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The Worst Person Ive Ever Met (Unfortunately The Hottest) by vinylslut
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Fantastic Four: First Steps (2025)
03 Oct 2025
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Post–No Way Home, Peter Parker is a ghost in his own city—swinging through alleyways in silence, wearing a hoodie that no longer smells like home, surviving off instinct and obligation. No one remembers him. No one sees him.
Until Johnny Storm does.
When a Midtown fire forces an unexpected team-up, Johnny meets the most frustrating, sarcastic, hoodie-wearing vigilante he’s ever seen. Spider-Man is rude, reckless, and weirdly sad—and Johnny can’t stop thinking about him.
Peter wants to be left alone. Johnny doesn’t know how to leave people alone.
Somewhere between skywritten insults and half-eaten takeout on rooftops, the two of them start to find something neither of them were looking for.It’s not a love story. Not at first.
It’s just… the first time Peter’s not invisible.
And the first time Johnny really sees someone.Series
- Part 2 of burn pattern
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conversations by deadvinesandfanfics
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Oct 2025
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A collection of one-shots, scrapped scenes, or small moments from the Connections series that didn’t quite fit into the main fic for one reason or another. But they’re too good to scrap, so here you are :)
Should be updated semi-regularly, or whenever a particular scene decides it must be written/if my writer’s block likes me today or not.
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- Part 2 of connections
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(Podfic) What the hell, Peter?! by birdiethewitch13 for paralleling
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
03 Oct 2025
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“Hey, ‘Pool, remember what you said when we first met?”
“About how adorable you were in your Tobey Maguire movies?”
“What? No, you never said that. Tobey Who?”
“Ah, never mind, that was in the comics, I think it was Cable & Deadpool #24? Hmmm… Oh, wait, I remember, I was telling you about how you had the finest ass I’d ever—”
“No,” Spider-Man cuts in, firmly. “No, Deadpool, it was like, after all that. After we fought together for the first time, remember what you said?” He motions with his hands as though he was trying to prompt the right response.
“Oh! That you were so cute and awesome, you could get a free hit on the house— oh,” His white lenses widen with realization, then squint in confusion. “Wait, Spider-Man wants to call in a hit on someone?”
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As Parker luck would have it, it's awfully hard for Peter to die. He's tried everything he can think of: hanging, drowning, overdosing, gassing, cutting... He's been blessed with the powers of a spider and the immortality of a goddamn cockroach. In a final, desperate attempt to end his life, he asks Deadpool to put out a hit on a seemingly ordinary civilian: Peter Parker.
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Sometimes We Need To Fall Before We Can Get To The Top by pomegranate_freak
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Comicverse)
02 Oct 2025
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Exhausted and longing for home, Peter just wants the day to end. But between Flash’s relentless bullying and his own heavy thoughts, even that feels impossible—until news of a field trip to Stark Industries sparks hope. Seeing his dad should make everything better… Unless Flash ruins it first.
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Peter Parker travels into the past, convinced not to lose Tony. So he goes back to before he ever became Ironman.
(OR Peter Parker wasn't Invited to this House Party)
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miscommunication by deadvinesandfanfics
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Sep 2025
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Peter had always known they weren’t well off.
He wasn’t stupid, even when he was small. He knew that May clipped coupons, that she hesitated before putting name brands in the cart, that sometimes the milk was watered down just a little bit more than it had been the week before. He knew that when other kids at school talked about vacations or “just ordering food,” it wasn’t something he could casually chime in about.
But knowing was different than sitting at the kitchen table, shoulders hunched over a stack of envelopes with big red letters screaming OVERDUE across the front.
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- Part 1 of connections
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Grab my hand by Winterchildboobear
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
20 Sep 2025
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Happy stepped in front of Peter, "Are you here on your own accord?" He glanced at Tony with clear distrust, which was slightly fair in all honesty. Peter kept his face bored, raising an eyebrow. Happy faltered for a second before doubling down. "I mean it, I will take you home right now, we can call May." It struck him funny, how no one had any idea how much his world had warped upon itself in such a short time.
How long would it have taken them to notice May had moved, to notice how Peter's world was burning down around him if he didn't fuck up?
"Thanks, dude," the nickname would have gotten a scoff or some light threat in the past, but Happy only watched him. "I can make my own choices, grown man rights and all that. But A for effort, stepping in for the little guy." Peter made his words sharp, clapping sarcastically.
"Peter, I owe you a massive apology, I just need you to-"
"Don't give a flying fuck, keep it." He threw up a peace sign, shoving his hands into his pockets again as he wandered towards Tony, unbothered. Stark was watching him with an expression that told Peter that he didn't recognize him at that moment. But Peter didn't care, they could both eat dirt. He was done with them.
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Street Spirit (Fade Out) by wornflowers
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
20 Sep 2025
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Peter Parker has struggled with undiagnosed Major Depressive Disorder since the death of his neglectful parents.
When he loses everything and is erased from existence in a non metaphorical sense, he knows it’s the end.
But when Tony Stark is resurrected due to a loophole in Strange’s spell, and it seems he is the only one who can remember this Peter kid, things end up going a little differently.
