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It was the last year of lexa's high school life. She was always at one of two placed,The cross country meets or the library. She was just like any other student but also had her secrets. Her best friend Anya was the only one who knew other than her family.

June 16 2022

Lexa was walking into English class and sat at her usual spot at the center of the class. She wasn't worried about the lesson as she was always ahead with her word.
"Today class we will do something different" The teacher said as she walked to the front and instantly had the whole classrooms attention."You will be partnered with another student and write a poem about them. Your poems will need to be submitted to me next month,So July 16th, Anything later will be counted as a fail."

The while class remained silent as the teacher sat down and pulled a piece of paper from her drawer
"our pairs will go as follow"
Lexa stopped paying attention after that until the teacher called her name
"Lexa!" She yelled loudly and lexa sat up startled
"Sorry what was that miss?" She asked with a tone of tiredness
"You will be paired with clarke griffin"
"OK"
She did not turn to see who that was,she knew,hell anyone would know who that is. She was paired with the popular girl. A nobody with the hottest girl in the school.

The lesson continued and Lexa could not focus she was thinking about how she would write a poem about Clarke. She knew Clarke would not want to ruin her plans for a poem. She had no idea how se would get the information she needed
The ring of the bell hed her jolt up from her thoughts,she grabbed her books and packed them into her backpack. She went to her locker and was packing the last book when a voice that sounded like an angel spoke

"When do you want to meet to talk about the English?"Clarke said from behind her,she turned around and looked at Clarke
"When are you free?"
"I am free Friday night and Saturday if that works for you?"
"Yea. Where do you want to meet?"
"I'll text you my address then we can do it there. My mom won't be home she's working night shift so she'll only be back late Saturday"
"Cool text me then"

lexa did not give her,her number she knew one of Clarke's many friends would have it ready as her highness asked.

She walked out and decided to skip her practice for the day it was Thursday and she did not feel like running the drills for 2 hours.she got into her car and drove home.

//
It was about 7:23 PM when her phone vibrated on her desk.she did not hear it as she walked out of the shower with a towel around her. She changed into her nightwear,grabbed her phone and hopped into bead.

Unknown : Sup sports girl.

Lexa : Who is this?

Unknown : oh come on you really don't know?

Lexa : No so tell me before I ignore you

Unknown : You wouldn't do that now would you?

Lexa : I'm going to bead,bye.

Unknown : OK,Ok. Its Clarke.
Clarke : Didn't forget about me already?.

Lexa : No. How could I?

Clarke : Just thought you'd be too busy with some math or something to remember.

Lexa : No I did nothing productive after school.

Clarke : Bummer.
Clarke: 'Location'

Lexa : Thanks. I'll see you Friday. What time do I show up?

Clarke : Anytime form 5.

Lexa : OK. Goodnight Clarke

Clarke : Goodnight.

//

The day was uneventful for the most part. It was just past 1:45Pm when Lexa walked into the gym. On today's schedule was arms and back her least favorite to work out.
She finished up around 3:37PM.
She went and sta in the sauna for about an our and when she got out she walked to the bathroom wanting to shower before leaving,But was stopped by a note
'DO NOT USE WATER'
She looked at the time. It was 4:57PM
She knew she would be late to Clarke's house if she went home first
She had extra clothes with her in her truck and in her gym bag. She walked out to her truck and pulled out her phone

Lexa : Can I shower at your place? The gym has a fault with the water

Clarke : Sure. See you soon then

Lexa : Yes and thank you

She started her truck and set off to clarks place

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Lexa pulled up in front of Clarke's house at 5:17PM. There was only two lights on in the house.
She parked her truck and got her backpack and gym bag out. She walked to the door and rang the doorbell.

"Hello" Clarke's faint voice said, it was soft and drowsy.
"Where you sleeping?"Lexa asked standing in front of the now open door
"Yea,Come in."
Lexa walked in as Clarke closed the door and locked it.
The house was big and well decorated,she saw into the kitchen and living room before looking to the stairs.
"My room is on the second floor to the left. You can put your things down and shower there"
"Thanks" She walked up behind clark and down the hall until she saw the plain white door. They walked in and she was suprised at how Clarke's room looked. It was decorated with wooden furniture and light brown walls. There was art all over the room and a canvas hung on the wall above the queen sized bed.
"Wow" she softly spoke as she placed her bag on the floor
"Yea, its a mess. I don't usually have guests over"
"Its beautiful" Lexa said as she walked further into the room admiring the art and smell of the room

She walked into the bathroom and saw a big shower and a twin basin she was shocked by the size of everything, wondering how it all fitted into the room
"So the right nob is hot and the left cold. The water will be cold for a while then it will heat up so run it before you get in" clark walked out and left her

She walked out and grabbed her gym bag and headed back into the shower to do the necessary things to smell better.

She came out about 20 minutes later clean and well dressed.
She was in a pair of jeans and a light grey tee shirt, she had only one problem, she had forgotten to pack a pair of compression shorts. She was not worried about it but still didn't want clarke to know about her diffraction.

Clarke was laying on her bed with a sketchpad in her had drawing somthing. "How was the shower?" She asked as she looked up to Lexa
"It was nice,The water pressure is really nice"
"Yea,So how are we gonna write a poem about each other?"
"Well I say we get to know each other first then move from there"
"OK"

They spent the rest of the night talking and asking questions about their lives,childhood,Sports,music,movies and more silly questions.

Lexa yawned and wiped her eyes. She picked up her phone and saw the time '22:38'
"I should go,Its late" Lexa said
"Aww I was kind of enjoying myself"
"I know we got paired into this clarke, but I don't want you to force yourself to like me. We are not the same, Your...You and I'm the boring kid no one talks to"
"What?" Clarke looked at her with a sad expression on her face one that Lexa had never seen before
"I really like talking to you. I know we have our differences but please" Clarke was pleading and she was not sure what she wanted but right now she wanted lexa to stay
"Clarke its not a good idea" Lexa spoke softy
"Just one night, if its really that bad then ill never ask again"
"OK, but I'm tiers so can we watch a movie or something?" Lexa said as she yawned again
"Yea I'm fine with that"

They decided on watching avatar. They both kept their distance as Clarke's bed was huge. Lexa fell asleep first and was out cold, Clarke followed soon after.
They ended up shooting with Lexa being the big spoon.

Clarke woke up when she her a strange noise she laid still feeling lexas arm around her waist.
"Clarke" Lexa softly mumbled in her sleep
"Yes?" Clarke said softly but Lexa didn't respond
She waited again only to hear Lexa say her name again
She finally found out what was happening. Lexa was dreaming about her, and Clarke was starting to enjoy listening to Lexas softly humming and the way she said her name. She knew it was wrong to listen but she could not stop

Lexa's hand moved up to Clarke's boob and rested there. Clarke stayed quiet and tried not to move.
Lexa started softly kneading her boob.
Clarke enjoyed it a bit too mutch but tried to ignore it eventually falling asleep again

When Lexa woke up she knew she had made a mistake not packing in her compression shorts. She felt her member strain against her pants and pressing against Clarke's back.
She rolled over to the other side and got out of bed and practically ran into the bathroom.
She leaned over the bathroom sink and splashed some cold water on her face trying to calm herself down, she remembered her dream of the previous night.

She decided to get into the shower and ran cold water all over her body it stung for the first few seconds but she got used to it.
When she got out she picked up her clothes and wrapped a towel around her body.
She walked out into the room and placed her clothes in her gym bag and picked up the bag and placed it on the desk looking for her shorts.

When she got out her clothes she put on her bra and shirt.
"Not running away are you?"
She got startled and dropped her towel to the floor. She got red as she looked at Clarke and quickly grabbed the towel covering herself up
"Whoa" Clarke said when she finally understood why Lexa did not want to stay the night
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you up...I'll leave."
"I...Ok" Clarke could still not believe what she saw but before she could say anything Lexa was gone.

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Lexa sat in her car with a towel around her abdomen and a T shirt.
She knew the next time she saw Clarke would be really uncomfortable.
She drove home and walked into her house.
She got dressed and looked down at her phone

Clarke : Hey.
Clarke : I didn't see anything.
Clarke : I'm sorry.
Clarke : I'll see you at school i guess.

She knew she had to send somthing but didn't know what.
She placed her phone down and ignored it the rest of the day.

//
Monday

Lexa walked into the school knowing how hard the day was going to be for her. She walked in and straight to her locker.
She placed her gymbag with Clarke's towel in it.
She had only one problem with the day,She had to face Clarke eventually.

When her English period came she decided to hide in the bathroom.
She sat there but got bored and was focused on her phone when another student walked in.she herd crying and decided to walk out.

She went red as she saw who was standing before her.
She could smell her hair,It smells like strawberries and peace, she could feel her heart drop.
"Clarke?"she said softly trying not to startle her.
Clarke spun around and looked at her,Her eyes where red and her face was slightly swollen.
"Sorry you have to see me like this"
"What's wrong?"
"Uhm...fin broke up with me"
"I'm sorry Clarke"
Clarke grabbed hold of her and and held onto her, she wrapped her arms around Clarke and held her.
"Sorry."
"Its ok Clarke. You'll be fine"
"I'm sorry about the other day."
"Dont worry about it Clarke"
They stayed in the embrace until they bell wrang and they had to leave and go their separate ways

//

Lexa was laying in her bed when her phone dinged. She leaned over and picked it up

Clarke : Hey.
Lexa : Hey.
Clarke : I'm sorry.
Lexa : Dont be you did nothing wrong, he broke up with you.
Clarke : No silly. I'm sorry I scared you.
Lexa : Oh. Its fine.
Clarke : Will we be ok?
Lexa : yea. I do have a question.
Clarke : Ask away.
Lexa : Did you see anything abnormal or hear anything through the night?
Clarke : Maybe
Lexa : I'm sorry about that
Clarke : Know what could make it beter? And make me feel beter?
Lexa : What?
Clarke: if you come over and cuddle me.
Lexa Clarke its Monday.
Clarke : So. Maybe we just show up late.
Lexa : fine
Clarke : Yes! See you soon

Lexa placed her phone in the pocket of her sweat pants and left the house with all the necessary luggage.

She showed up at clare about 10 minutes later
She walked up to the door and rang the doorbell
Clarke opened it and welcomed her inside.

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Lexa walked straight up to Clarke’s room and dropped her bag on the floor. She walked over to the bed and dropped down onto it.

