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After Suguru’s horrible divorce, he vowed to himself that he was done with dating, and he did not want to put his girls through more than they have been through already. The divorce came randomly, one day he had a loving husband that would go and get milk for him when he needed it, and the next day he had a brown envelope thrown at him on the breakfast bar with no other choice but to sign. When he looked at his daughters, Nanako and Mimiko, Suguru wished he fought a little harder to keep the relationship going, maybe they could have sorted something out. There must have been love in beginning, maybe if they worked it out, it could come back. Despite this guilt he felt most nights, he knew even if his horrible husband stayed it would have been worse for the girls.

Once he tried going on a date that Shoko forced him on, the alpha was not his type, he was annoying, immature and just plain, nothing about him screamed relationship material; maybe for someone else but not for him. From then on really, he said no to any set ups, blind dates and dates in general, he just wanted to see his girls grow up and be happy. That was his plan, and he stuck to it.

“Dad, you need to find someone.” Nanako blurted out of nowhere. It was a lovely Sunday morning, so Mimiko recommended to go out to have brunch and a walk around some shops; it was a ploy for her and her sister to buy new clothes, Suguru knew but he could never say no to his girls. “Me and Mimiko are going to go off to university next year, and you cannot use us as an excuse to be lonely.” She continued, Mimiko nudged her sister as a mini signal to shut her up, but she continued to voice her opinion.

“I’m too old to be dating, Nanako. I’m an old omega, I don’t think there are any alphas lining up for me.” Suguru replied, he laughed at her little attempt. It was not the first time either of them brought up this topic, they cared a lot about his ‘loneliness’ and wanted him to be happy, though their concerns never were taken seriously, Suguru always managed to stop their advances. Sometimes, he believed that his girls were responsible for getting Shoko to set him up with alphas.

“Dad was able to run off and have a new life and just left. I don’t think it is fair you have to be lonely and miserable.” Nanako was not allowing her father to dismiss her advances this time.

“Who said I was miserable?” Suguru asked, genuinely shocked. He looked towards Mimiko who had gone strangely quiet. “Wait, you think I’m miserable?” Suguru frowned, he placed his cup on tea down and looked at both of them for an answer.

“Yes” Mimiko quietly replied, she avoided the gaze of her father as she spoke. “Now that me and Nanako are older, you don’t have us to hang out with and you stay home all the time. You just work and go home.” She said, as the words came out her mouth, she immediately began to reject it.

“You need someone, dad. Shoko and Utahime are too busy with their kids and their jobs, so don’t say you have her and you hang out with her. The last time you saw her; Miwa was still in nappies. You only ever see Nanami and Haibara at PTA meetings” Suguru knew his girls were right, but he was too scared to find someone. No one wanted a forty-year-old omega who had past his prime, and he knew deep down that he was scared. Admittedly, Suguru just did not want to be hurt again.

His ex-husband made sure to divorce him a month before his birthday, so he did not have to deal with creating another sad memory with him. He believed he was the martyr by divorcing him before a special event, but it just made him hate his birthday and hate himself.

“Girls…” Suguru began, he looked at the concerned faces of his daughter and stopped himself before he continued. “Maybe.” He gave in. “I’m not promising anything.’ He added, just in case their hopes were too high.

It had been a month since Suguru had that conversation with his daughters, when they got home from him spending an absurd amount of money on clothes and pop mart blind boxes, his girls set up on multiple dating apps to get the clog moving. Truthfully, the month had been long with the countless dick pics he received, and young alphas swiping because they had a thing for single omega parents calling them ‘o-m/dilf’ (omega mums/dads I liked to fuck). However, he did not know if the actual dates were any better. The dates he had been forced to go on were to be desired, most dates ended with either: ‘did not know you were that old, I want to start a family’ and ‘want to go back to my place, I have a thing for older omegas, you can nut in them without the fear of pregnancy’. He did not want to say anything to his daughters about how much he hated it because he did not want to disappoint them.

“I heard from a little birdie that you are dating again.” Haibara whispered as if it was the most damned secret in the PTA.

“Yes, but it is not going well.” Suguru replied, he sighed heavily at the thought of it. “Alphas just suck.” He continued to sigh and closed his eyes in frustration.

“Hey! I don’t suck right?” Haibara joked, he faked a frown at him. Haibara had become a close friend of Suguru’s when they met at a PTA meeting for the school when their kids had started secondary school. He had a son and daughter with his husband, Nanami, a little energetic boy, Itadori and a strong-opinionated girl, Nobara.

Their conversation came to a halt when Nanami came storming over to Haibara and Suguru, clearly pissed which was not a new emotion that Nanami had. He has always been in denial about his anger.

“What does our son see in him?” Nanami grumbled, he shook his head in disappointment and folded his arms and tapped his foot aggressively against the floor. “Fucking annoying prick.” He murmured. Suguru raised his eyebrows, confused at Nanami’s hatred towards a child.

“Honey, he is not dating the dad. Remember.” Haibara massaged his husband’s shoulders and whispered some affirming words to him to calm him down.

“Why does he think the dad is so cool? He is so annoying, loud and just a nuance.” Nanami complained. Haibara caught Suguru up on the drama. Apparently a new student had joined about two months ago, and this boy had caught the eye of their son almost immediately and he fell in love, Itadori’s words not theirs. And the father of their son’s love was the most annoying, loud and a fucking idiot, Nanami’s words no one else’s. “And he has the nerve to show up to a meeting like he knows what he is doing. I’m going out for some fresh air before he comes. I cannot.”

“How do you deal with him?” Suguru laughed. Despite Nanami being a man who was quick to anger and murder, Suguru had never seen him so annoyed and angry. Normally, Nanami would be angry for ten minutes and then just get over it, yet this anger seemed to be a much deeper and serious issue.

The meeting had begun, and the parents had voiced their complaints to Suguru, who was the head of the PTA, sometimes when he remembered he is the head the point of his daughters made becomes clearer and more apparent. He in fact was miserable. Throughout the meeting, Suguru waited for the man who angered Nanami to oblivion to arrive, but he did not show up, he was lowkey disappointed because it may have made these boring meetings a bit more entertaining and not so soul crushing. As one of the parents were complaining about the diet that they were feeding their kids, he glanced over to his friends. Nanami with a visible face of annoyance and rage was tapping his foot, whilst Haibara tried to calm him down for the nth time this night. It was obvious that the man had texted Nanami as he could not even bring himself to stare at his phone and he shoved it into Haibara’s hands, forcing him to respond to whatever he received.

Sadly, the new father had not turned up and the meeting had come to an end. Nanami had calmed down and apologised to Haibara profusely about his attitude throughout the night and whispered something disturbing in his ear which got his husband to zoom out the school with him. Suguru did not even want to think about it, they were both freaks even at their age. All the parents had left, like clockwork no one stayed behind to help clean up, normally his lovely friends would stay and help, but if sex calls, it needed to be answered.

As Suguru cleaned up the mess left from the meeting, he slowed down his movements, he knew once he had finished cleaning up he would go back home to an empty house and eat last night’s meal. Nanako and Mimiko were currently away on a school trip, so he had no one to go home to. So, he thought what was the point in rushing if no one was home. Again, with these thoughts and actions, his daughters were right, he was miserable. Little tears brimmed the corners of his eyes as he started to admit his brutal reality.

“Is the meeting over?” A voice echoed, scaring Suguru out of his skin. “I’m really sorry, I did not mean to startle you.” Suguru tried to discreetly wipe away his tears before turning to face the voice.

For a moment he was taken aback by the fact that belonged to the voice, he was extremely handsome with unnatural grey, whitish hair that complimented his blue eyes. And he was extremely tall and broad, something that Suguru thought was kind of attractive. He had not seen a man this good looking in a while, it was treat seeing such a good-looking man after all the ogres and frogs he had been on dates with.

“Yeah, the meeting ended about ten minutes ago.” Suguru responded, he tried to conceal the sadness in his voice and fight against the lump that was choking him. “You must be the new dad…”

“Satoru Gojo.” He smiled as he extended his hands out, but Suguru declined due to his hands being a little dirty from cleaning and the man laughed a little. “I have a feeling you know about me from Nanami.” Satoru said accompanied by a soft laugh.

“Well, he might have mentioned you once or twice.” Suguru replied, he tried to match the man’s gentle, humorous tone.

“His son is dating my kid, and I think he is blaming me for it. As if I’m happy that my baby is dating a boy who has just presented as an alpha.” Satoru rubbed his hands over his face to help collect his thoughts. “I should apologise for coming late, my son was not feeling well, and his mother is a pain in the arse. She… actually I should not be complaining about my ex-wife to you. I have not even gotten your name yet.”

“Suguru. And it is okay. Most people for some odd reason find it easy to confide in me, even if they have just met me. People like to say I have a sadness that offers wisdom.” Suguru joked, he turned back to cleaning to cover the little smile that had formed on his lips at hearing ‘ex-wife’. “Was there something you wanted to talk about?” He asked as he finished cleaning the table of drinks and cookies that no one touches but he still puts out.

“I just wanted to meet parents. Me and Megumi and Tsumiki, my son and daughter, had just moved here and I believe he hates me because he had to move away. And I’m just trying to get used to the new environment.” Satoru walked towards to where Suguru was cleaning, and began to help him finish up, Suguru’s breath laboured slightly as he got close to him. Before Suguru could throw away his home baked cookies, Satoru grabbed one and moaned at the delicious taste. “These are amazing.” He complimented, Suguru did not want to look up at him because he knew his face would redden, he knew it had already begun.

“Thank you, no one ever eats them. Even though I make them every time.” He sighed slightly, sometimes he sounded so pathetic, it even annoyed him.

“I bet your partner loves them.” Satoru commented, he went for another one and in the end Suguru just told him to take them home.

“I’m no longer married too. I’m the only single father here.” He had mention, he does not know why he had to, but he wanted to make it seem he was available. Satoru replied with a coy remark about him not being the only one anymore, but Suguru did not want to mistake his joking tone for flirtation, so he had to die the atmosphere down. “The meetings happen before half term, just before the break happens so we can discuss any issues and concerns so it can be dealt before the kids come back.” He did not know why he mentioned such irrelevant information, but he was stuck on what else to say and how to keep the tone of their conversation professional. It had started off as unprofessional and Suguru felt semi-uncomfortable, he has not had a normal conversation with an alpha that did not end up with him being asked to bend over or being called old and ugly.

“Nice, thank you for telling me.” Satoru stepped back a little, he felt the tone shift and he did not want to make the other man feel uncomfortable, sometimes he forgot that people were not as extroverted as he was. “I need to go. The nanny just messaged me, she said she has an early class at uni tomorrow, it was nice meeting you Suguru.” He said hurriedly, it was clear no one messaged him, but it was a believable lie because the man clearly had the wealth and resources to pay for a nanny whether it would be part time or full time, the eighteen-thousand-pound watch effortlessly wrapped around his wrist was a clear indicator of this fact. Suguru replied with a simple goodbye and carried on with his work as the man left in a clumsy manner.

When Suguru got home, later than he normally did, he went to a pub before he decided home was where he wanted to be. As he got home, kicking off his shoes and throwing his jacket lazily all over the place, he stared at the laptop that had a teasing spotlight on it from the lights that hung low on the breakfast bar. For a moment, he stared at it, thinking if it was appropriate to look up and stalk a father from his daughters’ school. He was too tipsy for any reasoning to make sense to him, so rushed over to laptop and like the older man he was just searched his name into google like that would reveal any answers about him.

Surprisingly, his name did pop up in multiple articles and he even had his own little Wikipedia page, before he could come to his senses Suguru pressed the link to his Wiki page and began to read about this entrepreneur, philanthropist who made a tech-business when he studied at a prestigious university and once he graduated it excelled and become extremely successful. To be honest, Suguru was not jealous of his success he went to a competitive university himself despite everyone’s doubts due to his omega status and has an incredible job that is capable of satisfying both his daughters needs and wants. Suguru just found himself wanting to know more about this alpha.

“So fucking stupid.” Suguru whispered to himself as he landed on a picture of Satoru where he looked extra handsome.

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Since meeting the handsome new dad, Suguru could not find himself wanting to go on dating apps or even had any interest to go on dates other alphas. Honestly, he did try to forget about Satoru, he would spend hours swiping on dating apps, but no one even came close to Satoru’s looks, and he assumed that they did not share the same personality that he had. So, he decided that he would preoccupy himself with work so he could forget about Satoru completely.

“Suguru, have you finished writing up the agenda for the meeting today?” His secretary asked, popping his head slightly through the door and dipping immediately once Suguru replied yes and asked him to make copies and distribute them across the team.

Before Suguru closed his tabs to leave for his meeting, and left one little tab he decided was not worth closing just yet, the tab was of that gorgeous picture of Satoru that he could not bring himself to delete. He stared at it for a little before he rushed to his meeting that he particularly did not want to go to, he just wanted to stare at the image.

“Mr. Gojo, this our director of communications and distribution, Suguru Geto.” Suguru’s wonderful, professional secretary introduced. Suguru stood there shocked and almost embarrassed as he remembered there was an incriminating tab left open on his computer in his office, and in the first time in his career, he was lost for words.

