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I woke up to the feeling of pressure on my legs, as I push away the comfort of sleep and rub my eyes I tried to remember what had happened last night. I was kidnapped by some weird beastkin fox-guy. I kept trying to remember but everything was fuzzy. I remember waking up here, eating—I think, being chained to a wall, and….Laurence….I need to get the thought out of my head…. I see him in a chair before me while I hold a knife shaking. Then when I try to remember anything else a pain grows throughout my shoulder. Ren shot me; that must have been when I blacked out…..probably from panic.

I look down after finally waking up and tense when I see the male laying on my sore legs. I feel the shock collar around my neck, the heavy piece of metal was irritable yet I couldn’t get rid of it. I flinched as he moved slightly against my leg making him look back at me, Ren smiled and turned to face me.

“Good morning!” He said cheerfully, why was he so happy… “I was waiting for you so I could make breakfast, I don’t know what you wanted but I wanted you to feel cozy…so, what did you want?”

I yawned and tried to move myself with my arms. I whimpered at the pain; right. Nail gun. I didn’t trust him enough to answer casually but I was feeling hungry.

“C-Can you make eggs…?”

Ren quickly got up with a smile.

“Ok! I can make sausages too, is that good with you?”

(If your vegan or vegetarian pretend that it’s something else)

I nod in response, he beamed and ran away the loud piter-paters of his feet on the stairs as he runs to the kitchen. I sit up using my other arm but immediately regret it. I sit there holding my head uncomfortably as my body realizes I’m in pain. I took some deep breaths thinking about what I could do next.

I wanted to get out of here, I knew he was nice now but once I did something wrong….he’d punish me again. I needed to get out of here. I started thinking of ways I could get out. I could go through a window, but the glass is to thick and they’re always locked. I could try to get the collar off by being nice, but it would take a lot time to gain his trust. I could break the controller and run, but how would I get it to break quietly and how would I run while this weak and he would definitely hunt me down. I could…..um…. I ran out of ideas.

There was a sudden call from downstairs.

“There’s some clothes in the top drawer of the dresser!”

It was obviously Ren. I looked over to the dresser he was referring to and opened the top drawer. There was a dark gray shirt. I picked it up and it was bigger than my size. It smelt of the fox beastkin too. Underneath it was a pair of black boxers (if your female it still would be boxers, there are brands meant for women) and….nothing else..? Why wasn’t there any pants?! I frown before I picked the other item up. I checked the only other drawer of the wooden dresser to see a LOT of BDSM tools. I closed the drawer quickly as my face heated.

There was a smell of cooking food. My stomach growled before another call came.

“Once your dressed come downstairs! Foods almost ready!”

I started to put on the clothes quickly cringing when I looked down at myself. I knew I had to be fast or he’d get mad again. I quickly made my way downstairs feeling uncomfortable but better than I did yesterday….i think. As I made it down he places a plate of eggs and sausages on a spot on the table. I wait for him to tell me that it’s my plate. He places another plate before sitting down in behind it. “Are you gonna sit down?” He talks before he starts eating his food. I sit down quickly and mess with my food feeling too sick to eat. While I sit there I continue to think about how I can escape before he speaks again

”Are you going to eat? I made you food for a reason.”

He seemed angry so I try to force something into my mouth (ayyyyy—that’s what she said). He tried to start a conversation. “So….um….you like eggs?” “I…” I jolt up and cough out the food I had been eating as I feel something crunch. I look at the eggs I—luckily—caught in a napkin to see a pill…was he trying to drug me?! I started trembling. “…Are you okay?” I just stared at my hands before putting the napkin down. He definitely knew I saw the pill yet I was going to pretend I hadn’t. “Y-Yeah, sorry, I-I do…” He sighed with a faint smile on his face before he continued to eat. I kept eating my food as well but being more cautious. Once I finished I look up he had already finished. He had a big smile on his face. I felt my stomach turn. I grab my plate and bring it so the sink, hopefully he wouldn’t find my action random. He was staring at me, I could tell. I felt so sick.

I sit back down this time sitting on my ankles. I still felt uncomfortable.

“Do you want to watch a movie?”

His question was simple but confusing and the same time. I looked at him and nodded, I was too nervous to talk—all of this was coming too fast.

”Great!”

he said before getting up, placing his plate in the sink, then made his way to the living room. I sat there waiting for something to happen to me. I wanted to die right there and then. I wanted to scream. I wanted to kill him. But I did nothing. I just sat there.

”Alright! Ready!”

I made my way to the living room and sat down. There was some weird looking homemade film.

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“I could have put on one of my favorite anime’s yet I thought this would be more exciting!”

Ren speaks quickly as I sit on the couch and turn my head to the screen

*…C…*

*…Cam…*

*…Camera…*

*…Camera Foo…*

*…Camera Footage…*

*…Camera Footage Rolling…*

Camera turns on to reveal a tall looking tanned, male

“Hello dear viewers!”

He smiles at the camera with a cheerful grin

“We have a new friend here today!”

He points the camera to a scared looking woman whom is tied to a pole. She seems to be crying but I couldn’t fully tell

“She’ll be helping with our show tonight. Send in your request!”

He seemed to be looking next to the camera at something

“Blood4Th3gods says, ‘Use the drill!’ Now doesn’t that seem fun?”

He looks back at the girl then stands. I can hear footsteps in the background. Suddenly he emerged from the side of the camera holding an electric drill.

“What do you say menschen?”

He whirls the drill in the air for a moment. He looks at the thing next to the camera before his smile widened. He put the drill on her arm and turned it on. I turned my head away as he drilled through her arm. I looked at Ren with a look of shock. He was watching the film with a smile. I felt like I was going to throw up. I ran to the bathroom knowing I was going to vomit. I threw up as Ren appeared in the doorway.

“Are you okay?”

He seemed confused that I threw up. I felt terrible. I didn’t think that I could continue to watch that…that…monstrosity; yet I was scared if I told him he would get mad….

“Yeah…no…? I don’t know…I feel sick.”

He looked worried and he came in to rub my back.

“Do you want to watch something else?”

I nodded staying quiet. He let me clean up and left to turn off the snuff film. I didn’t want to be here…I wanted to go home…