Chapter 1: wearing his teammates jacket [oikawa tooru, atsumu miya, bokuto koutarou]
Chapter Text
oikawa tooru:
It was another late night of Oikawa practicing.
Originally you’d come to the gym in the hopes of coaxing him out early. But sometimes even you didn’t have enough pull to stop Oikawa when he got like this–so, knowing how important this was to Oikawa, you settled for finding yourself a small nook on the bleachers and getting a start on your homework.
Most of the boys had left, leaving just you, Oikawa and Iwaizumi (who, like you, found it hard to leave Oikawa on nights like this–even thought he’d never admit to it).
The sun had set long ago and so had your mojo for getting a head start on your homework. Somewhere along the way, the textbook had been left open on the seat below you, and you’d opted for letting your head fall against the railing next to you. It wasn’t the most comfortable, but it was enough, and soon enough the repetitive sounds of volleyballs smacking against the floor was lulling you into a light sleep.
It was, at least, until the feeling of a something warm falling over your shoulders pulled you from your revere.
Startled awake, you think for a moment it’s Oikawa–that he’s finally done for the night. But it’s a much darker pair of eyes staring down at you that causes you to rub at your eyes, blinking only to realize it’s Iwaizumi.
“Oh, Hajime,” you call out, voice soft due to having just been woke up. “Are you heading out?”
“I’m gonna wait around for Shittykawa a little longer,” he explains, letting his hand fall by his side. “You just seemed cold.”
It’s then you realize that the ‘something warm’ was Iwaizumi’s jacket. You smile softly at the thought, not having realized how much the gym had cooled down in the few hours you’d been here or the fact that you were still in your school uniform. “Oh,” you call softly, meeting his eyes. “Thank you.” Your smile is warm as you slip your arms through, pulling the jacket tighter against yourself.
“Feel free to go back to sleep, Y/N,” Iwaizumi calls out, moving to walk back down. “I think he’s gonna be a while.”
You nodded sleepily, barely registering his words as your eyes already begin to flicker shut, suddenly a lot more comfortable then before with an added layer of warmth. It barely takes any time before you’re asleep, this time a deeper one as a half hour passes before you’re awoken, once again, by a familiar voice.
“Y/N-chan.”
It’s Oikawa, and oddly, he sounds weirdly serious.
“Huh? Oh, Tooru,” you rub at your eyes, sitting up as you let out a yawn. Your back shifts uncomfortably as you move to sit straighter, rolling your neck slightly as it cracks before finally glancing up at your boyfriend. You’re mildly confused when you find him glaring down at you, but nonetheless, you send him a warm smile. “Are you done for the night?”
“Yes,” he nods, slowly, but doesn’t say anything else.
You blink, glancing around; “is Hajime still here?”
“He left a while ago.”
“Oh,” you frown, fumbling with the zipper of his jacket. “I’ll have to return his jacket tomorrow then.”
“Yes, his jacket.”
It clicks then. The serious tone of voice, the glare, he’s jealous.
Biting back a laugh, you smirk up at Oikawa. “Tooru, he just leant it to me because I was cold.”
Oikawa falters slightly at having been caught, but still, he crosses his arm over his chest with a pout. “You could’ve asked me.”
“I didn’t want to bother you,” you shrug, “you were busy.”
An express of guilt passes over his face, and you sigh, shaking your head. Without hesitation, you slip the jacket off, holding it out towards Oikawa. “Here, I’ll wear yours, okay? Give it.”
Instantly his eyes brighten, handing you his jacket that he’d already had waiting in his hands, taking Iwaizumi’s from your own and shoving it into his bag without a second thought. You roll your eyes at the action, slipping his jacket on and zipping it up all the way to your chin, quirking a brow up at him.
“Happy now?”
“Very,” he grins brightly, “mine suits you much better.”
Rolling your eyes, you decide not to mention that they are literally the same jacket.
bokuto koutaro:
“Did ya see that, Y/N? Did ya?”
Letting out a bright laugh, you shake your head at Bokuto; “yes, Kou, it was very good.” He practically swoons at your praise, eyes glowing as he moves to try a pet another squirrel.
Honestly, you find it’s a talent he’s even able to approach them without them running away – especially since the man was six feet tall, full of muscle. But Bokuto seemed to have a natural way with animals, that of which you did not, so you chose to stay back at the tree you’d elected to sit at for lunch, simply watching him.
“He’s going to get bit.”
Letting out a snort at Akaashi’s words, you chance a glance at your underclassman, finding the wonder and confusion in his gaze as he watches Bokuto absolutely hilarious. Despite how much time the two spend together, Akaashi never fails to be baffled by some of the things Bokuto does or says.
Just as you finish laughing, a breeze blows by, causing a chill to run through you as you curl into yourself more. You hadn’t anticipated eating outside for lunch, but Bokuto’s attention had been caught by the squirrels and plans changed – however, you didn’t have time to grab your jacket from your locker beforehand unlike Bokuto and Akaashi who both had theirs with them.
“Are you cold, Y/N-san?”
“Just a little,” you confess, shrugging as you glance over at Akaashi.
Your eyes, however, widen when you see him pulling his jacket off. Lips parting in surprise, you’re not sure what to say as Akaashi simply extends his jacket towards you. “Here.”
“O-Oh no, Akaashi, it’s–”
“It’s no problem,” he assures with a gentle smile–something that’s so rare for Akaashi it warms your heart a little. “Besides, it’s our fault we dragged you out here anyways.”
Honestly, it’s more Bokuto’s fault but–
“Okay, thank you,” you smile warmly, moving to grab it. “I really do–”
“Hey, hey,” a voice calls out, startling you as Bokuto is suddenly pressed up against you. It happens in what feels like a blink of the eye, but suddenly there’s a jacket being wrapped around you by a pair of hands, and you hear Bokuto call out; “what kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn’t lend my girlfriend my jacket?”
He even grabs your hands to gently pull your arms through, zipping the jacket up to your chin.
It takes a look at Akaashi’s stunned face, and then your boyfriends slight pout to understand what had just happened. With a small laugh, you shake your head to yourself, meeting Akaashi’s gaze. “Thank you anyways, Akaashi,” you grin, eyes crinkling warmth as he flushes slightly at the sight.
“No thank you to me?” Bokuto calls out, voice dejected and when you glance over at him, he’s pouting so heavily his hair is starting to deflate in response.
Giggling, you lean forward, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Thank you, Kou. I would froze without you.”
That’s all it takes for a grin to spread across his face, grabbing you by the waist to pull you on his lap with a laugh. “I know,” he cheers, causing you to roll your eyes fondly.
“I’m the best boyfriend.”
“Yes, you are."
atsumu miya:
“What is this?”
“Atsumu–”
“What. Is. This?”
Rolling your eyes at your boyfriends behaviour, you sigh, your shoulders falling defeat.
Ever the drama queen, Atsumu continues to glare at you–except it’s not really at you, but rather the article of clothing draped over your shoulders. He was running late from practice, having dawdled his way to the locker room, exhausted from the practice. Osamu, ever the more punctual twin, had finished in record time, meeting you outside where you’d been waiting for the both of them to walk you home.
And, given that it was later in the evening, the sun long since setting, Osamu had offered you his jacket while you waited.
Like a gentleman.
Only, Atsumu didn’t really see it that way.
“She’s wearing my jacket,” Osamu shrugs, before you can get a word in. “Since her boyfriend wasn’t here to offer her his.”
And while he might be the overall more mature brother, Osamu couldn’t resist egging his brother on.
Atsumu’s eyes flare and you can see his cheeks warm in frustration as he spins to his brother, moving to swing at him. You’re quick to stop him, grabbing his arm firmly and using all your strength to pull him back. Luckily, Atsumu doesn’t struggle–mainly because when it came to you, he’d never really resist, and you’re able to pull him back, sending a look Osamu’s way.
He only rolls his eyes, turning away to avoid your intimidating glance.
Atsumu spins to you in the next second, your hand slipping from him as he takes the zipper of the jacket between his fingers, wasting no second in unzipping the jacket. It’s pulled off of you rather roughly, jostling you slightly, but you don’t fight against Atsumu, seeing the look in his eyes as he takes the jacket and all but whips it at his brother.
Osamu catches it with ease, laughing as moves to walk off.
You ease at that–at least he knows to give you two space.
Atsumu isn’t facing you, back turned as he huffs at his brother and you know what you have to do.
“Tsumu,” you call, huffing when he ignores you. “Atsumu, look at me.”
Reluctantly, he listens, a big pout on his lips when he does.
“I was just cold, it didn’t mean anything.”
“Yeah, but… I should’ve been there to warm ye up.”
“You were getting changed,” you shrug, letting your hands fall on his shoulders, smiling up at him. “It’s not your fault.”
He just continues to pout; “I took too long.”
Shaking your head, you squeeze his shoulders. “You’re here now, okay? Give me your jacket now. I’m still very cold,” you shake for emphasis, “and very tired. I’d very much like to go home.”
He jumps into action at that, quickly slipping his jacket around your shoulders as you slip it on. He waits for you to zip it up, and you make a point to zip it up to your chin, cuddling into it further, smiling at him as he watches fondly with twinkling eyes. Stretching your hand out towards him, he accepts it with ease, and you grin.
“Ready to go?”
“Yeah,” he nods, “now I’m ready.”
Chapter 2: "you relish in these moments" [jean kirstein]
Notes:
a/n: mild spoilers for aot finale i guess? honestly, it's very vague and doesn't go into any detail but still.
Chapter Text
You relish in these moments.
These brief, temporary moments that always end far too soon before the looming threat of death weighs down on your shoulders once more, so heavy and so persistent you feel as if your legs might give out from beneath you.
You loved them even more when Jean stood in front of you.
His hands splayed across you, drifting across your body as he pulls at the leather straps wrapped around you, making sure they’re tight and secure and not going to give out when you jumped out of the plane and descended upon what could very well be your doom. You’ve experienced this enough times to have lost count and yet, it’s never any less scary.
You know he feels the same. Can feel the slight tremor of his hands as his eyes focus on you, or rather your body, not letting anything distract him as he makes sure everything is okay. He’s done this since the two of you got together, and honestly before that, while it hadn’t been quite as intimate, he’d still taken extra care to make sure you were strapped in properly to the ODM gear, that your gear wasn’t broken or malfunctioned in any way.
You figured this gave him a sense of control.
Something he lost when the both of you went out there.
And you understood – the two of you would always keep your eyes on each other, make sure you were okay, but things happened. Sometimes, you get separated. Sometimes, you are assigned separate missions, ordered on the far ends of each other. Sometimes, shit went to shit (which happened more than you’d like to think about) and you just couldn’t keep an eye on each other. But here? He can assure you’re ready, strapped in tight and safe and that everythings okay before he won’t know anymore.
“Jean.”
He doesn’t respond or falter. Your call of his name is soft, a mere whisper, but the two of you are tucked away into a corner away from the others and honestly, they were just as dead silent – you’ve all done this a million times but… still. This was different. It just was.
“Jean, look at me.”
Fingers pause, splayed across your shoulders, his eyes slowly flicker up to your own. He can barely meet your own, and the fear that blatantly stares back at you scares you, makes your heart hurt and you wish you could just take it all away but the harsh reality is you can’t.
This is your reality.
“It’ll be okay.”
He shakes his head, head bowed; “you don’t know that.”
“You’re right,” you admit, because there’s no point arguing. You don’t know. That’s why all of this is so terrifying. “I don’t know if it’ll be okay and I don’t know what’s going to happen the second we leave this plane. But, Jean,” shifting, you cup both of his cheeks with your hands, palms pressing against his skin as you meet his gaze, never faltering, never wavering–he needs to know this. “I know that I will do everything in my power to come back to you. And I know you’ll do the same.”
He shuffles closer, pressing his chest against yours as his hands move to your hips, tugging you closer. “Yeah,” he mumbles, voice husky and lips inches away from your own. “Always.”
Letting your forehead fall against his own, you let your eyes fall shut; “we come back to each other, yeah?”
His grip tenses, squeezing, as he lets out one last shuttering breath.
“Yeah.”
Chapter 3: just a tad jealous [jean kirstein, levi ackerman, eren jaeger, connie springer]
Notes:
a/n: i honestly don't know what this is :)
Chapter Text
jean kirstein:
- pouty :(
- as much as he tries to act confident, jean gets extremely insecure when he sees someone else flirty with you
- he'll watch from a far as the guy smirks down at you, invading your personal space as he brushes a strand of hair behind your ear and whispers something into it all one fell swoop - and jean will hardly be able to stop the heavy pout that curls onto his lips
- it's not that he doesn't trust you (literally, takes everything you say and believes it - he trusts you more than anything) but he can't help but wondering if maybe that guy would look better with you and if others think that too
- he can be a little oblivious sometimes and although he tries to make you his first priority, it doesn't always work out that way
- maybe you'd be happier with this-
- "i have a boyfriend, thank you very much"
- your voice booms over the noise of the party, the noise cutting out momentarily as jean blinks in your direction.
- he'd looked away for a split second and now you're glaring up at the guy, eyes set into a nasty glare as you push him off of you
- a second later and you're marching your way through the crowd, ignoring the eyes that follow you or the sputter of the guy behind you, not stopping until you reach jean and the second you do the frown that had been stuck on your lips vanishes and a warm smile curls onto your lips
- "there you are"
- jean just blinks down at you
- "why didn't you come save me," you pout up at him, falling against him dramatically as you draped yourself over him entirely; "that guy was weird and creepy and all i wanted was my handsome, strong boyfriend to protect me"
- :((
- now he feels worse
- "sorry baby," he smiles down but it doesn't reach his eyes
- you meet his gaze before shaking your head, "don't worry, jean, i would never leave you"
- and he feels his heart swell at your words and the fact that he hadn't even had to say anything and you just knew
eren jaeger:
- doesn't even let the guy finish
- one second he's talking to armin after class about a project coming up and it's like his sense go off, his head snapping over his shoulder in the direction of you
- erens eyes widen
- you've been cornered against a wall, some guy eren's never seen before stood in front of you with his arm stretched across you, palm pressed against the wall next to your head
- that's all it takes
- the guys halfway through sending some sort of flirtatious comment your way when eren abruptly shoves his way through, not-so-subtly shoving the guy out of the way and coming to stand in front of you, fulling blocking your view of the guy
- you're swarmed by him, eren's arms coming around you and pressing you against the wall as he smirks down at you
- you blink up at him, dazed, the whole thing happening far too quick for you to process
- "hi baby"
- there's a shit-eating grin across his face
- "eren-!"
- "excuse me but i was-"
- eren spins around, smile fading as he glowers down at the guy
- "excuse you," he spits, "but i'm trying to have a conversation with my girlfriend"
- every bit of his confidence fades then before he scampers away, thoroughly embarrassed
- "that's what i thought"
- "eren," you call, tugging him to face, "he-"
- "was flirting with you," eren rolls his eyes like he can't believe you're even questioning it, "and i had to protect your honour!"
- you just raise a brow at him
connie springer:
- he's a little shit to be honest
- not at all threatened but that doesn't mean he's gonna let the guy flirt with you
- oh, definitely not
- "y/nnnnnnnn~! i'm horny!"
- cue you burning bright red, body tensing as connie wraps his entire body around you, nearly toppling you over as the boy in front of you turns beet red himself, sputtering
- "i-i..."
- "mm?" connie questions, lazily letting his eyes drift to the boy like he'd just noticed him for the first time (which all of you knew wasn't true), "oh, didn't see you there"
- the boy blinks
- "you're so... tiny"
- your jaw slacks, "connie!"
- "what!"
- you just turn to him but he's grinning, eyes twinkling with delight as he shifts, moving to wrap an arm around your waist and pulling you flush against his side
- "seriously though, y/n, i'm horny"
- "connie, what the-"
- "i-i... i should go!"
- the boy goes running off before you can say anything
- silence follows
- "connie"
- "hm?"
- "he was asking me about the project we were grouped together for"
- "oh"
- turning to him, you shake your head, "yeah, 'oh'! what am i supposed to say to him now?"
- "nothing?" connie shrugs, like the answer was obvious
- "connie!"
- "what!"
- you huff, rolling your eyes but unable to stop the smile that slowly curls onto your lips at your boyfriend
- "i was serious you know"
- "shut up"
levi ackerman:
- no one dares, to be honest
- levi is quite literally glued to your hip
- he's not a big fan of pda, but he is always near you; whether that be a hand pressed against your back, or holding your hand, or hovering somewhere close to you...
- levi is always there
- ...glaring at any potential man that step towards you
- if a guy does try to flirt (not even flirt, just talk to you) with you, levi is glaring at him the. entire. time.
- a domineering, honestly terrifying presence behind you constantly
- and you?
- you're aware and you simply let levi
- you're just as smitten with him as he is you and you'd happily let him do whatever he wanted if it meant just getting to spend time with him
- levi has no reason to even get jealous because no one dares and you're utterly oblivious to any attempts
- if someone flirts with you, you just simply bring up levi, smiling brightly and giggling at the mere thought of your adorable, wonderful boyfriend
- and honestly?
- its a huge boost to his ego
Chapter 4: "what. is. that." [gojo satoru]
Notes:
a small fluff drabble to cheer us up from that episode
Chapter Text
“What. Is. That.”
Gojo’s voice sounds particularly angry in a way you’re not quite used to hearing from him. Normally, you would just ignore him — he riled up easily enough and it was fun to — but his tone intrigues you so naturally your eyes flicker up at him.
The first thing you notice is the rather pronounced frown on his lips and the narrowing of his eyes as he glares at something past you. Curious, your own eyes follow the trail of his gaze and you’re rather confused at what you find.
“A stuffy?” You question, turning back to Gojo who has still refused to look at you.
Gojo just glared at it.
“Satoru, what—”
“Who gave that to you?”
Extremely puzzled and honestly a little peeved he’d interrupted you so rudely, you huff; “I don’t see why that matters.”
“Y/N.”
Shoulders falling, you shake your head. “Kento-kun did,” you explain, turning back to the stuffy of a small kitty with a smile on your lips. It was quite cute. “It was a thank you for helping him on his latest mission and when he helped me home, he noticed all my stuffed—”
“He brought you home?!”
Bewildered, you turn to Gojo; “…yes?”
Gojo finally turns to you, taking a step towards you. “He’s been in your home?!”
“Satoru—”
“Oh god!”
Lips parting, you watch as Gojo turns, ever dramatic as he presses his palms into his eyes, as if the worst thing has happened.
“Satoru, I don’t understand.”
“Only I’m allowed to give you stuffed animals.” Then, pausing, he adds; “actually, I’m the only one allowed to give you gifts of any kind.”
“Satoru, it was just a thank you—”
“You have to get rid of it.”
He sets his hands on your shoulders, squeezing, shaking you.
“I will not,” you argue firmly.
“I can’t bare to be reminded of it every time I spend the night.”
“That’s definitely a you problem.”
“Y/N!”
“Satoru,” you frown at him.
“Imagine you cuddling it!” He cries, hands flying in the air. “It’d be like cuddling Nanami!”
“Uh, no it would not.”
“Yes, it would.”
Sighing, you slip your hand into Gojo’s, tugging him so he’s facing you. Moving to cup his chin with your free hand, you smile at him. “I promise not to cuddle with it,” you laugh, “besides, you know I prefer cuddling with you.”
Thinking for a moment, Gojo grins; “that’s true…”
“Mmm-hmm.”
“Fine,” he relents, shoulders falling. “But I definitely need to have a word with Nanami about giving you gifts.”
“Satoru!”
Chapter 5: "who's this?" [gojo satoru & getou suguru]
Notes:
just a short little drabble that i managed to write inbetween studying and being sick :))))
tw. honestly, gojo and geto are like (lowkey?) toxic in this soooooo
Chapter Text
"who's this?"
there's a drop of weight over your shoulders, causing you to slag slightly as you let out a huff in response.
gojo satoru smiles mirthly over your shoulders, a smile that stretches just a tad bit too wide and a bit too manic for it to be meaningful. your body tenses at the sight, shifting slightly under his grasp.
a second later, you're tugged to the left as an arm wraps around your waist, pulling you flush against a warm body.
