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    The world didn’t end when Castiel was taken by the Empty. Dean just wished it had.
    When grief cracks something deep inside him, it sets off a chain of events that might just repair the universe.. if it doesn’t break him first.

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    The one where Castiel comes back from the Empty, and joins Dean, Sam, and Eileen on their search to unlock a divine book. One that might help Jack fix what Chuck destroyed. And apparently, Dean's grief was divine enough to summon it.
    The universe can be repaired. The real question is: will Dean let himself live long enough to see it?

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    “You ready?”

    Sam looked at his reflection in the mirror, seeing his hair that was slowly making it past his shoulder.

    Looking at his hair he could feel every injury he had gotten on the road. Feel how he felt every time his father made him leave a new school to find the next monster. He felt the fear of when his father told him to never come back if he went to college, but he also felt the freedom of finally leaving. Of escaping that life.
    He was ready to finally cut that all off and welcome the new.

    Or: Sam Winchester and his connection to his hair

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    You're on a long hunt with Sam and Dean, and Dean's been acting strangely. You can't quite put your finger on it...

    The first seven chapters are based on a dream I had.

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    A one shot, where you and Dean are practically dancing around the, very obvious, tension with a lot of angst on a late night drive.

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    Castiel Novak’s dream of the perfect family and the perfect life went to shit the day his wife was killed in an automobile accident. He is left to raise his 8 year old daughter, Claire, on his own. He struggles with balancing being a father to his daughter and running the company (military weaponry) he started with his wife, Amelia, on his own. When he starts receiving threats on his life from his competition, he hires a bodyguard to protect Claire. He just hadn’t planned on falling in love in the process.
    Dean Winchester didn’t know where his life was headed when he left the Army. He struggles with finding employment when the only job experience he has is being Special Ops and having too many kills to count. When his surrogate father, Bobby, tells him that the CEO of the largest supplier of military weaponry is looking for a bodyguard for his 8 year old daughter, Dean figures he has nothing to lose and accepts. He just hadn’t planned on getting emotionally attached to the girl and falling in love with her father.
    When Castiel is away on a business trip and Dean is shot and Claire is kidnapped, both men make it their business to get her back by any means necessary, even if they have to murder the world to do it.

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    Dean and Cas go to Homecoming and some confessions are made

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    Dean would never admit it out loud, but he's been egging Cas on. He misses the action of a hunt, the thrill of almost dying, the power in Cas' blue eyes. They had months of nothing apart, then months of just existing side by side. Now all Dean wants is to live.

    So, yeah, he's been pushing Cas' buttons. He's been taking things a little too far, just for the normalcy of it. He wants them to be where they were heading before the Empty. Before Cas was taken from him.

    With the addition of mind-blowing sex, of course.

    (Month two of twelve of a twelve-month romp through retirement)

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    Amara brings John back and John realizes some things about Dean

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    A series based around my headcanon of Christian Witch Sam Winchester a.k.a. Sam and Rowenas working relationship.

    Part one. Dean finds out about Sams secret.

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    After coming back from Hell, Dean is struck by the summer heatwave and relents to Sam and Bobby’s insistence that they take a break.

    So, after commandeering the Impala from Dean’s grasp, Bobby drives them to one of his safe houses in Oregon.

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    A peaceful afternoon in park turns into something more when Castiel shows up unannounced, carrying something heavy on his mind. But before Dean can find out what’s really going on, reality and dreams blur together - leaving Dean with more questions than answers. With a case waiting by the ocean and Castiel acting strangely nervous, Dean can’t help but wonder: what was Cas trying to say, and why does it feel like it’s all about to change?

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    Dean hadn’t actually named his feelings the way Cas had.

    Cas was so much better at the talking stuff.

    He still made sure Cas knew how he felt, but it was so frustrating when he couldn’t get the words out, when they caught in his throat because speaking them aloud felt like having his chest flayed open by hell hounds—terrifying not because of the pain, but because he was on the precipice of losing everything that mattered.

    After all, a lifetime of experience had taught Dean that the things he wanted always got ripped away from him, one way or another.

    He was trying to work through all that.

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    Castiel and Dean are alone in the bunker. Dean ends up having nightmares about his time in hell, but his angel is there to save the day. Feelings ensue, confessions happen - our favorite boys get the love they deserve.
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    @xPurdyGlambertx on Tumblr and Discord, hmu if you enjoy my works!

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    A sequel to Winged Questions.

    Dean gets some answers to his questions from before but gets annoyed in how it comes about.

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    In these fragments, Dean puts his feelings about Castiel out since his death. Followed by Sam's suggestion, he wrote, in his way, what Cas meant to him and how bad missing him was. Hunting wasn't the same without Castiel. Living wasn't the same.

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    “I’ve tried calling you…” Dean said plainly, his stomach twisting in knots. What if Cas didn't want to come home? Could he accept that? The possibility that Cas could just say no made Dean feel like he wanted to throw up.

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    Following Gadreel's order, Dean had kicked Cas out of the bunker but now he's trying to make it right

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    “Don’t leave.” The words leave his mouth almost without his permission. Like a plea; like a prayer. Something hungry and snarled that claws its way up his throat to curl pathetically in the air between them. “Just—please stop leaving.” I can’t lose you to, he doesn’t say. Doesn’t need to. He knows Cas will hear it anyway. Will always hear it, even if he doesn’t believe it.

    Cas turns back to him, and Dean can’t read the expression on his face. Something tight and frayed and pinched, something too sharp to be anger. Weariness, maybe. Dean is so tired of fighting. Of losing. He just wants to collapse into Cas’ arms and forget about everything. About Jack, about Mom, about—all of it. But it’s an old, timeworn instinct, one he has long since learned to wrestle down and beat into submission. One he has learned not to give in to.

    ~

    Castiel keeps leaving, over and over again. And Dean knows that most of the time it’s been his own damn fault, but this time, he can’t live with it. This time, he doesn’t let him walk away.

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    On the way home from hunting a wendigo, Dean and Castiel are snowed in with limited supplies. Cas is disappointed because he is unable to get back to the Bunker in time to celebrate Jack's first Hanukkah with him. Dean and Cas are forced to talk to each other and reckon with their feelings. There's only one bed. Will there be more than one kind of Hanukkah miracle?

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    One day, Castiel finally decides to talk with Dean about his feelings

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    if you were church, i'd get on my knees
    confess my love, i'd know where to be
    my sanctuary- you're holy to me
    if you were church, i'd get on my knees

    (title and summary from Church by Fall Out Boy)
    (if you want to watch the scene before you read - you don't have to, i just like to - then it starts at s8 ep8 15:02 and ends when sam RUDELY walks into the room)

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