“We have met before; our children attend the same school.” Satoru broke the awkward silence that Suguru accidentally had created and sat down to encourage Suguru to commence the meeting. “What a small world, right?” He joked, he tried his best to lighten the mood and to make Suguru feel comfortable, Suguru just nodded and faked laughed.

Throughout the meeting, Suguru did not look directly at Satoru, if he had to talk to him directly he would just look behind the alpha or just openly as if he was trying to include everyone in the conversation. All his staff were visibly panicked because of their boss’ odd and off behaviour, everyone stared at each other as if they had done something wrong and whispered amongst each other asking what has happened. Suguru was too preoccupied to notice that his staff were talking behind his back. Normally, in a meeting if Suguru was speaking no one else was allowed to even breathe loudly, so his behaviour was not right, even down to the fact that Suguru had tripped up on most of his words which again was not a common or normal thing for him to do.

Satoru stood up to speak to demonstrate what his company was wanting to distribute and what it did, the function, the purpose and all the technicalities. Truthfully, Suguru did not listen to a word that the man was saying, all he could focus on was how his slender, yet big hands wrapped so effortlessly around the remote, how the veins on his hand moved ever so slightly at each click of a button. It was extremely erotic to watch, and Suguru knew his intent stares were obvious to everyone in the room. When Satoru had finished his part of the presentation, he sat himself awfully close to Suguru, so close that their knees continuously grazed each other throughout the meeting. It started to get more difficult to focus on the meeting as Suguru could feel Satoru’s warm breath touch the back of his neck, he did not know if he was doing it on purpose or Suguru was at his tipping point. And the scent of Satoru’s pheromones was enough to drive him crazy completely, he smelt like cypress sea salt with a hint of a citrusy bergamot; it was soft and calming scent, but it was harsh on the part of Suguru’s brain that was meant to keep him rational.

The meeting went on for longer than Suguru would have liked, Satoru just kept on asking questions and creating conversation as soon as he felt the meeting nearing the end. It felt like torture for him as all he could think about was deleting that damned tab left open on his computer, whenever he thought of it, he felt sick and so stupid.

“I have heard you are quite incredible at your job, Suguru.” Satoru said, the meeting had finally finished but it seemed Satoru wanted to still hold Suguru hostage. “It seems the only way we meet each other is at a meeting, we really should stop meeting like this.” He added, Suguru did not want to mistake his tone for flirting, but it was obvious, yet Suguru deluded himself into thinking that was how he wanted to sound.

“Yeah…ha-ha.” Suguru nervously replied, he backed slowly away as Satoru tried to get closer to him. “How have things been?” He asked, again sounding and acting incredibly nervous as he continued to back into the table, forcing himself accidentally into a corner. Satoru discreetly smiled, Suguru wondered if he was smiling at his stupidity or the fact he successfully cornered him.

“Well, I have been good. Adjusting quite well.” Satoru replied, he moved closer to Suguru who was trapped. He closed the gap between them, no more than a foot between them and Suguru was started to get anxious at the distance, he was breathing fast, and he could feel sweat forming on his palms which were resting on the surface of the conference table to keep him stable and upright. “How have you been, Suguru?” Satoru practically purred at him, he placed a hand extremely closed to his and move a little more forward.

“Good, wonderful. Oh… the time. I need to go. I have a conference meeting at twelve and it is very important. Nice seeing you again.” Suguru lied, he shook his hand quickly and left before Satoru could trap him again. He rushed to his office, where he locked his door and closed all his blinds, and slouched down against it. And like a sixteen-year-old girl, he screamed into his hands, he smacked his face and called himself a number of names extending from idiot to moron to grown-arse-man.

Slowly Suguru moved his hand down to where his work trousers began to tent, he was hesitant to touch himself. First out of shame, how could he justify touching himself to the thought of another man and secondly touch himself at work to the thought of another man. The burning sensation between his legs was becoming too painful to ignore, his underwear began to feel drench in his slick, and his dick was raging hard. In all his professional years, he never once got like this, he had never even shown his heat to anyone, not even his ex-husband saw his heat. He knew how to lock up that part of himself easily, but Satoru made most things in his life that were normally easy, difficult.

Before, he could commit to touching himself and relieving himself, a hesitant knock on his door interrupted him and brought him back to his senses. Suguru sat there by the door for a moment to collect his thoughts, and to calm down his pheromones before he opened the door. He stood up from where he was sitting and sighed heavily and opened the door.

“Sir, is everything okay?” His secretary asked, all his staff were all somehow out their seats and wandering around his office door. “The meeting was a bit…”

“I’m sorry about that. I did not mean to make anyone uncomfortable.” He apologised, completely and utterly embarrassed by his actions. “Has he left?” Suguru whispered to his secretary, and he nodded, and Suguru became visibly calmer.

“Is he the man that is always on your screen, sir?” He whispered, leaning closer to Suguru. As soon as Suguru realised his question, he was punched back into reality, but not fully as he immaturely closed his door, feeling too embarrassed to respond.

Again, when he got home, he found himself looking at images and rereading his Wiki page, he was slowly becoming a stalker. Satoru’s face has been promoted from his laptop tab to a saved photo on his phone that he occasionally stared at before he went to bed, ate dinner and did practically anything. Honestly he wished he could stare at his face forever; he badly wanted to do freakish things to it.

“Dad, why haven’t you been on a date for a while?” Nanako asked sternly as if she was the parent. Suguru stared up at his daughter who was towering over him as he sat on the sofa looking. Truthfully, he did not want to say at his ripe age that he had developed a semi-crush on the new dad at their school, but a lie was not forming in mind at this point. He had to think a little before he replied.

“I have been looking. I cannot go another date where the man calls me ugly or asks me to do things I prefer not repeat to my daughters. I have been swiping and everything.” He lied, he thought that would get him off the hook but Mimiko and Nanako ganged up on him, demanding to see his dating apps.

“Why are you lying?” Mimiko asked as she shoved his phone in front of his face showing that the last message he sent and received was from a month ago. “We are taking control, and we are going to get you a date.” Suguru was going to fight back, but his daughters were too strong willed, and he knew he would lose the fight. So he just allowed them to do their thing.

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Christmas break came fast, time seemed to be slipping quite quickly but Suguru could not have been happier, as he knew he was going to see Satoru, hopefully. He had been counting the days till he could see his face again, and needless to say he was super excited. After the meeting he had with him, they never really saw each other. It was not a big job, so he gave the project to one of his staff even though he would have loved to handle it himself. Suguru ensured he made more cookies for Satoru to take home with him, he was up all night making endless batches.

“Can’t believe you are now working for that arsehole.” Nanami moaned, clear disappointment laced in his words.

“He is not that bad, Nanami. Just talk to him and you would understand.” Suguru replied, not realising he sounded so fond. “I think you are just upset because his son is taking Itadori away, your favourite.” He switched up quickly, just to ensure that Nanami did not catch onto him.

“Two things can be true at once.” He replied before he sat down.

Ten minutes into the meeting, and Satoru still had not shown up, Suguru felt as if he was being stood up by him. He almost felt betrayed by him. Thank God he had this shitty meeting to take his mind off of things, the new major issue was about the skirt length which Suguru was actually interested in because he was sick and tired telling his girls to roll down their skirts. Even though they were nearing the age of eighteen, Suguru still felt very protective of his girls, and he knew the only control he had at this stage as parent was their skirt length, so he had to agree.

“He did not show up again, why does he say he is going to come but then does not?” Nanami complained, rightfully so. Suguru looked at the extra batch of cookies he made for Satoru and felt completely embarrassed and ashamed; it felt like a humiliation ritual. Why did he do this to himself? Was he a stupid teenager with a crush? No, he was full grown man that had no sense.

“I heard he went on a date, Megumi told Itadori that his dad has been acting strange and keeps talking about a person he met, and said he was head over heels for them. And apparently they’re gorgeous.” Haibara butted in, relaying all the information he overheard from Itadori and Megumi’s conversation from the other night. Suguru stood there in silence as Haibara spoke, he felt a horrible pool of sadness fill up his stomach with each word. He felt like a complete moron for catching feelings, it was obvious that Satoru would find someone prettier, younger and better than him (all Suguru’s assumptions).

“Do you know who they are?” Suguru asked, he was curious. Or maybe he just wanted to make himself feel worse than he actually did.

“Megumi never said. His dad keeps on saying he has found the one, and that he is in love.” Haibara replied nonchalantly, not realising that he had practically broken Sugurus’s heart

After he had finished cleaning up with the help of Nanami, they both spoke about Satoru, the kids and work. It was nice talking to Nanami when he did not have someone he was trying to kill, he was chill when he had time to be chill.

“Nanako, set me up with one of those matches you got me.” Suguru called her as soon as he got into his car, he was pissed and he lowkey need a rebound.

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“I think I’m a more traditional alpha, you know. Like I like my omegas to have that maternal side to them. And I think the alpha should be the main breadwinner and the omega should have a more traditional job of being a homemaker and such.” Suguru sat there and nodded throughout the man’s whole speech filled with bigotry. The main thought in his mind was that his girls had terrible taste, and he had fear on what they would bring home to him. “So, wanna leave here?”

“Yeah. Sure.” Suguru responded to his question without fully listening, he had blocked him out about an hour ago, but the food was too good for him to leave. The man called over the waiter and asked for the bill which got Suguru’s attention. “Oh, we’re leaving?” Suguru asked trying to sound flirtatious, so it did not come off as him not listening.

“We can go to a bar before going to my place.” He said with confidence, Suguru smiled and nodded, but was thinking ‘shit, shit, shit’ throughout.

“Lovely.” That was all he could muster.

The man continued to voice his backwards thinking and as he got drunker, he began to feel up Suguru. First he started with wrapping his arm around his waist and pulling him closer to him. Then his hand ended up on his thigh, which Suguru did not appreciate, and it began to get worse as he started to whisper and breathe near his neck as he started to squeeze his thighs. He regretted for shutting his brain off. Most importantly, the man’s pheromones sucked, and they smelt like shit, Suguru could not even figure out the scent it was so bad. He wanted to puke at the smell.

“I cannot wait to get you home, Suguru.” He whispered against his ear, Suguru laugh to just entertain the situation, but he was looking around the room for some exit strategy. Mostly, he was hoping the man would just go to the toilet so he could do a runner, but five vodka-crans seemed to just hydrate him, and not make him piss. Everything was going wrong. “I’m gonna fuc-“

“Suguru, nice to see you here… and?” Out of all the people in the world, why him? Suguru turned to him with an awkward smile, he has had the worst luck in the world tonight. If the floor opened to hell right now, Suguru would accept it with open arms. Despite the fact he did not want Satoru to see him like this, he was glad that his pheromones were stronger than his dates and made him feel at ease.

“Guy, I’m working here.” The date rudely responded, Suguru slowly turned his head to him and laughed a little, he wanted to die, he wanted to scream ‘he was working nothing’. But his hand was tightly gripped around his thigh, and he was way too close to escape.

“Sorry I will leave you-“

“Stay, drink with us.” Suguru without thinking said and grabbed his arm, pulling him closer to him. Satoru shrugged his shoulders and decided to join in, he knew something was off, but he did not know what it was about. One, Suguru wanted him to stay so the man would leave him alone, and two, he wanted to get back at Satoru for not coming to the meeting even though he knew Satoru did not see him that way. Three, he just wanted to smell him.

“How long you been dating?” Satoru asked nicely, but almost aggressively. He pulled his chair closer to Suguru, forcing the omega into an alpha sandwich. His breath hitched slightly as he felt Satoru’s breath on his neck.

“First date.” Suguru replied instantly. “It is going really well.” Suguru said through gritted teeth.

“Really? Nice. Good for you.” Satoru responded, Suguru could not tell if there was a hint of jealousy or not, he was never good at picking up on these things.

Tension began to rise as the man began to smooth his hand towards Suguru’s inner thigh, and it did not matter how much he disliked a man or how ugly a man was it was his weak point full stop. As his hand grazed that spot, he felt his body shudder and get hot, the man smirked as he felt Suguru finally succumb to his touch. Suguru let out a little, unnoticeable moan as he felt the man’s fingertips tap against his thigh.

“So what do you do, guy?” Satoru asked, obviously pissed at something. Suguru glanced quickly at Satoru’s face which was contoured in disgust or anger, he could not quite put his finger on it.

“Banking, what about you, guy?” He replied. Satoru’s grip on Suguru’s chair tightened which each word the man spoke.

“Own a tech business I created myself. Not everyone has that in them to do that. Some people are okay with working for someone for the rest of their life, guy.” He responded, very passive aggressively.

“Well a job is a job.” Suguru tried to defuse the situation, but it was evident that the men were progressively getting more pissed at each other. Alphas, Suguru thought. The date clearly had enough of Satoru’s condescending tone and arrogant attitude.

“Me and Suguru were just about to head back to mine, weren’t we?” The date removed his disgusting hand from Suguru’s thigh and placed it around his waist, he pulled him closer to him and stared daggers at Satoru. Suguru began to feel a little lightheaded as the stench of both alphas started to battle it out, and the ring had to be directly underneath Suguru’s nose.

“I think it’s home time. I think I might just go back to my hom-“

“You said yes to coming to mine, Suguru. Don’t upset me.” The date rudely interrupted, he pulled Suguru closer if that was possible, and he gave an unwarranted kiss to his neck. This was the point that Satoru no longer could take this arsehole’s attitude and actions, and got up from his seat, Suguru began to panic he did not want to be left alone with the creep anymore. Yet, Suguru was completely wrong as Satoru went over to the man and pulled him off of Suguru and told him to get lost.

