the jacket closer to her throat. "But if I lose my grip, fall and knock you down, who's ever going to rename Las Vegas?"

 

"I am sure Victor will," House suggested after some thought. "He has always been like a son to me. Besides, I left instructions. "

 

Steph wished for some witty remark to say back, but the car made a loud creaking sound, edging her forward. She walked to the edge of it and made the small leap to the ladder, immediately starting to climb to help urge House into following her quickly. The only reason she had gone first was the knowledge that time shouldn't be wasted by arguing over social mores. Best to survive first and then watch Ps and Qs and raise pinkies or make sure that the fork was kept to the left side of the plate later.

 

She heard House safely making the jump behind her and then taking the rungs up the ladder closely behind too, wondering if he liked the view. His jacket helped keeping the top half of her decent, but he was on his own with what was left behind.

 

After they both were on the ladder, not more than five or ten seconds infact, the RobCo elevator seemed to lose whatever safety measures it had been built with and fell down the shaft like a coward running straight to their own destruction. It scraped against the rails and walls the whole way, sending up sparks, some of which blew kisses at both House and Steph, charring the former's clothing and searing small specks of Stephanie's skin.

 

When the cab finally crashed, the whole shaft shook, making woman, man and ladder tremble and causing Stephanie to hold on to it all the more fiercely, praying House was doing the same.

 

Her fear swiftly subsiding out of necessity, she looked down to see Robert House gazing up at her.

 

"Protocols?" she asked the man below her.

 

To her surprise, he seemed more interested in her legs, however, and not for the reason she had hoped for.

 

"You're burned," he said, his voice sounding even more distant...and oddly more human than ever after the malfunction of his machine.

 

His hand reached up, the fingertips gently touching the skin next to the fresh burns on her legs and she both wanted to stay there forever with his touch and to run away from it too so he wouldn't tell how deeply she craved it. Instinctively trying to conceal from him the shudder stealing over her, Steph resumed the climb, calling to him, without looking down. "I'll put something on them when the rest of the skin is saved."

 

At the landing door, Steph made a large step over to the threshold, the design, at least, preventing her from suffering too much vertigo. Apparently all of her experiences with heights, as of late, had made her almost invulnerable to it. She studied the door and asked her mentor the question foremost in her thoughts, "Any idea of how to open this thing?"

 

"There are two buttons to be pressed simultaneously, one on each door. They are at the far side, enough for an arms reach. But I warn you, they were probably made with a man in mind."

 

"What else is new in the world?" Steph exhaled in resigned irritation. She could see the buttons in question, well enough, aided by the light beneath the doors themselves. Salvation was on the other side, if only her arms were long enough. She pressed her body against the doors, as flat as she could to give her arms whatever added length they could steal. She was splayed against them, her body in the shape of a cross, probably giving her all the more appearance of a sacrifice to Robert House. Finally, with the thought of that particular finger coming to her mind, Steph decided to use her middle fingers, instead of the index ones, and she was barely able to press the two buttons; barely was still, thankfully enough. The doors slid open and she fell forward, meeting the Marriott's carpet in only her underwear and House's jacket.

 

Thank God, nobody was in the hallway to see them; everyone had probably rushed to the lower level to hear what the loud crash had been, Steph realized. She rolled to the side, allowing House enough space to step into the hotel hallway, his white shirt now covered in soot and dust. Over his face, the Jester's tranquil, mocking grin had returned, the man's mind still on his plan's privileged privacy enough to have put it back on.

 

She saw the bulge in his pocket, and from her place still lying on the carpet, asked, "Can I have that stupid necklace back now? I really should hand it over to the police."

 

"What for?" the Joker turned and asked her, his voice muffled slightly now. "I can have it analyzed far better than those imbeciles could. You'd only be dealing with idiots and barbarians."

 

Steph tried to hide her fear and the thought that she'd rather deal with them, knowing whom the necklace had come from, than the wrath of the genius if he found out that she had lied to him.

 

As she was still lying there, sweating on the carpet, House suddenly outstretched his hand to her and she quickly lost all other concerns. Seeing it above her, one of the very same which had taken such delight in smashing the snow globe, Steph still accepted it gratefully and with that same twinge of excited pleasure she always felt whenever making contact with House.

 

She fell against him, not entirely without purpose, and stared into the eyes visible through the holes in the mask, as she felt him touching her leg again, with the same gentle pressure. "I wish I could tend to those myself," he said.

 

"Why don't you?" she breathed onto the lips of his mask, virtually daring him too.

 

However, instead of drawing him closer, as she had hoped, her words only seemed to push him away, the dare not accepted. He let her go, took a step back, gave her one of his familiar curt nods and then began to walk down the hotel's hallway, before anyone could find him there.

 

Steph watched his departure, worrying about how she was supposed to get back into her room, fearful of approaching the front desk in only her provocative underclothes and a man's masquerade jacket, until she felt something inside of the pocket of that same jacket. She pulled out the item, finding the key to her motel room.

 

House must have retrieved it from her torn dress before he had given her his jacket to use.

 

My, how he was always thinking ahead.

 

Now Steph knew she must as well.

 

Looking at the room numbers, she discovered which floor she was on. She took to the stairs then, only mildly worried about the killer of both Nuka-Girls and RobCo elevators, feeling like she was high enough on adrenaline and House's touch to take on a whole gang of marauders if necessary.

 

Needless to say, she made it back to her room safely and without much overall attention garnered, even from those few people she encountered.

 

It was Mardi Gras, afterall, and they must have been used to such scenes.

 

* * *

 

Bradberton was not used to having his plans so constantly interrupted, however.

 

He was forced to accompany his latest Nuka-Girl down to the New Orleans Police Station when she insisted on giving a report about her involvement with the sabotaged elevator car.

 

Listening to her statement, he had shot her an intense glance when she had told the policeman that she had been alone in the elevator car when the malfunction - a word the cops insisted be used until evidence was found otherwise - had happened. Obviously the Cola King was aware she hadn't been, something she became aware of when he tossed a tape of the security footage at her, back in his suite. "I paid the management for this once I heard about the incident. There is film of a man riding it for a while before you arrived," he sneered. "But it goes blank shortly after you stepped on, Stephanie. Care to tell me who this Joker was?"

 

She merely returned his stare, as if she couldn't care less to answer the question.

 

Bradberton didn't even bother continuing the ruse. "Tell him, the next time he arranges a little clandestine meeting, that a Bauta mask would have suited him far better. There were enough of those at Stolz's party, and your benefactor's general figure and stance would have well suited the tricorno, tabarro and zendale hood, if he wished for even more concealment. They also successfully hide differences in social standings as well, something I am sure he would appreciate whilst talking to his former showgirl and whore."

 

"I was never his whore," Stephanie replied, bristling on the couch she was sitting on.

 

Bradberton leaned over the coffee table between them to directly meet her eyes. "I never said you played the role directly with him."

 

Stephanie rose to her feet, walking to the door as her fists clenched at her side, so enraged she was afraid that she might actually do something that warranted her getting fired.

 

"Speaking of which..." Bradberton stated, causing her to pause before her grand exit could be achieved. "I've decided to reschedule the tour. I'm not stopping it, no. We've come too far already. But we will be moving on straight to California after this, which was not my intention. This occurred upon Vault-Tec's urgent instructions I might add. I don't know where your other lover procured one of my special bottle caps, but he must have thought you worth the effort, after I was obligated to inform him about the elevator mishap last night."

 

Stephanie turned to watch Bradberton angrily grab a sheet of paper off of the desk behind him. Using the rest of his annoyance at the many inconveniences heaped upon his tour, he crumpled the paper and then threw it at her, using all of the pent up rage inside of his quavering body.

 

It hit Steph square on the chest, with her fumbling to catch it before it hit the floor. Then, safely in her hands, she began to return the paper to its previous form, seeing past its fresh wrinkles that it was a telegram.

 

From Bud Askins himself.

 

 

Following the thrilling reconciliation she had just had with Robert House, now only one word filled Stephanie's head at the thought of having to see Bud Askins again.

 

- (STOP) -

 

Notes:

Incase that image of the telegram doesn't show up, it reads as follows:

 

Stephanie - (STOP) -

Come to California - (STOP) - We have a lot to talk about - (STOP) - I look forward to seeing you again - (STOP) - My love

BUD ASKINS SENIOR JUNIOR VICE PRESIDENT VAULT-TEC CORPORATION

 

Well, that successfully brings our New Orleans visit to a stop. That wasn't even a planned stop, but came about because I kept seeing Creole and Louisiana popping up. First was a Hot Ones where Anthony Mackie mentioned the film Angel Heart and then watching Child of Glass, set in the area too. That begged for this trio of chapters, I think. I have a soft spot for the area since Remy Le Beau "Gambit" comes from it. And I learned that him using cards is probably apropos since Poker took its first prominence in America in New Orleans, something I found out researching this.

What I wasn't quite so good at was researching elevators. I love a horror film called Down with James Marshall and Naomi Watts, featuring a possessed elevator, but I haven't retained much about their structure or how they work from watching it. This was basically doing what suited the story first and not basically catering to reality. But, I thought, since its RobCo, a fictional company, I could pretend it wasn't a normal construction job anyway.

For anything I got right, and the detours for the tour, that I hadn't planned, I thank God, because it was more fun and helped develop the storyline more than my original timeline, which went honestly went like this (typos left in):

More tour dates. Conference, someone asks about the killer.
A letter arrives for her, she thinks it is from Hoise but it's from Tim Wittingstond. Blackmail. She tries to convince house it's the nuka girl killer.

So, yeah, much better than that.

On a more serious note for today...

And I say it at risk of losing readers and it's not like I can afford that, but it needs saying...

It is a horribly evil and mistaken belief when someone thinks that by killing someone because they have a viewpoint separate from their own, or celebrates that death, that it is making the world a better place. When that happens, there will always be someone to replace that person. Possibly several people, infact, so what is viewed as a one headed monster quickly becomes a two headed one. It's like digging two graves when you want revenge. It's not a cause for celebration. It's a cause for mourning. For if you did not agree with that person, their death means they can never learn to see things from your point of view either. Death puts an end to both evil and good in this way.

You can't make the world a better place. There's too much evil within it. Prejudice in itself makes no sense. To hate someone when we are all brothers and sisters and all come from the same God makes no sense. But it exists, for some horrible reason, and it would probably just be reborn when someone had enough fear or jealousy to recreate it. We are selfish creatures, usually, until prodded into becoming our better selves. I wish to God that wasn't so, but it all too often seems the case.

September 11th should remind us of this. All that was lost and the need to stop where we are and not become what we are trying to fight against. That is not the answer. We triumph when we choose love and/or sacrifice, our own and not somebody else's.

Today, I end off on this poem, written so long ago, but proof that things don't really change and how important it is to remember those truths which are equally unchanging. Thank you for reading. :D <3

 

For Whom the Bell Tolls
by
John Donne

 

No man is an island,
Entire of itself.
Each is a piece of the continent,
A part of the main.
If a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less.
As well as if a promontory were.
As well as if a manor of thine own
Or of thine friend's were.
Each man's death diminishes me,
For I am involved in mankind.
Therefore, send not to know
For whom the bell tolls,
It tolls for thee.

Chapter 49: Sup with the Howards

Summary:

As Askins makes excuses not to see her, Steph finds herself filling in for Gilda during an intimate supper with Cooper Howard and his family.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The way it had all worked out, Stephanie was aware that she would be in California for Valentine's. Had that been House's doing or Askins though? She no longer could tell. Although, she doubted House could have manipulated it so Bud felt concerned about her welfare enough to invite her, not when he'd been inside of the elevator with her when another attempt had been made on her life.

 

Whatever the answer, and despite her reluctance to have to return to making love to the Vault-Tex exec in both literal and metaphorical senses, Steph was dying to hear his excuses for having seemingly abandoned her after their Christmas romp. While Robert Edwin House had been assured of his success, planting photos in the papers and smashing snow globes to help smooth the way, Steph hadn't heard a peep from Askins, himself, in all the intervening time, making their affair come off more as a one time deal and Askins looking like any old jerk whom got what he wanted and was never heard from again.

 

Now he wanted to talk to her, sure, but was it to progress the relationship or end it on a more diplomatic note, the brownnoser afraid now that she might squeal to the press about his bad behaviour and it would help spoil his reputation. He had ended things off with calling her "My love" but the more she thought of that it could just be more public relations and ass kissing.

 

It was only words afterall. What he did in person mattered far more and she was about to find out how that went down.

 

Or maybe that was all wishful thinking, Steph also realized.

 

If Askins ended things maybe she could convince House to let her join him in his plans for New Vegas. He had virtually confessed in the elevator that he did have feelings for her. Was that something they could grow on, she wondered or was how he felt dependent on her spying on Vault-Tec for him? She'd like to think it wasn't...but House was a businessman and time was still an investment he would likely hate to have wasted on her and some failed seduction plan. He might recoil at the thought of a constant reminder of that folly.

 

But.

 

Ultimately.

 

None of these dilemmas were worth a shit if she was murdered before she could find out what Bud Askins was thinking and how Robert House was feeling.

 

They acquired an extra tour member again in the way of Gilda, whom claimed to need to do some reshoots back in Hollywood anyway. "I don't know what happened...usually it's the sound they have a problem with," she complained on the ride to the Hotel Roosevelt, where Bradberton had them booked. "But they say that the film began to dissolve! Can you imagine that? Their cutting corners though. Honestly, I swear," Gilda said, leaning forward to talk to Stephanie, something she had started doing far more often since the traumatic Orpheum Press Conference. "I think they are all siphoning funds from the budget to buy those Vault things! Can you believe it?"

 

She leaned back, acting like she thought it was ridiculous, and Peyton Huxley, whom was accompanying them all to the Roosevelt, on boss' orders, leaned over to whisper at her. "As if you and Keith haven't already purchased your own space in one of them," he teased, having no love for the woman, and probably resenting how she drove up McKinney's hotel bills whenever she pushed her way into the proceedings.

 

"How did you hear that?" Keith now asked in irritation, shaking the match he had just lit for his cigarette, even though Bradberton had strictly instructed always that there was to be no smoking in his limos.

 

"Worried that Ezra Parker's been blabbing about what you've been spending your money on?" Peyton asked, a twinkle in the eyes behind his glasses.

 

"Well has he?" McKinney demanded as Gilda looked equally perturbed.

 

"Let's just say he might have been dropping names to entice John-Caleb to also lay stake in whatever's being built underneath his Cliff Edge's Hotel."

 

"And did he bite?" Gilda asked, feigning coldness but betraying her warmed curiosity.

 

"No," Huxley answered, folding his arms, crossing his legs and sitting back on the limo seats. "He has no real interest in those sort of Vaults. He thinks they are grotesque death traps. Ezra Parker just thought, since JC was on that coast...we were surprised he roped the both of you two in though. Don't you make your living in California, clear across the country?"

 

Keith and Gilda shared a laugh and a glance. "If the world's going to end," Keith stated, blowing smoke, "I don't think that location will matter anymore. Hollywood will be dead. Besides, Ezra promised we could still make a good living off who we once were in Vault 118. Maybe even hold on to it a tiny bit."

 

"I bet," Huxley rolled his eyes.

 

"And what about you, Steph," Gilda inquired, dragging the heretofore silent watcher of the conversation, yet not partaker, finally into it. "Do you have a Vault all set up waiting for you? You haven't been Nuka-Girl very long...I doubt you have accumulated the funds for a nice one."

 

Her tone was sympathetic but condescending and Steph had to weigh her reply against what House would want her to say and her own natural urge to wipe the smug look off of the wealthy actress' face.

 

"I don't have one yet...but I'm working on it."

 

Broscoe leaned against the backrest, a sly smile now on her face. "From what I heard, you have been. Bud Askins? My darling! We all saw the photo in the papers! But that was Christmas. We all do silly, sentimental things around then. Or does this all have to do with him too? Los Angeles wasn't set for this early in the tour was it?"

 

Gilda looked around for confirmation from any of the men, but receiving none, shrugged and continued. "If old Bud sets you up with a Vault, get down and kiss your would-be killer's feet! Some little scares are worth being set up for life as the world burns above us!"

 

Steph tried to smile back, politely, but knew if the word did end when predicted, and she was set in a vault some place, she wouldn't have her attempted assassin or Bud Askins to thank for it but rather Robert House and all of his crazy predictions.

 

She turned and looked out the window at the scenery of the place where she would be living in the future, sometime before the vault, if House's other calculations all came true. It was no better or worse than Massachusetts, but it certainly wasn't Las Vegas either.

 

Of course, her home would always be a House.

 

* * *

 

Set up successfully at the Roosevelt, Huxley taking charge of everything, as per Bradberton's orders, and placing her on the ground level for obvious reasons - she was also booked under the pseudonym Mercy Day to help throw her stalker off of her scent, presumably - Steph enjoyed her hotel suite in relative peace and quiet for about 5 minutes.

 

Then the phone began to ring and she picked it up immediately, expecting Bradberton to be making fresh demands or recriminations.

 

"I'm really not in the mood to have my wrist slapped again," she sighed into it. "Can you let me get some rest first, then you can complain about your little tour being upended all on account of me."

 

"Stephanie?" the caller on the other end said and she instantly shifted gears, recognizing Bud Askins' voice instead of her employer's.

 

"Bud!" she said, trying to sound happy. "Sorry! I was expecting it to be Bradberton. He hasn't missed an opportunity to let me know how much I disrupted his precious promotion."

 

"Gee, that's too bad. This one really is my fault though. I was the one who pressed him into bringing you here ahead of schedule...I thought for Valentine's and all...he really shouldn't take it out on you. Should I have a talk with him?"

 

"No, it's okay," Steph said and she thought she could honestly hear the man sighing in relief, confrontations probably not being his forte.

 

"Oh, well, if he gives you anymore hassle, I'll give him a strict talking to."

 

"My big strong hero," she said, but had to do it perfectly, with just the right lightheartedness that didn't come across as mockery but rather as sincere.

 

"Well,at least, he gave me your room number here, Miss Day," he took a moment to laugh at his own joke and Steph merely looked annoyed, as she shifted the phone and wrapped her free arm around her waist. "I just wanted to let you know that I really wanted to see you as soon as you got in, but it looks like that might be impossible...for a few days anyway."

