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To You

Summary:

Jungkook has gotten a second chance at life with his lovers and he won't take it for granted.

With Jungkook's death and sudden return still fresh in their minds, the boys are sure to not waste a moment together.

(Sequel to An Impossible Door. The guys are faced with more adventures and more struggles as they learn how to be a family. Pasts come back and old hardships are faced once again, but through it all, they have each other.)

Chapter 1: Starting New

Notes:

Hi everyone!

I know I said I would post this tomorrow but I wanted to give Yoongazing a birthday surprise today, so happy birthday birthday neighbour! I hope you have a wonderful day today!

I don't have much to say, so thank you for waiting patiently for the sequel! Hope you enjoy the first chapter of a long journey!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Alright, when can you start?”

Jungkook blinked at the man before him, then at the paper in his hands. He had barely even glanced at it. He knew he didn’t have much on his resume, but it still should have taken the man more than two seconds to look it over.

“I… what? You’re hiring me? Just like that?” Jungkook stammered in shock. The man dropped his resume on the desk between them.

Nam Kyung-soo seemed to be a very laid-back man. Jungkook had noticed it the moment he’d stepped into his office for the interview. He had stood briefly to greet him with a polite bow but then had slumped back into his chair in a way that made Jungkook feel like he was wasting the man’s time. He’d been preparing himself for this to turn out like the four other interviews he’d had today.

He was a gruff looking man, age creasing the corners of his eyes and hair beginning to grey. His voice was rough and gritty but kind.

Nam raised a brow at him, “Are you trying to convince me not too?”

Jungkook quickly back pedaled and bowed, “No! No, thank you Nam-ssi. I can start whenever you have a shift available.”

Nam nodded and turned to check a calendar on his desk, “Tomorrow then, 8 am. Don’t be late. The other staff will help get you trained up.”

Jungkook mentally noted the time and bowed again, “Thank you sir, thank you so much,” he said sincerely. It had been a grueling couple of days of job searching wherever he could find anywhere that was hiring. Finding a job was nearly impossible with his track record.

He knew it looked bad. His high school grades were awful, he dropped out of college and not having an address in this world made a lot of people question his financial situation. That and having to ask to be paid in cash made it look… sketchy at best.

“You get one shot kid, don’t screw it up,” Nam said, waving a hand dismissively.

Jungkook nodded eagerly, he bowed again quickly and moved to the door, “I won’t sir. Thank you again.”

The moment the door clicked behind him, Jungkook couldn’t help but hop around in excitement. Finally! Finally, he had some sort of income again!

It was strange to feel this excited about it. Before, money had always only stressed him out. It was something he needed desperately and never had enough of.

Now, after everything that had happened, Jungkook didn’t necessarily need money anymore but he had a specific reason in mind.

It had been three weeks since he’d come back, since he returned to the others.

They were having a hard time still, though they tried to hide it, tried not to make a big deal of it.

Jungkook saw it when one of them would peak into his room randomly to check if he was still there. When he had been too quiet for a while, even if they were in the same room and they could see him, they would ask him a question. They would get him to speak if even for a moment and they would relax again once they heard his voice. He saw how they constantly glanced towards him during their meals, as if they were expecting to see the chair empty.

A few times they even hesitated to call his name. He’d hear them pause or their voice would break mid-way through.

The nightmares were bad too. They had all taken to sleeping in the large room with the big bed that could fit them all, if only because it saved them the run to Jungkook’s room after watching him die again in their dreams.

Jungkook himself had his fair share of nightmares, strange dreams of black voids and a crushing sense of fear that left him staring, paralyzed, at the ceiling some nights.

Jungkook did his best to ease some of their worries. When they called, he would answer right away, even going so far as to run on the way down the stairs. He talked a lot more, making his presence known even when he wasn’t around them, singing loudly in the shower, humming while he headed down the hall to the study, and checking in with them each at least three times a day.

He could see how hard they were trying not to cling to him. It seemed they were trying to act as if the whole thing had never happened and none of them wanted to restrict Jungkook’s freedom in anyway by tailing him constantly. Jungkook had expressed to them that he didn’t mind it, he liked the clinginess, but they were adamant that they shouldn’t form bad habits that might make Jungkook feel like he was being forced into a role within the relationship.

So, Jungkook wanted to take them out on a date.

Their first date.

Now that they didn’t have the impending danger looming over them, and Jungkook didn’t need to worry about being hunted, he could move freely throughout all three worlds with little issue. He wanted to show his lovers all the wonderful things about his world that he hadn’t gotten to before.

Except to take them anywhere, he needed money. Which meant a job.

He stepped down the small hallway and back out into the main part of the coffeeshop. It wasn’t overly packed with customers, a few sitting at the tables and two people waiting in line at the counter. It made it easy to find his boyfriend standing next to the windows casually. Jungkook couldn’t help checking the man out because he’d thought it before and seeing him in this setting he was thinking it again, Seokjin would make an incredible model.

He was wearing a pair of lightly tinted sunglasses; his eyes still weren’t fully used to how bright the sun was in this world and it also helped to hide the unnatural colour of his eyes. Though he could always just say he was wearing coloured contacts. He also wore a green and white striped shirt over a pair of pale blue jeans.

Jungkook had to pause briefly to take him in, his beautiful features and smooth skin practically glowed in the sunlight as he lifted his coffee up to take a sip, distracted by the world outside the window.

He wasn’t the only one aware of it though, a group of girls sitting at a table nearby seemed to have taken notice of his good looks as well.

Jungkook puffed his cheeks in annoyance for a moment before he put on a neutral expression and walked over to Seokjin.

His lover looked at him and perked up, smiling sweetly. “How did it go?”

Without a word Jungkook took his free hand and lead him to the door, grinning when his back was to Seokjin and missing the angels confused blink.

Once outside and away from the front of the coffeeshop, Jungkook turned back to face him, pivoting sharply on his heel. Seokjin looked at him in confusion as Jungkook very carefully moved Seokjin’s hand that held his coffee cup out to the side so it wasn’t between them.

His boyfriend just opened his mouth to question what he was doing when Jungkook leapt at him, throwing his arms over his shoulders and smiling happily, “I got it!”

Seokjin staggered, wrapping his free arm around Jungkook’s waist, holding the younger up off the ground. Realizing what he said, Seokjin gasped, “You got the job? Really? Kookie! That’s great!”

Jungkook laughed as he was spun around, “No more interviews,” he sighed in relief as Seokjin set him back on his feet, both ignoring the few looks they received from passersby.

Seokjin kept his arm around him, keeping him close and beamed, “I told you this would be the lucky one.”

“You said that about the last three as well,” Jungkook scoffed. “You were bound to be right eventually doing that.”

“I was still right,” Seokjin hummed. “I still don’t understand why you need a job though.”

Jungkook shifted away from him to take his hand, starting to walk down the street leisurely, “I told you, we still need medical supplies and stuff in case I get hurt, and we might need other things at some point. It’s just better to have some money.”

If Jungkook had been thinking before, maybe he wouldn’t have spent his entire bank account in one go. Not that he regretted it though. It had been fun. It was still one of his favourite memories with Jimin and Taehyung.

Seokjin took a sip of his coffee, “Have you and Joonie found anything off yet?”

“Nope, Yoongi-hyung helped us test some magic on me last night, I still repel it. I guess that means I’m still human. I pricked my hand helping Hobi-hyung in the garden the other day too and my bloods still red,” Jungkook swung their hands lightly between them.

Seokjin frowned a little but didn’t say anything about it. His silence drew Jungkook’s attention to him and seeing his expression he winced, mentally cursing himself.

“Sorry, I didn’t-”

He didn’t think.

It slipped his mind sometimes.

In a desperate panic one night, after waking up from a nightmare, Taehyung had clung to him crying and he told him about the after math. He told him about how much blood there had been, how pale and still he had been. Jungkook had thought the energy would have destroyed his body completely but it seemed to have only expelled from his weakest points, primarily the scar on his back.

Jungkook found out that they had buried him in the gardens past the greenhouse.

He had yet to go back there to see the grave. The thought didn’t sit well with him. It was strange to think that he was here, alive and well but his old body was there, underground and dead.

That grave was proof that it had all happened. His boyfriend’s had suffered for three months and he just popped back up one day good as new.

Besides that moment with Taehyung, no one had brought it up.

Seokjin gave his hand a squeeze and the older smiled at him kindly, “It’s alright.”

“How are you doing hyung..? With everything.”

Jungkook appreciated that Seokjin paused to give the question some thought, rather than just writing it off. “It’s... been slowly getting better. I still forget sometimes, that, that you’re back, but I can remind myself quicker now without having to see you in front of me.”

“I wish I could be in six places at once, that way none of you would have to worry,” Jungkook sighed.

Seokjin laughed a bit and shook his head, “What kind of life would that be for you though? We’ll be alright eventually, but you’ll have to be gentle on us and yourself for a while. No getting hurt or worrying us too much okay? Our nerves won’t be able to handle it.”

Jungkook nodded eagerly. He would do everything he could to keep his hyung’s from stressing about him more. He was grateful that they let him get a job at all and he had been purposely trying to go for a public service job that allowed them to hang out and keep an eye on him whenever they wanted too.

He hadn’t told the others but the day before, when he was out doing interviews with Hoseok, he had actually gotten an offer to work at a gas station. Upon finding out it was a night shift however, he had turned it down. It wasn’t that the city was overly dangerous, but he didn’t want to take any risks.

The job at the coffee shop was perfect though. And he was sure Yoongi would be thrilled to come see him everyday at work if it meant he got coffee too.

They walked in comfortable silence for a bit, Jungkook enjoying the warm air and the sun on his skin.

“Kookie, is there somewhere we could sit and talk for a moment?”

Jungkook blinked and looked at Seokjin, tilting his head a bit. “What did you want to talk about?”

“About your relationship with us, now that things have calmed down there was some things that I wanted to bring up,” Seokjin said calmly.

He might have been calm but Jungkook was suddenly freaking out internally, “Oh uh yeah, sure, there’s a small park just around the block,” he said swallowing down his anxiety the best he could as they began to head that way.

Jungkook wasn’t ignorant to the fact that they, taking out the time spent trying to save his life, had had very little time together. Basically only a few weeks. He knew that he loved them, he didn’t doubt that, but he couldn’t help the worry he felt when the little voice at the back of his mind told him that they would come to realize that they didn’t actually love him.

He knew they cared about him and he knew they wouldn’t do anything to hurt him intentionally, but he still feared the words ‘I love you’ on some level. He feared the day that they said it to him and it felt… empty. The day it felt like a lie.

They hadn’t done anything to make him think that could be possible but neither had his parents before they found out he was gay. That kind of deceit terrified him.

Now Seokjin wanted to talk about their relationship? Had Jungkook done something wrong without knowing?

By the time they had reached the park, Jungkook had worked himself up enough with overthinking that Seokjin took notice of his mood as they sat down on a bench next to the path. Jungkook looked at him when Seokjin set his coffee on the ground and took both of his hands. “You’re zoning out love, what’s got you going there again hm?”

The angel’s hands felt soft in his own, thumbs rubbing soothing patterns into his skin. “I’m ah- Sorry it’s just, usually when someone says ‘can we talk’ it usually means ‘hey its not working out, I want to break up’, so,” Jungkook cleared his throat awkwardly.

Seokjin’s eyes widened and he quickly moved his hands to Jungkook’s arms, rubbing them as if to calm him despite how he was visibly more panicked. “What?” he squeaked, “No! No no that’s- Kookie no I didn’t mean it like that, actually the complete opposite!”

Jungkook frowned and looked at him curiously, “The opposite?”

Seokjin nodded quickly giving his arm a squeeze before taking his hands again, “When we first talked about courting you, I mentioned that we would all want time to get to know you on our own, do you remember that?”

Jungkook nodded a little, tilting his head. He did remember him mentioning that vaguely, “You want me to spend more time with you individually?” He let himself relax and smiled a bit. Okay. That he could do. That he was more then happy to do.

“If you’re comfortable with that. We know you fit our groups dynamic perfectly, but we want to get to know you one on one. And so you can get to know each of us better too.”

“I’d really like that,” Jungkook said honestly and smiled more when Seokjin smiled. He really didn’t know a whole lot about the guys yet and he was eager to learn more about their lives and likes and dislikes. The little he had picked up in his time with them already only made him love them more.

Seokjin brought his hands to his lips and kissed his knuckles gently. He then tucked his hands under his chin and smiling fondly. Jungkook fought off the colour that rose to his cheeks. One of the things he had learned rather quickly was that Seokjin seemed to be an old fashioned romantic. He was very much the ‘push his chair in for him’ type and Jungkook had surprised himself with how eagerly he latched onto that kind of attention.

He’d always thought that the overly romantic stuff would annoy him or make him cringe. He thought he’d be the type to say ‘I can open a door on my own thanks.’

Yet when Seokjin looked at him like that, with such love and fondness and caring, how could he ever tell him to stop? And it wasn’t like Seokjin didn’t know Jungkook could take care of himself. He had proven that he more then trusted Jungkook over and over. He hadn’t stepped in when Hoseok and him had fought, he hadn’t tried to keep Jungkook from doing anything even when he thought it might be unsafe, he’d always let him be who he was and he knew when to let him handle a situation on his own.

It was as if Seokjin just wanted to give him a moment, no matter how small it was, where he didn’t have to take care of himself. A small break from always watching his own back and reminding him that he was there to take care of him too.

It was something Jungkook hadn’t known he needed.

“There was something else I wanted to ask you Kookie,” Seokjin seemed to hesitate on his words for a moment. “It’s about your-”

His phone beeped a few times and Jungkook reluctantly pulled a hand from Seokjin’s to pull it out of his pocket and swipe the alarm away, “Sorry hyung,” he looked at him apologetically for the interruption and nodded to urge him to continue.

Seokjin’s eyes traced over his face and flicked between his eyes for a moment. Letting out a breath and chuckling, he stood up from the bench, “It can wait. Minnie will be upset if we’re late.”

Jungkook stood and smiled lightly. He was curious about what Seokjin had meant to ask him but he figured the other would ask soon enough so he let it go. They both turned to look down the path at the door that sat there as if it had been the whole time. As reliable as always.

“I really have to try to convince him that doctors aren’t evil and out to cut people up for fun,” Jungkook sighed as they wandered over, stepping through the door into the Galaxy.

Seokjin laughed, “I doubt that will be easy love, he told me that reading those medical books was like reading a horror story. Do human’s really have to rebreak their bones if they heal wrong?”

“I’m gonna take that book away from him…”

The Galaxy had become such a normal sight for him now, a comforting beautiful sight and it took his breath away every time his eyes found the sky.

Now that the gem was gone, he no longer felt the pull of energy when he stepped between worlds. There was no more empty feeling in the human world, but it meant there wasn’t any warmth from the Galaxy either. The warmth he felt when he went there now was solely because he knew he was back home. Back where he belonged.

The purple door to the new world sat next to the other door, a constant companion to it.

They had started exploring the world slowly, starting with the field it opened up into. Hoseok had been thrilled to take small samples of the plants and a large portion of the greenhouse had been dedicated to researching them. At dinner he’d ask them to help him come up with names for them, giving them all a short description of the plant before they started brainstorming names. Jimin and Taehyung were helping a lot with the magical properties of each plant while Namjoon was meticulously recording everything.

Namjoon was almost spending more time in the greenhouse with Hoseok then he did in the study now.

Seokjin and Yoongi were testing the other uses for the plants, Yoongi’s knowledge of dark magic, curses and poisons helped Seokjin to figure out what was edible or potentially dangerous to consume.

Jungkook would always accompany them to his world (his world… a concept he still hadn’t gotten used too). Every time he did, he felt incredibly in tuned with it. He’d mentioned this to Namjoon, that he felt like he could still sense the gems magic, as if the sentience of the gem had transferred to the world itself.

He had theorized that there might still be some residual energy in Jungkook, especially after his body had been created by the gem and his soul had spent quite a long while trapped inside of it.

That was another weird thing to wrap his mind around.

When they stepped inside the house, Yoongi was just coming down the stairs. His eyes found Jungkook first and quickly looked him over before doing the same with Seokjin. It happened in less then a second but it was an action Jungkook had gotten used to them doing when he stepped in the room.

“Welcome home,” he hummed and stepped over to Jungkook, giving him a gentle kiss.

It still made Jungkook’s heart skip a beat every time they greeted him like that. It was just so, natural. So normal.

Yoongi moved to give Seokjin a kiss as well but paused seeing the coffee cup in his hands. He narrowed his eyes at it, slowly looking up at Seokjin.

Seokjin quickly held up a finger to explain himself, “I didn’t buy it, a woman bought it for me, otherwise I would have gotten you one.”

Jungkook puffed his cheeks. He’d figured that’s how he’d gotten it. Since Jungkook didn’t have money he had been a bit confused by that.

“No kisses for you,” Yoongi huffed and turned away, crossing his arms. Seokjin pouted and quickly wrapped his arms around him from behind.

“Awe don’t be like that, you can have what’s left,” he held the cup out in front of him and Yoongi took it.

Jungkook laughed a bit as he kicked off his shoes, Yoongi shaking the cup and scowling. “It’s empty.”

Seokjin laughed awkwardly, “… I thought there was at least a sip left.”

“Two days. No kisses.”

“Yoongi!”

“No.”

“Love?”

“No.”

“Lil meow meow?”

“Two weeks.”

“Oh come on!”

Jungkook laughed and took the empty cup from the phoenix, “Don’t worry hyung, you can come with me to work and get as much coffee as you like.”

Yoongi looked at him and perked up, “You found a job?” Seeing Jungkook grin and nod, Yoongi smiled and scooped him into a hug, kissing his lips, his cheek, the tip of his nose. “That’s great Kookie!”

Jungkook giggled and wrapped his arms around Yoongi’s waist, nuzzling his cheek happily.

Seokjin smiled and laughed a bit, “Don’t forget your appointment,” he said, making his way towards the kitchen. “I’ll get started on dinner, I’ll call you down when it’s ready.”

“I’ll give you a hand,” Yoongi called after him. He let Jungkook go after one more gentle kiss, slow and relaxed. “When do you start?”

“Tomorrow morning, do you want to come?” Yoongi nodded as Jungkook expected, though he was pretty sure his hyung would regret that decision when Jungkook had to walk him up extra early. “Make sure to get some sleep then. Don’t stay up all night hyung.”

Yoongi rolled his eyes and headed after Seokjin, “Yeah yeah. That’s what coffee is for.”

Jungkook shook his head in amusement. They might need to organize an intervention one day about Yoongi’s coffee obsession. He wasn’t too concerned though. It wasn’t harmful to Yoongi like it was to human’s.

Jungkook made his way upstairs to Jimin’s room, quickly checking the time to make sure he wasn’t in fact late. He stopped in front of the familiar door and knocked gently, smiling when the Fae opened the door with an amused expression.

“Kookie, I told you, you can just come in, you don’t have to knock,” Jimin laughed a bit and stepped back into the room.

“It feels weird doing that,” Jungkook admitted and closed the door behind him. He walked over to the desk chair that Jimin had already pulled out for him and sat down. “What if you’re changing?”

“All the more reason to come in,” Jimin raised a brow and Jungkook smirked a bit as the other leant over him and kissed him.

He tilted his head to deepen the kiss slightly and hummed against the Fae’s lips as the other pressed in. Too soon he pulled away and smiled, walked over to his desk and grabbing his book. “Any luck today?”

The medical textbooks had been practically glued to his hand since Jimin found out that Jungkook was still human. He was studying them inside and out and in order to help him, Jungkook had suggested these daily ‘check-ups’. It gave Jimin time to ask questions and try putting what he was learning into practice.

He’d gotten really good at dressing a wound and wrapping bandages for sprains, he’d also learned how to tie a tourniquet and stop bleeding. Jungkook had found a basic first aid app to download onto his phone and had shown Jimin how to use it in case he needed it in the moment and was too panicked to think.

Jimin had been startled by the long list of potential injuries and medical issues that could occur. They were taking it slowly though and Jungkook was being patient as he tried to understand so much new information.

“Actually,” Jungkook smiled when Jimin looked at him quickly, “I got hired at a coffeeshop, I start tomorrow.”

Jimin smiled excitedly, “Bun! That’s wonderful!” He paused for a moment, “How long will you be gone?”

Jungkook hummed, “It’s full time, so eight hours.”

The Fae gaped at him, “Eight hours?! That’s so long!” He pouted.

“I know,” Jungkook looked at him apologetically. “But you and the others can come see me at work whenever you like, and I’ll get two days a week off too.”

That seemed to appease Jimin a little. All of the guys had started getting used to being in the human world, coming and going with Jungkook pretty regularly now, they didn’t mind going through on their own but they didn’t wander too much outside of the places Jungkook had already shown them. Taehyung would sometimes go just to lay in a park and look at the sky.

“Alright Nurse Minnie, what did you want to cover today?” Jungkook hummed, smiling when Jimin blushed a bit at the name. Jungkook had to explain what a nurse was but Jimin seemed to like the idea of a nurse better then a doctor so the name stuck. Though, it certainly made it difficult for Jungkook because the idea of Jimin nursing him back to health was just… way too attractive.

Jungkook sometimes felt a little like they were roleplaying in these scenarios, as they would only pretend to use the medicines or supplies so they didn’t waste them. He had a hard time at first trying not to take it to more sexual levels but he knew this was important to Jimin and he was going to respect that the other genuinely wanted to learn this. He wouldn’t fool around.

Plus he was really cute when he got focused on something and Jungkook would indulge that all day if he could.

“I had some questions. You said that not all of the stuff in here will apply to you, so I wanted to figure out what does and what doesn’t, so I know what to focus on,” Jimin said, sitting on the edge of the bed across from him with the textbook and a pencil and paper.

Jungkook nodded, “Alright, like what?”

Jimin looked at the list he had written out. “The first one is allergies. I think you said before that you don’t have any but I wanted to ask again to make sure.”

“I don’t have any that I know of. There are seasonal allergies that make me sneeze or my eyes itch but it’s not a concern,” he said honestly, watching Jimin write it down before moving to the next one.

“Asthma?”

“Nope.”

“Diabetes?”

“Not likely.”

“Meningitis?”

“It’s something I can get but I’ve never had it before.”

“Migraines?”

“Yes, and headaches.”

Jimin frowned and looked at him, “What’s the difference?”

“Severity, and migraines can last longer. The pains a bit different too, migraines can make me physically ill,” he explained. Jimin’s brow pinched cutely like it did every time he was displeased with the existence of an ailment. “I don’t get them often, but they are common.”

His boyfriend nodded and made another note. “What are some other common things that might cause you pain?”

Jungkook thought about it carefully, “Burns, cuts, bruises, cold’s, choking, breaking bones, um… food poisoning, heat stroke, muscle strain especially if I don’t stretch properly after or before exercising, dehydration-”

“O-Okay! Okay,” Jimin quickly stopped him, “That’s- I’ll start with those,” he shook his head looking a little overwhelmed.

Jungkook chuckled a bit and reached over, coaxing the book out of his hands. Jimin blinked but let him pull him over to sit in his lap, straddling him. Jungkook cupped his face in his hands gently, brushing his cheeks with his thumbs. “You’re doing a good job hyung. Don’t stress yourself out okay?”

Jimin sighed, letting his eyes fall shut and resting his arms over Jungkook’s shoulders. “How are you so calm when everything can hurt you all the time? Even your own body randomly decides it’s going to hurt you.”

“It’s just something I’m used too. We have ways to take care of ourselves when things like that happens so it’s not the end of the world. You’re trying to learn an entirely foreign species’ physiology without using magic Minnie, you’re doing an amazing job.”

Jimin rested his forehead against Jungkook’s gently and they stayed like that for a long moment, Jungkook rubbing a hand up and down his back to ease his tension.

“Kookie? Can we try CPR?”

Jungkook pulled away to look at him with a frown, “Are you sure?”

When he had brought up CPR before, Jimin had adamantly refused to attempt it, or even talk about it. It didn’t take a lot of thought for Jungkook to figure out he must have tried to save him before by using it, so he let the subject drop quickly and spent time calming Jimin down from the near panic attack he’d caused. He didn’t think the other would willingly bring it up again so soon.

Jimin nodded slowly, “I want to try.”

“Alright Minnie. But if you need to stop, tell me okay? Don’t push yourself too much.”

Once more Jimin nodded and climbed off Jungkook to let him move off the chair and lie on the floor. As soon as he was laid down on his back, Jimin knelt next to him, hands shaking slightly. He could practically see the memories playing behind Jimin’s eyes and it killed him that the Fae had been so scarred by what had happened.

He reached out a hand to take one of Jimin’s wrists, “I’m right here. It’s just practice,” he moved his hand to press Jimin’s palm against his chest, over his beating heart. That seemed to relax the Fae a small bit.

“Can… can you keep your eyes open?” He asked tentatively and Jungkook nodded reassuringly.

“I will,” he promised.

From there, Jungkook talked Jimin through the basics, having press at about half strength against his chest. Jimin already knew most of what to do so while he practiced Jungkook kept speaking about when to use CPR and when to just do chest compression or to supply air as well. He also casually rocked his feet back and forth as he laid there, hoping the extra calm movement would reassure Jimin that he was alright and to keep his mind from dragging him back to that awful moment.

It was about five minutes later when Jimin had to sit back and tell him he couldn’t do anymore, the man clenching his fists in what seemed to be frustration with himself. Jungkook wasted no time and sitting up and taking his hands, giving him words of encouragement and reassuring him that it would take time.

Eventually they both decided that had been a major step for the day so they went to Taehyung’s room to cuddle in his bed and watch him paint until dinner.


Dinner was spent trying to convince the others that they didn’t need to all come and support him on his first day of work.

He managed to convince them to wait a week before all of them came in at once, giving him at least a little time to try and figure out his new job before he made a complete fool of himself in front of them.

“Sorry Kookie, you’re just going to have to get used to seeing us there,” Hoseok grinned from his seat across from him.

Jungkook sighed dramatically before smiling, “As long as you guys don’t get me fired then it’s fine, you can order whatever you want to try while you’re there, I’ll tell them to take it off my pay.”

“What exactly is the job?” Namjoon asked curiously between bites of his food.

Jungkook swallowed a piece of meat humming at the wonderful taste.

Apparently, while he’d been gone, Seokjin’s cooking had… well… not been as good. It had taken Jungkook by surprise when the others had attacked their first meal after he came back as if they hadn’t eaten in weeks. Now though they had settled back to normality where every dish Seokjin cooked was delicious.

“Serving drinks and food and stuff. I’m pretty sure they have a baker so I won’t be doing that but I’ll be making drinks for customers.”

“Which means… we get to watch you the whole time you’re working?”

Jungkook opened his mouth but Seokjin interrupted, “I already picked out a table with the best view of the counter.”

He looked at him in surprise, “You what?”

“I’ll take frozen moments! Jungkookie let me use your phone please!” Taehyung perked up, grinning.

“What? No guys, this isn’t that big of a deal,” Jungkook quickly waved his hands.

“We should celebrate with drinks when you’re done tomorrow,” Yoongi suggested, all of them ignoring Jungkook’s obvious embarrassment.

Jimin hummed and smiled, “Do you drink Jungkookie?” He asked.

“I mean, yeah but- I have to work the next day too, we should probably wait until the night before my day off.”

They looked a little confused by that but shrugged and agreed.

Hoseok leaned forward with his arms folded on the table having finished his food, “Are you nervous?”

Jungkook smiled and shook his head, “Nah, not really. I’m kind of excited honestly. I’m a little worried about getting along with my coworkers though.”

A bit of a heaviness settled over them as Jungkook picked at his food, thinking about Jiho. He hadn’t heard or seen him since the Guardian took him into its care. He hadn’t even seen much of the Guardian. He missed it but he understood that it had the Galaxy to look after.

Jungkook was lucky the world he was charged with protecting wasn’t inhabited yet.

A hand settled on his shoulder and he looked over at Seokjin who smiled reassuringly, “I’m sure they’ll be good people.”

“And if they aren’t we’ll take care of it,” Jimin smiled kindly with a rather intense undertone that was only emphasized by the way he stabbed a piece of food with his fork.

In that moment it occurred to Jungkook that he’d never seen Jimin angry before. Even finding out about Jiho, he remembered Jimin being more heartbroken and upset then angry. He didn’t think he ever wanted to see that.

“You just have to smile at them and you’re good,” Hoseok chuckled.

Jungkook blushed a bit and pursed his lips, “That’s your thing Hobi-hyung. That doesn’t work for me.”

Taehyung hummed, “He’s not wrong Hobi, you’re smile is like…”

“Like the sun in Kookie’s world!” Jimin helpfully supplied.

Namjoon took a bite of food casually, “It’s like a little miracle.”

“I need it for survival,” Yoongi closed his eyes and nodded.

Hoseok’s ears burned red and he shifted in his chair in embarrassment, “Okay okay, I get it,” he laughed and covered his face. “We were talking about Kookie’s new job remember?”

“I’m an angel and even I envy your smile,” Seokjin grinned ignoring Hoseok’s protests while watching his lover turn more red.

“This is unnecessary courting, you already have my heart,” Hoseok mumbled, and for the first time Jungkook could recall he looked shy.

“Doesn’t mean we can’t speak the truth love,” Yoongi chuckled, leaning back in his chair as the others voiced their agreement.

Licking his lips a little, suddenly feeling shy himself Jungkook leaned forward slightly, lips twitching up at the corners as he caught Hoseok’s eyes.

“Your smile feels like home,” he said sincerely.

Hoseok looked at him with something akin to astonishment and awe, gaze softening and Jungkook could have sworn he saw some moisture in his eyes before he blinked and it was gone, replaced with Hoseok’s radiant smile.

Yeah.

This was home.


Jungkook arrived at work right on time, dragging a very grumpy Yoongi behind him through the door which let them out in the alley next to the coffeeshop.

He laughed a bit as Yoongi slumped against his back the moment they stepped into the alley.

“Carry me.”

“Hyung, it’s four steps to the door,” Jungkook shook his head.

“Four too many.”

“I told you not to stay up late.”

Yoongi groaned as Jungkook stepped away to head around the corner to the door, dragging his feet after him. “You didn’t say we’d be getting up before the damn birds.”

Jungkook reached for the door just as he watched a girl turn the sign over to say open, he had to pause for a second and smiled at the girl when they made eye contact through the glass. The girl blinked and seemed a bit surprised before stepping away from the door to let them in.

Jungkook pushed the door open and bowed to her politely, “Good morning.”

She bowed back looking a little flustered, “Good morning,” the girl cleared her throat, smoothing out her apron, “Please, take a seat anywhere, is this um, your first time here?”

The girl was very pretty, her long black hair pulled back in a bun, bangs framing her face a bit longer at the sides. A pair of simple round glasses sat on her nose. She wore light but complimentary makeup and wore what Jungkook assumed was the work uniform with the logo on the front of the apron. She was maybe an inch shorter then Yoongi.

“Oh actually, Nam-ssi hired me yesterday, I’m supposed to start today,” Jungkook rubbed his neck awkwardly. It had been awhile since he’d done this kind of thing. The night guard job only required him to interact with Jiho and the construction job was busy enough that he didn’t really get to know anyone too well.

The girl’s eyes widened and her mouth dropped open, staring at him, “Y-You’re- You- You’re Jungkook-ssi?”

Jungkook blinked and nodded. “I’m… I’m not late am I?” He reached to take out his phone and check it but the girl quickly waved her hands.

“No! No, um, okay, hi, I’m ah, I’m Kyong Sumi,” she bowed again. “I’ll be training you Jungkook-ssi.”


Sumi stared at the man before her as he bowed again in greeting.

“It’s nice to meet you,” he spoke in a smooth pleasant voice before straightening up and smiling at her.

Oh. She hadn’t expected to be attacked coming in to work today.

Sumi had started this morning dreading having to teach a new employee how to work the espresso machine. The last person hadn’t lasted long before she caught her stealing money from the register.

The two men that had met her at the door had all but taken her breath away. Jungkook looked like he had walked out of an entertainment agency. His skin was flawless, his face extremely handsome, and his eyes were kind and boyish. He stood about a head taller than her and looked like he was incredibly well built.

She shifted trying to use the other man who came in behind him as a distraction but that only backfired on her. Despite the clearly annoyed look on the shorter man’s face, he was incredibly attractive as well. His dark hair hung just above his cat-like eyes, features soft yet somehow still intimidating.

“R-right this way,” she gestured for Jungkook to follow her, cursing herself for stuttering. What was wrong with her? So he was attractive, big deal. She had talked to plenty of attractive people before without an issue.

She watched him turn to look at the other man, handing him his phone and mumble something to him. The man glanced at her and took the phone as well as a pair of headphones that he offered to him before Jungkook followed her. The dark-haired man went to find a seat at a table.

She led Jungkook behind the counter and into the kitchen. Trying to be professional, Sumi stopped across from her coworker who was cleaning up after having prepped the morning’s pastries to display. “Jungkook-ssi, this is our baker Mun Jaeyong, Jaeyong-ssi this is our new coworker as of today.”

Jaeyong looked over at them as she spoke, and Jungkook bowed to which the baker returned it. “How old are you Jungkook-ssi?”

“I’m twenty-three,” Jungkook responded kindly and Jaeyong hummed and nodded.

“Twenty-five, we’re going to be working together a lot so there’s no need to be formal, feel free to call me hyung. Try and last longer than the last girl yeah?” Jaeyong said casually, smirking a bit.

Jungkook raised a brow, “What record do I have to beat?”

Jaeyong scoffed, “A week. Think you can handle it?”

Sumi tried incredibly hard not to stare at Jungkook as he laughed, a sound that almost made her instinctively smile. “I hope so or walking out of here is going to be embarrassing.”

Jaeyong grinned, the man standing back a bit to regard Jungkook in amusement. He crossed his arms and Sumi watched Jungkook’s eyes trace the sleeve of tattoos he had up his left arm to where his sleeves were rolled up. She was a bit curious of Jungkook’s reaction, seeing as most people scowled at the markings upon first seeing them. Jungkook pleasantly surprised her though when he looked more intrigued than anything.

She had a good feeling about this new employee.

For Nam’s sake she hoped Jungkook stuck around awhile.

“I like this kid,” Jaeyong said honestly and that alone surprised her. Jaeyong was generally pretty abrasive to people upon first meeting them. Maybe he got a good sense off Jungkook as well.

“Jaeyong-ssi there’s a customer out front, do you mind manning the counter while I get Jungkook-ssi up to pace?” She asked.

“Only if you call me oppa.”

She looked at him blankly, “Not happening.”

Jaeyong sighed dramatically before heading out towards the front, “Be careful around her Jungkook-ah, she’s quite brutal to newbies.”

Jungkook blinked and looked at her, Sumi stammered and flushed brightly, “I-I am not! Don’t spread lies Jaeyong-ssi!”

The baker only laughed before he left the room.

Sumi cleared her throat awkwardly and straightened her apron, “I’m um, I’m twenty-two.”

“Is it alright for me to call you Sumi-ah?” Jungkook tilted his head and Sumi bit down the extreme urge to scream.

Instead, she settled for a very tense nod and robotically turning on her heal, “The break room is through here,” she said in a higher tone then she meant to.

She cringed as she brought him to the small break room. It wasn’t much, just a table and chairs and a few lockers for their things. What was wrong with her? Her heart felt like it was going to beat out of her chest. Was she really this nervous because Jungkook was hot?

Shaking her head a bit (and hoping Jungkook missed the action) she stepped over to the locker she had put a fresh uniform in the day before and opened it, “Your uniform is here, you can change in the washroom over there and I’ll meet you back out front to show you how to use the register okay?”

Jungkook nodded and stepped forward to take the clothes, “Thanks Sumi-ah.”

Nodding she left the man to change and headed back to help Jaeyong in the front. When she stepped out behind the counter, a few other people had wandered in and she busied herself with making their orders.

Out of the corner of her eye she caught the man who had come in with Jungkook staring at her. She froze for a second, frowning at the intense gaze. What was with that guy? He looked like he was about to jump the counter. His body was extremely tense and despite her meeting his gaze, he didn’t look away. She narrowed her eyes a bit in suspicion before turning back to the put a cap on the drink she’d made. Sumi smiled at the customer as the woman thanked her and headed out.

“Hey, Jaeyong-ssi, did you serve that man yet?” Sumi leaned over to ask the man as he finished ringing up an order.

The baker looked at her before looking over at the intimidating man who now had his eyes locked on the door to the kitchen. Jaeyong shrugged, “Said he didn’t want anything.”

Sumi hummed, if he wasn’t mad that he hadn’t been served yet then what was with the look?

So distracted by the strange man and what he could possibly be glaring their way for, Sumi didn’t hear Jungkook approach and practically jumped out of her skin when the man called her name gently. She spun around and put a hand over her heart in surprise. “Holy-” she bit off her words barely stopping herself from cursing.

Jungkook held up his hands apologetically, “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“It’s, it’s alright, I was distracted,” she breathed out trying to slow her heart rate. Taking a good look at Jungkook in the light coffee coloured shirt and the apron tied around his (thin, very huggable looking) waist really didn’t help though.

Blushing she quickly turned towards the coffee machine, “Alright so, have you made coffee before?” She asked.

Jungkook stepped next to her looking the espresso machine and the coffee makers over, “Only at home.”

Nodding Sumi began to explain how to use the machine, showing him how to use their coffee machine as well and walking him through how to make specific drinks. She was impressed by how quickly Jungkook seemed to pick things up. It only took him two tries to get the hang of adding the right amount of steam and pouring the milk properly.

As he worked on his third attempt, concentrating quite hard on it, Sumi chanced a glance towards the man that he’d come in with. He was no longer looking their way, his head tipped back against the back of the booth and his eyes were closed. He looked much more relaxed than he had a moment ago.

“How’s this?”

Sumi turned back and looked at the coffee cup. Jungkook had attempted to recreate the simple fan shape on top of the coffee like she showed him and she couldn’t help smiling, “That’s not bad for your third try. Are you sure you haven’t had experience with this before?”

Jungkook chuckled, “Unless you count watching videos of latte art, no.”

“Well then you’re a natural. It took me like twenty tries to get it right my first time.”

Jungkook smiled and looked towards the man sitting in the booth. She watched something soften in his eyes but she couldn’t quite place what it was. “Sumi-ah, could you take this coffee out of my pay?”

She blinked in surprise, “Sorry?”

“It’s for my… friend, would that be okay?”

“Oh uh yeah, that’s fine, but he told Jaeyong-ssi he didn’t want anything,” she informed him.

Jungkook seemed to find some amusement in that for some reason. “Yeah, he would say that. Thanks, I’ll be really quick.”

She watched Jungkook curiously as the man rounded the counter and headed over to the strange man. As if knowing he was coming, the man lifted his head and looked at Jungkook, holding out his hands to accept the cup before Jungkook was even fully at the table.

Sumi watched him take a sip of the drink and as if flicking a switch, his mood completely changed and he smiled at Jungkook, saying something that made her new coworker chuckle. Jungkook set a hand on his shoulder and squeezed it gently before making his way back over to the counter, leaving the man to continue to sip at his coffee.

Quickly making herself look busy so she wasn’t caught staring, Sumi looked up from the napkin pile she’d moved randomly four times as Jungkook approached her. “So what’s next?”

“I’ll uh, show you how to use the register so Jaeyong can go back to the kitchen.”

As they did just that, she watched and coached as Jungkook rung up the next few orders, each time conversing and speaking politely with the customers. She didn’t quite know what to think of the man. He was undeniably attractive, and he seemed like a nice enough person. Maybe it was just the other man’s strange behavior that made her feel like something was off.

After watching Jungkook ring up four more orders and move to start making drinks without her needing to say so, she decided that it wouldn’t be so bad working with Jungkook. His good looks might even get them enough business to keep this place running.

Notes:

Alright! There we have it, Kookie has a job now and potentially some new friends...? Hopefully they don't turn out evil like Jiho mwahahaha!

Thank you for reading and again, you guys are so wonderful for all the love and support.

Stay healthy and safe everyone! The one shot collection goes up tomorrow!

Next Update: Thursday 4th

Next Chapter: Jungkook gets to know his coworkers and the boys explore the new world.

Chapter 2: Rain

Summary:

Jungkook finishes his first day of work and gets caught in the rain.

Notes:

I never know how to start these notes. So hi! I hope everyone is doing well and is staying healthy and safe. We've got a lot happening in this chapter but all good things I promise. Lots of fluff and a little teasing of some spice. The smut is coming though I swear, please bare with me there. I don't want to rush it and give you guys bad plot just because I tried to fit it in somewhere.

I'll ramble more at the end of the chapter, hope you all enjoy! I love hearing your thoughts so don't hesitate to review, I read all of them (multiple times because-just-myheart) and I'm so grateful to hear your opinions and theories. You've all been so wonderful. I'm also glad everyone seemed to like Sumi, her character was created after I read a request from Yugen22 to have a new friend of Jungkook's cause some jealousy with the hyungs so I have to thank you and give you credit for that! It will be an ongoing thing as everyone gets to know each other more.

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Chapter Text

“Here’s your medium coffee and two scones to go,” Jungkook said with a smile, setting the to-go box and the cup on the counter in front of the man.

The man’s shoulders sagged gratefully.

The poor guy had looked as if he had somewhere to be while he’d been waiting and Jungkook had decided to make sure to get the order to him as soon as possible, rushing a bit more then he had for the orders before.

He quickly pulled out his wallet and set a 5000 won note on the counter, “Thank you for being so quick,” he said before taking his order, holding up the coffee cup in a cheers motion and rushing out the door.

Jungkook looked at the note then towards the door, opening his mouth to call the man back but he was gone before he had the chance. Sumi laughed from beside him and he looked over at his coworker as she added more pastries to the front display.

“You’re allowed to take tips Jungkook-ssi, don’t worry, that’s yours,” she smiled at him and Jungkook couldn’t help smiling back as he took the note and stuck it in the pocket of his apron.

The café was quiet except for the murmur of conversation from the customers seated at the tables. Jungkook took a moment to look around, making sure the customers didn’t look like they needed anything. Sumi had told him to keep an eye on the floor in case someone needed a refill, which they offered the first of free and to make sure there wasn’t anything that needed to be cleaned.

Everything looked to be in order.

Jungkook’s day so far had been a lot of fun. He wasn’t sure if it was because he hadn’t been back in his world for awhile or if he had missed being around other human’s more then he’d realized, but he was having a wonderful day. The people had been kind and while they didn’t have an overwhelming number of customers at any one time, there was a steady flow coming and going. It was enough to keep him busy.

Now though, he took the moment of calm to look at Sumi. His new coworker seemed really nice so far. She was patient with him as he tried to learn, she didn’t rush him or throw him into anything without explaining it properly first. She seemed a little clumsy though. He had seen her accidently spill a box of napkins and knock over the sugar container when he was helping her reach for a box off the shelves in the kitchen.

He found it really endearing how flustered she got about it too.

“How long have you worked here Sumi-ah?” He asked as he watched her begin to wipe down the counter. She looked at him and blinked and Jungkook felt a little bad for pulling her out of her thoughts.

“Almost three years now,” she said, making circular motions along the countertop.

Jungkook hummed, “And Jaeyong-hyung?”

“About two I think, he started a little while after me.”

Jungkook wasn’t sure how to feel about Jaeyong just yet. He seemed pretty cool, the few times they spoke in passing he wasn’t rude at all. There was something about him though that told Jungkook he should probably stay on the man’s good side.

Jungkook reached over and lifted up a stack of business cards so they were out of Sumi’s way. She glanced at him briefly before wiping the spot under them. “Are you from around here Jungkook-ssi?”

Jungkook set the cards back down, “I was born in Busan but we moved here shortly after.”

Jungkook had often thought about how things would have been different if his parents had stayed in Busan instead of moving to Seoul. He sometimes wished they went back to visit his grandparents. He’d considered going to see them after his parents kicked him out, but he knew so little about them that he felt it wouldn’t be fair to drop himself on them like that.

The fear of them being just like his parents was very real to him.

“Are you in school?” Sumi asked curiously.

“I ah, I was taking a course in videography but I dropped out,” Jungkook admitted sheepishly.

Sumi hummed and nodded, “Just not what you expected?”

Jungkook felt his gaze drift over to Yoongi who was listening to music and staring out the window, comfortably sitting at the booth sipping on his third cup of coffee. “Yeah. Something like that,” he laughed a bit and smiled. “How about you? Are you in school?”

Sumi nodded and seemed to get a little shy, focusing intently on her task, “I’m studying mechanical engineering.”

Jungkook looked at her in surprise and amazement, “Really? You must have a mind for numbers then. How do you like it?”

Sumi looked at him as if she was waiting for something, he frowned a bit and tilted his head. After a slightly awkward moment the girl blushed and cleared her throat, “Um y-yeah I ah, I really enjoy it.”

“You’ll have to tell me about it sometime. I can’t promise I’ll understand a lot of it though,” he laughed a little.

Sumi smiled and came back around the counter, fiddling slightly with the cloth as she stepped around him.

Jungkook leaned back against the counter casually, stretching out his legs.

Sumi stepped into the kitchen for a moment.

“Kookie,” Yoongi’s voice had him jumping a bit and turning around. He smiled at his lover who stood on the other side of the counter.

“Need another cup?”

Yoongi nodded and slid his coffee cup over to him, leaning his elbows on the counter. Jungkook laughed a bit and went and got the pot. “If you’re bored hyung you don’t have to wait around here you know.”

Yoongi hummed and watched him pour the coffee into his mug, “It’s nice here. Quiet.”

Jungkook smiled softly. It made him happy that Yoongi liked this place too. It wasn’t the hustle and bustling business of mainstream coffee shops, the air was very relaxing. It kind of made him feel like he was in the study at home with Joonie and Yoongi when Seokjin would bring them drinks and snacks on occasion. The quiet music playing over the speakers kept a pleasant atmosphere.

“I get anxious too,” Yoongi admitted as he took his mug back, looking at the black liquid in it. “When I can’t see you. I get anxious.”

Jungkook regarded him carefully and felt his shoulders drop a little. He leaned forward against the counter and tipped his head a bit to catch his eyes, smiling when they met his. “Hyung, I know letting me work here was a really big step for you and the others. I’m honestly a little surprised they haven’t broken down the door yet.”

Yoongi chuckled at that, making Jungkook smile more.

“If we’re ever being too-” Yoongi tried but Jungkook shook his head.

“I’ll tell you. But you aren’t. I appreciate that you guys just want to make sure I’m safe.”

Jungkook reached over and put a hand on Yoongi’s wrist, rubbing his thumb along the back of his hand. It relaxed the phoenix almost immediately, a weary breath leaving the man as he gave Jungkook a fond smile.

“Can you play for me tonight hyung?” Jungkook asked tentatively.

Yoongi raised a brow, smiling still, “I played for you last night.”

“What’s that have to do with tonight?” Jungkook pouted.

Chuckling Yoongi took a sip of his coffee, “Aren’t you going with Joonie and Hobi to do more research tonight?”

“Yeah, but that will only take a couple hours. After I get back? Minnie told me he and Tae miss hearing you play too.”

Humming Yoongi shook his head fondly at the mention of their other lovers, “Fine. But you have to sit with me.”

Jungkook scoffed a bit, “Like it was an option not too?”

They grinned at each other.


Sumi hated eavesdropping.

She thought it was extremely rude to listen in on private conversations, especially ones spoken in confidence between two people. She always felt that if you weren’t told then it wasn’t any of your business and you didn’t need to know.

And yet here she was.

Being a hypocrite.

To be fair though, Jungkook and his friend were talking openly in the middle of the coffeeshop so it couldn’t have been that private of a conversation. Or at least that’s how she tried to rationalize it. So why did she feel so guilty about having her back leaned against the wall next to the door that led back out to the counter?

When she had heard them speaking she hadn’t thought twice about walking out, even had her hand on the door to push it open, but when she heard the deep calming voice of the dark haired man say that he was anxious, she paused.

Maybe it was because she wasn’t used to hearing people admit their feeling’s so openly to others? The statement had been very blunt and honest, it had taken her off guard.

She had stepped to the side then and waited to see how Jungkook would react. She still wasn’t sure of the nature of their relationship. Were they brothers? Or just good friends? The voice in her mind telling her that this was wrong was silenced by the curiosity and urge to get to know her new coworker better. Their short talk before had been pleasant and he seemed very open minded.

It was refreshing not to have someone question her schooling choice because she didn’t look like someone who would enjoy engineering. Jungkook had even asked her to tell him about it, which almost had her launching into a diatribe about her fluid mechanics class.

And maybe he was just being polite but it had made her happy nonetheless.

She was really intrigued by Jungkook, she wanted to get to know him more and learn what he liked to do and why he lost interest in videography and what he was thinking of doing instead. Hell, she even wanted to know if he liked cats or dogs, or if he was into sports or liked art or maybe even dancing (he looked like he could be a dancer).

She also felt it would be extremely awkward to ask all of that so soon after meeting the man.

Hence, eavesdropping.

She couldn’t make sense of most of the conversation, she figured the names they were mentioning were other people from their friend group, maybe family even. Jungkook asked the other man if he could play for him, did that mean he was a musician?

There was something about research that made very little sense to her but the words that stuck out to her were the ones about keeping Jungkook safe.

That caused her to frown. Safe? From what? Was someone giving him trouble? Or maybe he was sick or had a medical condition? Is that why he dropped out of school?

At the same time as she promised herself to ask him about that later, she cursed Nam for not looking more into the employee’s he hired.

She’d thought the same after Jaeyong had been hired. The man had used to be a carjacker for gods sake.

Though, when she had started working here, she had been rather naive to the world and like so many had judged the man off his appearance. After she had gotten to know him better, Jaeyong had told her a lot about how he’d gotten into it, about how he needed extra money to support his mother in the hospital whose health wasn’t very good.

His mother, bless her soul, ended up passing. From then on, he swore he’d live an honest life so he could be a son to be proud of. That heartfelt night of opening up ended with Sumi drunk sobbing all over one of the café tables after closing until Jaeyong called her a cab home.

From there she learned Jaeyong was just a giant teddy bear in a thug’s body. Baking was his passion and he wasn’t shy about admitting it, threatening anyone who tried to talk bad about it. Sumi had found herself under his protective umbrella more then a few times and while it could be overwhelming sometimes, she couldn’t have asked for a better friend.

She hoped to be good friends with Jungkook too.

Sumi didn’t want to make the same mistakes she’d made with Jaeyong and assume based off his looks.

Though, from her first impression and the time spent teaching him, he was a very kind person. His ‘retail smile’ felt genuine and he looked like he was having a really good time working.

He rarely stopped moving and didn’t need to be told what to do most of the time, on top of cleaning up after customers as soon as they left and even going over to engage with them if he had a moment to spare, even just to ask how their day was.

This was just his first day and he was already a better employee then half the people they’d hired before. Of course, he made a few mistakes here and there, but they were small and easy to fix. She thought he might be a perfectionist, so she had watched him carefully after he had distractedly forgot to change the coffee filter.

Instead of beating himself up over it, he seemed a little amused, shook his head and fixed the problem.

It was… admirable.

It was strange to listen to him interact with the dark-haired man. She was trying hard not to judge the man right away either. Her mind wanted to pigeonhole him as the dark brooding emo type but then she heard their conversation and he too seemed like a genuinely good person.

“What are you doing?”

Sumi jumped violently and snapped her eyes to Jaeyong who stood in front of her with his arms crossed looking all too amused. She hadn’t even noticed him approach, so lost in thought.

Why were her cheeks so warm?

“Nothing! Nothing, why, what are you doing?” She stammered, averting her gaze quickly and trying to speak in a hush so Jungkook and his friend wouldn’t hear.

Jaeyong leaned towards her and poked her cheek, grinning, “Why are you blushing so much Sumi-ah?”

She batted his hand away in annoyance and huffed, “I’m not. You’re delusional.”

“Uh huh,” Jaeyong smirked and stepped to her side, pushing the door open and leaning out it a bit, “Yah, newbie.”

Sumi’s eyes widened as he gestured Jungkook over, she flailed and smacked him multiple times on the arm, hissing quietly, “What are you doing?!”

Jaeyong looked at her and raised a brow, “I need him to come try something,” he smiled teasingly, “Why? Did you need him for something?”

Sumi wanted to bash her face into the wall as she felt her ears match the heat in her cheeks. Jungkook stepped through the door and looked at Jaeyong curiously before he caught sight of Sumi.

She quickly tried to appear casual and cleared her throat, giving a way too wide smile and a wave. “Nope! No, he’s all yours, I’ll watch the counter!”

Jungkook quickly stepped out of her way as she squeezed between him and the door, rushing out and missing his confused blink.

It wasn’t until she had stopped and took a breath to calm herself, a hand over her wildly beating heart, that she realized she walked into another awkward situation.

Jungkook’s friend was still at the counter, watching her as he took a sip of his coffee and she suddenly felt like he was looking into her soul. His blank expression made it impossible to tell what he was thinking and yet she felt like an open book when he looked at her.

Swallowing she straightened up and bowed a little as she approached him, “Could I… um, get you anything to go with your coffee? A pastry or something?”

The man opened his mouth and she could almost hear the ‘no’ before he said it, except something made him pause and instead he nodded, surprising her and making her perk up a little. “Anything you see that you like?”

The man followed her hand gesture towards the display of foods off to the side, stepping back to look at them. He thought for a moment before pointing at a strawberry shortcake.

Smiling Sumi went to grab a plate but the man spoke up, making her look at him, “In one of the boxes please.”

“You’d like it to-go?”

The man nodded and she grabbed a to-go box instead, as she prepped the cake, she tried to think of something to fill the silence. “You um, you and Jungkook-ssi are friends?”

The man regarded her with a look that seemed to be a cross between protectiveness and pride, “No we’re-” he stopped himself again, suddenly glancing towards the kitchen door. His jaw tensed a bit and he seemed a little uncomfortable before he nodded slowly, “Friends. Yeah. We’re friends.”

Sumi paused and looked between the man and Jungkook in confusion. That seemed like a bit of an odd reaction. Writing it off, she closed the box.

“I’m Sumi by the way,” she introduced herself and smiled at the man. He blinked at her, squinting a little.

“Yoongi,” he said eventually as she handed him the cake.

“It’s nice to meet you Yoongi-ssi,” Sumi said politely. “Are you going to be coming around here a lot?”

Yoongi nodded a little and shifted.

“Well, it’ll be nice to have a new regular,” she said honestly. While she wanted to ask why Yoongi couldn’t pay for himself, why his drinks were coming off Jungkook’s pay, she stopped herself. It would be extremely rude to ask something like that. He could be having financial difficulties.

“The coffee is good.”

“I’m glad you think so, Jungkook-ssi will probably be happy to hear that.”

“No, I mean, the coffee you made. It was good.”

Sumi blinked thinking back to earlier when she had given him a refill while Jungkook had been busy with a customer. She smiled at the compliment, “Thank you Yoongi-ssi.”

“Kookie’s is better though,” Yoongi said into his cup as he lifted it to his lips for another drink.

She felt herself splutter in surprise and gapped at him. When she saw the corner of his lips twitch she couldn’t help but huff out a laugh, “That’s a completely biased opinion.”

Yoongi smirked and left her to shake her head in amusement as he headed back over to his table.

She couldn’t help thinking it was going to be interesting having these guys around.

“Kookie… what a cute nickname…” she hummed quietly and blushed.


Jungkook followed Jaeyong over to the large metal table in the middle of the kitchen, curious about what the man could need.

He was still a bit confused about Sumi’s behavior a moment ago, wondering what Jaeyong had said to her to make her so flustered. Maybe Sumi had a crush on the older? Jungkook smiled a bit at the thought, immediately thinking of his own lovers at home.

He couldn’t wait to tell them about his day.

“How are your taste testing skills?” Jaeyong asked, drawing his attention to a plate on the counter. On the plate was a cinnamon bun and Jungkook took notice of the heavenly aroma that was settled in the room.

“If it means I can try that, then excellent. Top tear. I’m an expert,” Jungkook joked and smiled when Jaeyong laughed, pushing the plate over to him.

“I’m trying new recipes for the café whenever I get the chance, be honest,” the man said as he handed him a fork.

Jungkook took a small piece and brought it to his mouth. Closing his lips around the fork he pulled the piece off and was immediately assaulted with nothing but the taste of salt. Wincing at the taste he quickly swallowed it and set the fork down, covering his mouth with his hand as he tried not to make a disgusted face.

He glanced at Jaeyong who was leaning forward eagerly and Jungkook found himself facing a dilemma. Clearing his throat, then quickly regretting it as it made him cough, he looked at Jaeyong and decided to be honest.

And honestly it felt like he’d just tried to chug a box of salt.

“Jaeyong-hyung, it’s uh… I think you got the salt and sugar mixed up,” he wheezed, mouth extremely dry now.

Jaeyong burst out laughing and shook his head. He grabbed a pre-prepared glass of water that he had sitting off to the side and handed it to him. Jungkook bowed quickly, taking it with both hands and wasted no time in downing the glass in one go.

“Had to make sure you would be honest with me,” he chuckled and patted Jungkook on the back roughly. “Last girl ate just about the whole thing before she said something.”

“Was that a test?” Jungkook asked, getting more water and downing that as well.

Jaeyong grinned, “You passed. I need honest opinion’s when it comes to my baking or else I don’t know how to improve. I wanted to ask if you’d be willing to try some of my pastries from time to time.”

Jungkook glanced at the pastry on the table, “As long as they don’t taste like that sure.”

Jaeyong cleared the plate away and opened up a cupboard, pulling out a blue lollipop and holding it out to him, “This will help get rid of the taste.”

Jungkook blinked and raised his brow in amusement, “This feels like a doctor’s appointment. You just have a stash of those?” It made Jungkook wonder how often he did this to people.

“Do you not want it?”

Pouting Jungkook quickly grabbed it before he could pull his hand away, grumbling, “Of course I want it.”

Jaeyong smirked and shook his head, grabbing a red one for himself and closing the cupboard.

Jungkook watched him as he unwrapped the lollipop. Jaeyong was strange to him. He was very friendly and easy to talk to, but Jungkook couldn’t seem to get a proper sense of the man’s character. It was almost as if he half expected him to attack him but also wasn’t really surprised when he did strange things like give him candy.

It kind of reminded him of his interaction with Nam during his interview.

“I like your tattoo’s,” Jungkook found himself saying, eyes tracing the inked patterns on the man’s arms. Tattoo’s had always been something he would have liked to get, though he never had the money for it. Maybe after he had enough for his date with the others he could start saving up for a tattoo.

The thought of the other’s reaction to that had him trying to hide a grin.

Jaeyong looked at his own arm as well, twisting it to show him the dragon wrapping up underneath his sleeve and the intricate patterns around it. “Not many people do,” he chuckled as if that didn’t bother him in the least as he stuck the lollipop in his mouth. “You’re a strange one Jungkook-ah.”

“I’m strange? You just made me eat a block of salt. I’m going to have cinnamon bun trust issues now thanks to you,” he joked and stuck the sucker in his pocket.

“Not that kind of strange,” Jaeyong’s tone changed, enough to make Jungkook tense a bit as he found himself suddenly being looked over seriously. “I can’t put my finger on it, but there’s something off about you. You and that friend of yours.”

Jungkook straightened up at the mention of Yoongi, jaw tensing.

He wasn’t entirely sure what Jaeyong meant by that comment, but he figured it might have something to do with the magical air around them. Yoongi had told him that human’s mind’s couldn’t process magic very well and they would rationalize or use logic to explain slightly strange situations. But a large exposure of magic that couldn’t be explained by anything but magic, was enough to wake their minds to it.

Maybe Jaeyong was picking up on some of that energy subconsciously?

His time in the Galaxy and the other boys probably meant he had a similar air as them, though he was human.

Jaeyong hummed and pulled the sucker out of his mouth, “You’re not going to cause trouble for us are you?”

“I wasn’t planning on it,” Jungkook looked him over carefully. “If you think we’re going to have a problem Jaeyong-hyung, say so now. I’m not about the lying or behind the back gossip shit.”

He’d had enough lying in his life. He wasn’t dealing with this again and he had no qualms about turning and walking out right now if he thought Jaeyong and him were going to have a problem getting along.

But he didn’t. He honestly felt like Jaeyong was an alright guy, and he was appreciating the fact that he was being straight up with him right now. There weren’t any dirty looks or suspicion in his eyes, he spoke as if he was stating facts and nothing but. Jungkook could respect that.

Then again, he had thought similar things about Jiho. Look where that lead them.

He let himself relax if only slightly, when Jaeyong grinned at him, “I didn’t say that. I think we’ll get along just fine. Sumi-ah seems to like your work ethic too.”

Jungkook nodded slowly.

He wanted to be friends with both Sumi and Jaeyong. He liked them, from the little he knew of them. Something kept him from completely giving into that though. Something kept him from asking Jaeyong about his baking and asking Sumi more about school, to ask them what they wanted to do in the future, to ask if they wanted to go out for drinks later.

He wanted to feel like a regular twenty-three year old with a regular job and friends to hang out with.

But he was scared.

He was scared of getting them into a situation they shouldn’t be involved in. He was scared of taking away their normality and accidently exposing them to magic without their consent.

He was scared they’d be forced into the idea of magic like he had been.

Jungkook didn’t regret anything that came out of finding magic or that night the deal went wrong. Did he wish he’d had a choice? Sure. But it had led him to the guys. It took him to a family that he wouldn’t give up for anything. Even now he felt the urge to go and hug one of them, to kiss them, to hold them in his lap or have them play with his hair and marvel at it’s new colour for the millionth time.

He wouldn’t change any of that.

But that didn’t mean he wished that kind of situation on someone else. He would keep magic away from them as best as he could, keep them in the dark about it given the choice, but if they ever did get exposed… he wanted to ease them into it. He wanted them to see it as wonderful and amazing like he knew it to be now, not fear it like he had at first.

He shook his head lightly, giving Jaeyong a smile when the other looked at him curiously. He was thinking too far ahead.

He’d take it one day at a time.


“Did you get a chance to ask him yesterday?”

“Almost, but we had to get back for Jiminie’s lesson’s, we didn’t have time to get into it so I didn’t say anything,” Seokjin frowned, handing Namjoon another plate he’d just rinsed off.

Namjoon took it from him, starting to dry it with the cloth he was holding while he leaned his hip against the counter, “We really have to sit down and talk with him.”

“I know. But it’s only been three weeks Joonie, isn’t it a bit soon? Jungkook died. And I don’t think he’s fully come to terms with that yet.”

Seokjin started washing the next plate.

The day had been quiet, everyone keeping to themselves and working on their own things. But the closer it got to when Jungkook and Yoongi were supposed to come back, the tenser the air got. Even the house was feeling it.

They knew everything was fine, nothing was going to happen, but it was the first time since Jungkook had been back that he’d been out of their sights for such a long stretch of time. Their minds kept saying ‘What if he didn’t come back?’

Namjoon had to tug a little harder then normal to open the cabinet as he put the plate away.

“It’s also been three weeks that his family hasn’t known he’s alive.”

“You think they care?”

“Jinnie…”

“You heard what that bastard said. I’m being serious Joon. Do you think they care?” Seokjin turned and looked at his lover then, a fierce protectiveness in his eyes.

It had been on all their minds since Jiho had mentioned it in the theatre. The words the man had said rung loudly in their thoughts. They knew there was a good reason Jungkook didn’t talk about his family, but they didn’t know it was because his family was homophobic.

They didn’t know it was because his own family hated him for who he loved. It terrified Seokjin to imagine what Jungkook had dealt with. Jiho had mentioned something called conversion therapy. Seokjin didn’t know what that was, only that Jungkook had gone through it. That his parents had put him through it. What else had they done to the boy? Had they hit him like the man at the school did? Did they call him those awful names too? Their own son?

“We don’t know the whole story. Trust me, it took everything in me not to go after his parents. Not to find them and demand an explanation. Just facing his brother… I almost punched him,” Namjoon frowned, taking another plate from Seokjin. “His brother though… he didn’t seem like a bad person.”

“Which is why we need to talk to Kookie. I know. But if he doesn’t want to talk about it, or if he says he doesn’t want to see them again, we aren’t letting them anywhere near him. He’s ours,” Seokjin dropped a few more dishes in the sink roughly, anger making his actions jerky.

Namjoon caught his wrist and made him stop to look at him, sliding his hand into his lovers, not caring that his hands were wet. “We’ll respect whatever choice Jungkook makes,” he agreed.

Seokjin forced himself to relax a little and took the cloth from Namjoon to dry his hands, taking his time to dry his lover’s hand as well. “The last little while has been hard on us… I know Jungkook can see that, and I know he’s been doing what he can to help. But I’m concerned he’s not coming to terms with what happened. To him… he woke up in a strange place and came back to find three months went by without him.”

Namjoon tipped his head back slightly and pressed his tongue to the back of his teeth. “For us it’s been months since he died… for him it’s been weeks,” running his now dry hand through his hair, Namjoon breathed out sharply. “That pain must still be pretty fresh in his mind. I’ll talk to him tonight. It’ll be quiet in his world. We’re just going to get some samples of the trees nearby the door.”

Seokjin nodded. “Be gentle about it. Don’t push him to talk. Like I said, it hasn’t been very long.”

Namjoon hummed in agreement.

The heard the door open and Jungkook’s voice call out happily, “We’re home!”

They both smiled and the whole house seemed to sag in relief, a few of the cupboard doors swinging open on their own. Seokjin laughed a bit and reached up to close one above his head just as they heard Taehyung and Jimin come barreling down the stairs and Jungkook’s yelp of surprise followed by a warning from Yoongi to “Watch the cake.”


They had dinner, as delicious as always, and listened to Jungkook talk about his day. Yoongi chimed in every now and then as he spoke of his new coworkers, confirming that they seemed like decent people.

He told them how much he enjoyed working there already and they could only watch as he spoke animatedly about the different types of coffees and how nice the customers were.

Hoseok could do this for hours. Just sit and watch Jungkook talk and smile and be so entirely himself. It shouldn’t have taken losing Jungkook to make him appreciate these moments so much more. But it had.

And not just with Jungkook.

Hoseok had noticed that all of them were much closer with each other. Or maybe not closer so much as just more open about expressing the little things.

Jimin had helped him in the garden the other day, which wasn’t something he often did, and when Hoseok asked him about it, Jimin said he just missed him. That promptly led to Hoseok showering the boy in all the love and affection he had to give, eventually chasing Jimin into the greenhouse to have a little more fun.

He saw it everywhere in the things they all did now. Losing Jungkook had  one of the worst things they’d ever experienced. They were so so lucky they had the second chance with him. They weren’t going to waste it, with him or each other.

After dinner, and after trying the cake Yoongi had brought back, they managed to steal Jungkook away from Seokjin who was begging him to get the recipe from his coworker. They left Yoongi to remind Jimin and Taehyung they had promised Jungkook the time to get used to his new job before they went to the coffeeshop and that no, just because the food was good didn’t mean they could sneak in for more.

Namjoon, Jungkook and Hoseok headed to Jungkook’s door.

Hoseok carried a tray of small glass bottles and some scissors as well as a pencil and paper to label everything they brought back. Namjoon had his large notebook where he had started recording their findings and Jungkook had a backpack over his shoulder for anything bigger they might take.

“How far are we going to go today?”

“Just to the tree line,” Hoseok answered matching his pace with Jungkook’s. “I think I have samples of everything in the meadow. Still haven’t named them all though, that’s going to take awhile.”

“Which reminds me Kookie, have you thought of a name for this world yet?” Namjoon asked curiously.

Jungkook groaned and shook his head, “No. Everything I keep coming up with sounds stupid. I’m tempted to just call it Bob.”

“You can’t call an entire world Bob.”

“Why not?”

“Cause every time we go through the door we’d be ‘Entering Bob?’ and I’m sorry but I am a loyal man to my Set, I’m not going to walk around saying stuff like that,” Hoseok huffed.

Jungkook laughed and shook his head, “Fine fine, I’ll come up with something good eventually.”

Namjoon smiled in amusement and opened the purple door for Jungkook to step through first. Hoseok stepped in after, smiling in thanks at his lover who followed and closed the door behind them.

The world snapped into focus, the door opening to the now familiar meadow. It was evening now in this world, the sun low on the horizon and the lavender sky a deep velvety purple filled with even darker looking clouds. Looking up Hoseok could make out the twinkle of stars. It was so incredibly beautiful.

Jungkook shifted his backpack and Hoseok turned to look at him. The boy was looking up at the sky as well, a peaceful expression on his face. Maybe it was his connection with this world, but Hoseok had noticed Jungkook always seemed so much calmer here. Not subdued exactly, but it was a similar look to when he got lost looking at the sky in the Galaxy.

Jungkook had described the feeling of the connection to them as when you could tell who was in a room without looking up at the person. That sense of presence, or air of something that someone could just tell when someone else was around. He had told him it was like that, like he could just feel the gems magic around them as a comforting presence.

“I can’t wait to go over and check out the river. Maybe we can go swimming in it one day,” Jungkook smiled as they picked their way carefully through the meadow towards the corkscrew trees.

“Do you think there are fish?” Hoseok asked. “Maybe Seokjinnie can try cooking some.”

“There are,” Jungkook said distractedly as he watched some bird-like creatures fly by.

Hoseok looked at him, “How do you know?”

Jungkook hummed in question and dropped his gaze to Hoseok, tilting his head, “Know what?”

“That there are fish?” Hoseok traded a confused look with Namjoon as they stepped into the tree line. Had Jungkook not realized he’d spoken?

“Oh,” Jungkook looked a bit confused himself for a moment. “I don’t know, I just feel like there are. I mean if there are birds there are probably fish right?”

Namjoon opened his book and made a quick note, frowning a little in thought. They let it go pretty quickly when Jungkook started climbing the first tree he saw.

“Be careful love, don’t fall,” Hoseok warned as he crouched near the base of the tree.

The corkscrew trees were as beautiful as they were haunting. Their branches twisted up into the sky, the trunks straight and tall, wide enough that Hoseok couldn’t wrap his arms even halfway around them. The branches were thick towards the trunk, thinning out to an almost threatening point at the ends which surely would have looked more intimidating if the branch itself didn’t curl the way it did.

Jungkook laughed a bit but promised to be careful as he climbed to one of the branches at head height.

Setting down the tray Hoseok sat down and start taking samples. There wasn’t much grass under the trees and the exposed dirt was coarse and tinted slightly red. He made sure to get a sample of that as well.

They worked for awhile, not minding as the sun dipped behind the horizon as the sky was dim but still bright enough to see. Jungkook would point out things he’d find, even discovering a few new insect-like creatures crawling on the tree. Hoseok was glad the boy didn’t try to touch them, seeing as they didn’t know what was poisonous or not.

If he came up with a particular name he wanted to call something, he would tell Namjoon and the man would smile fondly and make note of it.

After a while of peaceful concentrated silence amongst them, listening to the occasional strange call of an animal they’ve never heard, Namjoon spoke up.

“Kookie? Could… Is it alright if I ask… what it was like?” Namjoon said, trying to keep his tone light. Hoseok glanced over from where he was sitting, putting a leaf sample in a jar. It didn’t look like it belonged to these trees, so he was wondering if there were more species of trees close by.

Jungkook hummed curiously and looked at him as leaned his back against the tree he still sat in, “What was what like?”

“Dying,” the immortal said, wincing at how blunt it sounded. Hoseok didn’t blame him, just the word made his muscles tense.

Hoseok looked up at Jungkook too, curious of his answer.

Jungkook licked his lips in thought.

“It… was weird. All I remember is, a lot of pain and then something… snapping? I guess? It felt like how it sounds when you break a stick. If that makes sense?”

Hoseok could sort of imagine the feeling he was trying to describe but couldn’t quite understand fully. Namjoon still nodded regardless though Hoseok didn’t think they would ever understand unless they felt it themselves and he hoped that would never happen.

Jungkook seemed to understand their confusion as he dangled his legs gently, “There was the snapping and then, this darkness. Like a void, and I remember being scared, and then I was suddenly waking up in this world. It felt really quick. I was super disoriented, I forgot how to walk for a solid minute. When I felt the warmth from the door, everything came back though.”

Hoseok sat on the ground, scooping up a sample of the dirt and a separate sample or some moss on a tree root protruding from the ground, “That sounds terrifying Kookie,” he said honestly.

Jungkook smiled a bit, “It’s hazy now, I’m not really sure about the details anymore. Like… like a nightmare.”

Hoseok looked at Namjoon then, seeing the man frowning once more while writing in his book. He made a note to talk to his lover later. He knew Namjoon was concerned about Jungkook, especially after finding out the boy was still human after everything.

Things didn’t seem to add up. Or maybe it just felt too good to be true. After that much exposure to magic, after having his body rebuilt by magic, they would have thought that something would be off, that something was different. But everything they’d tried just proved he was human.

Expect the little things that didn’t quite fit.

Like how Jungkook was able to feel the warmth of the door after he woke up, but wasn’t able to now? Or how he sometimes assumed or knew things about this world that turned out to be accurate? Hoseok had asked Jungkook if he thought a plant was dangerous and the boy had so confidently told him it wasn’t, but he couldn’t give him an explanation as to why he thought that.

Studying that very same plant later had proved him right.

Those little things were what they were trying to keep their eyes on. It might suggest they were missing something.

Jungkook seemed to notice Namjoon’s pinched expression and he pulled something out of his pocket before jumping out of the tree, landing next to Hoseok. Hoseok watched him fiddle with some kind of wrapper before Jungkook walked over to Namjoon, sticking the strange blue object in his mouth, a stick protruding from between his lips.

Namjoon looked up at him curiously from where he was sitting with his back against a tree as Jungkook carefully took the book from his hands, gently setting it to the side and placing himself in the man’s lap instead.

Oh. He liked where this was going.

Hoseok set the bottles he was holding to the side and leaned back on his hands, watching as Jungkook’s knees came to rest on either side of Namjoon’s legs. The immortal looked at the white stick in the youngers mouth, naturally dropping his hands to the boy’s thighs.

“Jaeyong-hyung gave me a treat today,” Jungkook said casually, almost too innocently.

Namjoon and Hoseok both scowled, Namjoon’s hands gripping Jungkook’s legs a bit tighter. Hoseok stood up and took his time dusting his pants off. “Who?” He asked calmly.

Jungkook twisted around slightly to look at Hoseok, “Jaeyong-hyung, I told you about him at dinner remember?”

Hoseok ran his tongue along his teeth as he walked over. He met Jungkook’s eyes and could see the teasing there, but also the hesitation, the doubt. Jungkook tilted his head in a way that seemed to ask, ‘Is this alright?’

Hoseok knew they hadn’t all talked yet about the rules of the bedroom when it came to their Set with Jungkook, so he appreciated how tentatively the boy initiated things. While they were all very open to a lot of things, there were some hard lines they needed to talk about and to talk about the dynamics and where Jungkook fit in with those, as well as if he had any hard lines himself.

Hoseok shot a look at Namjoon as he crouched next to them, rocking onto the balls of his feet, elbows on his knees. They both knew Jungkook was only trying to rile them up, not to make them doubt his feelings towards them.

The behavior was a lot like Taehyung’s who loved to tease them and make them jealous. Imagining what the two could do together… that was enough to have a heat rising in him.

“Hyung hm?” Namjoon said, voice deep and controlled. Hoseok watched Jungkook’s body twitch slightly at the sound. “You’re already that familiar?”

Jungkook rolled the object around in his mouth and Hoseok imagined his tongue swirling around it, biting back a growl at the idea of Jungkook getting ‘familiar’ with anyone else.

“He asked me to call him that,” Jungkook admitted, hand reaching up to take hold of the stick. He pulled the treat out of his mouth, drawing his lips over the blue round end and sucking a bit. His lips parted with a small pop that had Hoseok grabbing the man’s jaw firmly before he could put the treat back in his mouth.

Namjoon plucked the stick from his hand as Hoseok leaned forwards, watching Jungkook’s eyes flutter and feeling his breath against his lips as he exhaled. He refrained from kissing him. Instead, he looked the boy in the eyes as he ran his thumb along his parted lips.

“Do you always do everything strangers tell you too bun?” He asked, pulling his thumb away and watching Jungkook’s tongue poke out to trace it’s path, as if trying to taste him.

Jungkook attempted to shake his head, but Hoseok held him still, grip tightening on his jaw and forcing him to use his words, “No hyung,” he said shakily. Jungkook shuddered as Hoseok released his jaw and licked his thumb, tasting the sugary sweetness that had been left on Jungkook’s lips from the treat.

Namjoon shifted under him then, sitting up straighter and pulling Jungkook flush against him by the waist, slotting their hips together. Jungkook turned to look at Namjoon who now had the treat in his mouth. He hummed around it and pulled it out a moment later.

“It’s good,” he mused. “Why did he give you this?”

Hoseok shivered at the underlaying possessiveness in his voice and Jungkook must’ve liked it too as he arched into Namjoon more.

“H-He asked me to try his baking, but it was really salty so he gave me this to get rid of the taste,” Jungkook explained.

Namjoon clicked his tongue a bit, “How about we let Hoseokie try some too?”

Hoseok watched Namjoon lift the treat to Jungkook’s lips and understood what he was doing immediately. Smirking, Hoseok shifted so he was kneeling on one knee next to Jungkook, hand gripping the back of his neck to keep him still as Jungkook’s eyes fell partially closed and he looked down at Namjoon as the older traced the treat along Jungkook’s parted lips.

“Do we not treat you enough bun? Is that why you’re taking sweets from strangers?” Hoseok hummed in the boy’s ear. He pressed his lips to the skin below his ear with a feather light touch, reveling in the whine that he let out.

Beautiful.

So beautiful.

He leaned away slightly to watch as Namjoon slid the treat into Jungkook’s mouth, groaning slightly as Jungkook closed his lips around the stick and sucked, never breaking eye contact with Namjoon.

He sucked on it for a moment until Namjoon, eyes dark with lust, pulled it free with that wet popping sound that shot straight down past Hoseok’s stomach. Without needing to be told, which secretly pleased them both, Jungkook turned his head to look at Hoseok and gave him such a begging look that he couldn’t refuse if he tried.

Leaning in, he captured Jungkook’s lips with his, wasting no time in slipping his tongue into his mouth and tasting the treat, a tangy sweetness that had him deepening the kiss further. Jungkook moaned and mewled into his mouth. Hoseok felt his hand latch onto the front of his shirt.

He kissed him until the flavour faded, swirled their tongues together until all he was tasting was Jungkook. He pulled away then, taking in his swollen lips pridefully. “Delicious,” he whispered and by the way Jungkook’s breathing hitched, he understood he wasn’t talking about the treat.

Namjoon pulled away from where he had been biting and kissing at the younger’s exposed collar bones, his shirt keeping him from being able to dip down further, “We don’t like other men giving you treats bunny. If he tries to give you another, what do you say?”

“No, hyung,” Jungkook panted, “I say no, my hyung’s won’t like it.”

Namjoon cursed under his breath and leaned up, slamming their lips together as Hoseok chuckled, biting Jungkook’s ear lightly. “Good bun. Our bunny.”

Jungkook moaned and practically melted under their possessive grip.

Hoseok’s thoughts on all the things they could do to Jungkook were shattered when the boy suddenly jerked violently and yelped, straightening up.

Namjoon tensed and took his hands off him immediately, Hoseok pulling his own hands away as well too both worried they’d hurt him somehow as Jungkook flailed slightly in an effort to reach his back. “What the- fuck that was cold!” The boy exclaimed making them blink.

“Kookie? What was cold?” Namjoon asked quickly as Hoseok leaned back to see a damp spot on the boys shirt just between his shoulders.

The sound of the rain reached them before the actual rain did, giving them all of two seconds to dread what was about to occur next.

A downpour heavier than anything they had ever experienced slammed down on them making them all yelp in surprise. The rain was heavy, and they were soaked to the bone in seconds, the water as cold as ice.

Jumping up, they scrambled to grab their stuff, Hoseok almost losing sight of them in the few seconds it took to grab the tray of bottles. Namjoon grabbed his book and Jungkook’s hand, letting Hoseok lead as they bolted back towards the door.

It was hard to run with the water weighing them down but they reached the door in minutes and threw themselves through it, Namjoon quickly closing it behind them as they tumbled into the Galaxy.

They stopped to catch their breath in the clearing for a second, their clothes waterlogged, their hair matted to their heads and dripping down their faces. They all shivered from the cold as they traded looks.

Jungkook was the first to burst out laughing, followed quickly by Namjoon and Hoseok.

“Bob just cock-blocked us!” Jungkook wheezed hardly able to stand upright with how hard he was laughing.

“We’re not naming it Bob!”


Twenty minutes later found them changed into dry clothes and curled up in the study with the others.

Jungkook smiled, still shivering lightly despite the blankets wrapped around him and Seokjin’s warm chest against his back. The man huffed a little, pulling the blanket tighter around Jungkook, effectively cocooning him where he sat between his legs on the couch they’d dragged into the study.

There was a fireplace against the wall near the piano that was lit and burning away, warming the space. Jungkook couldn’t remember if the fireplace had always been there or not. Maybe the house had put it there just for them or maybe he just wasn’t very observant.

“You’re still shaking love, Minnie can you pass me that blanket?” Seokjin pointed to it and Jimin got up from his spot in Namjoon’s lap to get it.

The Fae gently draped the blanket over the two of them, leaning forward to press a kiss to Jungkook’s forehead, “Does this normally last this long?”

Jungkook hummed and nodded. He could feel the warmth seeping into him slowly, but the rain had been practically ice water. He was surprised it wasn’t hail with how cold it was. “It’ll fade out, we were in it for a bit so it soaked in a lot.”

Jimin nodded and ran a hand through his slightly damp hair before going back to Namjoon and tucking himself into his lap. The Fae had been annoyed that he couldn’t just use his magic to rid the water from him like he’d done with Namjoon and Hoseok.

Hoseok was cuddling with Taehyung on the ground next to the piano, swathed in their own blankets for comfort rather then heat. The two men had recovered pretty quickly from the cold after they’d gotten into dry clothes.

Yoongi looked over from where he was playing a quiet tune on the piano, the notes relaxed and soothing. “Do you want me to warm you up?”

Jungkook shook his head and snuggled closer to Seokjin to appease their worry, “I want to hear you play.”

Yoongi rolled his eyes but he couldn’t hide the found smile from Jungkook.

Seokjin pulled him up slightly so his head was resting back against his shoulder and Jungkook could tuck his head against the man’s neck, as well as drink his tea without choking on it.

“Did you discover anything cool today?” Taehyung asked, fingers playing with one of Hoseok’s hands gently.

Jungkook sipped his tea, feeling it warm him almost immediately, pushing out the last bit of chill he had and calming the shivers significantly.

Hoseok scoffed a little, “Only that Jungkookie is as big a tease as you are.”

Taehyung grinned and Jungkook pursed his lips a little indignantly, “I just wanted to share the sucker with you, you guys went and made it inappropriate.”

Namjoon laughed and shook his head, Jungkook felt himself smiling sheepishly, not able to take his words seriously either.

Jimin looked between them curiously, “What’s a sucker?”

“It’s a candy,” Jungkook answered before offering, “I can get you one if you want.”

“No you won’t.” Hoseok and Namjoon said flatly at the same time, making the others look at them in confusion and Jungkook snicker.

Seokjin hummed, “Jungkookie, we need to sit down and talk about that side of our relationship soon if you’re comfortable with that. Seeing as we would all very much like to go further with you.”

He said it so calmly with so much caring that Jungkook almost forgot he was talking about sex. Remembering that fact had him blushing and hiding his face in his teacup as he took another drink.

Jungkook had never really thought about ‘making love’. Actually, he’d never associated sex with love at all. It just, wasn’t something he’d ever experienced. His past with sex consisted of one-night stands and that was it. He never even had sex with Hosung when they were together and after the gang he’d been too busy to even think about it.

Hell, he’d lost his virginity in the bathroom of some dirty bar two nights after Hosung broke up with him. He couldn’t even remember what the guy looked like or the details of the night given how drunk he was at the time.

With them though… he knew it would be different. He knew it from the way they touched him and made him feel like he was more then just a fun night to forget about when the alcohol wore off later. They loved him. They cared about his mind as much as his body and he knew no matter what they did in the bedroom or if things got pleasantly rough, they’d be there to care for him afterwards.

They would be there in the morning.

Jungkook didn’t realize how much such a little thing meant.

“Kookie, we might use magic but we can’t read your mind love,” Jimin teased lightly.

Jungkook looked at him before realizing they were waiting for his response. Quickly he nodded, “I want to go further too. I’m ready to, whenever you guys are.”

They smiled at that and Namjoon rested his chin on Jimin’s shoulder, pulling him close.

Seokjin kissed his temple gently and Jungkook closed his eyes briefly to focus on the feeling.

Jungkook didn’t need a special occasion or candles or flowers. He just needed them. All six of them, no more and no less.

Yoongi’s playing stayed smooth and they could feel the love he put into each note, warming them as much as the fireplace did.

“Then we’ll talk soon about it, tomorrow night maybe,” Namjoon said, deep voice complimenting the music beautifully.

Jungkook looked at him, tilting his head, “Why not now?”

Taehyung snickered a bit, “Eager.”

Hoseok flicked the Fae’s nose gently for teasing and Seokjin shook his head fondly.

“There was something else we wanted to talk to you about tonight,” the eldest said calmly but Jungkook could feel his apprehension in the way he fiddled with the blanket.

Jungkook thought he had an idea of what he wanted to bring up and wasn’t sure how to feel about it. On one hand he didn’t want to ruin this perfect atmosphere with his sob story that would undoubtably upset them. On the other, he knew he should tell them.

“After you… after you died,” Namjoon said, the notes of Yoongi’s playing taking on a heavy feel to them though he didn’t miss a beat. “I went to see your brother like you asked.”

Jungkook hummed, knowing that they were trying to broach the subject carefully and he was fighting that side of him that just wanted to shut down the whole conversation. They deserved to know, especially if they were taking things further.

“How… how did he look?” Jungkook clarified when Namjoon gave him a confused look, “I mean, did he look healthy?”

This seemed to weigh heavy on all of them and he watched Jimin’s shoulders sag slightly, brow pinching in something close to fondness and pain.

“He looked healthy. He, asked about you, I told him you were my boyfriend and he seemed… relieved,” Namjoon explained, choosing his words carefully but being honest.

Jungkook smiled a bit. Yeah, that sounded like his brother. He meant what he’d said to Namjoon. He didn’t blame his brother for any of his parent’s choices. Did his brother make mistakes too? Yeah. But Jungkook was the one that pushed him away. So he couldn’t blame him for leaving.

He tried to picture his brother’s face when he found out Jungkook was dead, but found that he couldn’t. He had no clue how his family would have reacted to the news. Would his parents have cried? Would they regret what they did? Would they blame Jungkook for being such a problem child? Maybe they would just say they didn’t care, or maybe they forgot about him completely.

He turned his face into Seokjin’s neck and the man held him tighter.

“This story is going to suck you know,” he found himself warning, tone a forced lightness that they no doubt picked up on immediately.

“We want to hear it. If you’re willing to share,” Yoongi said, slowing the notes to something somber, using the music to sooth him.

Taehyung nodded gently, “Let us carry it with you?”

Jungkook licked his lips.

The love he felt in those words was enough to help him say his speak, to tell them what he hadn’t told anyone before.

Curled in Seokjin’s arms, in the warmth of the study, he told them his story.

Notes:

Alright to recap!
Jungkookie is already making new friends, Yoongi is happy with his fulfilled coffee addiction, I interrupt yet another possible sexy time, just a taste of protective hyungs (way more of that to come), and snuggles! And no, the world will not be named Bob lol

I know a lot of you wanted me to get more into Jungkook's past and family and you don't have to worry there, it is a major plot line after all, I wouldn't leave you wondering for too much longer. This is a slow burn so we have lots of room to explore all the fun and angsty stuff ^_^
Lots of love and cuddles for Kookie next chapter.

Next Update: Thursday 11th

Next Chapter: Jungkook tells the boys about his family. Yoongi makes a new friend.

Thanks again everyone so so much! I hope you enjoyed!
Borahae~

Chapter 3: The Little Phoenix

Summary:

Jungkook opens up about his past and Yoongi makes a new friend.

Notes:

Hello! Got a nice long and very busy chapter for you ^_^ Lots happening in this one. Please read the warning below and check the updated tags!!

A lot of people wanted to see what Jungkook's past was like and what happened with his family, so here it is! It was always planned to be written but I want to thank rainbow_kookies and Stardustinfinity for requesting the backstory/memories specifically. I know there's a lot of people who requested a confrontation between Jungkook's family and the boys, and don't worry, I've got you. This is just the start of it. There will be more drama to come. But no spoilers for you beautiful people!

Warning!! --> This chapter handles heavy and triggering topics such as; Homophobia, emotional abuse, lightly touches on physical abuse, conversion therapy, misinformation about LGBTQ+, slurs and bigotry, depression, suggestions and mentions of suicide/self-harm, emotional trauma, unhealthy coping mechanisms, abandonment and toxic families.
If you do not wish to read any of this or it may be triggering for you, skip to the first page break or don't read it at all. This is up to your own discretion.

That being said, I've tried to handle the subjects carefully, I don't delve too deep into them but it is integral to the story and Jungkook's character in this story. To some it may seem light because I know there are a lot of much much heavier and darker stories on here but to others it could be very upsetting so I just wanted to make sure all of you wonderful readers know. And if you think I've handled any of the topics inappropriately please let me know and kindly help me understand it better.

I hope you enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook had first mentioned his attraction for boys by accident.

It had been one evening when Jungkook was sixteen. His father was just sitting down to watch tv in the living room and his mother had been about to head upstairs to retire to their room.

Jungkook, in his eagerness to show his father the pictures he and his friends had taken, talking excitedly about the stupid things they did or said, had unthoughtfully let it slip that he thought one of his friends was really cute. He’d forgotten he was talking to his father and not his brother.

Jungkook could remember the sharp look his father had given him, the scowl that set itself into his features. “Don’t go around saying things like that Jungkook. People will get the wrong idea.”

His mother had looked over and huffed, waving a hand, “Don’t be so serious all the time, that’s just how kids joke around these days hunny.”

He didn’t know whose words hurt more.

Jungkook knew he was gay, had known since the year before. He’d heeded his brothers warning about their parents finding out, though he didn’t really know why it would be such a big deal. Their family wasn’t overly religious. His mother would go to church occasionally but it wasn’t much of a routine in their family.

To have his father say that to him had stung. But he tried to be understanding. He tried to justify it by convincing himself that his father was just not used to things like that. That he was just born in a generation where the ideas were different.

To have his mother brush it off as if it wasn’t even a possibility was a little harder to ignore.

Jungkook had been doing his research. He’d looked up more about the communities and how people were being more open. It wasn’t necessarily accepted yet but he felt like most of his friends wouldn’t care if he came out. They never spoke on the topic as if it were a bad thing and it had come up a few times. It was never slurs or insults or things said thoughtlessly, his friends were very respectful and tended to be curious about subjects like transgender, cross dressing and the queer community. They always asked questions and while not many of them knew the answers, someone would go home that night and research about it, much like Jungkook had learned to do when he was figuring himself out.

The more he learned (after weeding out the false information and misconceptions), the more he felt like he was discovering a group of people who understood him.

The more he became comfortable with himself.

The more he questioned why his brother thought it was so bad to talk to his parents about it.

He could help them understand.

It was weeks later, after the sting of his father’s words was forgotten, that Jungkook felt confident. Life was good. His parents didn’t act any different because of his brief comment, they always asked him how his day was and listened to him talk about school and friends and the rude teacher that was giving him problems.

Things were normal.

His father had sat down and helped him with his math homework for a few hours one night. They sat in Jungkook’s room at his desk talking about math equations intermingled with pleasant conversation and jokes here and there.

Jungkook felt too confident.

“Dad? What… what would you say if I ever got a boyfriend?”

The words were out of his mouth and his eyes were locked on his math notes, pen hovering over the paper as he sat in the silence that overtook the room.

It was like someone had vacuumed all the air out of the space.

Jungkook could feel his father’s sharp eyes on him, cutting into him.

“You’re not a faggot.”

The slur was unexpected and unwarranted, making Jungkook snap his eyes up to meet his father’s, his heart seizing. “Dad don’t say that. It’s really offensive,” he tried to explain with a dry mouth. It’s okay. His father was just new to this. He just didn’t know.

Expect the disgusted look on his face told him his father knew exactly what he was saying.

“Do you think you’re a fag Jungkook?” His words were harsh but his tone was harsher. He wasn’t yelling, but he didn’t need too for it to make Jungkook flinch.

“No. I’m not a, a fag dad. I’m gay. I like boys,” he said, watching the colour drain from his father’s face, replaced with fear and horror as the man sat back in his chair staring at Jungkook like he was a stranger. Jungkook rushed to explain, rushed to tell him that it wasn’t a big deal, that it didn’t change anything, “It’s not- I’ve known for awhile, last year I had a crush on this boy and-and I don’t feel anything towards girls, so- dad? Where are you going?”

Jungkook started panicking when his father stood, wiped a hand down his face and stormed out of the room. 

He slammed the door.

Jungkook’s bedroom door had never closed right after that.

The next day, nothing was said about it. Or the day after that. His father didn’t spare him a word or a glance.

Things happened slowly. It wasn’t until later, much later, that Jungkook would wish that his father had kicked him out right then and there.

At some point, in private, his father spoke with his mother. Told her what he had said.

Jungkook knew because she began to look at him with pity in her eyes. She started treating him like he was fragile, or that he had just been told he had a few months left to live.

He told his brother, when the other drove him home from school one day while he was visiting. His brother had moved for college and only came by once and awhile.

“They look at me like I have the plague hyung,” he told him, staring out the car window. The streets were busy, as always. Jungkook almost wished he’d walked. He didn’t want to get home so soon.

The sigh that left his brother was a tired one, weary, “They’re… stuck in their ways. Give them some time to come around.”

Even he didn’t sound like he believed his words.

“I overheard them talking last night. Mom asked if it was possible to ‘catch’ what I have. If there was a cure. And dad’s barely spoken to me, he won’t even stay in the same room as me for more than five minutes.”

“Shit Jungkook… I’ll try talking to them okay?” Ji-hun’s hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, “I’ll get you out of there soon. Just hold on for another year okay? I’ll be able to afford a place big enough for both of us then.”

Jungkook bit his lip. A year was so long when he felt like he could barely make it through a day. He was lucky he could at least go to school to escape it most of the time. He tried to stay out as late as he could most nights but the weather was turning. The air was crisp and biting.

Ji-hun did talk to them that night.

Jungkook knew because it turned into a screaming match that he could hear clearly from his room.

“He’s no different then the Jungkook you’ve loved and raised! So what if he likes guys!”

“I won’t have people disgracing our family because my son chose to be something so disgusting!”

“What’s disgusting is your bigotry! Jungkook is your damn son!”

“He’s sick Ji-hun!” His mother yelled, it was the first time he’d heard her raise her voice. “He needs help.”

“And what help are you being? You’re making him feel worthless!”

He blocked out the yelling with his headphones, curling on his side and hiding his head under his pillow. He felt the house shake when the front door slammed. He didn’t move, laying there in the dark until the tears ran dry and his mind was numb. His chest felt tight, his throat tighter.

No one came to check on him.

So many people making decisions for him.

He was sick of it. He was sick of people assuming what he needed or how he felt, he was sick of feeling like they looked at him and only saw his sexuality.

Jungkook wanted to prove to them that he could be happy with a man. It wasn’t a sickness. He was sure, so very sure, that if they just saw him happy with someone he loved, they would understand.

He asked Hosung out.

The other boy said yes.

For the first time in awhile, when Hosung held his hand for the first time, Jungkook didn’t feel wrong. He was confident his parents would see.

Jungkook never got the chance to show them though. He hadn’t even gotten the chance to tell them about Hosung. When he had gotten home from school that day, he was greeted at the door by his parents who were smiling at him.

At him.

After a long time of side glances, glares and disgusted looks, they were suddenly smiling.

Jungkook felt sick when the next words out of their mouth registered in his mind.

“We’ve found a way to fix you.”

The happiness in his mother’s voice, the relief on his father’s face, wedged into his chest breaking his heart just that little bit further. His stomach twisted and he felt like he was going to throw up.

“Jungkook, we’ve been doing some searching. We’ve found someone who’s willing to help coach us on how to help you. She said she can help us with reparative therapy,” his mother embraced him, hand coming to gently brush through his hair. “We can treat you right here, so no one has to know. There’s hope that you can have a normal life.”

He wanted to run.

It was the only thing on his mind, the rest of their ‘caring’ words became a blur. He wanted to turn and run. But where would he go? Anywhere he went would only be temporary. His parents would drag him back here.

He wanted to protest, to say no. He knew what conversion therapy was, he knew it was torture. Did his parents understand that?

His voice wouldn’t come out, Jungkook was sure he’d swallowed his tongue.

Why did they look so happy? Why was his mother’s voice so hopeful? His father looked almost proud.

They told him it wouldn’t be easy at first. They told him it would be a slow process but as long as he committed then he could be fixed. They spoke as if it was something he wanted. As if it were in his best interest.

The ‘sessions’ started that night despite his protests.

Maybe… maybe part of him thought this was for the best. Maybe it would work and his parents would be happy again. Maybe they would love him again.

He hated himself for coming out to them, he hated himself for being gay, so he had hoped as much as his parents did that it worked. But there was always that side that missed the confidence he felt when he was being him. Missed how nice it was to kiss Hosung and cuddle him without thoughts of ‘what would my parents say if they saw this’.

He knew deep down that it wouldn’t work.

But he hadn’t realized how much of a toll it would take on him.

It went on for a month. The longest month of his life.

It started with talking. They would ask him questions and if he answered wrong, if his answers weren’t ‘straight’ enough, they would throw slurs and insults towards him. They would scream in his face and if he moved, if he tried to talk back they would scream louder, they would grab him and shake him. It was terrifying.

That was the goal. To scare him straight.

It left him feeling broken and sick. It wasn’t so much the words, though they didn’t help, but who the words were coming from. He hated the looks of hope his parents would get before a session. Hated how he lied to avoid the aggression.

Yes, the woman in the picture was someone he’d like to date.

No, he didn’t feel anything looking at the picture of two men holding hands.

Yes, he liked a girl at school.

No, he wasn’t gay.

He wasn’t gay.

He didn’t like boys.

It burned every time the words left his mouth. But the onslaught of hate directed towards him from his own family was so much worse.

Then, when they seemed appeased by his ‘progress’ they started a different method that the therapist suggested over the phone.

They locked him in a room for hours. From the time he got home from school to midnight. They would give him some food and water and they would play an audio that the therapist had given them through the door loudly.

‘You are not attracted to the same gender. You only relate well to your gender. It’s natural to be confused at first. It is unnatural to be with the same gender. Being gay is a sin. You will go to hell.’

On and on it went and when it was done it would repeat. Jungkook could repeat every word from memory. He had no way to turn it off, no way to block out the voice. The first hour he could ignore it, even mocked it for how stupid it was, but it became deafening. The words felt like they were searing his skin.

He felt like he was losing his mind by the time midnight rolled around. He’d screamed and cried and yelled but his parents refused to open the door. He tried to kick it down, tried throwing himself against it, clawing at it until his fingers bled but the voice wouldn’t shut up. It wouldn’t stop.

There was only one and a half sessions like that. Because halfway through the second one, Jungkook was violently ill. The stress and anxiety had become too much for him. When his parents heard glass shatter, when they threw the door open just in time to catch Jungkook about to throw himself out the second story window, they stopped those sessions.

He hadn’t wanted to hurt himself. But the voice was too loud to escape. It had become his only option to get away from it.

His parents could see it. Jungkook knew they could see what they were doing was wrong.

It became real for them when they saw the vomit on the floor, saw the marks clawed into the back of the door, saw his torn finger nails and his pale skin and heard his hoarse voice.

His father yelled at the therapist on the phone as his mother had tried to put Jungkook’s broken pieces back into place. She tried to tell him that they truly loved him, that they were only trying to help. His father demanded the therapist give them another method, because this was too cruel.

His mother would hold him and cry, she would apologize and sob and Jungkook wouldn’t care. She would beg for their son to be healed; she would pray next to him every night. She fell hard into religion after that, to help banish the demons from her son’s soul.

His father would console her later, holding her and shedding a few tears himself as he reassured her, reassured himself, that this would help Jungkook. It would help their son.

They were still more concerned with ‘fixing’ him then letting him be who he was.

Ji-hun came home to visit again. When Jungkook came home later than usual, looking pale and drained, another fight started. His brother had taken one look at him and demanded an explanation from their parents. The fights just made things worse and Jungkook learned to dread when his brother would come home.

He would show up, play the big brother roll and then leave him behind. He’d run back to his perfect life with his perfect girlfriend and not think twice about the storm he left Jungkook to weather alone.

They fought a lot. Ji-hun tried to tell him he was just trying to help, Jungkook thought that was bullshit.

He told him to never come back. Told him he was only making it worse.

So Ji-hun stopped visiting.

Jungkook joined the gang not long after.

He lost touch with his friends.

He hardly spoke anymore at school.

Hosung was the only one who knew what was going on.

He spent as much time as he could out of the house, running from the yelling and the verbal abuse that slammed into him like a wall every time he stepped a foot through their front door.

Things in the gang got rough sometimes, he’d come home with bruises and cuts. He came home dragging a sprained ankle one day. His parents only ever spared him a glance, shook their heads and told him ‘If you weren’t gay, they wouldn’t beat you up’ or ‘You wouldn’t have this problem if you were normal.’

He called his brother when things had reached a point where his own mind was no longer safe for him. He licked a cut on his lip as the phone rang, feeling it sting.

He cried and broke and told his brother everything, all the things they’d said to him, how he had bruises from when his father forced him back in his chair, how he felt like he was drowning. Jungkook begged him to save him from this hell.

His brother was silent through it all.

“Jungkook… I’m… I’m moving to America.”

Jungkook felt his mind go blank. He must have said something, must have asked, because his brother kept speaking.

“My work transferred me, I’m moving to America tomorrow.”

“T-Take me with you. Hy-ung, Hyung, take me with you, you promised,” Jungkook sobbed, he sobbed and begged and scrambled out of bed. He grabbed his backpack. He started throwing things in it, clothes, his charger, his wallet, anything he could grab within reach that he might need. “I can- I can be there, I’ll take a bus, don’t leave without me, I’ll leave right now!”

“Jungkook…” his brother sounded like he was crying. “I can’t, I can’t afford- you’ll need school, and-and you don’t have a passport, Kookie- I’m so sorry, I’m so fucking sorry.”

Jungkook slowly dropped his hand from his bag, staring at his wall blankly.

His brother was abandoning him.

He didn’t need to take the job. He could stay here and help Jungkook. But he chose to leave. He was leaving him behind.

The next words out of Jungkook’s mouth were said without emotion, whispered into his room. It was just, realization. Fact. Empty fact with which he was suddenly coming to terms.

“They’re killing me.”

His brother sobbed. Maybe he said something. Jungkook hung up.

Things after that were a blur. Jungkook thinks he screamed. Screamed so hard that he could feel his vocal cords protest, could taste copper. His parents might have come to the door, asked him what was wrong, he threw something, a lamp maybe? It had shattered against the wall.

Yelling and more yelling. Always yelling. But this time it was from him. He couldn’t remember all of what he’d said. He remembered that he asked them if they could see what they were doing to him, if they cared at all about him or just their reputation, if they even loved him as their son anymore.

His mother was trying to calm him down, begging him to stop, he might have pushed her. His father stepped in, angry, livid.

The sound of the front door slamming closed was what he remembered vividly. As if it had woken his mind up, he found himself sprawled out on their front path with his bag next to him and a closed door in his face.

Silence.

Just… silence.

Jungkook sat on the yard for a while, cried silently, not daring to make a noise because he was so sick of the yelling, so sick of the loud noises. He just wanted quiet. Compared to his house, the street at night felt welcoming.

He stayed with Il-seong, a ‘friend’ from the gang, for a long while in his dirty small apartment. He took more jobs, got more reckless. Hosung had been the only thing he’d hung onto during that time, but even he could tell that the other was losing interest. When they broke up, Jungkook spent almost every night at a bar drunk off his ass.

He ignored his parents phone calls, ignored the calls and messages from his brother.

Eventually they stopped calling.

When Jungkook was eighteen he spoke to them again very briefly.

One morning, when he woke up in a stranger’s bed, sore and with very little memory of the night before, his phone rang.

The man groaned and grumbled out a curse at the sharp noise so early, burying his head further under the blankets. Jungkook didn’t even glance at him, rolling over to grab his phone. He didn’t bother checking the ID in his hungover haze. He figured it was just his work calling to fire him for being late for the fourth time. Grocery stores apparently didn’t like that from their employees.

“Hello?” He grumbled, resting the phone on the side of his head as he closed his eyes to sleep again.

“Jungkook..?,” his father’s voice, one he hadn’t heard in so long, made him jerk in surprise, had him sitting up quickly to check his phone and cursing himself for answering.

“What?” He bit out, throwing the blankets off him and grabbing his pants off the floor. He tucked the phone against his ear and shoulder as he pulled them on.

“Jungkook, please, don’t hang up. Please. God we’re so sorry. We’re so so sorry Jungkook. We didn’t know it was… we didn’t know what we were doing to you. Please. Son, please come home so we can talk.”

The actual guilt in his voice made Jungkook pause. He squinted slightly at the wall of the unfamiliar room, scoffing, “Talk about what?”

“Anything, everything, we can- let us fix this.”

Oh how Jungkook hated those words. He felt anger boil in his stomach as he pulled his shirt on, “Fix what? Fix me? Yeah you tried that.”

“We can… we can find some other way-”

“Don’t call me again.”

He hung up.

He didn’t speak to his parents at all after that.

His brother had called too, to which he answered. Told him that he was doing just fine on his own, that he didn’t need him or to go to America. His brother told him how broken up their parents were over this, how the guilt was eating them alive. How they were trying to change, to understand.

Jungkook couldn’t find it in himself to care. He blamed them for everything, ever bad decision, every time he did another thing he regretted, he blamed them. And maybe that wasn’t fair. But he didn’t care. They were supposed to be his family.

Now they wanted to listen? Now they wanted to understand? After everything they put him through?

He was lost.

Lost and so very alone.

And then he spent months in the hospital after being ‘shot’.

A doctor told him it was a miracle he was alive.

A miracle.

After that, he promised himself he wouldn’t waste his life. He didn’t want to die. He hadn’t before and he didn’t now. So this little miracle he’d been blessed with, he wouldn’t waste it.

He made a deal with the gang leader.

One more month of work and he’d pay off his hospital bills. It seemed odd, it seemed like the leader was trying to play him. So Jungkook tried to play him in return. He told the man double of what his hospital bills costed.

And it worked.

The leader paid him every won he’d asked for.

Jungkook paid off his hospital bills and used the rest to get into college.

Then on a chilly slightly tipsy night, he saw a door standing in the middle of a sidewalk.


“I never… I could never work up the courage to face them again. I’m not angry anymore. Really, we aren’t all that different. My parents and I made a lot of bad decisions thinking we were doing the right thing. I pushed my brother away, I basically let my life crumble apart and it took a brush with death to realize all the anger wasn’t worth holding onto.”

Jungkook had sat up part way through his story, putting his feet on the ground and resting his elbow’s on his knees. He felt like bringing this up while he was curled in Seokjin’s arms would somehow… taint the perfect moment. He had forced himself to separate from him if only to get the words out.

He had been tempted to stop many times. When he heard Yoongi stop playing, when Hoseok started crying, well, when everyone started crying. When they all had to ask him to stop for a moment, to give them a second after he told them he tried to jump out a window to escape the abuse.

When they didn’t look like they were about to explode in anger, in sadness, they told him to continue.

He pushed on and they didn’t interrupt after that. They listened. They carried it with him.

Jungkook felt… strange. He’d never told anyone all of this before. He’d never had anyone care enough to ask.

Sitting here looking at his six crying boyfriends, he felt kind of proud. Not for making them cry, of course not, he actually was really wishing they weren’t crying.

But comparing his past to his present, to this moment, he had come such a long way and had survived so much. He somehow even survived death.

It made his troubles back then feel small and far away. A distant nightmare. One that couldn’t hurt him anymore.

Not with them here.

“Guys…” He said, laughing softly and giving them a gentle smile. He held out his arms towards Jimin who was trying to hide his sobbing into the blanket wrapped around him and Namjoon.

The Fae jumped towards Jungkook, not even making it onto the couch, wrapping his arms around his middle and burying his face in his chest as he knelt between his legs. Jungkook hugged him tightly, running a hand through his pink hair.

“Fuck Kookie… I don’t,” Hoseok held Taehyung tighter who was trying to wipe his own tears away. “Fuck.”

“Don’t- Don’t you dare make excuses for them-those- people, they tortured you,” Namjoon growled, opening and closing his hands around the blanket in his lap.

Yoongi stood up from the piano bench and walked over, unashamed of his tear-stained cheeks. He took a seat next to Jungkook and Jimin and wrapped an arm around his shoulders, pulling him in to kiss his temple. “I want to kill them.”

Jungkook blinked in surprise at the contrast of his words to his tone. He said it lovingly, sweetly, like he wasn’t threatening somebody’s life. Strangely, it was more terrifying then if he were to say it with anger. Because Jungkook knew he meant it.

“How could they- how could they do something like that to you? To their son?” Jimin’s muffled voice made him look down at the Fae, only to again have his attention shift to Seokjin who cupped his face in his hands from his other side.

“Our sweet bunny,” Jungkook flushed at the words, that pride he was feeling swelling even further, encompassing and destroying any dredged up negative emotions he’d had. “Our kind, loving bunny. If we had known sooner...”

Jungkook swallowed.

He didn’t voice the threat but he heard it loud and clear.

Sometimes he forgot just how powerful his boyfriends were. He hadn’t even experienced the extent of their abilities yet and he knew that they were beyond powerful. It made him feel a pleasant heat in his stomach to know that such strong beings could be so gentle to him.

He didn’t doubt Seokjin’s words. Even if their magic didn’t work on human’s, he didn’t doubt they would still be unstoppable without.

Jungkook thinks that if he’d been telling anyone else all this, he’d maybe start crying too. It wasn’t a fresh wound, but it was a scar rooted deep. Poking at that scar hurt from time to time. But, besides feeling a bit open, a bit raw, he was surrounded by so much love and caring that it was hard to remember the pain from before.

Chuckling lightly, he shook his head.

“I wonder sometimes if they were actually trying to understand. Or if they just told me that to get me back home. I didn’t want to give them another chance, but sometimes I think maybe if I had… they would have been my family again, they might have accepted me,” he sighed.

“They shouldn’t have ever needed a second chance,” Namjoon said, voice hard and cold.

Licking his lips and smiling a bit at Seokjin’s quiet huff, Jungkook nodded. He knew he was right, that they were his parents and they shouldn’t have ever thought it would be okay to make him think he was anything less then a human being. But it had happened.

It had broken him for a long time. Some nights it still did. Sometimes the sound of a door slamming brought him back, sometimes yelling became overwhelming. Conflict had used to terrify him. Any form of aggression made him want to vomit back then. Instead of hiding from it though, he threw himself into it. He got in fights in the gang, some he started. He faced the aggression head on and learned how to hold a brave face instead of cowering.

It messed him up in different ways to handle his situation like he did, but he was confident that if he ever faced his father again, he could actually face him. He wouldn’t cower or flinch.

Jungkook had done the same when it came to his sexuality. The thought of being intimate with men or the attempts at being intimate with men became difficult. Every time he tried he’d hear the slurs and slander he was brainwashed to hear. So he threw himself headlong into one night stands and sex with strangers.

It wasn’t a healthy way to deal with it. He knew that. It was as aggressive as the therapy used to mess him up in the first place. But it was the only thing he knew how to do at that point.

He was so much better now, so much happier than he knew it was possible to be. He’d learned slowly that he was making his life worse by making the choices he was. And even though he was working two jobs and exhausted from school after the gem was shoved in him, it was a better life then he’d had before.

Now? Now it felt like he was exactly where he was needed, where he was wanted, and where he would always want to be. 

“But I have you guys now. You’re all the family I need.”

That had all of them cooing and crowding around, squishing them all together in a cuddle pile that might break the legs of the couch under their weight.

Jimin squished his face harder into Jungkook’s chest, so much he thought it might be hurting the Fae. “St-Stop! Stop be-being cute and per-fect! Let me be upset!”

Jungkook laughed and leaned down to kiss his head, “Sorry sweetheart.”

He only got a whine in response.

Jungkook thinks that Jimin was the first to capture his heart. Tae not far behind. He felt a connection to the two Fae’s, slightly different then what he felt with the others but no more or less passionate and beautiful.

Jimin’s words, back when they first met, still rung in his mind every now and then.

‘Healing shouldn’t hurt.’

God how those words had hit him. Jimin said them naturally, out of the blue as if they were simple fact. But Jungkook had felt like his mind had been rewritten. As if he was suddenly shown a path he didn’t know existed, a possibility of something kinder.

After so long of nothing but aggression, to have someone be so kind and gentle with him, a stranger no less, had been… almost painful. It was why he’d had such a hard time leaving the Galaxy the first time. It was just so gentle.

A place where the yelling was of cheerful chaos and nonsense. Where doors slamming was rare and accidental. A place where if there was a problem, they all talked. They had family meetings, they shared their hobbies and built each other up, encouraged each other. Loved each other.

For Jungkook, who had never known such things, it was too good to be true.

It was perfect.

“Jungkookie?” Taehyung spoke up and continued when Jungkook gave him his attention, “Are you going to talk to them again?”

Jungkook sucked in a slow breath and hummed. That was the question wasn’t it. He didn’t see much point in it. If his parents and brother thought he was dead then at least they didn’t have to worry about it anymore. There wasn’t much point in dragging up old problems.

“I don’t think so. I’m fine with them thinking I’m dead. It… sort of feels like I’ve cut ties with them entirely. Like I can start over and let it go. They would just be strangers to me now,” he said calmly.

They all nodded in agreement and understanding but still looked incredibly upset.

“You know,” Jungkook started. “If none of that happened to me, I wouldn’t have met you guys. And if anything it made me more sure of who I am and want I want. Sometimes I forget, that I’m not alone anymore, so… if that happens… I might need your help to remind me.”

Such a little thing, asking for help.

So simple in thought but so extremely hard in practice.

Seokjin reached around Taehyung and leaned in to kiss him. Slowly and calmly, as if they had all the time in the world. There was no slander or voices telling him this was wrong when they kissed him, when they touched him. Never with them. Not a single thing about being with them felt wrong.

When he pulled away he was smiling. “Jungkook, we love you so much. We will remind you every minute of every day if you need us too. You are ours. You aren’t ever alone for as long as you wish to be ours.”

Jungkook stomach flipped and twirled with butterflies, captivated by Seokjin’s words and his lingering kiss on his lips. “Yours. All of yours,” he agreed. The group hummed happily and he felt a few of them pull him closer protectively. He kissed Yoongi’s arm that had looped across his chest. “And… you’re mine. All mine.”

Taehyung groans and nods quickly next to his leg on the floor beside Jimin. “Yours Kookie. Always yours.”

The warmth and love settled around them, banishing the distasteful emotions that lingered from the telling of his past. It was comfortable and warm and it almost made him forget his whole life before this moment.

He had his concerns, his doubts, and his worries for the future. For his place amongst them.

But he had them, so it was okay. They would be okay.

Just as he was starting to drift to sleep, he couldn’t help but mumble, “Sex talk tomorrow?”

He was met with multiple laughs and couldn’t help grinning and squirming when someone poked him in the side.


They didn’t end up having the sex talk the next day.

Jungkook wasn’t disappointed though, he knew there was tons of time to get into that.

Plus, the guys needed to process everything he told them.

Yoongi was much more… cautious when he came to work with him in the morning. He barely took his eyes off him once. Jungkook was sure that he was lost in his own thoughts most of the time while he stared.

Though, it had been a little awkward to explain to a few customers who came up to him and whispered their concern for him that no, Yoongi wasn’t a creep, he was someone he knew just messing around.

When they got home that night, Yoongi had disappeared off somewhere.

It wasn’t until a column of fire the size of the house shot into the sky from the training grounds that Jungkook realized where he’d gone.

He’d noticed that everyone was taking it hard but trying not to show it. Jimin and Taehyung had spent the whole day locked in Taehyung’s room. Seokjin and Namjoon had left, leaving him with Yoongi and Hoseok.

After sufficiently bothering the phoenix into trying on a bunch of Jungkook’s clothes, then having to come to terms with the loss of one of his favourite shirts because the man refused to take it off now (despite how he practically swam in the thing which was too adorable for words), the pair went to spend time with Hoseok.

He was working in the greenhouse and smiled at them when they came in, looking Yoongi over, eyes tracing the exposed skin of his shoulder where the oversized shirt had slipped down.

Hoseok was all too willing to drop what he was doing to pull the phoenix into his lap, nuzzling against his neck.

Jungkook asked Hoseok where the immortal and angel had gone, slightly distracted at how good the two looked together.

“They just went to get some things, they’ll be back soon,” the dragon smiled at him. Jungkook chose not to think much on it, they came and went a lot so it wasn’t strange.

The day after that, his third day of work, things already felt calmer in the house. They had seemed to have let out their emotions on the subject of Jungkook’s family and everyone looked to be in much better moods in the morning.

Yoongi had come with him yet again to work.

On the way though, the phoenix had asked him if he’d like to have a day to himself at the café. Jungkook had been hesitant, asking if they were really okay with that. Eventually they agreed that the next day he would go to work by himself after Yoongi had explained that it might be good for all of them if they slowly got used to not being able to see Jungkook all the time.

They could take it slow, one day at a time.

Jungkook made him promise that if it became too hard or he got too concerned, that he would come see him at the café whenever he or the others needed too.

But that was tomorrow.

Today, Jungkook was having another pleasant conversation with Sumi behind the counter in between serving customers.

“Run that by me again, you have to calculate…?”

“Stress strains on welding points,” Sumi filled in with a giggle.

“Which lets you know…”

“Whether or not the welds can stand up to the pressure they’re being put under or if they’ll essentially explode. That and flow rates depending on the types of hoses used for the hydraulic piston.”

Jungkook shook his head as he wiped down a table in the middle of the café, “Okay, give me like an hour to process what you just said before you say anymore.”

Sumi shook her head in amusement and leaned her elbows on the counter, “It’s not as hard as it sounds Jungkook-ssi.”

“Coming from the engineering student,” Jungkook scoffed and pushed the chairs back into the table, shooting her a smile. She seemed to jump a little and he wondered briefly if she’d stubbed her foot on the bottom of the counter. He’d done that a few times now.

“Kookie, your phone is acting weird,” Yoongi said from his usual spot. He was moving Jungkook’s phone around and tapping the screen in confusion.

Jungkook looked at him and laughed a bit, going over and taking the phone. He tapped out of the multitude of apps he’d accidently opened and raised a brow, “What were you trying to do?”

“Get on the internet,” Yoongi huffed a bit.

Jungkook tapped into the browser and tapped the search bar before handing it back to him.

“Thanks,” he hummed and smiled at him. If Jungkook wasn’t in his workplace, he’d squish his cheeks then probably get his ass kicked by the phoenix.

It would be worth it.

He was too damn cute.

Who was he kidding, Yoongi would probably let him. He’d be grumpy about it, but he’d let him.

“What are you looking up?” He asked curiously, leaning over to try and see as the man started typing. When Yoongi quickly turned the phone to hide the screen he squinted suspiciously. That was odd.

“Nothing. Videos.”

“Is it nothing or videos?”

“Video’s of nothing.”

“Hyung,” Jungkook laughed when Yoongi scrunched his nose in a fake intimidating look, “Alright, I won’t ask.”

He held up his hands in surrender, heading back over to the counter to help a customer who just came in. Jungkook glanced at Yoongi once more to see the man typing away again. Shaking his head in amusement he greeted the customer with a warm welcome and a bow.

Sumi got the order started as he worked the till, overhearing the customers order.

He was getting to know more about Sumi slowly, though it was only his third day, he really enjoyed working with her. She took her job seriously but not so seriously that she wasn’t willing to have some fun. They had been playing a mock game of bottle caps with coffee lids when things were slow earlier.

 Jungkook looked towards the door as a woman came in dressed in a business suit and being tailed by an adorable little boy who couldn’t have been more than seven.

“Susu-noona!” The boy exclaimed and ran over to the counter. He stood on his toes, pulling himself up to see over the edge.

Sumi gasped and leaned over the counter in an exaggerated fashion, looking around. “Who said that?”

Jungkook watched in amusement as the boy pouted, “Noona!” the boy jumped and waved his hands above his head.

“Oh! Sorry I didn’t see you there Shorty,” she smiled as the boy whined and stomped his feet, complaining that he wasn’t short.

“Settle down Boseon-ah,” the woman laughed a bit, bowing to Jungkook and Sumi. She paused when her eyes settled on Jungkook and he returned a polite bow, standing behind the register. “Oh, hello! Goodness, aren’t you handsome.”

Jungkook stammered a bit and rubbed his neck in embarrassment, “Thank you?”

The woman smiled and waved a hand, “You must have just started, my son and I come in here often.”

“Just started a few days ago,” Jungkook said politely. “Can I get you anything?”

“A large coffee and piece of that delicious looking cake if you wouldn’t mind dear. Sumi-ah, how are you doing sweetie?” The woman said smiling.

Jungkook keyed in her order and stepped over to the coffeemaker to get it ready.

“I’ve been good, school is as busy as ever,” Sumi said casually. “Lots of meetings today?”

The woman sighed and checked her watch, “Only two, but the last one might run past closing, would you mind-”

Sumi raised a hand to stop her, “You know we love Boseon-ah’s company. It’s no problem. Besides I was planning to stay a bit to get some homework done so I can watch him until you get back.”

“Thank you dear, you don’t know how much this helps me, Thursday’s are always tough.”

Out of the corner of his eye Jungkook saw the little boy get rather bored of the conversation and start looking around.

He watched as the coffee brewed, intrigued when the boy stomped his way over to Yoongi.


A sharp tug to his sleeve drew the phoenix’s attention away from the rainbow flag on the phone screen to a… tiny human. A really tiny human.

He blinked at the expression the little boy was giving him, his large eyes narrowed and his brow pinched, nose scrunched up in an exaggerated way. Yoongi raised a brow.

The child stomped his foot, putting his fists on his hips.

“This is my table!”

Yoongi stared at the tiny person.

He opened his mouth and closed it again.

Looking up and around he caught Jungkook’s eyes over the counter and his lover was looking more than a little amused as he did something with one of the machines. A woman was speaking to Jungkook’s coworker and Yoongi could assume she was the boy’s mother.

“Hey! Ajusshi you have to move, this is my spot!”

Yoongi looked back at the boy, leaning his cheek on his hand, “I can’t move.”

The boy blinked at him, tilting his head, “You can’t?”

“Nope.”

“Why not?”

“Don’t want to.”

The boy puffed his cheeks and stomped his foot again. “My mom always tells me to sit here!”

“Really?” Yoongi asked in a bored tone.

Seeing him clearly disinterested, the boy got even more riled up. “You don’t want to make me angry!”

“Oh? What happens if I do?” Yoongi hummed, taking a sip of his coffee.

“I’ll attack you with fire! I’m a phoenix!”

The sharp inhale of surprise didn’t mix very well with the fact he was also trying to take a drink and Yoongi quickly found himself choking on it. He coughed and set his coffee down, grabbing a napkin to wipe his mouth.

“Boseon-ah! Don’t bother that man!” The woman hurried over from the counter and pulled her son away from Yoongi, bowing quickly. “I’m so sorry sir. Boseon, apologize.”

The boy, Boseon, pouted at his mother and whined, “But he’s in my spot!”

“You can sit in another spot today, don’t be rude,” the woman frowned.

The boy looked down looking genuinely upset before he bowed and mumbled an apology. Yoongi leaned back against the booth, watching the child with curiosity.

It had been a long time since Yoongi had dealt with children at all. Especially human children. He couldn’t even remember if he’d met a human child before now.

“I didn’t say you couldn’t sit here, I’m just not moving,” Yoongi clarified.

The boy seemed to perk up at that and he looked at his mother excitedly. The woman seemed hesitant but a quick glance at a device on her wrist had her nodding. “Alright you can sit with him but same rules okay? Don’t go anywhere until I come back. Sumi-ah will be keeping an eye on you alright?”

“Okay mom!”

“I love you sweetie, I’ll be back as soon as I can.”

Yoongi had to look away when the woman kissed her son on the forward. His chest burned with something nostalgic and not entirely pleasant. He took another drink of coffee and found himself seeking out Jungkook once again.

He really did look incredible in everything. There wasn’t a moment Jungkook ever looked bad. Yoongi had seen his cute bedhead when he woke up from a nap with him once and if that wasn’t just the most adorable thing. Sleepy Jungkook had a habit of mumbling nonsense and getting really cuddly too.

And yet his own parents had the nerve to put him through hell, to cut him down with their words and make him think he was something disgusting?

The thought of his parents had a heat burning deep in his chest and Yoongi was quick to tamp it down. Jungkook wouldn’t appreciate him burning down his workplace.

He just didn’t understand how someone could look at Jungkook and want to do him any harm. How could someone look at those big doe eyes and not melt?

How could anyone hate someone for loving another? For finding who they were and being comfortable with themselves? It was absolute bullshit.

His boyfriend gave the woman her coffee and spoke to her briefly before she was heading out the door and Boseon was climbing onto the seat across from Yoongi.

Yoongi tore his gaze away from his lover to follow the girl, Sumi, as she walked over to them with a plate. The girl glanced at him as she set the plate down in front of Boseon. It had what seemed to be a dessert on it and judging by the child’s excitement, it was a treat he liked.

“Are you making friends Shorty?” Sumi asked, ruffling the boy’s hair.

“Yeah! He knows my secret now so we’re friends, right?” Boseon looked at Yoongi with a bright smile.

“Oh? You found out he’s a phoenix?” Sumi said in amusement, looking at Yoongi now.

Yoongi didn’t mind Sumi. He’d listened in on most of her conversations with Jungkook, just for something to do, and she seemed kind enough. Jungkook enjoyed talking to her by the smile he always wore. That was enough for Yoongi.

Though she seemed like she was trying to put an effort into getting to know Yoongi more as well and he wasn’t sure how to… do that? He really didn’t know enough about human customs to know when he was or wasn’t being rude.

Scoffing a little he went to pick up his coffee, only to find it pretty much empty, “And here I thought I was the last one,” he said blankly, frowning at his cup.

He ignored the slightly surprised look from Sumi.

Boseon started digging into his treat with all the eagerness in the world.

Before he could turn to get up and get another cup, he felt Jungkook’s soothing presence next to him, the boy’s hand on his back as he poured more coffee into his cup. Yoongi felt himself relax and he smiled gratefully up at the other. Jungkook had always had a way of making him feel calm just by being near him.

More so now after everything that happened. He felt anxious when the boy wasn’t in sight. But he had made a deal with Jungkook that he would give him tomorrow by himself. Yoongi knew he couldn’t shadow the man constantly, but he wasn’t ready to just let him leave everyday without seeing him.

Besides, he had something he needed to help the others with tomorrow.

Jungkook returned the smile, keeping his hand on his back as he looked at Boseon, “Are you really a phoenix?” He asked in a voice that Yoongi recognized from when Hoseok, Taehyung or Jimin played with the village kids. He’d never heard it from Jungkook though, and he felt his stomach flutter in the way it did when any of his lovers did something endearing.

Boseon put a finger over his lips and hushed him, making Jungkook put a hand over his mouth acting guilty but Yoongi could see him hiding a smile.

Why was he so damn cute?

“It’s a secret!” Boseon looked around and made sure no one else heard before nodding eagerly. “My dad says it’s what our family name means and that makes us phoenix’s.”

“His surname his Bong,” Sumi supplied helpfully, smiling fondly at Boseon as the boy dug into his treat. “He’s been saying this for weeks.”

“You and Yoongi-hyung will have a lot to talk about then, he’s a phoenix too,” Jungkook said and Yoongi thought he heard a hint of pride in the boy’s voice. Yoongi couldn’t help smirking a bit.

Boseon looked at Yoongi in amazement while Sumi seemed to look at Jungkook with something soft in her eyes. He knew that look. Yoongi sipped his coffee, paying more attention to the girl then to the small human currently bouncing in his seat in excitement.

Sumi seemed to feel his gaze on her and looked at him. She stood up a bit straighter and shifted. “Have ah, have you two known each other long?”

Jungkook hums, frowning in thought, “Only about two months… or five? Kind of?”

“Why did you say it like that?” Sumi blinked.

Yoongi shook his head in amusement knowing Jungkook wasn’t sure whether he should count the three months he was dead. He leaned back slightly into the pressure of Jungkook’s hand on his back and felt his thumb gently rub a spot behind his shoulder.

“It ah, just feels like I’ve known him a lot longer,” Jungkook chuckles lightly.

“We live together,” Yoongi said calmly, watching her reaction.

Sumi nodded in understanding, “I’ve got a roommate too, rent is crazy expensive.”

Yoongi just stared at her and she cleared her throat awkwardly.

Jungkook and Sumi both looked over when a customer walked in and Sumi patted Boseon’s head.

“Be good, don’t bother Yoongi-ssi too much,” she said as she headed over to the counter.

Jungkook turned back to Yoongi with a soft frown, “Hyung?” he asked quietly.

Yoongi shook his head, squeezing his hand reassuringly, “She’s nice. I like her.”

With a bright smile, Jungkook seemed to want to lean in to kiss him but pouted and gave his hand a squeeze instead before turning back to head to the counter with a little more energy in his pace.

Yoongi made a mental note to make up that kiss later.

“Can you use fire too?”

Oh.

Right.

The tiny human.

Slowly Yoongi looked back at the child across from him. His eyes were wide and incredibly innocent.

Yoongi sighed and resigned himself to no longer getting to enjoy his peace and quiet.

“Yep.”

“Can you show me?” Boseon got up on his knees on the seat, leaning his elbows on the table top excitedly. Yoongi shifted his coffee to a safer spot.

Not seeing much harm in it, Yoongi put his hand out on the table with his palm up. He waited a moment to make sure the boy was paying attention before sliding his thumb along the tips of his fingers and slowly uncurling his fingers, a calm flame burning in his palm.

Boseon’s eyes got impossibly wider, and he leaned forward on the table, his hands balled in little fists tucked again his chest as he watched the flame flicker. Yoongi searched the boys face. Human children weren’t much different than magical ones.

The only difference was at the rate they grew that he had been able to find.

Yoongi closed his hand and snuffed out the flame in favour of reaching for his coffee. Boseon looked at him with stars in his eyes and Yoongi shifted awkwardly in his seat.

“How did you do that? Can I do that too?” Boseon looked at his own hands then and back at Yoongi, holding his palms out to him as if to ask him to help him.

“You can’t,” Yoongi said bluntly, only to wince when the expression fell on the boys face. Crap. How did Taehyung do this? “You uh, can’t yet,” he amended.

Boseon blinked at him, “Yet?”

“Young phoenix’s can’t ignite their own flames until they’re older. They need adult phoenix’s to help them.”

That wasn’t a lie. A child phoenix was like an unlit candle. It needed help to get its flame going and it was a big moment in a phoenix’s life to be able to ignite their own flame for the first time. That day for Yoongi was one of the few he remembered from before the wars. He had a foggy memory of his father’s proud smile and the way he had scooped him up, swinging him around and laughing with his deep baritone voice that the inflection of had long since faded from Yoongi’s memory.

That was a very very long time ago.

“Can you help me?” Boseon asked with a voice that left little room for denial.

Thinking about the potential harm of letting the boy believe he was an actual phoenix, Yoongi decided the risk of messing him up for life was pretty low. Children were very open minded. What they saw they believed which meant that magic was easy for them to see. As Boseon grew older, he would lose that ability slowly. Very few human’s held onto their belief in magic.

Or at least, that was his working theory.

Sighing like it was a hassle, Yoongi took the boys hand in his. Both their palms faced the ceiling, Yoongi’s underneath the youngers. He paused only a moment to acknowledge that Boseon’s hand was barely the size of his palm.

Boseon, in his excitement, kept squirming around in his seat and Yoongi shot him a stern look. The boy settled quickly and swallowed.


Jungkook was a little distracted.

He knew Sumi was talking to him, telling him more about her classes, and while he felt a little guilty for ignoring her, he couldn’t take his eyes off Yoongi and the boy.

It was… a strange sight.

“We have to get that project done by the end of the month, and my group is doing a good job so far with scheduling,” Sumi was saying.

“Oh, that’s good,” he said as he watched Yoongi take the boy’s hand.

He could just make out their quiet conversation as he dried an already dry coffee mug.

Yoongi’s deep voice carried quietly over to him and he had to concentrate even further to hear, partially reading his lips, “Your name’s Shorty right?”

“No! It’s Boseon!” The boy puffed his cheeks in annoyance.

Yoongi nodded, “Right. Can you listen well Boseon? Because you have to do what I say for this to work.”

Boseon looked at their hands and nodded determinedly. Jungkook wasn’t entirely sure what they were doing, having missed the first part of their conversation but he watched intently, occasionally answering Sumi with a nod or a hum of agreement.

“Fire magic is about emotion, it’s very sensitive. It’s very easy to lose control over it. So if you get very angry or if you get very frustrated, it will do things you don’t want it too. Do you understand?”

Yoongi’s tone was so calm and patient, so gentle but he didn’t speak as if Boseon was a child, he spoke to him as he would anyone else.

“I think so…” Boseon didn’t sound sure.

“Your fire is going to start in here,” Yoongi reached forward with his other hand and gently poked the boy in the center of the chest, making him look down curiously. “You have to think about it in your heart. From there, imagine it going all the way down your arm to your hand.”

Boseon shifted and frowned, looking at their hands, “What if nothing happens?”

“Then nothing happens.”

Boseon scrunched his brow and Jungkook sighed a bit at Yoongi’s bluntness but the man surprised him when he continued.

“What does it matter if something happens or not?”

“I don’t want it to not work,” Boseon admitted. “I want it to work like you did it.”

“You don’t want to be disappointed,” Yoongi clarified. “Can you use fire right now?”

“No…”

“Then if nothing happens are you going to be surprised?”

Boseon pursed his lips but mumbled honestly, “Not really.”

“So why not try? You won’t lose or gain anything if it doesn’t work but if you don’t try you’re just making sure there’s no chance of it ever working. Isn’t that a bigger disappointment?”

Jungkook’s hands had stopped moving, now just holding the cup and cloth but he barely realized as he watched the two. Something warm was burning inside him. An intense love that he didn’t know he could even feel.

Boseon didn’t say anything but was looking at Yoongi in awe, to which the man just raised a brow, looking almost bored. “Are you going to concentrate now or do you want to give up before you’ve tried?”

“I want to try! I want to!” Boseon gasped and closed his eyes tightly to concentrate.

Jungkook watched, distantly aware that Sumi was helping a customer, as Yoongi smirked and closed his hand around Boseon’s. When he opened both their hands, a small flame no bigger than that of a lighters, hovered above the child’s hand.

Boseon must have felt the heat from it because his eyes snapped open and he jerked instinctively but Yoongi held his hand still, quickly reassuring him that he was alright and that it wouldn’t burn him.

The absolute wonder that overtook Boseon’s face was something Jungkook wasn’t soon to forget and he had to suck in a breath because he was pretty sure his heart just grew three sizes. Yoongi manipulated the flame gently to sway and mimic how he moved Boseon’s hand, making the boy think he had control over it.

“It’s pretty,” Boseon gasped and tried to touch it with his other hand, giggling when his hand went through without any pain. “Wow…”

Yoongi closed their hands after a moment before a couple walking past could see and the flame was snuffed out, he let the boys hand go and sat back, drinking his coffee like nothing happened. “Don’t go around touching fire though. It will burn you. This only works with phoenix fire, got it?”

Jungkook wasn’t sure if Boseon heard the other or not despite how he nodded slowly, staring at his hands in amazement.

Yoongi regarded the boy with a gentle look, something deeper than what Jungkook could understand just yet, something longing and distant.

The look was gone and replaced with his usual deadpanned annoyance not a second later as Boseon launched into a barrage of questions.

Jungkook could almost see the regret on Yoongi’s face as he flopped his head back while the energetic boy spoke a mile a minute.

“Jungkook-ssi!”

Sumi’s voice right next to him made him jump, throwing the cup in his hands and he quickly scrambled to catch it, stumbling into the counter as he managed to prevent it from smashing on any hard surfaces. Breathing out he quickly looked at Sumi who was blinking at him in astonishment.

“Are you okay? You were zoning out there,” she tilted her head.

“Ah yeah! Yes! Sorry, did- did you ask me something?” He quickly put the mug down lest he drop it again in his embarrassment for getting caught staring. Clearing his throat he tried not to blush too much.

“I was going to ask if you could help me move some boxes, we just got a delivery,” she gestured to the door where there was now a stack of boxes piled next to it and he kicked himself for getting so lost in what Yoongi was doing that he forgot he was even at work.

“Of course yeah, sorry,” Jungkook rubbed his neck.

As they headed over to grab the boxes to bring into the back, he couldn’t help glancing towards Yoongi who was now looking at him.

He relaxed a bit and gave Yoongi a small smile which was returned equally.

Jungkook thought he’d already fallen in love with his boyfriends, but it seemed he had a long way yet to fall.

Notes:

Whew! Lots and lots to unpack there.
Jungkook's parents put him through hell, everybody making bad choices, the boys love Kookie so very much, Kookie is strong and brave as hell, Sumi is a cutie as always and Yoongi unintentionally meets another phoenix! Sort of!

I hope everyone's doing alright after this chapter, please please let me know what you think. There is more to come involving Jungkook's family, we aren't done with the drama yet. But this is slow burn and we're in it for the long haul so buckle up!

Next Update: Thursday 18th

Next Chapter: The guys are acting weird and Jungkook goes to work by himself, spending more time with Jaeyong and Sumi. Only to come home to...

Hope you enjoyed, as always you guys are so much fun to hear from and all of you are just so awesome. I've learned a lot of your users now and I always look forward to your thoughts! Thank you for reading! Borahae everyone! Stay healthy and safe!

Chapter 4: Time to Accept

Summary:

Jungkook's day at work goes well despite a storm rolling in. When he gets home he finally realizes that his hyungs have no intention of letting him go any time soon.

Notes:

Hi hi! Back again! I went a little crazy with this chapter because I just couldn't stop writing and I had extra time so it's a nice long one! If you like fluff, this chapters for you. Seriously, so much fluff.

Update Schedule change: For those that didn't see it in the Opening Doors lastest chapter, I'm changing the updating schedule. I will be updating To You twice a week on both Mondays and Thursdays, Opening Doors will be updated randomly as bonus chapters. I ran into the problem of not being able to write some requests until specific things happen in the main story so to avoid spoilers I'm focusing on the main storyline for now.

Everyone who responded to that seemed cool with it so that's what I'm going with ^_^ You guys are so awesome. Writing this chapter got me all in my feels but I really do appreciate all of you and the fact that you guys are still with me on this adventure. I love chatting with you in the comments and honestly some days I'd be feeling really down and someone would comment with such kind words. Thank you a billions times over everyone <3

WARNING: Tooth-rotting fluff and a lot of feels!
Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The next morning the others were… acting different.

There was this strange jittery air about the house as he got ready for work and at first he’d just chalked it up to them being nervous about him leaving alone. Until he caught Taehyung and Hoseok having a whispered conversation in the kitchen, which they immediately stopped when he walked in.

“Morning Kookie!” Taehyung smiled and bounded over to him, wrapping his arms over his shoulders and pecking him on the lips. Jungkook glanced between them suspiciously before smiling at Taehyung, resting a hand on his hip.

“Morning, everything okay?”

Hoseok nodded and leaned against the counter, “All good. Your lunch is here.”

Jungkook took the box from Hoseok who grabbed it off the counter and nodded in thanks. “Are you sure you guys are okay with this? You all seem a little… tense.”

Taehyung laughed and for a very brief moment didn’t seem to know what to do with his hands before he settled on crossing his arms, “Tense? What do you mean?”

Jungkook stared at him, flicking his gaze to Hoseok, “I mean what you’re doing right now. Also I just saw Namjoonie-hyung reading a book upside down in the living room.”

They all leaned to the side to look through the dining room, just in time to catch Namjoon quickly flipping his book around and sinking lower into his chair.

Jungkook raised a brow.

“Seriously, if this is too fast, one of you guys can come with me. I stand by not all of you until next week though.”

Hoseok waved his hands and walked over to him, “No no no. We need to try this. We can’t hover around you constantly and you need some space too. We don’t want you getting sick of us too quickly.”

Jungkook laughed a bit as Hoseok put a hand on his lower back, guiding him towards the front door, “Hyung, I don’t think that’s ever going to be a concern.”

Hoseok grinned at him and they stopped at the door so Jungkook could get his shoes on. Namjoon came over, leaning against the entrance to the living room.

“Guys! Kookie’s going to work!” Taehyung yelled.

Jungkook jumped a bit and laughed as the others left their spots around the house and all piled in the entrance way to say goodbye.

Jimin stepped over to him as soon as he stood up, leaning up to kiss him. Jungkook quickly cupped his face to keep the kiss going when he felt the other about to pull away making Jimin hum laugh against his lips and lean into him, smiling into the kiss.

“Have a good day today Kookie,” Jimin said after he pulled away, smiling sweetly at him. He fidgeted a little before Jungkook was distracted by Seokjin stepping over to kiss his forehead and the tip of his nose and then his lips.

“Promise us you’ll be careful love?”

Jungkook lifted a hand to absently fix the collar of Seokjin’s shirt, nodding. “I promise. I’ll be home around 5:30, I might be a few minutes late depending on how long it takes to clean up.”

They seemed to relax at the reassurance and Jungkook smiled, reaching to his back pocket to check the time. “Oh,” he paused checking his other pockets, “Have you guys seen my phone? I remember lending it to you last night Taetae.”

Taehyung cleared his throat and shifted, glancing at the others quickly, “Ah I ah, lost it?”

Jungkook blinked, “You lost-”

“Kiss goodbye!” Taehyung suddenly exclaimed and leapt at him, Jungkook scrambled to catch him around the waist, dropping his lunch in the process. If it weren’t for Hoseok’s quick reflex’s he would have lost it entirely.

Taehyung kissed him hard stealing his breath away. He groaned into his mouth when the Fae laced his fingers through his hair, tugging at the strands at the nape of his neck. Jungkook inhaled through his nose, getting lost quickly in the heat of the kiss, stumbling back a step as Taehyung pressed into him.

His back bumped the door and his head would have too if Namjoon hadn’t slid his hand behind his head quickly. He pulled away from Taehyung, blinking his eyes open and taking in the already heated look the man was giving him. Taehyung’s hands traced down his chest and he huffed a little, voice dropping to that deep smooth tone Jungkook loved, “Why do you have to be so good at that?”

Maybe it was how Taehyung started pressing his lips against his jaw and neck, or how the others watched with their own heated gazes unabashed, but Jungkook was really hating that he had to go to work right now.

Namjoon’s hand slid to his cheek, knuckles grazing his skin and he turned to look at the other man, giving Taehyung more access to press wet open-mouthed kisses down to the collar of his shirt. He stopped to suck and bite at the junction of his shoulder and neck.

Namjoon chuckled and leaned in to kiss him gently, much less heated but equally as intense. He pulled away a few times only to meet his lips again as if he couldn’t quite get enough.

“How late are you willing to be Kookie?” Seokjin asked slowly and Jungkook whined practically feeling his gaze lick across his body.

Jimin pulled Taehyung away and wrapped his arms around his fellow Fae, resting his chin on his shoulder, hands on his stomach and waist. “Let Jungkookie recover, we can’t let other people seeing him look so… delicious.”

Jungkook flushed and accepted his lunch back when Hoseok stepped over to him chuckling. “You do look incredible like this. But Minnie’s right, we want to be the only ones to see you like this bun.”

Hoseok kissed him and pulled away all too soon, leaving Jungkook wanting more and pouting when the other simply fixed his slightly messy hair.

Yoongi scoffed and crossed his arms, “If you look like that after a little kissing I can’t wait to see what more would do to you.”

Jungkook, still trying to compose himself, felt that challenging side of him rise up in his chest, that side that really wanted to tease and take the others off guard. Yoongi brought out that side in him with his taunting as well as Taehyung did with his teasing and Jimin did with his begging.

He stepped away from the door into Yoongi’s space, the other not moving or backing down. He leaned forward as if he was going to kiss him but leaned his head at the last moment, brushing his lips against his ear.

“I’m looking forward to finding out. This is a new body after all. Completely untouched,” he hummed lowly and smirked when he felt Yoongi tense.

He pulled back just enough to give him a quick peck on the lips before grinning innocently at his wide-eyed look of shock.

“F-Fucking-”

The others blinked in confusion, looking between them.

“I have to go or I’ll be late,” he said as if nothing happened, turning on his heel and opening the door. He bounded out to the porch and down the steps leaving a stammering Yoongi in his wake. “Love you guys!”

The others crammed into the doorway despite their confusion and waved, calling after him, “Love you Kookie!”

“Be safe!”

“See you when you get home love!”

“We love you!”

Jungkook was grinning the whole way to the clearing.


Once Jungkook was out of sight, Jimin and the others turned to look at a still flustered Yoongi who groaned and flopped into Namjoon.

“He’s going to kill me.”

The immortal wrapped an arm around him to hold him up, “What did he say?”

“He has a new body,” Yoongi said flatly.

Jimin blinked and frowned in confusion. “Okay? That’s not a new fact Yoongi.”

“He said he’s untouched.”

All of them understood at the same time. There was a collective intact of air.

Jimin turned pink at the implications. Oh. Wow. That… that meant that technically they would be Jungkook’s first wouldn’t they? For a lot of things. The first to mark him, the first to see and explore him, the first to have sex with him.

Imagery of the most tantalizing kind filled his head and he had to nuzzle into Taehyung’s shoulder to hide his flush. He wanted to be ravished by Jungkook. He wanted the man to order him around, to pick him up, throw him on the bed and make him forget his own name.

Then to watch him with the others… with Yoongi’s legs wrapped around him, with Hoseok shoving him to his knees, with Namjoon taking him, Taehyung turned into an absolute mess by him. Seokjin in no better shape, marks littering the man’s body as he mumbled nonsense and moans.

Fuck.

Hoseok’s groan, one that sounded nearing frustration, made Jimin look up and he knew by the looks on all of their faces, they were having similar thoughts. Taehyung’s hands came to Jimin’s arms, sliding along his skin and Jimin pressed a kiss to the back of his neck.

“Okay, okay. Everyone needs to think less about what just happened and more about what we need to get done before Jungkook comes back,” Seokjin tried to be reasonable but it was clear he was struggling to keep himself from grabbing them and dragging them to the bedroom. Hoseok’s hands gripping his hips probably wasn’t helping.

“Tae, you and Hobi are on decorations, Jimin you’re on drinks and the gift. Joonie and Yoongi are with me in the kitchen.”

They all nodded but none of them moved. Jimin separated himself from Taehyung and glanced towards the front door.

“He’ll… be alright. Right?” He couldn’t help but ask. It took a lot in him to keep himself from bolting after their boyfriend, but he knew they needed everyone here to get everything done in time.

He wiped his sweaty palms on his pants.

“He knows how to take care of himself. And he promised. He’ll be alright,” Namjoon smiled at him and pulled Jungkook’s phone out of his back pocket, handing it to Taehyung. “This will give us a good distraction. We all need this, and it will be good for Jungkook to get some time to himself out of the house.”

Jimin knew he was right. They’d all noticed how their behavior was putting a lot of stress on Jungkook. It wasn’t anyone’s fault but they were anxious and while Jungkook was being very understanding, they knew it was overwhelming for him too. Tonight, they wanted to give themselves all a night to just have so fun and not worry about the past. One party wouldn’t fix everything, but they hoped it’d be a step in the right direction.

This would be a good night to sit down and talk. Get to know each other better in a way they never really had time to do before with a looming threat hanging over them.

All of them set about to make this the best they could for Jungkook.


“Had a fun night last night?”

Jungkook blinked in confusion looking at Jaeyong next to him as they both tossed their stuff into their respective lockers.

“What?”

Jaeyong smirked and nodded towards him, eyeing a spot by the collar of his shirt. Jungkook looked down and felt his cheeks warm, just able to catch sight of the dark hickey Taehyung had sucked into his skin. Clearing his throat awkwardly he stumbled forward when Jaeyong laughed and smacked him on the back.

“Good for ya! From a special someone or a one nighter?” He asked, looking incredibly amused.

Jungkook thought about the morning, how everyone came to the door to say goodbye. While he hadn’t appreciated having to try and collect himself before stepping through the door, because the last thing he wanted was to show up to work horny, he couldn’t stop smiling. His face hurt.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Jungkook said, closing his locker and triple checking his shirt was situated to hide the mark. He could almost feel it’s presence on his skin and the memory of Taehyung’s lips had him repressing a shiver.

Jaeyong huffed out a laugh, “Alright, play innocent all you want. I won’t ask. You have a mysterious persona to uphold after all.”

Jungkook sat in one of the chairs to slip on his work shoes, “Mysterious persona?”

Jaeyong closed his locker and tied his apron around his waist, turning to look at Jungkook, “Please. You can drop the act with me, I’ve got a hundred won riding on you.”

Jungkook scrunched his face in confusion as he sat up, looking at Jaeyong, “What? What act? Are you making bets on me? Why?”

“It started between Sumi-ah and I,” Jaeyong leaned to glance out into the kitchen before quickly taking the seat across from Jungkook. “I never told you this, but she thinks you’re an undercover idol.”

Jungkook stared at him, mouth opening slightly. Huh?

“Personally I think you’re either a rich kid with too much time on your hands, or in witness protection. Maybe you saw something you shouldn’t have. Did you see something you shouldn’t have Jungkook-ah?” Jaeyong whispered conspiratorially and leaned closer over the table.

“Hold on, wait,” Jungkook waved his hands, “When did you guys start this?”

“On your first day. Nothing super interesting happens here so we have nothing better to do. A few of the regulars chipped in too so the betting pot is pretty decent.”

“You got customers doing this?” Jungkook didn’t know whether to laugh or smack his head on the table.

“Yeah. So? What’s your deal?”

Jungkook shook his head and chuckled, “I’m not an idol, or in witness protection.”

“But that’s what they’d want you to say,” Jaeyong squinted, leaning back slowly.

“What makes you think any of that? Or that I’m rich?”

“Have you seen your face?”

“Uh, yeah?”

“Then there you go. That and the hair, and the fact that your ‘roommate’ comes in everyday with you, like a bodyguard. And how eager you are to work.”

Jungkook instinctively reached up to touch his hair almost self consciously before shaking his head. “What’s wrong with being eager to work?”

“Are you hearing the words coming out of your mouth right now? You work retail kid,” Jaeyong pressed his palms together and pointed his fingers in his direction before mumbling, “I’m adding clinically insane to the betting.”

Rolling his eyes, Jungkook stood up and folded his apron in half before tying it around his waist. He opened his mouth to respond when Sumi stepped into the room, hair and clothes a bit damp. Jaeyong looked her over and crossed his arms.

“Morning, forgot to take your clothes off in the shower again?”

Sumi puffed her cheeks and walked over to the lockers, “I regret telling you that. And no. It started raining on my way here from the bus stop.”

Jungkook tilted his head, “I didn’t know it was supposed to rain today.”

“There was a chance of a storm,” Sumi laughed a bit, “Hopefully it stops before tonight, I didn’t bring an umbrella.”

“It’ll probably be a quiet day then won’t it?” Jungkook mused. That was nice, a quiet day would be perfect today.

Sumi smiled and nodded, tucking a damp strand of hair behind her ear. She took her glasses off to clean them.

“Do you live far from here kid?” Jaeyong asked.

Jungkook opened his mouth, then closed it. Then opened it once more.

The pause was enough to have both Jaeyong and Sumi looking at him in confusion. Jaeyong raised a brow, “Do you, not know where you live?”

“Oh no, I uh, I live nearby. Sort of. I walk, so it’s not super far,” Jungkook tried, sounding not at all confident in his answer. To be fair though, he wasn’t sure if he could consider hopping dimensions as close or far. He could walk here in under two minutes but he would be shit out of luck trying to take a taxi.

“Alrighty then…” Jaeyong shook his head, writing off the strange response before standing. “Sumi-ah make sure you dry off before you start, you’ll get sick.”

Sumi nodded and set her things in her locker, “Um, Jungkook-ssi would you mind opening for me while I get cleaned up?”

Jungkook smiled and nodded, heading out into the kitchen, “No problem!”

Today, despite the rain, was going to be a good day. He had decided already that he would try and enjoy his time away from the others. Even though he couldn’t help glancing towards the table Yoongi always sat at as he stepped through the main café.

It would be fine.

He’d been on his own a long time, and they weren’t just going to disappear while he was at work. He’d see them when he got home.


Jaeyong watched Sumi watch Jungkook leave, and he didn’t miss the way her gaze dropped slightly to his backside before snapping back up and flushing.

The baker stepped over to Sumi and grabbed a water bottle off the break room table, holding it out to her as he leaned against the lockers. She blinked her large brown eyes at the bottle, looking up past the rim of her glasses at him and raising a brow.

As intimidating as the girl tried to be it didn’t make Jaeyong want to squish her cheeks any less.

“What’s this for?” She asked as she took the bottle.

“You looked thirsty,” he smirked.

She squeaked adorably and smacked the water against his chest, his hand coming up to catch it instinctively as he laughed. Sumi hit his arm a few times as she was usually prone to do when she was embarrassed and he pretended to flinch at the light baps to his bicep.

“Shut up! I’m not!”

“Please, you like him,” Jaeyong opened the water bottle and took a drink from it, watching the girl attempt to find a way to protest before giving up and sticking her head in her locker, her groan of defeat echoing inside the metal box.

Jaeyong didn’t mind Jungkook. He really didn’t. He seemed like a good kid. But he was wary of him getting too close to Sumi. He didn’t want to see her go through another shit break up and have her heart broken again.

He hated drama, hated beating around the bush to spare people’s feelings and he had no problem confronting people on their bullshit if needed. Sumi was the exact opposite. She was very introverted and like things to be organized and routine. She was hesitant to step outside her comfort zone, especially if it meant a possibly awkward situation.

Jaeyong could respect that.

“This is where you tell me I should just tell him right?” Sumi mumbled, barely audible.

“Nope.”

“Nope?” Sumi questioned and leaned back, peaking out of her locker and looking at him suspiciously. “Why nope?”

“You don’t know much about this guy yet. Maybe get to know him better first,” he suggested. “He could turn out to be an asshole.”

“He held an old woman’s hand and listened to her talk about her puppy for the entirety of his break yesterday,” Sumi deadpanned.

“Okay but that’s-”

“He pretended that Yoongi-ssi was a phoenix to make Boseon-ah happy. He hums when he works, he’s so nice to everyone and hardly ever isn’t smiling and-”

“Alright! Alright so he’s not an asshole, I get it,” Jaeyong exclaimed. “Look, I just think you should be careful is all. How people act at work is very different from who they are at home or with friends.”

Sumi considered this for a moment before sighing and closing her locker, “I know. It’s just a little crush anyway, I mean, I’ll probably be over it by the end of the week.”


Sumi was starting to think that maybe it wasn’t just a little crush.

She could be honest with herself, she had a few… bad habits. One, was assuming things. Another was telling Jaeyong anything about her that he could use to tease and/or blackmail her with later. Seriously, she needed to work on her lying.

A more troublesome one, was that she always fell too fast.

It was the same situation with her last boyfriend. He was really sweet and romantic but it turned out he was cheating on her with two other girls. She was as mortified as she was blind for not seeing it. Still, after one too many days eating ice cream on her couch and watching dramas she picked herself up and was ready to get back out there.

By ‘out there’ she hadn’t been thinking work.

The day was as slow as they’d predicted. Slower actually, as the slight drizzle had turned into a full thunderstorm. Rain batted at the windows of the shop almost loud enough to drown out the music. They’d only had one or two people come in all morning and rounding the afternoon, they had all run out of things to do.

That led to Jungkook and Sumi sitting around a table in the middle of the store with their own coffees and watching the lightning flash outside.

Sumi rocked her feet, slouched back in a most unladylike fashion in her chair as thunder cracked loudly. She flinched slightly and Jungkook chuckled from beside her.

“Don’t like storms?” He asked, nursing a coffee with his feet kicked up on a chair across from him.

She shrugged and watched the water flow down the road outside, the occasional car disrupting it as it drove past, “I don’t mind them, this one seems pretty bad though. You don’t seem very bothered,” she mused.

Jungkook smiled and she quickly looked out the window, bringing her cup up to her lips. He had such a wonderful smile. “They remind me of someone. I like storms.”

Sumi hummed in acknowledgement but decided not to pry. They settled into a comfortable silence, only broken up by the sounds of the storm.

“Yoongi-ssi didn’t come with you today,” she said after while, fidgeting with her fingers on her lap.

Jungkook looked towards the table Yoongi usually sat at. He had a look in his eyes that she couldn’t quite place. It was something heavy. “Yeah, he was busy today. Had another idol to look after,” he sipped his coffee casually.

Sumi whipped her head to the side to look at him with wide eyes, she opened her mouth to ask before she saw the teasing side glance he was giving her. Huffing she relaxed and laughed, “Jaeyong told you?”

“You guys know I’m not really that interesting right? I can’t believe you have customers betting on me.”

“To be fair, it’s only really Mrs. Gwan and her friends who meet for their book club here. Oh and that old guy who always comes in and sits in the corner. Never says a word. Just sits there.”

“Yeah I was going to ask about him. There’s a good example of a mysterious persona for you.”

Sumi giggled and traded a smile with Jungkook, watching him a moment longer then was probably necessary after he turned to look back out the window.

“Yoongi-hyung was just busy today, he’ll probably be here tomorrow,” Jungkook said.

“Ah, it’s your day off tomorrow Jungkook-ssi, you aren’t scheduled to work,” she reminded. “Yoongi-ssi was asking about that yesterday.”

Jungkook paused and looked at her, “Oh really? Alright.”

Sumi cleared her throat and shifted in her seat nervously, “Um, if you want we can trade numbers. If that’s ah- not for anything, weird- not weird, I mean, so I can um send you your schedule. If that’s easier. Sometimes you know, we close and stuff for holidays or work extra hours so it would be, or might be you know, better to know ahead of time and ah-”

She was rambling. She needed to stop doing that right about now before she said something even more nonsensical. Pressing her lips together she folded her hands firmly in her lap as if that would help hold back the word vomit coming out of her mouth.

Jungkook chuckled lightly, the sound all too pleasant. “I would like that, not for anything weird though,” he teased.

Sumi blushed and laughed a bit, “Promise. Nothing weird.”

“One of my… ah roommate’s kind of lost my phone, but I can put my number in yours. I have to warn you though, cell service where I live is literally non-existent, so I likely won’t get a lot of your messages until later,” Jungkook explained, taking his feet of the other chair and sitting to face her.

“Do you have a basement apartment?” Sumi blinked and pulled out her phone, tapping into her contacts before handing it over to him.

Jungkook set his coffee down and took the device, punching in his name and number. She giggled a bit when he lifted the phone to take a selfie for the contact photo before giving it back with a smile. “Something like that.”

“So it’s not just you and Yoongi-ssi then? You have other roommates?” She glanced at the photo and tried to hold down the squeal at the cute smile he was giving in the picture. Locking her phone and putting it in her pocket, she gave Jungkook her full attention.

Jungkook hummed and nodded, “There’s seven of us in the house.”

“Seven? Wow, must be a busy place then!”

“You said you had a roommate didn’t you?”

Sumi cupped her hands around her drink and nodded, “Yeah, she’s going to the same college for dance. She’s incredible too. Won a competition last month.”

“I’ve always admired dancers,” Jungkook took a sip of his coffee. “Do you get along well?”

Sumi smiled thinking about her crazy roommate. Chin-sun was her best friend. They’d been living together since the start of school and the girl was usually the reason Sumi found herself in the strangest situations. She was pretty sure Chin-sun would lose her shit when she saw the picture of the ‘coffee boy’ that Sumi hadn’t been able to shut up about for the last few days.

“Yeah, she’s very different from me. Very outgoing, and she loves going to parties and staying out late, but when it comes to dance she doesn’t let anything stand in her way,” she smiled just thinking about her friend.

“They say opposites attract,” Jungkook said.

She wasn’t sure what it was about Jungkook, but it always felt like he was interested in what other people were saying. He actually took the time and listened, asking questions and pushing her to elaborate on things. Sumi hadn’t met very many people who did that. She had to stop herself, like she forced herself to now, not to talk his ear off and risk boring him to death.

He was just one of those people you wanted to tell your life’s story to.

“How about you?” She asked, wanting to hear more about Jungkook’s life, as mysterious as they joked about it being. The simple questions seemed to stump Jungkook more then they should and Sumi found something very intriguing and suspicious about that. “Do you and your roommates get along?”

This pulled a laugh from Jungkook and he sat back in his chair, a blinding smile on his face, “Yeah. Yeah we get along just fine. I like all of them a lot.”

Sumi couldn’t help smiling due to his infectious mood, she leaned in a bit to ask more but paused when she noticed the smile turn into something… hesitant. Doubtful maybe.

She frowned, “Is that… not a good thing?”

Jungkook shook his head quickly and rubbed his neck, “No no, it is. It’s just, things have been tense lately.”

Fighting with herself, she tossed the thought of asking back and forth in her mind before settling on voicing her question, “I um… I wasn’t intending to listen in on your conversation the other day but I couldn’t help overhearing you and Yoongi-ssi saying something about you being safe,” upon seeing how Jungkook’s eyes locked on hers, a sharpness to them she hadn’t seen before, she put a hand out quickly in reassurance, “You don’t have to tell me anything about it. I just, I just wanted to ask if you have any medical or health issues that we might need to know about. In case of an emergency.”

Jungkook thought for a long moment, tapping his finger on the side of his cup.

“I was… I had an accident awhile ago. I ended up in a coma for three months.”

Whatever Sumi had thought he was going to say, it certainly wasn’t that. She felt her heart drop to her stomach and she brought a hand to her mouth in shock. “Oh my- god, Jungkook-ssi that’s… that must have been awful.”

It was the first time she had seen Jungkook looking so solemn. She didn’t like it. Her brows pinched together in concern. A coma? Maybe that was why the man seemed to get confused by simple questions sometimes. Why his roommate always came with him to work and why Yoongi-ssi watched him so intently. She wanted to ask what the accident had been but she felt like it had been hard for Jungkook to bring it up to her at all, she didn’t want to push it. He seemed really uncomfortable talking about it.

“I’m alright now,” he said after another quiet moment. “But it was really hard on everyone. I’m worried now that things have calmed down that they’ll realize they were better off without me. I mean I missed a lot of time so… even before I met them, they’ve know each other for centur-” Jungkook blinked and seemed to come back to himself, as if he was just realizing what he was saying. Shaking his head quickly he laughed it off and sat up straighter, “Sorry, I’m sure you don’t want to hear me complain.”

He moved to pull his hands off the table and Sumi snagged one before she was fully aware of what she was doing. They both paused and looked at their joined hands and then at each other. Sumi turned bright red and quickly pulled her hand away, the warmth of Jungkook’s skin still present when she folded her hands tightly under the table.

“It’s not complaining,” she said quickly, not looking at him out of embarrassment. “It’s not. And I’ll listen whenever you need to talk about it. That’s what- what friends are for right?”

Jungkook didn’t move or say anything and she chanced a glance up at him to see him giving her a soft look. Her heart pounded and he had her full attention when he opened his mouth to respond, “Sumi-ah… I should probably tell you, I’m actually-”

A large crack of thunder had them both jumping and looking up when the room suddenly got dark, all the lights going out.

“NO! MY BROWNIES!”

They both looked towards the kitchen, then at each other before bursting out laughing.

They laughed even harder when Jaeyong came storming out, promptly stole the rest of Jungkook’s coffee and flopped in the chair next to them grumbling and cursing about the stupid weather.

Sumi wanted to ask what Jungkook had been about to say but the moment had passed. She was content to see him smiling again. Jungkook was mysterious and the small look into his past already had her reeling.

But it also made her like him all the more.

Because Jungkook could go through something as tough as that and still smile that brightly when Jaeyong ranted about the consistent heat needed to make the perfect chocolatey treats.

It was… just a crush. That’s all.


When Jungkook stepped through the door into the Galaxy, he was soaking wet.

The rain hadn’t let up, though the power did come back not long after it had gone out and Jungkook had taken it upon himself to run to the corner store to get Sumi an umbrella for her walk to the bus stop. She had a lot further to go and he didn’t feel right about having her walk in the rain.

She had tried to convince him not to but he’d insisted and his clothes had suffered for it. He found it a bit funny that he’d gotten caught in the rain so soon after the time in the other world. At least it wasn’t as freezing.

He managed to shake some of the water out of his hair just before a hand covered his eyes from behind him.

In any other place, Jungkook would have shot his elbow backwards immediately to dislodge the person who had come up behind him, but here he knew he was safe. That and Jimin’s tiny hands were enough of a give away.

“Should I guess who or…?”

He had tried not to show it much at work, lest he look incredibly clingy, but he really missed them today. He felt off not having them around. Jungkook had just gotten so used to at least one of them being with him that being alone didn’t feel right anymore. He… really liked the change.

Jimin’s twinkling laugh came from behind him. “Kookie why are you soaking wet?”

Jungkook chuckled and went to move Jimin’s hand from his eyes but the Fae protested, keeping his hand there. “It was raining. Why are you covering my eyes exactly?”

“You can’t look at me.”

Jungkook frowned curiously, “That’s probably the cruelest thing you’ve ever told me to do.”

Jimin smacked him on the back and he snickered. “We have a surprise for you but you have to keep your eyes closed okay?”

Jungkook paused. A surprise? He couldn’t recall the last time he’d had a pleasant surprise so he felt nerves twist in his stomach. It wasn’t his birthday, and he was pretty sure he’d never told them when his birthday was anyway. Did they even celebrate birthdays in the Galaxy? Jungkook was only twenty-three and his birthday’s had become just another day, he couldn’t imagine it would be any better after hundreds of years.

Maybe it was a Galaxy holiday he didn’t know about?

“I can feel you frowning,” Jimin poked his cheek lightly. “It’s a good surprise. We just… wanted to do something for you after you opened up to us about your family.”

“Minnie, you guys really don’t-”

“I know we don’t have too,” Jimin interrupted and took Jungkook’s hand with his free one, squeezing it. “I think its… I think it’s better if you just come see, but don’t look until I tell you.”

Jungkook, in an effort to calm his anxiety, chuckled and squeezed his hand in return. He took his free hand and replaced Jimin’s over his own eyes.

“No peeking!”

“Alright I won’t,” he said honestly. He heard Jimin move around in front of him and found it cute how he could hear his hesitation, as if waiting for Jungkook to try and peak.

“Please tell me the surprise is at the house, cause I have a lake’s worth of water in my shoes right now,” he said as he was led by the hand up the path, keeping his eyes closed. As if to prove his point, his shoe made an audible squish sound every time he took a step and he could feel the water uncomfortably between his toes.

“It is, we have clothes for you to change into,” Jimin reassured.

That just made Jungkook all the more curious but he refrained from asking.

It didn’t take long for Jungkook and Jimin to reach the house though it felt longer because of the butterflies in his stomach and fact he’d almost tripped a few times.

He felt Jimin’s hands on his shoulders as the man guided him to a stop.

“Okay, stand right there, don’t move,” Jimin’s voice was giddy and Jungkook couldn’t help smiling at the Fae’s barely hidden excitement. Jimin’s hands left him and he heard his feet pad up the porch steps before there was a pause of silence.

“You can look now!”

Jungkook hesitated only a moment before he dropped his hand. It was another moment before he blinked his eyes open and subsequently felt his breath get caught in his throat.

“Surprise!”

All his boyfriends were standing on the porch, looking… absolutely stunning. They were wearing clothes Jungkook hadn’t seen before, a beautiful interlay of white and gold silk with accents of patterns around the cuffs of the sleeves. The outfits differed per person only enough to accentuate their personalities and unique style.

Their hair was styled and Jungkook was taken aback at the fact that Taehyung’s hair was now a natural brown instead of the blonde he’d gotten so used to seeing. It suited him incredibly well and he briefly wondered if there was a colour he couldn’t make look good. Jimin’s hair, no longer the cotton candy pink, was nearly platinum blonde and looked so incredibly soft the way he had styled it. ‘Angel’ was the only thing he could think when he looked at him.

Seokjin looked like a prince right out of a fairytale, he stood with a hand on Namjoon’s shoulder who had his arm around the man’s waist in return, both smiling in that loving way that made his heart forget how to beat. His hair was swept back revealing his forehead and there was an assortment of rings on his fingers.

Namjoon was wearing a loose jacket over a flowy shirt, the collar embroidered the gold patterns. The white of his clothes made his gorgeous tan skin stand out in the most complimenting way.

Hoseok, hair swept to one side so his bangs partially hide his left eye and giving him an almost fatal look, leaned over to Yoongi and flashed a smile in his direction, “I think we broke him.”

Yoongi nodded, watching Jungkook curiously but Jungkook was more distracted by the waviness of the phoenix’s hair, the soft locks falling around his face and making his cat like eyes look that much sharper and intense.

“Kookie, why are you wet?” Namjoon questioned. Most of the time, Jungkook would appreciate the concern but right now, the man’s deep velvety voice on top of the visual in front of him was making Jungkook question existence as a whole.

Jungkook opened and closed his mouth a few times as Hoseok stepped down off the porch and came over to him. “Wa-water…” was the intelligent response that came out of his mouth. To be fair, he was surprised his vocal cords could even work right now. God knew his brain had shut down.

Hoseok laughed and moved a strand of wet hair out of his face and it suddenly hit him that while his six boyfriends looked like they were the highest of royalties, he was standing in front of them in his work clothes looking like he’d just taken a dunk headfirst into a pond.

The sudden self-consciousness woke him up enough to form a coherent question, as stammered as it was, “What- You guys look- Wow,” he breathed and didn’t know who to look at so his gaze kept flicking amongst them. “What’s the occasion?”

Namjoon chuckled, “It’s called a Kaosado celebration, in Korean it loosely translates to a…” he paused and awkwardly cleared his throat. “A mating ceremony.”

Jungkook’s eyes widened and he felt heat rise to his cheeks as Hoseok quickly took his hands, “Not like that, or well, sort of like that but it sounds more formal then it is,” he rushed to say. “Kaosado is a celebration everyone has when they start courting someone else. It’s like… a celebration of finding someone and it gives the relationship good blessings for the future.”

Jungkook took in the information slowly. He nodded a bit, the nerves twisting his stomach disappearing with every word.

“We didn’t have much time to have it with everything else going on before and after you told us about your family we thought… we wanted to incorporate some of your worlds celebrations as well,” Taehyung said, playing with his sleeve nervously. Jungkook found the action incredibly endearing and couldn’t help smiling before his words registered.

“Our celebrations? What do you…” he blinked in confusion trying to think of something that equated to a ‘mating ceremony’ in the human world.

Hoseok took his hand and pulled him up the porch leading him to the front door. The others stepped out of their way and stood behind them as Hoseok took a small nervous breath before opening the door for Jungkook.

The first thing he saw was the flag.

It was pinned to the wall above the hallway that went to the kitchen, the colours of the rainbow vibrant and beautiful lined horizontally along the cloth.

The pride flag.

Jungkook felt his throat close up, tears springing to his eyes.

Oh.

The rest of the foyer was decorated in beautiful colours all meant to compliment the rainbow flag, a twisting band of soft glowing light wrapped around the banister of the stairs that looked as if it had no source, an array of flowers and plants situated about with every colour he could think of.

 The family portrait Taehyung had painted that hung proudly in the living room had a wreath of plants wrapped around its frame, seven Smeraldo’s interlaced amongst it and a smaller version of the pride flag hanging from the bottom of the frame.

Jungkook could only stare.

“Is it… is it okay?” Jimin asked and when he didn’t receive a response, he kept speaking to fill the tense silence. “We couldn’t find much about individual celebrations. Um, but we learned a lot about these things called ‘parades’ and they were really pretty. Yoongi read that the flag stood for um,” he paused trying to remember and Namjoon filled in for him.

“Self-acceptance, respect and pride for sexuality, gender orientation, and-”

“I love you guys.”

Namjoon stopped and Jungkook turned to look at them. They blinked at him and he didn’t know how to express- how to show them how much this meant to him. He knew that it wasn’t really common to get a celebration for coming out, but it was the fact that they tried to incorporate something from his world into one of their traditions.

It was the fact they were trying to incorporate him into their lives.

It was the fact that they were trying to make him feel like he could be himself here.

Jungkook looked at the flag and could almost see the message written on it.

‘We won’t shame you for being you.’

For once he looked at the flag and felt pride. Not the longing he was used too.

“I love you so much, I don’t- thank you. Thank you,” he breathed out shakily and wiped the few stray tears from his cheeks. “This is… beautiful. It’s beautiful. I can’t believe you guys did this for me.”

Seokjin stepped over to him and leaned his forehead against his, Jungkook sniffed and closed his eyes. Feeling the warmth of Seokjin’s skin on his he realized how cold he actually was at the same time the older did.

Seokjin clicked his tongue, “Let’s get you showered and changed, then we can eat alright?”

Jungkook smiled and it was returned in kind.

After a shower, which he definitely did not cry his way through (there was no evidence, no one could prove anything, his tears were washed down the drain), Jungkook got dressed in the clothes they left out on his bed for him.

Very similar to their own, the white and gold silky shirt felt incredible on his skin and the gold choker around his neck made the details of the outfit that much bolder. The pants were form fitting and hugged his legs snuggly.

He took the time to tidy up his hair, combing it back slightly to give it a windswept look and putting some earring’s in on one ear.

When he rejoined the others, he was met with multiple whistles and a flood of compliments which he mostly waved off in embarrassment.

Apparently, the decorations weren’t the only thing they’d been working on as he walked into the dining room and took in the massive amount of food that completely covered the table, and Seokjin was still bringing more plates out of the kitchen. Things he’d never seen before, some he had and some still incorporating the rainbow theme.

“Seokjin-hyung this looks incredible,” he said in awe.

Seokjin lit up and shifted some plates to make room to set another down, “Help yourself to anything you like. Yoongi and Namjoon helped me make all of our favourites. Yoongi is quite the cook himself he just doesn’t usually have the motivation to do it.”

Jungkook laughed a bit, “And Joonie-hyung?”

“He’s good at peeling.”

Snickering Jungkook looked over at Jimin as he came into the room. The Fae’s new hair colour kept taking him off guard when he looked at him.

Jimin came over to him with a fancy glass in the style of a chalice, offering it to him. Jungkook blinked and looked at the clear bubbly liquid inside. “What’s this?”

“It’s Bubble, you said you drink right? We only have it on special occasions, and Yoongi checked to make sure you didn’t work tomorrow,” Jimin explained as Jungkook took the glass.

Chuckling, he tried a sip of it and hummed pleasantly at the sweet nectar-like taste mixed with the familiar burn of alcohol. The fizz faded slowly on his tongue leaving an after taste of peaches and citrus. “Oh, wow, this is amazing!”

“Right? Drink as much as you like, we have plenty,” Jimin laughed and downed his own glass as if it were water. Jungkook stared as he took a green glass bottle off the table and topped up his glass and then another to hand to Seokjin.

Okay. He shouldn’t have found that so hot.

“Your hair looks incredible hyung,” he reached over and gently traced his fingers through his hair over the Fae’s ear.

Jimin reached a hand up to touch the blonde locks shyly, “I changed it because the pink didn’t really work with the outfit, Taetae changed his so I wasn’t the only one,” he admitted.

Jungkook stepped closer to him, resting a hand on his lower back gently, “You’re both beautiful.”

Jimin flushed cutely.

They eventually all made their way to the living room, bringing plates of food with them to snack on. Everyone sat down and Seokjin stood in front of the family portrait, quieting them down so he could speak.

“Normally, we would have more guests for a Kaosado but given Jungkookie is still technically seen as a dangerous being to most, we’ll have to make do with just ourselves tonight,” Seokjin chuckled and smiled at Jungkook who gave him a sheepish smile back.

Yoongi scoffed, “Oh no, less people. What a shame.”

Jimin smacked him on the chest and a few of them chuckled.

“That being said, we’ve made it through some… trying times the last few months. I think I speak for all of us when I say that losing you, Jungkook was, was one of the most painful things we’ve ever had to experience.”

Jungkook’s gaze softened and he looked at each of them carefully, apologetically. Hoseok’s hand rested firmly on his back, it’s presence soothing.

“But you came back to us. By some miracle. You came back. We won’t ever take a moment with you, or each other for granted,” Seokjin gave him a small dip of the head before turning to the wreath around their portrait and pulling one of the Smeraldo’s free. “These flowers have always been special to Angels. They symbolize the truth that couldn’t be told.”

Jungkook watched enraptured as Seokjin stepped over to Yoongi who seemed to know what to do as he set his glass down and stood up, taking Seokjin’s hand. “Yoongi, you’ve always been stubborn and impossibly strong. You speak with your actions and you always have our best interest at heart. You are reserved about your kindness but it doesn’t go unnoticed. You keep us steadfast and true.”

Gently Seokjin tucked the flower into his hair and Yoongi, who looked like he felt every word said to him, stood on his toes slightly to give the older a chaste kiss. They pressed their foreheads together for a moment before Yoongi sat back down and Seokjin went to get the next flower.

He went to Namjoon who stood as well and smiled gently at his lover who returned it.

“Namjoon, you risked so much when we first met, fighting for our side against your own. You’re incredibly smart and wise. You have a deeper understanding of people then most could hope to have. Because of that, and because of your gentle nature, you have always been the voice of reason for us. You have always been a guiding light to us when we felt lost.”

Namjoon reached a hand up and cupped Seokjin’s cheek brushing his thumb across his skin. Seokjin turned his head slightly to kiss his palm before tucking the flower behind his ear.

Jungkook felt like his chest was going to burst again. The shear love they had in their eyes when they looked at each other went deeper then anything Jungkook thought was possible. But, on a small level, he was starting to understand. As they shared a kiss and Seokjin went to get the next flower, he thought back to the little moments he’d shared with them.

He thought about Namjoon’s hugs, Jimin snuggling into his chest in the morning, the way Taehyung would just want to come and spend time in the same room with him even if it was silent, the way Seokjin made sure to kiss him before bed every night, the way Yoongi would stay up and talk to him about nothing if he had trouble sleeping, the way Hoseok could always tell when he needed a moment alone and would make sure the others didn’t bother him.

He could understand how he could one day be that deeply in love with them.

Hoseok stood up next, smiling almost proudly when Seokjin took his hand with a light chuckle.

“Hoseok, you are the purest person I’ve ever met. Regardless of your past or things you’ve done, regardless of the times you might feel down or exhausted, your soul is pure and good. You radiate an energy that keeps the rest of us going when we think we’re going to crash. You motivate us to be better and encourage us to never let go of hope even in the darkest situations.”

A kiss, a flower tucked behind his ear and Seokjin was stepping over to Jimin. Jungkook took notice of how he didn’t rush, how he spent that moment with his forehead pressed against theirs as if it were only them in the world. It was beautiful. Jungkook understood now why their relationship worked so well. Why there was so much trust and loyalty.

“Jimin, you have always prided yourself on keeping us and others healthy. Your tenderness and empathy give you such a big heart and you’ve always been someone we go to when we need some affection. Your kind-heartedness keeps us honest with ourselves and each other.”

Jimin smiled wide enough his eyes squinted closed cutely and Seokjin slipped the flower in his hair, making him giggle when he nuzzled against his cheek before kissing him. Their foreheads pressed together, a moment of silence between the two, a moment of understanding, and then he was pulling away.

Next he went to Taehyung.

“Taehyung, you are full of wonder and joy. You don’t only see things for what they are, but what they could be. You’re honest and sure of yourself, trustworthy and loyal. You pull us out of our heads when we get lost in them and you find joy in the things most people overlook. You bring us closer by reminding us to enjoy the moments we’re living in now.”

Taehyung threw his arms over Seokjin’s shoulders to kiss him. Once the flower was tucked into his hair and they had a quiet moment to themselves, Jungkook had to discretely dab a tear out of the corner of his eye with his sleeve.

It wasn’t until Seokjin was standing in front of him, holding a hand out to him that he realized he was being included in this. It hadn’t clicked in his mind. He looked at Seokjin with wide eyes, then at the others, wondering if it was really okay. Licking his lips nervously, took Seokjin’s hand and stood up.

He found it incredibly hard to meet the man’s eyes, feeling oddly exposed and vulnerable.

“Jungkook,” Seokjin said gently, lovingly. “You came into our lives suddenly. You have been through so much pain, and yet you remain trusting, kind, brave and true to yourself. You love with your heart on your sleeve, you find the impossible solutions to the impossible situations and you care. You care about others so much that you believe it’s selfish to wish happiness for yourself.”

Jungkook sucked in a shaky breath, searching Seokjin’s eyes carefully for any hint of a lie. There wasn’t. He didn’t know how to process the fact he was being so open and honest with him. Seokjin, possibly seeing his slight distress, cupped his cheek and smiled lightly.

“You were the one we’ve been missing for so long. You fill all of us in and make us complete.”

Jungkook closed his eyes to hold back the tears as Seokjin tucked the flower behind his ear. He felt the others forehead lean against his and he couldn’t stop himself from gripping the front of his shirt gently. He felt so accepted and loved and he was quite seriously beside himself with how to return it, how to make them see how much they meant to him.

Seokjin kissed him gently and only once he pulled away did Jungkook open his eyes again, as blurry as they were from unshed tears.

A hand pressed against his lower back and Jungkook looked to the side at Namjoon who’s lips curved up gently as he offered Jungkook the last flower. Looking at Seokjin’s flower, Jungkook somehow understood the weight of letting him be the one to give it to Seokjin.

Breathing out slowly he took the flower carefully, as if it were made of glass, and looked at Seokjin who was only smiling fondly.

“Hyung, ah, Seokjin-hyung,” he said nervously, looking at the blue and white petals before steeling himself. It wasn’t that he didn’t have anything to say, it was that he had too much to say. “You are loving. You showed me trust when I hadn’t earned it yet and, and you welcomed me into your home and amongst your family with open arms. You are supportive and strong and always understanding. You protect the ones you love fiercely and show mercy to the ones that wronged you. You… You hold everyone together.”

Namjoon put a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder and for a moment he thought he’d said something wrong. “Us,” he corrected. “You hold us together Seokjin.”

Jungkook bit his lip to keep it from wobbling as he nodded quickly in agreement and looked back at the Angel who was near tears himself. Carefully, Jungkook tucked the flower in his hair and pulled the man in for another kiss, as loving as the first and pressing his forehead against his once they pulled away.

Seokjin wrapped his arms around his waist to keep him close.

“One last thing,” Jimin said, pulling something out of his pocket.

Jungkook’s voice broke as he whined, “There’s more? How can there be more?”

They all laughed and Seokjin kissed his temple before releasing him so he could face Jimin.

Jimin sucked in a nervous breath and fiddled with what looked like a little box in his hands. “We, did some research on this too and I want you to know that we aren’t trying to rush things. We um, we have a tradition of gifting a Set insignia to the ones we’re courting, so others know you’re with us. That you’re one of us.”

Jungkook wiped away some stray tears quickly and watched as Jimin opened the box and showed him a beautiful silver ring. It was simple, just a band of shiny silver and engraved on it was a small symbol. Two black trapezoids side by side, their shorter sides perpendicular to each other, giving the illusion of an opening door.

“This is our Sets insignia, and it’s a way to remind you that we’re with you. Always. Even if we’re not there physically. The closest equivalent we could find in your world was a promise ring I think,” Jimin explained. “You don’t have to say-”

“Yes. How could I possibly- you guys are so-” Lost for words Jungkook let out a grunt of frustration that quickly turned into a laugh as he leaned forward and captured Jimin’s lips in a passionate kiss. Jimin kissed him back deeply and Jungkook had to put a hand on his cheek to gently coax him back or neither of them would have stopped.

Jimin smiled and took the ring out of the box, taking his left hand and slipping it onto his ring finger.

The silver against his tan skin looked beautiful, even more so with the mark standing out in the metal. Their mark. A promise. He wiped more tears from his eyes, the ring a comforting weight on his hand.

“Wow, I… underestimated how good it would feel to see you wearing that,” Namjoon took his hand to look it over and smiled.

The others all agreed and there were hugs and kisses traded for a few moments.

Yoongi handing Seokjin his glass and Jungkook took the hint and picked his up off the table. They stood in a circle around the coffee table, all smiling as Namjoon held up his glass first.

“To a bright future and to overcoming any hardships we may encounter along the way. We’ll get through it like we always have. Together.”

With that they all clinked their glasses in the center, “Together.” They all repeated before taking a drink.

It didn’t take long for the mood to switch back to the usual carefree atmosphere as they all settled back into their spots and started digging into the food.

It took Jungkook a bit longer to recover from such a beautiful moment, one he wouldn’t forget for a very long time, but Hoseok helped once he launched into a story about how they once accidently cursed a child’s toy and the creepy doll kept showing up in weird spots around the house.

Jungkook played some music on his phone for background noise, which Taehyung returned to him, apparently having needed it for references for the decorations. He didn’t mind the white lie at all. If anything it was just really sweet how much effort they put into this.

He couldn’t stop looking at the ring on his hand either, pride filling him every time he caught sight of it.

He figured out pretty quickly that the downside to Bubble being so delicious, was that it also went down incredibly easy. By his third glass he was feeling a comfortable heat throughout his body. It had been quite a long time since he’d been able to sit down and drink leisurely and the steady flow of conversation with the others was incredibly entertaining.

Hoseok’s story soon enough switched to a much less creepy one about another curse accident they had had.

“Joonie had to spend the whole day without depth perception until the curse wore off,” Hoseok laughed, sitting sideways on the couch next to Jungkook who was sitting on the floor with his back against it. “We think it never actually did wear off and left him permanently clumsy.”

Jungkook snickered and Namjoon set his glass down on the coffee table to grab some food, “You guys are just dramatic, I’m not that clumsy.”

“You once knocked over twelve bookshelves in the study,” Yoongi scoffed. “It took us days to put all the books back. Even with Taehyung bolting around.”

“Or that time you swallowed Hobi’s griffin whistle?” Taehyung laughed from next to Namjoon who shot him a betrayed look that only made him laugh harder.

Jimin giggled, tucked into Yoongi’s side and nursing his seventh glass of Bubble, “Everytime you breathed there was this cute whistle noise.”

“Okay! Okay, I get it, I’m a bit clumsy,” Namjoon conceded and shook his head, looking more amused then upset.

Hoseok leaned down next to Jungkook’s ear and whispered, “There were six griffin’s in the yard before we finally got it out.”

Jungkook clamped a hand over his mouth to keep from spitting out the mouthful of drink he had. Forcefully he swallowed before dissolving into a mess of laughter on the ground.

He was too tipsy to dwell on the fact that they had actual griffin’s here. Waving a hand he sat up, “Wait wait, I have a question!”

When he was sure he had their attention he took one more drink before scootching forward to reach the food, “How did you guys all meet?”

They seemed a bit surprised by the question before fond smiles and some laughs were traded. This only served to have Jungkook even more curious and eager then before as he bit into a fruit that tasted like a strawberry but looked more like a plum.

“Yoongi and Namjoon start, you guys have known each other the longest,” Jimin said, reaching forward for some food as well.

The two looked at each other and smirked, “Yoongi and I met when I was still human actually,” Namjoon started and Jungkook looked at him with wide eyes. He chuckled a bit. “I was born in the Goryeo dynasty and ended up becoming a Yangban.”

Jungkook tried to fully comprehend that sentence, “That was… so long ago, you’re-”

“That next word better not be ‘old’.”

“Handsome. Ten out of ten. Would kiss again.”

Hoseok and Taehyung laughed, Yoongi snickered behind his glass and Namjoon just huffed teasingly and continued, “Anyway, I was travelling to another village, I can’t really remember why-”

“Because he’s old,” Seokjin mumbled.

“It’s always the mind that goes first,” Yoongi shook his head as if it were a great shame.

“You are both older than me!” Namjoon protested, throwing his hands up.

Jungkook was trying not to drop his half-eaten fruit on the rug while he laughed.

It took them all a moment to calm down and let Namjoon finish what he was saying, “I ended up running into Yoongi along the way. He was heading the same direction so I offered to accompany him.”

“You always tell this wrong,” Yoongi huffed, “What actually happened was he almost ran me over with his cart because he fell asleep, then crashed and got his ass stranded in the middle of nowhere.”

“I like my version better,” Namjoon grumbled, popping a cracker like food into his mouth and pouting.

Yoongi chuckled, “I told him I’d help him get to where he was going if he taught me how to read. By the time we got to the village we were pretty good friends.”

“Did everyone know about phoenix’s back then?” Jungkook asked curiously.

Namjoon shook his head, “I had heard about them and other creatures like them through word of mouth and some rare written texts, but meeting Yoongi was the first time I’d ever encountered magic of any sort.”

Jungkook looked over at Yoongi, remembering what it was like to meet him and the others for the first time. He thinks he handled it pretty well, given how insane the whole situation had been.

“Were you guys cautious of human’s then?” He asked, tilting his head.

“We were on decent terms with humans but our kinds usually kept to ourselves. It wasn’t a fear like it is now though. Protection spells only became common place after the wars, before they were usually only used on young children. We did have some magical beings defect to the human’s side. Some voluntary, some not.”

Jimin rested his head on Yoongi’s shoulder and nuzzled against his neck.

A weighted air settling at the mention of the wars. Jungkook wasn’t drunk enough to be oblivious to the mood and he decided not to ask for details. He couldn’t imagine what they had to have gone through.

“That’s when I met them,” Seokjin stepped in, smiling. “I was a General in the war and they were both in my division.”

Jungkook snapped his gaze to him and spluttered, “A General? Seriously hyung?”

“Don’t look so surprised Kookie, Seokjinnie was the best there was,” Namjoon smiled proudly.

Hoseok nodded, “You guys were legends. I heard about you long before I actually met you. All the other division’s knew who you were.”

Seokjin waved a hand, playing with Taehyung’s hair absently as the boy slouched against him and threw a leg over Namjoon’s knee to get comfortable. “Most of it was rumors blown out of proportions. But Yoongi and Namjoon were two of the best men I had, they helped plan more then a few tactical missions. It was their idea to create the Galaxy.”

“Wait wait wait, slow down,” Jungkook said quickly, “You guys are the reason Galaxy exists? You created this whole world?”

Namjoon chuckled, “We didn’t do it alone, but it was technically our plan.”

“You’re acting like you didn’t create a whole world yourself Kookie,” Yoongi raised a brow smirking.

Jungkook stared at them for a second.

“Holy shit I created a whole world…”

The others laughed and Hoseok messed Jungkook’s hair lightly.

“Is that why Namjoonie-hyung and Seokjinnie-hyung leave to deal with treaties and stuff all the time?” He asked, alcohol distorted mind struggling to keep up with all this information.

“We did take over a certain level of responsibility once everyone was in the Galaxy. A lot of people look to us to keep the peace,” Seokjin hummed.

“Wow that’s… wow I didn’t think you guys could get any more attractive and yet,” he waved a hand in their general direction, almost knocking his glass off the table. He quickly caught it before it tipped over and brought it to his lips to down the rest, ignoring Hoseok’s quiet warning to be careful. “So then, that’s when Yoongi got separated from you right? When you came here?”

The others blinked and Hoseok chuckled a little, “I told him a bit about how Yoongi and I met,” he explained.

Nodding, Yoongi wrapped an arm around Jimin’s shoulders, “I got to know him really well in the time it took to find these two, after that he was stuck with us. That’s about the time we realized we all wanted to be more then friends. Not long after we formed our Set.”

Jungkook looked towards Jimin and Taehyung, “What about you guys? Did you fight in the wars too?”

They both shook their heads, “We were both born in the Galaxy. The wars were at least a century before our time,” Jimin said. “I was ah, actually arranged to be Set with someone else.”

“Like, an arranged marriage? They have those here?” Jungkook frowned when Jimin nodded.

“If I understand what your marriage is correctly then yes I believe they’re similar. It was an honour to link my family with another’s, and the man I was going to Set with wasn’t a bad guy. He was very kind.”

“So… what happened?”

Jimin shot Taehyung a look and the other just grinned proudly, “Taehyung happened. He tried to kill me.”

Jungkook’s mouth dropped open in shock and Taehyung laughed, which didn’t help his shock at all.

“There were a lot of Fae’s that believed the Setting would cause a lot of problems for the people, so I was sent to assassinate Jiminie to prevent it. It’s part of the Setting ritual that all parties drop any unnatural spells, as a show of devotion and trust,” Taehyung explained.

“To keep a long story short, he failed and ended up kidnapping me instead,” Jimin snickered.

Jungkook raised a brow and took a drink, the sweet alcohol no longer burning on the way down, “Assassination seems a little… extreme. I kind of thought that you guys had grown up together or something, you’re really close.”

“We are,” Jimin agrees and smiles fondly at Taehyung, “But we hated each other at first. Eventually though, I came to understand the people’s concern and I called the Setting off. We were both exiled after that.”

“Why were you exiled? I mean… if Taetae kidnapped you I understand that, but why you?”

Jimin pressed his tongue into his cheek and the others stayed quiet, apparently understanding it was a sensitive topic. After a moment Jimin just laughed lightly and got off the couch to refill his glass. “We’ll get into that another time.”

Jungkook nodded immediately. He was having a really good time and he didn’t want to upset Jimin or the others by digging into their pasts. Instead he watched Jimin pour himself a drink, “Minnie, you can seriously hold your alcohol, isn’t that like your tenth or something?”

Jimin looked at him then at his hand holding his glass. He paused and opened his mouth, brow pinching in confusion, “Hold my- Sorry? How do you hold it?”

This shouldn’t have been so funny to him but Jungkook dissolved into a mess of giggles, tipping to the side to lean against Hoseok’s leg.

“No! You know what I mean, your alcohol tolerance is really high!”

“Tolerance? Why would I have a tolerance or it?”

Jungkook stared at him for a long moment, letting his gaze flick amongst the others who still looked incredibly sober. Gasping, he sat his glass down on the table and got up on his knees, holding his hands out in a ‘wait’ motion. The quick motion was enough to have the alcohol shooting through his system and he felt himself sway dangerously to the left, putting a hand on the floor to catch himself.

Oh he was going to be in trouble when he stood up.

“You’re- You can’t get drunk? Seriously?”

Namjoon paused a moment, “Oh… oh shit…”

The others looked to Namjoon quickly, slightly alarmed.

“What? What is it?” Taehyung asked in concern.

“Why do you even drink?” Jungkook exclaimed probably louder then he’d meant too considering they all jumped. “What is the point of alcohol if not to get one wasted? That is the question. I’m seriously the only one drunk then?

Namjoon rubbed his head, “Yeah, Kookie sorry. I forgot the affects alcohol had on humans.”

“Okay, that’s fine, I forgive you. Next time though, we are all getting drunk cause I have theories on what kind of drunks you all are,” he waved his hand and takes another drink.

“Can someone fill us in here?” Yoongi sat forward watching Jungkook with a frown.

“Alcohol kind of… effects how a human’s brain works,” Namjoon said wincing when he was given looks of horror. “It can mess up coordination, behaviour, mood, stuff like that.”

Jimin quickly turned to Jungkook and took his glass away from him, setting it out of reach much to the boys protests, “Why would you drink it then?! Kookie, are you alright?”

“Wait hold on Jimin remember the spice-”

Jungkook felt Jimin’s hands on his slightly numb cheeks and hummed lowly, looking at the other. He watched the moment Jimin’s protection spell dropped and the alcohol hit the boy in one shot. His eyes drooped and dilated, and Jungkook barely caught him before he toppled into the coffee table. He managed to right him with a laugh and quickly let him go.

The sudden switch back to soberness had Jimin reeling and he quickly put a hand on his head to calm the disorientation that Jungkook knew must be intense right now. Jungkook wanted to reach out and touch him again, just to feel his skin on his own, but he felt like that was wrong. If Jimin didn’t want to be drunk he wouldn’t force him.

“Minnie you okay?” Yoongi put a hand on the Fae’s shoulder and Jimin, cheeks flushed a pretty pink, nodded quickly.

“That was… weird.”

Jungkook started to scootch away from Hoseok too but the man stopped him, swinging his other leg off the couch so Jungkook was sitting between them on the floor. “I haven’t been drinking, you’re okay.”

At the reassurance, Jungkook sighed and leaned back into him, leaning his head to rest on the inside of his thigh as the dragon ran his fingers through his hair. “Sorry Minnie, I forgot about the repelling thing.”

“It’s, It’s okay. That kind of… felt really good,” at the others curious looks, Jimin elaborated. “It was like, I got really dizzy and my balance was super off but everything felt really numb and really sensitive at the same time.”

Taehyung hoped off the couch and stepped over to Jungkook, crouching next to him, “Is it okay if I feel too Jungkookie?”

Jungkook snickered and held a hand out to him, Taehyung taking it and immediately having to put his other hand on the floor to balance himself. He stayed in contact with Jungkook and started laughing.

“Wow, it’s like my vision’s all,” he waved a hand in front of his eyes as if that would explain it perfectly but to Jungkook it did and it had him laughing his ass off. Getting up, or taking multiple attempts to try to get up with Hoseok’s help, Jungkook pulled Taehyung away from the coffee table and couches.

“Watch okay, so, drunk driving is a big no no, cause,” Jungkook repeated Taehyung’s hand action and the other nodded in complete understanding. “So if you do drunk while drive, I mean drive while drunk, you get pulled over by the cops, right?”

“Right.”

“And they make you blow in this thing-”

“They blow you?!”

Jungkook doubled over laughing and had to grab onto Taehyung’s shirt to keep from falling over, though it just made Taehyung laugh and both of them stumble.

“No! No,” he managed to get out. “They make you breath in this thing that says how drunk you are.”

“I don’t think I’d pass Kookie, I feel really weird.”

“You’re not too bad, Minnie drank a lot more but yeah you’d fail.”

“This is unjust! I want a re-blow!”

“You didn’t even-” Jungkook was going to pull something with how hard he was laughing. “Fuck stop! I’m gonna pee myself, listen! Listen. Alright, so they also make you do this thing where you walk in a straight line.”

“That’s dumb, I can do that, watch,” Taehyung huffed and held his arms out to the side, with Jungkook still holding his hand. He got two steps in and was suddenly staggering to the side, Jungkook catching him against his chest and laughing. “That was a fluke! That was a fluke, I bet I couldn’t even do it sober.”

“What is happening right now…?” Yoongi mumbled as the others just sat and watched the chaos unfolding in front of them.

“Come sit down before you hurt yourselves.”

Without thinking Jungkook let go of Taehyung’s hand and stepped over to sit in Hoseok’s lap, the other wrapping his arm around his waist immediately. He quickly apologized however when Taehyung almost faceplanted at the whiplash of suddenly being sober and lucid again. It took a second for him to get his bearings before he made his way to sit with Seokjin and Namjoon again.

“I agree with Jungkook, next time, let’s all get drunk because that was a lot of fun,” he grinned.

Jungkook whined and pouted, “No fair, you guys can just turn it on and off.”

His complaints left his mind rather quickly when he felt Hoseok’s fingers trace underneath the choker at the back of his neck, pulling it just a little bit tighter.

“You shouldn’t have drank so much then,” Yoongi chuckled.

“Just you guys wait. I’ll take you guys out to a club, we’ll drink and dance. Like this.”

Without giving him any kind of warning, Jungkook pressed himself down in Hoseok’s lap, rolling his hips and grinding against him. He smirked as he felt the other tense and huff a curse out next to his ear, Hoseok’s hands shooting down to grip his hips and still the motion.

“Fuck. Don’t start that bun.”

“Start what?” He asked innocently and found more joy than he probably should in the dark look Hoseok gave him over his shoulder. Suddenly remembering something extremely important, Jungkook perked up, accidently shifting sharply against Hoseok and making the man groan and thump his forehead against the back of his shoulder.

“Oh oh can we have the sex talk now?”

They all blinked and traded looks before Seokjin shook his head, “I don’t think we should when you’re not fully aware Jungkookie.”

Jungkook pouted at how amused he sounded, “Please?”

Seokjin blinked and opened and closed his mouth a few times, “Ah well…”

“No, no. No. Jungkook, stop it,” Yoongi pointed at him. “Put the pout away.”

That made him pout even more but a sharp look from Namjoon had him sighing and relenting. “Alright fine. Not now. Tomorrow.”

“We promise, tomorrow,” Jimin laughed a little.

It wasn’t long before Jungkook had them all playing a game of catching food in their mouths and they found out that Jimin was incredibly good at it, his record distance being from the far end of the dining room to the living room.

That somehow led into tipping the couches on their sides and having an all out food war between the youngest three and the others, though Yoongi was very much an unwilling captive on the other team so they had made it their mission to save him.

More drinks and more laughs were had, only two glasses got broken which was nothing short of a miracle, and everyone had learned the lyrics to at least three of the songs on Jungkook’s phone which led to belting the songs at the top of their lungs until their throats were sore. Well, Jungkook’s was anyway.

By the time the night was winding down, Jungkook had sobered up enough to walk properly and had given up on trying to seduce the others. After listening to their stories quietly for awhile, Jungkook felt himself getting tired, head resting on Hoseok’s shoulder and holding his hand in his lap.

Hoseok was tracing he’s finger absently over the ring on his hand, feeling the engraving, feeling where the silver met his soft skin.

The mood had turned more nostalgic and calm, a nice lull compared to the chaos that had been ensuing. The living room was a mess but none of them seemed to care much, or that their nice clothes were likely stained with remnants of food.

Jungkook was lazily watching Yoongi twist and manipulate a flame in his hand when he remembered something. Letting go of Hoseok’s hand briefly he slipped his hand into his pocket and pulled out the lighter he’d bought when he was picking up Sumi’s umbrella at the corner store.

He ran his thumb over the plastic.

Looking at the others all crashed out around the living room talking casually he couldn’t help feeling like the distance was smaller now. They felt so much closer. The crevasse of distance felt more like a crack in the sidewalk.

Such a small gap and yet Jungkook wasn’t sure if he was ready to close it. There was something holding him back from taking the step over it.

He didn’t need to think hard to figure out what it was. It was him. It was that fact that, he didn’t know if he was still himself after everything. Didn’t know if having an entirely new body meant he was still ‘Jungkook’. Wasn’t Jungkook the one buried six feet under in the back yard? Wasn’t he the one who had died to save the others?

Jungkook felt… fake. Like a copy of himself.

He was scared the others would start seeing him how he saw himself.

“I need to see it,” he found himself mumbling, staring at the lighter in his hand.

Hoseok was the only one close enough to hear him and he turned to look at him curiously. “What was that Kookie?”

Jungkook didn’t respond right away and that drew the others attention, Jimin twisting to look at him upside down from where he lay on the floor with Taehyung’s head on his stomach.

He ran his tongue along his teeth and clamped his hand around the lighter.

“My grave. I want to see it.”

Notes:

So much happened in this one omg.
Okay so, boys love to tease Namjoon (poor guy couldn't catch a break), drunk Jungkookie (enough said), we learn how the boys met and a bit more about their pasts, Sumi and Jungkook are getting closer, Jungkook's also a great liar, RIP Jaeyong's brownies, Jungkook has a promise ring (and we finally see the BTS logo), and he's ready to face the traumatic event!

For those that don't know or who haven't already googled it, a Yangban is kind of like a scholar/advisor.

So many more secrets to uncover!

Next Update: Monday 22nd

Next Chapter: Jungkook's hungover and they finally (finally!) have the sex talk.

The story rating will likely go up next chapter to explicit so I can have a bit more freedom in terms of description during smut scenes. I know I said this before, but I am new to writing smut so I'd like to not have to worry as much about staying in the very vague guidelines of the rating. So for safety, next chapter will raise the story to Explicit. Hopefully everyone is alright with that!
Thank you as always for reading!! Borahae~ Hope everyone is happy and healthy!

Chapter 5: Euphoria

Summary:

Jungkook let's go of the past and they all take the next step.

Notes:

Hi! Okay so first let me start by apologizing for the late update. Life happens as you all know and I had problems with my car so it took up a lot of my time. I tried really hard to get it up yesterday but by two in the morning I was getting sloppy with my writing so I decided to sleep and make sure it was better quality for you all today. Thank you for waiting!

The rating has changed to Explicit!
This is mostly a safety precaution because I don't know what limits the Mature category has.

Warnings: This chapter contains OT7 smut, talk about different kinks and preferences, mentions of choking, mention of mpreg but not associated with the boys.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The stone was smooth under his fingers as he traced the engraved name on the surface. The tips of his fingers dipped into the grooves that spelled out the familiar characters.

Jungkook had thought about his own death before. Like most, he wondered what it’d be like to die or what was waiting on the other side if there was anything at all. He had wondered who would turn up to his funeral, or if he’d have a funeral, and if people would miss him.

Looking at his grave, a polished stone plaque held up by roots wrapping it’s edges and a bushes worth of Smeraldos, he felt this was more then he deserved.

It was beautiful. Extremely well taken care of. The grass had grown over the soil that had been displaced to bury him. Jungkook wondered if Hoseok had a hand in speeding up the process. He hoped so. The idea that he had been gone long enough for the soil of his grave to settle made him feel sick.

Time had been a concern of his since he realized he loved the six magical men that came into his life. He knew he’d grow older, in a very short amount of time. He knew they’d have to watch him die again. It was a scary thing to think about when they were just starting out.

He had such a limited time with them, and even less now that he’d been gone three months.

Jungkook wanted those three months back. He wanted every second of them. But he felt that was too much to ask for. He should be grateful he was alive at all.

Running a hand through the grass where he sat with his legs crossed, he thought about his other body. It was directly under him. Three months rotted and probably quite grotesque. His face, his skin, his scars, his eyes. That was him under six feet of dirt.

Except he wasn’t him.

Not anymore.

It was just a body, an empty shell. A vessel that had gotten him through every hardship, every day of hard work, every injury, every sleepless night. For that he was grateful, so incredibly grateful, but it wasn’t him.

“I’m right here,” he spoke softly, voice loud amongst the sounds of the night. He placed a hand over his chest. “This is me. Right here.”

His hyungs, determined not to let him face this alone, were standing at a respectful distance behind him. Jungkook had been careful not to look at them. He didn’t want to see the sorrow in their eyes when they looked at the grave, didn’t want to see the pale looks they sometimes still got when they forgot he was back. As increasingly rarer as that was becoming, it still broke his heart.

They stayed silent, but he knew they could hear him clearly.

“I feel like you’re haunting us. Like you’re hovering over us, making sure we don’t get comfortable. I feel fake because of you,” Jungkook scoffed at the stone, reaching for the bottle of Bubble next to him and tipping his head back to take a swig.

There wasn’t a response, not that he was expecting one.

“I feel like a fraud. Like I’m not really me anymore. It’s that… that feeling you get when you go to a friend’s house and you can’t relax fully cause it’s not your home. I don’t feel at home in this body. You know?” He was rambling a little, he blamed that on the alcohol.

“I kind of hate you. It’s not your fault, or my fault, not really. It’s just a bad situation. But I can’t help hating you. Cause you hurt them,” he swung an arm around to point at his boyfriends. “I can’t forgive you for that.”

Jungkook got to his feet and stepped back away from the grave. Standing back and looking at it, he sucked in a breath of air, crisp and fresh in his lungs.

“Jungkook…?”

Hearing Namjoon’s voice, he finally turned to them, looking them each over carefully. They looked uncomfortable but not upset. A strange mix of reassurance and phantom grief. His eyes landed on Hoseok and he licked his lips tasting the sweetness of the drink on them.

“Hyung, can you open it?”

Hoseok stood up a bit straighter and looked at the others, as if searching for a confirmation or to make sure they were all okay with this. Jungkook was sure, if grave sites had any of the same meaning here as they did in his world, that they might not want to disrupt it out of respect. But did the same respect apply when he was alive to tell them it was okay?

Taehyung put a gentle hand on the back of the dragon’s shoulder and it seemed to be enough affirmation for the man to step forward next to Jungkook. Wordlessly he crouched and pressed his palm to the ground.

The ground shifted slightly as the soil separated over the grave, splitting apart and rolling back over itself into mounds next to them until there was a rectangular pit in front of the plaque, six feet deep.

No one said or did anything for a long moment, watching as Jungkook, a bottle in one hand, pulled out the lighter he’d bought.

Hoseok slowly stood. He turned to look at Jungkook.

Jungkook wondered what the others might be thinking, if they were upset or sad that he wanted to erase this part of their past together. No not erase… that wasn’t the right word. He wanted to move past it. Not to forget but to keep moving on. Jungkook wasn’t sure if he could do that knowing his body was buried here.

“Tell me not too,” Jungkook said, eyes flicking between them. “If you don’t want me to do this, tell me.”

The air was heavier than he was used to it being around them, but this felt like an important moment. This felt like the decider of how they were going to face everything they’d been through. A moment where he needed to be brave and put it behind him. To start over.

Yoongi spoke up calmly, arms crossed across his chest. “A phoenix is reborn in flames. If you need that too, we understand. We’ll be right here.”

Jungkook turned back to the grave. He didn’t need to think on it. Stepping to the edge he tipped the bottle, pouring it’s contents over the casket at the bottom of the hole, not dwelling on it further.

Flicking the lighter he watched the small flame for a moment before taking one last look at his casket and tossing it in.


They all found themselves sitting in a row side by side at a safe distance from the flames that burned up out of the grave.

Hoseok made sure to push the Smeraldo’s back to a safe distance as well, not wanting the flowers damaged in any way.

Jungkook sat in the middle of them, watching the fire with his elbows lazily rested on his knees. It was a strangely beautiful sight. If he wasn’t still really drunk he might have even cried.

Instead, while the flames flickered and roared soothingly in front of them he couldn’t help saying, “We kind of look like psychopaths right now.”

“This is one of the weirder things we’ve done yeah,” Namjoon nodded not looking away from the flames.

Yoongi nodded in agreement.

“Do you want me to take the stone out tomorrow?” Hoseok asked.

Jungkook sniffed and rubbed his nose which was numb from the alcohol, “No, we should probably keep it there so we at least know where the ashes are. The idea of another me buried under ground just freaked me out too much. I kept expecting it to come back to life or something.”

“You have a strange imagination Kookie,” Taehyung said casually.

“… You’re a weather Fae and you’re telling me zombies are far-fetched?”

“Stop using human words I don’t understand.”

“Stop being gorgeous.”

“What?”

“I thought we were saying unrealistic requests.”

“… I see what you did there and I’m a little annoyed but also impressed.”

Jimin sighed, “Next time we’re all getting drunk.”

The sentiment was shared by them all in a chorus of nods.


Jungkook’s head was pounding before he even opened his eyes the next morning.

He had all of ten seconds to groan and curse himself for not drinking enough water before he was scrambling over Namjoon in an effort to get to the bathroom before he puked all over the floor. This was probably the only time he’d curse the size of the large bed they’d all taken to sleeping in.

He managed to get the door closed behind him before he threw himself over the toilet and promptly emptied the contents of his stomach into the bowl.

When he was done he slumped next to the toilet for a few minutes to regret his actions before he needed to get the taste of bile out of his mouth. Flushing the toilet he dragged himself to the sink to rinse his mouth.

“Kookie? You alright?”

The knock on the door, though not overly loud, felt like a nail driving into the side of his head and he had to lean forward with his hands against the counter to wait for the pounding to stop. The only response he could give Seokjin was a sound mixed between a groan and a whine.

Hangovers weren’t an unfamiliar feeling but that certainly didn’t make them enjoyable. This one being particularly bad given that he didn’t think he’d even looked at any water the night before. He was usually pretty good at matching his drinks but he’d just gotten too caught up in the fun to care.

Opening his eyes slowly, squinting at himself in the mirror, he almost jumped away from the counter when he caught a glimpse of purple. A flash. The tail end of his iris’s fading from a vibrant lavender purple.

Pressing his eyes closed tightly and digging his wrists into them he looked once more, their familiar brown remaining unchanged. He sighed.

He didn’t want to deal with this right now.

Seokjin poked his head into the washroom, “That sounded like the exact opposite of okay,” he frowned. Upon seeing his expression Seokjin stepped over to him and turned Jungkook to face him. “Did you see it again?”

Jungkook nodded, rubbing his forehead with his hand to sooth the tension behind his eyes. Seokjin’s hand ran through his hair, his fingers dragging along his scalp helping immensely. He sighed and leaned into the touch.

“It’ll get easier soon,” he reassured. “We can have Namjoonie test you again if you like though.”

Jungkook scrunched his nose a little in consideration.

He’d been catching glimpses of purple in his eyes since he’d gotten back. It was a point he’d made sure to mention to Namjoon when they’d been checking to make sure he was still human. But because Jungkook was the only one who ever saw it, and it didn’t happen frequently, the had all chalked it up to being some form of post traumatic stress.

It certainly freaked him out when he caught sight of it walking by a mirror, or in the screen of his phone but he was getting better at ignoring it. He knew he was human. Magic still didn’t work on him, his blood was still red, his heart still beat and his body still reacted to things as it should.

It still made him wary though.

Shaking his head, he slumped forward into Seokjin, pressing his forehead against the other man’s shoulder. “Mmmm…”

“Are you feeling okay?”

Shaking his head again he pouted, “’m hungover.”

“Hungover?” Seokjin’s hand stroked up and down his back and Jungkook nuzzled into him, only groaning in response again. He didn’t want to explain, he wanted some water and a pill for his head and cuddles. Seokjin seemed to understand this to some extent and Jungkook could hear a light concern in his voice when he asked, “Do you need Jiminie?”

Nodding, Jungkook lifted his arms and hooked them over Seokjin’s shoulders, too lazy to carry his own weight right now. “Carry me?”

Seokjin chuckled and Jungkook knew he was being childish, especially given that he’d brought this on himself by being an idiot but he felt too sick to care about being needy for attention and love.

Without question Seokjin crouched to hook his hands under Jungkook’s thighs and lifted him easily, shifting his hands to support him better as Jungkook hooked his legs around his waist and buried his face in his neck. His stomach lurched in protest to the sudden action but it settled quickly once they were making their way back to the bed.

Jungkook didn’t look up but some of the others must have been awake or just waking up as he heard them shifting around.

Seokjin put a knee on the bed and Jungkook found himself being taken by someone else, arms coming around him and pulling him into their lap. He snuggled close as they got him situated.

“Jiminie, he’s not feeling well,” Seokjin said quietly.

There were more gentle hands on him. He opened his eyes and looked at Jimin who was pressing the back of his hand against his forehead, cheek and neck to check his temperature, frowning lightly.

“What’s wrong love?” he asked softly.

“Hungover,” he groaned. “Drank too much last night.”

“Ah, this is because of the alcohol?” When Jungkook nodded Jimin continued, “What are your symptoms?”

Jungkook knew that Jimin wanted to figure this out for himself. It wasn’t often he got to deal with Jungkook actually experiencing these things, they only ever acted them out. The real thing was more stressful and Jungkook could see the worry underneath his determination to help.

“Nausea, vomiting, dehydration, headache,” he listed tiredly.

Jimin thought for a moment, clearly going through everything he’d learned in his head. “You’ll need water then and…” he paused here, a little more unsure. “Medicine. Ibuprofen? That will help the headache?”

When Jungkook smiled and nodded, Jimin beamed and leaned forward to kiss his forehead. The next second he was taking off to go get the medicine and some water.

Seokjin made himself comfortable again on the other side of the bed where Yoongi and Taehyung were curled in each other’s arms fast asleep. Hoseok was sprawled out at the foot of the bed, hugging a pillow in place of Jimin.

Namjoon traced the tips of his fingers up and down Jungkook’s arms, making him shiver pleasantly. He leaned back more against the man’s chest. “You sure you’re alright?”