“Arsehole. Are these the type of guys you like, Suguru?” Satoru asked, sounding almost hurt and betrayed. Suguru responded with a multitude of nos. “Then what was that?” He asked.

“My girls set me up on this date. So, they have been forcing me to go on dates. But all I’m thinking now is, they have terrible taste, and they are never allowed to date.” Suguru responded honestly, this time not tripping over a single word.

“Oh, want to get out?” Satoru extended his hand out and without hesitation Suguru took hold of it and left the bar with him. The touch of his hand was warm and so inviting, his hand was bigger than his by a margin and the feeling of his hand almost fully engulfing his felt so sensational.

Satoru offered Suguru a ride home, he did not actually drink as he is not that much of a drinker. It was quiet ride, only the radio was making a sound, neither of them knew what to say to each other. Suguru felt too embarrassed by what had just happened to speak, and again his mind wondered to the fact he had a saved picture of the man next to him saved on his phone. And there was a sense of shame as there had been nights where he would picture Satoru doing insidious things to him as he pleasured himself with a toy, bending him over the kitchen counter, fucking him on his desk or the most embarrassing having the most intimate, beautiful and loving sex on his bed with soft kisses and soft thrusts. And these thoughts were not easy to erase as the scent of Satoru was thick in the air, he felt so hot and knew he was slowly losing his mind as the car ride continued.

“Suguru, can I admit something?” Satoru parked up his car, he did not want to continue driving before he got what he wanted to say off his chest. At this point, Suguru began to feel ill from the scent of Satoru, he was unable to even respond to Satoru’s request. “Should we step outside, I did not realise.” When Satoru did not hear a response from Suguru, he turned to him and realise that his pheromones were definitely mushing Suguru’s mind. Satoru helped Suguru out of the car and quickly popped into the shop to grab a water to give to him and apologised profusely to him.

“What would you like to admit?” Suguru finally responded once he calmed down from the pheromones. “You want to admit that you are in love with some younger, perkier and prettier omega out there.” He answered for him, Satoru stared at him in disbelief, unable to reply at first. “So, I am right? So what was all those theatrics about?”

“What are you talking about?” Satoru managed to respond, still confused at his statement.

“You did not come to the meeting the other day because you were on some date.” He replied, he decided what was the point in holding back, he had already embarrassed himself enough tonight, so he thought to just fully embarrass himself and think about the consequences later.

“I was not on a date.” Satoru replied, again sounding confused and now hurt. Before Suguru could snap back at his response, he continued, “I was ill, and who said I was in love with a young, perkier omega?” He asked.

“No one.” Suguru sulked, he looked down at the floor with a small pout on his lips. “Haibara said that Megumi said you are in love.” He added, fully aware that he was being stupid, and he knew that he was going to regret this tomorrow when he woke up.

“Yeah I am.” Satoru innocently said.

“For fuck sakes. Really?” Suguru pushed him. “I cannot believe you-“

“I am in love with you.” Satoru interrupted, Suguru dropped his bottle of water at his feet and looked up at Satoru shocked.

“Fuck off.” Suguru laughed. “Come on.” He shook his head in disbelief.

“Huh? I love you. I’m not just saying that Suguru. I expected a better reaction.” Satoru now sulked, his faced turned a bright red and his eyes darted away from Suguru completely.

“Love?” Suguru chuckled, still in a little shock at the confession. “You love me? You don’t even know me.” He continued to laugh. He grabbed Satoru’s head and forced him to look at him. “There is nothing to love.” Suguru shook his head.

“No offence, Suguru, but you are wrong.” Satoru responded, his tone sharp and his voice stable, he despite feeling incredibly embarrassed ensured that Suguru knew he was being serious with his love confession. “I have spent years with a person I thought I could love, and once I met you, I knew immediately what love felt like. I had a feeling to call up my ex-wife and tell her I never did love her because I never felt the way I do with you when I was with her.” Suguru looked up at him, he looked so sincere and honest, yet deep down inside he did not feel right.

“Satoru… Love me all you want. I do not think I can trust it.” He admitted, he slowly took his hand away from Satoru’s warm face and placed it into his pocket. It was nice hearing his words, and he could not have dreamed for a better love confession, and he of course was happy that Satoru recuperated his feelings, but his own insecurities were way bigger than any love he could feel for Satoru. “The last man who said ‘I love you’ to me was my ex-husband who threw divorce papers at me the next morning. So, don’t think I can easily trust those words.

“The last man I kissed was my ex-husband and he was my last anything. I have not been with someone else in eleven years. I cannot just trust your words so easily. The night before my husband threw the divorce papers at me, he told me he loved me. So, don’t think it is going to be so simple, Satoru.” Suguru removed Satoru’s warm hand grom his face, but kept his eyes fixated on him.

“I’m sorry. I know in comparison to your ex-husband; I am a stranger but trust me when I say I do.” Satoru grabbed his wrist and continued to look at him with sincerity. “Let me show you, let me take you out. Please.” Satoru begged, almost kneeling to demonstrate his desperation.

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After searching through their calendars, Suguru managed to set a date with Satoru and the day had finally arrived and needless to say, Suguru was bricking it. The night before, he could not sleep and he had barely eaten anything, he could not work or even function normally. The nerves were definitely getting to him, and he felt embarrassed by how childish he was acting.

Suguru called up his friend, Shoko, for some advice that was how he knew that he was stuck as he never turned to her, she was too brutal and honest that it could push anyone back into reality, sometimes he wondered how she became a successful doctor. He knew for a fact he would not want to hear terrible news from her. Though, when Suguru had called her up about his nerves and asking her if he had made the wrong decision, she seemed to be extremely supportive, and he thought where the horrible bitch was when he needed her. To even gain another perspective, he called Nanami, he knew he would say run but he needed to hear it, yet today everyone decided to be extra nice and supportive which was annoying, someone tell him he was making a mistake already.

After calling everyone in his contacts to hear some negativity, he finally decided to get ready for a date. In the past six to seven months, he had gotten ready for countless dates forced by his daughters and friends, despite the practice he felt completely lost, all his clothes were not right, and he started noticing all his abnormalities which he did not appreciate.

“Dad, hurry up, he’s going to be here. Are you ready?” Nanako knocked on his door and called out, she continued to knock till her dishevelled father came to the door, looking all confused and lost. She did not even need to hear him say help, she rolled her eyes and called out for her sister to come and help her deal with their hopeless father.

Finally, Nanako and Mimiko were able to get Suguru looking pretty for his date after all the screaming and crying and arguing, mostly coming from Suguru’s side. Admittedly, Nanako and Mimiko had never seen their father so flimsy, he normally was a well-kept, almost stoic but since meeting Satoru he has been nothing like his usual self. This gave hope to them as he meant that their father had finally found someone worth acting crazy for.

“You know the house is going to be empty tonight up until Thursday.” Suguru looked at Mimiko confused; he knew that they will be off with their friends for a little holiday. “Come on, you know what I’m trying to say.” She laughed; he was still evidently confused at what she was trying to imply.

“Jesus. You virgin. Sex.” Nanako shouted.

“Girls, you cannot say that to your dad. Oh my god.” Suguru replied all flustered and disorientated by their words. “Just leave the room, go and get ready for your trip. Make sure to pack extra underwear!” Suguru dismissed them out the room, practically pushing them out. Sex, he did not even think about it, what if Satoru was expecting that tonight, what if Suguru unknowingly wanted it?

A call from his phone took him out of his thoughts, “Hi, I’m outside, would you like me to come to your door?” Satoru asked, he was such a gentleman.

“No, no. It is fine. I will be out now, just need to say bye to my girls.’ Before Suguru left, he gave Nanako and Mimiko a lecture, he said this speech a million times, on how to stay safe, and that he expected a text at least every forty-five minutes and a call every two hours alongside a text.

“Sorry for being long, my girls are going away for a couple of days, and its hard trying to finish a sentence with all their loud groans and ‘go aways’.” Suguru apologised as he got into the car, he buckled his seatbelt and gave Satoru a smile.

“I understand, Megumi is currently at home with his boyfriend. And Tsumiki is at university, so I don’t have her to stop him from doing anything stupid. He does not like being told what to do, sometimes I just say the opposite what I want to say so he could what I initially want him to do.” Satoru replied, he looked over at Suguru’s face quickly before starting the car and driving off. “Last thing I said to my son before leaving was, have sex. I know he won’t now because he would just be thinking of me.” He added with a little laugh that Suguru found extremely cute.

The whole car ride consisted of sharing stories about their children, agreeing on how difficult it is and how lovely it is at the same time. Suguru found Satoru’s overprotectiveness of his son to be extremely attractive, he thought the world of him and loved him to his core. And Suguru found that as a wonderful common ground because his girls meant more than the world to him.

The drive soon came to an end, Satoru hurried outside the car so he could open the door for Suguru, he was to demonstrate his value, so he had to pull out all the corny stops. Suguru awkwardly got out of the car, and followed Satoru to the restaurant, it looked extremely fancy. Normally, his dates would choose the cheapest ‘fancy’ restaurant they could find to demonstrate some sort of value so they could end the night with a treat in return, most of the time they did not know Suguru had more money than them, so the peacock dance never worked on him. So, it felt nice having someone who had more money than him, even if that did sound backwards.

The waiter took them to their seats, before the waiter could pull out his seat Satoru rushed behind the seat and pulled it out for him, Suguru let out a little laugh at how desperate Satoru was being so he could please him.

“You are eager to please me, Satoru.” Suguru commented as he looked through the menu, he tried to not act surprise or scared of the prices, this was a level he had never been to.

“Yeah, I am.” Satoru replied, he did not want to mince his words, he wanted to be frank and ensure that none of his words were left up to interpretation. “I want to impress you.” He added. Suguru giggled at his bluntness, it was nice to hear so much sincerity and honesty, normally people would cover up their feelings and try to avoid being truthful altogether.

The night continued, the food was wonderful, some of the best Suguru has ever had, and the conversations flowed so easily, there was not a moment of awkwardness or silence. It is as if they knew each other for years. After they had finished their meal, they were escorted to the bar to have a shared desert and drink. The conversation of their exes came and the stories behind their divorces, Suguru explained how his ex-husband just could no longer tolerate him and had found someone younger, stupider and poorer than he was. And he learnt about Satoru’s divorce, apparently it was a mutual decision and the divorce was amicable, he admitted that they only got married because his wife fell pregnant and both believed marrying was the right thing to do, and in the end it was not. Satoru reassured that despite the amicable divorce, they could not stand each other, neither of them enjoyed each other’s presence and did not like the other’s parental style.

“Are you angry at your ex?” Satoru boldly asked, he tried to retract the question, but Suguru waved his hand in reassurance that the question was okay.

“I could say at first I was angry; he left me alone with two children and I had just started my career up again.” Suguru replied, he paused for a moment to think. “About five years ago, I started to feel fine. Though, the last year or two, the anger kind of came back. Hearing from my daughters about his new children, his new life and everything was just terrible. Not saying I’m not happy, but it’s taken me over ten years to go on any sort of date, and he did it in a year. I don’t know. Maybe I will always be angry.” Suguru admitted, he played with his dessert to cool himself down, Satoru noticed his fidgeting and placed a hand over his and took his hand into his.

“He sounds like a complete arsehole.” Satoru brought his hand up to mouth and before he kissed it, he mumbled, “I’m glad he was, because now you can be mine.” Suguru rolled his eyes at his corny line, he secretly loved it, but he could not help but cringe.

“You know you say the most cringe things.”

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Every day since the date, Satoru sent Suguru a message, one in the morning, a bunch during the day about random things he did, and a message at night. If it was anyone else, Suguru would have definitely blocked them, he never liked receiving messages, he hated the forceful nature of a text, he did not like the obligation behind it, yet Satoru somehow made it easy for him and he was eager to wake up to his cheesy morning message. The affirmations were enough to satisfy Suguru; he did enjoy being called beautiful every morning.
 
A ping came from Suguru’s phone in a middle of a meeting, he knew it was Satoru, but he made up a lie saying it was something important, and walked out of the boring meeting so he could attend to the message.
 
Would you like to meet later? We haven’t seen each other for so long, I miss you.
 
Suguru smiled at the message, he got overly happy at the thought of Satoru missing him and being desperate to see him.
 
That would be lovely. I finish around 5 today. Would you mind picking me up? We can go get something to eat.
 
Almost immediately Satoru sent back a message, he was so transparent in his actions, he could not even try to act nonchalant or cool even if he tried. Again, Suguru loved it.
 
Yes, dear. I will see you outside, I might be 10 minutes late. You know that I’m bad with my timing.
 
Suguru sent him a love heart in response before going back to his meeting with a huge smile on his face.
 
Five o’clock had arrived slowly, time as soon as that message was sent stood still, hours dragged on and everyone seemed to have an issue that Suguru had to fix. Even keeping busy did nothing for him. It was Sod’s Law. However, Suguru’s annoyance and impatience disappeared once he stepped outside his office and waited for Satoru to pick him up.
 
If you are more than 15 minutes late, I will find a new alpha to obsess over me.
 
