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Shameless Self-indulgence (Kanae x Kitty)

Summary:

Shamelessly self-indulgent, self-shipping erotica pieces centered around myself and Kanae Hokari. Contains spoilers for euphoria/Kanae Hokari's character. Will be updated as I write more self-insert pieces!

Notes:

This is very self indulgent fanfic I wrote in the span of almost three hours in one sitting back in December. It's very much erotica-centered but I did my best to capture the affectionate elements as well. My first time doing creative writing in a hot minute!

I deeply love and adore Kanae, and I'm hoping to write plenty of fanfic centered on her, both self-indulgent self-insert things as well as more canon-based fanfics (Like Kanae x Nemu or Kanae x Rika, one of my favorite and underrated Kanae ships). Honestly, I'm excited at the prospect of writing more euphoria fanfic in general--it makes me sad how little fanfics are out there, and much of what *is* treats it as no more than some joke. I want to pour my love for the VN into my writing moving forward with all kinds of ideas.

I particularly love Kanae's sensual domme side per the doggy ending (if you know, you know) and it was fun taking inspiration from that to craft this little fic. I've missed writing and can't wait to share more in the future! :)

I've added a second chapter that I decided to pair with this initial chapter--I may post all self-indulgent Kanae x Kitty fanfics here moving forward so it stays neat and organized. :)

Chapter Text

I can't help but to feel so exposed before the full-body mirror right in front of me. I'm used to seeing myself naked--how else would I have survived taking baths or showers--but I can't say I've sat on the floor, pillow beneath my butt as my lower half is entirely exposed. I shiver as the cold air tickles my skin.

It's then that I notice her slither up behind me, her cold hands resting at my sides. I melt, my shivers starting to relax a little despite the cool touch of Kanae's hands. It's a comforting presence to me by now.

"Look at you, waiting so patiently for me. You haven't moved a muscle. We haven't even started but you're already being such a good girl." Kanae's voice has a gentle, reassuring lull to it. I wouldn't dream of disobeying her to begin with, but she makes it all too easy to listen to every command that comes from her mouth.

My heart is already racing as my gaze settles on the silk bag next to Kanae. It's decently stuffed, and I think I already know with what. The anticipation dries up my mouth as I swallow once, then twice.

"Nervous?" Kanae asks, her arms wrapping around my waist in a reassuring embrace. I can feel her soft breasts pressing into me from behind through her shirt, but I don't dare mention that. Instead, my body does the talking, my pussy twitching in anticipation.

"You'll be okay. We're going to take it nice and slow." Her voice softens further, her breath tickling at my ear. She plants a gentle, reassuring kiss on my earlobe before grabbing hold of the silk bag, opening it up and emptying the contents of it right before me.

My eyes widen in surprise, my breathing speeding up. There's a variety of toys before me: a smooth, pearl white dildo that's on the slimmer side, three lavender dilators of varying sizes, and a curved, thin purple vibrator. Heat radiates throughout my body, from the tips of my ears right to my aching pussy. Kanae giggles upon noticing my reaction.

"Before we play with these, I think we should get better acquainted with your anatomy--your sweet pussy in better detail." Her one hand snakes down from my waist to right between my legs, her fingers resting at my pussy lips before holding them open so I can really look at everything.

I feel so vulnerable. So exposed--moreso than I already am. I want so badly to tear my eyes away from the mirror, to hide my blushing face into my hands, but Kanae whispers in my ear again, my body melting at the sound of her gentle voice.

"This is your body--don't be embarrassed. Look right at the mirror. I know you can do it. Show me what a good girl you can be and I'll take such good care of you. You know I keep my promises." She doesn't raise her voice, but I'm so pliable for her both in body and spirit that I can't help but to obey, my eyes locking on my pussy reflected in the mirror, already getting swollen with need--the need for Kanae to have her way with me.

Her fingers stroke leisurely along the outer edge of my pussy, her touch delicate. A soft moan already leaks past my lips as I watch, my breathing getting heavier by the second.

"This is your labia majora. I'm sure you already know that, but I bet you haven't truly looked at it like this, have you? Keep your eyes on me..." Kanae says as her fingers trace closer to my now puffy, full pussy lips. I nearly cry out as she finally makes contact with the hot, sensitive flesh, but I bite my lip in an attempt to stifle the noises threatening to make their way out of my mouth.

"Feeling good already? We've barely started." Kanae can't help but to giggle at how turned on I already am. I want to apologize for getting overly aroused so soon, but instead I focus on how her fingers glide effortlessly along my soft, aching folds, wetness already making itself known by the shlck, shlck, shlcks resounding from my entrance. I'm trembling, my breaths heavy and shaky. She knows how weak she makes me--how easily she brings forth my deep need to obey her, to do everything I can to make her happy.

I gasp rather loudly, surprising even myself, as her soft lips make contact with my earlobe again, working their way along it, up to the shell of my ear, her tongue dancing along it.