 

"Nothing serious, I hope," she said, actually thinking it wouldn't be too awful if the man suddenly came down with those rare diseases that they oftentimes did in movies, the types which there were no known cures from. This was Hollywood afterall.

 

"Oh no, no...ah...there was just a big series of Vault-Tec meetings that popped up. Those take precedence, what with the age we are currently living in." He assumed a tone of serious gravity at that last bit, but on Bud Askins it came across like a child at Halloween wearing a frightening costume that they couldn't pull off. Not that he was as disarming as a kid could be, no, he was more like a teenager putting on airs, the type who asked you out and you had to politely decline them because you didn't enjoy being bored.

 

That wasn't what House had entrusted her with, though. He had sought her out to play the part of buying all of the exec's questionable charm and to fawn over him. Which she currently did, although, she felt elated that her schedule was now suddenly free.

 

Afterall, once again, this was Hollywood.

 

"Well...I was really hoping to see you again," she moderated her voice so it was obviously disappointed but without directly blaming him.

 

"I knew you were, sweet cakes," he replied, obviously just believing that why wouldn't she. "And you will, you will. Good things come to those who wait."

 

"I hope so," Stephanie said, recalling how Robert House had held her face inside of the RobCo elevator or how his fingers had brushed the areas on her naked legs and made them feel seared in a more desirous way. "Oh, I hope so..."

 

* * *

 

Making use of her free time, hoping that she might encounter House, Steph visited some of the city's attractions in the following days and even accepted Gilda Broscoe's invitation to come see the studio where she was filming. The woman was getting awfully chummy now, and Steph actually found herself liking her in that way you did a pet that didn't know any better than treating itself like it was better than everyone else, but was still vulnerable to the various larger, more dangerous predatory creatures out there.

 

After the Sin-Gal, Steph had been taught well how to care for herself against them. Obviously Gilda hadn't and continuously sold her body and morals in some sacrifice to try to survive. She had been there before, Steph admitted, before House had intruded into her life. And it wasn't fun. Some people let it make them softer, others it made tougher and then there were the Gildas of the world, whom tried to forget the fall by pretending they were still above everyone else.

 

Thinking of the term fall in connection with the woman made Steph uncomfortable. As did the realization that she had not afforded Miss Ann Thrope the level of understanding that she was now allotting to Broscoe. She couldn't get that chance back, but hopefully the woman was still out there to make amends with, if she ever came across her again, that was.

 

The way everyone was acting, it seemed like the clock was constantly ticking down on that one. And yet everybody kept going about their business until the final tick.

 

For Gilda Broscoe and Keith McKinney that apparently included going out to dinner with other celebrities.

 

Tonight's main focus being a certain actor going by the name of Cooper Howard.

 

Not that Gilda seemed like attending. Invited into the woman's personal dressing room,  where she was half talking/half arguing with her partner, whom was lounging on a sofa there too, Steph listened to the woman bemoan her lot in life for the evening.

 

A supper with none other than the most lusted after man in Hollywood .

 

And the one quibble she had with it?

 

That he requested his daughter come too.

 

"I just really don't feel like going," Gilda pouted. "If it was just Coop and Barb, yes, then fine, but they insist on bringing their daughter, her begging her father, apparently, to meet you, Keith. So this is all your fault, basically. Apparently, she saw those stupid cola commercials."

 

Keith smirked, obviously amused by his partner's discomfort. "Oh get over yourself. You're just upset because you don't feel comfortable flirting with the daddy when the daughter is sitting there."

 

Gilda turned to the mirror to powder her pretty face. "Well, can you say the same, Keith? You've always had a thing for Cooper Howard and you know it. You won't be able to make it to dessert without trying to play footsie with him, while she's sitting right there too. You really have no shame."

 

McKinney was virtually steaming on the sofa, his face turning red as he glared at his wife.

 

Steph, whom they had willingly let in on the dynamic of their marriage at this stage, watched Gilda first gloating in the mirror's reflection, then come alight with some idea which had suddenly taken her. She turned in her chair to look at her husband's co-star, one of her hands grasping on to the back of it, as if in representation of the idea she had also taken hold of. "I know, Stephanie! Since Janey is so nuked for those dumb Nuka ads why don't you go this evening with Keith instead of me?"

 

"Oh! You're probably just trying to meet up with a lover and using this all as an excuse," Keith said, wagging a finger at her. "You'd rather be off with him than with me!"

 

"Nonsense," she denied steadfastly. "I just loathe anything that resembles babysitting. I became a world famous actress to escape crap like that. And I resent the Howard's spoiling my evening by forcing such tedium on me. You two go! What could be more perfect? You'll walk through the door together and her eyes will light up and Cooper will love you both to pieces for it."

 

Now McKinney was looking like he didn't think it so bad of an idea, afterall. "Say...you might have something there," the man said. "How about you, though, Steph, are you game?"

 

"Yes, what says you, Stephanie?" Gilda cooed. "You can watch my lesser half and see if he isn't embarrassing himself by drooling over Coop for the entire meal."

 

Steph whom had remained virtually silent during this, her thoughts only distracted a little with the question of why Barb Howard was allowed to forego the Vault-Tec string of meetings, didn't know what to say. It was thrilling to think she might finally meet thee Cooper Howard, but she was also aware that his wife worked for Vault-Tec, which made it also somewhat frightening. What if she slipped up and revealed something House wouldn't want her too?

 

"I...I have nothing to wear," she said, thinking up some excuse.

 

"I'll lend you something," Gilda generously offered. "You can take your pick."

 

"Even if it comes back with blood on it?" Steph raised a brow, reminding her of the danger she was in.

 

"Why not?" the other woman said in a voice eager for scandal and gossip. "It will be so much more interesting that way! And you don't know Hollywood dry cleaners, darling! We have the best in the world!"

 

Gilda stopped and stared at Steph, examining her figure. "You might need some help in the bust department but, thank God, House designed a strapless one of his infamous bras, just for such an occassion." Broscoe turned back to the mirror and began to study lipsticks, adding unkindly, "The weirdo."

 

Steph saw herself flinch in the mirror's reflection, aware that, if she was to be any good as House's spy, she still had to perfect her indifference to his name and the way an insult to him had started to feel like one to herself as well.

 

* * *

 

Evening found Steph stepping out on the arm of Keith McKinney, and from the way he seemed to encourage the paparazzi snapping their picture, Steph knew she was being used to some extent. He was probably hoping there would be whispering of an affair by tomorrow and "evidence" now already preserved on Kodak; Steph merely prayed that she could convince Bud Askins otherwise or that he was already aware of where Keith's real interests lay.

 

When McKinney and she walked into Dresden's, where they had arranged to join the Howards, Stephanie was wearing the dress which had most caught her eye and fancy in Gilda's extensive wardrobe. It was a simply gorgeous dress of white, with silver accents and it moved with her body like some ghost holding her tightly and yet allowing for the sweep of the fabric when it suited her right. Offsetting it was a shawl of silver lace, draped around her bare shoulders and feeling like a kiss. Stepping into the restaurant, she truly felt like a movie star and when she saw Cooper Howard, a real Hollywood legend, sitting with his wife and daughter at the table, she didn't feel quite so much as an imposter about to dine with them, all thanks to the dress.

 

Janey Howard was not looking at her like she thought she didn't belong there at all. The young girl was looking at her in something that came terribly close to awe, like she had just seen Venus descending from Mount Olympus.

 

"What a pleasant surprise!" Cooper Howard greeted, both he and his wife, Barb, stood, while their daughter rose from her chair as if she were floating, her mouth open and her eyes on the Nuka-Girl only. "We knew you were coming Keith but you didn't let us in on who your guest would be."

 

"Surprises are part of the biz, don't we know it, Coop?" Keith asked with a wink, eagerly shaking the man's hand and Steph thought that her co-star was suddenly acting different. She could practically see the hearts in his eyes. Not that she blamed him. House had replaced Cooper Howard in her heart, but the actor still cut as handsome a figure as ever and seemed thoroughly modest enough to be like a refreshing breeze in the jaded, often insincere and bloated city.

 

"You're...you're her," Janey was saying, or at least trying to, her eyes on her obvious hero.

 

Steph leaned over and winked at the little girl. "I am. Do you want to know where I left my blaster?"

 

"No," the girl said, suddenly trying to assume an air of sophistication and knowledge. "My dad is an actor. I know all of that stuff is just pretend."

 

However, as supper progressed, Stephanie was aware of how the girl watched her, hanging on every word she said, even if it was to just pass the salt. She suddenly became aware of the influence and power she wielded as a public icon. Suddenly, her words at the last foiled conference didn't feel so false: she was offering this child something to distract her mind from the pain and terror circling around the world.

 

She let Keith, Cooper and Barb do most of the talking, feeling more at ease in Gilda's dress, but her words still feeling none the equal to any of her companions. Instead, she sat back and watched, which was what House had taught her to do, noticing the others' behaviors. Keith more or less lived up to his partner's prediction: only not reaching the level of fawning she had predicted, probably out of spite. But he was obviously enamored by his rival on the big screen, batting his eyes more often in the cowboy's direction and taking sips from his glass with more thirst whenever his eyes rested there too.

 

Barb Howard, meanwhile, was a woman of poise and confidence. She had everything under control, every word properly pronounced, every viewpoint succinctly opined and yet her husband and daughter were her whole world.

 

In turn, Cooper Howard looked at her with so much love, Steph almost blushed thinking of what Valentine's night would hold for the two of them. But, as much as he loved his wife, Cooper obviously doted on his daughter even more. She was the sun to him, the reason he could see the world with any bit of light.

 

Steph wondered what having children would be like...she didn't consider herself much of a mother figure. Of more interest, she wondered what House would be like as father to her children. Would she still have to call him Bert then? Infact, at the height of conceiving them, lost in orgasmic bliss, she wondered if the man would still insist she stick to the name he had given her to use for him. That was a mystery she grieved she would never likely get a chance to answer. Daydreams would have to suffice, as House would probably tell her, if he could read her thoughts. And inside of her dreams, she could call him whatever she liked.

 

"So Bradberton has you staying at the Roosevelt, does he?" Barb asked.

 

"Mmm hmm," Steph murmured having swallowed a bit of her wine.

 

"That's the name of my dog," Cooper said, seeming to be a little more energetic when it came to this topic.

 

"You and that dog," Barb rolled her eyes and took a sip from her own glass. "You probably wish you were back home with him."

 

"And miss seeing the Nuka-Girl?" Janey suddenly exclaimed, as if her father was suffering momentary insanity to even think such a thing.

 

Steph felt herself blushing from the girl's obvious adoration.

 

"Well now both the woman in my life are finding things to nitpick about me," Cooper Howard joked, recording his napkin. "The tabloids will have a field day with this."

 

"They certainly will," Keith McKinney joked back, already way past one too many drinks and eyeing Coop like the forbidden one he wished he could end off on.

 

Steph felt Janey staring at her and she was both suddenly very flattered and shy when the young girl told her, "You are so beautiful."

 

"Aww, and you are so sweet," Steph said, then leaning across the table, she softly revealed to the Howards' daughter her own thoughts, "You know what, Janey So are you!"

 

The girl beamed, making Steph feel incomparable to the young girl's natural beauty, especially with the awareness of how bleached her own hair had been and the pile of cosmetics that Bradberton insisted she wear whenever she went out in public. "You really think I am?" Cooper Howard's daughter asked.

 

"You better believe it!"

 

"That means a lot...you're a hero!"

 

Seeing the opportunity to make good with another Vault-Tec figurehead, Steph suddenly put her hand to her heart but said, "No! The real hero is your mother! I just go around playing all day. Your mom...she's actually saving lives and making certain we have a brighter tomorrow!"

 

Janey now looked at her mom with a whole new appreciation, following the Nuka-Girl's endorsement, and both Barb Howard and her husband were looking at their guest like she was even sweeter than Bradberton's soft drink. If that hadn't made a good impression, Steph wasn't sure what would.

 

About thirty minutes later, when Janey was falling asleep in her chair and Keith and Cooper were chattering about sports, Barb leaned over and whispered, "Thank you. That was very kind."

 

"Then the truth is kind," Steph replied.

 

Barb sat back up, her eyes drifting towards her daughter and probably realizing it was nearing time to take her home.

 

Seeing another opportunity, Steph leaned towards the woman and said, "I'm glad that they let you come tonight. I heard that they were having a string of meetings over at Vault-Tec."

 

Barb turned to smile at her, looking somewhat confused, but keeping her in control demeanor. "I didn't hear that. It must have just been a rumor. Plenty of those float around this city. You could choke on them."

 

In her own confusion, Steph let her connection to Bud Askins slip, saying, "But I heard Bud Askins was..."

 

"Bud?" Barb said with a laugh. "No! He's been out of the office quite a lot this week. Actually, for this whole dinner, he's been sitting at that table over there behind the potted snake plant, watching us all evening. He's always loved star gazing. I suppose, having two Hollywood stars sitting at the same table was too hard to resist. He must have seen my schedule."

 

Stephanie turned around, finding the table beside the potted plant, and seeing the shoulder of a man resembling Bud's description. She craned her neck a little and saw the flash of his frowning face before he darted more behind the plant.

 

"And he needn't have worried that Gilda didn't show up," Barb said, her hand resting on Steph's shoulder. "We had you here and that's a great deal better! The way that Bud downs Nuka-Cola, it's surprising it isn't running through his veins!"

 

Steph sat their slowly processing the new information. So Bud hadn't told everyone he could about his affair with the Nuka-Girl, or bragged about the gossip in the paper? He had also lied about the meetings and been spying on her instead this whole time.

 

It occurred to Steph then - as Cooper Howard was lovingly whispering to his wife that he couldn't wait to get her home - that the three men in her own life all saw fit to watch her safely from a distance. Unfortunately, the one closing in on her was the one whom could harm her the most, while the one she wanted was the very same man whom would mostly take a step back rather than make a step forward, especially now that the target was lying between them. Bud Askins remained somewhere in the middle of her trio of voyeurs, which was where he always most likely found himself: middling individual as he was.

 

Steph tried to forget he was sitting there, watching her like a coward, while House was playing the role of a phantom and her potential killer was likely just biding his time. She took a swig from her wine and comforted herself with the fact that she had spent the evening with Cooper Howard, at least, whom wasn't, thankfully, any sort of a ghoul.

Notes:

Ha! I was floundering with the proper way to end this chapter, and I thank God that it sort of just fell in my lap!

And another update done in 5 days. I think that makes 4 in a row. I might complete the Nuka-World arc before season 2 airs, just as I had hoped, if I can keep this up!

Or. I might not either. Life has a way of throwing curveballs.

Like my phone just inexplicably restarted while working on this note. :/

I thank God it started up again.

I also thank the wonderful RedSkittleQueen for reminding me that the Howards' dog was called Roosevelt, care of her magnificent fics!

And I thank you for reading! :D <3

Chapter 50: Why Rats Go Insane on Valentine's Day

Summary:

Steph is invited to pay her first visit to Vault-Tec. On Valentine's Day, no less.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Stephanie wasn't all the surprised that she received a phone call from Askins, shortly after her dinner with the Howards. Nor was she surprised that the date he finally "managed" to meet with her coincided with Valentine's Day.

 

What truly surprised her was that he wished for it to happen at the California Vault-Tec headquarters, hardly a place that screamed romance on the day of love. That added to the fact that he had made up lies not to see her until then seemed discouraging for Robert House's plans. She could think that he was still attracted to her with the Valentine's gig but she doubted that Cooper Howard would ever take his wife to work and consider that roses and rainbows. Of course, he was a movie star, so she would even show him some leniency if he did consider that romantic...but Vault Tec? If Barb took her husband to the office, Howard, from what she had seen of him, would have been terribly bored. It was a place being designed for tombs intended for the living, built way underground...a reminder of the world ending.

 

Steph doubted even House would be emotionally unintelligent enough to think that was a great show of affection. He'd, at least, be materialistic enough to go with diamonds.

 

So it was with great confusion and trepidation that Steph accepted the limo Bud sent to the Roosevelt. The drive itself was fraught with both anxiety and fatalism. This had to be it. He was intending to spend Valentine's with her and then would impress upon her how he was so very busy at work, doing such a noble task, that he couldn't possibly ever see her again.

 

Why he'd been spying on her this whole time was probably only because he'd been looking for an excuse to justify ending their affair. Thankfully, she hadn't strayed from House's teachings a single time since she came to Hollywood. She'd played the role of a sweet, little celebrity, whom, despite her role of Nuka-Girl, wasn't intimidating to a man out of that spectacular costume, but rather made him think of warm apple pies, cleaned dishes and fluffed up pillows.

 

Thank God, she hadn't actually crossed paths with House in L.A., Steph realized, still unsure of how well she could put up an act of disinterest and unfamiliarity with him. Now, at least, when the end came to House's plans, he couldn't blame her. She'd played her role perfectly, and if Bud was giving her the boot, and not just the one that was part of her costume either, then House couldn't blame her. Apparently, his calculations had come out wrong and he had forgotten to carry a one or something.

 

It happened sonetimes.

 

Even with geniuses.

 

Bud was actually there to meet her at the entrance, waiting at the top of the stairs. He smiled as she climbed them to meet him, but as he kissed her cheeks, Steph wondered if this was the same man she had had to fake orgasms for during Christmas? He suddenly seemed so awkward and chaste, more like a distant and unclear relation, than someone whom had been inside of her. She wondered if she had dreamt the whole thing, but that only made her feel angry, aware that, if she had, she could have spent Christmas with House instead. There she was believing she was taking a step towards her secret boss' goal and all she felt now was that she was even more distant from it than when she had caught Bud Askins eye at Nuka-World.

 

"Steph, it is so wonderful to see you again. My apologies for being so busy," he greeted, pretending that they hadn't made eye contact through a snake plant the other night.

 

"I've been busy too," she lied, but tried to do it sweetly, at least.

 

"I don't doubt it," he replied, leaning closer to her. "Busy trying to stay alive! My gosh! I was so frightened for you! You honestly can't imagine what I've been through."

 

No, she probably couldn't, Steph thought since he had only found out about it all after the wreck of a conference and he'd then barely spent any time interacting with her since she arrived, besides that solitary, quick phone call.

 

"I'm sorry. I wouldn't have let you know about it at all, but that nasty reporter found out about it somehow," Steph said apologetically.

 

Her words seemed to warm him somewhat, and he wrapped an arm around her waist. "I'm grateful to him," he stated. "I want to know what my girl is going through."