“You coming?” she asked as clarke stood in the doorway. Clarke closed the door and moved over to the bed before laying down and cuddling up to Lexa.
“I enjoy doing this with you" Clarke spoke softly
“How come?”
“Your warm,Kind of squishy and if I do this.” Clarke ruled her hand over lexas abdomen feeling her abs through the thin shirt she wore.
“I can feel how fit you are"
“Tease” Lexa said as a joke trying to ignore how mutch Clarke turned her on. This time she had on some compression shorts so it was a bit easier
“Not like I haven’t seen you naked”
“Fair,but don’t I always look fit?” Lexa lifted her arm and flexed her bicep
“Yeah,yeah calm down stud”
“lot of effort”
“I can think”
Clarke ran her hand up and down lexa’s abdomen, feeling every twitch and breath she took. She dipped a bit lower every now and then rubbing over the waistband of her sweatpants.
“Clarke” Lexa said in a soft but deep voice
“yes?”
“we should sleep"
“Ok, will you be the big spoon?”
“I’m always the big spoon”

They turned in sync with each other lexa pressed up against Clarke’s back, she through her arm around Clarke and held her until they both fell asleep.

//

Later that night at about 3:49 AM Lexa woke up feeling something grind against her. Her eyes shot open as she realized what it was, Clarke’s ass was grinding against her now hard dick. She heard soft moans come from Clarke
“Clarke?” she whispered softly. But Clarke didn’t respond Lexa didn’t know what she should do, should she turn around, should she grind into Clarke, should she wait until Clarke stopped.

She thought about the options and decided to wait until Clarke stopped. She could see the time on the clock that Clarke had on her bedside table. She looked at the time while getting used to the feeling. Her shorts where killing her, she was painfully hard and her shorts where barely hiding it.

She felt Clarke stop and closed her eyes and holding her body as still as she could.

//

Clarke’s POV
Clarke was on top of lexa. They where both naked in her bed, Lexa was about 6 inches into her. She knew there was more but she enjoyed it so mutch, she pushed the rest into her and took some time adjusting to the full 8,7 inches. Once she felt ready she started riding Lexa, Lexa grunted as Clarke rode her and was moaning loudly as she enjoyed the pleasure she was causing the both of them she was almost at her breaking point when she woke up she stilled her movements.
She knew she was grinding into Lexa while she was dreaming, Lexa’s boner was proof of that. She felt it slightly pressed up against her ass, she sat upright and looked over to Lexa. She didn’t see mutch because it was still dark in the room.

She stood up and walked to the bathroom, she leaned over the basin and turned on the cold water. She splashed some water on her face and decided to get into the shower. She showered for quite some time.

She got out of the shower and realized she didn’t have a towel or clean clothes with her. She walked out of the bathroom naked and dripping. When she opened the closet to grab a towel, she dried off and got dressed. She turned around and saw Lexa was sitting and watching her with her eyes wide.

“Enjoying the show?” she asked a bit embarrassed.
“Sorry.” Lexa softly said as she looked away
“Don’t be…Now we are even. You have seen me and I have seen you.”
She layer back down on the bed next to Lexa.

//

Lexa’s POV

Lexa watched Clarke walk put and she got hard again. She spent the last 20 minutes thinking of everything that could turn her off just for Clarke to walk in naked and wet, she could not help but stare at her.
She heard basically nothing Clarke said and only noticed that she was now next to her. She grabbed the covers and pulled them over her lap.

“Are you cold?” Clarke asked her as she moved under the covers with her
“A bit and my body is sore”
“Want me to give you a massage?”
Lexa thought of how good that would feel, Clarke’s soft hands over her body, hopefully her naked body. She thought about it but knew it was a bad idea.
“No I should be good" she replied
“I won’t offer you this again, its now or never?”
“Fine, But can you just do my back?”
“Sure. I’ll grab some lotion”

Lexa took off her shirt and sports bra when Clarke was out of the room, she laid down on her stomach perfectly hiding her boner. Clarke returned closing the door and locking it. Lexa didn’t think much of it as her dad was home and it made sense

“Look at you” Clarke said
“Yea I’m ready”
“Good"

Clarke crawled up to her and sat down between her legs she squirted some lotion onto lexas back and it tensed up
“Its cold” Lexa said as Clarke started rubbing her back
“It will get better”

They laid there for another 10 minutes, lexa was actually enjoying the massage.

“Now I get to chose where I want to rub" Clarke said close to lexas ear
Lexa swallowed hard “what do you have in mind?”
“Turn around”

Lexa complied and laid down on her back, she felt exposed as Clarke could now see her upper body on full display. She made sure her hands where covering the bulge that was still in her pants

“Whoa" Clarke said as she applied more lotion to lexas skin. She rubbed over her abs then up to her breasts making sure to purposely run over her nipple. Lexa twitched slightly every time she did that.

“Clarke" Lexa said softly
“Yea" Clarke said in a slightly deeper voice
“C-can we stop?”
“Is everything ok?”
“Yes. I just…This is too good.
“what?” Clarke looked really confused with lexas words
“Clarke. I twitch every time you run your hand over my nipple, I have not once moved my hands…Connect the dots.”
Clarke stayed quiet and looked to lexas hands and then she understood what lexa ment.
“Is that a bad thing?” she asked referring to the bulge
“Right now yes.”
“Why?”
“I can’t take care of it and its uncomfortable.”
“Why can’t you take care of it?” Clarke said with a devilish smirk on her face
“Clarke”

Clarke did not respond but placed her hand back on lexas breast and ran her hand over her nipple, she occasionally pinched it.

“Clarke please” Lexa pleaded but did not stop her
“Ok I'll stop"
“Thank you" lexa said as she sat up
“So what now?”
“we get ready for school,I sort out my problem then we can leave?”
“Sounds good"

Lexa got up and graded the towel Clarke had used earlier . She walked into the bathroom and started the shower.

//

Lexa got out about 15 minutes later only wearing her compression shorts. Clarke was ready to co and sitting on the bed.
Lexa got dressed and packed her things.

“Do you want to drive together?” Clarke asked
“Sure"
They got up and left the house 2 hours late.

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When they arrived at the school Lexa's mind was all over the place. She could not get the image of Clarke's naked body out of her head.

"LEXA!" Clarke yelled at her from the passenger side.
She heard the car honking its horn soon after and noticed she was blocking the road. She quickly looked for a place to park and stopped the truck.

"What the hell was that?" Clarke asked her
"I was distracted, not really focusing" she sighed knowing she was in the wrong
"What has you so worked up?" Clarke asked as she placed her hand on Lexa's thigh.
Lexa's brain immediately thought of kissing Clarke right in the moment flooded her mind and she stayed silent.
"Lexa you know you can talk to me,right?"
"I know Clarke and I'm thankful for that,but I'm fine I promise."
Before Clarke could ask any other questions or say anything else lexa was out of the truck and locking the door, she walked over to the passenger door waiting for Clarke to get out.

Once Clarke was out she locked the door and grabbed both their bags, she carried her bag as well as Clarke's to their 4th period, English.
//

They walked in and sat on their table, they sat together seeing as they where Grouped together.
The teacher started talking soon after.
"Ok class, You have one more day left before your poems are due. I will give you this period to work on it then you will hand it in tomorrow"
The class stayed silent and Clarke and lexa looked at each other with the same facial expression, What will we do.
"Do you want to stay over tonight and work on the poem?" Clarke asked
"Yea, i don't have a new pair of shorts but ill make due."
"Cool"
"I do have to go to the gym before we leave, but I have a free period so ill go then. You can take the keys to sit in the truck till I'm there" Lexa reached into her pocket and took out her keys. Clarke took them and stuffed them into her pocket.

//
After lexa was done in the gym she walked out to the truck where Clarke was sitting and dining to some of her old music, Taylor swift love story, was the song that was playing she could hear Clarke singing it with full pride as she walked closer and got in. She turned down the music and Clarke whined. "Come on that was the best part"
"Dont worry you'll be home soon then you can force me to listen to it"
"Fine"
Lexa started the car and set off to Clarke’s place

//
When the got up to Clarke's room lexa went straight for a shower, she hopped out fully dressed, except for her compression shorts.
She sat down on the bed next to Clarke after grabbing her notepad and pen.
"So...Poetry" she said sarcastically
"I know Shakespeare is my idol" Clarke joked
"But really we should do this."
"Yea, will you show me what you have once your done?"
"I'll think about it"
"Please"
"I ll think about it Clarke, unless you have somthing to offer to make me change my mind?"
"I'll think about that" Clarke said with a mischievous smile

//
Once they where done writing they exchanged poems and both felt at awe with what was written on the paper, how it had no physical value but ment so mutch to the both of them.
The cuddled up into the bed and lexa was the big spoon as usual.
They fell asleep quickly as lexa was tierd from gym and Clarke from the entire day.

//
Clarke's Pov

Clarke woke up again with the feeling if somthing poking into her ass, she already knew what it was by know as it had happend multiple times. She has so many thoughts about it, so many scenarios playing out in her head.
She finally turned around and was facing lexa. She reached between them and reached for Lexa's member, when she felt it for the first time she quickly pulled her hand back.
Her plan was to cup it through her boxers but it could appear that lexas dick was no longer in them. She reached over again and waraped her hand around it, it was thick, she moved her hand from the tip to the base, she was longer than Clarke's ex, Clarke knew she was wrong but wanted to continue so badly.
Her heart won the fight and she turned around. She made sure she was nicely picked up against lexa. She moved slowly, grinding into Lexa. She felt her core hear up, she was wet, wetter than she had been in a long time and it was all for lexa.

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Lexa woke up to the sound of a familiar song playing in the background of Clarke's room. She sat up and grabbed the source of the noise, her phone.
"Hello?"she said sheepishly into the phone as Clarke woke up
"No I'm note home why?"
"Wait what?"
"When did this happen?"
There was a small pause. Her world stopped completely, she was frozen unable to think, to hear, to speak...
"Lexa?" Clarke spoke for the fifth time when Lexa finally snapped out of it.
"I...I have to go"
She shot out of the bed and grabbed her keys.
"Whait why? What happened? " Clarke chased after her
"I'll call you later Clarke. I'm sorry."
She walked down and left in a hurry"

//

Lexa pulled up into the driveway of her house there where already manny cars parked outside. She got out and stormed into the house. "Tell me its not true!" She yelled at anya who she managed to grab first
"I'm sorry sister"
Lexa looked into her eyes seeing the sadness in her eyes. Anya was close to crying something she has never seen before. She turned to her mother and looked at her sad face, her eyes where red from the crying and swollen quite badly.

Lexa stood for a moment taking in what she saw, she knew it was true, but she did not want to believe it.
She stormed out of the house and started running.
She had no idea where she was going but she needed to run.
"Lexa Dont to this" Anya yelled from the porch
Lexa didn't hear her. Her mind was all over the place

She wasn't sure how long she ran or how far but she knew where she was.
The fishing spot her father liked to take her when she was younger. She looked at the bolder that was still there after 3 years. She sat down next to it and looked at the lake water moving slowly and rhythmically with the slight wind.

Her eyes where burning and she new it would be moments before she would start to cry, and she was right in a matter of seconds tears started streaming down her face. Her breathing was fast and intense. She struggled to breath and had a strong pain across her chest. She stood up only to fall back down. She pulled out her phone and tried calling someone but soon. Everything was black.