"You're getting so wet for me already... Tell me what these are called, pretty girl," she whispers, her warm breath tickling at my sensitive, reddened ear. I get so lost in the sight of how her gorgeous, pale fingers contrast with the crimson heat of my pussy that it takes a minute to find my words.

"L-Labia... Aaah... m-minora..." I respond, my voice honeyed. I feel my entrance ooze with arousal with each passing second, my mind going fuzzy. It's so intoxicating.

"That's right," Kanae says, her tone reminiscent of a teacher responding to her student. She works her way along my lower lips back to the exposed opening--my entrance, already trying to spasm.

It's then that Kanae merely rests her finger against it, flat so as not to accidentally insert it before I'm ready. She watches in the mirror with me as her finger merely stays still, feeling my wetness directly against it. The result of what she does to me. Her eyes gleam with what feels like a smug aura, but it's not malicious. Rather, she looks proud of herself for reducing me to such a state so easily.

"This, as you know, is your vaginal opening. Normally it would be relaxed but snug, taking whatever inside of it with relative ease. But in your case, it tends to spasm when penetration is attempted. It's not your fault, of course, but that's why I'm here." She speaks with firm authority, and I'm hanging on to every word. My breathing is noticeably heavier than before and that's when I realize I'm clenching my body. I'm tense.

The hand around my waist moves lovingly along my stomach, stroking softly so as to settle any nervousness. Kanae resumes kissing and licking along my sensitive ear, a smile playing on her lips when moans and gasps come out of me. It's then that I temporarily break my gaze from the mirror, my eyes looking into hers pleadingly.

"Normally I'd reprimand you for disobeying my command, but I'll let it slide this time. You've been so good for me, you deserve a reward."

Her lips press against mine in what starts off as a gentle, tender kiss. If you'd told me the usually cold, standoffish Kanae would be holding me in her arms, lips pressed against mine as she touches my aching pussy, I would've sooner believed you peeked into my brain while I'd play with myself. But this is reality. The previous chill of the air is gone, replaced by a stifling, desperate heat. I need her so much. I love her so much.

With those feelings stirring inside of me, my tongue timidly glides along Kanae's lower lip, as if asking for permission. Permission to deepen this moment of connection. Without saying a word, Kanae's own tongue meets mine as they effortlessly slide against each other, almost as effortlessly as Kanae's finger begins to rub against my slick entrance. She doesn't attempt to penetrate, just focusing on the outside, but it feels so good. So sensitive.

I moan into the kiss, a familiar feeling building within my belly--the feeling of climax. Just from her rubbing my entrance.

Kanae notices this and slows her touches down. "Don't get too excited yet, you still need to get your reward proper." Her own voice is taking on a specific heat, although a bit more subtle compared to my own. "Pick one," she gently commands as my gaze sweeps along the various toys spread out on the blanket before us. They all seem tempting in their own ways, but the slim, curved purple vibrator holds my attention the way none of the others do. I reach out for it, attempting to hand it to Kanae. Instead, she grabs hold of my hand, resting the tip of the vibrator against my entrance. She turns it on and giggles at the loud gasp I let out.

"Feels good?" she asks, taking delight in just how sensitive I've gotten from her touches and gentle domination. I merely nod over and over, my moans louder than they've been before. I'm nearly lightheaded from the pleasure.

The vibrations echo deeply into my entrance, as if massaging the tense muscles there. I sigh as I feel my pussy start to relax, melting as Kanae's hand tenderly holds my own as we hold the vibrator together.

"The spasms should be settling down a bit by now. Usually the recommended treatment is dilators, but some find adding vibrations to the mix helps really relax the muscles," she elaborates, and I nod as I listen intently. Admittedly it's a hard task to pull off with how good I feel and the climax building inside of me, but I do my best all the same.

It's then that I notice the very tip of the vibrator starts to sink its way into me, the vibrations adding to the pleasure and relaxation. There's no pain, at least not yet, but I gasp in surprise at how easily the very tip slides in. My mouth opens, sound refusing to come out besides gasps. It's then pain strikes, though not as bad as usual. I wince slightly.

"You're getting tense again," Kanae remarks. "Breathe... Deep breaths..." It's then I feel Kanae's own breathing take on a calm, slow rhythm. My own breathing begins to follow suit, and Kanae responds with a rather tender "good girl."

The deeper and slower I breathe, the more the heat builds in my core. Try as I might to fight off the impending orgasm, it's rather impossible. The vibrations soothe any discomfort, and all I can feel is a pleasure searing my very core.

"Kanae, I... It feels too good, I'm gonna cum...!"

"You've been so good for me... Cum for me. Cum while watching yourself in the mirror."

I come undone, crying out loudly as the orgasm sweeps me away like a violent storm at sea. I don't think I've ever cum this hard while touching myself. My moans and heavy breathing last for what feels like an eternity, the blissful ache of arousal causing my eyes to cloud over with tears. A smile etches on Kanae's lips as she watches me come down from my orgasm, her tongue licking up one of the salty tears running down my cheek.