 

He patted her hip at the word "my" and Steph had the impression that when he viewed her as a commodity he felt somehow safer and more able to become protective. She was his own snow globe, one he wouldn't throw willingly to the floor, but one he'd neglect enough to let that happen...

 

And what would he neglect her for?

 

The company he worked for. Even more important to Bud, the reputation and respect he believed he had earned, thanks to that very same company.

 

Eagerly, he began to give her a tour of the building, which equated more or less to a love letter to Vault-Tec and the role he played there, one Steph couldn't tell if it was as important as he was implying or he was merely making it seem that way, not only to impress her, but his own ego too. That reminded her of the car she'd seen in the parking lot as they pulled up...the one with the vanity license plates that read: JST ASKIN. They had to have belonged to Bud, who else would have those, she wondered?

 

Jst 2 b sure, though, she asked if he had any relatives whom worked there, and the executive seemed extra proud of himself for his answer then, whether or not it was the truth. "No. Bud Askins made it to Vault-Tec without a hint of nepotism involved. And I refuse to pull any strings to make it easy for anyone else either."

 

"Oh, you won't?" Steph asked, her heart sinking for House and his scheme, if it were true. Her boss was depending on Bud, for some reason, setting her up at Vault-Tec to be close to him, afterall. It would be better to spy on the company if she had a foot in the door. However what Bud was saying didn't exactly promote that idea anymore than she would likely be promoted instantly as his secretary or assistant.

 

It didn't get any better when he said, "Un unh. All Vault-Tec employees must come to us straight from Vault Tec University, as far as I'm concerned...hand picked for their special abilities..."

 

Okay...Steph thought. So what had House been wasting all that time on teaching her all of those other abilities for anyway, and hinting that her role as a prostitute might also come into use? Instead of all of this Nuka-World nonsense and lessons at the Lucky 38, he should have paid for her tuition at Vault-Tec U! That would have been far simpler. Then she need never have fallen for House, which was mostly wrought from keeping constant company with him...unless he had calculated that that in itself would make her more loyal.

 

She bet that was it, Steph thought with a hint of disappointment. House had probably reasoned that if he had sent someone to a Vault-Tec run education system they would end up brainwashed...and he couldn't risk that. So what he had wagered instead was Askins belief that he would avoid hiring anyone for selfish reasons.

 

Ever the Las Vegan, House was gambling that he could somehow create a Galatea so attractive to Bud Askins that he wouldn't be able to resist her. The question now was would House's gamble pay off?

 

From where she was sitting, or rather standing, during this grand tour, Stephanie was doubting it.

 

However, if she might in some way help out House, even just a little, Steph was willing to take it. "And did you study at Vault-Tec University?" she asked him innocently.

 

"Why...no...no I didn't actually," Bud admitted, stopping in their little walk. "I worked at West Tek before. But...had I known of Vault-Tec's general superiority, in all things, I would have chosen it first and foremost. Have no doubt about that!"

 

His eyes were darting around the hallway, as if he thought they were being recorded and Steph had a feeling that they might actually be. If they were lax in security, afterall, House would never have needed her so badly to infiltrate the corporation.

 

"Well...if the time ever comes," Steph said coyly, beginning to resume their walk, "and you think someone would suit Vault-Tec as well as you do, maybe you'll show them the same amount of mercy."

 

Bud was staring at her, and she wasn't certain she had stuck her foot in her mouth, when he suddenly confessed, "That's what I love about you, Steph! You lift me up and keep me down to earth all at the same time. Just the perfect influence where public relations are concerned."

 

Steph wasn't sure how to respond to that, so she didn't.

 

The tour resumed, Bud apparently not waiting for a reply anyway.

 

Painstakingly, admiringly, she was shown the many Vault-Tec offices...which actually was less tedious than having had made love to Bud Askins two months ago.

 

She was enjoying Vault-Tec, despite herself, finding it intriguing with all of its technology and science. What she found terribly less so was Bud, himself, whom proceeded to talk and explain things in the most uninteresting way imaginable. It was like receiving a tour from a door to door salesman,  but one you always ended slamming the door on. She could not even think of doing that now; House needed this door to be opened so she suffered the sales pitch.

 

Still, she would have been more delighted to hear from the scientists, themselves, those whom had actually found out how to grow corn in any season, how they had done it rather than Bud describing to her how he had felt upon learning about his company's great feats and how honored he was to work for them.

 

And when he showed her the experiments with the mice and rats...and seemed to enjoy the knowledge gained from their overpopulation, she had her own bit of wisdom garnered from House to help precede it, his own lectures taught back in the 38...about how, if you gave a mischief of rats everything they wanted or needed they soon turned towards self destruction...their societies collapsed. They sealed their own doom.

 

She feigned obliviousness pretty well, however, for Bud bought her little gasps and blinks of amazement. And feeling every inch the learned fellow, even though he had not attended Vault-Tec U, acted like he had been the one to teach her, as he offered her his arm and led her back down the corridors and to a new room, left unseen before.

 

One which bore his nameplate.

 

"And, finally, this is my office," he announced, opening the door and leading her inside.

 

Steph entered, her eyes not immediately going to the desk she would had thought he wanted her to see, or any plaques, awards or certificates behind it, but rather the large gathering of roses waiting for her in the middle of the room. There must have been 300 of them, made into the largest bouquet she had ever seen.

 

It was enough to stop her breath...and yet something felt off.

 

"Happy Valentine's Steph," Bud said, closing the doors as she went to the roses to examine them more closely.

 

She didn't need to take in their scent, that had hit her the moment Askins had opened the door, but she needed to examine them, to touch them, to feel the silky quality of their petals and to gently experience their long stems with all of their thorns...

 

However...

 

Trying to do the last was a hopeless endeavor. The stems were smooth, without a chance of skin being torn or the pricking of a finger.

 

"They're grown right here at the Vault-Tec labs," he said. "I just didn't want to ruin the surprise."

 

"They have no thorns," Steph said, unaware of why this bothered her so much that she felt like crying, despite the kindness of the gesture.

 

"Of course not! See, at Vault-Tec, we can improve on nature! Everything can be made perfect, without all of those little inconveniences."

 

The executive came up behind her, his hands on her shoulders as he was examining his own rose. "Who wants to run the risk of being scratched by an object of beauty, afterall? They should be adored, worshipped, savored as something wonderfully docile and close...not something needed to keep a distance from, untouched...Isn't that so much better?"

 

Steph knew he wanted her to agree, but right then she was thoroughly horrified at the idea. She thought of the roses House had given to her, and the pain and subsequent blood from the thorn...and suddenly, despite it and Bradberton's warning that there would be more of that blood in her future, Stephanie realized that she longed for its harsh beauty more than the sterile one that the company Askins worked for had created.

 

What was life worth without that risk of blood anyway? It was as meaningless as faith without doubt. If you could construct everything to your liking,  so it never could hurt you, so that you were assured of its every act, every word, that you were completely in control, at all times, and you never had to feel powerless, could you truly reap any satisfaction then from a moment of unexpected beauty, like a struggle in a bathtub, which had brought release and an awkward waltz to the Blue Danube, or the laughter which had later been shared on the newly made rink and the moment of embrace when an elevator had plummeted at its fearful pace?

 

Weren't those moments worth the thorns?

 

Like silken petals at the top of a long thorny stem? Maybe that was why roses were the shade of blood, she realized: a pooling of crimson. 

 

Anything else, well it was only what she was playing at with Askins.

 

Something engineered.

 

Something deemed from the very first second to be false.

 

Something meaningless.

 

Now she understood why the rats had gone insane.

 

Even if this was what Bud had been trying to show her the whole time, what he was leading up to...his point.

 

The very same reason why he had spied on her probably since the first moment she had exited the Roosevelt hotel, if not from the very first second she'd checked in as Miss Mercy Day.

 

He was asking if she would hurt him.

 

Needing reassurance that she wouldn't.

 

But he failed to understand that if he didn't allow her the chance that everything they had together was just a well planned out ruse.

 

That ruse was all, she feared, kept her linked to Robert House however.

 

And so her answer could never be anything else but what Bud Askins wanted to hear her say.

 

A rose without its thorns.

 

"Yes, so much better," Steph agreed, although it was a finer act than any of her orgasms had ever been.

 

She felt the hands on her shoulders lessen their grasp on her, and felt Bud's mouth going to the nape of her neck to kiss it before he turned to the zipper on her dress instead, taking this as the proper motivation to take what he wanted from her.

 

Steph let him, because this was what House expected of her too, the future lord of New Vegas being the thorn in her side as much as he was the bloom on the actual rose he had made of her. The one engineered for the seduction of Bud Askins.

 

As she fell to the floor, Bud lying over her, Steph realized that, in his own way, House was no better than the scientists at Vault-Tec.

 

But it didn't change the fact that it was House she imagined was making love to her as she closed her eyes and became his perfect creation.

 

The rose he had gifted to Bud Askins, presumably thornless, but which bore one thorn left unrealized, yet hiding within her: Robert Edwin House, himself.

 

* * *

 

Having gotten what he wanted from her, Bud had excused himself from seeing her out, saying that his day was so very busy, and he'd already spent too much of it on his own selfish desires when a whole desperate country needed both him and Vault-Tec.

 

Steph bit her tongue, not telling him that the four minutes they had spent on his office floor wasn't going to make that big of a difference to anyone.

 

Instead she dutifully went to the door and then turned and blew him a kiss, as she was on its other side. Bud caught it but did not return it, instantly going to the papers on his desk instead, one of which seemed to make a crease appear in the middle of his forehead.

 

Having used the memory techniques House had instructed to find her way back to the building's entrance/exit, she saw it in the distance as she also witnessed the door opening and someone else entering the building now too.

 

It was Robert House.

 

Without blinking, Steph continued to the exit, putting on her gloves of black and giving not the slightest indication that she knew or cared whom the infamous man was whom she had just passed on her way outside of the building.

 

To anyone watching, and that included the entire Vault-Tec security team and Bud Askins, the man and the woman would be taken as strangers.

 

And that, perhaps, was Steph's very own Valentine's to Robert House.

Notes:

I had no idea that the roses (and their thorns) that House gave Steph would come back for this scene.

But I thank God for it because I feel it made it so much better without intention.

Or engineering.

Thank you so much for reading! :D <3

Chapter 51: Bloody Fingers in Her Pocket

Summary:

Steph's Nuka-World mistake returns to bite her.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

She saw Bud Askins a few more times during Bardberton's designated stay in California. It was often routine, usually began with food and always ended with sex, which was suffered, survived and then probably used as an ego boost for him, but something purposely forgotten about by her. It was like those after dinner mints, she supposed, but one which left a bad taste she could quickly forget about with something to help get her mind off of it: a few chocolates from a box she had bought for herself, a romantic late night movie, a song she could close her eyes to, and picture being with House again.

 

Two of her favorites to listen to, then, were Lili Marleen and the Blue Danube Waltz.

 

Those did the trick and she could then fall peacefully asleep.

 

House had expressly forbidden her to seek mental or emotional escape in either alcohol or drugs. Those he had argued were volatile mixtures whom she would lose her control to eventually and then would inevitably become her specific master, one overpowering him.

 

Something he would never allow.

 

Once, after one of her special "goodbyes" with Askins, and following a few days where House had been a no-show, after the hope with their Vault-Tec passing that he might show up for a brief summary of how things were proceeding, in defiance, Steph had taken a few sips of wine, only to try to bring them up and wash her mouth out with water soon after.

 

She supposed that the man she had fallen in love with had successfully made her his soldier, after all, her mind choosing to avoid using the word "slave". Once again, he had engineered her so very well.

 

And, at least, it did not make her vulnerable, like her Nuka-World predecessor.

 

About a week and a half after her Valentine's tour of the Vault-Tec office, Steph was informed that they would finally be moving the promotional tour along to the next stop in the country.

 

Had Bud been in charge of that, as well, Steph had to wonder, after Huxley had first told her? Was he now sending them on their merry little way, his curiosity about if he could trust her now satisfied, for the time being.

 

She was also left wondering what business House had had at Vault-Tec? She realized she wasn't exactly privy to the man's relationship with the company he had groomed her to spy on for him. Why was he certain that they were entertaining him and yet keeping him in the dark all at once? She wondered if he felt like she did so much of the time and gleaned some satisfaction from it.

 

When she saw Bradberton, following an appearance on one of the morning news programs, she sauntered up to him, hoping to find out any information she could about their now moving forward decision.

 

"So you really think that Hollywood has had enough of hearing me say "Zap that thirst?" she mocked her boss and the slew of appearances he had scheduled for her, all of which had not breathed a whisper about the New Orleans fiasco and the attempts on her life. She supposed John-Caleb believed his toxic soft drink went down a whole lot easier without murder. She also supposed he had managed to bribe the media into submission, back to asking their same old, repetitive and boring questions.

 

"You may say that," Bradberton stated. "Or you may equally say that the same person, whom had requested our stay be prolonged, has now received orders from higher up that he rid himself of unnecessary distractions."

 

Ahhh...so Vault-Tec had twisted Askins thumbs. She briefly contemplated if he would find a replacement for her when she was gone, just as Keith McKinney did with his beloved Ezra. She wouldn't doubt it. Still, it had no power in hurting her, as opposed to if she believed House would ever do the same.

 

"So, boss, where's our next stop then?" she teased, fueled into playfulness by the joy that she would now receive a break from having to make love to Bud Askins.

 

"You haven't heard?" Bradberton sneered at her.

 

Steph shook her head, her Nuka-Girl tresses, refreshed just the day before, staying perfectly in place.

 

"I thought your other boss might have told you...we're heading to Vegas."

 

Steph felt her smile growing, good memories of the city overpowering so many months beforehand of bad ones there. "Well, Viva Las Vegas," she cooed, in anticipation.

 

"Don't be so cocky," Bradberton spat. "You'll have to be ever more careful there...someone might recognize you. Hometowns have a way of going for the blood of their heroes."

 

* * *

 

Later that day, relaxing inside of her room on a lounger, lost inside the pages of a magazine purchased in the very lobby of the studio where the interview had taken place, Steph was surprised by a knock on the door, disrupting her from the quiz she had just been filling out. She put the pencil down and cautiously went to the door, not expecting room service.

 

Although her schedule had been filled with so many things, that she often felt as if she were dead on her feet, and her time spent with Bud made her almost wish she was dead, Stephanie hadn't forgotten that someone out there wanted to help grant her that wish, and so she wasn't taking any chances.

 

"May I ask who it is?" she inquired politely, still trying to sound sweet and polite, the mask she needed to wear for the Vault-Tec exec she was seducing. Hollywood was also a place of large ears and big mouths, she knew, and any drop in her behavior could get back to Bud faster than a box office flop was shooed out of cinemas.

 

"It's the porter, miss. A note was dropped off at the front desk and the man requested that I bring it to you immediately. He said it was of the utmost importance."

 

"A note...can you slip it under the door?" she asked and after a few seconds watched as a slip of paper appeared by her feet.

 

Trying not to breath, Steph opened it and then covered her nose and mouth as she read it, trying to be safe incase it was covered in any sort of knock-out chemicals.

 

Meet me in the hotel restaurant, it simply stated in typewritten ink.

 

It certainly wasn't Bud. Whenever he corresponded with her, it was always with Vault-Tec paper, the type with his name and standing inside of the company emblazoned at the top of it.

 

"Was there anything else said when it was dropped off?" Steph asked. "It's important that I know."

 

Reluctance was being fought and conquered on the other side of the hotel door.

 

"The man insisted it was by order of the house, but he doesn't work here," the porter admitted. "The concierge ordered me to leave that part out, but I know who you are and I think you should be told."

 

So her role as the Nuka-Girl proceeded her, Steph thought. She could also use it in this case.

 

"What did this guy look like?" Steph asked.

 

"Average height, nice suit, real nice, dark hair, brown eyes...moustache. I think I've seen him in the papers a few times."

 

House, Steph thought in excitement. But why did he want to meet in the Roosevelt's dining room? That was even more conspicuous than his stunt on New Year's? But, if it was really House could she disobey him so boldly?

 

"Thanks...oh wait a second!" Steph ran to her purse and quickly returned with a tip for the man, sliding it underneath the door too.

 

"Thank you, miss!" he said enthusiastically and then presumably left from the sound of the departing footfalls.

 

Steph looked at the note again.

 

Something was off. Why type the note, leaving its author unknown, if he wanted to meet in a public space? The public bit calmed her mind about the Nuka-Girl stalker prospect, but it was still strange. Unless, once she was there, she would receive further instruction, like steps that would lead her eventually to some closet in the Roosevelt, or a fire escape, where they could then talk more freely.

 

That sounded like House.

 

And what could it hurt to go there and just see if that was it? If someone asked what she was doing, why, she was a woman afterall! Curiosity was at her very core! She could also claim she thought it was from Bud. She'd just learned from Bradberton that Bud was being reprimanded for the time he was spending on her, wasn't it believable for her to then claim she believed he had decided to make their meetings more clandestine before she left?

 

In excitement, Stephanie prepared to go to the Roosevelt's dining area where she hoped to be sent on a journey where seeing Robert House would be the ultimate destination.

 

She threw a glance to the open magazine and decided to leave it where it was, but not open for house keeping to find. Closing it, she knew that when she returned, she could always finish up the questionnaire. It was probably just silly anyway, and provided no real answers. Unfortunately, silly, was all she was left with these days.

 

* * *

 

Steph sat down at a table in the Roosevelt's restaurant, and ordered herself a Virgin Mary, when soon, to her shock she saw someone she took to be Robert House sitting down beside her.

 

"Heya Steph, no long time no see," a voice said that was most definitely not Robert Edwin House's at all.

 

Although he claimed to anyone whom would listen that they shared a good amount of DNA.

 

"Tim Wittingstone," she said in a joining of annoyance and fear, as much as her drink was free from any such mixtures of the more innocent with the more dangerous.

 

Her very ex-lover sat beside her, dressed in a suit as every bit nice as the porter had said, his hair combed to perfectly mimic his famous alleged uncle's. The question foremost on Steph's mind, however, was whether or not his appearance was because of his obsession with House or because of some other reason, one which effected her more...

 

"So...You like the suit?" the technician asked. "It set me back a few grand, but I thought, what's the problem? I am so worth it. Besides, as I see it, I will soon be coming into a lot of money."