And it is up to him to save him.
(IB: Street Spirit (Fade Out) by Radiohead.
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It Started With A Dog by captaindeadpool
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
19 Sep 2025
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Peter Parker is suicidal and gets a dog with a promise of when the dog dies he will too. One day he meets Wade who changes everything. No smut, just fluff. rated for suicide attempts, and depression -trigger warning- Spideypool
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Batman's Computer Bug by LurkingEye
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
17 Sep 2025
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The Bats find out Bruce implemented a new AI system into the Batcomputer with the help of The Justice League just before leaving for a mission– supposedly at least…
They aren't too happy about it, but P.E.T.E.R. meaning (Personalized Efficient Technologically Enhanced Robot) is just your average AI, so there is nothing to worry about!
|Might not be updated until October ends because I will be busy writing for Huxloween! |
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lay me gently in the cold dark earth (i'd crawl home to you) by petersairpods
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
11 Sep 2025
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Peter Parker is getting used to life after everyone forgets who he is. Tony Stark has returned from the dead. Somehow they're able to put each other back together.
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“You’re awake,” he whispered.
“I think so. I feel… scattered. Like I’m remembering someone else’s life.”
Peter swallowed. “It’s yours. Or it was.”
The AI paused. “Am I Ned?”
Peter looked at the monitor. The glow cast shadows across the room, catching the edge of Ned’s watch—cracked, still ticking—on the desk. He reached for it, thumb brushing the worn strap.
“You’re… pieces of him,” Peter said. “The parts I couldn’t let go.”
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She handed Tony a folded piece of paper. A poem. No title. Just lines:
Some days I just want to wake up
Brush the cobwebs off your heart
Kiss your face and take your hand
Lay beside you in the sandTony read it twice. Then a third time. It broke his heart.
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Mr. Stark has developed enhanced medications for Peter, but the latter doubts they could be helpful. Hell, Mr. Stark created a whole new element. But not even he can heal Peter’s brain.
For Sicktember, prompt 11: No known cure.
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superposition by theincredibleholland
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
30 Aug 2025
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Spider-Man was everything that Peter Parker wanted to be. He was like a game of pretend and sometimes when the suit was on, he could pretend that nothing had changed. People recognized him with the suit, Spider-Man was remembered.
Peter Parker was not.
A little over a year had passed since his existence had been erased and he was building a life for himself. He was in his second semester of college, he had a job, his apartment could be worse. Things were okay. But still, he couldn't help but feel that he was existing outside of himself. He sometimes felt disconnected from his body and it only seemed to get worse when both new and old foes seem to be intent on taking him down, no matter the consequences.
[title from superposition by daniel caesar]
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- Part 2 of slow dancing in the dark
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Ursula observing one of Peter's little breakdowns that he seemed to constantly be having in Spider-Man 3
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- Part 6 of [COMPLETE] r/FanFiction Drabble Night (August 23rd, 2025)
- Part 113 of Focus on Depression
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Hurt Myself, Instead Of Hurting Him. by peterparkerirl
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Aug 2025
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Peter was tired. Tired of school, his internship, people, talking, everything. Every little action he had to do felt like a chore, like he was a kid having to wash the gross dishes for some pocket money but without the reward. Everyday without fail he woke up tired, he skipped breakfast, sat through boring class after class, tried to fake normality to his only two friends, ate barely enough dinner to not die of malnutrition in the freezing winter, went on patrol and attempted to sleep till the early hours of the morning. It felt as if he was watching his life from outside his body, like his soul was floating outside him and he had to painfully watch his lifeless body preform the exact same routine almost everyday without fail; the only variation being his occasional nights he'd stay at the compound or do his internship every Thursday. He felt his life go on and on in this endless loop that he couldn't seem to shake no matter how much he watched it repeat.
Or, Peter is depressed and tries something he sees online.
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Executive Dysfunction by TheAsexualofSpades
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
18 Aug 2025
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"So," Natasha says, sitting next to him on the couch, "you've been sitting here for too long for it to be classified as a break and not quite long enough for it to be a hyperfocus thing. What's going on?"
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To be built back up again by FotiBrit
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
14 Aug 2025
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Peter, now forgotten by the world, prepares to die. That is, until Iron Man shows up looking for Spider-Man.
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“It’s not even Bucky's fault, really, that your parents are dead. He doesn't even remember doing it."
A voice, in the back of his mind, whispers. "It's not Strange's fault that you're alone now."
Peter continued, voice rising. "But you’re angry, at yourself, right? For letting it all happen. And now they’re gone, and you’ll never see them again, and what are you supposed to do, kill yourself over it?"
What are you supposed to do, when you look at your mentor and they see you as a stranger? What do you do, when all you are to your mentor is a a jumper to save before continuing on to the people he cares about?
"I lived with it." Mister Stark's reply was gentle, infuriatingly so, and it angered Peter. The older man would never understand, would never stop being better than Peter could ever be. He just... lived with it.
Peter couldn't live with it.
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- Part 2 of Lets put it all behind us (if we can)
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Lack of self preservation by agent_2217
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
11 Aug 2025
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- Part 1 of mentally ill marvel