He knew it was cruel, yet he loved to play on his jealousy. Suguru giggled at the little read receipt and the fact Satoru did not reply. Tonight, Suguru hoped Satoru would further their relationship a little. The first date they had, Satoru did not even kiss him, he offered him a ride home and said goodnight. Nothing more.
 
So, the last two weeks Suguru had been sending out messages in hope that Satoru would catch on, he even sent him a picture of him wearing trousers that fit him quite well. Truthfully, Suguru did not know if Satoru was dense or was being nice, Suguru knew his arse looked incredible in them, so he was hoping for a ‘I wanna fuck you’ not a ‘Italian or British tailored?’
 
A beautiful, black Mercedes car pulled up in front of him and the window rolled down to reveal Satoru’s very handsome face.
 
“My hourly rate is one-fifty, but for you I can make it an even one-hundred.” Suguru joked as he leaned against the car and levelled his face to Satoru’s.
 
“What happens if I can’t last an hour, do I get a discount or is there a ‘finished-early’ fee?” Satoru responded, he smiled stupidly at his comeback, so proud that he was capable of it. “I missed you so much.” He added quickly as he got out his car so he could hug Suguru.
 
The hug caught Suguru by surprise, it was nice and warm, and Satoru smelt so delicious. He reached his arms around Satoru’s torso and pulled him closer; this was a much-needed hug.
 
“I missed you too.” Suguru replied, he sounded muffled against Satoru chest. “Should we get going?” Satoru agreed but still held onto him for another ten or so seconds, before rushing to the other side of the car to open the door for him.
 
Both of them were not extremely starved, so they settled on a small sushi restaurant that was tucked away from the high street, it was cozy and not super busy. It was the perfect atmosphere for them. For the whole two hours that they spent there, they spoke aimlessly about everything. It was surprising, even to them, that they had a lot to talk about as they kept each other continuously updated through messages every day for the past two weeks. Admittedly, this was the main reason why Suguru liked Satoru.
 
On the drive home, Suguru suggested to go to a pub, it was a Friday, Satoru agreed, and luckily both their kids had sleep overs, so they did not need to rush. Suguru found somewhere to sit whilst Satoru went to get their drinks, it was busy due to the fact it was a Friday, and Satoru was at least three rows behind.
 
“You with someone?” Suguru turned to the stranger that had asked this obvious pick-up question. Before he replied, he looked for Satoru in the crowd of drunks waiting to get their eighteenth drink of the evening.
 
“He is lost in the crowd of drunks.” Suguru responded, he hoped that Satoru would see him speaking to this alpha and get jealous. He liked that Satoru was a gentleman, but he needed something a bit more primal and freakier.
 
“He is stupid to leave you here all by yourself.” The man continued, he stepped a little closer to him. He placed one hand on the back of his chair and bent down a little. Again, before he engaged with the man, he looked for Satoru who had now finally seen the man talking to him.
 
“He is a little dense, they do say dominant alphas have everything but sense.” Suguru laughed, exaggerating a little, he just had to act as if he was flirting with this man so he could get him jealous. He knew once the weaker alpha heard that he was a dominant alpha he would back off, which he did, and went back to sit with his friends. Before the man left completely, Suguru asked him to keep on staring at him, so he could make Satoru jealous, the man did not need convincing; he probably would have looked at him throughout the night even if he did not ask.
 
As soon as Satoru got their drinks, he rushed over to the table and slammed the drinks onto the table. Suguru smiled to himself and grabbed his glass of white wine and took a small swig of it. Satoru slumped down on his seat with a clearly annoyed facial expression, Suguru wanted to laugh, he was so transparent.
 
“Who was the guy?” Satoru asked, he took a large swig of his beer and stared at Suguru for an answer.
 
“Just some guy.” Suguru brushed it off. “He just asked if I was alone,” Suguru knew he had to be careful with his phrasing, he did not want to get the stranger in trouble, he was the one who wanted to be punished by Satoru. “And he called me beautiful, it was harmless flirting.” He shrugged his shoulders and pouted his lips, trying his best to be nonchalant about it.
 
“Well he’s not wrong. But he did not need to say it, and why is he still looking at you? Wanker.” Satoru muttered with a sad pout of his face, Suguru knew he could not keep on going. He grabbed Satoru’s sullen face and squeezed his cheeks and reassured him that he was the only man he wanted to take home.
 
Ten or fifteen minutes had passed since, the wine started to make its way to Suguru’s head, and he began to get a little more forward with his words and actions which was getting Satoru nervous. Satoru was a heavyweight when it came to drinking, so one beer did not affect him in the slightest, but the one wine that Suguru had barely drank had changed his personality. He could feel Suguru’s foot running up and down his leg as Suguru spoke to him, the conversation was light but the tone of Suguru’s voice had become more velvety and almost seductive. Alongside his teasing leg strokes, Suguru had grabbed onto his hand and began to play with his fingers as he spoke.
 
After they had finished their drinks, Satoru decided it was time to leave and go home; one Suguru was clearly a lightweight and he did not want to see what a second wine glass could do to him, and to be frank he could not be arsed to stand in that line again. As they drove, Suguru kept his hand on Satoru’s thigh, he rubbed his hand up and down.
 
“Do you have any sexual fantasies, Satoru?” Suguru asked, Satoru almost emergency broke his car at the question. “Like do you want me to wank you off as you suck on my tits? Or are you a prude?” Suguru continued. Satoru could not concentrate on driving with Suguru’s questions so he looked frantically around to see a parking space, he could not continue driving with Suguru’s antics.
 
“What?” Was all Satoru could muster as he successfully found a parking space. “What are you saying?”
 
“I’m trying to get a hint; you have not touched me, and I want to know what will get you there. You don’t even send flirty texts or even a picture of you after a workout would be fine. I’m not asking for a dick pic.” Suguru said directly, he may be waved a little, he used it as an excuse to be more forward and unapologetic. “Do you even want to touch me?”
 
“Yes, oh my god, yes I do.” Satoru replied immediately. “I have wanted to touch you for so long, but I’m trying to respect your boundaries, I know you have a lot of trust issues.” He added, he sounded so sincere and cute that Suguru was going to drop it, but he was not in the mood to let him off.
 
“I forgive you, but my question is still unanswered. What are you sexual fantasises?”  Suguru demanded, he leaned closer to Satoru, he placed one hand on the headrest and one on his thigh. “If you don’t answer me, I’m going to assume you don’t want to do anything fun with me.” He whispered in his ear.
 
For a moment, Satoru had to think, he did not know where his fetishes/kinks were freaky or prudish. And he did not want to say anything too freakish in case, Suguru would run off.
 
“Umm I like nipple play?” He finally responded, Suguru looked at him confused.
 
“That’s not a fantasy, that’s normal. Would you like me to go first?” Satoru nodded, despite being older and a dominant alpha, he really did not have much to offer in that category. “I have always wanted to try public sex, like in a bathroom or in a park.” Suguru said, he sounded a little desperate and almost moaned at his own request.
 
“Oh, okay.” Satoru replied. “Well, I… maybe if you dressed up as a nurse and ‘nurse’ me back to health..” Satoru finally admitted, he covered his face in embarrassment.
 
“Why don’t we drive back to mine? We have all the time in the world to fulfil these fantasy. A dream that’s been recurring for me is to have your cock be the last one that’s been inside me.” Suguru eagerly responded, he could not resist it anymore, hearing Satoru’s deep fantasy (despite it being a little vanilla for his liking, though he can change) was enough to make him not just want him, but need him.
 
As soon as they entered Suguru’s home, Suguru pushed Satoru against the wall that hung the painting of ‘Hylas and the Nymphs’, he cupped his head in his hands and pushed his lips against his. Suguru’s kiss was sloppy and desperate, Satoru was too surprise at first to respond to the kiss. After he regained some sort of composure, he grabbed Suguru’s head, tipping it slightly upwards and giving in to the kiss, guiding their lips to a gentler and slower kiss. Satoru’s lips were soft against Suguru, and they were experienced in the way they moved, Suguru felt embarrassed at how terrible his initial kiss was. Satoru tried to pull away from the kiss to catch his breath, but Suguru was too entranced to allow his lips to leave his just yet, Satoru gave in a little and continued to kiss him passionately, but he only had so much oxygen in his lungs.
 
“Suguru, wow.” Satoru gasped out, trying to catch his breath. Before Suguru could say anything, Satoru interrupted his response, “That was amazing.” He said with glee.
 
“Then kiss me again. Touch me.” Suguru replied, he did not care that he sounded so shameless, he was desperate, and he wanted Satoru so incredibly bad. He needed everything from him, from his pheromones to his lips to the thing that was hard against his thigh. “Show me that you love me, Satoru.” With that request, Satoru’s brain switched, he picked up Suguru and pressed him against the wall, giving him a deep kiss.
 
A loud ring sounded from Satoru’s phone, Suguru urged him to answer it but he was so focused on kissing him that he ignored it. The phone rang again, he sighed a quick fuck before he answered it.

“What is it?” Satoru growled on the phone, he was not pleased. Suguru watched him pace back and forth, it was clear he was trying to distract himself from the boner in his underwear. Suguru was feeling a little bored and left out, so he took off his shirt and whistled to Satoru to gain his attention.

Gently, Suguru rubbed his nipples in circular motions, he let out purposely loud moans to tease Satoru who was holding his cock in his hand to prevent it from taking over his mind. Satoru mindlessly nodded and replied with simple answers as he watched Suguru play with himself. He cradled his pecs and started to bounce them, showing Satoru how soft he was and sensitive.

“Now?” Satoru screamed on the phone. Suguru immediately stopped what he was doing as Satoru started to scream into his phone. Suguru buttoned his shirt up and looked over towards him confused. Angrily, Satoru hung up his phone.

“What is wrong? Is everything okay?” Suguru worriedly asked.

“I have something to deal with at the office. Fuck sakes.” Satoru cursed, he placed his head in his hands and screamed a little. “Why now?” He whined and grabbed onto Suguru.

“It’s okay. I’ve waited eleven years to be fucked, I can wait another week.” Suguru joked, he stroked his soft grey hair and patted his back. “But I really mean a week, Satoru. Or I will find someone else, I would get my ex to fuck me if you can’t.” Suguru grabbed a handful of his hair and pulled him up to level with his gaze, he was not kidding and Satoru saw that. “You’ve made me wait long enough, I need your knot or I will find a sleazy alpha to do, okay?”

“Don’t say that!” Satoru whined, he looked so upset at hearing his ultimatum. “I promise, I promise not to do this again.” He pleaded.

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Since their last date, Satoru had been incredibly busy because of something malfunctioning at his work, Suguru did his best to understand so he could be supportive, but he did not understand a thing what was happening. All he knew was he missed Satoru. Satoru had been so busy that his messages to him started to decrease, he did get his good morning and night texts, but was left alone during the whole day. Honestly, it was starting to upset Suguru, he knew he was a grown man and that they had obligations outside their relationship, they were not twenty years old that had more time to fool around. But he wanted his undying attention.

“Sir, these came for you.” Suguru’s assistant said, he placed a large bouquet of flowers onto his desk. “Is this from the guy you are seeing?” He teased, he hoped Suguru would tell him. People in the office relied on his gossip about Suguru.

“Yeah… they are massive.” Suguru’s mumbled, he was a little confused at his gesture. The assistant saw this himself and decided not to pry because clearly Suguru was lost. The bouquet was an amalgamation of flowers, it was filled with lilies, hydrangeas and lotuses with accents of lavender and baby’s breath. A little note was tucked carefully inside it, Suguru smiled as he read the note telling him that Satoru was going to pick him up and do whatever he pleased. All his anger admittedly disappeared.

“I have missed you so much.” Satoru rushed over to Suguru, placed his head in his hands and gave him a deep kiss. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to be so distant, please forgive me.” Suguru for a split second thought he should teased him, make him feel more guilty. But he looked so cute staring down at him with guilty, puppy-dog eyes.

“I missed you too.” Suguru tried to think of a snarky remark, but he genuinely missed him too. He wrapped his arms around his large torso and brought him in for a tender hug, he placed his head onto Satoru’s chest and heard how fast his heart was beating. Soon he felt his arms wrap around his body, and pull him in for a tighter hug. “Satoru, don’t you dare force me to not hear your voice. It does not matter it’s been three days, I missed your voice.” Suguru looked up at him with a pouty expression.

“I will never do it again, Suguru. Forgive me.” Satoru’s hands found their way back onto Suguru’s cold face. He gave him another deep kiss. “Should we get going, our reservation is at seven.” Satoru hesitantly parted their lips and his body from Suguru’s.

“Are you hungry?” Satoru shrugged at his question, he had something earlier so did Suguru; they were old so they got hungry early and ate when they were. Suguru asked if he was sure he was not, and he nodded. “Okay… I don’t think I can go through a whole meal right now. I need you, Satoru. I booked a hotel room earlier, can we go there?” Suguru admitted, he blushed at his words and squeezed his eyes shut in embarrassment.

“Are you sure… you know… do you?” Satoru stuttered, unable to form a coherent sentence. Suguru eagerly nodded. “How about the kids?” Satoru asked.

“They are grown enough to stay one night by themselves, if not they will go a friends house. I can’t wait any longer, Satoru.”