"hmm," get hums as he join gojo in a similar smile, though his lips are stretched a bit thinner, and his eyes have a nasty glare to them. "seems like nobody to me."
the boy who, seconds prior, had been happily chatting away, looks positively terrified in that moment. his skin has paled, a nice sheen of sweat shining under the sun as he shuffles on the spot, cowering under geto and gojo's sheer height.
"stop it," you sigh, pressing your hand to your forehead. "you're scaring him."
gojo turns to you, bright blue dazzling eyes falling on your as he grins wide—this time though the smile has meaning to it, a hint of warmth in his gaze. "that's the point, sweets," he laughs, and you roll your eyes at the nickname.
"funny," geto snorts from beside you, shifting your attention away from gojo and on him. he's staring straight ahead, eyes focused on the quivering boy in front of you. "did you think you had a chance with her?"
the boys lips part; "no-no—"
"looking like that?" gojo cackles, loud and obnoxious. "as if y/n would ever. she probably was just being nice."
geto nods; "charity more like it."
you frown, eyes falling on the boy and watching as the fear has doubled with humiliation. his face is burning red and you swear his eyes are watering.
"you guys are being mean."
you swipe both of your arms out, smacking them in the chests as you shrug yourself away from their grasps. or, at least, that was the intent. but you make it two steps before geto's reaching forwad, fully enveloping you in his arms as he pulls you flush against his chest. you gasp out at the action, turning to yell at him until you see gojo stepping forward out of the corner of your eye.
"did you think y/n was pretty?"
geto reaches forward, taking your chin in his left hand and practically presenting your face for the boy. his eyes fall on you, wide and terrified and your face twists, annoyance flickering in your gaze.
"sugu—!"
"answer." gojo grounds out, towering over the boy.
"no-no—!" he squeaks.
okay, ow, you think, that's kind of—
"excuse me?" geto hisses from behind you, voice menacing as you grasp his wrist, trying to tug his grip off of you.
the boy cries. "i mean, yes! yes, she's pretty!"
leaning down, gojo sets his hand on his shoulder. you can see from here, though, that his grip is tight, pinching as he laughs.
"thought you'd ask her out on date," gojo sings, "was that it?"
both of their gazes stare into him.
the boy nods, frantic.
geto lets go of your chin, leaning back as his hands move to squeeze your hips. you shake your head.
"satoru," you ground out, "that's enough."
gojo merely glances at you out of the corner of his eyes, smirking.
he leans closer to the boy, causing him to let out a squeak of terror, moving until his lips are next to his ear, and he lowers his voice to a low whisper.
but you can still hear him clearly.
"what made you think she'd want you... when she's got the two of us?"
geto moves his hand, rubbing slowly across your waist as he presses a kiss to the side of your neck, where your shoulder meets. he does it sensually, putting on a show for the boy who watches with wide, petrified eyes, unable to look away, all whilst listening to gojo.
"what are you compared to us?"
there's a second of silence and then gojo leans back, stepping away. the second he's given the chance, the boy is turning, all but sprinting away as quick as he possibly can to get away.
gojo watches him for a moment before turning, eyes meeting geto's as he laughs.
"you two are ridiculou!" you cry, stomping your foot as you feel yourself hot in the face, flushing heavily. both boys turn to glance down at you, geto letting his head rest on your shoulder, hand still rubbing your sides as you feel his heat all whilst gojo smirks down at you, closing the distance between you and him.
effectively leaving you trapped between both men.
"we just wanted to show him who you belonged with, baby."
"yeah. can't have nobody flirting with what's ours."
you huff. "he was asking me for directions, you idiots!"
both pause, stilling against you.
"honestly," you cry, making sure to send both of them a sharp glare. "if the two of you would think with your brains instead of your dicks, you would've seen that! besides, don't embarrass me like that either! are you crazy?"
a minute passes.
then another.
then, "he still was eyeing you funny." gojo pouts.
geto nods behind you. "i agree," he hums. "you just shouldn't talk to any guy other than us."
leaning forward, gojo leans to press a kiss against your forehead. "exactly, baby," he nods in agreement to geto. "then we wouldn't get confused."
you pause, letting their words sink in.
"you two are ridiculous."
Chapter 6: "sometimes, megumi forgot you were gojo's younger sister" [megumi fushiguro]
Notes:
headcanon that megumi likes shy, sweet girls :)
also, obviously this isn't general -- reader looks like gojo.
Chapter Text
sometimes, megumi forgot you were gojo's younger sister.
the two of you were so completely different.
where gojo was sarcastic, you were kind. where he was teasing, you were gentle. megumi knes gojo cared, in his own way, but it was never hard to tell with you -- you were always just there, smiling with a warm gaze, reaching out for him.
he'd grown up beside you, went from thinking you were just some annoying girl with bright blue eyes and stark white hair that was too loud and too happy for him to thinking you were the sun above the clouds and every good thing in his life. he was in love with you, that he knew even if he'd struggled to come to terms with the realization.
in everyway you were infectious and megumi had fallen ill for you when he simply old enough to understand what crushes really were.
because you'd always been there. the second gojo had saved him from the zen'in clan and brought him and his sister home, there you were. you'd shied away from him at first while gojo had tried to coax you out, telling you they were gonna be living with you both from now on; only for you to shy awya from his hand and promptly lock yourself in your room.
a week later and you were practically clinging off of his arm. no matter how much he'd tried to pretend he hadn't liked it, he had, and no amount of him shrugging you off or glaring at you made you leave. even gojo had been shocked by your clinginess to megumi but he'd simply thought it was cute that his adorable little sister had made her first friend.
if gojo knew how close you two were now... megumi was sure he wouldn't feel the same.
"gumi," you whine, tugging on his arm to pull your attention on him and away from his thoughts. he blinks at the jeer, body jerking slightly from your sheer strength before he slowly tilts his head, letting his eyes fall on you.
you beam having his attention at you, rosy cheeks and sparkling gaze; "c'mon."
and he pauses, confused; "wha--"
"you said we'd train together, remember?"
like you needed training -- megumi wanted to snort. you didn't just look like gojo, your power was almost as powerful as his and megumi had constantly found himself amazed by the sheer pure natural talent you'd been born with.
and yet, somehow, you never seemed to recognize your own strength.
"we trained all morning," megumi reminds, quirking a brow down at you. "you should rest."
pouting, you tug at his arm; "i'm so close to nailing this new move, gumi. c'mon, don't you wanna help me?"
you knew megumi too well because the second those words leave your lips and your head tilts with that pretty little pout of yours, megumi is all but putty in your hands. he struggled to deny your wishes on a good day, but he could never deny you in the end run.
"just for an hour, okay?" he calls, glancing down at you. "i don't need you passing out again and gojo-sensei lecturing me to take better care of you."
giggling, you shake your head; "you're the best, gumi!" and without another word, you lean up to the tips of your toes, pressing a kiss against megumi's cheek that has him freezing in place at the touch. your lips are warm, slightly wet, and when you pull back from the chaste kiss, megumi swears he can still feel the kiss.
but you don't pull away completely. still leaning on your toes so you're slightly taller, you meet megumi's eyes briefly, the air turning thick in a way that has megumi choking on his breath. he watches you, watches the way your eyes flicker down before back up to his own, and then, suddenly, you're pressing your lips against his own.
it feels exactly how he'd imagined it, but megumi curses the way he's too shocked to return the kiss -- hands stuck to his sides in complete and utter shock as he feels those same warm, wet and soft lips that had once been on his cheek on his lips instead.
and when you pull back, you're grinning ear to ear; "thought i'd give you a proper thank you gift."
and megumi can't say anything. he's sure he's red in the face, can feel it in how warm he is, and he wants to say something but doesn't know what and is sure he'd make a bigger fool of himself if he tried.
but, you're unphased, taking megumi's larger hand into your own and squeezing.
"c'mon gumi," you cheer, "i feel like the today is the day!"
Chapter 7: "it's one in the morning" [inumaki toge]
Chapter Text
it’s one in the morning and the two of you are the only ones still awake.
there’s a blush dotted across your cheeks and inumaki’s hiding his face away with the collar of his shirt. the room is filled with a anxious silence, you want to say the words but can’t. you’re too embarrassed. he wants to say them too but…
inumaki can’t really say it anyways.
your eyes flicker upwards and the only thing lighting up the room is the moonlight from the window behind you. it illuminates inumaki perfectly, casted across his entirety and reflecting off his eyes. you love his eyes. have since you first saw him.
since they first made eye contact with yours.
violet and dark but his gaze was always soft, always warm. his eyes big and round and doe-like, you always felt butterflies flutter through your stomach when you caught those eyes staring at you.
but the moonlight is hitting them so perfectly in this moment. twinkling off his gaze like they were stars and you’re absolutely entranced, unable to look away.
he’s leaning forward in the next second, your breath halting as he pulls his collar down, revealing the lower half of his face. your eyes flicker to his lips first, wet with a slight sheen as he licks them slowly, nervously and then suddenly you can’t see them because they’re pressed against your own.
soft and warm, molding perfectly against your own as you curve into him.
his hands come up, unsure at first, settling just above your hips where he squeezes gently. your stomach feels like a pit of butterflies, riddled with nerves but unable to hide the excitement that courses through your veins — it’s exactly how you’ve dreamed of it being. soft and warm, but filled with passion; inumaki is every bit gentle with you while still managing to display just how he really feels.
then he’s pulling back, breathless.
“shake,” he whispers, meeting your eyes.
“inumaki-senpai,” you call back, words a hushed whisper as you try to catch your breath. you’re almost blown away, brain a fumbled mess as you try to register the fact that your long time crush and upperclassman just kissed you.
his head tilts at your reaction, concern blooming through his chest; “mustard leaf?”
you laugh lightly, eyes flickering downwards as you suddenly feel shy. suddenly, your feelings are too strong, stronger then they’ve ever been and you don’t know what to say or how to look—
a hand dips under your shin, grasping gently before pulling your gaze upwards.
to those pretty eyes you love so much.
he’s raising a brow, a silent question fluttering through his eyes as he stares back at you. you’re a bundle of nerves and you know that if you tried to talk, you wouldn’t be able too — at least not anything coherent. you feel entirely vulnerable in that moment, but not in a way you don’t like. you don’t mind being vulnerable if it’s with inumaki; simply because you trust him and know that he’d never do anything to hurt you.
so instead, you just nod, eyes flickering back to his lips before meeting his gaze once more, biting your own lip.
a silent invitation.
inumaki makes the move for you — like a good senpai — leaning forward once again until the familiar feeling of his lips tingle against your own once more.
Chapter 8: "inumaki-senpai!" [inumaki toge]
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"inumaki-senpai!"
god, did you have to call after him like that?
everything in him twists, a blooming sensation rumbling through him as he feels himself stuck in spot, warmth flooding his cheeks as he tries to push himself to turn. when he finally does, you're standing there with a bright smile, eyes twinkling and laughing as you wave him over.
with wobbly legs, he makes his way over.
"kelp."
"good news," you grin, all wide and giggling. "gojo-sensei assigned us to a mission together."
"mustard leaf?" he calls back, head tilting in confusion. he'd known he had a mission, but last he'd checked it wasn't supposed to be with you.
"maki-senpai got called into another mission," you explain, "i'm the closest to her fighting style so they pulled me in to cover for her." then, pausing at furrow of inumaki's brows, you move to add softly; "i hope that's alright."
panicked at your doubt, inumaki is quick to shake his head; "bonito flakes," he calls, shaking his head. he takes a step towards you, hand held out towards you in worry; "mustard leaf," he expresses, trying to get his meaning across.
the truth was this mission was labeled a grade two, a little below his skill set and probably the same for maki even if she'd been labelled grade four. it wasn't that inumaki didn't have faith in your abilities, it's just that missions rarely ever stayed the grade they were presented as and you'd only recently been recommended for grade three. plus, despite how skilled you may be, you were only a first year and fairly new to missions and fighting curses.
inumaki knew you were skilled. he knew you had talented that had only been touched on the surface. but he also knew you were new, just learning how to use your cursed technique to it's fullest potential and he worried this mission would be too much.
"oh," you mumble in realization. inumaki half expects you to be mad that he's doubting you, something he desperately isn't trying to do or, at the very least, be upset. but you aren't either and instead, you just smile, eyes twinkling with warmth as you send a thumbs up inumaki's way. "don't worry, inumaki-senpai! gojo-sensei briefed me beforehand and assured me to let you take the lead. plus, i trust you."
and honestly, inumaki can't deny the way his heart flutters at those words.
you... trust him?
him who can't even talk to you properly? who can't tell you how he feels in any normal way or express the things he wants in the way he wants to. he's never been able to have a proper conversation with anyone, let alone you, and yet you say the words with such undeniable confidence.
so, with that, he eases, feeling the tension in his shoulders wash away at the assurance that you know he'll keep you safe, and he grins, "salmon!"
-
his throat is burning.
he's coughed more blood then he's sure he's ever coughed.
but he couldn't stop, not now. you were losing energy, and fast, and a single look over his shoulder told him the curse you were fighting was far too strong for you; at least not in the state you were in.
and he still had the curse in front of him to deal with before he could even reach you.
patting his pockets, inumaki curses himself -- why hadn't he brought more throat medicine with him again? oh, that's right, because he'd thought two whole bottles would be enough.
clearly he was wrong.
a cry catches his attention, and with panic striking his whole body, inumaki glances back at you, terror making him freeze when he sees you thrown back, cradling your stomach and coughing as you struggle to stand.
there was no more time to waste. even if it killed him he wouldn't let you die here.
i trust you.
swallowing thickly and ignoring the burn in his throat, inumaki faces the curse in front of him once again, using every bit of his strength to muster the energy and call out; "explode."
he feels the effects of it immediately, his throat swelling with his own blood as his eyes twist in pain. everything hurts so bad. but hearing your whimper is enough to remind him he doesn't have the time, and he forces his legs to move, running to where you are. your eyes widen at the sight of him, and even more at the blood drooling down his chin.
"i-inumaki-senpai--"
"die!"
the words are too much. but he feels the anger at the curse for having hurt you, and the worry he'd felt when he'd first gotten separate from you to this moment that the word just slipped past his lips before he could stop himself and it works, because in a second the curse you'd been fighting is spasming and then crumbling and fading away, dying.
but then his vision is blurring and he's coughing, blood spitting from his mouth in an alarming rate that he realizes he's terrified but he can't say or do anything about it. his body slumps and he distantly hears you crying for him, before he's spun and sees you hovering over him, tears in your eyes, screaming for him.
"inumaki-senpai!"
but his eyes close in the next second.
-
when he opens them next, there's a weight on his lap.
he's confused, not sure where he is, before he recognizes the familiar ceiling of his dorm room and the relief of the fact that he's not dead like he thought he was for a second is all too welcoming.
and that weight--
sitting up, his eyes lower, widening in surprise when he sees you slumped over his bed, head in your arms, directly on his lap.
his cheeks burn red, embarrassment flooding him, until he realizes you're peacefully asleep, unaware of what's happening around you. and you look so cute, so blissfully unaware as you sleep away. he lets his eyes wander, taking you in completely, the guilty realization washing over him that you haven't left his bed what seems like a while.
"kelp."
he sets his hand on your shoulder, gently shaking you away (even if he'd like to look at your cute sleeping face longer).
you moan slightly at the sensation, eyes blinking, glancing around before settling on inumaki, awake and sitting up in his bed. it takes a second, a moment of nothing, before you're shooting forward, a gleeful 'inumaki-senpai!' leaving your lips as you wrap your arms firmly around his shoulders, knocking him back with a huff of surprise.
"you're awake!"
his hand falls on your back, still blushing, as you slowly pull away, meeting his eyes. then, as if realizing what you'd done, your eyes widen and you pull back, bright red.
"mustard leaf?"
"i-i'm sorry," you stutter out, waving your hands in your face, "i just... i was just excited to see you awake that i acted without thinking and--"
laughing lightly, inumaki takes your hand in his, halting your rambling and pulling your eyes back on him. you pause at the action, stilling as you meet his gaze, only for him to be smiling softly back at you.
"tuna." he mumbles, letting his eyes drift across you.
you flush under the gaze; "i'm okay," you assure, understanding his meaning. "you're the only one who got hurt... and it was because i wasn't strong enough..."
"bonito flakes," he argues, shaking his head.
i would do anything to protect you, he wants to say.
you just frown; "still... i'm so sorry, inumaki-senpai."
desperate for you to understand, inumaki pulls you forward by you arm gently, tugging you into his lap. you fall rather clumsily into him, awkwardly bent over his bed and inches away from his face, feeling your entire burn in response to suddenly being so close.
but inumaki doesn't let himself waver.
this is my chance.
he leans forward, pressing his lips against yours so... gently. your eyes widen at the action, unsure what to do as he expresses every emotion he's ever wanted to say in that moment, and you feel it. feel it in every way. feel the slight rumble of cursed energy from his lips as he kisses you, feeling yourself swoon at the fact that your crush is actually kissing you.
and when he pulls back, he just grins.
"inumaki-senpai..."
he pauses, looking around himself for a second before his eyes fall on what he needs, grabbing a pen and paper off his night table. he scribbles on it quickly before turning it to face you.
i like you.
and you giggle because how was that not clear from him kissing you?
but still, with warm cheeks and twinkling eyes, you smile;
"i like you too, inumaki-senpai."
Chapter 9: "choso?" [choso kamo]
Notes:
there's literally no canon compliant fics for choso out there and i aim to change that :)
also, shush—you're a curse and he's a curse and you two love each other <3
Chapter Text
"choso?"
your hand stretches out towards him, chest tightening with worry. his eyes are shut and there's blood around him and he's not moving, so you're fearing the worst because—
but he wakes with a startle. a loud gasp that has you stepping back in fear, watching as his eyes rapidly flicker around until they settle on you.
"i have to go."
it's the first thing he says. no explanation. just the rushed words as he pushes himself to his feet and you're sat there, stunned, your heart racing madly in your chest and so loud that you can hear it thundering in your mind.
"wh-what?"
but he's already moving to take off.
you're quick, reaching forward with a speed you're not sure you've ever possessed, grasping him by the wrist with a tightening grip. he pulls away instinctively, until he glances back and meets your gaze and really sees you there.
realizes it's you.
"y/n..." your name is uttered in a breathless whisper, his eyes still wide with panic—a panic you're confused by.
"what's happening?" you breath, eyes wild, shaking your head. "where do you have to go? choso, things have happened—su-sukuna came and jogo...—"
choso shifts, turning to face you fully. his body turns to you and his face falls serious, eyes narrowing down at you as he moves to cup your cheeks.
"he lied."
but it just confuses you more.
"who?"
"geto," choso hisses. "yuji... itadori yuji. he's my brother."
and it's the very last thing you expected to hear. "sukuna's vessel?" you argue, gripping his arms and squeezing. "what are you talking about? there's no way—"
"he is."
and choso's never lied. he's never tricked you. that's not who is, at least not with you. his words are certain, his voice determined and his eyes set and he stares at you without an ounce of doubt in his eyes.
and you've never not once trusted choso.
"itadori is my little brother."
you frown, your mind still baffled as you furrow your brows. "choso... if you help him, we'd be betraying..." and your words trail, left better unsaid. you don't need to say it.
choso knows.
"we?"
your eyes fall on his. "you think i'd choose you over them?"
and he frowns, solemn. "i hope not."
"of course i wouldn't," you profess, words desperate to convey how much you mean them. "i'd never leave you. you're all i have."
"i have to," choso whispers, gesturing back to what you said before. "he's my brother. it's my duty as his older brother."
and you're still confused. of course you are. choso hasn't really explained anything, least of all how sukuna's vessel could possibly be his younger brother. but he doesn't need to for you to believe him—since the very first moment you met him, you put all your faith into him.
you didn't plan on changing that now.
"okay."
he blinks down at you.
"okay," you nod, forcing a smile. "let's go."
Chapter 10: "it's my fault" [bakugou katsuki]
Chapter Text
"It's my fault."
Huffing, you shake your head. "Stop that," you hiss, turning to Bakugou with a glare; "it isn't."