Jungkook hummed, “I’ll probably feel better by lunch if I eat a good breakfast.”

“Like I’d let you eat anything except the best,” Seokjin huffed quietly as he rolled onto his side.

“Sorry if I was too much last night,” Jungkook mumbled. He could remember most of it, not having drank enough to blackout, but it was a little hazy.

“You weren’t bun. It was fun, I think we all needed a night like that,” Namjoon kissed the back of his neck.

That he had to agree with. It was more fun than he’d had in what felt like years. Even after the slightly heavier end of the night, burning his old body, he had enjoyed himself. While he could do without the hangover, he really did feel… reborn. He felt light and free. Like he was himself again.

He’d almost fallen asleep when Jimin came back with the medicine, having read the bottle carefully and double checking with Jungkook to make sure it was the right amount before he handed him the pills. After washing them down with half the water he snuggled back into the warmth of his lovers.

Jimin curled up in front of him, tucked into his chest like he was made it fit there.

When he moved his arm to wrap around him, the band of silver on his finger caught his eye.

His heart jumped and despite the hangover aches in his body he couldn’t help smiling boyishly. He twisted his hand around every which way to get a look at the ring and bit back a giggle of sheer joy and pride. He was wearing their mark. This would tell other’s that he was theirs, that they were his. He wanted the whole world to know. All the world’s even.

He had the sudden urge to go and shout about it in the world he’d created.

When Jimin giggled at his actions and took his hand in his own to still him, he brought it to his lips and the Fae pressed a kiss to the ring gently, then to his knuckles before tucking his hand under his chin.

Jungkook felt the emotion mount even further in his heart, becoming something euphoric that he felt in everything that he was.

Euphoria…

That’s what this feeling was.

He hummed and closed his eyes, squeezing Jimin’s hand gently.

That sounded nice.


Waking up the next time was much less painful, his stomach still a bit queasy but his headache was gone.

Jimin made sure to police him on his water intake once they sat down to breakfast, reminding him of a waiter at a restaurant that never let his glass be anything less then full.

He just found it unbearably cute and Jimin was doing a great job taking care of him, which he made sure to mention and thank him for. The Fae had practically skipped around the house all morning because of that.

The more food Jungkook ate the less upset his stomach felt and he was able to enjoy the meal as he always did.

Until Taehyung suddenly blurted out, “I like spankings.”

Jungkook damn near swallowed his fork.

Coughing and trying to ignore the few amused looks that were shot in his direction, he whipped his head to look at Taehyung who was blinking at him innocently. “Where did that come from?”

“You said you wanted to have the sex talk today right?” Taehyung ate another bite of food and the mischievous glint in his eye was the only sign Jungkook had to tell that he knew exactly what he was doing.

Jungkook cleared his throat. He did remember making them promise but he’d also been drunk and a lot braver. He’d never had to actually sit down and talk about something like this with anyone, not in such a… casual way.

“Is this really a breakfast conversation?”

Seokjin, as calm and collected as always, smiled at him, “This is probably the best time since we’re all here. Are you comfortable with that?”

Jungkook licked his lips and thought about it. It made sense that they had to talk about this outside the bedroom. There were a lot of them in this relationship and the last thing Jungkook wanted was to cross lines they weren’t comfortable with. He gave them a nod, reassured in the fact that he was comfortable enough around them to get through this without blushing like a preteen.

Taehyung grinned, “Do you want to start Jungkookie?”

He blinked and shifted, “Well, ah, I’m not really sure if there are any differences between how you guys do things and how humans do. Does it… change depending on species here or..?”

Namjoon, instead of laughing at him like he half expected, took his question seriously and that alone gave Jungkook more courage. “Little things change here and there but overall, I believe it’s the same. We do have similar physiology in these forms to humans given what I’ve seen of you so far,” Namjoon smirked and Jungkook threw all hope of not blushing his way through this out the window.

“Wait what?” Hoseok looked between them quickly, “When did that happen?”

Jungkook shifted in his seat at the memory and took another bite of food just for the sake of doing something with his hands. “In the study after we found out about the gem.”

Hoseok leaned back in his chair and pursed his lips, “Shit I wish I was there for that.”

Namjoon chuckled and kept his eyes on Jungkook who’s skin felt warm under his gaze. “You think he looked pretty yesterday morning, just wait until you see him coming apart.”

There were a few groans and Jungkook was torn between smirking and crawling under the table to hide.

“You said you like giving and taking right Jungkookie?” Yoongi asked calmly, though his eyes were dark as he ate.

Jungkook nodded, “In my world we call it being top or bottom. Or if you like both roles then it’s switch. I like both depending on my partner.”

“I think it’s pretty obvious I’m exclusively a bottom,” Jimin laughed sheepishly.

Jungkook chuckled and nodded, “I got the sense you might be. I thought you might have a thing for strength too, right? You seemed to like it when I picked you up before.”

Jimin turned bright red, “H-How you did that with one arm and a bad shoulder still baffles me.”

Taehyung grinned, “Minnie likes it rough and being man-handled,” the Fae ignored the smack to the arm he received from Jimin. “But he also likes compliments a lot too.”

Jungkook knew that one already too. “Don’t you too Tae-hyung? You liked it when I called you-”

The Fae’s finger pressed against his lips effectively silencing him as Taehyung quickly shook his head. “Unless you’re feeling well enough to finish the job right now, don’t get me started.”

Pressing a kiss to his finger before he could pull away, Jungkook smiled at Taehyung’s small giggle.

“I do like praise, but I have to know I’ve earned it. I really like being ordered around or being punished if I misbehave.”

“Which he likes to do intentionally most times,” Hoseok chipped in, shooting Taehyung a playful look.

Taehyung winked at him before looking back at Jungkook who was trying incredibly hard not to imagine him in all sorts of situations. “Minnie is the only one I’ll top for too.”

“Fuck I’d… really like to see that,” Jungkook admitted.

“It’s an absolute vision,” Seokjin hummed lowly, resting his chin in his hand.

“So, what is everyone else in terms of tops or bottoms?” Jungkook tried to divert the subject slightly so he could focus.

Yoongi answered for everyone, pointing his fork in their directions as he listed them off, “Joon is exclusively top, Hobi too. Jinnie and I are both switches but I prefer bottom. I like to put up a fight for dominance and being in control but I enjoy the feeling of giving in eventually. I’ve topped a few times for Taetae and Minnie but it’s not a frequent thing.”

Jungkook thought about struggling for control over Yoongi, thought about the feeling after Yoongi finally gave in and let him absolutely wreck him until the man couldn’t walk straight the next day. He groaned.

Taehyung reached over and gave his knee a squeeze under the table, as if to be reassuring but the way he left his hand there gave away his teasing intents pretty quickly. Jungkook shot him a look which he returned with an innocent smile.

“Yoongi is also incredibly good with his tongue,” Namjoon said lowly and Jungkook had to rock his head back and huff to try and push through the wave of horniness he was suddenly experiencing. He really wanted to tell them they should show not tell, but he knew this was important, as turned on as he was getting. At least they didn’t seem to be in much better shape. The food had all but been forgotten by now.

The phoenix smirked at the compliment and Jungkook’s reaction.

“Namjoonie likes watching us together, Tae and Jinnie both particularly like being watched but I think we all enjoy it to some extent, Jinnie’s neck is also really sensitive,” Hoseok said, speeding through a few more things so they could get through this without jumping each other. “We all also like talking during. Praise, dirty things, teasing, nicknames, those are all good but we try and stay away from anything too degrading.”

Jungkook breathed out in relief, “I was going to bring that up, I should say that dirty talk is fine with me, but degradation is one of my hard lines,” he cringed a bit. “I’ve had a few partners take it too far and my parents didn’t exactly help with that so…”

That seemed to bring everyone back to full attention and Taehyung’s hand on his leg loosened slightly to be more soothing then suggestive. Jungkook could see the dangerous protective looks in their eyes again and he hated that he loved it so much.

“Good. That’s good to know Kookie. Thank you for telling us that,” Seokjin said and the praise made him feel warm inside.

“That um, that I like,” he cleared his throat and clarified when they gave him confused looks. “The praise, like Taetae and Minnie, I really like that whether I’m top or bottom. Also, the possessiveness is really… really good.”

There were a few groans and Yoongi had to shift in his seat, mumbling, “Fuck why are you so damn perfect.”

“You seemed to be enjoying yourself when Joonie and I had you to ourselves,” Hoseok smirked. “Do you like attention?”

Jungkook, now under all of their attention, couldn’t deny that was true. He nodded and swallowed a bit, trying to ignore Taehyung’s hand sliding up his leg casually.

Namjoon, eyes now darkened with lust pressed his tongue to the inside of his cheek, jaw tense, “Before we get off track, is there anything else you don’t like Jungkook?”

He thought about it and shook his head. “I’m pretty open to a lot of things as long as they’re safe and no one is getting hurt, emotionally or otherwise.”

They all nodded.

“How do you feel about choking or biting?” Hoseok asked, “Things like that are a bit different for us but we’re aware that it can really hurt you. I personally like having my hand around my partners throat, it’s a dominance thing for my species. But if it makes you uncomfortable I won’t.”

Jungkook shook his head, remembering when Hoseok had gripped him by the back of the neck before or by the jaw to control his movement. “I like it. As long as you aren’t pressing down so much that I can’t breathe. Same with the biting, I’m fine with pain as long as you don’t break skin or anything. Oh actually, I wanted to ask how you guys feel about pain in that sense. I know you’re not really used to it.”

“Love it,” Taehyung said quickly.

Jimin nodding quickly too. “Don’t hold back with us.”

Blinking at them he laughed a little and nodded. “Tell me if it’s ever too much though. I should have asked before.”

“We will,” Jimin reassured, “But honestly Kookie, when you ran your nails down my chest before, that was,” he breathed out and just shook his head as if he was at a loss for words. “You can do that again. I want you to do that again.”

“I think the rest of us are fine with it too, we don’t have much experience with it like you said so maybe ease us into it and we’ll tell you in the moment,” Seokjin said.

Jungkook hummed, “Safety wise, how does protection work here? Like do you guys use condoms or lube?”

“Lube yes, but I’m not sure what a condom is,” Hoseok blinked.

Jungkook opened his mouth then promptly snapped it shut. Holy shit. They all had protection spells. So they’d all be clean wouldn’t they? There wouldn’t be any risk of STD’s if they avoided using a condom. Also given that Jungkook’s body had never had sex before he knew he was safe. He leaned back and ran a hand through his hair.

“Ah wow okay. This might be a weird question, or not, I don’t know. How do pregnancy’s work here? I mean I assume it’s different per species?”

Yoongi hummed and nodded, “That’s a good question. None of us can get pregnant though if that’s what you’re wondering. There are some species where a male can get pregnant but none of ours. Breeding between species only works in some cases too.”

Jungkook nodded, “Okay, it’s the same for humans. Men can’t get pregnant.”

There was a moment of contemplative silence as they tried to think of anything they missed when Namjoon spoke up. “Besides degradation, there are some names we don’t like to be called but you shouldn’t have to worry about running into that problem at all. Also Yoongi and I both don’t like being restrained or hit in anyway.”

“The hitting thing, at least across the face applies to all of us, it’s an extremely disrespectful action here, though I’d imagine it’d also hurt if you were to do it,” Hoseok said calmly.

Jungkook scrunched his nose at the idea of hitting them like that.

“That being said, you being with us kind of adds a lot of new elements to sex that we haven’t experienced before Jungkook,” Seokjin leaned over and took his hand. “The sensations are different when we’re touching you so our preferences might change depending on how it feels with you.”

Jungkook nodded in understanding. There was a lot of things he figured the human world had access to that they didn’t in terms of kinks and toys so he figured he might get to show them some new things or help them explore others. He was looking forward to that. “Since you guys can’t feel pain, I should mention that ah penetration can hurt if you aren’t properly… stretched out first.”

Taehyung almost fell out of his chair with how quickly he whipped his head around to look at him, “Like good pain? You can have good pain there too?”

Jungkook smirked and the heavy look was back in Taehyung’s eyes as he bit down on his lip and gripped Jungkook’s thigh, shivering from the heightened sensation of his own teeth sinking into his skin.

“Any more questions or concerns anyone?” Seokjin said, standing up suddenly. For a moment Jungkook got excited, thinking they were about to head to the bedroom and put their conversation into practice. Instead, Seokjin nodded once when no one spoke up and clapped his hands, “Good. Then let’s get cleaning.”

All of them slumped in disappointment.

Taehyung whined, “Cleaning? But what about-”

“We made a huge mess last night and the living room is a disaster. If we don’t clean it now we never will.”

While he had a good point, the last thing Jungkook wanted to do was clean.

Begrudgingly though, they all set about their day as if they hadn’t spent all of breakfast talking about the things they wanted done to them and to do to each other. It didn’t help that he was tasked with helping Namjoon right the furniture they’d tipped over the night before while Jimin tidied up the glasses and plates left out.

By the time they were finished later in the afternoon, Jimin and Jungkook both found themselves staring at Namjoon who had rolled up his sleeves, exposing his arms as the man crouched and picked up the last out of place love seat, the muscles in his arms tensing.

Jungkook was pretty sure he was drooling at the sight.

“Are you guys going to help or just stand there?” Namjoon raised a brow but Jungkook’s mind had stopped working awhile ago. Between staring at Namjoon’s arms and Jimin’s ass as they worked he was basically running on one brain cell. His eyes traced up the man’s legs as he stood up, putting the chair back to where it should be.

“Guys?”

“Thighs…” was Jungkook’s very intelligent response.

Out of the corner of his eye he saw Jimin nod, mouth hanging open slightly much like his own.

Namjoon chuckled.

A thump sounded from the hallway followed by a groan and not a second later Seokjin and Yoongi stumbled into view, kissing each other as if they wanted to devour the other. They pulled and grabbed at each others clothes as they staggered back into the railing of the stairs, almost falling over.

“Are you guys done cleaning?” Namjoon blinked as Yoongi pulled away from Seokjin’s mouth to bite and suck at his neck.

Seokjin groaned a sound that was all too sinful for an angel and turned his head to look at them, “Bedroom. Now.”

They didn’t need to be told twice.

Jimin spun around and grabbed Jungkook’s shoulders, using them to jump and wrap his legs around his waist. Jungkook caught him quickly, barely having time to find his balance before Jimin was crashing his lips to his fiercely.

Getting up the stairs was an ordeal with Jimin’s tongue pressing into his so deliciously and he would have fallen if not for Namjoon’s hand on his back guiding him.

When they got to the bedroom, Yoongi was already stripping Seokjin’s shirt off him, the man pinned under him on the bed. Hoseok and Taehyung were in a heated kiss, both their hair messed and their breathing ragged as they pressed and grabbed at each other.

Jungkook wasted no time in grabbing Jimin by the hips and tossing him onto the bed next to them.

Jimin squeaked and barely had a second to catch his breath before Yoongi was leaning over to kiss him in greeting.

Jungkook, distracted by the scene, didn’t notice Namjoon step up behind him until his hands were pulling him back to press flush against him. He traced the shell of his ear with the tip of his nose as they both watched Yoongi draw his own shirt off, exposing his smooth pale skin.

He could only see his back and he could make out more then a few scars, all faded with centuries of time. Jungkook wanted to give in to the urge to paint his skin in fresh marks and bruises, ones made with love and intent to pleasure, not harm.

Taehyung looked over at him and gave him such a lustful look he found himself weak in the knees, struggling to keep eye contact as Hoseok sucked and bit at the man’s bare chest.

They were so perfect, every inch of them in their own ways.

When Yoongi rolled his hips in a circular motion, ass grinding down onto Seokjin’s crotch, Jungkook shuddered as if he felt it too, pulse quickening at Seokjin’s moan intermingled with the wet kissing sounds.

Namjoon pressed an open mouth kiss below his ear, sucking on his skin lightly and leaving his skin damp and tender as he pulled away just enough to speak. “If it’s ever too much, tell us. We can be overwhelming when it’s all of us.”

Jungkook smiled warmly and turned his head to capture the man’s lips. He felt Namjoon’s tongue trace against his lip and he opened his mouth to allow the other to lick into him, meeting his tongue half way. It wasn’t long before Jungkook was lost in the kiss, twisting around in his hold to press closer, reach deeper.

His hands fisted his shirt and he felt himself being walked backwards towards the bed but was more focused on Namjoon’s hand’s slipping under his shirt and sliding against his skin as he lifted it up. Without hesitation he lifted his arms to allow the immortal to slide the fabric over his head a felt his skin flush when Namjoon took a moment to step back and admire him.

“I missed this sight,” he groaned.

Jungkook’s heart fluttered at Namjoon’s gaze, his skin tingling as if it were something tangible running over him, caressing him.

He was nervous. The slight twist of his stomach told him so. He’d anticipated this for so long but the wait just gave him time to come up with a million ways to mess this up somehow. He wanted to please all of them. He didn’t want anyone to feel left out.

A hand sliding up Jungkook’s back to his shoulders had him jumping a little, looking over his shoulder at Jimin who was kneeling on the bed. “So beautiful Jungkookie,” the Fae marveled and slipped his hands around in front of him to feel his stomach and chest while he pressed feather light kisses into his shoulder. “Touch me, Jungkook, please. I want to feel you.”

The words felt like a switch in his mind and he turned around to face Jimin, kissing him messily, teeth clashing, all tongue and wet heat and little control. He climbed onto the bed, guiding Jimin onto his back, slipping a knee between his legs and then pulling away to run a hand through his blonde hair.

“So needy sweetheart,” he hummed.

He watched Jimin’s eyes flutter and his chest rise and fall, chuckling lowly at how quickly Jimin squirmed to try and work his own shirt off. He struggled awkwardly, their position and his eagerness making the simple task rather difficult. Jungkook watched him for a moment before taking mercy on him and shifting his weight back onto his knees. He took the shirt in both his hands and sharply tugged in opposite directions, ripping the fabric down the middle.

Jimin yelped in surprise and looked at him with wide eyes, drawing the others attention to them.

Hoseok and Namjoon both swore sounding incredibly turned on, Yoongi was eyeing his hands that now sat on either side of Jimin, Taehyung practically whined and separated himself from Hoseok so they could both turn and watch them, Seokjin with his lap still full of Yoongi looked as surprised as Jimin.

“I sometimes forget how strong you are,” the angel admitted, looking at the tear splitting Jimin’s shirt in half.

“I’ll buy you a new shirt Minnie,” he promised but didn’t receive much response from the wide eyed Fae.

“Holy shit that was really attractive,” Hoseok groaned and hooked a hand through Jungkook’s hair to pull him into a passionate kiss. Jungkook moaned against his lips when he felt Jimin’s cock twitch against his thigh, pulling away from the dragon to look at the Fae beneath him.

“Excited sweetheart?” He leaned down, shifting his weight again to rest on one arm. He traced his nail from his cheek, down the side of his neck to the dip in his collar bone, watching the other shiver lightly at the sensation. “You said you liked when I did this didn’t you? Told me I shouldn’t hold back?”

Jimin whined as Jungkook teasingly pressed his nail into his skin, just enough for him to feel the slightly sharp pressure. The Fae arched into his hand, gripping the sheets underneath him as he dragged it down the length of his torso stopping just before his stomach.

He frowned a little looking at the unmarred skin. He was grateful there wasn’t a scar but that didn’t stop the memory of his hand pulling the trigger.

A hand laced through his hair again, this time Yoongi’s as the man climbed off Seokjin to kneel next to him. He leaned his forehead against his. “Let us take care of you Jungkook.”

Jimin’s hand covered his own and he pressed their hands over his stomach, where the wound used to be. He smiled up at him gently and Jungkook nodded a little in return. He was okay now. Everything was okay now.

“Tell us what you want bunny,” Namjoon instructed slipping out of his clothes until he was down to his briefs.

Jungkook moaned at the sight. God there were so many things he wanted right now with each of them. Too many for only a day. “I want… you inside me first hyung,” he said looking at Namjoon. “But I want, Seokjin-hyung to open me up.”

Both men came over to him, Seokjin kneeling behind him and leaning over him to press a kiss between his shoulders, trailing down his spine lovingly.

Taehyung stepped away for a brief moment to grab something off the table in the room, returning with a small glass jar which Jungkook assumed was lube.

Jimin tried to sit up and move out from under him but Jungkook pressed him back into the bed, “Ah ah. Stay right there Minnie.” Jimin hummed happily and relaxed back into the bed lifting his hips to allow Jungkook to slide his pants off.

Jungkook was a little surprised to see that he wasn’t wearing underwear, his cock hard against his stomach. “Fuck sweetheart, you’re so perfect.”

Jimin actually looked a little embarrassed and he tried to turn his head away, only to have Taehyung click his tongue disapprovingly and reach over to tilt his head back towards Jungkook. “Don’t be shy Minnie, thank Jungkookie for complimenting you. He wouldn’t lie to you would he?”

Jungkook watched, feeling Seokjin’s hands at his waist as the man took a hold of his pants and started shimming them down his thighs. He helped by straightening his legs as he watched Jimin swallow and breath out between wet swollen lips. “No, t-thank you Jungkook.”

Jimin was so fucking beautiful. He wanted to make him beg, hear him whine his name and plead for Jungkook to touch him more. He’d have to save that for another time though, as Jungkook didn’t know how long he’d last with all six of them around him like this. “Can I touch you sweatheart? Are you going to be good for me and hold still?”

Jimin nodded quickly, about to squirm with anticipation but Jungkook could see him clamp down and force himself not to move. Recognizing the self-restraint it must have taken, he leaned forward and kissed him. “Good, that’s it love, just be patient for a moment.”

Seokjin, who had been waiting for a moment to interrupt, placed a hand on his lower back when he saw he had Jungkook’s attention. Jungkook gave him a nod of permission and the man proceeded to slip his briefs off of him.

Jungkook sucked in a breath when he felt Namjoon’s and Seokjin’s warm hands knead the bare skin of his ass, both of them moaning at the sight. Jungkook felt wonderfully exposed to them right now and he felt his heart rate pick up.

“Shit, I want to taste you,” Namjoon bit out lowly and his voice alone was enough to have a pulse shooting through Jungkook’s cock. Moaning he shifted his weight, wiggling his ass in front of them and Seokjin grabbed his waist to hold him still in an almost bruising grip.

“Tell me what you need me to do bun,” he said and it was strange to him that the slight interruption and pauses in the pace of things only turned him on more. He past partners took what they wanted just as he did them in a flurry of drunken clumsiness. He’d never had someone ask for instruction on the best way to pleasure him or prep him. The goal had always been to get off and be done with it but right now he was holding back with everything he had so this would never end.

They had barely touched him and he was already so far gone.

Jungkook tipped his head down and tucked his forehead against the crook of Jimin’s neck, sighing pleasantly at the feeling of his hands lacing through his hair.

“Start with one finger,” he said, surprised his voice was so even given how hard he was trying not to rut down against Jimin to feel the slide of their cocks against each others.

He heard the bottle open and there was the wet feeling of lube being poured over his hole, when he felt Seokjin’s slick finger circle his rim he suddenly got an idea. “Wait,” he said quickly, breathing heavily as his heart pounded in his ears. Seokjin immediately stopped and Jungkook almost regretted the word, trying not to press back into him. “Pass me the lube.”

Namjoon handed him the bottle and Jungkook looked up at Taehyung, patting the bed next to him and Jimin. “Taetae, take off your pants and come lie down here.”

Taehyung perked up and hurried to do just that, barely giving Jungkook time to appreciate his tan skin and wonderful figure before he was laying down next to them. Jungkook poured some lube on his fingers and reached down, palming the man’s thigh. “Is this alright?”

Taehyung, understanding what he was doing, nodded and turned his head into Jimin’s shoulder, watching Jungkook with partially lidded eyes full of trust and affection.

“Okay Jinnie-hyung,” Jungkook said, the other’s name barely out of his mouth before Seokjin was circling his finger again. Jungkook mimicked the action on Taehyung, slipping his finger around the others rim and finally letting himself roll down against Jimin.

The stimulation was extreme and not what he was used too, so many area’s of his body being touched at once. Tingles of pleasure raced over his skin and through every bone in his body, Hoseok and Yoongi only adding to it by running their hands over his back and thighs, through his hair, occasionally tugging the strands.

Taehyung was gasping next to Jimin and who was grinding up against Jungkook in a steady rhythm.

By the time Seokjin pressed a finger inside him, Jungkook was starting to think he might come early. He grit his teeth, Jimin’s motions rocking him back against Seokjin’s finger. He barely remembered to slip his own finger inside Taehyung and the way the man arched and moaned loudly made it even harder to control himself.

He matched Seokjin’s pace inside of him with Taehyung, feeling the other clench around him. Jimin shuddered and gasped and grabbed at him desperately and Jungkook swallowed his sounds in a kiss.

“Look at you bun, pleasuring three of us at once, you’re doing so well for us. Do you think you can take another love?” Seokjin asked keeping a steady pace that wasn’t quiet fast enough to build him to release but certainly felt teasingly good.

Jungkook could only whine into Jimin’s mouth and press back into Seokjin’s hand eagerly as a response.

Another finger was pressed against his hole, Seokjin pausing his thrusts to ease the next one in. The stretch burned in a way that made him feel full, Seokjin’s fingers so long and reaching so deep.

He took Seokjin’s pause to let him adjust to look at Taehyung who was almost quivering in pleasure. “Hey, baby, look at me,” he coaxed knowing the new heightened sensation must be overwhelming.

Taehyung opened his eyes, unfocused and lost in blissful pleasure. “Kookie, feels good, feels so good,” he rambled and Jungkook silenced him with a peck to the lips.

“I know baby. Can you do more or do you want me to stop at one?”

He grunted when he felt Jimin’s hand slip down between their chests and wrap around his cock. Taehyung reached down at the same time and grabbed Jungkook’s wrist as if to prevent him from pulling out. “More. Fuck please more. Don’t stop.”

That was all the convincing Jungkook needed as he guided another finger to his rim and carefully slipped it in next to his other one, watching Taehyung bury his face in Jimin’s shoulder until Yoongi stepped in to draw him into a kiss, leaning over him.

Seokjin started up his pace again, Jungkook instinctively pressed back with each thrust and he moaned when that had Jimin stroking his cock in time. “H-Hyung, fu-ck.”

It thankfully wasn’t long before Seokjin added another finger and Jungkook could hear the man breathing heavily behind him. He wanted to turn and look to see what Namjoon was doing to him but he couldn’t risk it. He was trying so hard not to come.

“Namjoon-hyung, please, I need you inside me,” he begged. His arms almost collapsed when Seokjin slowly pulled out of him. Jungkook’s whole body felt alight, every nerve ending in tuned to the men around him. He slipped his fingers out of Taehyung carefully and slumped forward onto Jimin who was in a very similar desperate boat as he was.

“Come on love,” Yoongi helped Jungkook up off of Jimin and he was immediately wrapped in Namjoon’s familiar arms. His bare chest was warm against his back and his hard cock pressed against his ass.

Kneeling like this put him on full display to the others, where Hoseok had pulled Jimin into his lap, similarly facing Jungkook. Yoongi had sat Taehyung up and Seokjin moved over to help him support him as Yoongi kissed the boy lovingly.

“They’ll be able to see how pretty you are when you come like this bunny,” Namjoon groaned into his ear as he positioned himself at his hole. Jungkook gasped feeling the head of the man’s cock press against him, already covered in lube.

“Show him how much we love him Joonie, make sure he never forgets that he’s one of ours now. Our special bunny,” Hoseok hummed, arms hooked around Jimin’s waist, holding the other still despite his attempts at twisting his hips in his lap. “Jungkookie has to finish first Minnie, you don’t want to miss his pretty expressions. Then I’ll move and you can show him the sexy sounds you make.”

Jimin nodded between his panting and Jungkook understood that Hoseok must be sitting still inside of him right now. Lucky for Jimin, Jungkook didn’t think he’d be waiting long to finish. The coil in his stomach was wound tighter then it has ever been. Just from them. From their looks, their words, their hands, their presence. Everything about them.

He tipped his head back letting out a throaty moan as Namjoon pressed into him, the head of his cock sliding past his rim and plunging deep inside of him. The stretch was slightly painful but the pain helped a little to bring him back from the edge.

Namjoon must have felt him tense and held still for him, peppering kisses anywhere he could reach.

Fuck, he was big.

Jungkook felt the pain fade after a moment, leaving only the feeling of being so full and content. Namjoon was basically holding all his weight as he began to move, each movement picking up until he was thrusting into him deep and fast.

Namjoon’s hands were gripping his hips tightly, pulling him back in time to meet his hips. One of his hands slid up to the center of his chest, pressing his hot palm against his skin and Jungkook was sure he could feel his heart pounding. The man grunted next to his ear pressing wet kisses to his neck and shoulder.

“You’re so tight, fuck,” he all but growled, “Do you know how many times we’ve had to control ourselves around you? How many times we’ve all come with your name on our tongues?”

Jungkook grabbed at Namjoon’s hand on his chest, the ring on his finger a noticable pressure against both their hands. His other hand reaching back to grip the man’s hair, looking for something to hold onto as the words accompanied by the others all watching them with dark eyes made his cock twitch, precum dripping from the tip.

“Hy-Hyung,” he whined.

“Shit, Jungkook,” Yoongi moaned, crawling in front of him and sliding his hands up his sides to his cheeks. His skin was hot and clammy, glistening with sweat as Namjoon hit particularly deep with one thrust. He released Namjoon’s hair and pulled Yoongi in to kiss him hard.

He’d given up on technique, too fair gone to care that he was just moaning and whining into Yoongi’s mouth as the other did all the work. Jungkook reached down and wrapped his hand around Yoongi’s cock, using the lube still on his hand from fucking Taehyung with his fingers to help the slide as he pumped him quickly. Yoongi swore and threw his head back.

Jungkook leaned forward and rested his forehead against the man’s shoulder. This arched his back, allowing Namjoon to change his angle and slam directly against his prostate.

A gasp ripped out of him and his vision turned white. The coil in his stomach snapped and he felt every beat of his heart pulse through his body to his fingertips and toes. He felt hands grabbing his shuddering body as he came, supporting him as Namjoon slowed his pace to ease him through it.

His body slumped and his weight fell forward onto Yoongi who fell back onto the bed. Namjoon fell with him, keep his weight off them by using his arms as he slowly pulled out of Jungkook. He could feel his come inside of him and he sighed contently, body still quivering in the after shocks of his orgasm.

Under him, Yoongi groaned and he thought he should probably get off him before he crushed him, but only having the energy to roll most of his weight to the side, still partially on the phoenix.

He opened his eyes slowly and looked at Yoongi who looked like he was recovering from his own end and then he noticed the bite mark on his shoulder. It didn’t break skin but it was quite prominent and Jungkook winced, not having realized he’d bit into him.

“Hyung, I’m sorry, I-”

“You weren’t kidding about that being intense,” Yoongi breathed. “Fuck that felt good.”

Licking his lips he sighed in relief, shifting upwards a bit to press a kiss to the mark. Yoongi twitched slightly at the sensitive sensation but hummed pleasantly and gave Jungkook a satisfied smile.

He heard Jimin and Hoseok finish together, their moans and gasps reaching a peak, as Namjoon slid a hand up his back and curled up next to him. Jungkook put the effort into rolling over to face him, smiling tiredly when he saw the adoring look the man was giving him. He reached up and pulled him down for a chaste kiss that spoke all the things that Jungkook was too overwhelmed to say.

The kiss didn’t last long, very quickly interrupted when a very naked Taehyung jumped and body slammed across all three of them none too gently. Jungkook yelped followed quickly by Yoongi’s curse and Namjoon’s grunt but the Fae had little care as he grinned and squirmed to squeeze into what was very quickly becoming a cuddle pile.

“Taetae be careful,” Seokjin chuckled and shifted over to join them.

“How are you feeling Jungkookie?” Taehyung asked, smiling brightly.

Jungkook smiled too, running his hand through Taehyung’s hair, “Amazing. You guys are…”

“Amazing?” Hoseok raised a brow as he pulled Jimin over too, both still looking a bit shaky from coming. Jungkook snickered and none of them seemed to care how messy they all were, cuddling close unabashed.

Jimin reached over them and brushed Jungkook’s bangs off his sweaty forehead. “I’m holding you to buying me a new shirt. Maybe two. Cause that was really sexy.”

Jungkook laughed and nodded, snuggling into Namjoon’s chest and coming down from the high of sex. A kiss was pressed to his hair.

“I love you guys,” Jungkook found himself saying. His heart felt warm and his body loved. This was what perfect felt like.

And like always, they responded right away.

“We love you too Jungkook.”

“Okay round two!” Taehyung sprung up and was met with multiple groans and Yoongi shoving his head back down to make him lay down.

“Give us a damn second!”

Jungkook burst out laughing.

Notes:

I'll be honest I was super nervous to post this. Hopefully the sex scene wasn't too cringy or badly written. Please don't hesitate to say if it was or if you have tips or suggestions to help better the smut scenes please let me know if you're comfortable saying so.

So to recap: Jungkookie burns his body, he may have just come up with the name for his new world (Shoutout to StarrySeokjin, SailorMoon23 and RichPauper!),

There will be more fun and love and fluff and sexiness to come. (And angst... yeah... that's coming real soon.)

Next Update: Thursday 25th

Next Chapter: The boys all visit Jungkook at work. They aren't exactly a fan of how that man is looking at Jungkook and they really shouldn't have let Yoongi play with a lighter.

Sorry again for the late update! Hope everyone is healthy and safe! Borahae~!

Chapter 6: Fires and Floods

Summary:

Nothing seems to be going right for Jungkook at work, but it's still a wonderful day.

Notes:

Wow! Thank you all so much for your feedback on the smut scene last chapter! I got some really good tips from people that I will definitely keep in mind in the next one, and there will be more smut shortly don't you worry ^_^

This chapter kind of includes someone's request so I'd like to thank MTDSOW for requesting JK dealing with a particularly difficult customer, I'll likely still do another one shot of a similar situation where the hyungs are more jealous then protective like they are here because yes for jealous hyungs.

If I ever forget to thank or credit you for something you requested please let me know and I'll be sure to mention it in the next update, sometimes I lose track of what was a request or what was just a theory someone had.

Enough of my babbling, please enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Sumi loved working Monday’s.

Some people would likely call her weird for that, given that Mondays weren’t exactly favored amongst the working population. For her though, Mondays were the days before her day off. Mondays were boring. No one stuck around for long on Mondays, they get in and get out wanting the day to be over before it even started.

Mondays meant a lot of free time to talk to Jungkook.

Chatting with him had made a huge difference to her day. She looked forward to their conversations and she found she could talk to him about everything and anything. They’d even gotten into a conversation about make up brands. He seemed to know a lot about concealer in particular which she found strange. When she asked though he just laughed it off saying he used to work in a mall and would read the signs when he was bored.

She didn’t think signs would give that much information though.

The days that Jungkook didn’t work and she worked with the other staff member seemed to drag on forever. The girl wasn’t much of a talker and she kept to herself, preferring to listen to music in one ear then hold a conversation when things got slow.

To say she was looking forward to whatever strange topics they’d talk about today was an understatement.

It seemed that the good mood was contagious that morning as Jungkook came into the break room humming and smiling brightly.

“Morning!”

Sumi smiled at him and laughed a bit as she pulled her shoes out of her locker, “Good morning, you look like you’re in a good mood today.”

Jungkook chuckled as he stepped beside her to open his locker. “Today’s going to be an interesting day.”

“Do you have something planned?” Sumi asked curiously. Jungkook didn’t talk much about himself though she had heard quite a bit about his roommates. He’d told her that Yoongi was a pianist after she’d asked about it, and that he’d often play for all of them. Apparently one of his roommates was also an incredible cook, Jungkook had tried a few times to get Jaeyong to give him some recipes to bring home but Jaeyong refused every time.

Jungkook hummed, “Sort of, my roommates are all coming by to hang out.”

He said it with such an excited smile that Sumi found herself smiling verbatim.

“I finally get to meet the mysterious roommates? I’m surprised they haven’t been by before now,” she said. Given how protective Yoongi seemed she wondered if the others were too or if they were a little more lax.

“I asked them not to until I got comfortable here, they can be… rambunctious,” he said with all the fondness in the world. “I’m really looking forward to introducing you guys.”

Sumi felt nervous butterflies in her stomach and tried to laugh the feeling away, “The way you talk about them they seem like really nice people.”

“They’re the best,” Jungkook closed his locker just as Jaeyong walked in, a cup of coffee from the chain coffeeshop a block over held in his hands as if it were his life blood and someone was going to try and steal it.

“Ew. Morning people. There’s too much eagerness in this room right now,” the baker grunted and flopped down at the table.

“Good morning to you too hyung,” Jungkook chuckled.

“Shut it.”

Sumi rolled her eyes, “You work at a coffeeshop Jaeyung-ssi, why don’t you just drink the coffee here?”

“The other place is closer to my house. Getting my coffee five minutes earlier keeps me from killing you two. Don’t complain.”

Jungkook snickered. “Sumi-ah, can you take my roommates drinks and food off my pay today?”

Sumi looked at him and frowned lightly, “You said there were six of them right? Sorry if this sounds rude but… shouldn’t they be able to pay for their own drinks?”

Jaeyong nodded, “How do they afford rent if they can’t even afford coffee?”

“It’s just ah, a thing we all do for each other,” Jungkook said, his words a little rushed. “Jiminie-hyung and Tae-hyung own a shop and they treat us all the time for free.”

“You do you man,” Jaeyong sipped at his coffee. “It’s your paycheck.”

As they got ready, Sumi briefly wondered if meeting Jungkook’s roommates would answer any of her curiosities about the man or if it would only open up more questions.


“I have so many questions.”

“Why are you even looking at the manual? Shouldn’t you know how to fix this stuff?”

“I’m an engineering student, not an electrician.”

“It’s not that complicated, just smack it.”

“That’s just going to break it more!”

“No it’s not, watch.”

Sumi stepped out of Jungkook’s way so he could get closer to the coffee machine. He brought his hand down on top of it sharply, the sound of the smack making her jump as the machine rattled. Not a second later the power switch lit up and the coffee machine gurgled to life.

They both stared at it for a moment before Jungkook grinned and laughed.

Sumi clapped the manual closed and huffed. “You didn’t think that would work did you.”

“Not even a little.”

Shaking her head she turned and bowed at the customer waiting by the cash, “I’m sorry about the delay, it’ll just be a few more minutes, feel free to take a seat and we’ll get you your coffee as soon as we can.”

The customer smiled and bowed back, “I’m not in a rush, it’s no problem.”

She sighed and watched the customer go find a seat at a table. Mondays were supposed to be boring. So far though, it was turning out to be pretty hectic. This was the third thing that had broken already. The strange thing was that they couldn’t find a real reason for any of it.

Earlier the light in the fridge exploded when Jungkook had gone to get some more creamers. He luckily wasn’t hurt but it had been a mess to clean up. After that it was a coffee pot. Sumi had set it down on the counter for only a moment to grab a cup and when she looked back the pot had cracked and poured hot coffee all over the floor.

Then the coffee maker refused to turn on.

It wasn’t even lunch yet.

Any other day and Sumi would be at her wits end, but it was easy to ignore the little annoyances when Jungkook actually made them kind of fun. He was just so carefree about things like that. When she had freaked out about the fridge light and made a fuss about him almost getting hurt, he simply laughed it off, said he was fine and that it was a good adrenaline boost.

It didn’t seem like he was complacent, but he just didn’t dwell on the bad things too much.

Sumi thought back to the conversation she had with Chin-su the other day. She had shown her friend the picture Jungkook took on her phone and promptly went deaf with how loud the girl had squealed. Chin-su then made her regal every word of their conversation, which led to her beating her senseless with a pillow for ‘friend-zoning’ herself.

Today, she wanted to ask Jungkook to go to the movies with her.

She just… hadn’t found the right time to yet. It wasn’t because she was nervous, oh no. She was way past nervous verging on terrified, but the day hadn’t given them much of a chance to chat yet like she had hoped.

She supposed there was always the day after tomorrow… but she didn’t spend the whole day anxious for nothing. She was determined to get the words out.

She picked up a coffee mug that was next to the coffee machine with the intent of putting it away but she paused, fiddling with it for a moment.

Looking around the store now, things were quiet. There were only three customers, Jungkook had taken a cloth to wipe down the counter by the cash and nothing looked like it was about to fall apart. She waited a brief moment just to be sure.

Taking a nervous breath she opened her mouth to get Jungkook’s attention.

The bell over the door chimed.

She had only a second to slump in defeat before someone slammed into Jungkook’s side with enough force that would have had her flattened on the floor but Jungkook only stumbled slightly.

“Kookie!”

The man, that she was now processing wasn’t a threat, had his arms thrown over Jungkook’s shoulders in what looked like a bone crushing hug. Jungkook laughed as if this were the most normal thing in the world, while Sumi could only watch with wide eyes.

Oh. Oh! This must be one of his roommates!

“Hyung! You’re not allowed back here,” Jungkook chuckled and wrapped his arms around the other, picking him as if he weighed nothing and walking around to the other side of the counter before plopping him down.

When the man pulled away from Jungkook with a wide boxy smile, Sumi almost choked. He was one of the most attractive people Sumi had ever seen. Including actors and idols.

Jungkook smiled and they both looked towards the door when it opened again. Sumi watched the group of men walk in.

She was pretty sure her soul decided to take a walk without her body.

“Tae, what did we literally just say,” Yoongi, the only one she recognized, said with a deadpanned look.

The man next to Jungkook, who she assumed was ‘Tae’, blinked at them, “I don’t know, I wasn’t listening.”

There were a few sighs while Jungkook laughed.

As they exchanged greetings, Sumi played a game of trying to find a single, one, just ONE single flaw anywhere on the men. She couldn’t. Her brain felt like it had shut down while trying to figure out how it was possible to have literally seven different people look so uniquely different but all be ‘perfect’? What even was perfect? What was true beauty really? She didn’t know but she somehow felt like she was looking at the answer.

She thought that Yoongi and Jungkook had been flukes, like okay, two really attractive men are friends, that happens. That has basis in reality. But seven?! Seven of the hottest people she’d ever seen all somehow knew each other and lived together?

She only remembered she was holding a cup when it shattered on the ground.

Sumi turned bright red when suddenly all of their attention was on her, and even while most of them were wearing sunglasses, she felt their eyes like lasers. Squeaking she quickly dropped to the floor, hiding behind the counter.

“Sumi-ah, are you alright?” She heard Jungkook ask and watched as he hurried around the counter to her.

Quickly she reached up and grabbed the front of his shirt, tugging him down sharply next to her. He yelped a bit and looked at her in confusion. “What are-”

“You didn’t tell me they were models!” She hissed trying to be quiet even though her mind was telling her this probably looked really weird to his roommates.

Jungkook blinked, “They’re not- oh. No,” he chuckled and Sumi had the sudden urge to smack him. “They’re really attractive right?”

“Attractive is an understatement! How could you not tell me that?! I look like a potato!”

Jungkook wheezed out a laugh and it took him a second to respond, trying to calm down after seeing her panic, “Sumi-ah, you don’t- hahaha, you don’t look like a potato. Let me introduce you.”

Jungkook stood up and offered her a hand. She really just wanted to crawl under the counter and die but she decided that wasn’t a feasible choice so she tried to collect herself and took his hand. He pulled her up and she quickly brushed her apron down to smooth it out, not meeting anyone’s eyes as she quickly bowed in greeting.

Jungkook was clearly trying not to laugh at her expense and she shot him a little glare. This was the ultimate betrayal.

Before Jungkook could say anything though, she found hands reaching over the counter to take hers and she looked up in surprise. The blond man had a kind smile that pinched his eyes closed a bit when it widened, his features were as soft as his hands around hers. “You must be Sumi!”

She blinked and opened her mouth. She forgot how to breath. The only sound that came out of her was a pained squeak.

One of the others spoke up, a man with a naturally deep voice, “Minnie, you have to use honorifics remember.”

The man in front of her nodded, “Right, sorry, Sumi-ssi,” he corrected and shook her hands lightly before letting them go. “Jungkookie has told us a lot about you!”

Holy shit, she really forgot how to breath.

How does one breath?

In and out right?

Sucking in air she realized quickly that was the wrong choice as her lungs were already full and she dissolved into a coughing fit. Quickly turning to the side she cleared her throat before turning back. Her face felt like it was on fire but a quick glance up at the men she could only see kind smiles.

“Sumi-ah, this Jimin-hyung,” Jungkook gestured to the man who had been holding her hands. “You know Yoongi-hyung already.”

Yoongi gave a two finger wave regardless and she had to say seeing his familiar face certainly helped calm her down a bit.

“This is Seokjin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung, and Hobi- I mean Hoseok-hyung,” Jungkook corrected while the others smiled in amusement. “And Taehyung-hyung.”

“It’s nice to meet you all,” she bowed again, clearing her throat once more. “Um, Jungkook-ssi talks about you guys all the time.”

This seemed to make all of them light up and Hoseok reached across the counter to squish Jungkook’s cheeks, laughing. Seeing the man’s smile, for some odd reason, made her question why she had been nervous at all. Though that also meant she was now just staring openly at the visuals she was being blessed with right now.

“Awe Kookie, you’re so cute,” Hoseok grinned and Jungkook seemed rather unbothered by his face being squished, instead smiling and making it look even funnier. Hoseok pulled away snickering.

Sumi couldn’t help noticing the lack of honorifics and found that a little strange. Maybe they were just that close?

“Jungkookie told us that you’re taking something called engineering?” Namjoon asked politely, “I’d love to talk to you about that if you ever have the time.”

Sumi stuttered, playing with her apron, “You um, you like engineering?”

“I have a limited knowledge of the details of it, but I understand the concepts,” he said. “I’d really like to learn more.”

Aliens. They were aliens. They had to be.

“U-Um yeah, sure. If you guys want to stay after closing for a bit that’s fine.”

Taehyung perked up and leaned over the counter, “Really? That would be great! You’re really nice Sumi-ssi. How do you feel about doctors?”

Sumi blinked and looked at Jungkook in confusion. Her coworker just laughed a bit and smiled so she turned back to Taehyung, “Um I prefer not to have to go see them?”

Jimin grinned and held up a hand towards her, she hesitantly gave him a high five and was even more confused when his smile widened. Jimin looked at Jungkook, “She knows how to do the thing!”

Jungkook snickered and nodded, “I told you she was cool.”

“Alright,” Hoseok chuckled. “You pass.”

Yoongi smirked.

Sumi wasn’t sure what exactly she’d just passed but they seemed happy so she hoped that was a good thing. Her mind was more stuck on the fact that Jungkook had called her cool. He thought she was cool? That made her want to do a little happy dance but she’d embarrassed herself enough in front of his friends.

Yoongi ended up guiding everyone to the table he usually sat at and they piled into the booth seats, talking and joking around with each other. Taehyung had no qualms about sitting in Jimin’s lap briefly to get over to the middle of the seat and squish in next to Namjoon, who dropped an arm behind him over the back of the seat.

Jungkook waved a hand in front of her face and she jumped, looking at him quickly, her eyes finding the silver ring on his finger for a moment. Huh, had he always been wearing that?

Jungkook smiled at her and crouched to start cleaning up the pieces of the cup that she broke. “Still alive?”

“Barely,” she breathed and waved him away to clean it herself. “Go serve your friends, I’ll do this and then you can take an early lunch.”

Jungkook perked up, “Really? Is that alright?”

Sumi laughed a bit and nodded. She’d have to be blind not to see how excited he was to have them here. While she might not fully understand why she could respect that he wanted to hang out with them.

“Thanks Sumi-ah!”

She barely blinked before Jungkook was up making an assortment of drinks for them. He seemed to know exactly what he was getting for each person and she wondered if he knew them well enough to know their regular coffee orders off by heart or if he was just going with what he thought they’d like. He did say he’d only known them, or Yoongi at least, for a few months.


Jaeyong stepped out of the kitchen and was almost plowed over by Jungkook as he hurried by with a tray full of drinks. The boy laughed a bit and apologized quickly before heading over to a table full of guys who looked like they’d just stepped out of a magazine.

He watched them for a moment as Jungkook started handing out their drinks. They spoke animatedly and while some of them seemed rather laid back, content to watch the more energetic ones ask Jungkook a ton of questions, they all looked happy.

It was a strange sight to see on a Monday. Or any day for that matter. He got the sense that they weren’t even happy for any particular reason. They just seemed… content with life.

Humming, Jaeyong went to go refill his coffee cup at the pot, only to almost trip over Sumi who was crouched on the floor. He cursed and stumbled to the side to avoid hitting her.

“What is it with you guys?” He raised a brow. “What are you doing?”

Sumi looked up and stood with a hand full of ceramic shards, “I broke a cup. And Jungkook-ssi’s roommates are here.”

“Are those two things related?”

“Possibly.”

He stared at her for a moment and she rolled her eyes.

“Fine. Yes. But look at them, can you blame me?” She pouted and tossed the shards in the garbage.

Jaeyong grabbed the coffee pot and leaned his hip against the counter and refilled his cup, looking over at the loud table. Jungkook had pulled a chair over to the end of the table to sit and was leaning forward with his elbows on the table.

Jaeyong sipped his coffee, “See, still not entirely convinced they’re not some idol group. They already have fans too.”

Jaeyong and Sumi both looked over at the other customers, one table of two girls were talking in whispers and giggles and he was pretty sure one of them snuck some pictures. Another table of a man and a woman kept looking over curiously.

And the man that always sat in the corner silently was, well, sitting in the corner silently.

Sumi shook her head and took the pot from him, stepping away to help a customer.

Jaeyong’s attention drifted back to Jungkook and his friends just as his coworker lurched forward over the table to grab something from Yoongi. The dark-haired man smirked and held what looked like a lighter out of Jungkook’s reach as the other’s tried to keep their drinks from spilling.

“Hyung where did you get that?” Jungkook exclaimed, trying to grab the other’s arm to pull his hand closer.

“You had one the other night and I liked it so I asked some guy on street and he just gave me it,” Yoongi explained calmly as if he wasn’t at risk of being tackled.

“He probably thought you were asking to borrow it, not keep it,” Jungkook groaned and yelped when one of the others poked him in the side. He retreated back to his chair quickly and pouted. “I thought we agreed not to use the tickling thing against me.”

“I believe we said in a fair fight it was off limits, I wasn’t trying to be fair,” the man sitting to Jungkook’s right with the brightest smile he’d ever seen chuckled and took a drink. “What’s the big deal, it’s just fire in a container right?”

Jaeyong blinked at the odd description. He wasn’t necessarily wrong but there were easier ways to say that.

Like just calling it a lighter.

“It’s not fire it’s flammable liquid that you light on fire,” Jungkook grumbled.

“I’m flammable too,” Yoongi huffed, “What’s the difference?”

Jaeyong tuned out the very odd conversation when he found himself locking eyes with one of the men who had caught him staring. Outwardly, the man appeared calm, taking a sip of his coffee. His silvery hair swept to the side away from his forehead.

His eyes told a whole different story. Jaeyong had seen all kinds of people when he used to jack cars. Most of them not very friendly, though he tried to stay out of as much drama as he could, but he knew eyes like those. There was a threat hidden in them.

This man wasn’t someone he should mess with.

The part of him that had grown rather found of Jungkook in his short time working with him, felt a hint of protectiveness well up in his chest. The same protectiveness he felt for Sumi when the girl basically did anything when she wasn’t focused. Or when they had customers make inappropriate comments towards her.

It wasn’t his place to feel protective of Jungkook. He looked happy and comfortable, but there was that sliver of unease about how Jungkook had gotten mixed up with someone who could give a look like that as easy as breathing.

Jaeyong didn’t back down however, he met the man’s look evenly and confidently.

“Are you going to introduce us to him Kookie?” The man finally spoke nodding his head in Jaeyong’s direction.

Jungkook turned in his chair, interrupting whatever conversation they had moved onto and smiled at him.

He stepped around the counter after being waved over, stopping next to Jungkook, “On your break?”

Jungkook smiled and nodded, before launching into introductions listing each of their names then gesturing back to him, “Guys this is Jaeyong-hyung.”

They seemed to twitch slightly for a reason Jaeyong didn’t understand and he was very much aware of the intense scrutiny he was suddenly under. In that moment he realized, it wasn’t just the silver haired man, Namjoon. It was all of them.

They were dangerous.

Running his tongue along his teeth he bowed his head slightly in greeting. “Nice to meet you guys, Jungkook-ah has been great to have around. He’s a hard worker.”

Jungkook scrunched his nose a bit, “Why are you being so respectful suddenly?”

“You better take care of him here.”

Jaeyong looked towards the voice, if he recalled correctly the man’s name was Taehyung. His tone was light but there was a seriousness to it that he didn’t miss.

“That sounds vaguely like a threat.”

“I didn’t mean for it to sound vague.”

Jungkook cleared his throat and Taehyung glanced at him before sitting back, looking no less ready to fight should Jaeyong start something, which he had no intention of.

“No bullshit. I can respect that,” he sipped his coffee casually. “This place isn’t a front for the mafia or something, I don’t know what you’re so worried about happening here.”

Seokjin, a man who was too handsome for his own good, cupped his hands around his coffee cup and smiled politely, “Jungkookie is a little accident prone.”

“He attracts trouble,” Hoseok nodded and grinned.

Judging by how Jungkook didn’t even attempt to argue, he knew it was true too.

Namjoon leaned his elbows forward on the table, “You gave Jungkook a treat before right?”

Jaeyong raised a brow at the same time Jungkook tensed. He looked at his coworker in confusion before remembering. “Oh the sucker? Yeah, why?”

“Hyung…” Jungkook whined, actually whined, and Jaeyong could see his cheeks flushing.

Namjoon smiled politely, “Do you think we could have another one of those?”

Like a switch went off, the strange weight that had been in the air vanished immediately and Hoseok quickly shot his hand up, “One for me too!”

“Same!”

“Yes please!”

“I’ll take one!”

One after the other they all eagerly voiced their want for a sucker and Jaeyong was left standing baffled looking at the six men who had, not seconds ago, actually scared him a little now ask for a sucker like a preschool class.

Also for some reason Jungkook’s ears were bright red and he was hiding his face in his hands.

Clearly he was missing something here.

Not seeing the harm in it and not getting protests from Jungkook despite his clear embarrassment he shrugged and headed off to the kitchen.

Yeah… They were certainly strange.


After Jaeyong had come back and given them all suckers, which they immediately stashed in their pockets ‘for later’, giving Jungkook and each other some rather suggestive looks much to Jungkook’s admitted excitement, and slight bashfulness, he relaxed again.

He wasn’t too worried about his boyfriends getting along with Sumi and Jaeyong. If it ever came down to it, he’d pick his hyungs every time, no questions asked. But he didn’t think it would. They were both really cool people and as long as they didn’t try to kill him or destroy the world then he didn’t have much of a problem.

Jiho had set the bar pretty low for quality of coworkers and friends.

Jungkook spent the rest of his break talking to his boyfriends and trying to convince Yoongi to stop playing with the lighter. The phoenix had figured out pretty quickly how it worked and kept flicking it to watch the flame.

He supposed it didn’t really matter. If anyone knew how to handle fire it was Yoongi.

They talked until his phone alarm went off signaling that he had to go back to work and he reluctantly went back over to the counter. His hyungs reassured him that they weren’t going anywhere and Jungkook wasn’t above refilling their drinks as an excuse to be close to them.

Multiple times he could tell they had wanted to hold his hand or put their hand on his leg but they refrained for his sake. While it broke his heart that they felt they had to hide their relationship, he also understood their fear of exposing him. It was a fear he’d lived a long time with.

Now though, he didn’t care what people thought. He wasn’t the type to be overly affectionate in public and he wasn’t out to make anyone feel uncomfortable with PDA but if he was asked he wouldn’t lie about his sexuality. He just wasn’t exactly forthcoming with the information. So yeah, if Sumi and Jaeyong thought the guys were only his roommates then he was fine with that.

Though… he did plan to tell Sumi as soon as he could that he was gay. He wasn’t looking to try and mislead the poor girl and he wasn’t blind to the way she looked at him sometimes. He wanted to tell her in private, in case his assumption of her having a crush on him was right, he didn’t want her to feel embarrassed at all.

It was actually really flattering. Sumi was far from unattractive and she was absolutely brilliant when it came to numbers. She had a big heart by what he knew of her so far.

As Jungkook worked, helping the customers that came through, he listened to the voices of his lovers that reached him from their table. He could only make out every few sentences but just hearing their laughs and hum of conversation put him at ease.

Sumi stepped away to take her lunch, leaving him alone at the counter.

A few more customers came in, just enough to keep Jungkook busy and moving around. When he stepped behind the cash to help the last one the man didn’t respond right away when he asked him his order. Looking up Jungkook figured the man just needed another second to decide but instead of looking at the menu, he was staring directly at Jungkook.

“What can I get for you?” He asked again, trying to keep the politeness in his voice.

The man looked like he was in his thirties or forties and he seemed well kept, hair combed back, a bit of stubble on his jaw. Pristine suit tailor made to fit his frame. He looked like a man not many said no too. Jungkook knew right away that they weren’t going to get along well.

Smirking, the man stepped slightly closer to the counter, “A cappuccino, latte macchiato, two scones and your name.”

Jungkook casually punched the order in, repeating it back politely, “Cappuccino, one latte macchiato, two scones and an unsympathetic rejection. How would you like to pay?”

The man chuckled and pulled out his wallet, “You’re a feisty one aren’t you. It would be fun to train that out of you.”

Jungkook bit his tongue to keep from saying anything about that but couldn’t keep the disgusted look off his face. He handed the card reader over to the man as he pulled out a black card to pay.

Then he noticed how quiet the store had gotten.

As the man tapped his card he glanced towards his boyfriends to see them all silently looking over at them. He wasn’t sure if they had heard the man or if they had just seen how Jungkook’s mood had suddenly changed. To most people Jungkook was extremely good at hiding his emotions but they had always been able to tell when something was off, along the way he’d just stopped trying to hide it around them.

He met Hoseok’s eyes and gave a subtle reassuring nod along with a small smile. Hoseok returned the nod but that only made him switch his attention to glaring at the man’s back.

Jungkook reached to take the reader back, only to have the man lightly put his hand around his wrist, guiding the reader into his palm as if to control when he could take it. An uncomfortable shiver ran down his spine and he tugged his hand free with the reader and resisted the urge to glare at him.

The man just chuckled.

Maybe it was because he wasn’t used to people outside of his hyungs touching him since he got this new body but the feeling of his skin against his almost made him feel sick. It wasn’t like when Sumi had touched his hand, her intent was comforting, kind. This was… sleezy.

Without another word to the man he stepped away to get his order ready. Once he was sure the guy wasn’t looking he quickly rubbed the spot on his wrist hoping to get rid of the feeling.

Jungkook suddenly really wanted his hyung’s hand there instead.

The man sat at one of the tables in the middle of the room and Jungkook sincerely hoped he wouldn’t be staying. He made quick work of his order purposely putting everything in to-go containers, all the while very aware of the man watching his every move.

When he stepped over to the man’s table and sat the food and drinks down. “Have a good day,” he bowed slightly and turned to go back to the counter.

The moment he heard the cup hit the floor and the splash of liquid, Jungkook had to stop and take a slow breath. Of course it wouldn’t be that easy.

“Oh damn!” The man laughed, “So sorry about that, my hand slipped.”

Making sure to plaster on the fake smile again he turned back, barely glancing at the mess of drink all over the floor at the man’s feet. “Don’t worry about it.”

Jungkook wanted to punt this man through a window.

Crouching down he picked up the cup and the lid, only to have the man reach forward and grab his wrist again. “Oh let me help you,” he smiled and tugged his wrist sharply, making Jungkook lose his balance and forcing him to drop his knees into the spill to catch himself.

Jungkook’s breath caught.

Not because of the hot coffee he was kneeling in, or because of the fact the man seemed to be enjoying this on some perverse level, but because he was still touching him.

He didn’t want him to touch him.

His eyes landed on his ring just past the other man’s hand and then he had arms wrapping around him, familiar arms that he sunk into immediately as they helped him to his feet. Before he knew it the man’s hand was ripped away from his wrist and Hoseok was standing between them, not caring about the puddle of coffee he was standing in.

The man leaned back in his chair calmly and raised a brow, looking Hoseok over in a way that made Jungkook want to claw his eyes off his face. Seokjin pulled him back against his chest and gently, always gentle, took his wrist and ran his thumb over the skin. “Are you hurt?”

Jungkook shook his head, using his other hand to guide Seokjin’s to wrap around his wrist fully. It worked like a cool cream on a sunburn, the effect was immediate and relieving.


The scene Jaeyong stepped out of the kitchen too was definitely not what he was expecting.

Some of Jungkook’s roommates were on their feet, Hoseok had his arms crossed, standing in front of a customer who was lounging back in a way that made Jaeyong immediately think he was deserving of whatever they were about to do to him. Seokjin had Jungkook pulled away from them with his arms wrapped around him and Jaeyong quickly gave him a once over to make sure he wasn’t hurt.

They were no strangers to rude customers, some were worse then others and they weren’t especially common here, but things got out of hand sometimes. Jaeyong had to call the police on one man who refused to leave Sumi alone.

The knees of Jungkook’s pants were soaked and pairing that with the spill on the floor, Jaeyong could figure out a vague version of what had happened.

“Oh are you his protection squad? How cute,” the man hummed to Hoseok and Jaeyong almost gagged. He leaned against the counter and watched.

They clearly had this under control.

“We’re just saving him the trouble of risking his job to kick your ass,” Hoseok scoffed.

“That kid? Please. He looks better on his knees then he does behind a counter.”

Jaeyong straightened up at that and scowled, glancing towards Jungkook. The boy didn’t even react to the inappropriate comment. That made something nasty stir in his stomach.

Jaeyong watched as Yoongi stepped up behind the man leaning down over his shoulder to speak next to his ear. “Would you like to say that again? I couldn’t hear you over the flames.”

The man scowled and twisted to look at him as Yoongi stood back lazily flicking a lighter. Jaeyong’s eyes widened when he watched flames rise up the back of the man’s hair just before the man himself noticed it. He yelled and quickly started to smack himself to put the flames out, smoke and the smell of singed hair wafting into the air once he succeeded in stamping it out.

He jumped to his feet and whirled around on Yoongi, grabbing the front of his shirt. “What the fuck is wrong with you?!”

As a response, Yoongi held the lighter under the man’s arm, his suit catching quickly. Jaeyong stared with his mouth open as the man staggered away, sleeve flaring up quicker then he’d ever seen fire spread.

The heat and smoke was enough to set off the sprinkler system and everyone in the shop jumped or yelped when they were suddenly doused in water. Jaeyong heard the kitchen door open and Sumi ran into his back before quickly stepping beside him.

“Jaeyong-ssi? What’s going on?” She asked in panic watching the customers run out of the store.

The flames died down just as quickly as they formed and Jaeyong blinked in astonishment as the man bolted past the counter to the door.

Jaeyong looked at her, “Everything’s fine, can you hit the shut off valve?”

Hesitating, Sumi looked over towards Jungkook and the others before nodding and hurrying back into the kitchen.

Feeling the water soaking through his clothes he quickly looked back at the seven men who seemed to care very little about the water despite being completely drenched. Jimin hurried over to Jungkook, followed by the others.

There hadn’t been a lick of damage on the man’s suit to say he’d just had his whole arm catch fire.

What the hell had just happened?


Jungkook had squeaked when the water from the sprinklers hit him but it did nothing to stop him from laughing as the man bolted out.

He found himself surrounded by his lovers, Jimin’s hands cupping his face and turning him to look at him. Jungkook smiled at him reassuringly and tipped his head to press a subtle kiss to his wrist. “Thanks guys.”

“Of course love,” Hoseok snickered.

“I shouldn’t have used magic. I should have just let him burn,” Yoongi grumbled, glaring towards the door.

“Let’s not make a habit of burning bodies please,” Namjoon sighed and held his hand out to Yoongi.

Begrudgingly, Yoongi gave him the lighter and pouted.

Jungkook looked over to the counter, tensing at the look Jaeyong was giving him. Had he noticed Yoongi’s magic? Jungkook could tell by the damage to the man’s hair that Yoongi had only used the lighter for that, ‘natural fire’ for lack of a better term but he had controlled the flame when he lit his sleeve on fire.

Suits were flammable but they didn’t spread nearly that quickly. Would Jaeyong know that?

The sprinklers slowly turned off, their spray dwindling to a calm drip. The entire store was drenched and Jungkook didn’t want to think about what Mr. Nam would say when he heard about this. He just hoped there wasn’t too much damage.

Gently separating himself from Seokjin he excused himself to head over to the counter, clothes sticking to him and bangs plastered to his forehead. Awkwardly he stood in front of Jaeyong as the other folded his arms.

“I um, I can explain,” he started sheepishly.

Jaeyong shook his head, “I saw most of it. Don’t worry kid, I’ll back you up.”

Jungkook looked at him in surprise, “You aren’t mad?”

“The guy was a douche. You’re friends method was a bit… excessive but that was the most entertaining thing I’ve seen since I started here,” he smirked and laughed.

Jungkook breathed out and relaxed.

Sumi came back from the kitchen, ringing out her hair, “Is everyone okay?”

Jungkook smiled and nodded, his lovers wandering over to join him at the counter. Taehyung set a hand discretely on his lower back, standing next to him. “Sorry about flooding the place,” the Fae said sincerely, “We didn’t know that would happen.”

Jaeyong raised a brow, “What did you think would happen when you light a guy on fire inside?”

“You what?!” Sumi looked between them with wide eyes.

Yoongi shrugged, “He was talking shit about Kookie.”

“He what?” The poor girl’s tone changed from shocked to concerned and she looked a little overwhelmed. Jungkook didn’t blame her considering she had only been on break for twenty minutes and came back to a flooded shop. “Are you okay?”

Jungkook smiled at her, “I’m fine. Words are just words.”

“I heard what he said to you kid, that shit wasn’t okay,” Jaeyong frowned at him.

Taehyung’s hand slid up his back to his shoulder, fingers pressing in to gently massage the tense muscle there. “I know. I’ve heard worse. Plus, I’m not exactly scared with these guys around,” he laughed gesturing to his lovers who smiled proudly.

Jaeyong huffed out a chuckle.


Mr. Nam was called, as were the police.

They were all questioned about what had happened, Sumi honestly saying she didn’t know, Jaeyong lying about when he stepped out of the kitchen saying he only saw the man run out, and Jungkook, a better liar then Jaeyong had known, had told them that the man had been smoking in the store. He said he’d asked him to stop multiple times and that he refused only to end up running his hand through his own hair with the cigarette in it and catching it on fire.

“He might just be blaming us out of embarrassment,” Jungkook hummed to the officer.

The officer nodded and made a note of it, “Yeah we figured he was blowing it out of proportion. Says one of you lit his arm on fire. Yet his suit is in perfect condition.”

The confirmation of what Jaeyong saw rose a lot of questions in his mind. He knew he’d seen the man’s arm catch fire. The fire from his hair wasn’t enough to set the sprinklers off, so he knew what he saw was real. But there was no damage? That didn’t add up but Jaeyong wasn’t sure how to make it make sense.

Mr. Nam, who was standing next to Jungkook had his arms crossed tight over his chest and a scowl on his face. “Is that all you need?”

The officer nodded and bowed politely, “Thank you sir, we’ll get out of your hair.”

Jaeyong headed over as the officer left, walking past Jungkook’s roommates who were waiting with Sumi by the door.

When he stopped next to his boss, Mr. Nam took a look around the store and stopped on Jungkook who bowed quickly. “I’m so sorry about the damage. I’ll clean all this up.”

Mr. Nam looked him over for a moment. “Clean up as much as you can tonight. Don’t stay too late and make sure you change your clothes before you get sick. It’s too cold to be walking around like that. That goes for you two as well,” he grunted raising his voice so Sumi could hear.

She gave him a smile and an ‘okay’ sign.

Jungkook nodded and smiled, “Thank you Nam-ssi. I’m really sorry again.” With one more bow, Jungkook hurried away to go talk to Sumi and the others.

“If the cops ask, the surveillance tapes were ruined by the water,” Mr. Nam grumbled under his breath. Jaeyong turned to look at him, raising a brow. He knew as well as he did that the camera’s footage was sent to the computer in Nam’s office as well as his phone as back up.

“You watched it?”

“Keep lighters away from that kid in my store from now on,” Mr. Nam huffed, eyeing Yoongi.

Jaeyong chuckled and nodded. “Hey boss, I gotta ask, what made you hire him?”

Nam didn’t answer for a long moment as they both watched Jungkook talk with Sumi, “The kid’s related to an old friend of mine. His grandfather helped me a lot in the past.”

“You know each other?” Jaeyong blinked. He had been under the impression that they’d never met before.

“He doesn’t know me. I’ve only met him once,” Nam hummed, “His grandfather called me a couple years ago saying the boy was in the hospital. Something about him being shot. His parents have a restraining order on them, so they couldn’t come see him. Asked me to check in and see if he was alright.”

“Shot?” Jaeyong frowned looking Jungkook over as if he’d see a bullet wound he’d missed before. “Shit. Poor kid.”

“I only visited once and he was still unconscious when I was there, he checked himself out not long later. Colour me surprised when he turns up here of all places.”

Jaeyong nodded, “Small world.”

There was a lot he still didn’t know about Jungkook. This small bit of information made him wary of finding out more.

He watched Jungkook interact with the others, wondering what other trials and hardships the boy hid behind that smile.

At least it seemed genuine. He seemed truly happy right now and Jaeyong had no doubt his roommates played a big role in that.

The way they looked at Jungkook and each other was almost painfully obvious. It was in the way they stood close to each other, in the way they touched each other when they didn’t have too. A hand on Jungkook’s shoulder, Namjoon’s arm thrown over Yoongi’s shoulders casually, Jimin leaning back against Seokjin.

He might not understand the full nature of their relationship, or the logistics of who was with who or if it was love, but there was certainly something more there then friendship.

“Sumi-ah told me he mentioned he was in a coma for three months after an accident. Did you know about that too?” Jaeyong asked quietly.

Something changed in Nam’s posture, standing straighter, a little more tense. “He seems like a good kid. It’s not our place to pry into his past. Jaeyong-ah, if anyone comes here asking for him, send them away.”

Jaeyong frowned at that. It was a rather odd request but the weight it seemed to carry was telling. He nodded without hesitation.

Whatever Nam knew that he wasn’t saying must be serious, he trusted him like he trusted his own father.

He would help Jungkook run from his past if he needed too.


“Are you sure you don’t need any help Jungkook-ssi?”

Jungkook shook his head, guiding Sumi to the door, “This was our fault so we’ll clean it up. You head home and relax.”

The girl frowned and paused by the door, looking towards the others as they had already started cleaning up, clearing the tables and mopping up the water. Jungkook thought he’d have to force her out, Jaeyong and Nam already having left but eventually she nodded.

“Alright, um, I’ll see you on Wednesday then?”

Jungkook smiled and nodded, opening the door for her and waving as she reluctantly left.

Once she was heading off down the street, Jungkook closed the door and turned to the others. They all looked at him and he smiled at Taehyung, “Do you mind?”

Taehyung snickered and shook his head, casually leaning against the wall. Jungkook watched the lights flicker before turning off as Taehyung ran electricity through the building. Jungkook looked towards the cameras to see the small light had shut off.

“We’re good.”

Hoseok dropped the mop he was holding and stretched. “Well today was interesting.”

“So we decided we were going to hunt that guy down right?” Taehyung asked, jumping up to sit on the counter.

Jungkook chuckled, getting out of Jimin’s way as the boy waved his arms smoothly, the water in the room getting drawn to the center, collecting in a large ball hovering above the floor. “No, we told Kookie we’d leave it alone,” the Fae said, clearly concentrating on what he was doing.

Taehyung pouted and Jungkook moved over to him, standing next to him and putting a hand on his thigh. He watched in fascination as the water was pulled out of their clothes, rolling off of the others smoothly and leaving them dry.

To bad that didn’t work on him.

“I don’t like that he touched you,” Seokjin huffed.

Jungkook hummed in agreement and looked at his wrist, “I didn’t like it either. Thanks for stepping in when you did.”

Taehyung took his wrist and brought it to his lips, pressing a kiss into his pulse point. Jungkook smiled fondly.

Jimin changed his motion and the ball of water morphed into tendrils that he directed to the sinks and drains, letting the water run down the pipes. A moment later and the café was as dry as it should be. “I like Sumi-ssi and Jaeyong-ssi,” Jimin smiled and walked over to them.

“Especially after Jaeyong-ssi gave us these,” Hoseok grinned and pulled out his sucker.

Jungkook blushed and Jimin giggled, nuzzling into his cheek. “You should get out of those wet clothes Jungkookie.”

“We can help if you want,” Taehyung leaned forward to smirk at him.

Jungkook licked his lips, liking the sound of that.

“Even your door is insisting you go home now,” Hoseok laughed, jabbing a thumb towards the Galaxy door that had appeared in the middle of the shop. “See? The Galaxy gets it. Unlike ‘Bob’.”

Yoongi groaned, “Please tell me you’ve come up with a different name.”

Laughing, Jungkook nodded and smiled when they all perked up curiously.

“I was thinking I’d call it ‘Euphoria’.”

Seokjin smiled softly, “Euphoria… that’s beautiful. Why that name?”

Feeling slightly embarrassed he wiggled his nose and looked to the side, “Mmm… because that’s what I feel when I’m with you guys. And, it’s the same feeling I get when I’m there.”

When they didn’t say anything, he looked at them and shifted at the loving looks they were giving him. Jimin leaned forward and kissed him gently, slowly.

“Euphoria it is.”

“But Bob will always be it’s nickname.”

“No! No Bob!”

Notes:

So!
Recap: Nam knows Jungkook better then we thought, Yoongi shouldn't have a lighter, the dude totally deserved it, Jaeyong and Sumi are still awesome, and magic makes everything easier when it comes to cleaning.

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Next Chapter: Jungkook's luck runs out.

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Chapter 7: Words Are Words

Summary:

A message is received and a call is made.

Notes:

Hi everyone! Not a super long one this time but some fun stuff on the horizon ^_^ A reader kindly pointed out that I should be using -yah instead of -ah at the end of a name with a vowel so as of this chapter I'll be doing that with Sumi's name. I'll go back and fix it in the previous chapters during editing. Thank you chimout for the correction! It was really helpful!

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Chapter Text

Third times the charm.

That was the saying.

For a lot of situations it usually seemed to work out that way. For others not so much.

Apparently, it applied to Jungkook’s ability to avoid getting sick as well.

He had been drenched in ice cold water in Euphoria; didn’t get sick.

He got soaked in cold rain running to get Sumi an umbrella; didn’t get sick.

But the sprinklers go off in the café and that’s what finally does it.

Third times the charm.

It had been a long time since Jungkook had been sick with anything serious, so long as he didn’t count magical gem symptoms. He’d had a cold once or twice in college but it was never enough to keep him from going to school or working, it just made the day a little more annoying.

So he didn’t think twice about going to work two days after the café flooded despite feeling a little shaky in the morning. His stomach couldn’t seem to settle, even after eating breakfast and he had a chill that refused to leave, lingering in the back of his shoulders. He hadn’t really paid much attention to it though, it hadn’t even crossed his mind that he might be sick.

The guys weren’t coming with him to the café today, all of them having things they wanted to get done and they stood by trying to let Jungkook have time to himself as well.

Halfway through the morning shift, when the store was quiet and the customers happy, Jungkook wished they were here. He really didn’t feel good and it was starting to become difficult to hide from Sumi.

The girl seemed to be having a good day and he would hate to make it harder for her by leaving early. It was Jaeyong’s day off and he didn’t like the idea of her working alone. Especially after the trouble he’d caused for everyone the other day. The poor girl was going to start dreading working with him.

Sumi wandered over to him and he gave her a smile. It needed more force than it should have.

“I still can’t believe you got this place so clean in only a day. You and Jaeyong must have worked really hard yesterday. I feel bad that I didn’t help,” she pouted as she started refilling some of the salt shakers.

“You could say it was like magic,” he joked, knowing she wouldn’t understand how true that was. He coughed a bit, clearing his throat to try and settle the scratchy burn in it.

Sprinklers. Sprinklers got him sick. After everything he’d been through. It was just ridiculous.

“If only it were that easy,” she hummed and shook her head. “Could you imagine what it’d be like if magic existed? Like, I could snap my fingers and boom, this would do itself,” she laughed a bit as she awkwardly tried to pour the salt in the shaker. Some of the salt scattered across the counter and she puffed her cheeks in annoyance.

Jungkook chuckled weakly and smiled but didn’t respond. Every time he spoke he felt like he was letting out too much air, his head felt light and dizzy as a result. It didn’t help the nausea either.

“You’ve been really quiet today Jungkook-ssi, you okay?” Sumi looked him over, setting the salt down. “You don’t look so good… I mean, you do. Not like- you always look good I just mean-”

Jungkook raised a brow at her in amusement and she quickly clamped her mouth shut, blushing fiercely. As cute as it was to see her flustered, Jungkook couldn’t let this go on anymore. For her sake.

“Sumi-yah, there was something I wanted to tell you, I meant to tell you before but there wasn’t really a good time,” he started, turning to face her and leaning his hip against the counter. God his head hurt. He made a mental note to go to the convenience store and pick up some medicine on his break.

A nap sounded really good right now. He was aware that this probably wasn’t a great time to bring this up, not when he was feeling like shit and was admittedly in a terrible mood.

Sumi blinked and shifted, picking up on the change of tone, but nodded for him to go ahead.

He licked his dry lips trying to think of how to word this now that he had her attention, he’d never had to do this before. “Look, I really, I really enjoy working with you and I think you’re an amazing-”

“I like you!”

Jungkook blinked in surprise, slowly closing his mouth. Sumi was looking at him with determination, meeting his eyes with her hands balled up in front of her. Her cheeks were flushed and she looked like she was battling her embarrassment.

There was an awkward moment where neither of them knew what to say and Sumi smiled a bit sadly, “Sorry. I could hear the ‘but’ coming a mile away. I wanted to… I wanted to say it before you told me you weren’t interested or um, or that you have a girlfriend already. Which I should have figured because you’re really sweet and fun and really handsome so, I ah, I appreciate you trying to be nice about it. I just really wanted to confess first because if I didn’t it still would have bugged me for weeks and-”

“Sumi-yah,” Jungkook said quickly, chuckling a bit when she stopped talking right away. He could see the slight hurt from the rejection she knew was coming in the way she had curled back into herself, rubbing her arm awkwardly and no longer looking him in the eyes. “I’m gay.”

There was another pause and he watched the information process in her mind, slowly, as if she was doubting if she heard him correctly. Taking a small breath, Jungkook clamped down on his emotions, kept the façade up that he was currently using to hide how sick he felt, and braced himself for the worst.

“You’re… gay?” She asked slowly, looking him over with pinched brows.

“Yep.”

“Like, gay gay?”

“I like guys Sumi-yah,” Jungkook said flatly, not sure what ‘gay gay’ was supposed to mean.

“Oh… Oh! You like- ah wow! That’s- okay. Wow. I should have guessed, I mean no, not that you look gay or anything, or you do? I don’t- I’ve never talked to a gay person before, not that they’re different then normal people, no not normal people, wait I’m messing this all up,” she took a deep breath and in a rush of words asked, “Are you joking to mess with me?”

Jungkook looked at her blankly, turning back to face the counter to busy himself with fixing the displays. He was way too tired to deal with this right now. He should have brought it up another time.

“No! No,” Sumi quickly grabbed his sleeve and he looked at her, she looked more upset than he felt. “I didn’t mean it like- I’m sorry if I-” she huffed in frustration. “One second.”

Jungkook watched in confusion as the girl went over to the cash and locked the register. She then leaned over the counter and looked around the room at the patrons seated at the tables, spotting Mrs. Gwan and her book club.

“Gwan-ssi! Could you watch the counter for a minute?”

The little old woman held up a hand and waved in acknowledgement sending a smile their way. Jungkook blinked, “Uh is that really a good idea?”

“Come here,” Sumi grabbed his arm and dragged him into the kitchen. The sudden motion almost had him keeling over and losing his breakfast all over the floor but he managed to keep it down, staggering after her. Now really wasn’t the best time for this kind of conversation.

When they were in the kitchen Sumi turned to him sharply and bowed, taking him off guard.

“I’m sorry.”

“Sumi-yah?” Jungkook frowned baffled. He was waiting for the ball to drop. Waiting for the ‘I’m sorry you’re like this, it’s okay, you’ll get help’ or ‘Sorry you can’t work here anymore.’

“I told myself I wouldn’t make assumption’s when you started working here and that’s exactly what I’ve been doing. I did the same thing with Jaeyong-ssi,” she stood up straight and looked at him sheepishly. “I grew up in this part of the city. I went to school here my whole life, my family keeps to themselves and now I work and live here too. I haven’t really been exposed to much so… I’m going to say all the wrong things. I’m not trying to use that as an excuse, I shouldn’t have said that and I’m sorry.”

Jungkook slowly let himself relax. Oh, it wasn’t bigotry, it was ignorance that had her reacting that way. That was… that was okay. He didn’t mind if people were ignorant, hell everyone was ignorant to something. It was how people dealt with their ignorance that gave the word bad connotations. But just the fact that Sumi was admitting she didn’t know anything along these lines gave him hope that she was willing to learn before forming judgements and opinions.

Jungkook leaned heavily against the steel prep table in the middle of the kitchen, rubbing his forehead to try and sooth the headache that was only getting worse. “There’s really nothing you can say that I haven’t heard before. Like I said before, words are just words.”

“I know, but they can hurt. And I wasn’t lying, I really like you, I still do. That’s… not going to go away overnight,” she said in embarrassment, “But I respect your… choices..?”

The way she said the word carefully, tentatively, made him smile. He shook his head lightly and she winced.

“Preferences?” She tried and smiled when Jungkook gave her a thumbs up. “I respect your preferences.”

“That’s… thanks Sumi-yah. That was big of you to admit,” he said honestly.

“If I’m being honest it kind of makes me feel better to know that you aren’t interested in me because of my gender and not because I’m a dork,” she laughed a bit before hesitating. “It’s… not also because I’m a dork is it?”

“Please, being a dork is one of your best qualities,” Jungkook chuckled. He really needed to sit down.

“So… is it inappropriate to talk to you about the cute guys that come in the store…?” She asked hesitantly but a note of teasing to her voice.

Jungkook hummed and smirked, “Nope. But I don’t think my boyfriends would be entirely happy with me if I did that.”

“You have a boyfriend! Really? What’s his name? What’s he like? Does he treat you well? Wait did you say boyfriends?” She paused and blinked. “Like more than one?”

Jungkook rolled his eyes good naturedly and reached over grabbing her wrist. He tugged her forward and wrapped his arms around her in a firm hug. He felt her tense at first but she relaxed after a moment and hugged him back. “Thanks Sumi-yah… seriously.”

“Jungkook-ssi… you’re really hot,” Sumi mumbled.

Jungkook huffed out a laugh and loosened his arms so she could step away, only to blink when she pressed the back of her hand to his forehead.

“I mean you’re really hot,” she frowned in concern. “You feel like you have a fever.”

Jungkook took her wrist gently and pushed her hand away, “It’s not that bad. Don’t worry it’s just a cold.”

She didn’t look at all convinced and Jungkook himself was starting to think that wasn’t entirely true either. At this rate he could make it through the day without much problem though so long as it didn’t start getting worse.

After a little more insisting, Sumi took him on his word and agreed to let him continue working as long as he took it easy and let her handle the food and customers, and that Sumi would get him some medicine on her break. She shut down his arguing immediately saying she was returning the favour for the umbrella.

Taking the medicine did help, but it only took the edge off, though he managed to convince Sumi it worked better than it had.

It was only an hour to closing when Jungkook had to finally admit to himself that yes, he was sick. His head was pounding and the lights in the store seemed determined to burn through to the back of his eyes. His body felt shaky, the chill building to full shivering every so often and he was starting to regret eating lunch.

He was mostly too out of it to notice how awkward Sumi was being around him. How she would hesitate to ask questions or there would be some awkward silence after he spoke. Maybe his sick mind had misinterpreted her reaction to finding out he was gay, maybe she was just incredibly uncomfortable around him now. Either way, he’d deal with it another day. He just wanted to sleep.

Jungkook still didn’t think it was anything serious though. It just felt like a bad cold. As he worked he was careful to wash his hands often and put a mask on as an extra precaution, not wanting to get anyone else sick.

When it took Sumi four tries to get his attention, she finally had enough and told him she was calling him a cab home. He staggered and managed to grab her phone from her hands, ignoring her protests.

“I won’t work then, but I’m not leaving until closing. I’ll just lay down in the break room. Please Sumi-yah, I don’t feel comfortable leaving you to work alone,” Jungkook pleaded. Whether she said yes or no, he was going to fall over soon. His legs were shaking and his skin was clammy with sweat, he had no doubt his face was flushed too.

Sumi sighed and looked him over. Judging by the way she had her hands out as if to catch him should he drop at any moment, he didn’t look great. He didn’t feel great either and honestly laying down right now sounded like heaven, even if it was on the floor of the break room.

“You’re so stubborn,” she grumbled. “Fine. But try and get some sleep, I’ll wake you up when it’s closing. We only have an hour left anyway.”

Sighing, he nodded and regretted it instantly when he felt his world sway slightly. Clearing his throat he shoved down the nausea rising up, “Thanks Sumi-yah. Wake me if you need anything alright?”

“Stop worrying about me, you shouldn’t even have come in today. How did the others even let you out of the house?” She frowned.

“It wasn’t this bad this morning. It’s just a cold, a little sleep will help,” he mumbled and dragged his feet through the kitchen to the break room. Every step seemed like more work than it should’ve been, his legs protesting his weight and his stomach protesting the movement.

He didn’t put much effort into making a comfortable place to lie down, grabbing his sweater from his locker to bunch under his head and flicking the lights off before flopping on the floor. Immediately he let out a breath of relief, the cold floor feeling wonderful on his hot skin. He turned onto his side coughing.

This was just stupid. He hated being sick. He, not for the first time, wished that protection spells worked on him too. Then his hyungs wouldn’t have to worry about him all the time.

His mind drifted and what felt like an eternity later, he fell asleep.


Yoongi knew it was a bad day when Jimin and Taehyung came to him in the afternoon.

It was just after lunch, when Yoongi had been dealing with a client.

It wasn’t often that people ventured out to the house to come see him, given how far it was from town. Usually they came to visit the Magic Shop. Most of his business and favours were done through written word, as a short description of the curse someone was dealing with was enough for him to identify it and give them the spell to counter it. So he was a bit surprised when the man had knocked on the house door.

“I don’t know what to do, one of her friends has a negative affinity. She said it was an accident but it’s been days now and Elion hasn’t been able to walk. We thought it’d wear off,” the elven man frowned looking down at the little girl, ears pointed like his own, who was cradled in his arms.

Yoongi leaned against the post next to the steps of the porch lazily, “What’s her friends branch?”

The man turned back to him, “Chaos.”

Humming Yoongi nodded, “It’s just a simple relaxant curse.”

“I thought it might be… but I don’t understand how she could have been cursed if she had her protection spell on, we make sure to renew it every morning,” the man’s brow pinched in concern.

Yoongi sighed. This is why he preferred dealing with people through letters. They didn’t ask stupid questions. The number of times he’d had to answer this misconception was getting ridiculous.

“Protection spells only protect against things that can hurt you. Not all curses are destructive or cause harm. Ones like this are technically classified as healing spells.”

“Then why are they called curses?”

“Because they’re based in negative magic. That’s pretty much the only reason. It’s not often I deal with curses placed on people, usually it’s objects.”

Yoongi found his mind drifting to Namjoon and he quickly pushed those thoughts away. The man was the whole reason Yoongi had started researching negative magic and curses in the first place. He’d been trying to find a way out for his lover.

He hadn’t been successful.

Yoongi pushed the bitter thought from his mind as the little girl in the man’s arms smiled and played with her father’s shirt.

“You can help her though? We can pay you, just tell me how much, my Set and I should have enough saved up,” the man held his daughter close and looked at him desperately.

This was another reason he dealt in letters.

Yoongi heard the door open behind him as he nodded and used the sound as an excuse to look away from the man and the girl. His eyes found Jimin, holding Taehyung’s hand as he pulled him out the front door gently.

He could tell right away that he was having an episode by the blank look on Taehyung’s face, the way his eyes weren’t focused and he stared blankly at the ground, hand loose around Jimin’s.  Jimin caught his gaze and Yoongi stood up straight.

“Yeah it’s a simple spell. Jiminie, can you help him find what he needs in the shop for a relaxant curse?” Yoongi asked, ignoring the man’s sigh of relief.

Jimin hid the guilty look he wore behind a polite smile and nodded, taking Taehyung’s hand and sliding it into Yoongi’s instead. He gave his fellow Fae a gentle kiss on the cheek, not expecting a reaction as he turned towards the man and his daughter. Taehyung didn’t react to much when he was like this.

“Is this your daughter? Oh she’s beautiful!” Jimin said as he guided the man back down the path towards the Magic Shop. Yoongi heard the little girl giggle and the man tried once more to ask about price only to have Jimin wave him off.

Yoongi turned his attention to Taehyung who was still staring blankly at the wooden porch under their feet and he followed his gaze to see that Jimin had already taken his shoes off, leaving the boy’s feet bare. His eyes were a clouded grey, the colour of clouds before a rainstorm.

Taking the Fae’s hand in his, he guided him down the steps and his lover fell into step next to him, moving on autopilot.

They walked silently, Yoongi leading him down the path that went through the woods. They walked through the clearing where Jungkook’s doors sat, stepping past them and kept going. He walked slow, a calm stroll that suggested no destination and only the enjoyment of the outdoors. He didn’t speak or make a point of acknowledging Taehyung, knowing from past experience that it wouldn’t help.

When Yoongi was just about to start looping them around so they stayed within their property, he felt Taehyung’s limp hand turn in his own and wrap around his. He waited another moment for the boy to squeeze his hand to stop walking and face him. They’d done this so many times but the relief he felt to see Taehyung’s eyes clear again, his beautiful brown eyes focused on his own, was always just as raw as the first time he’d seen this.

“Hey love,” he smiled softly and watched Taehyung get his bearings, looking around them before settling on him again and his eyes filled with tears. Yoongi clicked his tongue and pulled him into a firm hug, Taehyung wasting no time in throwing his arms around him, burying his face in his shoulder. “I’ve got you, I’ve got you.”

Taehyung shook lightly in his arms and Yoongi hummed a quiet tune next to his ear. He wasn’t one for singing really, but he knew audio stimulation helped bring Taehyung back fully, gave him something to focus on that was real, that wasn’t in his mind.

“Atath… àll atath,” Taehyung sniffled against his shoulder, hands fisting his shirt.

Taking a small breath, Yoongi stroked his back gently, knowing this must have been a bad one if he felt the need to switch back to his native tongue. Though, the fact that Jimin brought him to him in the first place should’ve been more then enough clue to that. Usually the Fae was able to bring him back but he was also often the cause of him slipping to begin with.

“Outat ut adlat,” Yoongi reassured, brushing off his apology.

Taehyung nuzzled against his cheek and Yoongi brought a hand up to wipe away the tears he could reach without pulling away from him. He continued to hum, swaying them side to side calmy as his lover settled down. The shaking in his body settled and he let out a breath against his cheek, relaxing into him.

“Jacsàcèll adlat?” Yoongi asked, “Jiminie acha dlàsath ut ucucat?”

Taehyung shook his head and pulled away a little to look at Yoongi, who chuckled at the pout on his face, “It’s not his fault.”

Yoongi nodded and responded in Korean as well, his skills in speaking Acall were rather lacking, “I know love, it’s no one’s fault. Make sure you talk to him alright? You know how he gets after this happens.”

“I know… how long this time?” Taehyung scrunched his nose and scowled.

“About a half hour since Minnie brought you to me, I don’t know how long before that.”

With a deep frustrated sigh, Taehyung pressed his forehead against his temple and closed his eyes, wiggling his bare feet in the grass.

They didn’t rush on their way back and much like their walk there, it was silent between them. This silence was much more comfortable and it was really the only time Taehyung was ever this quiet. Yoongi didn’t enjoy this silence from him but he knew that the other needed this sometimes.

He’d much rather see Taehyung laughing and shouting, and while that could sometimes be too much for someone like Yoongi, who loved his peace and quiet, he wouldn’t change Taehyung for anything. The boy had been their youngest for so long before Jungkook had shown up, and he remembered how terrifying it had been when he’d first acted like this.

Had Jimin not have known what to do they would have made it so much harder on the Fae. Attacks that used to last hours or even days started lasting less and less and came less frequently once they had worked out a routine to handle them. It helped when they didn’t make a big deal out of it. It was something Taehyung needed to work through in his own mind and they could only be there for him when he came out of it.

They were nearly home when they saw the familiar colours of the Guardian pass overhead, the large whale circling them a moment before swimming down to hover in front of them. They both sank to one knee, putting a hand over their chest and bowing their heads respectfully.

The guardian bowed its large head in return, “Hello precious ones.”

Yoongi heard Taehyung suck in a calm breath as the soothing voice filled their minds and the last of his tension left his body. He placed a hand on the small of his lovers back as they stood up. “Guardian, it’s nice to see you again.”

The whale hummed in their minds and Taehyung smiled, “How are you? Is everything alright with Galaxy?”

“Everything is just fine precious one,” it chuckled, “I simply wished to see how you all were fairing. I sensed there was some unease. Allow me to accompany you home.”

They watched as the whale turned and laid its fin down against the ground in offering.

Taehyung perked up, “Really? Can I?”

A hum of encouragement from it was all he needed and Taehyung was climbing up onto the whale’s back, laying on his stomach against the Guardians warm skin and smiling contently. When the Guardian turned its head slightly towards him, Yoongi held up a hand politely declining the offer.

With one gentle wave of its tail it lifted off the ground and floated slowly next to Yoongi as the phoenix walked, Taehyung happy to take their time as he snuggled up on top of it. Yoongi chuckled fondly as he watched him.

“How are you all? Is the little one settling well?”

Yoongi stuck his hands in his pockets, “We have tough days, but we’re doing a lot better. Jungkook hides his struggles a lot still, though he’s opening up slowly.”

“That is good to hear. The Galaxy has been restless since the new world was formed. Many people felt the shock of whole energy that swept over the land. I encourage you to keep the doors hidden as long as you’re able.”

“I figured some rumors would start. We had gotten a lot of people asking what the source of the energy was. We haven’t given any firm answers yet. It’ll be bad enough if people find Euphoria before we understand it fully, but if they find out there’s a way in and out of Galaxy it could be catastrophic,” Yoongi said seriously.

“This is why we can’t have ones from the human world discovering it either, not until it’s time.”

“Until its time?” Yoongi frowned and looked at the Guardian. “You don’t think we can create peace with the humans again, not after everything.

The Guardian hummed, “You created peace with the little one did you not?”

Taehyung tucked his arms under his chin and frowned, “That’s different. Jungkook is different.”

“He is special,” the Guardian confirmed.

“Yeah, he is. He created Euphoria and saved two worlds,” Yoongi chuckled but was surprised when the Guardian shook his head.

“He has only set things in motion. The seven of you, together, will impact the lives of billions.”

Yoongi glanced at Taehyung to find the boy looking his way as well, sharing a matching frown. Hadn’t Jungkook already done that? Hadn’t he saved two worlds worth of lives and their futures? What more could they do? What more would they have to do? Yoongi knew this was the Guardians way of telling them that they weren’t done, that this wasn’t the end.

Maybe it was just the beginning of something bigger.

When they arrived at the house, Taehyung jumped down off the Guardian and bowed gratefully, thanking it for the ride. The Fae’s attention was taken by Jimin who was waiting on the porch with a sad smile and he excused himself to go and talk to him.

Yoongi smiled when he watched Taehyung greet Jimin with a gentle kiss before they were headed inside to sort it out. It took awhile for Jimin and Taehyung to get used to having to talk it over after one of his attacks, to reassure both of them that it wasn’t either of their fault. Jimin couldn’t predict what would trigger Taehyung, and some of his triggers he couldn’t do anything about. Sometimes it was just Jimin’s very presence that set him off.

“What didn’t you want him to hear?” Yoongi turned back to the Guardian who was still hovering next to him. He knew the Guardian was kind but he didn’t have the time to be randomly checking up on them like this, especially not if Galaxy was as restless as he said.

He had clearly not wanted to upset Taehyung further.

The Guardian turned to him, “I was asked to deliver a message.”

Yoongi raised a brow, “A message? From who? They couldn’t just send a letter?”

“It is a message from the lost soul.”

The Guardian’s tone, gentle yet knowing, didn’t sooth the anger Yoongi felt slam into him. Letting out a deep growl at the thought of the man, he spit out his name like a curse.

“Jiho.”


 Sumi almost had a heart attack when she stepped into the break room to wake Jungkook up.

She had tried twice, three times and then four to wake him and he remained unresponsive. Quickly she had pulled his mask down and felt under his nose to make sure he was breathing, sighing in relief when she felt his hot breath against her hand.

Jungkook looked awful. He was sweating, breathing in sharp inconsistent breathes and his brow was pinched in deep discomfort. His whole body was shuddering faintly and she cursed herself for believing him when he insisted it was just a cold.

She should have sent him home but even that made her uncomfortable, not because she was worried about working alone, but because she had no one to send with him to make sure he got there okay. She didn’t think it would get this bad in only an hour.

“Jungkook-ssi… it’s closing, you got to get up. Let’s get you home okay?” She said trying to be gentle, if this was a fever like she thought it was, his head probably didn’t feel any better than the rest of him.

Jungkook groaned in response and she put a hand on his shoulder carefully, “Are you awake?”

He rocked his head up and down slightly but kept his eyes pressed closed. Looking around she moved away to grab a cloth and quickly soaked it under the sink with cold water. Hurrying back to his side she laid the cloth over his forehead and apologized quietly when he flinched at the sudden cold. It only took a second for him to sigh and some of the tension left his expression.

“I need you to tell me your address Jungkook-ssi,” she knelt next to him and pulled out her phone, already dialing a cab.

“Galaxy…” he mumbled and she looked at him and frowned.

“What?”

“Galaxy… through the door…”

Sucking in a breath she bit her lip nervously. Maybe this was worse than a fever? Should she call an ambulance? It seemed like he was a bit delusional.

She backed out of her phone and looked around instead for Jungkook’s. It was sitting on the table. “Can I borrow your phone? I’ll call one of your roommates to come get you okay?”

When Jungkook mumbled something she took it as permission and took his phone into the kitchen. She’d already closed up the shop for the night so she didn’t need to worry about customers.

She should have seen it, how sick he was getting. By lunch he’d looked so much paler then when he came in. If she had just stopped worrying about herself and trying not to say the wrong things to Jungkook she would have known to send him home right away.

When he’d told her that he was gay she had… not at all been expecting that. She’d never known anyone who was openly homosexual, she didn’t know if there were things you shouldn’t say or do. Culture shock was the closest thing she could equate it too. It had distracted her all day with questions she wanted to ask but was too worried about offending Jungkook to do so.

Now he was sick and barely conscious on the floor because she was being dumb and worrying about things that probably weren’t that big of a deal.

Pacing nervously she turned his phone on and had to spare a brief smile at the home screen. It was a picture of Jimin and Taehyung, Jungkook himself in the background looking over like they’d just called his name, a piece of food sticking out of his mouth.

Shaking her head she swiped across the screen and was relieved to find there was no password. If she couldn’t even get his address out of him she didn’t even want to try with a password. Quickly going into his contacts she paused once more.

Hyung

Il-seong-ah

Jaeyong-hyung

Jiho-hyung

Nam-ssi

Sumi-yah

Only six. Six contacts. Three of them worked here and none of them she recognized as his roommates names. Hyung could be anyone but she figured since there wasn’t a name attached it was his brother. Though she didn’t know for sure if he had a brother. Hell she just found out today that the man was gay so that just goes to show how little she knew.

Jaeyong was right, they really didn’t know a thing about him.

Hearing Jungkook cough in the other room brought her back to the present and she decided to go another route. Locking the phone again she opened the emergency call screen and looked at his listed emergency contact.

Hyung.

Alright, Hyung it was.

Without hesitating she tapped call and put the phone to her ear, waiting impatiently as she bit her nail.

The call was received on the first ring.

Notes:

How many cliffhangers can we fit in one chapter? ^_^
To recap, we get to see some more of the boys at home, they deal with more then what's seen on the surface, there's still a lot to learn about the magic and the boys, Jiho sent them a message?? Poor Jungkookie is sick and Sumi might have just made a big mistake without knowing...

Next Chapter: The hyungs panic when Jungkook doesn't come home on time.

Next Update: Thursday April 1st

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Chapter 8: Family

Summary:

Jimin puts his medical knowledge to practice, Jungkook is adorably delirious, and Ji-hun isn't sure how to feel.

Notes:

Happy April Fools!

Don't worry, no pranks here^_^ But we do have an interesting chapter ahead of us and a little more insight on Jungkook's brother and family.

I don't have much to say, enjoy sick Jungkook's nonsense and cuteness!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They had all moved through the home like it belonged to someone else since the funeral.

Like it wasn’t the home they’d lived in for years.

As if the walls chose now to talk and they spoke of the anger and fear that had been shouted through the rooms.

His little brother had been gone from this house for years. But he was never gone. There was always a chance he’d come back, always the hope that he’d walk up the front path and scream at their parents, yell at them for all they’d put him through.

Ji-hun had imagined that moment. How Jungkook would look, if he would be standing tall or if he would be terrified, hesitant and timid. He knew Jungkook. His cute little brother who always hid behind him when he was too shy to talk to people, who looked at him with those big brown eyes and thought he could do no wrong. His brother would surely cry, maybe he would try and beg for his parents to accept him.

Except he didn’t know Jungkook anymore. He didn’t know the man he’d grown up to be, how he acted with friends, if he was kind or an asshole, or if he still scrunched his nose when he smiled.

He wanted to know the man Jungkook had become.

That wasn’t something that could happen now.

Ji-hun didn’t speak much to his parents at first, despite moving back to Korea to take care of them. It wasn’t for lack of trying. They just didn’t have much to say.

He understood. What could you say when guilt was tearing apart every cell of your being just to have reprieve put you back together and do it all again. What could you say when your child died? Your little brother?

What could you say when you felt relieved?

Ji-hun hadn’t taken the man at his word, Jungkook’s boyfriend, when he’d told him the news. Of course he hadn’t. He wouldn’t just believe some stranger claiming to be Jungkook’s boyfriend saying that he was dead. He had gotten on a plane for Korea the next day.

Ji-hun spent a month looking for Jungkook and when he exhausted his own few resources, he called their grandparents for help. That led him to the mall, where Jungkook apparently used to work as a security guard. Speaking to the manager there informed him that Jungkook had been in a minor accident and had not long after quit out of the blue. His coworker left not long after him.

He checked the construction site he had also worked at but that gave him little information as well, the men only saying ‘People come and go all the time, that kid called in to quit and we haven’t seen him since.’

His college told him the same thing, that Jungkook had dropped his course halfway through and left.

After that, he had no idea what happened to his brother. No clue where he had gone, who he had been with, what he was doing. He didn’t know anything about his brother.

He wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to know what his brother had been involved in while he couldn’t be around to protect him. Jungkook had always been an emotional kid. He had cried once when he accidently stepped on a ladybug. He needed protection, and as his older brother, Ji-hun had failed him.

Now, Jungkook was gone and in his wake he left a torn family who had lost all hope of ever making things right.

Ji-hun found himself standing in front of his parent’s bedroom door, taking a small breath. It would be the same as usual. He knew that yet he still knocked and when there was no reply, he knocked again, “Mom, come get something to eat.”

There wasn’t much of a response besides the sound of the mattress creaking as the woman rolled over. Sighing, Ji-hun didn’t feel it in himself to go out of his way with effort today.

“I’ll leave the food in the fridge. Reheat it when you’re hungry.”

He didn’t wait for a reply or expect one. He stepped away from the door and paused, like he always did, next to the door to Jungkook’s old room. Or what used to be his room. His parents had renovated it when they realized Jungkook wasn’t coming back. It had been a guest room since.

Ji-hun could only imagine the hell Jungkook had experienced in this house. His parents had told him what the therapy was doing to the kid but they hadn’t gone into detail, their own guilt and regret kept them from speaking on the matter.

He wandered, drifted, his way back downstairs and into the kitchen. Wrapping the food and putting it in the fridge before he sat himself at the table with a coffee. He felt weary. Every bone, every muscle felt exhausted from the emotions that had been piled on him for months on end.

When he broke the news to his parents, they screamed. They cried and yelled and his mother very nearly passed out. Ji-hun didn’t know if it was because they had realized how far away they had pushed their son, how badly they had treated him, or if they were feeling much of what he was and were conflicted by their own emotions.

He didn’t care much to try and understand their feelings when he didn’t understand his own.

Thinking back on the words Jungkook’s boyfriend had told him, the words Jungkook wanted to pass on to him, Ji-hun wondered if maybe Jungkook had understood what was going on. Maybe he’d found out about everything. About their grandparents.

That was the only reason he could think of that Jungkook would have thanked him for protecting him, would have said that he never blamed him. Ji-hun knew what he had done. He knew how he had to do what he did but now that seeing Jungkook happy wasn’t an option anymore, now that he’d lost Jungkook entirely, it felt like it was for nothing.

At least his little brother didn’t have to suffer anymore. He thinks that was where the relief came from. As awful as he knew it was, Jungkook was free. Free from the greed of their parents and from the fate that would have fallen on him sooner or later.

Many people had gone to Jungkook’s funeral. Mostly friends of his grandparents and business men there to make deals rather then mourn the loss of a boy no one knew. It was a cold day. He didn’t shed a tear. Hadn’t since he’d gotten the news.

A selfish part of Ji-hun, the part he’d always pushed away in favour of looking out for his little brother, was relieved because once he was sure his parents could take care of themselves again, he could start living his own life. He could make a decision that benefitted himself.

But was that worth the cost of his brothers life?

No.

There were so many questions unanswered. How did Jungkook meet his boyfriend? Was he a good man? Why did Jungkook shut down his entire life here and where did he go? How did he die? His boyfriend said he’d saved countless lives, how?

He’d tried to track the man down as well, but without a name and only the memory of his face to go off of he wasn’t very successful.

He wasn’t sure if knowing the answers would make him feel any better.

The front door opened and Ji-hun glanced towards it, watching his father walk in.

Much like his mother, his parents both looked old beyond their years. The stress, guilt and regret were weighing so heavily on them that it showed in every forced breath, it showed in the bags under their eyes, the stiffness in their movement and the greying of their hair.

Ji-hun said nothing as his father dropped his suitcase by the door and dragged his feet to the table, sitting down heavily in the seat next to him. He slid his untouched coffee over to the man wordlessly.

His father looked at the mug and tentatively wrapped his hand around it, body sagging in the seat as the day settled on his shoulders with the ones before it.

Ji-hun didn’t ask how his day was. He knew it was like every other. Instead he waited for his father to start.

Six sips of coffee, Ji-hun counted every one, before the man spoke. “I did some more research today.”

His voice was as gruff and exhausted as the rest of him. Ji-hun said nothing, though the admission did surprise him a bit.

“About kids like him,” his father grunted.

“You still can’t say it hm.”

His father shot him a look that did little to bother him. He met it evenly. Ji-hun had stopped being scared of his parents a long time ago. He briefly wondered if Jungkook had ever not been scared.

More silence settled in the room as they both got lost in their thoughts. Ji-hun knew it was cruel, knew it was horrible to ask, but he had to know. He spent the silence debating if he should or not until he felt he was suffocating in the heaviness of the air and decided to voice his question if only so he could breath again.

“Would the money have been worth it?”

He father’s hand clamped around the mug and Ji-hun didn’t look away from him. He needed to know.

“No. Nothing was worth losing him,” the man voice was thick with emotion, tears unshed.

It almost made him laugh. The fact that it took Jungkook trying to throw himself out of a second story window for them to see that maybe money wasn’t something they should trade for their child’s life and happiness.

“Too little too late, huh.”

“Don’t. Ji-hun. Just don’t.”

Ji-hun got up and left the table, leaving his father to wallow in his guilt further. A bitter part of him hoped it crushed the man. His mother as well.

Stepping outside he pulled out a pack of cigarettes and stuck one between his lips, lighting it up just as he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. He pulled a drag as he checked to see who was calling him.

Jungkook.

The smoke in his lungs burned, making him cough as he scrambled to hit the accept call button. Jungkook? No, Jungkook’s phone. Something, along with Jungkook’s body, they could never track down. Heart thundering in his chest, he put the phone to his ear.

“Who is this?” He coughed once more, clearing his throat. His ears were ringing and he had to concentrate to be sure he heard the person on the other end, the person who had his little brothers phone.

“Um, hello?” It was a female’s voice, she sounded young and hesitant. “I’m sorry to bother you, um is this Jungkook’s brother?”

“Yes. Who are you? How did you get his phone?” The words came out harsh and rushed, he looked back towards the front door and quickly moved away from it, stepping into the driveway.

“My name is Kyong Sumi, I work at the White Rose Café with Jungkook-ssi, um, you were listed as his emergency contact and it-”

Ji-hun’s mind blanked.

“Is this some sick fucking joke?” The words ripped out of him, anger flooding through him that someone thought this was funny. Was this one of his ‘gang friends’? Ji-hun knew Jungkook had gotten messed up in some underground stuff but he never told him about it in detail. Was that how he was killed? Were they trying to mock them?

“I-I’m sorry? No, I don’t… I’m calling because Jungkook-ssi has come down with a fever and I was hoping you could come pick him up? He’s really out of it and he won’t tell me his address.”

Was she being serious? She sounded almost panicked and in his shock he couldn’t tell if that was because of his own tone or because she was telling the truth. Could Jungkook actually be alive?

“Put him on the phone,” he demanded quickly, forcing himself to keep his voice low. “If he’s really there, put him on.”

He clutched his phone to his ear with both hands, cradling it as if it was his only lifeline. “Um, he’s very sick but I’ll try and get him to talk?” There was shuffling around on the other end and Ji-hun began to pace.

Fear, dread, and anger made him want to smash the phone on the ground, to hang up and pretend he’d never received the call. Jungkook was still dead. For his brother’s sake, he wanted Jungkook to stay dead. The boy had gotten free in the worst possible way and if he believed his boyfriend like he wanted too, he had been happy for at least awhile. Ji-hun wanted it to stay that way. He wanted it to end here.

But he waited, holding his breath until he felt light-headed as the girl on the other end mumbled something. He could hear more shuffling and a low groan, a tired and weak noise.

He froze, feet locking to the spot as he leaned into his phone as if that would help him hear better.

“Hyung?”

The voice, so familiar and yet so much more mature than he remembered it, slammed into him and he felt his knees hit the driveway roughly as they gave out. Ji-hun sucked in a breath and shook. He opened his mouth, but the words were caught, too many trying to force their way out.

Jungkook kept speaking, and he sounded awful. Tired, sick, just like the girl said. “Jinnie-hyung, please don’t be mad,” he whined slightly and Ji-hun’s mind skipped over the unfamiliar name in favour of realizing that, yes, Jungkook was alive.

Jungkook was alive.

“How can you ask that?” Ji-hun found himself whispering, because he was livid. He was so fucking angry right now. He wanted to throttle the kid for thinking it was okay to fake his own death. How could he not tell him? After everything Ji-hun had done for him? Given up for him? How could he just abandon him?

His mind caught up with his thoughts and he felt his blood run cold. Abandon him. What, like he had to Jungkook?

Biting his lip hard he stood back up and scrambled to pull his keys out of his pocket. “Jungkook. I’m coming to get you. Stay there.”

He only got a hum as a response and as he got in his car the girl spoke again, “Sorry, he’s not really attentive right now.”

Ji-hun gripped his steering wheel, “What’s the address? Where are you?”

The girl quickly told him and he threw the car into reverse, phone pinched between his shoulder and ear as he pulled out onto the road. He opened his mouth to tell her he was on his way when the girl let out a quiet, “Oh.”

“What? What’s wrong?” He asked quickly, barely paying attention to the road in his panic.

“Oh, um, sorry, his roommates just showed up. They can take care of him, I’m sorry to have bothered you, I’ll tell Jungkook-ssi to give you a call when he’s feeling better.”

Eyes widening he quickly grabbed the phone with one hand, “Roommates? Who- Hey! Don’t-”

The line went dead.

Yelling in frustration he threw the phone in the passenger seat and pressed the gas pedal down, slamming his hand against the steering wheel. “Fuck!”


Namjoon never found it difficult to get lost in a book. He loved the feeling of letting his mind explore a whole other world and letting himself experience the adventures alongside the main characters. While he loved reading things that were more informative and were based on philosophy and historical knowledge, he also loved a good adventure book every now and then.

He was halfway through one, following the trials and tribulations of a boy trying to find his way in life, and he felt he related a lot to the concepts and ideas.

When he sat down half an hour ago to read in the living room, he expected to let himself fall into that world once more.

Only, he couldn’t.

He would get two sentences in and forget what he was reading, or his mind would wander, or he would have to change his position on the couch because he just couldn’t get comfortable.

Something was wrong but he couldn’t figure out what.

He had a passing thought about dinner, which led to him glancing at the clock.

Bolting upright he looked at the time again. That couldn’t be right. It was nearly six o’clock.

Had he seen Jungkook come home?

He pressed his magic out against the houses and felt it press right back, confirming that no, Jungkook wasn’t home yet.

He bit down the panic, shut down the worst-case scenario’s running through his mind, and quickly stood up. “Jimin! Hoseok!”

Namjoon threw his book down and stepped into the entrance, sliding his shoes on as Hoseok came downstairs and Jimin wandered in a moment later from the kitchen, “What’s wrong?”

“Did Jungkook say anything about being late tonight?” He asked, looking up at Yoongi too who leaned over the banister at the top of the stairs, drawn out by his call.

They all frowned and Jimin leaned to check the time, his eyes widened and he quickly grabbed his shoes as well.

Hoseok blinked in confusion, “He didn’t say anything to me.”

Yoongi shook his head and Namjoon quickly put a hand on Jimin’s shoulder to calm his panicked movements. “He’s almost an hour late. Hoseok, Jimin and I will go to the café and see if he’s still there. Yoongi can you let the others know?”

Yoongi nodded with a deep frown and disappeared upstairs.

Hoseok opened his mouth, his expression telling before his words could and Namjoon cut him off to save some time, “Let’s not freak out. It could be nothing. He might just be talking with Sumi and Jaeyong.”

Jimin bit his lip, “Right. You’re right.”

Not wasting any more time, they hurried out of the house, despite trying to remain calm, they could all feel their hearts beating with adrenaline and worry. Jungkook was always so careful to tell them when he’d be home and where he was going. A few minutes, maybe even a half hour and they would be able to overlook it, but almost an hour? That had them scared.

They practically jogged their way to the door.

“We really need to figure out how to communicate between worlds,” Hoseok mentioned as they stepped through the door into the alley beside the café. Namjoon mentally agreed. He wondered if Yoongi and him could figure something out for Jungkook’s cellphone.

Pushing that thought to the side for later, they rounded the corner to the front door of the shop and found it locked with all the lights off. Jimin peaked into the window as Namjoon quickly knocked on the glass door.

“It looks like there’s no one here,” Hoseok frowned and looked around the street. The sun was setting already.

“Maybe he-” Namjoon started only to be interrupted by Jimin who perked up.

“Look Sumi-yah is still here!” He waved to the girl who approached quickly, pulling Jungkook’s phone away from her ear and hitting a button on it.

Why did she have his phone? Namjoon frowned in concern and the look of relief she wore when she unlocked the door for them didn’t help.

“Where is he?” Namjoon asked, waiting for Jungkook to walk out of the kitchen. He tried not to sound harsh, in case Jungkook really had just lost track of time and they were overreacting.

“This way,” Sumi said and that set of warning bells in his mind, they followed after her as she led them behind the counter. “I’m glad you guys are here, Jungkook-ssi wasn’t feeling very well today and it got worse, I think he’s got a fever.”

When they reached the room on the other side of the kitchen Jimin let out a cry of horror and rushed past them quickly, running over to Jungkook’s prone form on the floor.

Jungkook was curled up on his side, some sort of fabric covering his mouth, a cloth on his forehead. He was drenched in sweat and his face was flushed. Namjoon watched in concern as Jimin tucked his arm under his head and lifted him to sit up slightly. The Fae whispered some quiet words to the boy, adjusting the cloth on his forehead.

“What’s a fever?” Hoseok asked with a frown.

Namjoon glanced at Sumi who blinked in confusion but Jimin answered before he could say anything. “It’s an increase of the body’s natural temperature setpoint, caused by a number of things,” he rattled off, feeling the back of Jungkook’s neck gently. “When did this start?”

They looked at Sumi who jumped a bit at suddenly being under their attention, “This afternoon? That’s when I noticed it. He only got this bad in the last hour. He kept saying it was just a cold from getting soaked by the sprinklers the other day.”

“Why didn’t he come home?” Hoseok stepped over and crouched next to Jimin, reaching a hand out to touch Jungkook’s cheek. He winced and pulled his hand away quickly. “He’s really hot.”

Sumi sighed, “It’s just us working today, he didn’t want to leave me on my own. I don’t think he realized it would get this bad either though.”

Namjoon didn’t like this. Something didn’t feel right. Jungkook had explained to them before how easy it could be for a human to get sick and how many types of sickness’s there were. He’d even listened to Jimin read a bunch from his medical books and it was an extensive list. But if the sprinklers were what did it, why not the rain in Euphoria?

Jungkook had been shivering for twenty minutes after coming back from that day even with a ton of blankets and Seokjin cuddling him. He hadn’t even looked fazed by the sprinklers. That didn’t add up to him. Maybe it was just bad luck but something told him they needed to look into this.

“Jiminie, can you treat him?”

Jimin didn’t hesitate, nodding determinedly, “I know this one. I’ll take care of him.”

“Good, let’s get him home then,” Namjoon crouched and with Jimin and Hoseok’s help they got him onto his back after taking the cloth off his head and unhooking the fabric mask from around his ears. He held him under the thighs and hoisted him up slightly making sure he was secure before standing. Jungkook groaned slightly. “Sorry Kookie, just bear with it a little longer, we’ll get you back to your bed okay?”

Jungkook hummed and Namjoon could feel the heat of his body uncomfortably warm on his back. “Galaxy?” He drawled sleepily.

“Yeah, Galaxy,” Namjoon chuckled.

Hoseok gathered up Jungkook’s things and Sumi handed his phone to him, which he took gratefully, “Thanks for looking out for him, Sumi-yah.”

“Of course, I would have called sooner but he doesn’t seem to have any of your numbers in his phone, I ended up calling his brother,” she said laughing a bit.

The three of them froze.

They traded nervous looks.

“You called his brother?” Jimin asked carefully. “Did you say where Jungkook was?”

Sumi blinked and nodded slowly, seeming to pick up on the sudden tense atmosphere, “Yeah, he sounded… weird though. Frantic maybe? He thought I was joking for some reason.” She looked between them carefully, “Did I… did I do something wrong?”

Namjoon tried not to feel too frustrated with the girl. There was no way she could have known and she was only trying to help. This just might… cause some issues later. He glanced over his shoulder at Jungkook. The boy had expressed that he’d rather not see his family again but it seemed he might have to face them anyway.

“No, no it’s alright Sumi-yah. If he comes by just tell him Jungkook is safe alright?”

Sumi nodded, looking a bit unsure and followed them back to the front door.

“I’ll give him the next week off, and um, could you tell him to give me a call or text when he’s feeling better?” She said fiddling with her hands.

Jimin took her hands in his and smiled at her reassuringly, “Of course. Thank you so much for your help. Your friendship means a lot to Jungkookie.”

Namjoon chuckled when the girl blushed and squeaked a little in response before they said their goodbyes and they were hurrying around the corner through the door to Galaxy.

When they stepped through, Jimin and Hoseok ran ahead, Jimin already telling the dragon what they’d need to get ready to take care of Jungkook at the house. Namjoon paused in his steps when he felt Jungkook shift on his back and he looked over his shoulder to see the boy had lifted his head, looking off to the side.

He followed his gaze and landed on the door to Euphoria. Slowly looking back at Jungkook, he watched him carefully, “Jungkook?”

“Mmm…” Jungkook flopped his head back down against Namjoon’s shoulder. “Don’t feel good hyung.”

“I know bun, Jimin will take good care of you, be strong for us okay?” Namjoon glanced back at the door before continuing towards the house, hurrying but trying to keep his pace from jostling the boy.

Jungkook whined, “Jinnie-hyung’s angry.”

Frowning Namjoon got to the path in front of the house, “He’s not angry bunny, where’d you get that from?”

“Hyung sounded angry on the phone,” the boy mumbled sounding conflicted.

He forced himself not to say anything to that. Namjoon didn’t know anything about Jungkook’s relationship with his brother besides that he had left Jungkook in a house with people who tortured him with the goal to change part of who he was. That alone gave him some animosity towards the man.

When Jungkook had to face him again, he certainly wouldn’t be doing it alone.

Jungkook whined once more and fidgeted. “Hyung… gonna…”

Namjoon blinked and looked back at him, “You alright? We’re almost-”

He didn’t get to finish his sentence. The next second, Jungkook was pitching forward slightly almost throwing him off balance before he felt his body heave and with an awful sound Namjoon felt something hot and wet drench his shoulder and down the front of his shirt.

He stopped moving all together on the steps of the porch and forced himself to refrain from looking down at his shirt as the bile slowly soaked in.

Vomit.

Right.

Human’s vomit when they’re sick. Would have been nice had he remembered that a few minutes ago.

The smell hit him a moment later and he turned his head to the side. Taking in a breath through his mouth, he finished walking up the steps after hearing Jungkook groan, stepping into the house.

“Jimin and Hoseok are upstairs, you can take him- what in the name of the Guardian are you covered in?” Seokjin stared at him with wide eyes, taking in the state of his shirt.

“I think your cooking, but I really don’t want to talk about that right now,” Namjoon said, voice strained as he quickly made his way up the stairs and to Jungkook’s room.


They all winced at the smell when Namjoon came in and Jimin looked over quickly, Hoseok and Yoongi covering their noses.

“He threw up?” Jimin asked as Namjoon sat him down on the bed, guiding the boy to lay on his side for a moment.

Namjoon nodded and Jimin could see he was trying very hard not to think about the vomit that was covering his front, “I’m ah, going to go change before I add to this.”

None of them complained when Namjoon hurried out of the room to do just that. The others had all piled into the room but stayed back out of Jimin’s way as he took a cloth and gently wiped Jungkook’s mouth. The boy’s brow pinched and he opened his eyes a bit to find Jimin.

“Sorry…”

Jimin almost cooed at the little tired pout he gave, “It’s alright bun, you’re stomach not feeling good?”

Jungkook shook his head weakly and let his eyes fall shut, “Tired.”

“I know love, I just need to change your clothes and then you can rest.”

Taehyung came over to help him undress the boy, supporting him in a way that reminded Jimin of when they reset his shoulder. He repressed a shiver at the memory. That sound still haunted him. Taehyung looked at Jungkook in concern, “What’s throw up? Is he going to be okay?”

“It’s when his body ejects the contents of his stomach back out through his mouth, it’s common when a human’s body thinks there’s some threat of poison or harmful bacteria. Like a defense,” Jimin recalled. He was so incredibly glad that fevers and colds had been something he’d studied already.

It still didn’t make this any less nerve wracking for him. Seeing Jungkook in this state was awful, the boy couldn’t even keep his head up. He just hoped that he would handle this right. Jungkook was right, this wasn’t like when they pretended he had ailments. It was scary.

When he got his lover resting he was going to grab his books and reread the sections on sickness’s.

“That sounds painful,” Yoongi grumbled, watching Jungkook and shifting his weight from side to side. Jimin knew that they all wanted to help but he appreciated them keeping their distance. Crowding Jungkook would only make it harder.

“I don’t think it’s painful, but it’s not pleasant. Okay Taetae you can lay him down. Hoseokie can you grab something in case he has to throw up again?”

Hoseok nodded and stepped out of the room quickly.

Taehyung gently guided Jungkook’s head to the pillow after they had changed his shirt to a loose tee and took off his pants, leaving him in his boxers. Jungkook felt around blindly for something while Taehyung pulled the blankets over him. The Fae blinked when Jungkook whined, “What are you looking for love?”

“Cooky?”

Taehyung smiled and brushed his hair away from his damp forehead, “Cooky’s in the other room, want me to get him?”

Upon Jungkook’s eager nodding Taehyung hurried out too. Yoongi approached the far side of the bed watching Jimin wet a cloth in a basin of water on the nightstand and ring it out.

Jimin had noticed the phoenix had been tense since after he and Taehyung had come back from their walk.

Jimin had been surprised to see the Guardian with them and he figured the whale had said something to Yoongi, but he hadn’t found a good time to ask yet.

Today was chalking up to be a stressful one all around, starting with accidently triggering Taehyung when he’d yelped in fear after almost falling off the ladder in the study. By the time he’d gotten down and realized Taehyung had gone very quiet, he’d already slipped into an episode. Jimin had tried his usual tactics to bring him back, but when those didn’t work he resorted to getting Yoongi’s help.

When it got that bad, as much as it pained Jimin, he had to distance himself from his lover. He knew that it helped Taehyung to get away from anything that put him back in that day and sadly Jimin was a large part of the situation that had traumatized him. It wasn’t exactly a favourite memory of Jimin’s either.

They always spent time together afterwards, cuddling and reassuring each other that everything was okay.

Things were getting much better throughout the years and it rarely happened now, especially like that. Taehyung would occasionally lose focus and stare off into space, something similar to what Jungkook called ‘zoning out’ but even that was few and far between these days.

He reached over, gently laying the cloth across Jungkook’s forehead.

“Minnie?” Jungkook mumbled sleepily surprising him a little. He thought he’d already fallen asleep.

“I’m right here, do you need something bun?” He asked softly, putting a hand on his shoulder.

Jungkook opened his eyes, squinting at him, but Jimin could still make out the guilt in them, “Sorry for scaring you guys.”

It was Yoongi who responded with a huff, “It’s not like you did it on purpose Kookie. It was out of your control. Don’t worry about it and get some sleep.”

Jungkook lips twitched in an attempt to smile and he mumbled something that sounded like ‘grumpy fire-birdie’ before he relaxed and started letting himself drift off.

Jimin smiled fondly.


Ji-hun remembered the day he came home to find Jungkook had left.

It had been months since he’d stepped into their family home, he had forced himself to stay away. Jungkook had made it very clear that he wasn’t doing any good when he tried to tell his parents to stop, when he tried to step in. Ji-hun knew that he could never stay long, he knew that if he could, he’d never let his parents say another slur or curse towards him again.

But they didn’t do that when he was there. They acted like they never did. The only reason Ji-hun knew it was getting bad was because Jungkook told him. Every time he saw his little brother, more and more life had drained from him. He stopped smiling, stopped talking unless spoken to, didn’t have any energy.

Then Ji-hun found out he was being transferred.

That call had broken his heart. The company had made it very clear he was to go alone. He couldn’t bring Jungkook. Not yet. But he had planned too. He just needed a little more and he could give him the life he deserved. Always just a little more.

When he was able to fly back to visit, Jungkook was gone. His parents had given up on trying to reach him. He demanded to know what had happened. He wanted to know everything.

It was his fault Jungkook left, the night he told him he was going to America. The night he had abandoned him.

He remembered the day he saw for himself the room they’d locked him in for his ‘therapy’. He saw the scratches on the back of the door, the boarded-up window that had yet to be fixed, the torn bed sheets. He saw and felt the torture that had occurred there. It made him sick.

Ji-hun wanted to explain everything. He thought, maybe with the boys last words to him, that Jungkook knew. He understood. The new knowledge that he faked his death only affirmed that Jungkook did know why his parents had done what they did.

If he knew then he might forgive him.

But he needed to be sure.

He parked out front of the White Rose Café a half hour after leaving his parents house and rushed to the door, banging on it as hard as he dare. It was a cute café, cozy and calm. The lights were off inside and it was clearly closed.

He waited, pacing out front to see if anyone would turn up, to see if his brother would walk around the corner.

Silence and some strange looks from passersby was all he got.

The girl said Jungkook was sick, assuming that were true, and he was inclined to believe it was, he would take a few days off of work. He likely wouldn’t be in tomorrow but that didn’t mean he couldn’t get some information out of the staff. Maybe they knew where he lived.

Stepping back to look at the café’s sign, he pressed his teeth together, jaw tense.

One way or another, he’d find his brother.

And he’d make sure the boy knew to stay dead.


“You’re okay love, you’re alright, drink some water,” Jimin said calmly as he rubbed Jungkook’s back.

His lover groaned, lifting his head out of the bucket and let Jimin guide the glass to his lips. He rinsed his mouth a few times, spitting out the taste of bile into the bucket before he took slow sips. Jimin smiled reassuringly, taking the bucket and putting it to the side to clean in a moment.

This was the third time he’d thrown up since he’d gotten home and it was well into the night now. Jungkook couldn’t seem to get more then twenty minutes of rest at a time before he woke up coughing or fidgeting from the heat in his body.

Jimin was starting to get concerned, especially since he couldn’t keep anything down including water. The dry heaving was starting to exhaust Jungkook and he was left gasping with tears in his eyes from the force of it.

All of the medical books said that the fever usually would just run it’s course and it should break soon but Jimin was still worried.

He took the glass back from Jungkook when he was done and helped him lie down again, fixing the blankets up over his chest to keep him warm. Jungkook looked at him through tired, barely open eyes and Jimin was careful to not show his concern.

“Pretty Minnie,” he mumbled and Jimin laughed a bit.

“You’re not so bad yourself Jungkookie,” he smiled and leaned down to kiss his forehead gently.

Jungkook watched him fiddle with the blankets, “The first time I saw you was like this too. Do you remember?”

Clicking his tongue, Jimin sat down on the edge of the bed and thought back to that moment. How he’d been so amazed at seeing a human, let alone a human as beautiful as Jungkook. “Of course. You were so polite to us. Now you’re just a brat,” he teased, chuckling when Jungkook scrunched his nose.

“You were scared of me.”

His words, while true, almost hurt as much as they made Jimin want to laugh. At the time it made sense, but now, he couldn’t ever imagine being scared of the boy in front of him.

“I was. Were you scared of us?” He couldn’t help asking.

Jungkook coughed roughly and Jimin tried not to wince at the painful sound, watching the displeased expression on his face as he swallowed, “I thought I was in heaven. You are both so breathtaking.”

Jimin’s gaze softened and he took Jungkook’s hand in his own, stroking his thumb over his knuckles. “Still a charmer even when you’re sick,” he shook his head in amusement.

Jungkook’s eyes fluttered at the touch and he sighed, “I’mma marry you one day.”

Jimin smiled and hummed fondly, “Is that so?”

“Mhm. You and the others. A big wedding. And… and we should have kids,” Jungkook leaned into Jimin’s hand as he stroked his hair out of his face. “Mini Minnie’s.”

Jimin blushed and bit his tongue to keep from cooing over how cute he was, it didn’t help that the blankets were tucked right up under his chin and he was practically nuzzling into Jimin’s palm. “I think that’s a conversation for when you’re more lucid love.”

Jungkook scrunched his nose again, looking much like his given nickname, “Yoongles would be a good dad. Saw him with Boseon-ah at the Café. S’cute.”

“Who’s Boseon-ah?” Jimin blinked curiously.

“He’s a little phoenix, like hyung.”

Jimin paused for a moment before his gaze softened slightly, “Oh?”

Jungkook hummed, “Think hyung likes him a lot. He was really good with him. I fell in love with him twice.”

Jimin stroked a hand down Jungkook’s cheek. Yoongi hadn’t told them about a boy at the Café. Though, knowing Yoongi, he wouldn’t. Especially if the boy thought he was a phoenix. It must have been hard for his lover to hear that, but Yoongi was kind, and he knew despite not enjoying being around people all that much, he secretly liked kids.

“I think you’re right Jungkookie, I think he would make a good dad too,” he said softly.

Having kids wasn’t a topic they had really explored much in the past. It wasn’t that they didn’t want any, they just, never felt like it was the right time to look into it. They had discussed it in passing one day and the topic faded away again with a simple agreement of, ‘not yet’.

Now that they had Jungkook in their lives, Jimin realized the urge to have children hadn’t been there because they didn’t feel complete yet, though at the time none of them would have been able to point out that that was specifically why. Jungkook completed their Set and with that wholeness came the desire to move forward.

Jimin would love to have children one day. He wanted to raise kids with his lovers.

Jimin was pulled from his thoughts when Jungkook turned his head a little and bit down on the side of his hand. He jumped and looked at the boy who was gnawing on his hand, pressing his teeth into his skin gently.

“…Why?”

Jungkook made a strange noise as if that would answer his question and contently laid there with his hand in between his teeth.

More focused on trying to get Jungkook to release him, Jimin didn’t notice Yoongi standing in the doorway watching them with a fond, gentle look, before he stepped away and wandered down the hall.


Jungkook was still feverish into the next afternoon.

It was a long restless night and Jimin switched out with the others from time to time to get some sleep himself, but Jungkook’s temperature stayed roughly the same. The cold medicine Jimin had given him had helped to settle his stomach and headache though.

He was exhausted and barely awake through most of the evening, drifting in and out of sleep, but he was sleeping more soundly and for longer periods.

Seokjin had managed to spoon feed him some soup that evening and they’d sat him up, Taehyung taking advantage of the new position to climb in next to him and cuddle with him.

They all found themselves piled in his room for the majority of the time, talking quietly and engaging Jungkook whenever he was awake.

They had always known Jungkook was very honest and adorable when he was sleepy, and they were quickly learning that it only amplified when he was sick and sleepy.

“What’s your favourite animal Kookie?” Hoseok asked, laying on the bed near the others feet, smiling in amusement at Jungkook who had Taehyung wrapped up in both his arms and refused to let him go, Cooky crammed between them. Jungkook’s chin rested on top of the Fae’s head.

Jungkook mumbled tiredly, mind only half awake, “Brachiosaurus.”

“Oh my guardian you’re so cute,” Seokjin groaned and tipped his head back in the chair he’d brought in.

Yoongi laughed at that, “What even is that?”

“No idea but the way he said it was adorable.”

“Oh wait, let me ask one!” Taehyung grinned and nuzzled Jungkook’s neck making the younger squirm. “Who’s your favourite Kookie?”

There were a few groans mixed with protests but Taehyung only grinned.

“Hey now, don’t ask him that. You’ll be upset when he says me,” Seokjin waved a hand smirking.

“You wish, obviously I’m his favourite,” Hoseok grinned, playing along teasingly.

This started a back and forth between everyone that ended with Yoongi shushing them when it started getting too loud, “Guys, let him rest.”

“Tony.”

The room went dead silent.

They slowly looked over at Jungkook who nommed sleepily, none the wiser to the silence around him. “He’s th’ best.”

“Ex-fucking-scuse me, who?” Seokjin exclaimed, scandalized by the response.

Taehyung scrunched his nose, “Who’s Tony? Do we know a Tony?”

Namjoon crossed his arms and huffed, “No. We don’t know a Tony.”

“Jungkookie, who’s Tony love?” Jimin asked gently, eye twitching a little.

“A superhero, and super smart and he can fly and shoot lasers,” Jungkook listed, holding out a hand weakly and making what they assumed were laser sounds.

“I can fly too,” Yoongi grumbled, sinking down where he sat on the floor facing the windows with his back against the bed. “What’s so special about ‘Tony’?”

“I think I’m pretty smart…” Namjoon pouted. “I wouldn’t say super smart. That sounds a little presumptuous.”

“What’s a superhero?” Hoseok hummed, laying his head back on Jungkook’s shin.

“Someone who saves people. Or the world,” Jungkook explained in mumbles.

Taehyung perked up and smiled, “Like you then?”

They laughed lightly at Jungkook’s expression to that, “No. Jiho-hyung told me not to be a hero.”

There was a slight pause where they had to stop themselves from saying anything that might upset Jungkook.

Yet, Taehyung still grumbled a quiet ‘Who cares what he says,’ to himself.

“Actually,” Yoongi spoke up, twisting around and putting an elbow on the edge of the bed to look at them. “Speaking of the bastard that we won’t name in this household.”

Jungkook lifted his head squinting at him, his hair sticking out in odd angles off the side of his head, making Taehyung giggle as he tried to fix it. “Voldemort?”

“What? No, who?” Yoongi blinked.

Jungkook gave a small understanding nod and flopped his head back down.

Seokjin shook his head, “What about him love?”

“Guardian came with a message from him yesterday.”

Taehyung looked over, awkwardly turning his head as Jungkook refused to let him move. “I thought he was just checking in?”

Yoongi smiled apologetically, “He didn’t want to upset you, he told me after you went inside.” Taehyung pouted but didn’t seem too upset. Yoongi took that as the cue to continue. “He said he wants to talk. Don’t know what he could possibly have to say though.”

“To Jungkook?” Hoseok frowned.

Yoongi shrugged, “He didn’t specify. But even if he did I wouldn’t let him within a mile of him.”

Jimin scoffed, “He really thinks we’re going to talk to him after everything?”

“Did you say anything back?” Namjoon asked, scowling.

Yoongi shook his head, “He almost killed Jimin and DID kill Jungkook so, I didn’t think any of us were jumping at the chance to chat.”

Jungkook turned his face into his pillow and groaned, ending it on a whiny note.

Taehyung rubbed his arm soothingly.

Jimin shifted and glanced at Hoseok and Namjoon, “There’s something else you guys should know too. When Sumi found Jungkook sick she called his brother and told him where he was.”

Jungkook whined even louder into his pillow, interrupted by a cough. Jimin tried to coax him to drink some water but he pushed it away. "Just let me die," he whined. "Drown me in cuddles and kisses. I don't want to deal with people."

Yoongi closed his eyes and nodded sullenly in understanding.

Jimin snickered and set the glass down, "As wonderful as that sounds, it doesn't work like that bunny."

"You didn't even try..." 

Seokjin brought the conversation back before they strayed too far, “He knows Jungkook’s alive then?”

“If he doesn’t know for sure he probably at least suspects. We don’t know how he’ll react,” Namjoon looked over at Jungkook frowning. “Do you remember the last time you spoke to your brother Kookie?”

Sighing Jungkook pulled his face out of the pillow and had to take a long second to think, getting his fever ridden mind to function. “Mmmm… couple years ago. He called about trying to meet up but I didn’t want to. That’s who was on the phone then? Ji-hun-hyung?”

Jimin looked at him apologetically, “Yeah love. Do you, would it be so bad to try and make up with your brother? I don’t… agree with what he did but maybe he had a good reason?”

Jimin himself didn’t sound entirely convinced or eager to be suggesting the idea, but the others understood. No matter how they felt about the man, he was still Jungkook’s brother, and he deserved to at least tell his side of the story. It wasn’t like they had much choice now. His brother knew where Jungkook worked, he was bound to show up eventually.

Jungkook coughed again, chest jerking with the force of it. When he took a small breath, it came out as a sigh, “I’d like too. I don't want him to tell my parents but they probably already know now too.”

Jimin glared slightly at the wall at the thought of his parents, "We'll deal with them another time. How do you think your brother will take it?”

“He’ll be pissed. It probably won’t be a fun conversation.”

Yoongi huffed, “We’ll be there if things get out of hand. But we’ll stay out of the way. This is a family matter.”

Jungkook nuzzled against Taehyung hair and closed his eyes. “You’re my family. I don’t have their blood anymore. They’re just strangers.”

The others looked at each other with conflicting expressions. That was true, Jungkook’s new body was created by magic, it severed all genetic ties he’d had in relation to his family. They had never believed that sharing blood should be the only reason you call yourself family. Family were the people who had your back, loved you for you, and wanted you in their life.

Sharing blood was a factor, but it wasn’t the only thing that defined family.

Their Set was their family, where they loved and supported each other and where they all felt they belonged.

They felt a little guilty that there was pure joy running through all of them that Jungkook was no longer connected to the people that hurt him, instead being free to be with them and apart of their family. It also made them feel even more protective over the boy, as if a switch went off in their minds that nothing was holding them back from calling him their own now.

Not that they would let anything stop them before, but now it felt… official on some level.

The small smile on Jungkook’s face was all they needed to know that he was okay with that severance from his birth family. That he was happy where he was.

Taehyung smiled softly and kissed his cheek. “We’ll always be your family. No matter what.”

Jungkook’s arms squeezed around him gently, lovingly, “Mine.”

The others couldn’t stop the grins if they tried.

“Ours,” Seokjin agreed, reaching over to squeeze his ankle through the sheets.

Everyone settled into the comfortable silence around them, letting Jungkook fall asleep once more.

Notes:

Alright! So, how are we all feeling about Ji-hun? How do you think them meeting will go down? I'm curious to know your thoughts!
Recap: Jungkook wants Mini Minnie's and Jimin's hearts going to explode if he keeps being so cute, Jungkook just wants a break, Ji-hun might know more then we think... dun dun dun! And poor Namjoon has really bad luck.

Also, I wanted to thank AzureSea8 who gave me the idea for the cute scene of the boys getting a bit jealous over Tony Stark. You posted something about that in my comments SUPER early on in the first book, I can't remember which chapter but I wrote it down, so credit where credit is due!

And of course! As always and forever, thank you everyone who reviewed and read and enjoyed last chapter. I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to jump into the theories to tell you if you were on the right track. It's always a pleasure to chat with you guys ^_^

Next Chapter: The brothers reunite.

Next Update: Monday 5th

Thanks everyone! Borahae~ Hope you're all healthy, happy and safe and have a wonderful day/night wherever you are!

Chapter 9: Brother

Summary:

Jungkook thanks Jimin for taking care of him. Ji-hun and Jungkook are reunited.

Notes:

Hi hi! Okay I have to apologize, technically this is like forty minutes late but there was a scene I had to fix and I wanted to make sure it was right before posting it. Hopefully no one lost any sleep (I say writing this at almost one in the morning) ^_^.
Without further ado, please enjoy and let me know what you think!

Warning: Jikook smut scene, go to first page break to skip if you don't like.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Your temperatures still a little high,” Jimin frowned as he looked at the thermometer.

Jungkook raised a brow and pulled it out of his mouth, looking at the digital display. “It’s 99.8, that’s not high hyung.”

“The book says it should be 98.6, you should rest longer.”

Jungkook chuckled and set the thermometer to the side. After two days of feeling awful, his fever broke the day before in the afternoon, finally relenting and letting him get some proper rest and food. Today he felt much better and he’d already spoken to the guys about going to the café to talk to Sumi and Jaeyong.

Though they were going to tag along too just in case his brother was there and to make sure he didn’t try to work. They had made it very clear he was going to take the full week that Sumi had given him off. He couldn’t argue much, he knew he’d scared them and if nothing else, they just wanted him close by and in good health for the time being.

“That’s the average temperature, everyone is a little different, and I literally just took a shower,” he explained to Jimin, his hair still damp. He’d gotten changed into street clothes with the intention of catching Sumi or Jaeyong on their lunch. It was still early though so he had some time to kill before then.

He knew that his boyfriends were probably more nervous for Jungkook to see his brother then he was. Jimin’s pout was enough of a tell.

Jungkook himself wasn’t sure how to feel about it. He didn’t feel stressed or anxious at all. If anything he just felt like he was going to meet someone he’d never met before. On one hand, it saddened him to think that he’d distanced himself so much from his brother but on the other, he was happy with his life the way it was now. Whether his brother wanted to be apart of that from here on out was up to him, but if he ever put it at risk, he’d have no regrets about cutting him out.

He had everything he needed right here in this home. That didn’t mean he wouldn’t make an honest effort though. His brother deserved that much at least. And he would really like to have his older brother back.

Jimin hummed disbelievingly, looking him over like he was trying to find something wrong, “Are you sure? Your headache is gone?”

“Yes Minnie,” Jungkook smiled fondly.

“And your stomach?”

“It feels fine.”

“How about-”

“Sweetheart,” Jungkook laughed and reached over to him, pulling him away from where he was sitting on the edge of the bed and into his lap. Jimin straddled him easily and hooked his arms over his shoulders. “I’m alright. I promise. I’ll be alright later too when I see Ji-hun-hyung. Know why?”

“Because you have six boyfriends who would kill anyone who hurt you and then snuggle you to make it all better?” Jimin guessed.

Jungkook opened his mouth and closed it again. “That sounded as hot as it did cute but that’s probably an exaggeration, right? I mean you didn’t try and kill…” the way Jimin quickly looked away and pursed his lips had Jungkook’s eyes widening. “Minnie. Did you guys try and kill Jiho-hyung?”

Jimin mumbled something and Jungkook pressed two fingers against his jaw to turn his head back to face him. Seeing his look, Jimin sighed. “The Guardian wouldn’t let us.”

“Holy-”

“He killed you! We couldn’t just let him get away with that! Plus there is no stopping Hoseok when he gets angry. If the Guardian wasn’t an all powerful being then…” Jimin shook his head not bothering to finish his sentence.

Jungkook licked his lips, “So those threats about killing my parents?”

Jimin’s look softened and he played with the hair at the nape of his neck gently, making Jungkook shiver, “We weren’t joking. But we won’t. Not unless you say it’s okay.”

“Oh, good. I’m glad you’ll ask permission before you try murdering my parents,” he laughed and pressed his fingers into Jimin’s sides, making him squeal and laugh. Jungkook smirked and tickled him, moving with him as he tried to squirm away. He ended up over top of Jimin, sitting on his thighs as he fought against the Fae’s hands which tried to push his away.

“Ha ha ha! Stop! Sto-ahp! Ha ha! I give!” Jimin squealed and Jungkook relented, leaning over him with his hands next to his shoulders. He grinned as Jimin tried to catch his breath between giggles.

There wouldn’t be a day that Jungkook would look at Jimin and not think he was the most beautiful person he’d ever met. Jimin looked up at him and smiled sweetly, cheeks flushed from laughter.

Taking a small breath Jungkook leaned down and pressed his forehead against Jimin’s, rubbing their noses gently. “Thanks Jimin. For taking care of me,” he spoke softly.

Jimin hummed and cupped his face in his hands, pulling him down to kiss him lightly. “Always love.”

Jungkook nosed his cheek gently, “You know, you’d look really good in a nurse outfit.”

“Oh? Would you like me to dress up for you Jungkookie?” Jimin smirked. Feeling his heart seize, Jungkook quickly pulled away and looked at him.

“Would you be willing too?” He asked hopefully, feeling excitement shoot through him at the thought.

Seeing that excitement, Jimin laughed and nodded, “I like looking pretty for all of you. Seokjinnie really likes it when I wear dresses. But I only wear them on special occasions.”

The image of Jimin wearing a cute summer dressed flashed in his mind and he groaned, thumping his forehead against the others chest. “Fuck me.”

“Alright.”

Jungkook paused and peaked through his bangs up at him, blinking owlishly. Jimin smiled shyly at him, blushing.

“I’d prefer if you’d fuck me though,” Jimin hummed, looking to the side out of embarrassment.

“Are you,” Jungkook sat up, Jimin pushing himself up too but still not meeting his eyes. “Are you sure? Now?”

“Do you want to?” Jimin looked at him then, there was no pressure, no begging looks or pleading eyes. It was a simple honest question and if Jungkook said he didn’t, Jimin wouldn’t question it or hold it against him.

There was no way in hell Jungkook would say no though.

“Yes! Yes, I want to, I’d love to, please?” He said quickly, the words coming out rushed and eager as he slid his hands down Jimin’s sides to his waist, lifting him into his lap and grinning at the little squeak the other let out.

Jimin huffed teasingly, hands coming to his arms and squeezing them, feeling the muscles under his skin and biting his lip. “Kookie, can I reword that request?”

Jungkook tipped his head back and met his eyes seeing a vulnerability there that he didn’t often see. He tilted his head curiously, Jimin leaning in to hover his lips over his own, breath ghosting over them, making them tingle with anticipation.

Jimin’s presence was almost overwhelming and in this moment he made up his whole world, the feeling of his thighs pressed on either side of his hips, the warmth of him in his lap and the trusting look he gave him, it was all enveloping his senses.

When Jimin spoke, his heart almost burst. In a soft, gentle voice filled with suggestion and arousal, he whispered, “Make love to me.”

Jungkook snapped, slamming his lips against his, all the love and passion he felt towards the other amplifying every movement, every twist and curl of their tongues, every press of their hands on each others bodies, it all felt heated and sensual in a way that Jungkook wanted to let himself drown in.

He felt himself falling into the haze of lust quickly and could tell Jimin was right there with him by the way he bit back his moans, rolling his hips down into him. Quick and desperate.

That wouldn’t do.

Jungkook slid a hand up and gripped his hair, tugging just enough that Jimin tipped his head to the side and could feel the slight sting against his scalp. The Fae gasped, body practically melting in his hands.

Jungkook’s other hand stilled his hips, keeping him from grinding on him. He felt Jimin try to resist him, seeking pleasure, but the hold of his hand was strong enough to keep him still. The groan he let out told him he was more then pleased with that fact despite not getting what he wanted.

“Patience sweetheart, you took such good care of me, let me take care of you now alright?”

He pressed his lips against Jimin’s pulse point having full access to his neck, sucking the skin there and feeling Jimin’s hands grip his shoulders. The Fae drew in a deep breath, twitching slightly as Jungkook grazed his teeth over his skin.

“You did such a good job you know that?” he said lowly next to his ear, letting his lips trace his skin without pressing down, his breath fanning over his neck. Jimin shuddered and arched into him. “Nursing me back to health. Remembering everything you learned.”

“Mmm, I had a great teacher,” Jimin looked at him through enticing eyes.

Jungkook groaned from deep in his chest, meeting Jimin’s lips with his own again.

He pulled away after a moment to press his thumb against his lips, tracing the sensitive moist skin, feeling his warm breath as he parted them. “Fuck Minnie, kissing you is addicting,” he breathed, kissing the corner of his mouth as he pressed into his bottom lip gently with his thumb. “I want to taste these beautiful lips until my name is the only thing you’ll say while I have you to myself.”

Jimin’s lips were impossibly soft and so inviting that the self-restraint Jungkook had at the moment was unmatched. The way he looked at him wanting, begging, shot a spark of electricity down his spine. When his lips moved ever so slightly against his thumb to whine, “Jungkook…” he had to close his eyes for a moment to keep from ravishing the other.

This was about Jimin. He wanted to make Jimin feel good, his own pleasure could wait.

With a strained voice, barely controlled, he spoke between nipping and kissing at the boys jaw, “That’s it sweetheart, just like that. You make my name sound so good.”

“Jungkook,” Jimin breathed again, trying once more to roll his hips. “Tell me what else. Tell me more.”

Chuckling lowly, Jungkook obliged, “I want to taste all of you. Every inch. I want you covered in marks. My marks. I want the others to find them on you and kiss and bite them just like I did.”

Jimin’s tongue darted out to wet his bottom lip, pulling it back in between his teeth to bite down on it gently and successfully making Jungkook question reality. The shudder he felt run through the boy in his lap told him that Jimin was taking advantage of his lack of a protection spell right now. Fuck. The thought of how gorgeous Jimin would look pleasuring himself in front of him, in front of them, struck him hard and unexpectedly.

Just knowing that Jimin found the sensations that Jungkook could cause by canceling his protection spell that arousing was enough to turn him on too.

Jungkook cupped the side of his neck, thumb tracing the line of his jaw to his ear watching with uneven breath as Jimin’s teeth pressed harder into his own lip and he mewled, eyes fluttering. “Does that feel good? Do you like how sensitive you are when I touch you?”

Jimin nodded and Jungkook felt his hands press and twist against his chest.

“Ah ah, words love. Let me hear your pretty voice.”

Groaning, Jimin looked at him, reluctantly releasing his lip. “It feels so good. Jungkook, it’s so, good. Please, I need you.”

Jungkook shifted his weight to slide his hand down his side licking his lips as Jimin looked at him through hooded eyes. He stopped at his hip and pressed his thumb into the soft skin there.

He began sliding his hands back up, taking the Fae’s shirt with them and helping Jimin pull it off over his head. Chest now bare, Jungkook leaned in and kissed and sucked his skin, making sure to leave multiple dark marks on his smooth skin.

Jimin’s hands falter in their attempt at taking Jungkook’s shirt off when he darted his tongue out and flicked it over his nipple experimentally. A gasp ripped out of the Fae followed by a delicious moan, “O-Oh fuck, that feels-” he was cut off by another sharp gasp when Jungkook pressed his tongue against it again, sucking and licking while his hand rolled and pinched the other.

Jimin threw his head back, hands gripping Jungkook’s hair and Jungkook groaned as he guided them back to lay on the bed, never once stopping his ministrations on the boy.

The way Jimin’s chest rose and fell, as if he were trying to force his breathing to stay even, yet losing the battle, shouldn’t have been as tantalizing as it was.

He pulled away fully, Jimin’s hands falling out of his hair to rest on either side of his head, panting and eyes hooded. His skin was flushed a pretty pink and the marks Jungkook had sucked into him were already beginning to darken.

He was an absolute vision.

Jungkook pulled off his own shirt, watching Jimin’s eyes run over his chest and abs, licking his lips as if he wanted to taste him. He slid his hands down Jimin’s chest, brushing his nipples and smirking when the boy twitched and whined under him. Leaning down, he trailed kisses down to Jimin’s stomach and found himself pausing.

Jimin felt it too, had likely expected it. It happened every time. Jungkook had tried to stop thinking about it, but every time he saw the spot, even as unmarked as it was, he saw the bullet wound. He saw the black blood of his lover pooling under him on the dining room table. Saw them digging into it to remove the bullet.

He felt the weight of the gun that had caused it in the palm of his hand.

It was only a flash, only a second, but it had him stilling, closing his eyes to try and will the memories away.

Jimin’s hand found his cheek, guiding his face to turn up and look at him, he propped himself on his elbow and offered him an understanding smile. Instead of saying anything, they’d said all there was to say on the matter, he simply took one of Jungkook’s hands and dragged it across his body up to his chest. He bent his head slightly to kiss his palm, causing a shudder to run through him.

Then he placed his palm over his heart, right where Jungkook could feel it beating heavily, charged with lust and love.

Taking a breath, he smiled and pressed a kiss to his stomach. A silent apology.

His smile turned to a smirk rather quickly as he kissed the skin just above the waist of his pants, Jimin’s eyes darkening once more when he slid both his hands down his thighs, then back up. He could see how hard Jimin was and he leaned down to press a kiss to him through his pants, Jimin immediately trying to buck his hips up, dropping back onto the bed.

“Mmmm Jungkook, please, no more teasing,” he begged and Jungkook was tempted to keep it going a bit longer but he didn’t think he could wait anymore either. He wanted to feel Jimin wrapped him.

“Alright sweetheart, lift your hips for me,” he instructed, hooking his hands on either sides of Jimin pants, tugging them down when Jimin lifted off the bed.

Namjoon had been right about things being a bit overwhelming when it was all of them. It had been amazing and Jungkook had no complaints about any of it, but getting to see Jimin one on one, having him to himself and getting to appreciate every little sound and expression was so precious to him. He couldn’t wait to be able to have these moments with all of them.

He was absolutely spoiled being with them.

Jungkook climbed off of him to reach over to the bedside drawer, grabbing some lube and pulling his own pants off, returning to Jimin just in time to keep him from touching himself. “I’ll make you feel incredible in a moment Minnie but I need you to be patient love, can you do that?”

Despite a little whine, he nodded and let Jungkook lift one of his legs, hooking it over his shoulder. He turned his head, kissing and biting the skin of his inner thigh as he opened the lube and poured some on his fingers rubbing them together to warm it up, tugging Jimin closer and looking at him for permission.

Jimin eagerly nodded, “Taetae, told me-” he sucked in a breath as Jungkook pressed his finger to his rim. “Fuck.”

“What did he tell you Minnie?” Jungkook hummed, sinking his teeth into his thigh then licking the skin to sooth the mark. His finger circled his entrance and he felt Jimin try and press down against him.

Jimin gripped the bed sheets above his head, stretched out beautifully, “H-He told me you’re fingers felt,” Jimin groaned loudly arching off the bed when he slipped his finger into him, “So good, fucking amazing. Jungkook please, more please.”

Jungkook hummed appreciatively and pumped his finger inside him a few times before adding another. He took it slower with two, knowing the stretch might burn slightly but the way Jimin clamped down on his fingers, the way he rocked into him and clawed at the mattress suggested that the burn only turned him on more.

Jungkook slid over Jimin slowly, keeping his leg over his shoulder and waiting to feel the resistance of his muscles telling him he couldn’t go further, only he didn’t feel that resistance until he had Jimin’s leg practically next to head. He blinked in fascination and looked at Jimin in awe. “Holy shit, you’re really flexible.”

Jimin laughed, grabbing his face and pulling him down to kiss him, moaning into his mouth as Jungkook picked up his pace once more, this angle allowing him to press deeper into him.

He pulled his fingers out, taking a moment to slick himself up with lube, pumping his hand over his cock a few times to make sure he was covered before he lined himself up with Jimin pressing his head against his rim.

He looked at the Fae and leaned down to kiss him gently, lovingly. “Ready?” He whispered, searching Jimin’s eyes.

His lover nodding lacing his hand through his hair, and hooking the other around his neck, pulling him close even with his leg still tucked between them. Jimin’s eyes held more emotion then Jungkook’s heart knew how to handle.

“Make me yours.”

The words made his breathing falter and together they both moved, Jimin pushing down to meet his hips and Jungkook pressing up. Their moans mixed together as he slid into him, Jimin feeling so sinfully tight and hot around him that he had to shove his face in the others neck to keep from moving right away.

When Jimin started rolling against him, he started thrusting his hips, pounding into him hard and fast.

Jimin’s moans were only cut off by the occasional curse and stutter of Jungkook’s name that sounded blissful to his ears. He groaned, the rhythm of his thrusts causing Jimin’s leg to slip off his shoulder, hooking down around his arm that supported him from crushing Jimin.

They were both sweating and Jimin was a mess of moans and drool by the time they reached their climax, Jungkook felt Jimin tense under him, muscles tensing and a moan catching in his throat as he clenched around him. Jungkook felt his cum against his chest, making a mess between them and it was only another second before his hips stuttered against Jimin and he came deep inside him.

“Jungkook, nghhh,” Jimin went limp under him, exhausted and spent and Jungkook chuckled fondly. He leaned down, lazily kissing the boy, pecking him gently and nuzzling his cheek.

“You okay? I didn’t hurt you?” He asked, gently unraveling from Jimin and sliding out of him. He tugged the other up towards the pillows tucking him into his chest and wrapping his arms around him.

Jimin let him move him easily, sighing contently against his chest and snuggling close. He shook his head, “Hurt me? You couldn’t.”

Scoffing slightly at the words, Jungkook kissed his head.

“Seriously though, you are, so good at that. Like really good. And uggghh your voice is just,” Jimin groaned against his chest, flopping an arm over his side. “Hoseok and Yoongi are goners when they get their hands on you.”

Jungkook blinked, “Why them specifically?”

Jimin hummed and traced his fingers along his spine calmly, making his skin tingle. “We all wanted to claim your new body in some way. To have one of your firsts.”

Breathing out, Jungkook pressed his cheek against Jimin’s hair and moaned, “You guys are so cute.”

He already knew they would have all of his firsts and lasts.

“Watch your back Kookie,” Jimin giggled, “They might jump you when you least expect it.”

“I’ll be sure too,” Jungkook laughed.

They happily cuddled for a long while, talking and teasing before they both had to get up and clean up so they could go to the café.

When they went downstairs, Jimin walking a little funny, Taehyung had berated them for details until they finally gave them up, only to be scolded by a teasing Seokjin for not letting them watch. They promised that they could next time.


Ji-hun didn’t recognize his brother at first.

But he recognized the face of the man who told him he was dead.

A bitter feeling twisted in his gut and made him clench his fists where he sat across the street in a bar. He hadn’t ordered a drink, though the temptation of numbing himself with alcohol had been there. Instead he’d ordered some food while he sat and waited.

He thought he’d know his brother right away. That he could pick him out easily even despite how long it had been since they’d seen each other. Apparently that wasn’t true.

He recognized the man claiming to be his brother’s boyfriend and from there, while he fought to stay in his seat and not race over, he looked at the others in the group with him.

They stepped around the corner of the White Rose Café and were laughing and carrying on like they’d known each other for years. Maybe they had. Jungkook was the third person his eyes landed on and he was about to move on to the next when it clicked in his mind who he was looking at.

The shock almost had him standing out of his seat to lean closer to the window. His little brother had grown up. That’s the first thought he had when he took in the boys blonde hair, the mature features of his face and the lean, strong build he could make out through his baggy black shirt.

He was handsome, and a swell of pride bubbled up in him when his little brother turned and grinned at one of the other men, saying something he couldn’t make out at this distance. The man, one of the shortest of the group with jet black hair, attempted to kick the back of Jungkook’s leg but the boy changed his step to dodge it.

His smiling face disappeared inside the café with the others.

Jungkook was… smiling. He was happy.

That was the most genuine smile he’d seen on Jungkook since they were still living in Busan. It made him want to cry seeing it again. He’d watched for so long as Jungkook’s smile slowly dwindled until it was gone entirely, until there was nothing for the boy to smile at.

What had happened to bring that smile back?

He could make out the group talking to the employees at the counter but couldn’t see much. The girl, Sumi, was very likely telling them what had happened the day before.

Ji-hun hadn’t meant to get so angry. He was at the end of his rope and sitting around the café waiting for Jungkook to show up had left him alone with his thoughts and fears for too long. When the girl would avoid his questions about Jungkook or answer with ‘We aren’t allowed to divulge employee information,’ he had lost it.

He’d raised his voice to her and before he knew it, the baker had thrown him out, threatening to call the police if he came back. Hence why he was sitting here instead.

That rage was still there, mixing in a disorienting way with relief at seeing Jungkook again.

The anger wasn’t towards Jungkook however, as he realized the moment he laid eyes on his brother’s apparent boyfriend. The thought had occurred to him that maybe Jungkook was forced into hiding. Maybe this man had found out about Jungkook and was somehow blackmailing him into hiding for some selfish, sick reason.

He didn’t trust him. Any of them. Whatever these people wanted from Jungkook, he wouldn’t stand by and watch them take it.

Ji-hun had tried to reassure himself that until he heard the full story, he was making up tall tales with little evidence to support them. It didn’t stop him from thinking the worst of the men who hid his brother from his family, but hopefully it would be enough to stop him from acting on it.

He wouldn’t risk pushing Jungkook away again.

His heart was pounding and nerves made his hands tremble by the time he saw the group step back outside and pause out front. He stood up, the intentions of leaving and running across the street to his brother making him take a few steps towards the door.

No. He paused. This wasn’t a good spot for this.

Eyes darting around at all the passing cars and people walking around the busy street he bit his tongue and pulled out his phone.

Quickly, as he watched the group across the street start to walk down the sidewalk, he tapped his brothers number and put the phone to his ear.

He watched Jungkook, frowning when the boy didn’t react to his phone ringing. Did he have it on silent? Had the girl not given it back?

Just when he started to panic, considering if he should run after them and moving outside the bar to see them better as they kept walking, he noticed one of them pause. A taller man with broad shoulders stopped and pulled something out of his pocket.

He must have spoken as the others looked over and stopped walking too. Ji-hun watched the man hand what he now could see was a phone, over to Jungkook who took it. For a moment he almost thought Jungkook wouldn’t answer as he stared at the phone but he had to suck in a breath when he heard the call accepted and watched him raise it to his ear.

“Hyung,” Jungkook’s voice, no longer ridden with sickness and fever, sounded so much more mature than he remembered. It was deeper but also smoother, confident and firm.

“Jungkook-ah…” was all he was able to say, voice choked with emotions he didn’t know how to express.

He didn’t take his eyes off his brother, watching him stand amongst the strangers who were all watching him as well.

“It’s been awhile. How about we meet up? Are you in Seoul?”

He almost couldn’t believe how even and casual his brother was speaking right now. There was a time where the boy had a bit of a stutter and he had sat down and practiced for hours with him to help him with speeches so he could say things evenly. Now he spoke as if he hadn’t been dead to his family for half a year.

“Yeah, yeah… let’s, let’s meet up. At the park around the block from your work.”

Jungkook hummed and shifted his weight, “See you there.”

With that, no goodbye, no answers, as if they got together every day, Jungkook hung up. Ji-hun saw him hit the button and drop the phone away from his ear. It took him another moment to drop his own hand, maybe because of how stunned he was by the short interaction.

He must know. That was why he was acting like this. Short and impersonal. Ji-hun couldn’t think of any other reason. Jungkook knew and he was running from it.

A boy next to Jungkook, hair a softer tone of blonde then his brother’s, put a hand on his arm as he spoke. They stood and conversed for a moment and Ji-hun refused to leave until they did, wanting to make sure Jungkook would actually follow through.

When they did finally start walking, he let them drift out of sight, wasting time by lingering with his thoughts outside the bar. How would this go? Would his brother be at all like what he remembered? From what he saw and heard, he was beginning to realize how estranged they’d become. The idea of finding out how much he’d missed of Jungkook’s life, terrified him.

Yet, after a good ten minutes, he finally built up the courage to follow the group to the park.

He wanted his little brother back.

And he wanted answers.

When he reached the small, secluded park, it wasn’t hard to find the group again. They’d found a bench off to the side of the main path and three of them were sitting while the others stood around them. Even without being a large group they’d all stand out. They were incredibly good looking men. They looked like they worked in some kind of media, whether that be fashion, music, entertainment or anything of the sort and it was strange to see Jungkook fitting amongst them naturally.

Jungkook had always been a rough kid not afraid to get his hands dirty and he wouldn’t have pictured him to end up around people like this.

All of the words he’d thought to say, all the things he wanted to ask, flooded out of his mind when Jungkook’s eyes found his.

He stopped not far from his brother and his friends, just down the path slightly. Jungkook separated himself from the others to meet him part way, expression unreadable but calm.

The moment he was away from the group, the others fell silent and Ji-hun found himself under the sharp gaze of them all. He straightened his back. If he wasn’t so astonished by his brother right now he would have felt incredibly intimidated.

Jungkook’s eyes were the wide innocent ones he used to look up at him adoringly with. Now, he was barely an inch shorter than him, eye to eye and Ji-hun saw none of that wonder and adoration. He couldn’t tell what exactly was behind those eyes.

Neither of them spoke for a long moment, just taking the other in.

Ji-hun found his voice eventually, “You… You’ve grown up.”

Jungkook tilted his head and raised a brow, sticking his hands in the pockets of his jeans, “That’s usually what happens hyung. Kind of how life works.”

The teasing tone took him off guard. Did he think this was a joke? Did he not care at all? Did he not miss him?

“Not when you’re dead,” he shot back bitterly, glaring at the younger sharply.

When Jungkook was younger, he used to hate getting in arguments with him. They didn’t usually fight and Ji-hun very rarely raised his voice unless it was for a good reason, so whenever he had, Jungkook would flinch. He’d cower and apologize and his eyes would fill with tears that would immediately make Ji-hun feel guilty for shouting.

This Jungkook, the Jungkook he didn’t know, only hummed and nodded. “True.”

Ji-hun snapped. “True. That’s all you have to fucking say?” He stormed towards Jungkook and grabbed the front of his shirt with both hands roughly, shaking the boy. The rage spluttered out for a brief second in favour of surprise at how solid Jungkook stood, barely moving as Ji-hun rattled him.

The boys that were sitting on the bench behind Jungkook all stood up, he could feel their eyes locked on him, watching his every movement as if they expected him to hurt his brother.

“What should I say instead? Are you expecting an apology?” Jungkook still looked unbothered, tilting his head slightly like he wasn’t the least bit concerned about the situation.

“I want a damn explanation Jungkook. I want answers. Now,” he all but growled in the youngers face, shoving him roughly. Jungkook staggered only a few steps and narrowed his eyes at him. It wasn’t the most ideal reaction but any reaction was better then the uncaring look he’d been giving him.

Jungkook wasn’t going to run from this like he did everything else. Ji-hun wouldn’t let him.

The man, the silver haired one that Ji-hun had a particular hate for, stepped forward and put a hand on Jungkook’s back. A new kind of anger flashed through him. Something toxic and hot and uncontrollable. He didn’t want this man touching his brother. Didn’t want him anywhere near him until he knew what the fuck was going on.

“Talk it out, Jungkook will explain what he can, give him a chance too,” the man said, his voice pissing him off. Who did this guy think he was? Who gave him the right to speak on Jungkook’s behalf?

“Stay the hell out of this. You are the last person I want to hear shit all from. Jungkook, do you realize the shit we’ve had to deal with? Do you realize how destroyed our parents are? How destroyed I was to hear you had died? After everything I did to try and protect you, this is what I get in return?! This is the bullshit you throw at us? If you wanted to run you should have found a better way! Or at least told me!”

Jungkook’s gaze turned sharp, angry, “You were destroyed? You? They tortured me hyung! They put me through hell and you were the only person I thought I could rely on. You left. You were the one that ran.”

“You think I left because I wanted too?! I couldn’t take care of you! I couldn’t afford to! I had a life too, and I had to give up everything for you!”

Ji-hun was yelling now, stepping towards Jungkook once more only to have the silver haired man hold him back with a hand on his chest. That was it. The moment he felt his hand touch him he lashed out.

He swung his arm hard, slamming his fist into the side of the man’s face, “Don’t fucking touch me!”

The man’s head whipped to the side, his body following a short second after as he grabbed his face grunting in pain.

Ji-hun wasn’t sure what happened in the moment after that. One breath, he was on his feet and the next his back was slamming into the ground, a hand clamped around his throat keeping him from sucking in the air he had just had knocked out of him.

With wide eye’s he looked at Jungkook over him, eyes no longer familiar, they held nothing but contempt and the promise of pain. His lips were pulled back, barring his teeth in an almost animalistic way, he knee pressing hard against Ji-hun’s chest.

This wasn’t the brother he knew. This was someone else. Someone who had seen too much and lost more. Someone dangerous.

Fear broke through any semblance of anger that still lingered in his body, petrified by the man above him. He wheezed to try and suck in air, clawing at Jungkook’s hand desperately as his chest burned.

Jungkook leaned in close, the shifting of his weight pressing his hand against his neck harder and Ji-hun choked, “This is between us. Keep it that way.”

The warning was spoken low and easily, as if he’d threatened people before. He stared into the eyes of his brother, and he knew the other wasn’t messing around. Jungkook would hurt him.

Jungkook looked him over for another second before releasing his neck, allowing him to gasp for air as he stood up and put distance between them. Ji-hun, left panting on the sidewalk, rubbing his throat and watching as Jungkook moved over to the man who already had two of the other boys by his side fretting over him.

There was no offer to help him up, no apologetic looks or sympathy or regret towards him. Yet when Jungkook took the other man’s face in his hands, his hard expression melted into one of concern. Back to the kind boy Ji-hun had known him to be.

Maybe his little brother really had died.


Jungkook checked Namjoon over, frowning when his lover winced as his hand brushed his cheek. Regardless, he smiled reassuringly and Jungkook gave a small nod, looking back over at his brother as Jimin made triple sure Namjoon was alright.

His expression turned steely and cold as his older brother clambered to his feet, hand massaging his throat and chest heaving for breath.

“Touch him again, or any of them, and I’ll make you wish I was still dead,” Jungkook spat, leveling him with a dark look.

It was one thing to take it out on him, but he wouldn’t forgive him for hurting Namjoon. That was crossing a line.

 Swallowing, Ji-hun slowly nodded, flicking his gaze between them before settling on Jungkook again.

“I’m sorry,” he had to clear his throat, voice coming out hoarse, “I’m sorry. Shit. I shouldn’t have done that. Just- please, you have to realize this isn’t a game Jungkook… why didn’t you tell me. I could have helped you hide. I’ve been trying to help you for years. Why did you just run away without saying anything?”

Jungkook regarded him with a deep frown, looking him over, “What are you talking about? What do you mean hide?”

Ji-hun seemed to pause, matching his frown, “From our grandparents.” He must have seen confusion on Jungkook’s face because his brow furrowed. “You don’t… know?”

Jungkook was so very lost. He’d expected this interaction to go roughly, he’d expected a fight, none of that was startling or surprising. What was confusing him was that Ji-hun made it sound like there was something more to this. What did any of this have to do with his grandparents of all people? He didn’t even know his grandparents.

He was getting a bad feeling though. That same feeling he got when he realized Jiho was behind everything with the gem. That overwhelming panic and disbelief of finding out there was more to the story then he ever knew.

This couldn’t be happening again. What more could there be that he didn’t know about his own life? What could there possibly that he’d missed? He went years without seeing or interacting with his family. There wasn’t anything to miss right?

A hand landed on his shoulder and he didn’t need to look to know it was Seokjin’s. “Hyung. What don’t I know.”

Ji-hun ran a hand through his hair and looked like he was going through his own crisis. “This doesn’t make sense. Don’t lie to me. If you didn’t know about them then what the hell was all of this for? Why go so far? You were already away from our parents! Why fake your death?”

Ji-hun was practically pacing and Jungkook was getting fed up, “Ji-hun. I didn’t fake my death on purpose. I actually died. What about our grandparents? What do they have to do with any of this? What do you know that I don’t?”

“You’re the heir to the family corporation Jungkook,” Ji-hun blurted, looking him in the eyes.

Jungkook stared at him.

He felt Seokjin’s hand squeeze his shoulder and he blinked.

“The family what now?”

Ji-hun sighed and appeared to sag slightly, calming down but looking oh so very tired. Jungkook could understand that. Though he had very little sympathy for him.

“The Wings Network, you’ve heard of it right?”

Jungkook nodded, “Of course. They do a ton of charity work don’t they?”

“Our grandparents own that company.”

So he hadn’t heard wrong. He wasn’t sure how to feel about that. Frowning, he crossed his arms, “You’re trying to tell me we’re chaebol’s?”

“We are. Jungkook, I’m not joking. Our grandfather built the company from the ground up after the war.”

Jungkook didn’t get the sense he was lying. So, assuming that were true, how does that have anything to do with him now? He said he was the heir, that didn’t make sense. The first born had rights to the inheritance, Jungkook wouldn’t be apart of that. Not only that but why was Ji-hun suggesting that his grandparents were people he needed to hide from?

“Kookie?”

Hoseok’s voice drew his attention over to his lovers who were looking at him in confusion. Seeing the questioning looks he turned slightly to face them and explained, “A chaebol is a rich family. He’s saying that our grandparents are pretty high up on the social ladder.”

Hoseok nodded and raised a brow, “Didn’t you say you used to use a rolled-up towel as a pillow?”

Jungkook snickered a bit and nodded.

“How does this affect Jungkook in anyway?” Seokjin asked Ji-hun, giving him a flat look.

“That’s what I want to know. If you’re serious about this hyung, you’d be inheriting wouldn’t you?” Jungkook looked back at his brother.

Ji-hun was glancing around at the others, a strange look on his face for a moment before it was gone. Jungkook shifted slightly in front of Seokjin. He didn’t think Ji-hun would try anything else, his brother wasn’t much of a fighter, but it made him feel better at least.

“Usually yes. For some reason though, after our parents got pregnant with me, our grandfather rewrote the deed of inheritance to say the company will be passed down to the second born,” Ji-hun explained. “We never knew why, they wouldn’t say.”

“I’m the heir to a multi-billion dollar company and you maybe didn’t think to mention this before? You or your parents?”

“Our parents,” Ji-hun corrected with a frown.

Jungkook gave him a flat look, “I didn’t mis-speak hyung.”

Ji-hun stepped towards him with a pained look and Jungkook felt the others tense up behind him but they didn’t move. The shift in the air was enough warning for Ji-hun not to get close though, as he slid his foot back again. “Our grandparents tried to have you kidnapped when we were living in Busan. That’s why we moved. Our parents put a restraining order on them after that to keep them away from you. They threatened to make it public if they tried anything else.”

This was too much to take in. He knew today would be emotionally draining but this was getting ridiculous. He licked his lips and leaned back slightly against Seokjin, feeling the man step closer. His presence worked to comfort him, settling his mind so he could think clearly.

“That still doesn’t answer why you didn’t tell me.”

“Mother and father didn’t want you being pulled into that life so young. They wanted you to have a normal childhood. But… they started getting anxious for the money. They became greedy in waiting for you to turn of age to inherit.”

Jungkook slowly started to understand what he was getting at. He turned his head away and wiped a hand over his mouth, “That’s why? That’s why they tried to convert me.”

“Jungkook, what is it?” Yoongi stepped forward immediately noticing the change in his expression as it became pinched and hurt. He took his hands, searching his eyes.

Jungkook sucked in a slow breath, old emotions running through him. So many things were coming back now, so many memories he didn’t want to remember this vividly. Understanding why his parents put him through that only made it worse. It only made him feel less then human. Since meeting his hyungs he hadn’t felt like this in a very long time.

“Gay people lose the right to inheritance. So when I came out to my parents…”

Ji-hun finished his sentence for him, giving him a heartbroken look, “Our parents tried to convert you so you could still inherit and they could bank off your wealth.”

“They did it for money,” Jungkook said blankly, looking down between his and Yoongi’s hands.

He suddenly didn’t feel so good again. It could be the cold still lingering but he had a feeling it was the realization that his parents had known exactly what they were doing. He’d tried to lighten the hits when he was younger by telling himself they were just misinformed, but that crutch had just been ripped away from him.

Yoongi cursed and took him by the arms, guiding him over to the bench and sitting him down. Taehyung followed quickly and sat next to him, wrapping his arms around him protectively and resting his head on his shoulder.

Out of the corner of his eye he watched Ji-hun try to hurry over to him, only to be stopped by Hoseok and Namjoon.

“Give him space,” Namjoon said in that tone that left no room for argument.

Ji-hun still tried, “He’s my brother.”

“And he’s our boyfriend. Back up before I put your head through the pavement,” Hoseok growled.

Jungkook’s brother quickly took a few steps back, looking at Hoseok suspiciously. “What do you mean ‘our’?”

No one humoured him with a response to that. Jungkook looked at Yoongi who gave him a gentle smile and brushed his thumb across his cheek. “Talk to us love,” he said quietly, low enough only he and Taehyung could hear. Seokjin and Jimin waited nearby but didn’t crowd, giving him some much needed air to breath.

“Just… overwhelmed. It’s not… it doesn’t change anything, it’s just, I never knew they did it because of money. I thought, in some twisted way, they thought I’d be happier if I were straight. Fuck,” he felt heat behind his eyes and he leaned forward to press his wrists into them.

He wouldn’t cry over this. They didn’t deserve his tears. He wouldn’t waste them on those people.

“Jungkook,” Ji-hun called over, making him lift his head and look in his direction. The annoyance from the others was palpable and Jungkook found it really sweet how upset they were on his behalf.

Yoongi’s eyes flashed gold for a very brief second. Jungkook put a hand over his that rested on his knee.

Though, Jungkook supposed he should take pity on his brother’s confusion and the man looked like he was about to break down if he didn’t get some kind of answers. He didn’t move away from Taehyung, not that he could if he tried, the boy had him in a vice like grip.

“You left me,” Jungkook said bluntly. “You promised me you’d get me out of there and then you left to America.”

“There wasn’t… there wasn’t anything I could-”

“And the hospital? When I was shot and dying? None of you showed up. I woke up alone. Not even a call from any of you,” he interrupted.

Ji-hun froze, “Shot? Jungkook what… what are you talking about?”

He watched his brother carefully, watched his wide eyes and the pain and sorrow and regret behind them. Oh. So he hadn’t known. Had his parents not told him? Did his parents even know? He couldn’t think of a reason why they wouldn’t, they would have been contacted by the hospital.

This wasn’t… this didn’t matter.

“It doesn’t matter,” he said quietly, more to himself. He looked at Yoongi in front of him who was holding his hand tightly, at Taehyung who was nuzzling into his shoulder and at the others who stood close, glaring at Ji-hun.

He smiled.

Right.

This was his family.

His past wasn’t his present. Those details, those realizations, the reasons people did what they did, they led him here. He could accept that. While he understood very little, he didn’t want to linger on it.

He wouldn’t let this destroy him like Jiho’s betrayal had. He was stronger now.

These problems paled in comparison to having a magical weapon inside of him that could have destroyed the world. It was almost funny actually. How the truth of him being some chaebol heir was the least surprising thing to happen in his life.

He made love to his Fae boyfriend this morning in their semi-sentient house. Then they joined his five other boyfriends for lunch cooked by an Angel.

Being a rich kid meant next to nothing compared to the life of luxury he was already living.

He guessed this meant Jaeyong had won his bet though. He’d have to tell him later.

Yoongi frowned at him and Jungkook couldn’t help smiling wider, letting out a bit of a laugh at their confusion. Gently he kissed Yoongi’s hand.

“We skipped introductions,” he tipped his cheek against Taehyung’s head momentarily before moving to stand. Taehyung released him in confusion and traded a look with the others.

Jungkook knew he might seem insane right now, the complete switch of demeanor might be slightly jarring to them, but he just… felt okay. Because of them. Because they were here with him and that reminder alone was enough for him to be okay right now.

Would he have nightmares tonight? Probably. Would he break down crying in the middle of dinner when everything caught up with him? Maybe. But they would be there then too. He’d be pulled into their arms and sweet nothings would be whispered to him until he calmed down, he’d be safe and warm with them.

Right now, he felt like he could take on an army.

Walking over to Hoseok and Namjoon, the two looked at him seriously and he could see the concerned questions in their eyes. Jungkook gave them a genuine smile and a firm nod, smile brightening when they relaxed.

“Hyung,” Jungkook said to Ji-hun who was looking flabbergasted at the sudden topic change. “I want to introduce you to the greatest people you’ll ever meet.”

Behind him, Jimin giggled and Seokjin let out a hummed laugh, the atmosphere already feeling lighter.

“This is Namjoon-hyung and Hoseok-hyung,” he put his hands on their shoulders, standing between them, he turned them slightly to point to the others, smiling at each of them proudly. “That’s Seokjin-hyung, Jimin-hyung, Taehyung-hyung and Yoongi-hyung. Guys, this is my older brother, Ji-hun-hyung.”

“Hey,” Yoongi crossed his arms, not relenting his annoyed glare.

Jimin waved a bit, “Hello.”

“I wish we’d met on better terms,” Seokjin smiled politely but Jungkook recognized it as the faux smile he used when he was strictly trying to be polite and nothing else.

Ji-hun looked around at them and swallowed, “Yeah um, it’s nice to meet you all? How do, how do you all know each other?”

“We’re dating,” Jungkook said easily, smirking when he felt Hoseok’s arm wrap around his waist protectively. He watched his brother’s eyes dart to his hand on his hip and raised a brow when the other frowned.

“You two are?” Ji-hun looked Hoseok over before glancing at Namjoon, “I thought you told me you were his boyfriend.”

“I am,” Namjoon chuckled.

Jungkook stumbled forward when Jimin jumped on his back, wrapping his arms over his shoulders and nuzzling his cheek against his hair, “So am I!”

“Me too,” Taehyung smirked, coming over to stand with them.

Yoongi came and stood on Hoseok’s other side, not complaining when the dragon put an arm over his shoulders and tucked him into his side. “Same.”

“We all are,” Seokjin laughed lightly, leaning against Namjoon.

Jungkook laughed at the expression on his brothers face, his mouth hanging open and eyes blown wide as he looked at all of them. He knew he must be overwhelmed. Being gay was one thing his brother had never been bothered by, but polyamory had never come up. To be fair, Jungkook had never thought he’d be in a polyamorous relationship either.

The amount of catching up they had to do was too great to handle standing in the middle of the park. Jungkook wanted to try. He wanted to put an effort in to understand his brother and his choices and maybe he could forgive him. They just needed to start over.

“We have a lot to talk about hyung, I’d offer to invite you to our place, but it’d take awhile to get there. Are you living around here?”

Jungkook pointedly ignored Taehyung’s snort of amusement.

Ji-hun took almost half a minute to respond, blinking slowly. “I have an apartment here when I'm not staying at our parents. You want, you want to talk?” He asked quietly, voice hesitant yet hopeful.

Jungkook nodded, “Believe it or not hyung, I don’t hate you. Never did. I want to hear your side of things.”

The tears that sprung to his brother’s eyes took him off guard. Jungkook didn’t get the chance to say any more before Ji-hun was roughly pulling him forward again and throwing his arms around him. He staggered as he was pulled against his brother’s chest, hugged tightly, desperately. Sucking in a breath, he tensed but Ji-hun only buried his face in his shoulder, hands digging into his back.

“You’ve grown up so much… Jungkook-ah, I’m so sorry. I’m so so sorry. I wasn’t there for you.” He cried hugging him almost to the point that it hurt.

Jungkook stared over his brothers shoulder.

Hesitantly, as if he expected Ji-hun to shove him away, he slowly lifted his arms to hug him back.

They had a lot to figure out, and Jungkook wasn’t near ready enough to forgive him.

But this was a start.

Notes:

Did this answer questions or just give you more? Mwahahaha
So sexy fun times with a little one on one jikook, Ji-hun is overwhelmed and doesn't know how to handle Jungkookie being able to take care of himself, Jungkook's grandparents may or may not be bad people? And Jungkook is an heir but doesn't care cause he's got six boyfriends and a whole world to himself.

I wanted to thank (once again, you guys might get tired of hearing it but I refuse to stop saying it^_^) everyone who reviewed last chapter, it's really cool to see you guys chatting with each other readers too and getting into discussions about theories and such.

Next Update: Thursday 8th

Next Chapter: Jungkook and the boy go to Ji-hun's so they can catch up. Ji-hun doesn't know what to think about his brothers six boyfriends who don't seem to know what a TV is...

Thank you once again for reading! Sorry if I made you lose any sleep with the last minute update, Thursday will be at a more reasonable time, pinky promise! See you in the comments! Borahae!

Chapter 10: Connected

Summary:

Jungkook and his brother talk. Namjoon puts some pieces together about Euphoria.

Notes:

Hi hi! Even with the server crash, we are still posting at a decent time! Woo! Hope everyone is doing well, there's a lot of info in this one so hopefully it's not too overwhelming. Please let me know what you think!

I do promise that the angst will come to those who are waiting for it. We have a lot of chapters to go so there's plenty of time for things to go south ^_^ I've got a lot of fun stuff and action planned.

I hope you guys enjoy this one!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Ji-hun stared at the men wandering around his apartment from his spot at his kitchen table.

“Does it work if you cover it?” Hoseok asked sitting next to Namjoon on the floor in front of the tv. Taking the TV remote out of Namjoon’s hands, he put his hand over the front, hitting the power button. The TV stayed on, some drama playing quietly on the screen that Yoongi was stretched out on the couch watching.

“Oh so it has to see the TV?” Namjoon nodded, taking it back and looking it over again, “What if you…” He hummed and pointed his arm out at an angle and hit the button again. They blinked when the screen went black.

“What? How does that make sense?” Hoseok looked at the remote like it was a puzzle they had to solve.

Yoongi smacked them both on the back of the head with a pillow and quickly snatched the remote from between them, “I was watching that! She was just about to confess!”

Fumbling with the remote for a moment to find the right button, Yoongi turned the TV back on slumping when he watched the main actress turn and walk away from the male lead. “No wait go back, what happened? Kookie!”

Yoongi ran over, jumping the couch with less effort than it should have taken and stopped next to a highly amused Jungkook who sat next to Ji-hun.

They had chosen to sit around the corner of the table upon Jungkook’s request so he could keep an eye on the others but still talk to him comfortably. Ji-hun had found that odd considering they were grown men, they didn’t need to be watched like children, but he was starting to understand why he wanted them in his sightline.

If Ji-hun hadn’t had more on his mind regarding Jungkook and their past, he’d have a lot of questions about the mental states of his brother’s boyfriends (more then one. Right. That was… something.)

As it were, his mind jokingly chalked them up to being aliens and left it at that.

He sipped his coffee and watched Jungkook, who’d been watching the men with a deep fondness since they sat down, take the remote and show him what button to press.

“Press and hold this one and it will rewind it, then hit this one to play again,” he instructed and Yoongi sighed in relief before leaning down to peck his brother on the temple as if it were second nature.

“Thanks love.”

With that he was back over to the tv where Namjoon and Hoseok perked up when the show started playing in reverse, “It goes backwards?!”

“How did you do that? What did you press?”

“Shush! I’m going to miss it again!”

Jungkook snickered next to him, and once more he had to marvel at how content with life Jungkook seemed. He looked calm and relaxed, a far cry from the man who’d been choking him not two hours ago. That lightning-fast switch of personality made him wary, cautious.

More then that though, it had him concerned. That behaviour, those actions and defense, were learned. What had Jungkook gone through to learn them so well? He knew the boy had taken Taekwondo and Karate as a kid, but they didn’t tend to teach choking.

When they had all gotten back to his apartment, the men had sat stiff and tense in the living room for awhile. It had been awkward and Jungkook asked if it was okay if they took a look around the apartment. He didn’t mind, he wasn’t one for personalizing his space much so there wasn’t anything he was concerned about them digging through.

“You seem… to be taking the news about our grandparents well,” Ji-hun observed, drawing Jungkook’s attention to him.

The younger hummed, “If you had told me when I was younger I think I would have freaked out. But I’ve seen a lot of strange things since then, so really, it’s low on the shock list.”

“What on earth have you been through?”

“Not much on earth actually,” Jungkook smirked and sipped at his coffee. Seeing Ji-hun’s raised brow he chuckled, “I want to hear your side of things first.”

The air around them became something somber, heavy. It wasn’t the anger and confusion and fear from before, but it was heavy in a way that made Ji-hun swallow the words he was about to say and rethink them. He had to be honest. With himself and with Jungkook.

“After I heard Mom and Dad were having another kid, I was ecstatic,” he started only for Jungkook to scoff a bit.

“Wow okay, we’re going way back.”

“This starts way back Jungkook. I was so happy when I found out but I remember there was a lot of conflict between our parents and grandparents. I never knew why, but our grandparents weren’t happy that they were pregnant again.”

Jungkook blinked and frowned, “But if they rewrote the deed for the second born wouldn’t they want an heir?”

Ji-hun nodded, leaning his elbows on the table, “You would think right? I couldn’t figure that out either. But it was like they were doing everything they could to keep from passing the company on. I tried asking about it, even more recently, but they never answer. They act like they never heard me ask.”

They looked towards the hall when they heard a loud bang from one of the rooms followed by a quick shout of “We’ll fix it!”

Ji-hun blanked slightly.

Jungkook, looking completely unfazed, took another sip of his coffee to give himself a moment to think. “Did Mom and Dad know why?”

“They say they don’t.”

“I’ll take that with a grain of salt.”

Ji-hun hummed understandingly. Their parents weren’t exactly open people. Who knew how many lies they’d been told growing up.

“So, wait. They spend my entire childhood protecting me from ‘that life’ even going so far as to put a restraining order on our grandparents and move us out of Busan, and then what? They just turn around one day and want me to inherit? Did they have money troubles? I always thought we were pretty well off.”

“I don’t think it was that quick of a decision. You're supposed to inherit when you turn twenty five, so they had a lot of waiting to do. They kept me out of the loop as much as they did you. The only reason I knew about their parents was because they were a big part of my life growing up. They always came to my birthdays and celebrations. After you were born that stopped.”

“Should I apologize?”

Ji-hun chuckled and shook his head, holding his coffee cup with both hands, “No Kook, don’t apologize for that.”

Jungkook seemed to freeze for a moment, cup halfway to his mouth. His expression changed slightly, a look of hurt and sadness in his eyes. Ji-hun frowned, hesitantly he reached over and tapped his wrist to get his attention. “Hey, I didn’t mean to make you feel bad or anything, I’m just… you’re taking this all really well so I keep forgetting it might be a lot.”

Jungkook frowned at him before sitting up straighter and shaking his head, “No, no it’s not that. Sorry, keep going.”

“You sure?”

“Trust me, this really isn’t that big of a deal to me.”

Trusting his word, Ji-hun nodded and took a drink of coffee before continuing, “I think Mom started on Dad about it. She started hanging out with Chaebol friends and once we were older the whole ‘I’m doing it for the kids’ thing kind of wore off. I think that’s where the pressure started. She wanted all the fancy things her friends had.”

They both watched as the three in the living room started tackling each other for the remote, Jungkook resting his cheek on his hand and smiled. Ji-hun glanced at him, shaking his head at the lovesick look in his eyes. He hadn’t pegged Jungkook as the sappy romantic type, but then again, he’d never gotten to see him go through relationships.

“Dad started getting sick of his job, started hating going to work and they kept saying ‘Wouldn’t it be nice if we didn’t have to work anymore’, ‘Wouldn’t it be nice to own a bigger home’, ‘Wouldn’t it be nice to go on vacation,’ things like that.”

Jungkook hummed to show he was still listening.

“I guess they came to the decision that when you were old enough they would tell you, hoping they’d easily convince you into it. Tell a kid he’s the heir to billions of dollars and a multi-national company and ‘no’ isn’t the answer you expect.”

“I wouldn’t have turned it down,” Jungkook agreed, smile dropping a bit. “But then I came out.”

Ji-hun nodded slowly, looking at his coffee, “Then you came out.”

Silence fell over them as they watched Hoseok dive over the couch with the remote, rolling into a crouch like some sort of trained agent and tried to sneak away while Namjoon and Yoongi were trying to pin each other, all the while shouting about what show they wanted to watch.

Ji-hun blinked owlishly as he watched Hoseok disappear down the hall and duck into his bedroom. “Seriously, where did you find these guys?”

Jungkook snorted, “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you.”

“Try me.”

“A magical world called an Echo Realm that we get to through a door that shows up when we need it.”

“…”

Jungkook gave him a challenging look.

“You’re more creative than I remember,” Ji-hun grumbled.

Jungkook leaned back in his chair with an amused look. He tapped his finger against the side of his mug and looked at it contemplatively.

“Hyung?” he asked hesitantly, tapping his nail in an even beat. “Why did you leave…?”

Ji-hun sucked in a breath and his brow pinched. He found it extremely difficult to look at Jungkook, afraid to see the hurt un his eyes. Shifting in his chair he ran a hand through his hair, “I wish… I wish I could say I didn’t want too.”

Jungkook stayed silent.

“I always tried to be a good big brother to you, I always tried to put you first. But… when I started realizing that I was more of your parent then our own… I thought it was unfair. I didn’t, I was just a kid and I wanted to have my own freedom to make mistakes and be stupid.”

“You didn’t want to raise me,” his brother nodded and Ji-hun opened his mouth to protest but Jungkook leveled him with a look. “You shouldn’t have had too. That wasn’t your responsibility. I’m just trying to understand hyung.”

Swallowing, Ji-hun nodded slowly, throat feeling thick with emotion again. “I just… Mom and Dad made me go into business, so I could support you when you took over the company. Be an advisor of sorts. My choices were taken away from me so that your future was set for you. I was… I started feeling bitter about it. Towards you and our parents. And then when you told me you thought you liked guys…”

Jungkook looked him over, “That day in your car? When you pulled over. It was the first time I saw you cry.”

Ji-hun chuckled humorlessly and nodded, “Yeah that day. I thought our parents might try something but I didn’t think they would go so far. I thought they’d just be disappointed, that’s why I told you to keep quiet. But… selfishly, I was also scared of everything I’d had to give up being for nothing. I was scared of realizing I’d wasted my childhood.”

Jungkook licked his lips, looking at the table. He was fidgeting with his fingers. That was the only sign Ji-hun had that this was more than just a conversation about the weather to the other.

Ji-hun pressed on, voice cracking a bit, “You started talking about what Mom and Dad were doing, I thought… maybe this was a way out. I wouldn’t have to give up more of my life. This would give me a way out. Then my company wanted to transfer me and it seemed like a good, a good excuse to get away. When you told me about the therapy, I think I secretly hoped…”

“That it would work?”

Ji-hun felt the press of tears behind his eyes and he ran a hand over his mouth, sitting back in his chair. He couldn’t say it out loud. As much as he wished he could separate himself from his parents, as much as he wished he could say he wasn’t like them, he couldn’t. He was all too much like them, just his greed was for life, not money.

“Jungkook, I’m-”

“I did too.”

Jungkook’s admission surprised him and he looked at him quickly, feeling a few tears slip down his cheeks. He stared at his little brother who smiled sadly, eyes becoming glossy as well.

“I hoped it would work. Hell I even prayed for it too,” he pressed his tongue to the inside of his cheek. “I thought it’d fix everything if I were straight. The therapy would stop, our parents wouldn’t hate me, you wouldn’t have to worry about me.”

Ji-hun wanted to grab Jungkook and pull him into a hug when the boy pressed his thumb and finger into his eyes to try and stop the tears. They escaped regardless, slipping past his weak smile. He sniffed and ruffled his hair, sliding his hand to his neck and rubbing it as he bent his head towards the table.

He reached a hand out, hesitating.

That hesitation was enough for another persons hand to take up the spot on Jungkook’s back. Ji-hun quickly pulled his hand away and followed the arm up to find Taehyung crouched next to Jungkook. He hadn’t even seen or heard the other approach.

“Bun?” Taehyung slid his hand up his back and rubbed the back of Jungkook’s neck, slipping his fingers into the hair at his nape.

Ji-hun wiped his own tears quickly when Taehyung looked over at him with an unreadable expression.

Jungkook sat back and looked at his boyfriend who immediately started wiping away his tears. The amount of care and gentleness in the action was unlike anything Ji-hun had ever seen outside of tv and over dramatized media.

“Thanks Taetae,” Jungkook laughed wetly.

Taehyung hummed and furrowed his brow, “You look tired Kookie.”

Ji-hun took a closer look at Jungkook and realized the other was right, Jungkook’s skin was a bit pale and the subtle way he held himself suggested he was drained. Shoulders slumped and just the barest hint of bags under his eyes. He wouldn’t have noticed if Taehyung hadn’t said anything but now it seemed obvious. He frowned.

Jungkook didn’t deny it, chuckling a bit and nodding.

“Let us know when you want to go home okay? Let’s not stay much longer,” Taehyung glanced at Ji-hun while he said this before leaning forward to peck his brother on the lips and stand.

Jungkook watched him head back down the hall before clearing his throat awkwardly. “Sorry, about the PDA, they aren’t exactly shy,” he laughed a little, wiping the last of the dampness from his eyes.

“You seem happy Jungkook,” Ji-hun observed, smiling softly, “It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you smile like that.”

Jungkook blushed and Ji-hun was extremely tempted to tease him but decided he shouldn’t push it. One step at a time. Instead he just smiled. He was genuinely happy for him. If those guys made him this happy then they couldn’t be that bad. Jungkook had always had a good sense of character, even as a kid.

When Jungkook didn’t say anything he decided to push for some answers, moving his finished coffee to the side, “Can you… tell me what happened with you? Where you went?”

“I can’t tell you everything. But, well after I got kicked out I moved in with a guy from the underground. We worked as runners together. I spent a long time just fucking around, getting into shit and running drugs to get some cash. Long story short, a deal went wrong and I was shot in the back.”

Ji-hun cursed and leaned forward, “Holy shit Jungkook. Why the hell didn’t I hear about this?”

Jungkook shook his head, “Wish I knew. I’m starting to doubt the hospital actually called anyone. Anyway, the doctors said it was a miracle I survived. After that I made a few deals, got some money to pay off the bills and to get myself into college. I worked a few jobs to continue going and to pay rent.”

“The construction job, and the one at the mall right?”

Jungkook looked at him in surprise, “How do you know about those?”

“Did you think I would just take a strangers word that you were dead? I looked for you Jungkook,” he frowned.

His brother frowned too and searched his eyes for a moment before looking away. Did Jungkook actually think that he didn’t care about him? Did he think he wouldn’t be mourned and missed? Though… Ji-hun couldn’t really blame him for thinking that. It wasn’t like they showed him that they cared at all. And if he really had been shot and woke up from near death to an empty hospital room…

Fuck. Ji-hun needed to figure out why he hadn’t been called.

“I talked to your boss at the mall, he said you quit after you were in a minor accident. What happened?”

Jungkook scoffed, “Minor accident my ass…” he grumbled before shaking his head. “I don’t want to get into details yet. Let’s just say that accident led me to meeting them.”

Ji-hun looked over to Namjoon and Yoongi, the smaller of the two now sitting comfortably between the others legs as they both watched the tv, captivated by the show. They looked calm and content, not like they’d been a few minutes ago while wrestling.

“I fell in love with them.”

Ji-hun stared at him, amazed at how naturally he spoke the word. He didn’t doubt that love for a second. “And it… it works? With all of you I mean?”

Jungkook nodded and laughed a little, “It’s not always… easy. And we have our dynamics. But they’re my family. They’re everything.”

He might not understand the workings of a polyamorous relationship, but even a blind man could see how much they all loved each other. If it worked, it worked. Who was he to say something so genuine was wrong.

The word family stuck out to him, a hot jealousy boiling in him. He wanted to be angry at the men for taking his brother away. He wanted to blame them for everything if only to relieve some of the blame from himself. But he didn’t.

He fucked up. This wasn’t their fault, and he should be grateful they became something so clearly precious to his brother. That his brother now had the support he deserved.

Ji-hun might one day forgive himself, but right now, these feelings of guilt and regret were his punishment for his mistakes. He’d take them willingly and hope that one day his brother would trust him again.

“What made you fake your death? Why go to such lengths to disappear if you were basically off the map already?”

“I didn’t fake it. I told you before. I really did die. There’s a lot I can’t say or get into now. So there’s no point in me trying to explain. But it had nothing to do with our grandparents or whatever.”

Ji-hun wanted to believe him but there were so many things he wasn’t saying that left him doubting. Though, he supposed it was enough just to have his brother back.

“It’s… strange. Seeing you being so mature. You’ve changed a lot,” Ji-hun said lightly but the weight of his words were felt by them both. “I keep thinking I need to protect you.”

Jungkook looked at him and smiled, “I can take care of myself hyung.”

Ji-hun rubbed his neck and raised a brow, “Yeah, no kidding.”

Wincing a bit, Jungkook smiled sheepishly and rubbed his neck. He looked a bit embarrassed, “Sorry hyung, I shouldn’t have done that. I was out of line.”

“So was I,” Ji-hun looked towards Namjoon. “Do you think I could talk to them?”

His younger brother blinked at him curiously and tilted his head, “You don’t need my permission.”

Getting up and taking both their mugs to the counter Ji-hun chuckled, “Just wanted to make sure you wouldn’t throw me out a window or something.”

Jungkook laughed a bit and shook his head, getting up as well. They both moved to the living room, Namjoon and Yoongi looking over.

Ji-hun watched as they looked Jungkook over first, barely sparing him a glance as they stood up.

“Everything okay?” Namjoon asked.

Jungkook hummed and shrugged, “As good as it can be. What are you watching?”

Yoongi scrunched his nose, “Joonie wanted to watch this weird test show thing.”

Ji-hun glanced at the tv to see a popular show where people answered difficult riddles and questions. He’d watched it a few times himself but he rarely ever could answer before the contestants.

Jungkook sat down on the edge of the couch behind them, hands finding Namjoon’s silver hair and playing with it absently as he watched a bit of the show. It was such a domestic action and he did it without so much of a thought that Ji-hun felt his own heart warm at the sight.

Ji-hun tried to build up the courage to say something to the two, suddenly struck by just how intimidating they were. Not just because of their good looks, but also their demeanor. Even just lounged back casually on the ground they looked ready to jump up and attack at a moments notice.

Clearing his throat a bit, he found Namjoon and Yoongi looking at him with sharp critical eyes. “I’m um, I wanted to apologize properly to you. Namjoon-ssi right?”

Namjoon shifted, sitting up a bit more so his back was against Jungkook’s legs, pulling Yoongi with him to keep him against his chest. The skin on his cheek was starting to darken and Ji-hun knew it would be a nasty bruise.

“Can I get you some ice or anything?” He asked hesitantly.

Jungkook frowned and started trying to pull his legs up onto the couch out from behind Namjoon’s back. He only stopped when the other reached back and gave his ankle a squeeze, a small pout on his face. Chuckling, Namjoon shook his head, “I’ll take care of it when we get home. Thank you though.”


Jungkook stayed quiet while his brother tried to offer more help to which Namjoon just refused politely. Jungkook had a strange feeling in his stomach. It wasn’t unpleasant but it wasn’t something he was used to.

It was something jittery and nervous, a mix of what he might call excitement and possibly relief. Just watching his brother and his boyfriends interact was something new. He never thought he’d ever see this and he found himself hoping that Ji-hun liked them. That was the likely the little kid in him wanting to impress his big brother, but it felt nice to have that feeling again.

Talking to his brother, while maybe hadn’t cleared the air, had helped him understand a lot of what he’d failed to notice as a kid. It was a good reminder that his brother had just been trying to get by too. Jungkook had had Ji-hun growing up, and for that he was always thankful, but now he couldn’t help thinking if there was anyone who had been there for Ji-hun.

Ji-hun had always been protective. Ever since he could remember, his brother had always been the one he relied on most. His parents, before they found out, were distant but never cruel. They just carried an air of professionalism, even within their own household.

Ji-hun had been so much a part of his life, Jungkook had started looking at him as a second father figure growing up. He was always the one to play with him, comfort him, protect him. His father did too, on occasion, but he was busy with work and supplying for the family, Ji-hun had always made time for Jungkook.

They had used to be practically inseparable.

Until Ji-hun went to college.

Everything changed after that.

If his parents were really just as distant, apart from the expected parental behaviour, with Ji-hun as they had been with Jungkook, he didn’t blame Ji-hun for making the choices he did.

He didn’t trust him, and wouldn’t for a very long time. Not on the level that he used too. But he felt that they might actually be able to move on from this, to get past it.

Jungkook supposed he owed Sumi a thanks for this, as accidental as it was. He wouldn’t have tried to patch things with his brother without the push.

The urge to fix things was there, but the hope of it working out hadn’t been. That was why his emergency contact was still his brothers number.

Truthfully, Jungkook had actually just changed his emergency contact back to his brother not even a month ago. For a long time his contact had been Jiho. For clear reasons, he’d switched it but couldn’t bring himself to delete his friends number. Every time he tried, he was stopped by the memories.

There were times when Jungkook knew Jiho wasn’t pretending. Times when he knew his coworker didn’t have to go to such lengths for him if he really did only care about the gem.

He’d known Jiho for roughly a year, though the other apparently knew him longer. In that time, Jiho had been his friend. Regardless of his ulterior motives, or his twisted desires, he was Jungkook’s friend. He wasn’t ready to let it go yet.

Jiho… actually reminded him a lot of his brother. He had used to think they’d get along well if they knew each other.

The memory of the gun he’d held, the one used to shoot Jimin, the one he then aimed at Jiho, weighed on him heavily. He didn’t regret letting him live. If he had killed him, Jungkook was scared that he wouldn’t have been the same again.

But the look in Jiho’s eyes when he sat on the other side of the gun…

Jungkook’s mouth twitched at the invasive thought. Now wasn’t the time to think about that.

He could have left his emergency contact blank.

But he hadn’t.

Maybe he was hoping if a time like this ever occurred, where his brother was called because of an emergency, he would show up. He would come help him like he didn’t for some many years. Like he failed to do when Jungkook was lying near death in a hospital bed, though now he understood that hadn’t been his fault.

Jungkook was struck with the urge to tell Ji-hun all about the adventures he’d been on in the Galaxy, about the gem and Jiho, the Guardian, he wanted to tell him all about each of his boyfriends and rant about how wonderful they all were. He wanted to show them off and tell him all their quirks that made them so very them.

Just the thought of it made him smile.

Jungkook wanted Ji-hun to be apart of his life, and to be on good terms with his precious family.

Maybe one day he’d even show him the Galaxy.

He could show him Euphoria.

The thought of his world had him humming softly, a fondness filling his heart and soul so much he found himself having to express it outwardly. The world had been on his mind a lot and he had an itch to go back, like something was pulling him to go back. He felt it deep in his chest, this longing to see the lavender sky, to feel the breeze in his hair, to smell the flowers.

The longer he put off going, the more anxious he was feeling, he woke up a few times in the night with the urge to walk to the door, just to step through it for a little. Because he’d been sick though, he refrained, not wanting to worry the guys or push himself too much.

He hadn’t realized he’d leaned forward to rest his cheek on top of Namjoon’s head, arms draped over both their shoulders and resting on Yoongi’s chest until the phoenix brought a hand up to his arm, stroking it gently.

“You okay Kookie?”

He nodded and hummed again absently, eyes closed. Maybe they could pop by Euphoria when they got back to his world. Just for a quick second. He just wanted to see what the weather was like. While he was there he might as well check on the little bugs he’d found building a home in the corkscrew tree last time. He wondered if they were done yet.

“Ah, Ji-hun-ssi, could you go grab the others? I think we should get going.”

Namjoon’s sudden question had Jungkook frowning, he opened his eyes and sat up, noticing the strange tone he was using. He was about to ask what the rush was when he’s eyes found the reason.

Across the living room on the far wall was a very familiar purple door.

The door to Euphoria.

The affection he felt in his chest almost made his heart burst but the shock kept him from bolting over to it immediately. He leveled his expression to something calmer, glancing at his brother who was frowning in confusion but hadn’t acknowledged the door at all.

“You want… me to get them?” He asked awkwardly, unsure.

Namjoon nodded as Yoongi got up, neither of them looking at the door to not draw attention to it. “If you don’t mind.”

“No uh, okay, sure,” Ji-hun looked at Jungkook hesitantly and Jungkook gave him a reassuring smile before he headed down the hall.

The moment he was out of sight, Jungkook was on his feet, almost tripping over Namjoon to get to the door. He pressed himself against it and sighed when he felt like it reached back to him, wrapping him in warmth and a fond air that he felt when he was wrapped in any of his boyfriends arms.

“What in the name of the Guardian is that doing here?” Yoongi asked, keeping his voice hushed as he looked the door over, walking to it and putting a hand on the frame. Jungkook watched his shoulders relax slightly and he wondered what kind of feeling the door gave him, if it was anything like how he felt near it. He hoped so.

“I didn’t know it could move,” Jungkook pulled away from the door, keeping his palms against it and smiling ear to ear.

Namjoon stepped onto his other side, putting a hand on his back and one on the door, he let out a soft breath, “It feels so… welcoming,” Namjoon looked at him then curiously. “Can you feel anything from it Jungkook?”

He nodded eagerly and leaned his forehead against the solid surface, closing his eyes to focus on what he was experiencing right now. “It’s like… a hug. I think it missed me.”

The warmth of the door was filling him in like Galaxy’s energy used too. Pouring into him and filling this pit in his chest that he hadn’t realized was forming.

“It makes sense that the door can move like the others, they were all made from the gems energy. But why did it come here now? Why hasn’t it moved before?” Yoongi wondered.

Jungkook didn’t care how it worked, he was just happy it was here. He felt a pressure in his chest, like a gentle insistence and he shook his head against the door. He couldn’t go right now. But he would soon. Right when they got back to Galaxy.

He got the sense the door was whining at him.

Jungkook laughed a little.

They heard the others coming down the hall, Taehyung’s voice reaching them first. Quickly they all moved away from the door to the other side of the couch and Jungkook tried to glance at it one last time but found himself grabbed suddenly by the front of the shirt.

He blinked and looked at Yoongi who was looking at him with wide eyes, Jungkook barely had time to frown before Yoongi’s hand was hovering at the corner of his eye. It was shaking. Why was he shaking? “Jungkook your-”

Jungkook heard the others walked into the room behind them and Yoongi’s eyes flitted over his shoulder. The phoenix was pulling him down by the shirt, almost in a panic and pressing his lips against his.

His heart stuttered like it always did when he kissed him, arms wrapping around him and eyes falling shut instinctively.

There was a few snickers and a whistle from behind him but Jungkook paid little attention. He could feel how tense Yoongi was through the kiss and his brows pinched in confusion but when he tried to pull away the other just pulled him closer.

“We should, get going,” Namjoon cleared his throat. “I wish we’d gotten to meet under better circumstances but it was good to meet you Ji-hun-ssi.”

When Jungkook heard his brother’s very awkward response of “Oh uh, yep. Yeah. It was good to meet you all as well,” Yoongi finally pulled away, not before pressing one more peck to his lips that felt oddly apologetic.

He blinked his eyes open, frowning when Yoongi searched them carefully before nodding but looking no less tense. They both turned to look at the others and Jungkook did everything he could not to look at his brother, a heat rising to his cheeks.

He glanced towards where the door was, only to find it gone. He pouted.

An awkward silence overtook them and Jungkook shifted.

“Alright, well-”

“Stay dead.”

Jungkook blinked in surprise at the words, quickly looking at his brother, forgetting his embarrassment. He met Jungkook’s eyes pointedly.

“Jungkook I don’t… understand anything that you’ve been through. I hope too, eventually. But right now, I’m asking you, please stay dead. Don’t let our family know you’re alive for as long as you can,” he begged.

Jungkook considered his words carefully, “If I don’t?”

Ji-hun looked around at the guys and sucked in a slow breath. “As long as you’re dead, you’re free. No more manipulation, no more choices made for you, no more people using you. Just… hold onto what you have here,” he gestured to the guys who looked at him with something less stern, less aggressive than they had all night.

Seokjin wandered over and wrapped his arms around Jungkook from behind, tipping his cheek against his head lovingly. Jungkook put his hands on his arms and pulled them close, nodding seriously.

“I’m not letting anything take them from me.”

Ji-hun nodded firmly.

His brother turned his attention to his boyfriends, he got down on his knees.

Jungkook blinked, “Hyung, what are you-”

“Thank you,” Ji-hun said, bending forward in a full bow, forehead to the floor. “Thank you for taking care of him. For being the family we couldn’t be for him.”

Jungkook’s eyes widened in shock and he pulled Seokjin even closer, feeling that hot build up of tears again. He would blame it on being tired but right now, he didn’t feel that same tiredness he’d felt before.

He took a moment to look around at his lovers, all of them seemed to be regarding Ji-hun contemplatively, less of the suspicion and untrusting looks they’d given him before. Taehyung even smiled a bit, seeming a little impressed.

Jungkook also noticed that Taehyung had somehow acquired a bag of chips and was sharing them with Hoseok as they stood there. He looked completely elated by them and Jungkook found it adorable as hell.

“I just… If you’ll let me, someday, I’d really like to get to know you all. If that’s okay with you.”

When his brother got up and looked at him with hope and regret, he couldn’t find it in himself to say no. Smiling he walked over and held a hand out to his brother, “I can’t say I’ve forgiven you. But, I want to. So don’t go disappearing on me again.”

Ji-hun breathed in deeply and chuckled, taking his hand and shaking it firmly. “Same goes to you. No more dying.”

“Yeah I’ve made that promise a few times over now,” Jungkook laughed.

Ji-hun’s expression softened and he pulled Jungkook into a gentle hug. He hugged him back and despite the slight awkwardness of it, it felt nice. Jungkook had never been an overly touchy person before he’d met the others, but that was because he didn’t get much by way of that kind of affection. Now though, he always found a way to be in contact with the guys when he was around them. It felt wrong otherwise.

When he pulled away, Ji-hun patted his shoulder. “You weren’t kidding about them not being shy,” he teased.

Jungkook turned bright red and quickly stepped away, “Okay! Time to go!”

Ji-hun laughed, some of the others snickering too, and the sound alone was enough to have Jungkook smiling. This felt like they were kids again. This was the big brother he remembered fondly.

They all piled towards the door.

“I’m keeping these potato slices,” Taehyung said, voice leaving no room for argument as he shoved another chip in his mouth. Ji-hun raised a brow.

“Sure, all yours,” he said shaking his head in what Jungkook assumed was confusion.

Taehyung grinned and they started filing out of the apartment, Jungkook keeping an eye on Yoongi who seemed very fidgety. He kept trying to urge them out the door faster without being overly obvious about it. Something was wrong.