//

Lexa woke up feeling a worm body next to hers. She was confused how she got where she in and more specifically where she was.
She sat upright and the body next to her shot up
"Calm down your ok" it was a familiar voice and when her eyes adjusted to the bright lights she saw who it was.
"Clarke?... where am I?" She asked in a faint voice.
"Your in Arkadia Hospital."
"How did I get here?"
"You called me and said nothing, I heard some strange breathing over the phone and rushed over to your house. Anya told me you ran in the direction of the lake so I went there. I found you passed out on the grass"

Lexa looked at her in disbelief "why did I pass out?"
"Dont know, but you scared the shit out of me and everyone else"
"Where is my mom?"
"She will be here soon. She needed to sort some of your dads stuff out i think?"
Lexa then remembered what happened. She layed back down and stared at the roof.

"Are you ok?"
"Yea...I'll be fine Clarke, Thank you"
Clarke layed down with lexa and cuddled up to her side.
Lexa gave her a kiss on the forehead. She looked down at Clarke and noticed she was blushing.
She smiled and rested her head on Clarke's.

//
The doctor came in after her mom left. Clarke was sitting in the corner chair.
"So Lexa" the doctor said as he walked in
"Hey doc"
"So you want the good news or the bad news?"
"The good news first."
"You have no problems with your health. You had a panic attack and passed out. Not a major problem"
"The bad news?" Clarke asked from the chair
" I don't know i you should be here for this clarke"
"No she can stay" Lexa said to him
"Right. Well we ran some blood tests and that only lead to more questions about you and you member" he took a breath before he spoke
"We would like a sperm sample so we can get more information about it, as well as know your cell count and other things."
"Uhm sure? When do you want this?"
"Well your going home tonight so if your up for it tomorrow or sometime next week would be fine"
"Ok"
"I'll be seeing you then"
He signed some papered and walked out.

Lexa was a bit red but not as red as Clarke who looked like she had light sunburn on her cheeks from the blushing
"You ok?" Lexa asked her
"Yea. Just didn't think he would talk about your 'Member' "
Clarke mocked.
"Yea...I probably should do that tomorrow"
"Yea"
They stayed silent as lexa got up and packed her things.
She closed the door and got her back with clothes in.
She took off the robe and got dressed in sweatpants and a t shirt.
When she turned around clarke was staring at the roof.
"You know you can look at me right, not like you haven't seen me naked before" Lexa teased
"I know...Just don't want to perv"
"Its not perverted if I allow you to look"
"If you say so."
They left the hospital and went back to Lexa's house

//
They arrived there and lexa saw her truck parked where it was when she ran away. She looked at the street whitch still had some cars parked there
"Sooo.... can we go to your place, I don't want to deal with family now"
"Sure" Clarke turned the car around and they set off to her place.

"

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"Clarke" Lexa moaned out. She was sitting on the edge of Clarke's bed. Her legs where spread and Clarke was kneeled between them. She had her hand resting in between Clarke's hair, she slightly pushed her head down causing her to gag. Clarke's mouth was amazing around her dick. She did not struggle to take it at all. She managed all 8,7 inches of lexa.
She was just about to cum when she woke up.

"Had a good dream?" Clarke asked from the driver seat of her car while they where driving back to Clarke's. She did not know how long she slept but it had to be a brief nap as they where not their yet.
"Something like that" she replied as she sat up and moved her pants noticing the bulge. "Fuck" she whispered.
"Yea it looks...Interesting."
"Interesting?"
"Yea. What where you dreaming?"
"Nothing good"
"So nothing good gives you a boner?"
"Yea...How long before we get there?"
"5 munites"
"Cool"

They sat silently listening to the faint sounds of the radio. They got there as Clarke predicted and headed up to her room
Lexa's boner finally calmed down so she was happy to cuddle up to clarke.

She sat down on the edge of the bed and Clarke followed her action and sat down too.
"So...." Clarke asked
"So?"
"What did you dream?"
"Your not going to let this slide are you?"
"Nope so you can just tell me" Clarke placed her hand on lexas thigh and softly massaged it
"Clarke"lexa softly said
"yes?"
"I... I had a dream about you"
"And you got a boner?"
"Yea" Lexa said embarrassed
"Dang ok...So what did I do?"
Lexa sighed " well. We where in your room and I was sitting here where I an now, you where here" she moved her legs apart and pointed to the floor "Do I need to tell you more or can you imagine the rest?"
"You don't have to...But did you finish?"
"No. I woke up"
"Do you want to finish?" Clarke moved her hand up to Lexa's waist and back down rubbing along her thigh.
"Do you mean what i think you do?"
"Yes lexa I want you to do me"
"Uhm. Can I kiss you first?"
"I would love that"

Lexa turned to face Clarke and softly kissed her, she deepened the kiss and moved her tongue into her mouth. They where now making out and lexa was hard already.
She moved down and unbuttoned Clarke's pants, she pulled them down in one motion and went back to grab her panties.

She pulled her sweatpants off and settled between Clarke's legs hovering over her. She made out whith her for some time before she pulled away.
"Do you have protection?" Clarke asked
"No...I'm not fertile clarke"
"Ok"
Lexa slowly pushed herself inside. She left some time to let Clarke adjust to her size. Once she was fully inside of Clarke she started moving with slow thrusts. Clarke's soft moans filled her ears and she moved faster thrusting harder.
Clarke started clenching around her and she knew Clarke was close but she was not far behind.
"I'm close" Clarke moaned out
"Me too" Lexa said softly
"Cum inside"
"Clarke I don't have protection on"
"Lexa!" Clarke moaned loudly as she started breathing heavily
"Inside" she demanded as she started shaking.
Lexa was close and started thrusting harder and faster now chasing her own orgasm.
She dining last long. She spilled her load into Clarke and thrusted into her as she shot strings of cum into Clarke.

She hunched over and lays down on top of Clarke.
"That...was...Wow" she spoke softly.
"Yea...I'm tierd now."
"Yea...I'm gonna go clean up then we can sleep"
"Ok"
Lexa pulled out of her and walked to the shower.

She came out of the shower in some boxers and a sports bra. Clarke was already passed out in her panties. Lexa got into bed and passed out instantly.

Chapter Text

Lexa woke up and Clarke's legs where over her and her head was set down on her chest.
Lexa moved her body a bit trying to get out of this hold she was in.
"No..." Clarke said as Lexa moved her legs
"Come on clarke I have to go to the doctor"
"Can I come with you?" Clarke moved off of lexa and sat upright.
"I don't know...Do you really want to listen to a doctor talk about my dick for about 30 minutes?"
"Maybe I do..."
"Then sure but hurry up i don't want to spend the whole day there."

The got up and headed to the shower, they decided to shower together to 'Save water' Clarke called it.
Once they where done they got dressed and headed out

//

They arrived at the hospital and wondered up to doctor Kane's office.
They sat down outside and waited for him to finish his appointment.
"You nervous?" Clarke asked as she saw how Lexa was grinding her teeth.
"Maybe a little"
Clarke reached her hand over and took Lexa's
"You'll be fine...No matter what I will be here for you"
"Clarke" Lexa said softly as she turned her attention to Clarke
"Would you consider dating me?"
Clarke stayed silent and started blushing "I definitely would consider it."
"But would you do it?"
"Yes lexa calm down"
"So if I was to ask you to be my girlfriend you'd say yes?"
"Yes lexa ill be your girlfriend"
Lexa smiled but did not reply as the doctor Kane walked out of his office and greater his patient
"Lexa, clarke come in please"
They stood up and moved into his office. Clarke sat on the chair in front of his table and lexa stood behind her
"So...Do you want to talk privately?" He asked looking at Clarke
"Id like for Clarke to stay, she knows about my situation"
"Very well, let's not waste any time"
Lexa got more nervous he had a serious look on his face. Clarke reached her hand around and squeezed her thigh
"Lexa id like to run some tests. Just some bloodwork and a sperm sample"
"Is there a specific reason?" She asked nervously
"I just want to check of your perfectly fine"
"Ok...Can we draw blood first?"
"Sure. I'll do it here then we don't have to wait any longer than necessary"
"Ok"
Kane walked out to get the test tube and all the necessary equipment

"So a sperm sample" Clarke teased "You think you can spare some for me too?"
Lexa walked in front of clarke and moved her chin up so she was looking at Lexa. Lexa leaned down and kissed her.
"I'll always have some for you"
"So romantic" Clarke laughed as the doctor walked back in.
"Right...Just lay down on the bed and ill start everything"

Lexa was laying there for about 20 minutes and then he was finally done. It felt like she had been laying there for an eternity. Clarke was next to her on the bed cuddling her side.
"And thats it." Kane filled the last vile and placed it in a holder with the rest."so this should take 20 munites to process. I'll leave you here with this" he handed her a small cup Will 20 be enough time for you to give me a sample?"

"It should be lexa replied hesitantly.
"Good. Ill see you in a bit."
He walked out and lexa sat up causing Clarke to whine.
She moved out of the bed and went to sit down on the chair. She unbuttoned her jeans and pulled out her soft dick.
Clarke stared at her and she was a bit red
"You just going to do it in front of me?" Clarke asked
"Well its not like you haven't seen it. As far as I'm concerned you like it a lot..."
"I do but I'm gonna get turned on"
"Good."
"What do you mean good?"
"I need to have some motivation to cum Clarke." Lexa said with a smug smile.
She grabbed the lotion that was on the table and squirted some onto her hand. She rubbed it over her dick and started slowly Jerking off.
"Not fair" Clarke said as she sat back against the wall.
"Is it really?"
"Yes"
Lexa grunted softly as she sped up her movements.
"You want to know something?"
"Sure Lexa...I can't promise ill focus"
"You grind into me when you sleep."
"I'm sorry?"
"Dont be. It felt really good."Lexa closed her eyes and let her head fall back
"You did the same thing to me a night later"
Lexa raised her head and opened her eyes"I did?"
"Yep. You got me really wet and I had to try and sleep again with you grunting in your sleep"
"I'm glad you enjoyed my grunting."
"I did" Clarke moved her hand down to her pants and pushed it inside. She let her finger slide in between her folds, they where soaking
"I was about as wet as your making me now" Clarke said with a slight smile
"Such a tease"
"You want to come in me again?" Clarke said as she moved her legs further apart
"I rally want to but they need a sample"
Clarke stood up and slid her pants and panties off. She walked closer to Lexa and straddled her on the chair. She leaned down and started making out with Lexa.