But he doesn't argue. Doesn't huff or puff, or yell at you for glaring at him or throwing attitude. Any sort of normal attributes that Bakugou displays almost on a daily fall silent and instead, you watch as his eyes flicker across you, taking in every inch, and he just sighs.
"But it is," he says; and it almost doesn't sound like him because of how soft his voice is.
"It isn't," you huff, desperate to make him understand. "I chose to go out there. You didn't make me."
You now you're right. Everything you say is completely and whole-heartedly right... but you couldn't see what he could. Not in the same way. Not in the way it looked to him, and nor could you hear the thoughts that fluttered through his head like millions of tiny little bugs that filled him with guilt and fear and such heavy, immeasurable pressure that this was all his fault.
The large bruise on your left eye, purple and blues mixed together in a nasty welling that had your eye shut from the size of it -- you'd gotten it from a particular nasty punch from a group of villains you'd both been trying to take down. The cuts along your skin, slices, were from one of the villains quirks, knifes that had sliced you apart repeatedly; blood gushing from your skin and tiny little welts that would turn into scars over time.
But really, it was the burns across your arms, now covered in tight, white bandages, that made Bakugou's heart squeeze painfully in his chest; constricting with every breath he took because the reality was, he shouldn't be alive after what he'd done.
When you and Bakugou had been briefly briefed on the mission, still both only in your third year at U.A., trying to make names for yourselves; neither of you had been told about the extremely dangerous and life-threatening quirk at play. The truth was, no one knew about the quirk or the person it belonged to.
An underground member of the villain group you both were tasked to take down -- an unforeseen event that had lead to what Bakugou could only describe as his worst nightmares.
Mind-control. Or something of that sort. Bakugou still didn't know the specifics and truly, for once, he didn't want to know. Didn't want to even have to imagine what else that he could've been made to do, especially to you, had it not been for Shoto and Deku's arrival.
Wounds worse than burns, destruction beyond repair, or worse, death. Bakugou hated having to feel like he owed anyone anything, but he couldn't even deny that Shoto's and Deku's arrival was both needed and a great turnover for the hero-side.
You would've died otherwise. That, or seriously hurt.
Hurt more than you already were and Bakugou already felt like the worst piece of sh*t possible because you were hurt because of him.
He'd hurt you. Set his explosions off on you, been the one to make you scream in pain and cry out for help; cry out for help when it should've been him helping you. Instead, he was the one causing the damage, and it had taken both Shoto and Deku to pull him off of you and restrain him until the effects of the quirk wore off.
And now, left with the aftermath of his own actions, Bakugou couldn't stand himself.
"I hurt you."
He says it with such pain, one that instantly pulls at your heart, hating that you were the reason he was in so much pain.
"You weren't in control of yourself, Katsuki. We both didn't know that that man would be there, nor did we know what his quirk was. There was no way we could've been prepared for it," you explain, shifting in your hospital bed, trying not to pull at any of your injuries. "You have to understand that. I could blame you. I never could."
"Doesn't change the fact that I still did it," he whispers, staring at his own hands; the ones that had hurt you... attacked you...
You reach forward, taking his hands in your own before he can pull away or argue. You tug, enough that it pulls his gaze on you, and then move your hands to his cheeks, cupping them. You hold him in a way so he can't pull away, can't refuse.
"It wasn't your fault."
And his lips part, to say something, but you just interrupt him.
"It wasn't," you say firmly, then, face softening at the rare look of vulnerability on his face, you smile gently; "okay?"
Bakugou doesn't believe it. He doesn't know if he ever will. The guilt inside of him is so strong, the feelings that he'd failed at being the one thing he strived so hard to be and worse, it was because he'd hurt you... it makes him feel sick. Makes him want to rip at his own skin so that he doesn't have to feel this way anymore.
But he's already hurt you enough and you look so desperate, pleading with him to just believe you... and he can't hurt you anymore.
So, he nods, even if he feels sick doing so;
"okay."
Chapter 11: "lord douma" [douma]
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“Lord Douma...”
His name leaves your lips in a breathless whisper, the tips of your fingers and toes tingling in delight as the burst of admiration courses through your entire body.
You could hardly believe your own eyes.
Sat before your great Lord, you could hardly contain the excitement running through your veins. Ever since being welcomed into his home and accepted under his care, Lord Douma was everything to you. He was both your light and your warmth, and he was the saving grace that saved you from the horror’s that awaited you just outside his walls.
You’re safe, he’d whispered to you the first night he’d found you. Tucked in a warm blanket, all the way up to your cheeks, with a hot cup of tea before you, Douma had smiled and his eyes had shone as he caressed your cheek. No one can hurt you here.
And he’s kept his promise ever since.
Safe, warm, loved... he’d provided you such mundane things, basic things every human needed for survival but such no one ever had before. You idolized every inch of him for it, and you knew you’d do whatever he asked of you without a second of hesitation.
You’d do anything if it meant making him happy.
His touch was gentle, his smile warmth and his eyes shone with such a twinkle you were mesmerized every time you had the pleasure of meeting them.
It’s why you don’t understand... can’t make sense of the fact that out of every woman here he’s chosen you. Above all else. He provided for all of his loyal subjects for the simple price of swearing their undying loyalty to him. But with you it was different. Moments spent alone, just the two of you in the comfort of his room no less -- he’d laugh with you, tell you stories, listened to you and encouraged you when you felt shy. He’d feed you the most delectable specialty of foods that you’d never even had the pleasure of seeing before.
All this and more for the simple promise you did the same back.
“Such a pretty little thing,” he coos, brushing back strands of hair that have fallen into your face. You flush in embarrassment at having been caught unkept, but Douma does not seem bothered either way.
He’s smiling. Like he always is.
“Such pretty lips too, hmm?”
You blink, eyes widening as you meet his. You can hardly form words, mesmerized by the pools of colors staring back at you, but you also know that Douma doesn’t like to be ignored.
“Not as beautiful as yours, Lord Douma,” you whisper, struggling to find your own voice.
He cups your jaw, touch light, ghosting across your chin before his grip shifts, and his thumb brushes against your bottom lip. He doesn’t say anything, the silence thickening, just simply brushing your lip, then pulling down until your lip is pulled away, saliva pooling around your lips.
“Hmm,” he hums faintly, eyes distracted.
His eyes flicker to yours in the next second. You startle at the action.
“Do you love me, my pet?”
The pleasure is undeniable. It feels as if it’s coursing through your veins, bringing about a euphoric sensation that has you seeing stars, making you feel like you’re on cloud nine. His voice is hypnotizing to you, and you never want his touch to leave you.
You want to touch him.
And you want him to know of your love.
“Of course, Lord Douma,” you assure, nodding eagerly in his grasp. “There is no one I love more,” you whisper, voice pleading; desperate for him to believe you. “I love you so much it hurts.”
He laughs, a deep, hearty laugh that rumbles from his chest as he pulls his hand away. You struggle to hide your disappointment.
You watch as he leans back, falling into his seat of cushions, legs spread wide as he meets your eyes once more, patting his legs. “Come,” he orders simply.
A moment of hesitation simply because of the shock, and you scramble over, crawling on your hands and feet like he liked, before making your way onto his lap. Your movements are slow, unsure at first, until his hands fall on your hips and one hard tug is all it takes before you’re falling into him, slotted right on top of him.
Face burning, you glance up at him with parted lips.
“Well then, my pet,” he smirks, his hands leaving you as he leans back, arms rested at his side, propping himself up. “Show me.”
You blink, head tilted.
“Show me just how much you love me.”
It takes a moment, one long moment of realization before it sinks in and that pleasure runs through you all over again.
“O-Of course, my Lord.”
Chapter 12: uh, he's taken? [mikey, draken, chifuyu matsuno, mitsuya takashi]
Notes:
a/n: this is not proofread. we die like men.
Chapter Text
MIKEY:
The absolute audacity of this girl.
You’re almost positive you’re imagining this because... she couldn’t be serious could she?
“Mikey, say ‘ah’!”
With barely concealed disdain written across your face, you watch as the same girl who's been hanging off of Mikey’s arm since the both of you arrived at the shrine with the rest of your friends, proceeds to try and feed Mikey a treat. Of course, it’s taiyaki and it’s clear by the wide grin on her lips that she hopes the taunt of his favourite treat will entice him into doing as she asks.
She hasn’t left his side all night and whilst at first you’d tried to ignore the jealousy burning deep within you, it was getting harder by the second.
From pulling Mikey from your side with her arm tightly wound around his own, to making sure to keep you at a distance all night, your excitement for the night had quickly dwindled into disappointment at hurt. At first you’d convinced yourself that Mikey was just trying to be nice, but it hurt you to see him continuously let this girl hang off of him, giggle at every little thing he says and make sure to throw every flirtatious comment she possibly can.
Did he really not care?
This girl was clearly in love with Mikey, or at the very least had a big crush on him. And it didn’t seem she really cared that Mikey had a girlfriend in the first place – that girlfriend being you. You knew Mikey could be dense, but you were also positive he wasn’t oblivious enough to miss her very plain intentions and seeing him let her do whatever she wanted burned a hurt deep inside of you you hadn’t thought possible.
It was getting hard to convince yourself that Mikey wasn’t simply enjoying her attention.
You’re too hurt to notice the expression on Mikey’s face as you frown, gaze lowering to your feet only for the hurt the resurface all over again. You’d been so excited for this evening and even more so when Mikey had personally invited you to join him and his friends to the shrine for New Years Eve. It wasn’t like you hadn’t expected to go with him, but it had warmed your heart when he’d still asked despite already being in a relationship and you’d felt a great bout of excitement when it realized this would be Mikey’s first time seeing you in a traditional yukata.
You’d had Emma help you get ready, making sure to wear a material the same shade of Mikey’s long hair and he’d barely looked at you all night since that girl had arrived.
“See, Mikey? Surely, you’d like a girl more like me, wouldn’t you?”
Her words burn, and you feel your eyes watering, turning away before even bothering to listen to Mikey’s response.
Given how he’d been acting all night, you’re sure he’d be no different now.
“Y/N-chan…”
At the sound of Emma’s voice, you simply shake your head; “it’s okay, Emma. I think I’m just gonna head home.” Sending her a small smile, you wave at her; “say bye to the others for me, kay?”
She doesn’t respond. Not at first.
Quickly latching onto your arm, Emma pulls you back, halting you from leaving. You turned to her confused, but she just points past your shoulder, shaking your head; “look.”
Despite the ever growing want to cry and practically run out of there, you listen to Emma nonetheless, slowly turning your head over your shoulder, only to catch the tail end of Mikey slapping the taiyaki out of the girl's hand. Your eyes widen, surprised, watching the treat fall to the ground and crumble apart as the girl watches on in disbelief, lips parting.
“Mikey, what was–”
“You’re such a hassle, you know that?” Mikey cuts her off, head tilting with a rather serious look on his face. “You’ve been overly clingy all night and I haven’t been able to hang out with Y/N/N-chan at all.”
The girls face twists, anger befalling her expression; “how dare–”
“How dare you,” he huffs, “as if I’d ever choose you over Y/N.”
With that, he all but rips the girl's arm off of him, turning around with hesitation. His eyes flicker across the crowd of people for a moment, before settling on you and instantly his expression brightens, eyes lighting up as he picks up his step, reaching you in seconds. You’re still too in shock to respond to his hug, catching a last glance of the girl with a flushed face of embarrassment and narrowing her eyes at you darkly.
But then Mikey’s pulling back, pulling your focus on him.
“Y/N-chan!” He whines, “I want taiyaki!”
You let a laugh out at that, shaking your head as you feel your body slowly easing.
“Come on, you big baby, I’ll get you some taiyaki then.”
He slips his hand into yours, squeezing. “And you’ll feed it to me?”
Rolling your eyes, you nod; “of course.”
DRAKEN:
“You know that Ken likes… more girly girls, right?”
Blinking at the sudden stranger standing in front of you – a girl you’re sure you’ve never seen before – you’re too baffled to even know what to say.
“Um,” you try to laugh, “what?”
“Ken,” she says, addressing your boyfriend far too friendly for your taste. “He’s your boyfriend right?”
Nodding slowly, you hum, “yeah.”
“Just surprising is all,” she shrugs, an entirely too smug look on her face. “I mean, I wouldn’t think he’d go for a girl like you.”
The words are said will barely concealed disgust. It isn’t hard to notice the way she’s eyeing you, clearly judging you as she looks you up and down, arms crossed over her chest. And you’re sure you look like a fool, lips parted in bafflement and brows furrowed as you try to make sense of just what exactly is happening here.
This girl, a girl you’ve never seen, is not only eyeing you up and down like you’re dressed in a garbage bag, but also has the audacity to tell you that Ken wouldn’t go for a girl like you?
“And what type of girl would he go for?” You question, quirking a brow at the girl.
She smiles then, expression brightening as she flips her hair back; “a girl like me, duh.”
You snort then, shaking your head; “does Draken even know who you are?”
Indignation crosses her features then, face falling as her eyes widen in disbelief. “We have the same class together!” She calls out, voice pitching as she rushes to explain herself. “We sit next to each other every day.”
“Just never heard him mention you before is all,” you nod, shrugging. “If you were an actual threat, I think I would’ve heard about you by now, don’t you?”
Her face flares, turning red. But before she can say anything, your name is called by another.
Head turning over your shoulder, your face eases at the sight of Draken. He’s making his way out of the school, a certain expression of relief painted on his feet, reminding you that you were supposed to meet him by his class after school and he’d clearly been looking for you when you’d never shown up.
He looks mildly confused by the sight of the girl before settling his eyes back on you.
“I was waiting for you, Y/N.”
Smiling sheepishly, you rub the back of your neck; “sorry, Draken. I got caught up with…” Your voice trails as you turn back to the girl, feeling the familiar sensation of Draken’s arm sliding around your waist, tucking you into his side. You’re not really sure what to say in explanation when regarding how you’d been caught up by a girl who had been by all means trying to intimidate you in your own relationship with your boyfriend.
“Who are you?”
Draken, ever the blunt man he always is, doesn’t surprise you as he turns to the girl, brows furrowed in bafflement.
You hadn’t thought her face could get more red. You’re quickly proved wrong when her face explodes like a tomato, eyes narrowing; “Ken, we-we… we sit next to each other everyday.”
He just shrugs; “oh, sorry. Didn’t recognize you,” and a quick look at his face tells you he’s still not exactly sure who she is. He also looks mildly peeved at her familiar greeting of his name; a fact that nearly brings you into a fit of giggles.
Turning to you, Draken gestures behind him; “let’s go. We’re supposed to meet Mikey and Baji, remember?”
Eyes lighting up in recognition, you grin; “oh, yeah! I forgot!” You move to walk off, offering a small wave at the girl who doesn’t bother to return the action, obviously humiliated and with that, you let Draken turn you, leaning into his touch as you both make your way off the school grounds.
“I, uh… I didn’t recognize her,” Draken laughs once it’s just the two of you, pulling your eyes on him. You snort, shaking your head. “What did she even want with you?”
You hesitate, debating whether you should be honest or not.
Honestly though, you got your satisfaction the moment she was blatantly proved wrong right to her face that you’re hardly even bothered by her words anymore.
“Nothing,” you shrug, “don’t worry your pretty little head about it.”
“Oi,” Draken grumbles, “I’m not pretty.”
But the blush on his cheeks tells you he enjoyed the compliment anyways.
MITSUYA:
Sometimes Mitsuya was too nice for his own good.
You’ve thought that plenty of times before. Mainly when he pushes himself to the point of exhaustion just to help those he cares for. You always scold him for it, telling him that sometimes it was okay to put himself before others. He never really listened, and so in the end, you helped him when and wherever you could.
But, Mitsuya also could be too nice to those he didn’t even know. And it was hard to watch.
What had started as irritation, soon turned into frustration at the fact that no matter how many times you tried to talk to Mitsuya, he’d just brush you off, confident you were just overreacting. It had hurt even more when he’d called you jealous, to which you couldn’t deny you weren’t – but this had gone beyond simple jealousy.
You’ve been watching this girl use and abuse your boyfriend for weeks on end, using it as an excuse to spend more time with him. He’d accidentally knocked into her one day after school, knowing her homework straight into a puddle and effectively ruining it – when he’d professed how sorry he was and that he’d do anything to make up for it, the smile on the girls lips had been far too wide for it to simply be innocent. It had rubbed you the wrong way then, but you’d left it alone.
Now? Now, you’re sure she’d bumped into him that day on purpose, making it seem like his fault, so she could use it to her advantage and make him constantly do things for her, hang out with her, whilst abusing the fact that he’d promised her that ‘he owed her’.
And Mitsuya was too nice to say otherwise even though it was obvious he’d more than made up for something that hadn’t even been his fault in the first place.
Mitsuya wouldn’t listen to reason and you were beyond simply watching it happen anymore. Except, when you’d tried to tell him, tried to explain how you felt and how it was upsetting you and how this girl was just using him, he’d simply scoffed at you, called you clingy and jealous and that he didn’t have time for you.
You’d left without another word, slamming the door shut behind you, whilst only letting your tears fall when you were sure you were alone.
That was two hours ago, and you hadn’t moved from your bed since plopping on it when you’d finally gotten home.
You couldn’t understand how Mitsuya couldn’t see how this girl was using him! How he would choose to believe some random girl over his own girlfriend, going far enough to insult you while he was at it.
You’re so upset you don’t hear your front door open, or the familiar sound of your mothers voice calling out Mitsuya’s name. You don’t register any of it until you hear your bedroom door open, and turn to find him standing right in front of you, a guilty expression clear on his face while panting, chest heaving.
You stare back at him, confused; “Takashi?”
“I’m so sorry,” he cries out, voice breathless. “I’m so sorry I didn’t believe you.”
He’s bowing his head, and you reel to understand. “Wha-What?”
“I’m sorry I didn’t believe you about that girl,” he explains, shaking his head. “You were right. She was just using me and I called you clingy and jealous because I didn’t want to believe it. It wasn’t right of me, and this is no excuse, but I am so sorry.”
Lips parting, you stare back at him. “Takashi…”
He steps forward then, falling to a seat in front of you on your bed. “I’m so sorry, baby.” His eyes wander from your eyes, to how red they are and the dried tear stains on your cheeks. “I made you cry…”
“Takashi,” you call out again, reaching for your hand. “It’s… It’s okay. I forgive you.”
He shakes his head; “I shouldn’t have treated you like that.”
Squeezing his hand, you shake your head, letting a soft smile curl on your lips. “I’m just happy you realized… I was so upset at her for using you like that.”
“I knew the moment she told me I should dump you for her,” Mitsuya explains, making your eyes widen as you stare back at him in disbelief. He flushes lightly, looking embarrassed. “I should’ve known sooner and I think I did… but just didn’t want to believe it. The second she said that… I was so angry. I can’t believe she’d talk about you like that.”
It was a surprise to see that her intentions had been more cruel than you’d originally thought…
Still, you were glad it made Mitsuya realize the truth if anything.
“You’re too nice for your own good, Takashi…”
CHIFUYU:
“I think me and Chifuyu would make a good pair, don’t you?”
Hinata freezes next to you, eyes slowly flickering over to you on her left, before back at the girl standing before the both of you. “What do you mean?” Hinata asks lightly, ever the polite and friendly girl.
“Well, I just mean, we work so well together. He’s always laughing at my jokes and I’m always making him blush.”
You feel your muscles tense, hand tightening around the cup in your hand and Hinata shuffles awkwardly next to you.
“Well, I mean, Y/N/N and Chifuyu are dating, so…”
The girl's eyes fall on you then and it takes everything in you not to slap her across the face. “Oh, that’s right,” she frowns in mock pity, tilting her head with a small shrug. “I’m sorry, Y/L/N. I nearly forgot you two were dating.”
You bite your lip, holding back your anger. “We’ve been dating for a year,” you remind, “not hard to remember.”
“I hardly see you guys together?” She questions, knowing exactly what she’s saying as she tilts her head in feigned wonder. There’s a twisted expression of pity on her face that has you insides boiling and you can feel Hinata’s hand on your arm where she squeezes, both to be comforting and to try and help calm you down. “Maybe it’s because he’s always with me…” She trails off, “we do spend a lot of time together.”