They were just waving goodbye when Ji-hun poked his head out into the hall and called after them, “Jungkook-ah! What was the name of the hospital?”

Jungkook paused and turned to look at him. He told him the name before frowning, “Why?”

“I want to look into what happened. I’ll let you know if I find anything.”

Jungkook nodded, “Sure. I’ll see you around hyung.”

A small nod from Ji-hun had him turning and following the others. The Galaxy door was waiting for them around the corner of the hall.

A moment later they were back in Galaxy and Jungkook only made it four steps before Yoongi was grabbing him again, spinning him to face him, hands on either side of his cheeks and turning his head every which way.

“Are you okay? How do feel? Does it hurt?” The phoenix’s panic had them all taken aback and Hoseok quickly moved to his side putting a hand on his shoulder.

“Yoongi?”

“I saw it. His eyes. They were purple,” Yoongi shook, hands moving to Jungkook’s shoulders as he tried to calm down.

Jungkook’s eyes widened.

The panic washed over all of them, dread and fear brought back from that day the gem created Euphoria and Jungkook felt his heart sink to his stomach. If Yoongi had seen it then it disproved their theory of it being in his head, it wasn’t a hallucination.

“I’m okay,” he rushed to say, hands reaching to grip Yoongi’s waist, glancing at the others with wide eyes. “I’m okay. I’m not hurting, I feel fine. I promise. I didn’t even- when? When did you see it? Before you kissed me right?”

Yoongi nodded, swallowing, and Jungkook pulled one of his hands off his shoulder to hold it, kiss it, anything to bring him some reassurance that Jungkook wasn’t about to explode suddenly. “Just after the Euphoria door showed up.”

They all looked to the purple door that sat innocently in the same space it always did next to the Galaxy door. Jungkook felt the urge to go there again, so strong he almost started walking without thought. Shaking his head he frowned.

Hoseok looked between them, “That’s what the energy was? The door showed up in your brother’s place?”

“We felt it from the other room but we weren’t sure what it was,” Jimin wrapped his arms around himself. “Jungkookie, are you sure you feel okay?”

Jungkook nodded, holding Yoongi close.

Namjoon looked at Jungkook before looking towards the Euphoria door, “I asked you before if you felt anything, you said it missed you. What did you mean by that?”

“I just… I don’t know. I can kind of understand its intentions? Like what it feels.”

Seokjin’s eyes widened, “You can feel its energy?”

“Wait, that shouldn’t be possible, he repels energy still right?” Taehyung looked between them quickly.

Yoongi stepped back a bit and held up his hand, flames engulfing it. Jungkook felt the heat from it and understanding what he was doing, he quickly put his hand over Yoongi’s. Fanning it through the flames. As usual, it did nothing except warm his hand slightly.

“This doesn’t make any sense,” Jimin groaned. “How can he be reacting to Euphoria’s energy but not Galaxy’s?”

Namjoon frowned in thought, “What if… what if you’re still physically human,” his lover looked up quickly. “But your soul isn’t.”

Jungkook had only half a second to let out a ‘huh?’ before Namjoon hurried to him and grabbed his hand, the others voiced their own confusion as the immortal dragged him over to the Euphoria door.

Without hesitation he opened it and the stepped through.

The warmth through his body sent shivers across his skin and he sucked in a sharp breath as Euphoria, his world, surrounded him. The field was still just as beautiful as the day he’d first seen it, the sky, nearing sunset was full of soft pastel colours and subtle stars peaking through.

Namjoon took him a little ways into the field, the others following quickly after.

“Joon, what do you mean his souls not human?” Hoseok asked, stopping not far from them as he watched with a pinched brow.

Jungkook was equally as confused but the sick feeling of dread and fear were gone now. It was as if Euphoria was telling him not to be afraid, to listen.

Namjoon turned to face him, standing an arms distance in front of him, “How many types of plants are here?”

“How should I-?”

“Don’t think, just answer, the first thing to come to mind,” Namjoon gave him an encouraging nod, looking almost eager and fascinated.

“Um…”

“How many rivers?”

“97,” Jungkook said, blinking at the random number. That was all it was right? Namjoon had told him to say the first thing to come to mind.

“How many blades of grass from here to the treeline?”

Jungkook looked in that direction, “63,354,592.”

“Tree species?”

“4,589.”

“How many types of birds?”

“3,263.”

“When’s the weather going to change?”

“Hyung I don’t-”

“Trust me. When?” Namjoon looked at him insistently.

Jungkook sighed, shaking his head and throwing his arms up, “A, thunderstorm, over that way, in two minutes,” he said thinking of something random to say. He genuinely didn’t see where this was going.

Namjoon looked towards where he pointed and nodded. “Okay. Hear me out,” he looked at the others who had been watching them like it was a game of tennis. “There are two kinds of magic Jungkook. There’s pure magic and natural magic. Which then can be either positive or negative, or now I suppose, whole magic too and then breaks down into branches but we won’t get into that.”

Jungkook blinked and tilted his head curiously. “Okay? I’m following so far.”

“Natural magic comes from our environment, it’s what the world naturally creates and gives off. Like how trees create oxygen. It’s why we can make potions as well, the ingredients have their own energy.”

Seokjin nodded, stepping in to help explain, “Dimensions and worlds tend to be one or the other. Galaxy is naturally positive, where the realm the Sorrow and Corpsewing come from is naturally negative. Earth has neither magics so it’s neutral. Euphoria has both, so it’s earth’s opposite in a sense.”

Jungkook looked at him and frowned. That made sense, but again, what did that have to do with his soul. Seeing him getting a bit frustrated, Namjoon put his hands on his arms gently. “The other type is pure magic, that’s the kind that we emit. Our bodies create pure magic, again positive or negative, just like your body naturally repels magic.”

“So when you say maybe his soul isn’t human…” Jimin blinked, realization that Jungkook wished he understood washing over him.

“Our bodies create our energy, but Jungkook’s body was destroyed,” Namjoon said, “His soul was contained in a gem that had unspeakable amounts of concentrated pure energy. If that energy merged with your soul, even just a little, it could potentially mean that you’re soul is connected to Euphoria through that magic.”

“His soul is emitting energy, not his body,” Yoongi blinked in fascination.

Jungkook stared at him with wide eyes, mouth hanging open slightly, “Wait, that… that actually kind of explains why I’m so comfortable here.”

Taehyung perked up, “That also explains why Euphoria feels like Jungkookie!”

“It does?” Jungkook looked at him curiously.

They all nodded, “We noticed the first time we got here, it has your presence,” Namjoon continued. “If the gem held onto your soul the whole time it was creating this world, I think you’re emotions have influenced its creation. In turn, I think it’s influenced your soul.”

This was a lot to take in.

Namjoon pointed at Jimin, “How many blades of grass between here and that tree line?”

Jimin blinked, “Was I supposed to remember that?”

“63,354,59…2…” Jungkook trailed off, realizing that Namjoon was right, he wasn’t just spouting random numbers. One some instinctual level, Jungkook knew the answers. Or he felt them. If he thought too hard about it, he’d be wrong, he’d second guess, but if he just let himself feel it then…

They all jumped when they heard the distant rumble of thunder, looking over in the exact direction Jungkook had pointed too roughly two minutes ago. He stared in wonder and awe as the clouds had darkened, flashes of lightening flickering through them.

They all looked at Taehyung who quickly held his hands up, bag of chips still clutched in one of them. “Not me,” he reassured.

“Holy shit.”

“If Jungkook’s soul is actually charged with Euphoria’s energy, it wouldn’t hurt him like it did before because now his body is created with the same energy. That still doesn’t explain why he repels magic though,” Hoseok looked at Namjoon.

“It’s only a theory but it might be that only whole magic can get through. The combination of positive and negative together. Of course, we’d have to find some way to test that and we might have natural whole magic here, but we have no way to control it,” he frowned.

Jungkook hummed, looking around at Euphoria. A light breeze ruffled his hair and he couldn’t help smiling. Despite the shock of the revelation, Euphoria was doing a good job keeping him calm. Now that he sort of understood why he felt that longing to come back, it almost brought even more comfort to him.

This was his world, and they were connected quite literally on a spiritual level. He wondered if this is the same way the Guardian felt about the Galaxy. Pausing he looked at the others.

“Would the Guardian know? It said I was this world’s protector maybe it understands the connection,” he suggested.

Namjoon nodded, “Next time we see it, we’ll ask.”

Jimin came over to him and hugged him around the waist, “Either way, as your nurse, I’m prescribing you with at least an hour in Euphoria every other day. That way you can recharge.”

Jungkook smiled and hugged him back, kissing his head. “Yes sir nurse Minnie.”

“So the purple eyes then? They don’t mean anything bad?” Taehyung asked.

Seokjin shook his head, “If it’s like us, it only shows a spike in his energy. Though, now that I think about it, wouldn’t that suggest Jungkook might be able to control the energy?”

Jungkook whipped his head around to look at him, eyes wide with excitement, “Like powers? I could have magical powers like you guys?”

Yoongi smirked smugly, mumbling something along the lines of, “Bet Tony doesn’t have cool powers…”

Jimin giggled and Namjoon laughed a bit, smiling fondly, “It’s worth looking into. We can start trying to train you if you like, at least work with you on the mental side of things.”

“Yes! Hell yes! That’d be awesome!” Jungkook pulled away from Jimin to jump around in joy. A strong gust of wind swirled around all of them, almost knocking them over.

It was as if Euphoria could feel his excitement and wanted to celebrate too. The others laughed, their hair getting messed and blown around.

Jungkook grinned brightly.


It was later that night, after they’d all had dinner and were settling down for bed, that Hoseok came into his room, knocking lightly before stepping in as he always did. He left the door open a crack, the sound of Yoongi’s piano flowing in quietly.

Jungkook looked over and smiled from where he stood next to the windows. Hoseok approached and wrapped his arms around him, resting his chin on his shoulder. “Are you here to jump me?”

Hoseok raised a brow in amusement, “What makes you think that?”

Jungkook shivered lightly at the low tone, just the lightest hint of a rumble that Jungkook could feel where his back was pressed against his chest. “Jiminie warned me you and Yoongi were on the prowl.”

Hoseok snickered and kissed his neck, humming pleasantly when Jungkook tipped his head immediately to let him. It always amazed him how intense Hoseok could be and how quickly he could flip back to being flamboyant and energetic. When he was like this, he made Jungkook feel like prey that Hoseok wanted to devour. It was wonderfully arousing.

Watching him with Jimin and Taehyung had been incredible and way hotter than it had any business being. He couldn’t wait to experience that first hand but he also enjoyed the chase of it. He’d thought that after their first time together, the sexual tension around all of them would lessen, yet it was the complete opposite. It was harder than ever to keep himself from jumping them all the time.

Just like now, when Hoseok pressed his hot lips just under Jungkook’s ear and pulled away with a quiet, “Not tonight,” he respected it and it only built up his anticipation for when he would get to have all of Hoseok’s attention on him.

He liked their attention. Sue him.

“It’s been a busy day,” Hoseok said softly, turning Jungkook away from the windows gently to put his hands on his hips. Jungkook put his arms over his shoulders, stepping close as they swayed gently to the music.

“Aren’t they always?” He chuckled a bit.

“We keep telling you, you attract trouble,” Hoseok smiled and pressed his forehead against his.

Jungkook could hear the silent question in his words. He could feel it in the way Hoseok brushed his thumbs over his hips and the way he took control of Jungkook’s movements, giving him a break from having to think about something so menial for a few moments. He was trying to ask if he was okay.

“I’m glad I talked to him,” Jungkook hummed.

Hoseok stayed quiet for a long moment before pulling his head back and looking at him. “You know, I wanted to hate him. But he doesn’t seem like a bad guy.”

Jungkook smiled a little, “He’s not. We both made a lot of mistakes back then.”

“Thank you for letting us be there with you Kookie,” Hoseok looked at him softly.

Heart feeling full and warm and oh so pleasant, he smiled and leaned his forehead against Hoseok’s shoulder. “I wanted you all there. Thank you for coming.”

He felt Hoseok’s hands move to his back, pulling him into a hug. A kiss was pressed to his hair and he had never felt safer. They listened to Yoongi play, looking out the window at the beautiful sky. “We’ll figure it out. This whole magic stuff. I promise.”

Humming a laugh he wordlessly lifted his pinky, feeling Hoseok chuckle as he hooked his own around it.

“Speaking of promises, I believe you owe me a date Hobi-hyung,” Jungkook pulled away enough to look at him and smirk.

Hoseok pretended to think for a moment before tapping his fingers under Jungkook’s chin, “I do don’t I.”

Grinning, Jungkook nodded.

“You have the next couple of days free, how about we go out tomorrow? Just me and you,” Hoseok rocked them gently.

“Here in Galaxy?” Jungkook asked eagerly. He’d been wanting so badly to explore more of their world, to understand it better, but he knew the risks of him going out and about, especially on his own. People weren’t supposed to know he was here. “Did you have somewhere in mind? Or just exploring?”

Hoseok smiled brightly, eyes crinkling cutely at the corners.

“Jungkookie, how would you like to meet my parents?”

Notes:

Alrighty!
Recap! Jungkook and Ji-hun have hope of building their relationship again! Jungkook is connected to Euphoria, and maybe possibly has powers...? We shall see!

Next Chapter: Jungkook realizes the guys hide more from him then he thought. Hoseok takes him to meet his parents.

Next Update: Monday 12th

Thanks for reading everyone!! Borahae~ Hope you all stay healthy and safe!

Chapter 11: Missing Flaws

Summary:

Yoongi has a nightmare, Jungkook remembers his boyfriends aren't perfect. Hoseok takes him to see his parents.

Notes:

Hi! I have a busy day today so I'll keep this short but I wanted to post before it got too late. Hope you enjoy this one!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The scream pierced through the silence of the house, startling Jungkook awake so violently he almost threw himself from the bed.

It wasn’t the screams he was used too. It wasn’t the squeal of surprise from one of them when Taehyung woke them up by jumping on them. It wasn’t Seokjin scolding Hoseok for getting dirt all over the kitchen or Jimin’s full shrieking when Namjoon decided he was just going to carry him around all morning ‘for exercise’.  

This scream was bloodcurdling, the kind that ripped through vocal chords, leaving them raw and hoarse and didn’t stop until the lungs restricted, burned. It sounded like the last cry of a dying man. Pain and agony, desperation that had no hope.

It was horrible and chilling.

And it came from Yoongi.

He recognized the voice, as distorted and twisted as the screaming made it, he heard the resonance of Yoongi’s deep purring voice behind it.

Jungkook had never moved so quickly in his life, flying out of bed and slamming out of his bedroom into the hall. It was dark, but Jungkook knew the house like the back of his hand by now. His first thought was an intruder. Someone had broken in, someone was hurting Yoongi. The terror he felt at the thought trumped all other emotions.

He hit the wall of the hallway, failing to navigate the turn at the end, not wanting to slow down. He used it to push himself towards his lovers bedroom. The screaming was only interrupted by sharp gasps and growls, words mixed in but unrecognizable to his racing mind.

Jungkook reached for the doorknob only to have an arm hook around his waist, jerking him back and knocking the air from his lungs, halting him in his tracks. His fight or flight instincts kicked in and he threw his elbow behind him sharply to try and get his attacker off of him. He needed to get to Yoongi.

A hand blocked his elbow, gripping his arm, making Jungkook grit his teeth and resort to thrashing to take the person off guard. The arm tightened around his waist, dragging him back away from Yoongi’s door.

“Jungkook. It’s me.”

The firm familiar voice had him freezing, stalling his mind as he processed it. He looked over his shoulder and sagged against Seokjin’s arm when he saw his beautiful silver eyes. Except they weren’t the eyes he’d expected to see. They were cold, emotionless. None of the caring that Jungkook had come to know from the man.

Jungkook wanted to ask what was going on, what was happening to Yoongi, if he was okay. He wanted to ask why Seokjin was looking at him like that. If he hadn’t said his name, Jungkook might have thought his boyfriend didn’t recognize him.

He didn’t have time however. With an ungodly cracking sound the door to Yoongi’s room was ripped from it’s hinges, blown out from the inside and crashing against the wall of the hallway, an inferno of flames following it’s wake.

Jungkook gasped when Seokjin jerked him to the side the moment the door cracked. He felt his feet leave the ground for a disorienting second, his lover throwing him back down the hallway roughly. The jarring impact with the floor had him yelping, elbows and knees knocking against the hardwood enough to ensure bruises later.

He paid little attention to that, sitting up quickly, feeling the heat of the flames even from this distance and despite knowing it wouldn’t hurt him, everything in his body was screaming at him to run from them. The bright light was unforgiving on his unadjusted eyes, making them water and forcing him to squint to see.

Seokjin barely spared him a glance over his shoulder.

Namjoon bolted around the corner on the other side of the hall, not pausing for a second as he disappeared into Yoongi’s room which was now flooded in flames that poured out the door yet didn’t catch the wood of the houses structure. He heard Namjoon shout something but the roar of the fire drowned out his voice.

Hands were on him again and Jungkook jumped violently whipping his head up and to the side to see Taehyung. The Fae gave him a pained smile, brow pinched and eyes reflecting the flames down the hall as he quickly took his arm, pulling him to his feet. “Come on, this way.”

Jungkook looked back once to see Seokjin disappearing into the room as well.

His heart sunk.

“Taetae, what’s-”

“Not right now, bun. Trust me.”

Taehyung’s voice was strained, like he was holding back tears as he led him through the house. He stopped in the living room, movements quick and hurried. Yoongi’s screams suddenly becoming higher, more piercing, made them both flinch but while Jungkook stood and looked back at the stairs, Taehyung grabbed some blankets off the couch.

Jungkook accepted the blankets when they were handed to him, bundling in his arms tightly.

He opened his mouth to ask again, but the words weren’t there. His stomach was in knots, muscles so tense he was amazed he was even still able to move. This suddenly felt like a fire drill at school. Taehyung was moving robotically, tense but with purpose, like he’d done this before.

He had done this before.

Taehyung turned back and got some pillows before he was led through the kitchen and out the back door. His shock was giving away to more fear, dread caging his heart in a cold grip. He wanted to be back in the house. Back where the fire raged, Yoongi’s fire. The fire that only ever kept him warm and safe.

 He could barely keep his feet under him as they walked down the path in the gardens. Looking back at the house where one window on the second floor had completely shattered, the only thing he could see through it were flames.

He swallowed and bit down his lip to keep himself under control, mind and heart racing in a competition to see which could process faster. His lovers were in there. Where was Hoseok and Jimin?

“Tae, please, tell me what’s going on,” Jungkook begged, panting through his words as his adrenaline wore off the further they got from the house. He realized they were headed to the greenhouse.

Taehyung didn’t say anything, didn’t even look back at him and Jungkook was hit with the image of Seokjin’s eyes not a moment ago.

Cold, empty.

Distant.

He suddenly became very scared. Quickly he stopped and wrenched his arm away from Taehyung, his hands white from how hard he clutched the blankets to his chest, as if that would slow his hearts rapid pace.

Taehyung looked at him quickly, hand reaching to grab him once more before his eyes found his. His lover paused a moment and searched his face before taking a step towards him. The Fae’s expression melted into one of sadness and hurt, apology mixed in somewhere amongst it.

“Everything is going to be okay, Jungkookie, you need to take a deep breath,” he said and Jungkook frowned in confusion before he realized he was sucking in air too fast to do anything but make him light-headed. He focused on the short and erratic way he inhaled and exhaled, trying to slow his hyperventilating.

Taehyung, seeing the effort, gave a firm nod and took his arm again, “Minnie is waiting for us at the greenhouse. Yoongi is going to be okay. This happens sometimes.”

His lover wasn’t calm, regardless of his tone. The glossiness of his eyes and the near constant gnawing of his bottom lip gave him away. He might say this happens sometimes but clearly that didn’t make it any less terrifying for them.

Jungkook started walking once he felt he wasn’t about to fall over, unable to look back at the house once they started moving again. “What happens? He sounded like he was in pain Tae.”

“Nightmares. He just had a nightmare,” Taehyung’s voice was trying to be reassuring but he couldn’t tell if that was for his own sake or Jungkook’s.

This wasn’t an ordinary nightmare. Jungkook had seen Yoongi have nightmares. After his death he’d see them all have nightmares, waking up covered in sweat and gasping his name, sometimes jerking themselves awake, rolling and talking in their sleep with pinched expressions.

He’d never seen Yoongi have a nightmare like this.

Taehyung led them into the greenhouse, right to the back where Jungkook knew there was a small room that Hoseok sometimes slept in when he stayed out working late. Jimin was standing by the door and stood up straight when he saw them, arms wrapped around himself for some semblance of comfort.

“Let’s get comfy,” Jimin said softly, his smile tired and worried, “It’s going to be a long night.”

Jungkook waited to ask again until they were all crammed side by side in the small bed, sitting up with their backs against the wall and their knees pulled to their chests. He sat between Taehyung and Jimin, head tilted back against the wall as they sat in silence.

The room wasn’t anything special, a good size for one person comfortably, cramped for three.

It clicked in his mind why they’d come out here.

They couldn’t hear Yoongi’s screams.

The morbid thought churned his stomach.

“Shouldn’t we help? Shouldn’t we be there for him?” Jungkook asked, voice barely a whisper in the silent room, ears still ringing with his lovers cries. They likely wouldn’t fade for a long while.

Jimin shook his head, adjusting the blanket over them and pulling it under his chin, “We’ll just get in the way.”

“What about the others? Seokjin-hyung he…” Jungkook searched for a word but came up short. He was empty? He was emotionless? The way he’d looked at Jungkook had felt like a knife through his heart.

“They’re soldiers Jungkook,” Taehyung whispered, his head resting on Jungkook’s shoulder.

The reminder had his blood turning cold. Oh. That’s right. That’s what the look was. The look Seokjin had given him was the look of a soldier. A man thinking logically, not emotionally. A man who’d seen things he likely couldn’t even comprehend.

It was so easy to forget. They joked and laughed, smiling as if nothing was ever wrong. This house had become such a symbol of peace in Jungkook’s mind, he forgot that it wasn’t untouchable. Life could still get through it’s walls and attack them at their most vulnerable.

They had been on the front lines of a war well before Jungkook’s time. How much blood had they seen spilled? How much blood had they themselves spilled? How much had they lost? It was no wonder the three of them stayed with Yoongi. Jimin and Taehyung were like him, born after that time of bloodshed.

Jungkook closed his eyes, biting his tongue, trying to imagine Seokjin leading an army into battle. Tried to imagine the man having to watch the people under his command die.

He thought of Hoseok, Namjoon and Yoongi, all fighting for their lives and the lives of their people. Killing for it. Not sure if they’d live to see the next day.

He couldn’t. He couldn’t imagine the horror of it.

The adrenaline wearing off left him feeling exhausted, eyes burning with the need for sleep but mind refusing to give in. He felt liked he’d just had the nightmare. Everything happened so quickly and if he wasn’t in the greenhouse now he’d question if it’d happened at all.

Jungkook had been through his own shit. He had things that haunted and scarred him, things that kept him awake at night. It was why he kept his curtains open at night. It reminded him that there was a way out. When the noise in his head got to be too much, he’d stare out the window, sit in front of it, remind himself that he wasn’t trapped.

He wanted to run to Yoongi, hold him, tell him that he was safe. He wanted to give him a window to look out, to let him know he wasn’t trapped either. The thoughts didn’t own him, the memories were only ghosts, they could haunt him, torment him, but they couldn’t touch him.

Gently, he spun the ring on his finger, facing the insignia towards his palm and brushing it with his thumb. The simple design brought him comfort and he hadn’t taken the ring off since they’d given it to him. It was quickly becoming a habit to twist and spin it when he was feeling anxious.

“Do you know? What happened to them? How bad it was?” He asked hesitantly. He was cold, but it was the kind of cold even a thousand blankets couldn’t fix.

There was silence for a while before Jimin spoke, shifting next to him, “We only know what Hoseokie has told us. The other three won’t talk about it. You should ask him tomorrow, it’s not our story to tell.”

Jungkook nodded slightly, already having planned to do so.

“Whatever happened to them,” Taehyung sighed and shifted closer, sorrow encasing his words, “It destroyed them.”

Despite the words being whispered they echoed in his mind, repeating over and over, adding more despair with each pass. His heart ached painfully on behalf of his lovers but the helplessness of not being able to ease their pain, the trauma they’ve been dealing with for hundreds of years, was soul crushing.  

He could tell how tense Jimin and Taehyung were and knew this was just as heartbreaking for them. He wondered how often they had had to do this, hide in here until the hyung’s got things under control again. Wordlessly he wrapped his arms around them and pulled them close. The bed wasn’t big enough for them all to lie down but they made do with sitting up and propping up pillows.

None of them spoke another word that night, just as none of them got any more sleep.


Hoseok came and got them in the morning.

When he opened the door with an exhausted smile, Jungkook almost leapt out of bed. He would have too if his body wasn’t so stiff from the position he’d been stuck in all night. As it was, he slowly put his feet on the ground, giving his blood a second to rush back into them, wincing at the pins and needles.

“Is he okay? Are you guys okay?” Jungkook asked quickly.

Hoseok nodded, walking over to kiss his forehead and lace a hand through his hair as Jimin and Taehyung sat up too, Jimin rubbing his eyes tiredly. “He’s okay. He’s sleeping in today, so be quiet when you go inside.”

Taehyung stood and curled himself around Hoseok, hugging him tightly and hiding his face in his neck. Hoseok held him close.

“It was a bad one…” Taehyung mumbled.

“I know. Everything’s okay now though. How are you guys doing? Did you get any sleep?”

They all shook their heads and Hoseok smiled sadly.

“Seokjinnie is making something small for breakfast, lets get some food and you can go and get some rest,” he held a hand out for Jimin to take, which he did quickly. He held it firmly as he stood up off the bed.

Jungkook stood too, body and mind feeling exhausted but he shoved that aside, only wondering what kind of shape Yoongi was in. It killed him to think all he could do was sit and wait but he knew it was probably for the best, especially because he hadn’t fully understood the situation. He likely would have made it worse.

Together they walked back to the house.

It was quiet between them, the heaviness of the night and the sound of Yoongi’s cries still fresh in their minds.

Stepping in the back door, they found Seokjin at the counter. His shoulders were tense, pulled back stiff, spine straight as he put together a simple breakfast.

He glanced at them and his gaze softened, putting down his knife he turned and held his arms out, Jimin and Taehyung hurrying over immediately to accept the hug. They both threw their arms around him, snuggling against him.

But, Jungkook hesitated.

The looked Seokjin had given him before, the way he’d tossed him roughly, it made him doubt. Had he actually done something wrong? Had Seokjin been annoyed at him for getting in the way? Logically he knew it wasn’t true, that it had little to do with him and more to do with protecting Yoongi, that the angel had thrown him back because if he’d been in contact with Seokjin, he would have gotten hurt by the fire.

It made him wince. The reminder that he was still a weakness to them. It had been so long with things going so well, it was as if he’d been living in a bubble of perfection. A bubble that had erased the still fresh wounds in his mind, made him forget they had any problems at all.

With the first scream he’d heard from Yoongi, he felt like he’d been violently ripped away from that perfect make believe place that hardships couldn’t break through too.

When he first got to Galaxy, it was perfect in his eyes. An escape from the life that felt empty and numb. After everything with the gem, after Jiho betrayed him, he saw that the Galaxy wasn’t prefect either. Jungkook thinks, without knowing, the guys had become his escape. They had become that perfection that he for some reason thought existed.

It hit him then.

He’d become spoiled.

Jungkook had gotten used to this life, this wonderful life with the boys, that he’d come to expect everything to go well, to turn out in their favour. That mentality might have worked when seeing his brother, but it wouldn’t work against everything.

Things weren’t going to go right just because he wanted them too. When had he stopped putting effort in? When had he become so careless?

The threat of losing the guys was very real. What if it hadn’t been a nightmare? What if Yoongi really had been in trouble? It sounded obvious now that he thought it. Of course he could lose them. He had lost them.

No.

They had lost him.

That was the difference. That’s why Jungkook felt like his world was crashing around him and everyone else was taking this in stride. Staying calm.

Jungkook hadn’t dealt with the loss after he’d died. There wasn’t much to deal with, it felt like minutes. That was left to the people still living every waking moment of those three months. People who had lived through battles unimaginable to him and watched countless lives be lost including those they loved. They knew how strong each other were, they knew their limits.

Suddenly, that small gap between them wasn’t so small anymore. He felt like he’d just taken two steps forward and ten steps back. He felt immature, like a child who’d found his parents crying and couldn’t understand. Parents didn’t cry, parents were the ones that held you when you cried.

Jungkook had somehow formed this perfect image of his boyfriends, thinking they were invincible. They could do no wrong and they didn’t hurt and have bad days. He never got to see those days. They hadn’t let him see them.

How much had they been sheltering him from? Were they doing it on purpose? Or were they just not ready to be open with him on that level? While the thought hurt and made his chest feel tight, he understood it. What had he done for them since they’d met besides bring them heartache and grievances?

Seokjin’s hand on his arm snapped him out of his thoughts, not having realized how lost in them he’d become. He met the man’s eyes, searching for that soldier he’d seen before, but only met with concern. Part of him was disappointed.

He wanted to see all of them, know all of them, all the bad and the good. Jungkook didn’t want to see them as perfect strangers, he wanted to know them as people. People who had regrets, sorrows and flaws.

“Kookie, you’re zoning out love,” he said softly, sliding his hand down his arm.

Jungkook twitched as his fingers brushed over his elbow, it was enough to catch Seokjin’s attention who had already been looking at him intently. Frowning, Seokjin lifted his arm turning it to see the scabbed skin of a scrap on his elbow. It wasn’t bad, Jungkook had felt the sting from it last night after he’d calmed down, but it was no more than a little abrasion.

Seokjin however, looked at it and Jungkook could practically see his heart break, shoulders slumping and guilt obvious in the way he hovered his hand over it, as if scared to cause him more pain. “Was this- Did I…?”

Jungkook pulled his arm away, hiding the scrap from his view, “It’s fine. It’s just a scrap hyung,” he reassured.

It didn’t seem to appease any of them, Hoseok frowning slightly and Jimin stepping forward. “Let me take a look Kookie.”

It shouldn’t have made him angry, but it did. He knew Jimin was just being kind, but Jungkook didn’t want kindness right now. He didn’t want to be hiding in the greenhouse while Yoongi was in distress. Tamping down the anger, he shook his head, “I can take a tiny scratch. It doesn’t hurt.”

Perhaps he said it a bit rougher than he’d meant too, but he saw the confusion on Jimin’s face as he reluctantly nodded, stepping back towards Taehyung.

Jungkook licked his lips and looked away from them. He wasn’t angry with them, they hadn’t done anything wrong. He was angry with himself for becoming so overindulged and complacent.

The silence was awkward and Seokjin straightened up again, “We should eat. You can all wait at the table, it’ll only be another minute or two.”

They did as he said, heading to the dining room. Jimin offered to help quietly and Seokjin asked him to get some plates. Hoseok put a hand on Jungkook’s back on their way to their seats. He gave him a light frown but didn’t ask, Jungkook was grateful for that. He just shook his head lightly in response, not sure how else to tell him he didn’t want to get into it right now.

Namjoon joined them just after Seokjin brought the food out, he was still setting it on the table when the immortal came down the stairs, steps heavy. They all looked over and didn’t have to voice their question as Namjoon already knew what they’d ask.

“He’s sleeping soundly. I gave him some Idisirin. It’ll help,” he said sitting down in his usual seat.

Jungkook could see how tired he was, emotionally as well as physically. He wanted to ask what had happened in the room, but he could recognize that now wasn’t the time.

They ate.

Most of the meal was silent, Yoongi’s absence from the table leaving the food tasting bland and the conversation nonexistent.

When they started cleaning up, Hoseok brought up their date. “We can reschedule, last night took a lot out of us.”

Jungkook frowned looking up from where he was stacking plates to bring them to the kitchen, “Hyung, if you’re still up for it, I’d really like to go.”

If anything, he wanted to go even more. He wanted to get out of the house for awhile. Needed to clear his head. Just… get away from everything for a few minutes. Ideally, he really wanted to go and spend time alone in Euphoria. But the desire to meet the people who raised Hoseok was far too strong.

The dragon had also been extremely excited when he’d agree the other night, more then he usually got. He kept asking if he was sure, moving about and hugging him before pulling away like he didn’t know what to do with his body.

It was endearing to see him so eager.

There was also not much he could do for Yoongi, though that thought left a bitterness rolling through him, he knew he just needed sleep and people who understood him far better than Jungkook did.

Hoseok blinked and hummed, “I’m always up for seeing my parents. I don’t have a problem with going so long as you don’t need us here,” he said, aiming the last part towards Namjoon.

The immortal shook his head, smiling softly, “You guys go ahead. I’ve got Yoongi. He’s going to want some space after he wakes up anyway.”

Seokjin stepped out of the kitchen, walking over to them, “Don’t go until the afternoon. Both of you should try and get some sleep first. I have some extra pastries you can bring Oryrea and Phynelle.”

“They’ll be ecstatic about that,” Hoseok chuckled, moving some dishes to the kitchen.

“Tell them we send our love,” Namjoon smiled, calling after him as he stepped around the table. “I’m going to see if I can’t get some rest too. Yoongi should be out for a few hours.”

Jungkook closed his eyes when Namjoon hooked a hand around the side of his head, leaning in to kiss his chastely. He pressed their foreheads together for a moment before pulling away, Jungkook already missing the warmth of his hand.

He gave Seokjin a gentle kiss as well, lingering a bit longer, communicating silently. Seokjin sighed lightly when he pulled away and gave a tired smile. The immortal headed upstairs to his room.

Jungkook went back to cleaning up, about to pick up the stack of plates when Seokjin stopped him, a hand on his shoulder.

“Kookie, could you come sleep with me?”

The way he worded the question stood out to Jungkook. Perhaps it’d just been the realization that he’d become so reliant on them, when they weren’t relying on him nearly the same amount (which, he felt could be good or bad depending on how one looked at it), but the wording made it feel like Seokjin was asking for his own comfort.

He took a careful look at his boyfriends expression, could see the weariness and anxiousness behind his usually calm façade. Maybe he was asking because he needed that comfort right now.

Jungkook nodded and moved to finish cleaning. When they were done, Seokjin led him by the hand up to his room.

He’d been in Seokjin’s room only a few times, and it was much like Hoseok’s. There wasn’t much personality to it, not much to say that it was his own except some of the cookbooks Jungkook had gotten him sitting on the desk, as well as other books from the Galaxy, likely some left by Namjoon who practically left a trail everywhere he went.

The bed was also pushed up against one wall, like Taehyung’s room, leaving the space of the room free but for what, Jungkook wasn’t sure.

Still in their night clothes, they headed straight to the bed where Seokjin got under the blankets, lifting them for him. Jungkook followed suit, climbing in next to him and laying down on his side facing him.

He felt Seokjin’s arms wrap around him, attempting to pull him close, to tuck him against his chest but he frowned. No. This wasn’t what he wanted. Quickly he put a hand against the older’s chest, pushing enough to stop him. He felt him freeze, tensing.

Jungkook huffed slightly and frowned,

“Jungkook… I’m… I didn’t mean to hurt you,” Seokjin said quietly, voice more pained than he’d ever heard it. It sounded like he was on the verge of tears and Jungkook clicked his tongue.

Scootching up the bed slightly, he hooked an arm around Seokjin’s waist and tugged him closer, resting his chin on his head as he tucked him into his chest instead. His boyfriends hand landed on his hip, pausing in what Jungkook assumed was surprise.

Closing his eyes, because he really was tired, he breathed out, “You can’t hurt me hyung.”

The words Jimin always used with him held more meaning than Jungkook first realized. When he’d first said them he hadn’t understood, thought it was just a delusional wish born out of the stubbornness to pretend like Jungkook wasn’t actually a risk to them.

Except, he said it even after Jungkook had shot him. Nearly killed him. That was when he understood. It wasn’t that he couldn’t hurt them. Of course he could, physically he could hurt them. But he didn’t mean physically. Jungkook couldn’t hurt them because they trusted him. He couldn’t hurt them because they knew he would never do anything to them with that intention.

Physical wounds could heal and be forgotten, physical wounds were going to happen in the life they led. But the wounds Jimin was referring too, the ones that never healed, that left a rift between loved ones and damaged hearts and souls rather then flesh and bone, those they could never inflict on each other.

Now, seeing it from Jimin’s point of view and being the one to speak the words, it was also a way to comfort the inevitable guilt from these situations. A reassurance that they were still okay.

Seokjin seemed to understand this meaning, and Jungkook wondered if he was the last one to pick up on it. The angel silently slid his hand to his back, fisting his shirt and burying his face in his chest. His body relaxed as he let himself take the comfort he clearly needed.

Jungkook lazily played with his hair and said nothing as he felt the wetness of tears soak through his shirt. He said nothing as he felt Seokjin shake lightly against him.

They fell asleep in each others arms, no more words needing to be said.


Jungkook and Hoseok left around lunch, the dragon looking much more refreshed than he had earlier. The nap had done them all good, their minds awake and clear now that they were rested.

Yoongi was still asleep when they left, and despite Jungkook asking if he could quietly say goodbye, the others seemed to think it was better if Yoongi wasn’t disturbed. Jungkook would make sure to talk to him when they got home.

He wearing some of Taehyung’s clothes to fit in better. Namjoon assured them once more that Yoongi would be alright, they said their goodbyes and were off.

Hoseok told him it would be a bit of a long walk, probably taking them close to two hours to arrive but he promised they’d take a break halfway for some of the food that Seokjin had packed for them.

Jungkook didn’t mind, excited to spend more time in the Galaxy, even if most of it was traveling through forest and fields. Plus he got to spend more one on one time with Hoseok and that alone was wonderful.

By the time they’d left their property, Hoseok had talked about every tree that Jungkook questioned him on, finding out that a lot of the trees they themselves planted. He’d pointed out the specific stone marker that signified the edge of their land too. The Sets insignia, the same one on his ring, was carved proudly into it, letting travelers know whose land they were crossing onto.

“Do you get a lot of people coming onto your land?” Jungkook asked, shifting the bag on his shoulders that held their things and supplies for the trip.

“Our land,” Hoseok corrected chuckling, “We have people come and go frequently especially for the Magic Shop, but they know not to cause trouble and to stick to the paths.”

Humming, Jungkook nodded in understanding as he walked outside the property for the first time. The forest hadn’t changed much, but he could tell it was thinning out, the trees spaced out more and the species of trees becoming one specific kind rather then a whole bunch. He’d never get sick of the beautiful views.

The path was wide enough for four people to walk comfortably side by side and it looked well travelled.

“Were you scared?” Hoseok suddenly asked, making Jungkook look at him. He was looking ahead, eyes following the tops of the trees as they swayed in the breeze.

Jungkook looked at his feet, trudging along, step after step on the light brown dirt, compacted from others who’d walked along before them. “Yeah.”

“Me too,” Hoseok agreed.

Jungkook wondered how many times he’d seen Yoongi go through this. Yet he was still terrified on behalf of his lover. It made him give up hope of getting used to it, though, it wasn’t something he ever really wanted to get used too. The implications of that weren’t ones he liked to entertain the thought of.

“Were you in his room too?” Jungkook asked, realizing he hadn’t seen Hoseok at all last night until he got them in the morning.

Hoseok nodded, “I was sleeping in there with him.”

Hoseok had been right next to him and he hadn’t been able to stop Yoongi’s screams, which no doubt had startled him awake worse than it did Jungkook. He knew how close the two were. Hoseok must still be rattled from it, though he was handling it calmly.

“You can ask Kookie, I know Minnie and Tae probably explained a little,” Hoseok looked at him.

Licking his lips Jungkook shook his head, “Not much. Just that it had to do with the wars.”

“Among other things I’m sure,” he said softly. “But when it’s that bad, mainly it is.”

“Is that why Jiminie and Tae hide in the greenhouse?” he frowned.

Hoseok chuckled but it lacked his usual sunshine demeanor, “I wouldn’t call it hiding. They were protecting themselves and Yoongi. They didn’t take it well the first time it happened with them around. Those two have their own past experiences when it comes to nightmares so they reacted strongly. It took a few days for everyone to get back on their feet after that.”

Jungkook furrowed his brow, looking a head of them.

That was why Jimin and Taehyung had left the house. That situation, while they must have wanted to be there for their lover too, was outside their limits. It likely would have hurt them more to stay and Jungkook had to admire the strength it took for them to step away.

Being in a relationship wasn’t just about taking care of your partner, it was about taking care of yourself as well. You relied on each other when you were weak but you had to know when you needed to step back and let them handle it as well. Jungkook was still learning that.

It didn’t mean they cared any less. It meant they trusted the others to help him and knew that by not putting themselves in the situation that would have undoubtedly left them hurting and scared, they avoided pressing guilt on Yoongi who likely would have blamed himself for upsetting them.

It hadn’t been a matter of hiding the bad days from Jungkook like he’d originally thought. Perhaps, they were just unsure of what his limits were. What he could take and what would only cause him pain.

Jungkook had a lot to learn about relationships but he was trying and he’d be patient. He just hoped the others would be patient with him too.

Sucking in a deep breath of the fresh air he decided to ask about something that had been on his mind since Hoseok had asked him to meet his parents.

“Hyung, I thought… well, Yoongi said that you and him were the last of your kinds,” Jungkook said, leaving the question to hang in the air.

Hoseok nodded, “He’s right. The other dragons were hunted during the wars, but I didn’t know anyone else of my kind even before then,” his expression took a heavier look, that weight of an exhaustion deeper than he knew settling into his eyes. “For me, it wasn’t like what Yoongi went through. He lived amongst other phoenix’s, he had a family and people he knew and cared for. They were one of the first villages to be wiped out.”

Jungkook pressed his teeth together and looked at the ground as he walked. “Hyung you don’t have to talk about it.”

Hoseok shook his head, “The wars didn’t scar me like it did them. I was a foot soldier and the things I saw and did will always be with me. There’s really no letting go of it. I lost a lot of good friends and I certainly came out a different man then I’d gone in. But for them…”

The hesitation had Jungkook putting a hand on his arm and looking at him, “I mean it hyung, don’t talk about it if you don’t want to.”

Hoseok glanced at him, Jungkook finding a hint of what he’d seen in Seokjin the night before. A hint of the soldier. “I want you to know my story Jungkook, my life. If I’m honest, I had a much easier one then most of the guys.”

Jungkook nodded lightly, dropping his hand from his arm and not saying anything further, giving him the time to speak as he wished.

Twenty more steps and Hoseok lifted a hand to run through his hair, “I was drafted into the 23rd division. When the attacks from the humans started, we were one of the first on the field, our division was quickly moved to defense though. We were stationed at a village that had been evacuated and were using it as a base of operations.”

Hoseok sniffed a bit and stuck his hands in his pockets, “It was pretty quiet there. We didn’t see much action for a long time seeing as we were well within our lines. It got very wearisome though and people started telling these stories about the 1st division on the front lines.”

“Was that Seokjin’s division?” Jungkook looked at him, remembering what the other had told him at the Kaosado celebration.

Hoseok nodded, “I kept hearing all these stories about the general and how all of his raids were successful, he had the lowest rate of casualties, he was kind but ruthless to the enemies,” he smirked with a sense of pride rolling off him. “A genius human and a phoenix started being mentioned too. They were like… hope for us. Hero’s that were leading the fight and were winning.”

His tone was light, but his eyes told Jungkook he was lost in the memories of that time.

“We looked up to them a lot. The stories of their successes gave us determination and made the days of waiting less dreary. I still don’t know how many of those stories are true. When I first met Yoongi he always just brushed it off saying it was exaggerated. But…”

Hoseok suddenly frowned, eyes darkening, “We got the news of the first division falling a day before our own base was attacked. Nearly half their division was slaughtered, though we never found out what had gone wrong. We held our base for two weeks before they broke through. Most of our division was killed too. I barely made it out with a few others.”

Jungkook ran a hand through his hair, trying to take in that information. He had nothing to equate to that kind of life. That fear they must have felt, even just the days of waiting for news and word from the rest of the army, the days of fighting and being overtaken in the end. God that sounded like hell.

“From what I’ve gotten from Yoongi over of the years, they were captured by the enemy. Him and Namjoon.”

He quickly looked at Hoseok with wide eyes.

Seeing his expression, Hoseok gave him a confirming nod, “For months they were in the enemies hands. Neither have ever said what had happened there. Seokjin I think… well, he was their General. He took responsibility for their capture and even now I’m sure he blames himself on some level.”

Jungkook didn’t know if he wanted to hear any more of this. It made him feel physically ill to think of what could have happened to them in those months. No wonder Namjoon had told him they couldn’t do anything related to restraints. Of course that must be triggering to them.

“Yoongi’s nightmares are from that time? When they were captured?” Jungkook asked hesitantly.

“I couldn’t say for sure, he doesn’t talk about them to anyone but Namjoon afterwards, but it’s a safe guess. Namjoon gets similar ones he just, doesn’t light things on fire when he does,” Hoseok joked lightly though the humor was lacking given the topic.

Jungkook frowned deeply, looking at the ground. They’d lived lifetimes that Jungkook couldn’t fathom, been through so much pain and sorrow. Now he understood why they held onto each other so desperately, why they were so reliant on each of them to keep them going.

Jungkook was new. He hadn’t found that place amongst them yet. He hadn’t completely closed that gap that separated them.

He wasn’t scared though. There was no doubt in his mind that he one day would be for them what they were for him. They’d saved him in so many ways. He wanted to help them too. Jungkook wasn’t naive enough to think he could solve all their struggles just because he showed up with good intentions. No, he wasn’t looking to solve anything. He just wanted to make it a bit easier on them. If even the smallest amount.  

He wanted to carry that weight with them too. Even at the risk of it crushing him.

Deciding to change the topic slightly to lighten the mood, he asked, “So, did your parents adopt you? You said you didn’t know any other dragons so I assume that means your birth parents too.”

Perking up a bit and smiling, he nodded eagerly, “Yep! They’re both Harpies. They found me in the forest one day, just an abandoned little egg,” he snickered and smiled.

Jungkook blinked, “An egg?”

“Well yeah,” Hoseok raised a brow in amusement, “This isn’t my natural form remember?”

“Oh, that’s right, sorry I just- I’ve gotten so used to seeing you guys like this I forget sometimes that you have other forms,” he said sheepishly.

He would really love to see those forms one day, when they were ready to show him. It would be amazing to see the mythical creatures he’d grown up hearing and learning about in their true glory. No misconceptions or skewed information. They were the real deal. It just, when they looked so human all the time it was easy to forget. Just like how he forgot how powerful they were, and how much they’d been through.

Jungkook made a promise to himself to be careful of that from now on. He wanted to appreciate and love every bit of them, every bad day and good. He wanted to be there for it. So he would have to properly acknowledge that they were so much more than just the cute boys who fought over tv remotes and marveled at the number of uses for his cellphone.

“You haven’t really gotten to see much of our world,” Hoseok acknowledged. “I wish you could wander freely here.”

Jungkook had to agree with that.

“Will your parents be okay with me being a human and all?” He frowned a bit in concern.

Hoseok laughed and Jungkook had to smile lightly. Despite the rough night and the tiredness, they both still felt the aftermath of, Hoseok could still light up a room by just being him. “You don’t have to worry. They’re going to love you.”

The reassurance helped calm his nerves slightly but he still felt antsy. He really wanted to make a good impression on his parents. Jungkook had never done the ‘meeting the parents’ situation before and he couldn’t help thinking what he’d do if they didn’t like him. Would they try and convince Hoseok to break up with him? Would they give him that disapproving scowl he’d grown used to from his own parents?

He knew it was unlikely, or he hoped it was. Given how excited Hoseok was to go see them, he hoped they were kind people like their son was. But overthinking was a curse of his and it liked to torture him.

“What are they like?” He asked, trying to keep the nervousness out of his voice.

Laughing, Hoseok slung an arm over his shoulders, making them both stumble slightly and making Jungkook smile for the first time that day. “Mom is really blunt, her and Yoongi get along really well and it’s fun watching them talk cause neither of them hold back. She might compliment you until you’re begging her to stop,” he laughed. “Mama is more energetic, she’s a hugger too so be prepared for that. Oh and if you think Seokjinnie is bad, just wait until they start trying to feed you. On that note we should probably skip that snack then…”

Jungkook smiled brightly. The more he talked about them, the more eager he was to meet them. He didn’t vocally point out that for him, Hoseok having two mothers was not something Jungkook was entirely used too. Hoseok likely knew that already. But in Galaxy it was completely accepted to have any sorts of relationships.

It made him feel warm inside knowing that he could walk into their home and not have to worry about getting thrown out or glared at or even hit because of his sexuality. If that were to happen it would more likely be because he was human. Which, admittedly wasn’t better but he’d take what he could get.


When they got closer to the village that Hoseok’s parents lived in, a village called Westfell, they started passing more people on the paths.

Hoseok held his hand once the village was in sight, waving and smiling at everyone they passed as if he knew them all personally. Judging by how they greeted him though, he probably did. Jungkook himself got some curious looks but Hoseok was quick to draw attention away from him with his contagiously vibrant mood.

Jungkook tried hard not to stare, marveling at the different races and features of the people that mingled and lived together peacefully. He remembered the first time he went to a village with Namjoon and Seokjin, and this amazement felt much the same.

That reminded him, he’d been meaning to go back and apologize properly to Theana.

“Master Hoseok!” A voice called out making them both look to a man standing off the side of the main path who was waving them over. Hoseok lit up and led Jungkook to the man who was fixing a sign on the side of a small house, he couldn’t read the language but he assumed it was a shop sign.

“Mastomi! Good to see you old man,” Hoseok laughed as they approached making the man squawk indignantly and raise his hammer as if to hit him. The man’s hair was greying, and he looked to be about fifty or so. Though he learned not to assume ages. His eyes were a striking pumpkin orange.

Instead he pointed it at them, “Still no manners I see. I was going to say it’s nice to see you too but I think you could stay away a little longer,” Mastomi huffed but Jungkook could hear the fondness in his complaint.

Hoseok snickered, “It’s just a short visit, here to see the folks.”

The man nodded in understanding, turning back to what he was doing, “Those two, without you to take care of they’ve practically adopted the whole village. Guardian forbid one of us works too late,” he laughed heartily. He lifted the sign he was putting up, adjusting it where he wanted it.

Jungkook stepped forward to hold up the other side for him so he could hammer it into place. Mastomi looked at him and smiled, “Why thank you,” he went about hammering the sign into place and once it was secure, Jungkook stepped back and took Hoseok’s hand once again.

Hoseok smiled fondly at him, “Mastomi, I should introduce you, this is Jungkook. Jungkook this is Mastomi, he’s a good friend of our family.”

“A pleasure Jungkook, are you a friend of Master Hoseok’s?” The man set the hammer down and dusted off his hands.

Jungkook glanced at Hoseok who let go of his hand in favour of putting it on his back reassuringly, “I told you it’s just Hoseok to you, and my Set and I are courting Jungkook actually,” he grinned proudly.

“Oh! Guardian’s protection why didn’t you start with that?” Mastomi lit up, bowing deeply.  “Never thought I’d see the day their Set would court someone else. You must be quite special. Where are you from?”

Jungkook spluttered a bit, taken off guard by his sudden excitement and even more so by the question, “Oh um,” he looked quickly at Hoseok for help.

Hoseok’s smile didn’t even twitch as he lied easily, “He’s from Levavin, came up this way to visit the Magic Shop. Stayed for the shop owners,” Hoseok nudged him and snickered.

Mastomi whistled, “That’s quite the trip. No wonder your skin is so beautifully tan, I hear the skies are brighter that way.”

Blushing a bit at the compliment Jungkook smiled sheepishly and rubbed his neck. Mastomi chuckled, “Don’t let me keep you, your mom’s are going to come after me otherwise. Just make sure to stop by on the way out.”

Hoseok nodded, “Of course, we’re aren’t staying too long, we’ll see you later Mastomi.”

Jungkook waved at the kind mind as Hoseok led him down the street where they were greeted by more smiles and friendly calls. The atmosphere was peaceful and happy, it instantly made Jungkook feel better after this morning.

“He seemed nice,” Jungkook said softly, holding Hoseok’s hand again.

Hoseok smiled at him, “He kept my parents safe when they were sent to Galaxy. It took me almost ten years to find them.”

Jungkook looked at him with wide eyes, “Ten years? That’s such a long time…”

Humming, his boyfriend nodded, swinging their hands gently, “Yeah. But I’m glad they were okay. I cried for days after finding them again,” he admitted sheepishly.

They walked through town, Hoseok often stopping to show him things, even stopping at a vendor and buying him a little clip for his hair. “You keep having to push it out of your eyes, this should help,” the dragon had said as he gingerly pinned his hair back then proceeded to fawn over how cute it looked.

Jungkook could only smile and laugh, touched by the consideration and how observant Hoseok was of something so small. After reassuring he could take pictures with Jungkook’s phone later, they walked the rest of the way to his parents house.

The moment the modest home came into view, surrounded by beautiful gardens and flowers that almost hid the entire house, Jungkook felt all the nerves come back. The home was right on the edge of town, wedged between two rolling hills and a stream running past, no deeper than his ankle.

Before they could walk up the path Jungkook quickly pulled Hoseok to a stop and blurted out, “What if they don’t like me?” The words came out rushed and Hoseok raised a brow at him, he quickly started rambling, “I mean, Theana was terrified when she found out, what if they’re scared of me too, what if they don’t approve of you courting me? Do you think they’d-”

“Kookie,” Hoseok laughed and pulled him close, hooking his arms around his waist. “Do you trust me?”

Jungkook nodded without hesitation.

“Then believe me when I say you’re worrying for nothing. The only trouble we’ll have is trying to leave,” he leaned his forehead against his and Jungkook took a small breath. The nervous butterflies in his stomach were still fluttering around but Hoseok’s confidence was helping.

After a moment, Jungkook nodded, “Okay. Okay. It’ll be fine,” he mumbled to himself. Hoseok hummed a laugh, making Jungkook pout. He was finding this too amusing. Didn’t he realize how important it was to him that he make a good impression?

These were Hoseok’s parents, he loved their son to the moon and back and it would crush him if his family didn’t approve.

Though, he’d forgotten one key detail.

These were Hoseok’s parents.

The moment the door opened, they were met with a shriek that had Jungkook flinching and hiding behind Hoseok quickly, the sudden sound obliterating any confidence he’d gathered.

Hoseok was tugged down by a short woman who threw her arms over his shoulders and hugged him tightly, “Hoseokie! My baby! Oh look at you, you’re even more handsome then the last time I saw you,” the woman exclaimed pulling back just as quickly as she’d hugged him to put her hands on his shoulders and get a look at him.

“Hi Mama,” Hoseok laughed happily, tension Jungkook hadn’t even realized had been there seeming to leave the dragon in the woman’s presence.

Jungkook peaked over Hoseok’s shoulder to get a better look at her. She was absolutely adorable in a mature kind of way, her body was heavy set and she looked strong and healthy. Her curly hair was a light auburn, framing her face and complimenting her soft features. A spattering of freckles decorated her cheeks and her eyes looked only kind and excited.

“We didn’t know you were visiting! You should have told us, we haven’t prepared anything,” she smacked Hoseok arm and he laughed.

“You always over do it when I tell you, so I thought I’d leave it a surprise.”

“Well don’t linger out there, come in come in! You’re looking so much better. Tell me all about- oh,” Hoseok’s mother paused as she caught sight of Jungkook who suddenly felt like he was standing too straight. Was he standing straight or was he slouching? He couldn’t tell. How do you stand properly again?

Shifting nervously he quickly bowed, “H-Hello.”

Damn stutter.

“Hello! I’m so sorry, I didn’t know Hoseokie had a guest with him! Who might you be dear?” She asked kindly and Jungkook stood up straight to see Hoseok crossing his arms, looking all to amused.

Damn boyfriend.

“I’m um, my name’s Jungkook, I’m-”

He never got to finish his sentence as he was interrupted by yet another shriek of excitement, he blinked owlishly as the woman waved her hands around in what he would think was a panic if not for the face splitting smile she wore. She turned back and forth between shaking Hoseok’s arm and looking him over.

“This is the boy?! He’s so handsome, oh my Guardian, please call me Mama Ory. It’s so wonderful to finally meet you, Hoseokie told us so much about you,” Ory said looking almost flustered with her own excitement, “Where are my manners? Please come inside, oh Phynelle will be so excited to meet you!”

She waved her hands towards Jungkook to come closer and he looked at her in amazement as Hoseok slipped a hand around his waist and guided him inside. They closed the door behind them and Jungkook took a look around as he slipped off his shoes.

“You must be exhausted from the trip, let me take those,” Ory quickly pulled Hoseok’s backpack off his shoulders and sat it next to the wall.

The entrance was small but opened up to a comfortable living room with two couches and a large window. The entire room was full of plants and flowers but it didn’t look overwhelming, it only served to make it feel that much more cozy. The walls had paintings hung up off all different sizes and of all different subjects.

Some were landscapes, one he recognized as the view outside of the rolling hills and the stream, another was a family portrait of Hoseok and his mom’s. He smiled when he recognized the signature at the bottom of most of them. “Tae’s paintings?”

Ory looked at the paintings and smiled brightly, “Aren’t they just beautiful? That boy is so talented, I keep meaning to get him to do one of Mastomi but he never could sit still, that man fidgets like a youngling at the dinner table.” She went to take his bag.

Jungkook quickly pulled it off his own shoulders and handed it to her, being careful not to touch her. Theana had not reacted well when she’d touched his hand. He didn’t want to shock the poor woman. “Thank you,” he said politely as she took the bag and set it to the side.

“Please please make yourself at home, I’ll go fetch Phynelle and make us all some tea,” she hurried off into the house, passing through a door he assumed was the kitchen.

Jungkook followed Hoseok to the living room and sat next to him on one of the couches, wiping his sweaty palms on his thighs. Hoseok smiled at him, “You okay?”

He nodded quickly, “Your mom seems really sweet,” he said honestly. There was no doubt in that, the woman had such a loving nature about her and Jungkook got that from just the short interaction. “I see where you get it from.”

Hoseok actually flushed at that and Jungkook couldn’t suppress his grin. He could see a lot of Hoseok’s personality in his mother and he suddenly wondered what he was like as a kid, if he’d always been this energetic.

“Yeah well,” Hoseok mumbled embarrassed.

Ory came back into the room, dragging another woman by the arm behind her. This woman was about the same height as Hoseok, hair as black as midnight and her face had sharper features then her wife but she was no less pretty. She had sharp eyes that very much reminded him of Yoongi’s cat like ones.

“Hoseok!” The woman lit up much like his other mom and held her arms, Hoseok standing off the couch to accept the hug, embracing her warmly. Jungkook stood as well and folded his hands in front of him to be polite. “My boy it’s been so long, how have you been? How is your Set?”

“I’ve been good, great actually. And everyone’s doing alright. I’ve missed you Mom,” Hoseok smiled, kissing her cheek.

“We’re glad to see you doing better, especially after your last visit.” Her attention turned to look at Jungkook, eyes scanning over him making him feel painfully self-conscious. He bowed a bit and mumbled a polite hello to which she only hummed.

“You must be Jungkook then, the boy who defied death itself.”

He swallowed nervously.

Notes:

Alright! So lots to unpack and lots about the guys pasts. Poor Yoongi suffering in the background, don't worry he'll be in a lot of the next chapter. Hoseok's mom's are exactly as sweet as you think they are and they will adopt you immediately so be warned ^_^

Again I have to keep this short but thank you to the moon and back for all the support, I know the last two chapters have been slow but sometimes those are necessary, so here's some action to satisfy. Next chapter brings more!

Next Chapter: Things aren't better when Hoseok and Jungkook get home.

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Chapter 12: The Goods and Bads

Summary:

Jungkook gets some much needed advice and Yoongi gets the help he needs.

Notes:

Hi! Oh man am I glad I managed to get this up on time today! It's pushing it close but I did it! Thank you for everyone's thoughts last chapter!

Warning: This chapter gets into detail about using pain as an outlet. This is in NO WAY promoting the practice of self-harm, it's used in the context of fighting and lashing out however the basis of pain being used to relieve emotion might be triggering to some people so please read cautiously.

With that said! I hope you enjoy and let me know what you think!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook sat on the couch holding a cup of tea in his hands that Ory had given him. The aroma reminded him of clementine’s and sweet honey, a hint of spice intermingled with it. It was helping to calm his nerves, the clamminess of his hands now from the tea’s warmth rather than the anxiety he’d felt earlier.

Ory and Phynelle sat on the couch across from them, mirroring how Hoseok sat next to him with his own cup of tea.

Phynelle was an intense woman in the complete opposite way her wife was. She was no less kind and had a very charming smile, but Hoseok wasn’t kidding about her being blunt.

She had been straight upfront about telling him they knew he was human, and she immediately tried to wave off his attempts to explain himself. Instead, she’d simply smiled at him kindly.

“It’s not a problem,” she had said, “We were admittedly surprised but anyone who makes our Hoseokie happy deserves a chance in our books.”

Hoseok explained to him that he’d been telling his parents about him through the regular letters they sent back and forth, but he hadn’t told them he was human until after he had died and Hoseok came to visit them seeking the comfort of his family. Then he had explained everything in person.

“So Jungkook, tell us about yourself, how have you been settling into Galaxy?” Ory asked, leaning forward to set her tea on the coffee table and smile kindly at him. “The human world must have changed so much since we were last there!”

Jungkook rubbed his thumb along the rim of his teacup gently and nodded, “It’s very different now, there’s a lot of new technology. Galaxy is amazing though, I love it here.”

“Jungkookie shows us new stuff from his world all the time, it’s incredible what the humans have come up with. They’re so innovative,” Hoseok praised.

“We would love to go back one day,” Phynelle said fondly.

“Mom,” Hoseok gave her a slight warning look and she waved a hand.

“Yes yes I know, big secret and all. Don’t you worry Hoseok we haven’t told anyone. Believe it or not we don’t try to cause trouble for you,” she laughed a bit.

Ory smiled sitting on the edge of the couch as she sat a hand on her wife’s knee.

“If um, it’s alright to ask, you don’t… hate humans?” Jungkook voiced hesitantly.

Ory put a hand on her chest, “Guardian’s above, no dear. Though I suppose we can’t fault you for thinking we might. There are a few of us that still remember the kind human’s before the wars. We had many human friends that we were separated from because of those horrible times.”

Jungkook frowned, “I’m sorry… it must have been so hard.”

“The hardest part was letting our baby boy fight,” Ory reached over and held a hand out, Hoseok meeting her halfway and holding her hand gently, smiling reassuringly. “We kept dreading the day we’d get a letter saying he wouldn’t be coming home.”

“But you didn’t,” Hoseok pointed out.

Phynelle hummed, looking at Jungkook, “I suppose the wars were long before your time.”

Jungkook nodded, “Yes miss, my life hasn’t been affected by wars.”

“Something to be grateful for. Please call me Mama Phyn, ‘miss’ is too formal. We’re practically family,” she took a sip of tea, unaware of the warmth her words flooded through his chest. Jungkook smiled softly and looked at the tea in his cup.

Hoseok’s hand drifted around him and rested on his hip gently.

“Jungkookie works at a café in the human world, it’s a shop that sells tea and pastries,” his lover commented before perking up and standing to go to their bags. “Which reminds me, Seokjinnie made some treats for you. They send their love too.”

Ory folded her hands, “A café? What a charming name. Those lovers of yours, they really need to come by and see us again. It’s been so long since we’ve seen all of you.”

“His cooking would be a nice change of pace from our usual soups,” Phynelle chuckled only for Hoseok to scrunch his nose a bit and look over from where he was crouched next to the bags.

“Have you not been eating well?” He questioned.

“We’ve been eating just fine,” Ory waved a hand looking at Jungkook who smiled. “Nothing quite beats Seokjin’s cooking.”

Jungkook nodded in agreement, “His foods incredible.”

Hoseok wandered back over with the pastries wrapped in a cloth and laid them out on the table. Spreading the cloth open revealed a light brown coloured biscuit with what appeared to be a dusting of sugar sprinkled overtop. Jungkook felt his mouth water just looking at them. The walk had been long.

“Help yourselves,” Hoseok smiled and sat next to him, taking one of the pastries and offering it to him.

Jungkook took it eagerly, “Thanks hyung.”

Without wasting time he bit into the soft moist pastry and hummed lowly in appreciation as the taste of cherries encompassed is mouth. The filling was smooth and creamy making him take another bite as soon as he swallowed the first.

“Hyung?” Phynelle question curiously. “That’s an interesting nickname. Is there a story behind that?”

Jungkook blinked and looked at her, mouth still full. Quickly he brought a hand up to cover his mouth so he looked a bit less rude as he tried to speed chew his way through the bite. He looked at Hoseok when he dropped a hand on his thigh and would have pouted at his amused chuckle if he could.

Hoseok answered for him and he embarrassedly settled back to eating at a normal pace, “It’s a personal way to address someone in Korean. He adds it onto the ends of our names too.”

“It sounds very sweet, I suppose the language had changed as well, though I can vaguely recall using specific honorifics when we lived there I believe,” Ory hummed, looking up in thought.

Jungkook swallowed his food and tilted his head, “I’ve been meaning to ask,” he turned a bit to address the question to Hoseok as well. “Is everyone around here from Korea? You all speak Korean very well.”

Phynelle looked at Hoseok almost appearing affronted, “Have you just been letting the poor boy figure everything out on his own? Have you explained anything to him?”

Hoseok pursed his lips, “It never came up, Kookie’s good about asking if he wants to know about something,” he tried to defend.

Jungkook laughed a bit, “It’s true, I had thought it when I first got here but I forgot to bring it up. They’re really good about easing me into new information.”

He smiled when he felt Hoseok’s hand gently squeeze his thigh.

“To answer your question dear, magical creatures are from all over the countries of earth. There are many languages that we speak and learn out of respect to other species,” Ory explained. “Hoseokie was born and raised in Korea though so he’s native to speaking it.”

Hoseok nodded, “That’s right, Joonie and Yoongi are native speakers as well. Jinnie speaks Vieprada, the language of Angels. Minnie and Tae both are native to the Fae’s language, Acall. We can all speak ten or so languages in varying degrees of fluency but we’ve adopted Korean as our household language to keep things simple.”

Jungkook was a little awestruck at that. He struggled just trying to learn English and Japanese. It was incredible that they knew how to speak so many languages. Not that they didn’t have the time to learn it of course. It also explained why their Korean wasn’t entirely the same. If it had been centuries since they’d been to earth, the culture and evolution of the language would have changed it from what he knew.

He’d noticed that the way they worded things, the semi-formal speech, the lack of honorifics and the inflection of some words stood out, making up what he’d mentally started calling Galaxy dialect.

“So, Jimin and Taehyung’s names then? They’re very Korean, are they their birth names?” He tilted his head curiously.

Hoseok shook his head, “No, we gave them those names. They’ve let their Acall names go with the past.”

Humming, Jungkook wanted to ask what their names had been but he stamped that curiosity down quickly. A long while ago he’d run across the term deadnaming while looking into the transgender community. He’d understood it to describe when people used the name someone had before transitioning, knowingly or not. He didn’t want to deadname either of them, he respected them too much to do that even accidently.

Besides, it didn’t matter. They were Jimin and Taehyung, that’s what he’d always know them as.

“You picked good ones, they suit them,” Jungkook smiled.

Hoseok’s eyes softened, lips twitching at the corners. Jungkook wonders if he thought he’d ask, he wouldn’t blame him if he did. “Yeah. We thought so too.”

Jungkook missed the way Phynelle and Ory looked between them, gentle smiles adorning their features.


Jungkook stood looking at Taehyung’s paintings on the walls. He’d got the feeling they were his even before he’d seen the signature. Every brush stroke was done with care and purpose, all coming together to create a wonderful piece that displayed as much emotion as it did setting.

He really wanted to ask Taehyung to paint a picture for him so he could hang it in his room.

He already had an idea of what he wanted it to be of.

Hoseok and Ory were in the kitchen preparing something to eat before they went on their way. They had tried to insist they stay for the night to rest but Hoseok was adamant about heading back to make sure Yoongi was alright. Jungkook was itching to see the Phoenix too.

They had had a wonderful visit for a few hours, long enough for the sky to have begun to darken. He’d learned that Ory and Phynelle hadn’t been planning to have a child before they found Hoseok and had planned to take care of him until they could find him a home amongst his own kind. They’d never been able to reach out to any other dragons willing to take him and by the time he’d turned five, they’d fallen in love with him.

He was sure they would have brought out a photo album if they had had cameras in the Galaxy. Hoseok looked mildly embarrassed but didn’t try to stop them, only smiling fondly with his arm around Jungkook, keeping him tucked into his side.

Jungkook smiled faintly at the memory of the stories they’d told him about little Hoseok trying to learn to fly and ending up learning to swim after falling in the river, of him playing with the other younglings of their village and always leading the group into mischief but never failed to get everyone home before dark.

He’d almost gotten a cramp from laughing so hard at a story Ory told about Hoseok’s first time using magic where he’d ended up creating a crevasse in the ground and accidently rerouting the river to flow directly through town.

Apparently it had taken quite some time to fix that.

He felt a presence next to him and looked over to see Phynelle stepping up beside him, looking at the painting as well, “He was so sad that day you know,” she said calmly, and Jungkook looked back at the painting he’d been staring at. The one of their family.

Jungkook took in Hoseok’s expression in the painting, his eyes were bright, shining even. His smile was brighter, “Sad?”

Phynelle hummed, “It was the day after his pet passed away. A little Ludpian named Flicker. Such a cute little thing. He practically grew up alongside it. Flicker waited outside everyday for Hoseok to come home after he went to the war.”

Jungkook almost melted at the thought at the same time his heart crumbled. He heard stories about loyal pets like that, waiting for their owners to come back though most never did. While he didn’t know what a Ludpian was, he could imagine how much losing his pet and friend must have hurt Hoseok.

“He told me it took almost ten years to find you after Galaxy was made,” Jungkook said quietly, looking at her. “Did he wait all that time?”

She nodded and smiled fondly, “Ludpian’s don’t live nearly as long as we do, but Flicker would be damned to die without seeing his Master one last time. Hoseok found us and not a week later the poor thing passed in its sleep.”

“Hoseok must have been heartbroken…”

“Oh he certainly was,” Phynelle looked the painting over. “And yet he smiled as brightly as always. That’s the kind of man he is. That’s his strength, to smile in even the most difficult of times.”

Jungkook wondered how often Hoseok was going through his own struggles that he didn’t notice because of his smile. How often did he handle his hardships with no more than a grin and hope. It was as saddening as it was admirable.

He heard Hoseok’s loud laugh from the kitchen partnered with his mother’s protests and laughter as well. The sound filled the home and his heart.

“Take care of him for us,” Phynelle suddenly said, quiet and gentle, the voice of a mother who cared for not just her son’s health, but his happiness. The mother that felt her sons every pain, every hurt, every bump and bruise as if it were her own.

Jungkook licked his lips, looking between the smiling faces before him, “I will. But I’m sure there’s nothing I can give him that he doesn’t already have.”

It was true. Hoseok had two loving parents, he had people to come to who wanted to take care of him and over fed him and gave him hugs to feel better.

Hoseok had the guys. He had Yoongi who he could fight with and talk to about the war and who understood him on a deeper level. He had Namjoon who was a solid presence of logical reassurance, someone who could talk strategies as well as he could calm you with a simple hand on your shoulder. He had Seokjin who mothered him whilst his own mothers weren’t there, who kept him well fed and told him everyday that he was loved. He had Jimin who would dance with him and cuddle and take care of his health. Taehyung who made smiling in the hard times a little bit easier by just being himself, always seeing the possibilities not the hurdles.

And he had Jungkook.

But did he need him?

Jungkook felt Phynelle’s eyes on him for a long moment before she spoke, “Is that what you think?”

The words had his mind wandering away from its current track, he frowned, “I believe I bring them trouble when they could be living peacefully. After everything they’ve been through… I’ve only put them through more.”

“Hoseok told us they had decided to help you, a stranger, someone who could hurt them. Why do you think that was?” she turned to him fully, tucking her shawl around her and folding her arms as if to ward off a chill. Jungkook thought about grabbing her a light blanket from the couch but was distracted by her next words.

“You brought them life again.”

Her words left him speechless, not understanding the implication but somehow feeling the weight of them. He’d never known why they had decided to help him way back then. Why Namjoon and Jimin had stepped through that door into his apartment that day. Jungkook had wondered if they were just that kind, had even thought maybe they’d felt guilty on some level. Or even just because they wanted to study him, learn about him.

They could have just left it alone.

“I don’t… I don’t understand,” he admitted.

Phynelle’s lips twitched into a gentle smile, “Galaxy is peaceful and calm. It’s a place where species live in harmony and arguments are settled with words before fists,” she turned to look towards the kitchen, the light from the door casting across her features and softening them further. “They fought for that peace, but it’s that same peace that made them forget what it’s like to live. I’m sure you’ve found it strange, how pain has very little meaning here.”

“It was a surprise. It made me question a lot of my own life,” he agreed, listening intently.

“Magical creatures didn’t need protection spells before the wars. We lived, we felt pain, bled and died just as human’s did. But, Galaxy, in all it’s protection, has made us take that pain for granted.”

Jungkook could see what she meant. The memory of the first time he’d pinched Jimin and Taehyung coming to mind. He’d thought it was cute, the way they kept asking him to do it again. Trying to put himself in their shoes though, to not have felt pain in god knows how long, to suddenly find such a strange and wonderful and scary sensation… was that why they had reacted as they did?

She had said that he brought them life. Jungkook couldn’t imagine life without any pain. It was… a needed feeling. It kept you safe, it was a warning to your body that something was wrong, but beyond that, beyond just the physical feeling itself, it made you appreciate the times it was absent.

Pain was needed just as comfort was. Two sides of the extremes. Light and dark, positive and negative.

Just like magic.

He pressed his hand against his chest, thoughts drifting to Jiho. Had he seen how far Galaxy had tipped to one of the extremes? Is that why he sought to create the gem? A balance?

“You don’t believe you bring anything to their Set. If that were true, Hoseok wouldn’t have started sending us letters again after they had begun to dwindle. His words wouldn’t have described you in such detail I could draw you without ever having seen your handsome face,” she tapped him under the chin gently with her knuckle. “He wouldn’t have more life in his eyes then he’d had since he was little.”

Jungkook smiled a bit, but it was hesitant, still unsure. There were still doubts. “I’m worried I’ll never be able to catch up.”

“You already have my boy,” Phynelle put a hand on his arm. “Life isn’t measured by time spent sitting around a household in a world where the worst thing to happen was an argument between the Sirens and the Elves. You might have never fought in a war, but you’ve had your own battles.”

He bit his lip, “What if that’s all they keep me around for? What if it’s just because I can make them feel those things again?”

The sigh that left the woman was accompanied by a breathy chuckle, “Maybe that’s why they helped you originally. Maybe then that’s all it was. But now, can you really look at me and tell me they don’t love you more then they know what to do with? That they haven’t found a new love for each other as well?”

Jungkook looked at the painting again, not just seeing Hoseok, but the others as well, “No… no I can’t.”

They loved him so much. Human or not. He knew that. He knew it like he knew he had ten fingers and toes.

“They’ve been strong for so long. I think they deserve to be weak sometimes.”

He turned to the woman and smiled. He heard her. What she was trying to tell him. He heard the word. Maybe him being their weakness wasn’t so bad. Maybe it was okay if he brought them some pain, in moderation. Maybe he could balance them.

If what she said held as much truth as he knew it did, then Jungkook felt like a weight had been lifted, doubts disappearing in his mind and leaving a security that he hadn’t realized he’d been missing.

“Thank you, Mama Phyn, I… didn’t know I needed to hear that so badly,” he said sincerely.

Phynelle lifted a hand and patted his cheek gently, “You are always welcome here Jungkook. We might have just met you but the way Hoseok talks about you in his letters has told us all we need to know. Don’t get lost in that head of yours and miss what’s right in front of you.”

Jungkook nodded firmly, feeling lighter. Was this what a mother was? Was this the support a family could give? As painful as it was to see what he’d been missing, it also made him appreciate the taste of it he’d gotten today. He’d have to thank Hoseok for bringing him here, for sharing something so obviously precious with him.

Hoseok poked his head out of the kitchen and grinned, “Jungkookie, come help convince Mama not to pack the whole pantry for us.”

Jungkook turned red when he heard Ory’s voice from behind Hoseok, “Don’t be silly, you two can carry it, look at that boy, those muscles aren’t just for show!”

“Mama!” Hoseok laughed turning back, “Only we can look at his muscles.”

“Anyone with eyes can appreciate those muscles dear.”

Jungkook cleared his throat in embarrassment but couldn’t stop smiling if he tried. Phynelle hummed a laugh and guided him towards the kitchen, “We better go do damage control, she really will pack everything.”


They said their goodbyes, promising to visit again soon and started the trek home.

For the most part it was quiet, the sky darkened to its nighttime appearance yet still supplying enough diffused light to see without the aid of a lantern or flashlight. Jungkook held Hoseok’s hand the whole way. Their conversation ebbed and flowed naturally, sometimes settling into comfortable silence as they listened to the sounds of the night around them.

They were just reaching the house when Jungkook looked at him, looked at the calm relaxed expression he wore.

“Hyung?”

“Hm?”

“Are you happy?”

Hoseok’s expression turned to a curious one as he regarded him, “Of course I’m happy Kookie. Is there a reason you’re asking?”

Jungkook wiggled his nose a bit and kicked a stone up the path ahead of them, “No reason really. I just, thanks. For taking me to meet your parents, and for telling me about, about the wars.”

Hoseok gently pulled him to a stop on the front path, making him face him. Jungkook searched his lovers eyes, his beautiful dark eyes and almost melted at the gentle love there. He wanted to tell Hoseok everything on his mind, to spill all the doubts he’d been having and the fears and the worries. He wanted to ensure that Hoseok knew that if he needed anything, anything at all, Jungkook would be there for him.

He’d died for him already, now Jungkook wanted to live for him.

Instead, he smiled, bright and full and as happy as he could just like Hoseok in the painting. Just like Hoseok did everyday.

Hoseok seemed taken aback for a moment, eyes widened before his brows pinched in what could be disbelief, confusion or wonder. Jungkook laughed a bit and kissed his nose which worked to make the dragon grin as well.

Before either of them could say more, they caught a flash of light out of the corner of their eyes.

The large explosion of flames rising from behind the greenhouse had both Hoseok and Jungkook pausing in surprise. The warmth feelings and silent promises faded to twisting nerves and confusion. They watched the flames disappear behind the building again and traded matching frowns.

Hoseok sighed a little and changed his direction, walking around the house rather than to the front door. Jungkook followed quickly, a sense of dread still lingering from the morning flaring up in him again.

He hadn’t gotten to see Yoongi with his own eyes since his nightmare. An antsy nervousness crawled beneath his skin the urge to see him almost making him jog his way to the training grounds.

When they got there, they stepped up next to Namjoon who stood at the edge of the grounds with his arms crossed, leaning on the short wall that wrapped the area. His eyes tracked Yoongi down, standing in the middle of the arena and Jungkook’s eyes widened in amazement as his lover threw his arms forward forcefully, flames wrapping his arms and shooting out into the air with enough force that Jungkook wouldn’t doubt it could obliterate anything in its way.

He could practically feel the desperation, the frustration and anger behind the attack. Yoongi dropped his arms and the fire died down, a circle of flames surrounding his feet and flickering erratically. His boyfriend breathed heavily from exertion, practically soaked in sweat.

Jungkook watched in apprehension as he bent over and let out a yell, more angered and frustrated then his scream from the other night. Before Jungkook could step forward and run to him, he was once again throwing out attacks, punches that hit only air and left a very unsatisfying desire to destroy things that he was sure Yoongi felt too.

“How long has he been out here?” Hoseok asked Namjoon.

Namjoon’s tired sigh was enough to pull Jungkook’s attention to him and he took in his state. The immortal looked exhausted, he was wearing a thin white shirt that was damp with sweat and he had smudges of dirt all over him. “Hours now. I tried sparring with him but it doesn’t seem to be enough this time. Last night was really bad.”

“Hours?” Hoseok looked at him in surprise. “He’s going to run himself dry at this rate.”

Namjoon nodded, running a hand through his hair as Yoongi ignited fire around him, standing amongst it and tipping his head back as if basking in the energy flowing through him.

“I’ve tried to stop him, he just tried to fight me again.”

Jungkook frowned watching Yoongi practically run himself into the ground. He wasn’t new to this kind of outlet. He himself had used fighting to release pent up emotion. In the gang it was a good way for a lot of people to cope, sometimes all you needed was a good punch in the face to remind yourself that you were still human, that not everything was numb.

Hoseok had told him that Yoongi used fighting as an outlet as well, and the two would often spar together when he needed to blow off some steam. Hoseok had even helped Jungkook himself with the same method. So why wasn’t it helping now? Was Yoongi just past the point that it was useful? Was he that far lost in the memories and horrors of the past that the physical strain wasn’t enough?

Jungkook tried to put himself in the Phoenix’s shoes, tried to imagine the emotions he might be feeling. He remembered how much better he’d felt after his fight with Hoseok, after his body was bruised and burning and sore from the fight, his mind felt clearer than it had in weeks.

Punching the air left very little satisfaction. But hitting a wall? Feeling the ache and sting in your knuckles? Hearing the sound of the impact? That helped. That was what left you feeling like you were real.

What if that’s what Yoongi was missing? The pain?

Mama Phyn’s words ran through his mind, ‘They deserve to be weak sometimes.’

Licking his lips he glanced at Hoseok and Namjoon who seemed to be debating what to do. Would they understand? Would they try and stop him? He needed to trust them, he needed them to trust him.

“Where are the others?” Hoseok looked back towards the house.

“Inside. They’re getting things set up in case he has an energy crash.”

“Do you think it will really have to come to that? We can’t stop him before he- Jungkookie?”

Jungkook ignored him as he hauled himself over the short wall into the arena, Namjoon and Hoseok both looking at him.

“Jungkook be careful, he’s not in his right mind,” Namjoon stood up straight and frowned.

Jungkook didn’t say anything as he walked over to Yoongi, the heat of his fire could be felt long before he got to him but it seemed to peak at a certain temperature rather then continuing to build like it would if it were natural.

Yoongi turned to him, catching sight of him out of the corner of his eye. He reigned in the flames right away, most of them dying down around him despite him knowing it wouldn’t hurt a human. Jungkook kept a straight face as he stopped about two meters from him. Yoongi’s eyes were… sad. An anguish hidden deep behind the anger and frustration that had laced through every muscle in his body, keeping him tense and giving him a very aggressive air.

Jungkook felt as if he was approaching an injured animal.

“Are you aiming for something in particular?” Jungkook raised a brow, voice serious yet flippant.

Yoongi scowled, eyes sharpening. “Jungkook. Go inside.”

“I think I’ll stay outside thanks.”

“I’m not in the mood for messing around.”

Jungkook crossed his arms, “Really? Cause it looks like that’s all you’re doing.”

Yoongi practically growled, “Don’t act like you know shit,” seeming to recognize his own tone, Jungkook saw a flash of guilt before he turned his back towards him. “Go inside before I say something stupid.”

Jungkook watched him carefully, “Is this because of your nightmare hyung? Is that why you’re having a fit?”

Yoongi’s eyes snapped back to him so quickly Jungkook thought he might get whiplash. He saw Namjoon and Hoseok tense up out of the corner of his eye and they traded a nervous look. Jungkook hoped they wouldn’t step in.

They both needed this.

“A fit?” Yoongi growled, taking two firm steps towards him angrily before stopping himself from going further. “Don’t belittle me. What the fuck Jungkook.”

“Hoseokie told me you were some legendary hero in the war,” Jungkook went on, going so far as to pick at his nail in a bored manner.

Yoongi grabbed the front of his shirt roughly and Jungkook stood his ground, bracing for the hit that didn’t come. His lover leaned closed to him, biting through his words, “I know what you’re doing. Hoseok pulls this shit sometimes. I won’t fight you knowing you could get hurt Jungkook. So stop the bullshit.”

Jungkook scoffed, feeling genuine annoyance at the words, “I’m not made of fucking glass hyung. I thought we made that clear.”

“And yet you still died on us.”

The tone was cold, and the words colder. Jungkook narrowed his eyes at his lover. He shoved him roughly, making him stumble back and release his shirt. Yoongi looked a bit surprised for a moment before the anger was back tenfold.

“And even that couldn’t beat me,” Jungkook shot back. “You have one nightmare and you’re suddenly out here having a temper tantrum and worrying the others.”

“Shut the fuck up!” He yelled and Jungkook could see he was about to snap. One more push. Just a small one.

“I thought you were stronger than this.”

The flash of Yoongi’s eyes glowing brighter than he’d ever seen was the only warning he got as his vision was suddenly ingulfed in light and heat. The area around them flared, burning with flames he couldn’t see the tops of while inside them. It was a strange feeling, but it didn’t hurt.

“Don’t pretend like you understand anything that I’ve been through. Don’t act like you know what it’s like to watch your family be slaughtered. What it’s like to go to war for a phoenix. You’re fucking naive Jungkook,” his tone was only what Jungkook could describe as menacing.

Jungkook felt that thrum of energy rise up in him, that challenging streak that never knew when to keep his mouth shut and had gotten him into almost all of his worst fights. This wasn’t just for Yoongi. He knew that. It was for him as well.

Just like the others, he’d forgotten what it was like to live. He wanted the balance. He needed to find that balance.

“Naïve? When you think blasting your little flames around in a pretty light show is going to do shit all? What? Did you forget how to really fight hyung?”

The words left his mouth and he suddenly found himself teetering to the side, cheek burning with the blunt force of the punch landing across his face.

Jungkook rolled his jaw, putting a hand against it as he looked at Yoongi. The phoenix looked like he was trying to reign himself in again, the flames flickering down and disappearing, leaving them standing in the empty arena with none of the heat. More regret and agony came through the phoenix’s expression.

He was looking between his hand and Jungkook like he couldn’t quite believe he’d just done that.

Before he could get lost in his mind, Jungkook swung his fist at him, putting all his strength into the hit and Yoongi didn’t even try to dodge, taking it across the face and stumbling before dropping to his hands and knees.

Jungkook didn’t stoop to help him. He watched him carefully, eyes critical as he watched Yoongi lift a hand to his mouth, pulling it away with black blood on the tips of his fingers. The phoenix stared at it for a long moment.

It felt like an eternity by the time Yoongi got to his feet, eyes still locked on the blood on his hand. Jungkook glanced at his split lip, his own cheek throbbing in time with his hammering heart. Adrenaline was coursing through him, fueling him in a way that was almost intoxicating. It had been so long since he’d felt this kind of a rush, it had been awhile since he’d felt this alive.

He waited. He wouldn’t take the next hit. That was up to Yoongi.

Jungkook didn’t need to wait long however, as the phoenix’s eyes lifted to meet his and, oh, there he was. That was the look of a warrior. A man who fought to protect what was his. Yoongi locked eyes with him, his tongue darted out to lick the blood from his lip, and then he was lunging forward.

Jungkook dodged the first two swings, dancing away from him quickly but a flare up of Yoongi’s fire along his arms and his bodies natural instinct to avoid it had him faltering and taking the next hit to the stomach. He keeled over his fist, the air forced out of him.

He grabbed Yoongi’s shoulder, nails digging into his shirt and scratching skin. Desperately trying to refill his lungs he smirked. It hurt.

Yoongi wasn’t babying him.

Good.

Slipping his heel behind Yoongi’s he was able to tug his leg out, tripping him up enough to throw him off balance and allow Jungkook to slam him on the ground, his forearm across his chest while he shoved his full weight into him.

Yoongi grunted, face pinching in pain before he grappled with Jungkook and got his knee into his side, throwing him off.


Namjoon watched, knuckles white as he gripped the wall as his two lovers fought. Punch after punch, kick after kick, they looked as if they were trying to kill each other. None of their hits were pulled, all full force and aggressive.

This was the only thing that had Namjoon fighting with himself about stepping in or not. Usually they respected each others fights and stayed out of it, but this looked like it was more serious then that. The first sight of Yoongi’s blood dripping from the corner of his mouth nearly had him bolting over to stop them.

Hoseok’s hand on his shoulder kept him in place and Namjoon was sure by the grip he had on him it was for his own sake as well.

Yoongi slammed his fist across Jungkook’s face and neither of them missed the blood that splattered from his nose.

“Shit, are they trying to hurt each other?” Hoseok grit his teeth.

Namjoon paused at his words.

Oh.

That was exactly what they were doing.

He looked at Jungkook who kicked Yoongi hard in the ribs, making him cough in pain and stagger to the side before he grabbed the younger’s arm and tugged him sharply to throw off his balance so he could drive his elbow across the side of his head. Jungkook dropped to the ground, disoriented.

Namjoon heard the wall crack under his grip, instincts going haywire, but he forced his mind to stay calm and watch.

He watched Yoongi carefully, watched the way he moved and breathed. He was… focused.

For the first time since Yoongi had woken up, since Namjoon had found him writhing in his bed, blankets aflame, tears hot against his cheeks, Yoongi was focused and calm. He wasn’t fiddling with his hands anxiously like he had been when he woke up, he wasn’t staring blankly at the floor with blurred eyes and an empty expression.

Right now Yoongi wasn’t the man that he’d let himself love after the war, after they were safe and knew they had a chance of surviving to see the next day. He was the man he’d fought countless battles beside, killed beside.

Had been killed beside.

That Yoongi, as long as it had been since he’d seen him fully, had eyes that glowed like the flames of the sun on earth. They burned with protection and passion and life.

Namjoon felt Hoseok’s hand slip off his shoulder and he chanced a glance at the dragon. He saw it too. He hadn’t known Yoongi during the war, but he knew a warrior when he saw one.

Namjoon’s awe at the sight was overridden by his worry for the two as Jungkook took a particularly hard hit and went skidding across the ground on his back only to have Yoongi pin him down with a foot on his chest.

“You think strength lies in how hard you can throw a punch?!” Yoongi was yelling, his voice a practical growl. “You’ve died Jungkook. You know that pain. Do that a thousand times and then come talk to me about strength. Die over and over and over again and tell me if you still think you’re strong after.”

Yoongi crouched over top of Jungkook, digging his heel into his chest, making him wince in pain. Namjoon could see from here the fire in Yoongi’s eyes reflected in Jungkook’s. They weren’t done.

“Put the last phoenix on the front lines and you get a bright red target. You get people coming after you for the thrill of the hunt. I wasn’t always lucky. I didn’t always win. But death couldn’t beat me either.”

“I guess that means life did then.”

Jungkook’s words, as strained and wounded as they were, had them all freezing.

Namjoon’s hands went limp against the wood of the wall, mouth falling open slightly. He saw the surprise on Yoongi’s face as he leaned back a bit, pressure leaving Jungkook’s chest. It was enough to give the human the advantage, grabbing Yoongi’s ankle he twisted to the side and wrenched the other’s knee at an odd ankle.

Hoseok and Namjoon both flinched when they heard Yoongi yell in pain before Jungkook was on his feet and attacking again, giving him no time to recover.

Namjoon knew the significance of the words to Yoongi because they held a similar meaning to him. He knew how hard they must have hit the Phoenix because he felt like he’d just been slammed against a wall.

This wasn’t the war. They weren’t in the war surrounded by death at every turn. This was life. The life they had fought for.

Seokjin suddenly appeared beside him, running up and stopping himself on the wall as he looked at the fight, snapping his head to Namjoon and Hoseok who were still a little shaken by Jungkook’s words. “Why aren’t you stopping them? They’re going to kill each other!”

Hoseok slowly shook his head. “No… that’s not… that’s not it. It’s helping him.”

“It’s helping them,” Namjoon corrected. He could see the change in Jungkook as well, even as the boy had his face slammed into the ground.

Jungkook hadn’t known the guys before. He didn’t know their stories or what they’d been through entirely, but that also meant he hadn’t known how they’d been before he had showed up. Namjoon knew something had been bothering Jungkook for awhile, he had always thought it was the pressure they had been putting on him after his death. Making him feel like they were holding him back.

They’d been so worried about overly relying on Jungkook, Namjoon thinks they’d been scared of it since they’d met him.

The house used to be much quieter. The days were largely spent apart and while they still got together for breakfast and dinner, the time in between was more often than not spent doing their own things. They went to their spaces and didn’t speak much until the next meal.

They’d been living together and going through the same routine’s for so long that Namjoon thinks they’d started losing the passion of their relationship. They stopped appreciating the little things.

He’d seen the guys change so much just in the time Jungkook had been living there.

Little things started changing around the house, subtly so that he didn’t really notice right away. Jimin’s potion supplies slowly migrating to the greenhouse next to Hoseok’s workspace, Seokjin spending more time out of the kitchen because Yoongi would help out more often instead of hiding in the study, Taehyung would come see him in the study and ask him to read to him just so he could hear his voice.

Jungkook had taught them how to appreciate the life they had. There was no one thing that changed them either. It was the way he kept his curtains open, the way he made his bed every morning. He always finished every bite of food on his plate, and he didn’t ever forget to thank them for the meal. He went to workout every morning and came back tired but smiling.

Life had beaten them.

Namjoon felt like his whole world had been rocked upside down and when he put his hands back on the wall, it wasn’t to grip it out of concern, it was to steady himself. They had lost their drive. They had become so complacent in this life over hundreds of years, that they hadn’t ever planned for the future.

Before they lived everyday as the same day, while peaceful and safe and surely there was nothing wrong with that, but lacking excitement and adventure. Adventure. That was the word. Jungkook had shown them adventures. Not just in the weeks of figuring out about the gem. But in the days after, the days that could have been just like every other but weren’t because he made them more interesting.

It was never anything huge. The adventures Jungkook brought them came in the form of how he’d see how many pots he could stack in the greenhouse while helping Hoseok. It came in the way he would decide that he wanted to count the number of blankets in the house, just because he could and because he’d get to say hi to all of them as he did. His adventures came in the form of playing a game of ‘mystery milkshake’ in the kitchen with Taehyung and Hoseok, only to have them all get chased into the yard by an unfortunate Seokjin who’d accidently drank one.

It hadn’t taken a new house, or new jobs to work on, or new hobbies. Besides Jungkook joining them, nothing in the house had changed by way of routine.

All it had taken was a new perspective and an almost childlike wonder for the little things.

Namjoon chanced a look at Seokjin to see he was watching the fight critically, eyes sharp assessing every movement.

Silently, mind rattled, he looked back at his two lovers as they beat themselves to a bloody pulp.


The fight lasted twenty more minutes.

Jungkook’s body crumpled to ground mid punch, his arm swinging far left and missing Yoongi by a whole foot. He rolled, groaning, onto his back and splayed his arms out on either side of him.

Everything hurt. Even his pinkies hurt. His skin was wet with sweat, only serving to sting against the scraps and scratches he had here and there from hitting the ground. He was pretty sure Yoongi had potentially fractured his rib, his breaths coming out in small wheezes as he tried to minimize movement. He wanted to pinch his face in pained but forced himself to keep it relaxed as to not upset the bruise on his cheek.

The thump of Yoongi’s body hitting the ground next to him had him wanting to turn his head to look at the phoenix but he needed another minute before moving sounded like a possibility. He could here Yoongi’s heavy breathes and winced on the other man’s behalf when he coughed roughly.

“I win,” Jungkook panted, staring with partially open eyes at the sky as his heart continued to run on the adrenaline left in him.

There was a scoff to his side followed quickly by a pained groan, “You… fell first… brat.”

Jungkook felt his chest shake with laughter as it rose up in him, lips cracking a smile before he was chuckling. He ignored the flare up of discomfort through out his body and turned his head to look at Yoongi.

His boyfriend had a nasty split lip, a black bruise forming around his eye and more than likely a scattering of bruises all of his torso. Yoongi turned to look at him too as they laid side by side.

His eyes were glowing, but not in the magical sense. They remained their dark near black colour, yet they shone with mirth.

“You’re right,” Yoongi tipped his head back and looked at the sky, licking his lip, “I forgot what really fighting felt like.”

Jungkook looked at the sky as well.

Strangely it had never looked more beautiful.

“We’re going to regret this tomorrow.”

“Oh definitely,” Jungkook agreed.

They both burst out laughing then, the tension all taken out during the fight leaving behind only merriment and a slightly ridiculous air around them. They both groaned in unison at the pain and that launched a new wave of laughter that was as joyful as it was likely to make Jungkook pass out.

Later, when the others practically carried them inside, and Jimin nearly had an aneurysm at seeing their states, Yoongi would refuse any potions.

“I want to heal with him,” he’d say and he would take Jungkook’s hand and hold it. Jimin would try to insist only to be stopped by Hoseok who would smile his hopeful smile and reassure him they’d both be okay.

Later that night, Jungkook would be lying in Yoongi’s room, squishing the Phoenix between himself and Hoseok. He would kiss him gently and reassure him that he wouldn’t have another nightmare tonight. Yoongi would whisper a quiet ‘thank you’ feeling small and weak curled against his lovers.

Jungkook would think about the words Yoongi had told him and remember the day for all it’s goods and bads.

Jungkook would look forward to the goods and bads of tomorrow too.

Notes:

Alright! So lots of character realizations here.
Jungkook understands that Hoseok is one of the strongest people either, and he's starting to get a sense of where he belongs, Yoongi (More of his POV/thoughts next chapter) and Namjoon realize how far they've come since the wars. Bloody fights but happy boys afterwards, sometimes you just got to get it out of your system.

Next Chapter: Jimin and Taehyung go with Jungkook to the mall again to get supplies. They run across some rather... interesting things. Meanwhile, Yoongi goes to the Cafe alone.

Next Update: Monday 19th

Before I wrap this chapter up, I wanted to thank everyone so much for the support. I keep seeing a lot of new names pop up and I know I have a lot of silent readers who I want to thank too. A lot of you say that you don't often review but you took the time to review my story and that means so much to me. I do worry because this will be 50+ chapters that I'll bore you guys eventually but I'll make sure to try my hardest to keep a good pace so you can look forward to every chapter.

You guys are the greatest, don't forget that, no matter how hard your days might be lately, you got this. You can get through it.
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Chapter 13: Found

Summary:

Yoongi pretends, the maknae's get more supplies then needed.

Notes:

Ah yes! Another Monday! Hello again everyone and welcome back, I do hope your Monday's were good and treated you well. Some nice softness for you and prelude to some kinkier times as well as not so fun times ahead...

Mentions of sex toys and such in this chapter, just so you're aware!
Thank you to Jikookeuphoriaa for requesting to expose the boys to lingerie, don't worry there will be more scenes with this to come! ^_^

Hope you enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi fiddled with his mug as he watched the people walk by outside the café’s window. It was a particularly nice day, the sun shining bright and warm which meant his spot was comfortable but for the sake of his eyes he kept his sunglasses on inside.

He wished he’d taken Jungkook’s phone with him.

Sighing, he leaned back and once more regretted not asking for the device as music would have been helpful to calm his nerves. He wasn’t even entirely sure why he was nervous. He wasn’t even sure why he’d come here at all.

The café music was pleasant but not nearly prominent enough to drown out his thoughts, only supplying a gentle background ambience that matched poorly with his mind’s ramblings.

He really shouldn’t be here.

Glancing at his hands he shook his head a bit at the bandages that wrapped his wrist, peaking out from underneath the sleeve of his purple and black flannel shirt. Jimin had insisted on wrapping them, a compromise they’d come to after he’d refused the potions. He had similar ones wrapping his knee as well and Jimin had applied a cold cream to the bruises that littered his torso and face.

He lifted his mug and took a sip of coffee, feeling the cut on his lip press against the glass, wincing at the sting of it. It was a strange sensation. Unpleasant, but not necessarily unwelcomed. It grounded him. Gave him something to focus on.

That had been Jungkook’s intention after all.

Yoongi looked back out the window, thinking about the other day. Jungkook’s words kept repeating themselves over and over, the meaning of them hitting harder every time he’d considered it. Had life really beaten him? It seemed obvious now, how much they’d been lacking even while they thought they had everything.

The fight was brutal, neither had held back but neither was aiming to severely hurt the other. Jungkook could seriously throw a punch, many of his hits had jarred Yoongi to the point he had to stagger back to take a moment to collect his focus.

Seokjin had seen it too. Yoongi had noticed the look he’d given Jungkook during their fight. It was similar to the look he’d given Yoongi and Namjoon shortly after they joined his division.

Had Jungkook been alive back then, he would have made a great soldier.

Yoongi scowled, catching sight of his own expression in the reflection of the glass window. He shoved that thought out of his mind but the ones to replace it weren’t any better.

The nightmare that had led up to that, the whole reason he couldn’t get a handle on himself, had been… one of the worst he’s had in a very long time.

He wondered what had triggered it, why it had been so long, but he didn’t need to think much into that. It was Jungkook. Or, Jungkook’s situation. The purple he’d seen in his eyes had terrified him. He knew it had scared the others too but… Yoongi had seen this happen before.

A human getting involved with them, with magical beings, and losing their life in a horrible way only to be brought back and cursed with magic.

Namjoon had gone through the same thing. Yoongi had watched him die too.

They’d talked, in the privacy of Namjoon’s room, in hushed voices and gentle touches one night. About Yoongi’s fear of loving Jungkook. Another human. About his fear of losing him. Yoongi knew how precious a human’s life was to them. He hadn’t understood it at first, but he was a phoenix, he had hundreds of chances. Humans had one. One precious life that could be taken from them suddenly.

He’d watched Namjoon’s life be taken and tainted with magic with the intent to cause him suffering.

His hand clamped around his mug, wrist throbbing from the pressure as his own reflection morphed into the face of a different man. A man he wished he could forget but his features were engrained in Yoongi so permanently that he could see every disgusting detail of his putrid visage.

His laugh, his voice, the words he would whisper next to his ear, the smile he wore when he finally broke them, when they finally begged.

His hands on his skin. The pain they’d caused.

Yoongi tried to close his eyes, letting them drift shut in an attempt to avoid seeing the face but the darkness of his eyelids only made it more distinct. He saw the dream again, the mesh of reality and fears that had trapped him the other night. Namjoon, covered in that beautiful and horribly red blood. Slouched and limp, no energy left to even wince when the next hit came.

Then it was Jungkook sitting there. It was Jungkook tied to the chair, Jungkook screaming, Jungkook sobbing and calling his name when his turn came and they couldn’t reach each other, they couldn’t-

“Rough morning?”

Sumi’s voice had him jumping in his seat, eyes snapping to the waitress as she smiled kindly, refilling his mug with more fresh coffee. Her smile turned apologetic when she saw that she’d startled him and he relaxed quickly, the café coming back into view, the music soothing.

He hummed and nodded in thanks as she topped him up.

“I can’t believe you got into a fight,” Sumi shook her head, looking him over. The girl had almost had a heart attack when she’d seen him come in, which, in itself had taken Yoongi off guard. He hadn’t been prepared for her onslaught of questions regarding his wellbeing. “Honestly, what kind of trouble do you guys get into?”

Yoongi shrugged, “The complicated kind.”

Shaking her head, Sumi huffed a bit in disbelief, “You should put something on those bruises, they’ll take a bit to heal if you leave them.”

He lifted his mug to his lips, “Jiminie did already.”

Taking a drink he watched her pout. He didn’t mean to sound rude or to make her think he was shutting down her kindness, he just wasn’t entirely sure how to accept the kindness. If Taehyung was here, he’d already be her best friend.

As it were though, the three youngest went out to the mall to get more medical supplies seeing as they used a lot patching himself and Jungkook up. Seokjin, Hoseok and Namjoon had similarly decided to go out and get more supplies in Galaxy so they wouldn’t have to later.

Yoongi had refused their offer to come along. They’d been hesitant after the events of the last few days to leave him on his own, but he assured them he’d be alright. He told them he needed the space.

“It’s Thursday today,” Sumi hummed, her voice carrying something teasing.

Yoongi looked out the window lazily resting his cheek on his good hand, “Is it?”

“Mhm. I’m sure you knew that though.”

He could feel her smile on him as she tried to repress a full on grin. Yoongi refused to give her the satisfaction of teasing him. Pointedly he watched a woman hold up a hand on the side walk, a car pulling over for her to get in. “I don’t really keep track of days.”

“Of course, of course,” Sumi giggled before leaning closer, but not close enough to encroach on his personal space. “I won’t tell anyone, your secret’s safe with me.”

Yoongi looked at her then with a raised brow, opening his mouth to ask what ‘secret’ she meant, but she was already heading back to the counter to help a customer. Huffing he looked back at his full mug.

He really shouldn’t have come.

Why was he here? He should just leave.

His body made no effort to get up.

It was because the house had been quieter than he’d expected with everyone gone. He might like his peace and quiet but he also liked to know there was a person around he could hug if he so desired. Sometimes he just wanted a hug.

He’d decided to come to the café after an hour of hug-less silence, just for some noise. The fact that it was Thursday was a coincidence. Yoongi had only recalled that Boseon’s mother dropped him off on Thursday’s to go to her meetings after he’d already stepped through the door. He was just too lazy to go back and he wanted coffee.

Or so he told himself.

In truth, everything was too fresh, too raw. While he no longer had that pressure of emotions, that build up looking to tear him open from the inside with no release, his mind still felt as sore as his injuries.

The nightmare had brought back memories, ones he’d rather leave in the past, of his family. His parents used to hold him just as Jungkook and Hoseok did the other night when he was upset about something. He missed them. But missing them wouldn’t bring them back. He’d long since accepted that.

Then he’d remembered the little phoenix boy.

If the boy was allowed to pretend, couldn’t Yoongi? Just for awhile, to sooth the ache in his chest. Just for today, he didn’t want to be the last phoenix.

The chime of the door opening had him glancing towards it, as he had every time a customer came in. This time though, he watched the little phoenix burst through the door ahead of his mother, a big excited smile on his face.

Sumi lifted a hand to wave at the boy but blinked in surprise when he bolted over to Yoongi the moment he set his eyes on him. Yoongi was a bit surprised too, not having expected his immediate attention.

Boseon skidded to a stop right next to the table, putting his hands on the edge of it and looking at Yoongi with the bright shining eyes. The child’s scrutiny was admittedly intimidating and Yoongi leaned back in his seat with his coffee mug to attempt to avoid it.

“Ajusshi! I practiced tons and tons! Can you teach me more today?” Boseon bounced eagerly.

Yoongi raised a brow, not being able to pass up the opportunity to tease him, “Who are you again?”

Boseon puffed his cheeks looking over at his mother who was apologizing to Sumi for his rudeness. Sumi just laughed and waved it off, speaking pleasantly with her.

Seeing that they weren’t paying attention, Boseon quickly leaned over the table with a hand cupped around his mouth, “I’m a phoenix remember? Like you!”

Yoongi hummed, looking at the ceiling lazily, “What was your name?”

The kid looked absolutely affronted at his seeming lack of memory and puffed his cheeks in frustration, “Boseon, I’m Boseon!”

Yoongi furrowed his brow and leaned his elbow on the table pretending to be in deep thought as he regarded Boseon, “Mmm.”

The boy whined and hopped in place impatiently.

Finally relenting, Yoongi snapped his fingers calmly, “Oh right. Shorty, I remember now.”

“I’m not short! I’m the tallest in my class.”

“You must have a really short class.”

“Do not!”

“Settle down Boseon-ah,” his mother laughed a bit as she came over and put a hand on his head. She looked at Yoongi and smiled kindly before she caught sight of his bruises and her look turned to surprise. “Oh my, are you alright?”

Yoongi, never one to really feel self-conscious, nodded calmly, “Had a bit of an accident. It’s not as bad as it looks.”

Boseon’s mother put a hand over her chest and looked relieved. He wondered how kind of a woman she was if she was showing so much concern for a stranger. “That’s good to hear, I’m sorry, will Boseon be a bother today?” She looked down at her son with a small frown before looking back at him.

Yoongi shook his head and she seemed to relax at the answer, smiling gently again. She really did have a very motherly air to her, not just because she was one, but she seemed like a good one.

“I’m not sure what you told him last week but Boseon hasn’t stopped talking about you, he was really excited to come back and see you. I was worried you wouldn’t be here though. I’m sure you have things to do, but would you mind staying a bit to keep him company? I really shouldn’t ask but he was just so eager,” she looked apologetic and Yoongi had already had no intention of refusing but now he definitely couldn’t.

“I don’t have anywhere to be. I don’t mind,” he looked at Boseon who lit up and held his fists up in front of his chest excitedly.

“Oh thank you so much, you’re really too kind,” his mother reached forward and touched his arm gently, just enough to show thanks. She turned and crouched down, giving Boseon a big hug and a kiss on the cheek which Boseon whipped away in embarrassment before she promised to be back soon.

Before she left, she turned to Yoongi once more, “I’m sorry, I completely forgot to introduce myself, I’m Bong Joo-eun.”

Yoongi returned her politely bow with the slight nod of his head, “Min Yoongi.”

Joo-eun smiled once more heading to the door while giving Sumi a wave, “Thank you again Min-ssi.”

Boseon turned to him, quickly sliding himself into the seat across the table and looking at him with an expectant grin.

Yoongi raised a brow and stared at him.

Boseon stared back.

Yoongi took a sip of coffee.

The kid continued to stare.

Yoongi’s eye twitched, “What?”

“Teach me something cool!”

“Like what?”

Boseon paused a moment to think, looking around as if he’d find the answer somewhere on the table, “Mmm… Can you fly? Can you teach me that?” He gasped leaning forward excitedly.

“Yes I can and no I can’t.”

Boseon deflated back against the seat for a second before perking up, undeterred, “How did you get those bruises? Did you get in a fight?”

Yoongi nodded, a strange endearment warming his chest at how quickly the boys attention flip flopped.

“Did you win?”

“Nope,” he answered honestly, smirking against his mug. “Not even close.”

Jungkook had him beat the moment he stepped foot in the arena. Though, Boseon didn’t seem to like that answer very much, pouting and crossing his arms on the table.

“Awe, I thought you were strong!” He whined.

“Strong people lose fights too, that’s how they get stronger.”

“But losing isn’t fun,” Boseon grumbled.

Yoongi scoffed, “It’s not supposed to be.”

They went quiet for a moment as the boy seemed to consider that, looking out the window with his cheek resting on his arms. Yoongi let him think, content with the quiet, though it was short lived as he lifted his head once more.

“Your name is Yuyu right?” He asked tilting his head cutely.

“Not even close.”

“I like Yuyu, I’m gonna call you Yuyu.”

“That’s not my name.”

“Can I call you hyung? Since we’re both phoenixes?”

Yoongi rubbed his eyes, the silence of the house was looking real nice right now, “Do what you want.”

Boseon smiled, and he supposed that made him feel a bit better at least.

“Yuyu-hyung, can you tell me about the other phoenixes?”

There was a pause, where Yoongi had to process the question but not just that, the boy’s tone had turned to something softer, no less eager but not as chaotic and hyper. Like he actually wanted to listen, was ready to hear about others like him. Like them.

Yoongi swallowed, licking his lips and feeling the sting of his saliva on the cut on his lip. The slight pain cleared his mind but the weight in his chest was ever-present. He leaned back in his seat and rubbed his thumb on the side of the mug.

“Are you going to listen? Don’t interrupt with a whole bunch of questions.”

Boseon pulled his feet up to sit with his legs crossed on the seat and nodded twice determinedly, not vocalizing his agreeance as if to show him he was already listening intently.

 Yoongi chuckled lightly, lips twitching before opening his mouth.

He began to tell the boy a story about a colony of phoenixes just like them, about their strength and bravery. He told him a story he hadn’t spoken of since the wars, not to Namjoon or Seokjin or Hoseok or Jimin or Taehyung or Jungkook.

But for this boy, the only other phoenix left, he’d share the story of their kind.


“What if you have weather affinity like me?”

“I don’t know, I think he’s more of a water.”

“You just want to teach him water magic.”

“Isn’t that the same for you?”

Jungkook snickered as he listened to Taehyung and Jimin argue about his possible magical abilities. They didn’t even stop browsing the store as they bickered, interrupting the conversation occasionally to ask Jungkook questions about certain things.

They had already gotten the medical supplies they’d needed but Jimin and Taehyung had wanted to look around. He’d sheepishly told them that he couldn’t afford anything crazy right now but they assured him they’d just look.

They had found their way to a store that sold kitchen supplies and Jungkook was pretty sure they were making a mental list of things to get Seokjin later.

“Guys, we don’t even know if I have magic,” he butted in, knowing they wouldn’t get anywhere with the back and forth bickering.

Jimin looked at him, putting a spatula back on the rack with the others, “Your soul is possibly connected to a whole world, if you don’t have powers that’s just…” he trailed off looking for a good word.

“Wack!” Taehyung poked his head around the end of the isle and grinned.

A laugh burst out of Jungkook, “Where did you hear that word?”

Taehyung shrugged, “Some guys in the other store said it.”

Shaking his head, Jungkook watched Jimin regard a blender with the utmost curiosity. He had to admit, it would be kind of ‘wack’. The idea of it excited him as much as it made him nervous. He didn’t think he really needed magic, but he also felt it was a way to get closer with the guys, a way to relate and see things from their side.

“Hey, so, how many types of magic are there anyway?” Jungkook asked.

Jimin smiled at him as they continued down the aisle, “There’s sixteen that we know off.”

“Sixteen?” He blinked. That was a strange number. Oddly specific. “What are they?”

“It’s kind of like a branching system. Let’s see…” he hummed, counting them off on his fingers. “On the Positive affinity side, there’s Light which is like, super rare and kind of a standalone magic. Seokjinnie has that. Then there’s Fire, Water, Earth and Air.”

Jungkook nodded. He’d figured the four elements would be positive affinities.

Taehyung walked next to him on his other side, “Each element breaks down into a sub element. Like a… more difficult version. There’s Ice, Nature, Lava, and Weather.”

“Wouldn’t lava technically a combination of earth and fire?” Jungkook looked at him.

He nodded and smiled, “And Weather is air and water. That’s why they’re more difficult if you aren’t born with that affinity. I won’t get into that though, Joonie explains it better.”

“What about the other seven?”

Jimin folded his hands behind him as they left the store. They passed a group of girls who whispered quietly and giggled, glancing their way. Jungkook was pretty sure one of them took their picture. He shook his head in amusement. He wasn’t exactly photogenic right now.

He had a nice bruise along the side of his jaw and a scratch across his cheek bone, luckily not deep enough to worry about scarring. Jungkook’s torso was wrapped in bandages and a few patches, and while he thought Jimin might have gone a little overboard, he had gotten scrapped up pretty good. The ground in the training area wasn’t exactly soft.

Jungkook was feeling amazing though, sans the aching in his ribs and back. He had honestly not felt this good in awhile. The fight had been therapeutic and judging by how calm Yoongi had slept the other night, he hoped it had helped him too.

Neither had really mentioned anything after the fight. They hadn’t talked about it or apologized for the things they said. They didn’t need too, it was taken care of during the fight. It was forgiven in the way they held each other afterwards.

That didn’t prevent Jungkook from thinking about his words though. How he talked about having died before. Over and over, he’d said. The thought made him feel sick. He hadn’t really made the connection of him being a phoenix and being able to come back from the dead. Well, he had, he just hadn’t thought it had happened to his boyfriend. Especially not over and over.

Shaking his head slightly before he could start thinking about what he’d said about his family being slaughtered, Jungkook was gratefully listened when Jimin started talking, carrying on their conversation.

“The other seven are on the Negative affinity side. Like Light, there’s also Dark, which is equally as rare. Then there’s Chaos, Mind and Spirit. Those break down into Destruction, Manipulation and Control respectively.”

Jungkook whistled lightly, “Those sound much less friendly.”

Taehyung laughs a bit, “They’re not that bad depending on how they’re used. You can do a lot of good with them but they are a lot of the reason people come to Yoongi hyung for help.”

“They’re curses aren’t they?”

Jimin nodded, “Again, Yoongi would be better to ask on this side of things. He knows a lot about it.”

Jungkook thought about that. He never really did ask why Yoongi was so into dark magic. He had a positive affinity, fire, so he couldn’t use it right? “Is there a reason he looks into it so much?”

Jimin and Taehyung traded a look and for a moment Jungkook thought they wouldn’t tell him. Which would have been fine, now might not be the time or place to ask. Instead though, Taehyung smiled gently, “Yoongi-hyung has been trying to find a way to break Joonie’s curse.”

Jungkook blinked, “Has been? He still is?”

They both nodded.

Jungkook frowned and looked ahead of them. He’s been trying all this time to cure his immortality? Has Namjoon been helping him or had he given up? What would happen if they found a way to break the curse? Would it just turn him human or would he suddenly catch up physically to the age he was now? Essentially that would kill him right?

He wanted to ask Yoongi more.

“That’s actually how we met them you know,” Taehyung grinned.

Jungkook looked at him, “Really?”

He forgot that they had told him how the two of them had met but not how both groups came together.

“Uh huh! After we were banished we got the property we live on now and opened the Magic Shop. It hasn’t changed at all, but our house used to be just the space that’s now the living room. Yoongi and the others showed up asking questions about certain remedies and potions. They ended up becoming regulars at the shop.”

He found himself smiling at that. Jimin and Taehyung just had a way of getting people to come back. Whether it was their kindness or their way of making you feel like a long time friend, no one ever came to the Magic Shop just once.

Jimin’s sudden gasp had him looking quickly at the Fae.

“What are those?”

Before Jungkook could say anything, Jimin and Taehyung were both rushing ahead, disappearing into a store. He shook his head fondly, glancing at the store name.

Oh.

“U-Uh! Hold on guys!” Jungkook scrambled after them, fumbling with the bags he was carrying.

The two hadn’t made it far. Apparently what Jimin had seen was a lava lamp and Jungkook found both his boyfriends practically glued to the shelf as they watched the little blob of ‘lava’ float and morph into different shapes inside the glass. It was absolutely adorable how they tracked it with wide eyes, lips parted just the smallest amount.

The cuteness had him pausing and putting a fist to his mouth as he debated interrupting. He kind of wanted to see how long they could be entertained by it.

For science.

He discretely snapped a picture with his phone before tucking it back in his pocket, grinning as he watched their heads slowly tip upwards as the blob rose to the top of the lamp.

Sadly, they were interrupted by a staff member coming over, chuckling as he saw their interest, “Those things never get old right?”

Jimin and Taehyung looked at him and he returned a smile, “Can I help you find anything?”

Jungkook stepped forward, “We’re just looking, thanks though.”

The man nodded and turned to head back to the counter, giving Jungkook hope that he could corral the two out of the store without running into anything he’d inevitably have to explain, but that hope was crushed rather quickly when the man spoke in passing, “Let me know if you need any help, adult toys are in the back, party supplies on the left and there’s a buy two get one free on all graphic tees.”

Jungkook’s shoulders slumped. Welp.

Jimin looked at him as the staff member let them be, “Adult toys?”

Licking his lips and clearing his throat, he resigned himself to his fate.

He wasn’t a prude by any means. He had actually been to a sex shop a few times before (he’d experimented with some toys on his own, one-night stands were too much work sometimes) but he’d never had to explain them to anyone before. Everyone knew what adult toys were, some in more detail than others, and if they didn’t, they were probably too young to know.

“They’re uh, toys you use in the bedroom. For sex,” he explained blushing a bit when they lit up in amazement.

“There are toys for that?!”

Without warning, Jungkook found himself being dragged to the back of the store where the adult section was, kept out of view of the main part of the mall as to not expose innocent passersby to inappropriate things.

Along one of the walls was a floor to ceiling collection of sex toys, everything under the sun. Dildo’s, ropes, vibrators, whips, handcuffs, everything for every type of play and all the accessories to go with them such as lube and batteries. In the middle of the room was racks of lingerie, for men and women alike. A lot of frills, lace, strings and leather.

Jimin immediately went to the clothes while Taehyung went to the toys, leaving a flustered Jungkook standing between, conflicted on what he should do.

It wasn’t that he hadn’t had his fair share of fantasies about the boys in lingerie, because he had. A lot. Jimin would look good in anything but he especially enjoyed the thought of him in something pink and lacy. It would compliment his skin tone and his beautifully thin waist.

Taehyung, ugh god. Taehyung would look sinful in something mesh, see through, something with dark colours to bring out his beautiful tan skin.

Don’t even get him started on Yoongi’s legs in stockings… fuck.

Quickly he pulled out his wallet and checked how much money he had left. Biting his lip he glanced at Jimin who was holding a very short ruffled skirt up to his waist as if to imagine what wearing it would be like, and snapped his wallet shut.

He’d need to wait a bit longer for their date, but fuck it. This was worth it.

Walking over to Jimin he smiled a bit, feeling more shy then he should given that they were dating and he’d already seen the other naked and in some rather intimate positions. “You um, can pick something out if you like.”

Jimin’s smile became a look of eager surprise, “Are you sure?”

Jungkook nodded, “You’d look really pretty in any of this,” he busied himself with pinching on of the outfits between his fingers and feeling the fabric. Silky. His attention was on Jimin though who blushed a cute pink and smiled shyly.

“You think?” His boyfriend was clearly trying to hide a happy grin at the praise and Jungkook chuckled a bit, nodding once more.

Taehyung grabbed both of their attention as he held something up that he’d pulled off the shelf, “Kookie! What’s this?”

Jungkook hurried over to him and pulled his arm down so he wasn’t waving the butt plug around for the whole store to see. He blushed and quickly waved an apology at one of the other customers. “Tae, don’t wave them around!” He whisper yelled, huffing when Taehyung only grinned at him. “It’s, it’s a plug, it goes inside you.”

Taehyung looked at it fascinated, “Really? Does it feel good?”

Jungkook scrunched his nose a bit in embarrassment, “I mean, it depends on what you like.”

“Have you ever tried it?” Taehyung hummed, stepping closed to him and getting that look he always did when he knew he was being a tease.

Jungkook licked his lips and couldn’t help glancing at Taehyung’s own, eyes narrowing a bit. Like hell he was going to lose this. “I have,” he said casually, smirking when Taehyung blinked while he plucked the toy from his hand. “But this is better.”

He reached passed Taehyung, having to step in his space to grab the toy he wanted off the rack, not even glancing it as he slipped it into his hands. Taehyung didn’t look away from him, gaze a little more heated than it had been as Jungkook leaned towards his ear.

“It vibrates,” he whispered as if it were some delicious secret. He smirked when he saw Taehyung shiver, the man quickly looking down at the toy in awe. Jungkook wasn’t even sure he knew what that meant in this context but he certainly seemed eager to find out.

Of course though, just when he felt like he’d won this little stand off, Jimin cleared his throat behind them and when Jungkook turned to look at him he smiled innocently and held up an outfit. “I like this one Jungkookie.”

Jungkook had lost. Definitely lost.

“Good Guardian Minnie,” Taehyung groaned obscenely, not caring if people heard him. “You would look incredible in that. Why didn’t we know about these clothes sooner? Joonie’s going to devour you.”

Jungkook was currently going through it, eyes racking over Jimin, picturing him in the outfit he was holding up. Jimin giggled, too cute for such a dangerous outfit.

“If I even make it to him,” Jimin hummed and stepped closer to Jungkook. “You doing okay love?”

He really wanted to kiss the smirk off his full pink lips. Even more so when all he could let out was a sound close to a strangled whine.

Taehyung perking up next to him. “Can I pick one?”

Jungkook looked at him and nodded quickly. As if he’d say no? The hyungs were going to lose their minds when they saw these two dressed up.

Jimin threw his arms over his shoulders and kissed his cheek, “You should pick one too,” he whispered, nuzzling his nose against his skin gently. Jungkook blinked at him.

Him? In lingerie? He… honestly hadn’t thought much about it before. He wasn’t against it by any means, but he hadn’t considered it given that he had no one to wear it for. Besides he’d been more interested in buying something he could use practically with his limited money. It had come down to priority before.

Now though, he was honestly a bit curious. He wasn’t sure if lingerie was something he’d like, but he’d be lying if the thought of Hoseok or Namjoon’s reactions seeing him dress sexy for them didn’t turn him on.

Smiling shyly, he nodded and Taehyung and Jimin both grinned, dragging him to the racks so the two could pick something for themselves.

As they paid at the counter, he smirked when he noticed Taehyung had tried to sneakily put the toy in the mix. He glanced at the Fae who was looking anywhere but him innocently and laughed a bit as he wordlessly added a pack of batteries to the pile.


After they had all chosen their outfits, and picked up a little joke gift for Yoongi, hoping to cheer him up a little, they headed back out into the mall hauling their bags with them.

He was genuinely excited to go home and try on the outfit he’d chosen. Even if he didn’t end up liking it, he was curious about the others thoughts. And he definitely wanted to see Jimin and Taehyung in there’s.

They were deciding whether or not they wanted to keep looking around when Taehyung had quickly shut it down, just as eager to show off the outfits as they were. He started talking about how they should all show the older four together, wanting to have them stuttering messes, when Jungkook started feeling off.

He’d been mid chuckle, shaking his head but was forced to stop quickly when he suddenly felt a little vertigo. Surprised at the random dizziness he stumbled a bit into Taehyung, bumping his shoulder against the Fae’s. Taehyung quickly put a hand on his arm to steady him, still chuckling at something Jimin had said.

Jungkook could see him look at him and squinted as his boyfriends face blurred in his vision slightly. He could see enough to know he was frowning though. “Jungkook? You okay?”

He watched Taehyung’s lips form words but it was like his senses were shutting down, the other’s voice fading as if he was down a long tunnel until he could only hear a distant ringing in his ears. Clamping his eyes shut he tried to will the feeling away, pressing a hand to his forehead.

There was this strange sensation in his chest, not pain, but something verging on panic. Even that wasn’t quite right, Jungkook had had panic attacks, this wasn’t the same. It was this sense of someone else’s pain. Like dread watching someone get hurt. It made his throat close up.

It faded just as quickly as it had come on and Jungkook opened his eyes slowly when he heard Jimin and Taehyung asking him questions, calling his name.

“I-I’m okay, give me a second,” he reached forward and found Jimin’s arm, giving it a squeeze while he similarly found Taehyung’s knee beside him and did the same. They were sitting? He blinked a few times to clear his vision and noticed that they had guided him over to sit on a nearby bench. He frowned. He hadn’t been aware enough to have recognized that he’d moved.

They did wait, watching him collect himself and when they could see some clarity return, Jimin quickly asked, “Kookie what happened?”

“I don’t know, it was… weird. Dizzy and… I don’t know how to describe it,” he admitted frowning. “I feel fine now, it’s gone.”

Taehyung rubbed his back, holding his hand over his knee. “Do you think it was a magic thing?”

Neither Jimin nor Jungkook had an answer for him. That feeling of ‘wrong’ in his chest persisted, turning his stomach slightly. “We should head home,” he suggested. “I want to check on the others.”

They nodded and Jimin stood up in front of him, helping him to his feet to make sure the dizziness subsided. Carrying their bags, they walked until they reached a quieter hallway of the mall, turning the corner and expecting to find the Galaxy door as they usually did, waiting for them.

There was nothing. Just an empty hallway and a door to some washrooms. They all traded concerned looks.

“Maybe it’s too obvious here?” Jimin suggested but upon looking around and finding no one in plain view, he frowned deeply.

Jungkook was getting worried. He didn’t fully understand how the door worked, if it could discern whether or not a place was safe to expose itself, or if it just showed up when it wanted too. But it had always shown up when they needed it. What was different now?

Something really didn’t feel right.

They spent a moment waiting but upon realizing the door really wasn’t going to show up, they stood off to one side of the wall.

“What do we do? How do we get home now?” Taehyung asked, still keeping his eyes out for the familiar wooden door. “I can’t feel any magic.”

Jimin shook his head, “Neither can I. Usually the door has a really strong energy, so we know it’s not anywhere nearby.”

“We shouldn’t panic, let’s head back to the café, maybe it’s there? We do go there a lot so-”

Jungkook was cut off when Jimin and Taehyung both sucked in a sharp breath, whipping their heads around to look out towards the middle of the hallway. He quickly followed their gazes, eyes landing on the familiar purple door just as a warmth blossomed in his chest.

He looked at the Euphoria door in surprise.

“Why… why did you come?” Jungkook whispered, eyes wide. He stepped forward and put a hand on the solid surface. He looked back at his boyfriends who looked just as surprised and concerned as he felt.

“Where’s the impossible door?”


Yoongi finished the last sip of what he thought was his sixth coffee and set the mug on the table.

The café was quiet, most people having left as closing time neared quickly. He hadn’t realized how late it had gotten as he and Boseon had been talking.

The boy, in his excitement at learning how phoenixes could fly for days without rest and often had to, to find new homes, had moved to his side of the booth seat and tucked himself against his side. Yoongi had argued that he had a whole seat on his side and didn’t need to crowd him but had just as quickly shut his mouth when the kid yawned tiredly before urging him to continue.

Now, Boseon had been lulled to sleep with the tales, his head resting against Yoongi’s ribs, forcing him to keep his arm over the back of the seat to keep from squishing him.

Too much excitement he supposed.

He didn’t miss Sumi snapping a picture of them either. Her maniacal giggles were a dead giveaway.

Yoongi had entertained himself with watching people move about on the street outside the window for the past hour as the boy slept.

He thought about what the boy had said, resting his chin on his hand as he pushed away the pressure behind his eyes.

“We’re the last ones?” He’d asked, voice small and hesitant.

Yoongi had nodded, not having gone into detail about the war, not wanting to scar him, but not sugarcoating the facts either.

Boseon had looked at his hands in his lap, snuggling closer to Yoongi.

“It’s a good thing I found you! We’ve got to look out for each other!” He’d declared.

Yoongi had scoffed at the time, bugging the boy about how he planned to do that when he was so little, but Boseon had persisted.

“I’ll be a strong phoenix like you one day! So you won’t ever have to be alone!”

Closing his eyes, Yoongi shoved the words out of his mind, not willing to risk dwelling on the emotions they made him feel. He wouldn’t cry here. Not here.

Later, he’d sit down in front of the piano, he’d express himself through notes and the fluttering motion of his hands on ivory keys.

He had wanted to pretend when he’d first come here. But it almost made it harder now.

Still though, when he turned his head and looked back at the boy cozy and warm against him, he promised himself that he would save this one. If Boseon wanted to be a phoenix, then he was okay with him carrying their legacy. Human or not. At least, if anything were to happen to Yoongi, someone would know they weren’t a myth. They would be remembered for the amazing people they were.

Boseon’s mother came to get him at closing and she thanked him over and over for keeping her son company. Yoongi knew that if she could, she would be spending every precious moment with her son and he knew it must be killing her to have to leave him here all day. She tried to offer some kind of compensation by way of thanks but he turned her down, telling her that she had a really good kid.

Of course, she knew that already.

“Will you be here next week?” His mother asked and Yoongi, hesitating slightly before glancing at a sleepy Boseon who was rubbing his eye tiredly, he relented with a nod. He’d be here. Next week and the week after and the week after that.

Saying goodbye to them, Yoongi hadn’t expected the kid to turn and run back to him, giving him a big hug around the waist. It had taken him by surprise and he’d even taken a step back but the boy didn’t let him go.

Yoongi looked down at him and gently put a hand on his head, but that, even to Yoongi, didn’t feel like enough. So he crouched down on one knee and gave him a proper hug, all the while amazed that this boy had, in only two meetings, wormed his way into his heart.

He kind of reminded him of Jungkook.

Did all humans have this ability?

Boseon finally released him and gave him a big smile before hurrying back to his mom.

“Bye Yuyu-hyung!”

Yoongi huffed and rolled his eyes.

After he left, and after forcing Sumi into a vow of silence that he was sure she would break the moment she saw Jungkook again, he headed out of the café himself.

Pausing outside, he took a moment to breath the fresh air, thinking about the day.

It had been a good one, he’d decided. A really good one.

He’d been content on thinking that, would have loved to keep thinking that, but he felt that thought ripped from his mind the moment he stepped around the corner into the alley.

The Galaxy door, sitting where he’d left it, closed and sturdy as always, had been slashed. The knife used to do so was dug deep into the wood, stabbing into it as if to kill.

Deep, aggressive cuts through the brown wood, splinters chipping away from the exposed layers. Every line carved with intent. His heart dropped through his feet and into the ground, taking his stomach with it.

Two words.

Two horrendous words cut into what they had all come to see as a symbol of home, something they cherished, as if tainting it. Mocking them. Threatening them.

Two words, carved themselves into Yoongi’s mind just as they were in the door.

‘Found you.'

Notes:

So....
I should apologize. I am sorry.
To recap! Yoongi had practically adopted Boseon as his own, Sumi is loving this fact and definitely will be sending those pictures to Jungkook, the maknae line is now armed and dangerous (who knows when they'll attack....) AND someone knows about the door.... but who? And how? Thems the questions! Some to be answered next time!

Next Update: Thursday 22nd

Next Chapter: Ji-hun looks into the hospital situation, the boys talk to the Guardian, and someone's making moves in the shadows.

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Chapter 14: My Angel

Summary:

Yoongi gets home, the guys decide they need to talk to the last person they want to, and Ji-hun has more questions then answers.

Notes:

Hello! I wish I could say this chapter will answer some questions but it probably will only give you more! I really loved following your theories last chapter and I wanted to jump in with my own theories but that wouldn't have worked for obvious reason T_T Still they were really cool to read!

Happy Birthday to jfv1053! Hope you had a wonderful day!

Warnings: death and blood in this chapter!

Without further ado, more pieces of the puzzle!
Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Life was made up of moments.

Little moments, big moments, and everything in between. Moments that mean something, some that don’t, and some moments that you never forget.

There are some moments that act as a stone thrown in a still pond. A stone that hits the calm surface with a splash and sinks to the bottom, leaving ripples and ripples in its wake. It may have only hit one spot, but that stone, that moment, would disrupt the whole pond.

Yoongi knew this was the stone.

And someone threw it hard.

His knees felt weak as he walked slowly to the door, the warm door that was as much apart of their family as their home was. The door’s magic pulsed around him, slow and quick like erratic breathing. Yoongi felt it draw back away from him, it’s magic retreating from his own energy.

He slowed his step, lifting his hands instinctively as if to calm a wounded animal. He tentatively pressed his energy out, a comforting wave of magic, a reassurance. Yoongi had never seen the doors magic fluctuate like this. It had always had such a sturdy energy, always the same controlled aura emitting from it, flowing but never faltering. This was… painful.

Yoongi’s own heart was beating frantically.

The words were bold and very obviously meant to threaten. They did a good job of it. He glanced around the alley, trying to feel for any other magical energies around him but the energy from the door was too strong. It encompassed most of the area, including inside the shop. It would have hidden any other energies.

The positive and negative energy it was created with were constantly ebbing and flowing, moving around together like water and oil, sometimes one swelled over the other so it would have been impossible to tell if more of either was introduced from an outside source.

Had it been a human? A magical being? Had they found the door on the Galaxy side and stepped through? What about the others? Were they okay?

Shaking his head he tried to focus on the door itself.

He managed to get close enough to gently reach forward and place his hand on the wood. The door’s energy warmed, the touch helping calm it and he found himself whispering quietly, “It’s okay. It’s alright…”

His eyes traced the gouges and something acidic burned in his chest. Anger flared in him, his attention snapping to the knife sticking out of the door. Yoongi wrapped his hand around it, tugging it out. Wincing when the doors energy shrunk back again, he kept his free hand pressed to the wood soothingly.

The blade was about the length of his hand, not a knife someone carried around just for survival reasons. Though, this was the human world, Yoongi was pretty sure they didn’t need to carry knives at all. He knew Jungkook did, had since he’d started coming back to this world, but for good reason and even that wasn’t anything like this knife. ‘Dagger’ might be more appropriate.

There weren’t any discerning features or marks that he could see.

Turning back to the door he slid his hand to the brass handle, trying to open it.

It was locked.

He quickly tried again.

Again, frantically he tried to twist the handle, looking at the door. “No, come on, come on…”

Yoongi tried it once more, jiggling the handle slightly only to step back and run a hand through his hair. He paced slightly, away from the door and back again. This was his only way back. His only way home. Yoongi had left a note on the table telling the others where he would be, in case they got home before him, but if the door wasn’t opening on this side it likely wouldn’t on the other side either.

“Shit,” he cursed trying to think of what to do.

He remembered the Euphoria door appearing in Jungkook’s brother’s room. Could Jungkook send the door here to get him? They were in the human world too, which means he’d need to wait for them to get home and see his note before they came looking for him. Unless there was a way to contact them before they got back to Galaxy.

Yoongi quickly snapped his head up and ran back to the Café, almost running straight into Sumi who was walking over to lock the door. She squeaked, jumping back and dropping her keys on the floor.

“Sumi-yah, can I borrow your phone?” He asked quickly.

Jaeyong looked up from where he stood closing up the cash register. His eyes widened before he was suddenly jumping over the counter and hurrying to Sumi. “Hey! Man, what the hell?!”

Sumi blinked at him owlishly as she was tugged behind Jaeyong who gave Yoongi a look that could kill.

Yoongi frowned in confusion.

Sumi swallowed, chuckling nervously, “U-Um Yoongi-ssi, I promise, I’ll delete the photos of you and Boseon-ah, you don’t have to… um…”

He raised a brow not understanding for half a breath before realizing what was wrong. Quickly he looked at the knife he still had clutched in his hand before shaking his head, “No no, Guardian above, no I’m not threatening you, sorry,” he concealed the knife in the back of his pants, pulling his shirt over it. “Please, I need to call Jungkook, it’s important.”

“Guardian- what? Why do you have a knife?” Jaeyong looked him over, looking no less comforted by the fact he’d hidden the weapon.

Sumi looked at him for a moment before nodding, “Alright, here.”

Jaeyong gapped at her as she stepped around him pulling her phone out of her apron pocket and tapping into it. “Sumi-yah, he just came running in here with a knife!”

The girl waved a hand while she gave the phone to Yoongi, Jungkook’s contact on the screen, “It’s Yoongi-ssi, do you actually think he’d hurt us?” she asked, looking at Jaeyong like he was the crazy one.

Yoongi took the phone, pausing a moment to regard her curiously as she stooped to pick up her keys off the floor before he turned his attention to the device. He clicked the green button, assuming it would connect it with Jungkook’s phone.

He put it to his ear like he’d seen his lover do when talking with people and heard a strange buzzing sound. For a moment he thought he’d done something wrong but he sighed in relief when the buzzing was cut off and Jungkook’s voice reached him.

“Sumi-yah, sorry now’s not-”

“Kookie it’s me,” Yoongi rushed out, cutting him off. He glanced at Sumi and Jaeyong who were watching him curiously.

There was a short pause, “Yoongi-hyung? What are you doing with Sumi’s phone? Are you at the café?”

“Yeah. We’ve got a problem. Can you get to Euphoria?”

Yoongi wasn’t sure how much was okay for the two humans to hear, he knew they would have a lot of questions but this was more important then their confusion. He didn’t miss the way Jaeyong mouthed the word ‘Euphoria’ and traded a look with Sumi.

“The doors here. Hyung, are you okay?”

The urgency in Jungkook’s voice had affection blooming in his chest but he didn’t dwell on it as he answered. “I’m fine. I’ll explain later but I can’t get back home, it’s locked.”

“We’ve never used the Euphoria door to travel to this world… It might not show up for you if I’m not here. I’ll let Tae and Minnie go through first, they can get to Galaxy from Euphoria, I’ll take the bus to the café. I don’t want to risk you getting stuck here.”

“Thanks love,” Yoongi sighed in relief, feeling some of the panic simmer down to the foreboding that had sunk itself into his stomach.

“Hyung?” Jungkook’s voice sounded hesitant, concerned, “How bad is it?”

Yoongi pressed his tongue into his cheek, unsure of what to say. He was pissed. Beyond belief. Just when things were calming, just when everything was looking up, when Jungkook was just settling after only a month of being back, something or someone had taken that peace. But… wasn’t peace the problem? Wasn’t that what he’d just learned? Complacency comes with a perfect life and there was something to be said about how alive he felt right now.

“It’s not good. But we can fix it.”

“I’ll be there in about twenty minutes, sit tight.”

“See you soon love.”

Yoongi pulled the phone away from his ear fumbling for a moment with it before assuming the call had ended. He was glad Jungkook had thought of that, if they’d all gone to Euphoria there was no guarantee the door would link back to earth without Jungkook’s presence here. The only time it’d shown up before was in the room with the boy.

Until they got the door to relax again, they couldn’t use it. Hopefully Jungkook’s connection with it would be enough to calm it down. Then there was the matter of who’d done this in the first place.

He turned to give Sumi back her phone only to find the girl an inch from his face. Jumping, he staggered back, bumping into a table with wide eyes, taking in her excited expression. “Uh.”

“YOU’RE Jungkook-ssi’s boyfriend!?”

Oh. Oops. Shit. Did he just say something he shouldn’t have? Jungkook hadn’t told her anything yet had he? He handed her phone back nervously not denying nor agreeing.

Seeing his hesitation, Sumi took her phone and stepped back quickly giving him space, “Sorry! I’m sorry, I just, Jungkook-ssi told me he was dating someone. I should have guessed it was one of his roommates, I mean, you’re just all so nice and well you and Jungkook-ssi seem to really care about each other and it’s so sweet. That’s why you came in on his first day right? For encouragement, that’s so supportive awe!”

Yoongi once again found himself a little floored by this girl. He was certainly relieved that the relationship didn’t seem to bother her, not that he’d care if it did, but it would have made Jungkook’s time here harder on him. He was also surprised at how she seemed to genuinely be happy for them even though he knew the girl had had some sort of feelings towards Jungkook.

Not sure what to say, he chose not to say anything, content with letting her ramble on. Just as he started to relax, his eyes met Jaeyong’s and he tensed again. He met his sharp gaze with his own, narrowing his eyes challengingly.

Yoongi didn’t have much opinion on Jaeyong. Their brief introduction and the few times he’d served him coffee were all he had by way of character. That and the fact he’d covered for Jungkook when the customer had ‘mysteriously’ caught fire. Jungkook spoke fondly of him though, and he trusted his lovers judgement.

Still the look he was giving him was one of suspicion.

Rightfully so, he supposed.

Sumi had trusted him the moment the knife was out of sight, but Jaeyong must have noticed the practiced ease with which he hid it. As if he’d done it before. Which suggested the man had his own experiences with dangers like this. Out of sight was often more dangerous than in your field of view.

“Is there a problem?” Jaeyong asked, cutting off Sumi’s million and one questions about their relationship. She pouted but looked at Yoongi curiously too, brow pinched slightly behind her glasses.

“Jungkook’s on his way. It’s nothing you need to worry about,” Yoongi said steadily.

Jaeyong stepped towards him, crossing his arms, “You say that, yet both you and Jungkook-ah have caused trouble here on more then one occasion. You guys seem to think you can treat this place like a playground.”

Sumi put a hand on Jaeyong’s arm, “Jaeyong-ssi, I’m sure they don’t mean any harm. Accidents happen.”

“Running in here with a knife isn’t an accident. And it’s not something you should treat so lightly Sumi-yah,” Jaeyong didn’t look away from Yoongi as he spoke. “I know you two, and probably the rest of your friends, are involved in something dangerous. I won’t judge you for that. I think you’re decent people and I’ve taken a liking to Jungkook-ah. But I know dangerous people when I see them.”

“Jaeyong-ssi, you’re blowing this out of proportions,” Sumi tried again, frowning. “Jungkook would never-”

“You’re pretty observant,” Yoongi cut her off. He liked Sumi. He really did. But she was a little too innocent for her own good. Too trusting to be involved in the situations they seem to keep falling into.

“I like to think so. You guys don’t exactly hide it well. Things haven’t added up since Jungkook-ah started here. So what is it? Drugs? Gangs? You guys running from something? Owe someone money?” Jaeyong frowned, surprising Yoongi when he saw some genuine sympathy there. “How deep in are you?”

Yoongi kept his expression passive but he really didn’t want to answer these questions right now. These were Jungkook’s friends. He didn’t want to say anything that would damage their friendship. His lover always looked so happy when he came home talking about what Sumi had told him about her roommate or the treats Jaeyong let him try that day.

Beyond that, Yoongi was wary to trust them. After Jiho, but especially now, when they had a very clear message that someone was threatening them and no leads on who, he couldn’t be sure they weren’t involved in some way.

When he was only met with silence, Jaeyong’s frown deepened and he stepped closer, bending down just enough that they were eye to eye, “I know something’s up. Nam-ssi knows it too. Let us help you. Jungkook-ah’s our friend. What is ‘Euphoria’? Is it a place? A codeword?”

Yoongi pressed his tongue to the roof of his mouth. He really shouldn’t have come today. A few of Jaeyong’s words struck him though. Why had he brought up Nam? What did the boss have to do with this?

They both looked at Sumi when she spoke up, voice tentative, “Do you… also know what ‘Galaxy’ is?”

Yoongi raised a brow, “Where did you hear that?”

Had someone come in talking about it? No one should know about Galaxy on earth. Not unless… Yoongi swallowed down the feeling that tried to rise in him, shoving it so far down that it couldn’t be reached. No. He wouldn’t think about that possibility again.

“When Jungkook-ssi was sick, he kept saying something about a Galaxy. I thought it was just gibberish but he said it to Namjoon-ssi and he seemed to understand what he meant.”

The answer eased some of his worries but awakened others. Had the person who’d carved the door connected it to the café yet? If they had that could spell trouble with these two. Especially if they were heard talking about Galaxy. Except, it didn’t add up. Even if this person knew about Galaxy, no one knew the door itself existed except them and-

Jiho. Jiho had created the doors. Jiho had garnered the help of humans to keep researching, had exposed humans to magic. He said he’d killed the scientist that stole the gem, the one that put it in Jungkook, but who knew how many others he exposed and told about Galaxy. Was it one of them?

Looks like they’d be paying the bastard a visit after all.

Yoongi couldn’t have stopped the slight growl at his thoughts if he tried, glaring to the side in distaste. He saw Sumi cringe a little and take a step back but he didn’t try to apologize.

“If you don’t want to find yourselves involved, stop asking questions. It’s not my place to tell you. That’s Jungkook’s choice. But I’m warning you now, if you want your lives to stay the way they are, then stop asking.”

Yoongi’s tone was serious, enough to even make Jaeyong back off slightly and take on an air of doubt. The man frowned, contemplating his words before nodding slowly. Yoongi let his shoulders relax as he moved to sit at one of the tables to wait for Jungkook.

“Just,” Jaeyong’s voice had him sighing. “Just answer this one. The fire, on the man’s sleeve. How did you do that? Why didn’t it burn him?”

Yoongi flopped his head back and sighed, “It’s just a trick. An illusion.”

“What, like a magic trick?” Sumi tilted her head.

“Yep,” he chuckled a bit.

Jaeyong didn’t seem satisfied with that answer but didn’t ask further. He looked like he wanted too. Like he was trying to figure out if Yoongi’s warning was worth listening to or held any real grounds for worry. They slowly went back to closing up, Sumi trying to pry for more information on his apparent hobby as a magician (whatever that entailed) but he kept the answers vague and short.

The wait for Jungkook was spent anxiously fiddling with his hands, tapping his heel on the ground and watching the door like a hawk.


“What’s the patients name?”

“Jeon Jungkook.”

“Is this a patient currently admitted?”

“No, he should have been a patient a few years ago.”

“And are you family?”

“No. Friend of the families. I’m on a case regarding the patient.”

The nurse hummed and nodded, typing away on her keyboard behind the reception desk.

“Can I get your name and ID?”

Ji-hun watched from the waiting area, a magazine held uselessly in his hands as he listened intently on the conversation. The man at the counter had his back to him, not allowing him to see any discernable features even as he pulled out his wallet for ID.

He hadn’t expected this when he’d come to the hospital. The nurse had sent him to these seats to wait, apparently too busy to deal with him at the moment. Ji-hun hadn’t even been sitting there five minutes before this man showed up and flashed a badge at her.

Ji-hun hadn’t cared until he’d heard his brother’s name.

“Kwan Chungho,” the man told her, voice gruff. He seemed to be in his late forties, a tough looking man dressed in a nice suit. An expensive suit.

“We have had a patient by that name, admitted for a gunshot wound in the back,” the nurse confirmed.

“Could you tell me if he had any visitors at the time of his admission?”

“One moment,” the nurse hummed and started typing again.

Ji-hun frowned. What was this man’s business with his brother? Why was he looking into his medical records? Getting up, he tossed the magazine on the small table in front of him, heading over just as the nurse began to speak again.

“It says here he had two visitors.”

“Do you have the names?”

“Excuse me,” Ji-hun interrupted, smoothing down the tie of his much less expensive suit. The man and the nurse turned to him and he smiled politely, “Sorry to interrupt. I couldn’t help overhearing, you were asking about Jeon Jungkook?”

The man, now that he could see his face, was handsome in a rough sense. Very much the ‘down to earth, no nonsense’ kind of man. Or so he looked. His eyes were a faded brown, looking at him with an analytical precision yet his demeanor was relaxed. “You know him?”

“Knew,” Ji-hun said, squaring his expression into something more melancholic, something reminiscent. “I heard he past. He was so young… such a good kid.”

The man grunted, showing no signs of caring or sympathy, “Real shame.”

Ji-hun tried not to scowl at that, keeping up the façade, “You said you were a friend of the families, were you close?”

“Not to the kid. Just doing them a favour.”

“I thought it was confirmed that he’d died though, is there a reason they’re looking into it?” Ji-hun tried to ask casually, leaning against the counter next to the man.

“Who are you again?” The man turned to him, giving him a more intense look.

Ji-hun stood up straight and bowed slightly, “Oh sorry, that was rude of me, I went to college with Jungkook-ah.”

This seemed to peak the man’s interest and Ji-hun refrained from squinting. He said he was looking into Jungkook for the family, but Ji-hun knew that his parents wouldn’t be asking. They could barely leave their rooms half the time. Did that mean he worked for his grandparents?

“Really? What course?”

“We were taking videography together. Didn’t talk much though, different social circles and such.”

“Mm,” the man looked him over once more and turned away from him. “Know why the kid suddenly dropped out?”

Ji-hun pressed his tongue against the back of his teeth. He knew all of this because he’d gotten his grandparents help to look into Jungkook already. They’d already hired a private detective to help him track down his brother and had closed the investigation after it led to nowhere but dead ends. Hell, he’d worked personally with the man. And this certainly wasn’t him.

So who was he and why was he asking about him? His grandparents already had this information, they had confirmed he was missing and presumed dead, they’d been at the funeral as well. Why send someone else out?

Unless the man wasn’t involved with his grandparents at all. Someone Jungkook knew maybe? If that were the case why hadn’t the man just said he’d known him? He didn’t seem to care about Jungkook’s supposed death.

“No sorry, it was a surprise to everyone though, he was a good student,” he answered easily. “Are you a police officer? Is that why you’re looking into him?” He gasped a bit dramatically, “Do you think there was foul play involved?”

“Stay out of it kid,” the man said gruffly, turning back to the nurse. Ji-hun caught sight of a scar on the side of his neck, just below his ear. “The names please.”

“Nam Kyung-soo and Yu Jiho,” the nurse supplied, glancing between them.

One of those names sounded awfully familiar.

Ji-hun didn’t try to follow the man as he turned and left, only watching him leave with a deep frown. That was cause for concern. Turning back to the nurse, he smiled politely. “While you have that file up, could you tell me who that patient’s emergency contact is?”

The nurse sighed, “ID?”

He glanced out towards where the man left and pulled his ID out to show her, “I’m his brother.”

The nurse checked it before sliding it back to him, “His listed emergency contact is… Rang Seung-Hee.”

Ji-hun frowned, bowing his head slightly, “Thank you.”

Stepping away from the counter he headed towards the doors, already pulling out his phone.

It was their grandparents then. They must have called to have the contact changed to them. For what reason though? The restraining order would have kept them from being able to come and see Jungkook, so what purpose would they have to know about his health? It could be they were trying to keep the rest of them in the dark, but why though? Did they know Jungkook would get shot?

Ji-hun didn’t know enough about the actual event to know if that held any stock as a possibility, Jungkook had been vague when he talked about it. Was it reasonable to think they might be trying to kill Jungkook?

He shook his head to dispel that thought. What reason would they have? That would only hurt their family and their company.

Nothing his grandparents did seemed to make sense. Just as much as they seemed to want an heir, they also seemed to be trying their best to avoid it as well. Their actions were contradictory. His grandfather changes his will, then tries to kidnap Jungkook, then cuts almost all ties with their family, then changes Jungkook’s emergency contact without informing his parents. What was this accomplishing?

He would guess that they were trying to keep an eye on Jungkook but that didn’t seem to be the case either, seeing as they hadn’t known anything until he’d asked them to look into it. If anything they almost knew too little. Like they’d purposely been avoiding contact with Jungkook.

His grandparents would check in with him every once and awhile, just a call every few months to catch up, but any time he tried to bring up what Jungkook was doing or how his younger brother was, they’d change the subject. It was like they didn’t want to get to know him at all.

They distanced themselves yet still wanted to know if he ended up in the hospital? Another contradiction.

They could be lying to him of course, the whole ploy with the investigator could have just been for show, but he had a feeling that wasn’t the case. It had taken a lot of convincing to get them to even consider and still, it wasn’t until he’d mentioned that someone told him Jungkook had died that they suddenly changed their tune and sent him more then enough help to look into it.

Ji-hun stepped out of the hospital and called Jungkook. The phone went straight to voicemail.

“Jungkook-ah, it’s me. I just looked into the hospital situation. Apparently, our grandparents changed your emergency contact to themselves without us knowing. I’m going to do some more digging to see if I can find out why. Also… do you know the name Kwan Chungho? There was a man looking into your records while I was there. Wanted to know if you had any visitors while you were admitted. Call me back when you get this.”

He clicked the phone shut and contemplated what to do next. There was a few people he wanted to look into now. The first being this Kwan Chungho man, for obvious reasons he needed to find out what the interest was with his brother. The other was Yu Jiho.

Ji-hun had recognized the name as Jungkook’s coworker at the mall. He’d tried to get in touch with him, but much like Jungkook, he’d disappeared off the map. The head of security at the mall hadn’t alluded to the fact that Jungkook and Jiho had known each other before the job there but if he was visiting him at the hospital they must have.

It felt strange that this Jiho left the job only days after Jungkook did. He wanted to figure out if this man was an ally or an enemy.

There was a lot Jungkook wasn’t telling him.


Jungkook stared at the door.

Livid didn’t begin to describe how he felt right now. Not even close.

The seven of them stood in the clearing, all facing the door that had been a constant companion to them since Jungkook had discovered the Galaxy.

The words, the obvious aggression behind the action, it made him sick. Slowly, he walked up to it, reaching out to touch it. He couldn’t feel much from the door anymore, not the way he could feel the Euphoria door. It was faint if he focused enough, the warmth, but it was so subtle compared to how it felt when it first showed up.

“Who could have done this?” Jimin whispered, on arm folded across his middle and the other holding his own shoulder, crossing his chest.

When Jungkook had gotten to the café, Yoongi had steered him out with barely a greeting to Sumi and Jaeyong, guiding him away from the alley the Galaxy door had usually been in. That, along with everything else, had been a big red flag.

The others were already in the clearing looking at the door with serious expressions when they’d stepped out of the Euphoria door. The knife that was used to do it was held tightly in Seokjin’s hand.

Jungkook’s fingers brushed the grooves that tarnished the usually smooth wood and he pressed gently into one. Like hitting a switch, his vision blurred slightly, a small wave of dizziness washed over him and he quickly pulled his hand back.

“I felt it,” he whispered, turning to look at Jimin and Taehyung. “In the mall, that’s where the dizziness came from. Whoever did this, I felt it.”

Namjoon stepped forward wearing the same frown they all were, a mix of anger, concern and protectiveness. “Did it hurt? Are you alright?”

Jungkook nodded, “I’m okay. It was muted. Like my sense dulled for awhile.”

“When did this happen? Around what time?” Yoongi asked, looking between him and the door. Jungkook looked at him. It had surprised him when the phoenix had called saying he was at the café. He didn’t think the other would go by himself, he didn’t tend to purposefully go out to public places.

Jimin answered for him, “Maybe an hour ago, we decided to head home right after but the door wasn’t appearing for us.”

Yoongi frowned, “I was in the café an hour ago. I didn’t see or hear anything strange, but they must have just left before I found it.”

The anger in Yoongi’s voice was noticeable and Hoseok put a hand on his shoulder, a reassurance to calm the self-blame that they could all see there. “The doors energy is strong, if it was a magical being then you wouldn’t have been able to sense them that close to it.”

“Which means they likely wouldn’t be able to sense you either. Let’s hope they didn’t know you were there if that’s the case,” Namjoon said. Any other time, Jungkook would smile at the intense look of concentration on his boyfriend’s face. His brow pinched and his eyes darted around slightly as if working through equations that only he could see. Jungkook knew he could get stuck in that mindset for hours.

“That’s assuming it was a magical being. Is that possible? I thought they were all here?” Jungkook frowned and looked at them, brushing his hand down the frame of the door.

The others traded some looks, Seokjin’s jaw tensing. “It’s… possible.”

When he didn’t elaborate, Jungkook thought best not to ask further on it. He went to pull his hand away from the frame when his finger caught on a splinter of wood, pricking his skin. He winced and pulled his hand away, mumbling a quiet ‘ow’ that had Jimin at his side in an instant and the others all stepping forward.

He blinked in surprise at how fast they moved, distracted from the sting in his finger by their worried looks. Taking a small breath he smiled gently at them, though his chest tightened up.

Jimin took his hand carefully and frowned, inspecting the spot that blood beaded out of slowly.

He said nothing, letting Jimin do what he needed to, watching the others slowly relax when Jimin gave a small nod, deeming him safe. As endearing as it was to have them care so much over such little things, it broke his heart all the same. His death was still fresh, still very much real.

It was different when he got into the fight with Yoongi. That situation, while getting them both more seriously injured then a sliver, had trust involved. The people involved trusted each other and the others trusted them not to do any lasting damage. But it was different when it was from an outside source, when the source wasn’t something they trusted to know when to draw the line.

The easiest thing he could compare it to was siblings. His brother used to tease and pick on him sometimes but the moment someone else tried too, he was there to tell them off.

“Be careful love, seriously,” Jimin scolded, gently dabbing the blood off his finger with his shirt.

“Sorry Minnie,” he said sincerely, looking back at the door with a frown. The wood of the frame where he slid his hand had a section carved out of it, no bigger than a coin. He wouldn’t even have noticed had he not touched it.

That was strange. Had that just been an accident while the person was carving the words?

His attention was taken by a deep voice settling in his mind, his muscles relaxing and a breath forcing itself out of him involuntarily.

“Precious ones.”

They all looked up as the Guardian swam into view over the trees, coming down to curl around behind the door, as if sheltering it. He could have sworn he heard the door creak quietly.

Jungkook blinked when his boyfriends dropped to one knee and he scrambled to follow the action, mimicking Jimin as he put a hand on his chest and bowed his head.

“Guardian, I assume you know what happened,” Seokjin said, standing after a moment. The others followed as the Guardian hummed low in their minds, a sound that almost reverberated through Jungkook’s chest.

“I do. An unknown soul stepped foot into Galaxy.”

Hoseok’s eyes widened, “Wait, what? It wasn’t someone from inside Galaxy then?”

“Are they still here?” Jimin questioned quickly.

The Guardian’s fin brushed the frame of the door ever so gently, “They are not. It was very brief. I believe they went back only moments after stepping through.”

Jungkook looked back at the door and the words engraved in it so brutally. His chest felt incredibly tight, and he knew Euphoria was feeling a deep anger as well. It sat underneath his own confusion and concern, as if in the backseat while his emotions were driving. They were there, he felt them, but they didn’t influence him, didn’t cloud his mind like his own feelings often did.

He could recognize these feelings now. After Namjoon had suggested and proven that he had a connection to Euphoria, he’d been paying more attention to the feelings in him. Instead of dismissing them like he had before.

Euphoria was pissed.

Jungkook didn’t blame it.

“Could you sense what kind of soul it was?” Namjoon asked.

The Guardian lowered it’s head slowly, a gentle nod, “Human.”

This caused a silence to wash over them, Jungkook licking his lips. Yoongi crossed his arms and spoke after a moment.

“We only know one person who has exposed human’s to magic on the level that they would know what Galaxy was.”

Jungkook knew who he was talking about before he’d even finished his sentence. Jiho was the first person he’d thought of too.

“We’re going to have to go talk to him aren’t we,” Taehyung scowled.

Namjoon nodded slowly and looked at him, “Jungkook?”

Sighing, he ran his hand through his hair. It took less thought than it probably should have to decided what he wanted to do.

“I’ll go alone.”

“Not a chance.”

Jungkook looked at Yoongi who shot him a glare that, once upon a time, would have had him cowering. Now he couldn’t miss the obvious concern behind it. The reason for the look stood out more than the look itself. It’s not like he hadn’t expected that response either.

Before he could respond, Taehyung stepped towards him, “I’m with Yoongi. It’s not safe to go by yourself.”

“Guys, this isn’t like with my brother. This is more complicated than that. I need to talk with him on my own.”

“And if he tries something again? You fell for his tricks once before Jungkook, whose to say-”

“Tae. Enough,” Namjoon shot him a serious look and Taehyung backpedaled slightly, pulling away from the line he was about to cross. Jungkook watched the sharp regret hit him and found himself moving over to the Fae, taking his face in his hands like the others so often did to him.

“It’s okay. You’re right love. You’re right to worry. All of you are,” he glanced around at the others and looked back at Taehyung whose expression was set in a hard frown. He understood what they were feeling, he knew it was incredibly soon after everything for him to face Jiho again, hell he didn’t know how he’d react to seeing the person he’d once called his best friend.

Jungkook brushed his thumb across Taehyung’s cheek, feeling the smooth skin beneath his hand like velvet. He watched his lovers expression melt into something softer, nuzzling into the warmth of his hand, “This is… this is something I need to do.”

Taehyung lifted a hand and cupped it over his, sighing, “I just, I don’t want him to hurt you again. To hurt us.”

Leaning forward he leaned his forehead against his boyfriends and closed his eyes for a brief moment, dropping a hand from his cheek to pull him in close by the waist. “I know. Trust me.”

“We trust you Jungkook. But we’re scared,” Yoongi said firmly.

Jungkook, a little taken aback by the blunt admission, looked towards him. Yoongi had been adamant about not taking any potions from Jimin and that he wanted to heal along side him, but it hurt Jungkook to see him injured. He wasn’t used to it, they always healed so quickly and rarely did they get hurt at all. He supposed that was how they felt when he got hurt as frequently as he did.

“Yeah…” Jungkook said softly before smirking a bit. “Feels kind of good doesn’t it?”

Hoseok barked out a laugh while Jimin smacked his palm to his forehead. Namjoon pinched the bridge of his nose and chuckled as Yoongi scoffed, hanging his head a bit and shaking it in disbelie, “You’re such a brat.”

Jungkook grinned at the fondness the words were laced with.

Seokjin laughed lightly, “I wish I could disagree with you. And I wish a friend didn’t have to be hurt to elicit this,” he looked at the door sadly. “But he might have information we need. We’ll wait for you here and try to find a way to repair the door.”

“I will keep the little one safe, precious ones. You have my word no harm will come to him,” the Guardian said, voice alone enough to ease the tension caused by Jiho’s name.

Taehyung nodded slowly, sighing, and Jungkook pulled him into a proper hug, feeling the Fae wrap his arms around him tightly.

“There’s something else I don’t understand,” Jimin mumbled, frowning as he looked at the door, “Who’s it for?”

“Who’s what for Minnie?” Seokjin asked.

“The message. ‘Found you’, who is that meant for? I mean… we don’t know any humans. So was it meant for us specifically? Or just… Galaxy?”

Jungkook looked back at the door. He had a good point. They didn’t know for sure if whoever wrote it even knew about them, it could be unrelated to them and more related to the Galaxy itself. He wasn’t sure which idea worried him more.

No one had an answer for him and Namjoon shook his head, “Let’s focus on getting the door back up and running. Jungkook, are you okay to go see Jiho now? We should get answers as soon as we can.”

Jungkook pulled away from Taehyung gently and nodded, “Guardian, would you mind if..?”

“Not at all little one,” the Guardian hummed. “We will be back before the skies change.”

Seokjin walked over to Jungkook and held the knife out to him, handle first, “Take this. He might be able to recognize it.”

Nodding, he took the knife and paused to give Seokjin a smile, “I’ll be alright.”

The angel’s lips twitched and he leaned forward, talking a hold of his chin and tipping his head back, “I don’t want another scratch on you when you return love.”

“Not a scratch,” Jungkook agreed, accepting Seokjin’s kiss when he pressed their lips together softly. It never failed to make his heart jump in his chest. When he pulled away just enough their breath still mingled in the space between them, he couldn’t help asking, “Are you going to check everywhere?”

Clicking his tongue, Seokjin smirked and pecked his lips again, “Cheeky.”

“I’m not hearing a no,” Jungkook grinned.

Seokjin laughed, giving him one last kiss on the forehead before stepping back. Jungkook’s eyes drifted to Yoongi and Hoseok, the dragon resting an elbow on Yoongi’s shoulder. He stepped over to Yoongi, stopping in front of them.

“Hyung, you know, we have this saying in my world,” he started, smiling at the phoenix.

Yoongi blinked, tilting his head in question, “A saying?”

Nodding Jungkook leaned close to him, “Shit happens.”

“Kookie,” His boyfriend rolled his eyes looking a bit exasperated. Hoseok snickered.

“I’m serious. Shit happens. No self-blame stuff alright? We can all see your mind trying to play tricks on you.”

Hoseok stepped around behind Yoongi and wrapped his arms around him, pulling him flush against his chest, resting his chin on his shoulder. The dragon gave him a smile and Jungkook returned it, looking back at Yoongi who was relaxing into his lovers arms.

He nodded gently, “I’ll try. I know it’s not my fault but…”

Jungkook nodded in understanding, “Try is all I ask.”

Humming, Yoongi reached over and grabbed his shirt, pulling him forward to kiss him firmly. Jungkook hummed against his lips, licking his own out of habit after he pulled away. He didn’t miss the way Yoongi watched the action with a deadpanned look. “Be safe bun, we’ll see you soon.”

Jungkook said his ‘see you laters’ to the others, promising each of them he’d be careful as he climbed up onto the Guardian’s back. Waving at them, the Guardian lifted into the air and rose above the trees. They waved until they couldn’t see each other anymore.

Maybe it was unnecessary, the excessive goodbyes, but this wasn’t a little thing to them.  

When they were out of sight, Jungkook looked down at the knife in his hand, wrapping his fingers tightly around the hilt. They would figure out who did this. Hopefully before something else happened.

Something worse.


The door slammed open banging loudly against the wall.

The room went silent as a man drenched in sweat, breathe coming out in wheezes, stumbled into the room. He very nearly faceplanted as he rushed to the conference table, ignorant to the occupants sitting around it.

“I found it boss! I told you! It’s real!” The man cackled, nearly hysterical as he threw himself against the side of the table, holding something in both his hands as if it were a precious item. The table shifted, legs scrapping the ground making a horrific sound that had more than a few people cringing.

“Is he fucking insane?”

“Who’s going to clean it up this time…”

People grumbled and whispered to themselves as the man at the head of the table sat back calmly. The slight motion was enough to have the room silent again except for the fool who’d interrupted the meeting.

Unaware of the atmosphere, the fool opened his hands and let what appeared to be a piece of wood drop to the table, “You all said I was crazy! But I brought proof! It’s there! The door to the Galaxy, I told you it was real!”

Slowly, the boss reached over and plucked the piece of wood off the table, looking it over with apparent intrigue.

“I told you, you can feel it can’t you? Right? The magic? I saw it myself, the Galaxy, it’s incredible and now there’s a way to it! You believe me now don’t you? Ha ha ha!”

“You carved this from the door.”

The bosses voice, it’s smooth baritone, filled the room with a cold chill. It wasn’t a question, it wasn’t said with much emotion at all, but they knew where this was going by the look in the man’s grey eyes.

“Yes! Carved right into it, ha ha, told them we’ve found them, they can’t hide anymore! Those bas-”

The woman sitting next to the deranged man where he was leaning over the table couldn’t help the gasp that ripped out of her when the boss, without glancing away from the piece of wood, pulled out a knife and shoved it straight into the man’s mouth. The man’s eyes bulged, blood dripping from the corner of his mouth quickly began to pour out, coating his chin in a bright red and horrendous gurgling sounds coming out from the back of his throat.

She couldn’t see the blade but could imagine how it stabbed through the back of his throat. She felt her stomach curl but couldn’t look away, eyes wide.

“You talk to much,” the boss said lazily, twisting the knife so the blade forced his mouth open wider. The man attempted to scream, blood spraying, hands flailing as he tried to pull back away from the knife. He fell backwards when the boss released it, leaving it sunken between the man’s teeth.

“Meeting adjourned.”

The words had everyone calmly standing, all eyes anywhere but the man flailing around on the ground making ungodly sounds as he gripped the handle of the knife but made no move to pull it out, hands spasming too much and likely only driving it deeper with his own thrashing.

She went to get up as well, body waking up from the movement of the others. Her hands shook as she stood. Bile threatened to rise up her throat.

“Ms. Kim.”

She froze, slowly turning back to look at the man in charge as he stood up, adjusting the jacket of his suit. He gave her a charming smile and she felt herself grow cold, sweat forming on her brow.

“You have a little…” He pulled a handkerchief out of his pocket, and held it out to her, gesturing to her face.

Her hand was shaking so much she almost couldn’t grab the cloth he was offering. She slowly brought the white fabric to her face and wiped her cheek, pulling it away to see spots of red soaking into it.

The bile rose fast and unforgiving, forcing her to choke it down. She let out a horrified sob and turned, bolting out the door.

The boss chuckled, shaking his head as if fond of her actions. Now that the room was empty, he let himself relax, stretching his arms as he wandered to the man on the floor. Lifting a foot, he stepped down on the end of the hilt that stuck up out of his mouth, not putting any pressure and paying no mind to the man’s bloody hand clawing his ankle.

He inspected the piece of wood in his hand, humming. “Even after being handled by a human, the magic’s still present. Fascinating. I’ve never seen such potent magic before. You did a good job finding this, then you had to go and warn them? Honestly, the incompetence is as sad as it is entertaining.”

The only response he got was a gurgle and what sounded like a cough but only splattered more blood from the pool in his mouth that he was quickly drowning on.

“A door to the Galaxy hmm,” he smirked and his eyes glinted a sharp red.

He leaned his weight forward, the blade sinking in and stabbing into the floor on the other side of the man’s head. His body twitched for another minute before he went limp.

“Our game will start again soon my angel. Just wait for me a little longer.”

Notes:

Alright! Lots to recap!
So, the poor door just wants people to leave it alone, Sumi and Jaeyong are getting really curious about what the heck is happening, Ji-hun is confused by his grandparents and who this strange dude is asking about his brother, and Jungkook is on his way to see Jiho!
Ah yes, and there's another 'boss' but he doesn't seem nearly as nice as Nam.

Expect Update: Monday 26th

Next Chapter: Jungkook learns a lot from the Guardian and Jiho.

Thank you all so very much once again (There's 50+ chapters, you're getting 50+ thank you's) for reading and taking interest in this story. I'm really curious to see how your thoughts have changed after this one or if this supported some theories you had. We're starting to get into the fun stuff now, but don't worry, there will be fluff throughout, we're never done with the fluff ^_^ Thank you again everyone!
Please take care of yourselves and stay healthy! Borahae!

Chapter 15: Go Fish

Summary:

Jungkook talks to the Guardian and Jiho.

Notes:

Hi everyone, this isn't a very long chapter but lots of info in it.

IMPORTANT: So for those that don't read the reviews, I explained to someone in the last book that I made an error while writing. I had written out this big scene but I hadn't liked the direction it was going and I scrapped it. Well, in that scene was an explanation on why the guys couldn't sense Jiho's energy when they were near him. I will have to go back during editing to fix that, so I sincerely apologize for that. But this chapter mentions 'masking' which is the curse that Jiho used to hide his energy, so that's why I'm bringing it up. Hopefully that makes sense and I will go back when I can to add that in.

With that said, I hope you enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Guardian?”

“Yes little one?”

Jungkook rolled onto his stomach, the most comfortable position he’d found in the twenty minutes they’d been flying. That or his back, but it felt rude to face away from the giant whale while he spoke to it.

The Guardian hummed in amusement and he pouted.

“Do I even need to ask if you can already read my mind?”

“I may not be able to control the thoughts I read, but your thoughts are your own little one. Until you voice them, I will not speak on them.”

Jungkook smiled a bit. Even in the most stressful situations, the Guardian’s presence was such a pacifying one, it silenced the disquieted feelings in him. It was like being wrapped in a blanket burrito. Warm and safe, where nothing, not even the monsters in the shadows could touch you. Everyone knew that blankets were the ultimate shield.

“Did you know I was connected to Euphoria?” He asked. It wasn’t an accusation, just a genuine curiosity. As much as he was comfortable around the Guardian, he really didn’t know much about it. It was incredibly mysterious.

The gentle movement of the whale’s body under him was almost enough to start lulling him to sleep but he kept himself awake by shifting every now and then.

“I did. Your connection with Euphoria is deep and unbreakable. I feel the way it has changed your soul.”

Jungkook hummed, “So… what if something were to happen to Euphoria? What would happen to me? Would it kill me?”

The Guardian didn’t answer for a moment, contemplating the question.

“I do not think it would kill you little one, but I do believe you would no longer be yourself. A part of you is in Euphoria just as a part of Euphoria is in you. If one or the other happens to perish, the damage would be irreparable.”

Scrunching his nose, he rested his cheek on his arms, looking out at the horizon of trees in the distance. He could make out the tops of house and villages, smoke rising from chimney’s and mountains in the distance. They’d even flown over a canyon, grown over with plants and rivers pouring over the edge. The waterfalls turned to mist before they got anywhere close to the ground below.

If Jungkook knew any better, he’d say it rivalled the Grand Canyon in size. Though, he supposed that it might actually be this worlds Grand Canyon. Yoongi had told him that things that stick around long enough in the Human world sometimes have a way of popping up in their world. Did that mean they had the pyramids here? Or things like the Colosseum in Rome?

“Little one,” the Guardian’s voice pulled him from the direction his thoughts were drifting. He didn’t miss the amusement in the whale’s tone. “Does this bother you?” It asked, bringing back to the topic at hand.

“I don’t think so. Dying hurts the people you care about, that’s true in any sense. If anything happened to Euphoria…” Jungkook didn’t even want to entertain the thought. It was apart of him. Euphoria gave him his body, protected his soul, brought him back to his family. Regardless of the connection between them, if Euphoria suffered, Jungkook would too.

That was all too evident based on the emotions it felt towards the Galaxy door being hurt. That door was created from the gem, just like Jungkook was. They were all connected in some form or another.

“I feel much the same about Galaxy,” the whale hummed.

“How did you become the Guardian? I mean… did you live on earth before Galaxy was created too?”

“I am a creation of Galaxy.”

Jungkook looked at it in confusion, which the Guardian no doubt felt as it continued.

“In much the way Euphoria is, in the way your home is and the doors are, Galaxy is sentient.”

He was reminded about when he had first gotten here, when the Guardian had told him the Galaxy was its own entity. He hadn’t fully understood at the time, still processing the fact he was talking to a floating space whale. “It created you to protect itself?”

“Yes. You might find Euphoria doing the same one day. It’s not just about protection, but about presence as well. Magic is alive, it has personalities, it feels and learns just as you’ve discovered with whole magic. Unless it is given a solid form however, it cannot express.”

“The house then, that’s why it can move on its own and change sometimes right?”

“Precisely. Once it learns to express, it becomes something stronger, it can make choices. The Galaxy created me as its voice, to express its intent to its people. That is why the people care and trust it so.”

Jungkook thought about Euphoria having it’s own entity to express itself through, what it would look like and how it would act. He felt a warmth stir in his chest, as if Euphoria was almost purring at the fact that he was thinking about it. He laughed a bit and shook his head.

“Your world is not so different,” the Guardian said.

“Earth? We don’t have anything like you there,” Jungkook frowned a bit.

“Earth speaks quieter then Galaxy and Euphoria. We are young, children if you will. Earth is old and wise and tired. It doesn’t have the energy to create a physical being to speak through. It speaks through the soil, the plants, the air, the wind. It speaks to you everyday but many don’t chose to listen to what they can’t see. People don’t look for whispers in a world of noise.”

What would it be like if Earth had something like the Guardian? A physical entity that they could see and interact with? Something that didn’t require belief or evidence of its existence when it was clearly real, as real as the Guardian was to its people. Would they treat the earth better? Would they hear what it was saying then?

Then, on the flip side, what if Galaxy didn’t have the Guardian. Would the people be less inclined to care for the land? Would it be more like how earth was now?

“You’re making me question life,” Jungkook huffed accusingly.

The Guardian chuckled, “It’s good to question little one.”

“What will happen to you when Galaxy ends?” He asked quietly, knowing the Guardian could hear him regardless of how loud he was speaking.

“My time will come when Galaxy’s does. Just as yours will when Euphoria’s does.”

Blinking in surprise, Jungkook sat up, crossing his legs. “What… what do you mean?”

“Euphoria created your body with magical energy. Your cells do not age the way they used too. When you do pass again, it will not be because of age little one.”

That meant… that meant he could…

His eyes widened and he put a hand over his mouth, tears distorting his vision. He could actually have a life with them? A long life? He could be with them without worry of growing old before them or, or of them having to watch him wither away with age? He wrapped his arms around himself and with everything that he was, pushed his emotions into the backseat with Euphoria’s, envisioning wrapping the entity in a hug, tight and grateful and so desperately happy.

Not only had Euphoria given him life, it had given him a future with the people he loved. That, he could never repay. But he would damn well make sure it wasn’t in vain. Now, more then ever, he promised himself to protect Euphoria with everything that he was.

“Thank you…” he whispered, pinching his eyes closed and feeling that warmth in his chest flood to his body, a purring vibration humming through him. He got the impression it was dismissing the thanks, in favor of reminding him of what he taught it. He dismissed that all the same and Euphoria seemed to find some humor in that.

Now he wanted nothing more then to turn around and go back to the others, tell them that he could stay with them, that they didn’t have to worry about him leaving again, not for a very very long time. He knew it would come with it’s own struggles. That he would outlive his parents and his brother and Sumi and Jaeyong and whatever other friends he made.

He knew Namjoon had gone through the same things and he wasn’t going to say the thought of living for a hundred years or more didn’t terrify him, but he’d be living with them. For as long as they wanted him, he’d be with them. For now, instead of thinking into a future he thought was impossible, he focused on the day.

The knowledge that he could live that long didn’t change the fact that he could also very well die tomorrow. He wasn’t immortal like Namjoon, he was still human for all intents and purposes.

Which was why he was going to see Jiho alone in the first place. He knew that the others might not understand why he held very little hate towards Jiho. Jiho was incredibly smart. He had been a good friend too. Actually, the best friend Jungkook had every had.

That aside, he did understand him. Just like Jiho had said in the theatre when everything came apart, they were a lot alike. Jungkook wasn’t above saying he wouldn’t have done the exact same things as him. While he was angry at the lies and the betrayal and the fact that Jiho had made him hurt Jimin, those were the only reasons.

Knowing the Guardian was listening, he didn’t bother elaborating when he asked, “How is he?”

“He has been given much time to reflect. However his thirst for learning has not dwindled.”

“Yoongi told us he sent a message asking to talk. Was that something related to whoever hurt the door?”

The Guardian hummed in disagreement, “It was regarding the gem and it’s magic.”

Jungkook frowned, “Why didn’t you tell Yoongi that?”

“It is not in good practice to spread knowledge arbitrarily. Your opinions on the boy have been set, that information would not have deterred your decision.”

He couldn’t argue that. It was another reason he didn’t want the guys to come along. They had no personal connection with Jiho. All they saw was the man who’d hurt them and killed Jungkook himself. He didn’t blame them for that opinion, but he knew it would be difficult for them to understand his side of it when he’d gotten to see the side of Jiho they never did.


Jiho wasn’t imprisoned.

He wasn’t being kept within a barrier or restricted to the house that the Guardian had dropped him off at. But he was out in the middle of nowhere. Secluded. It looked like days of hiking before there was a village of any sort and the land around was at the base of a rocky mountain, the terrain rough and the air cool.

The cottage was only the size of one room, and as the Guardian lowered to the ground out front he couldn’t help looking around at how well kept it was. There was a few gardens nestled next to the house, a large plot of land with what looked like vegetables growing off to one side. Jungkook hadn’t really pegged Jiho as the gardening type but he supposed if he had to survive off the food in the gardens it gave some motivation. Then again, Jungkook didn’t really know much about Jiho’s life before he met him.

Sliding off the Guardian’s back, he landed on the ground in a crouch, eyes finding the small home. He should have guessed that Jiho wouldn’t be locked up somewhere or treated badly. It wasn’t something the Guardian would do. Even with the risk he’d put the Galaxy at, even with the misguided methods he’d used, he had had good intentions.

“I will be near enough to keep an eye little one, but I will let you speak freely.”

Jungkook looked at the Guardian and nodded once in thanks. The Guardian lifted up into the air and he headed to the front door. He licked his lips, spinning the ring on his finger with his thumb as he lifted his hand to knock.

His knuckles never made contact with the wood door, instead it swung open and a body slammed into him before either of them could react. Jungkook grunted, hand quickly reaching out to catch himself on the doorframe, grabbing Jiho’s arm to keep the other from falling too.

Jiho yelped and scrambled away from him almost faster than he’d hit him, staggering back and lifting the book he was holding above his head like a weapon. There was a pause, a very still pause where both of them just took the other in.

Jungkook watched as Jiho slowly lowered the book. He was wearing very simple clothes, nothing fancy. A plain shirt made of a material that Jungkook knew a lot of his hyungs clothes were made of, a simple grey colour over a pair of jeans from their- his- world.

“Kook?”

He had to tense to fight the instinctive flinch at the name. Besides his brother unknowingly saying it, no one had called him that in awhile. It had always just been Jiho’s name for him. To hear his friends voice again was strangely refreshing but the memories and the hurt came back along with it.

“Hyung,” he greeted, being very careful to steel his expression into something passive.

Jiho dropped the book on the desk behind him without looking away from him, eyes tracking over him carefully. At the time, Jungkook hadn’t been able to think much about it, given that he was in excruciating pain, but seeing Jiho here in the Galaxy was strange. Despite knowing that the other grew up here, and Jungkook was the outsider, it still felt like he was out of place.

“I… I felt the Guardians energy I didn’t know you’d-” Jiho swallowed. “You’re here.”

Jungkook looked around the room, staying in the doorway. It was very simple in terms of layout. A bed, a desk, a small wood burning stove and a window in the back wall. It was the chaos of papers and notes that caught his attention though. Scrawled, messy writing and drawings were pinned up all over the walls, books laying open on the floor and pages fluttering in the light breeze of the open door. There were small magically powered lanterns around the room as well as meats hanging to dry from the ceiling in one corner.

“You’ve been busy,” Jungkook heard himself saying into the awkward silence between them.

Jiho didn’t bother even glancing at the mess, eyes never once leaving Jungkook. Maybe it was knowing the reason Jiho had gotten to know him at all, but Jungkook felt as if he were studying him, “I’ve had a lot of free time,” he said monotonously before looking hesitant, “You’re not trying to kill me.”

Jungkook looked at him flatly, tongue pressing to the inside of his cheek, “Don’t tempt me.”

“Kook, listen, I’m sorry,” Jiho took a step towards him, rushing to say, “I know that means shit all. I know. But I just, I want you to understand why I did it. I’m not looking for forgiveness but I need you to know that-”

“I’m not here for an explanation hyung,” Jungkook said honestly, stepping into the room and having to step over books and papers. He frowned seeing a drawn image of a gem.

“Of course not, that’s okay but please hear me out,” Jiho seemed to be very twitchy, hands moving more then necessary as he spoke but his eyes were locked on his every movement. “It was never- I never meant to, shit, I had this practiced I, I wanted to explain properly hold on I wrote it down somewhere.”

Scrambling to the desk, Jiho started riffling through papers, trying to find what Jungkook assumed was supposed to be an apology letter of some sort. He shook his head a bit and licked his lips. This wasn’t the Jiho he remembered. This wasn’t the man that had always been so confident with himself. That had taught Jungkook to have confidence with who he was.

This man was being eaten by regret. To what extent or towards what, Jungkook wasn’t sure. But did it matter? When Jungkook looked at Jiho, he couldn’t see the person who had pointed a gun at him. He couldn’t see the person who had forced that same gun into his own hand and made him pull the trigger on someone he loved.

The paper’s on the wall drew his eye again as Jiho fumbled with books, accidently knocking a pile off the desk and cursing under his breath, rushing as if Jungkook was going to up and disappear before he could find what he was looking for. “Sorry for uh, this,” he waved a hand to the room distractedly. “I wanted to talk to you, since the Guardian told me you were alive, I mean, I thought I could, could help somehow with the gem.”

Obsessed seemed like an appropriate word to describe what he was seeing here. Every note and image was regarding the gem or whole magic. Most of it he didn’t understand, words foreign to him. Jiho was obsessed with this gem. This power. Jungkook frowned. No, that might not be right either. He might have fixated on the gem, but Jungkook didn’t think power was what he wanted.

He just wanted to learn.

Jungkook was pretty sure that’s all he’d ever wanted.

Seeing something out of the corner of his eye, he pressed his teeth together, considering for a moment before taking a step towards the object.

“Hyung.”

Jiho froze and looked at him quickly, “I swear it’s around here, just please, just give me one second please.”

Jungkook moved the book aside before picking up the deck of cards on the bed. He turned and looked at Jiho, holding up the pack and raising a brow, “How about a game?”

The way Jiho’s expression crumbled into something so painfully vulnerable had Jungkook’s chest tightening. The other nodded slowly, calming down slightly seemingly realizing that Jungkook wasn’t just going to up and leave before they spoke.

They settled on the floor in the middle of the room, Jungkook felt a bit like a kid hanging out at a friend’s place after school. Only, that friend had almost shot him and used him as an experiment.

Jungkook shuffled the cards carefully, feeling Jiho’s tension from across from him.

“I’m not here about the gem, it was destroyed when the other world was created, along with my body,” Jungkook explained, glancing up at him.

Jiho’s brow pinched but he didn’t look upset, “It, makes sense. It was an extreme amount of energy. More then I’ve ever seen or felt,” he leaned forward, “The new world… what is it like?”

Jungkook knew the other was failing miserably at keeping the fascination out of his voice and he couldn’t help shooting him a look of annoyance. Jiho clamped his mouth shut and leaned back, cringing a bit.

There was silence between them again as Jungkook dealt the cards.

“I wish it hadn’t been you.”

Jungkook looked at him, hands pausing on drawing the next card. “Would it have mattered who it was? An experiment is an experiment.”

Jiho looked away, shifting his weight where he sat with his legs crossed, “Yeah, but you’re too likeable.”

He could recognize his attempt at teasing, but it wasn’t much appreciated given the circumstances. Narrowing his eyes at the older, his voice was cold as he said, “Humans aren’t toys for your amusement.”

Jiho’s eyes snapped to him and he frowned, “I know that. You think I wanted the gem to be stolen? I didn’t choose to put it in you Jungkook. I had no power over that. If I had taken the gem back when you were in the hospital, you would have died right then and there.”

“Don’t pretend like you cared about that at all,” Jungkook shot back. “If you hadn’t realized it was getting stronger, you would have taken it and left me to die,” Jiho looked as if he was about to argue but Jungkook cut him off, tossing the last card for his hand to him. “That’s not why I’m pissed hyung. You didn’t know me then, we were strangers. While I don’t agree with what you did, I can’t blame you either.”

Jiho paused, looking at him in mild surprise. He glanced at Jungkook’s hands as he picked up his cards and organized them, fanned out in his palm. He mimicked it, picking up his own, “Then… why?”

Jungkook scoffed, “I don’t care that you used me to experiment with the gem or that you lied to me this whole time. I wouldn’t have believed you if you told me and my fate was sealed the minute that guy shot me with it. It’s the fact that, even after all that, after you claimed to be a brother to me, you used me to hurt someone I love. Everything else, I can understand. I get it. I hate it, but I understand it. But that? I will never forgive you for that.”

His hands were clenched around his cards so tightly they were starting to crease and Jiho stared at him for a long moment. The image of Jimin taking the bullet to the stomach was so perfectly imprinted in his mind that he sometimes forgot he wasn’t still living that moment. The paleness of his skin, the sweat on his lovers brow as they extracted the bullet, the black blood. It was horribly vivid.

Jiho looked down at his cards, “Why are you here? If you didn’t come about the gem?”

Jungkook tossed his cards down in front of him face down, leaning back on one hand, “Someone attacked the Galaxy door.”

Looking away from Jungkook’s cards with a frown, Jiho blinked, “Attacked it?”

“We found a knife stabbed into it and someone carved the message ‘Found you’. The Guardian said they stepped into Galaxy for a moment and that their soul was human.”

“Wait this happened in the human world?” Jiho asked in confusion. “That doesn’t… you think I had something to do with that?”

“Any fours?”

“What?”

Jungkook nodded towards Jiho’s cards, “Got any fours?”

The older looked at his cards before giving Jungkook a semi amused look and handing him a card. He took it and tossed it onto the other cards in front of him.

“Maybe not directly,” he said, carrying on the conversation calmly. “How many people did you expose to magic? You said you got the help of researchers.”

Jiho hummed, “Five, including the one who stole it. He’s dead though. I never told anyone about the door. I was the only one who knew about it. Until it started to show itself to you.”

Jungkook frowned ignoring the twist of his stomach at the implication of murder, “There’s no way they could have accidently seen it?”

His hyung shook his head, “I never even had it near me. It stayed stationary since I used it to escape Galaxy. Honestly, I didn’t even know it could move at all until I saw it in the mall.”

So, how did someone find out about it? Only Jiho, Jungkook and his hyungs knew about the door. Well, and Hoseok’s parents. Not even the people of Galaxy knew it existed either. Galaxy, as far as its citizens knew, was completely sealed and protected. That’s why Jimin and Taehyung had been so shocked to find a human on their front porch. Jungkook remembered how confused he’d been from their questions on how he’d gotten there and their hostility towards him.

“Any Aces?”

“Go fish,” Jungkook mumbled distractedly. Jiho’s eyes flicked between him and his turned over cards before reaching to the deck between them.

“My goal had always been to find a better life for the people in Galaxy, I wouldn’t have put it at risk by telling people there was a way in,” Jiho tucked the new card into his hand. “Maybe someone just happened upon it.”

“What, one of the four humans you exposed to magic just happened to stumble on the door in all of Seoul?” Jungkook raised a brow. There had been some really weird coincidences in his life, but Jungkook refused to believe that the chances of that happening weren’t near impossible. Especially if the men didn’t even know to look for a way in.

The look Jiho gave him then, a very careful and contemplative look, had him sitting up slightly and tilting his head silently asking for the reason behind it.

“You… know that there are other magical beings on earth right? Any one of them could have exposed other humans to magic,” he said carefully.

It was Jungkook’s turn to be surprised, “What?”

Jiho shook his head slightly, “They still haven’t told you everything huh.”

He bit his tongue hard and scowled at that. What hadn’t the others told him? Seokjin had said it was a possibility that it could have been a magical being, but he hadn’t really wanted to push that conversation then. Maybe he should have.

“You just said that no one knew about the door.”

“It’s got nothing to do with the door Kook,” Jiho sighed. “This goes back way further then that. When Galaxy was created. Not everyone made it through.”

Something inside of Jungkook went cold, a feeling that shot through his heart and gripped his spine, causing him to straighten. “What… do you mean? What do you mean not everyone made it through?”

Jiho fiddled with his cards casually, “Galaxy was formed quickly out of desperation for survival. I’m sure you know it was your boyfriends plan right?” When Jungkook nodded, he continued. “Well it wasn’t perfect. The magic was unstable to begin with, most of it was focused on creating a semi stable world. The entrance didn’t stay open very long. It’s estimated that almost twenty percent of magical beings were left behind in the human world.”

There were still people on earth? He felt numb as he imagined what it would have been like to have that hope of safety and freedom, knowing there was an escape to a peaceful world, only to suddenly have it snapped closed in your face. To leave you in a war-torn land. It made him feel sick to imagine the fear those people must have felt.

What about Seokjin? Had he known not everyone would be able to go through? Had he realized that he needed to make the choice of saving many at the expense of some? Jungkook ran a hand over his mouth, unsure how to feel but certainly not feeling pleasant.

He needed to focus. He could talk to them about that later.

“Then, what happened to those people?”

“They’re still there. Most are in hiding, living amongst humans secretly.”

This meant that anyone could have sensed the doors energy if they’d been close enough. Though, he kept forgetting, the person who did step through was human. How did a human find it? Needing a moment to think, he remembered their game and asked, “Six’s?”

Jiho sighed and handed him a card.

“Did you meet any other magical beings while you were there?” Jungkook asked.

“Only one.”

“Who?”

“The boss of the gang you were in.”

Jungkook blinked, “The one you killed?”

Jiho made a face, “No. That guy was just the head of the drug runners. I mean the boss of the full cartel. The man at the top. After I took over he came to have a talk with me, I guess he’d heard about me stepping into the position unannounced and wanted to have a word.”

He frowned when Jiho’s expression turned serious, a slight visible shiver running though him. “He just let you take over?”

“No. Not that easily. To keep that position I told him I was working on something. A new power that was stronger than anything they could imagine. He let me keep the job so long as I brought the ‘power’ to him once I figured it out. He was the one to mask my energy to keep me hidden. Only dark energy can do a masking curse.”

“That seems like a risky promise. You just up and ran away in the end, so what did he get out of it?”

Jiho narrowed his eyes, “Nothing. That’s what scares me. That man… there’s something very wrong with him. He’s twisted. I think the only reason he kept me alive was for fun. He must have known I wouldn’t hold up my end of the deal. Yet, he never made a move to come after me. Something tells me that wasn’t out of the kindness of his heart.”

Jungkook spun the ring on his finger absently. He had never really heard much about the gang outside the running side of things. He was the lowest of the low in the gang, they weren’t privy to much information. Could he be involved in this? What if he’d been searching for Jiho and one of his men had stumbled on the door? Did that mean the message had been for Jiho?

Seeing the look on his face, Jiho nodded a bit, “If you’re thinking he’s involved, I’d bet on it. I don’t know what his end game is but he’s not someone to mess with Kook. He has a dark energy, though I don’t know what his affinity is.”

The dark affinities that Jimin and Taehyung had told him about didn’t sound like something he’d want to mess with, especially in the hands of someone willing to use them against people. He didn’t know for sure if the gang was involved but it was the only lead he had. It was probably time to check in with Il-seung and Nara.

“They didn’t know about the gem?”

Jiho shook his head, “Nope. Didn’t tell them a thing about it or you.”

Jungkook nodded slowly.

Their game continued, and ultimately Jungkook won, tossing down his last cards. Jiho smiled lightly, “You always did have a knack for beating me at this game. Even without looking at your cards.”

“You were just never any good.”

Jiho hummed, watching him for a moment, “Kook… I reached out to you and the others for a reason. I wanted to talk to you about the gem.”

“Yeah, I can see you’ve been researching,” Jungkook looked around the room, raising his brow at Jiho.

He had the self-awareness to look sheepish at that, rubbing the back of his head a little, “I just… don’t like not understanding something. And I thought I understood the gem, but there’s something I’m missing. Something big. Has there been anything, anything strange since you came back?”

Jungkook considered for a moment what he should tell him. He didn’t trust Jiho. Not anymore. But he was really the only one who knew anything about the magic that he suddenly seemed to have a connection to.

He shook his head, ignoring Jiho’s expression falling, “No. Nothing strange.”

Jiho seemed to know that he was lying as he watched Jungkook stand up, following after him, “Kook, I don’t blame you for not trusting me. I won’t ask you too. But please, if you need any help, anything at all. Don’t hesitate to ask.”

“You seem very willing to help despite the fact I destroyed your gem.”

“The gem might be gone, but you did what I had been trying to accomplish for years. You created a world that can be a permanent home for the people of Galaxy. And… and you did it without hurting anyone. I mean, expect yourself,” Jiho chuckled a bit before clearing his throat. “I should have been a better friend to you.”

Jungkook frowned and sighed, “I wasn’t exactly a great friend to you either. I did just up and leave.”

There was a strange moment of awkward understanding between them, Jungkook glancing back to Jiho who was shifting his weight from foot to foot. “Call it even?” He asked jokingly.

“Not even fucking close,” Jungkook cracked a smile, though slightly bitter, was a smile all the same. Jiho gave him a half smile in return.

“Yeah, figured.”


Jaeyong knew dangerous men.

The way they cared themselves spoke volumes. The way they moved and talked, their eyes, no matter the person, if they’d seen the darker parts of the world, they held the same heaviness to them.

Jaeyong recognized when someone knew they could hurt a person and get away with it, to walk away from the scene and not be tracked back to it later. That kind of confidence had an air about it that was as cautious as it was attentive.

Jungkook had that air. So did his roommates. A group like that had to be into some deep stuff. That’s why he’d broached it with Yoongi. If they were already so casual about it around the café, allowing themselves to use the place as a hangout or even maybe some sort of cover, Jaeyong knew it was only a matter of time before him and Sumi were dragged into something.

He feared for his friends safety more then his own. She had such a bright and innocent view on the world, he wanted to protect that.

Jaeyong, thoughts already on what kind of trouble Jungkook might bring them, couldn’t help associating the man in front of him with his coworker.

The man was young, decently handsome and had short cut hair, shaved at the sides. He was wearing a nice suit. Looked expensive and well tailored. Not that Jaeyong knew much about suits. But he knew people. This man, just like Jungkook, was dangerous.

“I’m looking for Nam Kyung-soo.”

Jaeyong looked at him evenly, “He’s in his office.”

“Perfect. Mind if I head back?” The man asked with a polite smile.

He shook his head, gesturing his head towards the hall, “First door on the left.”

“Thank you.”

Jaeyong watched him head down the hall towards the bathrooms, hearing Nam’s faint voice as the door to his office opened and closed.

He thought about Yoongi’s warning about asking questions.

Was it really any safer not knowing what was going on?

Jaeyong had a lot of questions and he was starting to become desperate for answers.

Notes:

So, Jungkook finds out he's got the chance to live a long life with his boyfriends, Jiho gives Jungkook some insight on the gang leader, and someone wants a word with Nam while Jaeyong is on the fence about getting involved with what's going on with Jungkook and the others.

I do want to say that I really appreciate each and every one of you who've read this and the last thing I want to do is disappoint you but I will be taking a short break from writing, nothing too long, only a week. I've recently been having a hard time with mental health and I need a little time to get back on top of everything. So instead of updating this Thursday, I will be updating next Monday. I am sincerely sorry, I know a lot of people look forward to the updates so I hate making you wait but if I keep trying to write right now it won't be very good.

Update: May 3rd

Next Chapter: Someone finds their way to Galaxy and strange things start happening around the house.

Again I'm really sorry, I hope you can understand, I wouldn't be taking a break if I really didn't need to. Thank you for joining me on these adventures, your reviews always brighten my day. I hope everyone is doing well and that you're all healthy and happy. And if you aren't, I hope things look up for you soon. Have hope, things have a way of working themselves out. Take care everyone.

Chapter 16: Proud To Be

Summary:

The guys have an unexpected visitor.

Notes:

Hello! I'm still alive! It is currently 1 am but I wanted to get this up considering how long I already made you wait. I apologize if there are a lot of grammar mistakes, I rushed the editing portion a little.

I wanted to thank everyone for being so patient and understanding. I want to apologize for missing the update date by a few days, even though a few of you have expressed your understanding on this as well. It honestly really means the world. This week hasn't been an easy one, and as it turned out the day I was supposed to update was the worst of the lot. I am doing much better now, so I hope to be able to get the ball rolling on my regular schedule and get back to writing. I really missed it.

I'll save most of my blabbering for the end notes, for now, I hope you enjoy! This is a light one to get us back into the flow of things.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

He ran.

His nose was numb, cheeks rosy as his breath puffed out in clouds before him with each pant. The tears in his eyes made it hard to see where he was going, runny nose making it even harder to draw in air.

Messily he wiped his arm across his face, sniffing hard to try and clear his nose.

People on the street gave him concerned looks, but he ignored them, looking around as he pulled his sleeves lower over his cold knuckles and fingers. Nothing looked familiar. Tears tracked down his cheeks again, burning hot against his skin.

His eyes avoided those of the strangers around him, locking onto the pavement of the sidewalk as he weaved around their legs.

There were too many. Going in all directions. It felt like a game to dodge all of them.

The game only made him feel even more lost. He slowed his pace and moved to the side by the road where he could see clearer around the street. Sniffling and rubbing his eyes, he looked for somewhere he might know.

The buildings made him feel smaller than the people did. Towering overhead like great concrete giants. That would be fine if they were familiar giants. Just like the strangers, he didn’t know these giants.

His shirt was too thin for the frigid cloudy weather. If his mom were here she would yell at him for not wearing a coat. He wanted her to be here. He wanted to go home.

The thought had his lip wobbling. No. He couldn’t go home yet.

Trees and sky could be seen over the small park nestled amongst the high rises one block up from him.

There. He could go there.

Just like his mom taught him, he was extra careful crossing the street, making sure to look both ways and wait until the light turned into the little walking man. That meant go.

When he got to the park he ran for the playground, crawling into a tube where he could catch his breath and press a hand against the stitch that had formed in his side. It was a bit warmer in there, but he still pulled his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around them.

It wasn’t fair.

His father’s stern voice and sudden shout was still ringing in his mind and he whimpered as he buried his head in his knees. He’d never heard his dad yell like that before. It scared him. Wasn’t he the one who told him he was a phoenix in the first place? Why was he so angry?

Boseon knew that he shouldn’t play with fire… his mom and dad always told him that. Yuyu had told him that too. But… he hadn’t been going to do anything with the lighter. He had just wanted to practice what Yuyu had taught him. His parents didn’t understand.

He thought that he could get them to understand if Yuyu explained it. His hyung was really smart and he’d be able to tell them that he was a phoenix! He was!

He had to be. Because if he wasn’t then….

Boseon cried, hugging his knees tighter. He hadn’t meant to get lost. He’d thought he’d know the way to the café from their house. But now he didn’t know where he was and it was starting to get dark. He wanted to find Yuyu. His hyung could fix this. He was strong and brave and he wanted to be just like him.

They had to look out for each other.

It didn’t take long for him to start feeling tired, eyes drooping and head nestled against his knees. He would take a small nap. Just a little one. And then he’d find Yuyu.


“Hyung, did you know there were others?”

Jungkook didn’t look up from washing the dishes, hand scrubbing a plate in a methodic circular motion before setting it in the other sink to rinse.

The answer that came was quiet, “Yes.”

Seokjin stood next to him, cloth in hand and drying the plates to put them away.

It had been a quiet day. They had all welcomed Jungkook back the night before but by the time the Guardian dropped him off the sun was already starting to set. Knowing it would be a lengthy conversation, Jungkook suggested they talk about everything in the morning and despite some weak complaints, they all let it be for the night.

Seokjin had stood by what they had joked about before he’d left, taking Jungkook to the large shared bedroom with the others in tow so they could thoroughly make sure there wasn’t a scratch on him. It hadn’t gone past some heavy making out and enthusiastic hands before they settled into a pile of cuddles.

They had a family meeting that morning in the living room where Jungkook told them everything Jiho had said. They weren’t happy that the gang was involved again, much less that the head of the group was a magical being.

The question had been bothering him since he’d found out, and he was glad Seokjin was at least being honest with him. It wasn’t that he thought they would lie, but it was their past, not his. He would understand if they didn’t want to talk about it.

“Did you…” he licked his lips, trying to think of how to phrase the next question.

Seokjin shook his head, “We didn’t know at the time. Not until after Galaxy was closed. There were… too many people unaccounted for.”

Jungkook watched the soap suds being pushed around as he ran his hands through them.

He had thought about it a lot on his way back the day before. He’d tried putting himself in their shoes. If they had found out that there was a strong chance that some people were left in the human world, Jungkook would immediately want to jump to finding ways to get them to the Galaxy. While Seokjin hadn’t had to make the decision to leave those people behind initially, he did have to choose to sit back and not risk the people who had just found security.

It still must have been a painful realization.

That was a choice that affected lives on a scale that Jungkook wasn’t used to. So he didn’t quite know what to say, though many apologizes in all sorts of forms were floating around in his head.

He was sorry he had to live through it, that he had been put in that position, that he lived with that knowledge.

“Taehyung and Hoseok did some repairs on the door. It’s not perfect but it looks better,” Seokjin said, changing the subject in lieu of Jungkook’s silence, “Joonie was hoping the two of you could test it after we were done.”

Jungkook hummed and nodded, “Is it really safe to be using it though?”

“We should be more careful about it’s placement, and we shouldn’t let it appear anywhere too close to the café anymore. We can hopefully assume that the person who did it hasn’t made the connection to us or the café yet.”

The last thing Jungkook wanted was to pull Sumi and Jaeyong into this. He’d made that promise to himself before, but it was more serious now knowing that there was still potentially dangerous people after their home. If he had it his way, they would never know about any of this. But he knew that things rarely worked as planned so he knew the possibility was always there.

Seokjin’s hand reached past him, over to the other side of the sink where Jungkook had set his ring to keep it from getting wet. Jungkook’s hands relaxed into the hot water in the sink as he watched Seokjin pick up the ring, his body moving behind him, chest pressed against his back crowding him against the counter.

Jungkook leaned back easily towards his warmth. Seokjin always had this comfort to him that was different then the others. It wasn’t like Yoongi’s warm fire, where it was sudden and sometimes abrasive. It was gentle. Like the warmth of lying in the sun.

Seokjin’s arms wrapped around him, chin resting on his shoulder as he brought the ring up in front of them, thumb brushing over the insignia just as Jungkook had taken to doing. It was quiet between them, but he was fine with that. He was learning that Seokjin liked the quiet, and sometimes it spoke louder then any words they could attempt to fill it with.

He tipped his head to rest his cheek against Seokjin’s hair, watching the other trace the mark gently.

Their mark.


Boseon woke up on his side, curled into a tight little ball against the hard warped plastic of the playground tube. The small bit of heat it provided from being warmed by the sun had faded, leaving him shivering.

If he could use fire like Yuyu could, then he wouldn’t be so cold.

The sun was almost gone and Boseon really didn’t like the dark. His mom always made sure to turn a night light on in his room because the dark was scary. As he poked his head out of the tube and looked around, he could only think about wanting to go home, to hug his mom and dad.

“Maybe it’s scared?”

“I can’t say I blame it. But is this anywhere close to the café?”

The voices made Boseon jump, quickly peaking out of the tube he looked around for the men talking. He knew he should probably go home, but the problem now was that he didn’t know where that was. Would these people be able to help? They could help him get home right? Or they could call his parents? He sniffed a bit, scrunching his nose as he found the two people on the other side of the park by some benches.

One man, a tall guy with grey hair, even though he looked as old as his dad, was standing on the path looking at a door. Boseon blinked. He’d never seen a door like that before. It wasn’t where doors usually were.

“I don’t think so,” the other man sighed and reached out to put a hand on the door. “Just the fact that we can get through it is enough. Let’s not push it too hard.”

Boseon squinted in the pale lighting as the man, who looked strangely familiar, paused and pulled out his phone. The tall man looked at him. “What is it?”

“A voice message from my hyung, hang on.”

As the guy put the phone to his ear, Boseon realized who he was. He was the nice man who worked at the café with Sumi-noona! The one who said he lived with Yuyu-hyung! All thoughts of going home were pushed out of his mind as he crawled out of the tube, limbs shivering enough that it was more difficult than it should have been.

They could take him to see Yuyu! He didn’t know the other man but the café man was really nice, and he had believed Boseon when he told him he was a phoenix, just like Yuyu did.

“What is it love?” The grey-haired man asked, frowning at the café man as he lowered his phone.

“Someone was looking into my records at the hospital. I’m going to call my brother back really quick,” Café man said and grey-haired man stepped towards him, guiding them both to sit at a bench next to the path with their backs to him and the door.

Boseon paused on his way to them, slowing down. He was calling his brother… would he call his parents if he found Boseon? He had to talk to Yuyu first, if the nice café man called his parents he might not get to see him. Frowning he turned to look at the door.

Was that how they got here? Did they live through there?

Quietly, like a ninja, Boseon tip toed his way towards the door, glancing towards the bench to make sure the two men weren’t looking. Being sneaky was his specialty. His dad had told him that he was as quiet as a mouse.

When he got near the door he looked at it, tilting his head curiously. It looked like it had been damaged at some point, banged up and some scratches on the surface.

“Hyung,” Boseon jumped and looked at the nice café man quickly as he talked into his phone. “I don’t know anyone by that name. Why was he asking about visitors?”

There was a pause and Boseon looked back at the door, reaching up to grab the doorknob.

“Wait, two? No, there should have only been one.” Another pause. “I know Jiho visited me, who was the other one?”

Boseon was surprised to find that the door was already partially open and he felt a breeze of warm air come through the crack, brushing against his cold skin like a friendly offering hand.

Café man suddenly stood up and looked at the other man with wide eyes, “Are you sure that’s the name? No. I know him. Thanks hyung.”

Boseon quickly snuck through the door, not wanting to get caught. The moment he did he let out a gasp of surprise.

The world around him completely changed.

“Woah…”

The sky was a galaxy of stars and planets like the pictures from his books about space. It was so much warmer and he shivered lightly as the chill drained out of him. Rubbing his arms to help the warmth sink in, he looked in all directions, eyes wide in awe.

His eyes found another door, a purple one and eagerly he ran over to it. It looked newer then the first door. Reaching up, he tried the doorknob but found it locked. Pouting a bit, his disappointment didn’t last long as he saw something move up in the sky. Curious he looked up at the planets and smiled brightly. Was that Mars? Or Saturn? His dad told him Saturn had rings around it.

Boseon gasped when he saw a shooting star flash across the sky, jumping on the spot and quickly folding his hands. He closed his eyes, scrunching his nose to make a wish.

No sooner had he finished his wish, he heard the door he’d come through open. Gasping, he quickly looked around for somewhere to hide, doing a super ultra-cool ninja roll and ducking down behind the purple door.

“-adds to the questions.”

Nice café man’s voice reached his ears suddenly, like someone had pressed play on a paused video and Boseon scrunched up smaller to stay hidden, covering his mouth with a hand. He always won at hide and seek. It was his specialty.

“I think you should talk to Nam. I wasn’t under the impression he meant any harm towards you but he might know more then he’s letting on.”

“He could have been hired to keep an eye on me. Which explains why he hired me so quickly. But I was just passing by the café, it wasn’t like they actively sought me out to hire. You don’t think he was the one who…”

“I don’t know why he would do anything to the door. He helped you out with the whole fire incident.”

“Yeah… I don’t get bad vibes off him, if he wanted to hurt us he would have had more than enough opportunity.”

“Vibes?”

Boseon poked his head out from behind the door, peaking around it. The guys were walking towards a path that led through the trees.

“Feelings? Sorta? Anyway if Nam knows about me being in the hospital, what else does he know, and do Sumi and Jaeyong know anything?”

The tall man put a hand around nice café guys shoulders and pulled him into his side, their voice were getting harder to hear the further they got.

“Yoongi said they were asking a lot of questions when he was waiting for you so I doubt it. He kind of ran in with the knife out in the open.”

Boseon perked up as nice café guy laughed. He should follow them, maybe they were going to their house. Yuyu would probably be there.

Quietly, he snuck after them, making sure to only follow close enough so he could still see them, hiding behind trees as they walked up the path.

He completely forgot to hide when they reached the house, stepping out from behind a tree as the two guys were just stepping inside the massive cottage like mansion.

“It’s like a fairytale!” Boseon bunched his hands in his shirt excitedly. The house was like the one from the princess movie his mom and him watched the other night. He walked around being careful of the pretty flowers in the gardens. Was Yuyu a princess?

He noticed a smaller building, a tiny house compared to the big one. Boseon decided to look for Yuyu there first, and eagerly he ran towards the little building. Holding onto the railing as he walked up the porch steps, he opened the door, peeking inside.

“Wow…” he breathed, looking at all the tiny bottles and strange objects on the shelves. A bunch of shiny stones caught his eye and he quickly abandoned the doorway to run over and look at them. Scooping a hand through the stones, he giggled as they sparkled in the light but his attention was soon grabbed by the jars next to it.

Picking one up, he gave it a shake with both hands, pressing his face against the glass to try and see into the murky looking water. Putting that jar back, he grabbed another and watched what looked like strange carrots float around inside.

“Gross,” he snickered.

He put the jar back, pausing when it clinked against another. Perking up, he tapped his finger on the glass, then the one next to it, grinning when the sounds were different. Boseon followed the path of the shelf, tinking his fingernails off each jar that he could reach and smiling brightly at the makeshift song it made. He sped up in some parts, because that’s what songs did, and slowed down in others.

Boseon stopped when he got to the end of the shelves, standing in front of another doorway that opened to a hallway. Eager to discover more interesting things, Boseon didn’t hesitate to hurry down the hall, only remembering halfway that he was supposed to be sneaking.

Quickly he slowed his steps and went onto his tip toes, peaking around the corner at the end of the hall. He could hear voices and jumped a bit when someone shouted, only for the shout to follow with a bunch of laughter. Were there a lot of people here?

Making his way around the corner, it opened up to a wider area. There was a set of stairs to the side and a living room across from him, the front door to his left. Blinking at the space, he could hear people talking down the hall on the other side of the stairs. He poked his head around the banister, seeing someone in what looked like a kitchen with their back to him.

Pursing his lips he hummed, that wasn’t Yuyu. Deciding to look upstairs, he started up them, putting his hands on the steps as he went.


Jungkook was at a loss.

So many things weren’t adding up with not only his family, but also the gang and whoever was after Galaxy. He’d just finished talking to the others about Nam and what his brother had told him. He couldn’t think of one reason Nam would have come to see him in the hospital, given that they didn’t know each other.

Not only that but now there was someone looking into his records?

He walked upstairs, running a hand through his hair and yawning. They needed to look at the next step to take, though with the limited information they had, they’d need to gather more before anything could be done. Humming to himself, he headed to his room, not bothering to close the door as he headed over to his closet to change into more comfortable clothes.

All of this was turning out more complicated than he could imagine. After the gem was destroyed, he thought that it was over. Jiho seemed less willing to kill a species for the sack of knowledge, though he didn’t seem entirely regretful about the intent. On top of that he might have powers now.

He glanced at his hand as he pulled a white t-shirt off the hanger. It was a bit disappointing that he hadn’t felt any change by way of abilities. It could have just been a false hope, after all, Namjoon had said it was only a theory, but the childish eagerness of the idea was there. Like finding out he was some sort of superhero.

Jungkook chuckled a bit at the thought, tugging his shirt off as he wandered to his bed. He’d been paying much closer attention to the feelings, as subtle as they were, that Euphoria felt. A few times laying in bed waiting for sleep to take over, he’d been able to close his eyes and imagine being in Euphoria.

It wasn’t like a daydream either, it was clear and vivid, as if he wasn’t remembering it so much as looking at it from the eyes of Euphoria itself. It was a strangely welcomed feeling. Euphoria had the same feeling as the boys did for Jungkook, in its purest form. Maybe that was because of the feelings he had for them when Euphoria was created, but none the less, it was one of them.

Bob was family.

Jungkook went to put his shirt on, pausing when he heard a loud shriek from down the hall. Blinking, he looked towards the door. Curiously he poked his head out just in time to see Taehyung burst out of his room looking livid.

“HOSEOK!”

Jungkook raised a brow as Taehyung marched down the hall towards him, “What’s wrong hyung?”