The car ride was fast, what should have been a twenty minute journey, ended up being around ten minutes. It was clear Satoru was desperate and Suguru was as desperate. Satoru parked his car out front, he threw his keys to one of the concierge, he did not care if they did validate cars or if he had just given his AMG to a random stranger. Suguru spoke to the receptionist as fast as possible, giving them his card, his ID and Satoru’s. Both were eager to get up to the room, and finish what they had started. After what felt like forever, it was barely five minutes, the receptionist gave him the key and told him what floor and where the lift was. They both said a quick ‘thank you’ and rushed to the lift; they could not make it more obvious.

Once they entered their hotel room, Suguru pushed Satoru against the wall, he seemed to like doing that, and kissed him. Briefly their lips parted slightly, they hovered over each other lips, the kiss was intense but was deeply sensual and romantic. Suguru’s hands cupped his jaw line softly, whilst Satoru had one hand in hair and the other clutching his lower back.

Satoru smashed his lips against Suguru’s as he changed their position, he placed his thigh between Suguru’s legs and gently ground it against Suguru’s noticeable bulge. Satoru’s tongue teased his lips, he licked at them softly and this initiated Suguru to slightly part his lips. Hungrily, their tongues duelled, Satoru’s tongue lapped over Suguru’s and Suguru twisted his tongue into his, eventually Suguru placed his tongue back into his mouth as invite for Satoru to enter.

As they kissed, Suguru’s hands found themselves onto Satoru’s torso. Slowly he inched his hands up to his shoulders and took off his jacket then his blazer, he shimmed out of them to make it easier for Suguru to take them off. The buttons on Satoru’s top were gently unbuttoned, again to not disturb the kiss. Once the shirt was fully unbuttoned, Suguru’s hands found danced his fingers over his abs and named his arm around Satoru’s exposed torso.

The kiss had a passionately rhythm, their lips moved perfectly in sync even down to how their heads moved, and their tongues met each other, they fought and Suguru would be the one to surrender again. Satoru’s hands wandered over his body, he did the same to his shirt, eagerly unbuttoning his top. The last three days Satoru had been thinking of his chest, and he was desperate to see it again. He cupped his pecs with both his hands and started to knead them, his hand movements matched the rhythm of his kiss.

Soon, Satoru guided him slowly to the bed as they, he pressed Suguru’s back against the soft linens and mattress. The kiss soon turned to Satoru exploring his face, he kissed his cheek gently and kissed down to his neck, he softly nibbled at his skin, leaving a little mark. In response to his sudden move, a Suguru kissed around his ear and sucked on his earlobe. Satoru grunted quietly as he felt Suguru’s warm breath swirl around his ear and upper neck.

“Satoru.” Suguru softly moaned as he felt Satoru increased the speed and pressure of his leg against his cock. He nuzzled his nose into Satoru’s neck and took a deep breath, ensuring that his nose got coated in his scent. Satoru replicated what he had done, he left out a primitive growl as he took in his intoxicating pheromones.

“Suguru, I don’t think I can last much longer.” Satoru grunted, he pressed his erection against Suguru’s thigh and rocked his hips. The humping got gradually faster and more intense, Satoru’s breath began to labour more as his cock demanded more.

“Go ahead.” Suguru breathed out, he stared up at Satoru and licked his lips. Immediately, Satoru unbuckled his belt snd unzipped his jeans, he pulled out his cock and rubbed it gently before he took off Suguru’s fully and took off his shirt too; leaving Suguru completely naked in front of him. Then, he placed Suguru onto his stomach, arched his back up and placed his face on his leaking hole.

At first Satoru was careful, he place gently kissed across his cheeks as he kneaded at the flesh and sniffed his intoxicating scent. He pulled his cheeks apart, and extended his tongue out and licked his hole from the top to the bottom with tip of his tongue. In response, Suguru jerked his hips up and arched his back into Satoru’s face. Finding arousal in Suguru’s response, he allowed the omega to work his arse against his tongue. The feeling of his warm, soft tongue against his hole, that had not been touched by another in years, made his mind go blank.

Satoru rested his hand on Suguru’s lower back to stop him from moving, once he got the hint, Satoru spread his cheek further apart. Deeply he pushed his soft, thick tongue between his wet and soft hole, he sucked slightly around his ring before he finally inserted in.

“Satoru.” Suguru moaned, he grabbed a fistful of the bedsheets and started to pull at them. Satoru had placed a firm hand on his back to prevent him from moving, so he had to express his pleasure in a different way. “I want you so bad.” He sweetly said, his body surrendering completely to him.

Slowly, Satoru parted his mouth from his home to get some air, he worked his thumb over his oozing hole and slipped it in. Almost immediately, Suguru’s body responded, his legs shook and he let out sweet trembling moans. As he dipped his thumb in and out his hole, he noticed that Suguru a mole right near his entrance. For some reason, he found that incredibly hot.

Before he continued, he turned Suguru onto his back with ease, he wanted to see his face. Satoru noticed his caesarean scar on his lower stomach, he stroked around it and gave it a gentle kiss.

“You are so beautiful, Suguru. Everything about you is so perfect.” He continued to leave open mouth kisses around it, and stopped once he remembered what his next job was.

He lightly licked around the mole, and lapped over it, he did not know himself why he was so fixated on it, but it was incredibly hot, and he could not just allow it to be left unnoticed and gave smooth kisses to it. Suguru moaned loudly as he felt Satoru’s warm lips tease the area, he ran his small fingers through his thick grey hair and pushed him down, Satoru took this as a sign that Suguru wanted more, and he was happy to comply.
 
Sadly, he had to part himself from the mole, but the sadness soon left him when he lapped his tongue on his hole and drank up all his sweet juices that continuously gushed out of him. As he placed his tongue into Suguru’s warmth, he added a finger into his hole as he did so and started to thrust in and out of him as he circled his tongue around the entrance. He done this a couple more times to help Suguru warm up to the feeling and sensation, and added another finger in as he dived his tongue deeper in.

“Suguru, you taste so good.” Gently, he made a scissoring motion with his fingers to open up Suguru’s hole more, Suguru’s hole was quite stretchy and elastically, so it was easy to loosen. Even though his hole was extremely stretchy whenever Satoru thrusted his fingers in, it tightened. And it was driving Satoru crazy, it was so responsive and well behaved, he could not wait to fuck him.

“Satoru, I need you. Please.” Suguru pulled at Satoru’s hair to make him stop, it felt amazing but he needed something bigger inside him. Satoru looked up at him with a flushed and hazy look, the pheromones leaking out of Suguru were starting to go to his head. He looked up at Suguru with hunger in his eyes and eagerness. It did not take him a lot of convincing to crawl on top of Suguru and give him a kiss on the lips before he continued.

“Did you get condoms?” Satoru asked, Suguru stared up at him confused and shook his head.

“Why do we need condoms? I can’t get pregnant anymore.” Suguru replied, Satoru frowned and pursed his lips, and looked away from Suguru. “Wait. Is that a problem? I may be a dominant omega but male omegas are built different our fertility clock is way shorter than a females. If that is a problem, we can stop here.” Suguru’s voice trembled a little, Satoru tried to get a word in but Suguru was quite stubborn and did not allow him to interrupt him for a second. Suguru began to gather himself and inch his way off the bed.

“Fuck let me speak! I don’t care. My reaction was directed at me, I’m sorry.” Satoru pulled him in a tight embrace. “I love you, Suguru. I don’t care what biological clocks say or what anyone says, I want you.” Satoru declared, he gave Suguru a massive kiss on his cheeks and hugged him tightly again.

“I’m sorry… it’s my own insecurity, my hu-“

“I know baby, but I’m here, and I would like you to take my word rather than his.” Satoru did not even allow Suguru to finish, he did not want Suguru calling another man his husband even if he meant his ex. “And do me a favour, stop fucking mentioning him.” Satoru growled, Suguru smirked a little and licked his lips.

“Well, if you want me to forget about him. You need to fuck me, he was the last man who fucked me and cam in me, if you don’t hurry up, my womb might beg for another man.” Suguru laid down on his back and rub his hands over where his womb would be.

“Please Suguru, stop it.” Satoru cried out. “It’s hurts me so much. You’re mine, and you speak about other men. I don’t want you to.” Suguru wanted to laugh at how pathetic and easily baited he was, he wanted to continue but Satoru looked like he was about to cry.

“God, Satoru, you are taking too long.” Suguru switched their positions, he pinned Satoru down onto the bed, and he straddled his hips. “You are such a tease, Satoru. I’m going to make you fuck me till we need to buy another night for this room.” He leaned down and whispered the threat into his ear. Satoru did not knelt if he could last that long.

Suguru pressed Satoru’s tip onto his leaking, loose hole, he let out a gasp at the heat of his cock. It was so incredibly hot, and he felt it throb against his little hole. Gently, he entered the tip in he started to just grind on it, not pushing his hips down further. When Satoru tried to put his hands into his waist, he pinned them above his head. He lifted his hips up and down a few times, before he properly angled it and pressed down harder on to.

“Fuck, Suguru.” Satoru bucked his hips up slightly at the feel of his warm engulf the top half of his cock. Suguru contained his moans as he felt the veiny cock scrape his walls and open him up, instinctively his hole closed up around him. “Oh my god.” Satoru grunted, his head flew backs and his mouth gapped in euphoria.

“You are so big. Fuck. So big.” Suguru placed his shaky hands onto his lower abdomen, he closed his eyes as he lowered himself completely onto his cock. Once Satoru’s hands were free, he grabbed Suguru’s waist and helped guide him. Suguru’s cock rested on Satoru stomach, it oozed out precum with pilled onto his sexy and defined abs. “I love your cock.” He moaned, he finally started to bounce on his cock, yo and down in small but quick movements. It was desperate and needy, not skilful of even fully pleasurable, but Suguru did not care, he finally had the cock of the alpha that he had been needing inside of him. Along with his bounces, his cock continually slapped against Satoru’s stomach, it felt so good. Everything felt so good.

“I’m sorry, Suguru.” Without warning, Satoru switched their position, he put him in his original position and thrusted right back in without any adjustment time. Satoru gripped onto the headboard to steady himself, he jammed his cock all the way inside, all the way to his base. He stared down at it in awe, it was so erotic, it was so perfect. “You are so perfect.” He moaned. Along with his dip thrusts, Suguru rolled his hips around, making Satoru lose his mind. “Don’t, fuck.”

“Come on fuck me. Fuck me good, Satoru.” Suguru breathed out, Satoru complied. He dipped his fingers into his smooth, tanned flesh, he pulled his cock out almost all the way and slammed right back into him. “There you found it. You found it.” Suguru screamed out as he felt his cock head slam right into his womb, he pressed his fingers down on his stomach where a small lump was formed form his cock. “Your cock is right there, you going to fill it up.”

To Satoru’s surprise, Suguru was extremely talkative during sex, he loved to comment on everything he felt or saw. Honestly he loved it, but his velvet voice with light whimpers punctuating his sentences were too much for him. Suguru demanded he needed to last all night, but with that he could not.

“I feel your precum kissing my womb, Satoru, your cock wants to fill me up, right?” Suguru loudly moaned out, Satoru had to do something about his mouth, he was not going to last long. “Your cock is so thick. It stretching me out more than my husband’s could ever. It was o big and nice, he never reached this deep. Only you Satoru.” Suguru unconsciously moaned, he did not even know what he was saying, his brain had completely switched off and he no longer had control over the words he spoke.

“Fuck sake, Suguru. I told you not to mention him.” Satoru’s thrusted harshly into, he did not give Suguru another ch ace to speak with his deep and rough thrusts. His rational brain had been taken over by his primal, alpha instinct to mark and fuck his omega. He no longer could hold back, he had to remind Suguru that he was his and to ensure he fucked the memory of his husband out of him.

“My jealous alpha, he doesn’t like it when I speak of other men, he needs to fuck me straight. Fuck me till I’m yours, Satoru.” To Satoru’s kinda of dismay, his rough fucking still did not shut them out of the omega. He had tried everything, the only thing left was to stuff his mouth.

“Stop speaking, I’m not going to last long with that filthy mouth of yours.” Satoru found another way to shut him up, he smashed his lips against Suguru’s and pulled him into a deep kiss. As he did so, he pressed his thighs against his chest and started to slide his cock in and out. In this angle, he was able to reach his womb every time without a doubt snd he knew Suguru liked it by the pathetic whimpers he would let out against his lips. “You feel so fucking good.” He moaned, he pressed his wet lips again on Suguru’s to prevent him from speaking or replying. Each time he did, Suguru instantly surrendered.

Soon both their bodies synchronised with each other, Satoru long and hard thrusts were met with Suguru’s hips rolling and rocking against him. It felt amazing. Their chemistry was out of the world. Suguru never knew sex would feel this good, he thought back on the times his husband fucked him and it never once came close to this. Not even his first time. Suguru clawed at his back and wrapped his legs firmly around his torso, he tightened his grip whenever he felt Satoru pull out even if it was a little.

Deep inside him, Suguru felt Satoru’s cock spasm and twitch like crazy. He pulled away from Satoru’s persistent kisses and demanded, “I want you to cum deep in me, I want you fuck your cum in me.” Satoru nodded obediently, he held Suguru’s waist and pushed him down further on his cock as he thrusted up inside. He let out incoherent words of praise and threw his head back.