She moved lexas hand away and slowly sank down on lexas dick"Tell me when your gonna cum" she started slowly riding Lexa "Fuck Clarke" Lexa moaned out as she threw her head back and held onto the armrests
"Your so hot" she moaned as Clarke started riding her faster and harder
"You like that? You like it when I say nice things to you?" Clarke's walls tightened around Lexa."Your doing so good baby" Clarke squeezed her again. Lexa moaned softly as Clarke got more and more into it.
"Clarke I'm close" Lexa said dazed.
Clarke got up from Clarke and got the cup. She moved to between lexas legs and took her penis. She massaged it from the base to the tip.
She looked up at Lexa and saw that her eyes where lidded.
"Are you going to cum for me Lexa?" Lexa started breating heavily she knew she was close and Clarke knew it too.
"Cum for me love" that was her last straw she started coming and Clarke caught quite a lot of her sperm in the cup filling it just above half.
She moved it to the table and looked as the last but of cum shot out of lexa.
She leaned down and took Lexa into her mouth she succked the cum off of lexa causing her hips to buk and more cum to shoot out into her mouth.
Once it was done she let go of lexa with a pop
She grabbed the tissue and properly cleaned Lexa.
"Thank you"lexa softly spoke catching her breath
She stood up and pulled Clarke to the bed placing her down
"No lexa"
Lexa stopped and looked at her confused
"The doctor will be back soon. Later i promise"
"Ok"
They got dressed and Clarke was right as she sat down he walked into the office.
"So I hope your done"
"Yea. I hope its enough"
"He picked up the cup and looked at it before putting a lid on "its more than enough."
He gave it to his assistant and she left with it
"So your bloodwork looks normal the sperm should be back in 5 to 10 munites. Do you have prior family who where intersex?"
He asked as he sat down and started typing on his computer
"No...I don't know. I was fostered so I don't know my bio parents"
"Oh thats fine"
Lexa sat silently as the assistant walked in and handed him some papers
"Lets see. Everything looks normal but I'm concerned about your
Sperm count."
"Why? It should be next to nothing?"
"Yes it should but its basically normal."
"What does that mean?" Clarke asked form behind Lexa
"It means she has just a good a chance of reproduction as any other male. Its not a bad thing"
"So I can get someone pregnant?" Lexa asked
"Theoretically it would be possible"
Lexa looked back at Clarke and she was as white as a ghost
"Would you happen to have pregnancy tests?"
"We do...Did you two?"
"Yes. I thought I was infertile"
"Dont worry ill go get them"
He walked out and Clarke and lexa both had started stressing.

"Clarke...What will we do if your pregnant?"
"I don't know"
"Do you want to have children?"
"I don't know"
"Will you keep it?"
"Lexa..."
"Clarke you have to" Lexa was pale and she started breathing heavily, it sounded like she just ran a marathon.
"Lexa calm down" Clarke said as she got up
Lexa stood up and started pacing around in the office. She placed her hand on her head trying to calm herself. She only felt worse. She couldn't breathe.
"Lexa" Clarke said as she pulled Lexa in for a hug"Calm down. Just breathe..your having a panic attack. Don't worry we'll be ok"
"N-no...h-how"
Clarke held her tight as she felt herself start to stress a bit "We will find a way its our last year. We can get jobs and then we can provide of it. Until then we just need to make due"
Lexa felt herself calm down. She placed her hands around Clarke and held her"Thank you Clarke. For helping me"
"Always."
Kane walked back in and handed her a pregnancy test."there is a bathroom down the hall. I'm sure you know how to use it"
Clarke walked out and lexa followed her. Clarke went into the bathroom and lexa started pacing up and down in front of the door.
"Are you ok?" She asked through the door
"Yes lexa calm down"
"Ok im sorry" she said as she continued pacing

Clarke came out of the bathroom holding the test out to Lexa.
Lexa looked at it and she felt her hear dropped.
She didn't know is she should be sad or happy and neither did Clarke.
'NEGATIVE'
Clarke's eyes where red as she walked back to the office.
"Clarke wait" Lexa called her as she ran after her
" I'm fine Lexa just finish up"
"Ok"
She walked back into kanes office.
"Negative. Are we done doc?"
"Yes your good to go thanks lexa"

They walked out and got to the car
Clarke's eyes where more red now and it was clear to Lexa she wanted to cry
"Clarke. Talk to me please"
"Lexa...I love you"
Lexa was shocked at her choice of words."i- I love you too Clarke."
"I want to have a baby" Clarke started crying, tears slowly rolling down her face.
"I do too. Let's just finish school and then I can get a job and provide for the both of you"
"You promise we can do this?"
"I promis."

//

Chapter Text

Lexa walked out of English holding Clarke's hand. Clarke had been rather moody lately and had been having outbursts of random emotions.
"Clarke you need to calm down" Lexa said with authority.
"I... can you just hold me."
Lexa did just that. She stopped and turned to Clarke who already had tears rolling down her face. She held Clarke in her arms and slightly squeezed her. Clarke finally pulled away after about two minutes.
"You need to talk to me Clarke. I can't keep doing this."Lexa said softly.
"So you can't deal with my mood swings but you promised me a baby. Jesus Lexa your just like everyone else. Always trying to protect me. That is what they all said."
Clarke didn't give Lexa time to explain the rest of her sentence before she stormed away, Lexa stood there dumbfounded and walked to gym instead of her math class.

//

| Three moths before Clarke and lexa started hanging out |

"Fin I told you I don't want to keep doing this" Clarke said as she packed her overnight bag taking all of the things that was hers.
"Come on princess you said you'll do it" fin said as he pulled her arm
"No i didn't day ill do anything let alone you." Clarke pulled back her arm and finished packing her things.
Fin grabbed her and pulled her down to the bed pinning her face down into the mattress.
"You have to keep your word"
"Fin no!" Clarke yelled as he moved her pants down from her legs fully exposing her
"Just don't struggle and it will be over soon" he sad as he tugged his pants down still pinning Clarke down
Clarke tried her best to get out, she was pulling and moving and squirming and yelling but it did not help.
Fin lined himself up with her entrance and pushed inside of her.
"I'm only helping you."
She stayed silent still trying to get out of his grip
Once he finished inside of her head pulled out and let go of her.
She quickly pushed im down and pulled up her pants.
She left his perants house and want to the park where she sat and cried for hours trying to process what had really happened.
She went home and never spoke of this again.

//
| Present Day. |

Lexa showed up at Clarke's door after her gym witch was longer than usual. She had flowers and a box of chocolate.
She knocked on the door and waited for an answer.
Clarke opened the door and was confused.
"Why did you come?" She asked still a bit angry.
" I... Clarke your the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. I'm not going to give up because we had a small fight, I really do want to have a family. I just want to make sure everything is perfect before we do."
"I know... and I'm sorry I blew up i just.... I think I keep to mutch bottled up inside."
"Talk to me Clarke. I'll always be here for you."
Clarke opened the door further and allowed Lexa to come in.
They went up to Clarke's room after Clarke placed the flowers in a vase.

They bothe layed down on Clarke's bed and lexa held Clarke for a while.
"So what has you so worked up?" Lexa asked while playing with Clarke's hair
"I just have a lot of feeling right now. We finish school in 2 days.
You probably have been exepted into a great school and ill probably stay here." She let put a sad sigh "I'm going to miss you."
"Clarke... I'm not going anywhere. I'm not gong to collage."
"What?"
"I basically already have a job."
"I'm confused."
"The day you said you wanted a child. I called my uncle gusts who has his own business. I told him the whole story and he said once I'm done ill have a good job there."
"And you never told me?"
"I didn't think you'd want to know"
"Of course I do. Your my girlfriend. I want to know everything."
"I'm sorry...but that feeling is mutual."

Clarke inhaled deeply before finally exhaling.
"Promise you won't hurt anyone?" Clarke asked
"Depends"
"Lexa"
"Fine"
"Ok..." she took another deep breath "3 months before we happend i was dating finn. We where in a rough patch and I broke up with him because he only wanted to have sex and I didn't want to yet. He forced me down and the I couldn't stop him." Clarke had tears rolling down her face.
Lexa only moved closer and hugged her.
Clarke could tell lexa was not impressed her jaw was tight and she was grinding on her teeth.
"Lexa I'm sorry"
"You don't have to apologize. He took advantage of you Clarke and I'm glad you told me this. Thank you for trusting me"
"I'll always trust you my heda"
Clarke layed with her head on lexas chest and then was how they fell asleep.

Clare woke up to an empty bed. She sat up and pulled grabbed her phone.

Lexa : I had to run. Coach wants us at the gym earlier today.♡

Clarke : ok ill see you later.♡

Clarke got up and ready for her second last day.
She showered. Got dressed in a skirt and a white button up.
She was ready for the day and se felt mutch better after the previous night.

Clarke arrived at school and headed to her locked.

Lexa was in the hall talking to Anya.
"You like her a lot don't you?" Anya asked as lexa sat on the lounge chair.
"I do."
"Does it make you angry when she is mad at you?"
"Yes...But also sad."
"Your in love"
"I'm in love"
She watched as Clarke walked past her and winked. Clarke was on her way to her locked witch was not to far from where they where sitting.
"Shes hot" away said
"I know"
"You did good"
"Thank you"

Clarke was busy with her locked when another boy walked to her. He had his hair loose his shit was open two buttons to far.
"Who is that?" Lexa asked
"Fin Collins" Anya said "why do you ask?"
Lexa was already grinding her teeth and her heart was raising.
"No specific reason" she blurted out
"Lexa your grinding your teeth"
"I'll tell you later" she looked back at Clarke and saw fin had grabbed her by the arm as she tried to walk away.
Lexa shot up and move over to them. She did not say a word. She only had one thought.
When she got there she herd how fin walks talking to her. He was inhumane. She balled up her fist and before she could think it connected with his jaw.
He dropped to the floor. But Lexa didn't stop, she was on him beating him over and over again.
"Lexa no" she herd Clarke say but she didn't listen.
Anya quickly move over to them and pulled Lexa off of him. She lifted Lexa into the air she backed away.
The teachers came out of the classes and helped im to the office.
Anya let go of lexa and Clarke looked angry.
She knew she made a mistake. But she was not regretting it.
She knew he deserve evey shot she got in on him.
"You promised me Lexa" Clarke said as she placed her hand to Lexas chest.
"Clarke he grabbed you" she said breathing heavily
"I know lex...Thank you" she said she placed a kiss to lexas lips before the teacher walked over.
"Lexa you need to come with me to the office." He said and she followed him to the office.

//
"You don't know what I know" she said to the officer.
"I don't your right. But right now you are being charged with assault" the officer said to her
"I was defending Clarke. He grabbed her."
"Thats not a good cause to almost hospitalise him"
"He raped her" she blurted out
"What?" He was confused.
"Fin Collins raped Clarke griffin."
"When was this?"
"Six months ago"
"Ok ill go talk to his parents and then get a statement from Clarke."

