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    Castiel finds a baby while in Colorado, Dean helps him take care of her. They both end up realizing something about themselves, and each other.

    Inspired by Wi$h Li$t by Taylor Swift and loosely based on season 9 episode 6 of Supernatural.

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    Dean and Cas have been camp counsellors at Camp Centennial for so long that Dean couldn't even keep track. It was just a part of his life, every year, that he would come back, and he would get to see Cas again.

    He didn't have Cas' number, he didn't know Cas' parents names, but Dean knew, deep down, that Cas was probably Dean's favourite person, out of every single person in his entire life.

    Dean hopes it never ends, and that they can just come back every year, for the rest of their lives, and Dean chooses to ignore all of the very real possibilities that that was not how the world worked.


    “Dean, you sign up for this camp every year, knowing that being a camp counsellor is what you’re signing up for, and then you spend the entire time complaining about being a camp counsellor.” Cas says, his brows furrowing.

    “It’s not nearly as much fun if I don’t complain, Cas.” Dean raises his eyebrows.

    “You’re not the one who has to listen to you complaining about it.” Cas deadpans.

    “Wah wah wah. You didn’t have a kid barf on you.”

    “That happened four summers ago!” Cas exclaims.

    “Three.” Dean crosses his arms.

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    Finally, Dean can see himself with brutal clarity, and he hates it.

    When Jody lets slip that Cas has returned from the Empty without telling him, Dean hits a wall—literally. Confronted with his own toxic patterns, he decides to undertake the painstaking, painful work of recovering from a lifetime of trauma, abandonment, and repression. As expected, it friggin' sucks.

    Unfortunately, Dean's Journey of Personal Transformation™ is about to be derailed, because a new evil is rising and it's eating away at the foundations of the world. Bigger than Jack, bigger than Amara, it threatens the fundamental bond between all things. Sam, Dean, and their allies are summoned once more to the fight—only to find, there are no coincidences when dealing with the supernatural.

    What's wrong with the Cupid arrows? Why are the demon deals getting annulled? How did Cas escape the afterlife version of Azkaban? Will Sam be able to choose between the two most amazing women he's ever met? Who will Dean find when he braves the darkness inside?

    Can he bring himself to forgive Cas one more time?

    And what's love got to do with it?

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    Dean Winchester doesn’t expect much from other hunters — most drink hard and disappear fast. But Essam Ibrahim is different. Exiled from Egypt, he carries his past in protective tattoos and a calm, disciplined approach that Dean can’t ignore.

    What starts as a chance meeting on a hunt lingers, their paths crossing until respect deepens into something harder to define. Amid monsters, family burdens, and scars they’d rather hide, Dean and Essam learn that survival isn’t just about fighting — it’s about trust, and maybe even love.

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    Dean runs into an old friend on a case in Ohio, and it stirs up some bittersweet memories.

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    Dean Winchester was pretty sure he was cursed. It must've been a witch, or a cursed object. Or maybe he'd really pissed off a spirit. The thing was, he was attracted to women, right?

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    Dean knows what it's like to miss out on a childhood, so he's determined to give one to Jack.

    Castiel is determined to give Dean the things no one else ever did – tenderness, joy, and some Days of the Week underwear.

    And Dean... Dean just wants to make sure that Castiel knows he's enough.

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    A song comes on in the middle of nowhere outside a diner. It makes Dean question himself and his feelings.

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    Dean's having a little trouble, well, getting there. Lucky for him, his roommate Castiel offers a friendly, helping hand.

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    The one where everyone wants to sleep with Cas and Dean is crazy jealous, leading up to a scary conversation.

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    Dean’s just trying to survive a brutal afternoon of taxes, sweat, and the relentless chaos of the Pride parade outside his window. He’s hot, pissed, and one noise away from losing it. When he finally storms out to yell at the world, he doesn’t expect to crash into a rainbow-flagged stranger - especially not one who’ll flip his whole day on its head. Turns out, Pride might have brought more than just glitter and traffic.

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    Written for both the SPN FanFic Pond's LGBTQ Pride month challenge, AND the Writer's Of The SPN Fandom discord server monthly challenge!
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    John, Dean, and Lee are on their way back to their motel after a successful hunt. When the boys are left alone, Dean has some sexual identity realizations, and John ends up finding out about it.

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    John spots a hickey on his son's neck and Dean has to come out to his father. John is actually supportive.
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    @xPurdyGlambertx on Tumblr and Discord, hmu if you enjoy my works!