“Fuck, I love it. I love it.” Satoru chanted as he felt his cock twitch one last time before it spilled his cum all inside Suguru’s womb. Soon, Suguru followed and said a multitude of dirty things alongside loud gasps of air. He fisted the bed and clawed at his skin, and eventually he cam all over his torso and on Satoru’s cock. Satoru slowly rocked his hips to help steady each other out of their High.

“That was amazing.” Satoru satisfyingly smiled, he brushed his hair from his face and he gently took his cock out of him. But he was stopped.

“Who said we were stopping?” Suguru tightened his legs around Satoru.

“I’m tapped out.” Satoru replied, he tried to remove himself from Suguru’s warmth but his leg grip was too strong.

“My husband lasted longer and could go on for hours, I’m disappointed.” He lied, Satoru knew he was but the idea of his husband always got him pissed.

“At least say ex, you are so mean to me.”

—

The morning had arrived, and Suguru was awoken by the strong sun light beams. A smile was permanently on his lips, he had never felt so satisfied and relieved. From his the tips of his toes to the top of his head, his body was in a deep state of relaxation. However, Satoru on the other hand was spent, completely. He probably needed a Thai and Swedish massage, maybe both at once. Suguru had dried him up and he had never been forced to cum that many times, for sure he had never cam that many times not just in a day but in a week.

“Ahh are you tired?” Suguru crawled back into bed once he noticed that Satoru was awake. “I’m so relaxed.” Suguru sighed softly, he intwined their legs together and pressed his body onto his.

“I’m fucked.” Satoru admitted, Suguru laughed at him. “That was definitely eleven years worth of sex, I think you need to cherish that for a while. My cock is spent.” Satoru cradled Suguru’s head in his hand, and stroked his cheek.

“I will take to easier on you next time.” Suguru reassured, he stroked his chest in the same rhythm of Satoru’s caress on his face. “My poor Alpha.” Suguru jokingly cooed.

“Shut up, I’m an old man.” He whined. “Plus you kept on using your ex to get me to fuck you, even though most of them were definitely lies.” He defend himself, Suguru just giggled at him. He was so easily wound up, Suguru loved it because he loved to tease.

“Were they? I don’t think I lied at all.” Suguru shrugged.

“Suguru, please. My old man body can’t do it.” Satoru begged.

“You are forty-five, you aren’t geriatric yet.”

Due to Satoru being crippled from the sex, they had to pay for another night. They were going to leave after they had their room service break fast, but their kids were fine and no one at work needed them. So they decided to stay in the room all day together. As an apology, Suguru ordered Satoru a Swedish massage and got himself a simple deep tissue thirty-minute massage, he was well relaxed anyways so he did not need a long one, but it was cheap so he decided to go for it.

He giggled and enjoyed the sight of Satoru wince in pain, his face was contoured in pain throughout the whole session. The masseuse made a snarky comment about being careful at his age with sex, Satoru directed the blame onto Suguru and the masseuse then changed his tone c he declared that an alphas place was a serving. In which Suguru agreed.

After the massage, Suguru ran a bath for them, he set the temperature just right and put the jets on at a perfect beat. He turned on some calming music. And went to grab his geriatric alpha, he placed him first in the bath and soon joined him.

“You had your daughters young?” Satoru aske. Suguru thought for a moment, he was never good at maths so it took him awhile, he could have just asked Satoru who would have solved it in seconds.

“Well, I’m forty-three… they are eighteen so I had them when I was twenty-five., yeah I was.” Suguru replied. “Why you asking?” He fired back.

“No reason, just curious.” Satoru mumbled.

“What about you?” Suguru asked back.

“Tsumiki… she is twenty now, so when I was twenty-five lie you and then we had Megumi and I was thirty.” Satoru replied, Suguru rolled his eyes at how fast he was able to calculate it.

“Do you ever regret having kids with the person you did, or even regret sticking around?” Suguru crawled over to Satoru’s side on the bath and slouched down in his embrace.

“I don’t regret having my children, but I wish I never met her. But then what my babies.” Satoru responded, Suguru felt his heart beat rise slightly. “Even though I dislike her, Megumi and Tsumiki are the petiole they are because they are part of her at the end of the day. Without that, they wouldn’t be them.” He added, it was true what he was saying, Suguru probably regretted having kids with his ex more than any other person. Satoru asked him whether he did too.

“I mostly regret allowing him to take over my life even after he left. So I regret having children with him, I would never regret having my daughters.” He sheepishly replied, Satoru noticed his frown on his lips and he leaned down to kiss it away, which it worked.

“Just know if it see that man ever in my life, I will kill him.” Satoru reassured, Suguru did not protest. He would honestly love to see it.

Accidentally, Suguru fell asleep in the bath, Satoru carried him out, dried him up and put him to bed where he joined him. They did nothing that day, they spoke, drank, ate and got a couple massages but it was truly one of the best days of Suguru’s life. Everything was perfect.

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“You come to these things together now?” Nanami unenthusiastically asked, looking over at Suguru with disappointment.

“Yeah?” Satoru responded, unsure of the hostilities. “We are going out afterwards.” He added with a large smile.

“Suguru, why?” Nanami mumbled. “Anyways, Haibara dropped off Itadori at yours.” He sighed.

“Your son better not being doing funny business to my son.” Satoru whispered to him, and Nanami turned to him, his expression shifting from disgust to pure hatred. Suguru stood back a little, he was not bothered to get involved, plus he did not want to be in the cross fire.

“Itadori would never do anything bad.” Nanami whisper-shouted at him.

The argument went on for another ten minutes till Suguru got bored and called the meeting. Throughout the long meeting Nanami shot daggers over to Satoru, and Satoru childishly responded with funny faces; he was so lucky he was attractive and kind, or Suguru would have dumped him right there and then. This meeting was especially long as it was the last one of the year before the exams and Suguru had to stand down and choose the next ‘leader’.

In the corner of Suguru’s eye, he saw Satoru’s face drop from the announcement. Suguru was confused at his reaction, and his sudden mood shift. The only person Suguru thought had the ability to take over the leadership was Nanami, and this made him happy for one reason: he now had the ability to boss around Satoru. Suguru mouthed a ‘sorry’ to Satoru after he had announced it.

Everyone soon left, all the parents pitched in to get him a gift, it was a lovely Molton Brown perfume that apparently smelt like him, and card signed by all of them. Honestly, he made Suguru emotional, this had been sort of his life since he had his daughters and was the main thing that kept him together after his husband left him.

“Why you crying, Suguru?” Satoru immediately ran over to him, cupping his reddening cheeks and stroking the tears from his face.

“I don’t know.” He laughed through his tears. He felt so embarrassed at his sudden outburst. “It feels a little surreal, I guess. Nanako and Mimiko are going off to university far away. This was my life for so long.” Tears fell down his face but he continued to laugh, he was not upset nor was he happy. He felt free, honestly.

“You did great, you can finally do what you want to do. Nanako and Mimiko are not going anywhere, they love you. You did an amazing job.” Satoru comforted him, he pulled him into a large embrace, he rested his head on Suguru’s and cooed him.

“And it’s where I met you, Satoru. You scared me over there and stole all the cookies.” Suguru choked out, it was completely out of character for him. “This is so embarrassing, please forget this.” Suguru pulled out of the hug and wiped his own tears off his face and covered his face from embarrassment.

“And it was the best of my life, so don’t feel embarrassed, Suguru. I love you so much.” Satoru approached him again, and gave him a deep kiss. He held the sides of his head to keep him place, and pressed his body against his. The kiss was passionate and full of so much love that it made his Suguru’s stomach flutter and his heart fill full. He moved his lips in response to Satoru, their lips moved up and down against each. “You are so beautiful and amazing, Suguru.” Satoru parted their lips slightly, his eyes examined his whole face, he loved the way Suguru looked whenever he blushed after a kiss.

“Satoru, I, I…” Suguru stopped himself before he said it, he wanted to but the words got stuck in his throat. It was so easy for Satoru to say, but he struggled.

“It’s okay. Take your time. You don’t need to say.” Satoru reassured and gave his swollen lips another peck before he stepped away and finished cleaning up the table of cups and dirty plates. “We have a reservation at eight, we need to hurry if we want to get there on time.” Suguru stood there for a moment, he wanted to cry again, he felt so guilty for never saying it. He wanted to say it so bad.

“I’m sorry.” Suguru mumbled, and Satoru gave him a big smile to reassure Suguru that he was fine.

—

It had been a tough couple months for Suguru, he did not have one more ‘you’re not going to fail’ in him. It had been exam season and his daughters were in the midst of it, and they wanted to get good grades so they could end up in their first choice. Suguru did not like the idea that his daughter’s first choice was a university far away, he did not take it personally but he knew the reasons why they did not want to stay. And he knew for sure the reason was not because it was a fantastic university, which it was.

On top of that, his girls were going away for two weeks, this would be the longest he would not see them for. Their friendship group decided a trip around the Greek islands, meaning just the party islands, was the best trip to go on post-exam and pre-uni. Suguru disapproved, but his girls were excited, so he had to be supportive.

“I’m going to kill them.” Suguru said breaking the comfortable silence between Satoru and himself. Both had a free lunch, so they decided to have it together. Satoru was doing some work on his laptop whilst Suguru read some news on his phone. This way of living had become so natural to Suguru, he did not even remember a moment where he did not have Satoru to lean or speak to.

“Who is them, dear?” Satoru asked, his eyes still fixated on the laptop screen.

“Nanako and Mimiko.” Satoru looked up from his screen, and raised an eyebrow in question. “They are going on holiday to Greece, and I know why they are going.” Suguru replied, he slammed his phone down on the table and shook his dead in disappointment.

“They had a hard year, even if they do what you think they are going to do, should they not be allowed?” Satoru responded, he shrugged his shoulders and resumed looking at the screen.

For the last couple weeks, Satoru had been extremely focused on his work, and not in his usual perfectionist way. It had been the centre of his life. Suguru did not mind, it was his work and he respected it, he did prioritise a lot of his work over people or things. But it was different. It was not normal fixation. It was almost obsession. Whether it be in bed, a coffee shop, the bathroom, practically anywhere, Satoru was working. Suguru wanted to bring it up, but he did not know how he would respond. They had been dating officially for five months, and it had been great. So he did not want to spoil it.

“I know, I’m just worried.” Suguru mumbled.

The rest of the lunch date had been uneventful, unless you count Suguru’s articles he read. Satoru had tapped out on having any proper conversation after the nanako and Mimiko talk, Suguru did not want to force conversation so he just watched Satoru work and read. He even sent out some work emails himself.

—

“How is it going with Satoru?” Nanami asked, his voice laced with so much disgust.

“Good.” Suguru simply replied, he sounded a little dejected.

“What the fuck did he do?” Ieiri butted in, overhearing the tone of his voice as she tried to order a drink.

Monthly, due to Ieiri’s busy schedule, Nanami, Suguru and Ieiri met up to catch up on life and to vent about their partners and children. It was always good to see them because they were the most straight, honest and blunt people he knew, so if he had a problem he knew he could rely on them to be brutally honest with him.

“Oh my god nothing.” Suguru quickly responded, throwing up his hands to disguise their anger.

“Then what is wrong?” Nanami asked, Suguru felt like he was happy knowing Satoru screwed up. It was definitely saying ‘I told you so, I told you so’ repeatedly in his head.

“Well that what it is. Nothing. We have not done anything. I feel like we are in a rut, not physically, but emotionally. I don’t know.” Suguru was more confused saying it out loud than what he had been thinking. The more he said it, the more he felt stupid.

“Why don’t you talk to him? You always say that he’s easy to communicate with.” Ieiri was right in what she was saying, yet there was something preventing him from opening up to Satoru. In all fairness, whenever he mentioned work to his ex-husband or his absent behaviour he would get extremely angry and even more distant towards him. Suguru did not want that to happen again.

“I don’t know. I’m seeing him tomorrow after I take Mimiko and Nanako out shopping, so maybe I will mention it.” Suguru hesitantly agreed.

“Are they excited to go off to uni?” Nanami asked, Ieiri had dipped out to take a call and to have a cigarette.

“Too excited, I hate it.” Suguru sulked. It had always been him and his girls so to have them home or be able to go home to them was foreign to him. He even hated it when they went away with their friends for three days.

“Why? It’s a great, good university and good degree. What’s wrong with that?” Nanami questioned.

“Some of the best university not just in the country, but in the world are in this city. And they decide to leave me.” Suguru continued to sulk. With Satoru being distant, again, and with his girls eventually leaving Suguru was in a constant state of sulking. “I’m just being stupid. But when Itadori leaves, I would love to hear how you are going to act.”

“I won’t, I love my son, but I don’t think he’s going to go to uni.” Nanami laughed.

“Well he does Taido, what he decides to go off and live in mountains to perfect his skill?” Suguru rolled his eyes because he knew the day Itadori graduated and left, Nanami was going to be an annoying mess. “Or, or what if he decides to live with Megumi when he’s off at uni? And the only time you can see Itadori is when Satoru is around.” He smiled, knowing he had successfully baited Nanami.

“Don’t you dare say that again, that is actually a nightmare.”

—

Tomorrow had come, and Suguru was constantly thinking about what he was going to say to Satoru. How he was going to say? When he should? Or even if he should entirely? He was grateful he had Nanako and Mimiko to distract him for the morning and afternoon.