She sat in the office for more than an hour.
"Ok so they agreed to drop the charges if none where filed against him for the other thing" the officer said
"Wow that sound really fair." Lexa said sarcastically.
"Can I go now?" She asked as she stood up
"Yes. But you will be suspended for the last days. So will he."
"Great..."lexa walked out and back to her normal hiding place. The gym

//

"So your suspended" Clarke asked after hearing the entire story. "Yea." Lexa said sitting on the edge of the bed "I'm sorry" she said staring at the wall in front of her.
"Dont be. He deserved it." Clarke moved closer and hugged her from behind.
"Your mother is nice" Clarke said changing the subject.
"Yea. She likes you"
"Hmm I think that is because she knows her daughter wouldn't get suspended if it wasn't worth it"
"Maybe your right. I still thinks she likes you"
Clarke pulled Lexa back so she was laying down. She kissed her and crawled up into the bed
"Come cuddle me Heda"
"Yes wanheda"
Lexa followed her lead and laid down with clarke.
The cuddled until Clarke reached her hand over lexas abs.
Lexa flinched at the sudden contact.
"I like how fit you are" Clarke said.
"I whish i had more curves like you"
"No your prefect.
"As are you."
They laid there until they fell asleep. And all their worries dissapears.

//

Chapter Text

| Graduation day |

Lexa walked up onto the stage and took the papers from her teacher. She waited for the foto and headed off back to her seat next to Clarke.
"We did it" clarke said softly.
"Yea.You never told me you had bio as a subject."
"I did not. But you didn't tell me you have core math."
"Ok, that's fair."
Lexa watched the rest of the ceremony tapping her fingers to her thighs. She was anxious. And Clarke noticed it.
Clarke took her hand and placed it in the middle of the arm rest.
Holding Clarke's hand made Lexa feel calm.
"Whats wrong?" Clarke asked noticing how Lexa just started tapping her foot to the floor instead.
"I start working tomorrow."
"Oh. Don't worry you'll do great."
"I hope so. Do you want to go out tonight?"
"Like a date?" Clarke asked diverting her attention to lexa.
"Yes."
"Of course."
"I'll pick you up at 7, wear something casual."
"Ok...Lexa" Clarke waited a moment before she spoke again "I love you"
"I love you too Clarke."

//

| later that evening |

Lexa was at Clarke's door. She knocked on it and waited for an answer.
The door opened and she did not expect who was standing in front of her.
"Jake" she huffed out
"My other daughter" he said playfully pulling Lexa in for a hug.
Jake was probably lexas favorite perant. He was a chilled man. He had high values and knows how to take care.
Lexa was making her way up the stairs when he called "Lexa before you go. Can I talk to you?"
"Sure" she walked back down and into the living room. She sat down in one of the recliner chairs.
"So I... we know you and Clarke have been dating for some time now." He pulled in a long breath.
"And we know you two have had...sex. We just want to make sure your being safe...are you?"
"I uhm...Yes? How do you know this?"
He chuckled " I walked in one morning to some very naked cuddling."
Lexa smacked her hand to her forehead. Remembering when they fell asleep naked.
"I'm sorry you had to find out like that. But ill never hurt her, I only want what is best for her."
"I know Lexa, you have my approval, abbys too"
Lexa got up and shook his hand as a thanks
"Actually... there is somthing I want to ask"

//

Clarke walked down the stairs seeing Lexa and her dad chatting away. She walked into the room wearing a pair of jeans and a t shirt.
"Hi" she said softly interrupting their conversation.
"You look beautiful" Lexa and Jake said at the same time.
"Thanks" she chuckled and walked over to Lexa. She sat down on her lap and lexa scooted over so she could sit.
"Dad. I want to tell you something"
Lexa raised an eyebrow
"I got a job at the art gallery." She said excitedly.
"Thats great honey!" She shot up and hugged her.
"Look at you two all grown up, In love, having sex!"he father blurted out. Clarke's face went red and she turned to Lexa who had a wide grin on her face.
"W-what?"
"He knows Clarke" Lexa said chuckling
"How?"
"I walked in on some naked cuddles!"he laughed.
"Ohhhh." Clarke sighed out.
"Yea. You ready to go?" Lexa asked as she stood up.
"Yes I am indeed."
They walked to the door and lexa winked at Jake.
She pulled the door open and let Clarke walk out to the car.
Jake grabbed Lexa by the arm before she followed Clarke. "I trust you Lexa." He said letting go.
"Thank you" she responded and walked out
Clarke was already in the car and had the radio on.
Lexa got in and they set off.

//

Lexa pulled into a ranch about 30 minutes after driving.
She stopped at a barn and got out. Clarke followed after her and looked confused.
"Come here." Lexa called and she took Clarke and kissed her. She held her hand as she walked into the barn.

It was well decorated with lights shining clearly around all the poles and there was a table whith seats for at least 9 people.
Waiters where standing ready to serve.

"Lexa. Why are their so manny chairs." Clarke asked.
"Dont worry." Lexa turned her around to the other side where the other doors started to open.
Clarke looked at the doors and saw all her mom and dad. Raven, Octavia, Lincon, Anya, raven and indra.
When she turned around to lexa. She gasped and instantly had tears in her eyes.

Lexa was down on one knee with a ring box displaying a gold wring with diamonds all around it. "Clarke." She spoke softly "I love you and I wanted to do this for so long. I knew I wanted to marry you since the day we had the pregnancy scare. But I knew I had to wait. So here I am, I only have one more question to ask.
Will you. Clarke Griffin. Marry me?"

Clarke was frozen, tears rolling down her cheeks. She could not speak. She nodded and hugged Lexa. "Y-yes" she pulled away and kissed Lexa.
Lexa then placed the ring onto Clarke's finger and lifted her up and spun her.
"I love you" Clarke said once she was set down, she kissed Lexa again and turned to everyone who had watched.
"You all knew? And none of you told me!"
Clarke walked over to her mother and hugged her. She looked at her dad who was also crying.
"Thats why you where so weird at home"
He nodded and wiped his tears.
"You guys" Clarke said to the rest of them
"I love you guys."
Clarke turned back to lexa and walked over hugging her again
"Lets eat!" Lexa said as she pulled out a seat for Clarke at the table
Everyone filled in and the waiters started bring out food.

//

Chapter Text

Clarke woke up and stretched out her arms and legs before she turned to see a woman...Her woman laying next to her,naked.
She didn't want to wake Lexa so she slipped out after admiring her for a moment.

Clarke walked into the kitchen of lexas apartment still a bit caught in a haze with all that has happened.

[THE PREVIOUS NIGHT]
"Dont you dare stop woods!" Clarke exclaimed at Lexa who was thrusting into her at an ridiculously fast pace.
"I'm close baby." Lexa spoke into her lovers neck
"Cum in me please"
"What? I don't have a condom."
"Please...God I love when you cum in me"
"Clarke" Lexa moaned out as she felt her orgasm approaching.
"P-please" Clarke pleaded as her walls started squishing around Lexa and her back arched off of the bed.
She could feel her legs shaking but was so in bliss she blacked out after feeling Lexa loose herself.

"Clarke?" Lexa asked looking at Clarke while she softened inside of Clarke
"Clarke?!" She looked down at her now with a strong sence of worry rusing over her
"Clarke" Lexa pulled out and pulled Clarke up to her talk to me love you look kinda dead.

Clarke groaned "You really know how to make me loose myself"
"Jesus Clarke , you can't do shit like that"
"Like what?"
"Like go all dead on me" Lexa lowerd Clarke and stood up
"I'm sorry... it was just really good."
Lexa walked off and into the bathroom

Lexa walked out and saw Clarke snoring away in the bed. She chuckled and walked out to the kitchen to het them some water and aspirin for the morning.

[PRESENT]

Clarke stood in front of the stove cooking up some breakfast for the two of them when she felt arms coming around her.
"Morning" she said as she turned around to a very naked Lexa.
"Morning" Lexa replied and kissed Clarke.
"Morning to you too" she looked down and grabbed ahold of lexas "mini lexa" she called it.
"Dont start somthing you won't finish" Lexa said smugly.
"I always finish, now go sit down your food is ready."
Lexa walked over to the table and sat down. A plate was placed down and lexa devoured it.
"Your and animal" Clarke said playfully
"You didn't complain when I ate you like that"
"Fair"
Clarke cleaned the dished and started cleaning the apartment as well.

"I have to go to work" Lexa said as she came out of the room all dressed up
"Why it's Sunday?"
"Anya never told me about a meeting so now I have to go attend it."
"Wow that's not cool"
"Yea. I'll text you" she kissed Clarke goodbye and walked out.

Clarke finished cleaning the house and took a nice warm shower to relax her muscles after the half marathon she basically ran while cleaning.

She got out and grabbed her phone.

Clarke: Do you want to go to the mall with me?

Raven: You mean som serious craven time?

Clarke: yea I guess.

Raven: cool I'll find you at the food court.

Clarke: cool

Clarke got dressed in some casual close and headed out to her car after locking the apartment.

When she walked into the food court she saw raven sitting at the Starbucks sipping in a to go cup.
"Typical" she said as she sat down next to her
"As always, you know I can't go without my coffee"
"I do."
"Do you have anything specific you want to buy?"
"Maybe maybe not..." Clarke said with a wide grin on her face.
"Do you tease Lexa as mutch as this?"
"No....You ready to go?"
"Yea."

They got up and Clarke led the way into some stores looking at different this and clothing until they where standing outside of a lingerie shop.
"Ohhhhh" raven said as she walked in.
"You have to get somthing sexy to wear for Lexa" raven said as she walked over to some of the hung items
"Thats not a bad idea...have anything in mind?"
"This one" raven pushed it up against Clare and had a bright smile.
"Its my zise too. Do you think I can try it on?"
"I do not but it would look hot on you"
"Thanks...Then let's get it."

Clarke walked over to the teller and hat the clerk wring up the pair of clothing.

"We should do one last stop" raven said as she stopped next to Clarke.
"Where to?"
"The sex shop"
"Whait... what?"
"You heard me.come on"
Raven practically dragged Clarke to the last store she went in a bit hesitant at first but knew it was not like she was cheating.
"Jesus"
"This can not be your first time in one"
"It is"
"God dang I never knew you where so....vanilla "
"Gee thanks. Can you get what you want and pay already"
"Yea yea" raven set off and got all the things she wanted.
Clarke walked around and looked at the verity of products available.

"Should I get somthing or not?" She thought to herself

Chapter Text

Clarke walked over to the cashier whith her item of choice and payed. She stood and waited for raven who finally finished.
"Jesus you should get a discount" she joked.
Raven merely laughed at her joke and paid.