The absolute gall of this girl…
“Y/N/N and Chifuyu are very happy,” Hinata says in defense of you, and you feel yourself ease slightly at the sheer determination in her voice. For HInata to get so mad makes you feel more justified in your own feelings. “I think it’s silly of you to think he’d leave her so quickly for someone else.”
“But it’s not just ‘someone else’, no? It’s me.”
You don’t even know who this girl is.
Sure you’ve seen her briefly in passing, and you’re almost positive you’d seen her leave class with Chifuyu once but you’re also sure you’d seen a rather annoyed expression on her face as he had.
For her to insinuate… you actually can’t even believe it.
“And I mean, Y/L/N’s not even saying anything so she must agree.”
Narrowed eyes falling on her, your lips part to respond, but before you can, another cuts in; “she doesn’t have to because what you’re saying is bullshit.”
Your body eases at the familiar sound of Chifuyu’s voice, feeling all your anger wash away within seconds when you feel his arm wound around your waist and comfortably slot himself next to your side. A quick glance to your right tells you Takemichi has fallen next to Hinata, the two of them clearly having been together before, and when turning to the girl, the expression on her face is a sight to see.
Cheeks warming, she shakes her head; “Chifuyu, you-you don’t think we’d make a good pairing?”
“No,” he says bluntly. “Besides, I’m already dating Y/N.” He gestures to you, and your eyes fall on him briefly.
“Bu-But what about–”
“What about nothing,” he cuts in, scoffing. “I’ve already told you to leave me alone. You’re annoying, jeez.”
The girl’s lips part, wanting to say anything, but she ends up just looking like a fool as she stands there, silent, lips gaping like a fish. You can see her eyes watering and in the next second, she’s spinning around, a whimper leaving her lips, and running off before anything can say otherwise.
You hear Chifuyu snort, Takemichi high-fiving him behind your head before turning his focus on Hinata as Chifuyu glances down at you.
“Sorry about her, babe,” Chifuyu frowns, “I hope you know she was wrong. About everything.”
“It’s okay…” You mumble after a moment, unable to stop the frown on your lips. “You didn’t have to be that harsh though…”
Chifuyu’s eyes widen in disbelief; “the girl couldn’t take a hint. I’ve been telling her to back off for weeks,” Chifuyu explains with a simple shrug, obviously unbothered by her reaction. “Besides, what she was saying about you? No one can talk about you like that.”
You want to argue otherwise, but his words make your heart flutter and when you think about it, the girl had walked herself into her own trap trying to belittle you like that.
“You’re right,” you shrug, smiling up at Chifuyu brightly.
“Of course I’m right,” he grins, straightening his shoulders out in a way that has you giggling. “Now let’s get lunch, I’m starving.”
You let him pull you away with a bright grin, completely forgetting about the girl.
Chapter 13: spending the night over for the first time [mikey, hakkai shiba, draken, chifuyu matsuno, hanma shuji]
Chapter Text
CHIFUYU wants to ask you to stay, but doesn’t know how.
The words are at the tip of his tongue, and he hesitates, eyes watching as your figure rushes to gather your things. But... he doesn’t want you to leave. That he knows, and the desperation settles in as it grows closer and closer to it being time for you to leave.
“You... You could stay.”
He’s barely registered he’s said it before he has.
And you pause at his barely uttered words, body freezing as your head turns over your shoulder so your eyes can meet his. You’ve gathered your jacket and bag, the former having only been slipped on over one shoulder.
“Sorry?”
Your voice is light, airy. A warmth to it that still, to this day makes Chifuyu’s heart flutter and his stomach to flood with butterflies because how was it possible you could sound so... inviting? So warm? He feels his insides melt when you talk to him and he just wants to fiddle away into a puddle because he loves hearing your voice so much.
“Stay,” he repeats, forcing down his own nerves and letting the word echo in the silence for a moment before adding; “I’d like you to stay.”
Your bag slips to the floor and you turn, facing Chifuyu properly. “You want me to spend the night?”
He nods, eager.
“Really?”
And there’s bright grin on your face now, slipping off your jacket as you make your way over to him. Chifuyu’s blushing while he nods, still unable to form proper words, face turned beat red at your light teasing, but doesn’t resist when you fall next to him on his bed, giggling.
“I thought you’d never ask,” you admit. “I really didn’t wanna leave.”
Setting a hand on your back, Chifuyu hums; “didn’t want you to leave.”
You giggle, “I’m that great at cuddling, huh?”
And he says so without hesitance, a trace of doubt as he nods down at you; “the best.”
DRAKEN says the words plainly;
“You should just spend the night.”
And the words are so blunt, so matter of fact, that you almost give yourself whiplash as you spin to face him. Wide eyes falling on him as your lips part to say something, but hesitate because you’re not even sure what to say.
Maybe a part of you had hoped he asked, gone super slow while gathering your things, but you hadn’t expected it to be that easy.
“You want me to?” You ask softly, struggling to find your voice.
Draken nods, “of course. It’s about time.”
You were hoping for a little more but still -- was better then nothing.
“The girls won’t mind?”
He shrugs, “they already love you. It just sucks that we’ll mostly have to hang out in here.” He gestures around himself at his bedroom, a slight pout on his lips as he does.
You grin at that, “that’s what we do most of the time when I visit, Kenny.”
“Yeah, I know. Just sucks.”
Leaning forward, you grab Draken’s hand, squeezing it tightly in your own. “You know I don’t care as long as I get to be with you, Ken,” and then, you pause. Unsure. “You’re positive you want me staying? I don’t want to intrude on your--”
“Stupid,” he huffs lightly, the insult teasing as he smirks, “you’re not intruding if it’s you. Plus, I’m the one who asked you to stay.”
“I know,” you nod, “I just wanted to make sure.”
“Come ‘ere,” he urges, ushering you towards him with a wave of his hand. You listen easily, letting yourself fall into his grip as his hand falls to your back, guiding you on top of his chest as he leans back on his bed. The two of you settle in comfortably then, with Draken’s hand resting on your back. “Been wanting to ask ya for a while.”
“Oh,” you mumble, unable to fight the smile on your lips; “yeah?”
“Yeah. Last time you came over, I wanted to. Got too scared though.”
You think back to how heavily Draken had pouted last time you’d come over and eventually, had to leave. It was unlike Draken to act like that, and you remember it both being endearing but entirely too hilarious to not tease him.
Maybe if you hadn’t teased him, he would’ve asked.
“Sorry,” you offer, letting your hand fall on his chest, next to your head.
“Not your fault,” he dismisses easily, “been wanting to ask for a while. Been to chicken-shit. Glad I got the courage this time though. I... I like having you in my arms.”
“I like being in your arms, Kenny.”
HAKKAI is positive he sounds like a bumbling fool.
“Would... Would you...--I mean, you don’t have to but I would like you--don’t feel pressure though--”
Laughing, you shake your head. Making your way over to Hakkai, you set your hands on his arms, looking up at him as he finally stops his rambling to stare down at you. “Calm down,” you soothe gently, “what is it?”
Red in face and feeling entirely like an idiot, Hakkai huffs.
“I wanted to know if you’d... like to spend the night.”
And his voice is so small, so unsure that it almost breaks your heart how nervous he is to ask you something. Let alone something like that.
Something you’d never reject.
So, smiling brightly, you grin, eyes twinkling; “I’d love to.”
He blinks at that, as if having already expected a rejection. The embarrassment wipes from his face as his lips part, staring back at you; “really?”
“Of course,” you laugh, “why wouldn’t I?”
Pausing, Hakkai hesitates at that -- because really, why wouldn’t you? It wasn’t like this was the first time you’ve come over to his house and you guys have been dating long enough for something like this to be more normal...
“I dunno,” he admits finally, “just didn’t want you to think you had to.”
“Well, I don’t,” you shrug, letting your hands fall by your side as you grin up at him. “And I’d love to spend the night. Didn’t wanna go home anyways.”
“Oh?” Hakkai frowns, concerned. “Is something wrong?”
You can’t help but feel giddy at his concern, how despite how embarrassed and nervous he was seconds ago, it all faded away the second he thought something might be wrong. It warmed your heart in a way you’re not sure you’ve ever expected before.
“Everything’s totally fine,” you assure him, “I just wanted to spend more time with you.”
And of course, Hakkai’s face goes beat red, again, at that.
HANMA finds the morphed expression of surprise and indignation on your face absolutely hilarious.
“Shu,” you say, voice firm, “let me go.”
Keeping his arms locked firmly around your waist, Hanma simply shakes his head. It didn’t help that he had such long arms, that of which could easily wrap themselves around you entirely, or the fact that he easily had the strength to keep you there as well.
Glaring up at your boyfriend, you huff; “I need to go home. it’s getting late.”
Hanma just shakes his head, a fact that causes you to growl in annoyance, before he grins wide; “just spend the night.”
Pausing, your entire body freezes in his grasp; “what?”
“I don’t want you to leave, so spend the night.”
And it sinks in then.
“This was your plan all along, wasn’t it?”
The ever say shit-eating grin on his face, Hanma all but cackles, head thrown back in amusement at the fact that you know him so well. “Of course,” he concedes with ease, “never planned on letting you leave. Even if you want to.”
“That’s kidnapping.”
“You’re my girlfriend.”
“Still kidnapping.”
Quirking a brow, Hanma glances down at you; “you don’t want to spend the night?”
Cheeks warming, you huff; “n-no, I do.” Pouting, you turn your gaze away from him, “you just could’ve asked me first.”
“Y/N/N.”
Turning back to Hanma at the suddenly serious tone of his voice, you pause, concerned.
“Would you like to spend the night?”
Instantly that concern goes right out the window.
“You’re insufferable.”
“You love me.”
“Regrettably.”
But both of you know you don’t really mean that.
MIKEY is absolutely confused when he sees you moving to leave.
“What’re you doing?”
Baffled, you turn to Mikey, head tilted; “getting ready to leave?”
And his words make him frown, that ever familiar pout falling on his lips as he crosses his arms over his chest. He slumps back against his bed like a little kid, and huffs. “I thought you were spending the night.”
It takes you a moment to process what he’s said. And the fact that he says it as if you were the one being crazy here.
Raising a brow, you glance around yourself, trying to collect your thoughts, before turning back to the child you have for a boyfriend. “You never asked me to?”
He just shrugs; “I thought it was obvious.”
“Um, no. It wasn’t.”
He perks up then, as if all was solved now that you knew you just hadn’t (somehow) caught up with the obvious.
“Oh, well, then, perfect.” Turning, he moves to grab the manga the two of you hand been reading together, before facing you once again. “Come on, I wanna see what happens next.”
Shaking your head, you jerk back; “I still need to leave?”
“You’re spending the night,” Mikey says bluntly, “I thought we covered that already.”
“We didn’t,” you huff, letting your bag fall to the ground as you turn to face Mikey fully. “I didn’t bring anything to spend the night and I’ll need to let my mom--”
“Oh, yeah,” Mikey agrees, moving to a stand, letting the manga fall back to the bed behind him. “I’ll get you something to wear and you call your mom, okay?”
He grins at you, pecking your cheek softly before moving to his closet, all whilst you continue to stand there like an idiot.
“Y/N?” Mikey calls after a moment.
“Yeah?”
“Your mom?”
When you glance back at him, he’s staring back at you expectantly.
It still doesn’t click in what exactly happened even as you fall asleep in Mikey’s arms later that night.
Chapter 14: uh, she's taken? [mikey, hanma shuji, baji keisuke, kazutora hanemiya]
Chapter Text
MIKEY:
The audacity of this man.
That was all Mikey could think.
Did he not know who he was? Did he not know who you were dating? The Invisible Mikey, Toman's Leader and the most handsome boy you knew?
Clearly not.
Frowning, Mikey watches with barely concealed disdain as your classmate (the one you’ve been complaining to him about for weeks now) follows you outside of the school. He couldn’t always pick you up from school with Toman business and the like, but today he’d made sure he’d be able to after you’d texted him the day before that your annoying classmate had proceeded to take his infatuation with you a step further and follow you out of school. It had taken you great convincing to get him not to ‘walk you home’ as he so eloquently put it – stalking more like it – and though you’d tried to play it off, Mikey knew how scared you were.
The second your eyes fall on Mikey making his way over to you, he sees the instant relief that floods through them. Despite everything, Mikey can't help but feel slightly smug at that, hands shoved nonchalantly in his pockets as he crosses the distance over to you.
"Y/N-channn!" He calls out, arms stretched out towards you and with a single brief glance at the boy next to you, you all but race towards him, allowing yourself to fall into his arms. Mikey hates the way he feels you shake slightly beneath his fingertips, and he throws a not-so-subtle glare the classmates way, who – as he figured – is glaring right back at him.
"Y/N," the classmate calls, and Mikey's eyes narrow at his familiarity when regarding you. "Who's this?"
You lean back from his hug, and Mikey can see you look rather annoyed at the question – clearly, you've told him this before.
"Mikey," Mikey cuts in dryly, "her boyfriend."
And he must really not know who Mikey is because he has the gall to laugh.
"Boyfriend?" Haru laughs, mockingly and loudly, head thrown back as you cast a quick glance up at Mikey in uncertainy, trying to gauge he's reaction. Truthfully, Mikey looks unphased. "I thought you were joking about that, Y/N."
And then Haru steps forward, moving towards you; "I mean, you and me make a much better–"
It happens in a flash. Suddenly, you're no longer in Mikey's arms and rather set gently behind him, Mikey’s body blocking your view as Haru's hand that was outstretched towards you is now tightly grasped in Mikey's fist. A quick glance at Haru's face, and you can tell that Mikey's grip is tight, his face twisting with pain.
"Did I forget to mention?" Mikey smiles, "I'm also the leader of Toman."
Haru's eyes widen and he looks scared–well, shitless.
Mikey's grip tightens, finding the way all colour leaves Haru's face rather amusing and the way the panic wells with pain as Mikey bends his arm to the point of just being about to break.
"Now, what was that about you and Y/N-chan being a better match?"
"I was wrong!" Haru cries, voice pitching pathetically, "I'm sorry! I didn't mean it!"
"Don't apologize to me," Mikey shrugs, "apologize to Y/N-chan for making her so uncomfortable for the past few weeks."
Slowly, Mikey takes a step back, allowing you to fall in the view of Haru again, who, near crying, falls to his knees. "I'm so sorry! Please forgive me!"
Cheeks red slightly in embarrassment, you turn to Mikey.
He lets go with ease, Haru falling to the ground with one last cry, before Mikey makes his way to you, pulling you back into his arms with a wide grin.
"Let's go eat!" Mikey calls out with a cheer, snuggling into you. "I want you to feed me!"
HANMA:
"I mean, you're no good for her."
There's a beat. One long, single beat of silence before Hanma can't hold himself back anymore and he burst into laughter.
You, whose stood next to him, looks at him in disbelief, eyes widening as Hanma all but cackles in response to Asahi's words. Asahi, to be fair, looks just a stunned, and with a frown, you step towards your boyfriend, tugging on the sleeve of his jacket.
"Shuji!" You hiss, grip tightening on him.
He falls quiet at that, letting his eyes drift across you briefly, taking in the worried look in your eyes and the laughter stops at that. Hanma lets his eyes fall back on this boy, Asahi apparently, and the frown deepens – you were scared of this guy? He looked like wind might blow him over.
Besides, didn't you trust him to protect you?
A single glance back at you, and you're still throwing worried glances at Asahi, shuffled close to his side.
Guess he had something else to prove then.
"That's funny," Hanma finally speaks up, letting his eyes fall on Asahi with disinterest. "Hilarious actually." But all the humour has left his body, and Hanma simply stares back at the boy with a straight face.
Asahi falters, just slightly.
"I-I mean, you're a deliquent!" He calls out, gesturning in front of him at Hanma, before his eyes fall on you. "I mean, surely you can see that being with him will be nothing but a bad influence. If you were–"
Hanma steps in front of you, blocking you effectively from him.
"You don't get to talk to her," Hanma states rather bluntly.
Asahi turns to him, lips parting.
"You're not worthy enough to talk to her, pipsqueak. So let's keep this between you and me, huh?"
The air changes, thickens, and although you can't see it, you can practically sense as Asahi grows nervous, registering the glint in Hanma's gaze as he stares him down.
"I mean, surely, if you knew I was a... what did you say? Delinquent." Hanma snorts, "you think you'd have the brains to realize I'm not someone to mess with. And I don't take kindly to idiots like you trying to tell me who my girl should or shouldn't be with."
Hanma takes a step forward then, towering over the boy whose skin has grown pale, eyes flooding with fear as he stares up at Hanma.
"I especially don't take kindly to you scaring my girl either."
"I-I–"
Grabbing Asahi by the collar of his jacket, Asahi falls silent as Hanma pulls him up until he's standing on the tip of his toes, kicking his feet beneath him.
"But it seems I screwed up too, huh? My girl shouldn't have to be afraid because she should know I'd never let anyone touch her, let alone look at her if they made her uncomfortable."
There's a pause and Hanma's gaze grows wild as his fist slowly raises beside him, Asahi's cries of panic and pleads of mercy simply a background noise.
"So it looks like I gotta show her why."
BAJI:
"You're loud."
Well, Baji guessed he couldn't necessarily argue with that.
"You're rash."
That, too... maybe.
"You're not very smart."
Uh, ouch.
"You act without thinking. It could get Y/N hurt."
Okay, well that was just rude.
You were always Baji's top priority.
Well, that and fighting. But, still.
"I think I'd be a much better fit for her."
Baji should've figured this is where the conversation was going. Letting his eyes drift across the boy stood in front of him, he takes in the sight of his Toman uniform. He doesn't readily recognize the boy, so he's certainly not in his division.
Ballsy, he'd admit.
But stupid nonetheless.
He's probably in Mitsuya's division, Baji laughs to himself.
Well, not for much longer.
"I'll take your silence as a sign you agree with me–"
"I wouldn't jump to conclusions," Baji chuckles, grinning down widely at the boy. "What makes you think you're so great for Y/N? I know she's happy with me."
Lips parting, the boy pauses; "what?"
"You listed off all the reasons why you think I'm not a good fit for her, right?" He quirks a brow, and the boy nods. "So, tell me why you think you're a good match for her. You win, I'll break up with Y/N. And if you lose... well, needless to say." With a wide grin, Baji cracks his knuckles, baring his fists down at the boy.
The boys eyes widen, and he fumbles for a second, before he steels himself, inhaling deeply.
"Well, I'm smart, for one–"
"Wrong," Baji cuts in, "Y/N doesn't like smart guys. Why else would she have gone for me?"
Faltering, the boy shakes his head; "w-well, I'm a good cook–"
"Y/N prefers cooking herself," Baji shakes his head. "It's her passion."
Cheeks redenning, the boy rushes to add; "I-I'm! I'm strong!"
Baji just laughs; "not as strong as me. You're not even a vice captain of Toman!"
Thoroughly embarrassed, the boy hesitates, face bright red.
"Looks like you lose," Baji sings, stepping towards the boy. "I mean, if you really knew Y/N, you'd know the most important thing."
"W-What?"
"That none of that matters because she loves me!"
"You can't just–"
He never finishes what he's about to say before a fist makes contact with his cheek, knocking him off his feet and sending him straight to the ground.
Baji glances down at him with a blink.
"Strong my ass."
He makes a move toward him, before;
"Keisuke!"
Eyes lighting up, Baji spins, grinning at the sight of you. "Y/N!"
You fall in front of him, eyes flickering from the boy groaning on the ground back to him, "did you get in another fight again?"
Baji shrugs; "the guy deserved it. Not much of a fight either.”
And your eyes fall back on the boy on the ground and there's a flicker of hope where he thinks you might help but, but then after a moment you follow Baji's lead, shrugging, letting him take your hand in his before leading him off.
Guess Baji was right – you really did love him.
KAZUTORA:
"I mean, didn't you go to juvie?"
Frowning, Kazutora glares at the man, Daiki as he'd introduced himself as, in front of him. He was apparently a co-worker of yours, though Kazutora's never heard you talk about him before.