It was a rough and tiresome morning for Suguru, he had been pulled from shop to shop and had to listen to his girls complain about being hungry but refusing to eat so they were not bloated trying on clothes. And he was not allowed to eat because it would force them to.

“You are not buying that.” Suguru said immediately as soon as he saw Nanako pick up a bikini that barely covered anything. “Are you mad?” Suguru was giving three vetoes each by Nanako and Mimiko, and he had to use them wisely. Even though if he were given unlimited amounts, they would be driving home with nothing.

“Dad? Why?” Nanako complained, holding onto tightly as Suguru tried to snatch it out of her hand to put back on the rack.

“You are seriously asking why? Look at it! It does not matter if you’re an alpha, I don’t want you wearing it. And if you wear it, Mimiko would want to?” Suguru pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance, he was so hungry, tired and too old for this. “Do you really want to spend your whole holiday protecting Mimiko? Remember she is an omega, and is more likely to be hurt. Please do your father the favour of not worrying.” Nanako reluctantly put the bikini away, her father had a point and she did not want to be protecting her sister the whole time away.

“It’s ugly anyways.” Nanako mumbled.

“I’m hungry, can we please go and eat? Your old father can’t do this anymore.” Suguru whined, he could not take it anymore. He smelt the sweet scent of pizza, gyros and shitty fast food restaurants, and it was starting to give him a headache.

“Go and eat, we will meet with you later.” Suguru gave her stern look as warning to not buy anything bad. “I promise to think about you when I’m buying clothes.”

“Thank you for doing me that favour.”

There were so many choices to pick from and Suguru’s stomach was empty, he felt like he could eat everything there. His eyes landed first on the little Greek restaurant stuffed in the corner, his daughter’s Greece trip got him in the mood for it so he decided to order from there. Even though, he reserved a Greek restaurant for him and Satoru later because of this exact reason.

Nanako and Mimiko are killing me. I can’t wait to see you later!

Suguru sent out a quick desperate message to Satoru, he hoped he would reply instantly. Again, Satoru had been ghosting him, and this time for longer. Before when this happened, he explained what was keeping him busy, Satoru ensured that he was informed and updated on his life, but this time he had become so distant and busy.

I don’t think I can see you today. Work has been fucking me. I love you, baby.

A frown formed on Suguru’s lips and his heart dropped a bit, he felt so stupid in thinking Satoru would stick around or even put up with him. A little tear rolled down his cheek, and he instantly wiped it away and sniffled to keep any bodily fluids in. And he had suddenly lost his appetite. That stupid word ‘love’, if he loved him would he not be here or want to see him?

As he started to think more about it, Suguru turned from sad to angry almost instantly. He did not care if Satoru did not want to see him, he was going to whether he liked it or not. Suguru downed the Pepsi he bought and shoved his gyro into his bag, and went to find his daughters. He threw them his credit card, and said do whatever they want, he just wanted to see what they bought afterwards so he could make a pile ‘no’ and ‘yes’. Something was up but Nanako and Mimiko did not want to complain just in case this opportunity would be taken from them.

“How we getting home?” Mimiko asked.

“Take my keys, please don’t dent it. Or crash. Mimiko don’t allow your sister to drive. I will know even if you think I won’t.” Suguru threw his keys to his daughters and hand over their bags back to them, and rushed out of the shopping centre.

The cab took years to come, five minutes, and the car ride was as equally as long as the wait, twenty minutes. Suguru rehearsed what he was going to say to Satoru, and he knew what he was going to call him. He had a lot of material that he had built up over the years thanks to his ex-husband. This time he was going to get his argument and his say, he was not going to allow another Alpha to call the shots just because they were an Alpha. He had opinions that needed to respected.

“Thank you.” Suguru said to the cab driver before he stepped out, he tipped the driver a fiver and gave him a good review. His chest heaved and his heart was beating extra fast, he was nervous admittedly. He gulped as he opened the door. “Nerves don’t fuck with me right now.” He whispered to himself.

“Suguru, what brings you here?” The security guard asked, he sounded a bit nervous.

“Satoru.” He replied, confused.

“He’s in his of-office.” He stuttered.

Now that Suguru had calm down a little, he noticed that the building was quiet and everyone was nervously working. Curiosity overtook hi anger for a moment, and he pressed a random floor to see if the situation was any different from the ground floor. Honestly it was worse, everyone was frantically working, the floor was cold and no one was speaking. Everything was strange.

Suguru shook his head to regain his focus, and he stepped back into the lift and pressed the top floor.

“Suguru, what you doing here? I don’t think no-“

“What is happening?” Suguru interrupted the assistant, not bothered to hear where he should and should not be.

“Mr. Gojo is not in a good mood, be does not want any visitors, he-he said.” The girl smiled nervously, and her body trembled side to side and her hands shook as she fidgeted with them.

“Do you need to go toilet?” The girl weakly nodded, and informed Suguru that Satoru said she could not. “Go, I will deal with him.” The girl wanted to protest, but she really need to go to the toilet. As soon as she heard go, she ran towards the bathroom.

A sigh left his lips as he noticed the door was locked, he jiggled the handle a couple of times before slamming his fist against it. Three minutes passed and no one answered, and he repeated his loud thuds against the door.

“I said to leave me the fuck alo- Suguru?” Satoru opened the door slightly, just enough to poke out his flustered and angry face.

“What the fuck is wrong with you, Satoru?” Suguru pushed the door open and walked into his office. Satoru fell to the floor. Suguru was taken aback from the thick pheromones and stench of his office. It was dark inside, he had the blinds and curtains closed and not one light was turned on expect for the small light on his desk. “Jesus, Satoru.” Suguru covered his nose.

“Suguru, I said I can’t see you today.” Satoru slurred, he was still on the floor. “Can you leave?” He tried to get up, but his body was too weak to move by itself.

“Stop telling me what I need to do, Satoru. My ex always made my decisions for me, and I’m not going to allow you to dictate what I want to do.” Suguru still kept his mouth covered, he knew this was dangerous. The pheromones were starting to get to his head, and his whole body trembled at the stench. He fought against his omega instincts, he was lucky he was an older omega or else he would have been on all fours right now asking to be knotted. Even though he was starting to feel that way. “You are ridiculous.”

“Suguru, please. Can we-we do this another time?” He weakly responded. Honestly, he was coming in and out of consciousness.

“Satoru, we are together. I don’t wan-want to be in a relationship where we keep things from each other. Don’t hurt me like my husband did.” Suguru walked over to him and knelt down beside him.

“I told you not to mention him…” Satoru whispered. “You smell so fucking good.” He mumbled before he compelelty passed out.

“Satoru? Satoru?” Suguru pushed him and slapped him on his face, but he was fully unconscious. “Jesus Christ.” Suguru cursed. He told Satoru’s assistant to tell the security to bring around his car and to help them take Satoru down to his car. And told her to tell whoever the VP was about the situation.

“Satoru?” Suguru whispered, and shook him slightly. And rested a cold towel on his forehead. “Satoru?” He repeated, hoping this time it would wake him up.

“Suguru?” He weakly called out, reaching up his arm so he could touch Suguru. “Did I pass out?”

“Yes because you took about fifteen different suppressors and overworked yourself.” Suguru replied with concern, he kept his hand resting on his forehead and the other wrapped around his hand. “Why did not tell me you were having your rut?” Suguru removed his hand from the towel and softly stroked his hair, curling one of his grey hairs on his finger.

“I’m sorry, I have no excuse. I have ignored you, treated you so bad and been a cunt honestly.” Satoru sat up from his position, and looked down at Suguru. “I thought I was doing you the favour about not telling you. So, you would not have to deal with this.” Suguru noticed Satoru’s chest begin to move up and down faster, and his eyes turned a brighter blue than they already were.

“Every time we have sex,” Suguru placed a daring finger on Satoru’s chest and made his fingers walk down his torso slowly down to his thigh, “you liked to fuck it in me that I’m your omega. I’m your omega, so why wasn’t I called?” Suguru slid his fingers down to Satoru’s visible bugle and grabbed it hard, he twisted it.

“Sug-Suguru… I can’t…” Satoru stuttered, he tried to take Suguru’s hand away from his cock, but his body was rejecting whatever he wanted.

“I told my girls I will be busy for the next couple days, told Nanami to keep Megumi. And Tsumki is at uni.” Suguru said, he knew one reason why he was being reluctant and he wanted to reassure him before he continued. “We have all the time in the world.”

“Are you sure? It normally takes a couple rounds before a knot can happen, and even then that might be too low, and you have to stay knotted for at least a day.” Satoru looked over at him, his eyes wide with concern and his body shaking from how much he was trying to control it.

“I’m not the one that always taps out after the third round, Satoru. I can handle it, so fuck me and put that knot in me.” Suguru got up from his seat and jumped up on top of Satoru who still looked hesitant. “Give me your consent, Satoru.” Suguru demanded.

“I won’t stop even if you beg me.” Satoru finally gave in. He wrapped his arms around Suguru, he place a firm hand on his arse and the other on the back of his neck.

Eagerly, Satoru press his lips onto Suguru’s, his strong arms held him into place and guided him to do what he wanted. The kiss was deep and filled with desire, it made Suguru’s head go dizzy. Suguru’s hands worked their way to Satoru’s shirt, he started to unbutton his shirt as Satoru deepened the kiss. Pushing harder against his body, Satoru darted his tongue into his mouth, he did not allow Suguru time to react or even surrender, he explored his mouth his tongue, licking it all around, he ensured that he got to taste every inch of his mouth.

The kiss was full of possessiveness and passion, their other kisses were deep and passionate but Satoru’s tongue, hands and lips moved in a way to ensure that Suguru was his.

“So fucking hot.” Satoru panted, he went right back into the kiss and moved both his hands down to Suguru’s arse and squeezed it firmly. As distracting as this was, Suguru had to focus on undressing Satoru himself. Small moans of pleasure drifted out his lips whenever Satoru sucked on his tongue.

“Satoru…” Suguru gently moaned. Satoru’s hungry lips moved from Suguru’s mouth to his neck, Suguru stared down at him as he worked his lips around his exposed neck. His eyes widened as he noticed Satoru’s normally straight canine teeth were sharp, his heart pounded at the sight. Was he ready to be his mate? He never even considered this with his ex, but it looks like he had no other choice, or so he liked to believe.

“Fuck…” Satoru growled, his eyes fixated on Suguru’s top and he looked confused on what he wanted to. Suguru was about to start taking off his shirt, but Satoru with his brute strength ripped it off of him entirely. Instantly his hands latched onto his pec and squeezed them. “I love how big your chest is, Suguru. So fucking sexy.”

His index finger stoked Suguru’s right nipple, he had given up on trying to undress Satoru as his mind was starting to go blank. The pheromones in the room had become too much for him and the stimulation he was receiving was enough for him to give in to his omega instincts and allow for Satoru to be the alpha. Suguru bit his lower lips to prevent loud gasps of pleasure to come out, he just quietly moaned at the sensation’s

Despite Satoru being deep in his rut, his movements were slow and savoury. Achingly slow, he caressed his longer index finger across, the pace was driving Suguru crazy as he felt every single touch. Every time he moved, Suguru could feel his finger brushed the underside of his nipple and he lifted it up gently until it reached the tip of his finger and he let go making it bounce back in place.

“Satoru…” He breathed heavily out. Then he d his finger again in the other direction until Suguru’s tight bud pointed downward, before releasing and bouncing back up. Repeatedly he did this, he rubbed his nipples till they were sore and rock hard. Satoru’s finger began to speed up more, and get more aggressive, he rubbed the area till both his nipples got hot from the friction of his fingers. Once he was satisfied with the heat, he dug his nail in and scratch lightly on the tip. The sensation instantly made Suguru jolt upwards and moan extremely loud.

“You are so sensitive…” Satoru smirked as he took his thumb and index finger and began to twist it. He took his time doing this too and each movement of his fingers made Suguru’s mind fog up. “I lover your boobs, you said you would wank me off whilst I sucked your tits, am I allowed?” He began to pull on them, stretching them till the skin around the nipple whitened and could no longer take it.

“Yes you ca-can… fuck… so fucking good.” Suguru held onto his shoulders for support as he continued to torture his chest. The feeling was so overwhelming and overstimulating. He pulled and let go of his nipples till Suguru no longer had the ability to speak, all he could do was moan and beg.

After ten more minutes of excruciating pleasure, Satoru flipped their positions, he rested his head on Suguru’s lap. Immediately, he latched his lip over to one of his nipples and began to suck. Suguru pulled out his cock, which was bigger than usual and his knot was visible. It was massive, he wondered how he was going to fit that knot inside of him.

“Satoru, you like sucking my nipples? You like how bi-big my chest is?” Suguru cooed as he felt Satoru lick one of his nipples and fondle with the other. He continued to slowly suck his nipples as Suguru’s hand moved up and down his cock filled with a large knot. Satoru moaned into his chest as he felt Suguru’s hand caress where the knot was, his fingers danced slowly on it. He curled his hand around it and lightly squeezed. “This is going in me.” Suguru mumbled more to himself than to Satoru, he was amazed at how massive his knot was. He and his ex never really shared this intimate side, mostly because recessive alphas do not suffer with ruts like dominants alphas do.