“The absolute disrespect!” He exclaimed, throwing his hands in the air. “I let him use my paints once and he leaves them in an absolute disaster! Do you know how hard it is to get nice red paint? It’s difficult! The pigment has to be just right. Then to just leave them-”

Staring at his boyfriend, Jungkook watched him walk past, only for the Fae to back track and stop next to him mid rant. Without a word, Taehyung turned to face him sharply and Jungkook opened his mouth to question it, when Taehyung’s eyes drifted over his bare chest. The Fae nodded and hummed lowly in what seemed to be appreciation before spinning right back around.

“-on the floor! He didn’t even wash the brushes!” Taehyung continued off down the hall, storming downstairs to presumably go yell at Hoseok.

Jungkook laughed a bit and shook his head. He pulled his shirt on. Around this time of night it was always the rowdiest in the household. The last burst of energy before they all would wind down for bed. It usually happened naturally, everyone would quiet down without prompting.

For now though, Jungkook wanted nothing more then to find someone to cuddle so he could forget the chaos of questions running through his mind.

He snickered a bit at the swell of warmth in his chest.

“Sorry Bob, I can’t cuddle you.”


Boseon knew Yuyu would love his painting.

He’d stumbled on the art supplies when he’d been checking every door upstairs, opening them each and peaking in only to find boring bedrooms. When he’d seen the paints he’d gotten the idea to paint Yuyu a picture to give to him and he’d excitedly set about painting the perfect picture.

Now all he had to do was find Yuyu.

The house felt even bigger on the inside then what it looked like on the outside and he was pretty sure he was lost.

He clutched his painting in his hands, being extra careful not to hug it too close as the paint was still drying and he didn’t want to ruin it.

Boseon was also pretty sure that the house was haunted. But the ghosts seemed really nice because they kept opening doors for him and it had led him to a really cozy room that had nice couches and chairs and a fireplace that was lit. He had decided that the fire would help dry his painting faster so he was extra careful to lay the paper out in front of it where it was warm but not too hot.

He had stayed there for awhile, poking around but didn’t find anything interesting. His stomach grumbling had reminded him that he hadn’t had dinner yet, so, with a mission in mind he set out with his painting to find the kitchen. The house was so big he would need his energy if he wanted to find Yuyu.

It didn’t take too long to find the stairs again, but the ghosts helped a lot.

He was just about to take a step down, awkwardly trying to reach up and hold the railing without damaging his art, when the step suddenly collapsed forward with a creak. Boseon gasped in surprised and watched as one after the other, the stairs flattened out, creating a smooth slope downwards.

Eyes widening, he bounced on the balls of his feet grinning at the newly created slide. Giggling he sat down on his bum and scootched to the edge.

With one last shift he slid down the wooden slide and let out an excited laugh, clutching his painting close as he swooped down the length of the staircase. Boseon came to a stop at the bottom, the floor much less slippery and preventing him from crashing into the wall.

Clambering to his feet he laughed, “Thanks ghosts! That was fun!”

Boseon wasted no time and skipping down the hallway to the kitchen, not seeing the people he had heard before. Did they leave? His mom told him it was rude to take food without permission, but he hoped they wouldn’t mind. He was really hungry.

On the counter was a bowl of strange look foods. Boseon had just managed to stretch his arm up, fingers brushing the edge of the bowl when he heard voices. Squeaking, he quickly pulled his hand back, looking for a place to hide as he heard footsteps from the other side of the door at the back of the kitchen.

Hugging his painting, he jumped at a creaking sound, looking to find that one of the pantry doors had swung open. He ran over and hid inside just as the back door opened.


“I didn’t leave them like that,” Hoseok insisted, trailing after Taehyung as they stepped back inside.

The Fae wasn’t having it, ticked off about something he supposedly did, “The evidence says otherwise.”

“What evidence? I would never leave your paints like that!”

Hoseok grabbed Taehyung’s arm before he could leave the kitchen, pulling him back against him and wrapping him in his arms. Taehyung gave him a hard look which Hoseok met with a pout and sad eyes. He tried not to smile as Taehyung’s nose twitched slightly, the younger clearly at odds on whether to believe him. Ultimately he sighed.

“If it wasn’t you then someone used them without my permission. I’m going to have to go and get new paint,” Taehyung grumbled, crossing his arms between them.

Hoseok hummed and pressed his thumbs into his hips gently, “I’ll come help you clean up and then we’ll figure out-”

“You’re being unreasonable!”

Jungkook’s voice cut him off. The boy trailed into the kitchen after Jimin, both of them looking upset. Taehyung and Hoseok blinked at them.

“Unreasonable? Jungkook half the supplies don’t work anymore!” Jimin exclaimed turning to him as he headed over to the pantry, waving his hands. “Some of that was really hard to find, this is why I told you not to touch stuff in the shop.”

Jungkook waved his arms around looking exasperated, “I haven’t even been in the shop today! I was with Namjoon and then I went to my room,” Jungkook looked over at them and quickly pointed at Taehyung. “Tae can vouch for me!”

Taehyung blinked and nodded, “He was in his room a little bit ago.”

Hoseok stepped away from Taehyung and looked between the two, “What happened?”

Jimin folded his arms and frowned, “I went to lock up the Magic Shop and noticed some stuff was out of place. Half of the supplies are void of magic,” he looked back at Jungkook, “Just, be honest, did you trip and fall or something? If it was an accident I’ll understand.”

Jungkook ran both his hands through his hair and whined, “No! I told you I haven’t been in there.”

“Magic doesn’t disperse itself.”

“Minnie, it wasn’t me I swear.”

“Then who else could it have been?” Jimin huffed in frustration.

Jungkook took a few steps forward, tentatively at first, then hooking his arms around Jimin’s waist, “I don’t know but the punishment really doesn’t fit the crime here, and I didn’t even do the crime.”

Jimin squirmed and tried to peel his arms off, starting to walk towards the door, “Kookie do you know how rare some of those things were?”

“But I need your cuddles to survive! You can’t deprive me of them!” Jungkook sunk to his knees, holding tighter onto Jimin’s waist as the Fae tried to walk, only dragging him across the floor. Jimin grunted at his weight and despite himself he laughed a bit, trying to escape the boys arms.

“Kookie,” he rolled his eyes good naturedly.

Hoseok smiled a little though he was incredibly confused. He didn’t think Jungkook was lying but Jimin was right, if he didn’t do it, then who did?

Just as Jimin was able to free himself from Jungkook’s grip, the boy grabbing his ankle instead, they all heard a loud yelp followed by a thump.

Everyone paused and traded curious looks.

Jungkook got up off the floor and Hoseok stepped out of the kitchen to investigate. The others were close behind.

At the bottom of the stairs, Namjoon was awkwardly picking himself up off the floor, a book sprawled out next to him. Hoseok looked from him to the stairs and back, raising a brow.

“Joonie, did you fall down the stairs again?”

Namjoon blushed and stammered, “That- it wasn’t- the stairs were flat!”

They all looked at the very not flat stairs, then back at the immortal.

Namjoon scooped up his book and dusted it off, face red, “They were. House, what in the Guardian’s protection is going on?”

Hoseok waited for the familiar press of the house’s magic that would give them an idea on why it suddenly thought propelling Namjoon into a wall was a good idea. Except the magic never pressed back. Frowning he looked at the others to see they noticed the house’s odd silence as well.

Jungkook looked between them, “What is it?”

“The house is being quiet,” Taehyung supplied, humming.

“It only does this if its mad at us or it’s hiding something,” Hoseok tilted his head. “Unless it’s upset about the door being damaged too. Jungkookie, you said before that Euphoria was restless right?”

Jungkook leaned against the banister and nodded in agreement, “How much would a house have to hide?”

Namjoon chuckled a bit, “You’d be surprised. I’m sure there’s rooms we still don’t even know exist.”

“Where are Jinnie and Yoongi? Seokjinnie is good at getting it to tell us,” Jimin suggested.

“I think they’re in the study. They wanted to talk in private so I went to my room to read instead.”

“Is everything okay?” Jungkook frowned.

Taehyung leaned into him and rested his chin on his shoulder, “I’m sure they’re okay. They haven’t gotten a chance to talk after Yoongi’s nightmare. We probably shouldn’t disturb them though.”

They all agreed. Namjoon, Yoongi and Seokjin had lived a rough past together and if anyone would be able to understand what Yoongi had been dealing with, it was them. Hoseok didn’t blame them for needed time one on one to talk about it. Hoseok would be there when Yoongi wanted an outside opinion but sometimes you just needed someone to understand without words, and that was Seokjin’s specialty.


Yoongi had given Seokjin one single look and the man already knew what state of mind he was in.

Without a word, he had come over to where Yoongi was practically drowning in the big t-shirt he’d stolen from Jungkook and joined him on the couch. Meticulously slipping in behind Yoongi who had collected most of the blankets in the study to pile on top of himself and chosen one of his favorite books to read.

Yoongi had to very drastic ways of being. One, which he liked to be most of the time, where he wanted to be left alone and took some pleasure in the fact people thought he was intimidating. He liked being seen as a force to reckon with and would have no quelms putting people in their place that questioned that.

But then, he also liked this. He liked being swaddled in what Jungkook once referred to as a blanket burrito, with one or multiple of his lover’s arms around him and just feeling small for a little while. He liked wearing the other’s shirts because they hung off his shoulders and dropped down to his mid-thigh and the others would look at him like he was the most precious thing they’d ever seen. He liked feeling small with them sometimes because it made him vulnerable.

In the beginning that had caused a bit of conflict amongst them. They hadn’t learned how to tell what type of mood he was in and Yoongi hadn’t really been sure how to put the whole thing into words. Sometimes they would tease when he just wanted cuddles or sometimes they would treat him too gently when he was trying to be taken seriously.

They had all learned overtime where the balance was, even Yoongi himself figuring out that he only ever liked feeling soft when he was at his most comfortable, his most relaxed.

As Seokjin tucked him firmly against his chest, he didn’t miss the fond smile on his face as Yoongi didn’t hesitate to snuggle closer, tucking his head against the man’s neck as he flipped the page of his book.

They didn’t say anything for awhile, Seokjin carding his fingers through Yoongi’s hair gently.

“You’ve had the thought too,” Yoongi said eventually, quietly. There was a wonderful warmth surrounding him from not only the blankets but Seokjin’s chest behind him and his legs on either side of him. To most it might be to the point it was unbearable, but the hotter the better for Yoongi.

“It’s not him.”

Seokjin’s voice was firm and nearing harsh but Yoongi knew better then to think it was directed towards him.

“We can’t rule it out.”

“Yoongi-”

“We can’t. Not with Jungkook in the line of fire.”

Seokjin’s arms tightened around him and he felt the man bury his face in his hair. Yoongi knew Namjoon had thought the same as well after Jungkook told them what Jiho had said. The thought terrified them, that that man could be back.

“I hate it,” Seokjin whispered, his hand dropping out of his hair and tracing the skin of his neck so gently it caused him to shiver. His fingers followed the curve of his shoulder, down to his exposed collar bones before he pressed his hand against his chest and slid it down under his shirt.

Yoongi sucked in a breath body relaxing further under his touch. He closed his book and set it in his lap. “I know,” he breathed.

Seokjin hated that he had gotten away. That he had captured them to begin with. He hated that he’d destroyed them, ripped them apart brutally only to put them back together just to do it all over again. He hated that he laid his hands on them at all. Yoongi knew this, because he hated it too.

Yoongi turned his head to press a kiss against his bicep, running a hand up the outside of his arm. Seokjin tucked his head down and kissed the junction of his neck and shoulder, humming.

“You smell like him,” Seokjin mused, breathing in deeply.

“I like his scent,” Yoongi shuffled a bit feeling the soft fabric of the shirt drag up his thighs reminding him of what else he was wearing. “I may have stolen his boxers too.”

Seokjin hummed a laugh against his neck, pulling his hand back and instead slipping it under the blankets to slide up Yoongi’s thigh, “You look good in his clothes. I’m sure Jungkook thinks the same.”

Yoongi chuckled, finding Seokjin’s straying hand and pulling it up around his waist. The other didn’t complain, only hugging him firmly.

“Which one was it?”

“The dream?” Yoongi asked.

Seokjin nodded.

“The chairs. The knives,” he admitted calmly. He knew that Seokjin would know which one he was talking about. IT was always the first one, always the first few. The later weeks were a blur of pain and nothing else. The first week was the only part he had nightmares of because he was coherent enough for the rest of it. “It was Jungkook part way though.”

Seokjin said nothing, but the tension in his muscles spoke loudly.

“You know, if he finds out about Jungkook… about him being part of our Set…”

“This won’t be the same. I’ll make sure of it.”

Yoongi nodded slowly. He trusted Seokjin. He knew he wouldn’t do anything rash. But it was still a concern not knowing what was ahead for them. For all they knew, he wasn’t involved at all. Hopefully he was dead and gone.

Tilting his head back, he captured Seokjin’s lips with his own, chaste and loving. He wanted to reassure him. Seokjin had had to handle Namjoon and Yoongi’s capture on his own, he wouldn’t let that be the same this time either. If that meant facing his worst nightmare then so be it.

Seokjin sighed against his lips, lifting a hand to brush his fingers against his jaw. He pulled away slightly, tilting his head and leaned back in.

Before their lips could touch again, a sudden shout of “Gross!”, had them both jumping out their skin, Seokjin jerking to the side, tumbling off the couch and dragging Yoongi with him.

“What the fuck?!”

Yoongi sat up, partially on top of Seokjin and stared wide eyed at the familiar boy peaking over the back of the couch.

Boseon gasped, “Yuyu-hyung! That’s a bad word,” he whispered conspiratorially.

“Boseon?! What are- how did you- what?”

Seokjin sat up, blinking in surprise, “Yoongi? You know a child?”

Yoongi didn’t have time to get to his feet as Boseon rounded the couch and jumped at him, a rolled-up paper in his hands and red paint smudged on his cheek and fingers. He hugged him tight enough for Yoongi to grunt slightly as the air was forced out of his lungs and his still healing injuries flared up.

He wrapped an arm around the boy, lifting him enough so they could move off of Seokjin and setting him on his feet while kneeling in front of him. He pulled away enough to look the boy over, “Boseon what are you doing here? How did you get here?”

The kid grinned a big toothy smile, hands still gripping Yoongi’s oversized shirt, “I saw the nice café man at the park, and I remember you said you live together so I went through the door thingy. Yuyu-hyung this place is so cool! The ghosts were opening doors and there were all these bottles-”

Yoongi sat back on his heels and ran a hand through his hair, huffing out a breath as the boy rambled about his apparent adventure. He felt Seokjin’s hand on his shoulder and looked over at the other to see him smiling at Boseon softly.

“Your name is Boseon?” Seokjin interrupted his rant, catching the boys attention. He scrunched his nose and moved a bit closer to Yoongi, not letting go of his shirt. When he nodded, Seokjin held out a hand towards him. “My names Seokjin, it’s very nice to meet you.”

Boseon looked at his hand warily before glancing at Yoongi, apparently seeing that he wasn’t concerned helped make the decision to take Seokjin’s much bigger hand in his little one. He quickly pulled away though, tilting his head, “Are you hyung’s prince?”

Yoongi spluttered while Seokjin tipped his head back laughing, “Prince? Hmmm something like that.”

Yoongi promptly elbowed him, only making him snicker before his attention was back on Boseon, “Shorty, we need to get you home.”

Seokjin and Yoongi both got to their feet, Boseon not letting Yoongi take two steps without grabbing his hand. He paused and looked at the boy, frowning a bit at the happy smile on his face. What had he done to earn the boys trust so quickly? Was it really as easy as telling the kid a few stories?

Sighing he folded his fingers around the boys tiny hand and glanced towards Seokjin who was watching them with a strange look. Pocketing that to think about later, he led Boseon out of the study towards the living room.

He turned and picked the kid up under the arms, plopping him down in the middle of the couch and point a finger at him, almost bopping him on the nose. “Stay,” he said firmly.

Boseon tilted his head and Yoongi took a few steps back. Had he seriously just happened to be at the same park Namjoon and Jungkook had been sent to testing the door? Unless the door knew Boseon would be there?

Yoongi rubbed his forehead. It was going to be a long night.


Jungkook had certainly not expected to find a kid in the living room when Yoongi and Seokjin called a family meeting. He’d honestly expected that it would have something to do with their private conversation but instead, he walked into a very familiar boy nomming away on a sandwich.

“Yoongi…” Jungkook said carefully, stepping over to him without taking his eyes off Boseon. “I know you like the kid, but you can’t just bring him home with you. That’s kidnapping.”

Yoongi smacked his arm, “I didn’t, brat. He followed you here from the park.”

“Should we do introductions or?” Namjoon asked looking unsure. “How do you guys know him?”

Jungkook took it upon himself to answer, as Yoongi looked stressed to the nine’s, “Boseon is Yoongi’s phoenix friend from the café. His mom drops him off every Thursday so she can go to her meetings.”

A wave of understanding washed over them and Jimin cooed, “He’s such a cutie, how old are you?”

Boseon perked up, “I’m six. Mom says I’m almost a grown up now,” he turned to look at Yoongi with wide admiring eyes. “When I’m grown up like you I’ll be able to move fire too right?”

The look on Yoongi’s face was almost pained.

Taehyung reached his hands out and whined, “You’re so tiny and adorable. Six! I thought twenty three was young.”

Jungkook shook his head in amusement and stepped over to Boseon who looked up at him and smiled, kicking his legs excitedly off the edge of the couch. Taking a seat on the edge of the coffee table in front of the boy, he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees.

“Boseon-ah, why were you at the park? We didn’t see anyone else there. Where were your parents?”

Jungkook didn’t like the way the boys shoulders slumped and he curled into himself a bit, frowning as he watched all the excitement drain out of him.

“I ran away…”

They all paused and Yoongi stepped forward, crouching next to them, “You ran away from your parents?”

Boseon nodded, fiddling with the paper still rolled in his hands, “Dad got really mad at me cause I was trying to practice with fire. A-And he told me I wasn’t a phoenix like you so-”

Yoongi dropped his head in his hand, “Oh kid…”

“So I wanted you to tell them that I was! But I got lost,” Boseon shifted in his spot.

Seokjin frowned from where he sat next to Boseon, rubbing a hand on the kids back gently, “Your parents are probably worried sick about you.”

Jungkook looked at Yoongi, taking in the conflicted expression he wore. Neither of them really thought much on indulging Boseon’s fantasy of being a phoenix, not having foreseen it going this far. He wondered if Yoongi was going to tell him the truth. It would break the kids heart but if it would keep him from doing things like this, it was the safer option.

“Hyung,” Jungkook said gently, catching Yoongi’s attention. “Let’s get him home. His parents will probably be calling the police to search for him.”

Yoongi nodded and put a hand on Boseon’s knee, “Listen Shorty, you can’t do stuff like this alright? Your mom really cares about you, she’s probably very worried and scared. I’ll explain everything to your parents but you have to promise me you won’t do this again. You could have gotten hurt.”

Boseon stuck out his bottom lip slightly and nodded a little, “Okay.”

Sighing, Yoongi stood, “I’m going to go put some pants on, then we can go,” ruffling his hair, he stepped out of the room, heading upstairs.

Hoseok crouched down where Yoongi had been and tapped the paper in the boys hands, “What’s that Boseon?”

“It’s a picture for Yuyu-hyung!”

“Oh my Guardian, Yuyu, he calls him Yuyu,” Taehyung thumped his head against Namjoon’s shoulder, pressing a hand to his chest. Namjoon snickered.

“That explains your paints Taetae,” Hoseok laughed a bit.

Jungkook smiled, “And the supplies in the shop,” he grinned at Jimin, “I get cuddles back then?”

Jimin shook his head fondly, “I suppose.”

“That explains the houses silence too,” Namjoon hummed, glancing at the ceiling as Jungkook assumed the house responded in some way.

“Can I come back and visit?” Boseon asked shyly, looking around at them with his large innocent eyes.

Jimin cooed and couldn’t stop himself from crowding the boy, practically sitting in Seokjin’s lap to do so, as he ran a hand through his hair and licked his thumb to scrub the paint off his cheek. “Of course you can, but next time you need to make sure your momma knows okay? Otherwise you can’t come.”

Boseon, not liking the prospect of that, nodding quickly, turning to look at Hoseok when the dragon grinned, “That’s right, and you know, this place is a secret place. So you can’t tell anyone about it okay? Are you good at keeping secrets?”

“Yeah! I won’t tell!”

Jungkook leaned back a bit and smiled. It was strange seeing them interact with a child and it did nothing but warm his heart at how good they were with him already. Though, if they didn’t leave soon, Jimin and Taehyung might actually try and keep him. With that in mind, Jungkook stood up and offered a hand to the boy, hearing Yoongi coming back downstairs.

Boseon took his hand and stood up, following Jungkook as he led him to the door. Jungkook didn’t miss the way Seokjin’s hand hesitated to leave Boseon’s back but he didn’t dwell on it much.

Yoongi and Jungkook headed out, promising the others to be back soon. They weren’t even halfway down the path before Boseon was begging for a piggyback ride from Yoongi, all but crawling up the man’s leg. Jungkook tried to hide his grin when Yoongi caved easily and picked him up, grumbling about how heavy the kid was but not struggling in the least.

The door took them exactly where they needed to go, confirming for Jungkook that the door had in fact known that Boseon needed help at the park. He didn’t want to think about how long the boy had been there in the cold, or had he not have taken it upon himself to go through the door and they’d left him there.

They stepped out into a street that was unfamiliar to them, but by the way Boseon perked up and pointed towards a modest home, he knew it well.

Yoongi set Boseon down and they walked over, Jungkook knocking on the door. It flew open before he could even put his arm down.

Jungkook recognized Mrs. Bong though it was strange for him to see her outside of her usual business attire, the woman looked absolutely distraught and her eyes found Boseon in seconds, her body relaxing so suddenly Jungkook almost reached out to catch her instinctively as she sunk to her knees.

“Oh my baby,” she held her arms out and Boseon threw himself into her, hugging her tightly. She held him like he was about to disappear, a hand on the back of his head. “You scared me so much, don’t you ever do that again. Do you hear me? If something had happened to you-” she shook her head.

Jungkook felt a hand on his arm and he looked away from the mother and son to Yoongi. The phoenix gave him an asking look and Jungkook understood right away, stepping back a bit. He wanted to handle this.

Mrs. Bong called into the house for her husband and a man rushed out, phone to his ear, “Oh thank god,” he breathed before quickly speaking into the phone. “No, no everything’s okay, he just came home. Yes. Thank you.”

Hanging up the man crouched next to them and tuck Boseon by the shoulders, turning him to face him. “What were you thinking? You could have gotten hurt! You weren’t even wearing your jacket, you could have gotten sick.”

Yoongi cleared his throat gently, pulling their attention away from their sniffling son. Boseon had started crying, seeing his parents so distressed had made him realize how worried they had been.

Mr. Bong stood up, offering a hand to Yoongi and he took it firmly, “Thank you for bringing him home safe, I should have been watching him better, I didn’t think he would do something like this.”

The self blame and guilt was clear in the man’s voice, and Yoongi quickly shook his head, “I think I have a part to play in that. My name’s Min Yoongi, I met Boseon at the café.”

The man’s expression flashed with some recognition, “Boseon talks a lot about you.”

“I’m sorry, I’ve been indulging the idea that he’s a phoenix. He found his way to our house somehow so we brought him back right away.”

“He’s a phoenix like I am dad!” Boseon interrupted, running over and hugging Yoongi’s leg, rubbing his teary face over his pant leg. He looked up at Yoongi, “Tell them!”

Yoongi’s brow pinched and Jungkook bit his lip to keep from interjecting. He watched as Yoongi pulled Boseon back slightly and crouched on one knee, putting his hands on the boys shoulders. “Boseon, I need you to listen okay?”

Boseon nodded and Yoongi used his thumbs to wipe the tears off his cheeks as he spoke.

“I haven’t been entirely honest with you. You aren’t a phoenix like I am.”

The boy’s face scrunched up and he immediately protested, “Yes I am!”

“No Shorty, you’re not. You won’t be able to fly or use fire like I can,” Yoongi said bluntly, continuing quickly when he saw the boy go to protest again. “You’ve only got a tiny bit of phoenix in you. It’s not enough for you to have powers.”

Boseon’s shoulders slumped and his eyes filled with tears, lip wobbling, “B-But I want to be like you. If… If I’m not like you then that means, that means you’re all alone.”

Jungkook’s heart absolutely shattered at the boys words and he had to turn away, wiping a hand over his mouth. He tried not to look at Yoongi, knowing the impact those words would have on him and Yoongi’s reaction might just make him burst out in tears. Instead he glanced at Boseon’s parents. They clearly had no clue what was happening, but they were quietly listening.

“Fu- Kid. You,” Yoongi’s voice broke and Jungkook heard him quickly clear it. “I might be the last one, but I’m not alone. Did you see all the crazy people I live with? I’m not alone. You don’t have to worry about that.”

“B-But,” Boseon sniffed and Jungkook looked back over to see Yoongi pull him into a hug.

“You still got a little phoenix in you, that means you’re still my phoenix buddy right? But you’re also something much better than that. Do you know what?”

Boseon shook his head against Yoongi’s shoulder, “Mm mm.”

Yoongi rubbed a hand over his back, “You’re human. Do you know how cool human’s are? Human’s are the strongest species there is.”

The boy pulled away and rubbed his eyes with a fist, not looking convinced, “We can’t fly. Or use super powers.”

“That’s what makes them so cool. They don’t need stuff like that to be amazing,” Yoongi leaned in close to Boseon like he was going to tell him a secret, glancing over at Jungkook. “Nice café guy? He’s human too. And you know, he single handedly saved the world.”

Boseon gasped and looked at Jungkook with wide eyes, “Really?” he whispered.

Jungkook couldn’t take his eyes off Yoongi.

“Yep. And he did it without any super powers. Humans are amazing because they have big hearts and strong minds Boseon. They over come things that you hopefully won’t know about for a long time. So you should be proud to be a human.”

Boseon looked at him for a long moment before smiling and sniffing once more. Nodding once the boy tried to wipe his face on his arm.

Yoongi smiled a bit and stood up, shoving the boys head lightly and turning to the parents. Gently bowing he apologized to them again, but Jungkook was distracted by the words he’d just said.

It… was strangely something he needed to hear as well. Since meeting the guys it had been hard not to feel, inferior in a way. While it was a strong word, it was certainly accurate. They could do so many amazing things and in comparison he had felt more then a little mundane and average. Maybe that wasn’t because he was but just because of the perspective he had. He grew up surrounded by humans, he saw them all the time, talked to them, lived with them. Humans were his normal.

But from the guys perspective, wasn’t it the same for them? All these species living together, speaking different languages, using magic, all of that was their normal. Jungkook hadn’t given much thought about how the guys viewed humans as a whole now that they realized they didn’t need to fear them the way they used too.

Hearing Yoongi say that Boseon should be proud to be human had inadvertently made a little pride swell in his own chest. Humans were… pretty incredible weren’t they?

“Thank you, again for getting him home safe. He really does look up to you a lot, and it’s nice to finally put a face to the name,” Mr. Bong was saying when Jungkook tuned back in.

“He’s a great kid,” Yoongi said sheepishly.

Jungkook stepped over, standing next to Yoongi who gave him a small smile. They said their goodbyes and Boseon had chased after them before they could get far, remembering to give Yoongi his painting. After a quick hug, which Jungkook was a bit surprised to receive one as well, they watched to make sure the boy was safely inside before turning to leave again.

Jungkook glanced at the rolled-up picture in his hand, “Are you going to look at it?”

“When we get home.”

“It’s going to make you cry isn’t it.”

“Oh like a newborn youngling for sure.”

Jungkook snickered and bumped his shoulder against Yoongi’s, stopping them in front of the door to turn the phoenix towards him. He leaned forward and kissed him gently, hoping to somehow convey the love and adoration he had for the man that he didn’t have the words to express through the action. Yoongi hummed slightly and didn’t hesitate to kiss him back.

“Thanks hyung,” Jungkook smiled when he pulled away.

“For?”

“Just thanks.”

Yoongi shook his head lightly.

They went home.

Jungkook ended up cuddling his way to sleep in Jimin’s room.

When he got up in the morning and noticed the painted picture of what looked like two red chickens side by side, one bigger then the other, pinned to the cabinet in the kitchen, he could only grin with a heart so full it almost burst.

“The like-ness is uncanny.”

Taehyung got a smack on the back of the head for that one but Jungkook didn’t miss Yoongi’s smile.

Notes:

Okay!
Cute moments with Boseon all around and Yoongi is whipped for that kid.

Again, I can't thank you all enough. I honestly don't know what I was expecting when I took the break but the sheer amount of encouragement and reassurance was very much needed and appreciated. It was a tough week but we're on the up now so I hope to be getting back to the things I love. You guys are just amazing. I'm sorry for worrying any of you if I did but thank you for checking in.

So, to address another thing, someone asked if I had socials I'd be willing to share. I have posted this in a comment section somewhere in the first book but I never posted them in the notes so I'll do that now. If you guys like I can post updates for the story on twitter in case things like this come up again or even just short teasers for the upcoming chapters if that's something people are interested in. Keep in mind, I am not well versed in twitter or instagram and I only got twitter so I could follow BTS and kpop stuff, therefore, I am a newb.

Twitter: @UnbelibubbleB
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Next Update (for sure for sure): Monday 10th

Next Chapter: Jungkook talks to Nam, Yoongi and Hoseok pay a visit to some of Jungkook's old friends.

I seriously can't thank you guys enough. I say it every chapter and I mean it a thousand times more every chapter. That includes my regular reviewers and my silent readers and everyone in between. You're all awesome and amazing. I'll work hard to bring you better writing and more content but I promise I will also take care of myself so long as you all do the same. I know how hard it can be to take your own advice ^_^ Borahae everyone. Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Chapter 17: Trust

Summary:

The guys gather more information.

Notes:

SO let me just apologize for the blatant lie that was the last update date and the fact this is a day late. I, being my naïve and overly optimistic self, underestimated how much life likes to mess with me. Due to that realization though, I've decided to drop my updating schedule down to once a week, which will be Mondays. My hope is to give you consistent updates while I get my shit together and then hopefully write a few chapters ahead or start posting twice a week again, but we'll see what the future holds. The story will keep going though, don't worry!

Sorry again! Hope you enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Sumi was flipping through social media on her phone before opening when she crossed a picture that took her by surprise.

It kind of took her off guard when she realized that the three faces in the picture were incredibly familiar. Intrigued, she scrolled down to the comments.

‘so handsome!’

‘Who are they?? Trainees??’

‘Are they idols?’

‘You shouldn’t take people’s pictures without permission’

‘The way I’m simping already <3<3’

‘wtf can I look this put together pls’

‘the middle one looks like he was beaten up’

‘who are they?’

‘why is everyone freaking out over random people’

Pursing her lips a bit, Sumi scrolled back to the top and looked the picture over. It was of Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung walking through the mall. It looked like the attempt was made to take it discretely as it was a little blurry and at a low angle.

The picture had a startling amount of shares and likes. She shook her head. People would make the most random things go viral sometimes.

Despite herself she glanced at Jaeyong who sat across from her at the break table, half asleep and clutching a cup of coffee to his chest. She quickly liked the photo and kept on scrolling.

Jungkook walked in not long after, greeting them with a smile that made her perk up happily in her seat.

It was his first official day back to work after being sick and to say she missed him was an understatement. He had stopped by to see them, asking about his brother not long ago and again when he came to pick up Yoongi but it still felt like an eternity since she’d gotten to have a real conversation with him.

Sumi had been worried that her bad reaction to Jungkook coming out to her would put a wedge between them. Her sudden confession didn’t really help the awkwardness either. But she hadn’t gotten a chance to tell if that were the case given that he left that day. She’d been stewing in her own worries and anxiety since, hoping she hadn’t completely ruined their friendship.

He seemed pleasant when he’d been there earlier but she couldn’t be sure if it was just because his friends were around.

“How did things go with your brother?” Sumi asked while Jungkook opened his locker. Her coworker didn’t seem to be treating her differently so far and she really hoped he wasn’t putting up an act just to get through the day. It was hard to tell with Jungkook. He seemed the type to be able to hide all the worlds problems behind a smile.

“It was fine, sorry, I didn’t mean to pull you into my family stuff. I’ve asked him to come by when he can to apologize properly.”

Sumi waved her hands, “That’s alright. I’m sure he was just stressed or upset.”

Jungkook shook his head, “That’s not an excuse.”

Jaeyong opened an eye and glanced at Jungkook. Sumi could tell just by that lazy action that he was going to try and start something. Before she could attempt to interrupt though, Jaeyong simply closed his eyes again and leaned his head on the back of the chair.

That was odd.

She’d been noticing how tense Jaeyong was since Yoongi had run into the store with a knife. Truth be told, she hadn’t exactly been comfortable with that either, but she really did trust them. When Sumi had asked Jaeyong about why he was so sure that Jungkook was hiding something, he had simply answered with ‘I know his type.’

That may be true, and she did trust Jaeyong as well, but she was struggling to fit the image of Jaeyong’s past over Jungkook’s persona. Jungkook didn’t look like the type to be apart of something like jacking cars or anything undergound. Though, to be fair she also had assumed he was straight and look where that got her.

People had a lot of sides to them, she should know that just from her own experiences with being pigeon holed.

“Is Nam-ssi in today?”

Jungkook turned to look at her, slipping his apron on around his waist.

She gave him a nod, “He’s in his office.”

“Someone came in the other day asking to speak to him,” Jaeyong spoke up, not bothering to open his eyes.

Jungkook tilted his head, “About what?”

Shrugging, the baker lifted his head, “Dude didn’t seem like the friendly type though.”

Sumi watched Jungkook’s reaction carefully. It was just one of the many weird things that had been going on so she hadn’t thought much about it. Maybe the guy had been an old friend of Nam’s.

Jungkook only hummed and nodded, “I’m going to go talk to him before we open.”

Jaeyong didn’t open his eyes until he was sure Jungkook had left the room, meeting Sumi’s eyes and making her sit up straighter with a frown.

“Are you okay? You’ve seemed off for the last few days.”

The man leaned forward to rest his elbows on the table, leveling her with a serious look, “How much do you like Jungkook-ah?”

Huffing, she crossed her arms, “That’s a bit personal-” she attempted to joke only for Jaeyong to cut her off. His tone told her he wasn’t trying to tease.

“No. Not like that. We haven’t known him that long. How much do you actually trust him?” He clarified.

Sumi sat back, not sure where this was going but giving the question a fair thought. It didn’t take much thinking though, even as she tried to consider it on a deeper level, she still came back to the same conclusion. “He’s someone I think will be a big part of my life.”

Of course, she didn’t mean it in a romantic way and because she didn’t even know if they’d stay friends, she couldn’t say it in a platonic way either, but in some form of presence he’d was going to be apart of her life. She hadn’t really understood what people meant when they said things like ‘we’re soulmates’ or ‘we met in another life’ but there was just something that was… permanent about Jungkook.

Jaeyong looked at her for a long moment but there was no mocking or sarcasm when he took a breath and nodded, “Yeah. Me too.”

Sumi tilted her head as he sipped his coffee distractedly, his thumb rubbing along the tips of his fingers.

“Is there a reason you’re asking?”

“I think that we have to make a choice Sumi-yah. About whether or not we want to get involved in whatever Jungkook and his roommates are into. I don’t think Yoongi was kidding when he said it would change our lives,” he admitted.

Sumi looked at the table and thought about it. She… didn’t know if she could bank her possible safety on the fact that she ‘had a good feeling’ about Jungkook. That wasn’t something she was willing to base her decision on.

She thought about all the times she’d seen Yoongi and Jungkook together. All the times they seemed so loving or the times she would catch Jungkook staring at him across the café with a cute dopy smile on his face. She thought about what they must have gone through after Jungkook’s accident, how much the others obviously cared for them.

Their group, while she’d only seen them all together twice, wasn’t one that was temporary or weak. She could feel the bond between them just by watching them talk to each other, the small actions of a silent hand on someone’s shoulder or the way they all kept each other close. Those were bonds formed by experience, not solely by time.

They were a family, and Sumi, who had only ever really had a single best friend, was jealous.

The thought of Jungkook’s coma brought up a fierce protectiveness in her that took her off guard and made her take a breath to calm the fire raging through her. Something had tried to break those bonds, whether it was some higher being, some god, fate, an accident, or a person out to get them. That made her angry. Because if someone, if seven people, were able to find that pure happiness, support and love that were so painfully rare to find, and someone tried to ruin that?

They were the scum of the earth.

She knew what her answer would be.

To help Jungkook keep that happiness, on whatever level she could, she would do anything for her friend.


Jungkook stood across from Nam’s desk, the man sitting back in his chair and he was reminded of his interview for this job. It was much the same now, where he felt he was intruding given how intensely Nam regarded him.

“Glad to see you in good health,” Nam said casually, though there was something hidden in his voice that suggested a tension. Like he had words he was avoiding saying.

“Thank you sir. I’m feeling much better now.”

Nam grunted and it was the only response he got for one awkward moment before he decided to cut to the chase. He wasn’t sure what to expect from the conversation. Finding out Nam had visited him in the hospital was startling and it raised a lot of concerns. The man hadn’t tried anything yet, but Jungkook had learned to always be extra on guard when you weren’t sure which way things were going to go.

For that reason, he was intensely aware of the butterfly knife tucked into the front pocket of his pants, hidden by the apron around his waist.

“We haven’t met before have we Nam-ssi?” Jungkook asked carefully.

Nam scoffed slightly, crossing his arms, “I don’t like pussyfooting brat. Say what you want to say.”

“You visited me at the hospital a few years ago. Why?”

Nam took a moment to answer but didn’t look any less calm, expression changing to something contemplative. “I got a call from your grandfather, asking me to check up on you.”

Frowning, Jungkook looked at him suspiciously, “You know my grandparents?”

“It was a strange coincidence to see you applying here, especially after hearing that you had died,” Nam said rather than answering his question. “Yet you turn up completely fine and next thing I know I have customers being set on fire and a flooded café being cleaned up in less then a night,” he picked up a pen and tapped the end of it on the desk, spinning it before tapping it again.

Jungkook tensed. Did he suspect something? How much did he know? On what level did he know his grandparents? It was starting to get frustrating that everyone seemed to know his family except him. He couldn’t feel more like a black sheep then he did now.

Nam didn’t give him a chance to respond before he was speaking again, “On top of that I suddenly have old friends visiting to ask about you. So my question for you kid, is how the hell did you get yourself wrapped up with one of the most dangerous gangs in Seoul.”

Jungkook’s mouth went dry and he worked hard to keep his expression even on the outside while he freaked out internally. Did that mean that the person Jaeyong had said came to see Nam was from the gang? Why would they be looking for him if it wasn’t because of the door? He couldn’t think of any other reason, or how they knew to come to Nam.

“Do they know I’m here?” Jungkook asked, voice hard and knowing that he’d quit on the spot if that were the case.

Nam looked at him evenly, “No. Like you, they found out I went to see you in the hospital on behalf of your grandparents. They sent someone to see if I’ve seen or heard from you since.”

“And… you lied?”

“I don’t know what kind of monster you think I am but I know what that group can do. So what have you done to get the attention of people so high up?”

Jungkook licked his lips. He didn’t feel too apprehensive about talking to Nam. On some level, he gave him the same feeling as the Guardian did, in that protective, loyal sense. Letting his guard down somewhat, he ran a hand through his hair.

“I wish I knew. I was a runner for them for awhile, before I ended up in the hospital.”

The part that wasn’t adding up was why they were looking into him again. He could assume the man his brother had run into at the hospital was someone from the gang, given that he was looking into visitors, that was probably how he connected him to Nam. Jungkook wanted to believe that Nam was telling the truth and that they didn’t know he was working here.

Still that was a painfully near miss. They probably knew what he looked like, that wasn’t hard to find out, so if he had been working that day…

“How do you know them? You said he was an old friend,” Jungkook frowned.

Nam stood up, stepping out around his chair, “I used to work for them as well. That’s how I met your grandfather.”

“What does he have to do with all of this? I didn’t even know he existed until a week ago and now everything keeps coming back to him.”

Chuckling, Nam turned to the back wall behind his desk and adjusted a plaque on the wall, “I was assigned as your grandfather’s personal assistant for many years. He had this vision after the war. He wanted to find a way to help people get back on their feet, to remind people of the things that brought them hope and joy, help them repair their lives. Your grandfather built the Wings Network from the ground up, but he couldn’t do it alone.”

Jungkook stayed quiet, waiting for him to continue as his eyes drifted to the plaque, A symbol of four circles, each varying slightly from each other set in a square formation were engraved on the metal. He knew the symbol to be that of the Wings Network.

It was a well-known name. Jungkook had first run across it as a teenager. They were known for their multiple support systems, everything ranging from raising money for charities, suicide hotlines and therapy, support groups for grieving people, helping people with addictions, backing hospitals and care centers and so many more programs to help people who needed it.

Of course, they weren’t just that. Their main source of income came from their telecommunications systems that were already branching into other countries as well. They were one of the most influential companies in the eastern half of the world.

“When he got back from the war, he had next to nothing but the clothes on his back. That’s why he came to our group. They had already established an influence over the city. I was probably younger than you when I was assigned to work with him.”

“Why would they assign you to him though? What did he get out of working with a gang?” Jungkook asked.

“Money and power. I was told to keep an eye on him, though I was never told the nature of their deal. That was strictly between my boss and him.”

That brought up another question in Jungkook’s mind, “So, you worked directly under the boss? Has the gang ever changed hands?”

The look Nam gave him was a careful one. He leaned over and rested his palms on the desk.

“No.”

Oh.

“How well did you know him?”

“I told you, I don’t like pussyfooting.”

That answered everything Jungkook needed to know. He took a slow controlled breath, “You know he’s not-”

“Human?” Nam raised a brow acting as if he couldn’t tell that Jungkook’s mind was reeling at the admission. “Your friends there aren’t very subtle about hiding it either you know. Maybe try to keep the magic acts off camera and in the middle of an open café.”

Jungkook stared at the man. It was throwing him off how nonchalant he was being about all of this. He’d known all along that the others weren’t human? And he still hadn’t said anything?

“I owe your grandfather a lot. He was and is still a very dear friend of mine. But I’ve been out of that life for a long time so I’m not about to dive head first back into whatever business you’ve got going on with them. So I’m giving you a choice.”

“And that is?”

“You can quit now. They’ve come looking here once, if they find anything suspicious they will be back. So you can take your business out of here and not involve any of us,” Nam stepped around the desk and stood in front of Jungkook. There was no suggestion of taunting in his voice and Jungkook appreciated the straight up attitude about this.

The option did seem to be the logical choice. If he quit then Sumi and Jaeyong wouldn’t be involved if the gang tried coming back here. It wasn’t like he desperately needed this job and he wasn’t willing to put them in danger, it was what he’d been trying to avoid since the beginning. Of course he couldn’t have predicted that it would ever become this potentially dangerous, he’d just thought he was trying to keep them from being exposed to magic, yet now there were people tracking him down and who knew what his grandfather was up to.

So yes, the option did seem like the right choice.

“The other option?” He couldn’t help but ask.

Nam surprised him by dropping his hand on Jungkook’s shoulder, his touch firm and heavy. Jungkook glanced at his hand, looking back at him with wider eyes then he had intended, some of the wonderment bleeding through his carefully built expression.

“I don’t need to know the details of what’s going on to know that you’re a good kid mixed up in some bad things. Your grandfather asked me to check in on you once and I’d like to continuing doing so to make sure you’re not doing anything stupid. Such as leaving a magical door in the middle of an open alley for all to see,” Nam gave him a chastising look that felt almost… fatherly.

That alone had Jungkook swallowing heavily before opening his mouth to defend himself, only for Nam to raise a hand and silence him.

“Use the café as your safehouse here. You can continue to work, but I’ll assign you to kitchen duty with Jaeyong-ah. Sumi-yah is more then capable of handling the counter. You can hide that door of yours in the break room where it will be more secure.”

Jungkook shook his head, “How could I do that without Sumi-yah and Jaeyong-hyung knowing? They’d question why I never leave at closing.”

“Then tell them.”

Jungkook licked his lips and looked at the ground. At some point in their conversation he’d somehow relaxed enough to drop the ‘JK’ persona. It unsettled him that he couldn’t exactly tell when that had been. Nam had a rough kind of protective air about him.

He considered his words.

“If I tell them about magic it will change everything for them. I didn’t… I didn’t get a choice to find out. I don’t want to take that from them,” he said honestly.

Nam gave his shoulder a squeeze before dropping his hand, “Then don’t. Leave the decision up to them, explain what you can to get them to understand how serious it is and respect what they decide. But if they choose to help you, you need to commit to trusting them. Having ignorant people on your side does nothing but cause problems.”

The temptation was there, to take that option. Suddenly the first one didn’t sound nearly as logical. He could leave and through away his friendship with Sumi and Jaeyong, or he could trust them and possibly gain some allies in all of this. The idea of hiding the door in the café was a good one too. And what if Sumi and Jaeyong learned about everything they were, about everything they had done and could do, and they still chose to be his friends?

He knew the chance of rejection was there. But he’d always been the one to run first. He ran from his parents when they tried to seek him out and try to repair whatever was left of their relationship. He ran from Jiho to a more tempting option of living in another more ‘perfect’ world. Hell he’d even run from himself and his own life.

This time, he’d take the chance on them. This time he’d let them decide. Because of Jungkook decided to run, he would be doing the same thing he’d been trying to avoid. He’d be taking the choice from them.

“If you don’t want to be involved, why are you offering this?” Jungkook looked back at Nam, lips turned down.

Nam chuckled, though it lacked any humor, “I don’t think you realize how dangerous this man is. If I can do anything to help keep you off his radar I will.”

“Is there anything you can tell me about him? A name? What kind of affinity he has? What species he is?”

“I don’t know much about the magic side of things, only that he’s strong. Terrifyingly so. But he doesn’t use his abilities much by what I’ve seen. This was years ago granted. He went by Kim Ki-jung back then,” Nam hummed.

The name didn’t mean much to Jungkook but he filed it away to bring up to the guys later.

“So? What are you going to do kid?” Nam stepped around him towards the door, putting a hand on the knob and looking at him expectantly.

Jungkook tipped his head back and let out an exhausted sigh before chuckling in defeat.

Nam didn’t need more of an answer then that, giving a chuckle of his own and opening the door.

This would be a very long, very weird conversation, no matter which direction it went.


“We didn’t expect JK to get in touch, not after he disappeared like he did.”

Yoongi kept a stoic expression, sizing up the two people across from them. They didn’t look much different then the last time he’d seen them, if anything they looked a bit more worn down.

Il-seong, if he remembered correctly, had his arms crossed over his chest and was clearly trying to put on an intimidating front while the woman, who he couldn’t remember the name of, looked much like Yoongi assumed he did. Bored.

“He must be pretty high up in this new gang of his if he’s sending lackies to come talk to us. Couldn’t face us himself?” The woman scoffed, lips smacking as she chewed on something.

Hoseok, dressed in the clothes he’d warn the night at the theatre just as Yoongi himself was, put a hand on his hip, “I’ve heard you two were close with him.”

“Close?” Il-seong rolled his eyes, “The asshole barely paid his half of the rent.”

“We don’t get ‘close’. He was just one of the not so shitty ones.”

Yoongi leaned back against the concrete wall behind him, crossing his arms and kicking a foot up lazily. The room smelled of mold and oil. Dust could be seen floating in the rays of light casted by the streetlight outside the rooms window. It was empty except for a cabinet that had taken one too many hits from trespassers like themselves.

Jungkook had given his old gang buddy a call before he’d gone into the café, after a short discussion about needing to find out what’s changed in the gang since they’d been gone. They’d decided that Yoongi and Hoseok would be the two to go, not wanting to chance Jungkook being seen. Contacting them himself had been risky enough, but Jungkook promised they’d keep their mouths shut if he asked them too. So long as he promised them a favor in return. An eye for an eye after all.

Yoongi had already dealt with these two, so he was an obvious choice to go, and Hoseok had already been seen by the runner kid and gotten a sense of how to act in these situations. Jungkook had asked them to come up with alias’ too, figuring, despite not having a trackable record here on earth, it would be better to keep their names hidden.

“JK needs information, we’re here to get it,” Yoongi said flatly. “What’s been going on since the last boss left?”

The woman, her name started with an N, waved finger in his direction, “Nah nah nah, August was it? Let’s discuss what we want before all that. JK is willing to offer a favor in exchange for us spying yeah?”

“A favor within reason,” Hoseok squinted at her suspiciously.

Il-seong rolled his tongue in his mouth and nodded, “Then we want to join.”

Yoongi and Hoseok both paused and glanced at each other, “Sorry, join?”

“This new group JK seems to be running? We want in. Nothing could be worse than this. And JK has become somewhat of a role model for the runners. Man took out the tyrant after all,” Il-seong smirked, shoving his hands in his back pockets.

Yoongi wasn’t really sure what to say to that. Given that they’d be promising a chance to join a gang that didn’t actually exist. Though, there didn’t seem to be much harm in it, and the information was good to have.

Hoseok seemed to be thinking along the same lines, as he nodded and waved a hand towards them, “Deal. Only after the jobs done. Answer his questions.”

Yoongi tried incredibly hard not to keep stealing glances at Hoseok. He looked so alluring right now. The way he stood and the confident posture didn’t help. He had to remind himself not to drool over his lover in front of the new allies.

Nara, that was her name, spoke up first, “Things have been quiet on our level, though there’s word through the grapevine that something is stirring up the higher ups. We have a new boss but he’s pretty much a waste of space taking advantage of the product.”

“Does the name Kwan Chungho sound familiar?”

“Course, guy works up at the top, heard he’s got a short temper but he follows orders to the letter.”

So the man at the hospital looking into Jungkook was in the gang. That led to reason for concern but it didn’t explain why they were looking for him. Had Jiho lied about not telling them about Jungkook or the gem? Or had they somehow learned about it?

 He stamped down his annoyance for the constant smacking of the girl’s lips as she chewed whatever was in her mouth. It was getting obnoxious.

“Would he have any reason to be looking for JK?”

Nara shrugged, “Don’t know why he would. He’s a busy man, can’t see him wasting time on a former runner.”

“How about the man at the very top? What can you tell us about him?” Hoseok asked, voice a touch lower then usual and it was doing things to Yoongi.

Il-seong took over, but not in anyway that was helpful, “We aren’t allowed that info, honestly didn’t even know the guy was a dude until you said that. He’s never mentioned and he doesn’t deal with us small fry.”

Well that led to a dead end.

“Keep an eye on things. If anything changes or you hear anything, contact JK,” Yoongi said, pushing off the wall.

Il-seong and Nara both nodded.

“Don’t really know what you want us to be on the lookout for, but we’ll keep you posted man,” Il-seong said, heading for the door.

“Oh,” Hoseok spoke up, just as they were about to leave. “And if anyone asks. JK is dead.”

Yoongi expected some kind of questioning look but both of them just nodded as if in understanding and they left, leaving the two of them in the dingy room.

Hoseok looked at Yoongi, “So… how do we tell Jungkook he’s a gang leader now?”

Yoongi snickered, “I’m sure he’ll be thrilled.”

“Do you think everything went well with his boss today?”

They began making their way out of the room, traversing through the abandoned building until they found where they left the Galaxy door.

“I hope so. If he turns out to be setting Jungkook up I’m petitioning for him to never have a job again, lest his coworkers turn out to be evil psychopaths once more,” Yoongi grumbled.

Hoseok pulled him into his side and stooped down to kiss his cheek, grinning, “I don’t know about the boss guy, but Sumi and Jaeyong seem cool.”

“Yeah. I don’t mind them.”

“What is happening to you Yoongi? First you voluntarily hang out with a child and now you don’t mind people?” Hoseok gasps teasingly, earning a smack to the stomach from Yoongi which only made him laugh. “Seriously though, that kid melted my heart. He looked at you like you hung the stars love.”

Yoongi scrunched his nose sheepishly, opening the door gently (they’d all been very gentle with it, light pats and quiet reassurances going through) and stepping into the Galaxy, Hoseok not two steps behind, “I like him. He’s a cute kid.”

Hoseok took his hand, lacing their fingers together naturally, “You were really good with him you know.”

His tone was soft, endeared in a way that almost made Yoongi blush.

“I over heard Minnie and Jungkook talking about kids when he was sick,” he brought up hesitantly. “Have you ever thought about it?”

Hoseok hummed before nodding, “It’s crossed my mind, but… I kind of haven’t stopped thinking about it since see you with Boseon. And the way Jungkook and Jimin were with him too. Before now though…”

“It just never felt like the right time?” Yoongi guessed and looked up the path towards the house after seeing Hoseok nod. “Maybe, it’s um, it’s something we should bring up to the others. See what they think?”

Hoseok’s hand tightened in his hold, drawing his attention to him. He relaxed upon seeing his usual warm, loving smile and couldn’t help smiling back.

“I think that’s a great idea.”

Notes:

Alright, so Nam knows about magic, used to work for the big evil, and wants to keep Jungkook safe. Sumi and Jaeyong are coming to terms with how dangerous Jungkook's situation could be, and Yoongi's got baby fever...? But it's okay cause he's not the only one.

Next Update: Monday 17th

Next Chapter: Sumi and Jaeyong are introduced to a whole new world.

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Chapter 18: Something Amazing

Summary:

Taehyung takes a big step, Namjoon, Yoongi and Seokjin tell the others, and Jungkook offers Sumi and Jaeyong an adventure of a lifetime.

Notes:

Hi! I'm back! Hopefully the wait didn't feel too long, and I hope you all had wonderful weeks. This chapter was a lot of fun to write, I won't keep you though, so I hope you enjoy!

Warnings: Mentions of past torture

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The light fingers in his hair were the first things Jungkook noticed when he woke up. He drifted back to the world slowly, gently, no sudden scares or alarms blaring on his phone. The grass beneath him was soft on his skin, caressing him with the motion of the breeze, mimicking the touch against his scalp.

Euphoria was a bit cold today, but the chill wasn’t uncomfortable enough for him to want to move just yet. His limbs felt heavy with sleep, not quite awake as he cracked his eyes open and looked at the swaying branches overhead, beyond them, the lavender sky.

Unlike Galaxy’s sky, which was an active swirl of planets and stars and colour, Euphoria’s sky was a gradient, fading from one shade to the next the closer it got to touching the horizon. It was a pastel lavender that looked as if it would be soft to the touch.

Jungkook let his attention drift to Taehyung, who laid on his stomach next to him, propped up on his elbows, sketchbook forgotten in front of him as he watched him intently. If it were anyone else, Jungkook might find the attention embarrassing, maybe even a little intimidating. Taehyung, though, had a way of making him feel like the center of the universe and proud of it. Like he was deserving of the look of adoration and love in his eyes.

Humming low, voice groggy from his nap, Jungkook tipped his head into Taehyung’s hand, “Were you watching me sleep?”

Taehyung’s lips pulled upwards, fingertips brushing across his forehead, touching his skin like he was something delicate. Precious. “I was drawing you, but I got distracted.”

The low tone of Taehyung’s voice was made for moments like these, calm and peaceful. Jungkook felt his eyes drift closed again. He was sure he could fall asleep once more but he wanted to stay awake to cherish this. “You’re supposed to be drawing Euphoria,” he teased.

“You’re more fun to draw,” Taehyung said, and Jungkook could hear the smile in his voice.

“Can I see?” He opened his eyes, about to make the attempt to roll onto his side to look at the paper. Taehyung shook his head, moving his hand to press his shoulder back down, resting his forearm across his chest. Jungkook pouted a bit but was too lazy to put up much fight.

“It’s not done yet.” Taehyung shifted closer, pressing against his side and bending himself to rest his upper body across Jungkook’s chest, hands propped under his chin. The warmth of his body blanketed over him, taking away the chill he’d felt and he sighed pleasantly.

Jungkook brought his hand up and ran it through Taehyung’s hair, watching him close his eyes. Fuck, he was so beautiful. He couldn’t find a single flaw on him. Taking in his features, he traced his thumb down the bridge of his nose, following his cheek bone, ghosting over his lips.

His boyfriend shifted up slightly, tucking his forehead into the side of Jungkook’s neck, cheek resting on his collar bone. Jungkook knew he could hear his heart beating in his chest, it was something the others started doing too sometimes, just listening for that consistent beat. That reassurance that he was alive.

Jungkook wished they didn’t have to leave this moment ever. Hell, they could go back, get the others then lock the door. Spend their days living here.

It sounded nice.

“Do you feel better?”

Jungkook drew patterns into Taehyung’s back lazily, “I felt fine before Taetae.”

“Minnie said you might feel tired if you don’t come here enough. You looked tired when you got home,” Taehyung’s voice was soft and Jungkook wondered if he had his eyes closed still.

“I think being tired is just a human’s natural state of being hyung,” he joked lightly.

Taehyung huffed a little, “It’s only cause you stay up late with Yoongi.”

“I don’t know how he does it all the time. Is that part of being a phoenix? Does he need less sleep?”

He felt the Fae nod against his chest, “All of us except Joonie can go awhile without sleep but it’s kind of uncomfortable.”

Jungkook thought about that for a moment before humming. There was still so much he had left to learn about the others. Not just about their pasts but about their individual species as well.

Taehyung’s weight shifted against him, curling closer. His hand fidgeted with the collar of his shirt, occasionally brushing his collarbones. He repressed the shiver at the touch.

“Hyung?”

For a long moment the only sound between them was the rustling of leaves overhead. Taehyung stayed quiet. Jungkook was just settling on the idea of leaving it alone, not asking if he was okay in case he didn’t want to talk about it, when the Fae spoke quietly.

“Do you like how I look?”

The question was asked so softly that his voice was almost carried away by the gentle breeze. As if fearing that would happen, Jungkook heard and felt Euphoria quiet down, the breeze dying and the air stilling the branches overhead.

Jungkook frowned, “Of course I do.”

He shifted to sit up, Taehyung moving off his chest to allow him to. Jungkook couldn’t imagine Taehyung thinking he would see him as anything less then stunning. He’d always thought that, since they met, and he often made sure that he told the Fae that. The sudden question, and the doubt that it suggested worried him.

“Why would you ask that?” He tilted his head and reached a hand forward to brush the corner of Taehyung’s lips, not liking that they were turned down ever so slightly. He wouldn’t meet his eyes either, looking intently at Jungkook’s thigh, hands fiddling with the exposed threads at the knee of his pants.

Jungkook’s hand slid down to rest on Taehyung’s knee, giving it a reassuring squeeze when he saw the hesitation to speak again on the others face.

“But you… know this isn’t how I naturally look,” Taehyung’s fingers twisted a thread back and forth.

“I know,” Jungkook confirmed. “Are you worried I won’t like what you really look like?”

When Taehyung nodded, Jungkook couldn’t do anything but smile. It wasn’t a worry he had. It hadn’t ever been a concern for him about what the others natural forms looked like. Would he be surprised to see them? Of course. Would it change how he felt about them? Never.

Seeing Taehyung shift at his smile he ducked his head down a bit to meet his eyes, taking his hand in his firmly, “Taetae, if you were going to scare me off, it would have happened when you kicked in my door like it was wet paper.”

Taehyung snort at the memory had him smiling wider and he cupped the man’s face in his hands, tipping his head up to look at him properly.

“I want… I want to show you,” Taehyung breathed, worrying his bottom lip between his teeth.

Jungkook, recognizing the seriousness of the admission, turned his body towards him to show he had his full attention. They’d all made it more then clear how serious it was to show their natural forms to people. Namjoon had told him that the only times Jungkook might ever see their natural forms, were in moments of great danger or moments they felt most safe.

His heart flooded with warmth at the thought that Taehyung felt that safe with him here, that the serenity and security he felt himself was returned by the other as well.

Jungkook went to remove his hands from Taehyung’s cheeks, to give him the space he needed, if he needed it. He wasn’t entirely sure how this worked or what would happen, which caused a nervousness to stir in him. Taehyung quickly grabbed his wrists and replaced his palms against his face, closing his eyes.

“Please don’t… don’t let go. Just stay like this,” he said, voice vulnerable and so so soft. Jungkook swallowed and nodded. This felt… intimate. More intimate then kissing, or touching or sex. More intimate then the Kaosado celebration or receiving the ring from them, which now pressed firm against Taehyung’s cheek.

Taehyung didn’t open his eyes again, but Jungkook could still see the nerves, could still feel how scared he was in the way he kneaded his thumbs against his wrists as if reassuring himself that Jungkook was still there.

Then, the Fae opened his mouth and let out a careful breath as a glow of gold light surrounded him. It was a soft light, but Jungkook still had to blink a few times to let his eyes adjust, to make sure he was really seeing it. Specks of the gold rose off him, floating up into the air above him like embers over a fire. Except it was slower than that, timid almost.

He felt the change first under his hands. Drawing his attention back to his lover, he watched in awe as his face reshaped before him. It wasn’t drastic, but it was enough to notice a large difference. Jungkook watched and felt the way his jawline softened, narrowing, looking almost feminine. He watched the way his nose tipped up slightly as the usually strong bridge of his nose sunk back and softened as well.

Jungkook felt his cheekbones shift under his fingers, felt the way the corners of his eyes tipped up, angling his closed eyes down towards his now button nose. He was almost too distracted by the subtle changes in his face to notice the changes in his body as well.

His ears angled back a bit more with the shifting of his jaw, the tips becoming gently pointed. His body seemed to lean out as well, becoming less muscular and fairer. The tan skin that Jungkook had become so familiar with, had paled to a near white, his form fitting shirt suddenly looked a few sizes too big for his now lithe looking form. He didn’t look weak by any means, but he seemed… graceful in a way.

Jungkook only realized he wasn’t breathing when the gold glow faded, all of it disappearing into the air above them and leaving Taehyung sitting before him, eyes pinched shut as if scared to open them.

Sucking in a slow breath to ease the burn in his lungs, Jungkook’s right hand twitched and pulled away. His eyes snapped to Taehyung himself instead of inspecting the features that had changed when the boy flinched, curling closer to his left hand and holding his wrist tighter.

His heart was pounding in his chest, lips parted as he took in the Fae as a whole. His button nose, his androgenous features, his porcelain skin, the pointed ears and the agile body. Taehyung’s hands had thinned out, nails growing just a bit longer.

He was ethereal.

It was the tear that ran down Taehyung’s cheek that had him snapping out of his entranced dazed, and he slowly shook his head, though the other couldn’t see. His tongue felt thick in his mouth, blocking the words he wanted to say. Instead, he lifted his right hand again, thumb brushing away that offending tear and his heart ached when Taehyung flinched at the action. He kept his hand there, firm as he trailed it up to his forehead, hand brushing his messy hair back. He felt almost unworthy to be touching someone so beautiful, so majestic.

And yet, not a moment before, Taehyung had looked at him like he was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen. That made him feel… so loved. Not for a second did Jungkook think he could compare, but Taehyung seemed to think he was beautiful too. Beautiful enough to look at like he had. Beautiful enough to draw. The thought almost had tears coming to his own eyes.

Beyond telling him that he loved him, this was Taehyung showing him that he did.

“Open your eyes Taetae…” Jungkook whispered, his voice sounding so loud in the quiet between them.

Taehyung pinched his eyes harder for a moment, teeth finding his lower lip again, and Jungkook thought he’d shake his head in protest. Instead, slowly, ever so slowly, Taehyung opened his eyes to look at him.

The last of Jungkook’s breath was stolen the moment their eyes met. 

His eyes, angled inward and slightly bigger now, were a startling silver that mimicked the clouds of a storm brewing. His iris had expanded over the entirety of his eye, leaving nothing untouched by the metallic silver that seemed to still have no problem expressing the Fae’s emotions because amongst the silver he found worry, fear, desperation and all things that made his heart burn with a fierce protectiveness.

“Taehyung… you’re…” He struggled with the words. Each one he thought of seemed lacking, didn’t fit just right, didn’t express what level of beautiful he was. He gave up on words and instead, like he’d done before, traced his fingers over his features.

Taehyung held very still, and though he had no pupils to suggest it, Jungkook knew he was searching Jungkook’s eyes carefully.

They sat like that, in charged silence as Jungkook processed the being in front of him. Eventually, he leaned his forehead against the Fae’s, trying to convey the emotions he was feeling.

“Can I kiss you?” Jungkook asked, breath ghosting Taehyung’s lips. He knew they didn’t usually ask. Kisses were free game around their home after it was consented that it was okay to do so. But this was different. This was so much more then a good morning kiss or a kiss goodbye before work or a heated make out in the hallway when they both got too flirty one day.

Taehyung whimpered, a sound that had Jungkook almost cursing out loud, and nodded quickly.

Jungkook moved his hands and took Taehyung’s wrists instead, wrapping his arms around his shoulders, knowing the Fae might hesitate to touch him. He pulled him close, his hands feeling much larger against Taehyung’s lithe body.

After looking him in the eyes once more, he kissed him, backed with all the raw emotion he felt towards the older. Taehyung must have felt it, even just a fraction, because he gasped against his mouth and was grabbing onto him like his life depended on it, pulling him so close it was painful. Jungkook didn’t care. He’d feel all levels of pain if it meant this moment, full of love and acceptance and dispersing doubts, would last an eternity.

Was this how the others were feeling too? The fear of scaring him off with how they look? He knew it must not have been nearly this hard for them to show each other, but Jungkook hadn’t known their kind had even existed. Seeing it and seeing someone who looked human saying it, were two different things. So he understood the fear, as unneeded as it was, and he would give them the time they needed to come to him with it.

Taehyung pulled away first, just enough to look at him, just enough to put his hands on his face, his neck, sliding them to his shoulders then chest. They’d kissed for longer before, more heated and passionate, but Taehyung was panting and out of breath now. Jungkook imagined his heart was hammering as hard as his own.

“How did you find us,” Taehyung breathed, a wonderment in his voice that had Jungkook smiling. He’d asked himself that a lot too. How he was lucky enough to stumble into their lives, a total mess and something they had feared, yet they let him in anyhow. They loved him regardless.

“A door,” Jungkook answered cheekily and it was worth it to see the spark of electricity, like lightning, shoot through his boyfriend’s eyes and his face break out in a smile that echoed the name of the world they were in. He pressed a thumb against the corner of his mouth again, as if that would pin the smile there, keep it there always.

“Thank you,” he whispered, because he knew what this meant, what it took for him to show him this.

Taehyung breathed out a laugh and his eyes became watery, the silver darkening, “Don’t. Don’t thank me. I shouldn’t have been worried. But I wasn’t sure…”

“You don’t have to explain. I know,” Jungkook kissed him again, a chaste peck, struggling to deal with him being physically distanced from him.

Taehyung nodded and curled around him, hugging him tightly, ear pressed against his chest once more. Right over his heart. Only once he was in his arms, did Jungkook notice the wings.

They were sticking out from under his shirt, bent awkwardly along the ground and restricted by the fabric of the shirt. Taehyung must have felt his pause because he tried to pull away and look at him. Jungkook didn’t let him get far, keeping him close as he reached down to pull the bottom of his shirt up, over where the wings were connected to his back.

Taehyung tensed, freezing under him and Jungkook thought he might have done something wrong, realizing how inappropriate the action might have been. He didn’t know anything about Fae culture or customs, he didn’t know if it was rude to expose a Fae’s wings like that.

“Sorry,” he whispered, kissing Taehyung’s hair. “I just, they’re beautiful.”

Taehyung melted into his arms again and hummed, a sound verging on a purr. Shyly, he nuzzled his cute button nose against his neck, “You can, touch, you can touch them if you want.”

Jungkook licked his lips and looked back at his wings which were drooped in what he assumed was a relaxed position. They looked like the wings of a dragonfly, see through and delicate, shimmering with an array of colours as Taehyung shifted. “Are you sure?” He felt the need to ask.

Taehyung nodded against him, twisting so he was looking over his shoulder at his own wings, hands gripping Jungkook’s shirt. “Be gentle,” Taehyung whispered and he could hear the embarrassment in his voice. It led Jungkook to believe that this really was an intimate action he was allowing him. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt him.

Carefully, he reached a hand out, making sure a Taehyung could semi-see what he was doing in case he wanted to tell him to stop. The moment his fingers brushed the silky texture of the wings, they both gasped. Taehyung, pressing tight against Jungkook’s chest and burying his face in his neck, lips pressed against his skin, startled by whatever feeling the touch had caused. Jungkook gasped because of the twitch of the wings and how, if he wasn’t looking at his hand, he might not have known he was touching them at all.

They were that smooth and thin. Could Taehyung actually fly with these? He would absolutely love to see that, but he felt that they should save it for another day. The way Taehyung was shuddering against him as he slid his hand up the side of his wing, closer to where it connected to his back, was doing things to him.

“What does it feel like?” He breathed against Taehyung’s ear, fighting the desire to nip at the now pointed skin there.

He felt Taehyung’s hot breath against his neck and the quivering of his lips against his skin. “Good. Feels, really good,” he all but whined.

Slipping two fingers against his spine, between his wings, Jungkook pressed down and startled slightly when Taehyung went completely pliant against him, forcing him to shift his arm to keep him from sliding off his shoulder. Blinking in surprise he looked down at the pure bliss on the elder’s face, his eyes drooped and mouth partially open. “Fuck,” Jungkook breathed and groaned as he continued to massage that spot.

Taehyung panted and managed to turn himself enough to latch his mouth onto Jungkook’s neck. Sighing as the Fae licked and bit at him, leaving all the marks he so desired, letting out sinful noises of pleasure when Jungkook would shift his hand slightly, kneading the skin of his back and oh-so carefully touching his wings.

It was a pleasure that wasn’t just sexual. It was a mix of relaxation, trust, serenity all rolled into one. It made Jungkook think that maybe people didn’t get this close to Fae’s wings very often. Taehyung seemed to be enjoying this feeling like it was the first time in a long time that he could relax to this extent. To be the one doing that for him was a level of pleasure and pride Jungkook had seldom felt.

He was suddenly thankful that they were quite literally the only two people in the world right now. While he wouldn’t have minded the others being here too, he was grateful to have this moment with Taehyung alone. As he gently coaxed his hand away from his back, not wanting to abruptly end whatever high Taehyung was experiencing, he eventually looked at the man who had at some point stopped sucking on his neck and had instead fallen asleep.

Smiling fondly, he held him close and traced his fingers through his hair like he had done for him. He looked up at the sky and felt Euphoria’s warmth blanket over himself and Taehyung.


When they got home the others noticed right away that something had changed between them. Taehyung, while prone to being clingy, was hanging off him most of the night. He had changed back to his usual human like appearance before they left Euphoria and Jungkook hadn’t stopped blabbering out a million and one questions.

Apparently, Taehyung could indeed fly.

If that didn’t give it away, Jimin seemed to see, or maybe sense, something about Taehyung that had him gasping and throwing himself at the both of them, a mess of happy tears that had at first concerned Jungkook until he found himself being peppered all over with kisses.

They had a bigger meal then normal for dinner that night, though no one complained. Taehyung held his hand through out and Jungkook’s face hurt from smiling so much.

Their conversation turned towards more pressing things towards the end of the meal.

“How do you think they’ll react?” Namjoon asked, taking a bite off his fork.

Jungkook shrugged gently, “I mean… pretty shocked I think. But that depends if I can even get them to agree to coming here so I can prove magics real. Are you guys all okay with them being here?”

Seokjin nodded along with the others. “If you think they’ll make good ally’s then we trust you. It might take a little bit for us to fully trust them however.”

Jungkook respected that. He was happy they were willing to give this a shot. He had told them about Nam offering the café as a safehouse for them and they seemed to think it was a good idea as well, so long as they knew Sumi and Jaeyong were willing to be involved.

“Did he tell you anything about the boss? Your gang buddies didn’t know much of anything,” Yoongi said, shoving Hoseok’s hand away from some of the food on his plate.

“Only his name, apparently he went by Kim Ki-jung but Nam-ssi doesn’t know if that’s changed. The guy didn’t use his powers around him so he doesn’t know what species he is or what his affinity is. If the runners can let us know if things start changing we can…” Jungkook trailed off when his voice suddenly sounded too loud in the room. He looked around at the others, slowly taking in the frozen expressions on his hyung’s faces.

Namjoon was pale, staring at the table with wide eyes, his hand shaking and knocking most of the food off his fork back onto his plate. Yoongi and Seokjin had locked eyes with each other, both wearing blank looks. The others looked a bit confused, Taehyung frowning and trading a confused look with Jimin who put his hand on Namjoon’s arm.

Seokjin was the first to move, slowly setting his utensil down and sitting back in his chair, “He’s a Siren. He has dark affinity,” he answered in a heavy tone.

Jungkook’s brow pinched and he looked at him, “You… know him?”

Hoseok sat back and looked between the three who still barely moved. Yoongi was glaring at his plate now. Cursing, Hoseok ran a hand through his hair as painful realization washed over him. “He was the one who captured you.”

Jungkook felt his heart stop, quickly looking at Namjoon and Yoongi. Jimin covered his mouth with his hand and Taehyung gripped Jungkook’s hand so tightly his knuckles cracked. This boss, this was the man that they had fought against in the war? The one who had captured and tortured Namjoon and Yoongi?

Biting his lip, he looked back at Seokjin as the angel nodded.

There was silence again and it was heavy on their shoulders.

“I don’t like the idea of pushing you for answers,” Hoseok started, hesitating a bit as he put a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder. “But if this guy is after you, or Galaxy, we need to know what happened.”

Jungkook agreed with Hoseok. Nam’s words came back to him then. ‘Having ignorant people on your side does nothing but cause problems.’ It was true. If they didn’t know all the facts, they would make ignorant mistakes. This wasn’t the way he wanted to find out about this though. Like everything, he was willing to wait for them to come to him about it, he’d rather wait then have them forced to talk about something so clearly traumatizing. This made him uncomfortable.

Yoongi put an elbow on the table and looked at Namjoon as he ran a hand through his hair. The immortal gave him a small nod and dropped his fork to instead take Jimin’s hand in his own, seeking the comfort. It was strange to see, he was usually the one giving such comfort, but then again, Jungkook hadn’t seen too much faze the man.

“We probably should have told you a long time ago, but it’s… we all just kind of wanted to forget about it. Things had been so peaceful before-” Yoongi paused, realizing what he was about to say as his eyes darted over to Jungkook.

Jungkook gave him a reassuring smile, “Before I showed up. It’s okay hyung, I know I kind of threw a wrench in the works.”

Seokjin reached over and took his other hand, as if he were the one who needed comforting right now, “We needed it. We needed you.”

Shaking his head, Jungkook gave Taehyung’s hand a squeeze before letting it go, getting up and shifting over to plop himself sideways in Seokjin’s lap. The angel wrapped his arms around him immediately, a hand resting on his thigh. “If you don’t want to talk about this now, we can wait a bit longer. But… I think Hobi-hyung is right. Before we get in over our heads we need to know what we’re up against.”

Seokjin hummed and nuzzled against Jungkook’s cheek, “It’s not a pretty story.”

“None of us have very pretty stories,” Taehyung said softly, moving to Jungkook’s seat to be closer to them.

Yoongi folded his arms on the table, sighing at the touch of Hoseok’s hand against the back of his neck. “Kim was a General on the human’s side of the war. He was one of the many that defected and sided with them. We were on a scouting mission with a small unit of men when we were ambushed.”

Jungkook felt the tension in Seokjin’s muscles and leaned his shoulder against his chest, running his fingers through his hair at the nape of his neck. He could practically hear his thoughts of self blame. He’d been the one to send them on that mission. That had been his job as the General.

Namjoon ran his thumb along Jimin’s knuckles, trying to distract himself, “We hadn’t expected Kim to be there. He got us to submit with only a few words. We practically handed ourselves over to him,” he almost growled.

Jungkook licked his lips, trying to be careful of his questions, “I thought… I’m sorry, but I thought Sirens were only female?”

Jimin shook his head and gave him a gentle smile, “Sirens can be any gender. But it makes them no less dangerous. Their power of suggestion is one of the most feared. Most Sirens live by good morals and rarely, if ever, use it.”

“Kim is good enough with it that you wouldn’t even know he was using it on you,” Yoongi scowled. “He killed our unit in front of us and took us captive.”

Jimin wrapped both his hands around Namjoon’s and brought it to his lips, kissing his knuckles one by one.

“He would…” Namjoon started but hesitated.

Hoseok jumped in quickly, “You don’t have to.”

“I want to,” the immortal reassured, though he hesitated once more. “I was… I was human when he captured us. He kept us in the same room, and he would take turns so we had to watch.”

Yoongi grit his teeth.

Jungkook felt his stomach twist painfully.

“He would, go for hours, he kept… he would kill Yoongi, over and over. Slowly,” Namjoon stared ahead of him, eyes unfocused. “He would try and see how long he could go each time.”

Jungkook felt like he was going to throw up. He tried to imagine being in that position, watching Yoongi die and suffer. Watching any of them suffer. It would kill him. “I… how did, if phoenix’s can’t die…”

Hearing his unspoken question, Seokjin kissed his temple reassuringly and Yoongi took a short breath to ground himself. “We can. There’s a short period during our regeneration that we are very vulnerable. If we’re attacked again during it, it will kill us.”

Nodding quickly, Jungkook pressed his lips together. That meant that the man was torturing them for fun. He kept them alive purposefully like some kind of sick game.

“I didn’t make it two days before I was so near death I was basically unresponsive,” Namjoon said flatly. “Like Phoenix’s, there’s a short period after a human dies where there soul hasn’t left their body. It’s only a few seconds, but that short window makes human’s souls susceptible to magic. Because the body is what naturally repels it. Kim waited for that moment before cursing me.”

Jungkook covered his mouth, whether to keep back the horrified sob or keep himself from actually being sick, he wasn’t sure. He had wondered, how Namjoon had become an immortal if magic didn’t work on humans. But to know that this man had waited for that brief moment that a human’s soul was vulnerable to cast such a horrific spell.

Just for the sake of doing what he was doing to Yoongi. Play with them, kill them, and play with them some more.

He had to move around, had to do something with the strange energy burning in his chest, had to get it out somehow, so he got off Seokjin’s lap and began to pace. He felt sick and restless, and it was becoming harder to tell what was Euphoria’s anger and what was his own.

“Kookie?”

He didn’t know who asked, but he gave a distracted nodded and continued his back and forth up and down the length of the table, “I’m okay.”

There was a pause before someone must have urged them to continue. Yoongi took over this time, “We were there for months. Until Jinnie found us and got us out. We were… broken. It took years for us to recover enough that we could help with the plan for galaxy.”

Taehyung was crying silently and he didn’t hesitate to use his power to zap next to Yoongi, curling over his shoulders to hug him tightly.

Jimin wiped a few of his own tears away, trying to stay somewhat composed, “He got away?”

Seokjin’s jaw tensed and Jungkook only stopped his pacing long enough to hear his answer, “We fought. For three days straight. But he was stronger then I was. He escaped, but he was extremely injured. We had hoped he’d…”

Jungkook opened and closed his hands. He’d never felt this kind of anger before. This dread and hate was all encompassing and he felt like his heart was going to explode. His vision was tunneled on only the floor, teeth grinding together so hard he might’ve feared they’d break if he were clear minded.

“I worked for him.”

The words silenced the room. Jungkook could feel their eyes on him.

He had worked for that bastard. He didn’t care how small his position had been in the gang, how miniscule the profit he brought in for the man was in the grand scheme of things. It still meant he had worked for and benefitted the man who had tortured the only people in his life he had come to trust more then he trusted himself. People he loved so much it was almost unbearable sometimes to think they had to suffer any pain at all.

His fingernails dug into his hands, and there were hands on his shoulders. Jungkook recognized Seokjin in front of him, giving him a worried but soft smile. “You know you couldn’t have known love. None of us knew.”

Logically, he knew Seokjin was right. But try as he might, he couldn’t get rid of the festering burn in his chest. He pressed his tongue into his cheek, hoping Seokjin knew that his anger wasn’t towards him or the others. He felt Seokjin press a kiss to his forehead and another hand pressed to his back.

“Come on love,” Namjoon’s soothing voice said next to him, “Let’s go to the arena and spare for a bit.”

Not trusting that his words wouldn’t come out harsh, he nodded stiffly and was led out by the hand.

Fighting did help, though Jungkook insisted on starting with a dummy so he could let off some steam before he accidently hurt Namjoon without meaning too. He wasn’t naive enough to think he was a good enough fighter compared to Namjoon’s years as a soldier, but he still wanted a clearer head while fighting someone he cared about.

They fought for some time before they called it quits, both exhausted and ready for bed. The maknae’s collectively agreed that they were all sleeping in the big room tonight, making it seem as though it was for their sake when everyone knew that they wanted to be there to comfort the older three.

Jungkook went to sleep wrapped in Namjoon’s and Seokjin’s arms, exhaustion taking over quickly.

But that restless energy that stirred in his chest persisted, only slightly calmer than it had been. He spent too long trying to figure out if it was Euphoria’s emotion’s or if there was something wrong. Yet Euphoria remained quiet at his questions.

He hoped it would be gone by morning.


Of course though, it wasn’t.

The feeling in his chest, now a strange pressure that reminded him faintly of what it felt like to have an oncoming panic attack, refused to simmer down throughout the entire day at work. He was starting to think that it really was just his own emotions bundling up after the emotional day he’d had the day before. Taehyung showing him his true form (something he had had beautiful dreams about last night) and Yoongi, Namjoon and Seokjin opening up somewhat on what had happened with this Kim Ki-jung guy, had certainly been a lot.

But he hadn’t thought it would be more then he could handle. Sure he was pissed, and he felt a lot closer to them now, especially Taehyung, but he’d handled worse hadn’t he? Hell he was only hearing about the story after the fact, it wasn’t like he’d been there like they had. What he had been through never left him feeling this. So why was this feeling so annoyingly present still? It was making him jittery and anxious, like he wanted to run a marathon but also wanted to hide under his bed forever.

He could also blame it on the fact that he was possibly going to tell Sumi and Jaeyong about magic in less then an hour. That or quit if their answer was what he kind of hoped it was but also feared it would be.

He’d asked his coworkers that morning if they were busy after work, both said they were free so he’d hesitantly asked if they could stick around to talk for a bit.

They had both casually accepted and hadn’t been any the wiser to Jungkook’s mounting stress levels over the day. It felt like it dragged on forever and he thought of a million and one ways to start this conversation but none of them seemed right.

The others were waiting at home, they knew to expect them if Sumi and Jaeyong wanted to hear what he had to say. If they didn’t, he’d be going home alone.

Despite the whole day dragging by agonizingly slow, the last hour went by too quickly and before he knew it, Sumi was locking up the door and dusting her hands on her apron.

Jungkook had changed out of his uniform and was now just trying to kill time, desperately trying to think of how to start this conversation. Eventually though, Jaeyong smacked his hand down on the table he’d sat himself at. “Dude, we’ve been waiting for ten minutes, can we at least get some drinks or something?”

Jungkook jumped a bit and looked at him sheepishly, “Ah, sorry, sorry.”

Sumi smacked Jaeyong’s arm, “Don’t rush him. Take all the time you need Jungkook-ssi.”

Jungkook rubbed the back of his neck, “Okay, um. So, I wanted to talk to you guys about something important.”

“Yeah, we got that much judging by the pacing,” Jaeyong huffed and stood up. “Just be straight with us.”

Jungkook paused and opened his mouth, lifting a finger.

Jaeyong put a hand up and closed his eyes. “I’ll throw myself out the window if you make a gay joke right now.”

He slowly closed his mouth and put his hand down.

Sumi giggled before stepping over to him and putting a gentle hand on his arm. “Is this about whatever you’re involved in Jungkook-ssi?”

Looking at her, he licked his lips and sighed, nodding. “Look guys, I want the decision to be up to you, I don’t want you to get involved and wish I hadn’t told you anything. It’s… I can’t say much until you decide but it’s not a choice to make lightly okay? Things could get messy.”

Jaeyong looked at him for a long serious moment. Jungkook bit his tongue, watching them both carefully. Sumi was easier to read, her expression pinched and contemplative. He hoped they understood how serious this could potentially be. Maybe he was overreacting, but he hadn’t exactly been introduced to magic gently, and it ended up costing him his life in the long run. He didn’t want to bank on them being as lucky as he had been with Euphoria.

Especially now that they knew the man that was causing them headaches was the same man from Seokjin, Yoongi and Namjoon’s past. The same man that had no qualms about torturing them for months on end, even forcing a curse on Namjoon just to keep him alive to torture more.

“You aren’t giving us much to go on, but given that your boyfriend told us the same thing, I’ll believe you mean it’s not child’s play. All the more reason for me to help out where I can.”

Jaeyong’s words surprised him, and he found himself frowning deeply, “You might want to think about it a little more than that,” he suggested.

His coworker scoffed and shook his head, “Jungkook-ah, I know what it’s like to have no one on your side when you need it. You might have those roommates of yours, and Yoongi-ssi, but you’re my friend. Another pair of hands can’t hurt.”

As awkward as Jungkook often was with social interactions, he found this one especially hard. If it were with his hyung’s he’d be giving them a million kisses right now but he couldn’t very well do that with Jaeyong so he found himself not knowing what to do with himself. “That-wow. Um. That, thanks hyung, I just, are you sure?”

Jaeyong rolled his eyes and smacked him on the back none too gently, “I’m sure.”

Nodding slowly, Jungkook looked at Sumi who looked a little more unsure. He understood her apprehension. She hadn’t come from a life like Jaeyong and Jungkook had, she had told him that herself. But she too surprised him when she smiled and gave a firm nod. “I want to help too. I um… I just, if fighting is involved…”

Jungkook quickly shook his head, “I’ll keep you away from it. You won’t have to fight.”

“Promise?” Sumi shifted and held up her pinky, to which Jungkook wrapped his own around immediately.

“I promise.”

He would keep her out of the line of fire. Jaeyong too if he could. The seven of them should be more then strong enough if it came down to fighting. Though, Seokjin’s words about how Kim had been stronger than him had that anxious feeling stirring in him uncomfortably.

Shoving it to the back of his mind he dropped his hand and found himself faced with two expectant looks. Oh. Oh shit, right. Now he had to explain everything.

“Uh, so… first things first I guess, um. Magic is real,” he blurted out.

They stared at him.

Alright, he had expected this to be fair. Now he was a little frustrated that he didn’t have any powers to show off like the others did. He half expected Euphoria’s amusement or maybe even a mocking emotion to well up in him but it was strangely quiet. That tight feeling in his chest persisted.

“When Yoongi-hyung set the guy on fire? That was magic, that’s why he didn’t get burnt, because magic doesn’t work on humans,” Jungkook tried to explain further, still only getting blank looks.

“Um… Jungkook-ssi, Yoongi-ssi already explained that he likes to do magic. It’s his hobby isn’t it?” Sumi said hesitantly, as if she was breaking the news to a child that Santa wasn’t real.

Jungkook facepalmed before quickly waving his hands. “No! Not that kind of magic, like, energy and phoenix’s and mythical creatures, they’re real. They live in a world, an Echo Realm called Galaxy.”

Sumi perked up at the name, “Galaxy, you mentioned that when you were sick.”

“Yes exactly! I live there with Yoongi-hyung and the others,” he said, hoping to see some belief cross their expressions.

Jaeyong slowly nodded, “Okay, you uh… how long did that coma of yours last again..?”

Clearly explaining wasn’t going to work. Not that he entirely believed it would. He sounded crazy even to himself. Time to go another route then.

Turning to look at the Galaxy door, which had been sitting in the middle of the cafe since the beginning of the conversation, Jungkook walked over to it. Standing next to it, he crossed his arms. “This is the last chance to back out,” he warned, but couldn’t keep the grin off his face.

Sumi and Jaeyong glanced at each other, concerned and also extremely curious, before looking at him. “We aren’t backing out,” Jaeyong said firmly. “But you need to start making some kind of-” Jaeyong paused as Jungkook let himself casually tipped to the side until his shoulder thumped against the frame of the door. “Sense,” he finished weakly.

The angle he leaned against it clearly wouldn’t have been possible without the support of the object and he watched the moment that their eyes recognized the door’s presence. Sumi gasped and took a step forward, eyes locking onto the out of place structure in the middle of the room. “Wait, what, how did- that wasn’t-” she stammered.

Jaeyong rubbed his eyes and squinted, moving closer as well, “What the hell? How did you do that? How long has that been there?”

Jungkook snickered and stood upright, stepping around in front of the door, patting it fondly. “Since closing. This, is the door to Galaxy. My home.”

Jaeyong looked more then a little shell shocked, holding up a hand but seeming to get stuck between holding it in a ‘hold on’ motion or pointing at the door so it just hovered awkwardly.

Sumi stepped closer and stopped next to Jungkook, reaching a hand out and gently touching the door.


It was solid under her fingertips and Sumi gasped in surprise at the warm of the wood, tugging her hand back quickly and trapping it against her chest. She looked at Jungkook with wide eyes and found him smiling at her.

This was not what she had expected.

When he had first mentioned magic, she had honestly thought that he was trying to be funny, and when they were being so serious in trying to offer him help, it hadn’t been entirely appreciated. But then he’d mentioned Yoongi, and she thought, maybe Jungkook was just gullible? Maybe he thought that magicians magic was actual magic? Or perhaps he was just trying to be a supportive boyfriend and pretend?

She still hadn’t seen how that was relative to the conversation.

Then Jungkook had leaned against a door. A door that hadn’t been there before. It wasn’t like... like it had just appeared when he touched it, but it was like she was just now seeing it. Or paying attention to it maybe. Come to think of it, had she seen it earlier when they were talking? She wasn’t sure now.

Her mind was reeling with the ‘appearance’ of the door and it wasn’t just some illusion either, though Jungkook leaning his weight against it should have been the first clue. Sumi had to test it for herself. Sure enough, it was real.

“Is this, like a party trick or something? Is Nam helping you prank us?” Jaeyong asked, eyes scanning the door. “There’s no way that’s been here the whole time.”

Jungkook laughed a bit, “Human’s can’t see magic unless they look for it. Their minds logic their way out of seeing it, like you guys are trying to do right now.”

Sumi swallowed. He was right… she was trying to figure out how he could have possibly gotten this door in here without them knowing. There was just no way. But was he right that she was just not seeing it because she knew they shouldn’t be a door there? No that… that didn’t make sense. Magic, not in that sense, wasn’t real. There couldn’t be.

Jaeyong shook his head and pressed his palm to his forehead, clearly reeling as much as she was right now. “Can you stop saying ‘human’s’ as if you aren’t one? Or as if that’s even possible?”

Jungkook seemed to want to say something there but he kept his mouth shut. That alone made Sumi wary and a little nervous.

“Jungkook-ah,” Jaeyong said carefully, noticing his silence as well. “Are you human?”

The question seemed silly, absolutely preposterous. Completely out of the realm of possibility that he could be anything but. And yet, his answer had her heart racing.

“Yes?” Came his careful reply.

“That isn’t a question you should answer with another question,” Jaeyong deadpanned.

Jungkook shrugged, “It’s a long story. But, I’ll explain everything when you guys come to terms with this,” he gestured to the door, as if it held all the answers. Sumi supposed it actually might. Jungkook grinned then and put his hand on the doorknob, “Do you guys want to see something amazing?”

It was impossible and crazy to even entertain the thought that magic was real, that this place he was talking about, this Galaxy, existed. It went against everything she had ever known, everything she had ever been taught in school. It couldn’t be possible. It was foolish and stupid to even consider it.

So it was simple.

An easy question.

There really was only one answer.

Sumi smiled excitedly.

Notes:

Okay! So, Taehyung revealed his natural form to Jungkook! The Fae's in this story are very human like to begin with so it's not as big a change as it will be with say, Hoseok and Yoongi. The boys finally talk to the other boys about what happened, though they've purposely kept it vague. Jungkook has got something brewing... and Sumi and Jaeyong are about to go to Galaxy!

I also had some people ask what time zone I'm in, so to help new readers and so you don't have to remember amongst all your other readings I'll start adding it after the next chapter date for you guys. Now I'm kind of curious to know what countries you're all from, if you feel like sharing, feel free to let me know in the comments ^_^ I'm from Canada!

Next Chapter: Sumi and Jaeyong don't handle the Galaxy quite as gracefully as Jungkook did...

Next Update: Monday May 24th (EST)

Thank you all as always, I'm so thrilled that you guys have stuck with me so long. If you're a new reader, I'm excited to have you join along! I sincerely hope you all are taking care of yourselves and that everything is going alright for you in life. I wish you all the best and I will see you soon for more adventure! Borahae!

Chapter 19: Like Magic

Summary:

Sumi and Jaeyong enter the Galaxy.

Notes:

Hi! I'm going to keep the notes pretty short, this week was really busy what with the long weekend and such but works been picking up a bit too. I loved hearing where you guys were all from last chapter! I was so surprised by how wide spread everyone was. I hope everyone has been doing well this week! I hope you enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jaeyong would say he was a realist. If anyone were to ask, not that many did, he would tell them that he liked situations grounded in reality. He liked knowing his facts and not wasting time on imagining scenarios that seemed farfetched or unlikely.

That’s how his life had always been. Real. Real choices with real consequences. If he ever did want an escape from reality, that was what movies and books and the imaginations that others chose to share were for.

So when he stepped through that door that couldn’t possibly be real, and was so prepared to turn to Jungkook and raise a brow and ask what the theatrics were about, all whilst they still stood in the café, he was hit in the face rather quickly with everything except reality.

He distantly heard the door close behind them, but he couldn’t process the sound on top of everything else he was seeing. His first thought was that he’d been drugged. He must have been slipped something. Jaeyong had done his fair share of drugs in the past, but he’d never taken anything that would cause hallucinations this vivid.

His eyes, overwhelmed with the purple galaxy sky and the trees of every species crammed in one place and the planets overhead that he could almost feel the crushing weight of, found Sumi quickly. She was frozen in her spot, looking up at the sky. He quickly put a hand on her shoulder.

Sumi was real. She was real. That thought grounded him enough to drag his gaze over to Jungkook, who was standing to the side watching them carefully. He was smiling softly but there was a timidness mixed in that he didn’t usually see on the boys face. Jungkook was usually youthful and boyish around the café, happy for the most part and while Jaeyong hadn’t known him long enough to see them, he was just now realizing there were many more sides to the kid.

He looked at the sky again. It was beautiful, he couldn’t deny that. Absolutely stunning. A kinetic painting. No matter how long he felt he looked at it, it seemed like he could never quite process it all. Like the sky was so ever-changing that it became a new masterpiece with every blink.

They must have stood there a very long time because Jungkook was the one to break the silence and even though he spoke softly, his voice still made him jump. He could feel Sumi jerk slightly too.

“It’s beautiful isn’t it?” He asked, and Jaeyong looked at him to see him looking up with a fondness in his eyes. It was as if he were looking at someone or something he loved.

“I don’t… how…” Sumi whispered. Jaeyong understood her loss of words. “How is this possible? What, is this place?”

Jungkook looked away from the sky, making the action look easier then Jaeyong was finding it, “The Galaxy. We’re going to stay here for a few minutes so you can adjust. Then we’ll head to the house.”

Jaeyong looked around the clearing, letting go of Sumi’s shoulder to turn and take in the area. Jungkook was calm so he put his trust in him that they were safe here. He looked at the door they’d come through. They were just in the café. How could they suddenly be in… another world? Is that what this was? Where, how could this make any sense? Where was this world in relation to theirs?

“What the fuck.” The words fumbled out of his mouth before he could think to stop them and the rest followed just as quickly. “What the fuck? This isn’t possible. How are you doing this? This is an illusion right? Drugs? Projectors or something?”

He knew all of that was wrong. He knew there was only one answer, but his mind couldn’t wrap around it. All of his senses were telling him this was as real as anything he’d ever known. The warmth of the air, the smell of the grass, the sounds of the forest around them, it was real.

Holy shit.

This was real.

“You’re not, you’re not human? You’re actually not human?” Jaeyong spun around to look at Jungkook with wide eyes not giving him anytime to answer his first questions, regarding him with a newfound point of view. He tried to see past the very human like appearance. Was he an alien? Holy shit they’d been working with an alien.

Jungkook laughed, “I am. I was born human but a lot happened so it’s a little harder to say that now.”

Sumi ran her hands through her hair, taking in the area like Jaeyong was, she let her hands rest on her head, mouth open in awe, “It just, its amazing,” she breathed, “Magic is… real? It’s actually real? Like, wizards and potions?”

Jungkook smiled, “Potions yes, I’m not sure about wizards. More along the lines of mythical creatures.”

Sumi’s eyes snapped to him, wide and stunned, “When Yoongi-ssi said… he’s not actually a…”

“He is,” their coworker confirmed, smiling proudly. “He’s a phoenix.”

“Holy shit.”

“I need to sit down.”

Sumi started lowering herself to the ground and Jungkook hurried over to take her arm and steady her on the way down. Jaeyong followed too and they found themselves sitting facing each other. The grass was real.

He dropped his head in his hands and pressed his palms into his eyes. He opened them. The world was still there. “I’m going insane. You’re telling me, this, magic, phoenix’s are real? They’re actually real? How have people not found out about this? Do people know about this?”

“Not many. Centuries ago magical beings used to live with us on earth, but a war broke out between them and humans. They created this place, an echo realm, to escape and live peacefully.”

“A war? Something like that, there should be record of it shouldn’t there? Some kind of written history?” Sumi frowned.

Jungkook blinked, “I’m not sure, I haven’t thought much about that. Maybe it just got lost? Or purposely hidden? There is a lot we don’t know about history.”

Jaeyong shook his head. At this rate he was going to have an aneurism. He looked back at the door. Getting up again, he hurried over to it, quickly grabbing onto the doorknob and throwing it open. Looking through it, he could only see the other side of the clearing, exactly what you would expect to see. But…

He took one step through the door, forcing himself not to blink.

In an instant, he was back in the café. Like someone had switched a picture in front of him, he was back in the familiar space and he almost fell on his face in shock. Whipping back to the door, he put a hand through the open space. It didn’t disappear or go through any magical energy wall or anything, it was just him waving an arm through a doorway.

Yet when he took a breath and stepped back through, once more the image flipped and he was surrounded by warm air so suddenly it threw off his senses. Sumi and Jungkook were still sitting where he’d left them. Jungkook watched him with amusement, legs stretched out in front of him, rocking his feet back and forth like this was a totally normal day.

Jaeyong closed the door and stepped back away from it, rubbing his face.

“This kind of explains why you never gave us a straight answer on where you lived. I thought that was weird,” Sumi mumbled. Jaeyong was thrown by how calm she was being but the shaking in her hands and her wide eyes were enough tell that she was as shaken as he was.

“Where does that one go?” Jaeyong asked, pointing to the second door, a purple one that seemed to be in much better shape then the one they’d come through.

Jungkook looked at it and smiled. “That’s Euphoria.”

“Euphoria.”

“It’s another world. Let’s get you up to speed with things here first though,” Jungkook stood up and dusted off his pants, offering Sumi a hand.

She took it and stumbled to her feet. Jaeyong’s own knees were feeling pretty weak right now too.

“You guys are looking a little pale, how about we get some tea? Jinnie-hyung says tea fixes everything. Then we can talk more and I’ll answer any questions you have,” Jungkook looked them over sheepishly.

“That could take hours,” Jaeyong grumbled, unable to stop himself from looking at everything as they started following Jungkook towards a path.

The potentially not human chuckled, “At least the Guardian isn’t here, I don’t know if you’re ready to handle flying space whales.”

“I’m going to need you to just… stop talking… for like two minutes, or you’re going to be dragging me the rest of the way.”

“Where are we going Jungkook-ssi?” Sumi asked, sounding almost out of breath. Jaeyong stuck close to her side. She was what was keeping him from thinking he was absolutely insane right now.

Jungkook looked at Jaeyong, blinking in question and he couldn’t help rolling his eyes, “Obviously you can actually talk. Please talk. But there better be answers and not more questions.”

“I ah, can’t promise that, but we’re going to my house. Our house. Me and the guys live there together.”

“Your model friends?” Jaeyong raised a brow.

“They’re not models, but yeah.”

“Are any of them human?”

“Namjoon-hyung used to be.”

Jaeyong held up his hands. “Okay. Let me get this straight. You live in a magical world that no one knows exists and your boyfriend and roommates aren’t human and are supposedly magical beings.”

Jungkook gave him a thumbs up and a grin, “See? You’re getting it. Except-”

“Kookie!”


Sumi jumped at the shout and looked ahead of them towards one of Jungkook’s roommates, Taehyung. Just seeing the semi familiar face came as a welcomed comfort to her rattled mind.

When Jungkook had mentioned magic, she wasn’t thinking an entirely new world. That had been the furthest thing from her thoughts. Had she semi-hoped the door would teleport them somewhere? Of course. But she had been thinking more along the lines of across the city or maybe even to another country.

This was… better. So much better.

She was barely holding in her excitement, trying her hardest not to make a fool of herself by screaming and rattling off a thousand questions especially after the initial shock wore off. She wanted to know everything. How many centuries since the war Jungkook mentioned? How many of the mythical creatures were real? How did the magic work? What species were his other roommates? Why did they look human? Could they change forms?

The questions kept coming but she kept her mouth shut. Jaeyong looked like he’d just been hit by a bus mentally and she didn’t want to add to that stress. Though she might actually explode if she didn’t get answers soon.

It helped that Jungkook was being so relaxed about this. It really reinforced that he was used to this kind of thing. She kept looking towards him for that stability that her mind was so desperately looking for. It was strange to see someone she’d gotten so used to seeing at work in such a foreign environment and looking more comfortable then ever.

Taehyung raced down the path towards them and threw himself at Jungkook, her coworker catching him easily but still stumbling back a few steps. It reminded her of when the guys first came to the café. Did he always hug Jungkook like he hadn’t seen him in weeks? Did time move differently here? What kind of day cycles did they have? She didn’t see a sun in the sky, how did they tell when it was nighttime?

Shaking her head to rid herself of the questions, she looked back at Jungkook and Taehyung, only to squeak and blush fiercely.

Taehyung had unabashedly crashed his lips against Jungkook’s arms hooked over his shoulders. Covering her mouth she watched them pull away a second later and grin at each other.

“You were taking awhile, we got worried,” Taehyung hummed and kept his arms around Jungkook even as the younger set him on his feet. “You guys came!”

Sumi straightened up and quickly dropped her hand, bowing a bit in greeting when Taehyung grinned at them. She couldn’t help looking between them in surprise though. Wasn’t… wasn’t he dating Yoongi?

Seeing their confusion, which a quick glanced told her Jaeyong was frowning at the two, Jungkook cleared his throat awkwardly. “We’re ah, polyamorous,” he explained, looking a little embarrassed but not bothered when Taehyung nuzzled against his cheek.

It took Sumi a moment to understand what that meant, remembering the things she’d learned and researched after Jungkook came out to her. That was when someone was in a relationship with more then one person wasn’t it? Did that mean Yoongi and Taehyung were dating too? Or were they both just dating Jungkook?

Jaeyong seemed to understand easy enough and nodded, “That’s the least surprising thing going on here honestly.”

Sumi nodded quickly.

Jungkook smiled and laughed a bit, crouching down as Taehyung moved around behind him, hopping onto his back so he could carry him. They continued walking up the path as if it were the most natural thing in the world and if Sumi’s mind wasn’t eating itself trying to function right now she would have been completely enamored with the behavior.

“You’re, not human? Actually not human?” Jaeyong asked Taehyung, who rested his cheek on top of Jungkook’s head to look at him. His eyes seemed much more intimidating now that she knew they weren’t the eyes of a human. It was hard to not fall for the appearance though. He regarded Jaeyong for a moment before grinning.

“I’m a Weather Fae,” he said easily.

“Right. Of course. A fae. That’s a real thing,” Jaeyong grumbled, rubbing his forehead.

Taehyung couldn’t seem to be close enough to Jungkook, regardless of the fact that he was being carried on his back. He still pressed closer, still rubbed his cheek against his hair, arms wrapping his shoulders. It was more PDA than Sumi was used to seeing, and judging by the light blush on Jungkook’s face he found it a bit awkward too, likely only because it was in front of them. Yet he only smiled warmly and glanced over his shoulder at the other occasionally.

“Are dragons real too then?” Jaeyong asked, some sarcasm mixed into his voice.

Jungkook opened his mouth to answer but Taehyung beat him to it, “Of course. Hobi is a dragon.”

Jaeyong stared at them and Sumi breathed out an astonished laugh. A dragon. An actual dragon.

“Okay. Alright, from here on out I’m gonna need you to… you… you live, in a mansion. You live in a mansion?!” Jaeyong exclaimed throwing both hands forward.

Sumi looked up the path quickly and gasped at the house before them. Mansion wasn’t a stretch. The house was huge, yet somehow still held the homey feeling of a modest cottage. She looked over the beautiful gardens surrounding it, the porch and the windows, the vines climbing up one side and the crumbling stone chimney. It was… startlingly normal.

Actually, besides the fact that they had come here through a door that should have led nowhere and the sky looked like the most intricately beautiful thing she’d ever seen, everything was quite familiar. She could recognize trees and the house, while not one you’d find in Seoul or likely most of Korea, it wasn’t outside what she’d seen before.

Sighing in awe she felt herself relax slightly. The familiarity was helping her process the things that weren’t so familiar, like the sky and planets above them and the light teal colored tree they had passed earlier. It was like their world (a strange thought that was) but with more… oddities that made it so distinctly different.

Jungkook led them up the front porch, shifting Taehyung on his back so he could open the door. Sumi looked towards Jaeyong before following them inside. He looked back at her and let out a huff that sounded as astounded as Sumi was feeling. She could see him trying to come to grips with all of this, and he clearly knew she was in the same boat.

The slight hesitation caused her mind to drift towards doubt. She looked for any sign of the emotion on Jaeyong but the twitch of his lip upwards and the way his muscles were tensed like he had too much energy, told her he wasn’t regretting his choice. She was proud of herself for not regretting it either.

“Welcome home,” a voice drew their attention back towards the foyer, as beautiful as the room was, it was still within her realm of reality. The moment she walked into the house she felt a different kind of warmth. A home it certainly was.

Seokjin stepped out of a living area off to their right and smiled politely at them. His clothes weren’t like what she was used to, but even they didn’t stand out too much amongst the house. If anything they made him look like he fit perfectly in the space. Comfortable yet presentable.

“Sumi-ssi, Jaeyong-ssi, it’s good to see you both again.”

Sumi swallowed and bowed gently, “Hello. You have a really nice home, it’s beautiful.”

Jungkook chuckled off to the side as he set Taehyung down and the man immediately clamped onto his side. He seemed like an incredibly affectionate person.

“The house is happy to hear you think that,” Seokjin smiled. “Make yourselves at home but please don’t wander on your own and be careful of what you touch.”

The warning seemed odd until Sumi remembered that magic was a thing. Of course they wouldn’t want them touching things that they had no knowledge about.

Magic was a thing.

Did he say the house was happy?

Seokjin stepped to the side, gesturing towards the living, “I’m sure you have questions. Take a seat and I’ll make some tea for everyone.”


Jungkook watched his two coworkers move as if in a trance into the living room and sit carefully on one of the couches. Neither had turned to run for the hills yet so he would take that as a good sign. They did seem to be struggling to come to grips, however.

Jaeyong looked a bit pale, his eyes darting around like he kept expecting something to jump out and attack them. He’d noticed that the older had been keeping Sumi where he could see her as well. When Taehyung had run over to them, Jaeyong had almost grabbed the girl and tugged her behind him until he recognized who Taehyung was.

Sumi was being rather quiet, though she kept opening and closing her mouth as if she had so many things to say that she was struggling to say anything at all.

Jungkook’s stomach was twisting with nerves, still expecting either of them to turn around and walk away, to tell him that this wasn’t what they wanted, that they wanted nothing to do with any of this or with him. It made him feel nauseous to think about and he knew Taehyung could tell he was worried.

The Fae was being clingy, which was nothing knew, but it was a sillier type of clingy then the usual. He knew he was trying to help distract him and reassure him. It was helping a lot.

Just above that nervousness though, was the thick pressure in his chest that felt like it should make it difficult to breath but he was having no such troubles. It simmered and twisted there. It reminded him a bit of the feeling he had when he had the gem in his chest, except it was a fuller feeling, more all encompassing and less focused on a single spot. It’s presence didn’t help his nerves and he had half a mind to talk to Seokjin about it now, but he needed to keep an eye on Jaeyong and Sumi before they got into that.

Seokjin stepped over to them and greeted them each with a gentle kiss, brushing his thumb over Jungkook’s cheek before fixing Taehyung’s messy hair. Jungkook smiled at him, glancing at Sumi and Jaeyong in the living room. They were too distracted by the room to notice the exchange.

“The others are doing their own things around the house, but if you need any of us don’t hesitate to interrupt alright?” Seokjin said to them. He could see the angel was slightly uncomfortable with the two new people in the house and Jungkook figured he’d probably be sticking close by.

Nodding, he took a small breath, “Thanks hyung.”

“Is it okay if I stay with you?” Taehyung tipped his head to rest his chin on his shoulder, looking at him with his wide beautiful eyes.

Jungkook smiled and kissed his nose, “Yeah. I might need your help explaining.”

Looking more then happy with the answer, Taehyung turned to give Seokjin a kiss on the cheek before pulling him off to the living room. Jungkook chuckled, seeing how excited Taehyung seemed to be. He knew the others liked Sumi and Jaeyong well enough, though they were far from trusting them.

Sumi looked away from the painting on the wall of all of them as they took a seat on the couch across from them, “Are we, is, how long have- ugh,” Sumi put her head in her hands and laughed at herself, “I don’t know where to start.”

Jungkook looked at her understandingly, “Let’s just, handle one thing at a time okay?” He absently took Taehyung’s hand in his own, not even realizing he’d done it until he was lacing their fingers together. “You believe me though? That magic and all of this is real?”

Jaeyong choked out a half laugh and rubbed his hands on his pants, “Hard not to when the sky looks like something out of a sci-fi movie.”

He felt Taehyung tilt his head curiously but the other didn’t ask the question he knew he was thinking. He made a mental not to explain sci-fi to him later.

Jaeyong didn’t look comfortable, but he wasn’t freaking out yet, so that was something.

“Why did you, why are telling us about this now?” Sumi frowned. “I mean, why are you showing us this at all? Not that I’m not, I’m happy you did. Just, where does the dangerous part come in here?”

Jaeyong leaned forward with his elbows on his knees.

Jungkook licked his lips and felt Taehyung squeeze his hand, “I told you that not a lot of people know about the Galaxy. Even less people know there’s a way in and out of it. It’s supposed to be completely sealed,” he explained. “The door was attacked not long ago, a human carved a message into it. We think there are magical beings on earth looking to get into Galaxy.”

Jaeyong frowned, “I thought you said magical beings came here to get away from humans.”

“Not all of them made it over, some were trapped in your world.”

Taehyung shifted to look at him, Jungkook turned to look at him too, thinking there was something he wanted to add but found the Fae wearing a strange expression that he couldn’t quite read. He blinked, about to ask, but Jaeyong was speaking again before he could.

“What happens if they get here?”

“War most likely. The people here fear humans, and the magical beings on earth might be holding a grudge for being left behind.”

“They fear us?” Sumi blinked, “Because of the wars?”

Taehyung nodded, “Mostly.”

“None of you seemed very bothered at the café,” Jaeyong pointed out.

“That’s thanks to Jungkookie,” Taehyung grinned, “He taught us a lot about humans and how much they’ve changed.”

Jungkook chuckled a bit, “I’m still learning a lot about how things work here too.”

“How did you even find this place?”

“It’s a long story but, I was in the wrong place at the wrong time and was exposed to magic. The door started following me around and eventually I ended up coming through it to the Galaxy. Tae and Jiminie helped me out and I’ve basically been coming here since.”

Seokjin wandered in with a tray full of teacups, setting the tray on the coffee table and quietly distributing them as to not interrupt the conversation. Sumi said a quiet thank you when he gave her a cup and she cradled it close. “Do you know who is looking for this world?” She asked, tucking the cup under her chin.

Jungkook glanced at Seokjin for a moment before nodding, “Yeah. He’s the boss of the gang I used to run with. I didn’t know he knew anything about magic until recently, actually Nam used to work for them too.”

Jaeyong sat back, leaving his tea cup on the table as he looked carefully at Jungkook, “I thought it might have been something like that,” he said calmly while Sumi looked on in shock. “What were you into?”

“Running. I needed the cash. But I got out of it when I could. You?”

“Car jacking, same reason. Nam took me in and gave me another chance. I figured he had a past in it too, not many people are willing to take in delinquents like us. The meeting you had with him the other day, was that about this? Does he know?”

Jungkook nodded, “I didn’t know he knew about magic until yesterday but he worked in the same gang as me. He told me that the boss wasn’t human and he gave me the choice of quitting and leaving or telling you guys and having a safehouse to protect the door on that side.”

As Jaeyong thought, Jungkook shifted. He still wasn’t sure if he was making the right choice, but it was too late to go back now. He couldn’t just ask them to forget all of this, and while he was sure there might be a spell for that, he wouldn’t ever take their memories unless they asked him to. Even then he’d be hesitant.

“You were in a gang?” Sumi blurted out, staring at him with wide eyes.

Jungkook smiled sheepishly at her and Taehyung snickered next to him, poking his cheek, “He looks too cute right? Don’t let him fool you, his duality is crazy.”

“You’re one to talk…” he grumbled but was ignored as Sumi nodded quickly, almost spilling her tea.

“I’ve seen him get into a battle of politeness with a woman who refused to leave the café until she had the last ‘thank you’.”

“I didn’t do that.”

“It went on for twenty minutes and you only gave up because she threatened to tip you more.”

Taehyung rocked back on the couch and laughed, Seokjin shaking his head fondly and taking a seat on Jungkook’s other side, sticking close like he predicted. He reached over and messed up Jungkook’s hair lightly.

“Jungkookie is too nice for his own good sometimes,” he hummed, smiling at Jungkook’s pout.

He huffed a little but it was impossible to stay even jokingly annoyed when his boyfriends fingers had settled at the nape of his neck and kept ghosting over the skin there.

“Back on topic,” Jungkook insisted, smiling, “I really like working at the café with you guys, and um, I didn’t want to just leave without giving you the chance to decide.”

Jaeyong and Sumi looked at each other briefly before smiling at him and that alone had relief washing through him.

“I’m glad you trust us with this Jungkook-ah,” Jaeyong smirked. “If you had just ran off I would have been insulted.”

Jungkook figured that. Which was part of why he’d made the choice he had. If he had just up and left, it would have hurt both Jaeyong and Sumi. He wasn’t used to having many friends but he wasn’t going to hurt the ones he’d made. It also wouldn’t have guaranteed their safety at all. If they didn’t know what was happening they wouldn’t be able to make educated decisions.

“I do trust you,” he agreed honestly. “And I need your word that this world will stay a secret. For now at least. We don’t know who’s involved or who we can trust entirely. But it would help a lot if we have a place to keep the door so it’s not jumping around all the time and risking getting noticed again.”

“We can do that Jungkook-ssi, of course,” Sumi smiled. “I want to help however I can. Not just with keeping this secret, but anything else you need too. Just let us know and we’ll be there.”

It shouldn’t have hit as hard as it did. Given that Jungkook knew this was how friendships worked. But this was how his friendship was with Jiho before things went south. His mind couldn’t resist reminding him of that and it was a fight to push the thought away. They weren’t him. They wouldn’t do that to him and he wouldn’t let his own mind cloud his judgement on that. He trusted them.

If there was thing he wasn’t afraid of, it was getting hurt. He knew it would be awful, but he’d been through awful before. He knew he could come out okay on the other end, he just might need a little help from his family.

He nodded slowly, sucking in a breath, “Why…? I mean, why are you so willing to help? I haven’t done anything-”

“I’m going to stop you right there,” Sumi surprised him by holding up a hand and putting her cup down. “Jungkook-ssi, you are one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met. You’ve been kind to us since you started at the café, you were patient with me when I was being naïve, you got sick because you ran to get me an umbrella in the rain-”

“That wasn’t-”

The look Sumi gave him had him closing his mouth and blinking. This was the most assertive he’d ever seen Sumi be.

“I like working with you. And Jaeyong-ssi is right, I would have been really upset if you just left without an explanation,” she said smiling kindly.

Jungkook didn’t know what else to say besides, “Thank you. I don’t know if I can thank you enough for trusting me.”

“Thank us by answering the million’s of questions we have,” Jaeyong chuckled.

“That, I can do,” he snickered.

Seokjin stood up and stretched a bit, “I suppose I’ll start dinner while you talk.”

Jungkook looked up when the angel bent down and kissed his forehead gently, doing the same to Taehyung before heading out towards the kitchen.

“Maybe start with a house tour, I’m sure Jiminie would love if you stole him away from his work for awhile,” he called on his way out, unbeknownst to the two surprised guests and a very red Jungkook he’d left behind.

Taehyung looked confused at their expressions, looking at Jungkook for an explanation.

Jaeyong held up a hand slowly, “I have my first question.”

“Oh my god,” Jungkook covered his face with his hands.

“How many of them are you dating?”

Taehyung, beautiful, sweet, unabashed Taehyung, answered for him, even going so far as to wrap his arms around him and put his chin on his shoulder, smirking proudly, “All of us.”

Sumi squeaked and sat up straight, smacking both hands over her mouth.

Jungkook would be okay if the ground swallowed him whole just then.


Ji-hun pulled the key out of the ignition and sat back in the drivers seat of his car.

It had been almost three days and he’d heard nothing from Jungkook after he’d returned his call about the hospital and their grandparents. Jungkook hadn’t told him a single thing on that phone call, despite clearly having been clued into something when he’d told him about Nam Kyung-soo having visited him. All he’d gotten was a quick dismissive thanks and silence for days.

He couldn’t find it in himself to be too angry, but he was frustrated. He didn’t know what to expect after meeting up with his brother again after so long. Maybe something more heartfelt, maybe to be welcomed back with open arms, maybe for his little brother to rely on him like he once used too.

It was stupid to think that way and he knew it. That was a fantasy at best. Even if Jungkook hadn’t ‘died’, their relationship needed mending that would take possibly years. He was being impatient.

And yet, three days and he couldn’t stop thinking about his brother. He’d thought that maybe this was a way to show Jungkook that he was here for him now, to show him that he was willing to help him. He was someone Jungkook could come to for help.

One favour wasn’t going to prove that. Yet, Jungkook didn’t contact him again so he didn’t know what else to do. He felt… replaced.

That anger he’d felt towards Jungkook’s boyfriends was still there. It had turned into a strange jealousy over the closeness they clearly had with his brother. It just drove it home that Jungkook really didn’t need him anymore.

And whose fault was that but his own? He had run away.

The smile Jungkook wore when he’d first seen him walking into the café with those men haunted him as much as the look in his eyes did when he had his hand around his throat.

Jungkook might never be his brother again, but he would do what he could to repair the damage he’d done over the years. If helping Jungkook figure out what was up with their grandparents was the place to start then he was determined to get to the bottom of it.

Sighing, he got out of the car and headed to the front door. He could try calling Jungkook again later that night.

The front door opened before he could put his hand on the handle, causing him to jump slightly before his eyes snapped up to look at the familiar face that had opened it.

Ji-hun felt his heart drop into his feet.

“Excuse me,” the man stepped out onto the front step around him and bowed his head, not breaking eye contact for a moment as he smirked and walked past him. Ji-hun watched him, skin suddenly feeling cold as a chill ripped up his spine.

“What are you doing here.”

The man, the same one he’d run into at the hospital, the one who had been asking about Jungkook’s records, stopped and turned to him, “I told you to stay out of it kid.” His tone was anything but caring, if anything it was a little smug. “Different social circles huh?” He chuckled.

Ji-hun’s mouth felt dry. Had this man looked into him? Or had he just been following up on the family as a lead on Jungkook?

He could only watch as the man, Kwan Chungho, lifted a hand as a mocking wave and headed down the driveway. With each step he took, Ji-hun’s heart pounded faster and before the man was even out of sight, he spun around and bolted inside.

Ji-hun was just opening his mouth to call out for his mother when he very nearly ran into her in as she was just stepping into the entryway. She startled, putting a hand over her heart as Ji-hun grabbed her by the arms.

“Mom, what did that man want? Why was he here?”

“Ji-hun-ah, don’t scare me like that,” she chastised weakly. She rarely spoke with much conviction or emotion in her voice these days. He took in the way she kept her head down, the way her lips were pressed tight and how it looked as if she’d been crying, cheeks blotchy and eyes red.

“What did he say to you?” Ji-hun ducked down to try and meet her eyes but she was stubborn and kept them on the floor.

“He was a friend of, of Jungkook’s. He just wanted to give his condolences.”

He ignored the way she struggled to say Jungkook’s name in favour of pressing for more information, “Is that all? He didn’t ask questions?”

“He just asked how it, how he,” his mother closed her eyes and shook her head softly, unable to say the words. “I’m going to make some soup. Would you like some?”

Ji-hun recognized the robotic drop of her tone immediately and he knew she’d shut the thoughts out. His mother couldn’t reflect on Jungkook very often. She’d much rather pretend she had never had a second son.

“No. Thanks.”

He watched her disappear into the kitchen, running a hand through his hair.

Kwan had likely been still looking into Jungkook, so of course he would have come to the house at some point. He cursed himself for his awful timing though. He hoped that the fact Ji-hun had lied to the man about being Jungkook’s college friend wouldn’t spark any suspicions in him to dig further. Though, he supposed he still wouldn’t find much of anything.

It was still worth warning Jungkook about though. In their last call, Jungkook had said he didn’t know anyone by that name so that just made it more suspicious that he was looking for him. Had he been hired by someone? Or had Jungkook lied to him about knowing the man?

Pulling out his phone, he called Jungkook and forced himself not to sigh at having to leave another message. He kept it vague, very aware of his mother shuffling about the kitchen.


“It’s too normal.”

Sumi squinted at Yoongi, who was probably pretty fed up with her staring given the way he tapped his finger against the page of the book he was trying to read.

Sighing like it was a chore to respond to her, Yoongi asked, “What is?”

She gestured out widely with her arms at the yard behind the house. It was full of beautiful gardens and there was a greenhouse a bit further in the back, and from Jungkook’s tour she knew the training area lay next to it just out of sight. “This! All of this! The sky is the only supernatural thing about this place!”

Jungkook and Jaeyong were not far from where they sat, Jungkook trying to explain something to Jaeyong that she couldn’t hear. Her head was quite seriously hurting from the amount of information she’d been given the last hour or so.

Jungkook had taken them around the house and showed off the rooms like it was any other home. Like they were just visiting a neighbors place or something. Like they weren’t in an entirely different world.

It was mind boggling how seemingly normal the house and rooms were. She wasn’t sure what she had expected but it certainly wasn’t such normal household things. They even had a coffee maker here. Jungkook had mentioned a magic shop, but Taehyung and Jimin, who had tagged along, had refused to show it to them.

Something about the shop still recovering from last time. Whatever that meant. It had made Jungkook laugh though.

Jungkook had explained how the magic worked, about the different branches and energies and he’d told them about the other guys’ different species. That was a hard thing to wrap her mind around too, that she was currently talking to a phoenix. She’d served a phoenix coffee.

“Is it not magical enough for you?” Yoongi scoffed slightly.

Pouting she looked over to Jimin and Taehyung who had come outside with them too as they all waited for dinner. They were picking an arrangement of flowers to put on the table. She hadn’t seen Jungkook’s other two roommates, or, boyfriends, at all, even during their tour. She wondered if they were out.

“I don’t know, I thought if you had magic you’d use it all the time.”

“We do,” Yoongi gave up on trying to read and closed the book, looking at her with a raised brow.  

“How?” Sumi asked, frowning a bit. She couldn’t think of anything that she’d seen today besides the lights in the rooms that looked like it was magic.

Sighing once again, Yoongi looked over at Jimin and Taehyung, both crouched amongst the gardens and occasionally talking to each other, laughing and carrying on. “Every time they pick a flower they use a regenerative spell. It gives the roots enough energy to grow again so they aren’t killing the plant. The house and all of us have protective spells that keep us from getting hurt. There are fire spells on most of the furniture because some people are paranoid. Shall I go on?”

Yoongi clearly didn’t expect Sumi to nod, eyes wide with interest. Giving her a flat look, he looked around the yard. “Hobi knows what the plants need and gets Tae’s help to make it rain when they tell him they need some water.”

“He can talk to plants?”

“It’s not really talking. It’s more feeling. It’s understanding energy.”

“Jungkook-ssi was talking about that before. Everything has energy right?”

Yoongi nodded, “We can naturally control our energy, so if I wanted to get Jiminie’s attention all I’d have to do is,” he paused.

Sumi blinked, waiting for something to happen as she looked from Yoongi over to Jimin. To her surprise though, she watched as Jimin looked up from what he was doing and grinned in their direction. He blew Yoongi a kiss before waving at Sumi.

She waved back gently and quickly looked at Yoongi, “How did you do that?”

“Just because you can’t see some magic, doesn’t mean it’s not there.”

Jungkook and Jaeyong wandered over to them, finishing up their conversation. “Dude, so you’re married.”

“It’s not marriage, it’s like a promise ring,” Jungkook insisted, cheeks a bit red. “Yoongi-hyung, help me explain Sets.”

Yoongi chuckled from next to her and leaned back on his hands, “He’s ours.”

Sumi bit her lip to keep from squealing at the bold statement and at how flustered Jungkook got from it.

Jaeyong laughed, “Sounds like marriage to me.”

“That’s a vague way to explain it.”

“Accurate though.”

“Hyung,” Jungkook whined.

“Are you disagreeing?”

“Of course not,” his whine turned to a grumble, “What were you guys talking about?”

“Sumi-yah thinks the Galaxy is boring.”

Sumi straightened up, “I didn’t say that!”

Jungkook blinked and looked at her making her shift a little, “How come?”

“I didn’t say it was boring, it’s incredible,” she reiterated just to make sure he knew she wasn’t insulting his home. “I just thought there would be more, magical things.”

Laughing, Jungkook grinned at her. “Trust me, take it slow. You’ll see a bunch of cool things. Especially around these guys.”

“Speaking of magical things,” Yoongi suddenly said, standing up and looking around the sky. Sumi stood up as well, frowning when she noticed Jimin and Taehyung hurrying back over to them, looking a little giddy.

Jungkook seemed to know what was going on as he looked around too, “The Guardian? Is it here?”

Jaeyong looked between all of them, “What’s the Guardian?”

“It’s, well, the Guardian, it protects this world,” Jungkook gave a quick explanation, eyes searching the sky.

Sumi opened her mouth to ask for a little more elaboration when a shadow drifted over them, making her gasp in surprise and jump closer to Yoongi. Looking upwards her eyes locked on a large whale. A whale that echoed the colours of the sky. The same sky it flew threw.

Her jaw dropped.

Oh. Yeah that was certainly magical alright.

Notes:

I know, I'm sorry its short. I wanted to fit their whole reaction into one chapter but they've got a lot to catch up on so they'll be catching up as we go. But to recap: Sumi and Jaeyong don't regret their choice to help, Jungkook still has a strange feeling, and that gang member is getting rather nosy.

Next Update: Monday, 31st EST

Next Chapter: A lot happens. Jungkook and Namjoon meet with his brother to talk, meanwhile, Hoseok and Jimin realize the downsides to the doors new stationary location. (AKA The boys get lost in the city.)

Lots of fun next time! Thank you all again! Stream Butter because its absolute fire and I hope you all are staying healthy, happy and safe. The world is a tough place these days so look out for yourselves and drink water! Borahae everyone, thank you so much and expect a nice long chapter next time!

Chapter 20: The Eighth Member

Summary:

Hoseok and Jimin go out for ice cream but find something more interesting, Namjoon and Jungkook go to meet with Ji-hun but find they may be pressed for time.

Notes:

WOW! Okay! Did I ever have an awesome week! This intro note is going to be a bit long because I have a few people to thank and mention. First off, my friend called me the other day asking what my fanfic user name was, only to promptly scream my ear off about running across my story in a tik tok. Which got me screaming too and it was a whole mess. I know it might not seem like a big deal but to me it has honestly given me the boost I've been needing to find my flow again. It's one thing to see the numbers of hits or kudos on a screen but to see the face of someone who's read and enjoyed my story is something else entirely. It made me just... so happy.

So I wanted to thank Jas 💎 (@jadedcosmos) for recommending my story, you really didn't have too but it seriously made my year. If you guys are looking for any fic recommendations check out Jas💎's tik tok, they've been doing a lot of poly fic recommendations recently (A lot of which I've bookmarked to read now because they sound awesome), but they also do amazing dance covers and really cool transitions. And just, their style, absolutely on point. Again, if you're reading this, thank you, sincerely.

Also! I heard it was someone's birthday today! Happy birthday to I_Purple_Yall! I hope you have an incredible day and I'm dedicating this chapter to you as your birthday gift (so I really hope you enjoy...).

And last but certainly not least, Chimout asked if I could do a scene of the boys trying to figure out how to cross the street, so I've included that here and hopefully it lives up to expectations. Thanks for the request! (I'm also starting to watch Legend of the Blue Sea now, and oh boy is it good so thanks for mentioning that too!)

Enough of me jabbering, I hope you enjoy this long chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jaeyong grabbed Sumi’s arm and pulled her behind him away from Yoongi, not once taking his eyes off the giant creature in front of them.

That was a whale. An actual, flying whale.

The creature turned its massive body as if gravity didn’t exist to it, moving so gracefully that it barely made a sound.

“Guardian!” Jungkook exclaimed excitedly next to them, startling them enough that they looked over at him, only to snap their attention back to the whale as it lowered to the ground before them.

Taehyung, Jimin and Yoongi, who had stood up upon the whale’s arrival, all took a knee and pressed a hand to their chest. Jaeyong couldn’t remember if he even had knees, let alone think about bending them.

Jungkook cursed to himself and quickly followed the action, Jimin snickering and Yoongi shooting him an amused look as they all stood up again.

“Hello precious ones,” a deep voice spoke and somehow Jaeyong didn’t hear it with his ears, rather it reverberated through his mind, instantly calming and but no less startling. “I see you have guests.”

Jungkook grabbed Jaeyong’s hand, and he suddenly felt like a scared kid at the petting zoo, being dragged closer to the massive animal. “H-Hang-” he started to say but the words died when he came face to face with the creature.

God it was massive.

Jungkook let his hand go and ran up to it, smacking against it in an attempt to hug it. Jaeyong watched it’s eyes drift closed, pushing ever so slightly into Jungkook. “Hello little one.”

Jungkook smiled widely and pulled away. “We’ll let you talk. Thank you for coming.”

Jaeyong only registered his words when he turned to grin at him and Sumi, “Come inside when your done, dinner will be ready by then.”

With that, the three filed inside, leaving them standing dumbly in front of the intimidating magical whale.

Sumi squeaked behind him and he thought it might have been an attempt at speaking.

“You can relax,” the whale said in their minds, deep voice like the embodiment of comfort. “No harm will come to you here.”

Sumi, very carefully stepped out from around him, still clutching his arm tightly. “You’re…” She trailed off, words lost in awe.

Humming lowly, the Guardian rolled its giant fins, “Thank you, small human.” It said as if it had understood what she’d meant to say. “I came to welcome you to the Galaxy. I’m sure the little one has explained some.”

“Not enough,” Jaeyong mumbled, before cringing. Instead of upsetting the whale, it only chuckled.

“You have much to catch up on, take your time adjusting.”

“How are- what are you?” Sumi whispered.

“I am the Guardian. I protect this world and the souls that reside in it. You, are the first humans to set foot here since the little one discovered us.”

Jaeyong frowned a bit, “Jungkook-ah? He was really the first human to come here?”

“Humans are not viewed in a pleasant light in the Galaxy. This world was created to protect magic kinds from them. With that in mind, I urge you to stay within the property of the precious ones while here.”

Jaeyong looked at Sumi and she met his eyes for a moment before they both nodded. Jaeyong had dealt with racist people before, but not in terms of species. He wasn’t about to rush out and cause trouble when he had no clue what was even going on.

“Can we, can we come back? After today?” Sumi asked hesitantly, “Um, if it’s okay with you Guardian-ssi?”

It’s large fin bobbed in the air, “Just Guardian is fine small human,” it assured. “You both have very kind souls, I will not disturb you during your time here, so long as you do not pose a threat to this world. Whether you may come back will be determined by the precious ones. However, they have put much trust in you already, I don’t see them turning you away now.”

Jaeyong shifted, mind racing with the thought of coming back here. This was Jungkook’s home, he didn’t want to impose, but he also really would love to spend more time in this crazy fantastic world. “We trust him too.”

The Guardian hummed, “Do not take their trust lightly. The little one has had that trust broken before and it cost him everything.”

Jaeyong suddenly thought about the coma Jungkook had mentioned, remembering the way the others would watch him like hawks, or how they had so quickly pulled him away from danger when the customer had started being an ass. Had it really been a coma? Or was there something more going on there?

“We won’t break his trust. He’s our friend.”

The conviction in his voice surprised even himself.

But it was true. Somehow Jungkook had wormed his way into his heart and now he’d go to ridiculous lengths for the brat. Shit, when had that even happened? Shaking his head he sighed in defeat.

“Good,” the Guardian said sounding amused but pleased. “They will need you sooner then you think. Dinner is ready now, for tonight, enjoy your time. It was truly a pleasure meeting you both.”

Sumi bowed and Jaeyong followed not a second after, the Guardian’s presence so calming that Jaeyong didn’t even linger on the slightly foreboding words, turning to head back to the house.

When Sumi didn’t immediately follow, he turned back, pausing before saying anything as he watched her stare at the Guardian as if she were listening to it. After a moment she frowned in confusion before nodding and bowing again. “It was amazing meeting you Guardian.”

With the flick of its large tail, it swam over their heads and despite clearly being no where close to touching them, Jaeyong still felt the urge to duck. He looked at Sumi curiously after they watched the Guardian swim off over the treetops.

“What did it say to you?”

She looked at him and shrugged a little, “It just said I should come back with the others tomorrow. You couldn’t hear it?”

“No,” he shook his head. Speaking to the whale had been strange. It felt as if they were speaking to the president yet at the same time also speaking to a family member. Someone equal to them yet so intimidatingly more powerful and possibly centuries wiser. It was likely why he didn’t feel too upset that it had asked Sumi to return so soon and not him.

Though, he was definitely coming back as soon as he could.


Dinner had been a lively event.

Jaeyong was pretty sure that some of them spent more time out of their chairs then in them. The conversation swayed from one person to the next only giving each person enough time to take a few bites before they were talking again or adding to a story or making a point. It was a wonder they had eaten anything at all.

Yet somehow the delicious (seriously incredible food) was finished in a timely manner and not a thing was wasted.

Four arguments, three acted out past situations, and six times someone got up to kiss someone else on the head or cheek just because they could.

Speaking to a flying whale had been less jarring than the meal that had just occurred.

Jaeyong felt a buzz running through him, one he hadn’t felt in a long time. Except this wasn’t from drugs or alcohol, it was unadulterated, innocent happiness. His cheeks hurt from grinning and his stomach hurt from laughing, especially from when Hoseok had accidently smacked Seokjin in the face when he got too into the story he was telling and the other very nearly stabbed himself in the eye with his fork. Hoseok didn’t even notice, which had Jaeyong busting a gut and Sumi spraying her drink out of her mouth and promptly soaking Taehyung.

Even now, as Jaeyong helped clean up by bringing dishes to the kitchen, he couldn’t help chuckling.

He’d never been in a home that felt so alive. It was comfortable despite it being their first time here and they didn’t once exclude them from the conversation, listening intently to their own stories.

Seokjin looked over and smiled as he walked in, nodding towards the counter for him to set the dishes down with the others. He was tidying up the other spaces, putting away ingredients and Jaeyong leaned to try and see some of them.

“Is every night like this?”

Seokjin hummed a laugh and closed a cupboard above the stove as he wiped it down with a cloth, “Not every night. It’s been awhile since its been this rowdy, but we don’t get guests very often.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever had a meal like that before,” he added the plates he was carrying to the stack and leaned back against the edge of the counter. He’d lived alone for as long as he legally could. Before that he’d lived with his grandparents while his mother was in the hospital. The dinners they had together were pleasant in their own ways, and certainly good memories for him, but this was another type of wonderful.

“The food or the theatrics?” Seokjin said in amusement as he rested back against the stove, mirroring his stance.

Jaeyong chuckled, “Both. I’m willing to rethink giving you some of my recipes if you’re willing to trade.”

“I can’t promise you’ll be able to find all of the ingredients in your world.”

“I’m sure there are substitutes. Jungkook-ah said the door would be staying in the café, feel free to stop by and use the kitchen during working hours. Hell, after closing too so long as you keep it clean.”

Seokjin looked a little surprised by the offer but he nodded, “I would love that. Kookie said you’ve taken him on as a taste tester.”

“Yeah, he’s honest about my food so I trust his word,” Jaeyong heard some of the other guys laughing in the other room and found himself smiling at the sound. He could see why Jungkook loved it here so much, why he was so relaxed the moment he stepped through the door.

It was strange too, seeing them interact so openly. He knew only a little about poly relationships, and he’d heard a lot of times where they didn’t work out, but even searching the others while two of them were interacting, he found not even a hint of jealousy. They all fit together in their dynamics. So much so it felt natural to the point of being confusing.

He’d also expected the open affection to bother him, but it didn’t. They clung to each other a lot, but never so much so that it made him feel uncomfortable or that he was intruding on a moment.

Seokjin’s smile turned soft and fond just at the mention of Jungkook, “He’s eating well at work then?”

The question seemed a little odd to him, almost like a concerned mother asking about her kid, “As far as I’ve seen. Do you cook his lunches?”

The man, angel, he had to remind himself, nodded but didn’t say more. He looked content with his answer.

He was handsome, Jaeyong wouldn’t hesitate to say that, and it might be one of the only things leading him to believe that Seokjin was an actual Angel. That and his silvery eyes, which, now knowing they weren’t contacts, was a little disconcerting.

For a moment they just listened to the others move about the house before Jaeyong worked up the nerve to ask what he’d been meaning too since Jungkook told him there was a real Angel in the house.

“Can you…” he hesitated, Seokjin’s eyes on him making it hard to get the words out. He wasn’t often intimidated by people but this man was intimidating. It seemed like he already knew what he was going to ask. “You’re an Angel right?”

Seokjin tilted his head slightly and nodded once, “I am.”

“Can you, do you, help people move on? When they kick it?”

“Assuming that means when they die?” He shook his head gently, seeming to understand the heaviness of the question. “Angels are warriors. Jungkookie told me there are a lot of beliefs that my kind are messengers of God. But I’m afraid that’s a misconception. We are born just as any other species.”

Jaeyong frowned, “So what sets you apart from humans?”

If Seokjin found any offense in the question, he didn’t show it, “Besides the wings and abilities? Angels are monsters,” he looked towards the kitchen door with a heaviness in his eyes that Jaeyong couldn’t hope to comprehend the weight of. “Magical creatures may fear humans, but they fear us more.”

Jaeyong felt like he was treading dangerous waters and decided to pull the conversation back slightly, “Then, no leading people to heaven or anything?”

Seokjin tore his eyes away from the door and blinked away whatever thoughts he’d been getting lost in, “No, I’m sorry. I assume you’re asking because there’s someone you’ve lost?”

His voice was gentle and Jaeyong, used to a much tougher, harsher crowd of people, awkwardly shifted and cleared his throat, “Yeah. My mom. She ah, had cancer. Thought I’d try and see if I could let her know I’m doing alright.”

Seokjin stepped over to the sink near him calmly, turning the tap on to fill it, “She knows.”

Jaeyong’s brow furrowed in confusion, “How do you know?”

“Souls have more perfect memories then our minds ever could. When a body dies, the soul is left to drift, roaming amongst the energy of worlds until it finds an energy that compliments it. Then it is reborn as a new life.”

“Like reincarnation?”

“Similar yes, but not confined to a single world. There are thousands out there, worlds for every star and lives for every world. These concepts of Heaven and Hell that humans have created could very well exist as worlds with positive and negative energies. But they may not be all that different from Galaxy or Earth or Euphoria in their basic structure.”

Jaeyong looked at the ceiling because it was easier to pretend gravity was the reason for the pressure behind his eyes, “My mom could be out there somewhere then? Living a new life?”

“She is. Her mind may not remember you, but her soul will. It comes in the form of loving a particular smell, or feeling calm hearing rain. Habits we can’t entirely explain but we do because they make us feel something deeper. Souls tend to have a habit of crossing with ones they remember again. Maybe not for a very very long time, and maybe not in this life, but you might cross her path in another.”

He believed that was true. Seokjin said it with so much assurance that he couldn’t do anything expect believe him. Time healed the hurt of loss, slowly, it did. Sometimes though, it came back like it had happened just the day before. It felt fresh now, but it wasn’t the mourning agony he’d felt when he’d lost her, the realization that he’d never see her beautiful smile or hear her laugh again.

It was a hopeful feeling now.

Scoffing and turning his face away to discretely swipe away the treacherous tear that escaped, Jaeyong stood up straight and turned to help Seokjin with the dishes, “Yeah well, hopefully I’m smarter in my next life, cause she would kick my ass for the stupid stuff I’ve done.”

Seokjin only smiled and said nothing about the way his voice broke on his words.

Jaeyong was grateful for that.


 Jimin rested his chin on his hand, looking at Jungkook across the table where he sat tapping away on his phone. He pursed his lips slightly, nose scrunching in a way that made Jimin bite his lip to keep from grinning at the cuteness. He was pretty sure Jungkook didn’t know he did it, but he always made the same cute face when he was frustrated with something.

“Anything from Ilseong or Nara, JK?” Hoseok smirked a bit and snickered at the look Jungkook gave him.

“I know we agreed to use our cover names in the human world now, Hope,” he shot back pointedly, squirming away from the finger Hoseok jabbed in his side in retaliation, “But you don’t have to go out of your way to use it. It’s just a precaution.”

“I think you just prefer us calling you Kookie,” Namjoon hummed in amusement, sitting next to Jimin with his arm over the seat behind him.

The café wasn’t very busy, which was pretty usual but Jimin liked it like this. It was relaxing. It helped that Sumi and Jaeyong knew about them now too, and didn’t seem to mind. Though he kept catching Sumi shooting curious glances their way. He could live with that if it meant they wouldn’t up and abandon Jungkook. That was his main concern.

Jimin had half expected them to freak out and regret their decision when they had come through the door that morning, scaring Sumi with their sudden appearance, but she had only laughed it off, looking at the door with the same wonder and awe as it closed behind them.

“Of course I do. It’s a cute name,” Jungkook shifted shyly and turned his attention back to his phone. “It’s mostly just stuff from my brother.”

“What’s he calling so much about?” Jimin blinked. “Did something happen?”

“I’m going to give him a call back,” Jungkook made a move to get out of the booth but Hoseok didn’t move, just grinning at him and leaning back. Huffing a little, Jungkook climbed over him, pausing halfway to steal a quick kiss from him before heading just outside the café door.

Hoseok laughed and leaned forward to rest his elbows on the table. For a moment they just watched Jungkook out the window as he spoke on the phone.

“He’s been off lately.”

Jimin sighed, “You’ve noticed it too then?”

Hoseok nodded, turning to look at his lovers, “He was quieter then usual at dinner last night.”

“Maybe he’s just stressed? There’s been a lot going on. Even Seokjin has been looking pretty tense lately,” Namjoon taps his fingers on the table.

“How are you feeling Joonie? Sometimes I think Yoongi is more open about his feelings then you are,” Jimin teased but the sincerity was there. He knew finding out that the man that had caused them so much pain in the past was looking for Galaxy must have been hard to come to terms with. Namjoon was smart when it came to literally everything, but he often forgot to lean on them. If he saw them struggling he would push his own troubles aside to help them.

Namjoon’s hand found his far shoulder and pulled him close to his side. Jimin sighed contently as the warmth of his body enveloped him. Namjoon always made him feel so small and cozy in his arms. “I’m alright. Yoongi, Seokjin and I talked about it a bit. If we have to face him again… I can’t say Yoongi and I will be much help. We should focus on Kookie first though. There’s still a lot we don’t know about his connection with Euphoria.”

“You don’t think it could be something wrong with Euphoria? He did say he could feel what it does to some level,” Hoseok wondered.

Jimin hummed, “Tae said Euphoria seemed fine when they were there.”

“I can’t believe he showed him his natural form,” Hoseok smiled fondly, looking out the window as Jungkook paced lazily while listening to something his brother was saying. “Well, I can actually. I’ve been thinking about it a lot recently.”

“Tae said he didn’t seem scared or turned away at all by it,” Jimin scrunched his nose at the very thought of that. Every creature was beautiful in its own way. To even think of judging a person based on their physical features like that, it made him sick. But… he also knew that humans had trouble accepting what was different. It was the reason Jungkook was so scared to tell Sumi and Jaeyong his sexuality, and why his parents had been such horrible people to him in the past.

The more they had seen of that side of humans, the more worried they had gotten about showing Jungkook their natural forms. Of course, they knew he would be shocked, shock they could handle, but they weren’t sure if they could handle Jungkook looking at them with any kind of disgust or horror. That would break them. Especially over something they had always been fiercely proud of.

Jimin wasn’t used to feeling self-conscious. It was a new, very unwelcomed feeling. The thought of Jungkook accepting Taehyung so easily, dulled the worries. Taehyung had told him, while they had curled up in his bed, about how gentle Jungkook was with him. He told him about how he held him, how he looked at him like he was the most incredible thing he’d ever seen, how he had touched his wings.

That one had Jimin stunned. You didn’t touch another Fae’s wings. Not unless you were Set or the Fae trusted you to an unmeasurable extent. The fact that Taehyung let him, was a huge step. The fact Jungkook was so careful, careful enough to even have Taehyung falling asleep in that form was incredible and it made Jimin fall so much more in love with the boy. Jimin had had to work for years to reach that level of trust with his fellow Fae.

Looking back out at Jungkook, the boys nose scrunched up in that cute frustrated look again, Jimin felt warmth bloom in his chest and he snuggled closer to Namjoon to mix the two pleasant feelings.

Jungkook was an enigma. Jimin might never understand how he could so easily gain others trust and hold that trust like it was the most precious thing he owned. He would never understand how Jungkook didn’t see how amazing it was that he was still such a kind person.

“Oh, there was something else I wanted to bring up too,” Hoseok perked up, taking on an air of hesitation and shyness but also excitement. “Yoongi and I were talking and we’ve both kind of been thinking in terms of the future lately and um, we wanted to ask everyone how they felt about ah, about kids?”

Jimin immediately sat up, “Kids? Like having our own?”

Hoseok smiled at his obvious interest and nodded, “I mean, if its what we all want, then we could look into it right? Raising some kids?”

“It’s not very common for Sets as big as ours to have kids,” Jimin mused, “Not unless they designate a specific few to be primary parents.”

Hoseok shook his head, “I know, but I think we could do it. All of us equally parenting.”

Jimin smiled brightly. Jungkook’s mention of having kids with them had stuck with Jimin for awhile and the more he thought about it, the more he wanted that. Maybe not right now, of course not, given everything they still had to deal with, but after. When they were all okay and living peacefully again. They’d have to check to make sure it was actually something Jungkook wanted and wasn’t just sick ramblings.

Speaking of that though, Jimin turned to Namjoon, who had been very quiet and was surprised to find a tense expression on his face, lips turned down firmly.

“Joonie?”

Namjoon worked his jaw for a moment, as if forcing himself to relax it, “I think now’s not really the time to be talking about that.”

Jimin felt his heart sink and his shoulders slump a bit but as much as he was disappointed, he was more concerned. Hoseok frowned and reached over to take his hand.

“I thought you’d be really for it, you always look so happy when the village kids are around, and you’re really good with them,” Hoseok said softly, searching his expression carefully.

Namjoon shook his head lightly, “I’m not saying no. But let’s, let’s talk more about it when everything’s calmed down okay?”

Jimin watched him give Hoseok’s hand an apologetic squeeze, to which he smiled understandingly but the slight disappointment was still there.

Jimin, trying to change the subject a bit, spoke up, “You’re right. There’s tons of time to talk about it later.”

Hoseok sat back a bit with a pinched expression, “Well, Not tons. Jungkookie is going to grow up quickly remember?”

Namjoon and Jimin didn’t have time to let that sad thought settle before hearing a quiet gasp from next to them. They all looked over at Jungkook who was clearly just on his way back to the table, having stopped mid step with wide eyes.

Panic shot through Jimin, thinking the other had taken the dragons words wrong. Standing, he moved to Jungkook quickly, “Love, he didn’t mean that as a bad thing, he just-”

“We were talking about our future and I, well its true, but I meant it as like, we should cherish the time we have,” Hoseok rushed to explain.

“I’m such an idiot.”

Jungkook lifted a hand to his forehead and closed his eyes, sighing like he’d just come to a realization. Whatever that realization might have been terrified Jimin and he quickly shook his head about to tell him that he didn’t have to worry about that, that any moment they got to spend together was precious and they would still love him as an old man, no matter how old he got.

Jungkook stopped him before any of the words could rush out, surprising him into silence with a laugh and a grin. Blinking dumbly at his boyfriend, he let himself be led back to the table, Jungkook’s hand warm in his. So much wonderful warmth today

“I know what you meant Hobi-hyung, don’t worry. With everything going on and Jiho and the gang and Euphoria, I forgot to tell you guys.”

Jimin saw his own curiosity and confusion mirrored in Namjoon and Hoseok as they all traded nervous looks. They didn’t often get good news but from the way Jungkook was grinning ear to ear, he couldn’t imagine this news being bad.

“Forgot to tell us what?” Namjoon asked slowly.

Jungkook licked his lips (curse his habit) and squeezed Jimin’s hand, “I would wait until we’re all together but I might forget again. The Guardian explained a bit more about my soul and Euphoria. And, well, it essentially said that we can’t survive without each now. Euphoria and I need each other.”

Namjoon seemed to be the first to understand, his eyes widening and sitting back in his seat, running a hand through his hair in disbelief, “Then…”

“Then? Then what? What am I not getting?” Hoseok looked between them quickly.

Jimin waited, holding his breath as the next words left Jungkook’s mouth.

“As long as I don’t do something dumb again, I’ll live as long as Euphoria does.”

The air rushed out Jimin’s lungs and he stared in wonder at the boy in front of him. Now, no longer faced with the constant reminder that their time was limited, that Jungkook would leave them again like he had before, he saw a life flash in his mind. A life with the seven of them, kids, maybe a bunch of kids, walks in Euphoria, exciting dinners and nights of love and cherishing each other and knowing that tomorrow would come and be just as wonderful.

He felt like the countdown had stopped.

Hoseok reacted first, slamming into Jungkook and lifting him around the waist, ignoring all the curious looks they were getting. Jungkook yelped and laughed and it was the most beautiful sound he’d ever heard. And he’d keep getting to hear it. He didn’t want to ever lose that sound again.

Jimin fought down his tears, settling for releasing the torrent of emotions in his chest through laughter and a squealing that had a few people jumping.

They found themselves in a group hug that was only interrupted when Sumi came over and jokingly told them they were blocking the exit. They made Jungkook promise to tell the others that night, and they promised themselves that they would spend tonight spoiling the hell out of Jungkook.

Namjoon, Jimin noticed, was still very quiet despite being clearly happy that Jungkook seemed happy. This time though, he could make a guess as to why.

“My brother and I are meeting up today, he’s got something he wants to tell me but doesn’t want to do it over the phone. Hyung, do you mind coming with me?” Jungkook asked once they had settled back in their seats and calmed down.

Namjoon tilted his head, “I don’t think your brother likes me very much Kookie, I don’t think he’ll want me coming along.”

“I feel more comfortable around him when you’re there,” Jungkook admitted. “I think I would start another fight if you weren’t.”

“You’re going to have to talk to him alone eventually though love,” Jimin reached over and brushed his bangs back, tucking some hair behind his ear. Jungkook leaned into his hand, making him smile.

“I know,” their youngest sighed, “Next time?” He looked at Namjoon with those puppy eyes that immediately had them all nodding in agreement, despite Namjoon being the one in question. Grinning, Jungkook stood back up and stretched, “Let’s go then, he wants to meet on the other side of town so we’ll have to take the bus.”

Namjoon perked up at that, “Bus?”

Jimin pouted, “When are you getting back?”

“It’ll take a little while so you don’t have to wait,” Jungkook said.

Hoseok groaned and slumped in the booth, “What are we supposed to do all day? I don’t want to go back to Galaxy yet.”

Jimin had to agree. He liked getting to spend time in Jungkook’s world. Yoongi was usually the one to come and hang out here but he liked the quiet of the café, Jimin couldn’t sit here all day lost in thought like the phoenix could.

Jungkook seemed to think for a moment before pulling out his wallet, “You guys have never tried ice cream before right?”

That caught their attention, “Ice cream?”

Sumi giggled as she walked by with drinks for another table, “You guys will love it!”

Jungkook snickered and handed Hoseok some money, “There’s an ice cream place just down the street. It’s called Sweet Dreams, try not to wander too far though, it’s easy to get lost if you don’t know where you’re going.”

“Awesome! Thanks Kookie!” Hoseok grinned, putting the money in his pocket. “Minnie, how about a date?”

Jimin chuckled and took the hand Hoseok offered to him, “Sounds delightful.”


Namjoon’s mind hadn’t gotten much of a break most of the day.

He was sure if he was still human, he’d have gotten a headache a long while ago. The others didn’t mean to add to the stress, he knew that. But bringing up children now…

What surprised him most was that Yoongi had been the one to suggest it to Hoseok. Yoongi wasn’t big on kids, or so Namjoon had thought. Though, that could have just been because he hadn’t been able to see himself as a parent. After the war, they had all disliked the idea of trying to raise a child while they were still such a mess themselves.

That had changed clearly. Now they were more secure, dismissing current threats, they had a home and their relationship was stable and it made sense as the next step. Hell, Namjoon wanted kids. The thought of cuddling their child, watching Yoongi read them stories or playing music with them, teaching them magic, Jungkook playing with them, Jimin healing scraps and kissing away bumps and bruises, Taehyung making art with them that would no doubt be posted proudly on ever surface of the house.

But Seokjin…

“Your face is going to get stuck like that.”

Namjoon blinked and looked at Jungkook, the deep frown easing up a bit for sake of confusion. “What do you mean ‘stuck’?”

“If you frown too much, your face will get stuck that way.”

He had to stare at the slightly shorter man for a long moment, trying to read whether or not he was joking. Except he forgot how good at lying Jungkook could be when he wanted too. Getting nothing from his straight face, Namjoon was forced to speak hesitantly, “That doesn’t actually happen.”

He didn’t mean for it to sound so much like a question but it made Jungkook grin and that was all the answer he needed. Shaking his head, he bumped his shoulder against his boyfriends gently as they walked down the street. “How am I supposed to know?”

“Evolution hasn’t changed us that much hyung,” Jungkook said in amusement.

“I beg to differ, human’s weren’t as pretty back then.”

“You were human then weren’t you?”

Namjoon snorted, “What did you say the term was again? For compliments like that?”

Jungkook raised a brow, “Smooth?”

“Yeah,” he chuckled. “Smooth.”

They came to a stop next to a bench and Namjoon gave him a questioning look, prompting Jungkook to explain that the bus’s worked on a time schedule and they had to wait for the next one. There was a woman standing off to the side with a phone in her hand and those strange sound devices in her ears. Jungkook had a pair and had refused to let Namjoon take them apart to figure out how they work.

“What were you thinking about hyung?” Jungkook took a seat on the bench, Namjoon settling beside him, watching the cars go by. Was a bus like a car? He wasn’t sure if he’d enjoy sitting in one of those.

“You,” he said carefully. It wasn’t entirely a lie. His thoughts had been drifting around Jungkook as well. Learning that Jungkook’s life was tied to Euphoria now was startling. He was incredibly happy, selfishly, he was so happy that they didn’t have to worry about losing Jungkook to old age. That didn’t mean he wasn’t worried about what it meant for Jungkook though.

Jungkook hummed, watching a black car drive by, shaped strangely compared to the others. Namjoon wondered if it had a different name then ‘car’.

“You’re worried about my soul and Euphoria?” His lover guessed, playing with the sleeve of his sweater on one hand. 

Namjoon nodded, hands resting on the edge of the bench as he leaned forward slightly, looking Jungkook over. The sweater he was wearing looked a bit too big on him, making him seem smaller then Namjoon knew he was. The soft pastel colours complimented his blonde hair and he had lifted a hand to feel the soft locks between his fingers before he realized he’d done it.

Jungkook smiled softly and made no attempt to push him away but Namjoon didn’t linger long. The human world wasn’t like Galaxy. He needed to remember that. The last thing he wanted to do was bring any of them anymore trouble.

It didn’t go unnoticed how the girl on her phone glanced towards them.

“You didn’t get a choice,” Namjoon sighed.

Shifting a bit closer to him, Jungkook took his hand off the bench and wrapped it up in his own, sweater soft against his palm. “I know.”

When Namjoon was cursed, it had been the last thing he had wanted. He remembered the moment he had finally slipped, finally drifted off into the abyss where the pain couldn’t get to him, and suddenly he was back. Being ripped away from that salvation of death back into a world that was fogged with pain and the screams of someone he cared about more then himself, had been a nightmare beyond words.

Jungkook… much like him, didn’t get a choice in continuing to be human. He was put in a horrible situation where he had to make a horrible decision. They were lucky to have him back, but at what cost? Now he would live a life similar to Namjoon’s. A life of too much time and too many loved ones dying. A life of drifting away from everything you knew.

The thought of Jungkook going through what he had, trying to cope with that life, made his heart ache with a pain that his protection spell couldn’t work against.

“I’ll need your help,” Jungkook admitted, tracing his fingertips along the arches of his knuckles. “Later I mean. With figuring it all out. For now, I’m okay. But it might hit me some day, when I watch people grow up without me.”

Namjoon would be there. He wouldn’t let him go through it alone. None of them would. They loved him, and even if that weren’t the case, Jungkook had given up everything to save them and their world, along with his own. He shouldn’t have to give up anything else.

Jungkook seemed to understand his feelings on the matter without him needing to speak, something he was grateful for as a large box on wheels pulled up in front of them. It looked similar to a car, or at least he suspected that it worked in a similar way. It was significantly bigger and he had to bite back nerves when Jungkook stood up next to him.

Thankfully, his boyfriend didn’t let go of his hand. He held on tight, using that as his tether to keep him from being separated as they approached the supposed doors. They slid open and Namjoon didn’t get a chance to stop and contemplate how before Jungkook was pulling him into the bus.

Stumbling a bit, he looked around at the seats and surprisingly spacious aisle. How many people could fit on one of these? Did people use these a lot?

“Good thing it’s not too crowded,” Jungkook mumbled, leading them to the back and letting Namjoon sit next to the window, taking the spot next to him. There were only a handful of other people on the bus, a few more trickling in before Namjoon watched the doors ahead of them slide closed.

He didn’t expect the initial jerk of the bus rolling forward and instinctively his hand shot out and grabbed the back of the seat in front of him, his body tensing and eyes widening. His other hand gripped Jungkook’s thigh tightly like it would somehow secure the younger in his seat as well.

A couple sitting on the seats across the aisle from them jumped in surprise at his sudden movement.

Jungkook put a hand on his shoulder firmly, not looking the least bit bothered by the world sliding by outside the window. “It’s alright, it’s a little bumpy sometimes but you’ll get used to it.”

His assurance helped slightly but it was still a fight to get his muscles to relax. Prying his hand off the seat in front of him seemed like enough of a win that he could ignore that the rest of him was tense. “This feels so weird,” he couldn’t help saying, finding watching out the window a bit disorienting.

“What did you used to travel with?”

“Horse and carriage.”

“It’s not much different, just faster,” Jungkook smiled. “Technically it’s got horsepower.”

Namjoon stared at him, opening his mouth.

“Not actual horses.”

“Oh,” he mumbled, slightly embarrassed. He was about to start looking for the horses he’d somehow missed getting on. His eyes drifted towards the front where a man sat behind a large wheel. When he turned it, the bus seemed to follow. “That man just takes you where you want to go?”

Jungkook looked incredibly endeared and Namjoon was reminded of all the times he’d seen the boy scrunch his nose while trying to understand something about magic that he was explaining. He couldn’t help smiling a bit at being on the other end of the lesson this time. It was nice.

“Not that man specifically. They’re bus drivers, they get paid to drive a route and stop in specific places so people can get on and off where they need to go. You have to know what bus to take and what stop to get off at.”

Humming, Namjoon considered that. It seemed like a really good system. Distracted by his surroundings, he didn’t notice Jungkook shift until he felt warm lips press against his cheek. The kiss felt a little rushed, a little more shy then what Namjoon was used to from the other. Looking at him, he could see a dusting of red across his cheeks and while he held his gaze he seemed to be trying not to look away.

“You always give me a kiss when I finally understand something,” Jungkook mumbled in embarrassment to his unasked question.

He knew Jungkook was likely uncomfortable with being openly affectionate in his world, and given what he’d told them all about homophobia, Namjoon didn’t blame him. Even he felt anxious about the strangers around them, worried someone might start something like the boy at Jungkook’s school had. Taehyung and him hadn’t even been doing anything. That unprovoked hatred was terrifying and he couldn’t imagine how Jungkook felt dealing with the threat of it every day.

And yet, the sweet, wonderful boy sitting next to him, was still willing to risk that threat just to kiss him on the cheek as a reward for understanding buses.

Chuckling, Namjoon wrapped his hand around the inside of his thigh and pulled his leg closer, prompting Jungkook to shift over so they were pressed together. He could feel his lover relax against him and he smiled softly.

He found his mind drifting back to kids as he watched the scenery out the window, Jungkook’s head resting on his shoulder.


The ice cream place wasn’t hard to find.

Like Jungkook had said, it was just down the street from the café. Which should suggest an easy walk there and back.

Though, Hoseok quickly realized a problem when they were not even two building’s way from the White Rose.

Everything was distracting.

Neither of them had gotten much time to actually explore the city Jungkook grew up in, and now that they had the freedom too, the thought of whatever this ‘ice cream’ was, left their minds pretty quickly. Hoseok knew they wouldn’t go too far, deciding to keep the café in their sights and just explore around this street and its stores.

While he and Jimin were debating if you would call this a mall too, given how many stores there were, and staring at a moving picture on a wall of a woman flipping her hair around in slow motion, Jimin pointed to the other side of the street.

“Hobi look!”

He followed the direction his finger was pointing, looking away from the woman. It took him a moment to find what he was pointing out, vision being blocked by the cars on the road that would start and stop at seemingly random times.

Seriously, why didn’t they just keep going? Why were they stopping so much only to crawl forward an inch and stop again?

When he did find it though, he gasped, “Animals!”

One thing he had noticed a startling lack of was nature and animals. Hoseok was pretty sure humans actually designated sections for them, what Jungkook had called a park, but he wasn’t sure how he felt about that. Even when they were there he didn’t see any creatures.

This led them to their next problem.

How did they get across the road?

Hoseok looked around, trying to find someone who could possibly show them how they were meant to get across. The cars weren’t moving quickly, but something told him he didn’t want to stand in their way, so weaving through the spaces between them was probably a bad idea.

A little further down the street he noticed that a group of people were walking across a part of the road with big white lines across it, the cars all stopped and waiting. Perking up, he took Jimin’s hand, “Over there.”

The people had just reached the other side of the road as they were getting there, and not thinking twice, Hoseok stepped out onto the lined path.

The blaring sound from one of the cars had him jumping and yelping just as Jimin quickly tugged him back off the lines. He staggered, watching with wide eyes and a thundering heart as the cars started to move again.

“Are you okay?” Jimin asked quickly, taking his face in his hands and looking him over, as startled as Hoseok felt.

Nodding quickly, he took a quick breath and looked back at the road, “Why did they start going? Did I do something wrong?”

“I don’t know,” Jimin frowned, looking around. He looked towards the lights hanging over the road. “Those turned green.”

Hoseok looked at them too and tilted his head. “What about that one?”

Above the far side of the road across from them was a red glowing sign in the shape of a person’s silhouette. “It looks vaguely threatening.”

“What if it’s telling us we’ll die if we cross? Human’s blood is red,” Jimin blinked.

Hoseok took a step back, pulling Jimin with him as a car sped past. He swallowed. “Those other people crossed just fine though.”

"What if we have to stand like that?" Jimin suggested, standing straight backed with his hands to his sides. When nothing happened he pursed his lips. 

Hoseok waved his arms in the air over his head getting very concerned looks from people walking by, "Didn't you say the doors at the mall moved on their own? It could be like that, a sensor thing right?"

“Oh! Look, that one just changed,” Jimin gestured to the other light which had turned yellow. Hoseok watched the cars begin to slow.

“I get it, that one tells the cars what to do,” he watched and as if to prove his point, the light turned red and the cars came to a stop.

They watched as the sign with the red man turned into a green man in a walking position. They looked at each other and grinned but their first steps onto the road were hesitant, half expecting the cars to make the loud noise again.

When a man walked past them and gave them a strange look as he headed across the street, they deemed it okay to follow but it didn’t stop them from running to get to the other side.

Safely off the white lines, Hoseok took a deep breath and sagged with relief, giving Jimin a high five at their success of not getting killed.

“Humans are so strange. It’s like they like to remind themselves that everything kills them or something,” Jimin shook his head. “This is making me really glad that Jungkookie lives with us now.”

Hoseok nodded, taking Jimin’s hand to hold. “Don’t forget that the Galaxy could be just as dangerous for him though.”

He tapped his knuckled on the underside of Jimin’s chin, smiling at his little pout.

“Do you think it bothers him? That he can’t go out around Galaxy on his own?”

He thought about it for a moment. Jungkook never really talked about things when he was having a hard time. It was something they hadn’t entirely noticed before he’d died, but since then, it had been common for Jungkook to forget to tell them if he was struggling. There were a lot of times that they let it slide, knowing he was breaking a house rule but also knowing he had years of habit he was trying to break.

For the most part, they were really proud of him for talking about things when he did. He wasn’t actively trying to worry them and when he did remember to tell them, he was open about admitting how he felt on the matter. For that reason, Hoseok knew Namjoon would be having a word with him about his lengthened life span.

It was the little things he brushed off because he had a different definition of a ‘problem’ then they did, that made things a little trickier sometimes. There had been multiple times he’d been talking to the other while working in the gardens and noticed he had a cut on his arm that was bleeding lightly, or the mysterious bruises Hoseok noticed on his legs sometimes that Jungkook himself didn’t even know the cause of half the time.

It boggled his mind that he could be so used to some pains that he didn’t even notice anymore. Maybe it was a normal human thing, which was probably why Jungkook was so nonchalant with it, but it hurt his heart every time he saw a new scrap and watched the boy be genuinely surprised to notice it as well.

So yes, he did think that not being able to explore Galaxy did bother him sometimes. It was partially why he’d invited him out to see his parents. They didn’t want Jungkook to feel trapped in their house but they still had to keep him safe. Humans weren’t the only ones who didn’t handle differences well.

“I think sometimes it does,” he answered honestly, despite knowing Jimin knew the answer to his own question already.

Feeling the heaviness in the air, Hoseok remembered why they had risked their lives to get to this side of the street in the first place, and perked up as he urged Jimin over to the building they had seen.

Hoseok pressed his face against the glass of the window, breathe fogging it slightly as he stared at the most peculiar thing.

It was likely a good ten minutes before either of them said anything, just watching the strange creature through the glass.

“It’s so fluffy.”

“What do you think it is?” Jimin whispered in awe from beside him, hands pressed against the glass much like his own.

The little black eyes of the creature stared back at them.

“It kind of looks like a Turucoors,” Hoseok tilted his head. The fluffy thing mirrored the movement and Jimin let out a quiet ‘awe’.

“Turucoors aren’t that small. Does it even have legs? I can’t tell, it’s so fluffy Hobi.”

“It looks like there’s a bunch in there.”

Hoseok looked away from the creature, inspecting the inside of the shop. There looked to be shelves and displays much like what they’d become used to seeing in human shops but he couldn’t begin to guess what the store might sell. The animals were all in cages, some of them running around a fenced area of the floor with what he assumed were toys for them.

“Maybe it’s a place that heals animals?” Hoseok guessed.

“Look at its little tongue!”

“I think those are cats right? Like the picture’s Jungkookie showed us.”

Jimin spared a brief glance towards where he was pointing inside the store, “Yeah, the ones that look like Yoongi.”

“Huh… they really do…” He watched a little chubby cheeked cat yawn widely.

Something about the place felt wrong to Hoseok. Even if it was a place to heal animals, why the cages? He’d never even think to put an animal in a cage. Just the sight of it made him uncomfortable.

Stepping back, he took a look at the signs. The name was Great Tails, but that didn’t help much in figuring out what the place was for. His eyes landed on a sign just above Jimin in the window. He frowned.

“Minnie, what’s a dog?”

Jimin turned to look at him, following his gaze to the sign that read ‘All Natural Dog Food’. He stepped back to stand next to Hoseok and crossed his arms contemplatively. “I don’t think Kookie has mentioned a dog.”

They stood there for a solid minute before something clicked. There was something very wrong with this picture. Hoseok’s eyes widened at the same time Jimin straightened up slowly, arms going slack at his sides.

“You don’t think…”

“No… I mean, that would be… no…”

Hoseok’s eyes flicked between the sign and the little ball of fluff below it. The fuzzy creature was tiny and did in fact have legs, as they could easily see were now pressed against the glass, it’s little body wiggling in what Hoseok hoped was excitement.

Jimin shifted next to him, “We don’t, know, for sure, if it’s entirely friendly… it could be really dangerous right?”

“Right. Yeah. Of course. And… you know… nature and all, I’m sure these ‘dog’ things need to eat.”

“Hobi…”

Hoseok looked at Jimin, who was already looking at him with a pained expression and barely restrained energy. His lover let out a whimper that he could sympathize with. There’s no way this cute little ball of cotton could be actual food right? People didn’t feed these to dogs did they?

 They both slowly looked back at the little fluff ball and watched tensely as it ran in a circle in its cage.

“I’ll distract them.”

“I’ll get the locks.”


Jungkook squeezed Namjoon’s hand as they got off the bus at their stop.

The immortal stumbled a bit, legs looking a little shaky and he couldn’t help but smile in amusement. Pulling him out of the way of people trying to get on, he waited for a moment for his boyfriend to shake himself out and get his ‘walking’ legs again.

Jungkook was impressed with how calm he’d been most of the ride, given that he’d never been in a vehicle before, he’d done really well. Despite a few startles here and there when the bus would turn, or start, or stop, or hit a pothole, Namjoon hadn’t freaked out too much.

Once he was sure he wasn’t going to fall over, Jungkook started walking towards the address his brother and him agreed to meet. It was his idea to meet far from the café, just in case. The distance only gave him time to worry about what it was his brother was so pressed to tell him, though he wasn’t entirely looking forward to this meet up.

Ji-hun had sounded a bit annoyed on the phone, making rather passive aggressive comments about how Jungkook wouldn’t answer him before. It pissed him off. Did his brother seriously think everything would be fine after one meet up? Yeah it had gone decently well for the amount of baggage they had behind them, but that didn’t mean he would answer to his brothers beck and call again.

Jungkook was scared to be alone with his brother. The thought hadn’t struck him until he’d gotten off the phone with him. While his brother was never there when his parents put him through therapy, he hadn’t exactly been his saving grace either. In a way, Jungkook had lumped him in with his parents. Like he was the one standing guard on the other side of that wretched bedroom door, making sure he couldn’t leave.

Ji-hun had supposed to be his way out, but it had felt more like he’d pinned the door closed. Maybe that was unfair to put on his brother, but he couldn’t help how he felt about it.

He knew it was wrong to think that way, and after learning about his brother’s reasons, he couldn’t blame him for being upset for having to give up his whole life for Jungkook.

It didn’t stop the fear of being alone with him and falling back into his old self though. He was scared to rely on his brother again.

All of these feeling’s stirred the pressure in his chest and he frowned, putting a hand to it. It was worse than it had been before. Stronger.

“Hyung?” Jungkook licked his lips as they got closer to the spot they were meeting. It was next to a convenience store. Somewhere casual, inconspicuous.

When Namjoon looked at him his eyes flicked to his hand on his chest and Jungkook could feel the air change to something anxious. “What’s wrong?”

“It’s… There’s this weird feeling in my chest.”

Namjoon pulled them to a stop immediately, taking a quick moment to look him over before dragging him off the main sidewalk and to a quiet corner under the awning of a building. He turned to him and fished through his pocket quickly, pulling out a sewing needle. Jungkook knew what he was doing the moment he saw it, holding out his hand and nodding to his lover when he looked at him for permission.

Gently, Namjoon took his hand and pricked the tip of his finger, wincing as if he had hurt himself while Jungkook held still, barely feeling it. He smiled lightly at the apology the man mumbled, both of them watching as a bead of red bubbled up from his skin.

Jungkook simultaneously felt relief and confusion.

Sucking in a breath, Namjoon dabbed his finger with the hem of his shirt, before bringing it to his lips and kissing it gently. Jungkook knew that Namjoon hadn’t believed him when he said that kisses healed humans faster (though Taehyung, Jimin and even Yoongi swore by that method now), and yet he’d still indulge him every time they checked this.

His blood wasn’t black. Which was a good thing. But they didn’t know if it ever would be, given that whole magic seemed to work differently then their own. Still, it couldn’t hurt to check.

“Is it like before? With the gem?”

Jungkook quickly shook his head, not liking the fear he heard in the others voice, “I thought it was stress, or anxiety building. It feels like the edge of a panic attack. But it’s not quite the same. It feels like Euphoria.”

Namjoon’s brow pinched in confusion, “Could it be Euphoria’s emotions then?”

“I don’t think so. This won’t make much sense but… Euphoria always feels like it’s in the back, behind my own, I don’t know, self? Being?” Jungkook shook his head and frowned, “I can still feel Euphoria there but this is in front of all that. It feels like its building until it snaps.” The way Namjoon paused, Jungkook knew something he said registered with him and he searched his eyes for the answer quickly, “What? What is it?”

Namjoon put a hand on his chest, the other wrapping around to his back and he pushed his palm into him firmly, making Jungkook grunt slightly, “Is it like this? This kind of pressure?” Jungkook nodded, breathing out when Namjoon pressed his lips together before speaking again. “Do you remember how we suggested you might have powers bun?”

The nickname helped in calming him down slightly, “Yeah. Is that what this is? Magical energy?”

“I think so. If we don’t release energy it builds up inside and creates a pressure that eventually releases itself. It sounds like what you’re describing.”

“Then how do I release it?” Jungkook’s hands shook, thinking back to the last time his body released a copious amount of energy. It hadn’t exactly ended well for him.

Namjoon grabbed his arms, steadying him, “Hey, hey, it’s okay. It won’t hurt you. It’s your magic now okay? It’s yours. Your body was created to handle this now. It’s not going to hurt when you release it, it will actually feel really good, like setting down something heavy. But, without knowing what affinity you have, I can’t…” Namjoon shifted restlessly. “We should go back bun, this isn’t something we should ignore for long. If you’re experiencing negative emotions then-”

Jungkook frowned, interrupting him, “I have a dark affinity?”

He wasn’t entirely sure how to feel about that. He tried to remember what Jimin had said were dark affinities. Chaos, destruction… what were the others?

“You might,” Namjoon said honestly, but he didn’t look concerned with that at all.

Nodding slowly, Jungkook focused on the pressure in his chest, a strange swirling mass of energy that had no where to go right now. “Do you think it’ll be alright until after we talk to Ji-hun-hyung?”

Namjoon didn’t look thrilled by the idea, “How important is what he has to tell you?”

Jungkook could only shrug, “He didn’t want to talk on the phone. I think it’s serious.”

“Let’s try and make it quick then, but we’re leaving if it starts to get worse okay?”

Jungkook agreed and they started for the meeting place again, pace a bit quicker then before. He tried not to think about the fact that there might be yet another thing to set him apart from his boyfriends, who were all positive affinities. The thought made his stomach twist uncomfortably. The excitement at the prospect of having magic was dampened by the fact that it could be destructive. Wasn’t one of them Control? What if he accidently controlled one of the others without knowing?

What if he was just like the man that had tortured them?

Swallowing he shoved those thoughts aside. They had protection spells. They would be safe. And they wouldn’t let something like this change their relationship. The way they talked about dark and light magic suggested that they didn’t go hand in hand with good and evil. An evil person could have a positive affinity just as a good person could have dark. It didn’t make him evil.

Still, he walked faster, wanting to get home to figure this out as soon as possible.


“GET BACK HERE!”

“Hey! Watch i- what the hell?”

Jimin barely dodged the person walking down the street as he burst out of the building, Hoseok right behind him and a flood of animals on their heels.

“Be free!” Hoseok called out to the creatures as they ran out. There were loud honking sounds almost drowned out by the barking from the animals and the cars on the road came to a screeching halt as animals ran out, a very panicked store owner running out after them.

Jimin bolted, grinning as he tucked the brown fluffy creature against his chest, arms cradling it carefully. He attempted not to jostle the poor thing too much. His heart hammered in his chest, legs taking them away from the store. The man was clearly too distracted trying to catch the animals to bother coming after them so they only took two turns before slowing to a stop.

Hoseok stopped next to him, bending down slightly to try and get a look at the strange creature they had saved. The short sprint hadn’t taken much wind out of either of them but Jimin didn’t want to linger here long, still far too close to that awful place.

He felt the creature squirm in his arms and loosened his grip to give it room to twist around, it’s little paws pushing against his chest. Hoseok cooed and offered it a hand to sniff. It’s little nose wiggled before it licked his finger and opened its mouth, panting.

“No one is gonna make food out of you,” Jimin nodded once determinedly. “Guardian above you’re so precious.”

“It’s got some pretty sharp teeth,” Hoseok bent down, having no qualms about sticking his fingers in the creatures mouth.

“Be careful, it might be poisonous,” Jimin warned half heartedly. Hoseok knew his animals, and knew when animals were to be feared or not. If he was already this comfortable, Jimin wasn’t worried.

The creatures fur was just as soft as it looked and he lifted it up to smush his face into the side of it, feeling it’s little body heave with every pant.

“Come on, lets go back to the café before we get caught,” Hoseok snickered. “JK is going to flip.”

Jimin pouted, tucking the animal under his chin, “Do you think he’ll be mad? We saved it after all…”

“Nah, Jungkookie would’ve done the same,” Hoseok said confidently.

Smiling, Jimin started walked again but only made it three steps before looking around. “Um, Hobi? How did we get here?”

Hoseok paused and looked around, “We came from that street,” he pointed but his arm drooped slightly when he noticed another street a bit further down. “Or was it that one… wait did we cross the road?”

“Oh no…” Jimin groaned.

“Okay, let’s not panic. We can just use the door to get back.”

“Hoseokie, Kookie spent twenty minutes this morning telling the door to ‘stay’ in the café. I don’t think it’s going to leave there any time soon.”

They did the first thing they could think of.

They panicked.

Not only did everything look the same, they couldn’t exactly remember which direction they had turned in, only getting more confused the longer they stood there. Jimin huffed and held the creature under it’s front legs up in front of his face. He squinted at it.

“This is your fault.”

The creatures tiny tongue darted out and licked the tip of his nose.

Jimin stared at it.

“You’re forgiven.”

Nodding once, he cradled it in his arms again, the tiny thing fitting perfectly there as he discussed with Hoseok what they should do.

Eventually, it came down to wandering.

They figured, with no way to contact the others, their best bet was to try and retrace their steps. They hadn’t been running for nearly long enough to be that far from the café so they were bound to run into it.

Except, an hour later and they hadn’t crossed a single place that looked familiar.

Disheartened, they had found a bench along the sidewalk to flop into, both sighing in unison as they watched people walk by.

“What now?”

“The others are going to worry if we’re gone too long. I didn’t think the city was this big,” Jimin mused, holding the creature in his arms still. It had fallen asleep some time ago.

“Hey Minnie?”

“Hmm?”

“Namjoon was being weird before right? It wasn’t just me?” Hoseok turned to frown at him.

Jimin considered their earlier conversation, “Yeah. I thought he really liked kids too. I understand where he’s coming from though. Now’s not really the time.”

“I know, I just thought he’d be more excited. I think he’s more shaken up about this gang boss guy then he’s letting on. Yoongi too.”

“To think they went through something like that…” Jimin’s heart burned, trying to keep his mind from drifting to the horrid imagines it wanted to conjure up of his lovers being tortured.

Hoseok’s arm wrapped around his shoulders, pulling him close while trying not to disturb the sleeping creature. “We’ve all got our nightmares.”

“Sometimes I, sometimes Taehyung and I feel like we can’t be there for you in the way we want to be. We don’t have experience with the war like the four of you,” Jimin pointedly watched the fur on the creatures back rise and fall. “I can see it in Jungkookie a lot too.”

Actually, Jungkook was the reason Jimin had noticed it in the first place. That divide between the youngest three and the rest. It was when they had dragged Jungkook out to the greenhouse with them, while they sat in silence through Yoongi’s nightmare, that Jimin really understood that he was scared of the others pasts.

The war wasn’t a light topic, but they could speak about it without memories surfacing. They could mention it without flinching or having the faces of lost friends flash through their minds.

Jimin wanted to help, and he thought the way to do that was to ease their burden during times where those memories came back. That’s why they stayed away. But then, Jungkook came back with Hoseok, and Jimin watched from the attic window of the house, as he fought against Yoongi in the arena.

He watched them beat each other black and blue and pretended to be shocked at the cause of the injuries when they came stumbling in with matching grins on their faces. Of course, he hadn’t known how severe the injuries were until he could see them up close, but he’d seen the hits and how far they threw each other.

Jungkook helped.

That’s all Jimin had ever tried to do, he just never knew how.

Hoseok didn’t say anything and Jimin wasn’t brave enough in this moment to look at him, so he continued.

“I want to be strong for you, even if that means being weak with you.”

“Oh Minnie…”

“Next time, I’m not going to run away and hide,” he looked at Hoseok evenly. “So please trust us. All of you, trust us with your pain okay?”

Hoseok leaned forward and pressed his forehead against his, bringing a hand up to cup his neck. They sat like that for a moment before he pulled away and brushed a thumb over his cheek. “Okay,” he agreed, voice soft but firm. “I didn’t know you guys felt that way.”

“I think we’ve always felt a little like we couldn’t match up to you guys,” he admitted. “Not in our relationship, we know you all love us, just… in terms of strength mental and otherwise, I guess. Ever since you guys saved Tae…”

Hoseok stopped him there, clicking his tongue, “We’ve had this conversation before,” he said sternly, making Jimin laugh a bit.

“Yeah, yeah, ‘if I hadn’t called Yoongi’, I know. But still. Jungkook kind of showed me that I shouldn’t underestimate myself.”

Hoseok smiled, “Jimin, love, I’ve watched you take on four Hydras without breaking a sweat or getting your new clothes dirty. It was probably the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.”

Jimin laughed and bumped their shoulders together, falling into him slightly, “How can you say that knowing we’ve both heard Taehyung and Jungkook singing in the shower together?”

“Oh… you’re right…” Hoseok sighed happily at the memory. “Guardian knows their voices were made to be heard together. What was that song they were singing again? The one Jungkookie taught us?”

Jimin grinned and without embarrassment began to sing the upbeat song. Hoseok listened, smiling brightly at first before joining in at the parts he was more familiar with, drumming out a beat on his thighs. They watched each other as they sang, Jimin dramatically hopping onto his feet on the bench and dancing around, waking the tiny creature in the process. They both broke into a fit of laughter when the animal made a howling noise, as if it were singing with them.

For awhile, it as just them, the city shrinking down around them to the size of this bench and ground under it. They acted out the lyrics in some spots when they understood what was being said, some of the lyrics referring to things they didn’t know.

The first of the clapping had them snapping back to their surroundings as they ended the song with a high pitch howl from the animal. Jimin, having stood up to dance with the creature, hugged it close as he looked around with wide eyes at the crowd that had formed. He looked quickly at Hoseok, who was standing as well, looking just as confused.

Shrugging, Hoseok smiled at the humans and offered an exaggerated bow, which had some people chuckling. There were a few people pointing their phones at them and Jimin wondered if they were taking frozen moments.

A couple of people started handing them money, and flabbergasted by the action, Hoseok took it dumbly, not getting a chance to return it before they were leaving already. “Uh, wait, why are you-?”

A group of girls approached Jimin and he blinked at them, taken aback by their bright smiles, “You’re a really good singer! Are you a trainee?”

Jimin opened and closed his mouth, looking towards Hoseok for help but his lover had his own small crowd of people who seemed to be showering him in compliments. “Um, yes?”

Maybe that was the right answer, as the girls started pulling out paper and pens. “Oh my gosh, do you know when you’re debuting? Could you sign this?”

“Sign it?” He asked unsurely. Did they just want him to write his name? Taking the pen he awkwardly scrawled his name on the paper, tilting his head curiously at their excited reactions as he moved to the next one.

“Jimin-ss? Your name’s Jimin-ssi?” One girl perked up.

“You’re so handsome, and your voice was beautiful! Are you in a group?”

Group? That meant a Set right? Relaxing at a question he finally understood, he smiled brightly and nodded proudly. “Yeah, Hope and I are a Set with five others,” he almost fumbled on Hoseok’s name, reminding himself to use their alias’s. Jimin himself didn’t need one, no one in this world knew who he was.

“Hope? That’s a cool stage name! Is he a rapper?”

“A group of seven, I can’t wait! Do you have social media? Where can we follow you?”

“What company are you with?”

“Wait!” One of the girls gasped, “Aren’t you one of the guys that’s been trending lately?”

The other girls looked at her curiously as she pulled out her phone and showed them something, they looked between the phone and him.

“It is you! These must be your members then right?”

They showed him the phone and he was surprised to find a picture of him and the other at the café the day they had all went for the first time. He hadn’t known someone took a frozen moment of that. He wasn’t entirely sure why someone would want to. He nodded though, to answer her question.

“Can we get a picture with both of you?”

Hoseok looked over and grinned, taking this a lot more smoothly then Jimin was in their shared confusion. He hopped over and threw an arm over Jimin’s shoulders, making him stagger slightly but smile none the less. One of the girls whispering a quiet ‘oh my god’ had him looking back at them.

“Sure, you guys seem really nice,” Hoseok said, waving the girls closer and they didn’t hesitate to crowd in, one of them holding their phone at arm’s length to take the picture. Jimin made sure to smile and the next thing he knew the girls were waving goodbye, talking excitedly amongst themselves, thanking them for their time and wishing them luck.

He was left with Hoseok after the whirlwind of questions, dumbfounded.

“What… was that about?”

“Do you know what an idol is?” Hoseok asked.

Jimin shook his head, “Do you know what a trainee is?”

“Not a clue.”

“Human’s are strange…”

Hoseok nodded before grinning at him, “But, I got directions back to the café.”

Jimin looked at him quickly, “What really?”

“Yep! We aren’t that far from it actually. I think we’ve been walking in circles for the past hour.”

Jimin couldn’t do anything but laugh, the nice people who had been so kind to them having made a warm feeling rush through him.

That pleasant interaction might have just made his whole week.

Grinning ear to ear as they headed back towards the café, Jimin smushed his face into the tiny creature’s fur once more.

Notes:

Long as hell! And it would have been longer had I not cut myself off, but the drama is for next chapter. Alright quick recap: Sumi and Jaeyong love the Galaxy, Jungkook finally remembers to tell the boys important info, Namjoon is hesitant about children but surely has a good reason, Joonie's first bus ride! And Hoseok and Jimin cause absolute mayhem in record breaking time while also stealing a dog (Yes, it is Tannie, he has arrived and is here to stay) and somehow convincing people they're up and coming idols.

Whew!

Oh and Jungkookie might be on a short fuse right now.

So much happening. Alright, so, more of my rambling for a moment, I wanted to thank you guys for being kind about the not so great quality chapter last chapter. No one really mentioned it but I know it wasn't great. A part of me is put into every chapter, but sometimes that means my mood effects how I write. It may just have been in my head, but I wasn't happy with last chapter and I'll likely go back and re-write it eventually. Still, you guys were really nice and supporting and I don't know where all you amazing people came from but if I could hug you all I would.

Don't be afraid to critique though! If you see problems let me know, it's how I improve and the critiques I've gotten so far have been very kindly written so I thank you for that as well.

Next Chapter: The meeting with Ji-hun doesn't go well leaving Jungkook shaken, Jimin and Hoseok run into some trouble on the way back, and Sumi realizes why the Guardian asked her to come back so soon.

Next Update: Monday June 7th (EST)

Once again thank you to Jas💎 and Chimout, and Happy birthday to I_Purple_Yall!

As always, you guys are incredible, I hope you have a fantastic week ahead of you and please stay healthy and safe. Borahae everyone!

Chapter 21: What If...

Summary:

Jungkook snaps in the worst way and Namjoon and Ji-hun get caught in the crossfire. Hoseok and Jimin run into a familiar face.

Notes:

Hi hi! Hope everyone is having a wonderful week! I don't think I have much to say this time so I'll keep it short so you can enjoy your reading ^_^

Warnings: Angst! Blood and injury. Rough behaviour towards Tannie, but Jimin takes care of it real quick.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook had a feeling that the meeting with Ji-hun wouldn’t be great.

Judging by how insistent he’d been over the phone, it wasn’t hard to figure out he didn’t have good news for him. But upon seeing Ji-hun pacing back and forth in the small, secluded street next to a convenience store, he felt his stomach drop even further then the twisting energy in his chest was pushing it.

There wasn’t anyone around, but Jungkook had picked this spot because of that. The convenience store was nearly abandoned, closed more often than it was open, and the street was simply too far out of the way from the busy city streets that everyone flocked too. He’d used it a few times when he was running, to camp out for the night or to steal a quick meal from the store.

He glanced at the closed sign in the door before looking back at his brother who had stopped pacing once he noticed them. For a moment, it looked like Ji-hun was about to smile at him, but his eyes found Namjoon and any attempt at a smile dropped from his features.

Oh good. This was boding well.

“Why is he here?”

“Hi to you too,” Jungkook rolled his eyes. “I asked him to come.”

“I thought he was your boyfriend, not your bodyguard,” Ji-hun grumbled in annoyance.

“I thought we reached an understanding last time we spoke,” Namjoon said calmly, if a little confused. Jungkook understood that. They’d parted on pretty good terms last time, and Ji-hun had seemed to be at least trying to make amends with Namjoon. The sudden annoyance was surprising.

Ji-hun pressed his tongue to his cheek and looked to the side, weight shifting from foot to foot, “Sorry. I was worried about you,” he said eventually, looking back at Jungkook. “You didn’t answer my calls.”

Jungkook frowned, “I don’t get cell service where we live. I can’t answer them. What did you want to tell me? Why couldn’t we have done this over the phone?”

Ji-hun scoffed a bit, looking genuinely hurt, “Seriously? You don’t want to see me that badly?”

Why did Jungkook suddenly feel like the more mature one? A bitterness curled through him, adding to the energy in his chest and he licked his lips nervously. Just the stress of meeting his brother had caused the energy to press up under his skin, pushing and prodding as if looking for a way out.

Maybe this was a bad idea.

“It’s not,” Jungkook sighed roughly, trying to calm down, to press that energy and annoyance away. “It’s not like that. We’ve got a lot we’re trying to figure out right now.”

Ji-hun looked at him for a moment before looking at his feet, “That guy I told you about, Kwan Chungho. The one I ran into at the hospital. He was at our parents house.”

Jungkook stared at him, taking a slow deep breath. He knew this guy was a gang member from the information Il-seong and Nara gave them, but they still had no clue why they were looking for him. The only reason he could think of was that they were under the impression that he took out Jiho, as seemed to be the rumors spreading around. Even then, if this man was as high up as they said, it still didn’t feel right.

Jungkook and Jiho were both easily replaceable in the gang. Even with Jiho’s position as controlling the drug running, there were tons of people who could take his place. Assuming that the boss, Kim Ki-jung, didn’t know he was affiliated with Namjoon, Yoongi or Seokjin, or even magic in general, why did he look into Jungkook’s death?

“Did he say why?” Jungkook asked carefully.

Ji-hun, once again gave him a look, as if waiting for him to react in whatever way he thought he should. Jungkook just raised a brow, wanting answers and then wanting to go home and hopefully find out what kind of affinity he had.

“That’s it?” Ji-hun shook his head in disbelief, “That’s all you have to- our parents could have been hurt! We don’t know who that guy is or what he wants!”

“Actually, I have a pretty good idea who he is, but it’s what he wants that I’m stumped on.”

Throwing his hands forward in frustration, Ji-hun looked about ready to pull out his own hair, “Are you even hearing yourself? Since when did you become so cold hearted. Do you not understand how dangerous- no- how terrifying it was, to come home to that man talking to our mother?”

This wasn’t good. This really wasn’t good. Jungkook felt a twinge inside of him, like the carefully constructed tethers he’d tied in place were starting to snap. He clenched his jaw. “Yeah hyung. Yeah I have some idea of how fucking terrifying that is. Don’t act like you know what I’ve been through. I’m not the sheltered five-year-old hiding behind you anymore.”

Ji-hun laughed, a bitter almost toxic sound, “No shit. You have your boyfriends to hide behind now.”

Jungkook took a step forward, his heart pulsing so violently he was pretty sure his whole body jerked from it. His open mouth snapped shut when Namjoon’s hand grabbed his arm, pulling him back and turning him sharply to face him.

He opened his mouth once more to protest but the look in his boyfriend’s eyes, that calculating focus that barely hid his concern, told him everything. Even if he couldn’t feel the energy crawling under his skin or the cold chill up his spine.

“Your eyes love,” Namjoon whispered, leaning close to his ear, his breath brushing against his cheek. “We need to go.”

Jungkook nodded, turning his head away from his brother, looking at the ground as Namjoon’s hand came to rest on his shoulder as he turned to look at Ji-hun.

“Did the man say why he was looking into Jungkook?”

“No. I didn’t have time to ask while he was threatening me. I’m getting really sick of you butting into things you have no business-”

“We have to go. We can talk about this another time.”

“Don’t fucking interrupt me.”

Jungkook heard Ji-hun storm up to them and felt him grab his arm, pointedly not looking at him despite it. He glanced at Namjoon, saw the set of his jaw, and licked his lips nervously.

“Hyung, please. If that’s all you had to say, we really need to go. I promise I’ll call you later and we can meet up properly. Just us. We’ll talk,” he said hurriedly. His mind was starting to cloud and the panic from the foreign feeling was only adding to the pressure building in his chest. He needed to de-escalate this as quickly as possible. At this rate he wouldn’t make it back to Galaxy.

His mild annoyance at being called all the way here for just that tiny bit of info that did nothing to help them wasn’t making this any easier. Shaking his head lightly he tried to look at it from Ji-hun’s point of view. His brother had lived a straight-laced life as a business man. So yeah, coming home to a man who was threatening his family would have shaken him.

The difference was, that Jungkook didn’t have much emotion towards those particular people. He’d cut them out. He wasn’t a monster, he didn’t want them hurt, but hearing what his brother said was no different then hearing about another robbery on the news.

“How can I trust your word? It doesn’t look like you care at all about me. No cell service? Seriously? I’m not expecting the world from you Jungkook, but I need you to give me something to work with. Let me help you.”

If Jungkook wasn’t battling a torrent of energy running through him he would have found the sincerity and desperation in his voice to be rather welcomed and endearing. Right now though, he could only groan and put a hand on his chest, bending over slightly and gripping Namjoon’s arm to keep himself on his feet.

“Ji-hun-ssi, please. I understand your frustration, but Jungkook needs to go. Now.”

The urgency in Namjoon’s voice seemed to be enough to break through his brother’s quiet anger and Jungkook felt his hand leave his shoulder briefly before settling on his back.

“What’s wrong? Is he alright?”

“H-Hyung,” Jungkook found himself whimpering, because suddenly, he was scared. He clutched Namjoon’s arm, breathing too quick, ears ringing slightly. He felt his lovers hands on his cheeks, heard his voice telling him to take a deep breath, but he couldn’t. The fear built and built, suffocating, his throat was closing up, he couldn’t see straight, couldn’t tell if his eyes were even open.

Then it snapped.

Jungkook’s vision went dark for a very terrifying second, his body lurching, spine forcefully straightening, a gasp ripped out of his throat. All the energy he felt inside him was forced out in all directions, slamming out of his body with all the impact of a wrecking ball to the chest. The ringing in his ears rose to a pitch he could no longer hear, leaving an empty silence in its wake.

Everything was dark, his body felt lighter than a feather.

Silence and darkness.

There wasn’t any pain, even the release of energy had just been intense pressure, not pain.

Peaceful. For a short, breathless moment.

His lungs burning was the first thing he felt but like a chain of domino’s everything else came back with it. Jungkook sucked in air, hands moving to his chest, pressing, feeling, making sure he was still there, still him. He tangled his fingers into the front of his shirt and coughed, rolling onto his side.

Oh he was laying down.

His back burned, head feeling a bit dizzy and he flinched at the loud clatter of a garbage bin falling over next to him as he shifted. Nothing seemed to work quite right and Jungkook felt as if he were drunk as he tried to move.

Looking at his hands, he put them under him to try and push himself up. He fumbled a bit, limbs feeling more like wet noodles. He groaned, giving up on attempting to move, letting himself crumble back down to the ground.

His unfocused eyes drifted closed, but not before catching sight of a person disappearing around the corner at the end of the street.


“What are you going to name it?”

Hoseok followed the directions the strangers gave them and was as amused as he was flabbergasted that it only took two turns for them to find themselves on a semi familiar street. All that wandering and they could have just asked someone.

Jimin had his arm looped through his, holding the fuzzy animal gently to his chest and cooing at it every now and then. The visual was sufficient in turning his heart into a messy puddle of goo.

“I’m not sure yet, I was thinking of asking Tae, he’s good at naming.”

That was true, their lover had named practically every plant in the greenhouse which Hoseok knew the plants secretly loved. They were always a little greener when the Fae came to visit, like they were trying to show off. It was cute.

“We’ll have to ask Jungkookie what it eats, we don’t really know how to take care of it.”

“I’m sure it’s not too hard. It can’t be worse than griffins.”

“Only because griffins don’t like you.”

“But this little cutie does,” Jimin said pridefully with a big grin on his face.

Hoseok laughed a bit. He really hoped the others were okay with a new member in their household, because prying the thing away from Jimin at this point would be a life or death battle.

Looking ahead of them for their next turn, Hoseok only saw the group of guys coming towards them a second too late to step out of their way, moving both himself and Jimin to the side but accidently bumping shoulders with one of them. Opening his mouth to apologize, he was met with a nasty sneer.

“You fucking blind?”

Hoseok raised a brow at the guy, wondering for a second if he was trying to act tough or if he had a sore throat. “You’ve got eyes too,” he commented, intending to leave it at that and continue walking but that wasn’t the case.

Maybe he was having a tough day or something because the guy took the comment to heart and grabbed his arm roughly, tugging him away from Jimin who scowled and took a step forward to pull Hoseok back, only to have one of the other guys drop an arm over his shoulders.

“What’s with the clothes? You gay or something?” The man, nearly twice Jimin’s size, laughed.

Hoseok’s jaw clenched at the words and the way Jimin tried to lean away from the man, scrunching his nose as if he smelled. If he smelled anything like the guy in front of Hoseok, who was now gripping the front of his shirt and leaning way to close to his face, then he could second that reaction.

There was something smoky on his breath but Hoseok couldn’t tell what, not that he particularly cared too. Instead, he grabbed the man’s wrist tightly, slowly squeezing tighter, “I’m sure you have places to be, don’t waste your time with us.”

“Shut up smart ass, have some respect. We’ll go where and when we fucking please.”

Hoseok could practically feel his intelligence dropping being in this guy’s presence. He squeezed harder still, until the guy was forced to release for fear of his wrist snapping.

His gaze snapped to Jimin when he heard him yelp, looking over to see the guys draped over him had grabbed the animal by the scruff and pulled it out of Jimin’s arms. The animal barked, small yaps coming from it, clearly distressed by its new position dangling in the air.

Jimin made a grab for it, “Don’t hold it like that, you’ll hurt it!”

Seeming to find this hilarious, the man held the animal higher, expecting Jimin to jump for it, “This thing? It’s practically a rat.”

Hoseok hissed. Bad move.

Jimin cracked his knuckles.

The man had no time to react as Jimin shot a hand out and sunk his fist deep into his stomach, hard enough that even Hoseok winced. The guy wheezed, folding in half over his arm before crumbling to the ground, arm dropping to grab his stomach, releasing the animal in the process. Jimin quickly caught it and hugged it close, sticking his tongue out at the guy who probably had some internal damage now.

The others gapped at them, giving Jimin enough time to move back over to Hoseok before they turned angry. There were four of them, minus the one rolled up in a ball on the ground. It was easy enough and Hoseok felt himself smirk.

“Big mistake brat.”

“Likewise,” Hoseok chuckled.

Before the fight could start though, a shout from down the street caught all their attention, their heads turning to look at two people walking their way, Hoseok paused. One of them was a kid, while the other looked a bit older, maybe around Jungkook’s age. They were both dressed in darker clothes, the older wearing a mask over his mouth, hair cut sloppily and falling unevenly around his face.

The kid though… was someone he recognized. By the wide eyed expression on the boy’s face, he recognized him too.  

Hoseok and Jimin looked back at the men in front of them as one cursed, “Fucking runners. They’re not worth the trouble. Come on.”

“You’re seriously backing down because of those street rats?” Another scoffed.

“Those street rats will run back to their boss and get us blacklisted you idiot. Let’s just go.”

Hoseok crossed his arms and watched curiously as the guys grabbed their friend off the ground and continued on their way, grumbling and bitching the entire time.

Looking back towards the two who had now reached them, Hoseok grinned at the runner kid, “Long time no see kiddo.”

Jimin looked at him in surprise, as did the older runner. “You know him?”

“Mm, sort of. He was the runner JK and I got information from about Jiho,” he said.

The kid seemed to light up, and now that he was seeing him during the day, he looked much healthier than he had before. Still too skinny, but his cheeks were fuller and he looked a tad cleaner than he remembered. “You’re still working for him then? Is he still alive? I, I didn’t thank either of you last time…”

Jimin cooed a bit and the boy blushed under his attention, looking away quickly and crossing his arms.

“I thought he was lying when he said he met JK,” the older runner admitted, looking at the boy for a moment before offering them a bow. “I’m Ace, this is Scout.”

“I told you I didn’t make it up!” The kid elbowed the other.

“Hope,” Hoseok introduced, “And this is Jimin. Thanks for stepping in. It would have been a hassle to fight them,” he pushed away the slight disappointment at not getting too though.

“Got nothing else to do honestly,” Ace shrugged.

Scout took a step towards them, “We heard JK is recruiting, is that really true?”

Jimin raised a brow and looked at Hoseok, putting a hand on his hip. Hoseok grinned sheepishly at his silent question of ‘What did you do.’

“Is that what’s been going around?” Hoseok asked instead, clearing his throat a bit.

Scout nodded eagerly, “Do you think I could join too? There are a lot of us who want out, right Ace?”

Ace, who seemed much more laid back then Scout, shrugged, sticking his hands in his pockets, “Depends. Are the rumors true? Did he really take down the last guy in charge?”

“He was… dealt with, sure,” Hoseok admitted. How humans could spread word so quickly about things was honestly impressive. JK seemed to be a living legend now. Hoseok suppressed a grin, thinking about how Jungkook would react to this. Yoongi and him had conveniently forgotten to bring up the whole ‘gang boss’ thing to the others.

“Nara-noona told us we should help you guys out if we ever saw you around. Said you were worth the effort,” Ace looked them over curiously. “I don’t know if it helps to know, but we’ve been ordered to keep an eye on this area. Didn’t say for what, just said to watch for anything weird.”

Hoseok traded a frown with Jimin, both of them thinking the same thing. They were looking for the door. Why would they send humans out though? Unless they weren’t looking all that hard, or hoping that numbers alone would be enough to catch something strange. Surely this guy had other magical being’s working for him.

It made Hoseok feel like the door was only a side goal, but what would the main one be then? If not finding Galaxy?

“Thank you, that is really helpful,” Jimin said sincerely, reaching over and brushing Scout's bangs out of his face.

Scout turned beet red.

Yeah. Jimin had that affect on people.

“I hope you’ll keep quiet about seeing us?” Hoseok asked, not being subtle about the warning in his voice.

Ace nodded, “Scout wasn’t kidding. There’s a lot of us that want new management. Put in a good word for us with JK and we’ll keep an eye on the streets for you. Just say the word.”

Hoseok hummed in thought. It wasn’t a bad idea. It would be good to have more people on the inside, and they seemed willing to do as asked with little information. He had to remember to treat them to a good meal as thanks, but it would definitely benefit them to have more eyes and ears then just Nara and Il-seong.

“If anything changes around here, let Nara know. She’ll handle it from there,” Hoseok nodded in agreement and chuckled a bit when Scout smiled brightly. That was how the kid should look. Not all tough and trying to be scary.

“We’ll spread the news, the others will help too!” Scout said excitedly as they started walking away.

Hoseok stammered, turning to try and call after them, “That’s! Not… necessary,” he smacked a hand to his forehead as they ignored him and turned the corner down the street.

Jimin stared after them, “So… we work for JK now?”

Hoseok laughed a bit at the amusement in his voice. “What, you don’t think he’d look great in a uniform? Boss JK?”

Expecting a laugh, Hoseok was surprised when Jimin gasped in excitement instead, “Oh I almost forgot all about them!”

“Them?” Hoseok blinked.

Jimin grinned mischievously and started walking again, chin held up smugly.

“Jiminie, what’s ‘them’?”

“You’ll have to wait and see!”

“See what?

Jimin’s laugh, while usually beautiful and welcomed, only left him frustrated and sitting in suspense for whatever the younger had planned.


Jungkook laid still for what felt like an eternity in a state of semi-consciousness before the cloud in his mind dispersed enough for him to regain control of himself.

Trying again to push himself up, he succeeded this time in getting to his knees, breathing out at the strange fuzzy sensation all over his skin. Namjoon was right, he felt like he’d just dropped a large box he’d been caring, except the relief of pressure all over his body left him feeling weightless.

He almost felt the need to grip the ground tightly to keep himself from floating away.

Looking around he tried to spot Namjoon, staggering to his feet and using the wall of the convenience store for support. He paused and looked at the cracked wall under his hand. The wall? Had he been thrown that far?

His back twinged painfully as if saying that ‘yes, yes he had’ and he grit his teeth, reaching a hand back to touch it. It came back damp with a light red. Judging by the minimal pain, he was either still running on adrenaline or the injury wasn’t bad. It was likely just a scarp from hitting the wall, or the ground.

Wiping his blood on the thigh of his pants, he coughed a bit as he stumbled over the trash can he’d knocked down.

Jungkook noticed the damage first.

Swallowing shakily, he took in the shattered glass that littered the street, eyes tracing up to the building’s above him, every window broken in their frames. The convenience store looked like a bomb had gone off next to it, walls pressed inwards, windows blown out and shelves and products scattered everywhere. But what really caught his eyes was the massive crack in the pavement that split all the way up to the next road. Distantly he heard car alarms.

Stepping over the foot wide split in the ground, Jungkook couldn’t believe what he was seeing.

He’d done this?

The street looked like a war had raged here, his mind replaying a fight scene from one of his favourite hero movies.

His eyes dropped quickly, scanning the area in a frantic panic. Namjoon. Where was Namjoon?

Feeling the pace of his heart increase and fear course through him when he couldn’t immediately find the other, he staggered back to where he had been standing, turning in circles to look for his lover.

No. No. He couldn’t- if he hurt him- where was-

Jungkook’s eyes landed on a hand, limp on the ground, on the other side of a parked vehicle, almost completely hidden by the wheel. The windows of the car were shattered and the drivers side door was ripped in half like it had been clawed through by a monster.

Monster.

“Joon!” Jungkook gasped and bolted over to the car, running around it to find Namjoon sprawled out on his back, head rolled to the side and eyes closed. He dropped beside him roughly, ignoring the sting of pain in his back and knees.

Shaking, he hovered his hands next to his boyfriends face.

“J-Joonie? Namjoon? Please, fuck, fuck, please be okay, I thought- your spell- why did-” he was panicking. He knew he was panicking. His mind was racing too quickly to keep up with and none of his thoughts were being helpful. Calm down. Breathe.

His breathing was more like frantic panting but he’d take what he could.

Injuries, look for injuries.

Outwardly, besides a few scraps on his arms and a tear in his shirt, he seemed okay. He was breathing, he just wasn’t conscious. Gently Jungkook cupped a hand under his head, fingers lacing through his hair to feel for any bumps. If he hit his head, there could be a concussion.

Okay. Okay. He had to get them back, they needed to go see Jimin.

“Jimin, we need, I have to call, Sumi,” sticking right next to Namjoon with one hand on his chest, Jungkook scrambled to pull his phone out of his pocket and hit Sumi’s speed dial.

She picked up quickly but it didn’t feel quick enough.

“Jungkook-ssi, how is-”

“Tell Hoseok and Jimin to get back to Galaxy. Joon is hurt. I’ll meet them there.”

He hung up before she could respond. He’d apologize later.

Looking back at Namjoon, he fought off the rising emotions of horror at what had just happened. He’d hurt Namjoon. Fuck. He hurt him. This was just like Jimin all over again. This nauseous terror swimming through his stomach was becoming painfully familiar.

Whimpering, he gripped Namjoon’s shirt tightly, free hand moving all over, checking his pulse, checking for any more cuts, just touching him because he was still here and Jungkook needed to get his shit together.

Taking a deep, albeit struggling, breath, he focused on the now familiar feeling of Euphoria inside him. The welcomed emotions from his friend helped calm him, no longer hidden by the thick energy that had almost acted as a wall between them. When he looked up, the door was in front of him.

That beautiful purple door.

Jungkook was two seconds away from beginning to lift Namjoon when he remembered.

They hadn’t been alone.

His blood went cold and he whipped his head around the area, looking for his brother.

“Joonie-hyung, I’ll be- I’ll be right back,” he said quickly, though knowing the other likely couldn’t hear him. He hurried back out into the open, of the street, starting to see curious and concerned people looking his way, some walking towards them from the main street. “Shit, shit, shit.”

The sound of the glass crunching under his shoes was piercingly loud.

Just as the strangers were getting too close for comfort, Jungkook spotted his brother, laying on the ground not far from him, slumped next to a wall. He hurried to him, wincing at the cut on his head, blood dripping from his temple. “I’m sorry hyung, I’m so sorry,” he whispered quickly, checking his pulse.

Beating. Thank the Guardian he hadn’t just killed his brother. Okay. That he could work with.

“Hey! What happened? Is everything okay?”

A man jogged over to them and Jungkook quickly ripped his hands away from Ji-hun like a kid caught stealing something. He stepped back, trying to hide his own guilt, trying not to look suspicious. Quickly he started back towards Namjoon, still pretty well hidden behind the car. The door stood out above it but Jungkook knew the people wouldn’t be able to see it. “Call an ambulance! Please, he’s hurt!” He called behind him as more people started coming over.

Jungkook watched only long enough to see the guy hesitate, debating going after Jungkook or helping Ji-hun but he ended up crouching down next to the prone man while pulling out his phone.

Jungkook had to go. He couldn’t let other people find them. Going to the hospital would cause a lot of problems. Especially if the police got involved.

Quickly, he wrapped his arms around Namjoon’s chest and grunted as he hauled him up enough that he could drag him, pulling his limp body through the Euphoria door mere seconds before some people hurried past the car next to them.

Gasping when the calming air of Euphoria washed over him, he tripped and fell on his back, hissing at the painful sting. Namjoon’s weight almost knocked the air out of his lungs and he shifted him awkwardly to try and get a better hold.

Galaxy, they needed to get to Galaxy.

A warm breeze wrapped around them, like a reassuring hand on his shoulder, Euphoria seemed to be trying to tell him to calm down. It was hard to do in the moment.

A low groan had him freezing. Then, moving at a speed that would make even Taehyung jealous, he was darting out from behind Namjoon, supporting him from the side.

“Hyung? Hyung, please wake up, you have to wake up now,” Jungkook stammered, hand stroking his silver hair back. Holding him close, he kissed his forehead, his cheek, his nose, hand sliding to the side of his head as he searched his face.

Nothing could have stopped the sob ripping out of his chest as he watched Namjoon’s eyes flutter open. His eyes, his beautiful eyes, were unfocused for a moment, flittering around the sky above before pinching shut, brow tense as the pain must have hit him.

“Thank fucking god,” Jungkook sobbed, tipped his forehead forward and resting it on Namjoon’s collar bone.

“Kookie?” The immortal groaned, his voice rough and confused. “What’s- shit, ow.”

Jungkook jolted back from him and if he wasn’t supporting him, he would have pulled his hands away too. He was in pain. He was hurting. Jungkook hurt him.

“I’ve got you, you’re- you’re hurt,” Jungkook sniffed and quickly scrubbed his arm across his face. The tears kept falling but he forced himself to focus on the task at hand. “We’ve got to get back to Galaxy, can you walk?”

Namjoon seemed to be struggling to comprehend what he was saying, taking a bit too long to respond to his words. He frowned deeply, wincing in pain as he tried shifting his weight before nodding carefully, “Yeah.”

While his response didn’t sound confident, Jungkook would take it. Hooking Namjoon’s arm over his shoulder carefully, mindful of the minor scraps and cuts that were bleeding a steady flow of black blood, he shifted himself into a crouch.

“Alright, on three,” he didn’t take his eyes off Namjoon as he ignored the burning in his back. “One, two,” three never came, replaced with a grunt from both of them as they lifted themselves. Halfway up, Namjoon’s knees gave and they staggered forward, Jungkook heaving his weight up with all the strength he had in his shaky limbs.

“Okay, okay,” he breathed, not liking how hard it seemed to be for Namjoon to keep his head up. His chin kept rolling forward against his chest and the fear of how bad the damage might be had him hauling them both back to the door.

Barely able to free a hand to open the door, Jungkook all but fell through it.

Warm arms caught them before they hit the ground.


“We’re back!”

“Finally!”

Sumi looked towards the door as Hoseok and Jimin walked into the café, smiling at them as she handed a customer their order and waved goodbye. “I thought you were just going for ice cream, you’ve been gone awh- is that a dog?”

The little Pomeranian puppy was nestled into Jimin’s arms looking more then content being there. Jimin hugged it closer to himself and gasped, looking around quickly, “Where?”

“Right- you’re- where did you get a dog?” She said, baffled.

Hoseok blinked at her and looked at the puppy, pointing a finger to it, “Wait, you mean this? This is a dog?”

Sumi laughed a bit and nodded, holding her arms out, “Of course! Do you not have dogs in the- ah, where you’re from?”

Jimin traded a nervous glance with Hoseok who suddenly looked a little sheepish as he stepped over and gently passed the puppy over. Sumi cooed and scratched it’s head as its whole body wiggled in excitement. “Did you find it on the streets?”

There was a beat of silence.

“Ah, yep!” Jimin cleared his throat, tapping his hands on the sides of his thighs.

“Yep, definitely,” Hoseok was quick to agree, looking around the café casually.

“Just wandering.”

“Like animals do.”

“Just, um, completely off topic and not at all related to the current subject, what ah, what is Great Tails exactly?” Jimin swung his arms, rocking up onto the balls of his feet.

Distracted by the puppy, Sumi didn’t pay much attention to the strange behaviour, giggling when the animal licked her chin, “That’s the place down the street right? It’s a pet shop! They sell all kinds of animals there to find good homes.”

“Homes…?”

Sumi scrunched her nose up and lifted the puppy to boop it’s little nose on hers, “Oh you’re so cute! Are you a teacup pom? Hm? So tiny!”

Hoseok was making semi panicked hand gestures to Jimin who was frantically waving his hands back, whispering something that Sumi was none the wiser too.

“Ah,” she paused, unknowingly halting both boys and making them snap their arms back to their sides. “My phones ringing, I should see who that is.”