Stuck at this party your work was holding for you as a celebration for the promotion you'd received and your excellent work at the company, Kazutora had gotten a whole half hour of your time before you'd been whisked off by two woman, you offering an apologetic smile over your shoulder in response.
At the time, Kazutora hadn't minded – this night was for you after all and he wanted you to enjoy it.
Now, though? He desperately wanted to leave.
"How do you even know that?" Kazutora asks, his patience thin.
"I did some research when Y/N mentioned your name," Daiki shrugs. "Of course, when she mentioned you she hadn't mentioned that."
It's obviously meant as a jab. But Kazutora knew you weren't embarrassed of him – at least, he'd been pretty sure of that.
"Well, it's not really any of your business is it?" Kazutora cuts in, barely able to contain the snide in his tone. He barely liked socializing with people anyway, especially strangers, but he'd gone for you and because he wanted to be apart of your celebration. It was the least he could do after all you'd done for him.
But now he wishes he’d stayed home if he had to continue dealing with this guy.
"Still," Daiki insists, "aren't you embarrassed? I mean, such an upstanding woman... it's a wonder why she ever chose you."
"I chose him because I love him for him," you cut in and Kazutora’s eyes widen, glancing over his shoulder to see you making your way over to him. You look absolutely stunning, dressed in a floor length Y/F/C dress and when you notice his eyes on you, you smile at him, before it falters as you turn back to glance at your coworker. "But I hardly think that's any of your business anyways."
You fall next to Kazutora, wrapping your arm around his waist as you fall into his side, and the second you do, you squeeze Kazutora's side, and he realizes you're trying to reassure him.
"Y/N–!"
"Honestly, Daiki," you breathe out, voice coming out purposely exasperated as you roll your eyes. "I've had this conversation with you multiple times. I am happily in a relationship and your obsession with my personal affairs is strange and inappropriate. Given my promotion, I could easily have you fired."
Kazutora watches as the man's eyes widen, cheeks bleeding red as he shakes his head; "my-my apologies. Please, you don't have to go that far. I'll... I'll make sure I stop."
You raise a brow, holding the man with bated breath for a moment, before you nod. "Just don't let it happen again."
Daiki scurries off without another word, desperate to get away and Kazutora watches as you let out a sigh, shoulders falling as you shift, coming to stand in front of him, hands falling on his hips.
"I'm sorry about him. He's been... annoyingly persistant about asking me out for the past bit. I thought he'd have stopped when I reported him last week but when I saw him talking to you just now, I realized he hadn't."
Kazutora glances down at you, meeting your gaze.
You understand what he's trying to say before he even does; "nuh-uh," you shake your head, tugging him closer to you. "Don't let a word that idiot says get to you. He's just a pervert anyways. He spends half of his time looking down my shirt and I would never want to be with someone like him over you."
Biting his lips, Kazutora smiles softly; "I love you."
"I love you too," you grin, before slipping your hand into his. "Now, come on, I want to introduce you to my friends."
Chapter 15: that thought made meguru feel like he might die of loneliness [bachira meguru]
Notes:
i... i just love him so much ;(
Chapter Text
"Do you have any friends?"
Bachira raises his head, puzzled at the sound of another's voice.
The very last thing he expects to see is you, pretty eyes staring back at his own with a twinkle that shines in the soft set of the sun. Your smile is bright and inviting, warming in a way Bachira's not sure he's ever experienced before, crouched down before him so that your head, tilted, rests on your arms.
Bachira's seen you before. The two of you go to the same school, share the same homeroom - he's walked past you more times than he count in the hallway, laughing without a care in the world at something your friends say to you. He's seen you and admired you before, taken note of those pretty eyes before or how cute you look in the school's uniform. The different ways you like to wear your hair, or the way you seem to skip with a pep in your step everywhere you go.
He's noticed you so many times. He'd just been sure you'd never noticed him.
So, he's puzzled. More than that; Bachira's absolutely baffled with the fact that you're here, smiling at him no less.
"Huh?"
"You're here every day," you explain with ease, your voice soft against the silence. Everyone else has already gone home, the sun is setting and truthfully, he should be heading home soon too (his mother will start to worry) but after he'd finished practicing, he hadn't had the heart to.
"But I always see you practicing alone," you continue. "Nobody to play with you?"
"There's nobody who can."
It hurts in a way he doesn't expect it to - saying it aloud like that.
"Nobody who will."
And then your answer comes easily. "I will," you grin, ear to ear, bright and wide eyed as you laugh.
Bachira's brows furrow; "do you even play soccer?"
He's almost positive he's never seen you play - not once out on the field, or alone otherwise. He knows you're in a club but it certainly isn't soccer, and he's pretty sure he's never even seen you near anything sports like unless it's for gym. He's seen you trip when simply walking to class, or knock something over because you're not paying attention to where your hands are swinging so he also knows you're not coordinated - truthfully, a bit of a klutz.
"No," you shrug, "but you have no one to play with right?"
He slowly shakes his head.
It's so easy the way you say it, like there had never been any other option otherwise. Voice a merry twinkle against his own punishing thoughts, and that smile still so bright it almost hurts to look at it.
"So I will."
Lips parting, Bachira sits forward; "wouldn't you rather be... doing something else? Hanging with your friends?"
Your smile fades, an almost somber look fading into your eyes as you rest your head against your arms, curled into yourself. "You seem lonely. Everyday. By yourself," you whisper, voice so soft that if it wasn't completely silent otherwise, Bachira wouldn't have been able to hear you. "I can understand that."
"But you..."
He doesn't finish his words, not sure how to. But he doesn't need to, you understand.
"They don't get me. My friends," you elaborate, "not really. I have to pretend to be someone else when I'm with them. They think I'm too silly otherwise, too... weird. You see..." And then there's this wistful look in your eyes, that same smile curling onto your lips as you look past him, as if staring at someone else entirely. "I have something inside me. Something I'm searching for."
And his eyes widen and he feels his heart start to race at your words. Words so familiar, words that he's thought and said so many times before...
You look back at him then.
"And I think you're it."
Bachira's lips part, he wants to say something but he isn't sure what. All he can manage is a simple, echoed; "a monster..."
It's no doubt you hear him - he knows that you do - but you don't say anything, don't question it.
You simply stand, brushing off your skirt as you step towards Bachira, hand stretched out towards him with a gentle smile that makes his stomach feel all funny and his breath get caught in the back of his throat.
"Let's play, Bachira-kun."
And his hand is falling in your own before he even realizes it, excitement flooding his entire chest as he meets your eyes. He feels giddy then, as opposed to how he'd felt moments ago, wanting to practically jump to his feet just to hear you say you'll play with him again. He'll do anything to hear you say the words again.
Your fingers thread through his, warmth blossoming, while an echoed voice carries behind him;
take her hand...
Chapter 16: there's a barely concealed pout on his lips [bachira meguru]
Chapter Text
there’s a barely concealed pout on his lips.
hands stretched out, bachira makes grabby hands at you, a whine of dejection on his lips; “don’t go.”
and honestly, it takes everything within you not to give in then and there.
“megs...”
he doesn’t falter. that ever convincing pout stays present on his lips, his eyes turning puppy-dog at you as he sits up, leaning his weight on his elbow. “it’s my one day off, baby,” he reminds, his words having their desired effect as you feel guilt flood you. “don’t you wanna spend the day with me?”
“of course i do,” you frown, “but--”
“but nothing,” he grins, wide and convincing. “i want cuddles.”
the pants you’d been about to slip on fall from your hands, slipping to the ground as you shuffle on your feet. you’re clad in nothing but some panties and bachira’s sweater, and the bed looks entirely too inviting to you in that moment; even more so with your boyfriend in it.
he looks all too appetizing himself. bachira didn’t get many days off, and it felt wrong to waste a special day like this doing such mundane chores and errands.
(even if you’ve been putting them off for far too long now).
“we’ll have to order in tonight,” you concede, leg lifting to crawl onto the bed. “i’ve got nothing for dinner.”
bachira shrugs, a bright grin on his lips as his arms wound around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest. you fall against him with ease, letting your head fall on his chest as you glance up, meeting his gaze. “was gonna order in anyways,” he admits, “too lazy to cook dinner.”
“won’t your coach be mad?”
“don’t care.”
letting out a snort, you shake your head but don’t argue otherwise. your arms around around bachira similar to his own, hugging him close as you snuggle into his warmth and familiar scent.
“i missed you.”
and it was true -- you’d missed him a lot.
bachira had been overseas for the last few months for his soccer career, and for a while your relationship had been limited to texts, calls and facetiming whenever he had the free time.
to actually have him back in your arms? felt like a miracle.
“me too, babe,” he hums, “can’t believe you were gonna leave me alone for some groceries.”
you huff, “my fridge is literally empty.”
“who needs food when you have me?”
when you raise your head, there’s a shit-eating grin on bachira’s face. one that you can’t help but giggle at despite his words.
“lot’s of people,” you grin, “you need food to survive.”
bachira pouts, “moo,” he whines. “that’s mean, baby.”
“kidding, kidding,” you admonish, setting your hand on his chest to soothe his hurt. resting your chin over top, you glance up at him through your lashes, all too smitten. “the plan to just cuddle all day?”
pulling you closer, bachira giggles; “you bet.”
and honestly, that seemed like a perfect plan to you.
Chapter 17: is he a good boyfriend? [bachira meguru, isagi yoichi, mikage reo, nagi seishirou]
Notes:
just bllk boys being the absolute best boys.
Chapter Text
boyfriend!bachira who constantly makes you laugh - he’s always making funny faces at you, or telling you some stupid joke he read on twitter. no matter how dumb they are, it always manages to make you smile and that cute little giggle of yours to slip out and thus, bachira continues to do it.
boyfriend!bachira whose incredibly clingy. he always wants to be holding your hand, or is draped off of you. he likes having you close and he likes the warmth of you next to him. it makes him feel calm knowing you're there - feeling you're there - and that you're not going anywhere either. (it's also a plus that it usually wards off any potential flirts).
boyfriend!bachira who gets a little insecure sometimes. it throws you off the first time it ever happens. bachira's always confident, a beaming presence no matter where he is and seeing him quiet and shy is something that you definitely didn't expect. when you learn why, it feels like your heart'll break. almost instantly you're at his side reassuring him of every one of his silly words.
boyfriend!bachira who constantly making little gifts for you out of whatever scrap of something he can find. most of the time, his gifts look a little wonky, a little child-like, but it came from him all the same and you know he poured his heart into it so you don't really care if it's not the prettiest looking gift.
boyfriend!bachira whose so excited the first time you meet his mom. he'd known from the first moment he'd met you you were the one, but he'd waited as long as he possibly could before asking you to make that step. you were more than willing, if not a little nervous. you knew how close bachira and his mom were and you wanted to impress her so bad you practically made yourself sick the day of. (spoiler alert, she loved you.)
boyfriend!bachira who can literally never shut about you. it doesn't matter whether you're there or not - though it's usually worse when you're not because he misses you. he's constantly talking about you; "oh, yeah, y/n loves that show" or "y/n looked so pretty this morning when she woke up". honestly, his friends want to kill him but he's so happy they usually just let him.
boyfriend!nagi who basically asks you out through reo. it was a mixture of both being too lazy and too shy (really though, he was just too shy) and it takes a lot of work from reo for the two of you to finally go on a date but it works out perfectly because the second he drops you off that night, you already want to go on another.
boyfriend!nagi who likes when you sit with him while he games. you don't always have to be talking, though he'll gladly let you chat his ear off, mostly listening but sometimes zoning out as you happily chat away about your day. sometimes it's just quiet, both in your own worlds but comforted by each others company. and sometimes you'll even play with him if nagi begs enough.
boyfriend!nagi whose the best damn cuddler. he's a huge man child that practically sinks into any couch or bed he can find, too lazy to even stand half the time. but he never hesitates to pull you into his lap, letting your head rest on his chest while the both of you bask in each others warmth. you fall asleep most nights like that, his arm securely wrapped around your waist while you lazily run your fingers through his hair.
boyfriend!nagi who prefers to stay home, order in and watch movies all night then go out to some fancy dinner. but he makes it the best date nonetheless, never failing to make you feel utterly beautiful and loved. some stupid movie playing in the background that's dumb enough to make the both of you cackle, while you eat greasy junk food, bundled up in pillows and blankets -- and you wouldn't have it any other way.
boyfriend!nagi whose constantly lending you his hoodies and shirts simply because he likes seeing you wear them. he's not an easily jealous man by nature, but there's something about the sight of seeing you in his clothing, telling everyone who you're with without him having to do a damn thing that just makes him so happy.
boyfriend!nagi who becomes ten times more motivated when he knows you're in the stands watching him. he can hear you screaming his name even from the field, voice probably going raw but you never falter, and it flutters his heart in a way he's never felt. he scores double as much as he usually does when you're there.
boyfriend!isagi whose incredibly shy and awkward when you first start dating. he's not very good with people, girls even more so, and he's constantly blown away by how pretty you are that the first few weeks of your relationship is spent with his cheeks constantly flushed and his words stammering. he looks incredibly cute though, so you don't mind all that much.
boyfriend!isagi whose insanely chivalrous. he'll make sure he's always opening doors for you, pulling chairs out for you to sit in, he tucks you on the other side of him when walking down the street. it's small, subtle things that hardly anyone would notice, but it makes your heart aflutter all the same.
boyfriend!isagi who loves soccer more than anything but always makes sure to make time for you. he's got a busy schedule and it requires him to be away from home a lot, but he's always willing to facetime, even after a long day of practice when his body screams at him for sleep. and when he is home, his free time is always, without a doubt, devoted to you.
boyfriend!isagi who can barely form coherent sentences when he sees you in his jersey for the first time. he feels as if he could combust on the spot at the sight of you in the stands, proudly supporting him with his name and number on your back. it lets everyone know who you're there for and isagi feels immense pride at the thought.
boyfriend!isagi who buys you a necklace a year into dating you. a small little 'Y' pendant with the date you guys met engraved on the back. its such a small gift, but incredibly thoughtful and you refuse to take it off the second you receive it. every time isagi catches a glance at the silver, he blushes.
boyfriend!isagi who is an amazing kisser once he gets past his nerves - his lips are just so soft and plump and he knows exactly where to kiss that it never fails to send a shiver down the back of your spine. whether it's on the lips or on the curve of your jaw, the feeling is something you'll never be able to get over.
boyfriend!reo who spoils you any opportunity he possibly can. he has more money then he knows what to do with, so he simply spends it all on you. anything you want, he'll get it for you simply because he thinks you deserve it and he wants to spoil you.
boyfriend!reo who never flaunts his money in your face though. he never uses it against you or makes you feel like you're any less for not having the kind of money does. he's kind and generous with his money, more than his parents ever had been and he uses it to help whenever he can. you never have to worry, but he also knows when not to spend it. overall, he's incredibly understanding and always seems to know what's meaningful and what isn't.
boyfriend!reo who loves to take you out on the most luxurious dates. at first he did it to impress you and then was worried he maybe seemed like he was showing off. but the bright beaming smile on your lips when you got to dress up all pretty was enough for him. none of it mattered other than just being able to dress up for him in your eyes, and that's enough for reo. he loves when you feel beautiful.
boyfriend!reo whose really good with his hands. whether sexually or not, he just... always knows where to put them. his touch sends shivers down your spine and always causes a flush to run hot through your body. a simple touch to the small of your back, or his arm hooked around your waist, tight and reassuring. it's something so small, but it makes you swoon every time.
boyfriend!reo who loves calling you by 'love' or 'darling'. it could be for the most mundane things; "did you have a good day, love?" or "have you eaten yet, darling?" and yet, it sends you into a puddle of goo every damn time. the way the pet names leave his lips is so incredibly intoxicating.
boyfriend!reo who supports you undeniably with whatever you want to do. you support him in his dream one hundred percent so he wants to make sure he gives you that same sort of passion and support back. he's always willing to let you do whatever you need to succeed and never makes you feel bad for it either way.
Chapter 18: cliche romance tropes [bachira meguru, nagi seishirou, itoshi rin]
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BACHIRA MEGURU - “you’re way out of my league”
Sometimes, he could hardly believe it himself.
Sure, he heard the whispers in the halls – felt the eyes on his back as the two of you walked, always hand in hand. You were none the wiser, a constant beaming smile on your lips that hadn’t seemed to falter even a little since the two of you started dating. Bachira liked that you didn’t know, it reassured him that you didn’t feel the same even though the thought had crossed his mind plenty of times before.
Late at night, when everyone else was asleep and he couldn’t help but wonder – but why me?
Everyone else was wondering it, some people even had the guts to blatantly say it to his face.
She’s too good for you.
You do realize she’s way out of your league, right?
How’d you even manage to get her?
Bachira had never been good with people. He’d spent most of his life alone and he’d be damned if he let random people, at this point in his life, ruin the best thing that had happened to him. You were everything to him, Bachira loved you beyond what he thought he was capable of. And he liked to tell you every day, shout it to anyone that would listen – mainly you – and he’d never once doubted his feelings for you.
But eventually it just got to be too much.
“Why do you even like me?”
The words slip past his lips before he can stop them, his mind too slow to register what he’s said until you’ve heard the words. He mentally cringes at the look on your face, watching as your eyes widen and your lips part. There’s this expression that flickers onto your face, you almost look hurt?
“What do you mean, ‘Guru?”
“I mean,” and he hates the way the words get stuck at the back of his throat.
What does he mean?
“Why me?”
Your head tilts to the side, eyes blinking, and Bachira can’t help but notice just how adorable you look in that moment.
“Because you’re you, Meguru,” you say simply, shrugging your shoulders as if the answer was plain as day. Like there wasn’t even a doubt in your mind. “Because you’re sweet and really handsome. You constantly make me laugh, and you’re so warm and inviting. You make my insides feel like jelly because I can barely contain myself around you. You never fail to make me feel loved, and I love how cuddly you are and–should I go on?”
Bachira doesn’t fluster easily, but the bright red of his cheeks in undeniable.
“No, no, that’s enough.”
Frowning, you reach across the table, taking his hand in your own. “What made you think that?”
Shrugging, Bachira uses his free hand to scratch at the back of his neck, suddenly feeling entirely too bashful. “Dunno,” he mumbles quietly, “just think you’re too good for me sometimes.”
“Well, you’re wrong.”
Blinking, Bachira glances up at you at your words, a small smile curling onto his lips as you shuffle in your seat, shaking your head. “If anything, you’re too good for me.”
His eyes widen, lips parting for emphasis; “absolutely not.”
“It’s true!”
“Is not!”
“Uh-huh!”
“Nope!”
“Then, I’m not too good for you either, kay?”
Smiling softly, Bachira lets out a quiet laugh. “Yeah, sure,” he grins, “okay.”
NAGI SEISHIRO - “i can’t stand you.” “i want to kiss you.”
You couldn’t stand him.
God, he was so… annoying!
Standing there with that stupid lazy grin of his, entirely too happy about the situation you’d been forced into. If you’d known that volunteering for an after school project would involve being forced to spend the next two hours with him – you never would’ve done it. You would rather d*e before being forced to simply be in the same room as him.
But the matter of the fact is you didn’t really have much of a choice.
You’d left it to the last minute and you knew your teacher wouldn’t let you back out of this. Especially since you couldn’t really afford to given you needed the credits.
You’d just have to suck it up for the day.
It was only one day.
“Just… you stay over there and I’ll stay here, okay?” You huff, brushing a strand of hair out of your face angrily as you turn, practically stomping over to the corner of the library to get started on the pile of books that first needed to be sorted. Nagi doesn’t say anything in response, but he’s a man of few words anyways so you don’t really think anything of it.
Except when suddenly there’s a shadow next to you.
“Nagi,” you sigh, “did I not just tell you to stay over there?”
He simply shrugs; “got bored.”
You narrow your eyes, lips parting to say something until you notice the fact that he’s literally not doing anything. He’s just… standing there. A quick glance behind you to where he’d been tells you he hadn’t really started anything over there either.
“You can at least help.”
“Don’t wanna.”
Body tensing, it takes all of your will not to strangle him then and there.
“We’re supposed to be tidying up the library,” you remind, quirking a brow at him.
“It’s more fun watching,” he says plainly. “Besides, it’s too much work.”