 

"What the hell are you doing here?" Steph hissed, looking around the restaurant and grateful that barely anyone was there to actually witness her plunked down and chatting with a Robert House look-a-like.

 

Tim shook his head, eyeing her as if she had disappointed him. "You should know that it's you, Steph! I mean, you did get my little reminder didn't you? The one during Mardi Gras?"

 

She had, but then House had taken it, Steph remembered. Maybe if he hadn't, she would have been more prepared for something like this. Instead, Tim Wittingstone was an out of sight out of mind kind of deal. Most of the time that was a blessing, now it had been transformed into a curse.

 

"I've given it a lot of thought during my vacation, and I thought if I can't get my uncle to give me what I deserve that I can get his little trollop to."

 

The man slapped something down onto the table, in front of her, and Steph calmly turned it around, half knowing what she would find from the newsprint on the back.

 

News from months ago, when they had both been working at Nuka-World and she had been longingly waiting to hear from House.

 

And there the confirmation was, as she flipped it over and saw one of her news clippings of House, one she had apparently kissed and gotten fresh lipstick on. One of the ones that had been lying under the mattress when she had had sex with Wittingstone and which was supposed to have been burnt when she had come to her senses over how incriminating they were.

 

"And don't think about destroying the evidence, Steph," Wittingstone warned, sitting back and gloating in his chair. "That's not the only one you pathetically made out with while, what, awaiting further instructions? I've got a few like those."

 

So the man had been selective, Steph realized, staring at her lips over the halftone image of Robert House, something Wittingstone went on to further brag about the reasons for his tact.

 

"You've been to the Vault-Tec offices and saw their labs...trust me, honey, that was just a taste of what they can do. They got far worse set up all over the country...but, you tell me, don't you think, with all that scientific know how, they'll be able to match that lipstick trace with your DNA? Because I'm betting they will."

 

The young woman tried to assume an air or indifference.

 

"So I have a thing for Robert House," Steph said, pushing the photograph away from her on the table. She saw no way out of his wager and the inevitability of losing to it: The scientists at Vault-Tec would make short work of it and Bud Askins, being whom he was, had probably already saved some of her DNA as souvenirs. Denial was useless, but it didn't need to mean anything either. "It's just a newspaper clipping, I kissed," Steph shrugged. "So what? As you probably already figured, I have a taste for dark men with facial hair."

 

Wittingstone was unbothered by her cool attitude, but seemed to feed on it instead. "You can claim that all you like, but you think that Vault-Tec won't insist that the matter be looked in to, at least?" he asked, reaching forward to take her drink.

 

No, Steph thought and cursed herself for ever inviting Wittingstone into her bed. She didn't think Vault-Tec would just leave it be. For the company, if what House and Askins had implied, anything that could compromise it would be thoroughly investigated.

 

So she was essentially doomed.

 

Unless, she gave the jerk what he wanted.

 

Wittingstone cringed, as he took a drink of her Virgin Mary. "Too pure for you, baby. We both know better."

 

Wanting this to be over with as fast as possible, and before anyone saw them together and made the same mistake that the porter did, Steph got out her purse and the checkbook inside. "How much do you want?" she asked.

 

And when he gave her a number, it was Stephanie's turn to cringe at something she hadn't expected, and wasn't to her liking.

 

"And that's just a start," Tim Wittingstone warned. "We're just beginning, baby. But I saw how you lived, just waiting for him to contact you and living like a nun while he was gone. Well, not quite like a nun," his hand crept up her leg.

 

Suddenly.

 

Swiftly.

 

Steph stabbed that same hand with the very pen she had been using to write out his check.

 

Her anger had found an easy enough outlet.

 

With pleasure, the only pleasure she had wrought from their meeting, Steph watched as the man stifled a scream and grabbed his hand back...all as his own blood dropped on to his expensive new suit.

 

That silenced scream was all the proof she had needed in a way. Suspecting that she was being funded by his uncle, the man wasn't so quick as to get her into trouble either.

 

Not until he had bled her of all the green paper he believed he could of, at least.

 

His blackmail would hopefully buy her enough time in return to get herself out of the mess she had found herself in.

 

"I'm so sorry," she apologized insincerely. "You seem to have gotten your nice new suit dirty."

 

A malicious, vitriol smile overcame his outraged expression. "Yeah, and who do you think will be picking up the bill for the dry cleaning, Steph?

 

Glaring at him, Steph ripped the check from out of the checkbook and then stood, repositioning the purse on her shoulder. She gave him nothing in the way of a farewell, knowing that unfortunately she would be seeing him again and soon. Regardless, how many digits of the sum she had just written down, it wouldn't be long before Tim Wittingstone had gone through it all.

 

The man had expensive tastes. Unfortunately, regarding his one for women, Steph knew she was the one whom was left footing the bill.

 

* * *

 

Angry with herself, as much as she wanted to kill Wittingstone, Steph entered her room in the worst sort of mood, wishing to be safely inside, behind a locked door, where she could attack the problem with the same skills House had honed within her. She clumsily locked the door and was turning back to her suite when she saw that someone was relaxing in her lounger, the same fashion magazine she had abandoned held over his face.

 

"Hmm...it says if you answered with mostly Cs - which you have seemed to - then there is equal a chance that your lover is interested in you as you are in him," her visitor observed, still apparently reading the article. "Now, the question becomes, however, if you were being completely honest in your responses or were as wholly delusional as the rest of the readers of this rag probably are."

 

"Hello Bert," Steph greeted, wishing the scientists over at Vault-Tec could explain to her why seeing the man at this particular time, after such a horrible confrontation, could still conjure such feelings of elation and joy inside of her. Was it all chemicals? Was there room for something else to slip inbetween?

 

Robert House put down the magazine, still open on his lap, and stared at her with his own amount of curiosity, proving it was not resigned for only one sex afterall.

 

"This cannot possibly be done with Bud Askins in mind," House observed, suddenly lifting and turning the magazine on his lap so the title of the quiz, "HOW TO TELL IF HE'S AS MAD FOR YOU AS YOU ARE CRAZY FOR HIM? was clearly displayed for her to read. "So, tell me Stephanie...anybody I know?" the billionaire inventor asked, the familiar smug smirk, playing across his mouth and a infuriating twinkle in his eyes of supposedly black, cold space.

Notes:

Yay! Another update. I had no idea what I was working on today, but this felt right. And I honestly am glad I did because some paths became clearer because of it, thank You, God!

I always knew that Tim was going to blackmail Steph, but it wasn't introduced/began as well as this in my mind. It was vague and unformed, but his similarity to House was put to good use here, I think.

And I've been winging those tour stops so Vegas feels right to be next. I just pray to God that more inspiration will hit me once Steph gets there, or that I can, at least, keep the plot breezing along, which He has helped me to do.

Thank you for letting that wind carry you along with it. I hope it has been a pleasant ride so far! Thank you for being on it! :D <3

Chapter 52: Positions

Summary:

Steph discovers House's prediction about her upcoming return to Las Vegas and then leaves California in style...Nuka-Cola style.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Steph used every bit of the chill she'd gotten off of her terrible encounter with Tim Wittingstone to her advantage, trying to counter the heat that was rising to her cheeks with focusing on Wittingstone's greed and House's similarities in feature to her blackmailer.

 

"Yes, it is, as a matter of fact," she said, taking off her earrings and placing them by the stand by the door then turning around to face him. "You might have heard of him...goes by the name Cooper Howard. I had a romantic supper with him only a few nights ago at Dresden's, in fact."

 

House turned the magazine around and studied it, eyeing her choices again, most likely, and trying to calculate that into her response. "I fail to see how romantic a supper can be with a man's wife and child sitting right there. Besides, that hardly fits the answer you've given here, for number 14: 'We have met several times and I'm still not sure how he feels about me'."

 

Steph cooly walked over to the lounger and snatched the magazine from out of the billionaire's hands. "I saw him in New York around Christmas," she countered. She intentionally left out the fact that any times she had seen the man back then it had been from a distance and it had also always included his family. Infact, the only Howard family she had yet to meet seemed to be the dog. But who cared...Why split hairs? Anything to get the smug smirk hovering below Robert House's moustache off from his face as quickly as possible.

 

Tossing the magazine all the way over to the dresser to join her earring, not only showed off her fantastic aiming skills, but also got the darn thing out of the way. She'd love the chance to see if House could aim nearly so well, the woman thought as a buffer to her embarrassment. Stephanie then folded her arms and looked down at Robert House's face, liking the perspective a great deal, a feeling probably heightened by her bad mood. "You'd better stick to Better Mechanics or what is it that your company puts out...oh right: RobCo Fun."

 

She gave a small, mocking laugh at that, hoping it hurt him just a little, fueled by her resentment that, while she had just seen Tim Wittingstone for a personal (if unwanted) rendezvous, aside from their one passing at Vault-Tec, this was the first time she'd seen hide or hair of her true boss.

 

Instead of looking insulted, he seemed strangely proud of what basically equated to a comic book that came with a free holotape game. "Have you ever actually read one? They are rather amusing...if you should decide to."

 

Stephanie placed her hands on her hips. "I am not some adult male living out his fantasies vicariously through some exagerated, and juvenile illustrated adventures...I'm the human being virtually playing them out for him in her real life...and risking that very life too, I might add."

 

Okay. So maybe she was letting Tim's little performance downstairs heighten her anger at House at this stage, but if he hadn't been leaving her hanging for all of those months at Nuka-World, while he was trying to give the world the impression he was going to actually marry his Jane, she would never have fallen for Wittingstone and all of his sleaze.

 

Although it hadn't been the techie's seedy side that had appealed to her; it was the side of him that evoked Robert House so strongly. That had always been destined to be her downfall, the dangling of a more easily accessible knock off than the pricier and distant original.

 

Curse the pitfalls of commercialism, even when it came to people and the human heart.

 

"My dear Stephanie...I have the feeling that you angry at me again...but I can't understand why," House asked now and she wondered if this was just another manipulation tactic or if she really had wounded him. How much of House was still a child trapped inside of a man's body, afterall? He had no parents, no friends, while growing up, and a brother intent on stealing any of his rightful inheritance away...maybe a part of him did need the escape of the little adventure rag his company put out, not to mention countless Hollywood westerns and other such overblown fantasies.

 

He had suddenly invoked whatever bit of a mother she had hidden inside of herself and she relented,  a little. "No...I'm not mad," she sighed, running a hand through her hair. "I'm just tired of fucking Bud Askins. Believe me, you would be too if you were in my position. Not that he's overly inventive."

 

Perhaps equating that to his current one in the lounger, House departed from it, getting to his well polished shoes, but not even so much as needing to straighten his tie for all of his cool composure.

 

"I give you my assurance that I would never even contemplate such a horror. And you have my eternal gratitude for bearing that particular cross for me. And so...your crossness, in itself, is throughly understood. I also remind you, that gratitude still extends to granting anything you may desire. I fear you forget that sometimes and it isn't properly taken advantage of before I can no longer offer my generosity."

 

Steph nodded, her hand returning to her hip. She couldn't think of what to ask him for, other than for the funds to cover whatever figure Tim Wittingstone had in mind next. But that was impossible. She had made that particular bed too rashly and now it was hers to tend to.

 

"On the subject of such," House continued when faced with her lack of a reply, "I came to inform you that things are exactly where I planned and needed them to be where the seduction of Bud Askins is concerned. We are perfectly on schedule and you should find yourself tucked away in some role under Bud Askins' care at Vault-Tec in the near future."

 

"What? When he's willingly sending me away at the urging of that same company?" Stephanie scoffed.

 

"Yes. The near future is not immediate," House said. "It's merely closer than my dreams of New Vegas. But you have made a giant step in the right direction."

 

Contemplating his words, Steph replied as well as informed him, "Well Bradberton's direction is Las Vegas itself next." Her eyebrow raised in mischief. "That should be fun."

 

House studied her, his hands finding one another behind his back and, no doubt, clasping together. "I would not be so sure."

 

"Oh, you wouldn't?"

 

He slowly shook his head. "If anything, it will be the opposite...being so near to what you may consider to be your home. Every second there will probably be filled with memories...as well as risks. You'll be always at the precipice of making the wrong step, you will begin to fear one where you will be remembered...and our months of hard work will slowly begin to unravel."

 

"Oh, please! Give me a break! Don't be so dramatic!" Steph laughed.

 

House slightly tilted his head in recognition of her doubt, but replied, "It may seem so now, but all of the other stops on this little whirlwind tour have not taken you so close to our little secret. Let's see what you feel like when you are standing right on its doorstep. You will have to tell me what it was like, however...I will not be there to see it for myself."

 

"Where will you be?" Steph asked, a violent pang of disappointment seizing her soul.

 

"Here. With Vault-Tec for some of that time actually...I feel it is better for the both of us if I stay far away from Vegas while you are there."

 

Was she actually close to crying, Steph wondered? Why should the thought of her being in Vegas while House was still in California wound her as much as it did? Perhaps, because it felt wrong him not being in the place he loved while the woman whom loved him was finally back in it too? It only helped to remind her how distant they were often from each other...and all leading to a time when they would be distant even more still: him in his tower in the sky and her deeply buried underground.

 

Taking steps closer towards her, House was back to the position he probably preferred, one where he could look down on her instead. "Do not feel too alone, Stephanie...Like always...I will be with you in spirit. My mind will likely be on you and your accomplishments with Askins more than whatever lies he may try to be feeding me."

 

Steph met his eyes, smiling in spite of herself, even if it was a touch rueful. "And your heart is always in Vegas anyway," she said. "So, I suppose you will still be watching over me."

 

His mouth opened and she would have guessed he might have actually offered her a fond piece of his laughter, but his wit was far too dry for it. "As I said...like always."

 

A longer stare before he tipped his head to her and headed towards the door, pausing to look at the magazine on the stand, as his hand lingered on the door knob.

 

"I never did compliment you on your performance at the Vault-Tec entrance," House said, turning back to look at her from over the straight, pristine shoulder of his suit. "To anyone watching it would seem that you didn't care...but...well, we know better, don't we?"

 

He glanced back at the magazine before leaving, not turning to look at his personal spy against Vault-Tec again.

 

Her feelings in an uproar, and feeling more vulnerable than when her hand had been scrawling out Wittingstone's check and her dirty, little blackmailer's hand had been on her leg, Stephanie ran over to the magazine. Her earrings fell on to the floor as she picked it up and stared at the cursed quiz. Then, with all of her strength, she tore it in half, letting out a frustrated little yell, half squeal, as she did so. She needed the sound for release and added momentum and finally when it was left in two pieces in her hand she threw both to the floor, imagining them to be both Tim Wittingstone and Robert House: the faces of each of her current frustrations.

 

Why it should bother her that House seemed to be alluding to her attraction to him, the woman didn't know. Possibly because it reminded her of the power he had over her. But when had it been any different? The only power she had in return was her relationship with Bud Askins, but he felt more like a ball and chain, leading her down in stages to her place in some vault that either had or hadn't even been built now! She wanted the fucking tower! The one aimed at the moon and not the center of the earth, that nobody ever saw to be inspired by. She felt like Robert House, sinful disbeliever that he was, was heading to heaven while she was digging her way to hell.

 

All on his orders, of course.

 

* * *

 

Bud Askins was there to see her big Hollywood send off, a small parade honoring all things Nuka, in which Keith and her both began it by appearing riding together in the first vehicle, a bright red Plymouth XNR, and ended it, surprisingly as well, on a more grandiose float mimicking the advertisement, all thanks to Bradberton's invention, and a frantic scramble.

 

Askins appearance was nothing so grand, neither was it anything too very personal either. Preceding it, the night before, she had received a letter - still on Vault-Tec paper- from the executive saying that he wished he could be there to give her an intimate farewell, but the company he worked for was prohibiting it. He would be there, of course, but more as a gesture to John-Caleb Bradberton and Vault-Tec's ties to the Nuka-Cola company itself than because of their own fledgling relationship.

 

He had sent her a gift, however, to wear and think of him: a necklace of aquamarine, one he said would match her eyes.

 

Holding the necklace to those same searching eyes, Steph was tempted to wonder how much a pawn broker might give her for it to send straight into Tim Wittingstone's pocket, but knew that House would advise against it. Just incase Askins were to pay her a visit and she needed to be seen wearing the actual thing, offering the impression that it brought her closer to the giver...the same one she was relieved she would not see again for quite a while.

 

Even if she had sold the necklace, though, Stephanie doubted that it would have made a dent in whatever check that Wittingstone was daydreaming of next. It wasn't diamonds, afterall, which were more desired.

 

Who knew if the jewels were even real, considering the taste of what she'd seen at Vault-Tec and what her blackmailer had hinted at.

 

Sitting on the Plymouth, Steph had easily found Bud Askins in the crowd, standing amongst a small, friendly crowd of execs, one of them being Barb Howard, whom pleasantly had Janey with her, although Cooper Howard wasn't there to be seen at all. Probably at home with the dog, Steph thought with a wistful smile, wishing she'd been able to meet the canine instead of having to partake in another of Bradberton's publicity gimmicks.

 

Regardless, she smiled and waved extra happily at Janey, whom smiled extra brightly at her in return and then turned and said something to her mother in excitement.

 

As the car reached the end of the line, both McKinney and she went through the nerve wracking experience of rushing back to the start of the line, care of some souped up cycle that they rode down the neighnouring street together, via the sidewalk, which Bradberton had paid supposedly good money to keep clear.

 

Out of breath, not from actual physical strain but rather fear, the Galactic Cowboy, as he liked to be called and the Nuka-Girl were soon buzzing past the same crowd again on a float where Keith McKinney repeatedly lassoed her, completely sober this time, for the crowd's amusement and Steph continually killed multiple aliens, only for them to be resurrected so they could quickly be slaughtered again via her blaster.

 

Unfortunately, this time in the audience, gathered around the street, Steph saw Tim Wittingstone standing. As she passed, he held up a bandaged hand in her direction, as well as certain finger raised on it.

 

It was a safe bet that the next alien she exterminated she pictured with his face, although the creature was actually less slimy than the human she was thinking of.

 

Steph felt more at peace when she passed by the Vault-Tec station and luckily saw that Bud was no longer there, but that Janey and her mom still were and both were laughing and cheering for her, surprised but happy to see her again. The Nuka-Girl could be spotted waving extra enthusiastically in their direction and blowing kisses, a look of genuine joy on her over painted face.