Jimin took the puppy back as she reached into her apron and looked at the name.

“Oh it’s Jungkook-ssi,” Sumi smiled. Answering quickly and giggling a bit at the way Jimin and Hoseok both took a step closer to the counter, “Jungkook-ssi, how is-”

Sumi paused at the hurried voice that reached hear ears, cutting her off.

“Tell Hoseok and Jimin to get back to Galaxy. Joon is hurt. I’ll meet them there.”

The phone went silent.

Staring ahead of her, she barely registered the words he’d said, more focused on how terrified and pained he sounded. Namjoon was hurt? What had- wasn’t Jungkook supposed to go see his brother? Had his brother done something? Was Jungkook hurt too?

“Sumi-yah. What is it.”

Hoseok’s firm voice forced her to stop staring at her phone, looking up at him and Jimin with wide eyes. Their happy expression’s were gone, sensing something was wrong from how quick the call was and she was sure her expression might be a clue as well.

“Jungkook-ssi, he said you two need to go back to Galaxy, Namjoon-ssi is hurt.” The words were barely out of her mouth before both of them took on an air she’d never seen before, a far cry from a few seconds ago when they were goofing around, their expressions turned hard and serious.

She opened her mouth to say something, maybe a reassurance, or words of comfort, but it never came out. Instead, she could only watch as they ran around the counter and into the back, bolting through the kitchen.

Sumi stood frozen for a moment until her mind caught up with her. The Guardian asked her to go back with them. It said they would need their help sooner then they thought. She didn’t dwell on the implications of this space whale knowing what the future held, or concern herself with what exactly she could be of help with, she just moved.

Running past Jaeyong, who was just about to step around the table in the kitchen to go after Hoseok and Jimin, she pulled the keys to the café out of her pocket and tossed them to him. “Please watch the café,” she said quickly, hurrying by him. There wasn’t time to explain. If an all-knowing whale tells you you need to help, it was best not to dawdle.

Jaeyong caught her arm and stopped her but before she could protest or explain quickly, she felt something being pressed into her palm. Looking down at it, she felt her mouth go dry at the sight of the paring knife. Sumi looked up at her friend with wide eyes.

“It’s not much, but just in case,” he said firmly, jaw tense. “Be careful. Call me as soon as you get back here, got it?”

Nodding once, Sumi sucked in a breath to steal herself, not sure what she’d face after stepping through that door. Jaeyong let go of her arm and she gave him one more nod of thanks before turning and heading to the break room, tucking the knife into the waist of her pants. The door sat flush against the back wall like any ordinary door. It was rather deceiving.

With only a beat of hesitation, she sucked in a breath and stepped through. Immediately the breath left her lungs as the warmth of the Galaxy flooded over her, throwing her off balance slightly and making her stumble.

Going to the Galaxy the first time had been shocking, but going there a second time was like getting punched in the stomach. The jarring realization that everything she’d convinced herself, about the Galaxy being a dream, about having been drugged like Jaeyong said, about it being not real, since they left the place were all lies she was trying to use to cope with this big truth.

The Galaxy was real.

The clearing was the same as when she’d first seen it, except now, Jimin and Hoseok were standing in it. Hoseok made a strange motion with his hand and Sumi gasped a bit as she watched the ground dip down, creating a bit of hole. Curious, she hurried over, peering into the hole and looking between the two. Neither of them acknowledged her, but she could tell they knew she was there. They were too highly alert not to notice.

Before her eyes, a patch of soft grass grew at the bottom of the hole, and with a fluid twist of his own hand, Jimin seemed to collect an orb of water out of thin air, hovering over his hand. He crouched and set the puppy down in the hole, directing the water to sit on the grass. The orb kept its shape, even as the puppy padded over to it and lapped at it.

Her amazement for the display of magic was short lived when she heard a voice from directly beside her, making her yelp and jump away from Taehyung who had appeared out of nowhere. “What’s going on? Did something happen?”

“Jungkook called Sumi at the café, Namjoon is hurt, he told us to come back here,” Hoseok explained quickly. “Are the other’s on their way?”

“Yeah, we felt your energy. What happened? Where are they now? Did his brother-” Taehyung stepped forward, a growl barely passing his lips before Jimin had him in his arms, hugging him from behind quickly.

“We don’t know anything yet,” Jimin mumbled against his shoulder.

“He said um, he said he’d meet you here,” Sumi supplied, trying to keep the majority of the shaking out of her voice.

“How did he sound?” Hoseok asked.

“Scared…” she whispered.

 They traded nervous looks. Sumi looked towards the door she’d come through, suddenly realizing something. “Wouldn’t they have to go back to the café first? Shouldn’t we have waited there?”

Hoseok shook his head and looked towards the purple door that stood next to them, “They’ll go through Euphoria. Jungkook can call the door to them, it’s faster.”

Sumi had a lot of questions about this Euphoria place but she knew this wasn’t the time to ask them. She looked towards the path when the others came into view, running over to them with much the same urgent and concerned looks as Hoseok and Jimin had in the café.

Yoongi’s eyes drifted over all of them, seeming to take stock of who was there before his eyes flashed a vibrant gold, “Where are they.”

“We don’t-” Someone started, but their attention was snatched by the purple door as it swung open. Before her eyes, Jungkook and Namjoon seemed to just step into existent which she only had half a second to realize was less of a step and more of a fall. Seokjin and Taehyung though, who both had incredibly fast reactions, caught the two before they could hit the ground.

Sumi gasped and covered her mouth with both hands at the state the two were in, staying back out of the way as they were lowered to the ground carefully. Jungkook was covered in smudges of dust and dirt, sweater ripped in some spots, his hair was all over the place and it looked vaguely like he’d been through a tornado. Tears were streaming down his face while he clutched onto Taehyung with one hand, the other arm still wrapped around a very limp Namjoon.

“Jimin,” Seokjin said urgently, voice firm.

Sumi watched them move like a well-oiled machine, eyes wide as she stood helplessly to the side.

It was all she could do to remember to grab the puppy before hurrying towards the house after them.


When Namjoon woke up, it was with a sharp gasp and Jungkook’s name on his lips.

He noticed Jimin first, sitting next to the bed, putting away his potions and ingredients into the fabric bag they were all very familiar with. The warm hum of whatever healing magic the Fae had used on him still lingered, flowing around his limbs calmingly, taking the ache from his muscles.

“Minnie, where’s-” he started, sitting up, already moving to get out of the bed.

A firm hand on his chest kept him where he was but it was the stern look in Jimin’s eyes that had him settling back against the headboard. They all knew not to mess with Jimin when they were his patient. Namjoon had to admit that it had been a very long time since he’d been on the receiving end of that sharp gaze.

“Jungkook is safe. He’s in the garden with Sumi-yah. The others are downstairs trying to keep Seokjin from cooking everything in the house.”

Relaxing a bit, he let his head thump back against the headboard, breathing out the last of the panic in his lungs. “How long have I been out?”

Jimin crawled onto the bed with him, finishing putting the last of his things away, and Namjoon welcomed him against him without hesitation. “Only about an hour since we got you back to the house,” Jimin looped his arms around his torso carefully. The potions and magic had healed him but until the full effects of the magic settled, things were a bit tender.

“Joonie…” Jimin continued, voice wavering. “You had two broken ribs and a concussion but… you also had magic abrasion. How did- What happened?”

Namjoon winced. Magic abrasion wasn’t common, given that their protection spells countered it. When a magical being was exposed to too much of another’s pure magical energy, it left abrasions, or even burns on their skin. Even without the protection spells, it wasn’t often that a magical creature released pure energy that willy nilly. It was always directed through a spell or had some kind of focused purpose.

But Jungkook…

His brow furrowed. Jungkook had used negative energy. He’d felt the swell of it seconds before it was released and only had the time to take a hasty step back before a wall of energy slammed into him. It was like being doused in ice water. The energy had swirled upon its release, twisting around Jungkook as if it were trying to protect him.

Namjoon had called his name, tried to reach out to him but had frozen when Jungkook looked at him. It was… haunting. His eyes were glowing that intense purple and for a moment, Jungkook just stood there, amongst the swirling energy. His heart was still pounding from the memory of how his lover had taken on a confused expression and slowly looked down at his hands.

He tried calling to him again, hoping that he could hear him, but Jungkook didn’t feel like Jungkook in that moment.  

The negative energy, took on the nature of what Namjoon knew to be a Chaos affinity. From there all he remembered was trying even harder to get to Jungkook, his own positive energy colliding violently with the negative around them. Then, nothing.

He couldn’t remember how exactly he got hurt, just that the negative energy seemed to pierce through him, and everything went dark.

“We should call a family meeting about this one,” Namjoon suggested slowly.

Jimin frowned but seemed to understand, lifting a hand to his cheek and leaning up to kiss him gently. It was sweet and chaste, but he could feel the anxiousness behind it. Namjoon pressed back firmly, trying to sooth that feeling in him. It worked if even just a little as Jimin pulled away with a relieving sigh.

“I don’t think Jungkookie wants to talk right now,” Jimin sighed. “He hasn’t said much since he came back. He just… kept apologizing.”

Namjoon’s heart ached and he took a steadying breath. They knew Jungkook felt bad for what happened to Jimin. Well, that was an understatement. The event had scarred him. Though he often wouldn’t talk about it, they knew he had nightmares just as frequently as they did.

He’d never once was concerned that Jungkook would ever hurt them on purpose (sparring not included). The boy went to extreme lengths to make sure that he didn’t even do it accidently, but now, he might not be able to avoid that.

It would be harder to teach him how to use the magic given that he had a dark affinity, but they could work with him on it. That wasn’t a problem. The problem was making sure that Jungkook didn’t blame himself, that he didn’t push himself away for fear of hurting them again.

They’d chase after him if he tried.

On top of that, there was the matter of his brother. That much energy was a harsh way to be exposed to magic, and Namjoon really wanted to know what had happened after he passed out. Had Ji-hun run away? Had he barraged Jungkook with questions?

It was another thing in the line of complications that seemed to be tangling into one big knot lately.


Sumi stood with her arms around herself not far behind where Jungkook had flopped down in the grass.

He sat with his legs pulled up slightly, heels dug into the ground and elbows resting on his knees as his hands fiddled with a blade of grass between them. Bandages wrapped his torso, so many that Jungkook hadn’t even bothered to put a shirt back on and Sumi would say it was a bit over kill but she’d seen the others reactions to his injuries.

They hadn’t noticed he was hurt until Yoongi had put a hand on his back to calm him when they’d gotten to the house, too busy trying to settle his near hysterics. When the phoenix let out a strangled noise, pulling his hand away, damp at the fingers with red, everyone had freaked out.

She’d say Yoongi was a naturally pale person, but he’d practically turned white at the sight of the blood, and Jimin, who rushed over to help pull Jungkook’s sweater and shirt off, had shaken so badly he’d dropped the first aid kit off the coffee table twice before finding what he needed.

The injuries weren’t bad by what she saw. It looked like road rash and a few minor scraps, but they were acting like he was on his death bed.

It had taken Jungkook reaching over to put a firm hand on Jimin’s wrist and even in his own emotional state, he was able to calmly reassure Jimin that he was okay. Even then, Jimin couldn’t seem to look at the injuries for very long as he wrapped the gauze around the boys chest and lower back.

He looked a bit like a mummy when he was finished.

Sumi had quietly volunteered to follow him out after Jungkook left without a word once he was sure Namjoon was okay. They had been clearly hesitant, and it was obvious every one of them wanted to go after him but even despite their reluctance, they trusted her to go.

That made her feel incredibly good but also incredibly nervous. She didn’t want to mess this up.

She stepped up next to him quietly, sitting down in the grass and crossing her legs. Glancing at Jungkook, she saw he was staring ahead of them, at a collection of beautiful blue and white flowers around a stone marker.

Sumi wasn’t sure what the marker was for, though she could see something written on it, she was more focused on the boy beside her.

They didn’t say anything for a long time. Sumi firmly deciding not to press for answers or ask questions. She’d leave Jungkook to his thoughts, but she was there if he needed her help.

Eventually, after her mind had wandered to a million and one different places, Jungkook spoke.

“We’re their weakness you know.”

Sumi looked at him, waiting for him to continue. Though her expression morphed into one of confusion.

“Humans. Magic doesn’t work on us. Which means their protection spells, they don’t work against humans. We can hurt them,” Jungkook said carefully, monotonously.

It was a strange concept. The question of ‘why’ settled on her tongue but she kept it there instead of voicing it. She could feel the guilt rolling off of the other, and while she didn’t know the details of what happened, all of his apologizing was a pretty good clue that he had been the cause of Namjoon’s injuries and possibly his own.

They fell back into a heavy silence before Sumi hesitantly reached over and pinched the skin of Jungkook’s bicep. He winced and looked at her in confusion pulling away and rubbing the spot to sooth the hurt. “Ow, why did you do that?”

She shrugged, “I can hurt you too.”

Maybe it was the wrong thing to say because the look on Jungkook’s face morphed into something she couldn’t really tell the emotion behind. Shifting, she hurried to continue.

“So what’s the difference between them and other humans then? Shouldn’t you just treat them like you would another human? It’s not like you actively try to hurt anyone right?”

Jungkook looked back at the flowers, “I know. I know that. It’s just…”

She waited patiently for him to continue, stretching her legs out in front of her to work out the cramps that were forming from sitting so long.

“I know I’m going to walk back into that house and they’re going to tell me it wasn’t my fault and I couldn’t have known and they’ll love me no less for it. Namjoon-hyung will probably spoil me for the next few days so I know it’s not my fault and that he’s not mad at me. And I’ll believe them. Because I know it’s not. Because they’re right. But….”

“You’ll feel like you don’t deserve the forgiveness?” Sumi guessed gently, smiling sadly when Jungkook bite his lip and turned his head ever so slightly so she couldn’t see his eyes. Leaning forward a bit, she asked, “Why do you think that?”

“What have I ever done to deserve them? I wasn’t, I was a shitty person, I still sometimes am. Hell, I basically left my brother half dead in an alley today and I don’t, I don’t even feel bad about it. I’m just happy I got Namjoon home. I don’t- I’m not a good person. I don’t deserve so much, and they’ve,” Jungkook’s voice cracked, “They’ve given me everything.”

“People aren’t things to be deserved or earned Jungkook-ssi. People choose to be apart of your life, sometimes whether you like it or not. That’s their choice.”

“Then I don’t understand why they chose me. I’m not, I’m not anything. I’m nothing. I feel like nothing,” Jungkook pulled his knees closer to his chest, the wobbling in his voice giving away the tear in his eyes. “I doubt myself so much, even after, even after everything we’ve been through I still keep expecting them to turn around and say ‘You’re too much for us.’ And then things like this happen, and I, I think that what if, what if I had killed him. What if I had killed Jimin, or Namjoon or Hoseok or even Theana? Just by being near them, just by touching them.”

Sumi stayed silent, biting her tongue at the heart ache she felt on his behalf. He sounded so desperate, so broken. Like he didn’t know which way was up let alone what path was the right one to follow. If he was doing too little or too much. She knew that feeling.

“I died,” he waved his hand forwards harshly, towards the stone marker and Sumi blinked, startled out of her thoughts as she really looked at the stone. Her blood went cold when she read the name on it.

Oh.

It was a grave.

“I died and it, it fucking hurt. It hurt so much but I, I came back and it,” Jungkook broke off, sucking in a breath as tears rolled down his face. “I’m so fucking scared of losing them all again. And I always seem to be the reason they’re in harms way. What if, what if me loving them is what’s going to kill them?”

Sumi reached over without thinking twice, pulling Jungkook against her and hugging him tightly. He didn’t hug her back, but that was okay, she just needed him to know she was here. He sobbed into her shoulder, tears that had been held back far longer then they should have been.

She didn’t understand, she didn’t know what happened. She didn’t know what to say or how to help. So she did everything she could. In this moment, it was just holding him. It was rubbing soothing circles on his back, mindful of his injuries.

It was saying those five words that she had wished on so many occasion’s that someone would say to her.

“You’re going to be okay.”

Jungkook cried harder, arms coming up to wrap around her, shoulders shaking and tears soaking through her shirt. All those barriers that he’d clearly been trying to keep together with tape and glue, finally crumbled and he just let himself feel it.

Before, she had felt so useless. Sumi had wondered why the Guardian had asked her to come back. She had only been able to stand off to the side and stare as the others did all the worked. She hadn’t been able to help at all.

But maybe, it wasn’t about helping. Maybe she’d gotten that wrong.

It was… about being there.

That’s all she needed to do. Just be there. Sometimes, she supposed, that was enough.

If he noticed that Sumi was crying too, he didn’t say anything.

Seeing them before, how they clung to each other as if they were the only things they had in the world, made her feel as if she’d opened a book to a random page and started reading. She didn’t know the whole story, she didn’t know how much those little actions meant to them. But she knew she wanted to keep reading. She wanted to see the happy ending.

Whether she was just a reader of their adventure or she was apart of their story, she would support them.  

Notes:

Alright! To recap, Jungkook has a dark affinity and Namjoon suspects its Chaos. His brother is going to have questions when he wakes up. Jungkook is having a minor break down but it's okay because Sumi is a good friend. Jimin and Hoseok are further forming JK's gang that he knows nothing about. The boys have a lot to talk about.

I want to thank everyone, for all the love and support this story has gotten. Just the fact that you guys are still following it absolutely amazes me and pushes me to do my best to give you good chapters. I sincerely hope you're liking the story so far. It's astounding that we've just passed where the first book ended and aren't even half way yet. So thank you so so much. You guys are so wonderful and I hope you truly know that.

Next Chapter: (Very short, was going to be apart of this one but I felt it needed to be on its own) Kim Ki-jung makes an interesting connection.

Next Next Chapter: Ji-hun wakes up in the hospital with questions and someone is there to answer them. Jungkook finds a new determination with the others help and begins training. Tannie makes himself at home, much to Yoongi's frustration.

Next Update: Thursday 10th EST (Again, really short so I didn't want it to be your weekly update)

Next Next Update: Monday 14th EST

Thank you again, so so very much for reading. Please stay safe and healthy everyone, get a good night's sleep and drink lots of water! Borahae!

Chapter 22: My Treasure

Summary:

Ki-jung finds a new toy and an old one.

Notes:

Hi! Sorry, don't mind me, I'm just going to leave this little tiny chapter here (like super tiny). It felt weird to put it at the end of the last chapter and it's too short to make me feel satisfied with this being your weekly chapter so it's a little in between one to break up the week.

I hope you're all having a great week so far!

Warning: Ki-jung views violence as something seductive. Hence the torture and such, please skip this if you don't like (check the recap at the end for quick summary and important plot notes).

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Sir.”

Kim Ki-jung turned to look at the man that had just entered his suite. He offered him a smile and waved a beckoning hand, “Chungho-ssi, come in, come in!”

Chungho hesitated a moment before stepping away from the door where two other guards stood silently, hands folded in front of them. Ki-jung chuckled to himself at the man’s tense posture. All these types were the same, always on guard. That was why they worked the positions they did.

Chungho himself had shown great promise. He’d certainly earned his position. He was one of the few lackies that Ki-jung didn’t mind so much.

“I’m making some ramen, care for some?” He offered, grabbing a bowl from the cupboard.

Clearing his throat, Chungho politely declined as he stepped carefully over to the kitchen as if he was walking through a field of land mines.

“All business with you,” Ki-jung shook his head fondly. “I hope you have good news for me, people were really pissing me off at the office today,” he hummed as he took the pot off the stove, pouring himself a bowl of the noodles.

“Yes sir. I found the boy.”

Ki-jung twisted around to look at him, blinking with wide eyes. “Really?” He set the pot down with a clang and grabbed his bowl, dropping a pair of chopsticks in it before moving to the counter to see the phone Chungho slid over.

“Let me see, let me see,” he mumbled eagerly, resting his elbows on the countertop.

The picture was a slightly blurry close up of the boy’s face, set into a serious expression that only served to compliment his strong jawline. Whistling quietly, Ki-jung bit his lip, failing to suppress his grin.

“Your photography skills are shit Chungho-ssi, you should work on that.”

“Yes… sir.”

“Still, I could be looking at this in 240p and he’d still be sex appeal with legs. Blonde suits him,” Ki-jung smirked when Chungho shifted uncomfortably at the comment. “Where’d you find the pretty little thing?”

“I followed his brother. His behavior seemed strange when we crossed paths, so I tailed him for a while. They met to discuss something, but I wasn’t close enough to hear.”

Setting the phone down to slide his bowl in front of him, he stayed hunched over as he slurped some of the hot noodles into his mouth, eyes searching over the face in the photo.

Jeon Jungkook.

Who knew he’d grow up to be such a looker. The last photo he’d seen of the kid was his government ID. In that photo he was still quite boyish and had his natural hair colour. But the person in this photo looked stronger, more manly yet with smooth features that made his beautiful doe eyes stand out. His skin was blissfully unmarked.

Apparently being dead had done wonders for the guy.

To see those eyes, teary and begging, to hear his voice. He could only imagine how beautiful he’d be for him, how well behaved.

He licked his lips.

“I want him.”

“Sir?”

“Schedule me a meeting with the old man. He should have known better then to try and break our deal. I let him get away with it once, I won’t be so kind this time.”

“Yes sir,” Chungho said, hesitating. He reached over to the phone while Ki-jung slurped another mouthful of noodles. “There’s something else you should know sir. I believe that the boy is not human.”

Ki-jung glanced at him and raised a brow, mumbling around the food in his mouth,“Of course he is.”

Chungho twitched slightly at the behaviour, “The boys eyes turned purple just before he released a large amount of energy. He hurt the two others there. I was under the impression that magic had no effect on human’s sir, and I was pretty certain his brother was human.”

“Magic can’t hurt humans,” Ki-jung frowned curiously. “Are you sure? The idiot didn’t just hurt himself accidently or pass out from shock or something?”

Knowing Chungho wasn’t brave enough to lie to him he knew the man likely was telling the truth. If that were the case, his new treasure would be far more interesting then he thought. The idea of a human having magic was almost laughable, not to mention impossible.

Unless of course that little brat who thought he could weasel his way into the runner’s boss position unnoticed had perfected that power that he had promised him. Perhaps his treasure was a test subject. All the more reason the boy belonged to him. He’d have to start making preparations for the beautiful boy’s arrival. He only wanted the best for the pretty creature.

“I took a picture. Both men were thrown quite far.”

Ki-jung’s eyes flicked back down to the phone when he swiped to the next photo. Eyes widening, Ki-jung coughed, spitting the ramen in his mouth back into the bowl and ripping the phone off the counter. “Oh. Oh ho ho ho! No fucking way!”

Chungho tensed at the outburst, back straightening and mouth snapping closed.

Ki-jung zoomed in on the picture of the three men. Jungkook was clinging to the arm of a very familiar person and he couldn’t help but laugh joyfully. “What are the odds? My new toy is friends with my old one! Fuck how I miss him, him and that little birdie. You should have heard them Chungho-ssi, their screams were melodic.”

Ki-jung hugged the phone to his chest and leaned back against the counter behind him, looking up. Someone was looking out for him. Not only could he get this new beautiful treasure, he could get his favourite ones back.

“My angel,” Ki-jung whispered, grinning. “You can’t have this one. He’s mine.”

“Shall I… continue to follow the brother sir?” Chungho asked slowly.

“No, he’s useless. I want the pretty treasure in my hands before the end of next week,” he rolled his neck. Two weeks would be enough time to get everything he needed set up to welcome the precious thing. And, he was nothing if not kind, he had to give the old man a chance to redeem himself after all.

This little treasure of his might be just what he needed to find his Angel again. The thought was tantalizing and made a giddy excitement roll through his stomach. He zoomed in on the boy, taking in his expression of fear. He shuddered.  Beautiful. Perfect. Absolutely stunning.

What he wouldn’t give to be the cause of that fear.

“Two weeks treasure,” he smirked slowly.

Notes:

Short and sweet!
Recap: Ki-jung now knows Jungkook knows Namjoon, he's really looking forward to having Jungkook around, he's giving the 'old man' two weeks to act before he steps in, and he knows there's more to Jungkook in terms of magic.

The boys are on a time limit now and they don't even know it... dun dun dun!

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed, let me know what you think of Ki-jung and if you think he'll be as easy to deal with as Jiho ;) Also I'd love to hear how your weeks are going! How are you? Good, not so good, in between? I have to go and respond to the comments last chapter still, but I will be doing that very soon. Thank you everyone, to the readers who've been here from the start and to the new ones who are just joining us ^_^ Don't forget how awesome you are and please stay healthy and safe! Borahae!

Chapter 23: Love and War

Summary:

Ji-hun has a visitor. Yoongi hasn't quite fallen for Tannie's charms. Namjoon comforts Jungkook.

Notes:

Hi hi!
This is a nice sweet fluffy one, not terribly long. I loved your responses to Ki-jung last chapter and I know you guys want more action and its coming I swear, but some things have to happen first so please be patient. Thank you for all the love you guys have given this and me, some of you were saying you've reread the series and that means a lot. The fact that it's interesting enough to go back and read again is a big achievement in my mind so thank you for letting me know that.
Enough rambling though, please enjoy!

Warnings: mentions of war, death (not in detail), blood

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Ji-hun spent an hour staring at the ceiling of the hospital room before his mind could even begin to run over what had happened. When the events replayed themselves, scene by scene, all he could do was mumble a quiet, “What the fuck?”

Everything ached. His body throbbed and his muscles pulled and twitched in strange ways but his head hurt the most. The muted pain was almost more annoying than the full ache it had been after he’d woken up. The nurse insisted on giving him painkillers to help.

Now he felt sluggish and numb which didn’t help when his mind was trying to race a mile a minute through the thick, muddy drag of the pills.

A gas line blew up.

That’s what the doctor told him was the cause for his injuries.

That’s not what happened. Gas lines didn’t release black twisting something (Smoke? Could it have been smoke?). They didn’t cause cars to be ripped into seemingly without cause, they didn’t come from a person.

His brother.

His brother had purple eyes.

Glowing purple eyes.

Was it even his brother?

Ji-hun reached over and used the remote on the side of the bed to adjust himself to a sitting position, grunting slightly as his back was disturbed. The doctors told him that he had a mild concussion and significant bruising on his back. He was lucky his spine hadn’t broken.

He refused to believe it was a gas line.

But if it wasn’t then what the hell had actually happened?

His eyes told him Jungkook had done something. Or something had happened to Jungkook. But his mind told him that wasn’t possible. Whatever he’d seen wasn’t possible. He’d looked like he was almost in pain before. Now, Ji-hun had no clue where his brother or his brother’s boyfriend were. The doctors said that the police that had gotten to the scene hadn’t found anyone else injured.

Taking a deep slow breath, he tipped his head back against the bed. Jungkook had been so calm about everything. He’d taken the news of a stranger in their parents’ home as if it meant nothing. As if their parents meant nothing to him.

Could he really blame him?

Still, whatever Jungkook was involved with, wasn’t something Ji-hun was cut out for. This wasn’t something he understood. He hoped Jungkook would make good on his promise to call him. To talk to him about what’s going on.

The door of his room slid open and a nurse poked her head in, “Jeon Ji-hun? You have a visitor.”

Ji-hun pushed himself to sit up straighter, heart jumping. Was it Jungkook? Did he come back to check on him? Was he alright?

Instead of his little brother, a man walked in the door that he was all too familiar with. Except it only made him more confused. The man’s hair was grey, well styled but showing his age. His square jaw and straight nose made him look strong yet kind. The corners of his eyes adorned a spiderweb of creases, eyes themselves heavy with the lifetime they’d witnessed.

“Ji-hun-ah,” his grandfathers voice was fond, if a little relieved. The deep gravelly texture of his voice was as soothing as he always remembered it being.

“Grandpa?” he questioned, watching as the man stepped further into the room and stood near the foot of the bed. “What are you doing here?”

Instead of answering him, his grandfather looked towards the nurse and bowed gently, “Thank you for showing me the way dear, could we have some privacy for a moment?”

Returning the bow, the nurse gave him a polite smile before stepping out and closing the door behind her.

Ji-hun looked his grandfather over.

Rang Seung-hee was a gentleman if nothing else. He dressed in the finest of suits, likely worth more then what Ji-hun had made in the last year. He was clean shaven and stood with all the confidence of man of his stature should. He didn’t try and hide his age, didn’t wear makeup or dye his hair or get surgery to make himself look younger. He wore his age proudly. That was the sense he got whenever he saw his grandfather. A proud man.

“How are you feeling Ji-hun-ah?” Seung-hee asked carefully, hesitantly.

“Like I was just slammed into a wall. How did you know I was here?”

“The hospital called me,” he explained shortly, looking around the room at the equipment like he had some interest in it.

The hospital called him? Did that mean that he’d changed his emergency contact as well?

Seung-hee continued before he could ask, “Am I not allowed to visit my own grandchild when he’s hurt?”

If Ji-hun didn’t think he was being suspicious, he would have fallen for the almost heartbroken note in his voice. The way his shoulders dropped ever so slightly like the weight of the world pressed a little harder on him. Another thing he had to carry.

“Do my parents know you’re here?” Ji-hun asked, the headache he had pulsed, making him squint. Did the lights have to be so bright?

Seeing his discomfort, Seung-hee stepped over to the switch and used a thin wrinkled hand to dim the overhead lights a touch. “Of course not. You know your mother would prefer you have no contact with me. My daughter is stubborn in her ways.”

Ji-hun bit his tongue to keep from saying that she had certainly gotten it from somewhere.

“I wish I could say I was here strictly because I was worried. However, I wanted to discuss something with you Ji-hun-ah.”

“Discuss something?”

Seung-hee stepped next to the bed and took a seat in the chair that sat next to it, grunting quietly as he lowered himself into it. Sighing he chuckled weakly, “Never get old son.”

Ji-hun wasn’t entirely sure he’d get the chance if he kept getting involved with Jungkook. Holy shit, he… actually could have died. He gripped the sheets in his lap to hide the shaking of his hands. “Discuss what?”

“It’s about Jungkook-ah.”

“Jungkook? What about him?” Ji-hun had to remind himself quickly that Jungkook was supposedly dead. He looked at his feet under the thin hospital sheet. Why the sudden interest after being so against looking into him at all?

“Ji-hun-ah. I know.”

He raised a brow. “You know?”

His grandfather sighed, that heavy weight on his shoulders must be crushing, “I know he’s alive.”

Don’t react. Don’t panic.

As confused and annoyed as he was at the choices Jungkook was making and how little sense they made. He was still his brother. It was a little brother’s job to annoy the older. Even now, though they were adults and the situations were more serious. He knew that he couldn’t expect so much from Jungkook immediately. But his frustration was hard to push away. Regardless, he’d protect his brother anyway he could.

“We were both at his funeral. You know he’s not.”

His grandfather persisted, “I want to help. Jungkook is in danger. More then you know. Ji-hun-ah, you know me. Please, tell me where he is and I can keep him safe.”

“Like you tried to when he was a kid?” Ji-hun glared at him, rage running through him. On a normal day he would have kept his respect for the older. He would have heard him out. Today though, his head hurt, his body hurt, he’d seen some fucking weird shit and he had no clue where his brother was. So no. He wasn’t going to stop the rage that boiled inside him. “When you tried to have him kidnapped away from your own daughter?”

A pained look crossed the man’s face but Ji-hun wasn’t having it. He wanted some damn answers, from someone, anyone, because he felt nearly insane right now.

“You walk in here claiming to want to help Jungkook? You’re the reason we moved, you’re the reason Jungkook was forced through conversion therapy for that damn money, you and your fucking company,” he saw something in the man’s eyes but he ignored it, pushing on, nearly yelling, “I had to give up everything to study business and do all the hard work while Jungkook was left in the dark because god forbid his childhood was taken from him! You want to protect him? Bullshit,” he growled.

Ji-hun sometimes wished that his grandfather had succeeded in taking Jungkook. To no fault of Jungkook’s own, but he sometimes thought that maybe things would have been easier for everyone then.

“So why fucking now? Huh? I tried to get you to help for so long and you wouldn’t so much as let me tell you if Jungkook was healthy or not. You clearly don’t want anything to do with him.”

“Watch your language with me son. There is so much more going on then you know,” Seung-hee said evenly, though Ji-hun could see the restrained annoyance at being so blatantly disrespected. He leaned closer, “It wasn’t a gas line explosion was it.”

It wasn’t a question but it made Ji-hun’s mouth snap closed.

“You saw something that you can’t quite understand or explain, didn’t you?” Seung-hee said slowly, carefully, as if testing the waters.

He hated that he was right. He couldn’t explain what he saw. None of it made any sense. But why would his grandfather suspect that? How did he find out about Jungkook?

“Where are you getting this from?” He grit his teeth.

“I know I haven’t been there for either of you, and if I had known,” Seung-hee sucked in a breath, emotion heavy in his eyes. “If I had known that Jungkook was put through that, I would have… I want to make this right.”

Ji-hun looked away from him, “Why did you change Jungkook’s emergency contact? Did you do the same to mine? Is that why they called you?”

Seung-hee nodded, “Yes. I have my reasons for distancing myself from your brother, but I needed to know if he was ever hurt.”

“Because he’s your precious heir?” Ji-hun spat.

Seung-hee shot him a look that made him shiver, “Because he’s my grandson. Just as you are.”

Did he expect him to believe he was doing this for his family? Out of the blue? Restraining order or not, he could have done something sooner. Why hadn’t he approached him at the funeral? Why now of all times? Ji-hun felt it was too simple, too easy just to ask for his help.

This man had an entire company built and thriving on the business of helping people. The Wings Network was incredible in its acts of morality and good deeds. It had helped thousands of people. But when it came to his own family, that’s where Seung-hee fell short.

Ji-hun really didn’t mind his grandfather. He loved him. He was family. He even admired him as a business man. But he was getting sick and tired of the lies. Of being strung along down a path with a blindfold on, no way of knowing if he was heading towards a cliff or something wonderful.

“Jungkook is dead,” he glared at the man. He was firm, leaving no room for argument.

Seung-hee looked at him for a long moment before nodding once, diplomatically, and standing. “I hope you get well soon Ji-hun-ah. I will cover the hospital costs, stay as long as you need to get better.”

Ji-hun said nothing. Even as his grandfather paused to wait to see if he would. A hand rested on his shoulder, bony but warm. Comforting in a way that made him feel guilt twist in his stomach.

“I am… truly sorry Ji-hun-ah. Please take care of yourself. Don’t get further involved with all of this.”

He left without another word.

Ji-hun watched the door close. He sat in the silence left behind.

Something gnawed uncomfortably at his stomach. A bad feeling.


“Okay you little fluff ball. I won’t say it again. Get your tiny, dirty little paws off my piano.”

The dog, as Jimin had called it, stared at him. It tilted its head curiously in response to the glare of annoyance Yoongi was leveling it with.

Yoongi raised his brow and pointed at the ground forcefully, a clear sign of ‘get down’.

The dog yawned.

“I’m sure Jinnie could make you taste great,” he grumbled, huffing. Yoongi reached over to pick the animal up off the top of the piano for the fourth time but it dodged his hands, making him overextend and jab his ribs against the edge of the instrument.

The dog skirted around the top of the black polished surface, dirty paws leaving scuffs on the practically reflective piano and Yoongi squawked in horror. He quickly pulled his sleeve down over his hand and tried to rub the spots out. Unsuccessful he snapped his attention back on the culprit and lunged at it.

The dog yipped and jumped down onto the piano bench, then the floor, before padding away on its little legs. It’s fluffy head held high as if it were proud of the damage it had caused.

Yoongi growled.

He took three long strides towards the animal, eyes set on his target as he lifted his hand, flames covering his palm and fingers.

Before he could reach for it, the door to the study opened and Yoongi snapped his hand closed, snuffing out the flame and shoving his hand behind his back not at all suspiciously.

Taehyung came in and perked up upon seeing the dog. “Tannie! There you are,” he crouched and Yoongi scrunched his nose when the dog bounded over to him and let the Fae scoop him into his arms.

Yeontan, as Taehyung had decided to name it, had taken a liking to him right away. The pup was friendly to all of them but it seemed to really have an attachment to Taehyung. Yoongi would find it cute if he wasn’t so annoyed with being distracted by Tannie while he was trying to play.

Taehyung looked at him and grinned at the unimpressed look he was giving him, “Was Tannie bothering you?”

“Yes,” he said bluntly.

Taehyung snickered and stepped over to him, shoving the ball of fluff in his face. Yoongi leaned away from it, “Oh but look at him Yoongi, he’s so cute.”

“Adorable,” Yoongi looked at him blankly. “How do you even know it’s a ‘he’?”

Taehyung blinked at him, tipping to the side to see around the dog, “How do you know you’re a he?”

Yoongi opened his mouth but quickly shut it. Yeah okay, that was fair.

“Why did Hoseok and Jimin even get this thing? Has Jungkook seen it yet?” Yoongi asked instead.

Taehyung pouted and hugged the pup against his chest, “It’s not a ‘thing’ Yoongi, it’s Tannie,” he smiled and nuzzled his face into the creature’s fluff. The dog seemed indifferent to it. “Jungkookie is with Joonie right now, they went to talk after Sumi left.”

“So that’s a no then,” Yoongi sighed. He wondered what Jungkook would say about the animal. It would be hard to convince the others to bring it back to the human world. Even Seokjin had taken a liking to it in the short time since it’d been in the home.

He wasn’t surprised Namjoon and Jungkook were still talking. Jungkook had come inside with Sumi after awhile and told them everything that had happened. Jungkook was blaming himself, but if anyone could pull him out of that mentality, it was Namjoon. He’d done it for Yoongi himself a few times.

He had to admit he was concerned about this new development. Not because of the powers, that they had kind of expected. No, it was the fact that Jungkook had hurt not only Namjoon, completely nullifying his protection spell, but he also hurt his brother. A human.

If his magic was anything like theirs, that shouldn’t be possible. But it wasn’t. It was a new magic that they knew very little about. And that scared him. It made it unpredictable.

Taehyung’s finger tapped him under the chin and he looked at the other, his features softening once he noticed how heavy his frown had gotten. Taehyung smiled gently and stepped closer to him. “You have your stress face on.”

“I don’t have a stress face, this is just my face.”

“It’s stressed.”

“It has a reason to be stressed.”

“Jungkookie will be okay,” Taehyung hummed without a shred of doubt, all the confidence in the world. “He’s got us.”

It was a simple thing. A fact he already knew. Taehyung might as well have told him the sky was purple. Yet, it put him at ease to hear it. To be reminded. Chuckling a bit he hooked a hand around the side of Taehyung’s neck and pulled him close. Kissing his warm velvety lips with all the love he could give.

Taehyung smiled against his lips and pressed in close, deepening what was supposed to be something chaste and sweet. A shiver ran down his spine when he felt the Fae’s tongue brush his lip. Instead of letting him in, he slid his hand back a little further and gripped his hair in a tight fist. He knew it wouldn’t hurt the other, but he couldn’t help imagining what it would feel like if Jungkook were touching them.

Taehyung’s lips broke away from his as he tugged his head back, barring his throat and making the younger let out a gasp and a low groan. Taehyung was on another level of beautiful. No matter what expression he made, blissful, happy, angry, protective, even when he was sad, he was still beautiful. But this, this expression of longing and lust, might be one of Yoongi’s favourite expressions on him.

Humming lowly, he leaned in to kiss the others neck, wanting to taste his skin and even though he couldn’t leave marks without Jungkook there, it wouldn’t stop him from trying.

Before he could even press his lips against him, Yoongi felt something wet brush the underside of his chin making him jump in surprise and step back. Quickly wiping his chin and scrunching his nose in disgust he looked at the dog still tucked in Taehyung’s arms.

Taehyung laughed, despite the hooded set to his eyes and Yoongi huffed. The piano was one thing, but getting between him and a member of his Set was another. He wouldn’t stand for it.

Taking Tannie from Taehyung, Yoongi held it at arm’s length and walked towards the door with it, ignoring Taehyung’s slight protest. Plopping the animal on the ground he pointed a finger at it and narrowed his eyes.

“Listen here fuzz bucket. We will get along just fine if you keep to your space and I keep to mine,” he whispered sternly. “I don’t need you staring at me when I’m making out with my lover so go find Jimin or Hoseok to bother.”

Giving the very innocent looking dog one last pointed look, he closed the door and turned to find a more then amused Taehyung watching him with a raised brow.

“Not a word.”

“Are you jealous?”

“Those are words.”

“You’re jealous of Tannie.”

“And you’re still talking,” Yoongi huffed, stepping back over to the Fae, crowding him against the piano.

Taehyung bit his lip, a teasingly smirk making the corner of his mouth twitch upwards, “What are you going to do about it?” The Fae leaned close enough to brush their lips together but didn’t satisfy him with a kiss, instead whispering, “Hyung.”

Yoongi braced his hands on the piano, twitching at the word, gaze becoming dangerous. Taehyung though, was the one that practically purred, clearly liking the reaction. “You like when bun calls you that too? What if Minnie and I started calling you hyung?”

Rolling his tongue in his mouth to scrounge for some semblance of control, if only just to keep this heated tension for a bit longer, build it just a bit more before letting it snap and ravaging the other the way he wanted to. “If you call Joon or Hobi that, they’ll practically ruin you.”

Taehyung’s eyes sparked with that mischievous glint that always got him into some kind of trouble, “Do you think?”

Yoongi shook his head at the clear excitement in his voice and leaned in to kiss him. Without the dog in the way it was much easier for him to press flush against Taehyung’s body, feeling his warmth against him burning in a way his flames couldn’t.

The kiss turned into a heated mess of tongues and panting breathes, hands gripping clothes and hips grinding together with delicious friction.

Yoongi bit particularly hard into Taehyung’s neck when he let out a breathy “Hyung.” The word shot right through him, adding to the pleasure building low inside him. Fuck. It shouldn’t be that attractive coming out of Taehyung’s mouth. They’d gotten used to hearing Jungkook call them that, they’d become almost proud of the title from the youngest’s lips. To hear it from his lover, who had called him all the names of endearment under Galaxy’s sky, was a new kind of pride.

Knowing it was said with respect, and always with so much love and care from their newest lover, then to be used and adopted by the second youngest… it was a sense of unity and exclusivity that made his heart pound heavy in his chest.

Maybe it was extremely common in the human world. But in Galaxy? It was theirs. They were the only ones who were called that.

Taehyung groaned, licking into Yoongi’s mouth before pulling away and gripping his dark hair, “If you,” he panted, “like that, just wait until you see what we got for you.”

Yoongi blinked, “You got something?”

Taehyung grinned and nodded, cheeks flushed perfectly, “It’s a surprise.”

“What did you do?” He squinted suspiciously. The suspicion only grew when Taehyung kissed him fiercely instead of answering.

He dropped the thought entirely when Taehyung slid his hand down his chest to the waist of his pants.

He could worry about this ‘surprise’ later.


Namjoon’s body burned.

His muscles, his skin, his lungs, every part of him felt like it was aflame. The air was thick around him, torturous to breathe. For a blissful, treacherously short moment, it seemed quiet.

A yell.

Piercing through the silence, rolling across the battlefield and slamming into him like a solid force. Chills covered his skin, an uncomfortable contrast to the burning. Another heartbeat and Namjoon held his breath, waited for his lungs to ignite from the agony of it.

Then, the command.

Seokjin’s voice carried across the ranks, and if the enemies voice hit him like a punch to the gut, Seokjin’s ripped through his broken and bloody body and forced it to move like a willing puppet on strings. He yelled, voice adding to the sea of yells, as pained as they were resolved.

The ache through his body faded, mind shutting it out as he charged forward, armor heavy and clanging as he ran.

Suddenly, he was in the thick of it. He clawed his way through men, woman, magical beings of all sorts of species. His sword was unforgiving to them all. Blood was drawn, black and red alike. His stomach rolled, his teeth pressed so tightly together they might have cracked.

Ducking under a swing of a particularly vicious looking blade, he sunk his own into the gut of a young man. Practically a boy. He didn’t think. Didn’t feel. That wasn’t a luxury he was allowed here. Instead, he tugged his blade back sharply, pulling it free, catching the sight of red coating it. Human.

Out of the corner of his eye, a growling beast bounded towards him, its massive body taking out soldiers (friends) on the way. Namjoon had not even a moment to blink before he was diving to the side, narrowly missing getting caught in the creatures maw.

It spun on him, savage teeth barred, saliva flying, claws digging into the earth.

Namjoon had a half a thought. A half-formed idea that this was where he’d die. Another nameless body on the field.

Then light, a flash. He saw black spots in his vision for a moment, blinking frantically to rid them as the beast dropped dead. Burnt through with a blade of light so intense it was practically the sun itself.

The black spots cleared allowing him to look at the man that stood in front of him, armor as scuffed and dented and dirty as the rest of the troops. Seokjin wasn’t a man who would sit back and watch his men die without being in the fight with them.

Namjoon loved this man.

He loved him as he turned and grabbed Namjoon’s arm, hauling him up to his feet forcefully. He loved him as he told him to stop being an idiot and watch his back. He loved the concern in his eyes. He loved the power in his presence.

Namjoon loved him, but couldn’t.

Loving was feeling.

That was a luxury.

So he shoved it away and he nodded to his General and he fought until the numbers on both sides dwindled. The enemy backed down, retreated.

And Namjoon collapsed.

But he still didn’t feel. Not yet. Not until the war was over.


Namjoon wasn’t sure why the memories of that particular battle were coming back. It usually blurred with all the rest. That had been one battle of countless. While he had been given immortality, his mind was still that of a human’s. His memory as well. Those things faded with time.

He found his mind drifting through that particular time though. In such a quiet moment, after sharing so many reassurances with the human in his arms. Maybe it was because he was so free to express that love he couldn’t before.

Or perhaps it was because there was an unsettling feeling in him.

Something that felt vaguely like a warning.

Maybe the thoughts returned as a warning, like Seokjin had told him then, to watch his back.

He just didn’t know what he was watching for.

“I’m sorry,” Jungkook’s voice broke through his thoughts and he hummed fondly.

“I know bunny.”

“No, I’m really really sorry hyung.”

Chuckling, Namjoon kissed the top of Jungkook’s head, curled up in the younger’s bed with his lover laying half on his chest. “I know you are, that’s the tenth time you’ve apologized love.”

“I feel like it’s not enough,” Jungkook admitted in frustration, pressing against him a bit harder, as if that would emphasize his apology.

Namjoon stroked a hand up and down his spine calmly, trying to ease the tension that had built in his shoulders. “You feel bad because of everything that’s happened,” he guessed, feeling Jungkook go still quietly against him. “Not just about this, but about everything before. About Jiminie, and when Hobi got hurt. You still blame yourself for it love. But no one else is, you’ve got to let that go before it eats you up.”

Jungkook peaked through his bangs at him and it was all Namjoon could do not to coo at the large doe eyes that met his, full of doubt and worry and all the feelings that Namjoon knew all too well.

“It’s hard…”

“I know,” Namjoon said soothingly. “The others and I feel the same way you know.”

Jungkook’s brow furrowed and he sat up enough to see him properly, still leaning over him.

Smiling gently he lifted a hand to the others cheek and felt the soft skin there, took a moment to just appreciate him.

“You were forced into this life love, quite brutally. And while we weren’t the ones who forced you, it’s our world, our magic that made your life impossibly difficult. Made you make impossible choices. We feel responsible for that,” he tucked a strand of Jungkook’s hair behind his ear. It was starting to get longer again.

“That’s not- you guys had nothing to do with that. You only ever made it easier for me,” Jungkook insisted.

“So you don’t blame us?”

“No hyung of course not. Why would-” Jungkook cringed and sighed. “Oh...”

Namjoon hummed and pulled the other down to press their foreheads together, “It’s about perspective Kookie. If you don’t blame us for that, you can’t think we’d ever blame you for these things that you can’t control. Only worry about what you can control. If you ever doubt, talk to one of us. You know we’ll always remind you how much we love you.”

Jungkook sighed, breath ghosting across Namjoon’s lips, “Okay hyung.”

“Good bunny,” he kissed Jungkook gently, relishing in the way the other melted against him either at the words or at the kiss, he wasn’t entirely sure but it was adorable nonetheless. Jungkook was just, so good. Painfully good almost. He felt as if he might almost taint him just by touching him.

His hands had killed, viciously and unforgivingly. He’d had blood on them countless times. Like it had with Jimin and Taehyung, he felt wrong for touching them at first. It took time, but they showed him, reminded him of the things he had done that were good. He cherished the things and people he loved with these hands, protected the ones who needed it. Saved lives. Fought so others didn’t have too.

So as quickly as the worry of sullying Jungkook with his past came, he pushed it away. His hands came up to his lovers face, his body twisted to the side, flipping their positions and guiding Jungkook’s head back onto the pillows as if he were made of glass.

Jungkook flushed prettily, throat bobbing slightly as he swallowed and Namjoon marveled at how he still got so flustered at these little acts. Little things he should have always gotten the chance to experience but never did because the world was cruel and unkind in the worst ways.

Brushing his bangs back from his forehead, Namjoon leaned down to press a kiss there. Then a gentle one to the corner of his eye, taking his time, not rushing, enjoying the way Jungkook’s breathing became uneven from something small yet intimate. He kissed his cheek, then the tip of his nose.

That made Jungkook smile a toothy grin that made him look so much like the bunny they nicknamed him after. Namjoon thought that with centuries of loving and being loved by five men, he’d have no more love to give, but here Jungkook was, determined to prove otherwise.

“Hyung?” Jungkook licked his lips, the tip of his tongue barely peaking out before darting back again.

Distracted by the action, Namjoon almost forgot to make a noise of acknowledgement.

“We… have forever now. So, could you all stay with me for it?” Jungkook breathed.

“For as long as you’ll have us Jungkook. We’ll be here.”

Namjoon said it as a promise. A vow that went deeper then any magic or fate or situation could determine. He kissed a tear out of the corner of his lover’s eye before it dared to fall and his body followed the command of Jungkook’s wanting whine as easily as it had to Seokjin’s orders on the battlefield, drawing his lips against his.

A willing puppet on strings.

Except the only burning was passion, the only pain was restraint, and there were so many emotions.

There was so much love.

And Namjoon let himself feel all of it.

Notes:

There we have it!
Recap! Cute Taegi moment, Yoongi is not a fan of Tannie's just yet (but he will be), Ji-hun talks to grandpa! Who is now finally in the picture, it's about time this man stepped in. Let me know your thoughts on him please! Do we trust or don't trust? Namjoon and Jungkook have a cute moment too and Namjoon's just got all the love to give.

Next Chapter: Jungkook starts training and discovers things aren't going to be that simple. Seung-hee seeks out an old friend.

Next Update: Monday June 21st EST

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Chapter 24: (Two week break)

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Hi everyone!

So, I'm sorry this isn't a chapter, but I wanted everyone to know that I'll be taking a roughly two week break again. This is because of personal reasons as well as the fact that I feel like I've lost touch with this story a bit and I want to do some revising before I continue.

In the two weeks I'm going to be going back to edit the first book chapter by chapter. (I don't know if updating the chapters shows up in your email if you're subscribed to this story, if it does I sincerely apologize for possible spam while I edit). There won't be any major changes to the plot, mostly just fixing inconsistencies or Grammer and such. I hope to edit the chapters up to the current one in To You as well. If there are any major changes in the sequel I will let you know what it is that I changed.

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Chapter 25: Cupcakes

Summary:

Jungkook trains and learns a lot of new things. Hoseok and Yoongi finally take their firsts. And Jungkook wants to make cupcakes but it doesn't turn out quite right.

Notes:

And we're back! With a nice long one as thanks for the long wait. The break did me good and I'm really excited to get back into this. Please read the warnings for this one, there's a few. I hope everyone has been well these past two weeks, thank you so much for your patience and we will be going back to our regular monday scheduling! I hope you enjoy!

Warnings: SPOILERS AHEAD; Smut scene if you don't want to read skip from the first page break to the second. Injury, kidnapping, creepy behaviour and weird non-consented touching (Not anywhere inappropriate or violating, I'll say this again at the end notes, but this story will NOT have any rape or sexual harrassement beyond Ki-jung just being creepy as hell.) If this could be triggering for you please read at your own discretion.

Happy reading!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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“Okay, let’s try again, just like before,” Hoseok said, crouching down into a bracing position and holding up his hands.

Jungkook panted, wiping his arm across his forehead and licking his lips, grinning when the action made the dragon tilt his head to the side briefly. He held his own hands up and bent his knees. In quick succession, he threw two jabs towards Hoseok who ducked around them easily, shooting a few of his own punches back at him. Jungkook weaved around them quickly, backing up a step to give himself room.

The goal wasn’t to hit each other. Quite the contrary. Hoseok was well into a lesson teaching him how to properly dodge and recover without unnecessary movement. During a fight, those unneeded motions used up a lot of energy and effected the time it took to react.

An hour into the training and Jungkook had ditched his shirt, the warm air of the Galaxy only serving to make him sweaty enough that the shirt clung to him uncomfortably. Hoseok had done the same, because apparently it wasn’t a fair fight if only one of them was distracted.

“Watch your footing,” Hoseok warned and Jungkook was quick to correct it, but given that he was in mid swing, it put off his aim and he swung wider than he’d meant too. Cursing slightly, he was forced to lean too far to dodge a punch and a quick hook of Hoseok’s heel on the back of his own had him on his back in seconds.

Grunting he let his arms flop to the side, content to recover his breath on the cool grass that Hoseok had filled the arena with temporarily. After that last hit (and the countless others before it), he was grateful for the softer landing.

“You’re a quick learner love,” Hoseok praised and Jungkook tipped his head to see him leaning over him, grinning that beautiful smile of his. The Galaxy didn’t need a sun with Hoseok in it. “You’ve almost got it, you just keep forgetting to square your footing.”

“You’re a walking reminder of how gay I am hyung, it’s hard to focus,” Jungkook huffed, lips quirking up slightly.

Hoseok snorted and shook his head, offering him a hand up, which Jungkook took gladly. “You’re focusing better than those two,” he nodded towards Jimin and Taehyung at the edge of the arena.

Jungkook looked over at the Fae’s and laughed a bit at how blatantly they were staring at them. They had both dragged some chairs over and seemed to have been content to watch the entire time they were training.

Jimin had even put on a pair of sunglasses, lounged back as if they were sitting poolside in the sun as they sipped absently at a drink that Seokjin had brought out for them a little while ago. His and Hoseok’s own drinks sat next to them for when they were finished. He was pretty sure Jimin had forgotten he was even holding a drink, given that he hadn’t moved or even twitched since the last time he’d glanced their way.

Taehyung wasn’t in much better shape but he couldn’t seem to quite sit still, fidgeting like he wanted nothing more than to run out and tackle them. He probably would have by now too if Jungkook hadn’t been so adamant about taking this training seriously, which meant as little distractions as possible from his horny boyfriends.

Given that it had been almost a week since the discovery of his magic, he was impressed that they still had so much self-control. Then again, they did practically jump him after the training sessions and Taehyung had taken to showering with him more often.

Though, they also had Tannie as a distraction now. Jungkook had been extremely surprised to find that the two he’d sent out for ice cream came back with a dog and more money than they’d left with but they clearly loved the Pomeranian too much already and Jungkook wasn’t heartless enough to tell them to return it. He wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to know the whole story behind where they got it though.

It hadn’t been an easy week.

Jungkook hadn’t heard anything from his brother. He had left messages on his phone, hoping one of them would be returned the next time he went to the human world. He didn’t know if his brother was okay or not and if he was, he knew that he would have questions. If he was alright then he would have called wouldn’t he? Unless Jungkook had terrified him that much.

He didn’t even know what hospital he’d been taken too. So, short of going to his parents and asking, he wouldn’t know until his brother called him. It was a worry he tried to push to the back of his mind.

After Jungkook had explained everything that had happened to the others, Seokjin decided they needed to start teaching him how to use magic. They started lessons that day and the routine had been rather intense. Having gotten so used to a much more relaxed lifestyle, the first two days were the hardest to adjust, but he picked up his energy quickly after he started making a minor amount of progress.

The days started with meditation with Yoongi. Before the sky had taken on it’s lighter hues to signify daytime, they would sit in the study and Yoongi, in his purring gentle voice, would coach him through techniques to center his mind and emotions. They would sit in comfortable silence, lost in their own minds, until the first bang or shout or crash resounded from the houses other patrons.

The first couple of times, Jungkook would jump, losing all concentration and feeling himself jerk out of the almost numb state he’d fallen into. Yoongi wouldn’t so much as twitch at the sudden sound, only opening his eyes to chuckle and lean over to kiss Jungkook gently saying, “You know you’ve got the hang of it when you can focus with all of them around.”

Jungkook hadn’t reached that point yet. But he didn’t jump as much when the first of the morning chaos started. He called that progress.

They would sit down for breakfast together before Hoseok would take him out to train in hand to hand combat. Something that Hoseok said he was already great at, but it couldn’t hurt to smooth some rough edges. It had been years since he’d trained properly and because of the gang he’d adopted more of a street style of fighting. It wasn’t so much about a fair fight as it was survival.

“Let’s get a drink before you start with magic,” Hoseok brought a hand up to squeeze the back of his neck as he steered them towards Jimin and Taehyung before sliding his arm over his shoulder comfortably. They were both equally sweaty and gross so Jungkook didn’t mind the contact, finding himself leaning into the dragon as if he had just healed all the aches and pains with that single touch.

Taehyung hopped out of his seat and met them at the arena wall, offering the still cool refreshments to them. Jungkook took it gratefully, pounding back half of the lightly sweetened drink and sighing happily.

“You should take a break before you keep going bun,” Taehyung hummed, taking the drink back. “You have the time today.”

Jungkook sat the drink on the wall and shook his head, “I’m alright. I’m all warmed up now so it’ll be easier to focus. Yesterday I almost had it.”

They usually did magic lessons when he got back from work at the café, but today was his day off so Jungkook wanted to make use of the extra time.

Magic lessons included everyone. Though Seokjin did most of the teaching. Namjoon and Yoongi knew the most about dark energy so they could make suggestions on different methods, though it was difficult because none of them really knew the intricacies of the particular energy. Taehyung, Hoseok and Jimin were on protection watch.

Jungkook’s magic could hurt them and given that he had no idea how to use it, his three lovers were tasked with getting the other three out of harms way should things go south. The thought made Jungkook uncomfortable, thoughts drifting back to the destroyed street he’d left in his wake. But it also made him more determined. He would learn to control it.

The last few days of trying had produced next to no results. It was a lot of standing with his eyes closed, trying to focus like Yoongi taught him to and trying to channel that feeling he’d felt before. The problem was, that he couldn’t feel that feeling. That ball of energy in his chest had dispersed and left only the comforting presence of Euphoria.

Jungkook did end up taking a quick break to talk to the others while he waited for his hyungs to come outside and join them. He had a sneaky suspicion that they were late for that exact reason but they didn’t acknowledge it in the slightest when they finally walked over to them and entered the arena.

“You ready love?”

Jungkook grinned at Seokjin and quickly headed to the middle of the arena, ignoring their fond laughs at his eagerness. Yoongi and Namjoon stayed a bit further back but Seokjin walked right up to him and cupped his face in his hands gently.

Jungkook leaned into the touch and felt himself relax, knowing without having to be told that he needed to clear his head and steady himself. Seokjin smiled softly and Jungkook had to silence Euphoria’s fond purring so he could focus. Euphoria had been doing that a lot lately.

“Yoongi, Joon and I were talking, and we think we might have a way to help you bring out your magic.”

Jungkook looked at him curiously, “Really?”

Seokjin didn’t look all too eager as he nodded once and brushed his thumbs over Jungkook’s cheeks, “You know pure magic comes from your core, or in your case, your soul. It can be affected by strong emotion because of this.”

“Like when Yoongi’s eyes change when he’s angry,” Jungkook said, nodding.

“Yes. But Yoongi has practiced for hundreds of years to keep his reaction that small. Fire magic in particular is very hard to control. He used to accidently cause infernos when he felt high emotion,” Seokjin explained. “We don’t need to feel those emotions to use our magic, they only help to amplify it. We think Chaos magic might be similar. If you try to feel the emotions you felt when you first used it, it might help to bring it out so you can get a sense of what it feels like.”

Jungkook knew exactly what emotions he was feeling then. Fear. Frustration. Some anger. But mostly fear. Judging by the expression Seokjin wore, he also knew the emotions weren’t necessarily good. Nevertheless, Jungkook looked at him determinedly.

“I’ll give it a shot.”

Seokjin took a small breath but made no attempt to warn or dissuade him. Jungkook loved him for it. They knew that he knew what he could and couldn’t handle. And if he ever pushed himself a little too far, they were there to catch him. That kind of trust, in himself and in them, was something Jungkook never thought he’d have in his life.

Kissing him gently, Seokjin stepped back to join Yoongi and Namjoon.

“Just like before bun,” Yoongi said, watching him carefully. “Don’t think about releasing the energy, just try and find it. Ball it up in your chest and hold onto it. We’ll instruct you from there.”

Jungkook rubbed his fingers against his palms and took a breath to calm himself, letting his eyes fall shut. Slowly, one sense at a time, he took stock of the sensations around him. The sounds, the smells, the taste of the drink on his tongue. He recognized them, acknowledged them, and then let them fade away.

Euphoria always seemed closer when he focused like this. Like turning up the volume on a tv to drown out everything else. It’s presence was louder in a way he couldn’t quite describe.

Feel the feelings.

Fear.

Jungkook frowned, trying to think of a way to illicit that feeling in himself. It didn’t take long for his mind to help him with that though. He had many memories of terrifying times to choose from. The creature at the mall, the corpse wing, drug deals gone wrong, risky nights with strangers, hurting Namjoon, shooting Jimin, the list went on and on.

Those were too recent, too raw. Some more then others. He was only trying to train, he wasn’t about to destroy himself over things he hadn’t entirely healed from. So he chose a memory he knew he could pull himself back from easily. One he’d had to recover from hundreds of times. One that didn’t hurt as much now that time had numbed the wound.

One that still brought him fear regardless.

The memories of the room slammed into him so quickly it knocked the air from his lungs and his first instinct was to snap his eyes open, but stubbornness kept them closed.

The bedroom. The window. The bed. The scratches at the door.

It wasn’t enough to just imagine the room. His heart rate was picking up, but it wasn’t fear, it was panic. Despite that, he looked for the twisting energy inside him, throwing out lines to try and catch anything. Nothing yet. Just Euphoria.

“Breathe,” Namjoon’s voice, deep and calm. Safe. “Stop when you need too.”

Jungkook knew that, but the reminder was good. Fear wasn’t something to push away. Fear kept him alive. So he added to the memory. Added the sound, because there wasn’t much else going on at the time. That nameless, faceless man’s voice crackling through the stereo on the other side of the door.

He remembered the frustration he’d felt, not being able to shut the stupid thing up. He remembered the numbness that followed, the terror when he started believing the words, the fear of losing part of himself.

The desperation when he smashed the window with the curtain rod.

The fear when his father stopped him from-

There.

A spark of energy came to life inside him, bumping around almost clumsily as it tried to find it’s spot. The energy settled under his attention, twirling calmly once he focused on it. He ignored how sweaty his palms were and gave a stiff nod to his hyungs, eyes pressed tightly shut.

“Perfect love, now hold onto it. It’s part of you, it’s yours. Try to imagine it moving down your arm towards your palm. Picture it as vividly as you can in your mind.”

This was where Jungkook lost the feeling. Just when the energy began to move, Jungkook felt it fade and disperse, disappearing. The others encouraged him to try again, to bring it back. He managed too, barely, finding the excitement of the small success deterring the fear he was trying to feel.

The third and fourth times were the same, by then though, Jungkook was getting frustrated. It was like trying to catch a bubble without popping it. He might get it for a moment but it wouldn’t last.

Part way through the sixth or seventh try, Jungkook had to snap himself out of it all together when his mind started replaying a different memory. His frustration dredging up sharper, fresher fears. He flinched at the sound of the gunshot in his ears and had to seek out Jimin near the edge of the arena to make sure he wasn’t crumpling to the ground.

The energy in his chest flared before dying out.

“That’s enough for today,” Namjoon said immediately. Jungkook swallowed and looked at the ground as the immortal approached him.

He felt disappointed in himself. So close. He was so close. That feeling was there, he could feel it, but it’s like the energy didn’t want to move. Unlike from before, when it seemed so desperate to push it’s way out, building and building to push through the barrier keeping it in.

Jungkook frowned.

Barrier…

He looked up when Namjoon put a hand on his shoulder, seeing his reassuring smile.

“You did good. That’s a lot of progress for today, we shouldn’t push it.”

Jungkook had half a mind to nod but instead he pressed his lips together in thought. “Hyung… what if it’s not enough?”

Namjoon looked at him carefully, “What’s not?”

Jungkook looked down at his hands, hands that should have scars but didn’t. Hands that should be rougher and calloused but weren’t. “Do you remember what you said, in Euphoria? That it could be only whole magic that can get through my resistance?”

Namjoon nodded slowly.

“What if its not enough energy yet?”

“You think it’s too small of a quantity we’re working with?” The immortal hummed in understanding before looking to the side in thought. “It would be riskier to attempt to release more. It will mean it’ll be harder to control once it’s out.”

Jungkook wiped his palms on his pants and took a few steps back from Namjoon, giving him a nod. “I want to try.”

Namjoon twisted around to look at Seokjin who was watching Jungkook carefully as well. The angel gave them a nod.

“It will be a lot more aggressive the more energy you build up. We’ll get out of the way if it lashes out, but you’ll need to be the one to reign it in. Don’t let it control you.”

Jungkook took a slow breath and waited until Namjoon was at a safer distance again before closing his eyes. Don’t let it control him.

Within minutes he had that small ball of energy back in his chest. That golf ball sized swirling mass. He tried to reach out for more, tried to imagine that mass expanding. For a moment it felt like it was trying too, a tight coil building in his chest but it was met with resistance. It felt like trying to suck air through a plastic bag. All it did was seal closed and drew at nothing.

He needed more energy.

That meant more fear.

His brow pinched in concentration, and he sucked in a breath, letting his mind wander to that day in the theatre. The day with Jiho and the giant serpent creature and the negative door.

Then, like getting punched in the stomach, Jungkook’s mind slammed onto the memory of the door itself. That inky black mass of wood that brought more fear to him in the moments he was near it then anything ever had. His breathing stuttered and the energy in his chest swelled so rapidly he almost lost his control on it, fumbling with the powerful energy.

“That’s it Jungkook,” a voice broke through his thoughts, grounding him back to where he was. In the arena. Training. Focus. “Open your eyes.”

He listened to Seokjin, opening his eyes slowly and trying not to let the added job of processing what he was seeing distract from keeping a lock on the energy inside him.

The others were all standing straighter now, tense, ready to move at a moments notice.

“Can you feel it?” Jungkook found himself asking, voice barely loud enough for the closest three to hear.

Yoongi slowly shook his head, “We can’t feel any energy off of you. But your eyes…”

“Fuck, that’s as beautiful as it is terrifying,” Namjoon said carefully.

Jungkook knew he didn’t mean that Jungkook himself was terrifying. He knew that his eyes turning purple, like he assumed they were now, had been a very bad thing while he’d still had the gem inside him. That was what terrified them, their worry for him.

“You look so cool right now,” Taehyung said with barely concealed excitement. Jungkook’s lips twitched up before he quickly focused again, finding the energy slipping slightly.

“What now?”

“Move it towards your hand, slowly, don’t let it do anything you don’t want it too,” Seokjin instructed. “Once it’s there try releasing some through your palm. Again, just picture what you want it to do.”

Jungkook kept his eyes open, lifting his hand up, palm to the sky and tentatively prodded against the energy in his chest. Like liquid, with barely a thought to the action, the energy flowed down his arm into his palm and Jungkook gasped at the force at which it burst through.

A black energy shot out his palm, making his skin tingle before it exploded out into a foggy sphere, almost knocking him off his feet. It happened so quickly he didn’t have time to even think about keeping his control on it.

The ground around him shuddered and he staggered but it didn’t last long, the energy dispersed quickly the moment he lost his concentration, leaving him standing with wide eyes.

No one moved for a second and Jungkook slowly looked at his lovers who were all staring at him with similar looks of shock.

“Okay… we definitely felt that…” Namjoon said slowly.

Jungkook’s shoulders slumped and he let out a breathy laugh after assuring himself that they were all okay. The laugh turned into full blown excitement and he pumped his arms in the air.

“Yes! Yes! I did it! Did you see that?! That was so cool!” He exclaimed,

Taehyung laughed and the others joined in quickly, starting to make their way over to him.

Jungkook jumped around, grinning ear to ear at the progress. He’d actually done it! It was sloppy and uncontrolled but it proved that he could do it! If he could learn this, he could fight with his lovers, protect them better, protect himself better so they didn’t worry. Thanks to them he could be better.

Without warning, Jungkook felt something swell in his chest and shove the residual dark energy aside so roughly it made him gasp. A heat slammed down his arms and legs barely giving him a second to brace himself when light exploded around him.

He felt his feet leave the ground, the force of the energy ripping out of him throwing him back. Jungkook felt his back slam against the ground once before his world tilted and he was suddenly on landing on his stomach before rolling a few more times.

When he finally stopped, he stared at the sky above him before bolting upright. Flames flickered in his vision, and with a yelp he scrambled to snuff out the fire that was burning through the thigh of his pants.

There was a pregnant pause, filled with only the sound of his panting as he attempted to refill his lungs.

Slowly, he looked up, finding a path of charred grass in front of him, some spots still flickering with dying flames. His mouth opened but only a weak wheeze came out.

The others were frozen to their spots, eyes flickering between Jungkook and the spot he once stood that was now burnt and smoldering. He’d been thrown a good distance from them.

Seokjin was the first to move, and Jungkook hadn’t realized he had until he was crouched next to him, his hands searching his body with concern, “Are you hurt? Kookie, look at me. Are you hurt?”

When Jungkook tore his eyes away from the scene, his mind rebooting to catch up, he shook his head slowly even before he took stock of himself. He was pretty sure he’d be bruised to hell, but that wasn’t anything new. Nothing felt broken and despite the clear explosion that just went off, he didn’t feel any burns anywhere.

“You just,” Jimin stammered, eyes wide. “You just used fire magic.”

Jungkook let Seokjin guide him to his feet, the angel not resting until he had looked over every inch of Jungkook to make triple sure he wasn’t hurt. Jungkook felt himself turning to look at Yoongi, brain telling him that maybe it had been him.

The thought died quickly at the realization that that would imply Yoongi had tried to attack him, which he would never do.

But that meant…

He couldn’t quite read the expression on Yoongi’s face. It was surprise for sure, but there was something else mixed in.

They all hurried to him as the initial shock wore off and the questions started, Namjoon rattling off a mile a minute about how it made so much sense that he could use both positive and negative magic given that he technically had both sides making up whole magic. At the same time Taehyung and Hoseok were exclaiming their excitement at the development.

“Do you think you can use all kinds of magic?”

“If he can then do you know how powerful that would make him?”

“Jungkookie you might be the strongest being alive!”

“No ones ever been able to use more then one type of affinity!”

Jungkook wasn’t sure how to feel right now. Overwhelmed maybe? It was hard enough to wrap his mind around the fact he had powers at all and now he might be able to use more then one? Maybe even all of them?

He licked his lips and ran a shaky hand through his hair.

Yoongi stepped towards him and Jungkook locked on the movement, stumbling forward a bit when the phoenix hooked a finger in the waist of his pants and tugged him towards him, kissing him hard. Groaning, Jungkook grabbed the shorter man’s waist and pulled him close, mind shutting down for the time being.

The others chuckled around them and Jungkook suddenly didn’t feel so overwhelmed, feeding off their excitement and wonderment at the discovery.

When Yoongi pulled away, they were both breathless.

“Sorry,” Yoongi breathed, now looking more dazed then Jungkook had been feeling, “Your energy, you- fuck. It’s really strong.”

Jungkook blushed, taken off guard when Yoongi pressed against him, nuzzling into his neck and chest like a cat that just found cat nip. He shuddered when he started to nip and kiss at his skin and Jungkook was pretty sure he’d be purring if he could.

Seokjin hummed in amusement but there was a deeper tone that suggested something else too, “Your energy is so potent. It’s probably a good thing we can’t feel it all the time.”

Jungkook looked at him in confusion, hands finding the small of Yoongi’s back as the phoenix curled closer, hands sliding across Jungkook’s chest and shoulders, not seeming to care that he was sweaty and dirty. “Potent?”

Now that he looked at them, they all seemed a little dazed in that foggy way they got when he knew they were lustful or horny. He groaned a bit when Yoongi bit particularly hard into his neck before licking at it soothingly.

“It’s like…” Jimin started, moving to be closer to Jungkook. “It’s like adrenaline. When you were using Chaos energy it was strong but we don’t naturally run off it, so when you used fire magic it… it was like getting a boost. Yoongi’s reacting the strongest because it’s his type of energy.”

Jungkook went to speak but Yoongi caught his lips instead, pressing his tongue into his mouth. He gripped the man’s hips, trying to process that information while kissing his very attractive and eager boyfriend.

He knew that the others absorbed natural energy, just like how he had to go to Euphoria to recharge, they needed to be in Galaxy around positive energy to do the same. He didn’t think that they would be able to ‘feed’ off his energy as well and he made a mental note to ask Namjoon about it later.

He’d basically just gave them all a burst of pure energy and he wondered if that was like an endorphin high to them.

His thoughts stuttered to a halt when Yoongi rocked his hips against him and he forced himself to pull away while he still could. Yoongi chased after his lips, making him turn his head slightly so his kiss fell on his cheek instead. It didn’t seem to deter Yoongi much as he just trailed kisses along his jaw to his ear.

“Yoongi-hyung, I have to- to shower,” he groaned lowly when Yoongi sucked on his ear, pressing his teeth against his skin gently.

“Mmm,” Yoongi responded but didn’t pull away.

Jungkook huffed in amusement and looked at his other hyungs for help. Taehyung was already getting a bit handsy with Namjoon and the immortal certainly didn’t look apposed to it, pulling the Fae close. It was Hoseok who came over and peeled Yoongi away from Jungkook, despite his clear reluctance to interrupt.

Yoongi huffed but let himself be dragged back towards the house, all of them deciding that was more than enough training for the day seeing as they were all too distracted now to get much else done.

Jungkook laughed a bit and glanced back towards the charred ground.

He’d worry about what all this would mean going forward later. Right now, he was going to take the quickest shower of his life.


He’d barely shut the water off and stepped out of the shower before the bathroom door was opening and Yoongi was practically jumping him.

The towel he’d been attempting to tie around his waist fell to the floor as his hands shot up to catch Yoongi’s waist. Yoongi’s hair was disheveled and his lips slightly swollen, the visual making Jungkook curse. He wondered which of his hyungs had been keeping him busy while he was in the shower.

Jungkook didn’t waste anytime in picking Yoongi up, his small lithe frame easy to maneuver as he twisted around and roughly pressed him against the wall next to the sink. Yoongi grunted, hands scrambling to find purchase on his damp skin before they were kissing each other like they were starved.

“I was going to apologize because he got away from me,” Hoseok’s voice said from the doorway behind him. The dragon chuckled, “But it doesn’t look like you mind.”

Jungkook groaned in response, licking into Yoongi’s mouth and sliding their tongues together. He’d slowly gotten used to the expected voyeurism that came with dating six guys. It still made his skin flush with heat though, like he could feel Hoseok’s gaze trailing over his body as he ran his hands along Yoongi’s thighs, hating that the other was still wearing clothes.

Yoongi suddenly threw his weight forward, making Jungkook stumble back against Hoseok who had moved further into the room. The dragon wrapped his arms around him, one hand sliding up his chest as Yoongi dropped his feet back to the ground, not breaking their wet heated kiss once.

Hoseok’s hand wrapped around the front of his neck, making his heart race and his breathing hitch despite the fact that he only held his hand there, a light pressure but not squeezing.

“Did you really think you could get away with teasing us all day like that?” Hoseok chuckled next to his ear, voice low and firm, a drawl of pleasure rippling through his words. “Now it’s our turn.”

Jungkook was forced to pull away from Yoongi, lips wet with spit, as Hoseok slid his hand up his neck, making him tilt his head back. The dragons thumb and index finger pressed under his jaw, a pressure that he didn’t think he would love as much as he did.

He had to fight the urge to look down as he felt Yoongi’s hands slide down his chest to his stomach and coming to rest on his thighs. Hoseok tensed his hand around his neck but didn’t squeeze, “Ah ah, let Yoongi take care of you. You’ll come too quickly if you look at him right now. On his knees for you.”

Hoseok’s lips brushed his ear as he spoke, making him shiver despite the warm air in the bathroom from his recent shower. Fuck he really wanted to look. But the submissive side of him wanted to listen to Hoseok, to do what he asked, to be good. So he let his head fall back against the dragon’s shoulder, panting into the steamy air as he felt Yoongi’s mouth against his thigh, sucking a dark mark into the skin there.

Whimpering he swallowed roughly and the feeling of his throat pressing against Hoseok’s hand had the dragon growling in his ear and pleasure shooting through him.

“We’ve been wanting to get you like this for so long. Take more of your firsts for ourselves.”

Jungkook jerked when he felt Yoongi’s lips wrap around the tip of his hard dick, the wet heat sinking lower and enveloping him as he took him into his mouth. He squirmed and moaned, trying to stay still for him but finding it nearly impossible. Blindly, his hands found Yoongi’s hair, lacing through it and gripping the soft locks but being very careful not to press into him.

“Greedy,” Jungkook moaned, and he wasn’t entirely sure if he was talking about what Hoseok had said or if he was talking about how Yoongi wasted no time in taking him in as deep as he could, which to Jungkook’s amazement and pleasure, was until the base. He definitely wasn’t what he would call small which only made it that much more impression.

Hoseok chuckled in his ear while Yoongi swallowed around him, pulling back with a sinfully wet sound and rolling his tongue around him with a skill Jungkook didn’t know he possessed. “How does it feel bun?”

“So good, fuck, hyung,” Jungkook panted, Yoongi groaning around him and making him gasp. He wanted to look, he wanted to look so badly at his hyung. “Your mouth is so- ugh, fuck, so hot.”

Yoongi pulled away for a brief moment to press another kiss to his thigh as if thanking him, before he took him back into his mouth, licking across his tip and sinking him deep into his throat once more.

Jungkook almost pulled him back by his hair, knowing he wouldn’t last long if he kept doing that. “Shit, Yoongi-hyung, oh fuck.”

“Do you want to see how good he looks taking you? His lips wrapped around you? Hmm?”

Jungkook nodded and whimpered, not wasting a second to look down when Hoseok released his throat, though he missed the sensation as quickly as it was gone. His mind short circuited. Hoseok was fucking right. Jungkook almost came the minute he laid eyes on Yoongi, knelt down in front of him looking so beautifully small, looking up at him with tearful eyes as his lips stretched around him.

He wanted to freeze this moment, to never let it end, but knowing it would end way too soon if he let it keep going, Jungkook made a quick decision and tugged on Yoongi’s hair slightly to pull him off of him. Yoongi released him with a wet pop that had Jungkook’s already weak knees sink him down to the ground to be level with his hyung.

Jungkook pulled him into a hard kiss, tugging at the shirt he was still wearing. There was something about them being fully clothed still while he was completely naked that made him feel incredibly vulnerable in the best of ways.

Yoongi chuckled into his mouth and pulled away enough to look at him, one hand wrapped around the back of his neck to keep him close. “Too much?”

Jungkook quickly shook his head, licking his lips and sighing him Yoongi darted forward to kiss him again quickly, “No, just, want to last,” he stammered when they pulled away next. “God, you’re perfect. Hyung,” he whined and pulled a bit harder at his shirt.

Yoongi smirked and tugged off the offending cloth, giving Jungkook access to run his hands across his pale flushed skin. He hadn’t gotten much time to appreciate Yoongi’s body as much as he hoped to when it was all of them last time, but he took the time now.

He had more scars along his torso and chest, too many to count and each one he saw made his heart ache. How many had killed him? The ones over his heart, the large one on his side, the one on his ribs. Wounds that had inflected not just pain, but death. Yet Yoongi was here in front of him, with them, smiling at him fondly in a way that he used to believe he would never deserve to be looked at.

Jungkook kissed him.

He kissed him back, gently, caringly. Not the rough desperation from a moment ago.

“I always thought you’d be so perfect to take me, but seeing you like this makes me want to take you instead,” Yoongi mumbled against his lips, hand brushing his bangs back gently. “So pretty for your hyungs bunny.”

Oh.

That sounded too good.

“We can do both,” Jungkook found himself saying, cheeks flushing at the thought of being in either position with Yoongi. “I want both.”

Hoseok and Yoongi both chuckled, and Yoongi pulled away to smirk at him, “Now who’s being greedy?”

Before Jungkook could whine at that, Yoongi was shifting on his knees, turning them both to face Hoseok who had calmly leaned up against the bathroom counter, seeming content to watch them. Jungkook understood what Yoongi wanted the moment he looked up at his hyung and he didn’t hesitate to bring his hands up to the waist of Hoseok’s pants, tugging them down to free his hard length.

Hoseok shifted to help him reaching down to press his thumb against Jungkook’s lips, “Show me how good you are with your tongue love.”

It was Jungkook’s turn to smirk as he pulled his thumb into his mouth and nipped at the skin of his knuckle, rolling his tongue around and licking at the same time. He could see Hoseok’s eyes darken, pupils closing to slits for a brief second as a sign of the control he must have right now to hold himself back.

One day, Jungkook wanted him to let go of that control.

Yoongi bit his way up Hoseok’s thigh next to him and Jungkook made sure to keep in contact with Hoseok so he felt every bite. The dragon’s head rolled to the side slightly and he swore, sagging back against the edge of the counter, thumb popping out of Jungkook’s mouth.

Jungkook wasted no time in running his tongue up his length and taking him into his mouth. When he pulled back, Yoongi was there next to him, kissing and licking Hoseok who groaned deeply and laced his hands through both of their hairs, encouraging them.

They took turns taking him deep, Jungkook watching in fascination at how easily Yoongi seemed to be able to deepthroat. He even leaned down to kiss at the phoenix’s neck as he swallowed around Hoseok and the action made both of them shudder in pleasure.

Jungkook could tell Hoseok was close and with a small needy whine that had both Yoongi and Hoseok groaning, Yoongi leaned back so Jungkook could finish him off and the moment he had his lips on him again, Jungkook brought his hands to his thighs and dragged his nails down his skin, only hard enough to make some pretty red lines.

Hoseok threw his head back and gripped Jungkook’s hair so tightly it made his eyes water, “Oh fuck- bun, pull off, I’m gonna-”

Jungkook ignored the chance to pull away, sinking him deeper into his mouth and Hoseok moaned loudly. He didn’t hesitate to swallow as his boyfriend finished in his mouth.

He pulled away when Hoseok slumped back, groaning blissfully. Before he could recover from the hot sight, Yoongi was grabbing his face and kissing him, slipping his tongue against his, tasting Hoseok on his lips. Jungkook moaned, bringing a shaky hand down and quickly undoing Yoongi’s pants, shoving them down just enough to get his hand around him.

Hoseok watched them, panting as he came down from the high of his orgasm, “Shit, you two are going to kill me,” he crouched and wrapped his arms around Yoongi who hissed at Jungkook’s hand on him, hips rolling against his palm. “I’ll never get used to that pain, it feels so good. Are you close love, do you need a little push?”

Yoongi nodded franticly, Jungkook meeting Hoseok’s eyes over the phoenix’s shoulder. Hoseok smirked and clicked his teeth together in a biting motion making Jungkook lick his lips in understanding. Looking Yoongi over, he shifted and tugged his hyungs legs, making him fall back into Hoseok’s lap. Yoongi gasped and looked at him in surprise as Jungkook dipped his head to the inside of his thigh and sunk his teeth into the sensitive spot.

Yoongi’s hands flew up to grab Hoseok’s shirt above his head and his back arched away from the ground as he came with sinful moan, cumming over Jungkook’s hand and his stomach. Jungkook licked at the bite mark he left, knowing it might bruise but he was careful not to break skin. His boyfriend shuddered and tugged at his shoulders, pulling Jungkook back up to him.

Yoongi gave him a light peck before grabbing Jungkook’s hips and pulling him up to straddle his chest, leaving him face to face with Hoseok who smiled at him so lovingly it had his heart slamming against his ribcage. Hoseok kissed him while Yoongi took his length back into his mouth, skillful tongue making quick work and Jungkook had to reach down to tap Yoongi’s shoulder as a warning, whimpering into Hoseok’s mouth before he came.

Yoongi pulled away when he was finished and Jungkook rolled to the side so he didn’t crush him, flopping his arms over Hoseok’s lap and groaning. Hoseok laughed, sounding out of breath as he stroked a hand through his hair.

“Don’t fall asleep bun, you still have lessons with Namjoon.”

Jungkook groaned, pulling Yoongi against him so they were all in a semi uncomfortable cuddle pile on the bathroom floor. Yoongi kissed his forehead, humming in amusement.

“I’m telling him it’s your fault I’m exhausted.”

“Yeah like you didn’t suck my soul out through my dick,” Hoseok scoffed, receiving an embarrassed smack on the leg from Jungkook.

“Yoongi-hyung, you need to teach me that,” Jungkook mumbled.

Yoongi raised a brow and propped his head up on his arm, “Teach you what?”

“Deep-throating.”

Hoseok stammered while Yoongi burst out laughing, “Sure bunny, whatever you want.”

Jungkook snickered happily, cuddling close to both of them and basking in the warmth surrounding them.

Hoseok shifted nervously, “I should warn Namjoon… our little bunny is dangerous.”


Lessons with Namjoon were always wonderful. As Jungkook had just learned, they were even better after having an intense orgasm with two of his boyfriends on the bathroom floor.

The main reason for that being that Jungkook was pretty clingy after sex. It was a fact that he had always known but hadn’t really gotten to indulge himself in until after he met the guys. Aftercare only went so far with one night stands and Jungkook needed almost a full day of hugs and physical contact after to avoid the self doubts and anxieties setting in.

When he used to sleep around, he had just learned how to deal with those anxieties. Now, he got so much love and reassurance every day, even during the days that they didn’t do anything remotely sexual, that he had kind of forgotten he was clingy at all. It was just how the Set functioned and there was always someone around willing to give some affection.

Hoseok was one of the most openly affectionate of the group, on par with Taehyung. So It didn’t surprise Jungkook when the dragon and scooped him off the bathroom floor and insisted on helping him get dressed while humming happily and pressing kisses to his hair, forehead and cheeks whenever he so much as stepped near him.

It made Jungkook giggle every time and his face hurt from smiling even though his knees ached from kneeling on the hard floor.

Yoongi was very much the opposite with his affection, while it was as equally abundant, he showed it in much quieter ways. The whole time Hoseok got his clothes out and got him dressed, Yoongi was practically glued to his side, resting his chin on his shoulder and holding his hand with a cute little smile on his face that made his cheeks puff out. Jungkook had turned his head to the side a few times to kiss them because it was just too adorable.

They both walked Jungkook down to the study where Namjoon was waiting, leaving him with a few more kisses and apologies to Namjoon for tiring Jungkook out. Namjoon only seemed to find it endearing and just shook his head when they left, giving them gentle kisses of his own.

“They must have really put you to work,” Namjoon chuckled, catching Jungkook trying to conceal a yawn once he took his usual seat on the edge of the desk across from Namjoon’s chair.

He smiled sheepishly, “I’ll stay awake I promise.”

Namjoon hummed and got up, “Come here,” he mumbled as he stepped between Jungkook’s legs and hooked his hands under his thighs, lifting him up. Jungkook wrapped his arms over his shoulders, blinking in confusion as Namjoon led him over to the couches.

“Fall asleep if you need to, I’ll keep this short today,” he laid down on the couch, pulling a blanket over them and tucking Jungkook close. He sighed happily and took a deep breath, inhaling his familiar scent. “How do you feel after today Kookie?”

“Tired,” Jungkook chuckled.

Namjoon traced his fingers over his back, drawing nonsensical patterns through his shirt, “Besides tired?”

“Alright. The magic didn’t hurt at all.”

Namjoon didn’t say anything for a long moment and usually Jungkook would give him the time to think about what it is he wanted to teach him about that day, but Jungkook had a lot of questions about earlier.

“Hyung, can you all feel each other’s energy like that? Like how you felt mine before?”

Namjoon shook his head lightly, “Not like that, no. That was much stronger than we can usually feel. If I had to relate it to something, it was more like… how we feel stepping into Galaxy after being in the human world for awhile.”

Jungkook frowned and shifted to look at him, “It’s that strong?”

“Incredibly so. But, it felt very much like you. Like how Euphoria feels. I thought it might be possible for you to control both positive and negative energies, but I wasn’t sure until today.”

“What does this mean now? You guys said it took you years to learn your affinities, how am I going to learn all of them?”

“You’ve got all the time in the world love, remember?”

Jungkook paused before smiling softly. That was right. He’d almost forgotten again. He had tons of time now to be with them, to learn with them and explore magic. He could have a life with them.

They had told the others that didn’t know yet at dinner a few nights ago. Explained to them what the Guardian had told Jungkook about his now much longer life. They were thrilled and Jungkook had been lumped into a cuddle pile for most of the night, talk of future plans and things they wanted to do together and learn being shared by all of them.

“We’ll help you anyway we can, but it is going to take a long time. We should focus on seeing if we can draw out all of them first. We don’t know if you can control Light and Dark yet or the sub groups like ice or nature.”

Jungkook knew that this made things a bit easier but also infinitely harder. Because he could use positive affinity, the guys would have an easier time teaching him those. But that also suggested he could use all of the negative affinities too, and they didn’t have someone to teach him those.

Even then, it still wouldn’t be the same given that they didn’t know if whole magic, the two energies together, would be able to do anything. The thought was mindboggling to think that he had so many abilities. It was a lot to take in and he just hoped he could learn to control them before someone he cared about got hurt. Again.

“Are you guys going to react like that every time I use positive energy?”

Namjoon chuckled, “We’ll have to learn to adjust to it, but the more you use it the easier it will be for us.”

“Good, I don’t think I’d be able to keep up with sex everyday on top of training,” he joked.

Namjoon laughed, kissing his forehead.

Jungkook was also worried about using it in a fight if that were always the case. It was dangerous for them to be that distracted in a dangerous situation though Jungkook would be lying if he said he didn’t find some comfort in the fact that they would have to train a bit alongside him. It made him feel like less of the weak link.

“Jungkookie, can I ask what it was you thought about?”

Jungkook hummed in confusion.

“To bring on fear, what did you think about?” He clarified, voice soft and Jungkook heard the unspoken opening for him to not answer. He wasn’t trying to pry, and Jungkook knew that.

“I thought about my old house. About the room they kept me in, at first anyway,” he frowned.

“I saw you look at Jimin. It’s still haunting you isn’t it.”

Namjoon tucked him closer.

“I know it wasn’t my fault. I don’t know why it keeps coming back,” Jungkook sighed. “I know Minnie doesn’t blame me either.”

“It’ll take time. It hasn’t been very long for you since it happened.”

Jungkook didn’t miss the ‘for you’ in there. For them, it had been months. Jungkook kept forgetting that.

“Why was it fear that I had to feel?” He decided to ask, changing the subject slightly.

Taking a deep breath, Namjoon clearly recognized him attempt to avoid talking about it but went with it anyway. He was grateful for that. “I guess that’s what today’s lesson will be about.”

“Kisses for right answers?”

“As usual,” his lover smiled.

Nodding eagerly, Jungkook turned onto his stomach, resting his chin on Namjoon’s chest and waiting to learn more from the man he loved so dearly.

Brushing a finger across his cheek fondly, Namjoon looked at the ceiling, “Like Seokjin said earlier, magic can be easily affected by emotion because they both stem so closely from the same place.”

“That’s why mediation is so important right?”

“Exactly. You have to learn to separate your magic and emotions so they don’t interfere with one another. All emotions affect all types of magic, it’s just that some affect certain ones more then others. We call them the explosive emotions.”

“That sounds ominous,” Jungkook frowned.

Namjoon smiled, “Every magic has an explosive emotion that effects it more then the others. An emotion that makes the magic incredibly difficult to control if it interferes. For Chaos magic, it’s fear.”

“So… by making me feel that, it helps me bring it out more? Because it reacts stronger?”

Namjoon leaned down and pressed a kiss against his lips, slow and loving. Jungkook loved getting answers right. He grinned when the immortal pulled away and nuzzled into his chest, feeling Namjoon’s chuckle through his body.

“Cute,” he mumbled, “Yes. It exaggerates the magic, so for learning it helps. But it’s not practical on the field. Especially if your magic can affect humans and magical beings. Eventually you’ll be able to control it without having to get emotions involved.”

“What are the other explosive emotions?”

“Well, water magic’s is rage. So if Minnie were to feel intense rage very suddenly, or couldn’t control his anger, he would lose control on his magic and have a very hard time reigning it in. Much like you did in the alley but the damage would be… much more extreme for someone with his strength of magic.”

Jungkook cringed at the thought of Jimin getting that angry, and the thought of how horrible it would be for him to cause harm without control like that. Jungkook had hated seeing the destruction he’d caused, hated seeing his brother and Namjoon hurt and unconscious because of him.

“How bad would it be if it did happen?”

“Ever heard of a place called Atlantis?”

Jungkook blanked, “Atlantis exists?”

The immortal chuckled, “It used to be a popular trading city for magical beings until a strong water magic user lost control. Sunk the whole city. The mermaids took it over when it sunk, they’re very territorial.”

“That’s… wow. So, don’t piss off Minnie?”

“Don’t piss off Minnie,” Namjoon chuckled.

“I kind of would have thought that rage and fire magic would have gone together,” Jungkook mused, thinking about how grumpy Yoongi usually was or how easily he could be angered sometimes.

Namjoon laughed and shook his head, “Not every explosive emotion is a negative one. Fire magic’s is love.”

Jungkook blinked at him in surprise, “Love?”

“Mhm, it’s a large part of why fire magic is the hardest to control. Especially for someone in a Set like Yoongi. That’s why he’s the one teaching you meditation, he’s the best at keeping his magic and emotions separated. It’s also why he comes across as uncaring sometimes, especially to strangers. He just… has too much love to give so he has to pay extra attention that he doesn’t slip up.”

That was… as beautiful as it was sad. Yoongi loved them so very much and to have to constantly be aware of that emotion just waiting to affect his magic, no wonder it was such a hard one to learn to control.

Jungkook supposed he’d have to learn how too now.

“Don’t worry love, it’s second nature to him now,” Namjoon rubbed his thumb between Jungkook’s brows to ease the tension of worry there. “He doesn’t have to think about it anymore.”

“What about Seokjinnie-hyung’s? His light magic? He doesn’t seem to use it very much.”

“He uses it everyday Kookie,” Namjoon raised a brow, “Has he not told you this?”

Jungkook frowned, “Told me what? What does he use it for?”

Clicking his tongue, the immortal shook his head, “Honestly, it wouldn’t kill him to brag at least once in awhile,” he grumbled. “Seokjin controls the light cycles in Galaxy.”

Jungkook stared at him blankly before pushing himself up on his arms, “Wait what? What do you mean? Like he controls when it’s day?”

Namjoon nodded, “Galaxy doesn’t have a sun, where did you think the light was coming from?”

“Well gee hyung, my first guess wouldn’t have been Seokjin! It’s a magical universe, I don’t know! I didn’t question it!”

Laughing, the immortal hooked his arms around him and pulled him back against his chest, “It’s not as big a deal as you think. It doesn’t drain or tax him at all, he’s gotten used to it. That’s why he’s always the first one up and the last to go to sleep.”

“But what if he forgets? Or what if he’s not in Galaxy to change the light?”

“Then we have a slightly longer or shorter day,” Namjoon shrugs, “It’s not a problem so long as he doesn’t forget too often. There are crops and people relying on the light.”

“And here I thought Hoseok-hyung was the sun… it was Seokjinnie-hyung all along,” Jungkook flops his face against Namjoon’s chest. “I feel deceived.”

Namjoon patted his head gently, “Sometimes we forget that you haven’t been with us that long Kookie, I’m sorry if we forget to mention things we think are normal.”

Jungkook shook his head, “It’s alright, I do the same in the human world. I get it. I kind of wish that I had been here with you guys this whole time. That I could have met you way back then.”

“I’m glad you came into our lives when you did. We weren’t the same people back then.”

“I still would have loved you.”

Namjoon didn’t say anything to that, prompting Jungkook to look up at him.

“Do you think I wouldn’t have?” He asked carefully.

Namjoon’s hesitation was answer enough. He might be right. He might have been an incredibly different person back then. All of them. But Jungkook thinks he would have fallen in love with them anyway. He wasn’t sure if he believed in fate but if he ever wanted possible proof, he thinks that meeting them was the closest it would get.

“I don’t think there’s any life or dimension or alternate reality that I wouldn’t love you all in some capacity.”

Instead of saying anything, the immortal hugged him gently, like he’d break, or vanish or like he wasn’t real. Jungkook hugged him back to prove he was.

After awhile, Namjoon picked up the lesson again, telling him about the other explosive emotions and Jungkook made sure to remember to write them down later. They might all apply to him too.

Light magic’s, he was told, was trust. Weather magic was hate. Earth magic was sadness. Air was joy.

That’s about when Namjoon’s soothing voice started to take it’s toll on him and he felt himself drifting off to sleep as he explained the theoretical reasons behind the specific emotions. He must have fallen asleep for some time, because he woke to Namjoon’s hand massaging the base of his neck while he read a book, still in the position he was in when he drifted off.

Jungkook’s sleepy mind decided not to question where he got the book from, or how he got it without getting up. He was pretty sure Namjoon always had a book on him somehow.

Instead he mumbled to get the others attention, unintelligible words falling past his lips as he tried to move as little as possible. He couldn’t remember being so cozy before. Namjoon looked at him and smiled a bit.

“Go to sleep love,” he whispered softly. “I’ll take you to bed soon.”

“Mmm,” he let his eyes drift shut and pressed his cheek against his chest. “Joonie?”

Namjoon hummed.

“Th’ other’s all have their own languages right?” he slurred slightly.

Another confirming hum.

“M’kay…” he paused for a moment and he wasn’t entirely sure how long it was but he thinks Namjoon went back to reading in the time it took him to formulate his next question. “Coul’ you… teach me how to say ‘I love you’ in them?”

Namjoon seemed to freeze under him, but Jungkook was really too tired and warm for his mind to notice and react. He didn’t answer for a long time and Jungkook felt his hand slide to the back of his head.

“Yeah love. I can teach you that…”

Jungkook missed the few tears that ran down his lovers cheeks as he drifted off to sleep.


Jungkook loved working in the Café’s kitchen with Jaeyong.

Since he’d been moved to the kitchen, he’d learned a lot about baking and cooking that he’d never really thought much of before. Cooking had never really been a big thing for him, given that he couldn’t afford much food at all. Let alone anything that needed more than just boiling water or a microwave.

Jaeyong loved talking about his craft, and the more questions Jungkook asked, the brighter the older would smile as he went into the finer details of how to make pastries fluffy and not too dense.

There were even a few days that Seokjin joined them, listening in on the impromptu lessons and learning how to use human kitchen technology. He was pretty sure Seokjin was already making a list of foods to get Jaeyong to try from the Galaxy. It was incredibly endearing to watch them fawn over spices.

Today though, Jungkook had finally put the lessons to good use. He’d marched into the kitchen that morning with nothing but determination and told Jaeyong that he was going to make a batch of cupcakes to bring home for his six wonderful boyfriends.

Jaeyong had laughed, waving a hand towards the counter invitingly and told him not to burn the place down before leaving him to it.

His hyungs had been putting a lot of time and effort into teaching him magic and while he knew (they’d told him multiple times) that they were happy to help, he still wanted to do something nice to thank them.

So, cupcakes.

Jungkook tried to carefully recall everything Jaeyong had been teaching him. He wanted them to be perfect. He measured everything twice and triple checked the recipe. When he was sure the batter was well mixed, he poured it into a cupcake sheet and slid it into the preheated oven.

He couldn’t keep the grin off his face, fighting the urge to crouch in front of the ovens window to watch the cupcakes bake.

Instead, he set a timer on his phone for twenty minutes and sat it on the counter.

Before he could start cleaning up and begin to help Jaeyong with the actual work he was being paid for, Sumi poked her head in from the front.

“Jungkook-ssi? Could you watch the front for a few minutes? I really need to use the washroom,” she said sheepishly, fidgeting slightly.

He chuckled and nodded, wiping his hands off on his apron, “Sure. Sorry hyung, I’ll clean this up in a minute.”

Jaeyong hummed in acknowledgement but Jungkook wasn’t sure if he actually heard him as he was squinting in concentration, adding the finishing touches to a strawberry cheesecake.

Sumi hurried past and gave him a relieved smile as he stepped out to the front counter, “Thank you!”

He waved her off and stepped over to the cash, putting on his customer service smile and taking the waiting person’s order. Part of him really missed working in the front. It was nice to talk to some of the people, others not so much, but for the most part everyone was kind. He liked getting to catch up with the regulars too.

Even that quiet old man in the corner who never said anything.

Jungkook’s eyes found Taehyung right away as he started making a coffee. The Fae was sitting at their Sets regular table, Boseon sitting across from him practically bouncing in his seat in excitement at whatever amazing story Taehyung was regaling.

The little phoenix had practically launched himself at Taehyung when the Fae had come by to see how Jungkook’s day was going and likely to try and see if he could nab some of the pastries. He’d even tried convincing Jaeyong into letting him be a taste tester too. Jaeyong had humored him until Jungkook explained that he couldn’t taste spicy things after Taehyung failed to react to the amount of chili pepper Jaeyong had laced a butter tart with.

Taehyung had been a little more then upset at having to avoid touching Jungkook for the next hour after that.

Given how little time they’d gotten to spend together, Jungkook hadn’t expected Boseon to be so attached to Taehyung already. Though the boy didn’t seem to have trouble making friends and Taehyung had that same characteristic so he wasn’t too surprised.

Handing the customer their coffee and bidding them a wonderful day, he stepped back over to the cash to help the next person. He smiled politely at the man before him.

“Welcome to White Rose, what can I get for you?”

The man, who looked only a bit older then Jungkook with hair perfectly styled to flow back away from his forehead, gave him a sheepish smile in return, “Hi, do you guys do larger orders?”

Jungkook considered it for a moment, “It depends on the size of the order. We usually have people call ahead.”

The man shifted his weight from foot to foot and looked at him apologetically. “Sorry it’s so short notice. It was for me too,” he rubbed his neck. “Um, I’ll need ten coffees and two of everything on display if that’s possible… I don’t mind waiting, I’m not in a rush.”

Jungkook keyed in the order, glancing over at the display of pastries to see what they had. Two of everything shouldn’t be too bad. Jaeyong was about to put the afternoon treats out anyway. “That’s no problem sir,” he glanced up when the man twitched slightly, smiling, “I can get started on the coffees right away but in may take a bit. Feel free to take a seat and wait if you like. Is that for here or to-go?”

“To-go please,” the guy visibly sagged in relief and gave him a relaxed smile in return, pulling out his card to pay. Jungkook didn’t miss that it was a black card. A Chaebol then? Looking at him as he tapped his card on the reader, he took note of his chocolate brown eyes and his handsome features. Part of him wanted to drag the man over to Taehyung just to show him that they had unnaturally good looking people in the human world too.

There was something strange about the man though Jungkook couldn’t quite put his finger on it. Euphoria purred in his chest as he stepped away to start on the large order.

“Thank you so much,” the man said, following him down to the other side of the counter. Jungkook put on two pots of coffee before grabbing a few boxes to load up with the pastries. “I know you’ve probably already had a long day already.”

Jungkook chuckled and shook his head, “It’s been a good day, don’t worry about it.”

His eyes flicked over to Taehyung, who had finished his story and now seemed to be learning a hand clapping game from Boseon. Euphoria purred louder inside him as it must have felt how his heart melted at the sight. Boseon’s small little hands in Taehyung’s big ones was too cute.

Sumi returned to the counter and took over the cash again after Jungkook reassured her that he would finish this order before heading back to help Jaeyong.

The order did take awhile but the man stood off to the side of the counter the whole time he waited. He seemed rather interested in what Jungkook was doing, asking questions about how he remembered all the different types of coffee and how the steamer worked or why they steamed certain drinks and not others. Jungkook answered him easily, finding his excitement over barista work kind of nice. Most people just got their things and left.

“You seem really interested in coffee,” Jungkook mused, finishing up the last cup and putting it onto a tray with four other cups. “Thinking of being a barista?”

“It’s more of a hobby,” the man shrugged, smiling calmly with his hip leaning against the counter. “Coffee gets me through the boring parts of the day.”

As a ‘used-to-be’ college student, Jungkook definitely understood that.

Laying the order out on the counter he took one look at the four boxes and three trays of drinks and seemed to realize at the same time the man did that this wouldn’t work. The man rubbed his neck again and laughed sheepishly, “I guess I didn’t think this through. I’ll have to make two trips I guess.”

Jungkook bit his lip and drummed his fingers on the counter for a second. “Do you have far to go?” He felt bad that he would potentially have to do a lot of back and forth. If he was ordering this much, he must be getting coffee for his friends or colleagues. It seemed rude of them to send the man on his own without help but Jungkook didn’t know the story so he wouldn’t judge.

The man started picking up the boxes, stacking one on the other as he grabbed a drink tray with his other hand, “I just parked around the corner, it won’t take me long.”

Jungkook waved a hand and picked up the last box and balanced it on top of one of the drinks, taking the last two trays, “I’ll give you a hand.”

The man looked at him in surprise, “Oh, you, no it’s alright, you’re working, you really don’t have too.”

“I insist, it’ll save you the walk,” Jungkook smiled, stepping past Sumi and out from behind the counter. “I’ll be back in a minute, I’m just going to help him bring these to his car,” he told her.

Sumi looked at the man, partially distracted with the order she was tapping into the register and nodded, “Don’t be long okay?”

“I won’t,” Jungkook chuckled. He looked over to Taehyung who was already watching him, face set in a carefully blank expression. Jungkook gave him a reassuring smile, mouthing ‘be right back’ and holding up the drinks and food in a weak explanation.

Jungkook briefly heard the man chuckle as he stepped out the door first, catching the words “Don’t worry, I’ll bring him back in a second,” directed towards who he assumed was Sumi.

Jungkook turned to him as he stepped out of the café and the man nodded his head down the sidewalk, giving him a beaming smile. “I parked over here. Seriously thank you for this.”

“It’s not a problem, it’s almost my break anyway.”

“Do you like working there? It seems like a nice place.”

Jungkook nodded, keeping up the polite conversation as they rounded the corner. There wasn’t much traffic today, though it was just after lunch. The rush was over and everyone was back to working, leaving the roads busy but still flowing smoothly. He liked this time of day. A lot less honking.

“Here we are,” the man said, walking over to a black SUV that was as shiny as the man’s black card. They stopped next to it and Jungkook looked it over casually as the man put the boxes down on top of the car to pull out his keys. Once it was unlocked, he stepped over to open the back door. “You can set them on the seat there.”

Jungkook nodded and stepped over to the car, carefully putting the drinks on the pristinely clean seats, trying to situate them so they wouldn’t tip or splash. He ducked his head slightly to avoid hitting it off the top of the door as he pulled back to step away from the car.

“There you g-” Jungkook felt a hand grab his hair and tug hard, making him gasp in pain and stagger. His hands flew up instinctively and grabbed the man’s wrist. His hand was closed tightly around his hair, a sharp stinging flaring through his scalp. Forcefully, he was shoved into the vehicle, head hitting the top of the door he’d been so careful to avoid a second ago.

Jungkook’s leg hit the coffee’s he’d put on the seat and he grit his teeth as the hot liquid spilled, burning his thigh. He only had a second to twist onto his back before the man climbed into the vehicle, hand still gripping his hair as he pulled the door shut. Thinking quickly, Jungkook grabbed the knife from the back of his belt, flicking the blade open and stabbing at the man’s arm that held his hair.

The man chuckled and with reflexes faster then Jungkook thought he’d have, he grabbed his wrist with his free hand, clicking his tongue disapprovingly.

Quickly he snatched the knife with his right hand and swung it towards his side, aiming for anything he could hit. The man released his hair and grabbed his other wrist, throwing his weight into him and forcing Jungkook down against the seats, head roughly hitting the door as he was half propped up against it.

Fear and confusion fogged his mind. What the hell was happening? He should have known to be more careful. Jungkook was usually so good at reading people and the man had seemed nothing but kind. And to do something like this in broad daylight? On a relatively busy street? He was just asking to get caught.

Then again, no one was rushing to help him.

His heart hammered in panic.

Gritting his teeth, he fought against the grip on his wrists trying to get free, “Get the fuck off me!”

“Relax, they can’t hear you,” he chuckled, shifting to trap Jungkook’s kicking legs by partially kneeling and partially sitting on them.

For a brief moment of relief, he released Jungkook’s left wrist, but his relief turned to terror as he felt the man’s hand slide down his chest. Eyes widening, he tried to squirm away from him grabbing his wrist with his now free hand and trying to pull his hand away but it barely moved, pressing back against the door behind him even harder, “Hey, don’t- don’t fucking-” he stammered.

If he could just reach behind him, he could open the door and run. But he couldn’t from this position and despite his thrashing and kicking, the man didn’t budge, as if he didn’t notice it at all.

He tried to remember everything the others had spent so much time teaching him but his mind was blank with terror, the hand now resting on his stomach burning even through his clothes.

“I have better toys at home,” the man chuckled and Jungkook yelled in pain as the man twisted his wrist roughly, a sharp snap sounding from the joint. His grip went limp and the knife dropped out of his hand. Pain pulsed from the now broken wrist still held tightly in the mans grasp and he grit his teeth.

He lashed out, throwing a punch with his left hand, aiming for his face. The punch connected with his cheek and the man’s head whipped to the side. Jungkook used the brief distraction to scramble to pick up his knife, fingertips brushing it before he found his hand grabbed and pinned against the window above his head roughly. His broken wrist being crushed under the pressure as the man gripped it tighter and he swore he heard it crack again.

He bit his tongue to hold back a pained whimper.

The man smiled. It wasn’t the kind one he’d given him in the café. This was depraved and sick, he looked pleased with Jungkook’s fear and it made his stomach roll. Euphoria pulsed through him, echoing his panic. The ball of energy he’d practiced so hard to build up did so easily now, building and building to the point Jungkook feared what would happen if he let it go.

As Jungkook opened his mouth to shout for help, to call out to the people walking by on the street, to the cars driving by, to anyone, the man moved his wrists together, pinning them under one hand against the window and he used his free one to brush Jungkook’s hair out of his face. It was an action his lovers had done many times, but from this man, it felt disgusting, vile. He tried to twist his head away.

“Don’t fucking touch me,” he yelled and fought against the man with all his strength but it did nothing. The man didn’t move. Tae, he needed Tae. Tae was here. He would sense his magic if he released it, but if he released it he could hurt a lot of people. Fuck, this was bad. This was really bad.

“Oh wow…” the man said, sounding almost awe struck as he leaned over him, stroking a hand down the side of his face. “Look at those pretty eyes.”

Jungkook tried to throw his leg up and kick him in the chest but they were pinned under the man’s weight. Just when the fear spiked, he made the decision to release his magic. Consequences be damned, anything was better then whatever this man was going to do to him.

He just managed to have the thought when the hand on his cheek became much less gentle and clamped around his bangs. Jungkook found his head being slammed back against the door in one sharp jerk. Blinding white snapped across his vision. He felt the strength leave his body, limbs going weak as his brain jarred against his skull.

The white in his eyes was fading quickly to black and he wasn’t entirely sure which way was up.

The last thing he heard before he blacked out, was the light, amused tone of the man.

“Sorry treasure. I got impatient.”

Notes:

Alright, let's unpack this mess with a quick recap! (It feels good to be back T_T)
Recap: Jungkook can use fire magic and chaos and possibly more! At the risk of making the boys a little punch drunk of course. Hoseok and Yoongi get their time with Jungkookie, aftercare is important, love and cuddles for all. Namjoon imparts his all knowing wisdom and teaches a few new things and!
Now Ki-jung has Jungkook... dun dun dun!

I say this literally every chapter and I know a lot of people skip the author's notes which is totally fine, but I have seriously am always so blown away by how kind and understanding you all are, even when my schedule gets messed up or things are a little late. I hope to continue this again for a lot more chapters before the next break but just know if I do need another break, this story will be finished. I'm way too invested to just leave it or you guys hanging so it might take awhile but it will get down.

Also I said this above, but because I know people find Ki-jung uncomfortable (hell writing him makes me uncomfortable) I want to say that there won't be any rape. This scene with him is about the extent of how his creepy touching goes.

Next Chapter: The boys find their bunny missing.

Next Update: Monday 12th EST

With that said, borahae everyone! Hope you're all well and I hope you enjoyed! Thank you again!

Chapter 26: Not A Sound

Summary:

The guys find out Jungkook is gone. They're determined to get him back. Jungkook tries to hold out.

Notes:

Hi! Here's the next one! After that last cliff hanger I'm sure you just want to get right to the chapter so I'll keep this short. Thanks everyone for the feedback, I hope you enjoy!

Warnings: Torture, blood, injury via knife, creepy villain being touchy.
Tags added: Torture

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Wow that’s incredible!”

Jaeyong nearly stabbed the tip of the icing tube through the top of the cake at the sudden voice. Quickly jerking his hands away to avoid ruining his hard work, he looked up at Jimin who smiled at him from the other side of the counter. He let out the breath he was holding, dropping his shoulders.

“Is one of your super powers stealth or something?” Jaeyung shook his head and set the icing tube to the side as the rest of Jungkook’s boyfriends wandered in from the break room. He didn’t know if he’d ever get used to this.

Jimin tilted his head in a way that Jaeyong had to admit was pretty cute and he chuckled.

“What are you all doing here?”

“Jungkookie asked us to come by on his break, he said you’d have some things for us to try,” Hoseok grinned and leaned on the metal table, reaching over to swipe his finger through the frosting of the cake he just finished. Jaeyong smacked the back of his hand and glared at him, ignoring Hoseok’s small yelp and pout.

“That brat. Offering up my food before I’ve even made it,” he grumbled, picking up the cake to move it to the fridge.

“I brought some more Efrire, I thought you might run out if we plan to work on pasta dishes tonight,” Seokjin held up a small burlap bag tied with twine and sat it on the counter. Jaeyong beamed at him over his shoulder as he closed the fridge.

“You really are an angel,” he said excitedly. “I was thinking of trying a blend with-” he was cut off by Jungkook’s phone going off on the counter, the standard alarm sound chiming through the room.

The others looked at the phone curiously as Jaeyong stepped over to swipe across the screen and silence it.

“Is that Jungkook’s phone?” Namjoon blinked.

Jaeyong nodded, “He set an alarm for his cupcakes.” Stepping over to the drawer he called out towards the door to the front. “Jung- fuck, wait, JK-ah! Your cupcakes are done!”

“Cupcakes? Is that what smells so good?” Jimin leaned forward, watching him as he opened the oven. The smell of fresh baking wafted through the room and Jaeyong laughed when he heard the guys sigh blissfully.

Carefully pulling the cupcakes out with an oven mitt, he set them on the stove to cool, turning the oven off, “Jungkook-ah made them himself just for you guys.”

He paused and turned to look at them, Crap, was that supposed to be a surprise? Jungkook hadn’t said anything about surprising them. Shit. Hopefully he hadn’t just ruined it for him. The lovestruck looks on all of their faces was as endearing as it was hilarious. They were so whipped.

Even the usually passive expression on Yoongi’s face had turned to a soft smile like his heart had just melted all over the floor.

Shaking his head he held a finger up to his lips, “Don’t tell him I told you, I don’t know if he wanted it to be a surprise.”

Namjoon chuckled, “We won’t.”

Sumi poked her head into the kitchen, catching their attention, “Oh, you guys are all here.”

“Sumi-yah!” Jimin exclaimed happily, hopping over and giving her a hug. She giggled and blushed a bit, giving him a shy hug in return.

“Hi Jimin-ssi, are you guys here to see Jungkook-ssi?”

They nodded and Jaeyong scoffed, “Why would you even ask? Go sit out there, you guys are crowding my kitchen.”

Shooing them to the door was like trying to herd cats while keeping Hoseok’s (and Seokjin’s) hands away from the food that was laid out to be put on display.

He grabbed a couple of trays to bring to the front as he followed them out, setting them on the counter as the others stepped around the other side of it.

Jaeyong smiled when Boseon jumped up from his seat, very nearly faceplanting on the floor as his feet got caught under him. He was spared the possible injury by Taehyung who jerked forward to catch him quickly. Boseon didn’t seem fazed in the least, continuing on his mission to jump at Yoongi.

The phoenix already had his arm out in anticipation for the kids hug, chuckling fondly and patting his head while Boseon squished his face against his stomach.

Hoseok flopped on the bench seat next to Taehyung, putting an arm around him and kissing his cheek in greeting. Taehyung smiled a bit.

“What’s wrong?”

Jaeyong looked at Jimin who sat where Boseon had been sitting. For a moment he wasn’t sure who he was talking to until Taehyung shook his head lightly, “Nothing, Kookie’s not back yet is all.”

Seokjin frowned, “Back? From where?”

Jaeyong glanced around the café and sure enough couldn’t find his coworker amongst the few customers at the tables.

“He stepped out to help a customer bring their order to their car. It’s only been five minutes, I’m sure they just got caught up talking. He seemed like the chatty type,” Sumi explained, clearly trying to ease the concern on their faces. It worked, if only a little.

Hoseok hummed, “I’ll go take a look around for him. Which way did he go?”

Sumi pointed him in the right direction and Jaeyong watched him reassure the others that he’d be careful before stepping out, calmly heading out of view of the café.

The group settled at the table, Boseon clambering across their laps to get to Yoongi but getting scooped up by Jimin halfway there. Jaeyong started putting the new pastries out, watching the interaction out of the corner of his eye.

“Hey! Let go!” Boseon squealed, trying to squirm out of Jimin’s grip. The man danced his fingers across the boy’s sides making him laugh and kick, accidently hitting Namjoon’s arm, though he didn’t seem to mind.

“We want attention too youngling, you’re spoiling Yoongi,” Jimin grinned.

“I’m his favorite, let me be spoiled,” Yoongi said grumpily.

Namjoon chuckled, “Do we not spoil you enough?”

“Yuyu-hyung is MY best friend! Get your own!” Boseon elbowed his way off of Jimin and plopped himself in the small space between Yoongi and Seokjin, huffing and glaring poutingly at Jimin. Seokjin blinked a bit in surprise, looking down at the child before smiling warmly. Yoongi calmly put his hand against the edge of the table while Boseon got comfortable, keeping the boy’s knees from hitting the edge.

Seokjin chuckled and put a hand on his chest, “Can I still be his prince?”

Boseon squinted at Seokjin and hummed for a long moment, considering it before nodding, “Yeah.”

Yoongi scoffed but clearly couldn’t hide his grin and Jimin flopped across the table, whining about how he wanted to be a prince too.

“Minnie, you are a prince,” Taehyung snickered.

Jimin only pouted more, explaining how that didn’t count, “I want to be a prince to you guys.”

“Technically-”

“Taetae if you say technically I am your prince, I’m going to have to remind you about that time when you had me tied up and I-”

“Little ears!” Seokjin rushed to say, waving his hands and quickly covering Boseon’s ears, shooting the two Fae’s a look.

Jimin smiled sheepishly.

Jaeyong didn’t know what that meant but he filed it away to ask about later. The prince thing, not the tied up thing. He’d really rather not know the details of that. He slid the trays of pastries back into place, laughing when Boseon finally gave Jimin the permission to be a prince too.

Sumi stepped around the counter and walked over to them to take their orders, laughing at their antics as well. They had a way of brightening the place up when they were here. It made working much more bearable.

Before Sumi could say anything though, Hoseok was all but throwing the front door open, rushing in while dragging a kid behind him. He was dressed in shabby clothes and not the cleanest, Jaeyong assumed a street kid right away.

“Seokjin.”

Hoseok’s tone set off alarm bells in his mind right away. It was serious. Very serious. Not the happy, cheerful, verging on too loud of a tone he usually had. It was very nearly emotionless.

The others picked up on it the moment they heard it, the laughter around the table dying to tense silence. Sumi looked at them, confused and concerned, trying to make sense of the sudden switch of atmosphere.

Seokjin looked at Hoseok, eyes flicking to the boy next to him.

It was Jimin who spoke first though, getting out of his seat, “Scout-ah?”

Scout, he assumed was the boys name, perked up and quickly bowed, bending a full ninety degrees before straightening. “Hi Jimin-ssi.”

“Hoseok, what’s going on?”

Jaeyong was rather confused at how Jimin seemed to know the boy but no one was asking or bringing it up so he decided to keep his mouth shut.

Hoseok looked at Scout and gave him a firm nod. The boy nodded back and took a small breath before addressing everyone at the table as if he were standing in front of royalty. His voice was clear and even, his posture straight and his words clear.

It was the words that had Jaeyong feeling a wash of cold over his body.

“I was on my route and I saw a guy get shoved into a vehicle. A black SUV, license plate number 12 가 3456. It headed east towards down town. The guy was wearing a uniform from this café.”

All of them were on their feet in an instant.

“What?!”

Jaeyong spun around to the rest of the café and cleared his throat despite already having the other customers attention from the outburst, “I’m sorry ladies and gentleman but we will be closing early. I’m going to have to ask you to leave. Drinks and food will be refunded.”

The air was tense as he ushered people out, the group withholding more questions until the door was locked and the blinds were drawn, freezing in place and if it wasn’t for the tense jaws and anxious shifting, he would have thought they were actually frozen. Jaeyong flipped the sign and the moment he did, the spell broke and the room began to move again.

“Tell us everything you saw. Every detail you can remember. How many people were there?” Seokjin crouched in front of Scout who nodded quickly.

“Two. The blonde guy and another guy. He was taller, wearing an expensive suit. Dark hair.”

Taehyung’s hands balled into fists, “That was the man he left with. I should have followed them,” he whispered the last part, eyes wide.

“Was he hurt? Jung- JK, was he hurt at all?” Jimin asked quickly.

Scout paused and looked at Jimin and Hoseok, eyes widening, “That was the boss?”

Hoseok nodded quickly, “Scout, we need you to answer. Was he hurt?”

Jaeyong’s mind stuttered on the ‘boss’ thing for half a second, but he shoved it to join the prince thing. Now wasn’t the time.

“Right, um. I don’t know. Suit guy grabbed him by the hair and forced him into the backseat. The window’s were tinted. When the suit guy was getting out of the backseat to get in the drivers seat, I only saw blonde guy for a second when the door was open but he wasn’t moving, ” Scout glanced at them, cringing as if anticipating their reactions.

Taehyung turned away, wiping a hand across his mouth then clasping his hands behind his head, beginning to pace around the now empty café.

“How long ago was this?” Namjoon asked quickly.

“Four minutes,” he said confidently.

“You’re sure?”

“I’m good with time.”

“How fast can those things go?” The immortal looked at him and Sumi and Jaeyong answered quickly, mind racing with a quick way to catch up to them.

“Traffic wouldn’t be bad right now so they could have made it a good ways. They could have gone any direction though. We’ll waste time if we just look randomly.”

“I’ll go,” Taehyung said suddenly, storming towards the door. “I’m the fastest. I can search the whole city in minutes.”

Hoseok quickly grabbed his arm, “We don’t know who took him. Jungkook is strong, if he couldn’t fight them off then we have to be careful. Don’t just run in blindly.”

Jaeyong had never heard Hoseok’s tone so sharp and serious before. The very force of it had him standing up straighter.

Taehyung looked panicked and pained, brow scrunched tight, “I saw him. I watched them leave. Hobi if he’s hurt or-”

“He’s not,” Jimin snapped, “He’s strong. With or without magic. He came back to us. Don’t forget that.”

Taehyung let out a shuddering breath but nodded firmly.

Seokjin moved to stand from his crouched position.

Jaeyong looked over at him and if he felt scared before, he felt terror now. His expression was blank, pointedly so. But his eyes were cold and unforgiving. Jaeyong felt himself take a step back, hand reaching over to grab Sumi’s wrist. This wasn’t the man he learned to cook with, the joking carefree man who could speak softly one moment and then be yelling at him about something ridiculous the next.

This was a man who had seen hell and survived.

“You have camera’s. Where can we see the footage?” Seokjin asked, voice as calm as his appearance but no less deadly. It was more of a command then a question.

Sumi gently pulled her wrist free from his hand, giving him a quick glance, “They’re directed to the computer in Mr. Nam’s office. This way.”

Seokjin wasted no time in following her, shoulders back and eyes ahead. Yoongi reached down and picked up Boseon, tucking the boy on his hip and rubbing a hand on his back to calm him. He looked like he was about to cry, worried but not understanding why everyone was freaking out. Yoongi whispered quietly to him then stepped around Namjoon to follow Seokjin.

Namjoon turned back to Scout, clearly fine with letting the two handle the camera’s. “We need a way to follow that car. Do you know which way it was going?”

Scout nodded, squaring his shoulders proudly, “I can get every runner in the area looking for it. We’re good at spreading information. We can find it.”

Namjoon gave a firm nod and put a hand on the boys shoulder, “Do it. Don’t get involved further. When they stop, give us a location and we’ll handle it from there.”

Scout nodded and quickly turned, running out of the café and turning down the street.

Jaeyong watched Namjoon turn back to Taehyung, pulling him against him and kissing his forehead gently. “We’ll get him back. Even if we have to burn this whole city to the ground,” the immortal practically growled.

Jaeyong had never believed anything more.


Yoongi held Boseon tightly to him, whispering reassurances as Sumi led him and Seokjin to the back. His heart was hammering in his chest and he was sure Boseon could feel it but the boy said nothing, only hiding his face in his neck. He appreciated that he wasn’t asking questions.

Jungkook had been taken.

And Yoongi feared that he knew by who.

The very thought had him shivering. The thought of Jungkook anywhere near that man. He hoped on the Guardian’s protection that he was very very wrong.

Either way, they needed to get Jungkook back. Though, Yoongi was sure, especially with the look on Seokjin’s face, that he’d be back in their arms within the day.

It had been so long since Seokjin had worn this persona. The air of the general he had been for so many years. The man who had to make the tough decisions when everyone else wouldn’t. He respected, admired and loved this man just as much, but there was a deep sadness inside him, even as he felt his own soldiers training kicking in. Listen to the general. Follow orders. Feel later.

Sumi knocked quickly on the office door, not waiting for a response before she opened it, “Mr. Nam, Jungkook’s in trouble, we need to check the cams,” she rushed to say, moving into the room and allowing them to file in too.

Yoongi had come for the main purpose of asking Nam to watch Boseon. But if he happened to catch sight of the man who dared to attack one of their own, then he’d know who he’d have to kill.

Nam didn’t ask questions, apparently trained in his own right as Yoongi recalled Jungkook said he’d been the right hand to the boss. As he watched Nam pull up the security footage, all of them crowding behind his chair, Seokjin leaning close to the screen, Yoongi felt sympathy run through him for the café owner. To work so close to such a monster, it was a miracle the man hadn’t become one himself.

Some days, Yoongi felt like he had himself.

“What time?” Nam asked as he scrolled through and clicked buttons that made little sense to Yoongi.

“About a half hour ago. Maybe forty-five minutes,” Sumi answered.

Nam clicked on something and a recording of the café from the camera that was centered on the cash started playing. They watched silently, and Yoongi was pretty sure everyone was holding their breath.

Boseon shifted against him and he quickly resumed rubbing his back, not realizing he’d stopped. “Hyung?” the boy whispered quietly, voice watery in a way that had Yoongi’s already painfully sore heart burning further.

“It’s alright Shorty,” he murmured. “It’s alright.”

They watched the footage of Sumi working before she stepped away out of the shot and Jungkook took her place at the cash. Yoongi’s stomach dropped at a disorienting rate the moment his eyes landed on the next customer in line.

It was him.

Kim Ki-jung, in the flesh.

A face Yoongi wished he’d never see again.

A hand clasped his shoulder and if he could somehow find it in himself to tear his eyes away from the smiling man who spoke to Jungkook so casually, he would have given Seokjin a grateful nod. He didn’t even notice when Sumi gently took Boseon from him.

They couldn’t hear what Ki-jung was saying, there wasn’t any audio. But he stayed and talked to Jungkook the whole time their lover was putting the order together. The longer the bastard even looked at Jungkook, the more sick Yoongi felt.

“It’s him,” Nam spoke, sitting back in his chair as he watched the video. A heavy sigh escaped him and he must be going through his own panic but Yoongi couldn’t breath properly.

He was breathing too much.

Or too little.

He couldn’t tell.

His head felt light, forcing him to grab the back of Nam’s chair and rely on Seokjin’s hand for balance.

Yoongi stared as Jungkook rounded the counter and headed to the door with his hands full, Ki-jung following behind as their lover stepped outside after a brief interaction with who he assumed was Taehyung off screen.

Ki-jung paused by the door, looked directly at the camera, and said something Yoongi didn’t need to hear to understand. His slips formed the words that had haunted him. Those words that marked a point of no return for them. For Namjoon.

‘Don’t worry, I’ll bring him back in a second.’

The memories had him staggering, back hitting the wall as flames lit up his arms, some licking up the side of his legs. Sumi yelped and moved away from him quickly, pulling Boseon with her.

‘Don’t worry, I’ll bring him back in a second’

He had said it a lot. Yoongi gripped his hair, trying to pull himself out of his own mind. He was in that chair again. In that room. The smooth white floors. The black blood that splattered it, the red blood, less in quantity but painfully more vibrant in appearance. He couldn’t move. His arms were bound. His heart would start and stop, stuttering as if it had forgotten how to beat.

He watched the blade slip across Namjoon’s throat. Watched red pour from the wound, watched his best friend die, eyes open, staring at him, mouth working on words he couldn’t say. Yoongi felt like he’d died instead. Felt his life drain in time with Namjoon’s.

Then Ki-kung turned to him, smiled, and waved a hand casually.

‘Don’t worry, I’ll bring him back in a second.’

Hands grabbed him and he shook, reaching forward blindly for the person in front of him.

Seokjin. Seokjin.

Not Ki-jung.

He’d expected a strong reaction to seeing the man again after so long. But this was so visceral and violent. Even knowing that, he couldn’t calm himself.

Ki-jung had Jungkook.

Every minute was one that Jungkook could be being tortured. Ripped apart slowly. Ki-jung was ruthless and took pleasure in others pain. Not only that. But the man had been near Taehyung as well. Had likely seen his face. Their two youngest. The urge to protect hit him harder then the panic had, making him gasp and scramble for purchase on Seokjin’s shirt.

“Yoongi.”

His mind zeroed in on the voice. His muscles were taught, wanting to move and fight and kill, wanting an enemy to take the emotion out on.

“We aren’t off the field.”

They were still in the fight. They were still fighting. Any moment a sword could come down on him, cut through him, kill him. He had to protect himself. He needed to get his shit together. Feel later. Not now.

“Breath. Focus,” Seokjin said sternly but the love was there. The love had always been there, even back then. Even when they couldn’t afford it. “You trust me?”

“Yes sir.”

It was quick and his voice sounded firm and assured in his own ears. That helped him focus, helped his body settle into a tense calm, hyper aware of the room he was in now. His flames dwindled but he knew the glow in his eyes was intense. Boseon was crying, hugging Sumi tightly. But he was safe.

Sumi looked worried and scared, he’d deal with that later. Apologize later.

Nam was looking between them with a hint of understanding, but his expression was carefully hidden behind a straight look.

His general was looking at him expectantly. Yoongi met his gaze and waited for orders.

Seokjin nodded once, calm, composed, “Mr. Nam, please look after Boseon-ah. We’ll get Jungkook back. But I’m afraid he’ll need to resign his position here.”

“I’ll keep him safe,” Nam nodded.

Seokjin then looked at Sumi who tensed and backed up a bit, “We might need your help. We’ll keep you out of harms way but we’ll need your knowledge of this world. Will you help us?”

Sumi, despite the fear, nodding quickly and kissed Boseon on the head before coaxing him over to Nam. “Anyway I can.”

Seokjin turned and headed out of the office, his commanding air practically dragging them along behind. They headed back into the main café, Yoongi catching Namjoon’s eyes the moment he was in sight and watching emotions flick across his face.

Worry, surprise, horror, fear, and then, nothing. A soldier. Only facts, only information, only actions.

Hoseok was already there. The moment he’d come back with Scout, who, Yoongi noted, was no longer there. Jaeyong stood amongst them, arms crossed and body tense, a deep frown set in his features.

Jimin took a step towards them, Taehyung stopped his pacing to look them over.

“Ki-jung has Jungkook,” Seokjin said evenly. “We need a way to track them.”

“Scout is on it. He’ll get us the location,” Namjoon responded.

Hoseok knew Seokjin’s next question before he voiced it, “I can vouch for him.”

One firm nod and Seokjin was looking at Jimin and Taehyung. His expression softened a bit and Yoongi knew he was thinking the same thing as him. They weren’t soldiers. They never would be if they had any say in the matter.

Both Jimin and Taehyung looked terrified and sick with worry. Taehyung, looked angry as well. Whether at himself or Ki-jung or a combination of both, he was pissed.

“I need you to both listen to me. We will get him back but we can’t drag this out. I know Ki-jung. I need your trust and to know that you will do what I say when I say it.”

Taehyung and Jimin didn’t hesitate and they both nodded.

“We trust you Jinnie.”

“What can we do?”

Seokjin leaned forward and kissed Taehyung firmly, moving to kiss Jimin too after a moment. Yoongi knew it wasn’t just for them, but a reassurance for himself as well. Seokjin may have been the best general during the war, but that didn’t mean he enjoyed a second of it. He knew love could be used against them. So he had to distance himself.

Yoongi knew it was temporary, only for the fight. Because when they weren’t in the midst of it, Seokjin would apologize for days for the orders he gave. Especially the orders to kill.

“Yoongi, Namjoon,” Seokjin turned to them and they both instinctively pressed their hands over their hearts, heels snapping together in the salute that had been wired into them so long ago.

There was a pregnant pause where Yoongi and Namjoon both realized their actions and awkwardly let themselves relax. Yoongi tried to ignore Seokjin’s slight cringe in favor of listening to his next words.

Jaeyong was watching them with wide eyes, Sumi and Nami looking no less startled.

“You’re both sitting this out.”

Yoongi snapped his head up and took a step forward, “Seok-”

“That’s-” Namjoon started at the same time, equally shocked.

“Yoongi’s reaction to seeing him on camera alone was nearly crippling. You can’t face him. Yoongi, go back to the house with Jimin. Get the living room set up to receive a patient.”

Yoongi closed his mouth, pressing his lips together in disappointment. He hadn’t expected the reaction either. But Seokjin was right, if he faced him he’d only be a liability and there was nothing to suggest Namjoon wouldn’t be in the same boat. Giving a firm, unhappy nod, he resigned himself to the order. They needed Jungkook back safe. That was all that mattered.

“How bad do… do you think he’ll be hurt?” Jimin asked carefully.

Seokjin sucked in a slow breath, “Hope for bruises. Expect critical surgery.”

Everyone winced, Jimin almost tearing up but managing to hold back. “I don’t- I’m not that well versed with the medical practices, if he needs surgery I-”

“I’ll help.”

Yoongi looked at Jaeyong, who dropped a hand on Jimin’s shoulder reassuringly. The humans had been very quiet, seeming to just be taking in information and Yoongi was so thankful that Jungkook had made such good friends. That they all had made such good friends.

“Assuming taking the ‘potentially not human’ human to the hospital is out of the question, I know a bit about fixing up injuries. I can help with the human side of things too,” Jaeyong continued and Jimin’s shoulders sagged in relief, nodding quickly.

Seokjin turned to Namjoon, “Stay here and keep in touch with us with Sumi’s phone. I’ll take Jungkook’s with me. We’ll let you know if things go wrong.”

“Are you going to be alright facing him again?” Namjoon asked, frowning deeply, “Seokjin he’s…”

“I know,” the angel looked away quickly, something akin to pain crossing his features. “We need to get Jungkook away from him.”

“We don’t know the layout of where they will be, it’ll be hard to plan without knowing the environment,” Yoongi pointed out.

Sumi perked up, “Um, if Scout-ah? If he can get you an address we can just search it. It’ll give you a street view of the building or place.”

“You can do that?” Taehyung blinked, a bit more hope layering over the anger. Sumi nodded and told them it would take no time at all.

“Then Taehyung, Hoseok, you’re both with me. I’ll handle Ki-jung, you need to get Jungkook out. We won’t know how until we get that address but be ready for anything,” Seokjin looked at them.

Hoseok reached over and took Taehyung’s hand, giving it a squeeze and offering a reassuring smile. Taehyung bit his lip nervously.

“How are you guys going to get there?” Jaeyong asked. “Or better yet, get back. If Jungkook is hurt, you can’t just drag him through the city without the police being called.”

Seokjin ran a hand through his hair and thought for a moment before letting out a tense chuckle, “If Jungkook is able to call Euphoria, we’ll go through there. If not… well, it’s been awhile since we’ve flown together, what do you say loves? Feel like stretching your wings?”

Hoseok and Taehyung both smirked, looking at each other in excitement. They were still tense, still scared, they didn’t know what they’d be flying into, but Yoongi knew they’d never pass up the chance to fly. It was something he loved dearly as well.

“You can- right. Magical beings,” Jaeyong huffed and facepalmed. “If you fly high enough you shouldn’t be spotted too easily.”

“You’d be surprised by how good people are at tricking themselves. Even if someone does see you, they’ll probably think it’s just a movie shooting or a stunt or something,” Sumi said. “I can turn Jungkook’s gps on and I’ll be able to use ‘find my phone’ to tell where you are so I can give directions from here.”

Hoseok turned to Namjoon, “You guys aren’t safe here either. If Ki-jung was in the café he could definitely sense the doors magic. He might try and send people here too.”

“We’ll be careful. Mr. Nam, is there anywhere you could go with Boseon?” Namjoon looked at the crying boy sadly. Yoongi turned to look at him too, frowning.

“I can take him to his mothers work and wait with him there. I’ll call her to let her know to expect us. Sumi-yah, Jaeyong-ah. It would be safer for both of you to go with them to the Galaxy after this. Stay there until things cool down. I’ll keep the café closed.”

Sumi and Jaeyong looked at each other both looking unsure.

“What about you?”

“Ki-jung is likely to contact me again soon. He knows this is my café. I’ll stay hidden as long as I can but I need to stay here.”

Yoongi watched the man carefully for a moment, contemplating how much to trust him. Nam seemed like a good man but there was always a chance his loyalties still lied with Ki-jung.

“Who even is this guy?” Jaeyong crossed his arms, “If all we’re doing is waiting for the address, fill us in on what exactly we’re up against.”

Namjoon let out a breath, and did exactly that.


“So this son of a bitch fought you in the war? And took you two hostage?”

“And now, he’s got Jungkook-ssi. This monster has Jungkook-ssi right now.”

Nam watched the group as the magical being’s explained who Ki-jung was to Sumi and Jaeyong. Most of it was news to him too. Ki-jung had only mentioned the wars once or twice, but ‘his angel’ was well spoken of. Nam hadn’t ever expected to meet said angel.

Seokjin certainly gave off the command of a high-ranking soldier. Just given how the others responded to him was tell enough as it was. It spoke volumes to the kind of man he had been. Nam had seen some of the same behaviors from Jungkook’s grandfather. Not nearly to the same extent however.

He hadn’t expected the group to be this tied in with the gang leader. Part of it gave him hope however. Maybe they stood a chance at getting the kid back. At least they understood what they were up against.

Nam looked away from the group to Yoongi and Boseon. The man had come over and pulled Boseon off to the side to speak with him, likely to explain what was happening and judging by how the tears had slowly stopped, he was doing a decent job of it. Nam had never been a big fan of kids. Had never really had the desire to have any of his own.

Hell, it was a good thing he hadn’t, given that the not-so-little kid he was supposed to be looking out for had literally walked right out of the café into the waiting arms of the one person who he should have been avoiding at all costs. Nam couldn’t remember the last time he’d felt this kind of fear for someone else.

Jungkook was a good kid. He worked hard, he loved to learn, he was kind and approachable and just, good. He was good. He didn’t deserve any of the shit he kept getting put through. And Nam knew he barely even had pieces the story.

He looked down at the phone in his hand and considered his next move carefully.

He’d just gotten off the phone with Boseon’s mother and explained they’d be closing the café for a few days. She had been incredibly understanding. He would need to leave soon to drop Boseon off. He knew he wouldn’t be back to see Jungkook. To see if he was alright. He knew if they all disappeared to the Galaxy it was likely he wouldn’t see them again for a long while. If ever.

If Ki-jung was going to come after him, he knew he’d kill him. It was better for them to be as far from that mess as possible.

He chuckled to himself. He didn’t know when he’d gotten attached.

He’d miss the brat and his magical ‘roommates’.

Sumi and Jaeyong had become like family to him. Seeing them leave wouldn’t be easy.

This café was home.

Quietly, he slipped into the kitchen out of sight of the others.

What Jaeyong and Sumi seemed to often forget, was that the wall between his office and the kitchen was rather thin. He heard all the nonsense that went on in here. Whether it be Jaeyong trying to explain to Seokjin what a dragon fruit was, or Sumi and Jaeyong’s usual argument about her insistence to avoid calling him oppa despite their years of friendship.

Or days like today, when Jungkook exclaimed so excitedly that he was going to make cupcakes for his six boyfriends.

He typed in a number and lifted his phone to his ear, eyes landing on the cooling cupcakes on the stove. He looked away from them when the call was received.

“I need your help old friend.”

There was a long pause on the other end before a tired weary sigh reached his ears. “Nam. Now isn’t a good time.”

“It’s about your grandson, Seung-hee.”

More silence.

This wasn’t how he had wanted to talk to his friend after so long. After so many years after going their separate ways.

“Which one?”

Chuckling dryly, Nam shook his head, “Jungkook. He’s in trouble. Ki-jung has him.”

“Nam…”

“You know the man as well as I do. You know what he’ll do to the kid. Help me get him out,” he pushed.

“You know I don’t have that kind of power over him.”

“But you have power. Work the system. Give us something to work with. Any advantage.”

Nam knew how shady some of the things Seung-hee had done were. Twisting the law and manipulating people with threats or blackmail to get what he needed, but only ever if it was the only option that presented the desired outcome. Seung-hee was strict to the gang members he illicited the help from, Nam himself more then most, about not hurting anyone. Only scare tactics and never lasting damage.

He knew he wasn’t a clean man, Rang Seung-hee. But in all the years Nam worked for him, he knew him to be a good one.

“Nam, I’m asking you this as someone who cares deeply about you, my friend. Please, don’t get further involved. If Jungkook is in Ki-jung’s hands, then he is as good as gone. I’m sorry. There is nothing I can do for you.”

Nam looked at the ceiling, pulling the phone away from his ear and pressing his palm against the counter. He’d suspected. But he didn’t think it was true. Now though, it made sense. Why he was so unwilling to help Jungkook, why he distanced himself for the boys whole life.

“This was the deal wasn’t it.”

“Nam. Please.”

He ignored the exhaustion in the older man’s voice. “You promised him an heir. You promised Jungkook’s life away before he was even born. Did you realize then? That it was a death sentence? Did you understand who exactly you were going to hand him over too?” Nam growled into the phone.

What was Jungkook’s life compared to a multimillion dollar company that helped save thousands of lives everyday. To Seung-hee, it clearly didn’t hold a candle.

He didn’t care that his friend had made that deal back then. He couldn’t have known he’d ever have kids or his kids would have kids. He’d clearly tried to avoid it by changing the inheritance. No, what he cared about was that he wasn’t even going to try to help Jungkook now. Hadn’t even tried to get to know the boy he’d signed away to an early grave just so he could avoid the guilt that would come with it.

“I can’t help you, or him. I’m sorry my friend. If you’d asked me anything else… but not this. There’s too much at stake.”

Nam hung up, nearly slamming his phone down on the counter.

Thoughts of the happy kid he’d hired ran through his mind. Laughing with Sumi and Jaeyong, watching as Sumi showed him how the equipment worked. His reaction to trying Jaeyong’s trick pastries that had Nam stifling laughter in his office as he listened to his coughing through the wall.

Nam wished he could be out and enjoying the café as it had become these days. A wonderful place full of smiles and laughter. It was thanks to Jungkook and those boys. The moments he could hear from the office were always a much-needed break from the paperwork and bills and balancing his accounts to try and keep this place running.

Some days, the tea Sumi brought him before she left to head home was the only thing that got him through the grueling nights.

He never had the heart to tell them that he was losing the business. That he just couldn’t afford it anymore. And even with the extra people coming in due to the boys good looks and mild internet fame (which he was sure they didn’t catch on to yet), it still wasn’t enough.

Now, having to close for days, he knew.

He would lose the café.

But he’d known there was that risk since he offered it to Jungkook as a safe haven. He knew it was going to happen one day. All he had hoped was to give it as much joy as possible before it did. And those boys gave him that. If he had to say goodbye to the café, he was glad it would be when it was at its peak.

So long as Jungkook got back safely, he would give it up.

Taking a breath, he composed himself and went to step back out into the café. He was stopped by Jimin and Yoongi just as they stepped into the kitchen. Yoongi looked him in the eye and Nam met it evenly.

“Take care of Boseon,” he said carefully. A warning.

Nam gave him a nod, “I will. Do me a favor. Contact me as soon as its safe too. Need to know the brat made it out alright.”

Jimin gave him a soft smile, weighed with too heavy emotions for someone who looked so young. Then again, Nam knew he was well past his senior and had likely gone through experiences he could only imagine. But they’d still be kids to him.

“We’ll take care of him.”

“That was never a concern,” Nam scoffed. “Get going already.”

Jimin gave one last smile before hurrying past him towards the break room. Yoongi hesitated for a moment, giving him one last look before following him. Nam turned to see Jaeyong standing in the doorway to the kitchen.

He raised a brow at him, “Don’t you have somewhere to be?”

Jaeyong huffed, shoving his hands in his pockets. “You’ll be okay right?”

“I’m not that old. I’ll be fine. Focus on getting Jungkook fixed up when he gets out of there. We’ll all need to lie low until we figure something out.”

“You could come with us you know,” Jaeyong suggested, looking to the side.

Nam looked at him for a long moment before patting his shoulder, “I’m not cut out for that kind of a world. I’m more use to you all here. I’ll keep tabs on everything, just don’t forget to come back.”

Jaeyong opened his mouth and Nam expected his usual smart ass remarks or some sort of sarcasm. Instead, he closed his mouth and stepped over to him, giving him a quick hug. It lasted barely a second and Jaeyong was already moving past him before he could say anything. “Don’t make it weird.”

Chuckling, he watched the boy head into the break room to catch up with Yoongi and Jimin.

That kid had come a long way since he’d started there.

Stepping back into the café, he was just in time to see a kid run through the front door, out of breath and panting his words. Everyone stood up straighter, looking ready to go to war.

“I have the address.”


Jungkook’s head throbbed, pulsing in time with his heartbeat.

It took only seconds for him to remember what had happened, to feel the echoing dull throb in his bound wrist which twinged with a sharp pain when he tried to move it. His body felt sluggish and exhausted but he didn’t think he was hurt anywhere else.

Fuck.

Who the hell was that guy?

Jungkook couldn’t find the motivation to open his eyes just yet. The idea of letting any light hit his retina’s seemed like a horrible one and his head throbbed in agreement.

He was sitting, arms strapped to the arms of the chair, back against what felt like padding and he hadn’t tried to move his legs yet but he made the assumption they were bound as well.

He tried to listen to what was going on around him, but he couldn’t hear much. There was the distant muffled sound of voices but they were too quiet to determine how many people were speaking.

Jungkook flinched when a door opened and he forced himself to open his eyes.

He was right about the light, though it wasn’t overly bright in the room, he might as well of smashed his head into a hard object again. The pain flared through his skull and he was almost certain he had a concussion. Hissing quietly he cringe away from the light, having to try again to pry his eyes open.

A chuckle had his heart racing.

The man, the one who had kidnapped him, closed the door to the room behind him and started making his way towards Jungkook. He hastily glanced at his surroundings, eyes flicking from the door, to the man, to the room. It looked like a conference room, except the floor was white tiles, there was a coffee table across from him and a black leather couch on the far side of it. He noticed that there was a lot of natural light coming in too, meaning there must be windows behind him.

That was where the normality’s ended.

The chair Jungkook was in looked like it was specifically made for the exact purpose of restraining someone. The thick leather straps on the arms were wrapped tightly around his wrists, putting agonizing pressure on his broken one. He twisted his good wrist to try and see how much play he had. Virtually none. Wonderful. His ankles were similarly strapped to the legs of the chair, forcing him to sit with his knees slightly spread.

The walls were mostly bare save for the thick metal rings hanging with about three feet of space between each. Jungkook dreaded to think about what those were for.

The man stepped up to him with a smile, reaching forward to pat Jungkook’s cheek gently, despite his attempts at twisting away from his touch.

“Finally awake? You’re a heavy sleeper,” the man grinned. “That’s just perfect, you’re even more adorable unconscious.”

Jungkook grit his teeth, thumb reaching under his palm to twist his ring around his finger.

“Who are you?”

“Oh my god even your voice,” the guy groaned and leaned back away from him, clapping his hands together and turning away from him briefly, but his eyes weren’t off him long. Jungkook tried not to show how uncomfortable the man’s gaze made him feel. “Seriously, I could listen to you talk for hours. I’ll have to get you to read me the phone book or something. But we’ll get to all the pretty sounds you can make in a second.”

The man leaned over him again, face coming dangerously close to his own and Jungkook’s breathing hitched in fear, thinking he would try to kiss him. Instead, he grabbed his jaw forcefully, keeping him from turning his face away.

“Kim Ki-jung. Let me tell you, I am so happy to finally meet you Jeon Jungkook.”

Jungkook’s eyes widened.

Ki-jung. The leader of the gang. The Siren. The man who tortured Namjoon and Yoongi. The man who had killed them, over and over.

Fuck.

He was so fucked.

His blood ran cold and he felt his lungs seize up making breathing nearly impossible.

Ki-jung’s face light up, a sharp contrast to the emotions Jungkook was currently going through. “Oh! You recognize the name? Has my little immortal been talking about me?”

He knew Jungkook knew Namjoon? How? How would he know Jungkook was affiliated with them at all? He was too terrified to say anything, not knowing what would provoke the man, so he bit his tongue hard and simply glared at him.

“I just complimented your voice, don’t try to deprive me of it treasure,” Ki-jung chuckled, pressing his fingers into his jaw tightly until Jungkook cringed in pain. “Beautiful. Simply perfection.”

The grip on his face loosened, becoming suddenly gentle and Ki-jung brought his other hand up, using both to brush over his features. Feather light touches that made Jungkook’s teeth clench and his tongue recoil to the back of his mouth. Ki-jung’s fingers brushed over his cheek bones, his forehead, his eyebrows, the bridge of his nose, his lips, like he was studying him. Mapping him out or committing him to memory.

Shivers ran down his spine in disgust, his hands clenching and the pain in his wrist helping to keep him from drowning in his fear, keeping his mind sharp. He pressed his thumb into the rings insignia, feeling the familiar grooves of the Set symbol.

Ki-jung forced his head to the side, fingers following his jawline, tracing the shell of his ear. Jungkook caught sight of a window behind him that looked like it made up the whole wall, floor to ceiling in multiple panels. Hope sparked through him. Another possible exit? He would have to get out of the chair first.

As the sirens touch drifted down his neck, he caught sight of what looked like a dog cage against the wall. He swallowed.

“Your skin is flawless,” Ki-jung forced him to look back at him. He set a knee down on the seat of Jungkook’s chair, just between his legs in order to lean even closer, balancing himself with a hand on his shoulder. Jungkook tensed, tugging at his restraints.

Thoughts of his lovers flashed through his mind, of their gentle loving touches, their voices whispering sweet reassurances in his ear. They were largely the reason Jungkook had started to feel so comfortable in his new body. Had learned to let go of the old one. He had given his body over to them along with his heart, mind and soul and they took care of every ounce of his being. They respected and cherished him.

These touches felt like acid. They burned and made his heart feel cold and empty and the smile on Ki-jung’s face made him want to cry. Jungkook didn’t want him touching him, didn’t want anyone expect his hyungs to touch him. It reminded him of the man in the café who Yoongi had set on fire. But Seokjin’s hand wasn’t here to erase the feeling of Ki-jung’s. The burn of the touch sat on his skin. Made him feel dirty.

The terrified whine escaped before he could stop it, just a small one, just a peep from the back of his throat. The way Ki-jung froze made Jungkook clamp his eyes shut, trying to brace himself for whatever was to come. His ring felt heavy on his finger, the only thing keeping him grounded.

Instead of the pain, or worse, more touching, Ki-jung pulled away completely. Taken off guard, Jungkook opened his eyes again, scared he might find the man looking for some sort of weapon to use on him. That wasn’t the case either. Ki-jung wiped a hand across his mouth, his other hand on his hip as he started pacing.

“You don’t- fuck, you’ll be so perfect. So fucking perfect. You’re-” the siren let out a breathy laugh, hands shaking and twitchy, eyes nearly wild with what Jungkook hated to think was excitement. “Alright, alright, let’s not get ahead of ourselves. Don’t rush, don’t rush, there’s plenty of time. Business first,” he sat on the edge of the coffee table across from him and smiled in a kind way which had Jungkook reeling.

He was going to get whiplash with how quickly he was switching personalities.

“Okay treasure. We’re going to have a little talk before we get into the fun. Sound good?”

Jungkook narrowed his eyes weakly, not feeling entirely brave in the face of a man who had fought Seokjin for days and still made it out alive. He wouldn’t let his appearance deceive him again now that he knew who he was. “Why should I talk to you?” he managed hesitantly.

Ki-jung smiled wider, “Because I’ll let you go if you do.”

“Bullshit.”

Laughing, the siren sat back on the table, “You don’t have to call me out like that. I’ll tell you what, you keep using that pretty voice of yours and I won’t have that girl killed. Sumi-ssi was it? She was cute.”

Jungkook paled, tongue feeling like lead and nails digging into his palms so hard he was sure he broke skin. That’s right. He’d been in the café. He knew where Jungkook worked, he knew who he worked with. The café wasn’t safe anymore.

Sumi, Jaeyong and Nam weren’t safe.

“Very original,” he said sarcastically, tone flat. Euphoria was curled tight in his chest, like an animal with it’s tail between it’s legs hiding in the corner of a room.

“The classics are classics for a reason. We both know you’re going to cooperate. So,” Ki-jung leaned his elbows on his knees looking like he was about to hear some juicy gossip. “Let’s start with easy questions treasure. What are you? Hm? Because you look human, and I can’t sense any magic from you, but those stunning purple eyes you showed me tell me otherwise.”

Jungkook needed to be careful with what he said. He knew that. Whatever information he gave him could be used against them if Jungkook made it out of this alive.

No.

He would.

Taehyung was at the café, Sumi expected him back soon. They’d probably already found out he’s gone. He didn’t know how long he had been unconscious for or how far they were from the café but it had to be more than a few minutes. It would only be a matter of time before they tracked him down. Though… how they would do that was a bit of a concern. Still, they would come for him. He needed to survive until then.

“I’m human.”

Ki-jung seemed to wait for more, but seeing that he wouldn’t elaborate, sighed, “Really? Should I believe you? I mean, you could just be using a spell to conceal your energy. You better not be lying treasure, I’ll be fact checking it in a little while.”

Jungkook pressed back into the chair at the words. Namjoon always checked by pricking his finger, checking the colour of his blood and kissing it better afterwards. Something told him it wouldn’t be nearly that pleasant for Ki-jung to check.

“My men tell me that you’re quite the little hurricane, blowing up a whole street. Wish I could have seen it myself.”

Was that how he’d found him? Had he sensed the energy? No… even if he had, that wouldn’t have led him to the café. Jungkook frowned, remembering the reason he’d gone to meet Ji-hun. A man had been at their parents house. Had he followed Ji-hun? Did Ji-hun know about it?

It didn’t matter. Not right now anyway.

“Why were you looking for me?” Jungkook ground out, shuddering as Ki-jung’s eyes focused on his lips as he spoke. God, he felt like some kind of animal. Something to study and pick apart.

Ki-jung smiled, “You belong to me.”

“Like fucking hell I do,” Jungkook growled, suddenly feeling angry. Hot and searing and enough to cause a new type of energy to swirl in his chest, building erratically. He swallowed, trying to clamp down on it quickly, thinking every thought he could to try and lock the energy inside. He wouldn’t give this man the pleasure of seeing what he could do.

Ki-jung laughed, getting up and walking around behind him slowly, “The immortal told you about me didn’t he? I take it you’re familiar with his little birdie friend too. Such a prize those two were. Mm.”

Jungkook shifted uncomfortably, not liking that he couldn’t see what Ki-jung was doing behind him. Feeling his hands grab his shoulders suddenly had him tensing so much his muscles burned. The hands slid down his chest as Ki-jung leaned close to his ear.

“I’ll treat you so well here. All you have to do is scream for me,” Ki-jung hummed and lifted a hand to brush roughly through Jungkook’s hair, pulling his bangs back away from his forehead and forcing him to tip his head back and look at the ceiling. He gasped when the back of his head hit the chair, the bruised sensitive scalp aching all the more.

His mind scrambled to catch up with what he was seeing above him. Attached to the ceiling with heavy looking bolts was an array of different chains, dangling towards him like reaching arms. A system of pulley’s and what he thought looked like a power box webbed around the spot, thick metal cuffs hung from the ends of some of the chains. One, larger than the others, looked terrifyingly like a collar.

“Tell me about my Angel.”

Something changed in Ki-jung’s voice. He sounded a little more excited, a little more frantic.

Jungkook kept his mouth shut, glaring at him from out of the corner of his eyes. It didn’t seem to bother Ki-jung in the least.

“Is he still as beautiful as I remember? Does he still have that beautiful look in his eyes? You know him don’t you? He cared so much about those two. He must still be with them. You’ll lead him to me won’t you treasure?”

Was that his plan? Use Jungkook as bait to lure the others? Then why look for him specifically? Assuming that Ji-hun was followed, then he wouldn’t have known about Namjoon until that moment right? So why look for him before?

“If you keep me talking you can avoid my fun longer,” Ki-jung said in his ear, warm breath on his skin that made his stomach twist.

Jungkook felt cold chills run through him and he tugged at his wrists again, knowing it wouldn’t do anything but wanting nothing more then to punch the guy in the face. He tried to hide the shaking in his limbs.

Ki-jung slid his hands off him, prolonging the touch as he did. Jungkook dropped his chin down, ripping his eyes away from the chains to watch Ki-jung walk back around in front of him. “Unless of course, you want to skip right to the fun. Fuck, I might just fall in love with you on the spot of you did,” he laughed.

Jungkook’s next words were rushed and nearly frantic which only made the insane man grin.

“What do you want with him? What’s the end goal with all this?”

“End goal? Oh treasure, I never want this to end. I like taking the things that belong to my angel. Call it a game between us,” he smiled in a way that Jungkook might call lovingly if it were on anyone else. “It seems the positions have reversed this time. Seeing as the angel is trying to take something of mine.”

Jungkook growled, “What the fuck makes you think you have any ownership of me.”

His anger didn’t stem from that assumption. It came from how he spoke about Seokjin. Like he was something special to his lover. Like he hadn’t put his lovers through hell and back for this sick one-sided game he was playing. Frustration accompanied it, frustration that he could fight back, that he couldn’t shut him up or stop him in any way.

“You’re cute when you’re angry,” Ki-jung pulled out his cellphone and Jungkook leaned back in surprise when he began taking pictures of him. “Though, you can ask your grandfather about that. Turn your head to the left a bit?”

“My grandfather? What are you doing?” Jungkook asked nervously.

Ki-jung smiled, “Always good to have before and after shots.”

The panic that had calmed down to a low thrum in his chest spiked as Ki-jung set his phone on the coffee table and instead pulled out a knife from his back pocket. Jungkook’s butterfly knife. The one he’d dropped on the floor of the car.

He twisted and pulled at the restraints, shoving himself back as far as he could in the chair, trying to go anywhere that wasn’t here as the man walked towards him. His breathing became frantic. No. No, no, no, no. He didn’t want this. Fights, pain, injuries, those he was used too. Those he could handle. But he’d always, always, been able to fight back. He couldn’t move. He couldn’t breath. He wanted to go home.

He almost didn’t hear the words coming out of Ki-jung’s mouth as he flicked the knife open and pressed the blade to his cheek.

“You seemed to like this knife, so I thought it’d make you more comfortable. A nice little warm up yeah? Let’s see if you were telling the truth hm?”

Jungkook tried to twist his head away, muscles straining with the effort, heels pressing into the floor. He felt the knife leave his cheek but before he could even suck in a breath, the metal was cutting through the skin of his arm, tearing through his work shirt unforgivingly. The pain was hot and sharp and he let out a strangled yell.

Teeth gritting together, he felt blood run down his arm, soaking his shirt sleeve. He knew it wasn’t too deep, but that didn’t stop the pain. That didn’t stop how his body jerked trying to tug his wrists free. The pain in his wrist felt dull compared to his arm and he barely had time to recover before another cut, slow, carving, was traced over his shoulder.

“You were telling the truth! Such gorgeous red. Mm. I’ll have to reward you for being honest with me treasure. Keep being good and you won’t have to go in the cage tonight.”

A hand stroked through his hair and Jungkook braced himself as another pained hiss escaped him at the knife sliding against the skin of his chest, again cutting through the shirt easily.

“Don’t hold back. I want to hear every sound,” Ki-jung grabbed his jaw and turned his face towards him, smirking.

Jungkook tried to fend off the pressure of tears. His throat felt like it was closing up, his skin was on fire. The cuts almost burned less then where Ki-jung would touch him, but he wouldn’t give it to him. He wouldn’t give him any more satisfaction from this. Whatever his fascination was with Seokjin, whatever this game was, he wouldn’t give in to him.

When he let go of his jaw to make another cut, Jungkook held his head up and pressed his lips together tightly.

He wouldn’t make another sound.

Not until they came for him. Not until he was home.

He pressed his thumb against his ring and clamped his eyes shut as the blade sunk in once more.

Notes:

Recap!
Jungkookie is not doing great, but the hyungs have a plan and are on their way! Nam has figured some things out as well, and Sumi and Jaeyong are going back to the Galaxy with the boys. Seokjin stepping up to take charge, he's not happy someone messed with their maknae. Hopefully they can get to him before to much damage is done.

Next Chapter: Ki-jung sees his angel. Seokjin sees a dead man walking.

Next Update: July 19th EST

Thank you everyone again for reading! I still have to go back and respond to some reviews last chapter, I apologize for the delay on responses. I hope you have all had a wonderful week and I look forward to hearing your thoughts! Borahae!

Chapter 27: Loyalty

Summary:

The hyungs get Jungkook back, Scout makes up his mind.

Notes:

Hi! Sorry for the delay on this chapter (probably the worst chapter to delay after last weeks cliffhanger) but I wasn't able to sit down and post until today sadly. The good news though is that its a much shorter wait until next chapter now! I'll let you all get to reading, you've waited long enough for this one.

Enjoy!

Warnings: Torture, blood, swearing, creepy Ki-jung, mentions of drugs and sex workers briefly.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin couldn’t remember the last time he’d flown.

It must have been decades.

The feeling wasn’t like anything he could describe. He could come up with a million excuses as to why he’d stopped flying. When he went out with Namjoon to the villages, he walked out of respect for the other who couldn’t fly. He never really went ridiculously long distances from their property. Most of his time was spent at the house anyway.

He would swear up and down all day that flying was his favourite thing to do, and yet, he never really did it anymore.

It was simple really. He flew when he needed peace. When he had something to fly towards or away from. He always flew for a reason. Up until now, he just never had a reason. His reasons had all been safe in their home, together where they belonged.

Now, his youngest lover wasn’t home. He wasn’t safe.

The rage that swelled inside of him was difficult to restrain.

He remembered the day he’d found Namjoon and Yoongi in such vivid detail it was sometimes hard to remind himself it was so long ago.

They had been almost unrecognizable. They were unresponsive and soaked in so much blood he could barely see the pale tone of their skin. The fear he’d felt seeing the two people he’d let get so close to him, the people he cared so much about, loved with everything he was, hurt so badly they couldn’t even blink, was its own kind of torture.

More so when he had to sink his blade through Yoongi himself.

“Seokjin.”

Namjoon’s voice came through the headphones Seokjin had in his ears. They’d found them in Jungkook’s locker and Sumi had suggested using them so he could hear them over the wind while they flew. While they were flying though the phone couldn’t pick up Seokjin’s voice over the white noise, so Sumi had shown him how to mute and unmute. For now it was a one way conversation.

“Bank left a little, you’re getting close.”

Seokjin did, making intricate adjustments to his wings to take him to the left slightly until Namjoon confirmed he was on course. The wind felt blissful through his wings and he couldn’t help glancing back to see the large white appendages protruding from his back. He’d missed his natural form.

Looking to his right, he checked to make sure Taehyung and Hoseok were still with him. He’d been keeping an eye on the clouds, watching them get progressively darker the closer they got to Jungkook’s location. He knew Taehyung was losing grip on his energy but he didn’t call attention to it, even when he started feeling the moisture increase in the air.

They were too high to be in the rain as of yet but he was sure the humans were under intense downpours at the moment. The only sign that Taehyung hadn’t completely given into his anger and concern was the lack of electric flashes. Or lightning as Jungkook called it.

His lovers looked so in their element that he couldn’t help admiring them.

Taehyung, fully in his natural form, was riding the winds as easy as breathing. His wings fluttering so quickly they were nearly impossible to see. His eyes, flickering with the bolts of light still trapped inside him, were trained ahead, searching for the building they were on route too.

Hoseok, who only allowed himself to transform part way, flew on his other side a good distance from them. His wings were the largest, the power of them allowed him to glide for long distances before needing to move them at all. His eyes met with Seokjin’s and the dragon gave him a small reassuring smile. Scales were visible on his skin, creeping out from under the collar of his shirt. His pupils mere slits and iris’ vibrant against the dark grey clouds.

This wasn’t how they’d wanted to show Jungkook their natural forms. But they’d sacrifice the moment if it meant getting him home safely. Seokjin knew that Hoseok and Yoongi were the biggest change from their human forms, it was particularly hard for them to make that leap. He understood why Hoseok only half changed.

Sumi had shown them the street view of the building they were heading too. It was tall. A skyscraper she’d called it. She said they would have to somehow figure out which floor he was on. That was Taehyung’s job. It would take him merely seconds to rush through the entirety of the building to find anything out of place, anything with Ki-jung’s name. If that didn’t work, he’d resort to circling every floor from the outside, looking through windows. After Taehyung was clear, and once Hoseok was positioned at the right location, Seokjin would distract Ki-jung long enough to get Jungkook safe.

They had maybe a minute to locate Jungkook and make their move before Ki-jung, assuming he was distracted, noticed their energy. They had to move fast. Taehyung’s speed was a large part of why he’d asked him to come. It hadn’t been easy to shove his own feeling’s on the matter aside. He knew Taehyung’s observation skills were second to none. He was the obvious choice.

But he wasn’t happy putting the Fae within even six blocks of the man.

He just hoped Jungkook wasn’t afraid of heights.

Seokjin prayed that this wouldn’t be like last time. That they had acted fast enough. Jungkook had been with Ki-jung for a total of three hours now. It had already been much longer then Seokjin would have liked. Even in that time, he knew the damage that could be done.

Kim Ki-jung was a sick man.

Seokjin wouldn’t lose anything more to him.

He felt his magic twist inside him, felt the urge to have the man’s blood on his hands. He’d pay for hurting Jungkook. For even looking at him. He’d pay for what he did to Namjoon, for the pain he put both him and Yoongi through.

For what he’d done to his family.

His-

Seokjin growled, wings lighting up with energy bright enough to illuminate the clouds around them. With a hard beat of his wings, he shot forward, knowing Hoseok and Taehyung could keep up.

They were getting their bunny back.

And if he had to, Seokjin would tear the building down to do so.


It was raining.

Jungkook was distantly aware of it. The pounding of rain against the windows behind him.

It reminded him of Taehyung.

The time at the school, when the guy had punched him. When Taehyung had made a storm appear and rain fell everywhere expect for around them. It had been beautiful. The way he so gently held his face, the look of sadness and worry he wore as he fussed over such a small injury.

The butterflies had gone ballistic in his stomach at the time. The twitchy nervousness he still sometimes felt around them.

He didn’t know if he wanted Taehyung to see him now.

Jungkook’s body was in a constant state of pain. It felt like he’d been thrown in a wood chipper. Even the beating of his own heart hurt as it pumped blood through his body only to have it leech slowly out of the open wounds that littered his chest and limbs.

He could taste it too. The coppery taste of blood. But that was his own fault. In an effort to keep quiet, he’d bit down on his tongue, on the insides of his cheeks, anything to keep the sounds in.

Boy did that piss Ki-jung off.

Weakly opening his eyes, he stared at his lap, trying to get his foggy vision to focus. If he opened his mouth, he wasn’t sure the kind of sounds that would pour out. Would it just be a groan? Was he too weak to scream now? No… he’d probably scream. Though, not out of pain, or even anger.

He was livid, yes. But the frustration was what kept him awake and aware.

He weakly tugged at his wrists again, feeling the blood squish under the leather straps. Maybe a little more and he’d be able to slip his hands free. Then he’d kill the guy.

Ki-jung had gotten bored of the knife and switched to blunt force in an attempt to produce some sound from him. Even a grunt. But Jungkook wouldn’t give it to him and despite that it seemed to infuriate Ki-jung, it also seemed to be getting him more excited. As if Jungkook was giving him a challenge.

He was fucking insane.

Ki-jung had just about been ready to change it up again, talking about switching to one of his favourites. Apparently one of his favourite things about technology these days was the opportunities it gave him to be more creative. Jungkook was tempted to bash his head against the back of the chair until he passed out when the man walked back around the chair holding a drill.

When Ki-jung’s phone rang on the coffee table, Jungkook felt a wall of relief slam into him. Ki-jung looked mildly annoyed but sighed as he wiped splatters of blood off his phone screen and headed out of the room to receive the call.

Now Jungkook sat in near silence.

Except for his ragged breathing and the sound of the rain.

That beautiful sound.

He wondered if it was Taehyung’s rain.

Jungkook felt himself smirk a bit, split lip pulling and stinging as his tongue darted out to lick it. That was all he allowed himself before his lips pressed together again.

Don’t make a sound.

Don’t make a sound.

A mantra he’d been using over and over.

He rolled his head onto his shoulder, breathing heavily. It felt heavy. He wondered if that was the concussion.

 If it was Taehyung’s rain, he must be pissed.

He lazily turned the ring on his finger with his thumb. An action he had yet to stop since the first cut. It helped keep track of time. One second, one twist, one second, one twist, and so on. He’d make a guess about having been in the chair for around an hour. He wasn’t sure. It felt much longer.

Ki-jung had left his face alone for the most part, besides a few slaps and punches to ‘add some colour’, he seemed to think he was too pretty to scar. One particularly hard hit had reminded Ki-jung that he was wearing a ring when it sliced through Jungkook’s cheek. The man had suddenly cupped his face in his hands, gasping at the cut and cursing himself out for leaving something that might scar. He took his ring off after and hadn’t touched his face since.

Most of his injuries were on his arms and torso, lines carved into him with non sensical patterns. His shirt had been torn off him some time ago and given the cuts across his thighs, he wondered when his pants would be deemed annoying too. They were basically rags at this point.

Jungkook couldn’t quite tell how bad the injuries were. He’d tried to keep track at first but the pain became blinding and his mind had shut off. Which is also why he wasn’t entirely sure of the time he’d sat there. Ki-jung hadn’t made any incredibly deep cuts at first so Jungkook hoped not many of them would scar.

Judging by the pain in his ribs when he shifted, some might be broken, his wrist definitely was and his constant pulling wasn’t helping it at all. The sight of it alone nearly had bile rising in his throat.

He knew now why the floor was white though.

Ki-jung liked the look of his blood on it.

He did it purposely. Throwing his hands more then he needed too, flicking the blade of the knife and smiling at the drops that splattered the floor. The way he dug his fingers into the earlier cuts that slowly stopped bleeding, just to open them up again. In between, Ki-jung had even crouched and traced a happy face on the floor in his blood. Dabbing it from his arm like he was some sort of paint palette.

Yet, through all of this, through every word, every swipe of his blade, it was his touch that had Jungkook nearly going mad.

His touch wasn’t one of his hyungs. And he didn’t like it. It felt disgusting and he’d take a million more cuts from a blade if it meant he’d never feel the man’s skin against his again. He wanted his hyungs to take that feeling away. To erase it with their own warmth. Their gentleness and love.

His body felt wrong without them there.

Beyond being stuck in the god forsaken chair, he felt locked in his own skin. Even Euphoria had trapped itself away, clambering up and making itself as small as possible. He was jealous of it.

Jungkook’s jaw hurt from keeping it so tense and he tried to stretch the muscles carefully by tipping his head back. Without opening his mouth, he worked his jaw slightly but winced at the stretch and pull of the damage inside his cheeks.

He wished he’d just pass out. It hurt. Everything hurt. His nerves felt like they were on fire, searing so intensely that Jungkook lost track of where one cut started and another stopped. If he had his eyes closed, he would have assumed he’d been skinned.

It wasn’t long before Ki-jung stepped back in.

Five minutes.

One second, twist.

If he counted right.

Ki-jung sighed as he walked back over, tapping away on his phone. “Something always interrupts just when things are getting good.”

The man had taken off his suit jacket awhile ago, his white dress shirt was as colourful as the floor.

“I’m going to have to go treasure. I’ll let you take a break in the meantime. When I come back, I’ll finally hear that pretty voice of yours won’t I?” He stepped over and leaned close, smearing some blood across his cheek with his thumb. Jungkook cringed away from it.

Don’t touch. Don’t touch. Don’t touch.

It hurts. It burns. Don’t touch.

“You seem very responsive to gentle touches,” he observed, tilting his head, “Maybe I shouldn’t be so rough with you.”

Jungkook’s breathing picked up, the rise and fall of his chest upsetting the cuts and flaring pain across his body, but it didn’t compare to the feeling of the hand sliding down the side of his neck to his shoulder, mapping out the cuts as he went, digging his nails into some and sliding along them. The pain made his back arch away from the chair, his own  bloodied nails scrapping the arms while he flexed his fingers. The touch almost made him scream.

For a brief almost crushing second, his lips nearly parted to release the begging words that were becoming suffocating. Stop. Please. No more. Anything but this. Hurt me. Anything. Not this. It’s wrong. It feels wrong. It hurts too much. Not yours. Not yours. Don’t touch.

The hands pulled away and he sagged like he’d finally been pulled out from under water, lungs filling with air desperately, body limp and heavy against his restraints.

“Interesting… I think you’ve got things a little backwards in that head of yours. You seem to take pain better then caresses. Why is that treasure? Did someone hurt you? Hm?” There was amusement in his voice, teasing. “Or is it just me? Do you not like my touch?”

No shit.

Jungkook really wanted to spit at him, curse him out, let out some of the very creative names he’d come up with for the man, but he could only manage an exhausted glare.

Lighting struck outside, lighting up the room with a brief flash which had dimmed because of the clouds. Ki-jung hadn’t turned any lights on. Though Jungkook wasn’t sure if the room had lights in it. He was too scared to look up again.

The roll of thunder shook the windows.

The storm must be right over them.

Ki-jung stepped back and looked him over, pulling out his phone to take more pictures. Jungkook tried to keep his expression blank. Though he was sure that no matter what expression he showed in the photo’s, they would still bring Ki-jung more pleasure then what Jungkook was entirely willing to think about.

He was just glad he would get a break. He wasn’t sure how much longer until he passed out, he’d lost a decent amount of blood and he had been feeling lightheaded for awhile. Hopefully soon. Then he’d wake up, and he’d be home in bed, curled around Namjoon, or Jimin draped over him or Yoongi tucked into his side. He’d play with Hoseok’s hair like he liked, would steal more of Seokjin’s clothes, and Taehyung and him would try and teach Tannie some tricks like they’d been talking about doing.

He continued to spin his ring.

Ki-jung paused, looking up from his phone.

For a long second, Jungkook didn’t even realize he’d stopped taking pictures, his mind felt sluggish now that he knew there was an approaching moment of relief from more pain. His body had begun to shut down too, becoming increasingly harder to hold his head up fully.

Then he noticed what Ki-jung was looking at.

His heart rate picked up and his hand immediately froze.

The ring.

A new, stronger, more potent fear dumped over him and he clamped his hand in a fist as Ki-jung slowly began to smile. Two steps had the man next to him, his hand lifting Jungkook’s fist as far as the restraints would allow to look closer at the ring.

Jungkook tried to remain passive, tried not to show his fear, but it was nearly impossible.

“Oh, oh you pretty little thing. What do you have there?” Ki-jung breathed out in awe. He looked at Jungkook then, in a way he hadn’t the whole time he’d been stuck in this chair. In some kind of new light. “You’re part of their Set aren’t you. Oh my little treasure, they love you.”

The words scared him almost as much as the look in his eyes.

“No wonder you’re being so strong. You’re thinking of them aren’t you. I never thought he’d be so silly as to try again,” Ki-jung shook his head and Jungkook was too panicked to even attempt to understand his words. “I suppose it has been a long time. But this… this isn’t right. My angel is so perfect, but so very blind. He knows he’ll end up hurting you but he still tries.”

Jungkook felt Euphoria stir in him, a twitch of anger amongst the fear. Defensiveness.

“How would you feel if I took this?” Ki-jung’s fingers managed to work under his own, despite how hard he tried to keep his fist closed, despite how he tried to twist his wrist and fight against him. Tears burned hot in his eyes and poured down his cheeks when he pried his ring finger up, tugging the ring off his hand.

His heart slammed against his rib cage, threatening to break it further. The salt of his tears stung the cut on his cheek and turned red when they mixed with his blood. He jerked and threw his weight forward, then slammed it back against the chair roughly. Pain thrumming so brilliantly through his body that his vision went black for a moment even as the chair screeched out of place on the tile.

He wanted to scream.

“Not so strong without your shield are you treasure.”


Ki-jung was having a wonderful day.

One of the best he’d had in a very long time.

He smiled as he watched his treacure have his little tantrum. Still so determined to stay quiet. A few more pushes would change that though. He had to say that he surprised him with his resilience. It seemed his body was stronger than his mind. Ki-jung would have to get creative in order to break him apart.

The treasure wasn’t like his other toys. He was special, and he deserved to be treated as such. It was stupid of him to try and treat him the same as the past ones. He felt incredibly pissed just looking at the deep cut along his beautiful face. Fuck he might as well have scratched the Mona Lisa. Such a stupid mistake. He had to be so much more careful not to get caught up in his excitement. That wouldn’t happen again.

Without the ring, the man seemed like a whole other person, thrashing and fighting harder than he had before they’d had their fun. Even with the tears so gently rolling down his precious skin, Jungkook looked fierce. Uncaring of his own injuries. It was stunning. The blood he was covered in only added to it, making Ki-jung shiver pleasantly at the visual.

Fuck the damn meeting he had to go to.

He wouldn’t even be able to concentrate knowing his treasure was awaiting his return.

Sighing, he held up the ring to look it over. Simple. What he assumed was the insignia of his angel’s Set carved into it. How sweet. How foolish. His angel never quite understood what it was Ki-jung was willing to do for him. How far he was willing to go to make sure his angels true self could thrive.

The fact he found a new Set was as humorous as it was tragic. More people in the way. Suppressing the angel’s true power. Those same people could very well be the key to releasing it. That just made his excitement grow.

 His treasure just kept getting better and better. So many layers to one prize.

Ki-jung glanced out the windows behind the treasure’s chair, watching lightning streak across the sky. At least he didn’t have to go anywhere that day. The meeting was a few floors down so he wouldn’t be far from his pretty toy.

Checking the time on his phone he huffed, realizing he’d be late if he didn’t leave now. He supposed he should change, but the pale looks on his subordinates’ faces were too tempting to pass up. They’d seen him in worst states after all. Perhaps they’d even rush the meeting so he could get back to his treasure.

He had turned back to the man in the chair, reaching forward to bid him farewell for the time being, to promise a quick return, when he felt it.

The breath was trapped in his lungs and his heart sped up so suddenly that he nearly staggered. An immensely strong surge of positive energy slammed into him and for a moment he thought it had been his treasure to release it. But no, the treasure’s head was hanging, body having gone slack once more, and this energy… he recognized this energy.

Eyes wide in disbelief, because there was no way, no way he was actually here, actually in his presence so soon. Ki-jung’s eyes shot towards the window, on the other side of his treasure just in time to see white, glowing wings spread wide, menacingly, and brightly glowing eyes, locked on him through the glass, narrowed to a deadly glare.

His angel.

His beautiful, perfect, wonderful angel.

He was here.

Ki-jung was awestruck, jaw dropped as he stared at the magnificent sight before him. The storm raged on behind the angel, but he couldn’t tell what was thunder and what was the pounding of his heart. His knees felt weak, hand frozen in the air outstretched towards his treasure.

The moment shattered along with the windows. A hard beat of the incredible wings fractured the glass, the shards blowing inwards, scattering across the floor. A force of wind slammed into him so hard he was thrown onto his back, sliding across the tiles along with the couch and coffee table.

Ki-jung gasped for air, pushing himself up, not wanting to miss a single movement of his angel. He’d missed the energy, the force and power that the man held. The way he always controlled himself, but when he did snap, when he did fight for real, it was deadly. It left worlds shaking. His angel was terrifying.

Fuck he missed him so much.

The angel’s wings folded behind him as his foot gently touched down in the room, crunching on the glass. He never once took his shining white eyes off of Ki-jung and oh did he revel in the attention, the shudder his gaze left across his skin. It made him want to weep with joy.

Slowly, controlled, always so controlled, the angel walked forward. And then, his eyes weren’t on him anymore. Ki-jung felt the loss of his attention as if it were a knife to the heart. He scrambled forward on his hands and knees, sliding along the glass but not feeling how they sunk into his skin.

The angel looked at the floor. Looked at the blood. His expression didn’t change. Not for a second did any emotion show.

Blank. Emotionless. Perfect. Beautiful. Composed.

Fuck.

Yes.

Then, the angel looked at his treasure and Ki-jung felt a surge of protectiveness. His treasure. It would break the angel. Ki-jung would win this one. He wanted to see the angel break.

It would be magnificent.


Seokjin felt cold.

He’d prepared to walk in on anything. Any sight. Prepared to handle whatever state Jungkook might be in. But seeing it wasn’t the same. He could prepare all he liked but to see his love, his boyfriend, his sweet bunny, bathed in blood…

Jungkook didn’t look conscious. His head was hanging low, body sagged forward in the chair he was strapped to, eyes pressed shut. The only thing alluding to his awareness was his harsh breathing and the tenseness of his entire body, rigid, hands clenched.

Their youngest love, hurt, bloodied, tracks of tears down his cheeks.

Seokjin would kill him. For the tears on his lover’s cheeks alone. He would kill him.

For everything else, he’d make him suffer until death became a kindness.

He touched their bunny.

Looking back at Ki-jung, he felt his energy spark and his hands began to glow white hot.

Ki-jung smiled. Laughed and regarded him like a god. It made him sick. He didn’t miss this look. Didn’t miss this man.

“Oh my angel, I’ve missed you, it’s been- so long. I’ve missed you so much. You’re beautiful, angel, you haven’t changed!”

Seokjin said nothing but felt everything. Anger, hate, dread, fear, frustration, and just cold. So cold. His attention was drawn to the ground when the light he was giving off gleamed across something. The subtle shine caught his eye.

On the floor between them, sitting in blood, coated in it, was a ring.

Oh.

“I knew he would lead you to me. I just didn’t think it’d be so soon. I would have prepared more. At least worn a nicer suit,” Ki-jung rambled.

He took two steps forward, crouched, and plucked the ring out of the blood.

“You came for him I take it? I expected the immortal, or the phoenix, but you? If I hadn’t met him myself, I’d wonder why an insignificant human caught your interest. But he’s not like the rest is he?” Ki-jung sounded excited, enthralled. “You always did have an interest for things you didn’t understand. But to love him? Isn’t that a bit cruel?”

Seokjin wiped his thumb across the symbol on the ring.

Cruel.

He stood, ignoring the blood that smudged across his hand from the ring. Slowly he turned to Jungkook. Turned to him and looked at him.

Taking a quick stock of his injuries it set his mind at ease to know he’d live. It set his heart on fire to know Jungkook was in this position because of his own lingering past and mistakes. He knelt in front of the chair, searching Jungkook’s pale face, ignoring Ki-jung as the man stood up behind him.

He could feel the blood soaking through the knee of his pants, images of Jungkook’s body on the ground in the clearing flashing through his mind. There wasn’t as much blood as there was then. Not nearly. But it was too soon to see the presence of red on the boy’s skin. Anytime would have been too soon.

Jungkook lifted his head, carefully, like he was trying to do it in as little motion as possible. He didn’t open his eyes, keeping them pressed shut.

“Yes,” he whispered, so quietly he knew Ki-jung couldn’t hear him. “Cruel.”

Seokjin lifted a hand, fingers brushing against his cheek. Jungkook gasped, lips parting and coughing roughly, blood and saliva dripping from his mouth between harsh draws of air. He whimpered, rolling his head into Seokjin’s touch and tugging at his horribly discolored wrists like he wanted to reach out and touch him too.

Seokjin’s expression crumbled, oh so briefly, and he was glad he had his back to Ki-jung. Quickly, because he couldn’t stand this sight and because Jungkook was only hurting himself more, he pulled his hand away. The desperate whine and panic that overtook Jungkook’s expression was a stab through the heart but gently opening his hand and tucking the ring against his palm had him calming slightly.

“There it is,” Ki-jung said in wonder, “Those beautiful sounds. He responds to you so well, I’m jealous. He refused to give me the privilege to hear them.”

Seokjin felt the anger slam back into him with painful force. That had been his game this time? To make Jungkook whimper? Whine? Scream? Beg even? To hear his pain?

He stood and turned back to the man, simultaneously letting his energy reach out towards Hoseok, giving him the signal.

Not a breath later, vines shot through the open space behind him and wrapped once, twice, four times around the frame of Jungkook’s chair.

Seokjin watched the exact moment Ki-jung realized he wasn’t alone. The man’s eyes flooded with a darkness that made his skin crawl, a growl ripping out of him.

The vines pulled taught and Seokjin’s wings snapped out to block Jungkook from view as the chair was tugged sharply towards the window, legs scrapping against the tiles with an ungodly screech. Ki-jung moved at the same time, only getting a chance to take a step forward.

Seokjin was quicker.

He threw his hand out at Ki-jung, a concentrated beam of light aimed directly at his head hit the back wall of the room when the siren ducked to the side, leaving a gapping whole through the wall that burned along its edges.

Seokjin shot another beam of light at Ki-jung, twisting to look towards the windows. Jungkook was gone. Good. He just had to keep Ki-jung busy until they were a safe distance.

Ki-jung’s shirt was red with blood. Jungkook’s blood.

Seokjin’s hands clenched into fists and he launched himself at the man, light and energy slamming out of him so quickly it made the room blindingly bright.

He slammed Ki-jung against the wall, forearm nearly crushing his throat while his energy pressed against the weaker dark energy that the man was radiating softly. Confining it, making it hurt. He’d been in the human world too long. He wasn’t as strong as he used to be.

“Beaut-iful,” Ki-jung gasped out, making a sound halfway between a laugh and a whimper. “Seokjin. You’re as perfect as I remember.”

Seokjin barred his teeth, snarling and pulling him away from the wall only to slam him back into it, taking satisfaction in the hard thump of his skull hitting the surface. “I should have killed you back then.”

Ki-jung chuckled, choking when Seokjin pressed harder. “You should have, but you couldn’t. You could now. I’m weaker than I was then. You could kill me and be done with it.”

Seokjin pressed against his throat harder. Growled. It would be so easy. He’d never have to worry about the others safety. He’d promised himself he’d kill Ki-jung. He would do it.

“But you won’t.”

He felt himself tense. Narrowing his eyes at the man.

Ki-jung struggled getting words out around the pressure on his throat but the wide smile was ever present, “You’re weaker than I am. You can’t even see that I’m trying to help you. All these worries and feelings and attachments, I can get rid of those for you. You remember what it felt like, don’t you? When you fell? You loved it. I could see how much you loved that feeling.”

Seokjin slammed his fist against the wall next to his head, cracking the wall. His hand glowing so searingly bright that Ki-jung was forced to try and twist his head away, closing one eye to avoid going blind. “You don’t get to claim how I feel.”

“Then why haven’t you killed me? The truth is,” Ki-jung grunted in pain, hands on his arm that trapped his throat, not grabbing, not clawing for freedom, just touching. “Is that you know I’m the only one who can give you that feeling again. You’re waiting for me to break you. You need me if you ever want that freedom from yourself.”

The smirk was the only warning he got before he felt a punch to his side, then sharp agonizing pain that had him gasping and staggering back, releasing Ki-jung.

Seokjin grabbed his side, just under his ribs, pulling his hand away to see it soaked in black blood. He gritted his teeth against the pain and looked at Ki-jung as the man spoke, “Sorry, I know it’s disappointing how weak I am right now. I had to get creative,” he twirled a familiar knife in his hand and hummed.

Jungkook’s knife. But how? Ki-jung wasn’t human. His protection spells-

Oh.

Seokjin looked down at himself. At the blood soaked through the knees of his pants, splotched on his hands.

Human blood.

“Our game is taking an interesting turn this round. I thought I would always be the one taking your things. It seems I’ve formed an attachment of my own though. I can see why you keep the boy. But he’s mine,” Ki-jung walked towards him and Seokjin’s wings flared behind him.

His mind raced, outwardly calm despite the open wound on his side. The blood only brought down his protection spell, his magic would still work against Ki-jung, if the other had a protection spell it would be gone too because of the blood he was covered in.

“He is not your plaything,” Seokjin spat.

“A plaything,” the siren scoffed. “He’s so much more then that. And you threw him out a window,” Ki-jung laughed. “We were having fun! But, I suppose you want to have him all to yourself. You love him after all. My angel, what would Dahlia say if she-”

Seokjin’s energy flared and he shot forward, slamming his fist into the man’s stomach hard enough to send him flying across the room. Ki-jung slide across the ground, not having time to get up before Seokjin appeared next to him and grabbed him by the throat, lifting him clear off the ground.

“Keep her name out of your putrid mouth.”

His stomach turned and he tried to keep his thoughts from drifting to the past. Tried to keep her face out of his mind. The pain in his side was as grounding as it was crippling.

He had to make sure Jungkook and the others were safe.

Fuck, he hoped they hurried.


Taehyung stood on the edge of the roof across from the tall building, eyes locked on the gaping hole that used to look as smooth and reflective as the rest of the building’s floors. Light was shining intensely from the space but they were a few floors lower, in position on the roof of a building across the street and couldn’t make out what was happening.

He tried to stay focused, watching the ends of the vines that stretched into the gap. Hoseok grunted behind him as he tugged on the vines stemming from the garden they’d found on the roof. Two sharp pulls by the dragon and Taehyung’s eyes locked on the chair on the floors above them as it tipped and teetered over the edge.

“Now Tae!”

Hoseok retracted the vines, neither regarding them as the plants recoiled back to their natural size in the garden, Taehyung shot forward, wings fluttering a thousand beats per second. He snatched Jungkook out of the air before he fell even two stories, Taehyung grabbing the back of the chair and flying him back to the other roof, barely noticing the weight of it.

He wasted no time in carefully setting the chair down, but the sight that greeted him had him swallowing a sob. His body froze, knees dragging him to the ground next to his lover. Hoseok seemed to be on auto pilot, immediately going for the straps on his arms and legs, tearing through them like they had personally offended him. The damage under the leather bindings made Taehyung whimper.

“Kookie, Kookie,” Taehyung cried and finally, finally put his hands on him, cupping his cheeks to try and lift his head because he had to, he had too, and because there was no way he’d be able to avoid the injuries, there were so many and so much red and-

Jungkook flinched at first, groaning, which made Taehyung want to scream. But then, he rolled his head towards his hand and smiled. He smiled. And Taehyung cried harder.

“Kookie, bun, look at me love. Please look at me. Open your eyes okay? I need to know you’re okay,” Taehyung was scared to look anywhere else but his face, and even that, even that nasty cut on his cheek, broke his heart in a million ways.

He didn’t open his eyes, but his mouth moved weakly, forming slurred words, “-ou, ‘ch me.”

Taehyung shifted to a crouch, nervous energy making him fidget, eyes landing on his lips and trying to decipher what he was trying to say. Blood and spit drooled from the corner of his mouth and he didn’t think twice about moving his hand down to wipe it away with his thumb. Jungkook sighed at this. “Love, I don’t- what is it? What did you say? What do you need?”

Jungkook’s arms dragged off the arms of the chair and he jerked, jaw tensing in pain, eyes pinching tighter. He seemed to realize the restraints were gone and he pitched his weight forward, Hoseok slipping in front of him quickly, noticing the action before Taehyung did.

He caught him with an arm across his chest, “Woah, woah, I’ve got you. We’ve got you love.”

Taehyung was astonished at how calm Hoseok seemed, but the slight tremble of his hands didn’t go unnoticed to him. Jungkook hissed in pain but nuzzled and curled against Hoseok like he couldn’t quite get close enough. He still wouldn’t open his eyes.

“Taehyung, what’s going on?” Namjoon’s voice startled them both.

Taehyung quickly fumbled to pull Jungkook’s phone out of his pocket, Seokjin having tossed it to him before he’d flown in to face Ki-jung. His hands were shaking as he lifted the phone closer to his mouth. “We- we have Kookie.”

“How is he?”

Taehyung opened his mouth, words failing him. How was he? Taehyung would be surprised if he had any blood left in his body. So much blood. Just like before… Jungkook couldn’t survive bleeding this much, he was going to die- he-

“Tae.”

Hoseok grabbed him by the back of the neck with his free hand, pulling him in close until their foreheads were pressed together. “Breath. He’s okay. Joonie, tell Jimin to be ready. It’s not pretty. I don’t think he’ll be able to call the door, we’ll fly back to the café.”

“Sumi’s heading to Galaxy now to let them know. Where’s Seokjin?”

“He’s still with Ki-jung. He won’t leave until we do.”

“Fly fast. Stay on the phone, Scout and I’ll direct you back.”

Hoseok shifted Jungkook carefully, attempting to hand him over to Taehyung who already had his arms out to accept him. Jungkook’s arms shot out though, with more energy than they thought he’d have, and grabbed onto Hoseok, shaking his head quickly and gasping out in what sounded like a sob.

“No- No, please, touch- touch me- ‘lease,” Jungkook stammered, trying to drag himself back against Hoseok. “Don’t- don’t let go. Please. Hyung- please.”  

Hoseok frowned and glanced at Taehyung before carefully, oh so carefully, brushing a hand through Jungkook’s hair. It seemed to settle the boy and they both watched him relax, pushing into his touch like it was his only chance at survival.

“Love,” Hoseok said gently, “I’m going to let Tae hold you. Okay? I’m not going anywhere. He’ll take care of you. I’ve got to change forms to carry you back.”

Hoseok waited another beat, relieved when Jungkook nodded weakly before Taehyung was pulling him against his chest, not letting there be a moment where he wasn’t touching one of them. Jungkook squirmed closer with as much frantic panic as he had with Hoseok. Taehyung looked away from the dragon who was stepping back from them, a gold glow surrounding him as he released his natural form.

He held Jungkook firmly, trying not to upset his injuries, trying to ignore the nasty purple colour of the boys wrist and the bruises hidden under the cuts all over him, blood slowly drying on his skin. Taehyung tried to get him to settle, but Jungkook kept squirming against him, grabbing his hand and trying to move it to different spots of his skin. On his cheeks, his neck, his shoulders, his arms, his waist, Taehyung’s hands never remained in the same place for long and he couldn’t figure out what Jungkook was doing.

Taehyung flinched and quickly tried to pull away when Jungkook pressed his palm to his chest, his hand pressing the cuts that marred his skin, “Kookie you’ll-”

Jungkook shuddered, his forehead tucking against Taehyung’s neck, groaning in pain. One of Jungkook’s hands remained in a fist, tightly closed, while the other had stopped trying to move Taehyung’s hand and instead covered it over his chest. Exhaustion seemingly taking hold.

Taehyung frowned deeply at the suddenly limp body in his arms. What had Ki-jung done to him?

He looked up when he heard Hoseok’s deep warbling grumble.

They needed to get out of here.


“You’re distracted.”

Ki-jung swiped his arm out, feeling the resistance of the angel’s skin catching the tip of the knife in his hand. It should have been deeper, but the angel had dodged backwards, only getting grazed along the bicep.

“You’re not paying attention to me. That’s rude, I would have thought you’d missed me at least a little.”

Seokjin snarled and the air was knocked from his lungs as a large powerful wing slammed into him, throwing him roughly into the far wall. He crumbled to the ground and coughed, black splattering from his lips. It felt good. Amazing. Any attention from the angel felt incredible. His angel.

But he didn’t have all of his attention.

Ki-jung knew he must be distracted from the energy of whoever had helped him steal his treasure. He knew Seokjin was just making sure he didn’t follow after. Though he had no intention of doing so. Not yet. That’s not how they played this game.

Just like how he knew Seokjin wouldn’t kill him, Ki-jung knew he’d see his treasure again.

“I have no desire to waste more words or time on you,” Seokjin said, turning away from him like he was nothing but trash beneath his feet. That hurt. Seokjin still didn’t realize how much he needed him. He’d forgive him though. Because one day, he’d figure it out.

“Is he as fun to study as I was?”

Ki-jung coughed again and smirked when Seokjin froze mid step.

“He’s interesting sure, but he’s still human. He’ll disappoint you eventually. I never did though did I. I always stayed interesting. Kept you on your toes. You lied to me just like you’re lying to him. My treasure and I have more in common then I thought. We’re both your little pet projects,” he laughed.

Seokjin turned, eyes white and painful for his own eyes to look directly at. Anger. Sweet, delicious anger radiated off him. Before his angel could lash out, yell or break composure like he knew he wanted too, the door to the room was kicked open and a group of armed man ran in. Suddenly the angel’s anger was his own. How dare his men interrupt.

They shouldn’t even get to lay their filthy eyes upon his angel.

“Stand down!” He shouted, making the man freeze as they raised their guns to train on Seokjin.

He leaned heavy on the wall to push himself up, spitting blood to the side. Seokjin glanced at the men, their presence seemingly helping the angel regain control. He’d kill them. Every man in that room.

“You live, Ki-jung, only because killing you would be merciful. The next time we meet, will be the last.”

How fun. How exciting. An end to their game. A date set, one last fight to end it all.

“Next time we meet, you will understand. You will come to me craving that feeling again. Craving the fall.”

The angel turned away, not sparing him another word, and walked to the edge of the window.

He took an instinctive step forward as Seokjin jumped out of the window, wings catching the air and lifting him towards the dark skies. He and his men ran towards the edge, and Ki-jung watched his angel fly off.

The sound of a shot going off had him whipping his head around to look at his men. One, a wide eyed idiot with a trigger happy finger, stared at his angel, skin pale. Ki-jung ripped the gun out of his hands and put it to the man’s head, pulling the trigger before he could so much as blink.

The man’s body crumpled, blood splattering the man next to him who closed his eyes and looked away.

“If that even fucking grazed him, I’ll kill your family too,” he spat. With one hard kick, he shoved the man’s body over the edge, turning away as it fell towards the ground sixty stories below.

Turning to the other men who stood up straight at attention, he shoved the gun at one of them who fumbled to hold onto it.

“I want that café secured. Post men there. And tell Nam I wish to have a word with him. It’s about time we caught up,” Ki-jung fixed his shirt and wiped the blood from his jaw, looking back out the window. “I want my treasure found.”


Scout wasn’t entirely sure what was going on.

But that was okay. He didn’t need to know. JK was in trouble.

Half of what the adults were saying made little sense. Things about flying and magic and natural forms and energy. When the three rushed out to go get JK, Scout was ushered into the office with the café waitress and another man.

It was easy enough to put together that the café was one of their fronts. A place they could do business, and gain some money. Scout knew that it was common for gangs to have and he couldn’t help wondering how far their territory reached. They seemed like a well organized group, and Scout couldn’t help feeling elated that he was now part of it.

JK seemed like a good leader. Not just by comparison of the shit ones they had had, but he seemed genuinely kind. The way he had helped him before had stuck in his mind since. He didn’t thank him, he had just run away. He hated that he’d done that.

Even Hope and Jimin seemed like good people. Especially given how determined they were to get JK back.

Scout stepped in to help the man with the computer when the waitress left to go wherever Jimin and the other intimidating guy went. It didn’t make much sense to him how a grown man didn’t know how to use a computer, he was a street kid and even he knew how, but he didn’t argue or ask questions.

He learned that the man’s name was RM. Or his alias was anyway. Scout knew that it was dangerous to give real names, hence his own ‘codename’. RM wasn’t harsh in the way he gave his directions over the phone or how he instructed Scout. He was insistent but not mean about it. He didn’t even smack him on the head when he had to double check the street map and correct the street name he’d read wrong. Reading wasn’t his strong suit.

When RM hung up the waitress’s phone and bolted out of the room, Scout hurried after, not wanting to miss the chance to see JK in the flesh. Not wanting to miss the chance to thank him again.

Scout had seen a lot.

He’d seen his friends get beaten up for no reason besides hanging out in the wrong place. He’d seen drug addicts get violent and sex workers disappear from their usual haunts. He wasn’t naïve or stupid despite his age. He knew life sucked and adults didn’t know shit about anything either.

Ace was the only friend he trusted like a brother. The only one who kept him from falling too deep into it all. Not a lot of people were kind. Especially to street rats like them. So yeah, he remembered JK and Hope. He remembered Jimin’s smile and the way he had brushed his bangs out of his face gently like he was worth something. Like he cared.

But Scout wasn’t stupid. He wouldn’t throw his lot in with someone because they showed an ounce of kindness.

No, what had baffled him, was that Hope had remembered him too.

So he had to meet JK. Had to be sure. Because he wanted it to be true.

And there he was.

JK.

The man that had stepped into a deal out of the blue that could have gone horribly wrong. The man that got him twice what the deal was worth and didn’t try to keep any for himself. The man who had handled himself so confidently and professionally that it scared Scout as much as it impressed him.

He slowed to a stop as RM ran over to help Hope and the other guy who were carrying JK. He swore for a moment that he saw a gold shimmer drifting away from them as they staggered through the door but he was quickly distracted by JK in their arms. Hope had his arms under the man’s arms, while the other guy had his legs and JK looked-

He looked half dead.

Scout took a small step back, eyes wide at the blood and gouges covering him. Had he been tortured? Was he even still alive?

“Fuck, Kookie, love,” RM followed next to them as they hauled him into the café. “We need to get him to Jimin.”

Scout heard the fear and panic in his voice. He really cared about JK. That was rare in the gang world. Caring was dangerous.

JK groaned then, his eyes closed as his head rolled against Hope’s shoulder. The groan quickly turned into a shout of pain as they accidently jostled him in their rush. Scout heard a gentle cling of metal and he blinked as a ring rolled over to him from where they were standing. The men all froze and simultaneously, as if reading each others minds, Hope and the other guy carefully lowered JK to the ground.

“We can’t carry him like this, we need something more steady,” Hope said quickly, looking around.

Scout bent over and picked up the ring, looking it over curiously. There was a simple symbol engraved on it. He titled his head and looked back at JK. Was it his? Was this the gangs mark?

RM looked around too, “We can find something to make a stretcher. Hoseok, can you weave some vines together?”

“Yes sir,” Hope replied and Scout tried to forget his real name the moment he heard it. They were rushed and panicked; he knew he probably wasn’t meant to know that information. Hopefully it wouldn’t be a problem later. “Tae, stay with him.”

Tae nodded and shifted beside JK, never taking his hands off him. Hope and RM ran into the kitchen quickly.

Scout shifted, hesitantly approaching the men, JK barely conscious and Tae had his hands cupping his face, speaking to him quietly, “Please, bun, open your eyes. I need to see your eyes. Are they hurt?”

JK shook his head weakly and held onto Tae’s wrist like a vice, it looked like he was trying to say something but RM and Hope rushed back into the room with what looked like the handles of two brooms, the heads broken off them. They laid them down next to JK and Scout almost dropped the ring in shock as Hope sat back, waving his hands. The floor near them cracked, breaking apart and pushing upwards. Scout jumped in surprise as plants clawed their way from underneath the floor.

They seemed to follow the direction of Hope’s hands, weaving themselves around the poles and creating a netting of plants to form a makeshift stretcher.

He stared, mouth open.

Did he actually just see that?

How was that-

What did-

Who the hell were these guys?

He jumped once more when JK cried out as they gently moved him to the stretcher, snapping out of his stupor. The guys were mumbling apologizes and cringing as if they felt his pain themselves as they went. RM and Hope crouched on either end of it, counting to three before lifting the man up. The stretcher held fast and they were suddenly moving.

Scout panicked, seeing his opportunity to thank the man quickly disappearing. His mouth flapped, stuck on the words before he remembered the ring.

“Wait!”

They paused and looked at him and before he could chicken out or before they could tell him to fuck off, he rushed to JK’s side, quickly taking the man’s hand that was draped over his stomach. JK tensed, head turning towards him with a frown on his face. He swallowed when his eyes opened, only a bit, barely a crack, but it was enough for him to feel intimidated. Even laid out, bleeding and hurt, he was intimidating.

He slipped the ring into his hand, pressing his lips together nervously. At first JK didn’t react and for a second he wondered if he could even feel his hand.

Now wasn’t the time. He was hurt, dying even, but it might be the only time, so he opened his mouth to say thank you. To say what he had practiced so many times while he wandered the streets, the speech he had memorized about how that money was able to get him two good meals and how he was so grateful.

“Thanks kid.”

The words were rough and sounded painful, like his tongue was too heavy in his mouth. They weren’t entirely clear but they rung loudly through Scout’s mind, silencing and erasing any words he tried to form.

JK’s free hand reached over to him, and Scout couldn’t help flinching. He’d overstepped his position. He was a runner, that was it. He shouldn’t even be talking to a gang boss. Hell he was lucky he hadn’t been shot yet. He shouldn’t have touched something that belonged to the man.

Where he expected a slap, he received a weak nudge of knuckles against his cheek. Gentle, barely enough to push his head to the side slightly. His hand was warm and felt as kind as the tired smile on the man’s face as his eyes drifted shut.

Scout stared at him, eyes wide.

He thanked him.

He thanked him.

Hope let out a sigh that sounded fond and exasperated. He tipped his head to the side looking at Tae and the man was quick to take his end of the stretcher, "I'll wait for Seokjin. He shouldn't be far behind. Get him home."

Scout watched them nod and carry JK into the back, being careful to maneuver around the counter.

Hope was then crouching in front of him, blood on his shirt from carrying JK but there was a smile on his face. Scout was stunned when a hand landed on his shoulder, firm and reassuring.

“We owe you a huge one Scout-ah. Without you and the other runners, we wouldn’t have found him so quickly. Thank you.”

Scout opened and closed his mouth, mind racing as he recalled what this man had done earlier with the plants. “Will he be okay?” He asked, voice coming out smaller and more nervous than he meant for it too. Don’t show weakness. He wasn’t very good at that yet.

Hope nodded without hesitation, “He will be. But this place isn’t safe anymore. We have to leave but we will be back alright? Keep out of trouble until then.”

Hope stood up and Scout felt his heart jump, quickly grabbing his sleeve. Hope looked at him and he quickly let go, looking at the floor, embarrassed by his own actions. “When will you be back?”

Hope didn’t say anything for a moment.

Scout felt a hand ruffle his hair, making him look up in surprise.

“As soon as we can. Be careful alright? I promise we will be back.”

Scout nodded, feeling any doubt wash out of him while faced with Hope’s bright smile.

He had more questions than he could count, but he certainly knew that JK’s gang was not like the rest. Not just because of the seemingly magical things they could do, but because they actually cared.

Scout was sure now. He would place his loyalty in the hands of this gang. He’d do whatever he could to keep an eye on things until they returned.

But first, he had to gather the other runners.

Notes:

Recap!
Seokjin is not happy and also hurt, Ki-jung is a creep, Jungkook needs all the love and cuddles right now, and the hyungs are willing and able to give them. Scout is sold on JK being his new boss, and is determined to get others on board.

I hoped you liked this one, the boys will have their work cut out for them next chapter.

Next Chapter: Jimin and Jaeyong treat Jungkook, Sumi puts the guys in their places, hard choices are made.

Next Update: Monday, 26th EST

Thank you for reading! I'll try to be better at sticking to the schedule for updates. Sometimes things pop up though so I appreciate the patience and understanding. I hope you're all having a great week and I'll see you in a few days for the next one!

Chapter 28: No Bad Ideas

Summary:

Jungkook is home, the guys try and cope with the aftermath.

Notes:

Alright, so, I might have some not very happy readers... which is fair cause this chapter is way late. And to fix this problem of late chapters, I am going to stop putting the date for the next update at the end notes. That being said, I will still TRY for mondays and you WILL get a chapter once a week. Life's just been too hectic right now for me to be super consistent (and trust me I miss when I could put two chapter out a week) so for now, my schedule will be trying for mondays but it may be anytime during the week. This way you don't have to constantly listen to my apologizes for being late over and over. And it takes some of the pressure off myself too.

With that said, here is possibly one of the longest chapters I've written. Thank you all for putting up with the awful schedule, I'm still amazed that you guys have stuck around this long but I hope I can keep giving you a good story to read in your pass time.

WARNING: Long Chapter! If it is late, wait until the morning to read! Please get sleep!
Also; Blood, swearing, mention of rape (not in detail, he only says Ki-jung didn't rape him), a lot of POV switches

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jimin knew a lot about Min Yoongi.

He knew his favourite books to read, his favourite foods and drinks, his favourite places to go and his favourite time to play the piano. He knew that he liked people, he just didn’t always know how to deal with them. He knew that Min Yoongi didn’t show he cared about people the same way others did. He had his own way of doing things.

Jimin knew that Min Yoongi was strong, and brave, and so smart it was baffling sometimes. He knew that he had had a life tougher than most, had seen things he wished he hadn’t, and had done things he wished he didn’t.

But he also knew that Min Yoongi’s heart was as soft as they come.

He liked to let his fire burn freely, but was always worried about burning the house. So instead, he would grab a blanket and a book and place fire resistant spells on both. Then he would curl up in a tiny ball in the study’s fireplace. Jimin had almost squealed the first time he’d found him there, flames crackling around him, book drooped to the side and blanket tucked under his chin, fast asleep. If Yoongi noticed that the fireplace got progressively bigger in the study to accommodate him more comfortably, he didn’t say anything.

(Though Jimin did notice that Yoongi had decided to fix the creaky steps and loose boards on the porch not long after. Not as thanks to the house of course. No, not at all. Only because they were annoying to listen too.)

He knew a lot but he didn’t know everything.

But Jimin wanted too.

As they waited on the front porch, eyes trained on the path towards the clearing while they waited for their lovers, tense and worried and oh so fucking terrified for what they might see soon, Jimin decided to ask what had been on his mind since Jungkook was taken.

“What was it like for you? When you were…”

Yoongi, who was standing with his arms crossed beside him, back as straight as a rod, sparred him a glance before looking out at the path once more. Everything inside was set up, Jaeyong had gone to the kitchen to boil some water to clean the medical tools. They had the basics, and Jimin could tell that Jaeyong was worried about not having enough. He tried not to think about it. He didn’t know what to expect in terms of injuries. Didn’t know how extensive they would be or how much he’d have to do. The thought of even seeing Jungkook hurt was grating on his already fried nerves and had pressure building behind his eyes.

He wouldn’t let Jungkook die this time. Not again. Never again.

“Are you sure you want to know?”

Jimin looked at his hands, resting them on the porch railing. Yoongi didn’t need to clarify what he was asking about. It was probably already on his mind. He couldn’t fathom how Yoongi and Namjoon were feeling about all this. Silently, Jimin nodded.

It was another beat before Yoongi answered in his usual low purr, “I don’t remember much after a certain point. I think… I think I tried to count the days. At first. We were in the same room. Strapped to chairs facing each other. Sometimes I couldn’t tell what was Joonie’s pain and what was my own,” he said.

Jimin’s hands tightened around the railing, tongue pressing against the back of his teeth.

“I’ll spare you too many of the gruesome details-”

“Don’t.”

Yoongi looked at him and he met his gaze evenly, eyes softening a bit.

“Don’t do that. I want to know as much as you’ll let me.”

 He didn’t want to hear it. Of course he didn’t. But Yoongi had lived it, and if, if there was anything he could possibly do for his lover, it was listen. Try to understand. Jimin didn’t want to feel like him and Taehyung needed to be sheltered from these things. The war had been a taboo topic for far too long amongst them.

Yoongi looked at him for another long moment, before stepping closer, resting his hands on the railing next to his and leaning his shoulder against his gently. They both watched the path again.

“He started with knives. He likes that he can control how deep they go. How much blood is drawn. He likes the colour or it. Especially Human’s blood. It was only ever him. He never let anyone else touch us. When he got bored, or he wanted to scare us, he’d kill me, let me come back, then start over with a blank canvas. I can’t count how many times Joonie had to watch me die.”

Jimin slid his hand over Yoongi’s on the railing, squeezing it gently.

“My flames were hard to control then, because my emotions were so high. But if I used them, he’d dowse me in a corrosive acid diluted in water. It burned, especially when it got in my eyes. When he killed Joonie I-” Yoongi looked away, voice breaking. He shifted his weight letting out a harsh sigh. “I was happy for him.”

Jimin looked at Yoongi with wide eyes, searching his expression carefully. His jaw was tense, eyes flicking across the tree line.

“That’s how messed up I was. How messed up we were. If Jungkook’s- if that fucking bastard hurt him I don’t-”

“Hey,” Jimin quickly grabbed Yoongi’s hands, pulling them off the railing and holding them tightly, forcing the other to turn to face him. “Hey. We won’t know until he’s back. And he will be back. You know Jungkook.”

Yoongi frowned, “And I know Ki-jung,” he cringed, as if even saying his name left a bad taste on his tongue. “I know the damage he can do. If- no, he will- Jungkook will live… but he might… he might not be the same Minnie. That terrifies me.”

Jimin cupped the side of the phoenix’s neck, leaning his forehead against his and trying to calm his own fear and worries. He was right. They didn’t know what state Jungkook would be coming back in. It wasn’t just the potential injuries he was scared about (because seriously, he wasn’t trained enough in this yet. He had no idea what he was doing), it was also the mental toll this would have on their lover.

Jungkook had been through so much already. Jimin and Hoseok had had a long conversation not long ago about the chances of humans being cursed. Their own species, and most that they knew, lived very long lives, had so much time to cope and heal from the damage of life’s more unpleasant surprises. Humans lived such short lives, and yet they suffered and loved and lived in such a chaotic, fast paced way.

Maybe it isn’t a curse, but a blessing to live that way,’ Hoseok had wondered. Jimin had thought about that a lot. About the meaning of something when everything was always at risk, there was always a chance to lose it.

Jimin forgot that he could potentially lose his lovers.

The thought hadn’t ever crossed his mind before Jungkook came along. Now, more then ever he was terrified of that possibility because it was a very real possibility.

And somehow, it made them all love more fiercely.

“We will do whatever we have to in order to help him through this. But playing what if’s isn’t going to get us anywhere. Let’s handle it as it comes. Together, like always.” Jimin leaned forward and gently kissed the corner of his mouth, letting his lips linger there briefly before pulling away.