“I’m going to kill you.”
He simply grins at you.
Sighing, your shoulders fall with defeat. “Just… stay out of my way, okay?”
He just nods.
It goes on like that for the first twenty minutes before Nagi suddenly decides to no longer simply be quiet and unhelpful, but just unhelpful. A moan of boredom leaves his lips almost every few seconds, your name falling from his lips every few minutes, whining at you for ignoring him.
“Y/L/N! Y/L/N~!”
Slamming the book in your hands down on the table, creating an echoing thud, you turn to him. “What?”
“I’m bored.”
“Then leave.”
“I can’t. I need the credits.”
“Then help me.”
“Too much work.”
“Nagi, I swear to God, if–”
Your words come to a sudden halt when you turn, prepared to tell him off, only he’s not sitting in the chair across from you anymore and instead directly in front of you. He’s close, incredibly close, you can feel his breath on you as he stands chest to chest with you. It feels like you can’t breathe, him being this close, a flush flooding to your cheeks as you move to stumble back, only to feel the back of your legs hit the table.
There’s nowhere for you to go.”
And he’s entirely too close. You don’t like having him this close.
Nagi being this close means you can smell his cologne, that’s entirely too sweet to you, and can feel the warmth radiating off of him. If you just reached out, you could grab him and that brings a flutter to your chest at the thought.
You don’t want to even dare look up – because if you did, you’d see how inviting and plump his pink, perfect lips look and–
“I have an idea of what we can do instead.”
Eyes focused on his uniform jacket, you let out a shaky breath.
“W-What?”
The tips of his fingers fall under your jaw, guiding your gaze up and on him. You can feel your heart pounding against your chest as you meet his eyes, usually so dull and bored-looking, suddenly looking entirely too lustful and invested.
There’s a moment of pause before suddenly his lips are pressing against your own.
It’s warm and it’s nauseating how good it feels to have his lips pressed against your own. It’s everything you’ve spent the good chunk of the past year trying to avoid thinking about because you were supposed to hate Nagi and yet, you feel like putty in his hands right now.
Then, as he pulls away, his lips curl into a knowing smirk as your eyes lazily glance up to meet his.
“That.”
ITOSHI RIN - “i mean, it’s not all bad with you.”
“This is your fault.”
Rolling your eyes, you scoff at Rin’s monotone tone.
“Sure,” you roll your eyes. “It’s my fault we’re trapped in the janitor's closet.”
“It is.”
Huffing, you glare up at him. “How exactly is it my fault?”
“If it wasn’t for you, this never would’ve happened.”
“Because the great and mighty Itoshi Rin would never be caught stuck in a closet, correct?”
“Exactly.”
“You’re insufferable.”
“And you’re an idiot.”
Scoffing, you cross your arms over your chest, pressing your back further into the wall to greaten what little bit of space there is between you and Rin. You’d texted Isagi a minute after the door had locked shut behind you, so you only hoped that it wouldn’t take him much longer to get here and set you free. You could barely handle being this close to Rin on a regular basis and being forced into such a small space with him was making it harder to think.
You’d had a huge crush on Rin since the moment you met him. His suave, cool-headed and somewhat emotionless behavior had caught your attention almost immediately. Over time, you’d gotten to see the small bits of Rin that he kept protected behind that wall of his, slipping in the odd and rare few moments the two of you had shared.
You knew Rin liked you, more than he liked more. You knew he thought of you as a friend.
But you knew he didn’t like you.
You’d sworn to keep your feelings to yourself, refusing to let them ruin the relationship you’d worked hard to build with the reserved boy.
Which is why being stuck in a very small, very cramped closet was not ideal.
There was barely a breaths away between the two of you. You could feel his chest pressing into your own, and if you simply glance up you’d see every little detail of his face that you loved so much. Simply looking from a far was hard enough, you didn’t think you could last much longer in here.
“Ugh, where’s Isagi?”
Rin’s eyes snap to yours. “You texted him?”
“Yeah,” you nod, “he said he’d let us out.”
Rin frowns, and your brows furrow in confusion.
“What is it? What’s wrong?”
Shaking his head, Rin avoids your gaze; “nothing.”
“No, there’s something–” You pause in revelation, “oh, I’m sure it’ll be fine. Isagi won’t say anything if you’re afraid of him embarrassing you. I won’t either.”
Licking his lips slowly (a sigh that has your heart racing), Rin sighs; “that isn’t it.”
“Then what is it?”
Pursing his lips, Rin hesitates; “I… there’s no rush.”
“No rush to get out of the closet?”
He shrugs.
“I mean, I’d rather not be stuck here all day and–”
“It’s nice… to be here with you.” If it wasn’t so dark, you’d see his cheeks are bright red. “I’m okay if it’s with you.”
“Oh.”
“Oh?”
“Oh.”
“That’s it?”
You don’t know what to say!
“I-I mean,” you stammer slightly, almost positive Rin can hear the hammering of your heart in the quiet of the closet. “I like being in here with you too.”
The corner of his lips curve upwards ever so slightly, and in the next second, the touch of his fingers hitting your own registers in your mind before he threads his fingers through yours, squeezing your hand.
Chapter 19: coming to his game for the first time [bachira meguru, nagi seishirou, itoshi rin]
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BACHIRA MEGURU:
- He’s been asking you for a while.
- It wasn’t that you didn’t want to go, but the timing had just never lined up.
- Of course Bachira has never been anything but understanding; if there’s anyone who can understand how busy schedules can get, it’s him.
- So, he’s never gotten mad or ever held it against you but you also aren’t oblivious to the way his shoulders deflate every time you have to tell him you can’t make it.
- The hopeful light in his eyes washes away instantly and the forced smile on his lips does little to make you feel any less guilty -- even if rationally you knew it wasn’t your fault, you didn’t like making Bachira upset.
- So, when it turned out his next game matched up with a day off, you were ecstatic.
- Except, you wanted to surprise him and so when he asked you, you said no again, this time regarding his frown and disappointment with excitement blooming in your chest in anticipation for how he’d look when you’d in fact be there, in the stands, cheering for him.
- With Isagi’s help you’re able to borrow his extra jersey, making sure to wear it loud and proud when you make your way to the stands. Isagi had helped you get a seat nice and close to front, a spot that would be easy for Bachira to spot even in the midst of playing, surrounded by others, in a large field.
- He’d see you.
- And the second he walks out onto the field, mindlessly chatting to Isagi and Nagi, the former nudges his shoulder lightly before gesturing ahead of himself.
- Bachira’s eyes lock onto you almost instantly.
- It takes him no time whatsoever and the second he does, there’s a beaming smile curling onto his lips that practically lit up the whole arena. You can see the twinkle in his eyes as you move to your feet, waving your hands wildly and jumping up and down to make sure he can see you even if it’s already obvious he can.
- Nagi teases him but Bachira hardly minds -- the sight of you at one of his games is something he’s been dreaming about for months and with the added fact that you’re wearing his jersey?
- Bachira’s so happy he feels like nothing can stop him.
- That point is further proved when he scores three goals all on his own, winning the game with his last goal.
- He’s practically on fire.
- Not a single person is able to stop Bachira that day, and every time he looks out into the crowd to find you, wearing his jersey and screaming his name -- his passion is renewed tenfold.
- After that, you make sure to go to every single one of his games you possibly can, always clad in his jersey and screaming his name at the top of your lungs.
NAGI SEISHIRO:
- He’s never really asked.
- It wasn’t that he didn’t want you to come or thinks that you didn’t either, but he also felt like it’d be a hassle to ask and even more of one for you to go out of your way to come.
- Nagi knows your busy and he doesn’t want to pressure you, so he just never asks.
- But you’ve been waiting for him to ask.
- At first you’d thought he was just shy or maybe uncomfortable with it, so you’d just left it alone, thinking that he’d eventually gather up the courage to ask you, especially when your guys’ relationship started to develop and turn more serious.
- Then, when he still hadn’t asked months into your relationship, you tried dropping subtle comments -- dropping hints here and there with the intention to show to him you were curious on going.
- You knew how big of a deal soccer was to Nagi, even if he tried to say otherwise. It was hard for Nagi to be passionate in anything so the effort and dedication he puts into his career is enough to know that he clearly cares, and you want him to share that with you.
- You want to be there for him. Want to watch him do something he clearly loves so much.
- It takes a year into your relationship for you to say something.
- “Why don’t you want me to go to one of your games?”
- Nagi? Confused.
- “Huh?”
- Turns out it was one big misunderstanding.
- Once you learn it wasn’t that Nagi didn’t want you to come and rather he just didn’t want to be a hassle, and Nagi learned that you very much did want to go and it wouldn’t be a hassle at all -- the solution was easy.
- He gets you a seat up close, almost secluded off to yourself and close enough to be able to watch Nagi easily the entire game.
- He wants to say he’s embarrassed when you come adorned in his jersey and his number painted on your face, but he’d be lying if he said he was (even as his teammates tease him about it endlessly).
- Truthfully, it makes his heart flutter and his chest feel tight at the fact that you’d put so much effort into coming to his game and making sure everyone knew who you were there for.
- After that, Nagi practically drags you to every one of his games.
- Doesn’t give you an option in it either. You’re coming.
- Makes sure to point you out to his teammates even though they all know who you are.
- “Y/N’s here, see? She’s the one in my jersey.”
- “Yes, Nagi. I literally said hi to her earlier.”
- Needless to say, Nagi loves having you there.
ITOSHI RIN:
- Simply doesn’t think he needs you there.
- If you came, he wouldn’t care and the fact that you don’t, he doesn’t care either.
- Or so he thinks.
- You know Rin well enough to know this so you don’t press it either way.
- Rin likes to have his space and you’re happy enough to give it to him; you get to hear him talk about games afterwards anyways and it makes you happy that he chooses to share that part of his life with you so you just let things be.
- Until a friend of yours mentions that she’s going to a game and has an extra ticket and “oh. Doesn’t your boyfriend play for T/N as well?”
- So you join her.
- Rin doesn’t even notice you until half way through the game when he receives a rather harsh shove from a teammate telling him he swears he just saw you in the stands.
- He goes to deny it until he turns his head and sure enough, there you are in the midst of the crowd. You’re close enough to Rin to spot, but you’re in the midst of the stands, leaned over slightly as your friends whispers something into your ear.
- You meet his eyes in the next second, offering a nervous smile and a wave.
- Rin can’t explain it, he really can’t make senses of it--he’d always thought he didn’t really care about you being at one of his games. That, while he loved you, you’d be a distraction that he didn’t need.
- But seeing you there? Knowing you’re watching him?
- It feels like all he can feel is your eyes on him, even amongst the hundreds in the crowd, on him all game; following his every move, watching him. He can hear you cheering for him when he makes a goal or an impressive tactic.
- It enlightens something in him he hadn’t thought possible.
- It isn’t just that you helped him do better -- that having you there made him play better. It was just the fact that you were there, watching him doing something he loved and was so so passionate about; cheering for him, simply there for him.
- It’s a feeling Rin hadn’t thought he was capable of, but it isn’t something he wants to lose.
- So next time there’s a game, he approaches you, a ticket in hand and his extra jersey in the other.
- “I want you to come to my game... w-wearing this.”
- You don’t hesitate to say yes, and that makes Rin’s heart flutter in a way he hadn’t thought possible.
- Now he doesn’t even have to ask -- every time he has a game approaching, it’s a known fact and a wordless affair as he hands you a ticket and you beam up at him, all bright eyed and cheery saying you can’t wait.
Chapter 20: hot things he does [bachira meguru, nagi seishirou, itoshi rin, mikage reo, isagi yoichi]
Notes:
i don’t even know if these all make sense, i just wanted to write something lol
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bachira meguru:
- always keeps direct eye contact with you when you’re talking to him. he always wants you to know he’s listening to everything you’re saying. no matter what, he’ll stop everything and put his full focus onto what you’re saying. responds with more than just hums or nods, asks questions and gets involved. the way he looks at you never fails to make you blush, words fumbling as you get lost in your own story. bachira just laughs, a smirk curling on his lips - “it’s okay baby, take your time.”
- when he’s trying to focus on something, he always ties his hair up into a loose messy bun, letting the blonde hairs at the bottom poke out more. sticks his tongue out as he does whatever he’s doing. you find it so attractive even when he’s simply just reading, watching the way his eyes zone in and with his hair tied back... you love it when he ties his hair back.
- always presses a kiss to your cheek when you’re saying goodbye. calls you by that nickname that you love of his, that never fails to make your insides feel like jelly as the soft and warm feeling of his lips against your cheek hits you. “bye baby, i’ll see you at the game, yeah?” there’s just something about the way he never forgets, even months into your relationship - no matter for how long or short he’ll be gone, he always presses a kiss to your cheek, giggling knowingly as he leaves.
nagi seishiro:
- always wears just sweatpants at home when it’s just the two of you. wears them low on his hips that you can see everything. you’re usually the one wearing his sweatshirt, not that he minds, because he likes you warm and comfortable and also because he knows how the sight of him in nothing but his sweatpants gets you going. you can barely leave his side all day, and the night always ends the same - naked, tangled together in the sheets.
- incredibly patient with you. it might seem simple, but he never gets frustrated with you no matter how hard you might be to teach. likes to teach you how to play his games, and even if you suck, he’ll just set his big, warm hands over your own and guide your fingers exactly where they need to be - he just doesn’t know that the reason why you suck is because you’re too busy focusing on the way he’s leaning over you and how good it feels.
- can reach anything with his height. even if you’re tall enough to reach something, he’ll still make a habit of grabbing it for you. likes being able to do things for you, but mainly it’s because it gives him the chance to subtly show off his muscles, stretching his arm up next to you, leaning in close to you. every single time it takes your breath away, leaving you a fluster mess as he goes back to whatever he was doing before - and every single time he leaves with a shit-eating grin.
itoshi rin:
- sets his hand on your lower back to guide you places. doesn’t matter where you are or what you’re doing, every single time he’ll be there right behind you, guiding you. makes you feel safe and protected, and he knows which is why he does it. a simple way to show he’s there without having to say anything and the feeling of his hand on your back never fails to cause goosebumps - he lean close too, let his breath fan across the back of your neck as he guides you forwards.
- drives with one arm on the steering wheel and the other on your thigh. confident enough in his skills like he always is that it’s natural for him to do it. the first time he does it, it causes you to jump slightly, surprised, but when he rin turns to look at you, worried he’d crossed a line, all he sees is a pretty blush across your cheeks as you meet his gaze shyly - does it every single time simply because of that reaction.
- wears tight shirts. they show off everything, every toned muscle he’s carved through years of careful training to be an athlete. it drives you into a frenzy every time he wears them, which is almost always, and even into months of your relationship it doesn’t fail to make you all flustered. he didn’t use to wear tight shirts that often - he does almost every time you’re together now.
mikage reo:
- dresses up for every occasion. there isn’t a single event or date that you two go on that reo isn’t dressed up. the money helps but he has incredible fashion sense on his own. it always makes you proud to have a man that cares about his appearance and knows how to use that skill properly, never leaving the house looking anything but incredibly put together - secretly puts in more effort when he learns this.
- always holds every door open for you, pulls every chair out for you and pays for everything. does it without saying anything. he just simply does, wordlessly, and it always brings the brightest smile to your lips as he does, eyes meeting his briefly as he does. reo liked to do things for people, and had more money then he knew what to do with - but it always feels better when he can do it for you.
- holds your hand everywhere the both of you go. slips his hand in your own before threading his fingers through yours and squeezing. he does it mindlessly, never ever saying anything and yet without fault every time the two of you are out, whether alone or with friends. what gets you every time is the soft little squeezes he gives - whether it be when you’ve been quiet for longer than he’s comfortable with, or when he hears something he things you might like to pull your attention on him.
isagi yoichi:
- presses kisses to your forehead. no matter the occasion, whether you’re upset or he’s leaving or the two of you are just sitting together watching a movie. he likes to remind you that he’s there, so every often he lean towards you, causing you to blink in surprise, before pressing a soft kiss against your forehead - his lips are always soft.
- gives the absolute best messages. never ever complains either. he likes to be able to calm you in any way he can, whether that be when you’re stressed or just simply something to make you comfortable. he’s incredibly good with his hands, knowing exactly where to press or rub - does it without expecting anything in return, he just wants to make you happy.
- always without a fault, lends you his jacket or hoodie. you don’t even ask half of the time, he’ll just see that you’re cold and wrap his jacket around you. doesn’t even just offer, instead will wrap the jacket around your shoulders or slip the hoodie over your head, likes to guide your hands through the sleeves - always gentle, never forceful.
Chapter 21: "you're beautiful, you know that?" [nagi seishirou]
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“you’re beautiful, you know that?”
his voice is a light whisper against the silence that surrounds the both of you. his words gentle against the racing of your heart and the pang in your chest as you stare back at him.
fingertips ghost across your skin, trailing from your cheeks to your collarbone, dipping past your breast, to your stomach where he hesitates for just a second before reaching for you. you could blame the way you inhale sharply and breathe in — tucking the fat of your stomach in instinctively — on how cold his fingers are, but the both of you would know that’s a lie.
“stop that,” nagi whispers, frowning as a pout curls onto his lips.
“i’m sorry,” you say back — because it’s all you know what to say. “it’s just… well, you know… i’m—it’s—“
he shakes his head, pout ever so present on his lips as he shifts. nagi pulls you towards himself, gripping you by the hips before lifting you onto his lap. you tense on him, fearing you’re too heavy, but he just tuts at you when you try to get up.
“you’re beautiful.”
he pushes the words, saying them with such care and love that it’s enough to make your eyes water.
“you’re too good for me,” you cry, feeling utterly incapable of doing anything else, “i don’t—“
“i don’t deserve you,” he assures, “we both know that.”
you frown, eyes flickering up to meet his as his hand moves to brush away the tears streaming down your cheeks. his touch is as tender as it always does, melting you into as you press your cheek to his palm, blinking away the tears as you watch him smile.
“c’mon, baby. let me show you how beautiful you are.”
Chapter 22: cliche romance trope 2 [chigiri hyoma, mikage reo, isagi yoichi]
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ISAGI YOICHI - “i’ve felt this way about you for years.”
This was absolutely your worst nightmare.
Really, The universe must have some sort of personal vendetta against you because the secret you’ve spent years keeping a secret was now revealed to the last person you’d ever want to know the truth.
What’s worse?
He hasn’t said anything.
Not a single word.
Since he’d found out -- regrettably from your own stupid lips -- he’d stood there in complete silence, some sort of dumbfounded look on his face with burning red cheeks that ran down to the back of his neck. He hadn’t even moved. Entirely too still and silent for someone who’d just found out that girl he’s been friends with since the both of you had been in diapers was entirely and irrevocably in love with him.
Oh, and that you couldn’t stop staring at his lips without wanting to kiss them -- that had slipped out too.
“Well?” You huff, finding the silence unbearable. It was unbearable! Seriously, who just didn’t say anything after a confession like that? Especially to a life long best friend. “Say something.”
It’s unconscious the way your body curls into itself, arms coming up to hug your body as you glance down at your feet. You can barely look at him without feeling yourself cringe in embarrassment.
Sure, you’d known eventually he’d have to know; especially since you’d planned to have him in your life for a long time, even if platonic. He’d have to know eventually, you’d known that but this? This was not how you’d wanted him to know. From your lips, yes, but while practically screaming the words in frustration at your own mother as he walked in your house, unfortunately catching every last bit of embarrassing thing you’d confessed.
“Look, you don’t have to return them, okay?” You add when he’s still not said anything. “I never expected you too either. I get it’s weird and you probably think of me as a sister or something, I dunno. But, just... please don’t let this ruin our friendship. I mean, I’d understand if you’d need some time or--”
Your endless rambling is cut short by the sudden feeling of someone’s lips against your own.
Your entire body freezes, Isagi’s hands moving to awkwardly grab your own arms, fumbling for a moment in the sort of way someone does when they have no idea what they’re doing. The kiss isn’t much different either. His lips really just press against your own more then either of you actually kiss, and it might last a second longer then it should but still, it takes your breath away all the same.
“Yoichi...” You whisper as he pulls away, your hands falling to your lips as you stare up at him in disbelief.