 

When it was the float carrying the stars of the Nuka-Cola ad's turn to reach the end of the line, Steph had not seen House in the crowd at all. But it didn't stop her conviction that he, unlike Askins, had been there all the same, from the start to the finish of her journey with the California parade. Steph suspected it would be the same during her time now, before the war, and then later, following it, even if he was not there physically: He would always be with her, overriding her thoughts, tainting her soul and breaking her heart.

 

She didn't need to fill out some silly quiz in some stupid fashion magazine to understand that.

Notes:

Sorry for updating this so often. I'm still trying to see if I can complete the Nuka-World arc before the 2nd season airs. And it was too tempting to get one last chapter in before September is officially over.

I frankly don't know how many of those love quizzes I have filled out during my life. Too many. That and I've watched too many tarot videos too. Now, I've just kind of given up on real life romance and realize those things are really just "for entertainment purposes only". I'm sticking to my stories. That and I'm gonna ask God for Egon Spengler. C.S. Lewis once said that we are too tame in what we ask of God. And so, when I die, I'm asking for Egon Spengler, baby. My one selfish, love fueled wish.

But I honestly think love does exist out there, but that the chances of getting it are RARE. And a lot of the time, you hear that one of the lovers was usually unfaithful in any relationship and my heart isn't strong enough for that. Plus, I realize that I am incredibly picky and probably difficult to get along with. And I'm just happy with my God. He's kind of hard for any one to live up to. Like impossible.

But, anyway, all of this talk about love quizzes and tarot, and Steph wondering if the aquamarines were real, brings me to another topic related to love...love potions. I can't stand 'em. I actively avoid stories with them. Tristan and Isolde. Just no. Not for me. I value things that are real. Just like I value honesty and the truth. And love potions definitely aren't any of those.

Anyway, thanks for reading. I appreciate it! :D <3

Chapter 53: The Pebble in His Shoe

Summary:

Steph returns to Las Vegas.

Without her House.

However...something helps to remind her that he isn't the only House in the city.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Robert House's prophecy came to pass almost the second that Stephanie set foot again in Las Vegas.

 

The other places she had visited, during the tour, had been fresh, new to her, or places she hadn't been to for ages, not since her father and grandfather were alive and breathing the same air as everyone else on the planet.

 

But Vegas...

 

It was familiar.

 

And as she saw the crowd gathered to watch Bradberton and the stars of his nationwide campaign, she realized that she could equally be familiar to it.

 

All it would take was someone calling out from the adoring public,"Hey Steph! Long time no see!" or "I saw you at the Sin-Gal once!" and then someone might start trying to put pieces together, especially at the discovery that Bradberton's somewhat wholesome-ish poster girl had once taken her clothing off for anyone whom had paid the price of admission.

 

Now that she knew Vault-Tec was paying attention to Bud Askins, even if it was just the time he deprived their company of to focus on his own private affairs, she felt the awareness of her past becoming uncomfortable like the stone that had somehow found it's way into her shoe somewhere between the tarmac and the limousine that was waiting outside of the airport.

 

"Annoying," Keith commented as he watched her slip the shoe off and shake the darn thing out.

 

"I'd say," she replied.

 

What had fallen out, however, turned out to be no more than a pebble, while inside of her mind it had become a boulder. It lay there, just a speck on the pristine limo floor and even McKinney looked like he was unimpressed and embarrassed and turned to look out the window instead. Still, despite its seeming insignificance, she heard House's clear-sharp voice whispering in her ear, although he was still back in California, having traded places with her in having to endure the boredom that was Bud Askins. "That's all it takes to mess anything up, my dear Stephanie. Even something smaller, if you can believe. Look at disease, afterall...something we can't even see with the naked human eye could still wipe out humanity if given half the chance. That's why your attention needs to be everywhere and your thoughts on what you can't see as much as what you can."

 

I can do that well enough, Steph thought, turning as well then to look at the familiar landscape of Las Vegas. I hardly ever see you, Bert, and yet my thoughts are always circling around you, in one way or another.

 

* * *

 

This time around, Bradberton had chosen the Ultra-Luxe to be their temporary lodgings. For Steph, it was the best possible choice he could have made and she felt that he might have received some special provocation to make it. She didn't have to worry about the Tops now, which she adored and held so many fond memories of, but which also provided several opportunities to be recognized.

 

The Luxe, however, was a little more foreign ground to her.

 

Passing by the Casino on the way to her room, Bradberton giving strict instructions that he prohibited any sort of gambling while they were here, and Gilda requesting to know if that included her, Steph remembered the story of the gang of Shanghai Sally's and their grand shootout in the very same area of the hotel; Shanghai Sally the inspiration for her own grand escape from the Lucky 38.

 

The very place she now desired she could be.

 

Forever.

 

Even if House wasn't there, she wished she could visit, kick her feet up, say howdy to Victor and imagine she was waiting for Robert Edwin House to return to her.

 

Damn it. She missed those days...What had she been doing ever trying to escape from it? If she'd had half a brain, she would have devised a way, not of climbing out of it via a rope made of bedsheets, but locking herself safely away in the tower instead, a damsel in distress with no need of a rescue because she was in love with her captor.

 

Pity how she was still the man's captive, but he hardly desired her under his roof any longer, having instructed her to keep bed with Bud instead.

 

Bud's bedroom buddy...

 

Gah. It made her want to vomit or get drunk, the thing her other boss had prohibited.

 

Despite, her lack of a history with the Ultra Luxe, Steph still found herself reluctant to leave her hotel room. She mostly stayed there, only going out for the string of planned promotional appearances and then running immediately back to its safety. It hadn't gone unnoticed: both Keith and Gilda laughed at her lack of desire in seizing all of the glory of Sin City, and they'd teased her about it right to her face when they paid an unexpected visit to her suite.

 

"You'd think her a virginal bride," Broscoe chafed her new friend's sudden agoraphobia. "Wait a minute...you aren't a virgin are you?" Gilda asked, now believing it was possible.

 

"No," Steph laughed, thinking about what Las Vegas had once made her resort to in the desperate bid to survive there.

 

"Yes...remember all the rumors about Askins and her," Keith reminded with a wink.

 

"Oh please! Sleeping with that man would still technically make one a virgin," Gilda rolled her eyes. "It would be like a sex toy one forgot to put the batteries into. It hasn't been just him, has it?"

 

Stephanie shook her head, biting her tongue that the lover she really wanted, she had never really had, nor did it ever seem likely. While she couldn't say it, because it would defeat her purpose as the man in question's spy, she also found it too painful to say, especially while standing back in a building planted on Las Vegas soil.

 

"Oh thank God! If that killer gives it another try, afterall, and succeeds this time, I'd like you to go to your eternal rest with one good go around beneath your belt!"

 

"GILDY" Keith snapped in genuine shock. "She doesn't need to be reminded of that business."

 

"Oh come on it was a joke, you know that, Steph, now don't you?"

 

"Yeah, I know it," Steph said, but doubted it all of the same.

 

"See," the actress addressed her husband. "Which reminds me...calling it business...funny how no attempt was made on your life after we arrived in Hollywood?"

 

"What do you mean?" Steph asked, her dark brows furrowing.

 

Gilda's head whipped back in her host's direction. "I just mean that he was mysteriously quiet then. If he's been following you around, stalking, why up and quit all of a sudden. I joke we have good manners in Hollywood, but seriously? You don't suppose that John-Caleb, himself, set up that whole scenario to generate more interest in his wretched beverage, do you? It seems odd...maybe he wanted to make a film of it or some other nonsense, but no offers came his way."

 

Steph's mind raced. It was strange that the attempts on her life had stopped in California. Or, at least, once she had been back in Bud Askins vicinity...

 

House was cleared because he'd been in the elevator car with her. And that whole incident had felt too real for it to be staged by Bradberton. But why all the lack of venom now? Something felt...off.

 

"Maybe Hollywood was too rich for the killer's tastes," McKinney stated with a shrug, taking a huge sip from the wine glass in his hand. "Speaking of which...where are we gonna eat? I'm starved!"

 

"I was thinking about ordering something for us all to eat here...the view is nice, although not as nice as other places," she dared to add, hoping they wouldn't know she was referencing the spectacular one from the city's tallest building.

 

"When the Luxe has such a killer restaurant downstairs?" Gilda balked in half faux, half sincere indignation at the suggestion. "People die to get served there, you know! It's ridiculous for you to have been here all this time and NOT to have ate your own heart out not to set foot inside of it. We intend to fix that."

 

"No...really...I can't..."

 

"Afford to miss it?" Gilda said. "Yes...unless you have a reason not to..." she fixed her with that cat like gaze, looking for something to play with and then quickly put out of its misery. "Tell us, Steph. I'm all ears."

 

The ears bothered her, yes, but Steph understood that the woman's mouth was far worse. If Broscoe suspected that she was hiding something, she'd designate it her duty to unbury it and then spread it around for her amusement. And there were far too many secrets of hers buried in this greed and vice operated oasis in the desert, Steph understood, for that to be desired.

 

"Actually...I...I have been concerned that another attempt will be made on my life, it being so long since the last," she lied, having actually forgotten mostly about it, Tim Wittingstone having taken over that land of paranoia inside of her mind. For added effect, she looked at the clasped hands on her lap, though, hoping to appear like a frightened child.

 

"Now look what you've done," Keith exclaimed, rushing to his feet to go and place his hands on Steph's shoulders. "You've gone and upset my co-star, Gilda! I shall never forgive you!"

 

Steph was almost touched in spirit as well, until she noticed that Keith had brought his glass with him, how it also was now empty and how quickly the man used this all as an opportunity to refill it, the bottle left on the bar behind them.

 

"Actually...though...I would like to get out of this room," Steph sighed, looking around. "Is the restaurant really that good?"

 

"Even better than the room service," Gilda purred. "It's for only the best of society, the real white glove set, and the ultimate of ultimate gourmands...but don't worry, you can ride on Bradberton's coat tails, I'm sure."

 

Well, Steph thought. Gilda had gotten a dig in there regardless, just thankfully not the same scandal loving sort.

 

"Well then..."Steph smiled. "I'll be sure to order an ice cold Nuka-Cola while I am there."

 

Gilda looked as if she had swallowed something distasteful, while her husband lifted up his glass, after nearly squirting wine out of his nose. "I'll drink to that," he toasted.

 

* * *

 

No matter how good the food had been at the Luxe's elite restaurant, Steph hadn't been hungry enough to eat much of it. Instead, she moved it around on her plate to give the impression that she was eating it, not that the servings were particularly generous anyway. Her only concern was in being recognized, not if she went to bed hungry or not.

 

She kept having the crazy fear that Miss Ann Thrope would walk through the door, on the arm of some bigwig and, spotting her, quickly spill the beans about their illustrious shared past. Steph also highly doubted that the hotel's lush restaurant would appreciate that either: beans were a food that was definitely not on their menu.

 

If only the place required masks or something too. That would have been lovely. Then she could have sat there, in peace, without a chance of recognition, except for her famous Nuka-Girl hair...

 

Which was warranting attention.

 

Oh, how right House had been and how foolish of her to doubt him. Returning to Vegas was painfully uncomfortable and she couldn't even sit down to eat in a public space, wondering if people recognized her from the TV spots or as the former stripper known as Miss Calculations!

 

The paranoia was really getting to her.

 

Making her feel caged within herself.

 

Keith and Gilda had none of these same problems or worries, being just known as celebrities, their own pasts now forgotten and inconsequential because they weren't the slaves or spies for anyone save the movie studios. Why hadn't her life panned out that way, she wondered? But then, she'd never have met Mr. Robert House...

 

No.

 

She might have, given his penchant for escapism.

 

But he had repeatedly made it clear that she held a far more important in his life, ensuring that he would find out about Vault-Tec's secrets through her, which drew him closer to his hope for Las Vegas itself.

 

His Las Vegas.

 

No. His New Vegas.

 

"You know it's already dead, you don't have to keep making sure of it," Keith McKinney commented.

 

"What?" Steph asked.

 

"That cow on your plate," he replied, looking at it almost with pity. "You must have stabbed it around a hundred times...I've seen them be less brutal actually bringing the cattle to slaughter."

 

"Sorry," she replied. "I'm still nervous being out. I feel like I have a target on me."

 

He reached over and patted her hand, but soon his wife stole both of their attention. "Isn't that House's secretary?"

 

"Where?" McKinney said in interest, allowing Steph the pretense of adopting it too, for surely it wouldn't be considered odd to share in her companion's curiosity. Besides...she had forgotten that Robert House probably did have a secretary, for his role at RobCo; there was so much about the man she tended to forget about or overlook.

 

Looking around, she saw a woman coming in, handsome, impeccably dressed, capable looking. And yet, something felt strange picturing her as taking orders from Robert House...

 

She didn't quite seem like his type, whatever that was. Possibly something more robotic?"

 

This was all soon clarified when Keith remarked, "That woman? Gilda, honey, you've had too much to drink! She doesn't work for Robert House!"

 

"Who said Robert House, I meant his brother Anthony," Gilda rolled her eyes at her husband's mistake. "There is more than one House, or can't you remember that? Maybe you should read more."

 

"And when do you ever read the papers, Gildy?" McKinney replied, having taken obvious offense.

 

"The gossip columns every single day, my love."

 

"To see if you're in it?" Stephanie teased.

 

"To see if we're in it," Gilda smirked at her husband. "But Anthony House has been in there a lot as of late. The most wild stories about his behavior...DNA testings, bathroom break refusals...fired employees with wagging lips. Seems he is going positively batty! Right off the deep end and straight into oblivion and taking his father's company along with him. That woman right there...she's Cindy-Lou Kreb, supposedly the only person the man trusts anymore. "

 

Steph turned to look at the woman again, seized with a feeling of kinship now. How many times had House insinuated that she too was the only one he trusted? They each apparently had a House brother in their life, something she was aware of but this Kreb woman wasn't.

 

Gilda sighed, sipping more of her champagne. "I wish it was Robert House though...Other than his growing insanity, Anthony House is so terribly boring. He's even legitimate you know! Robert, at least, did us the favor of being a bastard."

 

"In so many ways," Keith joked and the couple now shared a large gale of laughter at her secret boss' expense and Stephanie had to hold back her anger, the same feeling sweeping over her as what had propelled her to stab Tim Wittingstone - a possible other House - in the hand.

 

"Why isn't old Rob here in Vegas anyway?" Gilda asked. "I'd love to pay him a visit, using Jane as an excuse."

 

"He's in California, from what I heard," Keith answered and then stifled a yawn. "Probably about those pip-boy things...the thing that Ezra was explaining to us about with the vaults...I kind of zoned out and stopped paying attention to be honest."

 

"To be honest, you were too busy looking at the zipper to Ezra Parker's pants, let's not kid ourselves, Keith," Gilda bluntly stated, leaning forward.

 

Keith McKinney smiled brightly in happy acknowledgment of guilt and enthusiastically gave a toast to this too.

 

"So tell me, Steph, have you ever met him?"

 

"Ezra Parker?" Steph asked, taking a sip.

 

"No...Robert House."

 

Ahh, Steph thought. The billion dollar question. She swallowed and feigned ambivalence. "No. We don't exactly travel in the same circles."

 

"Really? But he loves a good actress," Gilda remarked. "All of that glitz and glamour."

 

Steph laughed. "Me? I'm just a regular working girl, whom appeared in one lousy commercial. Why would House ever be interested in me? I'm not an actress, I'm a novelty," she said, pulling off one of her greatest performances ever, and one which Gilda apparently bought for she nodded her head in agreement. Although, the woman's vanity had probably also helped a great deal.

 

Keith was studying her now, and Steph tried to calm herself and not jump to wild conclusions over what he was thinking. "You know what, Gilda...I rather think our dear Stephanie would look good on Robert House's arm, a great deal better than Jane ever did."

 

Steph laughed in good humor again, while her heart leapt within her chest.

 

"No...no...wait a minute, darling," Gilda said, leaning forward to stare at her. "I believe that you're right! Her blondeness would compliment his darkness, that slightly unpolished quality, offset his high society snobbery, her youth, his experience..."

 

"Steph's simplicity his wealth, her charm his absolute lack of the social niceties," McKinney finished the appraisal. "It would be a match made in Heaven."

 

Or the Lucky 38, which was pretty darn close to it,  Steph thought.

 

"We finally agree on something fully for the first time in months," Gilda remarked and extended her glass in Keith's direction, whose own soon clinked against it.

 

It was funny, Steph silently mused, how one moment you could want to stab two people and the next you wanted to kiss them.

 

"Now, if only we could get them to meet," Gilda mused.

 

"You couldn't, not without Bud Askins finding out and throwing a tantrum," McKinney regretted. "And with war this close, and Vault-Tec's ties with RobCo, ha, let's just say, Robert House would never risk business for pleasure."

 

Steph held back a sigh and concealed the ache in her heart from the couple, if not from herself. They also apparently knew the man all too well it seemed.

 

"Pity," Gilda observed, raising her glass for a second time. "It could have been beautiful."

 

* * *

 

In her suite, looking out at the view and how truly beautiful Las Vegas was at night, when it insisted on using up so much electricity, Steph replayed the centerpiece conversation from dinner, over and over again inside of her mind, and tried not to focus on the negatives.

 

"I rather think our dear Stephanie would look good on Robert House's arm..."

 

"I believe that you're right!"

 

"It would be a match made in Heaven."

 

At least, two people in existence had thought about her and House and what a nice couple they would make. And Tim Wittingstone seemed to believe that she was sleeping with his uncle...So that made three people whom had entertained the notion of her being with Robert House, even if they'd each gotten it all wrong in some way or another...it might not be everything she ever wanted, but it might be all that she ever received, and that was more than some people came back with after visiting Las Vegas.

 

A new idea had entered her mind now, though, after the question asked if she had ever met House.

 

She had of course. Her answer had been a lie...

 

But if they had asked about the other House, well, then it would have merely been the truth.

 

And that had conjured within her thoughts the most delicious way to help kill time while she was in Vegas.

 

House had theorized she would be terrified of being recognized and so would stay away from all of their old haunts and even the places she had been before him.

 

But H & H Tools Company was something new.

 

She had never been there before.

 

Nor had she never met the man whom ran it.

 

Perhaps the time had come to change that.

 

And the most wonderful part about it was, should the leader of the company begin to spread tales about how the Nuka-Girl had visited him, it would likely only be taken as more content for the gossip pages and indication that he was losing his mind now more than ever, which was what she had seen Robert House gloating over himself once, at breakfast.