They walked out and Clarke immediately knee somthing was wrong.
"What's up with you?" She asked raven
"Nothing why?"
"You seem off. I don't know why"
"Its nothing"
"So there is somthing?"
"Yea..."
"Talk to me Ray Ray"
"I don't know how to explain it" raven turned to a open stool in the food court and sat down.
Clarke sat down across from her.
"Just say it as it is" Clarke encouraged
"I... I can't have kids"
"Wait what? When did you find this out"
"I went to the doctor becouse I had some stomach pain. He thought I was pregnant so ran some tests, turned put I have some fancy condition that I can't remember the God dang name of"
"I'm so sorry Ray Ray" Clarke shot up form her chair and hugged her best friend.
"How about we go out and have some fun tonight."
"I'd like that...Thank you Clarke"
"I'm here for you...Always" They left the mall and decided to meet at a club they usually go to.

||

Clarke : I'm going to the club with raven... she shared some bad news and needs a distraction. I love you.

Lexa : Aww... I'm sorry, and that's fine love. Love you too.

Clarke looked at her phone and decided to Uber to the club just in case.

||

Calling the Uber was definitely a good call.
She was drunk and so was raven. They where laughing non stop and raven was heading to the bathroom when Clarke went to get another drink at the bar.
"Fancy seeing a girl like you at a place like this" a new man said.
"Where else would I be?" She asked him as her drink arrived.
"Some fancy restaurants dining like a queen" he replied
"Nah...I like this place."
"Good, so we have somting in common. I'm roan."
"You look really sweet, but I'm not interested"
"Allright... I won't bother you then"
"Thanks my man" she yelled after him as he walked away. She headed back to raven and called then an Uber back to her place.

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"LEXA!" Clarke yelled out as she bashed through the door of the apartment
"Jesus Clarke what is she's sleeping" raven said trampling in behind her.
"GOOD POINT" Clarke took ravens hand and lead her to the spare room in the apartment.
"YOu can slep hereee" she mumbled and raven walked in and floped down on the bed.

Clarke walked back into her room and fell on top of lexa who had her phone in her hand.
"Clarke... why?" She asked.
"I misshed yu" she slurred out." And I misshed you too." Clarke slid her hand down to lexas crotch and rubbed her soft dick.
"O-ok calm down there" Lexa sat up and moved Clarke into bed.
"How about some sleep" Lexa suggested.
"Only of you promise to fuck me tomorrow." Clarke pleaded"pleeease"
"Ok calm down"
"Promise" Clarke said grabbing ahold of lexas hair.
"I promis, now get some sleep please."
"Ok. Luv you" Clarke yawned out as she passed out in mere seconds.

Lexa got back into the bed and turned off the light.
She slowly drifted into sleep.

Chapter Text

"Wake up...." a soft voice fumbled through Clarke's ears.
"Clare wake up"the same voice again.
Clarke opened her eyes and smiled softly at the face above her.
"Hi" she said softly still holding g her smile
"Hey" Lexa replied
Clarke kissed Lexa and sat upright
"Everyting ok?" She asked.
"Yea...I just don't want to leave without saying bye" Lexa smiled.
"Leaving?" Clarke only then noticed that Lexa was wearing formal wear, witch was a full black suit topped off with a white tie.
"Yes... I told you about the gala I have to attend about a week ago."
"The one you asked me to go with you?"
"Yes"
"When do we leave?"
"I was about to go... it only starts at 6:30 so there is some time of you wish to come?"
"Of course"
Clarke shot up from the bed and rushed to get everything ready.

//

"Clarke were going to be late hurry up" Lexa yelled through the house after waiting for half an hour.
"And done" Clarke said as she walked out placing in her ear rings
"Good let's go"
"Actually wait...there is somthing I want to try"
"Ok?"
Clarke got down on her knees in front of lexa
"Clarke as mutch as I would enjoy that we are late"
"Shut up" Clarke demanded and lexa straightened herself out.
Clarke unzipped her pants and dropped them to the floor she pulled Lexa boxers off and pulled out somthing form her purse.
A light blue cockring.
She placed it on lexas cock and turned on its vibration function with the remote in her hand.
"Clarke?"
"Yes baby?"
"Just don't make it obvious"
"No promises"

///

They arrived only 5 munites late. Thanks to lexas great driving skills.
The event was boaring as expected, lots of talking to clients laughing at some stupid joke.
Clarke was caught up in a conversation when Lexa headed over to the bar to get them drinks.
"Hello" a new voice said
"Hi...I'm Lexa I don't belive we have met?" Lexa reached out her hand to great the woman
"Costia... its nice to meet you Lexa" she shook lexas hand and sat down next to her.
"Can I buy you a drink?" Costia asked
"No I'm good thanks"
"Come on can't have a girl like you sipping on some cheap drink"
"I'm good thanks"
"Allright... at least tell me how you got to the gala?"
"I'm sorry?" Lexa asked confused.
"How'd you get in? The don't usually let non business members in" costia said with an unrighteous smirk
"Oh... you'll see later"
The barman finally dropped off their Domaine Leroy Musigny Grand Cru, definitely worth the sex she would get if Clarke knew that the 'cheap' whine actually cost $1700 per glass.
It would be easy to say costia was shocked when the barman gave her the bottle.
She walked back to Clarke who was nou seated at a table waiting for the speaker to actually speak.

"Who was that?" Clarke asked as lexa sat down beside her
"A newcomer I would say"
"Are you sure about that" Clarke turned the vibrator ons a low setting
Lexa flinched and almost dropped a glass.
"Yes... I haven't seen her before"
"Ok I trust you"
"Great are you going to turn it off now?" Lexa shuffled in her seat trying to figure out how to sit comfortably.
"Why would I do that?" Clarke asked as she placed her hand on lexas thigh
"Because im asking nicely"
"I'll think about it" she reached higher up into lexas thigh feeling her now rather excited bulge.
"Clarke please"
"Seems like you want other things"
"Clar..." lexa was cut off by hearing her boss, The ceo, announce somthing.
"And I have made my decision... I am promoting lexa woods....to be my second in command."
"W-what" Lexa looked over to him standing up on the stage she had shock written all over her face.
"Come on up mis woods" he requested
She got up and walked up to the stage.
Clarke spared her the humiliation and turned off the vibrator.

//

When they returned home Lexa smashed Clarke into the door.
Kissing and making out against it. Clarke struggling to get the keys out.
Once finally inside clothes started flying off piece by piece.
The couch was where they ended up.
"Lexa I swear to God I am going to kill you If you undress any slower."
"Ok ok" Lexa dropped her slow and teasing act and undressed.
She was ontop of Clarke withing seconds.
She ran her fingers through clarks folds
"God your wet. "
"All for you... misses ceo"
"I like the sound of that"
Lexa strocked herself a bit before passing into Clarke.
She let out a soft sigh.
"You feel amazing" she moaned out as she hunched over Clarke.
She trusted at a rough pace giving Clarke no time to adjust.
Clarke's moans filled the room the couch screeching from the punishment it was undergoing.
"Fuck I'm close... how far are you baby?"
"Right behind you"
They continued the moaning for another 3 minutes until they both came.
Lexa laid down on top of Clarke.
"That was great" Lexa huffed out
"Agreed."

They got up eventually and got cleaned up.
Hopped I to bed and got ready to drift off.
"Lets make somthing"
"Clarke can we make somting tomorrow?"
"No silly..." she grabbed lexas hand and placed it on her belly
"Lets make a little person"
"A-are you sure... this is a big step Clarke."
"I know" Clarke let out a soft sigh. "I think I'm ready... if you are."
Lexa did not say anything. She turned to face Clarke and gave her a kiss.
"I am"
"Good" Clarke cuddled into lexas side and drew patterns on lexas chest.
"In the morning my love..."

They both peacefully fell asleep in each other's arms.

Chapter Text

Clarke woke up with the sun shining in through the window.
The bed next to her was empty.
Her bedside table had a note on it.

Had to run...CEO Things
xoxo
lexa'

Clarke got up and tended to her normal routine getting things ready planing her day. 7:30 she left the house and drove off the the art gallery.

//

By 2 she was bored out of her mind. She headed downstairs and got in her car.
The radio blasted onse she turned the ignition on.
She drove to the one place she knows would be a bit more fun.

//
"Miss woods... I'm sorry I couldn't keel her out" lexas assistant barged in and pleaded.
A blond followed behind her.
"How?" She spat out.
"Thank you Clair. You may leave now" Lexa said to her assistant.
"Costia? I belive it was?" Lexa asked
"Yea... how where you promoted?"
"Your guess is as good as mine"
"Ohhhh." Costia scolded "I suspect foul play woods... you'll pay for this" Costa stormed out as Clarke walked in

"What was that about?" Clarke asked before sitting down and placing a bag in front of lexa
"I'm not fully sure. But I wouldn't stress too mutch...what is this?" Lexa took the bag and opened it.
"Your favorite" Clarke said and smiled widely
"I love you."
She pulled out the fresh susi and was all to exited to start eating.

Once done she wiped her mouth. "Why are you here?"
"I got bord at the gallery."
"Makes sense but why come to the office then?"
"To see you silly. "
"I see.. I hope your enjoying it."
"I am... Although your office is mutch bigger now...
So mutch space.... so little to do...."
"Clarke... no"
"Come on... don't you and to make the new office known to me? Miss ceo.."
Lexa got up and kissed Clarke.
"Not here.... I have people coming in and out all the time..."
Clarke moved around the table looking at Lexa who is now seated in her chair.
"How about this" Clarke kneeled down in the space behind lecas desk.

She pulled Lexa closer and undid her pants.
"Jesus" Lexa moaned out
Clarke took her soft cock out and strocked it until it was almost fully hard. She pulled Lexa in a bit more and took her cock into her mouth.
She slipped away at the head. Dropping down to the back and getting it ready for the rest of the day.

Suddenly the door swung open and lexa tensed up a bit.
"Boss I got the report you asked for." Anya one of her staff members and previous best friend said.
"T-thanks. I'll see to it"
"You ok lexa? Your look ill."
"I'm fine. Don't worry."
Clarke took in lexas whole length and softly gaged.
"Ok ill tell Clair to keep everyone out" Anya winked and left.

"God your a bad girl" she said pushing Clarke down a but more.
Clarke mumbled somthing
"What was that?" Lexa asked.
Clarke lifted her head up "Lexa... Fuck me"
It was not a command but a plea.
Lexa got up and pulled Clarke up with her.
She moved them over towards the full glass wall.
One of the perks of being g the boss.
She pushed Clarke against it and dragged her pants off.
She could see how wet Clarke was and it was amazing

She smeared the tip of her dick against clarks slit before slowly pushing the head in. She rocked her hips giving Clarke no time to adjust.

Lexa listened to Clarke's soft moans. Her face still against the window. "You like it don't you" lexa asked.
"Y-yes."
"Who knew you where a exhibitionist... you like having the people stare at you while you take my cock don't you?"
"Yes... God please lexa I'm so close" Clarke moaned out a bit loader than before.
Lexa pushed herself a but harder and rougher. Her own orgasm not to far behind.

"Lexa.... Lexa..." Clarke panted out.
Lexa could feel her walls closing around her cock. Clarke was close but so was lexa.
"I-im coming" Lexa yelled out as she shot her load into Clarke. She thrusts a bit more. Clarke now too coming.
She millked lexa dry.