His eyes are wide and it’s like what he did slaps him in the face with a sudden realization.
“I-I’m so sorry...”
Shaking your head, you fumble for words; “you’re.... Yoichi, why’d you just kiss me?”
“You were rambling so much,” he huffs exasperatedly, “I couldn’t listen to you say stuff that is so entirely wrong. I mean...”
Words fading, he turns back to you.
“You mean...?” You echo, head tilting as hope flutters in your chest. “You feel the same?”
Isagi nods all too eagerly. “I’ve liked you for as long as I can remember,” he confesses with a whisper. “I mean... I was so sure you didn’t return my feelings.”
Letting out a light laugh, you can’t help the smile that curls onto your lips; “so we were both just hiding our feelings for each other, huh?”
“Seems so.”
Eyes flickering down, you reach forward, slipping his hand in your own with a light pink dusting your cheeks. “Well, I guess...” You hesitate a moment, meeting his eyes to make sure this is okay -- it’s easy to tell that it is. “We don’t have to any longer, yeah?”
REO MIKAGE - “i can’t help the way i feel about you...”
“My parents would never allow it...”
“I know.”
“They’ll want me to marry someone rich, someone beneficial to the company, to my career.”
“I know.”
Swallowing thickly, Reo shakes his head. “But I don’t care.”
You knew the words were coming, had seen it plain as day on Reo’s face. Felt it in the way he refused to let go of your hand or stop the small traces he left on the back of your hand, somehow soothing the rushing pounding of your heart against your chest. You’d been nervous, everything was happening so fast and you knew what Reo was going to say -- even if it was wrong.
“Reo,” you sigh, “I don’t want to be the reason you and your parents don’t get along.”
He shakes his head, lips parting but you’re quirk to interrupt him.
“Every get together, I’d be the one they’d blame for stealing their son away,” you explain desperately. “Every single memory of me would be tainted by the fact that you chose me instead of them. I love you. I love you so much... but I think maybe it’s time--”
His presses a finger against your lips, gently hushing you as he pulls you closer, pressing his chest against your own with a shake of his head. You sigh as he does, shoulders falling but unable to stop him or argue otherwise anyways. You’ve never been able to argue with Reo anyways -- because every time you went to, you’d meet his eyes and you’d fall in love all over again and then... then all the words would just die on your tongue, unheard.
Plus, you’d be lying if a part of you didn’t really want to argue this, either.
“Nothing has ever stopped my from disobeying my parents before,” he smiles lightly, grinning when you roll your eyes at his words. “I mean, my soccer career? They’re furious. I still don’t even plan on taking over the company. And I love you, Y/N. More than anything.”
Biting your lip, you glance up at him.
“I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”
Sighing, you shake your head, raising your hand to grasp Reo’s own tightly.
Meeting Reo had been chance. It had been a simple coincidence. Simply bumping into each other on the street, you’re bag had fallen and everything in it had tumbled out -- Reo had of course helped you pick everything up and then you’d met his eyes, and everything had just happened from there.
He’d never once kept who he was a secret from you. It was easy to know the Mikage name and Reo quickly proved that he liked to spoil you any opportunity he could.
You just hadn’t known it’d be a problem until you met his parents.
What had been a long day of nerves and making sure you looked every bit presentable, had ended in barely concealed tears from you and scream from Reo as he cursed his parents. They’d been less impressed to learn that unlike Reo, you weren’t so well off and were still currently in school. Hateful things had left their lips, insults so cruel you’re not sure you’d ever forget them.
Reo had not once hesitated to defend you, which had made everything ten times harder.
“You know they’ll hate me, right?”
“I know,” Reo nods, “but I don’t care. And neither should you. You’re my priority, my family, okay?”
And the thing is, the answer comes so naturally that there was never any denying it.
“Okay.”
CHIGIRI HYOMA - “and then i saw you...”
You’d been on your way home from school.
The train was pack tightly, and unfortunately you hadn’t been early enough to catch a seat; so, you held tightly to the handle above your head and tried not to fall every time the train jerked to a sudden stop.
You’re about halfway home when you’re rudely shoved to the side by a man whose clearly in a rush to get off, barely paying you any mind as your grip slips from the handle and you find yourself tipping backwards. A yelp of surprise leaves your lips, unable to do anything but let yourself fall until there’s an arm pressed into your back, stopping you from making a complete fool of yourself.
It takes you half a second to gather your bearings, before your head turns only to see the most beautiful pair of eyes you’re sure you’ve ever seen.
“Are you okay?”
The man who caught you -- and whose lap you’re currently sitting in -- looks genuinely concerned as he asks. His head is tilted cutely to the side, and his voice is soft as you stare back at him, lips left parted.
You can’t help but stare. His eyes are one thing, a pretty, twinkling pink staring back at you. But his face is another; soft and inviting, with pink hair to match his eyes that is so cutely tied back into a ponytail. You’ve never seen someone so... beautiful.
But it isn’t just that...
As you stare back at him, you suddenly feel warm, shivers travelling down the back of your spine as your heart starts to pound.
You’re... enamored.
“Ma’am?”
You blink as he presses, shaking your head to snap yourself out of your stupor. Suddenly realizing that you’re still sat in his lap, you quickly push yourself to your feet; the train is luckily a little emptier, allowing you to bow slightly at him. “I’m so sorry,” you rush out, bright red. “Thank you for catching me. I’m okay.”
He’s holding his hand up, shaking his head. “It’s perfectly fine,” he laughs lightly, “it was that man’s fault. For pushing into you like that.”
Biting your lip, you try to ignore the fluttering feeling that erupts in you, twisting your stomach into knots. “Yes, well...” Voice trailing, you realize your stop is approaching, blinking the clear you’re oddly frazzled mind. “My stop is next so...”
“Mine too,” he says.
It’s a silent agreement as he moves to a stand, weaving in front of you to create space in the crowd as the train comes to a stop. You step out behind him, and the doors shut behind you, the train moving off to the next stop a moment later but neither of you move to leave.
He’s the first one to speak.
“I don’t know if this is pushy of me and I know we just met... but would you like to join me for dinner?”
Eyes widening, you can’t stop the burst of excitement that courses through you.
“I-I’d... love to,” you all but beam, a smile curling onto your lips. Then, you remember the fact that while you’re entirely too happy your, while odd and sudden, feelings aren’t one-sided; you don’t even know his name. “I mean... that would be wonderful...?”
“Chigiri,” he smiles, “Chigiri Hyoma.”
“I’m Y/N Y/L/N.” You bow slightly, “it’s wonderful to meet you, Chigiri-san.”
“Please, just Chigiri. Hyoma if you’d like.”
There’s a small blushing dusting across his cheeks you notice faintly.
“I can’t explain it,” you shrug, “but just seeing you makes my heart flutter, Hyoma.”
And it’s almost like he seems relieved as you say it, shoulders falling with ease and a grin spreading across his lips as his eyes twinkle in delight.
“I feel the same actually.”
Chapter 23: "your hands are warm." [getou suguru]
Notes:
brought to you by my headcanon that geto as pretty, soft, warm, big—hands.
also, i wanted to write something but didn't have much time and i find writing these little drabbles super fun!
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"your hands are warm."
"oh?"
"and big."
"i see."
"they fit around mine perfectly, too."
letting out a low chuckle, geto watches you with an amused gaze as you take his one left hand with both of yours, alternating between simply holding it to look at his palm or threading your fingers through his.
at this point, you've been at it for over fifteen minutes but geto doesn't have the heart to pull away because you look entirely too pleased with yourself.
besides, he'd be lying if he said it didn't feel nice too.
"well," he hums, resting his head in the palm of his free hand to watch you with a small smirk. "we are a perfect match, after all."
your eyes flicker upwards, peering at him through his long, slender fingers with a light flush across your cheeks. still, despite the clear affect his words have on you, geto watches as you hold back your smile, opting to roll your eyes instead. "cheesy."
"says the girl whose spent the last five minutes admiring my hand," he teases. "because apparently they're warm and big and fit perfectly around—"
you drop his hand. "i told you that in confidence! don't tease me!"
smirk never faltering, geto merely ignores your whine, leaning forward to grab you by the waist as he easily tugs you towards him. he settles you on his lap with ease, like he always seems to do, slotting you right up against him before leaning back against the couch, head tilted.
"not teasing," he denies with a shrug. "merely just stating what you have."
you roll your eyes, biting your lip as you avoid his eyes. "your hands are pretty," you pout, mumbling the words.
"oh?" he snorts, "now, they're pretty?"
"they've always been pretty."
geto blinks at that, obviously having expected you to be embarrassed about his statement and not to rebuttle with such a certain voice. faintly, he feels his cheeks warm but the warmth that spreads in his chest is even more undeniable as he smiles at you; the smile losing it's cocky edge and lighting up his face.
leaning forward, he presses his face to the crook of your neck.
"you're adorable."
you giggle as he presses a kiss to the nape of your neck, grabbing his arms. "it's the truth!"
he pulls back; "so is that."
biting your lip, you thread your fingers through his long, black tresses, enjoying the feeling of his soft hair as he lets his eyes flutter at the feeling of your nails across his scalp.
then, he leans back; "give me." he says plainly, palm held up invitingly.
you glance at it, brows furrowing.
"your hand."
"oh," your lips part, forming an 'o' as you oblidge to his request, letting your hand fall into his own with ease.
almost instantly he shifts, moving so his palm is facing you, fingers threading between yours as he squeezes, holding tight. his free hand moves to grab yours as well, and does the same, until he's holding both of your hands in between both of your bodies.
"i'll hold your hand forever if that's what you want," he whispers, eyes meeting yours with sincerity. "i'll never let go."
your body shivers in response, the low husk of his voice and the sincerity of his tone causes you to feel all warm and bubbly inside. geto always has that affect on you (he was rather good with his words after all) but it never seizes to gain some sort of reaction.
you were weak to him, after all.
especially is hands. he had such pretty hands—
which is why him holding yours like that, strong and firm, completely enveloping your own and his words... you're surprised you're not a puddle of meaningless goo in that moment.
letting out a light giggle, you shake your head.
"sounds perfect to me."
Chapter 24: and... i'm wondering why i have to die... [yuji itadori]
Notes:
a/n: truthfully i don't know what this is i just wanted to write for my baby :(
he breaks my heart.
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and... im wondering why i have to die...
"yuji."
his back is turned to you, hiding his face and although his body twitches involuntarily at the sound of your voice, he refuses to face you.
you frown.
"yuji," you call, voice sharper this time. your desperation bleeds into your tone, unable to stop the way your body jerks, hands itching to reach for him. you want to hold him, you want to touch him. you need his comfort, his warmth, his familiarity.
you need all of it becuase everything was so irrevocably fucked up and he was all you had left.
"please," you find yourself begging. the vulnerability is never scary when it comes to him, and you would happily beg on your knees just to get him to look at you. "please, look at me."
he shifts and your hopeful gaze falls on him, watching as his back tenses and it almost looks like he'll listen, that he'll finally turn and meet your gaze. but, instead, all he manages is a breathless whisper; "i can't."
and you're tired. you're frustrated. you don't understand because he won't explain to you. you know something happened, but you want to help him, comfort him, ease the worries plaguing his mind and yet he refuses to, keeping you at a distance by his own hand. it hurts, rips your heart into tiny pieces and you can't make sense of why he'd think that this would be what you wanted.
damning it all, you cross the distance, moving suddenly and quickly that yuji doesn't have time to stop you before you're throwing yourself at him. you wrap your arms around his shoulders, pressing your face into his back, taking in his scent, letting it soothe the anxiety that has swallowed you whole since this all began.
you hold him tight, you hold him close, not letting him pull you off. realistically, he has the strength to pry you off, but he'd never hurt you like that, so he doesn't and instead, yuji slumps against you as he lets out a quiet, shaky sob.
"y/n..."
"i don't understand," you argue, shaking your head against his back. "why you won't... why you're distancing yourself from me."
he's shifting. it pulls a gasp from you, pulled back until suddenly yuji is facing you, and you can finally see his eyes staring back at you. but it's not the way you want, not in the way you remember - instead of his warm and loving gaze, he can't quite meet your gaze and if he does, he just looks... destroyed.
"i... because i... hurt you."
only... i... should die!
his hands hover in front of you, wanting to touch you but scared. your lips part at his whisper, head jerking back before you touch your face, feeling the fabric of the bandage that covers the majority of the left side of your face.
and you frown.
frown because that isn't even it. there are wounds across your entire body that will never fade because of what had happened and the truth of the matter was that if megumi hadn't been there, you surely would've died.
but that wasn't yuji.
that wasn't yuji's fault.
"that wasn't you."
yuji shakes his head; "it was my hands."
"you'd never hurt me," you remind, reaching forward and taking his hand before he can pull away. you pull him close, letting his hand touch your face, never wavering even when he flinches, eyes falling on you in disbelief as you lean into his touch. "it wasn't your fault. and im not afraid of you because it wasn't you. please... please stop thinking it was."
yuji's bottom lip trembles, his hand shaking in your grasp as he falls, slumping over you.
"there's so little of us... we... everyone's gone," he gasps, "and it's all my fault. i-i nearly killed you."
wrapping your arms around him once more, you run your fingers through his hair, the touch soothing in a way you hope calms in. you hold him tightly once more, desperate for him to feel the comfort you so desperately want to give him.
"it's not your fault," you say once more. "not alone. we... we all failed."
he grasps at you as if afraid you'll disappear right in front of him. as if you'll leave too.
but you won't. you'll never leave him.
not when he's all you have left.
Chapter 25: "katsuki" [bakugou katsuki]
Notes:
i love him <3
Chapter Text
“katsuki.”
“hmm?”
“katsuki.”
letting out a snort, bakugou shifts his eyes down to you where you sit in front of him. you were slumped against the back of the chair he’d put you in for well over twenty minutes ago when it became apparent you could no longer stand up on your own.
he’d wanted to leave and take you home, but you’d protest (loudly) at that so (being the softie that he was for you) bakugou settled for getting you to sit and sip on some water until you were ready to leave.
which he hoped was soon.
the music was becoming a little too loud and the crowd of people around the both of you was starting to agitate him. at first it’d be okay because he’d had a few drinks of his own in his system but when he started to realize how tipsy you were, bakugou had promptly stopped and elected to sober up.
he wasn’t willing to let anything slip buy if you weren’t sober enough to watch yourself — besides, that was bakugou’s job (obviously—as your boyfriend); to watch out for you.
meeting your eyes, bakugou smirks when he registers the way you’re pouting up at him. you’ve got both your arms stretched out in front of you, making grabby hands at him with the saddest eyes.
(you tend to get a little sappy when drunk.)
“what’s wrong, baby?” bakugou asks, tilting his head, still smirking.
“i’m tired,” you slur, eyes lolling. “i wanna go home.”
he bites back the urge to laugh, especially given that you’d protested against that very same thing just twenty minutes ago. but bakugou would take the win when he could—going home meant peace and quiet and cuddles (even if part of it also meant taking care of you—for you? he didn’t mind).
taking one of your hands in his, bakugou nods; “let’s go then—“
“wait!” he halts suddenly at your cry, confused. eyes snapping back down to you, bakugou’s lips part to argue but then you’re drowning up at him, looking near tears.
“carry me.”
you make the grabby motion with your hands once more and this time bakugou does chuckle—a short, sharp one before he’s rolling his eyes at your antics and turning around. he bends at the knees and holds his hands back to help you climb, and even though it takes you a minute in your inebriated state, eventually you find your way.
your hands wrap around his neck, holding tight and bakugou makes sure to hold you by the back of your knees to steady you (he would never forgive himself if you fell).
then, just as he moves to walk, positive you’re steady, you’re cuddling your head into the crook of his neck and placing a soft kiss at the juncture of his shoulder and neck.
“thank you, ‘suki,” you mumble, and bakugou notices out of the corner of his eye your eyes are shut, seconds away from falling asleep.
He halts a moment, taking the sight in (best he can see) before the smile curling on his lips is impossible to fight off.
“you’re welcome,” he mumbles, fully aware you can’t hear him. he doesn’t care all that much though, the feeling of your lips against his as a thank you and your soft words of gratitude were enough.
(more than enough).
Chapter 26: "it had been a while since you had the chance to bathe." [astarion]
Notes:
soft astarion for the winnnnnn
(as im currently playing a ascended!astarion play through.......)
Chapter Text
it had been a while since you had the chance to bathe.
the water was warm and soothing, a reprieve from the ache of battle that you haven’t felt in days. it washed over you with a peace you haven’t felt in weeks since you first woke up in that nautiloid and it was a feeling you relished in.
the hot spring you’d managed to find while setting up for camp was a gift from the gods it felt like and you’d been quick to claim the first turn of dipping into it before any of your companions had gotten the chance. none of them had seemed to mind either given you usually gave up more than they could ever thank you for.
and of course, just cause you claimed it first didn’t mean it was yours alone.
“does it feel good, love?” comes astarion’s smooth voice, as if he knew you were just thinking about him.
(sometimes you wonder…)
“hmm,” you hum, nodding as you flicker your eyes open to meet his across from you. he was smirking, eyes dancing with amusement as he watched you sink away into the calming water. he was still stood straight, the water only falling just above his hips and giving you a good view whilst. “definitely,” you smile, “the view is great too.”
he rolls his eyes but the chuckle that leaves his lips is undeniable. treading through the water to make his way over to you, you glance up at him just as his hands fall on your hips.
his grip is light but dominating, tugging you against him as your arms pull from the water to settle on his chest. silently you enjoy letting your hands drift across his smooth skin, fingers pressing into him as he raises a brow down at you.
“a little handsy there, darling.” he teases lightly.
your cheeks warm to a soft pink but you roll your eyes nonetheless, “like you didn’t jump at the chance to join me for a bath because you wanted to see me naked.”
astarion shrugs; “guilty,” he obliges. “but you misread my intentions.” his fingers dance across your hips, buried in the water, leaning down to press a kiss against the tip of your nose. “i didn’t want anything more than your company.”
you quirk a brow. “is that so?”
“yes,” he grins, voice a sweet melody. “want to know why?”
“sure,” you purr, “indulge me.”
he leans closer, shifting until his mouth is hovering by your ear. you shiver at the feeling of his breath against your bare and vulnerable skin, unconsciously leaning towards him in return.
“because you’re beautiful,” his whispers, voice husky and genuine. “i like simply looking at you because you’re art. pure and simple.”
his words light your skin on fire; the blush across your cheeks darkens, warming you up more than the water ever did as you glance back, meeting his eyes. he’s smirking, clearly proud of himself, lips spread wide as his eyes sparkle with mischief.
promptly you glance away.
“aweh,” astarion whines, “im sorry love, did i embarrass you?”
you refuse to look at him, heart pounding against your chest and your skin on fire with his endearing words. no one’s ever said something so heartfelt to you before and it tingles in a way you’ve never experienced.
his fingers grasp your jaw, not pulling but inviting.
“will you look at me?”
unable to resist him, like you’ve never before able to, you let him guide your attention back on him. your eyes meet his through the heat of your cheeks and your fingers tingle against him.
“there,” he grins, this time genuine and filled with adoration. “my pretty girl.”
“astarion,” you put, unable to handle it.
“what?” he laughs, not mocking but sweet. you love the sound of it. “i mean it.”
“that’s the problem,” you huff, not actually upset. “my heart can’t handle it.”
“well mine can’t handle you.”
you grow redder.
“you’re too good,” you snort.
astarion throws his head back with a laugh, shifting to hold you and bring you into his embrace.
then, he whispers;
“i know.”
Chapter 27: "b-but... it's his body..." [gojo satoru]
Notes:
spoilers for jjk261
(im so upset right now and i don’t even know if this is canon accurate but i needed to vent my feelings so take this small drabble lol)
Chapter Text
“b-but… it’s his body…”
“y/n—”
“no. you… you can’t expect me to be okay with this.”
“…we’re not asking you to be okay with it.”
you’re not sure who says it but your heart sinks at the words.
they’re all surrounding you but you can’t see them through the tears. you know shoko’s there, yuuta too—but… but that’s only because he’s the one who’s…—
you can’t even say the words.