Yoongi nodded slowly, searching his eyes for something that Jimin wasn’t sure he could supply right now, but Yoongi seemed to be satisfied when he leaned in once more to kiss him again, properly this time.

Movement out of the corner of his eye had them both snapping the heads to the side, pausing when they caught sight of Sumi running up the path. Yoongi moved first, Jimin following quickly as they hurried down the porch steps and met her halfway. Jimin’s heart was in his throat, eyes locked on the path behind her, waiting to see Jungkook emerge to tell them everything was fine and he wasn’t hurt.

It was wishful thinking of course, but he wished anyway.

Yoongi very nearly collided with the girl, catching her arms as she tried to catch her breath. He looked her over briefly and opened his mouth to ask but she beat him to it.

“They’ve got him,” she panted, pausing to swallow thickly.

The relief Jimin felt nearly brought him to his knees. His muscles sagged heavily on his bones. They had him. Jungkook was with the others. He wasn’t with Ki-jung. Good. That was good.

The tension came back all too quickly when Sumi’s expression pinched and she looked at Jimin, “They said it wasn’t pretty. They’re flying back to the café.”

Jimin and Yoongi traded a very worried look. If he was going back to the café that meant he wasn’t able to call Euphoria. He didn’t want to think about the implications of that. Instead, he shut his fear away, locked it up tight, and thought about it from a distance. His mind raced, trying to figure out if there was anything they’d forgotten.

There wasn’t. But he had to do something. Had to make himself useful.

“The- The shoes, they might trip, we need to clear a path to the dining room.”

Without waiting to see if the others would follow, Jimin spun on his heel and ran back up the porch, swinging the front door open as wide as it could go and kicking all their footwear to the side, clearing out the usually cluttered entrance.

He heard Sumi and Yoongi approach the door, pausing. Jimin tried to hide the shaking of his hands, the way it was a bit harder to breath. When he was done with the shoes, he all but ran to the dining room, making sure it was easy for them to get through, moving the table in the hall into the living room.

Jaeyong was in the dining room, setting down a basin of water next to the table.

All the chairs around the table had been moved and stacked in the living room, the table covered with a few layers of blankets and a white sheet, a pillow at one end. The coffee table had been dragged in and all the medical supplies in the house were laid across it neatly, easy to grab, easy to see. Jaeyong looked over, eyes finding Sumi quickly.

“Are they back? Is he okay?” He asked quickly, moving over and grabbing Sumi by the arms, physically turning her left and right to check of injuries.

Sumi only shook her head, “They’re on their way. Hoseok-ssi and Taehyung-ssi sounded… scared. I think he’s really hurt.”

Jimin caught Jaeyong’s frown out of the corner of his eye, but he was more distracted by the three brown bottles on the coffee table. His palms felt sweaty.

“Why are those out.”

Jaeyong looked over at him, following his line of sight to the bottles of alcohol. He moved away from Sumi over to the table, “It works as a disinfectant, if he has open wounds we should-”

“I know what it’s for. I’m not using it,” Jimin glared.

Jaeyong blinked, raising a brow, “We don’t have anything else that will clean as well as this. It’s this or he risks an infection.”

“I’ve used it on him before, it hurts him. A lot,” Jimin scowled, remembering back in Jungkook’s old home. He’d barely known the boy then and the visceral reaction he’d had to the disgusting stuff had nearly broken his heart. If he tried to use it on him now? Especially knowing what kind of pain he was inflicting? He’d be making a conscious choice to hurt a man he loved.

Jimin didn’t think he could do that.

Healing shouldn’t hurt. He stood by that. There had to be another way.

Jaeyong opened his mouth to argue, clearly not happy, and Jimin didn’t blame him. He was here to help Jimin with human medicine and Jungkook wasn’t even here yet and he was already shutting down methods. Jaeyong had a right to be upset. Jungkook was his friend. But Jimin couldn’t- wouldn’t- hurt his lover. Not on purpose.

They heard the steps on the porch and whatever protests Jaeyong had were lost to the building tension in the room. They all looked towards the front door, holding their breath.

“Guys!”

Namjoon’s voice, despite hearing it just over an hour or two ago, hit him like he hadn’t heard it in weeks. His chest heaved as he sucked in air and then everyone was moving.

Yoongi bolted to the front door, and while Jimin wanted to join him, even took two steps in that direction, he forced himself to stay. Quickly, he turned to the coffee table and pulled on a pair of gloves. To minimize chance of infection. Human’s were susceptible to illness. He had to focus. Be careful.

Jaeyong looked at Sumi as he followed Jimin’s lead, grabbing gloves for himself as well. “Go to the kitchen. Don’t come out until I come and get you.”

Sumi was crying. Jimin just noticed now, mind too frazzled. He needed to calm down. He couldn’t afford to miss something. She wasn’t sobbing, silent tears on her cheeks and a pained look on her face. She looked like she wanted to argue for a moment but Jaeyong must have given her some sort of look and she quickly rushed out, pointedly not looking down the hall where Jungkook surely was.

Not a moment after she disappeared from view, Namjoon stepped around the corner, holding one end of a stretcher and-

No.

All the attempts to focus, to stay calm, to push his own feeling’s aside for Jungkook’s sake, were stomped on and ruined the moment he saw his lover.

His heart clenched so tightly he almost collapsed.

There was red everywhere. Blood. Jungkook’s blood. So much. His hair was damp and sticking to his forehead with sweat, skin (where he could see it) looked clammy and pale. One hand was clenched in a fist over his stomach (bare stomach, where was his shirt?), the other hand hanging limply off the side of the make shift stretcher, bouncing gently with Namjoon and Taehyung’s movements.

“Careful, careful,” he was distantly aware of Namjoon saying to Taehyung as they lined the stretcher up with the edge of the table.

Jimin’s feet were locked to the floor.

He should help.

He needed to help.

Kookie needed his help.

Jimin couldn’t seem to quite get his heart to beat again.


The sight wasn’t anything new to Yoongi.

He’d seen more then a few friends and loved ones in such states. But it didn’t hurt any less. It never hurt any less to see another. He always hoped, wished, prayed even, that this one will be the last.

That had yet to be true.

Because of this though, he was able to step forward and help Jaeyong move Jungkook to the table. The baker seemed shaken, but functional. That was good.

Yoongi leaned around in front of Namjoon, gently hooking his arms underneath Jungkook’s shoulders and clasping his hands together in front of his chest, being slow and careful but knowing the faster they get this done, the less pain he’d have to endure.

Jungkook groaned, a soft tired sound, and Yoongi bit his tongue when he nuzzled his cheek against his arm. Fuck, he wished potions worked on him. Jungkook was still conscious. He didn’t yet know if that was a good thing.

Jaeyong started to hook his hands around Jungkook’s knees, but before he could get a proper hold to lift him, Jungkook suddenly tensed. His body jerked as he threw a leg out sharply and kicked Jaeyong in the chest. The man staggered back into Taehyung, grunting in surprise and they both fell to the floor. Taehyung’s hands released the end of the stretcher and Yoongi was suddenly holding up most of Jungkook’s weight, wincing at the yell of pain that ripped through Jungkook’s clenched teeth when his legs hit the floor, jarring him.

Yoongi quickly lowered him to the ground, Namjoon rushing to set his side of the stretcher down too. He held Jungkook against his chest as the boy tried to get his breath back.

“Kookie, woah love, breath for me bunny. That’s it,” Namjoon coaxed softly, crouching in front of him, hands cupping either side of Jungkook’s neck, thumbs brushing his cheeks. The nasty cut along his left cheek was hard to avoid but Namjoon was careful of it.

Yoongi felt Jungkook relax back into him again and he let out the breath he was holding, his own hand resting flat over Jungkook’s chest, his heart beat steady but a little too fast. As long as it was beating.

Jaeyong got off of Taehyung, mumbling an apology as the Fae sat up and looked at Jungkook with a pained frown. “He’s not opening his eyes. He won’t open them.”

Yoongi leaned forward slightly, trying not to brush against Jungkook too much, to see his face. His eyes were closed softly and he could tell Namjoon was looking for the same thing he was. Any burns, injuries, any reason he wasn’t able to open his eyes. A spike of fear shot through him at the thought of Jungkook having been blinded, but around his eyes seemed fine.

Jungkook’s head was resting back on his shoulder, held steady by Namjoon’s hands and he looked almost as if he wanted to smile, but that- that couldn’t be right.

“Bunny, can you speak? I need you to talk to us if you can alright?” Namjoon said, calmly, though Yoongi knew how much this was killing everyone in the room. He wasn’t oblivious to the fact that Jimin had yet to move since he saw Jungkook. Or the fact that Hoseok and Seokjin weren’t back. But he’d have to focus on one problem at a time.

“Y-eah,” Jungkook’s voice, his beautiful voice, cracked on the simple word and Yoongi watched him swallow to try and correct the sound. “Yeah. ‘m okay.”

“Why aren’t you opening your eyes love?” Yoongi asked, quietly, given that he was right next to his ear. Jungkook let out a heavy but happy sounding sigh and Yoongi felt him push back against him slightly.

Namjoon and Yoongi had both seen these kinds of injuries before. Which helped them to look past them entirely to focus on the state of the boy underneath it all. Underneath the pain. Yoongi was a bit astonished that Jungkook was as lucid as he seemed to be, though he wasn’t sure how much longer that would last if they didn’t get some of these cuts closed up.

“Can’t,” was Jungkook’s answer and Yoongi very nearly called for Jimin, the shout of his name catching on his tongue as Jungkook continued and a very different emotion slammed into him. “Can’t see- see other forms-yet.”

The words froze the room.

For a moment there was only the wheezing sound of Jungkook’s breathing.

Then Taehyung sobbed, and Yoongi’s head fell forward to press his nose into Jungkook’s hair, and Namjoon was kissing the boy.

Jungkook whined against his lips, pressing into Namjoon like he was starved even though he was clearly in pain. When Namjoon pulled away he was staring at Jungkook like he wasn’t real. Yoongi didn’t blame him.

Somehow, through torture and dealing with Ki-jung, and getting saved by the others, Jungkook had thought about them. He’d thought about how they would need to take their natural forms, about how much that meant to them, and he’d made the choice to close his eyes. To let them keep the choice to show him in their own time.

It was such a simple thing.

But it meant everything.

Yoongi kissed his hair, once, twice, a third time, because fuck he loved him. He loved him so damn much. “Open your eyes bunny. You can open your eyes now.”

And Jungkook, always good, always trusting of them, finally opened his eyes.


Jungkook hadn’t ever realized how beautiful their dining room was.

It was perfect.

Gorgeous.

Even with the set up, clearly made into a space to patch him up, it still looked like the coziest thing he’d ever laid his eyes on. And what only made it better, turned perfect into overwhelming, was the faces of his lovers around him.

Namjoon, who’s hands he could recognize easily, big and warm, was right in front of him, looking scared and worried but relieved and loving all at the same time. Yoongi’s arms were wrapped around him so protectively that the rest of the world would have to fight through hell’s fire to get to him and he’d never felt safer.

Taehyung, who was crying, but trying to get a hold on himself as he met Jungkook’s eyes, tried to move closer, tried to crowd but didn’t touch, didn’t want to hurt him.

As nice as the sentiment was, Jungkook really needed them to touch him right now. His skin tingled, craved it almost, because the memories of Ki-jung’s hands were still too fresh, hadn’t been erased yet. He knew that it wasn’t a good idea, and he’d be lying if he said just leaning against Yoongi didn’t feel like sandpaper against the cuts.

Before he could say anything more, which was okay, because his tongue hurt to move too much (he was sure Namjoon had tasted blood when he kissed him, though he didn’t seem to care), Yoongi was moving again and this time, Taehyung hooked his arms around his knees.

Jungkook frowned a bit, glancing around to find the source of the unfamiliar hands that had startled him earlier. Jaeyong. Ah. He owed him an apology for that. He didn’t think that the baker would be here, he’d thought he was only around his lovers. So when hands he didn’t recognize touched him…

“We’re going to lift you onto the table alright? On the count of three, take a deep breath bun.”

Jungkook groaned and braced himself, following the instructions as they counted. His world blurred and pain flared through him so intensely he wasn’t sure if the yell actually left his mouth or not until he saw the pained look on their faces once he was settled on his back on the table. The pillow under his head felt like the softest thing on the planet in that moment.

Then their hands were off him, and Jungkook panicked.

His heart beat quickened, eyes darting to try and find someone, anyone, his hands reaching out. He almost started to sit up, when suddenly Taehyung was there, hand slipping into his hair, combing through it. Better. That was better. He sighed and let his eyes fall shut, this time with exhaustion. He wouldn’t stay awake much longer he was sure. He was safe now. It was okay to sleep.

“One of us has to be touching him,” Taehyung said to the others, velvet voice only helping to calm him. “Minnie?”

Jimin. Had he seen Jimin?

He opened his eyes and turned his head to look for the Fae, finding his eyes already locked on him. Ah. He was scared. That was okay. Jungkook knew this wouldn’t be easy for the healer. This was why they did the lessons together. For times like this. Jungkook trusted him.

“Jimin,” Yoongi moved to him. Took his hands. “He needs you. Jungkook needs you.”

Jimin blinked, eyes darting to Yoongi then back to Jungkook, racking over his body. Jungkook didn’t know if there was anything he could do or say to help. Or if he had the energy to. So he just looked at him.

Yoongi pulled him over, Jaeyong moving to his other side. Jimin stopped next to him and just looked at him. Didn’t move. Jungkook understood. He knew. Just like when they had tried CPR for the first time, he could see the memories playing behind his eyes. Slowly, he slid his hand off his stomach and nudged Jimin’s hand with his knuckles. It was getting harder to move, he knew he was losing consciousness. Becoming sluggish.

Jimin jumped and looked down at his hand. Jungkook took that moment to open it, trying not to drop the ring again because his hand was kind of numb and he couldn’t really feel if he was holding it or not.

“With you-” he swallowed and tried to move his tongue as best as he could but the words were slurred, “With you, always.”

It was what the ring meant. And it had served it’s purpose when Jungkook needed it most. He wouldn’t be as coherent had he not had that ring. Had he not had them with him. Now, Jimin needed that. He needed to know that he was there, even once he passed out. Which was fast approaching, if the darkness on the edge of his vision was anything to go by.

He watched different emotions flick across Jimin’s face and he was just able to stay awake long enough to see the other take the ring, as bloodied as it was, and slip it onto his finger, over his glove.

Jungkook let himself shut down after that, falling into blissful unconsciousness.


Jaeyong had his work cut out for him.

Though things happened fast after Jungkook went limp. Mechanically almost.

Jimin seemed to snap out of whatever state of shock he’d been in, and the first thing he’d done was kick everyone out of the room except for Jaeyong himself. No distractions. Taehyung protested but Yoongi and Namjoon dragged him out, Yoongi saying something about needing to keep Sumi company.

He had a brief moment of gratefulness before Jimin and him started on cleaning Jungkook up with clothes and water. They could barely see how bad the damage was underneath all the blood, some spots still wet, others dried and caked onto his skin.

Whatever Jaeyong was expecting, this was far worse. He had offered to help but now he wasn’t sure if his vague knowledge on quick fixes would be enough. He didn’t voice this to Jimin. He didn’t want to plant any seeds of doubt that would cloud his suddenly clear mind.

They were silent as they cleaned him, uncovering more and more cuts, some deeper than others, some only scratches. Jungkook was still through it all, head tilted to the side and mouth partially open.

By the time they finished cleaning him up, and cutting his pants off to see his legs, the water was a murky pink from rinsing the clothes and they could properly see the damage done. Despite removing most of the red, it was still very colorful. A few of the cuts would need stitches. One on his shoulder, another on his ribs and a deep one on his thigh.

The bruising was a concern too, especially on his wrists and ankles. They were both rubbed raw, and one was definitely broken. If they were to go to a hospital they’d put it in a cast. But they didn’t have the means for that, so a splint would have to do. His torso was discolored in a few spots, a bruise formed on his cheek underneath the cut there and a nasty purple and yellow bruise over his ribs.

Jaeyong was grateful that Jungkook was unconscious as he pressed his hands against his ribs to check for any breaks. He didn’t feel anything out of place but that didn’t rule out a fracture.

“Have you done stitches before?” Jaeyong asked, moving to grab the needle and surgical thread. Jimin’s jaw tensed and he shook his head. “He won’t feel anything. He might twitch or jerk but he won’t remember the pain while he’s out. We have to close up the big ones before anything.”

Jimin only nodded, clearly not comfortable but he watched Jaeyong do the first one. It had to be a quick lesson, and during which, he managed to convince Jimin to use the alcohol, reassured by the fact Jungkook couldn’t feel any of it.

They worked in silence, Jimin constantly checking on Jungkook, checking his pulse, checking his breathing. When he started sweating, Jaeyong began to get concerned. He’d been thinking about it since he’d seen Jungkook. The kid had lost a lot of blood. Jaeyong knew that he might need a transfusion but he wouldn’t even know where to begin with that. Jimin’s books were only helpful to an extent. Not to mention he didn’t know if Sumi or himself had the same blood type.

Jaeyong finished up the cut he was stitching, cutting the thread before voicing his concern to Jimin, who had moved onto wrapping Jungkook’s wrists. “He’s lost a lot of blood.”

“Fluids,” Jimin answered quickly, “I think he’ll be able to recover on his own but it will take a few days.”

Jaeyong frowned, “Are you sure? If he lost enough blood…”

“It looks worse than it is. Yoongi told me Ki-jung likes the colour. I think he spread it around on purpose.” The thought made Jaeyong feel sick. Who the fuck was this monster? “He’s lost quite a bit, he might run a fever but he can pull through. We have to keep giving him fluids and make sure he stays cool.”

“How do you know?” Jaeyong asked, because he was scared for his friend, because suddenly he felt like the Fae knew more about human’s then he himself did and that made him doubt, because Jungkook was so fucking pale right now.

“Because he’s lost more then this and he still came back to us.”

Jaeyong blinked, “More? How much more?”

“All of it.”

The look Jimin leveled him with in that moment, was haunting. Jaeyong didn’t know what to say, didn’t know how to handle the chill that shot down his spine. It wasn’t a great measure, wasn’t a good comparison, but he was hard pressed to argue with the confidence in his voice.

When Jimin spoke next, Jaeyong glanced at the silver ring on his finger, drawn to it like it held the answers in some way. “Go get Taehyung and a glass of water. We need to give him as much fluids as we can.”

He didn’t question, he just moved.


Namjoon had gone back to the door.

Knowing that Jungkook was in safe hands, though the fear of the extent of his injuries still ate through him, he left Yoongi to look after Sumi and Taehyung, stepping out to go wait for Hoseok and Seokjin, or hell, to go find them both if they took too long.

He was worried for Seokjin.

It had been a very very long time since he’d faced Ki-jung.

Anything could have happened while they were gone and once this had calmed down, once they knew everyone was alright, he wanted answers. Part of him wondered, thought that maybe, Seokjin would kill him.

He didn’t know how to feel about that.

Namjoon’s hate for that man ran deep. The thought of him dying, of no longer being in any world to hurt them, was tempting. But it felt too simple. Death didn’t feel like a good enough punishment. Not after the months of pain he’d been through, watched Yoongi go through. Not after hurting Jungkook.

Not after what he’d done to Seokjin.

Namjoon remembered the night Seokjin had told him about it. It was after they’d created Galaxy. When they opened their eyes in a beautiful new world but Yoongi was gone. The fear they both felt finding him missing was nothing short of soul crushing. It wasn’t until they realized that people had been separated randomly, that they had hope of finding him.

It was a month or two into the search. They had holed up in a cave they’d found for the night.

And Namjoon asked.

He asked why Ki-jung had kidnapped them. Why them. Or more particularly, why him. Yoongi, he understood, on a sick, disgusting level, Yoongi was a rare creature. People had hunted him in the war. But Namjoon was just a human. Had been just a human.

So Seokjin had told him.

He’d told him everything about his and Ki-jung’s past. About how they met, how Seokjin had treated him. Seokjin told him how much he had lost by helping him. How he ended up on Earth. And about Ki-jung’s obsession.

He told him about falling. The feeling he’d felt the day Ki-jung made him fall. The monster he’d turned into.

Namjoon asked if he’d loved him. Seokjin told him that it was never love. Never like that. It was fascination. Curiosity.

Death is more then what Ki-jung deserved. But… Seokjin had made his choices then too. Had paid for them, lived with the consequences of them. To kill Ki-jung after seeing Seokjin live through such pain, it felt like giving him an easy escape from his own actions.

And then they saw history repeating itself.

Namjoon thought back to the day Jungkook showed up in their lives.

Seokjin had spoken to him that night, in hushed voices amongst the shelves in the library. What if it was the same? What if he made the same mistakes? What if he lost everything again?

He’d had his own concerns about letting a human into their home. Not strictly because Jungkook was human (he’d been worried about that too, as any good memories he’d had of being human or interacting with other humans had been replaced with bloodshed and death during the wars) but because he saw the parallels between Jungkook and Ki-jung.

It was too similar.

The chance of it going the same way was too high.

Yet the Guardian told him he had a good soul. The Guardian who knew what he’d meant, what his real concerns were when he’d said ‘There was a human in the Galaxy.’

When they brought Jungkook back, when Seokjin saw him crouched on the path in front of the house looking at the Smeraldo with such wonder, he knew it terrified the angel. Ever the good pretender, like the actors Jungkook had told them about on the TV, Seokjin had acted polite. Welcomed him in.

But there was always fear.

He rarely let Jungkook out of his sight. Namjoon confirmed that when he’d followed Seokjin to the kitchen after learning Jungkook’s eating habits. He’d told him that Yoongi had said he’d played the piano for Jungkook. That he’d threatened Jungkook. But Namjoon knew Yoongi better than his own self sometimes. Yoongi wouldn’t have told him that. Wouldn’t have admitted to threatening their guest. So he knew then, that Seokjin was more on edge then he was letting them believe. He kept track of Jungkook constantly.

Seokjin had only stopped carrying a knife on him after the day Jungkook came home from school with a black eye. The day he helped him with dinner and he’d asked Jungkook why he took the hit. To protect Taehyung, he had said.

Seokjin had long since started to develop feelings for the human, just as they all had. That day though, Seokjin let himself accept them. Let himself trust Jungkook. He had taken Taehyung to a world where they couldn’t reach them if something went wrong, and something did go wrong, but he had protected Taehyung, kept him safe like he’d promised too.

Unlike Ki-jung, Jungkook had protected someone Seokjin loved.

Now there was no question that Jungkook was equal to the rest of them in Seokjin’s mind. There weren’t any doubts or questioning about Jungkook’s trustworthiness or loyalty, proven by how calm Seokjin had been during Yoongi and Jungkook’s fight.

Namjoon snapped out of his thoughts when he saw Seokjin and Hoseok stepping out of the door. The relief slammed into him hard and he took a step forward, arms reaching to pull his lover into a hug. Seokjin sagged against him and hugged him back tightly, his wings gone from his back, taking his usual form.

“Guardian above, I was so fucking worried,” he murmured against Seokjin’s shoulder, holding out his other arm for Hoseok who hugged them both tightly as well. Seokjin shuddered a bit and pulled away, eyes darker, heavier, guiltier than he’d seen in a long while.

“Is he…?”

“Jimin and Jaeyong-ssi are working on him now. We don’t know yet.”

Seokjin swallowed and nodded, hands shaking. That’s when Namjoon noticed the blood on him. Red. Likely Jungkook’s. But also black. A lot of it. His eyes widened.

“You’re hurt, how did-” Namjoon turned him by the hips carefully to see his side and what looked like a knife wound. Looking back at the red blood on his cloths, it didn’t take long for him to put two and two together. He scowled.

“He wants to see Jungkook before he gets help. Stubborn idiot…” Hoseok mumbled, hooking his arm back around Seokjin to take some of his weight. Namjoon mimicked the action on his other side and they started walking back to the house.

“Jinnie, are you..?”

“I’ll be fine.”

“You know I don’t mean the injury.”

Seokjin didn’t say anything for a long moment. He wasn’t the general right now. Not anymore. He was Seokjin, their lover. His eyes were glossy, jaw tense with the effort of holding back the tears.

“Ki-jung’s still alive,” Seokjin settled for saying.

Namjoon traded a look with Hoseok. Unsure how to feel he only nodded, “Good. I want to be there to see it when we do end things.”

He said it lightly, though the words rang true, and Seokjin cracked a small smile at that.

They said nothing else as they walked back to the house.


Taehyung was tasked with a very important job. The most important job.

Making sure Jungkook kept drinking.

The hard part of that was the fact that he was still unconscious. Jimin had instructed him to gently drip water into his mouth, slowly so he wouldn’t choke. He was also in charge of making sure the cloth they’d laid across Jungkook’s forehead stayed cool, turning it over or re-wetting it when needed.

He felt less antsy being able to help in some way. Sitting in the kitchen had been eating him alive, so he was grateful to be able to sit there next to Jungkook’s head and meticulously drip water into his mouth with a clean cloth. He found himself lost in admiring the younger, as he so often did, but this time it felt different.

He didn’t look the same as he did when he was sleeping. He looked too tense and too relaxed at the same time, his mouth was open slightly, barely enough to let the water through. Sometimes it would pool between his lips and run down the corner of his mouth and over his cheek, and Taehyung would have to gently thumb his mouth open just a tad more.

Jaeyong and Jimin were just finishing up dressing his injuries, Jungkook’s entire torso covered. He listened as Jimin explained when they’d need to change them and that someone would have to go get more supplies soon. Yoongi, who had picked a spot against the wall out of the way to lean and watch them work, suggested Jaeyong or Sumi. That led to talk about the safety of going back, but Taehyung was too focused on Jungkook to pay full attention.

Jungkook’s reaction to their touch worried him. He wasn’t sure if Hoseok had noticed it, or noticed how much he seemed to want their touch, but he did. Then, when Jaeyong had touched him, he’d lashed out.

What could Ki-jung have done to him to cause that?

Every possibility terrified him, but one got stuck in his mind. One ate away at him until the anxiousness became too much. Until he had to say something. He needed someone to tell him he was wrong. That it wasn’t possible.

Interrupting the middle of their conversation, Taehyung brushed a knuckle across Jungkook’s cheek, wiping away some of the spilled water, “He wanted me to touch him.”

He could feel them look over at him, Jimin frowning.

When no one said anything, he continued, “When we got him out of the room he was strapped to a chair. The first thing he did was beg for us to touch him,” Taehyung sucked in a slow breath, looking at Yoongi, because Yoongi would know, Yoongi had lived it and fuck if he wasn’t terrified of the phoenix’s response because Yoongi had lived it. So had Namjoon and now, to some extent, so had Jungkook. He wouldn’t know what to do if he said yes. “Could he- would he have- Yoongi, would he have touched him?”

Jimin’s hands fumbled with the scissors he was holding, dropping them on the floor by accident. He made no move to pick them up.

Jaeyong looked away, running a hand over his mouth. Taehyung felt his anger as potent as his own.

Yoongi’s jaw tensed and he looked at Jungkook carefully, as if he could see what had happened playing out before him. “He touched us,” before Taehyung had a chance to burst into tears, Yoongi quickly continued, “But never- he never went that far. It was pain he was after, not that kind of pleasure.”

The way Yoongi said it, it almost came out in a growl.

“We have to- We have to ask him. To make sure. It’s been centuries he could have-”

Jimin reached over and wrapped his arms around Taehyung’s shoulders from the side, pressing his forehead against his hair. He relaxed into his lovers arms if only a little.

“We’ll ask,” Jimin reassured. “But we shouldn’t push him. He likely won’t want to talk about it right away.”

Taehyung nodded, because as much as he wanted every detail of what happened, he also didn’t want to know anything. He didn’t want to know what happened when Jungkook stepped out of the café. He got such awful injuries. He wanted it to have never happened at all, but it had, and now they had to be there for him in anyway he needed.

When he was better, when he was awake and smiling his beautiful bunny smile again, then they’d go after Ki-jung.

Taehyung had promised Jimin that he’d give up his job as an assassin after they’d been exiled.

Looking at his fellow Fae now, seeing the look of anger and sorrow and fear in his eyes, he didn’t think Jimin would mind if he made one last kill. Seeing the dark expression Yoongi wore and the way he was clearly trying to restrain his magic, he certainly wouldn’t be doing it alone.

They all looked toward the hallway when they heard multiple sets of footsteps. Jimin released him with a gasp, hurrying over to Seokjin who was being carried by Hoseok and Namjoon. Taehyung’s eyes widened when he saw the blood on him.

“I’ll get my potions, was it a gun?” Jimin asked quickly, hands on Seokjin, searching the injury and for anymore. Seokjin shook his head.

“Knife,” he said, eyes landing on Jungkook across the room.

Jimin ran off and Jaeyong grabbed a chair for Seokjin, dragging it over next to where Taehyung was sitting. Seokjin gave him a grateful smile and settled in the chair with Hoseok’s and Namjoon’s help. Taehyung frowned at the very painful looking injury on his side, momentarily forgetting to continue giving Jungkook water.

“I’m okay,” Seokjin whispered, setting a hand on his knee that served to reassure him of that fact. Taehyung hadn’t liked leaving Seokjin alone with Ki-jung. He didn’t care what kind of history they had, he hadn’t looked away from the building until it faded out of sight while they’d flown off. “How is he?”

Hoseok moved over to Yoongi, who held out an arm for him without question. The dragon looked exhausted, mentally and physically. He practically fell into Yoongi’s arms, letting himself get wrapped up in them but keeping his eyes on Seokjin and Jungkook. “Is there anywhere he’s not hurt?” The dragon mumbled bitterly.

Jaeyong chuckled weakly but there was no humor in it, “He got at least fifty cuts, possibly fractured ribs, light concussion, broken wrist, a lot of cuts in his mouth but we think that was because he was biting his tongue. Dude didn’t waste fucking time.”

“He was forcing himself to be quiet,” Seokjin said as Jimin ran back into the room with a few potions. He took them and drank one while Jimin pulled up his shirt and began putting a salve around the wound in his side. The angel sighed in relief. “I don’t think he wanted to give Ki-jung the satisfaction of hearing him.”

“Fuck,” Yoongi held Hoseok closer, brow pinching.

For a very long moment the room was quiet, and Jaeyong took the opportunity to excuse himself and go talk to Sumi.

There was a strange morbid feeling to the air. It felt like a funeral. That thought made Taehyung’s mouth dry and he turned back to Jungkook to continue giving him water.

“Seokjin… what happened?”

Seokjin didn’t look at anyone but Jungkook, even as Jimin moved away and put a hand on Jungkook’s shin gently. “I distracted him long enough to make sure they could get out. We fought, that’s it.”

Namjoon frowned, “He must have said something to you. Did he say why he took Jungkook?”

Taehyung watched Seokjin carefully.

“He called him his treasure. Said he owned him.”

That had all of them reacting, Taehyung leaning over Jungkook protectively, Yoongi growling, Jimin’s eyes flashing a sharp blue, Namjoon’s body tensed, and Hoseok’s fists clenched.

“I’ll kill him.”

“If he ever comes near Jungkook again-”

“Owns him?!”

“Why didn’t you kill him.”

Taehyung didn’t mean for the question to sound harsh, but it came out that way, biting, mean, accusing. Seokjin looked at him and narrowed his eyes. “I can’t.”

“You can’t?” Taehyung gapped. That was a lie. That was a blatant lie. “He’s been in the human world for centuries! You could snap your fingers and kill him!”

“Don’t underestimate him or the lengths he’ll go to,” Seokjin said sharply. “My priority was making sure you all got away safe.”

“He can’t go to any lengths if he’s dead.”

“I’m not having this argument right now.”

“Did you even try to fight him?”

“Tae.”

“No. You know we can fly fast, you were there longer than you needed to be. Why didn’t you kill him?” Taehyung pushed. “What if he comes after Jungkook again? Or Namjoon or Yoongi? Did you forget that that world is Jungkook’s home world? What if he can never go back? You can’t tell me you couldn’t kill him, I know that’s not true!”

Seokjin couldn’t seem to look him in the eye, glaring hard at the table, the cloth under Jungkook stained with flecks of blood. “It’s what he wants.”

Taehyung paused, thinking for a moment that he heard wrong. “What…?”

“If I’m the one that kills him then he’s just getting what he wants. My attention. In any form he can take it. I can’t be the one to kill him. I can’t give him that.”

Was that… was that true? Could Ki-jung possibly be that messed up? That obsessed with Seokjin that he’d go so far as to be happy to die by his hands? Taehyung didn’t know what to say, couldn’t imagine what that was like from Seokjin’s point of view. To be so livid, so protective, and yet not being able to react how he wanted because it was exactly what Ki-jung wanted.

“But… does it matter if we’re at risk? Isn’t that trivial compared to our lives?” Taehyung frowned. It sounded like he was putting pride before them, but Taehyung knew he wouldn’t so he was trying to understand. He wanted to understand.

“You’ll fall.”

Taehyung looked over at Namjoon, not having expected him to answer.

Seokjin nodded slowly.

Yoongi looks away, gripping his arms.

“Fall? What does that mean?” Jimin looked between them.

Namjoon waited a moment, to see if Seokjin wanted to answer, but he stayed quiet so with a sigh he explained, “When an Angel falls, they become… soulless. They lose any touch with their emotions or empathy or-”

“Humanity,” Seokjin said quietly, eyes on Jungkook. Taehyung’s brow furrowed as Seokjin continued. “We become monsters. If I kill Ki-jung… after everything he’s done. Everything he continues to do…” His hands clenched into fists, teeth gritting. “My hate for him is too strong. I’ll fall. And there’s no guarantee I’ll come back from it.”

“So… if you’re the one to kill Ki-jung, we’ll lose you..?” Jimin whispered, eyes wide.

“I’m sorry,” Taehyung said quietly eyes watering as he got up to climb into Seokjin’s lap, mindful of his quickly healing wound. “I’m sorry. I didn’t…”

“I know love,” Seokjin sighed, scooping him into his arms like he was made to fit there. “I want nothing more than him dead. But it’s exactly that want that will ruin me.”

“Then we’ll kill him,” Yoongi spat. “We’ll make sure he dies, if not by your hands then by the hands of your Set.”

They all agreed without hesitation. And if Jungkook were awake, Taehyung knew he’d be agreeing too.

Seokjin looked at him, a pained look that was full of regret and sorrow but love so deep they’d all willingly drown in it. He didn’t say anything to that. Only pulled Taehyung close, kissed his temple. He didn’t need to say anything. Taehyung would never trade Seokjin for revenge. That wasn’t even an option.

“We can’t fight Ki-jung right now. Kookie comes first,” Jimin spoke up moving to hook his arms around Seokjin’s shoulders, “For now that’s all we need to worry about. He’s not in the clear yet. He lost a lot of blood and it will take days for him to recover. I think we should take shifts watching him. He shouldn’t be alone in case his condition worsens.”

Namjoon nodded, “You’re right. Jungkook is our main priority. We don’t know what Ki-jung did or said to him. He needs someone here when he wakes up. I’ll take the first few hours. You all need some rest.”

There wasn’t much arguing, but everyone was hesitant to leave the room. Hoseok and Yoongi ended up curling up on the living room couch together, staying nearby, while Seokjin and Taehyung decided to go to Taehyung’s room, Jimin joining them soon after giving Namjoon instructions in case something happened and finding Tannie to make sure he had food and water.

Taehyung curled up against Seokjin’s side, scared for Jungkook but now with thoughts of losing Seokjin swirling in his mind.


The next few days weren’t easy.

Sumi could barely breath with the heavy atmosphere in the household sometimes. Like an ominous cloud had settled around them consisting of confusion and fear and concern. She did her best to help where she could. Helping with the house chores, talking to Yoongi and Jimin when they felt like chatting to distract themselves, Hoseok let her help out in the greenhouse one day and to her surprise, let her name a new species of plants discovered in this mysterious ‘Euphoria’.

She half thought that Euphoria was a person with the way they talked about it sometimes. Always so fondly and with soft smiles. Jungkook’s name was never far from that topic though and the smile always turned heavier. The worry weighed on all of them.

It had been three days and he’d yet to wake up.

Well, fully wake up anyway.

They had had a scare the other night, when Jungkook’s fever suddenly spiked. He started tossing and turning, upsetting his injuries and she had never seen the guys look so terrified. Jaeyong had to step in, telling them to give him room and was able to rouse Jungkook enough for him to swallow some medicine and a half a glass of water.

He was out again shortly after.

Sumi had never lost anyone before. Not from something like this. She’d lost grandparents to old age and an uncle she hardly remembered to a car accident when she was still a toddler, but this was different. This was… terrifying. She’d been talking to Jungkook, laughing with him, joking about work and Jaeyong’s protectiveness over his cutlery not even four days ago. And now Jungkook was fighting for his life after being tortured by a psychotic man who just did it for fun.

The other’s were anxious, flitting around the house trying to keep their minds off it because there wasn’t anything they could do but wait.

Whenever the topic of what their next steps would be came up, it was quickly shot down by someone. They would worry about it later. Jungkook might have more information. He wasn’t in the clear yet, nothing else mattered.

She understood that.

All of this just showed her how much they loved him. They had devised a plan, gone out and saved him, and fixed him up within a day. Had they called the police it might have taken months with the restrictions and rules they were forced to follow. God only knows what could have happened to him in that time. A few hours had already been a terrifying amount of damage.

As they waited, she also saw their love for each other too. She saw the way they spoke without words. Saw the way that one of them would relieve another from watching Jungkook a little early if they looked too tired. They weren’t just overly touchy with Jungkook, but each other as well, someone was always in contact with someone.

That wasn’t to say that tensions weren’t running high.

Everyone seemed like they were getting on each others nerves. Taehyung and Hoseok had argued earlier about what foods Tannie could eat. Jimin had gotten into a heated argument with Namjoon about being careful in the dining room after he’d almost tripped and bumped into the table Jungkook was on.

Jaeyong and Sumi tried to avoid most of the bickering, but it was starting to get out of hand. She didn’t have any siblings herself, but if she had, she would expect them to act this way.

Seokjin, who Sumi would have expected to be the calmest seeing how he had handled everything with getting Jungkook back so professionally, was the worst of the bunch. He had nearly cooked them out of all their food. It was like he couldn’t stop, kept telling them that he had to make things to give Jungkook when he woke up and rambling about how the others needed energy too.

Which was all well and good except they were running out of kitchen to put all of it away and the food would spoil before Jungkook could so much as look at it at this rate. Jimin had stepped in on that particular discussion, another fight flaring up about wasting food and the fact Jungkook couldn’t even eat half the stuff after he woke up.

Sumi had quietly snuck away from that and found herself in the dining room again. Yoongi had tucked the chair right up next to the table, a book in his hands as he read to Jungkook quietly, words she couldn’t quite make out in his rumbling voice. The sight had her relaxing, shoulders dropping.

As he read, Yoongi traced his thumb over Jungkook’s knuckles, holding his fingers loosely in his hand. She smiled a bit. It was funny how, despite her own feelings towards Jungkook, ones she thought would uproot some jealousy, she didn’t feel anything or the sort. Maybe she had had a crush on Jungkook, but he was an amazing person. He seemed to attract all kinds of people. And yet, now, after seeing him here with the others and seeing how the guys treat each other, she couldn’t imagine Jungkook anywhere else, not even with herself.

Her feelings for Jungkook were still strong, but not in the way they had been. Now, he was a friend. A best friend. Someone she would always hold dear to her. Quickly, Yoongi and Jimin were becoming the same. She had no doubt, spending a little more time with the others too and they’d all become precious people to her. Their group had a magnetism about it.

It was a strange mix of feeling like she would never be able to fully be a part of what they had, but never once had she felt excluded either. Like they were untouchable but still real, still people, still present in her life in a way that made her feel like she may not be apart of them but she was apart of something. Something equally important. Something equally good.

“Is it time to switch?” Yoongi’s voice pulled her from her thoughts and she focused her attention on him, shaking her head as she wandered over.

“Not yet. I just, Seokjin-ssi and Jimin-ssi are arguing again.”

Yoongi hummed and nodded, putting a bookmark into his book and closing it.

“Does this happen a lot?” Sumi frowned, still able to hear their raised voices in the kitchen.

“I wouldn’t say a lot. Sometimes.”

When he didn’t elaborate, Sumi looked at Jungkook. He had gotten some colour back to his skin and his fever had gone down a lot. It was too soon to tell if he was in the clear, but he certainly seemed better.

As glad as she was that she hadn’t seen the original carnage of her friend’s body, she almost wish she’d stayed when Jaeyong told her to leave. She understood why he had. To protect her of course. That’s just who he was. Maybe she would have handled it badly, and maybe she would have regretted seeing it, but she wanted to be strong for them.

“He looks better.”

Yoongi kept Jungkook’s hand in his, “He always looks good, he’s an enigma.”

Sumi didn’t get a chance to respond, their conversation interrupted by Jimin and Seokjin trailing out of the kitchen and into the dining room.

“If he wakes up soon he’s going to be starving! He can’t go much longer without food!”

“I know that! But all of that is going to go to waste and he’ll only be able to handle liquids!”

“Jaeyong-ssi told me he’d need protein and iron, that’s what I’m making.”

“Not right away! He needs water and maybe tea if he can stomach it.”

Sumi groaned and pressed her fingers to her temples. To say that hearing the constant bickering was getting old was an understatement.

“Can you guys be quiet or take it somewhere else?” Yoongi grumbled.

Seokjin looked at him, “You’re supposed to be giving him water!”

Yoongi rolled his eyes, “He’s going to drown at this rate.”

“Did you not hear what Jimin sai-”

“I heard what he said.”

“Then why aren’t you-”

“Enough!”

The room went silent and the three looked at Sumi with wide eyes, jumping at her outburst.

She huffed and glared at them. Her own nerves were already fried, she didn’t need to listen to useless arguing on top of it. “Enough. All of you. I’ve had it. Get the others down here.”

No one moved and she grit her teeth.

“Now.”

Jimin quickly shuffled to the doorway and poked his head out, “L-Loves! Family meeting!”

Sumi crossed her arms and waited for the others to file in, each one looking confused, opening their mouths to ask what was wrong once they noticed Jungkook was still unconscious but each time quickly getting silenced by Seokjin or Jimin shaking their heads quickly with wide eyes.

Jaeyong was the last to come in, opening his mouth but Sumi took the liberty of cutting him off.

“How old are you.” No one said anything, a few nervous glances were traded, obviously wondering if that was a rhetorical question. “I am so sick and tired of listening to you all constantly biting each others heads off.”

“Biting… what?” Taehyung mumbled in confusion, Yeontan panting away in his arms.

Hoseok leaned over to him nervously, not taking his eyes off her, “I think it means fighting.”

“Sumi-yah, we’re just trying to find distractions,” Seokjin tried only to snap his mouth closed when she glared at him.

“Jungkook is in a lot of pain and could wake up at any time and do you really want the first thing he hears to be you yelling at each other about food of all things? We’re all anxious! We’re all scared! That’s not an excuse to act like children.”

Namjoon took a step forward, “Sumi-yah you’re-”

“I’m not done.” She raised a finger towards him scoldingly and he halted, swallowing. “You, Namjoon-ssi, need to stop hiding in the library. You won’t find the answers in there. You’ve probably read those books a thousand times. If I catch you skipping another meal I’ll shove it down your throat myself.”

Namjoon paled, nodding quickly.

“And you!” She spun around and stormed up to Seokjin, jabbing a finger into his chest. “Stop cooking everything in the house! Be realistic, work with Jimin-ssi, we don’t know when Jungkook will wake up but I’m certain waiting an extra twenty minutes for you to make something for him isn’t going to kill him. He probably won’t even be hungry!”

“I don’t-” Seokjin started, only to yelp a bit when Sumi grabbed the front of his shirt in a fist and pulled him down to eye level with her, glaring.

“Interrupt me again. I dare you,” she said lowly.

Seokjin wisely kept his mouth closed, looking torn between being terrified and impressed.

Sumi released his shirt and snapped her gaze to Jimin who stiffened and quickly tried to hide behind Taehyung, who ducked out of the way, leaving him in the open. Jimin gapped at him, hissing out a quiet, “Traitor!”

“Jimin-ssi.”

“Y-yes?”

Sumi sighed, “You did a great job fixing up Jungkook-ssi. And I know that must have been hard especially because he’s someone you care about. But you need to realize that you’ve done what you could. So stop wasting materials and changing his bandages every time you look at him. He won’t heal that way. You might have your way of doing things here but it doesn’t work on Jungkook-ssi. Accept that. Listen to Jaeyong-ssi. Our practices might suck compared to yours but they work. There’s a reason we do them.”

Jimin winced and looked at the ground, bringing a hand up to rub his neck.

“Damn Sumi-yah, I haven’t seen you this angry in awhile,” Jaeyong joked, trying to lighten the mood. He stammered when she practically growled at him.

“Don’t even get me started on you mister. I appreciate the protection, I do. But stop treating me like I’m made of glass,” she recalled what Jungkook had said to her before. “I might not want to see blood and gore and the people I care about hurt, but there is no way I’m going to be the only one being babied when you’re all dealing with it. I chose to help Jungkook-oppa just like you did. I knew there were risks. Let me live with my choices.”

Sumi turned away from them and stepped back over to Jungkook, facing the group of thoroughly scolded men who looked very much like kids who were just placed in a time out.

“This goes for all of you. Get it together. None of this is helping. We might not know what to do about this monster Ki-jung, but we can damn well be figuring out how to get ready for the next time he shows up. Did you forget that Mr. Nam is in danger too? Or Scout-ah? Hell even Boseon-ah”

She waited, the room tense and quiet while they took in her words. They didn’t seem to know what to say or do. She knew they hadn’t forgotten. Of course they hadn’t. She just felt the need to remind them of the direness of the situation. They should be putting their efforts towards something rather then wasting their anxious energy arguing.

When no one spoke up after another moment, she gave a firm nod. “Good. You’re all wonderful and amazing and you’ve had a hard couple of days but for the love of all that it good in the world go and be productive or nothing is going to get better.”

They all hesitantly start to leave, moving out of the room dragging their feet. Sighing, she turned back towards Jungkook, Yoongi still sitting next to her, blinking at her with wide eyes, leaning away like she might come at him next. Shaking her head she took a few deep breathes to calm herself and leaned her hands on the table.

Just when she started feeling a bit bad for yelling at them, she heard a quiet sound that had her eyes snapping open. Yoongi’s chair scrapped along the floor knocked back with the speed at which he stood, leaning over Jungkook next to her, eyes locked on his face.

On his smile.

Jungkook was laughing.

Sumi’s mouth dropped and for a second she thought she might be hallucinating. No way was he awake. Awake and laughing of all things. It looked pained, stiff, the way his chest shuddered with the quiet snickering that slipped past his dry lips, but it was laughing. That was a smile.

“You-” His tongue darted out to lick his lips, head lulling to the side as he lazily opened his eyes. His voice was rough, but his words came out clearer then before. Less slurred. “You just told off a war general.”

Sumi paled, eyes widening.

Holy shit.

She did.

Wait- that wasn’t- Jungkook was awake.

Jungkook was awake!

The excitement and happiness hit her all at once and she stumbled away from the table, Yoongi quickly taking her spot as she flailed her arms, looking between Jungkook and the door that everyone just left through. “Wait- he’s- guys! He’s-! Come back! Guys!” She found herself yelling.


Hoseok wasn’t sure if he wanted to go back.

Sumi was terrifying when she was angry.

He was just happy that he hadn’t been on the receiving end. Namjoon was even pouting a little. He also made a mental note to let her name more plants if she wanted too. No sense getting on her bad side.

When he heard her calling for them to come back, they were barely halfway down the hall and he traded nervous looks with Taehyung and Namjoon. What made him turn around and go back was the startling difference in her tone. She sounded happy.

Nervously they poked their heads back into the room, Seokjin and Jimin peeking in from the living room.

“Are you going to yell at us more…?” Hoseok asked quietly.

It was Tannie that made the first move, squirming out of Taehyung’s arms and dropping to the floors, the little dog’s legs propelling it towards the table and with one big jump for such a tiny dog, it leapt right onto Jungkook’s stomach.

Hoseok and Taehyung froze for a second, mid step to run and grab the pup when Jungkook jerked, yelping in pain and Yoongi was very quickly scooping Tannie off of him.

They all ran to the table quickly, joining Yoongi next to Jungkook who’s eyes were open, face scrunched up in pain and eyes watering from his recent potato sized animal to the stomach.

“Kookie!”

“Bunny, love, you’re awake!”

“Fuck thank the Guardian.”

Jimin pressed the back of his hand to Jungkook’s forehead, his cheek, his neck, feeling how warm his skin was. Taehyung and Yoongi glanced at each other when Jungkook’s grimace faded and a small smile replaced it, eyes closing and leaning closer to the Fae’s touch.

Yoongi set Tannie down on the floor, only for him to patter over to Sumi who picked him up and pet him as she watched Jungkook.

“How are you feeling love?” Jimin asked, everyone having to hold themselves back from touching him, from hugging and kissing and holding him close. He was hurt still.

Jungkook scrunched his nose slightly, sniffing a bit and seeming to take stock of his body. His muscles twitched and flexed and they watched him flinch, feeling it like it was their own pain. “Sore. Thirsty.”

Taehyung wasted no time in grabbing the glass of water to the side and with Yoongi’s help to support his head, tipping the edge of the glass against his lips. Jungkook took small sips and they all waited patiently for him to finish, awestruck at seeing Jungkook awake, moving speaking and smiling.

“Jungkookie, do you remember what happened?” Hoseok asked gently, not pushing or prying, but they needed to know where his mind was at to know where to go from here. He was terrified of this answer. No matter what the answer was.

Yoongi lowered Jungkook’s head back onto the pillow gently and pulled his hands away, instead taking the cloth off his forehead and re-wetting it. Jungkook stared at the ceiling for a moment before humming. “I remember.”

Sumi and Jaeyong were standing off to the side, nearby enough to see Jungkook but giving them room. Hoseok was grateful. He didn’t think any one of them would be stepping out of this room for the time being.

Jungkook tipped his head to look at Seokjin then, eyes scanning over him tiredly, “You okay hyung?”

Seokjin let out a small fond laugh, reaching over to touch Jungkook’s leg, in between bandages. “I’m okay.”

Jungkook sucked in a slow breath of air and when his eyes fluttered, Hoseok thought he would pass out again, making him jump forward slightly to put a careful hand on his shoulder. Some small way to beg him to stay awake a little longer.

“You lost a lot of blood love,” Jimin said quietly, brow pinched and eyes damp.

“S’rry Minnie,” Jungkook looked at him, hand twitching like he wanted to lift it towards him. “I was right though.”

“Right about what?” Jimin frowned, thumb brushing the skin on his cheek carefully.

Jungkook smiled, “You make a really hot nurse.”

The sound that ripped itself out of Hoseok was something close to a laugh but was more of a sob. He bent over and leaned his forehead on the edge of the table, covering his mouth with his hands as tears fell rapidly down his cheeks. “You’re still you. You’re you. Fuck, Kookie, I was so-”

Terrified. So terrified that Jungkook would wake up and be a shell of himself. Would wake up and fear them, or no longer smile or flinch at quick movements. He’d seen what trauma like this did to people in the war. He’d lived some of it first hand. But Jungkook was smiling, joking, his eyes were bright, alive. He was alive.

A hand landed in his hair, gentle fingers combing through it as best as the bandages would allow. It made him cry harder. He lifted his head and captured that hand gently between his own, pressing kisses to his knuckles, his finger tips, any skin he could access. Jungkook hummed happily and it was a sound he wanted to hear over and over again.

Yoongi looked like he was about to cry too, but he was smiling. Taehyung looked nervous, worried still. Namjoon had a look of love so deep it reminded him of the day they’d formed their Set. Jimin was still fussing over Jungkook’s condition but with lighter movements then he had in days. And Seokjin, he wore a similar expression to Taehyung.

“Still me,” Jungkook confirmed. “Didn’t hurt, as much as the gem, actually.”

“That’s horrifying Jungkookie,” Yoongi said flatly, because, well it was, but it still made them laugh a bit in disbelief.

They all wanted to ask. The question was on their tongue. But Sumi, the voice of reason in the room, stepped forward and suggested they let Jungkook wake up a bit more before questioning him, maybe try some food, to which Seokjin left and returned with some soup within minutes. They all made themselves cozy around the table, everyone expect Taehyung pulling chairs in to sit close. Taehyung instead sat himself right on the table next to Jungkook, being so very careful not to hurt him.

They propped him up with pillows, sitting him up enough that he could eat or drink without choking. While Seokjin spoon fed him soup slowly, they filled him in on what had happened on their side. Telling him about Scout and the other runners. Hoseok though, noticed they left out the part where Jungkook was a gang boss.

“I’ll have to thank him properly,” Jungkook mumbled. His voice sounded almost normal, the soup surely helping to sooth the ache in it. Hoseok still didn’t let go of his hand.

They got more water into him and Jungkook listened to how they were now hiding out in the Galaxy for the time being.

“Is Mr. Nam alright?” Jungkook frowned.

“We think Ki-jung will contact him. But he’s keeping the café closed for the time being. He dropped Boseon-ah off with his mother,” Yoongi explained.

“The door isn’t there anymore either. We tested it the other day. It’s moved to a random field somewhere,” Jimin said.

Jungkook took in this information quietly.

“What… happened Kookie?” Taehyung asked hesitantly. They all held their breath, watching Jungkook’s expressions carefully.

His brow furrowed and Hoseok had half a mind to tell him not to worry about it, not to think about it. He held his tongue. They needed to know.

“I helped him bring the stuff he’d ordered to his car, he told me to put them in the backseat. He’d been… nice. Pleasant to talk to before. So I didn’t think twice about it.”

Seokjin tucked a strand of Jungkook’s hair behind his ear. It was getting long again. It looked nice, Hoseok noted.

“He’s a Siren, being charming is what he does,” Seokjin said softly.

Jungkook nodded a bit and sighed. “He grabbed me by the hair and forced him into the back. He’d pinned me down and closed the door before I could do anything. He was…” Jungkook cringed and shifted uncomfortably. “Touchy.”

Taehyung whimpered, moving forward on the table and swinging a leg over Jungkook’s hips, Hoseok reached forward to guide his leg down so he didn’t accidently hit his arm. “Careful Taetae,” he warned but did nothing to deter him from the action.

Jungkook seemed to melt against his touch when he sunk down and curled into Jungkook’s chest. He froze when Jungkook grunted slightly in pain, but before he could pull away, the boy was slinging an arm around his back to keep him close. His broken wrist made the hug a little awkward but Taehyung didn’t seem to mind, nosing against Jungkook’s neck.

“Love, how did he touch you?” Yoongi asked slowly.

Jungkook’s long beat of silence was nearly deafening, all of them hanging onto his words when he finally spoke, “He- not like- he didn’t rape me.”

The collective breathes that were released had them all sagging.

“He was just- creepy. Kept- kept caressing me like I was- like he wanted to feel my skin.”

Jaeyong, who was leaning against a wall beside them, scowled, “Fucking psychopath. What is wrong with this guy?”

“Everything,” Namjoon said flatly. “Jungkook if you don’t want to talk about this, you don’t have too.”

“I do.” The answer was quick, like he needed this, needed to get it out of his head.

They nodded, and Hoseok pressed another kiss to his fingers before he continued, his arm shifting up Taehyungs back slightly, pulling him even closer. Taehyung was clearly trying not to put his full weight on him but Jungkook wasn’t having it.

“I pulled out my knife but he broke my wrist and I dropped it. My magic it, it flared up. I almost…”

“You almost used it?” Namjoon asked quietly.

Jungkook swallowed and nodded. “He saw my eyes change. And, then he knocked me out. When I woke up I was strapped to a chair in that room.”

Seokjin, Hoseok and Taehyung all made faces at that, remembering that awful looking chair and the rough straps around his wrists.

“He threatened to go after Sumi-yah if I didn’t talk to him.”

Sumi straightened, eyes wide. “Me?”

Jungkook turned his head to look at her, “You are the only one he saw me interact with. I’m sorry Sumi-yah…”

The girl didn’t say anything, looking at the ground with a frown, hugging Tannie closer.

Jungkook swallowed and turned back to look at them, chin brushing over Taehyung’s hair. His sentences were slow, tired, and Hoseok had to remind himself that as wonderful as it was to see Jungkook smile, he was still sick, still weak.

“He asked if I was human. I told him I was. But he saw my eyes and he saw what happened in the alley. He had a man follow my brother. The one Ji-hun told us went to my parents house. He followed him to our meet up. That’s how he knew I knew Namjoon.”

Namjoon sat back and ran a hand through his hair, “Shit.”

“From there it’s not a far jump to assume you know Seokjin then too,” Hoseok frowned. “But why not go after Namjoon again if that were the case? Or Seokjin?”

“I asked him why. He said I belonged to him,” Jungkook’s expression pinched in disgust and Hoseok was right there with him, feeling his insides curl in a protective rage at that.

Taehyung took a long calming breath.

Namjoon followed his lead before asking, “What else did he say?”

Jungkook licked his lips and Hoseok kissed his hand again because he couldn’t kiss his lips right now. The boy gave him a light smile in return. “He asked about Jinnie-hyung, about what he looked like, said I would lead you to him like Joon-hyung and Yoongi-hyung did.”

The two in question flinched and Seokjin’s hands clenched in his lap.

“He mentioned a game between you. But he said the rolls were reversed. That you were trying to take something of his this time. I asked why he thought he owned me and he told me to ask…” Jungkook frowned, “To ask my grandfather.”

“Your grandfather?” Jimin frowned as well, looking at the others in confusion.

Hoseok made another mental note to follow that possible lead later. Once they had a plan of action. That could give them a lot more information. “Did he say anything else?”

Jungkook swallowed and Hoseok knew, this was the part he was dreading to hear about. All of it was horrible. But how he got all the cuts… how much it must have hurt… that thought made the tears return to his eyes. “No. Not really. He started cutting after that. Used my knife,” Jungkook continued his lip quivering, unaware of how they’d all paled. “He said he liked my voice so- so I made sure not to make sound.”

For the first time since he started speaking, since he woke up, Jungkook’s face crumbled and tears sprung to his eyes quickly. Taehyung and Seokjin gently worked together to wipe them away, whispering soothing words as sobs wracked through his hurt body. Hoseok could hear Sumi sniffling, but didn’t look over, didn’t look away from Jungkook and his lovers.

“H-He kept cutting an-d when I didn’t make noise, he punched ‘n-k-kicked me. I didn’t- it hurt but, but when he touched me it,” Jungkook whimpered, his hand wrapping tightly around Hoseok’s, arm pulling Taehyung close, uncaring for his injuries. Taehyung tried to push away a bit, concerned, but Jungkook wouldn’t let him. “It hu-rt so much worse. I didn’t want- didn’t like him touching me. He wasn’t, wasn’t my hyungs.”

Surprised looks were traded, and they all moved at once, touching Jungkook in some way, carefully of course, but firmly where they knew there were no injuries. Namjoon placed his hand on his shin, giving it a squeeze. Seokjin put a hand over his forehead, brushing back his bangs while Jimin laced his hand behind his neck, massaging the muscle there gently. Hoseok moved closer to the table, still holding his hand and hugging his arm to his chest. Yoongi placed a careful palm over his heart, solid and reassuring.

Jungkook shifted, trying to be closer to them all at once and Hoseok wished they could take him to the large bed upstairs and spend hours making him forget that bastards touch. They would. He’d make sure that it happened. But Jungkook had a lot of healing to do before then. In the meantime, this would have to suffice.

“We won’t ever let him touch you again bun. Our precious bunny,” Seokjin leaned forward and kissed him softly, mindful of his split lip. He pulled away and kissed him again, just a peck.

“Yours,” Jungkook sighs, eyes falling closed for a moment when he’s rewarded another kiss, pressing into it. Hoseok’s heart swelled and he nuzzled Jungkook’s hand.

There was a difference in the way Jungkook was theirs and the way Ki-jung thought Jungkook was his. With them, there was no ownership. They belonged to each other in everyway. But they didn’t own each other. They didn’t control or manipulate or prevent each other from being themselves. Hoseok gave himself to them willingly. Just as they gave themselves to him.

It didn’t signify or suggest property. It was unity.

They sat with him for awhile. Just sat there, let Jungkook rest and relax and settle into the safety they could provide for him, all of them lost amongst their thoughts. Just talking and crying seemed to exhaust him to near unconsciousness again. Seokjin would help him drink more water from time to time and Taehyung shifted to settle beside him rather then on top of him, giving his injuries a break from his weight.

Jimin was the first to speak up after some time of this.

“I think…” Jimin bit his lip and fiddled with his fingers. “I think I have an idea.”

Namjoon sat forward, “About what to do?”

The healer nodded slowly. “I want… I want to train. Now, and with Jungkookie once he’s better. But I want to learn how to fight properly too. Without my magic.”

Hoseok perked up, “That’s a great idea love. Seokjin and I can teach you.”

“Me too,” Taehyung chimed in. “I’ve always relied on my magic. But we’ll be limited if we fight in the human world. I want to learn too.”

Yoongi and Namjoon traded a subtle look before smiling a bit. “Then we’ll do that. We don’t go back to the human world until we’re strong enough and healed properly,” Namjoon gave Jungkook a pointed look and the boy smiled sheepishly. They all knew he would try to convince them he was more okay than he was. But hopefully he had learned not to push himself too much.

Jaeyong blinked and looked at Sumi with wide eyes, “That could take months. Jungkook’s healing alone will take a long time.”

Seokjin looked over to them sympathetically. “You don’t have to stay. We wouldn’t ask that of you. The door will take you where you need to go if you want to go back. I think it would be safer for you both here but we won’t stop you from going back. I can’t guarantee the door will let you back through if it deems it unsafe.”

Sumi chewed her lip and shifted. “My roommate is going to worry… and my parents.”

“I don’t really have anyone who’d miss me. I think I’ll stay. Ki-jung doesn’t know my face, so if you do need someone to go back and get supplies or check in, I can do that,” Jaeyong folded his arms across his chest.

Seokjin nodded, “Give it some thought.”

“I have to learn magic faster,” Jungkook spoke up, frowning. “I couldn’t risk using it because I was worried about hurting innocent people. If I had control I could have gotten out of there much sooner.”

“Kookie’s right, at this rate it will take him forever to learn the basics. And that’s just learning one type. Let alone possibly all of them,” Hoseok sighed.

Jimin made a small noise, a cross between a whine and a groan. “I have another idea… but you’re all going to really hate this one…”

“Honestly Minnie? Any idea right now is a good one,” Seokjin put a hand on his shoulder.

“We could ask Jiho for help…”

“…”

“…”

“Except that.”

Notes:

There we have it!
To Recap: Seokjin can't kill Ki-jung without running the risk of turning evil and losing himself entirely, Jungkook is sorta okay! Sorta. He's got a lot of healing to do (mentally and physically) but he's a strong boy. Annnndddd potentially a return of JIho?

Next Chapter: Jimin and Taehyung start training. Jungkook heals and the boys try to be there for him anyway they can.

Thank you for reading, you guys are always so nice and supportive and it means the world especially on days I'm feeling really pressured. Thank you so much. I love writing this and I wish I had time to write it more often. Sincerely, thank you everyone. Borahae!

Chapter 29: Let Go

Summary:

Taehyung and Jimin train, Jungkook tries to heal, and some more decisions need to be made.

Notes:

Hi! I'll keep this short, it's late and I'm super tired so I hope you enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They agreed that it was a bad idea.

Of course they had.

More surprising it was that it had been Jimin to suggest it, given his very obviously bad experience with Jiho.

Jungkook had been curious as to why he had been the one to bring it up, but he hadn’t gotten a chance to ask before the pull of sleep had lulled him away from his lovers once more.

The next time he woke up, it was the furthest thing from his mind.

There was a strange disconnect with reality, a strange sense of floating, like his body wasn’t being supported, like it was too light. His mind swam in this blissful lightness for only a moment before he slammed back down to earth so aggressively it had the air being forced from his lungs.

His heart pounded, trying to wake him fully, pumping adrenaline through his blood-lacking body and only making his head spin nauseatingly. He felt like he was being pulled in two directions. His head floating away and his body hurtling towards ground.

The pain hit him, the only thing stopping his thrashing (and realizing he’d been thrashing at all). His skin burned like his clothes were made of liquid fire, chest heaving to breathe through smoke that surely wasn’t there. His eyes watered, tears almost cool against his skin. That wasn’t right. His tears shouldn’t feel cool. Was he actually burning? Was the fire real?

Voices and hands were on him then, though he couldn’t make out the words he could hear the soothing tone. Loving. Kind. Worried. A voice he knew but couldn’t pinpoint. A face he knew but couldn’t name. The hands, the touch, they were like a dowse of water extinguishing the fire he was burning in. They held his shoulders down, firmly but with care, cold even through the fabric of his shirt.

Shirt? No, bandages. That’s right.

Jungkook sighed, body relaxing, mind slowing. He could breathe a bit easier, focus a little better. Enough to open his eyes a touch.

Ah, Minnie.

That’s right. Jimin was taking care of him. Ki-jung, the knife, touching (the awful touching), and then they saved him. Right. Right.

He hummed lowly, but it might have sounded more like a groan. His ears felt like they were full of cotton, Jimin’s voice was muffled and his words weren’t getting through. Was he speaking Korean? He should learn to speak their languages. If even a little.

Jimin wasn’t looking at him, talking to someone else in the room that Jungkook couldn’t see. He looked tired.

There was movement and Jungkook opened his eyes again, not having noticed ever closing them, to the feeling of a cool cloth on his forehead. Oh that was nice. More then nice, that felt amazing. He thinks a sigh left him, but could only really tell by the movement of his own chest dropping inward slightly.

Jimin’s hands moved off him for a moment, but not long enough for his panic to kick back in. He frowned when Jimin’s hand brushed his cheek, leaned into the touch like he’d never felt it before. Why was he panicking? He was home. He was safe. Jiminie wasn’t going anywhere. He was right here, right next to him.

Why was he scared?

He tried to open his mouth to ask but he felt a little too numb, a little too heavy to be making such movements. His tongue wouldn’t work, so he gave up, instead focusing on Jimin’s touch. Soft hands stroking his cheek slowly, calmly. Words he couldn’t make out, soothing and comforting. There was a strange pressure in his head, maybe a headache, but he couldn’t feel pain from it like the rest of his body.

It didn’t matter.

Jiminie was here. He would take care of him. He’d always taken care of him.

Always?

Jungkook doesn’t think that’s right.

He hadn’t known Jimin always.

So not always.

But if he’d known him always, he was sure Jiminie would take care of him always.

He wanted to be with them always.

Always, always, always.

Seven.

Always seven.

Seven?

Right?


Seokjin knew everyone was on edge since Jungkook’s fever had come back.

Jungkook had been fine for a day after he initially woke up. He’d gone back to sleep and they kept caring for him, more relaxed and reassured that he was alright. But then his fever seemed to come back during the night. Twice as bad as it had been. Even Yoongi, who had a dulled sensitivity to heat, had ripped his hand away from Jungkook like he’d been burned when he felt the boys clammy skin.

Jimin had rushed to dowse the boy in cool water, using his magic to keep his body submerged, Yoongi warming the water enough that it wouldn’t send the boys body into shock. They didn’t want to risk moving him just yet so they’d been forced to bring the bath to him.

It had helped to drop his temperature out of dangerous levels, but it was another few days before his fever broke. Jungkook was never really conscious for long during those days. A few times he’d be awake enough to eat something light, but he was delirious and Seokjin had to remind him to swallow with nearly every bite.

They took turns watching him, but Jimin remained close by, never leaving for very long, unless it was for his training with Taehyung. Only once did Namjoon manage to pull him away so the Fae could get some sleep. He had practically had to hold Jimin in bed with aggressive cuddles to keep him from checking on the boy every five minutes.

It was the third day that the fever broke, and the relief that washed over all of them was felt by the house itself as well. They’d all smiled fondly when the walls creaked and popped as if the house was settling in, breathing a heavy sigh.

Seokjin looked at the words on the pages of his book, not really seeing them, mind too occupied to comprehend the story he was trying to read. His eyes kept darting from the page, looking past the book to Jungkook, still laid across the dining room table. They’d been too worried for his injuries to attempt to move him until he was in the clear, but Jimin, who was changing Jungkook’s bandages currently, said they’d be able to move him to his bed today.

He was glad. The table looked extremely uncomfortable and Jungkook would hopefully rest better in his own bed.

Seokjin gave up trying to find the line he’d reread multiple times now and closed the book, setting it on the side of the table. He shifted to the edge of his chair and reached a hand forward to take Jungkook’s gently. “Is there anything I can help with love?”

Jimin smiled, looking exhausted. Seokjin knew it wasn’t the kind of exhaustion that could be helped with sleep. “Thank you, but I’m almost done. His injuries are healing well. Most of the cuts have closed up and shouldn’t scar.”

He didn’t miss the wording. Most of them. There would be some that would scar. Ones that would leave lasting damage. Memories. Seokjin brushed his thumb over Jungkook’s, tracing his knuckle and his fingers.

“How are the ones he reopened?”

Jimin finished the last bandage, double checking that it’s secure and not too tight. “They should be alright now. Jaeyong-ah fixed the stitches he pulled out, but he said it could have been worse.”

Worse. It could have been worse. That’s right. But that didn’t mean this was good in any way. Jungkook was lucid long enough to tell them what happened, he’d been so clear headed, joking around even. It scared him to think his condition could plummet so easily.

Seeing Jungkook laid out like this, vulnerable and pale and weak, had an old memory playing in his mind. He’d seen plenty of men in similar shape in the war. A time when healers and potions were precious resources and hard to come by, they’d lost a lot of men to injuries that could have been fixed with a simple potion had they had access to it.

But it wasn’t until he’d met Taehyung and Jimin that he had felt a similar helplessness to what he was feeling now. So useless against something that couldn’t be solved with a potion. The last time he’d faced something like this, something he could only fight with patience and hope, it had been Taehyung laying unconscious.

“Jinnie.”

Jimin’s soft voice drew his attention away from Jungkook’s hand to the understanding smile on the Fae’s face. Without saying anything else, Jimin finished moving the supplies off the table and walked around it, coming to rest in Seokjin’s lap.

He leaned back, letting go of Jungkook’s hand to give the healer room to sit, wrapping an arm around his waist.

“It reminds me about back then. I hate waiting like this,” Seokjin sighed.

Jimin hummed and gently ran his fingers through his hair, untangling the messy strands leisurely. “You said the same thing back then too.”

“Do you remember? When we first met?”

Jimin scoffs and smiles lightly, tugging at a lock of his hair as if to chastise him. Seokjin chuckled. “Of course I do,” Jimin shook his head. “Taehyungie and I talked about you for weeks after the first time you came to our shop. The four pretty soldiers.”

Seokjin leaned into Jimin’s touch when his fingers brushed his scalp, “Hoseok was the one to convince Yoongi we should come back.”

“Was he?” Jimin blinked at him. “I didn’t know that.”

“Yoongi was hesitant because he wanted to follow up on other leads, but it didn’t take a lot for him to agree. I think he wanted to see the two pretty Fae’s again,” he teased lightly.

Jimin giggled, relaxing into him, “We didn’t think you’d come back. The more often you did though, the harder it was to say goodbye each time you left.”

Seokjin watched Jimin’s smile fade, eyes drifting back to Jungkook sadly. He kissed his shoulder softly. “Are you feeling guilty again?”

Jimin took a breath, tilting his head to the side to rest his cheek on the top of Seokjin’s head, “No…”

“Very convincing love.”

He got a flick in the forehead for that.

“It’s not guilt. I know it’s not my fault. You guys won’t let me think like that.”

Seokjin hums, voice soft, understanding, “But some days it’s hard?”

“Some days it’s hard,” Jimin agrees. “I’ve been thinking of the past a lot lately. I think there’s… there’s a lot I still haven’t learned to let go of.”

Seokjin watched Jungkook but his mind was a million miles away. The past was a funny thing. People often said it comes back to haunt you, that you can’t outrun it. He finally understood the truth in that.

“Taehyung and I talked again,” Jimin mumbled absently, “About what happened then. How he would have killed me if you guys didn’t show up when you did. When you told us that you’d lose yourself if you killed Ki-jung it, it reminded us of then.”

Seokjin pressed his nose against Jimin’s collarbone and let his eyes drift closed, “It wouldn’t be like that if I fell. When Taehyung hurt you, he wasn’t there, wasn’t aware of it.”

“But you would be?”

“I would. And I wouldn’t care. I would kill you and not feel a thing,” he whispered and Jimin must have heard the pain in his voice because his arms pulled him a little bit closer.

“We wouldn’t run. Just like then, I couldn’t bring myself to run from him. I wouldn’t be able to run from you either. We would never leave you behind like that.”

“That’s what terrifies me Minnie. That’s why I can’t fall again.”

“We won’t let you. It won’t come to that,” Jimin pulled away enough to face him properly, a determined loving look in his eyes that shot straight to his heart. “You’ve already started training Tae and I. Jungkookie will learn magic. When we face Ki-jung, we’ll be stronger. Let us protect you this time. Okay?”

Seokjin didn’t say anything, only leaning forward to close the distance between them and kissing Jimin’s soft lips. He pulled away to search his eyes and gave him one more chaste kiss, making Jimin breath out gently.

They sat in silence for awhile, Jimin tracing patterns on Seokjin’s back with his fingers. Seokjin shifted to a more comfortable position, tucking Jimin’s head against his shoulder and leaning back. He tried to stay still, hopping that Jimin might drift to sleep if even for a little while. Sure enough, his fingers slowed to a stop and Seokjin felt his breathing even out.

He found himself humming quietly, a song he’d learned when he was a child, one his parents taught him. Thoughts of the past drifted through his mind, and unlike before, he allowed himself to think them. Holding Jimin close, keeping him safe, as he watched Jungkook, he let himself think about his family before. Before the war, before earth, before Ki-jung.

Dahlia’s features had long since become blurred in his memories. He couldn’t remember her clearly anymore. Had no hope of remembering the sound of her voice. She was more of a feeling now. That loving feeling he’d never felt before her. Happiness. Caring. Warmth.

His eyes drifted towards the living room, to the Smeraldo’s around the picture frame of their Set. He’d have to tell them one day. One day soon. Tell them that they weren’t his first Set. That he’d failed his family before them. He’d have to tell them that he never could quite let go.

He wished he’d gotten to have a painting down of them. Something to remember them by. Though he supposed the Smeraldo was more then he could ask for. More then he deserved to ask for. He wondered sometimes if Jungkook new how precious those frozen moments on his phone were. The days he got bored and wandered the house to take frozen moments of all of them, trying to catch them off guard.

Seokjin new Hoseok and Namjoon had spent a whole night going through Jungkook’s phone in the weeks that he was dead, after Taehyung had shown them the video. He could probably quote that video word for word with how many times he’d heard it played.

He wished he had that for Dahlia. For Miruel and Safel.

Pressure built behind his eyes. He’d let his mind wander too far. Too freely.

“Hyung…”

The whisper would have gone overlooked had there been any other sound in the room besides Jimin’s light breathing but it caught his attention immediately. He looked over at Jungkook again, letting out a breath when he met the boys eyes, open tiredly, head turned to the side watching him.

Seokjin sat up a bit, making a move to wake Jimin but stopped when Jungkook shook his head carefully, mumbling softly, “I’m okay, let him sleep.”

Seokjin often wondered if Jungkook was supposed to have been born an angel instead. Smiling gently at his lover, he carded his hand through Jimin’s hair to settle him again. Jimin let out a breath and snuggled closer.

“How are you feeling bun?” He kept his voice low, matching Jungkook’s.

“Heavy, but okay. Was I sick?”

Seokjin hummed and nodded, “You had a very bad fever. It broke yesterday evening. Can I get you anything?”

Jungkook frowned, blinking his eyes as if to clear his vision. When he opened them again, Seokjin almost cried. There they were, the big doe eyes that had stolen his heart the moment he’d seen them. The eyes that looked up at him from the path, crouched in front of the flowers that meant so much to him, looking at them with all the care that they deserved without even knowing.

The eyes that looked at the world like nothing cruel could ever happen in it.

He wasn’t naive. Far from it. He knew Jungkook was more then aware of the harsh reality of life. Knew he wasn’t innocent. All the more incredible it was that their Jungkookie could still see things in such an innocent way. All the more incredible that he was still kind when the world had been only harsh towards him.

Jungkook shook his head, and Seokjin had to remind himself of the question he’d asked. “How long have I been asleep?”

“You’ve been in and out of consciousness for almost five days now. Do you remember much?”

Whining a bit, Jungkook frowned deeply, looking at the ceiling, “No… only a little. I remember feeling really hot. And…” his voice dropped lower, mumbling something that sounded like ‘seven’ but Seokjin couldn’t be sure.

“Sorry?”

“Mmm never mind,” Jungkook looked back at him, looking over Jimin. “He okay?”

“Just tired. It’s been a long couple of days love. We’ve missed you.”

“I’m… sorry. I didn’t mean to worry you all again.”

The guilt on Jungkook’s face nearly broke his heart. There was no way he was about to let Jungkook blame himself for any of this. Seokjin made a mental note to bring up the problem of self-blaming at the next family meeting.

“We’ll always worry about you, you should get used to it bunny,” he teased lightly.

That got a bit of a smile of out the boy. “I like it,” he admitted.

“You like that we worry?” Seokjin raised a brow.

Jungkook hummed a confirmation, “Means you care.”

Seokjin recalled when Jungkook had found them. The way he was always so taken aback by their affection, always hesitant to accept help when it was offered. Like he kept expecting them to stab him in the back when it was turned. He understood the reasons for those actions now. But to see how much he’d let them in since then, how much he trusted them now, it warmed his heart in such a pleasant way.

“Did you forget that we do? I can wake Minnie, I’m sure he’ll be quick to remind you.”

“No, no,” Jungkook giggled and Seokjin’s heart almost burst. “I didn’t forget. I… I think it’s why I was able to stay calm,” his voice sobered slightly, becoming tentative. His thumb brushed over the ring that Jimin had slipped back on his finger. “I never doubted that you were coming for me. I just didn’t know when.”

Seokjin’s brow pinched, lips pressing together. He’d had faith in them. It was something that maybe he should’ve been able to assume by this point, after everything they’d been through together. But to hear it was different. To have the reassurance that Jungkook did trust them, even in such a terrifying, dire situation, made him wonder why they were still courting the boy.

Why hadn’t they made him a part of their Set yet?

“Jungkookie, how are… how are you really feeling?”

He knew by the way that Jungkook’s expression changed that the boy understood what he was asking. How was he doing? Not his body, they knew the shape his body was in, but him. Jungkook. Was Jungkook okay.

“I’m… not sure yet. I think so, but I don’t think it’s hit me yet.”

Seokjin was quiet for a moment. Gently, so very carefully, he hooked his arms around Jimin and moved to stand. Jimin whined softly, wrapping his arms around him to support himself while Seokjin carried him to the living room. There he laid him on the couch, crouching as he tucked a blanket over the Fae and kissed his cheek.

“Get some sleep love, I’ll wake you in a little bit,” he whispered, getting a hum in return as Jimin pulled the blanket under his chin cutely. Smiling, he leaned over to kiss his forehead before going back to the dining room.

Jungkook was looking at the ceiling again, lost in thought. Seokjin lifted a leg and sat down on the table next to his hip, taking Jungkook’s hand in his and lifting it to his lap. The way Jungkook’s body suddenly relaxed took him aback for a moment, finding himself with all of Jungkook’s attention. The boy’s hand tightened around his, fingers feeling the skin of his palm.

“Are you okay hyung?” Jungkook asked.

Seokjin gave the question as much thought as he knew it deserved but his silence seemed to be enough of an answer when Jungkook took his hand and brought it over to his chest, pressing Seokjin’s palm flat over the bandages there. Instead of saying what Jungkook already knew, he gave him a careful smile.

Jungkook scrunched his nose at that, moving Seokjin’s hand up his chest to the side of his neck where he turned his head to press his lips against his palm. He wasn’t sure who it comforted more in the moment.

“Can you, help me sit up?” Jungkook asked, giving him little time to decide before he already started moving. Seokjin rushed to support him, giving him a chastising look that Jungkook only smiled at before wincing in pain.

It killed him to see his lover in such pain. They’d seen Jungkook hurt before, they’d been terrified learning how to take care of him while he was sick, but this was a level of hurt that they never would have wanted him to go through. The way his chest shuddered through each breath, the way his hands shook and muscles tensed, it made him as livid as it did concerned. Jungkook should never have been in the hands of Ki-jung.

He’d willingly lose himself to the Fall if it meant keeping his Set away from him if he knew that he wouldn’t become a bigger danger to them.

“Hyung?”

Seokjin glanced up to his eyes while he shifted the pillows to help keep him sitting up. “What can I do love?”

Jungkook swallowed, in a way that almost seemed nervous, which made him frown. What could he be nervous about? He was safe and protected here. He never wanted Jungkook to feel any reason to be nervous around them. Around him.

“Kiss?”

The way he asked was like that of a shy child that wasn’t sure if they’d get yelled at for speaking up. It was terribly endearing. Seokjin search his eyes before lifting his hands to cup his face, watching Jungkook practically sink into his touch.

Jungkook had always been pliant and welcoming to their touches, always so responsive and beautiful when they gave him their attention. Seokjin knew he liked the attention, liked when they treated him gently. He would find this wonderful and so impossibly cute if the reaction didn’t stem from such an awful source.

The gasp that left Jungkook when he finally kissed him had him tensing. Not because he thought he’d hurt him, but because of the want that shot through his body. He wanted to touch Jungkook, to remind him that he was there’s, to make him feel as loved as he deserved to feel. And damn if it wasn’t hard to keep the kiss gentle.

Especially with how Jungkook pressed into him, drank the kiss up like he was desperate for it. His hands found Seokjin’s shirt and he grabbed it, pulling him closer, whining into his mouth.

Seokjin pulled away for only a brief second to drop his hands to Jungkook’s waist but he didn’t let him go for long, stealing another kiss, this one deeper, less controlled. The worry and panic and fear of the last few days dissolved into a frantic urge to be close, to touch, to feel every part of Jungkook because he wanted to commit him to memory over and over and over again.

Jungkook seemed to feel the same, body shifting to try and crawl onto Seokjin’s lap, legs only making it part way through the motion before he was pulling away with a pained gasp. Seokjin froze, hands lifting off of him instinctively trying not to hurt him more, but Jungkook was suddenly frantic in a more fearful way.

“Don’t- Don’t let go, hyung please.”

The panting in his breath, the way his hands scrambled over Seokjin’s chest and shoulders, the way he begged to be touched, had Seokjin going nearly mad. But he couldn’t ignore his pain, couldn’t let Jungkook hurt himself, so when he touched him again, he put his hands on his cheeks.

“I won’t let go, you’re okay bunny. I promise I won’t. But I need you to lie back down or you’ll hurt yourself alright? Can you do that for me?”

The way Jungkook didn’t even question it, moving before he’d even finished asking, had him breathless and cursing the fact that he couldn’t ravish the boy like he so clearly wanted.

“Good, bun, so good. That’s it,” he encouraged softly, helping him lay back down and not letting the distance between them grow, getting onto the table and straddling one knee on either side of Jungkook like Taehyung had days ago. He kept his hands on his cheeks and when Jungkook had settled on his back once more, breathing out a slightly uncomfortable huff, Seokjin kissed him again.

When his kisses trailed away from his mouth, Jungkook let out the softest, sweetest whine. Seokjin knew that once Jungkook was healed enough, he’d be lucky to get a day without being jumped by one of them.

As Seokjin peppered kiss over his cheeks, he didn’t avoid the cuts and bruises. He kissed them too, brushing his lips over the marks as if what Jungkook said about kisses healing were true. They couldn’t pretend it didn’t happen. That Jungkook wasn’t hurt by a man he should’ve killed a long time ago. That the marks and scars left on his body after this weren’t going to haunt Jungkook.

Instead, he focused on those spots, kissed his collarbones and shoulders over the bandages despite wanting to touch his skin. It would be hard for Jungkook to feel the light touches through the material but judging by the way Jungkook’s chest shook with silent tears, he understood what it meant.

No one could do anything to him that would make them love him any less. No one could take him from them in that way. He was theirs, scars and all.

“Jinnie-hyung,” Jungkook breathed, voice shaking. “Mark?”

Seokjin pulled away long enough to see Jungkook’s tongue dart out to wet his lips, lingering on the healing cut there for a moment. Who was he to refuse? Humming lowly, he trailed kisses along his chest until he reached his neck. Starting softly, he kissed and licked a spot of skin there, urged on by Jungkook’s mewling moans and hands that couldn’t seem to touch him enough. The splint on his wrist made motion difficult in his hand but he still tried as hard as he might.

When he finally sucked on the soft skin, biting ever so gently, the sound Jungkook made had him grabbing the edge of the table above them to keep from grabbing the beautiful boy and possibly hurting him. He licked the spot, soothing the red skin before pulling away to admire it. This was the only bruising he liked to see on his lover, ones done out of love, pleasure, consent.

Jungkook’s eyes were glossy, full of tears, and Seokjin didn’t hesitate to catch the next one that fell from the corner of his eye with his thumb, stroking his temple lovingly. There wasn’t anything he could say. There weren’t any apologizes or reassurances that would mean everything he needed it to. But Jungkook didn’t seem to want that. Didn’t seem to mind the quiet. Despite his tears and the slight quiver of his lip, the corners of his mouth turned up.

“More?”

Seokjin almost laughed, shaking his head in awe of the boy under him, “You’re spoiled bunny.”

Jungkook sniffled and grinned, twitching at the pull of the cuts on his face, “You like spoiling me.”

He certainly wasn’t wrong there.


Taehyung knew Sumi had been right to yell at them. Everything she had said was true. They needed to stop sitting around sulking and get to work doing something productive.

For Taehyung, that was training.

Hoseok and Seokjin both agreed to help him and Jimin train to be better at hand to hand. The only rule was that they were not allowed to use their magic. The rule seemed simple enough at first, but it turned out to be quiet the difficult task to avoid using something he’d been doing his whole life.

Most of the times a rain cloud appeared overhead, or a strike of lightning would hit somewhere in the arena, it was a complete accident. A few times he’d used his speed while practicing with Hoseok and he was scolded for that. It was hard though. His body did it so naturally it was difficult to keep it restrained.

“If you use up too much energy in the human world, you might not have your magic when you need it most and you put yourself at risk of draining. If you have to use your speed during hand to hand, do it. But be smart about it,” Hoseok had said to him.

They’d had lessons everyday since they discussed it with Jungkook. They skipped one day when Jungkook’s fever had gotten very bad in order to watch over their lover and make sure he pulled through. Which he did. Of course he did, he’s Jungkook.

The day before, Jungkook had woken up and stayed awake for a few hours, long enough for them to help him get upstairs to his own bed. Taehyung was especially happy to have him off the dining room table because the bed had enough room to cuddle up next to the human without hurting him.

Jimin had told them that they needed to keep rotating watch, having one or two of them in the room at a time. He wasn’t concerned about Jungkook’s life on the line, but there was still the concern for his mental state. On top of that, Jungkook wanted the physical contact, which none of them would ever think to deny him. After the scare they’d had, they were all more then willing to give it. (Though Jimin did warn them about not adding to the bruises while his body was healing, giving a very pointed look towards Seokjin.)

Namjoon and Yoongi were with Jungkook at the moment, giving him some food and water. He’d been awake most of the day, taking frequent but short naps. He seemed to have more energy back. A little more colour back in his skin.

“I wanted to try something different today,” Hoseok said, pulling his thoughts away from the cozy trio in the house. He’d snuggle later, right now he needed to focus. Something like this couldn’t happen again. It wouldn’t.

Jimin, who was standing next to him, looked at the dragon curiously, tilting his head. Taehyung was glad to see Jimin looking more awake as well. He’d had to go a few days without sleep, which was stretching it even for a Fae. Now he seemed to be sleeping better knowing that Jungkook would be okay. They all were.

“Like what Hobi?” Jimin asked.

Taehyung was curious. It’d only been a few days of training, and while they picked things up quickly, they weren’t that quick. He wondered if it was a good idea to switch up their usual practice. Hoseok hadn’t even pulled out the practice dummies for them. They’d been using them until they learned how to keep their balance and maneuver their bodies.

Taehyung wasn’t knew to fighting, just not this kind. When he was an assassin, his tactics were based around stealth and magic. Only once had he been instructed to use a ‘human weapon’ and that had been at Jimin’s Setting ceremony. Obviously that hadn’t exactly worked out.

Hoseok looked around the arena, arms crossed over his chest, “I thought it might be better for you two to spar instead of sparring me or Jinnie.”

“You know I can’t fight him,” Taehyung pursed his lips, more confused then upset by the suggestion.

Hoseok nodded, finally looking at them, “That’s why I think you need to learn how to.”

“But I won’t need to fight him, I’ll be fighting humans right?” He frowned.

Jimin seemed almost equally as confused, “I don’t see how us fighting each other is any different then fighting you. Wouldn’t it be better to fight you since you know what you’re doing?”

“It’s not about knowing what you’re doing,” Hoseok hesitated before letting his words out in a huff. “Look, you guys never get in physical fights with each other. Not since Tae’s curse.”

They both cringed and Taehyung couldn’t help glancing at Jimin, only to find him doing the same. He wasn’t wrong. They might have verbally fought since then, but never physically. Each of the others sparred with each other, took fights to the arena when necessary, but they never did. Taehyung didn’t really see a problem with that. Wasn’t it better not to punch each other in the face?

“I’m pretty sure that’s a good thing isn’t it?” Jimin voiced, mirroring his own thoughts.

“Most of the time, yes. But, if we put you on a field of humans, you’re going to have disadvantages you aren’t used too. One of those potentially being no protection spell. It raises the risk of you not only being hurt by humans but also by us and our magic if we’re using it. Which means there’s a chance you could hurt each other,” Hoseok explained.

Taehyung blinked, eyes wide at the thought. He… hadn’t considered that. They’d all fought together sure, namely the time when a war almost broke out between the Selkies and Mermaids spurred on by an organized group looking to cause trouble. But because of their protection spells, they could use their magic freely without risk to each other.

If they were against humans, they all needed to be much more aware of each other and their magic. Now that Jungkook was a factor too, they had to be extra careful of his magic and the way it effected them.

Looking at Jimin, he frowned. Would he be able to bring himself to hurt him? Even just for the sake of sparring? Last time he’d almost…

“I know it’s not going to be easy, especially for you Tae,” Hoseok said, looking at him with understanding. Taehyung looked at the ground. “But we can’t have you blank out on us in the middle of a fight because you accidently hurt Minnie. I’m not asking you to hurt each other of course, just a sparring match, but you can’t hesitate or pull punches.”

“I’m… I’m okay with it if you are Taetae,” Jimin spoke up, smiling gently. Taehyung gave him a nervous look and his lover reached over to brush a hand down his arm, catching his fingers loosely with his own. “I want us to let it go. When need to let it go. I don’t blame you. And you don’t blame me right?”

“No, of course not. You know that.”

Jimin nodded, “I do. So let’s try this okay? I trust you.”

Taehyung took a slow breath and nodded. This would be fine. He would be fine. He kept reminding himself of that while Hoseok coached them through stances and got them to throw a few slow punches at each other, talking through how to dodge or how to tell the persons next move by how their weight shifted or muscles tensed.

None of the punches held any power behind them, and they never made contact anyway. On top of that they had their protection spells on, so the hits wouldn’t hurt. These things helped keep him calm, reminded him that he was in full control of himself. He was awake and aware and his body was doing everything he told it too.

The first hour of their lesson went well.

It wasn’t until Hoseok stepped back to watch them practice, a proper fight, no magic, that Taehyung felt the memories rolling to the front of his mind. The distraction of it allowed Jimin to land a few good hits, enough to knock him down but he was quick to get back to his feet. It didn’t hurt, just felt like a dulled pressure.

“Come on Tae,” Hoseok encouraged from the side, voice somewhere between stern and determined. A soldiers voice. It shouldn’t have sounded as attractive as it did but he had half a mind to ask him to order him around more.

Taehyung focused.

The first few hits he landed made his heart jump into his throat, but he was quick to calm down when Jimin sent him a beaming smile. He couldn’t help grinning in return as he dodged a kick, laughing at the ridiculousness of it. Jimin seemed proud of him for hitting him. The situation was so odd.

It was the moment Taehyung got the upper hand, sending Jimin to the ground, watching him hit the ground near his feet, that he felt his heart stop and skin go cold.

Jimin was bleeding.

He was bleeding, and gasping for air, choking.

No, it was a nightmare. It wasn’t real. Just like the rest.

But he couldn’t tell anymore. He couldn’t tell what was real anymore.

He was begging, pleading with him to stop, to wake up. He wanted to, but this Jimin wasn’t real was he? He was just like the other one.

“I’m okay. Taetae, listen to my voice. I’m okay. You’re awake.”

No he wasn’t.

Was he?

Jimin was hurt.

But no, no that wasn’t right. Jimin was right in front of him. Hands on his cheeks, Warm.

Real.

Okay.

Okay… real. This was real. He was awake, Jimin wasn’t hurt, he was in the arena. Hoseok was there too, standing next to them but not crowding. Jimin kissed his cheek, his nose, his forehead. Real touches. He was safe, Jimin was okay.

He sighed and drew in a deep breath, wrapping his arms around Jimin’s waist.

“You with me love?”

“Mmm,” Taehyung hummed. It was never easy pulling himself off the edge of those thoughts. He was proud of himself for keeping it from going too far this time. From letting them devour him like they so often did.

“You did so good Tae,” Hoseok stepped over to them and hooked a hand around the back of his neck, sliding his fingers into the hair at his nap and leaning over to kiss him gently. Taehyung relaxed even further at the attention. “Let’s take it slow. That was really good.”

“I think that’s enough for today right?” Jimin looked at Hoseok who smiled and nodded. “What would you like to do Taehyungie? Do you want to talk about it?”

Taehyung smiled lightly. They always talked about it. Always. But sometimes they waited a bit, let the thoughts settle before dragging through them. Now that he’d narrowly avoided an attack, Taehyung understood Hoseok’s concern. Had this been an actual fight, he’d be dead. He couldn’t afford to do this. But if they could work through it… lessen the attacks or figure out a way to stop them entirely… he wanted that. He really wanted that.

“Later,” he answered, pressing his nose into Jimin’s cheek and smiling at the little giggle he let out. “I want to cuddle with Kookie.”

Hoseok snickered, “Take a shower first, we’re all gross.”

Taehyung nodded in agreement and made a point of jumping on Hoseok’s back as they walked back towards the house. The dragon didn’t even bat an eye at the action, only smiling fondly and hooking his hands under his thighs to keep him up.

“Hey Hobi? I was thinking… about our protection spells.”

Hoseok did raise a brow at that, looking over his shoulder at him. Jimin walked next to them, looking curious as well. “What about them?”

“What if we stopped using them?” Taehyung said hesitantly, playing with the collar of Hoseok’s shirt.

He’d been thinking about it on and off since Jungkook showed up, but hadn’t given it any real thought until after Yoongi and Jungkook’s fight. The idea of not using protection spells wasn’t foreign of course. They had to reapply the spell every morning, it was just apart of their routine at this point. It was just the safer option, and why wouldn’t they do it? Why risk getting hurt at all? Jungkook helped him understand the need for pain sometimes. He showed them that pain could be good if done properly. Taehyung had thought that, maybe a little bit of pain would help him keep in check with reality. Would help the attacks when he struggled to tell what was real. Nothing intense, just a pinch, like Jungkook had done before, just that moment of clarity.

“I can’t say I haven’t thought about it,” Hoseok hummed, surprising him a bit. “But is now a good time to be letting our guards down?”

“Would we be letting our guards down? I think I’d be even more alert if I didn’t have it,” Jimin mused. “I mean, we could always try it for a little bit. Or even just at home.”

Taehyung nodded. Only at home, where they knew they were safe.

Even with Sumi and Jaeyong in the house now, both having been set up in rooms upstairs for their stay with them, Taehyung felt safe enough around them not to worry. He trusted them.

“It might make training harder at first, but we should learn how to take a punch,” Hoseok said, “Let’s ask the others if they’re okay with this.”

Taehyung nuzzled against the back of his neck, breathing in his familiar scent. Real. This was real.


Jungkook stared at the creatures eyes.

It stared back.

He stuck his tongue out.

It licked its nose.

He sniffled.

It panted.

Slowly, ever so slowly, Jungkook lifted a finger.

Tannie didn’t move, panting away where he laid on his chest.

Boop.

Jungkook snickered when the little dog stopped panting, tongue disappearing back into his mouth for a moment as if he’d hit an off switch.

Alright so Jungkook was bored out of his mind.

The minor entertainment he’d found in the puppy was the only thing keeping him sane and not disobeying Jimin’s direct orders to stay in bed and rest.

He’d been resting. He was tired of resting.

There was only so long someone could lay in bed and Jungkook had reached that point three days ago.

“No.”

Jungkook pursed his lips and glanced towards Yoongi who was folding Jungkook’s clean clothes and putting them away in his dresser and closet.

“I didn’t even say anything.”

“I can hear you thinking about getting up.”

“Hyuuuuuung,” Jungkook whined. “I’m so bored. I miss walking around the house.”

“Kooooookie,” Yoongi mimicked with a straight face, not even looking his way as he hung up a black tshirt. “I don’t care. You’re not better yet.”

Jungkook grumbled, knowing he was right but still wanting to do something. His body still hurt, and he really wished he’d picked up some pain killers or something the last time they were out. The deeper cuts on his torso were still closing up, but most of the other cuts had healed, allowing Jimin to cut back on the amount of bandage he needed. He looked a bit less like a mummy now. His wrist was what would likely take the longest to heal. It had been a bad break and he was glad he was unconscious when they reset it.

“What if you carry me?”

“Why would I do that? That sounds like more work for me.”

“Because I’m going to die of boredom soon and you’d be saving my life?”

“Human’s can’t die of boredom Kookie.”

“Hyung.”

“No,” Yoongi huffed, pausing to look at one of Jungkook’s shirts a little longer then the others. He’d place a bet on seeing the phoenix wearing that exact shirt later.

“Hyungie.”

Yoongi very nearly dropped the shirt, eyes snapping over to Jungkook who gave him the most innocent look he could muster, lip sticking out slightly in a pout and eyes wide. Yoongi narrowed his eyes at him suspiciously. “That’s not going to work brat.”

“Fine…” Jungkook sighed, pretending to give up. “Can I have a kiss?”

Shaking his head, Yoongi plopped the shirt down with the rest of the unfolded clothes in the basket and wandered over to him, putting his hands on the edge of the bed to lean over and press a quick kiss on his cheek. When he turned to walk away again, grumbling about spoiled brats, Jungkook quickly sat up, nearly launching Tannie off his chest and latching his arms around his waist.

Yoongi tensed but Jungkook knew it was out of surprise and the fact that a pained sound managed to escape him at his own quick movement. The way they phoenix twisted in his arms to hook his own arms around him and try to get him to lay back down made him smile despite the frown on his lovers face.

“Idiot, do you want to reopen your stitches? Don’t move like that,” Yoongi chastised.

“I want a proper kiss,” Jungkook complained, unable to make the complaint sound real though because of the grin on his face.

Yoongi gave him an unamused look.

He pursed his lips.

Yoongi sighed and rolled his eyes.

Jungkook laughed against his mouth when he leaned down to kiss him, making a point of nipping his lip gently because he knew it drove the phoenix mad. Sure enough he groan in frustration, slipping his tongue into Jungkook’s mouth. The kiss wasn’t heated or rushed. Yoongi kissed like he did everything else. Calm and collected. Jungkook saw it as a challenge to find what made the phoenix absolutely lose his mind.

Though he was sure he was getting to that point with all of them. Given that they couldn’t do much because of his injuries despite how much Jungkook’s body craved their touches, they were struggling with holding themselves back.

Of course his teasing wasn’t helping.

Yoongi pulled away first, actually having to grab Jungkook’s jaw lightly to keep him from following his lips as he leaned back. His lips were damp and a pretty red and Jungkook wanted to taste them again, but Yoongi only smirked and shook his head silently.

Jungkook flopped his head against his chest and groaned in frustration. His skin though, was loving the contact with the phoenix, tingling pleasantly everywhere they touched.

He’d be lying if he said he was totally fine. He wasn’t. Fear would rock through him unexpectedly, the pain would be too much some days, the memory of his hands touching him had nearly made him throw up the day before, but he was alive. He was alive and safe and back where he belonged.

For now that would do.

“I was thinking,” Jungkook started, sighing as Yoongi worked some tangles out of his hair with his fingers.

“Uh oh.”

Jungkook nipped at his collar bone, and Yoongi pulled his hair a bit in return, nearly pulling a groan from him.

“About what?” Yoongi asked, keeping them on topic.

“About Jiho-ssi.”

Yoongi’s hands paused and Jungkook looked up at him. He didn’t looked impressed.

“I think we should ask for his help.”

The older sighed roughly, “What is with you and Jiminie? Why do you think he’d be any help? He’s betrayed you once, we can’t trust him.”

Jungkook had given it a lot of thought. He’d really only been able to lay there and think so he’d thought this through in depth. Jiho might not be trustworthy, but the Guardian was. He had faith that the Guardian would know if Jiho was worth the effort it put into keeping him safe.

“Jiho created the gem. He’ll be the most knowledgeable about my type of magic right? He might even know how to teach me to control it. If I’m going to learn this fast, I’m going to need help,” he explained.

“And you’re seriously comfortable with him being the one to help? You’re basically giving him what he wants. A chance to study you.”

“I know… but… honestly hyung, after talking to Ki-jung? Jiho-ssi doesn’t seem nearly as awful. At least I understood him. Ki-jung is just… a monster,” Jungkook’s voice tapered off, becoming weak as he shivered. Yoongi’s arms tightened around him, hands running over whatever visible skin he could find.

“I wish I’d been there… I’m wish you’d never had to go through that,” Yoongi said quietly.

Jungkook was inclined to agree. He wished that they hadn’t experienced the war, or that they hadn’t had to be stuck with Ki-jung for months. He’d barely made it through a few hours with his sanity in check.

“I need to be strong to help you beat him. I want you guys to live knowing he can’t hurt anyone else. If I have to get Jiho-ssi’s help for that I’m willing.”

Yoongi thought about it for a long quiet moment before sighing. “I’ll mention it to the others again. But until you can be up and moving around, we aren’t making any game plans. Focus on getting better bun.”

Jungkook smiled and nodded, almost purring at the kisses he received before Yoongi went back to folding laundry.

He just hoped that getting better didn’t take too much longer.

Notes:

Recap:
Jungkookie is doing his best to move forward, Seokjin is thinking about the past again, as are Taehyung and Jimin who are working to move through their own struggles. And Jungkook is on board with the idea of getting Jiho's help cause he looks like a shrimp next to Ki-jung's threat.

Next Chapter: Jungkook gets spoiled more, Jaeyong and Taehyung go see an old friend, Sumi has some doubts about her choices, and Seokjin reminisces.

Thanks for being patient, this is the longest gap between updates I think I've had, but I overbooked myself this week so I'm trying to keep up. Next week will be calmer and the chapter will be a bit more active. Thanks for reading everyone!

Chapter 30: Hiccups

Summary:

Sumi doubts, Jungkook is looking for distractions, and Namjoon is concerned about these 'hiccups'.

Notes:

Hello! Not dead! Hi! Okay so this is a week late, and if you follow me on twitter you'll know I was travelling and I had some complications involving lack of internet and technology not cooperating so sadly this got delayed. But I'm back and I'll keep this short so you can read. I apologize for the wait!

Side note: Do to reorganizing events, the summary last chapter for this one is a bit off, Taehyung and Jaeyong don't go to see a friend just yet.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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It did.

It took forever.

Healing was worse then going through the torture.

Jungkook was so sick of laying around and taking it easy that on a random morning of the second week, when Seokjin suggested he start trying to practice magic again, he very nearly knocked his chair across the room with how quickly he’d jumped up.

His hyungs were quick to get him to calm down, and of course they had a lot of conditions involving how much he should do and if it gets too hard to take it easy etcetera, but he could finally do something. And that? That was worth almost spilling food on himself for.

The topic of getting help from Jiho came up again when Jungkook had stepped back into the arena for the first time since his less then pleasant meeting with Ki-jung. It didn’t really strike them how long it really might take for Jungkook to be at a level with his magic that he wouldn’t blow up another street until they’d all gathered in the arena for his first lesson back.

It was rough. To say the least.

When Jungkook was able to release the magic, which wasn’t quite as hard as the first time to his relief, he struggled to control it, or he’d find that another type would shove its way through and take the forefront.

Taehyung had tried to show him how to create a rain cloud, only to get caught in a tornado when air magic decided it felt neglected. It tore up nearly half the arena before Jungkook was able to get some semblance of control and make it stop.

So yeah. They decided he needed all the help he could get.

Going to Jiho became plan B. Plan A was Taehyung’s idea. They could teach him their magic as they had been doing, because despite the struggle of it, it was working. He was finding himself getting better. It was just hard to silence the other magic always rolling around in the background.

Euphoria certainly wasn’t being much help. The… world? Entity? Creature? Seemed agitated for a reason that even Jungkook couldn’t place. It left him with a turmoil of feelings that did little to ease the struggle of coping with his newfound quirks.

Regardless, plan A was to seek the help of Theana.

The very same Theana that a small drop of Jungkook’s blood had nearly blown up her and her shop. The same one who told him she wanted nothing to do with him.

For obvious reasons, Jungkook was skeptical about her actually being willing to help. But Taehyung seemed to think that he’d be able to convince her. She would be a lot of help though, especially since Jimin told them she had a negative affinity. It would take some pressure off on the side of magic that they couldn’t do much about.

He wasn’t about to protest. The faster they could get him to a semi capable level, the faster he could get back and check on Nam. To make sure the other runners were okay. It was a constant worry in the back of his mind, and the more time that passed, the more hope he lost. They couldn’t afford to take months away without Ki-jung making some kind of move.

He might have already done something.

It terrified him to think about what he could have done to Nam. The only reassurance he had was that Nam used to work closely with him, which, may or may not give him some credibility with the man. Maybe he wouldn’t kill him on the spot.

Jungkook could tell it was on Jaeyong and Sumi’s minds too. The more days went by the more antsy they got. He could see it in Sumi more, the anxiousness, but it was present in the way Jaeyong trained with them daily. Even if it was just taking out some aggression on the practice dummies.

As for his hyungs…

They were strangely not as protective as he thought they would be.

They were caring and loving and certainly didn’t pull away from affection when he sought it out, but it wasn’t the desperate closeness that Taehyung or Seokjin had shown when he was still bed ridden.

It irked him.

Not so much the lack of attention that he thought he’d get (though the pouty part of him would say otherwise), but not knowing why they were ‘distancing’ themselves.

He liked to think he knew his hyungs well enough by now. Knew that they loved him and each other to bits. So why draw away? It wasn’t that the desperation wasn’t there. He could tell they wanted to be close to him in the way they shuffled closer before seeming to think better of it.

Hell, he wanted them close. Wanted the affection. Wanted them to throw him against a wall and ravish him until he forgot his own damn name.

It was three days after Jimin had declared him fit to practice magic again, that he’d finally had enough.

It was time to take drastic measures.


“Kookie? Did Tannie steal your socks again? I promise I’ll get them back once I figure out where he keeps hiding them,” Taehyung reassured as he trailed behind Jungkook in the hall, the puppy in question cradled in his arms. At this point Jungkook was sure that the dog was carried more often than he used his own legs.

Jungkook shook his head, a little jealous. He was more out of breath from taking the stairs then he should have been. This didn’t escape Jimin’s notice as the Fae made a point of holding his arm as they walked towards his room. His ribs still hurt, depending on the way he twisted, and his wrist was still very much broken, but it didn’t hurt much unless he jostled it.

As for the cuts, well, the stitches had been taken out, and they’d come a long way in the two weeks. His only concern with this plan was that Jimin would veto it on account that he really probably shouldn’t be doing anything too strenuous yet.

And boy did he plan to tonight.

He guided a confused Jimin and Taehyung into his room and closed the door being him, turning to look at them. “I have a plan.”

Taehyung and Jimin traded a curious look before looking at him with intrigue.

“We’re listening,” Jimin squinted teasingly.

“You guys have been avoiding me,” he decided to start. He hated beating around the bush on simple problems that could be solved by talking. That was why it bothered him so much when they thought they couldn’t come to him or be upfront about their reasons for it. He didn’t say it as an accusation, he was only stating a fact. Though by the shocked looks on Jimin and Taehyung’s faces, they took it another way.

Jungkook found his space crowded in a matter of seconds by both the Fae’s as they talked over each other in a mess of words he couldn’t understand. Shaking his head, he quickly put his hands out, resting them on their shoulders to calm them enough to talk. One was a calming grip, the other was an attempted pat with his wrapped wrist.

“I don’t mean emotionally, or even physically really,” he paused knowing how confusing that might sound. “I mean, it feels like you’re all holding back.”

Taehyung set Yeontan on the ground, letting the pup scamper around the room for a moment before settling at Jungkook’s feet. “We just don’t want to hurt you. You’re not healed yet.”

Jungkook slid his tongue along the inside of his teeth because of course the reason was something so simple and maybe he should have guessed that but hearing it was still so sweet and adorable that he couldn’t help the way his heart warmed.

On the other side, the thought of all his hyungs wanting to ruin him but having to hold back made a different kind of heat flood his system. Something more primal, sharper with a delicious taste. He didn’t think twice about stepping closer to Taehyung, glad that Tannie scuttled away to avoid being stepped on.

“How long can you hold back for?” He said lowly, feeling that heat flare at the way Taehyung’s eyes sharpened, focus becoming so pointed on him that Jungkook could practically feel it on his skin. Licking over him tantalizingly.

“Jungkookie,” Jimin warned, but even he couldn’t hide the way his breathing became lower. Heavier. “Your injuries aren’t healed yet.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook breathed, stepping so close to Taehyung that his mouth hovered just by his ear, but he didn’t touch him. Taehyung tensed and Jungkook glanced down when he saw his hands twitch at his side. “I guess you can’t touch then.”

The whine that ripped out of Taehyung’s mouth nearly had Jungkook caving, wanting to swallow down that sound and pull more out of him in any way he could. His own body was screaming at him, his mind begging to touch, to get rid of the memories of another man’s hands on him. The urge almost had him collapsing against Taehyung because even through the weeks he’d been back, the touches didn’t feel like enough. A teasing dose of a drug he desperately needed.

But he wouldn’t use them. He refused. Not for this. He wanted sex with them, of course, but he would have it because he wanted it. They wanted it. Not because Ki-jung had traumatized him.

So they’d have to make the first move.

And Jungkook knew just how to get them to crack.

“Sweetheart,” he hummed, not moving or looking away from Taehyung. He caught Jimin perking up out of the corner of his eye, noticed how he sunk his teeth into his lip and bit back a groan of frustration. “I think it’s time to wear our new pretty outfits.”

Jimin did groan at that, tipping his head back and exposing his neck so beautifully that Jungkook almost grabbed onto Taehyung to keep from going over and biting at it, marking it. Making him his.

“The others are going to…” Taehyung breathed, and closed his eyes as if playing the scene out. He turned his head to the side, lips parting, looking for Jungkook’s own. Jungkook lifted his hand, pressing two fingers against his lips. Taehyung lifted his hands to try and grab his shirt but Jungkook pulled his hand away.

“No touching. Not until the hyungs see us.”

Taehyung dropped his hands quickly, and Jungkook leaned back in, rewarding him with a kiss on his cheek as his fingers found his mouth again, sliding past his soft lips and pressing against his warm wet tongue.

“Good boy,” he smirked.

“Oh fuck Jungkook,” Jimin squirmed, voice overlaying Taehyung’s deep moan. Jungkook watched his lashes flutter, felt his tongue lick his fingers, throat bobbing as he sucked on the digits.

“Tonight, after dinner. Get the others to the big room,” Jungkook swallowed the groan that threatened to come up when Taehyung met his gaze, chocolate eyes dark with want. For the first time with him, Jungkook felt like the control wasn’t in his hands. Felt his submissive side stirring up inside of him, wanting to push Taehyung until he dominated him in anyway he pleased. It was a strange dynamic switch but certainly not unwelcomed.

“I’ve got Hobi,” Jimin hurried over to Jungkook’s closet where they’d hidden the outfits in the back. “I’m wearing mine now. I want to be confident in it. I’ll hide it under my clothes.”

Jungkook and Taehyung both looked over at him, his fingers popping out of Taehyung’s mouth with a sound that shot right down below his stomach. He hadn’t necessarily thought about hiding the outfits and wearing them around the house but the thought of the three of them keeping it secret until later was too good to pass up.

The game of keeping it hidden was as alluring as the thought of getting caught. He almost wanted one of his hyungs to catch a glimpse of the lingerie under their normal clothes, wanted to see the way their eyes darkened and became lust filled with so much want they would put the thought of hurting him behind them.

He wanted to see Jimin and Taehyung in the outfits too, but he also wanted it to be a surprise. Saying as much, they all went to change in separate rooms. It was better this way. Jungkook wouldn’t be able to hold back if they hadn’t.

Taehyung had decided to take on Seokjin and Namjoon, which left Jungkook to get Yoongi to the room after dinner that night. Until then, they would go about their normal day as if they weren’t wearing the most scandalous thing Jungkook had ever owned.

To say there was a few secretive glances and hot looks traded was an understatement. If they were struggling to hold back before, Jungkook knew this would be enough to break through their last resolve.


It had been two weeks.

Two weeks since Sumi had last been home. Since she’d last seen her roommate and best friend Chin-su. Since she’d last gone to school.

Since she’d left her life behind.

Could you leave a life behind? Was it even possible to do that? She was still living, still doing things, so she supposed those were poorly chosen words. She hadn’t left her life anywhere, her life was wherever she was.

She had just opened a door.

A door that led her in a direction she never would have thought she’d taken. A new route, an opportunity for… something.

That didn’t mean she hadn’t left people behind. Responsibilities. Dreams. Ideas of a life that she had hoped to lead.

What if her parents called? What if Chin-su reported her missing despite the last text she’d sent? She’d tried to explain without explaining, which was never an easy thing, that she wasn’t in danger (she honestly didn’t know if she was or not) and that she would come home as soon as she could but she knew the vagueness of it would leave a lot of questions.

Sumi stepped out of the greenhouse, shifting the basket of vegetables under her arm as she pulled the door closed behind her. Hoseok had been a great help in finding everything she needed to gather for Seokjin, though the dragon was strangely insistent on reminding her that she was allowed to name any new species she liked.

Half of the names on the list Seokjin gave her she’d never even heard of. It was strange how easy it was to forget she was in a different world until she ran across odd things like the purple speckled pumpkin-like vegetable in the basket.

Sumi couldn’t say she regretted her choice. Though she felt as if she was living in some kind of dream. This fact only supported by the bright purple sky above her as she walked back towards the house. It was just… doubt. She was worried of the consequences. What would happen when she finally went back? What would she find there? Would she even be able to graduate after disappearing for so long?

Looking behind her towards the arena at the sound of a particularly loud bang followed by shouting, she smiled a bit. The arena had been incredibly busy the last couple weeks. She’d been over to watch Jimin and Taehyung training a few times, finding it really interesting. The use of their magic came so naturally to them but never failed to amaze her every time. It was incredible to think that there was a force that could control elements that humans still couldn’t fully manipulate.

The guys had all been training a lot in the weeks since they’d been there. It had at first taken her aback at how much they were working, the times she’d heard them still moving about the house in the middle of the night had her wondering if they ever slept at all. Didn’t they get exhausted?

She supposed that it spoke volumes to how dangerous this Ki-jung man was.

She’d seen what he did to Jungkook, seen the injuries while Jimin and Jaeyong had changed his bandages. The fact Jungkook could smile after that was nothing short of heartbreaking. What else had he gone through to have the mental strength to handle such a horrifying situation. To handle torture and still be relatively sound.

Relatively of course.

Even now, as she stepped back into the house through the kitchen door and sat the vegetables on the counter, she could hear Jungkook laughing in the dining room. She stopped to listen for a moment, taking in the sound and finding herself smiling wider upon hearing it. Jungkook had a laugh that was genuine. One that was the embodiment of what it meant to feel happiness.

Stepping over to the dining room entrance she giggled a bit as she took in the sight of Jungkook and Namjoon. The immortal was sitting at the head of the table with Jungkook in his lap, a bowl of soup in front of them. Jungkook seemed to be making it incredibly difficult for Namjoon to try and feed him.

She watched Jungkook take the spoon from him with his good hand and turn it around, shoving it in Namjoon’s mouth to silence a protest. Namjoon blinked in surprise before his expression dropped to something more deadpanned, raising an unimpressed brow at a highly amused Jungkook.

“I can still use my arms hyung,” the younger laughed as Namjoon pulled the spoon out of his mouth.

“Then use them to eat, Jinnie made sure there was a lot of nutrients in the soup he’d be upset to find out you didn’t eat it while it was still warm,” the look in Namjoon’s eyes was one of pride when Jungkook genuinely pouted at that. Sumi briefly wondered if he was upset at the idea of Seokjin being upset, or at the suggestion that he wouldn’t eat. Either way, Jungkook took the spoon back and dipped it in the bowl.

He looked better. His skin had more colour to it now, more skin hidden only by a loose shirt rather than tightly wound bandages. Most of his cuts had healed, and some had scarred. Even some of the smaller ones, but the ones that required stitches were still not quite gone yet. His wrist and his ribs would take the longest.

She watched his hand shake slightly as he lifted the spoon to his mouth. He was moving about the house just fine, though he didn’t have his full motion back. Sumi could tell by how he walked that he still ached something fierce in his ribs. He also got tired quicker than what he was used too. Jungkook seemed to get annoyed at that sometimes, especially when the others would insist on him taking a quick nap.

Sumi didn’t know how he did it. She would have been so overwhelmed with all the love and care from the six men, it was a wonder how he kept up with it all.

Then again, he returned it equally, so she supposed it was just how they were.

A little sound and a slight jerk from the other had her blinking in concern, echoing Namjoon’s frown as he put a hand on Jungkook’s side.

“Are you okay? Are your ribs hurting?”

Jungkook swallowed his mouthful of soup and shook his head, “Sorry, hiccups.”

Sumi laughed a bit, finally catching Jungkook and Namjoon’s attention. Caught in the act of eavesdropping, she returned their kind smiles with a sheepish one of her own before stepping into the room.

“Do you need us to scare you Jungkook-ssi?” She asked, leaning against the table near them.

Namjoon frowned more and looked between them, though Sumi couldn’t begin to puzzle out the source of his apparent confusion.

Jungkook gave her a teasing look, “Not oppa anymore?”

Blushing fiercely, Sumi stammered, “What? When did- I didn’t-”

“When you were yelling at everyone, you called me oppa,” her friend grinned. “I was wondering when you would, it’s kind of weird that you still address me formally. I was going to start complaining like Jaeyong-hyung.”

Sumi covered her mouth as if she could someone stop a slip up from weeks ago. She was really hoping he wouldn’t hear that, solely because she hadn’t asked if it was okay to call him that. “I wasn’t sure if it’d be okay,” she laughed a bit.

Jungkook hiccupped, his body jerking slightly as the cute sound forced its way out of him. Namjoon looked at him with wide eyes, scanning over his body like he could find the cause of the sound. Jungkook continued on as if it hadn’t happened.

“I’d prefer it actually. We’re friends.”

Sumi smiled. Yeah. It was moments like these that she forgot about her worries and doubts. Jungkook had a weird way of making everything clear with a few words. It seemed simple when he said it. They were friends. She was helping a friend.

“Why do you,” Jungkook interrupted himself with another hiccup, “Why do you still address hyung formally?”

Sumi hummed and grinned, folding her arms, “Cause it bothers him.”

Snickering, Jungkook looked as if he was going to respond but Namjoon’s hand grasped his chin and turned him to face him instead. There was a worried frown on his face as he turned Jungkook’s head side to side.

“Hyung?” Jungkook questioned, but made no move to pull away.

Sumi blushed a bit at how easily they touched each other. She thought she’d be used to it by now, especially in a house full of very affectionate guys who were always practically on top of each other (and literally on occasion… that was a very awkward encounter with Jimin and Taehyung). The guys hadn’t exactly gotten used to Sumi and Jaeyong being in the house all the time apparently.

Another hiccup and suddenly Namjoon was pulling Jungkook’s mouth open and trying to look at the back of his throat. Sumi stared in astonishment as he stuck a finger in his mouth, between his teeth to hold his jaw down. “Why are you making that sound? Are you doing that on purpose?”

Jungkook made a sound that was close to surprised but was distorted by the hand in his mouth. Getting a mischievous look in his eye, he closed his mouth around Namjoon’s finger and bit down, only hard enough to have the man tugging his hand back. “Do you not get hiccups?”

Namjoon tilted his head, “Hiccups? Is it a sickness?”

The genuine worry melted Sumi’s heart at the same time almost made her burst out laughing. They really didn’t get hiccups?

Jungkook cooed and kissed Namjoon’s cheek, smiling as yet another hiccup jerked through him, “I’m fine, I probably just ate too fast or something. Hiccups are…” he paused, looking upwards in thought.

Deciding to help out, Sumi chipped in, “Oh, I looked them up before because I was curious. It’s apparently when our diaphragms decide they want to randomly contract.”

Jungkook hummed, “That’s weird, I didn’t know that.”

“What?”

They both looked at Namjoon who was starting at them like they suddenly developed a third eye.

“You know, your diaphragm, the thing that helps you breath? I think? I got a really bad grade in biology…” Sumi rubbed her arm awkwardly.

“It helps you- you- what. What do you mean it decides to randomly contract?” Namjoon’s eyes shot to Jungkook when he hiccupped again. “Does that hurt? Are you having trouble breathing?”

“No, no hyung, trust me. It’s harmless.”

“What causes it? Was it a result of your injuries?”

Jungkook shook his head, smiling with all the patience in the world as Namjoon tried to wrap his mind around this concept that Sumi herself hadn’t given much consideration. Hiccups were extremely odd now that she thought about it.

“Nope, they’re random. I don’t really know what causes them.”

“Random. Like, just whenever it wants.”

“Yeah, pretty much.”

“You’re telling me a vital organ just unexplainably spasms and you’re not concerned by this?”

“Well it’s just a bit annoying. Cause I-” Jungkook let out a little ‘hic’ sound and lifted a hand as if to say ‘see?’.

“Annoy-” Namjoon let out a long breath, letting his head slump forward onto Jungkook’s shoulder. “Annoying he says. It’s annoying that an organ just stops functioning properly. Minor inconvenience,” he grumbled.

Sumi giggled and met Jungkook’s eyes, he gave her an amused look even while his hand brushed through Namjoon’s hair.

Jungkook talked to them as he finished his food, eating all of it and pointedly showing Namjoon that he was done. Namjoon kisses him gently and Sumi found the surface of the table quite interesting for those few seconds.

After cleaning up, Jungkook asked if he could talk to her for a bit. Maybe it was the way he asked or maybe Namjoon was just busy with something else, but the immortal seemed to know this was a private conversation and made himself scarce.

Jungkook led them to the study, which, Sumi was sure had been a longer walk when she’d gotten the initial tour of the home. But only two turns and she found them at the doors to it, making her frown in confusion. She didn’t wander the house very often in her time there, sticking to the simple path she knew to the main living areas and her bedroom.

Seeing her confusion, Jungkook smiled at her. “The house changes,” he offered by way of explanation. Fondly, he pressed his palm to the door frame before opening the door to the study. “It’s been helping me out since walking can be tiring.”

“That’s nice of… it?” She hesitated to say, unsure of the right term, taking in the beautiful study once more. So many books. Two floors worth. What she wouldn’t give to have the time to read all of them. She looked back at Jungkook as he headed towards the couches. He did look tired. His shoulders slouching inwards slightly and his muscles tense.

Jungkook winced as he moved to sit on the couch, and instinctively she reached out to help him. The moment her hands touched his arm, Jungkook flinched violently, ripping away from her hands and sucking in a sharp breath that had her gasping as well.

It was painfully silent.

Sumi could only look at him with wide eyes as Jungkook seemed to realize his own action, his brow pinching and face becoming pained for a reason so much more then physical. Jungkook’s hand came up to his own arm, rubbing the skin she had touched as if she’d punched him. She pulled her hands tight against her sternum.

“Sorry…” Jungkook whispered, looking at the ground.

It was so quiet she almost missed it. So full of guilt and doubt that she felt her chest ache and wanted to give him a hug if she knew he would accept it.

“It’s okay,” she said quietly, sitting next to him on the couch, close enough to be supportive but giving him the space to avoid accidently touching again. “It’s okay. Is it… is it because of him?”

Jungkook had told them that Ki-jung’s touching had been worse than the knife that carved into him. That fact alone disturbed her to her very core. Made her skin feel clammy and chilled. They all hadn’t realized the effect of it, or the severity of it, until Jaeyong had reached out to steady Jungkook when he was first trying to walk around on his own again.

Jungkook had nearly clocked him. He’d reacted so quickly that Jaeyong hadn’t realized what was wrong, instinctively trying to keep Jungkook upright rather then letting him go. It only made his reaction worse and before they knew it, he was screaming and thrashing. He’d only calmed down once Jimin had pulled him away and wrapped him in a hug, Jungkook dissolving into a fit of sobbing.

It had been horrible to watch, and the thoughts she’d had about this somehow not effecting her friend as much as she thought it should had went out the window completely.

Jungkook let his hands rest in his lap as he leaned back on the couch, relaxing into it with a weary sigh.

“No, I don’t think so,” he admitted, surprising her. He turned his head and held up his hand towards her. “Can I hold your hand?”

The question startled her and she frowned at the offered hand, meeting his eyes again, “Are you sure?”

“I need to get over it. It won’t be as bad if I’m expecting it. I trust you.”

It meant a lot to hear it said. Especially when she had so much worry about trusting herself. Gently, slowly, giving him time to adjust, she took Jungkook’s hand. He tensed a bit at first, only until he realized he was and then he forced himself to relax. She could almost see him reminding himself that she wouldn’t hurt him. It killed her inside.

“How did you do it?” She found herself asking. Maybe because she was so amazed by his understanding of himself. Maybe because the last time they’d talked like this, he’d been so insecure and unsure, and while she still saw some of that, he was clearly not letting it beat him. Not giving in to it. Maybe because she admired him so much.

Jungkook hummed questioningly, looking away from their hands, “Do what?”

“Adjust,” she frowned, turning herself sideways a bit to face him properly. “To all of this. The Galaxy, and magic, and…”

“Leaving your life behind?”

The understanding in his voice had her throat feeling constricted. She nodded.

Jungkook smiled sadly and faced the ceiling, resting his head on the back of the couch. “I didn’t have much keeping me there.”

“But, you said you went to college. What about your friends? Family?”

“My family and I weren’t on speaking terms anymore. When my brother sought me out at the café was the first time in a few years we’ve spoken. School was… a harder decision. I really liked my course and I had a dream of working in film.”

“And you just walked away?” Sumi tried to think about doing that with engineering. To give up all the hard work she’d put in up until now. She didn’t want that. But isn’t that what she’d essentially done? Thrown away all that work by ditching school? What about tuition? What would her parents say if she flunked out? They’d be so disappointed in her.

“My dream changed when I met them. I still really enjoy videography, but it’s not what I want to dedicate my life to anymore.”

They were both quiet for awhile. Sumi didn’t know what to say. How to express her feelings properly. She didn’t have that change of dream. She wanted to help her friend, she still did, of course she did. But how much was she willing to sacrifice to do that?

People made it seem easy, to give up a lot to help someone else. To sacrifice a few dollars to pay for someone’s meal, to take a slightly longer walk home to make sure someone got to the bus stop safe, to lose sleep helping someone through a hard time. Those things she wouldn’t even question doing. Of course someone mattered more then sleep, or money or time.

In the bluntest of ways, she supposed the question she needed to answer was if Jungkook and the others were worth more then her life. More than her future.

The easy answer was yes, of course. Of course they were. They were wonderful people. Friends she never thought she’d have.

She wanted both. She wanted to help them without losing anything.

But she knew that wasn’t reality. That wasn’t how life worked.

“Sumi-yah… you know, you don’t have to stay right?”

Sumi paused at that. She did know that. Jungkook had told her that from the beginning. He’d even tried to warn them that helping him would change their lives. There would be a risk. She hadn’t doubted then. Hadn’t even thought twice about all that she could lose, and maybe it was because she hadn’t known the extent of what she was getting into. But she thought that there was more to it.

“I know. You’ve got them. I know you’d be okay if I left,” Sumi said honestly.

Jungkook’s expression fell and he sat up carefully, wincing, “That’s not what I- I don’t want you to leave, I-“

Sumi quickly waved her free hand before placing it over his, “I didn’t mean for it to sound like I think you don’t need me or want me here, that came out more self-deprecating then I’d meant it too,” she said sheepishly. “It’s true though. You have all the support you could need from them. That’s… that’s why I want to stick around.”

She wasn’t sure how to put it into words that would make sense. She was choosing to stay in Jungkook’s life because she cared about him

Jungkook had told her he was hesitant to tell them because he wanted to leave the choice up to them. He didn’t want the choice taken away from them.

“How did you meet them? What really happened?” Sumi asked, finding her mind muddled and maybe it wasn’t a great idea to add more information to the mess but she wanted to know. She felt like so many pieces were missing to their story.

Jungkook chuckled and smiled at her, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.

From there he told her about his life. About working to pay for school, about his friend. He told her about the door, and how it just appeared one night. How it followed him and how he was attacked by a creature, a Sorrow (it sounded terrifying). When he started talking about the gem and how they discovered it and how he’d been involved with Ki-jung’s gang before, she almost started crying. She did cry when he told her how he died. How he created Euphoria to save the others.

It made a lot of sense, the way they all overreacted to seeing Jungkook hurt in small ways. She’d thought that it was strange when they’d freaked out so much to Jungkook’s injuries when he and Namjoon came back hurt. Especially while Namjoon was clearly in worse shape.

But Namjoon they knew would be okay. Potions were a wonderful thing, she was learning.

They’d already lost Jungkook once.

By all human rules and logic, he shouldn’t still be alive. You only got one chance at life. YOLO and all that. Maybe that was her concern. Wasting the time she had.

Was it a waste if she was happy though?

Was she happy here?

The answer came in the form of Jimin slamming open the door to the study, startling both of them as he stormed over with a shout of, “An ORGAN stopped functioning?!”

Sumi looked at Jungkook, who looked at her with a wide grin and she couldn’t stop the laughter bubbling out of her.

While her and Jungkook clutched their stomachs and laughed harder than she had in years while Jimin tried to lecture Jungkook on telling him about serious issues like this, she thought, yes. Yes she was happy. And that simple thought silenced her concerns and worries about the future.


The tapping on the table was growing increasingly irritating. If Nam didn’t know any better, he’d think Ki-jung just had a nervous habit. But he knew Ki-jung. He knew the man didn’t have any ticks or quirks or incessant twitches that were often pet peeves for others.

He did it on purpose. Always testing people’s patience. Daring them to snap. To say something.

It would only take one toe out of line for him to kill without hesitation.

On occasion, not even that.

Nam had been in the room when Ki-jung had killed a man because he was blinking too often.

Ki-jung’s personality was best described as controlled chaos. Nothing he did was random or without reason, no matter how out of place the action seemed at the time, he was usually thinking four steps ahead.

Nam wisely chose not to say anything about the man’s fingernails tapping away on the café’s table.

“You know, I have to hand it to you, thinking to keep an eye on the boy by hiring him? Very clever,” Ki-jung smiled, crossing one leg over the other and leaning back in his seat. The two burly men behind him stood ominously silent, an air of professionalism that had Nam feeling nostalgic.

Nam almost felt the need to sit up straighter, to fix the messy button up he was wearing, or to maybe actually look a little fearful. But he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He could see the outcome of this meeting the moment Ki-jung showed up in front of his house, only to drag him back to the café (which had been closed for the better part of a week and a half). For ‘coffee’ he’d said.

Nam didn’t know many people who needed two armed guards for a casual coffee.

He was going to die today. He was sure of it.

“I’m retired,” he said flatly because fuck it, if he was going out anyway then what did it matter. “You know I knew nothing about the deal.”

Ki-jung raised a brow and smirked, “You’re telling me it’s coincidence then? My treasure just so happened to wander to your door?”

Nam tried not to shiver at the choice of words. Jungkook was too good to be referred to in such a disturbing way. Especially from someone who meant it in a literal sense, not as an endearing term.

“Seems so.”

Ki-jung hummed and leaned his elbows on the table, folding his arms, “See, that’s hard to believe, but you’ve always been humble. Never wanted to take credit for your work. Always so shy about compliments.”

“With how you like to thank fate for your meeting the angel, I’m surprised you find this hard to believe,” Nam said careful, words measured. The men behind him were carried pistols on their sides. Standard ones. He’d be able to disarm one, but not before the other shot him. Assuming he could even get up from the table at all. The chances were slim with the butter knife sitting so close to Ki-jung.

It felt wrong referring to Seokjin by his species.

Ki-jung tipped his head back and chuckled, a light airy sound, “Fate is another thing entirely. But it’s an interesting thought. Perhaps lady fate has given me another chance to get this right.”

Something strange settled in his eyes then, and Nam felt the air grow cold around them.

“You know about the deal now don’t you?” The topic change was abrupt and a little jarring.

Nam gave a small tilt of his head, “Jungkook-ah for the company’s prosperity. I assume.”

“Clever,” Ki-jung complimented as if to prove his earlier point, watching Nam closely, “So you know he belongs to me.”

When Nam worked for him, he was not allowed the luxury of asking questions. He did what he was told without hesitation or delay. Now, with his eyes drifting to the hip of the man closest to him where he knew a weapon was hidden, he reminded himself that it might be his last chance to know. To know what the madness was for. The strange choices and moves.

“Why that deal? What did the company matter to you?”

Ki-jung lazily picked up the butterknife and tapped it against the edge of the table, pausing to listen to the metal ring before he answered, “At the time it was a possible opportunity. The old man had this big oh-so passionate dream to help people, so I thought I’d help him.”

“Out of the kindness of your heart I’m sure,” Nam scoffed, only to nearly swallow his tongue as Ki-jung’s eyes flicked away from the knife to meet his. He couldn’t pinpoint what had changed in them, but the playfulness was gone now. Now he was looking at the man he new to have built an underground empire on his own.

“Passionate people are the most dangerous. And humans,” Ki-jung clicked his tongue, “They’ve got more passion than any species I’ve known. It’s littered throughout their history. People who were passionate and moved mountains. Created. Destroyed. Loved. Passion is the greatest tool there is, and the humans who find it, master it.”

“And the ones that don’t?”

“Spend their lives looking,” Ki-jung hummed, tapping the knife again to hear the ring. “Sad isn’t it? The ones you have to watch, are the ones that find passion. Nothing will get in their way, so there’s no point in trying. It’s better to tag along and reap the rewards.”

Nam frowned, “You’re planning to use the Wings Network as a front? A company with such a good name, no one would even look twice at it.”

It made sense, but he still didn’t understand the purpose of asking for an heir specifically. What purpose did he have to take Jungkook. Unless he’d planned to take over the company through Jungkook, taking him in and training him up to learn both sides of the business. That way Seung-hee would no longer have a say in the choices of the company direction. He was a way to get his foot in the door so to speak.

“My angel had passion. Such deep beautiful passion,” Ki-jung looked out the window, further away then what the building’s on the other side of the street allowed him to see. “So does my Treasure. He’s going to be a tricky one. Very dangerous.”

“I doubt they’ll be back,” Nam said monotounously, keeping the strain out of his voice. He hoped they would. He hadn’t gotten to see Jungkook, to ensure the kid was okay, but he knew the others would make sure of it. He had to believe that.

“Oh they will,” Ki-jung stood up calmly, “In the mean time, why don’t you go ahead and reopen this place. I actually enjoyed the coffee.”

“I’m understaffed.”

“Oh no problem, why do you think my buddy’s are here? They’ll help you keep the place running,” the man gestured towards the two men, smirking.

Nam tensed. So he was playing this was he? Forcing him to stay around in case the others showed up again?

“That’s kind of you.”

“Right from the heart. And if you see my Angel or my treasure, tell them I miss them dearly. Though I look forward to seeing them again soon.”

Nam watched Ki-jung leave, walking out without the two men, as confident and comfortable as ever. Like he was just heading back to his job at an office after a pleasant break. The bell on the door had never sounded so ominous as the door swung shut and left them in silence.

He took a slow deep breath, a quick reminder that he was, still in fact alive. His eyes trailed to the seat across from him where the man had just been sitting, distantly noting that he’d taken the knife with him.

The two burly men stood still and stoic as ever as Nam rose from his chair stiffly, resigning himself to this situation until he could figure something out.

“One of you better know how to bake.”

As expected, he didn’t get a response.

Notes:

Alrighty! So, Nam has new coworkers... yikes. I did not forget about the lingerie, I know you've been waiting for it ;) Jungkookie is not okay yet but he's trying to be, and Sumi is coming to terms with her hard decisions.

Next Chapter: Maknae line sets their plan in motion and Jungkook realizes that they aren't just going to let him ignore what happened. Taehyung and Jaeyong go meet Theana.

Sorry again for the late update, as per usual it seems. And for the lack of replies on reviews last chapter, I'll go back as soon as I can to reply, I do read them all and appreciate all your kind words, I just wish their was more time in a day T_T Lots more hurt/comfort, fluff and smut next chapter!
I hope you're all well and healthy, if you aren't, I hope your days to come are brighter! Borahae!

Chapter 31: Snapped

Summary:

Jaeyong has a few words for Jungkook. Ft. Cat Ear Yoongi

Notes:

Hi! Not as long a wait for this one, though it might not be exactly what you expect. I'll explain more in the end notes to save from spoilers. I hope you enjoy!

Edit: WARNINGS: Trigger warning for mishandling of mental health and insensitivity to traumatic experiences, intense confrontation, and possibly upsetting behaviour (physical and verbal)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook couldn’t fathom why he was nervous.

He could hear the piano playing through the door of the study, keys twinkling calmly. Yoongi must be calm. The music was light, airy almost.

It was Yoongi.

He knew Yoongi.

Loved Yoongi.

Thought Yoongi was the cutest, grumpiest, most badass person he knew.

Which was likely what had him pacing back and forth in front of the door. It wouldn’t be so hard to put himself out there if this was a stranger. Jungkook knew he should stop being an idiot and just go talk to his boyfriend but the nerves twisting in his stomach wouldn’t let him open that stupid door.

Seriously. He was wearing lingerie. It wasn’t like he’d ruined his sheet music or something. Why was this so hard? Open the door, casually flirt with his boyfriend, convince him to come upstairs and Taehyung and Jimin would show off their outfits too. Easy.

It should be easy.

Jungkook wasn’t that shy. Wasn’t unaware of his good looks. Knew that his lovers would probably have an aneurism when they saw the three of them.

But he couldn’t even bring himself to reach for the handle.

All he could think about was the unsightly bandages still encircling a part of his ribs. The still healing cuts that were rough to the touch under his own hands. The god-awful splint on his wrist that hindered most motion in his hand.

Maybe he had rushed this? Should he have waited? Would they even find him appealing right now? Jungkook bit his lip and thumped his head against the wall next to the door. He didn’t want them to look at him and see the blood, the injuries, the sorry state he’d been dragged back in. He wanted them to forget it.

He wanted to forget it.

What if they weren’t in the mood? What if, despite his reassurances, they refused to touch him?

He hated the doubts because he knew they were pointless. Yet his mind persisted in telling him all the things that he least wanted to hear, bouncing around the root of the problem that he was refusing to acknowledge.

“Come on…” Jungkook whispered, pulling away from the wall and shaking his good hand to hype himself up. The thing that he’d forgotten he had bought for Yoongi was clutched in his hand, the soft velvety material helping to distract him. If nothing else, it would serve as an ice breaker.

An ice breaker. For talking to his own boyfriend. This was the level he’d come too.

Before he could mentally stagger back into a hole of worry, the door to the study swung open calmly and Jungkook nearly had a heart attack. Hearing the piano still playing, he realized that the house must have gotten sick of watching him fight with himself. Glaring at the ceiling with a fierce pout he took a breath and stuck his head through the door.

Yoongi’s bangs hid his eyes as he watched his hands on the keys, head tilted down slightly. He rocked gently to the music, pushing into the keys as if he felt every note.

Swallowing nervously, Jungkook hid the object behind his back and stepped into the study.

The walk to the piano had never felt longer, and he hoped that his hands weren’t actually as clammy as they felt. Yoongi didn’t look up, didn’t acknowledge him, but he didn’t expect him too. They all knew that Yoongi was mostly absent from the world when he was this into a song.

Could this be a bad time? He should wait. Yeah. At least until the song was over. But Yoongi never played for a set amount of time, so there was no way to know when that would be.

Feeling the pull of his provocative outfit underneath his clothes, he stepped around behind Yoongi quietly, watching over his shoulder as his fingers moved with such finesse and precision to create something so beautiful. There was sheet music in front of him, sprawled over the piano, incomplete.

So he was composing then.

That made Jungkook feel more guilty for interrupting.

Before he could chicken out, Jungkook took the object out from behind him and hooked either side of the headband behind Yoongi’s ears, dragging it back to pull his bangs up away from his face.

The music stopped, one last note drifting into silence as Yoongi paused, twitching slightly in surprise. His hands pulled away from the keys and reached up to touch behind his ears gently, before he was twisting on the bench to blink at Jungkook.

The combination of the wide curious eyes Yoongi regarded him with, and the cat ears attached to the head band, nearly had Jungkook grabbing his hyung and smothering the cuteness out of him. The ears were black and fuzzy, the same shade as Yoongi’s hair which made them look almost natural. He almost expected one to twitch as Yoongi tilted his head to the side.

Thank the Guardian he’d found them in the bag with their outfits.

“Kookie? What’s this?” Yoongi reached his hands higher to pull it off and look at it but Jungkook was quick to grab his wrists.

“I thought it’d help,” he rushed to say, “Cause your bangs get in your eyes when you play.”

Yoongi hummed and smiled softly at him but Jungkook could only lift a knuckle to his mouth and bite down on it hard to keep from squealing. If the phoenix thought the action was odd, he didn’t mention it. “Thanks love. I should ask Hobi to cut it soon, it’s getting long. You could do with a haircut too.”

The phoenix lifted a hand to gently pinch a lock of his blonde hair between his fingers. Jungkook took the opportunity to take Yoongi’s hand, hooking his own into it and bringing it to his lips slowly, never looking away from the older.

Yoongi’s eyes darkened as he pressed his lips to his pulse point on his wrist. Sensually, slowly, taking his time. His eyes flicked down to Yoongi’s throat as he watched it flex as he swallowed. The nerves were still very present, but he found them easier to ignore now. Easier to push away while his hyung was giving him such a loving, wanting look.

“Was there something you needed Jungkookie?” Yoongi asked slowly, almost as if he didn’t expect much of an answer.

Jungkook hummed, pulling on Yoongi’s wrist as he leaned closer, bending forward to press his palm against the piano bench next to Yoongi’s thigh. There was barely an inch between them, breath mingling in the space.

“Hyung?” Jungkook whispered, purposely adding a light moan to the word, as if Yoongi had already been touching him. Yoongi tensed, visibly biting the inside of his cheek as Jungkook moved his hand to the back of his head, lacing his fingers through his hair.

“What is it love?” Yoongi hummed, voice so low and gravelly that it stirred up something primal in him. Something that wanted to be devoured by his hyung. Yet was still very contradictive to how cute he looked with the cat ears perched on his head.

“Come upstairs with me.”

He knew Yoongi didn’t need him to specify, that the tension in the air between them was more then enough explanation.

Yoongi lifted a hand, brushing the back of his fingers along his cheek, “Why do we need to go anywhere?”

Jungkook licked his lips and held back a sound when Yoongi tugged the hair at the back of his neck as if to reprimand him for the teasing action.

“We have a surprise for you,” he breathed, and if he wasn’t so close, lips barely touching, he likely wouldn’t have heard him.

Intrigue sparked in Yoongi’s eyes, “A surprise? What kind of surprise?”

The suspicion in his voice almost made him laugh, but the fluttering in his stomach would have made the sound all too nervous.

“A good one, I think you’ll like it hyung.”

“You sound sure of yourself,” Yoongi teased, thumb tracing his bottom lip.

Jungkook tilted his head to nip at his thumb, making Yoongi pull it away and click his tongue at him in amusement. “I am.”

“Then why are we still here?”

Yoongi didn’t give him time to answer before he was kissing him, pulling their lips together and pressing into to him hard. Jungkook grabbed his sleeve to steady himself, kissing him back like his life depended on it.

Jungkook felt Yoongi stand, neither breaking the kiss, felt Yoongi’s hands drift to his waist and he felt him pause when his fingers snuck under his shirt. He couldn’t help the way his breathing halted as he waited for Yoongi’s reaction.

For a moment he didn’t move, before he broke the kiss and glanced down with a frown. Jungkook could feel his thumbs on the dips of his hips, pressing against the lacy fabric there.

“What are you…?” The phoenix asked distractedly, stepping back to lift Jungkook’s shirt higher but was quickly foiled by Jungkook tugging him back against him.

Jungkook nuzzled against Yoongi’s cheek, forehead against his temple, as he pouted slightly. “Don’t ruin the surprise hyung,” he said, and because he loved to see his lover’s reactions, added, “We’re dressed up all pretty for you.”

The sound that left Yoongi made him shiver.

“You- fuck. Let’s go.”

No more wasting time, no more dawdling or lingering touches. Yoongi pulled away entirely, linked their hands and tugged him towards the door.

They made it out the door and down the hall, Jungkook’s excitement growing with every step, thinking about his hyungs all waiting for them upstairs.

“Jungkook-ah.”

Jaeyong’s voice had them both pausing, finding the older human in the doorway that led to the main part of the house. The baker was frowning deeply at them, hands shoved in his pockets.

“Can we talk?”

Jungkook blinked, a bit taken aback by the question. He looked at Yoongi, who looked a bit annoyed at having been stopped but didn’t seem upset. “Ah, could it wait until the morning? There’s something I kind of…”

He was not about to tell his friend he was about to go have sex with six guys. But he couldn’t help thinking it was odd that Jaeyong was even asking. Then again, the last while, he hadn’t gotten much chance to talk to him.

Jaeyong glanced towards Yoongi and raised a brow, “Nice ears.”

“Nice what?”

Jungkook saw Yoongi reach up with a frown and caught the deadpanned expression on his face when he pulled the headband off and got a proper look at them.

“I only need a few minutes. It’s important,” Jaeyong insisted, stepping over to them.

What could he have to say that couldn’t wait until later? Jungkook had just worked up the nerve to go through with this, he didn’t want to lose it now. “I just have to go do something first. Can we talk after?” He tried. While he didn’t like the idea of having to rush, he thought it might at least appease the other.

Upon seeing Jaeyong’s expression harden, he got the sense that he wasn’t going to stand for it.

“Jungkook-ah. Human to human. We need to talk.”

Jungkook felt something unpleasant and couldn’t be sure if it was due to being called human, or that Jaeyong was essentially saying he didn’t want Yoongi or the others to hear whatever he had to say. He let go of Yoongi’s hand, turning to fully face Jaeyong.

He didn’t get a chance to speak before Jaeyong was stepping towards him, “If you say ‘whatever you tell me they can hear too’ I’m going to punch you in the face. Come with me.”

Jungkook only had a second to prepare for the fear that slammed through his heart when Jaeyong’s hand grabbed his arm just below his elbow. By the time he registered the touch, he was already being dragged through the house and down the stairs. He fought his urge to pull away. Tried to remind himself that he had to get used to this again.

But it very nearly burned.

The touch made it feel like something was clawing its way across his skin. Working it’s way to his throat. Choking him.

Yoongi was trailing behind, watching closely but not stepping in, not stopping Jaeyong. Why wasn’t he? Why wasn’t he saying anything? Jungkook glanced back at him as he was pulled outside onto the front porch. That’s where his heart couldn’t take it, would have beat so hard it’d break through his ribs. He was not only being touched by someone, he was being dragged away from his hyung. Roughly, he tugged his arm free and put a few steps between them, sucking in breathes carefully.

The first thing he thought to do was look for Yoongi, look for one of the guys. Because he was worried and confused and didn’t know what this was about. He watched Yoongi walk past the open door that they hadn’t bothered to close, disappearing into the living room. Surely he’d still be able to hear them from there. If he needed help then he’d be close.

He paused, startled by his own thoughts.

Help?

It was Jaeyong. He wouldn’t- he’d never hurt him. He wouldn’t need help.

“What is this about hyung?” Jungkook croaked, voice breaking on the words and showing off a vulnerability he’d rather keep hidden. Somehow, somewhere deep inside, he thought he might already know what Jaeyong was going to say. He rubbed his arm just under his elbow.

“Who are you.”

“What?”

“Who are you and what did you do with my friend?” Jaeyong asked sharply.

Jungkook squinted at him, “What are you talking about?”

“Enough. Jungkook. Enough. No more of this bullshit you’re all doing. I can’t keep sitting here watching you destroy yourselves.”

“I don’t-” Jungkook tried, but Jaeyong plowed over him, eyes fierce.

“You aren’t you anymore. This- This person? This person who runs away and hides behind others when things get tough? What the fuck happened to the Jungkook who walked into the café that first day? What happened to the kid that smiled so bright it almost gave me a damn headache? That kid that used to be so sure of who he was?”

Jungkook clamped his good hand in a fist and glared at him, “Nothing happened, I’m the same as I was then. Where the hell is this coming from? Destroying ourselves? Are you delusional? We’re trying to get past this.”

“No. You aren’t. You were fucked up Jungkook. You were tortured. You were kidnapped. I stitched you up myself. I saw what he did to you. You haven’t talked about it since. You haven’t done anything about it because you’re using your boyfriends as a distraction. Do you think that’s going to help? Do you think it’s just going to magically go away?”

“A dist- Are you serious?” Their voices were becoming raised. Jungkook took a step towards him, blood pumping, chest feeling tight. “I’m not using them. How could you even- You don’t even know what we’ve been through. The shit that I put them through. It’s called being there for each other. Relying on each other. You should try it sometime instead of acting like you’re so fucking tough because you’ve got some tats and a bad attitude.”

Jaeyong’s arm snapped forward and grabbed him by his shirt, dragging him to the side and slamming him against the wall next to the door. The gasp that ripped out of him was equal parts panicked and pained as his ribs flared up. He clawed at Jaeyong’s wrist, staring at him with wide eyes.

“That isn’t relying on each other.” Jaeyong yelled. “That’s dependency. When you were scared and in a shitty, terrifying situation, your mind locked on the one thing you knew brought you comfort and you haven’t come out of that yet. You’re hiding, just like they’re hiding here in Galaxy.”

His words felt like an attack. Felt like knives slicing through his chest. Felt like Ki-jung.

Jungkook shook, trying to shove him off, uncaring that he jammed his healing wrist against the others chest in his efforts or the pain that the action had shooting up his arm. But the attempts were weak. He felt weak. Like trying to run in a dream. Trying so hard but not going anywhere.

So he did what he knew would work.

“Hyung!”

The moment the word was out of his mouth it felt like a bucket of ice had been dumped over his head.

Yoongi was at the door in a second, hand grabbing Jaeyong’s wrist and pulling it off his shirt, getting between them.

Oh.

That’s what he meant.

His stomach cramped up so tightly he thought he was going to be sick, staring at the porch under Yoongi’s feet with wide horrified eyes. His skin was clammy, fingers shaking at his sides. All he could hear was Jaeyong’s words and they made him feel more and more nauseous.

“Stay out of this. He needs to hear this.”

Yoongi growled, “Say what you need to say. But if it gets physical, I’m stepping in again.”

If Jungkook was paying more attention to their faces, he’d noticed the surprised look on Jaeyong’s face as Yoongi stepped to the side and gave them space but kept his eyes locked on the two of them. Jaeyong’s attention was back on him far too soon.

“I’ve seen this before. So have you. People turning to distractions to get through things. Drugs, alcohol, sex, isolating, media. We all do it. But you need to wake up and realize that. You can’t keep pretending that you’re okay. This isn’t dealing with the problem.”

Seokjin and Taehyung were at the door then, saying things, reaching for him.

“Don’t touch me,” Jungkook staggered away from the wall, dodging Seokjin’s hands. He couldn’t look at them, couldn’t see the hurt on their faces. The worry. Those hands were meant to be a comfort.

He didn’t want comfort right now.

“I’m okay,” he whispered, and he was sure that he was talking to them. It was for them. Not for himself. He was sure of it. He had to be because right now there was very little that he was sure of.

“No you’re not,” Jaeyong snapped.

He wanted him to shut up. To stop talking. “You don’t know how I feel! Just shut the fuck up. I know I was tortured. I know. I was fucking there! So what if I need some comfort? Or hugs? Or love? What do you want me to do instead?! Cry about it for hours?”

“I don’t care if that’s what you need, just stop pretending. Stop acting like it didn’t happen. Or that you’re some weak ass little bitch who can’t stand on his own two feet. Are you really that pathetic?”

“Pathetic?” Jungkook snapped his head up and closed the gap between them quickly, getting in his face. He briefly recognized that the others were now outside too. If they were saying something he couldn’t hear them. He couldn’t look at them. His shame mixing with the anger. “You think I don’t know that?! I remind myself that every damn day!”

“Oh fuck off with the self-deprecating crap! All you’re doing is wallowing in your own self pity while other people are trying to survive. Did you forget about Nam already? He could be dead for all we know. And what are you doing? Sitting here getting coddled like you’re a child,” Jaeyong jabbed him in the chest hard enough to hurt and make him step back, as if creating a spot for the words to sink in deeper.

Jungkook didn’t want to hear this. He knew this. He knew. But Jaeyong didn’t stop.

“Have you even thought about what Sumi is going through? She left her home for you! Her family and friends, everyone who loves her, she left that to help you!”

“I told her she didn’t have to stay!”

“She’s your fucking friend! Of course she wouldn’t leave you! She’s not that kind of person! She’s done the same damn thing you’ve been doing. She’s convinced herself that she’s okay when she isn’t. You don’t hear her cry herself to sleep every night because of how scared she is.”

Jungkook was cold. He couldn’t breath.

Distantly he heard someone quietly say, “Sumi-yah cried..?”

“She wants to go home but she can’t leave you without assuming that she might never see you again. Her family must be terrified that they haven’t heard from her in weeks and all for what? To sit here and watch you enjoy your paradise while our lives crumple?! Do you even know what that café means to us? It’s our home!”

“So, it’s my fault then? You both made that choice yourselves. I tried to warn you that it was risky!”

“I’m not blaming you!” He shouted, loud enough that his ears rung with the words. “I stand by the choices I make. You need to do the same. No more of this ‘oh I’m so unlucky, my life is awful’ fucking shit. Pull your goddamn head out of your ass and take a look around. People need your help. People are relying on you.” Jaeyong turned to look at the others. “You all need to wake up.”

Jungkook chanced a hesitant glance at his hyungs. They looked upset. All frowning, looking like they wanted to step in. He wasn’t sure why they weren’t.

“Sumi told me what happened. Jungkook died. Yeah. I get it, that sucks. But why are you still mourning him when he’s standing right here. You’re all acting like you’re waiting for him to die again!”

“We aren’t-” Hoseok tried to deny.

“All I’ve seen you do is treat Jungkook like he’s breakable. Like he needs to be watched and treated softly just because he’s had it rough. Whatever your dynamics are have nothing to do with me, but I think you all need to stop forgetting why your kind fears us.”

They all tensed at that, a few looks were traded and a strange air settled over them.

“Are you telling us we should fear you?” Taehyung crossed his arms, voice void of emotion, eyes carefully watching Jaeyong’s actions.

“I’m telling you that Sumi-yah and I are just like Jungkook. We can hurt you all the same. We choose not to because we’re not those kinds of people. Because we like you guys. But while Jungkook might live here, it doesn’t mean we’re okay with letting you all take your sweet fucking time fixing the mess you brought into our lives. Every time something goes wrong, you run home and hide until the situation gets worse or until it blows over. Enough hiding.”

“If we could speed up Jungkook’s healing, we would have. We aren’t trying to dawdle but driving ourselves into the ground training to the point of exhaustion isn’t going to help either. It’s not safe to go back yet,” Seokjin explained, calm voice a stark contrast to the ferocity of Jaeyong’s.

“Were you safe in the war? Did you have to put your men in the line of fire then? Did people die then?”

Seokjin’s eyes darkened, “Watch what you say.”

“Why should I? Are you going to do anything about it? Or are you going to go stew in your annoyance because someone was unfair to you? Guess what. The human world doesn’t cater to you like this world does. Its unforgiving and couldn’t give two shits if you’re alive or dead or happy or sad. The world is cruel.”

“So then why care? If it’s so unfair to you,” Jimin whispered, frowning.

Jaeyong barked out a harsh laugh, “Because it’s MY fucking world! My home! And believe it or not, I love my home and the people who make it bearable.”

Jungkook loved earth. He did. But it wasn’t his home anymore. Did that mean he’d given up on it? Had he cut himself off too much? Was… was the Galaxy even his home or were the guys?

Home was where the heart was.

Or so they say.

Too bad he didn’t know where his heart was at these days.

“I’m watching you drown Jungkook-ah,” Jaeyong said, making him look up. “You’re drowning.”

As if the words had ripped away his air, he struggled to breath.

“No… No I’m not. I’m not. I’m okay. I’m fine. I’m handling this well, that’s what makes me strong. I’m strong because I’m not giving in to it. I’m not letting myself crumble apart just because some guy put his hands on me. Hurt me. I’m not-” his voice broke. “You don’t know what you’re talking about!”

Drowning, drowning, drowning.

Sinking like a brick was tied to his ankle, screams muffled by the water filling his lungs.

This time, it was him who grabbed Jaeyong’s shirt, fisting it tightly in his good hand and shaking the older roughly, “What gives you the right to come into my life and spout bullshit like you know anything that I’ve been through?! You don’t know who I am!”

“You don’t even know who you are!” Jaeyong countered.

Yoongi kept to his word. He stepped in again, grabbing Jungkook’s wrist this time. It startled Jungkook that when his skin touched his, it didn’t help like it had before. It didn’t feel like that calming wave washing over him. It felt like skin. Didn’t burn, didn’t feel desperately needed. It scared him.

Yoongi wasn’t stopping him to protect him, he was protecting Jaeyong from him.

“Why aren’t any of you saying anything?!” Jungkook yelled at them, looking at each one of his lovers. Namjoon met his eyes. No pity, no sympathy, but realization was there. Understanding.

That scared him more.

He felt put on display. An object to ogle at. A broken piece of pottery in a museum.

“Because they know I’m right Jungkook-ah. All of them, and you and Sumi have all been doing the same thing. Pretending. Acting like you can just go back to normal by slapping a few hugs and kisses on it like it’s going to help. Love isn’t a shield to be used against pain. It’s a medicine that works slowly. No quick fixes.”

“There’s always quick fixes here! They can down a potion and be fine within minutes! They’re always fine without having to spend weeks healing. You say it all the time Jimin, healing shouldn’t hurt right?! So why does it hurt so fucking much! Why can’t it be easy and quick and painless!”

Jimin, when he looked at him, looked like he’d just come to a conclusion that he had been trying so hard to avoid and it made Jungkook want to scream. No. Just no. He didn’t want any of this. He wanted to live in the illusion, wanted to pretend Galaxy was still perfect and beautiful and not like earth that had hurt him so much.

Jimin’s words, whispered as they were, nearly made his legs give out.

“I was wrong.”

He felt like hope was drifting away. Jaeyong said he was drowning, but he hadn’t felt that way until now. Now he felt like he’d been shoved off a perfect cruise ship into shark infested waters with open cuts.

“No! I’m not going to fall for whatever fucking mind games you’re playing!” Jungkook shoved Yoongi away and launched himself at Jaeyong, grabbing at his shirt again with both hands, coming too close to the steps of the porch. Hoseok took a quick step forward, hand reaching out to hook around behind Jaeyong before he could tumble down the stairs, but he managed to right himself not a moment too soon.

“You’re the one playing mind games! This is reality Jungkook-ah, so stop living in a damn dream!”

“Shut up!”

The ground shook, the house creaked.

They all froze, feeling the tremors in the ground rocking up their knees, eyes wide at the unexpected shuddering that nearly threw off their balance. Jungkook’s grip loosened on Jaeyong’s shirt, looking at the ground in surprise, only to quickly tighten his grip as Jaeyong tipped precariously back over the stairs, his heels hanging over the lip of the step. He pulled him forward away from them.

Jaeyong steadied himself, glancing at him then looking around as the tremors suddenly built up, “Earthquake?” he asked hurriedly, hearing something shatter inside followed by the crash of something being knocked over.

The sound startled them all and Jaeyong pulled away from Jungkook, bolting back into the house with a call of Sumi’s name.

Seokjin took stock of them quickly. “Hoseok?”

“Not me,” he denied, looking just as stunned. “Jungkook?”

Jungkook quickly shook his head. He hadn’t felt his magic build up at all. Euphoria was still curled in its corner, refusing to move.

Taehyung was the first to hurry off the porch as the house creaked and groaned as if it were in pain. Jungkook was quick to follow turning back to look at the house just in time to watch a few bricks crumble free from the already damaged chimney. They clattered loudly down the roof before landing with a thump in the gardens, taking shingles and debris with them. Windows cracked and shattered on the second floor, the living room window cracking on a diagonal and splintering out from there.

Just as quickly as they came, the tremors stopped.

They all stood still, scattered partially on the path, Yoongi and Namjoon still on the porch.

Then they heard it.

A deep sound that rattled his skull, made Jungkook clench his teeth and cover his ears as it pounded against his ear drums. It was close to a siren, fluctuating in volume. The low warble it ended on had him feeling dread, because despite the lack of words in what might as well have been a scream, he recognized that voice.

The Guardian.

Namjoon and Seokjin were moving before the call died out, running back inside as Jungkook scoured the skies above them, searching for the familiar whale that always brought such warmth with it. The skies themselves seemed dull, the vibrant colours seeming washed out and dull. The stars were hardly noticeable. As if someone had poured water onto an intricate painting and smeared it to a dull blob of colour.

“What’s going on?” Hoseok asked, looking at them for an answer with wide eyes.

Yoongi gripped the railing, looking at the sky as well, before his eyes dropped to the trees. They looked wilted. Limp. Lifeless. Jungkook swallowed and backed up the path a few steps.

“Something happened to Galaxy,” Yoongi turned and looked at the door as Namjoon and Seokjin hurried back outside, both with bags. Namjoon went up to him and kissed Yoongi quickly, bringing their foreheads together silently before hurrying down the steps towards Jimin. Seokjin paused on the porch to look around with a pinched brow.

“We have to go check on the Guardian. Yoongi will take care of training until we get back. Reserve your magic. There’s been a drop in the natural positive energy.”

This was happening too quickly.

Jungkook couldn’t keep up. His mind was in a race with his heart.

“Be careful,” Yoongi said to them, quickly kissing Seokjin and holding his hands for a brief moment. “If you aren’t back in three days, I’m coming after you.”

Seokjin nodded and as he went to say goodbye to Jimin and Taehyung, Jungkook could only shake his head. This wasn’t happening. This was supposed to be his safe haven.

The illusion that Galaxy provided was literally falling apart around him.

He was coming back to reality.

And he hated it.

“Hoseok?” Someone addressed the dragon, maybe they gave him a look that he understood. Jungkook didn’t know. He was staring at the garden.

“Yeah, I’m coming.”

He heard someone go inside, felt them run past him.

“Jungkook,” Seokjin was in front of him then, taking his face in his hands and stopping him from shaking his head further in denial. “We’ll be back as soon as we find out what happened.”

“Don’t-”

Don’t what? Don’t leave? Don’t find out why their home suddenly looked like a plague had swept over it? Don’t help the Guardian? What other selfish awful thing could he say? How much further could he dive into delusions of a perfect life?

“I love you.”

Lips pressed to his, a hand tucked his hair behind his ear.

Namjoon said nothing when he looked at him. Only gave him a firm nod. A kiss. The action said it all.

And then they were gone.

The rest of them stared up the path, watching them leave with little supplies and no knowledge of what they were going to face.

He couldn’t look away from the wilted Smeraldo’s next to the path.

Jungkook hadn’t just hit the ground, he’d been buried beneath it.


The house was silent that morning.

Yoongi made breakfast with Jaeyong’s help, a meal he thought was decent but lacked Seokjin’s special touch. Taehyung and Sumi wandered about to clean the mess that the tremors had made, Jimin cleaning up the damage in the magic shop.

“More supplies to replace,” he’d complained.

They didn’t say much.

Jungkook didn’t come down to eat.

Yoongi had only shaken his head when Jaeyong tried to apologize for his words the night before. Now wasn’t the time for that. Not when his words were still ringing loudly through all of them.

Taehyung and Jaeyong left to go see Theana just after they ate, promising to be back soon and to check in on how the towns people were fairing with this sudden drop of energy. They didn’t know how far it reached, but judging from the state of things, Yoongi could imagine it was extensive.

Jimin stepped up next to him, leaning against the railing of the porch as Yoongi sipped his coffee and watched the path long after the two had left his sight.

If the silence in the house was deafening, the silence outside felt hallow. Numb. The wind didn’t blow, the birds didn’t sing.

“Do you think Galaxy is sick?”

“I don’t know Jimin.”

“Maybe someone hurt the Guardian?”

“We won’t know until Hobi, Joon and Jinnie get back.”

“But the Guardian said Galaxy wasn’t stable, what if-”

“Minnie,” Yoongi interrupted, looking away from the path. Away from the Smeraldo’s. He sighed at the pout on his lovers face.

“I’m just worried. Look at it Yoongi,” Jimin’s brow pinched and he let his eyes wander to the forest. The trees were alive, but it was as if there had been a sudden drought. They looked depleted. Weak.

“I know. They’ll find the cause and put a stop to it. For now we have to focus on what we can do.”

Jimin glanced back over his shoulder towards the house. “He’s still not out…”

“He needs time.”

“What Jaeyong-ah said must have really gotten to him.”

“It got to all of us.”

“Do you think he was right? That we’ve really been hiding?” Jimin frowned.

Yoongi took another sip of his coffee.

It wasn’t that he hadn’t been aware there was a problem before Jaeyong had said anything. It was that he’d been too involved in said problem to really recognize it. They all had. They’d become blind to their own behaviors as well as Jungkook’s.

On top of that, they hadn’t even acknowledged that Sumi was struggling. Yoongi felt his heart ache at that.

“Do you remember when Taehyung was cursed? How you took care of the situation?”

Jimin hummed and nodded. “I cursed them.”

“Do you feel guilty for that?”

“No, of course not. Not after what they did to him.”

“Do you think you could curse someone now?”

The question hung in the air between them and Yoongi had to look away from his cup to gage the Fae’s reaction. His expression was hesitant. Unsure.

“I wouldn’t without reason,” Jimin settled on.

“I don’t know if I could do it,” Yoongi said honestly. “I’ve killed more then I care to admit. But I don’t think I could do it so calmly now.”

Jimin looked at him, “Isn’t that a good thing?”

“Whether it’s good or not is… I don’t know. I can’t answer that. But I know that it means I’ve changed. We all have. All those years of peace and then to have Jungkook show up and everything change suddenly, I think we’ve forgotten how to deal with these things.”

“Jungkook’s taught us a lot since he’s gotten here.”

“And what have we taught him besides how to be docile and complacent?”

Jimin sighed roughly and tipped his head back to look at the pale sky. “We’ve lost our resolve, that’s what you mean?”

“That’s what I think Jaeyong-ah was getting at. I agree with him. We don’t have a drive anymore.”

“How do we fix something like that?” Jimin asked contemplatively.

Yoongi hummed, “By remembering what we have to lose.”

Jimin’s hand fell on his shoulder and squeezed gently. There was a quiet moment of understanding between them that was interrupted shortly by Sumi who peaked her head out the front door. Jimin greeted her with a soft smile.

“Still in his room?” Sumi asked sadly, eyes not finding Jungkook.

Yoongi gave her a nod. Sumi was wearing one of Taehyung’s shirts, despite it being a bit big on her. They’d all chipped in to give her and Jaeyong some clothes while they stayed with them. Sumi leaned against the doorway, folding her arms in front of her.

“It’s probably a good thing Jaeyong-ssi went with Taehyung-ssi this morning. I don’t think Jungkook-oppa wants to see him right now,” she commented.

“He locked his door last night,” Jimin said sadly. It had been a bit startling to find the usually open door latched tight. Jungkook had shoved his way past Jaeyong the night before and disappeared into his room. They hadn’t seen him come out since, and Yoongi was getting a little fed up.

Jungkook had taken Jaeyong’s words hard. They could all see that. But whether that was because he recognized them to be true or refused to believe them was still unknown. Still, he was worried for the younger. They couldn’t just fight this one out like they had with his nightmare. The way they were doing things had to change. Something had to change.

“Give him time. You can’t expect his entire mindset to change-”

Something fell on the steps of the porch, clattering down them before coming to a rest on the stone path.

“…overnight,” he finished distractedly. Yoongi blinked when he saw what looked to be a hammer laying there innocently. Jimin frowned and stepped off the porch, leaning down to pick up the tool and turning it in his hands curiously. “Is that a hammer?”

“Yeah?” Jimin looked up towards the sky, turning to face the house to find where in the Guardian’s name a hammer could have fallen from.

Sumi dropped the hand that had flown to her chest at the startling sound, “Maybe someone left it on the roof?”

Yoongi couldn’t think of a reason they’d have brought a hammer up to the roof. They had spells that could do simple repairs.

The hammer clattered to the ground a second time, snapping their attention to Jimin who was gapping up towards the house with a look of horror on his face. “Jungkook?!”

Yoongi straightened, eyes widening as he abandoned his coffee on the railing and hurried down the porch with Sumi, both of them turning to look up at the house.

Sure enough, there was Jungkook, dressed in his own clothes (which Yoongi hadn’t seen him wear in quite awhile. He usually stole theirs), a myriad of tools scatter around him as he sat on the steep slop of the roof on the highest section of the house.

Jungkook looked down at them and gave a wave, “Sorry! It slipped, could you throw that back up here?”

“Throw- Jungkook what the hell are you doing on the roof?!” Yoongi shouted.

“How did you even get up there?” Sumi blinked, looking around for anything climbable.

“Get down! You’re going to fall!” Jimin gripped his hair.

Jungkook laughed a bit and that had Yoongi pausing, but the curious frown he had quickly turned into a look of panic when Jungkook twisted off his knees to sit down and shifted his heel to let himself slid down the slippery shingles. All three of them took a panicked step forward just as Jungkook brought himself to a stop and turned to carefully drop himself onto the peak of the lower roof, walking along the precarious route until he was sitting at the peak above them, letting his legs dangle over the edge.

“I didn’t realize it was morning already, did I miss breakfast?” Jungkook asked with a light smile, sweat on his brow.

“Morning?” Jimin looked flabbergasted. “How long have you been out here?”

Jungkook shifted, smile dropping to something more sheepish. “Few hours? I just needed some air.”

Yoongi and Jimin traded a look. Jungkook seemed… lighter. Too light almost.

“What are you doing oppa?” Sumi asked curiously, seeming much less bothered by Jungkook being on the roof then they were.

“Those tremors did a lot of damage to the house. I thought it’d be a good way to clear my head. I’ve been trying to save the noisy stuff for after you guys woke up though. So far I’ve just been cleaning things up,” Jungkook looked behind him at the chimney. “Have you guys ever thought about getting that fixed? What even happened to it?”

Jimin pinched his brow, looking as if he was trying to calm himself away from the edge of a panic attack, “Hoseok had a flying accident. You really don’t need to though Kookie, we have spells that can fix this.”

Jungkook fidgeted at that, looking down at his hands with a frown. “Yeah. I know. I just… no quick fixes right?”

Yoongi recalled the fight last night and watched Jungkook’s expression carefully. He didn’t seem angry or upset or frustrated. Any of the emotions that Yoongi would have expected to see.

“Are you… okay?” Jimin hesitated to ask, as if it were a taboo topic.

Jungkook laughed a bit, sounding just a little uncomfortable, “No. No I’m not.” Before they could get a word in, he added, “But I think that’s a good thing. I… thought a lot about what Jaeyong-hyung said and I wanted to apologize to you. All of you. You especially Sumi-yah.”

Sumi perked up and pointed at herself in confusion. Jungkook nodded at her.

“I didn’t take your concerns as seriously as I should have when you came to me about missing home. And I’m sorry for that. I shouldn’t have just assumed that a few words would make it all okay. It’s your life, not some little novelty.”

“Oppa, really it’s okay. I don’t know what Jaeyong-ssi said but-”

“He said what I needed to hear. We’ll figure out a way to get word to your family and friends. I promise.”

Yoongi hadn’t realized that the life in Jungkook’s eyes had drained so much until this moment. This moment when they shone again with a fierceness he felt like he hadn’t seen in ages. A determination that had Yoongi remembering the boy who first came through the door.

Sumi let out a harsh sigh, as if annoyed, but the smile on her face gave her away. She gave him a single nod and picked the hammer up off the ground before tossing it up to him. Jungkook leaned down slightly to catch it and Yoongi couldn’t help the way his arms twitched to reach out like he could somehow steady him.

“Be careful,” Jimin whined slightly.

Jungkook set the hammer aside then looked at them, took a breath and ran his good hand through his hair. “Hyungs-”

“If you finish that sentence, I’m going to smack you. Injuries or not,” Yoongi said flatly. “Don’t think I can’t reach you up there.”

The younger opened his mouth to speak, looking like he would really rather get whatever he had to say off his chest, but he was quickly interrupted by Jimin.

“Don’t smack him, he’s still heal- You were working?! I told you not to strain your ribs!”

Jungkook’s shoulder’s slumped in defeat before he let out a breathless laugh when Jimin went off about taking better care of himself and how much of a setback it could have been if he hurt himself again. Yoongi caught Jungkook’s eyes while the Fae ranted and gave him a soft understanding smile. Jungkook returned it with eyes full of love and unneeded gratefulness.

Sumi laughed watching Jungkook try to explain that he was very careful and he barely climbed at all, having stepped onto the roof through one of the upstairs windows. It seemed to placate Jimin enough to let it go for now but Yoongi was sure he’d still be keeping a close eye on him.

“Finish what you need to do. Training starts in an hour. Taehyung and Jaeyong-ah should be back in the afternoon assuming all goes decently well with Theana,” Yoongi said, bringing their attention back.

“I’ve been meaning to ask, who is Theana anyway? Is she a friend of yours?” Sumi looked at them curiously.

Jungkook shifted awkwardly.

“She owns an Alchemy shop in town. She’s done us a few favors before,” Yoongi answered.

Sumi hummed, “I have to say it’ll be nice not being the only girl around here.”

“Theana can seem a little… intimidating sometimes,” Jimin laughed a bit, “But I think you two will get along great since you had no problem standing up to Jinnie.”

The girl flushed and groaned, sliding her hands up her face, pushing her glasses askew. “Don’t remind me,” she whined. “That was mortifying.”

“It was what we needed to hear,” Yoongi corrected her. “And it’s basically what Jaeyong-ah reinforced last night. You were right to say something Sumi-yah. We were wrong for not listening.”

Jungkook nodded, “We can be idiots sometimes and its hard not to get lost in everything. I didn’t… enjoy what Jaeyong-hyung said, but I was trying to escape from what happened. Clearly I was blind to a lot more going on.”

He looked around, just as Yoongi kept finding himself doing. He certainly couldn’t seem to adjust to this new, duller Galaxy.

“Let’s focus on what we can do. Like Sumi-yah said,” Yoongi gave her a small nod.

It wasn’t until they were heading inside, and Jungkook headed back to work that he remembered that Jungkook used to work in construction.

Something definitely needed to change. And Yoongi needed to start by having more faith in their resident human.

An hour later had them all in the arena, ready to start training. Sumi had joined them and was leaning against the outside of the wall while they stood inside of it, discussing what they wanted to achieve today. Yoongi had full intentions to take advantage of Jungkook’s newfound determination.

“What do you want to start with today?”

“Well, Jiminie hasn’t shown off his water magic in awhile.”

“When have I ever shown off?” Jimin huffed.

“You show off just walking down the hallway,” Jungkook countered.

“It’s walking!”

“Yeah but do you really need to sway your hips that much?”

“I don’t sway my hips.”

“You’re doing it right now!”

Yoongi shook his head as Jimin and Jungkook continued their back and forth as they headed further into the arena. He turned to look at a very amused Sumi.

“How are you at recording information?”

Sumi looked at him in surprise, standing up straight. “Oh um, pretty good. I’ve had people tell me I take the best notes in class,” she paused. “Not that I’m bragging! I um, I just, I’m a fast writer so-”

“Good,” Yoongi interrupted, grabbing the book he’d brought out with them off the wall and handing it to her. Namjoon had already started it, filling it with notes and observations about not only Jungkook’s magic but the others training as well. “It’ll be hard for me to keep an eye on them and write. Keep note of anything you think should be useful to know or that they might need to improve later.”

Sumi took the book with both hands and stared at it for a moment. Content that she understood what to do, he turned to follow the bickering pair out to the middle of the arena. He made it all of two steps before halting when he felt a tug on his sleeve. Looking back he glanced down at Sumi’s hand pinching the fabric of his shirt gently before meeting her eyes. Or trying too at least. She had her head tilted down, looking away and to the side.

“Thank you Yoongi-ssi,” she mumbled, but the volume of her voice did nothing to impede on the sincerity in it.

Yoongi patted her hand gently, shrugging as if it didn’t matter. Because it shouldn’t have. They shouldn’t have been so blind to her struggles to the point where just giving her a task to focus on was something to be thanked for. It should never have reached that point.

“I’m usually in the study most of the night. Doors always open.”

Sumi gave him a bright smile.


Jungkook hadn’t been kidding when he said he’d done some thinking.

That’s all he’d done for the night.

Was he tired? Yes. He hadn’t gotten even a wink of sleep. But did he feel like he was more himself then he’d felt in months? Also yes.

After storming off to his room like a petulant child and locking himself inside, he’d been a mess of emotions. He’d thrown things, he’d screamed, he’d cried and hid away in a corner as if it would somehow help. But he’d let it out.

The initial breakdown had been exhausting. And he couldn’t bring himself to do anything but think. So he thought. He thought about all the things Ki-jung did and said to him, let himself react the way he hadn’t gotten too in the moment, let himself make all the sounds he couldn’t then.

He thought about his life before, about who he’d been before. If he liked who that person was.

Yoongi’s words rung through his mind then.

He should be proud to be human.

He was human.

That’s who he was.

Defying death had made him forget that. The discovery of his magic didn’t help. It was the basic human principal. Death was final. And he’d broken that rule. That’s what had made him feel so wrong and out of place since he’d gotten back. He didn’t feel human or like a magical being. He was stuck somewhere in the middle. But no. That wasn’t true.

Jungkook didn’t care if he had powers, didn’t care if he’d done something no human should be able to do, his soul was human.

He was human.

He was proud of that.

The urge to remind himself who he was, to try and figure it out, had brought him to the roof. To doing a job he’d used to think was mundane and only for the sake of making some money to survive.

He didn’t know for sure if he’d figured it out. Couldn’t say if there really was a direct answer, a textbook definition to describe him. He felt now, that he was on the right path to getting there. That he was actually moving forward on that path as apposed to standing at a crossroads and turning his back on it.

Despite the exhaustion, Jungkook felt good.

Despite the fact that the thought of touching other people still made him nervous and he still wanted to be close to his hyung’s constantly, he felt like he was going to be okay.

And despite that he very nearly just took Jimin’s head off with a blade of ice, he felt maybe he might need to focus a bit more.

Jimin slowly stood back up, breathing heavily as he slowly looked behind him at the hole in the wall on the far side of the arena. Jungkook cringed, shoulders hunched up by his ears when Jimin looked back at him.

“Okay… so you can use the more intricate energies,” Jimin breathed out, as if he hadn’t just about been decapitated.

“Sorry, that snuck up on me,” he said sheepishly.

Yoongi spoke up from a safe distance away from them, “How’s it feel to draw the energy out now?”

“Easier,” Jungkook admitted, looking at his hands. “But I can’t stop the other energies from coming through. They come out before I even notice.”

“Sumi-yah?”

“Already got it,” Sumi called from the side, giving them a thumbs up. “You’re doing amazing Jungkook-oppa!”

Jungkook laughed a bit and waved over in thanks.

“Have you figured out the emotions to tie to each one? Channeling that emotion will likely help you focus on one individually.”

Jungkook nodded, “Namjoon-hyung told me water’s was anger. It helps bring it out but I can’t do much with control after that. How are you doing Jiminie? Do you want to take a break?”

Jimin shook his head quickly, grinning ear to ear, “I feel great! I get why Yoongi hyung jumped you. Your energy is intoxicating.”

“Even I can feel it. Since the energy drop in Galaxy, I’ve felt better just by standing near you,” Yoongi observed.

“I’m like a walking battery then? That’s kind of cool.”

“It will come in handy fighting in the human world. You’d be a steady supply of energy so we’d be able to be less conservative with ours. So long as we’re careful with how much energy you have. We don’t know your limits yet,” Yoongi turned to look at Jimin. “Minnie, grab some water please.”

Jimin swung his arms, calling on his energy and pulling water out of the barrel they had filled off to the side.

“Let’s focus on how quickly you can draw it out. Jimin is going to toss this at you, and there will be a moment where he pulls his energy back to let yours envelop it. It will be difficult because you can’t feel his energy but he can feel yours, so you’ll have to work together to pass it back and forth, alright?”

Understanding that it was like a game of catch, Jimin formed the water into a ball shape and hovered it over his hand. Jungkook lifted his own in front of him and concentrated. This wouldn’t be like he had been doing, where drawing the energy out meant drawing the element from the air. Instead he would be wrapping his energy around a specific element as it was in motion.

Jimin gave him a nod when he saw that he was ready and threw the ball of water towards him. Before he could even blink the water hit him in the face, completely drenching him. Jimin slapped a hand over his mouth but the burst of laughter already escaped him.

Sumi’s laughter rang from the edge of the arena and Jungkook caught sight of her hiding her face behind the book she was writing in after he’d wiped the water away from his eyes.

Yoongi chuckled, “Jimin? Maybe a little slower next time love.”

“Sure sure,” Jimin waved a hand completely unconvincingly.

Needless to say, by the fifth try, Jungkook looked like he’d just been dragged through a lake.

The sixth try, just as he managed to get his energy to reach out towards the ball of water (which was moving much slower this time), his ice energy made an appearance and the next thing he knew, all of the water on his arm froze into a block of ice.

He yelped as the weight dragged him to the ground, nearly faceplanting into the dirt. The ball of water soared over his head instead of hitting him in the face.

Yoongi jogged over to him and lit his hand on fire, moving to bring it towards the ice. Jungkook, now laying on his stomach, quickly waved his other hand to stop him.

“Wait, wait, let me try first,” he insisted. Yoongi gave him a strange look, something that Jungkook might call proud, before extinguishing his flame and nodding with a smile.

Licking his lips, Jungkook looked at his arm and focused on the emotion to draw out fire. Love. That wasn’t hard. What was hard was to keep it from becoming an inferno.

He heard Yoongi’s sharp intake of breath when he sensed the energy.

Gently, he let the fire build under his skin, just until he could see the ice starting to melt. Before long he had enough room to pull his hand free. Grinning widely, Yoongi held up his hand for a high five and without thinking he didn’t hesitate to slap their palms together, only regretting it when Yoongi quickly tugged his hand back and shook it with a curse.

“Shit sorry, are you okay?” Jungkook reached out for him and Yoongi waved his hands quickly stepping back. Shaking his hands to ward him off.

“Nope nope, don’t touch.”

“Right,” Jungkook firmly put his hands against his sides. “Sorry,” he said sheepishly, even as he felt his skin begin to cool. He felt pride swell in him. He’d done it. He’d kept control and used his magic for something useful for once.

Jimin waved his hands and Jungkook felt the water pull away from his skin and clothes, shivering at the strange sensation. He directed the water back to the barrel.

“What’s next?” Jungkook asked, excited despite not having succeeded in the actual goal.

“We’ll come back to this but it might be easier to work with an element that’s stationary. Try forming a ball of water from the barrel like Jimin did,” Yoongi instructed.

Jimin walked over to them, giving the barrel some room, “Let your body move however it needs to. Using the energy will change how your muscles react, don’t fight them. You’re controlling water, so your body is going to want to move smoothly.”

Jungkook took a moment to think about how his body was feeling and as he built up the energy, he felt his arms lift up, rolling in front of him in a nonsensical way that wouldn’t make much sense if the water in the barrel didn’t shimmer and shake as if it wanted to move with it.

It took another two hours of trying before he managed to make a shaky ball of water float above the barrel.

“Alright,” Jimin encouraged next to him, standing close and still just as engaged as he had been hours ago. Where Jungkook was feeling drained and exhausted. “You got it love, gently, that’s it. Try and smooth it out, think of a still pond.”

Jungkook tried, but all it took was a spark of frustration and without notice, another energy lurched out of him, making him stagger. It wasn’t one he’d felt before, so he couldn’t predict that the barrel in front of them would suddenly and inexplicably explode. All three of them were thrown back, hitting the ground roughly and having the wind knocked out of them.

He coughed and winced, his ribs burned in protest, making him wheeze after desperately sucking in air.

Yoongi grunted from next to him, and Jungkook opened his eyes to look over at him. He didn’t make it that far however, when he was met with a familiar face leaning over him with a raised unimpressed brow.

“Human. Still blowing things up I see.”

“Theana,” he groaned in greeting.

Notes:

So! Lots and lots! To recap;
Jaeyong snaps at the guys, Jungkook definitely needed to hear what he had to say, the Guardian is in trouble? Something's up with Galaxy... lots of character development. Jk's not okay but at least he knows that know. And Theana's here to help! Yay!

Next Chapter: Scout waits in the most productive way possible.

So, I apologize if you're disappointed at the lack of smut in this chapter. As I was writing it, I just didn't feel it fit with where the guys were at emotionally and I'm not going to force it where it doesn't quite work. That said, the lingerie will make a comeback. They will get a reveal scene, the boys are too stubborn not to try that again so don't worry about that ^_^ Thank you everyone for putting up with my inconsistences the last while. I wish there was more I could do about the time it takes me to write and the time I actually get to write. Thanks for sticking with this story, I'll say it a thousand times more, you guys are really amazing. Borahae!

Chapter 32: Earth

Summary:

Scout waits and waits.

Notes:

Hello! Wow! Okay I want to start by saying I loved all of your thoughts on the last chapter, but lets take a break from that because I know it was emotionally heavy for a lot of people, and let check in with Scout! This chapter covers what he's been up to in Jungkook's absence. It's not terribly long but this will be continued into next chapter as well. Let me know what you think!

This should be significantly less emotional then last chapter. I will be more careful with my warning's as well as I've been advised by some readers. I did not expect the reaction to how I'd written last scene to be so strong otherwise I'd have put warnings right away. I sincerely apologize to the readers who were triggered by it without warning.

Warnings: Swearing, (All lightly) Mentions of death, extreme hunger, homelessness, guns.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“So… you just sit here?”

“Yep.”

“Hm.”

“I told you, you didn’t have to come.”

“I’ve got nothing better to do.”

Scout looked at his friend, shifting his weight to the side to let blood flow back into the leg that was tucked under his outstretched one. The pins and needles had him scrunching his nose in discomfort.

“There’s tons you could be doing.”

Ace tipped his head back against the brick wall supporting their backs, “True.”

“So why are you here?”

“To look out for you.”

“Liar,” Scout scoffed.

Ace smirked, “I was curious to see where you’ve been running off to all week. You really think they’re coming back?”

Scout tucked his legs up against his chest and scowled. Across the street from where they sat, tucked against the wall of an alley with the perfect angle to see, sat the White Rose café. Just as he’d left it a week ago when he’d seen JK. When Hope had promised him they’d be back as soon as they could.  

Scout wanted to say, to grumble out that ‘he promised’, but didn’t want to seem childish. He knew how it sounded to believe in the words of someone he’s met all of three times, each almost more brief then the last. But he was a runner. He was a street kid, his word was all he had. JK must understand that too, and by extension his men right?

It was a stretch…

The café looked the same as it had the day before, and the day before that. Only once had he seen someone going in and out of it, and that had been a crew to repair the broken floor. He assumed that the owner had called someone. Besides that, it sat empty, it’s ‘closed’ sign mocking him in the doorway.

“They will.”

“And they’re just going to magically show up here?”

“They have powers. I saw it myself.”

Ace rolled his head to the side and gave him a lazy look, “You didn’t tell anyone else about that did you?”

Scout blinked and looked at him, “No, why?”

“The others will send you to the loony bin for sure,” the older yawned, grunting when Scout elbowed him in the side roughly.

“I’m not crazy.”

Ace only shrugged and they settled into silence to watch the café. People walked by, going about their day. Scout often found that people watching was a good way to pass the time. He’d wonder what jobs people had, where they were going, what was going on in their lives.

“It’s called sonder,” Ace had told him once when he’d talked about it. “The realization that everyone around you has a life as vivid and complex as your own. A really simple word for a complex concept.”

Sonder. He liked it. Trying to think about the lives others led made him feel less alone. In the same way that staring at the moon and stars made him feel so incredibly tiny.

Winter was approaching quickly. The air was sharper when the sun was setting. It made him worry.

Scout had told the other runners that he’d let them know when there was word from JK. Nara was still trying to contact him despite Scout telling her phones might not reach to wherever they’d vanished too. As of now, Ilseong and Nara were acting as buffers between the runners and the rest of the gang, but that wouldn’t last much longer. It was only a matter of time before the higher ups realized something wasn’t right.

A more pressing matter was where they would sleep that night.

Scout had been staying with Ace at an apartment building that was still being built. They’d snuck into one of the nearly finished rooms to sleep somewhere decently warm. Or at least out of the weather. With all the extra running Ace had been doing though, he hadn’t gotten back at the usual time to pick the lock, Scout had been seen waiting and was chased off the property.

It would be awhile before they could go back without fear of getting caught. Scout especially. He didn’t want to get sent to foster care.

That meant that they were out of luck when it came to accommodations though. Ace had suggested breaking into the café, especially since no one was coming or going. Scout had shot that down quickly. He wasn’t going to break into the property of a gang he was hoping to join. He’d sleep under a park bench before he’d risk his chances joining the group.

As he watched the unentertaining café, Scout let his eyes wander to a girl walking by, finding he recognized her from the day before. He’d created a story for her. She was a student, hoping to one day open her own bookstore. That’s why she’d always stop in front of the café and look at it, seemingly lost in thought. It was the perfect location. He’d imagine her thinking of the sign saying the name of her own shop, the door chiming frequently with a boundless stream of customers.

She was pretty, had amazing posture. She stood tall and confident, black hair tied up in a neat bun. The girl walked with purpose, like not a thing could get in her way.

The girl stared at the café a moment longer, like she had the previous days, before she turned and kept walking. Maybe to school, maybe to her job. It was fun trying to guess which despite knowing he’d never truly know.


Scout nearly screamed on the thirteenth day when he saw that the mocking closed sign had been flipped over.

Open.

The café was open.

After so many nights of sleeping on benches or leaned up against a wall somewhere, he finally felt pure excitement over something.

He’d never run so fast in his life. Bolting across the street and nearly taking out a customer on their way out as he stumbled through the door and looked around. There were a few people seated. A couple taking up a table by the windows, a man sitting quietly in the corner, a few students studying at another table. In the middle of the room, two men dressed in black suits sat, one with their feet up on another chair and both carrying on as if they owned the place. Scout found the man behind the counter and perked up.

“Excuse me sir?” He breathed, putting his hands on the counter.

“What can I get for you?”

The man looked bored, or maybe tired, or some combination of the two.

“I was wondering if I could talk to the owner?”

“Speaking,” the man sighed roughly. “If this is a complaint about a staff member,” Scout didn’t miss the pointed look he shot towards the two men. “Please accept my apologies.”

Scout blinked and looked over his shoulder at the men, frowning. One of them shifted, reaching across the table to smack the other while laughing obnoxiously. He didn’t miss the flash of a gun handle on the man’s hip. Looking back at the owner quickly he dropped his hands from the counter and scoured the array of pastries as if looking for one to choose. They all looked delicious but he couldn’t afford it. Not if he wanted to eat tomorrow.

Lowering his voice he glanced at the owner, “You know JK don’t you?”

The man continued to refill a napkin dispenser, the hesitation in his motions the only sign that he recognized the name. “We’re short on stock. We’re limiting pastries to one per customer.”

Scout shifted, the excitement gone. The owner looked tense, and if the two men at the table were as unfriendly as the weapons they carried suggested, he could understand why. Did they work for the man who kidnapped JK?  

Did this mean that the café had been taken over in JK’s absence? If he was back there would be no way he’d stand for this. That meant he wasn’t here. Yet.

“Um,” Scout looked at the owner again before shaking his head, “I’m okay. Sorry I was just looking.”

The owner gave him a short nod, glancing at him with a look that he couldn’t quite read. Turning back towards the door, Scout almost bumped into a girl. The bookshop girl. The girl smiled at him apologetically and he stepped to the side to let her by, mumbling an apology as she headed straight for the counter.

“My name is Sol Chin-su. I’m looking for my friend. Her name is Kyong Sumi. She’s a staff member here,” the girl said leaning one hand on the counter and putting the other on her hip, not giving the owner time to give the usual welcoming spiel.

“She quit,” the owner said flatly, looking more tired by the minute.

The bookshop girl looked genuinely surprised, “Quit? When? She loved this job,” she finished with a mumble, speaking more to herself.

“About two weeks ago. I’m sorry I can’t help you.”

Scout watched the girl look around and take in the café, seeing the two men at the table. She frowned much like he had and turned back at the owner. “Are you hiring?”

The owner raised a brow, giving her his full attention, “We aren’t.”

“So you found a replacement for her?”

The owner said nothing.

Chin-su leaned over the counter a bit, determined, “This is the last place I knew my friend was. She might come back. So please, if you know anything at all...”

The man sighed heavily and thought for a moment before dropping his voice to a hush, “On two conditions. Keep whatever questions you’re going to talk my ear off with until break times. And don’t get in the way of those men. If you can do that, you’re hired. Uniforms in the back.”

Bookshop girl perked up and smacked both hands on the counter enthusiastically, “Yes! Thank you, I’ll do everything I can!”

Scout watched curiously as the girl ran into the back, only realizing he’d been standing and staring at them for the duration of the conversation when the owner looked over at him. He quickly ducked his head and hurried out.

When the bell on the door chimed as it swung shut he paused for a moment, unsure of where to go.

He hadn’t seen Ace in a few days, but that wasn’t anything strange. Sometimes they’d go weeks without running into each other, sometimes they saw each other every day. Scout had gotten used to the inconsistences of living this kind of life, and he knew to trust Ace, if no one else.

Sticking his hands in his pockets to warm them up, he turned and headed down the street. His stomach protested the use of more energy but he ignored the pains that flared up occasionally.

He needed money, and he knew he couldn’t get it from running for the boss. Not after Scout had sworn loyalty to JK’s group. He refused to help another group in any way.

His stomach cramped enough to make him wince, rubbing the spot to relax the muscles there. It was tempting. He’d be of no use to JK dead right? No. He was in their group. He wouldn’t run again. How else could he get food?

Biting his lip, he found himself wandering towards a convenience store.

It was never something he enjoyed doing. Stealing. But he’d rather steal and not starve then be found dead on the street by some random passersby.

He just had to hold out until JK got back. Then he could work out the details of working for him.


Scout continued to visit the cafe but wouldn’t go inside.

It remained open, the armed men continued to keep watch on the place, and the bookshop girl kept showing up for her new job.

Seeing the men step through that door every morning made him almost sick with anger. It only got worse as the days went by. This was JK’s territory. They had no right to ruin it the way they were. Scout could remember the atmosphere when he’d first stepped in with Hope. Could remember the way Hope had smiled at him when they’d met on the street like they were old friends.

When Hope had taken him back to the café and they’d stepped through that door, it had been warm and welcoming and JK’s men were laughing and smiling at one of the tables. One of them was even playing with a kid. Scout had wondered briefly it the kid was one of theirs, but the situation hadn’t allowed him to think on it long.

Now… the café was cold.

Even some of the regulars had stopped showing up.

As Scout watched from across the street, he saw less and less people show up every day. The men harassed the other customers, laughed so loudly and cussed so often that just being in the room was unpleasant.

Ace hadn’t believed that what Scout said about Hope’s powers was true. But Scout believed it. He’d seen it. Hope promised. He’d be back. They would be back.

He just wished it would be soon…

It was late when he left his spot that day, when it started to get dark enough he thought he should go find somewhere to sleep.

Four days since the café opened, and still nothing.

He only made it around the block before he noticed Ace ahead of him on the side walk. Scout didn’t bother smiling or waving, only letting his shoulders sag slightly in relief. Ace stopped in front of him, “Did you hear?”

“Hear what?” He blinked as Ace turned to walk next to him back in the direction he just came.

“Yong-jun is dead.”

Scout frowned, squinting to try and recall if he knew the name, “Was that the guy who torched a guys car when he couldn’t pay?”

Ace shook his head, “No that’s Chunso. Crazy fucker. Yong-jun was the asshole who liked to steal others runs.”  

“What happened?”

“The boss found out some of the runners were working against him.”

Scout looked at him quickly, and if he wasn’t already so cold, he would have felt the flush of ice through his veins. “What?”

“He showed up at the base the other night, first time I’ve ever seen the guy. Stabbed Yong-jun without batting an eye and told us if anyone interfered with his plans again he’d kill us just as easily. Dude’s insane,” Ace huffed.

Scout was glad he hadn’t been there. He didn’t think he’d be able to see someone get killed and brush it off as well as Ace did. But in the four years he’d known Ace, since they’d been on the streets together, he’d never seen anything faze the older. They didn’t talk about their pasts, but Scout found curiosity settling questions on his tongue about his friends history.

“He showed up himself? Why didn’t he send someone?”

“Don’t know. Maybe he felt it was personal.”

Scout tried to think about what the runners could have done to upset him so much. From what he’d heard around, they’d just been doing their usual business. Besides the runners who were wanting to join JK’s-

Scout paused, looking at Ace quickly, “What did he look like? The boss? Was he tall? Dark hair? Handsome?”

Ace looked at him, “You’ve seen him before?”

“Shit,” Scout gripped his hair and took a few steps back. The man he’d seen kidnap JK had been the boss? He was the one who interfered, had gotten the help of the other runners. They’d tracked their boss’s vehicle and gave his location to JK’s men.

“He was the one who grabbed JK. I’m screwed. I’m so screwed. Ace, he’s going to kill me.”

Ace frowned and turned to fully face him, grabbing his shoulders to steady him as he shook. “Hey. Enough. He doesn’t know specifics. He can’t know everyone who was involved. You’re safe for now.”

Despite the ‘for now’ lingering in the air, Scout did try to calm down. That’s right. The boss didn’t care who he was specifically, couldn’t possibly know it was him who gave the information. There was no way to track it back that far. But that meant that the runners were all at risk. One had already been killed because of his actions.

The streets wouldn’t be safe for them.

Ace smacked his hand down roughly on his shoulder, almost sending his weak body to the ground, “Keep your head down. His warning was enough for a lot of runners to quit. We’re easily replaceable, he’ll forget about it in no time.”

“What do I do until JK gets back?” Scout chewed his lip.

“Look out for yourself. That’s all we can do.”


It was raining the next day.

Pouring hard enough that his old, tattered clothes were soaked clean through and his socks squished in his shoes as he tried to wiggle heat back into his toes.

The café was open again, the men were there again, and Scout was tired. Again.

He was cold and hungry and the fear that had been stirring in his chest had simmered to a constant roll of emotions that fed his thoughts but not his stomach. The rain would have been soothing if it weren’t so cold. Scout couldn’t do much about the fact he was drifting off, not having a roof to sleep under made for restless nights and he was exhausted.

Just as his cheek tipped to touch his knees, drawn tight to his chest, and as his arms slacked around his legs, he was startled awake by the changing of the rains sound. The loud smack of raindrops on the umbrella over him had him looking up before looking at the man who had approached him without him noticing.

Gasping, Scout flinched away, limbs unlocking stiffly as he tried to move to a more defensive position. The man simply adjusted the umbrella to keep him out of the rain.

Scout looked him over suspiciously, noticing that the man had his own umbrella as well, resting on his shoulders, one hand busy holding the second umbrella out to him, the other holding a small bag. A cane was leaned up against the wall next to him. He was an older man. Maybe in his sixties or seventies. His hair was greying, and his back was hunched slightly. Scout could easily outrun him if need be, even as weak as he was.

What struck him was that the man seemed familiar. But he couldn’t place from where. That made him frown. He had a good memory. An incredible one actually. He knew faces. Never forgot one. But he was struggling to recall where he’d seen this man. Was he really that tired? That starved?

“Come on now, take it,” the man insisted, smiling kindly, wrinkles crinkling the corners of his eyes.

Scout glanced at the handle of the umbrella and slowly reached out, pulling it from the man’s hand and holding it himself over his head. He didn’t feel warmer, still wet and cold, but at least it was a break from the constant patter of fresh cold on his skin.

“Your name is Scout-ah is it not?”

Immediately his defenses rose and he glared at the man, shifting away from him. The old man chuckled and turned slowly to reach for his cane, using it to take some of the weight off his legs.

“Here,” the man held the bag out to him next, and this, Scout had a harder time accepting. Not knowing what was in the bag he kept his hands wrapped tight around the umbrella handle and kept his mouth shut. The man kept his hand out even upon seeing his hesitance. “It’s a sandwich. From the café over there.”

Scout glanced towards the White Rose and felt like smacking himself. Of course. That’s where he knew him from. He was the old man who had been sitting in the corner when he’d gone in. He must be a regular at the café. Feeling a little more reassured but no more trusting, he took the bag and looked in it, seeing a to-go container.

“They don’t sell sandwiches,” he glanced at the man.

Smiling kindly still, Scout couldn’t tell if it was a fake kindness or genuine, but it made him feel uneasy, the man nodded, “I asked the owner to make one. Their pastries are good, but I thought you might like something more filling.”

Scout resisted the temptation and closed the bag, but didn’t hand it back.

“How do you know my name?”

“I’ve been going to the White Rose for a long while. I was there the day you came in with news that Jungkook-ssi was taken.”

“Jungkook- you mean JK?” Scout cringed. Another secret he’d have to keep. There was some information he just didn’t want. The real name of the boss he hoped to work for was a perfect example. “You know him?”

“Like I said, I’ve been going to that café for a long while,” the man chuckled. “I recognized you from that day. I was content to leave you to your waiting, but the weather was being cruel today.”

Scout sniffed and looked around the street. There weren’t may people out today. Those that were hurried through the storm.

“Things have been looking grim for the café hm?”

Scout looked back at the man, “How much do you know?”

He wasn’t in the habit of giving up information to people he didn’t trust. Information could often be the difference between life and death in the right situations.

“I know that you chose a good man to follow,” the old man smiled at him. “I know you’re waiting for their return.”

“Then you know about the men in there?”

“The annoying two?” The old man sighed, “Unfortunately yes. I used to enjoy my coffee in peace. Regardless, Mr. Nam won’t have to worry about it much longer.”

Scout frowned, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You learn a lot when you sit back and watch,” the man said calmly, continuing to let the umbrella rest on his shoulders as he folded his hands on top of his cane. Scout wouldn’t be able to see his eyes from under the umbrella’s edge if he were standing.

He thought about the people he’d been watching the last few weeks. About how he learned when he would see specific people, learned to tell if they were stressed or rushed or happy about something. “Mr. Nam won’t be able to keep this place with how it’s running. He’ll likely have one more month before he’ll lose it.”

Scout bit his tongue to keep from exclaiming about how unfair that was. How it was all the stupid guys faults for driving customers away. Instead, he looked back at the bag in his hand. Pulling out the sandwich was difficult with numb fingers, but he managed. When he opened the container and got a hint of the foods heavenly scent, all thoughts of poison or drugs left his mind. He dug into it.

The man made no comment on the rate he finished it, nor how messy and desperate it must have looked. But just the taste made his chest tighten and stomach grumble loudly. He sniffed again and wiped rainwater off his cheeks.

It wasn’t enough, but it would take the edge off the pain throughout the next hour.

“I want to help them.”

The old man hummed.

“If I was… If I was like them…”

If he had powers like them, could he somehow scare them out of the store? Could he fight back against them and all the others the gang threw at him? They must be gang members. They must work for the boss. If JK was so hurt by the man… did they stand a chance to fight back?

It was silent for awhile, and Scout expected for the man to stay longer, tell him more, talk to him, but instead, he grunted as he shifted and turned away from him. His cane clicking along the concrete as he took a few steps away. Scout scrambled to his feet and fumbled to keep the umbrella over his head.

“Where are-” Scout stopped himself. It wasn’t his business. Didn’t have anything to do with him. He was just a kind old man.

“Home. You’re free to come along if you like, have a proper meal,” the man said calmly, casually.

The uneasiness was back. He took a step back, wondering if the old man was some sort of pervert or really did have ill intentions. Follow him home? That was the stupidest thing he could do.

The man kept walking, and Scout hadn’t a single thought in his mind to follow. He knew better.

Until the man paused and looked back at him. Scout tensed, watching the man lift his hand. With one motion, he suddenly felt the air move around him, felt a gust that nearly turned his umbrella inside out, had him bracing his feet on the ground and bringing his shoulders to his ears as the warm wind swirled around him. He gasped when it stopped as quickly as it came, the air settling around them, the rain falling straight as it had been.

The only evidence of the strange wind was that his clothes were drier, no longer dripping, his hair had been messed up but it too was only slightly damp. He looked at his shirt, hand feeling it with wide eyes before snapping his attention back to the man.

“Try and stay dry, you wouldn’t want to get sick.”

The man was walking away again before Scout could spout out all the words that tried to climb out of his throat at once. He was like Hope. He had powers. There were more people like them? Was he in their group too? Had he been watching over the café while they had other things to do?

Suddenly the idea of following him wasn’t so stupid. Well, no, it was, he knew it was. But what if he knew where they’d gone? What if he could contact them? Ask them to come back? Tell them what was going on? What if Scout could stay with him?

His feet were moving before he could question it, the exhaustion still heavy in his steps and the prospect of a full meal too tantalizing to pass up.

He kept his distance. Followed a good few meters behind. Always kept an eye on their surroundings in case the man wasn’t alone, and he was luring him somewhere to be jumped. But why bother if he had powers too? He controlled the wind so easily, surely if he wanted to hurt him he’d have done it by now. Scout couldn’t think of a reason he’d need him for anything.

Then again, kids went missing from the streets all the time.

As they walked, Scout kept having to feel his clothes to remind himself he had seen and felt what he had. He wasn’t imagining it.

Ace’s words about the other’s sending him to a loony bin suddenly came back to him when the old man turned to walk up the driveway of a mental hospital.

He stopped at the gate, looking up at the large building, taking up the entire block and fenced off on what seemed to be all sides. Trees lining the inside of the fence made it difficult to see the property but the building was at least six stories and seemed to be separated into different wings. It looked a bit old compared to most institutions, and really the only reason he knew it was one was because of the old sign that called it such.

Kyo Psychiatric Institution.

Below that was a symbol with four circles each slightly different then the last and the words WINGS written below.

“Don’t dawdle now,” the old man’s voice had him jumping, looking up the driveway to see the man waiting for him.

“You live here?” He blurted, feet keeping him where he was. Was it safe to go further? It was a public space wasn’t it? There must be other people around too. Even if this man was a patient, there must be doctors or nurses. It was a better outcome then the one he’d been expecting, which was to end up in a private home with the stranger.

Then again, what if someone called child services? He usually avoided institutions for that exact reason.

“I own it my boy,” the man chuckled. “Come along, it’s nearly time for dinner. Akhi will be thrilled to meet you.”

“Own..?” Scout stared at the building and then the man. He owned this place? He wouldn’t have guessed that. And was Akhi a name? It wasn’t something he’d heard before. The man didn’t use any honorifics either. A wife maybe? Maybe it was a nickname? Still, that uneasiness left him doubting his decision to come here. “I think I should…”

Go, leave, not follow the guy into his own building where he might not be able to escape again. Any of the above really.

The old man just gave him a nod and a wave, “I see. Safe travels then.”

With that he turned and kept walking. No convincing him to come in, no attempt at drawing him in with the promise of food and shelter, just a simple understanding goodbye. Was he using reverse psychology? This guy owned a psychiatric hospital, he probably knew a lot about how people thought. Was he trying to manipulate him? Make him feel safe?

Scout was over thinking this. He must be. It was food and maybe a bed if they let him stay the night. On top of that, he might be able to find out more about these powers and about Jung- no, JK. It was JK to him.

Ace was going to kill him if he found out he was doing this.

Groaning and hoping he wouldn’t regret this, he took a step forward, calling for the man to wait for him. He did, but continued once Scout was at his comfortable distance.

The front of the building was beautiful. Stone steps leading up to wooden double doors and beautiful paneled glass windows. The driveway was rounded, a large stone statue of a dragon sitting in the middle. The old man went around the side of the building, following a stone path through well kept gardens instead of using the main stairs.

“This doesn’t look like the psychiatric hospitals I’ve seen,” Scout mumbled, looking up at the intimidating building. He caught the eyes of a girl in one of the windows, only catching a glance before she was pulling away out of sight. Her eyes had been blue. The most striking blue he’d ever seen. Almost unnatural.

He blinked and shook his head when the man spoke, dropping his gaze to his back, “We’re a special sort. Privately funded. You don’t need to worry here, there is no one that will hurt you nor will we call services,” the man paused by a simple wooden door and turned to him, “There is a favor I would like to ask of you my boy, but should you say no, you will still be welcomed here whenever you find you need warmth and a good meal.”

Something about that, about hearing that he could say no, made him feel a little better about being here at all. Less like he’d be attacked the moment he walked through the door. But the thought of the man he’d just met needing a favor had him curious.

“I can leave whenever I want..?” Scout squinted at him.

The old man smiled, something that was becoming less suspicious by the minute and more of a curiosity, “Everyone can leave whenever they like. There are no locks on the exiting doors. The people here are here because they choose to be.”

Was that safe? Did they not have people trying to break in? He didn’t know much about psychiatric hospitals but wasn’t that a bit unsafe for the patients too? They would be at this kind of hospital for a reason wouldn’t they?

The man opened the door and stepped through into a hallway, closing his umbrella and leaving it by the door. Scout did the same as he stepped inside. The inside of the building looked newer then the outside. It must have been renovated at some point. Scout bit his tongue as the door closed behind them, glancing towards it and looking around for any defining features of this hallway so he didn’t get lost.

What surprised him the most was the hustle and bustle of the place. There wasn’t a hall that hadn’t had someone in it as they walked, they wore casual clothes, and Scout thought for a moment they were all visitors, but when he couldn’t see anyone wearing any ‘patients’ clothes he started to doubt.

The people greeted the man kindly, as old friends would. He seemed well liked, which helped to ease his concerns even further. The interior of the institution was homey, less clinical and sterile then the government buildings he was used to seeing. Maybe that was because it was privately owned?

The looks he got from the people they passed ranged from curious to wary to downright untrusting, and Scout subconsciously found himself walking just a bit closer to the old man the further into the building they trekked.

Eventually they reached a large room with tables spread out, that looked like a cafeteria of sorts, but still much more welcoming than most. The tables were all wooden, the chairs too, and there were large chandeliers lighting the room in a soft hue.

Scout had a million questions, but he kept quiet until they walked over to a woman serving food to a few people in a line off to the side. The woman smiled upon seeing them and the old man returned it.

“Hamedi, you’re back earlier then usual. Trying to beat the rush?” The woman said pleasantly.

Scout glanced at Hamedi, another strange name, as he handed him a plate and took one of his own. He held it out to the woman who began to dish out what looked to be Jjajangmyeon. It smelled amazing and he couldn’t help the way his mouth began to salivate just seeing it. Distracted by the food, he jolted when the woman addressed him.

“And who’s this? A new resident?” The woman held her hand out and Scout quickly gave her the plate, bowing when she loaded it up with the delicious looking food. “Goodness, you’re so thin. Make sure you come back for seconds. There’s plenty for everyone.”

Scout had died. He must have. This woman was an angel.

“Scout-ah, this is our cook Nohori-yah. Scout is visiting today. He’s a friend of the General’s.”

Nohori’s eye’s lit up at that and seemed to regard Scout in a different light, “Oh, call me Nono! Everyone around here does. Any friend of theirs is a friend of ours.”

“The General..?” Scout frowned in confusion looking at Hamedi as he took his plate back. It was all he could do to not dive in before they were even seated.

Nono looked at Hamedi, “Oh, I see you still have a lot to talk about,” she laughed a bit.

Hamedi bowed and smiled, “Don’t work too hard dear.”

“Never do,” Nono responded casually as she turned to serve a man who’d stepped in line behind Scout. She started an easy conversation with him as Hamedi guided him towards an empty table. Scout sat down slowly, still a little thrown off by the strange environment. People started wandering in, and they were of all ages and diverse nationalities as well.

“What is this place?” he asked.

Hamedi leaned his cane against the edge of the table and picked up his chopsticks. “I’m sure you have many questions my boy, and I will try to answer them all. But please eat before it gets cold.”

Scout sucked in a breath as he looked at the food, the aroma sinking into his bones like he’d never smelled something so good before. He didn’t hesitate this time to start eating, trying to go slow enough he didn’t choke. He couldn’t blame the rain for the dampness on his cheeks this time.

Hamedi didn’t say anything about it, only eating at a more polite pace. He didn’t even say anything when Scout got up to get more. It wasn’t until he was seated again that the man began speaking, and not in regards to Scouts near breakdown over his food.

“Do you believe in magic Scout-ah?”

Scout glanced at him, “I didn’t.”

“I suspect I wasn’t the first to show it to you?”

“Hope-ssi, he- controlled plants, or, something like that. He made a stretcher for JK when they brought him back.”

Hamedi sat back and smiled warmly, “Ah yes, Jung Hoseok. Hope is a fitting name.”

“Do you work for JK too?”

“Not quite no,” the old man seemed amused.

So they weren’t apart of the gang then? What was the point of hanging around the café then? This man wasn’t giving him much to go off of and Scout had too many questions to know the right ones to ask. Instead of focusing on his relations to JK, he tried a more pressing topic.

“Magic is really real? Like superpowers?” Scout asked between mouthfuls. He’d slowed down on the second plate, his stomach starting to feel full for the first time in… so long. He didn’t want to be sick and throw it all up.

“Of sorts, yes. Let me start from the beginning,” Hamedi began.

Scout listened, for long enough that the sun started to set, that people came and went, that the kitchen staff had finished cleaning and must have retired for the night. He listened to a story that he would have believed to be fiction if Hamedi hadn’t shown him magic again, creating a tiny tornado on the table top with the twitch of his hand.

He listened to stories of elemental magic, of mythical creatures existing alongside humans, of war, of an angel who led an army with a kind heart and unforgiving sword. He learned about a world, another world apart from theirs, called Galaxy.

“You were the ones left behind when Galaxy closed?” Scout breathed as he looked around at the few stray people in the large room. They looked like any other normal human, it was hard to wrap his mind around the fact that they were different species.

“We are. I created the Kyo Institute to give our kind a safe place to be themselves without fear of the human’s reactions to them.”

“Why cover as a mental hospital though?”

“It’s not a cover. We are registered with the government as an active psychiatric hospital. The cases we take are more… specific. With our kind still living amongst humans who have all forgotten magic, there are often accidents that lead to humans being exposed. As you’ll learn, humans begin to see magic everywhere once exposed directly, it can be hard for them to handle. We take them in and ease them through the process gently and explain why they shouldn’t spread awareness about our kind.”