Lexa picked her up and placed her on the couch.
"Easy love. Take a nap."

Lexa went back to work after cleaning up and Clarke passed out.

//

Lexa woke Clarke up an hour later. When she needed to leave for a meeting.
Clarke got up and left after some prolonged kisses.

//

Clarke drove away from polis INC into the busy streets back to their apartment.
When it happened a loud bang.
Sirens among Darkness.

Chapter Text

"Momma.... mamma wake up" a soft squeaky voice spoke.
"Five more munites" Clarke replied pulling the covers over her head.
"No... now. I hungwy"
"Ok ok" Clarke got up and picked up the little girl from her beside.
"But only after the tickle monster!" Clarke pulled her up and rubbed her fingers into the grils sides wiggling them hysterically.

The little girl squealed and laughed. "Noooo pwease"
She kicked and screamed until Clarke finally stopped.
"What for breakfast today love?" She asked smiling at the little girl in front of her.
"PANCAKES!" She screamed and ran out of the room jumping and laughing.

///

"Clarke... Clarke wake up" Abby said as she removed Clarke's shirt.
"W-what..."
"Clarke you need to stay with me dear"
"What happened?" Clarke tried to sit up but tipped back groaning from the pain in her stomach.
"You Need to lay down your hurt."
"Mom...where am I?"
"Your in the emergency room Clarke."
"Why..? Lexa? Where's Lexa?"
"Shes in her way calm down...Clarke you where in an accident. Let me examine you."
"O-ok" Clarke laid still having her mother present and touch her feeling for any signs of broken bones or open wounds.
Clarke had a cur on her face. She had blood smeared over mos of her face, some on her shirt but that was the worst of it.
"You seem fine. Maybe a concussion... I'll clean your cut then wheel you into a room." Abby discussed
"No... I want to go home. To Lexa"
"Clarke please. I need to draw blood and make sure you have no internal bleeding."
"Please" Clarke pleaded. She felt her eyes getting watery.

Lexa burst into the room Clarke was in.
"Clarke are you ok?" She asked. It was clear she had been crying her eyes where red and slightly swollen.
"Shes ok.. we do have to keep her overnight" Abby replied.
Lexa moved closer to Clarke and hugged her.
"You scared me baby" Lexa held Clarke as Clarke started crying into lexas side.

Abby continued drawing her blood and then cleaned the cut making sure it would not get infected.
The moved her to a room on the 4th floor.
Clarke slept. The most of the time, Lexa not leaving her side. She took Clarke's hand and kissed it. "I promise... I won't leave you." She spoke softly, she was fragile.

Abby walked into the room and saw Clarke sleeping. "Lexa could I speek to you?"
Lexa got up and walked out of the room and stood in front of Abby.
"Is she going to be ok?"
"Yes. She will be fine, I'm discharging her once she wakes up." Abby told Lexa.
Lexa pulled Abby into a hug and started balling her eyes out.
"Thank you" lexa spoke softly.
"Lexa you need to be strong. She is going to need you to be strong"abby pated her back and moved out of the embraced. She pulled out a paper and handed it to Lexa
"Congratulations"
Abby turned and walked into the room.

Lexa looked down at the paper and started crying again.
She couldn't belive what she saw on the piece of paper.

Once she got herself stable Lexa walked into the room Clarke was situated in.
Clarke was already getting dressed in the clothes her mother gave het.
Lexa hugged her again.
"I love you" she said as she kissed the top of Clarke's head.
"I love you too... I'm sorry I scared you."
"Its ok.. your ok."

They left and lexa drove them back to the apartment where she made some food for the two of them.
And forced Clarke into the bed. To "take it easy."

"What is going on with you?" Clarke asked as lexa laid with her.
"I.. its nothing Clarke"
"Come on love. Speak to me"
"I was so scared when Abby called me." Lexas eyes turned red and watery as she spoke.
"W-what if you had died. What if it....I can't lose you Clarke"
"You won't and you didn't..." she kissed Lexa and held onto her.
"I'm not going anywhere" Clarke reassured her.
"Clarke there's somthing else" Lexa sat upright and wiped her eyes.
"What is it?"Clarke sat up too.
"Your... Your..."

Chapter Text

October 21
9 year ago.

"Mom I need to tell you somthing" Lexa said with her head bent down.
"What is it child" her mother spoke impatiently
"I... I'm gay..." she said softly as a slow breath escaped her
Her mother dropped the book she had in her hand and looked up at Lexa.
"Go to your room... we will not speek of this again"
Lexa left before her mother could say anymore.

//

"You need to breathe" Clarke said as she pulled Lexa closer holding her against her chest.
"I-im trying" Lexa puffed out trying to calm herself.
Clarke patted her back and tried her best to ceep Lexa as stable as possible.
"Your pregnant" Lexa blew out like a windstorm.
She pulled closer to Clarke
"Lexa..."Clarke pulled lexas chin up so she looked at her.
She smiled softly "Your going to be a mom" Clarke kissed her forehead and smiled.

"Your not angry?" Lexa asked finally feeling relief

"No... This is a gift only you could give me."

"I love you"

"I love you too"

Clarke and lexa cuddled until they passed out.

//

Clarke woke up to the smell of pankaces she felt a cold spot next to her on the bed.
She got up and walked out of the kitchen.

"Morning babe" Lexa said as she placed the plate of warm pancakes down on the counter.
"I know you like them. So I made them." She added

"I like waking up next to you aven more" Clarke said as she made her way to Lexa and hugged her.
"Maybe I want to skip breakfast and go to desert" Clarke grinned as she kissed lexas nech.

"I like that idea" Lexa spoke as she picked up Clarke and made their way to the bedroom.
To have some fun.

Chapter Text

Clarke woke up to Lexa shaking her shoulders
"Clarke!....Clarke baby come on"
"W-what?" Clarke replied confused.
"You passed out on me..."
"You mean I passed out on the middle of?"
"Yes Clarke. God you scared me"
"Sorry. I don't know what is going on with me"
"Its ok love. Maybe we just go see a doctor?"
"Yea... Thats fine."

Lexa moved off of the bed and got dressed. She looked over to Clarke between every item of clothing she had put on
"Are you going to get ready?" She asked wondering what was going on in that beautiful mind of Clarke's

"Yea.." Clarke got up and swiftly got dressed.

"Any preference of doctor you want to see?"Lexa asked.
"Can we go see my mom?"
"Like doctor Griffen... or mom Griffen?"
"Both"
"Yea that is fine... I miss her too Clarke"
"Thank you" Clarke came closer and planted a soft kiss to lexas cheek
"Your the best"clarke stated walking to the kitchen.
Lexa followed her close behind.

Clarke looked at the table of food in front of her and turned back to Lexa "You made all of this?"
"Yea, its all of your favorites... I didn't know what you felt like so I made all of it" Lexa looked at the table and back to clarke.
"Lexa" Clarke said moving closer Lexa "Are you stress cooking?"
"What...No, am I not allowed to spoil you?" Lexa said anxiously.
"You are love... but you cook when your stressed...You and I know we wouldn't be able to finish this"
"But we can try!" Lexa said trying very hard to get Clarke to drop the subject.

//

After the two of them tried very hard to finish all of the food that Lexa had made, they set off the the hospital.
The drive was about 45 minutes long considering Clarke wanted to see her mom, they obviously made a booking and said nothing to poor Abby.

//

Clarke and lexa sat patiently in the waiting room of the clinic her mom was working at.
Lexa was stressed and Clarke noticed this, Lexa flipped and flipped through the pages of the magazines that was layed out on the table, she wasn't reading anything. Just flipping.

"Are you ok?" Clarke asked placing her hand on lexas thigh
"Yea I'm fine Clarke" she replied with a sigh.
"Ok i trust you" They both remained silent for the rest of the waiting time.

//

Clarke's mom came out with a file in her hand.
"I have to say I thought it was a joke or I was just tierd but here you are" Abby said walking closer to her daughter, she opened her arms and grabbed Clarke, she held her tight
"Lexa... Its great to see you."
"You to abby"
"So who am I looking at today?" She asked walking to her room.
Once they where in the room Clarke went straight to the examination table and sat there
"She passed out..." lexa said softly
Abby walked over to Clarke and looked at her. "How long has this been happening?"
"It was only this one time" Clarke said.
"I see. Well I'm going to draw some blood and have it checked out, but I thing you are just stressed."
"Stressed about what?"
"Clarke...having a baby is no easy task... not for your body and not for your mind. You are going to need held, rest and a lot of sex."

"Wait what?"Lexa broke the silence she was in.
"Oh yea. She will be very hormonal, you both will need to stay hydrated and well fed."

"Dont worry Lexa is already cooking for the three of us"
Clarke stated annoyed.
"Does that really bother you Clarke....God I'm allowed to be stressed....And scared.... Clarke you passed out while we where having sex.... I'm scared..." lexa blew up. She stormed out

Clarke got up but was stopped by Abby. "Let me talk to her"
"Ok." Clarke said and layed down on the rather uncomfortable bed.

//

"Lexa?" Abby asked as she walked up to the woman who was staring out of a window
"I'm sorry...I..."she sighed.
"Dont worry about it...would you mind telling me what is going on?"
"Clarke...she's not ok... she acts like everything is fine but she's in pain. She just won't open up to me" Lexa said frustrated and on the verge of tears.
"I know baby" Abby hugged Lexa "we sould go back and examine her.. draw the blood and then why don't you tell her how you feel... you need to express your emotions."
"I know" Lexa sighed "after you" she wiped her face and walked after the older griffin

Chapter Text

Once back in the exam room Clarke was the first to speak up.

"Are you okay, Lexa?" Clarke asked softly, noticing Lexa's hands trembling slightly.

Lexa took a deep breath and smiled, her eyes locking onto Clarke's. "I'm just a little nervous. It's a big step, but it's the best kind of nervous. I can't wait to be a parent with you."

Clarke beamed and reached for Lexa's hand, intertwining their fingers. "I feel the same way. We're in this together, and we'll be great parents."

Their moment of connection was interrupted when abby walked in, Lexa's grip on Clarke's hand tight but reassuring

Abby began the routine check-up. She asked Clarke about her health, how she had been feeling, and any changes she had experienced since the pregnancy began. Clarke answered each question with enthusiasm, her heart swelling with the knowledge that a little life was growing within her.

Abby nodded and then turned to Lexa. "And how about you, Lexa? How are you feeling about this pregnancy?"

Lexa paused for a moment, her eyes shining with unshed tears. "I've never been more excited about anything in my life. I love Clarke, and I love this little one we're bringing into the world. I can't wait to be a parent with her."

Abby smiled warmly. "That's wonderful to hear. You both are clearly deeply committed to each other and ready for this journey. Now, let's proceed with the bloodwork to ensure everything is progressing as it should."