“he deserves peace,” you argue, words choked and raspy. “he’s at peace. it’s—it’s not right to just use his body like this… like a weapon!”
“he agreed. you did too.”
“i thought he’d win!”
and the words wretch past your lips, ripping every bit of shield you’d built up to protect yourself since this godforsaken battle had begun. you hadn’t been okay with gojo fighting sukuna, not by himself, but it hadn’t mattered because he was the strongest and the decision was out of your hands.
you’d been comforted by that fact, though, all the same. gojo was the strongest, so you hadn’t doubted his ability to win.
but he hadn’t. gojo lost, as sick as the words seemed to even think, and you’d been forced to watch the man you love die right in front of your eyes.
and now?
now they wanted to use his body as a weapon.
hands fall on your shoulders and you blink through blurred vision to see shoko staring down at you. her eyes are distant and cold but there’s a frown on her lips and you know she’s trying to comfort you in anyway she knows how to.
it doesn’t help.
“y/n-sensei.”
it’s yuuta calling for you.
“i promise i’ll treat his body with care.”
and his words pull a sob from your lips. it’s beyond your ability to stop it or at least hold it back. through the silence of the room, your sob sounds like a scream as you collapse within yourself, falling to the floor pitifully.
because yuuta was just as much a victim now as gojo was and yet, here he was comforting you. you’re supposed to be the adult and the one guiding him and yet it was kids fighting this war and paying the consequences for the actions of adults.
and there’s nothing you can do to stop this. not for yuuta, yourself or for gojo.
gojo. the man you love, a man whose been used as a weapon his entire life and you’re powerless to stop it from happening even in his death.
as you sit there, crumpled on the ground, crying and sobbing in front of everyone—shoko’s hand squeezes your shoulder and yuuta is smiling at you but everyone else just stares—you think that maybe geto was right all along.
and the thought comes with a burning hatred for those who’ve made it this way.
Chapter 28: who did this to you? [kaveh, diluc, alhaitham & childe]
Notes:
includes: kaveh, diluc, alhaitham & childe
all x fem!readera/n: i couldn't decide who to write for between these four so i did all of them :)
warnings: asshole boss in kaveh's, asshole stairs in dilucs, (not a) asshole cat in alhaithams and assholes (plural) in childes :)
also not spell checked!
Chapter Text
Kaveh:
You try to sneak in without being noticed, but it seems the fates are against you.
The door squeaks loudly the second you push it shut, a grimace falling on your face as you let out a soft curse. There's instantly a distinct sound of footsteps heading your way, so you give up trying to be quiet and let the door slam shut behind you.
Not without childishly sticking your tongue out at the inanimate object though.
"Darling?" Kaveh's voice carries through the house, soft and light with that twinge of warmth that's always there when kaveh is speaking to you. "Are you home?"
You brace yourself mentally for what's about to happen, back turned towards kaveh as he reaches the entrance.
You can feel his eyes on you and his growing presence as he steps towards you, still oblivious to anyhting wrong as his hand falls on your shoulder.
"Y/N? Is everything okay—"
With a gentle tug, he turns you to face him. not one to ever be able to deny kaveh of anything, you easily let him maneuver you, meeting his eyes apprehensively as you try to attempt to smile up at him.
His face instantly falls. "What's wrong?" He rushes, hands reaching for your cheeks where he cups them, gently, brushing the stray tears from your eyes as he takes in your puffy, red eyes and paled complexion.
You wrap your hands around his wrists; "nothing, Kaveh," you assure gently, finally finding your voice. It's still hoarse from the crying you'd been doing before, cracking at the end which mentally makes you wince. "Just a rough day."
"Did something happen?" He rushes to ask, shaking his head. "Did someone do something to you?"
You swore to yourself you wouldn't tell Kaveh – it wasn't that you didn't trust him, but when it came to anything concerning you, Kaveh tended to get overly protective. It was endearing, honestly, but you didn't want to dump all your problems on him. Especially something as silly as this.
At least, that was the plan. The second Kaveh asks if someone upset you, you're reminded of events that happened just minutes prior and kaveh's always been good at understanding you without you even having to say anything.
Your face twists, just faintly, and Kaveh's eyes harden.
"Who?" He asks, voice uncharacteristically low and sharp. "Who did this to you?"
"Kaveh—"
"Y/N," he cuts in, not leaving any room for you to argue. It stuns you, pulling your eyes on him with a blink as you take in the serious expression in his eyes. "What happened?"
So, you explain. you explain how awful work had been that day – how your boss had had it out for you all day, berating you and borderline harrassing you. How you'd tried to be strong and not let him see how much his actions and words were effecting you, but you'd ended up leaving work early because it all became too much.
By the end of it you're a sobbing mess once more, incoherent and deeply upset.
Kaveh holds you through it, brushing your tears and rubbing your back and not once interrupting you or making you feel silly for how upset you'd gotten.
You ask him not to do anything, especially because it seems it's taking everything from Kaveh not to – and he promises, says that he won't and instead gently shushing you with the promise that he'll get you a hot bath and some dinner and the two of you can spend the night together doing what you want.
And he means it. Kaveh won't do anything.
Tonight, at least.
Diluc:
"M-Master Diluc!"
The distressed voice of one of his maids gives Diluc pause, halting in front of the door to his home only to see Adelinde rushing towards him. There's a wild, panicked look on her face and instantly Diluc is turning towards her.
"What's happened?" He asks, "are you alright?"
"I-I'm fine," she breathes, out of breath from racing down the stairs the second she'd heard Diluc making his way in. "It's Mistress Y/N!"
That's all Diluc needs to hear. Adelinde lips part to explain more, but before she can even get a word out, Diluc is already at the top of the stairs and quickly making his way to your shared room. There's the distinct feeling of his heart racing madly with worry against his chest and Diluc's vision closes around him, focused on only you, until he finally reaches you.
You're sat in the bed, propped up by a couple of pillows but Diluc's attention is quickly shifted to your leg; more specifically, your ankle. It's wrapped up in bandages and propped up by a few more pillows.
The second you meet Diluc's eyes, you're sighing; "honestly, Diluc, I'm—"
Diluc is beside you in seconds.
"Who did this to you?"
The question is uttered with a sharp, dark tone and you blink, lips left parted as Diluc reaches for you. His heart is still poundly madly against his chest and it physically pains him to see you in any sort of discomfort or pain.
The only logical thing he can thing is that someone hurt you. One of his enemies, maybe... Diluc was careful about keeping his life private, especially when it concerned you, but he supposed villains had their ways and he absolutely crushes his heart to think you'd been attacked because of him—
He's pulled from his thoughts at the feeling of your hand in his, your fingers threading through his own as you squeeze reassuringly.
"Diluc, honey," you call softly, a smile on your lips that confused Diluc. "No one did anything to me."
Frowning, Diluc eyes your ankle and then meets your gaze. "Then...?"
"I tripped," you explain with a slight flush, obviously embarrassed by your own clumsiness. "I was helping Adelinde with something when I tripped over my own feet. We were walking down the steps so I sort of tumbled down... I think I sprained my ankle. I told Adelinde not to bother you with it because really, I'm fine."
Diluc hesitates; "no one hurt you?"
"No one," you smile, pressing a kiss to his cheek. "I promise."
Relieved, Diluc feels his body ease at the assurance that you weren't attacked. Still, he sees your wrapped up ankle and frowns. "Still," he calls out a moment later. "You're hurt."
"A little," you shrug, glancing at your ankle. "The throbbing has stopped. I just can't walk."
"Then I'll carry you."
You let out a soft giggle that flutters Diluc's heart; "I don't need to go anywhere."
"When you do."
Alhaitham:
"Who did this to you?"
You're surprised by how angry Alhaitham sounds. A quick glance in his direction tells you he looks just as angry, and you have to pause for a moment, trying to think about just what the hell he was talking about.
Conclusion? You have no idea.
He's looking straight at you — practically burning a hole through you with his glare. But you have no idea what he's staring at.
"Haitham..." You mumble apprehensively, baffled. "Who did what to me?"
"That," he presses, stepping towards you and nodding.
Just... nodding.
"What?" You ask, exasperated as you try to glance at yourself and see just what Alhaitham is talking about.
Huffing, short of patience as always, Alhatham grabs you by the wrist, grip gentle but pressing as he shifts so your palm is upwards. Then, his thumb swips lightly across a long, red and somewhat angry scratch across your inner forearm.
"That," he repeats, frowning at you.
"Oh," you calls with a laugh, stunned for a brief moment before a smile curls onto yourself. "I found a stray cat yesterday on my way home. It looked hungry so I fed it and then, I thought that it deserved a home so I tried to take it with me..." You grimace faintly, rubbing the back of your neck bashfully. "The little guy didn't seem to like that idea as much."
You expect Alhaitham to... well, not laugh, because he rarily did that, but you expect him to at least ease somewhat. But he doesn't. The frown remains heavy on his face, eyes set into a nasty glare as he stares at the scratch.
"Where?"
"Hmm?" You call, raising a brow as you meet his eys.
"Where was this cat?"
There's something about the way he asks it that makes you hesitate. "...Why?"
Alhaitham just lets your hand go, huffing as he crosses his arms across his chest. "So I can teach it a lesson for hurting you."
He says it so seriously because it's Alhaitham, but it's still the most ridiculous statement you've ever heard so the laugh that bursts out of your lips is truthfully beyond your control.
"Haitham!" You giggle, "it's a cat!"
"And?" He raises a brow, looking at you like you're the crazy one. "The cat hurt you. That's not okay."
You bite your lip, holding back your laughs as you take in how serious Alhaitham is — he looks genuinely bothered and upset that you were hurt. And honestly, despite the fact that his anger was now directed towards a random stray cat, is care for you is endearing.
Stepping towards him, you press a kiss to his cheek.
"Thank you for defending me," you say genuinely. "But it's just a cat. I shouldn't have tried to pick it up."
Alhaitham frowns and it looks like he wants to argue, but he lets it go. "Fine," he says, "but if you see the cat, let me know."
You let out a snort, nodding up at him; "I definitely will. I promise."
Childe:
"Who?"
"Ajax—"
"Who did this to you?"
Sighing, you try to turn your face away, finding Childe's never wavering gaze intimidating but his grip on your chin keeps you in place. His face is inches away from your own, eyes narrowed and face set with barely contained rage as he waits for you to answer.
You don't even know why you were arguing. Maybe it was because you were jsut tired and wanted to sink into your bed and forget any of this had even happened. But it was impossible with Childe.
The second you'd come home with a black eye, bruised cheek and over all just dishevelled, Childe had been on you. He'd been his usual happy self up until he saw the state you were in, taking in your ripped clothes and injuries.
"I don't know," you sigh, sinking into his touch as he reach for him. Your body hurts and you're exhausted; honestly, you're still scared. "It all happened so quick. There was a whole group of them and they came at me, pulled me into this alley or something and just..."
Your voice trails, hands shaking.
Childe lets go of your jaw then, arms shifting to wrap around you as he pulls you into an embrace. He holds you tight, pressing a hand to the back of your head as you let yourself break a little in his grasp.
"I was so scared, Ajax..." You breathe, pressing your face into his chest so your words are muffled.
"I know, Y/N," he calls softly, voice gentle and soothing. It had lost that dark edge it had had before, Childe finally coming to his senses and realizing how you needed him more than he needed to get revenge for you. That would still come, of course, but right now he needed to be here for you.
Pulling back, Child pulls your eyes on him; "where does it hurt?"
"...Everywhere," you whisper, wincing as a shoot of pain travels across your body. "I think my ribs might be broken."
Childe's heart breaks and he swears he see's red, but the pressing matter is you. He can find the idiots who hurt you later and he'll make sure they pay in full for what they did to you. Right now, he needs to help you.
"Here," he calls gently, "we'll get you in the bedroom."
You nod up at him, weakly, letting him wrap his arm around your waist and the other under your knees to bring you into his arms. The movement jostles you slightly, and Childe lets out an apology but you brush him off, knowing he didn't mean to.
"I'm sorry," you whisper a moment later, head bowed into the crook of his neck.
"You have nothing to be sorry about," Childe shakes his head adamantly. "I'm gonna take care of you. And I'll make those bastards pay for ever laying their hands on you."
Chapter 29: signs of affection [mikey, chifuyu, mitsuya & draken]
Notes:
includes: maniro "mikey" sano, chifuyu matsuno, mitsuya takashi & hanma shuji
a/n: bet none of yall were expecting some tokyo rev headcanons tonight (i miss tokyo revengers :()
Chapter Text
MIKEY:
physical touch:
- Likes to hold your hand; thread his fingers through yours and feel your palm pressed against him. It reassures Mikey that you're still there, with him and by his side. If the two of you are out walking, he'll reach for your hand. If he wants to pull you somewhere to show you something, he'll grab your hand. It helps ground Mikey too, so if you see he's upset or angry, you'll grab his hand and it'll be enough to calm him down.
- Always has an arm wrapped around your waist; he thinks his arm fits perfectly slotted against your waist. Likes the way doing so pulls you flush against his side, where he can feel your warmth seep into him. Mikey especially enjoys the way you always lean into the touch, head falling on his shoulder and your own arm occasionally coming to wrap around his waist too. Does it a lot when at school (if he shows up) or at gang meetings to show everyone there you're his.
- Constantly asking for hugs; he'll do it in that whiny way he does with Draken or Emma, a certain vulnerability he only shows to certain people. Mikey will open his arms up, the invitation clear and if you don't respond to it right away, he'll pout at you until you do. Usually, that's not a problem though because you love his hugs; like the way he holds you tightly and presses a comforting hand to the back of your head while you thread your fingers through his hair.
CHIFUYU:
quality time:
- Plans date nights; he'll always take in consideration on what you want to do, but most of the time, Chifuyu likes to be the one to plan date nights. You have no qualms about it, especially since Chifuyu is a die-hard romantic and is great at planning date nights. He'll make them simple and relaxing or exciting and adventurous depending on either of your moods, and dedicate the entire evening to you and your guys' relationship.
- Always asks to study together; even if the two of you aren't in the same class or aren't working on the same subject, Chifuyu will still ask if you guys study together. It can be in the library or in one of your rooms, doesn't matter to im just as long as the two of you are doing it together. It works out too because if you're stuck on something, Chifuyu will push aside what he's doing to help you and you'll do the same for him; studying together is quite effective for the both of you as it eases any stress and gives the comfort of still being able to spend time together.
- Likes to cook together; if the opportunity presents itself, which Chifuyu often tries to make sure it does, he'll present the idea to cook together. You'll oblidge, of course, and the two of you work seamlessly together. It's like routine by now that the both of you cook so well together, that it becomes natural to do so.
MITSUYA:
giving gifts:
- Makes clothes for you; it's something Mitsuya has done since the start of your relationship, but continuously does and more frequently when he realizes just how much you like it and how much he enjoys the smile on your face when he gives you it. The pride he'll feel is undeniable when you smile at him, tell him how well the clothing fits and how beautiful his work is and the reward of seeing you in his clothing afterwards is more than worth it.
- Finds random, small things when shopping and gives it to you; you'll just randomly wake up to a small gift wrapped on your night table with no word from Mitsuya or even a card. It's always random, usually small, like a little figurine or a book and it'll be completely unexpected. When you ask him about it when you see him later that day, Mitsuya will just shrug, say he say you looking at it and decided to get it for you and will blush when smile up at him and thank him with a sweet kiss to the lips.
- Gives the best anniversay gifts; no matter how hard you try, Mitsuya's gifts always tops yours. He'll find the most beautiful piece of jewelry or make the most gorgeous, detailed piece of clothing that will literally make your jaw fall to the floor. Mitsuya will do it with a smile and a flush and when you give him your own, the smile widens as if somehow yours is better (it isn't).
DRAKEN:
attention:
- Remembers the smallest details; doesn't matter if you said something in passing one day or convinced something heavy and heartfelt, Draken will remember both. He's conscious of the things that bother or upset you, and pays attention to the things that make you happy. He'll offer to watch a movie you randomly said you wanted to watch three weeks ago when you both finally have the time, or buy you a coffee from the out-of-the-away cafe you'd complained about once because he knows you like it so much.
- Always makes eye contact; if you're speaking to him, Draken is careful to make sure you know he's listening. The second your lips part and he realizes you're talking to him, he'll shift his entire body if he has to to be able to meet your gaze. It's almost intimidating but endearing at the same time, meeting your eyes when the two of you are naked in bed, in the throes of each other, never wavering and making you feel seen and important.
- Drops everything for you; if you're talking, nothing else matters. Draken will quite literally drop everything; a wrench that he's using to work on a car, or a book he's reading, or anything. The second he hears your voice, he's paying full attention to everything that leaves your lips. It warms your heart in an undeniable way, makes you all giddy and flushed when he just smiles at you and encourages you to continue.
Chapter 30: "i've gotta call my mom." [getou suguru]
Notes:
I'm actually gonna jump of a bridge I cannot handle it anymore GEGE PLS STOP
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"I've gotta call my mom."
There's a beat--one, two--before a loud cackle fills the otherwise silent classroom. Your eyes shift from Geto's pretty face to see Gojo bent over, hysteric, a hand against his stomach and tears building in the corner of his eyes.
"Does your mom still check up on you, then, Suguru?"
Your eyes narrow, but when you turn back to Geto, concerned he'd be embarrased, he's smirking at Gojo.
Shoko, ignoring them both as usual, lazily braids your hair.
"You're just jealous," Geto says, the tease in his tone never faltering as Gojo's laugh fades and he turns to stare at Geto, lips parted. "Poor Satoru doesn't get calls from his mom."
It's moments like these you're reminded of how stupid boys can be.
Teasing each other over calls from their moms.
"Psh!" Gojo brushes off, catching himself and wiping the shock off his face as he leans into the chair he's sitting in backwards and smirks at Geto. "You wish. At least I'm not babied."
"It's okay, Satoru," and Gojo's name comes out like a song as Geto says it. "Maybe one day your mom will care."
And honestly, you're sure, if anyone else had made that comment, they wouldn't ever make it again. But this is how Geto and Gojo are. They tease and borderline bully one another, but there's still smiles on their faces and probably later tonight they'll working together to tease Nanami as if they weren't throwing insults at one another just a few hours earlier.
It brings a smile to your lips.
Gojo sticks his tongue out at Geto as he stands, to which Geto flips him off, but before he turns the door Gojo tells him he'll meet him later.
Geto nods with a smile.
Smile stretching to a grin, you follow after Geto, flicking Gojo's forehead on your way to which he swats your hand away but laughs nonetheless. You wave to Shoko who nods, cigarette in her mouth, and when you reach the door, Geto's already waiting for you.
He shuts the door behind you, meeting your waiting gaze.
"I was serious about calling my mom, you know," he grins.
You shrug, clutching your hands behind your back as you follow his step, swaying side to side beside him. "I know," you assure, "but I like sitting in your room when you do."
Geto lets out a light laugh; "doesn't it get boring?"
You both make your way out of the building, starting the trek across the field towards the doors. "Nope," you grin, turning your head to the side to look at him properly. "I like listening to you talk. Especially to your mom. You sound so happy."
His cheeks warm, faintly, embarrassed at having been caught.
You just reach for his hand, threading your fingers through his. Geto returns the hold instantly, squeezing your hand.
"Hey, Suguru," you call, voice a light hum. Geto tilts his head, silently inviting you to continue. "You think I can meet your mom one day?"
Meeting your eyes, his own widen.
"You'd want to?"
"Of course," you nod without hesitation. "Do you think she'd want to meet me?"
Geto scoffs, as if the question itself was ridiculous. "Of course she would," he laughs, shaking his head. "Ever since I first told her I had a girlfriend, she's been harrassing me to bring you over so she can meet you."
Eyes sparkling, you giggle; "really?"
He nods, opening the door to the dorms, without ever letting go of your hand.
"Definitely. I can talk to her today about arranging a visit."
Beaming up at Geto, you let out a little jump of excitement. The sight pulls a smile to his lips and Geto lets out a light laugh.
"And Suguru?"
Raising a brow, Suguru prompts you; "yes?"
"Don't listen to Satoru," you grin, "I love that you're a mama's boy."

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