 

It had bothered her then, but now she could use it for her own escapism.

 

And amusement.

 

Just as her boss had done.

 

It was finally time to see the pebble in Robert House's own shoe, the one that had made his first fledgling steps so painful and uncomfortable.

Notes:

This feels like a side quest for Stephanie. At the same time it helps me flesh out an upcoming scene, so it is another Godsend that wasn't planned. Thanks God!

This story is already so long, it can't hurt, in any case.

Thank you for reading! It is so very much appreciated! :D <3

Chapter 54: Crossfire

Summary:

Steph momentarily gets caught in the crossfire between the two House brothers.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As it turned out, a quick phone call made at the concierge desk at the Luxe, revealed that the H & H Tool Compamy Factory was definitely not giving any more tours.

 

Steph hadn't really thought that they would be, not with a man in charge whom was slowly losing his mind - but she wasn't ready for the extreme and honest rudeness of the secretary whom answered her call either. "What are you crazy?" the woman screeched. "Who would want to visit this lunacy asylum? Even if you were let in there's no way to be sure that he'd ever let you out again...not the way he's behaving these days."

 

"Well, is there anyway to schedule a meeting with Mr. House then?" she had asked, thinking of her own Mr. House and not thinking for a second that his brother was in the mood for such a thing, nor that she could actually follow through if he was, but curious all of the same.

 

"That depends," the woman on the other end answered, all humor leaving her voice and there had been very little of it to begin with. "Would you agree to a body cavity search? Perhaps a full gynecological exam? I assure you, Mr. House wouldn't be interested in you sexually, he just wishes to ensure you don't have any spy technology hidden up there, say from the Chinese or perhaps from his brother."

 

Steph hadn't known whether to cringe or blurt out laughing. No. Luckily her own House hadn't taken things that far in his request she spy on Bud Askins and Vault-Tec for him. Instead she had played it safe and simply replied, "That will have to be a no then."

 

The woman had ended the call with a curt, "Good day," and that was about that when it came to a direct approach.

 

Had things really gone that far, she had to wonder, standing by the telephone and trying to think of her next attack plan? Had House's brother gone to physically violating anyone whom requested a simple meeting with him?

 

And she had thought House the most likely control freak in the family. She was momentarily grateful she was working for Robert and not Anthony, but then snippets of a conversation so very long had in the back of a limousine returned to her...

 

"I was trying to destroy my only brother..."

 

"And more importantly...I can drive my brother mad in the process."

 

So basically what House had confessed to her and her alone, or so he had claimed, was truly coming to pass.

 

Whatever Robert had done to Anthony must have been rather extreme to have caused the man to sink into such a paranoia. She'd already heard about the DNA bathroom visit requirements and the English only policy, as well as his distrust of a silly little card game. Could Robert Edwin House really be so brutal to his own flesh and blood that he'd make the man go ballistic over Tragic the Garnering of all things?

 

She supposed the answer was yes, coming straight from the mouth of someone who worked there.

 

And what about those poor saps whom were made to pay just for standing in the crossfire. The woman on the phone hardly seemed overjoyed about her work. She could have probably been fired for her attitude, but then again that might have been what she was secretly hoping for, if the calls were being screened, as they most likely were.

 

Would she eventually fare any better working for Robert House than that poor woman did for his elder brother?

 

She should probably just let it be, Steph knew then, thrumming her fingers on the concierge desk. Better to leave snakes undisturbed, left alone to kill each other, while she remained blissfully ignorant of their actions. It was House's mentally unhinged nest of vipers not her own, and she'd already been bitten after choosing to play with one of their unacknowledged members. She was still expecting his next demand. Did she desire complete destruction, or damage wrought in unfriendly fire by actually stepping in between Robert and Anthony House, even just to see the latter in person for a few seconds?

 

The only problem was that seeing Anthony House had become somewhat of an obsession for her. She felt that if she left Vegas this time around without meeting the man, she would be driven partly crazy and would endanger Bradberton's whole little tour because she'd then become obsessed over the feeling she had failed herself, this time, and not either of her bosses.

 

This side quest was for her and her alone.

 

It was also nice to have something else to focus on while "Bert" was still in California, Tim Wittingstone was probably circling about her, unseen, but dreaming of his next big payday and the Nuka-Girl killer...heh, she didn't even want to think of what he might be doing. Concentrating on House's older brother gave a reprieve from her usual concerns and she intended to find some way to make her dream a reality.

 

The only problem was her time was short in Vegas, much shorter than it had been in California, and soon Bradberton would have them all marching on forward to Washington, D.C, trying to wash the stain of Sin City off of them with a city devoted to politics, as if that wasn't also drowning in various sins, albeit better hushed up ones.

 

Trapped inside of her hotel room, her paranoia increasing in regards to going out and being recognized, a desire to see Anthony House became its proper balance, propelling her to leave the sanctuary that was her room. She only needed to find a way of how to do it.

 

A wrench was soon thrown in to her plotting to visit the Tool Factory, though, when Bradberton once again paid her a little visit.

 

"I'm afraid we will be leaving Vegas prematurely," he stated.

 

"How come?" Steph had asked, her disappointment probably clearly revealed in her pout. "Are you further indebted to your indebtors? Were you dabbling in roulette and cards after you told us not to? You didn't lose Nuka-World to a straight flush, did you?"

 

"No, thank God," Bradberton said, pinching the bridge of his nose. "It's McKinney again. Not only has he been gambling, he's become easy prey for any hustler in the city. I was hoping Gilda would keep a tighter reign on him, but, from what I heard, she's just as bad."

 

"Meaning?"

 

Bradberton looked on the edge of having a nervous breakdown. "She's taken to joining in."

 

Oh, Steph thought, stifling a chuckle. That certainly wasn't the sort of publicity the Cola-King craved.

 

"Well, it is Las Vegas," she reminded.

 

"Yes, but what happens here doesn't just stay here, no matter what bullshit printed on a billboard claims."

 

Steph nodded, having suffered that very same fear since they'd gotten there.

 

Bradberton was staring at her. "It startles me to say this, but you have turned out to be my biggest strength during this whole debacle of a tour, Stephanie. Even if you've almost gotten yourself killed several times."

 

"Gee thanks," Stephanie replied, but was truly touched, for compliments came about as easy from the man as they did from House.

 

He turned to leave, perhaps fearing he had said too much. "I suppose, I have the House to thank for that," he muttered. Standing by the doorway, he turned to look at her before leaving. "He always, unfortunately, did have a way of making the most proper calculations for everyone. It deluded him all the more into believing he could control all our lives. I both pity and envy this damned city."

 

"Why don't you move here?" Steph teasingly suggested.

 

Bradberton offered half a smile. "Nuka-World is my own Vegas," he replied. "That is all that I ask for when the world ends. And perhaps a little company."

 

He then quickly left, apparently having plane tickets and hotel stays to reschedule. His Nuka-Girl, however, was left with her own dilemma: how to see Anthony House before they all boarded that plane and departed.

 

Trying to rack her brain, she realized that the only thing left to try was also the simplest.

 

Steph reasoned that there was only one way to solve her problem, and it was in its own way inspired by the large crowds which formed outside of any of her public appearances with Keith McKinney, during any of the stops along Bradberton's tour and regardless of what city they would be in.

 

She needed to go to the actual H & H Tools Factory and wait to catch a glimpse of the man himself.

 

Like the millions of other workers across the nation, even though he was a billionaire and they were often struggling to make ends meet, Anthony House was still like them in one way, even if he viewed himself as superior: he had to go to work and leave it each day too.

 

Afterall, it wasn't like he had locked himself up inside of his own factory. Not yet anyway.

 

* * *

 

While in her dreams, Stephanie had envisioned herself adorning her famous Nuka-Girl suit and jet packing on to the company's rooftop itself, possibly using the skills Anthony House's own disinherited younger brother had taught her to gain entrance to the factory, what she ended up doing was taking a taxi there instead.

 

This in itself turned out to be a potential disaster she hadn't even considered, however.

 

Slipping into the backseat, giving her destination, she had listened in horror as the cab driver eventually remarked, "Hey...don't I know you?"

 

This wouldn't have been a problem, per se, except for the fact that she recognized him too.

 

The driver was none other than the lascivious man House had hired to drive her to the 38 on the day that they had first met.

 

Her voice became trapped within her throat, refusing to give the most obvious reply: that she was featured in a very famous, and overly shown, commercial.

 

"I never forget a face," he said, now daring to even glance behind, while still driving down the strip, to study it.

 

Her voice still proving to be shy, Steph used her hand instead to lead his thoughts where she wanted, running her fingers through her blonde hair.

 

"That's right!" he cried in supposed triumph. "Ya the Nuka-Gal!"

 

"Guilty as charged," she smiled, finally finding her voice and happy the man had met her with her natural shade of hair.

 

"Well, wouldn't ya know," he said. "Why didn't cha take your jet pack today instead?"

 

"It's in the shop," she joked.

 

"I see...well, even though you're probably rich," the man remarked, "If you wanted to pay me in some other more interesting way...I'd be willing to accept that."

 

Steph shook her head. Not even if Tim Wittingstone bled every red cent from her.

 

It felt like a very long ride.

 

One at the end of, found her paying the driver his full fee, minus a tip, of course.

 

"No wonder someone's trying to off you," the man said, driving away. "Bitch."

 

To further convey her own thoughts about him, she raised a hand and lifted a certain finger, hoping that the paparazzi wasn't documenting the act so that Bradberton would suddenly deem her a weakness instead.

 

All that was left for her now was to stake out the factory, waiting for Anthony House to leave it. She had seen a few photographs of him, and would hopefully recognize him.

 

He did bear a resemblance to his brother, afterall, whose own face she could draw in her sleep.

 

Waiting outside of a factory all day brought new meaning to the word tedious. It also left her feeling uncomfortably close to the man whom was stalking her and had started by stalking her predecessor. This was what that man did in secret every day, afterall, but whereas he wanted the trophy of her life, all she wanted was to meet the brother of the man she was in love with.

 

The closest she would ever come to meeting the in-laws, Steph supposed.

 

It was pathetic but that was always how unrequited love made you feel: hopelessly powerless, unbalanced and spinning out of control.

 

Once again, the same description that probably fit the inner workings of the Nuka-Girl killer.

 

She was beginning to think this was a bad idea, as the city was greeting dusk, it's usual sign to awaken, when suddenly a man, with long black hair at odds with his attire, appeared sneaking around from behind the factory, looking around in suspicion and actually moving with his back to the wall like he was invisible for the tactic. All he really was, Stephanie wagered, was destroying the backside of a very expensive suit. But given the strange thing he was wearing on his head, and his obvious similarity in feature to Robert House, Steph took that this was the man's brother and wasn't in the right state of mind to value a piece of clothing over his own delusions.

 

Now seeing him, she wasn't quite sure what to do, so all she decided on was following him around, using the far more reasonable instructions on how to track someone the man's very own brother had lectured her on.

 

In further surprise, sticking to wall and shadow with far more grace and skill, Steph soon realized that they were circling the H & H Tools Factory itself.

 

The man was apparently making a sweep of the area for himself, presumably not entrusting anyone else with so "important" a job. This sweep included picking up stray rocks, smashing the heel of his also very expensive looking shoes against them, wrecking the shoes as badly as his suit and then throwing the offending stones away.

 

After having swallowed a few he had inexplicably decided were, what, helpful?

 

Walls were also scanned with a pen he retrieved from his pocket and certain areas were then swiftly sprayed with what appeared to be a can of shaving cream. Still following the man, Steph had ample enough time to examine them afterwards and discover that, no it was actually whipped cream!

 

Meanwhile, he repeatedly stopped to straighten what she now believed he considered to be a hat sitting on top of his head.

 

Reluctantly, watching the man throwing away a few more stones, and screaming at them that "You always did like him best, didn't you daddy!" Steph began to feel an unwanted sympathy developing for the man, whom apparently had been truly driven crazy.

 

She didn't want to feel that way, but it was instinctual, natural, something rising from out of the corners of her heart, because this wasn't a grown man she was watching any longer, she felt: this was a child trapped within a man's body, a child whom had gone insane.

 

At the hand of his own brother.

 

Tears flooding her eyes, Steph stopped to wipe them, but when she had finished and raised her head it was to find Anthony House standing there, staring at her.

 

"He sent you, didn't he?" the destroyed businessman asked.

 

"I...I..."

 

"He sent you to spy on me...to read my mind" Anthony House stated, soon pointing to his hat. "But...I have my special hat on. You can't get inside of my brain...it's a vault made of platinum with tiny dobermans guarding it. They climbed in through my ears."

 

Afraid, Steph couldn't completely stop the hysterical giggle from exiting her mouth, although she wished she had for it only angered him all the more. The man pounced towards her, making her involuntarily back into the wall, the cream smearing into her own back now.

 

"DON'T YOU LAUGH AT ME!" he screamed into her face, spit hitting her and reminding her of her encounter with his brother on New Year's, whom looked similar in his anger. "NEVER LAUGH AT ME! LAUGH AT HIM! HE'S THE CRAZY ONE! GO TO THE MOON? WHAT FOR? THE CHEESE?"

 

Steph looked down, fresh tears now forming in her eyes, but none created by sympathy this time around.

 

Anthony House leaned forward then, smelling her, seemingly attracted by her fear. "You smell of him you know...you even look a little like his mother...the slut. Are you a slut too?"

 

Steph forced herself to meet his eyes now, afraid to take her eyes off of him.

 

"Do you play whore for him?" House's older brother asked. "I thought he only liked to play with his little robots...Is that what you are? A robot?"

 

"No," Steph answered, suddenly wishing she were though, for then she couldn't be as easily harmed.

 

Anthony laughed, a corrosive sound from out of a madman. "That's exactly what you would say if you were...He might have programmed it so you don't even know what you are anymore..." His mouth neared hers, snarling the words more than saying them. "Let's see for ourselves, shall we?"

 

Steph let out a gasp first, as he grabbed her arm, and then a scream as the man began to scrape his long nails along her flesh, trying to claw off her skin.

 

"AHHHHHH," Steph continued to cry out her pain before she delivered a well aimed punch to the man's face and a knee to his groin, sending him falling to the ground.

 

She didn't even care that his hat fell off into the dirt. Let him be as vulnerable in his mind as in the parts he was currently cupping.

 

Workers were filing out of the factory, but Steph ran past them...she ran by the cabs going down the strip as well, fearing them now too with a perverted driver whom might recognize her. She was in no mood to play shell game. Blood dripping down her arm, she felt exposed and vulnerable, wishing for the safety of her hotel suite at the Luxe, which she cursed herself for ever abandoning.

 

Eventually she came across a restaurant where she used the phone to contact Bradberton.

 

"It's Stephanie. Can you send a limo for me?" she asked, her voice shaking horribly. She had felt less rattled when the elevator had begun to fall in New Orleans. But, then again, she had been with Robert Edwin House then...Now she felt so terribly alone.

 

"Yes. Where are you?" he demanded, but more because he needed to know where to send the transport.

 

Steph gave the name and the location and then sat in a booth to wait.

 

When the limousine showed up, she was surprised to find John-Caleb, himself, waiting in the back of it for her.

 

He took one look at her wound and tutting to himself grabbed the first-aid kit he always kept in hand, germaphobe that he was, and began to minister to her. "The killer?" he inquired.

 

Steph shook her head. "Anthony House...He was checking to see if I was a robot."

 

Bradberton swore. "They cause more casualties between them both than my Nuka-World. I am dreadfully sorry you were almost one of them, Stephanie."

 

Before he bandaged the cut, however, he made sure to hold it up for her to see the blood still coming from it. "I told you there would be more blood."

 

"It was his brother," she argued.

 

Bradberton gave a bitter laugh. "Does it really make a difference?"

 

Steph didn't reply but she knew that it did.

 

To her heart anyway.

 

* * *

 

She retreated to her room the moment they reached the Ultra Luxe. It suddenly felt like the safest place available, although Bradberton had almost looked tempted to ask her to stay with him, be it as a precaution for his precious commodity or because he truly wished to spend the night with her. Where Huxley would stay, she didn't know, but maybe he would join in with the Nuka-Cola having received inspiration from McKinney and Broscoe, despite his seeming disapproval.

 

Steph wished to be alone, however.

 

Despite the violence and his horrifying and vicious attack, she could not directly hate Anthony House any more than she could ever wholly hate his brother.

 

Worse, his words kept returning to her, as she held herself for comfort in the lushness of her bed, the sheet now stained with her blood, the bandage having left it with the stain like a lipstick mark.

 

"That's exactly what you would say if you were...He might have programmed it so you don't even know what you are anymore..."

 

Was that all she was? Robert House's robot, now simply going through his designated programming?

 

Once again like the genetically altered roses in Bud Askins office?

 

Maybe she was...

 

Because she was starting to feel numb in a defense mechanism to the pain.

 

Even when a letter was slipped beneath the door, one from a certain technician, listing his new sum and where to send the check, she could barely feel anything as she went to the nearby desk and wrote it out. She was like one of the robots and automatons that Wittingstone himself fixed. When a few drops of blood fell on to the check next to the name beside the "Pay yo the Order of", she left them there instead of writing out a new one.

 

Maybe it would help satisfy the man for a while before he tried to bleed her dry all the more.

 

Besides...it was a nice reminder for Steph that she was still human after everything.

Notes:

Ha! Another chapter on schedule! But I'm still not betting on completing the Nuka-World arc by the time the 2nd season rolls around. I have so much on my plate right now.

 

But one foot in front of the other.

 

That suffices for me.

 

Thanks for reading! Appreciated as always! :D <3

Chapter 55: Proposals and Steps

Summary:

Bradberton's tour goes to Washington, where Steph shares two intimate conversations with her respective bosses.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Washington, D.C. saw the Nuka-Girl wearing a series of long-sleeved outfits, by strict decrees of Nuka-World's very own President. Bradberton insisted on personally choosing her wardrobe for outings, most definitely in response to the large, healing wound that Anthony House had left on her arm. The Cola-King didn't want it to be seen and embarrassing questions asked about its origin, not for the sake of any House brother, but rather his own.

