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    "You should’ve been the golden child. The one normal child that your parents desperately needed to help coax in a sense of normality in your family. Which is why your mother kept you away from your siblings. You shouldn’t be tainted by their… weirdness. You only got to see them from across the room, or during meals and sometimes at school. Not that you cared. But when you turned four, your mother noticed something. You were lacking something. Lacking emotion. You were different."

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    Going through all (current) episodes of the Coffin of Andy and Leyley, with you, Yandere!Reader as Andy and Leyley's sister. (There are three paths, Burial, Decay and Cremation)

    (Formerly : Goldilocks Bears)

    Ashley Graves x Yandere!Reader Graves x Andrew Graves.

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    After retiring from football, Cristiano feels he has nothing left. Before ending his own life, he makes a bucket list. Confessing his feelings for his longtime rival, Lionel Messi, is the last item on that list. But Leo recognizes something is amiss. He’s experienced this before, and is ready to plead for Cristiano’s life.

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    Waspinator thought he finally reach a form of happiness with his budding romance with Terrorsaur. Unfortunately, like anything nice it’s taken from him when Terrorsaur dies in the Transmetal explosion.
    Waspinator thinks he’s lost him completely but little does he know he’s carrying the last part of his ill fated lover.

    He may not know but others seem to…

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    Attempts at poetry.

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    Loosely (extremely loosely in some cases) following 2025's Whumptober prompts for a series of short fics featuring the 11th Street Kids and co. getting into all kinds of hurt/comfort-y situations.

    Good thing they have the power of friendship and love and animal quizzes to help them get through all the bullshit super hero life throws at them!

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    "Dramamine® is an antihistamine medication that prevents and treats motion sickness symptoms like nausea, vomiting and dizziness. It works by helping your body maintain its sense of balance."

    Parts of Ghost Eyes through Emilio's perspective, with lots of journal entries.

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    Bluestreak would never forget the day Praxus was destroyed. He wasn’t sure if he even wanted to if he was being honest. If anyone asked he would say of course he would, who wouldn’t want to forget the worst thing that ever happened to him? But deep in his spark, Bluestreak knew that day would always be a part of him, whether he wanted it to or not.

    Praxus was destroyed by the Decepticons. Bluestreak was the only survivor by design. Part of him wished he died with the rest of his home.

     

    A destruction of Praxus Bluestreak centric fic because I couldn't find one that suited my needs so I had to take matters into my own hands

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    Layla is a ghost writer/ music producer and Kara's best friend. Layla is younger by a few years but they are so close that most of the time they team up during family game night at Kara's house. Layla is in love with Kara. Everyone can see that except for Kara. Layla has a secret. She's dying. She's afraid of telling Kara and she's also afraid of admitting her feelings. She doesn't want to break Kara's heart when she dies and leaves her behind. What she doesn't know is that Kara also has a secret. She has two secrets actually.

    This story is inspired by the song ‘Hero’ by David Kushner

    ⚠️ Trigger Warning for suicidal thoughts and abuse.
    This story does include sexual themes and adult language. Might change to explicit rating when the later chapters get added

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    Draco comes back for his eighth year at Hogwarts after the war not expecting much but things are never simple and Draco just hopes he can survive while a certain person shows him a side he has missed out on

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    The Bucky-centric zombie apocalypse MCU story nobody asked me to write, yet I am inflicting upon you anyways. Tags will be updated as we go to avoid too many spoilers. The dove's not dead, but it isn't happy about being alive, either. It's gonna be a bumpy ride.

    The world has gone to hell, and Bucky doesn't know if he can trust his own mind. So, business as usual?

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    Rumi deals with the fallout of the idol awards, her friends questions and her newly embraced half-demon heritage. Not all is well as she deals with nightmares and feeling closer to the underworld than she has ever felt before.

    As the honmoon grows stronger, part of Rumi grows weaker. Zoey and Mira try to remain hopeful; helping their friend to deal with her waning strength, but Rumi continues to grow weaker, the nightmares keep coming and the demon kings voice echoes in her mind

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    “You’re dying.”

    Gwi-ma’s words hit her like a ton of bricks. Echoing in her mind, shed remembered what happened. Falling unconscious in the dressing room, as she had been in a rush to get ready for the fan meet and greet. She remembered her friends screams of horror when they saw her laying there on the floor covered in blood. She remembered Mira holding her while she bled begging her to stay awake, pleading with her not to leave them. Then there had been silence and nothing but the darkness surrounding her.