Scout stared at him in awe, “How come more people don’t know about magic?”

“Most of the magical energy was drained from earth to create Galaxy. We are not able to use or magic so freely anymore without worry for our health.”

Scout looked at Hamedi and frowned, “But you used it so easily before.”

“That, my boy, is because of the one you call JK,” Hamedi chuckled. “A few months ago, I happened by that café and felt a strong magical energy. It was unlike anything I’ve felt since the war. I decided to stick around and observe to figure out the cause. That’s when I found the door to Galaxy.”

“A door?” Scout sat forward, on the edge of his seat, eyes wide, “That means you can go there can’t you? Is that where the others went?

Hamedi lifted a hand placatingly, “Yes, yes. That is where I suspect they went. The doors energy is immense. I’ve managed to regain my energy just by visiting the café daily. But not only that, I got to see some rather legendary people.”

“Legendary… Who?” Scout asked eagerly.

“A story for another time my boy,” Hamedi stood carefully, legs shaky as he reached for his cane. Scout’s shoulders dropped in disappointment, wanting to hear more about this new side of the world he was discovering. He glanced towards the windows, no longer letting in sunlight. It must be late. He needed to think about where he’d stay for the night.

As if reading his mind, or maybe he read it in the expression of dread on his face, Hamedi stepped over and put a hand on his shoulder. Scout couldn’t help but cringe, looking at the man. He didn’t seem insulted at least.

“There are more then enough spare rooms here. Please, help yourself to whichever you prefer. Vacant rooms will have a green tag on the door. Flip over if you intend to stay there. If you’d like to leave, anyone will be happy to help you on your way.”

Scout looked down and thought about it. If he stayed here for the night… would he be able to come back whenever? Would Ace be able to stay with him? If he had that many rooms then could the other runners stay too? No… he couldn’t ask that of the man. That was too much. He’d already done enough.

He’d stay tonight. Just tonight.

Hamedi started to leave and Scout quickly stood, “Wait, you said you had a favor to ask me. What was it?”

The old man turned to look at him, nodding like he just recalled the reason he’d spoken to Scout at all, “Of course, of course. You see, I happen to very much like the coffee and the company at that little café. I’d be terribly sad to see it lost. I was hoping you’d help me save it.”

“Save it?” Scout blinked. “Like raise money?”

“Not much can be done about the finances until those two brutes are taken care of. I was thinking something more along the lines of a take over.”

Reclaiming the property that belonged to JK. Scout squinted, “Are you sure you don’t work for them?”

“I assure you, they don’t know me as anything but a quiet old man. I’ve seen more then my fair share of proof around that café to know those boys are all trustworthy. God only knows I owe one of them my life.”

Scout didn’t know how large JK’s gang was in numbers. Didn’t know if he was really the one that the old man should be coming to about taking back the café, but damn if he didn’t try. He had his own grudge against those men and he would love to teach them a lesson.

The problem was that he couldn’t do it alone.

“I’ve got… friends who can help. Others who want to join, But they’ll be scared if they know who we’re fighting against. They won’t be able to go back to the gang if they get involved.”

Hamedi hummed thoughtfully, “They’ll need protection and shelter. They can find all of that here.”

Scout blinked, surprised, “Why are you… why are you being so nice? You don’t even know me. Us.”

There had to be a catch of some sort. Something that would make this dream come true come crashing down. This man was not only offering him, but the other runners a safe place to go, just to save a café? No. There had to be more to this that he wasn’t telling him. He said he owed someone his life. One of JK’s men? Who? Did he know them personally? If so, why hadn’t they recognized him? Then again he had said that it had been hundreds of years (that was insane… the man was centuries of years old).

Still it was too good to be true.

“Kindness isn’t restricted by such ridiculous limitations. Put the offer out to your friends. My only request is that you save the White Rose.”

"And why me? Why not find someone else to ask? I'm just a kid."

Hamedi clicked his tongue disapprovingly, "No person is 'just' anything. We're too complicated to be 'just' a thing. A house of cards will crumple if you remove a single card. In this case, it's just about knowing which card to remove."

He couldn't imagine it was him that was the card. Maybe the runners as a whole. Losing a big portion of the runners would certainly cause a drop in income for the gang. Then that was his goal wasn't it? To tear down the gang? He was doing it from the inside. Had he been watching Scout for awhile? He seemed to know more then he was saying but Scout knew that keeping all your cards close to your chest was the best play. Still. It made it difficult to tell if he could really trust this man.

"We can talk about this more tomorrow." Hamedi tapped his cane twice on the ground, accentuating the end of his sentence as final.  “Have a good night Scout-ah.”

Scout only watched him leave, until he was standing by himself in the large room, trying to figure out what in the world had just happened.

Yet, as he stumbled his way around the maze of halls until he came upon a door with a green tag, and as he opened said door, locked it, and flopped face first on the softest bed he’d ever laid in, he couldn’t help the wide grin on his face. His belly was full and the room was clean and warm.

Maybe, sometimes, people just got lucky.

Maybe hope really did work.

That thought had a renewed trust in JK rising in him. A new hope for their return.

Instead of going to sleep right away, he enjoyed the comfy bed and stared at the ceiling as he thought up a plan of action.

He would have the café back under their control before JK ever knew it had been taken.

Notes:

I'm curious to know everyone's thoughts on Hamedi... do we trust? What do we think of him? Scout seems to be about to get himself into some trouble, hopefully he won't dive in over his head.

Recap: Scout is waiting patiently and being the best kid ever while trying to survive on the streets, quiet cafe man finally speaks up and steps in, Scout is lead to a psych hospital where he learns about magic and gets to sleep with a roof over his head, and is Hamedi too nice or genuinely just a good person? Hmm... And Sumi's roommate is looking for her!

Next Chapter: Scout plays a dangerous game. Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok find the Guardian.

Hopefully this was a little nicer of a read then last chapter. I can't thank you enough, but I'll keep trying, for all the insight into your thoughts and opinions. The fact you guys feel so passionate about these characters makes me really happy (even though it was mostly unpleasant feelings last chapter, sorry about that...) it lets me know I'm doing a decent job writing them as characters. Thank you again, I hope you all are doing well and taking care of yourselves! Borahae!

Chapter 33: A Plan

Summary:

Taehyung talks to Jaeyong. Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok find the Guardian. Scout and Ace find new allies and a new home.

Notes:

I'm going to keep this super short cause it's late and I have work in the morning, but I hope you enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon couldn’t feel pain. Not real pain. But sometimes, it was like his mind tried to trick him into thinking he could. Into thinking he was still human. Strange phantom pains that likely had more to do with memories his mind had forgotten but his body hadn’t.

Now, as he sat on Hoseok’s back and listened to the heavy beat of his wings next to his ears, he could swear he felt his stomach cramping, twisting around the rock that had settled in it.

Behind him, Seokjin was livid. Fuming silently yet somehow so loudly that Namjoon didn’t even need to glance back to know he had a frown set deep in his features. He could practically see his shadow in front of him with how brightly his lovers eyes were glowing.

“Why didn’t Yoongi step in?”

Right to the point it seemed. Namjoon frowned at the direct question, Seokjin’s tongue sharp enough to leave physical wounds if he wasn’t careful, “Why didn’t any of us?”

“Yoongi was there before it escalated. He should have been able to tell when things were getting out of hand.”

“The last time I tried to mediate between humans, it didn’t go so well. They both could have gotten hurt.”

“Jungkook did get hurt. You know we could have stopped them. I should have pulled them apart when he first got close,” Seokjin hissed. “He had no right to touch Jungkook when he knows how much their touch scares him right now.”

“Jungkook told you not to touch him.”

“I wouldn’t have had too. In Guardian’s name Hobi, you could have thrown a wall up between them for all I care and all we did was stand there and watch him rip Jungkook apart.”

Hoseok warbled underneath them, a sound he felt more then heard with how deep it was. The dragon turned his head to glance back at them, meeting Namjoon’s eyes with his large green ones. It killed him to see the sorrow there. Placing a hand on his back, Namjoon gave him a calming pat before twisting to look at Seokjin.

“Why didn’t you? If you say you should’ve, why didn’t you?”

It wasn’t an accusation, merely an inquiry. Namjoon was in no position to accuse anyone. He’d been just the same. Standing by while potentially all Jungkook’s progress with healing mentally was thrown out the proverbial window.

Seokjin wasn’t looking at him, glowing eyes sadder than the rage Namjoon heard when he spoke. He didn’t answer, and Namjoon reached over and took his lover’s hand in his own.

“For the same reason we all did right?” Namjoon guessed.

He could make excuses all day. He could say it was because Jungkook wasn’t new to handling these things. Because he knew what worked for him and if Jungkook had really, genuinely wanted Jaeyong to shut up, he would have lashed out sooner, would have asked for their help, it was a house rule after all. He wouldn’t have built the argument up with his own words. He could say it had to do with how Jungkook reacted when his brother punched him, he could say it was because he didn’t know what methods humans used to cope.

Guardian knows that there wasn’t much by way of methods for handling trauma when he was a human, nor had there been any kind of treatment for those that simply lost their minds in the war.

He could say he was letting Jungkook handle it how he needed too.

He could say all of that, and maybe it was a combination of them all that had held his feet to the porch, but he knew it came down to a simple fact.

They’d hoped it would help.

Galaxy had adapted to relying on family, friends and Sets to get through struggles of the mind. It was well practiced by people to know to speak to others as well as listen when others spoke about such things. Humans didn’t seem to handle things that way. But they’d thought they were doing right with Jungkook. Jaeyong didn’t seem to think so.

“It worked for you and Yoongi. After you got back,” Seokjin said quietly. “I thought it would be like that. I thought the fight would be good for him to vent.”

“It wasn’t the same as then. I thought he’d…” Namjoon sighed, brushing his thumb across Seokjin’s fingers. He thought Jaeyong’s intentions had been to help as well. Like how Hoseok handled Jungkook’s anger when Jiho was supposedly kidnapped. When he and Yoongi had gotten out of Ki-jungs hands, they’d had more then a few of their own screaming matches, but they always had a purpose. “He took it too far.”

Hindsight being what it was, Namjoon knew that the fight hadn’t panned out the way they had been expecting. They didn’t know how it started. They’d heard the yelling but not the words. That was the problem wasn’t it?

The yelling was fine. If they wanted to fight verbally then that was fine. Namjoon didn’t have a problem with that. Guardian knows they yelled at each other too sometimes. He never believed that anger should be something that people should fear. But it was often a misplaced and misunderstood emotion. Used in all the wrong ways.

The problem was the words. It was the way Jaeyong called out issues he had little knowledge of, some that weren’t even issues in their eyes. It was the ignorant way he accused Jungkook of using them, it was how he kicked Jungkook when his mind was already weak.

No. No… that wasn’t quite right. Namjoon didn’t believe Jungkook was weak. Not in any way shape or form. He might have weak moments, but he himself was far from weak.

Before he could say more on the matter, Hoseok suddenly let out a roar, a pulse of fear and panic shooting through them from his magic. They both whipped around to look ahead while Hoseok dropped downwards towards a field.

Namjoon felt those phantom pains again. This time, in his heart. Gripping, clawing pain.

The Guardian was laying on its side, large body framed by the wilted golden grass growing in the plot of land. Namjoon scanned the whale for injuries and was relieved to find none and to notice the rise and fall of its body with each heavy breath.

Hoseok landed, taking a few thumping steps to slow their moment before crouching his body to allow them to jump off. They wasted no time in running over, even as Hoseok began to glow gold.

“Guardian!” Namjoon ran up to it’s large head, eyes wide with concern as he placed his hands on the usually warm skin. It felt cold and dry now.

One of the Guardians eyes opened, falling on them as it turned its head into the ground to see them better. With a wordless series of deep click sounds, the whale rolled slowly onto it’s stomach, settling with a deep exhausted sag after a moment.

Hoseok ran over to join them, now in his human-like form brushing his hand along the underside of its mouth. “Guardian, what happened to you?”

The pulsing call that reached them sounded pained, but once more, no words could be heard in their minds. Namjoon looked around quickly. This area was worse. The trees were nearly dead, the sky ashen, the world felt grey and diseased.

“It must be whatever is draining the natural energy that’s affecting it,” Namjoon frowned, pressing his forehead to the whale and willing some of his energy towards it. He couldn’t give it much, but if it helped ease the pain, he’d give as much as he could spare.

The Guardian let out a contended sound of gratitude.

“What could possibly have the power to do this?” Seokjin looked around slowly, looking for a culprit.

Hoseok’s energy flared as he gave some to the Guardian as well, whispering quiet reassurances to the whale.

“Follow the damage. It should lead us to the source,” Namjoon said quickly. “We’ll go on foot from here. We should conserve our energy.”

Seokjin and Hoseok nodded, Hoseok standing up and looking at the Guardian sadly, “We’ll stop whatever this is. Please hang in there a little longer.”


Scout didn’t sleep well despite the comfortable bed and the warm room and the lock on the door. He slept quite terribly actually. Every time someone walked by the door he’d jolt awake, his fight or flight instincts kicking in and having him clutching the blankets to his chest until the feet in the hall continued past his door, leaving him in silence again.

The silence itself was unnerving. A far cry from the busy city streets he was used to hearing. He’d gotten so fed up with the low hum of the buildings central air, he’d finally gotten up and opened the window to let the sounds in.

He never thought he’d ever welcome the honking and rumbling of traffic on the streets.

The morning still seemed to come quickly and while he hadn’t been comfortable, he hadn’t frozen to death in the night after being drenched from the rain. It was the little victories Ace always said. They had to appreciate the little things, lest they had nothing to appreciate at all.

He hoped the older had found a place to stay. Though he did have more options then Scout himself. Bars and clubs didn’t let kids in, no exceptions for street rats. He was sure Ace found someone to share a bed with for the night.

The thought had him blushing as he stared out the window at the gardens outside, watching the few people who mingled amongst the fresh morning air.

Ace didn’t go into detail about his one night stands, which Scout was eternally grateful for. But he would bug him sometimes about finding out when he’s older. As if Scout didn’t already know what… THAT was.

He poked his tongue into the hole where his front tooth used to be as he contemplated whether or not to try and find his way back to the dining room. That in itself wouldn’t be hard. Two rights and a left. Then the double doors at the end of the hall. But would they have breakfast? Or did they only do certain meals of the day?

He was nervous to leave his room again. It had been late when he’d found it, but now people would be up and moving around. Still, he wanted to find the old man and learn more before he went to tell the others about this place.

This place… could it be somewhere they could all be safe? Could something like that really exist? Ace would know what to do. If he should trust him or not. Once he showed him proof that magic was real, he’d listen. Ace was someone who liked facts. Scout trusted him.

Scout turned and looked at the door to the room. The room was simply furnished, only a sturdy desk with a lamp sat atop it, a chair, and a bed by the window. Given how big this place was he wondered if this was how most of the rooms looked. It still felt strangely welcoming despite its simplicity.

With his mission in mind, he stepped towards the door and put his hand on the doorknob.


Finding Ace didn’t take long.

Running was what Scout did best, and he knew his friend well enough to know where his usual haunts were. They didn’t do too many jobs during the day, it was riskier then under the quiet of night, but Ace had been trying to keep them both alive so he’d taken on more spots. Scout knew how hard he tried to give Scout at least one meal a day.

Ace would never admit to it though, only brushing off his questions (Did you eat today? Where’d that bruise come from? Where did you sleep last night? Were you safe?) by shoving his head lightly and telling him he should eat before he decided he wanted it back. Ace told him he stole most of their food once, but Scout knew better then to believe that. Ace hated stealing.

He found him at the spot underneath a bridged walkway, sitting on the sloped concrete beneath as he counted through a handful of money discretely. He must have just finished a deal then.

Scout felt the excitement stirring up in him again as he approached. He’d triple checked everything with Hamedi, asked more about magic and how it works. The information was thrilling. The possibility of this being a turning point for them, an actual chance to do more then just survive, was too good to be true.

“Hyung!”

His friend looked over, tucking the money in his pocket and standing up to greet him as he came to a stop in front of him. Ace raised a brow and put a hand on his shoulder to steady him as he nearly toppled over from the sloped ground.

“What’s the rush Scout-ah? You aren’t usually around this part of the city,” Ace frowned, looking over Scout’s shoulder as if expecting to see someone chasing him.

Scout grinned widely, feeling the excitement bubbling over, “I found somewhere!”

“Somewhere? For what?” Ace dropped his hand off his shoulder and relaxed, apparently not seeing any immediate danger.

“To live!”

“What really?”

“This- This old man, Hamedi-ssi, he owns this big building. He’s a regular at the café and he offered us and the other runners places to stay,” Scout grabbed Ace’s sleeve eagerly and started pulling the other along. “You have to come meet him, he knows JK and his gang, he wants to take back the café.”

Ace staggered behind him, “Scout-ah, slow down a second. Knowing JK doesn’t vouch for his credibility.”

Scout paused, the words foreign to him. Ace noticed this and clarified quickly.

“It doesn’t mean you can trust him.”

“I know that, that’s why you need to meet him. You’ll know if we can trust him.”

Ace stared at him for long enough that Scout took it as the go ahead and started dragging him once more. The older sighed behind him tiredly, “You’ve got way too much faith in me.”

Scout didn’t bother responding to that. Ace was dramatic sometimes.

“He told me all of this amazing stuff, Ace you’re not going to believe it.”

“If this is about magic again Scout-ah, I really should check you in to a mental hospital.”

Scout laughed harder than he should have at that.

He laughed even harder at the look on Ace’s face when they were finally out front of Kyo Institute not twenty minutes later.

“Please, Scout-ah, please tell me you didn’t check yourself in.”

Scout grinned and crossed his arms proudly as they stood at the gates of their potential new home. “Not yet!”

Running his hands down his face, Ace turned to him and bent down to be eye to eye with him, dropping his hands on his shoulders. “Listen to me. I know you have a vivid imagination, that mind of yours is brilliant. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. But I need you to be real with me for a second. No make belief or tall tales alright?”

Scout nodded slowly, recognizing the seriousness in the older boy’s voice. Ace didn’t get this serious about much. Only things he thought could be a threat to either of them. The last time he’d seen him this serious was when he was training to be a runner and a deal had gone wrong, Ace had told him to run while he’d stayed back and held off two guys.

The morning after, Scout had found him unconscious in the alley, beaten and bloody. He remembered how scared he’d been that he was dead. Despite the injuries, Ace had still played it off, told him that he’d just been taking a nap, that they looked worse than they were. Scout had cried so hard that day. He’d promised himself never to run away and leave his only friend behind again.

That’s why, if Ace didn’t believe him, or didn’t trust the old man, then he’d leave the thought of this place behind. He really hoped he believed him though.

“I promise Ace-hyung. I’m telling the truth. It’s real.”

He tried to get across how sincere he was with his tone, but he could still see Ace’s struggle with accepting it.

“Hello Scout-ssi,” a woman’s voice caught their attention and they both looked over at Nono, who was dressed warmly in a fall coat to combat the chill. The sight of it had Scout more aware of how cold his own skin was and he couldn’t help the shiver that ran through him. “You’re back already? Were my fried eggs that delicious?”

Scout perked up and smiled at the chef. Ace however, stuck his hands in his pockets and watched the woman with a lazy expression. Keep your hands on the money. Ace had taught him that. And he’d learned the hard way after showing back up at the base after a brush with a pick pocket. He’d been denied jobs for a week after that.

“They were Nono-ssi, but I wanted Hamedi-ssi to meet my-”

“Brother,” Ace interrupted, bowing politely. “My name’s Ace, it’s nice to meet you.”

Scout blinked at him, startled by the title. He felt his chest swell with pride and he stood up a bit straighter, smiling widely. Ace always told him to have good posture when he had the energy.

Nono smiled and now that he could get a good look at her without her server’s mask and hair tied back, he was stunned at how pretty she was. She had long red hair that faded to white at the tips, just reaching to her waist. Her eyes were a deep friendly brown that held only kindness and her skin was fair, freckles dotting over her face.

If he didn’t know better, he’d think she was a foreigner who’d dyed her hair, but he would bet anything now that her hair was completely natural.

“A pleasure, call me Nono. I was just headed out to work, don’t let me keep you. You’ll likely find Hamedi in the Administrators office,” she gestured back towards the building, giving them instructions on how to get there. “And if you’d both like to join us for dinner, we’re having stew tonight. It’s my famous recipe.”

Scout gasped, “Famous? Really?”

“Well, famous around here anyway,” she laughed as she continued past them. “Have a good day boys, don’t cause too much trouble now.”

Scout spun and waved her goodbye before looking at Ace and nearly bouncing with joy.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Ace squinted suspiciously.

“Brother?” Scout grinned, calming down when the shyness kicked in. He scuffed his foot on the ground. “Did you mean that?”

Ace didn’t say anything, sniffing awkwardly and pushing his head as he often did, “Yeah. Whatever. You better have gotten those instructions.”

Scout watched him start walking up the driveway, hesitating a moment to follow only due to the overwhelming joy he felt.

Brother. His brother.

“I did, follow me, my memory is great,” Scout hurried to catch up, running a few steps ahead and smiling back at him.

Ace’s lips twitched upwards a bit, accompanied by a good-natured roll of his eyes. “I know.”

“I won’t get lost at all, even though I’ve only been here once.”

“I know.”

“Memorizing stuff is my favorite thing to do!”

“Scout-ah, I know.”

“So don’t worry at all!”

Ace just sighed and shook his head.


Taehyung liked going into town. He enjoyed the walk it took to get there, he enjoyed the people, he loved the kids that would play games or ask him to tell them stories. Often when he left town it wasn’t without a few baskets of fresh fruits and newly baked breads that people insisted he take with him to his Set.

It felt like such a short time ago that going into town for him meant keeping his head down, not talking to anyone, not making eye contact. He had always insisted on being the one to go when they needed supplies. Though there were a few occasions Jimin went instead. It wasn’t like Jimin’s family was looking for him, given the exile, but they had been skittish and fearful when they’d first opened the shop.

It was so much nicer now, not having to hide.

Nicer, being relative of course.

Because this particular walk into town was not at all pleasant and Taehyung was starting to regret asking Jaeyong to come along.

Neither of them had spoken since they’d left, and with nearly half the trip yet to walk, it was driving Taehyung mad.

It left him with a lot of time with his thoughts and Taehyung was feeling an array of emotion at the moment. Anger and hurt were the most prominent.

Taehyung didn’t understand humans. He didn’t understand why Jaeyong and Jungkook had fought. He’d racked his mind all night to try and sort out the argument but couldn’t figure out what it had been meant to accomplish. One minute he was teasing Seokjin and Namjoon, dragging them to the bedroom, and the next they’d heard Jungkook shouting.

He had panicked when he saw how upset Jungkook was, and how upset Jaeyong was. The words they were throwing were harsh, and even then he tried to figure out what the purpose of them was besides to hurt. Taehyung was no stranger to fighting, but it was never so out of the blue, never about hurting one another.

Anger was an unavoidable emotion sometimes. A way to vent that emotion was to fight. Verbally or physically. But the fights they had always amounted to something. They might be loud, but they listened to each other, they said things to support their side of the fight, not things to damage one another. They were productive, even if they needed to come back to the topic later, calmer, with their thoughts.

This fight hadn’t felt productive. It felt… dirty. Aggressive for aggressions sake.

It reminded Taehyung of someone.

The boy from the school who had punched Jungkook for no reason other than because he didn’t like that they were sitting together.

The thought was sudden and Taehyung had to suck in a breath when his mind ran away with it. He must be grasping for straws. He was so desperate to find a cause of the fight, to understand why it had happened at all, that he was relating things that weren’t related.

Jaeyong wasn’t like that student was he? Homophobic?

That didn’t sit right with him. If he was, wouldn’t he have said something? Or given them a look? Or acted differently? He wasn’t well versed in the forms homophobia took but the more he thought the more he realized how silly that thought was.

No, it wasn’t something so easily explained. Humans were complicated, as he’d learned. They sometimes had roundabout ways of getting from point A to point B.

Taehyung liked to be more direct.

“Why did you say those things to him?”

Jaeyong jumped slightly as his voice interrupted the deafening quiet but Taehyung got nothing more than a side glance before the man was looking ahead of them again. He couldn’t tell how the other was feeling. He didn’t know him well enough to read his body language but if it was anything like Jungkook’s, he was clearly upset. Maybe still angry, maybe even sad. It was hard to tell even with the pinch of his brow and downturned corners of his lips.

“Because he needed to hear them. It wasn’t like any of you would say it.”

The words were bitter but they were weak compared to the tone he’d used the night before. Tired even. Like he didn’t even really believe it.

“You’re right. We wouldn’t’ve. Not like that, if at all.”

Jaeyong said nothing but the air was tense between them, so much so that Taehyung almost wanted to take a step to the side to make more room for it. Ease the air that felt like it was about to burst.

“How Jungkook handles this situation is up to him. You have no right to tell him he’s ‘doing it wrong’.”

“I didn’t see you stepping in to stop me. None of you did. Even when Jungkook-ah called you out on it,” Jaeyong frowned at him. It lacked the ferocity that he’d expected, held more confusion and animus.

Taehyung met his gaze evenly for a moment before sighing. He had had a lot running through his mind at the time. Trying to process Jaeyong’s words and Jungkook’s reactions and trying to make sense of how they’d ended up in the situation at all. But that hadn’t been what stopped him from stepping in.

When he and Seokjin had zapped to the porch, Seokjin using his magic in a rare moment of panic, Seokjin had immediately went to comfort Jungkook. Taehyung had been stunned at the way Jungkook had staggered back, asking them not to touch him, trying to tell them he was alright. He’d never asked that before. Not even when they’d first met. He always seemed so willing and happy to have them touch him.

Then Jungkook started getting angry too. He lashed out at Jaeyong just as fiercely and Taehyung couldn’t help remembering the last time Namjoon had stepped into an argument between humans. He’d gotten a black eye and Jungkook had nearly strangled his own brother.

Taehyung was sure that that was a large part of what held them all back. They knew that stepping in might only rile up Jaeyong, which in turn would rile Jungkook and the last thing they wanted was to be the cause of the friends being torn apart. They were all too aware of the fact that Jungkook was still learning to use his magic as well.

It killed Taehyung to watch it, seeing how pained Jungkook was, how much Jaeyong’s words cut into him. But they had to think about his physical safety too. So many things could have gone wrong. If Jungkook choked his brother because he laid a hand on Namjoon while he was relatively levelheaded, what would he do to Jaeyong when his emotions were running so high?

A sick part of him, that felt immediate guilt once he recognized the origin of the feeling, felt grateful for the interruption of Galaxy’s energy draining. Had the fight gone on a second longer, they would have been forced to separate them before they hurt each other more.

Taehyung recalled Jimin’s words, about having been wrong about healing. He knew his lover had been learning a lot about human’s healing. Physically that is. They still knew very little about how they handled things mentally.

It had been worrying Jimin that he didn’t know that side of it, so they followed Jungkook’s lead. Of course for their own peace of mind they were happy their physical contact helped, and Jungkook had always been honest with them about things like this, so they trusted his word that is was helping. They’d tried asking if he’d wanted to talk about it, but he told them he’d rather not. Said that he’d talk about it more freely soon, but not yet.

It seemed to be working, but the fear of it not being enough was still there.

Taehyung didn’t know for sure, but he wouldn’t be surprised if Jimin had held himself back with the hope that this fight, as harsh and cruel as it was, would actually help Jungkook.

Healing shouldn’t hurt. But it often did for humans. Why wouldn’t that apply mentally as well?

Jimin had asked Namjoon about it before, but the former human had little insight to give. The times in the human world had changed a lot since he’d lived there, his information on mental healing was outdated.

When Jungkook had locked himself in his room, and he’d screamed and cried most of the night, Taehyung had been held back by Hoseok and Yoongi from going to Jaeyong’s room and showing him why he shouldn’t act all high and mighty just because he was human. He’d been livid. At Jaeyong and himself for not trusting his instincts and letting his insecurities on his lack of human knowledge get in the way.

Jungkook was hurting.

And it was their doing just as much as Jaeyong’s.

“Don’t mistake our silence for agreement,” he settled on saying. Any of his thoughts on the situation, on why he didn’t step in, would sound like excuses if put into words. He didn’t want to excuse his actions or the others. They’d picked the wrong moment to step back and let Jungkook handle the situation alone. As evidenced by the turmoil their lover was going through the whole night.

He just hoped Yoongi and Jimin would be able to talk to him while they were gone.

“I don’t understand any of you. Why are you all so adamant about pretending everything is fine?” Jaeyong ran his hands through his hair, tugging at the short strands and dropping his arms with more force then needed. Frustrated maybe?

Taehyung frowned. That had been a word he’d kept using last night. Pretending. Were they pretending? Taehyung didn’t think so. Yes, they were in a tough situation, and yes, Jungkook wasn’t okay right now, but they weren’t ignoring that fact. They weren’t treating the situation as insignificant or forgetting about the pressure of needing to get back. Taehyung liked Nam, and he’d kill anyone who touched a hair on the man’s head.

“What makes you think that?”

Jaeyong was getting angry again, raising his voice slightly. Taehyung couldn’t help watching the tattoos on his arms, beautiful art that he’d admired a lot. As much as Jaeyong still seemed to have some pent up emotions from the night, it failed to upset Taehyung who was still lost in the ‘why’ of it all.

“Besides Jungkook-ah healing, you guys all act the same as you did when we came here the first time. Like there’s nothing wrong with the world. You’ve got this perfect little bubble you can hide away in while other people are waiting and struggling and-”

“And that somehow warrants you telling Jungkook he’s pathetic?”

“No!” Jaeyong stopped walking and turned towards him, glaring. Yet, Taehyung felt none of the anger directed at himself. “I know I overstepped. I know I was harsh. But he needed someone to say it. I didn’t mean to take it so far. I can’t keep watching you all go about your days like everything is normal while I’m- I’m trying not to imagine Nam dead on the street somewhere.”

Taehyung often felt inferior to his lovers intellect in some regards. Not often, but there were times when Namjoon spoke such complicated words that it just went over his head, or Jimin was calculating the costs and supplies for the magic shop and it would just look like a big mess of numbers to him. But it was times like these that he remembered that intellect came in more forms than one.

Because now he understood. Like the way Jimin underlined the final value of cost or the way Namjoon spoke through his thoughts until they aligned in the right order to make sense in some way only he understood, Taehyung felt it all fumble into place.

This wasn’t about Jungkook at all.

“Are you sure we’re the ones hiding?” Taehyung asked, tilting his head. The way Jaeyong tensed, told him all he needed to know.

“What are you implying.” Jaeyong glared. If Taehyung hadn’t seen Seokjin angry before, he might have been intimidated.

“Nothing,” he said honestly. “I’m asking if what you said to Jungkook was how you were feeling, not what you thought Jungkook was feeling.”

Jaeyong scoffed and shook his head as if the idea was ridiculous, but he’d dropped his tone significantly, “You think I’m what? Projecting?”

“Is that the term for it?” Taehyung blinked. He didn’t understand this strange back and forth humans did. Was it really so hard just to admit their emotions to themselves? Why the denial? They even played roundabout games with themselves. Granted, Taehyung knew it was hard to confess things to others, but to yourself? Why hide what you felt from the one feeling it? 

“I’m not-”

“I’m not about to start picking your emotions apart Jaeyong-ah. Unlike you, I don’t assume I know how someone else’s mind or heart works. I like you. Jungkook likes you. But if you try and come after our Set again, in anyway, especially with baseless accusations about how we treat each other, we won’t make the same mistake by allowing you to get the words out.”

Jaeyong snapped his mouth shut, so quickly Taehyung expected to hear his teeth click.

Taehyung continued, deadly serious, “Jungkook isn’t your training dummy. He’s taken enough hits from people he cares about. You think we’re treating him like he’s breakable? Try looking again. He’s the strongest one out of all of us.”

Jaeyong looked at the ground for a long moment, the anger draining out of his posture and leaving exhaustion behind. He started walking again, passing Taehyung and mumbling quietly, “That’s what scares me.”

Taehyung watched him for a moment, wondering what he could mean by that but not wanting to push it and risk another fight. He was still angry. Still worried for his bunny who hadn’t seen them off this morning. Worried Jungkook wouldn’t be himself when they got back.

Following Jaeyong, he tried to stem off his own frustration with the man.

This would be a long walk.


“This is a terrible idea.”

“It’s going to work. Do you remember what to say?”

“Yes, Scout-ah. I remember. What I don’t remember is volunteering for this.”

The morning had started off normal for Ace. Usual work, usual hunger, usual exhaustion. Strange how those things felt like an entire world away after he’d witnessed what he had today.

Magic was real.

Cool.

That was something he was trying to cope with. He was pretty sure that the whole point of a mental hospital was to feel less crazy when you left. Ace felt like he’d met crazy face to face and decided to marry it.

Ace marveled at Scouts ability to just accept things without overthinking it. It was part of the kid that reminded Ace that he was really still a kid at heart. It was good to know the world hadn’t completely sunk its claws into him. Still he really should start listening to the kid more. He’d been right about enough insane things now that he was willing to take his word on anything at this point.

“Just go,” Scout insisted, shoving at his back. Ace pushed his arms away and sighed.

This was a half-baked plan at best. Scout had told him to give the two guys at the café a message from the boss, telling them they were needed elsewhere. If he could pull this off, it would only buy them a day, if that. He hoped Scout had a plan to ward them off when they came back.

He jogged his way across the street to the café, pushing the door open while scanning the room. It wasn’t hard to find the men, and while Ace had never been in the café before, it was clear that it was dangerously close to being shabby. He stepped back slightly as a girl ran past him, hurrying to help some costumers. She must have her work cut out for her.

Taking a breath, he rolled his shoulders back and approached the men, hands in his pockets lazily.

“Hey.”

The men, both middle aged, looked at him. One of the men had stubble and a wide jaw, the other was clean shaven but his tie was askew, pulled loose for his leisure.

“What kid?” Stubble asked gruffly. Ace wondered how much he smoked a day.

“Message from the boss,” Ace kept his calm disposition as the men tensed, giving him more serious looks. “Says you’re needed elsewhere. Drop at the station was intercepted. Said someone will become real friendly with the tracks if it’s not handled.”

Ace stayed impassive, despite the bitter taste of the lie that sat heavily on his tongue. A runner’s word was all they had. It meant a lot. Which meant Ace really didn’t need to lie often. He might be good at it, but he didn’t enjoy it. Part of him, while hating the boss and the gang he was in, still felt wrong about betraying his loyalty to them. He had to remind himself that this was better for them.

JK would take care of them. Hamedi promised to house them and any runners who defected to join, or just wanted to get out and needed to get their feet under them.

“The boss sent you?” Messy tie frowned suspiciously.

“Kind of my job. I don’t just run drugs.”

“Keep you damn voice down brat,” Stubble hissed, glancing at the other customers and the waitress rushing between them. “Boss said to watch the café.”

“I’m just a messenger. It’s not my head on the line if you don’t listen,” Scout gave a shrug and instead of leaving, headed over to the counter. He kept the men out of the corner of his eyes as the bent over the table to speak in hushed voices.

A man finished serving a customer before stepping over to him, If he remember correctly from everything Hamedi and Scout told him that morning, this was Nam, the owner.

“Careful there boy. You’re playing with fire,” the man warned lowly.

Ace hummed, looking over the scones in the rack, “Good thing I like the heat.”

Nam rested his elbow on top of the register casually, “Anything you like?”

“How much are the scones?”

Nam didn’t get a chance to answer as the scrapping of chairs drew their attention to the men who were leaving their table to approach the counter. Ace stepped out of their way wordlessly.

“You run a good business here Nam,” Messy Tie said mockingly, “Would hate to see anything happen to it. We’ll be on our way, so long as we don’t catch wind of anything funny going on.”

“Oh, leaving so soon?” Nam looked at them flatly. Ace’s lips twitched upwards at the amount of sarcasm dripping from his voice. He noticed the waitress stop what she was doing and look over.

Stubble leaned towards him, eyes narrowed, threatening, “We’ll be keeping an eye on you Nam. Boss will only put up with so much.”

Nam didn’t say anything to that, and Ace wondered if it had more to do with the fact he didn’t want to accidently rile them up and have them stay. As it was, they headed towards the door and when the bell chimed and the door clicked shut, it was like the entire café took a breath.

Even the other customers sagged in relief, one or two going so far as to applaud.

Nam smiled, a bright genuine one, “Free.”

Ace raised a brow at him, “What?”

“Take as many scones as you like. Whatever you said to dumb and dumber did the trick. They’ve been harassing us for awhile now.”

The waitress came over to them, smiling excitedly. She leaned right into Ace’s space, eyes wide and sparkly and he found himself holding his breath for some reason as he tried to lean away. “What did you say? Did you threaten them? Are they going to come back?”

“Um.”

The door chimed again and Ace grunted when he felt Scout run into his side, giving him a quick hug before pulling away.

“I thought you’d get shot!”

“You sent me in here thinking that was a possibility?”

“A small one,” Scout admitted and Ace wondered if he could get away with strangling him. “But you did it! We got the café back!”

“Not so fast kid,” Nam spoke up, coming around the counter to stand with them, “They’ll be back before you know it. Their boss is going to keep a close eye here for awhile.”

Scout rubbed his head and hummed, “I thought I’d come up with how to keep them away if this worked.”

Ace pinched the bridge of his nose. Basically all they’d done was poke the bear. If word got back to the boss about this, as it likely would, he’d send more guys in, or worse, come himself. Ace had already seen him kill one person, he didn’t want to add to that list. Or be adding to the list.

The waitress bowed to them and smiled widely, “We haven’t been introduced. I’m Sol Chin-su, Mr. Nam explained who those men were. Thank you for driving them out.”

Scout smiled cheerfully, “We’re trying to get the café back for JK. I’m Scout, this is my- my brother, Ace-hyung.”

Ace scoffed a bit at the stutter, dropping his hand on Scout’s head and messing his hair fondly.

“Interesting names,” Chin-su mused curiously. Ace sniffed and looked away from her.

“I told them about a job on the other side of the city, we have maybe a day at most before they figure it out. We need to be ready.”

Scout looked up at him, “We can get the other runners, fill them in. They’d be able to fend off whoever they send right?”

Nam shook his head, “Not without causing a scene and risking innocent people’s safety.”

Chin-su frowned in thought and Ace wondered if she always scrunched her nose up like that when she was thinking or if she was doing it for effect.

“I got it!” She suddenly announced, grinning widely as she pulled her phone out of her pocket. “Gang’s work underground for a reason. So we need a way to make sure they can’t come near the café, and I know the perfect thing. This will help your financial problems too Mr. Nam.”

Scout and Ace traded a look before blinking at her as she tapped on her phone and held it out at arms length proudly for them to see. Ace stared at the phone in surprise, immediately understanding her plan. Scout positively lit up.

“A sure-fire way to save the café and keep the gang away!” Chin-su grinned.

Ace was sure he left Kyo institute with less sanity than he went in with, because he actually thought this was a good idea.

Joining JK’s gang was going to be an odd experience that was for sure.

Notes:

Alright! There we have it! Some insight into the boys thoughts, though we aren't done with the fights aftermath. I know some people were concerned I'd brush it under the rug, I promise it will be covered. We will have more fluff soon too.

Recap: Taehyung is good at deciphering emotions, Jaeyong's feeling's are still unknown, the Guardian really needs help, and what could be draining so much energy? Meanwhile on earth, Ace and Scout are taking a chance on the Kyo Institute and Chin-su has a plan to save the cafe!

Next Chapter: Jungkook starts training with Theana. Jaeyong and Jungkook talk. Namjoon, Jinnie and Hobi come back with a surprise.

Thank you for reading! I'm going to get to bed now, I hope everyone is doing well and taking care of themselves. Stay healthy and happy everyone! Borahae!

Chapter 34: Old and New

Summary:

Sumi meets Theana, Jungkook talks to Jaeyong, and Euphoria has been going through it's own personal growth.

Notes:

Hello! Another late night post, sorry about that everyone. But its here! I'll keep this short, thank you for all your reviews and support, your thoughts are so interesting and I love to hear them. Please enjoy!

Warnings: Racism between species (light), drinking, vomiting

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook knew that enough was enough.

Euphoria was hiding from him and he didn’t like it one bit.

Since Ki-jung had taken him, Euphoria hadn’t been present, keeping itself tucked away and hidden in a safe pocket of his chest. He hadn’t tried to coax it out until now, letting it have its time to recover just as he was trying to do, but he couldn’t let it go on forever.

That particular morning, he decided to address the situation. His body was stiff and sore from training the day before, but his mind was more or less clear.

Taking a deep, slow, concentrated breath, Jungkook focused on Euphoria. The tight ball it was curled in felt stiff and uncomfortable. On edge. He had to approach carefully or this wouldn’t work. So he did, he tried to imagine a room, Euphoria in one corner, an unidentified shape but an array of colours and feelings. He placed himself in the room and slowly, with hands outstretched as if approaching a scared animal, moved forward.

‘He can’t hurt us anymore,’ he thought softly. Euphoria stirred, the mass of its presence seemed to sharpen slightly, tried to form something.

He took a few more steps, but Euphoria curled away, nearly hissed in fear. Jungkook’s heart ached.

‘You’re still learning. About the world, and life. Don’t you want to keep learning?’

A negative. A scared shiver. A bitter taste in his mouth and trepidation. The energy shaped itself more, a back rising and falling with breathes, but the edges were foggy. Jungkook thought it was similar to how someone would feel having taken off their much needed glasses. He couldn’t quite focus on it.

‘I would like to keep learning. With you. We can learn together. I miss you Euphoria.’

This caused a silence, softer than the tension that had kept him from advancing. It was something sad. Lonely. Wanting. Jungkook understood. The fear of stepping back out into the world after it all. Getting out of bed was hard when the blankets were warm and cozy and safe. When he knew the day would be full of inner battles and shaking hands and lumps in his throat.

But it was also full of fun and love, gentle touches, soothing voices, moments of quiet. And somedays, even if there wasn’t much of the good things, he would always end the day the way it started. In his bed, safe and warm.

‘You know I know.’

Euphoria did know. It knew what he felt, what he thought, who he was. It knew what he was struggling with, the pain he’d gone through. It knew that Jungkook wanted to become stronger with his magic. It knew Jungkook needed its help. It knew he was worried for it.

And in turn, Jungkook knew that Euphoria had been exposed to something callous and terrifying. It was the problem with learning emotions, you begin to feel them as well. Euphoria had learned that with love and joy. But there was two sides to the world. To life. You couldn’t have good without the bad.

Euphoria unfurled slowly, looked at him, with eyes that felt penetrating but gentle. Eyes that resembled the gems magic, its very being. A swirl of colour that no galaxy or nebula could hold a candle too. All the haze that surrounded it seemed to be absorbed by those eyes and for the first time, Jungkook saw Euphoria.

He felt his heart simultaneously swell and collapse in his chest, felt tears build under his closed eyelids as he took in the creature before him. Beautiful. Standing proud and confident. His Euphoria.

Pride of his own and so much wonder filled him then, He didn’t hold any anger towards Euphoria for hiding. Jungkook had wished he could too. No, they would learn from this and grow. They’d be stronger.

The Guardian had told him Euphoria might one day manifest itself like the Galaxy had done with it. He knew that this was the form it had chosen, and the day it chose to bring the form to life, the day it stepped out on its own four feet, no less connected to him but with an independence he couldn’t quite share now, it would be a memory he’d cherish forever. To be able to feel it’s soft looking fur under his palm, to be able to embrace it and thank it properly for all it had done…

Euphoria purred, closing the distance between them, stepping out of the corner.

“Kookie, breakfast is- oh.”

Taehyung’s voice cut through his concentration, snapping him out of the room he’d imagined and he slowly blinked his eyes open, fully coming out of the meditation. He understood why Yoongi did this. It was centering. Grounding.

Taehyung gave him a weak sheepish look as he stepped over to his bed where Jungkook was sitting on the edge. He wormed his way between his knees, Jungkook smiling reassuringly as he rested his hands on the sides of his thighs.

“Okay?” Taehyung asked quietly, thumb brushing a tear off his cheek that he hadn’t realized had fallen.

Jungkook nodded, “Okay. I was talking to Euphoria.”

Taehyung smiled, turning and plopping down on one of his thighs, hands playing through his hair, “What did it say?”

“Mmm,” Jungkook leaned into the touch, pulling Taehyung close. Their touch didn’t cause that choking desperation of not enough, more, need more, touch me, anymore after his fight with Jaeyong. After he’d vented most of the night. The feeling of their touch had simmered down to its comfortable warmth and blissful calming. No less intense, but not so frantically received.

“It’s been scared. But it’s okay now. I think with Euphoria’s help I’ll be able to control my magic better.”

“Theana is watching you train today. Don’t let her be too hard on you.”

Jungkook rested his forehead against Taehyung’s shoulder, “How’d you convince her to help?”

“I didn’t do much, it was actually Jaeyong-ssi that convinced her,” Taehyung smiled.

“Really?” Jungkook asked surprised. He didn’t exactly know where Jaeyong and him stood right now. The other had been avoiding him since he’d gotten back. He’d only seen him once in passing on his way to his room and he’d ignored him when he’d called out to him.

He wanted to talk to him as soon as he could.

“He was very persuasive. I think he was flirting, but it’s hard to tell, humans don’t seem to be very direct with that,” Taehyung tilted his head and Jungkook knew he was referring to when he’d brought him to school and the girl had offered her number.

He chuckled, “You guys are just blunt about it. A lot of people take that as being rude in the human world. You’re more likely to get slapped if you do half the stuff you guys did to me.”

“Maybe Theana does know a lot about human customs then, cause she did slap him,” Taehyung looked up in thought, quickly looking back at Jungkook when he laughed. “What?”

“Nothing that’s just, I can see Theana reacting that way.”

Taehyung kissed his head, making him lean back enough to look at him properly, “We didn’t make you uncomfortable at all did we? With our flirting?”

They’d had these conversations before, but Jungkook appreciated the willingness to keep checking in. He shook his head and pressed a kiss to his upper arm in reassurance, “Not even a little.”

Taehyung smiled and nodded once firmly before getting up, “Come eat, you can’t train on an empty stomach.”

Standing up and stretching carefully, Jungkook took his hand as they headed towards the door. They only made it a few steps before Taehyung was turning to him again, more hesitation in his motions. Jungkook looked at him quizzically.

“I’m sorry, Kookie. About last night.”

Jungkook looked at him for a long moment, taking in the seriousness in his voice. Somehow he knew that regardless of what he replied with, it wouldn’t change whatever mindset Taehyung had settled on about their lack of participation in the fight. So he decided just to be honest with him, as always.

“It was better you didn’t interrupt in the long run I think. It hurt. But, healing does right?” He smiled sadly. “I have to face some hard truths and I need you guys to let me face them. Just, being close by is enough sometimes.”

Taehyung let out a small breath and cupped his face in his hands, pulling him in for a deep kiss. Jungkook returned it, hooking an arm around his waist and tilting his head to press his lips impossibly closer to the Fae’s.

When they pulled away, it was slow, in no rush to separate. Taehyung traced his thumb across his lips and sighed, “Don’t get lost in that beautiful mind of yours. Not everything Jaeyong said was true. Only you can know what you need to heal alright? Take it at your pace.”

“I know love,” Jungkook smiled calmly, “I promise I will.”

“Good,” Taehyung smiled in return.


“So… my name’s Sumi. It’s nice to meet you!”

Nothing. Not even a glance in her direction.

Sumi’s shoulder slumped in disappointment as Theana leaned her elbows forward on the arena wall, looking extremely focused as she watched Jungkook and Yoongi in the arena. Taehyung and Jimin were further to one side of the arena, taking the time to spar against each other with knives.

Maybe now was a bad time. Right. She was busy.

“Um, have you known the guys a long time?” She asked despite her thoughts.

Still nothing.

Turning back to the book in her hands, Sumi took the hint and went back to taking notes, unable to help but pout at being so bluntly ignored.

She looked up when an explosion went off, sending Jungkook flying across the arena.

“Tae!” Yoongi yelled.

“I got him!”

A zap of lightning flashed and Taehyung caught Jungkook before he could hit the ground, both of them grunting as they landed in a heap, kicking up dust around them. Sumi rubbed her forehead in exasperation. She remembered when seeing someone disappear in thin air used to be shocking. But it started to become pretty normal after watching Jungkook blow himself up so often.

Normality was relative she supposed.

“This is painful to watch,” Theana huffed, leaning back and folding her arms.

Sumi glanced at her awkwardly. Seokjin had explained further about the mindset of people in the Galaxy towards humans. Thinking they were barbaric and violent. Sumi supposed if they had been at war, the image might have been warranted at the time, but that was a very narrow minded way to think after so long.

“Jungkook-oppa is doing his best,” Sumi said lightly, trying not to sound too defensive. “He’s gotten better with positive magics.” She flipped to the front of the book where Yoongi had drawn out the magic systems chart for her to reference as needed. “If you help him with the dark magic he’ll just need-”

The book was ripped out of her hands roughly before she could finish and she looked at Theana in surprise as the other girl started flipping through the notes, skimming through them. “Is this all the notes on his training?”

Sumi frowned, “Yes. I’ve been-”

“Good. I’ll take it from here.”

“What?”

“Your knowledge on magic is limited if at all existent, your notes are going to be weak.”

Sumi bristled at that, and as Theana was about to turn back towards the arena, she grabbed the book back forcefully, glaring at her. Theana jumped, snatching her hands away as if touching her would burn.

“I’m sorry but Yoongi-ssi gave me this job. I might not know about magic but that means my observations aren’t cluttered with false assumptions and biased information. You’re training Oppa, leave the notes to me,” she said firmly, flipping back to her page.

She could feel Theana staring at her, even as the woman leaned her cheek in her hand and drummed her fingers along her cheekbone. Sumi glanced at her warily to find her smirking.

“Are all you humans this feisty?”

Sumi pursed her lips, “Are you always this rude?”

Theana’s smirk fell a little as she turned back to watch Jungkook open a hole in the ground under his own feet and fell down into it, Yoongi jumping forward and grabbing his hand, Jimin running over and grabbing the phoenix’s ankles to keep both of them from falling who knows how deep.

“You’ll have to forgive my abrasiveness. It’s hard to let go of what we’ve known to be true for so long. The rudeness however, is uncalled for. My apologies Lady Sumi.”

Sumi blinked flustered at the sudden title, “Lady? Oh- um, no, no, I’m no lady. I mean, I am- just not- you know, not that kind of lady.”

Theana looked at her, expression lighter and holding more interest than the wariness she’d had since she’d arrived. Sumi hadn’t tried to approach her when she’d first shown up, intimidated by the woman’s beauty and the incredible white hair she had that looked so strangely fitting for her. Her eyes, a honey colour, were sharp and wise and might as well have been looking straight through her to her soul. She found herself shy to talk to her, so she’d left it to the guys to discuss the plan.

They decided they’d train with Jungkook and let Theana watch to see what he was capable of. From there, the woman could decide how she wanted to train him in dark magics. Sumi looked over as Jimin dragged both Yoongi and Jungkook out of the hole in the ground.

“You are a woman aren’t you?”

Sumi blushed, “Of course.”

“Then you’re a Lady. I saw you speaking with Master Yoongi, one who so freely addresses the Masters is certainly viable for the title of Lady.”

“Masters?” Sumi looked at Taehyung, who seemed to be trying to balance the hilt of the knife on his forehead while he waited for Jimin. It sounded like old medieval nobility terms. Did they have that sort of hierarchy here? Was a Master high up in that? Though she addressed them as ‘the’ Masters. Did that mean they were the only ones?

Were they royalty?

The prospect was as romantic and wonderous as it was terrifying. The other morning she’d joked with Jimin about the way Namjoon forgets to actually eat when he’s reading, just moves the fork back and forth between the plate and his mouth without actually picking up food.

“You asked before if I’ve known them long,” Theana said, looking at her again. Sumi nodded and relaxed, recognizing the attempt she was making at pleasant conversation. “I met Master Taehyung and Master Jimin when they moved into the area, soon after the other four came along. Though I’d heard plenty of tales of the General long before he stepped into my shop.”

“They were that well known?” Sumi watched Yoongi instruct Jungkook on the next thing to try. His posture had always been impeccable but when he was training, he carried himself differently. Sumi could see more of that other persona in him like she’d seen at the café. That soldier.

“The stories told about them are not few in number. They saved our species after all. They might have to yet again,” Theana looked up at the sky and frowned at the state of it. The sight made Sumi uncomfortable as well, and she hadn’t been in Galaxy long enough to have a lifetime under that beautiful sky. She couldn’t imagine what the woman might be feeling.

“Namjoon-ssi, Hoseok-ssi and Seokjin-ssi will figure out what happened. They should be back soon,” she tried to reassure.

“I have no doubt. What I do doubt, is this youngling’s ability to learn anything in a desirable amount of time. I’ve never seen someone able to use more then one magic.”

Sumi rubbed her neck, “He really is doing his best. It can’t be easy trying to learn so many.”

“I do wonder if it’s better he doesn’t learn at all.”

“Why’s that?” Sumi looked at her confused.

Theana watched Jungkook light his hands on fire, a concentrated from on his face as the flames moved up his arms to his shoulders.

“Because, he’s more dangerous then the last time he was in my shop.”


Jungkook had successfully pulled Euphoria out of hiding, and maybe that was why he felt the confidence to try the same with Jaeyong. He hadn’t seen him the entire rest of the day and if there was anything Jungkook disliked, it was pointless drama.

So Jungkook found Jaeyong in the greenhouse that night.

Sumi had tipped him off to his whereabouts.

He took his time making his way down the path. Galaxy was still dim, nearly lifeless, and he felt Euphoria stir in his chest, whimpering at the thought of the Guardian being in such distress. Jungkook tried to give it some reassurance but his own worry creeped along the edges. It had been a full day and the state of things hadn’t changed.

Even at night, the sky he loved so much was pale, meek and tired.

The greenhouse had a wonderful view of the sky in the places that weren’t obscured by plants, the glass panels of the ceiling letting in light for the many kinds of plants. To most it might seem like chaos, plants grew on almost every available surface, up the walls and hanging pots even filled the space above.

To Hoseok, everything was right where it needed to be, plants that supplied to other plants stayed next to each other, some plants just didn’t like another, those he’d move to a more comfortable spot. Each was in the perfect spot for the amount of light they required.

He’d explained once to him that the plants didn’t really talk, but they let him know what they liked by their physical reactions. Even the subtle curling of the edge of a leaf told him what the plant needed.

Jungkook looked for Jaeyong amongst the plants and work benches, finding him laying back on one staring up at the sky through the glass above.

Taking a small breath, Jungkook approached and set the two glasses he had pinched between his fingers down next to the older. Jaeyong sat up quickly, legs dangling off the edge of the table, looking at him with a frown. He regarded the glass curiously before spotting the bottle in Jungkook’s hand.

“It’s pretty sweet, but it packs a punch,” Jungkook offered conversationally. Jaeyong looked at him for a long moment, expression heavy, before he shifted himself to the side to make room for him to sit.

Jungkook moved the glasses in between them before hopping up on the table and uncorking the bottle. The sweet honey aroma of the Bubble drifted towards him, lingering in the tense air. The greenhouse was quiet, almost eerily so. With no sounds of nature outside the glass walls, it left an unsettling feeling in Jungkook’s chest. Euphoria warmed in comfort and he almost smiled at the quick reverse of roles. He’d really missed Euphoria’s activeness.

Jaeyong reached over and grabbed the bottle before he could turn to the glasses and pour their drinks. The older clicked his tongue and mumbled, “You haven’t been gone that long.”

Jungkook’s lip twitched up slightly, having been called out for briefly forgetting his etiquette. He picked his glass up with both hands and held it as Jaeyong poured his drink before pouring his own. “Feels like Earth was the dream sometimes.”

Jaeyong said nothing to that, holding up his glass. Jungkook tapped his to it with a clink and turned away, covering his mouth as they downed the first shot in unison.

Jaeyong sucked in a breath and looked at the empty glass, licking his lips. While he didn’t say anything about it, Jungkook could see that he didn’t hate it. The burn in his own chest felt soothing and Euphoria stretched out and laid down calmly as the alcohol flooded his system. He’d never really thought about it, but he supposed Euphoria would get a little drunk too if he was.

He’d have to see what that would do to the world beyond the door one day. A good experiment to bring up with Namjoon and Hoseok.

Taking the bottle back, Jungkook filled their glasses again and took a sip of the sweet drink. For a long while, they just sat there, looking out at the dim world.

“I’m not going to apologize.”

Jungkook glanced towards the baker who was leaned forward a bit, resting his elbows on his knees, glass held between his hands as he swirled it around gently, expression serious.

“I wasn’t going to ask you too.”

“Not because I’m wouldn’t mean it,” Jaeyong hurried to say, Jungkook’s own words barely having left his mouth. Jaeyong twisted his head to look at him. “I can’t take back how I acted, and ‘sorry’ won’t help. That’s why. I stand by what I said. But I shouldn’t have yelled. I shouldn’t have grabbed you like that.”

“Fights don’t usually escalate if they’re entirely one sided. I should have heard you out properly. Even if I didn’t like what you were saying,” Jungkook attempted to keep his tone light, teasing slightly, but it did nothing for the heaviness that seemed to weigh on Jaeyong’s shoulders.

The man sat back, drawing the glass up to his lips to take a drink before speaking again.

“My dad ran out on my mom and I when I was four,” he said. “After she got sick, things were really tough. I got into messed up stuff to pay for her treatments. When she passed I realized too late that all she ever wanted was for me to be happy. So I tried to get on the straight and narrow. Not a lot of people willingly hire trouble kids.”

Didn’t Jungkook know it. He’d had a hell of a time trying to get hired somewhere with his record.

“Nam offered me a job when he saw me getting thrown out of an interview. The company wouldn’t even hear me out once they got a look at my credentials. It took up Nam’s offer and I’ve been working for him since. He’s the closest thing I’ve had to a dad. Even beat my ass when he caught me carjacking again when I needed a bit of extra cash to get him a birthday present,” Jaeyong scoffed in light amusement, looking down at his glass.

Jungkook would be lying if he said he didn’t understand. Nam had quickly become a father figure for him as well. He’d been there for him more then a few times, probably more then Jungkook knew, and willingly took him in even though he knew what kind of trouble he might bring with him.

“I can’t lose him,” Jaeyong pressed his thumbs into the side of his glass, firm but gentle.

“I know the waiting is hard. And trust me, if I could speed it up, I would. But if we rush into things unprepared, we could all end up dead, or worse.”

“I know. I got frustrated. Seeing you up and moving around, I just- in my head that meant you were better. That meant it was time to move. And when no one did. When you all just kept acting all lovey-dovey, it pissed me off,” Jaeyong frowned. “I didn’t ask you to talk expecting it to get out of hand like that. I really did just want to talk. But you kept brushing it off and it- fuck. I’m not good at this kind of stuff.”

Jaeyong ran a hand through his hair and looked away, flustered or frustrated or maybe both. Jungkook understood though. Kids like them, who grew up the way they did, where if someone was coddling you it meant nothing but bad news, talking about their feelings wasn’t something they did. Fighting, and yelling and anything rough, that was familiar territory. It wasn’t who Jungkook was, but it was what he’d needed to adapt too.

“You were right. About some of it at least,” Jungkook took a drink, the liquid courage settling in his stomach and fueling his words, keeping his voice from shaking. “I need to face this. All of it. Not just what Ki-jung did, but what you and Sumi-yah and Nam have done for us. What the runners did to help. I’m not the only one at risk. I needed to hear it. I needed to hear that… that I’m human.”

Jaeyong looked at him, watching him carefully, but he couldn’t bring himself to meet his eyes.

“It’s surprisingly easy to forget. I’ve been lost in this weird in between of needing to define myself and not wanting too. Not wanting what might come with defining myself as one thing or another,” Jungkook paused and frowned. “Am I a torture victim now? Traumatized? By definition I am right?”

Jaeyong scoffed, “You’re overthinking it.”

“How so?”

“Those words don’t define you. You define one word and one word only. Your name.”

Jungkook blinked at him in surprise as he continued.

“Your name isn’t above some big list of descriptors or labels. Smart, brave, victim, traumatized, scarred. People aren’t that simple. You can list ‘what’ someone is all day, but ‘who’ they are can’t be written out so easily. That’s why we have names. Our names are who we are. You’re Jungkook-ah. It’s as simply complicated as that.”

Jaeyong had said it awkwardly, words a bit rushed and stressed in odd places, but they held no less impact on Jungkook. They settled into silence once more, staring at the unmoving sky.

“How have I defined my name to you?”

Jaeyong took a slow breath and when he looked back at him, Jungkook met his eyes evenly.

“You scare me.”

Whatever Jungkook had expected him to say, it hadn’t been that. His shock must have shown, because Jaeyong waved his hand and downed the rest of his drink quickly before continuing.

“I’ve seen guys cave to addiction and become shells of themselves. I’ve seen people hide and pretend and do what ever they have to do to get through the bullshit. People who gave in to much less then being tortured. But you… I thought it was the same. I thought you were like them. And maybe… maybe I was projecting a bit. I’ve got my own guilt to work through about leaving Nam behind and taking so long to get back and not feeling like I’m doing enough. But I was wrong.”

Jungkook understood now why he took that shot so quickly. This was likely more then he was used to opening up. He wasted no time in refilling the others glass, which got him a grateful nod in return before he was downing half of it again. Jungkook had half a mind to warn him about how strong this stuff was but decided he’d feel it soon enough. If Jaeyong needed the help to get it out, then Jungkook didn’t see a problem with it. Hell, it was doing him some good too.

“You aren’t like people I’ve met before. When I expect you to react one way, you react another. You’re unpredictable. I thought that this time was different, that if there was anything I understood, it was shitty coping mechanisms and I thought I saw them with you and the others.”

“Hyung, I know what our relationship might look like from the outside. Especially coming from the human world. But you don’t see the times they pretend to be asleep when I wake up from a nightmare, or the times Jimin chooses not to say anything when I get a small cut or a bruise, or when Hoseok lets me keep training until I want to stop. They don’t treat me like I’m breakable. They trust me to know my limits.”

Jaeyong sighed and laid back, setting his glass down beside him and hooking his arms under his head to stare at the ceiling, “I thought Yoongi-ssi was going to kill me when he stepped in.”

Jungkook knew he wasn’t kidding, but he couldn’t help chuckling at that, “Honestly, me too.”

“Why didn’t he?”

If there was one thing Jungkook knew about his lovers, it was that they didn’t rush into things without thinking them through first. They’d done that every step of the way. They had to in a seven-way relationship. He didn’t know the exact reason they hadn’t stepped in, and he didn’t need to. He trusted their judgement.

“I think he trusted me to handle it,” Jungkook looked at him. “And that’s my point. When all you ever get to see is the bad shit that happens, you start to look for it everywhere. I get it. But you need to look around hyung. It’s okay to believe that some things are just good. It took me way too long to figure that out. You were right about me needing to stand on my own two feet. But I’ve got to do that when I’m ready. I need you to trust in me that I know when that is.”

Jaeyong closed his eyes, letting out a breath, “I want to trust you. I think I can. But what if I’m wrong about that too?”

Jungkook licked his lips in thought, hesitating on the words he wanted to say next. Was he ready to try this again? Would he ever really be? Would it just turn out like it always seemed too? He mentally thanked the alcohol as he let go of the words.

“I don’t have much luck with brothers,” he cringed. “My parents put me through conversion therapy when I was a kid,” he plowed on over Jaeyong’s quiet curse, ignoring how the other sat up and lifted his hand to put on his shoulder but stopped himself and gripped his hands together in his lap instead. “My brother promised he’d get me out. I’d move in with him. But he moved to America and left me there. Then Jiho-hyung-”

“The guy who made the gem right?”

Jungkook looked at him and nodded.

Jaeyong frowned, “Namjoon-ssi told me a bit. Not much though.”

“We were friends. In the human world. He was my best friend and he told me that he thought of me as a brother. Turns out he was just getting close to me because I had this gem of his shoved in my chest. I was an experiment to him.”

“God that’s fucked up…” Jaeyong whispered, looking genuinely upset.

“Point is, I don’t… I’m scared to trust you too. I’m scared to start thinking of you as a brother.”

Jaeyong thought quietly for a long moment, both of them lost in their thoughts, alcohol warm in their systems and dull sky hovering overhead as if depicting the weight they felt in it’s heavy grey colours.

“Then don’t,” Jaeyong spoke finally. “Don’t think of me as a brother until I’ve earned it. I’ve never had a brother. It’s not something I’m going to take lightly. So until you’re sure, don’t get my hopes up.”

Jungkook met Jaeyong’s half smile with one of his own, “You know, we could have avoided all this if we just talked in the first place.”

“I don’t know how Sumi handles me sometimes,” Jaeyong admitted with a chuckle. “I’m an idiot sometimes.”

Jungkook turned towards him and held out his hand, pinky extended. Jaeyong looked at it with a raised brow and chuckled once more, “Seriously?”

“It’s practically sacred around here. I accidently convinced the guys that it was magical,” Jungkook admitted.

“Its okay if-?”

“It’s okay,” Jungkook reassured, knowing that he was asking permission to touch this time. When Jaeyong did wrap his finger around his, he focused on keeping his breathing slow, focusing on the touch as he curled his pinky to hook around his. The panic was there, but subdued. He probably had the alcohol to thank for that, but he liked to think this might be a sign it was getting easier. Better.

Just as Jungkook was going to pull his hand away, the ground shuddered, making pots and tools clatter. They both looked around in surprise, jumping down of the work bench as the tremors built up in severity, making Jungkook’s already wobbly legs stagger.

Jaeyong nearly faceplanted, barely grabbing the bench in time to keep himself upright. A pot nearby crashed to the ground, breaking. A few of the glass panels in the ceiling cracked and Jungkook grabbed Jaeyong’s sleeve to quickly pull him out from under one.

Just like before, as quickly as it came, the tremors calmed down to nothing. Jungkook stood on wobbly legs and waited for a long moment before looking at Jaeyong. He had every intention of asking if he was okay, or telling him they should get back to the house, but those thoughts left his mind as quickly as the laugh that burst out of him when he found Jaeyong staring at his pinky with wide eyes.

“Dude.”

Jungkook keeled over, clutching his stomach laughing so hard he couldn’t breath.


“You’re both idiots.”

Jungkook groaned, head pillowed on Yoongi’s lap, stretched out on the porch where everyone (expect Theana and Sumi, Jungkook didn’t know where they were) was waiting patiently for the rest of their set to return. It had been a day and a half and with the natural magic returning to the land around them, it was easy to assume that the others had found the problem and fixed it. The Galaxy already looked so much healthier then it had the day before.

If the light didn’t hurt his head so much, Jungkook would be staring at the sky. Instead he was stuck with a wicked hangover. This time though, he wasn’t alone in his misery. Jaeyong was slumped against the porch steps wearing a pair of sunglasses that Jungkook loaned him and nursing his fourth glass of water.

They really shouldn’t have finished the bottle.

Sumi had found them and quite literally dragged them back to the house by their ears, ranting about something that Jungkook couldn’t quite clearly remember anymore, but he feels like he got the message.

Jaeyong flopped his head back as if it weighed a ton, “That stuff is brutal. Who named it something so misleading?”

Jungkook had to agree. Bubble sounded way too cute and light for him to feel like the awful hangover he had was worth it.

“I really don’t get why you do this to yourself love,” Yoongi shook his head, combing his fingers through Jungkook’s hair like the beautiful, perfect, wonderful saint that he was. Jungkook only moaned in response, tongue too heavy for words at the moment.

“You have to try it for yourself Yoongi,” Taehyung grinned.

Jimin set another glass of water down next to Jungkook, “Not if this is the result. Honestly, I’m feeling more like your nurse then your lover these days.”

Jungkook caught his arm before he could step away, pulling him down next to him and latching onto him like a koala. Jimin laughed and squirmed to try to get away but Jungkook could tell there was little actual effort behind it.

“We can’t have that,” Jungkook exclaimed, “It’s cause I like your attention so much Minnie.”

“You can get my attention without getting hurt you-”

“Dork,” Taehyung filled in with a laugh.

“Yes, dork,” Jimin agreed, resigning himself to behind squished against Jungkook’s chest.

Jungkook gasped, “I’m going to stop teaching you words if you’re just going to use them against me.”

“Shut it,” Jaeyong groaned, waving a weak hand in their direction. “You guys are so loud. Ugh, I’m going to be sick.”

“If you throw up in the garden, Hoseok will strangle you with plants,” Jungkook warned, nuzzling into Jimin’s hair.

Jaeyong didn’t get a chance to respond as they heard a very familiar and welcomed sound overhead. The deep echoing sound rushed through all their minds and Jungkook and Jimin both sat up quickly as the Guardian flew over the tree line into view.

“Guardian!” Jungkook exclaimed, ignoring the pulsing of his headache and the twisting of his stomach. He got up and hurried to the railing as the Guardian lowered down in the front path. It looked healthy and well. Seokjin jumped off it’s back first, something tucked under his arm.

Taehyung and Jimin rushed over to them, Jimin running up to Seokjin, Taehyung nearly tackling Namjoon and Hoseok as they jumped off the whale’s back.

“Hello little one. Precious ones,” the Guardian greeted and Jungkook was so relieved to hear its soothing voice again.

“You’re alright,” Jungkook breathed, “You’re alright right? What happened? Were you hurt?”

The Guardian chuckled, “There is much to explain. I’ll need rest, I’ll leave the explaining up to the precious ones.”

Seokjin walked over and smiled at him tensely. Jungkook frowned at that, glancing at what he could now tell we a chest under his arm. “Are you guys okay?”

“We’re alright love, but you might want to-”

“Why is he here.”

Jungkook nearly jumped at the growl that ripped out Yoongi, eyes finding his lover before looking towards the Guardian and watching with shock as a very familiar person dropped off the whales back as well.

“Jiho.”

Jimin and Taehyung both tensed, and Jungkook bit down on his tongue.

Jiho awkwardly stepped towards the porch, not daring to step up, only stopping to hover at the bottom of the stairs next to Jaeyong who looked at him from under his sunglasses with an unreadable expression.

“Hey Jungkook-ah,” the other cleared his throat.

Jungkook looked at Seokjin quickly when the angel put his hand on his arm, “We’ll explain. I promise. We didn’t make this decision lightly.”

“You’re damn right you’ll explain,” Yoongi stepped forward, putting himself between Jiho and Jungkook, glaring with fiercely glowing eyes.

Jiho held his hands up in surrender, “I’m not here to cause trouble.”

“That’s right. We won’t have to worry about Jiho-ssi causing anymore trouble for us,” Namjoon said sternly, shoving past Jiho to take the box from Seokjin, ignoring the way Jiho cringed. “This calls for a family meeting. Jaeyong-ssi, don’t let him out of your sight.”

Jaeyong looked back at them before nodding, giving a weak attempt at a salute, motions as weak as his words, “Sure thing.”

Namjoon raised a brow before turning to Jungkook and looking him over carefully, “Let’s go to the study.”

Jungkook swallowed and nodded, glancing back at Jiho, who looked either as if he’d been told to sit in a corner, or like someone was holding a gun to his back. Either way, it made him rather confused at why he was even there in the first place. They’d discussed getting Jiho’s help but it hadn’t been fully decided. What had happened when they were gone? And what was in that chest?

As Jungkook turned to follow them inside, he briefly heard Jiho uncomfortably turn to Jaeyong and say, “I’m uh, I’m Jiho, and you-” he tried to introduce, only to be interrupted by the distinct sound of vomiting from Jaeyong.

“And you just threw up on my shoes. Cool. Good start,” Jiho sighed.

Yeah, Jungkook could forgive Jaeyong.

Notes:

There we have it! To recap, Jungkook and Jaeyong have a good talk, Sumi and Theana start off a bit on the wrong foot but there's hope, Euphoria has decided on a form to take (we'll see more of that later for sure) and dun dun dun, Jiho is back! But why so soon? What could have happened while the boys were gone? What is in the box?

Next chapter: Jaeyong goes back to the human world to check on things, Jungkook trains with Theana and they all try not to kill Jiho.

Thank you all for reading this far! If you're still following me from the first book, or even the very beginning of that, or even if you're new to it, thank you so so very much for giving it a chance. It's September now so for a lot of people school has started up again, I hope you're all staying safe and not stressing too much. Please take care! Borahae everyone!

Chapter 35: Too Small of a Word

Summary:

Theana has an idea when it comes to Jungkook's training, Hoseok and Jungkook have a much needed moment.

Notes:

Hello everyone! It's been so long... I've missed this so much. It's been over two months since I posted last, and the break was kind of out of the blue but very much needed. I'm sorry for not keeping you guys updated properly on the story, I'll try to be better about remembering to use my twitter account. This chapter is pretty light, I wanted something to ease myself back into writing and to get the ball rolling again. I'm trying hard to get back into doing the things I love doing again so this is a start. Thank you to everyone who checked in with me, I'm alright and your words of encouragement helped so much. I really appreciate all of you. You don't have to take time out of your day to be kind to a stranger online but you do, and that's really amazing. Just know that it made my day brighter.

So, enough waiting, I apologize if I'm a little rusty, but here is the next chapter. Please enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

When all seven of them were in the study, Jungkook didn’t get a chance to ask the million and one questions he had before he was pulled into Seokjin’s arms. He melted into the embrace, hugging him back without a moment’s hesitation. Nuzzling his nose against his shoulder, he inhaled his familiar comforting scent.

With everything going on it had been easy for Jungkook to pretend like he hadn’t missed Seokjin, Namjoon and Hoseok. There were enough distractions for him to push the anxiousness of being away from them to the back of his mind, and yet he’d still felt that hollowness in his heart caused by their absence. It was the first time they’d been separated so long excluding Jungkook’s ‘death’. The house had felt wrong without them around.

Seokjin’s hand rested on the back of his head, keeping him close with his other arm around his waist, “I’m sorry we had to leave so quickly love. We didn’t get a chance to-”

Jungkook frowned at his worried tone and pulled away slightly, resting his hands on his chest, “Hyung, it’s alright. Don’t apologize for that, you were right to go.”

Seokjin searched his eyes, hand sliding around to brush his thumb across his cheek. Jungkook leaned towards the warmth. “Are you sure? You’re alright?”

Jungkook gave him a smile, nodding.

“Please tell me you have a good reason for bringing that- that achinnax here,” Yoongi growled.

Jungkook suddenly had hands over his ears and he blinked at Seokjin in confusion.

Woah,” the others chorused, shifting and looking rather uncomfortable.

“Let’s not be drastic here,” Jimin held his hands up placatingly

Taehyung covered his ears quickly with a dramatic gasp, “Yoongi! My innocent ears!”

At the same time, Hoseok snickered and Namjoon scolded him, pinching the bridge of his nose, “Language please.”

“Tell me I’m wrong,” Yoongi challenged, crossing his arms and giving them a flat look.

Jungkook looked between them, pursing his lips at the foreign word. Obviously it was something vulgar or insulting. He really wanted to learn more of their native languages. It was also strangely attractive to hear the lilt of the word from Yoongi’s lips. As if the man’s voice could somehow be more attractive. Would they speak in their native languages more often for him if he asked?

Seokjin pulled away from him to face everyone, but kept a gentle hand on Jungkook’s hip, “It turns out that Jiho didn’t learn anything from the whole outcome with the gem and decided it would be smart to try and create another one.”

They all tensed at that, trading surprised looks.

Jimin stood away from the arm of the couch he’d been leaning back on, “Don’t tell me he-”

“He didn’t succeed,” Hoseok reassured, folding his arms across his chest. “But what he did create was what was sapping the natural energy out of Galaxy.”

Taehyung looked at him with wide eyes, “He accidently created something that strong?” He paused, “What am I saying, he made the gem in the first place. Is that what’s in that chest?”

They looked towards the chest on the desk. It was a simple wooden box but there were symbols burned into its surfaces. An array of circles and lines that looked rather intimidating.

Namjoon nodded, “We managed to contain it’s energy with some of our own magic. It doesn’t seem to be able to absorb pure energy. As for Jiho, even after having some… words. He won’t let this go. And we can’t trust him not to try this again and create something even more dangerous.”

“So you brought him here so we could keep an eye on him,” Yoongi huffed. “As if we don’t have enough to deal with.”

“We did consider getting his help,” Jungkook chimed in. “He’s going to try and study me and the gem no matter what we do with him here. We might as well let him. His knowledge on whole magic will help me train faster and maybe he can figure out how to channel the energies better.”

“You’re okay with this?” Hoseok asked hesitantly, “We were most worried about how you and Jiminie would take this. We can find other arrangements if necessary. It might just take some time.”

Jungkook met Jimin’s gaze and he knew that they were on the same page. After all, it had been Jimin’s idea to seek out his help. Jungkook wasn’t going to let personal feelings get in the way of getting back to the human world.

“We don’t have time. Jungkook is right, he’s a valuable resource. The more we know about the gem and whole magic, the better. Plus if we keep Jiho distracted, he might not try and suck the energy out of Galaxy again,” Jimin said, though the frustration towards the man was badly hidden.

Jungkook knew it wouldn’t be easy with Jiho here and he certainly didn’t want him in the house. Jaeyong was right about this being their safe place.

He might hate Jiho for betraying him, but he couldn’t deny the man’s brilliance.

“For now this box will stay in here. Yoongi if you wouldn’t mind hiding it somewhere safe,” Namjoon addressed him and the phoenix gave a nod.

Hoseok shifted his weight from foot to foot, “Jungkook, about what Jaeyong said…”

Jungkook chuckled, knowing that his early reassurance wouldn’t be enough to sooth their worries. In all fairness, they had left at the cusp of the fight and hadn’t seen the after math. It probably weighed on the three of them as much as it had the others.

“Jaeyong-hyung and I talked last night, we cleared the air,” he smiled as he watched Hoseok purse his lips mumbling something about not being able to keep up with humans.

“Cleared the air and the last of our Bubble,” Yoongi chastised.

Namjoon frowned, “I thought you looked a little worn out. Are you hungover?”

“Nothing kisses can’t fix.”

If Jungkook were to jump his past self forward in time to witness this cheesy display of overly romantic cuteness, he’d gag at himself. Funny how much people changed.

And he was fine with this change, especially when Hoseok and Seokjin nearly attacked him with peppered kisses all over his face until a fondly smiling Namjoon scooped Hoseok away with an arm around his waist to give him room. “Business first, there’s still things we need to discuss. Will you be alright to train today?”

“I should be. I did it to myself so no sympathy. That reminds me,” Jungkook said through a few dwindling laughs. “I think we should ask Jaeyong to go back and check on things in the human world.”

Seokjin hummed before nodding, “It would be good to have an idea what’s going on there so we can plan better.”

“If he takes all of our phones too, I can get messages the runners might have left for me and he can send Sumi’s family a message so they don’t worry. It’ll be good for Jaeyong to check up on Nam too.”

“While he’s doing that, Seokjin, Yoongi and I are going to have to write a lot of letters to send out and explain what happened to the towns nearby. People are going to be panicked, especially with this being the second anomaly in only a few months,” Namjoon said. He looked like he was already dreading the amount of writing that would be.

Jimin shook his head, “It’s a wonder we aren’t already being swarmed with people. First a surge of energy, then a depletion of it. How are we going to explain this?”

“Half truths and hoping the people trust us enough not to look into it further,” Yoongi grumbled.

“Then that leaves Hobi, Minnie, Kookie and I to keep training!” Taehyung clapped his hands. “We’ll keep Jiho in line and make sure he doesn’t try anything. And we’ll make sure Theana doesn’t kill Jungkookie.”

Jungkook laughed a bit and shook his head gently. The hangover was still ever-present, but it was easier to deal with when they were all here. Everything was easier when they were all together.

Good, this was good. Finally it felt like some kind of progress. Euphoria was back on its feet, he’d sorted things with Jaeyong, everyone was home safe, Galaxy was safe and they had a short term plan. Once they had more information they could figure out how to deal with Ki-jung in the human world. This was good.

It would be awkward to be working with Jiho and Theana, but it held promise of results. That’s what they needed right now. Results.

They needed to take down Ki-jung.

Jungkook twisted his ring on his finger to try to get his hands to stop shaking.

A hand tapped him under the chin, making him look up to meet Namjoon’s eyes. He was smiling softly at him and had it been anyone else, Jungkook would have thought it was out of pity. But this was Namjoon and all he could see was fondness and something that made Jungkook feel all warm and fuzzy inside. That made Euphoria purr in response.

“You aren’t alone in this. He’s hurt us all in some way or another. You won’t face him alone. None of us will,” Namjoon shot a pointed look towards Seokjin. Jungkook didn’t look over, instead letting himself be pulled against Namjoon’s chest, eyes falling closed when a kiss was pressed to his hair. He could imagine the expression the angel must have had.

They didn’t know the full story of Ki-jung and Seokjin’s past. Something told him they were missing something bigger than just a creepy obsession and rivalry.

They departed the study shortly after that, only Namjoon, Yoongi and Seokjin staying behind to get started on trying to calm the likely worried people in Galaxy. Jungkook promised to meet the others in the arena after making a stop at his room to change and take a few pills for his headache. He’d need them if he was going to spend the afternoon blowing himself up again.

Jiho and Theana were standing in the arena when he got there, Hoseok across from them. It looked like he was giving them a stern debriefing and Jungkook tried not to focus on how excited Jiho seemed. He did however, take notice of the fact the man wasn’t wearing shoes. That brought him some mild amusement.

Sumi, Jaeyong, Taehyung and Jimin were next to the arena wall, watching and Jimin caught his arm as he passed by to pull him in for a gentle kiss.

“Be careful.”

“I will.”

Taehyung gave him a nod from next to Jimin and Jungkook smiled at them both.

“That’s the guy right?” Jaeyong jerked his head in Jiho’s direction. “The one you told me about?”

Jungkook nodded, trying not to laugh at the massive glass of water Jaeyong was clutching and how, despite trying to look tough, he was practically sagging over the top of the arena wall.

“Hm. Don’t let him push you around.”

Sumi looked between them and sighed, turning back to her notebook, “I don’t know why you don’t just go lay down Jaeyong-ssi.”

“If he’s out here then so am I,” the baker gestured to Jungkook who grinned.

“Can’t hold your alcohol hyung?”

“Like hell you little- I could drink you under the table if we were drinking sake.”

“In all seriousness, you might want to lay down for a bit,” Jungkook suggested. “If you’re okay with it, we thought you could go back and check on things in your world.”

Jaeyong immediately lit up, lifting his weight out of the slouch he was in and taking off his sunglasses to look at him with wide eyes. “Seriously?”

Sumi looked equally as surprised before it was overtaken by happiness.

“Take our phones so we can get our messages, Sumi-yah if you want to prewrite some texts to your family and friends it would be good for them to hear from you.”

“Of course!” Sumi exclaimed, grin so wide her eyes squinted closed. “Nam is going to be so happy to see you,” she turned to Jaeyong.

Jaeyong slowly smiled, not just happy with going home, but he seemed to understand Jungkook’s efforts in giving him something important to do. Something that will help. He gave Jungkook a small, almost imperceptible nod and he returned it gladly. “I’ll go take a nap and eat something then. As soon as I don’t feel like an organ is going to fail on me, I’ll head out.”

Jaeyong didn’t waste any time turning and heading back to the house, sipping his water as he went.

Giving Sumi a smile, Jungkook headed into the arena toward Hoseok.

When he finally approached the three, Jiho and Theana turned their attention to him.

Theana, for her part, looked almost as interested as Jiho. He remembered that she’d had a similar interest when they’d first met, but it was masked behind the fear. Now, the fear was replaced with a deserved wariness, but the intrigue was much more prominent. They hadn’t spoken much since she’d arrived, but she’d been at least trying to be civil, which he was grateful for.

Jiho, looked at him like he was some sort of God. The thought alone made him cringe. He hadn’t known about Jungkook’s magic the last time they spoke, and he couldn’t help thinking that the other no longer saw him as human, but even more so the successful science experiment that he’d always been to him.

It made his skin crawl, but not in the way that Ki-jung did. Nothing like that. Jiho’s excitement was manageable in comparison.

“Kookie, I was just giving them base rules to follow. They touch you, they lose a hand,” Hoseok said calmly. Jungkook knew he wasn’t kidding. Given the way Theana shifted and Jiho flinched slightly, they knew it too.

Jungkook nodded, “Jiho-ssi. You know the most about the gem. About whole magic. I’ll tell you what I know, but if this information ever gets out, especially to Ki-jung, I won’t think twice before shooting you this time. And that will be merciful compared to what my hyungs would do to you.”

Hoseok smirked while Theana looked between them with a raised brow, quietly sizing up the situation.

Jiho met his gaze hesitantly and Jungkook was once again struck with how odd this ‘shy’ Jiho was. Could it be an act? Or did the guys really terrify him into submission? Jimin did say they’d gone to try to kill him. Even while the Guardian protected him, the onslaught of their wrath must have been horrifying.

Still, now wasn’t the time to mess around. He meant what he said, he couldn’t afford not to. If it came down to shooting Jiho to keep Euphoria and Galaxy safe from Ki-jung, well, it wasn’t even a choice really.

“I won’t try to rekindle whatever friendship we had. But I’m not going to cause trouble either. I wouldn’t pass up an opportunity like this,” Jiho almost breathed the last words, looking at him like he could somehow see the whole magic simmering under his skin. Jungkook stayed outwardly still, but he felt a chill run down his spine.

“Alright. Then let’s do this.”

The next hour was spent showing off everything he’d figured out he could do. More for Jiho’s sake then Theana’s as she’d already watched him train.

He released each kind of magic in turn, carefully, able to control how much was released so much easier now with Euphoria’s help. Jungkook felt it holding back the others, blocking them from interfering and with a gentle coaxing, it would release the next one he asked it too. Hoseok’s proud smile from where he stood nearby didn’t go unnoticed and when he felt the purring of happiness in his chest he wasn’t entirely sure if it had been Euphoria or himself.

Jiho didn’t stop talking, questions firing out of his mouth so quickly that it was a wonder Jungkook could answer any of them. When he had an answer of course. Most of the how’s and why’s were lost on him, hence needing Jiho’s help in the first place.

When Jungkook got to air, concentrating on wrapping the air around them into a swirl of wind in his palm, Jiho sucked in a breath and staggered. His body shuddered and his eyes fluttered for a moment and only when Jungkook reeled in the magic, did Jiho release the breath. It was a similar reaction to Theana’s when he’d gotten to Chaos magic.

“That was- you’re- how did-” Jiho took a second to collect himself, running a hand through his hair. “It’s such a potent magic, I’ve never felt pure magic like that before.”

“What’s your reaction to natural magic?” Theana asked, much calmer and quieter then Jiho had been this whole time.

“As far as I know it doesn’t do anything to me, and I can’t control it or absorb it. But I haven’t used magic in Euphoria yet so I don’t know if that’s the exception. I have to go there every now and then to recharge.”

“Euphoria,” Jiho whispered quietly, “That’s what you named it?”

Jungkook only spared him a glance before looking back at Theana who hummed and stepped closer to him. Hoseok let out a low growl of warning and she made a show of folding her hands behind her as a sign that she had no intentions of touching him.

It was Jiho who continued talking, which came as no surprise, “It makes sense that you don’t react to natural magic. You need to take in whole magic or it would be too unbalanced. That was the whole issue I had when I created the gem,” Jiho frowned. “But I still don’t know why it balance out.”

“What do you mean?” Jungkook found himself asking, trying not to be too bothered by the way Theana circled him. Observed him. He might as well have given her a microscope. His eyes must still have been glowing because she stopped to stare at them for a long moment.

“If it was as easy as combining positive and negative magic, then my second attempt would have been successful. I had an equal balance. I thought Galaxy’s heavy positive magic might have been what interfered, but the first attempt worked. Sort of. It was still unbalanced. Jungkook-ah, you said before that the gem spoke to you? What did it say?”

Jungkook leaned away from Theana as she invaded his space slightly but didn’t make a move to touch him. He frowned at her. “It doesn’t speak with words. More like feelings or intentions. It tried to get me to kill you. Back then it felt like it wasn’t… right yet. Too much cold and too much warmth.”

Jiho took a step forward with wide eyes, “It still talks to you? What does it feel like? Do you always hear it?”

Instinctively, his hand pressed against his chest and he felt Euphoria press towards his soul, or what he assumed must be his soul. It was hard to describe how it felt but it comforted him like a smile from a loved one.

“It’s always there. It has its own emotions. It can react physically when I’m in Euphoria through weather and the world.”

“Have you tried to use them all at once?”

Theana’s question drew his attention to her and he blinked.

“What? Like all types of magic at once?”

“You’ve been focused on separating them, but have you tried combining them? Using whole magic itself rather than pieces of it?” She took a few steps away and Jungkook let himself relax slightly as he considered her words.

He… hadn’t thought of that at all. Would that even be possible? What would it look like to manifest that? He was already doing things that shouldn’t be possible so it was worth a shot. The thought of what that kind of magic would be capable of was hard to wrap his mind around. Whole magic had created an entirely new world. Life and all. What extent of that could he control?

“We all are born with natural affinities to certain magics. Given that you have all of them, I thought it odd that you were struggling with all of them equally but I had assumed it was because you were human and lack magic when you’re born,” Theana explained calmly.

Jiho paused as if something clicked, his eyes widening slightly and Jungkook tried not to get defensive by the way he was suddenly glancing at Sumi.

“Now I think it might be because you’re learning backwards. You’re starting with the fine tuning and missing the basics. Even if those basics might be catastrophically powerful.”

Hoseok stepped over to him and put a hand on his shoulder, “We don’t know what whole magic can do. It’ll be risky to test it here. If you want to do this, we should do it in Euphoria.”

That made sense. The last thing Jungkook wanted was to accidently hurt someone or destroy something. Again. Theana made it sound like it would be easier to control but he didn’t want to take the risk while playing around with something none of them fully understood.

“Only if I go by myself,” Jungkook said, quickly cutting off Hoseok’s protest. “If I can’t control it, it will be contained in Euphoria, but you guys can’t be there or you might get hurt. Who knows, I might accidently turn you into a frog or something.”

Hoseok frowned, clearly not happy with that but he couldn’t refute the logic, and they both knew it.


Sumi couldn’t hear much of what was being said out in the arena, but Taehyung and Jimin kept her company as they watched. They sat on top of the wall next to where she leaned back against it, standing just inside the arena. The conversation was pleasant as it always was with the Fae’s and Sumi found herself smiling so much her face hurt.

Not only because of the conversation Taehyung started about strange human flirting techniques, but also because of the chance at being able to get some messages to her family and to Chin-su. Her friend was probably worried and Sumi could only hope that she hadn’t called the police. If there was one thing she knew about her roommate, it was that she liked to do things on her own, and that she trusted Sumi wholeheartedly.

In the times when there was nothing new to observe and make note of, Sumi had written out and scratched a few potential messages to send. She wanted to make sure they knew she was okay especially if it would be awhile before she got a chance like this again.

Sumi looked up when Taehyung and Jimin went quiet next to her, curious about the sudden drop in conversation. It wasn’t hard to find the reason when she spotted Jiho approaching them. Glancing past him, it looked like Jungkook was getting ready to train with Theana while Hoseok stuck nearby.

Jimin casually took Taehyung’s hand in his own.

Jiho stopped in front of her and smiled a charming smile that had her blinking in confusion, “Hi. Sorry, we haven’t been introduced. I’m Jiho.”

“Sumi,” she offered hesitantly.

Jiho seemed nice enough. But the others acted like he had the plague. Even now, Jimin was ignoring the man entirely and Sumi was sure now that he’d taken Taehyung’s hand in order to hold him back from attacking him. The glare he was levelling him with was deadly.

She knew bits of what happened, pieces of a very complicated story, but she knew enough to know that Jiho had wronged them. That he’d hurt Jungkook. That was really all she needed to know to not like him.

“Would you mind if I took a look at your notes? Theana is going to work with Kook-ah so I thought I’d catch up on everything.”

“Jungkook.”

Sumi and Jiho both looked over at Taehyung who looked ready to kill. She hadn’t ever seen Taehyung look so serious or terrifying. Even when Jungkook had been taken, his fear and worry had been much more prominent than his anger. Okay, maybe Jiho had done more than just wronging them.

Jiho cleared his throat. “Right. Sorry, Jungkook,” he corrected.

He turned back to her slowly, almost as if he expected a similar reaction from her. It wasn’t that Sumi trusted him. Quite the opposite. But if the guys were trying so hard to tolerate him then he was obviously there for a reason they didn’t want to jeopardize.  Whatever help he could supply training Jungkook would only get them back home faster.

Without a word, she clapped the book closed and held it out to him. He took it carefully and bowed slightly but the familiar custom didn’t provide her any sort of comfort.

Jiho was smart enough to put some distance between them, stepping away to search through the book, eyes skimming the pages like he was desperate to drink up the knowledge on them.

Sumi, distracted with glaring pointlessly at Jiho, squeaked as Taehyung grabbed her arm and tugged her towards him. His arms wrapped around her shoulders from behind and he plopped his chin on her head, sandwiching her between his knees. Blushing furiously, she brought her hands up to his arms and tried to glance upwards to catch his expression.

Jimin’s finger poked her cheek as he leaned forward, bracing his hands on the edge of the wall between his legs. He grinned at her, “Taetae gets protective. Please indulge him for a little while.”

That… did not help her calm her racing heart. “Protective? Of me?”

She could feel Taehyung huff and Jimin glanced at him before laughing.

“You’re family Sumi-yah, Jungkookie said so himself.”

Sumi could have sworn her heart stopped for a moment. “He what?”

Taehyung nodded against the top of her head, “He said you were like a little sister to him. That makes you family.”

Speechless. She was speechless. Looking out at Jungkook, who was hard to see through the dark magic swirling around him, she tried to find words. Though it didn’t seem like either Fae was expecting a response as they went back to their earlier conversation. Casually. As if they hadn’t just told her something so meaningful and wonderful and sweet.

Sumi swallowed the emotions that threatened to choke her up and leaned back towards the Fae, content to stay wrapped up safely in Taehyung’s arms for the time being.


It was late when Jungkook decided to pack up the training equipment and call it a day. The others had already gone back to the house to clean up and start making dinner.

Unlike Theana, who was more then welcome at their table, Jiho was to stay in the room in the greenhouse. Away from anything he might try tamper with. Jungkook was sure someone would bring him some food when it was ready.

His mind was plagued with thoughts of the day, running through the things he’d learned and trying to sort out next steps. The exhaustion was getting to him, mentally and physically and as he set down a practice dummy where it belonged in the equipment room, he took a moment to step back and breath.

Jungkook knew that his hands were still shaking slightly, that it had to do with his stress and worries. He tried hard to push the thoughts of magic out of his mind, to stop thinking about it for the rest of the night. It was difficult. There were so many variables and risks. So many things he could do and no way of being confident in controlling it.

Deciding he needed a distraction, Jungkook glanced around, biting his lip as he triple checked that the others weren’t outside in the arena. He walked over to the bench that sat in front of the window looking out into the training space and pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket as he sat down.

Unfolding it carefully, he squinted to see the words he’d written in the dim evening light of Galaxy.

“Oh-vu, vuna? Ovuna nesi… nesi uwyk,” he licked his lips as he struggled to pronounce the foreign words like Namjoon had shown him. “Ovuna nesi uwykpa. Ovuna nesi uwkypa,” he quietly repeated.

Namjoon had written down the three languages that the set spoke and the words to say ‘I love you’ in each, back when Jungkook first expressed interest in learning it. He’d also written a close translation in Korean to help him pronounce them but he said it wasn’t entirely accurate.

Vieprada, the language Angels spoke, was something the immortal equated more to light and airy, sounds flowing into each other like a song. It was the one he was currently trying to pronounce.

Whereas, Acall, the language of the Fae’s, seemed to have a smooth lilt to it interrupted by hard consonants that Namjoon had told him almost comes across as a clicking sound when spoken quickly.

He moved onto those words, scanning them over and whispering them quietly before speaking up with a little more confidence, “All adlat dlàsath.”

Jungkook looked away from the paper and tried to say it without reading it, tried to imagine himself saying the words to Jimin or Taehyung, the syllables rolling off his tongue. He stuttered through them slightly and frowned. When it came time to say it, he wanted it to be clear and understandable, he wanted to do their languages justice.

Glancing at the letters he tried to pronounce them again slowly. 

The hardest one on the list was Jol. Yoongi’s native language. To Jungkook’s surprise, Namjoon had told him it wasn’t so much words as it was sounds (which led to a tangent about words themselves just being sounds and what a ‘word’ really was in its bare essence). The language had a written form but the spoken word was made of inflictions that sounded like growls, low rumbles and hums.

It surprised Jungkook how little similarities phoenix’s had to birds, given that they were bird-like in appearance. Or so myth’s depicted them. Sometimes, between the naturally low thrum of Yoongi’s voice and the way he would act more like a cat, Jungkook thought a better comparison would be to dragons then to birds. Not that he knew much about Hoseok’s species either.

When Namjoon had spoken the words for him to hear and learn, Jungkook had nearly jumped him. The language somehow sounded powerful. But also kind and comforting. Then to have it come out of Namjoon’s mouth, with his low timber and growling grunts, it was damn near sexual.

Jungkook didn’t know if he could withstand hearing Yoongi speak his native tongue. Or any of them for that matter.

“Rehyuk yruh,” he tried slowly, stumbling over the strange way his vocal chords vibrated the sound. He tried to roll the sound on longer but found it difficult to maintain.

He leaned his elbows on his knees and studied the words, saying them over and over, in different tones and pitches to try and get used to them. His fingers spun his ring calmly as he did, thumb pressing into the engraving.

When he looked up away from the paper again, about to say one of the phrases with feigned confidence, he nearly dove backwards over the bench, startled by Hoseok who was standing in the doorway with a look Jungkook couldn’t quite decipher.

He put a hand over his rapidly beating heart and breathed out sharply, “Hyung you scared me.”

Hoseok didn’t say anything as he walked over to him, steps determined and eyes unreadable. Jungkook quickly stood up and tried to discretely tuck the paper in his back pocket. Had he heard him? He hadn’t wanted them to know he was trying to learn how to express his love in their languages yet. It was meant to be a surprise for when he finally took them on a proper date.

“Is dinner-mm-”

Lips pressed against his, swallowing his words and Jungkook barely had time to suck in a breath through his nose before he was pressed backwards, his back bumping against the glass of the floor to ceiling window overlooking the arena. Hoseok’s tongue slipped into his mouth forcefully and Jungkook went pliant under his touch, his hands gripping his biceps while Hoseok’s fingertips dug into his hips.

A whine escaped him when Hoseok bit his lip, hand sliding up his chest and coming to rest over the side of his neck. The dragons thumb slid between their lips and Hoseok leaned back just enough to meet Jungkook’s wide eyes. His thumb traced his wet lips, and Jungkook felt a shiver run up his spine.

All his hyungs had seemed to have a habit of that. Touching his lips like this. Tracing them with their thumb or finger tips, like they were trying to map him out. It felt good, so gentle in such an intense moment, but he’d always wondered why they did it.

The primal look in Hoseok’s eyes had his mind stuttering to a halt. His whole world was just Hoseok. Hoseok, with his pupils contracted to nothing but a sliver, looking hungry with want while he took in Jungkook.

“Say it again.”

A demand. An order. A command. Growled out not an inch from his lips and fuck did he want to do as he was told. He’d never seen Hoseok so dominant before. Not in such a barely restrained way. Like if he lost control he would devour him.

Fuck.

Jungkook’s mind raced to recall what he’d said last, what Hoseok might have overheard. Licking his lips, the tip of his tongue brushing Hoseok’s thumb and making the man press into his lip harder, he tried to pronounce the words again.

“All- All adlat dlàsath.”

Hoseok sucked in a breath, sharp and sudden. As if drinking in his words, tasting them. Jungkook feared for a moment that he’d said the wrong thing, gotten the Acall pronunciation wrong but his worries ebbed away when Hoseok’s lips slammed against his again. The dragon’s hands became frantic, sliding under his shirt, up his sides, over his back and chest and stomach, like he might disappear. His skin flared with heated arousal. Jungkook lungs burned for breath but his heart burned stronger with the desire to drown in every kiss and touch Hoseok gave him.

The edges of his mind fogged with want and need. He needed Hoseok’s touch, needed his lips on his skin, his tongue, his teeth and nails leaving marks. The kiss was sloppy, rushed, hot. Jungkook moaned.

Hoseok leaned away from him, breathless and beautiful.

“You learned-”

“It was, supposed to be a surprise,” Jungkook whispered. Or maybe it came out as a whimper. He was rather distracted by his lover’s thigh pressed between his legs, trapping him against the window.

Hoseok shook his head slowly, thumbs tracing Jungkook’s cheek bones, brushing the corners of his eyes, fingers tucking his hair back behind his ears, “You’re just, how can you, how are you so… you.”

He could only blink at that, raising a brow and trying not to crack a smile. Hoseok seemed frustrated by his own lack of words, brow crinkling as he frowned. Jungkook lifted a hand from his chest and poked him between the eyes, watching his pupils dilate to their more human roundness. Though they often compared Yoongi to a cat, he couldn’t help thinking it suited Hoseok well too. Or maybe a puppy.

“Hyung, please don’t tell the others yet. I’m still learning.”

Hoseok hummed and kissed him softly, making his heart flutter in his chest. Just as he was losing himself to the kiss, mind drifting to a warm fuzzy place, his lover pulled away. Instead, he hooked his fingers around the side of his neck, tongue tracing up his jawline making Jungkook shiver pleasantly and tilt his head to the side.

“What else have you learned bunny?”

Jungkook really wanted to tell him, to show him that he knew how to say other things too, but the words were gone from his mind. Fogged over by the feeling of teeth sinking gently into the skin of his neck. Shifting slightly, just enough to try and get his hand between them and to his pocket, he fumbled to pull out the paper.

Hoseok glanced down and pulled away slightly when he noticed his struggle. Before Jungkook could complain about the distance, he was again pulled close to the other, away from the window where Hoseok could wrap his arms fully around his waist. The task of unfolding the paper was made difficult by more kisses pressed along his neck and eventually Jungkook had to laugh lightly and push on Hoseok’s cheek to get him to stop.

Relenting with a fond smile, Hoseok looked down at the paper between them, reading the words upside down as Jungkook swallowed nervously. Given that Hoseok had yet to laugh at his bad pronunciation, he tried to remind himself that there wasn’t any reason to be worried. So with another moment of hesitation, a quick glance at Hoseok and a very dry mouth, Jungkook formed the words slowly, nearly whispering them.

“All adlat dlàsath,” he started, glancing at Hoseok again to find the look in his eyes too intense to look at for long. “Ovuna nesi uwkyda- no, pa, uwkypa.”

“Ovuna nesi uwkypa,” Hoseok said softly, voice dripping with endearment that made Jungkook flush red. The natural way the words flowed off his tongue contrasted harshly with Jungkook’s unsure stuttering. It was a marvel how he could still feel like this was the first time Hoseok had held him like this, looked at him this way, loved him this intensely. Every time felt as wonderful and nerve wracking and beautiful as if they were constantly falling in love. Jungkook was willing to fall forever if it was like this.

“Rehyuk yruh,” Jungkook said finally, struggling through the last one. Hoseok let out a pained noise and dropped his forehead on his shoulder, pulling him impossibly closer. The tightening of his arms forced Jungkook to press the paper against Hoseok’s chest, his arms getting caught between them. “Was that wrong?”

“No, no bun. That was really good. You’re so good. You didn’t have to do this.”

Jungkook felt the tension of the day seep out of his bones, grateful Hoseok was holding him up as he sagged against him with a happy hum. “I wanted too. You guys have put a lot of effort into learning about humans, I wanted to learn more about you too.”

“Even through all of this… everything that’s happening, you’re still thinking about things like this,” Hoseok breathed against his shoulder and unsure how else to respond, Jungkook turned to hide his smile against his hair.

Hoseok lifted his head to look at him after a peaceful moment, hand finding his cheek, thumb falling on the dip below his lips, “I want to show you.”

Jungkook tilted his head gently, “Show me?”

Without a verbal response, Hoseok took his hand and took a few steps backwards, as if taking his eyes off him was something he wanted to postpone as long as possible.

When they were standing in the arena together much like they had earlier that day, Jungkook gave Hoseok a confused look, watching curiously when Hoseok took both of his hands and stood facing him with a nervous smile.

“This is kind of long overdue love,” the dragon gave his hands a squeeze and started walking backwards away from him. It took another second for Jungkook to catch up, but once he understood, he almost let out a gasp. Was he really going to show him his natural form?

He shifted his weight from foot to foot, suddenly unsure what to do with his hands which were still warm from his lovers grip as he watched Hoseok carefully. Hesitation was clear in his eyes but he still let them drift shut. The spell fell from around him in a glittering gold that drifted off with the light breeze.

Jungkook’s breath caught in his throat.

Hoseok’s body changed much more then Taehyung’s had, which was to be expected. But nothing could have really prepared him for the full effect. The wings caught his attention first, flaring from Hoseok’s back, large and powerful. They stretched out wide, nothing like Taehyung’s thin delicate ones. These looked like they could break through concrete and not take damage.

His body morphed into the long physique of a serpent. Scales replacing skin and hands becoming talons.

When the gold fully dispersed, Jungkook was left standing in front of a dragon. A real dragon. Hoseok’s size rivaled that of the Guardians. A strong scaled bodied supported by four legs, leading to a tail that flared with fur at the end. Two long horns protruded from his head. Long whiskers poked out from above his maw, which, when Hoseok opened his mouth as if to flex his jaw, revealed teeth nearly as long as Jungkook was tall.

His colours were beautiful. Red and gold scales that refracted the light of the sky in such a way that it made them look all sorts of colours, drifting along his body when he moved to take a step towards Jungkook, talons pressing into the ground, head low and tilted. Like a piece of the Aurora Borealis had been plucked from the sky’s it shone through and laid gently across the dragon for safe keeping. Fur surrounded the base of his head, transitioning into smooth scales and spines lining the length of his long body. His large wings were tucked tightly against his sides.

Jungkook didn’t realize he was holding his breath until he looked at Hoseok’s eyes and almost choked. The emerald green was so vibrant he thought they might be glowing. A low, rolling warble came from somewhere deep in the dragon’s chest, head pushing towards Jungkook quicker than he was anticipating.

Instinctively, he staggered back, tripping over his feet and falling on his tailbone. The grunt of pain from the shock of the fall was nothing compared to the startled sound that ripped out of Hoseok as the dragon scrambled back, eyes wide. Jungkook shook his head quickly and held up his hand, stumbling to his feet almost as quickly as he’d fallen.

“No, no, I’m not scared. Love, I’m not scared,” he hurried to say, though he couldn’t imagine how shellshocked he must look at the moment. When Hoseok narrowed his eyes skeptically, Jungkook laughed. A dragon was squinting at him. A real, living dragon.

The last dragon.

Hoseok.

This was Hoseok. The dragon held just as much emotion in his eyes in this form as he did his human form. The worry was there, the slight hurt that made Jungkook’s heart ache and had him stepping closer. He went slowly, because like Taehyung, he didn’t want to do something that would be considered rude or offensive.

Standing directly in front of him was intimidating to say the least. If it were anyone else, Jungkook would be fearing that he’d eat him. As it was, all he was intimidated by was the sheer size and the fact that he was a dragon.

Jungkook put his hands out and placed them on Hoseok’s nose. It wiggled under his touch and he smiled in wonder as Hoseok pressed closer once more, nudging him gently and warbling. Laughing in complete awe, he ran his hands along the snake like skin around his face.

“Hyung you’re beautiful,” he breathed, looking him in the eyes. Something softened in the dragons expression. “You’re- An actual real dragon! Just like the stories I heard growing up!”

Hoseok gives him what he thinks might be a deadpanned expression, as if to say ‘well duh’ but Jungkook is more focused on running around to where Hoseok had curled his tail next to him in order to lay on his stomach comfortably.

Without a moment’s hesitation, Jungkook jumped face first onto the end of his tail, right onto the tuft of soft fur that was so much softer than it looked. Hoseok let out a staccato sound that resembled a laugh. The tail underneath him shifted, making Jungkook scramble to hold on as it lifted him into the air. The next thing he knew, he was plopped down onto Hoseok’s back.

Oh. Oh wow. Jungkook looked at Hoseok with wide eyes as the other glanced back at him. If dragons could smirk, Jungkook knew he would be right now. The massive wings behind him slowly stretched out, and Jungkook instinctively leaned forward to grab some fur to hold onto. Hoseok shifted underneath him. He could feel the dragons muscles tense and move as he crouched low.

With a swell of his chest, Hoseok took in a deep breath, ducking his head low to the ground. Then, a roar so loud that Jungkook very nearly let go to cover his ears, burst from the dragon. It was such a deep bellowed sound that without the protection spells he was sure the houses windows would have cracked. His heart pounded so quickly with excitement, he was starting to feel lightheaded.

A burst of giant wings slamming towards the ground had them launching into the air with so much force it pressed Jungkook flat to Hoseok’s back. A shout of surprise ripped out of him as the arena dropped away and they rose high above the house. It was so much different then flying with the Guardian. It wasn’t the calm, smooth flight that the large whale had. It was rough and fast. He could feel every pound of the wings through his bones. Every breath from Hoseok underneath him.

It was like comparing a merry-go-round with a rollercoaster.

Jungkook always did live for thrills.

He clamped his legs down tightly and as they climbed through the air, as it rushed past his face and made his eyes water, he lifted his hand upwards as if he could catch it. Catch the wind, or the stars, or the sky itself, or even just this moment, he wasn’t sure. He couldn’t keep it in, the energy of his racing heart had him letting out a yell of excitement that couldn’t rival Hoseok’s roar, but would definitely leave him with a sore throat.

They plateaued at a height that made the trees look only like a sea of green through the stray clouds, far higher than the Guardian had taken him. Jungkook sat upright when Hoseok levelled out, wings open, coasting through the winds. His chest heaved with adrenaline, body feeling alight with electric euphoria.

Laughing joyously, he had no words to say, no words that would do this justice, he pressed his palms against Hoseok’s back and hoped he would understand. Hoped that he knew that this was exactly what Jungkook had needed. That he knew it took a lot for him to open up in this way and suddenly even the word ‘love’ didn’t feel like enough.

How could everything he felt for him, for them, be described in such a short word. A word too small to hold the entire meaning and weight that he felt in his chest.

He felt a lot in that moment, as they drifted through the Galaxy skies. More then anything, he felt safe. For the first time since he’d been saved from Ki-jung, he felt safe again. Like he could actually face the man. Maybe it was the fact that it was hard to imagine anything harming him with Hoseok around, maybe it was that now that he was seeing his true form, it was easier to see the power that he held. Regardless, Jungkook felt untouchable.

Hoseok had shown him such an important side of himself. His true self. And Jungkook loved him only that much more for it.

Notes:

We finally get a Hobi dragon description! Yay! I thought some fluff would be nice to incorporate. So Jungkook is going to test out whole magic in Euphoria, Jaeyong is going to the human world, and Sumi gets hugs and squishes because the boys have basically adopted her as one of their own. And Jiho better stay away from her.

Next Chapter: Jaeyong is not prepared for what he finds at the cafe, Jungkook figures out the extent of his powers, and Ki-jung hasn't just been sitting around.

Because I don't want to make anymore promises I can't keep (again), updates are going to be kind of sporadic for a little bit, until I can get my routine of writing back. The goal will be once a week, but ultimately it will be whenever I can. Thank you everyone again, if you waited for this update for the two months, I'm so sincerely grateful you're still reading. Thank you. Borahae and stay healthy and safe readers!

Chapter 36: Affirmation and Hope

Summary:

Jungkook and the boys spend some much needed time together, Jaeyong goes back to the human world and encounters more then he bargained for.

Notes:

Hello! Wow it's been awhile. I hope everyone is doing well. It's the Christmas season so I thought I'd give you all a nice long chapter to make up for the long wait. This might be my longest chapter so far. Thank you all for being so patient! I know the waits in between are getting longer but I don't want to rush and give you quantity over quality. You are all amazing and wonderful and so very nice. I hope you enjoy this chapter!

Warnings: Mentions of self-harm (topics of pain as a distraction briefly mentioned, no actual self harm performed), lead up to smut scene but no real smut.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung could only grin as he watched Jungkook and Hoseok stagger their way inside for dinner, drawing his attention away from Tannie who had curled up beside his chair at the table.

He didn’t even need to ask, not with the way they were clinging to each other, or the way Jungkook’s clothes were disheveled and his hair stuck up at odd angles. The grin on his face looked nearly painful it was so wide. Hoseok’s arms were wrapped securely around his waist as they came to the table, not letting Jungkook detach himself to take his own seat, instead tugging him onto his lap.

They were usually pretty strict about everyone being on time for dinner, but after having heard Hoseok’s roar of joy, they decided they would let this one slide.

Taehyung took another bite of food, eyes locked on the slightly out of breath Jungkook and a very clingy Hoseok.

“You two have fun?” Namjoon teased fondly while Sumi and Jaeyong, who both looked a little flustered, seemed to be trying to find some answers in the expressions of the table’s other occupants. Poor Sumi was blushing up a storm when she met Jungkook’s eyes and shyly pointed to her hair.

Jungkook seemed to understand what she meant and sheepishly tried to fix his windswept locks, only serving to mess it up further and quickly forget about it as both him and Hoseok rushed to answer. Taehyung rested his cheek on his hand, lips twitching upwards.

“It was so fun!”

“You should have seen him- oh my Guardian he tried to roar-” Hoseok started, grinning as he rested his chin on Jungkook’s shoulder.

“My roar was beautiful excuse you. Besides if you hadn’t dropped me-”

“Dropped you?! You jumped!”

“Tomato potato.”

“What? What do vegetables have to-”

“You caught me though, and I barely fell like ten feet! You’re so fast hyung!”

“Well, I mean, yeah,” Hoseok nearly turned red at the praise and if it were possible he would have pulled Jungkook even closer he was sure.

Taehyung understood. That feeling of elation, though it had come in a different, less adrenaline fueled form for him, was something he’d never take for granted. It felt like freedom. The acceptance of oneself. No part denied or rejected. To have a loved one tell them they were beautiful and better yet, show them.

Jungkook didn’t even seem to realize he did it, but his actions were more honest than his words were. Taehyung had seen Jungkook in many situations now, good and bad ones. Ones fueled by love and others by pain. But it was always his actions that gave him away. His expressions, his gentle movements, the way he touched them or reacted to their touch.

Taehyung was observant. He had been trained to be. He saw the way Jungkook leaned into Hoseok’s chest, the way his hands cradled one of Hoseok’s in his lap, the way he spoke not just to the dragon but would look at all six of them sporadically through any given sentence.

It was so incredibly endearing.

“Alright, am I missing something? Cause I don’t want to kink shame but none of that sounds safe,” Jaeyong raised a brow, receiving a sharp smack on the arm from Sumi.

Taehyung looked at him curiously, but not before catching Jungkook’s embarrassed choke.

“What’s kink shame?” Jimin asked, beating him to the question.

The others looked just as curious, even Theana had lifted her gaze away from her food to pay attention to the conversation.

The human’s stared at them and suddenly Jaeyong was slowly grinning, sitting back in his chair.

“Hyung don’t you dare,” Jungkook hissed, squirming in Hoseok’s lap to try and get free. To do what, Taehyung wasn’t sure but he really seemed to want to silence Jaeyong. That only made him more intrigued.

“Oh I think I will dare. You really haven’t told them what kinks are?” Jaeyong laughed.

Sumi smacked his arm multiple times, her free hand hiding her very red face, “This is not a dinner time conversation!”

“Given her reaction, I’ll have to agree with Sumi-yah,” Seokjin spoke up with clear amusement. “Let’s save whatever this conversation is for later. Hoseok, let Jungkook eat please.”

With a fierce pout and no small amount of displeasure, the dragon let his grip loosen on Jungkook just enough to allow the boy to reach his plate but not actually leave his lap. Taehyung understood that too.

After fearing for so long that Jungkook’s lack of exposure to magic would make it hard for him to accept their true forms, to instead have him react in a way that made them feel prideful of how they looked, well… it was hard to really show all the love they felt. So clinginess it was.

That and other ways.

Little things that weren’t so little.

Things that showed Jungkook that they accepted his true form too.

One of those ways, Taehyung was quickly and harshly reminded of when he moved forward to reach for some more food and banged his knee against the underside of the table roughly, making him freeze in his seat.

There was a moment, a brief but significant moment, that Taehyung thought he was dying.

The pain that shot down his leg to his toes, leaving a tingling sensation in its wake elicited a sharp squeak from him and it took everything in him not to keel over.

The squeak got Jimin’s attention next to him and he looked at him in confusion, clearly noticing the tension in his body. Before he could ask though, Taehyung felt a weird tension in his chest and the base of his throat that bubbled up into an awkward, too loud laugh. Stiffly, he stood and turned sharply away from the table, startling Yeontan with his quick movement. “Ah ha ha! HA! We’re out of bread. I’ll get more!”

He damn near bolted into the kitchen, barely making it out of sight of the others before he was dropping to his knees, shoving his fist in his mouth to prevent actually screaming, and rubbing his knee furiously to alleviate the feeling that had settled into his bone.

He was on his side rolling around on the kitchen floor when Jimin stepped in, Tannie trotting along beside him. Taehyung felt his lover grab his shoulders and quickly pull his fist from his mouth, eyes worried and urgent as he looked him over from where he knelt beside him. “Taetae? What happened? Are you-”

“I think I’m dying, Minnie, I love you, please don’t forget me,” he reached up, grabbing Jimin’s shirt with both hands. “Take care of Tannie, don’t let Hobi feed him that organic stuff he grew, and I’m sorry, I was the one who stole your pillow. It’s the softest one in the house and I think we should agree on some sort of sharing system so-”

Jimin, gave him a deadpanned look, “Tae seriously?”

“You don’t understand Minnie, my leg died. It was dead. For like a full second. It stopped living!” He grabbed his knee and tugged it nearly to his chest in an effort to show the deadly injury.

The older Fae cracked a bit of a smile, rolling his eyes as he pushed Taehyung’s leg away, “Alright alright, hush. Jungkook will hear you,” he glanced towards the door to the dining room before looking at him again. “What did you even do?”

Taehyung pointed at his knee aggressively, “This! This hit- no, not hit- TAPPED the table and my whole leg gave up on life. Minnie, I swear it felt like… like… tingling but painful!”

“You’ve been watching too many of Jungkook’s internet videos,” Jimin shook his head at his dramatics which made him pout. Yeontan bounced over on his little legs and licked his cheek, making him gasp and roll onto his side.

“You love me don’t you Tannie?”

A lick to the nose was the only response he needed.

Scooping up the little ball of fluff, he sat up and hugged him to his chest, sticking his face into the dogs side.

“Honestly, between you and Yoongi we’re going to run out of medical supplies twice as fast. I’m pretty sure he has at least six bruises since we dropped the spells and it’s been all of,” Jimin paused to check the clock on the wall above the counter. “An hour.”

Taehyung hummed and peaked out of Tannie’s fur to look at him, “I always thought Kookie got hurt way too often but now I kind of think it’s a miracle he doesn’t get hurt more.”

Jimin clicked his tongue and lightly smacked Taehyung’s arm, making his skin sting uncomfortably. He winced and rubbed it, “Ow!”

“Oh sorry, I’m sorry,” his lover nudged his hand away and rubbed the spot for him, giving him a sheepish look. Taehyung offered him an evil grin and reached forward to pinch his thigh. Jimin yelped, affronted for all of a moment which then dissolved into a disbelieving laugh.

“No more hurting yourself. We don’t want to spoil the surprise yet,” Jimin stood up and offered him a hand, which he gladly took. When he was standing, he leaned into peck Jimin’s lips, but his cute giggle was too intoxicating to only do it once. Kissing him again he didn’t pull back right away, relishing in the heightened sensation of Jimin’s soft lips on his. It was the same sensation he got when kissing Jungkook, the same intensity and sensitivity, but Jimin’s kisses were unique to his own.

Jimin kissed him back easily, hand resting on the arm that still held Tannie close to his chest. He only just started to move, deepening the kiss further, wanting more and more and more, when Jimin pulled back and pushed on his arm slightly to keep him from chasing after him.

His lover was just the smallest bit out of breath, and it did wonderful things for Taehyung’s imagination. He wanted to see him gasping, hear his name mixed in with those breaths, to suck marks into his neck and bite at his lips until they were beautifully red.

Jimin’s eyes glanced down at his lips and he pressed his own together in a show of self control that Taehyung wasn’t sure he had.

“We have to wait a bit longer love,” Jimin reminded him.

He knew that, of course. But it was hard for the anticipation of the night not to be getting to him. Especially seeing Jungkook and Hoseok clinging to each other so closely.

Still, he nodded. This night wasn’t just about sex.

“Do you remember, back when we first met-” Taehyung started, only to be quickly interrupted.

“If you’re going to bring up that time I called you the worst kidnapper I’ve ever had the misfortune of meeting, you know that-”

“No, not that,” Taehyung paused, “Though I do still take offense too that.”

“You tried to kill me. And you also completely forgot to lock the door one night so…”

“Let’s let go of the past my sweet Jiminie.”

Jimin laughed and folded his arms in front of him.

Taehyung smiled watching his lover for a moment. Jimin had been such a big part of his life for so long it was a wonder he’d ever survived before him. Seeing him laugh and smile was what made his life feel complete.

“You once told me,” Taehyung started softly, tracing his fingers through Tannie’s fur gently, “That you would give up love if it meant making others happy.”

Jimin tilted his head slightly and he could practically see the memories in his eyes. Back then, Jimin had been engaged to Set with a man he hadn’t loved. It wasn’t a foreign concept in many of Galaxies cultures. To not love those you Set. But it wasn’t taken lightly. Setting was intimate. It was the complete merging of magical energies. The imagery of Jimin having Set someone he hardly knew, and who he hadn’t chosen himself to spend the rest of his life with, was something that had always bothered Taehyung. Even when they’d first met.

If he hadn’t interrupted the ceremony that day, Jimin would have been bound to another’s magic. They’d never have fallen in love, they’d never have met Yoongi and Namjoon and Seokjin and Hoseok. They’d have never met Jungkook.

What kind of life would that have been?

Jimin hummed, a sweet, melodic sound, “If I had known more about love back then, I wouldn’t have been so willing.”

“Do you ever miss it? That life? Those names?” Taehyung bit his lip, his birth name rolled around in his mind, a foreign word now despite so many years of use. To even think of speaking it made his tongue feel heavy.

Shaking his head lightly, Jimin pulled Yeontan from his arms and set him down on the floor with care. His hands fell to his waist and Taehyung was pulled flush against him, familiar and comforting. Easily, his arms wrapped over his shoulders.

“I sometimes do. I miss what those names meant. Who we were. But I’d rather miss it then go back to it. What’s got you thinking about this love?”

“Just… everything with Seokjin and Ki-jung. We really don’t know much about his past. I’m worried that there’s a life he misses that we’re keeping him from. Or that he can’t go back to right now.”

Jimin frowned but gave it a considerable amount of thought, thumbs massaging into his hips in a way that felt like his own electrically charged magic. “Then, we should help him find it again.”

And this, this was his genuine worry, because Taehyung loved them, with his entire heart. His soul belonged to them. He gave them himself. All he had. He would never try to keep any one of them from being happy. From smiling. Even if it meant his own hurt.

Seokjin had told them that he couldn’t kill Ki-jung because he would fall, and that would put them at risk. That would be just like losing him. Whatever had happened between him and Ki-jung had been enough for Seokjin to fall once before, it must have been something terrible. But what if there was a chance for Seokjin to get it back?

They knew that he wasn’t the only Angel. There were many of them. But they didn’t live on earth like the other species had before the war. They lived in another world, one of their own. The Angels were known to be secluded. They guarded their land closely and rarely ever stepped foot outside it. They weren’t entirely friendly to outsiders by what he understood. Taehyung often wondered why Seokjin had never spoken about it or spoke of wanting to go back. He was worried it was because of them.

“What if- Minnie, what if there isn’t room for us in that life?” He nearly whispered.

Jimin stared hard at him, searching his expression but if he’d been about to respond, Taehyung never got the answer. A loud shout from the dining room followed by a chorus of laughter had them both looking towards the door, snapping them out of the heavy air that had settled.

Taehyung sucked in a deep breath before smiling and kissing Jimin’s worried frown when he turned back to him. “We should finish eating.”

Reluctantly, Jimin gave a small nod, but not before cupping his cheeks and squishing them to purse his lips, “Tonight is for us just as much as Kookie. Take what you need alright?”

Taehyung hummed in agreement, laughing gently as they both headed back out to the dining room, only to awkwardly come up with the excuse of being out of bread, shooting begging looks in Seokjin’s direction who knew otherwise and only raised a brow in amusement.

As he sat down once more, the heaviness in his heart was alleviated by the smiling faces and laughter of his loved ones.

And when he caught Seokjin’s gaze across the table, and the angel smiled at him warmly, Taehyung put his worries aside to just appreciate the moment.


In the large bedroom, Yoongi had expected that Hoseok and him would be the last to arrive, given their lengthy shower. When they walked into the room, Yoongi’s stomach tingled with butterflies. Excitement making his hands clammy. Only Seokjin and Namjoon were in the room however.

“Where are the others?” Hoseok blinked as he headed towards the bed and sat on the edge next to Namjoon, hand dropping onto the immortal’s thigh easily. Yoongi drifted over, hair still dripping slightly from the shower. The shirt he’d thrown on over his wet skin stuck uncomfortably close.

Seokjin hummed, lifting an arm to welcome Yoongi against his side, pulling him against him whilst pressing a kiss to his wet hair, “Tae said they were still getting ready when I stopped by Jungkook’s room.” He paused to look at Yoongi, “You didn’t dry off. Are you worried love?”

Yoongi gave him an honest nod, wrapping his arms around the Angel’s waist. He knew Seokjin wouldn’t care if he got him a bit wet. The Angel smiled and pinched a lock of wet hair between his fingers, tucking it behind Yoongi’s ear with all the care of handling something precious.

“Cute.”

Yoongi only huffed a little in response. It was better to be safe than sorry.

“I wonder if it has anything to do with what they were so eager to show us last time,” Namjoon mused.

Yoongi thought back to the cat ears Jungkook had placed on his head, remembering they were still in his room on his night stand. They were… cute. He wouldn’t verbally admit that he liked them, or that he’d worn them while getting ready for bed the other night.

“Well, while they get ready, we can always get warmed up,” Hoseok grinned, twisting to throw a leg over Namjoon’s lap and shoving his shoulders down against the bed. Namjoon grunted, laughing a bit as he grabbed Hoseok’s thighs and pushed them out to either side, making the dragon’s hips drop down against him. Without any leverage to prevent it, Hoseok was easily flipped over and pressed into the bed.

Namjoon leaned down, pinning his wrists with a knee between his legs and gave his lover a gentle peck, smirking. “We shouldn’t start without them love.”

Hoseok huffed, blowing a strand of hair out of his face. The endearing action had Yoongi smiling.

Jimin picked that moment to poke his head in the door after a light knock.

He only caught a glimpse of it, but he could have sworn he’d seen something pink around the Fae’s neck just before he pulled one of Jungkook’s hoodie’s closer around him.

“We’re ready!”

Seokjin looked over and smiled, “Good timing, Hobi was getting impatient.”

Jimin giggled and Yoongi’s heart felt like it was going to explode. The Fae was absolutely radiant, smile pressing his rosy cheeks upwards and squinting his eyes into cute little crescent shapes.

Gently, Jimin pushed the door open and stepped into the room, followed closely by Jungkook and Taehyung. They both wore sweaters as well, but as Jungkook closed and locked the door behind him, Yoongi dropped his gaze to his bare thighs catching sight of something wrapped around them when the sweater rode up slightly.

Oh no.

Whatever the three youngest had planned, Yoongi knew it wouldn’t be good for his health.

Or his magic.

He was going to burn down the house.

It was inevitable.

Silently, he thanked the house for its sacrifice.

Hoseok sat up on his elbows, while Namjoon got off him to look over their three lovers, eyes trailing to their bare legs. Yoongi didn’t blame him. In just the sweaters alone they were an absolute vision.

Jungkook was biting his lip and shifting his weight from side to side, not making eye contact with any of them. Taehyung was practically bouncing on the balls of his feet, shooting glances at Jimin as if waiting for a cue.

Jimin took a small breath.

With a small nod to the others, they each slipped off the sweaters, letting them fall to the floor behind them.

Yoongi froze at the sight he was met with.

Dressed in clothes he’d never seen before, three of the most beautiful men he’d ever had the pleasure of falling in love with, stood looking like something out of a dream so wild he didn’t even have the imagination to form.

The air felt thin suddenly, his head feeling light and as his eyes trailed over them, over the lace and fabric and the smooth expanses of exposed skin, he was sure he wasn’t breathing.

Jimin folded his hands behind his back and rocked up onto his toes, smiling sweetly in his pink outfit. The fabric was glossy and smooth looking, not like anything he’d seen and a far cry from their rather rough materials. There were two pieces. The bottom’s came up his sides a bit, hugging the curve of his waist and accentuating his figure only to flare out in a barely there skirt that came only to the tops of his thighs in the center and rose upwards at the sides, showing off the full length of his leg. The top had a similar flare of fabric wrapping just under his pecs and two straps over his shoulders holding up triangles of the soft looking fabric to cover his nipples.

When Jimin tilted his head at their heavy silence, the little silver bell on the pink frilly choker around his neck chimed gently.

“Well?” Jimin asked, doing a little twirl for them, “What do you think?”

Yoongi’s mouth was so very dry.

He couldn’t even begin to try and form words when his gaze drifted hesitantly over to Taehyung. The very sight of him made his skin tingle pleasantly.

Unlike Jimin’s, Taehyung’s outfit was all black, frilly underwear hugging him closely, a similar black top covering his chest and over the whole thing was a sheer, see through fabric that left nothing to the imagination and exposed his shoulders. It went down his arms slightly, drapping over him and swaying around the tops of his thighs. A little black bow of ribbon sat in the center of the neckline.

“Fucking-” Hoseok choked, hands gripping the blankets on the bed so tightly his knuckles turned white.

“We’ll get to that… hyung,” Taehyung teased.

The groan they all let out was accompanied by quiet curses. Yoongi bit down hard on his tongue, wincing when the action caused a shot of pain through his mouth. Right. No spells.

No spells.

Was that why he could feel his heart slamming against his rib cage so hard?

Or why his skin felt so sensitive that even the air in the room was almost too overwhelming?

Seokjin’s arm had tightened around him and Yoongi had almost let out a rather embarrassing sound at that alone.

He was nearly scared to look at Jungkook for any length of time, but with him standing between the two Fae’s it was hard not too. His outfit consisted of white shorts that were nearly too short to even classify as that, made up of a lace fabric that sat against his tan skin beautifully. A white band of lace wrapped around the middle of his gorgeous thighs, connected to the shorts by a thin strap of material. The top of the shorts dipped so low it was frustratingly teasing. His top was lace as well, buttoning down the middle and arching gently over his shoulders, stopping about mid-way down his stomach.

The white choker around his neck was only a sinful bonus.

Yoongi licked his lips as he drank them in, having a hard time focusing his thoughts.

“You all look…”

“Delicious,” Namjoon finished for Hoseok. And oh, had Yoongi ever heard his voice so low before?

 Seokjin sucked in a slow breath beside him, sliding his hand down his spine and drawing out a shiver before he walked over to the three. Jimin and Taehyung were both flushed a pretty red, but Jungkook was looking at the floor, arms folded over his stomach. Seokjin seemed to notice this the same time he had.

“Bun, why are you hiding?” Seokjin stopped in front of him and hooked a knuckle under his chin to lift his head up and catch his gaze. Jungkook looked unsure. The expression broke his heart.

“I’m just-” Jungkook paused, choosing his words. “I wish I had shown you before,” he whispered.

The words had Yoongi’s mind screeching off the track of arousal and slamming down on the path of protectiveness. He pressed his teeth together before speaking calmly, not wanting Jungkook to think his anger was towards him.

“Let us look at you bunny,” Yoongi coaxed gently, not making a move towards him or any move at all really. Jungkook needed to do this on his own. He just needed to take the first step. They’d be there to guide him through every step that followed.

Yoongi knew it was hard. They all did. They could see the way Jungkook’s expression pinched and he licked his lips in that way that almost distracted him for a painful second. Seokjin made no attempt at pushing him, rubbing his thumb gently against his jaw, a soft comforting action.

After a long moment, Jungkook finally, slowly, let his arms drop to his sides, almost back tracking to cover up again when the still healing cut on his stomach was revealed. It was brutal. It looked rough and painful, traveling from just above his navel around to the side of his ribs.

There were others. Many, so many cuts littering his chest. Most almost gone, some only red lines now, some fading to small scars that covered his chest and stomach.

Yoongi understood. He gripped the hem of his own shirt and took a breath.

Seokjin cooed and cupped Jungkook’s face in both hands, littering his lips and cheeks with rewarding kisses. It was enough to have Jungkook’s lips quirking upwards.

“Never be ashamed of the things you survived Jungkook,” Namjoon got off the bed and walked over to them, eyes trailing over Jungkook hungrily. “You are perfect.”

The words seemed to hit Jungkook hard. He inhaled sharply, clamping down on the air in his lungs like he was afraid to release it. He bit his lip hard.

“See love,” Jimin smiled warmly at the younger, who looked at him with glossy eyes and a gently quivering lip. “You could never be anything less than perfect to us.”

Watching the way Taehyung reached over to wipe away a fallen tear from the boy’s cheek with his thumb, the way Jungkook’s eyes fell closed and he breathed in like he was working to settle the words into his very soul, the way the others smiled so fondly… it stirred his magic inside of him, made his heart burn in a way he’d voluntarily let eat him alive.

Yoongi stepped over to them, tugging off his uncomfortable shirt in the process. Seokjin stepped to the side to let him stand in front of Jungkook. He offered him a small smile, taking his hand from his side and lifting it to his own chest. The feeling of Jungkook’s fingers on his skin made him sigh, even as the tips of his fingers brushed over scars and scars that littered Yoongi’s own body.

He watched Jungkook swallow, eyes drooping with heavy emotion as he took in the evidence of the things that Yoongi himself had survived.


Jungkook wanted to speak.

To tell Yoongi he understood.

He pressed his palm flat against his chest, felt Yoongi’s heartbeat beneath his hand, felt his chest move with each breath. He was beautiful. Not despite the scars, or because of them either. They were just there. Apart of him but not him.

Jungkook couldn’t stop regretting not showing them these outfits sooner. The whole time they were getting dressed, seeing Jimin and Taehyung’s beauty that even made the outfits play a backseat role, he took one look at himself and all he could see were scars. Marks and blemishes and before, when he’d had his old body, he hadn’t cared. He was never one to feel self-conscious about his body or the marks it wore.

It wasn’t the marks itself so much as the origin of them. The fact they came from that man. Someone who had taken him from this life, this beautiful life of love and comfort and understanding. He’d been ripped away from his loved ones and he’d marked this body that Jungkook had sworn was only his own. His own to give to those he loved as he chose.

It was hard to stand in front of them now, wearing scars given to him by someone who’d hurt them. It was hard not to feel like he’d failed them in a way.

Maybe it was because he was so exposed now, in an outfit he wasn’t used too, but that desperation to touch them was back. To feel them against him. But not for the purpose of erasing Ki-jung’s touch. Not for the need of cleansing his own skin. He wanted to give himself back to them. To show them that he was still theirs.

And maybe they already knew that. Maybe the doubts were only in his mind. But he’d be damned if he didn’t show them over and over until he never doubted again.

“Bunny?” Yoongi pulled him from his thoughts, ducking his head slightly to catch his eyes with his own vibrantly glowing ones. That stunning gold colour that was purer than any precious metals.  

Touching Yoongi’s soft skin was like putting aloe on a sunburn. It staved off an itch all over his body that he just couldn’t get rid of.

“I’m okay,” Jungkook whispered. The way his voice came out so timid and soft, signified more then what Jungkook fully understood himself. He couldn’t put words to it.

Yoongi’s eyes flicked between his, expression hard to read but Jungkook liked to think it was some semblance of understanding.

“Are you scared?” Yoongi asked. There was no judgement, just a genuine question.

Was he?

Well… yeah. Yeah of course he was. He was scared of a lot of things. He was terrified of Ki-jung, of seeing him again, of what he might do to the others or himself. He was scared for Nam’s safety and for Jaeyong and Sumi. He was scared he wouldn’t be able to handle his magic.

Sure he was scared, but he didn’t think that was what caused the tension in his shoulders, or the shaking of his fingers even as they traced patterns on Yoongi’s forearm.

“It’s sinking in now isn’t it?” Yoongi pressed his palm against his chest only to have Jungkook clasp his hand over it immediately to keep it there. “Pain’s not there to distract you anymore.”

Jungkook held his hand tightly, squishing his fingers together. “I wish it was,” he whispered.

The others were silent but it wasn’t the heavy silence of concern or sympathy. It felt heavy in understanding. As if each of their thoughts were on something of the past, their own scars, a hardship they were recalling, reliving together in this safe space where they knew there would be no judgement.

Yoongi didn’t say anything for a moment.

Jungkook had imagined many scenarios in which he’d admitted words similar to those. How their faces would crumble. How they would be upset for him. This wasn’t what he’d imagined. It seemed, no matter how well he knew them, they could still surprise him in the best of ways. Because instead of the guilt and regret he expected to feel for saying such a thing, he only felt accepted.

Jungkook didn’t want to hurt himself. Never in his life had he ever wanted to hurt himself. Sometimes it wasn’t about want. There was no denying that it helped clear his head, whether it was for the purpose of focusing or reminding himself that he was in fact still alive. It was the reason he’d look for fights, get into scraps, feel that adrenaline rush through him, the sharp throb of a punch to the face.

Not for the first time did Jungkook ponder how the others had lived so long without the reminder that pain brought with it. The reminder of what the point of it all was. Why they put themselves through it to begin with.

“Rather than a distraction… don’t ignore it. Don’t push it away, or pretend it didn’t happen,” Yoongi cupped his cheek with his free hand. “Let yourself feel every ounce of it. The anger, the sadness, the fear, everything. And when you’re ready, you look up and you remind yourself that through all of that, you’re still alive. You’re still here. And as long as you’re here, he can’t win.”

They weren’t offering solutions or warning’s not to let his thoughts stray down those paths. There was no well-intended panic or overbearing pity. And he was so grateful. He knew all those things. He knew it wasn’t good to use pain as a distraction. Yet logic and emotion rarely ever agreed.

Training had been helping. He’d put his energy into working out and bettering his physical health. Meditating had helped his mind and his connection with Euphoria.

But that wasn’t a cure all. What he’d been through couldn’t be cured with a magic pill or one solution. They helped, but it was still an uphill battle. Tonight wasn’t about fighting through it. It was about accepting. Reaffirming that he wasn’t alone, that they weren’t alone. So he’d be honest, and he knew they would be too, because they needed a night like this as well.

They probably had for a long time.

“It’s hard… not to get lost in it hyung,” Jungkook sniffed, though his eyes had dried.

Yoongi hummed and stood on his toes to kiss him gently. One small peck, and then another, each more chaste and loving then the last. Jungkook felt his eyes drift shut, felt his mind empty, but he still heard his next words loud and clear, breathed them in in the space where their lips brushed.

“That’s what we’re here for. We won’t let you get lost.”

And oh. Jungkook had a not-so funny habit of forgetting that didn’t he. Forgetting that when his hyungs were there for him, they weren’t just there. They weren’t just around him physically, there to give him a hug if he needed it. They were there in every sense. Right beside him when he needed back up, right in front of him when he needed someone to fight his frustrations out with. Right there to hold him in their arms when he needed to cry, or to pick him back up on the days he just couldn’t do it on his own.

They were there.

And it took him this long to finally understand how unconditional that love was.

Jungkook breathed out shakily and loosened his grip on Yoongi’s hand, less like he expected the other to disappear (he did, despite everything, some part of him still believed that) and more like he finally understood that he would stay.

Yoongi didn’t move his hand from his chest, thumb brushing his cheek, leaning back enough to calmly watch his expressions change. Patient. Always so patient.

Jungkook looked at Yoongi and decided that he would follow his advice. He wouldn’t pretend he hadn’t been kidnapped and tortured. Wouldn’t pretend he wasn’t scared or hurt. He’d feel it all. But, right then, he didn’t know what to feel first.

It crashed into him like a tidal wave bursting over a dam he’d so carefully constructed. He felt himself lurch forward, crushing his lips against Yoongi’s hard enough to hurt, as he latched onto the first emotion that he could pick out of the swirling mess. Love.

He heard Yoongi suck in a breath through his nose sharply, felt his hands slide over his shoulders to steady himself as Jungkook almost knocked him backwards. Jungkook’s hands slipped along his sides, the skin of his hips warm under his palms. His tongue forced its way into Yoongi’s mouth, the kiss frantic and messy but it nearly made his toes curl.

Yoongi gripped his hair, groaning lowly when Jungkook nipped at his lip, teeth sinking into the soft flesh. Jungkook’s mind was melting, the anxious energy in his chest making his hands dance along the phoenix’s sides and touch any skin he could.

Jungkook’s body felt hot, and it only continued to build as Yoongi pressed his tongue back against his, tugged at his hair, fidgeted against his body under his touch.  

He lifted a hand to the side of Yoongi’s neck, fingers lacing through his hair behind his ear, and there he paused.

Jungkook pulled away and blinked blurrily at the water drops that ran down his arm, leaving damp trails in their wake. He took a moment to look Yoongi over, confusion settling between his brow.

“Hyung..? Why are you so wet?”

The last reaction Jungkook expected was Yoongi to flush brightly and look away in what seemed to be embarrassment.

It was Taehyung that answered, but not before pressing into Jungkook’s side and folding his hands on his shoulder, “Yoongi loves us too much, that’s why.”

Jungkook tried not to shiver at the feeling of Taehyung’s sheer top brushing against his skin. He looked between them for a moment before he recalled one of his lessons with Namjoon. “You’re explosive emotion?”

Hoseok crawled off the bed, prying his own fingers out of the sheets. He approached Jimin, eyes licking over his body like he was his next meal. “Yoongi doesn’t want to go inferno on us, the water helps keep his magic calm. Which is why Jiminie will have to pay extra close attention to our firebird, won’t you?”

Jimin sucked in a sharp breath when Hoseok smirked and grabbed him by the waist, forcing their hips together. The Fae’s hands fell on the dragon’s chest, head tipping back slightly to expose his neck with a deep sigh. “Of course, I’ll make sure to keep him nice and wet.”

Jungkook licked his lips, already so overwhelmed with everything going on and they hadn’t even done anything yet.

“You don’t have to hold back hyung, if you don’t want too,” Jungkook looked at Yoongi once more, relishing in the phoenix’s curious hands running over the top of his outfit. How could his eyes be glowing so brightly yet be so sinfully dark.

“Actually bunny,” Taehyung whispered, lips brushing the shell of his ear. “We don’t have our protection spells on.”

Jungkook’s mind ground to a halt, interrupting the growing lust in his bones for a brief moment as he looked at each of them in surprise. “You don’t?”

Jimin, who was trying to form words while Hoseok nipped and sucked at the skin of his neck, shook his head as best as he was able, “We wanted- mmm- we wanted to feel each other tonight.”

Hoseok’s hips pressed against Jimin’s, rocking into him as he pulled him close with his hands on his back and Jimin’s moan had his knees week. The want slammed into him again without giving him much chance to dwell on the full meaning of their decision to forgo their spells, but he understood the important part.

They’d feel everything, with him and each other.

Seokjin seemed to have enough waiting then. He stepped forward, practically walking Taehyung backwards with his predatory gaze until he caught him in his arms, hands feeling the fabric draping over the Fae so delicately.

“Look at all of you, keeping this sight from us for so long,” Seokjin clicked his tongue.

Namjoon slipped silently around behind Taehyung, tongue darting out to wet his lips as his eyes traced over his back down to his ass and thighs barely hidden under the fabric. “Bun, you’ve shown us a lot of incredible human inventions, but this is hands down the best.”

Jungkook couldn’t help laughing at that but was quickly reminded of the phoenix in his arms when he cleared his throat insistently drawing Jungkook’s attention to him. Yoongi’s hands had settled on his waist, mindful of his still healing cuts. He opened his mouth to sheepishly apologize but a sharp gasp and a curse from Jimin next to them had him turning to see what Hoseok had done to draw out such a sound.

The dragon had one of Jimin’s legs hooked up around his hips, fingernails digging into his thigh just enough as his other hand pressed against his lower back, locking their hips flush together. They kissed like they were each other’s oxygen and they’d been deprived much too long. All rocking and pressing and fluid movements that could have been a dance. A mix of frantic and sensual.

“Hey,” Yoongi huffed, grabbing his jaw and forcing his head back towards him. Yoongi would likely smack him if Jungkook said he was pouting right now, but the look on his face couldn’t be described as anything else. “Do I need to work harder to keep your attention love?”

Jungkook shook his head, body somehow feeling like lead and jelly at the same time. He was about to tell him that ‘no, he didn’t need to work at all for his attention,’ but what came out instead was a surprised gasp followed quickly by a groan as Yoongi pressed his palm against him through the tight white cloth.

Yoongi smirked at him, an expression that so effortlessly turned the man’s usually adorable features into something dangerously sexy. “No?” He hummed, palm massaging him too slowly to bring him any satisfaction. “I know love, it’s difficult not to watch them isn’t it?”

Jungkook was almost embarrassed by the whine he let out. Seokjin cursed next to them but Jungkook wasn’t going to look away from Yoongi this time to figure out why. The shorter man leaned close, but not close enough for Jungkook to capture his lips with his own. It was damn near infuriating.

“This material is just-” Yoongi sucked in a breath, brow pinching as if the feeling of the lingerie alone was given him pleasure. “On the bed Bun.”

He didn’t even need to use a commanding tone to have Jungkook moving towards the familiar large bed, Taehyung catching him part way after somehow sneaking out from between Namjoon and Seokjin. Jungkook was dragged into a kiss by the Fae’s hand on the back of his neck, and like his muscles forgot how to work, he was pliant to their directions.

When Taehyung pulled away with a cruelly wet and alluring sound, Jungkook noticed the number of marks along his neck already slowly forming. All he could do was think about adding another but when Taehyung cupped his cheeks and smiled, Jungkook’s mind swam through the fog comfortably settling over him to catch the single word he breathed between them.

“Ours.”

And Jungkook learned, in that moment, that love was bottomless. Maybe, he could fall forever. He could fall forever without coming close to an end, and it would be everything because he’d never be falling alone.


“I brought you some dinner.”

The door to the greenhouse had creaked as Sumi let herself in, so she wasn’t surprised when Jiho didn’t look up at her entrance to the back room.

“Thank you,” he uttered distantly, hand scribbling across the page of the notebook she’d been using to keep her own notes. A part of her bristled at the audacity he had to write in her book, but she reminded herself to be civil. The room was small but she supposed that this was the kindest place for the man. She’d heard Yoongi suggesting they leave him to sleep outside.

With little option elsewhere, Sumi set the plate of food down on the foot of the bed, next to where Jiho was hunched over the book in his lap. There she lingered a moment. Jiho seemed fit, tall, and he was undeniably handsome. If she’d met him under different circumstances and he hadn’t had a hand in Jungkook’s death, he would have been someone she’d undoubtably get her heart broken by.

Not entirely sure what it was she was expecting to happen by staying, she thought about leaving. She thought about it as she leaned forward to peek at the writing on the page and when she asked, “What are you doing?”

Still, Jiho didn’t look up, hand barely pausing as he spoke, “Making some notes about what I saw today. I hope you don’t mind me using your book. I thought it best to keep everything in one place.”

“Not at all,” she lied. “I’ll leave you to it then.”

Before she could do exactly that, or even turn away, Jiho lifted his head, “Have you played Go Fish before?”

Sumi frowned, “The card game?”

“Jungkook-ah and I used to play it at work all the time. I never beat him though.” There was something in his eyes then, but Sumi didn’t know what emotion to label it. “Did you want to play a game with me?”

The request felt out of the blue. Was he trying to pull something? Trying to get her to give him information? Or maybe he just wanted the company? Sumi didn’t know a lot about Jiho or his tactics. Was he manipulative? Acting kind for a nefarious purpose? After having witnessed Ki-jung in action, having been there when he’d lured Jungkook into a false sense of security, she wasn’t willing to take the risk. Not for a game of cards.

“Maybe another time,” she said carefully, the words lacking the promise they suggested. Jiho seemed to recognize this, and he smiled. It was calm, knowing. She wondered if he would have been surprised if she’d said yes.

“Thank you for the food Sumi-ssi.”

It was dismissing, the way he said it.

When she did leave, picking her way back through the greenhouse and up towards the house, she felt troubled but couldn’t pinpoint why. Not until she glanced up to find Jaeyong and Theana sitting together on the back porch, conversing quietly.

Jaeyong was grinning at something he’d said, while Theana looked mildly amused but seemed to be trying to hide it. It was the look in Jaeyong’s eyes that had her understanding the strange feeling she’d had while speaking with Jiho.

He didn’t have any life in his eyes. His eyes were… empty. Voids of nothing to suggest he felt any of the emotions his expressions portrayed. That brief moment, when he’d mentioned Jungkook, that had provoked something. A real emotion. A real reaction. But it was gone just as quick, empty again.

It was unsettling.

“Lady Sumi.”

She looked up at Theana’s greeting and smiled, “I told you, you don’t have to address me so formally.”

Theana kept her eyes on her as she took a seat at her other side, leaning back on her hands, stretching her legs out off the steps and into the grass.

“Jaeyong was telling me of his return to the human world. Will you be accompanying him?”

The lack of honorifics stood out to Sumi but didn’t give her any great surprise. She’d gotten used to the very informal speech the guys used and recognized that honorifics weren’t used in this world. She smiled and shook her head, “I’ll be staying here. Ki-jung knows what I look like so until we know it’s safe I shouldn’t go back just yet.”

Jaeyong reached over, careful not to touch Theana. Sumi had mentioned to him that she didn’t like them touching her, likely because they were human and made her vulnerable, so they’d agreed to avoid it. He placed his hand on Sumi’s knee and gave it a gentle squeeze.

“I’m sure we can go back soon. Mr. Nam won’t let anything stand between him and that café.”

Sumi laughed a bit and tipped her head back to look at the sky, “That’s what worries me.”

Theana looked between them as Jaeyong drew his hand back, “Are you two a Set?”

Sumi spluttered a bit and quickly waved her hands, “No, no. He’s my friend. We aren’t like that.”

Jaeyong nodded in agreement, looking amused. “I tried that a long time ago, Sumi-yah is so cruel though. She rejected me.”

“She is a wise one,” Theana said flatly. It was impossible to tell with her tone if she was kidding or not but it got a bark of laughter out of Sumi regardless, Jaeyong looking rather insulted. “Are all human’s so… touchy?”

Jaeyong huffed, but gave her an honest answer, “Not everyone. It depends on the person.”

Theana contemplated that for a moment, “Human’s are different then I was told.”

“From what Jungkook and the others have told us, it’s been a long time since you’ve all met humans,” Jaeyong leaned his elbows on his knees, loosely lacing his fingers together.

“It has. Those who were born here, have only stories of the horrible things humans have done. Those who remember, remember vaguely and with prejudice. I am sorry for my own judgment towards your kind.”

Sumi smiled and rocked her feet from side to side, “You aren’t scared of us then?”

Theana looked at her, eyes sharp and critical but not harsh. “I do not trust you. But I don’t expect you’ll hurt me. If only due to lack of reason to. Your priorities lay elsewhere, as do mine.”

Maybe it would have hurt to hear that someone didn’t trust her if it came from anyone else. Before all this, things like that stung, even if they were warranted. Of course she couldn’t expect the trust of a person upon first meeting them but she didn’t like to hear the negative connotation that came with that lack of trust.

Now though, and thanks to the boys, Yoongi specifically for no reason she could particularly point out, she understood trust a little better. Trust that was built over time was strong. As strong as love itself even. Perhaps stronger.

Jaeyong sighed heavily, but it left the atmosphere feeling light, calm. “I have a feeling things are going to get pretty crazy.”

Sumi could only nod in agreement as they sat quietly and watched the distant silhouette of a large whale swim across the sky leisurely.

She hoped the Guardian had someone it could trust. It had been keeping relatively close in order to regain some energy after the others got back but hadn’t come up to the house again. Did it trust the guys? Namjoon and Seokjin? They certainly seemed close.

A bright light flickered from above them, casting their shadows on the grass in front of them. They all turned in time to catch sight of one of the upper floors windows cracking as flames licked the inside of the glass. The startled shouts of multiple familiar voices reached them faintly, growing louder when the window exploded outwards, spreading shards of glass outwards.

Sumi’s first thought was to panic, nearly halfway to her feet before she heard the laughter, now much easier to distinguish through the broken window as the flames very quickly died down.

“Jimin!”

“I got it, I got it!”

“We told you to watch-”

“I was a little busy!”

“Yoongi, you’re so cute oh my god.”

She could clearly make out Hoseok’s and Seokjin’s distinct laughs mixing with Jungkook’s, Jimin and Namjoon’s voices a little more frantic.

Seeing the flames had disappeared, she settled back down on the step, exasperated as she calmed her racing heart. Theana hadn’t moved next to her, and Jaeyong was rubbing his forehead as if he felt a headache coming on.

“Are they still training? They’re going to over do it,” Sumi blinked. The others had escaped to go to bed not long after dinner, she didn’t think they’d all still be up after the long day of training. Let alone to train even more.

Jaeyong scoffed, sliding his hand down to pinch his nose, “Yeah they’re real workaholics.”

Sumi wasn’t entirely sure what the sarcasm in his voice alluded too.

Given the joyful laughter coming from the room above, she couldn’t imagine it was anything less then wonderful.


When Jaeyong stepped through the door into the human world, the first thing he did was suck in air like he’d just come up out of water. It was cold. It was so blissfully, beautifully cold. Bumps rose across his skin, following the chill that ran through him but nothing could take the grin off his face. Not the cold, not the burn as his eyes adjusted to the light, and certainly not the fact that the three phones in his hands lit up and buzzed with notification after notification.

Oh how he had missed the internet.

Letting the phones chime away, he took in his surroundings. The door had left him in an alley somewhere, but it was a short walk to the main road. Tucking Sumi and Jungkook’s phones in his pocket, he quickly turned on his location and found he was on the opposite side of the city from the café. It would take him awhile to get there but he was sure this was better than nothing.

Jungkook had still been training when he’d woken up. The guy had looked exhausted, making Jaeyong hesitate when he’d been about to approach him but Jungkook had given him his bright smile, something he was glad to see again. He was sure that the night before, the night he spent with his boyfriends, had certainly helped a lot. It made Jaeyong realize that had he not stood in the way, that smile might have been back sooner. All because he couldn’t just keep his own temper in check.

They didn’t waste much time in getting him back to the human world. The café would have been open for a few hours now, if it was still open. Jaeyong prayed to anyone who’d listen that it was. He prayed that Nam was okay.

He’d discussed with the others that once he was at the café and found Nam, he would send and receive all the messages they had, making sure to note everything that could be important.

Opting to take a cab with the cash he had in his wallet to avoid the chilly air, Jaeyong made it to the café as quickly as he could. Rushing to pay the cab driver, he got out and had to pause for a moment to take in the familiar building.

How many morning’s had he trudged his way up to this same front door, dreading the long work day ahead of him and chugging back a cup of coffee that wasn’t half as good as the ones Jungkook and Sumi made. Facing the building now felt like meeting an old friend. As if he was coming home.

A group of girls stepped out of the café, drinks in hand and smiles on their faces as they laughed and carried on amongst each other. Not a moment after they cleared the door, two guys went in, followed by a young couple. The door didn’t even get a chance to swing closed.

Had the café ever been so busy? Jaeyong couldn’t remember ever seeing such a flow of customers, even during their lunch hours. Looking towards the café window, his confusion transformed into complete bewilderment. A large, handmade sign was hung in the window, bold letters reading ‘Welcome ARMY!’ A symbol sat below that, depicting two trapezoids with their longer edges side by side.

Blinking in astonishment, Jaeyong slipped past two friends on their way out the door and stepped into the warmth of the café. His eyes widened as he looked around at the crowded space. Every table was filled. Mostly with teenagers and college students. The regulars were there too, dispersed amongst the newcomers. Even the silent old man who sat in the corner.

It looked like they were celebrating something, streamers and balloons hanging scattered across the ceiling. He drifted towards the counter in a daze, transfixed by his surroundings. Forgoing the line to the cash, he stepped past people quickly to see who was working the counter.

A young, unfamiliar girl was in the process of handing a customer their order. They’d hired new staff? Jaeyong’s brow shot up, remembering the struggles Nam had with just keeping the three of them on. What had happened while they’d been gone?

The girl turned to help the next customer in line wearing a wide friendly smile in greeting. A swell of noise from a particularly rowdy table drew his attention. A much more familiar kid had his foot up on the table, standing on the bench seat to put emphasis into whatever it was he was saying to the group of people that had gathered around him. They all looked young, but varying ages, and all of them wore black t-shirts with the same double trapezoid symbol in white on the back.

Jaeyong couldn’t quite recall the kids name, but he remembered he’d been the one to tell them Jungkook had been kidnapped. He did know, given what Jungkook had told him, that he was a runner. Which meant he likely had information that could be useful. But before anything, Jaeyong wanted to speak with Nam.

“Scout-ah! Don’t stand on the table!”

The girls voice brought his attention back to her just as she was shaking her head and apologizing to the customer. Without thinking, he turned to slip behind the counter, like he had done so many times before, only to be stopped by the girls arm shooting out to block his way.

“Excuse me sir, only employees are allowed behind the counter,” she said sternly. She gave him a strange look, the girls eyes racking over him, flicking to his tattoos with a light frown gracing her lips.

“Oh, oh yeah,” he stepped back, shaking his head to try and focus. “Sorry, I was hoping to talk to the owner.”

“Then please wait and I’ll let him know when I get a moment.”

No nonsense. No room for argument, even as she turned back to help the line of customers, wordlessly dismissing him.

Not knowing what else to do, he drifted out of people’s way, heading towards Scout’s table.

On the wall beside the table was a collage of pictures, some looked like they were taken from social media, others were pictures taken right in the café, but all of them were of Jungkook and his boyfriends. Jaeyong nearly tripped and fell on his face at the sight.

A conversation at a nearby table of a few girls made him pause and his mouth drop open slightly in astonishment.

“I heard they might debut in August,” one of the girls stated.

Her friend leaned forward eagerly, “Its so cool that they picked a fandom name before they even released the groups name. What do you think it might be?”

“I don’t know, but have you seen that video of Jimin and Hope singing on the street? I hope they release more about the members soon. They seemed so nice.”

“I haven’t seen a company debut a group like this before, it’s so mysterious. It really makes them feel approachable, you know?”

Jaeyong stared at the girls for longer than what could be deemed polite, their words ringing through his mind and making sense only until he tried to connect them with the seven magical guys. Debut? Company? Members? Fandom name?

Had the door taken him back to his world or was this an alternate reality?

“Hey! Mister!”

Jaeyong quickly looked away from the girls, over to the table he’d been on his way to. Scout was practically stepping on a boy next to him to try and get out of the booth seat, much to the older boys complaints. The kid had a bright smile, showing off his missing front tooth, and was hurrying up to him as if he’d been desperately waiting for him all day. Considering he’d only met the boy once, that couldn’t be the case.

“Mister! You’re- you were there right? That day? JK, is he- well I mean, is he alright? He’s alive right?”

Jaeyong glanced around, dropping a hand on Scout’s shoulder to direct him a few steps away from people to try and have some semblance of privacy. “You’re Scout-ah? You were the one who saw Jung- ah, JK get taken right?”

Scout nodded quickly, shifting his weight like he had more energy than he knew what to do with. “Yeah. Where did he go? Is he coming back soon? I have- there’s stuff I have to tell him. If he’ll talk to me, I mean. It’s important. Please tell me he’s okay.”

Jaeyong watched him for a moment, trying to get a read on the boys mood. It switched so quickly from excited to worried to frantic that he had a hard time keeping up. He nodded slowly, “He’s alive. I’m here on his behalf. Can you fill me in on what’s been going on?”

Scout’s smile somehow widened, a childlike gleam in his eyes that spoke of pure joy. “I knew it,” he whispered happily, clenching his fists in front of him. “I knew he would be okay.”

Jaeyong chuckled a bit, wondering what it was that Jungkook had done to get such a fan. Not minding that his question had been ignored, he nodded. This kid’s faith in Jungkook was unlike anything he’d seen, did they have a history of some sort?

Scout grabbed his wrist and before he knew it, he was being pulled over to the table. Some of the crowd had dispersed but a few still hung around, looking at him curiously as they approached.

“These are the runners,” Scout introduced. “Or some of them anyway. The others are back home.”

The runners regarded him with a wariness that he knew was warranted but he wouldn’t stand down against. He knew this type of crowd. Weakness wasn’t something you showed voluntarily. Subconsciously he squared his shoulders as the boy sitting to his left stood up. He was wearing a mask which obscured most of his features.

“You with JK?” The man asked.

Jaeyong scoffed slightly, “Wouldn’t choose to be against him.”

He’d seen what Jungkook alone could do. That’s not even thinking about what his overprotective boyfriends were capable of. He felt bad for Ki-jung for having crossed them.

The other runners turned to each other, whispering and murmuring in what Jaeyong hoped was curiosity. They all seemed to give him their full attention after, leaning forward slightly.

“I’m Ace,” The man introduced himself, “You know Scout-ah already. We had some questions we think you might be able to answer.”

“Likely not as many as I have,” Jaeyong glanced around again. 

Ace leaned against the table, crossing his arms while Scout stuck close to his side, hand still gripping his sleeve. Jaeyong glanced down at him and raised a brow. The kid quickly let go, seeming to realize what he was doing and gave him a sheepish look.

“We’re putting a lot of faith in very little information. JK, is it true he used to run with us?”

Jaeyong looked back at Ace. He had to be careful here. He wasn’t entirely sure what the runners were doing here or what they thought of Jungkook. Hell, he himself didn’t know a whole lot about Jungkook’s past. He recalled Jungkook mentioning he used to run, and it wasn’t a hard stretch to assume it was for this crew, but it was better not to spread information that didn’t need to be spread.

“I couldn’t say. He doesn’t talk about his past. What business do you have with him?”

One of the other runners leaned forward, sitting on the back of the booth with his feet on the seat, “We want to join his crew. Scout-ah vouched for him.”

“His crew?” Jaeyong blinked.

Scout perked up, “Hope said they were recruiting so I told the others who didn’t want to work for our old boss anymore. We even got the café back!”

“Back?” Jaeyong looked at him and frowned. “Back from what?”

It was Ace that continued, “Back from Ki-jung’s men. After JK left, Ki-jung posted men here. It was Scout’s idea to take the place back for JK.”

“Chin-su-ssi helped too! It was her idea to turn it into a fan café as a cover,” Scout grinned and looked over at the girl behind the cash. “She said that the boss already had a presence on social media so she started promoting the café to her followers. With so many people around, Ki-jung’s men haven’t been able to get close without risking civilians and police involvement.”

Jaeyong followed his gaze towards the girl. That was Chin-su? He’d heard Sumi talk about her roommate on many occasion’s but he’d never met her in person. Had she come here looking for Sumi then? Shaking his head he tried to absorb that information, “So, wait. Then all this is a cover? How did you manage to convince people they were in a group?”

The moment he asked the question he remembered what he’d first thought when he’d met Jungkook and the others. Alright, so it wouldn’t have been that hard. They certainly already looked the part. But even still, Chin-su must be very good at marketing to create a whole group from next to nothing.

“Scout came up with the fandom name, and the logo,” one of the runners turned around to point at the logo on the back of their shirts with a grin.

“I saw it on JK’s ring,” Scout explained. “At least I think it’s close to what it was. I only got a quick look.”

“Even still, posing as fans gives us a reason to stick around the café without looking suspicious and keep an eye out for gang members,” Ace shrugged.

The runner sitting on the booth scoffed, “Who’s posing? If these guys are half as cool as Scout-ah makes them sound, I’m hardcore ARMY.”

“And who are we kidding, there are very few powers in this world stronger then dedicated fans.”

There were multiple nods in agreement before their attention was back on Jaeyong.

“So? When do we get to meet JK?”

Jaeyong puffed his cheeks and blew out a breath of air, flabbergasted at this new development. Not only was Jungkook now apparently an idol, but he’d also somehow formed a gang while not having been present? Was this another one of his magical abilities or something?

“I’m here to check in and see what’s been going on in our absence,” he said carefully. “JK is looking to come back as soon as possible. Scout-ah, you said you had something important to tell him?”

Scout nodded, taking a moment to look at Jaeyong as if he was assessing if he could really trust him or not. After a moment he grabbed Jaeyong’s sleeve to tug him down closer to his height and whispered close to his ear.

“We’ve found a safe place. It’s magical. JK and the others can set up there if they need it.”

Looking at him in surprise at the mention of magic he glanced around at the other runners who surely must have heard him, yet looked indifferent. “You… know about that?”

Ace nodded, “This place is meant for people who are… special like that. They took us in and the runners who wanted to join JK. They’ll keep you safe there.”

It sounded too good to be true. If there was another place they could go to keep working on Jungkook’s training, especially with other magical beings who were used to being around humans, it would save the café any more grief and allow Sumi to come home to her family and friends.

“Where is this place?” Jaeyong asked quickly, trying not to get excited at the prospect.

The runners glanced at each other while Ace shook his head, “First rule of running messages, go straight to the recipient. No middlemen.”

“You can’t expect me to tell JK to come back without knowing for sure this place exists.”

“I’m not expecting that. Take Scout-ah with you.”

Scout blinked in as much surprise as Jaeyong felt. They looked at each other and Jaeyong sighed.

“Seriously?”

“Scout-ah knows JK the best, and JK knows him. He can be trusted.”

It would be easiest to have Scout explain the information first hand, he couldn’t deny that. Jaeyong would have enough information to bring back after checking their phones. Then again, would the others even allow yet another human to come through the door? Wouldn’t it be dangerous to keep exposing people to Galaxy?

He’d just gotten out of shit with Jungkook after their fight, he didn’t want to start another by making a bad decision here.

That being said, he couldn’t really see a problem with it. If this place was real, if their information was reliable, it meant coming back to the real world and keeping tabs on Ki-jung’s activity while they train. It meant ARMY and the runners would be an openly reliable resource of information from all sides.

Scout seemed trustworthy enough. From what he’d seen last time they’d met and even now, after everything they’d done to get the café back. The shock wouldn’t even be too rough on the kid if he’d already been exposed to magic.

“Fine,” Jaeyong agreed. “You cool with that kid?”

Scout practically glowed with excitement, stuttering through an agreement.

“Alright. I have to gather more information before I go back, I’ll-”

“Scout-ah,” Ace interrupted, taking off his hat and mask quickly. Jaeyong raised a brow at him, half expecting some trouble when he stepped up to him, but instead the guy shoved the hat on his head and was shoving the mask into his hand.

Scout moved next to him, twisting around to look towards the door. He let out a soft gasp, pushing Jaeyong closer to the table and shielding him slightly.

“Put that on,” Scout rushed to whisper.

Without hesitation, and as naturally as he could, he put the mask on, pulling it up over his nose. “What is it?”

“It’s him…”

It didn’t take a genius to figure out who he was talking about. Not with the look of fear in the kids eyes or the way the other runners discretely lowered their heads to avoid any chance of being recognized.

Him.

Ki-jung.

Jaeyong was turning to look with more confidence than he thought he’d be able to, eyes finding the man as he approached the line to the cash and stood in it as casually as any other customer.

He wasn’t prepared for the anger that ripped through him. The gall this man had for wandering in here. Red clouded his vision but it wasn’t only anger, it was blood. Jungkook’s blood. The terrible cuts across his friends skin, the tears he’d cried when recounting the events, the fear he had for people touching him now. All thanks to this man. This man who just showed up like it was a normal day and he was in need of some coffee to get through the mundane routine.

Like he hadn’t nearly killed someone dear to him.

Jaeyong felt the runner’s fingers graze his arm as he turned and started walking across the café, just missing him. He kept his head angled downwards, hiding his eyes behind the brim of the hat, movements nearly robotic.

Now, he wasn’t stupid. He knew that this man was capable of terrible things. He knew he wasn’t human. But he also knew, if he was here, it was for a reason and Jaeyong couldn’t very well hear that reason from the other side of the café. Jungkook sent him here to get information. What better then to get it from the source of the problem itself?

Jaeyong lined up behind Ki-jung, eyes locked on the back of the man’s head, wishing looks could kill. The man didn’t look like much. Handsome, sure, but just another person. Wearing a casual suit. And yet the things that Jungkook had told them, the things Seokjin and Yoongi and Namjoon had told him. This man did those things. Those terrible, inhuman things. He was a monster.

The display of self-control he showed as the line moved up was nothing short of award winning. Everything in his body was telling him to slam the man’s head against the counter, to give the man a taste of his own medicine. Cut him twice as many times as he did Jungkook. Yet he held back, kept his mouth shut, grateful for the mask that hid the fact his teeth were sunk hard into his lip.

When they reached the counter, he watched Ki-jung lean forward and could only imagine the sickeningly fake smile he must have flashed at Chin-su.

“Hi, sorry I’m not here to order, could I trouble you to speak with the owner for a moment?”

The worker blinked before nodding, “Of course, is there a problem?”

“No no, no problems at all.”

Without another word, the girl excused herself for a moment to step into the kitchen to get Nam. He tried not to feel bitter about the fact that she hadn’t gone straight away to get the owner when he had asked.

Jaeyong shifted his weight, watching Ki-jung check his watch before the man was turning to look at him. His eyes met his for a brief but bone chilling moment, so quick but enough for his whole body to go cold.

He might look like an average man, but his eyes were anything but. Jaeyong couldn’t say for sure what it was about them that terrified him, but he suddenly understood Jungkook’s aversion to this man’s touch beyond the torture.

“Sorry to hold you up, coffee’s on me,” Ki-jung chuckled and turned back towards the counter before Jaeyong even had time to think about getting his body to move. He felt sick. Sweaty and clammy and disgusting. Just from being in the man’s vicinity. Just from having his eyes on him.

Nam stepped out of the back at that moment.

A sharp sigh of relief left him involuntarily upon setting his sights on the man.

He was there.

There and alive and there.

The weeks it took for Jungkook to recover suddenly felt like years. Nam seemed older. Maybe his hair was graying, maybe the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were more prominent. His shoulders sagged lower, like they weighed more. The concentrated downturn of his lips seemed too at home on his face.

But Nam was there.

There and alive.

Jaeyong felt a weight in his chest, something solid, persistent. Something more comfortable than the chill Ki-jung still radiated near him.

He pulled out his phone to disguise his lingering, missing the expression Nam wore when his eyes found Ki-jung. It didn’t take much of an imagination to figure out. The tone of his voice alone - empty and flat – made it clear that he wasn’t eager to see the man.

“Ki-jung-ssi.”

“Nam, a pleasure as always my friend,” Ki-jung chuckled, elbows still leaned on the counter. “I see business has picked up. How wonderful for you.”

“What can I do for you?” Nam said carefully. Jaeyong bit his lip harder and stared at the apps on his phone, thumb hovering over the screen unmoving.

“It seems to me you’ve done enough. Using my treasure to draw in a crowd, I’m a little jealous if I’m honest. Not a fan of these people looking at what’s mine.”

The tone of Ki-jung’s voice changed, but Jaeyong couldn’t determine where the dangerous feeling of it came in. Treasure. It was sick. Talking about Jungkook as if he were property. Like he was some prize.

Ki-jung continued before Nam could respond, “Though I suppose it was a fair play. Admirably clever. Makes me wish you would reconsider working for me again, but I know how set in your idea of retirement you are.”

“I can’t say the ‘staff’ you gave me were much help at all,” Nam crossed his arms. He might have been physically larger than Ki-jung but Ki-jung’s presence alone held more power in his blasé attitude then Nam would be able to take on.

“Yeah those two were pretty useless to me as well in the end. I’ll have to apologize for their incompetence. I simply came by to say fair game, you’ve won this one. It was well played.”

“Is that all then?”

Ki-jung paused for only a moment, and if Jaeyong could see his face he’d imagine he was smirking. “Maybe I will take a coffee, black please. And I’ll cover this gentleman behind me.”

Jaeyong glanced up, stiffening at the mention of himself but he quickly adjusted his hat down further to avoid Nam’s eyes. The last thing he needed was to distract him right now.

Nam wordlessly moved to make his coffee, all the while Ki-jung made light conversation.

“You know, while I’m waiting for my treasure to return, I’ve really been getting into the arts. Theatre in particular. Ever heard of the Starlight?”

“Can’t say I have,” Nam responded flatly.

“Wonderful place, I recommend going one day.”

After his coffee was set in front of him, Ki-jung paid for it, an awkwardly silent exchange that seemed to go over the man’s head. Raising his coffee up in a cheers motion, he turned and headed for the door, stepping around Jaeyong with a satisfied smirk on his face. “See you again Nam. Stay healthy.”

And just as suddenly as he’d shown up, he left.

The door clicking closed behind him broke the vacuum that Jaeyong had felt like he’d been in, the bustling sound of the other customers came back, the air felt lighter and rushed into his lungs. It was only a moment before a hand was wrapped around his arm, snapping his attention to Nam who dragged him around the counter and into the kitchen.

In the time it took to get there, Jaeyong felt a bit silly for thinking that he wouldn’t recognize him.

Seokjin’s kitchen was wonderful. As far as home kitchen’s went, it really was great. It was spacious and easy to move in and well organized. But nothing, not a single thing, could replace the joy of a kitchen stocked with modern appliances and oh wow, he’d never thought he’d miss the sight of a microwave so much.

Once in the familiar space, a space he’d spent so many hours baking, experimenting, and laughing with the others, his eyes found Nam.

There was a moment, couldn’t have been for more than a few seconds, but it dragged on at the pace of pouring molasses, where neither of them moved. Then, Nam’s hands were gripping his shoulders.

If he had been any further away, he would have missed Nam’s quiet curse of “You brat, you damn brat,” as his eyes looked him over. “You’re alright?” He asked, louder, firmly.

Jaeyong chuckled at the casual tone, or the attempt of. Nam was about as good as him when it came to the sappy stuff. The barely restrained emotion almost had Jaeyong cracking too, throat thick with emotion. Especially when the other pulled him in for a quick but meaningful hug.

“I’m alright.”

“Jungkook-ah? Is-”

“Alive. He’s doing better.”

Nam released a breath and nodded, then looked him over once more, patting his shoulders and arms firmly. Jaeyong stood up a bit straighter, pulling his shoulders back proudly. “Good. I have half a mind to smack you for getting that close to that bastard.”

“I didn’t expect him to be here. Though, I also didn’t expect a fan café. That’s an interesting tactic,” Jaeyong laughed a bit.

“I didn’t think it would work at first but those kids seem to know what they’re doing,” Nam dropped his arms from his shoulders, seeming content that Jaeyong really was there. “Can’t replace you and Sumi-yah though. Is she alright?”

“She misses home, but they’re taking care of us there. They sent me to check things out. We want to start planning our next steps but needed more information.”

Chin-su stepped out of the supply room in the back just as Nam was about to answer. She regarded them curiously, carrying a box of cups up front. They stayed quiet until she disappeared through the door, no doubt catching on to the drop in conversation at her arrival. He’d talk to her another time.

“That’s the first I’ve seen of Ki-jung since he came a week or two after you left. I can’t tell you much on that front.”

“What’s his game? Just showing up and ‘congratulating’ you?”

“That wasn’t all. I’d suggest looking into the Starlight theatre. He wouldn’t have mentioned it without reason.”

Jaeyong nodded and pulled out his phone, opening a notes tab and typing in the name to bring up later. “I’m going to take Scout-ah with me. He says he’s found a safe place but won’t say more then that unless he tells it to Jungkook directly.”

“Take care of that kid. I can vouch for him. He’s a good one.”

That’s all Jaeyong needed to trust him. “I’ll need to go through our phones to catch up on messages too.”

“Right, settle down in the break room, we’ll be closing in an hour. I’ll cut the day short. We can talk more then.”

This was what Jaeyong loved about Nam. Right to the point, no beating around the bush or extra flourish with his words, just down to business.

He turned to head to the back room, only to be stopped once more by a hand on his arm. He met Nam’s eyes and was almost startled by the emotion in them, the relief.

“I’m glad you’re okay Jaeyong-ah.”

It was his turn to pull Nam into a hug, one that lasted a bit longer than the previous. He patted his back roughly and cleared his throat as he pulled away, only giving another nod before they went their separate ways, both awkward with the affection but happy nonetheless.

Jaeyong set up at the break room table, laying the three phones out in front of him and deciding to start with Sumi’s first. Swiping his thumb across it to open it, he went through her text messages.

She had a couple from her parents, asking if she’d be home over the break or checking in because they hadn’t heard from her in awhile. The texts got progressively more concerned and Jaeyong was careful to adjust Sumi’s prewritten text in order to fit the context of the conversation. The text explained her absence, using the excuse of having broken her phone and reassured her parents she was alright.

There were a few texts and missed calls from Chin-su as well, more concern over her whereabouts and even some that seemed as if she was desperate for her answer, asking ‘Where did you go?’ or ‘I hope you’re safe… please come home soon.’

Jaeyong copied and pasted her prewritten message into the chat but waited to send it. He’d be sure to send it to her after her shift was over.

Jungkook’s phone was a little more involved than he’d figured it would be. Given that Jungkook hardly seemed to have any friends besides themselves, he was surprised to find at least fifty missed calls and only four voice messages. Starting with those, he put the phone up to his ear and played the first one.

‘Jungkook-ah… it’s Ji-hun. We need to talk. Call me back when you get this.’

Jaeyong pinched the phone between his ear and his shoulder as he picked up his own and made a note. The next message played.

‘Yo, dude. What bullshit are you involved with? Boss visited the runners. He’s not happy. Killed Yong-jun. Keep your head down JK. Nara-yah and I will keep you updated. You have a lot of interested people in the underground right now.’

And another one after that, also from Jungkook’s brother.

‘I know you said you can’t get calls wherever you are… but I really need to talk to you about what happened in that alley. I need to know you’re okay. I’m alright. I just got out of the hospital. I got your messages. I just… I need answers, so I’m going to go to our grandfather. I won’t tell him about you. I promise. This, I don’t know, magic… business… Jungkook-ah what happened to you? Have you always been able to do this? Please, please call me back.’

The message immediately after was rushed, almost panicked, once more from his brother and Jaeyong frowned while he listened.

‘Kook-ah, I need to hear from you. Now. Please for the love of god tell me you’re okay. Grandfather said- he knew- I swear I didn’t tell him. He knows you’re alive. He told me you were- that you couldn’t be saved now. What the fuck does that mean? If you’re alive, give me something, anything. A text, a call. He gave me an address, said I’d find answers there. I’m going to go check it out. Please be safe.’

Jaeyong had to pause at that, taking in the information as he wrote down the major points to reiterate to Jungkook when he got back. His grandfather? The same grandfather that Nam had been old friends with? What was his relation to all of this?

The next message was from a woman, and only said, ‘Jungkook… I’m so sorry…’

That one perplexed him more than the others. The voice was so devastated, so broken and tearful.

Jungkook had given him permission to respond to messages he felt were urgent, so he shot a quick text to Jungkook’s brother, simply saying ‘I’m alive.’

He didn’t know enough about the relationship to delve into conversation but given what he’d heard from the messages, it was important for the elder Jeon to know. If he wanted more information that would be up to Jungkook to divulge.

And if this lead to a safe house was correct, he would be able to respond again very soon.

Jaeyong looked at the notes on his own phone, reading them over to make sure he got everything. He swiped down to look at his own notifications.

Not a single missed call.

No messages.

But Kakaotalk was updating. Nice.

Oh, and he had an email about a subscription he didn’t remember applying for.

Tossing his phone back on the table he wiped a hand down his face and thought about how he was going to handle dragging a kid into a magical world to meet a guy he thinks is a gang boss/k-pop idol.

What even was his life anymore?

Notes:

There we have it! Another chapter down. So much to recap, goodness. Alright so; Taetae has some worries, the boys handle Jungkook's concerns and their own, all love and understanding as far as the eye can see, Sumi doesn't know what to make of Jiho, Jaeyong is questioning life and how Jungkook can possibly be both a gang boss and an idol, the runners are loyal as hell, and Nam is okay! *deep breath* And Scout is going to Galaxy!! Woo! More Scout!

That's all I have for you guys today, I hope it was enjoyable and I look forward to hearing your thoughts on it. A lot of fluff and plot movement this chapter with even more to come in the next, finally they boys will get to go back to the human world. What will they think of the Kyo Institute I wonder...

With that, I wish everyone a very Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and a wonderful New Years if I don't post before then. Please stay safe and healthy over the holidays, take care and Borahae!

Chapter 37: Ready

Summary:

Scout goes to Galaxy, Jungkook tries his whole magic, and the boys go over their new information.

Notes:

*DEEP BREATH* HELLO!
Woo! It was been way way way too long. I'm so sorry for the wait, between the holidays and a bunch of stuff going on at work, I've only been able to write snippets here and there. But finally, I have another chapter for you all.

I wanted to say a few things before we get into it. One of which is in regards to this stories format. I promised you guys 60+ chapters and you will still be getting that, but I've decided that I'm going to split this up into a third book as well. We're coming up on a part of this story where it would be an ideal place for me to end it and pick up in a third book. Given that these chapters are getting a lot longer then they originally started out in the first book, this sequel is making the first book look like a pamphlet. So, you'll still be getting the same amount of content (possibly even more) just divided up into a trilogy instead ^_^

The second thing I wanted to say, is that I truly, undeniably love you guys from the bottom of my heart. This story is just shy of hitting 100,000 hits and its over 2000 kudos. The first book had surpassed 3000 kudos and I can't even really fathom it. I don't really talk about the numbers because they're just numbers, but when I think about the people each of those numbers represent, the people that gave this story a chance, and whether they simply thought it was a good effort, or if they really loved it, or if they were just trying to support a fellow writer and dropped a kudos, it means the whole entire world to me. Your reviews have made my days better, your opinions and thoughts are always a treat to read, and your encouragement is the only reason this story has made it this far.

Enough sappy stuff though, I'm sure you all want to get to reading. Enjoy! ^_^

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

When Jungkook was ten, his brother once pushed him in a hot tub.

It was the first and only time he could recall being in a hot tub.

It must have been at one of their parent’s friend’s parties, he didn’t remember exactly, but he knew they didn’t have a hot tub in their own home. He could barely remember why he’d pushed him to begin with. But there was a moment, under the water, that Jungkook had felt the heat seep into his bones. As if his skin was dissolving away. A strange sensation that was oddly comforting yet wholly terrifying when he couldn’t breathe.

It was a short memory, a few brief seconds before he’d pushed himself out of the water and taken a breath of air before continuing to argue with his brother, but it was what came to his mind when he felt the magic wrap around his body.

Just like then, it felt like it was becoming one with his body, like his flesh and bones dissolved into nothingness. A warmth that tingled across his skin and radiated from his chest with each beat of his heart.

Jungkook wasn’t breathing now either. His lips were pressed tightly closed, yet there was no burn in his lungs, no need to gasp for air, no panic.

Euphoria looked different through the haze of magic. It wasn’t just alive in the way trees and grass and nature were. It breathed like it was breathing for him. It moved with curiosity around him, coming closer to see what he was doing. Euphoria purred and he knew it by the way the grass shook in the breeze, the way the leaves on the trees shimmered, the way it shook his rib cage.

He wondered, for a short moment, what he looked like right now.

Then, there he was.

In front of him, standing in a position that mirrored his own, another him stood. Another version of himself. Body made of shifting gold particles that looked like they should drift away on the slightest wind, yet stood solid together.

Jungkook slowly lifted a hand to his cheek. The gold him mirrored it.

The others had been right, he needed a haircut.

One by one, particles drifted away, his gold self’s hair changed as if being cut away by invisible scissors. Jungkook blinked at the now trimmed style the other had. It was shorter than he’d had it in a long time, swept to one side neatly, framing his face well without hiding his features. It made him look more mature. It reminded him of back in high school, when he’d tried to look older by dying his hair a darker color, tinting his dark brown natural hair to a black.

Shaking his head lightly to clear his drifting thoughts, he watched the other him wash away into the vortex of magic that swirled around him. It was strange how the magic didn’t seem to affect the world, the swirling mass didn’t create wind, didn’t stir a panic within him. It was so calm.

The colours within it were hypnotizing. A translucent mix of opalescent sheens that tumbled over each other like oil in water. It reminded him of refracted light projecting onto white marble tiles with rivers of gold swimming through the gradient of fogged greys.

Reaching out, the magic slipped through his fingers like dipping into a stream, warm and viscous yet somehow still thin enough to be like air, nearly unnoticeable texture.

It felt alive.

He thought back to what Theana had told him. That it might be easier to control it this way.

 When he’d started this, an attempt to use all his magic at once, nothing really happened. At the ten minute mark, when Hoseok and Seokjin had agreed to come check on him, he still hadn’t had any success. He’d asked for another ten minutes to try again.

About two minutes after they had left Euphoria again, he felt Euphoria respond. He felt it stretch out and shake as if waking up from a long nap, felt it press towards him questioningly. So he explained, and he asked for help.

It happened quickly after that. The magic swelled up in him so intensely that he had gasped and grabbed his chest. The heat swam through his veins, behind his eyes, under his nails until it burst from him, surrounding him in the way it did now.

Jungkook understood then. That this magic, it was Euphoria. Euphoria, to him, had always been created by the magic, but that wasn’t exactly it. That was why he could feel Euphoria with him outside the world it had created. Why the door was attached to him and the world, tethering him to a place he needed in order to survive and vice versa. It hit him then, the truth behind the Guardians words.

Euphoria had given him a piece of itself, and taken a piece of him in return. Maybe, without him, Euphoria couldn’t create. It couldn’t express physically through the door or the world or through Jungkook. In turn, Jungkook couldn’t use magic.

Maybe he could use fire magic, or water, or chaos, but he couldn’t use this magic. This… whole magic wasn’t something he used it was something he was a vessel for. Something that worked with him, trusted him, protected him.

This was Euphoria. He wasn’t controlling this.

It chose to do as he asked. And it could choose not too just the same.

He realized then, that they were going about this the wrong way.

Jungkook didn’t know the capabilities or the limits of Euphoria’s magic. He didn’t know if the magic was able to create more worlds like this one, or destroy existing worlds. Could the magic bend time, or reality, or life itself? How strong was it? Would it ever deplete in the way Earth’s magic did?

His heart raced at the implications.

“Stop now, Euphoria, please,” he choked out. He needed to breath. Needed his lungs to work on their own.

Euphoria calmed, the magic snapping apart in a shower of golden rain, leeching into the soil of the meadow, soaking into his skin as quick as a melting snowflake.

That was enough for today. Before his thoughts got away from him, before he lost control. He learned a lot from that alone. He’d take this slowly. One mess up, like the one in the alley with Namjoon and Ji-hun, and he might not get off so lucky.

Jungkook turned then, to head back to Galaxy, quietly thanking Euphoria as he did. Standing next to the open door, was Hoseok and Seokjin. Oh, his ten minutes must have been up. They stared at him, Seokjin’s hand still on the door knob, frozen.

He blinked at them, walking over carefully, despite his legs not feeling shaky and his knees sturdy under his weight. They must have caught the tail end of it. Again, he wondered what it must have looked like to them.

“Guys?”

Hoseok lifted a hand, mouth opening but producing no sound. The gesture he made with his hand gave him no clues either. A strange flapping in his direction, some fingers bent like he was attempting to point. Jungkook looked behind him, eyes scanning the meadow for what could be stunning them into silence. Frowning when he found nothing, he turned to look at Seokjin.

“Hyung, what is it?”

Seokjin staggered towards him, hands cupping his face, elbows bumping his chest as he nearly knocked him back. The angel’s eyes traced over his face before drifting higher, a hand following the path of his gaze as it came to his hair, fingers sliding through it.

“Love, your… your hair is…”


“BLACK!”

Jungkook cringed at the volume of Taehyung’s and Jimin’s yell, both Fae’s having practically thrown themselves over the table in the study at him the moment they’d run in the room. Yoongi still had his fingers combing through the strands, as if he couldn’t quite believe it was real. Jungkook wouldn’t complain, his fingers felt blissfully relaxing against his scalp.

“How did you do that?! I thought spells didn’t work on you,” Jimin looked at him in awe, reaching over to coax his jaw to the side and get a better look at the new style. It was the same as the golden figure’s, shorter at the sides and parted just over his left eye. It wasn’t a huge change, the colour was more shocking, but he had to say it was the cleanest haircut he’d ever had.

Off to the side Namjoon nearly hissed, “Guardian above, you cut yourself on paper but not that jawline?”

Jungkook laughed and took Jimin’s hand away from his face gently, fingertips brushing his palm. He’d save the concept of hair dye for another day. “It wasn’t a spell, I think it was Euphoria’s magic. I thought about it when I was testing out the magic and I guess it changed it?”

Taehyung gawked at him, “You just thought it?”

Jungkook nodded, pausing for a moment, “Is it really that big of a deal? Does it look bad?” He lifted a hand to his hair, fingers bumping against Yoongi’s.

Seokjin, who was standing next to him, leaning back against the edge of the table, scoffed, “Jungkook, I don’t think anything can make you look bad. It’s just a surprise. You look a little bit more like you did when we first met,” he explained.

“But still so different,” Yoongi hummed. “And your eyes are still purple.”

It hadn’t been long since Jungkook had left Euphoria, but he would have thought his eyes would have faded back to normal by now. Maybe using whole magic prolonged it.

“You have this incredibly powerful magic and the first thing you do is give yourself a haircut,” Namjoon sighed, a mixture of teasing and fondness in his voice.

“It was an accident,” Jungkook defended good-naturedly. He smiled when Yoongi leaned down and pressed a kiss to his hairline, stepping away to take a seat on the other side of Seokjin. The large table and chairs had been moved into the middle of the study with the intention of accommodating everyone when talking over plans. Jaeyong wasn’t back yet from the human world but when he was they’d have a lot to discuss he was sure.

“What was it like?” Hoseok asked from his spot down the table. They’d sat Jungkook at the head of the table so they could all stare at his new look. Even after nights like the one before, their attention still made him a bit shy. He could clearly see the love bites they’d left on each other littering their necks and dipping under their shirt collars. Jungkook was sure he had his fair share. To anyone else, it might look ridiculous (he had to overcome a little embarrassment and poor Sumi had stuttered her way through breakfast) but to them, it was something to be proud of.

“It was… warm. And beautiful. I had the briefest thought about my hair and it changed it just like that. I didn’t even notice until after. It was so gentle.”

Jungkook did wonder if he could change his hair so simply, what else he could change. His body was created by Euphoria’s magic, so if he asked it to get rid of the scars, could it? Would he want that?

Shaking his head, he continued, “But it didn’t feel the same as trying to use the individual magics. It was… in control of itself. It felt like standing next to one of you, and asking you to do something with magic.”

Namjoon stepped a bit closer, slotting himself next to Taehyung as the Fae found a chair to take. He hummed as he rested his elbow on the youngers shoulder, leaning into him gently. “So it really is a separate entity then? The magic itself, not just its personification through the door.”

Jungkook nodded, touching his hair again, “It’s not my magic. I think I’m more like…”

“Like a guardian?” Taehyung helpfully supplied. Jungkook blinked, remembering that the Guardian had given him that title after Euphoria was created. Had that been what he meant? He wasn’t just guarding the world, he was guarding the very core of Euphoria itself. It’s magic.

Jimin leaned his elbows on the table, eyes tracing over Jungkook gently, “That makes a lot of sense. The Guardian told you that if you die, so does Euphoria, and the other way around right? You and Euphoria or more like a team then.”

“But that does mean that we not only have to teach Jungkook and Euphoria to separate the individual magics, but we also have to teach Euphoria how to listen to you,” Seokjin mused.

Jungkook could feel Euphoria bounding around inside of him with excitement at the thought of learning, and he smiled. “I don’t think that will be too hard. But if it ever decides to act on it’s own I don’t know what it could do. We were in Euphoria when the magic came out and my body was created with the same magic, so it’s hard to tell if it could alter anything in other worlds the way it did.”

“We also know you have a limit outside of Euphoria. We don’t know how quickly you’ll reach that limit using whole magic or what will happen if you do,” Namjoon frowned. “Because your body is created with the same magic…”

“You think it might start destroying his body as a back up source?” Yoongi tapped his nails on the table in revulsion.

Hoseok scowled, “Jungkook, if you ever even think you’re getting close to your limit, I don’t care what you’re doing, stop.”

Jungkook nodded, “I don’t plan on ruining a second body.”

He didn’t think he’d be getting a third. Especially if Euphoria died with him.

“Then, you’re kind of like a griffin tamer aren’t you?” Jimin smiled, trying to pull the topic away from such morbid thoughts.

Jungkook’s mind replaced that with ‘lion-tamer’ and he supposed that was pretty true. Those thoughts, about Euphoria’s strength, seemed more daunting then ever once he’d understood it like that. He wasn’t an all-powerful being. He was taming an all-powerful creature. He was trying to train and take care of a creature that had it’s own thoughts and made its own choices.

He wasn’t magical, he was the conduit.

Somehow this made everything so much simpler, yet so much more complicated.


Scout had learned so many things in his short time at the Kyo institution. So many incredible, amazing things that he would never have believed had he not gotten the chance to see the magic first hand on multiple accounts. The stories of the Galaxy’s creation played out in his imagination, layered overtop of the images his imagination had conjured of what the incredible world must look like. Such a beautiful world beyond a magical door that had been only a belief not moments before.

Now, more real than ever, Scout could feel the warmth of the air on his skin as the door closed behind him and Jaeyong with a gentle click.

This whole beautiful, new world in front of him. He could barely even remember the imaginary version he’d created. Every glance at a new tree or the way the grass almost seemed to shimmer, erased it all in the time it took to take a breath. The sky felt enormous above him. All encompassing. Like it would swallow him whole, let him drift through it for eternity.

It was a testament to how distractingly pretty everything was that Scout, in all his years of being hyper aware of his surrounding’s, didn’t notice that they’d been following a path towards a house until his foot hit the first step of the porch.

A hand dropping to his shoulder made him practically jump out of his skin.

Jaeyong stood next to him, nudging his shoulder to face him towards himself, “You doing okay? Need a minute? You’re shaking kid.”

Did he? Maybe he did. He was about to come face to face, properly, for a real conversation, with the man that saved his and Ace’s lives.

Oh.

Unless Jaeyong had been referring to his reaction to the world itself.

Right. A magical world that exists through a magical door where magical people live. A magical world that JK just happened to live in when he wasn’t managing a growing underground empire. A world JK was in right now and Scout was here too to see JK and this was really happening.

Scout swallowed nervously, shaking his head, wringing his fingers through the hem of his shirt as they took the steps up the porch. It was so quiet here. None of the city noise. He didn’t think he’d ever be able to sleep here.

As Jaeyong reached the door, it swung open, revealing a person’s back as they balanced two boxes in their arms. They grumbled something to themselves before turning to the side enough for Scout to catch sight of his features.

“Jimin-ssi!” He exclaimed before he could stop himself, a toothy smile splitting his face. The relief at seeing a person he’d only met once surprised even him, but there was something about Jimin that made his nerves disappear almost entirely.

When he’d first met Jimin on the street with Hope and Ace, he’d probably stared a little too hard at the man. Now, seeing him again in flowing clothing and looking no less put together and incredible as he had then, Scout reminded himself not to make the same mistakes.

There was something so… pretty about Jimin but he couldn’t really figure out what specifically. It wasn’t as easy as saying it was his eyes, or his cheeks, or his hair. It was all of him. Scout didn’t think guys could be so pretty.

Despite not wanting to stare, Scout’s eyes were drawn to the dark marks littering the side of the man’s neck. He blushed fiercely. It didn’t even look like he was trying to cover them either, almost showing them off with the low-cut shirt he was wearing. It was very different from the girls he’d seen on the street, the nice ones who would let him crash in their hotel rooms after their job was done. They always covered up marks. Even Ace had done what he could to cover them when he had late nights. As if Scout didn’t know where they came from.

Jimin looked at him around the boxes, shifting them awkwardly as they almost fell. Scout thought that might have more to do with their shape then their weight. His eyes lit up with what Scout hoped was recognition.

Sure enough, “Scout-ah! What are- You’re here! In Galaxy?” There was a mixed look of befuddlement and amazement on the others face and Scout quickly looked towards Jaeyong to explain. The man only gave the other a sheepish look, seeming almost guilty.

“I hope this isn’t-ah, I hope its okay. There’s a lot to explain,” Jaeyong watched Jimin carefully. There was a silent conversation between them that Scout wasn’t privy too, but they seemed to reach an understanding when Jimin gave a nod.

“Let me put these down. I was just about to go and wait for you in the clearing. I’m glad you’re back safe.”

Jimin slipped past them, stacking the boxes on top of each other next to the porch steps before turning to him while dusting off the front of his clothes.

“What are those?” Jayeong questioned, nodding towards the boxes.

“The letters for the people in the nearby villages, Jinnie asked me to put them out for the carrier.”

Scout stood up a bit straighter as Jimin turned his attention back to him and approached with a smile, expecting to exchange bows, or maybe a handshake. Instead, he let out a startled squeak when Jimin tugged him forward against him. Eyes wide, cheek pressed against his shirt, he froze. A hand settled gently on the back of his head, an arm wrapping around his shoulders.

A hug. He was hugging him.

Scout knew what hugs were. Obviously. He just, wasn’t often hugged. Ace had probably only hugged him three times since they’d met.

And he’d never, ever gotten one from a gang member.

It was surreal.

Jimin was… soft. And warm. He was so gentle but not like he was unsure or hesitant, more like he was showing he cared by being careful. He did. Scout felt cared for. The same gentleness he’d had when he’d brushed his bangs to the side when they met. He hugged him as if he was something worth being gentle with. Like Scout hadn’t had to fight to survive since he was five. Like he hadn’t had to worry about when his next meal would be or if the gang was in the mood for an easy punching bag.

Jimin smelled nice. Clean. With a hint of oranges.

Before his own arms could move, Jimin was already letting go.

The warmth of lips pressing to his forehead didn’t register until his eyes found Jimin’s smiling face as he pulled away. Heat burned his cheeks, his shoulders lifting to his ears.

“Seokjin is making some tea, and I think Theana and Sumi-yah are out in the garden, I’ll go and get them. Everyone else is in the study.”

Jaeyong nodded, and like that, Jimin was stepping around them and heading back inside, leaving Scout floundering over what had just happened.

“Come on kid,” Jaeyong laughed lightly. Scout stood frozen on the porch, only able to watch with a slack jaw as Jaeyong stepped inside. His heart pounded in his chest.

What awaited him on the other side of that door? Why was stepping through a door into a magical world easier than this?

Scout felt almost comfortable here. And that, well, that just made him more tense. He wasn’t used to comfortable. Comfortable meant vulnerable. Vulnerable meant getting hurt.

Yet, his feet moved before his mind could catch up. Forward and forward, one foot after the other into the house. Jaeyong led him through the halls of the house, all of which felt like a maze to him despite only taking a few turns before coming to two large wooden double doors.

Jaeyong gave him no time to prepare, no time to come to terms with the fact that JK was on the other side of these doors. What if they were in a meeting? What if they were interrupting?

Scout paled as the doors swung open. What if they were in a bad mood? Jimin seemed the type of person who had a naturally bright disposition. The only times he’d seen JK he was intimidating, powerful, strong and fearless. Even when he was bleeding out and terribly injured. Not someone Scout would ever want to bother in the middle of a meeting.

The library was massive. Shelves upon shelves lifting floors above them, looking almost too large for the building he’d seen outside to contain it. But his eyes found the other occupants in the room quickly.

A large table was set up in the middle, ten chairs surrounding it. He recognized all the faces in the room from that day in the café. He knew RM, the silver haired man who stood off to the side, a book in his hands as he conversed with someone he knew the face of but had no name to go with. He remembered how kind RM had been despite the high stress situation of leading the others to Ki-jung’s building and back again.

Hope was walking back over to the table with a stack of papers and a quill and ink pot, setting them down in between the man who had helped Hope carry JK on the stretcher, Tae he believed RM had called him, and...

Next to him, in the flesh, was JK himself.

Scout couldn’t look away from him as time seemed to slow down around him. JK had his head ducked slightly, hands pressed to the tabletop as he leaned over a book, gaze sharp and calculating. He was standing at the head of the table, no bandages or blood in sight, looking as healthy and as strong as the day they met. Despite the rather casual appearance, wearing a loose black shirt and black skinny jeans, he still felt every bit of that man who had so easily fought off a drug addict. His hair, a pitch black and cut a bit shorter then when he’d last seen it.

Everyone in the room looked up when they entered, conversation pausing.

Scout felt his mouth go dry. Because the eyes he met across the room, JK’s eyes, were glowing purple.

“Jaeyong-ah, welcome back,” RM smiled.

Tae perked up, “Scout! What are you doing here?”

Jaeyong gave a nod to them, looking a bit sheepish, “Sorry, I hope this is okay. We didn’t really discuss rules on bringing people here.”

“If it’s Scout it’s fine,” Hope grinned and walked over to them. Scout tore his gaze away from JK to look at Hope with wide eyes. The older patted his shoulders and down his arms, looking him over. “You look even healthier than the last time we saw you.”

“I hope this means you guys have good news, how’s Mr. Nam?”

Jaeyong chuckled, “Alive and well. Scout-ah has information he would only give to Jungkook-ah.”

“Let’s wait for the others before we get into that, Scout do you remember me? We didn’t really get to talk last time,” Tae grinned, tipping his chair on its back legs to see around Hope.

Scout couldn’t think. Couldn’t process what was going on. This wasn’t, what he expected. They were smiling. They remembered him. They welcomed him. There wasn’t an ounce of tension in the room amongst them expect for the tension in his own shoulders.

A word came to his mind then, one that had his shoulders drooping in awe and wonder. It was a word that Ace had tried to describe to him, on rough nights when they couldn’t find a place to sleep, watching the advertisements glow above them in the city. Scout had never understood this word, or the importance of it. He’d never really cared to know what he was missing out on. Especially when most of the other runners, who’d talked to him about it, had told him the horror stories behind the word.

Looking at this room full of people, walking into this room and feeling safe?

It was family.

This was family.

He suddenly wanted to know everything about that word. He’d been in the room all of maybe a minute, he’d barely scratched the surface, and he felt warmer and safer than he’d ever felt around people. It was people he learned to grow up fearing. It was people he learned not to trust.

So, in the moment, lost in the happiness and the greeting’s and the supportive hands on his shoulders, Scout could only smile widely. Wider than he ever had before.

It was when Hope stepped out of the way, JK taking his spot in front of him, that he sobered up. The tension was back, his spine snapping straight, shoulders pulling back. He practiced this. His thank you. But it was gone, just like before, in the face of the man his mind couldn’t wrap around the words he needed to say. The gratitude he needed to show.

“Scout-ah,” Jungkook spoke, smiling softly. His purple eyes were hypnotizing. Scout couldn’t look away. “I’m so glad you’re alright.”

He stared at him, mouth open. Quietly, barely a breath, he whispered, “Why?”

Jungkook tilted his head, smiling dropping slightly. Scout waited for the yelling. It never came. Instead, a hand landed on his head, brushing his hair back as Jungkook crouched in front of him, putting his height below Scout’s, something a gang boss shouldn’t do. Would never do.

Internally, he panicked. He thought about dropping to his knees, putting himself back on a lower level because this didn’t feel right.

“You saved my life.”

He didn’t say the things adults had told him before. That it was so sad to see a kid on the streets. That he should try to do better for himself. That he deserved better. That he’d been dealt a bad hand. He didn’t try to pretend like there wasn’t a reason that he cared, that he only cared out of the goodness of his heart but wouldn’t actually do anything.

JK told him the truth. He cared because Scout saved his life.

It was the rules of the streets. An eye for an eye. A favor for a favor. Scout knew what he meant, what the look he was giving him meant without him needing to say it.

JK owed him.

Suddenly, it didn’t seem so important to thank him. He didn’t want to thank him. It was what he’d been waiting for, so long anticipating the moment he’d say those words. Now… he didn’t want to lose that goal. It felt like, if he thanked him now, it would be an end to something before the time was right. Like stopping a book in the middle.

Besides, Scout was learning that JK would likely do a lot more that he would want to thank him for. So he was going to save those words. Hold onto them until it felt right to say it. Until it meant the most it possibly could. Until the words filled up with all the emotion he had behind them.

Scout breathed out, and gave a small nod. JK grinned at him, ruffled his hair and squeezed his shoulder, leading him over to the table.

Through it all, the chatter of the others hadn’t ceased. They talked over their boss like he was one of them, on the same level. That was another thing he’d never seen before. Scout was seated next to Tae, who introduced himself properly as Taehyung.

RM, or Namjoon, had reassured him there was no need for aliases here. Scout was granted permission to use their real names. Even JK’s.

It wasn’t long before the others came in, Seokjin and Jimin carrying trays of tea, two girls following behind.

“Oh, another human?” A white-haired girl looked at him warily. “You multiply quickly.”

The nice waitress, Sumi, laughed. “Hello, it’s Scout-ah isn’t it? Did you come back with Jaeyong-ssi?”

“Just call me oppa already!”

“Not on your life,” Sumi stuck her tongue out at Jaeyong and took a seat beside him at the table.

Scout didn’t even get a chance to answer her question, a teacup was placed in front of him by Seokjin who, like everyone else so far, offered him a kind smile. He felt a little bit like how he imagined Alice did attending the tea party in Wonderland.

“Why are you so small? Is he a youngling?”

“Theana, don’t talk about their ages, it’s rude,” Taehyung pursed his lips. Jungkook snickered at that.

Not really understanding the question, but not wanting Theana to think she had offended him in anyway, Scout awkwardly spoke up, voice sounding weak compared to the confidence shown by the rooms other occupants. “It’s ah, It’s okay. I’m thirteen.”

“Thirteen hundred?” Theana frowned.

Scout blinked.

Namjoon laughed and shook his head, at the same time he could have sworn he heard Jimin whisper something about a ‘small baby’.

Sumi reached over and gently touched Theana’s arm to get her attention, smiling at the other girl as she explained, “Human’s age differently. He’s only thirteen years old.”

“That young?” Theana’s eyes widened. “How old are you?”

“I’m twenty two.”

Theana’s mouth dropped open.

“Alright, alright,” Namjoon stepped up to the side of the table, gathering everyone’s attention. “Scout came here for a reason. Jaeyong-ah, how are things in the human world?”

Jaeyong set his tea down and pulled his phone as well as two others out of his pocket, giving one to Sumi and sliding the other down towards Jungkook who caught it easily while taking a sip of tea. “Well, I’ll start with some good news Boss,” Jaeyong smirked and leaned back in his chair, looking pointedly at Jungkook who blinked in confusion. “Love the new hair by the way. Your gang’s numbers are growing pretty rapidly.”

Scout looked at the leader, waiting for his reaction nervously. Jungkook simply stared at Jaeyong.

“My what now?”

Jimin and Hoseok traded a look across the table, Hoseok laughing awkwardly and garnering the rooms attention. “That’s our boss, ha ha! He’s really humble,” he cleared his throat. “The runners helped us out a lot, the least we can do is let then join our crew right?”

Scout perked up in his seat, head turning with every new speaker like watching a tennis match, so caught up in the words they were saying he completely missed the strange insistence in Hoseok’s tone.

Jungkook glanced at him over his teacup, looking back Hoseok before slowly putting the cup down. “Ah, right…?”

Scout gasped and stood up quickly, knocking his chair over but missing how Taehyung’s arm shot out to right it again. “Really? You- but you haven’t even heard- you’ll let us join just like that?”

“Yeeesss?” Jungkook squinted, glancing around the table. Yoongi, who had been the man talking to Namjoon earlier, sipped his tea and avoided eye contact with everyone.

Jaeyong snickered, “How many people are we talking here Scout-ah? Five? Six?”

“Fifty-three!” Scout announced proudly. “I got um, I went around to get everyone’s names that wanted in. I have the list back at the institution.”

“Fifty-” Seokjin’s eyes widened and he quickly looked at Hoseok who gave a sheepish shrug in response.

“Does someone want to explain?” Namjoon raised a brow.

Hoseok swung his arm towards Yoongi who froze, “All you love.”

Jaeyong snickered, “Didn’t see that bus coming.”

Yoongi huffed, glaring at Hoseok, “Let’s just say Nara and Ilseong made some assumptions that we didn’t actually deny.”

“Boss Jungkookie, I could get used to calling you that,” Taehyung smirked.

Jungkook cleared his throat, sitting forward with his elbows on the table and addressed Scout directly, who was trying to figure out what they called him if not ‘boss’. “What institution do you mean Scout-ah?”

Scout, staying standing, squared his shoulders and held his chin up, “After you all left, these guys from Ki-jung’s crew took over the café. They kept scaring away the customers and making a mess. Hamedi-ssi, ah he found me one day and offered to take me in. He runs the Kyo Institution. A psychiatric hospital that treats people who were exposed to magic.”

“Exposed to magic?” Seokjin’s expression drops. “Have you met anyone who can use magic?”

Scout nodded quickly. “Hamedi-ssi can. And a lot of other people. He said it was a safe place for the people who were left behind when Galaxy closed.”

The silence then was heavy and it took him a moment to register who he was speaking too. People who had made it through to Galaxy. Maybe they had had people who were left behind. He shouldn’t have broached the topic so casually. He winced.

Namjoon placed a hand on Seokjin’s wrist, thumb stroking it calmly.

“This Hamedi, do you trust him?” Jungkook asked seriously.

Scout gave a firm nod, “He didn’t just take me in. He took in all the runners that wanted to desert. He gave us all rooms at the Institute. He lets us come and go as we like. He told me all about the wars and he mentioned you by name Hope- I mean, Hoseok-ssi.”

Hoseok pointed at himself, raising a brow in surprise, “Me?” He paused, a hand on his chin, “His name doesn’t sound familiar.”

“Maybe he was someone you knew when you served?” Jimin suggested.

“He told me you all were legendary!” Scout looked at them, finally sitting down and scootching his chair closer to the table.

“What does this institution have to do with us?” Yoongi spoke up for the first time since they’d sat down.

Scout slouched, a bit embarrassed by his awestruck behaviour. He was drifting away from the point. “Hamedi-ssi said that you can use the institution as a base. He has lots of space there, and the café isn’t really um… available anymore.”

Sumi looked at him with worry, “Not available? What’s wrong? Is Nam alright?”

Jaeyong nodded, “He’s fine. Actually, that roommate of yours works there now. She teamed up with Scout to keep the café from being overrun again.”

Sumi gasped, “Chin-su-unni was there?”

“You won’t fucking believe this,” Jaeyong tipped his head back and laughed. “They turned it into a fan café.”

Jungkook and Sumi looked confused for a much different reason then the others. “A fan café for who?”

“You!”

Jungkook choked, “What?”

“Congrats, the seven of you guys are now the next big up and coming idol group,” Jaeyong  grinned ear to ear.

Sumi covered her mouth, looking torn between laughing and asking a million questions. Jungkook’s mouth was hanging open.

“What is it? What’s an idol group?” Namjoon looked between the humans.

Hoseok looked at Jimin with a frown, “Haven’t we heard that somewhere before?”

“An idol group is like… people who are well known for music in the entertainment industry. It’s, kind of hard to explain,” Jungkook rubbed his forehead. “How did you even- Why would people- We have fans? From what?”

Jaeyong shrugged, and Scout couldn’t offer much by way of explanation for that either. It was mostly Chin-su who had handled the fans and media.

“However they did it, it worked,” Jaeyong said. “The café is busier then ever, and Ki-jung’s men can’t make a scene around so many people without the cops or the news getting involved. On top of that, the business is helping keep the café running. Nam told me he was able to pay off a lot of the outstanding bills already.”

“Why idols though?” Jungkook asked Scout curiously.

Scout shrunk into himself slightly, worried about their reaction to this, “It was Chin-su-noona’s idea. She said you guys were already trending so she spread some rumours around. The runners are pretending to be ARMY so we can hang out around the café and keep an eye on things without looking suspicious.”

“Army?”

“It’s your fan’s name. Scout-ah came up with it, and the symbol,” Jaeyong waved a hand towards him. “Show off your shirt kid.”

Awkwardly he stood up and turned around, showing his back to everyone, the ARMY symbol large and proud in the center.

“That… that looks like…”

Scout quickly turned back around and looked at Jungkook, swallowing nervously. “I saw it on your ring. The one you dropped at the café. Um, I hope it’s okay that I changed it a little.”

Jungkook was looking back at him with something he couldn’t quite place, but it seemed akin to thoughtful. “No, that’s- I’m glad you did. This symbol is,” he held up the ring on his finger. “It’s important to us. The seven of us. I’m glad you made it your own.”

Sighing in relief, Scout chanced a smile, finding his seat once again. He’d thought maybe that was the case. That if the symbol was on a ring he was clutching too so desperately, it must have been meaningful to him. He didn’t want to copy it, but wanted a symbol for the runners, and now the fans, that represented their association. A symbol that fit together.

“Jungkookie, you’re going to have to elaborate on idols for us later,” Jimin smiled. “Was there anything else?”

Jaeyong hummed, leaning his elbows on the table, hands folding in what could have been described as casual if not for the whitening of his knuckles or the way he pressed his tongue against the inside of his cheek. “Ki-jung was there.”

It was like the name alone had exploded through the room, ripping the peace out of it and leaving behind only a harsh air that burned Scout’s lungs.

The sound of shattering glass was barely heard over the growl that omitted from Hoseok and the hands that slammed down on the table as Taehyung stood from his seat. His cheerful demeanor gone, replaced by rage. Scout jumped at the outburst. The mood snapping to something thick and unpleasant it nearly made him crawl under the table. The teacup Namjoon had been holding had been crushed, Yoongi’s eyes were a sharp fiery gold.

Jungkook said nothing but his eyes were no longer glowing. The purple gone without a trace. A more natural, dark brown filled his iris’s.

“What.”

“He came in when I was talking to the runners. He spoke to Nam, congratulated him. He mentioned getting into theatre, Nam said I should bring that up to you. Said the name Starlight Theatre?”


Jungkook felt his stomach twist into knots.

Not just at the mention of Ki-jung but the fact that he knew about the Starlight. A place Jungkook had a personal connection with. The latest memories there had tainted the joy he’d used to feel when he thought of it enough as it was, but knowing that Ki-jung might have stepped foot there? Might have somehow known his connection to it? It made his skin crawl.

“The Starlight?” Taehyung looked at Jungkook, then to Seokjin. “Why would he bring that up?”

Namjoon, calmly placing the broken shards of his cup onto the tray, spoke slowly, “It’s not the theatre itself. It’s what’s in it.”

“The negative door?” Hoseok frowned. “Is it even still there?”

“As far as we know, Jiho is the only one who can call it. And he’s been here the whole time. If he could call it, he would’ve.”

“Shit,” Yoongi growled, slamming his fist down on the table.

Jungkook ran a hand through his hair.

Sumi sat forward, looking at them all with concern, “I’m sorry, can you fill us in? A negative door?”

“There are three magical doors,” Jimin supplied. “The one to Galaxy, the one to Euphoria, and the negative door. It leads to a realm that thrives off negative energy the way Galaxy lives on positive. Jiho created it when he left Galaxy and used the creatures inside to hunt down Jungkook. That’s how we ended up meeting.”

“Romantic,” Jaeyong mumbled. “Then, if this guy has the door, he can send the creatures after us right?”

“Not necessarily,” said Namjoon, “We don’t know if he has access to it. But if he found it, just standing near it would be more than enough to charge him up.”