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    A peaceful afternoon in park turns into something more when Castiel shows up unannounced, carrying something heavy on his mind. But before Dean can find out what’s really going on, reality and dreams blur together - leaving Dean with more questions than answers. With a case waiting by the ocean and Castiel acting strangely nervous, Dean can’t help but wonder: what was Cas trying to say, and why does it feel like it’s all about to change?

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    Castiel is twenty-one and spending the summer in a beach town. Living in a camper van near the ocean, he fills his days with paint, pot, and working in the local coffee shop where he meets Dean Winchester.

    Dean is the boss’ kid, but he’s practically running the place. Between juggling his dad, his brother, and the family business they call home, he finds comfort in his developing friendship with Castiel.

    The two become inseparable, until John Winchester finds out exactly how close they’ve become, and everything falls apart.

    Ten years later, the last person Dean expects to see in his adult Business Administration class is the same guy that left without a goodbye, but there he is: Professor Castiel Novak. Thrown together at a time when Castiel is dating Mick, and Dean is fighting to keep ownership of his home, they find themselves face to face with a decade worth of hope and regret.

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    Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak have been thick as thieves since the moment Castiel moved to Sioux Falls. They didn't agree on everything, but they were always on the same side of every silly disagreement, until the one time they weren't. *High School AU* A teeny, tiny bit of angst and a heaping handful of smut. Oh, and a very pushy Joanna Harvelle. ONE-SHOT. Cross-posted.

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    When Dean ignores Sam's warning and traps Chuck with the Mark of Cain, he, Sam and Castiel are left with lifetimes of trauma to process overnight. Dean drags the gang to New York State, finding purpose in fixing up Sonny's Home for Boys while he waits for the monsters to take over. He doesn't admit that it's a nice distraction from his feelings for his best friend that have come bubbling to the surface, what's left of him after the Mark of Cain is done with him anyway.

    aka a canon-divergent fix-it fic that branches off from 15x9 in which i put deancas in Situations and use all i've learned in therapy for evil (projecting my healing onto theeee love story of all time)

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    Dean has always fought against a part of himself.
    A part of himself that his father would hate, a part of himself that would be hard to handle without getting in trouble, a part of himself that couldn't help but look at men, a part of himself that...wouldn't shut up!
    Now, in his thirties and dealing with Cas - gorgeous, unknowingly sexy and powerful Cas - Dean was having a harder time ignoring it.
    And so it happens that, one night, after a hunt, Dean decides to go to a bar looking for fun, and he can't put up the walls he usually uses to protect himself fast enough.

    This story is one of the one shots I published in "Unwrap a gift a day! 2024" but I wanted it to get more exposure, and what better day to publish it than Dean's birthday, right?
    Warning, in this story Dean has physical relations with a stranger, stop here if this isn't your gem.
    And remember, Dean is bisexual, regardless of Cas

    This is also a bit of a love letter (completely platonic) to the Dean who forced me to face things. No matter what happens to you, you will always be alive in my heart.

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    When dean is dying, he realizes that he will never see the man that loved him again. He realizes he had a lot of unfinished business.

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    One year and six months have passed since Sam, Dean and Jack defeated Chuck. Jack is the new God, the bunker is full of the new generation of hunters who are excited to learn from the best in the business, and Sam and Dean rarely work any cases these days. Everything is fine, but something's missing.

    Someone is missing.

    Dean still grieves the loss of everything he never got to have and Sam misses his best friend. The brothers have tried everything to bring Castiel back, but with Jack MIA all of their attempts were unsuccessful.

    Until Sam figures out a way to get into the Empty.
    Dean has prepared an entire speech, full of parallels such as "Good things do happen, Cas.", "I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition!" and most importantly "I love you."

    However, once in the Empty, Sam and Dean find out that Castiel escaped a long time ago.

    But where the hell is he?

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    Castiel, an overworked and underpaid sales rep for Sandover Bridge & Iron, is daily tortured by his cubicle-mate (read: mortal enemy), Dean. When Dean’s not actively making his life worse by using and abusing his office supplies, his picture at the top of the sales pyramid is taunting him. It’s a reminder to Cas of his own inadequacy always lurking in the corner of his eye that only further stokes the flames of his hatred for Dean, causing things to get a bit stabby.

    When the two are tapped for a special project about building positive relationships in the workplace, they’re forced to figure out a way to become friends so they can sell it. Amidst all the praise they receive for their workshop, a potential promotion is put on the table between them, threatening the delicate balance they maintain as they teeter on the tightrope of societal expectations, and neither is sure if their budding relationship can survive the impact with the ground below.

    The popularity of their workshop eventually sees the two men on a national stage and the more time they spend together, the closer they ultimately get until neither man can recognize the relationship they began with, and things once again get a bit stabby.

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