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You are the pale man’s widowed wife.
He still has memories of what he used to be, and pays you a visit as the end of humanity settles in.
Can you cope with what has become of your husband?
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After Charlie's death, Dean can barely stand to even look at Sam. Fearing how dangerous he's becoming as the mark on his arm weaponises his grief and anger, Dean opts to shut himself away in Cain's house, with Castiel his only link to the world.
But Castiel discovers that he can do more than just bring Dean supplies and weather his increasingly bad moods. His touch, it turns out, brings with it the mark-numbing effect of angel grace. With this treatment, Dean can feel something other than pain and rage again.
What he feels for Castiel, though... that scares him almost as much as the mark does.Fair warning that I made the unfathomable choice to write this in 2nd person. I don't know why. I actually do think it works for the fic, though, so I encourage you to give it a try and let me know if you agree!
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Jabber the cleaner by Tolkieniseverywhere
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
28 Oct 2025
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Jabber joining the cleaners.
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A.N. This fic was inspired by Mariam Petrosyan book The Gray House as well as highly based on my own experiences in mental hospital. I felt bored while sitting in my ward, so I decided to write something of a mix between my own experiences and The Gray House. Enjoy!
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My body heavily sunk onto the soft mattress beneath it. The multiple blankets I covered myself with to shield my skin from the chilly autumn temperature weighed me down, as if attempting to drag me with them underground even faster
I could hear the heart beating in my ears and my stomach was tied in a knot. It felt as if something was stuck in my throat, maybe it was nervousness, maybe those were the pills.
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A Study in Four Acts by lagaburung (berryargento) for kisekihara
Fandoms: 大穢 | Ooe (Visual Novel)
28 Oct 2025
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One may find love in a hopeless place. - AU
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Van was deployed on a top secret submarine mission, Japan was sending a secret weapon across the sea to turn the tide in the war against Soloro.
However, not far into the mission, he was near fatally injured, and the entire trajectory of his life began to change.Series
- Part 1 of Fixing For a Change
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He’d seen it the day before yesterday, displayed front and center in one of the shop windows they’d passed by.
A beautiful, felt bowler hat. Onyan had stopped to admire it. He’d said the color was burgundy. To Levi, it looked like a deep red, almost purple. He guesses that’s what burgundy was. Well, he’d been able to tell Onyan wanted it, but then he’d kept walkin’, pushin’ Levi’s chair down the street, and hadn’t said another word about it.
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Part two of This Life, After.
Levi faces new challenges in his journey toward healing.
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- Part 4 of This Life Series
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Make Me Your Monster by messaginabottle
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marauders - Fandom
28 Oct 2025
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The wind howls, the moon rises, and a dark-haired boy watches Remus from the shadows of the doorway.
James Potter doesn't get there in time, and the devastating aftermath of The Prank changes everything...forever. This is the story of what almost happened.
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This is a long fic which details different experiences and perspectives on family, friendship, love and so much more throughout the Marauders' years at Hogwarts and beyond.
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"You still love me?"
"I never stopped."
Five years after their brekup, Landon and Jeremy met in an unconventional setting, awakening the long hidden feelings between them. No matter how much they deny, they will always find a way back to each other.
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Ma meilleure ennemie by Unearthlycanine
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
28 Oct 2025
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While undercover in the PLF, Pro Hero Hawks faked a relationship that was never supposed to mean anything—until it did.
When the mission ended, one moment unraveled everything, leaving him with a choice he can’t take back and a silence that’s never let him go.
They say that some ghosts don’t need a name to haunt you. Too bad his does.
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Beneath the Steam and Starlight follows Athena as she reemerges in the world of Palia, memories of her past painfully intact while she tries to establish her new normal. There will be no content warnings past the preamble as to avoid spoilers. All sensitive content is written with real experiences taken into account as to not make light of any of it. Anyone who knows anything about Palia knows that this game's world is so much darker than it seems... If you have ideas, fan art, or would like to contribute anything to the story or its sister work, Abridging The Steam and Starlight, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/xunvroxXCL8ztgRd8
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A year after the death of Freya Karlsen, her family are still figuring out how to live in a world without her.
I DO NOT SUPPORT JKR
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- Part 3 of Becoming A Family
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the wolf with the rabbit; a night in the woods by stargirl_lov3kylo111
Fandoms: ビースターズ | BEASTARS
28 Oct 2025
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Haru goes camping in wolf ridden woods. Everyone tells her she shouldn't. But she likes to put herself into danger.
Legoshi is wild wolf, far from society, and quick to devour prey.
A terrifying strange and lustful night.
or one shot where she gets chased through the woods. monster fucked in the rain, crazy tongue, and thick cock ;)
really feeling the halloween vibes this year!! everyone get spooky now!!!
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⚠️ 本文包含非自愿性行为、毒品使用及强烈的心理折磨。
时间线在S4开头，嗑药成瘾夏。天雷滚滚小心观看。不喜不用告诉我。- Language:
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The city hums with what’s left of the world. Broken power lines sizzling, wind whistling in hollow rooms, the faint echoes of something that used to be alive trying to breathe through nanites.
Venture keeps walking. Reader follows.
They tell each other they’ll make it, even though both know they won’t.
Survival stopped meaning anything a long time ago.
But if one of them can make it a little farther, a little longer…
They can’t save the world, but maybe they can save each other. Maybe that’s enough.OR
Venture and Reader are trying desperately to find a safehouse after the apocalypse. Feelings are complicated, control is slipping, and both characters are trying to keep the other alive.
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Jinx and her son have started their new life.
If only it'd come with a handbook.
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- Part 2 of Phobophobia
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For Azula, the war ended and everything she held dear was destroyed. As things seem to keep getting worse for her, she loses the will to fight, until someone she never expected comes to her aid.
For Katara, the war ended and everything seems to have changed. Unhappy and feeling left behind, she seeks some way to feel normal again. Upon hearing unsettling news, she embarks on a journey to help someone she never thought she would.
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A slow burn Kazula fic about recovery after traumatic experiences, and finding comfort in unlikely places.
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Holding On by lemmoniie
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
28 Oct 2025
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Holding on is harder than it seems; it’s getting easier to slip up.
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The new year brings forth an illusion of a clean slate, and the intertwining of thirteen lives proves otherwise.
*If you haven’t read the prequel ‘O.L.L. in This Big World’, no biggie. Feel free to jump right into the storm and chaos, you’ll learn along the way…
**Detailed individual character synopsis in ‘Notes’
***UPDATES: Every two weeks
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- Part 2 of Our Lives...
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In the FEMA Quarantine Zone, you sit and take in the horrors all around you. It's what you deserve for existing, isn't it?
Then you meet a little girl, who you know doesn't deserve the Hell you're both in. You'll keep her safe from both FEMA and yourself.
Until you meet her crazy uncle.
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- Part 2 of Milk's NINAH-verse