“He’s basically got a battery,” Jungkook swore. “That means he’s only going to keep getting stronger.”

“Like Hamedi-ssi,” Scout said. They looked at him in confusion. He continued quickly, “Hamedi-ssi said he had done the same thing with the door in the café. But it took a long time.”

Jungkook blinked, “He was in the café? When?”

“He went all the time, he was a regular. He was there today too.”

He looked at Sumi and Jaeyong, seeing that they too were trying to recall their regulars. Jaeyong snapped his fingers, “That old guy in the corner! He’s pretty quiet, keeps to himself.”

Jungkook tried to imagine what the man had looked like but it was foggy at best. Had he really been there charging up his positive energy? It made sense. After learning about how much energy the doors put out and that there were still magical people on earth, he had wondered why they hadn’t flocked to the energy.

“If this guy knew about the door, why didn’t he try to get into Galaxy at all?” Taehyung voiced.

No one had an answer for him. Even Scout shrugged. Jungkook marked that in his mind to keep an eye on if they saw this man again. He wasn’t sure how much they should trust him. Not without knowing what his intentions were or if he held any ill feelings towards Seokjin or Galaxy in general for having been left on Earth.

“Is there anyway we can get the door back?” Jaeyong looked at them. “Cut off Ki-jung’s source? I mean we have Jiho, we can get him to move it.”

“No,” Seokjin interjected. “No, this is his move. If we take the door, Ki-jung will know someone came to the café to get that information from Nam, it will put him at risk further if he knows he’s still in contact with us. And he wouldn’t have mentioned it unless he wanted us to know.”

“Why give that away? He could have used that against us.”

“Maybe he can’t. He might be using it as bait.”

“We’ll talk to Jiho,” Seokjin decided. “We need to know how the door works before assuming anything.”

Jungkook took the moment of tense silence to look over at Scout. The poor kid didn’t seem to understand much of what they were talking about, but it was a fair trade given that Jungkook had no idea what he’d been talking about either.

Judging by their reactions, Hoseok and Jimin had something to do with this whole ‘gang boss’ thing as well, which he would for sure be asking for more details on later. But now Scout was telling them they were idols in the human world? How did that come about? They’d never performed. Or done… anything really, to warrant any kind of attention.

Besides on the Starlight stage, performing for an audience of one, he’d never given singing much thought.

His head hurt already, and they hadn’t even gotten to their phone messages yet.

Deciding to get it out of the way, he directed the question towards Jaeyong who opened up something on his own phone. Sumi blinked when he cleared his throat, presumably to go through a list of notes.

“You didn’t delete the messages right? Can’t we just listen to them?” She asked in confusion, looking at her own phone.

Jaeyong paused before waving her off. “Let me be useful. This is more official anyway. Sumi-yah, you had a lot of messages from you parents, I responded with what you wrote out. There was a voicemail from Chin-su-yah as well. Asking where you are and such. I sent her your message to her just before I left.”

Sumi smiled and nodded, relief clear in her eyes as she flicked them across the phone screen, reading through missed messages. Jungkook hoped that this Hamedi guy was trustworthy, if he was, they’d be able to get Sumi and Jaeyong back home.

“Jungkook-ah, you have a lot of missed calls but barely any messages. The first was from your brother, said you guys need to talk.”

Jungkook sat back in his seat. Ji-hun was alright then. Good that was good.

“The second was from a guy,” Jaeyong hesitated, glancing at him as if he expected a bad reaction at his next words. “Said something about a Boss visiting the runners. That he wasn’t happy and he… he killed a guy named Yong-jun.”

The name was familiar, though Jungkook couldn’t say he felt any attachment to the news. Taehyung looked at him with a frown, “Kookie?”

He shook his head, “I met the guy a few times but didn’t know him well. I think he tried to steal a deal from me once.”

Scout looked at him with wide eyes, “Tried?”

He hesitated, knowing Scout himself was a runner, having started that life even younger then he had. He tried not to baby him. Jungkook had hated when adults had done that to him when he was running. Still, he was a kid.

Deciding that Scout’s lack of reaction to the news meant he either didn’t know Yong-jun, or he was like Jungkook and didn’t really care, he simply nodded. “We got into a fight and I won. He didn’t try again.”

Hoseok groaned, “Guardian above.”

There were more then a few proud smiles around the room.

With that said, Yong-jun might have been a jerk, but he didn’t deserve to die. Especially not at the hands of Ki-jung. If Ki-jung was going to the lowest levels of the gang and scaring people, then he must know that the runners were involved in aiding his escape. All the more reason to get back and make sure this institution really was safe.

Jungkook hummed, “Is there any more to that message? It’s probably from Ilseong.”

“He said you have a lot of people looking your way in the underground and to keep your head down. After that is another two messages from your brother. He says, he needs to know what happened in the alley. That you’re okay. Said he’s going to your grandfather and that he won’t tell him about you but in the next one says your grandfather knows you’re alive and says that you can’t be saved now. Your grandfather gave him an address and said he’d find answers there so he went to check it out. He sounded pretty scared so I sent him a quick text so he knows you’re alive.”

Jungkook stood up, just to move, to get rid of the nervous energy. Drumming his fingers on the table he nodded. It was good for Ji-hun to know he was okay. But this business with his grandfather was only getting more complicated. He seemed to be a key player in all this, making moves from the shadows, and Jungkook still couldn’t figure out what his goal was or if he had good intentions. Nam spoke highly of him, yet everything else the man did pointed to something more insidious.

He was leaning heavily towards not trusting him if they were right about his grandfather trading him off to Ki-jung. Assuming the ‘can’t be saved’ was referring to his time in Ki-jung’s hands, then his grandfather must have been in contact with Ki-jung at some point. It wasn’t boding well.

Jaeyong seemed to be waiting for him to process all of this information so Jungkook gave him the go ahead to continue. “The last one was a woman. She just… apologized to you.”

Seokjin looked at him questioningly and he could only shrug. He didn’t know any woman who would need to apologize to him. At least, none came to mind. Still, there were bigger things to worry about.

“Alright. This is a lot of information,” he breathed.

Namjoon nodded in agreement, “I think the main things we need to focus on right now are this institution and the negative door.”

“Then Hoseok, Jungkook and I will go with Scout to check out the institution,” Seokjin said, standing up. “See what you guys can get out of Jiho about the door.”

The way Yoongi perked up at that set warning bells off in his mind and he hurried to add, “Without hurting him hyung.”

Yoongi’s expression dropped with a huff.

Without another word, they all began to move. Jungkook stepped over to Scout who was looking around a little lost. “You’re with me Scout-ah,” he smiled. “You’ll have to show us the way to the institution when we get back.”

Scout nodded eagerly, “We’re going right now.”

Hoseok threw an arm over Jungkook’s shoulders, making him lean forward slightly from the added weight. He shot a smile towards his lover who grinned in return, “No time like the present. I’m curious to meet this Hamedi guy.”

Scout didn’t waste time in running off on a rant about the man, enthusiastically telling them all about the nice things he did and the stories he told them about Galaxy. While he talked, Jungkook politely ushered him out of the study, trying not to interrupt.

Seokjin trailed behind quietly, mumbling a few words to Jimin on his way out. It was this silence that caught Jungkook’s attention and he found himself drifting back a few steps as they walked down the path towards the clearing. When he was beside him, he reached down and took his hand gently.

Seokjin gave him a troubled smile. “I’m sorry.”

Jungkook frowned, not having expected an apology of all things, “For what?”

“Just… all of this.”

All of this was rather vague given the amount of things that were going on but Jungkook could narrow it down to two. Either he was apologizing for the whole situation with Ki-jung, or he was apologizing for what might take place in the human world with the magical beings there.

The former was absolutely ridiculous. He didn’t care what had happened in Seokjin and Ki-jung’s past, it didn’t place any blame on Seokjin for what was happening now. He might understand the emotion, he blamed himself too for not being able to get away from Ki-jung and for falling for his trick so easily. That didn’t mean he held onto it. The boys always told him that they didn’t play those kinds of angles, that if their thoughts ever drifted there, to talk to someone who would assure them that sometimes, bad things just happen. Somethings were outside their control.

Jungkook had understood right away why the three of them were going. He needed to be there to face the other runners and help with his knowledge of humans. Hoseok was going, not only for his combat skills, but because he might recognize the man who seemed to know him in some way. If he did know him, he could make a judgement on trusting him.

Seokjin though, wanted to go to face what he hadn’t been able to since Galaxy closed, and what he’d been avoiding since the door appeared. He led the people into Galaxy, Jungkook knew there was some guilt there for not everyone having made it. That self-responsibility that Seokjin carried like a boulder on his shoulders.

They didn’t know how the people would react. Regardless of how they did, all he knew was that Seokjin would take the response in stride. He would respect the anger and rage they might throw at him. It killed him to know that Seokjin bore this weight that, as much as he could try, he couldn’t take even half the burden from him.

“Hope for the best?” Jungkook tried, knowing there wasn’t much he could say. He couldn’t predict the future, as much as he wished he could. If this institution was safe, it meant they’d have better footing to handle Ki-jung and maybe, just maybe, even some more backup.

Seokjin brought their joined hands to his lips and kissed his knuckle, watching Hoseok engage with Scout, both talking with their arms flailing in big gestures around them. “Hope hasn’t failed me yet.”

Jungkook took a breath when they reached the doors, feeling Euphoria stirring inside of him restlessly. This moment could be the moment that changes everything. He didn’t know if they would be walking into a fight or a conversation, but he’d be ready for anything. Euphoria warmed in his chest and he silently corrected himself.

They’d be ready.

Notes:

Alright! Wow, lots of info. I had originally planned to continue this chapter into when they go to Kyo but decided this was a lot for one chapter so I'll let this stuff soak in first. To recap: Jungkookie has a new haircut and colour! Woo! And he's learning lots about Euphoria and the magic. Scout is learning lots too, and finally learns that JK's 'gang' doesn't work quite like others do. Still no clues as to who the woman in Jungkook's messages was... any ideas? And dun dun dun, evil Ki-jung has the negative door... that's not good.

Next Chapter: Seokjin, Jungkook, Hoseok and Scout go to Kyo Institution and meet Hamedi. The others get info from Jiho. Plans form and Hoseok learns a thing or two about his species.

Thank you for waiting so patiently for this one. Thank you so so much for reading this. I honestly am speechless from the kindness I've received and the encouragement towards my writing. I'll keep trying to do better and better. Thank you. Just thank you everyone. I hope you're all happy and healthy (and my Canadian readers, I hope you're staying warm). Please take care! Borahae!

Chapter 38: Kyo Institution

Summary:

Hoseok remembers, Jungkook tries to fix repeating mistakes, Jiho makes a discovery and the boys all need to decide how much trust they're willing to give Hamedi.

Notes:

Hello! AH its been way too long! I hope everyone is doing well! This is a plot heavy chapter so I had to take some extra time on it to make sure it was accurate, you wouldn't believe how chaotic my notes are for this story, its a nightmare trying to find little details sometimes T_T

Some warnings: mentions and depictions of a building panic attack (not full blown), blood, violence and depictions of war.

I won't chatter on too much and let you get to reading, I hope you all enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They had destroyed the village.

It wasn’t the first time Hoseok had seen this level of carnage. But he had hoped he’d never have to again. Their division sergeant was shooting orders to the men, voice echoing through his ears distantly.

Two weeks they had fought to keep the enemy at bay. Exhaustion had been their downfall in the end. This place, their base since the wars started, their home away from home, was barely standing. Bodies littered the ground, ones he recognized, some he didn’t, his brothers and sisters who he had laughed with that morning, fought alongside for the long months before that.

The village had been evacuated before their division had taken over. But there were some that decided to stay. Cooks and tailors and people wanting to help. Civilians that, like them, just wanted to do their part to end this everlasting nightmare.

They fanned out to save anyone who might still be alive. There were still men from the opposing side here. The battle was still ongoing.

Hoseok didn’t remember much of his trek through the village before he found the house, half its walls knocked down, leaning at a precarious slope, but enough to tent over a group of people. Civilians, not soldiers. He dropped to a crouch by the opening, looking under what used to be the top of the door frame. He winced at a little girls scream.

He scanned the group. Five people. Two women, a little girl and a little boy, and a man.

The man wasn’t breathing. He was half in his natural form, a troll, black blood coating his arms that were braced protectively around the children.

“It’s okay,” Hoseok rasped, blood, so very red, soaked his clothes. He couldn’t remember where it came from, whose it was. Who he had killed.

The burning in his chest made each breath of air feel like acid pouring down his throat. The back of his eyelids scrapped against his eyes as rough as stone against stone. Smoke clung to him inside and out.

The fear in their eyes would haunt him in the night. The way the little girls hand slotted into his, how small it was, made him extra careful as he helped her climb out. Next, the little boy. Then the two women. They were sobbing, screaming, grabbing for the man as he slumped lifeless to the side.

Hoseok grabbed the woman’s arm. Shook his head when she looked at him. She choked on her cries. Gritting his teeth, he grabbed the little boys hand, shoved it into the woman’s and closed them together firmly. He turned and tossed his sword to the ground, getting down and crawling into the space. The wood above him clawed at his back, the air harder to breath.

The structure groaned and shifted dangerously. Coughing, he wasted no time in grabbing the man’s ankle, tugging him closer to get a better grip before making his way back out carefully. The man was unresponsive, and when he checked, had no pulse.

No pulse meant no potion. Don’t try to revive the dead. Those were the sergeants’ words. They shouldn’t waste a valuable resource when it could be the difference between life and death for themselves.

The thought crossed his mind but missed his heart. Ripping the last bottle off his belt, he pressed it to the man’s lips and pinched his mouth open.

Hoseok cursed the blood on him, that red blood that made him feel too much. Made him burn and hurt and his stomach twist and cramp when all he wanted was to feel nothing at all.

Shouting alerted him to a group approaching.

Men on horses, spears in hand, death in their wake.

Anger rose in him violently. He laid the man down next to his family, tossing the empty bottle into the rubble and growled.

The women pulled the child close, huddled over the man. Hoseok put himself between them and the enemy, felt his body shift, heard his yell of rage morph into a roar that shook the ground beneath his claws.

Hoseok tried not to remember the way his claws tore through the men, how his teeth gripped flesh and his tongue tasted copper.

There had been so many people in that village. So many friends. But the moment Hamedi had mentioned the village name, Hoseok knew who he was. He’d never known his name, never known anything but that moment, but it was on of the only moments he remembered from that day. It was the only moment of hope that he’d felt that day.

Because when their base was only smoldering ash, Hoseok dragged one other soldier, a friend he’d used to talk with well into the night, through the forest until they collapsed. Her name was Aphne, she had a Set of four waiting for her to come home. He held her as she died of a wound Hoseok had no potion to heal.

To see the man who he had sworn had been dead, when he was sure he’d wasted a potion for a sliver of hope that surely led nowhere, when he’d screamed and cried and cursed his choice of giving away the one thing that could have saved someone he cared about…he was unable to stop the memories from flooding his mind. They came back fresh and sharp and unforgiving. He could smell the smoke and charred earth.

Hoseok had hated himself for that decision. Had never been able to let it go.

Hamedi stood at the top of the stairs leading to the front doors of Kyo Institute. Smiling at them, hands resting on a cane. He looked aged, but healthy. Hoseok found himself stunned, unable to answer the man’s question, barely recalling what it had been, only that he’d said that name.

“I see you do remember,” Hamedi said, a gentle understanding in his voice despite the light tone. Next to him, Ace stood with his hands in his pockets, attention on Scout who was already racing up the stairs to greet him.

A hand fell on his arm, he pulled his gaze away from the large dragon statue in front of the building and looked at Seokjin, finding his concerned expression. He smiled reassuringly. “I do. I didn’t,” he paused and looked back up at the man who was making his way down the stairs slowly. “I didn’t think you made it.”

“Any later and I wouldn’t have. You saved the lives of my Set, and myself.”

“You know him then? From the war?” Jungkook asked quietly, voice gentle from beside Seokjin.

Hoseok nodded but it was Hamedi who answered, stopping in front of them, “Our village had been used as the 23rd Divisions base. But we were attacked. They’d taken everything and left nothing standing. Hoseok’s division fought them off. Had he not given me a potion, I would have been dead. I owe you my life.”

Hoseok’s throat felt constricted. He couldn’t seem to swallow, his mouth was dry. He didn’t want to tell him that that had been his last potion. That he’d wrongfully cursed the man before him for a choice he himself had made that had cost him a loved one. He had hated this man because it had been easier than hating himself.

Hoseok didn’t want to tell him that almost a month later, when Galaxy opened and there had been a battle at the entrance, he’d been mortally wounded before crossing.

That in that moment, he was glad he didn’t have the potion to save himself. In that moment, all he’d wanted was to rest.

He would have died staring up at Galaxy’s purple sky if it hadn’t been for Yoongi.

Maybe fate was paying it forward.

Seokjin stepped in front of him slightly, gaining Hamedi’s attention. “Hamedi, you own this institution is that correct?”

“I do,” Hamedi bowed deeply. “You’ll have to forgive my old knees, they can’t quite handle a proper bow anymore General.”

Hoseok glanced at Seokjin, the barely perceptible tensing of his shoulders gone amiss by Scout, Ace and Hamedi but given Jungkook’s frown, he had caught it too.

Scout’s eyes seemed to widen in some sort of recognition, looking at Seokjin with a new kind of wonder.

“Please, none of that. The war is long over. I revoked that position a very long time ago,” Seokjin said politely, holding up a hand.

“And yet you remain a legend amongst our people,” Hamedi said with some amusement. “We should speak where it’s more comfortable, would you like to come in?”

Hoseok sunk his teeth into his tongue. The temptation was there to reach over and take Jungkook’s hand in order to feel the sting of it. This man that he’d hated and cursed for wasting something vital, hadn’t wasted it at all. It hadn’t been for nothing. Aphne hadn’t died for nothing. His knees felt weak.

Jungkook’s hand pressed against his back as if he’d sensed the need for his touch, firm and real. The sharp sting in his tongue startled him enough to loosen his jaw. He nearly shuddered at the contact, grateful for the grounding touch to keep him in the moment.

“With all due respect,” Jungkook spoke up, voice a bit unsure. “I’d like to ask what relation this place has with the Wings Network first.”

The symbol on the sign by the road had not been a pleasant surprise to them when they’d arrived.

Hamedi hummed, smiling at Jungkook. Hoseok tried not to step between them. He may have saved this mans life, but he didn’t know him. Didn’t know if grudges were held amongst those left behind.

“Wings funds us, your hesitance towards your grandfather is understandable. He won’t know you’re here unless you wish for him too.”

He knew then. About Jungkook’s relation to the man. How much information did he have about them from just sitting and watching at the café?

Clearly seeing their trepidation, Hamedi spoke up again, “Let me ease your concerns. I assure you this place is meant as a safe haven amongst magical beings and humans alike. We’ve been preparing for your visit, but should you decide this isn’t somewhere you wish to take advantage of, we will understand. The people here know of your return to the human world. They’re eager to see you Master Seokjin.”

Seokjin frowned, “Eager?”

Hamedi laughed, “Did you expect animosity? No one here blames you for Galaxy closing so soon. We are only grateful that you saved so many of our kind. We know of your triumphs in the wars. We know your sacrifices. And for that, we are eternally grateful.”

It sounded too good to be true. Hoseok, much like Seokjin but not nearly to the extent, had felt a sense of survivals guilt when they’d discovered they’d left people behind. How could they not be angry? How could they not harbor contempt for them?

They wouldn’t get answers waiting out here. Hoseok looked at Jungkook and Seokjin, who looked back and they both gave a small nod. It was worth the risk. They had too many questions and this man seemed to have too much information to pass up on.

Hoseok glanced at the dragon statue that looked startlingly like his true form as the others started up the stairs. He had questions of his own.


They were led through the halls of the institution.

Hoseok thought that ‘paraded’ might have been a better word for it.

Hamedi had mumbled something to someone waiting inside the doors and the person had taken one, wide eyed look at them and bolted off somewhere. Eyes bore into them from the people they walked by and whispers traveled amongst the crowds that formed in doorways.

What had Hoseok’s mind stuttering was the amount of different species he’d seen already. As diverse as Galaxy itself. He watched people’s expressions carefully but couldn’t find anything but an undeserved awe and wonder as they walked past.

There were humans too. Quite a few. Some were standing with magical beings, friends, maybe lovers. Others he knew as being runners, all wearing the same shirt as Scout and Ace. Their attention seemed to be solely on Jungkook, which didn’t go unnoticed to their youngest given how firmly set his shoulders were. Hoseok stuck close to him. Despite the lack of threatening air around the place, he wouldn’t let his guard down.

Scout and Ace were following close behind, and behind them was a slowly growing group of seemingly curious people. Hoseok tried not to pay them any mind. So long as no one attempted anything.

“After Galaxy closed,” Hamedi began from in front of them, “So many people were lost and confused. A good number of us managed to escape into hiding. Many lost their lives to the earths drain of energy, overusing their own. But the ones who survived lived and made sure the world forgot. We hunted down any recordings of the battles, spread false history, covered our tracks. All in the hopes that one day we’d be able to come out of the dark and live amongst humans.”

“People really just… forgot such a devastating war?” Jungkook looked at the people around them, worrying the ring on his finger. Hoseok took his hand.

“Generations passed. The generations that followed believed they were only stories, fairytales. We became myths. And we watched people change. We watched as more and more humans stood up and used their voices, more people fought for their beliefs. People like you Master Jungkook, started making changes.”

Jungkook opened his mouth as if to deny that, but Hamedi didn’t give him a chance.

“I’ve seen many things happen around that café,” the old man chuckled fondly. “I know the kindness in your heart. The voices of those with that kindness are becoming louder. That is why I wanted to open a place where people can learn to cherish magic. Where they can learn the truth without fearing it. The kindness you showed me on that day Master Hoseok, was the inspiration for the Kyo Institute. Named in honour of your people.”

Hoseok paused, the unfamiliar word ringing in his mind. “My… people? I’m sorry, I don’t understand.”

Hamedi paused to look back at him, whatever he saw in his expression made him frown worriedly, “You do not know of your kind?”

He suddenly felt a little put on the spot, unsure of how to respond in a way that didn’t make him feel embarrassed about his lack of knowledge of his own species.

“Oh… we have much to talk about I see,” Hamedi seemed almost sad for him, dare he say even pitying. Hoseok bristled at the thought.

“I understand my people all I need too,” he said firmly. Squeezing Jungkook’s hand instinctively.

Hamedi seemed to realize the implication of his words and quickly back tracked, “Of course, forgive me for insinuating. I only meant to offer. In case you’d like to know about your species. The Kyo were always a fierce group,” he said lightly, trying to ease the edge of tension in the air.

He felt Jungkook’s thumb brush over his own and he resisted looking at him. Of course he was curious about his species. Since he was a child and realized he was very different from his mothers, he had wanted to know. But it wouldn’t change the present. It wouldn’t change who he was or who his family was now. Even if he was sure that his birth parents were alive, which he knew they weren’t, and they suddenly turned up, he would never be able to see them as his parents. Phynelle and Oryrea were his mothers. Seokjin, Yoongi, Jimin, Taehyung, Namjoon and Jungkook were his Set.

That wouldn’t change.

His mind didn’t bother correcting that technically, Jungkook wasn’t Set with them yet.

Soon enough, he would be.

“I should congratulate you all, on finding your Set,” Hamedi said, turning to keep walking. Hoseok briefly wondered if he was listening to his thoughts, but the aura of energy coming off the man told him that he had an air affinity, not a mind one.

“It took us awhile to complete it,” Seokjin admitted, smiling lovingly towards Jungkook who flushed a pretty red.

Hoseok watched Hamedi’s back carefully, “What about yours? Did they- Are they doing alright?”

Hamedi didn’t turn to face them, continuing, “My love Bie was lost to illness a few years ago. Illa lives here with me and works in the city, and our two children, Yavo and Kanjin, are going to college in Germany.”

Hoseok didn’t know what to say to that, only able to offer a gentle apology for his loss. Losing a member of your Set was something he wouldn’t wish on even his worst enemies. It was a pain you never healed from. A hole that could never be filled again.

Hamedi only smiled, leading them into a large room that looked like an auditorium and-

The roaring cheers were nearly deafening.

Hoseok, startled by the sudden noise from such a large crowd, slid in front of Jungkook, eyes snapping to green, pupils slitting within the time it took to blink. Jungkook’s hand grabbed the back of his shirt as he choked on a gasp, Seokjin’s body went rigid, surveying the situation.

One by one, people dropped to a knee, pressed their fists against their chest and the room went nearly silent. All Hoseok heard in the massive room was Jungkook’s quiet mumble behind him.

“Guardian above.”


“I’m going to punch him in the face.”

“Yoongi, Jungkook said not to hurt him.”

“I don’t care what Jungkook said.”

“Yes you do.”

Sumi glanced between Namjoon and Yoongi. Sometimes she liked to equate their conversations to a tennis match. She never really knew whose court the ball would land in but the suspense was hypnotizing.

Yoongi paused, “What if I punch him in the face lightly. Compromise.”

“That’s still hurting him.”

“It will be really light.”

“How about,” Jimin chipped in from his spot on the couch, Taehyung leaning his back against his chest, Yeontan curled up in his lap, “We all punch him in the face really hard and then give him a healing potion?”

“Yes. Jimin, brilliant. Thank you love,” Yoongi pointed at him.

Jimin grinned.

Namjoon pinched the bridge of his nose and took a long deep slow breath, “I suppose it wouldn’t technically be hurting him,” he mumbled.

“Okay!” Sumi stepped in with her hands up. “You know what, I’ll go talk to him.” The unanimous displeasure wasn’t a surprise but she spoke loudly over their protests, “You guys won’t be able to get information if you’re plotting his murder. I’ll be fine. He’s no good to us beaten up and bloodied.”

“I don’t think you should go see him by yourself,” Namjoon frowned.

Sumi puffed her cheeks and put her hands on her hips, half teasing when she says, “Why? Because I’m a girl?”

The genuine confusion on their faces was as heartwarming as it was astonishing to her. Jungkook had explained the lack of homophobia to her, but to think they didn’t even have sexism… while it made her happy to know it was possible to accomplish such a thing within a society, it made her wonder what they weren’t seeing.

If magical people didn’t hate because of differences, what other problems did they encounter? What other situations did people struggle through? She found it nearly impossible to believe everything in Galaxy was perfect. She knew Namjoon and Seokjin went to stop disputes between species on occasion, but what were the disputes like? Were they arguments or fights? Did they kill needlessly here?

“You guys really have equality here?” She asked.

Taehyung stared at her, “In what sense?”

“Between women and men? Like gender equality?”

They said nothing, only giving each other confused looks.

“You have to have crime though right? Like murder? Or theft? Or I don’t know, um, arson? Not everyone can be good all the time I’m sure.”

Namjoon hummed, like he could finally latch onto something she was saying with confidence, “Of course we do. Not everyone wears protection spells. And there are multiple potions that are refined enough to shut down a protection spell. They’re usually used in Setting ceremonies though. I’m not familiar with arson.”

“Lighting stuff on fire illegally.”

“Yoongi did that yesterday,” Jimin volunteered.

“No, not like,” Sumi looked up towards the ceiling, “Well I guess kinda.”

Taehyung huffed, “Why do you guys always explain a word we don’t know with more words we don’t know?”

“Illegally is like… against the law.”

“There she goes again.”

Laughing, Sumi shook her head, a million questions about Galaxy floating through her mind. She tried to pin down as many as she could to remember to ask later. What was their system of law? Did they have one? Did they have some kind of hierarchy or government? What was the Guardian’s role? Keep the peace in Galaxy? Or did it rule over it too?

“I’m going by myself. We’re just having a conversation,” she insisted, drawing her focus back to the task at hand. They need this information from Jiho, and he hadn’t given her any trouble when they spoke last.

Namjoon ran a hand through his hair, “I really don’t like this.”

“Let me go with you. I’ll keep my mouth shut,” Yoongi offered.

She was certain he would keep good on his word of staying quiet while he bashed Jiho’s face in. But that was the problem wasn’t it?

Adamantly, she crossed her arms and shook her head. Clearly seeing they weren’t getting anywhere, Namjoon reluctantly let her head out the back door with the promise to yell if something happened. More than willing to agree, Sumi found herself heading down the path towards the greenhouse with her notebook in hand to write down important details.

She spotted him outside the greenhouse.

Jiho was standing next to Jungkook’s grave with his hands in his pockets. He seemed sullen, expression set in something that made him look older, tired. His thoughts must have been heavy in order to drag his shoulders down so far.

“You shouldn’t linger around here,” Sumi warned gently as she approached.

 Jiho turned to look at her, humming in what could have been agreement, looking back at the grave marker. If she had let one of the boys come out here, and they saw him standing here like this, she was pretty certain not even Jungkook could stop them from what they would do to him.

“They’re Smeraldo’s,” Jiho said.

“The flowers?”

Another agreeing hum, “They’re Angel’s Flowers. I didn’t think they grew here.”

Sumi should ask about the door, instead she asks, “Do you know a lot about them?”

“Not particularly. I’ve only seen them once. When I was a kid. Seokjin and Namjoon passed through my village. They wore them pinned on their chests. I know they mean ‘a truth untold’. They take a lot of care to keep alive.”

An untold truth… what an intriguing meaning for a flower so beautiful. It sounded, strangely bittersweet but she couldn’t quite place why.

Tentatively, she asked, “Were you born here?”

Jiho nearly scoffed, breathing out sharply through his nose, lips twitching upwards bitterly, “I was,” a long pause, “My family owned a tavern in a village called Millvein. Are you wondering how such a perfect place could produce such an evil person? I’m sure they’ve told you.”

Jungkook’s grave sat strong and firm in front of them. Heavy rock, carved with the hands of ones in mourning and pain.

“They have,” she admitted. Jiho didn’t seem to expect any reassurance from her, and that was good, because she had none to give. The thoughts of his actions made her feel sick. Her stomach burned while recalling Jungkook’s accounts of Jiho’s betrayal. “That’s not why I asked. I’m just curious. You’re not human then?”

“A Changeling.”

Sumi blinked at him in surprise. “Like… the fairies that steal babies?”

Jiho slowly closed his eyes and took a long careful breath, like he was keeping himself from snapping at her, “No. That was a distortion of myth. We are a type of Fae, but we’re more like what you’d know as shapeshifters.”

“Wait, seriously? What do you shapeshift into? Animals? Or other people?” Her fingers itched with the urge to write this down but she held back.

“People,” Jiho raised a brow at her. “It a defense mechanism. Otherwise it’s nothing that extraordinary.”

Shapeshifting wasn’t ‘that extraordinary’? She didn’t want to know what his level of extraordinary was. Though she supposed that if she had grown up with magic, it would be commonplace to take on someone else’s appearance.

“You could just look like anyone you wanted too whenever you want?”

“Pretty much. I don’t do it much though. Only if I have too.”

“Why not?”

“Why would I waste time pretending to be someone else? Seems pointless. My actions are mine alone, so why would it be necessary to look like someone I’m not. Unless I’m hiding or manipulating someone, I don’t need it.”

It seemed fitting to reveal an untold truth standing before the Smeraldo’s. She wondered if that irony wasn’t lost on Jiho. If he noticed the connection there. Otherwise, why else would he be telling her this?

“Why didn’t you use it when you were manipulating Jungkook-oppa?”

If he found any spite in her tone, he didn’t call attention to it. “Didn’t need to. Had we not gotten along or something at first, I would have tried again with another look. But he’s a pretty accepting guy. I didn’t have to do much manipulating at all really.”

Was that a confession of actually having enjoyed being Jungkook’s friend? That he wasn’t necessarily faking the entire relationship? She still couldn’t quite wrap her mind around Jiho’s character yet. He seemed to not fully understand people. Or had some kind of disconnect between himself and the people around him. He felt distant despite standing next to her.

“Why are you here Sumi-ssi?”

Ah, yes. She was here to get information. One of the boys would come looking for her if she didn’t go back to the house soon. “Jaeyong-ssi, got back from the human world and we found out that-”

“No,” Jiho faced her. Her hold on the book tightened. “Why did you follow Jungkook-ah to Galaxy? What do you get out of all of this?”

“It’s not about getting anything,” Sumi stared at the grave marker, finding it easier to face it then to meet the gaze of the man who was the cause of it. “Jungkook-oppa is a really good friend. And a good person. I’ve had enough fake friends to know that the ones who don’t leave you behind when things get difficult are worth keeping around.”

“What has he done for you to believe he wouldn’t just leave you behind?”

The way the question was asked completely contrasted the slightly accusatory phrasing making her feel compelled to answer honestly.

“Nothing in particular. I just have faith in him.”

“You’re basing a life altering choice on ‘nothing in particular’ and faith?”

“It’s Jungkook-oppa. You were his best friend weren’t you?” Sumi raised a brow.

Jiho huffed a laugh, something weak and uncommitted, rocking forward and tapping his heel on the ground in front of him. “Best friend… right. I was so close to, to getting that gem back. So close. But Jungkook-ah just had to be special didn’t he? He had to connect with it somehow. It could have been anyone. Literally anyone else. The gem wouldn’t’ve-”

The sudden halt took her off guard and Sumi glanced at him with a frown. His eyes flicked back and forth. She could practically hear the gears whirring away in his mind.

Suddenly, almost frantically, he began muttering.

“I’ve been focused too narrowly. It could have been anyone. What if it hadn’t been him? No but… No that wouldn’t work. Maybe it makes sense then, but the first time, my test should have worked. Unless it-  But that doesn’t- back then, how could that have been possible?”

The senseless, half-formed thoughts were too scattered for her to piece together anything she had hope of understanding. She took a slight step away from him.

“Sumi-yah!”

“I’m okay! One sec!” Sumi called back towards the house in response to Namjoon’s call, not taking her eyes off of Jiho who’s eyes snapped up towards the house, wide with some sort of realization.

“Namjoon…” he whispered.

“What is it?” Sumi frowned.

He began shaking his head, dismissive yet distracted. “I uh, I need to get to work. I’m not sure yet but I think I just figured something out.”

He was pivoting on his heel quickly, ready to leave just as she took a step forward to stop him, “Wait! I came out here to ask about the negative door.”

That caught his attention, bringing some of it back to her, but he still seemed very far away. Jiho frowned, “The negative door? What about it?”

“We need to know how it works. Ki-jung found it, he’s been using it to get energy.”

Sumi opened her mouth to explain further but Jiho seemed to understand the implication already. He gave a sharp nod, “The door works the same as the Galaxy door. Only it has a security system.”

Scrambling to open her book and start writing, she tried to catch all of the details as he spoke quickly.

“I have a key for it. Only the person who has the key can call it. But if someone tried to enter it without the key, it locks and becomes stationary. You have to unlock it with the key. It was a curse I implemented after I caught some of the human’s I was researching with snooping around.”

Sumi paused in her writing, “That would mean one of us would have to go and unlock it directly,” she mused. Was that Ki-jung’s plan? Was it a trap to lure them?

“One of you? No. Sorry. The key stays with me,” he left no room for her to protest before he was hurrying off, more mutterings under his breath about remembering and having to write things down.

Sumi stared after him, wondering if maybe Jiho wasn’t entirely sound of mind.


The voices only subsided when the door of Hamedi’s office clicked shut, muffling the questions firing towards them with no voice clear enough to distinguish over the others. Jungkook’s chest heaved as he released a breath. The silence washed over them and he suddenly had a newfound respect for idols having to handle such big crowds. It was overwhelming.

“Please, make yourselves at home. They will calm down eventually, they’re all just excited,” Hamedi’s cane clicked on the wood floor as he headed toward his desk.

Excited. That was the most bizarre thing about all this. The people had been almost too welcoming. Maybe it was just Jungkook’s suspicious nature, but it felt too good. Too safe. Too much like a very real thing that could actually be really helpful. He didn’t want to believe it. Hoseok and Seokjin had been silent since they’d been ushered out of the auditorium after Hamedi said a few words of welcome to them in front of the residents.

Scout and Ace had disappeared amongst the crowd, but Jungkook was sure they’d see them again soon. He just hoped the residents would get bored of waiting and disperse in the meantime. Jungkook had felt one too many people try and snag his arm to get his attention.

His skin tingled from the thought of the contact. He knew the stirring panic in his chest came from the crowd they’d just been in. Too many people, too close. He was grateful for a room that was easier to breath in.

The office was big, bookshelves lining one wall, windows looking out onto a courtyard, a couch and coffee table in the middle of the room. There were personal touches as well. Drawings, ones done by kids, were pinned on a cork board on the wall, pictures in frames hanging all around with smiling people. Some looked nearly ancient.

“You kept this?”

Hoseok’s voice, a strange tension to it that Jungkook had never heard before, drew his attention to the dragon, who stood in front of a cabinet. He walked over to find what he was looking at and laid his eyes on a sword. The blade was gently curved, the hilt worn so much the fabric was frayed.

Jungkook looked at Hoseok, only able to see his profile. His expression was pinched, brows furrowed, corners of his lips downturned.

He wondered what kind of memories were replaying in his mind.

“My love took it to keep our Set safe when she saw you left it. I had hoped to return it to you one day,” Hamedi sat down in his chair with a soft grunt, leaning back and resting the cane between his knees, hands folded over the top of it.

Hoseok only stared at the blade.

How many times had that blade protected a life? Protected Hoseok’s life? He might never understand the horrors of the war. Might never truly know what kind of memories plagued his lovers. But he’d be damned if he let them fall too those memories. The war was over, and the battles were no longer external, but they waged on fiercely where they couldn’t be seen.

Ki-jung flashed through his mind. Smile on his face, blood on his hands, laughter pouring past his lips.

He swallowed down the bile that rolled up his throat.

Seokjin took a seat on the couch, wearing the illusion of being comfortable. Jungkook knew that the people had shaken him with their welcome just as much as it had them.

“I wasn’t expecting such enthusiasm,” Seokjin admitted.

“The General, the last Kyo and an up and coming underground leader all came to visit us today, did you expect something less?”

Jungkook nearly scoffed in amusement. Up and coming. He’d had rumours spread about him around school when he’d attended, but none of them ever amounted to anything. Especially not a supposed gang forming. Then again, he might have Hoseok and some of the others to thank for helping that along.

“Let me tell you more about the institution,” Hamedi offered. “If you wish to use it, you will have full access to anything on the grounds. Including our medical staff who specialize in both human and magical being practices and training equipment. Magic is free to use here as well should you so desire.”

“If we use magic we risk Ki-jung finding us. Especially if we bring the door here,” Jungkook pointed out.

“That’s not the case here,” Seokjin responded. “We could sense it when we came in. You managed to get enough magical energy to build a barrier around the grounds just from sitting near the door?”

Jungkook pressed his tongue to the back of his teeth. He didn’t know much about barriers, only experiencing the one the Guardian had put around him when he’d created Euphoria, but he could make an educated guess on their purpose. Yet, to do something like that on earth when they had limited magic, and only from the door’s energy? If Hamedi could do that, how much energy had Ki-jung already gotten back? Was he at full strength already? Were they too late to do anything about that?

“Is that what you’d get in return?” Jungkook asked, “If we move the door here, we’d be charging everyone in this place.”

“It is,” Hamedi hummed. Jungkook respected the blunt honesty. No games. “These people can be great allies to you if they were at their full strength. Most have not been able to live in their natural form for the entirety of their lives. They’ll need time.”

Hoseok and Seokjin both flinched at that, sending each other a startled look.

“I couldn’t… even imagine what that must be like,” Seokjin said solemnly. “But you must understand where we’re coming from. Despite the warm welcome, these people could just as easily be our enemies. If they were to turn on us after we bring the door back, we’ll spark another war.”

“I will not attempt to sway your decision one way or the other. These people have lived long happy lives here without their magic, they will continue on doing so should you choose this is not worth the risk. I will only tell you what it is we can offer.”

It sounded tempting. A sealed area to hide the door, a support of other magical beings to even the odds, a place to train, a way to stay in the human world with minimal risk. Not only that, but… a chance for Hoseok to learn about his people. A chance for Seokjin to get some closure, some reassurance that the people didn’t blame him for being left behind. Sumi and Jaeyong could come home. The café would be left alone the less they showed their faces there. This would be good. Very good for all of them.

And Jungkook knew they’d say no the minute one of them was at risk. Right now, he was the biggest risk. The institution had connections with his family. And until he knew what his grandfathers game was, he couldn’t fully trust this place.

There was a knock at the door.

Hamedi sat forward in his chair, “Ah, yes, I believe there is someone who desperately wanted to see you again. Come in.”

The door opened in response to the permission.

“Hyung?” Jungkook’s eyes widened meeting those of his brothers.

Ji-hun wasted no time in closing the door and rushing over to him, “Jungkook-ah, fuck, you’re okay.”

He only managed to stagger back a step before he was clamped in his brothers arms, his chest tightening uncomfortably, his skin nearly burning. Jungkook grit his teeth, holding up a quick hand behind his brothers back to keep Hoseok and Seokjin from ripping him away. The two had already taken several steps towards them, but held their ground when he asked.

“Ji-hun-hyung, what are-” The words hissed out from between his teeth. His heart beating too fast. “Shit, please let go.”

Ji-hun did pull away, which helped, but his hands stayed on his shoulders. Jungkook pushed them off, trying not to rush the action. Every time he saw his brother, something like this happened. Ji-hun had a way of jumping to conclusions, and Jungkook had a problem with explaining things. It made for a lot of misunderstandings. He didn’t want it to be like that this time. But the panic was near crushing.

“Jungkook-ah? What? Are you hurt?”

It was happening again, the same thing that always did. Ji-hun would blame himself and they would part without explaining. The relationship they had talked about wanting to mend would be cut open just a little bit more.

He would talk if he could just find a way to get the words out.

An arm wrapped around him from behind, a hand resting over his chest, over his heart. He picked up on Hoseok’s scent right away. Earthy. Like the greenhouse. Fresh soil and mint. It helped him breathe, sucking in air slowly as he pulled himself away from the edge of full blown panic. There was a slightly unsatisfied feeling. Like reapplying tension to a band that had just started to relax. Or like interrupting a stretch. He knew he’d have to deal with it later, but he had to focus on the situation now.

“I’m sorry I didn’t- shit. I thought I understood more now, I finally understood, I’m really trying Jungkook-ah I promise I-”

“Stop,” Jungkook said quickly. He took another breath in the silence that followed. He wouldn’t let this be like every other time. He knew Ji-hun was trying. He knew he hadn’t been making it easy on him by giving him partial information. “It wasn’t you. I’m not, okay. I’m not okay yet. This wasn’t you.”

Ji-hun looked him over carefully, a maturity in his expression that made him wonder what he’d been doing since the alley incident.

“Where were you?” Ji-hun asked carefully, as if he expected Jungkook not to answer. It was a fair assumption. But not this time. If Ji-hun was here, in the institution, he must have learned about magic. Maybe even about Galaxy.

“Have you heard the name Ki-jung?”

“Grandfather mentioned him before giving me the address to this place. Jungkook-ah, magic and… and mythical creatures. How long have you been dealing with this stuff?”

“Awhile. I’m sorry I didn’t-”

“It’s better that you didn’t. I wouldn’t have believed you,” Ji-hun didn’t try to touch him again. The talking was helping, little by little. The way Hoseok held him firmly, palm pressing to his chest as if it was dampening his heart rate, soothing him back to a calm.

“What do you know about him?”

“Ki-jung? Grandfather owes him something. He said the debt had been paid. Said you were…”

“Ki-jung kidnapped me,” Jungkook ploughed onwards, despite the shock his brother displayed. “I don’t, do touch. I’m not good with it anymore. Only theirs. So please don’t…”

He felt a little frustrated with himself. He had been getting better with touch when he was in Galaxy. Now that he was back in the human world though, it felt worse. The thought of Ki-jung popping up out of nowhere was eating away at him. Like he’d just crossed the enemies lines.

“I won’t, again, sorry,” Ji-hun held up his hands quickly, “God Kook-ah, what did he do to you?”

Jungkook swallowed, hand thumbing the hem of his shirt contemplatively. Hoseok held him tighter, a silent reassurance. Silent support. When Jungkook dropped his hand away from the fabric, he knew they understood. “It wasn’t pretty. Are you okay? After the alley I couldn’t stay.”

“I’m alright,” Ji-hun’s shoulders relaxed, “I was pissed. And really fucking confused. But they, ah the people here that is, they explained a lot. I still have a lot of questions to ask you though.”

“I’ll tell you anything you want to know.”

“I’m so glad you’re okay. You have to stop scaring me like that. I’m going to go grey before I’m thirty.”

Jungkook chuckled, “No promises. Lets talk over here. Sorry guys,” he pulled out of Hoseok’s arm, squeezing his hand gently and smiling gratefully. “Don’t let us interrupt.”

Seokjin gave him a smile that seemed to hold some pride in it, and Jungkook felt warmth curl in his stomach. He led Ji-hun over to the side of the room, close to one of the windows so they could talk quietly without disturbing the others.

“How much did they tell you?” He decided to start with.

Ji-hun took a breath and summed up everything he’d been told by the psychiatrists at the institute. They’d covered the basics, everything from the existence of magic to the different types and to the different species. He had learned about the war and about Galaxy’s creation. As far as Jungkook could tell, he didn’t know specifics involving himself or the others, which made sense.

As expected, that was exactly where Ji-hun wanted to start.

“How did you get messed up in this?”

So Jungkook finally explained. Telling him about the gem and Jiho and meeting the guys. He told him how he’d been living with them in Galaxy, and about Ki-jung’s connection to the others. Ji-hun was more than a little shocked to find out that Seokjin had been the general in command of an army but Jungkook wasn’t sure if that was because of the position or his age.

By the time they reached more current events, Jungkook glanced towards Seokjin, noticing he was wrapping up his conversation with Hamedi.

“I can see why you took the news about being a Chaebol so well now. Compared to all this, that seems so mundane,” Ji-hun mused.

“For what it’s worth, I’m sorry. For what happened in the alley. I’m… still trying to figure out all of this magic stuff.”

“Hey, my little brother’s a super hero, you know what they say about great power,” Ji-hun teased. “Thanks. For telling me all of this. It’ll take awhile to get used to the fact your boyfriend is a war General and literal angel though.”

“Don’t forget about the phoenix, immortal, dragon and two faes,” Jungkook chuckled. “At this point I just roll with it.”

Exasperated, Ji-hun shook his head, “So when do I get to see your cool magical powers? A lot of people talk about it existing but I haven’t seen anything in action yet besides you blowing me up.”

“Well, this place has a gym apparently, if we decide to stick around you can come watch us train.”

“That’ll be quite the show,” Ji-hun smiled.

It was strange to see his brother this relaxed. After everything that had happened, he would have expected more questions, more bewilderment. The psychiatrists must be incredibly good at easing people into this world. It was almost as if Ji-hun felt better knowing about all of this unbelievable stuff, which, Jungkook supposed made sense. He’d only had half the story to work off of before and the frustration of secrets and half-truths made things worse.

“Speaking of shows,” Jungkook said conversationally, “Apparently I’m not only a badass leader of a gang, but also an idol set to debut soon. So that’s exciting.”

Unexpectedly, Ji-hun’s smile dropped off his face, a more serious expression replacing it, “Yeah, I ah, I heard about that.”

Jungkook blinked, “You heard? From the café?”

“Your faces are spreading pretty quick through social media, but that’s not where I heard it,” Ji-hun glanced away shifting his weight, “Mom and Dad saw it.”

He had to take stock of his own emotions just then. Jungkook expected to feel the panic return, expected to feel fear even, maybe some guilt, or dread. But, like in the alley when Ji-hun had suggested they were in danger, he didn’t feel much of anything.

That didn’t mean he couldn’t recognize the problem this might be for them. He wasn’t cruel enough to wish any harm to his parents, and if they started looking for him and getting involved, it could very well lead to that. Ji-hun hadn’t even been fully involved up until now and he’d already nearly killed him.

“That’s who left that message then,” Jungkook sighed and pressed a hand to the side of his neck.

“As far as I know, they went to the café but didn’t get any answers. So they turned to grandfather, since, well, when you were taken before, he was the one behind it. They thought he might have staged your death.”

“For someone I’ve never met, grandpa really likes to get involved with my life.”

“He’s… a hard to read man. I was planning to go talk to mom and dad tonight. Do you, would you want to see them?”

It was an easy answer and Jungkook was shaking his head before he’d even fully registered the question, “No. Whether they know I’m alive or not doesn’t change anything. I’m going to leave it up to you to keep them out of all this though.”

Ji-hun nodded, not pressing it. “I’ll take care of them. Just… give it a little thought okay? Even just to let them see you, so they know for sure… so they can move on.”

It felt like the least he could promise. He’d give it some thought, but he didn’t think he’d be likely to change his mind anytime soon.

“Jungkook,” Seokjin spoke up from across the room, gesturing him over. When he approached Hamedi’s desk, Seokjin took his hand in his so easily he had to wonder if he even noticed he’d done it. “Hamedi is going to show us around. We’ll discuss it with the others first if we plan to stay here.”

They certainly had more important things to worry about that needed his focus. He shoved the thoughts of his parents to the back of his mind and prepared himself to face the crowds again as he followed the others out of the office for the grand tour.


Taehyung had learned a lot about Yeontan since they’d brought the little dog home. Yeontan liked to sleep. He slept everywhere. On their laps, on the couch, at their feet at dinner, even on Yoongi’s piano (which the phoenix swore up and down about but Taehyung was pretty sure he had grown a soft spot for him considering he stopped trying to throw him off).

Yeontan also liked adventures. Sometimes Taehyung wouldn’t see him all day, but the slowly diminishing food and water in his bowls would let him know he was still somewhere in the house. Taehyung suspects that the house has taken a liking to the little creature and often played games with him. Seokjin had been hit in the face with a ball in the living room the day after Jungkook had taught them how to play fetch with Tannie, and the house was suspiciously helpful towards him that night.

Taehyung had also learned that Tannie liked to yip. Little barks when he got excited to see one of them, little yips when he was putting out food, and when he chased them around in the yard on his little legs.

So when Taehyung heard the growls and barking coming from downstairs, he knew something was wrong. Tannie never growled. The barks sounded angry, not playful.

Taehyung had dropped his paint brush and was in the kitchen with a short flash of light, electricity not even having fizzled off his arms before he was running over to the little dog by the back door, teeth bared in a snarl.

On the other side of the door was Jiho, trying frantically to placate the dog by waving an open hand, his other hand gripping the door handle.

Taehyung felt his own anger well up as he ducked down to scoop Yeontan into his arms. Without having to ask, the door swung open, shoving Jiho back, making him stumble and fall on the deck with a thump.

“Were you trying to break in?” Taehyung let out a growl of his own. Yeontan had quieted down but he could still feel a low rumble coming from the tiny animal in his arms.

“No! I was, look I need to talk to you all. I need to know how Euphoria was created.”

Jiho looked frantic as he scrambled to his feet, erratic in the way his hands were held in front of him, the way his eyes were blown wide. Taehyung scowled and held Tannie a little closer to his chest.

“Why?”

“I’ll- just- I’ll explain after, but it’s important. Any details you have. Did Jungkook-ah talk about it? Did he mention what it felt like? Or how Euphoria felt? Or the process? How did he actually survive it? Was he conscious for all of it?”

The questions went on and on at near lightning speed. Taehyung watched him carefully from the doorway, frowning at his behaviour.

Sumi had told them what he’d said about the key and the door. She hadn’t alluded to the conversation being anything odd. Yet not even an hour later and Jiho was acting like he’d gotten into Hoseok’s Vivium plants. Oh. That wouldn’t be good. His skin didn’t look to be turning grey, but maybe he should call for Jimin…

So distracted by his talking, Taehyung didn’t notice Jiho reaching forward until his hand grabbed his sleeve. Arms otherwise occupied, Taehyung quickly threw his leg up, planting his foot in the centre of Jiho’s chest and shoving him back roughly. Once again the man ended up sprawled on his back on the deck but he only stopped speaking when a hand landed on Taehyung’s shoulder. Namjoon spoke up from behind him.

“What’s going on.”

The demanding authority in his voice had Jiho snapping his mouth shut. Taehyung could only offer a weak shrug and a weaker explanation, “He’s asking about Euphoria.”

Namjoon narrowed his eyes, putting himself slightly between them, “Why the sudden interest?”

“It was,” Jiho hesitated, as if unsure if Namjoon would let him get back to his feet. He decided to go through with the action slowly. “It’s about Jungkook’s magic. I mean- not entirely. I think I’m onto something but I need to know more about how the magic reacted when it created Euphoria. If I’m right about this, it could, it will change everything we know about magic.”

Taehyung traded a concerned look with Namjoon, and he had no doubt they were both thinking the same thing. For Jiho to be so rushed about this, it could mean he’d discovered something that might be a risk to Jungkook.

They didn’t hesitate to answer all of his questions.


The tour was impressive to say the least.

The crowd had dispersed by the time they stepped out of the office, everyone going about their own business. As they were led through the building, the murmurs and hushed wonder was still there, eyes watching their every move, but no one tried to interrupt or approach them.

The institution was huge, a layout of halls and rooms that made Jungkook grateful for the maps he’d spotted every once and awhile on the walls. Not only did they have tons of rooms for occupants to stay, they had a large cafeteria, an expansive courtyard and gardens, a medical wing that could put hospitals to shame and even an indoor pool.

Seokjin and Hoseok had been especially curious about that.

“Why do you have so much water inside? Is it extra drinking water?” The dragon sniffed, scrunching his nose at the chlorine smell.

Jungkook shook his head, “It’s for swimming in. Don’t drink it, it’s not good for you.”

Seokjin looked puzzled, “You can swim?”

“It’s a good exercise, or even just for fun. You can’t swim?” Jungkook tilted his head.

“There are species that do. Like mermaids or selkies, but it’s how they survive. We’ve never really had a reason to swim.”

“Even Jiminie? He controls water, he must know how to swim right?”

Hoseok shook his head, “We don’t have a lot of lakes or rivers that aren’t owned territory around us in Galaxy. He’s never needed to swim.”

As they left the pool area, Jungkook made a mental note to try and teach them should they choose to come here. They had their protective spells, so he knew the likelihood of them being at risk of drowning was low, but it was still a good thing to know. And he genuinely wanted to see Jimin’s reaction to floating through the very element he had such a connection with.

He imagined it to be much like the calm breathes Taehyung took when there was a storm in Galaxy, sitting in front of the window, watching the clouds with his forehead pressed to the glass. Or the way Yoongi curled up in the fireplace with his fire licking across his skin as he lazily hummed a tune of a song he was working on composing. Like the way Hoseok smiled when he brushed the tips of his fingers through the leaves of his plants, or when Seokjin looked away from his book to bask in the diffused soft morning light that came in through the living room window.

It certainly helped sway Jungkook’s decision about this place.

Hamedi led them to the gym after that and he almost turned to him right then and accepted his offer. The gym was huge. A full running track circled around the center of the room, towards the back wall was a collection of different machines. Treadmills, ellipticals, weights, punching bags and some equipment he hadn’t even seen in his college’s gym. To the left side against the wall were bleachers. Some people hung out on them in groups, whispering and glancing their way like all the rest had. Jungkook was all too aware of their presence.

Most of the people in the gym stopped what they were doing the moment they entered.

“I have to say Hamedi, this is very impressive,” Seokjin complimented, which the older man waved off.

“It wouldn’t have been possible without the Wings Network.”

Jungkook attempted to ask more about that, about his grandfather, but found himself interrupted by Ji-hun walking past him further into the space.

“Kook-ah, come on then, lets see it,” he grinned at him.

Jungkook blinked, “Now?”

“Well why not? You said you were training right? It doesn’t have to be anything huge.”

He grunted a bit, suddenly taking Hoseok’s weight as he threw an arm over his shoulders, “Come on love, you’ve been training hard. You should show off a bit.”

Laughing gently, Jungkook poked him in the side until he let him go. It couldn’t hurt to try it out. He’d only used magic once in the human world, albeit accidentally, so he would have to be careful. But it should be fine if he did something harmless. Deciding to stay away from any of the more volatile magics, Jungkook lifted his hand, only knowing his eyes had flicked to purple by his brothers surprised sound and the swelling of warmth in his chest as Euphoria squirmed eagerly.

He could feel the eyes of everyone in the room on him, but he paid it no mind as he focused on the water magic in him, building and building, guided by Euphoria up his arm towards his palm.

Something hard slammed into his side, snapping his mind away from the magic right before he hit the ground with a smack. Fear shot through him when he felt hands grab his wrists, thinking of every person he’d seen in the gym and who could possibly have been close enough to attack this quickly without him noticing.

He twisted onto his back, a weight on his hips keeping his motions restricted and took one look at his attacker. With a huff, Jungkook let his head fall back against the floor, body relaxing all at once.

“Tae what- where the hell did you come from?”

Taehyung looked at him seriously from his position straddling his waist, “Don’t use your magic.”

Jungkook could only stare at him, taking notice of the silence that had fallen over the gym.

“What? How did you know I was- what are you doing here?”

Taehyung sat back on his thighs and released his wrists as Jungkook sat up but made no move to get off of him. Over his shoulder he spotted the Galaxy door and felt himself tense, glancing towards the institutions residents. Some had their hands pressed over their chests, others stared with wide eyes and mouths hanging open.

Ji-hun was one of those people.

Jimin stepped through the door next, materializing into view the moment he passed the door frame. It took the Fae a brief second to glance around, surveying the situation, before his eyes found the four of them. Jungkook met his eyes over Taehyung’s shoulder and Jimin seemed to relax slightly, turning his attention to Hoseok and Seokjin as they came over to him.

“Minnie, is something wrong? You guys were supposed to stay in Galaxy,” Hoseok frowned, looking him over. By the way he kept glancing around the room as well, Jungkook knew he half expected someone to try something.

“No, no, we’re all okay,” Jimin hurried to say. “It’s actually-”

“What the fuck is he doing here.”

The voice didn’t belong to any one of his lovers. It was cold and harsh. The way it bit through the words made Jungkook tense, eyes finding the reason for the question before he found the one asking it.

Jiho was standing just behind Jimin, having followed him through the door.

Tapping two fingers on Taehyung’s thigh, the Fae got off of him and he took the hand that was offered to him, climbing to his feet. Turning, he found Ace, eyes narrowed to a glare, jaw tense. Shoved behind him was Scout, who peeked out with wide fearful eyes.

The other runners in the room came a bit closer, walking over slowly with confusion and hesitance.

Jiho didn’t seem to care much at all for the audience they had, slipping out past Jimin and making a beeline for Jungkook. A hand snapped outwards and grabbed the back of Jiho’s collar, yanking him back hard enough to make him choke on the fabric that pulled against his neck.

“Watch yourself,” Yoongi growled, hand not releasing his shirt. Jungkook’s brow pinched as he watched Namjoon close the door behind them.

“I thought he was dead,” a whisper came from one of the runners to he left, more following quickly.

“Didn’t he kill him?”

“Are they working together?”

“What the fuck.”

“JK-ssi?”

Jungkook looked at Scout, the questions running through the boy’s eyes were easy to read but there was some doubt there as well. He knew what this looked like. He knew about the rumors of taking down Jiho. From what Scout had told them, the runners had risked a lot to help them out, fueled by blind faith and stories. Jungkook knew what betrayal felt like. He wasn’t about to put these kids through the same.

Then, he wasn’t seeing Scout in front of him, he wasn’t in the gym. He was in the Starlight, gun in his hand, vision blurry, Jiho on his knees in front of him. The words he’d thought then fell from his lips easily.

“I’m not a killer.”

His voice was even and sure. The gym fell silent. The runners glanced at each other with wide eyes. This could go a number of ways, so Jungkook watched them carefully, prepared for anything.

And then Jiho decided to open his mouth.

“Ah,” he chuckled, “I remember you. You’re that runner brat right?”

Ace took a step forward, blocking Scout from view. The other runners tensed, some reaching their hands into their pockets, one pulling out a knife. Jungkook grit his teeth and shot Jiho a glare, to which he held up his hands in surrender but still looked incredibly uncaring about the situation.

“You’ve been working with this bastard?” Ace spat, his own hand tucked in his pocket around what Jungkook could only assume was a switch blade.

“He will not harm any of you.”

“We’re just supposed to believe that? He’s killed our friends. People we’ve run with,” someone took a step forward, teeth bared in a snarl, the man with the knife out.

Taehyung stepped forward, putting his arm out in front of Jungkook with a dark expression. This was getting out of hand. And he still didn’t know why the others were there in the first place.

Jungkook looked over the runners. They thought he was their leader.

He would have to act like one then.

Pulling his shoulders back, he let his weight rest on one foot, relaxing his expression with a sigh into something akin to annoyance.

“If you don’t like the choices I make, you’re free to leave.”

The cold tone took everyone off guard, Taehyung blinked and glancing at him, Ji-hun tensing and reaching up to rub his neck.

The runners glanced at each other suspiciously.

“You all chose to be here. You think I’ll kill you if you want to leave? You think I’m anything like him?” He jabbed a thumb towards Jiho who huffed slightly.

“So what? You’d just let us leave? What if we told our old boss where you were? Are you an idiot?”

The fear of that was very real. They were putting a lot of trust in people they didn’t know. Any one of them could tell Ki-jung their location. Yoongi dragged Jiho back behind him, throwing him off balance and sending him to the ground with a yelp. His eyes shone gold. “Is that a threat?”

Jungkook gently pushed Taehyung’s arm down, walking slowly over to the runner. “I was one of you. Leading with fear doesn’t work. If it did, you wouldn’t all be here right now, turning your backs on your old boss.”

Ji-hun took a step forward when Jungkook stopped in front of the knife, lifting a hand without sparing it a glance to push it aside with two fingers. The runner stared at him, letting his arms fall to his sides.

“I’m not a killer,” he said again, stressing the words and their importance. “I’m not like them.”

The man stared at him silently, before slowly nodding. Jungkook gave a sharp nod and leaned back with a grin, seeing that the other had understood. The other runners gapped, and when he turned back to his hyungs he found them staring at him with levels of pride and an attraction that nearly had his face turning red. He grumbled quietly to himself in embarrassment as he stepped back over to them.

Hamedi was smiling calmly.

The runners were still tense and wary, most glancing at Jiho, but they had stood down and didn’t look like they would try to run away or jump them. Seeing Yoongi manhandle the man that had used to be such a tyrant to them must have been rather surprising. Scout on the other hand was grinning ear to ear, whispering something to himself that had Ace elbowing him in the arm.

Seokjin cleared his throat, looking away from Jungkook and towards Jiho and the others. “Why are you here? Why can’t Jungkook use his magic?”

Namjoon ran a hand through his hair, “We didn’t mean to barge in. But it’s important that Jungkook doesn’t attempt to use his magic here just yet. It’s- Jiho thinks he discovered something.”

“Discovered something?” Hoseok raised a brow. “About Jungkook’s magic?”

Jiho leapt up pushing between them in excitement, “About all magic. It makes sense, it’s the piece I’ve been missing. It’s why I haven’t been able to create another gem. And how I managed to create the first one. Euphoria gave me the answer-”

“Euphoria?” Jungkook scowled. “What does Euphoria have to do with this?”

“It has everything to do with this!” Jiho turned to him, “You were the key all along but it’s not just you, Kook-ah!”

“Jiho, get to the point. What are you trying to say?” Seokjin crossed his arms.

Jiho sucked in a breath and straightened up slightly, grin splitting his face.

“I think humans have magic!”

Notes:

So much stuff!
Quick recap: Hoseok is reliving some memories from the war, he might get to learn a little about his people the Kyo, Jungkook is reunited with his brother and he's in good shape, Scout is on his way to becoming JK's mega fan, Seokjin might have some guilt he'll be able to settle, Jiho discovered that humans have magic! More on that explanation next time. Hamedi seems like a good guy, are we still suspicious? And they have to physically get to the negative door to get the door back.

Next Chapter: Jiho explains, the boys decide, Ki-jung makes another move and grandpa finally takes his own turn.

Let me know you're thoughts and theories if you have any, I love reading them. Thanks for waiting so patiently everyone. I often get reviews on earlier chapters as I write the newest ones and they help a lot to build my motivation. Thank you all for reading! Stay safe and healthy and be sure to take care of yourselves. I know a lot of people are prone to reading at the early hours of the morning, so if it's one of those times for you, please get some sleep! Take care everyone, borahae Army!

Chapter 39: Moving

Summary:

The boys settle in at the institution, Scout finds himself in some trouble, Seokjin remembers a past life.

Notes:

Another update?? Within a week of the last one?? I remember when this used to be common T_T But that was back when I wrote chapters that were half this size. Still! I was super excited to write this one because things are starting to pick up leading up to the end of this book. We're within a few chapters of the end now and then we'll be into the third and final book of this series.

Thank you for all the support and kind words last chapter, seriously your reviews make me grin like an idiot at my phone. It's awkward to explain to my boss when she catches me. And I had some amazing people send me some fanart they made which just melted my whole heart. You guys are crazy talented, my lovely readers!

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Enough of that though, because it felt weird and I'm awkward, on to the story!
(It is late and I am very tired T_T)

Warnings: implied/mentioned children's deaths (no details), Panic attack, kidnapping, Ki-jung (because he sucks and I feel like he should be in the warnings)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin couldn’t express how much pride he held for his six lovers.

It was a constant emotion, but sometimes he had to pause and indulge in the times it was in the forefront of his mind. Watching Yoongi literally drag Jiho all the way to the cafeteria was one of those times. And the phoenix had only run him into a total of two garbage cans. The self control was impressive to say the least.

Standing in the cafeteria, watching the others fall into places around him that felt right, felt close and perfect and secure, he felt such a pride for them and how they’d been handling things as they came. He could see them, he knew they were safe, knew they were strong and healthy.

Hamedi had been pulled away to deal with something but assured them he’d come find them before they left, or should they want to stay. Ji-hun and Ace were sticking close to the group but clearly trying not to get in the way.

Taehyung was pressed close to Seokjin’s side, cheek resting on his shoulder as they watched Jiho spread a notebook out on the table they’d circled around. Seokjin’s gaze drifted over each of the others as Jiho spewed out nonsensical words and gibberish that meant nothing to them but by the way he frantically scrawled out last minute thoughts, seemed to mean everything to him.

Jungkook stood on Tae’s other side, hands on the table trying to read the notes Jiho was writing from where the changeling stood across from him. Namjoon had his arms crossed, looking around the room, no doubt surveying their surroundings. Hoseok was resting his elbow on Jimin’s shoulder, and Jimin, well he’d practically claimed Scout as his own already.

The Fae had the boy in front of him, giving him a loose back hug, arms resting over his chest.

Scout was blushing a cherry red, looking around at all of them with wide innocent eyes. It was clear he didn’t know if he should be present for this, but given that they were doing this in an open cafeteria with people coming and going, it didn’t really matter. Granted, Seokjin had come to trust Scout. He’d more then earned it.

Those big innocent eyes met Seokjin’s own and quickly flicked away, unable to hold the eye contact.

He was cute. The way he clearly didn’t know how to handle the closeness, but he wasn’t trying to push Jimin away either. The sight of Jimin so close to the boy already was incredibly heartwarming.

Yet it made his chest ache for something he had long since given up on. The same feeling had been coming back more and more recently. Seeing Yoongi with Boseon, seeing how good Jungkook was with both of them, or how any of them so naturally fell into parental rolls when kids were around.

They’d all be great parents.

But he couldn’t do it.

His skin felt cold suddenly, shoulders tensing enough for Taehyung to take notice and lift his head.

“You okay?”

Seokjin met Taehyung’s curious eyes with a soft smile and nodded. He knew his lover wasn’t fooled but he was given no time to press further as Namjoon spoke up.

“Jiho, enough. Explain to them what you told us.”

Jiho jumped, regarding them with surprise as if he’d forgotten they were there. “Right, yes- okay. So. Human’s have magic.”

“You said that. Elaborate maybe?” Jungkook looked at him in annoyance.

“Alright, alright,” he held up a hand. “I thought about it, what if it hadn’t been you? What if you, Kook-ah, hadn’t been the one shot with the gem.”

Ji-hun straightened up, “Hold on, what?”

“Long story,” Yoongi mumbled to him.

Jungkook waved a hand, “Someone else would have ended up in the hospital.”

“Exactly! Exactly. Someone else would have had the gem in them. Literally anyone else could have taken that run that night. I had been so focused on the idea that you were special, that there was something about you but I completely neglected the fact that it was sheer chance you were there that night at all.”

“I get that, but what does that have to do with magic?”

Jiho pressed his finger to the pages of the notebook on the table but didn’t spare it a glance, “What if the gem had reacted the same way regardless. What if the missing piece I needed to complete the gem was a human.”

Seokjin watched Jiho’s eyes practically glow with a euphoric emotion brought on by the topic of his work alone. He’d seen a similar look when Namjoon learned something particularly interesting that he wanted to share, or when Yoongi left the study satisfied with a new song he’d just finished. It was clear to see that learning was this man’s passion.

It was all well and good so long as he didn’t try to kill anyone again.

Upon seeing their confused looks, Jiho continued, hands moving as he spoke, “I’ve never been able to recreate the gem. And I’ve never known why. I followed my steps, all my notes, but it never worked. Test after test always failed. When the gem was forced into you, it was the first time I’d seen it react with anything, and it’s power grew even further then my understanding. When you started saying that it spoke to you, and that you could feel it, that gave me another idea.”

“That humans have magic? That seems like a leap,” Hoseok raised a brow. “Besides Jungkookie, I’ve never seen another human use any form of magic.”

Jiho grinned, “That’s because it’s not magic you see. My theory is, that humans emotions are their magic. The emotions themselves act the same way our elements do. Not only that but their emotions act on our elements. They act on us as beings. Take human’s immunity to magic for example. We’ve never known why humans aren’t affected by physical magic the way we use it. Assuming their emotions themselves create that barrier around them, the magic would be so subtle we couldn’t sense it, but other humans could.”

Jungkook leaned back slightly, “You’re saying we’re all, what? Empaths?”

“No, but empathy in this case is a form of magic. No, I mean being able to sense the atmosphere in a room, being able to read moods and alter emotions just by being in the same room as another. It subtle with other humans, hardly noticeable if you aren’t paying attention, but the effects are tripled when you’re around magical beings.”

Yoongi’s brow pinched, “We already know magic reacts to emotions. Explosive emotions have always been a thing.”

Seokjin paused, “They have… but no one really knows why. Jiho might be on to something. Yoongi, you couldn’t control your magic just the other night-”

Yoongi’s eyes widened at the mention of his accidental explosion, face colouring pink in embarrassment while the other boys smiled and snickered. “Thanks, yeah, we didn’t need to bring that up.”

“Sorry love, I’m trying to make a point. When was the last time you’d experienced your explosive emotion to that extent before that?"

Yoongi looked up, humming in thought, “I can’t remember,” he frowned. “But I’ve always loved you guys, I’m good at controlling my magic around that.”

“So why couldn’t you that night?”

“I don’t know, we were all pretty emotionally exhausted.”

Namjoon looked at them all seriously, “We’ve all had nights like that one before. Remember after we woke Taehyung up? We were all pretty wrecked after that. None of us lost control then.”

Seokjin and the others all nodded gravely at the memory. Jungkook glanced at Taehyung with a small, concerned frown.

Seokjin continued, “Similar nights, very similar emotions but the difference is Jungkook.”

Jimin tilted his head, body rocking himself and Scout lightly side to side, “I’m not following.”

Jungkook nodded in agreement.

“Jungkook’s emotions heighten your magic,” Jiho cut in, looking about to explode with the urge to spill information. “I was watching pretty close when you all first met. You hadn’t known each other long but I found it strange how you got so attached so quickly. You were already very protective and willing to help a practical stranger who was human no less. Especially with your pasts with humans. Didn’t you notice how quickly your relationship was developing?”

They all looked around at each other with matching frowns. Jungkook’s brow pinched, eyes dropping to the ring on his hand. Taehyung reached over and covered it with his own, making Jungkook meet his gaze communicating with him silently.

Seokjin narrowed his eyes at Jiho, not liking the direction he was starting to take this.

Yoongi slowly placed his hands on the table, a growl lacing his voice, “You better not be suggesting what I think you are.”

Jiho paused, smart enough to recognize the thinly veiled threat, “No, no. No. I’m not- I don’t mean to suggest your emotions for him aren’t real. I mean that during the time you were getting to know him, the emotions that developed were… supercharged because he’s human and you’re not. My theory is that while we have control of the two strongest ends of magic, negative and positive, we’ve completely missed neutral magic. It’s subtle and quiet comparatively and from what I can tell only really becomes obvious in mass groups of humans or between humans and non-humans.”

Seokjin shook his head, trying to wrap his mind around this information. “If humans energy was what you were missing to create the gem again, how could you have created it the first time while in Galaxy?”

Jiho snaped his fingers, his smile impossibly wide as he casually swung his arms towards Namjoon, shooting a finger gun at him with a quiet ‘bang’. Jimin cringed.

Namjoon’s eyes widened.

The others looked at him in surprise.

“I wasn’t- I didn’t know you. How could-”

“You and Seokjin came to my village and stayed at my parent’s tavern. I had taken a glass from the kitchen to use in the experiment because I thought I would need something to bind the energy together and it was the easiest thing to try. It’s far-fetched, but that’s the only way I can think of that your DNA could have gotten involved. I mean, you might be immortal but your body is similar to Jungkook’s new one. Technically human but not quite.”

Namjoon ran his hands through his hair, folding his fingers together on the back of his head, “I helped you make the gem.”

Seokjin couldn’t put any memories to which village they had gone to or when that might have been. They visited a lot of villages and stayed at a lot of places. He had no way of backing up or denying Jiho’s theory. It didn’t sound likely, but if it really was the key that was keeping him from creating another gem… they needed to be extra careful. If Ki-jung were to get information on creating a gem, Jungkook might not even be a match against him with his whole magic.

“We’ll have to do some tests on how human’s emotions can affect our magic. I have a hypothesis that the magic will heighten if the user is feeling the same emotion as the humans around them, a mob mentality sort of thing.”

Seokjin breathed in slowly, exhaling past his lips, “To test it means needing humans help.”

Hoseok slid his hand up and down Namjoon’s back, sending him a reassuring smile. “Which means we need to make a choice about this place.”

Jungkook nodded slowly, clearly thinking hard on the matter. “I think its worth a shot. There aren’t a lot of cons in this situation.”

Scout perked up, having stayed quiet but attentive throughout most of the discussion. Jimin hummed a laugh and patted his head. Seokjin had to look away.

“Anyone have any concerns about this?” Jungkook regarded each of them.

“I’m all for it.”

“Same.”

“If we’re going to deal with Ki-jung, we need the resources.”

“Scout-ah! This means we get to see you all the time!”

Seokjin chuckled, smiling warmly as the table dissolved into lighter conversation.

The vote was unanimous.

They had a base.


Night in the human world was very different then in Galaxy. It was so much darker, so much noisier. Humans all ran on the same general cycle, sleeping when it was night. Even so, Seokjin had learned that they sometimes just… didn’t.

One morning he’d had too many thoughts, too many fears, and he’d wandered to Jungkook’s room. He’d wanted to make sure he was still there. When he poked his head in the door, he found him laying in bed staring at something on his phone. Jungkook had told him that he hadn’t slept and had gotten distracted by the device. Seokjin had stayed with him until he fell asleep and he might have even lit the sky a little later that day.

It became common for them to find him up at ridiculous hours despite his human need for sleep. So it wasn’t completely surprising that he wasn’t the only human who chose to move about in the night. Humans didn’t seem to ever really stop.

Seokjin was contemplating what such a chaotic life must feel like when Hamedi joined him on the bench in the garden. The man put a hand to his chest in greeting, taking a seat next to him with a grunt.

“Oh to have the lifespan of an angel. We Trolls age too damn quick.”

Seokjin chuckled, slouched back comfortably, not bothering to keep up formalities. “A life never-ending isn’t much of a life at all,” he hummed, quoting words Namjoon had once said to him, listening to the sounds of the city. He couldn’t see much of the sky, the lights from the buildings hiding any stars that may be there. “Humans don’t seem to want to waste a minute of theirs.”

Hamedi shifted to get comfortable, settling on the bench. “Humans have such a short time to figure out what it is that’s important to them. It must be an unbearable pressure. To live so vibrant and quick.”

Vibrant was a beautiful word for it. If he thought of Jungkook’s life, of what he knew of it, there wasn’t much their lover didn’t do that wasn’t vibrant. Even in his moments of anger and fear he shone like a collapsing star. It was a painful kind of beauty.

Jungkook had come into their lives and changed the pace of them entirely. Maybe that was because he had some sort of human magic, or maybe that was just who he was, it didn’t matter. He made decisions to move. To do things. Where they, well, they had time. A lot of time, to sit and think and think and never really have to make such a move.

But making those moves, doing things, experiencing things, it was addicting. They hadn’t only fallen in love with Jungkook, they had started falling in love with life too. A life with the seven of them together. A life which they would strive to live as vibrantly as they now knew they could.

“What do you think about Jiho’s theory? Human’s having magic?” Seokjin asked.

“I’ve always believed magical beings needed humans. Believing they have a magic that compliments our own isn’t too difficult.”

It wasn’t was it?

People in Galaxy had spent so long hating humans, fearing them, that perhaps Seokjin himself had started fearing them too. He’d seen the worst sides of humans in the war. But it hadn’t been just humans. Magical beings fought against them as well. They were just as ruthless towards humans. Maybe it was the anger that Galaxy’s people held onto that led him to believe the people who’d been left on earth would go down that same road. Anger towards Galaxy and the people who abandoned them.

The more he thought about it, the more he understood that humans and magical beings weren’t two opposing sides. They could build each other up. Humans helped keep magical beings grounded, kept them from getting lost in the long lives and painless existence and helped them understand what was worth something.

To live was to feel, and no other species Seokjin had encountered in his very long life, felt quite as much or as passionately as humans did.

“Please forgive me for prying, Master Seokjin,” Hamedi spoke into the comfortable silence that had fallen between them. “Could you tell me about them?”

“Them?”

“Your Set, before.”

Seokjin’s fingers paused in their calm fiddling in his lap and he looked at him to find him smiling with a sympathetic pain in his eyes.

Hamedi looked forward towards the gardens, taking in the night air with a deep breath, “A man who’s felt that kind of pain can recognize it in another.”

“It was a very long time ago.”

Hamedi sat back, making it clear he wasn’t in a rush to move. He was listening.

Seokjin hadn’t spoken out loud about his previous Set since he’d told Namjoon the full story. He hadn’t thought it necessary. It had been a good part of his life. But the memories haunted him on nights like these. They all had secrets from their pasts. This was his. Because how do you tell the people you love most, who rely on and trust you, that you’d failed people in their position before.

“Dahlia,” Seokjin whispered the name gently, cherished the way it wisped past his lips for the first time in so very long. “Her name was Dahlia. And,” his voice broke, “Aithen and Madan.”

“Beautiful names,” Hamedi murmured.

His heart felt heavy, chest aching with the memories that tied those names to him. Such good memories. So many good memories. He looked at the dark sky and could almost see their faces overlaying the dark above. Their smiles were foggy, eyes out of focus, features undetailed. Memory was a strange thing. Delicate and withering.

“She spoke softly, Dahlia,” he recalled. “Like she was scared of her own voice. Or scared to disrupt the world around her. She moved through it as if she was one with it. Appreciating everything she got to experience with a gentle thankfulness that made her eyes shine with life.”

She had worn a blue dress one day, he’d danced her around their home to music that never began nor ended.

“Madan loved to go fast. He never stopped, always running around, always onto the next thing, always learning something new. He gave his little brother a hard time sometimes, but was always there for him when it counted. Aithen had just- had just learned to walk. He’d just started developing his magic.”

He’d cheered and scooped the boy into his arms when he’d took those tiny but so huge and important steps. Madan had jumped next to him with his arms over his head, bathing in the excitement.

Hamedi turned to him, “Your sons?”

Seokjin’s eyes burned as he nodded slowly.

The silence was heavier now.

“Our Bie,” Hamedi started slowly, own mind swimming through memories Seokjin wouldn’t ever know, but he could understand the longing, “She was a right firecracker. She loved her alone time as much as she loved being with us, we often teased her for being her own best friend. Bie had a hard time around people, but she was the most beautiful person in our lives. Losing her… well…”

A quiet, understanding “Yeah,” was all he was able to offer. All he was able to squeeze past the lump in his throat for a good while.

Then, “We lost Jungkook.”

The tears weren’t unexpected, but the seizing in his chest was. A fresh wound being pried open with the memories of the past. He leant his elbows forward onto his knees, ducking his head down.

“We lost him. I thought- I’d done it again. I did it again. I didn’t learn from my mistakes and it cost him- it cost them their lives. I loved them so much. I couldn’t keep- fuck it hurt. Even now. He’s back. Jungkook is back. I know he’s back but it hurts so much. I can’t lose them. Any of them. Not like I lost- Dahlia, Aithen and Madan. I can’t lose someone I love again.”

Ki-jung’s words rung through him, tasting like acid that burned him from the inside out.

You always did have an interest for things you didn’t understand. But to love him? Isn’t that a bit cruel?

It was cruel. It was the cruelest thing he’d ever done. What was crueler was that he wouldn’t stop. He couldn’t stop. Didn’t want too.

“Jinnie?”

He swallowed the sob that tried to force its way out of him, lifting his head. Taehyung was standing off to the side, down the path a few paces, eyes wide.

A hand landed on his shoulder, Hamedi giving it a squeeze as he got to his feet, “I’ll retire for the night. This is your home as much as it is ours now. You’re welcome here whenever you need it.”

Seokjin couldn’t say anything as Hamedi gave a small bow to Taehyung before giving them space. He knew the questions were coming. He knew Taehyung must have heard some of their conversation. It wasn’t how he’d wanted them to find out, but he wouldn’t lie to them. Maybe it was time for them to know.

To know his connection with Ki-jung. To know his mistakes.

Taehyung was biting his lip, a habit he still hadn’t been able to break but Seokjin couldn’t find it in himself to chastise him for it. Not when he was looking at him with such dread, so many questions in his eyes. When Taehyung took a shaky breath, and opened his mouth, he expected anger, maybe frustration for not telling them, maybe sadness because his lover was anything but cruel.

“Jinnie, Jungkook needs us.”

They weren’t the words he was expecting. He was certain Taehyung must have heard their conversation, and the fact he pushed his questions to the side so quickly told him it was urgent. Jungkook needed them. It made his heart sink into his feet, propelled him from the bench.

“Where?”

Taehyung didn’t speak a word as he led them around the building, pace quick but he wasn’t running nor panicking. That was a good sign. Only once they reached the front steps did he speak up, “I found him here,” he said quietly, ducking past a large bush along the side of the building.

Seokjin’s shoulders dropped like lead weights when he caught sight of Jungkook and Jimin. Jungkook had never looked smaller, crammed in the corner between the wall and the side of the main stairs. He was curled with his knees to his chest, body shaking lightly, Jimin’s hand clutched in his tightly. His other hand was pressed against his chest, fingers digging into the base of his throat. His wrist was bent with how hard he seemed to be pushing against himself.

Jimin sat on his knees next to him but didn’t touch him beyond holding his hand, looking up when they approached, ducking through the bushes.

“Oh bunny,” Seokjin sunk to his knees next to Jimin, catching sight of the Fae’s white hand and pinched fingers from the strength of his grip. “How long has he been like this?”

Jungkook didn’t seem to be aware of them entirely, breathing uneven but otherwise quiet.

Jimin’s eyes were glossy, “We found him a few minutes ago. We were going to find you so we could head home. Hoseok went to get the others.”

Seokjin had seen this before. Thousands of times. In all kinds of severities. All of them at one point or another had had them. But they all handled it differently. When Jungkook and Jaeyong fought, they had assumed he needed his space. It was how Yoongi usually handled it. He separated himself because people around distracted him from what his mind needed to work through. Jungkook was incredibly independent, so they had left him to work through what he needed too. Given his little hiding spot, Jungkook must have been trying to do the same in an unfamiliar place.

Seokjin put a hand on Jimin’s arm gently, “We need to give him room.”

Jimin nearly whimpered, “I can’t do that again. He- last time he- I can’t do that again knowing he’s hurting so much. Please, there has to be something else we can do.”

Seokjin hadn’t been there when Jungkook had locked himself away after the fight. The others hadn’t talked about it either beyond Yoongi telling him they’d given him space and he’d come out on his own seeming to have worked out a lot of it. That meant it had worked didn’t it? If that was the case they should respect that and let him come to them when he was ready.

But it didn’t sit well with him either. It made him feel sick to have to leave the youngest in this condition. Gently, he slid his hand over top of Jungkook’s and Jimin’s clasped ones, hoping not to startle him. “Bun, I need you to respond if you can hear me. Do you understand what I’m saying?”

Jungkook didn’t lift his head off his knees but a wheezing whine left his lips, head weakly nodding.

“Good, love, good, I know it’s hard. I know. Just listen to my voice alright? You’re safe here. Jiminie and Tae are with me. You’re safe. I know it’s hard but we need to know how to help. Do you want us to go? We can give you some room to breath?”

Jungkook’s heels dug into the ground, a choked sob stabbing Seokjin straight through the heart. He whimpered wetly, fingers clawing at his own shirt like he was trying to pull his collar away from his neck, he shook his head frantically.

“Okay, okay, we won’t go. We’ll be right here. Can we touch you?”

Another nod, still frantic.

Jimin practically shoved his way into his side, pressing flush against the youngest. Seokjin placed a hand on his leg gently, Taehyung squishing in against Seokjin’s back to reach past him and pull Jungkook’s hand down from his chest, capturing his hand.

Huddled together in the small group, Seokjin was struck with the fearful thought that maybe they’d been wrong. Maybe Jungkook wasn’t independent because he wanted to be, but because he had to be. Maybe he hadn’t wanted to work through it on his own but didn’t know how to come to them to ask for that kind of help.

Jungkook had been honest with them from the start. He’d told them he’d struggle with remembering that specific house rule. That he wasn’t used to going to people for help. Yet he’d been so good about it. He’d been so good when he was hurt to go to Jimin, or if he needed help setting up the arena he’d ask Hoseok. If he needed help sleeping he’d go to just about any of them.

But what if he wasn’t getting help for the things going on that they couldn’t see? Those thoughts that went through his mind when he was alone, those moments he doubted himself or felt like something less. Less important, less beautiful, less human. Did he ask for help then? Seokjin didn’t think so.

Was that why he’d seemingly bounced back so quickly after that fight? Had that been more because its what he thought they’d expect from him? It made him feel cold from the tips of his fingers to his toes to think that Jungkook had forced himself to ‘get better’ faster than what he’d been ready for all because of how they had wrongly assumed he could handle it himself.

They forgot, sometimes, that Jungkook hadn’t seen war. He hadn’t seen the horrors over the hundreds of years that they’ve been alive. He didn’t have those guards put in place to handle such things.

It was so very easy to forget that, when the same darkness haunted his eyes that did theirs. He’d seen his own horrors, compacted into a mere twenty-three years. It skewed the way they viewed his strength. Human’s strength was different then theirs and they’d overestimated the time it could take to heal for them.

Vibrant and quick. That was their strength. But that was also their weakness.

Seokjin could feel the tears again, and he didn’t hold them back, letting them flow down his cheeks silently as they spoke sweet nothings to Jungkook, kept him warm through the battle he fought with his own mind and body.

It was cruel.

To love him felt cruel when he couldn’t even understand him yet.

It took awhile for him to calm down. By then, the others had arrived, waiting near the bottom of the steps for them, no room to squeeze in and around their love in the space. He could hear them speaking amongst themselves quietly when Jungkook finally lifted his head.

His skin was blotchy and red, eyes redder, face damp and bangs sticking to his forehead.

Jimin kissed his shoulder, Taehyung squeezed his hand.

Seokjin caught his eyes and held them. Jungkook’s breathing was even once more, body relaxed, almost limp. He looked exhausted.

“Bunny, we can’t help you carry the weight if you don’t show us how much weight you have to carry,” he whispered, hand brushing his lovers cheek. Jungkook’s skin was so warm and soft.

Jungkook’s eyes fluttered at the touch, “Heavy. I’m scared it will- I’m scared it’ll crush you too.”

And there was that same boy, who tried so hard to keep them happy and safe that his own health and mind weren’t a priority. There was the boy who loved so fiercely it was overwhelming in the best of ways. There was the boy who was scared to lose the precious things they had.

Jungkook had fought this very instinct, this very urge to run and hide from them when he’d found out he was a magical bomb just waiting to go off. When he found out he could hurt them. He fought that mindset with everything he had and stayed with them. But that didn’t cure the mindset and he couldn’t win them all.

This fight seemed to be a quieter one, continuous and ever present, but subtle.

Taehyung hummed next to his ear, “Jungkookie, we can’t be crushed if we’re together. We love you and each other. If that was so easy to crush we wouldn’t have made it this far.”

Jungkook sniffed, tipping his head to rest against Jimin’s as the Fae nuzzled into him.

“Your legs are going to start hurting bun, do you want to go see the others?”

The way Jungkook didn’t hesitate to nod, wiggling his nose slightly, made his heart swell. He took his hands and with Jimin’s help got him to his feet. They held onto him for a moment as he winced and gently flexed his legs to get the blood flowing in them again. Despite the situation, it brought up a memory that made Seokjin smile a little.

The first time they’d learned Jungkook’s limbs could ‘fall asleep’, he’d been laying on the couch with Taehyung against his chest. His arm had been tucked under Taehyung’s head for the better part of two hours. Jungkook had made a relaxed comment about getting up because he couldn’t feel his arm anymore. It was safe to say Taehyung had freaked out at that.

The moment the others spotted them, they crowded around, checking on Jungkook and the youngest seemed to drink in the attention and care like he was starved for it. How could they have left him to manage this on his own? When he so clearly thrived under the reassurance of love and companionship?

The Euphoria door was sitting just behind the group.

They decided to spend some time in Euphoria together before going home. To give Jungkook a place he knew he could be secure and to give them the space to coddle the younger like they wanted too. He was pretty sure the world wanted its creator safe and sound so it could check on him.

Seokjin lingered behind, catching Taehyung’s hand before he followed the others through the door.

“You heard us didn’t you?” He asked outright.

Taehyung looked at him, eyes drifting across his features before nodding slowly. “You had…”

Seokjin wanted to tell him to ask the questions he so obviously wanted to. He wanted to tell him to express something other then the unreadable look he was giving him. But he couldn’t say any of it. Couldn’t say what he really wanted was for Taehyung to be angry because Seokjin was too tired to be angry with himself anymore.

“If we don’t know how much it weighs, we can’t help you carry it,” Taehyung said, repeating his own words back at him. “You’ll tell us when you’re ready. Just like Kookie will let us understand when he is.”

Seokjin wanted to be ready now. That was the problem. He’d wanted them to know from the start. But he was terrified of the truth of it. Terrified speaking his mistakes would repeat them somehow. Fate couldn’t be so horrible could it?

“Just-” Taehyung bit his lip, taking his hand in his. “If we’re- You know we just want you to be happy right?”

Seokjin’s eyes widened, tugging Taehyung close and cupping his face in his hands, searching his eyes. “I’m happy. Taetae I’m so happy with all of you, don’t think- I love you all so much, don’t-”

“Hey,” Taehyung interrupted quickly, seeing his spiral before Seokjin could even notice the panic in his own voice. “I know. Seokjin I know you do. That’s not what I’m saying. I mean, you had… you had kids?” Taehyung swallowed and his eyes filled with tears that never fell. “I can’t… I mean, I understand. Why you wouldn’t be able to again. I understand. We all would understand.”

“I don’t want you to have to give that up for me,” Seokjin whispered.

“We aren’t giving up anything. Hey,” Taehyung caught his eyes again when he tried to look away, leaning forward to press a soft kiss against his lips. “We love you. I love you.”

Seokjin nodded. He’d heard it millions of times, but it never hurt to hear it again. Only ever meant that much more then the first time he’d heard it.

“Do the others know? Namjoon and Yoongi?”

“Namjoon. Yoongi might have an idea.”

Taehyung nodded, and that pride was back. That pride in his lover for being so mature, so thoughtful, so understanding when Seokjin felt like he was crumbling apart. Something in Taehyung’s eyes changed. Something darker taking place of the tears he’d held back not a moment ago.

“You don’t have to give me details. I won’t pry. But please, tell me this. Was it Ki-jung?”

And this was why he loved him. Taehyung loved him, respected him, and he did so in return, but he never assumed that because they loved each other meant that he was privy to knowing everything. Taehyung respected the reasons he didn’t tell him and trusted him when he didn’t even know those reasons.

The anger in his eyes, when Seokjin took too long to answer and when Taehyung knew already what the answer was, was very carefully controlled.

Seokjin closed his eyes, “Yes.”

Taehyung stepped forward, pressing flush against him, kissing his lips tentatively, soothingly. His thumbs worked into the spots just below his collar bones, easing his tense muscles. Each peck lasted longer then the last, taking his time in calming him.

“We’re going to end him. I promise you that Seokjin.”

When they stepped into Euphoria and found the others laying in the meadow, heads on laps and stomachs, limbs entangled and hands being held, Seokjin knew he would make good on his promise.

He could only hope the price wouldn’t be too high.


Scout ducked to the side, dodging pedestrians that crowded the sidewalk as his feet hammered the ground. A man shouted after him, having dropped his coffee as a result of him bumping his arm on the way by. He didn’t stop to apologize.

Glancing behind him towards the road, he scanned it quickly, deeming it safe to turn sharply into an alleyway. He crouched down, hoping to be hidden from view by the legs of the people walking by, chest heaving as he sucked in air.

He had to think. There was no doubt in his mind that he’d been mistaken. The license plate was the same. Scout had a good memory. He knew it was him. It was the same car.

The car Ki-jung had shoved Jungkook into.

He’d been going to check on a friend, to let her know he made it off the streets, but they got to talking and the sun had gone down quickly. He spotted the car on his way back home.

What was it doing around here? Was Ki-jung patrolling the streets around the café? Could he have been trying to find the runners that defected? He must have better things to do. Maybe it was just happenstance. Maybe he was just in the area and Scout just happened to see him. Had Ki-jung seen him? No… it wouldn’t matter. Ki-jung didn’t know who he was. He was a nameless street kid to him.

But… Ace had been there when Ki-jung had threatened the runners. Did he know what he looked like? Was he looking for Ace? Had he somehow found out they were involved?

Scout bit his lip worriedly, peeking out to survey the road once more. No sign of the car. He had to get back to the institution to warn JK and the others that Ki-jung was snooping around. Or his men were at least.

All his excitement from how the day started had washed out of his bones with the cold sweat he was now sporting. JK and his men had decided to stay. He’d been so happy.

Waiting to catch another breath or two, Scout pushed himself back to his feet and disappeared further into the alley. He’d take a different route. Just in case. Ace always told him you could never be too careful. Instead of running, he changed his pace to a brisk walk, moving out of the alley and falling into the pedestrian traffic, following the road up to the next crosswalk.

If he crossed here and made another left, he could start rounding back towards the institution. He could almost feel the giddiness of pride already, knowing JK might ruffle his hair again, or that he might thank him for his hard work. He might even tell him he was proud of him for having such a sharp eye. Biting back the smile, Scout didn’t even notice the man walking towards him on the crosswalk until he was being grabbed roughly by the shoulder and spun around.

Gasping, he wasn’t given a chance to even stagger before he was being pressed against the man’s side, hand pressed over his mouth. The man shifted next to him while he forced him to keep walking in the direction he’d come from, bending down slightly. The voice in his ear made his eyes widen and his blood run cold.

“If you want to keep that tongue, better not use it.”

The hand fell away from his mouth with an easy confidence in his silence. Even if he wanted to scream or run Scout couldn’t. His heels were dragging, his throat constricting to a point it was hard to breath. He must have looked terrified. Yet no one that passed paid them any mind. Not one stopped to ask if he was okay.

He really really wasn’t okay.

Ki-jung gripped his shoulder, keeping him close, “Took me awhile to find you kiddo.”

Scout could only stare ahead of him. Run. He needed to run. This man would kill him. He nearly killed JK- so many cuts, so much blood- and that was JK. He was going to die. His panic nearly made him miss Ki-jung speaking to him.

“I’ve just got a few questions for you Kan Min-ki, loosen up hm?”

Scout couldn’t stop the gasp at hearing his birthname. It had been a long time since he’d been called that. Ace didn’t even know his birthname. How did Ki-jung know it? Why did he know it? Why was he even here? What could he want with him?

Ki-jung chuckled, guiding him towards the exact vehicle he’d been trying to avoid, now parked on the side of the road amongst other cars looking completely inconspicuous. No one around would know he was being taken.

Scout saw his chance when Ki-jung reached for the door. Taking advantage of the distraction, he drove his elbow as hard as he could into the man’s ribcage, dodging out of the way of his hand as he reached to grab him and shot off down the street as fast as he could. 

His breathing was erratic but the burn in his lungs made little difference to his effort of getting away, running, trying to get home. The adrenaline prevented him from feeling the pinch of pain in his back. A sob ripped its way out of him seconds before the world shifted. Everything took a harsh turn to the left, his body crumbling to the right. The concrete came up fast and the feeling of his body slamming into it was dull and distance. Feet paused around him, blurry and undefined in his view.

“Woah- kid?”

“Hey are you alright?”

“Oh my gosh, what’s wrong? What happened?”

Voices, so many voices, then hands, gripping his arm and the world tilted again. Scout couldn’t keep his head up, limp and unable to fight the hands off him as he feet left the ground.

“Minki-yah? Hey, come on kid, you’re alright. I’ve got him. He’s a friend. I’ll get him to the hospital.”

 Scout thought of JK and Ace, thought that maybe he should have told someone where he was going.  

He blacked out, the last thing he heard was the sound of a car door closing.


It took some getting used too, knowing that they were once again able to traverse between the Galaxy and the human world freely.

Jungkook had spent the first few days adjusting to being able to move about the institution as he liked. It was strange to have such a large space that they were able to be themselves in. No one gave them weird looks for hanging off of each other, everyone knew they were together and magical beings. It was more open then Jungkook was used too.

All his life he’d had to hide some part of himself. In the human world he couldn’t publicly display affection, in the Galaxy he couldn’t see or talk to people at all outside the house. To have a place where neither mattered was something he never thought would exist.

The others had already been settling in as well, using the grounds and meeting the residents. The runners had made a point of all coming to introduce themselves to him, and he’d gotten pretty good at remembering names.

He hadn’t seen Scout around since their first day there, but Ace assured them that it was normal for him to go off and do his own thing. Likely to go to the café to make sure things were running smoothly there or to check in with some people he knew from living on the streets.

Jimin had been taken in by the medical staff after having stuck his nose in the way one too many times. They eventually just decided to treat him as an apprentice. When they all met up in the main hall, where the Galaxy door had plopped itself right in the center of the room, Jimin would excitedly talk his ear off about all the things he’d learned about human biology.

With the door being so open for everyone, they’d asked the door not to let anyone through who wasn’t them. But by what Jungkook had seen, no one even tried. The door sat in the middle of the building, creating a field of energy for every magical being who ran off positive affinities to be able to gain some of their magic back.

Jungkook had continued his training, focusing on small bursts of energy when Jiho was around to make notes, but otherwise working on his physical health. He’d even gone so far as to drag a punching bag just outside the gym and hang it from a sturdy tree so he could enjoy the sun.

The dull thud of his wrapped knuckles hitting the bag reverberated through the muscles in his arms giving him the small thrill of energy he loved about working out.

“JK-ssi!”

Jungkook lifted a hand in greeting towards the group of people walking by, pausing to wipe sweat off his brow before turning back to the punching bag in front of him. He rolled his shoulders, sinking down into his stance again.

It would take awhile longer to get used to how friendly everyone was.

He kept his breath even, focused on where his fists met the bag.

A girl’s face came into view, poking out from behind the punching bag, video camera in hand and a grin on her face. Startled, Jungkook sucked in a breath and quickly grabbed the bag to keep it from bumping into her.

“You scared the crap out of me,” he breathed, looking at the girl curiously. She didn’t look familiar, but Jungkook had gotten pretty used to meeting new faces over the last few days.

The girl tutted, holding a finger up scoldingly, watching him through the screen on the camera.

“No swearing on camera Jungkook-ssi, it’s bad for your image.”

He had so many questions but decided to start with, “You’re filming me?”

The girl looked up at him, “Of course, your fans need content!”

Sumi, much like the girl before him, peeked out from behind the punching bag. Jungkook blinked, leaning back to see around the bag. Was there some kind of portal he wasn’t seeing?

“Sorry Oppa, she wanted to get some footage of everyone to put together an introduction video,” Sumi explained, without really explaining.

Jungkook opened his mouth but Sumi’s friend was shoving her hand out in front of him before he could speak, “Sol Chin-su, pleasure to meet you. I’ll be your new manager from here on out. Please go about what you were doing, fans will love to see you working out.”

He didn’t even so much as get a chance to explain that he didn’t like touching when she was already retracting her hand and pulling the camera back up, aiming it towards him. He turned to Sumi, “So, this is your roommate I take it?”

Sumi nodded sheepishly, “Since the idol stuff was her idea we figured you guys would be too busy to keep up with that side of things. We thought it would be something we could help with. We’ll be sure to stay out of your way though, right?”

Sumi gave Chin-su a pointed look which her roommate only spared a glance and a hum before adjusting some camera settings, a smile playing at her lips.

Jungkook chuckled, “Thanks, we wouldn’t even know where to begin with that stuff. That’ll be a great help.”

“Less talking more punching,” Chin-su directed.

The rest of his workout was a little awkward to say the least. He had never really been one to enjoy being on the lens-end of a camera. Eventually he managed to focus enough on what he was doing to ignore it to some extent.

It was a lot of weight off his shoulders knowing the idol cover was going to be one less thing he’d have to pay attention too. Having people who were willing to keep those persona’s going for them would be extremely beneficial. Getting used to a camera around was a small price to pay if it meant the café would continue to be safe.

His boyfriends had expressed after his panic attack that they weren’t expecting him to be better yet, and that they would need some guidance on how best to help them should those situations come up again. Jungkook didn’t have much of an answer for them, he wasn’t exactly the poster boy for good coping mechanisms but he promised to work with them to figure it out as they went. They’d be happy to know it wasn’t something he had to worry about.

Jiho’s discovery certainly threw a new spin on things too.

They still didn’t know if he was right, his theory of humans having magic, but it fit too well to just be a coincidence. He’d had a short talk with Namjoon after the fact, to make sure he wasn’t carrying any self-blame for having a hand in creating the gem, but Namjoon assured him he didn’t (then promptly kissed the living daylights out of him against the counter in the kitchen only to get scolded by Seokjin), though the news was clearly a shock.

“I think I’ve got enough,” Chin-su interrupted his thoughts and he stopped wailing on the punching bag, a bit surprise to see they were still there. “Sumi-yah? Could you find one of the other guys? I’ll go to the cafeteria and get us some food.”

Sumi smiled, “Sure Noona!”

When she left, Chin-su clapped the screen of the camera closed and strolled up to him with all the confidence of a woman who wouldn’t take anyone’s shit. Jungkook swallowed nervously when she stopped in front of him.

“Thank you.”

“Um, what?”

“Thank you,” she repeated. “For getting Sumi-yah back home safe.”

“Oh, uh, yeah of course.”

“And also,” she narrowed her eyes, leaning in so close he was forced to lean back slightly, eyes wide. “Kidnap her away to some magical world again and I will hunt you down and turn you inside out. Got it?”

Jungkook nodded dumbly and Chin-su smiled brightly, stepping back and waving to him as she left. “See you around Jungkook-ssi! I look forward to working with you!”

He let out a breath, shivering slightly.

Maybe he’d worked out enough today. 

On his way back inside, a towel around his neck, he felt an arm bump against his. Yoongi fell into step next to him calmly, offering him a bottle of water. “Good workout?”

Jungkook smiled, taking the bottle from him and nodding. “What have you been up to today hyung?”

“Hoseokie needed some advice.”

“On what?”

“Whether he should ask Hamedi about the Kyo.”

Humming, Jungkook gave a nod of understanding. He could see the dilemma the dragon must be having with that. This place must be bringing up a lot of memories for him. “What did you tell him?”

“That it couldn’t hurt. If it’s bothering him this much then some part of him wants to know. I think he’s just worried of what he’ll hear.”

“Do you think he’ll-”

Jungkook’s eyes flicked ahead of them, landing directly on Ki-jung’s face.

The heat drained from his body, the water bottle slipped out of his hand, hitting the ground and tipping over spilling its contents on the polished floor. His mind shut down, body tensing to the point it hurt and his mouth snapped shut. No sound. No sound. He couldn’t make noise.

Yoongi’s hand gripping his arm was the only thing that felt real. He felt like he was in a nightmare. And then, as quick as it had been there, Ki-jung was gone, and he was staring at the face of a woman. A news anchor.

  1. It was a television.

They had them mounted on walls around the institution, usually playing the news or sports.

He wasn’t actually here.

Jungkook’s spine bent forward as his whole body relaxed, breathing in a gasp of air as he rested his hands on his knees, staring at the water bottle that had rolled between his feet. Yoongi’s voice faded back in before anything else, his hands supporting him, gripping his shoulder and rubbing his back.

“Bun, hey, hey come back to me love. I’ve got you. Shit, Jungkook, is it another attack? What’s wrong?”

He straightened slowly, eyes hesitant to find the screen again. No, he could do this, he wasn’t here. Just on tv. “Ki-jung. He-”

Yoongi tensed at the name, following his pointed finger when Jungkook couldn’t manage to get the words out. The news flicked to another clip, one of Ki-jung adjusting his suit jacket before reaching a handout to shake that of a much older looking man, posing with a charming smile for a photo from the press.

Jungkook staggered over to the small group that had gathered to watch, catching sight of the WINGS logo on the building behind them. Yoongi kept a hand on him, following quickly.

“Turn it up please,” Jungkook said urgently and the poor girl with the remote hurried to do just that.

-with expectations for greater prospects. The CEO of Auraticom Media’s, Kim Ki-jung, will be signing the contract to adopt WINGS Network into his already thriving business, as Rang Seung-hee steps down from his position into retirement. A press conference will be held in the WINGS building on Friday and many people are looking forward to seeing what the young CEO has in store for the future of WINGS Network of Charities and its place amongst-”

Ki-jung was taking the WINGS Network.

If he took WINGS, he’d not only have the Institution, but also the café.

Jungkook slowly looked at Yoongi, to find a mirrored expression of horror on his face. He clearly knew what this meant as well.

Jungkook grabbed his hand, dragging him away from the tv. “We have to get the others.”

It took them ten minutes to gather everyone in Hamedi’s office and on their way Jungkook sent a quick text to Ji-hun, telling him to meet them there. Namjoon and Seokjin had already seen the news. It didn’t take long to catch the others up.

“I don’t understand, I thought you were the heir to the company Jungkook?” Jimin frowned, the air in the room tense.

Seokjin was staring holes into the floor, Taehyung was pacing with clenched fists.

“He’s technically dead. If they sign that contract it will be completely valid,” Ji-hun answered for him. His brother looked at Hamedi who sat at his desk with a brooding expression. “How much claim does WINGS have over Kyo Institution?”

“They’re our main source of funding. We can’t afford to stay afloat without them.”

“What is his game? Did he know we were here?” Yoongi to his credit, did a good job keeping the panic out of his voice.

Namjoon shook his head, “Unless someone told. Which is a very big possibility. He might be countering against our way of using the public as a shield.”

“It’s not just that. The WINGS Network has a large handful of hospitals and transport services in its good graces,” Hamedi tapped his fingers on his cane, “He’s trying to cut out your resources. Whether he knows you’re here or not, he’s pushing you into a corner.”

“Fuck!” Taehyung growled, swinging his fist around and punching his hand clear through the wall. He tugged his fist free with little care for the drywall that crumbled around it. Ji-hun flinched, everyone else didn’t even bat an eye.

Jungkook was tempted to follow suit but didn’t think Hamedi would appreciate his things being damaged further.

“So that’s it then? Your grandfather really is on his side? We have our answer,” Hoseok crossed his arms, brows pinched.

“No,” Ji-hun looked around at them, eyes landing on Jungkook, “No. He’s not. He’s not the kind of person who would do this without cause. There’s more to this.”

“His actions up until now really aren’t in his favour hyung,” Jungkook stated.

Ji-hun waved a hand in frustration, “I know. I know. If I had answers for you… look, I need you to trust me,” his brother cringed at his own words and Jungkook could only look away shaking his head and scoffing out a laugh, “I fucked up. Before. I shouldn’t have left you. You know I wouldn’t be saying this if I didn’t trust him. There’s more to this. Hamedi-ssi, you have his contact, lets call him here. Tell him I want to speak with him. Get the answers you need straight from the horses mouth.”

Jungkook pressed his tongue to the inside of his cheek.

Seokjin spoke up, voice unwavering despite the emotional chaos in the room, “If he turns out to be working with Ki-jung, we’re not only letting him know we’re back in the human world but also giving away our location. I don’t know if we can take that chance.”

Ji-hun ran his hands through his hair, “If he’s not, we might be able to stop the signing. None of what grandfather does makes sense, I know that. But he’s a good man at heart. Ki-jung must be manipulating him somehow.”

Jungkook wanted to believe him. Not necessarily because he trusted his brothers word, but he trusted Nam’s. He’d spoken highly of his grandfather and he’d worked with his for years. He didn’t think Ji-hun would have a reason to lie to them, there was nothing he could gain from that.

But the kidnapping, switching his hospital contacts, the restraining order, what Ki-jung had said about him owning him. He had made a deal to trade him to Ki-jung, was he really supposed to trust this man?

“Jungkook? He’s your family, what do you think?” Namjoon asked.

Taking a sharp breath, he sighed, “Its stupid to bring him here. But I don’t think we have much choice. Ki-jung is hiding behind the media just like we are. We’ll be screwed if he signs that contract.”

“Worse case we knock the old man out and keep him from spilling our location,” Yoongi suggested.

Taehyung stepped back over to them, anger still radiating from the Fae, storm clouds rolled in his eyes, “Are we doing this then?”

Jungkook met Ji-hun’s eyes, the older gave a small, determined nod.

“Fine. Call him. I’ll talk to him alone. It’s better if he only knows about one of us being here, we’ll still have the surprise of numbers should he bring information back to Ki-jung.”

Seokjin scowled, “I don’t like this.”

Hamedi lifted a hand, “This room has security cameras and sound. You can all keep an eye from downstairs to ensure his safety.”

That seemed to ease some of the worry.

“Then, I guess you’ll get to meet our grandfather Jungkook-ah,” Ji-hun tried and failed for a jovial tone.

“It’s about fucking time. I have some questions.”

Notes:

I am so sorry. Scout protection squad, please don't come after me! It's for the plot! THe plot!

To recap: Humans emotions are their magic and they can influence how magic users magic works, Namjoon helped Jiho make the gem, Seokjin had two sons and a wife who he lost because of Ki-jung, Taehyungie now knows this, Jungkook has a panic attack and Seokjin realizes they might have been handling things a little bit wrong, Chin-su and Sumi reunited and on top of the Kpop covers! Scout was kidnapped by Ki-jung... and Ki-jung will own WINGS by the end of the week if the boys don't do something.

Next Chapter: Jungkook meets his grandfather and a plan is set in motion.

WHEW lots covered in that one. Hopefully it didn't feel too cluttered or hard to follow, that's always a concern with chapters like these. Let me know your thoughts wonderful people! I hope you enjoyed! Thank you for reading! Borahae! ^_^ Stay healthy, get some sleep and drink some water!

Chapter 40: Author Note (Anniversary!)

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Hello everyone!

I'm sorry that this isn't an update, the next chapter wasn't ready to post but I felt like I should post a little thank you on this particular day. Today marks a year since the first chapter of To You was posted! A whole year... so much has happened this year and I really really appreciate everyone being so patient with later updates and sticking with me for so long. Even if you've come and gone or check back in every so often, just the simple fact you clicked on this story warms my heart so much. I'm sure many writers feel similarly about writing as I do, its just as therapeutic as it is teeth grindingly frustrating and painfully hard to find motivation sometimes. But I love it so much. Writing gives me an outlet in the way art does.

I will always keep on writing for myself, but to know there are people out there who can take any tiny grain of emotion from my story is such an incredible feeling. To be able to share feeling through words is something like magic itself. I've thanked you all a thousand times, it's hard not to sound repetitive and I risk the words losing their genuine meaning by saying it so much but I can't find another way to express how much your support and encouragement has meant. It might take you a second to leave a kudos, or a minute to write a review of your thoughts, but that feedback changes my entire day. Your words are just as magical in that they make me feel so much. It's easy to hide behind the internet but I know there are people behind those usernames and kudos numbers who might be dealing with a lot of incredibly hard things. If this story can lend you any amount of reprieve from what you might be struggling with, or if its just a fun read on a great weekend, or just another fanfiction in a long list of tabs you have open (I'm the same way, so many to read, so little time) then I'm glad to be able to share it with you.

To anyone being affected by what's going on in the world right now, I will be keeping you in my thoughts. Please do your best to stay safe.

And to Yoongazing, if you're still reading this story or if you happen to stumble across this at a later date, I hope you have/had the happiest of birthdays, birthday neighbour ^_^

Take care everyone, I'll have the next chapter up as soon as possible! Stay safe, healthy and get lots of sleep!

From the bottom of my heart, borahae readers.

Chapter 41: Moments Make Memories

Summary:

Jungkook meets his grandfather. Hoseok learns a little about the Kyo. They all prepare to face Ki-jung once more.

Notes:

Hello everyone! Sorry for the wait! Okay so, next chapter is the last chapter of this book, and then we'll be into the third. Is this story ridiculously long? Yes. Is it because I'm not ready to let go of this world yet? Probably has something to do with it yeah. But a story isn't over till its over so that being said, you can look at each of these books as the integral parts of any good story. Three books to represent the beginning, middle and end. And everyone knows that shit hits the fan in the end so the third book will be loads of fun ^_^
Thank you all for sticking with me for so long. You're all so amazing. I've had some really incredible people do some fanart for this story and I was thinking of doing a fanart section at the end so you can all enjoy how talented your fellow readers are. I will of course reach out to ask permission from the people who have sent me art previously. It will likely be added at the end of the third book.

Warnings: Ki-jung (ugh.), mentions and depictions of torture, blood, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of conversion therapy

Note: The korean dragons mentioned in this story are not meant to accurately represent lore or cultural significance.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Jungkook, you look nervous.”

“He can’t hear you.”

“Can you tell him to think about Namjoon in those tight pants? That always cheers him up.”

“What- gross- no, he can’t hear any of us,” Ji-hun pressed his fingers to his temples, elbows on the desk in front of him. “For the hundredth time, it’s a live video of Jungkook in the office, he can’t see or hear us at all.”

“He really does look nervous though. Maybe one of us should stay with him?” Jimin spoke from over his right shoulder, close enough for him to feel the man’s breath next to his ear.

All six of the magical non-human’s were packed in a tight group and pressed in behind him, leaning forward to see the computers screen where the live footage of the office played. They all seemed to care very little about being crammed together, and he was pretty sure Namjoon had Taehyung lifted onto his back so he could see over his shoulder, and Ji-hun could barely move without bumping into Yoongi, Jimin or Hoseok.

The desk edge dug a little deeper into his sternum as he breathed a sigh and tried to focus back on the video.

“He wanted to do this on his own. He’s right too, if the man’s working with Ki-jung he shouldn’t know we’re here,” said Seokjin, who Ji-hun was learning was often the voice of reason for the group.

“Our Jungkookie…”

He could hear the smile Hoseok wore from the way it intricately laced through his tone, dragging threads of love and adoration in its wake. What struck him was that Jungkook looked fine to him. His younger brother was leaned back against the edge of Hamedi’s desk, slightly to the left of the camera’s center, tossing a stress ball he’d found up and down. For all he could tell, Jungkook looked bored.

He wasn’t sure if he was really just that out of touch with Jungkook, or if Jungkook’s boyfriends were astronomically observant to him. Regardless, a small twist of a bitter emotion stirred in his stomach and prompted him to ask, “How can you tell?”

“Tell what?”

“That he’s nervous. He looks fine.”

Yoongi scoffed, “Human’s define ‘fine’ strangely. He’s clearly scared.”

Ji-hun squinted at the screen. They were looking at the same thing. Was he looking too close? He leaned back slightly, the back of his shoulder bumping Hoseok’s arm. Nope. Still looked fine. There wasn’t much going on with his expression, his hands weren’t shaking, his foot was tapping in time with each throw, and the hand he had resting on the edge of the desk was fiddling lazily with the ring on his finger. Nothing struck him as anything that looked scared.

Namjoon hefted Taehyung higher on his back, “You really can’t tell?”

Ji-hun was stuck between embarrassment and anger but his cheeks warmed despite not knowing which he felt more.

Jimin’s hand fell on his shoulder as the Fae reached past him to point at the screen, “He’s fidgeting. And he’s not paying attention to what he’s doing, he keeps glancing at us.”

As if he’d heard them that time, Jungkook’s gaze met his through the screen for a brief but startling second before going back to darting around the room, only to return to the camera a second later.

“He’s also playing with his ring. So he knows we’re with him. And Jungkookie hates when his bangs are in his eyes, he would have moved them by now if he wasn’t distracted.”

“Black hair looks so good on him,” Taehyung sounded pained.

“I like the style, it suits him,” Seokjin mused.

“You could tell all of that just by… watching him for a few minutes?”

Ji-hun looked at Jimin with a frown, met with a confused blink.

“Minutes? No it’s pretty obvious.”

Maybe the anger would have stuck around had Jimin not spoken with so much assuredness. He was stating facts, it wasn’t a jab at Ji-hun for not having picked it up. To them it was obvious. He wondered what it would feel like, to look at another person, to know another person, so well that you could look at them and tell what they were feeling as easily as saying what colour their shirt was.

To love another person so much you become aware of those things that other people don’t see, those behaviors you know like they were your own. Ji-hun had no doubt they could all do the same for each other as well. Not only for Jungkook.

What would it be like to be a part of a community founded on love?

“Ji-hun-ssi, while we wait for your grandfather, could you tell us about Jungkook when he was little?”

Taehyung’s question startled him out of his thoughts.

A yelp came from behind him, “Taetae don’t ask about stuff like that. You know Kookie doesn’t like to talk about his past,” Namjoon scolded lightly.

Ji-hun stared at his younger brother on the screen, such a far cry from the little boy he’d grown up with. The memories were pleasant, before they’d gotten into high school and their futures started dictating their lives.

“I might have some pictures on my phone from when we were little,” he offered lightly. He knew he did. He’d gone through all of their family photos just after Jungkook’s funeral, mourning and remembering when things were so much simpler. He’d taken a few pictures of his favorite ones to hold onto.

“Frozen moments?!”

Without warning, the weight of the group behind him pressed impossibly closer, shoving him tightly against the desk, restricting his breathing.

“Little Jungkook!”

“Seriously? How little was he? Was he Boseon’s size?”

“Show us!”

“I bet he had a cute little button nose.”

“How old was he? How do humans age again? Two years would be really young right? Was he two?”

“I hadn’t even hatched at two years, that’s way too young!”

“Oh guardian above, wait don’t show us, I can’t handle that, I’m not prepared.”

“Well he’s twenty-three now and I was barely walking at twenty-three so-”

“Okay! Okay!” Ji-hun lifted his hands up quickly, pushing back to get them to give him some room. Huffing in amusement, he reached for his phone, shaking his head. “Jeez how does Jungkook handle all of you.”

“Beautifully,” Yoongi chuckled with a hint of something… less then innocent. Ji-hun scrambled to find a photo in order to cleanse any implication of that from his mind.

“Here, distract yourselves,” Ji-hun shoved his phone over his shoulder, having it snatched not even a second later. The group went so silent so quickly that Ji-hun was genuinely concerned before he turned around and saw their expressions.

Hoseok was holding the phone for them all to see, their eyes reminded him of cats looking at the lights of a Christmas tree. They practically sparkled in awe as they absorbed the picture.

It was one from when Jungkook was four, crouched down in their driveway with a big piece of chalk in his hand and scribbles in front of him. He was looking up at their father, who had taken the photo, with his big wide doe eyes, lips pursed forward like he was in the middle of mumbling something.

It was a cute photo, and Ji-hun remembered it was the same day he’d taught Jungkook hopscotch and how to draw a tree.

It had been a good day.

Taehyung pushed his elbows down on Namjoon’s shoulders, clambering higher on the others back, eyes never leaving the picture. Namjoon protested when Taehyung shoved his head down to try and reach the phone, making a grabbing motion with his hand.

Hoseok tugged the phone away in defense, pulling the picture out of the others view and was met with an uproar.

“Hey! I wasn’t done looking at it!”

“Tae cut it out I can’t see.”

“His cheeks, his cheeks were so chubby, Hobi don’t hog it!”

“I’m not, Taehyung let go you’re going to make it disappear!”

Ji-hun watched as chaos ensued, slowly beginning to regret handing them his phone. He watched the device disappear amongst them, wondering briefly if he’d end up getting that back or not. The bickering and rough housing came to a head when Taehyung, who had somehow stayed on Namjoon long enough to get his foot on his shoulder, launched himself onto the center of the group.

The bickering turned into yelps and squawks as Taehyung tackled them all to the floor in a large heap of tangled limbs and laughter.

Ji-hun, despite himself, chuckled.

Movement on the camera drew his attention back to the screen and he watched the corner of the office door come into view in the bottom right. They couldn’t see the doorway from this angle but he knew it must be Hamedi and his grandfather.

Quickly he shushed the others, turning the volume up.

By the time the guys had returned to their positions behind him, Jungkook had straightened up, setting the stress ball down, eyes locked on the doorway. Silence and tension fell around them, their focus palpable in the air.

The silence was mirrored in the office. Ji-hun thought for a moment that the mic wasn’t working, until Hamedi’s voice came through the speakers.

“I believe you have much to discuss. Seung-hee-ssi, Jungkook-ah. I’ll be outside if you need me.”

The door closed, leaving the back of Seung-hee’s head in view of the camera. Ji-hun bit down on his tongue.

His grandfather was… not always upfront. He could only hope that he told Jungkook what he needed to know to trust him. Though he didn’t fully understand him, Ji-hun trusted him. He wanted some answers too.

Jungkook’s posture was tense and neither of the room’s occupants offered a formal greeting. The angle didn’t allow them to see the expression on Seung-hee’s face.

Jungkook was the first to break the silence, “I’m sure you were expecting to hear from me soon.”

Seung-hee straightened, almost seeming to jostle himself from his thoughts as he stepped further into the room but kept a good distance from Jungkook. “I suspected I might.”

Another silence, tenser then the last.

Ji-hun watched intently, the others behind him, quieter than he’d ever heard them before.

“Should we cut right to the chase then?” Jungkook pushed away from the desk. “I’ve got some questions I think you might be able to answer.”

Seung-hee’s shoulders squared, pulling the line of his suit jacket tight across his back. His short grey hair brushed the collar as it adjusted.

“I urge you to watch your tone. I am your senior regardless of the situation.”

His voice was sharp, demanding, diplomatic, and it made Ji-hun want to smack his head off the desk.

Jungkook’s eyes narrowed.

“I urge you to rethink how you’re trying to play this. By what it sounds like, you’ve already got Ki-jung pulling your strings, the last thing you need is a new enemy. And believe me, I have motive. I’ll be civil, should you decide to step off that high horse.”

To Ji-hun’s absolute disbelief, Seung-hee chuckled. It wasn’t a malicious, bitter chuckle either. It was light, amused, maybe even fond.

Sighing, Seung-hee calmly moved to the couch in the middle of the room, “You are so much like your mother.”

Jungkook’s carefully constructed expression crumpled into a scowl for a brief moment. He wondered if his hate for their parents really ran that deep. Ji-hun didn’t remember everything Jungkook had told him about the therapy. On the calls with him, he had tried not to listen, tried not to hear the terror in his brothers voice, because the guilt would eat him alive. The fear would become his own. He knew that then too. He was too scared to face it. Jungkook had always been stronger than him in so many ways.

Seung-hee gestured to the couch across from him, urging Jungkook to sit. He waited a long moment, contemplating, before he sat.

“You’ve grown so much Jungkook-ah,” their grandfathers voice was heavy, weighted with knowing, “I will answer your questions. After all these years, you deserve to know why these things have happened to you.”

Jungkook laced his fingers together, played with his ring.

Behind him, Yoongi whispered so quietly he wouldn’t have heard it if they weren’t so close, “Breathe love. Just breathe. We’re here.”

“Ki-jung, he said he owns me. Told me I should ask you about that,” Jungkook’s voice carried over the speakers, as if Yoongi’s reassurance had given him the strength to form the words.

“I should start from the beginning,” Seung-hee paused to collect himself. “Make no mistake, I have my regrets. I was young and foolish. Life seems… impossibly long when you are young. You forget the choices you make can and will impact the future.”

“You made a deal didn’t you. With Ki-jung. What was worth my life? What was so worth it at the time?”

“I did. For the success of WINGS. For a company that could help thousands. Millions. The war had… taken its toll on so many. WINGS was what people needed. It was hope. I had sought him out. He had a reputation for getting things done. But his prices were high. Too high for some.”

“But not for you.”

Seung-hee went quiet.

Jungkook prompted him to speak again, “What was the exact deal? What did you promise him?”

“The safety and prosperity of WINGS, for the future heir. He knew the company would succeed and he would let me live my life growing it, in turn, he’d receive control over everything WINGS touched. He foresaw the potential influence.”

“Why not just ask for the company itself? Why the heir?”

“Because handing the company over wouldn’t hurt nearly as much as losing family.”

Jungkook leaned back on the couch, throwing his ankle up onto his knee and scoffing, “Don’t pull the ‘family matters’ bullshit with me. If you cared about that you wouldn’t have made the deal.”

Seung-hee brought a hand up to his face, maybe to rub his jaw, Ji-hun couldn’t tell, “Ki-jung likes games. As I’m sure you now know. He bides his time. He waits until the perfect moment. Every step is calculated, intentional. Just to make it hurt all the more when he rips everything away from you. I was naïve back then. I thought, in the time I had, in the years I would have to prepare for it, I could outsmart him. That I could find a loophole in the deal.”

Ji-hun hadn’t heard any of this, he hadn’t heard that there had been a deal, really didn’t know anything about this Ki-jung person, nor how Jungkook came into play with him. Every time his name was mentioned it seemed to add to the tension to the air.

“Why didn’t you just not have kids then?”

Seung-hee released a slow breath, “I wanted to take the risk. The danger was so far away from that time, I thought ‘nothing will keep me from having a family with the one I love’. It was something I’d always dreamed of. I wasn’t going to lose an entire family because I made a stupid deal. That wasn’t a choice I ever regretted.”

Movement behind him made Ji-hun glance over his shoulder. Taehyung had his arms wrapped around Seokjin’s middle, pressing his face against the back of his shoulder while the angel stared with a blank expression at the screen. Namjoon was frowning at the two of them.

He brought his attention back to the screen as his grandfather continued.

“It was easy enough to convince my daughter to live outside the chaebol life, she’d seen the worst sides of it growing up. She married your father and they were happy, they had no intention of taking the inheritance.”

“So why didn’t Ji-hun-hyung? He’s the eldest. Why rewrite your will?”

“That was when things became complicated. Ji-hun-ah had been something of a miracle. Your parents had been trying for a child for so long, they had been told your mother was infertile. Without a grandson, there would be no heir to hand over to Ki-jung, it seemed like a perfect solution. However, they had tried once more. One last desperate attempt. And it worked.”

Jungkook frowned, “So, thinking they couldn’t have another, you tried to protect my hyung by rewriting it to the second born.”

Solemnly Seung-hee nodded, “Two miracle children. It was just their luck. By then, Ki-jung had caught onto my ploy. I had gotten word that Ki-jung was making a move. He was going to take you. WINGS was already funding a few children’s homes at the time. I made a desperate call.”

Ji-hun froze, eyes wide as he took in the words. He didn’t like where this was going, and judging by Jungkook’s expression he didn’t either. A tap on his shoulder nearly made him jump, so engrossed in the video he’d forgotten about present company. Jimin leaned down next to him.

“What’s a children’s home?”

Ji-hun licked his lips, “It’s a shelter that cares for abandoned or orphaned children.”

Hoseok paused, “You have places for that? How often are children abandoned?”

“Too often.”

He focused back in on the video.

“What desperate call?” Jungkook nearly snapped, an edge of horror in his voice.

“The night Ki-jung’s men were to take you, my own men swapped you with another child from the home around the same age. When Ki-jung’s men barged in and took you, your parents were none the wiser in all the panic. Your parents discovered you safely with me after they’d called the police and I let them assume it had been my men to have taken you away.”

Jungkook stood up and began pacing, running a hand through his hair, the other on his hip. “What happened to the other kid.”

Seung-hee watched him calmly, answering evenly, “I don’t know. Ki-jung came to me afterwards, congratulated me on a fair play once he realized it wasn’t you. His reward to me was waiting until you came of age. Until you officially inherited the company.”

Ji-hun breathed out slowly. He hadn’t known. Their grandfather had been trying to protect them from his own mistake. A stupid deal he’d made. He’d been so desperate to keep them out of it, he’d put another child in the hands of Ki-jung.

“Then my parents get a restraining order and we move to Seoul,” Jungkook pressed his tongue to the inside of his cheek. “And changing my emergency contact?”

“An attempt at keeping an eye on you after I had heard about you leaving home.”

Jungkook’s eyes snapped to him, “You knew I left? Did you know about-”

Seung-hee stood slowly, giving what seemed like a tired nod, “Your mother came to me when you had run away. She was desperate to find you and bring you home but I refused to get involved. Who you love is no concern of mine. Knowing you couldn’t receive the inheritance was a great relief and once again my unpredictable daughter took matters into her own hands. What they put you through was horrendous Jungkook-ah. They know that.”

“They did it for money,” Jungkook says flatly. “Your money. The same fortune that ensures my head on a silver platter to that fucking-” he sucked in a breath and released it harshly. “You must have known Ki-jung had kidnapped me. You seem to know a lot about my life.”

Seung-hee took a step closer to Jungkook, who took two backwards, and a growl emanated from behind Ji-hun so sharp and primal that he hunched forward, shoulders lifting to his ears as he glanced back.

The fiercely protective look on the men’s faces nearly gave him whiplash. They were almost unrecognizable from the boys fooling around with the phone not minutes ago. He wondered if Jungkook had learned that duality trick from them.

He suddenly felt very unsafe sitting between them and the video of Jungkook. He might as well have been between a mother bear and her cub. Actually, that might be safer. Bears couldn’t light things on fire.

“I did. I thought- Jungkook-ah you have to understand that I have been fighting this for decades. When I had heard he’d taken you, I knew I had lost. I did not expect you to come back from that alive.”

Ji-hun’s brow pinched. So he’d just given up? Just like that? He had no proof, he hadn’t any idea what Jungkook was going through or if he was alive. He’d been in Ki-jung’s hands for hours and just like that, their grandfather gave up? Had he just been happy to finally have had it all over with?

“He should have tried to save him,” he mumbled.

“Don’t save a dead man.”

Ji-hun glanced at Hoseok, noting the heavy expressions on the others faces as well.

“If it wasn’t for my family-” Jungkook hissed, “I would be dead. I’ve been living in the results of your mess my whole life. I’m done playing the prize for the two of you to fight over. I don’t give a shit about the choices you made then. What I need to know is where you stand now.”

Seung-hee stayed silent and Ji-hun held his breath in that time. He couldn’t pull his eyes away from Jungkook. Yet again, shocked at how mature and in control of his emotions he was. The Jungkook he’d known was passionate and hot headed. He made snappy decision and reacted quickly to things without thinking. The Jungkook he’d known had been a child.

He wasn’t a child anymore.

“I will help you in anyway I can.”

Ji-hun leaned back in his chair, breathing out in relief.


Scout wasn’t a fan of small spaces.

Ace had found him in a small space.

Crammed behind a dumpster, trying to breath and not suffocate on the smell.

His first few weeks on the streets alone had been terrifying. So when Ace had reached his hand out to him, face obscured in shadows casted by the light from the restaurant behind him, he had pressed tighter between the concrete and hard metal. He’d thought he was done for. He didn’t really care. Scout’s stomach had burned so badly then, eating itself, dissolving his ribcage, forcing his spine to curl forward in pain.

Ace hadn’t grabbed him. Hadn’t touched him. He’d left, and Scout had been too scared to leave his spot in the time it took for him to come back. He’d brought food with him. Ace had sat, ate with him.

Scout learned the word ‘consternation’ that day.

“Feelings of anxiety or dismay, typically at something unexpected. I’m sorry if I’m making you feel like that. But you should eat so you can feel more. Can’t feel much when you’re dead.”

Scout had felt those words wash over his bones and make a home under his skin as he picked up the food with shaking hands.

It would be another two weeks before Scout spoke to Ace, and in that time, he’d learned so many new words to say.

Like cyclical. Occurring in cycles; recurrent.

Or apricity. The warmth of the sun in winter.

Ace liked words and Scout liked learning them.

Anathema.

Ki-jung was anathema to him.

He’d woken up alone, and he’d been alone since. It could have been hours or only minutes, Scout had no way of telling. His back hurt, legs cramping no matter what position he twisted himself into.

The dog cage wasn’t huge. He couldn’t sit up straight without bending his neck near sideways, legs unable to fully extend in the space. He felt too vulnerable laying down, could barely fit anyway.

The cage was in the corner of the room, back out of the way, tucked between the end of a cabinet and the wall. The door of the cage pressed flush with the wall, giving him no hope of kicking at the hinges even if he could get his leg in a position to kick. He’d tried rocking the cage to walk it away from the wall but after almost tipping it over he’d decided he’d rather be stuck right way up.

The room was painfully white. Clinical.

There wasn’t much in it. The cabinets next to him, and a pair of metal shackles hanging from the ceiling in the center.

Scout had surpassed terror awhile ago. He’d crammed himself tightly in the corner of the cage, hyperventilating until his vision blurred and his head felt dizzy. His hands still shook. Watching his fingers with a pointed concentration, he flexed them slow and careful. Whatever Ki-jung had injected him with had left his veins burning and joints stiff. Luckily it seemed to be fading slowly.

Neither JK or Ace knew where he was. He hadn’t told anyone he’d left the institute.

He tugged his knees to his chest and pressed his forehead against them, trying to relax his neck as best as he could.

The thought that Ki-jung needed him for something scared him, it made his skin feel cold and palms clammy, made his heart jump into his throat and strangle him.

But nothing made him feel as sick as the thought that Ki-jung didn’t need him.

The moment he didn’t have a use for him, Scout knew he was dead.

If he could get his body to feel anything but numb, he might have cried at that thought.

The door opened across the room.

Scout nearly concussed himself on the top of the cage as he whipped his head up.

Ki-jung walked in, expensive grey suit, groomed hair, and joyful eyes that had Scout flinching.

“Well, Min-ki-yah, I doubt I need to introduce myself,” the boss said lazily, walking over with all the confidence of a man who was just making another stop in his day.

Ki-jung’s hand smacked down on the top of the cage, the unnecessary force of it ringing the bars around him. Scout bit down on his tongue to muffle the whimper of fear that tried to escape. He wouldn’t act like the dog Ki-jung seemed to think he was.

The cage made a horrendous screeching as Ki-jung dragged it along the floor with one hand, pulling him to the center of the room, Scout gripped the cage tightly, fingers turning white as he pressed his back into the corner. He couldn’t breath again. His chest heaving in the peripheral of his vision was the only sign he was breathing too much, everything felt numb. Unreal.

How could he feel so grounded stepping through a door into a magical world, and yet now, so painfully and cruelly stuck in reality, he felt like this was a dream?

“Don’t look so pale. This room isn’t for you,” He looked around the room, a sense of pride and anticipation in his eyes. “I wouldn’t taint this room with your blood.”

Ki-jung knelt next to the cage, dropping a hand on it, long fingers fitting through the mesh of metal. Too close. Scout ripped his hand away, shoulder knocking the other side of the cage, heels pressing into the ground.

This wasn’t like the fear he’d felt when Ace had approached him. That fear had hope. Hope that Ace wouldn’t hurt him. Hope that he’d be friendly.

This fear felt poisonous, toxic, tearing through his blood like acid until it flooded his heart and stopped it completely. This was a fear he could drown in. This fear had no hope.

He’d seen what Ki-jung had done to JK. He’d seen the cuts and blood and how JK could barely lift his head, barely open his eyes, barely even keep a hold on something that was clearly precious to him.

Scout swallowed.

Ki-jung smiled.

“Took me awhile to find you. I heard some fun rumours that you’re the reason my treasure got away from me. Serves me right for getting impatient I suppose,” Ki-jung chuckled, resting his elbows on his knees in the squat he was holding. “Tell me Minki-yah. Where is my treasure now? Hm?”

Scout, almost subconsciously pressed his lips tighter together, muscling enough courage to narrow his eyes and glare in a way he wasn’t sure came across as angry or just more fearful.

“Enough of that, you brats stole what belongs to me. I want it back. We weren’t done yet,” Ki-jung smirked and Scout’s stomach sank. “Do you want to see?”

Scout’s mind was working slowly, dragging through the effects of the drug used on him maybe, or maybe he just couldn’t process what Ki-jung meant by ‘see’ until a phone was being pressed to the cage. The picture on it destroyed any hope he had of staying quiet as the gasp that ripped out of him was completely involuntary.

It was JK. Strapped to a chair, shirtless with blood soaking into the thighs of his pants, cuts and gashes littered his body, but this must have been taken halfway through because he still had some skin left untouched. When Scout had seen him at the café, he’d been covered.

Ki-jung swept his thumb across the screen, flicking to the next picture. In it, Ki-jung’s hand was gripping JK’s jaw tightly, forcing his face towards the camera, and one of his eyes was cracked open, expression grimacing in pain.

And yet, there was a ferocity in his gaze, sharp and determined, alive.

Scout felt his mouth open slightly, horrified with the images, but the look in JK’s eye was…

Ki-jung chuckled, tugging the phone away to look at the picture himself, “Beautiful isn’t he? If I had a little more time, I would have pulled those pretty noises from him.”

The way he looked at the photo seemed to be almost loving if Scout ignored the context. It made him shiver unpleasantly and caused a harsh feeling to rise up in his chest.

JK could glare at Ki-jung in the midst of torture. If he could do that, Scout could be brave now. He had to be brave now.

“If you won’t tell me about my treasure, how about we talk about his lovers instead hm?”

Scout built up saliva in his mouth and spit in Ki-jung’s face.

The man tisked, turning his head away and bringing a hand up to wipe his cheek.

“Alright. I don’t need you to talk. I just needed you out of the way. And well, if it has the added bonus of dragging my angel or treasure here, then who am I to complain,” he stood and laughed in a way that almost sounded friendly.

Scout’s heart raced as he watched Ki-jung move towards the door.

“Then again, they’re too smart for that. And you aren’t worth the hassle they’d have to go through.”

“They’ll notice I’m gone!”

The words tore through him before he could stop them, driven by the panic of Ki-jing’s words holding some truth. He slapped both his hands over his mouth, eyes wide in horror.

Ki-jung smirked.

“Sit tight Min-ki-yah, this will be over soon.”

The door closing behind him was like a gunshot.

He’d told. He’d told him. He knows they were back in the human world now. It was his fault.

Overwhelmed with terror, this time not for himself, he gripped his hands over his mouth to muffle his sobs, no longer able to keep the tears back.

He wanted to go home.

He wanted Ace.

He wanted his brother.


Hoseok found Hamedi in his office after Seung-hee took his leave.

They’d went to check on Jungkook right away, and after being reassured that he was alright, Jimin and Seokjin had dragged him off to the cafeteria to get something to eat. The rest of his Set wasn’t far behind, even Ji-hun following after Namjoon extended the invitation to him.

It was a testament of how strong Jungkook was that he could handle such life altering news so well. He’d always been like that though. Every step of their journey together, Jungkook had taken it in stride, had fallen and been knocked down but always got up, always kept going.

Hoseok… admired Jungkook for that. Watching Jungkook nearly dismiss everything his grandfather had told him about his past, if only to focus on the present, it helped Hoseok make up his own mind. Jungkook was right.

What happened in the past shaped the present but doesn’t define the future.

Hoseok had promised to meet the others in the cafeteria shortly, but he’d wanted to talk to Hamedi. Before they started planning. Before things took off. He didn’t know if he’d get another chance to ask.

“Are you here about the Kyo?”

Hoseok hadn’t even stepped into the room before the man was addressing him. With a nervous breath, he nodded and stepped over to his desk, Hamedi lifting his head from where he was scratching a pencil on a paper in a stack.

“You seem hesitant Master Hoseok.”

Hamedi’s voice had a calming effect. Not unlike the Guardians tone. A strange attribute for a troll, as they were known to be rough and blunt. Gruff voices and intelligent minds, softer on the inside then on the out.

“I was abandoned in a forest before I’d even laid eyes on the world. I don’t have a connection to the Kyo. But I want to know more about my kind. About myself,” he admitted, leaning on the back of the couch across from the desk. The one Jungkook had sat on when his grandfather spoke of a family history that Jungkook had so far separated himself from, it might as well have been a fairytale.

“The Kyo,” Hamedi sat back and got comfortable, “were one of three types of dragons. Dwelling in the mountains and ruling over the earth.”

Hoseok listened intently, eyes blinking to meet the older mans at the mention of ‘ruling’.

“The others, the Yong and the Yo, ruled the skies and sea respectively. The Yong were the most powerful, but the Kyo were the most revered by the other species, for they protected the land on which we lived.”

“Like… Guardians?” Hoseok whispered, mind filling with images of dragons that looked like him, watching the land as the Guardian did in Galaxy.

“I can’t say I know much about this Guardian, only what you’ve all mentioned in passing, but if it protects the lives of those in Galaxy, then I suppose yes. The deaths of the dragons started the war.”

Hoseok frowned, “The war started because humans began breaking our vow of peace. They enslaved species. They destroyed our homes without provocation.”

“That had only been the start of the fighting. That was when magical beings began to fight back. Long before, the dragons had begun fighting amongst themselves. The Yo and Yong disputed over territory. Argued that only one was needed to guard the land and sea. And the Kyo, tried to keep peace. There began their downfall.”

“They killed each other?”

Hamedi shook his head, “Dark creatures had gotten word of the dispute. Took advantage of the turbulent times they were going through, and the dragons were attacked. They set aside their argument to protect one another, but they were overwhelmed and unprepared. They fell to the creatures. They became myths. Legends. Stories that parents told their children to keep them from arguing with one another. If you are indeed the last surviving dragon, then one could say you are the last protector of Earth’s land.”

Hoseok felt his mouth drop open, mind blank before he saw the amused look directed towards him, he huffed out a laugh, “You’re joking.”

Hamedi chuckled, “About the history? No. But you are who you make yourself to be. Earth is long since past the need of a magical protector. The damage of losing the dragons has been done and cannot be undone.”

“Did you ever meet the Kyo?”

“I did once have the honor of speaking with them,” Hamedi began.

Hoseok drank up the information. The Kyo had been kind, it seemed, but brave and fierce if the situation called for it. They had many traditions, some of which Hamedi told him about. How they would paint themselves with the colours of their loved ones scales before facing a foe. How they would sleep in dormant volcanoes to keep them dormant another year.

When Hoseok eventually made his way to the cafeteria, his mind was full of knowledge of a life he might have lived if things were different. If war hadn’t broken out. If creatures hadn’t ascended on earth and killed the dragons.

It wasn’t until he stepped into the cafeteria to find Taehyung standing on a table, the others seated around him, Jungkook getting up on the seat to make a grab for the phone in the Fae’s hand, held high above his head. It wasn’t until he watched Yoongi yell at Taehyung for stepping in his food, watched Jimin fall off his seat from laughing too hard, watched Seokjin smile warmly while he ate, unbothered by the antics. It wasn’t until he was greeted by an enthusiastic wave from Namjoon, that he realized why it was so easy for Jungkook to overlook the past.

Nothing could ruin this. This was… everything. It meant everything. His world, his life, was right here in front of him, beckoning him over with open arms and smiles on their faces.

Jungkook hung off of Taehyung’s waist, arms wrapped around him, half on the table and half off as he whined, “I leave you guys alone for ten minutes and you find baby pictures of me?! Hyung! What the actual hell?!”

Ji-hun, who had grabbed his plate off the table and was twisted to the side at an awkward angle to protect it with wide eyes, just shrugged, “They seemed curious?”

“Of course they’re curious! That doesn’t mean you show them!”

“So I shouldn’t show them the bath time photos?”

“Hyung!” Jungkook squawked in horror as a cacophony of noise overtook the table.

“Bath?! No way!”

“AHH LET ME SEE!”

“Baby Kookie, baby Kookie!”

Before Taehyung could even lower his arm, Jungkook threw his full weight into him, making his foot slip in Yoongi’s food and sending them both toppling off the table. Hoseok managed to slip behind Taehyung quickly, catching him against his chest and laughing when the fall barely even fazed either of them as Jungkook kept wrestling him for the phone.

Plucking the device out of Taehyung’s hand, they both looked at him, the Fae pouting, the magical human looking wary of whose side he was on.

“Go get Yoongi some more food, you shouldn’t fight on the table,” he chuckled.

Taehyung slumped into him further, pursing his lips, “You sound like Jinnie.”

“You mean sensible and intelligent?” Seokjin asked.

“Motherly.”

Taehyung laughed as he dodged the fork thrown at him, snagging Jungkook’s hand and dragging him off to the line for more food. Yoongi flicked some remnants of his lunch off his shirt.

Hoseok handed Ji-hun his phone back as the older Jeon brother deemed it safe to set his plate back on the table. He leaned down next to him, glancing towards Jungkook and Taehyung, “Can you send those pictures to Jungkook’s phone later?”

Ji-hun snorted and gave a nod.

“So, all things considered, your grandfather seems relatively trustworthy. Or feeling incredibly guilty at the very least,” Hoseok sat next to him, stealing a piece of bread off Jimin’s plate. The Fae slid his plate over to sit between them.

“I can’t say I knew much of any of what he told Jungkook. I’m a little surprised he gave it up so easily.”

“Playing the long game can be exhausting,” Seokjin spoke up, pushing some food around on his plate. “He’s out of options. He’s desperate. We’re the best chance he has of saving the company he’s spent his life building.”

“How exactly are we supposed to do that?” Yoongi leaned his elbows on the table.

The table went quiet, their thoughts drifting to possible plans. Ji-hun looked around at them, fork hovering above his food, an almost expectant look on his face. “Seriously?”

They looked at him. Jimin blinked, “What?”

“You already have the answer.”

Namjoon leaned over to Seokjin, quietly mumbling, “Are we missing a human thing?”

Seokjin could only shrug, clearly as confused as the rest of them.

Ji-hun sighed heavily and set his fork down. Jungkook and Taehyung came back with a full plate of food. Jungkook set it down in front of Yoongi and both himself and Taehyung leant down to press a kiss on Yoongi’s cheeks at the same time.

“Sorry hyung.”

“Sorry Yoongi.”

Yoongi only huffed in a way that could only ever be fond, and waved them away, a smile playing at his lips. Taehyung and Jungkook found their seats and looked around the table.

“What did we miss?”

“Ji-hun-ssi was telling us his idea about getting WINGS back from Ki-jung,” Jimin filled them in.

Jungkook raised a brow, “You have an idea already? That was quick.”

Ji-hun looked a little exasperated, “You too? Honestly, it’s an easy solution, you should know already. You can’t take anything back if he doesn’t have WINGS in the first place.”

A strange silence settled over them, hanging in the air as a twirled feeling of confusion and a daunting emotion.

Hoseok watched Jungkook frown, opening and closing his mouth before he seemed to grasp whatever it was Ji-hun was suggesting. Jungkook’s eyes widened, body tensing. “I have to sign?”

Hoseok leaned forward, “Wait, like sign whatever it is Ki-jung will be signing? Would that mean WINGS would belong to Jungkook?”

Ji-hun nodded, “He’s the heir, he has first claim over the company. Ki-jung is only able to pull the strings he is because Jungkook is legally dead.”

“Exactly,” Jungkook said quickly, “I’m dead. I can’t sign a legal document. It wouldn’t be legitimate until they confirmed I am who I say I am. Plus I’m gay.”

There was a series of nods around the table and agreeing hums.

“Can confirm.”

“Very much into men.”

“I confirmed it this morning.”

“Nope! Shut up! That’s my little brother,” Ji-hun clapped his hands over his ears quickly. Shuddering, he quickly got back on topic. “It only buys you the time you need. It doesn’t matter if its legally binding in the moment, you just need to keep Ki-jung from signing. Until it’s confirmed you are alive and who you claim to be, the company stays in grandfather’s hands.”

“No.”

Hoseok looked at Seokjin, who’s eyes were narrowed sharply.

“Why? He’s the only trump card you have over-”

“He’s not going near him again.”

Ji-hun froze at the cold tone. Hoseok understood now. For Jungkook to sign, he’d need to go to this… press conference? Signing? He’d need to be in the same room as Ki-jung. Jungkook’s skin was considerably more pale than it had been moments ago. Yoongi reached over to grab his hand.

Ji-hun took a deep breath, clearly aware he was treading dangerous waters.

“Jungkook,” he addressed directly. “I don’t know what Ki-jung did. But unless one of you can come up with a safer option, this is the best there is. Ki-jung won’t be able to make any sort of move on you, the room will be full of cameras and reporters. You’re safe in the public eye unless Ki-jung wants to risk police getting involved.”

Hoseok watched Jungkook carefully, waiting for the youngest’s call. He didn’t like this. The thought of Jungkook within eyesight of Ki-jung made him want to sink his teeth through the, as Yoongi had so politely called Jiho, achinnax. He could think of a thousand names to call that man. Tactically, he couldn’t deny Ji-hun’s point. But the thought still made his blood boil.

“I don’t- fuck. I get it,” Jungkook pressed his thumb and index finger into his eyes, “I get it. It makes sense. But I don’t know if I can.”

Ji-hun blinked, “Of course you-”

“No, hyung. I’m serious. I couldn’t even see him on the news without freezing. I don’t know if I’ll be able to speak.”

Holding his hand was no longer enough, so Yoongi put his arm over his shoulders, tugging him into his side and pressing a kiss to his hair. Jungkook reached up to hold his hand, leaning into the touch.

Hoseok’s heart nearly shattered at the confession. They all hated remembering how Jungkook had refused to talk until he was sure Ki-jung wasn’t around, had refused to give Ki-jung that along with everything else he’d taken that day.

“Alright,” Ji-hun said quietly, “Alright. We’ll figure out something else.”

Jungkook wouldn’t look at them, eyes locked down at the table in an upset glare.

“The press conference is in two days. I know you’re right. It’s the best option. Just… I’m gonna need a little time. I need to wrap my head around it.”

Quietly, Jimin leaned his shoulder against Hoseok’s, “Innishic.”

“Language,” Namjoon warned.

“Oh come on, it’s appropriate! Jungkook shouldn’t have to face him again so soon. I hate this. That we can’t keep him away from him.”

“None of us like this. And you aren’t alone Jungkook,” Namjoon looked at him. “Yoongi and I have been dealing with this for hundreds of years, and we are still terrified to face him.”

Hoseok nodded, “You won’t go alone. Taehyung, Jimin, you go with him. Make sure no one lays a hand on him. We’ll inform your grandfather about what we’re doing, he can talk if Jungkook can’t.”

Taehyung and Jimin gave a serious nod before Taehyung frowned, “What are you guys going to be doing?”

Hoseok looked at Yoongi, Seokjin and Namjoon.

“I think we can take advantage of the situation. Hear me out.”


Taehyung had killed a lot of people.

It was something he thinks the others sometimes forgot. It was quite literally his job. Was he proud of it? No not really. Was it something he was ashamed of? No. Not at all. It was just a thing he did. Not to say Taehyung didn’t value life. He just chose carefully which lives to value.

And the lives of his lovers sons? His past lover? Those were lives he valued. Because those were the lives of people Seokjin loved, and as someone Seokjin loved, he understood how that love was something precious and beautiful and was only shared with a special few. So yes. He might never have known Seokjin’s kids, but he would cherish the lives they lost.

Dahlia. Aithen. Madan.

He’d remember those names the day he killed Ki-jung.

Jimin hadn’t liked that he was an assassin. It had been a conflict of opinions when they first met. Jimin had come from a very sheltered life. A life of royalty and appearances. The darkness was hidden away from his eyes, happening in the shadows and dispersing as he turned to look.

Taehyung had grown up in those shadows. Had been practically one with them.That wasn’t to say he’d had a tough childhood. He’d decided of his own accord to be an assassin. It wasn’t something he’d fallen into or had done as a desperate call.

It had taken Jimin a long time to understand that. But that was okay, because they were patient with each other. Whether Jimin understood or not wouldn’t change the fact it was something he did. They knew that. Taehyung took his time to explain the best he could, and Jimin took the time to wrap his mind around the thoughts that led them to where they were.

Sometimes they got frustrated, impatient, annoyed and even angry. Taehyung remembered a fight they’d had a week after they’d moved into the magic shop together. He’d suggested going back to his old job, Jimin had snapped at him. That’s when Taehyung took a moment to try and understand where Jimin was coming from, everything he’d been giving up to be with him. His home and his family, they were still there just a few villages over. At any point, he could leave and go back to them. But he didn’t. It took Taehyung awhile to understand why that was too.

He might not understand why Seokjin didn’t go home or what went down with Ki-jung, but like with Jimin, Seokjin’s choices didn’t center around Taehyung’s understanding. It didn’t matter if he understood. So long as he trusted. And he trusted his Set with every fiber of his being.

Over the course of the next day, they flushed out their plan.

None of them liked it. Not at all. But it was their only option.

Ki-jung wouldn’t be getting WINGS. Not today, not ever.

“Hey, hold on,” Jungkook snagged his elbow, pulling Taehyung to a stop in a hall of the institute. Taehyung looked at him curiously, glancing down at the youngers hands as they reached up to the black tie he was wearing, adjusting it carefully around his neck.

Smiling lightly, Taehyung looked back up at Jungkook, catching a glimpse of his tongue darting back into his mouth from where it had poked out at the corner. Cute. Jungkook was always cute. Unless he was being a walking sin. Then he was sexy and cute.

“Thanks bun,” he reached his own hands forward, hooking them on the lapels of Jungkook’s own suit jacket for no reason other then to touch. “You going to be alright?”

Jungkook gave him a small nod, which suggested that no, he probably wasn’t but he’d get the job done. He was like that. Determined to a fault.

“You know he won’t be able to do anything with people around. He won’t lay a finger on you. We won’t let him,” he tried to reassure. Even if it meant exposing magic to every human in that room, he’d make sure Ki-jung didn’t touch him. There was only so much he could do. If he could, he wouldn’t ever let Ki-jung even lay his eyes on Jungkook again. But Jungkook was the only one who could stop this.

“I know hyung, I’m more worried about talking,” Jungkook’s brow pinched.

Taehyung pulled him closer and pressed a kiss right where the stress had gathered between his eyes. It was flattering almost, how quickly Jungkook relaxed into his touch. “We’ll be right behind you the whole way. Let your grandfather do most of the talking.”

“Everything okay?”

They both looked over at Jimin as he approached, buttoning the cuffs of his own suit. It was undeniable that his lover looked incredible, hair combed back and exposing the beautiful angles of his face. The last time they’d worn the suits was the day they’d buried Jungkook. It felt strange to be back in them again.

They wouldn’t let today end as that one had.

“Just nervous,” Jungkook smiled lightly, lifting an arm to allow Jimin to slip in next to him with an arm around his waist. “You look good.”

“So do you two, if all goes well today I say we go home and celebrate,” Jimin hummed, reaching towards Taehyung’s tie and giving it a delicate tug. Taehyung smirked and took his hand to kiss at his knuckles.

“I like that idea. And everything will be fine. Ki-jung’s hands will be tied. The others are waiting for us by the door, we should go.”

Jungkook took a deep breath, before nodding.

Ji-hun, Jiho, Sumi and Jaeyong were waiting in the main hall with the others, standing in front of the Galaxy door. Seokjin, Yoongi and Namjoon were dressed in the tactical outfits they’d worn the last time they’d gone to the Starlight. Fitting for the occasion.

Hoseok was wearing his normal casual clothes and looking more then a little frustrated.

“Remind me again why I can’t go?” He clenched his jaw as they approached.

Namjoon put a hand on his shoulder and gave it a squeeze, “We need you at the café. Ki-jung doesn’t know we’re here but if he tries something during the signing, the café is at the most risk.”

“I don’t like this. I’m the best at hand to hand. I should be going with you.”

“That’s exactly why we need you at the café love,” Seokjin looked at him. “You’ll be able to keep Sumi, Chin-su and Nam safe.”

“They’ll be fine. Like you said, Ki-jung doesn’t know we’re here, if-”                               

Yoongi shot Hoseok a look, something serious and fierce, something Taehyung wasn’t used to seeing. Hoseok snapped his mouth closed and scowled, crossing his arms and looking away.

“We know you’re worried,” Seokjin eased. “But if we time this right we’ll be in and out. Trust us love.”

The dragon let out a sharp sigh, running a hand through his hair. “I do. You know I do. I’ll keep them safe,” his eyes landed on the three youngest. “I’ll be watching the… uh,” he paused and looked at Sumi.

“The livestream,” she offered.

“Yeah. I’ll be watching you guys, so if something goes wrong, I’ll know.”

Jungkook smiled and it was almost funny how their Set took a collective breath at the sight alone. “Sumi-yah, you’re going with Hobi-hyung?”

Sumi gave a nod, “Noona and I are going to work on your intro video. It just needs some editing now. Theana-ssi said she’d watch Yeontan while we were gone.”

Taehyung smiled and looked at the others, “Are we good to go then?”

Jaeyong gave a nod in unison with everyone else, “Cars out front. Had to borrow Nam’s.”

“Actually borrow or ‘borrow’?” Jungkook raised a brow, watching Jaeyong toss the keys in the air and catch them.

“It was his way of keeping me from ‘borrowing’ someone else’s,” the baker smirked.

Jiho stretched, standing just behind Seokjin and Namjoon, “And if I do this you’ll all forgive me right?”

He was met with more than a few glares.

He held his hands up in surrender, “Alright alright. Fair.”

Taehyung huffed and turned back to his lovers, “We’ll keep Jungkook safe.”

“Keep yourselves safe too,” Seokjin reached over and hooked a hand on the back of his neck, pulling their foreheads together briefly. “We meet back here as soon as we’re done. Don’t engage Ki-jung under any circumstances. Just keep him busy. Understood?”

He received a chorus of agreement.

Ji-hun turned to Jungkook, “Be careful, alright?”

“I will hyung. We’ll be back soon.”

With a deep breath, and one last look at them all, Seokjin led Namjoon, Yoongi and Jiho to the Galaxy door. Jimin took Jungkook’s hand and they began to follow Jaeyong out to the front of the building.

Taehyung looked back, meeting Seokjin’s eyes just before he made to step through the door. He looked terrified. And Taehyung knew it wasn’t for himself, but for them. Giving him a solid nod, he sent some of his energy towards all of his lovers, allowing them to feel the comfort and reassurance he was directing.

Knowing he couldn’t feel it, Taehyung threw his arm over Jungkook’s shoulders and smiled at him. Jungkook returned it with a nervous smile of his own.

He’d promised himself he’d protect Jungkook, their youngest, the same way his older lovers always protected him. He didn’t break promises. Not even to himself.

Notes:

Anathema: something or someone that one vehemently dislikes.

Oh boy! So, Jungkook's going to sign for WINGS, meaning he's going to have to face Ki-jung, and in all this mess they still haven't noticed Scout missing. Grandpa finally explains, but certainly didn't win any points with Jungkook. Hoseok learns a little about his species! More on that later of course, and the boys seem to have a plan which we'll get to see in action next chapter ^_^

Next Chapter: Jungkook faces Ki-jung again, the others make a play for the negative door. But something isn't quite right...

Thank you all for reading! I hope you enjoyed, next chapter will be non-stop action right until the end and I didn't want to interrupt the flow of it, hence why this chapter ended right before it all started. Where will our boys be come the end of part 2? I hope everyone is taking care and staying safe, please look after yourselves and loved ones. Borahae Army!

Chapter 42: Gone

Summary:

Things don't go as planned.

Notes:

Wow. Alright. 11,000 words in less then two days. (Even though it's midnight and I have work tomorrow T_T) That's my personal best. I'm going to say everything I want to say at the beginning because this is the last chapter and its pretty heavy. So, we have arrived at the end of the second book. An entire year of writing later. I've thanked you readers all the way along, but I genuinely mean it. Thank you so much for helping to give me the motivation and drive to accomplish something like this monster of a story. It is something I'm proud of, and I can't wait to have the full series finished while at the same time kind of never want it to end. I've loved talking with you guys and making new friends and I hope to hear from you all in the third book! I'll try to post in a little while but I'm starting a new job soon so things are going to be busy.

I really hate to leave you on a cliffhanger but...

THIS IS A HEAVY CHAPTER! Lots of things happen, so please read the warnings to prepare yourselves if you're concerned, its a bit different then any chapter we've had before. If you aren't up for angst and violence, put this chapter off for awhile. I'll recap it in the beginning of the next book. AND YES I PROMISE THIS OVERALL STORY HAS A HAPPY ENDING!

With that said, I love all of you guys, and I'll respond to everyone's reviews just like I did with the last book. Thank you so so much for reading. I'll see you in the next one!

WARNINGS: Supporting character death, strong depictions of blood/injury/violence, Ki-jung is the worst, emotionally heavy, strong language (lots of use of the word 'fuck'), main character injuries, manipulation

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Sumi had experienced an earthquake once.

It wasn’t a big one, just enough to shake the ground. Much like a large truck rolling by the café. She hadn’t even realized it had been an earthquake at first. It had rippled her drink and gave her a sense of disorientation for only as long as it took to even notice the feeling and then it was gone.

This wasn’t like that.

Even Chin-su was starting to get annoyed with how her laptop screen was shaking as they watched Hoseok across the table, eyes locked out the window.

“Hoseok-ssi.”

“Hm?”

“You’re going to spill my coffee.”

“What?” Hoseok looked at them in confusion, before glancing at the table and stilling his incessantly bouncing knee. “Ah, sorry,” he said sheepishly.

Sumi offered him an understanding smile, “Noona almost has the stream up, they probably aren’t even there yet.”

“Right…”

Nothing she could say right now would help. She hadn’t really expected it too. Hoseok had been uncharacteristically quiet since he’d gotten on the bus with her to come to the café. The cheerful smile he always seemed to wear was no where to be seen.

Of course he was worried. Sumi was worried too. Jungkook was facing a man that had kidnapped and tortured him. It didn’t even matter that Ki-jung was some super strong magical being, the mental fight Jungkook had to face would be hard enough alone.

She had no idea what the other three were going to face at the Starlight Theatre. Maybe it was better that way. If the confident, assured Hoseok was nearly eating at himself with worry, it might be better that she didn’t know what the risks were.

Sumi had called ahead to let Nam know they were coming. Her original plan had been to sneak Hoseok in the back, to keep him from being hounded by fans with a lot of questions, but Nam had insisted he’d close to give them the space. Apparently with all the new customers, he was fairing much better, and had even made a bit of a dent in the late bills.

She didn’t argue much, seeing as if Ki-jung did decide to try something, it was better that innocent people weren’t around.

“Here we go,” Chin-su smiled, turning the laptop and pushing it to one end of the table so they could all see.

Hoseok leaned forward quickly, eyes scanning the screen in search of his three boyfriends.

The camera zoomed in on a table set up in front of a backdrop with the WINGS logo tiled over it. No one had stepped out yet, the low murmur of the press creating a hum through the mics set up everywhere.

“Did I miss anything?”

Sumi looked up at Nam as he pulled up a chair and sat down next to them. “No, they haven’t started yet.”

Humming, Nam glanced at Hoseok, “You’re going to hurt your eyes staring that hard.”

“I should’ve gone.”

Sumi put a hand over his tense fists sympathetically, “I’m sure Jungkook-oppa, Jimin-ssi and Taehyung-ssi can handle anything that comes up.”

Hoseok let out a half laugh, “I know they can, Taehyung could have half the people in that room dead before they could blink if he wanted. Jimin well- he might actually try and kill Ki-jung. Jungkook is strong but this is going to be hard on him. I mean for my sake I should’ve gone. I’m going to go insane knowing I can’t get to them if they need me.”

Chin-su stared at Hoseok, Sumi swallowing nervously. Right. Yes. It was… stupidly easy to forget that Hoseok and the others were ridiculously strong mythical beings when she had seen Taehyung try to bite into a stapler thinking it was a ‘weird human fruit’.

Welcome everyone, we will begin the signing shortly, we please ask that you leave all questions until-“

“Oh they’re starting,” Chin-su turned in her seat, leaning back against Sumi a little to see better. Hoseok chewed on the side of his thumb.

It wasn’t long before Seung-hee stepped out, the camera reangling to the man as he stepped up the podium that was slightly to the side. Sumi took in the man’s features, finding it strange to think that he was Jungkook’s grandfather. There wasn’t much resemblance by what she could see. He looked worn by life, like he’d survived through more than he could retell, held himself with confidence and esteem because of it. It was intimidating.

They listened to him speak, a lot of business and numbers that Sumi cared very little about. Assessments on profit and forecasting future endeavors wasn’t what she was watching this for.

“I am growing older and am no longer able to supply this company with the forward thinking and idealistic views of the generations that are making the most difference in the world. The ones who live in it and grow in it, affected daily by the choices the generations before them made. This company needs someone capable and kind.”

The camera pulled back, and there, standing next to the far end of the table, was Ki-jung.

Hoseok growled, startling the three of them.

It wasn’t a human sound. If Sumi tried, she’d not be able to make a sound even close to as deep and reverberating as that. His eyes were that of a dragons. She knew it was personal to them, their natural forms, but she couldn’t help wishing she could see them.

“We had arranged to leave the WINGS Network in the capable hands of Kim Ki-jung and Auraticom Media’s. However, we have decided to go a different route.”

The room was overcome with whispers and surprise. Seung-hee held his hand out, and it wasn’t long before Jungkook stepped into view of the camera, Taehyung and Jimin right behind him. Jungkook was bathed in flashes as cameras went off to record the moment. Jungkook offered a bow.

“With no disrespect towards Ki-jung-ssi, this is a matter of wanting to keep the company built with the help of so many in the Jeon family name. My grandson, Jeon Jungkook, will be signing for the company today as the proper heir of the WINGS Network.”

“Fuck,” Hoseok cursed, eyes flickering across the screen. Sumi looked between him and the live stream.

“What is it? Jungkook looks like he’s doing alright.”

It was true, besides a little tense and stiff, which by anyone unknowing, could just be nerves, he seemed like he was handling it well.

“He’s not.”

He didn’t elaborate or make an attempt to explain why. But Sumi trusted his judgement.


“Settle a long running debate for me.”

“No.”

“You’ve had pineapple, right?”

Yoongi was going to kill him. Actually kill him.

“Do you ever shut up?” He hissed, eyes scanning the front of the theatre. One man stood guard out front. Ki-jung likely had more inside around the door. Placing too many outside an abandoned theatre would look suspicious. With any luck, there wouldn’t be many at all.

“Seriously, Kook-ah and I have argued about it since we met, pineapple on pizza, yay or nay?”

Yoongi shot a glare towards Jiho, who was leaning against the wall beside him. “Stop calling him that.”

“Answer my question and I will.”

“What even is pizza?”

Jiho groaned and thumped his head against the wall, “How did I get stuck with you.”

“I drew the short straw, that’s how.”

Yoongi was also pretty sure his lovers were using this as an exercise in testing his patience. Or self-control. Maybe he could use Jiho as bait and if he happened to get stuck in the crossfire, well, it wouldn’t technically be his fault.

A flash of light gleamed off the roof of the theatre and Yoongi’s attention locked in on it. “Get ready to move.”

Jiho sighed, crouching down behind him.

There was something inherently attractive about Seokjin when he was like this. The way he nimbly climbed down the front of the theatre, like he’d constructed the building itself for this purpose, was attractive enough to have him distracted from the dangerous mission they were on right now.

He knew Seokjin wasn’t the type, but Yoongi had to wonder if he was putting a little extra grace into his movements for the simple pleasure of teasing them.

The guard below, a man in casual clothes, badly hiding a gun on his hip, was none the wiser that Seokjin was crouching on a ledge above him until he suddenly dropped down. Yoongi knew not to blink, so he was easily able to catch the way Seokjin’s knee had drilled into the back of the man’s head, at the same time his hand gripped the back of his shirt. When the man crumbled, Seokjin easily caught himself on his own two feet and lowered him to the ground silently. Seokjin crouched over him for a moment, looking around the street as his fingers pressed to the man’s pulse.

Seokjin looked towards him and his eyes flashed bright. Yoongi nodded.

“Come on. Stay down and stop talking,” He ordered Jiho, having half a mind to jab his elbow behind him square in his ribs when he grumbled a mocking tone in response.

Seokjin waited for them, giving one last look around before they slipped in the door.

Two more guys were waiting on either side of the entrance. Yoongi made eye contact with the man next to him and decided to put his thoughts of elbowing someone to good use, throwing his joint up and crunching the man’s nose as his hands reached for his gun. He abandoned the action, staggering back and Yoongi grabbed the back of his head to pull him forward and slam him down on his knee.

The man didn’t get up.

A dull ache in his elbow told him that they were human. It made sense then why they had guns. He looked at Seokjin who had already knocked out the other one.

Jiho lingered in the doorway, looking between them, “God, you guys are violent.”

Yoongi scoffed, turning to watch Jiho as he crouched next to the guard and started patting him down, “I don’t want to hear that from you. What are you doing?”

Jiho pulled the gun out, looking it over.

“Nope,” Seokjin yanked the weapon out of his hand and dropped it on the ground, kicking it away.

Jiho looked at him incredulously, “Hey! Am I just supposed to go in unarmed? You both want me dead as much as these guys will!”

“Get over it,” Yoongi glared. “You know the plan. Don’t fuck this up.”

A door opened off to the side of the main auditorium, Namjoon strolling through it towards them. His black pants (Yoongi loved those pants) were smudged with dirt and dust, a little bit of red blood flecked across his cheek.

“There were six guys around the upper balconies, I took them out.  Two guarding the door, five around the first level. They’re all armed,” he reported, stopping next to them.

Yoongi licked his thumb, reaching over and smudging the blood off his skin. Namjoon smiled at him in silent gratitude.

“Ground floor will be harder with less places to act as cover,” Seokjin thought. “Don’t have much choice, keep casualties to a minimum, fight like they’re all human. Yoongi, keep Jiho safe until we can get him to the door, and you know what to do after that.”

Jiho nodded but Yoongi already didn’t have a lot of faith in the guy so he was skeptical they’d ever see him again after tonight. But it was still (somehow) better for the door to be in Jiho’s hands then Ki-jungs. They’d discussed going with him through the door, but the chances of Jiho trapping them in the negative realm were too high for their liking. They wouldn’t survive long there.

“Watch yourselves and watch each other. Don’t waste time. We have the rest of our Set counting on us to get home,” Seokjin looked at each of them, met their gaze sharply and with purpose. His point was made. This wasn’t like the war. They had a home to go back to. More to lose.

The gunshots started the moment they opened the doors and Seokjin slammed his fist into the face of the nearest guy. Yoongi grabbed the front of Jiho’s shirt and threw him down behind the last row of seats.

The auditorium was as destroyed as the last time they had been here. The giant creature that had attacked them was no longer there, but the evidence of the fight was. It was a wonder how the building hadn’t crumbled already. Half the rooms seats had all been ripped out of the floor and shoved into a pile of debris at the side of the room.

Down by the stage was the negative door. He could feel its energy butting up against his own, an uncomfortable friction.

Namjoon ran past them, staying low to use the seats as cover, running the opposite direction as Seokjin to divide their attention and keep the aim away from Yoongi and Jiho. A bullet hit the seat he was hiding behind and he shoved Jiho to get him to start crawling towards the center aisle.

“Don’t let them get to the door!”

The men were shouting, bullets flying wild and unorganized. If Yoongi knew how to use one, he would have taken the gun off the guard by the door, but his chances of killing someone were too high. They didn’t care too much for the lives of Ki-jung’s men, but they weren’t going to actively try and kill them. They weren’t like Ki-jung. They didn’t kill needlessly.

Yoongi watched from around the seat, seeing their opportunity when Namjoon and Seokjin were taking out the last of the men on the side, one of the men was lifting a hand to a device on his shoulder.

Quickly, Yoongi grabbed a piece of stone from the ground next to him, lobbing it over the seat and watching the man hurry to lift his gun and fire at it, forgetting the device. Before he had time to realize, Yoongi ducked out from behind the seats and drove his fist into this stomach, hooking his foot behind his and bringing him down to his back hard. He pressed the base of his palm into his forehead and latched his fingers into the man’s hair, lifting his head and slamming it against the floor.

He went limp.

Huffing, Yoongi blew a strand of hair out of his face and stood, finding Seokjin and Namjoon jogging over to the negative door. Jiho slipped past him, bumping his shoulder in his supposed excitement. Growling, he trudged after, keeping his eyes out for anyone they might have missed.

“Guardian above I hate this place,” he grumbled, stopping in front of the door with the others.

Jiho didn’t waste time pulling the key from around his neck and slipping it into the doors lock. A wave of negative energy washed over them, and the door seemed to shudder for a moment. With a small turn of the handle, it swung open.

Seokjin gave Jiho a nod when he turned to look at him, “Take it back to Galaxy.”

“And if I try to run?”

Yoongi tensed, almost making a grab for him.

“You won’t,” Seokjin said easily. Jiho raised a brow, looking almost offended. The angel met his gaze. “Do you have somewhere else to go?”

Jiho paused, looking away.

Without responding, he stepped through the door. They watched as it vanished before them.

For a moment none of them said anything.

It wasn’t a comfortable silence, or the feeling of accomplishment.

He knew they felt it too.

“We should go,” Yoongi said quietly. The silence felt dangerous suddenly.

They had just turned to leave, ready to jog out of the building and make their way back to the institute. Yoongi was just thinking they should call Hoseok and let him know they were okay. To check in and see how the youngest three were fairing.

He saw movement in the corner of his eye. Yoongi saw the gun raise, the man standing on the stage, someone they had missed, or maybe reinforcements had arrived, was aiming it at Seokjin.

Yoongi moved.

He threw himself onto the stage easily, rolling back onto his feet and pulling his fist back.

And then he froze.

The barrel of the gun was pressed to his forehead. The metal was cold. But it was the man’s eyes that had stunned him. He knew those eyes.

“Yoongi!”

Namjoon and Seokjin made a move towards the stage and were similarly halted in their tracks by the man’s voice.

“Don’t. Fuck. Please don’t move.”

Yoongi slowly lowered his arm, very carefully reaching his hand towards the man’s mask. His eyes flicked to his hand, but he didn’t try to stop him. He tugged the mask down.

“Ace?”


Jungkook didn’t see him at first.

The cameras were overwhelming. Flashes blinded them, caused spots in his vision, but the knowledge that Ki-jung could be hiding amongst those spots settled a rock in his stomach that threatened to drag him to the floor.

Taehyung’s hand fell to his back, guiding him towards the front of the room.

A table was set up. Mics angled towards the chair that sat empty. A podium stood off to one side. His grandfather stood behind it. His grandfather, a man he’d only come to meet two days before, a stranger, stood tall in front of the signing table, gesturing his hand towards Jungkook.

The rest of the crowd’s attention followed the gesture, landing on him and the two Faes that trailed only a single step behind him.

His eyes landed on him when he came to stand next to his grandfather. The companies founder addressed the press with words that fell on deaf ears. Distantly, Jungkook thought he looked like a businessman more than a grandfather. His grey hair was cut clean and proper, suit well pressed, stature higher then what Jungkook could likely comprehend. This wasn’t his scene. This wasn’t his life. He felt like a ghost drifting through it.

His body was stiff as he offered a bow to his grandfather and the press. His eyes never left Ki-jung.

There he was.

His handsome face, his relaxed aura, his smirk-

I could listen to you talk for hours.

Jungkook felt his throat close up, an invisible clamp snapping closed around his neck, felt his foot slide backwards, back pressing into Taehyung’s hand. He could feel Jimin and Taehyung’s tension behind him, could feel how tight their muscles were as if they were his own. Maybe they were? Maybe it was just him?

His limbs felt shaky, the hairs on his arms lifting. He couldn’t hear. He knew he had to pay attention. Seung-hee was talking about him, he’d heard his name.

His eyes were locked on Ki-jung.

Ki-jung hadn’t looked away from him either. Hands folded in front of him politely, eyes tracing over him like he could see through his suit, through his skin, into his soul.

Camera flashes. They were like flashes of lightning. Creating a storm inside of him, the tremble of his hands as good as thunder.

“My grandson, Jeon Jungkook, will be signing for the company today as the proper heir of the WINGS Network.”

An uproar. More noise. Questions, exclamations, they all washed over him in waves that pushed him, tossed him in every direction, never letting him get his feet on the ground.

Jungkook found himself sitting. A pen sat on the paper in front of him. Did he move there? Had he been moved?

“I thought we were on good terms Seung-hee-ssi, this wasn’t our agreement.”

His voice.

Jungkook froze. His vision zeroed in on the words at the top of the page. Contract. Contract. Contract contract contract. C-O-N-T-R-A-C-T. Contract. This was a contract. T-C-A-R-T-N-O-C.

It helped. It pulled him off the edge. Unblurred the edges of his vision. He spelled it again. Spelled it again backwards. Focused on each letter.

“Jungkook.”

He sucked a breath of air in, looked to his left, found Jimin leaning down next to him. Found his hand on his shoulder. He hadn’t even felt him touch him. Jimin’s eyes were beautiful. Deep. Full of pain. Fear. It was hidden well, because his eyes spoke volumes but his expression was a mere whisper.

Jimin’s hand tightened on his shoulder, “We’ve got you.”

Whispered, mouthed even, and Jungkook heard it like a declaration screamed over a canyon. The rest of the room came back slowly. Jungkook dragged his eyes to Ki-jung, who was stepping up to the table. He blocked his view of the cameras. Of the crowd. Ki-jung leaned a hand on the table, leaned in close.

“You know what signing this will mean, don’t you?” Ki-jung smiled.

He’d own him. Signing this contract meant Jungkook would be Ki-jungs.

No. No it wouldn’t. Jungkook didn’t care about some deal. No. He didn’t belong to anyone. His hand shook as he picked up the pen.

It was almost anticlimactic. The actual signing. Scrawling his signature across the bottom of the page was a numb experience. He felt nothing. Barely felt the drag of the pen. Yet there his name was, in black ink.

There was Ki-jung, eyes boring into his soul, smile set on his features.

Jungkook didn’t feel right.

He felt all kinds of wrong, but a distinct feeling didn’t feel right.

Ki-jung could see through to his soul.

His soul.

Euphoria.

Euphoria wasn’t scared.

Jungkook felt the blood in his body rush towards his feet like a bucket of ice had been dumped over him. He stood up quickly, chair clattering to the ground behind him. Jimin grabbed his arm, all he could do was shake his head frantically.

He didn’t know or care what the people in the room were doing. If they’d fallen silent or yelled more questions. It didn’t matter, because Euphoria wasn’t scared.

He had to get out.

Euphoria wasn’t scared. Euphoria was giving him a curious purr. Tilting its head like it didn’t understand why Jungkook was feeling this way. This wasn’t right.

They had to go. They had to go now.

He was more aware of Taehyung and Jimin’s steps then he was of his own, so it wasn’t a surprise when he was grabbed by Taehyung in an empty hallway on the way to the exit. Out of sight of the cameras and the press’s eyes, Taehyung held his shoulder, eyes wide as he searched Jungkook’s, lips quivering as he spoke.

“Bun, bun hey, hey hey, you’re alright. You’re alright. Breath. Love you aren’t breathing.”

Oh, right.

“It’s wrong,” he let out on a breath of air, eyes darting around, hand pressed to his chest. “This is wrong. We need to go.”

“Jungkook, talk to us, everything’s okay. It worked. Easy. Yeah? You signed. It’s over, that’s all you had to do,” Jimin took his hand, pulling it away from his chest. “We can go home now okay?”

“No, fuck,” Jungkook grit his teeth. “Guys, that wasn’t him.”

Jimin and Taehyung froze, but he could tell they didn’t understand. They didn’t have time. They had to go.

“It wasn’t Ki-jung. That wasn’t him. Euphoria wasn’t scared. He’s an imposter.”

Taehyung looked at Jimin quickly, eyes wide, “Then Ki-jung-”

“Go.” Jimin interrupted, “Get to the car, I’ll call Sumi.”

They ran. Jimin whipped Jungkook’s phone out of his back pocket and dialed Sumi’s number before they’d even reached Jaeyong and the car. Jungkook saw his friend leaning against the hood look up as they bolted over. Eyes wide, Jaeyong ran for the driver’s seat and they threw themselves into the car.

“Where to.”

“The café.”

“No,” Jimin interrupted, pushing between the front seats from the back, “The café is okay. He isn’t there.”

“He? He who?” Jaeyong looked at them in confusion, “Ki-jung? Isn’t he inside?”

“That’s not him, shit,” Jungkook slammed his fist against the door beside him, “Starlight theatre. He’s there. He knew we were back. He planned this.”

Jaeyong threw the car into gear, pressing his foot down on the gas and taking off, ignoring the blaring horns from cars around him as he zipped past. “Sorry for the tickets Nam,” he mumbled.

“Sumi-yah, we’re going to the Starlight to help the others. Ki-jung’s going after them. We’ll call when we’ve found them,” Jimin said quickly into the phone before hanging it up.

Taehyung growled, “He’s going after Seokjin and the others.”

“Jimin, give me my phone, Seokjin has Jiho’s.”

Without question, Jimin handed him his cellphone, and with his heart beating painfully in his chest, he called.

The phone kept ringing.

Jungkook grabbed the front of his tie, tugging it sharply away from his neck. He needed to fucking breathe. The phone went to voicemail. Jungkook hung up and tried again.

No. This wasn’t how he would lose them. Ki-jung could cut him, could put his disgusting hands on him if he wanted, but he wouldn’t take them. Jungkook wouldn’t let him. No fucking way.

“Taehyung, Jimin,” Jungkook said sharply, grabbing their attention. He turned in his seat to look at them, eyes tracing over their faces, memorizing them. “Whatever we walk into, don’t touch me.”

Taehyung’s expression went blank, Jimin’s jaw tensing. They knew of course, why they couldn’t. Jungkook was still their weakness. But if he could channel their energies, he could also be their strength. Jimin seemed to know him too well, because the Fae scowled.

“We don’t know your limits yet Jungkook. We don’t know how much magic you can use in the human world before it hurts you.”

“What better time to find out then?”

“Guardian above Jungkook if you-” Jimin bit out, looking downright livid. Jungkook interrupted him by reaching over and tugging him forward, pressing their foreheads together firmly. He took a deep breath, though the angle was awkward because of the seat, he stayed there.

“I’m not dying on you again. I promise. I’ll look out for myself. We look out for each other. Right?”

Jimin brought his hands to the sides of his head, fingers lacing through his hair, thumbs on his cheeks. The kiss he pressed against his lips was damn near violent. Bruising. It wasn’t like the kiss they’d shared that morning, a sweet, lazy one as they greeted each other for the first time that day. It wasn’t like the kisses they shared when Jimin knew he could get Jungkook to avoid training a little longer if he hummed into his mouth in that pretty way he did.

Jimin wasn’t kissing him, he was begging him. Begging him not to do something stupid, begging him to stay safe. And Jungkook was weak. He was always weak for them. All he could do was beg for the same in return.


It was Ace.

Namjoon was sure of it. He couldn’t sense magic coming off him, unless he was using a masking curse. This was the same guy they’d seen hanging around Scout. Scout talked about him in every other sentence. Ace did this- Ace said that- he idolized the man.

That begged the question.

Why was he here? And why did he have a gun to Yoongi’s head?

Namjoon lifted his hands, sliding his foot forward slowly, “Ace, what are you doing here?”

Ace’s eyes flicked to him, he pressed the gun closer to Yoongi’s head, making the phoenix wince. “Don’t Namjoon-ssi. I’m serious. Please don’t move.”

“You need to tell us what’s going on,” Seokjin said tensely. This scenario felt all too familiar. This theatre must be cursed. “Are you- do you work for him?”

To their surprise, because at this point it was an easy assumption that they’d been betrayed yet again, a look of sheer desperation crossed Ace’s face. “No fuck- No. I’d rather-” he grit his teeth. “He has Scout-ah.”

The chill that ran through his limbs felt like laying on a bed of nails. Namjoon traded a quick terrified glance with Seokjin before they schooled their expressions. He was, Scout was just a kid.

Seokjin’s hands were clenched in fists at his sides.

“Where.”

“I don’t know. He had- he had pictures,” Ace licked his lips, head dropping to look at the floor, feet shuffling, the gun dropping away from Yoongi’s head, but now hovered in front of his chest. He wasn’t looking at Yoongi. Or any of them. If he had really betrayed them, he wouldn’t take his eyes off them. He still trusted them. No, this was Ki-jung’s manipulation.

“We’ll find him. We got Jungkook out. You know we can help him Ace,” Namjoon reassured firmly.

It was clear he was fighting himself. It was clear that Ki-jung had promised him Scout’s safe return, done something to make him think this was the only option.

“You don’t- you don’t understand. There’s no time. If I don’t do this he’s dead.”

Yoongi took a step forward. Both himself and Seokjin next to him nearly jolted forward instinctively. Slowly, like he'd done when he’d taken off his mask, Yoongi placed his hand over his on the gun. Ace was tense. He was scared. They all knew it would take only a twitch of his finger and he’d shoot Yoongi in the chest.

Namjoon held his breath.

“Listen Ace. This is what he does. He’s playing with your mind. You need to trust us. You trusted us enough to keep Scout safe in our world. Right? And we brought him back safe. We’ve been dealing with Ki-jung for a very long time. We know how he works. We know his games. You don’t have to play them.”

Ace was fighting to appear strong. His expression wavering gave him away. Namjoon wanted to be sick. Ki-jung had Scout. A kid. The man had no morals. A monster.

“No. Please. You don’t understand,” Ace pressed through pinched teeth. “There isn’t time. If I don’t do this, he’ll kill us both.”

Dread was a funny feeling.

The way it acted like a wall, an invisible force that came out of nowhere, slammed into him and dropped a weight in his chest. Stole the breath from his lungs and drowned his heart in tar.

All because of the sound of footsteps.

All because of the applause.

They matched, slow and methodical, one after the other until Ki-jung stepped out onto the stage from the left.

He’d never seen the colour in Yoongi’s skin drain so quickly. Had never related to that feeling so much before.

Where they froze, Seokjin came alive.

He vanished from next to Namjoon in a flash of light, appeared next to Ace, disarming him with a twist of his arm and kicking him in the chest, knocking him back onto the stage. Then there was a burst of white and gold. Seokjin’s wings flared out behind him shielding Yoongi from Ki-jung’s view.

Namjoon watched Yoongi grab the back of the angel’s shirt with a shaking hand.

“For someone who claims to know my games so well, you really did fall into this one too easily. Careful, I might start to think you actually enjoy this. And there’s really no fun in that,” Ki-jung smirked.

It really was him. In the flesh.

Namjoon hadn’t seen him face to face since Seokjin had saved them. Seokjin had kept them away from him for this exact reason. Namjoon couldn’t move. His mind was screaming at him, if he didn’t move, someone was going to die, if he didn’t do something they were dead. But his arms and legs weren’t listening.

Seokjin had shut down. In that way he had when he’d found them. When Yoongi had been so beaten and bloody, so ruined, strapped to that damn chair- he had been dying. Namjoon remembered that. Yoongi had begged Seokjin, because the pain had been too much, because he needed the pain to stop, he needed to die to regenerate. He’d begged Seokjin, with a voice that barely worked, to kill him.

Namjoon remembered.

Seokjin had worn no expression when he’d leaned forward and kissed Yoongi. Their first kiss. And then killed him.

He’d always been able to make the tough choices. Always been able to get himself to move when the situation called for it. Always faced his foes head on. Namjoon knew it was because he couldn’t afford not too.

He’d once had a whole army to take care of.

He’d once had a family to take care of.

Seokjin hadn’t been there for them. He would never make that mistake again.

And here Namjoon was, not able to move his damn- stupid- fucking legs.

“There’s my pretty angel,” Ki-jung cooed, eyes tracing over Seokjin’s wings. It was a wonder how they’re colour remained so pure under his gaze. “I skipped an important meeting to come here. I was a little worried you wouldn’t show.”

Ki-jung advance on them, Seokjin took a step back, bumping into Yoongi who was staring blankly at his back.

Namjoon felt distant. Like he was hovering outside of his body. Watching all of this like he was still strapped in that chair. Like he couldn’t do anything.

He can. He could. Do something. Move.

Ki-jung didn’t make a move to touch Seokjin. Seokjin’s eyes were burning brightly. Instead, he cleared his throat, looking to the side at Ace and raising a brow. Ace scrambled to his feet, staggering as he picked up the gun and trained it back on Seokjin and Yoongi.

“It’s so pathetically easy,” Ki-jung mumbled, shaking his head. “You two were never this easy.”

He was looking at him. Ki-jung was looking at Namjoon. It was that same proud look he always wore when he pulled a scream from them. He felt dizzy. Sick suddenly. Numb.

“How have you been my little toy? I see you’re all taking care of each other now. So sweet. Those who die together stay together is that it?”

“You used a changeling.”

Seokjin’s voice was cold. Nearly robotic.

Ki-jung’s breathing changed when he spoke, his eyes fluttering as if he couldn’t help physically reacting to his voice. Namjoon couldn’t feel his hands. It felt as if he moved, the world would explode.

“Oh him? Yeah, I’ll kill him later for being so close to my treasure. Man it was such a toss up. Go and see my beautiful treasure or come here and see my angel. I figured,” Ki-jung paced around the stage seemingly at random, swinging his steps wide and rocking into each step, “My treasure is smart. He’ll figure it out and come rushing over here. He knows me well by now. We got pretty intimate, though I’m sure he told you.”

The breath Seokjin drew in was controlled. Even. Tense.

Yoongi snapped.

His arms ignited and he was ducking past Seokjin before the angel could grab him. He lunged at Ki-jung, fingers shifting into talons, aimed right for the man’s neck.

“Don’t!” It wasn’t one of them, though Seokjin was stepping forward, Namjoon had been thrown back into his own body like an elastic band had broken. It was Ace that had yelled. Ace who was terrified for himself and for Scout. Ace who had been dragged into something he didn’t need to be involved in.

Someone who was an emotional livewire was holding a gun.

Namjoon vaulted himself onto the stage and made a break for him, out of the corner of his eye he watched Ki-jung dodge Yoongi’s attack, watched the shadows form around Ki-jung’s feet and lash out at the Phoenix, keeping him from getting close again.

Seokjin’s wings pulled behind him, glowing brighter and brighter by the second until Ki-jung’s shadows were forced to shy away.

Yoongi caught on quick. He unleashed more of his flames, ignoring how the wood stage beneath his feet caught fire. Ki-jung was framed on both sides by light, having next to no shadow to work with at close range.

Namjoon had just reached Ace when he saw Ki-jung lock eyes with him. Ace’s expression dropped. Then the gun was trained on Yoongi. Namjoon lunged, hand grabbing his wrist as the trigger was pulled.

He felt the kick back of the gun through Ace’s arm. Namjoon looked back at Yoongi with a still heart, holding his breath. Yoongi was breathing heavily, face twisted into a snarl as he moved to attack Ki-jung again.

He looked- okay. He looked okay. Fuck. He didn’t think he’d made it in time. Ripping the gun from Ace’s grip, he threw it into a pile of debris.

“Get out of he-” Namjoon’s words caught in his throat when he turned back to Ace.

A spear, one made of complete darkness, black and inky, stuck out of the middle of his chest.

Ace was looking down at it, like he hadn’t quite realized what had happened yet. Like he couldn’t feel it.

Namjoon met his eyes again. Saw the blood drip from his lips.

The spear pulled away, blood squelching out of the wound, slithering back into the shadows.

He was deaf to what was happening behind him. Ace pitched forward and Namjoon scrambled to catch him, dropping them both to their knees. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. No. This wasn’t- he wasn’t supposed to be here.

“Hey,” Namjoon whispered, “I got you. Alright. You’re okay.”

Ace coughed and Namjoon could feel the blood spray his shoulder and neck. He could feel it warm on his hands. So much- so red- it was everywhere he-

“Please- please save him.”

Ace’s voice was already weak. Namjoon had seen it a thousand times. He’d seen men fade and die. It never got easier. It never hurt less. He knew Ace about as well as some of the other soldiers he’d fought with. Which wasn’t well. But he was a friend nonetheless.

The fire was spreading around them, had caught the curtains, was eating at the foundation of the stage. The room was becoming hot. The flames reflected in the blood on his palms.

“We will. Ace, we’ll keep him safe.”

He wouldn’t waste his breath on false reassurance.

“Te-ll ‘m, ‘gonna kick his ass when I see him ‘gain.”

Namjoon clenched his teeth.

“S-Sorry- I’m sorry,” Ace was crying. Through the pain he could hear the wobble in his voice. Namjoon held him closer. “I couldn’t lose ‘im.”

“I know. I know.” He did know. He was still just a kid himself.

“Please-“

“We’ll take care of him. Ace I promise you. We’ll look after him.”

Ace whimpered, his arms going slack, body slumping further into him.

He knew the moment he was gone. Namjoon was something of an expert perhaps. Gently, he laid Ace down. Slowly placing his head down.

They weren’t safe. There was still a fight going on behind him. This wasn’t over.

In a moment it was like he was back on the field. Like the war had never really ended. How many last words had he had to deliver? How many young men and woman was he unable to bury properly?

A shout had him spinning around in time to see Yoongi get thrown into the busted theatres seats, crashing through them and the flames on his body caught those as well. Seokjin slammed into Ki-jung, throwing him into a wall.

They had to go. They had to call the door and go.

Leaving Ki-jung to Seokjin, Namjoon bolted towards Yoongi, climbing over the broken seats to get to him. He reached down and grabbed his hand to help him up, only to release it quickly with a shout of pain. Yoongi’s eyes snapped to him, despite being strangely cloudy and unfocused.

The blood. Shit.

Yoongi reigned in his fire with some clear difficulty and Namjoon reached down again, tugging him up out of the debris.

“Argh- fuck!” Yoongi grunted, legs crumbling under him. Namjoon fell with him, too shaky, too shocked at what had just happened. Instead of red, Yoongi’s side was black. Black. No. No no no.

“Yoong- Yoongi? Woe. Where are you hurt.”

This was where the desperation laid. It was always here. With having ones he loved on the field. Because Namjoon could survive a lot. But not losing them. And this- this was a waking nightmare and there was so much red and black and-

Oh.

Yoongi had moved his hand away from his side.

He hadn’t been quick enough. Yoongi had gotten hit with that bullet. He’d gotten hit, and kept fighting. Just like they were trained to do. Namjoon scrambled for a potion. They thought they might need some. They all had some.

Yoongi grabbed his arm, brought his attention back to him. “Didn’t go through.”

Namjoon opened his mouth.

The building shook above them, debris falling from overhead. He hooked his arm around Yoongi’s chest and dragged him back out of sight of Ki-jung and Seokjin. Seokjin would know they were alive. He’d know if they weren’t. He needed to focus.

“We need to call the door. We need to get out of here,” He leaned Yoongi against a piece of concrete, pulling his shirt up to see the wound. “The building will come down on us.”

Yoongi groaned, face scrunching in pain, “Good riddance. Joon- the kid? Ace?”

Namjoon didn’t look at him. He shook his head silently.

Yoongi’s head thumped back and his eyes fell closed, a quiet curse leaving his lips.

The said nothing for a long moment. There was nothing to say.

“We can’t call the door until we know Ki-jung won’t get through. We need-”

“Help?”

Namjoon and Yoongi both snapped their heads up, finding Jungkook crouching next to them.

For a beat, Namjoon swore he was hallucinating, then Jungkook smirked. That wonderful, beautiful smirk that showed none of the terror he must be feeling. Jungkook was out of breath, eyes burning a fierce purple. He was wearing his suit, the one he’d worn to the conference, minus the suit jacket and tie.

“Kookie-? What- where did-?” Yoongi stammered, eyes wide.

“Later. Looks like we need to get you home Meow meow,” he smiled. It was tense and worried and every other layer of emotion that they’d expect him to feel right now but he smiled.

“Brat,” Yoongi chuckled, only to flinch and bare his teeth against the pain.

“Joonie, you got him?”

Namjoon nodded quickly.

Jungkook gave a firm nod. “I’m going to distract Ki-jung. Taehyung and Jimin are going to get Seokjin out of there. When you’re all together call the Galaxy door. I’ll follow right behind you.”

“You better.”

“I will.”


Jungkook had to fight every instinct in his body to run away from Yoongi and Namjoon. It had looked like a bullet wound. Like the one Jimin had gotten here.

Jungkook couldn’t tell if it was clouds forming overhead, or smoke filling the vaulted ceiling. The whole place was in flames. The heat was difficult to breath through, scorching on his skin. But he counted all three of his lovers, though they looked a little worse for wear (Namjoon was covered in blood, human blood), it looked like they’d gotten there in time.

Jiho and the negative door were gone.

A flash and crack of lightning struck near Ki-jung. The real Ki-jung. Jungkook met his eyes as he jumped away from the attack, throwing his hand out and unleashing one of his own towards Taehyung. Ki-jung’s eyes lit up, mouth spreading into a poisonous smile.

Jungkook clamped down on his fear. Use it. Feel it. Euphoria hissed inside of him, fur standing on end, shoulders pressed close to the floor. He moved the magic out of his chest, down his arm, and then released it.

The explosion of positive energy throughout the room had his lovers visibly sucking in a breath, even though he’d chosen to use nature, they could still gain a recharge from any of his positive energy output. That was good. He’d avoid negative energies.

Pressing his hands forward, he felt the magic wrap around every available plant life in the area, feeling it tug and rip and change before vines were breaking through the ground, entangling around Ki-jung’s legs and arms. He wrapped another around his throat and pulled it tight.

That got his attention.

Jimin grabbed both Seokjin and Taehyung by the arm and pulled them away from Ki-jung, running past Jungkook up to where they knew Yoongi and Namjoon were. They really didn’t have a lot of time.

Jungkook’s eyes landed on Seokjin before he could stop himself.

Oh. Oh wow.  

No. No he shouldn’t be seeing this. Not now. Not like this. Quickly, he focused back on Ki-jung, shaking the shock out of his system.

Ki-jung choked, the vine strangling him. Jungkook narrowed his eyes, focused harder. He hated that the look of adoration hadn’t left his face. He hated that he himself had lost his ability to speak again.

Forgetting himself, lost in his concentration, Jungkook didn’t notice the tendril of darkness until it was wrapping around his ankle. With a grunt his leg was tugged out from under him and he fell hard on his back, the vines falling from around Ki-jung, releasing him.

The man gasped and laughed- tipping his head back as he wheezed before grinning like he was having the time of his life.

A chunk of the ceiling slammed down next to him.

“Treasure! Fuck! Ha ha ha! I know you so well! But boy, was this a surprise,” he walked up to him, even as Jungkook tried to scramble up, only to have his wrists pinned to the ground.

A bolt of lightning fired past him, hitting Ki-jung in the chest and knocking him back. The flash of light was enough to weaken the shadows. Jungkook rolled to his feet, careful not to roll into the burning debris. “Call it!”

Jungkook channeled weather magic, just like Taehyung had taught him, feeling it build in his chest then throwing a hand out and letting it all go. Not a second after his own strike of lightning at Ki-jung, which he had blocked with a shield of darkness he’d drawn up from under the debris, another bolt flew past him and he glanced towards Taehyung.

The Fae’s eyes were unforgiving storms, the electricity flickering and building around him making his hair stand on end. Taehyung disappeared, reappearing next to Ki-jung, pressing him back with close combat. Jungkook bounced on his heals, closed his eyes and let the electricity surround him.

Then, he found himself next to them, had no time to adjust before he was already throwing a kick into Ki-jung’s ribs, knocking him away from Taehyung.

“Look at you, you keep exceeding my expectations. Multiple magics? You’ve been messing in things you shouldn’t, haven’t you treasure?” Ki-jung landed a sharp hit to Jungkook’s side, knocking Taehyung down the moment he tried to retaliate. Taehyung recovered much quicker and swung his legs towards Ki-jung’s.

Jungkook coughed and felt another build up of electricity, he slammed his hands against Ki-jung’s back and pumped him full of as much voltage as he could.

He’d be lying if he said the way Ki-jung crumbled to his knees wasn’t a little satisfying.

Taehyung kneed him in the face, knocking him down to his side.

“Come on!”

Jungkook didn’t look towards the shout. They must have gotten the door to answer.

Taehyung nudged his arm with the back of his hand, he took a few steps backwards, not taking his eyes off Ki-jung for a moment before he turned away to run back to the others.

“Guess I got some of that kids blood on me,” Ki-jung laughed. “That actually hurt.”

Jungkook’s steps slowed.

Taehyung looked back at him a few paces ahead. “Jungkook.”

The blood on Namjoon. The look in his eyes. He hadn’t wanted to pay attention to that detail. Where had the blood come from?

He looked back at Ki-jung, who was pushing himself to his feet. He smirked, eyes trailing over to the stage that was nearly engulfed in flames. Amongst the fire, something shimmered on the boards. A body laid still.

He could just make out his features.

“Don’t worry, I’ll give you the little brat back. I’ll let you explain how his so called brother died.”

Ace.

“Jungkook! Let’s go! Now!”

Go. He had to go. The door.

Tearing his eyes away from Ace’s face was one of the hardest things he’d ever had to do.

The door was there, and the door was home.

He ran.

The others were there. Jimin was opening the door when the smell reached him.

Jungkook didn’t think it was possible to feel any more terror than this, but the moment he saw the flames come close to the base of the door, he proved himself wrong.

He could smell gasoline.

Suddenly he found his voice.

“Run! Go! It’s going to burn!” Jungkook yelled, catching all of their attention. Jimin turned back to look at them just as the door ignited in a rushing inferno and he vanished through it.

They didn’t have time to think. If the door burned, their chances of getting out were slim to none.

Namjoon shoved Yoongi through it quickly, following immediately after.

Seokjin turned, waited for Taehyung to reach him. Jungkook wasn’t far, only a few steps, and suddenly he was being flung backwards, a gasp left him along with the air in his lungs. His back hit the ground hard, legs tumbling over his head as he skidded to a stop halfway to Ki-jung.

“Leaving so soon Treasure?”

Jungkook’s chest felt like it was going to collapse in on itself. Euphoria was thrashing, roaring, screaming inside of him. It hurt- it really fucking hurt. One last ditch effort, one last attempt at knocking Ki-jung down long enough to get away, Jungkook used whole magic.

The opal and gold magic shot out of him violently, angrily, slamming itself into Ki-jung and Jungkook watched with wide eyes as it dug its way into Ki-jungs shoulder, into his thigh, stabbing into him unforgivingly. Jungkook wasn’t controlling this.

The burn in his chest got worse quickly. Draining his energy too fast for him to keep up with.

Taehyung was grabbing him, pulling him to his feet, just when Jungkook was able to recall the magic, beg it to come back before it killed him.

They ran for the burning door.


Jaeyong had watched Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung disappeared inside.

The building was barely standing. It looked like the back half was beginning to cave in. It was burning. Smoke rose from the structure despite there being no flames in sight yet. It wouldn’t hold long, and all of them were trapped in there with Ki-jung.

“Shit, shit, shit. Okay fuck, think.”

All he could do was pace. He’d be useless in there. He knew that. Should he wait here? Would they take the door out? Should he call Hoseok? Yeah. No. No. Yeah. That was good. That was a good idea. Call the café. Fill them in.

Pulling out his phone, the sounds of two sets of steps pounding the concrete whipped his attention to his right in time to see two men run into another alley carrying jerry cans.

Jaeyong frowned, looking back at the theatre briefly before deciding to follow the men. He jogged after them, turning down the same alley they’d gone down, making it to the end and coming to another turn where-

He felt his heart stop.

“Hey!”

The two men looked away from the Galaxy door, gasoline pouring out of the red cans, soaking the wood. Jaeyong scanned them over quickly, one of the guys tossing the can to the side, ignoring the gas that poured over the ground. They stalked towards him, one pulling out a knife.

Jaeyong lifted his fists.

The guy with the knife swung towards his throat, he dipped back to avoid it and grabbed his wrist, twisting hard until he heard a snap and the guy dropped the knife. A fist met his cheek, making him stagger, another punch to the stomach and he keeled over the guy’s fist.

Swinging his arm up Jaeyong slammed his elbow into the back of his head, making him stumble forward.

He managed to get the two guys down, despite the choking smell of gasoline. His ribs burned and face was partially numb but he turned towards the Galaxy door to-

It was gone.

Fuck.

Whipping out his phone, he started bolting back towards the theatre.

Hoseok was the one to pick up.

“What the fuck is going on Jaeyong.”

“Did you call the door?!”

“No. Jaeyong where are they. Where’s my Set.”

Jaeyong could hear the panic in his voice, mirroring his own as he slowed to a stop in front of the theatre, just in time to watch the roof cave in, swallowed by flames.

His knees hit the concrete.


Jimin heard the shout behind him, felt the rush of heat surround him and he had only a second for his heart to drop into his feet and to whip around before the ground disappeared from under him. He fell backwards away from the door, a perfect vantage to watch it blink out of view.

“No!” The word tore through him, his hand reaching upwards, even before his body hit the ground. The landing was strangely soft. The cold that encased him had him scrambling to his feet, struggling to find purchase in all the white powder that coated the area.

Jimin spun, desperately searching for the door, for his lovers. They had been right behind him.

But the door had-

The door had been burning.

His way home.

A sour taste filled his mouth, he lifted his arms to hug himself, breath forming in the air in front of him. A little ways from him was a clear strip amongst all the white, a patch of grey. A road. What was this? Was it powder? Ice? It was cold. It compacted under his feet, crunched with each step. His body felt sluggish, the cold seemed to draw the heat of the flames that had licked his skin away.

The sun shone bright overhead, reflecting brightly on the white substance surrounding him.

He was in the middle of nowhere. Alone.


The flames eating through the door hadn’t bothered him. He’d burnt himself before. The way Namjoon had shoved him through hadn’t bothered him. It was the way that the ground rushed up to meet him too quickly that did. The dull thump of his shoulder against concrete that made his head swim and stomach lurch.

“Joon, fuck, could really use that potion right about now,” he groaned, turning his face into the cold ground, seeking some relief from his own body heat. His own blood felt slick through his fingers.

When his lovers voice didn’t respond, concern washed over him. Had Namjoon gotten hurt?

Riding out his adrenaline, he pressed his teeth together, hand gripping the bleeding hole in his stomach, just above his left hip. The dull taste of his own blood lingered on his tongue. With a pinched groan that evolved to a near sob, he shoved himself upright slightly, pausing on his elbow to catch his breath and to pry his eyes open.

He was… alone?

No. No that wasn’t- Namjoon had been right behind him. Jimin in front of him. Why wasn’t he in Galaxy? Was he still on earth? “Joon?”

Still no answer, and no door in sight. Yoongi wheezed, pulling his leg up to push his heel into the ground and slide himself towards the wall behind him. It took a bit of time, but he got himself propped in a semi- sitting position against the wall, left leg stretched out, right knee bent towards his chest.

He looked down at his stomach, taking in the black that soaked his clothes. Like a shadow ripping into him. Shuddering, he lifted his hand. The hole was deep. The bullet was still in there.

“Shit- mmhff-” Yoongi slammed his head back against the wall, body tensing. Pain flared through him, making his hips jut off the ground slightly, heels digging in. After a moment, it passed, leaving a constant burn in his nerves.

“Otapebk ioyt cenyhaa tuiov vygyik, you- fucking- argh,” he growled, cursing turning into whimpers.

If he didn’t get this bullet out, he was going to die.

He was in a street. It was still dark out. It looked like earth. Looked familiar even. Had he been here before?

“Okay, okay Yoongi. You’ve survived worse. You need to stay calm.”

All he had to do was get the bullet out. Then he could die and come back. He’d done it a thousand times.

Sucking in breathes through his nose, he lifted his hand again. It was heavier this time, harder to move. Slowly, he pressed two fingers to the hole. Black blood gushed out as he pressed. His head dug into the wall behind him, neck straining and legs quivering.

“Argh!”

His vision clouded and he felt his head suddenly feel lighter, further away. Panicked, he ripped his hand out of the wound, slamming his hand down on the ground, clawing at it as he shuddered through the waves of agony.

It wouldn’t work. He needed help. If he blacked out he’d bleed out before he could get the bullet.

This wasn’t looking good.


Namjoon’s hand grasped around nothing.

He’d reached to grab Yoongi’s arm, reached to support him. He’d gone through the door first, Namjoon had been a second behind, and when the world changed around him, Yoongi wasn’t there.

He was looking into the face of a tiger.

Shouting in surprise, he threw himself backwards, scrambling to turn and run from the creature whose maw was opened in a snarl, teeth bared. He made it two steps back towards where the door had been when he slammed face first into something unforgivingly hard.

Yelping, he sprawled flat on his back, blinking up at the ceiling in shock.

Ceiling?

He blinked again, rolling onto his stomach and looking at the tiger. It was posed on a rock, primed to jump but it… it wasn’t moving. Slowly getting to his feet he put his hands out and felt around for what he’d run into. His palms found the glass wall, separating him from a much larger room. Blood smeared across it from his hands.

Catching his breath, he tried to find the Galaxy door, but it seemed like it had left, and he was alone.

Yoongi.

He slammed his fist against the glass, ducking his head as he caught his breath.

Had the others made it out? Jungkook and Taehyung were the closest to Ki-jung. If the door burning had made it malfunction, who knows where they could be. Who knew where he was. He had to get back.

A light shone through the glass, making him tense and turn his head away slightly, lifting his hand away from the glass to shield his eyes. Peeking past his hand, he found a very stunned guy staring at him with a flashlight in his hand, mouth gapping, a box with a straw in it in his free hand.

First he had to deal with this.


Seokjin met Taehyung’s eyes the moment they both realized that Jungkook had been grabbed. He had seen the intention in his expression before it was even acted upon. And then his hands were against his chest, and he had shoved. Seokjin had tried to grab the door frame, had felt the skin of his hand burn. He’d yelled his name, saw only the brief second of Jungkook lashing out at Ki-jung.

The world tilted, he felt himself fall, wings being pushed in front of him.

He hit the water hard, felt his body sink into it, the weight of his wings dragging him down further below the surface until all he could see was blue and grey. He hadn’t gotten a chance to draw in air and it was only seconds before his lungs were constricting.

The water was so cold he felt his brain shrink in his skull. His teeth ached and chest heaved with the desire to gasp. His hands clawed through the water, wings moving uncoordinated, body thrashing.

His movements slowed, lips parting as the exhaustion and cold took over his mind.

Seokjin stared at the surface, drifting further away from it, away from the light that shimmered through the waves.

Before darkness overtook him, before he took a breath and the water filled his lungs, he had one thought in his mind.

The simple image of a Smeraldo.


Time moved slowly, and the door seemed miles aways.

The flames were devouring it. Jungkook could see it cracking, splintering in the heat. He could feel that same heat in his chest. The smoke climbed up his throat and burned it with every panting breath. His legs pumped under him, slamming into the ground with everything he had, Taehyung right next to him.

The top of the doors frame creaked, and Jungkook’s breath caught as he watched the full frame waver. Despite how fast the world moved around them, watching the frame give to gravity, slowly tipping towards them, falling, could have been hours.

The door he’d seen for the first time that day so long ago walking home.

The impossible door that had, since that first moment, always had him in awe with its ability to stand on its own, was falling.

Taehyung’s grip tightened on his arm and Jungkook found himself thrown forwards. He didn’t think, he just understood. He let his body yield to his own weight, dropping onto his hip, using his momentum to slide across the final distance between them and the door. He came to a stop underneath where the door was falling, instinctively throwing a hand back and grabbing Taehyung’s already outstretched one, tugging him beside him just as the doors frame fell around them.

It happened in all of a few seconds.

It was a short fall, only brief enough to knock some air from his lunges, but with the injuries he already had, it hurt through every muscle. His lunges wheezed, twisting onto his side to check on Taehyung who had landed next to him. The Fae’s eyes were pressed tightly together, face smudged with dirt and ash.

Shakily he reached over, dropping a weak hand on his chest, feeling the rise and fall, his heart beat. As quick as both were, it meant he was alive. Taehyung was okay. Jungkook’s body shuddered involuntarily as he relaxed, muscles protesting.

All he could smell was fire. Like it had burned his senses too. His eyes were stinging from the smoke.

But his chest – fuck his chest – that felt the worst.

His insides felt like they’d been blended together.

Euphoria had tried to claw its way out of him.

It had damn near succeeded.

Taehyung moved next to him, but Jungkook didn’t have the energy. It was a wonder how he could still keep his eyes open the small crack that they were. His lover was moving though, and that meant he wasn’t too badly hurt. Taehyung had taken some rough hits. He’d been worried.

The others had all made it through the door.

They were okay.

“Ko-Kookie,” Taehyung rasped, pulling himself closer to him, turning himself onto his side with a wince. Knuckles brushed his cheek, Jungkook could sort of make out Taehyung’s eyes scanning him over frantically. “H-Hey.”

He groaned. He’d meant to say hi back. It didn’t come out properly.

Taehyung’s eyes widened and he pushed himself onto his elbow, leaning over him at an angle that let Jungkook see the blood that ran down the side of his face from a cut on his head. His vision went fuzzy again.

“The door- it-”

Taehyung couldn’t finish the sentence, but Jungkook knew. He knew by the way Taehyung’s eyes trailed along the grass around them in a distinct path. He could smell the ashes that surrounded them, the charred grass. Taehyung swallowed harshly.

Jungkook released a rough cough, rolling back onto his back as he stared at the dark sky above them.

They weren’t in Galaxy.

They weren’t home.

“We can’t stay here. It’s too open,” Taehyung whispered. “Can you move?”

Jungkook met his eyes and shook his head weakly, licking his dry lips. They were cracked and just adding the small bit of moisture stung. “Taetae,” he tried, voice coming out pathetically small.

Taehyung flattened a hand on his chest, careful of the injuries that littered his body. “Let’s go slow, I can’t- I’m not in great shape either.”

Jungkook gave it his all, he really tried. Taehyung helped him sit up. Between the two of them, it was a lot of staggering and stumbling to get to their feet. A lot of under the breath cursing and even a few overwhelmed, hysterical laughs, because somehow- in some impossible miracle- they were still alive.

But Ace wasn’t.

Jungkook’s laugh sounded close to a sob then.

Standing now, they supported each other, as they always did, struggling through the pain and taking it one step at a time. They were in a park. One, when he glanced towards the playground equipment, Jungkook was painfully familiar. They were in Seoul still.

They couldn’t make it far like this.

It didn’t leave him with any other option. Good thing he was too tired to hate the idea of it.

Neither of them spoke as they made slow progress away from where the door had dropped them. Before he could stop himself, Jungkook looked back between them, nose brushing Taehyung’s cheek they were so close.

A perfect rectangle of ash. Lingering embers twinkled like stars where they had just laid.

Jungkook’s chest felt dreadfully hollow.

Taehyung tipped his forehead against his cheek, neither of them caring about the dirt or grim they were covered in.

The door was gone.

The impossible door that had given him a family and a home.

It was gone.

Notes:

Otapebk ioyt cenyhaa tuiov vygyik : "Just stop bleeding for two seconds" spoken in Jol.

........ I'm so sorry.......T_T This is officially the first chapter I ever cried while writing....

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