It's then that I realize I'm not done--I still want more.

"More..." I say breathlessly. I moan in surprise as my pussy clamps down on the tip of the vibrator.

"Greedy girl," Kanae says softly before turning the vibrator off and gently easing it out of me. "You did very well with your vaginal training today. I think you deserve a non-penetrative reward for being so brave for me." Her tone is equal parts lulling and affectionate, and I simply nod to her offer.

It's then that Kanae makes her way in front of me, a playful glint in her eye as she strips down, revealing her soft, milky-white body adorned solely in her adorable pink bra and panties. I blush deeper--if that's even possible--as I get a full view of her gorgeous, large breasts right before my very eyes and the sight of her sizable ass in the mirror's reflection. She reaches up behind her, undoing her bra and revealing her heavy, soft breasts right to me. My pussy instantly throbs at the sight. I'm truly too simple-minded.

Noticing my hungry gaze on her pretty carnation-pink nipples, she wraps her arms around me such that my face is buried right between her breasts. I can't help but moan at the sensation, and Kanae giggles lovingly in the process.

"I know how much you love my marshmallow breasts," she coos. "Go ahead and play with them as much as you want. It's your reward."

My face heats up as I turn my attention to her nipples, already getting hard. I take one into my mouth, my tongue swirling carefully along her areola before making its way right to her nipple, sucking on it all the while. With my free hand, I flick and rub the other. Her fingers run through my hair as she moans, her voice sweet with arousal of her own.

"Good girl... Such a good girl..." I melt at the tenderness with each word pouring from her lips, but I know she means it. I suck on her nipples akin to a baby, taking care to treat them gently with how sensitive they are. My own clit throbs painfully between my legs, my pussy growing hot and impatient with more need.

Sensing this, Kanae reaches down and rubs my clit as if comforting it. I whine with need, my hips already bucking into her hand. Her touch is more assertive than before, in part from how my attention on her nipples is turning her on in equal measure, and in part from neglecting my clit proper until now. I already want to cum, but I hold back, instead focusing my attention on Kanae's hard nipples, my mouth and hands giving her soft, full breasts the love they deserve.

"You really love them, don't you?" she asks me, breathless from the pleasure she's feeling. "I have an idea."

Before I even have time to ask "what?", Kanae slides down so that she's right between my legs, her breasts resting right above my pussy. It takes so much willpower to not try to buck my hips up into them. Just as I'm getting lost in my own thoughts, I feel something soft make contact with my hard clit and soft, soaked pussy. It's her marshmallowy breast, rubbing along my whole vulva. I moan louder than anticipated, especially with how mild the sensation is, but Kanae simply smiles up at me, moaning as her nipple glides along my hard, slippery clit.

"I know you love my breasts... So what better way to reward you than getting you off with them? Feel good from my fluffy, soft marshmallow breasts..."

I don't even have time to attempt to apologize for being so fixated on her breasts. Instead, I whimper as I buck my hips against her movements--I'm riding her like this and it feels so, so good. Her soft skin, her hard nipple making contact with my swollen, aching cunt. As her nipple slides down to my entrance, I close my eyes and shudder. Kanae's voice becomes honeyed. With every stroke of her breast along my wet pussy, so slick with need, her sensitive nipples are getting stimulated all the while.

I can't stop bucking my hips against her. Kanae presses closer against me in response, my pussy entirely covered by her titflesh. I cry out as my pussy reaches its peak neediness, another orgasm not far away.

She rubs herself against me firmly, moaning with every stroke of her breast on my cunt. I'm dripping now, and as a result Kanae's breast is getting slippery.

Louder shlck, shlck, shlcks than before ring out from our point of connection, the stimulation of her nipple right up against my clit making me tear up. I'm so turned on it's painful.

"Kanae, aaah... Your... Mmm... Your breasts are gonna make me cum...!"

I manage to articulate what's taking over me, and Kanae giggles briefly though very quickly passion leaks into her voice.

"Mmmn, good girl... That's right, cum all over me... All over my marshmallow breasts... I'm gonna cum from my nipple, mmm...!"

Her movements speed up, soft skin and hard nipple and hard clit becoming a blur. All I know is slippery, grinding, grinding, grinding until I can't take it anymore and scream out, this orgasm much stronger than the first. Kanae moans out, a long, satisfied moan that's on the quieter side. She shudders in pleasure and I can't help but to smile shyly knowing I helped her feel so good.

As we come down from the afterglow, Kanae slides up so my face is between her breasts again.

"Clean me up," she says softly. I happily oblige, taking her nipple into my mouth as well as licking and kissing along her soft, now slick skin. I made her like this, so it's my responsibility to take care of her now. She hums quietly as I continue my loving, affectionate cleaning, and once that's done, she has us lay down on the blanket on the floor, her head on the pillow and mine resting on her soft chest.

"Let's rest a while. You did so well for me. I'm so proud of you." She reassures me with love, kissing the top of my head every now and then. I cling to her and she holds me close in response.

We doze off into a cozy slumber.