Clarke took a deep breath and extended her arm. She barely felt the slight prick of the needle as abby collected a sample. Lexa followed suit, her eyes closed as she focused on the love and anticipation in her heart.

After the bloodwork was completed, Abby offered her congratulations once more and provided some advice for the upcoming months. Clarke and Lexa left the clinic, feeling overwhelmed with joy and gratitude.

As they walked hand in hand to their car, Lexa couldn't stop smiling. "Can you believe it, Clarke? We're going to be parents."

Clarke's heart swelled with love as she looked at her wife. "I can believe it, Lexa, and I can't wait for this incredible journey together."

Their hands remained tightly interwoven, a symbol of their unwavering love and the new adventure they were about to embark upon.

Chapter Text

The morning sun filtered through the curtains, casting a warm glow on the bedroom where Clarke lay, her face pale and haggard. She had been battling morning sickness for weeks now, and it seemed like the nausea would never end.

Lexa, her loving and steadfast wife, sat at the edge of the bed, concern etched across her face. "Clarke, please, you should stay in bed today. You're not well," Lexa implored.

Clarke, always strong-willed and independent, tried to sit up, but a wave of nausea washed over her, and she lay back down. "I can't, Lexa. I have work to do, and there are things that need my attention."

Lexa sighed, reaching out to gently stroke Clarke's hair. "Your health and the health of our baby are the most important things right now. Let me take care of you. I can handle things at work and around the house."

Clarke hesitated, her stubbornness warring with the realization that she couldn't push through this sickness on her own. With a deep breath, she finally relented. "Okay, Lexa. I'll stay in bed today."

Lexa smiled and pressed a loving kiss to Clarke's forehead. "Thank you, my love. I'll make you some tea and bring you some plain crackers. It should help settle your stomach."

As the day went on, Lexa took over the household responsibilities, ensuring that Clarke had everything she needed to feel more comfortable. She prepared plain meals, brought Clarke ginger tea, and kept a watchful eye on her. Throughout it all, Lexa's love and care shone through, easing Clarke's discomfort.

Days turned into weeks, and morning sickness continued to take its toll on Clarke. Despite Lexa's unwavering support, Clarke struggled with her inability to be as independent as she once was. It was a humbling experience for the usually headstrong woman.

One evening, as Lexa sat with Clarke, the weight of her stubbornness began to sink in. "Lexa, I'm sorry for being so difficult. I didn't realize how tough this would be, and I didn't appreciate your support as I should have."

Lexa cupped Clarke's cheek, her eyes filled with understanding and love. "Clarke, we're a team, and I'll always be here for you. You don't have to do everything on your own. Sometimes, accepting help is the bravest thing you can do."

Clarke smiled, tears of gratitude welling up in her eyes. "I'm so lucky to have you, Lexa."

Their journey through pregnancy continued, marked by Clarke's challenges and Lexa's unwavering love and support. It was a lesson in humility and the strength that comes from leaning on one another during life's most trying moments. Clarke and Lexa's bond deepened, and they knew that, no matter what challenges lay ahead, they would face them together.

Chapter Text

Clarke Griffin had always been strong, always the one who held it together. She had always been the one to take charge when things got tough, the one who calmed everyone around her. But today, as she lay in bed, clutching her stomach in pain, she couldn't help but feel vulnerable.

Her due date was still a month away, but something was wrong. She had been feeling strange all morning, a sharp pain cutting through her belly every few minutes. She tried to brush it off at first, thinking it was just the normal aches and pains of pregnancy, but it wasn't letting up.

"Lexa," Clarke gasped, her voice trembling. "Something's wrong. The baby... something’s wrong."

Lexa’s head snapped up from where she was sitting on the couch, her eyes wide with concern. She knew Clarke was tough, but when it came to their baby, she couldn’t ignore the fear in her partner's voice.

"Clarke, talk to me," Lexa said, her voice steady but tinged with worry as she quickly crossed the room to her side.

Clarke’s breathing was uneven, and she could barely get the words out. "The contractions... they're too close together. I think it's too soon."

Lexa immediately moved into action. Her calm, composed demeanor never faltered as she helped Clarke sit up, then gently helped her stand, wrapping an arm around her for support. "We're going to get to the hospital, Clarke. Right now."

With one hand gripping Clarke’s tightly, Lexa rushed them both out the door, her mind racing. She had spent the last few months preparing for this moment—preparing for the baby, for this new chapter of their lives—but nothing could have prepared her for this.

The car ride felt like an eternity. Every bump in the road seemed to make Clarke’s pain worse, and Lexa could barely keep her eyes on the road. She kept looking over at Clarke, who was holding on to her, her face pale and strained.

"Stay with me, Clarke," Lexa whispered, her voice filled with a mixture of fear and determination. "We’re almost there. Just hold on."

By the time they arrived at the hospital, Clarke was barely conscious, her body trembling with pain. Lexa rushed into the emergency room, shouting for help. Nurses immediately took Clarke from her, whisking her away to a room while Lexa stood there, frozen, her heart pounding in her chest.

Minutes felt like hours. Lexa was pacing in the waiting room, her mind in turmoil, but there was nothing she could do. She kept hearing the beeping of machines, the sound of people shouting orders to each other.

Finally, a doctor emerged, her face grim. Lexa’s heart dropped into her stomach.

"Clarke... Clarke lost the baby," the doctor said softly.

The words hit Lexa like a punch to the gut. For a moment, everything went quiet, and she couldn’t breathe. Her legs felt weak, and she struggled to stay upright.

"I'm sorry," the doctor continued. "We did everything we could, but it was too soon. She went into premature labor, and the baby just wasn't ready."

Lexa stood there in a daze, her mind struggling to make sense of what she had just heard. The baby—their baby—was gone. She had wanted so badly to give Clarke everything, to build a family together, and now it was slipping through her fingers.

Lexa’s eyes welled with tears as she finally found her voice. "Can I see her?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper.

The doctor nodded.

When Lexa entered Clarke’s room, she was lying in a hospital bed, her face pale, tears streaking down her cheeks. Clarke’s eyes met hers, and she gave a weak smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes.

"Lexa," Clarke whispered, her voice hoarse. "I'm so sorry."

"No," Lexa choked out, rushing to Clarke’s side, grabbing her hand. "Don’t apologize. This wasn’t your fault."

"I couldn’t protect our baby," Clarke said, her voice breaking. "I failed."

Lexa shook her head, her own tears falling now as she leaned down to kiss Clarke’s forehead. "You didn’t fail. You didn’t."

They both held each other for what felt like hours, mourning the loss of the child they had dreamed of raising together. Their love had brought them so far, and it would help them heal in the days ahead, but for now, they had to grieve.

They had lost a part of their future, but they still had each other. And somehow, they would find their way back from this. Together

//

The days after the loss were a blur for Lexa and Clarke. The hospital room felt like a tomb, each moment heavy with the grief of what they had lost. Clarke stayed in bed most of the time, her body recovering but her heart shattered. Lexa remained at her side, her own emotions raw, but she was determined to be strong for Clarke—just as she always had been.

But it wasn’t just grief that lingered in the air. There was guilt, too—silent and suffocating. Clarke couldn’t help but replay every moment in her head, wondering if there was something she could have done differently. Could she have known sooner? Could she have prevented it? The thought of not holding their baby in her arms haunted her every waking hour.

One evening, a week after they had left the hospital, Clarke sat in the living room, staring at the empty nursery they had spent months preparing. The crib stood untouched, the soft pastel colors of the room a stark contrast to the storm raging in her chest. Her hands rested on her lap, fingers fidgeting nervously as she fought back the tears. She hadn’t been able to go near the nursery until now, and every inch of it felt like a painful reminder of what was gone.

Lexa appeared in the doorway, her eyes softening as she saw Clarke. She hadn’t said much since they left the hospital, knowing that Clarke needed space, but the silence between them had grown heavy. Neither of them had known what to say to the other, both overwhelmed by grief.

"I’m sorry, Lexa," Clarke’s voice was barely above a whisper, her words trembling as she spoke. "I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know how to move forward."

Lexa stepped into the room, her footsteps slow but steady. She sat beside Clarke, their shoulders touching. For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The only sound was the soft hum of the refrigerator in the kitchen, a constant reminder of the world continuing on while theirs had stopped.

"I don’t know how to fix it either," Lexa said finally, her voice thick with emotion. "I don’t know how to make this better. But I know I’m not going anywhere. Not now, not ever."

Clarke’s breath caught at the sincerity in Lexa’s voice, the raw honesty that always seemed to ground her when everything felt like it was falling apart.

"I keep thinking that if I’d been stronger, if I hadn’t felt so scared, maybe we could have made it," Clarke continued, her eyes staring into the empty crib as if it might hold the answers. "Maybe our baby would still be here."

Lexa shook her head gently, her hand reaching out to cup Clarke’s cheek, wiping away a tear that had fallen. "Clarke, you are strong. And nothing could have prepared us for this. Sometimes things happen that we can’t control, and this... it wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t anyone’s fault."

Clarke closed her eyes at the warmth of Lexa’s touch, leaning into it, the weight of her partner’s words sinking into her heart. She hadn’t realized how much she had needed to hear that until now. She had been carrying the weight of their loss, thinking it was something only she could fix. But in this moment, she realized she wasn’t alone.

"I miss them," Clarke whispered, her voice breaking. "I miss the baby I thought I was going to hold. I miss the future we dreamed of."

"I do too," Lexa admitted softly, her own voice thick with emotion. "But I’m here, Clarke. And we can still have a future, even if it’s not the one we planned. We’ll figure it out together, one day at a time."

Clarke turned to face Lexa, her tears flowing freely now, her body trembling with grief and exhaustion. "I’m so scared, Lexa. I don’t know how to go on without them."

"You don’t have to know," Lexa said gently, taking Clarke’s hand in hers. "You don’t have to have all the answers. We’ll take it one step at a time. We’ll heal, Clarke. But we’ll heal together."

Clarke nodded, leaning in to rest her forehead against Lexa’s. They sat there in silence, holding each other, finding comfort in the presence of the other, even in their shared sorrow. The pain would never fully go away, but in this moment, it was enough to know that they weren’t facing it alone.

The weeks that followed were filled with small moments of healing. Lexa made sure Clarke knew she was there for her—helping her through the hardest days, listening when Clarke needed to talk, and holding her when she needed to cry. Clarke, in turn, tried to let go of the guilt that weighed on her, accepting that she couldn’t control everything. She allowed herself to lean on Lexa, to be vulnerable, knowing that their love would get them through even the darkest times.

In time, they decided to try again. It wasn’t easy, but they both knew that they wanted to honor the memory of their child, and they wanted to try for the future they had once dreamed of. It was a long road ahead, but together, they would walk it.

And when they were ready, they would try again—not just for the child they had lost, but for the family they still dreamed of.