“You-You like it when I play with your chest?” Satoru teased, he felt Suguru’s cock grow and harden every time he flicked or licked his chest. Suguru sheepishly nodded at his question, it was amazing. Satoru kept his tongue on Suguru’s chest as he pulled back, releasing his nipple from his lips but still working it over with his tongue. In response, Suguru bucked his hips, his hand movements slowed and his body slumped.

“You’re so beautiful, Suguru. So beautiful.” Satoru whispered, he switched their position, he gently laid Suguru on his back and resumed what he was doing. He grasped both of Suguru’s pecs and firmly squeezed them. Satoru held his chest in his strong hands, he alternated between licking the tip of each one and pulling at them over and over again until Suguru had completely lost his mind.

“Satoru… I can’t take this anymore, fuck me already.” Suguru managed to get out between his moans. His face was completely red and his eyes had blurred with pleasure, his heart continually pounded out his chest and his legs trembled. If he continued like this, realising his pheromones and torturing him like this, he may end going in his heat. “Please fuck me.” Despite Suguru’s persistence, Satoru was still fixated on his chest. He had a tendency to get transfixed on something, and became obsessive with it.

Satoru did not respond to Suguru’s pleas, he had his lips around his nipple and he was not letting go. His suction was slow and teasing, his fingers were rough and torturous; a complete oxymoron. With hooded eyes, Suguru stared down at Satoru, he looked so cute sucking on his chest, his cheeks were red and his eyes were half shut with pleasure. A quick thought ran through his head as he watched him, what would he look like nursing on his chest if he was lactating? Satoru let out soft hums and moans as if he was eating the most delicious meal of his life, the vibrations went right through Suguru’s body and his body heating up from the sensation.’

“Satoru, I thi- You need to stop. My body is fee-feeling weird.” Suguru pushed Satoru off his chest, his body began to heat up. His mind went hazy and his thought process was centred only around breeding. Without realising, the intense scent of Satoru’s pheromones, his coastal cypress scent, had forced Suguru’s body to go into heat. The last one he had was months and months ago on the count he was an older omega.

“Jesus Suguru, you smell so good. Did my baby go into heat?” Satoru crawled back on top of him, and wrapped his big arms around his waist.

“Give, give, give me.” Suguru chatted, his shaky hands tried to reach for his cock but the distance was too far. He pouted his lips.

“I’m going to fuck you till you can’t think anymore.” Satoru growled in his ear.

“Please.” Suguru begged.

Suguru’s heart was pounding, he watched as Satoru undressed himself and him. His body was so sexy, everything about it drove Suguru crazy. From the defined six pack he had to the happy trail that pointed towards his cock to the visible wrinkles of stress on his face. Everything about Satoru was perfect to Suguru.

“You are so handsome, Satoru.” Suguru blurted out unconsciously. He had the urge to say it, and hi body was in a state of not holding things in. He wanted to add on to his statement. He needed to say it now or he would never say it. Shakily, Suguru got up from his position and leaned forward so his face to face with Satoru. “I love you so much, Satoru.” Suguru confessed, he put a weak hand on his face and kissed his cheek.

“Suguru, Suguru. I love you so much.” Satoru practically cried. “You should not have said that, my body is reacting in a sinister way.” Satoru admitted.

Satoru ran his eager hands firmly down Suguru’s legs and grabbed his arse, Suguru let out a desperate gasp and nodded at Satoru for confirmation to continue. Roughly he pressed his hips into Suguru’s arse, and stroked his cock on his leaking hole till it was covered completely in his slick. At this point Satoru’s room was filled with a mixture of their pheromones, they balanced each other out so well, Satoru’s breezy, soft pheromones complimented Suguru’s intense, harsh pheromones.

And Satoru was no longer levelheaded, his body had finally succumbed to his rut and the scent of Suguru. His eyes normally filled with love and affection were now filled with lust. His teeth bared at the sight of Suguru helplessly trying to cling onto him.

“Satoru, please. Make me yours.” Suguru turned his body around, and lifted his hips towards Suguru, showing his leaky and desperate hole to him. He turned around and watched Satoru digest this all in, he swallowed thickly before he snaked a hand around Suguru’s neck, forcing him back up so his back was pressed again this chest. He nuzzled his face in to his neck, and teasingly stroked his teeth around his nose. “Oh shit.” Suguru moaned and arched his back once he felt Satoru’s head penetrated his hole.

Satoru’s breaths were deep and harsh against his skin, his chest move up and down irregularly and his hands were tight and strong around his throat as he thrusted into him.

“So good, Suguru.” Satoru mumbled, he moved his hips back and forth hungrily. Never allowing Suguru’s hole to feel empty for less than a second. He gritted his teeth as he felt Suguru’s hole desperately cling to him when he tried to thrust out. With an intense gaze, Satoru watched as his cock thrusted in and out of Suguru. It was incredibly erotic how his hole clung and stretched around him. “So perfect for me.” He groaned, his persistent thrusts began to steady themselves into a rough and deep pace.

Suguru grabbed a handful of his hair and pulled Satoru closer to him, if that was possible. He opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue, Satoru took his tongue in his mouth and sucked on it. Drinking up all his saliva and taste.

“More, more.” Suguru whimpered, he pressed down in his stomach that was bulging from Satoru’s cock head and he reached behind him to feel his cock going in and out of him. “I want it.” Suguru demanded as he touched the knot.

“Do you want me to fuck pups in you?” Satoru growled into her ear, he had officially lost his mind and all his convictions. A soft whimper drew from Suguru’s lips in response. “You like the thought of that? Fucking my large cock into your womb and filling it up with my seed till you are swollen with my pups.” Satoru himself did not even realise the words he was speaking, his mouth moved before he could even think.

“Please, I want it. I want to be filled.” Suguru mewled, throwing his head back as Satoru’s thrusts began to get deeper and deeper. He dug his nails into Suguru’s waist and thrusted him back and forth as he pounded into him. Using Suguru as if he was a doll.

“You feel so good around me, Suguru.” He growled, he frantically thrusted in and out of him. Every time Satoru pounded into the entrance of his womb, Suguru shuddered and trembled, his inner walls tightened around his cock making Satoru grip his waist harder, enough to leave a bruise.

“I think I-I’m going to…” Suguru was unable to finish his sentence as the pleasure overtook his body entirely. His body grew weak from pleasure, without Satoru firm hands holding him in place he would have slumped down on the bed.

“Cum for me.” Satoru continued to slam into him, pushing in and out of Suguru, ensuring he hit all his weak spots. “Am I making you feel good?” Satoru purred, he licked around Suguru’s ear and rested his nose behind it and inhaled his pheromones.

“I love it- Satoru. I love you… fuck me harder.” Suguru chanted, he unconsciously moved his hips back into Satoru’s and rolled them around. He closed his eyes, and leaned back onto his body, he focused his attention on his cock pulling and destroying his insides. “I love it… I love you.” Suguru turned his head around slightly, he cradled Satoru’s jaw and pulled him in for a deep kiss. He allowed Satoru to invade his mouth instantly, he moaned into the kiss as he felt his lower abdomen heat up. A couple more thrusts and Suguru was spilling his cum all over Satoru’s expensive linens.

Satoru was no where near finishing, his hips slammed into Suguru relentlessly. This went on for hours, Suguru lost count on how many times he cam. His body was weak, his mind was fogged up and all he could think about was Satoru’s sperm inside of him. Every cell in Suguru’s boy was wishing that Satoru’s seed would impregnate him, and begged for Satoru’s sharp canines to dig into his nape and claim him whilst his knot filled him.

Only a for a short moment did Satoru’s thrusts slow down, Suguru assumed he was nearing his end and he closed his eyes waiting for it. Yet, his hips began to build up a speed again, and with each new thrust, his movements got stronger and rougher as his desire intensified. He was grunting and calling out Suguru’s name with sweat piling on his pale skin, his eyes were fixated on Suguru’s perfect skin. Feeling Suguru’s gaze, he looked down at him and smirked as he slammed into him. Each thrust sent Suguru’s mind spinning, he had no other choice but to keep his legs spread for Satoru.

“Fuck… you feel so good around me.” Satoru moaned out as he eagerly impaled Suguru’s sides.

“Please, pleases Satoru.” Suguru begged, tears brimmed the corner of his eyes and his mouth drooled all of his pillow. With hungry eyes, Satoru looked down at him, he placed his thumb over Suguru’s soaked lips and pushed it in.

“What? What do you want Suguru?” Satoru grunted, he pressed his thumb down on his tongue and in response Suguru sucked on it.

“I want your cum, I want your knot.” Suguru muffled, his grabbed one of his cheeks and spread it wide for Satoru to see how desperately his hole pulsated and tightened for him.

“Fuck.” Satoru rested beside Suguru, he grabbed onto his shoulder and his thigh. The new angle forced him in a deeper position, and he felt Satoru’s warm breath on the back of his neck as he thrusted.

Without warning, Suguru felt Satoru’s sharp teeth dig into his skin, this was met with a harsh thrust of his cock deep into his wet hole. He held himself deep inside of him, and his teeth stabbed further into his neck. Gently, he pulled away from the mark, and lapped it over with his tongue, drinking up his blood and salty sweat.

“Satoru…” Suguru whimpered. It felt so incredibly good. His body craved it.

Then the feel of his swollen knot entered ha Suguru, it was a pleasant surprise. It stretched his insides, his walls locked around the knot once it entered him.

“Ah… Satoru.” Suguru panted, he held his stomach, he visibly saw it inflame. In response to suguru’s cute reactions Satoru chuckled.

“You’re doing such a good job.” Satoru praised, he ran his hand over his stomach and squeezed down on it. Slowly he started to rock his hips back and forth. Watching his cock pull back as much as the knot would allow, and slamming it back into Suguru’s warmth.

Suguru did not last long, he had cum so many times, but his body still had a lot more left. The brutal pace and the pain of the knot drew him to his end for the nth time that night. Crying out in breathily and shaky moans, Satoru fucked him through his orgasm again.

“Gonna fill you up soon…” Satoru growled ravenously and breathed heavily against his mark. Suguru held his hand into his, that was all he could do at this point. He had no words left in him, and he had no strength to move.

With two sharp thrusts, Satoru let out a deep rough moan, slumping against him as his cock swelled deep inside. Filling Suguru’s with his hot cum.

“I love you.” Satoru softly moaned, he hugged his torso and held him close. His cock continued to spasm and twitch inside of him, his knot was still coming undone inside of Suguru and his cum was spilled all inside of him. “Are you comfortable?” Satoru asked gently, kissing his marked nape.

“Yes, but a bit tired.” Suguru wearily replied, he placed a calming hand on Satoru’s face and stroked his cheek. “I’m so full.” He cheerfully said. “Finish up.”

Satoru softly thrusted his seed into him, ensuring that it reach the deepest part of him. Shakily he placed his hand over Suguru’s who had his hand on his stomach, the thought of Suguru having his children made him rock his hips more. Soon his knot was fully formed inside of Suguru, and he rested his head between Suguru’s shoulder blades.

“Now that we have calmed down,” Satoru started, his cock still resting inside of Suguru. It would be hours before he and Suguru could sort. “Do you actually love me?” He asked, seriously. Unsure if it was Suguru’s true feelings for him or for his cock.

“Satoru,” Suguru drew out his name. “I love you.” He wanted to tease him, but Satoru looked so worried that his heart did not have it in him to do it. “My handsome alpha.” Suguru smiled, and lifted his head up to kiss Satoru’s bruised and swollen lips.

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For almost a full day, they laid like that. For the most part, they were asleep, only a couple of times did they have to move. Satoru would gently take them to the kitchen to grab water or to get their phones. Once they parted, Suguru felt so empty, he wanted to hold it for longer. Though the rules of knotting did not allow it, for a good week Satoru could not penetrate him or it would mess up the knotting and marking process completely.

“Never keep things from me, Satoru.” Suguru demanded, he sat down at the end of his bed and dried his hair with a towel. “Don’t ever make me feel bad.” Suguru added.

“I promise, I’m so sorry. I just-“ Satoru tried to defend himself, but he knew he was wrong so he gave up. He crawled over to Suguru, and placed him between his legs. He grabbed the towel out of his hand and helped dry his long, beautiful hair. “Has anyone ever told you that you look beautiful after you come out of a bath?” Satoru asked.

“What? Why would anyone say that?” Suguru laughed.

“Well you are so beautiful.” Satoru kissed his cheek. “So beautiful.” He repeated, he threw the towel to the ground and hugged Suguru tightly.

“Thank you. I was way more beautiful in my youth though.” Suguru chuckled, he felt Satoru’s head move up and shake profusely behind him.

“You are beautiful. Now.” Satoru stood firm on his compliment.

“Well you are sexy, Satoru. So handsome and manly. I cannot stop looking at you.” Suguru returned the compliment, Satoru’s cheek instantly went a deep red and he tried to cover his face again. But Suguru stopped him. “So, so handsome. And so big.” Suguru teased him.

After they finished getting themselves cleaned up, Satoru gave some clothes for Suguru to borrow and they went out for dinner. Both were incredibly starved, they practically ate the whole men. Throughout the evening, they did not stop talking to each other, they had a lot to catch up on. And this time Satoru shared the same concern that Suguru did for his girls.

A smile rested on Suguru’s lips, he was so glad that the real Satoru was back and obsessed with him.