 

For all of his self preservation tactics, however, Steph had felt a decided change in Bardberton's behavior towards her. He was far more attentive than usual, even considerate, and Steph was left wondering if his tending to her wound, in the back of his limo, had helped strengthen his fondness for her. That perhaps, by causing her healing instead of harm he believed he had a hand in her welfare and that created a fatherly feeling inside of him, even if it was becoming confused with a physical attraction besides. Bradberton didn't strike her as a man whom made many physical contacts, probably because of his severe consideration of health, but he had touched her and not died from it, so that could have made her seem even more attractive in his eyes.

 

Whatever the relationship was between John-Caleb and Peyton, the assistant's attitude hadn't changed towards her, for which Steph was incredibly grateful. The bespectacled man treated her just as warmly as before but with his usual professionalism.

 

Gilda was another story, however. Whatever strides they had made in a burgeoning friendship, Stephanie feared they had back slid upon the actress seeing Bradberton's change, especially considering her own failed attempt in seducing the man, and she had returned to being slightly venomous in her replies and comments.

 

Something which worsened when John-Caleb Bradberton had announced that he would be taking his Nuka-Girl to the Presidential fundraiser and not Gilda, whom had doubtlessly been offering her services as an arm warmer since the end of their stay in California.

 

The man wasn't even allowing McKinney to go, preventing Broscoe the vicarious glamour of having a partner whom had met the President.

 

"I guess he was going for a more rustic charm," she commented over lunch, the day of the event. "He must have thought, what with it being a charity event, he should extend that charity himself."

 

Even Keith seemed a little bitter about the whole affair. "I don't know why I can't go...no invitation, not even an offer! If it was that Cooper Howard...I bet they would have invited him."

 

If it was Cooper Howard, Steph had silently mused, they wouldn't have had to worry about his getting drunk or the chance he would make a pass at any Secret Service member whom barely resembled a man named Ezra Parker.

 

For the fundraiser, the choice of dress was once again out of Steph's hands and back in Bradberton's. She had thought it inconceivable that he could find the perfect evening dress that would conceal her wound, but he had remarkably managed, the designer in him returning to the forefront it seemed. He had chosen a dress in the exact shade of the healing wound, one with sleeves of lace trim which it blended in to. For further precaution, he had chosen a shawl for her to drape over her shoulders of deep crimson, which further hid her scrape from when she had foolishly tried to sneak in between two Las Vegas Houses.

 

For the first time in a very long time, she was left feeling nervous. Afterall, she was not meeting with a celebrity or morning talk show host now, but the President of the United States. She felt hopelessly out of her league, just as Gilda had venomously hinted, and all she could do to survive was lean, once more, back into House's teachings.

 

For hadn't he once even quoted a President's wife?

 

Steph remembered it well now, an earlier incarnation of herself having fallen into a series of angry tantrums at her own failure to comprehend one of his lessons over some now forgotten social more, forgotten because she had finally learnt it afterall.

 

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent, Stephanie," he had chastised. "Unless, of course, it is me."

 

Well, House wouldn't be there, she assumed, so her own self doubt was all that she was left with that night. And so she tried to hold it down whilst sitting in the limousine with Bradberton. And when she stepped out of it, her hand in his, she smiled in the same way that Robert House had instructed too, confident and glowing but not so bright as to make Bud Askins feel overshone. And, to a strengthening of her confidence, she felt as if she had succeeded.

 

At least, surely, Robert House would not have found anything to make her feel inferior about.

 

* * *

 

Meeting the President was thrilling but too fast to be truly earth shattering. There was far more chance, what with all of the news, that they would wind up shattering the earth itself before Steph would consider this any different than actually having met any old reporter, only the President hadn't asked any questions of her other than "How do you do?" and making some joke about finally quenching the thirst to meet the famous Nuka-Girl and her creator in person and together.

 

Actually, sitting down to eat, Steph realized that she had enjoyed her dinner with the Howards far more. She supposed it really was the quality of the person and not the title.

 

She even found herself deriving more pleasure from the company of John-Caleb Bradberton, whom looked stiff and extremely uncomfortable, but was otherwise pleasant. When he asked her to dance, she had recollections of her own dance with her other boss and just willingly fell into that memory while it was happening.

 

"I hate these sort of things," Bradberton had confessed during the waltz. "The amount of germs...it could have probably wiped out a whole primitive civilization."

 

"That's what your developed immunity is for," she teased, but then inquired out of curiosity. "Why are you attending this one then?"

 

"I hope to acquire more funding for my own personal endeavors...government funding."

 

"Oh, so you want to be considered a charity too," Steph light heartedly replied.

 

"I am the most worthy of them," Bradberton sulked. "The preservation of my self and my work...it can not be overstated. Afterall, think of how happy my Nuka-Cola has made the country!"

 

Steph tried not to groan. She hardly considered Bradberton's "achievement" worthy of lasting past the fall of their own civilization. But he was still the conflated, egotistical man she had met that first stormy night, she supposed, the fact that he was now dancing with her didn't change that fact.

 

He refused to let anyone make him feel inferior, even the President of the United States.

 

* * *

 

Back inside of the limo, heading back to the Waldorf, Stephanie was relieved but felt her "date's" own anxiety practically emanating from him like the fizz off of his cola.

 

When the time came when they should part, he instead asked if he might join her in her suite, and trying to play things wisely - yet another instruction from Robert House - she accepted the request, reasoning that she could always sneeze on him or spit if things went in any direction that jeopardized her safety or progression with Bud Askins.

 

Bradberton fixed himself a drink (a Nuka-Cola) and then paced around the suite, as Steph sat calmly collected in a white plush chair, not risking the man sitting beside her on the sofa.

 

Suddenly, Bradberton stopped his endless movement and stared at her. "Stephanie, I fear the end of things...ever since my youth. Summer vacations were meaningless...I saw September and the beginning of school as nearer than my foolish peers ever did."

 

"Hmmm...Fun. You must have been invited to a lot of birthday parties," she teased once again.

 

"I will get to the point," he said, ignoring her biting humor for he was used to it by now. "I fear our time together is running out...be it from the killer, your true employer's next designated move or, perhaps, even from your own volition."

 

She wished to sarcastically thank him for reminding her of the killer, and putting such high faith in her survival, but there was something so vulnerable about him at the present, she willingly chose not to risk hurting him; she too knew what it was like to feel raw and exposed.

 

"I have made plans to survive whatever happens between China and our country, or any other unforeseen tragedy...partly what tonight was all about. I am very good friend's with a General Braxton and chose not to offend him by refusing his invite. He, in part, made me aware of something called LEAP-X, which can help me extend my stay on Earth past anything that happens. However, now I wish to know if you might care to join me, Steph; in which case, I would need to make extra provisions."

 

He was inviting her to join him in whatever idea of immortality he thought he had acquired, Steph thought in shock. Whatever Peyton Huxley had been dropping hints about when talking to Gilda and Keith.

 

She didn't know what to say...

 

She was truly flattered, realizing that she must have won over a man whom had once detested her so thoroughly, but now he wished her to be by his side...forever.

 

How could that not move her?

 

Still it wasn't the boss she wanted to extend such an offer.

 

"John-Caleb...I don't know what to say," she began.

 

His face fell. "We both know that's a lie...you always know what to say."

 

She shifted in the chair, afraid he already knew what her next words would be.

 

Bradberton came towards her and knelt on one knee. "Do not answer me yet. I believe I can hold off on making any arrangements. Give it time. Think about it. I am a far better choice than either Bud Askins or your real puppet master. Give yourself time and honesty."

 

He was looking in to her eyes with such intense hope that she couldn't stifle it now. Besides, House wouldn't want her souring her relationship with the creator of the overly sweet soft drink anyway.

 

"I promise to think about it," Steph answered.

 

"That is all I ask," Bradberton said, rising to his proper and impeccable posture.

 

The man then startled Steph by doing one thing she had never expected him to: he leaned over and gently kissed her forehead, risking the chance of germs and making her doubt the validity of her whole sneeze and spit tactic.

 

Still, she needn't have worried about his having any impure motives. He simply turned around and left, leaving her with the finished glass of his Nuka-Cola and the time to think and make her decision.

 

* * *

 

Steph was still thinking about it the next day.

 

She was possibly more flattered than even the night before, and was certainly no longer feeling inferior...to have such a man as John-Caleb Bradberton desiring her company? What could be a bigger boost to her ego?

 

Other than if it had been the President.

 

Or more important: Robert House.

 

Whom became even more increasingly in her thoughts, his being the one factor making her feel like there was no chance of her accepting Bradberton's proposal.

 

She wondered, though, if John-Caleb's hurtful behaviour towards her on the tour stemmed more from a place of jealousy than actual contempt. Bradberton had often flat out hinted that he knew of her feelings for Robert Edwin House.

 

Thinking of the devil might have worked.

 

The afternoon following Bradberton's invitation to join him in whatever LEAP-X was up to for him, a note was given to her by the concierge of the Waldorf, but one which was unmistakably from House and not from Wittingstone or the killer. How she knew this was from the neatly folded love quiz which accompanied it and the peach colored notepaper which bore a familiar handwriting which declared quite bluntly, despite it's elegant scrawl: Remember Jefferson at midnight.

 

There was nothing else.

 

No heed to be careful or that transportation would be waiting to take her there.

 

Steph assumed, however, that House had considered her safety while being out at night and on her own at that as well. Staring at the love quiz, there was only one box ticked beside the 12th question: Do you feel safe with him?

 

Yes.

 

* * *

 

The taxi dropped her off at 11:55, the driver thankfully being a stranger, whom she tipped well. Was House going to pay for the expenditure, Steph wondered, and then remembered the far more costly one of Tim Wittingstone that she was dragging around unseen by the ankle. She wouldn't mention either to the man, she safely decided.

 

Jefferson Memorial was a place she had already been to, but it looked different at night, its columns standing out almost like prison bars keeping the statue of the man trapped behind them. Maybe all leaders eventually felt like that, no matter if they were for peace or for war. They became trapped by their image, by the promises they had made by expectations for both good or for bad.

 

It was funny, she thought, climbing the steps, but politics had never really been her thing and now she was either a robot or a puppet, depending on whom you asked, for a man whom had declared himself as the future ruler of a city he intended to rename as "New Vegas". Where had she gone so horribly wrong?

 

"Steph," a voice said from the shadows and she stopped at the top of the stairs, seeing House stepping forward, the first part visible of him the burning end of the cigarette in his mouth.

 

He motioned her to the nearest column and she stood their with her back to it, facing him.

 

"You're finished in California, I see," she remarked.

 

"Yes. Give me Las Vegas any day. I prefer vice being out in the open," he looked around at the city, obviously echoing her previous thoughts about Washington too.

 

"And how was Bud?" she asked with little true concern.

 

"Like always...but he was thinking of you. He showed me your photo."

 

"And what did you say?" Steph asked.

 

"That you were pretty."

 

"Is that all?" she asked, an eyebrow raised.

 

"Frankly, I fear that might have been too much. Pretty is far too below my usual vocabulary, and not critical enough either, which might have raised any other person's eyebrow too. Fortunately, this being Bud Askins, it went right over his vacant little head."

 

She smiled and hoped that his cigarette didn't light up her face too much for him to pay extra note of it. Meanwhile, she inhaled the smell so deeply associated with him, finding it suddenly sweeter than Bud's fake roses.

 

"Speaking of photographs," House exhaled more smoke for her to breathe in. "I saw the photo of you and Bradberton dancing in the East Room."

 

Her appearance at the White House had been in all of the papers, accompanied by a picture of her dancing with her boss. Stephanie now feared, though her dancing had been perfect, she had misstepped regardless.

 

"I couldn't refuse, Bradberton insisted," Stephanie defended.

 

"No. And I was not about to find any fault with it. As under the thumb of Vault-Tec as the man is, Askins could hardly be unsympathetic to a poor, put-upon employee having to bow to her boss' commandments."

 

Steph kept her eyes on his dark ones, not bothering to share the fact that Bradberton's commandments now included her to think about basically marrying him to.

 

"I merely wished to say that our own waltz, before your leaving, was executed far better. Despite my inexperience, you were a fine teacher. And I believe you possessed more fonder feelings for your pupil then too than you did for your partner last night."

 

In the darkness, Steph processed his words. He couldn't tell that from a simple photograph...had he been there actually watching them?

 

Another possibility came to her then, as well.

 

House was jealous. She could feel it coming off of him in the darkness, the pettiness, the possessiveness. He had seen her dancing with Bradberton and instead of being worried what Bud Askins would think, he had been too absorbed in what he had been feeling.

 

The realization was more delicious than anything served at last night's swanky supper. From the shadows, House had watched her with John-Caleb Bradberton, and just as she had done watching him enact his ruse with Jane, he had had to deal with feelings he would rather have pushed to the side.

 

Instead of confronting him, however, she played the tease much better. "I'm surprised you remember that far back."

 

"I pride myself on my memory. I remember every rise and fall of us together, Stephanie."

 

She couldn't hold back now, but chomped at the bit, "If I didn't know better, I'd say you were jealous."

 

He considered the statement, smoked it for a bit and then exhaled slowly and with a certain rueful pleasure.

 

"Perhaps I am a tad jealous. You are my creation, afterall, more than his. He should never forget that."

 

Stephanie flinched at his wording, reminded of his brother's words back in front of their father's company.

 

House surprisingly stopped and looked more humane within the moonlight, the cigarette thrown to the floor and smashed into the memorial with his heel.

 

"I should have chosen those words more carefully too, I fear," he said, his voice repentant. "I heard about your meeting with my brother..."

 

Just like always, when she thought she possessed the upper hand, and the right to be the one offended, House had to prove that the cards were all in his favor and he had one more thing she needed to be forgiven for.

 

"My curiosity got the better of me and I thought it would be safe," was Steph's only defence.

 

"I understand," he said, but then took hold of her left arm, rolling up the sleeve of both coat and shirt to show the horrible scratch his brother had left her with. "But was it?" he asked.

 

"No," she replied, shaking her head.

 

He rolled the sleeves back down halfway, and she pulled her arm back, finishing the work. "At least, his nails should have been clean. But I'm afraid that he was not kind with the tearing...if they were more sharp we could be sure that the mark would go away and properly heal...But Anthony has always been good at leaving scars behind."

 

His voice was unexpectedly kind when she expected recrimination. Perhaps, it was only because he too had been hurt by the giver of the wound, House was able to extend this level of empathy.

 

"You are not a robot," House now told her, cupping her cheek as she tried to turn away. "Surrender takes will, Stephanie, choice. Something robots are not designed with. You have surrendered yourself to a greater cause."

 

I've surrendered myself to you, she longed to tell him, to your plans and your dreams, but only because of you, not for some cause I'm not sure I even believe in.

 

Her eyes landed on the nod in bronze to the man behind the Declaration of Independence, knowing that his statement,  "I have sworn upon the altar of God eternal hostility against every form of tyranny over the mind of man," was captured inside of the structure and yet there she stood, a woman whom had surrendered her will to such a potential tyrant, playing Mata Hari for an autocrat.

 

She should have felt more shame than she did, but all she felt was tired and even more in love with Robert House than she had ever been, although the vision of what he had done to his brother still haunted her, more than the actual gash that had warranted both Bradberton and the younger House's attention.

 

The latter's words were making some sort of sense now: she was bound to him but not as his slave. It was a conscious choice. She could still walk away. Now more than ever Steph fully understood that she was choosing to stay.

 

Maybe only when she was buried underground in a vault, after the bombs had fallen, would she no longer have a choice.

 

"Thank you," she said.

 

House took a step back. "Why? I'm only reminding you of what you're already intelligent to know."

 

Oh, dear Lord, he was smooth! As smooth as the water of the Tidal Basin at this time of night, without the annoyance of the wind and as it reflected the moon, hanging in the sky above them. And this she fell for too, willing to drown in his waters, although she was also perfectly aware that it harboured a shark within the calm, one ready to kill to survive.

 

"Anything else you wanted to talk to me about?" she asked, pulling her coat more closely around her.

 

He pulled out another cigarette, just as smooth in movement as words. "Only that I know that once your stop here is finished, Bradberton intends to return to Massachusetts."

 

"But what about the other places?"

 

"He's grown tired of his little tour. He's generated enough revenue and attention from it. He also wishes to be back at Nuka-World if anything should happen."

 

"It won't happen, will it?" Steph asked.

 

House shook his head. "No. Not within my calculations. There is plenty of time. Bradberton isn't aware of that fact though."

 

Steph sighed and gave a nod.

 

"Once you return to Boston, I predict you have some free time coming, as per your employment agreement. I want you to attempt to phone Bud Askins during it. Nothing that feels like pressure, but enough to let him know he is in your thoughts. It doesn't matter if you actually talk to him or not. Just as long as he is given the impression that when your time is your own, he is first in your mind."

 

Steph mumbled an "Okay," much preferring that she had been instructed to call House, himself. Instead, she only foresaw more radio silence.

 

Reading her thoughts for the thousandth time, House reassured, "I will be with you, Steph. It won't be like last time. If you should need me, you have my word that I will be there."

 

Steph smiled, but her nasty little mind threw out a new bone of contention for the dogs of worry to gnaw on. When they were all back in Nuka-World, and House was nearby keeping an eye on her now, didn't that make it more likely that he would sooner or latter discover Tim Wittingstone's harrassment of her?

 

She tried not to think of it, but focus on Robert House telling her that he was dedicated to staying close to her and the serenity of the water and how it gave the illusion it had managed to catch and hold on to the moon.

 

"Now, I must leave you," House said, discarding yet another cigarette as if it was inconsequential. "I request you give me, at least, a fifteen minute head start."

 

"If you insist," she agreed, her tone thick with the indication she saw it as a useless precaution.

 

However, after she had watched him walking down the Memorial steps, she gave him twenty, busying herself with studying the building again and noting how it felt haunted. Not, perhaps, by Jefferson, himself, but in the many ways they had failed the beliefs he had had which were worthwhile and decent.

 

When her watch had told her it was safe, Steph began to descend the steps.

 

However, it was far from safe.

 

Gunshots rang out throughout the memorial around her.

 

Someone was shooting at her!

 

The killer, she thought in terror.

 

Quickly she took shelter behind one of the columns.

 

"HOU...BERT! Steph cried out, terrified, but still trying to correct her mistake before it was completed.

 

A bullet sounded like it hit the column behind her and then there was nothing.

 

Not knowing what else to do, House evidently long gone, she suspected that the shooter was out of bullets and possibly reloading. Seizing the opportunity, Steph kept close to House's teaching, crouching and keeping to the darkness, as she chose the least likely path of escape. Which ironically was also the most obvious.