    “And once you’re dead, your soul will be mine.”

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    "You're supposed to be alive. The Time Keepers deem it so."

    Is there life after everything is lost? Mobius certainly seems to think so.
    If only he would let Loki in on the secret. Because he is tiring of all the nervous stares, the cryptic posters plastered on every wall, the half-answers. It's all such torture, the mystery. And the warmth behind his new friend's gaze is just a tease, stringing him along toward some unknown hell.

    How, after everything he's done, can Time need Loki? Of all others...

    "There's always a first time for everything."

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    There is one remaining Dean clone. Dean thinks there should be one less.

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    Mitsu Fukuzawa always knew the stories her grandmother told her were true. She just never expected it to affect her.

    Until it does.

    After a demon with personal ties to her family takes her last remaining members, she has nowhere to go. Driven by grief and self-hatred, Mitsu joins the demon slayer corps. Slowly working her way up in the ranks. This is the story of a girl overwhelmed by her own grief- and the family she meets along the way.

    Frenemies to lovers. Heavy angst. Maybe a happy ending

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    In the wake of Nice’s reappearance at the tournament, Lin Ling considers whether he would’ve done anything differently. Only months before, he had watched the man fall to his death. Now Nice stands before him looking like the broken pieces of a figurine put back together.

    Uncovering the mess that lies behind Treeman is one thing. Trying to save Nice is another.

    But he must save him. Even if Nice doesn’t want to be saved.

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    They hadn't realized the amount of light that dimmed from her eyes throughout the last few years. Eun-Byeol was usually a quiet and reserved person anyway. It wasn't out of the ordinary until it was. They missed the signs; it took being on the brink of death for them to realize their true feelings. Years of denying romantic feelings for her in exchange for the pursuit of their music is what they decided, but nearly losing her was something they'd never thought of. They thought they'd be eight forever. Believing that they could be friends as long as they had their group. But after five years of being hated by the world, there was only so much a human could take, so she took it into her own hands. On her deathbed, they find that maybe they have a chance at saving her.

    Will the boys be able to help Eun-Byeol fall back in love with life? Maybe even in love with them? Will she be able to see the boys as men instead of the silly guys who mess around all the time?

    (Soulmate au, 8th member)

    (Majority plot, smut later on…like at least 200k something words deep)

    The story starts in August 2018

    UPDATED EVERY OTHER WEEK

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    No matter how old she was, or what name she went by, she would always be a jinx— an inescapable curse to the people she loves. That's why she needed to break the curse, and what better time than the very day she was brought into this wretched world?

    OR…

    A glimpse into Jinx's life across three different birthdays.

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    Regulus Black was having a bad night. What starts as a drunken accident turns into a friendship that changes everything.

    Or;

    “You planning to jump?” he asked, his tone too even to be teasing.
    A pause long enough for the wind to move between them.

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    Kim Dokja is a man wearing too many masks—each smile more practiced than the last, each laugh a little too hollow. Beneath the surface, he’s drowning in the weight of a past he refuses to show the world. He’s used to being alone, used to pretending.

    Then, he meets Yoo Joonghyuk. Cold. Distant. Relentless. A man who’s been broken more times than he can count, but still stands tall.

    Their meeting is anything but gentle. It’s a collision—of pain, of pride, of stories untold. But somewhere in the chaos, something shifts.

    Through battles and scars, through sleepless nights and quiet moments, they begin to understand each other. Piece by piece, they mend what’s been shattered. Together, they face the darkness of their pasts—and in doing so, find a light neither of them believed they deserved.

    From strangers to something more, they don’t just survive. They start to live.

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    Magic was his life, all she remembers is blood.

    He was convinced he had no future, she has lost all of her past.

    Though Gale seems like the least dangerous member of their party, Tav suspects he's hiding something. Though the Tav seems like the most lethal, Gale notices there's something off about her behaviors.

    Keeping their inner demons at bay marks the fine line between keeping allies in their search for a cure to ceremorphosis, or being cast aside as liabilities. But perhaps if the latter comes to pass, they can lean on each other. If they can get past their grievous differences.

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    A plot-heavy fic focused on storytelling, character interaction, and diverting from canon enough to keep things fresh.
    Full of mysteries, character growth, betrayal, schemes, comedy, sex, and learning how to love again-or for the first time.
    The romantic development is rivals-to friends-to lovers.
    The Dark Urge is a non-Lolthsworn Drow Rogue named Tavrin.

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    3/?
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