 

Running as fast as she could, a moving target being harder to hit, Steph ran straight to the road where she discovered a taxi waiting for her, one which had apparently been handsomely paid already, the meter not even bothering to run.

 

"The Waldo," she demanded out of breath.

 

"Finally," the Driver grumbled.

 

Steph looked back at the diminishing monument. Apparently House hadn't expected her to give him the extra five minutes...or he had betrayed that his calculations weren't always accurate.

 

She might just have to tic the box beside No on the Love Quiz, afterall.

 

* * *

 

At breakfast, Bradberton called a meeting, and both McKinney and she were informed that Washington was to be their final stop, just as House had prophesied.

 

"Aww...but we were just getting started," Keith said, but she had the suspicion that he was just grateful it was over too. There was only so much lassoing the man could take, it seemed. Now he could spend his check in peace.

 

"Nuka-World will open in April," Bradberton announced. "And you, will be given a few weeks of vacation, as per our contract, before that occurs," he addressed her, giving no indication that he had ever offered to make room in his post-war plans for her or that the offer still stood. Either he had rethought things or his pride was making him play it cool. In either case, Steph was grateful it was something she could put off dealing with for now.

 

After a brief radio spot, Stephanie had the rest of the day off and she returned to the Jefferson Memorial for one last time.

 

While everyone else was looking at the statue inside or the words written, she focused on the column she had stood behind while being shot at, hoping to extract the bullet so she could then give it to either House, Bradberton or Valentine. However, while she found a hole, there was nothing left inside of it.

 

The killer had been too clever.

 

In disappointment, Steph stared at it and then admitted defeat, comforting herself in the victory of still being alive.

 

However, hadn't Thomas Jefferson also once said something along the lines that victory and defeat were each of the same price?

 

Now that felt particularly true, when she had no idea what a return to Nuka-World would bring and if she would be paying the highest price to the alleged nephew, Tim Wittingstone, or his supposed uncle, Robert House.

Notes:

Got this updated early again, thank You, God!

There is a funny story behind this and a creative act of Providence. I had a scene planned out happening at a certain piece of architecture for much later in the story, like during the whole Vault-Tec end arc.

Only after picking Washington as a spot on the tour, the last stop, I realized that the piece of architecture I had in mind was the Thomas Jefferson Memorial, which is there and not in California, which I would have been disappointed later to find out I couldn't use!

But betcha I could sure use it now!

And I did.

And it wasn't what I planned, but it was satisfactory enough and unplanned, so I thank God again for that bit of unexpected plot and help. Thank You, God!

And thank you for reading! It is always so greatly appreciated, especially considering that House/Steph is a fantasy couple, only inside of my imagination, and far from a reality!

A sweet reader, under another fic today, told me "The weight of the rarepair is on your shoulders."

Yes. Yes it is. But I'm okay with that. :D <3

Chapter 56: Crystal Ball

Summary:

Steph and Bradberton return to Nuka-World.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Returning to Massachusetts felt like a return home. It was cold,  but not as cold as it had been during the months of their absence, a thaw taking place across the state, and Steph felt her heart warming to being there again after a tour which had felt all of its whole three months long and then some.

 

She had to carefully evaluate that warm feeling though. Did that make a life with Bradberton worth forsaking House for? Would the vengeful tycoon even allow it? Then again, she was thinking in terms that Nuka-World would still be standing should the world come to an end.

 

There was also still the threat of Tim Wittingstone to consider. She doubted after a few weeks of living and working in the same vicinity as the man that her heart would still feel all glowy to be back.

 

These were dangerous times and they all had become a bit bi-polar with so many threats surrounding them. Best to take it a day at a time and not plan too much on a future they couldn't be certain of.

 

One thing held certain, she couldn't wait to see Rachel and Oswald again - granted they were still together - and give them their belated presents. She also believed it a pretty safe bet that neither would wind up breaking their Christmas gifts on purpose and in front of her. Although, knowing Oswald's showmanship, and playful rivalry with her, he might try to and then magically bring it back right before her very eyes, magician that he was.

 

Even now, following a joyful reunion, when she had been reunited with the still happy and very much in love couple, the Magician was up to his old tricks. While the two women sat on the couch together, alternately giggling over stories of holidays and tours while eyeing the man, he was playing with the gift he had been given, throwing it into the air and then catching it, besides doing several more elaborate stunts with it.

 

While Rachel was wearing her present around her neck, a scarf of the most expensive silk and of the most wonderful colors, Oswald was eyeing his with confusion, although Steph realized it must have partly been for show.

 

There was really only one thing it could be afterall.

 

It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out.

 

Eventually, he asked, "So what is this thing anyway?"

 

"It's a crystal ball, you idiot," Rachel informed, rolling her eyes.

 

"Oh...a crystal ball. I thought it was a snow globe without the charming little picturesque scenery and the required snow inside."

 

Steph felt her heart jolt, remembering the fate of the real snow globe she had bought as a gift. Even though she had smoothed things over with House, and basically forgiven the jerk, she could still find herself reliving the pain of that moment, everything coming back to her to the sound of smashing glass.

 

This glass was still whole, thankfully, although, Oswald was balancing it on his knee at the moment.

 

"Although, if the news comes to pass, that might very well be our future: nothing " he commented ominously. He picked it up again, threw it five inches into the air and caught it again, looking into its glassy surface. "So what am I supposed to do with it?"

 

"You're supposed to use it in your act," Steph answered.

 

"Ah...you're thinking of Fortune Tellers not us Magicians," he corrected, now spinning the crystal ball at the tip of his finger. "We don't foresee the future we manipulate it to our liking."

 

Oh, Steph thought. So House was really a magician, at heart, trying to work his magic in favor of his vision of New Vegas.

 

"Like marrying pretty Princesses," Oswald now said, looking through the ball at his fiance. "Telling fortunes is for women of mysteries, the type that fool the public with their charming ways but have ulterior motives and cards hidden up their sleeve...So tell us, Steph..." the man suddenly tossed the crystal ball at her and Steph caught it, the reflexes House had honed still sharp and ready to spring into action. "What do our futures hold?" Oswald asked.

 

"Let's see," Steph said, making a show of peering into the crystal ball, narrowing her eyes and then gasping.

 

"What is it?" Rachel played along.

 

"I see a long and healthy life, plenty of children and oodles of hot and heavy sex leading up to it."

 

"Mmm," Oswald commented. "That just might be the greatest Christmas present I have ever received."

 

Rachel took off her scarf and snapped it at him like a whip.

 

Meanwhile, Steph's eyes stayed focused on the contents of the crystal ball, remembering Oswald's words from only a seconds ago.

 

That was what it looked like now to her.

 

A snow globe with nothing inside.

 

A world without the snow to fall upon or even a place where snow existed to fall at all. Nothing. Just an empty space, everything wiped clean and nothing there to even start over again. That was what she saw. And that was the future she feared.

 

* * *

 

Returning to her apartment, Steph realized how much she had missed it. Maybe if she hadn't ended off with House being in her bed and it had been Tim Wittingstone, she might have felt differently, but now it was welcome and familiar and not like the string of hotel rooms she had been calling home for weeks.

 

It didn't compare to the Lucky 38, but it was still wonderfully acceptable.

 

She had even missed the leaking sink, Steph realized, as she stepped into the kitchen, although now it was fixed, the drip vanquished.. For who knew how long that would last; like life, annoyances had a way of turning up and drips often began again.

 

Speaking of which, leaning over, she saw how Wittingstone's dirty magazine had also been removed from the sink, although she might have done that herself, it had been so long ago.

 

Had Tim Wittingstone returned to Bradberton, Massachusetts too, she wondered? Probably. Afterall, now he didn't have to wait for her to scrawl out his checks. It was just a short walk to her door and a simple knock away, no need for pretenses because they were, afterall, both Nuka-World employees and were both back now on Nuka-World soil.

 

The thought of Wittingstone helped soil her good mood and Steph began to unpack what few items she had taken with her and the souvenirs she had picked up along the way.

 

The finest of which wore an impeccable selection of suits, not even just black, smoked the finest of cigarettes and promised, besides offering her anything she wanted, that he would always be watching her now, like a hotter version of Santa Claus, but with a moustache instead and dark hair.

 

Of course, Santa didn't go around breaking Christmas presents...

 

But he also wasn't that sexy either.

 

So she supposed certain concessions must be made.

 

* * *

 

Another of her secret Santa's prophecies came true, but with his having paid closer attention to her contract it wasn't exactly a mind blower. Bradberton said she had the weeks before they opened their doors in April off, although for two weeks beforehand, he expected her to go through the new season's routines and training.

 

He still was giving no sign that he remembered having extended an invitation to join him in eternity, until she went to leave his office and he asked, "I take it that leak has been taken care of to your liking?"

 

Steph turned around to find him going through the act of studying the papers on his desk.

 

"Yes. Thank you."

 

"And you are still considering my offer?"

 

He looked so cute and shy, his grey head bent over his desk, she hadn't the heart to nix his hope so soon and before his precious park opened to the public, that she replied. "Of course."

 

And it wasn't wholly false. She was remembering the various ways she was fond of her life here, Rachel and Oswald being a large part of that. Plus, she had yet to see Tim Wittingstone so that hadn't soured the sweet homecoming yet.

 

"Good," was the man's only reply, as he had begun to check boxes on the papers before him as well as sign his signature to them.

 

She glanced at his standee of the Nuka-Girl, the same one she had seen when visiting his office that first night, and suppressed a smile as she had turned and left the office.

 

What could be more perfect for the Cola-King, she supposed, than to spend the rest of his life, prolonged as it would be, with the girl of his dreams? A girl he had created.

 

Here she was, once a lowly Vegas showgirl, now in a tug of war between two Pygmalions. It wasn't Bradberton's fault that House inevitably had the winning end of the rope though. He'd wound it around her so tightly that Galatea was bound to always be pulled in his direction, whether she thought it in her best interest or not.

 

* * *

 

The very first day Steph had set foot back in Nuka-World's creator's namesake of a township, she had made good on House's instructions to try to renew contact with Bud Askins.

 

She gave his secretary her number and suggested the exec call her, if and when he wasn't too busy, but also didn't push it. She merely said that she had missed his voice, ever since leaving California, and, if he could, she'd love to hear it again, especially now that she was home.

 

Whether the Vault-Tec secretary would deliver all that she hadn't a clue, nor did she care, it only mattered that she had seen House's wishes through and now she could go about her day.

 

Askins didn't return the call.

 

She waited two days.

 

On the fourth, she tried again, with virtually the same message, no pressure no desperation, just a girl longing to hear from the man she was in love with.

 

Meanwhile, she wondered where House was and how he was watching her? She doubted he could stay away from Vegas for too long, ever. It was his lover, afterall, the grand love of his life which made everything else pale in comparison.

 

His living in a phallic tower at the core of the city wasn't a fact or visual completely lost on her.

 

And she felt her warm, human body was no competition for Vegas' cold, mechanical charms.

 

At the end of her second week back, she finally received a reward for her continued persistence in trying to reach Askins. Not that she personally considered it much of a reward. Infact, when she answered to hear Bud's voice on the other end she swore inwardly, not daring to risk actually saying it, though it was on the tip of her tongue.

 

"So, sweetie lamb, I've heard you've missed me."

 

"Terribly," she'd answered, wrapping the cord around her throat and pretending to strangle herself with it, an end to the misery that awaited her for the next hour or so.

 

"Well, no fear, daddy's here."

 

She listened to him ramble on for about the predicted hour, giving off the excuses of why he hadn't phoned earlier, Vault-Tec business "hush hush", and giving the unwanted bombshell that now he was more free and would be calling her more often.

 

"Great," Steph cringed, knowing that now she had that to look forward to.

 

"So how have things been with you? Any more scares?" Askins asked.

 

Steph thought of the last one, at the Jefferson Memorial. She hadn't reported it to either the police or Bradberton, not even House, whom she hadn't seen yet. She was dying to tell someone, it weighing heavily on her shoulders, but could she get away with telling Askins? Fear had prevented her telling the others, believing they might be smart enough to eventually discover what she was doing at the Memorial after dark, but this was Askins she was talking to now. It was unlikely he would look past any lie she would tell him. Especially if she sugar coated it for his self absorbed digestion.

 

"Well...I didn't tell anybody about this," she began, "But at Washington, after the President's fundraiser..."

 

"I saw that," Askins grumbled, obviously not pleased. "Your dancing with Bradberton. You looked happy."

 

So obviously, despite House's calculations, the man had been as jealous over it as House had seemed.

 

Then, however, another of her boss' prophecies came to pass, as Askins sighed and rushed to say, "But, I know what that's like, I guess. When the bossman say jump you jump."

 

"Exactly, and in this case it was dance," Steph added. "But I felt so bad about that photo being in the paper...and if you might see it...that I went to the memorial to get away and just think. You know see the moonlight on the water."

 

Actually, it didn't seem like Bud Askins knew anything about stopping to enjoy anything as naturally beautiful as seeing the moon reflected on the water for there was dead silence.

 

Which she quickly rushed to fill.

 

"Well, while I was there, someone shot at me! Like they literally almost hit me. It was that close."

 

"Good heavens!"

 

"I barely got out of there...I went back the next day to see if I could retrieve a bullet but it was gone."

 

"That was very brave of you, Steph, and also very foolish. It seems you need someone watching over you."

 

Stephanie rolled her eyes.

 

"I wish that person could be me, but with all of this paperwork and meetings and dinners to attend with Barb...just be careful huh? What does the song say, afterall? Take good care of yourself, you belong to me."

 

Steph made a gagging motion that he luckily wouldn't see.

 

"I'm glad you told me, though, and not anybody else. It shows how much you trust me."

 

No, Steph thought, it made him feel more powerful, nothing more.

 

They ended the call, thankfully about seven minutes later. They had a bit of phone sex, but there was no chance of her actually orgasming to it, although Bud sure seemed happy afterwards, which made her even more grateful the call was over and not in person.

 

Putting the receiver back on the cradle, Steph wondered if House ever enjoyed the benefits of the act. It seemed perfectly in line with his detached personality: a cold piece of machinery could safely rest between him and the other participant, a plastic and wiry condom offering his soul some protection.

 

What would she say to turn him on, Steph began to wonder pleasantly, getting ready for the night? What would Robert House like? Being tied up in wires? Sex on top of one of his machines? Maybe letting Victor watch? The possibilities were endless and rather interesting, her own pulse increasing, something it hadn't done whilst talking with Askins.

 

The thought of pleasing Robert House was as pleasurable as anything the eccentric businessman might actually find arousing, as cerebral as he was.

 

She went to sleep, hoping to dream of some of those delicious scenarios, but woke up as disappointed as either real or phone sex with Bud Askins had left her.

 

* * *

 

The afternoon following her little chat with Bud, a knock came to her door, and lulled into a false sense of security, she found Tim Wittingstone standing there waiting for her.

 

She'd seen plenty of his friend, Dayle, whom was back to looking not well at all, but she luckily hadn't seen Tim until now. She had been hoping that he might have quit, seeing her as his primary source of sweatless income, but apparantly he actually did enjoy his work over at the Battlezone, or at least the monetary income of blabbing all of the park's dirty little secrets to the rags.

 

"Hiya Steph. I've come to collect my next payment."

 

He then couldn't wait to lay on her a sum even bigger than the last time.

 

"Fine. Wait there while I sign it," she said without blinking, wanting him out of there fast.

 

"Yeah, you do it in there. I didn't appreciate your penmanship the last time I saw it in person," Wittingstone held up his hand, which now bore a scar in the shape of a small circle.

 

"Really? I thought it was getting better," Steph remarked.

 

"Well...my uncle always was the calligraphy sort of type. He teach that to you besides a few other tricks?"

 

Hating how casually and in public the technician mentioned House in connection to her, Steph stormed inside to make out the check. In less then a minute, she was back at the door and slamming the piece of paper into his grubby, marked hand.

 

"Now get out of here," she hissed.

 

Tim nodded. "I will, but first I gotta say, you should be getting paid extra. An hour talkng to Bud Askins? Really? That ain't gotta be worth it."

 

"How..." Steph asked in shock.

 

"I'm a technician sweetheart," he said touching her cheek. "It isn't anything for me to delve into the Bradberton phone records."

 

So John-Caleb wasn't the only one possibly bugging the phones, Steph understood. Who knew what Wittingstone was doing in secret, what with his continual hunt for fresh gossip to sell.

 

"I wonder what Askins or Vault-Tec would pay to hear about your connection to the man from Las Vegas?" Tim contemplated, waving the check around.

 

"Steph, I see you have a pest problem," their conversation was interrupted and they both turned to find Oswald standing there, looking angrily at her visitor. "Want me to chase off this rat for you?"

 

"Don't get your cape in a bunch, Oz," Wittingstone said. "I'm going. Catch you later, Steph."

 

Stephanie swallowed harshly, but was grateful to see the back of her ex-lover. Soon Oswald was coming over, his face filled with a concern he tried to mask, more for her pride than his own.

 

"You all right?"

 

"Yes," Steph said, still holding on to the door for support.

 

"I could go and throw my Christmas gift at him, if you want? It's heavy and I've been practicing my pitching skills."

 

"For work?" Steph teased.

 

"No, for all of those kids you promised Rachel and me! One of them will, no doubt, want to play ball."

 

The other main attraction at Bradberton's park smiled in amusement at her rival. "No. I can handle Tim Wittingstone by myself."

 

Oswald suddenly looked far more serious. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Because, I have looked into that crystal ball of yours, Steph, and...sometimes I am worried about what the future holds for you."

 

Steph went to reply with something appropriately sassy, befitting of their relationship, but then stopped, her mouth parted but silent. Suddenly, afterall, with Wittingstone's reappearance and insinuations, she was scared of what the future held for her too.

Notes:

Ha! Another update. I'd better calm down or I might let this go to my head and then really mess up my chances of reaching my goal!

Pride cometh before a fall afterall.

 

And I want the "Steph leaving Nuka-World" to cometh before the second season of Fallout.

I once again thank God for the plotting for this, because I couldn't do it without Him! Thanks God! Love Ya!

 

Anyway, thanks for reading! It is greatly appreciated! Oh and Happy Thanksgiving to my fellow Canadian readers and Fallout fans! I hope your holiday rocks! :D <3